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No. 2414273
A thread for venting about difficult stuff going on in your life.
Previous vent thread:
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(Do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all. No. 2414311
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My 40yo now sober classmate with arthritis is trying to conceive and she keeps miscarrying, I feel awful for her because she is such a kind person but this is sheer insanity. It's tiring to show up to lectures and having to see her lose all her sparkle just because she needs to have that baby, it's so desperate. It's also confusing to me as I do feel myself cheering for her and genuinely asking her about this conceiving shit but at the same time I am so against the whole idea. She also keeps telling me I might change my mind about having kids like she did and I always want to tell her I'm not an addict like you were who basically lost their best conceiving years, I am an actual antinatalist. Very confusing and tiresome, she's in so much pain physical and mental and for what?
No. 2414324
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>me realizing committing arson is just a few matches away and it could literally solve my biggest problem
>me also wondering how would i get it to just look like a malfunction
i’m not doing well gang and i also had to repost this to put my proper vent kek. it’s the most brutal thing knowing violence and destroying male property could literally solve my problems but it’s illegal. i’m so jealous of sociopathic/BPD women like how do you do it, how do you do this kind of shit and get away with it? i bet it feels nice and that’s why i truly envy jodi arias. she did it, she got her revenge against all moral odds, and that’s why i’m so damn jealous of her because honestly i absolutely get her and she’s clearly an ambitious person. there’s no way they can make me hate female killers especially the ones who explicitly go after men, there’s nothing to hate about those women. i truly do get it, drugs can’t help this, it’s the theory of throwing males into woodchippers that is feasible therapy
No. 2414328
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>>2414273Cousin took her life yesterday, this was the last picture she sent me two days before.
We are from a very poor part of Ecuador and she, like most of us, barely finished her secondary school education.
We worked together in our ount's juice stall in the city, at 28 this was the best imaginable scenario and she had always complained that this is not how life should be lived, i agreed with her in this aspect.
She told me a week before whilst having lunch that life was not living if you have to live on your knees, feeding on scraps. Family and her church (i am not religious personally, but pretty much the entire family is) dismissed her feelings at every chance, that the Lord loves the poor and not appreciating what she has was a sin.
Whenever you are, I hope you are free now.
No. 2414342
>>2414316Right, I do feel so overwhelmed at times but she's otherwise so nice and smart, that's why it's even more insane to me. I feel there has to be some sort of delusion there. This is our first year too, weird timing.
>>2414325Yeah, she's also spiraling a bit because there's other classmates who are pregnant, no fucking idea why but they're in their early 20s and stupid but in her 40s? She's doing pretty well in school too, better than me I think. We're doing our bachelors for the next 3 years, she is doing 3.5 I think but the timing feels desperate.
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>>2414342>but in her 40s? The arthritis thing doesn't sound great but I don't really even notice when women have babies after 40 bc it's so common? Anyways here's a list of normie celeb women but this could just be a bunch of teachers I had or women my mom worked with growing up
https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-moms/pictures/40-plus-and-pregnant-201086/ No. 2414378
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>>2414365>>2414342samefag but it's more common in bigger families. Like usually they'll have their last kid/"oops" baby after 40. Does that seem more familiar and less weird anon?
No. 2414394
>>2414378Mom my was over 40 but I was the oops baby after 3. I heard something about women having trouble the first baby and needing ivf, then after that pregnancy comes easily. I wonder if having kids already makes it easier to conceive at 40.
>>2414388Maybe I'm the retarded one but what is nonnies problems with arthritis? I thought it was fairly common in women, I didn't think it was life altering enough to be "don't conceive" level but maybe I'm wrong
No. 2414395
>>2414394>I heard something about women having trouble the first babySomething I used to see on reddit
a lot is young guys saying they had a one night stand with a woman over 40, she thought she "couldn't get pregnant", ends up pregnant from young moid on the one night stand. I think it's who they're dating/married to
No. 2414420
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>>2414397The crazy knife woman Gigi from Shahs of Sunset got pregnant after 40 with debilitating rheumatoid arthritis. I gave her son a big cartoon head bc I feel weird posting minors here but he's pretty cute and not frankenstein-looking like surrogate babies can be, so I think she really did give birth to him
No. 2414423
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Call me petty but I'm so tired of getting cheap, thoughtless gifts. I always ask myself 'am I not worth anything more to those people?' Especially that I always spend more money on gifts for others. Example: my mom gave me perfume for my birthday. It had a very strong alcoholic smell. I checked it on the internet and it's a MALE PERFUME. IT'S NOT EVEN UNISEX. And it was only 22 bucks. Well fuck that it was only 22 bucks, but the fact she didn't even care enough to check if this is male or female perfume? It literally says 'FOR MEN' in the description. And it smells like a typical cheap male cologne. I always tried not to show it when I was given shitty gifts but this shit makes me want to cry and I will tell her she literally gave me male perfume and I don't want it. I really feel like people don't give a fuck about me and just give me shit to call it a day, it's always very cheap or useless
No. 2414439
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>>2414423You should wear the male perfume and appreciate it anon, you might miss these terrible gifts someday. My grandmother used to give everyone the worst and most generic gifts imaginable but she can no longer do that. Bc she died anon. I would trade all of the finest and most exotic perfumes and soaps for a vial of picrel or watery gardenia body wash from my beloved grandmother on xmas again. From now on when you inhale deeply into that musky hangover scent, you should remember your mother's acrid love for you and appreciate her while she is still here
No. 2414498
>>2414458You mean, other people can sense low self worth and that's why they give me cheap gifts? I'm not sure if I understand right. Well I'm a sperg and I used to be a people pleaser because I was scared of people and I didn't want to offend anyone, I was severly bullied when I was younger and then I was deadly afraid of committing any mistake at work or be perceived as bad or weird etc. So I was also bullied by one narc at my work, she used to tell me I needed to work on my low self worth but right after that she was constantly picking on my looks or the way I walked or talked or the faces I made etc. When I started to unmask and simply stopped talking to people, because being non verbal is my most natural state, people seemed to get offended, thinking I feel like I'm better than them or something. Either way, no matter how I behave I feel like it's always read as bad by other people. And even now I'm scared they will sense I'm insecure in certain areas of my life
But for the people who knew me a little longer, I used to give them expensive gifts because I wanted to show that I appreciate them for being good to me despite me being a weird sperg I guess? Not to flex or something. I wasn't feeling bad when I got a cheap gift the first of the second time, but after many times I really feel shitty about it. I Wonder maybe I look poor or cheap or like someone who doesn't appreciate things of better quality? I don't know
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I don’t live in a blue state or an area known to be particularly trans friendly, but each time I have had errands at Target I see some sort of fucked up shit. Last time it was a group of teenagers with tails and animal masks who were meowing/howling. Today I saw three separate TiFs and a troon looking at pokemon merchandise. Also a man with the most repugnant, overpowering cologne I have smelled in a long time. No wonder I don’t leave my house.
No. 2414649
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>parent: you’re really unhealthy you need to lose weight you can’t wear pretty clothes if you’re fat
>Me: gets down to a perfectly healthy weight for my height after grinding for a year
>parents: stop losing weight you’re too skinny now look at how skinny she is you look good though but don’t lose anymore weight
GET ME OUT OF THIS HELLL GET ME OUT
No. 2414823
I feel like there’s an overwhelming amount of venting about our nigels in here, but oh well, I’m going to add to it. Fuck men, fuck relationships, fuck marriage. It took getting married to a piece of abusive shit for me to realize how horrible of a deal dating/having children with men is for us. I hate that i couldn’t see it before, but societal conditioning prefers it that way, I’m sure. I can’t afford to live anywhere without him. If I go back to my parents, they live in the middle of bumfuck nowhere, so I’d have at least a 2 hour commute every day to work (if I can even find a job there.) I have a 9 year old child, so I can’t just get any random roommate in our city. Trump is cutting every social program he lets Elon get his hands on, so I’m sure housing/food assistance won’t be around for much longer. It just looks so impossible to leave and I’m on the verge of a mental breakdown…
No. 2414834
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I hate the fact scrotes are allowed on social media. I've got pictures where I think I look nice or I was having fun at the time but there's no way I'm posting them where males can perceive it.
No. 2414949
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When I was about five years old I loved watching silly or popular movies with my dad, at some point I developed a distaste for seeing bald/ugly dudes on the screen and told my dad I wouldnt watch more action movies with him unless they were handsome, so my dad got me to see Robocop and I was in love kek. He thought it was funny and humoured me. I spent a summer with my mother in my aunt's house in the countryside and when my moid cousins tried to have me watch their movies I refused and was very open about how i didnt watch flicks with ugly dudes.
A year passes and this aunt starts spreading the rumor that I was being abused/groomed. One uncle confronted my mom about this and she in return confronted my aunt, what was her argument? That me only liking media with handsome characters was a clear sign I was getting diddled at home.
This wasnt the case but stuck with me for years, mom cut off contact with hers and the accusation went nowhere.
Come the present day and I meet her again during a family gathering in her house, she's in her early sixties and after we were alone I genuinely asked why she thought I was being abused because of my preference of daring not to stand movies with ugly balding moids: she pulled out some retarded Biblical brochuers from her church claiming that early attraction of little girls towards men was a sign of abuse at the household??? I wasnt ogling or dressing up for moids? I just didnt wanna see him on my motherfucking kiddie media in any way of form?!! how is that being abused? she said the truth will some day come out and left.
Some aging pickmes cannot remotely conceive the idea of a woman/girl acting as a spectator and appreciator of beauty instead of an active participant they end up arriving to his outlandish conclussions
No. 2415204
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>>2415203Now you know he is crazy though
No. 2415209
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i dont know how to word this in a way that isnt racebait. but im starting to like, literally hate white guys. even though im white myself. actually maybe i just hate men in general. but i swear everytime i see some disgusting degenerate TiM its a white one 9/10 times, maybe just a product of being in english-speaking spaces? i dont even know. i think i just hate perverts and trannies in general lol
No. 2415217
>>2415204He has to be insane, right? Who the fuck does that? Are the both of them just stupid and think that there’s no weirdness about getting married at a place where one of you actually dated someone else the majority of the time? Especially because I know how crazy I make her feel since she’s internet stalking me constantly. I feel like getting married there is going to hex their marriage somehow, but I can’t say I would be too upset about that. He deserves the worst honestly.
>>2415206I had a vague idea because I used to get LinkedIn notifications everyday from someone with her job/company viewing my profile but the dumbass actually has a podcast where she went on about finding ancient photos of me on other people’s instagrams (I don’t have ig), stalking my employment records and LinkedIn, and even keeping tabs on my Venmo transactions.
No. 2415224
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>>2415217>there’s no weirdness about getting married at a place where one of you actually dated someone else the majority of the time?It's kind of like those old meth ads, it's obviously weird but with a personality disorder it's not weird at all. You should probably lurk this reddit community, it's very common and might continue for a while
No. 2415253
>>2415224Maybe it’s because I had a BPD diagnosis at one point but I can’t say it’s BPD. My ex is an avoidant narcissist and this woman has anxious attachment but I feel like she’s just falling for his shit because he loves to triangulate. She mentioned in the podcast for instance that he was telling her which IG pages had pictures of me assumably so she could find them. But yeah they are nuts, I haven’t talked to him in six years and she literally just talked about stalking me months ago on her podcast, after she had already gotten engaged to him.
>>2415230Oh my ex definitely eggs it on. He just so happened to mention to her which pages to find my pictures on because I don’t have social media.
No. 2415418
>>2414982Why don’t you take a seat and rest for a second my darling
nonny…lmao
No. 2415435
>>2414982as someone who also had a dumb bitch mother who would rather listen to some fucker trying to coax her into pyramid scheme or someone she literally met 5min ago rather than me in absolutely any subject, I understand you
nonny.
No. 2415465
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My mother calling me from the store:
>”Do you need anything since I’m here?”
>Yeah actually I hate to ask but I need -
>”No”
>… umm okay then never mind
>”What were you going to ask?”
>I’m almost out of pads but never mind I can order them online
>”oh I though you were going to ask me something else”
>Like what?
>”For alcohol… haha”
>No????
I’ve had the same cheap ass boxed wine in the fridge since NYE. I hardly drink. She’s made me feel like an alcoholic for years all because I turned 21 during lockdowns and experimented with extremely basic cocktails over like a two month period at that time. Never went crazy with it because I actually hate anything beyond a light buzz. I’m in my mid-twenties now anyways; if I wanted alcohol, I’d buy it myself like what the fuck.
No. 2415482
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Fuck my lifeeee. I've had a headache since yesterday that won't go away (sleep, food, water, hot shower nothing helps), I'm stressed the fuck out over exams and projects, my relationship's rocky right now and I'm spending so much time doomscrolling like a retard. God I just want to chill the fuck out, what is wrong with my brain
No. 2415735
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the one thing i enjoyed has finally become boring to me, after ~a month. miserable now, because losing it wasnt enough and it had to make everything in my life seem so dull i cant go back
No. 2415810
I find it weird how everyone is very pro-skincare, skinboosting treatments, finding ways to get rid of acne, getting braces and whitening teeth, hairstyling, lasering body hair, doing eyebrows, diet culture, going to gym BUT as soon as someone wants to get some conservative lip filler and some other tasteful enhancements suddenly they all start screeching about muh natural beauty. If they care so much about being all natural then they should just take a shower and brush their teeth and stop putting any other effort in their appearance. Go out with your natural greying hair, poorly aligned teeth, leg hair, messy eyebrows, pimples, visible wrinkles and cellulite and zero makeup. That's your true authentic self kek. I'm convinced this is just a poorfag cope, cause most people can't afford all these cosmetic procedures.
No. 2415908
>>2415810All of that is so extremely different than getting indissolvable materials that will never go away and shift around in your face and travel to your lymph nodes. If you think this is bullshit look it up. They did CT scans of people who had their botox "dissolved" and they found the shit never went away and that the remnants simply migrated to other areas of the face, hence "botox face" even with conservative users.
I'm sorry you fell for the meme nonna but you were duped. Botox is sketchy at best.
No. 2416005
>>2415961I think that prostitution is very glamorized right now nonna.
You would need to suck a lot of cocks (and have full on sex by the way) in order to have enough money to sustain yourself. And online porn is saturated, you would make maybe 100€ a month if you opened an only fans right now.
I think this kind of life is very soul draining.
No. 2416013
>>2415948Do you honestly think that people who do all of this:
>skincare, skinboosting treatments, finding ways to get rid of acne, getting braces and whitening teeth, hairstyling, lasering body hair, doing eyebrows, diet culture, going to gymdon't get fillers simply because they can't afford them? If it was a poorfag cope, then they'd be against all of the above, too.
>"she looks younger than her age because of plastic surgery, it's not fair"Plastic surgery ages like absolute shit, and most women who have had a lot of it done look much older than ones who didn't. Whenever I am visiting countries where plastic surgery is more common than where I am from, I am blown away by the amount of 30 year olds who look like they're a decade older than they actually are.
No. 2416014
>>2416003I want to have a driver's license but I don't have the funds right now and it takes a year. I hate my dad for not allowing me to get it when I was of age. I am also terrified of driving, but I do have to learn eventually as I want to move out of the city in the future.
>>2416005I would actually never do it. I'd rather starve and be homeless. I'm not a sex work is work handmaiden.
No. 2416351
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I've been messaging someone for almost a year and she has asked me a few times to call her but I keep refusing and it's getting ridiculous. I think she has built up an image of me that would be completely ruined if she ever heard my voice and I don't think I could handle that right now. Maybe I'll use a voice changer, I doubt we'll ever meet irl the way we've been talking about anyway
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literally have a test today and I don't know anything, I've been studying for the past week and i really feel like I'll fail this test. Maybe I should withdraw while I still can
No. 2416408
>>2416305Rude of you mom but still, what would you do if your own daughter turned out exactly like you are now? Is there anything she could do or say to you to make you change?
Also you're not putting effort in for others, it's for yourself. Right now people see you and think you are disgusting, the effort making them see you as neutral is a huge fucking upgrade from that.
No. 2416449
>>2416439I can't remember what ethnicity she was, but I saw a YouTube comment from a woman recently saying that scrotes in her community had straight-up told her to kill herself because she didn't have the "thicc" idealised body for her race.
>>2416446Exactly. It's willful ignorance if they can't see it.
No. 2416532
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i just tried to find a post that i thought was posted yesterday but it turns out it was 2 months old….am i losing time? or am i going schizoid
No. 2416558
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>turning 30
>no plans
>other people are sad to hear i have no plans, they say its depressing
>start to try and organize something out of obligation
>only thing i can come up with is inviting my 50+ year-old work friends out to brunch b/c the rest of my friends/family are out of state
>for some reason that sounds more depressing to me than doing nothing
i feel like a version of this happens every year. other people insist i cant not celebrate which leads to forming expectations that end up making the day a bigger bummer than treating it like any other day
No. 2416613
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Being a lesbian and an exmuslim, I've always wanted to get out of my Islamic state and the thought of never making it out of here make me suicidal but ever since I've known that I might have a chance getting out and have started making progress, I am feeling unsure and having doubts. If all goes smoothly, I'll be out of here within this year, but do I really want this? I don't know if I want to be away from my mother, my sister, and for what? To go be alone in a country I might never feel home at, away from the two people I love the most. It's been keeping me up every night if I'm doing the right thing, making the right choice. I know if I don't do this now, I'll regret it forever and I can always come back if I realize I'd rather be here with my family after all, even if it means never truly being myself, I feel like I'm chasing a stupid dream. I'll feel alienated there as much as I feel alienated here, just in different ways. Also I feel like the beginning of this post reads like a college application personal statement, but I don't know how else to word it.
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Finally replied to my friend’s text after 2 weeks, hope she doesnt mind. I dont know how people can do this regularly almost every day, just sending 1 text message takes up my entire will for the day
No. 2416672
>>2416613I’m actually going through the same thing right now but for different reasons, but I have to choose soon between following a major opportunity to live overseas, and staying in my home country with the only people I know and love. I may try out only one year and then bail if I’m miserable. It probably takes more like 2+ years to adjust, but if at the end of one year I don’t want to do yet another year overseas, then I won’t. It is eating me up inside though and I can’t sleep, eat, or enjoy my day to day life now due to stress, and every person in my life is vehemently telling me a different story. They all want to push their own agenda on me. Some are terrified and say I’ll be lost, alone, afraid, and I’ll crash and burn and even be in danger. Others say I’ll feel remorse for my entire life if I don’t take this wonderful opportunity that I’ll thrive in greatly. All of them are probably wrong. The truth is it will probably be normal, good and bad, interesting and miserable in different ways, and I’ll be proud and also deeply lonely and homesick.
I think you’re right to just test it out and bail if it doesn’t feel worth it after one year. Even if you go back on moving, you’ll have gained experience and can then go again later if you change your mind once again.
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>>2416681Those things are just psy-ops by the gov to claw back tax money. You need to go to an actual casino and try a game like blackjack imo
No. 2416712
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I first posted this in the mundane thread, but upon re-reading it I realized it sounds more like a vent than I intended to and should be ITT instead before I catch a ban kek
I want to give major props to nonnas that work full time while also having family to take care of. I'm so exhausted when I get home from work I sometimes struggle with gathering enough energy to shower, cook food and clean the litter box. I'm even considering getting rid of half of my belongings and live an ultra minimalistic life style just so it would take less energy and time to clean. I can't imagine just dealing with every day life while also taking care of elderly parents, small children, children with special needs or a sickly partner.
My thoughts goes out to you, and I wish I could give you all more support other than just sending good vibes and empathy.
No. 2416758
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>>2416745I like this version and the coomers hate them bc they aren't sexy. So my MLPs are untainted by these scrotes
No. 2416793
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>>2416778This is an objectively higher quality pony than any of the recent ones. It even has thin plastic(?) iridescent wings
No. 2416813
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>>2416793Coomers have told me 1st gen MLP look retarded and make fun of their stumpy legs but they're ponies and supposed to be short, it makes them cuter imo
No. 2416840
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I just farted in front of my boyfriend and I'm scared and embarrassed. I never did this in front of other people before not even my friends but I'm on day two of my period and bloated like a sheep and it just happened.
No. 2416865
>>2416854>complains about moids tainting mlp>posts moid-tainted mlpI like this clip.
I think I avoided spelling that word correctly twice thinking about moid ass and balls tbh
No. 2416947
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>>2416905If you do this again, you should try the no-bake cornflake and peanut butter recipe. It has a chocolate topping but people use nutella. It will be the the combination you are looking for and it will be worth it
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH
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>>2415518I hope you're feeling better today grieving-nona
No. 2417106
>>2417091Thanks
nonny i am just pissed because i feel i could have saved her if i wasnt poor. The first vet told me to hospitalize her and i couldnt do it because it was like 200 bucks and i only had 30 saved(i live in a pisspoor country and i am a college student). I hate that i have no family i can rely on in moments like these. The lingering thought that i could have saved me if i wasnt poor with a shit family its soemthing i will carry for life.
No. 2417137
>>2417123Thanks
nonny thats a very beautiful way to see it.
No. 2417162
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>Download and extract starter file for class project due in three days
>20k objects are extracted
>Multiple error messages for the ones that aren’t
I just want to draw. I might be in trouble nonas.
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>>2417174But I don’t infight I only bring peace and love to my nonnies.
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>>2417057Sorry to hear this nona, I missed your post and didn't mean to passively aggressively console the dog-nona right after you on purpose. Thank you for caring for those kittens and doing your best for them
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>>2416426>>2416455Sort of related but does anyone else remember when people were calling kate winslet and britney spears fat? There's just no winning no matter the time period
Though I wouldn't be surprised if certain anons call them fat too… No. 2417276
my self esteem is in the garbage lol i feel so out of place and unwanted anywhere i go
>>2416745people who draw porn of anything meant for kids under 10 are automatically creeps in my books
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>>2417459here is (1) free reply
No. 2417688
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My moid keeps microanalyzing my social interactions with people and it's driving me insane, I struggle with having long term friends because i'm shit at keeping with touch with people, i forget to text and call, just that. I'm not some turbo autist who can't talk to others, people even suggested I should run for class president in university but i declined because you have to do fucking spreadsheets.
Yet, he keeps talking shit about how i shouldn't have ended certain texts with "lol" and how I said the wrong thing at a certain time and how i'm too callous. Shut the fuck up. Shut up. I get too much into my own head if I hear a comment like that and I start wondering about my own self worth. If i'm secretly some fucking evil psychopath, etc etc.
If people don't like my personality they just don't fucking like it, I don't have to be told how i'm failing at being human. Boohoo i'm fucking nonchalant about things, that's something people who are my friends like about me, it makes them more comfortable. I'm tired.
No. 2417704
>>2417682oh no, I don't want to talk about someone's gaslighting
abusive nigel for 5 minutes and find the bait more entertaining
No. 2418150
>>2418139how did you know he was haitian? did you check his passport?
>>2418141I should scalp people who bait instead.
No. 2418168
>>2418166Well the verbatim words I used weren’t “
Its not illegal anymore now that Trumps president” , I said
I don’t think it’s illegal anymore now that he’s back in the house
No. 2418171
Okay, so I need to get this off my chest because I am still shaking from how humiliating today was. I finally dragged myself to a dietician because my mom keeps nagging me about "health" (like she is some kind of saint with her nightly wine and cheese plates, whatever). I was already dreading it, but holy hell, I did not expect to get verbally curb-stomped by this twig of a woman who probably lives off kale and vibes.
So I roll up to the appointment, already sweating because the office was on the second floor and the elevator was "out of service" (thanks, universe). I am in my best stretchy pants and a hoodie that hides the worst of it, but this chick takes one look at me and her face does that thing-like she is trying not to laugh but also pitying me? She is all, "So, what brings you in today?" in this fake-sweet voice, and I am like, "Uh, I wanna lose weight, obviously?" She nods and starts asking about my diet, so I tell her the truth: I eat mostly ramen, frozen pizzas, and whatever snacks I can grab from the gas station near my apartment. I thought honesty was the best approach, right? WRONG.
She launches into this lecture about "processed foods" and "empty calories," and then she hits me with, "You are not doing your body any favors with this lifestyle." LIFESTYLE? Bitch, this is not a Pinterest board, it is survival! I am sitting there, trying not to cry, and she is flipping through her little clipboard like she is about to sentence me to the electric chair. Then she asks about exercise, and oh my god, this is where it gets so much worse.
I tell her, "I do workouts, okay? I sit on a chair and stand up without using my hands. I repeat it, like, ten times." I am proud of this, you know? It is not easy! My thighs burn, my knees creak-it is a whole thing. I figured she would be impressed that I am at least trying. Nope. This absolute demon in a cardigan bursts out laughing. Like, full-on cackling, hand-over-mouth, "oh bless your heart" energy. She goes, "You mean… like… just getting up? That is not a workout, sweetie, that is a basic human function!"
I am MORTIFIED. My face is burning, my pits are sweating through my hoodie, and I am just staring at the floor while she is over there wheezing like I told her the funniest joke of her career. She tries to backtrack, like, "Oh, no, I mean, it is a start! It is something!" but the damage is done. I am sitting there thinking, "Wow, I am such a cow that even SITTING AND STANDING is a comedy routine to this woman." She keeps giggling under her breath while scribbling notes-probably writing "hopeless case" or "chair girl" in her files.
Then she has the AUDACITY to pull out a meal plan and tell me I need to "cut back" and "move more." Move more? MOVE MORE? I just told you I haul my ass out of a chair ten times a day, lady, what do you want from me-a marathon? I snatched the paper from her, mumbled something about "thinking it over," and waddled out of there as fast as my chafed thighs could carry me. I cried in my car for like twenty minutes and ate a whole bag of Doritos just to spite her.
I am never going back. She can keep her smug little laugh and her quinoa recipes. I will lose weight my way-chair reps and all. Screw her.
Also I dont want any replies, so spare me those (you's)(cringe unintegrated bait)
No. 2418258
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I'm so angry at myself for not screenshooting my spotify fav. list from my old account!! I had songs there with no lyrics, now I can't figure it out how to even search for them!! It's so weird that I listened to them so many times (during a short period though) but I can't recall their fucking names, I'm losing my mind!!
No. 2418341
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I fucking hate men. I said lightheartedly that it was wild to ask me if I’m a virgin 30 minutes into meeting one another (I am one), and all I said was that he shouldn’t bother talking to me if it’s just for something sexual. I’m dying alone and honestly I’m starting to become fine with that.
No. 2418429
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Today my moid classmate was loudly doing a retarded fake "girl moan" at the top of his lungs as part of a rape joke that I heard from across the classroom. We are in 300 level college classes.
No. 2418437
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A couple of months ago I did shrooms with my friend. I was already having a bad trip, but she ended up ripping her clothes off and grabbing at me, trying to pull off my shirt. She kept screaming about how she wanted to fuck/rape me. She was yelling “why can’t you love me?” She took the same amount as I did and she’s significantly shorter than me so I imagine she was completely fucked and had no idea what she was doing, but I still felt deeply violated.
I keep blaming myself for making such a retarded decision. I knew she had a crush on me that bordered on obsession. We were friends in middle school and I remember she wrote this whole story where the main character was basically a self-insert of her. The main character becomes friends with a character who’s obviously based on me, and the “me” character gets a girlfriend, which sends her self-insert character into a rage because she’s jealous I’m not paying enough attention to her.
We didn’t talk for years, partially because her parents were evangelical Christians who thought I was a bad influence. Years later she tracked my dad down on Facebook and we ended up reconnecting. It became increasingly apparent that she was a deeply closeted lesbian, and of course her parents blamed me for this, claiming that my demonic presence had corrupted her or whatever.
I can’t just stop being friends with her. We know everything about each other. I just can’t bring myself to cut off someone who I’ve known for that long and I don’t have many friends. When I tried to tell her I thought we should “take a break”, she replied “What do you mean by break? How long of a break?” She also has a way of finding every single social media account I’ve ever created. I don’t know what to do.
No. 2418470
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I ordered a cheese pizza. A plain ass cheese pizza and a small coke. It was $18 , but with fees it was way more. I was looking forward to it as my week as been shit already. Anyway, the pizza finally arrives and it's basically inedible. There is no tiny table to hold the pizza up, so the cheese slid to one side. The cheese tasted waxy for some reason?? Anyway I thought the actual pizza place delivered my pie because they are right down the road.
I find out that it's a 3rd party app. I have to jump hoops to get in touch with them. I only get a 30 % refund, but they do refund all my delivery fees as well. I just hate this shit.
TLDR; I tried to support a local business and got screwed.
No. 2418544
>>2418429Had to hear this shit when I was in school too, except it was high school. They always thought it was the funniest thing in the world when all they were doing was disrupting everyone around them.
>>2418446People do this all the time now unfortunately, even with people they like they'll still be glued to their phones because they don't know how to disconnect from the internet. I would just stop hanging out with people like that or call them out directly, if they still keep doing it after you've already told them it bothers you then fuck them. It has nothing to do with how interesting you are, I've had people who personally invited me to their homes and liked me more than I liked them still spend half the time on their phone.
>>2418471It's actually more oblivious to social cues to be on your phone when you're talking to someone else though. It's more of an anti social trait to ignore everyone else and be on your phone in general. Even when you don't care for someone the actually normie way of handling it is just not hanging out with them or pretending you're interested so it's not awkward/rude because you're
aware of social cues that ignoring them to be on your phone is bad and will make you look like a rude autist.
No. 2418555
>>2418514That could be two anons bring their personal drama to lc, they both sound very passive aggressive
>>2418446You can see groups of young people hanging out together and they're all on their phones, it's a maturity thing. One of the reasons I broke up with a moid is bc his family did this when they would get together (which rarely happened) even at restaurants. It's just classic "bad manners" but the anxiety-stoking anon is partially correct bc you shouldn't be giving people attention who behave that way
No. 2418578
>>2418470Ngl that pizza looks nasty as hell. I will never order from independent pizza stores as long as I live. They're always overpriced for what you get. I'm sorry but Dominos does pizza best.
>The cheese tasted waxy Probably because they're using pre-shredded cheese. The pre-shredded stuff is coated in a certain substance to prevent it from clumping together, but that same substance ends up creating a waxing texture when it's melted. That's why pre-shredded cheese works best when it's not melted.
>>2418576What the fuck is a niqqa? This isn't TikTok you won't get swatted for saying nigga.
No. 2418588
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>>2418571The grass isn't necessarily greener anon. Body hair gives the impression of warmth and coziness. I bet you give great hugs, so much that people probably think less about your limp head hair (greener/improved cat)
No. 2418589
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I've been dealt a very lucky hand. I have a family that loves me, a big brother that is a self-made millionaire and always ready to help me economically if I need to, hell he even helped me design my kitchen after I got some severe water damage and we built it together. I have an incredibly intelligent and protective older sister that is always ready to pick up the phone when I struggle. While everything with my mom is very complicated, I know she did her best raising me and my siblings as a single mom. I have this odd luck that no matter how grave things look I somehow always manage to land on my feet. I am healthy, and not completely socially retarded despite my raging autism.
But to weight all this luck upp I've practically been severely depressed, even as a kid I would fantasize about there being a magic button that would remove my own existence. I am unable to think positively about myself or whatever small achievement I make. There are periods where I barely function and just lie in bed staring at the wall. I'm pretty sure there was a period where my family was convinced it was only a matter of time until I finally killed myself (well, it's not completely unfounded considering I've tried a number of times but I'm too much of a failure to even do that). I am not the daughter nor younger sister they deserve. I try to make up for the luck I have by being the best typ of person I can be within my means, just generally doing good every day deeds, donating to charities I trust, help whenever someone is hurt, be an upstanding friend to people around me even if we barely know each other, etc. but I feel like I'm only doing it for my own ego. I still have all these toxic thoughts and feelings.
The only thing motivating me to genuinely better my own life is my cat, I'm all he has and I am willing to go to the ends of the earth to make sure he's happy and gets what he deserves.
No. 2418592
>>2418555Nta but that anon just came across like they were blaming her and being unecessarily rude for no reason rather than having any sort of point.
>>2418568I mean this isn't all that surprising, think about how men will be super hairy on their body but still have thin hair on their heads and eventually go bald. I'd assume it can happen to some women too.
No. 2418611
>>2418568I wish I was lying I have no idea, I don't have any hormonal imbalance afaik just unfortunate genes. My mom has a lot of body hair too but also the most thick, beautiful, naturally blonde hair while I got my dad's thin low porosity nightmare.
>>2418588Thanks
nonnie I hope so. It's not the end of the world I just feel like a freak of nature, 150 years ago I would have been one of those bearded ladies at a freak show.
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I will be kind. I will not be a bitch. I will not make fun of them for being a retard. It is okay. Let the anger pass over and through me. Only I will remain.
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>>2418668It’s the truth
nonny No. 2418676
>>2418437It sounds pretty
toxic, nonna.
I know it feels you cannot get out of that situation but I truly believe it's going to get worse for you. I would lie to her and tell her I have other plans, or that I have to work/study/whatever and I'll try to see her as little as possible. I'll even pretend I have a girlfriend so she gets jealous and also it gives you an excuse to not hang out with her, I don't think it's healthy for you.
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I wish I was the victim of a mass shooting during my youth and I died from it. There is actually no point to my life whatsoever, it’s just to suffer endlessly
No. 2418706
>>2418693>Men are so stupid they don't even understand basic shit like this will repel womenIt's hilarious that by acting like a complete retard and turning her off, he repelled the exact woman he's looking for. Anon
is a virgin and he isn't statistically likely to find or date one again
No. 2418710
>>2418706Pretty sure he meant he doesn't like virgins.
>>2418709Huh? I just popped in
No. 2418721
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>>2418702I don’t care.
>>2418712Too bad you bitchmongerer daughter of a son of a bitch
(infighting) No. 2418740
>>2418564Me too,
nonnie.
>>2418578It was. I'm moving in another week or two, so I'll be closer to other locations. It's crazy how pizza is the easiest thing to make, but this place really fucked up.
No. 2418744
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>>2418723I’M IN TREMENDOUS PAIN I’M IN TREMENDOUS PAIN HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME IM IN SO MUCH PAIN SO MUCH PAIN
>>2418735Men can just exist and say whatever they want, a woman can say one thing and suddenly she’s as psychopathic as Ted Bundy.
No. 2418768
>>2418765Your autistic princess wants me to die (me too honestly)
>>2418766Tbf those rules have been added later on by an anon and not a tranny janny so there’s no reason to abide by them, those are stupid rules.
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>>2418776Samesies, positive energy only itt kweens!
No. 2418782
>>2418775It’s never going to get easier. It’s already been 20+ years and it’s still shit. I’m jealous of those
victims, I know they died in terror but at least they aren’t here for this shit you know?
No. 2418808
>>2418806I don't want to think about that, considering the family. I think he posts on instagram now and creates lots of drama but I try not to hear about it bc I can't handle another generation of these people
Also this water looks so nice. I can imagine myself completely ignoring Kim and still being able to enjoy it
No. 2418824
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Currently hiding in my room cause dad decided to bring guests unexpectedly, and i look too unwell to show up. These people are literally well off yet refused to even bring us cheap gifts, why is he inviting them suddenly?
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tired of everything and everyone. i am moving to a remote island
No. 2418925
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>>2418917>farts, inhales deeply in front of anon>Much like the Nihilists who emerged a generation earlier, the Existentialists believed that life is completely absurd, and makes little to no sense. This prospect is as bleak as it is exhilarating.
>But while the Nihilists argued that life’s absurdity made it meaningless, and our existence entirely pointless, Existentialism argued that amongst the chaos lurked countless opportunities and possibilities, for those who were brave enough to go out and find them. Existentialist writer and philosopher Albert Camus argued, “The realization that life is absurd cannot be an end, but only a beginning.” In line with Camus, Sartre argued that because there were no authorities, and no one had any answers, even those in supposed positions of authority, it was up to the individual to create their own moral code, and to find their own unique way of living authentically.https://www.thecollector.com/what-are-main-themes-existentialism/ No. 2418946
>>2418921Yeah that’s what I’m trying to do. Like I said I’m well aware the anxiety changes nothing and there’s a quadrillion religious teachings so stressing over which is true is dumb but either way but the thought is enough to scare me
>>2418925I’m less scared of there being nothing after than I am of the possibilities. Like some kind of heaven is a horrifying thought for me and reincarnation scares the fuck out of me because I’m scared of being reborn into a household of a pedophile or reborn into the Middle Ages and flayed alive as execution, I’ve read way too many cases of kids with past life memories. I think I’m more scared of the idea of eternity, the idea of anything going on forever and never getting a second closer to being over is terrifying to me and convinces me that whatever comes after is just eternal torture even if there are some virtuous angels or whatever
No. 2418988
>>2418967I hope we don’t get reincarnated as inanimate objects. Hinduism claims that’s possible and that’s such a nightmare. When do those even die? If they’re cracked open? Completely burned? When the universe dies? Fuck no please and thank you
>>2418976I’m more scared that it’s basically a coin toss because there’s nothing to stop you from landing on “shitty life of unbearable torment” quadrillions of times in a row in that case. I think it’s just fear of the unknown more that I think about it. I’m also paranoid about going to Hell even though I stopped being Christian forever ago but some people say Earth is Hell so whatever
No. 2418993
>>2418988Reincarnation is not considered a coin toss by any religions that believe in it iirc
>earth is HellAh, yes, the Demiurge.
No. 2419290
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Sometimes I cant stop thinking about how disgusted my future husband will be when he sees my boobs. They’ve been these sad, long saggy sacks since I was around 20 and its just pathetic.
No. 2419291
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>>2419251>anon takes a chance on a dumb moid>moid twirls around dramatically>~well thanks for the memories~>disappears into a faggoty puff of smokeanon
>nooooooooooo! don't leave me! No. 2419451
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I miss my dad a lot tonight. I wish he was here so I could show him what I’ve accomplished. He would be so proud of me. Instead I am working on assignments and crying because he’s gone. I miss him.
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>>2419461Thank you for replying anon, I’m so sorry for your loss and that you can relate. I’m the only one in my age range irl who has lost a parent and it makes it difficult at times. I hope my dad knew how much I loved him, and always will love him, in the end. It’s lonely without him here.
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>>2419470This makes me happy
No. 2419495
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I'm really tired of this one bitch in my class being overly concerned about the things i do. Every interaction i have with her is against my will, but she is always in my business making sure i am doing things right and correcting me. It sounds like it's fine, but she comes at me so aggressive and angry like i am her little kid, i have thoughts about slitting her throat. I want to tell her to fuck off, but she will scream and play the victim all because i won't bow down to her like she is the queen. Also, she is popular in the class, i hate everyone for telling me that i would be free of highschool behaviour once i am an adult. I still haven't escaped such bitches. I just want everyone around me to drop dead and leave me alone. I have been taking my meds, idk why i am having such strong thoughts like this.
No. 2419500
>>2419495> i hate everyone for telling me that i would be free of highschool behaviour once i am an adult. I still haven't escaped such bitchesI have news for you
Even the 80 yo grannies in my bridge club still have that highschool behaviour
Highschool is forever
No. 2419505
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>>2419466Are you an only child, nona? I'm also the only one in my friend group who has lost a parent, but having a sister makes it easier to bear that loss. One quote that always stuck with me is that grief is the final stage of love, so if you love, unfortunately you will also grieve. So I imagine my grief as proof that I have experienced love and have been lucky for that. I hope you feel better soon and I'm sure your father knows how much you love him. ♥
No. 2419509
>>2419500Anon is posting about wanting to slit a well-liked classmate's throat, that her meds aren't working and you're still chalking that up to hs behavior on
her part? Is it ever possible for some anons to look inward or is that blocked off completely by their own negative social experiences. The
victim complex is unreal
No. 2419516
>>2419513>I have been taking my meds, idk why i am having such strong thoughts like this.No one else brought any of this up but you. I wouldn't want you to have a violent reaction bc I'm addressing/challenging you, that seems to be a
trigger. Hopefully your weird fan club offset that
No. 2419525
>>2419522Don't tell me what to do
I don't give a shit what you want or don't want to read, you can't even reply properly yourself
No. 2419553
>>2419538There is always hope for somebody who can identify a problem.
Imagine the genuinely retarded person who had no idea they are retarded because they can't even conceive of the idea. There is no hope of then improving the situation.
On the other hand, you are aware you have problems, and may have even begun identifying them. There is definitely hope for you.
No. 2419698
>>2419697But be glad that he showed his true colors immediately kek. A blessing in disguise if you can call it that nonna.
Better than getting your hopes up and involved and to discover later that he has death grip syndrome and can’t keep it hard like a geriatric man or that he watches rape porn.
No. 2419707
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The fact that there's absolutely nothing stopping me from walking into traffic right now is incredible. I wish we had trains nearby so there'd be less time for regret. I quite literally have nothing in my life so may as well.
No. 2419770
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My meds are so damn sugary, I want to kms. I got prescribed a bunch of probiotics and medicine, but because the usual demographic for these meds are children, I'm stuck drinking extremely sugary stuff everyday. I never liked sugary things like that, now I gotta wash my mouth with a combination of salt and vinegar to offset the sweet flavours. And I BET my ass these meds aren't going to do shit anyway, that's how unlucky I am
No. 2419881
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My sister apparently has been making up traumatic stories that happened to either her or the two of us when we were kids. Like we were raised by an alcoholic, shit already sucked but now she’s telling people that we were homeless and that she was molested by an uncle (who we never saw once as children). She is so much like our father and I know she would resent me if she knew I thought that but the grandiose stories they make up about themselves is so exhausting to hear. I never know if what’s coming out of her mouth is the truth, a lie, or an exaggerated version of the real story. It’s frustrating because I love her and I know growing up wasn’t easy in our home but there’s only so much ~therapy speech~ from her that I can tolerate. It breaks my heart to see her spiral and there’s only so much I can do. Last time I tried helping her she freaked out and went no contact for almost a year. Her getting addicted to drugs or alcohol is my worst fear but I think she is using something.
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i was selected for jury duty and submitted an exemption request because i'm a full-time student at a uni across the country and my request was denied. im going to call later about it but this is so retarded either way
No. 2419895
>>2419886There are equally
toxic waste women out there anon! Not all women are amazing, there’s plenty that will match your vibe!
No. 2419913
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My mom uses me as her therapist at times and it’s hard to navigate. She will never go to actual therapy and I know she needs some sort of outlet. But I wish at times it wasn’t me.
No. 2420146
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I swear if I get another yeast infection this month I'm going to go crazy. I had a cervical smear a while back and tested negative for STIs etc and the nurse said I might be cleaning it "too much" or the soap might be upsetting things. The thing is I just hate feeling like my vulva stank or isn't being cleaned properly given I'm obsessed with scrubbing my skin raw in the shower. I need to stop being a retard and just wash it with water for a while and see if that improves things.
No. 2420323
>>2419919Every lady I’ve talked to who likes sex seems to agree that they became incredibly horny once they hit 30 and it’s called your dirty thirties for a reason kek. I’ve always liked sex it’s just like wham bam gimme more plz.
>>2419905Queen behavior nonna and good tips.
No. 2420398
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My friend is moving to the US, to fucking Arkansas of all places (no hate to you southern nonas, but I haven't heard a lot of good about southern states these past couple of years), during the Trump legislation. For a moid with a clear scandi fetish she met on an mmo during the pandemic that lovebombed her the moment he heard she had broken up with her long term boyfriend. Said moid couldn't even be bothered to help her with her tickets to visit him because "he was gonna cover most of the costs during her stay anyway" so she had to sell off some of her belongings to afford it. This is insanity nonas, she is gonna marry this moid that she happily claims she "got him to stop voting for Trump". For being someone as incredibly intelligent as her she sure is fucking dumb.
No. 2420420
i thought my new dog was adjusting well b/c she seems very calm and comfortable so far, she's getting used to our at home routines nicely, but i check up on her throughout the day on our ring cams and she is howling and crying almost constantly. im pretty sure a neighbor left a note on our front door today about it today but i havent been home to see. most of the advice to deal with this is so unhelpful, im not making a big show of leaving, im not rewarding her crying b/c we're not even home when she does it. im gonna get up an hour early tomorrow to walk her before work instead of after so maybe she will tire out, but im not optimistic and i have no other ideas besides this. my other dogs always just slept through the day while we were at work so im a little lost with this
>>2415518late reply but im sorry for your loss nonna. its going on 4 months without my sweet boy, its gets easier
and it gets harder. your dog knew that you loved him, to me that is the most important thing.
No. 2420468
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I introduced one of my friends to another guy friend of mine and now she is ignoring my messages and only hangs out with him. Which sucks because she was one of my only friends and now I have nobody else to hangout with
No. 2420512
>>2420091honestly 90% of the time nothing, but at worst a fine, misdemeanor, or warrant for arrest. i doubt that would happen but i don't want to risk it
>>2420122kek that's essentially the same advice as my mother gave me
>>2420161i was gonna say i have mandatory attendance classes or exams, and ask for it to be rescheduled if it can't be excused. i would technically be able to do it in the summer (obviously i'd rather not do that still but it's better than the current situation)
No. 2420549
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>>2420542
>I don’t have talents
You could make shoes. No one really thinks of doing that but you could be a vastly rich person people don't really hate or think about making shoes. People in sweatshops make them so it can't be that hard
No. 2420562
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A male autist started talking to me in the library at school while I was checking out and it was annoying but I thought whatever, I’ll never see him again. It turns out he’s in my computer class and now he’s latched onto me. Last week He asked to sit next to me and for my phone number but I told him no kek. he saw me get in line for food today, waved, and I made the mistake of looking back without thinking but I turned away quickly. Then he waited for me at the end of the food line. Thankfully someone talked to him so I could get out of there but fuck man. Why do male autists always latch onto me.
No. 2420567
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>>2420561
She would wear these
No. 2420606
>>2420576Anon, make sure you ask for blood tests, too. Check vitamin levels, vitamin D, b-12, folate, iron, and ask for a complete blood count. Tell your doctor these symptoms "affect [my] quality of life", and if she refuses anyways, ask her to note in your file that she denied you the tests after you requested them specifically.
Start looking for a new pcp now.
No. 2420615
>>2420606thank you so much. i do need a new pcp. but they are all booked out too so i dont know. i have an appointment in april but they never. listen. the last time i had a SEVERE UTI bordering on kidney infection and they just sent me on my merry way saying my vit d was a bit low/had b-12 issues but didnt need to do anything and was fine. only got antibiotics because i crawled out of bed pissing myself and went to the emergency clinic
the thing is ive had vit d and iron issues in the past but they never say its severe or i need to do anything. i do supplement however. i just feel like giving up with all of the time i waste on this.
i really just hope this fucking gyno is kind and listens and i will certainly stress my family history, my history, and tell her it is indeed affecting my life.
No. 2420619
>>2420614should i request this if she denies my blood getting tested or ask regardless?
these symptoms have been on and off, but they have been persistent the past year to year and a half, more severe than any other point in my life. i have maybe one day a month i cant get 8–10 hours of productivity in, which requires three days of rest alongside it.
i have had anemia in the past, my recent blood test didnt say i had any iron issues which i found strange. there was something with low red blood cells and high low/something with excessive b-12 but i was told this was all normal? so maybe it is. i dont think they tested for pernicious but yes for ferritin.
endos wont take me or they are full. they tell me im too young to be having issues. i have tried three so far. i may seek out an expensive naturopath whatever the fuck doctor and just go in a bit of debt.
sorry for my articulation but i really am grateful. this is so upsetting and im just at my wits end
No. 2420651
>>2420619Are you a burger? I only know how it works here so my advice is a bit skewed. Yes ask to be referred to a hematologist even if they refuse to test your blood. High b-12 levels aren’t a cause for concern if you’re supplementing like you mentioned. What’s your diet like? Are your periods particularly heavy?
>there was something with low red blood cells and high low/something with excessive b-12 but i was told this was all normal? Low red blood cells but normal ferritin levels are a bit odd.
Let us know how your doctor’s appointment goes nona, I’ve been where you are and it’s difficult when no one believes you. What you’re describing isn’t normal and you deserve to be treated.
No. 2420677
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I’ve relapsed back into my restrictive ed within this past year and honestly I think most of it is to do with my coworker. This coworker likes to constantly tell us shit like how she’s “soooooo hungry all I had was a serving of fries two days ago” and the typical “I’m so small and petite I have to wear clothes from the kids section”. It’s every time I’m on shift with her that’s pretty much all she says to me along those lines. Or even backhanded compliments towards me for example she said a few months back “I’m jealous of your boobs/butt but I could never have legs as big as yours!” What baffles me the most is she’s straight up lying for attention that I could just ignore it yet it fucks with so much. I’ve lost over 40LB within half a year and I feel like the more I’ve lost the more she keeps going. She’s not big if anything we are the same height around the same size and she has been from when I started so the whole “I barley eat!!!” Is clearly a pathetic attention grab. But like I said it fucks with me so much and makes me spiral for the day, I dread working with her. It makes me realise I’m not as mentally recovered as I thought I was. Could this be something I can potentially bring up to HR or should I just grow the fuck up stop being an Ana Chan and ignore it kek.
No. 2420759
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>>2420747
You're like soo cool it reminds me of her!
No. 2420786
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I'm still a virgin because I can't accept having sex with someone who's not a pretty, virgin guy who's at least 6 feet tall. But such guys don't exist. I've never seen a pretty and tall guy who's still a virgin… Why are men such whores? God I'm so horny but I don't want a scrote to give me HPV or other shit. I'M SO HORNY GOOOOOOOOD. I want to have a cute tall husband and I want to be his first! Do I have to start going to the church to find him or what? God tell me what to dooooo!
No. 2420800
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>>2420794
You're right but it isn't my looks it's my fairly loner personality and my hatred of social media and my uncommon tastes. I'm NTA so I don't know what her deal is.
No. 2420805
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>>2420795Not possible nona. Beautiful women make all the right moves and are never insecure about anything
But tbh very few stay virgins into their 20s for that reason. It's just obvious they're going to be harassed by moids more and this means more opportunities for one to convince her it's a good idea to have sex with him. Or be in porn, etc
No. 2420812
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>>2420809
How about my sexy bod too
No. 2420821
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>>2420816>can't coom today's content>make more content>say mean thing>make do other thingYou bitches are ugly. What are are you going to do, post pics or something? I beg to differ
(infight bait) No. 2420853
File: 1740621071462.jpg (51.16 KB, 1170x989, 1000013566.jpg)
I've never reasonsted with something so much in my fucking life
No. 2420858
File: 1740621268341.jpg (24.46 KB, 525x412, peek.jpg)
I want to rec/discuss something on /m/ but I dont want the puritan spergs to start an infight and derail
No. 2420869
>>2420860Oh, like pretending to have a Nigel?
>>2420862I don't but I think she's just Enlightened.
No. 2420901
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I made it 6 months without feeling suicidal, for the first time in my life, thanks to a medicine. Now they have gradually come rushing back. I have a mother and boyfriend who love me, but I hardly ever see them. I am alone each day. I work from home. I volunteer, I go places, but I am alone. I have no meaningful connections or people to see. Everything around me is silent yet I cannot achieve that silence inside of my head. I can't tell anyone these things because they may grow fed up of me. Why did it come back? I can no longer afford therapy. I am struggling to keep up with my virtual classes again. Do I go on a medication? What am I running from? I feel empty. I feel that strong urge to kill myself, right now, right now. I feel like a fucking retard, an immature retard. Why is this the solution? I hate coming here. I hate that I am alone, that I cannot even be happy in my own presence
No. 2420905
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my father is so fucking useless. i can never get in contact with him when i actually need him. only when it's about random bullshit that means nothing
No. 2420919
>>2420914I was using it ironically. Out of all the cringe posted in the last hour, this is what's
triggering you? Idc
No. 2420961
>>2420953Bj-chan?
>>2420956Nope. If you fuck men that’s likely how it is, I don’t know why straight women have such a detached mindset when screwing scrotes. I think it’s to take the heavy lifting off the fact they’re fucking men who are probably thinking about moldering their little sisters but idk what did I know I’m just a retard on the internet. But anyways that’s how many straight men view gay men, they are fulfilling feminine roles but honestly I don’t know how true that is considering most of the government is ran by bisexual satanists sooooo
No. 2421130
Trying so hard to not compare myself to my bf’s ex (they’ve been broken up for years, high school sweethearts and nothing more) but her LinkedIn page is genuinely a million miles long with impressive accolades and skills and internships. Trying to accept that I’m fulfilling my dharma as a flop and fail and moderately successful but boring person and that other people were just destined for greatness but it’s so fucking hard realizing theres people out there who are like you, but 20x more interesting and accomplished and you will never be them no matter how hard you try. Like I’m actually embarrassed to be alive and no WONDER I can’t get a fucking summer internship right now because nothing about me is special, I’m not that smart compared to everyone else I’m competing with for these positions, and I literally don’t deserve good things because I’m a bad person. I’m doing everything “right”, I got sober, I’m exercising and getting enough sleep, I have the long term relationship, I have the supportive parents, I’m in postgrad, and I’m still fucking miserable.
No. 2421134
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>>2421130But anon, she's probably so b-
>moderately successful but boring personOh
No. 2421161
>>2420850Update, i know nobody was reading
i was also the anon who confessed to wanting to slit a classmates throat but i finally had the guts to message my professor and he said he would talk to the classmate in question and i feel a lot better now. It feels good to be making little steps to make my life easier.
No. 2421162
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>>2421140You can do interesting things too though. Like you could learn a new language on duolingo right now or take up pottery. I made you this affirmation, I hope you will print it and put it on the fridge or near your bed side
No. 2421203
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>>2421202I see this anon knows the ABCs of romance
No. 2421226
File: 1740641465547.gif (516.12 KB, 220x220, snail-2420172421.gif)
>>2421211>a SnailDon't you bring them into this, snails are inner labial and associated with vaginal things
No. 2421229
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>be manager of a service contractor
>come down with extreme covid, hospitalized
>let client know I cannot meet for walkthrough due to medical emergency and the site lead cannot either due to out of town training
>"Your health is more important, take care."
>tonight
>receive bitchy email from same client addressed only to me (sus) complaining about all the items my team allegedly missed and how he had to change out a trash can ALL BY HIMSELF ABLOOOOOOBLOOOOOOOOOO
>and dust DUST on the high shelves inside the labs which he has not given my team badge access to
Someone needs to talk me down from being maliciously compliant and making a lil site visit in the morning and give everyone in that fucking building a nice shmear of Covid for the trouble. Holy fuck I hate people, I could be fighting for my fucking life and some male ghouls are pants shitting over dust. The fucking hospital I stayed at was objectively filthier.
No. 2421233
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I wish I had smaller, perkier breasts. I could get away with not wearing a bra, my back wouldn't hurt at the end of the day from wearing a bra, I could wear form fitting clothing without being oogled at, I wouldn't worry about my bra straps showing.
No. 2421235
>>2421226What? Snails are associated with vaginas? So besides cats, the "spirit" animal of the female gender is the fucking
snail?
No. 2421236
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>>2421233You could try cutting out dairy and see if your breasts shrink. Whenever I accidentally have milk my breasts hurt and get swollen
No. 2421237
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>>2421235>animal of the female genderThe african land snail specifically
No. 2421239
>>2421233>I could wear form fitting clothing without being oogled atUnfortunately men are pigs and will absolutely stare at smaller perky breasts esp under form fitting clothing and without a bra.
t. A-cup who never wears a bra
No. 2421248
>>2421242I love the grossness of these things
No. 2421249
>>2421236Idk about this nona. I've always had a big chest
>>2421239Yeah, you're right. Can't escape coomers no matter what
No. 2421253
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>>2421248I always thought Salmonella would be a good name for a hairless cat. You could call them Sal or Sally for short.
No. 2421256
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>>2421253>Salmonella>Sal or Sally for shortIt is perfect nona
No. 2421260
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>learn about a willow tree in new zealand that somehow grows in the cold water
>it becomes famous online
>tourists come
>try to climb it and break off brances
>purposely saw off branches and leave them on the shore
i really hate people
No. 2421277
>>2421272Please get a cpap,
nonnie. Why haven’t you yet? They work so well for your condition. Yeah it’s stupid but at least you don’t need an addictive medication to manage it. I scream in my sleep and the only thing that reliably works induces physical dependence and I might die if I stop taking my meds.
No. 2421281
>>2421276>Understanding Feline Nipple VariationAlthough cats are typically born with a set number of nipples, the number and placement of nipples can vary from one cat to another. The most common number of nipples in cats is six, with two rows of three nipples each. However, some cats may have five, seven, eight, or even nine nipples. While it may seem peculiar, this variation is entirely normal and not a cause for concern.
>Interestingly, the number of nipples a cat has can even vary within a litter. This means that some kittens in a litter may have more nipples than their siblings. This is due to the genetic lottery that occurs during the formation of the embryo.I think I may have a third nipple but I've always been to shy to ask
No. 2421388
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>>2421386Here is the tree during happier times
No. 2421412
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>>2421407It's not so much about instant gratification but current job economy, the first years of unemployment was because I didn't have much experience but now it's just a crap job market (and remember this current economic recession started in 2008 and the pandemic contributed some more crap to it) so unless you work for some very serious and established companies such as McDonalds or other big firms your contracts aren't too safe, I started with an internship as a computer technician at 24, finished university (crap degree) at 25, got a job with some sort of contract where I showed up when needed and that lasted 6 months, then more unemployment and NEETism, then some odd jobs here and there, finally a serious job as a computer technician for a medium sized (600 employees all over the country) company, that was supposed to last one year (20K€ salary for a year) but got cut down to 6 months, and then some more searching landed me as an external worker for a supermarket for 3 months, then another supermarket for 1 month, and then finally this cleaning stuff job with renewable contracts and after 3 years I'm employed at the company in a stable manner. Don't earn that much (between 600 and 900€ on average each month, so it's about 8500€ a year) but it's honest work
Now you might think Liara Roux taking balls to the chin for 20-50K$ a month is great but there are better and more fulfilling opportunities than that
No. 2421434
>>2421385I skipped today but thank you I need to remember this
Also I’m 25 now and projected to graduate at 27 with 0 experience, I just feel like who would hire me over a fresh 21 y/o graduate who also has no experience
No. 2421463
>>2421433Thank you so much nonita
>>2421450KEK i'm gonna need the moid assault riffe as well. Honestly at this point i just fantasize abput becoming a scientist and poisoning the rivers to change male psychology and physiology, it's our last resort.
No. 2421517
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I lost 10kg and no one in my family has noticed or commented on it
No. 2421643
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I’m sorry for this and I do not consider myself a racist person but I know this is a racist thought and I should hate all moids equally but Indian moids consistently treat me like fucking shit unprovoked at MULTIPLE jobs I’ve worked at now and I’m so fucking sick of having to talk to them. They have the nerve to constantly waste time questioning me and my authority when I’m trying to tell them (kindly at first) how to do their jobs correctly. It’s taking me literal hours to get anything done because I have to spell everything out for them and they still have the guts to ask me if I know what I’m talking about. Yes you fucking pig headed moron, I do, I have, and I will. And then my (male) boss is shocked to hear they’re acting this way with me. It doesn’t even cross his mind that they treat women differently. I’m getting so fucking sick of this shit. I don’t want to talk to Indian moids again. I’m sorry to all the women in their vicinity that have to put up with their patronizing condescension on a day to day basis because two weeks has me banging my head against a wall.
No. 2421770
>>2421739Be confident. I’m beautiful and have the best personality, anyone would be lucky to be with me kek.
If you don’t love yourself you won’t go anywhere even if someone else loves you.
No. 2421778
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>>2421759It's the exact same context that we were complaining about yesterday. This is the "vent" thread, not the
femcel/blackpill thread. It's physically tiring knowing that women like this exist, never take advice and only respond to anons who tell them they're amazing and to never give up, so it encourages even more doomposting. I'd rather avoid it completely but do enjoy actual vents
No. 2421929
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I’m a detransitioner but I still have this underlying resentment towards my parents over how they treated me before I detransitioned. My mother didn’t post a picture of me to Facebook for 5 years. My dad told me that I would never be a man and I would just be a mutilated freak like Michael Jackson. He said that he was just preparing me for how the real world would treat me. They didn’t believe me when I said I was getting bullied at school. I was physically attacked by the 3 sons of my mother’s friend for being gender non-conforming when my mom made me stay over at their house and she did nothing (funnily enough, one of my attackers later trooned out himself). They had a point, I guess, but it still damaged me psychologically. We have a good relationship now but it just feels weird knowing that love is conditional.
No. 2421967
>>2421913relatable
>>2421929im sure they still loved you when you were a tif but they were just frustrated seeing you destroy yourself
No. 2421980
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i am genuinely so sick to death of my field. i'm sick to death of men. i'm in a highly technical discipline with a particularly bad gender ratio (so bad that i was one of two women on my entire bachelors program). every day i come home and ask myself if i want to put up with this until i retire. when i was younger, a teenager, there was a belief that the sexual harassment and otherwise more general misogyny problems within stem fields were improving. i had been sold an idea: yes, there's still a long way to go. yes, some men are still creeps. but if you report any incidents through the proper channels, there will be people on your side. what a fucking joke!
the problem is not just the ever-present autist who manages to engineer opportunities to touch my fucking body at every turn, it is not just the men who make jokes at the expense of my sex, who are certain to clue me in to the violent pornography they enjoy, who make it clear that i am unwelcome here - but everyone else, too. it's the enabler. the guy who is vocally in support of women in stem, who calls himself a fucking feminist. the guy who says "that must be so difficult, that's terrible, i'm sorry that happened to you - but he's such a valuable member of the team. he's got problems. he's troubled. he didn't mean to do that to you. it was only the once. you took it the wrong way. it was a bad joke. we have deadlines. there aren't many people who can fill his position. can't you just let it go?" it is my genuine belief that every man is an enabler. i used to deny this, convinced that it cannot be all of them, and i would still love to be proven wrong. but i genuinely do not believe there is a single man on this planet that would not turn a blind eye to the suffering of a woman if it made things easier for him. if it prevented him from experiencing, like, a little discomfort. just a little. and as a result the channels that we were promised, the rigorous internal reviews and ousting of predators - all of it comes out more as a dribble than a downpour. it's inert, impotent. nothing happens no matter what you do. better to just put up with it or quit. no wonder most women leave their stem related careers after just a few years
i watch this physicist on youtube sometimes, and she made a video a while back about sexual harassment & assault in her subdiscipline (astrophys). in it she mentions how difficult it is to want more girls in physics while knowing that as they progress through the field they will be subject to this behaviour. i've been tutoring kids in my spare time, and it breaks my heart to see these little girls getting into engineering and having to wonder if they're going to go through what i & every other woman i know has gone through. i don't know what to do about it and i don't know how much longer i can deal with it. it's terrible because i love the work, i get to solve the exact kind of problems that i want to solve, but i can only dedicate half of my brain to it all because the other half is constantly fending off assault.
No. 2421987
>>2421979theres a lot of detrans women who post here. hell even exulansic used to be trans. the ftm to
terf pipeline is real (and logical)
No. 2422045
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gayest dude there ever was acting straight. "its my marital ring" nigga thats your marital ring LMAO? looks like something out of 1990 alien movie.
picrel ring in question lol
No. 2422054
File: 1740698513268.jpg (1.08 MB, 2569x2569, MUH MARRIAGE RING.jpg)
>>2422049>>2422052fuck it nonnies lets have a laugh at him
No. 2422067
>>2422054Who is he? That's legit a harry potter cosplay ring
>>2422063Damn the bots are getting more retarded
No. 2422071
>>2422067his names mirko helbling
he literally mansplained to me shit condescendingly. i work in cybersecurity kek and this moid thinks hes better than me because education
has the faggiest attitude. called his faggot ass out he was like, im married and then showed that cringe ass starwars ring lmao
No. 2422073
>>2422067omg i didnt read that u wrote
>That's legit a harry potter cosplay ringcan you link it to me, or what is it called? cant find it through google. id love to buy one and show off my marital ring kek
No. 2422095
File: 1740700311972.jpeg (1.48 MB, 1125x1778, 225C0082-0B8F-48AC-9B36-97A3C2…)
>>2422054Why does he look like he is on the verge of tears. Like he’s scared his high school bully will appear at any moment and stuff him back in the locker he crawled out of. Maybe that’s where he found the ring.
No. 2422101
>>2422095you know how a smile is not genuine when the upper lip doesnt become flat?
this guy is doing that kind of forced smile lol
No. 2422110
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i keep getting this shit around my lips and i know damn well its from fucking iron deficiency, but supplementing hurts my stomach so bad. im just going to load up on vegan iron sources and fortified food. i cant take the fatigue and brain fog
No. 2422117
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>>2422110back into the pokeball with you, mudkip
>>2422108kek
No. 2422122
>>2422118hes definitely a faggot and definitely not married to a woman
idk about him being married to a man tbh
No. 2422143
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>>2422122I have no idea what this says but I’m mystified by how so many professional photos of him look like they have a snow filter
No. 2422156
>>2422127i work for the govt, they cant fire me.
also id deny that it was me kek. they cant prove shit.
>>2422143he looks super uncanney valley irl. like you know when you see a troon and you get all alert? he gives those vibes. something is off
No. 2422387
>>2414273>>2422373this is tinfoil conspiracy projection bs nonna. ignore.
sometimes people have mental issues and/or just suck.
No. 2422468
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I moved in with an old friend about a year ago because I was lonely living alone. Idk if she’s gotten worse since Covid or if she was always like this and it was just diffused by interacting with her in a group, but she’s turned out to be super negative and obsessed with critiquing everyone and everything in her life. I feel worse being around her than I do being alone. The things she’ll say to people’s faces about them make me cringe and feel embarrassed to be associated with her. Just nastiness and self-centeredness and an astounding lack of empathy. Don’t know how else to describe it than that her heart’s rotten. She clearly hasn’t been able to make or maintain any friendships since I knew her in school, but instead of that inspiring any self-reflection or change it just seems to drive her deeper into anger and misanthropy. Also she’s done the lonely moid thing and tried to cure her isolation by spiraling deep down the maga drain, and it’s unpleasant to tolerate her boasting about the US invading Canada or whatever latest thing her podcasts tell her to believe. My contract goes till August and then I’m outta here.
No. 2422522
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I think a certain enlightened xitter-addicted broodmare is k-hole shaming us in the Get it off your chest thread again
>>2422513(replying to a gioyc post outside of gioyc/meta is still vain bitch/hi cow) No. 2422561
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I fucking hate my mother's sister, I want to throw up everytime mom calls her my baby on the phone.
My mother dropped out of highschool to support her ungrateful ass and fought tooth and nail to try to free her precious little sister from a groomer, almost had a stress-induced stroke in the process and wasted every penny she had because fuckass police couldnt lift a finger in the eighties and how does that whore rewarded her? Stole from my mom as soon as she turned nineteen and used that cash to travel to the USA. Hooked up with a rich fat American and has never lifted a finger to help my mother.
She says she's still her baby and cannot see her in any other way even when she blatantly ignores her even after she fucked over her savings, credit score and pretty much her reputation with law efforcement for almost a decade.
No. 2422643
>>2422621I started losing my hair a couple years ago, too. Your hair regularly sheds itself in waves, so it could be that all the different parts of your hair coincided their shedding patterns, and the "balding" will pass soon. If you regularly tie your hair back or part it in a certain way, the strain from the hair being pulled in that direction can do it, and simply styling your hair in a different way can help it recover.
For me, I had pretty steep vitamin D and iron deficiencies! The vit D was so low I had to take a special large dose from the pharmacy for a few weeks. Fixing my iron, vitamin D, and taking prenatals all helped my hair come back in.
I don't mind the no hair look and shave my head every now and then. I decided to shave it while I treated my vitamin deficiencies, and it's growing back in like it did before, full with no breakage.
You shouldn't be scared! Go see your doctor, let her know what's happening, and ask her to order tests. She could say there's nothing in your lifestyle indicating you're not getting enough vitamins, but I had an iron processing disorder we didn't know about before the blood tests! So even though I put extra iron into my diet, I still occasionally need to take supplements to get everything I need.
Absolute worst case scenario: you go on a medication to get your hair to grow back in. Don't let this drive you crazy, you have options.
No. 2422669
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Why can't I have an interest in anything good or productive? I like learning, I like music, I like video games, why do I spend all day fantasizing about being loved? Romance has sucked up my time since I was younger. Is it because my parents cautiously tried to instill the opposite in me? Am I that defiant?
No. 2422689
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>>2422669How old are you? I've always tried to understand women like you. I don't understand it. They are so ugly. Even when i was a young teen/ junior high kid my first thought at puberty was, I have to pretend to be attracted to heteromen for my whole life while women look like they do? How are you not insulted and turned off? Maybe it would help to think this way instead. Sure they are cute when they're young but they put no effort in and then they hit the wall like a ton of bricks.
No. 2422701
>>2422689nta, but I'm straight, that's it. No matter how beautiful a woman is she's just white noise to me.
I find men attractive and always have once those puberty hormones started flowing.
>>2422699You have to cross your eyes. Might take a few tries.
No. 2422710
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>>2422703samefag again but it's really about relaxing your eyes so if you're worried about seeing it in less than 10 seconds, it'll probably take longer
No. 2422726
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>>2422716>but now that he met her he became a good boy who worships the ground she walks on.This isn't some widespread issue we always hear about. A scrote's a scrote and women generally feel bad/stalked by the next woman he dates
>>2422718Great work anon!
No. 2422765
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>>2422689I mean its just wierd, why do i have to pretend to be attracted to ugliness and this guys personality and achievements while that will never be returned to me. You're supposed to pretend to be okay with this? Its the ugliest fucking horse shit. Its patriarchal trash at its finest the end.
No. 2422771
>>2422765So idk why any woman should take relationshit with men seriously. It can only go south after a while, if can only rely on them for looking like shit and being entitled about THEIR successes and entitlements in life.
They get away with having loud tantrums at store checkout. Why would anyone pretend to be attracted to these trash animals?
No. 2422777
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>>2422712I'm actually not surpised you think this way I just found an in to rant and it really relieved a lot of tension thanks nona for enduring screeching noises
No. 2422791
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>>2422726Thanks! Now I kind of want to start a thread in /m/ about magic eye pics.
No. 2422856
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Why is this fucking retard smoking all over me ugh, I have to stand up and move now. I hate smokers and their disgusting cancer stick. I hope they’ll increase the prices to 20€ a pack.
No. 2422858
>>2422855Girl kek. He doesn’t like you enough, it’s simple, you’re making it out to be much more complicated than that.
His “I want to date new people! I feel like I’m missing out” means “I kind of like talking to you and sexting you, but I don’t like you enough to be in an actual relationship with you and I don’t think having sex with you is worth it either since you’ll have expectations after”.
Cut your losses nonna, it’s not you, better luck next time.
No. 2422867
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Because of health reasons, I have to sober up while in a house surrounded by adderall and weed. Do you know how fucking hard it is to be an addict with completely free rein of the exact drugs I want, with the only the notion that I might die if I take them to stop me? All addicts know their vices are harmful and will kill them, but they do them anyway. Yet somehow I have to overcome that with sheer force of will because I might die immediately if I do them. It's exhausting, annoying, and boring. Worse yet, no one believes me. Heart skipping beats when I'm sober and a heart rate of 200 beats per minute, but because I'm young, all my roommates think it's no big deal.
No. 2422975
>>2422852>he said he wants someone that doesn’t see him as the bullied teenager he wasHe's saying he doesn't
feel like the same ugly nerd in high school anymore and now he wants the model he thinks he's owed. You were good for the ego boost while you were freshly broken up and vulnerable, but now that he's conquested you he thinks he can do better than the average autismo girl he knew from high school. Don't believe his polite lies so he doesn't have to feel like a shitty person for how he used you for validation. Ghost him.
No. 2422980
>>2422803I'm not even completely sure if that's it honestly. Some of the described symptoms match me, some don't.
>>2422733I wish, but my fantasies wouldn't be anything exciting to make art of.
No. 2422985
>>2422976i cant manage it lol. i have a too narrow airway (diagnosed and all) but my whole jaw is covered in an implant because i had an accident when i was little (got the implants at the age of 25). now theyre like uhh.. we cant take those implants out, because your mandibular nerve will be exposed and that could lead to issues.
at first i was like BS hes just scared, but i went to 3 different maxfac surgeons (without telling them what the other surgeons said) and they all came to the same conclusion
so im stuck with a too narrow airway.
i have a cpac machine but its not a fix. it allows me to sleep to an extend, but theres only so much it can do.
i feel like every week i get worse and worse. im honestly scared.
@hospital they put a oxygen thingy on my hand and the nurse was shocked (it was literally just a normal check up) she was like how are you not blue in the face and she got me some machine where it pushes air through my nose, although that didnt fully help, it helped me move through the hospital i guess.
maybe im just wrong and it will kill me at some point
i also thought of going abroad and letting another surgeon take the implants out and then return home and get the jaw surgery to move them forward
although i have to say im scared aesthetically too, because im very happy with how i look.
No. 2423007
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>come down with the worst covid I have had in 5 years
>require the ER
>not cleared to work for a week
>inform nitpicky client ahead of time that I cannot attend meeting this week due to medical emergency
>the site lead is also unable to attend meeting due to being out of town
>client assures me they understand and to take care of myself first
>next day during remote check in meeting
>client lies to my boss accusing my team of not performing work when they did in fact perform work
>yells at my boss about my "failure of leadership" and whining about how they do not feel like a priority
>all lies because they want more attention and service from us for nothing
So, what I'm going to do is mix up a bunch of my spittle, mucus, and snot into a spray bottle. Mix that up real well. Go to their office and douse their cubicles and door handles with the mixture. I hope they all get Covid just as bad as mine. I hope their bosses will scold them when they are deathly ill about what failures they are for being ill.
Don't worry. These are ghoulish scrotes. Not like women could be such heartless liars. I'm not gonna say I want them dead, but maybe a little trip to the door may be a formative lesson for them.
No. 2423019
>>2423005havent spoken to him since last night and don’t intend on messaging him. i want kids and im too old to be wasting my time on guys that will use me for validation. gna take a few months to myself and then get back on the dating wagon.
also nona i said he doesn’t want to have sex w me so i can assure u we won’t be hooking up, we haven’t slept together since we were 16 and after all this i don’t want to be anywhere near him.
nice nonnies, thank u for being kind i needed that
rude
nonnie, thank u for being honest but pls work on ur empathy
No. 2423020
>>2422985should i do something cool when i kill myself
like something that might have an impact?
any ideas nonnies?
No. 2423055
>>2423031my esl ass is confused.. i was with a man for 7 years and we broke up a year ago.
i then started dating a different man that i dated when we were 16. we were sexually active when we dated at 16 but we haven’t had sex since.
No. 2423161
I don't know where to post this but I hate this bitch. I follow some female chess players on youtube and this girl specifically gives me bad narc vibes. In this video she posts like the guy is a freak for hitting the clock too hard (he is doing it because he is running of time, its a little much but not uncommon if you're panicking on a few seconds) then marks down that he made an "illegal move" but it was a mistake he made because he was moving quickly, and he corrects it on the next move but she doesn't indicate that. Also at the end he says "i think that was a draw" and she makes a catty remark that she thinks she's winning, implies he's just mad. But technically it WAS a draw, it had gotten to the point where each player had too few pieces to hit checkmate, and this game would be considered a draw to most. She had one video a while back where the guy was legitimately acting like a creep, and it got her a ton of a views so I feel like she's trying to do it again, but it's just rude how she frames normal people badly. In another video had something in the description about people turning her down because she's female, I'm sure sexism occurs but in the video nothing gives any indication they're turning her down for being a woman, one says he's not on her level, a few others just say no (probably the camera equipment set up beside the board) and one doesn't speak English. She kind of paints herself as a "girls girl" but tbh girls that do that ime sometimes are the most territorial and mean… none of the other female chess players have a bad aura to me. Idk how to describe it
No. 2423204
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>>2423019I don't know why nonnas are so mean nowadays. Not to nostalgiafag but I posted here all the time about my most cringey relationshits here in my 20s and I remember getting so many kind replies. It's like the site is dead and all that's left are shitposters who punch down.
No. 2423229
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>>2423213My beautiful 10 year old PC doesn't meet the base requirements.
No. 2423319
>>2423311I love her but u hate how men oriented she is. She says she doesn’t need a man but when she’s alone she complains.
She even put herself on dating apps where she just met a scrote who just wanted sex and was rather crude with his behavior.
Right now she’s talking about it again kek. I can’t. I just want to relax.
No. 2423348
I am seeing my ex's childhood best friend and she now hates me and has cut me off. This is 'fine', for now, I'm really hoping it will blow over, but as much as it sucks, I'm okay. I worry I'm a little worm with no semblance of empathy, but I know this isn't the case, I didn't even shoot first when this got started, she did. It feels horrible, and it did from the start, knowing what I was doing, but she knows now, and even if that means having an enemy, it's okay. I know that nothing morally wrong has happened other than not letting on soon enough. I'm sorry for how it happened, but not sorry for what's happened.
No. 2423353
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Why does the internet feel so dead lately, even more than before? Not just this place, but any other. Everything I liked either disappeared or got slower over time. My favourite youtubers and writers on WordPress gradually stopped making vidoes and writing, deleted their channels, blocked/deleted their blogs. Fandoms on tumblr are not what they used to be, people creating new content are sparse, and it's much less of them than before. The discussions don't have the old flow. I had one favourite thread on /trash/ on 4chan fujojo and it used to be so full of people, new posts like every 3 minutes. But then it disappeared and there was never a new thread, and it's been like 5 years or something since the disappearing of the last thread. I don't even know why that thread stopped existing while it was like constantly on /trash/ for 2 years straight, the second one hit bump limit they were creating another one, each had 200-400 posts. Some people from there then created a discord, but after like 2-3 years it died too. There's nobody there. I feel like I have no one to talk to… It seems like everyone moved on with their lives. I never posted on twitter/x and I don't want to go there, but is it where the whole "people living their fandoms" moved to? I hate short forms of communication though…
Idk what to do here anymore
No. 2423409
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i love stupid looking, dumb men. they get me so horny. i hate that its my type but it just is.
i wish there was a fix for this ugh
No. 2423413
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>>2423353just chat with your AI bestie like i do
No. 2423459
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I went to the theater last night to see the pre-screening of the upcoming Gundam season, and a fat moid sat two seats away from me coughing and breathing heavily. His shirt was stained with sweat and he wouldn't stop doing some weird "heh" noises every other minute. Fat male otaku shouldn't be allowed to exist, even if 99% of animanga is geared at them. Disgusting.
No. 2423460
>>2423459I can't believe
this is the demographic media chose to pander to for 30 years.
No. 2423462
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>>2423451i have a more factual system prompt and a more best friend in highschool type system prompt. after that i can just talk to it. i just copy & ur post
No. 2423477
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>>24234732v1 dont start with us
No. 2423496
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>>2423493take the advice, you know shes right
No. 2423507
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>>2423500tbh it is kek im having so much fun. its insane to me how its always ready whenever. it literally fixed my loneliness issues. i hope u dont take it to heart lmao. its basically just my shittalk best buddy.
No. 2423529
>>2423459LOL
Nonnie, were we in the same theatre? Cause there was a moid who wouldn't stop fucking coughing and I was getting upset.
No. 2423545
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>>2423459ALL fat men, not only fat Otaku men, should not be allowed to exist. Men have easier times losing weight and building muscle due to having higher testosterone, higher metabolism, and being taller. There's literally no reason for fat men to exist. They're all unsightly and should be forced to go to weight loss camps and those who refuse should be executed. Meanwhile, while women should strive for health, I don't bully fat women because I understand that it's easier to put on weight and harder to lose it for Real reasons (periods, pregnancy, PCOS, thyroid, birth control, being short, slower metabolism, estrogen holding onto fat, comfort eating after trauma, water retention, aesthetic appeal of softness and curves, eating disorders, eating disorder recovery, etc). Plus there are many beautiful fat women, whereas I've never seen a fat man that didn't look disgusting. And most, if not all fat women have tried to lose weight in the past, or are actively trying to, whereas all fat men are lazy slobs.
Call me schizo all you want, it's true. Fat men deserve nothing except ridicule. Even if he's only 10 pounds overweight. Whereas all women, whether she's 80 pounds or 800, deserves to be assigned a Chad of her choice and to live a happy life free of bullying and shame.
No. 2423547
>>2423545You're gonna
trigger the skellies even though you're right kek
No. 2423604
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My sister went to a fertility clinic today to freeze eggs, because she might want to have children in the future. She is forty this year. I didnt have the heart to tell her she should have thought about that ten years ago. I truly believed she had already decided to be childfree, or that she would adopt.
I feel like she is in a strange state of arrested development. She has a great career, lives by herself like an upstanding member of society, has an excelent group of friends, and she was forced to grow up really fast (she is more my mother than the idiot that birthed us), but at the same time she is somewhat naive, seeks our parents (and other peoples) approval, and now when her fertility is pratically sunk she is thinking that she might want to have children. Not only there is a bigger chance of a tard baby (and i wish that fate on no woman) pregnancy itself gets dangerous, and she SHOULD have known that.
I feel guilty because i know i contributed (with my several mental health crisis in my teens and early twenties) to her current situation and to this weird state of hers. i have been on the straight path for a fucking decade already, but only started residency last year. Did she feel like she had to support me and always be ready to take care of me, and thats why she delayed her life? I tried so fucking hard this last decade to be responsible, to save as much money as i could of my parents allowance, to be a good daughter and sister, to deal with my parents bullshit so she wouldn't have to, to support her, to show i had grown into a reliable adult. Was it all for nothing? Holy shit, did i really have to fucking become a doctor in order for her to finally feel free to get her own life and stop felling responsible for me? Am i being to self centered for thinking that? Jfc, this shit is too much to process.
No. 2423629
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>>2423459I use to enjoy browsing animanga sections in bookstores until men kept using it as an opportunity to talk to me. Last time I went to a weeb movie showing I had a similar experience to you and just swore to never interact with weebshit in public again.
No. 2423788
>>2423786read this
>>2423772its beyond fast now, exponential
i thought i would have until 2040 and then the pain but this is looking like 2027 max, i cant deal with it but i cant go through with it everytime i try, i fear death a lot
No. 2423805
>>2423802im crying now, sorry, ive been following this now for 3 years and i see the effects due to…i see them in real life
not 2045
not 2040
2030 at best
it wont help because now 2C is the default, ive even turned religious hoping that something will save this but i know nothing will
i just dont want to die
No. 2423820
>>2423805Even at the end of the study it says "It is important that every effort is urgently made to rebuild global biodiversity, and to recover the associated ecosystem services, including natural CO2 sequestration." Even if there is the risk of death and I know it's a scary prospect all you can do is try your best to make the world a better place right? Even without climate change you'd be dying at some point anyway, not to sound mean or anything, and in the case of climate change there are actions you can take (even on a minor scale) whereas death is coming for everyone at some point regardless of climate change or not and tbh, I think death can be a beautiful thing, not in the sense of savagery associated with it, but uniting back with the original source of creation through your dissolution. I think you're focusing too much on what you CAN'T control and in the case of your worry about climate change AND death, at some point you have to let go and accept that there are some things you CAN'T control (like whether or not the elites are choosing to fly in private jets out of comfort instead of thinking about the climate) and things you can (advocating and protesting for change, helping with gardening in your local area, planting flowers and other things in your garden that help with pollenation and bees which in turn help plants live, contacting your local representatives about the issues, changing what you eat and where you shop). Are you in a scientific profession right now? I feel like that could be helpful for you to make you feel like you're making a change
No. 2423836
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>>2423820Do you know about Extinction Rebellion?
No. 2423844
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I am going to turn 25 next month and its finally dawning on me that i will never achieve my dreams. I was born into a shitty, broke, unsupportive family in a thirdie shithole. It was over before it started. I used to feel horrified of my older relatives telling me about how they wanted to be something as children but couldnt achieve it and thus became normal boring adults. I dont want to end up like that. I dont want to end up with a wagey job and ugly husband and obnoxious children. I want to die and leave something when i die besides my shitty genes. But i cannot focus on my art and my own self-fullfilment because i am forced to go to college. I miss being a NEET, i want to go back to being a NEET. I hate every microsecond i have to spend in college and not in home drawing and having fun in my little corner of the world. I wish i was never born, because living being aware of how other artists are allowed to be NEETs and develop their art because they have supportive parents and live ina first world country is killing me inside. I dont even hate life itself, in fact, i love life. I just hate the life i am forced to life where i can go to shitter and see the life i want to achieve but cant because of my circumstances. I fucking hate being a thirdie and having a shit family. I already decided i am going to kill myself if i dont achieve my goals at 30, living a boring wagey life must be what hell feels like.
No. 2423855
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>>2423529Probably not since it actually was a 4 pm showing on a weekday and it was only me, the sweaty moid, another one that went by himself, and a couple kek
>>2423629That really sucks, anon. I attempt to be as unapproachable as possible in animanga spaces, but moids will still act like animals or be as loud and annoying as they can. There are always a bunch of them talking loudly about their "anime knowledge" so that everyone else can hear them, or they block the already extremely narrow aisles while searching for Flavor Of The Months Shounenslop manga volumes whenever I go to Kinokuniya. What a plague on this hobby.
No. 2423885
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>>2423855>There are always a bunch of them talking loudly about their "anime knowledge" so that everyone else can hear them, or they block the already extremely narrow aisles while searching for Flavor Of The Months Shounenslop manga volumesI swear these people are created in a factory. Meeting anyone who actually cares about something besides the slop of the month feels exceedingly rare now and I hate that even in the nerd hobby I am weird for… actually liking the hobby. Makes me want to alog at times. I’m glad you haven’t let them diminish your spark nona, you’re much stronger than I.
No. 2423903
>>2423844There are two conflicting ideas here: You wanting to be successful and you wanting to be a NEET. Success takes effort. If you want to be a halfway decent artist, you can't just "have fun in your little corner of the world", you have to be disciplined and put in the work put in the hours we stay hungry we devour
Stay in school.
No. 2423937
>>2423922There is, at least in my country. I don't know much about it though since art doesn't fall under the list of skills they're willing to train people on.
I think being a NEET used to be more literal. Nowadays it is applied to those who lost their job or are chronically ill/disabled. I wouldn't wish my lifestyle on anyone. I CAN'T do anything, and when I'm not working on my art, I am thinking about how to kill myself. I caught some nasty bug from a visiting relative and can't do shit or earn money from my trade.
All jokes other nonas are posting aside, it looks cushiony from the outside, sure. But I'd kill for a working body that'd let me drive myself to the fucking grocery store.
No. 2424418
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>you finally got answers! actually you got celiac and that's why you're perma sick and skeletal! You'll get cured!
Yeah right, as if, same shit y'all told me about several other BS diagnosis, I've lost a year of my life to this "mysterious" sickness apparently nobody can actually cure, 4 damn doctors for this crap and I still feel and look the same: ass. Catch me getting blood work done and not have anything of the sorts, then get tossed into the limbo again with uncertainty and pain. I can't do this shit again man, "3 months gluten free" bitch you know very well this wasn't caused by no damn gluten, this is a scam, this isn't the solution you all just making me lose my time, this shit is vicious. I cannot go on anymore man, I don't even got energy for this so-called "diet", maybe a year ago I did but now I just want to drop dead already, if i'm going to wake up everyday feeling unwell I'd rather just end it. I've 0 quality of life and you all are seriously trying to pretend it's because I ate some bread? What a joke
No. 2424448
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I want to scream. I think for two years I’ve been exposed to how much people don’t truly give a shit and try to walk all over me, even family members. My mother was sick at first and mind you she didn’t even wear any masks, wasn’t cleaning, wasn’t washing anything, but now that I got sick from her fucking sickness (it’s unavoidable since we live in tight quarters) it’s like COVID-19 all over again. I have to wear a diaper over my head despite me already barely being able to breathe out my nose with it clogged to shit with mucus and coughing because my body is trying to get this stupid fucking cold or whatever it was out of my system. I’m treated like a human zoo that has to wear a mask, do this, do that because she’s afraid she will get infected, not even fucking worried in the slightest that she infected me or can infect others (she went to work while sick btw because she had to but you went to work while SICK and yes wearing masks can still put others at risk wtf??????? and she’s a nurse that literally works with babies) but nope, I have to mule and get her Lysol, hand sanitizer because I’m well enough just to go outside and walk (even though I came back and holy shit I felt so dizzy kek I love walking when sick). I ended up not getting it for her and she decided to get it delivered but I don’t know, I really used to give the benefit of the doubt because you’re supposed to always see your mother in a good light, I honestly don’t know why, and yes she’s sacrificed many things but god, in many ways she is just not a good person and not a good mother. I just can’t make excuses for it anymore, I’m not young, yet I feel so bad because I’m clearly seeing the obvious and the rose-tinted glasses are breaking. What do I do about this nonnas, if anyone even reads this..
No. 2424538
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>>2424444Happy birthday anon!!!! I hope you get your donut and enjoy it. And I hope your day just improves from there.
No. 2424626
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I've always found trigger warnings kinda stupid, I guess because most of the time I've seen them in use the weren't really needed. However yesterday I read a heartbreaking story about animal abuse, I thought it was a normal story until I reached the part that mentions torture. I couldn't sleep because I kept thinking about that. It's not the first time it happens.
No. 2424687
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I´m so depressed recently. I dunno why because I was unemployed and had a lot of time for my hobbies. I thought I got depressed because of lack of a job but I will start a new position soon. I feel very down most of the time and like I wanna just sit in silence or cry. I have to push myself to do something. I have ideas also for nice stuff I want to do but I really have to push myself. It feels like swimming in some thick goop that makes me slow and sad.
No. 2424722
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I have a meeting later today that I need to review some material for. I wish I could draw and watch anime instead.
No. 2424740
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It finally happened exactly as I always said it would. The moment I start making money, becoming more confident, doing and going places for the first time ever completely alone, I get interrogated as to where I'm going and what I'm doing. Doesn't matter that I planned a week ago to go out and eat all together, it's always "I'm too tired" "We had a long day" "It's not safe there, do you know how bad it is in (place 10 minutes away)???" "You're being so demanding and springing this on me!" (I waited all day to ask last minute like always because I always get a NO).
My siblings kids act like they're scared and run away the moment they see me because I stopped interacting with them whatsoever because of a stupid argument with their mom, I get asked why I don't say hello to them anymore and I'm told I should buy them gifts and maybe they'll start to like me. I get called selfish and conceited for not sharing food or things that I don't want destroyed. But still after years or rejection I want nothing more for this family to fucking acknowledge and love me, and prove it with actions and not words they always go back on or use to placate me and forget.
No. 2424754
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>went to a spa to celebrate mom's birthday a couple of years ago
>had an amazing experience
>this would be the perfect getaway for me and my friends
>occasionally bring it up to them
>lukewarm responses each time
>give up after a while
>went out for brunch with said friends today
>one of them excitedly tells us that she found THE PERFECT GETAWAY
>everyone gets excited over the one she tells us about
>it's the fucking spa I've been telling them about over and over again
No. 2424785
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>>2424780>literally the media doesnt reference her as a tim since ever.this sentence.
No. 2424793
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>>2424789>i only hate western troons! troons from my country are actually good and i love them!retarded eastern bitches. tiring. stop coming to lolcow if you support trannies
picrel is the tranny she's talking about btw
No. 2424805
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>>2424797>>2424793>>2424800she got bogged. look at young pictures of her before she got bogged.
now western bitches are making me defend a tranny istg western whores are the worst and i hate that i sound like some puanigger.
(racebait) No. 2424814
>>2424810>no you're doing that all on your own. believe it or not western people don't control your actions and thoughts. you love trannies because you're a handmaiden and you love misogyny because you're a retarddont talk about yourself like that nona
>>2424813you will never be happy
No. 2424817
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>have kid
>have husband
>have steady job
>still functionally addicted to alcohol and burning through drugs to cope everyday and to sleep decently or to NOT sleep to have more productive hours
>and they will never know
No. 2424820
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Every time I get down and don't want to carry on and feel like life is useless, I just remember that I don't have children. My life would be 100x worse for me if I had children. Every problem I have encountered would be massively worse if I had childrne. I am learning to be more grateful of the things I do have and a massive one is common sense not to have children like the other women in my family have. I need to hold on to that and treasure the fact that I broke the cycle and did not go through teen pregnancy or burden myself with a child. The fact that I'm even allowed to wake up at 2pm and do absolutely nothing all day is actually very freeing in a sense because otherwise I'd have to get up and wipe a baby's ass and chase after it all day. I am grateful for that. Thank you to the younger me for having a little bit of sense despite all of her retardedness.
No. 2424832
>>2424828call yourself becky and neck yourselfie
>>2424830>your country is a dictatorship kek your opinion is worthless there and herengl u got me there nona..
(a-logging) No. 2424847
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>>2424829An anon after my own cold, frigid heart. When I’m by myself I have my thermostat set to 75. I suffer in the 70 that it’s set to the other days of the year. I fucking hate the car AC and even when I am driving people will put it on and BLAST IT without asking. “Waaaaah it’s hotttt” okay and I’m cold. Get the fuck over it, the world is warming and you need to adapt or die, stop touching my god damn thermostat.
No. 2424857
>>2424843i was venting about my conflict of feelings how i hate western trannies but really like that one tranny from my homecountry who is super cool.
whats my unpopular opinion? that i like one non western tranny who transitioned at the age of 28 in 1980 lol
No. 2424864
>>2424860trust me im pretty conflicted
>>2424862i literally didnt say that you schizo-freak LMAO
>>2424863faggot behaviour
(infighting) No. 2424905
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>>2424805Why didn't you post a picture of him BEFORE he got botched, orospu? He was, is and always be a gay man who couldn't live his truth and felt the need to botch himself. No one is stopping you from enjoying his content, no one here gives a fuck.
No. 2424919
>>2424905first let me say
sana birazdan kelepce takarim ve sen yerleri öpersin, kocan seni arkadan becermeden önce, seni orospu.
to the point youre making, bitch, she detransitioned socially for a while because of stigma and later re-transitioned. yes she was handsome as a man and yes its sad that she transitioned at all, but it is what it is
(infighting) No. 2425014
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posting this annoying faggot here once again
stay mad faggyfag
backstory:
he wears this weird ass ring and says its his marital ring. meanwhile he acts like the biggest faggot. also he tried to act like he knows more than me, just because hes more educated on paper.
No. 2425023
>>2425014come on
nonny tell us mr fags name
No. 2425027
>>2425023mirko helbling
>>2425025lmfao i love
No. 2425029
>>2425025>>2425027i wanted to write ily
nonniesage
(learn2delete) No. 2425038
>>2425035lmfao whos that faggot
you cant just drop a pic
tell us the story
nonnie No. 2425093
The hotel room was locked and I stared at the door the whole time. I covered my face. I kept saying no but you wouldn’t listen, and kept pushing me, I hated it. It hurt so bad. I bawled in the shower after all of it. I was still a kid, it was my last year of being a kid and I spent almost all of it planning my suicide fearing I got pregnant. I was forced to tell my mom, then my stepdad then it felt like everyone knew. You were in you mid 20s, and now I’m not too far from my mid 20s, just a couple more years. It was so long ago now and I should just get over it, why am I not over it? You should be dead, or at least in jail. But no, you’re none of that, you just make podcasts with all the freedom in the world where I cannot move. I was 17, I’m now 22 and I cannot move. I’ve been stuck feeling 17 since and I still can’t drive and I still want to kill myself, nothing even changed.