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I think you're talking about Anji?
Rumor was that Kisu pushed her off a roof/stood by and watched her jump, but it was never proofen.
I'd also really like to know more, but I don't think there's a chance we can ever find out the truth. I remember some anons saying that judging by her blog she was messed up and in a bad place, but I skimmed through it and saw nothing abnormal, mostly just posts about traveling and shopping.>>>/w/35156>>>/snow/63032>>>/snow/140489
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Anon, there's worse…
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A bit of info and links on Sara Anne Jones: she was a small time model and an aspiring poet and starred in a coming out of age drugged up movie Toad Road. She died of heroin overdose before the film hit the screens.
This is a good summary which captures the eerie nature of the girl, or at least her internet persona: https://snapzu.com/drank/american-ghost-story-the-brief-eerie-life-of-sara-anne-jones
This is her Tumblr: http://saraannejones-blog.tumblr.com/
was she hooked on drugs when she died or did she simply take too much?
this is an interesting thread, but i can't contribute
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I can't believe I haven't heard of her until now. Just googled her and she was so gorgeous. RIP
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Artist who went by Tagl/Ceci on Deviantart. The comments on her page are tragic and I was shocked when I checked my old DA acc to read that she had passed. Used to follow her art religiously in like 2008-09 when I was a baby weeb. I used to love her sparkly animu art back in the day. The glamfur thread reminded me of her art.
Sucks because I can't find anything that officially says HOW she died. I've only heard that she was either murdered or that she killed herself.
No… are you serious? I had no idea. this is really sad. Me and my friends loved her art when we were younger.
Someone (with a pretty big fan base) in a smaller deviantart community that used to draw fanart for me committed suicide as well. I wish I had been more grateful when I got their art or maybe talked to them more. I found out how from going back in their comment section a few hundred pages. I don't know why I got so obsessed with it. Just really sad.
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Gina, jui6e her death really shook me up I hope she’s in a better place
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can't remember his username (mary poppins from hell?) but there was a prommie on gaiaonline i used to follow religiously back in the day. he killed himself back in 2008 and i still think about him all the time.https://web.archive.org/web/20090121233429/myspace.com/black_wing_angel
Went through some of the comments on her profile and saw someone link a comment by her cousin saying it was suicide. Unfortunately, the comment is hidden so I can't confirm. >>427508
What happened to her?
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This might be the wrong thread for this, but it’s the closest I’ve found for this post. In 2011-2012 on tumblr, I followed (and was friends with) a very cute bubbly red haired girl named Maggie who’s URL was -onyourknees (has since been deactivated although some fan pages still exist). The last thing I really remember about her was that she was slowly fading out of posting and then claimed a terminal illness and posted hospital selfies or pics of a hospital band or something. I then saw a bunch of RIP MAGGIE posts. Something felt off to me, but it seemed wrong to question someone’s young, tragic death. Flash forward about 2 years and a camgirl named Kati3kat appears who looks just like her… it’s gotta be the same girl, I know in my head it is. It’s just so weird to me that she faked her death to become a camgirl??? Again. If this is the absolute wrong thread, my apologies. Just have been wanting to post about this for eons.
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I just googled other photos of her from before and after and yeah that's definitely her. In photos where the angle is exactly the same (just facing the camera) it's 100% clear she just got older and started wearing a lot more makeup.
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Ooh he's cute. He looks like young John Rhys Meyers (pic related).
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Xanaxprincess aka Athena
Hers is a sad story. Holli aka Heroingranola was one of her bff's at the time of her death. She seemed like a very sweet girl.
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I think about coldnessinmyheart once in a while and feel that inevitably she must've died after a bad episode of self-mutilation. But I also would believe it if she were alive still, mangled body hanging out around Germany. Pic related is her and some of her nasty scars.
I also wonder if some of the more extreme pics she took were even real, like the one of her thigh nearly cut in half.
I did some research and she is confirmed to have died, by an ex boyfriend and an ex friend of a friend on kiwifarms
Also extreme warning to anyone with a soul not to google her name unprepared. Gory images come right up.
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Ah yes, Athena Baumeister. When she fell in with her new friends, she changed hard and fast. Bonus insta: https://instagram.com/bleach_drinker
a gentle, saged reminder that hot sugar is an abusive
predator and “sinkies” is an uwu ass term he would use to manipulate the young girls drawn to his ~edgy mystique~
that song is also rumored to be about the soundclout girl Blayde(?) who died
yeah i liked his music for years but i had to delete all of it it feels too fucking gross
here’s a post from his ex kitty, she had to change details to protect herself but it’s easy to fill in the blanks:https://kittydothedishes.tumblr.com/post/178132402846/kitty
OT but do you have another link to this article anon? This one ends up at an error and I'm pretty curious.>>428043
I've been curious about coldnessinmyheart for years, the pictures of her self-harm are still burned in my brain. I wonder what happened to her and what pushed her to mutilate herself in such a horrific way. There's tonnes of speculation but I guess we'll never know for sure.
I remember reading coldnessinmy heart's KF thread, first time I was deterred from opening spoilers because of kiwis reactions
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Indeed. It's crazy to see the progression of her drug addiction in her Instagram pics. Look at the dates in pic attatched.
Now that I'm older it's so much ckearer how young she really was. We texted once or twice, so I was shook by her death. May she rip.
I'm pretty desensitized to gore but as a recovering/trying not to be recurring self harmer even I was shocked by her wounds, how deep and deliberate they are
I can't imagine she's still alive if she was giving herself wounds that cut down to what looks like near the bone, I needed four stitches in my lower arm for a self inflicted glass slash and that barely even scraped the first layer of skin and didn't even hit my nerves… wouldn't surprise me if she died of an infection. It's so upsetting to me and saddening and I can't imagine what kind of mental and emotional pain she was feeling, especially with the disorders she supposedly had, like other anons said it's probably better if she's no longer alive and not harming herself like that anymore, it's more painful than living
I googled her name and went down into a Mydeathspace topic rabbit hole. Cannot take quality screenshots atm but here's the thread: http://mydeathspace.com/vb/showthread.php?29360-Athena-Baumeister-(16)-allegedly-overdosed-on-Xanax-and-OxyContin
It has her Tumblr post about being raped for years by an older dude, presumably a fellow actor (bonus screenshot of her and a man with that name from her Instagram) and her aunt comes to the thread to tell that Athena's family basically discovered the extend of the whole shitshow from Mydeathspace. Sigh.
She seems so beautiful and special, even her name is lovely. I want to know more about her and it’s such a shame her Tumblr was deleted. I wonder if she really wanted to die, or if she just took a Tumblr aesthetic too far. According to that mydeathspace thread she had a Soundcloud which is still up: https://soundcloud.com/yung-morticia
She seems so talented and artistic. What a loss.
I wonder if her parents ever admitted she died from more than a “heart condition” as they seemed to be in denial about cause of death. Also pretty sure her dad is this famous psychologist: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roy_Baumeister
she also said her dad was basically neglectful and uncaring right? I don’t know she’s so compelling
She (or maybe her "enabler") had an extensive medical knowledge, all her cuts look guresome but aren't actually life-threatening if treated properly (and apparently she treated lots of them herself).
Poor girl. I wonder what was she thinking? It's a shame almost none of text posts were archived, just her pictures. Did she actually have a bpd?
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So i Guess Bianca Delvins (@escty) is the next ghost of the month. Her case reminds me of a murder suicide from Russia where an instagirl was raped, killed and then raped again by her ex she lived with. Ex in question published a whiny wall of text and hanged himself. Pics were taken and went viral, prompting anons to search for their house, their graves etc.
apparently they were roommates and were no longer in a relationship
this is the reality of sharing living space with crazy ass scrots
I don't understand how after all that he did to her he had the nerve to ask her parents for forgiveness and tell them that "he loved her very much" and that he kissed her goodbye on the forehead.
It's bad enough that such horrible monsters exist but it's downright horrific that they can believe themselves capable of love or sympathy.
literally male logic. loved her so much and then this pretty thing malfunctioned and he just had to show it to her.
iirc he was a regular on imageboards (what a shocker) but was not an incel. he was good looking and had hookups and stuff
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I still think about Masa Vukotic - it's been four years since she was murdered and I still find myself reflecting on her from time to time. Like, I'll go to uni and I'll think, hey, Marci never got to go to university. She never got to graduate high school because some fuck stabbed her in a park. Her blog (sparklehime) is still up and this thread reminded me to scroll through it and I keep expecting it to change, but it won't. It's been frozen in time.
Idk. I never really liked her when she was alive but that doesn't mean her death wasn't any less tragic and unfair. It was so surreal to see her face on the front page of the newspaper.
i'm reading about it right now. he killed masa bc she stopped to talk to a bird and he thought that she was, i quote, "like fucking Snow White" and that he HAD to kill her. that made me even sadder, she was so young and likely very naiive and starry-eyed, and this sick rapist fuck (he raped a woman 2 days after murdering this girl) had to corrupt her and kill her. he wasn't even a stalker either, she just happened to cross his path and he admitted it was random. he had a long criminal history too, was out on bail when he murdered masa.
i fucking hate men and the justice system.
I guess you're French ? Seeing this pop up without explanation yet immediately recognizing the pic gave me chills.
The girl in the pic is https://www.instagram.com/opale.rose/
She was a big part of the French J-fashion community, and apparently mentored a lot of people who started out Lolita. She passed away very suddenly in 2016, we discussed it last year in the French Speaking J-fashion thread a while back >>>/ot/221968
Never met her personally, only saw her Youtube videos back in 2012 when she acted all mighty about lolita. (link : https://youtu.be/MkBbh3yQZGo
she's unsufferable in this one, then backtracked in the comments saying it was a joke…) anyways, it seems she got more humble in the years before her death. Heard about her death because I followed ppl who knew her on Facebook. Her death was announced by a close friend, and apparently no one outside her very close relatives was allowed to attend her funeral. Reading the comments on the post, she most likely killed herself. The OP who announced it said "the family refuses to give any information" other ppl said "I knew she had gotten very bad news recently" etc. It was very sudden for everyone.
Just like you anon, I sometimes think about her,and how she impacted lots of people in the community. (sorry for the very late answer, just got around to read this thread)
Read about this story. The man who killed her had raped and assaulted people many times before. He had told the parole board he'd kill again.
Liberalism is a disease.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
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Since im a louis tomlinsons fam, i just can get over his sisters death. Felicite Tomlinson (18) was a huge crush of mine and she died all of sudden, heart attack. I keep thinking about her and how did she live. She was just so gorgeous, ive always wished i were her.
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Mika Mae Jones. I followed her on tumblr in the early 2000s and was really fascinated by her. She was an artist and model and I think started out as a suicidegirl. Kinda forgot about her until Francesca Lia Block mentioned she’d died recently. Apparently she fell and hit her head during a seizure. She used to post a lot of thinspo-ish photos but I thought she was really beautiful and interesting looking. Sad.
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after hearing of her death, i can't stop thinking about this poor girl and crying for her. i have no idea what her life was like and i don't know how much of her bpd made her cause trouble, but she must've been in so much pain either way to kill herself (i assume in a gruesome way considering the way she self harmed). she seemed sweet and her pain seemed genuine (compared to shitheads like tuna) and she probably had so much potential. i just wish i somehow could wish i could get rid of the pain for people who feel like this.
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not a minor social media person, but a dead public figures who fit a certain mold of man ive been drawn to.
the first one came into me in my dreams ironically enough, even though he's only really known for 3 works and ive never seen him before. I actually don't think he was talented, and based what i read he was a huge asshole and misogynist, but im still obsessed with him none the less. i keep on saving pictures of him to my phone, blushing whenever i see him, rereading a biography about his last days. He died young but i've fallen in love with him, imagining myself as the woman he thought he could love. He wasn't even attractive, I don't know why I get like this. I just love a certain aspect of him, i can't explain it, but i wake up and smooth my pillow sometimes in the morning, imagining guiding my hands over his chest.
the second man is somewhat more villainous but still ultimately sympathetic in some sick way. both of the men share the same build, height, looks, personal issues, first letter of their names, and codependent relationship with a woman who was not their wife. im more or less attracted to him based on the idea i could somehow "save" him which i know couldn't be true. I was introduced to him through an online friend, who's grown distant from me as a result of taking the obsession too far. I know I haven't, since I've met women online who are more crazy about him than me, to the level where they have created art projects such as making viles of liquids that represent his piss and semen. My obsession has grown less romantic (I've fixated on the first man for that) and more sexual. I've bought the cologne he used to wear and jacked off while smelling it on my pillow. I became friends with a middle aged woman who is now closer to me than my own mother based on this obsession; she tells me that her ideal way to die would be from him coming inside her as he chokes her to death.
My fantasies about these two men range from typical lovey dovey shit to me receiving a lobotomy from either of them, or myself strangling them to death.
I would say that I need help but I keep my thoughts to myself. I've had a "boyfriend" and been diagnosed with aspergers, but I dont think anything will help me anymore.
What the fuck is that pic? Please explain.
I second that you should have spoilered it…
I am really curious about these man, are they known internationallt or local stars? The second one makes me think of Ian Curtis but I am most likely wrong. It's just the only dead male star that is sort of fitting your description.
/x/ picture i found funny
no, its not ian curtis but i do love him as well and developed a thing for him awhile ago. neither resemble him whatsoever though
well known in the usa i guess, but not really to people below 30, or a conversation topic for people my age (early 20s)
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can the mods please delete these pictures?
they are compositions from dead unidentified people. You know, based on corpses.
The girl is Jenny Gamez, she was 19 from Cottage Grove Oregon and she was brutally murdered, its just plain disgusting and disrespectful.
NTA but do you know where you are?
its not a picture of an actual corpse…
Yes it kind of is?
Do you know how facial reconstruction works for unidentified bodies? If theres something left the artist is supposed to make it look somewhat recognizable.
This is lolcow not 4chan, where the fuck have you seen something like that here?
inb4 i quit mortuary sciences
A sculpture based on a skull type of reconstruction isn't a picture, these two are obviously retouched photos
I am done with this discussion since you obviously showed how much of an insensitive ass you are
What the fuck, looking at it after seeing her real face is terrifying. Seeing that reconstruction on the news must have been a futher insult to her family with what they were already going through, that image is a nightmare in itself.
I'm confused by the second person in the image, the killer didn't have any male victims
and it doesn't look much like him. I agree it should be spoilered.
the second person in the image is some kind of meme I believe, unless that was reconstructed from another dead victim
that I didn't know about
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this is so strange to me because I know this picture so well and have seen it so many times (I think it was someone's usericon from livejournal back in the day) but never knew anything about her. I never knew her story, may she rest in peace
>>463848>This is lolcow not 4chan, where the fuck have you seen something like that here?
Seconding this, what the fuck is this thread? Like, I totally get the concept of "this is a piece of true crime that really stuck with me" (we've all got one, duh) but thread op reeks of toxic
4chan energy. People who use phrases like "ghosts" "enchanted" "imagine" "world inside their head" when talking about a dead woman is probably someone who considers women whimsical romantic concepts and not actual human beings. Would highly suspect op is a dude, because women don't talk about murder in that tone.
I'm all for this discussion, but in a more broad/less creepy way – like a hometown murder thread? (a la My Favorite Murder)
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original op of the post here, no clue about what the picture was about but just found it spooky and interesting. backstory is weird now i guess
i’ve just been obsessed with my boys and the idea of keeping a (male) corpse ala carl tanzler. maybe this should go in fetishes you’re ashamed of but my utter disgust with myself sometimes goes deeper than shame. the corpses of the men i was talking about are too old now anyways, and one was buried compared to the other being cremated
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Just came back from the rabbit hole of looking at her lolcow spergout and her tumblr archive and now I 100% believe she was a poster here.
I bet she was one of the bpd fags always baiting suicide posts in the vent threads, I guess she's one of the posters who finally up and did it.
Makes me wonder how many farmers who are no longer with us led such fucked up lives as she.
IIIIIIIIN FACT…from the latest Braco. Pic related.
This post was made just a few days before her death. Coincidence?
It's a possibility, I won't deny that.
It would just be awful difficult to adopt a new identity on the internet granted how she looks, I don't think people like her actually have the restraint to stay off the internet for long.
Yesss especially privating her ig. If Emmy kept it public then it should remain public, it honors her memory imo. Lets more people see who she was, read her words etc.>>464486
Emmy was 23 tho
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I’ve never seen pictures of her without the huge lips so this was very unexpected— she was really cute in her Courtney Love skinwalker phase actually.
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Holy shit this photo is so eerie. She looks like a cryptid. Her head and hair is too tiny for her neck.
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Just me or almost all the posts in this thread related to this person look like some weird-ass selfposting and/or asskissing? And the only proof is on a website where anyone can set up their own memorial (the gatheringus link), not a third party funeral home or anything. I've looked the name up but wasn't able to find a news article, nothing. The cow claimed bpd, frequented this website and now her bf keeps using her accounts after death… you gotta admit that's suspicious af. Is this cause enough for mods to investigate IPs or not? I'm getting flashbacks to when Poppy posted herself on lc
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Huh. It actually is a little suspicious. Is it possible that she never used her real name online? (I've never heard of her until now, sorry for being slow.) If so, it's possible that her family would use a pseudonym in their public memorial page. No obits are coming up 7 days later, which might be borderline normal for a sudden death, except her tumblr implied the funerary service was completed. I'm not even seeing anything about her on Google.
Do people really make Discord servers to discuss loved ones' deaths now?
Honestly the only time family/friends get involved online beyond a regular memorial and rememberance posts for someone, it's usually a big name celeb/artist like lil peep or some shit. Setting up a discord after the death of a garden variety ethot sounds wack, what's there to discuss? And her bf already put up 30 photos of her up on the memorial page, many in tacky tumblr style. No family member would find photos of their child in clown makeup and cosplay appropriate for a memorial. Also check the farewell letterhttps://www.gatheringus.com/albums/photos/view/6959/2560
if this isn't a meme then idk what is.
Plus looking at it more, there hasn't been proof of a funeral, but that gatheringus page is actually a fundraiser too, it said $300 has been raised so far out of 2k goal. And who operates the fund? Not her family but her bf. Not a single comment on the memorial from any family member. But I wouldn't be surprised if after this post some comments from brand new accounts with her last name show up.>>464881
I think she's the one who posted originally about the suicide (rags on luna to make ethot look better kek), the link to the gatheringus page and the numerous selfies
I was the one that posted her, and I'm not her or anyone that knew her. I wouldn't be surprised that her family wouldn't be involved considering she exposed really private parts of herself online, not just wrt cutting and BPD, but also camming and shit, venting about her family, etc. I only followed her for a few mos back in like 2016 and was sad to hear she passed considering she would hurt herself pretty bad and pretty painfully. everyone complains about tuna, she has proven herself to be awful, and she was linked to this girl, that's why I mentioned her. idk if Emmy really passed but a lot of people's families don't necessarily pay for obits, especially if they've killed themselves and had an uh… less than prestigious reputation online, tbh.
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Speaking of fake suicide, Plaaastic aka GG aka nitenite99
It was so fucking milky when she came here to defend herself and went full schizo after some vendetta-chan posted a bunch of dirt and haxx. She appears to have been dead for real (an hero allegedly) for almost a year now. My edgy underage ass really liked her RIP
no I believe she actually killed herself after the fake one
apparently she had cancer? but the actual suicide was confirmed by her brother and other family of hers iirc
I am always devastated when I learn about a teenager who killed themselves because of bullying As someone that was bullied and was suicidal I can't help but see my self in those kids and just wished I could help them somehow even though I never met them
Did he actually die? People keep saying that his death was faked to escape his reputation after images of him doing gay porn (tame solo masturbation stuff iirc) surfaced. Some of his accounts were logged into some time after his supposed death which aroused suspicion and saw his hidden backup account communicating with his family members. But on the other hand someone posted photos of his urn at the graveyard so take it as you may.
He photoshopped his images a whole fucking ton but the sad thing is that he apparently did porn because he was poor as shit and needed the money to move out. Also I fucking hate it how people posthumously made him into a trans icon when he was a GNC gay twink guy, just let him be one.
French Canadian sounds fucking ugly no wonder why the French hate it
They're much uglier too.. ewww
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harley's J.O. account
emmy's partner, writing style matches and their sex work twitter is gone
also dat male aggression
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i knew emmy irl and the way her girlfriend is handling her death is so bizarre. i don't understand why she is continuing to use ehr accounts to post online? it's a very weird way to "honour" her in her passing.
also emmy scammed so many people out of money to spend on drugs. she was constantly posting new gofundme's to escape abusive
partners' family, or to pay to get her teeth fixed, or because she couldn't afford to go to therapy. that was definitely the worst part about her; she had a lot of enabling friends that did drugs with her or let her continue on with her self destructive lifestyle. she photoshopped her face and body but she was skelly irl and quite pretty as well. it's a shame she threw her life away the way she did because she was talented at writing and probably could've done something with that, but she chose to do drugs instead. once she had finished lying about her "pain attacks" and the doctors took her off her painkillers she really went downhill and was posting a lot abour how life wasn't worth living anymore. it's sad that she thought that drugs was all she had to live for. if she got clean and sober she might've been less of a shitty, lying, scamming, fake human but i guess we won't ever know now.
i believe her family isn't posting anything publicly because of her presence online. her dad was an enabler (did drugs with her) and her mother hated her guts.
i love this male violence
>noting is more dangerous to fuck with that a person in mourning out for revange with no fear of death
sure what are you going to do? kill some inocent person that didn't liek you gf? come on idiot>>475047
is just creepy, why is hi the one that have to make a go found me? why is he the one with the acces to her turmbl and intagram? disgusting
I’ve talked to him and he’s obviously deranged by both grief but major fucking psychosis. He has no business managing shit. He’s got plans to kill himself soon and since I know he’s lurking,
Do it now, coward. You killed her and you’re wearing her skin, Buffalo Bill. If you want Emmy to be happy, then fucking die and stop desecrating her with your creep ass lurking. Fuck whoever posted her nudes, you’re cows too, but this bull Harley is pulling a lot worse.
I’ll post doxx soon if he pulls more shit.
It was definitely nuts how vehemently she would deny that her constant drug usage could have contributed to her fucked up physical state. Her pain attacks weren't real but she did lose a fuckton of weight iirc and was just generally unhealthy looking.
Not only did she abuse any substance she could get her hands on recreationally on a daily basis, but her near-monthly suicide attempts were always by means of taking a load of pills (even though her tolerance was sky high). Of course that would tear up anyone's organs. But not her!
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oof the male aggression
lol he is as much of a flake as emmy was. can't even organise a proper memorial for her. i'm surprised he didn't preface the post with a gofundme.
my guess is she killed herself but it was meant to be just an attempt or a cry for help and she didn't mean to complete suicide. "she did not take her own life"
also i really hate the vibe this dude gives off. why has he made so much of her death about him?
my personal theory is she started using IV heroin/fent after her trammy script was taken away.
that or there really was something to her GI issues, although IMO if that were the case idk why her family would want to keep it on the DL, because of emmy's history people are obvi gonna assume suicide or an OD but to most normies a sudden death from a mystery illness is gonna draw more sympathy than an accidental or intentional overdose
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Idk about during 2010 and on, but I thought he seemed like a cool guy before then.
I know the story of his final decision went pretty viral, but I was still surprised and actually felt kind of sad and bad for him. Because imo, it seemed like he did go off a deep end in some respects. I just felt like his reactions over nintendo reveals were more profound compared to what he was like before, and it felt like he was just pushing himself to act like that. It just makes me wonder and stuff.
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I've been crushing on him for a decade now
Whoa. It’s mind boggling to see her pic on here. I was close friends with someone from her friend circle who was badly fucked up from her murder. I even spoke to her a few times and she was always pleasant with me and we chatted about our mutual friend and how lovely he was. I was really looking forward to talking to her more and getting to know her only to find out weeks later she was stabbed to death.
This one girl who drew me fanart a few years ago. I thanked her for her art but didn't really give it much thought cause I received a lot back then.
Recently I was going through my collection of art I got and when I visited hers I saw people mourning her and it ends up she killed herself just a year after she sent me it.
I didn't know her at all, but I cried.
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Danielle Baquet-Long who was a part of the drone project Celer and recorded solo as Chubby Wolf. Something about Chubby Wolf's music and artwork makes it prime digital ghost material - it's raw and unpolished and feels like reading someone's diary.
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I used to read Mydeathspace religiously and it was then that I stumbled upon a thread about a girl who overdosed and died. It was 2009, she was 19 and left behind a bunch of photos and a Livejournal that really resonated with me. According to friends who left comments in her thread she was dating a freshly out of rehab kid and tried to match his drug consumption which led to her OD’ing on xan and methadone. She genuinely seemed like a very nice but sad girl from her journal. Her artsy backyard hipster boyfriend’s MySpace handle was mr.scatboner and I hate how I cannot find his real name and social media because I used to figure it out but forgot.
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Any Pipus fans here? His death hit me pretty hard.
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This will be an unusual one because I only discovered her after she had passed, yet still I felt upset as I pieced together who she was. Cloveress was a girl ASMRtist who died of a heroin overdose. You may not like her content, as it most certainly took advantage of thirsty men, but her death was sudden and tragic. She had such a gorgeous face, and she was young when she started on youtube. If I remember correctly, she once discussed how she was doxxed and the more I looked into her older vids the more I realized she had no idea what she was doing. Her family was not supportive, and around her time of death she wasn't in the most comfortable or safe living situation. She was trying to make it work, being away from home… it was too much for her. It just made me upset because she could have experienced so much more out of life. If only she had a person to rely on at that point.
The way I first discovered her was through her asmr stabbing roleplay, and it shocked and disgusted me. But for some reason I just know it was an act, and she just needed attention and views. I just know there was a smart person behind the act. Ugh.
AYRT - her death was so fucking bizarre. I met her through the con scene and when the news broke I struggled to comprehend it for the longest time. It still doesn't feel real. Everything from those first months after her murder feels weird and hazy.
I know this is going to sound dumb as hell, but I think that was when death became a real thing for me. I hadn't known anyone who had died before, especially not so senselessly. Like, people could just… go. They could be taken away by some sicko with a knife. Just like that, they're gone. No one got to say goodbye. No one had the chance to prepare.
Idk man. I don't want to make her death about me. She was the one who lost everything for no reason. But it lingers yknow? She should have had the chance to grow up.
HOLY SHIT SHE FUCKING DIED??? oh my god that explains so much. i watched her when she was making rounds in the asmr community for clickbaity sexualized content.
speaking of asmr deaths, anyone ever heard of SassESnacks? she was one of the original asmr youtubers who made viral candy eating vids years ago. she died of cancer or something i think? she was on a "health hiatus" most of the time before her death so i think most people figured something was up.
came here to post her. was anyone else aware she was cherie plushgod from tumblr, the girl who made edgecult? (does anyone who wasnt there even know about that?)
i was briefly friends with her back during that time and while i heard about her murder when it got big, i didn't think too much of it other than "that's fucked up." it wasn't until i got curious about where "cherie" was and searched her up that i made the connection and it got me really interested in the situation but also made it all a bit more haunting. finding out someone you once talked to normally passed away is a really, really odd feeling.
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itzdolly / katelyn nicole davis' death sticks with me. i fell down the rabbit hole of her life and eventual suicide after some edgelord i know posted the livestream footage of her hanging herself (unfriended that person very quickly after).
i never watched the full video because its sick and i can't handle that kind of shit, but i did watch her "final words" right before it happened and it was so fucking heartbreaking. she was 12 years old. it might hit me hard because she was the same age as my niece at the time. looking into her background and social media presence before she died it was so obvious this girl needed help and was screaming for someone to get her out. summary i guess for people interested:
>her mom was a drug addict who slept with men for pills
>mom dated and stayed with men who sexually abused katelyn and her siblings
>lived in a dilapidated, rotting trailer in bumfuck georgia
>was constantly in charge of her young siblings while her mom fucked off for indiscriminate amounts of time
>was being groomed online by what seems like a few men (a few of her streams she was obviously trying to be "sexy" for guys in the chat) who all fuck with her (like randomly claiming they killed someone and were freaking out) and would expose her to sexual shit, sext her, show her porn, etc
>long history of self harm, suicide attempts, mental health facility stays, obvious distress, etc yet no one was able to step in and help her
>one day (in which one of her groomer boyfriends broke up with her) she ties a noose in a tree in her yard, livestreams for an extended period of time adjusting the rope on a ladder, saying final words, then eventually hangs herself on livestream
>throughout every livestream including her death as she was dying trolls are in the chat egging her on or making fun of her
most of her livestreams are documented on youtube and theres plenty of people who have reported on her life and death, transcribed livestreams, etc and after watching a few videos its just heartbreaking to know this little ass girl was suffering so much and no one helped her. her mom was home when she hung herself. i feel like because of how much she was stalling by adjusting the noose, how visible the place she hung herself was from her trailer, etc she was really just wanting to get caught trying to kill herself to get herself some help (or even for attention, she was 12 and had pretty much nobody) and her mom was probably too fucked up to care. during the livestream pretty soon after she's died you can supposedly hear her phone buzzing from her mom calling her trying to find where she was. if she had come looking for her sooner this shit wouldn't have happened. i think about her often to be honest. it breaks my heart.
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Thank you for posting her anon. God, I read about her back in 2017 (also watched the video) and also went down this rabbithole like you did, but then ended up forgetting her name. I even recently asked myself what her name was again. It's so sad what happened to her.
Pic attached is her online dairy, you can find some info about it also here:https://arklecrawford.wordpress.com/2017/01/06/diary-of-a-broken-doll-the-clues-leading-to-the-death-of-katelyn-davis/
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I remember this. This poor girl. It broke my heart at the time.
I wanted to see if anything happened to the piece of shit men that groomed her, it says here: https://knd.neocities.org/
one of the guys was called Luke Callaham and lived in Massachusetts. Attached is a screenshot of her telling him she loves him, plenty of chat logs at link.
He's currently in prison for raping 2 14 year olds, one of which he beat up. https://www.enterprisenews.com/news/20181113/norwell-man-gets-5-years-on-child-rape-charges
Anon this sent me down the craziest rabbit hole. I'm so morbidly curious about this kind if stuff. This is so sad. Video attached nsfw if you're sensitive. It's a gif of her jumping, it doesn't show her face or anything just a bunch of blurry lights, her feet standing in the edge, and the phone landing on a balcony below. (Also maaaaybe her hair flying in the wind, hard to tell) I also managed to find a link where someone had apparently posted screen caps of the chat egging her on to do it, and several pedophiles making nasty remarks. Said link is broken now though, trying to find an archive.
According to some who were in the chat you could hear her screaming.
Apparently she had been engaging in lolicon stuff and would put on inappropriate clothing and pose and generally indulge in the pedos desires. She streamed her music as well and actually seemed very talented. Apparently she didn't die right away, a mailman found her and she was alive for some (3?) hours after she was found.
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**sorry for repost forgot pic.
here is a someone who speaks Japanese talking about one of the videos of her. This is the video: https://sp.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm22599086?ref=user_mylist_detail
In this video she is playing the piano and singing. It's just darkness and music until about the 4:30/4:40 minute mark, where she appears to start panicking. She picks up the camera and starts singing, and you can then see her legs, she starts dancing sporadically on what appears to be the edge of a balcony. At about the 5 minute mark it gets really weird. She seems to get more manic and stops singing, and starts to repeat the word "deite" and what sounds like laughing - "haha" Many Japanese speakers have said the same as pic related. Deite can mean "hug me" but It can also mean "have sex with me" and that the manic laughing we hear is actually a panting, sexual sound esp. given the context of her video names and loli behaviors.
There is also this video: https://sp.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm22599086?cp_in=watch_watchRelatedContents
Her behavior is extreamly odd throughout the entire thing. I'm not even sure how to explain, you will just have to watch and see for your self. It's very clear something was not right with her, mentally. The most noticable thing is a short way into the video you can faintly hear her mom call for/yell at (some say scream at) her and she panics, says "oh god" and sets down the phone. You can then hear what sounds like her and her mother talking. (Arguing? Not sure) The rest of the video is panicked, heavy breathing and random manic poses in the mirror with the bag on her head. There are conflicting reports to her mental state. Many people say she had friends, good relations with her mother, etc. Others say that not true - that she had a horrible relationship with her mother (imo the way she reacts to being called for points to it being a sour relationship, but that's just my 2cents. If any Japanese speaking anons want to translate what she and her mother say that would be great) and didn't know her father. Also, given the fact she engaged in dangerous behavior (running across high speed traffic roads, standing on building edges, etc) I find it hard to believe everything was ok at home.
There's quite a few of her videos here: https://sp.nicovideo.jp/user/37467661/video?ref=user_top
Goddamn I'm sorry for my retardation. I'm on mobile.
THIS is the link to the "daite" video. https://sp.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm22599230?cp_in=wt_uservideo
In my digging I discovered she had been posted in /ot/ 2 months ago. A very dedicated anon posted the screencap of the chat during her suicide stream and translated it. The posts can be found here >>>/ot/521358
The very bottom portions are their reactions seconds after she jumps.
Based anon also found an archive of a Japanese news article that talks about her surviving for 3 hours and the woman (not mailman myb) who found her.
Here is the blog where I believe anon found the screengrabs: http://niconamabiboroku.blogspot.com/2013/11/fc2jc.html?m=1
The built in page translator makes 0 sense of the comments but it does properly translate the news article that talks about her, and also includes a photo of her face.
I -think- this is the actual video archived but as I am on mobile I can't watch? Not sure if it works so feel free to check. BE WARNED. This could be highly sensitive content so browse at your own discretion. https://web.archive.org/web/20140218112943/http://livech.biz:80/player/65724794
Here is a massive archive of links relating to her (this is where I found the archive for the actual livestream) and includes translations of what I can only describe as suicide notes/plans to her followers. It's a HUGE read, so I'll just include some bits:
>18: Roro : 2013/11/17 (Sun) 00: 21: 17.86 ID: ??? I'm writing this sentence now I wrote it without thinking. I'm worried that someone is reading it.
I'm really sorry I'm not dead. sorry. sorry.
I'm not fishing now, but I can't believe you.
But, if you didn't believe me, there wasn't really anything wrong with me today, yesterday or yesterday! ! !
I'm sorry to have written such a thing. You'll find this embarrassing later.
repeats. It will not be possible by doing spoilers here.
I don't think it's beautiful.
First of all, I make a face. And I'm wearing a uniform. I don't wear socks. I think it's beautiful.
And when you have over a thousand people, you leave the porch.
Then (????) I will walk. Climb the stairs. There is a staircase landing on the 14th floor and up to the 18th floor.
There is no fence at the landing. I thought about it before and saw it.
I have noticed that. The bottom of that is concrete, so it feels painful if you hit your head.
Ah, ah, it's so bad,
it's too bad . I write without thinking, because it excels in terms of feeling. I can't think of it.
I'm still a little scared, so I will write all m. I'm sticking out my legs.
If it's done today. I hope you fall down! That's why I become a legend. Then I think that everyone will be cheered on. It will pass at a new speed. Tottemoi k
I thought not. So, if you do it today, you don't become afraid if you fall, and I know that it's hard to
come and go, tr. Sorry q Please forgive me. And & # 12436; If all the blood is bleeding, I'm sure everyone will see it. I'm seeing a stranger
. I was thinking about that. After I'm sorry, I'm sorry for the story that I've become addicted. It's the same as when we started broadcasting the worst with Tomatakuri Tsukishita. In the morning, today I
remember the TwitCasting b, so I remembered well. So, I think I'm Amanero, erasing all d. Then everyone will be surprised dw
Feeling bad Do not feel bad I Do I'm sorry hate other people e wp also
I Hey Onomoi m not sorting m Pusu to painful people
Hey written to without thinking p I the feelings m. I
had the courage to do this even though I was under the control of this communication . Alright And. I erased everything.
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>Yes, but I'm glad I could write it. The pattern that I didn't write is a story of another world, parallel world, that no one knows.
I can't help being beaten. I can't help it.
But this is a lie, and it's bad for me to be lying.
You might die if you were told to be a lie. Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
koe w kua wai wai wai wai wai scary
i have been fantasizing about suicide delivery on the shipping screen since the video has been flowing for a long time since then.
I'm repeating delusions. It repeats.
>I think it would be good if suicide was delivered.
Because I was a pretty girl all day long today,
so I wonder if everyone would be surprised if they died at all. Do you think
that they died because of the stress of studying for the exam?
If you write this, I think it will be hated after this.
I think it's painful to listeners. I don't like it, so do
n't hate it. If you dislike it, you will fall.
That's why studying for exams is good. I'm grateful for this spoiler.
Also, here is her Twitter account: https://mobile.twitter.com/rorochan_1999?lang=en
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The link with the aforementioned suicide talk and various accounts/photos of her: https://megalodon.jp/2013-1126-1155-12/news020.blog13.fc2.com/blog-entry-3111.html
I'll be the first to admit I don't know much about archiving, and the layout is shit on my phone. This is the direct link to her livestream chat taken from her Twitter bio: http://live.fc2.com/84660873
I can't seem to access the archive as it gives me an http 307 error and redirects me to the 404 version of the page.
She seemed like a truly troubled girl. See pic->I don't seem to be able to talk until night today, everyone is up today because it's Sunday, and I'm alone, but uh, I have a family I want to talk to But I get angry when I get out of the room
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Truly sorry as I am finding this all out as I go, this really is one crazy ass rabbit hole. I actually found the -original- chan and messages mentioned in >>553419
>>553417. I am very hesitant to post the link as 1. The chan is obviously a degenerate cesspool with hentai and the like plastered everywhere and 2. It shows her interacting with her pedophile groomers and the reactions of her groomers to her death. No cp or anything but very disturbing to read.
Anything tagged with "Roro" or "Mororo" are her posts.
Damn. Thank you for your work, anon. This is sad.
The only almost non-sad part is when she posted "Be ready, you lolicon shitheads" or something.
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Occasionally I return to the chatlogs of ripper's death, which may have been the first caught on livestream.
More info: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_of_Brandon_Vedas
This is only tangentally related to the thread topic, but there was some crazy drama on mydeathspace (a forum dedicated to talking about random dead people), wherein users discussed the circumstances around a woman's body being stolen from a funeral home and the potential culprits popped into the thread to argue their innocence.
Here's the thread: http://mydeathspace.com/vb/showthread.php?30936-Julie-Mott-(25)-died-from-Cystic-Fibrosis-and-her-remains-were-stolen-from-the-funeral-home
Here's a leddit discussion about it with some tl;dr about the mydeathspace thread: https://www.reddit.com/r/UnresolvedMysteries/comments/b0ail0/was_the_julie_mott_case_ever_resolved_to_anyones/
I've only just seen this and read up about her.
This is just sad. There are no words.
And I yes, I hope her mother and abuser live with this.
It isn't silly way of thinking. I think of things like this too. I'm 27 now. But in 2006 I remember there was a Youtube video featuring Final Fantasy characters in an AMV music video called "No one" by Aly & AJ who were quite popular at the time right.
But the person who created it died. It said so because the user deleted the description and said their cousin who made it died and they had cancer and it just felt sad for me. It was such a beautiful video.
I've never forgot it. And it's been… years since. I was 13/14 when I first saw that and the user was my age. Now they're frozen at 13/14 themselves.
I had the same experience discovering øfdream and shortly thereafter learning that he had committed suicide a few months earlier.
36 people including one of my very oldest friends in the scene died in the Ghost Ship fire. Derick Almena's retrial was supposed to be happening now, and I was considering attending since I didn't attend any of his first trial.
I'm so sorry for your loss anon. I only knew about Cash but holy shit, I didn't realize it was 36 people, that's insanely depressing. I hope the trial goes well so that the survivors and families of the victims
get some kind of justice
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Thank you, anon. Most of the victims
were musicians and artists.https://extras.mercurynews.com/ghostship/
There are videos of several of the musicians who were on the line up that night and who died performing at previous events at the Ghost Ship, and the hazardous conditions are apparent.
I crossed paths with Almena only a couple of times, enough to know he is a tweaker POS with a genius messiah complex.