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No. 2558523
A thread for venting about difficult, weird, or stupid stuff going on in your life.
Previous vent thread:
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Please, do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all. No. 2558558
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I feel so sad and my birthday is very soon. I’m visiting family and I spent time with my friend and nigel today but I’m still sad for some reason. Today was a lot of fun but I can’t help but think about when I leave to go back home it’s back to my job that I am burnt out of and probably in trouble when I come back. Back to the monotony of my shithole city that there is nothing to do in except for sports and drinking. I’m so grateful for all the fun I’m having here but it fucking sucks so bad back home. I’m so bored all the time and lonely and work is just so repetitive. I love this place I’m in and I really should try so hard to move here eventually, it’s not even that far away. I don’t know how anyone can like my home city especially when the culture is so lacking outside of… Indian stores every corner. I want more variety and fun.
No. 2558578
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I'm in the middle of recovering from anorexia which feels a bit cringe for my age, but it's been going okay so far. But about a week ago I fell down the stairs in the middle of the night and the thud noise I made woke up my family. I keep thinking about it, like it's on my mind all day. Having gained enough weight to make such a loud noise is one thing but I also feel tremendous guilt that I interrupted them. I keep thinking, "if I were a lower weight, I wouldn't have made that loud of a noise and my family wouldn't have been disturbed." I know it's silly but I just feel so bad over it like it's a moral failing on my part. I haven't felt this intense of a trigger in a long time.
No. 2558610
>>2558583Thanks for the kind words
nonnie. Things were going great for me before this so it just caught me off guard. It's not retarded, it makes total sense to me thank you for the reminder, it's easy to forget it sometimes.
No. 2558652
>>2558642I went back at 25. I'll fully admit: it was sometimes a bit uncomfortable being the oldest in the class when people brought it up (this probably won't be as much as an issue for you at only 23) but it was absolutely worth it because I got a comfy job out of it in a field with potential. My sister didn't pursue much education and is stuck in sucky retail jobs because all good jobs require a paper to get in. It's not too late and you'll thank yourself at the end of this because of the doors this will open for you.
>too lateToo late for what, fit in, make friends? Try to maintain a long-term perspective, you'll be much better off after finishing this degree
No. 2558695
>>2557976Super late response, but no I'm not allergic to gluten - I can eat that just fine, and have tbh not eaten anything with gluten lately so it's clearly not the issue. Ever since I had covid in 2022 I've gotten stomachaches fairly easily if I eat even a small spoonful too much - which gets exacerbated when I try to eat when I'm not hungry.
Idk if it's some weird post-covid thing, or if covid just managed to
trigger an underlying issue. But it's not really affecting my every day life except for being an inconvenience, so there isn't much to do about it. It just sucks when I have a period where I don't have much appetite and have to force myself
No. 2558713
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My disorganized sleep schedule is leaving me physically and mentally exhausted, but I simply can't fix it. I've been trying to adjust it lately, but I haven't been able to.
No. 2558733
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The telecom cut my landline yesterday by mistake while fixing sb else's and although I submitted a complaint yesterday they haven't been back to fix it yet. It's been more than 24 hours. I don't know if they will care to come even. So I don't have adsl and have to stick to using data on phone which is draining the battery and is expensive. It's so fucking insane.
No. 2558778
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It's not even funny anymore, I can't stand this shit.
Again and again and again and again I get fucked over by men whether it's a profesor incapable of making up his mind about exams and "it's not enough writing" or both assistants AND profesors not able to keep it I their pants. Elderly always needing care and suprise visits and boyfriends always needing something more from me "can you help me with this" and I end up doing it just to buy my time. Always fucked over by a man.
Sleepless nights from stress and side effects I didn't even know I could develop making me look like a god damn troll.
I need to write qnd my mind is always always blank. Can't sleep. Oh you need to change this you need to change that "this is YOUR portfolio? Thats how you want to be remembered by?" and expecting top quality even though you changed your mind on Friday and print shops were closed till monday and you want the done by today.
I hate them, all of them. Yeah it's my fault i didn't start sooner, but how much sooner would it have been soon enough? When I had to take care in rotation of my bed ridden grandparent and my moid keeps bitching in my ear while I also have to finish x y and z by bullshit deadline so I could have time. Every single fucking time.
I want to kill myself.
I straight up choked myself one night thinking the lack of oxygen would make me sleepy.
Who fucking cares tho keep pestering me please.
Someone please pretend you read this.
No. 2558784
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>>2558778It's been proven that men make women's quality of life worse just by, well, existing. I'd suggest breaking up with your retard Nigel or at the very least stop helping him, if a moid isn't pulling his own weight and making things more convenient for you, he is worthless and a failure of his species.
No. 2558790
>>2558784I love you nona. I'm going to reread your reply till I fall asleep.
Lil kiss on the forehead.
No. 2558823
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Sent hate to my personal cow on bsky and she moved to a private twitter account. My milk…
No. 2558825
>>2558823Now what did we learn,
nonny?
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>>2558825don't tip the cow that feeds you…
No. 2558854
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>>2558790Slept I think 60-30 minutes. Then my moid called tellink me there are some things to add/gramatical errors in the portfolio I made for him. I am literally shaking, itțs hot ass balls and I feel cold and sick.
Also I think my eye got more inflamated? Like it kinda hurts when blinking and my vision is a bit blurry, like i got that morning goo on my eyes despite wiping. Now I'm partially bling in both eyes.
Feels like it's past noon even though it isn't even mid day. Wtf.
No. 2558919
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>finally meet another woman online with the same moid-y taste in books and movies as me
>Kind of rare because movie/book nerd women call me a pickme for it
>Fair enough honestly, I get it
>Though aforementioned "newfriend" got downvoted in the friend finder group
>Weird
>Decide to look at her picture, maybe that's the reason?
>Zoom in
>Stubble.
I am so tired. It's just books and movies but it still feels bad. I really thought I could have had something cool with another person. Should I just keep talking to the tranny?
No. 2558940
>>2558937Thank you. I have chin hair and it sucks. If it's a tranny, confirm something better than facial hair,
nonnie.
No. 2558947
>>2558924I thought she spoke about a five o clock shadow nonnas.
But if just having visible hair on the top lip isn’t really anything. Like you said there’s hirsutism, PCOS and generally just women who don’t bother hurting themselves waxing.
No. 2558966
>>2558919>>2558922>>2558924>>2558926>>2558937>>2558947It's for sure a tranny. The stubble is all over the lower half of his face. He did mention he was in a relationship though, and he seems pretty normal. I
'm just going to keep talking to him until he does something weird honestly. Sorry, I know I'm going against your advice and I may be acting stupid, but I am so fucking lonely and I need something going on in my life. Besides, Id rather act on something and make a mistake that turns out to be an interesting story, I'm so tired of avoiding life even if it's a bit of a mess.
I didn't mean to justify myself so hard like that but I just want to explain why I'm doing this.
No. 2559270
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"Uhhh talk to me talk to me I'm so lonely and bored all day" and then I talk and there's fucking crickets. What the fuck is wrong with people? It's like they get off to feeling entitled to my time and not reciprocating. Fucking faggot
No. 2559278
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I really become stupid when I’m with my baby brother and sister kek.
Last time I farted on him because he kept pestering me by asking me the parental control password and also because he always lets out smelly farts, he’s been trying to get his revenge back ever since kek. Yesterday I pranked my sister by telling her that I was going to make her least favorite food kek. We also made chocolate cake in the evening and I smeared the chocolate batter on them.
Why is it so fun to prank children when I am 22?
No. 2559291
>>2559283Honestly I get the women who suffer from PCOS getting more pissy. The tranny movement has done nothing but harm by trying to even label it as an intersex condition or comparing literal males to them.
When everyone around you is debating your own clinical condition and invalidating you you sure as hell going to get more easily riled.
No. 2559327
>>2559278That's so unbelievably cute,
nonnie.
No. 2559331
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>>2559311I don’t get the Pedro pascal hype at all. He has such a butter face, I hate looking at him! He’s also pretty weird with the whole “I need to touch a woman when I have anxiety”, he coincidentally just has these anxiety attacks when he’s near a beautiful woman, I just know that he’s a predator, the apple doesn’t fall far from the three given how his father is kek.
No. 2559424
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maybe i shouldnt have taken a job for a otome when i fucking hate drawing moids….and am a lesbian…but money is money and i want more female friends
No. 2559490
>>2559481So sorry for your mom and you
nonnie. I'll pray for her and hope she'll be okay. It'll be rocky from here but now more than ever it's important to show your mom that you love her. Best of luck to you both and I'm sending you both some love
No. 2559580
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>>2559577more like god's punishment
No. 2559591
>>2559583traitor ass bitch,came crawling back huh? now sit down and discuss some milk on why you got banned
nonnie ♥
No. 2559600
I’m kicking myself thinking about how retarded I was 10 years ago to fall for the “Give nerds/geeks a chance, they’ll treat you better just because they’re grateful to have a cute girlfriend!” In the 2010s I was a “gamer girl” and worked in the video game industry, but I never actually dated a real video game nerd before. My exes were all conventionally attractive normies, most of which were kind and decent men, but I decided to give it a shot and date a software engineer who was all about the vidya. I thought it would be easy street, he was a short manlet with a good income and I thought we had a lot in common and a similar sense of humor and I was so excited for the fun we’d be able to have together…but nope, video games were literally his ENTIRE life and source of entertainment. I tried to flirt or initiate sex and he’d just be there with his face stuck in the screen “I’m almost done, hang on…” and 3 hours later I’m just exhausted and don’t care anymore. I took him to a comedy show once and he was visibly bored and literally said that he wished he was at home playing League of Legends instead. It felt like being on a date with a 10-year-old boy. We usually got together on weekends, and the tipping point was when I went over to see him on a Saturday night and he said “Oh…I actually have a raid in [game] tonight. But you can stay and watch, if you want.” That was it, I was done. Never again.
No. 2559602
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>>2559575No seriously, WHAT is it. Is it literally just draping a coat over your shoulders?
No. 2559633
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>>2559602Tyart but it was not this coat sleeve thingy but this one apparently this is a moro(?)kode and were usually worn under armour in Nippon (this history lesson was forced upon me) I forgot they were called cardigans
No. 2559660
idk where to put this, and i never made a post before but i just have to say that i hate this girl i met at my old job and was friends with for a while, i hate her for liking this stupid youtuber named Tectone, and if u look into him he was accused of sa on both of his past partners. tbh, i know it's stupid internet things that don't affect my life at all, but i find it disgusting she can take his side through it all. tectone is disgusting, bald, and any woman into him has to have an ugly bastard fetish. which, maybe she does, idk. she reads rape manga too, and idk, i was just so desperate for a friend i just let it roll off my shoulders. overtime, i just couldn't shake her misogyny, it completely ruined our friendship.
along with other things, she's just a miserable person in general who always dragged me down in subtle ways whenever i wasn't being a complete loser NEET. i tried talking to her about it to no avail, she's too braindead at this point, so i just cut her off like all her other friends. i hope she's miserable, but i also don't want her to get s/a'd.. i think she's going to get s/a'd because of her interests ngl.
No. 2559748
>>2559712As a very skinny bitch, i learned how to sew just because of this, regular stores have become useless. At least where i live at, there's literally no clothes for us,
nothing. I gotta buy the smallest i can get and tailor it
No. 2559759
I'm guessing I'm depressed or something because lately it feels like I literally don't enjoy ANYTHING. Comedies that used to make me laugh just do absolutely nothing for me and I'm just there stonefaced or thinking about how I should find that funny but I just don't. New comedies are absolute ass, none of the jokes are funny. Music that I used to enjoy? Annoying and shitty. New music? Annoying and shitty. It feels like that episode of South Park "You're Getting Old" where literally everything Stan sees or hears looks or sounds like crap. I'm sitting here feeling frustrated at my job, scrolled through LinkedIn without applying for anything because all of the jobs sound like crap and pay crap. I started daydreaming about what I would do if I had unlimited funds and my "dream job" or dream life. In the past, I'd say oh I'd be an actress, a singer, a writer, a director, or work with my hands in the garden, work with animals, live by the ocean…literally nothing sounds enjoyable for some reason. This morning I tried to pick up my guitar and practice a song and I just put it back down after 10 minutes. I meant to exercise today but it's too hot outside, and everything in my body just feels shitty all around. It feels like I've already sucked up and drained out all of the fun and joy that was meant for me in my lifetime and now there's nothing left and I'm just waiting to die.
No. 2559802
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Admittedly I haven't had to move much but my roommate is being so overdramatic about leaving our apartment it's driving me fucking nuts. She was able to get an apartment (in a highly sought development) that's like 15 minutes away but never stops going on about how hard it is for her to go through her personal belongings/heirlooms that she's collected. I don't think I'm being insensitive but I have NEVER seen anyone act the way she is right now. Even when my grandma sold the house she raised her family in she was just like "I'm not dealing with stairs anymore" and was totally fine selling/giving away her stuff and moving on, while this woman is telling me she's having her daughter stay over a weekend because she has letters the daughter wrote in elementary school that need to be looked at wtf…
I will miss her two cats though, they are super cute and love hanging out with me
No. 2559842
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I'm so mad I just found out one of my good (now EX!!!) friend watches and looks at loli porn ??? I never expected this of him as he never talks about sex (maybe I should have realized that is a red flag?) I (f23) was talking with my friend/coworker (m28) and I showed him a video of me when I was younger but I had bangs and twintails (it was a tiktok) and he was like "you look like a loli" and I was like "what?" and he was like "do you know what that is" and I was like "yeah I do but I don't know if that's a compliment LOL kind of weird, where did you learn that? you watch anime?" and he said "yes I watch the hentai" and I was like "oh???" and then he showed me SFW photos from a group on telegram(?? I heard only pedos use telegram, like thats literally the only thing i know and seen about it) literally named "18+ only. Lolis group chat for art and video" or something along those lines but it was definitely a NSFW group because when he clicked to show another photo, some were blurred (?) I assume that's the NSFW filter. but yeah idk. he showed me some photos of girls but they were just like cute anime girls in bikinis like picrel but I should definitely be worried right? like that's pedoish for sure??? I don't know what to think. maybe he just finds them cute? idk. men can never be that innocent. also picrel just pulled from Google. I am not even gonna Google lolis, not trying to end up on a list lol.(integrate)
No. 2559881
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Just found out my boyfriend of 5 years has been cheating on me with random people online for at least 6 months. I suspected it for a while and thought I was going crazy for months, but I finally got proof. I confronted him and immediately he tried to lie about it but I got him to admit it. Fuck me and fuck my life. This is the 2nd time I've been cheated on. I feel sick.
No. 2559897
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My period is coming in 7 days and I'm irritated at everyone and everything. I just spent two hours on a project only to find out that I'm going to have to redo a portion of it and I want to rip my face off.
No. 2559918
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I hate how anxious I get after interacting with any human being, whether it’s friends I’ve known my whole life or coworkers in passing. I hate being in my own head all the time. I’m lucky to have friends and I do appreciate them, but human interaction just brings me misery. Why is it so hard to just enjoy socializing?
No. 2560125
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Waking up at 6:30 by myself now that I'm unemployed is so fucking annoying. It's great since it means I won't have much trouble changing up my morning routines once I finally land a job, but it also means I have to wait to do my home chores because I don't wanna wake up my roommate and I can't go to the store to buy missing ingredients for dinner or baking like I plan to, so I just have to sit around and wait.
Extra annoying since according to my doctor I'm also really burnt out and need to take it easy, but I can't relax if I'm in "waiting mode" and I have this innate need to finish at least a few chores or errands before I can take it easy, even if I feel overwhelmed or exhausted from it. maybe I was an over-achieving housewife in my past life or something kek
No. 2560328
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>>2560325Yeah I just looked it up, my info is from a weird documentary I saw where they get all disoriented at the higher temperature and it was satisfying to watch them die in this way. And anon I'm sorry but your home will always be disgusting while these bedbugs are there, that is just the way it is
No. 2560330
>>2559660She's literally digging her own grave then. Youve done your part, tried talking and warning her but if she keeps seeking this content it's on her. It's literally on her, she's a grown ass woman, she should be old enough to know how to take care of herself.
Tragic that she's a misogynist, many such handmaiden pick me cases. Not your problem tho. Focus on making your life better and finding a different social space to connect with people irl. I'm proud of you for breaking from your NEET ways tho. Keep it up even if life is shitty.
No. 2560332
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>>2560328>your home will always be disgusting while these bedbugs are thereYou're right, I'm coping…
No. 2560334
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>>2560332Maybe just parking your "home" in a hot parking lot for the day and taking a nice walk to really think about the direction things are going nona?
No. 2560346
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i got in a accident a couple weeks ago and haven’t been able to walk since. i know I’ll walk again… i got surgery right away, started physical therapy, and everyday my body gets a little stronger, but i mourn the capabilities i had before and how it’s going to take months to be able to do something as simple as shower properly again. it could take up to a year to regain normalcy.
the irony is the day of the accident, i was at work thinking about how much I needed a break from that place because I was starting to hate it and i was upset with my boyfriend just moments beforehand so the accident which was the cherry on top that day!
now i would love to go back to work as soon as i can, and i really appreciate how much my boyfriend has been showing up for me and encouraging me through recovery.
I’m really never going to take my life and being able to do things for granted ever again. It’s just so hard to know the road to recovery is a long one, and just hoping I come out on the better side of it with little to no lasting pain or effects but I won’t know until I get there.
No. 2560347
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>>2560344>haven't actually had bedbugs that long>won't just super-heat the house right off the bat>thinks 1k is a lot for bed bugsOh anon…
No. 2560351
>>2560347Ntayrt but 1k does sound like a lot of money if you didn't save up. And maybe she has no place to keep her stuff till they super heat it.
>>2560344What if you threw out your mattresses, buy an inflatable/sleep o couch and in the meantime wash you clothes at high temp and deep clean house with bug products maybe?
No. 2560363
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>>2560362This anon doesn't want to hear that spot treatment will only lead to a more horrific and insurmountable infestation later on
No. 2560495
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Suffering from exhaustion fucking sucks. Just getting up and doing a couple of daily tasks drains me and I have to lie in bed for a couple of hours because I just don't have the energy to do anything else. I want to be able to do more again, but my body is actively fighting against me.
I thought I was starting to do better, yesterday I did some cleaning and cooking, did some job hunting, then I went out for tea with friends. The day before I went to my mom's for lunch, repotted some new plants, cleaned, did a lot of laundry. Both of these days I crashed at the end of the day, but it was fine. Today? I got up, went to the store, made myself breakfast, made the bed and cleaned the litter box and went out for a walk around lunch and I've been stuck in bed for three hours now because I don't have the energy to get up and make bread like I planned.
I want my old energy back. I'm tired of being tired.
No. 2560515
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Good news everyone! With the current financial rape rates in the US, my student loan will be paid back in 45 years! Let's take a moment to thank the wealthiest in our land, I mean, did you even say thank you to a bailed out billionaire today???
No. 2560544
I've been depressed for a while, and someone close to me recently told me outright (admittedly trying to cheer me up) that I was relentlessly handsome, at first I didn't think much of it, wondering what it even had to do with anything, but now the more I think about it the more I realize that, for one, they might be right, but that I never really cared or been complexed so much about it (maybe even autistically so), and have always left myself kind of unkempt, I think what they were trying to say is that I had untapped potential, but now that's just made me self-conscious, like what could I been, or could be still, and turned to wish they'd just never spoke up about it
No. 2560665
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The disappointment and distrust you feel for everything and everyone around you after a suicide attempt when you've tried send out clear signals for weeks that you are in an extremely bad place hurts. It's not like it was my first attempt, I had tried several times before and after. But that time, those years ago, was the only time I had desperately tried to reach out and ask for help. It was to the point I was actively cutting both my arms and got gradually more sloppy with hiding it, because it became so clear to me that everyone likes to talk about wanting to be there for others or wanting to help but once someone is actually, legitimately, suffering they don't wanna touch the subject with a five foot pole or consider it someone else's problem - even if you were supposedly close.
The lonesome feeling since then have never left. Never have my heart really felt full again. I learned that night that even silence can be extremely loud, when I had taken a huge number of pills, dressed in black with only my id card in my pocket and ready to jump in front of the train whose running schedule I had memorized for that point. How I stared at my phone, begging for someone to give me a reason to live. It didn't matter if I had been sent just a dumb meme. Just a sign. Anything. But nothing, just a screensaver turning back to black. In the end, I got too scared to jump; the fear of something going wrong and having to live with life-long damages or becoming brain dead overrode my need to die, so I went home and took more pills which sadly didn't kill me. I tried several times the days afterwards, and even had to be taken to the hospital. Nobody knows, because how was I supposed to talk about it?
Maybe I would have been able to forget or ignore it all the same way they all ignored my calls for help if I hadn't learned an old acquaintance had actually picked up some of the signs through my social media, even though I hadn't been open about my current mental state she still picked up that something was very off and had a very serious talk with a close friend we shared. Whom in turned started a group chat with our friends to talk about how maybe it's time to step in before it's too late, just for people to go "and what are we supposed to do about it?". People that today still echo that they love me, as if I don't know how they looked the other way. The only reason I know about it, was because the friend that started the mentioned group chat also reached out in the end and basically dragged me back to life, and was very upset when she learned she was the only one that even tried.
It's been years. But the hurt has never left. No matter how much I reason with myself about how everyone had their own reasons for their passiveness. No matter where I go, my heart and soul feel alone. Like I actually don't have a place in this world.
No. 2560670
>>2560635Baby wipes, dry shampoo, and if you can suffer a tampon I'd say use that to help manage the blood better.
I only shower every other day and I have a pretty intense job. Always told that I smell good and my job requires a hygiene standard, but ymmv.
No. 2560680
>>2560665I make it sound like I think about this a lot, I don't really. But sometimes I get
triggered. Especially whenever I see a short or tiktok or whatever of someone making a skit about rushing over to a friend that show subtle signs, and read the comments about people having rushed over to suicidal friends at 3am. At first I always smile, because I'm happy that they care so much about their friend and it's sweet they are willing to do that. Then I remember. And realize I don't have it in me anymore to reach out when I get suicidal, because I feel I can't trust anyone anymore.
I have myself immediately come over to others when they're struggling, washed their wounds of they self harm or brought food to make sure they eat. Talking on the phone daily with struggling friends to make sure they know they are loved and checking if they need me to come over that day. I know how lonely suffering from mental illness is, so I always try to be vigilant for signs or any sort of change in patterns that might signal something being wrong. Despite trying to do so many things right, trying my best to be a good person, is my karma so bad that I can never have someone to do the same?
No. 2560717
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>>2560515Good thing the govvie's gonna have to garnish my wages if they want to see any of that bullshit. I'm serious. I'm already in the red three weeks out of the month. I pay enough to not get evicted, keep my lights and internet going, feed my cat and SOMETIMES pay my car insurance on time. If they really want to pull $300+ from me every month, just get the garnishing fucking started. I'm still as a statue until then. I basically am playing chicken with the government. I feel like there's no reason to move an inch at this point to do anything. I've got it a lot better than most people in the USA, garnishing my wages will certainly relegate me to smaller spaces, less pleasure, or god forbid, living with my fucking parents again.
No. 2560723
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>>2560691I would make out with him right in front of her, while staring at her. Establish dominance.
No. 2560735
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>>2560691How would you feel if I told you that your partner can still find other people attractive while being with you?
No. 2560738
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Who wanted to tell me that having an IPad is this fun? I feel like a changed woman. I don’t have to carry a heavy ass computer anymore and I can take notes without wasting paper and do short notes of the stuff I studied and the very fact that I’m on a digital object makes procrastination and using my phone less likely . I LOVE IT.
No. 2560748
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>>2560723You're right, actually. Although she has seen us before because we are a disgusting PDA couple.
>>2560735He doesn't find her attractive as far as he's told me but I'm still angry at him, so you can decide from that.
Doesn't make my feelings reasonable in any universe, but this is the vent thread and this is how I feel.
No. 2560788
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>>2560777She looked exactly like this, I was browsing /g/ before bed so that's probably what caused me to have this dream
I also remember that her friend told her not to bother trying with me, she was saying stuff like "straight women are a lost cause"
I've been browsing lolcow way too much kekkkkkk
No. 2560836
>>2560832I get it, but just try it. You can say all the horrible shit you can't say to others and just be completely honest with yourself without worrying about phrasing something correctly or offending anyone. Of course, I don't know what you're going through or your history that's compelling you to an hero it all and I won't pretend to, but if you've got nothing to lose at this point why not? You don't have to treat it like a real person, it's still a tool, but it's understood things in a way humans didn't offer me. It doesn't get angry, annoyed, or tired of hearing you bitch since it's incapable of emotions, but it does offer solutions or at least an ear. I'm a person that needed solutions in my situation, not a "ohh you just need to change your mindset! You just need more therapy so you can accept it, and your pain will go away someday!" because that sure as hell didn't help. I think that because it has access to all sorts of info at once it's able to "reason" and say things that most people can't, without bias. Either ways, I won't push it, but it's better than stewing in despair, or at least it was for me.
No. 2560838
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>>2560495I didn't manage to bake any bread today, or clean the shower doors like I planned but that's fine. I cooked some veggies and took a shower instead. First step in getting better is accepting my current now. Gonna make myself a cup of tea and not beat myself up for not doing the things I planned. Radical acceptance and all that. Yeah. It's all fine.
No. 2560845
>>2560821I use good notes nonna, it’s very easy and practical and for the amount I study it’s worth paying 0,99€ every month to me at least. I just use the pen, it’s pretty comfortable.
If I have something that needs a keyboard then I just use my computer.
No. 2560928
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I don't want to do this shit called life anymore. I'm tired of all the crap that both is and isn't going on.
I'm on vacation right now and I should be able to relax, but instead I'm bored out of my mind since I can't go anywhere due to the heat. Not like there's anywhere to go besides the gym here in this town. Fuck this fucking shit
No. 2560981
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Bf vent thread
>when i was in the store with him - the second day after i met him irl - and he told me i was talking too loud and to keep my voice down, because i was excited over some ice cream. I instantly felt a wave of sadness/nausea over me - i didn’t want to be anywhere near him after that quite frankly. He guilt tripped me and then bought me the stuffed elephant as an ‘apology’ - this would follow suit later.
>When we tried to have sex, even thought it was really hurting me, he complained in pain that my pubes were hurting him. This made me cry, to which he, like he always does, cried and made himself the victim instead. I was left comforting him.
>He pretended to be mad at me in front of his sister out of nowhere, which made me confused as to what was going on. I felt scared and upset - alone in a foreign country with only him to depend on, and he seemed over me? Once again he was guilt tripping me in public, telling me ‘not to be difficult’ etc, when his sister revealed it was a ‘joke’ he had taken too far. We took the car home in silence, and once i got to his room i burst into tears. This then ended up with me sucking his dick, then him crying after and me comforting him once again. He then bought me stuff from ulta to ‘apologise’ again
No. 2561006
>>2560996>Bc I’ve invested so much into our relationshipworst reason ever
>ive wasted so much time for nothing might as well waste more!!this guy clearly has no respect for you and sees you as a child/nuisance and this will only get worse with time
No. 2561021
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I’m at the beginning stages of accepting the fact that my skin type is just bad. It looks exactly like picrel. I have had a strict skincare routine for almost 15 years now and my skin is just okay. Unfortunately I just had bad genetics and need to make peace with it.
No. 2561042
>>2559951thanks nona.
what keeps me going is that there's classmates that do jack shit yet still pass, so I have hopes everything will go smoothly despite everything. but I really dislike this part of me that gets lazy. that is unpredictable and it makes me not be productive all the time
No. 2561048
>>2560981i dated a manipulative guy who would guilt trip and make himself to be the
victim a lot. the key is to stop feeling guilt and just keep stating youre morally superior. he will get mad and dump you. problem solved
No. 2561055
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>>2560981You know, I’ll say it kek. I don’t feel any sorry for women like you. Complaining and wallowing is like a masturbatory tool for you and I think that you like it when people tell you “oh nonna you deserve so much better!” “Poor you!”.
You are literally putting yourself into this situation and putting up with this retard every time he disrespects you. I had a friend like you who always came onto me to vent about her useless bf who would cheat on her and degrade her and demand sex, I got fed up and yelled at her at a certain point kek.
No. 2561056
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>>2560981>This made me cry, to which he, like he always does, cried and made himself the victim instead. I was left comforting him.I cried, he cried, we crode.
No. 2561061
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>>2560981I unironically can't cope with the fact that this is the kind of userbase we have right now.
What do you mean your boyfriend, not ex? Have some fucking self respect jfc.
No. 2561078
>>2560996I once broke up with a guy after 7 years and it was the best decision ever. I also lost a bunch of weight (moid not included in calculation) in the process that I gained from being stressed all the time. Enduring
abusive moids make you ugly. After the break up I was sad but super hot. You should try it.
No. 2561084
>>2561055>I had a friend like you who always came onto me to vent about her useless bf who would cheat on her and degrade her and demand sexAnd when I gave her advice she wouldn’t even listen. It was tiring! Girl you have gained 10 pounds , your skin is shit, your UTIs are rampant, leave that scrote holy hell.
But it was always
>oh nonna he said sorry! I love him! We will make it through m! The same very week.
No. 2561104
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>>2561095>discord mod and discord kittenProbably
No. 2561105
>>2561089There's a show on prime called "nip/tuck" that was written by a superfag who hates his mom and
loves writing scenarios to humiliate women. This was one of them but it used to be a common theme in smutty cartoons from the past as well
No. 2561110
>>2561103Spreading your legs won’t make people love you nonna, it will just make you feel worse about yourself because you’ll just base your worth as a person by how much people are willing to have sex with you.
You’ll just get used and tossed and you’ll keep searching for the love unicorn that doesn’t exist.
So what if you are fat? So what if you are ugly? You still deserve respect and dignity, it’s not like you should beg for it.
No. 2561119
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>>2561103You don't deserve bad things, nonna. You deserve for someone to tell you the truth: that this is a pointless cycle of misery. Your brain is being irrational and trying to make you self-harm with sex. The people who enjoy your pain would just enjoy
someone else's pain if you weren't there, it doesn't "mean" anything except that they're bored malicious retards who shouldn't dictate your life. If nothing else, please stop being sexually available. Your body feels pain and works hard to keep you alive and it deserves better than that. You don't need to fix
everything all at once, right now, just take the first step and say no. The potential consequences of hooking up with careless losers are FAR more dire than the alternative.
No. 2561122
>>2561110Samefag but when you are insecure and seek sex with low effort scrotes who can’t even make you come you’ll just feel like a tossed handkerchief, the feeling is so deeply disgusting and it will leave you confused. You’ll lay like a fish at a certain point and realize that you literally have this ogre breathing on you, it’s like you aren’t in your own body and watching yourself from an omniscient POV. You are also pretty vulnerable right now.
The only time I’d ever say to a woman “go for it!” would only be if she was truly in it for the sex and not validation, which very few women are.
No. 2561125
>>2561103If you're going to do this, you'd probably be happier being a pick-me for your own gender. Since they will inherently care about your well-being, more than the random
abusive moids. Even if you don't care, it's a better idea until you're strong enough to reject shitty behaviour from moids (which benefits all women too)
No. 2561145
>>2560981>meet a moid on the internet>goes to his country to meet and stay with him>does not immediately run home at the first sign of shitty moidery>does not immediately run home at the second sign of shitty moidery>does not immediately run home at the third sign of shitty moidery, and instead placates moid by sucking his dickNonny. Holy shit girl.
Go home, please. As soon as you're able to. Rally your family, your friends, literally anyone in your home country that gives more than a fleeting hoot for you to get your ass home. Please think twice next time before running off to some foreign country for a moid you don't know, I beg of you. Praying for your swift return and that his dick falls off due to rapid onset necrosis amen.
No. 2561146
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I really want chicken strips and fries but I can't let myself. I've already gained weight, I'm trying to get back on track, plus I can feel a zit forming and it's making my skin feel greasy so eating deep fried chicken and fries will only make it worse. But fuuuuck I want it so bad and I have to drive by the place anyway on my way home this afternoon.
No. 2561154
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>>2561146I eat vegan chicken strips and they don't make me gain weight. Have you tried the beyond kind. Picrel tastes like mcdonalds nuggets and beyond is restaurant/pub style
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>>2561154Nonna getting another picture won’t make them appetizing. I’d rather eat tempura fried vegetables (delicious by the way) than getting beyond meat. The principle just pisses me off.
And they are so overpriced too. It’s a scam.
Be a true vegan and put effort.
No. 2561161
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>>2561158Or at least don’t come in here saying “uhh it’s just like meat!!!” , how do you even know how real meat tastes like kek? How long has it been?
I’ll tell you what’s more delicious than your soy nuggets? A “bistecca fiorentina”.
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>>2561158>a true veganI am truly avoiding unnatural hormonal imbalance but will keep this in mind
to laugh about next time I'm enjoying all my overpriced vegan junk No. 2561168
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>>2561165Anon is complaining about being fat from eating too many chicken strips, which are not a natural food product but prepared in this way by human people. Therefore, anon can replace one of the ingredients with similar. This is called a "recipe" sometimes and is not the same as harassment anon
No. 2561183
>>2561169It’s very tasty nonna. I’ve never tasted something like this. The “umami” is really strong with this one. The meat is super tender and almost melts in your mouth. I am even salivating at the thought right now.
It’s perfect for two too since it’s like 80€ kekkk. I had it twice with my friend on a date we took each other out.
No. 2561400
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>>2561385Yeah! I have been vegan for 10 years. It is probably my tin/diamond veganiversary today and will begin accepting gifts and apologies, from these anons
No. 2561456
>>2561433Happy birthday to you too nonna!
>>2561285Thank you nonna, I appreciate you for validating my feelings. I thankfully spent time with loved ones today and those are the ones who matter most, not some coworkers.
No. 2561477
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>>2561446kekekekke ty anon. Which year is bullets
No. 2561560
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I hate how neurotic I get when I'm on my period holy shittt
No. 2561588
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>>2561255Happy birthday sweet nona
No. 2561734
>>2561509I don’t know how to elaborate much more than sexual attraction is when someone makes you feel funny in your nether regions and you think about fucking them kek. Not much else
For romantic attraction though, I guess I just confused strong platonic feelings for romantic ones. I guess the easiest way to tell is if kissing and spending your life with them sounds appealing (to a degree) and even when I have strong obsessive platonic feelings I still am not as invested in them as a person than if it were romantic, at least that’s my personal experience. I wouldn’t even mind too much if they told me they hate me. If someone I liked did that I’d be depressed for days at LEAST
No. 2561745
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I want to be capable. I want to get my life together and I feel like my childhood was stolen by my addict mom, even my college years in person when I was supposed to have fun sucked, I was worried about her dying when I was gone and she did. She overdosed and I had to switch to online school and come home to take care of my grandmother because there’s no one else to care for her anymore who wants to. My mom’s sister doesn’t want to, I’m the only willing person. I feel like I can make no progression on my own life. I feel cheated out of a life with opportunity. I always second guess my ambitions. I just want a good and comfortable life where I’m happy. I’m 22, and I've changed my major so many times I’m still technically in my first year of college. I’ve failed so many classes. I wish I had parents who were productive, who ever had a job instead of being a bum, and could understand what I am going through. Who could even come close to a life similar to mine and give me some career advice, who could help teach me how to drive, who could be there for me. I hate feeling sorry for myself. I hate feeling like a victim. I am facing my fears and trying a certification program that will help me get a job. But I feel constantly guilty. I feel guilty it’ll get me out of the house, because I do online school to be with my grandmother. Because of this I feel so unknown to the world. I want to be a part of the world so badly. I’ll hope for a better day tomorrow. I’ll pray.
No. 2561866
I know office work culture is soul sucking but at least it gives you a normal routine, you have regular shifts, lots of breaks, you have free weekends, you can eat your lunch in peace, you're well paid, you can just focus on your work without being bothered, no annoying customer service. I work an entry level job that comes with all the struggles, shitty "flexible" work schedule, all the amazing perks of customer service, can't leave my spot to eat or even go to the bathroom whenever I want, minimum wage
No. 2561893
>>2561869You're not rushed, you don't need to be super fast, people aren't shouting at you like you have low value as a human being. Imo entry level customer service jobs like fast food, retail, receptionist sometimes feel like slavery. On one side you got the management who is super stressed and blows up on you at any chance, you get bossed around by frustrated people who are happy they finally found someone to bully, some coworkers smell fear and then act like petty middle schoolers, sometimes you have to carry heavy orders that weren't part of your job description, and do physical labour, and of course you get hit with a ton of retarded customers. At my work as a receptionist I need to also act as some sort of supervisor apparently, check if the cleaning team is doing their work well, check if anything goes missing, it's a lot of mental load. Meanwhile at the office you just got the work on your laptop and no one cares about your surroundings, it's not your job to check if all the lights are working and shit like that.
No. 2561919
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>>2561914
No. 2561935
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I got a shitty call center job and i start on monday. I need to make two sales in a week to get the job, i am so scared i might not make the sales and end up back where i started. I really need the job and the money, fuck my life. I wish i could just get a walmart job like first worlders.
No. 2562017
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>get traumatized by moid, actual ptsd
>maladaptive daydreams about beating him up
>no contact with him in months
>still daydream about beating him up every time I listen to music
>intrusive thoughts about him when I masturbate
Make it stop RELEASE ME
No. 2562027
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>>2561963The way I'm going to kill myself
No. 2562110
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Hey Boss… I know you say that you always ask for raises for the team. But … I need you to ask harder. And be more of a dick about it. Because I really need that fucking raise and I don't care what a bunch of idiots in a board room have to say about operating costs. I am the operator bitch, give me my raise.
No. 2562366
>>25623554k for a dog that isn't yours? And you have to move to a new place? Let the dog go kek, you'll need that money. What if it gets sick later, what if they need medicine, are you going to foot the bill too then?
Sometimes I really think that I am not kind at all because I would have not even batted my eyes and said no.
What is your job nonna, you sound rich.
No. 2562413
>>2562409Her acting as if being single equals being unhappy kekk. But who is lurking on randos on her phone? Exactly.
Hope she gets out of that
victim’s mindset, bad people don’t get their karma, it doesn’t literally exist. She can totally better herself if the only thing “wrong” is that she’s chubby.
>I’m fat and I feel grossThen cut the fucking calories and eat less.
No. 2562428
>>2562424I was not saying literally motherly, but comparing with how mothers see their kids as the most beautiful kids ever. Stop being bitter.
>>2562423??? Yeah now it's wrong to find the person i love beautiful.
No. 2562429
>>2562427NTA I like animals but I don’t think I could stand having one. The very fact that they just sit like that, asshole and genitals all out in the open, grosses me out. They literally shit and don’t bidet but lick themselves and then they come to you. EW.
Every time a cat or a dog sits somewhere they are smearing caca via their assholes.
No. 2562432
>>2562429Sweet Fido came to sit on your lap? Now you have caca on your jeans. Think about that.
You sleep with your dog? You are sleeping in caca and hair and the air from outside because I doubt that you shower your dog every time it gets out.
No. 2562439
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>>2562428It’s wrong to be a retard
No. 2562447
>>2562444Kekk, thanks. I look good I know. If I get fat I’ll just lose the weight. All you need is discipline. Unless you are sick then you have no excuse. You don’t even need a gym membership to cut weight.
But keep wishing others get fat while sitting on your belly rolls and fat ass.
(infighting) No. 2562454
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>>2562445Okay mom, go and change your Nigel’s diaper since it’s all poopy now.
No. 2562502
>>2562465You are the ones who are talking to me and calling me fat or anorexic, I’m merely replying here kek.
>how do you know she doesn’t have a medical condition Because secondary obesity is rare and it’s almost always primary. If she would have been sick she would have said it. She is fat because she eats too much and doesn’t move.
I just found her annoying and the self-victimization is pathetic and it gets to a point. She can get out of it if she would stop being stuck in high school hoping for karma and patting herself in the back because “at least I have a Nigel”, things are fickle, the only certainty you have is yourself in this world.
She should stop stalking people she doesn’t even see and who hurt her in the past. Her health is in her hands and so is her happiness.
No. 2562548
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>>2562543Have you visited the UAE recently lilo-anon? Lots of activities over there
No. 2562556
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>>2562550The picrel explains half and this picrel explains the other
No. 2562563
If someone replies to "I'm bored" with:
"Have you visited the UAE recently lilo-anon? Lots of activities over there"
…it likely means they’re suggesting that you could solve your boredom by doing something exciting — like traveling to a place full of attractions and activities, such as the United Arab Emirates (UAE). The UAE is known for things like shopping, beaches, theme parks, and extravagant experiences, so the suggestion is a bit playful or sarcastic.
The tone depends on context, but here's what it could imply:
Literal Suggestion (less likely): They genuinely think a trip to the UAE would be a fun solution to your boredom.
Playful/Sarcastic: More likely, they’re joking or teasing — like, "Well if you're bored, go do something wild and extravagant like flying to Dubai!"
A gentle nudge: Maybe they’re indirectly saying, "There are plenty of things to do — maybe look further afield or be more adventurous."
The “lilo-anon” part suggests they’re talking to you in a casual, possibly anonymous setting (like an imageboard or Discord), and using a nickname ("lilo-anon") adds a personal or affectionate tone.(retard)
No. 2562569
>>2562547there's a weird thing that happens when you're in love as a woman which is that even the ugliest bug-like looking creature can seem like the most handsome person in the world
mommy-anon got made fun of but it's a good description of what happens when you have a nigel
No. 2562571
>>2562563This is why ai-fags will never have friends and
separately from this anon, troons can't blend into female spaces. The culture stuff always goes right over their head, unless leaked nudes/video or rape allegations were involved. But yeah, lindsay lohan has been living in the uae for like a decade, married a uae guy and everyone's called her "lilo" since she became an actress, yw anon
No. 2562580
>>2562577to type "lindsay lohan lilo" i would've had to be able to recognize her on the least regonizeable picture of her ever where we see 15% of her face
and googling "lilo uae" gives nothing
sorry I'm not a PHD in celebrities
No. 2562614
>>2562590She gave me harmless delicious milk, I just sipped it privately without sharing it with others. I was genuinely nice though, I warned her to not do onlyfans and to not see herself as comedy.
>>2562601She doesn’t have a thread on here (yet?) but has potential if she keeps at it
No. 2562639
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Alone again, naturally…
This is the second time I've been dumped. Why am I the only person who has to pick up all the pieces of myself again? I don't want to be left behind or abandoned. All my life, my friends and the people I've thought to be trustworthy with my love have always left me.
What did I do to deserve this? Is it my fault for loving them too much? I love them, and what I got in exchange was nothing of value. I hate you, I hate you so much…I wish I could kill you, but I know that would never bring you back to me.
I know I'm worthy of love, but why does god throw these people at me to test my love and patience? Call me pathetic, tell me something I don't know, but love has been a cruel game to me, and I got nothing in return. All of this is a punishment; no man is ever going to love me, and I need to face the bitter truth all over again.
I'm sorry because I want to love and experience pure love that feels like the soft breeze at the beginning of spring, but all fate has to offer is barbarity and savagery lessons about love.
No. 2562653
>>2562646Why are you asking anon for a moid's reasons?
>durrr ur fault fap fap fap>it is my fault!There you go
No. 2562821
I’ve brought it up a couple times now but I lose weight and it makes my fat redistribute for some reason. So obviously my stomach and arms legs etc are smaller but for some reason my body was trying to distribute my fat to my cheeks and lips and it ends up swelling and aching. Like I can literally feel it grow every time it happens. I’ll wake up with fuller lips or a different shape or much larger, rounder upper cheeks (even though the lower cheek is smaller). It doesn’t look bad it just feels uncomfortable and slightly painful. I’ve been losing weight for years now (not overweight or anything, it’s been unintentional) but it’s only this past year I’ve been getting this, I don’t know if it’s my different diet or hormones (I’m 20 though) that’s causing my fat to want to redistribute so drastically it’s changing my appearance.
Well, right now, I’m dealing with this but on top of that I’m also losing weight in a strange place. The corners of my eyes? Not my undereye, like around the tear duct. Well actually around my upper and lower eyelid too because they’re way more taut now. I had slightly hooded eyes before because of fat and now they’re more visible and the shape has changed quite a bit. This is like the last month or two. But very recently, like this past week the inner corner of my eye like the tear ducts are just… extending? Like idk if the fat is being pulled off it but before you could barely see them and now they’re elongated. Even though it’s just the tear ducts it’s changed the entire shape of my eyes and they’re downturned now. But what I dislike is that this is somehow much more painful than the inflammatory fat redistributions. It HURTS. Like my tear ducts are getting exposed. In real time too - it’s not like waking up with fuller cheeks but literally stretching while I can feel it happening. And at first it feels dry too, initially being exposed to the air. Unlike the facial fat it takes less time to get used to butttt it feels irritated for hours. Kind of gives me a headache too, it feels so tight. And the minute it stops getting irritated it happens again! If I don’t eat for a couple hours there it is it starts to come on again. I haven’t got a break this past week. Also when I wake up the longer tear ducts mean the sleep in my eye crusts across a larger area for some reason, yuck. The changes happen so quickly too but I guess that’s because the face is smaller & more sensitive than other places you lose weight from? I’ve gone through other very strange physical changes lately too and I don’t even want to get into it.
I feel like a monster going through some transformation kekk
No. 2562866
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I binged too many horror story videos on youtube and now it's almost 3 am and I can't sleep cause literally every scary thing I've ever seen in my entire life just flashes in my head
No. 2562928
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Why does everyone I deliberately leave on read and never reply to continue to comment on my posts and dm me? I don't even give a thumbs up or any sort of reaction, yet they still continue to shout into the void as if Im ever going to respond. It's not like I hate any of them or want to block them. I just find it annoying that they dont pick up on the fact that I'm never responding to their dry, boring small talk.
No. 2563040
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I am still bitter about my ex because he’s moved on with someone new and started a new life with her but knowing his personality it’s probably because she treats him like shit. He’s a massive people pleaser and all his previous relationships were trying to fix mentally ill women because his mother is extremely broken and serving as their punching bags while wallowing in self pity because he thinks he doesn’t deserve any better. He sucks up to people who barely give him the time of day and sabotages friendships with people who actually care. The only real friend he had while we were together also doesn’t seem to be in his life anymore. I only have a limited amount of empathy for him though. I loved him so much but seeing him make stupid life decisions makes me angry. Yes he has self esteem issues but we’re in our late 20’s now and if he still wants to waste his life with losers who are just using him then there’s nothing I can do to change his mind.
>inb4 ‘well if he only likes mentally ill women then wants wrong with you1!!!1’ we started dating right after one of my parents died but because I wouldn’t let him take the emotional brunt of that he couldn’t handle actually being with someone in a healthy way.
No. 2563041
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I'm jealous of people who have had a real life ghost encounter. I've never met a ghost, even though I really want to. I've even gone to haunted locations but they never want to talk to me. It sucks.
No. 2563119
>>2563097The person I’m thinking of isn’t even old though. And definitely not out of shape (much more athletic than me). So it’s something else.
That being said the sound of it hurting to walk sounds miserable.
No. 2563307
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I was feeling incredibly shitty and frankly pretty suicidal but then I had two weed days and now I'm feeling okay.
Not great, and I feel like if something bad happens or if I think too much about what I was thinking about before I might tumble, but I'm functional and not crying.
I feel wrong with getting through it with weed though. It's not healthy is it? I don't want to get high now, so there's that at least.
No. 2563338
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I committed to no more 4chan after they got hacked and everytime ive tried to go back on there i instantly feel such severe revulsion that i leave in less than 5 minutes. Its actually such a dogshit website full of the most tryhard edgelord losers ever. How the fuck did i tolerate it for 10 years?
No. 2563356
>>2562721Give it to men to always make a mess when they kill themselves, selfish even in death.
What he did was cruel and
abusive.
No. 2563529
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I think I got my first ever yeast infection. I thought I had irritation due to the pads I bought or something. I had been using Vaseline which helped a little , the itchiness reduced drastically, but I am still itchy honestly two weeks later and it comes in waves. I am going to buy gyno-canesten and hope it clears up. My poor pussy and asshole need rest.
>ree you had sex that’s what you deserve
My pussy basically has a chastity belt at this point, it hasn’t seen any moid in years. She doesn’t deserve this, if it clears up I’ll buy her an hitachi wand as a present.
No. 2563560
>>2563544I know nonna, but I remember a nonna saying that it was about sex kek so I wanted to prevent any retard.
I always sleep commando and only use cotton panties. I eat yogurt everyday too. I think I just got bad luck, I don’t think siting in milk will really help kek.