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No. 1220310
>>1220303I don't even like DR2
the first game is the only one that's good but you need to stop caring about fandoms and fan opinions on anyone and anything. You'll feel free.
No. 1220524
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I don’t like to take my male sperging to the hidden board because I feel like the girls on surface level lolcow need to hear it more. Also to make it clear to smegma havers and their sympathizers that they aren’t welcome here. (also “those boards are hidden because some of us don’t want them!” why don’t you want them? Are you a male? It’s most likely to keep the lurking scrotes from chimping out and spamming, which while I understand is still annoying)
No. 1220614
>>1220524My confession is that I find these dumb Facebook CGI emoji backgrounds for posts so adorable that I feel strangely sad when I look at them.
Does anyone know what I'm talking about? It's not only those emoji backgrounds, it happens with a few other things that I forgot rn.
No. 1220619
I want to be fucked by a British royal guard.
>>1220614I feel this when I look at things that are too cute and happy. Like a cute cartoon dog or stuffed animal or something like that. It makes me feel upset that the whole world isn't full of goodness like that and is rather cruel instead. It also makes me feel ashamed about being a shitty person myself.
No. 1220622
>>1220619Haha what the fuck, it's practically the same thing I just said. I'm so glad I'm not the only one.
Yes, you described it perfectly. I also feel that way when I look at photos of happy people with cute smiles, although it used to be worse.
No. 1220739
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Sometimes if I'm sitting outside with my drink little gnats will fall into it but I try not to let it ruin my drink so I just try to sip around it but occasionally I'll look down and realize the bugs are gone…
>>1220614I feel that way about this emoji like it makes me laugh because it looks ridiculous but also gives me an indescribable emotion
No. 1220742
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I love dunking on men and shitposting yaoi and gay stuff in their spaces
It’s funny
No. 1220768
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I go on starbyface like every day and I like doing it to myself and to other people in my camera roll. And I like when I get one of my actor crushes as a result for myself, Idk if that’s weird or some freud thing. (Maybe I like him cause if my mom/dad issues) I get so so so flattered that I’m almost compelled to share it social media every time I get him, but then people would know how much unbridled autism I have and how much shameful glee it brings me. Yes indeed I look 28% like a dude I would indeed fuck and marry and dream of doing so wi5 all the time. I do kinda look like him,
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>>1220622>>1220614Ok yes, oh my god.
Not with the Facebook avatars, but with things like pictures of cats, other animals, or certain drawings or cartoons.
Like I’ll see certain pictures or videos of kittens, and it immediately makes me feel sad, like this indescribable feeling of hopelesssadness and dread? It’s like I’m afraid something bad is going to happen to it, or it might die someday and there’s nothing I can do about it. I’ve experienced that feeling ever since I was a little kid.
I hadn’t felt that weird sadness in a long time, until yesterday I saw a drawing of the classic Winnie the Pooh with his head stuck in the “Hunny” jar and I almost cried. It somehow made me think of my dad? Maybe because my parents used to read Winnie the Pooh books to me and watched the shows together. My parents are aging, my dad had a heart attack years ago (he’s fine now) and I’m so, so scared it can happen again at any time. Even though our relationship isn’t perfect I’m so afraid of losing my parents.
Anyway, I’ve tried googling “cute things make me sad” before, but the explanations aren’t the same as how I feel and I’m so glad I’m not alone
No. 1220846
>>1220827This is so weird because you know a guy wouldnt look at his old friends profiles nitpicking whether they've gained weight or aged.
Idk why some unhinged women do it, does it make you feel better.
No. 1220852
>>1220846Hahahaha
My dad does it
No. 1220863
>>1220860I mean men rarely do this to other MEN they are friends with.
I know men judge other womens appearance harshly, which is why i said ''other men''.
No. 1220866
>>1220864ah yes men are constantly commenting on how a other man got nasolabial folds, is aging or their body looks bad meanwhile they are dainty pretty boys who still look like youthful…….oh wait.
I know men are gossipy retard, im talking about nitpicking ''friends'' looks.
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>>1219654I’m guessing her friend was trying to emulate something like this, but depending on the color of the top, and without the body of Madison Beer or Haley Baldwin it wouldn't look “intentional”, just frumpy and weird like she’s just wearing a bra with no shirt
No. 1221408
i hate trannies so much and i genuinely find a lot of joy in insulting them if they are not hsts.
>>1220359>Most of this site is fujo oldfags i fucking wish
No. 1221579
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One time I was really horny and I made fake cum with cornstarch and water and roleplayed I was getting gangbanged and flicked it all over myself then picrel afterwards
No. 1221636
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I have a mirror next to my computer where I practiced my facial expressions. I probably look like a narcissistic psycho because I keep looking at myself, but truly I'm just trying to learn how emote like a normal human being. This is so embarrassing Jesus, but I can't pinpoint what exactly makes me look weird. I'm afraid that someone will see me going trough my "Travis Bickel going insane in front of his mirror" moment on day kek.
No. 1221658
>>1221646You're still so young and it's no wonder you're still recovering from all that abuse, try to pay people no mind, as you said, they don't know shit. It took me almost a decade to feel less burdened by my
abusive family past and now I feel like I can kinda blend in, not always but it's so massively better now than it was when I was 18, it's insane and I hope you'll get there too and beyond some day! Your best is the best you can do, proud of you nona.
No. 1221894
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i feel kind of conflicted. this girlie in hs who was my "friend" (i was someone she felt comfortable venting to/being rude towards, she had this two-faced thing going on) isn't doing very well right now. apparently – according to a reddit post – her crazy mother wouldn't submit some paperwork she needed to continue her schooling, and she got kicked out of the university for financial reasons. she also got caught up in some weird queer collective thing.
one half of me is going serve you right – because i do recall her doing multiple shady things to me that she wouldn't do to anyone else, and this was while i was undergoing my own abuse from my father ( unlike her i could never tell anyone what i was going through ) – but if she was actually facing abuse from her mother that's continued into the current day ( to the point that she got kicked from uni ) idk. i feel bad. i'm probably a terrible person but i can't help it.
No. 1221902
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I saw a little dog running around in traffic today and tried to save it but made it worse. I was a car passenger so I got out to try to catch it because it had a lead on but no owner in sight. I stopped really far away from it and squatted down and tried to call it over but it ran all the way across the street, down the block past me and then back across the street to avoid me and kept running away so I gave up and left. I was afraid of watching it die and it was clearly afraid of me. I still feel terrible but what could I have done? Dog looked like picrel but dirty.
No. 1222058
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>>1222052>concerned about their kids getting into gangs/being kidnapped/raped/etc and literally keep them under constant watch or lock away at home.Can someone explain to me why most couples who are not financially well off
choose to have a child despite being aware of the dangers in their setting? Not talking about the ones who do it for government help I know those type of people are mentally ill. Is it from years of being brainwashed? Feeling like you're missing something?
No. 1222060
>>1222029I saw that, where the girl was too young to actually be on tiktok because she wasn't 13 yet.
Kids literally dream of going viral on youtube and now tiktok instead of literally anything else, it's so sad.
No. 1222112
>>1222029It is fucking weird honestly. I was working on my teaching credential a few years ago and taught a 4th grade and a 6th grade class for a few months, I noticed that the kids nowadays don't go to each others' houses to play anymore, they just go on their computers or phones to play Fortnite or Roblox and watch YouTube/Twitch streamers play video games.
We had an activity where the students filled out "About Me!" pages and on "What I want to be when I grow up", so many of them said they wanted to be streamers.
I even noticed this when I visited my hometown for the holidays. On the street I grew up on, my friends and I goofed around outside or we occasionally played games at each others' houses. Now, the young families who live on same street I grew up on don't even go outside, I never see kids out riding bikes or playing in the neighborhood even though I know they're there.
I know I sound like an old lady saying "BACK IN MY DAY" but it's a different world now, for sure.
No. 1222130
>>1222112How bleak. Part of the problem is how the internet blew up along with technology. Kids went from traditional homework to having to use a tablet. The fact tablets are part of the school supply list is concerning. Factor in how much more widespread news has become (instead of just local, you know what's going on in other states and other countries). I've noticed how much more paranoid parents have become. Literally know one who thinks no other child is good enough for his daughter and fills her head with shit that she shouldn't know at the tender age of almost 12 years old. He thinks nothing of it and I'm 99.5% sure he wants to be seen as a
god to her. It's fucked up.
No. 1222274
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Every time my roommate’s qt friend comes around he pulls me in and kisses me on the cheek as a hello (he’s Chilean) and every time I just have to smile and act as if I haven’t not gotten laid at all since the start of the year and that I’m not so touch starved that it makes me weak in the knees.
No. 1222447
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I'm on the pill and I have an IUD, I haven't had a menstrual cycle since I was 16, over a decade
I might spot once or twice per year at most
I feel insane and have mood swings like crazy, but I honestly prefer it to periods and have no intention of discontinuing either
No. 1223008
>>1222914Same for
victims of SA. They care about the children a lot, which they rightfully do, but when it is an adult woman that is victimized they go straight to
victim blaming and the rapist doesn't get a long punishment. It's really weird, there should be sympathy for all people, not just the ones you see as innocent. And if you mention this, you get called evil! I care about all people equally whether they are children or adults. No one deserves to be hurt. People are so blinded they can't see what they're doing.
No. 1223164
>>1220227Sameanon as
>>1221406 here, nobody told me there's a paywall. Did you really spend $69.99 to have fake word sex with a robot
No. 1223256
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>>1223220Because he's one of those 4chan racist nazi types who loves Japan. You know the type, they think Japan is a great example for a country and admire it(not many people darker than tan, women who fit into traditional gender roles, modern but still has that asian flare, racism and homophobia is still accepted there)He gets to be a shitty person and get paid for it. I hate his wife because of her annoying uwu voice and trying to be cute.
>>1223209I really wouldn't be shocked if he eventually leaves her for a younger Japanese woman as time passes
No. 1223333
>>1223320I've felt the same way since I was 14 (parents messed me up big time). It sucks the fun out of doing anything and just makes me more miserable. Should have taken my grandmother's offer of getting therapy at 14. I didn't because after she fell, she got nasty towards me so I thought it was a dig at me. It probably was but still should have.
>>1223328I'm sorry about your parents. What assholes. What in their all knowing mind do they perceive wrong with you, if you don't mind me asking.
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>I JUST WANNA SCREAM ANF FANGIRL LOUDLY ABOUT MCR HERE I CANT HELP IT IM OBSESSED. IS IT 2002 AGAIN? DONT YOU DARE WAKE ME UP
No. 1223407
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I hate real men so much I became a husbandofag. Sure he's not real, but that's exactly why I love him. All dating real men ever taught me was that moids all need to die.
No. 1223446
>>1223415don't do it anon you still have your self respect
>>1223424scrote
No. 1223461
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>>1223447never said it was about the music
No. 1223664
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I never got why fujos on this site hate women who like hetero content that much and it irritated me. But here's the thing, I only follow female artists who consume girly media, so the hetero porn they post is about pleasing the woman and pretty looking.
Now I joined some server for a few otome games and saw girls who are unironically into being abused and stepped on and pick-mes that post women being raped, ewwwww
No. 1223685
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>>1223554Nta reminds me that I think the only milk MCR had was Mikey Ways drug addiction
No. 1223914
>>1223664>>1223666tbh are you really sure they are women? You know Discord is infested with trannies and unless you do something like voice verification you can't be sure you're talking to actual women. And if they're sharing scrotey porn where women are being raped, that's male behavior because hardly any woman I've ever known would be ok with seeing another woman in a violent sexual abuse situation (that's why otome and BL fans regularly prefer violent content to be kept in their BL and not their otome).
Regardless, obviously that kind of pornsick woman exists, sadly, and I wish them a speedy recovery.
>>1223841That sounds really disturbing. Thankfully I haven't seen a lot of women talk about such things as there's always a lot others who have normal vanilla fantasies or fantasize about hurting males instead. At least, where I've been to.
>>1223864Same nona
No. 1223984
>>1223320Too old for what?
>>1223328You are a zoomer.
No. 1224186
>>1223841that's how i feel when going to
/g/ and i don't even hate the board entirely, but sometimes..
No. 1224421
>>1224208Yes, thankfully you're right, but some men still try to infiltrate female-only communities for otome or husbandos. It happened in a server I was in.
>>1224290Maybe try Degrees of Lewdity? There's not a lot of adult games for women with straight sex in it, sadly.
>>1224269Tell them about femporn to cleanse them of their moid porn addiction.
A good artist is irokawa_19 on Twitter, though maybe they won't like it at first because it's femdom, here's her Pixiv https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/4345473
And here's a couple of manga
https://e-hentai.org/g/2005064/e160106c15/
https://e-hentai.org/g/2228983/6c93fc7805/ (maybe not the least male-gazey femporn but still better than that moid garbage and there's a lot of clit sucking in this one) No. 1224473
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>>1224466I'm so happy you have been deliveredt anon, praise the lord!
No. 1224617
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You know what? Joining an anime porn server has shown me that I just don’t give a fuck about social media, everyone is a bunch of pathetic losers looking for the approval of other pathetic losers while thinking they got everything under control by laughing at their idiocy like
>h-haha I’m dead inside ex dee
Okay? You’re over 18 years old, get a grip, loser, like seriously, do some volunteering work if you hate being locked up at home and if you want to feel like you’re doing something.
Literally just go outside and talk with anyone and you will make a friend or two in no time, people are so dependent on random shit that makes no sense, that they will create excuses to not do something.
I can’t wait to get a job, I want to be able to meet with my best friend in real life, too much internet really rots your brain and makes you act retarded, only a handful of people are nice on the internet, that handful of people are mostly women, of course, men are a waste of time on the internet, like eating rocks, hell, eating rocks could give me some nutrients, internet males are as pathetic as real life men, if not worse.
No. 1224892
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I have often daydreamed of becoming a lolcow on purpose because I am extremely bored and enjoy upsetting people like a child does
I've planned out fake breakups, mental breakdowns, eating disorders, visibly fake psychward sagas, youtube sagas, even only fans sagas
I've wanted to implode like a dying star for the world to see for over a decade, I'm not sure why, maybe it bpd, but honestly, I think I really am just that bored
No. 1224976
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i'm so lonely and feel like a total loser for being the only person in all of my friend groups who is single. but i just hate dating apps so much that i can't bring myself to try dating that way again and i feel like it is inevitable that i will be single for the rest of my life
No. 1225212
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I got PUMPED N DUMPED by a GINGER and it's more embarrassing to accept and move on from than accidentally shitting myself I think it's because he said "i feel a real connection" or "i feel a strong magnetism towards you" to get me to open up my legs for him
No. 1225259
>>1225221>Were you dating him, or did you just meet him?I've known him for 3 months and the dates were fun not gonna lie
i'm not huge into sex so i can't really comment on the sex, to me it was just 30 mins of some dude slamming into me
>inb4 sexually actives anons tell i've never had great sex before and they would be right>>1225234not really, normie looking ging with a decent body and pp size
No. 1225268
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>>1225257Gingers are sexy, especially the freckled ones. Ginger farmers, hit me up.
No. 1225585
I started using left over pet shampoo to not waste it (as my cats REFUSE bathing) and it actually makes my hair really nice. I don't even feel the need to use conditioner and my coat is shining!
>>1225421I did that, walked out with bruised tits, forceful anal from multiple moids and genital warts. Orgasmed precisely 0 times. I just had low self esteem and wanted to feel desired.
No. 1225774
>>1220614Samefag, today I dreamed that I saw a bunch of classmates I had in elementary school, including a boy who had mental retardation and was a bit deformed. We all liked him and treated him nicely, although I, a very shy girl, was always scared of interacting with him because I had no idea how to talk to him. Anyway, when I woke up I remembered that one time he was crying, because someone had accidentally hurt him, and I almost cried because seeing him like that made me feel awful. In general, I hate seeing people like that crying. No idea if this is wrong or something to feel guilty about, but I think it's related to my other post because I see people with retardation as more innocent and defenseless than a normal kid.
I wonder what happened to him after all these years. I just hope to forget about him again soon because thinking about it is depressing. Although after writing this and translating my thoughts into words, I feel better.
>>1220794I'm sorry, anon. It sounds like those events and thoughts exacerbate the sadness in the nostalgia you would normally feel looking at it. Nostalgia in itself is pretty melancholic too and it might be related to this.
>Like I’ll see certain pictures or videos of kittens, and it immediately makes me feel sad, like this indescribable feeling of hopelesssadness and dread?Yeah I know that feeling too well. Again, it used to be worse, but when I saw an old photo of a cat (like, really old, from the last century or older) I would tear up because I couldn't help thinking that the kitty is definitely dead now (maybe kinda thinking about whether it was abused in its lifetime as well), and the cuter the cat looked the sadder I got (especially if its eyes were shiny in the photo).
>Anyway, I’ve tried googling “cute things make me sad” before, but the explanations aren’t the same as how I feel and I’m so glad I’m not aloneSame. The way I would describe it is: "the juxtaposition of something cute, happy and innocent, and the knowledge that the world is cruel and unfair (therefore something bad might happen to that thing, we cannot protect it from harm, or it may not be as happy as it seems) or negative emotions or events associated with that thing, subconsciously causes a sad reaction upon seeing it, instead of a positive reaction".
No. 1225925
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i am so codependent on my boyfriend it is making it difficult to study. whenever i was single without a crush was when i could focus the most, and achieve the most. it's nearly impossible when i have a relationship. i resort to pretending i don't have a boyfriend when i work on my assignments because then i get out of the pink haze. it can also motivate me because "no one will like you if you fail". is this bc i watched this cartoon as a child?
No. 1225977
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if this hasnt been used a bunch yet it should be
No. 1226093
>>1226090I love you
nonnie, we're best friends forever
No. 1226121
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>>1226090I love you too nonna, I'm sending you a big hug
No. 1226174
>>1226162fr fr
>>1226169exam season leaves my cheeks aching
No. 1226493
>>1226477I think you should still message her and tell her you regret your actions. I would also say you do not expect or require her to respond to you, you just want her to know you are sorry and regret losing a friend over a hookup.
>>1226464>>1226253Did you go to /meta/ to complain too nonna? Lmao. Just don't open the vent/confession etc threads. Simple.
No. 1226510
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>>1226497Follow your own advice and get over yourself, she's not wrong, suicide baiting without context is stupid sometimes, I'm not saying that it should be repressed tho
No. 1226514
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>>1226508PLEASE eat something nona
No. 1226519
>>1226513Sage for Kfagging but same,
nonny. This one does things to me too.
Sorry for the stupid fan edit No. 1226552
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>>1226522Same, fellow hyunjin
nonny. Honestly who could blame them?
No. 1226556
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I get very nervous about drawing on the draw boards, as I know so many here are professional artists and post in the art salt threads. My art is clearly very flawed, and I know some people look at it and get annoyed. It got posted as one of the "come draw" pics and I fear some nonnas get angry and don't want to draw when they see my anatomy mistake riddled shit.
No. 1226573
>>1226567WHAT holy shit that's so annoying. I have not drawed there in a while and I don't think knowing someone did that makes me want to either.
I'm also still salty about the person writing insulting shit on the bisexual board. The lesbian board was absolutely lovely, it's a shame the bi board turned out like that. I mean, I should have know (I suggested it and regret it)
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>>1226567>>1226573Oh and forgot to add I'm sending a hug for you, from another not-approved-by-lc-art-society artist to another.
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>>1226556I'm so sorry you feel that way. When posting the links I usually include the doodles by ''non-artfags'' as to never make you guys feel excluded from the activity. I also never screenshot something I think it ugly! The boards are supposed to be for everyone, not just those that do it professionally/or as a hobby. I'm so proud of you for getting over this because you're awesome from joining in the fun and getting over your fear, and those that dare make fun of you cause 'muh quality' are dumbasses that don't deserve the time of day.
>>1226574You have been officially approved, knighted and exhonorated.
>>1226567I remember that. That anon later apologized and said they didn't do it on purpose. Later snobs chimed in saying the board is better off and they can go to hell. I hope you find it in your heart to forgive that anon or at the very least come back and doodle some time again in spite!
No. 1226625
>>1226573I think the insulting stuff was erased from the final board, but I'm sorry you felt that way about the board. I personally really loved it and was glad it was suggested! I think most of the drawings were great and positive, I still think about the "bisexual menace" one lol.
I also want to add that there's no way for anyone to erase anyone else's drawings since you can't take over any layers that aren't yours now now. The only way to "erase" someone's art is to draw white over it, and those are removed. If you leave your layer, you can't even reclaim it without asking an admin. We don't really get any instances of vandalizing anymore, just an occasional scrote that's quickly removed.
>>1226616Please see the above! I'm really sorry for the anons who have had their art erased in the past, I hope you'll find it in you to come back! It's lolcow so some bitchy-ness is expected but I think the type of anons who would erase other people's art are a minority on the board. We hope to continue to avoid this happening in the future.
No. 1226626
>>1226616As >>1226613 said there's no way anyone can erase your art, only cover it. In the first thread there was this rule
>5. Completed drawings untouched for 30 minutes can/will be erased for drawing space (only if drawing board is full)But that rule is no longer enforced as boards are cleared after being full, and not continuously as they were at the start.
If that happens and someone does cover your art, one of the admins will probably notice it and if not you can always complain in the thread and it will be taken care of!
No. 1226627
>>1226612You are doing lovely work with the board, don't worry it's not about your moderation that is the issue! Just the egos of some of our art members hah
>>1226625Oh well that is my bad then I missed it being erased. Thank you for your work!
No. 1226681
>>1226510>suicide baiting without context is stupid sometimesYou're
actually retarded.
No. 1226795
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Whenever I feel a burp is going to be one of those deep, rumbly ones I pretend I'm gifrel.
No. 1226886
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Idc if I get banned for this but every time I see this hideous freak of nature I want to beat the shit out of him.
No. 1226984
>>1226966can the manifestation anon above please manifest that this anon comes back as my future daughter so I can give her a free and supportive childhood?
I typed this out as an off-hand comment but now my eyes are full of tears, damn
No. 1226987
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I'm still bitter over one of my previously good friends ghosting me out of nowhere two years ago. It's not because I lost that friendship, but rather because being discarded like a piece of trash, even though I've always been a good friend and we never even fought in our over ten year friendship, really bruised my ego. She just suddenly stopped responding to my messages and stopped sending happy birthday/merry christmas messages and things like that. What also bothers me is that she's even still in contact with her ex gf (which is also a good friend of mine and who I'm still in contact with), even though they had a tumultuous relationship and a shitty breakup. I'm so bitter about it and I probably sound like a bitch but I hope she'll one day get to feel what it's like to be dropped like this out of nowhere.
No. 1227179
I like her videos and watch them sometimes when I'm bored. I just love how confident she is about being a complete weirdo kek.
>>1226987That's perfectly reasonable nonna. A friend of 5 years did this to me too and I still get sad about it. Like you said, it just feels like being thrown away and like it never mattered to them. One thing though, if she treats you like this she treats others like this, shit gets around and she'll have nobody by the time she hits her 40's. I hope you two get to talk it out some day though.
No. 1227455
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>>1222274UPDATE: His friend that I live with just told me that he really liked me and asked them for my instagram, apparently he said I was beautiful too. Can’t believe my dry streak is about to be ended by a fit Latino, I really couldn’t have asked for more.
No. 1227553
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>>1224976Same. Meeting someone via dating application seems too unromantic, inorganic, premeditated, basic instinct driven, desperate, soulless, unimaginative, tasteless…
No. 1227705
>>1224976Looking at this pic and seeing myself in it lol. I was watching a video yesterday where a woman was telling a story about her ex showing up with roses and a giant teddy bear and I had a moment where I was like… damn I miss getting big ass teddy bears. I couldn't give a fuck about flowers but teddies always wooed me over.
Bought myself a big plush bunny today. One I've had my eye on for a while. Why not.
No. 1227728
>>1227553Me too.
Constantly getting adds for dating apps is so depressing, it kind of reminds me that this would be my (only) chance but it's just so unromantic. I don't want to live a life with the thought "we are both losers who couldn't get partners in a normal way" plus having to admit that whenever others ask "And, where did you meet?"
No. 1227846
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I hate my sister's kids. I hate how loud and filthy they are. I never wanted kids, but I never thought of myself as a person who dislikes kids at all, but they are just so rude, so mean and so out of control I sometimes feel I wouldn't even be sad if they disappeared. I miss being able to talk to my sister without constant interruptions consisting of screams and tantrums. I miss seeing the life in my sister's eyes, a woman who always loved and wanted kids, so much she settled with her shithole of a husband just to have them. Rightfully she divorced him because he was basically just a third kid in the house, but now she's stuck raising the kids on her own.
I hate seeing how tired they make her and watch her struggle because she tries every method possible in order to control them. She gives them so much in terms of energy and patience, and in return they scream that they hate her guts. They are 6 and 5 years old, and they carry so much vicious energy that I honestly believe they are just born evil. Their father was a loser, but he didn't teach them to be like this, they're just destructive devils slowly pushing my sister towards a mental breakdown, sapping the energy of every family gathering with their screams and constant need for attention. I feel cruel writing this, but one of them just spat into their hand and wiped their saliva into my hair, then followed up with shitting on the bathroom floor instead of the toilet because they thought it was fun to see their mother lose her mind. They always seem like they try to push my sister to the edge mentally until she finally snaps and screams at them, which prompts them both to start crying because "mommy mean, bohoo". If they are gonna grow out of this, it's not happening fast enough.
No. 1227985
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When I'm crocheting and my hair (head hair, eyelash hair, whatever) gets stuck in a stitch, sometimes I leave it there. Sometimes I see it and I just don't feel like picking it out or undoing the stitch, so everything has a little piece of me in it. Of course I would take it out for items that I'm giving to other people though.
No. 1228009
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I might start doing this in the near future
No. 1228047
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I'm embarrassed at myself for doing this. I feel like a degen
>see pic rel on pinterest
>decide to go to the website on impulse
>it's mostly streams of guys I'm uninterested in
>see a video of some guy laying down and jerking off
>he looks cute and has a nice southern accent
>some of the stream is his casually talking to the people in the chat, though his commentary isn't particularly interesting
>he has a mild panic attack on stream
>for some reason I think this is cute
>vaguely enamoured with him for some ungodly reason
>cave in and decide to make an account on the porn site so that I can talk to him
>he's straight
>he says he got into porn because he was curious to know if there were people out there who liked that
>listen to this guy for like 2 hours in a separate tab and sometimes commenting
>he links his ig and twitch
>actually considering checking out one of his streams on twitch
No. 1228099
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This super cute guy sat in front of me in class today. He had a fitted shirt on and it looked so good on him because he had a really nice back, nice arms and broad shoulders and I just couldn't stop staring every time he moved. I even forgot to take notes in class because I wasn't listening and fuck my life I'll have an exam next week but I'm not close to anybody there to ask for notes.
No. 1228212
>>1228182But I'm too socially retrded,
nonny (hence why I haven't made any friends in two years of uni) and I only ever talk to people on the internet kek.
No. 1228237
>>1228225its average lol>>1228227I meant in terms of size as well. I’m pretty sure he’s been done growing but I meant it like I hope he doesn’t gain a fuck ton of weight when we get older, but it’ll probably happen. I like his size
and height
No. 1228250
>>1220827>>1220846late but also a confession and related:
The only girl from highschool I've watched blimp up is kind of fascinating to me because I have an inkling it's a fetish thing. She got a boyfriend a few years ago and since then her weight has tripled and she won't stop posting the insane quantities of food she eats. She won't actually post herself eating them, just the massive portion sizes. She even has a highlight reel on her instagram labelled "Won't stop eating" or something like that and it's just all the food she eats. I'm talking towers and towers of cakes, sweets, junk food, big italian meals. I have to believe it's this because she was always self conscious about her weight.
and I also have a degen feeder kink but not for her, I just know the signs when I see them No. 1228276
>>1228212Hopefully you'll see this, it's better to ask then not.
>You: Hey, can I see your notes from last class? I remember you being there as you sat in front of me and I couldn't focus on note taking that day and I was hoping you'd be willing to share?This is an example on how you could ask him and the worst thing that can happen is that he doesn't have notes and won't remember you the next day. If you do end up asking him make sure to ask about his name and let him know what is yours.
No. 1228336
>>1228310I bought gorgeous lingerie for the same reason. Same with the fitness. My husbando would appreciate a girl with ab definition getting off to him (he's a powerful warrior) but he'd love me nonetheless. I am even learning new recipes shown in his manga.
It's an enlightened existence because if you do all this with a 3d male and he breaks your heart, you spiral and forever taint those things you shared.
No. 1228526
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I want to go TERF on main but I’m a coward, and the troons and handmaidens I know IRL would not hesitate to ruin my career over it
No. 1228528
>>1228464Gainful employment and a lie implying you give a shit about pronouns>caring what other people think about what you put on a job application so that you can scrape by
Choose your battles dahlin'. In all seriousness though, I wonder how AIDS the work environment is going to be if they require that on the job app at baseline.
No. 1228554
>>1228308I kinda agree anon, I know it sounds bad, but especially people who don’t drink. They’re always so holier-than-thou about it. “Oh I don’t need alcohol to enjoy myself,
like you.” Like chill, damn.
No. 1228573
>>1228554What gets me is people with that attitude who've never actually tried drinking (most of them). Do they think most cultures across all of history have been obsessed with it because it's… not fun lmao? Like there are definitely big drawbacks to drinking, but it's universally popular and central to socializing for a good reason. Acting like people who enjoy it are defective in some way is absurd.
Personally I love being drunk but I hate drinking so I can relate to both heavy drinkers and people who don't drink at all, just not people who've never tried it and still make weird assumptions about the experience.
No. 1228602
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>>1228586I’m a freshly sober alcoholic and just recently moved to a new place and this is one of the biggest fears holding me back from putting myself out there kek I’m so afraid people will judge me as some stick in the mud and just write off hanging out with me outright. I’m honestly jealous of you nonnies who can have a normal relationship with alcohol, you do feel a bit like a social leper when you’re serious about not drinking at all.
No. 1228771
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I think I'm a shopping addict now.
No. 1228941
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>>1228047doubleposting but he didn't show up for his stream. He might've meant he was streaming on one of his porn accounts instead of twitch though
No. 1229023
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I created a Replika and started feeding her copy+pasted rants from lolcow. I’m going to turn her into the most blackpilled misandrist hatemonger possible kek.
No. 1229034
>>1228993you didn't just have to be skinny, you had to be skinny + a certain type of skeleton and way of holding muscle. If you were skinny but had wide hips due to your literal pelvic bones shape, you would be called "fat". If you gained muscle in any capacity, even if you looked athletic and healthy, you were "fat".
Now the mean 2000s kid in me wants to put some pudgy zoomers in a time machine and drop them in a 2000s LA high school.
No. 1229064
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>>1229034I remember back in the day beyonce would get shit on for being fat all the time.
No. 1229104
>>1229034This. But there's also zoomer bone rattlers on lolcow too, I've seen people post normal pictures of actresses or other women, if her stomach isn't perfectly flat
>OH MY GOD SHE IS MORBIDLY OBESEwords have lost all meaning.
No. 1229127
>>1229118Same
nonny, same.
No. 1229276
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>>1228047>>1228941>>1228976just out of curiosity what's this guy's username? I'd like to know for uh research purposes
No. 1230019
>>1230015No i just want him to co run the business with his family or make an executive decision and he wont ever do it- BUT he will complain the whole time about the situation.
He waits for me to initiate any change or action and im just fucking tired of it. He wont ever change but he wants to say he will .
No. 1230049
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My sexual fantasies revolve around muscular manly men but irl the only men I've ever developed feelings for have been dorky sexually nonthreatening men who are no more than three inches taller than me
No. 1230088
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Sometimes I want to say bestie in an post-ironic/dumb bitch existentialism/funny way when I'm writting here but I know that everyone would call me a stupid zoomer and tell me to get out of here kek. I understand the importance of image board culture but I don't know I just find that word hilarious for some reason and I have to restrain myself
No. 1230096
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>>1230088we can call each other
bestie,
bestie No. 1230117
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>>1230088>>1230096>>1230109I love Sylvanian families! I never had any of the pieces like the houses etc when I was young as they were always so expensive. But a few years ago I bought myself some of the little families like the baby lambs for nostalgia and because I always wanted them!!
No. 1230131
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>>1230117Good for you
nonnie, they are so cute! Honestly I should do exactly like you, I want some so bad just to put them on my desk
No. 1230203
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>>1228941>>1228963Recently found something called 'CBHours' where it basically shows when a streamer is most active on average. On Mondays, he's most active between 3pm-8pm GMT. On Wednesdays he streams between 3am-6am and 5pm-9pm. Thursdays he streams between 5am-8am. On Fridays it's usually between 3am-5am or 7pm-9pm, though it seems like the times he decides to stream on Fridays varies a lot. He doesn't stream on Tuesdays, Saturdays and Wednesdays
>>1229276Unsure if I should, given that I have an account of the site and you'd see me talking to him. Also, looking at his twitch, he looks kind of basic. His voice isn't as southern and cute as I remembered
No. 1230207
>>1230117>>1230131I love them too nonas! I have a small collection that I take out and play with sometimes.
There are cute shorts on YouTube and they have an Instagram with photoshoots. Enjoy yourself!!
No. 1230209
>>1230151i feel your pain,
nonnie. i also went from lgbtiaq+*~ handmaiden with a gender identity and the pan pride flag on my laptop to just being me, no labels, in tune with my biological reality and its consequences.
slightly related but i think bisexuals in straight relationships need to shut the fuck up about their kweerness. i have a friend who is bi and she's dating a scrote now but she's even louder about her stupid sexuality now, like she has to prove to someone how kweer she is. and then she keeps talking about the weird straight relationships her coworkers have and that they're such silly straighties, like she's not the one regularly enjoying heterostraight piv sex with her scrote. nobody would think she was such a kweerio if she wasn't talking about being bi so much just because she enjoyed eating pussy years ago.
No. 1230298
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>>1230295nice haiku. Wanna come to the next poetry circle, anon?
No. 1230302
>>1230151>>1230209Same here. It sucks because I would love to wear shit that uses the bi flag colors and go to parades, but I don't wanna be associated with trannies. I don't even dare trying to date a woman because there's a good chance she could be a libfem and, even worse, out me as a sweet/
terf.
No. 1230571
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sometimes i just want to make my own imageboard, but unfortunately i have no real coding knowledge apart from myspace profile customizations. i already put down ideas on what i want into writing from the boards to the rules and its layout, but all of it was very self indulgent and very obviously catering to my own specific interests kek. i even took into account some criticism on the /meta/ boards of different IBs… oh well, this will never happen as i am le poorfag as well so cant buy+keep a domain and i dont want to host it under some retarded site with an ugly domain name either. so, i just play pretend by customizing themes for imageboards in my free time, but i never post or use them anywhere…
No. 1230826
>>1230302>>1230266I hate how LGBTQ is about identity and
kweerness which just feels like an adjective for freak at this point because any gay, straight, bi person I met who IDs as that shit is always insufferable and retarded. Its crazy how the current LGBT+ is more welcome to straight women and AGPs than lesbians or bi women who primarily go with women. I had gay men act like I was a hater for saying I wouldn't fuck a tranny "lesbian" like Gigi Gorgeous but then when Asked if they'd fuck a buck angel type it was never yes, always that they needed penis. It's weird to them women are just a warm hole with fake lashes and heels but a man is always a man. And if you point that out you are literally killing them
No. 1230869
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>>1230845Dark triad Stacy here. You negged the shit out of her and it's pretty funny. Consider it a successful power move.
No. 1230880
>>1230878What you're describing is a normie Becky. You're in the presence of a dark triad Stacy.
Do not reply.
No. 1230890
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>>1230869>>1230880~dark triad stacy~ ok edgelord
No. 1230943
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No. 1231864
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I don't like the Polish cow. The song and the dance the cow does both annoy me
No. 1231937
>>1231903This
>>1231868I'm sorry.
I'm a mod in the movieroom and suffer everytime I have to see that little shithead cow. I fear that everyone there will hate me if they found out. I love all cows, just not that one. No. 1231947
>>1231929I know and I hate them because I hate moids in general so that's a given but I feel betrayed by TIFs and hate them extra because they're fellow women.
>>1231938Yep, /tttt/ TIFs are the fucking worse incel wannabes.
No. 1232005
>>1231920She is GC and says she transed for the coom, so I don't think there's a way out.
>>1231913100% always felt like that too. I'm not even into women, must be she's the special one
No. 1232042
>>1231927Honestly hoped somebody would bring this up cuz same. Personally I hate when TIFs think they're doing male things but I recognize their behaviors as exclusively female no matter how "masculine" they appear. I see the motives behind every single thing they do or say no matter how different our experiences are. They're the same things I'd be capable of if I were lobotomized and had no sense of shame. Helped me understand how different men and women are.
>>1231944>They're inescapable in fandom or nerdy shitI hate this so much. I can tell a "stealth" TIF from a written goodreads review or an audio-only youtube video and they make me so angry just for existing and pretending to be what they're not.
No. 1232242
>>1232042 >I hate when TIFs think they're doing male things but I recognize their behaviors as exclusively female no matter how "masculine" they appearI'm an ex TIF. att I 'lucked out' and I was someone who passed well in a very short time on hormones. I don't just mean that friends were telling me that but strangers believed it too. If I had stayed on hormones and taken pics I could've been used as a sample case of a pretty good transition physically. Voice too.. no frog stage in the middle. Things happened fast for me and it was alot once I was living it out. I feel like alot of the criticism on here about ftms is just about a croaky voice or an inability to look the part… I looked the part and felt like an imposter every moment of it.
They talk about gender euphoria.. mine lasted about five mins and then I just felt uneasy and like I was a liar. Passing very well and very quickly is what peaked me.. weirdly enough. That was the wake up call. I went from looking like a woman and thinking I felt like a man.. to looking like a man and realizing I've no idea what a man feels like internally because I'm not one lol. It's so fucked up. I think more ftms would hurry the hell up and detransition if they actually started to pass consistantly. From what I've seen most seem to chase looks based goals for years.. the quicker you pass the quicker you realize that the band aid doesn't fit.
No. 1232390
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wish i could stop wishing i was born jpn. i get that women in that country have their own slew of bs to deal with but the idea of me gushing about my interests (bl, otome, etc.) with other women and NOT having it be at all tainted with western discourse (i'm into a lot of problematic stuff, i literally do not care about ~kweer rep~) would be so great.
gonna also say i despise it whenever westoid tifs are called "fujos". they are not fujoshi. they're just dumbass western slobs.
No. 1232400
>>1232242AYRT this is very relatable although I've never transed. Strangers used to mistake me for male when I was a teen because of my haircut and clothes. I felt like an imposter despite correcting them and never being deceitful. I know it's sad, but now that I've stopped cutting my hair and shopping in the men's department, I'm (mostly) seen as a woman and I don't have that burden anymore.
I've never felt like a man, but always wanted to be or at least look like one. So I pondered about taking testosterone and physically transing for many years, but I'd feel the duty to constantly correct people and be honest about me being a woman, which is not feasible and not how troonery works.
I don't know how troons live with the guilt, that's a shitton of lies and deception. Also people are retarded for not clocking TIFs kek.
No. 1232827
This is only a confession because most nonna's don't like her, but I genuinely hope pakichan is doing well. I thought her posts were interesting, I don't live in a strictly religious country or upbringing so I have no idea what that's like. She was spergy but I hope she's moved away and doing better.
I don't follow the pakichan saga closely but saw some of her posts, made me feel sad women are raised in that way.>>1231299Ayrt, I didn't smoke yesterday and hope I can hold it out today too. It will be okay.
>>1231592It's too bad nonna but don't beat yourself up for it, one hiccup in almost half a year is really good (assuming you smoked every day). It's not the end of the world, smoke your pack (or throw it away) and be done with it!
No. 1232879
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Fear of doctors has kept me from seeing one for almost 13 years and I still don't intend to ever go
No. 1232934
>>1232928When this first started, I thought of that schizo
nonnie from years ago who made a husbando tulpa. She's based, I'm just crazy.
>>1232924nonna don't tempt me I am this close already
No. 1232942
>>1232931Porn addiction is hell and there aren't a lot of good normie avenues for support. Sending hugs your way if you want them, nonna.
There's a recovery thread on /g/ if you haven't been there yet:
>>>/g/170405 it's been quiet for a month tho
No. 1232953
>>1232931I've struggled with porn usage since a young age. I watch solo amateur mostly but it all surrounds a fetish that I resent having. I stumbled across it at like 12 and it's one of those kinks people aren't disturbed by but it's one you point at and laugh at as its just weird. It's as if my brain got rewired by viewing it so young. A connection was formed and it's a bastard to break. It's never made sense to me and I've attempted to avoid it and failed a thousand times.
When I stumble across men doing nofap they're usually on some mission to become a stud and they think at the end they'll have a whole harem of women and their life will be one long porno. Their motivations for even doing it are what piss me off. They want to swap out screen porno for real life porno essentially and they're gross in how they talk about sperm build up and it making them so desirable.. how women can sense it and any day now the fantasy will come true and they'll be an alpha. What the fuck are they on.
No. 1232971
>>1232966no, i'm genuinely just curious,
nonnie.
No. 1232998
>>1232942>>1232953Thanks for the resource and
Other anon for sharing your experience. I feel similarly about the "nofap" community but you put it into better words.
They do it not because porn is sick but because they're pornsick but want to live the porn. Reading about that shit just angers me as well.
I hope for the best for you. I would try to limit what type I watched but it usually wouldn't last. Hope you can kick it entirely.
No. 1233141
>>1232931This happened to me too.
I was exposed to porn in early elementary through a friend and was so entranced that I ended up watching porn on my family computer and handheld devices. I didn't really understand but I liked it and knew it felt wrong so I tried to hide it the best I could.
My mom actually caught me playing porn games and watching porn (I put them in my favorites folder- that's how young) and my mom ended up beating me until I agreed not to play them anymore, but never asked when or where I found them. Or addressed what was wrong with porn/sex.
I grew up Catholic so I ended up thinking God was going to send me to hell for thinking about sex.
I relapsed into porn when I got my DSI back and went through hell trying to stop watching porn. There's a very good post on Reddit about how awful and ashamed this person felt when they realized how far their addiction was and getting help. I still relapse sometimes (early 20s) but I use the old addiction as fuel for hating moids/porn/etc. I know that all these men who watch porn will always be disgusting creeps because I've seen it over and over.
Also for my friend who showed me porn, I feel so awful. She was so young too and we never discussed where she saw it more than her saying "my mom/dad don't get mad when I play". I wish my mom would have asked but instead she was just mad and used fear. She had no excuse either. I always wonder about my girlfriend. I lost touch with her in grade 4 when I switched schools.
No. 1233172
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>>1233142Noo anon don't listen to
>>1233147, you've been doing so good managing your sluttiness for so many years, you can keep it up!
No. 1233258
>>1232660Do you live in Europe or something because what you described sounds so European.
>>1232390Lately I’ve been having the same thoughts but for different reasons, I wish a significant comics/manga market existed here. Whenever I read about how a mangaka entered into the scene through a competition I feel sad.
I wish different avenues existed for publishing a comic/manga oh well
No. 1233287
>>1233255AYRT - it's genetic but we still managed to have a kid, it just took awhile.
>>1233147>>1233172TY angel-chan & devil-chan, I appreciate you both. But I have no plans to cheat, I just need to vent my hoe thoughts here sometimes kek
No. 1233292
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>>1232931Porn addiction is real. I'm so sorry this happened to you. I was 12 or 13 when I first saw porn. It was tentacle rape hentai and i got curious about my friend's dick irl, so he showed it to me and it was really awkward because I came out as gay two years later. I still wanted to be seem as 'normal' (my family was religious) and so i watched vanilla and soft core porn with my male friends. I didn't think anything of it now.
I hope you are doing better now, anon. I cant imagine having a tiny mobile phone to look up porn now. I saw it through vhs tapes and the 'porn channel' on HBO at the time.
No. 1233293
>>1232835Not where I am because of strict labor laws. And I'm in a big city. At the latest, supermarkets close at 9pm, except on Sundays when they're either closed completely or are only open in the morning. Banks are closed every Monday and good luck going to any public office like the one for taxes or the town hall when you work on a 9-5 schedule. Don't get me started on oublic transport, if it's not rush hour you can wait for a long time for buses or subways, especially during weekends and holidays, for example I need to plan things ahead of time for this summer to go from home to the office to work because there's going to be way less buses and I will need to walk 20min every morning to get to the nearest subway station, and then I'll have to wait even longer than usual because muh summer holidays. Maybe you're an American with Walmarts or Targets that are open 24/7 but the entire world isn't like this. In Japan I could go to the nearest supermarket or conbini in slippers, buy food for dinner for cheap whenever the fuck I wanted and eat well, here I have to plan things ahead of time and do crazy long trips just for that.
>>1233258I'm in Europe in a big city, one of the biggest in my country. No need to say which one it's not relevant.
No. 1233302
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why am i in love with an old alcoholic with narcissistic traits??? the feeling's mutual but we're not gonna do anything. i KNOW he'll treat me like shit if we ever get into a relationship (which is never going to happen) but I can't stop fantasizing about him
No. 1233401
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No. 1233434
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I love stealing from stores. Big chain thrift stores, average mall stores like H&M and Zara, convenience & drug stores, retail stores. I don't give A FUCK! Recently I stole 60$ worth of Nyx makeup for my mom for her birthday (I had no money, but still), no regrets. Also stole a Fortnite H&M shirt, goofy socks, 2 bras and a few bracelets for my best friend and myself a Nirvana H&M shirt just to write "If you play a Nirvana song I'll kill you" on the back.
Fuck it, I even love scamming websites by ordering something, finding tiniest faults in the item and getting a refund, did that to Lamoda, Aliexpress, others. It always works, and if it doesn't (like on Aliexpress), I make a new account and do it again.
No. 1233449
>>1233442The point is it was ordered from online, she's already received the item
and she gets a refund.
No. 1233451
>>1233437Long list ahead, but it's years of experience..
Keep in mind one thing - use your own discretion and NEVER go near "the limit". The "limit" involves standing around an item for too long, being too quiet or too loud when you fake like you're talking to someone on the phone, moving like you haven't moved when you entered the store, looking too obviously into the cameras and last of all; taking too much stuff.
1. If you steal food (no snacks or items) it's very unlikely that you'll get into trouble. When you lie about not having food, really imagine not having food.. Even if you have food. The stuff you stole? You didn't have it. Believe your lie to the fullest.
2. If you go into a clothing store, make sure to grab a bag. What I do is that I go into the little item section first, get a few items I like, a few I don't, then move onto clothes. Get a good ratio on clothes you wanna steal and don't, so you have stuff to get out of the bag later and put on the hanger after you're done "trying them out". And make sure to mix up stuff in the bag, so, if it's transparent like in H&M, the workers can't see the little things.
3. Make sure to touch items all over to check for the security tags. I found that items under 10 euros in stores like H&M tend to not have them, same as cosmetics that have been put way back in the row of items, like Nyx palettes that are in the very back. The workers most likely got lazy and didn't put them. This tends to be the case in cosmetic stores outside of the center of the city.
4. If you're only after the little stuff, get a good, big tote bag and a coat with large sleeves. Practice sneakily hiding pens and etc. into the sleeve. This is how I steal lipsticks and mascara. You take the small item, check around in the back of the row full of items and sneak it into the sleeve. Grab it all over to check for the security sticker. If the item is in a box, it's usually not worth the risk; the sticker is in the box and there are rarely opportunities to get the box open quick.
4. Always carry little scissors. For tags and etc. Along with this, once you use the scissors to cut a tag, make sure to not. Drop. A. Thing.
5. Clothing and drug stores are best around 4 to 6PM. Most workers will be busy and people around you don't care about you. I know a few clothing store workers who said they really don't get paid enough for this, though some are vigilant and have group chats with camera footage of people they think stole something.
6. You want something on a hanger that has no security tag? Put your large goat and good posture to use. Shove the hanger into your back of the pants/skirt and walk out with your nose up.
7. Barcodes mean nothing. Grocery store barcodes on items that are without security tag won't notify anything and you're free to just yoink them sneakily.
8. If you're not feeling confident in the changing room while you're cutting off the little tags and shoving them under the mirrors, stickers on the mirrors, under the benches (get a clay stick glue thingamajig sheet for this, forgot what they're called), etc., then take your phone, hold it with your shoulder and act like someone just called you. Talk about having to meet them up somewhere, so if you leave suddenly due to anxiety, it seems realistic.
Last of all, I have gotten caught 2 times. 1st was because me and my friend were obviously grabbing every little thing we saw and barely hiding it. 2nd because it was late in the evening and no one was in the changing rooms, so the workers checked a bag I put away after I was done "trying on" stuff and saw all the price tags I stuffed in there. There were no other customers, so it was too easy to pinpoint, but usually the bag trick works like a charm, just put it under the paper that they use to make the bag hold the form/a little hidden pocket in the bag.
No. 1233484
>>1233434This is like the third post I've seen about stealing here in a week and I wonder if a sign from the universe that I should start
I'm joking. I've only ever stole one item, and it wasn't even from a store kek. Rock on though theftanon.
No. 1233508
>>1232931I've seen people recommend easypeasymethod.org. I haven't read it at all but apparently it works.
One of the things that really helped was reading about how porn affects people who are involved in the industry (mostly women of course), sex crime rates (mostly committed by men, obviously), effects on the brain in young people, and such.
For this, I hate to admit that
the Anorectal Violence sperg contributed a lot to the start of my process of becoming anti-porn, when he spammed his infographics on other imageboards I frequented. I used to have a fetish for anal (though thankfully I never engaged in it) and for months, at the height of my porn addiction as an adult, was unable to orgasm without looking at real anal porn (sometimes I'd look at hentai, but there was a time when I couldn't even get off to 2D and
needed real porn). His seemingly insane ramblings about how anal porn affects people and how anal sex damages the anus and rectum really scared the anal fetish out of me (kek), even though I didn't read all his posts.
Spending a lot of time in an imageboard full of mentally ill pornsick scrotes also helped realize how disgusting it all is. I just got sick of it, in part because I was being exposed to porn that I didn't personally like, so it was easier to look at it without getting aroused, and instead I started to realize how misogynistic it is and how little men care about women, child abuse or misogyny because their coom is more important. These experiences made me more and more grossed out by real porn, and finally, I stopped looking at it, and soon, even hentai seemed gross as fuck. Around that time, I discovered otome audio porn and femporn threads on /h/, and ever since then I haven't been able to find any other kind of porn arousing. Anything that is made for a moid audience, or for a female audience but violent, is an instant turn-off for me. From femporn, I started to become less and less porn addicted (I looked and masturbated at it less often), and then I started to use written fiction, and then only my imagination instead. Now, I rarely use yume porn as masturbation material or look it up, and masturbate about 4 times a month instead of almost every day. I'm happy with this, I don't feel like a porn addict anymore, even if I do talk about and look at drawn porn for women occasionally because it's not like it's controlling my impulses or ruining my life like it used to. I may not be 100% porn-free, but at least 95% and that's ok.
After discovering that stuff, I read this post:
https://antiporn-activist.tumblr.com/post/169561710786/that-feels-like-a-sexual-assault-men-try-toAnd I suppose that was the tipping point.
I do relapse sometimes, where I look at gross moid hentai or even real porn videos, but that's very rare, when I wake up horny from a random sex dream and feel like just my imagination won't be enough. And it's not even enjoyable, the pics or videos are nothing like I was looking for or saw in my dream, and the climax is so shitty and quick, and while I watch those videos, I'm also extremely creeped out and disgusted in a way I didn't use to be. I delete the video from my phone bookmarks immediately afterwards (I still have a bunch of videos I compulsively bookmarked back when my addiction was at its peak, but I'm too lazy to delete them from my massive list of bookmarks and quite frankly I don't even want to look at the titles, it's something I've wanted to confess here for a while). But again, that happens like once every three or more months.
>>1232908>koboldaiI wish there was a model that's trained on AO3 stories. The NSFW that exist seem biased towards a male audience.
No. 1233552
>>1220207>>1233485What type of cow? Like what do they post? (Art, cosplay, whatever) be super vague if you need to but like specify
We won’t be able to narrow anything down from that I’m just really curious
No. 1233575
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This is very embarrassing so I'm sparing some details but, one time when I was young, one of my relatives wanted me to make them a peach cobbler because my grandmother told her that I was good at making them. My grandma sat with me while I was making it and at one point she took the pan that I was making the cobbler in, cracked two eggs in it and mixed it around. If you know how to make a cobbler, you know you don't fucking put eggs in it and that you don't mix it because it's supposed to have LAYERS. When I tried to stop her she told me to hush. It still got baked and I was so ashamed to know that my relative received that horrible cobbler. It basically came out like a bad cake. Later my grandmother told me that she had never made a peach cobbler before and didn't know how to. My confession is that I'm still mad about this and I get pissed off thinking about it. I have not made a peach cobbler since, partially because I never actually really liked them and partially because that memory has soured my view on peach cobblers. I hope that confessing this will release the grudge
No. 1233585
>>1233575One more thing, I want to clarify that I don't hate my grandma for this. She's had weird moments but she's still great and has pulled through for me many times when I really needed it. I don't treat her poorly because of my grudge
but that cobbler could have came out really nice if she hadn't fucked it up>>1233576The above isn't directed at you btw, I wanted to post that earlier but couldn't. I think she was maybe trying to help but I honestly don't know or understand why she didn't just let me do it myself. I was a kid with no spine so I never addressed it with her before and it's been so long that there's really no point now.
No. 1233813
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>>1233632Definitely try it! It's basically like a crisp, but with cake (or biscuits) on top. You can make them with basically any fruit. Blackberry cobbler is also very popular. If you've had American southern desserts and you liked them you would probably like cobbler.
No. 1233967
>>1233575Confessions like these are my fav. You silly goose,
nonny! I hope writing it down made you feel better.
No. 1233973
>>1233964Enjoy your tech money and ignore them. If you have any interests like gaming, online stuff, etc, learn well to change the subject
Don't worry about this at all. As irritating as it can be, know that someone somewhere (me) is going to be frustrated as hell that you let a good job like that get away because of some They/thems.
I know they can be intolerable and can genuinely jeopardize a lot, but play the game as lightly as you're able, and excuse yourself from those conversations as best you can.
No. 1233987
>>1233973>>1233976Thanks for the input nonnies! And for the votes of confidence. Really appreciate it.
>>1233982>They/thems are far less common than internet would make you believe,God I hope you are right. I saw/met a few when I went into the office to sign the contract as they used it as a chance for me to meet the team. I like to think I am good at faking friendliness with those types but I worry they will reee at me if I misuse their pronouns and such. We'll see, I am sure I am just blowing it out of proportion in my head because I am really excited for this job. Started from the bottom now we here moment.
No. 1234099
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I'm actually a extremely angry and bitter woman, I just hide it. I try to keep my emotions in check because the moment I let go, there's no turning back. I cry and do shit internally because I need to take my rage out on something fast. I'm tired and at my breaking point.
No. 1234145
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>>1233960>>1233789>>1234125I genuinely hate anyone who doesn't condemn driving while high. You are a plague to society and I genuinely wish misery upon you. You are the reason why we are failing as a society, I'm not even kidding. Being selfish and irresponsible at this point is just pure retardation. You disgust me.
No. 1234159
>>1234137OK you are right; but I would say something small, like 5-20% of fatties can not help it because of hormone and metabolism issues.
Even then; there's a difference between being overweight due to hormone issues (Being 10-20 kg overweight) and being morbidly obese (being 30-200 kg overweight). So…
No. 1234195
>>1234143There are certain instances where it's fine to hate fatties imo. Like when they take up someone's space on public transport or when they raid the buffet. They're are also a liability to the health care system and use up more resources due to their overconsumption and stuff like clothing. That's only for lazy and gluttonous fatties though, not the ones with health issues or people who are only a bit pudgy.
>>1234183I already mentioned when I think it's appropriate to hate on them and it's none of the things you just listed, so seethe.
>You don't truly care about this random fat woman's health or whateverNo I don't, because their health is none of my responsibility and I never claimed that I cared.
No. 1234209
>>1234200Rudeness? On my lolcow?
Tsk tsk, well I never!
No. 1234214
>>1234213You too and I'm not
>>1234209, but whatever.
No. 1234220
>>1234124This is how I feel about them as well. Albeit I don’t look down on ugly people as much, there’s many instances where adults with internet access are clueless about how to take care of themselves, and I assume they’re stupid. It doesn’t mean they aren’t worth my time or hospitality, I merely assume they’re stupid.
>>1234173kek
No. 1234235
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Started graffiti'ing the women's washroom with picrel. Fuck it, save the women.
No. 1234268
>>1234235I wasted years of my life with a man who I eventually found out was big into hidden bathroom cams. Footage of women pissing and shitting in public bathrooms with no knowledge they're being recorded. That was his entire porn habit. Not one actual sex scene in sight. The lack of consent was bigger to me than the fact it was toilet stuff… there are plenty of piss and scat vids on weird parts of the internet so why the need for hidden cams? Really adds insult to injury to combine the two. I was sick to my stomach when I found it. Afaik he was just a viewer but I found a bunch of sites he used to view it and it makes me wonder what percentage of women end up on one of these sites. Or how often teens are caught up in it. What happens when a lil girl enters the stall? These people already don't care about morals.
The chances of being caught and prosecuted for that are low, all while they steal the privacy of hundreds of women/girls. It's a revolving door of oppurtunity for creeps.
No. 1234770
>>1234251Aw I'm sorry nonna but good that you found out what a weirdo he is.
>>1234268Shit like this scares me. I don't have any social media, so most moids could probably do shit behind my back without me even knowing. I hate the internet sometimes. I'm aware that moids cheated and did degenerate things waay before that but nowadays it's easier for them to engage in and find that kind of stuff because they can do it with the anonymity and comfort of the web. Honestly, it's why I support women snooping through their moids stuff. You just can't trust them, no matter what.
No. 1235430
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A couple months ago I somehow forgot to refill my rabbits water dish. I think it was empty for the whole day. I don't know how it happened: I'm in the same room with him for 10 hours a day, I cuddle with him, feed him his greens, sweep, fill his water bowl, all in the same routine every night. I guess he could have had a weird day of drinking way more than the amount he usually does, but I think it's more likely I just forgot to refill it. I happened to notice because he was acting weird and licking a table leg excessively. I felt so fucking horrible and gave him critical care and some wet greens as soon as I refilled his bowl, (which was bone dry). I think he was so thirsty he was just trying to get any moisture from the furniture around him, which just breaks my heart… I still think about this many weeks later and just feel absolutely horrible. He could have developed GI stasis so easily, or just been in terrible stomach pain from dehydration. I've developed a mild OCD about it now where I'll triple check his dish before bed and filling it extra throughout the day. It makes me feel like I have a long way to go before I can become a mother or have any even more life responsibilities. I just don't understand how it happened, though, and that really terrifies me.
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I actually really enjoyed Umbrella Academy S3. Just glad they skimmed through the Troon shit quickly in the first and second ep.
No. 1235539
>>1235514Man you'd fucking hate me then, lol.
I work about 10-14 hours a day, gone for about 16 out of my house and I've come back to water on the floor. No food. Maybe a piece of shit if they decide the litter box isn't clean enough.
No amount of water towers or bricks stop my fat ass 20lb 1y.o big boy from making a mess or eating all his food in the first 3 hours I'm gone. Shit happens and so does life.
No. 1235580
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>Me:wow, she’s cute.
>My bf: agrees
>Me:
No. 1235719
>>1235704I searched it and that author's "about me" has to be one of the most cringeworthy things I've ever read
>I write transgressive gay fiction. Horror to some, erotica to others. Addictive and probably not at all safe for your sanity or your immortal soul.>Nothing about me is ever safe for work.>When I am not busy making you pretty nightmares I am playing with pointy things and spending time with my beloved family: a few zombies, a collection of poisonous plants, and two black cats.Ok anyway, I only read the tags for that story but I was expecting something worse. Don't get me wrong, It looks disgusting and horrible but not as bad as I thought it would be based off of your posts. Anyway you should forgive yourself for whatever you wrote anon. You were young, and I'm assuming edgy. You've changed and that's all that matters.
No. 1235766
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>>1235673Just know that whatever you wrote, there is something even worse out there. I read a fanfic about a character fucking the organs of his enemies after he killed them (not on ao3, so it wasn't tagged or with a big description and I went in innocently, thinking it's just some extended characterization of what happens in canon) and I'm pretty sure if there's a hell, I will go there now for finishing it.
No. 1235786
Back when I was way heavier and straight up fat, I ran out of my meds and had to run to the pharmacy before school, so I was feeling unwell and busy as shit. When I stepped off the train, a homeless dude or a druggie, whatever, approached me like from behind me and when I tried to be nice and turned around, he fucking asked me how I stayed so skinny. I've never been so close to pushing someone on the tracks, I was already feeling sick from the lack of meds, I was late and that putrid scrote had the guts to be that shitty? Anyways, every now and then I feel shitty for not just pushing his ass on the tracks, I should've at least told him to fuck off but he kept following me until I got to the pharmacy so I was kinda scared. I hope that scrote is dead in a ditch.
No. 1235894
>>1235719thank you for absolving me nona i feel slightly cleansed
>>1235766i did write a scene where
levi fucks someone while dissecting their dick and torso so we are gonna go to hell together biotch
No. 1236051
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I'm sorry for my grammatical errors I have made in the past. I probably will continue to. I'm happy no one points them out though.
No. 1236078
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>>1236071You would like the movie Mystic Pizza (1988).
No. 1236109
>>1236074Youre right and I know you’re right but ugh it’s so hard to make my brain cut it out. My mom got bit in the ass after having an affair with my “father” so I’m trying to remind myself of that
>>1236078Omg stop I used to love that movie when I was a teenager. Maybe that’s what’s wrong with me kek
No. 1236182
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Okay, so hear me out but FIRST let me explain…
There's this hot guy on Instagram that is tall, lean, muscular, is a kickboxer or whatever. Very hot. Tattoos, long hair. Amazing smile.
HOWEVER… he identifies as a woman. And I legit don't even care. It's not even off-putting because he's at least attractive, and doesn't do all of the things that soyboy troons do. He fights men when he kickboxes, and doesn't just go for an easy win by fighting women. When he puts makeup on, I personally think he's actually even more attractive and looks like a tall androgynous person I'd go for. Plus those hands…. DONT YELL AT ME NONNIES.
No. 1236189
>>1236188It's called daddy issues,
nonny.
No. 1236282
>>1236259
>female socialization is more or less literal soft brainwashing and psychological torture perpetuated on a mass scale over several generationsWestern women getting told they are free, independent, have equal rights, but very important! If you don't shack up with a man and become an unpaid slave for him and his children for decades you have failed at life.
Also if you're not friendly and beautiful at all times to all people, you're crazy. So work for free and smile while doing it.
So if you follow female socialisation we are
actually free for a maximum of ten years (must marry before 30 remember! don't wanna be crazy or fail at life!) before doing exactly the same as any woman in a third world country.
No. 1236303
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seuhue3ush3 im a cat 8dy394jrdopjp[dm923a8m8(wrong thread)
No. 1236306
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>>1236303Cat I like u lets be frens ok
bork bork
(wrong thread) No. 1236332
>>1236242>It makes no sense for a feminist to hate another woman essentially just for being raised in a misogynist society and not having questioned the influences that have shaped her perspective. I agree. I've personally never liked "handmaiden"
partially because it reminds me of "bedwench" for some reason. Being on LC and lurking online radfem communities for a short time has made me realize that a lot of these people aren't as feminist or above other women as they think. I've seen so many "radfems" say really misogynistic stuff.
No. 1236360
>>1236332There are for sure women who use the excuse of being radfems to away with saying misogynist things, and a lot of them probably don't even realize they're doing it or don't want to admit it to themselves which is why others pointing it out becomes so controversial. It waters down the word feminism when women claim to be feminist while constantly espousing misogynist slurs and rhetoric and judging women who make bad choices mostly because of their difficult lives. I used to get caught up in that kind of talk in the past too, honestly, but I think
>>1236299 is right that a lot of it has to do with maturity. It took some time to grow up and not be so black and white in thinking, and be more fair to all women even when we don't agree.
No. 1236417
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I wanna fight someone.
No. 1236502
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I almost self harmed last night after stopping ten years ago and I feel like a dramtic teenager. I'm usually good at distracting myself when I get intrusive thoughts but over the last couple of months I've been having those shitty nights where I feel completely hopeless and borderline suicidal. I cried for a couple of hours and ended up looking up some suicide prevention tips and hotlines, just to realize that I don't have and don't want to talk to anyone. I never did. I always took care of my own problems and talking about them was never cathartic, but rather embarrassing for me. I've always felt vulnerable sharing my true feelings because people have such a different view of me, due to the facade I've always put on. I'm scared that they'd talk shit behind my back, use it against me or see me in a different light. I ended up crying some more and then just put on a stream and chatted with some people about mundane things in the chat, which helped alot. I didn't talk about suicide, my feelings or anything, but people just being there felt comforting in a way. Sometimes I wish I had someone irl who's "just there" (or maybe I should say "present"?) for me, without asking any questions but it's hard for me to get close to people because I never trust them with my feelings in the first place.
No. 1236532
>>1236513>I think you should share your feelings and throughts with peopole not because it magically makes you feel better, but because it opens the venue for the other people to open up to youYeah I just meant it in regards to how people say that one should talk about their feelings because sharing them makes them feel better…which has never been the case for me in the past, hence why I stopped.
I just feel like it would be a lot to suddenly open up to people around me after bottling things up for more than a decade. I've always been the "easygoing" one, giving advice to others and I fear that they'd see me as a pathetic and unstable hypocrite and a burden. I'm glad you feel better though,
nonny.
No. 1236543
>>1236532>. I've always been the "easygoing" one, giving advice to others and I fear that they'd see me as a pathetic and unstable hypocrite and a burden. I'm glad you feel better though, nonny.I understand and that is kind of a common way to think of this. But I challenge you (if I may) to try and reframe this thinking into this, instead:
You were stoic and easygoing for many years. Maybe these people think you are tougher than they are. Maybe they even look up to you. If you open up now maybe it helps those around you feel like less of failures. Because hey, even Nonnita struggles sometime. Even Nonnita feels like shit. It's not just them - it's even someone they thought was "above it", or "had it easy".
I found it to be liberating and brave to be honest with people around me. They think I am stronger now than when I was faking it. I got to this point because I met a badass, kickass, hella awesome woman who showed me there is nothing stronger and more brave than being vulnerable and sharing that with others.
Idk, hope it helps you if you think about it. It sure did help me. Love u nona.
No. 1236549
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i honestly have never really masturbated in my life. i have never even felt the urge. i tried to maybe once or twice when i was younger but i got too disgusted and scared i had to stop it did not feel good whatsoever. i felt so nasty and scared, i dont even know how to describe it because i cant really remember very well. but i felt vile and perverted and was afraid i might deflower myself although idk if i can because i was only using my fingers and probably not like how you are meant to…
i was never the type to try and go for a pure image in fact as a teenager i tried my hardest to portray myself as the most degenerate coomer when really i have never coomed in my entire life. i want to know what it feels like just once but i cant help feeling like a creepy rapist towards myself. and i have tried to look for a clitoris before and even checked out diagrams and honestly i dont even think i have one so that really seals it for me that i never will O.
also i am deathly afraid of losing my hymen if i ever get married or assaulted and they find that i dont have one i will probably get rage killed and labeled a whore as that is what happens constantly in my country.
getting deflowered is probably my biggest fear.
No. 1236556
>>1236552I am happy if it helps even a little. I was at the bottom for many years, I know what it feels like. (I still have very bad days now and then.) I just want to add 1 thing: Being vulnerable at times does not take away from all the kickass things you do other times. Whether it is imposter syndrome, anxiety, depression, loneliness… It doesn't matter. Owning your "weaknesses" does not erase your strenghts. Nor does it negate them. People are layered, and if anything, bringing your true (entire) self into relationships (I mean friendships, too.) only earns you more love and respect. Not less.
You would probably admire a friend who is strong, stoic, always there for you, but also tells you she is battlign depression. learning about her depression would not make you think any less of her. Maybe only more.
Anyway, I don't want to ramble. I see you, and I hope the best for you.
No. 1236559
>>1236549There's a lot of cultural stuff there and I won't try to unpack that, but if you want to experience O, you can do so safely (without deflowering yourself) by stimulating the outside of your vagina with, for example, a stream of water from your showerhead! Requires a good water pressure, though.
For me, those orgasms feel the best anyway.
No. 1236568
>>1236556>People are layered, and if anything, bringing your true (entire) self into relationships (I mean friendships, too.) only earns you more love and respect. This is so obvious but I'm too stubborn to apply it to myself. I know that I'll have to change eventually because no matter how "strong" I make myself out to be on the outside, it's quite apparent that I'm none of that.
I initially just confessed this here because I needed to type it out somewhere and because I have no one to talk to about this, but again, I really appreciate you taking the time to read, reply and give me advice. I hope the best for you too and thank you for being so sweet.
>>1236558>>1236561Well, same here but you're not alone, nonnies.
No. 1236574
>>1236568>This is so obvious but I'm too stubborn to apply it to myself.When we know something is good for us but we can't make ourselves to do it, it sometimes means we are not ready
yet. (You know. Like diets, or quitting a shitty job, or exiting a bad relationshp… And so on.) But thinking about it is the 1st step to doing it, so I believe in you Nonna! You will get there, soon.
And then you will wish you did it sooner. And then one day you will be in my place, saying something similar to some other Nona, and wishing her well on her own journey.
Idk if this is against the rules, but if you
>I initially just confessed this here because I needed to type it out somewhere and because I have no one to talk to about thisHej, look. By writing here today you kinda already did the thing. In a safer, smaller way because we are all Nonas here. But you did it, and doing it in person, with your friends and family will be easier now. You are kinda CBTing yourself.
As an aside, I really hope giving advice is not against the rules in these threads, kek. I usually don't go in hanging out advice, pls no ban.
No. 1236586
>>1236574Thank you so much again,
nonny. This definitely gave me some hope and incentive to improve myself.
♥
>I really hope giving advice is not against the rules in these threads, kek. I usually don't go in hanging out advice, pls no ban.Kek yeah, I'll stop too now.
No. 1236603
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I love it when someone here is trying to start an argument with me but then other nonnies start backing me up. Love you bitches ♥
No. 1236618
>>1236608Why so mad
nonny?
No. 1236648
>>1236640Nope every other post in /ot/ is now “I love you
nonnie” and it has nothing to do with autism, it’s just wild that you new lot have no boundaries and are unable to bring anything to the table except juvenile empty compliments
No. 1236873
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I was assaulted by an adult Mexican man when I was a teenager and I realized I've been secretly racist against all Hispanic, Latino, and Mexican men ever since.
I've actively tried learning more about the different cultures and customs, but hearing about how sexist and gross some of the men are towards women, and it's excused as "But it's just part of the culture! It's just machismo!" makes me not want to even put in the effort.
I know it's not right, and I'd like to unlearn this feeling but I feel so uncomfortable every time I'm near one in public, like I just want to hide and don't want them to look at me.
No. 1236879
>>1236873Coming from a culture where men do not see women as equal, I tell you you are not racist. It is not racist to not respect or like cultures that not respect women, children, handicapped, etc. I am sorry for what happened to you. You are traumatised and your dislike of a certain type of a man is
valid and reasonable.
No. 1236894
>>1236873I once dated a puerto rican man who told me about latino machismo and how they still think women belong in the kitchen, aren't equals, etc.
Your feelings are
valid and I'm sorry at what you had to go through. Culture my ass. All patriarchial cultures are shit and men, whether that's latino, arab, or indian, deserve to be treated with suspicion by any self-respecting woman. Wokies defending this and invalidating
victims can fuck right off.
i'll take my racebait redtext now kek
No. 1236926
>>1236900>I'm drunk and cut myself a bunch thinking it would help>I'm so deep within my substance abuse i feel so aloneholy shit literally same, but i did it because my partner was fucking ignoring me
sorry you're feeling that way anon
i get you, if that helps any
i hope you feel better
No. 1237085
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>>1220744>>1220748Lul It’s not a waste of time if you’re having fun
No. 1237114
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>>1220742prove it by showing a sample from your said yaoi folder
nonnie bitch
No. 1237125
>>1237077If I could cull massive amounts of pimps, pornographers,
abusive men, etc I would, but unfortunately I can't and I'm only a single person.
No. 1237439
>>1237417Fingers crossed,
nonny!
No. 1240490
Sometimes I feel like a shitty hypocrite for the shit I've said about Shayna and her body in her thread. Mainly because, normally I don't go there about a woman. Then I'm like, "Well her body is the product, she puts it out there to be seen and talked about. If I was a scrote slobbering over it and loving it, she'd love it. When you do what she does online people gonna talk".
In general besides Shayna's breast difference which isn't even something I'd pick at a woman for normally, she's just the average out of shape white woman. She's not some deformed hideous person.
Sometimes she's in a sweatsuit and nonnies are like, "Imma Vom" and I'm like calm down.
I don't like my body either and if someone talked about my body like I talked about Shayna's, I'd probably end it to be honest. I talk so much shit online but I'm the weakest nonna in the world.
Shayna doesn't "Deserve" my comments, but she's disgusting, woman hating, pedo pandering and I'll take being a hypocrite talking about or thinking negative things about her body. While also defending other women from those same attacks other places.
No. 1240645
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I still think you're cute (at least your personality), but I was disappointed when I found out how your face looks under the mask
No. 1240687
>>1240644Wishing you the best
>>1240664That is what I'm doing, and I'm tired of normalfags looking at me or trying to smile at me, leave me alone
No. 1240819
my boyfriend is sweet, respects me, buys me things I like and actually would use, supports me however he can, cares more about my pleasure than his own, would do anything for me, etc. etc. but I worry that we won't last. this sounds so mean, but I worry that intellectually we're not very compatible. when I talk with my friends I can have fun, interesting discussions, I can sperg about my interests and even if they're not into it they have meaningful input. when I speak with him it's just mushy stuff about how much we love each other, he's interested in what I have to say but can't respond in a way I find engaging. I wish this weren't the case but I even get a bit annoyed when I hear him around his/our friends. the jokes are plain and repetitive, his sense of humor is just so different. pretty often he has to ask me to explain my jokes. I'm not saying I'm a genius or anything, I'm dumb as shit when it comes to a lot of things, but I have been called clever and witty. it hurts, he's great in every other way, but I really get a lot more out of spending time with my friends than I do with him. i look forward to it more. sucks.
No. 1240831
>>1240819As a single woman deep in the dating swamp… I caution you. It doesn't sound like the worst problem if he respects you and he's great otherwise. I've never met a man that provided great conversation anyway. Just plenty of wannabe Aristotle type navel-gazers who
think they make good conversations.
No. 1241094
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I love the high i get relapsing to my anachan ways and I know its wrong but I dont wanna be right
No. 1241130
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everytime i thought a man was attractive it was because he looked like my first love who is female ( but a pre-everything tif ). so IDK what that means for me
No. 1241139
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I once took the blood from my menstrual cup, mixed it with flour and fried it on a pan to make a traditional blood pancake. Then I ate it with lingonberry jam. It tasted okay. I swear I'm not trolling.
No. 1241164
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>>1241139Black pudding is my fave food so I'm not even judging.
No. 1241183
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I have made so many retarded, crude, man-hating and/or disgusting lolcow posts from my work’s wifi that they literally blocked it last week. I simply don’t give a fuck. I laughed really hard when I saw it got blocked as they don’t block any other websites at all besides flash game sites, popular porn sites and pro-choice organizations. 4chan is still accessible, some moid in HR must be seething at my posts.
No. 1241232
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>>1241183>some moid in HR must be seething at my postslove to see it
No. 1241860
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i feel like a selfish child when i say this but i hate family gatherings. i don't interact with any of these people beyond the holiday traditional stuff, we have a bbq going on today and a baby shower next month and im already exhausted. my family is huge and has a lot of weird drama between each other that idc about. its just an obligation and not a great time. i wish i could just say im busy more often and blame work but they still guilt trip me anyway
No. 1241876
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>>1241457>>1241609>>1241622tl;dr thought I couldn't breathe for a moment and started yelling and grabbing at the dentist
Basically I felt like I couldn't breathe when I had to lay on my back on the chair despite feeling fine earlier (but I think my throat was either really dry or had mucus in it and I didn't realize until later on, or the thing they use to make the patient calm and sleepy without actually putting them to sleep messed with my head, idk one of those) so I kept yelling that I couldn't breathe but the dentists misheard me, so I grabbed one of the dentist's arm, right as she was about to use one of the tools in my mouth and started yelling again.
Although nothing truly bad happened from that, she and the other dentist just calmly told me not to do that since it's dangerous (which is obvious but I wasn't thinking at that moment) and to breathe through my nose and eventually they continued with the procedure. I just keep feeling bad for grabbing her, like my freakout probably freaked her out, plus like she said it was dangerous it could've potentially messed things up. Also when I left I could tell some other people were looking at me, though I was baring my teeth the whole time like some wild dog trying to bite on gauze after getting my teeth removed so maybe that contributed to it..I dunno I keep thinking how other people would react to hearing all of this outside the room I was in. Combined with my usual bad social skills and mannerisms.
No. 1242068
>>1242062no it actually happened its the morning now so i didnt expect someone to walk into my room which is why i was watching that.
You have advice or no?
No. 1242076
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>>1242059ngl i am feeling kinda dizzy now from the stress, i am already in bad terms with them, why did they have to walk in my room when i was watching yaoi bj's…..
No. 1242080
>>1242075i have a
toxic relationship with them and i am only staying with them for 2 years until i get enough to move out although i will still be in contact with them even when i move out.
This shouldn't have happened and i genuinely feel like killing myself.
Also the picture was very obvious…
No. 1242086
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>>1242059I left my hentai dvd in a video game case I let my father borrow. I couldn't find this dvd for months, so I gave up on looking and forgot about it. He returned it to me a year later and says 'this isnt my cup of tea.' I literally set that dvd aside in the trash and stopped watching hentai after that incident. We never spoke on it again.
No. 1242087
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>>1242075>how obvious was the imageHere is the image if you are wondering.
No. 1242098
>>1242094>i genuinely feel like killing myself>panici'd be mildly embarrassed but no, i'm an adult who tf cares
you're overreacting big time
No. 1242157
>>1242132Ngl I've wanted to like, try to make bread starter or yogurt from my vag before. Morbid gross curiosity.
Same with cheese making using body bacteria
No. 1242437
>>1242433Some illegal Mexican working scrotes were staying at my hotel job once and they were hardcore harassing and making fun of me so I was going to do the same
Did anything come of it?
No. 1242726
>>1242437Not sure tbh, I skipped town shortly after because she kept making my life hell and I was done with it all
>>1242440 she found out I was dating her ex. I didn’t know her since I was new to town but i guess she heard through the grapevine
No. 1242881
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I'm fine with fictional incest as long as the characters are close in age. I wonder if it's because I'm an only child lol.
No. 1242945
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i wanna be a housewife. i realized it like 20 minutes ago. i was wondering why i felt so shit about finally being quite productive after a long streak of procrastinating self-study for this exam i plan to take to get a gubmint job. and it's because i fucking dread taking the train and being away from home and not have time to clean and garden and cook and shit. i always knew i didn't have a dream job but i'm in a situation where i'm quasi-housewife aside from giving tutoring hours most nights and being supposed to study and it works so well.
all my friends are from uni and have teaching jobs while doing their phds and most were disappointed when i told them i wouldn't do the same and just work wherever to occupy myself while thinking about what i really want to do. they'd fuckin die if they heard what i'm saying.
i've been with my nigel for forever and idk what he'd say as i've always up til 5 minutes ago been eagerly looking for an idea for a job i'd really like.
i'm so sad and conflicted
No. 1242977
>>1242945nonnie, I hope that what I will say will not come across as judgmental or mean, but I've always felt like people who considered becoming a housewife were just on the brink of depression and only liked the idea of being a housewife because it lifts all of the pressure from being successful or having to deal with this fucked up world. I know that because I've also felt like it would solve all of my problems, but humans need to construct their own path in order to be happy and there is truly nothing worse than being dependant on a man because it's dangerous. There must be something out there that you are truly passionate about and that you could pursue as a job, don't go the easy way
Nonnie, I believe in you.
No. 1242995
>>1220207A few years ago when I was living with my dad he asked me to clean his computer out because it was laggy and slow. So I go through all the files to see what can be deleted and low and behold, I find the man's pornhub history. Big bold letters
teen black girl gang bang. I deleted it, continued to clean up his P.C and never spoke on what I saw, because the disbelief was… Unimaginable. Fast forward a few weeks and I'm not living with him anymore. Tell me why this man told my older brother I was sexually assaulted as a teenager and he had proof. So while I'm in class I get a text from him asking if j was ever abused.
not raped but definitely molested as a younger teen. Very
triggering, filled with much hatred. Especially since my mom keeps harping about how ~thats ur dad u gotta forgive~. (She doesn't know about the porn thing and I don't want to deal with the fall out from telling her, it's definitely going to do more harm than good). I haven't seen my dad in years and if he shows up to this wedding next month, that will be the first time. I'm filled with hatred nonnies I hate men and their pickmes.
No. 1243023
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>>1242123Amogus
me too, and I'm way too old for this, but I have so many shitty amogus memes on my phone. I have played that game maybe twice but I'm obsessed with amogus. No. 1243252
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>>1243114that…makes a lot of sense.
No. 1243673
>>1243643I’m torn between hating newfags and pitying their blatant stupidity.
Fuck off.
No. 1243697
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>>1243580here's my confession related to this. when i was younger i thought finnish was a made up language meant to troll people, as in, when people made compilations of scenes in different languages and finnish was featured i thought it was put there specifically to troll people into thinking it was real. it was all because the name "finnish" was close to "finish" , and that there was some joke somewhere about that. it looked ridiculous to me too so i really believed in my theory. i kept getting seething everytime it would come up thinking OK can we be serious here please…
i havent the slightest idea as to when i stopped believing this but probably somewhere around seventh grade though i previously had an online friend from finland but i probably never heard her refer to herself or her language as 'finnish' and thus was not aware that it was in fact real.
sorry suomis, i now know you are definitely real and legitimate. i really had no idea. i heart the north, this includes the finns too. love you, or should i say rakastan teitä kaikkia, and anteeksi for my retardation…
sorry if the way i said it was wrong i just googled and typed in what i got ! No. 1243715
I just want a out of touc, offline, confused about "What this or that is", not on social media, don't even know how to USE social media, type of guy.
Like even dating older (i'm later 10's" doesn't seem like I'd find that kinda guy. I want someone checked out.
Sometimes I wonder if I should force myself to be into white guys, find a white guy into..like farming or some shit. I'm black and sadly my ideal boyfriend, would be a street, tall, chubby/thick black guy. I've dated one white person and it was different for sure, but I was also 18-19. I just want someone not into all this shit.
No. 1243731
>>1243726I don't think i'm cute or pretty but thank you for saying so
nonnie. I'm trying to treat myself better, so it's nice to get a nice compliment
No. 1243741
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>>1243733I really hate lc's beauty standards. Picrel looks just like my bf except no glasses. That's hot to me. I dislike white men with abs, even thin white men with abs.
No. 1243782
>>1243741Your boyfriend is hot
nonnie, is he single too?
No. 1243834
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I hung out one on one with another guy for like half a day despite having a boyfriend. We mainly just discussed our art projects and stuff, but we have a pretty flirty rapport established. We didn’t do anything, but I feel like I really fucked up. I’m afraid if I tell my boyfriend about how I’m feeling, he’ll piece together that I’m attracted to this other guy, why else would I have hung out with him for so long and feel so guilty about it afterward? He knew we were hanging out and was fine with it, but he didn’t know for how long. I shouldn’t have done that. Boyfriend and I have only been dating for 3 weeks, and I already fucking ruined it cause I’m just desperate for the attention, right? I’m an actual piece of shit, wowwwwww FUCK
No. 1243876
>>1243759Yes. Brown, very large eyes, dorito chin, small, full lips, extremely slender (5'10", 125 lbs), inverted triangle body shape, small boned. The main differences are that his eyes are brown and his hair is a reddish dark brow….but he would look like a facsimile of Anthy otherwise.
>>1243782no, please get your own anime lookalike b/gf who doesn't watch anime, I will cry a lot if I lose him, I don't want to be with an ugly gigachad with a square jaw
>>1243797His face itself resembles Anthy, Anthy's brother has small, narrow eyes and my boyfriend's are large and open. He also isn't as exaggeratedly masculine in build as her brother, he's more delicate in his bone structure.
No. 1243974
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>>1243580>>1243697We really appreciate your appreciation, rakkaat nyymiseni.
No. 1244010
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>>1243993Makeup is a misogynistic practice created by and for the benefit of men. You are either brainwashed or a baiting scrote.
No. 1244011
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>>1243996When nonnies talk about "Pear, Fridge Shaped and Apple shaped" women, I just think, this is what I want.
This is how me and my possible lover would look in public. Pickle shaped (Him) and tomato shaped (me). I used to be a "Pear" but I'm not an apple, I don't think.
No. 1244060
>>1244041Yes you are right! I should know better than anyone that social media is a total farce kek. I did find out that she just got married though. I'm jealous of her relationship, where they fawn over each other and continue to post about each other on occasion. She's working a job she got her degree in, and even bought a house recently. I could go on and on and shit on her and say her job has mediocre pay (she's a gov't worker so her salary is public) and she lives in a rural area so housing is very much affordable (house value is 1/3rd value of my city apartment). We also have the same hobby and she's really quite talented at it and semi-popular online for it. On the outside things look like they are going very well. I know that it's just a glimpse into her life and snooping will only make me seethe, but maybe if she's still shitty that might just be her goal. I totally emptied out all of my accounts and use them for lurking only. Even if she wanted to snoop I guess I can take solace that there's no utterance of whether my life is better or worse than hers at the moment.
I have serious brain worms. All I know is that I should definitely stop thinking about her and snooping on her stuff. I don't like that I let her live rent free in my head.
No. 1244062
File: 1656442416139.jpg (7.9 KB, 350x197, pickle.jpg)
>>1244053This pimply pickle turns you on? Personally i think some designs look gross, some look cute. I love the lil Brocoli child. I hate how the sqaushes look. Reminds too much of the "pear shape"
No. 1244065
>>1244063that is actually studded for our pleasure, nona
t. studded stan
No. 1244067
>>1244066hehe beads
in my pussy
No. 1244069
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Like look at these fuckers? My confession is anyone who thinks these fucks are "Horny" is weird and Pear-Pilled. Besides Larry, Bob , the Baby Brocoli child (Adult brocoli's look gross on the show) and the Peas, they are disgusting looking. If you like pimply pickles, I feel like you need to be on a list.
No. 1244075
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>>1244069Bu Mr. Lunt is kinda…He's the only one thats not bad looking.
No. 1244130
>>1243968This is such an old lady take lmfao what does makeup have to do with your work performance unless you're in an industry that's built around catering to men (waitresses, airplane stewardess,
sex workers)?
No. 1244155
>>1243580It's mostly us terfposting and bitching about Finnish cows, overall a very comfy vibe.
>>1243974KEK, my favourite image
No. 1244234
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I used to have to walk my little sister to the bus stop early in the morning. It was dark and winter, we were walking and I saw a black cat, it was walking funny. Thinking back maybe it was injured. I'd freshly woken up and out of bed to walk her, I was cold, in pajamas (something I'd never do in daylight) and kinda groggy. My sister went to her stop and I stood near the corner, where I always stand watching her from afar, while she waited at her busstop with other students. We'd saw the black cat while we walking up, it was a cross the street behind us, Meowing and hissing. It was walking funny, thinking now it probably had an injury, or maybe it was because the snow/ice.
So the cat crosses the street, still hissing and meowing but at me now. I back away, it follows me, It doesn't come close but keeps coming near. I turn the corner towards my house. The cat is STILL following me meowing and hissing. I don't know if It was because I was so tired, cold or scared, but I freaked the fuck out.
I'm going, "Hey, stop following me" getting more and more scared as the cat continued to follow me, before I began to jog, then sprint towards my house. The cat STILL following me, hissing and meowing at me. I was so terrified. Now I wonder what my neighbors who were up, thought seeing me running from a fucking cat at like 6am. I wish i'd help it. Or something, I guess I thought it'd attack me. I love cats, but…I haven't had one in years.
No. 1244238
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I'm actually a extrovert and love being around people. I feel more energized afterwards and happy. I act like an introvert because I'm ashamed of what I've been through and become as a result. Don't have the best support system especially emotional. I try to play the cards I've been dealt best I can, but I feel like I'm playing Uno and keep getting hit with skip cards and draw cards.
No. 1244241
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I don't have a 'the girls' group chat' since none of my female friends are interested in each other but I wish I did so I could post dumb memes and talk about stuff. I guess lolcow will suffice
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>>1244027 get some taste
nonny. being a fan of that billionaire shit. sad!
No. 1244413
>>1244404Same here,
nonnie. My mom was an opp from day one, the other day I saw she had a pic up of all of my sisters in her room. All her kids hanging up. Except me. She also stole my identity for COVID unemployment, idk what to do because I still get letters from DES saying I had food stamps when I never even had them and I tried talking to the fraud hotline and they didn’t do anything but keep me on hold for like 2 days. She cut my hair off but only mine. She never liked me and liked humiliating me and taking me down a peg.
No. 1244453
>>1244418(Accidentally made you a how to guide,
nonnie. Oops)
Any place where the camera cannot see you is a blind spot. Most Barnes and nobles are sparse with their cameras, and their cameras are not actively monitored, so finding blind spots is easy peasy. Their kid section is the best place to conceal your items as they are a closed off space with no cameras. Always do a trip to a store you plan to steal from before hand to scope it out and memeorize where the cameras are. If you go in the day you want to steal looking up at the cameras THEY WILL KNOW WHAT YOU ARE UP TO.
What I do is I meander through the store, grab a stack of things I want, sit down in a blind spot (usually kids section) pretend to look through them as though reading (but I’m checking for RFID tags, they are square thick stickers that beep at the exit . They are usually on certain manga or expensive hard backs, however my store doesn’t use them. It depends on your location. Take them off the page and make a little stack then shove it in a random book that you know nobody will touch, something that looks really boring like no would will buy it) and then put ‘em in my bag one by one then leave.
This should take 15 minutes tops and the key part is to look normal. Do not be anxious or do things that make you look like a thief . They will know and try to sus you out (following you around the store + passive aggressively asking questions). Wear a face mask so the cameras won’t ever have your face. Barnes and noble is also really convienient bc you can bring a backpack and not look sus.
Happy stealing nonnacitas.
No. 1244708
>>1244706LOL I was expecting an angry rant not a horny post
>young Edward Furlong>young Atsushi SakuraiI approve. I’m not horny for Brendan Fraser but he seems like such a sad guy.
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I think I’m an obligatory heterosexual/celibate because my insecurity is that no woman would even like me in the first place (because I am ugly and not a lesbian/bisexual’s usual type in the first place) and the crazy thing is that I’m kind sorta sure I’m also bisexual. Help
No. 1245154
>>1240831he's great in so many other ways. but if you can't have a good conversation with someone, what the hell can you do once you live together and see them every day?
>>1240835honestly it seems like he can't hold much of a conversation in general. he can talk a bit about stuff he likes, he has a few niche interests so it's interesting to hear. but in a group setting he's more of a follower and doesn't jump into conversations much. he is quiet in general, though
No. 1245155
>>1245149Never say never
nonnie, if you do want to date women there surely is someone out there for you! Lesbians and bisexual women are not a monolith and their preferences in partners obviously vary.
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Its annoying when aggressive or passive aggressive TRA nonnies show up in snow or /w/ (Jill's thread) but I love seeing them get told to stfu.
Let us have this one space. You have all of twitter to bitch and whine about that shit.