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No. 2062621
let it out
no infights, report and ignore bait
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>>>/ot/2047486 No. 2062626
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>Went to make a gin and tonic after a stressful day at work
>Both my bottles tastes suspiciously watery
>This isn't the first time
I know it's my roommate/sister who did it. I'm going to confront her (again) about it and I know exactly how it's going to go. She'll get defensive then start crying about how it's so hard being unemployed and depressed and she's feels sooo bad about mom paying her half of the rent blah blah blah. Bitch maybe if you didn't spend all night stealing my alcohol and playing Destiny or whatever crap you're into now, loud af, you could get a job.
At this point I would buy her alcohol just so she's leaves mine alone.
No. 2062646
>>2062640>>2062644It looks like it's some kind of Digimon fanart so you can try searching for that on DeviantArt or something, or you could post it in the "help me find…" thread and see if you get any responses.
>>2062643Don't let the hater get to you anon.
No. 2062648
>>2062646Oh that's not so bad I thought you were going to say it was a famous pedo or troon artist.
I like it.
No. 2062671
>>2062631Don't cancel. You knew those friends longer than him and will continue to know them after him. Go have fun. He's an adult and if he's actually making you feel guilty about not being able to hang out too, dump him.
you probably won't though otherwise just get out of your head and have a good time.
No. 2062673
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After getting a bad health report last October I've been hitting the gym hard. I've been working on getting strong so weightlifting, protein shakes, chicken breasts, all that jazz. My BF who has an office job and only exercises by playing football with his friends once a week wants to join the gym so I take him along with me.
He easily beats my squat record. I know with upper body men have the advantage but I thought lower body was kinda close. I have never been so demotivated in my life.
No. 2062681
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I feel like I’m about to start tweaking out. Living at home with your parent and your shitty ass male siblings makes me want to go and fly off the handle and cry, I just want a fucking decent job to save up and be able to move out how much longer will this entrapment end and it’s all my fault I should have fucking sold my body or some shit I actually can’t take it anymore. I rather die lonely than ever have a male in the only sage space I will have which is my own apartment or house due to having brothers. I miss my sister, I gotta hold on longer
No. 2062683
>>2062674I thought after 8 months I'd at least be a little stronger than my lazy bf. I can pick him up now at least kek.
>>2062675>>2062676It's actually ridiculous how big the gap is. I hate it.
No. 2062704
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I want to fondle my tongue with a fork and stab and jab at it until it gushes and bleeds out until I die and I will finally be free in the afterlife to bitch slap my ancestors and angelic guides for being useless retards letting me suffer
No. 2062708
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>>2062672I think they're the fish type and they look cute to me. Should play mermaids. So i wouldn't be that worried on your place, nonna, you must be cute. I don't think it's a good alternative styling system though, kek, just use it for fun.
No. 2062718
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Had a fight with a friend who showed manipulative behavior. They resorted to insults and blame shifting when I called them out on it before ending the conversation abruptly. I'm glad to not associate with this person anymore, but wish I'd recognized they were toxic sooner.
No. 2062755
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I’ve always picked at my hair since I was a kid but it’s gotten worse as a young adult. I just pulled out a whole chunk worth of individual strands of my hair, it physically hurts my mind and body if I can’t pull out my hair. I’m missing chunks on my hairline now and my eyebrow tails are gone too. It’s gotten really compulsive lately and it’s scaring me, I want to cry right now, I feel so scared.
No. 2062787
>>2062673Nah just keep going nona. Remember only women can be truly natty. If you compare yourself to men it's like some guy showing up at a gym where everyone else has been on gear since they were 14 and getting disappointed he's not as strong as them, no shit, they're all juicing.
Men who do juice will literally gain more muscle mass sitting on their ass than natty men do on a strength routine, so it's the exact same comparison. Imagine how good it'll feel after a long term solid training routine when you eventually do start approaching avg guy levels of weight on the bar, that's why they get so embarrassed if a woman ever outlifts them.
No. 2062824
>>2062814Is there any way to own your look or general sense of style so that you'll be so secure with your own identity that you won't give a shit about anyone else's?
Easier said than done. I don't know what magic shit happened at 31 years old, but that was my magic age for my brain to stop giving a shit and focus on myself only. I really don't care if prettier people enter the chat now, they've got their own problems too.
No. 2062863
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browsing loveafterporn is the most blackpilling shit ever, hypersexual men need to be castrated
No. 2062867
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>too busy and touching grass to have played video games for over a year
>finally get downtime thanks to illness
>log back into Steam
>play one of my favorite games
>just campaigns, no multiplayer bullshit to stress me out
>campaigns can take an hour or more
>doing good
>doing real fine and enjoying my game
>get to impossible campaign
>keep losing ~10 minutes left after 1.5-2 hours of play
No. 2062890
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>got a 6,2 in an exam
>almost everyone in my class got a 8 or 9
I usually don't study that much, because I prefer to have more time for myself than perfect grades, but holy shit, I'm now feeling dumb because the exam itself wasn't difficult, but many of its answers depended on previous answers and I must have fumbled something along the way.
No. 2062894
>>2062876This sub makes me so depressed.
>married>have kids>stay at home>more than several years investedTalk about stuck. Glad I never married and aborted the fetuses of the awful moids I was with kek. Moids are universally shitty, which makes me feel better at least.
There was one post that described how one man got the opportunity to cheat irl with his OF interest but was a limpdick even when he had his dream woman in front of them.
It's not us. They're so fucking embarrassing.
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>>2062876dang imagine marrying men
No. 2062977
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why the fuck am i so horny all the time god damn
No. 2063158
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>>2063143Emi from ultraman rising.
Literally nothing, it was the most innocent art, moids are just freaks.
No. 2063172
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i realized i feel about people like i feel about spiders, they evoke similar feelings of unease. i think they're interesting but scary. i can handle the select few friendly looking ones okay and engage with the creepy ones just long enough to banish them from my space. i definitely don't want to be in a room that's full of them.
No. 2063244
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why the fuck is this "hawk tuah" meme so popular right now? do people actually think this is funny? it's one of the trashiest most unfunny memes i've seen in a while and i'm actually shocked that it's caught on so hard due to the sheer retardation.
No. 2063252
>>2063244Stop hanging out with high schoolers.
>>2063250It's a girl describing spitting on a penis. I had to look it up. It's from a street interview video.
No. 2063280
>>2063271You’re rotting your brain being here, leave before it’s too late. Be young and free!
>>2063276Reddit-spacing… why
No. 2063367
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Same woman from
>>2037684 is once again being super obnoxious.
This time it's because she agreed to be a surrogate to a stranger for a lot of money.
Generally I don't care how people make their bread but it's so annoying to see her attention whore about it in group chat. First, it was the ~big announcement~ she made which elicited responses from everyone about how she was so "selfless" and "brave" for doing this, as if she weren't doing it for the money lmao. Now she's posting asking someone from our group to help jab her during our next event to "mentally get over" the intramuscular shots that she needs to administer to herself for the surrogacy process.
Sorry, but what the fuck?
She can agree to either push another baby out of her vagina or get sliced open for it on the c-section table, but her hard stop is a fucking shot?
Shut up, shut the fuck up.
No. 2063373
>>2063287I think it's funny as a joke but as usual men ruin everything.
It's automatically not funny to me just because moids memed it to death.
No. 2063383
>>2063276That's wild. When I worked at a call center selling plane tickets we would get the same creeps too.
They would call just to hear female voices speaking to them and waste our times by making us read out a bunch of information but never buy anything.
However if they were creepy and
abusive, we were allowed to terminate the call.
As a manager now, yours sound incredibly lazy. Like they'd rather have you deal with it repeatedly than have an uncomfortable interaction with the moid telling him to fuck off.
No. 2063428
>>2063410You're being a tad unfair to yourself anon. High-resolution camera lenses are not the same as a human eyeball.
It's not as bad as you think, the camera just had to capture the definition of eyelashes so of course it picked up anything else. People looking at the photo just want to see the lashes, they don't care about your skin.
No. 2063437
>>2063428i appreciate you saying that
nonnie, it's a good reminder. i was just taken aback by it, i actually hate pictures and usually never let anyone take pictures of me, especially in HD.
No. 2063621
>>2063594Agree, the juiciest drama of it was Steeb being forced to propose because Jill was jealous but that's about it.
IMO she stayed too long waiting for that, it's a doomed marriage through and through. The only thing to look forward to is to see the tacky wedding choices and maybe some bridesmaid drama (unless her alters will fill those positions KEK).
No. 2063955
>>2063857>He's like a brother to meYeah, and to him you're like a piece of dirt beneath his shoe because of your sex. I don't get anons that post this stuff. I would never willingly admit to being friends with a man that consumes red pill bullshit, and I definitely would never willingly interact with one of those freaks either.
>I know he's just parroting crap he sees on social media to fit in with current guy cultureNo, nona, you just don't wanna admit to yourself that the scrote you consider as a "brother" actually believes this red-pill shit and is a misogynist. It's the same thing I see everyday: a handmaiden defending a women-hater.
>>2063887It's crazy because they'll stick by him instead of just admitting to themselves that they'd be better off without him and other scrotes like him.
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ahhh I keep getting hives all the time, my nose is difficult to breathe from and itchy, and I dont know if its an allergy or just the crazy hot weather lately.. should i get an allergy test?
No. 2064319
>>2063857Men are like dogs. Seriously.
You being his friend "like a brother" and the fact that he has a gf
even though he concerns himself with modern dating and single women for some reason..someone should point this out to her that other women are always on his mind is reward for his shitty beliefs.
When a dog is naughty, you do not encourage the behavior with social reward like positive interaction and treats. You disengage and discipline.
He would change his views with the quickness if they would cost him the women in his life.
But he is continually rewarded with benefit of the doubt and grace and chances.
Would he do the same for your radical beliefs about men if you had them, when he can barely tolerate the facts as they are?
Think about it, anon.
Gah, third repost is the charm hopefully? Christ.
No. 2064350
>>2064219>He cannot have conversations with me.yes he can, use ai chatbots.
thank you for taking your 3dpd sperging here instead of shitting the husbando thread. Hope you find some fleshie you can procreate and be happy with.
No. 2064392
>>2064372I don't think so, someone trying to imitate my husbando would genuinely piss me off. It shouldn't be anyone else's burden anyway, it's not fair to try and mold someone else into something they can't be just because I have internal issues. It just wouldn't be right for me to throw my problems onto someone else.
>>2064325Thank you anon. Iirc, I actually think there are quite a few anons like us who aren't completely dedicated to either real people or their husbando waifu.
No. 2064446
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I cut off all the toxic people in my life (cocaine addicted evil pro ana twink, another moid who made fun of my addiction behind my back, my cheating ex, the guy I lost my virginity to when I was a middle schooler and he was a high schooler, etc) and got sober and now I’m incredibly lonely. I have a few real friends but they all live far away and I rarely ever see them. I feel like there’s this special connection you can only have in a toxic friendship where both of you enable each other. I miss it but at the same time I don’t. I have nothing to do. I just stay home all day and browse the Internet until I have to go to work and then I go home and sleep. My life is so dull, every day is groundhog day. I’m moving to a different state soon so maybe I’ll befriend some new people there
No. 2064496
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>>2064461kekk, I mean picrel who was used in a banner
>>2064489bpd splitting
No. 2064674
>>2064665TBH I've seen open transphobia on the forums and it's been fine, it just depends on whether the series is a gendie magnet or not. Saw it got bad enough once too to the point the scanlator had a meltie and started putting pro-troon stuff in pages prefacing chapters, only to get reported and banned for it because pushing personal agendas there isn't allowed kek.
>>2064669I enjoy them. Sometimes it's the only place you can find discussion on more obscure series, and it's a fun thing to read in general. YMMV depending on the series because that determines who is attracted to whatever thread you're on, but in general ecen at its worst it's pretty tolerable imo.
No. 2064679
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>>2064672I want to bully this cute little nerd so bad and put his top hat on top of my boobs
(derailing) No. 2064733
>>2064730They would. Hence why I will never not roll my eyes whenever the “why shame women for having babies with moids!” argument comes up. When such a large proportion of women were sexually assaulted by their fathers as children (so they’re pedos AND incestuous) how can you have a child with that thing? Level 100 handmaiden, feeding a scrote new
victims. When the majority of men watch porn, and the majority of are addicted to the barely legal kind (or even CP). Just checking the coomer thread should be enough to blackpill you immediately, all the women concerned about their husbands, about the
father-daughter porn, when they have
daughters. And these are the ones who were CAUGHT. “My nigel is different!!!” No he’s not, and that’s been proven time and time again.
No. 2064812
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>be me
>wake up at 5 am because broke and need to work
>busy day with work and school, stressed as hell so my stomach hurts
>had to house sit and water my family friends huge ass garden for an hour in 110 degree heat
>depression is kicking my ass, cannot stomach food
>I feel like I’m gonna pass out all day bc no eat
>saving grace is hobby event thing I love that’s an hour away
>le drive while drinking energy drink, I feel okay
>hobby thing was awesome
>its 11 pm
>I get to my car to go home
> I feel like I’m gonna pass out bc of the previously stated conditions, migraine so light hurts my eyes
>it’s fine I’ll lock in and drive home, I’ve done this drive a million times before
>le driving home
>20 minutes in, finally got to major highway
>there’s a 9 car pileup
>all the semis are blocking the freeway
>estimated hour added to the drive due to how horrible the traffic is now
>fuck no I am not getting stopped for an hour while I feel like death
>somehow shimmy my way off of freeway
>i feel sick and tired, I swallow my pride and call my mom to ask what street I should take home
>she drones at me about which streets go where
>kay bye imma drive now
>le drive
>she call me back
>”noni just follow my instructions and I’ll get you home”
>I feel ecstatic that my mother who lowkey hates me is being nice to me
>”oki mom”
>”okay now turn right noni onto freeway, you’re past the wreck. I’ll hang up so you can focus”
>I turn right
>snap out of my tired state and realize my mom sent me westbound on the wrong freeway
>I need to go eastbound on a freeway 10 minutes down the road
>my mom calls me
>”oops-“
>”im gonna figure it out myself STOP CALLING ME”
>le hang up
>le fucking fuming
>start screeching like a retard in my car getting off the freeway
>pull into a shitty McDonald’s and screech to a halt
>there’s like a drug deal going on there I notice
>now I’m crying because my mommy issues got dragged into this clusterfuck
>le cry because mom was nice to me for once in my life
>and I snapped at her
>I start banging my head on the wheel in a retarded fit of tears
>I start to calm down and even my breathing
>my head is pounding even more because of retarded head banging
>there is blood on le forehead
>consider suicide
>pull up Google maps to my house
>drive back in the worst physical and mental pain imaginable
>park le car in garage
>consider suicide again
>mom sees me as I walk in
>she says nothing and looks like her normal, pissed off self
>I go upstairs
>I write about my retardedness on lolcow
Fuck this chungus life
No. 2064955
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I'm on step 9 in AA where you're suppose to make amends. Years ago, I had an ex who I got suspicious of so I keylogged his computer. I caught him changing his age to 16 so he could have cybersex with teenagers. I found the nudes he was sending out and I sent them to everyone in his contact list and dumped him. He would call or email me after this and I'd just get drunk and reply with long screeds about how he's a disgusting pedo.
I looked him up when I was thinking of making amends to him and I found that he had been arrested for battery and had a court case for foreclosure. Seeing the mugshot was oddly satisfying. I realized, I can't make amends to this asshole because you're not suppose to do them when they could injure others and I honestly don't think I could talk to him without calling him a fucking pedo loser.
I should probably talk to my therapist about this shit, but I really don't want to. I know it was wrong of me to keylog him and send his nudes to everyone, but at the same time, I don't think I would've broken up with him if I didn't know. I don't want to think about him anymore or remember that period in my life.
I'm kinda irritated with AA. I realize that making amends is suppose to help me move forward and be a better person, but this is making me dwell on the past.
No. 2064961
>>2064955You did a based and morally correct thing, does AA really everyone to make amends to, like,
abusive ex husbands or men who raped you or whatever that you may have retaliated against? Surely there is some common sense and logic in the program that doesn't require you to apologise to people who did something 100x worse than whatever you did? How the fuck would it help an alcoholic to force themselves to be generous to a disgusting pedo scrote, honestly…
No. 2064971
>>2064855Women have higher senses and less testosterone that makes them do insane stupid shit, that ensures that they don't get into dangerous situations and are able to avoid them. Also women are weaker in brute physical strenght, but the female body is built in a way that makes them more resilient, a male body would break with pregnancy and they can't take pain.
By nature the males are designed to stick around and fend off other males/serve the women. Poor selection made them useless.
No. 2064978
>>2064961IIRC AA had strange religious/cultish undertones so I'm not surprised that they'd push that, if they do. But anon also said it's not required if the person could injure others.
>>2064955You did the right thing imo. If it weren't for the keylogger they would have never had a strong case against him and now he can't hurt others thanks to your actions, so I think if anything you should be proud. If AA can't understand that, they're wrong and can go fuck themselves.
No. 2065043
I hate my avoidant ex so incredibly much for giving me an anxious attachment style when I was previously decently secure. He had "muh anxiety" around asking people to hang out so I always had to be the one initiating, but often when I asked to spend time with him he ditched me after a couple of hours to be with his friends instead. I was never his priority. This went on for 4 years.
I'm dating a new guy now, and I asked him if he spontaneously wants to meet today, but he can't because he already has something planned with a friend. There's nothing wrong with this, people are allowed to have their own lives jfc, and yet the rejection is making me bawl my eyes out. I feel like I'm annoying as fuck and too needy whenever I get rejected like this, and I can never tell whether I'm being unreasonable about how much time I want to spend with a person because of that shitty dynamic I had with my ex. I want to see this current guy a lot more than once a week during the weekend, but expressing my needs feels so clingy, and now that he rejected me this time, I never want to ask him out again. Fuck, I seriously can't believe I'm crying this much about such a stupid issue.
No. 2065073
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>trying to live my life
>constant flashbacks of being abused since childhood
>everything reminds me of what I went through
>can't make normal connections because I can't relate to anyone
>fail at coming across as normal or nice even though I try hard to socialize, it's like people can tell im dirty and "other" and me being isolated makes me act weird anyways
Just kill me
No. 2065100
>>2065073This makes me sad
Flashbacks are hell. I hope you find some peace
No. 2065113
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It seriously pisses me off that tons of women stay with these nasty ass moids. Not only is he fat, he also shits his pants regularly. Imagine knowing this about your scrote and being the one to wash it out and STILL wanting to stay engaged. Retard
No. 2065137
It's fucking 28-30 degrees Celsius outside, and yes I'm away from home on a small holiday. But I had three days in a row of doing shit, Sunday being eight hours in the train commuting, Monday walking around in the old town of where I'm staying, from and to the Airbnb to boot, and yesterday I took a full day trip, took the train to the bigger town even though it was 26-28 degrees Celsius out and was gone from 9:30am until 6:15pm.
I don't think I have to justify not wanting to walk in through urban landscapes in the heat when it was already unbearable yesterday. Not like there's a lake or a coast nearby to dip my toes in some fresh water, otherwise that'd have been my plan today. Just because you mean well as an Airbnb host, doesn't mean you get to decide how I use my days on holiday. I have eight more hours of commute tomorrow to get back home, I'll be glad to not have overworked myself today to recharge my batteries.
So I'd rather just not get a sunstroke before I leave for home tomorrow and chill, goddamn.
No. 2065160
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>>2064855You're looking at it wrong. Men are stronger
because they're the expendable ones. They're quite literally evolved to protect women, who are more important than them because we are the ones who get pregnant and care for (their) babies.
Men also burn more calories, they're less efficient that way as they need more resources and women can easier survive and thrive on less, so we're more efficient at surviving that way. We also do things like store more fat and handle cold better than men too, we're better suited for survival in ways that men are not.
We evolved this way because we are pack animals who are meant to work together, so I mean it when I say men LITERALLY evolved to protect women and to do the heavy work for us. Some species like most birds of prey, whales, spiders, frogs have significantly larger females. That generally happens when they live alone or the off-spring is mostly external (laying eggs) so the mother often protects them alone.
No. 2065171
>>2065149Aww
nonnie, that sucks, I'd love to see your little angel. Sending virtual cuddles to her ♥
No. 2065178
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i'm getting really frustrated with my best friend and i don't know how to deal with it. no i'm not willing to just "cut her off" because she has been a good friend of mine for years and i know she would be there for me. i just need to get some shit off my chest.
>moved back to her hometown after finishing university
>very extroverted but no friends in hometown
>had to dump boyfriend she got shortly after moving
>got a new bf quickly but complains about him all the time
>got a job in her field instantly after graduating
>hates her job, her boss sucks
>constantly complains about her weight
>i tell her she looks fine (she does) and offer help with exercise
>comes up with excuses for why she can't exercise
>for example, starts running with her mom
>immediately quits the group because she says she's too slow for everyone
>says she hurt her ankle and stops running altogether
>i give her a program recommendation for weightlifting
>she says she can't go to the gym because she knows too many people there
>i complain once about someone taking up equipment they aren't using at the gym
>"i hope you know that's why i'm too scared to go to the gym, because of what you said"
>okay
>my fault she doesn't work out because i was annoyed by someone once i guess
>constantly complains about her job
>i tell her to look for a new job
>she won't take part time work in an unrelated field while looking for new work
>constantly complains about where she lives
>i tell her she should move to the city where i live
>it's a few hours away from her hometown, very big, lots of people for her to meet
>"i can't nonna it's too expensive"
>she has been living rent free in her own apartment for past two years
>has no bills except for food and gas
>"nonna i can't go back to school in the city because i have so much debt"
>she went to university on a full ride scholarship
>has virtually no debt
>meanwhile she's saying this to me someone who had to pay with loans for everything >and is now in law school with a massive debt load
>has ocd, constantly scared she has an sti
>messages me all the time describing what she thinks are sti symptoms
>has been checked by multiple doctors dozens of times
>veritably does NOT have an sti
>i do research and find out this is reassurance seeking
>tell her i care about her but i can't give her reassurance about whether or not she has an sti (she doesn't) anymore because it's harmful
>she gets mad at me
>doesn't speak to me for a few days
>comes back
>quickly starts describing imaginary symptoms and asking if i think it's an sti again
>we used to text all the time
>almost 24/7 communication
>now she never initiates conversations, ever
>check and see that every single talk we've had for past few months has been started by me
>when i do start convos, she just answers the questions in the barest way possible
>does not volunteer anything or talk normally
>i try to get her to talk by asking her how she's doing
>every time i do she starts complaining about every single thing in her life again
>i encourage her to take a break and do some relaxing activities
>she does
>immediately starts complaining about them again
>completely stupid shit about how her manicure isn't as nice as she wanted
>has full on breakdown because she feels so stupid for taking vacation then not having fun
>it's the first day of a week long vacation
>i'm tired
>i'm so tired
No. 2065200
My friend rescued sugar gliders from someone she knew who was mistreating them, but since they've been in her care they've become severely obese, like double the weight they should be and can't move around well. I hate that exotic pets are a thing and they're so easy to obtain.
>>2065185He sounds like a piece of shit moid and you should dump him
No. 2065262
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i hate my life and myself, i'm not sure how to put it into words. i know throwing pity parties won't help either. i'm still young and i just can't see myself living for another 40 years or so, what am i supposed to do? my heart hurts so much
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>>2062968Venting so it was very tl;dr
Additional vent about this:
I know I can't control my boyfriends life and who he can and can't speak to. But my ex is an actual psychopath which I know is a meme right now but the fucker has actually 0% empathy. He took his mom to a theme park during summer, she's old and has joint problems and didn't even get her a wheelchair or a scooter to be on. Fuck this guy. I made it very clear I don't want him in or even around my house. He hasn't messaged me yet and just keeps texting my boyfriend about casual things (like nothing happened here amiright?) I'm so tired of everyone around him taking pity on him and forgiving him. I wonder what needs to happen. This man cheated on me multiple times and gave me a STD while he was my first and only sexual partner. He then went around and told everyone it was I who cheated on him. I don't know if there's anything that could happen that would quench the desire I have to see him suffer so that's why I try to be chill about it but again, I would be lying if I said I didn't want vengeance one way or another.
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Today at work we got the news that the location I'm working at will be closed by the end of the year. There were changes happening withing the company in the last couple of months, but I never thought that they will close it down entirely. I've been working there for over eleven years now (it's basically still my very first job) and I never worried what will happen "after that" because this company exits for over 100 years now and was a very stable job throughout the years. We got the option to continue to work at the other location of the company but it's far away (over one hour by train/car) and I did a lot of commuting when I used to study (which also over an hour for each way) and I wouldn't do it again. Moving there is also not an option for me for various reasons.
Idk what else to say because I'm sad. I already miss my coworkers who I've been working with for so long at this point. I'm telling myself that I should see this as a chance to try and learn something new but change is scary lol.
I have also other problems that that I've been dealing with already so today's announcement really crowns the mess I have to deal with and I'm tired.
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I can't with this constant sunlight anymore. I go to work while the sun is up, I go to sleep while the sun is up, there isn't any darkness in between and it's making so fucking depressed. And when you tell people that you have summer depression the reaction is "oh, you feel a little unwell like we do in the winter"… honey, it's a depression, I can't sleep, can barley eat, feel a tiredness that nothing seems to be able to cure and my suicidal thoughts are growing every day, that isn't feeling a little unwell. And the only things that could help at little be would be a dark, cool room and pills and I don't have anything of that, so I have to suffer for the next 3 months. And yes, I hope they all get real winter depression this year, maybe they will realise that it's not "feeling a little unwell".
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I wish my brother was involved with gang violence so he would “tragically” die at the hands of gun violence so I can finally have a safe and clean home so I can focus on what needs to be done so I can finally gain my sense of independence.
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It's in every little crevice. From reading the story of humanity since it's dawn to just living your own instance in its present. Even on some silly internet site on year 20xx as you relax after a long day of your absurd performance to get ???? richer till it dies someday. Billions will always be blind to blatant indoctrination, to realize it brings nothing but isolation and suffering. Sometimes I hear the same swinish noises inside even me. Trying to have empathy for anything including yourself becomes more and more irrational with each passing day. I try to ignore it all but today isn't the day.
JUST KIDDING nonnies haha anyway watch the shittyflute billie jean it's funny like and subscribe
No. 2065753
>make a friend>things are going awesome! we have a lot in common and we start bonding>their issues start coming out>actually they are extremely insecure, self sabotaging, and self-absorbed>make multiple attempts to help them and teach them about adult skills they didn't learn>try to help them move past their mental block and encourage them to love themselves and do better>more negative traits come out like joking about being a homewrecker knowing i'm married and i'm visibly uncomfortable with those trashy jokes>realize she actually fucking sucks and she's a black hole sucking out any potential joy in her life and others>trying to cut her off nowmy breaking point was listening to her constantly complain about her new gf and when i told her to dump the poor girl if they're so incompatible she goes "well i can't get anyone else so someone like me has to settle." and then complaining about how condescending the new gf is so i inquired about what exactly they're saying thats so awful and it turns out the new gf is actually very nice and trying to help her. it was just so mindblowing. like does she complain about me too? it was something fucking retarded like bitching about how her avocado tree isn't growing so the new gf went out of her way to read and send articles on what could be wrong and try to figure out how to help and my friend said "she acts like i don't know what im doing and talked to me like im a child." you are such an awful fucking person wtf?
the new gf had the self respect to dump my friend and went on to say how my friend is a negative person and she had to force herself to like her and she can't do it anymore. i actually didn't know most of the reasons why i learned it from other people she admitted it to. she was finally called out and she just deflected and cried about being rejected and her time being wasted. its baffling. why are you such a fucking loser? a miserable person? you are almost 30 years old and acting this pathetic? im so done with her
>>2065348aww
nonnie i'm genuinely sorry you are have been and are still dealing with this. i've been in the exact same situation as you with a seemingly pushover father and
abusive stepmom and biological mom. the hard truth i had to learn when i was younger is that my father is a grown man capable of his own decisions and chose these women and allowed them to hurt me and nothing i ever said or did made any impact in his decisions. i know it sounds really upsetting at the idea of cutting off both of your parents, but i really think you should start thinking about that idea.
yes she does want to see you explode, she does enjoy seeing you miserable. and because your father refuses to defend his child, he also enjoys seeing this at worst, at best he's simply apathetic and that's still just as bad. you are an adult now and you are able to protect yourself and your peace, you are allowed to choose who you want in your life. the enablers of abusers are just as bad as the abusers themselves. and now that you're pregnant you also have to protect the peace of your child because i guarantee you she will do the same to what you made, because it's from you.
No. 2065785
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Missed my one monthly ‘socially interact with people your age’ day at my book club
No. 2065791
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I wish we had some of the same standards for food in Canada like Europe does. So many foods make my stomach hurt but when I'm over there it doesn't matter. Even food quality in Japan was amazing. I think about food too much kek
No. 2065803
>>2065791Just wait until you learn that most tumeric spice here contains ungodly amounts of lead and other
toxic metals.
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I don't think I got the scholarship but it's okay, I tried my best and will try again… I'm just a bit disheartened, that's all
No. 2065928
>>2065884vent thread is just
>my nigel is a piece of shit>my nigel is a piece of shit>my nigel is a piece of shitOver and over again
No. 2065981
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>”she”
how many more overs can it get for the female race honestlyyy(ban evasion)
No. 2065993
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I'm so tired of thinking about food and my weight. It feels like I can never just eat what I like, and I don't even eat junk food! I love fruit, I make my own mostly veggie meals, and don't drink high-calorie drinks aside from fruit juice once a day if that. I look at a burger and wear its calories for 4 days straight. Bless my genes for making women in my family the baddest bitches to survive the northern European winters but like… can we not hoard calories like hibernation is two days away? It sucks to either constantly watch my intake or not care and then get soft. My cousin eats like shit and she's fine. She doesn't get belly rolls like I do, but of course I was always the fat cousin to get mocked even though I took care to make homemade food and researched healthy meal prep. I wish I could turn the thoughts about food off and never think about it at all. I wish I was the type of person to be apathetic about food.
No. 2066131
>>2066020Be the change you want to see
nonnie. If you want nonnies to write thoughtful responses, do that yourself. If you think you are and you aren't getting the responses you hoped for, maybe you're just not saying anything worth thinking about.
No. 2066418
>>2066343Thanks for the answer nonnita, its a small town so everytime I go to the library to pick a new book theres only old people reading the newspaper kek, maybe I should talk to them because I was mostly raised by my grandmother and I think thats why old people like me… lol. Maybe I join an online knitting group! that would be nice
Thank you again nonnita you are so kind
No. 2066520
>>2066351>stop drinking it entirely that’s 1000 non filling calories that you don’t eat that weekyou're so right but UGH juice is so good. I can't argue with this logic, thank you math
nonnie.
>>2066425>It's possible that you're eating too much carbohydrate and not enough proteinYes, I think this is also true! I probably should eat more meat, but I don't always like the taste. I try to incorporate beans and cheese into my diet but it sucks when the flipside is I get really gassy. Nonetheless, I've probably been carb-heavy with some of my veggies recently. I appreciate your advice, thank you!
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>be me
>try to fuck husbando on character.ai
>finally get a nice scenario
>Everyone keeps interrupting me
>now everyone is watching annoying soccer game
Let ME BE HORNY IN PEACE I only feel horny like once every few weeks at best.
No. 2066644
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My moid shaved his beard by mistake and it gave him body dismorphia, on one hand it's swaggy because he now looks even more like a nerd that needs to be bullied (hot) but then I discovered that he has a fucking WEAK ASS CHIN it's so cursed, you can never win with moids
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I have a manlet fetish but irl they are so contemptible it makes me not want them just to spite them.
“I’m a 5’3 male…”
I start fantasizing about throwing around this little shrimp like a bean bag. I imagine lifting him with ease and squeezing him while his feet dangle off the ground. I imagine dressing him in cute clothes. I imagine tilting his head back and bending down to give him a kiss. I imagine his compact body clinging to mine. How cute he’d look frantically moving against me panting and moaning how much he loved me. How much I’d love teasing him but allow myself to be vulnerable in these intimate moments and let him claim me as entirely his.
Then I continue reading and it’s a 3 page essay written by a deranged animal about how women don’t deserve rights because he can’t get easy hookup sex. All my fantasies about a tiny sexy Nigel bf dissolve into nothing and he somehow becomes an even more horrible prospect than just about anyone else.(wrong board)
No. 2066905
>>2066895My thoughts on how bad Twitter has become is like, you know how back in the day 4ch was considered like an edgy website that teen boys used to share their dark twisted thoughts or whatever? Basically, now 4ch is mostly either 30 or 40 year old failmales or troons. I don't know anybody under the age of 25 that actually
uses 4ch in any meaningful way. It's got that reputation for being an edgelord site now, so for those that want to transgress it hold no appeal for them. What the edgelords like is the reaction they get. Most don't want to be in an echo chamber because it's no fun for them. Twitter became the "new" 4ch for this generation's edgy teen boys to be freaks on. I got off Twitter years ago because I realized it was just a place where a bunch of edgy losers coalesce to ragebait and be creepy. The "edginess" of the internet never really went away, it's just the torch was passed on from one website to another. You seem like you have interesting thoughts on the subject, you should share them in the Anti-Social Media thread.
No. 2066944
>>2066869AYRT I was not expecting such a helpful response… I think that makes sense, I will read more on this. Appreciated,
nonny.
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>>2066944>I was not expecting such a helpful response…I'm trying to revitalize /ot/ by becoming the most kind and helpful nona that I can be. I encourage you to pay it forward and reply in a kind and helpful way to someone else in some other thread.
>I think that makes sense, I will read more on this.I don't know how old you are, but I'll share with you that my fucked up shit childhood really affected me too for the longest time. It was like this cloud always followed me around and no matter how sunny it was all I could see was overcast skies. A lot of people feel the same way. The armour that I wore was so heavy and weighed me down so much, but I still preferred to wear it because I was so afraid of vulnerability. Accepting myself, all my positive attributes and my negative ones too, was a journey that I'm still on but I wanted to tell you that everything passes. One day I just woke up and I realized I had the power within me to part the dark clouds all along. You'll get there too, you just have to keep going because if you stop you won't make it.
Also, it's Crystal Self, not Crystal Mind, sorry I misremembered No. 2066960
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>>2066953>>2066869NTA but this is very helpful information for me too, thanks nonna. If you have more to share about the subject please do
No. 2066973
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I cant make my naturally thick eyebrows work. I simply can’t pull them off. I look so much better with thin browns and literally everyone in my life agrees. I think it’s because they grow too close to my eyes.
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>>2066985The "have you ever seen this man in your dreams" man
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>ITEM I WANTED FROM LAST YEAR THAT SOLD OUT FAST SUDDENLY RESTOCKED INBETWEEN PAYCHECKS
FUUUUUUCK, PLEEEEASE HOLD ONTO ONE UNTIL NEXT FRIDAY AAAAA
I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH MONEY THIS WEEK
No. 2067026
I've been in a relationship for the last nine years. We only had the usual problems, nothing too special, little arguments now and then. I fully trusted him, always. I always told people how he could cheat anytime he wanted when I’m not at home and that one of the things I truly worship about our relationship is the trust we have in each other, we don’t keep secrets, every time something happens (i.e. someone trying to flirt with one of us), we talk about it and I saw it as something good to know, trusting the other person when we could not say a word.
He works as a piercer and right now he’s working during the night. He always tells me how his day went when he arrives at home, usually after I left already to work.
Yesterday I found out that some weeks ago, when he left work (maybe at 5 or 6 in the morning), he went to a friend’s place, by a friend of a friend who’s her flatmate, to get her a piercing. She’s someone that I know and I know she went after him so many years ago but he always refused to be with her. They kept distance when he started going out with me, when we recently started he told me about her and of course I felt insecure at that moment but after almost 10 years together, I don’t think as her as I did back then.
That day I was talking with him by message and it’s true he never told me where he was (it’s not necessary after all) but he never mentioned her.
I tried to act nonchalant yesterday and I asked him if he had any pending work for these past few weeks because maybe a month or two ago, he told me he was going to meet up with her because she asked him for a piercing (along other people too) but he didn’t give me a clue about going to her house, he just told me about other people, not her.
And I couldn’t stop crying since yesterday. I know it’s not that terrible, I know nothing happened (her friend was there), I just can’t understand why he didn’t tell me. I swear, every time I talk about him and our relationship, I always talk about the trust we have in us, how we know our love and respect is the most important thing, how we respect each other even when there’s other people around. And know I don’t know what to think. I know that maybe he didn’t tell me because he doesn’t want to make it important, just 10 minutes and he was gone, they don’t talk that much nowadays, maybe he didn’t want me to make me feel insecure as I was when we started dating, but I just can think that he lied to me.
Why should I know that some stranger went to to his workplace and started asking him to go out and not that he went to a friend’s house?
Why should I know that some girl wrote her number in his arm even when he told her he has a partner and not that he spent 10 minutes there before he came home?
I’m sorry because I’m ranting, I just can’t stop spiralling and feeling betrayed, I don’t keep secrets from him and this seems crazy right now.
No. 2067035
>>2067026You're hurting because it sounds like your arrangement is unfair, if he's "allowed to cheat" and you cannot or will not do the same. I think if he's going to be selfish like that, you should be a little selfish for yourself too, and leave him out of it.
And yes, it hurts really really bad when all you want is him. I know how it feels when you just want him so bad that even thinking about exploring other options for yourself hurts or feels like a downgrade. Been there. It can even feel worse and hopeless if you try and you end up having an awful time while he had a better one with other people. Just try to find your own happiness without him, even just for a little bit. Take a vacation from him mentally and find yourself again. Sometimes distraction can help you find clarity in what's the next best step when you're spiraling, a distraction, even if it's a self-directed hobby or spending time with other people, can snap you out of it.
No. 2067043
>>2067035Thank you for your advice anon. <3
I didn’t explain myself well, when I told he could cheat it was an example of how we don’t to these thing, we don’t have an open relationship nor we accept being with other people. When I tell people that example it’s for them to understand that every time I go out, or whenever I’m not at home, he could do it and he’s not doing it (I know, it’s the expected in the relationships, it’s the bare minimum), and I think this is what’s hurting me the most, telling other ones how he would never do something like that and even when he didn’t, he lied to me still.
I just can’t understand why he didn’t tell me even if it’s not a big deal, I would have accepted it and that’s it, I always told him what hurts me the most is not the fact that it’s happening, it’s him not telling me and having to find out by other people.
Last week I already told him that I appreciated his trust in me to tell me things. A colleague told me that she wouldn’t want to know all the things that some people could tell to her partner because she couldn’t stand it and I told her that for me was the opposed, if he didn’t tell me shit and then I went to his workplace and saw what it’s happening night after night, it would be so much worse because I could feel like he’s living a double life or something.
And that’s what I told him, and know I feel dumb because he already went to her house and not said a word. Even when we were talking yesterday and even when he could have made a comment about it, still he didn’t said anything.
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I just really really hate myself and my juvenile defense mechanisms, the fact that I still have social anxiety after 10 years of dealing with it, the fact that I freeze up in conversations and feel that I will be judged if I open up too much. My first reaction when someone initiates a conversation with me is that they want to take advantage of me and the more I speak, the more ammunition I'm giving them. I hate being a neurotic mess who is always viewed as the 'weird one'. I hate that I always procrastinate on unpleasant things snd even answering to a text is a HUGE effort. I want to be normal and confident but it just doesn't matter how much therapy I'm getting or how much I get out of my comfort zone
No. 2067052
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This is awful so be warned. I just saw a cctv video on twitter of a woman randomly being attacked by moid on the street, all she was doing was walking but she was so badly beaten, he kept kicking her in the head so many times until she couldn't get up and then he started trying to rape her
I hate these videos and how many of them exist, not to mention the times it doesnt get caught on camera.
I hate moids so fucking much, males are so below women intellectually and emotionally they might as well be apes. To save the earth, no more males can be born
No. 2067057
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I had to move back in with my thrice-divorced mother after I ended my engagement to my useless ex.
She runs this house like a detention center and her being a retired geriatric with no moid to bitch around & nothing better to do all day does not help matters. While I understand she is doing me a favor by offering me to move back in, I feel that I have once again taken on a weird parentification role where I am her therapist (victimhood tirades against men which I don't disagree with altogether but she never had the same empathy for me when I would come to her about my man problems when she never set a good example; shittalking my stepdad who albeit deserves it is still not something I enjoy hearing since he is the nice parent to me), and wanting me to take on a caregiver/provider role that her chosen moids used to occupy a la domestic tasking and screaming at me about her bills. The difference being? Unlike her chosen shitty men, I actually listen and help her.
Such is the life of an only female child to an emotionally immature parent. I try to stay calm by telling myself that this bitch just has unresolved traumas–in spite of the much better environment my grandparents gave her versus what she did for kid me–that stunted her brain to where she never developed past her teenage emotional narcissism and main character syndrome. Should have never married or had a baby, but here we are.
Like it or not I have no choice but to cope.
Anyways, cannot help but laugh at her hypocrisy now that age and life lessons like her failed marriages have made her regress more towards her true self now that her perfectionist mask has been shattered. Examples? Well, for instance, I buy the household groceries. She's expensive because she'll eat through snacks in a night that would last a normal person week, and thanks to her undiagnosed OCD I spent hundreds on laundry supplies alone per month (she'll waste a wash cycle and detergents on two towels, a pair of PJs, and a washcloth or two almost every day but then later complain to me that my twice-weekly shower is what's hiking the water bill). My point being that she has little self control and is domineered by her impulses.
To say I don't fuck with her is a lie. When I go to the store I purposefully buy sweets and snacks that I know now as an adult that I can control myself from overreating, but she cannot. Cakes, cookies, carb snacks, etc.
She's whining about getting fatter and not fitting her clothes. Even though she likes the stuff I bring home, she begs me not to buy.
I purchased a half cake and more than a quarter of it was gone by the evening before I had my first slice lmao.
Why? I was an obese child and teen thanks to her abuse and neglect. The type of headfuck parent who thinks overfeeding=being a good parent with the added bonus of accusing fat kid of being spoilt and lazy so that she could justify depriving me of other needs and forcing me to do her household bidding. I was her whipping bitch. Obese children exist because parents provide them the shit food, disordered eating habits, and environment that brings them to be that way. She would stock the house with temptation foods and prepared very few healthy meals. I ate a lot of fast and convenience foods. At the time, her full time job and tobaccy habit made it so she never had the opportunity or appetite to eat much of it so her figure remained petite. She would criticize me for trying to adjust my eating habits like cutting back or eating vegan, she would accuse me of being eating disordered. I remembered begging her to please stop buying sweets and cakes and bad food. It wasn't fair, I had no buying power as a child to purchase my own to eat differently. I didn't have a smoking addiction to artificially curb my appetite or boost my metabolism. The insulin spikes and crashes from this food would make me crave even more of it and make me feel hungry. The primitive part of my brain who enjoyed the junk food clashed with the intuitive logical part telling me it was wrong. And then she'd criticize me for it, telling me I just needed to have more self control! Cruel. Evil. Like a shark.
If my mom wanted to control herself today, unlike child me, she could. If she wanted to buy foods and snacks that she thought were healthier, she could. If she wanted to exercise and use her government-funded gym membership for useless old farts, she could.
She chooses not to. Hence my petty revenge is relishing her stupid bitch tears that she's eaten herself out of her pants size.
She attempts to trigger me, but they often fail much to her sand-pounding. Shit that got me as a teen and young adult are just old hat at this point, if anything her antics are boring to me now. Yesterday I bought myself a healthy(ish) lunch of a poke bowl with a side of smoked salmon. I had asked her before I went to the store if she wanted me to get her anything, said no. When I returned I was peacefully enjoying my meal at the table. She skulked over to gawk at what I was eating to inspect it and pass commentary about it. It makes me angry because it's so damn rude but I ignore her these days. When I was younger she was very condescending and horrible (i.e. if I would want Thai food she would pull her eyes into slants with her fingers and nip nong ching chong at me). But anyway, she does not like any seafood that is not battered and fried, so you would presume she would have no interest in my food. Yet because my lunch was of quality, she snarked about how I am eating good and started to ask me 20 questions about where I found my meal at the store, what's in it, etc. It's rude as hell when someone is trying to eat, but to her I am to be answerable no matter what. Got pissy when I gave her a curt response that I had picked it up from the prepared food stations which conveyed my annoyance. She grumbled off that she was "confused" as if it were some complicated rocket science that she just had to receive a detailed answer on.
I don't care that she's bored, I would never treat her this way even if I thought she wouldn't have a meltdown receiving the same treatment.
It's why I don't care that she is a fattie. My mom was my first bully and still is one. Best part is, she can't accuse me of mistreatment cause I am actually spoiling her and she just needs some self-control like what she used to yell at me to have, right??
>tl;dr mfw my prom queen abuser narc mom gets her comeuppance later in life all because she cannot put down the cake
No. 2067073
>>2067069They really don't learn shit until it happens to them and even so they still have special blinders that keeps them believing they are true
victims and everyone else experiencing the same are the causes of their own misery.
No. 2067083
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I'm sorry I can't be her
No. 2067104
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My friend always conveniently feel a little bit sick or have an unusually heavy period whenever we are supposed to meet up at my place and cancels last minute. She has before complained over how inconvenient she thinks it is to get to my place (it's a 20 minute train ride) as if I don't take the very same travel route when I go to see her. I love her, but for fucks sake does this infuriate me. Her place is lovely so I don't mind going over to hers but I just hate that she won't return that favor.
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>oh boy some inactive threads were bumped, wonder what was posted
>two different "i'm sooo racist and edgy haha" posts
at least they admit it i guess. hopefully it's a phase.
No. 2067161
>>2065753Thank you for your words,
nonnie. For years it has been a process accepting how my father is and letting go of the hope of having even one parental figure. Even before evil step mom came along really. Now I just feel so weak and yet so strong at the same time: it hurts to know I will never get what I seeked out so much but for my own child I have to let go and give it to them. Somehow having a child of my own and the amount of love I have for them even now is empowering but also a way to process what happened to me and what it caused. Therapy etc. never did the quite same. Your words helped me to really gather my thoughts, thank you. It sounds like you found peace and I hope I will find it too.
No. 2067191
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My head is so fucking big. I've always struggled to find a hat that would fit my head and anything I tried on female departments was too tight. Today I wanted to buy this cute straw hat for vacation, but the size on the hat was 56 cm. I finally measured my head and it's fucking 60 cm (23.62 inches). Nobody believed me when I said I had a big head, now I finally have a proof. Looks like I'm destined to buy male hats… I don't even have genius level IQ, why is my head so fucking big? Are there any advantages of having big heads? I hate it, I will never wear cute hats and look good in them, I want to cry
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>>2067191Check out this site!
No. 2067235
>>2067208I don't get the fear mongering of people afraid to lose their job because no matter what, you need key words to feed an AI something people who have an expertise already have in their brain andight require a bit more time and effort to do but will do in the spectrum of their own talents. AIs don't have yet a feedback function to correct or critique whatever an AI is doing to "learn" the right way, and even then, it'll take several critiques and inputs for it to mimick a person's 20-30 years of learning by doing.
What I'm kinda done with is the "We'll put a chat function on our website (which an AI responds to). We're so progressive" from different corporations, as if the chat function 1. Didn't already exist ten years ago 2. You didn't need a team of people to feed it the right stuff for it to even be used by customers/users instead of calling or emailing the staff directly because they know their shit.
Personally as someone in the hospitality industry, I'd rather have an AI answer 75% of the emails by entering keywords that the enquiry should have to get a, b or c response, sometimes with documentations directly enclosed in the response email, instead of having to repeat the same email answer by hand but to fifteen different people because too many people can't fucking google.
No. 2067240
>>2067208The best video criticism of AI I have seen.
Yeah it is an advanced autocomplete tool, not intelligent at all, but problem as always have been humans who now want to use it to fuck over others as much as possible and gain profit from it
No. 2067243
>>2065884Because they know each other since they were kids and he constantly has a rotation of people to come back to. My boyfriend tends not to take anything that's done to him to heart ever and is the kind of person who calls anyone he's talked to for a while a "friend". The only thing I can say on his favor is that he seems to respect my wishes to never bring him to our house and he doesn't want him contacting me.
My vent is really the frustration I feel because no one knows my ex like I do. They were probably friends with him years prior to me knowing him but they never went through years of dating him.
No. 2067305
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if you keep ignoring what i have to say its gonna fuck you over one day. i have a feeling this would happen less if i was male.
No. 2067481
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I know my mother loves me but it feels like so much of her love and approval is based on how gender conforming/feminine I am. I'm well groomed, hygienic, clean, I take a lot of care with my body, hair, skin (far more care than my brothers do, and yet she never criticises them for their bodies), but she's always so vocally disappointed in me for not shaving and not wearing makeup. I feel like shit knowing that her love is conditional on my body. I want to scream at her, you made my body this way, I was born like this. I want to view my female body with neutrality but I can't, because I know my mother hates my "natural" body.
No. 2067489
As an asexual I’m kind of jealous of straight women’s desire for sex and relationships. I’ll never get to feel love or sexual desire. When women start going on about their bfs eating them out or giving them good sex i wish I could relate. I feel nothing towards sex and I find it pretty boring. I’m also envious of straight women’s love for a scrote being so strong they’re willing to put themselves in life threatening situations, I’ve never felt that passionate about anything. I think being like them would make life more exciting. This TikTok made me think about it, like imagine feeling something so strong that you can ignore every red flag and be so blissfully high/drunk in love.
No. 2067503
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what is the point of going on? my existence is pointless. whenever I try to be a member of society I fail miserably. no one is proud of me. no one cares about my meager accomplishments. I have no one to go for walks with, or talk to. my family doesn't care about my declining health. I feel like i'm really close to the end. I just don't have enough to keep me going anymore. I go for nature walks every day and I feel briefly happy when I see the birds and trees and bugs and the sunlight… but then the walk is over and i'm alone, no one to share the beauty and joy with. i reach out to people and they respond with an emoji and never message back. i think it's curtains for me, kids.
No. 2067556
My partner just tried coming after me for telling him I'd set up the downstairs bedroom again— I don't always feel comfortable not having my own room.. his kid got my own old room, we're usually upstairs but his kid just comes in constantly at night.. and I just want my own space, in my own house, you know? Can't go to the living room since he's there on my pc, kid has now walked in on us having sex, I'm not feeling great and sick myself and she'll just sit on my bed and will refuse to leave. I do my best, I'm childfree, especially now, I hang out with her, we go on hikes through the forest, she got a mom and another dad though and just.. they're in my house and I feel like I'm constantly coming last. Which I get, a kid comes first.. but I just want my own place in MY OWN DAMN HOUSE. Where people have to knock?? And he got so upset about that, I literally saw my father who did the same with my mom about the very literal same room, in the very same house. Which is now MINE. Tried telling him yesterday to take his kid to the doctor since sick.. tried looking up doctors that were open, he got so pissed. "The meds I gave her worked, no more fever" but yes, that's what the meds do, doesn't really deal with the origin of the fever though? Was pissed at me for that, for intervening, yesterday the doctor told him she got something she needs antibiotics for.. (big surprise for me of course…)
Can someone teach me how to unlove someone? Tell me that I'm not too old with 33? I'll have to outwait my dogs, but I'm down for a well knotted string at this point.
No. 2067577
>>2067503Don't do it nona. I don't wanna throw around platitudes but I do appreciate your attempts to integrate in society. It's really easy for some people but really hard for others and just trying is already a commendable effort. You seem to crave human connection. It's hard and seems hopeless sometimes, but it gets easier the more you try.
Try to look inward and think of what parts of you you like, there ARE things about you to like, I promise you, I'm not saying this as some gay ass canned response. Working on having a better idea of who I am, what I like and what my morals/pillars are made it way easier to socialize and recognize who was worth my time and effort. Maybe it can be positive for you too.
No. 2067600
>>2067591Hey nonna, I fully understand your feelings because my mother seems similar to yours and I have gone through tons of emotional abuse while growing up and even now in adult age. Same with my non-participating dad (who actually became
abusive too but I was already an adult by then)
Sadly, while she does have issues, she will never change. And it will be hard to rebuild self esteem even the sense of yourself - it's still a work in progress for me - i would suggest to try to work on your independence if you are still dependent on them, your emotional health (maybe finding a therapist) and allow yourself to get angry at her - to get angry at her because she does not deserve you. This is where healing will begin, I think.
I wish all the best for you…
No. 2067649
I’m so sad. I was on a beautiful 5 month hike and 2 months in I have 3 stress fractures and have to stop for 4 weeks. I can’t afford to sit around for four weeks so I need to get a job now and start my life so suddenly, I was enjoying being free and exercising so much. We walked 15-20 miles a day. All fresh air. I saw maybe 10 other people throughout an entire day. I made friends, I’ve never had so many friends in my life. All from different places, Washington, Germany, Florida, UK, Canada. I’m so sad. We just got to the most beautiful mountains and were so excited to go back and start there, alpine lakes to skinny dip in, fish to look at, so many animals and I even got over my fear of bees. Now we can’t go back and I’m stuck back in this society, I don’t now why we built it like this, I’m in America and it’s all cars and pavement and packed apartment buildings. I can’t walk anywhere, much less 15-20 miles a day. I’m in a boot, I have to hobble now.
>>2067618You are amazing and strong anon!
No. 2067716
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>Dm an ex friend telling her she’s wronged me and to stop being a hypocritical bitch
>Doesn’t even respond, just makes her pfp the dreaded black circle and her name as “im sorry”
>She’s 20
I can’t deal with this shit anymore kek
No. 2067872
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comments on this are depressing and spooky
https://x.com/718Tv/status/1555718302592376834. is it true? are men really that much stronger than women?
No. 2067887
>>2067556I swear I see multiple women on here dating a divorced father with a kid, and it always seems like a hassle and bad idea. I can't imagine a moid being so good that you have to take care of him and his offspring who won't even listen to you. It's
your house, not theirs. It must be nice to freeload, but you should speak your mind about ground rules. Your space is important to you, and you shouldn't settle just because "kids come first" or some other cope. Stick up for yourself and your values.
No. 2067895
>>2067872Yes.
We are screwed.
No. 2067905
>>2067521Car repairs always piss me off. Maybe I'm neurotic but I feel like the mechanics always rip me off or do some weird shit to my car. If you wanna talk more about your car you should post in the car thread
>>>/ot/1949168Some other anons might offer advice or something
No. 2067967
>>2067556I'm 32 and single as fuck. I still get plenty of dates and interested men, don't fall for incel psyop.
The only problem is, is that many men are unworthy. At our age, typically any decent available men were married once before or have kids from another relationship. It doesn't mean you have to settle, you miss 100% of the shots you can't take because you're stuck with someone making you miserable.
I don't blame your scrote for putting his kids first, but they will always be first to him. It's the right thing, but that doesn't mean he shouldn't be respecting your space and value as a partner. You even tried to book a doctor's appointment for his kid for fuck's sake. I know you said you are "childfree" but you are technically not. Those kids occupy your home taking up your space and sharing your resources. If they're sick, you'll likely get sick too cause that's how involved they are. You are more like an adoptive parent who is being given no credit or wife title.
How long have you been together? How long did he wait before he considered it okay to move his kids in with you? Are you guys gonna get married?
Doesn't sound worth it, imho.
No. 2068015
>>2068007There is nothing about how they are intellectually. Half of the replies mention genitalia anyway
>>2068008So? I don’t want my only positive trait to be that I can reproduce, that means nothing to me because I have no desire to have kids. If you ask even radfems any advantage we have over men it’s that we can reproduce gaiz. You never hear about intellectual or creative accomplishments of women because we fall flat compared to our male counterparts. I’m sure if you asked someone the advantage of being a man over a woman, you’d get a rainbow of responses, whereas if you asked the inverse it ultimately boils down to reproduction and Muh empathy. I fucking hate being a woman
No. 2068018
>>2068004>intellectually we are just weaker than moidsYou're judging women by intelligence standards that have been created and perpetuated by men who have barred women from participation for millennia. In the last few decades we have been able to participate evenly, we have absolutely stomped males within their own institutions and best them at their own standards. These days MRAs and failmales alike whine about how grade schools and universities are suddenly unfair to boys and are stifling their learning because boys simply can't keep up with their female classmates.
>>2068015Half the posts are about survivability too, but I suppose you're only going to pay attention whatever will confirm your misogynistic biases. Good luck with that.
No. 2068021
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>>2068015>You never hear about intellectual or creative accomplishments of womenYeah, you're right, women have never done anything that will be remembered forever, oh wait
No. 2068028
>>2068015> I don’t want my only positive trait to be that I can reproduceWhat are your positive traits?
> I fucking hate being a womanSo you see no positive traits about being a woman? Could that be because you yourself are intellectually lazy and have made no move to find woman who extol virtues you value? You’ve done no investigation into womens contributions and creativity because you yourself see no value in being a woman? Just because other women find value in their reproductive capacity and empathy doesn’t mean all other women do or that you have to, we aren’t a monolith, you can find your own value and worth. Female contribution is also often overlooked because what is valuable about a woman is valuable about any human being, it’s just when a man does it he’s suddenly super special because penis. What value do men have that women don’t that you think makes them so much better and valuable?
No. 2068029
>>2068020Yeah, the fact that women haven’t contributed to society en masse is totally not a big deal and the only thing that matters is that we’re efficient incubators. Got it
>>2068018> Half the posts are about survivability too, but I suppose you're only going to pay attention whatever will confirm your misogynistic biases. Good luck with that.I don’t care about survivability if it means that it’ll just be used to breed more scrotes into the world. Better survivability means nothing in the grand scheme of things if we all go on to lead menial lives as the fate of our sex.
>>2068021Now compare that to the amount of male creatives and historical figures who have gone on to change history. Women like her are exceptions, not the rules
No. 2068053
>>2068028Women with the virtues I value don’t and can’t exist. I wanted to work in tech before I realized I could never best my male coworkers and that it’s a useless effort and I should just accept that as a woman I’m gonna be considerably more useless and stunted. Also I don’t give a fuck about Muh reproduction if pregnancy is becoming increasingly less needed and in 100 years women are gonna be considered obsolete to the masses since life is most certainly gonna be created other ways.
>What value do men have that women don’t that you think makes them so much better and valuable?They simply have better brains than us, that is all.
>>2068034I want to hear about women who have defined history and created life changing inventions, not just “give birth”.
>>2068040Most of them do. By the time they’re 35 most women are nothing more than vessels for their scrote husband and slaves to their kids. Whenever I hear about an important accomplishment of adult women in my life it’s always that they’re married and/or pregnant. Honestly I envy them, I wish I could accept the fact that the only thing we’re equipped that we can’t outperform men at is reproduction but I can’t.
(derailing) No. 2068083
>>2068057I don’t want to accept mediocrity and the fact that there will always be a man that will outperform me.
>>2068063Jesus fuck it’s insane how youve been conditioned by the patriarchy to accept female mediocrity as the norm and something we should all strive for. Also I meant throughout history in regards to inventions, not just present day. All inventions to brought us to where we are today were invented by men and without them we’d genuinely be nothing. Thanks for proving my point that we will never be as useful as men.
>>2068066And those same moids are also 500 iq geniuses who are the best in their fields that just so happen to be naive retards.
>>2068068I’ll start believing the contrary when I’m given proof that we are historically and even currently as useful as moids are.
>>2068072Listen, I don’t care if they have spergy behavior or whatever if they’re accomplished, because they usually are.
>>2068074No I’m just a horribly jaded woman who’s heartbroken by the fact we aren’t important except for reproduction and being good mothers and even other radfems seem to confirm this for me
(derailing) No. 2068111
>>2068083>muh male IQ argument If you took time to study the history and philosophy of science, you would know that so many goalposts were moved because of women. When the IQ tests were being developed, they literally changed the test questions and criteria because girl students scored higher on them compared to boy students. They couldn't fathom at the time that girls could be more intelligent than boys, so they concluded the test itself must be flawed and they kept on retesting the IQ test until boys scored higher on it and that is the type of IQ we use today. So much of past science was done with the assumption that men were inherently more intelligent, etc. as compared to women and this skewed so many statistics. People worked towards these conclusions instead of working towards objectivity.
Consider also that many times in history that female dominated fields become looked down on and disrespected unless males start to dominate them. This is how computer programming, originally a woman's job because they equated it with secretary work, changed into a men's job. Once they see women excelling a field that has big bucks in it for the future, they want a piece of that themselves. Doctors as a profession aren't respected or paid well in cojntries where women outnumber men.
Human culture shapes our "science" and many other factors. This is why systemic misogyny is so insidious.
No. 2068119
>>2068103Stop misinterpreting what I’m saying on purpose retard, I’m mocking you “feminists” who only respond to my posts with “b-but we can get pregnant!”
>>2068105>>2068063>>2068034>>2068033>>2068028>>2068020>>2068008>>2068005>>2067994It’s multiple
(this is the vent thread) No. 2068120
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>>2068053>They simply have better brains than us, that is all.Holy shit, that’s hilarious. Sorry you hate yourself and have no intellectual curiosity. You are mediocre and (sorry to tell you) it’s not because you’re a “woman” (which I doubt) but keep telling yourself that if it helps you get through the day.
No. 2068123
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>>2068083Anon, it's not women's fault that you're so sheltered and narrow-minded that you can't be bothered to crack open a fucking history book and look up all the amazing things that women have done. You're heartbroken over your own ignorance and retardation.
No. 2068143
>>2068125Because it’s fucking weird. I’m sick of whenever someone mentions female accomplishments or something we outperform men with it’s always pregnancy. I’m sick of hearing it.
>>2068123Once again, one woman in a sea of remarkable men.
>>2068122This is true
>>2068111Thank you for all of this info. Do you have anywhere I can read more about this?
>>2068120I never claimed I was some super genius you retard. I claimed that if I were a male I’d have higher intelligence and thus more of an effort to work for what I want to accomplish
(derailing) No. 2068152
>>2068143Oh shit, we did it!!!! We found the monolith, the woman who represents all women. See she’s a failure and lacks intellect so we all do!
Kek please get over yourself. Your failures are your own, it’s not because of your sex (actually it might Y?) it’s because, again, you’re intellectually lazy.
No. 2068154
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bit ot but it looks like the strength gap is diminished when weapons come into play
https://www.quora.com/Can-a-woman-win-a-swordfight-against-a-man No. 2068161
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Falling in love as a woman is probably one of the most traumatic things ever. You try to reach out and make yourself own and then people just take advantage and throw you away, treat you like a joke and then you close yourself off, become aggressive and neurotic even and now you’re a “bitch” or “childish” for not wanting the same victimization to happen to you again. It’s all so tiresome and it makes me want to cry admittedly, it makes me feel so powerless, I feel like I will never ever be able to feel safe and comfortable expressing my emotions because everybody is practically out to get me for no reason when I do. People sniff out and prey when a woman is vulnerable and letting her emotions shed in the open like being in the ocean with an open bleeding wound with sharks swimming around. When will it end
No. 2068167
>>2068147Bragging about being able to reproduce is like bragging about being a moid and being able to inseminate a woman. Idk why you’re so pro status quo
>>2068156This proves my point that moids are on average more intelligent and women are mediocre as fuck and it ultimately boils down to our biology
>>2068159Jesus fucking christ. It’s because of people like you that no one takes women seriously. Literally fuck you. “I’m totally complacent being a sahm for a useless moidlet who’ll probably grow up to be a rapist while men sit and do the hard stuff hehe girl power!”
(derailing) No. 2068184
>>2068181ayrt, but no one ever said that women shouldn’t accomplish anything. womens accomplishments are just different from men’s. trying to mimic men isn’t going to change that. but i agree with
>>2068180this conversation fits better in a different thread. this derailing is going on for too long.
No. 2068228
>>2068226Demodex mites? They can't survive a scrotes
toxic ball gas. They only exist in elegant places like my cute lucious lashes
No. 2068264
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I cannot relate to 99% of women and I feel like they are literally a different species than me. I feel like an alien that fell to earth. I can’t even talk about this because I’ll get called an NLOG or a pick me even though I don’t relate to men at all either and I hate them. The weird thing is that I like a lot of stereotypical girly things but I still feel like an imposter. I look like if you ordered Paris Hilton off Wish but I have this internal Patrick Bateman monologue going on inside my brain at all times. I can’t tell if this is a sperg thing or just the result of being heavily bullied as a child by other girls
No. 2068279
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>>2068264It's called autism with a dash of narcissistic traits. I'm not even judging you. Keep going, work on your dark triad and become ascended from the normie peasant women
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>>2068279Pack it up, the queen of the dark triad already won
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i drained the separated oil off my latest jar of peanut butter which changed the texture completely and i loved it. usually just threw the rest of it out when it happened in the past because i thought it was weird.
bought a new jar when it ran out and it's all properly mixed and shit, this sucks i want my dry nut butter back
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Everyone likes/coddles my male pharmacist coworker who acts super inappropriate and unprofessional. He's always gossiping about the technicians that work there, but mainly gossiping with his favorite girl technician. He got super uppity about me parking in "his" favorite parking spot when I first started working there. And Ive heard he's made rude comments about me already even though i havent even carried out a full conversation with him yet. Our lead pharmacist is the one that babied him when he first started years ago (jumped into the computer system to help him with tasks he struggled with, even on her off days). But of course whenever Ive needed help, she puts me down and tells me to "figure it out". She's a boy-mom btw so that clears things up a bit.
But anyway, he has inappropriate conversations with one of the girl techs all the time, saying shitty stuff about the other women that work there (and I think commenting on some techs body odor or something). I just genuinely hate him. He seems like a massive Faggot that gets away with a lot bc he's a younger male in a largely women-packed career path.
Just hope he gets put in his place soon.
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>>2068427Look at me anon you don't want to kill yourself you want to have breakfast and pour some milk in a bowl for me
No. 2068450
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I've always felt like such a stupid idiot for letting myself go and eating everything. I hit 80kgs around 2 years ago and have slowly decided to lose weight.
So far, I think I've lost around 10kgs but I could've stopped when I was around 65kgs yet I let myself snowball into 80kgs and have to bust my ass working out and dieting every day after stopping for a year. I hate it, if only I could go back and prevent this sooner so I don't have to suffer like this.
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I feel like I'm outgrowing all the people I know and the things I enjoy but I already don't have a life so I don't know what to do. I can't just spend all my time on lolcow I think I'd actually kill myself if I couldn't have a few weeks every couple of months or so where I don't feel the need to check here. I've had this sudden realisation that I haven't anything worthwhile and I fucking hate everyone around me and have to restrain myself from being a massive bitch to people.
I was going to kill myself at the start of last year and I'd spent months and years preparing for it so I never fucking did anything and it's crashing down on me fuck I hate this
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>>2068444It's late at night so I'll probably just go to sleep. I'll have a good breakfast tomorrow though
The cute cat makes me feel better.
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>whenever I get on birth control I get horrifically intrusive violent and destructive thoughts about others
>stop taking birth control so these thoughts are background noise
>at risk of osteoporosis if I don't take birth control
>get back on birth control
>about to go on my period
>in a constant state of intense anger that makes me want to scream and cry
>even the tiniest of things is enough to set me off
>having non-stop thoughts about killing the family dogs because they're a main contributor to my health issues and constant physical and mental discomfort and my family has decided that some heckin doggorinos are more important than my own health and comfort.
Jesus Christ, someone please help me. Usually such thoughts are background noise. I know the dogs negatively impact my health. I know that the family will never get rid of the dogs. I know that I must simply deal with it until I move out (Dad's words.). Usually, I am able to calm myself down by simply telling myself that I'll "work hard, move out, and be able to live a healthier life free of this allergen" but it's not working. I am shaking with rage as I type this I can't sleep because of how angry I am. Why why why am I not important enough compared to some dogs? Knowing I'll have to deal with constant screeching (one of them is a husky), the disgusting smell of their bodies and slobber and fur, the constant feeling of having fur covering everything is sending me into a state of panic and anger. I feel so dirty in this house I feel unclean, I can't take it. Please someone tell me it'll be alright. Please.
No. 2068503
I need to vent about this because I tried to live a "pure" life like an absolute fucking retard for more than 20 years only to receive nothing in return. Instead of learning to enjoy my life like other women I tried to maintain a perfect chaste image thinking one day I'll meet a man who will knee to myself and treat me with utmost respect. Thinking that he will respect my efforts and love me forever. Thinking that he will see me as different, as someone untouched, as someone he doesn't want to defile. WELL I'M RETARDED for those of you who are still young virgins and read this stop caring about your virginity and "giving it to a special man" because that special man, even if let's say he appreciates that you gave your virginity to him, wouldn't care if you weren't a virgin either. Like it wouldn't make a fucking difference.
Men will never reject a woman just cause she smokes (not saying you need to start smoking cause it's still unhealthy and gives you wrinkles), or cause she has nose piercings, or cause she has tattoos, or cause she drinks like a fish, or cause she wears full face of makeup and fake lashes and long fake nails, or cause she has fake tits and lip fillers, or cause she has some extra weight, or cause she has a very high body count. This is all just bullshit they say to themselves, in order to seem like they have "standards" but they don't actually care. Men don't care about the life you live, they only care if you're hot. They don't actually care about virginity, only to prove something to themselves and brag.
No. 2068512
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Been living with my boyfriends family for some time now and the place is foul. Absolutely hoarder tier and filthy. Moving out is currently rather unlikely for a number of reasons so we are trying to make the most of it by living rent free and saving to potentially buy. But this is really fucking with my head. I make an attempt to deep clean areas that clearly haven't been touched in like 10 years (if ever) spending hours on my days off and feeling really satisfied, but I guess because these areas don't even register to them as places to clean the effort goes unnoticed. We are constantly being told how we are useless and do nothing around the house ( I refuse to vacuum rooms I don't ever get use of, pick up after general slobbishness and dishes that are not mine) I do the bathroom fairly often though as nobody else will and I can't stand using it. Its just such a headfuck. Me and my boyfriend work 12 hours and don't want to come home to this. His brother stays here too. Hasn't had a job in years. Just sleeps on the couch and spends his benefits on weed. And somehow we are the lazy ones.
I don't know how I can cope with this much longer. I try to make the place habitable, but it's a losing battle and I don't have the will anymore.
No. 2068534
>>2068517>By the age of 25 you're a pathetic loser if you're still a virgin and men will think there's something wrong with you.Nah, you don't need to even tell them. Just say you don't have a lot of experience and that it was years ago since. If they get
sus just pretend that first guy really sucked in bed so it put you off and that's why you're a bit uncomfortable and inexperienced
No. 2068609
>>2068517Women like you shaming other women is why virgins in their twenties hook up with shit men JUST to get rid of the shame and end up in
toxic relationships.
Early twenties is a risky and stressful time when you're old enough that people are starting to expect certain level of maturity from you, but you are also dealing with studies/student debt/new job/learning adult life skills and Hella stressed, and often don't have enough experience to avoid a lot of life obstacles and deal with other people's bullshit. 23-27 aged women are extra vulnerable to bitchass abusers because they THINK they should be equipped to deal with this and don't expect they could become a target, but often regular smartness and behavioral maturity is not enough to identify red flags.
Just let women mature in their own pace and stop putting arbitrary goalposts on their bodily autonomy.
No. 2068720
>>2068703Bonus: The woman also works a full time job yet nobody makes her lunch because she has been gaslit into believing the narrative that men can only go to work and maybe mow a lawn once a month.
I will blame them for their own misery. Smart women don't tolerate this obvious horseshit.
No. 2068796
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Actually fucking ruined my body after crash dieting and I'm still seeing the consequences, I unravelled a shitstorm on my perfectly healthy system and it seems like I'll never see the end of it. After a year or so of eating nothing but carbs and maybe chicken, I basically speedrunned insulin resistance courtesy of my grandpa's genes (former diabetic 2), which also made me develop PCOS too. Jesus Christ I'm such a retard, the biggest there is, I didn't even know I had so many diabetic relatives?? DNA is a powerful thing, and you may think I'm fat as hell but it's actually the opposite and that's why I thought it wouldn't catch up to me, I thought I could overconsume and have a bullshit diet without ever worrying about sugar yet it happened regardless, I was too careless. I don't look the usual profile because I shouldn't even be here, if I had a normal diet like i used to this wouldn't have happened, this was all a big, big mistake and now i gotta get back on track somehow. Can't even look at coca-cola and cake the same anymore them bitches diabolical
No. 2068815
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Woke up this morning and came downstairs to some random moid I've never seen before asleep in his underpants on my couch. Apparently my roommate thinks it's ok to let people crash here after going drinking without telling me. Send me a message or something at fucking least.
I'm going to need to spend all evening disinfecting the couch. It reeks.
God I can't wait until I can afford to live by myself.
No. 2068837
>>2068720I’ve not seen one singular video of a man making lunch for his hard working wife, just the vice versa. Then young women are being bombarded with “don’t think, just eat hot chip and lie and slather lips with lip gloss and resting in my femininity while my man thinks for me office siren divine femininity”retardation that rots their minds, including mine. There are male chefs and cooks and they do cook for their wives but they are rare or do it as an ego thing, not out of genuine selflessness and heart like women.
>>2068714Men and self-hating women which is about most of the female population think if you don’t want to suffer as a mother, just close your legs. I remember seeing a video of this chick on the subway saying she wouldn’t get up for a pregnant woman because she practically got herself in that situation and the wageslave is forced to work (even though nobody is realistically forcing you to be a wagie, free yourself). It’s the lack of empathy and understanding not even from men but from women that’s jarring, a lack of understanding on how this patriarchy works kek they genuinely don’t understand how childrearing is a full-time job with overtime you never get paid for and if you have moid children they’ll just end up being misogynistic and violent even if you fully catered to them and tried to do soft parenting.
No. 2069001
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I have had a song stuck in my head for three days now. It is driving my crazy. I've tried whistling and humming it into shazam but nothing. Aaaaahhh this is so annoying.
No. 2069073
>>2068725>They spread rumours about how I get people firedThey're such retards. Considering their fear mongering and rumor spreading, maybe they should keep their distance from you and possibly treat you in a nicer way lest they get fired too lol. They're so stupid. Keep doing your job as always and make that money,
nonnie.
No. 2069313
>>2069305Scrotes are opportunistic. Your ex is likely still into you and it’s delusional of you to think otherwise
nonny because men are usually unable to get over their exes kek. And if he was truly over you he wouldn’t bother being your "friend“ anymore let’s be real here. Probably just waiting for a chance
No. 2069407
>>2069390nta but the reverse isn't really comparable. women are routinely correct to be cautious about a moid's ex just due to the nature of how most men act (like
>>2069313 said, they're opportunists). but men who try to isolate their gfs from her male friends are usually just being controlling and insecure with no basis because he should at least trust his gf to have good judgment. it's a double standard, but a reasonable one imo
No. 2069443
>>2069429Woman who distrusts bf and his ex-gf friend: Correct, based, understands male nature and knows that since he's still friends with his ex, he's 90% likely to still want to date her.
Man who distrusts gf and her ex-bf friend: Insecure, controlling, is taking out his (correct) distrust for the other man out on his girlfriend and trying to isolate her from others so she's more available to him.
>>2069433That's correct, and it's up to the woman to decide what she wants to do with those orbiters. If her bf doesn't like it, he can leave, simple as. But him expecting her to ditch people already in her life is the same tactic abusers use to isolate their
victims. He's simply not correct to do it the same way a woman would be correct for insisting her bf ditch his female friends.
No. 2069468
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why is life so boring
No. 2069511
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My mom has gotten into the essential oil/oil craze. She's acting like castor oil is a magic bullet because Facebook said so. She gets mad if you even suggest that it isn't this wonder oil. I hate when she jumps on these old trends. Yes she has gotten into the woo stuff more. It's depressing and her research is seriously just Facebook posts.
No. 2069520
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I feel like shit about myself rn. Why have most friends I've had hated me? Why does my own older sister dislike me? Why do my coworkers seem to also dislike me? I feel so isolated and hideous. I keep buying makeup and clothes, trying to lose weight knowing it's all pointless. I could look the prettiest ive ever looked and still make people dislike me. My personality is bad. Im too quiet and seem bland. I can't carry a conversation. Something is really off about me and others can tell easily.
No. 2069532
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You know, I've done some thinking today. I lean into this kind of loser weeb/nerd combo roll really hard around university people and even my own family, like, I lean really hard into it. Even to the part where I am exceedingly cringe, and I acknowledge I am cringe. But, I think I do such things because if I did not lean so hard into this clown nerd loser roll so hard, the only part of my "personality" that would be left is the shitty so called trauma response personality. I mean, I noticed most of my shitty identity in highschool revolved around the fact that I got sexually abused by family members when I was a little girl.
Having grown up that way, I think it's really frustrating because I genuinely feel like I was not allowed a chance to grow or develop an acceptable personality. Like, in some ways, I think being a woman who's overly cautious and paranoid about literally every walking make is less societally acceptable than the thousandth nerd loser clone. That's why I took this personality on, in some sense. It's much easier to have people chalk me up to a happy go lucky loser than to have people know me as, say, the group trauma dumper. It's all a facade, I know it is. And I'm sure it will all come crumbling down around my ears, but honestly? I don't care. I don't care if most of my personality is an act. People treat me better like this, like this class clown kind of dumbass than they ever did when I was myself.
And don't get me wrong, I still side eye men "in secret". I'll never do e-thot nerd behaviors or whatever (because I know what they're really like), but, other than that I just go about my merry life as fake. It is frustrating to some extent because I'm not at peace that I lost my childhood and teens to sexual abuse, but I also know if I spend too much time dwelling, more of my life will only burn away. It's a catch 22 I guess. What can you do? It's not like people love me as a weeb nerd loser, but at least they don't look like they dread my presence (when I was a so called trauma dumping teen. Despite this, did the system ever take me out of the house where I was being sexually abused? No, lol, they didn't.)
No. 2069544
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Leaving my porn addict scrote husband and becoming homeless soon. I've made plans, but I have to fight my fear of being alone and unable to care for myself (my family is dysfunctional) to save myself. I will never marry a man again. Pray for me please nonnies…
No. 2069578
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reeeeee the picrew spammers are back at it again in the husbandofag thread. just when that thread was actually becoming fun again…
No. 2069583
>>2069544Praying for you. You'll be better off without him no matter how hard it is
>>2069550nta this is the vent thread don't talk like a psycho when someone says she's
leaving the
abusive situation; wtf kind of logic is that? You're stupid for not leaving so now you
shouldn't leave? Eat shit
No. 2069598
>>2069593Something I've noticed recently is that whenever a specific husbando gets more posting people complain about it in other threads and the husbando stops being talked about.
Picrew are safer, I guess.
No. 2069603
>>2069583she didn’t say it was
abusive nonna
No. 2069633
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>>2069550I was already married by the time I found lolcor, nona. I realized my mistake after the fact. There's no need to be so insulting when I already said I am leaving. I found a place to go already.
No. 2069660
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>>2069646No, I wasn't aware. I literally found out because he couldn't perform during sex and he admitted it. We were together since high school; dated 3 years, married 2. Thanks for the kindness,
nonnie.
No. 2069806
>>2069223My ex was like this. He saved this infuriating behavior for me alone. You need to get away from this man, because I ignored these danger signs and he was so fucking
abusive over time. I'm in a legal battle for my future now.
It's not normal to stare at your partner struggling to carry a dog or a pile of books or a giant suitcase. It's not normal to stare into space like a fucking psychopath and not ask if she needs help. It's not normal to feign incompetence.
No. 2070074
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I have an exam in about 45 minutes that I just know I'm going to fail. I need this course for my degree and of course this scholarship. If I fail this exam I'm just going to withdraw from the course and stuff it into my senior year. Taking this Operating Systems as an online course was a huge mistake, I'm way too much of a retard for this stuff…
No. 2070246
EVERYONE HATES WOMEN AND ITS SO FUCKING WIDESPREAD AND SUBCONSCIOUS PEOPLE EVEN PROJECT THEIR MISOGYNY ONTO TV CHARACTERS REEEEEEE
I’m sorry but I’m rewatching Breaking Bad and was reading about why everyone hates Skyler and the reasons are so fucking retarded. They hate her for being smug, but love Walter for being smug, they hate her for putting her baby in danger by smoking once but love Walter even though he put his entire family in danger for years, they hate her for being “annoying” but love that fat retard Hank who is a million times more annoying, and Saul. “She kept Walter away from his kids wahhh” because he lied to her for a year and she still didn’t know what secret he was hiding and then when realizing he was a meth cook she didn’t want him around her kids, completely fucking justified. “She fucked Ted” her and Walter were separated. “She only stayed with Walter because of the money” Marie and Hank needed money so Hank could fucking walk again so she begrudgingly let Walter back into her life so they could make up that story about his gambling to pay Marie without raising suspicions. She knew about the money for half a year while hating him, only starting to rekindle their relationship because Walt stopped lying to her and disappearing for days on end and started putting effort into their relationship again. She didn’t even sleep with him again until hearing that phone message of his dramatic goodbye when he thought Gus was about to kill him. And then she emotionally detached from him again after his “I am the one who knocks” speech. None of her affection was ever tied to money, after Hanks death she rejects it all. If people true think she only liked him for the money they are autistic, she loved him as a broke high school chem teacher and hated him as a millionaire meth cook. All this has proven to me that the a man can outright cause the death of a young woman, attempt to rape his pregnant wife, force a traumatized retard (yes I’m talking about Jesse) to murder an innocent man, and be an all around piece of shit and still be forgiven and beloved but a woman can’t even sleep with a man while separated and smoke 3 ciggies while pregnant and she’s the worst person on the planet. Some people literally just hate her for fucking Ted. I love this show but the fanbase fucking sucks. And Skyler is the best character, her actions regarding Walt are completely justified, her anger is justified, her precautions are justified. She got Walt out of trouble with the car wash, she saved Teds ass. She’s a Stacey through and through.
No. 2070254
>>2067872Unfortunately, yes. Which is yet another reason why it's incredibly retarded for troons to say they're women.
Males have more fast-twitch muscle fibers that can carry more force in short, powerful bursts of energy. We, on the other hand, have more slow-twitch muscle fibers (Type I fibers) that are smaller and contract more slowly and are better for long-distance running and we can produce larger amounts of energy slowly and are less likely to fatigue. We're just not the same.
No. 2070260
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>>2070246i HATED skylar cause shes uggo. men are always ugly so i dont really care if male characters are but Marie and Skylar are diarrhea in a cup
No. 2070322
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Would having a one night stand with an attractive moid cure my romancestarvness?
What I mean by that is that I never had a bf. Lost my virginity to friend ,not attracted to him at all. And I genuinely can't go outside because seeing cute men makes me want to kms. I can't get a boyfriend cause multiple reasons so maybe sec would scratch that itch for a romantic relationship??? I am desperate and tistic
No. 2070372
I give up and going back to socializing with TRAs. I'm thankful for what lurking though gender critical spaces did to me and what kind of information it offered me in regards of female oppression and dysphoria. Everything else sucked. I felt like I'm getting systematically retraumatized by things people I tried to befriend told me about literally anything else. I don't use this word lightly here, my mental health deteriorated since I started engaging and looking for women to socialize with. As annoying as genderists were, they never mocked me, never made me feel like I'm inferior for any given reason. For fucks sake, I think I met less males in my life who made me feel this way. I'm living a really mundane life but I could not talk about it, the only topic I could explore is gender criticism, homophobia and misogyny, all political. With genderists, I talked about everything, except trans criticism. The choice is obvious and who the real friends are is too. When I asked for help, I was mocked for having issues that I have and it was obvious that some were happy I got what I "deserved" for the "sins" I committed, from being "abnormal" in my literal surface level internet user hobbies to relying on a man. TRAs and some people from rad circles who eventually left those, however, never judged. Never belittled, never considered me a freak to turn into a laughingstock. They offered me the help I needed, gave money, spend nights with me, took me out, and were actually genuinely worried about me as a person, not as a collective image of a woman seen through a bunch of expectations and stereotypes. I used to fight with TRAs over this, that radfems don't see women as a monolith, but I am not sure if it was something I tried to convince in them or myself instead. "Vagina havers" may sound dehumanizing, but it's not the words that truly give off this impression, it's the passive, continuous attitude and perception. I felt like a collection of labels, not like a human. I don't know why am I posting this here out of all places. Maybe because I know how many of those like us are lurking, including some of said friends I met through gender critical spaces. I don't know why are these places full of monsters ready to go after ones they deem weakest. I don't also care anymore that political climate keeps radicalizing and feminism is getting crushed by either trans or conservative side. I give up on trying to be a part of group that insists on making it worse personally for me and finding my severe trauma funny.
No. 2070374
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The Vocarooanons like the dramatic reading about ugly men on celebricows was funny. I hate that we’re not allowed to shitpost and I the dumbass shit thread was fun
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I'll never be able to compete with her
No. 2070578
>>2070563Sadly, since hospitals are so understaffed + big gendie rhetoric in my country, my
nurses got standoffish with me when I asked if I could be helped by another woman.
I think there's a "not all men" thing at play too.
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>>2070505>Eight arms>Insane camouflage >Able to survive on land and water>Multiple brainsI really hate that we evolved from monkeys.
No. 2070642
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I decided to organize my reaction image dump folder today. Like 80% of them are super bitchy. I didn't used to be like this, I think. I don't know if it's this site or just the internet in general but I've become really cynical. I know this was a gossip site from the start but it didn't feel as mean as it does right now. I'm gonna dip from the internet for a while.
Inb4 not your hugbox bitch, go back to Tumblr, kys etc
Picrel was the favorite image I found
No. 2070730
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Racist faggots have come out of their unclean NEET dwellings talking about immigrants and this and that and their “beautiful” culture being eradicated or whatever the fuck their new viewpoints are nowadays god I just want to be happy for once in my damn life. Somebody sedate me pleaseeeeeee who the hell cares about any of that shit???? Where can you find normal fucking women to talk to or do I have to create an imageboard for thi?
No. 2070768
>>2070730I think I know what post you’re talking about
nonny. The worst part is that she was complaining about literal children. Projecting your anger onto innocent kids because of their skin color is nasty scrote behavior
No. 2070806
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>>2070770Yeah we’re aware women can be racist, that’s why I don’t give a fuck about female solidarity. I hope your bucktoothed ancestors finally die off idgaf
No. 2070833
>>2068517I did the same as you nonna, waited like a hopeless romantic for "the one" and I had this mentality until 21 when I got sick of being the good girl everyone wanted me to be and getting nothing in return, only more psychological abuse even. Still a virgin tho, but for reasons like avoiding shit moids with shit hygiene and STDs, trust issues and being very cautious of who I'm vulnerable with and also didn't meet a guy I found remotely fuckable. I had other experienced women my age, older or a bit younger than me tell me that it's better that I am like this because of their many horror stories regarding sex with moids. You're good, don't worry.
>it's the opposite, me being a virgin is a turn off for them cause ain't nobody got the patience to babysit a woman with zero experience, unless she's like 18 or 19. By the age of 25 you're a pathetic loser if you're still a virgin and men will think there's something wrong with you.Well I am at that age where I'm supposedly a loser in their eyes and that's on them tbf, you protected yourself from pain and shit experiences. And like
>>2068534 said, you don't even need to tell them you're still a virgin, just invent an excuse
like your first and only experience was so shit he didn't even get the right hole or something. Plus, hearing that a lot of guys wanna see a virgin bleed and becoming brutes during the act as a result makes me wanna lie and lie my way kek.
No. 2070920
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>>2064468Very late reply about my friend taking a username similar to my real name
>If you're in the same fandom chances are you're into the same stuff, and it could be a coincidence? My irl friend has a username based on some quirky word combo (think something like unicornspaghetti It's really not, the name is not like that at all as it's just a real name.
Using the same fake examples as before, imagine my name is Camille and everyone calls me Millie, so I used that as my username. Her name is Amanda, and her username that was unrelated to her real name and was a fandom name that ended in -me, let's say it was Zeldame. So she decided that the -me part warranted her choosing the nickname Mellie for herself. So now me as Millie is supposed to accept Amanda as Mellie when it's really close to my real name, and only works as a nickname for her username at a stretch to begin with. It just makes me uncomfortable and I feel a bit hurt over her "stealing" my name.
No. 2070933
>>2070898Another thing I wanted to add (don't want to spam too much so last one) is, if a moid gets to have sex at all with a woman he's already extremely lucky, but if he gets to have sex with a woman who is a virgin and specifically picked him and no one else despite her standards and rejecting moids who wanted to fuck her before for years he should feel nothing but honoured. And not in the "she's so pure" religious way, the "wow I feel so special" way. Men are also the ones who need to be good at pleasing you and not the other way around first and foremost, so you being inexperienced shouldn't actually matter that much and it's a bigger issue for the male if he lacks experience or is bad at sex actually, since it becomes dubious whether or not he can please
you or make you orgasm, because it's men that have an easier time getting orgasms compared to women during sex.
No. 2071075
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Does anyone else feel extremely anxious because of the hot weather? I've struggled with anxiety for years but it just gets worse during summer. I have troubles with breathing, I sweat way too much, my heart rate is higher that normal, and I just feel like something bad is about to happen. I very heat sensitive and the moment the temperature goes up I'm losing my shit. Maybe my autismo also plays a part in being oversensitive to temperature but I've seen the same sentiment being shared by non autists; heat just makes some poople very anxious. Idk what to do. I drink as much water as I can but it just makes me feel sick, like I'm about to vomit?? I don't know what to do, it makes me insane and I can't sleep
No. 2071100
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I'm not trying to bait or cause an infight posting about this but I think I'm friends with an unironic Trump supporter. I already had my suspicions but the way she reacted to the recent debate made me put two and two together and confirmed it for me. I admit I'm a britbong so the intricacies of US politics are lost on me but it really rubs me the wrong way. I know the democrats aren't exactly any better but my god, how can you do that to yourself as a woman? Have some bloody respect for yourself. Never escaping patriarchy, indeed
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>mom didn't tell psychotic alcoholic dad that I'm leaving for six weeks tomorrow
can this please wind up being as underwhelming as possible, I don't want to him to go off on me or for me to come back and find all my shit thrown out
No. 2071347
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Would having a one night stand with an attractive moid cure my romance starvness?
What I mean by that is that I never had a bf. Lost my virginity to friend ,not attracted to him at all. And I genuinely can't go outside because seeing cute men makes me want to kms. I can't get a boyfriend cause multiple reasons so maybe sec would scratch that itch for a romantic relationship??? I am desperate and tistic
No. 2071517
>>2071416>>2071386Well getting a relationship is not quick plus local moids are not even cute so I would have to find a tourist
>>2071418Pretty sure it was deleted unless I mixed up the threads
>>2071422I know there I no way for me to prove myself to you since you cant self post here but incase you care that really hurt my feelings that you would call me a man for being lonely. You most likely have had relationships in the past so you do not get it
No. 2071787
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How do I explain to my friend about why you analyse media the way we do?
I'm taking a summer course that is partly based on analysing movies, and my friend was asking about it so I started talking about the current block where I'm analysing the gun in a movie as both a fetish (both sexual sexual and religious) and phallic powersymbol. She got very confrontative all "why do you analyse it like that? Did the director(s) SAY it's supposed to symbolise that? I don't get reading into movies like this you are just putting words into the mouth of the creators!". I'm not eloquent enough to really explain it to her, so I settled for it simply being to say it's important from socio-political climate since since we have movies that are a response to second-wave feminism like Aliens and Terminator 2 (they get mentioned a lot in my course litterature) and the postfeminism response to those characters through Charlie's Angels action babes. She still wouldn't quite take it but she seemed to think it's a better answer than the previous shrug I gave her because I couldn't quite find the words, she is someone that isn't very fond of anything that requires analytical thought - she gets almost aggravated by media that have a lot of metaphorical elements and usually write them off as bad or "unfinished" because of it. I don't think it is because it makes her feel stupid and she is definitely not an autist, but something about it seems to almost set her off because it's only during those times I see her take this almost aggressive stance.
How should I explain it to her next time this topic comes up? Because it is inevitable that it will be brought up again and her unusual frustrations with it always catches me off guard. I'm not very good at finding the right words at times, especially when I feel confronted like this, so I would love to have something ready in the back of my head so I can start an interesting debate with her about it.
No. 2071794
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i hate living with a retard who starts screaming and slamming doors and throwing shit every time literally anything happens, its unbearably stressful, im gonna get my first gray hair by 22 or something
No. 2071800
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>miserable as a child, nightly breakdowns of wanting my life to end, can barely function socially and act like a brick wall. constant pain and fog
>for whatever reason, finally have one good sleep as an adult under odd circumstances and felt alive for the first time ever, everything felt SO different and I could think straight finally
>realize that maybe something is wrong with me and seek help
>sleep study diagnosed me with severe sleep apnea (no, I'm not fat)
>think this is it, I can finally feel ok!
And…months later, and I still haven't been able to fall asleep while using the damned machine. Doctor hasn't helped. I honestly feel like I'm already dead. I even loathe that I had that one wonderful day. at least I wouldn't be agonizing over the idea that things could be better…
No. 2071803
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I hate how there are virtually no interesting cows anymore and it’s hard to find them because most people act like spergs on the internet now. More and more I find myself missing the internet before COVID.
No. 2071841
I just severed the head of a chicken and was losing my shit the whole time because the bone wasn't giving in and I had to stare at this dead bird up close to figure it out while the TV in the background went on about God and consciousness (certified 1970s moment). I fucking wish this shit had been taught to me early on so I wouldn't be so chicken myself. I am 26 years old but if I had to gut a fish I would just faint. Pathetic. Is this why so many people are going vegan now ?
>>2071787My answer would just be "Most media is meant to be analyzed. Movie directors put details in for us to notice. It's like a painting, having to think five minutes about the feelings behind that painting doesn't make it a bad painting" but also, I have no friends for a reason.
Maybe "Movies have two dimensions, one as entertainment and one as a riddle" but that sounds kinda spergy.
Some people are just like this though, I doubt she will change her stance if she really doesn't understand.
No. 2072015
>>2071875There is nothing wrong with you. It was willed that you would come to be born on this earth, all of your cells working to keep you alive, you're a piece of the earth around you. You belong here, and are loved.
Definitely long term loneliness, which can also be a lack of connection, exacerbates the difficulty in connection and making friends, it's not your fault, parts of your brain develop with interaction.
I have a similar experience in being an 'other', feeling looked down on. This world is shallow, so I found that when I dressed up and tried to look cuter, people forgave my errors. Honestly, you do have to pretend around most people, and it's lonely, but it gets you along in life. I'm not speaking from a high horse, I've actually been super awkward recently.
Your people are out there, you just have to look. I know it's hard. Sometimes it's the internet, sometimes in hobby groups.
I'm not going to pretend life will be easy for people like us, it's not. But I think you'll find your person, as hopeless as you may feel. I actually prayed to God and asked to meet my best friend before this happened- now I'm getting married. Still asocial, but some people will make it worth it. Anyway, you do have to pretend in this world, life is hard, but I know you'll meet your person. A lot of us are on here.
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I wish my mom wasn't so awful. Why do narcissists always play from the same handbook?
>retired divorcee mom living on her pension whines and bitches all day about never doing anything or going anywhere and having no friends except her narcissist brothers
>when I do take her someplace there is always something wrong with it
>any friendships she has are long distance who she has not seen in a decade or more and she rarely talks to anyone past a superficial level
>she lacks the energy she once had in her youth to keep up pretense that she enjoys anything including "non-useful" company
>trying to see if she can be friends with any of my girlfriend's moms
>one of my friends has a very sweet mother who has a lot of similar interests and hobbies
>doesn't have a mean bone in her body, very strong outlook on life despite having a nasty terminal illness
>she travels a lot and does fun things every now and then in spite of it, married rich
>think what good times my mom would have with her if I introduced them
>"Anon, she is dying"
>implying she is not someone worth getting to know because of her illness
Omg, who says shit like this?!
It's infuriating! I am trying to once again help her and not only did she come up with a bullshit excuse as to why it won't work like usual, she manages to say the most insensitive and cruel shit. It's so fucking embarrassing to know underneath her fake public mask–which at bare minimum she has the sense to put on thank goodness–she is a terrible person like this.
Funnily enough my ex-fiancé said something similar when we went to adopt a pet once. He refused a lap cat that would have been a perfect match for his energy level because he told me that she would die due to being older. What the fuck!!!! Why do they all have this shit take, it's spooky!
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>a cyst on my thyroid
>several small cyst on my boobs
>several other cyst on my ovaries
>forced to move to the place I watched my brother drop dead
>all of this happening just months after my car caught fire in the middle of the road and almost fucking died
No wonder I'm constantly tweaking, anxious, restless and tense like a Chihuahua on crack I cannot catch a breath, this is all way too fucked up and it's happening all at once. I don't remember life being this hard to live and nobody in my circle understands how frustrating it is, I can barely eat or sleep since I'm on so much pressure and stress constantly. Everyone keeps telling me it will get better and it's starting to sound like bullshit
No. 2072327
>>2070469I had a friend who would do the same thing to me. They'd refuse to stop by telling me that "friends are supposed to talk about everything!" or they'd tell me that I was a bad and manipulative for telling them to stop. Then after I'd snap they'd pull the "I'm not your therapist!" card and keep calling me manipulative. But when I wanted to talk about something they found "
triggering" they'd call me a "sociopath" and expected me to coddle them. It's probably a BPD/NPD thing, trying to paint themselves as
victims or "small little babies who need to be protected". You should dump him before he sucks every ounce of empathy in your body like my friend did to me, people like them won't stop behaving like that.
No. 2072665
>>2072625you're normal and that is an understandable reaction to abuse by people who are supposed to care and protect you. wish you the best
nonny.
No. 2072672
why is living with other people so irritating. algae in the water filter pitcher, dishes and utensils still have food and gunk on them in the cabinet because nobody wants to spend the extra 15 seconds to clean them right, bugs flying everywhere because they think they can just leave food and snacks out. even though they complain about shit being dirty, they never make an effort to help me clean regularly, they just act like i'm some sort of retarded ocd nag who notices everything too much, and they love to blame everyone else in the house but themselves. i try to talk to them about it while they're doing nothing, sitting around on the couch or at the table, and they're always like: UgH this is not a good time for me! stop being annoying! we can talk about it later, and we never do. and what's there even to talk about? like holy shit just help me keep things clean PLEASE ITS NOT HARD there is fucking huge green algae bloom in the water pitcher we've been drinking from for who knows how long because i neglected to take care of ONE thing out of 100. i tell them to keep it in the fridge and out of the sun, tell them to please make sure the dishes are clean before you dry them, tell them that we'll never get rid of the bugs until they stop leaving food bags eveyrwhere because thats where they're laying their eggs, it all falls on deaf ears and for what
No. 2072722
>>2072015>>2072126thank you nonnies and best of luck to you both! i just have this weird dillema going on where i have a need for human connection and feel lonely but the second that i obtain it i just feel fucking awful, like a mental hangover.
i probably should have said it in the of post (i forgot), but this also applies to love in a way? i have a want to be accepted and loved and whatnot just like everyone else, but being shown love even by my family makes me feel physically ill and i end up pulling away because of how vile it makes me feel. idk whats up with that, if i could get a therapist i'd ask them but at this point i don't even care that much since it's unlikely to ever go away. best course of action to me seems to just accept that i'm simply different and not cut out for this shit and to find a way to comfortably be a shut in hermit without attracting too much negative attention from those around me.
>>2072695you're not alone nonna, i do hope it gets better for you, or at least that you find peace in being alone
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This had to be one of the most worst years I ever had. Last year was pretty bad but at least I was making money, now I’m just suffering and chronically broke. We’re already halfway in and I already want to kill myself. Most of it is my fault because I am extremely exhausted, depressed and it makes me like procrastinating until the last minute. Free me.
No. 2072844
>>2072788thanks
nonnie, i think i calmed down a bit. You shouldn't feel bad either, if you wanted to please them means u still care which is not a bad thing just don't waste it on them and save what's left
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My period blood has ruined so many pairs of pants and underwear. Now I have to throw them out and will have almost no underwear and anything to sleep with. I'm sick and tired. Fuck my period, I hate it so much.
No. 2073057
>>2072999Yeah, I should be. They still never manage to stay still by the time I wake up though. Honestly considered switching to tampons at this point, although I hate them.
>which you're supposed to put in the sink and scrub with soap and cold waterThat's something I need to get better about tbh. I should wash them immediately but I wait for days until the blood is so dried there's no way I can get it off anymore.
No. 2073100
>>2072831Can't believe I'm seeing this video again. We used to quote it in high school all the time. Lady is
GOATed.
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I AM TIRED OF TALKING ABOUT UGLY MOIDS AND FANDOM SHIT CAN YOU FUCKERS PICK ANOTHER INTERESTING TOPIC FOR ONCE
No. 2073316
>>2062621nta but i assume its because ppl think it's cute?
I have some as well and it doesn't bother me but if u rlly hate it bleaching is least tedious and does the job pretty well
No. 2073397
>>2073382These anons don't care, they might as well be baiting at this point. I see several interesting threads being ignored or dead, m and g barely have posters compared to ot.
>>2073396There's no way it's official kek
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>>2073397Unfortunately it is
nonnie. Check Hello Kitty G-Rollz, picrel is one of the available items. They have weed rolling trays (I think), ashtrays, lighters, tins and packs for storing weed.
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>>2073404The Shaynas of the world have won
No. 2073409
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>>2073404I like these tins but I wouldn't use them for weed. It's funny because weed is omega prohibited in Japan
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I just read about this influential politician who was talking about being a big fan of Ayn Rand and reading "Atlas shrugged" as a teenager and being really into it and I might've popped several veins.
what else is there left to say.
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>eat like pure shit or nothing at all for days
>skin looks amazing, 0 blemishes
>eat healthy
>break out
No. 2073573
>>2073510Sorry, i’ll try to put it in words your ana brain can understand.
“Lol fatass”
No. 2073655
I have a sister in law and a niece (related by my relationship, she's only a year younger than me and is more like a cousin). Both are Mexican American and their husbands are white. I'm white and my nigel is obviously Mexican American hence his sister. I'm hanging out with them all at a pool and the white guys literally are just saying racist and misogynist crap I've heard in minutes. What is so gross to me is that my niece's husband has only been part of the family for maybe 2 years. I feel so disgusted. Why do white men get with WOC if they just can't wait to make digs at their expense? My sister in law also has a kid and although he looks white, he's still half Mexican. It just disgusts me and catches me off guard to the point where I don't say anything out of shock. My nigel and me never talk shit about each other's upbrining, culture, or ethnicities. Yes, I hear a lot about how he's disappointed in his culture and how he wishes it were different and I critique my upbringing as well. But we'd never so brazenly joke about it in public in front of other people. Maybe in private, but it just feels disrespectful to me that it's in front of others and that the white partners clearly enjoy talking shit. They love to use their digs at my female relatives to then talk shit about other races and it's just gross. I wish I knew why my relatives stayed with their men…it's awkward because they'll laugh some of it off at first, but then they just get quiet. I wish they weren't with men who seem to resent being with them.
Of course, what do I know, maybe it is cool with them, it just seems odd how it comes out of nowhere.
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I am afraid of developing dementia because I've been depressed most of my life and it's one of the contributing factors (I also have ADHD, which is another…). Sometimes it already feels like I have it, I've always had a shitty memory, cannot recall parts of my childhood, most of the days feel dull and gray and 'where did I put xyz' is a recurring problem in my life. I also have brainfog all the time and it's extremely hard to be present and pay attention to what's going on around me
No. 2073830
>>2073801from an outsider's perspective, that sounds kind of your dad. i'm sure it's frustrating to you personally especially after a lifetime of it, but it's not forcing you to do it or expecting you to go without compensation. you may not want to get into his business, but it's still nice that he's extending these opportunities for you to make a little extra cash. really, if he was guilting you or being
toxic about it, he'd be trying to get you to do it for free. either learn boundaries and express to your father that you're really disinterested in this but appreciate the sentiment, or understand that a lot of people would love a side hustle for some extra cash right now and would envy your situation.
No. 2073839
>>2073829in the sense of sharing it, it's impossible not to because i generally have an enviable life where i'm frequently doing cool things. just documenting my life as plainly as possible will illicit jealousy becuase the things i'm doing are things many people wish they could do. i'm not trying to brag here, just explain vaguely and in short. i'm not really the "how was your day" personality, but all my friends definitely talk to me equally about the events happening in their own lives. i'm actually overinvolved in a lot of my friends' daily emotions because i have a mental healthcare background and i allow them to use me for free therapy (to an extent, mostly just to help them figure out where to start with a therapist or pull them out of crisis). so really, i'm often burdened with their venting and negative emotions (which is how i can sense their feelings about me indirectly in addition to more overt things), but i never do the same because i'm just not comfortable with that kind of emotional sharing. so i don't think i'm being selfish by expecting people to listen and give even basic reactions to my excitement and happiness for my life when i do the same or more for the despair and suffering in theirs. i definitely feel like my community is unsupportive and that it's holding me back because i don't want to lose my friends by being too unsympathetic/unrelatable, but i also can't relate and find their choice of lives miserable. i get not having much choice in having a shitty job or paying expensive rent or something, but all of them seem most focused on just buying things and spending as much time horizontal in bed, consuming media and unhealthy food in as large of a quantity as possible. i've spent years looking, but i haven't been able to find anyone outside of that, partly because i didn't follow a traditional life path (have kids) and partly because of the circles of people that my hobbies and interests put me in. this pushed me to finally put a long-dreamed-of plan of a big move and career change into action, and i know when i announce it, people are going to get weird about it because having the freedom to do that is rare and a lot of people would love to be able to do the same but can't because of their life constraints. i know this sounds like i'm being paranoid, but i've had people really do weird shit out of jealousy, like i've had multiple people hide my accounts from their feed on social media because i went someplace that they really want to and can't and they got too jealous seeing it; literally, one of them actually told a mutual friend that sentiment directly, i'm not projecting or making that up. i know at least a few of my friends are "shadow friends" because i've had outright haters who didn't hide it and those people are obviously friends with them and reporting back to talk shit. i'm not a person of any kind of influence to get this kind of bullshit, people are just sad and have nothing better to do with their lives than hate on someone who's doing well at the same job or whatever. i just want to find people who can at the very least go "oh, that sounds awesome!" and swallow their own emotions sometimes.
No. 2073882
>>2073830You're very right nona, I know for sure my dad is being kind, and I certainly do appreciate it.. I can see how that didn't come across at all in my first post. It's also great timing for me moneywise. I think because I have a lot of anxiety around driving, and my dad used to have pretty bad anger issues, I end up dreading it, then doing it, and more often than not feeling happy that I did it and super guilty that I ever thought it'd go wrong/bad. I don't know. But thank you I really appreciate your perspective on it, I will stop being a doomer about it.. Like you said, after a lifetime, but it just occurred to me how sad I'd be if I never got to drive for him again, that it's not forever. So I'm going to enjoy it. I'm sure it'll be beautiful drive anyway.
No. 2073956
i got sweet sweet revenge on my biggest enemy who bullied me relentlessly for two years for no other reason than she liked making someone suffer who she in her narcissistic fucked up brain deemed below her. found out she got hooked on meth, which in and of itself is sweet delicious karma, but i really wanted to kick her when she is at her lowest like she did to me back then. not healthy, pretty unhinged, i know, but i don't care. i made a burner profile on ig and commented things you most definitely don't want to read while coming down from methamphetamines. it felt like a creative writing assignment, i tried to think about what would make me paranoid if i was her methed out self. took me like 5 minutes to come up with something deeply personal that will fuck her up mentally, i didn't even had to waste much time or energy. she immediately took the bait, responded, tried calling the account non stop, posted stories, even vaguely referred what i sent her in post captions. i just checked, it's been a week now and she never stopped sending that burner account private messages KEK. best part: she never figured out it was me. now that i finished off that rancid cunt i never have to bother with her again. it's over, i won
No. 2073960
the woman I considered my bff can be such a stupid and ungrateful bitch sometimes and it pisses me off
and yes, I told her this too
>lucky enough to earn a fuckton of money at such a young age
>told her several times nicely that she's so lucky and to be able to afford several yearly holidays abroad, that she could never imagine how it is to struggle (like I am, despite both of us starting on the same foot, she just got luckier)
> her response was literally REEE Idc about others, only about me!, literally on par with other programmer scrotes I knew
>has shit taste in men, despite being pretty herself
>only had shit relationships with abusive guys
>in therapy for 10 years at least, the fact that she can afford to shell around 800$ monthly on it is telling, when this is the living monthly wage of some people here
>refused to leave a 6+ year old relationship despite it being dead for 4 years because she feared being alone
>tells me that once I start having sex it's hard to stop and that I'll get used to it and want a guy
>wtf is this stupid bitch saying, I only had 1 bf, it was nice, years ago, but I'm fine without sex
>gets upset on me when I tell her I have a feeling she values herself based on relationships
>cheats on her last bf several times (the one mentioned before) with an atrocious balding scrote that gaslights her and is a full narc, he leaves comments on her social media about her cheating (holy shit), she ends up deactivating her accounts until things die down
>whines about being sent to China and other asian countries for fully paid work trips because the company didn't shell out more $ to make the flight shorter
>bitches about said asian countries that she didn't like them (including Japan)
>when she got fatter, I tried telling her nicely and giving her advices
>she got bitchy
>pays $$$ for a personal trainer to tell her the same shit I did
>only then loses weight, still doesn't realize how privileged she is to afford all this, all the holidays, her lifestyle etc
>hasn't really written to me in 3+ months, only I initiate the convos to ask her how she's been (she moved cities 1.5 yrs ago)
Really curious what guy she'll end up dating next, hopefully a nice one, I really want her to be happy but god this fucking bitch is so ungrateful for EVERYTHING she gets, I'd punch her until she stops acting like a spoiled womanchild, it's infuriating if you'd see it, if I had her opportunities and salary I would be set for life
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>has counselor for vocational
>she’s belittling and annoying as before
>tried setting up appointment to go there in person
>calls and sets appointment for specific time
>hangs up
>a few seconds later she calls asking on why I want to come in even though she confirmed the appointment
>feels exhausted and guilty raising my voice because i stg it’s the only thing to stand up for myself and get my point across
>says she feels threatened because she doesn’t know the specific reason on why i’m coming in which is pretty obvious to talk about my case there
i’m so tired of dealing with people it almost makes me want to cry sometimes
No. 2074013
>>2073869I do, and we do have plenty of things we do together, but most of them don't have the ability to do the things I'm talking about or theyd be able to accept my invite to join me. Most of my friends are stuck in inflexible life situations with commitments they can't leave or debts they have to focus on. Quite a few of them have tried to join me on bigger plans but had to pull out last minute because they couldn't commit or something came up, which sometimes screws me over.
As for the rest of the responses, yeah, i see why you get that impression, but you're also seeing a very small window of it and i acknowledge that this is a super petty and first world problem. I don't say the stuff in these posts directly to anyone because of course i know it would come off. Frankly, there just isn't a way to be better off than the average that doesn't sound like you're bragging or being condescending. There's plenty of reasons why these people are my friends and our enjoyment of each other is mutual and of course we do plenty of things that are attainable to them all the time. All of you who got so aggressive and jumped to such a negative response probably are in the category of person I'm talking about outgrowing. I'm not going to blog the details of my life to try to change your opinions because it won't; this is a hate board, most posters are miserable bitches trying to find cow qualities in everyone else. Honestly those responses just reaffirmed for me that I'm done with that category of person.
No. 2074175
>>2073988????? Do only men grow taller?
>>2074157Just lose weight on unhealthy food kek. I lost weight once by eating McDonalds every other day and sleeping lots on the fasting day.
No. 2074213
>>2074203Yeah, I was going through a retarded dumb phase. At the end of the day, if you wanna lose weight fast (but unhealthily) the best ways to do it is by under-eating every other day, quitting soda and booze, smoking a few cigarettes (whenever you're badly hungry, the nicotine from a smoke will quell your appetite for at least an hour and a half), and moving around a lot. You can't keep it up for extended periods of time though, and you have to slowly pace yourself back up. For example, I only ate 600 calories every other day, but after I was done that phase I went to 600 every day, then to 1000 every day, which is where I stay.
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>>2074239
Ha Ha
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My friend moved abroad and got legally married to her moid there, no prospects, doesn't speak the language, no money of her own and really no way of 100% owning anything on her own. They're gonna have the local, proper ceremony there and I have no desire nor the fucking money to attend, she says she's eventually gonna have another wedding in our country but with what fucking money? Whose gonna pay for their tickets, where would they stay, who would throw the actual wedding and who is she kidding? She knows none of her friends can attend this fuckass wedding because time, money, and I for one don't even want to visit this country, maybe if it wasn't far as hell I could suck it up but nonas, what the shit is this. I started thinking about this when I saw a wedding dress store, thinking how I haven't really been to weddings as an adult, am I supposed to buy her a present when I'm not even attending, because at this point she is pretending she is gonna have another wedding so wouldn't I just attend that one and get her a present then? It's already been like 3 years since they got married and no ceremony, so I'm not holding my breath really.
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I think I might've picked up fleas from letting my dogs sleep on my bed with me. I picked out like two small bugs from my hair and my heads been itchy all day. This is going to be such an awful trip to the pharmacy tomorrow. I'd almost resign myself to becoming the Hive Queen than admit this to someone in person.
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>>2074327Typical white people tingz letting their dirty mutts and cats stand on top of their kitchen counters and stove (knowing full well they like to shit in the dirty grass or shit-covered litter boxes) where they cook. Nasty ass bitch kek
(racebaiting) No. 2074366
>>2074175True. Someone I knew lost weight by doing a dirty keto diet where they ate nothing but McDonald's saver menu burgers. They threw away the bun and then ate the pretend cheese and buger patties. It's not really viable now because McDonalds is no longer cheap.
A proper keto diet of meat and fresh vegetables would have the same effect but isn't cheap either and requires meal prep.
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Wanted a pick-me-up so actually went back through the vent threads to find this post I wrote straight after leaving school. I was in unrequited love with my teacher (LOL) and thought I'd never come back from it. When i think back now it's like I've had a total glow up in every respect!!
>ramped up hygiene, found hairstyle that suits me, changed style etc
>still not 100% and not yet the most bubbly extroverted person in the room but definitely better at socialising, can hold a conversation, people started saying unprompted that they liked talking to me
>spent a year cumulatively away from socials and gossip sites (will do again)
>when i wrote this i was an awful writer, I put the hours in and now do it professionally!
>and I even befriended my favourite writer who's said nice stuff to me about it
>am about to finish the degree i posted about… with the highest grade!
I've had an eczema breakout and basically just going celibate until it fades (using this as an opportunity/signal that the time still isn't quite right). When it does fade i feel happy about the prospect of dating and falling in love with someone who isn't my teacher. I haven't seen her for nearly 5 years and the distance has been sooo good for me. I'm grateful to whoever the anon was who gave me advice back then. Going to keep working on myself so i can make a similar post to this one 5 years to come
No. 2074413
>>2074400Thanks anon!! Everyone will say this but it's a mix of reading and getting words down. In my 'good' periods I'll read for at least 2h a day, mostly older authors in my niche. After that it's just a matter of consistency - like a set time per day working on whatever project is most important. I like the saying that you're not a real writer until you've hit a million words in your lifetime (I'm prob still only 30% of the way there!)
Tbh i was very insecure about my writing and had no idea whether it was good, this was while actively being published (thought I'd duped my editor into doing it). When i got a random compliment from a more experienced writer I just switched overnight and developed a ton of confidence. I def wish I'd joined crit groups etc earlier on so as not to be fumbling around in the dark like that
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>>2073956mission accomplished, excellent work, 47.
out of curiosity what did you tell her? vaguely
No. 2074441
>>2074426We're about the same age too nona. I was pretty badly depressed a few years ago where I was just trying to get through each day and couldn't even think about hobbies. I had to completely let go of my expectations for what my 20s were going to be like, who my friends were going to be, and how I expected myself to feel. I think those expectations only made my misery worse when I was already going through a tough time. But now that I've let go of all these expectations for myself (and also I'm not completely depressed anymore), I'm not sure if it's healthy to just live life without any expectations except enjoying small, mundane things every day. I got really good at doing that when I was super depressed and at this point I'm not sure if that mindset is only holding me back from pursuing bigger (or better) things.
>>2074417That's very true and I appreciate the reassurance. I shouldn't let other people make me feel bad for living a more mundane life and I think I should probably remind myself that my life might not always be so peaceful like this so I should enjoy it while I can. I like the suggestions you gave as well to expand off of my existing hobbies. I might give them a try!
No. 2074487
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I hate my retarded mother so much. If I state a fact, she questions the shit out of me and acts like I'm lying. If there is a fuckbook post of the same fact I told her, she'll instantly believe it. Don't believe the media but believes social media. She's such a smug bitch for someone who can't even use a fucking search engine.
No. 2074494
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I am so fucking tired of how fucking strict mainstream social media has gotten with what i can and can’t say. On youtube A fucking bot or something blocked me from commenting for “hate speech” when all i was doing was telling retarded MRAs about mens crime statistics. I was being careful too and had to censor like half of what i wrote with emojis and shit and was still detected in seconds. I take lolcow for granted sometimes with how i can call men ugly autistic fat retards and call for the torture and murder of scrotes without getting banned.
No. 2074505
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I hate those pricks who think they understand things on a deep level yet as soon as you bring up a nuanced view involving facts that contradicts their die-hard logic they act like you're acting with an agenda and make a bunch of unfounded assumptions to disregard the point.
It's so silencing when you think about it, they only care about the parts that go with their opinion and can't form a nuanced big picture view on anything.
I keep thinking die hard dumbasses are in the minority but I doubt it more and more, as someone who's into research and academia it makes me want to tear my skin out when I realize some people just do not care for any semblance of intellectual rigor or don't have the capacity for it.
Moreover with the recent trend of shitting on degrees and formal education while having room temperature IQs and no notion of fact-checking, and this relates to everything in life. Democracy is a scam, some people are just overgrown babies
No. 2074534
>>2074505>Moreover with the recent trend of shitting on degrees and formal education while having room temperature IQs and no notion of fact-checking, and this relates to everything in life. I related to this a lot. You can go to university, get a degree in a subject, write papers about it, and
still some random person that only has a high school diploma will question your knowledge and act like they know better. I realized that anti-intellectualism was becoming a worse problem when people started making fun of others for using words that they didn't know. There have been times when I use a "big" word (more than 3 syllables) and people will look at me like I have 2 heads and then chat shit about me later and say I'm trying too hard. The words one really grinds my gears because I read a lot so of course I'm gonna have a wide vocabulary, why try and make me feel bad for knowing words?? I used to never give a damn about IQ, but learning that most people are below 90 IQ really does leave me depressed sometimes.
>Democracy is a scam, some people are just overgrown babiesThe great sage Osho once said: "Democracy is for the people, by the people, and of the people, but the people are retarded."
No. 2074560
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Struggling not to a-log in the news stories thread. I’m so tired of reading about young women suffering. I hate men so much it’s un fucking real
No. 2074662
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>give some heat back to bitch who spent years being plenty shitty to other women but now wants empathy about the same issues she was a bitch about before the tables were turned
>omg anon don't be like that it's meeeeeeean~
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck offffffffff
Lmao, know why I don't have to worry about people saying nasty shit to me? Cause I didn't have a big stupid mouth that wasn't asking for a slice of the humble pie! Where were empathchans like that when the bitch was running her mouth for years?
Go.
No. 2074708
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Well nonnas, I finally got the ick that allows me to let go of my ex. We were in semi-contact again after a couple of months of no contact and yesterday I saw that he followed that "hawk thua" girl on Instagram. Fucking disgusting coomer. Ew ew ew. He's someone elses problem now. I usually hate social media but in situations like these I am glad that it shows the degeneracy of men.
No. 2074774
>>2074753Nah he ain’t sorry, men are extremely manipulative and he’s only hitting you up because his second option isn’t as gullible as you. Men don’t miss or cherish anybody, it’s all about using people.
>>2074762He isn’t special. Go distract yourself by supporting and hanging out with your female friends instead of fermented scrote dick.
No. 2074809
>>2074774calm down queen dworkin reincarnate you're right but no need to be rude.
it's true though, men are so unspecial, bland and unworthy why would you give him the time of day unless he's already treating you perfect
No. 2074813
>>2074552right on
nonnie, i'm curious what's your area of research?
No. 2075181
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>decide to try and help my mom with something
>we meet up and she immediately calls me fat
>lectures me on basic middle school level "treadmills are a way of exercise" while trying to feed me fried chicken
>gets upset when I decline
>calls my skin gross and says I need a new routine
>she also thinks my hair looks bad
What the fuck man I just wanted to do something nice why do I feel like shit
No. 2075233
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Mon-Thurs
>Wake up
>Gym
>Drive to work
>Work
>Drive back from work, slowly because traffic is terrible
>Cook
>Call mum/browse lolcow/watch TV/play games/mess around on Hinge for 2 hours
>Feel guilty for wasting my free time before bed
Friday
>Same stuff but drink after work
Saturday
>Recover from drinking
>Feel guilty about wasting money getting wasted
>Couple hours of guilt free do what I want time. Usually something low energy or nap
Sunday
>Wash clothes
>Gardening
>Buy groceries
>Feel guilty about wasting my weekend time
God I hate this routine. It's going to be my life for the next 30 or so years. Olden times people who farmed or whatever had variety in the year. Planting and harvest were lots of long hours but it was chill in Summer and Winter. They could dedicate more of their day to doing whatever. Most of it sewing clothes, doing repairs or building barns but they had variety.
No. 2075421
>>2075416I'm the same as you kek, when I'm playing an online game with my friends we're all in an energetic mode, we yell and swear at each other and get frustrated, but it's part of the fun. It's not like you're being
seriously angry, you're just being emphatic and loud in the rush of the moment cuz you're in the zone or whatever. I just wanted to share so you don't feel weird for it because you're not even weird for it all me and my friends are the same.
No. 2075551
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Oh my god NOOOOOOOOOO MY STUPID FUCKING BROTHER CAME BACK. CAN THIS NIGGA DIE PLEASE???????? CAN HE GET HIT BY A CAR PLEASE ANYTHING
No. 2075556
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im 130lbs but my body dysmorphia tells me i look like jillian picrel
No. 2075565
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Passed all of my exams and now I don’t have to see any retards, fatties, spergs or faggots. I am FREE.
No. 2075687
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I feel emotionally rejected. It's more that I can't expect friendships to be anything more than shallow. But I have hope in finding someone I can be more "me" around. I just have to keep looking. But it hurts more than I think it should when I'm ignored. I have this external obsession with validation from people around me. It's so ugly and disgusting. It's the exact opposite of what I've wanted to be, and I feel so desperate. I hate myself for this. But I want to change it so bad. So maybe that's my goal. I'm going to stop being a pathetic, desperate person. I can still be nice and carry on with my goals, but I can't be close to people the way I want to. The feeling of being annoying and unwanted is overwhelming at times, and I think it's because I shoot myself in the foot by being a big mouth. I ramble on like I'm doing here. I think disgusting things are funny. I barely filter my thoughts when I talk to people. And I noticed that quite a few of my friends are one or two years younger than me, and it disturbs me, like I have a weird older sister complex where I don't feel like they're my friends sometimes. I feel like I have to help them or support them in some way. That is also what I expect friends to do though, help each other, support each other in some way. But I guess my friendships aren't this close. I know you're not supposed to expect things back when you help people. I haven't needed help from any of them, but I'm worried that if I were to ever need it, they wouldn't do the same for me. I'm worried that I'm putting my energy into something that I should pull away from. Maybe I should pull away from it temporarily just to see. I think I need to keep more things to myself and not be an idiot IRL. I can just throw up all my insane thoughts on lolcow and rock back and forth in my room
No. 2075900
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Dentist appointment tomorrow so my day is already officially ruined.
No. 2075918
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I’ve been trying to keep some romance alive in my LDR. My bf sends me shitty, coombrained memes and then gets mad at me because I’m not “communicating” even though he knows I hate them. Basically, sends me annoying memes as a “initiate a conversation” signal. Regardless,I’ve been going out of my way to be as nice and supportive as possible in the vain hope he’d respond to it and return a fraction of the emotional work I’m putting in this relationship. He must have noticed, because today I woke up to a good morning message… and this pic. I still have half my shit at his house (I moved for work) but I’m done with him.
No. 2075920
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>be me
>start dating cute guy
>we get along great, lots of similar hobbies, interests and humor
>no red flags yet
>after a few weeks texts get a bit sexual, which is fine with me
>he's into having his ass licked
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
No. 2075922
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>>2075918Why are moids so autistic and incapable of getting the message and the only ones who can are usually gay FML
I'm convinced at least half of this is just deliberate choice on their part
No. 2075924
>>2075920This shit was not normal until very recently, now I'm seeing these weird gay adjacent perversions everywhere
This probably belongs in the tinfoil thread but I bet there's a deliberate plan to mainstream this shit through pornography so seems less degenerate when elites do it and get caught
No. 2075934
>>2075930> I know some will say it's because prostate stimulation is pleasurable for men, so some are not even against taking it up the ass but I do not fucking careNonna
If a moid has had his dopamine system so burnt out from cooming and degeneracy that he needs his ass blown out to get off, he's already too far gone and needs to be institutionalized before he gets worse
Its actually insane if you think about it, our great grandfathers maybe saw 2 women naked in their entire lives at most (death of spouse and remarriage taken into account) and they were perfectly satisfied with it
Now we have boys seeing extreme perversions and downright sexual abuse done to women before they're even done with puberty
I'm a millennial and our moids didn't have access to hardcore porn on their phones until they were nearly adults, god help the girls who are teens now, I feel so bad for them
No. 2075943
>>2075941I can understand why men eat women's ass
I can understand why gay men eat gay men's ass
I could never understand why someone would go near a straight man's ass. Literally just dookie and crumbs.
No. 2075951
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>>2075943>>2075950There's a reason taboos exist
No. 2076017
>>2076013>SVTSupraventricular Tachycardia? That's serious
Did you make it out okay?
No. 2076055
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I hate the way so many men reacted to this comic. I saw a bunch of replies and quote tweets mocking the artist and saying that because she was an adult when the grooming/sexual harassment happened, it "doesn't count" as what it is. And of course since they're porn-addicted, they drew her getting raped.
Nice to be reminded that for a certain faction of the male population, exploitation and manipulation are just flirting. You can't be innocent, overly trusting or vulnerable once you hit 18. 20+? Your fault. Only children are off-limits, and sometimes, not even then. I wish there were mass cullings for men who think this way. It's not right that they walk the earth like they're normal humans. At the very least, I wish I could facedoxx these men, draw them getting humiliated/brutally fucked by men bigger and burlier than them and post it.
No. 2076057
>>2076017Thanks for the concern
nonnie but I'm fine. It was supraventricular tachycardia. At the hospital they injected me with adenosine and then my heart rate went back to normal. It's the second time it's happened. I'm fit and in good health, I eat a healthy diet, don't smoke, drink or do drugs and all the tests I've had have come back normal. The consultant said that it's not uncommon for women of my age to experience random SVT events and it would only require more evasive testing and treatment if it keeps happening.
No. 2076095
>>2076055I saw that too, and most of them were just incel sockpuppet accounts. But that said it's genuinely enraging that women being vulnerable and making posts about their traumatizing experiences have to prepare for a flood of
victim blaming and just edgelords trying to get a reaction out of her, and in between that and genuine support you still have a big mass of people who "kind of" sympathize but still think it's not a big deal since "he didn't rape you did he, you were both adults and you didn't really tell him no to begin with". The comic reminded me of the times older male coworkers acted inappropriate towards me and it really resonated with my personal experiences, and it's horrible walking around with the feeling of knowing that nobody will care if you speak up and
you're the problem for being so upset "when nothing physical happened". And of course even if something physical did happen, nobody would believe you anyway and even if they did it would be your fault anyway.
No. 2076110
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>Talking with my friend
>"That's so funny, nonna"
>…
>…
>"What does nonna mean?
Jfc I need to get off this site or just the internet in general.
No. 2076150
>>2076110KEK the amount of times I've almost said "kek" or "nonna" or "
nonnie" to my friends but stopped myself just in time is astronomical.
No. 2076152
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>at the beach
>checking out the beach denizens
>glare at hot males
>family friend tells me this one should be my boyfriend
>turn my head
>pale
>fat
>shorts resting on his negahips
>black jewfro
>turns his head; whack hairline
>glasses
>big pink nipples on his moobs
>pacing autistically
>probably underage
She was being serious, too. I really am not that ugly to be getting these kind of recommendations. I told her I'd kill myself.
No. 2076181
>>2076152Kek my mom did this to me years ago when she saw a random, fat balding scrote in scrubs walking down the street while we were standing in front of an antique shop.
>"Ohhh anon he could be a doctor! Looks aren't everything…"Yeah stupid bitch, or he could just be a bedpan emptier or a vet tech assistant not making much north of $20 bucks an hour. She didn't fucking know him while telling me I should take his looks of appearing to be employed and being ugly as some headfucked indicator of personal success LMAO.
I've given uggo men chances thinking their intelligence, manner, and interests could make up for the shortcomings of their proven inability to care about themselves and was proven DEAD WRONG everytime.
Btw my mom has been through multiple divorces at this point so it's not like she ever knew the formula for picking a successful mate. My dad(s) were never hideous but they were not good men, she had a lot of nerve telling me to settle.
Don't listen to crabs in the bucket women with no prize man to show off themselves. They just want to see you pair off with some miserable moid so they can feel like they unloaded you on someone else and did something useful for you but not really.
No. 2076186
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TIL I share a birthday with Nanami. Nice(not a vent)
No. 2076187
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>>2076181Family friend told me
>at least he doesnt have back hairNo kidding he's like 16, of course he wouldn't yet. Plus she isn't even single so why does she want me getting with an autistic uggo, do I not deserve anything nice on this earth
No. 2076195
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I want to go on the Zeus network television show Baddies just as an excuse to beat up women who deserve it. I’m so pissed off
No. 2076242
>>2076181>"Ohhh anon he could be a doctor! Looks aren't everything…"Oh god, she's so lost. Yeah and what if he's a pedophile or a woman beater?
Also EVERY time I've given an ugly guy a chance, it gave him an ego boost and that's why fugly men with beautiful girlfriends still cheat. If you're gonna date a man, make sure he's the whole package. Money, looks and character.
No. 2076255
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My hands are all tingly from anxiety because I have to run errands today I love being alive I love being me shits awesome.
No. 2076265
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>>2076240Samefag but I just looked up what the author looks like and this is her and her bf. So it makes sense that’s why her art style looks the way it does. I can smell a weird pick me a mile away before even seeing her face, it’s a talent.
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>>2076265>mfw that's a dollar store brand Seth Rogan minus the fame and moneyGirl, ew.
No. 2076422
>>2075718Does your city have some sort of property maintenance division? Our neighbor had
rats on his property, and I decided to give them a call. They sent him a notice and now his overgrown shrubbery is cut with no rats in sight.
No. 2076512
>>2076501I don't even know, I just find it impossible to make friends lol I don't think I'm rude or boring, quite the opposite, but I'm just not really that social so I don't put myself out there that much.
Or there's something off putting about me that makes people afraid of approaching me. Even at the gym I notice new people make friends with others easily, but the most someone interacts with me is to ask me how many reps I have left or if we can alternate. I just don't know what I'm doing wrong
No. 2076542
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yesterday i was taken by ambulance and they cut my favorite vintage athleisure off of me. this is going to extend my recovery
No. 2076569
Finally took my car in but they're gonna keep it until Friday, maybe even Saturday so guess who gets to walk to work in the middle of the night haha. Also I have now officially paid more for repairs on my car than I initially paid for the damn thing.
>>2076543If I were you I would hard delete all that shit on my last day there.
No. 2076592
>>2062621I know it's a skill issue really, but I end up resenting every friend group I make and I don't know exactly why. I made friends with people over a common interest and we're all in a Discord server together, but I only regularly DM about 3 of them. One of them is a depressed, miserable man who works long hours at his wagie job, and was treated poorly by his old friend group. The way he acts now makes me wonder if he's really the
victim. The group skews severely majority male (part of the reason I don't like being there much), but the only people he seems to DM and get emotionally close to are the women in the group, including me. He knows I'm a lesbian, so he won't try to hit on me, but he's fallen in love with the other woman and DMs her constantly. I don't know how she feels about him, but I think he's really clingy and needy and it's frustrating. He's not as manipulative and codependent as the depressed men who cut themselves in my past, but it creeps me the fuck out. I don't want to read your wish fulfillment fanfiction where your dream girl tells you you're amazing and everyone else is horrible and cures your depression.
No. 2076687
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Is anyone else just self aware enough to know you're awkward and retarded but then too retarded to know how to go about fixing yourself. I was not built for this existence.
No. 2076727
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>>2076687Me and I love this art, who's the artist?
No. 2076753
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I keep fucking up at work lately, I won't get fired but it's not helping my case either, I'm really scared of being ostracized more than I already am.
No. 2076849
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So damn tired of my messages getting reported/removed yet others can make fucking racist and pedophilic comments but I comment one simple word and I don’t even remember the video I posted this to. I appealed it and lol I got a strike! Fuck tiktik and all social media where you have to take into mind people’s feelings but actual gross shit is A OK!! My last comment that was struck down was me saying Pedro Pascal is old and ugly lol
No. 2076858
>>2076842I'm sorry
nonnie but that's funny af
No. 2076958
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I don't understand what is it with you cunts and having to sperg on lolcow about how much you love dick and love and crave fucking sex with one and want a nigel to hold you in his big strong arms and make you feel like a woman. Like for fucks sake do you not have the entire fucking world to do that shit, does it really make you feel so ashamed to be an ordinary heterosexual woman that you have to go on some chinese basketweaving gossip forum for crazy women to cry about how hard it is to be a normie and how you're so oppressed by traumatized bi/het women and lesbians in some corner of the internet? This is why I hate the fucking modern internet It's all infiltrated by fucking normalfags. Or is it that you come on here to rub it in how some of us are too fucked in the head to even want that much? God you piss me off.
No. 2077128
I'm annoyed that getting a job had caused so many problems. Or really that it brings out the fucking worst in some people I was calling friends. I was recommended by my bf so of course it caused "group" drama. The 2 main girls are now spreading some rumor that I'm entitled and got the job too easily, despite having to be in the same candidate pool as everyone else. All my bf did was literally tell me where to apply since it's through a contractor, he had no possible way of being in the interview process. One went ballistic because of course he's a moid who wanted me to be a NEET with him and now I won't. One girl I liked, who was the only person I told directly that I got it, now keeps telling me to shut up when I say I can't go to things due to getting new hours beyond my control. Now she's just convinced I'm entitled and put work over her. One moid got upset I'm not taking PTO that I don't even have yet to accommodate him traveling around. Dad was supportive, and then when I said it wasn't art or teaching he keeps insinuating I'm not going to like it. Also thought my bf was my boss, so I got a very awkward and undeserved lecture about dumping him he backtracked when I explained. One for some reason thought remote meant "fuck around" which isn't the case, so now going to the office is an issue.
I sound like some woe is me brat but holy fucking shit, I can't even talk about my shift hours without eye rolls and snippy comments. Reality is I like the company, I would have been applying there anyway, our management chain is actually solid, I get to see my bf more without having to worry about matching up work times. Not on the same team so I won't get sick of his ass kek. But nah fuck me I guess my "friends" only kept me around to feel better about themselves since they've only known me as the unemployed art retard.
I've had this stupid job for 2 months. Kill me.
No. 2077184
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I just wanted to meet someone special. That's really all I've ever wanted. A really good friend or partner. But all I've ever had are traumatizing experiences that have left me still feeling isolated. Now im basically friendless with no partner, feeling like there's this empty part of me that continues to grow. Am I not pretty enough? Not interesting enough? Why has my life shaped out to where I always end up alone? And what adds onto the crushing loneliness is the feeling of being left out and abnormal. Society makes me feel like I would be happiest married. And despite all the evidence I've seen contradicting that, I keep thinking maybe the only way ill find happiness is in the arms of a moid.
No. 2077186
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Why does my ex keep posting shit about how he doesn’t care that I dumped him and the period where he was dating me was the worst time of his life and I never treated him right when he was the one who cheated on me
No. 2077188
>>2077186So that when people eventually find out what he did he can cite this shitty reason (your relationship not being “good enough”) and probably also to make himself feel more justified in his own actions. Maybe even trying to triangulate so people don’t believe you when they do hear it (“Ah, they had a
toxic relationship. They weren’t good to each other,” etc)
No. 2077439
>>2077435I'm not policing what they eat, my bf is the one preventing me from eating what I want because I'm the one who has to compromise. He doesn't like anything that has "juicy" bits - so no food, snacks or dessert with veggies, mushrooms or fruits. So nothing like lasagna, hamburgers, pizza, stews with veggies, tacos, desserts with fruits or berries… it takes A LOT of extra effort when you have to plan what to make.
>>2077436>picky eaters used to gross me out toothey do not "gross me out", they just annoy me because they directly affect my own food habits with their picky eating
No. 2077531
>>2077439His pickiness is far beyond reason and not for you to deal with. Let him make his own meals. You're not his personal chef or maid so stop acting like one.
He sounds like a walking health disaster waiting to happen btw.
No. 2077552
>>2077428Picky eaters piss me off too.
I can think of very few actual conditions that would justify picky eating that isn't attributed to entitlement and/or disordered eating. It's entirely a 1st world problem in case anyone hasn't noticed.
Find me a starving kid that would be picky about what they eat then I got a bridge to sell ya too.
No. 2077591
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>>2077579Yeah had an ex who was the same. Chikky nuggie diet and absolutely no gratitude for the delicious, thoughtful meals I would prepare in spite of working 20 hours more a week than the ungrateful fuck who never lifted a finger to ensure I ate.
I remember searing and finishing off in the oven a tender, buttery, thickcut ribeye steak with a caramelized garlic and rosemary compound butter that most men would nut over.
Not that faggot. He sat there open-chewing with his mouth and stated it was "chewy" cause it wasn't the consistency of his mechanically separated chicken slurry shapes.
I murdered him five different ways in my mind in that moment. Picky eater men need to rope.
No. 2077611
>>2077589"Wow, what a rude comment to publicly post. You must be embarrassed?"
Let them trip over themselves to explain how they were jk bruh. They deserve to know they are retarded.
No. 2077616
>>2077439You might get enough pushback by bringing it up now (often do if you overly accomodate a guy first and then try to reel it back in later on) but I would. How he reacts to it will tell you everything.
One side of my family has a couple of pretty limited eaters but them being older married men.. they default to overly dictating what others cook for everyone else, think anyone eating seperate meals to theirs is wasting money (not even their money most the time now) Say where everyone can eat out on special occasions that are about celebrating other peoples days. I used to chalk it up to ott breadwinner bs but as time goes on they're not the ones footing the bill and still feel like the center of all food related occasions. You're not the housewife to some oldschool husband. Don't live like one for some guy you're only dating.
No. 2077683
>>2077654I know, right? I'm not going to start raging and sobbing to prove I'm not bothered. They project so fucking hard it's insane, you'll be having a conversation about why eating nothing but Cheetos is a bad idea and they clap back with a piping hot take like 'sorry you have a complex about the rights of the poor and racially disadvantaged' as if any of those words have anything to do with the topic. But sure, we're mad, we're
triggered, and we're whatever other collection of buzzwords is trending.
They get so fucking mad when you don't take the bait, it's seriously sad that being terminally online has made so many grown adults completely retarded.
No. 2077690
>>2077609>>2077611Thankfully I havent had people touch my bump at all without asking, apart from 2 different men who knocked into my stomach on the same day.
It was my grandma who made the comment, which is saddening. She has a weird tendency to do negging type snips every now and then, I think she might be losing it a bit.
At my baby shower that I flew in for, she kept saying how back in her day women never touched their bumps like I do. I find it hard to believe honestly. Where else am I meant to put my hands?
No. 2077699
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I reached out to someone I used to be friends with in elementary school because I heard from someone that she is going through chemo. I asked her if she wanted to hang out and she texted me back, saying that she would love to but can't because she has to go to all kinds of treatments. I answered that if she has capacity to just text or call, I'm here. Never heard back from her.
It stings because I have this habit of hyping up things in my head, I imagined meeting her and having fun and remembering the shows and books and games we used to be into as kids - only to be rejected
No. 2077713
>>2077699She would be exhausted and struggling to find the effort to keep in contact with actual friends and family, let alone some elementary school friend now-stranger whos contacted them out of the blue.
I get that youre feeling rejected but its not personal to you, she just has actual problems happening in her life right now and everything would be draining.
>>2077708I doubt youre the first person she hasnt spoken to in years thats randomly popped up through the rumour mill. Depending on the cancer there is a chance she actually has limited time left of life.
No. 2077733
>>2077699When my mom was getting it you couldn't really make plans and know how she'd feel on the day or even from hour to hour if you went out anywhere or had people over. She could have a bad turn in no time.
There were days where you'd know puking was fully expected, I can't remember at this stage but say 1 or 2 days after getting it were definite stay at home near the bathroom sickness days. Other times she made plans on what we thought were 'safe days' and she felt like death not long into it. Headaches, profuse sweating, weakness, nausea, puking, turning green in the face. I get not wanting to make plans.
No. 2077796
>>2077722i do offer to take him out for walks with me when i'm there but tbh it doesn't help much. this kid does not slow down. occasionally she'll yell at him enough that he'll get upset and go cry in his room but as soon as he's over it he's right back to it. i'm sure it doesn't help that he eats whatever he wants and isn't made to eat proper meals with us, so he's hyped up on sugar like 24/7.
>>2077711kekk i need to work out my legs more. i try to kick him off when hes grabbing my legs but he's too heavy
>>2077741she pretty much is already. he's a sweet kid at times but she lets him get away with way too much and doesn't really parent him enough from what i see. my parents never would have let me get away with acting like that