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No. 2062621
let it out
no infights, report and ignore bait
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>>>/ot/2047486 No. 2062626
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>Went to make a gin and tonic after a stressful day at work
>Both my bottles tastes suspiciously watery
>This isn't the first time
I know it's my roommate/sister who did it. I'm going to confront her (again) about it and I know exactly how it's going to go. She'll get defensive then start crying about how it's so hard being unemployed and depressed and she's feels sooo bad about mom paying her half of the rent blah blah blah. Bitch maybe if you didn't spend all night stealing my alcohol and playing Destiny or whatever crap you're into now, loud af, you could get a job.
At this point I would buy her alcohol just so she's leaves mine alone.
No. 2062646
>>2062640>>2062644It looks like it's some kind of Digimon fanart so you can try searching for that on DeviantArt or something, or you could post it in the "help me find…" thread and see if you get any responses.
>>2062643Don't let the hater get to you anon.
No. 2062648
>>2062646Oh that's not so bad I thought you were going to say it was a famous pedo or troon artist.
I like it.
No. 2062671
>>2062631Don't cancel. You knew those friends longer than him and will continue to know them after him. Go have fun. He's an adult and if he's actually making you feel guilty about not being able to hang out too, dump him.
you probably won't though otherwise just get out of your head and have a good time.
No. 2062673
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After getting a bad health report last October I've been hitting the gym hard. I've been working on getting strong so weightlifting, protein shakes, chicken breasts, all that jazz. My BF who has an office job and only exercises by playing football with his friends once a week wants to join the gym so I take him along with me.
He easily beats my squat record. I know with upper body men have the advantage but I thought lower body was kinda close. I have never been so demotivated in my life.
No. 2062681
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I feel like I’m about to start tweaking out. Living at home with your parent and your shitty ass male siblings makes me want to go and fly off the handle and cry, I just want a fucking decent job to save up and be able to move out how much longer will this entrapment end and it’s all my fault I should have fucking sold my body or some shit I actually can’t take it anymore. I rather die lonely than ever have a male in the only sage space I will have which is my own apartment or house due to having brothers. I miss my sister, I gotta hold on longer
No. 2062683
>>2062674I thought after 8 months I'd at least be a little stronger than my lazy bf. I can pick him up now at least kek.
>>2062675>>2062676It's actually ridiculous how big the gap is. I hate it.
No. 2062704
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I want to fondle my tongue with a fork and stab and jab at it until it gushes and bleeds out until I die and I will finally be free in the afterlife to bitch slap my ancestors and angelic guides for being useless retards letting me suffer
No. 2062708
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>>2062672I think they're the fish type and they look cute to me. Should play mermaids. So i wouldn't be that worried on your place, nonna, you must be cute. I don't think it's a good alternative styling system though, kek, just use it for fun.
No. 2062718
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Had a fight with a friend who showed manipulative behavior. They resorted to insults and blame shifting when I called them out on it before ending the conversation abruptly. I'm glad to not associate with this person anymore, but wish I'd recognized they were toxic sooner.
No. 2062755
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I’ve always picked at my hair since I was a kid but it’s gotten worse as a young adult. I just pulled out a whole chunk worth of individual strands of my hair, it physically hurts my mind and body if I can’t pull out my hair. I’m missing chunks on my hairline now and my eyebrow tails are gone too. It’s gotten really compulsive lately and it’s scaring me, I want to cry right now, I feel so scared.
No. 2062787
>>2062673Nah just keep going nona. Remember only women can be truly natty. If you compare yourself to men it's like some guy showing up at a gym where everyone else has been on gear since they were 14 and getting disappointed he's not as strong as them, no shit, they're all juicing.
Men who do juice will literally gain more muscle mass sitting on their ass than natty men do on a strength routine, so it's the exact same comparison. Imagine how good it'll feel after a long term solid training routine when you eventually do start approaching avg guy levels of weight on the bar, that's why they get so embarrassed if a woman ever outlifts them.
No. 2062824
>>2062814Is there any way to own your look or general sense of style so that you'll be so secure with your own identity that you won't give a shit about anyone else's?
Easier said than done. I don't know what magic shit happened at 31 years old, but that was my magic age for my brain to stop giving a shit and focus on myself only. I really don't care if prettier people enter the chat now, they've got their own problems too.
No. 2062863
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browsing loveafterporn is the most blackpilling shit ever, hypersexual men need to be castrated
No. 2062867
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>too busy and touching grass to have played video games for over a year
>finally get downtime thanks to illness
>log back into Steam
>play one of my favorite games
>just campaigns, no multiplayer bullshit to stress me out
>campaigns can take an hour or more
>doing good
>doing real fine and enjoying my game
>get to impossible campaign
>keep losing ~10 minutes left after 1.5-2 hours of play
No. 2062890
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>got a 6,2 in an exam
>almost everyone in my class got a 8 or 9
I usually don't study that much, because I prefer to have more time for myself than perfect grades, but holy shit, I'm now feeling dumb because the exam itself wasn't difficult, but many of its answers depended on previous answers and I must have fumbled something along the way.
No. 2062894
>>2062876This sub makes me so depressed.
>married>have kids>stay at home>more than several years investedTalk about stuck. Glad I never married and aborted the fetuses of the awful moids I was with kek. Moids are universally shitty, which makes me feel better at least.
There was one post that described how one man got the opportunity to cheat irl with his OF interest but was a limpdick even when he had his dream woman in front of them.
It's not us. They're so fucking embarrassing.
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>>2062876dang imagine marrying men
No. 2062977
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why the fuck am i so horny all the time god damn
No. 2063158
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>>2063143Emi from ultraman rising.
Literally nothing, it was the most innocent art, moids are just freaks.
No. 2063172
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i realized i feel about people like i feel about spiders, they evoke similar feelings of unease. i think they're interesting but scary. i can handle the select few friendly looking ones okay and engage with the creepy ones just long enough to banish them from my space. i definitely don't want to be in a room that's full of them.
No. 2063244
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why the fuck is this "hawk tuah" meme so popular right now? do people actually think this is funny? it's one of the trashiest most unfunny memes i've seen in a while and i'm actually shocked that it's caught on so hard due to the sheer retardation.
No. 2063252
>>2063244Stop hanging out with high schoolers.
>>2063250It's a girl describing spitting on a penis. I had to look it up. It's from a street interview video.
No. 2063280
>>2063271You’re rotting your brain being here, leave before it’s too late. Be young and free!
>>2063276Reddit-spacing… why
No. 2063367
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Same woman from
>>2037684 is once again being super obnoxious.
This time it's because she agreed to be a surrogate to a stranger for a lot of money.
Generally I don't care how people make their bread but it's so annoying to see her attention whore about it in group chat. First, it was the ~big announcement~ she made which elicited responses from everyone about how she was so "selfless" and "brave" for doing this, as if she weren't doing it for the money lmao. Now she's posting asking someone from our group to help jab her during our next event to "mentally get over" the intramuscular shots that she needs to administer to herself for the surrogacy process.
Sorry, but what the fuck?
She can agree to either push another baby out of her vagina or get sliced open for it on the c-section table, but her hard stop is a fucking shot?
Shut up, shut the fuck up.
No. 2063373
>>2063287I think it's funny as a joke but as usual men ruin everything.
It's automatically not funny to me just because moids memed it to death.
No. 2063383
>>2063276That's wild. When I worked at a call center selling plane tickets we would get the same creeps too.
They would call just to hear female voices speaking to them and waste our times by making us read out a bunch of information but never buy anything.
However if they were creepy and
abusive, we were allowed to terminate the call.
As a manager now, yours sound incredibly lazy. Like they'd rather have you deal with it repeatedly than have an uncomfortable interaction with the moid telling him to fuck off.
No. 2063428
>>2063410You're being a tad unfair to yourself anon. High-resolution camera lenses are not the same as a human eyeball.
It's not as bad as you think, the camera just had to capture the definition of eyelashes so of course it picked up anything else. People looking at the photo just want to see the lashes, they don't care about your skin.
No. 2063437
>>2063428i appreciate you saying that
nonnie, it's a good reminder. i was just taken aback by it, i actually hate pictures and usually never let anyone take pictures of me, especially in HD.
No. 2063621
>>2063594Agree, the juiciest drama of it was Steeb being forced to propose because Jill was jealous but that's about it.
IMO she stayed too long waiting for that, it's a doomed marriage through and through. The only thing to look forward to is to see the tacky wedding choices and maybe some bridesmaid drama (unless her alters will fill those positions KEK).
No. 2063955
>>2063857>He's like a brother to meYeah, and to him you're like a piece of dirt beneath his shoe because of your sex. I don't get anons that post this stuff. I would never willingly admit to being friends with a man that consumes red pill bullshit, and I definitely would never willingly interact with one of those freaks either.
>I know he's just parroting crap he sees on social media to fit in with current guy cultureNo, nona, you just don't wanna admit to yourself that the scrote you consider as a "brother" actually believes this red-pill shit and is a misogynist. It's the same thing I see everyday: a handmaiden defending a women-hater.
>>2063887It's crazy because they'll stick by him instead of just admitting to themselves that they'd be better off without him and other scrotes like him.
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ahhh I keep getting hives all the time, my nose is difficult to breathe from and itchy, and I dont know if its an allergy or just the crazy hot weather lately.. should i get an allergy test?
No. 2064319
>>2063857Men are like dogs. Seriously.
You being his friend "like a brother" and the fact that he has a gf
even though he concerns himself with modern dating and single women for some reason..someone should point this out to her that other women are always on his mind is reward for his shitty beliefs.
When a dog is naughty, you do not encourage the behavior with social reward like positive interaction and treats. You disengage and discipline.
He would change his views with the quickness if they would cost him the women in his life.
But he is continually rewarded with benefit of the doubt and grace and chances.
Would he do the same for your radical beliefs about men if you had them, when he can barely tolerate the facts as they are?
Think about it, anon.
Gah, third repost is the charm hopefully? Christ.
No. 2064350
>>2064219>He cannot have conversations with me.yes he can, use ai chatbots.
thank you for taking your 3dpd sperging here instead of shitting the husbando thread. Hope you find some fleshie you can procreate and be happy with.
No. 2064392
>>2064372I don't think so, someone trying to imitate my husbando would genuinely piss me off. It shouldn't be anyone else's burden anyway, it's not fair to try and mold someone else into something they can't be just because I have internal issues. It just wouldn't be right for me to throw my problems onto someone else.
>>2064325Thank you anon. Iirc, I actually think there are quite a few anons like us who aren't completely dedicated to either real people or their husbando waifu.
No. 2064446
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I cut off all the toxic people in my life (cocaine addicted evil pro ana twink, another moid who made fun of my addiction behind my back, my cheating ex, the guy I lost my virginity to when I was a middle schooler and he was a high schooler, etc) and got sober and now I’m incredibly lonely. I have a few real friends but they all live far away and I rarely ever see them. I feel like there’s this special connection you can only have in a toxic friendship where both of you enable each other. I miss it but at the same time I don’t. I have nothing to do. I just stay home all day and browse the Internet until I have to go to work and then I go home and sleep. My life is so dull, every day is groundhog day. I’m moving to a different state soon so maybe I’ll befriend some new people there
No. 2064496
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>>2064461kekk, I mean picrel who was used in a banner
>>2064489bpd splitting
No. 2064674
>>2064665TBH I've seen open transphobia on the forums and it's been fine, it just depends on whether the series is a gendie magnet or not. Saw it got bad enough once too to the point the scanlator had a meltie and started putting pro-troon stuff in pages prefacing chapters, only to get reported and banned for it because pushing personal agendas there isn't allowed kek.
>>2064669I enjoy them. Sometimes it's the only place you can find discussion on more obscure series, and it's a fun thing to read in general. YMMV depending on the series because that determines who is attracted to whatever thread you're on, but in general ecen at its worst it's pretty tolerable imo.
No. 2064679
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>>2064672I want to bully this cute little nerd so bad and put his top hat on top of my boobs
(derailing) No. 2064733
>>2064730They would. Hence why I will never not roll my eyes whenever the “why shame women for having babies with moids!” argument comes up. When such a large proportion of women were sexually assaulted by their fathers as children (so they’re pedos AND incestuous) how can you have a child with that thing? Level 100 handmaiden, feeding a scrote new
victims. When the majority of men watch porn, and the majority of are addicted to the barely legal kind (or even CP). Just checking the coomer thread should be enough to blackpill you immediately, all the women concerned about their husbands, about the
father-daughter porn, when they have
daughters. And these are the ones who were CAUGHT. “My nigel is different!!!” No he’s not, and that’s been proven time and time again.
No. 2064812
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>be me
>wake up at 5 am because broke and need to work
>busy day with work and school, stressed as hell so my stomach hurts
>had to house sit and water my family friends huge ass garden for an hour in 110 degree heat
>depression is kicking my ass, cannot stomach food
>I feel like I’m gonna pass out all day bc no eat
>saving grace is hobby event thing I love that’s an hour away
>le drive while drinking energy drink, I feel okay
>hobby thing was awesome
>its 11 pm
>I get to my car to go home
> I feel like I’m gonna pass out bc of the previously stated conditions, migraine so light hurts my eyes
>it’s fine I’ll lock in and drive home, I’ve done this drive a million times before
>le driving home
>20 minutes in, finally got to major highway
>there’s a 9 car pileup
>all the semis are blocking the freeway
>estimated hour added to the drive due to how horrible the traffic is now
>fuck no I am not getting stopped for an hour while I feel like death
>somehow shimmy my way off of freeway
>i feel sick and tired, I swallow my pride and call my mom to ask what street I should take home
>she drones at me about which streets go where
>kay bye imma drive now
>le drive
>she call me back
>”noni just follow my instructions and I’ll get you home”
>I feel ecstatic that my mother who lowkey hates me is being nice to me
>”oki mom”
>”okay now turn right noni onto freeway, you’re past the wreck. I’ll hang up so you can focus”
>I turn right
>snap out of my tired state and realize my mom sent me westbound on the wrong freeway
>I need to go eastbound on a freeway 10 minutes down the road
>my mom calls me
>”oops-“
>”im gonna figure it out myself STOP CALLING ME”
>le hang up
>le fucking fuming
>start screeching like a retard in my car getting off the freeway
>pull into a shitty McDonald’s and screech to a halt
>there’s like a drug deal going on there I notice
>now I’m crying because my mommy issues got dragged into this clusterfuck
>le cry because mom was nice to me for once in my life
>and I snapped at her
>I start banging my head on the wheel in a retarded fit of tears
>I start to calm down and even my breathing
>my head is pounding even more because of retarded head banging
>there is blood on le forehead
>consider suicide
>pull up Google maps to my house
>drive back in the worst physical and mental pain imaginable
>park le car in garage
>consider suicide again
>mom sees me as I walk in
>she says nothing and looks like her normal, pissed off self
>I go upstairs
>I write about my retardedness on lolcow
Fuck this chungus life
No. 2064955
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I'm on step 9 in AA where you're suppose to make amends. Years ago, I had an ex who I got suspicious of so I keylogged his computer. I caught him changing his age to 16 so he could have cybersex with teenagers. I found the nudes he was sending out and I sent them to everyone in his contact list and dumped him. He would call or email me after this and I'd just get drunk and reply with long screeds about how he's a disgusting pedo.
I looked him up when I was thinking of making amends to him and I found that he had been arrested for battery and had a court case for foreclosure. Seeing the mugshot was oddly satisfying. I realized, I can't make amends to this asshole because you're not suppose to do them when they could injure others and I honestly don't think I could talk to him without calling him a fucking pedo loser.
I should probably talk to my therapist about this shit, but I really don't want to. I know it was wrong of me to keylog him and send his nudes to everyone, but at the same time, I don't think I would've broken up with him if I didn't know. I don't want to think about him anymore or remember that period in my life.
I'm kinda irritated with AA. I realize that making amends is suppose to help me move forward and be a better person, but this is making me dwell on the past.
No. 2064961
>>2064955You did a based and morally correct thing, does AA really everyone to make amends to, like,
abusive ex husbands or men who raped you or whatever that you may have retaliated against? Surely there is some common sense and logic in the program that doesn't require you to apologise to people who did something 100x worse than whatever you did? How the fuck would it help an alcoholic to force themselves to be generous to a disgusting pedo scrote, honestly…
No. 2064971
>>2064855Women have higher senses and less testosterone that makes them do insane stupid shit, that ensures that they don't get into dangerous situations and are able to avoid them. Also women are weaker in brute physical strenght, but the female body is built in a way that makes them more resilient, a male body would break with pregnancy and they can't take pain.
By nature the males are designed to stick around and fend off other males/serve the women. Poor selection made them useless.
No. 2064978
>>2064961IIRC AA had strange religious/cultish undertones so I'm not surprised that they'd push that, if they do. But anon also said it's not required if the person could injure others.
>>2064955You did the right thing imo. If it weren't for the keylogger they would have never had a strong case against him and now he can't hurt others thanks to your actions, so I think if anything you should be proud. If AA can't understand that, they're wrong and can go fuck themselves.
No. 2065043
I hate my avoidant ex so incredibly much for giving me an anxious attachment style when I was previously decently secure. He had "muh anxiety" around asking people to hang out so I always had to be the one initiating, but often when I asked to spend time with him he ditched me after a couple of hours to be with his friends instead. I was never his priority. This went on for 4 years.
I'm dating a new guy now, and I asked him if he spontaneously wants to meet today, but he can't because he already has something planned with a friend. There's nothing wrong with this, people are allowed to have their own lives jfc, and yet the rejection is making me bawl my eyes out. I feel like I'm annoying as fuck and too needy whenever I get rejected like this, and I can never tell whether I'm being unreasonable about how much time I want to spend with a person because of that shitty dynamic I had with my ex. I want to see this current guy a lot more than once a week during the weekend, but expressing my needs feels so clingy, and now that he rejected me this time, I never want to ask him out again. Fuck, I seriously can't believe I'm crying this much about such a stupid issue.
No. 2065073
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>trying to live my life
>constant flashbacks of being abused since childhood
>everything reminds me of what I went through
>can't make normal connections because I can't relate to anyone
>fail at coming across as normal or nice even though I try hard to socialize, it's like people can tell im dirty and "other" and me being isolated makes me act weird anyways
Just kill me
No. 2065100
>>2065073This makes me sad
Flashbacks are hell. I hope you find some peace
No. 2065113
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It seriously pisses me off that tons of women stay with these nasty ass moids. Not only is he fat, he also shits his pants regularly. Imagine knowing this about your scrote and being the one to wash it out and STILL wanting to stay engaged. Retard
No. 2065137
It's fucking 28-30 degrees Celsius outside, and yes I'm away from home on a small holiday. But I had three days in a row of doing shit, Sunday being eight hours in the train commuting, Monday walking around in the old town of where I'm staying, from and to the Airbnb to boot, and yesterday I took a full day trip, took the train to the bigger town even though it was 26-28 degrees Celsius out and was gone from 9:30am until 6:15pm.
I don't think I have to justify not wanting to walk in through urban landscapes in the heat when it was already unbearable yesterday. Not like there's a lake or a coast nearby to dip my toes in some fresh water, otherwise that'd have been my plan today. Just because you mean well as an Airbnb host, doesn't mean you get to decide how I use my days on holiday. I have eight more hours of commute tomorrow to get back home, I'll be glad to not have overworked myself today to recharge my batteries.
So I'd rather just not get a sunstroke before I leave for home tomorrow and chill, goddamn.
No. 2065160
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>>2064855You're looking at it wrong. Men are stronger
because they're the expendable ones. They're quite literally evolved to protect women, who are more important than them because we are the ones who get pregnant and care for (their) babies.
Men also burn more calories, they're less efficient that way as they need more resources and women can easier survive and thrive on less, so we're more efficient at surviving that way. We also do things like store more fat and handle cold better than men too, we're better suited for survival in ways that men are not.
We evolved this way because we are pack animals who are meant to work together, so I mean it when I say men LITERALLY evolved to protect women and to do the heavy work for us. Some species like most birds of prey, whales, spiders, frogs have significantly larger females. That generally happens when they live alone or the off-spring is mostly external (laying eggs) so the mother often protects them alone.
No. 2065171
>>2065149Aww
nonnie, that sucks, I'd love to see your little angel. Sending virtual cuddles to her ♥
No. 2065178
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i'm getting really frustrated with my best friend and i don't know how to deal with it. no i'm not willing to just "cut her off" because she has been a good friend of mine for years and i know she would be there for me. i just need to get some shit off my chest.
>moved back to her hometown after finishing university
>very extroverted but no friends in hometown
>had to dump boyfriend she got shortly after moving
>got a new bf quickly but complains about him all the time
>got a job in her field instantly after graduating
>hates her job, her boss sucks
>constantly complains about her weight
>i tell her she looks fine (she does) and offer help with exercise
>comes up with excuses for why she can't exercise
>for example, starts running with her mom
>immediately quits the group because she says she's too slow for everyone
>says she hurt her ankle and stops running altogether
>i give her a program recommendation for weightlifting
>she says she can't go to the gym because she knows too many people there
>i complain once about someone taking up equipment they aren't using at the gym
>"i hope you know that's why i'm too scared to go to the gym, because of what you said"
>okay
>my fault she doesn't work out because i was annoyed by someone once i guess
>constantly complains about her job
>i tell her to look for a new job
>she won't take part time work in an unrelated field while looking for new work
>constantly complains about where she lives
>i tell her she should move to the city where i live
>it's a few hours away from her hometown, very big, lots of people for her to meet
>"i can't nonna it's too expensive"
>she has been living rent free in her own apartment for past two years
>has no bills except for food and gas
>"nonna i can't go back to school in the city because i have so much debt"
>she went to university on a full ride scholarship
>has virtually no debt
>meanwhile she's saying this to me someone who had to pay with loans for everything >and is now in law school with a massive debt load
>has ocd, constantly scared she has an sti
>messages me all the time describing what she thinks are sti symptoms
>has been checked by multiple doctors dozens of times
>veritably does NOT have an sti
>i do research and find out this is reassurance seeking
>tell her i care about her but i can't give her reassurance about whether or not she has an sti (she doesn't) anymore because it's harmful
>she gets mad at me
>doesn't speak to me for a few days
>comes back
>quickly starts describing imaginary symptoms and asking if i think it's an sti again
>we used to text all the time
>almost 24/7 communication
>now she never initiates conversations, ever
>check and see that every single talk we've had for past few months has been started by me
>when i do start convos, she just answers the questions in the barest way possible
>does not volunteer anything or talk normally
>i try to get her to talk by asking her how she's doing
>every time i do she starts complaining about every single thing in her life again
>i encourage her to take a break and do some relaxing activities
>she does
>immediately starts complaining about them again
>completely stupid shit about how her manicure isn't as nice as she wanted
>has full on breakdown because she feels so stupid for taking vacation then not having fun
>it's the first day of a week long vacation
>i'm tired
>i'm so tired
No. 2065200
My friend rescued sugar gliders from someone she knew who was mistreating them, but since they've been in her care they've become severely obese, like double the weight they should be and can't move around well. I hate that exotic pets are a thing and they're so easy to obtain.
>>2065185He sounds like a piece of shit moid and you should dump him
No. 2065262
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i hate my life and myself, i'm not sure how to put it into words. i know throwing pity parties won't help either. i'm still young and i just can't see myself living for another 40 years or so, what am i supposed to do? my heart hurts so much
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>>2062968Venting so it was very tl;dr
Additional vent about this:
I know I can't control my boyfriends life and who he can and can't speak to. But my ex is an actual psychopath which I know is a meme right now but the fucker has actually 0% empathy. He took his mom to a theme park during summer, she's old and has joint problems and didn't even get her a wheelchair or a scooter to be on. Fuck this guy. I made it very clear I don't want him in or even around my house. He hasn't messaged me yet and just keeps texting my boyfriend about casual things (like nothing happened here amiright?) I'm so tired of everyone around him taking pity on him and forgiving him. I wonder what needs to happen. This man cheated on me multiple times and gave me a STD while he was my first and only sexual partner. He then went around and told everyone it was I who cheated on him. I don't know if there's anything that could happen that would quench the desire I have to see him suffer so that's why I try to be chill about it but again, I would be lying if I said I didn't want vengeance one way or another.
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Today at work we got the news that the location I'm working at will be closed by the end of the year. There were changes happening withing the company in the last couple of months, but I never thought that they will close it down entirely. I've been working there for over eleven years now (it's basically still my very first job) and I never worried what will happen "after that" because this company exits for over 100 years now and was a very stable job throughout the years. We got the option to continue to work at the other location of the company but it's far away (over one hour by train/car) and I did a lot of commuting when I used to study (which also over an hour for each way) and I wouldn't do it again. Moving there is also not an option for me for various reasons.
Idk what else to say because I'm sad. I already miss my coworkers who I've been working with for so long at this point. I'm telling myself that I should see this as a chance to try and learn something new but change is scary lol.
I have also other problems that that I've been dealing with already so today's announcement really crowns the mess I have to deal with and I'm tired.
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I can't with this constant sunlight anymore. I go to work while the sun is up, I go to sleep while the sun is up, there isn't any darkness in between and it's making so fucking depressed. And when you tell people that you have summer depression the reaction is "oh, you feel a little unwell like we do in the winter"… honey, it's a depression, I can't sleep, can barley eat, feel a tiredness that nothing seems to be able to cure and my suicidal thoughts are growing every day, that isn't feeling a little unwell. And the only things that could help at little be would be a dark, cool room and pills and I don't have anything of that, so I have to suffer for the next 3 months. And yes, I hope they all get real winter depression this year, maybe they will realise that it's not "feeling a little unwell".
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I wish my brother was involved with gang violence so he would “tragically” die at the hands of gun violence so I can finally have a safe and clean home so I can focus on what needs to be done so I can finally gain my sense of independence.
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It's in every little crevice. From reading the story of humanity since it's dawn to just living your own instance in its present. Even on some silly internet site on year 20xx as you relax after a long day of your absurd performance to get ???? richer till it dies someday. Billions will always be blind to blatant indoctrination, to realize it brings nothing but isolation and suffering. Sometimes I hear the same swinish noises inside even me. Trying to have empathy for anything including yourself becomes more and more irrational with each passing day. I try to ignore it all but today isn't the day.
JUST KIDDING nonnies haha anyway watch the shittyflute billie jean it's funny like and subscribe
No. 2065753
>make a friend>things are going awesome! we have a lot in common and we start bonding>their issues start coming out>actually they are extremely insecure, self sabotaging, and self-absorbed>make multiple attempts to help them and teach them about adult skills they didn't learn>try to help them move past their mental block and encourage them to love themselves and do better>more negative traits come out like joking about being a homewrecker knowing i'm married and i'm visibly uncomfortable with those trashy jokes>realize she actually fucking sucks and she's a black hole sucking out any potential joy in her life and others>trying to cut her off nowmy breaking point was listening to her constantly complain about her new gf and when i told her to dump the poor girl if they're so incompatible she goes "well i can't get anyone else so someone like me has to settle." and then complaining about how condescending the new gf is so i inquired about what exactly they're saying thats so awful and it turns out the new gf is actually very nice and trying to help her. it was just so mindblowing. like does she complain about me too? it was something fucking retarded like bitching about how her avocado tree isn't growing so the new gf went out of her way to read and send articles on what could be wrong and try to figure out how to help and my friend said "she acts like i don't know what im doing and talked to me like im a child." you are such an awful fucking person wtf?
the new gf had the self respect to dump my friend and went on to say how my friend is a negative person and she had to force herself to like her and she can't do it anymore. i actually didn't know most of the reasons why i learned it from other people she admitted it to. she was finally called out and she just deflected and cried about being rejected and her time being wasted. its baffling. why are you such a fucking loser? a miserable person? you are almost 30 years old and acting this pathetic? im so done with her
>>2065348aww
nonnie i'm genuinely sorry you are have been and are still dealing with this. i've been in the exact same situation as you with a seemingly pushover father and
abusive stepmom and biological mom. the hard truth i had to learn when i was younger is that my father is a grown man capable of his own decisions and chose these women and allowed them to hurt me and nothing i ever said or did made any impact in his decisions. i know it sounds really upsetting at the idea of cutting off both of your parents, but i really think you should start thinking about that idea.
yes she does want to see you explode, she does enjoy seeing you miserable. and because your father refuses to defend his child, he also enjoys seeing this at worst, at best he's simply apathetic and that's still just as bad. you are an adult now and you are able to protect yourself and your peace, you are allowed to choose who you want in your life. the enablers of abusers are just as bad as the abusers themselves. and now that you're pregnant you also have to protect the peace of your child because i guarantee you she will do the same to what you made, because it's from you.
No. 2065785
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Missed my one monthly ‘socially interact with people your age’ day at my book club
No. 2065791
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I wish we had some of the same standards for food in Canada like Europe does. So many foods make my stomach hurt but when I'm over there it doesn't matter. Even food quality in Japan was amazing. I think about food too much kek
No. 2065803
>>2065791Just wait until you learn that most tumeric spice here contains ungodly amounts of lead and other
toxic metals.
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I don't think I got the scholarship but it's okay, I tried my best and will try again… I'm just a bit disheartened, that's all
No. 2065928
>>2065884vent thread is just
>my nigel is a piece of shit>my nigel is a piece of shit>my nigel is a piece of shitOver and over again
No. 2065981
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>”she”
how many more overs can it get for the female race honestlyyy(ban evasion)
No. 2065993
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I'm so tired of thinking about food and my weight. It feels like I can never just eat what I like, and I don't even eat junk food! I love fruit, I make my own mostly veggie meals, and don't drink high-calorie drinks aside from fruit juice once a day if that. I look at a burger and wear its calories for 4 days straight. Bless my genes for making women in my family the baddest bitches to survive the northern European winters but like… can we not hoard calories like hibernation is two days away? It sucks to either constantly watch my intake or not care and then get soft. My cousin eats like shit and she's fine. She doesn't get belly rolls like I do, but of course I was always the fat cousin to get mocked even though I took care to make homemade food and researched healthy meal prep. I wish I could turn the thoughts about food off and never think about it at all. I wish I was the type of person to be apathetic about food.
No. 2066131
>>2066020Be the change you want to see
nonnie. If you want nonnies to write thoughtful responses, do that yourself. If you think you are and you aren't getting the responses you hoped for, maybe you're just not saying anything worth thinking about.
No. 2066418
>>2066343Thanks for the answer nonnita, its a small town so everytime I go to the library to pick a new book theres only old people reading the newspaper kek, maybe I should talk to them because I was mostly raised by my grandmother and I think thats why old people like me… lol. Maybe I join an online knitting group! that would be nice
Thank you again nonnita you are so kind
No. 2066520
>>2066351>stop drinking it entirely that’s 1000 non filling calories that you don’t eat that weekyou're so right but UGH juice is so good. I can't argue with this logic, thank you math
nonnie.
>>2066425>It's possible that you're eating too much carbohydrate and not enough proteinYes, I think this is also true! I probably should eat more meat, but I don't always like the taste. I try to incorporate beans and cheese into my diet but it sucks when the flipside is I get really gassy. Nonetheless, I've probably been carb-heavy with some of my veggies recently. I appreciate your advice, thank you!
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>be me
>try to fuck husbando on character.ai
>finally get a nice scenario
>Everyone keeps interrupting me
>now everyone is watching annoying soccer game
Let ME BE HORNY IN PEACE I only feel horny like once every few weeks at best.
No. 2066644
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My moid shaved his beard by mistake and it gave him body dismorphia, on one hand it's swaggy because he now looks even more like a nerd that needs to be bullied (hot) but then I discovered that he has a fucking WEAK ASS CHIN it's so cursed, you can never win with moids
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I have a manlet fetish but irl they are so contemptible it makes me not want them just to spite them.
“I’m a 5’3 male…”
I start fantasizing about throwing around this little shrimp like a bean bag. I imagine lifting him with ease and squeezing him while his feet dangle off the ground. I imagine dressing him in cute clothes. I imagine tilting his head back and bending down to give him a kiss. I imagine his compact body clinging to mine. How cute he’d look frantically moving against me panting and moaning how much he loved me. How much I’d love teasing him but allow myself to be vulnerable in these intimate moments and let him claim me as entirely his.
Then I continue reading and it’s a 3 page essay written by a deranged animal about how women don’t deserve rights because he can’t get easy hookup sex. All my fantasies about a tiny sexy Nigel bf dissolve into nothing and he somehow becomes an even more horrible prospect than just about anyone else.(wrong board)
No. 2066905
>>2066895My thoughts on how bad Twitter has become is like, you know how back in the day 4ch was considered like an edgy website that teen boys used to share their dark twisted thoughts or whatever? Basically, now 4ch is mostly either 30 or 40 year old failmales or troons. I don't know anybody under the age of 25 that actually
uses 4ch in any meaningful way. It's got that reputation for being an edgelord site now, so for those that want to transgress it hold no appeal for them. What the edgelords like is the reaction they get. Most don't want to be in an echo chamber because it's no fun for them. Twitter became the "new" 4ch for this generation's edgy teen boys to be freaks on. I got off Twitter years ago because I realized it was just a place where a bunch of edgy losers coalesce to ragebait and be creepy. The "edginess" of the internet never really went away, it's just the torch was passed on from one website to another. You seem like you have interesting thoughts on the subject, you should share them in the Anti-Social Media thread.
No. 2066944
>>2066869AYRT I was not expecting such a helpful response… I think that makes sense, I will read more on this. Appreciated,
nonny.
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>>2066944>I was not expecting such a helpful response…I'm trying to revitalize /ot/ by becoming the most kind and helpful nona that I can be. I encourage you to pay it forward and reply in a kind and helpful way to someone else in some other thread.
>I think that makes sense, I will read more on this.I don't know how old you are, but I'll share with you that my fucked up shit childhood really affected me too for the longest time. It was like this cloud always followed me around and no matter how sunny it was all I could see was overcast skies. A lot of people feel the same way. The armour that I wore was so heavy and weighed me down so much, but I still preferred to wear it because I was so afraid of vulnerability. Accepting myself, all my positive attributes and my negative ones too, was a journey that I'm still on but I wanted to tell you that everything passes. One day I just woke up and I realized I had the power within me to part the dark clouds all along. You'll get there too, you just have to keep going because if you stop you won't make it.
Also, it's Crystal Self, not Crystal Mind, sorry I misremembered No. 2066960
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>>2066953>>2066869NTA but this is very helpful information for me too, thanks nonna. If you have more to share about the subject please do
No. 2066973
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I cant make my naturally thick eyebrows work. I simply can’t pull them off. I look so much better with thin browns and literally everyone in my life agrees. I think it’s because they grow too close to my eyes.
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>>2066985The "have you ever seen this man in your dreams" man
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>ITEM I WANTED FROM LAST YEAR THAT SOLD OUT FAST SUDDENLY RESTOCKED INBETWEEN PAYCHECKS
FUUUUUUCK, PLEEEEASE HOLD ONTO ONE UNTIL NEXT FRIDAY AAAAA
I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH MONEY THIS WEEK
No. 2067026
I've been in a relationship for the last nine years. We only had the usual problems, nothing too special, little arguments now and then. I fully trusted him, always. I always told people how he could cheat anytime he wanted when I’m not at home and that one of the things I truly worship about our relationship is the trust we have in each other, we don’t keep secrets, every time something happens (i.e. someone trying to flirt with one of us), we talk about it and I saw it as something good to know, trusting the other person when we could not say a word.
He works as a piercer and right now he’s working during the night. He always tells me how his day went when he arrives at home, usually after I left already to work.
Yesterday I found out that some weeks ago, when he left work (maybe at 5 or 6 in the morning), he went to a friend’s place, by a friend of a friend who’s her flatmate, to get her a piercing. She’s someone that I know and I know she went after him so many years ago but he always refused to be with her. They kept distance when he started going out with me, when we recently started he told me about her and of course I felt insecure at that moment but after almost 10 years together, I don’t think as her as I did back then.
That day I was talking with him by message and it’s true he never told me where he was (it’s not necessary after all) but he never mentioned her.
I tried to act nonchalant yesterday and I asked him if he had any pending work for these past few weeks because maybe a month or two ago, he told me he was going to meet up with her because she asked him for a piercing (along other people too) but he didn’t give me a clue about going to her house, he just told me about other people, not her.
And I couldn’t stop crying since yesterday. I know it’s not that terrible, I know nothing happened (her friend was there), I just can’t understand why he didn’t tell me. I swear, every time I talk about him and our relationship, I always talk about the trust we have in us, how we know our love and respect is the most important thing, how we respect each other even when there’s other people around. And know I don’t know what to think. I know that maybe he didn’t tell me because he doesn’t want to make it important, just 10 minutes and he was gone, they don’t talk that much nowadays, maybe he didn’t want me to make me feel insecure as I was when we started dating, but I just can think that he lied to me.
Why should I know that some stranger went to to his workplace and started asking him to go out and not that he went to a friend’s house?
Why should I know that some girl wrote her number in his arm even when he told her he has a partner and not that he spent 10 minutes there before he came home?
I’m sorry because I’m ranting, I just can’t stop spiralling and feeling betrayed, I don’t keep secrets from him and this seems crazy right now.
No. 2067035
>>2067026You're hurting because it sounds like your arrangement is unfair, if he's "allowed to cheat" and you cannot or will not do the same. I think if he's going to be selfish like that, you should be a little selfish for yourself too, and leave him out of it.
And yes, it hurts really really bad when all you want is him. I know how it feels when you just want him so bad that even thinking about exploring other options for yourself hurts or feels like a downgrade. Been there. It can even feel worse and hopeless if you try and you end up having an awful time while he had a better one with other people. Just try to find your own happiness without him, even just for a little bit. Take a vacation from him mentally and find yourself again. Sometimes distraction can help you find clarity in what's the next best step when you're spiraling, a distraction, even if it's a self-directed hobby or spending time with other people, can snap you out of it.
No. 2067043
>>2067035Thank you for your advice anon. <3
I didn’t explain myself well, when I told he could cheat it was an example of how we don’t to these thing, we don’t have an open relationship nor we accept being with other people. When I tell people that example it’s for them to understand that every time I go out, or whenever I’m not at home, he could do it and he’s not doing it (I know, it’s the expected in the relationships, it’s the bare minimum), and I think this is what’s hurting me the most, telling other ones how he would never do something like that and even when he didn’t, he lied to me still.
I just can’t understand why he didn’t tell me even if it’s not a big deal, I would have accepted it and that’s it, I always told him what hurts me the most is not the fact that it’s happening, it’s him not telling me and having to find out by other people.
Last week I already told him that I appreciated his trust in me to tell me things. A colleague told me that she wouldn’t want to know all the things that some people could tell to her partner because she couldn’t stand it and I told her that for me was the opposed, if he didn’t tell me shit and then I went to his workplace and saw what it’s happening night after night, it would be so much worse because I could feel like he’s living a double life or something.
And that’s what I told him, and know I feel dumb because he already went to her house and not said a word. Even when we were talking yesterday and even when he could have made a comment about it, still he didn’t said anything.
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I just really really hate myself and my juvenile defense mechanisms, the fact that I still have social anxiety after 10 years of dealing with it, the fact that I freeze up in conversations and feel that I will be judged if I open up too much. My first reaction when someone initiates a conversation with me is that they want to take advantage of me and the more I speak, the more ammunition I'm giving them. I hate being a neurotic mess who is always viewed as the 'weird one'. I hate that I always procrastinate on unpleasant things snd even answering to a text is a HUGE effort. I want to be normal and confident but it just doesn't matter how much therapy I'm getting or how much I get out of my comfort zone
No. 2067052
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This is awful so be warned. I just saw a cctv video on twitter of a woman randomly being attacked by moid on the street, all she was doing was walking but she was so badly beaten, he kept kicking her in the head so many times until she couldn't get up and then he started trying to rape her
I hate these videos and how many of them exist, not to mention the times it doesnt get caught on camera.
I hate moids so fucking much, males are so below women intellectually and emotionally they might as well be apes. To save the earth, no more males can be born
No. 2067057
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I had to move back in with my thrice-divorced mother after I ended my engagement to my useless ex.
She runs this house like a detention center and her being a retired geriatric with no moid to bitch around & nothing better to do all day does not help matters. While I understand she is doing me a favor by offering me to move back in, I feel that I have once again taken on a weird parentification role where I am her therapist (victimhood tirades against men which I don't disagree with altogether but she never had the same empathy for me when I would come to her about my man problems when she never set a good example; shittalking my stepdad who albeit deserves it is still not something I enjoy hearing since he is the nice parent to me), and wanting me to take on a caregiver/provider role that her chosen moids used to occupy a la domestic tasking and screaming at me about her bills. The difference being? Unlike her chosen shitty men, I actually listen and help her.
Such is the life of an only female child to an emotionally immature parent. I try to stay calm by telling myself that this bitch just has unresolved traumas–in spite of the much better environment my grandparents gave her versus what she did for kid me–that stunted her brain to where she never developed past her teenage emotional narcissism and main character syndrome. Should have never married or had a baby, but here we are.
Like it or not I have no choice but to cope.
Anyways, cannot help but laugh at her hypocrisy now that age and life lessons like her failed marriages have made her regress more towards her true self now that her perfectionist mask has been shattered. Examples? Well, for instance, I buy the household groceries. She's expensive because she'll eat through snacks in a night that would last a normal person week, and thanks to her undiagnosed OCD I spent hundreds on laundry supplies alone per month (she'll waste a wash cycle and detergents on two towels, a pair of PJs, and a washcloth or two almost every day but then later complain to me that my twice-weekly shower is what's hiking the water bill). My point being that she has little self control and is domineered by her impulses.
To say I don't fuck with her is a lie. When I go to the store I purposefully buy sweets and snacks that I know now as an adult that I can control myself from overreating, but she cannot. Cakes, cookies, carb snacks, etc.
She's whining about getting fatter and not fitting her clothes. Even though she likes the stuff I bring home, she begs me not to buy.
I purchased a half cake and more than a quarter of it was gone by the evening before I had my first slice lmao.
Why? I was an obese child and teen thanks to her abuse and neglect. The type of headfuck parent who thinks overfeeding=being a good parent with the added bonus of accusing fat kid of being spoilt and lazy so that she could justify depriving me of other needs and forcing me to do her household bidding. I was her whipping bitch. Obese children exist because parents provide them the shit food, disordered eating habits, and environment that brings them to be that way. She would stock the house with temptation foods and prepared very few healthy meals. I ate a lot of fast and convenience foods. At the time, her full time job and tobaccy habit made it so she never had the opportunity or appetite to eat much of it so her figure remained petite. She would criticize me for trying to adjust my eating habits like cutting back or eating vegan, she would accuse me of being eating disordered. I remembered begging her to please stop buying sweets and cakes and bad food. It wasn't fair, I had no buying power as a child to purchase my own to eat differently. I didn't have a smoking addiction to artificially curb my appetite or boost my metabolism. The insulin spikes and crashes from this food would make me crave even more of it and make me feel hungry. The primitive part of my brain who enjoyed the junk food clashed with the intuitive logical part telling me it was wrong. And then she'd criticize me for it, telling me I just needed to have more self control! Cruel. Evil. Like a shark.
If my mom wanted to control herself today, unlike child me, she could. If she wanted to buy foods and snacks that she thought were healthier, she could. If she wanted to exercise and use her government-funded gym membership for useless old farts, she could.
She chooses not to. Hence my petty revenge is relishing her stupid bitch tears that she's eaten herself out of her pants size.
She attempts to trigger me, but they often fail much to her sand-pounding. Shit that got me as a teen and young adult are just old hat at this point, if anything her antics are boring to me now. Yesterday I bought myself a healthy(ish) lunch of a poke bowl with a side of smoked salmon. I had asked her before I went to the store if she wanted me to get her anything, said no. When I returned I was peacefully enjoying my meal at the table. She skulked over to gawk at what I was eating to inspect it and pass commentary about it. It makes me angry because it's so damn rude but I ignore her these days. When I was younger she was very condescending and horrible (i.e. if I would want Thai food she would pull her eyes into slants with her fingers and nip nong ching chong at me). But anyway, she does not like any seafood that is not battered and fried, so you would presume she would have no interest in my food. Yet because my lunch was of quality, she snarked about how I am eating good and started to ask me 20 questions about where I found my meal at the store, what's in it, etc. It's rude as hell when someone is trying to eat, but to her I am to be answerable no matter what. Got pissy when I gave her a curt response that I had picked it up from the prepared food stations which conveyed my annoyance. She grumbled off that she was "confused" as if it were some complicated rocket science that she just had to receive a detailed answer on.
I don't care that she's bored, I would never treat her this way even if I thought she wouldn't have a meltdown receiving the same treatment.
It's why I don't care that she is a fattie. My mom was my first bully and still is one. Best part is, she can't accuse me of mistreatment cause I am actually spoiling her and she just needs some self-control like what she used to yell at me to have, right??
>tl;dr mfw my prom queen abuser narc mom gets her comeuppance later in life all because she cannot put down the cake
No. 2067073
>>2067069They really don't learn shit until it happens to them and even so they still have special blinders that keeps them believing they are true
victims and everyone else experiencing the same are the causes of their own misery.
No. 2067083
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I'm sorry I can't be her
No. 2067104
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My friend always conveniently feel a little bit sick or have an unusually heavy period whenever we are supposed to meet up at my place and cancels last minute. She has before complained over how inconvenient she thinks it is to get to my place (it's a 20 minute train ride) as if I don't take the very same travel route when I go to see her. I love her, but for fucks sake does this infuriate me. Her place is lovely so I don't mind going over to hers but I just hate that she won't return that favor.
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>oh boy some inactive threads were bumped, wonder what was posted
>two different "i'm sooo racist and edgy haha" posts
at least they admit it i guess. hopefully it's a phase.
No. 2067161
>>2065753Thank you for your words,
nonnie. For years it has been a process accepting how my father is and letting go of the hope of having even one parental figure. Even before evil step mom came along really. Now I just feel so weak and yet so strong at the same time: it hurts to know I will never get what I seeked out so much but for my own child I have to let go and give it to them. Somehow having a child of my own and the amount of love I have for them even now is empowering but also a way to process what happened to me and what it caused. Therapy etc. never did the quite same. Your words helped me to really gather my thoughts, thank you. It sounds like you found peace and I hope I will find it too.
No. 2067191
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My head is so fucking big. I've always struggled to find a hat that would fit my head and anything I tried on female departments was too tight. Today I wanted to buy this cute straw hat for vacation, but the size on the hat was 56 cm. I finally measured my head and it's fucking 60 cm (23.62 inches). Nobody believed me when I said I had a big head, now I finally have a proof. Looks like I'm destined to buy male hats… I don't even have genius level IQ, why is my head so fucking big? Are there any advantages of having big heads? I hate it, I will never wear cute hats and look good in them, I want to cry
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>>2067191Check out this site!
No. 2067235
>>2067208I don't get the fear mongering of people afraid to lose their job because no matter what, you need key words to feed an AI something people who have an expertise already have in their brain andight require a bit more time and effort to do but will do in the spectrum of their own talents. AIs don't have yet a feedback function to correct or critique whatever an AI is doing to "learn" the right way, and even then, it'll take several critiques and inputs for it to mimick a person's 20-30 years of learning by doing.
What I'm kinda done with is the "We'll put a chat function on our website (which an AI responds to). We're so progressive" from different corporations, as if the chat function 1. Didn't already exist ten years ago 2. You didn't need a team of people to feed it the right stuff for it to even be used by customers/users instead of calling or emailing the staff directly because they know their shit.
Personally as someone in the hospitality industry, I'd rather have an AI answer 75% of the emails by entering keywords that the enquiry should have to get a, b or c response, sometimes with documentations directly enclosed in the response email, instead of having to repeat the same email answer by hand but to fifteen different people because too many people can't fucking google.
No. 2067240
>>2067208The best video criticism of AI I have seen.
Yeah it is an advanced autocomplete tool, not intelligent at all, but problem as always have been humans who now want to use it to fuck over others as much as possible and gain profit from it
No. 2067243
>>2065884Because they know each other since they were kids and he constantly has a rotation of people to come back to. My boyfriend tends not to take anything that's done to him to heart ever and is the kind of person who calls anyone he's talked to for a while a "friend". The only thing I can say on his favor is that he seems to respect my wishes to never bring him to our house and he doesn't want him contacting me.
My vent is really the frustration I feel because no one knows my ex like I do. They were probably friends with him years prior to me knowing him but they never went through years of dating him.
No. 2067305
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if you keep ignoring what i have to say its gonna fuck you over one day. i have a feeling this would happen less if i was male.
No. 2067481
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I know my mother loves me but it feels like so much of her love and approval is based on how gender conforming/feminine I am. I'm well groomed, hygienic, clean, I take a lot of care with my body, hair, skin (far more care than my brothers do, and yet she never criticises them for their bodies), but she's always so vocally disappointed in me for not shaving and not wearing makeup. I feel like shit knowing that her love is conditional on my body. I want to scream at her, you made my body this way, I was born like this. I want to view my female body with neutrality but I can't, because I know my mother hates my "natural" body.
No. 2067489
As an asexual I’m kind of jealous of straight women’s desire for sex and relationships. I’ll never get to feel love or sexual desire. When women start going on about their bfs eating them out or giving them good sex i wish I could relate. I feel nothing towards sex and I find it pretty boring. I’m also envious of straight women’s love for a scrote being so strong they’re willing to put themselves in life threatening situations, I’ve never felt that passionate about anything. I think being like them would make life more exciting. This TikTok made me think about it, like imagine feeling something so strong that you can ignore every red flag and be so blissfully high/drunk in love.
No. 2067503
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what is the point of going on? my existence is pointless. whenever I try to be a member of society I fail miserably. no one is proud of me. no one cares about my meager accomplishments. I have no one to go for walks with, or talk to. my family doesn't care about my declining health. I feel like i'm really close to the end. I just don't have enough to keep me going anymore. I go for nature walks every day and I feel briefly happy when I see the birds and trees and bugs and the sunlight… but then the walk is over and i'm alone, no one to share the beauty and joy with. i reach out to people and they respond with an emoji and never message back. i think it's curtains for me, kids.
No. 2067556
My partner just tried coming after me for telling him I'd set up the downstairs bedroom again— I don't always feel comfortable not having my own room.. his kid got my own old room, we're usually upstairs but his kid just comes in constantly at night.. and I just want my own space, in my own house, you know? Can't go to the living room since he's there on my pc, kid has now walked in on us having sex, I'm not feeling great and sick myself and she'll just sit on my bed and will refuse to leave. I do my best, I'm childfree, especially now, I hang out with her, we go on hikes through the forest, she got a mom and another dad though and just.. they're in my house and I feel like I'm constantly coming last. Which I get, a kid comes first.. but I just want my own place in MY OWN DAMN HOUSE. Where people have to knock?? And he got so upset about that, I literally saw my father who did the same with my mom about the very literal same room, in the very same house. Which is now MINE. Tried telling him yesterday to take his kid to the doctor since sick.. tried looking up doctors that were open, he got so pissed. "The meds I gave her worked, no more fever" but yes, that's what the meds do, doesn't really deal with the origin of the fever though? Was pissed at me for that, for intervening, yesterday the doctor told him she got something she needs antibiotics for.. (big surprise for me of course…)
Can someone teach me how to unlove someone? Tell me that I'm not too old with 33? I'll have to outwait my dogs, but I'm down for a well knotted string at this point.
No. 2067577
>>2067503Don't do it nona. I don't wanna throw around platitudes but I do appreciate your attempts to integrate in society. It's really easy for some people but really hard for others and just trying is already a commendable effort. You seem to crave human connection. It's hard and seems hopeless sometimes, but it gets easier the more you try.
Try to look inward and think of what parts of you you like, there ARE things about you to like, I promise you, I'm not saying this as some gay ass canned response. Working on having a better idea of who I am, what I like and what my morals/pillars are made it way easier to socialize and recognize who was worth my time and effort. Maybe it can be positive for you too.
No. 2067600
>>2067591Hey nonna, I fully understand your feelings because my mother seems similar to yours and I have gone through tons of emotional abuse while growing up and even now in adult age. Same with my non-participating dad (who actually became
abusive too but I was already an adult by then)
Sadly, while she does have issues, she will never change. And it will be hard to rebuild self esteem even the sense of yourself - it's still a work in progress for me - i would suggest to try to work on your independence if you are still dependent on them, your emotional health (maybe finding a therapist) and allow yourself to get angry at her - to get angry at her because she does not deserve you. This is where healing will begin, I think.
I wish all the best for you…
No. 2067649
I’m so sad. I was on a beautiful 5 month hike and 2 months in I have 3 stress fractures and have to stop for 4 weeks. I can’t afford to sit around for four weeks so I need to get a job now and start my life so suddenly, I was enjoying being free and exercising so much. We walked 15-20 miles a day. All fresh air. I saw maybe 10 other people throughout an entire day. I made friends, I’ve never had so many friends in my life. All from different places, Washington, Germany, Florida, UK, Canada. I’m so sad. We just got to the most beautiful mountains and were so excited to go back and start there, alpine lakes to skinny dip in, fish to look at, so many animals and I even got over my fear of bees. Now we can’t go back and I’m stuck back in this society, I don’t now why we built it like this, I’m in America and it’s all cars and pavement and packed apartment buildings. I can’t walk anywhere, much less 15-20 miles a day. I’m in a boot, I have to hobble now.
>>2067618You are amazing and strong anon!
No. 2067716
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>Dm an ex friend telling her she’s wronged me and to stop being a hypocritical bitch
>Doesn’t even respond, just makes her pfp the dreaded black circle and her name as “im sorry”
>She’s 20
I can’t deal with this shit anymore kek
No. 2067872
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comments on this are depressing and spooky
https://x.com/718Tv/status/1555718302592376834. is it true? are men really that much stronger than women?
No. 2067887
>>2067556I swear I see multiple women on here dating a divorced father with a kid, and it always seems like a hassle and bad idea. I can't imagine a moid being so good that you have to take care of him and his offspring who won't even listen to you. It's
your house, not theirs. It must be nice to freeload, but you should speak your mind about ground rules. Your space is important to you, and you shouldn't settle just because "kids come first" or some other cope. Stick up for yourself and your values.
No. 2067895
>>2067872Yes.
We are screwed.
No. 2067905
>>2067521Car repairs always piss me off. Maybe I'm neurotic but I feel like the mechanics always rip me off or do some weird shit to my car. If you wanna talk more about your car you should post in the car thread
>>>/ot/1949168Some other anons might offer advice or something
No. 2067967
>>2067556I'm 32 and single as fuck. I still get plenty of dates and interested men, don't fall for incel psyop.
The only problem is, is that many men are unworthy. At our age, typically any decent available men were married once before or have kids from another relationship. It doesn't mean you have to settle, you miss 100% of the shots you can't take because you're stuck with someone making you miserable.
I don't blame your scrote for putting his kids first, but they will always be first to him. It's the right thing, but that doesn't mean he shouldn't be respecting your space and value as a partner. You even tried to book a doctor's appointment for his kid for fuck's sake. I know you said you are "childfree" but you are technically not. Those kids occupy your home taking up your space and sharing your resources. If they're sick, you'll likely get sick too cause that's how involved they are. You are more like an adoptive parent who is being given no credit or wife title.
How long have you been together? How long did he wait before he considered it okay to move his kids in with you? Are you guys gonna get married?
Doesn't sound worth it, imho.
No. 2068015
>>2068007There is nothing about how they are intellectually. Half of the replies mention genitalia anyway
>>2068008So? I don’t want my only positive trait to be that I can reproduce, that means nothing to me because I have no desire to have kids. If you ask even radfems any advantage we have over men it’s that we can reproduce gaiz. You never hear about intellectual or creative accomplishments of women because we fall flat compared to our male counterparts. I’m sure if you asked someone the advantage of being a man over a woman, you’d get a rainbow of responses, whereas if you asked the inverse it ultimately boils down to reproduction and Muh empathy. I fucking hate being a woman
No. 2068018
>>2068004>intellectually we are just weaker than moidsYou're judging women by intelligence standards that have been created and perpetuated by men who have barred women from participation for millennia. In the last few decades we have been able to participate evenly, we have absolutely stomped males within their own institutions and best them at their own standards. These days MRAs and failmales alike whine about how grade schools and universities are suddenly unfair to boys and are stifling their learning because boys simply can't keep up with their female classmates.
>>2068015Half the posts are about survivability too, but I suppose you're only going to pay attention whatever will confirm your misogynistic biases. Good luck with that.
No. 2068021
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>>2068015>You never hear about intellectual or creative accomplishments of womenYeah, you're right, women have never done anything that will be remembered forever, oh wait
No. 2068028
>>2068015> I don’t want my only positive trait to be that I can reproduceWhat are your positive traits?
> I fucking hate being a womanSo you see no positive traits about being a woman? Could that be because you yourself are intellectually lazy and have made no move to find woman who extol virtues you value? You’ve done no investigation into womens contributions and creativity because you yourself see no value in being a woman? Just because other women find value in their reproductive capacity and empathy doesn’t mean all other women do or that you have to, we aren’t a monolith, you can find your own value and worth. Female contribution is also often overlooked because what is valuable about a woman is valuable about any human being, it’s just when a man does it he’s suddenly super special because penis. What value do men have that women don’t that you think makes them so much better and valuable?
No. 2068029
>>2068020Yeah, the fact that women haven’t contributed to society en masse is totally not a big deal and the only thing that matters is that we’re efficient incubators. Got it
>>2068018> Half the posts are about survivability too, but I suppose you're only going to pay attention whatever will confirm your misogynistic biases. Good luck with that.I don’t care about survivability if it means that it’ll just be used to breed more scrotes into the world. Better survivability means nothing in the grand scheme of things if we all go on to lead menial lives as the fate of our sex.
>>2068021Now compare that to the amount of male creatives and historical figures who have gone on to change history. Women like her are exceptions, not the rules
No. 2068053
>>2068028Women with the virtues I value don’t and can’t exist. I wanted to work in tech before I realized I could never best my male coworkers and that it’s a useless effort and I should just accept that as a woman I’m gonna be considerably more useless and stunted. Also I don’t give a fuck about Muh reproduction if pregnancy is becoming increasingly less needed and in 100 years women are gonna be considered obsolete to the masses since life is most certainly gonna be created other ways.
>What value do men have that women don’t that you think makes them so much better and valuable?They simply have better brains than us, that is all.
>>2068034I want to hear about women who have defined history and created life changing inventions, not just “give birth”.
>>2068040Most of them do. By the time they’re 35 most women are nothing more than vessels for their scrote husband and slaves to their kids. Whenever I hear about an important accomplishment of adult women in my life it’s always that they’re married and/or pregnant. Honestly I envy them, I wish I could accept the fact that the only thing we’re equipped that we can’t outperform men at is reproduction but I can’t.
(derailing) No. 2068083
>>2068057I don’t want to accept mediocrity and the fact that there will always be a man that will outperform me.
>>2068063Jesus fuck it’s insane how youve been conditioned by the patriarchy to accept female mediocrity as the norm and something we should all strive for. Also I meant throughout history in regards to inventions, not just present day. All inventions to brought us to where we are today were invented by men and without them we’d genuinely be nothing. Thanks for proving my point that we will never be as useful as men.
>>2068066And those same moids are also 500 iq geniuses who are the best in their fields that just so happen to be naive retards.
>>2068068I’ll start believing the contrary when I’m given proof that we are historically and even currently as useful as moids are.
>>2068072Listen, I don’t care if they have spergy behavior or whatever if they’re accomplished, because they usually are.
>>2068074No I’m just a horribly jaded woman who’s heartbroken by the fact we aren’t important except for reproduction and being good mothers and even other radfems seem to confirm this for me
(derailing) No. 2068111
>>2068083>muh male IQ argument If you took time to study the history and philosophy of science, you would know that so many goalposts were moved because of women. When the IQ tests were being developed, they literally changed the test questions and criteria because girl students scored higher on them compared to boy students. They couldn't fathom at the time that girls could be more intelligent than boys, so they concluded the test itself must be flawed and they kept on retesting the IQ test until boys scored higher on it and that is the type of IQ we use today. So much of past science was done with the assumption that men were inherently more intelligent, etc. as compared to women and this skewed so many statistics. People worked towards these conclusions instead of working towards objectivity.
Consider also that many times in history that female dominated fields become looked down on and disrespected unless males start to dominate them. This is how computer programming, originally a woman's job because they equated it with secretary work, changed into a men's job. Once they see women excelling a field that has big bucks in it for the future, they want a piece of that themselves. Doctors as a profession aren't respected or paid well in cojntries where women outnumber men.
Human culture shapes our "science" and many other factors. This is why systemic misogyny is so insidious.
No. 2068119
>>2068103Stop misinterpreting what I’m saying on purpose retard, I’m mocking you “feminists” who only respond to my posts with “b-but we can get pregnant!”
>>2068105>>2068063>>2068034>>2068033>>2068028>>2068020>>2068008>>2068005>>2067994It’s multiple
(this is the vent thread) No. 2068120
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>>2068053>They simply have better brains than us, that is all.Holy shit, that’s hilarious. Sorry you hate yourself and have no intellectual curiosity. You are mediocre and (sorry to tell you) it’s not because you’re a “woman” (which I doubt) but keep telling yourself that if it helps you get through the day.
No. 2068123
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>>2068083Anon, it's not women's fault that you're so sheltered and narrow-minded that you can't be bothered to crack open a fucking history book and look up all the amazing things that women have done. You're heartbroken over your own ignorance and retardation.
No. 2068143
>>2068125Because it’s fucking weird. I’m sick of whenever someone mentions female accomplishments or something we outperform men with it’s always pregnancy. I’m sick of hearing it.
>>2068123Once again, one woman in a sea of remarkable men.
>>2068122This is true
>>2068111Thank you for all of this info. Do you have anywhere I can read more about this?
>>2068120I never claimed I was some super genius you retard. I claimed that if I were a male I’d have higher intelligence and thus more of an effort to work for what I want to accomplish
(derailing) No. 2068152
>>2068143Oh shit, we did it!!!! We found the monolith, the woman who represents all women. See she’s a failure and lacks intellect so we all do!
Kek please get over yourself. Your failures are your own, it’s not because of your sex (actually it might Y?) it’s because, again, you’re intellectually lazy.
No. 2068154
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bit ot but it looks like the strength gap is diminished when weapons come into play
https://www.quora.com/Can-a-woman-win-a-swordfight-against-a-man No. 2068161
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Falling in love as a woman is probably one of the most traumatic things ever. You try to reach out and make yourself own and then people just take advantage and throw you away, treat you like a joke and then you close yourself off, become aggressive and neurotic even and now you’re a “bitch” or “childish” for not wanting the same victimization to happen to you again. It’s all so tiresome and it makes me want to cry admittedly, it makes me feel so powerless, I feel like I will never ever be able to feel safe and comfortable expressing my emotions because everybody is practically out to get me for no reason when I do. People sniff out and prey when a woman is vulnerable and letting her emotions shed in the open like being in the ocean with an open bleeding wound with sharks swimming around. When will it end
No. 2068167
>>2068147Bragging about being able to reproduce is like bragging about being a moid and being able to inseminate a woman. Idk why you’re so pro status quo
>>2068156This proves my point that moids are on average more intelligent and women are mediocre as fuck and it ultimately boils down to our biology
>>2068159Jesus fucking christ. It’s because of people like you that no one takes women seriously. Literally fuck you. “I’m totally complacent being a sahm for a useless moidlet who’ll probably grow up to be a rapist while men sit and do the hard stuff hehe girl power!”
(derailing) No. 2068184
>>2068181ayrt, but no one ever said that women shouldn’t accomplish anything. womens accomplishments are just different from men’s. trying to mimic men isn’t going to change that. but i agree with
>>2068180this conversation fits better in a different thread. this derailing is going on for too long.
No. 2068228
>>2068226Demodex mites? They can't survive a scrotes
toxic ball gas. They only exist in elegant places like my cute lucious lashes
No. 2068264
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I cannot relate to 99% of women and I feel like they are literally a different species than me. I feel like an alien that fell to earth. I can’t even talk about this because I’ll get called an NLOG or a pick me even though I don’t relate to men at all either and I hate them. The weird thing is that I like a lot of stereotypical girly things but I still feel like an imposter. I look like if you ordered Paris Hilton off Wish but I have this internal Patrick Bateman monologue going on inside my brain at all times. I can’t tell if this is a sperg thing or just the result of being heavily bullied as a child by other girls
No. 2068279
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>>2068264It's called autism with a dash of narcissistic traits. I'm not even judging you. Keep going, work on your dark triad and become ascended from the normie peasant women
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>>2068279Pack it up, the queen of the dark triad already won
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i drained the separated oil off my latest jar of peanut butter which changed the texture completely and i loved it. usually just threw the rest of it out when it happened in the past because i thought it was weird.
bought a new jar when it ran out and it's all properly mixed and shit, this sucks i want my dry nut butter back
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Everyone likes/coddles my male pharmacist coworker who acts super inappropriate and unprofessional. He's always gossiping about the technicians that work there, but mainly gossiping with his favorite girl technician. He got super uppity about me parking in "his" favorite parking spot when I first started working there. And Ive heard he's made rude comments about me already even though i havent even carried out a full conversation with him yet. Our lead pharmacist is the one that babied him when he first started years ago (jumped into the computer system to help him with tasks he struggled with, even on her off days). But of course whenever Ive needed help, she puts me down and tells me to "figure it out". She's a boy-mom btw so that clears things up a bit.
But anyway, he has inappropriate conversations with one of the girl techs all the time, saying shitty stuff about the other women that work there (and I think commenting on some techs body odor or something). I just genuinely hate him. He seems like a massive Faggot that gets away with a lot bc he's a younger male in a largely women-packed career path.
Just hope he gets put in his place soon.
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>>2068427Look at me anon you don't want to kill yourself you want to have breakfast and pour some milk in a bowl for me
No. 2068450
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I've always felt like such a stupid idiot for letting myself go and eating everything. I hit 80kgs around 2 years ago and have slowly decided to lose weight.
So far, I think I've lost around 10kgs but I could've stopped when I was around 65kgs yet I let myself snowball into 80kgs and have to bust my ass working out and dieting every day after stopping for a year. I hate it, if only I could go back and prevent this sooner so I don't have to suffer like this.
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I feel like I'm outgrowing all the people I know and the things I enjoy but I already don't have a life so I don't know what to do. I can't just spend all my time on lolcow I think I'd actually kill myself if I couldn't have a few weeks every couple of months or so where I don't feel the need to check here. I've had this sudden realisation that I haven't anything worthwhile and I fucking hate everyone around me and have to restrain myself from being a massive bitch to people.
I was going to kill myself at the start of last year and I'd spent months and years preparing for it so I never fucking did anything and it's crashing down on me fuck I hate this
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>>2068444It's late at night so I'll probably just go to sleep. I'll have a good breakfast tomorrow though
The cute cat makes me feel better.
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>whenever I get on birth control I get horrifically intrusive violent and destructive thoughts about others
>stop taking birth control so these thoughts are background noise
>at risk of osteoporosis if I don't take birth control
>get back on birth control
>about to go on my period
>in a constant state of intense anger that makes me want to scream and cry
>even the tiniest of things is enough to set me off
>having non-stop thoughts about killing the family dogs because they're a main contributor to my health issues and constant physical and mental discomfort and my family has decided that some heckin doggorinos are more important than my own health and comfort.
Jesus Christ, someone please help me. Usually such thoughts are background noise. I know the dogs negatively impact my health. I know that the family will never get rid of the dogs. I know that I must simply deal with it until I move out (Dad's words.). Usually, I am able to calm myself down by simply telling myself that I'll "work hard, move out, and be able to live a healthier life free of this allergen" but it's not working. I am shaking with rage as I type this I can't sleep because of how angry I am. Why why why am I not important enough compared to some dogs? Knowing I'll have to deal with constant screeching (one of them is a husky), the disgusting smell of their bodies and slobber and fur, the constant feeling of having fur covering everything is sending me into a state of panic and anger. I feel so dirty in this house I feel unclean, I can't take it. Please someone tell me it'll be alright. Please.
No. 2068503
I need to vent about this because I tried to live a "pure" life like an absolute fucking retard for more than 20 years only to receive nothing in return. Instead of learning to enjoy my life like other women I tried to maintain a perfect chaste image thinking one day I'll meet a man who will knee to myself and treat me with utmost respect. Thinking that he will respect my efforts and love me forever. Thinking that he will see me as different, as someone untouched, as someone he doesn't want to defile. WELL I'M RETARDED for those of you who are still young virgins and read this stop caring about your virginity and "giving it to a special man" because that special man, even if let's say he appreciates that you gave your virginity to him, wouldn't care if you weren't a virgin either. Like it wouldn't make a fucking difference.
Men will never reject a woman just cause she smokes (not saying you need to start smoking cause it's still unhealthy and gives you wrinkles), or cause she has nose piercings, or cause she has tattoos, or cause she drinks like a fish, or cause she wears full face of makeup and fake lashes and long fake nails, or cause she has fake tits and lip fillers, or cause she has some extra weight, or cause she has a very high body count. This is all just bullshit they say to themselves, in order to seem like they have "standards" but they don't actually care. Men don't care about the life you live, they only care if you're hot. They don't actually care about virginity, only to prove something to themselves and brag.
No. 2068512
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Been living with my boyfriends family for some time now and the place is foul. Absolutely hoarder tier and filthy. Moving out is currently rather unlikely for a number of reasons so we are trying to make the most of it by living rent free and saving to potentially buy. But this is really fucking with my head. I make an attempt to deep clean areas that clearly haven't been touched in like 10 years (if ever) spending hours on my days off and feeling really satisfied, but I guess because these areas don't even register to them as places to clean the effort goes unnoticed. We are constantly being told how we are useless and do nothing around the house ( I refuse to vacuum rooms I don't ever get use of, pick up after general slobbishness and dishes that are not mine) I do the bathroom fairly often though as nobody else will and I can't stand using it. Its just such a headfuck. Me and my boyfriend work 12 hours and don't want to come home to this. His brother stays here too. Hasn't had a job in years. Just sleeps on the couch and spends his benefits on weed. And somehow we are the lazy ones.
I don't know how I can cope with this much longer. I try to make the place habitable, but it's a losing battle and I don't have the will anymore.
No. 2068534
>>2068517>By the age of 25 you're a pathetic loser if you're still a virgin and men will think there's something wrong with you.Nah, you don't need to even tell them. Just say you don't have a lot of experience and that it was years ago since. If they get
sus just pretend that first guy really sucked in bed so it put you off and that's why you're a bit uncomfortable and inexperienced
No. 2068609
>>2068517Women like you shaming other women is why virgins in their twenties hook up with shit men JUST to get rid of the shame and end up in
toxic relationships.
Early twenties is a risky and stressful time when you're old enough that people are starting to expect certain level of maturity from you, but you are also dealing with studies/student debt/new job/learning adult life skills and Hella stressed, and often don't have enough experience to avoid a lot of life obstacles and deal with other people's bullshit. 23-27 aged women are extra vulnerable to bitchass abusers because they THINK they should be equipped to deal with this and don't expect they could become a target, but often regular smartness and behavioral maturity is not enough to identify red flags.
Just let women mature in their own pace and stop putting arbitrary goalposts on their bodily autonomy.
No. 2068720
>>2068703Bonus: The woman also works a full time job yet nobody makes her lunch because she has been gaslit into believing the narrative that men can only go to work and maybe mow a lawn once a month.
I will blame them for their own misery. Smart women don't tolerate this obvious horseshit.
No. 2068796
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Actually fucking ruined my body after crash dieting and I'm still seeing the consequences, I unravelled a shitstorm on my perfectly healthy system and it seems like I'll never see the end of it. After a year or so of eating nothing but carbs and maybe chicken, I basically speedrunned insulin resistance courtesy of my grandpa's genes (former diabetic 2), which also made me develop PCOS too. Jesus Christ I'm such a retard, the biggest there is, I didn't even know I had so many diabetic relatives?? DNA is a powerful thing, and you may think I'm fat as hell but it's actually the opposite and that's why I thought it wouldn't catch up to me, I thought I could overconsume and have a bullshit diet without ever worrying about sugar yet it happened regardless, I was too careless. I don't look the usual profile because I shouldn't even be here, if I had a normal diet like i used to this wouldn't have happened, this was all a big, big mistake and now i gotta get back on track somehow. Can't even look at coca-cola and cake the same anymore them bitches diabolical
No. 2068815
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Woke up this morning and came downstairs to some random moid I've never seen before asleep in his underpants on my couch. Apparently my roommate thinks it's ok to let people crash here after going drinking without telling me. Send me a message or something at fucking least.
I'm going to need to spend all evening disinfecting the couch. It reeks.
God I can't wait until I can afford to live by myself.
No. 2068837
>>2068720I’ve not seen one singular video of a man making lunch for his hard working wife, just the vice versa. Then young women are being bombarded with “don’t think, just eat hot chip and lie and slather lips with lip gloss and resting in my femininity while my man thinks for me office siren divine femininity”retardation that rots their minds, including mine. There are male chefs and cooks and they do cook for their wives but they are rare or do it as an ego thing, not out of genuine selflessness and heart like women.
>>2068714Men and self-hating women which is about most of the female population think if you don’t want to suffer as a mother, just close your legs. I remember seeing a video of this chick on the subway saying she wouldn’t get up for a pregnant woman because she practically got herself in that situation and the wageslave is forced to work (even though nobody is realistically forcing you to be a wagie, free yourself). It’s the lack of empathy and understanding not even from men but from women that’s jarring, a lack of understanding on how this patriarchy works kek they genuinely don’t understand how childrearing is a full-time job with overtime you never get paid for and if you have moid children they’ll just end up being misogynistic and violent even if you fully catered to them and tried to do soft parenting.
No. 2069001
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I have had a song stuck in my head for three days now. It is driving my crazy. I've tried whistling and humming it into shazam but nothing. Aaaaahhh this is so annoying.
No. 2069073
>>2068725>They spread rumours about how I get people firedThey're such retards. Considering their fear mongering and rumor spreading, maybe they should keep their distance from you and possibly treat you in a nicer way lest they get fired too lol. They're so stupid. Keep doing your job as always and make that money,
nonnie.
No. 2069313
>>2069305Scrotes are opportunistic. Your ex is likely still into you and it’s delusional of you to think otherwise
nonny because men are usually unable to get over their exes kek. And if he was truly over you he wouldn’t bother being your "friend“ anymore let’s be real here. Probably just waiting for a chance
No. 2069407
>>2069390nta but the reverse isn't really comparable. women are routinely correct to be cautious about a moid's ex just due to the nature of how most men act (like
>>2069313 said, they're opportunists). but men who try to isolate their gfs from her male friends are usually just being controlling and insecure with no basis because he should at least trust his gf to have good judgment. it's a double standard, but a reasonable one imo
No. 2069443
>>2069429Woman who distrusts bf and his ex-gf friend: Correct, based, understands male nature and knows that since he's still friends with his ex, he's 90% likely to still want to date her.
Man who distrusts gf and her ex-bf friend: Insecure, controlling, is taking out his (correct) distrust for the other man out on his girlfriend and trying to isolate her from others so she's more available to him.
>>2069433That's correct, and it's up to the woman to decide what she wants to do with those orbiters. If her bf doesn't like it, he can leave, simple as. But him expecting her to ditch people already in her life is the same tactic abusers use to isolate their
victims. He's simply not correct to do it the same way a woman would be correct for insisting her bf ditch his female friends.
No. 2069468
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why is life so boring
No. 2069511
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My mom has gotten into the essential oil/oil craze. She's acting like castor oil is a magic bullet because Facebook said so. She gets mad if you even suggest that it isn't this wonder oil. I hate when she jumps on these old trends. Yes she has gotten into the woo stuff more. It's depressing and her research is seriously just Facebook posts.
No. 2069520
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I feel like shit about myself rn. Why have most friends I've had hated me? Why does my own older sister dislike me? Why do my coworkers seem to also dislike me? I feel so isolated and hideous. I keep buying makeup and clothes, trying to lose weight knowing it's all pointless. I could look the prettiest ive ever looked and still make people dislike me. My personality is bad. Im too quiet and seem bland. I can't carry a conversation. Something is really off about me and others can tell easily.
No. 2069532
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You know, I've done some thinking today. I lean into this kind of loser weeb/nerd combo roll really hard around university people and even my own family, like, I lean really hard into it. Even to the part where I am exceedingly cringe, and I acknowledge I am cringe. But, I think I do such things because if I did not lean so hard into this clown nerd loser roll so hard, the only part of my "personality" that would be left is the shitty so called trauma response personality. I mean, I noticed most of my shitty identity in highschool revolved around the fact that I got sexually abused by family members when I was a little girl.
Having grown up that way, I think it's really frustrating because I genuinely feel like I was not allowed a chance to grow or develop an acceptable personality. Like, in some ways, I think being a woman who's overly cautious and paranoid about literally every walking make is less societally acceptable than the thousandth nerd loser clone. That's why I took this personality on, in some sense. It's much easier to have people chalk me up to a happy go lucky loser than to have people know me as, say, the group trauma dumper. It's all a facade, I know it is. And I'm sure it will all come crumbling down around my ears, but honestly? I don't care. I don't care if most of my personality is an act. People treat me better like this, like this class clown kind of dumbass than they ever did when I was myself.
And don't get me wrong, I still side eye men "in secret". I'll never do e-thot nerd behaviors or whatever (because I know what they're really like), but, other than that I just go about my merry life as fake. It is frustrating to some extent because I'm not at peace that I lost my childhood and teens to sexual abuse, but I also know if I spend too much time dwelling, more of my life will only burn away. It's a catch 22 I guess. What can you do? It's not like people love me as a weeb nerd loser, but at least they don't look like they dread my presence (when I was a so called trauma dumping teen. Despite this, did the system ever take me out of the house where I was being sexually abused? No, lol, they didn't.)
No. 2069544
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Leaving my porn addict scrote husband and becoming homeless soon. I've made plans, but I have to fight my fear of being alone and unable to care for myself (my family is dysfunctional) to save myself. I will never marry a man again. Pray for me please nonnies…
No. 2069578
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reeeeee the picrew spammers are back at it again in the husbandofag thread. just when that thread was actually becoming fun again…
No. 2069583
>>2069544Praying for you. You'll be better off without him no matter how hard it is
>>2069550nta this is the vent thread don't talk like a psycho when someone says she's
leaving the
abusive situation; wtf kind of logic is that? You're stupid for not leaving so now you
shouldn't leave? Eat shit
No. 2069598
>>2069593Something I've noticed recently is that whenever a specific husbando gets more posting people complain about it in other threads and the husbando stops being talked about.
Picrew are safer, I guess.
No. 2069603
>>2069583she didn’t say it was
abusive nonna
No. 2069633
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>>2069550I was already married by the time I found lolcor, nona. I realized my mistake after the fact. There's no need to be so insulting when I already said I am leaving. I found a place to go already.
No. 2069660
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>>2069646No, I wasn't aware. I literally found out because he couldn't perform during sex and he admitted it. We were together since high school; dated 3 years, married 2. Thanks for the kindness,
nonnie.
No. 2069806
>>2069223My ex was like this. He saved this infuriating behavior for me alone. You need to get away from this man, because I ignored these danger signs and he was so fucking
abusive over time. I'm in a legal battle for my future now.
It's not normal to stare at your partner struggling to carry a dog or a pile of books or a giant suitcase. It's not normal to stare into space like a fucking psychopath and not ask if she needs help. It's not normal to feign incompetence.
No. 2070074
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I have an exam in about 45 minutes that I just know I'm going to fail. I need this course for my degree and of course this scholarship. If I fail this exam I'm just going to withdraw from the course and stuff it into my senior year. Taking this Operating Systems as an online course was a huge mistake, I'm way too much of a retard for this stuff…
No. 2070246
EVERYONE HATES WOMEN AND ITS SO FUCKING WIDESPREAD AND SUBCONSCIOUS PEOPLE EVEN PROJECT THEIR MISOGYNY ONTO TV CHARACTERS REEEEEEE
I’m sorry but I’m rewatching Breaking Bad and was reading about why everyone hates Skyler and the reasons are so fucking retarded. They hate her for being smug, but love Walter for being smug, they hate her for putting her baby in danger by smoking once but love Walter even though he put his entire family in danger for years, they hate her for being “annoying” but love that fat retard Hank who is a million times more annoying, and Saul. “She kept Walter away from his kids wahhh” because he lied to her for a year and she still didn’t know what secret he was hiding and then when realizing he was a meth cook she didn’t want him around her kids, completely fucking justified. “She fucked Ted” her and Walter were separated. “She only stayed with Walter because of the money” Marie and Hank needed money so Hank could fucking walk again so she begrudgingly let Walter back into her life so they could make up that story about his gambling to pay Marie without raising suspicions. She knew about the money for half a year while hating him, only starting to rekindle their relationship because Walt stopped lying to her and disappearing for days on end and started putting effort into their relationship again. She didn’t even sleep with him again until hearing that phone message of his dramatic goodbye when he thought Gus was about to kill him. And then she emotionally detached from him again after his “I am the one who knocks” speech. None of her affection was ever tied to money, after Hanks death she rejects it all. If people true think she only liked him for the money they are autistic, she loved him as a broke high school chem teacher and hated him as a millionaire meth cook. All this has proven to me that the a man can outright cause the death of a young woman, attempt to rape his pregnant wife, force a traumatized retard (yes I’m talking about Jesse) to murder an innocent man, and be an all around piece of shit and still be forgiven and beloved but a woman can’t even sleep with a man while separated and smoke 3 ciggies while pregnant and she’s the worst person on the planet. Some people literally just hate her for fucking Ted. I love this show but the fanbase fucking sucks. And Skyler is the best character, her actions regarding Walt are completely justified, her anger is justified, her precautions are justified. She got Walt out of trouble with the car wash, she saved Teds ass. She’s a Stacey through and through.
No. 2070254
>>2067872Unfortunately, yes. Which is yet another reason why it's incredibly retarded for troons to say they're women.
Males have more fast-twitch muscle fibers that can carry more force in short, powerful bursts of energy. We, on the other hand, have more slow-twitch muscle fibers (Type I fibers) that are smaller and contract more slowly and are better for long-distance running and we can produce larger amounts of energy slowly and are less likely to fatigue. We're just not the same.
No. 2070260
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>>2070246i HATED skylar cause shes uggo. men are always ugly so i dont really care if male characters are but Marie and Skylar are diarrhea in a cup
No. 2070322
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Would having a one night stand with an attractive moid cure my romancestarvness?
What I mean by that is that I never had a bf. Lost my virginity to friend ,not attracted to him at all. And I genuinely can't go outside because seeing cute men makes me want to kms. I can't get a boyfriend cause multiple reasons so maybe sec would scratch that itch for a romantic relationship??? I am desperate and tistic
No. 2070372
I give up and going back to socializing with TRAs. I'm thankful for what lurking though gender critical spaces did to me and what kind of information it offered me in regards of female oppression and dysphoria. Everything else sucked. I felt like I'm getting systematically retraumatized by things people I tried to befriend told me about literally anything else. I don't use this word lightly here, my mental health deteriorated since I started engaging and looking for women to socialize with. As annoying as genderists were, they never mocked me, never made me feel like I'm inferior for any given reason. For fucks sake, I think I met less males in my life who made me feel this way. I'm living a really mundane life but I could not talk about it, the only topic I could explore is gender criticism, homophobia and misogyny, all political. With genderists, I talked about everything, except trans criticism. The choice is obvious and who the real friends are is too. When I asked for help, I was mocked for having issues that I have and it was obvious that some were happy I got what I "deserved" for the "sins" I committed, from being "abnormal" in my literal surface level internet user hobbies to relying on a man. TRAs and some people from rad circles who eventually left those, however, never judged. Never belittled, never considered me a freak to turn into a laughingstock. They offered me the help I needed, gave money, spend nights with me, took me out, and were actually genuinely worried about me as a person, not as a collective image of a woman seen through a bunch of expectations and stereotypes. I used to fight with TRAs over this, that radfems don't see women as a monolith, but I am not sure if it was something I tried to convince in them or myself instead. "Vagina havers" may sound dehumanizing, but it's not the words that truly give off this impression, it's the passive, continuous attitude and perception. I felt like a collection of labels, not like a human. I don't know why am I posting this here out of all places. Maybe because I know how many of those like us are lurking, including some of said friends I met through gender critical spaces. I don't know why are these places full of monsters ready to go after ones they deem weakest. I don't also care anymore that political climate keeps radicalizing and feminism is getting crushed by either trans or conservative side. I give up on trying to be a part of group that insists on making it worse personally for me and finding my severe trauma funny.
No. 2070374
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The Vocarooanons like the dramatic reading about ugly men on celebricows was funny. I hate that we’re not allowed to shitpost and I the dumbass shit thread was fun
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I'll never be able to compete with her
No. 2070578
>>2070563Sadly, since hospitals are so understaffed + big gendie rhetoric in my country, my
nurses got standoffish with me when I asked if I could be helped by another woman.
I think there's a "not all men" thing at play too.
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>>2070505>Eight arms>Insane camouflage >Able to survive on land and water>Multiple brainsI really hate that we evolved from monkeys.
No. 2070642
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I decided to organize my reaction image dump folder today. Like 80% of them are super bitchy. I didn't used to be like this, I think. I don't know if it's this site or just the internet in general but I've become really cynical. I know this was a gossip site from the start but it didn't feel as mean as it does right now. I'm gonna dip from the internet for a while.
Inb4 not your hugbox bitch, go back to Tumblr, kys etc
Picrel was the favorite image I found
No. 2070730
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Racist faggots have come out of their unclean NEET dwellings talking about immigrants and this and that and their “beautiful” culture being eradicated or whatever the fuck their new viewpoints are nowadays god I just want to be happy for once in my damn life. Somebody sedate me pleaseeeeeee who the hell cares about any of that shit???? Where can you find normal fucking women to talk to or do I have to create an imageboard for thi?
No. 2070768
>>2070730I think I know what post you’re talking about
nonny. The worst part is that she was complaining about literal children. Projecting your anger onto innocent kids because of their skin color is nasty scrote behavior
No. 2070806
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>>2070770Yeah we’re aware women can be racist, that’s why I don’t give a fuck about female solidarity. I hope your bucktoothed ancestors finally die off idgaf
No. 2070833
>>2068517I did the same as you nonna, waited like a hopeless romantic for "the one" and I had this mentality until 21 when I got sick of being the good girl everyone wanted me to be and getting nothing in return, only more psychological abuse even. Still a virgin tho, but for reasons like avoiding shit moids with shit hygiene and STDs, trust issues and being very cautious of who I'm vulnerable with and also didn't meet a guy I found remotely fuckable. I had other experienced women my age, older or a bit younger than me tell me that it's better that I am like this because of their many horror stories regarding sex with moids. You're good, don't worry.
>it's the opposite, me being a virgin is a turn off for them cause ain't nobody got the patience to babysit a woman with zero experience, unless she's like 18 or 19. By the age of 25 you're a pathetic loser if you're still a virgin and men will think there's something wrong with you.Well I am at that age where I'm supposedly a loser in their eyes and that's on them tbf, you protected yourself from pain and shit experiences. And like
>>2068534 said, you don't even need to tell them you're still a virgin, just invent an excuse
like your first and only experience was so shit he didn't even get the right hole or something. Plus, hearing that a lot of guys wanna see a virgin bleed and becoming brutes during the act as a result makes me wanna lie and lie my way kek.
No. 2070920
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>>2064468Very late reply about my friend taking a username similar to my real name
>If you're in the same fandom chances are you're into the same stuff, and it could be a coincidence? My irl friend has a username based on some quirky word combo (think something like unicornspaghetti It's really not, the name is not like that at all as it's just a real name.
Using the same fake examples as before, imagine my name is Camille and everyone calls me Millie, so I used that as my username. Her name is Amanda, and her username that was unrelated to her real name and was a fandom name that ended in -me, let's say it was Zeldame. So she decided that the -me part warranted her choosing the nickname Mellie for herself. So now me as Millie is supposed to accept Amanda as Mellie when it's really close to my real name, and only works as a nickname for her username at a stretch to begin with. It just makes me uncomfortable and I feel a bit hurt over her "stealing" my name.
No. 2070933
>>2070898Another thing I wanted to add (don't want to spam too much so last one) is, if a moid gets to have sex at all with a woman he's already extremely lucky, but if he gets to have sex with a woman who is a virgin and specifically picked him and no one else despite her standards and rejecting moids who wanted to fuck her before for years he should feel nothing but honoured. And not in the "she's so pure" religious way, the "wow I feel so special" way. Men are also the ones who need to be good at pleasing you and not the other way around first and foremost, so you being inexperienced shouldn't actually matter that much and it's a bigger issue for the male if he lacks experience or is bad at sex actually, since it becomes dubious whether or not he can please
you or make you orgasm, because it's men that have an easier time getting orgasms compared to women during sex.
No. 2071075
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Does anyone else feel extremely anxious because of the hot weather? I've struggled with anxiety for years but it just gets worse during summer. I have troubles with breathing, I sweat way too much, my heart rate is higher that normal, and I just feel like something bad is about to happen. I very heat sensitive and the moment the temperature goes up I'm losing my shit. Maybe my autismo also plays a part in being oversensitive to temperature but I've seen the same sentiment being shared by non autists; heat just makes some poople very anxious. Idk what to do. I drink as much water as I can but it just makes me feel sick, like I'm about to vomit?? I don't know what to do, it makes me insane and I can't sleep
No. 2071100
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I'm not trying to bait or cause an infight posting about this but I think I'm friends with an unironic Trump supporter. I already had my suspicions but the way she reacted to the recent debate made me put two and two together and confirmed it for me. I admit I'm a britbong so the intricacies of US politics are lost on me but it really rubs me the wrong way. I know the democrats aren't exactly any better but my god, how can you do that to yourself as a woman? Have some bloody respect for yourself. Never escaping patriarchy, indeed
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>mom didn't tell psychotic alcoholic dad that I'm leaving for six weeks tomorrow
can this please wind up being as underwhelming as possible, I don't want to him to go off on me or for me to come back and find all my shit thrown out
No. 2071347
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Would having a one night stand with an attractive moid cure my romance starvness?
What I mean by that is that I never had a bf. Lost my virginity to friend ,not attracted to him at all. And I genuinely can't go outside because seeing cute men makes me want to kms. I can't get a boyfriend cause multiple reasons so maybe sec would scratch that itch for a romantic relationship??? I am desperate and tistic
No. 2071517
>>2071416>>2071386Well getting a relationship is not quick plus local moids are not even cute so I would have to find a tourist
>>2071418Pretty sure it was deleted unless I mixed up the threads
>>2071422I know there I no way for me to prove myself to you since you cant self post here but incase you care that really hurt my feelings that you would call me a man for being lonely. You most likely have had relationships in the past so you do not get it
No. 2071787
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How do I explain to my friend about why you analyse media the way we do?
I'm taking a summer course that is partly based on analysing movies, and my friend was asking about it so I started talking about the current block where I'm analysing the gun in a movie as both a fetish (both sexual sexual and religious) and phallic powersymbol. She got very confrontative all "why do you analyse it like that? Did the director(s) SAY it's supposed to symbolise that? I don't get reading into movies like this you are just putting words into the mouth of the creators!". I'm not eloquent enough to really explain it to her, so I settled for it simply being to say it's important from socio-political climate since since we have movies that are a response to second-wave feminism like Aliens and Terminator 2 (they get mentioned a lot in my course litterature) and the postfeminism response to those characters through Charlie's Angels action babes. She still wouldn't quite take it but she seemed to think it's a better answer than the previous shrug I gave her because I couldn't quite find the words, she is someone that isn't very fond of anything that requires analytical thought - she gets almost aggravated by media that have a lot of metaphorical elements and usually write them off as bad or "unfinished" because of it. I don't think it is because it makes her feel stupid and she is definitely not an autist, but something about it seems to almost set her off because it's only during those times I see her take this almost aggressive stance.
How should I explain it to her next time this topic comes up? Because it is inevitable that it will be brought up again and her unusual frustrations with it always catches me off guard. I'm not very good at finding the right words at times, especially when I feel confronted like this, so I would love to have something ready in the back of my head so I can start an interesting debate with her about it.
No. 2071794
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i hate living with a retard who starts screaming and slamming doors and throwing shit every time literally anything happens, its unbearably stressful, im gonna get my first gray hair by 22 or something
No. 2071800
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>miserable as a child, nightly breakdowns of wanting my life to end, can barely function socially and act like a brick wall. constant pain and fog
>for whatever reason, finally have one good sleep as an adult under odd circumstances and felt alive for the first time ever, everything felt SO different and I could think straight finally
>realize that maybe something is wrong with me and seek help
>sleep study diagnosed me with severe sleep apnea (no, I'm not fat)
>think this is it, I can finally feel ok!
And…months later, and I still haven't been able to fall asleep while using the damned machine. Doctor hasn't helped. I honestly feel like I'm already dead. I even loathe that I had that one wonderful day. at least I wouldn't be agonizing over the idea that things could be better…
No. 2071803
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I hate how there are virtually no interesting cows anymore and it’s hard to find them because most people act like spergs on the internet now. More and more I find myself missing the internet before COVID.
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I just severed the head of a chicken and was losing my shit the whole time because the bone wasn't giving in and I had to stare at this dead bird up close to figure it out while the TV in the background went on about God and consciousness (certified 1970s moment). I fucking wish this shit had been taught to me early on so I wouldn't be so chicken myself. I am 26 years old but if I had to gut a fish I would just faint. Pathetic. Is this why so many people are going vegan now ?
>>2071787My answer would just be "Most media is meant to be analyzed. Movie directors put details in for us to notice. It's like a painting, having to think five minutes about the feelings behind that painting doesn't make it a bad painting" but also, I have no friends for a reason.
Maybe "Movies have two dimensions, one as entertainment and one as a riddle" but that sounds kinda spergy.
Some people are just like this though, I doubt she will change her stance if she really doesn't understand.