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No. 780175

Life sucks and your bf/gf/coworker/parent/sibling/hamster is a bitch? We want to hear all about it!
Previous thread: >>>/ot/772649

No. 780178

I hate that my low confidence and my lack of self assertion permeats everything that I say. Like, I could say something that is backed up by studies/science and I'm 100% sure of and still it would sound uncertain because of the way I say things and carry myself

No. 780183

I don’t feel suicidal. But I feel so empty you know? It’s such a concave feeling.

No. 780199

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DMX is gone, may he rest in peace. I honestly thought he was many years sober, addiction is a monster.
On the other hand, I can't believe how narcissistic some people can be. I had a friend post about the passing of DMX and she made it all about herself. It was 3 paragraphs of just "me, me, me!" It wasn't even her talking about how she listened to his music, she was bragging about how much of a good person she is. I am kind of not surprised.

Anyways, look at this photo of Dark Man X.

No. 780206

Love that vent threads are now roman statues

No. 780213

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>>780206
Intellectualizing lolcow, one step at a time kek. It's better than the usual animu pics anyway

No. 780224

>>780213
That's smart and something we all deserve in our lives tbh!

No. 780235

Not to be omg I hate my bf but omg I hate my bf

No. 780237

>>780235
What did he do?

No. 780244

>>780237
I really hope anon is writing up long and juicy summary of what the bf has done rn

No. 780247

>>780244
kek same here

No. 780250

Sorry guys not the bf anon, also hoping there will be a tell all outing the bf
anyway
Super petty but no way I am blogging in the mtf thread and didn't immediately see a personal lolcow thread.
Checked up on a personal cow, TiM, and he had just made a post stating that he had taken a shower for the very first time this year. Furthermore confessing to only having showered a small handful of times in total all of last year while blaming it all on mental health and lockdown. Wtf, it's beyond revolting no matter the reason, and all comments where praise on managing to shower finally or confessions of similar behaviour.
I'm just horrified at how I originally did consider him a viable partner when we first met(before he trooned) and I was single, and how that relationship would have been the worst timeline imaginable. Also so off putting that there is community support to be had from being a slob.

No. 780251

I got hit by a car yesterday and the pain is unbearable. This couldn’t have happened at a worse time.

No. 780252

>>780237
It’s not that he did anything wrong but he’s just so on and off with me, he was supposed to come visit me a couple weeks ago but he kept putting it off, keeps blaming muh emotional issues which is kinda valid I guess but come on now it’s been ages, you’re a grown man. Also I was going through probably the worst depression of my life so he could have at least pulled through and tried for me. He basically refuses to understand the complicated situation I’m in and he’s not being supportive at all, he’s also stopped saying I love you which???? Idk I’m sick of crying over him. I am literally there for him all the time and he refuses to call me because he ‘can’t handle talking right now’ and it’s really upsetting me. He makes me feel like I’m soooo clingy and awful when I’m literally being a normal human being. I love him but mane this is awful.

No. 780256

>>780251
Shit, I hope you're gonna be okay. How did it happen?

No. 780259

>>780252
i hate him too. btw did you post about him in the past already? it sounds kinda familiar, but maybe just because most men are shitty like this.

No. 780263

my mom worships school and unironically thinks that the only way to get money is by school only like we are still living in 1970s and she goes full psycho when i dont study like she tried to kill me for it once

No. 780264

>>780263
Same here. My mother has this delusion that if I get a masters in English Literature, the UN will welcome me with open arms for any position lol

No. 780266

>>780259
I don’t think I’ve ever posted about him before, that was prob some other anon spilling about her garbage moid. I never thought I would be complaining about a man on lolcow yet here I am.

No. 780270

>>780251
Jeez anon, claim the shit outta your hitter

No. 780273

>>780252
>I am literally there for him all the time and he refuses to call me because he ‘can’t handle talking right now’
Fuck that. This dude is using you for free emotional labor. It’s just as bad as using you for your body.
My bf drops everything when I say I need him.

No. 780284

Since we're in a shitty boyfriends subject, my idiot of a boyfriend just now went off on a long rant how I'm restricting him and make him lose friends because I - apparently - are forbidding him to go to parties lately, while from my perspective it's always been a reasonable mutual agreement partying nowadays is a bad idea because of Covid spread. Fuck men and their selfishness.

No. 780288

I got hit by a car yesterday and the pain is unbearable, this couldn’t have happened at a worse time.

No. 780290

>>780284
Irresponsible af. We’re all cooped up but leave it to men to unload his frustration on you for keeping them from destroying the world.

No. 780293

>>780290
I know right? It's annoying because we talked about it often and I thought he thinks the same as me that being responsible is important and parties/family meetings come with the highest infection risk but now I don't know if he was just agreeing for me to shut up or what?

No. 780314

I just accidentally burned my nipple on my vape and I want to die. It's not actually a serious burn at least but it hurts and I didn't ever want to burn my nipple.

No. 780315

>>780263
my mom was like that too. but i think it's because she had to work since she was young so she couldn't study.
since i was a kid everyone told me i was gonna "succeed" in life because i was a good student. i innocently believed that all my life, little i knew that in the end grades mean nothing
this song says everything

No. 780329

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I tore my fucking vagina up. I'm a stupid heavy-handed, rough ass bitch

No. 780333

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the state of intersectional feminism, it's probably the greatest waste of what potentially have been something that improved feminism for women as a whole, cause there was an actual problem in representation with in the feminist movement, upper class/upper-middle class white women especially in academia were the were the only ones whose stories and experiences were being held up as something all women go though

early intersectional feminism was about including black women, Hispanic women, poorer white women and even religious women with in the movement but also about relating their shares experiences and for better understanding, but it turned into a woke fest where its just a game of oppression Olympics with in liberal academia and now includes degenerate men as well

No. 780334

I hate when I start talking about a certain topic and my dad suddenly snaps at me 'I'm not in the mood! can you please just not talk about xyz thing, I hate when you do that' I wish I could stop myself but I always snap right back, like I wouldn't mind if he just said, calmly 'no offense but I don't want to talk about this' I would appreciate that instead of a sudden outburst. he's just like my brother who would give me absolutely no clue that I was annoying him and I would only realise when he snapped and yelled at me. please just give me a gentle clue that I'm annoying you so I can stop before you bite my head off

No. 780335

Sometimes I get so upset and angry reading the MTF thread, I hate trannies so much. I seriously feel rage from some things they post

No. 780336

>>780329
how? vigourous masturbation? was it not uncomfortable during?

No. 780337

>>780315
what's your life like now

No. 780338

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No. 780341

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>>780333
i hate all of this. early feminism was just women wanting to be able to be women. the early 1900s (and honestly still into this day) was a nightmare for anyone who wasnt white and had a dick. fracturing into so many different pieces will only harm the greater cause.

you must be speaking on feminism on twitter. because any biological woman ever has never excluded based on color of skin or religion. where has any reputable feminist ever separated color? beliefs, sure, religion will reliably guilt anyone into believing any deviance from an old book is wrong but shit, we just want men to stop telling us what to do with our organs.

No. 780346

>>780333
>it turned into a woke fest where its just a game of oppression Olympics with in liberal academia and now includes degenerate men as well
sadly this, thank you for speaking the truth

No. 780351

>>780346
its unfortunate you ladies allow the idea that men can moonlight was women and praise each other for excluding them. no real feminist has included them in our fight to get whats ours. no one with a dick no one with a dick that was cut off, no one with a dick but on hormones will ever be a woman

No. 780355

>>780341
I don't think women in the second wave were overly racist or classist, but they were overwhelmingly upper-middle class white women so there gonna be a lot of blind spots they would have had and didn't have the experiences that poorer women would have gone thoug

No. 780361

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Just scrolled like 3 years back into my group chat with my once closest friends and saw when we would literally chat from waking to sleep, narrate our days to each other, open google docs to co-write short stories. We were in crazy friend-love with each other. Nowadays the chat is dead except like maybe twice a week someone sends a pic of their pet and everyone perfunctorily emoji-reacts. Convos last less than a minute. Idk what happened. It can't be as simple as us outgrowing each other because I haven't even gravitated to a new group of friends. I just miss them

No. 780363

>>780351
I don't know what you're accusing people of because you're saying the same thing OP and the person you're replaying to already said.

No. 780366

I grew up identifying with my abused dad and fearing my abusive mom, and now I realise I'm dating a guy who acts just like my mom and I'm acting like my dad

No. 780367


No. 780372

>>780361
This is so sad, even though it's natural for many friendships to just naturally fall apart with time, losing someone who felt pretty much like a soulmate is really upsetting. I had a friend like this and never managed to meet anyone else I'd be half as close and comfortable with. Hope you'll have better luck…

No. 780382

>>780372
Thank you so much anon, hope you have better luck too!

No. 780386

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I don't have a problem with my fiancé in any other sense besides the fact that he's just so…I'm not sure how to describe it?
He isn't stubborn or anything like that. When I ask him to do something he will do it. He will at least initiate doing things by himself. My issue is that when he gets around to doing more complicated/difficult things, he struggles. It's like he puts things off completion if he feels he can't do it. He needs my input or guidance, and it's annoying. Sometimes I just tell him gently that he needs to figure shit out for himself–after all, how did I learn? Perhaps my capacity to complain should be minimal because I'm not dealing with typical male behavior like stubbornness/laziness/won't-do-shit attitude. I just wish he would have a more commanding backbone and follow through. It's like he doesn't know how to do things. Maybe think about how to solve a hard problem on his own first and tell me what he's tried. He's intelligent and has the capacity to learn, but this trait makes him look like such an idiot.

We're trying to get pre-approved for a mortgage and he's practically dead weight when it comes to getting shit done. I'm already fighting my personal issues like my bitterness about having been with my deadbeat ex who prevented me from buying a home for a five year span. It's a seller's market here, a home that would have cost me $250k in 2015 now costs over $300k and people are over-bidding just to get anything! That said, we're trying. He insisted he apply through his credit union. He initiated the application. Well he left the application on hold for almost a month cause he asked his parents to give him some money for closing costs, and lo and behold the apr for the loan jumped to something ridiculous when he went to complete it today. They can do that, we never submitted the application because we waited for the money. So while bf was acting defeatist I suggest he try to talk with a human instead of believing everything the online portal application shows. Excuses, ~but they don't do meetings right now~ bull-shit. He may be telling his truth but I know he didn't know where to look. I went to the website portal myself and found a list of mortgage offices and agents he could speak with. I showed him one agent's page and asked him to write an email explaining how we need help with the pre-approval process, what rate we want and if we could schedule a consultation. He would not stop asking me questions about how to formulate the email! I finally said just write something and I will review and correct it, which I did. The email is done but it pisses me off that it's just more waiting. More time for properties we miss out on.
I just want this over with but I know I'm going to be the one having to co-deal with this shit. I know it's part of my responsibility to be involved with the loan for what will be my own house, I just wish I had a fiancée who wanted to spearhead this instead of showing his belly for me to fix it whenever there's a setback. I'm a selfish fuck who wants an easier life.

No. 780390

>>780386
Honestly that sounds very mentally exhausting. It is sort of a passive rebellion in its own right - the type of guy that says he'll do what needs to be done, but YOU have to remind them and instruct them step by step everytime, or else they won't do it or are wearing you down until you decide it's faster to do it yourself than to ever ask him for help. Of course that might not be completely the case here, since only you know what your life is like.

No. 780396

I truly truly hate myself and my life. Looking back I avoided everything that caused me anxiety and stress (mostly human interactions) and now my life is a comfortable albeit completely empty bubble

No. 780399

>>780386
You're not being selfish.

Unfortunately I see a lot of myself in your fiancé. I often go to others repeatedly for extra clarification and procrastinate big tasks because I fear failure. Maybe he's anxious about horribly fucking up? It might help if you tell him things like "Don't stress about the email, I have full confidence you can do it!" because it sounds like that is the case, you do have faith in his intelligence and ability. Remind him he's as much of an adult as you are and that he has the same toolset as you. I also think just straight up being direct can help kick him into gear. I'll never forget the day my boyfriend kind of snapped and was like, look, you're smart, you can do things on your own; come to me after you've exhausted all options, you've got this. He said it in a way that made me 1. realize how much of a dead weight I was truly being and 2. made me feel like I am just as capable as him to get the task done. Sometimes when I fall back into being a noodle about things he'll tell me bluntly to be an adult and honestly it works. He's not being a bully about it, he's just telling the truth. It reminds me of my responsibility as an adult and that I can't just be a passive entity that relies on others as a safety net. I hope that made sense.

That fact that he's asking you for help and not just asking you to do it for him (even if that's kind of what ends up happening) indicates that he's probably trying, he just needs a good push.

No. 780407

>>780390
To me it doesn't sound like he's doing it on purpose, but the real way to know for sure is, how does he deal with things that he deems important? Sometimes men will be super knowledgeable about random shit they consider important like games, but when it comes to something you rely on them for they play dumb instead of thinking critically or doing the research.

No. 780415

I have premenstrual dysphoria and the bad thoughts are starting to kick in. I am worthless, objectively the worst person in the world, a disappointment. I should do the world a favor and just overdose on something. And I feel like they are right. I can't keep a friendship or a career or anything at all

No. 780419

I tried using my computer's webcam for the first time and boy I shouldn't have, first the quality was horrendous, it looked like some soviet found footage, it had no excuse looking like that as my previous computer's webcam was normal. And when I saw my face, I wanted to cry, it looked like there was some kind of filter, I looked inbred or having a congenital disorder, it wasn't me at all. I'm not even self conscious about my appearance, but it really made me upset for the rest of the day.

No. 780421

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It amazes me how the redneck girls I work with throw shade at me for not being "lady like" on the basis that my politics are mostly on the left and I don't want kids. I also see them making fun of feminists all the time on social media and reposting "left women vs right women" memes showing fat chicks with fried short green hair next to pretty Fox News anchors. I don't understand what reality they live in where they think they channel feminine Fox News anchor vibes and are more ~feminine~ than me.

Me
>married
>always wear makeup
>always wear heels and pink and/or floral vintage dresses like pic related to work
>most interests are pretty girly
>cook and sew
>eat healthy and am in good shape
>maintain a very clean home

Them
>all unmarried and baby crazy or single moms
>always look the bare minimum they can get away with at work (hair just thrown in a ponytail, no makeup, basic shirts with jeans and sneakers or Uggs)
>messy cheap cars or trucks all falling apart because they don't properly maintain them despite acting like they're obsessed with cars to impress men
>interests are shooting, hunting and fishing
>don't cook and eat/feed their kids minimal effort shit like stovetop mac and cheese or frozen nuggets
>literally all of them are overweight and pride themselves on not exercising and eating burgers almost every day
>all but one have very sloppy homes and only clean for special occasions like holidays
>pride themselves on being "redneck"

My tolerance for right wing women is already pretty low, but nothing makes my blood boil more than those who act like they're the gatekeepers of ~femininity~ and shame leftists and feminists for not being "lady like", when they're unmarried redneck tomboys who are bare minimum quality mothers.

(Obligatory disclaimer: I'm not saying there's anything wrong with women who aren't traditionally feminine, just right wing tradthots who are super hypocritical about it)

No. 780424

>>780421
They're just trying to cope with their own unfulfulled, boring, sad ugly life. They're probs jelly of you being married and pretty.

No. 780425

>>780421
I do find these kind of women fascinating. it's like their projecting their inability to actually be this feminine ideal. Spending hours online shittalking others and consuming braindead memes isn't feminine at all lol. But I think putting more rural activities like hunting, etc. squarely into masculine is weird and I feel they all fall into a diffferent kind of expectations for women.

No. 780432

>>780421
I've never gotten the sterotype that right wing women are prettier and more feminine. I grew up in the rural South then moved to New England and the first thing I noticed is how much thinner and girlier women in general are here. Girls aren't anywhere near as obsessed with makeup and fashion down south as they are here.

No. 780433

>>780421
I wish country girls would stop being pick me and retarded. I want truck driving gf to show me how to shoot guns and gut a man boar.

No. 780434

>>780421
I mean I’m sure those backwaters women are misogynistic but you sound at the very least classist

No. 780437

My bf still hasn’t responded to my texts, genuinely hate all men why did I ever bother giving my love away

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No. 780459

>>780421
Can we just let go of the idea that make-up, the way you dress or the way you style your hair or what your hobbies and interest you have determine your level of ~femininity~? If you're a woman you're feminine by default dammnit.

No. 780460

i want to quit my job that has been having a major affect on my mental and physical health and work on becoming a nomad digital artist. i’m honestly so drained from these 12 hour shifts standing and picking up heavy shit that I feel settling for a part time at a cafe and grinding on my art would do me so much better.

No. 780464

People who say women shouldnt use dating sites to find love are kind of tone deaf. Not everyone is attractive enough to just go up to cute guys and or have cute guys come up to them. Online dating is the only time I can speak to a scrote of my preference and not have to worry about anyone laughing in my face.

No. 780469

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>want to order chinese food for pickup
>place down the street sells subpar westernized food
>but I can make the order online
>place opposite to the street sells legit chinese cuisine
>but no way to order online

Oh my god, they'd get so much more business if they realized people like ordering online so they don't have to awkwardly call in and deal with the language barriers.
I just want to tell the computer I want the spicy beef tendon.

No. 780471

MY NOSE IS STUFFED AGAIN!!! I can't take anymore sudafed because I can't take more than 1 24hr pill a day, and I can't take it until night time which means risking no sleep again tonight. I fucking hate this.

No. 780485

>>780460
Look for art related job so you can do both at once

No. 780502

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Just took a nap and I started realizing that whoever decided to make the Cruella film must be trying to send out a clear message. or trolling scrotes and pick mes. Am I the only one who isn’t opposed to this movie being made and the ones seething are screeching that it’s about a fictional character who they assumed is getting a redemption arc because of some concocted “girl power” plan or whatever. Why is something like the Joker widely accepted but someone like Cruella isn’t allowed to have a film? someone fill me in im a retard

No. 780503

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The retards forgot the boba in my boba tea today. Also, it was chalky and tasted like shit. I was so angry I went on google maps and gave them a 1 star review.

No. 780518

>>780502
I like what you are thinking

No. 780530

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I don't know why but in the span of a week two friends who seemed to drop off the face of the planet appeared to message me again and wanted to send me parcels/gifts. I received one box from a friend who I had sent a Christmas card to, as a late Christmas gift. It was a framed picture with artwork, really cute stickers, and a necklace with earrings.

Did one of you farmers burn sage recently or something? I'm super shook.

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>>780530
I did think of y’all during the worship

No. 780542

>>780503
How can you actually forget to put boba in lol, the worker was probably in love or something and just blacked out while thinking about wifey

No. 780547

Moved to a the city right before the pandemic started. Things are kinda open. I'm at a bar/restaurant where everyone here seems to know each other. They are all hugging and hanging with friends. I just came in before a hair appointment to eat and drink, you know get out of the fucking house. I'm almost in tears sitting alone. All my friends rave about how brave or awesome I am because I travel and go do things alone….well because none of them do the things I enjoy. I just want to sit outside and people watch and have good conversations with a group of friends but they all live outside the city and have kids/boyfriends/girlfriends/spouses. It feels like I'll never find my person. I love my friends but I'm so sick of doing things alone. Maybe when everything is back to normal it will be different? Idk though…Seattle is kind of a hard place to make new friends. Yeah I live in Seattle. I don't care if you know that. Fuck it. Maybe one of you live here? I just want to make new friends.

No. 780551

>>780547
Nothing to add, I just relate to you. A lot.
> I just want to sit outside and people watch and have good conversations
One of my last friends was like that - we could only meet if we did something she likes and there was a 'reason'. Basically no simple hanging out like just walking around or coming over, we HAD to go shopping or something (basically spend money), or else 'there is no point'

No. 780552

>>780503
I'm with you anon, I would have 1-star'd the fuck out of that place.

No. 780553

>>780551
Thanks anon. I appreciate your response. And YES exactly, I'm always doing what others want to do, and I enjoy getting together and all, but after awhile I just feel like a friend of convenience. I know in my hear that isn't always the case. It's just hard to find people you vibe with. You know, on YOUR level. Not to mention during a worldwide pandemic.

No. 780559

I hate it when my period is getting closer. I'm all soft and sensitive and I suddenly have a bad thoughts like I'm trying to piss myself off intentionally. I'm really trying to cope with it but sometimes I can't snatch myself out of it. I hope this time is better.

No. 780562

>>780502
I thought it was because people thought the production value looked bad or cheap. But I like the idea of origin story movies about a female villain. I know a lot of people hated Malefacent but as someone who lowkey found Cruella to be one of the most fascinating villains in Disney as a child, and definitely my favorite female villain in Disney, I'm looking forward to it

No. 780566

>>780553
> I'm always doing what others want to do, and I enjoy getting together and all
Yeah..it started driving me mad and hurt badly when I connected the dots. While I was content with doing stuff I'm not really interested in, just to meet and spend time together, she would never do the same. Basically she didn't care about meeting ME, she just wanted someone to entertain her

No. 780570

Seeing all the great drawings in the rate my art thread makes me feel some type of way…
The woes of being a poor fag, self taught “artist” that can’t draw as much as she’d like because of responsibilities and mental issues.

No. 780576

>>780570
Slow progress is still a progress, dont get discouraged!

No. 780588

>>780175
I hate that I have a family full of fucking narcissist who do no wrong and act holier than thou then play victim when confronted about their behaviour. When I make a geniune mistake it's never tolerated and it gets thrown in my face constantly. I'm stupid,lazy,spoiled or incompetent. They even being up mental illness and autism to spite me even though one family member is on 4 different depression medicines, has hoarding tendencies,is obese from binge eating and is emotionally dependent! They're also allowed to have emotions like for ex. being tired after work but I'm not allowed to bc apparently all I do is sit on my fat ass all day and rake in a paycheck. Also, their opinions and likes are sooooo much more valid than mine could ever be. It's so frustrating bc I do t have anybody to talk to bc everyone outside of my family thinks they are angels if they only knew.

No. 780593

Ive recently come down with stomach issues that are worse from eating dairy. I love cheese so much and I'm so bummed.

No. 780594

I can't complete my university assignment that's due monday because I keep having mental breakdowns over everything/becoming frozen and paralysed with fear when I sit down to do the work. I have had 2 extra weeks to complete it because I asked for an extension but I still haven't managed it. I want to hurt myself so much I don't know what to do

No. 780595

WHERE THE FUCK IS MY INSULIN, JOE? WHERE'S THE FUCKING INSULIN? YOU GONNA GIVE ME THE FUCKING INSULIN, YOU FUCKING SENILE SHILL? HUH? YOU GONNA FIX OUR FUCKING HEALTHCARE SYSTEM? BITCH? WHERE IS IT? WHERE'S MY FUCKING INSULIN? $7 INSULIN, JOE, WHERE IS IT?

No. 780602

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Probably have to break up with my bf cause I don't see him as ever being capable of being a good father and husband.

It's sad cause I love him, but I wanna have a family soon and I think he's not the right one for that. I don't wanna fall of the sinken cost fallacy, but is is gonna suck really fucking bad.

No. 780605

>>780602
I'm sorry anon. It'll be for the best though. It's gonna be really hard for a bit but going through the pain now is much better than dragging it out for what could be the rest of your lives.

No. 780607

>>780605
Thank you, anon. I know my best friend really regrets wasting 10 years of her life on a man who was shit and I don't wanna do the same.

You always hope they will change and improve but they never fucking do.

No. 780612

My brother is a fat slob and my parents keep enabling him. I wish he was back in Japan again.
Or better yet, I was. Fuck

No. 780613

Fuck this narcissist. Trying to brag to me about his homestead shit when he shows me a plastic green house with a single table inside. I have more plants under my grow light than his whole set up. He's stupid and arrogant enough to think he's going to get rich quick off everything he does. "I'm going to use all the money to buy 50 acres" then what? You refuse to drink water, you eat garbage packaged food and buy mountain dew daily, you keep switching cars for new loans, you throw fits about having to pay child support, you arent this frugal humble living off the land person you're now trying to pose as. Buying a piece of shit house doesn't mean you can afford a huge loan especially with your income, number
of kids you have to pay for and all those failed get rich schemes. Bragging hard over nothing while deflecting everything I say that isn't praising you. It pisses me off listening to such an ignorant person that insists he's better than everyone. I dream of living far away and being self sustainable. My boyfriend and I work hard to save money, I take the time to learn and care for the things I grow. This retard thinks doing the bare minimum makes him better than me. His last idea was to breed dogs and one of them ran away and got hit by a car along with others having medical issues he couldn't afford to take care of properly. And now he's getting chickens to suffer along side the dogs and exotic animals he hoards for bragging points. Poor animals and plants shouldn't have to suffer because dipshits give up once they realize taking care of living things isn't going to bring in instant cash.

No. 780615

>>780335
I've just stopped reading it, Iwas getting too annoyed.

No. 780635

>>780629
no she doesn't even have a personal social media, I don't know, I sometimes think it's sometimes deeper. Like maybe she really does not understand filters/editing or something happened where she needs to believe something is perfect or as presented? I have zero idea.

No. 780672

My friend has become obsessed with MBTI theory and I think it's affecting our friendship. She keeps constantly typing people and talking about it, and I'm showing no interest in it at all. It's too much for my bpdfag brain to comprehend. I've told her this time and again, that it's not for me. She's becoming more and more pretentious and insistent that people only can have one set personality type, can never change, and is acting stuffy, like she's defined by the fact that she went from an ISFP to an ISTJ or whatever. It's all meaningless letters in the end. I believe and manifestation and find astrology interesting, and mbti on its surface is ok for figuring out yourself but I don't put stock in trying to forcefully fit others into boxes and I think becoming obsessive over it in pertainment to constantly falling back on your mbti as an excuse for why you do what you do is retarded. I don't have the heart to tell her this is really starting to annoy me, because I've got my own spergery and obsessions, but I try not to let them affect my relationships with other people. And she's accused me hypocritically enough of being more obsessive about something else when she's adamantly and creepily obsessive with mbti. I wish I could just tell her to stop without offending her or threatening the friendship. I fear she might crumble and thusly we'd waste two years of talking and end it on this note. Before this happened she was so sweet and I still care about her deeply and dearly, I just can't take how judgmental and pretentious this is becoming on her end. I don't care about fucking personality theory, I just want to talk about normal shit.

No. 780675

>>780615
I don't hate trannies and the outrage is even more exhausting to read

No. 780685

>>780672
Sounds insufferable anon, condolences. I had a friend who got obsessed with numerology and gematria. The only way out of it was for her to just get bored talking about it, and I helped by just stonefacing her when she'd go on about numbers. Don't even argue, just look/sound bored and change the subject? Hopefully she'll just get bored too when she's no longer getting any kind of response.

No. 780701

>>780685
I just implied to her the other day that I don't care, and she seems to not be paying attention to it. I've shown blatant discomfort and even said I don't wanna hear it. She's also surrounded by yes men who keep reaffirming her obsession and I'm one of the few who's not into it. I hate this. I just want my old friend back. If it gets to the point where you're so pretentious and rude about how "objective" your four letter personality type is and projecting that onto others it's not an investigation into personality theory anymore, it's mental illness. And coming from someone who easily attaches herself to things from a lack of identity myself I am scared she'll end up hurting herself or something if I tell her what she's doing is hurting me.

No. 780705

I haven't seen my bf in 7 years and it's been about 2 or 3 since I've looked at a single picture of him. I don't expect him to make any plans to see me in the future (I've made a few attempts over the years but they've fallen through each time.) I find it easier to cope as an asexual/aromantic. LOL

No. 780707

i always go back and forth on considering myself to have a true "addiction" to the internet but the amount of frustration I have if I'm interrupted when online and how I immediately turn to distract myself when frustrated or upset and lose myself in internet bullshit is terrible. I hate living in this house and can't even wish for death nah bro all I can do is fantasize I was never born.

No. 780713

>>780705

my first reaction is why bother with this, but in the spirit of you doing you anon, what if he doesn't look the same now as he did 2-3 years ago when you last saw him?

No. 780714

>>780336
I honestly don't even want to expose what I did specifically because it's embarrassing, but yes it was during masturbation. I'm the type of person to ignore pain for a while so I guess I just didn't really care. I should be more gentle to my coochie though lmao

No. 780715

>>780705
What the hell

No. 780716

>>780705
You sure that's your bf? You guys sound pretty single to me

No. 780720

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caught feelings for the dude ive been seeing casually and he told me that he plans on moving to a different state eventually and i broke down and sobbed bc im a dumb bitch and should've left feelings out of the picture but i couldnt!!!!!! now im drunk and hoping he eventually falls for me and stays

No. 780722

>>780713
He has a really nice face (from what I remember) and I personally wouldn't mind if he got obese or started to bald.

I have convinced myself I have been talking to an AI with a this entire time.

>>780716
we proclaim our "love" to each other and I don't find having any romantic interest in anybody else unfortunately…

No. 780728

>>780570
Self taught has little impact on ur potential tbh just keep doing it
That thread is so fucking trash anyway. It really demonstrates to me who uses the artist salt thread on /ot/. Only a few good pieces,once in a blue moon graced by some bored anon who knows what she’s doing. I imagine decent drawfags don’t actually want to post there lmao. The rest are so comically beg that no one can muster up the energy to even shit on it. Some are obviously underage and male.

No. 780731

>>780720
Why not just tell him? What's the worst that could happen?

No. 780732

I'm so over worrying about people who don't give a fuck about me.

No. 780739

got my wisdom teeth out a few days ago and they hurt. i’m having the worst stomach cramps of my life and can’t shit and i’m nauseous and can’t stop puking and my teeth hurt. posting from the bathroom floor. i have no friends anymore and my boyfriend is just not doing it for me i wanna fking die is this a quarter life crisis???

No. 780740

You told me this wouldn't happen. I know you weren't lying, but you were wrong. And you can't even admit it. Please, help me. Please.

No. 780746

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i hate pics like this

i understand the joke and i see the humor in it but it also makes me feel like shit as a bi person. i'm already often excluded from lgbt discussion if i happen to be dating a man at the time, i hate feeling like i have to "prove" how bisexual i am by not dating men

No. 780747

>>780199
are people just ignoring the fact he was a huge homophobe and sexist as fuck?

No. 780748

I’m on vacation with four friends and one of them is the moodiest girl ive ever met, I’m not super good friends with her but I’m like within her 5 closest girl friends to invite cause this is her bachelorette party but all the sudden she started cleaning up the crabs she and a few other girls (not me) had been eating and started slamming the closet door and throwing around the broom and dustpan and shit. I asked her if she wanted any help and then she said completely monotone, “no, I’m going to bed soon since we aren’t like, doing anything anyway”. She’s so moody and mean sometimes and I’ve had fun but also 3/5 of us here are single and it’s kinda killing me to hear about how she and her bf moved in after 2 months of dating. We offered to help again and she started saying “don’t take it fucking personally!” So now I’m trying to get out of her way without making her more upset… idk what to do she’s driving us home tomorrow and it’s 3 hrs girl help lol

No. 780750

>>780746
well then don't prove it… the acceptance of people who behave shittily to part of who you are is worthless

No. 780757

>>780746
this meme is less about being bi and more about the fact that a lot of "queer" women tend to be dating basic white guys

No. 780759

>>780746
The fake bisexual/"bihet" thing is probably always gonna be a stereotype, and you don't have to prove your sexuality to anyone that isn't in your dating pool, honestly. The above anon is right though, I don't think the meme is joking about bi women.

No. 780763

>>780757
are they not bisexual if they're dating a basic white man… ?

No. 780766

>>780746
I can’t take this seriously because I only ever see these memes aimed at women, especially any woman who isn’t white. Like plenty of “woke” guys don’t also date similarly bland white women? Not trying to racebait, it feels sexist to me and like just another way to control women. “Oh, you care about inequality? How come you’re not dating me then?”

No. 780769

>>780748
She’s crying on the phone to her fiancé, no fucking wonder that two of her bridesmaids already dropped and someone made an excuse to not come on the trip

No. 780771

I find it really ironic when women who identify as feminists insist women are only into glam for attention from men. Fuck off, Lauren, and let me play with makeup in peace. How would you like it if I said you only liked video games and grunge so guys would see you as the cool girl? You wouldn't one bit.

No. 780773

>>780766
I agree and disagree with you, there is a trend of annoyingly woke women who date basic white guys but said basic white guys aren't really ever problematic, they often have progressive views and beliefs
now the amount of woke and misogynistic black men who abuse and mistreat black women and lust after white or Asian women is a lot higher then the former, look at Childish Gambino

No. 780775

>>780773
Careful anon, the banhammer is swift with this topic.

No. 780776

>>780771
Caking on a mask of makeup everyday to fit the socially acceptable beauty standards is a bit different than having unconventional hobbies for a woman but okay.

No. 780777

>>780771
those aren’t comparable, and playing video games is a common hobby for anyone at this point

No. 780778

>>780775
isn't one of the mods a brown woman dating a white guy and hates white women or something

No. 780780

>>780728
>Some are obviously underage and male.
which ones? I never got that vibe from that thread.

No. 780782

>>780776
>to fit the socially acceptable beauty standards

I don't wear it to fit beauty standards. Why do you assume that, as opposed to assuming it's a fun aesthetic creative outlet? Spoiler alert: subconcious misogyny.

>>780777
It's a perfectly valid comparisson. The point is that it's really shitty to tell other women their interests are only to impress men, as if there's no other motivation that could possibly be behind a hobby. It's extremely infantalizing and sexist

No. 780784

>>780782
Shut the fuck up, libfem. Makeup products have nothing to do with being female. Calling it misogyny to be critical of makeup and beauty culture is just laughable, and I say that as someone who enjoys looking at creative makeup looks.

No. 780785

im so retarded. there was a way to remove safari from the home screen. go into screentime, content restrictions, then allowed apps and turn it off. fuck if i had googled this earlier i would probably waste so much less time online.

No. 780787

>>780784
>Makeup products have nothing to do with being female.
I never said they did, smooth brain. I just pointed out the fact it's misogynistic to tell women they only like it for male attention. Because it is.

No. 780788

>>780766
yeah idk it's women hating women when we should all just band together to stomp on men's balls instead. again i know it's "just a joke" but it's indicative of more

No. 780789

i feel like im losing my fucking mind i think ive had 3 periods in the span of 6-7 weeks. i mean real bleeding that lasts 5 days or so. my lower back hurts, cramps, diarrheas almost everyday. im a virgin and the only thing ive been told by my obgyn 2 years ago is i have higher estrogen. im going back to see whats wrong with me because i cant fucking do this in another two weeks.

No. 780790

>>780788
Women fucking hate other women, even in feminist spaces. That sad reality never ceases to be reinforced to me. Hell, even this site is a shining example.

No. 780791

>>780746
You don’t have to prove anything, god. If you like pussy and dick you’re bi. That’s it. Who cares if someone doesn’t believe you. You know what you like.

No. 780792

>>780787
Makeup products are literally marketed to women for the purpose of covering flaws and conforming to beauty standards. If you enjoy it as a hobby that's fine, but don't play dumb and act like beauty culture doesn't feed women's insecurities. You can be critical of things that you like anon, it's okay to be nuanced.

No. 780795

>>780789
Hope everything is okay anon, get a pap smear if you haven't.

No. 780796

>>780792
I find it perfectly fine to criticize the beauty industry. My issue has nothing to do with people being critical of it. My vent is specifically being told I only like something for male attention.

No. 780797

>>780796
I just told you why people would assume that you do it for male attention, because makeup is marketed to women for the purpose of conforming to beauty standards. That has fuck all to do with misogyny. Why don't you just grow thicker skin?

No. 780798

>>780788
>we should all just band together to stomp on men's balls
Except most of women would never do that because ~*~not all men~*~
>>780790
Feminism isn’t about loving and accepting everyone unconditionally, sunshine and rainbows like the libfems want to pretend it is. Women are not exempt from criticism just for being women. Women can be fucking dumb, be it their fault or not. Women have to confront difficult topics with ourselves.

No. 780799

I hate Bill Maher so much it's almost unreal. It's almost insidious how much I hate him, and not for any good reason, really. I just fucking hate the guy.

No. 780801

>>780790
smells like scrote

No. 780803

>>780801
Not wrong tho

No. 780804

>>780799
He used to be more openly misogynistic, that's a good reason

No. 780811

>>780797
>Why don't you just grow thicker skin?
Because this is a vent thread and literally meant for complaining.

Also, an explanation doesn't make it any less annoying. I strongly believe it definitely is misogynistic and infantalizing to jump to the conclusion that any woman wearing it is doing so for men and/or because they're brainwashed to feel insecure.

Alsp, for extra context- my initial post was made because I overheard my roommate's girlfriend making fun of me for wearing full glam and going on about how desperate I must be to please my partner and how you'd think I'd be more secure after being together for so long instead of trying so hard to impress him. That is pretty blatantly misogynistic.

No. 780815

I'm dealing with prementrual bullshit and the hot flashes are unbearable. I want to unzip my skin and step out of it

No. 780822

>>780821
kek… GIRL i think you're just not ready to SLAY yet! Now sissy that walk because EVERYONE can wear makeup now!

No. 780823

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Women: maybe we should examine why we have a hard time letting go of historically oppressive traditions. Why don’t men feel empowered by these same things? Why does surrendering the makeup brushes feel less like liberation and more like a disadvantage? Why does being without it gets equated to a loss of identity? Could it be we intrinsically link our self worth to beauty even when men aren’t looking? Why does the mere suggestion that we still might be too entrenched in thousand years of subjugation to fully see our own copes so deeply uncomfortable?


Makeup sellers: u just h-hate women hunty

No. 780829

>>780823
Spot on nonny

No. 780832

>>780811
>product is marketed for x purpose
>"why would anybody assume that I use said product for x purpose!!1!"
Grow up.

No. 780835

>>780832
Except that modern makeup advertising is centered primarily around creativity and self-expression, so the point you're trying to make is stupid.

No. 780837

>>780823
Great post, too bad anon appears to be sticking her head in the sand about your actual point and addressing the one part that is clearly facetious

No. 780838

think a lot of people are still buying mascara, foundation, concealer and blush. Marketeers have just realized that millenial women are more interested in being sold "self expression" as a commodity than male attention. It is still ultimately most commonly used to appear more conventionally 'feminine', aka, neonatal. I say this as a person who wears makeup, I know why I'm doing it and it ain't because I'm so damn creative.

No. 780839

I drank some bottled coffee earlier, and oh my god it is kicking my fucking ass. Very tmi but I'm having period shits only made worse by the coffee

No. 780840

>>780838
>I say this as a person who wears makeup, I know why I'm doing it and it ain't because I'm so damn creative.
Yep, same here.

No. 780843

>>780823
I can empathize that plenty of women don't want to give up "pretty advantage". While they dislike the male gaze, they also don't want other women to get ahead of them just because they comply to beauty standards, but then we're still working within the scrote framework for women, where female politicians get mocked for not being conventionally attractive while I have to look at smelly old men with literal scrotum-chins talking about family planning.

No. 780844

>>780835
No one is contouring their entire face for "self-expression" unless maybe you're Aly Art, they do it to give the illusion of different facial features. Stop coping.

No. 780846

>>780823
>>780843
>surrendering the makeup brushes feel less like liberation and more like a disadvantage
>female politicians get mocked for not being conventionally attractive
This fucking blackpills me ngl it's a total deadlock. You can't get ahead enough to make meaningful changes without playing stupid fucking games and getting corrupted along the way. Separatism will never happen, I want to die.

No. 780847

>>780739
turns out i have appendicitis and need to get my appendix removed immediately fml

No. 780852

>>780823
Yes, good post, anon. I agree it is good to ask ourselves these questions. In fact, I will answer them for myself right now.

>Why don’t men feel empowered by these same things?

Because it was not socially acceptable for them to wear it until recently and now that society is making progress on gender roles, it would seem many do.

>Why does surrendering the makeup brushes feel less like liberation and more like a disadvantage?

For myself, personally, I wouldn't say it feels like a disadvatage, but it would feel like the sacririfice of a hobby I deeply enjoy.

>Why does being without it gets equated to a loss of identity?

I can't really answer this as I don't feel a loss of identity when I don't wear it. I imagine for some, it's fear of not feeling like they look their best, for others it's likely a feeling of loss of an essemtial element of their self-expression.

>Could it be we intrinsically link our self worth to beauty even when men aren’t looking?

Most definitely. Beauty should never be linked to self-worth, however there is nothing wrong woth embracing your own beauty standards and being passionate about them as long as you don't compromise your mental health by assigning to much value to it.

>Why does the mere suggestion that we still might be too entrenched in thousand years of subjugation to fully see our own copes so deeply uncomfortable?

I can only answer for myself, but for me, it's because it really isn't that deep. I didn't start wearing makeup until I was 25. I don't feel like I need to wear it and I feel totally fine leaving the house without it. It's literally just a fun aesthetic cute thing to me. I can understand why to women who have dealt with feelings of societal pressure surrounding it, they might assign much deeper psychological meaning to it, but for me- it just really isn't that deep. Hopefully some day we'll live in a world where that's more the norm.

>>780844
Why do the two have to be mutually exclusive? Why is contouring because you like the way it makes you look better not acceptable in makeup as self-expression?

No. 780853

It’s almost 3 in the morning and I want some Panda Express rn

No. 780855

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>>780852
>Why is contouring because you like the way it makes you look better not acceptable in makeup as self-expression?
>because you like the way it makes you look better
Lmao I can't anymore.

No. 780858

>>780855
lol yeah its like anon…its okay to want to "look better", but if you want to unpack WHY it is important to you, and specifically more important to you than it will ever be to a man, you need to stop thinking of makeup as some kinda creative self-expression and start thinking of it as a tool used to change your appearance, for better or worse. I wear makeup because I'm a straight woman who wants to attract men, and because it makes me look more "presentable" in certain situations. When I want to be creative I make music or write, I don't give myself glossier lips and cover my zits. You can like makeup and wear it and still question why, people contain multitudes and you don't need to defend makeup's honor to us.

No. 780859

>>780855
Explain to me how self-expression and looking prettier to yourself are mutually exclusive. Why is prettiness magically barred from having a part in self-expression?

I'm not the one with the brain worms here, anon lol.

No. 780860

>>780843
The “pretty advantage” really isn’t a joke. My boss at my old job flat out told me that he hired me because I was hot, even though I was more than qualified for the job. I laughed it off at the time but I probably wouldn’t get that same job today because I don’t wear makeup or quite as flattering (revealing) clothes anymore.

No. 780863

>>780858
>you need to stop thinking of makeup as some kinda creative self-expression and start thinking of it as a tool used to change your appearance, for better or worse.

I think of it as both of those things. I use fashion as a form of self-expression and makeup is an extension of that.

I do not wear it for men. My partner prefers me wothout it, in fact. I don't use social media and I barely leave the house. I really do just wear it for me, because I enjoy it. It's not a "cope" like that anon said, and it's really annoying that it is so damn hard for people to just accept someone likes something without attaching belittling speculation.

>you don't need to defend makeup's honor to us.

It's not that I feel the need to defend makeup's honor. It's that I'm frustrated that I can't like anything traditionally feminine without it being assumed male attention is motivation, and makeup is the latest example of that. Hell, I can't even like traditionally masculine things without that assumption.

I just really wish women could do anything for themselves, because they enjoy it, without people assuming men are the reason. I just want to look cute and pretty and colorful for myself, I don't get why that's so hard for people to accept.

And this thinking can be very harmful. I've read a few stories of women who were accused of cheating because they got into makeup, despite their partner not caring for it.

No. 780865

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>>780858
>you need to stop thinking of makeup as some kinda creative self-expression and start thinking of it as a tool used to change your appearance
>When I want to be creative I make music or write,
Nta, and I don't care about this entire argument, but makeup can definitely be used in a creative way. A lot of the time it doesn't apply to everyday looks, but it's not like people can't use makeup as a creative outlet.

No. 780866

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>>780865
Samefag, but I'd even argue that more simple stuff like those graphic eyeliner trends that were going around last year were creative.

No. 780868

>>780866
>>780865
We're gonna ignore how these looks still give cocksucking lips, obliterate their pores and heavily contour their whole facial structure up to conventional beauty standards?

No. 780869

>>780863
There's too much cultural and societal background for makeup to be just self expression. It's hard coded in our brains at this point. You can't view it in a vacuum. Why do you want to look pretty? What makes your natural face not pretty? Why do you feel the need to correct the perceived flaws? If you want to be colorful, why aren't you just slapping random colors all over your face instead of carefully blending in only a few acceptable, flattering shapes and areas? If you were born a dude you wouldn't wear it. You wouldn't even think of it when considering choosing a creative outlet.

No. 780870

>>780868
That clearly wasn't the point of the post, and I'm not sure where you see "cock-sucking lips"

No. 780871

>>780852
>Because it was not socially acceptable for them to wear it until recently
Girl… who do you think defines what makes things socially acceptable? Why do you think it is socially acceptable for one group and not the other? Who benefits from it?

I really dgaf about women wearing makeup, we're all influenced by patriarchal standards some way or another and it's low on my list of feminist causes that I'm passionate about. But getting all defensive like "AKSHUALLY being critical of makeup and the motivations behind it is the real misogyny here!" is a seriously underdeveloped, naive, babby's first libfem thought process. You can enjoy a hobby while also being influenced by external pressure which directed you towards that hobby in the first place. It's reductive to say women wear makeup for male attention, chances are they don't give men a second thought while they're doing it. But women are consistently compelled to improve our appearance, even if we're only impressing ourselves there's still the underlying fact that we aim to impress via our looks. You want to look pretty for yourself, sure, but why do you want to look pretty in the first place? That's where the 'doing things for men' comes in, because men have worked very hard to ensure we feel the need to be pretty.

No. 780872

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>>780866
Yeah, the kind of makeup I do is colorful glam shit like pic related at the tamest. I wonder if part of why the other nonnies are scoffing at the idea of makeup for self-expression is because they're only imagining super basic natural looks that just enhance your features and cover up your flaws.

No. 780873

>>780870
The point is, these "artistic" MUAs still pump their whole face with fillers. Just because you draw quirky dots on your eyelids doesn't mean you're not still adhering to beauty standards. Man it's even more insufferable when the "creative" binches think they're superior to the ig baddies who only doing it to look hot.

No. 780874

>>780865
>>780866
NTA, but I wouldn't really bring theatric makeup or making themselves an elf for a tiktok to the same relevance as everyday use of makeup. Like no one goes looking like a stardew honey fawn with glittering eyelashes to work, but a lot of women are still required to put on "natural makeup" so they're taken seriously or considered professional in corporate environment. Or like a legend once said "why do women liberally choose choicically choosely the same looks".

No. 780876

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>>780869
this is exactly it anon, why does "being pretty" only apply to women as a way of expressing themselves? No doubt people can be creative with makeup, but the goal of everyday cosmetics is to alter the facial features of a person - a woman, specifically.

Using cosmetics 'creatively' is a very small fraction of the way women approach makeup. IF it was all about self expression, you'd see a lot more SFX stuff out on the streets right? Again I say I like wearing makeup, I do like to feel prettier, it makes me feel better about myself. But I don't pretend it's because I'm 'expressing myself'. If I did shit like picrel it may be different, but instead I'm just basic bitch Glossier-ing.

No. 780877

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>>780866
>>780858
This is idiotic, both of these images are showing off looks that still adhere to beauty standards. Bigger, more upturned eyes through the use of liner, cut crease and lashes. Perfect, even complexion complete with contour and highlight to define the face. Perfectly filled in and clean brows. No under eye circles, zits or any flaws in sight. If you want to claim makeup can be used in a creative way, at least post something actually creative.

No. 780878

>>780874
Yeah, that's why I said
>A lot of the time it doesn't apply to everyday looks
I'm just trying to say that makeup can be creative. That's all.

No. 780879

>>780872
Yeah that pic is definitely not covering up flaws at all /s
The only remotely true self expressive makeup is special effects makeup, everything else is cope
Even then in sfx, monster girls still have to be attractive compared to male monsters

No. 780880

>>780872
We're not all idiots anon. I wear makeup most of the time, from natural to colorful bright shit but I don't delude myself into thinking it's some feminist statement or that it's coming from purely creative reasons. You'll get there once kek I spouted the same shit you did when I was 16.

No. 780881

>>780871
>You want to look pretty for yourself, sure, but why do you want to look pretty in the first place?

Because I am am artistically and aesthetically driven person who likes everything around me to be pretty, myself included.

>>780877
Once again, beauty and self-expression don't have to be mutually exclusive.



Well, I'm off to bed, ladies. Good night, y'all. Thanks for the interesting debate. It's a nice suprise to have opposing discourse on here that is actually interesting and engaging.

No. 780882

>>780853
Sorry the infight drowns out your post, you're valid. I hope you get to have Panda Express soon.

No. 780883

>>780872
I don't get how picking green or purple/more natural or more glam makeup is presented as "choice" self-expression, when the real alternative choice (no makeup) is what's punished kek.

No. 780885

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>>780881
>Because I am am artistically and aesthetically driven person who likes everything around me to be pretty, myself included.

No. 780886

>>780881
Just exploring anon, because I do think this is an interesting topic and I don't think you're stupid, but what does "pretty" mean to you, and why aren't you whatever that is without makeup? And where do you think the concept of prettiness in women's faces came from? Why is your natural female face not 'pretty' enough without adornment? Again don't get me wrong, wearing makeup is not inherently bad or good…but the framework of the cosmetic industry is built on the bones of women's insecurity. And where does that insecurity come from?

No. 780887

>>780853
I just recently got hip to them. Their stuff is pretty tasty. Perhaps you can have a lovely lunch, linner, or dinner from there later today!

No. 780894

>>780876
This pic is kinda fucking with me kek. Can’t tell what’s shooped or what’s makeup.

No. 780895

I am so happy to live with only other women but damn I bought a new pack of pads and they're gone and I haven't even used a single one of them

No. 780899

>>780895
Keep ur pads locked up ladies

No. 780900

>>780895
Buy reusables and stash them away, no more garbage and swampy, smelly crotch either

No. 780901

>>780900
Nta but
>smelly crotch
What?

No. 780904

>>780722
What do you mean he is your boyfriend? You are just two people roleplaying a romantic relationship, like old school extremelot but a lot more sad. You two are not together.

No. 780905

>>780877
Art is supposed to be beautiful tho. That's why most people draw pretty landscapes and beautiful people.

Sure, some weirdos draw disabled fatties and construction sites, but most people want to look at art and think "ah… pretty, this makes me feel good." Why should make-up be any different?

No. 780906

>>780811
Lol your roommate is based and you are just a jelly uglina. She probably looks 20times better than you without all that shitty makeup and you are seething in your full mask of makeup.

No. 780908

>>780823
ipersuperfuckingbased

No. 780909

>>780705
How did this happen? Like how did you end up not seeing your bf in 7 years and not having seen a single pic of him in years? plz respond I'm curious

No. 780910

>>780905
>Art is supposed to be beautiful
Baudelaire strongly disagrees.

No. 780912

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>>780905
>Art is supposed to be beautiful tho.
That's not true anon. Art CAN be beautiful and the purpose of an individual piece of art can be to be beautiful or aesthetically pleasing, but it doesn't have to be.

No. 780914

>>780905
What a bad take anon, are you 5 years old? Art doesn't need to be anything to make an emotional impact.

No. 780915

>>780905
You are clearly retarded.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 780918

>>780905
Makeup can be more experimental and "out there" and be aesthetic though, yet only women are canvases most of the time, and seem to paint the same few paintings. Seems like inspiration must be low.

No. 780924

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>>780905
Read this and get back to us nonnette.

No. 780929

>>780396
I feel you anon. I struggle with similar issues and my life used to be the same. But then I started forcing myself to be sociable and take life less seriously and really it became less stressful over time. It sounds so easy, but just remember that you won't die when you don't "perform" well socially. And if you take it less seriously you can even laugh about your blunders. When you keep trying you start learning what works and what doesn't and being sociable becomes almost automatic. It is worth it

No. 780963

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Working and going to school is fascism.

No. 781024

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I have to piss so bad but my nails are wet

No. 781033

>>780396
I know how you feel, I'm in a similiar situation. I wish I could just make friends with all of you bitches who shut everyone out because of anxiety.

No. 781043

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i just realized how empty the word she is. gay men use she so fuckin much, scrotes have a hateboner towards she's, we name objects she. no wonder women feel like shit we're not seen as human or something.

No. 781044

I have misophonia and I just started to cry when I heard someone eat chips near me. I fucking hate this. I usually just get irritated but for some reason I started to tear up.
I wish I was normal instead of some weirdo who can't handle normal noises people make.

No. 781056

>>781043
As annoying as NBs are, I can see how that shit took off among young girls

No. 781057

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>>780905
>>781030
Then why do people like this?

No. 781059

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I want to kill God. Why are things so confusing? Is it possible to kill God and everything will finally collapse

No. 781060

>>781057
Shh anon, don’t tell them that not everyone wants to look at pretty things all of the time and that art can be used to show other things that reflect reality like chaos, disorder and ugliness.

No. 781076

I have so much anger I want to commit war crimes and smear my period blood everywhere

No. 781077

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>>781030
Since you don't want to quit being a clown

No. 781117

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30 min ago couple of randos started ringing my apartment door and cursing, then went down a stair flight and sat there for couple of minutes arguing about something. Idk who they are and what they wanted, I didn't answer as well and now I have extreme anxiety and am literally shitting myself whenever I hear something happening on the stairs

No. 781120

If you don't know who they might have been, then you were smart not to open the door

No. 781135

>>781117
are you okay anon? because that sounds scary af

No. 781143

>>781117
maybe they were druggies who found the wrong residence? i get like that tho even if i order food or anything if i hear people thru my window or a knock on the door i want to throw up

No. 781146

>>781117
This happened to me alot when I rented apts. Every building has that one drug dealing unit that gives out the wrong number to customers or the customers are just fucked and confused. It's usually that.

No. 781150

I'm tired and foggy brained alot of the time cause.. muh anxiety and depression. I drink alot of coffee to get me out the door and functioning in the morning. It works. But then I don't stop drinking it and my anxiety spikes even more from overdoing it. I end up jittery and wired and self conscious and then I go home and crash for the evening, fully knowing I'll repeat it again the next day when I wake up fuzzy headed.

It's such a stupid cycle to be struggling with but here I am.

No. 781156

>>781120
>>781135
>>781143
>>781146
Wtf, I never thought you anons would be so nice!!! I expected to be shit on for freaking out lol. It's been like 2 hours now and am better, but probably will still be shaken for the rest of the day. Nobody has ringed anymore.
Also, I called my mom and she said this type of thing happened to her in this apartment regularly couple of years ago. She said that someone in our house was selling moonshine and allegedly they lived in the same spot just different staircase. Maybe they were related to that, because they didn't sound like any of our neighbours. I'm in a Soviet blockhouse btw, if that helps you to imagine.

No. 781167

I want to sleep with random people to get over this loser aaaAAAAA

No. 781187

>>781156
its good to see youre okay. my mom had some weirdo watching her thru her kitchen windows in the late 80s when murder was p high in that area, thankfully nothing came from that but its affected me to this day.
apartment living isnt the best but its kind of safer in its own way.

its why i avoid drugs and alcohol, it makes people act so terribly.

>>781167
take a day to plan the best masturbation session youve ever had. i wish the population at whole could grasp how good that could be, maybe it could lessen incels murdering randos and whatnot, sexual repression is an awful common cause fore murder and violence. sorry just a thing i believe in p hard

No. 781260

I swear to God I can feel myself getting more and more retarded every day due to my internet addiction. I wish I could forget about my phone forever

No. 781277

>>781167
Doesn't flirtationship work better? I feel like unattached sex could make you miss them more.

No. 781278

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my boyfriend is "not like other girls"-ing me so fucking hard and its driving me insane, he sees it as such a grand compliment and says it with such admiration and love and if i didn't know better i would take it as such but god fucking damnit i do know better and i know he's being soft handedly mysoginistic when he says stuff like that.

No. 781280

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I'm so mad at Her's interface (the dating app)
Why doesn't it show the "Like" or "Nope" text before swiping??? I always forget which direction each swipe means, so I drunkenly swiped "Yes" on multiple ugly troons last night by accident. Fucks sake, I mean I'm just ignoring their messages now but it's so embarrassing.

No. 781293

I really hate how guys will drop you the moment you make it clear you're not interested in them. It's something I make clear from the start and they still pursue friendships with me until they realize I was honest with them and then they ghost me or sometimes even become aggressive and push sexual talk. I wouldn't bother making friends with men if I wasn't lonely and wanted to be with people who share my interests and unfortunately for me, more men than women seem to be into those.

No. 781294

No matter which way I look at it, I think I'm going to leave this mortal coil by my own hand. Whether it be tomorrow or 15 years from now, it feels like a shadow always looming over me. Just an inevitability. I used to find this liberating (I think I tried to philosophize myself into romanticizing depression to cope) but now I just find it grim. I don't know, anons, maybe god will grace me with a brain aneurysm sooner than later and I won't have to do everything myself.

No. 781408

>>781167

i did this. thought "FUCK MUH ABUSIVE EX BOYFRIEND !!!!". Out of the people i fucked:
>both "friends with benefits" weren't actually friends the second sex was involved and are shitty people i dont talk to anymore.
>the other was the worst sex of my life and just thinking about it makes me cringe so fucking badly cause of how awful it was, i was horny and thought fuck it ill fuck whoever who cares if they ugly, and whoever ugly lied and was actually a virgin and it fucking showed but thats what i get for fucking the ugliest person i know over horniness and pettiness.
>last was someone that was good in bed but the more i knew about them the more i realized theyre fucking insane, and look i was in a mental hospital for months and had multiple diagnosis and talked with very strange people there… but that person was "i think he might murder someone one day" insane, i just wanted to fuck cause they were attractive. a friend who had actually talked to him way before i met him and i thought they were friends, shes like no we arent actually friends he just talks to me cause i was friendly with him but hes a narc with an awful personality, dont do it hoe. but they were attractive and didnt listen. but by god he does have a fuckign terrible fucking personality and because of it has no actual meaningful relationships ever (he told me and i could tell). i fear anyone who tries to have anything with him because he's actually scary in how he sees the world.

regret every single one of them and if i wanted to feel bad about myself for months i should have just stayed in that abusive relationship uh

do whatever you want anon, just venting myself

No. 781446

I need to stand up for myself more. I know my inability to do so stems from how I was raised, and I hate it. Whenever I feel the urge to defend myself or speak back, I always stifle it with “I don’t deserve to be defended, I’m an awful person” but I just really wish I could go apeshit and say what I need to say. But then again, I can’t be a bitch so, FML.

No. 781449

I've become the opposite of a shopaholic because I feel like I can't justify randomly spending money unless it's absolutely necessary like groceries and rent. I don't even eat out or buy snacks, alcohol, or other "fun" foods these days. I'm make decent money, have about a year's worth of expenses in my savings account, have a 401k and some investments, so it's not even like it's because I'm poor. It's purely a mental block.
I also don't understand how my friends and acquaintances who make much less money or rely on their SO/parents for money can spend it so carelessly on fast fashion hauls or by constantly eating out. The thought of spending so much money like that gives me anxiety.

No. 781455

>>781446
I have this problem too and I've been thinking about it a lot recently. I started writing down tactics that I can refer to when that feeling hits that basically create a path toward self empowerment. I can see how that might sound retarded but I really do think it's helpful. When you feel defeated or helpless, you need to reset your outlook in order to develop a certain level of emotional detachment from the discussion and regain control. So along with basic grounding techniques, I've been thinking about images, songs and phrases that I respond positively to, and keeping them in the back of my mind so that I can visualize those references when I feel overwhelmed. I've also read that some people will think about a person that they admire and consider how they would handle a similar situation, idk if this is a weird or bad suggestion but I can see how it would allow you to take a step back and rationalize what's going on. Next time I find myself backing down in mid-argument I'm gonna think, what would Chaka Khan do? lol Whether or not any of that helps I'm wishing you good luck anon. You have the power to change you just have to keep working on it.

No. 781459

>>780731
i told him but it’s not like he’s gonna change his mind on plans he’s already set before meeting me. he just didn’t tell me these plans until a month in lmao that’s why shit hurts

No. 781466

>>780263
>>780264
God my dad is like this too and it's fucking insane because I was an autist who couldn't even speak to the other kids in my class and he didn't care because my grades and standardized tests were good. When I got a really good SAT score he would say shit like "you can get into any college you want!" and even made me tour really selective colleges that I had no interest or chance of getting into. He reads the news and shit so I don't know how he didn't realize that no matter how good my numbers were I had almost no extracurriculars/sports/instruments/volunteer hours/etc that you actually need to get into an elite school.

Not to mention the fact that social skills are infinitely more important to any kind of life success than being good at fucking fill-in-the-bubble tests.

No. 781479

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Is it wrong for me to be really uncomfortable with the fact that my boyfriend just told me he's friends with ALL his exes? Like. All of them. I don't even know how many that is but I know for sure it's over 4, I know one of them and I already feel a weird tension when I'm with her but I didn't know it was THIS much. It makes me also feel like I'm going to soon be just another one of them. I'm also a severe bpd shithead so maybe it really is entirely on me.

No. 781481

>>781449
That’s good, anon. Maybe pick some things to save up for. It’s good not to spend money impulsively but if you save up for something specific and look forward to it, then maybe you’ll be able to wrap your mind around the idea of spending money on it.

No. 781484

Just got broken up with. Is it weak to call in sick tomorrow? I have work in 5 hours and doubt I'll get any sleep because I've been pathetically sobbing into a towel for 2 hours. But if I do it feels like I'm letting them get one last win on me and I'm not actually sick…

No. 781485

>>781484
Call off and take some time to yourself, it's okay. No one has to know if you're actually sick or not. It's not weak. It's good that you can recognize when you can and can't handle something.

No. 781488

Made the mistake of watching a review of Everything at the End of Time and ended up relapsing into having existential anxious thoughts about getting old and dying. It doesn't help that I dreamed that I was at my grandmother's funeral looking at her coffin and feeling sorrow for my dad who no longer had any parents left. It's funny because I never really liked her, she always favoured my cousins over me and was awful to my dad but now her memory is slipping a lot and she sounds borderline crazy when she comes over to visit and I feel so sad thinking about her. None of her kids seem to care about getting help for her either, it's like they're all in denial that she's showing signs of some sort of dementia, and it's just really sad.

No. 781489

I'm getting married tomorrow and I don't feel good about it at all, literally every health issue my anxiety exacerbates is being exacerbated right now. Huge acne breakout, eczema flare up, my knees and back hurt, headache, congestion, I could go on. Goddamn it, this day is supposed to be a happy one.

No. 781492

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women in primarily moid-based hobbies or in moid-based spaces online need to start being more actively anti-moid. damn i know i'll sound like a retard, but the moment i stopped pretending to be a man and began being more open about how annoying i found moidshit on /a/, and how much i ENJOYED my otome/bl series, posting there became a lot better. mostly because when i do it other women start doing it too. it's like irl feminism but on 4chan. fucking silly thing to be happy about but it's so fun to see a thread be overrun by fujostacies and men bitch and cry about all the "faggots"

No. 781494

>>781489
I hope it still manages to be a good day, nonny. Congratulations!

No. 781495

I have a video group proyect that it's due to Tuesday in the morning. Since no one in the group chat had talked, I started by making a plan on Thursday, so we could finish it, and gave myself time to edit it.

They all ghosted me for days and texted me on Sunday at 6 P.M. just to say to me that they don't like my plan, but still have no idea what to do. They all ghosted me again after that. It's almost midnight and none of them have send me their parts, they are probably going to send them to me on Monday in the afternon and expect me to edit the whole thing in the night.

I hate group proyects so much.

No. 781501

Posting this here because I don't want to blogpost on /snow/. The racial dysphoria discussion in the MTF thread is making empathize with gender dysphoria a little bit more. Even as a pretty masculine woman (based on what other people think anyway) I never really understood what it must be like to want to be the opposite sex because pussy is pretty cool and having a clit is awesome. As a Mexican American though thinking about my identity can get pretty confusing and distressing sometimes because on numerous occasions people have straight up told me I'm not a real burger based on where my immediate ancestors are from. Then I think about how a lot of Mexican citizens would probably consider me too gringo because I was born and raised in the US. Also as a mestiza I feel like I'm not brown enough to call myself indigenous, but obviously too tan and racially ambiguous to ever fully fit in with the hwhites.

I'm not saying it justifies any of the insane shit they spout and trans/kweer ideology still holds no logical or philosophical weight whatsoever. Aside from that I'm starting to understand what it must be like to be faced with strict gender boxes and not fully fit into either of them, so you decide to conform to the gender role that feels more like your "true self." Idk can any dysphoric anons confirm or deny?

No. 781511

>>780785
i did better today bc of this but it is too little too late. also still doesn't change how fucking miserable my life is ultimately and how hopeless i am.

No. 781517

>>781492
That's actually so smart, proud of you nonacita

No. 781526

>>781492
Heh awesome

No. 781530

>>781501
>mexican citizens think you're gringa
Hola, soy mexicana de mexico
Tu eres mi nonny
y eres mexicana en mis ojos
a menos que seas mamona, entonces no lol
ok bye

No. 781532

>>781501
even the terfiest gendercrits will probably agree that the "gender boxes" should be eliminated and gender non-conforming people should be more accepted by society. We just don't think that butch women can literally become men or that men can become age-regressed anime girls with cat ears. TRAs act like it's a hate crime to acknowledge that human sexual dimorphism exists. That's what the gendercrits are against, not gender nonconformity.

No. 781540

Should I off myself? I feel myself sinking more and more into the hole, yet I don't want to do anything about it. I want to feel bad, I want to die. And I'm not usually a doomer, I just cold turkey quitted citalopram and my brain is tired. It's tiring. I need a rest from life, like, I want to die.

No. 781542

>>781530
Gracias mi hermana.

>>781532
Why are you defending terfism to me like I don't know this. I'm literally a terf. All I was saying was how the racial dysphoria discussion made me think about gender dysphoria in a different way.

No. 781545

>>781540
Don't do it anon, you'll miss out on funny things, good music, tasty food, cute animals, whatever it is that gets a rise out of you in some way. You'll also miss raging against people and things you hate and ranting about shit that sucks. Try to channel that energy into something creative. You don;t have to live the way everyone else does, or how people expect you to live. What keeps me from feeling suicidal is thinking of how free I could be instead. Get in a car and drive to anywhere, splatter paint all over your house, feel something crazy. Indulge your whims and don't let people tell you how to live.

No. 781546

>>781540
Anon no, I know it's difficult and tiring but don't off yourself. It's the depression, the illness convincing your brain you want to die, don't allow it to win. Killing yourself is not the solution, please don't do it. Think about calling a suicide hotline if you want someone to listen to you and who can give you better advice https://www.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines It's tough but stay strong ♥

No. 781557

>>781532
NTA but there are anons who call GNC women "ugly dykes" and GNC men "ugly faggots" but being an anonymous imageboard you never know if it's /pol/ posters, coping trannies or tradthots who hate troons by their association with homosexuals. More moderated platforms for radfems never agree with this view and are always supportive of GNC people, male or female. Nonnies really need to stop associating everything anti-tranny with only radfems, they're not the only people who hate them but their reasoning makes the most sense. Not accusing the original anon of this since she clearly wasn't referring to it but putting that out in general.

No. 781571

>>781492
Based. It is hilarious when moids start bitching about fujos on /a/ when women still post on-topic while using some gay art and they start pissing their pants and spend more posts crying how upset they are over seeing gay fan art with their poor hetero male eyes than discussing the topic, even though half the board is disgusting coom shit.

No. 781575

>>781492
Based anon, this is how everyone should be. After I abandoned my "I-I don't want to cause any trouble" persona and started openly loving fujo stuff and calling men out for their double standards and loli fetish my experience has gotten a lot better. Scrotes can continue to seethe and cry into their oppai mousepads about how mean fujos aren't kissing their fragile asses. Imagine having a media universe pandering to your coomerism yet still being so triggered over cute anime boy threads and a girl calling your waifu shit online.

No. 781576

I just shit myself (literally) because my mom took so fucking long in the bathroom. Fml

No. 781584

i miss my super abusive boyfriend who literally no one in my life would want me to get back to. he destroyed my self esteem. he's the worst person ive met in my life. a complete psychopath. in fact, i started hating him so much because of how much damage he did to me but he would brain wash me and i couldnt leave him. but i got really mad, i was in my breaking point, and did something shitty just to get back at him and make him as shitty as he made me feel. it was terrible and regret my gone girl esque plan. he has cut all contact obviously and wouldnt forgive him me even if i gave him a million dollars. he was so stupidingly holding to that shitty relationship too, like the day he after he left me he said "i just… i thought i could forgive but i cant".i actually didnt want his forgiveness cause i was sick of constantly hating myself cause of him and felt finally some peace. but now im starting to miss all of it… i wont send him a message cause i know fully well hes never going to be interested in me again and he's probably already in a different relationship cause he's unstable and doesn't like being single ever. i miss him. i daydream all the time about him telling me he can forgive me and that we can start all over when i know it will never happen. i feel like shit. i shouldnt miss him but i do and want him back very badly when i know damn well he would wreck me again.

No. 781609

>>781576
I'm sorry to hear that, anon.

No. 781612

I just found out I’m pregnant and I’m dying inside.

No. 781614

>>781612
Are you going to abort it?

No. 781617

>>781614
Honestly I think so. The few people I’ve told are telling me to think about it but both me and the dad are like….this isn’t the time at all

No. 781626

>>781612
Yeet the fetus

No. 781633

>>780547
I wish I could hang out with you Anon

No. 781639

My lesbian friend doesn't have a lot of luck with dating and decided to agree with going on one date with a transwoman to see if it would work for her. While she had a good time she didn't feel any attraction to her, so it didn't lead anywhere. They kept somewhat in touch, but my friend got extremely busy for a while so they lost contact for a bit. A short while later the transwoman sends her a friend request on facebook, which surprised my friend because they don't have any friends in common nor do they know each other's last names and she has a very common first name too so the transwoman either got lucky or combed through the results until she found her. My friend is feeling pretty uncomfortable over the whole thing though but she is afraid of talking to anyone but me about it simply because she feels that she is going to be judged as transphobic since she has gotten harassed before for not wanting to sleep with transwomen.

No. 781641

>>781626
cringe

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No. 781678

>>781639
If it helps in any way, sometimes Facebook will recommend adding other people based on all sorts of data such as where it has logged your information, what apps you have used at the same time as other people, things you have typed in messages and all sorts of things.
She might still have been stalked but Facebook really assists anyone who wants to find someone
I hope she didn't accept the add, nobody uses Facebook much so it's acceptable to ignore requests

No. 781681

Becoming a social recluse seems more and more appealing sometimes. Relationships let me down, friendships start to feel one-sided. Why bother? I’m content just doing my own thing.

No. 781682

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>>781479
For ur bpd shithead's sake, date one who isn't friends with all his exes

No. 781684

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>>781492
Extremely based. I will now follow your example anon! WE SHOULDN'T ACCEPT PRETENDING TO BE A MAN ONLINE

No. 781691

Why are all the most obnoxious wokies/sjw/leftist/liberal/centrist/fascist/rightwingers always American. What the fuck is wrong with that country. I can not wait for a massive manmade/natural calamity to sweep over that country and sever all Americans from the internet even just for a week

No. 781708

i have such a hard time not writing fucking novels over everything. im very introverted in real life and get very nervous talking with new people and barely talk. but when im texting someone i write so much shit. you anons would not believe. i send paragraph after paragraph to my friends. i do this with everyone and people who think im shy IRL get surprised by how much i talk through typing. i dont know if maybe its cause ive been writing short stories since im 8 years old (they were all fiction and dealt with weird shit cause i was raped at 5 and needed to get my weird thoughts out). i just cannot get my thoughts across without it. i texted my best friend five full paragraphs a moment ago. this is one of the shortest shit ive sent her in a while. she loves me and puts up with my autistic shit and reads all of it and i feel confident going on huge rants with her in particular more than others. i do text long ass messages to other too thought just not to that extreme. even posting on lolcow, i barely get replies and i can tell its because my posts are very long and people dont give a shit. i cant stop. ive been this way since forever. im fucking retarded. i write fiction in my spare time and for some reason it bleeds to every conversation through texting and such. i know this doesnt happen to most writers i know. but in my case it does and i cant fucking help it. my friends truly do love me, because we hang out and have a good time, and they like me enough to put up with my long ass rants about the most random shit ever. oh god damn it i did again just fuck my life.

No. 781716

>>781708
Calm down anon, I guess writing long ass textmsgs can be annoying but it's ultimately an innocent habit. It's not worth feeling so troubled over. And you channel your writing-tendencies to write stories, that's a really nice hobby to have and I'm sure it has resulted in work you can be proud of so good things have come of it too.

No. 781727

I'm subbed (or I was subbed) to a few youtubers that make 10 min vids covering youtuber drama. In the last year or so these channels have pretty much turned into 'did this sexual assault really happen' channels. Its all they cover and their comment sections are filled with guys saying that they hear about so many sexual assault allegations.. that tbh they don't even care if any of these women/girls/kids actually got raped or not anymore. They've subbed to these channels by choice and now they have this total empathy burnout when it comes to any sexual assault. They're desensitized and making light of it. Why sub to that content then??!

And I hate how the youtubers covering the topic will fake that they care but then allow their comment sections to become so overrun with men claiming that even genuine rape victims should just shut up. You're not doing anything positive with your channels. Look at the community you attract.

No. 781729

>>781691
Shut up glowie

No. 781731

Im really going to miss working from home. This job will be so different face to face. Working from home gives such freedom, relaxation and way less stress. Everyone around me is excited to go back but I hate the thought of it.

I also hate how I can't express that I enjoyed this time in lockdown without people complaining I should have hated it.

No. 781741

I have some kind of pain (cramp?) on one side of my ribs, and idk if it's from straining, or gas, or something, but it's bothering me so much. It spread across my chest for a couple seconds. If it's gas then why doesn't my body just fucking fart. This is like the second time this has happened this week

No. 781749

I bought a couple of NSFW audios of my husbando from a reasonably good YouTuber. She put a teaser of it on her channel and it sounded like a good concept and her voice acting was okayish. When I listened to it, it's basically the teaser + four minutes of her clapping with one hand and moaning unconvincingly. She also kept accidentally hitting the mic with her lips and slipping into a female voice. Unpleasant, especially with headphones.
Appreciate the hustle but I'm so disappointed. At least I still have the Saikyuu ones, though I wish she'd make more.

No. 781762

>>781749
I had no idea this was a thing you freaks are wild
You should give her constructive criticism anon, if she can't handle it never commission her again but if she takes it well and improves you know you have someone to repeat commissions

No. 781766

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I think my dad might be a sociopath. A ton of his lies came to light recently and I'm no longer sure if he truly loves me or my siblings or if he even once told us truth.

No. 781771

>>781749
…L-let me know if you find a good ero audio peddler anon

No. 781778

>>781278
Did you explain to him why that's NOT a compliment? If you did and he still didn't change, bad news it's only going to get worse.

No. 781783

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>>781584
stop this nonny and go see a therapist. you don't deserve someone abusive and you need to work on yourself

No. 781790

>>781762
It's the only thing that gets me off, and the only form of porn except from DJs that I don't hate.
Yeah thank you, I think I will. I think I might suggest she writes scripts for other more talented VAs

>>781771
SoundCloud is your friend bbg. I search for "[husbando] ASMR NSFW" and loads of lovely fujos have uploaded some great ones. My favourite is Seikyuu (misspelled it in the last post, sorry). Her acting is really good, she's slimy in the right way, she gives you hints before he comes so you can time it, and she does in-character romance and scenarios as well as aftercare. It's just the full package, I just wish she'd get a bit louder and desperate when she does the climaxes but that's a really small point. She has a Gumroad which I think I'll support, since I love the content that's been reuploaded. I only listened to her Nagito ones so I don't know how she is with other voices.

No. 781792

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>>781708
Huggies. You sound sweet, your friends are lucky they get to hear your autistic rants. sorry about what happened to you, you have a very healthy and productive way of dealing with the trauma from it which is admirable

No. 781800

I've to let a guy into my house today to assess it for work I'm having done. There's a two hour window of time he quoted me but he's late. Hurry up! I already want to get rid of you again so I change into ugly old pjs and fully relax. I wish I could take visitors in my stride but my whole day gets affected by shit like this. Ft anxious from the moment I woke up.

No. 781801

>>781708
You're doing great anon I'm so happy you have an outlet and friends because you deserve to be happy. If it helps, I really enjoy when people post in depth on /m/ because that's what slow forums about
If you ever want to try to shorten things a little for talking to normies in work situations, you can analyse the writing of others and try to imitate it? I am quite long-winded myself but I had to learn to fit essay word limits when I did a course, I would read texts similar to what I was writing and just imitate that, and now I'm also trying to do the same with emails at work. It feels like you lose the nuance of your writing and adds on extra time but I enjoy it like a crossword.

No. 781825

It’s such a fucking joke when anons spend a while trashing someone they perceive to be a mtf because they don’t look feminine enough, only to find out the person was female all along. Like, congrats, you played yourself.

No. 781830

>>781825
Like who?

No. 781836

>>781825
you mean those two fat girls? because tbh fat people are so androgynous, the only way to pass as a tranny is to get super fucking fat ig

No. 781841

>>781836
It's true. Blubber is great for covering up sexual dimorphism.

No. 781859

>>781501
You're not alone anon, this is a common identity crisis a lot of people from most neighboring countries face. You can be anything you want. After all, you're an individual, not a representative of a country.

No. 781861

I met this girl in my class, at first she seemed very nice but after me and this other girl started a group chat with her we quickly realized she's always texting it and gets testy when we aren't. We have jobs and she doesn't rn, so it's kinda annoying. The massive oversharing she does and the whole "anybody there?" questions? Yes we're there but unlike you we've got jobs so can you wait a few fucking hours for a response

No. 781863

>>781836
It’s happened numerous times. Not just this recent post.

No. 781866

I'm cramping real bad and I'm bleeding heavily. I feel so weak and tired. I just want my period to end already

No. 781867

>>781863
Samefag, forgot to add, this isn’t just about fat women. Skinny women with larger rib cages, stronger jaws, bigger brows, all that shit. It’s been discussed in those threads before but as we are all aware, female bodies are diverse and we’re not all hourglasses with small soft features.

No. 781880

Stopped halfway through the job app because I know even if I got hired I'd fuck it up. As if I could handle even 1/8 the responsibilities when I can barely shower and wash my dishes or go a day without getting drunk. I need to wake the fuck up. I'm a loser and I need to just work at walmart stocking shit and get over myself, I'm a moron and I'm not good enough to do anything I thought I could, I can't even work a cash register, it was all just an autistic fantasy of growing up and finally getting a "better" life that is never going to come for me. I'm a fucking failure of a person and I don't even feel that bad about it. I've been leeching for years because all I really care about is getting fucked up and myself, this rant is indulgent, I'm an overgrown little girl throwing a tantrum at being forced to do anything for herself

No. 781890

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Can't apply for student accommodation without men because that's twansphobique but there are a limited amount of rooms like that reserved for religious international students because to not do so would be islamophobic! Wokescolds contradicting themselves through avoiding offending any group always slip up and unknowingly acknowledge that scrotes can't be women. Fuck you if you say it out loud though. Also they made all the toilets unisex so maybe I just shouldn't go

No. 781901

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Friends saying they're there for you yet can't handle venting so you don't vent to them to not make them feel uncomfortable, then they say you're too cold and when you open up they laugh at you, but it's probably just nervous laughter so you don't think much of it. Knowing you're depressed and or have a mental illness due to family history but still deny it because parents deny nothing is wrong and then you just eat spaghetti for 3 days straight for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I'm tired of eating spaghetti. I don't know why I always resort to spaghetti.

No. 781906

>>781867
I've seen just as many anons chiding retards for calling unconventional women trannies so

No. 781912

>>781890
>unisex bathrooms
Nightmare fuel.

No. 781914

>>781800
The guy finally came, wasn't too bad til he told me that this process will include several more assessments where more strange men will come into my house, photograph and measure shit and I'll probably be a bag of nerves each time. Fuck.

I'm not even some 18/19 year old new to living alone. I'm 30 with a mortgage but still stressed any time workmen have to come in.

No. 781916

My ex stepdad pulled his gun on me multiple times growing up and I brought this up to my mom as an example of why she is fucked to be in contact with him even a little bit and she counters with "it happened to me to but I don't think about it everyday and let it affect me" wow so emotionally strong kek. I hate this dense bitch with my whole heart.

No. 781920

>>781916
Bitch what the fuck. I hate your mom and I hope your stepdad dies.

No. 781942

>>781916
Classic narc parent moments. Stop trying to get her sympathy, she’s clearly way too farsighted and incapable of choosing partners who are decent enough to be around her children. It’s clear she doesn’t respect you because if she did, she would believe you first and foremost no matter how irrational it seemed, you’re her fucking kid anon. I have no idea what your relationship with her is like maybe it’s actually decent and she’s just being dumb in that situation but she really needs to open her eyes and unfortunately it always happens at the last minute.

No. 781945

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I'm fucking crushed…
I applied to an online IT webinar education thing which could've given me a good start into a new career. I had to take a test, sure, no problem!

Except… the test had questions that you could only know if you had an education in computer science. The whole thing has been advertised for women who have no job, no education IN GENERAL or in that field etc. SO WHAT THE HELL? Do they think CS students are just sitting around bored at home? As if they're not really high in demand?? Some of them in my country get a steady job even before they finish college.

I have no fucking words, wtf… I was so excited about this, it could've changed my life… just… what the fuck?

I only got 53% :(

No. 781959

>>781916
How did you keep from laughing in her face and calling her a retard?
I bet she wishes she could actually forget and not think about how she brought around a violent male to her child. She must also have severe low self-esteem to keep wanting contact with that abuser and not have gotten with anyone else who at least wouldn't brandish a weapon to her face.
There is no cure for that delusion, I'd distance yourself from her if you haven't already. Fuck parents who can't just own up honestly to their mistakes and change.

No. 781966

>>781945
Now I'm really curious what kind of questions they were.

No. 781973

>>781945
>CS students are just sitting around bored at home
some of us are dumb and lazy anon

No. 781990

>>781945
Contact them directly on the phone, see if you can convince them to give you a free pass or whatever.

No. 781994

>>781966
PowerShell, networks, servers, hardware, command lines, Linux etc

Might not be CS, I tend to lump it all together since I'm ESL but it was still advertised for beginners or people with no knowledge in the field. I do some front end web dev stuff as hobby so I know and have heard of some of these but someone working as a cashier sure as hell hasn't.

>>781990
Lmao might as well

No. 782014

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Losing my mind at this one lady in my psych class who's in her late 40's (in an intro to psych class, no shame based on age though) yet has the most retarded twitter-tier opinions on gender. God, she keeps acting like a holy martyr for the transgender cause to the point where I've had to just be quiet and let my autism simmer just so I don't go off on her. Pray for me nonitas

No. 782020

Ramadan starts tomorrow…

No. 782025

>>782014
I'm glad I finished all of my prereqs online.

No. 782026

I've been working out. Lost 20 pounds, everyone is happy for me. I honestly only started to work out to reduce the size of my breasts and it didn't work. I might have to deal with the fact I have to just get a breast reduction.

No. 782035

>>782026
Kind of a flex tbh, I’m jealous

No. 782036

Just found out that a girl that I used to work with is a minor literary celebrity, beloved in leftist community for being an autistic lesbian. Her 2nd novel is just coming out and there are a lot of interviews with her etc. I want to cry so bad, she's living my dream of being a novelist and being a 'famous' person for being a fucktard with mental illness. I WANT THIS FOR MYSELF TOO. I've been writing my (rather ambitious for my skills) novel for years and I'm just finishing the first draft (which is fucking shit obviously). I'm so mad that some people can become famous for their fucked up psyches and lives while my experiences and mental illness make it almost impossible. I want people to love me for what I am. I want other fucked up woman to read my novel(s). I'm so fucking angry at myself for not even knowing where to start with this shit and scared I will die being noone

No. 782043

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I’m developing parasocial feelings with a fellow streamer. I regularly get to talk to him and he’s super nice to me, but I know he’s just like that with everyone (which makes me jealous) and even if he were to develop feelings for me, there is a whole continent in between us. I hate this.

No. 782053

>>782020
Ramadan kareem anon if you're practicing!
I'm very excited

No. 782073

my ex boyfriend (first bf) covered my head a few times during sex and i truly think that fucked me up and gave me deeply hidden insecurities beyond belief

No. 782088

>>782053
Wow an actual muslim on this site that's not an ex-muslim?

No. 782096

>>782088
Yes anon lol! Can you imagine?

No. 782103

My little brother has brain rot from the internet. He mimics the same behavior from woman hating men. Lately he disrespects me and our mother for being women so I always have to have this talk with him that it is not okay. Men are absolutely abhorrent.

No. 782107

I hate the fact all my kinks are inherently tied to my trauma and general social upringing. How do I even go about reversing this process

No. 782110

>>782103
My mums friends 14 year old was like this for a bit, she just banned him from the internet for 6 weeks, took his phone and made him spend more time with his grandparents and he packed it in a bit.

No. 782113

>>782020
sigh. Time to stash a water bottle in my closet again

No. 782126

>>782107
I completely understand you, this is the case for a lot of people. What I did was ask myself "where is this coming from? why do I like it? is it giving me more harm than joy?" Then, I just accept that certain things arouse me, but arousal shouldn't be the thing driving my life for me. I accept it, and try to move on as much as I can.

Example, I have a pissing outside kink because someone in my family saw me piss on a roadtrip once and they stared. An adult at that. I was a child. So I have cum to videos of women pissing outside multiple times.
But it's the feedback of cumming to it that affects your brain and wires it differently. It gives feedback to your cells and says "this is good", and then you'll get accostumed to it. If you conciously take the time to control your impulses, I promise everything will be better.

No. 782128

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>>782043
Bitch, the fuck? same here

No. 782161

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>>782128
Let’s cry while watching our streamer’s be nice to everyone on their chats. I’m never chatting with small streamers ever again

No. 782170

Just finished watching Banana Fish. Might kms or something. I was able to avoid crying until the last two minutes of the whole series.

No. 782181

>>781859
Yee I know. It's not really a problem I think about that often because they are both important parts of my identity, but it can get really annoying and confusing sometimes. Especially when ignorant people try to invalidate my nationality because I know that they would never even think to tell a descendant from European immigrants that they're not a real 'murrican.

No. 782199

think i'm going to get two c's this semester and it's making me want to kill myself. i'm so fucking tired

No. 782200

>>782161
I'm dating a streamer that used to be nice to me so it's possible

No. 782202

>>782199
grades are grades, your life is more important

No. 782219

>>782199
I'd like to say that you'll look back at this semester struggle in a few years and laugh about how silly it was to care so much but let's be honest, it's so meaningless you won't even remember it, you'll see.

No. 782228

>>782053
how do you get excited over not eating

No. 782231

I have a very good relationship with my father normally, but every so often he goes on these massive misogynistic rants which always make me cry. It happened again a few days ago and I started really wailing because it hurts so much to hear someone I love say these things. He hasn't apologised. I live with him and I have avoided being in the same room with him since then but I know I can't avoid him forever. Idk what to do because I want to go back to getting on with him but I can't pretend this didn't happen. I just can't cope with his level of misogyny anons it's so depressing, I know I'm too sensitive but it makes me want to kms knowing that if I ever get raped he will support my rapist more than me

No. 782237

>>782053
>>782088
Nta but me too, Ramadan Kareem! And I'm also excited, hope you have a lovely time!

No. 782259

>>782231
I have no advice, just want to say I sympathize. It will become easier to ignore that vile part of him once you move away and stop witnessing these rants. So sorry you have to go through this, I can imagine how it hurts. My dad was always my best friend when I was a kid but as an adult I've realized he is a big homophobe and well, I'm a lesbian. No reasonable discussions have ever made him change his views, so we just avoid this subject altogether. Actually I think it may be some idiotic ego pride and refusal to say he's changed his mind, maybe it's the same for your dad. I guess we will never know. Hope it gets better, be strong.

No. 782262

>>782237
Thanks anon!
May it be easy for all

No. 782277

I’ve lost all my remaining innocence from my past relationship. I have seen things no human should witness.

No. 782295

My thoughts really gets the best of me sometimes. I'm really trying to snap out of my head but all my thoughts keep coming back from nowhere. I know it's because I'm on my period too. Sometimes I wish I didn't do half of the things I did ir knew half of the things I know that make me feel this way.

No. 782296

>>782277
I am so very curious, please indulge me anon

No. 782298

i was nice to a guy when all i needed is to fuck myself to get my head straight, now im stuck with a needy scrote in my dms and pruney fingers from masturbating i can barely use the keyboard.

No. 782302

I've been trying to work out and get fit, but I'm already often pretty weak from maybe not getting the best nutrition in my body because I always have a low appetite. I'm scared with ramadan I'll be too weak to exercise much or at all. If I stop working out for a month will my gains turn to dust? I'm scared. I don't want my hard work to go to waste nooooo!

No. 782306

>>782295
try cbt therapy

No. 782322

>>782302
Ramadan kareem anon!
Try working out 2hrs after breaking the fast. Don't go hard on yourself and do easy exercises. Keep hydrated and try to divide your meal and don't stuff yourself by eating one meal directly.
Your hard work won't go to waste I hope. You can do it

No. 782327

>>782322
Yeah, going easy is my plan. Thanks. I'll try my best!

No. 782377

>>782228
Free anachan pass for me

No. 782396

I was writing my term paper and realized I had a study design error as I was writing the conclusion and I feel like such a fucking idiot.

No. 782398

I fucking hate people so much, I used to love people, people used to be my driving force but every single day I am growing a deep hatred for them, and not just strangers. Why do I even try to make things work. Why can’t I just sufficiently be alone and be happy with the silence. Why do I even want connection at all

No. 782404

Why do old men have to whistle and hum and sing to themselves all the time?? I never notice women doing it, but half the men at work just walk around making noise like they think their presence needs to be audible. It's fucking annoying and weirdly attention seeking.

No. 782409

>>782404
They need to be loud and heard.

No. 782415

My fiance just ended things with me, and I'm dreading telling people the weddings canceled. The last thing he said to me was he was sorry for leading me on. Three and a half years wasted on him. I cant even get out of bed right now. Everyone kept joking that I finally tricked a guy into marrying my crazy ass. Well he finally realized before it was too late. Bullet dodged, good for him. I knew it was too good to be true.

No. 782416

Fuck i cant stop shitting

No. 782420

>>780434
So? It’s an anonymous vent thread.

No. 782421

>>782415
He’s trash for leading you on. Why would he propose if he didn’t want to get married?

No. 782423

>>782415
Don’t internalize shit. Get in touch with your support system please.

No. 782426

>>782202
>>782219
if i didn't live in the u.s. where scholarships can be taken away if you dip below a 3.5 i would not be feeling like this

hate this fucking country lads

No. 782427

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My boyfriend's mother committed suicide today. She was a horrible woman and he had basically cut her off because of her behavior. She called him earlier in the morning and they fought on the phone and now she's gone. I'm heartbroken for him, and I cannot imagine the grief he is going through. Despite her behavior and his resentment towards her, losing a parent is still a terrible experience. He's a complete mess and I feel so bad. I feel like I cannot support him well enough through this. Having lost my sibling suddenly myself years ago, I know how miserable grief is. I never had anyone to support me through it, so now that I'm in a position where I should support someone else experiencing it, I don't know how to support him. I just want him to be alright in the long run. He deserves to be happy and I'm so worried for him. I don't know why this had to happen. Now of all times.. fuck this gay earth

No. 782428

>>780421
You sound exactly like fedora tipping m’lady guys

No. 782429

I'm so lonely. I literally have zero friends outside of my boyfriend. I don't even talk to my mom or sisters but maybe once a month. I really feel like no one likes me. My family and bf love me, but I don't think they like me.

I'm terminally depressed, whiny, and I overcompensate with humor. I've been working from home and it's making me realize how isolated I really am. I don't even know where to find friends, I'm so awkward and borderline autistic that I feel like no one could stand me long enough to bond with me. The one person I clicked with at work changed jobs and also kind of fucked me over lol. sorry to be a whiny bitch, but it fucking sucks

No. 782460

I want to kill myself. I can't because I can't leave my little brother. It's been 10 years of thinking about killing myself every day. I feel so trapped. How do people deal with life while being lonely? I just want to not be lonely but now that I'm done with college I think I fucked up all my chances at that. I wish I could be done with this shit so badly. I don't understand how other people cope with life. I know this is a terrible character flaw and I hate myself for it.

No. 782472

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People always misinterpret my posts here and start infighting with me. I'm sorry I'm autistic please be patient

No. 782475

>>782472
That’s all you gotta say anon, they’re autistic too ♥

No. 782478

>>782460
Life is really hard to get through alone…you don’t have any way to form some connections?

No. 782488

>>782200
>>782161
>>782043
Anons I respect this because I've felt the same before, but conversely my biggest fear is that my streamer husband will start DMing fangirls as soon as he has a little more success. He's already bffs with a runescape streamer woman in canada and is frequently on discord just the two of them. I do believe that men are capable of having platonic female friends, and he's not secretive about anything they talk about, but it makes me uneasy. I know if he cheats on me we can divorce and I can slash 3 of his tires, but that doesn't mean I look forward to it.

No. 782510

anons I know I’m definitely not autistic but during moments that require a lot of attention and stress like for example my mom got into a car crash and luckily she wasn’t hurt or anything but I guess the situation made me feel really detached, I knew what to say and how to respond but my mind and body just completely avoided even asking if she was okay, it’s like I’m afraid of expressing empathy/care and it’s strange even though I want to and know how

No. 782520

Just came back from a really nice second date and as soon as I walked through the door I just felt sad. I just met the guy but I'm so into him and I'm scared of that feeling. He invited me back to his place at one point because we were making out a lot but I refused and he was totally cool with it, but now I worry he only wants to fuck me (even though he hasn't given me that vibe at all, he's really sweet). I'm just really scared that something is going to go wrong at any minute, every relationship I've had from long to short I've always been the one disappointed in the end because they weren't ready for a relationship, didn't like me as much as I did them etc. My ex was really cold and closed off and I spent so much energy loving him and being sweet and supporting that I'm now super afraid to do the same for another person and get nothing in return again.

I hate that my stupid brain ruined such a nice night ugh

No. 782544

>>782520
You made the right choice by not going to his place, good job! Don't stress to hard about it anon. New relationships are very exciting! You're intoxicated! You think you're into him more than you actually are, probably. Just relax, try to not let the anxiety ruin the fun. Delay sleeping with him as long as you can, see what his limit is and how he acts when he realizes that sex might not be guaranteed. Check back soon!

No. 782562

I got so annoyed yesterday trying to search for redhead male porn. Like, just anything, anywhere. By himself or with a woman, doing whatever sex act, I don't care.

Not very specific, but apparently an impossible task unless I want to see some grotesque gay porn (not that it's all grotesque, but these results were).

All the results were "redhead fucks guy", guy being generic guy while all descriptors were about the woman. Nothing professional, and nothing amateur found. No videos, or pictures.

Like I get that porn is majorly catered to men, but Jesus Christ, there's NO wiggle room for even basic preferences on how a man looks (except for "black thug" I guess, for cucks).

It's 2021! Why has this not changed?

No. 782564

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>be me
>join hobby server (hobby being rp)
>in it for a year
>i'm one of the people who joined first
>find out by total accident – girl didn't mean to let it slip – that the other people who joined first (about six others) started a cool clique chat without me
>find out that they've been seriously discussing my character behind my back
>find out that even someone who joined way later than i did got in

man i hate being a social autist. this always happens, whether offline or online. also bums me out to think that people are negatively discussing my plots and such without me being there. fuck

No. 782576

>>782564
rpers have always come off as cliquey cunts to me

No. 782578

I really don't like the Kardashians but I'm far more sick of the sick shit people say about them than I am about them. Like damn if you don't like them then ignore them like I do instead of going out of your way to follow everything they do so you can obsessively pick apart their appearance. My mom and sister are one of these people who never shut up about them despite claiming to hate them and say the most retarded petty shit about the way they look that just makes me think it's some kind of twisted envy (they've also brought up in passing about wanting certain types of plastic surgery like hello hypocrites). I'm tired of hearing it 24/7.

No. 782596

I'm pretty much a radfem (even if a bit covert because welp, a lot of my social circle are libtards to whom I'd jut be "transphobic") and it kinda annoys me that probably a lot of people can think I'm one of those "not-like-the-other-girls" kind because most of my friends are male and I rarely-to-never hang out with other girls.
Like, it just happened to be like that lol, think I just had somewhat bad luck with girl friends up to now lol
It never really bothered me but tbh I also never really thought about it, I'm just now realizing I can be seen as that and it's just silly lol

No. 782602

>>782596
I don't think people will think you're an NLOG just because you have a lot of male friends. Only if you say something like "women are so much drama".

No. 782603

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>yOu'Re ExACtLy WheRe YoU'Re SuPPosEd tO Be"

Ger thanks, didn't know I was supposed to be poor, suicidal and alone. I fucking hate that tOxIc positivity, especially when someone parrots it around without thinking.

No. 782607

I am being plagued with non stop negative intrusive thoughts about hurting myself and wanting to kill myself bc a girl that my bf used to be close with messaged him. He told me that she’s a childhood friend that helped him get through a really difficult part of his life. I told him it upset me and I did not want him to talk to her. He said she was just a friend and there was nothing romantically or sexually going on. He told me he wouldn’t message her back, but it’s all I can think about. I just love him so much and it hurts so badly that he WANTS/WANTED to talk to her and he wanted me to be okay with it. He wanted my approval to continue the conversation. I don’t even want him to be Facebook friends with her. I have felt so sad and suicidal over this. I’m scared to ask him to unfriend her, because I really think that he would probably choose being fb friends with her over me being his girlfriend. I just want to be with him and I want to be happy. Why does this girl get to ruin my happiness? Why can’t I just be happy?

No. 782624

>>782607
Is there a chance you could befriend her too? He should be able to have his own friends with their own history. I recently had an experience where I was the girl who was friends with a married man and it made his wife uncomfortable even if it was just online atm. We ended up hanging out in Skype calls together whether playing games or drinking and it was a good time. I feel closer to my friend for getting to know his wife a bit.

If no one is ok with a compromise or similar you're all fucked lol

No. 782627

>>782624
They haven’t spoken in 8 years. She just reached out to him on Saturday. He already has a lot of friends it’s not like he is lonely with no one to talk to. It’s just weird and bizarre to me. I feel like there’s no real good reason to reach out to a guy besides trauma dumping and I feel like if he talked to her it would inevitably lead to an emotional affair considering their history together. I told him about that and he didn’t even know what an emotional affair was. So yikes.

No. 782629

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Moid told me today he "has been leading me on" because whenever he says he loves me his anxious brain tells him "but do you really??? or is she just a friend???". Either way I feel played. I don't know, I don't care, it's his shit. So far all I've done is being patient, kind, understanding, nice, because he's a nice moid, an extremely dumb himbo. But I'm exhausted. I'm damn exhausted and depressed. I don't want to talk to him anymore. I want to ignore him forever if possible.

No. 782631

>>782629
do not even humor him, anon. he said what he said and never give him satisfaction of any kind again.

No. 782640

I despise how my roommate thinks being helpful is organizing shelves and arranging items neatly on side tables, instead of doing the dishes or vaccuuming or cleaning the sink or any of the thankless, gross tasks that just fall to me by default.

No. 782646

>>782627
If you don't trust him to be able to just be friends with her then maaaybe work on yourself a bit more anon because I don't want to day dump him.

Reaching out to old friends isn't something strange to do.

No. 782703

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i'm old enough not to be this codependent with my parents yet here i am!! i feel like a piece of shit and every time i think i'm being a productive fine adult here comes my crippling insecurity and codependency!!!!!!!!! why am i such an absolute dumbass baby! i wish life would just slap me across the face so i'd stop feeling like such a useless idiot

No. 782709

I wanna go swimming so I can wear my pretty swimsuit which I paid a lot for 2 years ago and wore it exactly once but it's not summer and I don't wanna go to the pool and I probably can't anyway because corona and I wouldn't want to go alone anyway!!!

No. 782710

I'm such a little bitch lol. Recently started the process of getting some work experience at 25 years old after wasting too much time being a mentally and chronically ill NEET.I literally just shed some silent tears while on the phone with my social worker. I don't know why shit like this is so scary to me, it's actually kind of embarrassing.

No. 782712

>>782708
How about proposing specific rules and alternatives to your parents for your sibling's smartphone use? I think a lot of parents know that it's not good but they simply don't know how to handle it.

No. 782715

sorry this is a dumb sperg but reee it annoys me when people try to guess other people's race or tell them they're clinging to the one drop rule just cuz they look white, i'm half-indian but i turned out extremely pale and i'm always paranoid people will think im faking it for attention or something stupid even though i have an indian name and my mom is an obvious brown indian woman. it's dumb because i don't even call myself a person of colour or anything, i just hate being told i'm a white girl reaching for oppression points when i've never even claimed to be oppressed. i wish people could acknowledge the nuances of being mixed race. idk if this counts as racebaiting but i needed to get it off my chest, i'll take my ban

No. 782725

i'm so stressed…i have some acne on my face…i'm unhappy with my body…i work 3 times slower than before this pandemic…and actually even slower than in january too…going back to work now but god damn if my sink started to leak or something i'd just snap

No. 782746

All the fags on this site who sperg on meta about WAAAH ANONS ARE BREAKING LE RULES BY HaVING AN INFIGHT THREAD. ThATS HECKIN DISRESPECTFUL!!! WAAA NONNYS ARE SAYING NOT NICE THINGS TO EACHOTHER IN THE RETARDED SHITPOST THREAD WAAAA!!! STOP THEM THIS INSTANT THEYRE BREAKING OUR SACRED RULES BY PLAYFULLY FIGHTING FOR A JOKE! !! FIGHTING AS A JOKE IS THe SAME AS INFIGHTING FOR REAL!!!!
Seriously if you report people on this site for having fun just because they’re breaking rules, then fucking kill yourself. I actually hate you. Why can’t you let people laugh and have fun as opposed to posting on the 500383747th fucking onision thread. Die.

No. 782747

wtf am I gonna do if I fail these finals holy shit

No. 782749

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>>782746
I agree with you but perhaps you are overreacting just a smidgeon…

No. 782754

I fucking despise my male coworker, hes a huge brown noser and is always sucking up to everyone on the team especially our managers, it's sickening. He thinks he knows everything and says thinks like "cheers!" when signing off emails how do people not see this shit? It's so fucking annoying he wants to suck his way to a promotion so transparently. He's not dumb or anything and he does work but his attitude is so off putting
I just want to do my work don't fucking Cheers me when telling me what I did wrong you asshole

No. 782758

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This male artist in my social circle who is demonstrably straight and openly depraved (likes bdsm, once posted an artwork of himself domming his ex, whom he drew gagged and in tears) just came out as a he/they. Why didn't I see this coming

No. 782774

How do I bring up to my bf that I realized the only exercise he gets is sex and it’s fucking disgusting to me while like being nice about it?? So the background is that he doesn’t eat much because he literally burns no calories, he’s sedentary 24 hrs a day and barely leaves his apartment so he eats one meal of absolute trash a day. Usually he’d be walking to school/was on the swim team but because of covid he’s done neither of those things, he has more free time than anyone I know. He’s unemployed but just got a really high score on the usps exam and I told him to start running to flush out toxins so he could pass the drug test and he just kept saying “I don’t want to” and coming up with excuses why he couldn’t go to the pool to swim laps. I work out 4 days a week, walk to class at least one day a week and work a retail job where I’m on my feet for 12-20 hrs a week so I literally cannot understand the neet shut-in lifestyle, any gals have advice on how to broach it gently? He was an athlete when I met him so I don’t understand why he’d rather play league for ten hrs a day than just drive to the pool for an hour.
It’s like just grossing me out thinking about how little fortitude and willpower he has, he says he’s depressed and I know making changes in that state is hard but no fucking shit you’re depressed, you never go outside, eat anything other than Macdonald’s or Taco Bell, or walk/stand any longer than the distance to your car.

No. 782785

>>782774
As an assigned lazy shit at birth person, my take is that you're either motivated to change or not, no one can give you external motivation. The only way you could get him to you anything is emotional manipulation like threatening him to leave when you don't mean to, but that'd probably grow resentment, so it's risky. Even if you look up how to help the depressed online, plan his days out for him, print it out and give him good boy points, it'll become your job to always keep him in a good mental space. There's no way to be nice about it unless you also want to become mommy.

No. 782788

>>782774
You could try inviting him on walks when you go to class or work or even the gym. Start with small things then maybe he'll feel more comfortable to get back into his old lifestyle. Outside of yourself going to the gym, work and class what do you do together that isn't sex? Maybe a walk, picnic or even cooking a meal together might help him (and even you to relax lol)

Lockdown has really effected a lot of people and im not making excuses for him but I can see how he's easily fallen into this pit.

No. 782789

>>782774
same anon as before but i just wanted to say at the end of the day he is an adult just like you and you don't have to baby him. If he refuses the invites to the small walks or even just trying to better his situation then you need to have a serious chat with him without being gentle so maybe he understands.

No. 782792

>>782460
Anon if you're thinking about it maybe you should challenge yourself to do some exciting shit. Like if you wanna die you might as well try some shit to feel alive, and who knows some things might bring you joy

No. 782796

>>782774
I’m becoming so aggravated by these repetitive boyfriend stories where the answer is already very clear.

No. 782798

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Some lady honked at me and made me jump when I was at the dumpster next to my car (I was NOT in the road and I have no idea who she was so there was no reason for it). It made me so angry I got in my car and followed her to a stop sign and the moment she stopped I laid on my horn for a really long time, flipped her off and then went home. I don't know what came over me

No. 782816

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I'm such a nonce lol. In the advice threads I always encourage anons to dump their shitty boyfriends who clearly don't care about them, yet I'm willingly shackling myself to a junkie BPD-chan. I love her so much. Not only does she have my ideal personality, body type, fashion sense, etc., we also share similar values and life experiences. Our insanity is miraculously complimentary. I swear we're soulmates. If only she wouldn't get pissed off by outside circumstances and decide to torment me even though it's not my fault, then blame me for my worsened abandonment and trust issues. Being mistreated at the drop of a hat is hard to deal with, but I think I'm getting better at it. Good practice for when we're finally married. She's so lucky I've been groomed for codependence since birth. I love my parasite more than anyone and I'll never love again. I hope that she'll say something kind to me soon.

No. 782818

>>782816
Have you posted about this before? I swear I've read a post very similar to this i the confessions thread

No. 782823

>>782774
for me, the disgust doesn't go away easily. this might be the beginning of the end.

>>782798
kek this made me laugh

No. 782825

>>782564
OT but where do you find RP servers?

No. 782832

>>782596
How can you be a radfem and still have more male friends? Something doesn't add up.

No. 782838

>>782596
>I'm radfem
>most of my friends are male
It's posts like this that make me think many anons think radical feminism is nothing more than being gender critical and maybe critisizing male behaviour.

No. 782841

>>782816
anon do you know what nonce means…

No. 782846

I fucking hate trannies so goddamn much it's indescribable. They're absolute abominations, freaks of nature, creatures to be thrown into the pits of hell. Fucking disgusting scum kek

No. 782849

Annoyed that the infighting thread is locked as it was a place to start verbally fighting and letting our anger and rage out on each other without clogging up other threads with infighting. Shame on the mods for redtexting and locking so now when ot infighting breaks out on other threads, cry about it

No. 782857

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My birthday is coming up soon so I thought I'd try going to therapy to sort out my shit and be a responsible adult. I was browsing online to get an idea of who to contact, but I got overwhelmed and this strong feeling of imposter syndrome. So many therapists are already fully booked and it seems like they're in high demand right now. I've never been diagnosed with anything or experienced severe trauma. I go to school and can take care of myself fine, so I almost feel like if I went to therapy I would be wasting my therapist's time or taking the spot of someone who needs help more than I do. I know that therapy can be beneficial for anyone, but now I feel sort of stupid if I were to contact a therapist and when they ask me to describe what troubles I've been having I can't say anything more than "I just feel shitty sometimes and hate men lol." It's like I know there is something about the way I am that isn't healthy, but I don't have any actual proof to back it up .

No. 782862

>>782857
Hey, I've been there.
>It's like I know there is something about the way I am that isn't healthy, but I don't have any actual proof to back it up
This is a perfectly good reason to seek therapy. You want to be better, you want to figure out how. When the pandemic first came around I booked a therapy session, and when she asked me to talk about why I'd reached out I found myself "umm-ing" through a bunch of (what I felt were) relatively mundane issues. I did feel stupid at the time, but she simply devoted that first meeting to asking questions and learning more about me (family, upbringing, friends, etc). Whoever you find will probably do the same.

Also, don't feel pressure to outline some kind of "agenda" within that first meeting, like "here's what my major character flaws are and what I'm setting out to fix with these sessions." Your therapist is not a research grant; you don't need to present a project proposal for them to take you on. I only started really confiding in my therapist a few weeks in, even if it was just to tell her about a fight I had with a family member that week. Slowly we worked out that I feel like I'm not taken seriously, I presume too much to know what people are thinking, etc. It's a slow journey and that's ok. Just treat it, to borrow the language, like a "safe space". Good luck, anon!

No. 782868

Just threw a fucking vase at a wall. Fuck you and your pity flowers.

No. 782869


No. 782875

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No. 782880

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One of the nsfw audio youtubers I watch had her account deleted, and now she's barely uploading anything to the new account. There was one really good one that was uploaded before her account got deleted, and I don't think it'll ever be uploaded again. I'm probably gonna have to buy her patreon if I ever wanna hear that shit, ugh.

No. 782881

There's one stream I watch every night. Honestly I should stop watching it, it always makes me feel empty after, it adds no true value to my life and it's a time waster. But every time I promise myself this was the last time I watched and every night I watch again. Same goes for browsing lolcow and watching tv, I should stop doing that too actually but I always end up going back.

No. 782882

>>782880
Maybe it's on webarchive?

No. 782883

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bought new jacket today, before that had to deal with anxiety what comes to my appearance. i keep remembering how mom verbally abused me and touched me to private areas as a kid, bc i was ugly fat piece of shit. exposed my stomach to her friend when i was 8, groped it and spanked me in butt. my friends did same shit, i couldn't do anything bc i was scared as hell, i was just a kid.

pretty much i hate my appearance most of the time and i've battled with ED in past. for now trying to just keep up with health routines. i hate it remembering this shit, so i dissociate by reading books.

No. 782899

I'm so furious at myself for being embarassed to fold laundry infront of my family member, or like, clean a mess infront of my family member. I hate being watched so much and I always anticipate being judged or yelled at. It's the stupidest fucking thing.

No. 782900

>>782899
I feel you, anon. It was hell living with roommates and trying to do my chores in the middle of the night.

No. 782907

>>782818
Yes I have! Thank you for remembering me. My gf certainly doesn't.

>>782841
… Well now I do. I spent my whole life thinking it was synonymous with idiot, nuisance, etc. How embarrassing. Thank you for telling me haha

No. 782923

NOOO I don't want to admit it…

No. 782928

>>782900
at least we do the chores anyway? Sometimes I avoid it but I'm making myself do em

No. 782929

Been feeling nauseated all day so I decided to eat my last edible in hopes it would help. Well I ended up throwing it up almost immediately but at least I feel better now kek

No. 782939

I fucking hate eastern europe fetishists. FUCK OFF FILTHY AMERICANS

No. 782953

>>782816
I hope she's getting some sort of treatment. I'd be a hypocrite to tell you to drop her, but from one BPD-partnered person to another, you should push her to get help of some kind. Even if it's just doing a workbook on the disorder or DBT. Being in a relationship is a huge trigger for them and her reactions aren't healthy for either of you. I'm sure you don't want her to continue suffering through stressful emotions that seem to come out of nowhere without understanding their cause. She should learn how to actively manage them to avoid such frequent anxiety (which manifests as the borderline rage).

No. 782964

everything sucks all the time and i just want online attention and friends to talk to again. im sick of pretending that i dont care about being liked!!!!!! and i am sick of forming parasocial relationships just please let the suffering end

No. 782966

I can't stand how that one "We don't owe anything to gay men, faggots are disgusting!!! a scrote is a scrote!!!" homophobe-chan has infiltrated so many threads that I enjoy and fucking can't contain their spergery. Nonnies please stop replying to that retard, I fucking swear it's a moid trying to stir up shit or an ex-libfem "lesbian" coping hard before forgetting how much she hates men when the next Nigel sweeps her off her feet

No. 782999

>>782832
>>782838
>>782869
I wasn't a feminist ever since I was born anons, most of my friends are people I've known for 10+ years (when I was mid-to-late-teen) and I haven't really gotten many closse friends since then. It's not that complicated.

No. 783006

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noooooo i sent my favorite taxidermy pictures to my crush because im an unhinged retard and they got scared said it was gross and stop responding i swear to god im the dumbest bitch who has ever lived please help me god please let them like me back PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU I WILL WORK ON MY RETARDATION

No. 783018

>>783006
Yeah, that's pretty gross, anon.
Please learn if the person is into taxidermy/creepy weird shit before sending these.

No. 783020

>>782966
this post made me laugh so hard thank you nonny

No. 783022

>>783018
Speak for yourself, I find it hilarious. Although I'm probably not the other anon's type

No. 783026

>>782825
nta but there's https://disboard.org/ for discord roleplay, and https://pixel-perfect.boards.net/ + http://cttw.jcink.net/ for forum roleplay. the former is mostly for sites that use anime characters are face claims, the latter for real life characters.

No. 783030

>>783006
i love taxidermy anon send dead stuffed animal pics to me

No. 783035

I broke ties with one of my friends because it was very bad for my mental health; he always belittled me and treated me poorly. I ghosted him for almost a month and now he sent me a text congratulating me because of Ramadan. I'm torn between replying the text or keep ghosting him.

No. 783041

>>783035
Ghost him.

No. 783042

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There's this local girl who I met on Discord a month ago and I can't stop thinking about her and second guessing every single thing I've messaged her about it's making me go crazy

She's my very first fellow lesbian irl, we have back to back birthdays, we share a lot of similar aspirations and we often chat for hours from 1am to 5am. I want to be with her so badly but I often wonder how she really feels about me.. we were supposed to hang out for the first time today too but I had college stuff on last minute.

This is my first time attempting at trying to date someone (irl), I also feel so clingy and insecure each time we don't talk / our convo goes dry and I hate it.

No. 783046

>>783035
Please ghost him for your own sake anon. Once you respond and a convo starts rolling, you probably will not be able to turn back and he definitely is not worth your time considering how awful he treated you.

No. 783056

>>783006
Sorry your crush is a square anon
>>783035
Leave the pos on read forever

No. 783057

>>783042
Damn I wish I had a girl like that in my life rn. Be cool anon, just focus on having good times together!

No. 783061

>>783046
>>783041
I will anons, thanks for the support

>>783056
I left him on delivered for a month lol.

No. 783062

File: 1618348548357.png (57.35 KB, 191x221, pote.png)

I finally took the first step to get an asperger diagnosis going and it made me misereable the whole day. I just ate junk food and slept all day I don't even have an appointment yet!! Why is it so difficult to do simple tasks like that god dammit wtf

No. 783074

File: 1618349391728.jpg (61.2 KB, 1280x720, maxresdefault.jpg)

>>783056
>>783030
>>783022

this ones my favorite. its a fully functional bunny toaster. the mad man cant be stopped.

>>783018

i will be careful now

No. 783075

File: 1618349549886.gif (11.1 MB, 480x270, 5CB5C94F-7023-45B3-986D-0F295D…)

>>783074
How does this not overheat and catch on fire or some shit

No. 783078

>>783074
This is fucking disgusting

No. 783079

>>783075

i sincerely doubt the guy uses it. he probably used it once to make the video and that was it. so yeah "functional" but youre right probably wouldnt last long if you… for some very strange reason… bought it to put it on your house

>>783078

im not gonna post more i just wanted to share to the anons that liked the rat pencil case

No. 783080

>>783062
congrats anon, ive been wanting to get an autism diagnosis for so long now but making that first step and booking a gp appointment feels impossible. i hope you feel better and that you get your appointment & everything goes well for you!

No. 783085

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No. 783089

>>783006
Kek at file name. But I would also stop replying as I hate taxidermy sorry anon, I hope you can find a new crush that appreciates the art of stuffing and preserving dead animals

No. 783091

>>783074
This is revolting. You should be ashamed for liking this

No. 783101

my boyfriend want to kill himself and I don't know what to do. Ive been there myself before and I still cant help him. We've been together almost five years, and abou once a year he has a week long breakdown where he cant think about anything else and he tries to say that we are better as friends or something and that being just friends will make it easier on me when he kills himself. I feel so stupid and selfish begging him not to, and the thought that this is only way out he sees crushes me. neither of us sleep and I dont know how many more times i can do this.

No. 783102

>>783074
Idk what anons are upset about lol these aren’t anymore macabre than an animal rug or hat

No. 783105

>>783074
the fucking googly eyes are sending me

No. 783106

>>783074
The googly eye is a stroke of genius

No. 783113

>>783101
Do any of his friends or family members know about this? Is he in therapy? Called a suicide hotline? On meds? Getting help of any sort? It is not your job to try and draw him back from the brink of disaster and frankly if he's repeatedly putting you through this stress and not doing anything about it he's just being negligent and lazy. I've been extremely suicidal as well but it's the truth, he needs to take responsibility for himself and one person without any psychological training is not going to be able to pull him out of this on their own. Frankly I'd rat on his ass (and feel free to tell him you'll be sharing). Once someone starts talking about suicide all bets are off, he is a danger to himself and the more people who force him to stay accountable and present and know his whereabouts, the less likely anything is to happen.

No. 783116

>>783113
Sure it's not her job but they're in a relationship and she probably Wants to help him. I get we all hate men here but come on.

No. 783118

>>783116
I wasn't saying she's wrong for worrying about him and wanting to help. When I said it's not her job I meant, as I explained after that line, that it shouldn't (and can't) be her burden alone.

No. 783119

>>783116
She already put up with that for years. Being so close to a suicidefag is some heavy traumatizing shit, especiallywhen they're resisting help. She's done more than enough.

No. 783120

>>783113
he was on meds for about 2 months a couple years back, but he says he felt like it was fake? like it wasnt real happiness because it was drugs. I dont think we could afford therapy if even if he would go. I honestly dont know who I would even be able to tell, maybe his sister?

No. 783125

>>782862
Thank you anon, this is exactly what I needed to hear! I felt guilty that I'd be going into therapy without an idea of what to fix, but I'm relieved to know that not knowing is okay.

No. 783166

I want to fucking vomit, I was looking up C-ute videos on youtube and instead got a bunch of videos of kittens with clusters of huge ticks

No. 783182

>>782754
I work in a restaurant and this one busser is always trying to tell others want to do, even when they have nothing to do with the job and it's so annoying that i have to run away. He's also a brown nosing faggot who sucks up to all the managers

No. 783183

>>782798
That's based af

No. 783187

Saw a tweet about how someone wishes they could "velcro their tits on and off" because they are "non-binary" and I can't stop thinking about how women are going full circle back to gender norms of any flat chested non curvy woman being a butch dyke or wanting to be a man. It disgusts me so much how women without breasts are targeted by men, calling them children and saying they look like boys and now this whole "gender special" bullshit is only validating that sentiment. Some women grew up their whole lives wishing their bodies developed as well as their peers but God forbid you say as a CIS woman that /you're/ the one feeling body dismorphic over seeing the same stereotyping comment that women are basically just mommy milkers and on the other side aidens always saying how immediately after getting rid of their breasts they totally feel like a manly man now.

They'll screech that CIS women "are so lucky!" That they've been born in the right body without realizing just because a woman doesn't want to be a fucking man doesn't mean she's completely comfortable in the body that society loves to commodify, monetize and nitpick. If the twans community gets to cry everytime I talk about my period or vagina why don't I get to tell them to shut the fuck up when they go on about all women being big titted goddesses with long flowing hair.

No. 783193

>>783166
Holy shit anon that happened to me a few days ago. I don’t know who the fuck likes watching those gross fucking videos but it makes me hesitant now every time I’m trying to look for cute cat shit. They’re really gross but also something about those videos rub me the wrong way. I get the same vibes as those ‘rescue’ videos some people make where they abuse animals just to make a profitable “rehabilitation” video off of them.

No. 783196

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I’m at my fucking limits right now and I feel so frustrated I want to cry. I have a project coming up soon and I have to do it in Illustrator and I fucking hate that program, it’s so restrictive and if you have Windows the colors and shapes always look so choppy and ugly. I had this really cool sketch that I put into the program and I tried making it and it’s not turning out well at all and I seriously just want to ducking quit my major and just work minimum wage my entire life because I can’t handle this stress and failure anymore. I truly want to be an animator or a character designer or something artistic but I’m so pidgeonholed in this stupid fucking college and life. My brain literally hurts no matter what I do it always turns out horrible and inadequate. and the worse thing is that I’m a perfectionist.

No. 783201

>>783193
>those videos rub me the wrong way
Same. The cats are looking way too clean to be in that condition

No. 783204

I hate people who rev their loud ass cars and motorcycles and drive it down the block and it’s unbearably loud. I hope they drive that shit into a fucking tree or some shit and damage it beyond repair but come out unscathed so they can cry about their car being totaled and throwing a bunch of money down the drain to deal with it.

No. 783206

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>>783201
Was morbidly curious so I looked this up, and yeah these types of videos are 100% for ad revenue. The ticks in the thumbnails are terribly photoshopped, the animals having them 'removed' are clearly drugged, and then there's picrel. Absolutely nasty and cruel to sit there gluing fake ticks to a cat's fur, then drug them and tweeze them off. Hope these people rot.

No. 783207

>>783196
Don't give up anon-chan!!! You can do it! One piece of art work does not define you! Let me know if you need any help!

No. 783208

>>783101
>>783101
You aren't selfish! and you're doing the best you can! He needs professional help! and that's ok! Encourage him to call a crisis hotline or a suicide hotline! We have all felt hopeless at some point in our lives and sometimes it takes an outside perspective to really clear our minds and forgive ourselves for our mistakes and misunderstandings/short comings! You are wonderful for helping him to this point!

No. 783211

>>783206
Omg, I checked another video comment and they're right- a lot of those 'ticks' are actually castor seeds!! Not sharing a pic because they definitely look like bugs.

No. 783215

>>783187
I hate it too.. I want it to be over

No. 783218

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>hi we need someone to provide us monetary support and housing for two people, a cat, and a large dog for an indeterminate amount of time, oh and we need you to move all of our shit for us… ASAP like today pls

i see shit like this on instagram and twitter constantly and it blows my mind. how can people be so entitled? who the fuck has time, money, and space to just drop everything and do all that shit for you?

No. 783219

this sounds minuscule but a bunch of 14 year olds tracked down my insta from a tiktok comment section, in which i refused to call someone bug/bugself or whatever the fuck. They then added me to a group chat and, chronologically, told me to starve myself more, cut words into my arm, hang myself in front of my mother, overdose, and to suck my fathers dick. This didn’t bother me considering they’re little kids and this was based on nothing, however what did bother me was the absolute state gen z has become. what they were saying was disgusting, and to think they justified themselves on the basis of someone having a different opinion is fucking scary. To make it worse, I checked their profiles and, god forbid, they were filled with activism posts / shitty little infographics. so much for kindness and tolerance lol

No. 783223

>>783219
samefag but actually yeah those words fucking hurt

No. 783224

>>783219
I really hate being in the sane generation as these pricks. I'm sorry you had to go through that Anon its weird these kids will cry about canceling people for any little reason that upsets them but turn around and send death threats to people they disagree with and play off as dark humour. I swear they all blindly agree with each just for that reason.

No. 783230

>>783219
Didn't kids do this in the 2000s too?

No. 783232

>>783230
yeah but I’m pretty sure it wasn’t over things like this

No. 783237

>>783219
I'm petty but I'd track down their parents or school and ask them if they knew what their kids were doing in their free time with receipts. The genderspecial cult that's consumed gen z is fucking disturbing and I would fear for the future if I actually gave a shit about it (I'm of the mind humans should just die out). I'm sorry you had to go through that though, I've been dogpiled before for not catering to retards and it's exhausting having to listen to their idiocy even though you know they have no leg to stand on.

No. 783238

>>783237
you know what anon i’m gonna do it. thank you

No. 783239

>>783219
Same dumbass kids who will cry and threaten suicide over their Roblox account getting banned. I would've just said "Lol", screenshotted everything and reported their accounts, then publicly posted the screenshots with a caption like "What happens when you don't call the 14 year old bug/bugself" to mess up their "kindness and tolerance" thing.

No. 783251

>>783206
sorry for slight tinfoil but the shoops are giving me elsagate vibes

No. 783252

>>783238
Good for you nonny, I hope it brings you some satisfaction. I know it would for me

No. 783261

Someone sent me a super sweet anon message on Tumblr thanking me for making the content I make and I really wanna thank them and make it known I read and appreciate their kind words, but there's some stuff mentioned in it that I feel like responding to it could make me come off badly and since it's anonymous I can't respond to them directly. I can't stop thinking about it! Their words were important to me but it's giving me anxiety lol

No. 783266

>>783261
Just post something separately @ing the anon so they can see it next time they check your blog, but it doesn't post their ask

No. 783275

>>783261
aww you sound so sweet.
definitely shout them out, i'm sure they'll read it.

No. 783276

>>783266
I wanted to respond to some of the things they said specifically which might be risky if I don't word it carefully, but I also thought of doing something like that.
>>783275
I need them to know they're not alone! And we are the same!

No. 783280

>>783276
Yes! We are not alone and it's an awful feeling when we feel we are!
I admire you for being understanding and using your platform to help others.

No. 783283

>>783280
Oh gosh you're making it sound more nobel than it is lol. We just like the same type of thing but it's hard to find lmao

No. 783289

>>783283
oh dear, i am sure they would not mind if you answered publically then! h

No. 783290

>>783289
Well they're anonymous so they don't have anything to worry about, but I might look bad if I say something that could exclude some of my other followers. It's not a huge deal, but I don't want anyone getting upset with me lol

No. 783299

me + someone who was once my best friend got into a big fight over some shit insensitive jokes my boyfriend was making back in january and we haven't spoken to each other since. besides him my boyfriend is my only friend and it really hurts to not have him in my life anymore. he's helped me through so many horrible moments in my life and ive always felt so understood by him, its just so shocking to me that our friendship would end over something so trivial and ultimately meaningless. i love my boyfriend so much but sometimes having him as the only person i ever really talk to or do anything with feels so isolating, especially since he has a really close group of friends of his own i dont really talk to

No. 783301

I just started a new job a month ago and I just got to that point where I feel like I’m doing shit wrong and that I’m gonna get fired and I go home every night with dread I fucked up.

No. 783306

>>783301
Are you me? I've been at my new job a month too and I actually like it but I'm worried I'm shitty at it. They tell you every time you do something wrong and I can't gauge if I'm making minor, expected mistakes or if they think I'm an absolute dumbass. It seems like everyone gets told off for their mistakes though so maybe it's just the culture there… it's kinda anxiety inducing either way.

Being new really sucks because people (understandably) hate training newbies and dealing with their fuck ups and constant questions, I know I always did. Even if you know it's not the newbies fault it's hard to not get frustrated.

No. 783309

>>783299
What were the jokes?

No. 783315

Everytime I’m around moids im always thankful for my female friends and female dominated spaces. Male autism is something else.

No. 783325

My sister is an extremely violent and angry person. She has been this way since she was very young. She has this fits of rage she would always fly into. These fits of range include screaming, insulting people, hitting them, breaking things, biting her hand and hitting her own head. She would do this at least multiple times a day. She used have at least ten ones when she was younger and it’s gotten better as she’s gotton older but she still has them frequently throughout the day. She had no problem doing this in public or infront of others. These “fits of rage” could be triggered by anything, reasonable or not. My dad could ask her to do the dishes and she would have them. I could ask her to close the lights and she would have them. They are not very predictable and she would have them for the silliest or smallest reasons (which is why she has so many per day). I always felt like I had to walk on eggshells growing up around her, as I didnt know what would upset her or when and why the next fit would come. Her and I got into frequent violent fights because of her anger. Growing up, I always had bruises and scratches all over my body because of her. My parents always forced me to cater to her needs so she doesn’t have mental breakdowns. I could never do normal things growing up like having friends over or going out for a nice family dinner because something will 100% upset her and she will throw a tantrum.

My sister is a diagnosed Aspie and tbh I do not think that is an excuse for her behavior. I’ve met some other siblings of Aspies and they would say things like “my sibling is a sweet and compassionate person but they can be a bit difficult” “I love my sibling and they are a lovely person but they can be a bit frustrating sometimes”. Well, I cannot tell you that my sister is a sweet or compassionate person. She is actually a very rude, condescending, selfish, and mean. She does not hesitate to put me down and bully me and tbh I believe that has nothing to do with her Aspergers and its just her narcassitic personality because my parents codled and enabled her so much.

Plus, she is just annoying to live with. She has this thing where she runs up and down our hallway all day I guess that is her form of “fun”. It is very loud and annoying as we live in a small house so she goes THUD THUD THUD all day. It is loud enough to constantly wake me up and my parents at night (she stays up very late) and it is extremely distracting when Im trying to study. We cannot call her out on this as - you guessed it - she will throw a tantrum. She is extremely sensitive and cannot handle being called out on her toxic behaviour. She does nothing but sit on the same spot for 12+ hours and play video games which isnt a problem as at least it keeps her quiet but she smells HORRIBLE. She has no concept of self-hygiene whatsoever and smells atrocious (to be the point where I dont want to walk near her). I share a room with her and she basically sits there and stinks up the room all day.

She also does a lot of other Aspie behaviours like talk to herself, make strange noises or talk weird but I cannot blame her for those things as they are simply part of her disorder. However, I will 100% blame her for being a bitch. I tried to have a relationship with her multiple times I failed and I realised that our “friendship” is plain abusive and toxic. We had a short bit where we were close friends a few years back due to some similar interests but it dissolved because she is a fucking cunt tbh. She would talk incessantly about video games I do not know or care about so its hard to have a conversation as she is also very dismissive everytime I talk about my interests or myseld. Everytime I tell her or ask her related around my interests she wills say “nope” “no” with a big smirk on her face like she just enjoyed putting me down. This is why I stopped being friends with her and just try to ignore her.

Plus, she is a massive SJW. She constantly weaponizes her Aspie. She blames biting her hand (which has thesehuge permanentl purple spots because of this tbh) or smacks her own head on her aspie and we cannot call her out everytime she hits her head because she got pissed at something small or normal because we are making fun of her “self harm UwU”. She also has this new thing where she doesnt want to go to malls because they overwhelm her senses even though she had no fucking problem going to them before until she found out she had ASD. She used to think she was trans and called us “transphobic” “cisheads” for not supporting her (my parents are anti-LGBT conservatives) and I did not believe her because she came out as a fucking lesbian the week before. Now she is saying she is not trans?

I am 24 and she is 18 btw. Thankfully I do not have to live with her anymore but I am now stuck with her because of covid. She does fine at school and even though she dealt with bullying she usually has a group of friends. I cannot wait till I can cut her out of my life.

Sorry for long read and bad English.

No. 783327

i don't even know why i'm still letting myself lose weight. like i'm old, i don't really want to be skinny anymore. I think i've just given up on life.

No. 783347

>>783315
nah anon, its sensible to hate moids

No. 783359

>>783315
I agree. One of the annoying parts is how they love to be stubborn and start "debating" over any little thing between eachother, creating a mess out of nothing, either going "um ACTUALLY".

No. 783367

>>783101
Does he have BPD or some shit?

No. 783368

>>782816
What animu is this

No. 783370

I'm super cool I need more super cool friends
I especially want more friends that have the same interests

No. 783371

>>781708
Anon I actually like when people do what you do. It's interesting. I like reading long rants about something someone feels strongly about. It shows you have thoughts and aren't a total brainlet.

No. 783374

Whenever I'm bored at college I just browse lolcow. I feel like I can't do anything else really. Thank you anons for keeping me sane and alive so I don't die of boredom.

No. 783391

why the hell did my mom have to be so wonderful and loving (when I don't deserve it at all) couldn't she just hate me so I could kill myself in peace

No. 783393

I decided to break my fast and eat something since I was feeling weak and two hours later I'm just as hungry and weak as I was before eating, except now I'm also nauseous and I feel fat too, and honestly, I'm straight up not having a good time.

No. 783399

I feel bad for not being into fat women because they seem to be the majority wlw where I live. I know I can't change what I'm attracted to but damn where are all the other fit wlw? I just want a cute gf to go to the gym with.

No. 783400

I'm jealous of a friend and I'm not used to it, I don't know what I'm meant to do to process this feeling and it's going to ruin the whole day that I planned

No. 783424

Where I live the walls are pretty thin so I can often hear my neighbours and my next door neighbour is such a horrible, horrible woman. She has a little daughter who I think is around 7 years old and every fucking day she screams at her, calls her a freak, calls her a weirdo, tells her OWN 7 year old daughter that she hates her. She's so horrible. It makes me very sad and what makes me sadder is that I don't know what to do about it. I actually called child services on them once, but I don't know their names so I was told they couldn't do much about it and also that because it wasn't physical abuse, they probably couldn't do much about it either. I feel so bad for that poor daughter. What a horrible mother. I wish I could do something.

No. 783449

>Be mom
>Wont let me have some kind of part-time job cuz of uni
>Promised financial aid
>When i need some $
>Wont give any to me
Wtf mom?

No. 783465

>working with some boomer who calls himself a "senior engineer consultant"
>he gets the privilege of working remote but also can't navigate technology
>supposed to be his 'quality assurance' while he imports documents into our system
>I have to watch him during a zoom call as he clicks buttons
>he's super slow and bumbling
>constantly have to correct him and tell him how and where even though he's been working with our company for longer than I have
>manager is getting pissy that we don't have the hundreds of documents imported yet and there's an audit soon
>today
>have a packed morning schedule on top of other duties that are expected of me
>can only babysit the boomer for 1 hour this morning
>can't do much this afternoon cause I have a doc appointment
>manager whines and tells me I need to be reserving my whole afternoon and one hour isn't gonna cut it
>this stupid bitch doesn't realize I spent 3 hours yesterday and generally 2-3 hours everyday with him
>he's just that fucking slow!
Gotta love how what I do isn't good enough because someone else sucks at their job. She knows he's frustrating to deal with but she doesn't care when she doesn't have to work with him, which is most of the time. She just wants me to perform magic. These people fucking suck.

No. 783481

>>782882
Ah, I tried but no luck. Someone did re-upload some of the old ones, but not the one I'm looking for. Thank you though, anon! I hadn't thought of using the archive

No. 783493

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i left both my spare and my actual glasses at home. so now im at work zooming into like 200% just to see my computer screen. Idk why but this is making me feel so old because when i was younger sure i needed glasses, but I could always still see my computer screen lmao.

No. 783512

>>783424
Record the screams for a few days, try to present yourself to her so you can know at least know her first name, if you live in a place where it's common to be cordial just make up comments about the weather/ how's the neighborhood going etc. Try to recollect info, depending on her age doxing will be quite easy.
When you have access to her FB send the audios or video to her family and friends, these people do not care if you confront them, only public shaming and being seen as the bad mom will do the trick. Obviously do all of this with a burner and dont give out your real info to her.

No. 783520

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Some random scrotes decided it was ok to express their desire to draw rape porn of me (they never saw me, just a sona I drew). DON'T INTERACT WITH PORN ARTIST EVER IF YOU'RE INTO ART YOURSELF. Don't join communities that allow coom shit, don't follow or follow back coom artists for clout, truly the worst men are the ones who draw porn. I am not a human being in their eyes. I am an object of their desires. Men deserve to be castrated. Don't make the same mistake I made and leave at the first sign of coom dumb shitery

No. 783555

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I'm being sent anonymous rape threats on social media. I'm trying to ignore it but I was sexually assaulted in hospital by another patient in December. I thought I was coping really well but I was trying to confide all of this to my best friend and I had a panic attack in public like an idiot.
They've been sending threats, along with disgusting sexual things and very personal insults about my appearance, for the last three months, several times a day. I'm collecting them in case I need them as evidence.
I don't know if I should be scared or not. I was looking over my shoulder a lot while I was in my little town yesterday. At the same time, it's almost like I want something to escalate so that I have something legitimate to take to the police. Just anything to break the tension I feel.

No. 783561

>>783493
Don't strain your eyes too much, anon

>>783424
That's so horrible.
I don't know if there's anything you can actually do, but if you ever see the kid I'd try giving her a compliment. It's not much but it might make her day nicer.

No. 783562

I'm so tired of women who are woke and will jump on you for any perceived slight yet they let shit slide for their boyfriends. I have an incredibly woke coworker who has dated two guys since we've been here in rural Alaska. (I don't know the specifics of their politics but I seriously doubt they are liberals) My coworker loves Islam because it's a ~POC religion~ and criticized me for saying "Asians" and not "people of Asian culture" yet I seriously doubt her boyfriends go along with that bullshit.

This sort of shit gives me so much stress because I feel like I have to walk on eggshells in the workplace yet none of these nitpickers will bother to apply this to their personal lives and to guys they fuck.

No. 783569

>>783562
who tf says people of asian culture? is this a thing i feel like she is just trolling you because WTF. i refuse to believe a dumbass exists like that lmao. what next are people gonna call me a person of african culture tf??

No. 783572

>>783562
lmao i'm asian and if someone called me a "person of asian culture" i would think theyre a fucking weirdo. you can tell your coworker i gave you the a word pass anon. also kek at islam being a "POC" religion there are plenty of white muslims

No. 783573

>>783562
kek anon that's the most stupid thing i've ever heard. saying 'person of asian culture' sounds more offensive to me because what even is "asian culture" anyway? there are so many different countries in asia with different cultures that it's stupid to reduce it to just one catch-all term. i would roll my eyes so hard if someone referred to me as that jfc.

No. 783576

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>>783562
it really is the new excuse to bully others. I'm also Asian and you see how this strain of thinking is racist in some ways, especially in regards to trans shit and people comparing black/south asian women to men.

No. 783578

>>783562
Tell her that saying a completely normal and appropriate way of addressing Asians is offensive, is offensive in itself.

No. 783597

>>782816
wait, is ur gf underage? nonce literally means pedophile? its not just a catch-all phrase for idiot

No. 783603

As a woman with broad shoulders, few curves, and lots of body hair – basically I am not really "feminine" in any way – seeing people make fun of trannies for having my features kind of hurts? Especially when people say stuff like "look at his facial hair XD no woman has facial hair like that" or

"calling himself a femme while hulking over another woman XDDD"

I don't know, it just hurts. I wish I was sub 5'4 and small and dainty. I hate this body.

It's to the point where I can almost relate to trannies despite, you know, being cis.

No. 783608

for over a year my only real interest has been this one musician and specific weird/extreme music and im kind of sick of it, it's too obscure to make new friends over so i wish i could just get into something mainstream or at least somewhat popular and make friends (but really i wish i could just talk to people with my same level of autism about this one subject) i hate being this obsessed

No. 783609

>>782277
please share

No. 783623

>>783569
>>783572
>>783573
>>783576
>>783578

Yes she really did say that. The catch is I'm Asian and she's white lmao. I just didn't want to get banned for race bait.

She's just such a hypocrite. I really have gotten the feeling that she views the non-white people we know worse than the white people, especially white guys. And there's so many other woke women like this.

No. 783625

>>783603
If it makes you feel any better I think the vast majority of people can tell a "burly" woman from an actual male. But I feel what you're saying honestly I feel like all this tranny stuff has only set the bar higher for what a "real" woman looks like

No. 783626

>>783315
Same. Everytime my friends tell me about their problems with their boy friends (not boyfriends), I'm reinforced in my choice to keep male contact to a minimum. I always think they've got to have the patience of a saint to deal with their shit, but maybe that's what's regularly required while interacting with males and I'm just not used to it?

No. 783636

>>783623
Holy shit lmao how can she not be embarrassed correcting someone on their own race. Isn't it like woke 101 to not speak over people of colour. What a fucking retard

No. 783640

>>783608
At least you have an actual subject of interest. Most normies just oscillate between different pop culture fads and call that their thing.

No. 783655

>>783608
I've been obsessed with vaporwave for going on 6 years now anon I feel you

No. 783657

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being treated under the assumption that I was retarded when i was a child really destroyed my self-esteem. i have family members who constantly talk shit behind my back about how i'm slow and incapable. when i first meet people it's like my reputation is destroyed before i can even get a chance to make a first impression. i wish i had family members who actually loved me and cherished me rather than interacting with me only out of pity and then going behind my back to slander me. i feel like everyone in my family gave up on me before they even gave me a chance. i have whatever is the opposite of gifted kid syndrome lmao

No. 783660

Most of the clientele at my job come from Utah, and I swear they are one of the most insufferable group of people ffs

No. 783670

Holy fucking shit, I'm cackling. ShortFatOtaku and oceaninspace are SIBLINGS?!

No. 783684

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I’m so stressed right now because I managed to get a job offer from wagie job and I’m trying to search for documents and oh my god I might not even be able to do this because my dumb mother couldn’t keep my government documents together

No. 783689

>>783640
massive sperg incoming but i have always really struggled to make friends because of this, and i don't like social media so i have no online friends. more than anything i just want to meet other women in real life who are also obsessed with their own niche things even if it's unrelated to my own interests because at least we will understand each other. i desperately wish i could into normie topics of conversation. how do so many people not have any hobbies or interests and yet still manage to strike up and maintain relationships, it's so frustrating and confusing for me it honestly makes me cry sometimes. it's not even that i don't want to talk about anything except my own interests, but it feels like no one i know has anything of their own things to sperg about so i would feel bad making them listen to me. and for some reason my slightly more mainstream interests seem to attract really pretentious and rude moids so i never feel comfortable talking about them in case i get my knowledge randomly "tested" or what the fuck ever. god why am i like this i'm definitely not autistic

>>783655
godspeed anon i've never listened to that but i love you

No. 783696

>>783636
I know. And I think she knows what she is doing with that shit.

Like today she was going on and on to some middle school boy on how it was “soooo weird” to want to hurt peoples feelings. But it’s so hypocritical because I know she wants to hurt peoples feelings too, she’s just more crafty about it. Otherwise she wouldn’t correct me, an Asian person, about that and accuse me of making micro aggressions against her. What a snake. I fucking hate working with her.

No. 783700

>>780273
lowkey flexing ur scrote

No. 783702

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>>783689
Holy fuck anon, are you me? I could have written this word for word, although I've never been tested for autism (yet) kek. My obsession is video games, which is unfortunately packed to the fucking brim with scrotes and e-girl pickmes. Having moid-favored interests is a curse. I hope we find some equally spergy friends someday anon!

No. 783707

>>783684
Relax nonny. idk if you live in the US but its so so easy to get a replacement social security card (it'll take like 10 days or so) and it's also easy to go to irs.gov and get a full history of your taxes/income!

No. 783710

>>783689
I feel this, anon, I could have a spergout over pretty much anything because I get excited and invested in a lot of things but so many people just don't care enough about anything to actually have a discussion about it. It's so frustrating to feel like a freak for giving a shit about things happening around me. I'm not even talking about some super specific niche topics, just shit that I know the person I'm talking to is aware of too or everyday topics.

No. 783711

omg I've had it enough with my fucking coworker. She criticized me today for not helping a student turn in her dividing fractions. But when I said the student didn't remember how to multiply fractions, she was so condescending and implied that I should have just done it for her. like wtf???

No. 783714

>>780881
bitches think there dorian grey

No. 783715

>>783702
>>783710
it's so relieving to know there are other people out there who get this. good luck anons, i'm sure you'll find your people eventually!

also i forgot to say this but this is the vent thread so i wanted to add that the most annoying thing of all is people assuming you only have these interests for scrote attention. i'm not even attracted to men but even if i were why the fuck would i learn so much about a subject just to impress some guy lmao

No. 783717

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>>783689
same here. main obsessive interest is history, specifically a period that attracts a lot of scrotes. most normies think i'm boring and/or stuck up. even my friends don't care to hear about it most of the time. i have a whole-ass library and spend most of my leisure reading everything i can a find on the topic and no one gives a shit except me. feelsbadman

it's hard to find someone who's obsessed on the same level you are. hope we all do

No. 783718

>>783711
Lol my friend said a coworker was badmouthing her because she was reading a book (how uncultured!!) some people just make up things to belittle others

No. 783740

>>783717
>>783710
>>783702
>>783689
I wish I could be friends with all of you, I love hearing about people's niche interests so much. I wish people irl were more willing to open up and sperg about them, I feel honored when they do. Listening to someone's unique perspective on something that's important to them is such a privilege.

No. 783741

>>783718
My coworker is so condescending to me because she has an education degree and we work in a school. But I don’t know any sort of educational system that just says I should give answers to students. What she’s saying is counterproductive to the student’s education and she knows this

No. 783745

I don't want a boyfriend and I haven't found anyone appealing enough to have sex with judt for fun but I really do miss the sensation of someone putting their dick inside me. Especially when they're lying on top of me.

No. 783752

> live with a TiF and her genderspeshul girlfriend
> the gf is autistic and hates me (and my dog)
> the gf has no friends other than her brother who frequently comes over and sleeps on the futon
> they're annoying af and will keep me up playing rockband and screaming
> TiF constantly defends her gf when I don't even bitch to her
> feeling shitty
> excited because friend offers to come over, play vidja, and drink a bit
> ask TiF out of politeness if friend can sleep on the futon
> "uh, uh I don't know if that would be okay with genderspeshul"
> ask her
> "no"
She's such a fucking cunt. My friend is chill, unlike her incel brother. Literally. The dude is as old as me ( late 20s) and still a virgin.

Genderspeshul is pissed because her cat likes me better. Like,she never paid attention to him and then when I did, she paints a portrait and loses him every other day trying to walk him. He's a cat he doesn't need walked. God, this retard pisses me off so much and I'm super pissed that she just controls the house. She'll put my dog in the yard and just leave her. It worries me, because we live in the hood and my dog is very sweet and well trained. Im pretty sure anyone could just take her. And she's a pitbull, so she's a breed that people in the hood want. Cunt.

No. 783753

>>783752
I hope you are still or did still invite your friend over fuck that bitch and tell her to stop putting your dog outside.

No. 783758

I've been depressed since my 26th birthday. Yes, I already had problems with self esteem and getting my life together, but going pass that "magical" number of 25 made everything so much worse. 26 is basically 30 and I feel so old, I feel like it's too late to do anything I actually want to do, I feel like I can't learn anything new. I never felt young, I never lived like a typical young person, having been depressed and alone most of my teens and early 20s, but I always thought to myself that at least I'm physically young and no one will judge me by the number alone. And now I'm almost 30 and I have nothing. I just want to lie down and rot. I can't get out of this.

No. 783760

I got permission to use the fanfic of a writer I love for a project and I really hope I can do it justice. Whenever I work on it I think about her and impressing her motivates me to keep going. I hope she loves how it turns out. Especially since it involves her fave husbando
I'm a bit worried I'll give up on it eventually, but thinking about her gives me power

No. 783764

>>783758
>26 is basically 30
come on, you know that’s not true

No. 783769

>>783758
anon even if you WERE 30 you wouldn't be "too old", remember that the entire idea of being "too old" is a meme pushed by scrotes and beauty companies who prey on women's insecurity. you're better than that. best time to plant a tree was twenty years ago, second best time is today…

No. 783772

>>>783689
>how do so many people not have any hobbies or interests and yet still manage to strike up and maintain relationships, it's so frustrating and confusing for me it honestly makes me cry sometimes

I know the cynical anons aren't fond of woo woo advice, but the reason why people have friends and I came to this conclusion before is that they just have a natural resonance with people and their energy match and that's incredibly hard to come by. But I agree but that's because no one is real, not fake as in everyone is fake and I'm the only one who's a non-NPC herderp, but no one is real we are all walking phantoms playing a script

No. 783777

>>783758
I seriously have no more pity for retards like you. If you look at the 30 yr olds around you and think they're old hags, you're the problem and need to stop being so fucking nasty

No. 783787

I did one of those write to your congressmen things about the laws about letting men in womens sports ages ago. Randomly got a reply today. Bullshit generic message not addressing anything I said, kept saying "the rights of every american citizen deserve respect". Fucking pointless. Men get to take over women sports in schools and identify their way into every space we created because that's their "right". Politicans don't do shit. I hope the government sinks and women will be smart enough to arm themselves to keep safe from all these lowlife men in the world.

No. 783795

>>783758
Do you take your opinions of 26 and 30 year olds (and up) from the internet only? All you have to do is look outside at actual irl people and realize none of this bullshit about them is true

No. 783797

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>Enter quarantine at a healthy weight
>Spend months without stepping on the scale because I didn't notice any significant changes to my body
>Jumped on scale out of curiosity a few days ago, sitting comfortably at same weight as I was in March
>Pretty cool I guess
>Few days pass
>Go to mall with mom
>Try on a pair of thigh-high boots
>Zipper won't go up my calf
>ohfuck.jpg
>Go home without new shoes
>Attempt to try on shorts in preparation for summer
>None of the non-athletic ones made out of natural fibers instead of polyester or elastic fit fast my thighs
>Realize all of the muscle I worked so hard to develop before COVID-19 has turned into fat
>Notice banana rolls, cellulite, and flabby ass
>Can barely sleep since then because I'm too preoccupied with the feeling of my perpetually bloated stomach pushing up against the band of my pajama pants

What the fuck. I'm so anxious to get the second dose of my vaccine just so I can buy a gym membership and schedule a colonic to get this shit sorted out. Why did it take me so long to notice all of this shit? My friends will be asking to see me in person a month from now and I look like a monster.

No. 783799

>>783758
I hate that I read this. You gave me bad energy. I wish I could unread this.

No. 783803

>>783753
Oh yeah, she's here now and we're playing through Spyro. I'm just going to tell that dumb cunt that my friend can't drive home, because she's been drinking. Which is true. Dumbass NEET doesn't even wake up before 2pm and I guarentee my friend will be gone by then, since she has work.

As far as my dog, I've told her repeatedly not to put her in the yard and leave her. But she uses the excuse that she's playing with our neighbor's dog. My neighbor and I actually arrange playdates for the dogs, not just let them play through the fence.

No. 783804

>>783758
I hope you will find one way or another to get out of this mindset. Youth is placed on a pedestal but honestly what good is it besides a healthier immune system and a more sturdy body? As someone who did a lot of dumb and cringey things when they were younger, what's so to envy about it? Let go of the weight that you need to do XYZ by whatever age, there's a thread somewhere here about people who accomplished significant things later on in their life. I think once you let go of that, the world really opens up. I'm excited to learn new hobbies or take online classes to learn new things just for the fun of it. Grass is always greener on the other side. I hope you might realize you are your biggest roadblock. You're in control, I hope you might be able to enjoy yourself in life without worrying about your age.

No. 783807

I have such a difficult time processing my emotions as they actually happen…I feel like im stuck in this perpetual state of anxious numbness that builds up until i feel completely insane. i have a hard time asking others for suppport so i tend to just keep my complaints and problems to myself. I feel like such a loser when i try to open up to others and the only way i can feel relief is through self-destructive habits.

No. 783814

>>783758
Bih I'm 30 and I went back to school this year to finish my degree I put off for ages. I'm doing great in my classes and I've got 20-somethings thinking I'm around their age. I got out of a long ass abusive marriage, followed by another shorter abusive relationship, essentially I "wasted" all my teens-20s being depressed and retarded in my personal life but without that I guess I wouldn't have gotten the much-needed perspective I have now. I'm in a nice apartment I can call my own, doing hobbies I enjoy, in great shape, and committing to my work and education. You're crying about getting older but honestly you could stand to do some growing with all the moaning and whining you're doing for no reason. The only time it's really too late is when you decide to give up on yourself like you're doing now, cause no one else can convince you to respect you except you. Get therapy or whatever you can afford, push yourself out of your comfort zone and focus on building love for yourself.

No. 783816

>>783758
literally same, I don't recommend suicide though, I fucked up my first ever attempt recently and got thrown down the psychiatry hole, it's way worse now
Honestly, do drugs, start with the baby shit like marijuana, and don't move up to anything harder until it stops working, next step up psychedelics

No. 783817

>>783797
i’m sure it’ll be ok. ive gained some weight too and so have my friends and roommate. no use in beating yourself up over it. get back into fitness if it matters to you, and you’ll get in shape again soon enough. you did it before so you can do it again. and if you gotta buy some bigger clothes in the meantime, just do it, who actually cares?

No. 783820

Thanks, chin, for deciding to grow a cyst under my skin after having VIRTUALLY CLEAR SKIN for four months. Fuk you, hormones, skin, covid making me wear a mask, etc

No. 783821

>>783816
nta but idk anon… diving into drugs to cope only brings to mind plenty of cows and you see how they've turned out

No. 783822

>>783799
Well I'm sorry anon. That's one of the reasons I don't talk to anyone because I know people don't want to hear this stuff. I only have negative thoughts. It's either this or escapist fantasies in which I'm the arist I always wanted to be and I'm dating the guy who's beyond my reach irl and I'm not attracted to anyone else
>>783814
>push yourself out of your comfort zone
Every time I tried to get out of my comfort zone I failed and made a joke out of myself. Ever had a meltdown in public? It's a suicide fuel. Doing anything I want to do requires being around other people, and I easily get panic attacks. I'm not even able to speak in front of a group or raise my voice in any situation.
>>783816
Yeah that's what I've been thinking about. I really want to smoke pot but I don't know anyone who could get it for me, I'm gonna ask my cousin

No. 783824

This is a serious vent, why does my boyfriend fart so easily? I fucking hate it so much. He has the loosest asshole in existence but is pretty honest about everything so I know he's never done stuff with his butt.

He also sprays farts whenever he goes to take a shit, I hear it every time. Why on earth does it happen, shit never comes out normally….. It literally makes me angry sometimes.

No. 783827

>>783821
well I couldn't kill myself, what's the other option? just be exactly this miserable for ever? I go to therapy, I have a psychiatrist, I exercise and don't eat sugar and I've committed to everything I've been told to do and I want to be well, but I am not. if I don't get any reprieve at all, I know I'm going to try again and this time I know hanging doesn't always work out, and I've always known pills will only give you liver damage, so I'd try something more effective, and I really don't want to, what I want is for things to ever get better someday and to be here for that if it does
>>783822
Which country are you in? I might at least be able to give you a tip to help (obviously not a hook up, but still)

No. 783828

>>783824
If the noise bothers you tell him to blast music when he's taking a shit. One of my friends does it whenever she goes to parties or rooms with people on trips and it actually covers up the noise pretty well. Hearing the sound of Brockhampton or some other shitty indie band blasting through a bathroom door is kind of hilarious too.

No. 783830

>>783827
I'm in poland

No. 783831

My ""discord boyfriend"" (more like friends with benefits) has been very anxious about shit recently and I can't take it anymore. My brain is asking me to move on and stay casual friends because I don't trust him anymore because I hurt his feelings by talking about my problems and pressuring him. Yeah yeah I know but I thought I could rely on him and make it a serious relationship. He said he loved me but he watched the trash taste podcast or whatevs and took too seriously the things they talked about love and now hes confused. Idk. I cant believe he got swept up by a podcast. I want to delete discord. Idk. I also want to self harm kek

No. 783832

>>783824
Anon, you don't have to have a loose asshole to fart a lot. And you have to be annihilating your butthole hourly with dragon dildos to not be able to hold it in. It's probably a matter of diet, what the fuck is he even eating?
And more than the farting itself, you're probably just mad and disgusted that he isn't ashamed of doing it especially in front of you. Some women are scared to let their boyfriends hear them pee or are terrified of bringing up much less disgusting things like periods, meanwhile your boyfriend is being so brazenly gross and not trying to hide it. Personally I'd be fucking annoyed at a boyfriend or even worse, husband, being that comfortable in front of me.

No. 783833

idiot co-worker raving about people watching her on twitch "all i do is chat" and asks if anyone wants a link to it for when she is "live".
no you soulless cunt, i hate being near you at work. hence they pay all of us to share a space with you. twitch is a low point in peoples lives. put your tits away. no one is proud of being on pornhub light unless they have severe mental illness involved. which explains her existence. she also needs to flush 3 times after pooping at work. three. fucking. times.

No. 783834

>>783830
Damn, that's certainly not going to make anyone feel better
Good rule of thumb in any country, dealers often hang out around military posts
Tourist areas are also a potential, especially if Americans are around because they're literally always looking for weed in Europe for some reason
Walk-up dealers look like a lot of different things, but they're usually people who hang around a general area for a long time, kind of like hookers do

No. 783836

Some anons on this website WELL ACKCHUALLY just as bad as men. Nothing like having an anon condescendinly repeating my own post back to me like that wasn't what I just said.

No. 783837

>>783827
Why even try if you don’t want to die. Most ways work if one is duly motivated. Every moment is a decision to breathe in spite of pain. Things will never change for Sisyphus.
So yes, if you don’t want to die right now, you can only keep living and suffering anon, you may even choose to enjoy it in moments here and there, and then it will be over.

No. 783839

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Just wish everyone on social media just blew themselves up

No. 783840

>>783837
No thanks, I'm tired of being miserable. I'm going to keep doing everything prescribed to me, and if eventually something actually changes, I'll stop doing drugs. I don't fucking choose to not enjoy things, what an absurd thing to say

No. 783842

>>783837
Oh, excuse me actually,
>Why even try if you don’t want to die.
becasue despite how badly I want everything I'm doing to work and how badly I want ot feel better, it isn't and I don't, and it doesn't look like that is ever going to change.
>Most ways work if one is duly motivated.
Thank you for taking a jab at me for being too much of a loser to even kill myself right; the fucking strap I used broke and, you're right, I was too pathetic to try it again.

No. 783843

>>783831
>discord boyfriend
>trash taste podcast
>want to self harm
i would make fun of you but i’ve had way worse femcel moments myself

No. 783844

>>783843
He's 29 and I'm 24 and we're adults.
But ehh.

No. 783845

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I want to go back on tinder and start flirting with boys so bad even though I know that 1. I'm only doing it because of the void from daddy issues and 2. I'll just end up extremely bored with everyone I talk to because most men are either too normie or incel-weird.

No. 783846

>>783842
Don't feel bad, that's one of those people who either thinks depression isn't real or the cure for it is just going outside

No. 783848

I just want to rip out my fucking hair grab scissors or a razor or something and shred it all of until I go bald and I’m free of being a woman. Tired of slapping on sweats to go outside to hide my unshaved legs and tired of my nappy ass hair I want to go bald and run away like its rango i just want to belittle unthinking peaceful dust

No. 783851

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I think about killing myself everyday, but I wouldn't say I'm depressed or suicidal like I've been before. It's more of a passing thought. The world is going to shit. I know I want to have at least one child, for that I need to finish my studies, find a job, move out, find a good partner, build a stable relationship and then get pregnant. But for what? Why would I bring another person into this shitty miserable existence? I'm not rich. I can't guarantee a happy life for them. I would try, of course, but ultimately, what's the fucking point. We all die. There's no higher reason life exists, it's just random, there is no God, no higher being that will validate my 70 years of life at the end and say good job anon. I know I can give myself that reason, find my own meaning, but in the end it's all just a big fucking cope. Everything I did or do will, ultimately, be for nothing. I can only enjoy small moments of life here and there, good food, a good book, movie, video game. Go to sleep, wake up, keep thinking about this bullshit. I'm curious enough to stay alive and see where I'm going to end up. I wish I could just shut the fuck up and continue to exist, I wish thinking about this didn't affect my mood.

No. 783857

>>783833
>she also needs to flush 3 times after pooping at work. three. fucking. times.
wait is that considered a bad thing or am I misreading this. I thought you're supposed to do that if there's poop marks in the toilet so that the flush washes them away.

No. 783860

>>783857
I flush a lot when I poop to not let anything you know… linger. It doesn’t always mean someone’s taking a huge poop.

No. 783861

>>783848
I have wanted to shave my head so bad for years but I know it would just make things more difficult. I’ve always worked “customer facing” jobs and being somewhat conventionally attractive is pretty much a must. Absolutely nobody in my field would hire me if I were bald. Sucks.

No. 783864

>>783860
Yeah is that considered weird…? I flush multiple times to avoid clogging the toilet. Not because I poop a huge amount or w/e, I just use a lot of toilet paper so it's too much to flush in one go.

No. 783868

>>783857
Our office is a heritage listed building that was last renovated in the 70s. The toilets could wash away paved road. I'm not small and I have never flushed there more than once. I feel like an air raid siren needs to be linked to the flush, it's that full on

No. 783873

The coronavirus loneliness is getting to me. I live in the country with the second most cases, so even if I do everything within my power to isolate I'm very likely to get the illness. For what? I've been lonely for so long. I crave touch and hugs, I'm in my early twenties for fuck's sake and I have to be grateful for being healthy-ish while I am mentally destroyed and want to die every day. If I had a gone I would've shot myself. I cannot talk to people because I'm overwhelming due to not being able to talk to anyone. My social abilities are dead and I cannot keep conversations even online without annoying people. I want a car to hit me.

No. 783874

>>783857
Nta but how fucking shit toilets do you guys have? My chad toilet can handle my shits with one flush only, keep the fuck UP

No. 783877

>>783874
they are lo-flush people. our toilet is like niagra falls or a black hole.

No. 783880

>>783877
I just realised that some countries have very low water levels in the bowl as well so that might cobtribute the the poop stickage

No. 783882

>>783006
kekkkk anonnn, i fucking love you, i'm so sorry but this made me laugh so hard

No. 783883

>>783874
Idk most newer toilets are are ~eco friendly~ so they flush with as little as water possible. It's countereffective imo.

No. 783886

There's some fucking autist in this waiting room, now he is watchibg some shit show on his phone,full volume, before he was yelling into his phone for 20 minutes

No. 783890

STEM is fucking killing me during covid
8 courses a semester, with no intention from the professors to reduce the workloads, Ive got parallelism/concurrency graded labs every week, 2 computer architecture projects, 2 system oriented programming projects, 1 sociology project, calc, theory of computation, stats, machine learning (only field where Im doing good by doing almost nothing, I just like the topic is it's alright) and a bunch of other bullshit that are due every single week, without even taking into account midterms and finals.

I love what Im doing but Im failing because there is no way for me to handle all of this without actual professor / TA presence and people to work around, working at home is hell and I quickly end up distracted, also the midterms were hard as FUCK despite me acing every single labs, im ready to drop one or two classes and retake them next year because they will just bomb my gpa.

I'm tired.

No. 783895

>>783845
Get on tinder and flirt with girls anon, they're so much better

No. 783896

>>783821
Nta but there's drugs and there's drugs. It's one thing getting into shit like xanax, heroin or coke and another getting into weed or psychedelics which are not even addictive. I wouldn't recommend them to anyone tho.

No. 783905

Can't sleep because of cramps - even though my period is over. Fuck I hate when that happens

If getting your uterus removed didn't come with a bunch of problems, I'd do it in a heartbeat.

No. 783928

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My autistic brother walked in on me getting dressed yesterday and got a full eyeful of my tits. He apologised and got out faster than a shot but he's been walking around the house all day with a bonk on (v. obvious - my sister noticed too).
He's 26 and it's just really fucking gross. If he were still a teenager, maybe I'd get it but eugh. I don't know if it's because he's an autist but this doesn't generally happen (sometimes he walks around with morning wood and upsets everyone at breakfast but that's funny, like a dog farting or something). I never usually think of him as a man because he's so placid and all he talks and thinks about are synthesisers, but now I feel uncomfy.

No. 783932

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Look at this shit. Where's the title? OP put the title in the name field.
This is like the umpteenth clutz that can't put the title in the proper field. Makes the thread hard to search for.
There's only 3 top boxes, and you miss the correct one 2/3 times, you must be putting the title in any random one and not even reading what they stand for.

No. 783933

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>>783928
I'm sorry anon here is a picture to help you forget look at this weird cat

No. 783945

>>783928
I'm just curious, not trying to judge, has anyone ever tried to teach him that he shouldn't go around people with a hard on?

No. 783949

I should use this website more to vent about shit and stop bothering people irl and become stronger

Either way I got sexually harassed the other day, people saw and they did nothing

No. 783950

this shit makes me so sad, she was just a soon to be mother elephant that trusted some humans for foods and instead they exploded her jaw off so she died. i wouldnt doubt its teen boys or grown men.
https://www.buzznicked.com/pregnant-elephant-dies-from-explosive-pineapple-artists/

No. 783951

>>783006
I love taxidermy! your crush is dumb

No. 783952

>>783851
god anon are u me? i feel the same

No. 783957

I got sexually harassed by a drunken guy inside the car of a friend's friend because there was no space and 3 ppl including me were on the backseat and he kissed and touched my boob on top of my clothes and grabbed my waist and I felt so uncomfortable and gross and I couldnt tell anybody

No. 783959

>>783945
We had a pretty "hands-off" upbringing, putting it gently.
It's difficult because I want him to function well in society but equally I feel like addressing it with him will do more harm than good. Right now he's like a eunuch; if I mentioned the inappropriateness of his boners or suggested "dealing" with it, I'm seriously worried he'll either become an obsessive coomer or decide his willy is bad and troon out. Many of his autistic male friends have followed that path through sexual development and I think we're pretty lucky he's relatively well-adjusted.
It shouldn't really be my job, but this is the situation we find ourselves in. I don't know how I can talk about it with him without setting him off. I've found guides for talking to autistic kids about sex and their bodies, but they're usually aimed at parents talking to their kids, not adult siblings having a chat. I decided I can live with the occasional oblivious erection better than a porn-addled maniac or a tranny.

>>783933
Thank you, I love her. Looks just like my dear departed Holly (but with curly ears)

No. 783961

>>783824
Is your room dirty? My bf literally got sick whenever he was at my place due to my apartment being a mess.

No. 783962

>>783959
ayrt yeah that's a very tough situation, it's definitely not your responsibility to do anything. I'm really sorry you have to deal with that.

No. 783966

I hate the way I am. I genuinely want to change myself (lack of social life, job, etc) but as soon as I make some steps towards the goal, I start sabotaging myself and I'm back to zero. Also literally anything makes me panic. Recruiter sends em an e-mail if I'm interested in a position? Instead of being happy about it, I have a panic attack. Friend texts me if I want to meet up? Same thing.Panic. I'm gonna say something stupid, they are gonna realize that they actually hate me. I can't fucking exist this way

No. 783967

I can't believe he rather listen to some scumbags on youtube than listen to me, the person who loves him. It's over, you fucked it up.

No. 783973

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Ive hit the worst depressive episode of my life. My body is screaming for a vegetable but alas, Mac n cheese it is again.

No. 783974

>>781059
Sorry anon but you're not a JRPG protagonist.

No. 783975

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>>783950
They where poor farmers, trying to stop boars from eating their crops, who don’t have the money for humane deterrents like water sprinklers and electric fences. They risk starving if they lose their crops and are already in poverty. They didn’t intend to harm the elephant.
Still it’s incredibly sad. It’s a horrible way for any animal to die.

No. 783976

>>783973
i feel you anon, you’re not alone

No. 783977

I don't want to off myself but if I had a heart attack I would happily take it

No. 783978

>>783967
discordbf anon?

No. 783979


No. 783980

>>783978
Yeah, idk what to do anymore. He's a good partner and I was putting all my hopes on him but idk. I know I won't find a nice man like him anywhere else. I guess its time to accept celibacy.

No. 783981

>>782415
I'm gonna tell you what I told to my sister whose bf for 8 years and fiance dumped her the day before moving to their apartment: t's better to be dumped now than after getting married.

No. 783982

I want to commit suicide but not die, lol.

No. 783983

>>783980
It’s okay anon, I’ve basically given up men too after too many fucked me over. Besides, I’m sure you can find someone better than a trash taste watching loser. I know this site and everything tells us all men are garbage but there’s still some decent ones out there. Hugs

No. 783984

Like a curse, this song plays whenever I have a breakup. Its like some final destination shit.

No. 783985

>>783325
Hopefully someday you'll be able to get rid of your retarded sister for real. Your parents seem nearly equally retarded if they wanted both of you to get along without acknowledging that your sister was harrassing you so much.

No. 783987

Im hungry I’m hungry im hungry

No. 783988

I've got a professor who constantly makes comments or hints that I don't understand the basics of history because I'm a foreign student and I've fucking had it up to here with her shit.
She started off making comments during class and now she's making them when I'm not there to other students.
Like what the fuck? We're both adults here, why the fuck are you treating me like I'm subhuman because I'm not a Brit?

No. 783989

>>783987
eat eat eat

No. 783991

>>783842
Lmao being able to complete suicide isn’t a point of pride, why are sadfags like this.
>waaa I’m too pathetic to kms right
Oh my god shut up, you know you get off on hating yourself. You don’t wanna die and you didn’t die, those are the facts. Accept that living is miserable and things might never improve. You get the choice every moment to continue out of scorn or you can quit whenever. Don’t think anything beyond that.

No. 783992

>>783989
But I’m fat sigh

No. 783996

>>783992
Eating wont make you fatter silly, it will give you energy to stop being fat

No. 783997

>>783991
nta but you are being a cunt

No. 783999

>>783992
eat salad then

No. 784003

>>783992
Vegetables have few calories and are relatively filling, as well as lean protein. Go chow down.

No. 784007

>>783996
>>784003
>>783999
Help I’m being bullied by skinny stacies

No. 784008

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My country is in hell right now, cities are blocked and people are dying and the violence is only escalating

basically a Islamist leader who wanted to remove the French embassy from Pakistan(cause of the recent Hijab ban) got arrested(cause he and his followers were gonna siege the french embassy) and now his hundreds of thousands of followers and other Islamists from across Pakistan are acting a bunch of animals literally ruining the lives of everyday people, cars are on fire and religious minority run hospitals are being burned down, fuck this pedophile Arab worshiper faith

No. 784009

>>784008
Shit that sounds wild…don't go outside, anon. Stay safe

No. 784010

I feel like drawing is fun but hard for me nowadays. I think I'll have to devolve my style a little to cover end's meets. Anyone else with this problem?

No. 784012

>>783842
>the fucking strap I used broke
Have you posted about this in the confession thread? This sounds very familiar. also, I'm sorry that other anon is acting like a dickhead

No. 784015

>>784009
I won't but my grandad's in the hospital and my mother and father have to visit him daily check on his health, despite the roads being blocked
also our dumass Prime Minister has done nothing about these extremists, he's instead claiming Freance is at fault for starting this by banning the Hijab and mocking the Pedophile Prophet

No. 784020

>>784010
For me it's less that it's hard, more that doing complex stuff takes more time than I have. But that's just with personal art so I could just take forever and never finish anything if I want

No. 784024

the guy i was trying to get with hasnt texted me in like a day and a half. he just left me on read. last time we talked we talked for hours and hours and had a lot of fun. im so sad. i know its stupid to get attached. but something just makes me feel nice. i met my gf of 4 years when i was 16. im 23 and havent met someone who makes me feel that stupidly attached to ever since. but hes the first person to make me feel like that again. i want it to work out so bad. im very sad.

im also fucking fat and in debt at the moment. ive lost weight before and it took time and effort but its something i can absolutely achieve. i just keep losing the motivation. to be honest, the only way i was so motivated to lose the weight before was just cause i wanted my ex to feel i was pretty and worth it and that was it.

No. 784036

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>>783983
Thanks nonna, here's an update for you.

No. 784048

>>783512
I'm worried that would make things worse for the daughter. The mother has people around sometimes who I think are family or friends and they don't react at all when she screams at her daughter, so I think they'd brush it to the side if I even did that Anon.

No. 784063

Whenever my dad has people over he's so desperate, kind, and eager to please, but he never shows that kind of behavior towards me or my mother. He's just disrespectful and aggressive instead. I stopped talking to him a while ago because I got sick and tired of the way he treats us. Maybe technically I'm being an ungrateful bitch because he has let me stay here because of COVID and has provided financially for me for my entire life. I consider this the bare minimum, but I've had SO many people shame me for his, "at least he's present in your life!" or "at least he doesn't hit you!" but that doesn't erase the fact he still doesn't treat me right outside of that.

I've tried to COmMunICaTE with him multiple times because he's my dad, but you shouldn't have to beg and plead for someone to have basic respect for you.

No. 784073

>>783846
thanks, guess so
>>784012
Yeah, it was recent, it's been on my mind a lot, I posted either in the vent thread or the confession thread about it before. They wouldn't give me insulin while I was in psychiatric hold, so that's been a whole thing too. and thanks

No. 784094

>>784048
Nta but record those screams just in case anyway. At least that way you have proof should the need for it ever arise.

No. 784099

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My family having selective amnesia when it comes to the shit I do and pin me as the slacker one but have no problem with my sister being basically a bitch who refuses to help pay the bills. Guess I'm the black sheep forever

No. 784109

>>784099
sorry anon, know whats its like to feel unappropriated

No. 784113

>>784063
My mom has the same two-faced attitude. Most people thinks she's this nice lady, but people she doesn't like have seen her awful side because she doesn't bother with the act and show for people she looks down on or has power over. She's a teacher and this obviously bled over with the distinction of how she treats "good" versus "bad" students–aka if you kiss her ass and do what she says without question or if you fail that. A few high school friends used to tell me how fake my mom was, and I remained pretty blind to it until I grew into an adult and she still treated me like a piece of shit no matter what I did because there was never pleasing her unless I made her look really fucking good. I wish I could've seen it sooner to have protected myself from her ways.

You'll always get people telling you that you don't have it so bad because you weren't hit or neglected. It's because people are the most afraid of emotional abuse because it's something most people have done in their lives and don't want to be accused of. The difference is however, that good people are aware of when they commit bad behavior, apologize, and avoid it. What makes an abuser is repetition of negative behaviors with no accountability. Also their deflection for the need to change and a minimization of their abuses.
Only you can be sure of your truth anon. If your family is like mine and they won't change their behavior to treat you with respect, then continuing a relationship with them is pointless.

No. 784119

>>780396
you just described my life too. I just ran away from everything that caused me anxiety from friendships to doing or going anywhere and now I'm just in this perma comfort zone where nothing happens and I'm miserable and bored. still get anxiety too though

>>780929
nta but this is good advice

>just remember that you won't die when you don't "perform" well socially

I wish I could get this into my head but I have an overwhelming fear of rejection. any tips on overcoming that fear?

No. 784120

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I opened up an online dating profile and have spoken to a couple of guys but once they start asking me what my hobbies are or what I'm interested in I go blank. I don't have any hobbies or interests, nor do I have any friends. people want to hear exciting things too, nothing is worse than someone going 'oh I'm really boring I just watch netflix'. I just know these guys are going to be so turned off once they realise what a loser I am. I wish I could say my lack of interests and actual friends was my only problem but I also live at home and I'm almost 31. my mum also planted the seed the other day that telling guys I only work part time could put them off too.

I've just told the two I was talking to that I'm disabling my account for the time being because I'm not sure online dating is right for me at the moment but the real reason is I feel like a loser and a boring bitch!

No. 784125

>>784063
"at least your father doesn't hit you" what kind of argument is that, oh the man that brought me into this life doesn't PHYSICALLY ABUSE ME i should thank him by licking his butthole clean and letting him use me as a doormat? fuck off, anyone who tells you that doesn't have your best interests at heart. not being abusive is the absolute bare minimum he could do for you, and as you've said, you shouldn't have to beg and plead for someone to do the least bare minimum and respect you, both as his daughter and as a real human being.

stick by your choice, anon. if he can't respect you then he's not owed your time.

No. 784129

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i think i’m going to break up with with my boyfriend kinda sad but gotta do what you gotta do eh girls

No. 784136

>>784120
Those guys probably have netflix as a hobby for themselves, almost everyone does nowadays. Anyway you could take this as an opportunity to develop non-screen hobbies.

No. 784145

Visting the unconventionally attractive women on /g/ was a mistake. Like wtf. If only the low standards women had for men were also applicable to women. I guess it wouldn't hurt as much if I weren't gay and didn't feel insecure about how other women judge me.

No. 784158

>>784113
>she still treated me like a piece of shit no matter what I did because there was never pleasing her unless I made her look really fucking good
I think for a lot of abusive parents it's a matter of this. They look at their children as accessories or status symbols, and when the child doesn't act or behave exactly like they envisioned, they take it out on the kid instead of accepting them. And with your mom being a teacher she probably has a ridiculous ideal of how her own child should be, too. I'm so sorry you had to put up with that. I think it would break my heart more to have a mother like that, versus my dad.
>>784125
Yeah, I've had multiple friends that said that (whom I've cut out of my life). And of course my dad thinks I should be grateful that he didn't abandon me (like his own dad did) and he hasn't physically abused me (like his mother). I've made SO many excuses for him because he had a bad childhood, but like you said it's not my job to be a doormat. Funnily enough if he wasn't so fucking mean-spirited I wouldn't mind emotionally supporting him even though that's not my job either. He just has to be an dumb bitch, though.

No. 784168

Guys help!! I'm so weirded out by this situation. I called my landlord on Monday, saying that I would like to end my lease, he was like okay, I'm gonna send you the papers to sign. The next day, there's still no email about the termination of our lease agreement, so I assumed that since it's the middle of the month, maybe he's gonna send it at the end of it and I still have time to move out. My mom helped me move out the next day, but I still had some stuff there that I was gonna take plus I wanted to clean the room properly. I assumed that since my landlord still hasn't sent me the papers, I still have time to do these things. I went there today, my room is cleaned, the rest of my stuff is neatly put in plastic bags. I messaged my housemate if this is her doing. No answer. I message my landlord saying that I'm officially done with moving out and when can I give him back the keys. No answer.
Now, I have Avpd so I know I come across as aloof and I'm not exactly communicative and maybe this is their way of taking revenge but still. What is going on? I really need my deposit back because I'm in a shitty financial situation. He can't deny that from me, right? I haven't destroyed the room, I always payed the rent, I haven't done anything wrong

No. 784175

>>784145
I think lesbians are less obsessed with beauty standards and the celebs posted on that thread are just in contrast to conventionally beautiful female celebrities. The numbers aspect and current shitshow that is dating for same-sex attracted women will probably be more of an issue.

No. 784176

>>784145
anon if it makes you feel any better many farmers are insane and in real life no one would think any of the women in that thread are remotely unattractive

No. 784177

>>784168
>He can't deny that from me, right?
Correct, assuming you're in the states landlords are legally required to give you your deposit back within 2-3 weeks after you move out. This should also be in your contract. But if he doesn't give you your money you can sue him in court without much cost (small claims usually $10-50 and don't require a lawyer). Document with pictures/dates/copies of your emails when you moved out and so on. This is only worst case scenario though, sometimes landlords get sluggish when tenants move out even if you've been an ideal renter. Keep trying to call/email until you get hold of him.

No. 784181

This is all pretty retarded internet drama and everyone involved including me is like 18-20. I'll talk about some crazy incel who got mad at me and question slutshaming.

I am a virgin and I've never had a relationship. I do not have a porn addiction or crazy fetishes. I just masturbate a lot. I've always thought it was normal because as far as I know most of the human population does masturbate, including women. Apparently it's such a shock to some people. I don't think think there is anything wrong with me.

Some retarded scrote who I have the misfortune of having been in the same online circle, once ear dropped on a conversation we were having with other girls and some gay guys in our group. We were talking about sex, guys we find attractive and shit. This dude lost his shit over finding out I masturbate. He said he thought I was a "good girl" and had a crush on me. He started freaking out about how I'm just like all those other whores who are only going after the hot guys, the typical incel sperging. Now he keeps talking shit about me to other straight scrotes like oh she's such a superficial whore who only cares about looks, how dare I turn down his innocent love just because I don't find him good looking blah blah blah. I haven't even said a single thing insulting ugly men or anything, he's just mad I find hot guys attractive. He's very hypocritical too because he has simped for other girls during the time he claims to have been having a crush on me and talks about his own sexuality, the shit he jerks off to all the time.

My own side friends told him off and supported me so I'm good. I'm glad he fucked off. I do know he's just an insecure retard but it still feels bad because before he freaked out on me, I've never been rude to this guy yet he's acting like a nutjob, totally inconsiderate of how I feel. I also grew up in a misogynistic shithole of an environment so I've felt bad about having sexual urges before. I don't think there is anything wrong with women being sexual. Why would there be? This whole slutshaming thing makes no fucking sense, I'm not hurting anybody by masturbating in my own room. Yet I still feel kinda bad because these scrotes are so vile and full of rage even though I've done nothing to them. I haven't done anything besides not fucking him, yet he's losing his mind. He'd probably be crazier if he knew me in real life or something so thank god.

I don't get why people shame women for something as normal as feeling attraction or having sex. I don't get it but it makes me feel bad. They scare me and make me doubt myself. Am I doing something wrong? I really don't think I am. I despise the word "whore", it's only ever been used towards me by scrotes who are mad I won't fuck them. Like I owe them something.

A lot of men I've known were like this. It makes me feel like I'll never find a boyfriend who isn't a misogynistic nutjob and doesn't lose his shit over me having sexual urges and expecting him to make me cum, just be mutually respectful and considerate in general. But these scrotes, the kind who hates women, thinks women are "whores" for being sexual, uses those slutshaming slurs left and right, simps for a girl then starts shit talking her after getting rejected scare me away from even want to get involved with guys. I do care about looks, I do care about personality and a whole bunch of other things, despite this retard's inability to understand it's possible for a woman to care about all of these things at the same time… I really don't think it's that wild to find a guy who I'm attracted to and is also a good personality match for me. I hope I do.

You've probably also had experiences with scrotes like this. Why do people slutshame in the first place? How do I stay safe from scrotes like this? Do you think all of this boils down to insecurity? I don't know how to deal with it tbh, they're nutjobs and I had trouble responding to him to defend myself because it just felt so absurd. I didn't have any obligation to defend myself to begin with… All of this is so stupid

No. 784185

>>784145
Literally everyone posted there ranges from really hot to very interesting, just not in a cookie cutter insta baddie way, which breaks coomer and zoomer brains. Only a couple of posts were truly “unconventional”. It’s too easy to nitpick public figures, why should you internalize any of it.

No. 784191

>>784120
I hate OLD but just chiming in to say that you don't need to be a modern day adventurer who plays trombone and builds eco-friendly food trucks on the weekends to be seen as a fun person. In fact I've known people who have some pretty impressive accomplishments but were still bland as shit when you talk to them. Meanwhile there were call center employees that could keep me laughing for hours. It's really about presentation. So you watch Netflix. Okay, what are you into? Crime dramas? Historical fiction? Slasher horror? What are your thoughts about those genres? What do you find engaging about them? Clearly you have some sort of interests because you're watching these things. What are things you've had fun doing in the past and would like to do again? What activities are you curious about and would like to try? What are your goals? If you believe you're boring then frankly you will be. But if you honestly share your thoughts and interests with other people, that has a charm of its own.

No. 784194

>>784181
I know you’re young anon, but this is why so many women talk about blocking. You want there to be a way to “get through” to men who act like this, but trust me, there isn’t. They will either change on their own or they won’t. Those types of guys want a hot 10/10 supermodel who doesn’t care about what he looks like. It’s not superficial to want someone you’re attracted to, despite what they say. The only recourse is block and delete. You will not change their minds.

No. 784198

Cut myself last night which I haven't done in over a year. Dunno why, I just felt really depressed and I just couldn't stop myself. It's on my thighs so I'm fine if I just wear pants but I hate that I have to cover it up now and deal with the fear that my roommate is going to see. I'm an idiot

No. 784201

>>784181
that incel sounds completely psycho, cut all ties for your safety. you haven't done anything bad anon. do not feel bad. almost every adult masturbates. it is very normal. his autistic reaction is what is abnormal.

>Do you think all of this boils down to insecurity?

a lot of misogyny is usually rooted in insecurities, it's true. women make scrotes seethe from insecurity all the time. they feel entitled to your body so once they find out you are displaying sexuality as a woman, they think they have the right to act like you should also be having sex with them. you don't owe anyone shit. i'm sure you'll meet multiple guys who are your type, succeed in whatever area you want, accomplish at least some of your dreams. you'll find love and he'll always be a miserable, unloveable, unfuckable incel who wasted his life. you are fine. while he's young and still autistic, the amount of people like him continues to get smaller. we still have a long way to go but the world is less misogynistic than it's ever been. we have hope. those who hate women will always keep losing.

No. 784206

>>784201
samefag but i also hate scrotes using the words slut, whore, bitch. those words are thrown around all the time they have no meaning, it's always just what people say because they have nothing to justify their hatred of the women they call whores. never let these people get to you anons, they are the problem not you

No. 784207

>>784181
>Why do people slutshame in the first place?
To control women's behaviors through social stigma so they're more accommodating toward vile men and lower their standards. (In women's case, internalized misogyny and belief they can improve their value to men by devaluing others.)
>How do I stay safe from scrotes like this?
At the first sign of retarded behavior like this, at the mere hint of it, cut them out of your life and do not re-engage.
>Do you think all of this boils down to insecurity?
Partly, also just straight up entitlement. Scrotes are not complex enigmas, they're overemotional, egocentric, degenerate children at every age.

No. 784220

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Why isn't there any cute games with GOOD fashion and interior? I swear every cute game has pedophilic undertones in their art design or flat out meant to pander men's coomer idea of what "cute" fashion is. I wish more women were involved in the process of games development. I'm so bored of art as well when it comes to depicting women. It's always soulless dead eyed stares with pouty lips. I'm bored of being badly marketed to. I'm bored of what comes from being a woman. It's all so bleak and performative and suffering and anger follows it. My vent goes past games and what I wish appeals to me. Womanhood is so stripped down to being something so fraudulent. It's so vacant and empty behind a front of keeping up with a fantasy. I don't want to be a fantasy, i'm a human with bodily functions like all the rest. My voice will sound however it comes out. My hair grows wherever it's meant to grow. My fat accumulates where my body is directed to store it. My body is going to age like it's going to age. And my anger will kill me because it can't escape where it shouldn't belong.

No. 784223

>>784220
Anon, I NEED to know who the artist of that pic is

No. 784226

>>784220
What do you mean by cute games? Because there are a LOT of games without pedophilic undertones, dare I say majority. Do you mean dress up games or something?

No. 784232

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>>784223
He mostly draws sad little girls if that's what aesthetic you're into.
https://www.aronwiesenfeld.com/2018
>>784226
I understand that there are cute games that fit my vague description, but not in the way I envision it. I'll take what I can get honestly.

No. 784234

>>784226
I think she might mean games like moe can change. Which are coomer games, but with kind of cute characters and clothes, they used to be a bit balanced but now they’re full coom.

No. 784246

>>784220
Thank you for posting this anon, I feel the same way

No. 784273

>>784220
I know what you mean. Most things are made for men and sometimes by chance women might be able to get into it too. It's nicer to have things that are purposely made for us. I miss poupee girl, that was one of the few dress up games that clearly was made to appeal to women and wasn't coomerized.

No. 784283

>>784273
What about the games on dolldivine, azaleadolls, meiker.io, etc.?

No. 784317

>>780747
and his "mentor" Ready Ron tricked him into smoking a blunt laced with crack at 14, which is what sent him into a mental downward spiral and battle until his death. the soul is dead.

No. 784319

My dog has pneumonia

No. 784322

>>784319
im so sorry anon, sending you and your dog good vibes

No. 784324

It’s annoying that I have such low confidence that I’m scared to check replies to my online posts

No. 784334

Being an introvert or shy or whatever sucks so fucking bad. I had to introduce myself during a zoom class today and could barely form a sentence. That specifically wasn't so bad but talking to people in general is so hard for me sometimes. I'm starting to feel I wasn't made to live in this world.
I'm studying right now to become a tax consultant or something because it seemed to me like that type of job doesn't require a lot of small talk or having to sell yourself and it pays pretty well but now I'm really uncertain. I googled a little and most articles recommend jobs in very specific fields like lab work or programming but I don't have the necessary skills or any interest in those. To be honest I don't have interests in any jobs, I wish I could just be an unbothered shut in.
It's still some time before my graduation, so maybe I'll get over myself eventually, it just made me very sad to think about how I'm unfit for everything for no other reason than my stupid self.

No. 784344

>>784334
You're not an introvert - I mean, maybe you are, but being an introvert doesn't mean you can't speak to people, just that you get tired doing so and need time alone to recharge. You have some form of social anxiety which unlike introversion is actually a disorder. Now, I'm not a beacon of good adjustment otherwise I wouldn't be here, but it's always weird to go to an introvert space online just to see bunch of socially awkward people claiming to be introverted just because they don't know how to function among others, giving actual healthy introverts a bad rep. And it's harmful to these people too because it's easy to just blame your lack of social skills on "Oh that's just my personality" and never try to improve, thinking "it's just who they are", while they totally could if only they put some effort in it. I'm sure a lot of them would even discover they actually are extroverts or at least ambiverts, just too scared to discover that part of their personality. So yeah, consider looking into what makes you worried and unable to interact normally because this is not a normal, healthy personality trait at all.

No. 784345

Why is the yt comment bot so fucking oppressive?? Stop deleting my posts. Let me SHIT on them kids and scrotes. Let me condescendingly and hostilely “UM ACTUALLY” them for being fake ass nerds with my obviously female profile. I didn’t even call anyone a retard yet!!!

No. 784358

I wish the internet didn't exist I wish technology would stop it's ruining us and people are meaner and you can't truly know anyone anymore I wanna live in an internet free community lol like the amish or I just wanna find people who aren't internet poisoned

No. 784369

>>784358
God I relate so much anon. Let's start a commune

No. 784372

>>784358
How can we join the lolcow cult if it’s not advertised on the internet

No. 784375

>>784358
Tbf I don’t think people were any nicer or more genuine before the internet. I’m sick of it now but tbh I’d probably be a lot less introspective and a lot more vulnerable if the internet didn’t exist.

No. 784416

My skin picking has gotten bad again…I was doing so well gdi

No. 784424

i think i'm having withdrawal symptoms from advil i feel like i'm gonna die

No. 784433

I just came from a post on another site about Lizzo. Now I don't give a shit about Lizzo's weight, if she says she's happy fat that's her business. I like her music. But, the entire comments were full of people talking about how Lizzo is "vegan and works out" so therefore, healthy.
It just rubs me the wrong way. She's obviously not on a healthy vegan diet and working out regulary because if she was she wouldn't be that big. Yes there are medical conditions that cause weight gain and make it hard to lose it, but I feel like that is a rare occurrence.
I think it just hit me extra hard because the comments devolved into mocking people who have lost weight, saying they're shitty people that become bullies. To me that's just as retarded as the men that sit on twitter all day calling Lizzo fat. Everytime I accidentally see content from "fat positive" people it seems to be steeped in passive aggressiveness towards average weight people or people that have lost weight.
Like someone was saying "fuck people that have lost weight telling you to count calories it's not possible for everyone" like wtf? It's not possible for you to keep vague track of what you put in your body daily? Maybe that's why you're fat?

No. 784452

>>784433
those are fat people arguments to not lose weight.

No. 784453

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>tfw getting intimate with someone for the first time in ages
>no penetration besides some rubbing and fingering
>fucking end up with a bartholin's cyst
It's slowly going away but fuck this shit, it's taking forever and it's making me paranoid. Why can't I have ONE thing without it going wrong?

No. 784455

>>784453
warm compresses can help it drain if you haven't been doing it already

No. 784458

>>784455
I've been soaking a clean sock in warm water and putting it in my coochie, but it's kinda gross. My pants get all wet. I'm doing bath soaks once a day.

No. 784469

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Earlier this week I told my bf I wanted to be more intimate but didn't want him to always be flaccid since he might've cum for the day, so he told me he'd lay off and if I were comfortable with it we could have sex. Today he says "Y'know I haven't masturbated this week…"
"So do it. Naw, do it." was my response. What in the fuck do I look like? Am I supposed to clap and then jump on your dick? Fuck off… I haven't masturbated in weeks, do you really see me cascading that fact as if it's an accomplishment? Ugh.

That just made me kind of mad since I am already very sensitive to the topic. I get it, everyone masturbates, but it only serves as a reminder to me that I am not sexy (or at least sexy to a niche group of people) and that he's probably jerking it to his real preference of women. Well, whatever I'll let it slide since all I do is watch lesbian porn anyway.

But for him to say that as if it's my fault he couldn't cream himself. Ugh that really bothered me. Bastard. Go fucking jerk off all you want, I don't care.

I am so hateful today.

No. 784470

I keep waking up at 7am with extreme diarrhea from this medication I'm taking and it makes me so sad since I shit for like 20 minutes then I get in bed and have to wake up in like 45 min.

No. 784475

>>784469
Anon if he can't get hard for you he's not cumming once a day. It sounds like he is in full coomer mode if he can't even get hard around you.
You're going to keep internalziing his porn sickness and blaming yourself for not being "sexy" enough, when the actual problem is your bf is probably addicted to porn and has death gripped his dick into not functioning. You're already saying you're not "sexy". Run from this man.

No. 784479

>>784469
Anon you got have a talk with your bf, I've dated men who were coomers and regular non porn watching men and the difference between performance was night and day
don't leave him but just talk to him about this and inform of the negative side effects of porn

No. 784481

>>784475
Not to try and defend the male, but I should clarify a bit. He's able to get hard, it takes longer and it's not as super stiff. Additionally, takes longer for him to cum. All of those things just make me feel like he's settled or something.

You're right in that I should run from someone with coomer brain… it's just hard y'know? It's so hard to be in love with someone and to not chalk your worth up to "Is my bf able to get hard at the thought of sex?" (For me, anyway with issues my issues)

No. 784484

>>784481
Listen to that anon, it's not you, his dick is broke.

No. 784485

>>784484
Broken*
Probably broke too kek

No. 784486

>>784479
I'll discuss it with him but I need to calm down a bit first. This shit sends me into a spiral of thoughts and insecurity. Thank you.

No. 784511

>>784481
I hear you anon, but ask yourself this: If you did something that was destroying his self-worth and making him feel lesser in value to the point he was reaching out for advice on the internet, would you stop doing it? and if you did stop, would you rub it in his face? Your answer to that question will tell you what you need to do. Good luck and much love

No. 784514

>>784486
how old is he? does he spend all day sitting at work? there are so many factors that come into play. not all guys get rock hard the second someone says sex, or even when they intimate with someone they think is the sexiest person alive.

No. 784517

>>784514
anon don't be dense. If a young man can't get hard with his gf he either has a massive underlying health issue or he's a coomer. It doesn't matter how long he sits everyday lmao stop dating coomers and you wouldn't think this is normal behaviour

No. 784519

>>784517
there are plenty of reasons a guy won't bone up. plenty of reasons a girl won't flood her pants the moment suggests sex. I can understand man hate, but reaching constantly to claim he is a coomer or cumbrained because no bone? dicks don't have to be hard to cum. they are pretty useless limp but bloodflow/circulation/health are still things to be considered.

No. 784520

>>784519
If it's a health issue, they should see a doctor to fix it. Young men get morning wood from nothing, but you're telling us it's normal they're flaccid with a woman? Dude.

No. 784527

>>784520
not normal, jfc, I am saying it's not unheard of or a good chance it has nothing to do with a lack of interest as per OP.

don't rely on every stereotype ffs

No. 784530

>>784514
>not all guys get rock hard the second someone says sex
I know it’s a stereotype but pretty much every guy I’ve been with has done exactly this. The only guy I knew who had trouble getting it up had a major porn addiction/deathgrip. If he’s under 40 and can’t stay hard, dude needs to lay off the porn or see a doctor.

No. 784535

>>784530
there are guys out there who are not just a ball of hormones through their teens and twenties. OP mentions about feeling insecure and the bf masturbating. There are lots of details missing, as it's an imageboard but while I have seen more hard dicks than limp, they are out there and often the limp ones are not because they have been jacking 24/7. without more details we may be discussing a 17 to 50 year old.

No. 784537

>>784535
You didn't even read the OP

No. 784543

>>784537
The op is confused and suspects bf wanks a lot. "I haven't masturbated in weeks". Him jerking once a week could be comparably obsessive.

Op masturbating to lesbian porn but worried bf is masturbating to porn that doesn't resemble her… Ok.

No. 784564

Not a gc sperg but a classmate got mad at our group because someone claimed there was two biological sexes. They didn’t even outright claim it just said how absurd it is that when someone that doesn’t present in any specific gender he gets a strange feeling of being unsure how to treat them. Overall conversation was about sexism and his point was that it’s strange that it’s so rooted in us to need to establish which sex someone is and then treat them accordingly. The rest of the group didn’t protest so we are also getting shit for upholding it or something or she was too much of a pussy to go to him directly about how she feels offended and super duper bad. It’s just so frustrating how stupid it is all while we are supposed to apologize?? Idk how in a space meant for discussion you’re gonna force people to apologize and just not take your feelings and show them up your ass. I’ve heard several opinions of classmates that have made me want to claw my eyes out yet I’m not gonna confront them about it or say that it’s not okay for them to voice them and everybody have to always take my feelings into consideration. The fact that her message wasn’t even proper confrontation but guilty tripping about how hurt and disappointed she is.. She’s a white girl together with a white guy living in a white neighborhood!!! I get you can care about issues that don’t directly affect you but fuck you hurt by then? I already hate group works and I’m truly starting to feel like it’s a violation of my human rights to deal with delusional white straight girls that live the most heteronormative and gender stereotypical presentation and feel guilty over it and in turn need to overcompensate. You’re a boring bitch!! You’re bland!! You’re the norm!! And no amount of guilty tripping other people and policing their language and perception of reality will change that!!

No. 784565

I posted about this earlier in Stupid Questions thread but I just let my flatmate shake me down for £50 over a desk she bought me as a gift that she decided to retcon after I started moving my furniture out to a new place. I feel so fucking pathetic for being so spineless and not sticking up for myself as i’m already extremely strapped for cash. She originally wanted the full retail price of £100 back even though she was going to resell it on the internet for less than that. She wouldn’t let it go and she kept INSISTING that I knew she wanted to keep that desk (even though she agrees it is a gift to me and even agrees this whole thing is happening due to a miscommunication on her behalf). I’m so mad that i’m such a spineless retard I feel so beaten down.

No. 784569

>>784543
kek I noticed that too…anon nothing to be ashamed of and I absolutely get your insecurity and annoyance at your boyfriend's masturbation and blaming you for not getting off, but you've got to see the irony in your porno habits here.

No. 784581

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I'm so fucking scared there will be war at Ukraine. I'm not ukrainian but I live in a country bordering with Ukraine and if Russia makes a move and shit hits the fan, USA will definitely force us to partake in the conflict and then Russia can go after us. I don't know if that makes me a schizo or not but I'm already planning an escape if something happens. The thought of leaving my apartment and most of my things behind fills me with dread. More and more people withdraw all money from their bank accounts "just in case". My ex military uncle can't stop sperging out about a war. There's a feeling of paranoia slipping in

No. 784592

I have really irrational bouts of upset over not having attended oxford uni? I'm not massively sure why, one or two of my school friends went there and I used to follow this extremely pretty and interesting girl on twitter who did a masters degree there. sometimes I have recurring dreams about being accepted there and wake up and have a little cry over it not being real. There was never any chance of me ever going because I'm pretty stupid, I never even applied, I don't know why I'm so preoccupied by this. It's just another way to remind myself that I am inferior.

No. 784597

>>784592
Its never too late unless you're dead

No. 784599

Eat the fucking food, it's premium, it's 100x better than what even I eat. You like expensive, well this is the most expensive one! I threw that money away, didn't I

No. 784600

>>784599
The nerve! This spoiled little shit now comes meowing at me to give him food, his bowl is full! Full of my money!

No. 784602

>>784600
This is why you can't trust men

No. 784604

>>784599
try giving him only raw meat, that should shut him the fuck up (worked on mine at least), cats should eat raw anyway

No. 784608

>>784581
Is there anything new happening that is not being reported in the world news? I remember situation was VERY tense when Russia took Crimea/Donbas in 2014 but thought it lessened a bit with time? Russia fucking sucks, Ukraine's situation proves every former soviet union country should feel worried. I hope nothing happens…
Definitely can't blame you for making an escape plan. Better safe than sorry. Where do you plan to go?

No. 784609

I gained a lot of weight over the pandemic and I hate it. I think I'm the heaviest I've ever been. My boobs are bigger and I guess that's nice, but ahh I get so insecure

No. 784610

>>784604
It is ground raw meat, that's why it's so fucking expensive, if I looked at the label properly I wouldn't have bought it as I know he won't eat raw meat or raw eggs or anything really except high quality cat food (but not top quality as I see now) and olives. He goes mad for olives.

No. 784618

>>784608
https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.aljazeera.com/amp/news/2021/4/15/russia-threatening-ukraine-with-destruction-kyiv-says

I would probably go to Holland, my aunt lives there. It also depends on what my other family members would do. I don't have parents, only my other aunt and uncle, and two cousins. If they all decided to left and it was some other country, maybe I would go with them, idk.

No. 784620

I'm so mad right now over how inconsiderate my mother is. I've prepared my lunch yesterday and put in tupperware and put it in the fridge, now I come home to get it, and it's just the side dish left. My mother went ahead in the morning, and picked out the meat out of my lunch, and put the tupperware back to the fridge. Like she didn't even take the lunch with her at least to eat, she just picked the meat out of it, probably for a late night snack. What the fuck is this shit?

No. 784626

I cant sleep. Ive been taking antibiotics recently that have been making me extremely lethargic. Because I didnt prepare myself a healthy meal and instead only ate store made brownies out of convenience, Ive become excessively concerned about my gut micro biome. That was something I shouldve looked into sooner rather than after the fact… Ill need to drive out a few towns over to pick up my pro biotics and to purchase some quality ingredients for a healthy smoothie later today… If I can. I really hope I didnt fuck myself over and can mend my gut. Ive also been really concerned lately about the direction the world is heading, as well as where Im at in life… And here I am finding myself in tears. With a sore headache, sore back, sore everything… I know Im being overdramatic but I wish someone could help me. I'd ask my family but I know theyd think Im being ridiculous and Id rather not be shamed or have this held over my head

No. 784634

I'm taking antidepressants and one of the side effects is that I'm having tiny muscle twitches all over. It almost feels like bugs are crawling on my body. Fucking annoying

No. 784641

>>784618
That's good you have a place to go to, if it comes to the worst.
It always makes me feel a bit annoyed to see stuff like this, quote from the article
>On Wednesday, NATO members Germany and the United States urged Moscow to reverse course and de-escalate the situation in the region. A day earlier, NATO Secretary-General Jens Stoltenberg urged Russia to end its “unjustified” military buildup.

All NATO can ever do is to "urge" Russia to do something and that's it. They'll never stand up to it. In the end alliance only works in the time of peace for smaller countries like ours, if anything happens we will be sacrificed to keep Russia from getting angry at poor baby USA and co. Sorry for the sperg, it's just upsetting to see these empty words of support again, we all know how it played out in 2014.

No. 784652

I once had a bf who was pissed off at me after we went on a weekend away and he didn't get anal during the lil trip. We had never had any agreement to do anal and it wasn't something we generally did. Him getting that idea in his head was random. He threatened to go online and find someone else to fuck and I was like ok? We lived together and I had nowhere to go if he forced me out of our place, this guy had hit me before and I was trying to not set him off. He didn't go off and fuck anyone like he'd threatened but he started drinking that night which made his mood worsen and by the end of the night he dragged me out of bed where I'd been pretending to sleep (to avoid drama) and he punched me a few times in the head and then threw me into furniture with enough force to break it and break my skin on its sharp corner aswell as bruising up my shoulder, back and ribs.

Somehow he calmed after that and the next morning I woke up covered in marks and expected him to do a 180 and say sorry when he saw all the marks covering my arm, shoulder, back. He told me if I didn't go to the atm and hand over money to replace the furniture 'I broke' he'd put me out on the street. We dated for another 2 years after that. That was just one incident among others. I stayed way too long.

I'm disabled, I have a mom who has passed and a dad who moved really far away right after her death. He doesn't believe in adults living with their parents even for short stays. He also has a 'toughen up' attitude. I've never told him some of the sexual assaults and other assualts that have happened and I hate how much that plays on my mind now that I'm older and he's older and not going to be around forever. After a lifetime of tough love he bought me stuff for my house in the last few months. That's very out of character for him. The man waited til I was in my 30s to extend the slightest fatherly bit of help like "hey do you need anything for your house?" He bought me a couple bits of furniture lately and I'm grateful but it unexpectedly brought up all these feelings.

No. 784653

>>784652
Jeez anon sorry you went through all that, I couldn't imagine being in that situation. Hope you're doing alright now♥

No. 784729

>>784597
unfortunately I am lowkey dumb and broke af after paying for a masters out of my own pocket

No. 784761

I was just casually browsing lolcow and then I saw some fucked up gore gifs and now I am shaking and not okay. Don't know what to do about it, but thought this might help

No. 784769

>>784761
I saw them too, I'm shocked as well. After some search on Google, I found that theone with the woman in the blue turtleneck was from a horror movie, it's not real. Thank God. I'm not sure about the other one though

No. 784773

>>784769
Thank you for telling me this. It really helps me to know that at least that one wasn't real. I think I will feel better in a few minutes. I hope you will too

No. 784778

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No. 784780

>>784769
What horror movie? Out of interest.

No. 784782

>>784780
Frayed (2007)

No. 784786

>>784773
they're still at it, maybe best to step away from lc for a while

No. 784789

>>784786
nta, but I can't see any, I think the jannies might have deleted them already

No. 784808

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Anyone else got the fewest birthday wishes ever this year? They get fewer every year but this one was just sad for me, I need new friends so bad, corona made me even more antisocial than I already was.

No. 784811

>>784808
literally everyone forgot my birthday this year, even my own parents who i still live with

No. 784814

>>784786
>>784761
Hope you feel better soon. Let it remind you to hate men.

No. 784815

>>784808
only my mom wishes me happy birthday but that's all i need, she is probably the only one happy i am still alive so it makes sense

No. 784816

>>784808
I had none this year. I forgot my birthday is even coming up until Mom reminded me, and now I wish it wasn't tomorrow because I just wanted to do schoolwork at my own pace and now I have to celebrate it, what a drag.

No. 784822

>>784808
My dad sent me a text and a card. That's about it the last 3 years.

No. 784828

>>784808
Yes but that's my own fault for being an anxious mess and pushing people away.

No. 784844

My dad shares some interesting/funny videos on family group chat on whatsapp, today he shared a video, so I went on to watch and it turned out to be a man blowing his brain out with a rifle. What the actual fuck. It was so unexpected, I was so shocked I ended up crying, he explained it's just interesting the guy on video was so stupid enough to play with a loaded firearm and his friends recording it didn't stop him. My dad is a good person, caring for me and my siblings, very loving with my mom, never expressed interest in gore content like non-supernatural horror or whatnot, I would never expect him to do something this chan-tier. It gives me even more paranoia about people not being what you think them to be, no matter how well you think you know them. What the hell.

No. 784852

>>784844
Some people have no sensitivity whatsoever about how their actions might affect other people. Your story reminded me of the time when my mom, who works in the hospital, started to tell a detailed story about how she sawed off a patient's leg during surgery. During dinner. I almost threw up. If I don't tell her that this is inappropriate and that most people are not desensitized to these sort of things, I don't think she would have realized it by herself

No. 784855

>>784844
I assume most on here have watched stuff like that or sought out gory vids after hearing about some luka magnotta style killing. Sharing it is risky though, you seek out that shit when you feel ok viewing it. Having it put in front of you without a decent warning first is fucky.

No. 784856

>>784808
>this year

No. 784857

Sometimes I can't tell if im having auditory hallucinations or if the neighbors are being loud

No. 784868

>>784855
I watched some real life gore (not as hardcore as magnotta video though) when I was an edgy teen and wanted to prove myself as strong and unbothered, even though I'm actually pretty sensitive; maturing made me realize these are real tragedies and I think it's not respectful for the victims to be just watched like that for entertainment, I suppose this is also why it was so shocking for me to see my dad, a mature person supposedly, to act like a dumb teen me. I get that this kind of stuff gets shared and watched, but like you've said, at least a warning would seriously help to have…

No. 784885

>>784868
I looked up some suicide videos when I was feeling suicidal. The Budd Dwyer one really got me. Even if the individual in the video wasn’t a great person, I feel bad for their family having to see that.

No. 784902

>>784885
Oh, I remember seeing this one. I always think of the people who are left behind with the loss too, it must be so, so hard. I hope seeing these helped you moving away from suicidal thoughts.

No. 784919

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>>784868
I used to watch animal attack videos. I watched several of elephants attacking large crowds. Also Jaguars/dogs/chimps/horses/cows attacking people.
Also looking at car crash victims, autopsy photos, crime scenes, cadavers, bloated corpses etc. I don’t know wtf was wrong with me but I felt very ugly on the inside and vicious. I got a kick from the elephant videos, because they where essentially circus/mahoot elephants getting righteous revenge for years of degradation. However the people they attacked where brutalised in a truly horrific way, and most of them where just innocent spectators, not to mention the elephants where probably shot and killed afterwards. Horrible for everyone.
I wasn’t even that young I was 22 - 23. I was very isolated and in an abusive, occasionally violent relationship at the time.

No. 784923

>>784844
I'm sorry anon, that's pretty messed up of your dad to do. I'd probably have the same reaction and it would change my feelings towards him.
Did anyone else from your family say anything?

No. 784929

I legit look like a troon. When I see the pictures on the mtf thread I can't help feeling like shit because I know they're repulsive and I know I look like that too. And the anons there say that even ugly girls still look female but I don't and it's depressing. I look like an old man wearing girls clothes. I'm not even the only one thinking that, people in school would pass by me and ask out loud if I was a man or a woman, teachers kept using male pronouns for me and even fucking toddlers have asked me if I was a boy or a girl. I wish I was joking.

No. 784931

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>>784929
I’m struggling to understand that nonny. Are you massively overweight or something? Are you big boned, tall and strong-featured like sevdaliza? Who is definitely a woman.
tbh sometimes I get worried by it cos I have wide shoulders, strong jaw and kind of a big head kek.

No. 784932

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>look at content that i know will upset me
>get upset
>picrel
idk why i am like this. i always think to myself "maybe this time it won't get me", even though i know for a fact it will, and then i'm pissed at myself for spoiling my mood deliberately. my only saving grace is that i don't actively seek this stuff out, i just don't ignore it when it lands on my page.

No. 784936

>>784931
No, I'm underweight and I look like one of those lanky ugly men putting on a dress and a wig with bad or no makeup. My face is too short, I look retarded and I often have the thousand-yard stare.
I recently watched a video about a pedophile troon with a little fetish and I was shocked because I looked similar and it's so embarassing.

No. 784943

>>784932
I'm sorry you're upset, don't think you have to look at upsetting things to prove you're tough

No. 784967

Yesterday, I saw the guy again who bullied me in school. He didn't recognize me but I recognized him. He aged horribly and looks like a fat 30 year old even tho he is only 24. I absolutely hate this man. He bullied me, made fun of my foreign sounding name and terrorized me in class for being quiet and getting good grades. The teachers never did anything against the bullying and he never got any punishment for the stuff he did to me while he ruined my teenage years. I graduated with good grades and got the highest school diploma you can get in my country while he got the lowest since he is stupid. I am now in university and have to work my ass off every day to get my degree. When I saw this dude getting the easy way (his parents own some kind of car place of which he is now the "boss") and living a comfortable life without any worries about money or getting any higher education to survive on the job market something just snapped inside of me. I am just so angry. This dude owes me money for therapy! He is the reason I am unable to trust anyone and make friends. He is the reason I feel miserable every day and that I am afraid of people my age! He is the reason why I am depressed and axious all the time! And he gets the easy life without any worries or punishment for what he did?! I wish I could just set this stupid car place on fire or doxx him and his phone number on the internet so he gets bullied by gross neckbeards and incels and I can at least get a little bit of revenge! People always say "uwu the best revenge is to live a good life" but what point is it to live a good life when his life (for which he never had to do any work) is easier than mine?! He deserves to rot in hell and get eaten by maggots. I hate this guy so fucking much it just hurts. I deserve to get revenge and he deserves to be eternally in pain.

No. 784968

>>784929
>>784936
Maybe you just need to learn how to dress and style yourself (hair/makeup/clothes) for your bodytype and bring out your feminity. There's lots of beautiful, clearly female women with strong/broad 'masculine' features but they can't wear the same things petite girls can. Imo that's where a lot of trannies go wrong too, they think they can dress in frilly dresses or maidcostumes and think it'll look good on their 180cm+ broad bodies. And gain some weight to bring back some curves/softness to your body (unless there's medical reasons you can't I guess)

No. 784994

>>784923
Thank you, I'm glad you understand, it's been over 12h ago and I can't shake off the bad feeling I got from this situation.
>Did anyone else from your family say anything?
My mom was shocked too, she said they talked and he seemed remorseful. At the same time, I've tried to call him, he didn't respond, didn't call me or contact me in any way later so I'm feeling very betrayed. I'm worried what you said will happen, that it may change the way I feel toward him altogether, really makes me sad.

No. 785002

>>784968
I don't know, there's so much you can do to an ugly face. Dressing good for my body type (which I already try to do) can't change sunken eyes, overbite, nasolabial folds (yayy the meme features!) and crooked nose. At times I look like I'm fucking balding for some reason. Fuck this, I guess I'll just keep looking like a creepy pedophile, I didn't need to go outside anyway.

No. 785007

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wooooo my life is spiraling its fucking spiraling haha life go brrrrrr

No. 785011

I was overly honest with a person that I don't know online and told them a bit about my life. I really hate when I overshare and then I feel like shit and a loser and regret terribly. It's not because they can doxx me or whatever, I haven't shared any of that info but I hate feeling vulnerable when I expose my stupid thoughts and fears. I don't know why I did it. I should kym

No. 785027

>>784808
mine went up from one to two

No. 785039

My friend's father was in icu due to covid and he passed today. I want to be there for her but I cannot go visit her due to restrictions and I'm so shit at consoling. I just feel very bad for her, she is the sweetest thing and doesn't deserve this tragedy. I cannot deal with the illness deniers while we're having this horrid stuff around.

No. 785063

my neighbors wont stop parking in my drive. I asked nicely and they threatened me with physical violence. sthe cops told them to stop and they till do it and give me the finger. i cant do anything because they leave as soon as they hear the cops and I'm a lone woman. last time the man run at me and tried to punch me but he didn't realize my friend was here and he stepped in. I'm at the point where I'm considering grinding up glass and pouring it over my drive just to fuck up their tires. I'm so sick of being threatened by a bunch of ugly, fat men that know they can get away with it. police don't give a shit so I have to just deal with 3 men sitting on my property revving their engines because they "don't have space to do it at theirs".

No. 785075

some people really don't know how to read the room and shut the hell up. telling someone about how their partner could possibly be sleeping around is nothing to be joking and laughing about, especially when you can see they're getting upset. this bitch just kept going on and on and on. it's like they're getting off from seeing people get upset or something because this isn't the first time.

No. 785108

>>785075
there are people like that, I've known one, who enjoy making others uncomfortable and even upset. so definitely you're onto something

No. 785111

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Men should die.

No. 785113

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>>785075
read moar on autism

No. 785118

>>785113
Autism speaks is a shit org

No. 785145

I want to punish people by killing myself.
Yes, I know, I'm aware of how that sounds.

No. 785152

There's so many people who cannot rationally think for themselves and are too impatient to feel satisfaction. I'll admit I'm guilty of this as well. I catch myself falling into this mindset, but just observing it in others frustrates me. And pointing out their impatience won't fix anything.
Example, I'm in a low-carb diet group because I just want to find recipes for my pre-diabetic ass, but it's been overrun by so many people complaining about symptoms. Yes, of course switching to a low-carb diet after 20+ of consuming sugar, rice, and bread is going to make your hair fall out, why wouldn't it? Oh, you decided to pause eating low-carb for a month because the side effects are discouraging you, and you miss eating cake? Fucking dumbass, you're just making things prolong. There are low-carb versions of cake, but people are just so lazy to do a simple Google search.
Another example, during my Tumblr years, I used to stumble upon so many people just obsessed with blogging about their mental health. Like an unhealthy amount, doing it for clout. Literally having a panic attack because their anti-anxiety medication isn't working after three days of starting. Of course the hell it isn't, you have to do the work too. And said person was in an abusive environment, no wonder the medicine wasn't going to do shit. You can't medicate yourself out of living with a gaslighter.

No. 785153

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I hate my job I hate my job reee it's getting worse we just lost another fucking coworker and so that means Im not even going to be getting a piss break we already dont get normal breaks or lunch breaks but now I will be completely alone on every shift oh my GODDDD.
13/hr isnt worth it but it's not worth looking for another job since I'll be moving across the country soon but GOD DAMN I hate this stupid ass department I work for. I've told the highest authority there that we are getting more and more understaffed and he basically said 'We will handle it'.
HOW
IT TAKES MONTHS OF TRAINING TO DO THIS JOB AND YOU HAVE NOT HIRED ANYONE IN MORE THAN A YEAR.
And in that time we've lost 8 out of 11 people…to do a 24/7 job….
It's public safety too so if we fuck up someone could potentially die…and we are on the hook for it despite being overworked and paid so fucking little.

No. 785171

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Why do I overreact when I think about how men are, like how most watch porn and view women like shit, how do I stop getting this sick feeling in my stomach from knowing this? It feels hopeless and distressing. I felt so sick earlier. I wish porn never happened because it's made their view of us and behavior even worse. I wish I still believe in Christianity actually so at least while there are still sexist beliefs, it's less unabashedly degrading like the secular world and most couples aren't that strict to obeying the "wives submit to your husbands" bs. At least my parents are not like that, it's funny my mom brings it up the most but she regularly runs things. Anyway it was a tangent but I unironically wonder if that is better than the current norm where we are just sex dolls to men and they have no respect for us at all. I really hate it. My dad is a good guy but he is of the last generation to not watch porn I think and he's just a rare type of male

No. 785172

>>785171 Actually what bothers me the most is of course male violence, I hate how their first reaction is to pretend it's not what it is. We all know it's misogyny and it's done by men most of the time to us women!! I hate when men pretend they are just as scared of getting assaulted or raped like how can they pretend like that. So I guess that's another reason I can deal more with christians and the like, at least they ADMIT that women are in danger from men much more than they are from us. It sucks that they still blame us though but so does the general world, at least jesus said "Anyone who looks on a woman with lust has committed adultery in his heart" they can't argue with the bible on that like most men pretend being perverted is okay.

No. 785205

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I hate being BPD, my bf is tired of my shit, he's trying and says he doesn't want to break up but I can tell he's fed up in even attempting to compromise on stuff to lessen my retarded paranoia, I should leave him but I love him and I'm too selfish to just deny myself a guy like this, I'm getting therapy but even my therapist says it may take years before I work out through all my issues and honestly nothing is guaranteed, I wish I could go into coma and wake up completely neurotypical and well adjusted.

No. 785207

>>785171
>>785172
Don't have any consolation, but I felt the exact same as you, so you're at least not alone in your thinking.

No. 785209

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I'm -really- jealous.

While scrolling through reddit I came across a post about a mother seeking justice after a teenage male babysitter molested her daughter 8 years after the fact when she finally confessed it. Immediately the mother believed her, took action, and recorded the male confessing it. Which she found out will hold up in court. Apparently his mother tried to dismiss the molestation saying he was "just a kid," but she wasn't taking that shit. She even held herself partially accountable for not being more diligent. I'm happy & sad that some mothers actually stick up and defend their own daughters. Mine never did that for me.

Same exact situation happened to me: I was super young but my mom just had to have a weekend to herself–my bio dad had partial custody of me so he usually got me on weekends, but for whatever reason (probably because he canceled taking me) I was with her that weekend. My typical female babysitter wasn't available so she got the babysitter's brother to watch me. He was only a teen, but old enough to have known better. He molested me. I remember locking myself in my room and he fled back across the street in fear before my mother returned, and yet she never questioned this. I never told my mom, although I do recall displaying signs of trauma like nightmares about beasts with private parts, and stuff that was confusing but what I couldn't verbalize cause I had no real knowledge of it. All I knew was that my mother would be mad at me, so I kept it bottled up inside for years. I feared her, and when I believed in god I feared about that too. I had hypersexual tendencies and was exposed to sexual topics really young, partially out of curiosity but mostly due to my parents not giving a shit.
My mom was frustrated and hated my guts when I was a teen because I committed the sin of enjoying sex with my two high school boyfriends, mostly because I was trying to chase the feeling of love I never felt from any of my parents. She thought it looked bad on her, and she was very obsessed about her image. Once in anger she yelled, "Why are you like this?!" Through tears I hysterically confessed that it was a lot of things, but it could have all started when I was molested as a child. She didn't believe me, I was just a liar trying to get one up on her and make her feel sorry for me. She also shamed me for losing my virginity at 14 to a 19 year old at my high school who she allowed to date me believing he wasn't gonna try to fuck me.
Everything was just all my fault.
Years later, in my late 20s, I remember the subject of molesting babysitters being brought up at a family dinner. I reminded my mother of the time the male babysitter molested me. Shockingly, pity. Yet I believe because she didn't want to look like a cunt in front of everyone calling me a liar again and risking a scene. Nothing ever came of it. She never apologized for what she said and when I reminded her about how she called me a liar about it, she claimed to not remember. I don't think she can ever admit wrongdoing or admit culpability for some real dark shit that happened to me. Her perfectly curated image was always more important than my well-being and justice. It makes me feel so sick, I can't imagine treating my little girl like how some women do.

No. 785213

>>785171
I totally get your point anon, but I completely disagree that things would be better in a religious society as opposed to a secular one. My parents are super conservative/Christian, I was raised hearing pretty fucked up views of women from church and my family. A lot of churches are rife with sexual abuse that gets covered up or never reported. Amish society is absolutely awful to women. A lot of the men in power in religious institutions are not good people, and they definitely still watch porn and have fucked up fetishes, they just aren’t as public about it. Remember the BTK killer was found to be a prominent member of a church.

Not saying you can’t be Christian or anything nonnie, but it’s good to stay critical. The problems you talk about are a lot deeper than just secularism.

No. 785216

>>785209
That's terrible anon. Had a similar situation with my own mother when she shamed me over reading my diary detailing my rape.
I was around your age too, similar situation with that age gap. Could you imagine being 18 or older and wanting to fuck a preteen? You were a child that was raped. Fuck your mom.

No. 785217

>>785213
Not OP and I agree with you.
It's a shame that secularism became synonymous with being a degenerate, as if someone can't have values and principles without following a really old book written by men.

No. 785221

>>784120
it's okay men literally only care what u look like

No. 785223

I feel like jealousy has taken over my entire being for no good fucking reason. I am seething after seeing my bf's ex like one of his posts but that's stupid because they broke up over a decade ago kek. They were together for a long time when they were younger (13-22) but eventually broke it off due to school/distance issues which I know devastated him for a long time even if they ended on good terms. They don't even talk outside of friendly comments on posts and she's married with 3 kids… Normally I don't care idk why I feel like throwing up and ripping out my hair at the same time.

No. 785238

>>785207
>>785213
>>785217
I appreciate your thoughts guise. Yeah deep down I know that christianity is still harmful, at least as it is enacted by most people. I guess what led me to think that is how hopeless I felt about humanity knowing how most men are. I wished that I could have at least a god to believe in and give me hope that there was some caring force out there, with a plan and everything could be alright. I'm not the same atheist out of bitterness I was a teen, I think humans tend to act religious even if it's not a religion it manifests as, I think it's somehow healthy for us to have a "higher purpose/being." And I consider god might be possible but I just can't follow any of the faiths even though I wish I did because it would be an easy answer despite its flaws (sorry if it's religionsperging but I am just looking for some source of hope and stability in this world)

No. 785240

This guy came into work today and paid via his phone, but it kept on asking to be inserted. Went around like 4 times doing this until I see he's getting out his card and say "It'll probably work if you insert it" and he has the fucking audacity to say "You can't insert a phone" looking at me like an idiot. Like you stupid fuckwit are you dumb, stupid or dumb?

No. 785264

>>784967
Let go of your hate. All it turns is give you stomach cancer.

No. 785271

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Tired of not being able to just let loose and do the things I want to do exactly when I want to do them. Everything has to be rooted in some misplaced sense of convenience for my dumb ass or something. I can't just do things for fun unless I know I'm going to be productive somehow.
In some cases that's fine I guess, but times like when I want to wind down with a video game or practice crafting it really fucks with me. I try to tell myself that if I'm doing something I want to do, it's productive. That only helps so much before I'm back to square one and then it all continues on an endless cycle. Its been this way for so long.
There are many things I really want to get good at, things that take a lot of time and practice. On a base level that's fine, I very much enjoy the process of learning, but I can never practice consistently because of the way I am. I have a lot of passion for many things and wish to expand upon those feelings, but it's like there's a wall in my way at a certain point whenever I try, no matter how much I try.

It's so frustrating knowing what the issue is but not knowing how to deal with it in a way that actually sticks. Hopefully it made sense, maybe another anon or two can relate?

No. 785275

>>785209
In the same boat as you, anon. My mother is a narc, but I don't think she knows what happened. And yet, I wonder if she did, because over the years she'd keep asking me shit like "You had a happy childhood, right?" Like, hi, bitch, am I supposed to be remembering something traumatic, and you're just double-checking that my subconscious hasn't remembered it yet? Anyway, cut your mom out of your life. She's emotionally dead, so she's dead weight.

No. 785289

i think i'm getting some stress hives or something. i get so pissed off thinking about my asshole of a coworker. everyday it's the same shit with this insufferable bitch. he think he's so smart and right about everything. bitches about everyone and everything when it's none of his business. dude needs to get his head out of his fucken ass. bitches about how his brother kicked him out of the house, wife left his ass, daughter hasn't contacted him in over 10 years, and other daughter moved across the country. obviously he's a piece of fucken shit but nope everyone around him is the asshole. i've only worked with this dickhead for a few months and i want to bash his stupid head every goddamn day.

No. 785311

I've been losing weight unintentionally because of some medication that I've been put on and I'm becoming very insecure that my boobs will shrink mainly because of my boyfriend. From the beginning he stated how happy he was at how big my breasts were and how he's never dated a girl with big boobs and now I'm scared that they're becoming smaller and that he'll find my less attractive. I've been skinny before and when I was I didn't really have that big of boobs and I was with men who had a thing for big boobs and they always made me feel like shit for not being big and I'm scared the same thing will happen if my body returns to that point. I'm almost contemplating breaking up with him if I lose any more weight even though I know that's maybe dramatic. He says that it won't be a big deal even if they shrink and that it's just a bonus that they're big now and that he'll still find me just as attractive. but that really doesn't help me feel any better especially because of how he hyped me up in the beginning of our relationship with my breast size.

No. 785348

I hate my neighbors. They are both elderly women. I tried to be nice to them but they are just bad neighbors and made me hate them. Leftie likes to come onto my property and rip up my grass and weed my flowerbed even when I've asked her not to multiple times. She also is a racist and a gossip. Now she hates me because I stood up to her, she refuses to make eye contact or respond to hellos. Rightie has a loud boxer she can't control and she sits with it in front of her house and lets it lunge at people on the sidewalk. She and leftie like to gossip about me and they've also turned other neighbors against me. This woman around my age moved in to the left of Leftie and I've seen her talking to Leftie a LOT. I tried to say hi to her the other day when I walked past her to my car and she refused to make eye contact/ignored me and it made me feel weird. I hope she doesn't think I'm a bitch but w/e. I can't wait to move out of this dump.

No. 785357

I can't take this anymore. I need to stop hating myself. I'm going to end up killing myself this way. I can't take it anymore

No. 785358

>>785348
>I can't wait to move out of this dump
It's amazing how much my quality of life has improved since I moved and have good neighbours now. Good neighbours tend to cluster around each other, as do bad neighbours. It's never a mix in my experience, you're either in a bad neigborhood full of jerks or in a good neigborhood surrounded by considerate and polite people.

No. 785359

>>785311
What meds are you on? Any recommendations welcome

No. 785378

I still remember that one day when I was like 7 or 8 and went home from school two male teenagers stopped me and threatened me to hit me with this big ass metal shovel and ripped one of my school books. It was in broad daylight with plenty of adults around (it was on a street) but no one did anything. I was terrified back then and I still remember it to this day. The 2000s were a different time.

No. 785394

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Anon in the MtF thread made me sad implying Sarah Z. could be a troon… she seems to have gained a bit of weight recently, never been good at makeup but that shouldn't be a basis for the MtF accusation, maybe I'm interpreting where that post was coming from wrong, but it really feels like being a cute-but-unremarkable woman nowadays is not enough to prove your femininity.

No. 785399

>>785394
Lmao get a grip anon.

No. 785401

Water got into my ear yesterday and I woke up today with my ear rattling. It's so annoying what should I do?

No. 785402

>>785394
The anons always posting about 'their intuition telling them that this woman is secretly a troon' .. They come off as equally if not more mentally ill than some troons. Like that's not intuition sending you into a panic about some woman having wide shoulders.

No. 785414

>>785399
>get a grip
Never

No. 785416

>>785394
I think anons are scared of being told HA! You didn't clock this troon transwoman, transwomen are non differentiable from cis women (And the next step is: transwomen are better than cis women, if we're not already there). So they're just overcompensating just in case a woman ends up being a troon. Like how there was basically no gossip about NikkiTutorials being a troon before he came out I guess. But I think that's harmful behaviour for women in the longrun, considering that just pushes us further into a narrowframework of what a (biological) woman should look like. Which is interesting because a reason to be anti-tranny is because their behaviour and opinions are harmful for women.

No. 785418

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My period was ridiculously heavy today and towards the end of my trip to Ikea I looked down and both my jeans and even parts of my coat had bloodstains on it. I couldn't fucking believe it. I literally wore thick tights under my jeans as well as overnight pads. I have no idea how the fuck it happened. I go home to have a shower and as I undress I notice there's a large, worm-sized blood cot on the pads. Fuck my body. I'm exhausted and gonna spend the rest of the day in bed

No. 785420

>>785418
Oh anon! I hope you feel better.
Rest and eat sth.

No. 785426

>>785420
Thank you, I'm gonna do that

No. 785427

i ate so much today im past my calorie limit and its not even 3pm. fuck me.

No. 785438

>>785394
she's just not fortunate looks-wise and bad at makeup, definitely not a troon. i actually quite like her intelligence and thoroughness, it's sad she regurgitates some mindless sjw stuff, but she has the potential to grow up and distance herself from it/gain nuance.
>>785416
spot-on, anon. we need to accept some rare TIMS (TIMs of the self-hating gay variety from my experience, not AGPs) can pass through a screen. Nikki got hormones early, and was reaaaally tall, but her excuse was that she was Dutch so it worked.
also its' so stupid when someone goes "you can't tell someone is trans by their appearance !!!!" which yeah… sometimes you can't tell if someone secretly identifies as a closeted fakeboi or as an AGP who makes no effort… but actual maleness or femaleness is clockable on 99% of people

No. 785441

Sometimes I wonder if my brother diddling me when I was a child and he was a teenager fucked with me. I didn't even say no and I actually encouraged that behaviour so it's not ""rape"", is it?. I was curious and horny even as a kid. I don't know.

No. 785452

>>785441
>so it's not ""rape"", is it?
Yeah, it is. A child "encouraging" sexual behavior doesn't make it ok for the older person to go through with it. Like, a student coming on to their teacher doesn't mean it's ok for the teacher to pursue a relationship with their student. The older person (even if they're just a teenager) has a responsibility to reject that behavior from the younger person. Your brother knew better. No matter how horny you were, he shouldn't have done whatever he did to you.

No. 785453

>>785441
It was rape and I'm sorry that happened to you anon. My older sister did that shit for like a year or more when I was a kid with her lights off and door locked. Kids bodies still react to sexual things which is why they can't give consent until 16-18 years old since they have no idea what's actually happening to them. It scars them later because the ones who didnt scream feel even more guilt for what the abuser did. I feel a lot of disgust in 7-8 year old me who didn't struggle because I didn't understand what she was doing. I dont doubt the abusers take advantage especially on the kids who dont scream and struggle or seem 'willing' because the kid thought it felt ok or somehow it was just something that person was allowed to do. Hope if you have any problems sexually you can get past them to love someone if that's what you want.

No. 785455

>>785441
>I was curious and horny
Sounds like you might have some repressed memories

No. 785468

>>785452
Even if it was basically just touching? And couldn't you say that he couldn't have known better? He was a teenager but like 14-16, I know I didn't know what I was doing either at that age. I'm not trying to argue with you of course, I'm just confused and I think it's a bit of a complicated situation.

>>785453
I'm so sorry that happened to you anon, I hope you're okay now.
And funny you say that, I actually do have a few problems sexually. It's weird because it started bothering me when I entered my 20s, it's like I suddenly realized that what happened may not have been normal. Still living with my brother, seeing and talking to him every day may have also normalized everything. I have issues, but I don't "feel" like I've been violated.

>>785455
What do you mean?

No. 785472

>>785468
>Even if it was basically just touching?
Then I guess it's not rape, but it's still sexual abuse.
>And couldn't you say that he couldn't have known better?
No, I couldn't. 14-16 is more than old enough to know that you don't touch your siblings like that, especially if your siblings are children. Most teenagers probably couldn't even imagine doing something like that. I know I wouldn't have.
I know you may want to give your brother the benefit of the doubt, but there's no excuse for what he did tbh.

No. 785485

im tired of my mom always talking loudly on the phone on weekend morning. how tf this dumbass spend so much time talking about the vaccine she can barely send an email.

No. 785511

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I fucking hate whoever posted this. This doesn’t help the problem at all, it’s just another fucktarded narcissist trying to hang power over the anon’s head. You don’t give a slight fuck about the plight of sex workers, you just want to larp as an alpha female. Ridiculous, go scarf down your boring fruit salad and leave these people alone. The thread has now been infested with bitchy anons and scrotes(sexwork sperging)

No. 785513

>>785468
>What do you mean?
Children usually don't show that kind of behavior unless they have past experience

No. 785514

>>785441
Your brother deserves to die.

No. 785515

>>785511
no idea about the context or what the problem is but if it managed to deter someone from doing sex work then it helped

No. 785517

>>785511
Found the prostitute. Anyway I agree with your picrel

No. 785520

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>HI freshly graduated high school student, would you like to sign your life away for a school loan? All you need is a co-signer and place your name on this dotted line please!

>WOAH THERE, are YOU now trying to apply for a first time home buyer's loan? Well now just hold your horses! In order to qualify for a 30 year fixed, we need to see some documentation to prove you can even afford this! Do you seriously believe we're going to lend you for a $1300 monthly mortgage, when you're already paying $1500 to rent your shitty apartment hovel?! HA, we need more trust than that!!! Please submit your W-2s, pay stubs, lists of assets, a blood sacrifice, the deed to your left kidney, and anything else we arbitrarily fucking demand because you're not getting off that easy!


Fuck you. Eat shit and die. Develop ass cancer.

No. 785522

>>785441
>I was curious and horny even as a kid
it's completely normal for children to be curious about sex/sexuality, that's where the term "playing doctor" comes from. Instinctually, even as children, we all know to some degree sex exists, and children are curious about their entire world because they don't know anything about anything.
Once someone starts molesting a child, even if they had no concept of sexuality at all, they will be curious about it then, there's no way not to be.
Abusers will always blame child victims for their "participation," they will use that normal curiosity to guilt their victim into silence. Sometimes they don't even have to guilt the victim because the victim implicitly blames themself for their completely normal and out of their control curiosity. It is absolutely not your fault in any way.

No. 785523

>>785511
Probably like most rational people, she cares about sex workers who were trafficked or forced into it due to certain circumstances, but not privileged idiots who choose to put themselves at risk because they were too "proud" to work at McD's or something. Women who actively continue to push the concept that we are sexual objects should be shamed and shunned.

No. 785524

>>785523
>teehee I like to fuck might as well get paid for it

No. 785527

>>785511
Why drag this into another thread?

No. 785528

>>785527
So we can have yet another infight about sexwork

No. 785532

>>785513
Is that so? I'm pretty sure it's just how I've always been. Some kids are more curious than others I guess, and my parents always liked to talk about their sexual life while me or my brother were present, so I've always kind of known what sex was.

>>785472
>>785514
>>785522
Thank you for your opinions (and support) anons. What you all say makes sense, I guess it's hard to see some things if you're involved in the situation.

No. 785573

I'm beginning to despise night time. There's only so much I can do to distract myself from my stupid sappy emotions. I'm sick of crying every few days, I'm sick of going to bed at 5 am almost every night, I'm sick of my mind and remembering how better things were years ago. My imagination is the worst thing ever.

No. 785578

A girl I'm talking to asked me out of nowhere if I'm "pink all over" no lead up or anything. Straight up. She was obviously trying to start some sex talk but I've never felt more turned off.
Why do the tomboy/butch women I talk to end up having scrote-like qualities? I'm wondering if other lesbian anonitas here have experienced the same.
I should stick to femmes.

No. 785581

>>785573
We live the same life anon!

No. 785593

>>785578
My first thought.. Are you sure it wasnt some catfishing scrote?

No. 785597

>>785578
What the fuck does pink all over mean

No. 785599

>>785597
Nipple and labia color. Pink vs dark

No. 785601

>>785578
sorry ot but i didn't come here for like a couple weeks, i come back and everyone's calling each other "anonita"??? how and when did this happen lol

No. 785620

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Last night I made a thai beef noodle soup and my bf didn't really like it. He's a fast food junkie and bar food basic. I need to learn to accept it.
Don't get me wrong, I still would have made the soup regardless because it's something I enjoy, I just wish I had a partner that would enjoy this kind of food with me and really show it.

Man, all this effort though. The braised beef and homemade bone broth took a few hours. I could tell he was being polite when he said it was good, but he later confessed that the fresh noodles I bought were 'slimy,' packet ramen noodles would have been better in his opinion. He's never had fresh noodles. He wasn't an ingrate or anything, I just wish I cooked something and there wouldn't be anything off about it cause he wouldn't be so picky.

No. 785626

>>785593
I know for a fact she's a woman which is why I'm so disappointed. If she was a catfishing scrote I could at least laugh about it in a few days.

No. 785639

>>785601
I think one latina nonnie decided to start it, and either the latina anons are compulsive lolcow posters or it caught on very quickly.

No. 785643

>>785620
Wow that's sad. For you but also for him, not being able to enjoy great food is terrible and he probably doesn't even realize what he's missing.
That dish sounds delicious Anon, I hope you enjoyed it yourself.

No. 785651

>>785639
It caught on fast because a lot agreed nonnie sounds retarded iirc

No. 785655

>>785620
Picky eaters who eat like children need to jump off a bridge tbh

No. 785658

>>785655
but science shows they don't do that by choice it really is in their taste buds

No. 785665

>>785658
Fine they can live

No. 785674

>>785639
I was praying in Spanish and Nonnie seemed weird to me when I paired it with Spanish words, so I thought that anonita sounded better

No. 785714

>>785674
You made quite the impact on lolcow culture kek

No. 785723

this is hella dumb because it's my choice to be frequenting an imageboard but I can't stand the way anonymous sites (and even twitter usernames etc) encourage people to be shitty and talk to other people in a way that they probably never would in person. I enjoy it on here but sometimes the general rudeness on here gets to me. maybe I should just throw my wifi router into the sea

No. 785727

i'm ugly but i still hold on to hope that somebody out there one day will think i'm lovable and maybe even find something to find attractive about me. at best i'm the butt of everyone's jokes and at worst i'm a literal punching bag and i'm tired of living this way, i hope i can eventually be appreciated

No. 785778

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I made a promise to myself while ago. I promised myself to stop comparing my life to others but today I unintentionally broke that promise while I was on facebook I saw a profile and I ended up in another profile just looking at other people's lives. My country is considered poor and it really is. People here are divided into two groups, it's like we live in parallel worlds. The people in the profiles lives a veeeery privileged life! It's hard to see girls my age and younger living the life I've always wanted. I know my parents worked their asses of to make me live good and I'm grateful but still I feel less whenever I see those people. I graduated from university last August and I am still unemployed, every job wants experience and it's hard to find jobs with 0 experience. I really want a scholarship to study masters outside of my country pray for me anons. I also come across an ex-friend of mine and it's difficult not to remember our good times. I really hate social media and I was doing fine without it and I don't know how this happened tonight but I really feel hopeless and sad at this point. It's like there's no way out.

No. 785786

my sister and i had an argument with her trying to say that male circumcision was the same as female genital mutilation. I know I'm in the right for yelling at her but holy fuck she's so fucking sheltered and entitled and she even had the audacity to call me an sjw retard.

No. 785797

>>785786
Just two sisters screaming about cut cocks. Damn I wish I had a sis

No. 785814

>tfw you're talking to a guy but you sense something is off
>tfw you realise he looks like armored skeptic
>tfw

pls what was that affliction called that Greg(I can't remember his name lol) supposedly has? I'm armchairing

No. 785822

>>785578
shhh you're gonna summon the butch anon

No. 785830

>>785778
Small steps anon, you're actually doing great and one misstep that happened today doesn't change that. Fingers crossed for you to achieve what you've planned for yourself.

No. 785835

>>785578
>Why do the tomboy/butch women I talk to end up having scrote-like qualities? I'm wondering if other lesbian anonitas here have experienced the same.
Yes.

No. 785838

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I hate hate hate how scared I am of men. I feel like I should be an "empowered woman! >:D" but truthfully, I'm scared. I can't even talk in group discussions unless it's an all-female group. When I see a man pass by, I stop in my tracks like a deer in the headlights. I feel like such a weak person who has no chance of going into my field of interest (Engineering) since it's so full of men.
I just want to be normal and not panicky all the time. I can't even look my dad straight in the eye anymore some days. I'm turned into such a weak, ineffectual person. Even if I do end up saying something in front of a man, I retract my statement like a little mouse at first sight of displeasure, only further making me seem like a dumbass. Yeah, I get it's trauma or whatevah, but jeez, can't I catch a break? One night with an asshole a few years ago, and now I'm constantly annoyed by how stupid and scared I feel all the time.

*pic is me when man

No. 785843

>>785599
nta but do lesbians really care that much about the color?

No. 785848

>>785843
Not at all

No. 785849

i think im pregnant. i had.. raw sex while only on the second or third day of my birth control after having been off of it for a week and a half because they randomly cancelled my refill for no reason and didn't inform me. 3 or 4 days from my ovulation. i have to get an abortion and somehow hide it from my parents. i am 21 but i still live with them. i'm so scared, i feel so alone. my boyfriend lives 2 hours away and i don't have a single friend. i'm afraid something will go wrong. i don't know how to hide the expenses from my mom. i don't know what to do. i have a week left before i can take a test. if i have to have an abortion it's going to crush me but i have no other option. i just wish i could confide in my mom but this goes against her views and i don't want it to hurt our relationship. my boyfriend is not very warm or comforting. i feel terrible.

No. 785852

>>785849
First of all, are you sure you're pregnant, anon?

No. 785853

>>785849
If it comes to the worst and you have to get an abortion, there must be some kind of helpline in your country that would help you go through all your worries with them? You should look it up, for the peace of mind.

No. 785855

>>785849
I hope everything goes well for you anon.
Please don't stress yourself before being sure you're pregnant. And in case you were, please let your boyfriend handle it with you. You shouldn't go through this alone. It takes two to get pregnant.

No. 785858

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Now how the fuck am I supposed to compete with other artists who appeal to shit tons of retarded zoomers on instagram and Twitter? god it’s like a lucrative dystopia for artists and it’s so hard to break through because some untalented narc will create an account and try to accumulate cyarin levels of unwarranted self-importance and delusional fans. make an account they say it will be fine they said, but all I’m seeing is a bunch of overcompensating tendering over amateur skills and talent. so done, it’s impossible to be successful online without having the audacity to shove your sparkles cover shitfest and hope the pigs come flying

No. 785860

>>785852
i'm not 100% sure, as i said i still have a week before i can take a test. but i just don't know how i wouldn't be. it says online that it takes 7 days for BC to work, and stupid me did it only 3 days in, not to mention so close to ovulation. i started the pills improperly, about a week after my period (because i couldn't get them on time)

>>785853
yes, i should give it a look. i think it's afterwards when i'd need the help. i know it will be heavy to deal with on my own.

>>785855
you're right, i ought to confide in him more. he did do this to me after all, lmao. thank you for the kind words <3

No. 785861

>>785858
You don't have to be successful online to be a successful artist, you know.

No. 785862

>>785861
How do you even do that? No one even explains success in the most clear way possible because even they know some part of it was out of their entire control.

No. 785866

>>785862
Success is subjective. For some people it's gonna mean being famous and invited to conventions, for some it would be being part of big, well known projects, and for some it would be to have a stable satisfying art related job. All of them require luck but some less than others, so you need to specify what success means to you, personally. Then it will be easier to find specific steps on how to achieve it.

No. 785881

I love him so much and I don't want him to go

He's a youtuber and the streams he does with his cousin are too good

We were having a relationship but his anxiety killed it all

I don't want to go to the stream and figure out he has a new girlfriend now

it sucks

No. 785937

The way that some of the anons on here post about how porn has ruined men (true) and being online ruins how you see people (also true) but then say every single woman who doesn't look a certain way/super femme is a troon gets me so fuckin bad. How hard is it to think before you speak my god

No. 785939

>>785937
they aren't all the same people… I've said the first 2 things here a handful of times but never the last. gnc women are awesome and anons shouldn't tinfoil so casually

No. 785942

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I'm ranting anons, don't mind me.

I feel utterly weird tonight. When I was a little girl there was this guy, my friend's brother, he's probably 8 years older than me whose I've never had a conversation with and he's known to be very cold and aggressive , he only played with my hair once as I was playing video games with my cousin and said sth about me being cute. As a kid I thought nothing of it, you know people are nice to kids. We met again when I was Older, at his wedding, he ended up marrying my cousin! I was clapping and when I looked at him he was staring at me so I looked away immediately, but felt his stare piercing my face, his aunt caught on this and smiled at me and the whole situation was weird, like dude it's your wedding. Tbh, I thought it was weird but didn't really think much of it, after all it's his wedding. After one year he became a father! His sister invited me for a sleepover night so I went and he lives next to his parents house, we ran into each other but I pretended to not see him. Later on, his mother told me that he was asking who I Was and that he liked my hair color and that he thinks I'm pretty !!!!! I was astonished that he didn't recognize me! But again they live 3 hours away and I rarely visited their house so understandable. He came to his parents house for lunch and I entered the kitchen without knowing he was eating there and as soon as he saw me he smiled widely and invited me to eat with him but I refused politely and left the kitchen. I felt so uncomfortable when I saw how cold he was with his wife!! He kept staring at my face and didn't respect her at all!
I never went there again and asked my friend to come over my house instead. It just feels strange now that I think of it.

No. 785943

I wrote a sperg about how ugly I am but I decided to delete it.

It's really hard being unattractive, fam. Especially when I had a couple "attractive" years and the stark difference between how people treated me then versus how terribly I'm treated in the present. I wish that time never happened to me if it would only lead to me realizing how superficial and mean people are now.

No. 785946

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>>785943
I'm sorry anon that must hurt a lot. please keep in mind that there are millions of people, of course a lot of them are shitty about looks but you can find a bunch with other values who may not be so attractive either. don't let the ones who are shitty (admittedly a lot) make you think everyone is this shallow, because the unattractive and/or un-shallow people are equally as valuable humans you could seek out. I wish I could hug you I'm sorry it's this rough

No. 785952

>>785946 also pretend pic related is your soul and mine floating away from this gay earth, as you can see our souls are very cute

No. 785953

>>785946
Thank you for your kindness anon, I hope good things happen to you <3

No. 785955

>>785953
Of course no problem, they will and they will happen to you too! heart eyes

No. 785994

Ughhh I hate my upstairs neighbor. Who gets on a treadmill every day at 7am?? It vibrates the ENTIRE building and is driving me fucking insane.

No. 785995

My manager and I made an agreement in regards to my department duties just 2 days ago, and today she disregarded what we agreed upon and said that I should not be notified of the changes being made in her main department that fully effect mine. This is the third time this year we had the same conversation about my job and yet again she goes above me without notice. I'm so frustrated, ugh.

No. 785997

>>785994
Damn I wish i would get up and run on a treadmill at seven am. Pretty based.

No. 786004

>>785994
It's not a treadmill it's me on my Sybian

No. 786008

Why am I so stupid I wish I didn't leave these comments I left somewhere, I completely misunderstood and also sounded like an idiot but was just trying to be nice. I know it's really insignificant but I'm so stupid it's a problem. Everyone sounds so smart and I sound fifteen years old

No. 786014

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>catch up with gay friend
>tells me he broke up with his long term bf
>His bf not only cheated on him with another scrote but also caught HIV from him
jfc My friend luckily did not get infected too, but man do I feel bad for gay scrotes in general having to deal with the bullshit that comes with dating men. He also tells me he's now starting to use condoms when he hooks up, like dude you should've been doing that from the beginning.

No. 786016

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god my ex is such a disgusting coomer scrote i wish i could just insult him to his stupid face but i must control myself

No. 786018

>>786014
Your friend dodge a huge bullet since his bf didn't infect him at least.

No. 786024

I wish my cringy gross ex didn't block me cuz I miss getting milk from the source sigh

No. 786025

In the beginning of my relationship my boyfriend told me he occasionally had contact with his ex. It made me sort of uncomfortable but apparently they dated for like eight years and were friends for two years before dating and the contact they had was sparse so like I put it aside and didn't let it get to me. Now I had a fight with my boyfriend recently and found out that apparently him and this ex apparently broke up and got back together again many many times and now I just feel very uncomfortable again. Like that just seems like he's hanging onto someone he still probably has feelings for and can't let go of fully at that point if they had a history of breaking up and getting back together constantly and if I had known this from the start, I don't even know I would have continued dating him because it just feels so weird to me. Am I thinking too hard about this?

No. 786028

I have a disease and one of the rarer symptoms is an entire mouthful of sores. I not only feel like someone took a wire brush to my gums and the roof of my mouth but my breath also constantly smells like open flesh. This feels like I'm the lead character in a body-horror novel. Luckily it only happens a few times a year but when it does I swear I lose like 10lbs and the will to live for a few days.

No. 786029

>>786025
How long have they been broken up? What was the gap between the final break up and the start of your relationship? I feel like these answers are important as to whether you’re overthinking or not.

On one hand, he is with you now but on the other, I can understand your feelings. Did he never discuss the relationship with you in detail? I get that talking about exes is uncomfortable and can be a red flag, but someone he dated for 8 years is different. I had a similar (but shorter) toxic relationship and I would definitely discuss it with future partners, not so I could talk about my ex but to explain about what I went through and how it changed me. I’d find it weird if a partner hadn’t been open with me about something like this. Eight years is a long time to blank out.

If you feel he is hanging on to the relationship, that’s something he needs to work on because it’s beyond his ex. He needs to figure out why he is clinging to someone who probably hurt him a lot, and who he probably hurt in return. That’s not healthy. I don’t think there’s an inherent issue with them staying in contact - they were huge parts of each other’s lives for the best part of a decade. But if you think there’s more going on than there should be, even just emotionally on his part, that needs to stop.

No. 786033

>>786025
Honestly, whenever I stayed in touch with people I had serious relationships previously while I had a new partner, it was in order to receive double the emotional attention.

No. 786034

>>786033
Samefag, I block all my exes now. I consider that growing as a person.

No. 786036

>>786029
I'm assuming they've been broken up for like around four or so because he dated someone for a year after her and he said he didn't date anyone else till he found me two years later. He's talked about how she had anger issues and would put him down when she was angry, how they met, some similar hobbies they shared, and that's about it. He told me now because we've been discussing this, that he apparently hasn't talked to her since I told him I was uncomfortable with him talking to her. Though he hasn't deleted her off of anything and he never told her that he didn't want to talk and I guess he's just been ignoring her messages for a few months now. Which I didn't know about till now. And now I'm just a bit more confused.

No. 786037

LGBQ those are sexualities. not mental illness. not pretend genders. the ongoing insult to queer folk by the inclusion of the transincelfurryugly is insane. sorry long 48 hours of creepy men in dresses

No. 786059

The psoriasis is acting up so bad. It's so hard to not to itch. Thankfully it's still cold so no one has to see my gross elbows and think I'm disgusting and contagious, for now at least.

No. 786073

>>785849
If it helps, when I stopped bc it took like 5 months for my period to come back. It fucks with your cycle a lot. It's possible that 1 week wasn't enough to get back on track. In any case, no use being anxious until you can take your 2 week test.

No. 786108

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>>785943
don’t let that distract you from the fact that men can go out wearing picrel and still be accepted into society. you’re probably not even ugly at all, you just don’t fit conventional standards

No. 786117

Every time someone spells the word "little" as "lil" in written communication I am filled with near-homicidal rage. I hate everyone who does this and they deserve it. Except Lil Kim

No. 786121

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Waiting for the day when e-celebs learn that their careers are much more fragile than actual celebrities because their success is based on the parasocial relationship built with their fans rather than their actual skills. Like bitch how many of your peers have you seen get cancelled for sleeping with fans or some other shit until you realize that it's probably not a great idea to do it yourself? There is enough history of people getting cancelled through the years ever since e-celebrities became a thing that it's fucking easy enough to take a few pages out of their books to learn what not to do.
I swear to god people need to do it like in the junji ito manga and hire someone that spends their time continually whispering in their ears to not be a dumb shit today.

No. 786123

I just feel so bored every day. I don't know how to occupy my time. Nothing is fun or enjoyable and time passes too fast. I have no motivation to pick up any old interests, even cleaning and showering feels like too much. Through the week im fine cause work keeps me occupied but on the weekends i just feel like shit and do nothing.

No. 786126

>>786123
Honestly anon, same.
But I'm also unemployed so I feel like this all the time. Hope someone can give an advice.

No. 786132

>>786126
NTA but same, and I'm unemployed as well. Some days I don't feel motivated to do anything and just lie in my couch wondering where the time went. It has gotten a bit better since I started collecting plants, I don't feel quite as useless knowing I have some green buddies that need me to stay alive.

No. 786135

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I still can't get over this. I just can't. Have you ever seen a popular actor with a genuinely ugly wife? I don't recall any. Meanwhile I could name a few actresses with ugly husbands, Kate's case being one of the most infuriating. Even irl I see more pretty women with average or even ugly scrotes than attractive men with average or ugly women. It seems like generally there's more attractive women than men and there wouldn't be enough attractive men for every attractive woman. Most men are gross and women "have to" settle for something because that's better than being alone. It still annoys me. I can't cope with reality

No. 786138

>>786132
Glad to know things are slightly better.
What are you planning to do with unemployment, are you seeking any jobs?

No. 786142

>>786121
I really hate how e-celebs think they don't need a "company to limit their artistic freedom" when in reality to have their career last they absolutely need an outsider manager to tell them they're being retarded, saying controversial things or not getting shit done. They believe themselves to be untouchable, maybe because they get instant, unfiltered gratification from their fans.

No. 786144

>>786135
Hard agree. The argument always is "maybe he's nice" and sure I'd also prefer a nice mediocre dude than beautiful abuser but why the fuck men never pick an uglier woman on a premise of her being nicer than hot women?

No. 786145

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I think my brother's an AGP. He also has a diaper fetish and a kid. I wish he would disappear.

No. 786146

>>786135
> It seems like generally there's more attractive women than men and there wouldn't be enough attractive men for every attractive woman
I see this too, and even if I was insanely beautiful I’d probably be willing to date an average or maybe even ugly guy. Not just lowering my standards because I don’t want to be forever alone but because I’d have more of a chance of finding someone I actually want to be with. I don’t believe unattractive scrotes are generally any less entitled or disgusting than attractive ones, it’s just the numbers. I genuinely think most men don’t care much about anything other than looks, so dating a less cute but otherwise compatible woman literally doesn’t occur to them.

No. 786151

>>786138
Yeah, I keep getting interviews at great places and I'm always close to getting the job but there is always someone that is more experienced…hopefully I land the interview I have tomorrow!
How about you anon? Are you looking for any jobs? Have any small things in your every day life that might give it a little bit more reason?

No. 786164

>>786135
I wish beautiful actresses were all gay and dated each other instead of scrotes.

No. 786166

>>786151
I hope you get the job nony. Good luck!
I've been looking and applying for jobs but they always want experienced individuals and I'm a fresh graduate.
Well nothing in my life seems to go well these days but I'm grateful I'm healthy.

No. 786179

i miss the man hate threads so much anons, i don't care about trans stuff i just want somewhere to talk about how much i hate men

No. 786182

>>786151
>>786166
Original anon here, it's nice to see my vent led to a really nice conversation. I wish you luck at your interview tomorrow anon.

Anon 2 have you thought about volunteering anywhere? I started volunteering for a charity and that gave me good experience alongside my degree and it helped me in interviews. See if theres any easy online charities you could volunteer for.

The thing you said about plants was interesting because when I was younger and had a dog it felt great because of the responsibility I had to be motivated so my pet wouldn't get sad. At the moment I think the fact i won't get in trouble if i just lay around all day is a big factor haha.

No. 786195

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I just doxxed a scrote on Reddit and it feels so good. It all started when I saw his post on the front page. The post was titled: "To the woman who made me buy vegan ingredients to cook dinner, spend hours upon hours cleaning - getting ready for our date and not having the decency to cancel and ghost me for absolutely no reason? Thanks. Your loss. At least I got a decent profile picture?" And the dumbass posted a photo of himself with his dog for some reason.

I went through his account and realized that he's a law student with a vendetta against this girl because apparently she was mean to him. He posted screenshots of their texts and threatened to get her fired and threatened to sue her for defamation. Ranting and raving like a complete lunatic. He also included a photo of this girl along with her name, so he wasn't just putting himself on blast.

The idiot uploaded the screenshots as a file on Google Drive which is under his real name. From there, I was able to find his Facebook page, where he goes to law school, the names of his parents, and their address. What do you think nonnies? Should I notify his law school of his unethical behaviour?

No. 786199

>>786195
If he were just salty over being friendzoned and vented like a normal person I would have said no, but since he's threatening the girl then I'd say notify his school. But I'd be worried about getting the girl in trouble indirectly that way if I were you. What did he accuse the girl of, exactly?

No. 786200

>>786195
LMAO no idea what you should do with him but I've googled the post title, found the guy, the delusion of thinking he's above average looking is too much. Also the way he speaks is SO pretentious. No surprise he's been single for 6+ years, deserves 6+ more

No. 786201

>>786195
Notify his parents too while you are at it. Make him a disappointment to his parents. Make him cry.

No. 786203

>>786195
Don't notify his job yet, notify the girl about it anonymously because she might not know about it yet. If push comes to shove, notify his country's law enforcement and take incriminating screenshots that prove his harassment. Then you notify his job

No. 786206

I met the saltiest artist today who said "Attractive people can never be good artists because they focus too much on their appearance. The more attractive, the worse the art is"
I just looked at them thinking
"So you're ugly AND bad at art? Hmmn must suck"
seriously, who thinks like this?

No. 786213

>>786195
I say notify everyone because he's a clown asking for it

No. 786221

My dad was a drug dealer and my mum left him, called me aboriginal because my grandmother on my dads side is part aboriginal, I don’t look anything like it. Mother takes us to an aboriginal mission where we watch tv all day while the adults do weed and get drunk and cry all the time. She cuts off all of our family members on both sides(understandably) but ONLY to move to a new town and make friends with the most messed up aboriginals in town, takes weed all the time and and keeps making me say help to random aboriginal people I don’t know telling me I know them and that they are my “Aunty”. She ends up bonding over her childhood trauma with a 19 year old aboriginal dude when she’s like almost 30. She comes into the house screaming at 11 year old me, and my 9 year old sister one day about how jer aboriginal boyfriend pretended the condom broke when screwing her. They have a kid and she finds out he is a drug addict, but she has another kid with him, tells me that all these aboriginal people from the drug addicts family are now my family members, the drug addict aboriginal boyfriend cheats on my mum with other baby mammas and my mum starts having drinking parties with all the aboriginals in town at the front of our house right outside my room so I can’t sleep. One time she lets a bunch of random aboriginal ladies who I don’t know sleep at our house(probably had weed, they were drunk though) and take me and my sisters bed so I literally had to make myself sleep on a chair somehow. One time when I’m 13, I run a bath and a random aboriginal man walks in and won’t leave until I yell for someone to remove him from the bathroom, the next day my mother is crying and thinking I was molested (wasn’t) and said that the drunk aboriginal guy thought that I was her… and says she won’t have drink house porch parties anymore. We move to a new state, skip years later and I’m a nazi.

No. 786223

>>786195
>To the woman who made me buy vegan ingredients to cook dinner, spend hours upon hours cleaning
Keeping your house clean and cooking a meal…Date or not, most adults consider that a part of everyday life and not some huge task. He makes it sound like he climbed everest for her.

No. 786225

>>786221
Oh and the best part, one time when I was 13 or something my mum took us to visit our real family members on my dads side and kept saying my creepy older cousin was a pedo when he wasn’t around, and then we are all taken to a party somewhere where everyone is drunk, we walk back with our uncle back to our auntie and uncles house and the uncle starts thinking the sprinklers heater is acid and says to not walk through it. We go back to the house and when we are asleep I wake up and feel something is wrong, and I see someone turn on the lights and my creepy older cousin was under the blanket with my sister about to molest her, but he runs away and pretends nothing happened, we all go back to sleep, nothing is done about this, but the next night my mum runs out crying saying that the creepy older cousin “tried to rape” her(mum) and that we needed to leave or something. I think we left.

No. 786229

>>786225
>>786221
Also she use to smoke right next to me as a kid up until I was 11, that’s when she was pregnant with my half aboriginal brother and she decided to stop smoking while pregnant and then stop smoking in the house after he was born and now denies ever smoking I front of me as a kid.

She did change her ways eventually with my younger half aboriginal siblings though, nobody really wants to be her friend and she hasn’t had a bf in like 12 years cuz nobody wants to be with her.

No. 786233

>>786195
So he made her a vegetable dinner at his hovel that he's angry he had to clean?
This is like the lowest of all the efforts, he didn't even have to spend the typical $50 on dinner that scrotes usually bitch about. She took a huge personal risk showing up at his place to eat. And with a vendetta this strong just for being romantically rejected, I'm half surprised he didn't attempt to coerce or sexually assault her while she was there.

He deserves to be doxxed. I just hope there aren't any repercussions against her, I'd be nervous about making this manbaby even more angry at her cause of him not realizing matters would be his own fucking fault and not hers.

This makes me so angry. I had some loser in college slander me all over campus just because I didn't want a relationship with him. He never went as far as getting me fired from my job, but I lost a lot of acquaintances and some friends all because of a male who couldn't handle his own feelings.

No. 786236

>>786195
Making dinner and cleaning for hours is normal adult behavior, why does he find it so special lmao

No. 786239

>>786233
That’s horrible anon, I hope you don’t do this please beat him up expeditiously that would be really awful, what about the men? fuck the men, a good man is on his death bed

No. 786244

>>786236
Men think hitting the bare minimum is amazing and spectacular and enough to get sex and affection, he’s probably the first male BPD-chan I’ve seen. Women have been cleaning and cooking better and longer than scrotes and who decided to turn it into a brutal capitalist industry to obtain shit loads of useless pretentious accolades? Men.

No. 786245

>>786233
It's weird when people larp as professionals online but act unhinged. I had a holistic healer with a hate campaign against me but like I thought about discrediting her business but like she wants to meditate to modulate your DNA and has a train wreck of a personal life so thru growth and time I have looked upon her with charity. If she wants to be a mentalist fair fucks.

No. 786249

>>786199
Upon further inspection, it seems that he has been posting about two different girls. The post about being ghosted went up today. But last week, he posted about what seems to be a different girl (Toni) who he met on Tinder. He suspected Toni was trying to use him for a $150+ dinner, so he suggested that they take his dog for a walk to the park and he said he would buy a nice bottle of wine to bring along (who tf drinks wine while walking their dog???). He claims that Toni then proceeded “to go psycho” for no apparent reason (although I'm betting he was the one to freak out when she ghosted him).

Apparently he’s pissed because Toni claimed to be a paralegal at a law firm and was telling all the lawyers and judges she knew that he was harassing her. He made a fake number to continue to talk to her (I’m guessing because she blocked him).

He's obviously omitting significant parts of the story. He selectively screenshotted to make her look like the crazy one when clearly he is unhinged.

>>786200
kek for real though he doesn't even realize how cringey he is. Here's what he said on a different post: "I said some really fucked up shit to her today. I gave her four days to take her time give me an answer and she doesn’t do shit. Just blocks me. Fucking bitch. I said some things that are probably gonna make her cry, so I feel quite better."

>>786203
It seems like even he doesn’t know her last name. I would contact her if I could but I was not able to locate her.

>>786203
Toni said in the screenshots that her dad is a state trooper so I hope she has already notified the authorities herself.

>>786233
Ugh, that's awful. I'm so sorry to hear that you went through something similar. We need more men to be held accountable for the harm that they cause. I'm seriously thinking about filing a complaint with his law school for sex-based stalking. Toni said in the texts repeatedly that she was scared for her life and she asked him to leave her alone.

No. 786254

>>786195
do it, babes but do it as anon as you can.

No. 786257

I posted a while ago that I ran a popular niche meme page w my friend and she kicked me off without saying anything. We had a falling out a while ago so it was a weird dynamic but we have 17k followers that I helped build. I don’t want anything to do with the account anymore bc she’s trash and all the money made went to her bc I didn’t notice the redbubble was attached to her PayPal. She made money other ways too. Anyways I decided, after long consideration, to change the redbubble password and then switched her PayPal to my bank account instead.

No. 786259

>>786195
He is so ugly though, what the fuck yes absolutely contact his school

No. 786260

>>786257
Good for you, anon

No. 786265

>>786257
Just curious, but how much profit did you roughly make through redbubble? She could have just kicked you out cause she wanted the money herself.

No. 786266

>>786257
It’s crazy that I remember your post lol, I’m glad you got the last laugh anon.

No. 786274

nauseating how my stepfather both amounts to a toddler with a full diaper throwing violent tantrums at the drop of a hat and requires the respect you would give to someone reliable and caring who has earned legitimate authority. he plainly says, not even to rile my family up, "i will never apologize for anything, that's just not who i am", when called out on the insults / past physical abuse, or, "people like me were born to lead and i refuse to obey dumber people" (justification for unemployement etc). and my mother completely enables it, saying that everybody evolves at their own pace even though he's fucking 50.
so glad i've been away for several years, but i'm so sad i never got to benefit from the presence of any well-meaning father figure due to my mother being reproducing with retards.

No. 786281

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ugh my sister's bf seems like an assholes, he radiates this off "vibes" idk

No. 786286

>>786144
They'd rather cry about hot women being vapid dumb sluts, anon. They're the logical sex, remember?

No. 786322

Yo wtf was at bday thing for my boyfriend's mom dropping off some presents and I went inside for a moment to go pee and when I was done and opened the door it was like my boyfriend's brother-in-law had his ear to the door? Everyone else was outside. He just said "oh didn't know anyone was in there" even though I excused myself from the whole group. Idk something just felt immediately off especially how sheepish he was when I opened the door. I told my boyfriend and he said he wouldn't put it past but I guess I just leave it cause maybe I am being paranoid. I just don't like the guy because he's always belittled me.

No. 786335

I'm stuck with my bf's family watching their home videos from 20 years ago and I'm about to shit myself out of sheer boredom. It's been two hours already. Can I get an F anons?

No. 786349

i know im going to sound like an asshole for this, but i need to vent… im tired

>be me a few years ago

>attempt suicide, spend four months in mental hospital
>diagnosed anorexia (fully recovered now) and bipolar I (have been on meds for years)
>takes some time, but these past years for the first time im happy with my life
>become friends with a friend i had mutual friends with
>shes bipolar too
>she doesnt take meds because "she doesnt like how they make her feel"
>"eh whatever her decision"
>as time goes on i see her constant episodes, shes very erratic like i used to be
>suicide baits, but since im her only bipolar friend she only tells me about it
>"you make me have hope anon… youre so happy and smart and i wish i can be like you one day"
>"well… its all meds and years of therapy… you can do it yourself… id recommend it, since you struggle so much with your depressions…"
>she ignores me completely and refuses therapy and meds
>she comes and goes out of depression and suicidal thoughts all the fucking time and i beg her to get psychiatric help about it every single time cause im so tired
>"no…i dont need therapy (…) ah if only there was one way to stop my bipolar disorder"
>"THERE IS. I ALREADY TOLD YOU THERE IS. You always give me compliments about having my life together after the suicide attempt but you refuse to listen to me when i give you advice!!!"
>"ah… if only there was a way… i hate being bipolar"
>shes been even worse lately, having tons of breakdowns all the fucking time and calling me at four am and stuff
>ive dealt this for like two years now, she refuses to get help, what the fuck can i do
>she lives with her mom but her mom is going to leave her for some months
>she asks if she can move in with me cause shes afraid of herself
>of course i say yes, cause im also afraid of her being alone
>suicide baits me over and over for days now
>so fucking tired i just start giving her dry texts and shit cause i swear i cannot get anywhere with this her and im just so fucking tired
>more suicide bait yesterday
>ignore her constant messages and tell her the next day i was asleep
>she just keeps asking questions she can easily google and that all boil down to: go to therapy bitch
>now im kinda worried of her living with me cause i love her, but im very afraid of living this IRL every other day
>cant live her alone though cause i am absolutely afraid of it

i cant. i cannot give a shit anymore and i feel bad. but its just so exhausting living this time and time again.

No. 786353

>>786335
big F for you anon, they can't possibly continue doing this for much longer

No. 786360

I just saw two of the new banners and one of them was mine! aaaaaa

No. 786366

>>786360
Congrats, you made it! It's crazy, I saw like 3 new banners today

No. 786367

>>786349
She claims she doesn't need therapy because she's dumping all her problems on you instead. Get that bitch in the hospital. She sounds like a terrible, inconsiderate, parasitic "friend."

No. 786377

>>786353
Thanks anon. Thankfully they're done now but it got so much worse towards the end. I caught a glimpse of my bf (10 years old at the time) on the beach with his dick out and my libido is gone forever.

No. 786379

>>786142
You'd think the ones that are above the age of 20 would know better, even if you still don't ~feel~ like a celeb or haven't really changed your way of living you are still constantly under online surveillance by both fans and haters that are willing to get up in arms if you as much as breathe out of beat, especially now when people have been bored during the pandemic.
Teens I can get believe they are untouchable because their brains are made out of poop and hormones that are driven by instant gratification, they don't have the ability to understand that their actions might have severe consequences yet (and tend to have equally young - if not younger - fans that are willing to go eerily far to defend them, for now).

No. 786413

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>>786349
She's a leech. You done fucked up letting her move in with you, anon. Don't feel bad, your own well-being should come first. Try to make up an excuse, kick her out and let her deal with her own shit, you're not her mom.

No. 786428

I hate how in the usual dynamic of having one especially abusive parent, there is the other enabler who really does a lot of manipulation work themselves. My mother is crazy and she made my life hell growing up, but my father drives me insane too. He got as close as to leaving our family, he sat me down and told me he would continue to support me but "couldn't take it anymore." He ended up staying but it just infuriates me that he had children and he didn't even bother to think maybe my mother's behavior also hurt us, especially considering she only got physical with us, not him. I moved out but now my mother is desperate to get in touch with me, my father hassles me too saying I need to be considerate of her. I burst into tears last time he called me, telling him I can't take hearing her voice after everything she's done and that it hurts to hear from her, but now here it is again, as if a few months erased his memory. Or he doesn't care, or he just doesn't understand me. I'm their child, so why do I always have to be the one pushing my own boundaries out of the way so they don't throw a fit?

It makes me sick, really. I'm the youngest in my family but I'm the only one who took the initiative to move out, and my brothers used to bully me instead of feeling protective at all so I don't feel close. Now my father and my brothers will text me, call me, begging me to call my mother, and I know it's because she's throwing a tantrum and yelling at them about why I don't call. Even at home, I was always the one who had to sit with my mother and calm her down when my brothers acted out, and one time my brother picked a fight with her only to shove me out of my room and "calm her down." What did I do to calm her down? I got slapped, kicked, and yelled at, but they didn't care, as long as she got her energy out on someone else.

It makes me mad and it makes me sad. It's like I don't matter to anyone, my father or my brothers, I'm just a sponge for my mother's frustrations and they don't care if it makes me upset, they're always more concerned over saving their own skins. Why couldn't anyone be happy for me when I moved? Instead, it's like they're upset with me for leaving because now they have to deal with the brunt of it. I know it's horrible, but at a point I have to say: grow up, and leave me out of this. I don't even know how to say it. I feel like I'll have to deal with this forever.

No. 786444

I feel like everyone hates me. I started a new job and it took me three weeks to put “have a good weekend” into the group chat. A boy from my class died of an OD the same week as my uncle and I’m so down that there’s no meetups allowed due to COVID. I’m such a terminally autistic femcel and I hate it. Why am I so self conscious all of a sudden?

No. 786457

If we've been together for a year, why aren't we truly together? A change in words of what we are isn't going to change who we are.

If you really loved me and don't want me to leave, why won't you make me stay? It hurts knowing I want you more than anything else, and it's growing increasingly unhealthy. You should know what you want at this point. You refuse to walk away even though I'm begging you to stop dragging me along, yet you know I love you too much to walk away myself. Everytime I finally have the strength to try calling it quits, you're always around somehow to convince me it's okay because "one day". I can't keep counting the days, years could go by but you'll somehow still not want a relationship even though you act like you're in one 24/7. The only arguments we have are about this and random stuff we disagree about in terms of running our team at work.

Why did you get involved if this isn't what you wanted? You said that you cared, you said you wanted to run a business together, you asked about what to name our kids or what kind of house to buy, you looked me in the eyes and told me you loved me.

I've known you for so long. You were there when my six year engagement ended horribly and saw how much that hurt me. I told you I couldn't handle being in love again if you were going to do this but you keep hurting me in the same ways. Pretending we aren't entangled to all family, friends, coworkers and strangers while treating me so different in private is selfish. I deserve better than that. Just let go and instead of pretending, it'll be reality.

We both need to move on. There's no point playing a game we're both consistently losing. I love you, but I need to love myself and get past this before more damage is done.

No. 786459

>>786444
We have way too much time for ourselves now with the pandemic, very easy to fall into a trap of overthinking when there are very few distractions. You'll do better when it's over. I"m sure people dont hate you, if you don't speak much they just dont know you enough to be friends.

No. 786462

>>786459
Ayrt, thanks for this. I just came here to scream into the void and didn’t expect a nice answer. Things are pretty grim but you’re right. This makes me feel a lot better

No. 786469

>>786457
Anon, I needed to read this. Thank you.

No. 786483

>>786459
NTA but your reply helped me out too. I've been super self conscious and absolutely lost my sense of self during the pandemic and feel like I don't have a purpose and everyone hates me. It's way too easy to overthink and get stuck inside your head when you're alone all the time.

No. 786507

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me kind of realizing that as a black woman there is no way in hell I could do anything but fit into an already preconceived box. i can’t imagine myself in pretty costume-y clothes like an absolute retard or pose in front of my dying parents casket while it’s getting whisked away in 10 thousand dollar limbo at the funeral house wearing a black dollskill dress with a gaslighting boyfriend that I’ll later complain about as a newfag in /g/ or get posted for my cow behavior in the e-girl thread. i can’t afford to be stupid/look stupid or cute at all. it even makes me feel a little nervous whenever I manage to talk about this and another anon tells me that “it’s okay! don’t listen to anyone you can wear whatever you want!” when that’s furthest from the truth. this is just the sin I was born with. it’s almost like I have to perform burgerland black culture all the freaking time, I have to be a fashion icon or a hoe or be a black taylor swift so the white anons can have an easier time talking about black musical artists. we stick out like a sore thumb all around the world and it will never change.

No. 786509

>>786457
I have no idea what's his reason for stringing you along for so long without committing but it ain't love. Stay strong and break this off.

No. 786531

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>>786457
Stop fucking men unless they commit

Stop falling in love with future fantasies and not his current reality

Stop allowing him to future fake, flatter, or play any word games as talk is cheap

Stop assuming scrotes don't understand they're treating you like shit, they know and they know you won't do anything about it while they still get to fuck

Stop walking on eggshells and being afraid of calling him out when he can flake, disrespect, and dismiss as he pleases

Stop being afraid to break up with scrotes as they all "fall in love" after they realize you're not gonna put up with their breadcrumbing shit. Pic related.

No. 786533

>>786527
It probably is a troll. I've noticed that these self-hating posts popping up a lot recently. There was that anon saying that a white lesbian couple would probably hate her, and the anon in the "Things you hate" thread. If it's real then it's sad, but as long as they aren't projecting their self hate on the rest of black people, then whatever lmao

No. 786534

>>786507
do you have an internet presence? i can't imagine anyone would care or post you in the egirl thread to make fun of you if you dressed up irl
>perform burgerland black culture
might be because im a sperg and am a east african diaspora but i kinda get this, especially when people just automatically assume thats my culture when it isnt. i can't understand some of your vent tho

No. 786541

>>786531
>>786509
>>786469

Thank all of you ladies for reading, understanding, and giving advice. There's so many words I could say to justify it but at the end of the day, this is killing my spirit. I'm not going to waste any more time when life could be enjoyed alone without being deceived, gaslit, ignored. Any woman worth all of their love, patience, and grace should never have to deal with less in regards to any kind of friendship/partnership. We all deserve more.

Spend your energy wisely! Appreciate y'all for the input.

No. 786542

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I’m trying to make more female friends but it’s not going well. I feel like a fool and a turbo autist.

No. 786546

>>786542
good luck anon! you just have to keep trying and eventually you will meet women with whom you get on well with! it is difficult to find people you can relate to but it is worth it

No. 786556

>>786541
I needed to read this in regards to a friendship. She was a POS who got wrapped up in a boyfriend and social media instead of her friends. She never really listened to me on the level I would where she would be crying on the phone. It was fine for her to be herself but me being anxious and sad I was being left for no longer being upbeat was fucked up. Real friends don't leave you for digital numbers, scrotes, and going through a rough patch in life. She gaslit me into thinking our shallow talks had resolved anything when they didn't. She made me feel like somehow I was the bad friend which drove me crazy. It took talking to many people on the situation to realize I wasn't but she had made me feel like the failure because of guilt tripping me. How she felt like a "bad friend" which she was. Thank you anon, fuck her, life is so fleeting I found out after having multiple surgeries a while ago.

No. 786562

>>786541
You sound very insightful and wise, anon. I know it'll probably seem hard at first, but I'm sure you'll find peace of mind in no time, as soon as you drop the dead weight.

No. 786571

hes gonna break up with me and I cant do anything about it. fml.

No. 786573

>>786571
Break up with him first.

No. 786581

>>786573
but I love him. Hes everything to me. Hes so nice and so cute and an animator. And yet here I am. I dont want to break up and feel miserable. Fuck me …

No. 786586

>>786581
Nony! I know being in love makes you vulnerable but please, YOU are everything to yourself. You can be happy without him you just need to enjoy your own company. If it's not going well between you too and you are sure he's breaking up with you for whatever reason just make it short and end things so you can heal faster. Do it for yourself! You're the only thing that matter <3

No. 786587

>>786581
If you're breaking up either way, it makes no difference who pulls the trigger.

No. 786596

>>786587
I think if she does it she may blame herself in the future since she didn't really want it, and doing it just to be first is not really beneficial in a long run. If he wants it, let him do it, as it's all on him then.

No. 786613

My appetite has been completely killed and idk what to do. I eat like one small meal a day anymore and the thought of eating more than that makes me feel ill. I'm not anorexic but I'm already underweight and I feel so disgusting.

No. 786626

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One of my closest friends has become really negative to me in the passed year or so and it's starting to take a toll on me. She has to give her opinion on everything I say or do. If I talk about a book or movie I like that she doesn't like, she always lets me know how much she dislikes that thing. When I described my ideal future life to her, she told me that it sounded like hell to her. Whenever we talk about things in the past, she always brings up times in middle school or high school when I wouldn't invite her to things and holds them against me. When we talk now, I spend at least a portion of the time listening to her complain about >tfw no gf, her dysfunctional family, how she can't afford a therapist, etc, which is fine because friends complain about stuff to each other all the time but I don't really feel comfortable talking about personal stuff with her anymore so now I guess the balance is a lot more uneven. 

We both live pretty far from each other now and are busy with our own things so I think we'll probably drift apart a little bit just because of that. I guess I'm just confused because I used to like talking to her so much and now I feel like every interaction we have I always end up ruminating over something she said that hurt my feelings. I know a lot of it is probably me projecting and being too sensitive, which is why I haven't mentioned it to anyone irl. I just had to dump this shit somewhere because damn I think it was really impacting my mental health and I'm just realizing it now. I can't remember the last time she said something positive about me. 

No. 786627

my grown ass fucking adult housemate keeps pissing on his bathroom floor and it legitimately smells like a public toilet and i want to yell at him when he gets home but this stunted fucking manchild has this stupid not like other men complex because he tidies up but that doesn't mean shit when he's filthy and doesn't clean anything beyond a surface level - he didn't even start bathing regularly until some poor girl started dating him recently

No. 786628

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>girls can’t do anything istg

MAYBE IT’S BECAUSE YOU DRESS LIKE ABSOLUTE SHIT. Keep telling yourself dressing like a waking trash bag isn’t for men this is getting out of fucking control the level of disconnect women have with the intentions of men is getting terrifying. I refuse to be a robotized fembot disheveled of my own being to look like some dated manic pixie for desperate incels and scum I want to get out of this shit so bad this fashion is everywhere it’s either 2010s clothes or this. I just want to go primitive and wear leaves to cover my boobs, make pottery, go wild. Fuck your ugly government buildings, fuck your ugly job, fuck your ugly politicians, fuck your love, fuck your competition, fuck your salaries, fuck your taxes, fuck makeup, fuck your peace, fuck scrotes, and most importantly fuck the future.

No. 786635

>>786628
Anon, you can just dress cute and not give a shit about zoomer fashion, there's no need to be upset.

No. 786636

>>786626
For every bad interaction you have with a friend, you need to have 5-7 good ones to compensate. If she has been overwhelming negative to you for a whole year, it's only natural that you would withdraw eventually.

No. 786645

Of course the laxative has to kick in right before I have to go to work. I took you right before bed so you had plenty of wiggle room to activate. I don't know why you had to do me dirty like this.

No. 786648

>>786645
Laxatives and stool softeners take 24-48 hours to work

No. 786653

I just spent the past hour talking some of my best friends out of selling nudes online. They were so naive too… "We just won't show our faces!", "Well of course we won't be using our real names", "Why would they leak our pics? We're not famous or anything to make it worth it us stopping uploading them if we find out about it", "It's not like we're planning to do it full time, it's just a bit extra cash every month". I think I got through to them at least. Anyways, I hate the internet.

No. 786658

>>786507
Fellow black anon here and >>786649 couldn't have said it better. We will be hated no matter what we do so live your truth! No it's not as easy as "just doing it" when you're working through a lifetime of self hatred and probably centuries of generational trauma, but it can and will be done. I suggest journaling and reconnecting with your interests and nurturing your hobbies in private to build your self-esteem. Don't even worry about sharing stuff with the world right away. Just have fun by yourself in the most self indulgent ways possible. I found my niche as a dumb kinnie gamer girl autistic NEGRO and if someone wants me to quit it and conform, well they'll just have to lynch me lol. I hope that soon you can dress how you want and find some likeminded friends who accept and support you. Keep your chin up. Don't waste your life pretending to be boring for the sake of those who will never respect you.

No. 786664

Aaaaaaahh I can’t sleep. I started getting those “awake”-dreams again. I dreamt that there was a fucking bird flying in my room and I caught it while in bed. I woke up because it moved around too much in my hand

No. 786668

>>786664
Those dreams are really tiresome. I had one a few days ago and even though it was pleasant, i felt like I spent a whole summer day touring.

No. 786669

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saw this and wanted to stab my eyes out it such a bad fucking take

can you guess where its from? yeah its reddit because of course it is

No. 786670

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>>786669
he's admitting he sees women as property. instance of pic related

No. 786671

>>786556
That's awful. From someone looking on the outside and being replaced for a relationship that's obviously not going to stay, as a good friend, is unfair. Getting your clarity is the most important, protect yourself. Please take care.
>>786562

Thank you. Watch for any traps like this and tell any friend to not trust scrotes unless it's truly worth it.

(PS good luck to you all in any problems you're facing. Find the answers you need.)

No. 786672

>>786669
If I had a reddit account I'd well actually this post. Women actually slept around more, we vocalise our orgasms to arouse others. Consider the meme that men roll over and sleep after sex while women want to cuddle or go for more rounds. It's thought that women would have went to have sex with other men when ovulating since sperm competition is real and increases the chance of conception. They didn't have paternity testing so women choose the fathers to raise the kid.

No. 786674

>>786672
This reminds me of an anthropology class I took, sorry kek I know it's cringe and I don't remember everything, but basically in this one culture (I forget) women sleep with multiple men with the belief that all that sperm adds up to create the baby. Therefore the kid is thought to have multiple fathers. Wild but interesting as hell. If someone knows which culture(s) let me know, I'm too forgetful of my lessons

No. 786676

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>>786674
samefag but I found a wikipedia article cuz I'm lazy, pic related is a snippet and here's the link https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Partible_paternity
sorry for ot but well this /ot/ and a little relevant I think.

No. 786677

>>786674
Yeah it makes sense. Like my grandma was born in the 1920s and they didn't have sex education and she thought babies came from belly buttons so I'm sure for thousands of years the exact science of conception was a mystery.

I suppose women also didn't just choose the men, I'm sure there were men naturally drawn to certain women and being fathers as well.

No. 786688

>>786677
At least in the US, a lot of schools still don’t have sex education or it’s very limited. I’m glad I had the internet growing up or I definitely would have thought magic belly buttons were responsible for babies. I was like 23 when I learned what “vulva” actually meant kek.

No. 786693

I just found out the girl I'm dating has been dating a guy on the side. Full blown relationship with her, dates, sleeping with her whatever. But she never took it seriously cuz we're girls. We didn't date for too long but still hurt.
Scuse me while I cry in lesbian.

No. 786698

>>786693
what a piece of shit

No. 786700

>>786693
I just don't understand that shit, you don't need to be a lesbian to see why that's wrong. I'm so sorry it happened. you deserve so much better!

No. 786708

>>786413
>>786367

thank you anons. other friends have told me that i do too much for her, like sometime im at a point where im giving more than a friend should ever give. things that her family should give her interventions about and stuff, but i have to do it myself on my own. ive always justified it in my head, telling me how much i would have loved to have a friend during my suicidal time…

but you're both right, she does have a parasitic or leech type of relationship with me that i just keep justifying. i love her, shes very sweet and we get along very well. but i dont think i can do it. its hard enough dealing with her selfish manic behavior and then taking an uber to her house at four am when she gets to the depressive episode. i wont cut contact, but im going to contact a family member somehow. her brother is fine and has his own place. hes kind of a dick and doesnt understand her mental illness at all. but ill find a way… i cant do this anymore. i hope i can get her family to understand that they need to get her help wether she wants it or not at this point.

No. 786716

>>786693
Sorry anon. This happened to me when I was a teenager. Can’t really stay bitter or anything, we were both only like 16/17, but I was so hurt. We dated almost a year, talked all the time, her family loved me. Then one day a cute guy asked her out and that was the end of it. Not even a breakup, just “yeah I have a boyfriend now” kek. I hope you find someone better soon!

No. 786720

>>786698
>>786700
>>786716
Thanks. I couldn't hold it in and just busted out crying in the shower. I feel much better. But yeah it sucks feeling like just a phase or an experiment or somethin like… Damn

No. 786732

Proceeding to stay up past 1am as my body's 'fuck you' for having taken a nap earlier, and also rebelling for it already being fucking Monday and having to go back to bullshit work in ~6 hours. Fuck this shit!

No. 786744

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>>786016
oh I relate so fucking hard and I know the best thing is to forget them so we should, but I feel the rage and disgust too sometimes. let's take this moment to agree these guys suck and were mistakes but we will do better. I mean personally I'm enjoying being single, it disturbs me how blind I was to that guy's weirdness, but to be fair I didn't know what I know now about the red flags. we learned from it at least!

No. 786770

how messy is it to fuck your coworker

No. 786773


No. 786774

>>786770
If it’s a fuck around job like banging the bartender is fine but if it’s a professional gig then don’t shit where u eat fam.

No. 786799

I fucking hate my coworker. The stupid bitch just sent 2 men into my office on short notice, didn't tell me from what company or why, not to mention if it's even okay for them to come. Now she's trying to push all the paperwork on me as if the cunt is doing any work from home. I'm so tired of her shit, hope I get a new coworker soon.
Stupid stupid stupid fucking bitch.

No. 786813

I HATE PUBLIC SPEAKING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHY AM I SUCH AN AUTIST, CAN'T FUCKING PUT TWO SENTENCES TOGETHER ONCE YOU PUT ME IN FRONT OF A CROWD

No. 786817

>>786770
Depends, I slept with two, had no drama and no regrets. Just make sure you're both on the same page, so no situation in which you just want to have fun and dude has a crush or whatever.

No. 786818

>Babies have frogs legs and still haven't learned to wilfully coordinate their extremities.
this shit sent chills down my spine, babies are so creepy and disgusting i hate them

No. 786820

>>786818
Aren't humans the only species that are so weak and dependent at birth? At least among mammals? Imagine how easier life would be if kids could just walk and communicate 30 minutes after being born like other animals.

No. 786825

>>786820
Nah, that's the trade off for intelligence. Humans are useless in infancy because we have big heads for our big brains. If we grew any more in the womb to the point that we come out somewhat functional, childbirth would be too difficult.

No. 786827

>>786818
This. Also the whole story about baby anon closing her legs when her father tried to change her diaper makes me wanna vomit for some reason.

No. 786831

>>786818
I think it's autistic and loserly to dislike your species/yourself when you were young it reeks of lack of experience and mental health issues

No. 786838

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I shouldn't let it affect me, but I'm so extremely salty that my abusive ex is now happily married while I'm diagnosed with ptsd because of what the did to me and having issues dating men because of the distrust I developed.

No. 786840

>>786831
grubby little baby hands typed this post

No. 786842

>>786825
I know about that, but I'd rather be stupid and live a carefree life just picking nuts and berries on the ground and sleeping tbh.

No. 786845

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>>786838
nonita I’ll kill him, I hope his new partner sees what a piece of shit he is which is likely to happen as soon as he feels comfortable enough to show his true colors. I’m glad you’re safe and free from that situation, and working through the trauma it left you hopefully in a way that doesn’t hurt you or others irreparably. All abusive men go to hell and I meet them there to torment them, so don’t worry, his day will come.

No. 786849

>>784652
Holy shit anon I'm so sorry. So glad you're not with him anymore. That sounds horrific. I hope you're okay now.

No. 786852

>>784967
Anon if I could I'd kill him for you. I know how you feel and I empathise. I don't have any words of advice, just that I feel you and you're not alone.

No. 786858

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>>786849
>>786845
>>786852
im joining you girls, so sorry for the sweet anonitas, also would murder the scrotes

No. 786861

>>786838
Idk if it would make you feel better but it's a leap to assume he's any more happy in his marriage, presuming you're just going off appearances like what he shares on social media. For all anyone knows, he's still the same asshole who's making someone new as miserable behind closed doors.

No. 786866

I love him too much and I just want to die.
Hes gonna call on tuesday. I am afraid of the worst. But I love him.

No. 786867

>>786858
I love how we know this movie has a cult but we as women all could relate to Dani crying with the girls lol something men never will understand

No. 786869

>>786831
Agreed. Self hate of any kind is weird to me.

No. 786870

ya llevame diosito

No. 786871

>>786867
Yeah, I could totally understand why Dani ended up fully indoctrinated by the cult because if I've received so much love and solidarity from women when I'm at such a low point I'd stay with them in a heartbeat too.
I know it was the whole point and she was manipulated but that scene was so powerful and liberating.

No. 786876

>>786871
>that scene was so powerful and liberating.
Agreed, the first time I saw the movie I actually cried out loud with them. I wouldnt mind being in a female only cult if it meant being happy and having understanding women by my side kek but maybe I'm just in a very sad mental place right now.

No. 786879

>>786867
>>786871
>>786876
what movie is this?

No. 786880

>>786879
Midsommar

No. 786882

where is the midsommar cult when you need them to indoctrinate you

No. 786884

>>786882
judging from all of the comments midsommar cult is in all of our hearts, ILY ladies
Also, makes me want to rewatch the movie, I just may do it today.

No. 786899

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Emptied my storage closet to try and get everything to fit better and now it SOMEHOW DOESN'T FIT

No. 786901

Poland has a ghetto uprising anniversary today, I'm not a historyfag at all or whatever, but got really annoyed today with my German coworker; city officials sounded the sirens to commemorate the uprising and she complained how much of a downer polish celebrations are and "in germany it would be an opportunity to celebrate solidarity and be happy". Well you little shit, people went to die in that uprising, there was no hope for victory thanks to your ancestors cruelty so maybe don't school me on how uprisings should be celebrated? So tone deaf.

No. 786910

>>786901
Wow what a little shit. Like, go back to the country of your Nazi ancestors if you wanna complain

No. 786915

>>786265
from only redbubble, not a lot, checking the exact profit margins just now lmfao. $50 in sales in a year but a whopping $7 for us. she won't notice so now im looking for other petty things to do.
i forgot about a whole bunch of merch which probably made $300. we also did this giveaway and, surprise surprise, out of 12k people at the time, a close friend won. that bitch is so sneaky. i had no part in that. people had to buy an item that was $2.50 to enter, broadcasted to 12k people. if only 300 people bought the item, she made $750.

she was also pissed that i slept with her friend from high school. high school was four years ago, and the friend was also confused why she was mad bc they haven't really talked since then but people were trying to get me to apologize for doing that. but like why is that anyone’s business. then she was mad that i was friends with this other friend of hers that she made through the page. i ignored this person literally for months bc they spammed my DMs until i finally decided to be their friend.
i'm also annoyed that since my @ was removed from the bio, which i never wanted bc clout is stupid, people are gonna think i did something bad or wrong. many ppl irl know i ran it, like ppl idek from other cities but have mutuals with.

another annoyance is her deciding to do stick n pokes for money. i looked at her flash, it's a LOT of stolen work. i literally looked up some basic words describing her art and found them on pinterest. or they're logos of shit. and she's charging $250 for them.

one like and i delete the redbubble and all of its pieces from existence

No. 786918

I keep getting fatter and I try to stop myself from eating badly because Im going to be moving in with my LDR partner soon. My entire vacation with them was ruined because I couldn't stand them taking pictures of me and I got really depressed when I saw a pic they snapped of me to commemorate the trip.
It's not even body dysmorphia, I am genuinely too heavy for my height, I wear a large size for my frame. I dont eat as bad as others but my figure doesn't hold weight well so I'm doomed.
Maybe when I leave my job I hate I can focus more and not be so sad and stressed but rn it's killing me mentally to be both fat and at a job I hate.

No. 786922

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I fucking hate how everyone is so hateful.
There's barely anyone left who can talk about political subjects without instantly going on a rant about how much they hate the other side. It's ridiculous. Especially identity politics, at this point I'm just tired of it all.
I'm fairly gender critical and against a lot of left wing identity stuff, but when I talk about it to people who appear to agree with me it turns out these people don't just have a certain viewpoint, no, they HATE the left and want every individual tranny to hang. So when I tell them I would still be friends with someone who turns trans, I'm alienated.
When I talk to leftists about politics and say that I can see both pros and cons to open borders, that must mean I'm a nazi and there comes the sperg about how much they HATE the right. And so I'm alienated.

I don't even mind heated political discussions, I just wish people wouldn't take everything so seriously to the point of wishing death upon whoever doesn't agree with them. Like, it's not worth losing your shit about.
Robert who spends his time posting on /pol/ and watching Jordan Peterson doesn't deserve death for having an opinion. Brianna who likes to be called they/them and makes racebent Steven Universe art doesn't deserve death for having an opinion. What the fuck guys.

No. 786924

>>786922
when you figure out everyone is an NPC angry piece of shit. were you living under a rock anon?

No. 786925

>>786901
for her people it's a day worth celebrating kek

No. 786936

>>786922
Robert likely does deserve death in this scenario. He might be a bad example.

No. 786937

>>786925
lmao I was this close to saying something like that but I didn't want to start a fight

No. 786938

>>786922
Yeah I'm tired of fighting people too. I don't want to agree with everyone, and I don't want to pretend every topic is morally neutral, but I also don't want fight about every little thing. I want to be able to disagree honestly without people getting all weird.

I'm learning how to listen to other people's disagreement with interest instead of annoyance but it feels hopeless when even family members are blowing up about distant abstract ideas.

No. 786946

>>786135
>a popular actor with a genuinely ugly wife
Yeah, Hugh Laurie.

No. 786948

>>786946
he's ugly

No. 786949

>>786922
Posts like these make me wish the friend finder thread was still open, lmao. I'd love to discuss political issues with people out of genuine interest in them, not to take an extremist virtue-signaling stance.

No. 786952

i just bought a bunch of apples yesterday to eat for breakfast throughout the week and now it looks like my apple allergy is back because im eating one right now and my face itches like crazy. i don't want to waste them so it looks like im just going to have to suffer every time i eat breakfast this week. ugh…

No. 786955

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>>786946
they're on the same level, this should be normal.
Looking this up made me run into an article titled "They could have any woman in the world yet they've chosen mediocre partners" and list of famous mediocre men with women on their level or slightly higher. Social standards for celebs relationships are fucked up.

No. 786956

>>786955
She looks normal to me on this picture?

No. 786959

A girl who I used to hangout with (and who used to get blackout drunk and throw rocks at the police station as a young adult), changed her bio to “becoming a humble mom and wife”. Like cute, that’s good, that’s healthy. But that sentence just filled a strange rage inside me

No. 786961

Period shits are making me suicidal

No. 786963

>>786959
I think I understand you, I could get how one can "become a mom" since this is something you learn but becoming a wife sounds so backwards

No. 786965

I love you. I love you so much and I think you're so cute and special. It hurts so much to know I might not be your girl. But I love you and I would do so much for you.

No. 786966

>>786963
The humble part really gets me to, she is essentially saying she is going to be the low ranking member of her family. Just using that word in its definition to equal being a wife or mother sounds so weird. She obviously isn’t using the definition of the word that way, but I hate to hear another woman say she is going to “humbly” denounce any other opportunities she could fulfill to be a wife. That seems so sad to me. Like she doesn’t think she can be anything else and this is her “place” to be or something

No. 786979

I recently moved apartments and I might have brought bedbugs with me from my previous place. The worst thing is, there's no way of knowing. I can't tell if my recent bites are actually recent or just flareups of previous bites. Fml

No. 787002

Porn has done a number on me, for years I thought there was something wrong with me because I got very wet and in porn I barely saw women who looked as wet as I got. I'd be sitting there like, "why are they so dry? Or am I abnormally wet?"
Even after my first sexual experience with a man, he went on and on about how "Wet" i was and it was complementary, but in the back of my mind I was like, "Is it because it's abnormal?"
It's so dumb, because I've only been complimented on it and it's a good thing, but in the back of my head I'm still insecure about it sometimes.
Especially when I'm with women who aren't as wet as I am. IDK it's dumb.

No. 787006

>>786135
fuck I have a big crush on her and omfg what a waste

No. 787010

Seeing my 7 year old cousin have a mental breakdown over gaining weight sure makes me want to cry (also ur growing u dumbass)

No. 787011

>>786979

If you had an active bedbug infestation at your old apartment you def brought it with you.

No. 787025

>>787002
lol similar-ish concern, I was with a guy and he told me every other girl he's fucked needed to use lube. I wasn't worried about getting too wet though, I was worried I was getting horny for and involved with a cringy loser and I was! Fuck!

No. 787030

>>787011
Wel, that's the thing, it's never been particularly active, I would get like 3-4 bites per week, which would point to like…one single bedbug being the culprit?. Exterminators never found anything, landlord did not believe me. Before moving I washed all of my clothes at 60C and threw away my old bedsheets. I thought that even if that single bedbug somehow moved in with me, it would die in the washing machine. I'm at a loss. Maybe it's in my laptop…? I sleep with my laptop beside me…

No. 787033

>>787030
Nta, but do you have any books around your bed? Did you check furniture?

No. 787042

>>787033
Yes, but I checked those as well. The exterminator checked all the furniture too, turned everything upside down, nothing

No. 787045

>>787002
I'm the same, even ended up bringing it up to a gyno at some point, she just said I'm lucky that I don't have to ever worry about being too dry for penetration and it means everything is perfectly fine with my hormones. Men always seemed flattered by it; made me a bit insecure when I was with other women though and couldn't get them as wet as I was, made me always feel like I'm bad at it… I mean, maybe I am, but the standards my body set for myself are probably too high too.

No. 787049

if you have a friend who does stuff like lie a lot and suicide bait you, when do you cut the cord? i'm afraid of being too specific. i wish i could lay it all out to somebody to get an honest opinion. is it worth being friends with somebody if you just come out tired on the other end?

No. 787054

>>787049
If they already pulled that shit on you call it quits. Friendship breakups are hard but you're betted off without someone who drains you.

No. 787057

>>786861
Someone still tolerated him enough to marry him, though.

No. 787067

I've always been attracted to women since like, I started puberty but lately I feel… maybe it's all fake? When I look at other women, I feel like they are too unattainable for me. Everyone is so pretty, confident, social, I don't know, it kind of intimidates me so I feel a bit less attracted and more, say, scared of them. The only girl I've ever been 'physical' with had so many friends and a vibrant social life and so we drifted apart because I am the complete total opposite and it's kind of made me think about/seek women less? Like, I can't ever see a woman being attracted to me in any capacity so I've just stopped thinking about ever dating a woman because it just seems so impossible. I'm not someone a woman would be attracted to at all. And so, I just stop dreaming about a potential female partner at all. It makes me feel like my sexual feelings for women are fake afterall. I've been on dating apps too and without fail, all the women there had been so much better than me and none of them really wanted to do much with me, since I'm pretty unattractive in every way, my extremely asocial, boring personality must be such a turn off for them. I think, then, maybe it's just not meant to happen. I don't know. I'm not making sense at all. But I had to get it out.

No. 787069

>>787067
I feel this so hard. I still fantasize about being in a relationship but everything else is spot on.

No. 787073

>>787069
May sound rude but I'm a bit happy I'm not alone in this. It's really hard to put into words this whole… thing. Hope it gets better for the both of us. Maybe someday we can feel deserving of a woman's attention.

No. 787075

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>>787067
anon if it helps both myself and my gf are not very attractive (I look ok but plain, my gf is super cute to me but has skin issues that people will stare at sometimes) and also aspies with the most boring ass interests and like one friend between us lol. we met by stroke of luck on an online forum. maybe don’t date someone off of lolcow but don’t go on dating apps either that’s for “normies” which i don’t mean in a derogatory way but if you use imageboards there is obviously something wrong with you. i felt very isolated most of my life including childhood but it finally clicked when i met her. best advice I can give you is continue pursuing your interests and you might meet someone super similar who shares them

No. 787078

>>787072
That’s an awful lot of consuming

No. 787081

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I fucking hating waiting on other people to go somewhere. Come the fuck ONNNNNNNN IT’S A 3 HOUR DRIVE

No. 787082

>if you use imageboards there is obviously something wrong with you.
Kek don't call us out like this

No. 787083

>>787081
And I hate my stupid ass typos

No. 787084

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Stress pulled half my eyebrow out last night. Not my eye but it looks like this now. Why am I so retarded?

No. 787086

>>787084
Also I sometimes wonder if my friend is a farmer so if you are and see my half eyebrow today nonny let's share our truths

No. 787088

>>787084
oh dear, that looks like my stepsister… where is this picture from

No. 787089

>>787084
This looks like a nemesis of mine, got hyped to see it on the front page. It'll grow, anon!!

No. 787091

>>787088
It was a rando pic from Pinterest I chose

No. 787101

>>787084
I'm sorry anon that sucks, if it makes you feel better mine being dark on the inside and blonde on the outside kinda look like that naturally kek. I also know a girl who shaves them that way on purpose to look ~alternative~

No. 787116

>>787084
Friendly advice from a fellow trich anon: bimatoprost serums are lifesavers. You will regrow your eyebrow much, much quicker than normally.

No. 787125

Kill me I want to die

No. 787139

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>>787125
me too, wanna murder-suicide each other?

No. 787140

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No. 787161

Eagerly waiting for the day Tess Holiday finally kicks the bucket due to her obesity so the fat acceptance movement finally loses their messiah

No. 787177

almost everyone in my life just uses me and doesnt see my value past what i can give to them.

i want to move away and just become a recluse and never have to see or speak to another human ever again

No. 787180

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I am tired of my male friends always mansplaining me or trying to create a debate with their unsolicited opinion over every random thing, even such little stuff as a small mention of " I find X game to be better for me because of X compared to the other game ".

I do not need your long essay about why you think your opinion is right when I never asked for it… I just want to have a casual convo.

Makes me remember how I always thought that having only male friends is super cool and ~ unique ~, when over years you realise that it isn't. I wonder how adult women handle not having female friends and being around only men. Must feel like hell.

No. 787185

>>787180
The worst thing about this is that even if you show disinterest, they’ll just continue talking at you. If they notice you’re not engaging they’ll give responses to points they think you’d make. At least watching them argue with themselves is funny.

No. 787186

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>>786922
>she thinks trannies/males are only hated for their """"""opinions""""""

No. 787193

I just want a tall dumb beefcake Chad boyfriend aaahh

No. 787194

>>787185
Yes, exactly!! So mildly frustrating to watch though.

No. 787200

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I just saw some furry post a pic of their child in a furry costume and it made me feel so disgusted. Why would so expose your own child to that kind of community? And they described it as "furry child content". Just weird.

No. 787220

>>786901
Reading this is funny, because if you happened to be another race and talking about this, anons from all over would be spamming apologism about how they dindu nuffin and it was years ago get over it everyone was bad don't blame us how dare you be mad/sad about bad things that happened to your ancestors in history wah wah wah lol.
But yeah she sounds fucking annoying anon, hope you can block her ass somehow

No. 787238

I spent too much money this month and I just paid a fine off so the police will stop phoning me and now I am going to be short for either my phone or Internet bill and I'm going to have to beg my parents for money tomorrow. I just cba

No. 787241

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>be me, bored uni student attending a lecture
>rarely participate because autism and social anxiety
>teacher asks "what do you all know about stalin?"
>feel brave
>raise hand
>"he made the trains run on time"
>looking straight into my eyes she replies, "he sentenced my grandmother to death for owning two cows when the limit was one"
>oh
>of course it wasnt funny she's from fucking belarus
>so ashamed i nearly cry in the lecture hall
>punch the shit out of myself on the way home, then follow up with the heaviest object i can find
pray to God it bruises

No. 787242

>>786955
Almost every single male celebrity that anons say "married down" in the the ugly partners thread is ugly af and the woman is his equal some of the time, but is usually hotter.

No. 787243

Fuckign hate how my idiot roommate eats dinner in sections.Makes a plate. Eats it. Goes back makes another small plate. Eats it. makes some popcorn. Eats it. Fuck off!!!! Stop fucking being in the kitchen, other people want to fucking cook too. Stop burning food, moron!

And on another note, stop coming into the kitchen while other people are cooking and then getting in the way, trying to cook your own fucking food you fucking fuckwad.

No. 787244

>>787238
gimme ur cashapp nonny

No. 787246

>>787244
I don't have one and I wouldn't want to take your money. My mum offered me money the other day and I turned it down lol, I'll be going back to her and asking if she can up her offer lol

No. 787248

>>787241
not to add to your pain but I thought the train thing was about mussolini

No. 787251

>>787248
as i was quite literally beating myself up about it, i had the same thought but dismissed it because i didn't want it to be true. it is mussolini isn't it. i'm seriously going to kill myself lol

No. 787252

Scrotes are fucked. Once, completely unprompted, a guy I was seeing told me that he liked the way my vagina looked better than his ex's because her labia was so big. While that's already completely rude and not something I want to hear, he follows it up with "but her lips make it so sex feels better" like???????? Sadly I slept with him like 5 more times after that kek. God I must have hated myself.

No. 787253

>>787251
samefag. does anybody know a good stalin joke so i can daydream of an alternate universe where this wasn't a disaster?

No. 787255

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I just feel like shit
Complete shit

No. 787257

>>787255
I hope things turn around

No. 787258

>>787251
If it helps, that might have actually made it less terrible? Maybe she really just thought you were a bit confused about the person she was discussing and didn't take it too personally.

No. 787259

>>787253
I heard his grave was just a communist plot

No. 787260

File: 1618877408262.jpg (28.85 KB, 500x281, buns.jpg)

>>787257
me too anon

No. 787261

>>787241
KEK anon I wish I was in a class that was talking about stalin

No. 787263

>>787241
I wouldn't worry about it anon that teacher has probably been waiting for the day she could make that clapback and have a teachable moment.

No. 787265

>>787259
thank you this made me laugh out loud

>>787261
it was a case study on the belarusian language and national identity, and how russia has been fucking with them for over a century. not sure where you can read about it, but it was very interesting and i learned a lot

>>787263
>>787258
this also makes me feel better. i'll stop crying now haha. thank you everyone

No. 787268

how can i have an oral fixation (smoker, nailbiter, constantly flossing and chewing objects) but hate giving head?? wtf???

No. 787271

I'm getting a pheochromocytoma removed in the morning (laparoscopy). It took around a year to get properly diagnosed. I still think my grad school adviser thinks I'm exaggerating or lying, and she has known me for years.

This thing nearly destroyed (or caused me to destroy) my entire career. Turns out everyone who told me I had panic disorder or anxiety disorder or complex grief should have ordered some blood tests: my adrenaline was almost 25x the normal amount.

welp anyway. if only removing the tumor could undo the past crappy year and my crappy way of handling it.

No. 787273

>>787252
The second partner I ever slept with (of all 2 total, yes I'm pathetic but I also just don't care about people/sex I guess) said he liked my breast size but thought in a few years I might need a breast lift.

I was like, thank you so much
I will never forget that. It was the second time we slept together too.

And for the record, I'm not hideous. I work out 5-6d a week, take care of my appearance, etc. I do hate myself a lot for personal reasons but come the fuck on, you had to tell me that.?

No. 787278

>>787200
Furry culture needs to die

No. 787281

>>787271
Do you have cold anxiety (idk how else to describe it) in your chest on a regular basis? My doctor actually suggested this diagnosis as a possibility for my symptoms when I brought this up. I hope your surgery goes well and you feel like yourself soon, anon.

No. 787284

>>787268
because penis is disgusting

No. 787290

>>787281
my symptoms were usually associated with feeling hot/flushed, racing heart, palpitations, anxiety and feelings of doom. I also would feel nauseated and dizzy/numb. Some people have other symptoms, so you should definitely get checked out; the changes in blood pressure can be perceived in various ways. It's usually a blood and 24h urine test, followed by CT scan (well that is how it went for me).

Oh, I get headaches but I always had issues with migraines, so I am not sure those are connected.

I've been on alpha / beta blockers to prepare for surgery so I'm feeling listless but still nervous, idk

No. 787291

CW ED mention

My ED doesnt even feel like an ED because eating little makes me happy and feel better. I don't have the self hate, the comparisons or the thinspo/meanspo etc. I genuinely like eating very little things and eating yummy or normal food actually feels wrong. Its like maybe everyone else is wrong.(integrate, newfag )

No. 787299

>>787290
A lot of those are very familiar to me so I'm sorry for what you're going through. I appreciate the response, anon! I know it's a fairly rare condition but I've been stressing about because my doctor mentioned it.

No. 787305

I’m so fucking sick of college and so severely burnt out that I’m ready to drop out

No. 787327

I got my period and I feel absolutely shit.

No. 787337

File: 1618894574008.png (784.62 KB, 600x466, 1558797106197.png)

I'm so tired of all the neuroses around race, ideology, and gender in the US; it feels like we're tumbling off a cliff, and even the people and institutions driving it are aware that they're fanning the flames but unwilling or unable to slow their roll. I'm lucky enough to be able to move to a few more stable countries with ease and was planning on doing so eventually, but the act of existing in this deteriorating shithole is increasingly unbearable.

No. 787339

>>787337
It's like you guys are eating yourselves up. "United we stand, divided we fall" is a true addage. I don't see it going well like this either.
t. some foreigner

No. 787343

Um…guys, i think i lost my phone on the bus. When i called back, the phone kept going the number doesnt exist. I just hope i will find it back anons. Wish me luck please?

No. 787345

i want to slit the throat and cut apart the intestines of the reddit creators. i want to break their bones and shoor their eyes and stab them with forks and knives and laugh as I out their guts on my head and brush them like I am the little mermaid. I will make sure they are drawn and quartered for being fucking pieces of shit and annoying me. you stupid fuckers I signed in on my mobile browser but can't log in on your worthless app. I will Al Queda you headquarters and hang your scalps on my office wall. sorry login frustrations make me homicidal(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 787346

my boyfriend always manages to make me feel like shit for wanting to spend time with friends. I only get two days off work and right now hes unemployed and on my days off he expects me to spend all my free time with him. i decided i wanted to spend an hour playing a game with my online friend and now my boyfriend is saying if he was in my shoes he would spend all of his days off time with me if he was working and how upset he is that i'm not prioritizing him even though we just spent 7 hours straight playing something together. now i feel anxious and like i'm doing something wrong when all i wanted to do was to spend time with a friend who i haven't hung out with in a couple weeks.

No. 787347

>>787343
I am wishing you all the luck! Manifesting you'll get it back.

No. 787348

>>787345
sorry for coming out as a reddit tard too late and I'm embarrassing myself. Want to post in one stupid self help sub. someone put my guts on their head and brush them with a fork like you are from the little mermaid.

No. 787349

>>787345
Extremely based

No. 787350

Ok I'm having an INCREDIBLY and INDESCRIBIBLE hard time getting over this. My boyfriend says he broke up with his ex for getting a "stripping gig without talking to me about it."

No, not because he sees stripping as bad or cheating, not at all, only because of that. And this isn't me misinterpreting what he said, i ask for clarification and he says "it would've been alright if i knew she was a stripper before we started dating or if she told me she was planning on becoming one."

I feel physically sick, thread pic >>780175 is me right now. Maybe i'm overly dramatic but this is so fucking disgusting to me. Should I dump him over this? I feel maaaaaaybe he's not expressing himself well, or thinks it would've been alright with him but it probably wouldn't have been. But this makes me think he's a motherfucking cuck, and i detest them. He also likes me wearing really short skirts with high heels and overly sexual clothing for sex, and the thought that he has a thing for scantily clad and "sexy" women, nothing of which i am on my day to day, makes me want to crucify him, /srs.

No. 787351

>>787349
not really i realized i was putting my email instead of the username. feel free to >>787348

No. 787355

>>787347
Thank you kind anon, this means so much to me.

No. 787356

>>787350
So you're disgusted by the fact that he would have continued dating his stripper ex if the circumstances were different? In that I agree, I wouldn't date a man who was already a stripper nor be okay with my boyfriend becoming a stripper if only he brought it up with me first. Despite the power differential between men and women, I think in any scenario it's a degrading and morally low job, and if my partner didn't see a problem with it, then I would recognize that we weren't compatible. I don't think you can fault a guy for liking sexy clothes during sex, I like accessorizing my partner for sex sometimes too and if there's ever a proper time for trashy clothing, it's then. But the question you have to ask yourself is if you feel comfortable being with a man who wouldn't care if you were a stripper. I wouldn't try to clarify with him, to be frank most men say exactly what they mean in the first place and giving them more opportunities to explain themselves just allows them to worm their way out of situations and retract things they know you don't like.

No. 787357

>>787350
Sounds like a coomer cuck. Imo drop his ass

No. 787358

i swear every single group is now making fun of and shitting on nonexistent reality of "girlbosses". what women are these retarded leftist and conservatives even talking about and getting their dicks in knots over? the fucking minority of women actually in influential positions or regular women working office jobs who are still affected by misogyny, and feel they can't have kids or have to put it off because of the lack of support for mothers? it is completely unsurprising but i hope these males do get an insane female boss who makes their work lives hell. wish stupid males would stop seeing one wahmen finally get to pull the shit males have for so long and stop throwing shitfits. "marxist" tards piss me off too. sure these women may be following male agendas ultimately but they're probably sexually assaulting fewer of their underlings.

No. 787362

>>787350
i think youre just looking for a reason to justify dumping him. just do it. if youre this incensed over something that honestly isnt that big then idk b. him being ok with her being a stripper does make her a cuck but the same goes for any partner who supports their so with their onlyfans bs or something. its all really fucking stupid.

im with other anon tho, dress up during sex is not that unusual.

No. 787365

>>787356
True, i also wouldn't be ok with it if the roles were reversed, would never date a stripper man, i don't care if they tell me how professional he'd be and that they are loyal to me etc etc. I don't know what his ex looks/looked like, but probably really hot if he would've allowed her to cuck him so blatantly like that. No man would be hot enough for me to put up with shit like that. The shit that gets me too is that is not like she was in a tough situation that forced into sex work, she just got laid off from her insurance job and went off to strip.

>>787362
dressing up didn't unsettle me until learning this, makes me think i'm getting cucked and he's fantasizing about his stripper ex or some shit. It's ok if you're fine with that nonny, but not all of us are fucked in the head.

No. 787366

>>787365
I'm just going to see how he reacts to me propositioning i become a stripper, then dump him. He's not all the way up there and I've lost all respect.

No. 787367

>>787358
It's because of MLM hons and OF thots who call themselves that.

No. 787386

>>786899
I'm currently Marie Kondoing my wardrobe, would reccommend nonny

No. 787395

>>787366
Keep us updated!

No. 787400

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I can't be the only one who finds the phrase "black bodies" exceedingly creepy, right? I was reading this article and the subject matter I don't have an opinion about really, maybe it is more traumatic to portray violence against black people, but the phrasing just fucks with me. I'm white, but tell me the picrel isn't extremely creepily written? Where did this whole "black bodies" phrase come from anyway? Versus saying black people? https://www.latimes.com/entertainment-arts/tv/story/2021-04-19/them-amazon-two-distant-strangers-netflix-debate

No. 787406

I realized I dated only one guy where it didn't feel like he tried to gaslight me into thinking I am stupider than I am actually. I don't know what it is with men and hyperfocusing on a single instance of a brainfart, trying to spin it into a narrative of me not really knowing things about X topic. I can point out inconsistencies and nitpick too, I'm just not a jerk listening you with the most uncharitable mindset. It's one of those cases where one NigelTM just made it so I can't enjoy talking to most men, because I know that it can be different.

No. 787407

>>787400
It sounds like they are trying to be woah so deep but it sounds weird
>>787406
Ugh my dad is like that too, he still brings up that one instance I came home from kindergarten (!) saying god is real because our teachers told us so

No. 787408

>>787400
I'm black, and I also hate it. It just feels very dehumanizing. It's so much better to just say black people/features/culture. I think a lot of us dislike the phrase as well.

No. 787410

>>787400
It was brought up in a discussion like two weeks ago by someone here >>777717
I think it just emphasizes the point that people of color can sometimes just be seen as their bodies instead of people when they're victims of violence. It's usually just to evoke a visceral reaction. That's not to say I agree with the notion though. It's obviously rooted in racism, but I can see why someone would want to weaponize it for good.

No. 787411

>>787365
>I don't know what his ex looks/looked like, but probably really hot if he would've allowed her to cuck him so blatantly like that.
You'd be surprised anon. I've learned that men have very low/no standards when it comes to partners, and women having jobs in "sex work" can make them appear more attractive to them than they actually are. It triggers their caveman brains and even though they respect women in those positions less they usually find it a turn on, especially if they are cucks. It's the whole madonna/whore complex. In any case I certainly wouldn't take it personally as his responses and choices are not a reflection of your worth, but I'm glad you're planning to dump his ass.

No. 787413

>>787406
I haven't encountered any that don't try to gaslight, and it's so exhausting. It literally made every conversation feel like a fucking debate contest, where I did end up searching for and fixating on every inconsistency in their logic because I knew they'd do the same to me. Constantly keeping tally and fact checking and doing research to ensure basic respect from scrotes. Sometimes you just want to explore a topic with someone without feeling like you need a doctorate in the topic beforehand. Finally I just dropped all of them from my life and I feel like I can breathe again without being judged for it. Hope you are only surrounded with kind and humble people these days nonny.

No. 787416

Eh, bad news: Bus anon here, i didnt get my phone back. Guess ill cry abt it.

No. 787417

How the fuck am I supposed to get over the cringe I have committed this week. I really want to vomit.

No. 787421

>>787417
you gotta tell us what you did

No. 787422

File: 1618908235636.png (2.92 KB, 338x131, no.png)

nuff said

No. 787424

>>787422
What exactly do you want to do? Maybe I could help with the search

No. 787425

Men love how shitty most men are because they can get by being just average/slightly below average and look like saints/gods compared to their peers. "Omg hes not a pedophile, cheater, rapist and he knows how to wash his butt crack! Hes a keeper!"

No. 787435

I'm a full time student with a part time job. Lately I've taken on some extra promotional work for my company. I like it. I like my job in general. It's pretty good money, but mostly I just like feeling that I'm doing something with my life. I've switched majors and universities with no way of transferring so I had to start over, which makes me feel like I'm behind in life, so it makes me feel better that I work. And the job isn't shit-tier, one of my family members works at the same company full time and does similar things to me, just has more hours. So I think the job is a good thing for me to be doing. I'm not particularly passionate about my major, but I feel like I have to have a degree to get anywhere, and that's what I'm told the situation on the job market is, long-term. So I feel like I have to stick with this one, even if it is a bit of a pain in the ass sometimes. There's a lot of hours and a lot of work to do outside of those. I think I'm doing pretty well, I'm near the top of the class.

It's just that lately I've been feeling so overwhelmed by everything. There's so much to do, constantly. I'm an organized person and I do manage everything on time, it just feels like so much. Like I wake up and my first thought is "I have so much to do" every day. I'm tired. Previously, I had been dealing with some personal things on top of that, basically splitting my time between studying, working and crying on the couch (working through things, not just wallowing in sorrow, and I'm in a good place).

I used to be really depressed and a piece of shit who didn't do anything. I spent a few months in between universities being a NEET and I felt like shit about myself. I'm doing better now and that's why I'm even able to handle university properly, not to mention working on top of that. I'm torn because I used to think that when I got better, I could be a productive member of society. I thought it would be good for me and help me more. And sure, I've learned a lot and I had a lot of growing experiences with this job and I like being responsible. But I just feel like the things that were supposed to be good for me are actually draining me, a lot. I don't want to quit. I don't want to scale down my hours. I don't want to drop out. I'm okay with myself. So why don't I feel excited about what I do every day, only scared and tired?

Thanks for letting me vent, lolcow. Back to my unending to-do list…

No. 787437

>>787435
I am proud of you doing things. I aspire to be as miserable as you

No. 787444

My cousin is literally getting on my nerves. She has bad eczema to the point its making her depressed/suicidal. I empathize with that but the issue is just will do nothing herself to make the situation better.

Why dont you wear socks/gloves on your hands to reduce the cuts and bleeding when you scratch and itchy area?
"But it really itches and I need my nails to really scratch:("
Why dont you eat healthier?
"Because I like tastey food and idk what to cook :("
Why dont you throughly moisturize your skin daily and shower 3 times a week?
"I hate the way lotions feel on my skin :( I cant shower more than once a week because the water burns"
Why dont you buy nice cotton/soft clothes instead of wearing the same uncomfortable rags you've been wearing for 10 years?
>oh I'm overweight so I cant buy clothes :(

Anytime people try to help her she just cries that she is being "torn down" and how advice is making her suicidal. Shes like 24 so it's getting retarded at this point.
I know the the steps it takes to make her life more comfortable will be painful at first but she wont try at all.

No. 787458

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How to cope with being completely insignificant in this world? How to cope when you know you had a chance to become an artist but your illness took it away from you? Sure, I could try to satisfy my need for performing with making a youtube or a twitch channel, but deep down I know this is just a cope, this is just me talking to a microphone in my room, not performing on a stage or a tv/movie set, this is not what I wanted to do. I know life is unfair and yet, I cannot accept reality.

No. 787460

>>787458
draw anime tiddies on a government building

No. 787462

I was friends with an ex before we dated and we stayed friends after breakup, or so I thought because now about 2 years has passed, he met a new woman and ignores me for days at a time. Makes me feel disgusted about our friendship prior because now it seems like it wasn't genuine and everything we had in common was actually just him faking it because he wanted to fuck me again or whatever.
Yes I know I'm an idiot attempting to be friends with an ex, I'm still annoyed with him tho.

No. 787464

>>787462
You're not an idiot, it is possible. My ex is friends with most of his exes and there were never problems. Except he pulled the same shit on me as he did with you kek.
But who knows, he might be legit busy. I know it's an annoying situation to be in.

No. 787466

>>787458
Don't put value on being "significant" in this world.

No. 787467

>>787444
She sounds annoying as hell but I wonder how long has she been dealing with this problem? I've had skin issues for 10+ years that make me extremely depressed and suicidal and at this point I just don't want any advice at all. I try not to talk about it at all because people always offer solutions and I just don't want to hear it because I know I will never follow through.

No. 787469

>>787462
He might have been faking, but I've been on both sides of this before, and it's mostly that the comfy emotional companionship he got from you is now mostly being fulfilled by her. Also, people don't usually have enough time for more than one bff, and he might be backing off out of respect for her. It sucks to have it be so sudden, but it's not unusual.

No. 787470

File: 1618917662160.gif (4.57 MB, 450x253, catdog.gif)

>>787458
>How to cope with being completely insignificant in this world?
everyone is insignificant, everyone dies alone, and everyone is forgotten
cheer up

No. 787471

>>787462
If the relationship is still new, he might be generally ditching his friends for a while? That’s pretty common for some people.

No. 787472

>>787464
I'd like to have enough reasonable doubt to believe he's busy but he'd always stay in touch even when he was pulling all nighters on his freelance work so it's hard to believe. You know how it is seems like, I guess maybe it's possible for other people sometimes
>>787469
If so it still would be cool for him to have decency to let me know he wants to focus on the new woman. I've been dating someone else pretty much all that time and while I totally get not always having the time, starting to completely ignore me still feels disrespectful kinda? I gues for what it's worth I'll know to no longer spend my time on him in the future

No. 787474

>>787470
>everyone is forgotten
That's simply not true though, some people live through their works

No. 787480

>>787474
like a very tiny percent of extraordinary people
how many of your friends and family will be remembered 100 years from now?

No. 787489

>>787458
By loving and accepting yourself the way you are

No. 787494

>>787474
Yeah, about that…

No. 787501

I can't focus on my lecture. Don't know if I fucked my attention span or if its just that boring. Make it stop please

No. 787503

>>787480
>how many of your friends and family will be remembered 100 years from now?
This is weirdly comforting

No. 787504

man, scrotes really aint shit

both my father AND my brother, my only blood family, proved themselves to be useless pieces of garbage within the same fucking hour
FUCKING leeches, i hope they rot

so yeah lol scrotes aint shit

No. 787508

>>787504
forgot to mention that my only meaningful relationships in this way too long life have been with women and if i and every straight woman i know can say this with THIS much confidence, then there's some problem with men

all scrotes do, is want, and take

girls only planet when? i am so fucking frustrated lol. see you guys later, putting my head through the fucking wall

No. 787547

File: 1618926528864.jpg (43.57 KB, 478x640, toilet cat.jpg)

I WANT A FUCKING BABY!
Time to go look at photos of diaper blowouts to remind myself why I'm no where near ready for one yet.

No. 787555

I fucking hate my uni. The people running the institute are terrible and the administration and profs are mean and awful. I feel lonely and don't know what to do most of the time. If I try to message one of my profs bc I have a question they don't answer, you get an angry mail back or they refer you to someone you refers you to another person and that one refers you to another person who then tells you that it's not their job to do it. The organisation and administration is awful and they are just as mean as the profs. I literally had one person tell me that they don't give a shit that my grades and creditpoints were not booked properly (their fault) and that I have to do the exams again. I feel lonely, stressed and depressed because I can't talk to anyone about it or even sent a complaint somewhere. How tf do those people even have jobs?

No. 787557

>>787555
Does your uni have a mental health team or anything you can refer to? They usually help students with issues like this. I used the team when I was at uni and they really helped for getting things in order and getting lecturers to listen.

No. 787559

I am very close to dropping out of my awful university. I never wanted to study this major yet my parents pressured me into it and I gave in because I thought I could handle it but I've only been for a few months and I am nearing a mental breakdown. My left eye is infected and I can't see with it to top it all.

No. 787565

I’m not as good of a person I thought I was. The fact that I’ve been hurt never gave me an excuse to hurt others; I’m always so passive and try to posture myself as better like I’m the guru of self improvement when in reality it just reeks of low self esteem. It’s so weird to think of myself as a narcissist but it’s not too far from the truth.

No. 787571

Why do I always fall for people who will never love me back? I know what's their type and it's not me, yet I can't stop thinking about them. When they're cold towards me, it hurts so much.

No. 787621

i hate depression. i just want a hug

No. 787622

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No. 787624

I wholeheartedly would kill myself if I was injured or became deformed from an accident or whatever, like if I lost a limb, ended up in a wheelchair, lost my eye sight, all of that kind of thing. This may come from my already ground level self esteem and how I see my appearance. But idk, my nans neighbour got into a car accident a few days ago, she was in a coma and if she survived she would be in a wheelchair and unable to work due to brain damage, she died today, I think its for the best as she would of suffered. I see these disabled children and people, both born like that or from an illness or accident and feel so upset and pity for them. My worst nightmare would be to end up in a vegetive state and cant communicate that I want to die.

No. 787626

>>787624
but functional damage give you cute points

No. 787647

>>787621
hugs you

No. 787649

New thread: >>>/ot/787646

No. 788852

>>787343
Did you get it back?



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