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No. 1595657
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I’ve been weirdly fascinated by mom characters recently. Like Marge Simpson, Bloberta Puppington, Scout’s ma etc and idk why
No. 1595670
>>1595654Anonimity allows women to be way more unhinged than you'd think.
Also I'm so used to online radfem spaces I'm surprised at how many of you genuinely like men. What the fuck lol.
No. 1595727
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>>1595652Even though everything is going in an amazing direction for me right now I’m worried that as I’m becoming more responsible for my life that I’m just gonna pour it down the drain and kill my self. Not sure why, I’m married to a great Nigel (to lolcow standards amazing even) and I’m in boarding school in a great city and yet I’m pretty sure that once it’s time to put in effort I’ll bail and ruin it all
I really hope I’ll get over it and start being proactive when it doesn’t involve other people but myself.
No. 1595728
>>1595701I agree with my whole heart
nonnie. You always gotta go for case by case with being pro and anti. If you generalize a group and live by that you kill any potential for improvement of the individual and reinforce sheep think of the group
No. 1595989
>>1595652that is an insanely cute cat
would definitely pay 160 to steal him ngl
No. 1596016
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tfw I tried to spoonfeed a newfag and show it how to unhide the saged posts but I saged it…
No. 1596030
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>>1596029next thread pic?
No. 1596049
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>>1596029Ikr, I loved the vintage ones where the nuns were having fun
No. 1596201
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I'm actually glad when a tranny is open about his racism. The rapist moids in dresses have been hiding behind women of color for too long. They need to keep getting comfortable and going mask-off. It just means more and more normal women will peak and realize exactly what they are (misogynistic failsons, porn addicts and deranged techbros).
No. 1596203
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I don’t need validation from a majority of moids but I still desperately yearn for one Nigel to have adventures and be happy with. I want to build a family so badly but almost every moid is at best a loser and at worst an abuser.
No. 1596334
>>1596310This is weird
>>1596203That's normal. I'd rather be alone than with someone who doesn't really love me.
No. 1596446
>>1596435I don’t know what that is….
>>1596442We get off together pretty regularly, idk what’s the problem? He said it’s the most flattering thing ever, and since then he keeps trying to incentivize me to do it more. Perhaps I am a creep though!
No. 1596464
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>>1596461heheh I love playing a little prank on nonnas…eh he ee eeeh…(witch laugh) EE EEE EEE EEEEE!!
No. 1596526
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>>1596506Please be anything other than scat, I’m gonna guess… server?
No. 1596626
>>1596350take it from an ugly nona: if random strangers are telling you you are pretty then YOU ARE PRETTY. when you are ugly, no one tells you you are pretty. not strangers, not even your friends or family. at most you might get a "you are cute" from a guy who wants to fuck you, but that's it, and even that is very far from being called pretty, beautiful, or sexy.
shit i actually got angry writing this. you are pretty. accept it and be happy with yourself.
No. 1596628
i dislike biracial people/people born from miscegeny very much. I can't help but think they're losers born from other losers. I have a particular distaste for WMAF and AMWF children. I feel like people born from a white and a black turn out okay(both BFWM and BMWF), because whites and blacks have to live with the other and begin to see the other as normal, get used to each other. Still with the prominence of porn usage, i think most of the time white and black males sleep with black and white females, respectively, because of porn tropes, and that's why i think they're losers. for Asians with whites or blacks, it can only be exoticism or an effort to escape one's third world country. in AMWF couples, a son only turns out an ugly whiny Asian Masculinity loser and the daughter turns out an NLOG that tweets on and on about tuh white pwivilege. in WMAF couples, it seems like the daughter is raised into a younger carbon copy of her mother, essentially the father's personalized whore, and turns out dumb, and for the sons, i've never met a wasian man with a white father that loved him, i wonder if that's Mathieu Simoneau's backstory, oh and, neither can speak their mother tongue. it looks extra pathetic knowing the mother only married for citizenship or benefits.(racebait )
No. 1596629
>>1596623It's not that bad no
>>1596625Thanks, honestly I forget that /g/ exists half the time.
No. 1596727
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I took a guy's virginity and I still feel sad about it. Not just because the sex itself was unsurprisingly disappointing (though that was part of it kek), but because we both talked about it afterward and how he came to realize too late that he wanted to save himself for a proper girlfriend; someone he was actually in a relationship with, not just someone who was equally sexually frustrated and in the right place at the right time. I feel bad that I took that 'special' thing from him. Not that moids ever really feel the same for women. It's been months and I still feel shame over it, but it may also just be a bruised ego from the aforementioned disappointment.
My second confession is that I want to have sex with him again and have it actually be a good time for us both but I know that's not going to happen. It'd alleviate some of my guilt for the lackluster first time
No. 1596744
>>1596727The spoiler made me laugh, lol. It's ok
nonnie, he'll live.
No. 1596824
>>1596820It wasn’t itchy at all for me, and the blood didn’t drip off the towel it absorbed fine, had to be mindful of it bleeding through though since it doesn’t have that plastic at the bottom like a pad.
>>1596821Well it’s being held in place since it’s between my body and underwear, I didn’t have any trouble with it shifting.
No. 1596831
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>>1595667Have you heard of Marge Simpson Anime? I’ve never really looked into it but maybe you would like it.
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>>1596815order cloth pads
nonny, they're made to fit your underwear and are still washable!
No. 1596956
>>1596851It’s not an anime,
nonny. It’s a webcomic called ‘Marge Simpson Anime’
No. 1596965
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I got new hoop earrings today. Switched them for my old studs and they had the thickest ear cheese I’ve ever seen. So glad I’m never wearing studs anymore
No. 1597225
>>1595670I wish they were unhinged like they are on this site in real life. It'd definitely be more refreshing to see.
Yea it's surprising to see that there isn't a lot of lesbians in online radfem communities. Thought I would see more. Are you lesbian yourself?
No. 1597802
>>1597763queen. pls post the full story i am
begging u, teach me ur ways.
No. 1597844
>>1597830i have plenty of hobbies actually, thanks
>>1597831if you fall in love with someone online whose name you dont even know, then you are the one with a problem.
>>1597832i just post selfies in selfies channels. and no this guy is decently fit and cute. He just has a fucking awful view on women (claims to have slept w several, but his wife has to be a virgin, talks to girls way too young for him),and i dont feel bad at all.
No. 1597952
>>1597942Let the
nonny dream
No. 1598006
>>1598005AYRT is not me and I don't consider myself a cow so much as a very very unfortunate woman
Bought the pregnancy test and will be taking it if I miss my period which is due on the 10th. Date is on Friday
No. 1598032
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i fucking love cheeseburgers….
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Who cares about moids when Wayne June narrating Lovecraft exists "Those who covet injury find it in no short supply" ughhhHHHHHUGH
No. 1598245
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I can't fall asleep with flies flying around in my room so I kill them but it makes me feel so guilty. Imagine dying over something so petty
No. 1598321
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>>1595652i kind of find dying extremely reassuring. i'm doing better than i have in years (used to actively attempt suicide, now i have a job and am about to graduate) yet one of the sweetest thoughts i hold in my heart is i always have a lovely forever sleep (i love sleeping and turning my brain off, la petite mort) to look forward to in case anything gets too bad, whether it be my life, mental or physical health. it's led me to realize how literally Insignificant everything is, and how nothing anybody thinks really matters. i guess it's a fairly autistic flavor of nihilism (picrel) but it honestly calms me down when i'm freaking out about stuff when i think it's the opposite for most people. anybody else feel this way?
No. 1598919
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I used a throwaway to email my company's general HR to report this shitty coworker and my boss. She gets away with so much, talks shit about us behind all of our backs, is possibly fucking the married boss, shows up to work high as a kite every single shift. Her shit work ethic is getting my coworkers in trouble as our boss decided to blame them for reasons why things aren't done when its her responsibility. I made it vague enough to where they won't know its me, but it'll get them both in trouble. I'm shitting bricks, just got a response back saying they forwarded the information to the HR in my branch/dept so they can begin an investigation. I hope she gets fired or moved, and I don't know what will happen with our boss. He already has had a couple HR complaints. I feel a knot in my stomach like I'll somehow get found out and it scares me
No. 1599439
>>1599423You are literally the first person who has ever agreed w me omg
I remember seeing Juno when I was very young and hating the entire movie because she’s such a charisma black hole on the screen. I had no idea who she was at the time. I just thought she was really stressful and annoying to watch. My friends loved it and thought she was cool. I genuinely felt so confused. Looking back, that might even be her best performance
No. 1599898
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>>1599895Horny?! God heavens, the horny police will now arrest you and take you to /g/. Enjoy your stay.
No. 1599969
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When I was like 17-19 I was sort of a niche internet micro celebrity on instagram and I had 14-15 year olds hit on me all the time and I liked it a lot I flirted back, if the ages were reversed it would be creepy but I don’t think it was creepy at all I never asked for nudes or even said anything sexual they just called me cute and hot and I was like “ooohhh you!” A scrote would have probably asked them for nudes and emotionally abused them and called them kittens and shit.
No. 1600029
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Recently took a trip down memory lane and rewatched Aladdin & it unlocked some things. I'm pretty sure as a kid I was a down bad for Jafar and that the movie imprinted on me in weird ways
No. 1600112
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When I was a little kid I saw a Robot Chicken sketch where they gave Animal from the Muppets tranquilizer and that scene alone gave me a drugged(?) fetish. I'm sorry. At least it wasn't a muppet fetish.
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Some bitch turned my friend against me and my family. I sent her and her mother glitter bombs because they’re both neat freaks. And I know the bitch in question has white carpet in a rental and is a racist. Bitches will be finding glitter all over for ages.
Also neither her nor her mother have any pets or I wouldn’t have sent glitter bombs. They’re such pieces of shit they don’t even have pets despite being able to afford them. Pickme cunts rot in hell. Why the fuck would you be with a moid if you thought you had to make him hate every other person that had ever been in his life? Now her mommy and daddy bankrolls them both doing coke and going to raves all the time.
My ex friend is also dead to me and no apologies will make this betrayal okay. He really is just a stupid fucking scrote. Enjoy your ugly pickme gf who also happens to be fat as fuck, I know you love how her mom and dad fund y’all’s coke habit, and now you’re a racist who doesn’t believe in mental illness all of a fucking sudden? Hope you get arrested and go to prison it’s where you belong.
No. 1600231
>>1600198This literally sounds like hell and I'm incredibly sorry this happened, but this reminded me of the blowfly girl story.
I'll share my own (anticlimactic) maggot story in solidarity with you anon. The home I grew up in was often dirty and bug infested. Despite it being like 7-8 of us living there at one time, only 3 of us regularly cleaned (me being one of them). So I was a kid, couldn't have been older than like 12, and I went to wash the pile of dishes as my mother instructed me to. I get to the bottom of the sink, suddenly I feel something crawling on my hands, and it's a bunch of fucking maggots. I don't think I even comprehended that it was maggots until I felt the crawling. It was summertime so it definitely came from whatever gnats were flying around. I went to go tell my mom that I stopped cause of the maggots, and she got upset at me and went to go finish them herself. Crazy thing is, I don't even think those dishes were there for more than 2 days.
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I put off responding to her for nearly a month out of shame. If I hadn't already clogged up 50% of the thread with my long spergy posts I would've responded sooner. I'm sorry. I kind of want to, maybe…maybe not. No I'll look like an even bigger sperg if she's not in the thread anymore.
No. 1600349
>>1600346And I said
Oh no sir
I must say you're wrong
I must disagree
Oh no sir
I must say you're wrong
No. 1600355
>>1600349I think I missed the reference here
(I'd still fuck me)
No. 1600412
>>1600403My ultimate goal is to not cry when I have to pee
I have also wet the bed a lot more recently than I'd like to admit. I'm with you sister.
No. 1600416
>>1600405? Why would I become a serial killer
>>1600412Thank you for the solidarity
No. 1600526
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When a nonna says "My Nigel" I always picture that gay man from devil wears prada.
No. 1603005
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I sometimes toy with the idea of cutting my hair short like picrel but I'm afraid it would just give off an unkempt version of the 'I would like to speak to the manager' haircut vibes
No. 1603117
>>1603109That’s very smart,
nonnie. I also think about that whenever I feel suicidal.
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Sometimes… Alright, most of the time, when I'm feeling too unmotivated or even (physically) tired to do something, I force myself to look at pretty jewellery that I want but can't afford; I'm self-aware enough to know that nobody's going to buy me a diamond ring, nor do I want to financially depend on anyone because that'll obviously not end up well for me, so I should just shut up, get my life together and work my ass off at this point kek. I won't say I'm really proud of this, since I know I'm quite greedy and shallow for putting so much importance on jewellery, and that all I desire is a stable income and luxurious life. That's basically the only goal, passion or 'dream' I've ever had in my entire life. I remember my teacher once asking me what I wanted to become when I grow up and all my cringeyass said was 'rich'. I couldn't come up with anything else, not even a way to actually become rich. I'm surprised it works so well everytime though, a part of me thinks 'wait, wouldn't looking at expensive shit make you feel just jealous of others and doubt that you can ever earn enough to buy it?' but, somehow, I actually don't end up thinking that? I just see a pretty jewellery and my brain immediately goes 'I need that'.
No. 1603302
>>1596555I had already made them pee
nonnie!!!
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I think Eugenia Cooney's family knows perfectly well that she's a capable adult but she emotionally manipulates them with her ED and forces them to baby her
No. 1604071
I am done not being a scumbag. I am a shitty person, and I am comfortable being shitty. I don't want to keep trying my best forever, I want to do what I feel like doing. I've been sick since I was nine, and I'm bitter and angry because it's not faiw, and I don't care anymore. I think I have the right to be a bitter piece of shit. I'm gonna let the diabulimia come and get me again because I wanna be skinny again and I fucking don't care anymore. You know how hard it is to lose weight on injected insulin? I don't give a shit. When they put me in the psychward, they confiscated my insulin pump and told me they were allowing me to run over 300 "because it's safer" lmfao. So fuck you. My doctors will kill me because that's what protocol says they have to fo, so who gives a fuck if I let myself run high for a week? It's safer, remember? Lmao. I'm gonna have anorexia again, but barely, like a pop star, and exercise again, and I'm gonna find a man specifically to leech him lol. Why shouldn't I? I was raised by three miserable "for-love" marriages, why the fuck would I ever want to do what my parents did? Fuck that and fuck you, I'm getting myself one of these fabled "beta providers." I told my psych that I'm experiencing blatant signs of tardive dyskinesia, and she's run me through a shit fuck stack of antipsychotics, and she said, "WELL THAT SHOULDN'T HAPPEN!," which like, I agree, and yet it is, so maybe we do something about that? And she said that wasn't what it is and that I need to go to my GP if I'm having physical problems, and she wrote in my notes that I had diabetic neuropathy in my left hand, instead of anything about me having uncontrollable movements in my lower face. So you know what, man? I quit. This is me giving up. I hereby let go and let God; I'm going to make myself happy and the world is gonna pay.
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Had no clue who matty healy was until a few wks ago but i feel ashamed for thinking he's really attractive. do people really think he's super ugly? horrible, degen average scrote but
No. 1604318
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>>1604297To me he's not hideous but looks like an uglier version of Orlando Bloom (who I already find kind of ugly). His head is odd shaped. But since is the confessions thread, I won't lie, I recently saw a video of him singing on stage while smoking a cigarette and it was kind of hot. He's a very stereotypical "bad boy" cliché though which is a turn off
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>>1604361Matt Healey rock n roll indie artist who's ma working at itv def had nothing to do with it. It was all matt Healey graft and intellectualism
No. 1604513
>>1604505I truly, genuinely think he's hideous.
Idk what I could do to prove my sincerity
No. 1604698
>>1604297>>1604505if you look at recent photos his hairline is starting to look worse than harry styles. it's a big ol square now.
>>1604318if you need another turn off there's a video of him trying to hump a camerawomen like some deranged animal during performance
No. 1604810
>>1604786My genes gave me a body like
>>1564784. It makes me annoyed everytime anons mock bobbleheaded women cause it's not even something changeable.
No. 1604945
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I kind of want to try being sexually vulgar and gross toward annoying, retarded men I find online. I'm tired of men being gross to women, and women dodging any sexually charged, lurid, or "scrote-brained" insults because we're socialized to be polite (and because there's a chance that they might like it if they know we're women). I'd pretend to be a perverted, deranged old man and send them disgusting messages until they lock their accounts, or stop posting entirely. If there were any pictures of them available, I'd repost them in "cum tribute" communities and send them the results or worse.
It's just a persistent urge I have. Make moids fuck off by giving them their own energy back. In fact, I'd like to be worse than the average moid, just to make up for lost time.
No. 1605554
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I find Snufkin really attractive
No. 1605573
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>>1605559He doesn't really come off as a child, like he's a chain smoker, but maybe that's normal child stuff in Finland idk.
No. 1605776
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I love taking pics of guys sleeping.
No. 1606022
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I wish I had some creepy stalker friends because I’m like 99% sure I’ve figured out this girl I feel threatened by is not only a catfish but lying about her age but I have literally no one to confirm this with.
No. 1606085
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>>1605881my
former husbando could do something like that
No. 1606329
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>>1606305In my mind it’s still “lol” for annoying gamer scrotes, but because WoW was so popular it infested the whole internet. If you can try to imagine a neck beard going “kek” in real life, like halfway between a laugh and a tsk… unpleasant. Also it’s what
>>1606302 said, it started with a big Korean game that didn’t support Korean language so they used the onomatopoeia kekeke. Picrel I think is pretty accurate but it’s been a long time and I didn’t actually play WoW.
I kinda wish it had stayed as kekeke
No. 1606402
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Long one and a bit TMI, sorry. Been 2 years since I left my abusive ex. Throughout most of this timeline he stalked me and harassed me. I got into a normal relationship after him which ended in March last year. Relevant for later but our sex life was fine. Halfway in that relationship I began to experience nightmares and would see my ex when he wasn’t there. Got worse after breakup with good ex.
Got diagnosed with PTSD that April. Had a sexless not-too-serious-relationship (don’t recommend) from October to January this year. That November I finally tell my ex to fuck off and die and he seems to actually leave me alone for good. We broke up after I tried to an hero from PTSD symptoms and being a broke bitch.
Met new scrote in March and he’s awesome. I’ve never clicked with someone like this. I want to keep him. When we finally had sex it hurt, but it’d been a year so I just thought I wasn’t used to it. Every time sense it hurt. I’d also stopped wearing tampons a while before bc they hurt. Turns out that I most likely have vaginismus. >mfw I’m literally coping and dilating like a troon
No. 1606539
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The main reason why I attach pics to my posts isn't because it's just so very fitting and accentuates my post nicely but because I want to find it again more easily in a year or three and so far it's worked like a charm everytime
No. 1606582
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it makes me so uncomfortable to see random posts de-anonymized all over the site like the thread OP here.
No. 1606911
>>1606902Me too
nonnie I love that kick I need that spice in my life, I love painfully spicy shit it hurts so good
No. 1607429
>>1607290I feel bad for you guys who have to wade through the pool of
toxic waste in current year. I must have been incredibly lucky to have had two long term relationships from dating apps without encountering many shitheads. If I had to meet new people now I’d probably only do it through friends.
>go full delusional and marry one of my husbandosAlso
valid.
No. 1607764
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Sometimes I think about how long I’ve been on lc and feel a bit sentimental about all the husbandofags that come and go. I usually wonder where those nonnas are now with how dead the site is becoming. I think about how to other anons I’m someone they talked about certain games/mangas/husbandos with and suddenly it seems like those nonnas just up and went and a new flavor of the month moves in to bump threads and take it from there. I think about our first hornyposting threads with how active it was and the arthurfags, the small group of yakuza anons that took over for a bit, and my fellow oneyfags. I don’t have any social media so lc is the only place I can actually sperg out about this kind of stuff and the few times I was able to, it was really nice. I know sounds retarded and it really is because I’m way too invested into this site to be thinking about this but I always hope that maybe I’ll read a fanfic by them, notice the same artstyle in some fanart posted somewhere, or even see they’re keeping discussions lively like how they all did here. I know other anons hate how nonnas get emotional and sappy over an ib like this one but I’m glad I found a website with women I can actually sperg out in with full confidence and talk to like my own sisters also sorry I’ve gone full blown retard. I’m just ovulating and switching between old hornyposting husbando threads and crying about having no one else to sperg out with lol
No. 1607789
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I dream of living in a big city all by myself. Even if I end up not liking it, or I struggle with money. I’ve only ever lived in picturesque small towns or cities and around family, which is wonderful, of course, but still, this is my dream. It’s a confession because I’m actually embarassed of how dumb this is kek
No. 1607795
>>1607764this was bittersweet and more relatable than you know. sometimes i'll make a post and wonder if some anons i used to talk to about that super specific thing will see it and reply… at least you're not inundated with twitter or tumblr drama, lc is kind by comparison.
just continue posting about things you like
and keep posting in the husbando board nonny. No. 1607826
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If I told this on any other site I’d be torn to shreds so I’m doing it here.
>be me
>be super autistic
>maternal great grandparents were Cherokee
>no not prince and princess, they’re normies
>she died before I was born, he died when I was a toddler
>grandma is beautiful, has strong native features
>never had a reason to question it
>she loses her fucking mind when I’m 8
>autistically latch on to being part Cherokee
>tell all the other kids at school that I’m an injun
>they whoop at me and tell me I killed the pilgrims
>be 19
>mom gets ancestry kit. Indigenous doesn’t show up
>whatever. Not uncommon. Not many injuns left so it doesn’t always show up
>be 21
>feel like I missed out on a part of myself with my ggparents being dead and my gma might as well being dead
>only have superstitions, some folklore, and mad respect for birds
>research more about Cherokee culture, buy from Cherokee businesses, decide to one day join the exclusive Cherokee club
>basically do everything but spiritual practices because I’m a Christfag
>be 23
>mom tells me that gmas sane brothers and sisters also did ancestry kit
>mix of eurofaggotry
>still cope with indigenous not always showing up
>have autistic meltdown anyway
>”what is white?” “what is Cherokee?”
>mfw I might accidentally be transracial
No. 1607865
>>1607826Oh wow, I couldn't imagine how you're feeling
nonnie, I can't lie, I chuckled but omg..
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>>1607828Honestly I’d rather be attached to nonnas on lc than be forced to conform to twitter or discord groups and be on high alert incase I interact with an artist/creator they have issues with, like any media they consider to be too harsh or too tame in comparison to what they like, and get shunned for it. Here I can choose to be a part of the conversation or just lurk and move on without needing to make a huge statement or explain myself why
>>1607795Aw I’m glad other nonnas feel the same way! I sometimes do the same too just to see how many are still around and if they’re just waiting for others to bring up certain topics. I’ll try to post more on the husbando threads and see if it encourages more nonnies to do the same
No. 1607982
>>1607764I stopped posting in the husbando threads when it just turned into an avatarfagging circlejerk
No hate to the few nonas in there who just comfortably post their husbando and fantasies, I just feel like its changed a lot and now most people want to be That anon with That husbando. I just don't care. Obvious offender is the rancetard but everyone engaging with her and entertaining her shitposting is just as guilty
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>>1607949>Honestly I’d rather be attached to nonnas on lc than be forced to conform to twitter or discord groups same
>>1607789Count yourself lucky, I've lived in two big cities and they were hell for me, I'm glad I moved to provincial capital, which is like a small town but not like a village.
No. 1608015
>>1607987Yeah it wasn’t that noticeable in the early husbando posting days but I think its easier to spot because of how weird it feels to just post now. Its like someone said horny posting isn’t the way a cultured sperg should speak despite being on /g of all places
>>1607998It’s hard to do that and find someone who can match tempo. That’s why nonnas post here, they all probably have good friend groups but just don’t have someone to be this open with.
No. 1608094
>>1608077I know it’s weird but I just don’t find recent television shows or whatever entertaining. It all just feels very corny and like I’m watching actors act. I have been trying to read more fiction and that’s been going pretty well; the last two fiction books I read were awesome!
And sorry to the husbando gals immediately up thread, I didn’t read the thread before storming in and being antagonistic isn’t my intent.
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Everytime I visit Lolcow I feel like crying a bit when seeing cute pictures of cows posted. It reminds me of my grandma who was a cow collector, every room was covered in cows and it was the biggest collection I've ever seen (wish I could post my favorite picture of her with her collection) we visit her grave and place cows for her every now and then.
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I love that my Angelface is insecure about his height, he’s so fucking handsome, I’ve never seen anyone this pretty irl, he’s like my height. (5’6”) He is ridiculously gorgeous! I don’t even care about heights but if I did he’d be the exception god and don’t even get me start on that DICK tho! He is so beautiful that god knew he’d be too powerful if he were even an average or above average height therefore, I’m grateful if his standing, as such a Becky like me landed him. I’m like ok looking but I can do makeup tricks and irl catfish myself. But I know he could do better by his features alone. Bro is stunning
No. 1608732
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I don’t want to be bisexual. I feel like I don’t have a community. Bisexuals (especially bisexual woman) constantly get dunked on by gays and lesbians for being spicy straights, but straight people think I’m a freak.
I’m the most sexually fucked up person I know. I am an autoandrophile and even though I am attracted to some men in theory, I cannot fuck them because fucking men does not validate my autoandrophile. I have to be the dominant, masculine force in the relationship.
Sometimes I wonder if I’m actually asexual or even just an extremely confused heterosexual. I lost my virginity at 11 years old to a boy two years older than me, consensually. I enjoyed it in the moment but afterwards I remember feeling disgusted by myself. After that experience I never really enjoyed sex ever again. I had some sexual experiences with men afterwards, but they were more like chaste crushes. Once they actually made a move on me I felt repulsed. As for my sexual experiences with women, I barely even remember them, although I do have bursts of intense sexual attraction towards certain women at times. I am viscerally repulsed by almost all masculine men. The only man I could ever imagine myself being in a relationship with is a hypothetical one who looks exactly like a woman and takes an extremely submissive role in the relationship. TL;DR I am batshit insane
No. 1608804
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I'm falling in love with a kiwiscrote, a cardinal sin:
>meet anonymously online
>shitpost together a lot
>detailed discussions about Nulls streams
>he's a Metokur fan
>don't know what we look like for 4 months
>he creates a snapchat just to speak with me. I'm apprehensive at first but I let him add me
>6'2, dark hair, cute dork glasses, surprisingly good body
>sends voice message, he has a yeehaw southern accent and I have 10+ years of Red Dead Redemption induced brain damaged sexual attraction to the wild west
>he treats me really well with a lot of respect
>he wants to marry me
>slightly confused because we don't get married that quickly in Ireland but he's an American Baptist so I guess that's normal over there
>I am genuinely opening up to the possibility of marrying him in a year or two
I feel like I've won the lottery but I haven't told anyone how we met or what we initially bonded over because then I'd have to detail that we met while a-logging Ethan Ralph on Twitter. We are both still fabricating stories to tell people instead of admitting to this
No. 1608898
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>>1608804Be sure to post updates in the online relationship/discord kitten thread in /g/
Ps think about this harshly before it becomes a massive entanglement and you waste years of your youth technically alone. Nice texts and words do not take much effort and do not sustain an adult relationship or make a good future. In this age its easy to get a drip feed of dopamine and oxytocin from online communication but over time it will not be enough for even the most patient person unkess theyre just playing. You may think you won the lottery, but do not quietly praise a scrote that may never do anything to actually take care of you and might in fact blind you to better opportunities.
I only speak from experience. I've wasted enough years on something like this, enough that if it were a prison sentence most would cry deeply at the lost time and missed experiences.
No. 1608914
>>1608804>American Baptist this
triggered my fight or flight, do you know what you're getting into here girl?
No. 1608920
>>1608914samefag but specifically
Southern American Baptist, which is a somewhat important distinction, and coming from Ireland where women are nominally people from what I understand, if you go live with him you're gonna hate it. I've got chills.
No. 1608939
>>1608920>>1608914Ayrt his grandfather is also a pastor and they're quite close. I adore him but I'm intimidated
>>1608915I am a Libra
>>1608892In a good way or a bad way?
>>1608898I'm at a stage where I'm open to him but I know 100% I need to give this time to see what way this is gonna go down. So far he seems pretty enthusiastic, he hasn't said anything too weird or red flaggy, has a great job with stable income, has ambition for his career, intelligent, and a pet lover. The entire time he's known me even when he didn't know what I looked like (or before he even knew I was a woman) he was always so polite
No. 1608942
>>1608940Some parents just sound like robots using weird therapy speak with their kids. It sounds fake and unsettling, if someone told me I matter and my feelings are
valid when I'm upset I'd tell them to shut the fuck up.
No. 1608969
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Sometimes when I procrastinate I enjoy clicking on profiles on Instagram that comment vile sexist shit or the generic "women coffee" shit on women's reels. I search up their pics and comment "manlet" "how are your legs so short" "aw you're balding" or something. It makes them so angry, they can dish it but can't take it. It's unhinged but fun kek. I haven't got that account banned yet which surprises me.
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>>1608969Based
I love harassing men in the internet!!
No. 1608999
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If I had tard moid strength I would absolutely choke slam a tranny, specifically the ones protesting women’s events.
No. 1609008
>>1609003Wait why? Can you not have
nonnie? Or love other people? Sorry if these are intrusive questions but I feel sad and confused for you.
No. 1609037
>>1609019You got this
nonnie, thanks for replying, I believe in you!
No. 1609284
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been hanging out with this girl for months and been having a good time but then I suddenly realised i actually don't like hanging out with her. She didn't even say or so anything that made me change my mind i just stopped enjoying her company
No. 1609356
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I said I was gonna give up smoking only to make things exponentially worse and start smoking cigars. They're so much more enjoyable though.
No. 1609387
>>1608171I have a good memory and know which pics I'd use in which situations. It's not like it's important, but sometimes I like to re-read something because of the way I worded it, because I wanna talk about something somewhere else
or on here again if I felt like it didn't get enough attention last time and want to make sure to not forget any points I deemed important at some point in time or because I asked a question sometime and don't remember the exact responses or instructions anymore.
No. 1609699
>>1608732>straight people think I’m a freakbecause of what you explained after that sentence, not because you're bi. hope you figure it out tho. 11 is so young, maybe see a therapist or something
>>1608804did you meet or even video call? seems like an important step before marriage
>>1609430you did that on your own or working for someone?
No. 1609719
>>1609699I am seeing a therapist right now. I have seen many over the years, and the only one who really understood a lot of the issues I complained about was this gay moid. However a moid is a moid and I didn’t feel comfortable discussing the details of my sexual hang ups with him. He would also call me “sweetie” and shit etc.
Without going into too much detail, I have inflicted the same sort of pain that others have inflicted upon me as a young kid without understanding how destructive my actions really were, and as such I don’t really believe I deserve to be helped.
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>>1609720which fandom/franchise?
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Nobody knows I had miiverse clout back in the day
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>>1609973>>1609983Pic related, my first sexual experience
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>>1609968I was the queen bee of a whole squad of baddies on runescape until I got banned for saying "nice jugs" in-game (someone traded me an inventory full of empty jugs)
No. 1610099
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>>1610094Dropped my image
No. 1610253
>>1609699Ayrt (
nonnie in love a southern baptist kiwiscrote) I'm pretty solid in that I want to meet many times in person so that I can be absolutely sure this is something I want/something healthy. This isn't an e-dating situation or anything like that, I'm aware this is a strange situation that will require a lot of thought and time
No. 1610423
>>1608732I'm not AAP (besides being kind of a fujo), but I feel you as a bisexual woman who's repulsed by masculine men and can't see myself with one. Doesn't feel like anyone really gets it. You're not alone,
nonnie.
No. 1610445
>>1610366read in control by jane monckton-smith and loving to survive by dee l. r. graham. women develop a kind of stockholm syndrome in
abusive relationships and outsiders usually do not have the full picture on what risk the man has or what the woman has to do to manage terror and placate abuser. leaving a man always risks escalation.
No. 1610449
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I'm considering doing something to get the account of some scrote on discord I used to talk to deleted. I blocked him and deleted every single message from my end months ago, but I just want all traces of us ever communicating entirely gone. The whole thing is so embarassing. I put up with so much stupid shit. I have this feeling that somebody who knows of him might find out we were involved, and I will be mortified.
I've aleady taken the first step of the plan, but chickened out because I felt unhinged. Seeing an anon's post about how scrotes will literally kill women to keep secrets rekindled these thoughts, though. If males will go out of their way to harass and even murder women to bury things, what's wrong with me tricking one into losing his account? He probably has the same friends on other accounts, and he's been posting it in all sorts of places anyway.
No. 1610454
>>1610445I will check those out, I hope it helps with my attitude. I have sympathy and keep my mouth shut because I remember the insane mental gymnastics I didn’t before I left an
abusive home life at 18 but I think it’s not the same as being an adult woman in an
abusive relationship and I struggle to understand how it’s tolerated
No. 1610800
>>1610407Ayrt I hate dancing because I don't like being seen. He's a big awkward dork so dancing would be a shit show for us, but then again I'm still learning about weird southern people culture so this mfer is probably a champion square dancer or some shit
>>1610693Confess that Jerma is cute, I had to do it like 2 years ago and most people agreed he has a sort of autistic manlet charm
No. 1610881
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I eat tomatoes like apples when I'm all alone.
No. 1611471
I feel enlightened for never having been into beauty treatments or products. No hair care or skincare behind regular haircuts and face wash, no makeup, no fake lashes or nails, etc. It’s not because of any “natural beauty” superiority complex either, it’s just that I feel like the benefit that these things give your appearance is so marginal to the money drain it must be.
I’m not saying that people who make their own money shouldn’t spend it however they want. I just feel bad when I see people who I know are low income spend on these things like they’re necessities. I feel like knowing the truth behind the beauty industry has given me a cheat code to saving money, and I wish I could share it with other people.
>>1611364feel so clean like a money machine
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I know the Cece line in TOTK is purposefully tacky as all get out but if it were real I’d buy the whole stock in a heartbeat
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Today I will share with you all something that has been weighing on my soul, as I enter my first committed relationship.
When I was younger, and a degenerate, I watched a short film, this film not being sexual at all, but one of the characters was a woman with down syndrome. And I'm not ableist, but that's not my thing. But astaghfirullah she had a fat ass, and next thing you know, I had to take matters into my own hands, or, more specifically, my own finger. I mean sheesh. She was built right. But now, I realise the weight of my actions, I feel great shame- but also, arousal, when I see women with down syndrome. Just by association. I feel simultaneously like an ableist, a coomer, and a degenerate.
I have not tickled my clit to baddies with extra chromosomes since the incidence.
But now, for the past few years, I pursue morality, I feel so much shame when I see anything that reminds me of what I did. So I had to get this off my chest here. I am a completely clean, normal girl, and do not look at any material these days, and am entirely loyal to the one I love. And I do not have an attraction to down syndrome. I am not my past.
No. 1612184
>>1612097i relate
nonnie and i do also call out the men and feel disgust at them. it can't be helped, idon't think these things are normal or healthy and i can't be convinced otherwise
No. 1612249
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I’m afraid of wearing rainbow anything because my family have always told me that it’s for gay people. The problem is that I love rainbow anything, I honestly wish I could feel like I can own things with a rainbow palette.
But since I haven’t had a boyfriend in my whole life, and I’m very, very close to my friends (women) specially to my best friend (a woman) if I were to own anything with a rainbow, my family would definitely be weirder around me.
I think they think I’m a lesbian, but I’m not, I want a boyfriend at some point in my life, and have sex with a cute guy, my sexual fantasies tend to be about guys. I can’t believe I end up thinking about these things because my parents don’t use rainbows because it’s often associated with gay stuff.
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i (mid 20s) never in my whole life understood the appeal of kissing. There were some people I could imagine being okay with having my mouth on their mouth. But it never played any primary part in my fantasies, the concept just didn't appeal to me. But one day I saw pictures of a woman with the. Cutest. mouth and nose area, like even her nasolabial folds are adorable to me. And ever since then I've had the overwhelming desire to stick to her lower face like one of those sucker fish you see on the glass of fish tanks. I get everything now. But… only for her. No one else, not even retroactively for past irl crushes. I've even been looking at random people's mouths lately to see if I would kiss them, even attractive people that most people would like to kiss. Still no.
The only person in the world I would make out with is a random, obscurely famous woman I will never meet.
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>>1595652i have done a lot of trolling and griefing (like the kind of stuff that was happening on imageboards during the 2000s). contrary to what i have said publicly, i don't actually feel bad about any of it.
No. 1613184
>>1613175I can’t. Our friends are mutual and she only acted this way with me. Even when I have proof of everything, I know people wouldn’t take sides because they’re people who don’t get involved.
I tried to confront her so many times for years but of course she always dismissed me and tried to gaslight me so I got into this
toxic dynamic and I convinced myself that it wasn’t that bad. Until I hated her.
Now every time I think of her I feel sick.
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Back when I was still FTM I used to encourage my trans friend to keep taking hormones and shit even though deep down I knew that it could be harmful. The guilt is crushing
No. 1613754
nonnies i was raped, had a breakdown, tried to kill myself, and got sectioned, and afterwards was released into my parents' custody. they live in a pretty nice semi-rural area. i walk their dog every day (getting out of the house and getting fresh air and exercise has been really good for me).
unfortunately, there are a load of retired-but-not-old people who live in the area who also walk their dogs. most are fine! but there is a kinda snooty middleclass couple who always want to stop and gossip with everyone they see. this includes me, but i don't want to talk about the fact my life is literally a wreck, so i always avoid them.
they kinda cornered me the other day and put me on the spot and forced me to talk. they were talking to me in that really annoying looking-down-their-nose kinda way, like they knew i was worthless, so when they asked me what i did i lied and told them i was a doctor just to see their look of shock.
the problem is, the entire neighbourhood now thinks i'm a doctor because these gossippers spread it everywhere. i saw her talking to my parents' next-door-neighbour a couple of days ago and telling her something and now i'm really paranoid that she'll tell my mum about it and she'll have me sectioned again. i'm not crazy, i just wanted the old people to fuck off and stop interrogating me!
so this is me confessing to lying about my non-existent job and non-existent education and fucking everything up just for a few minutes of enjoyment. genuinely feeling a bit unstable rn. like i wish i had a time machine. i don't even know why i did it.
walking the dog was my one good thing and now i'm so stressed, i can't do it. feeling like shit nonnies.
No. 1613764
>>1613754I understand how you feel,
nonnie. Sometimes I also get nervous and say random shit. And it’s honestly a bad thing because now I’m an unreliable narrator at home, so everyone always assumes I’m lying, and question everything I do and say all of the time, to the point in which I don’t even know if my memories are real or just something I imagined.
But don’t worry, maybe you can just bring it up to your mom and say that you were just very nervous and blurted out whatever, that you didn’t really mean to say that and that the neighbors are very weird for taking anything anyone says seriously and not using their logic.
Plus it’s better if you tell her first before someone else tells her, so it’s less awkward and you can explain everything better, instead of having someone going “oh, but anon said this and that!”.
No. 1613771
>>1613757>>1613762>>1613764>>1613765thank you for all the advice nonnies, i'm legit tearing up in gratitude that you're being so understanding instead of being like "lmao wtf anon" (lol).
i'll try bringing it up over dinner tonight and see how it goes. i feel like i might throw up but maybe i can be like "i lied to those nosey neighbours and they actually believed me, aren't they silly" and she won't think i'm insane.
thanks everyone xoxo
No. 1613803
>>1613771But remember,
nonnie, if your mom somehow says something like
>oh anon, how could you lie to them?Or the sorts, just say that you were nervous and panicked. I usually prefer just telling my family members that I get nervous because of my autistic ass can’t think quickly.
No. 1614003
>>1613771Hope it goes well
nonnie best of luck, and I second this
>>1613803, if they're at all understanding they should back you up if you tell the truth
No. 1614116
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>>1614106get one of these for the arms
nonny No. 1614252
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feeling very bibbie today. i dont actually have it, i think. time to have more angsty overdramatic fantasies about my parasocial husbando saving me from a mental breakdown again. sometimes i wanna play music and pretend we're in a movie. just a few hours ago i simply wanted to fuck him as usual and tear off his flesh. i tried to go outside and touch grass then cried when i came back inside because he wasn't there to touch grass with me
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I don't know why but I have a really, really bad craving to go to IKEA and look at random garbage I don't need. There's not an IKEA anywhere close to my house, but I've visited one once with my mother. Idk why but it was kinda fun. I love visiting stupid thinks like hotels or Ikea's or giant home stores…
Would take you guys with me to the Ikea so we could browse light fixtures together.
No. 1614368
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Back when we were teenagers me and my friend discovered this HAES activist who would post videos about how it’s healthy to be morbidly obese. We spammed shit like “I want to suffocate myself if your fupa rolls as we make love in a warm pool of grease” under her videos. She’s doing fine now but I feel bad about it
No. 1614393
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When I was really young, like 11, I discovered Tor/the dark web and I would purposely search for disgusting illegal shit. The sort of shit I saw haunts me, and the fact that I looked for it makes it even worse. I was hurt too but that doesn’t make it ok
No. 1614401
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I used to be one of those borderline hybristophilic TCC girls. I never posted anything, just lurked, but I still feel so embarrassed even thinking about it
No. 1614590
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>>1614539Babies only look like potatoes the first couple of weeks while their face is still swollen from birth and they don't have much facial fat yet so look a bit wrinkly. Her babies are like what, over a year old by now? Babies that age can be extremely adorable (picrel from google), hers just aren't.
No. 1614612
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A thunderstorm is coming and I’m so scared i hate seeing the flashes and hear the thunder it’s so insanely loud sometimes
No. 1614751
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In the past, I was retarded and I fell for propaganda against a woman who was an abuse victim. I posted negative things about her only. Now I’ve tried to post positive things about her to makeup for the damage I caused, but I still feel angry at myself for not being immune to propaganda and spreading lies that I thought were truth
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Haven’t touched the stuff in over 4 years but I still crave hydrocodone. I’ve never felt such a high like that since. Don’t do drugs nonas, and just take Advil when you get your wisdom teeth removed.
No. 1614914
>>1614891Double post, sorry, but what does this even mean? If you’re a mia-Chan then please seek help and don’t post online seeking validation. Anons don’t really take kindly to that kind of thing.
But if you were feeling sick, hope you feel better. I’m actually about to head back into work after feeling bad myself (though they’re not happy with me for calling out lol)
No. 1614954
>>1614891Actually I woke up and still felt a pit of something stuck in my throat…. help
I was coughing and then I felt a big lump about to come up
No. 1615008
I'm very interested in religion and spirituality but I can be so gullible I just don't look too much into it because I know I'm going to get sucked into a cult or something.
>>1614950Sounds like a dream but the restrictions of being a nun make me uncomfortable.
No. 1615015
>>1614914I think that's phlegm-chan from the vent thread
>>1614954Nonny drink some water it thins body fluids
No. 1615021
>>1614950I can see the appeal but in reality being a nun isn't a quiet, cottagecore slow life at all, they usually get up pretty early to pray, then spend the whole day doing labor around the convent or their designated church. Not to mention they still interact with men (clergy) on a daily basis and must give them utmost respect.
It's also not aesthetic, convents are pretty frugal with everything that's not the religious decorations of the chapel area as far as I've seen (been to some)
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>>1615053Like so,
nonnie?
No. 1615714
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>>1615684Sounds like it's a western version of biting into a handkerchief.
No. 1616067
>>1615805It's fun and I like having a rotation of men who take me out on dates and vacations.
>>1615822I'm having the time of my life!
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bump
No. 1617067
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IF MY HUSBANDO WAS REAL I WOULD HONK THE SHIT OUT OF HIS WIENER
No. 1617075
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When I was younger I dated this girl who was a little older than me. I had an ED at the time. One time my parents had forced me to eat a giant meal and I asked her if she could stand outside the bathroom so that no one would come in while I threw it up (fucked I know). She complied and she said she felt bad because she thought she was enabling me, but then she switched up and congratulated me on purging successfully. It seemed like she was actually kind of into it sexually - whenever we were lying in bed next to each other she’d grab parts of my body and comment on how thin they were (“your knees are so boney”, wrapping her fingers around my wrist and saying “your wrists are so tiny”, etc). She also had a pattern of exclusively dating super skinny dudes and she told me that she could already tell that I had an ED when she first met me (she was one of those opportunist spicy straight women who seem to exclusively date men - I guess she made an exception for me - while always gushing about how much they supposedly love women).
Then she started ignoring me pretty much overnight. She’d join group chats with random guys I didn’t know and whenever we went to shows together she’d spend the whole time talking to random moids in the audience instead of me. Sometimes she’d call them cute in front of me. I got jealous but I was scared of confrontation so I never confronted her about it. Instead I posted something on one of my social media accounts referencing what was going on without naming her. I also mentioned that women who have “broken bird syndrome” are attracted to me. I forgot that one of her friends followed me on that account, and her friend took a screenshot of my post and sent it to her. She broke up with me.
I convinced myself that I was abused for a long time but in retrospect, maybe I was the bad guy. I started it.
No. 1617140
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Not sure if this is supposed to go here but:
I’ve done some sh*t I regret, I became friend with this ugly girl who is secretly insecure or messed up, because her family is messed up her mom is a narcissist and her dad abusive (verbal and physical.) she didn’t show the typical backstabbing fake friend signs I easily would pick up, she was the toxic friendly positive friend. The fact I didn’t see it coming that she wanted to ruin my life by saying “fuck it, live your live” THE BITCH
I admit I’m pretty naive and gullible and I have barely any friends that live nearby anyhow, I don’t feel like living anymore because of what happened:
This bitch was probably jealous of my relationship with my now ex-boyfriend, somewhat long distance two hours with the car. I have a car and I was the only one coming to him, because of personal issues he couldn’t come to me, but it still frustrated me he barely put effort seeing me, so I had the urge to kiss dudes who hit on me, I fucked a guy once when we had a argument..
Moving to the present:
I cheated on him twice within a week because yes I’m a stupid thirsty bitch that I let my friend encourage me to approach this random dude we saw at the bar and fuck him.
Worse is I wasn’t really attracted to her boyfriend, he isn’t my type but he was kinda cute? Would never make someone with that face and loser life my boyfriend (he used to go to jail for stealing)
And she always encouraged me to date him, I always refused because wtf, but I’m a easily bored bitch so I went on a date with him.
But she was jealous I had a better relationship with my ex than she had with hers? Even though we both had toxic relationship, my ex would die for me and still would (if I wasn’t a cheating slut…)
A week later her asshole ex and her called my boyfriend that I cheated on him.
This fugly bitch had the audacity to call me her friend, encourage me to date her mediocre (past )criminal ex and of course my bored monkey brain went along, because they accuse me of stealing his shit?! He doesn’t have anything worth over €20 dollars in that shitty apartment, where other drugs addicts and crazy people live.
FUCK I AM SO RETARTED (you can point and laugh at me I deserve it)
And I never deserved my ex in the first place, yes he stubborn (but so am I) and made stereotypical/borderline sexist comment but I would ways out him in his place and he would stop. I only realized now I lost a great guy and I will never have him back…
Now I want to take revenge on that ugly bitch who is a fake backstabbing snake, who wants to see others miserable as she is.
I dunno should I take (legal) revenge on her and her boyfriend? I want to throw something nasty/smelly on her, ruin his tires. I’m a petty person.
And I feel suicidal of how embarrassing this is and that I lost a good guy who I didn’t deserve (I was already suicidal because of other personal things)
TL;dr
I had a fake fugly friend who was jealous of my (now ended) relationship, a stubborn but great guy I don’t deserve and she encouraged me to have a “do whatever you want” mindset (with consequences) I fucked a random dude and go on a date with her loser ex (if I believe that’s her ex…) and stupidly I also screwed him while I was with my ex.
I’m more suicidal than usual and embarrassed I did that shit and want to take (petty) revenge on her and him then end my life because I’m pathetic. Or should I just see this as a lesson and move on with my live? I’m starting my bachelor study soon (a study my parents don’t agree and don’t pay for. I work two tiring jobs)
No. 1617156
>>1617140>This bitch was probably jealous of my relationship>long dinstance>doesn't travel to you>doesn't put in effortyes I'm sure she was jealous of your shitty boyfriend. Girl you have problems.
move on from that girl, the shitty guys you've fucked, don't do petty revenge instead focus that time and (mental) energy on getting better and on your studies.
No. 1617162
>>1617153>>1617154Not the men I fucked but my ex-boyfriend,
I’m not saying my ex was great. But when we spend time together we did have a great time, the other bitch always was arguing with her (I believe) and my ex would buy me gifts, her ex barely did that.
No need to call me bpd (but yeah I’m a retard), she is actually diagnosed with a disorder.
Anyway it all just recently happened and I hate her and that loser guy.
I’m just not mood yet or haven’t come to my senses to admit it was my fault. I likely would come to my senses in a month after I had my vacation and yeah I think in a few years this will be insignificant and but still a lesson for me. Honestly I wouldn’t want to cheat again, it was pretty painful seeing my ex cry on face-time and him asking why.
And even though these replies sting, I deserve this call out. I need to work on myself, I’m planning to go on vacation because I’m exhausted.
No. 1617166
>>1617159Yes I know. I don’t look good in here because I’m not, I’m overworked and I studied my ass off these last years and a few teachers who wanted to fail me on purpose making things difficult and it took a mental tool on me (still graduated thankfully.)
But she wasn’t a good friend if she wanted to see me cheat on my ex, yes I’m the one who cheated and was not a good girlfriend. But she was fake.
Yeah I’m mentally exhausted and made bad self-sabotaging decisions, now I want to work on myself. Wish this dumb bitch luck.
Anyway I’m going out on a run to clear my mind.
No. 1617221
>>1617168>>1617174I am 22 years old turning 23 in two months, I admit I have a pretty juvenile mind, my parents always say…
But I never did or said anything bad, I swear on my parents lives. She does take things the wrong way when it’s personal, when anyone talks about her family, her bruises her
abusive dad gives. I offered many times to sleep at my place when she is kicked out when she got in trouble, and she would get defensive and say “don’t pity on me, I’m not a kid anymore, I can manage” (she is 18 years old by the way) and she would look angry/frustrated if I asked how she got those bruises the first two times I saw them.
Then switch to her being fake happy, I guess she never enjoy my company…I used to feel bad for her, but she is messed up. Not saying I’m a saint, we both got issues.
And we met at a party of someone we were both friends with, we talked the whole night then started to hang out.
And I have to admit we trauma bonded (I don’t know how to name it, but something like that?) I used to be bullied and she had her shit too. But I guess we are similar yeah.
Yeah I don’t blame you I’m pretty juvenile, and thanks nonna running and exercising helps me, but II have to get professional about the suicidal things and work my relationship with my parents who don’t always support me, but they’re secretly proud of me, even if they don’t say it but brag to others I’m going to study bachelor. I hope to come out to be a better person, because honestly I want to live a good life wether I decided to get married and have kids (stay faithful) or just have my family and (future) friends in a healthy platonic relationship.
No. 1617278
>>1617248If he's leaving then you have nothing to lose by asking him out.
At least give him your number on the last day.
No. 1617325
>>1617315Excuse you “going through some shit the mistakes you made”?? And “punching down mentality” What the hell are you talking about? Whenever she had a break down I would be there for her and offer to call professional help, but refused anyone to get involved because she once called child protective services and they only talked with her dad and warned him, but they didn’t do much they were shitty and he became more angry with her. Her mom is not aggressive but a narcissist, when we were alone I asked her mom once why she doesn’t protect her daughter but she shrugged and said “physical discipline happens with disobedient children” I told her “a problem child doesn’t deserve to be abused but help and love.” She told me to stop talking about it or leave…never talked to her mom again.
So don’t assume shit, that I made her life a living hell, the fuck? She isn’t some innocent person, but a
victim…she used to be a friend of mine. But I guess my help and talking wasn’t enough for her, it doesn’t matter anyway she better stay the fuck away, we both have to away from each other.
No. 1617409
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Is it sexual harassment to tell a moid that he is cute unprovoked and that the way he does his hair/makeup reminds me of a raccoon or is it just autistic (I did this 2 years ago)
No. 1617431
>>1617409>Is it sexual harassment to tell a moid that he is cute unprovokedObviously not, that's fine
>and that the way he does his hair/makeup reminds me of a raccoonThat's slightly autistic but as long as you made sure it was meant to be endearing I guess it's fine?
No. 1617684
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When I was down bad for deadpool in 2018 I keep fantasizing him being my dad
No. 1617694
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Had a period where I was fully convinced I was autistic but really I was just super stunted because of my abusive upbringing kek
No. 1618075
>>1613263drop the pics
nonnie pls
No. 1618215
>>1617879You have no idea how much I relate. I thought I was crazy, I've never told anyone how badly it's given me panic attacks and sobbing fits. A lot of certain noises (especially repetitive and/or loud) put me extremely on edge to the point of being unable to continue with the task at hand, I had to buy those dumb fancy earplugs to make daily life more bearable, but every fucking time someone asks why I'm bothered with the sounds or why I'm wearing the earplugs, they don't take "noise sensitivity" near as seriously as "on the spectrum". Several doctors agreed I'm not and people like us just exist.
>>1618091I only brought up the word misophonia a couple times and was laughed at like it was some kind of made-up munchie thing. If I'm asked and I know I'm never seeing the person again, I've said before it's a bit of autism and since they saw I'm otherwise just normal, they were chill about it.
Then again, the epilepsy card often works too. I have no idea if the two could be linked from a neurological standpoint but if I just bring up I'm epileptic, most people know jack shit about it and will also nod if you say it gives you a hard time with noise. I feel evil for using my condition that way, but a lot of the time it's really useful for people to give you a fucking break.
I've also used it just to leave functions that would've been otherwise rude to leave.
No. 1618248
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I just had such an ugly thought that I dashed here, nonas. Saw my sister's Facebook post about her midsummer, kids and husband and my first thought was "it's never gonna last", meaning her marriage, her very fake ass mommy blogger type of social media prensence. Our childhood was very shitty, my sister also was very shitty, cowlike shit but wtf, what a rotten thought. The marriage isn't gonna last though, she hits him and he is a motherless door mat.
No. 1618321
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seeing good black designs in western media is so rare to me. they're either ugly (seelah from pathfinder) or caricature/stereotype tier (garnet from su)…or they don't feel realized/complicated, and you can kind of obviously tell the writers started out with the idea of a "black person" and tried to sculpt a character around that (think what overwatch's company does when designing new champions, explicitly angling to have them be "diverse")…
anyway mel took my breath away because she's very pretty without also just being "white chick with dark skin and a sloppy fro" on top of her actual writing, which is well-done and believable.
i normally think tumblr's cringe when it goes on about ""good rep!!"" but this character does mean a lot to me. sad to realize there won't be another mel anytime soon though kek
No. 1618711
>>1618708Almost 4 years
>>1618705Thank you anon that does make me feel a bit better
No. 1618717
>>1618711>Almost 4 yearsOkay that's good.
>>1618716It's called sharting. It happened to me once in front of my gf and we died laughing
No. 1618787
sometimes feel bad about taking my ex's virginity (then telling him he sucked, dumping him and making him cry and drive 2 hours back home) and highly suspect he's still not over me (4 years later) but then i remember he was smug about me not being ~as good~ at video games as him, made a rude comment about my stretch marks, and openly thirsted after girls i could never be (he's white with yellow fever and also liked tomboys with pixie hair cuts, i would look horrible with hair that short and i'm not asian). also told me after i dumped him "wahhh please get back with me, im sorry i was bad in bed, you were bad the first time you gave me oral and i didnt say anything" oh but you DID, passive aggressively and then lied and said it was a joke. so get fucked faggot, stupid skinny jeans wearing, glasses acne scrawny gelled hair mf. you were lucky to fuck me bitch, nearly every time i go out women tell me i'm beautiful, i'm so far out of your league and you're never gonna find a girl that is as attractive as me and is into the same games you are again. sometimes i really do feel horrible about the whole debacle but he really is a mommy's boy faggot and he's only ever gonna make a 5 figure salary at most because he chose a shit major in college. fucking loser weeb.
No. 1618843
>>1618711babe just tell him what happened it's been 4 YEARS laugh with him about it!
I understand and I'm so sorry you're embarrassed but lean on your nigel at times like this, if he can't hack it he's not a man
No. 1619225
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I made a suicide joke around my friend and she said “you’ll never do it.” I responded “neither will you.” Now I kind of feel bad because she’s threatened to kill herself like 3 times now and I wonder if this will push her over the edge
No. 1619329
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IDK if this is considered racebait but when I was in high school there was this one black guy in my class. He was always super loud and disruptive and annoying, and he overheard me calling him annoying to my friends. As revenge, he told everyone that I was a lesbian (I am in fact bisexual but that's irrelevant because even if I was straight he would have still done it). It totally ruined my social life. When I confided in the school principal about it she told me that I should have sympathy for him because he had to grow up as a black person in Texas and faced racism, and he was just projecting.
I went to this LGBT support group outside of school, and I mentioned how he had pulled the race card as an excuse to ruin my life over being a member of another minority group. The leader of the group publicly reprimanded me for saying something racist. Sometimes I still feel angry at the guy, but I also feel ashamed for publicly embarassing myself even further.
No. 1619376
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I like leaving transphobic comments on Pinterest and starting fights in YT comment sections
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>>1619376oh and i also enjoy mocking people who support e-whoring and those who defend moids watching porn especially in a relationship
No. 1619465
>>1619213>When you visit friends just bring your own food I'm talking about eating at families' house or in-laws. Where do you come from if you bring your own food when someone is cooking for you? Also did you even read my post kek, I said I feel a bit shit for having people bend over backwards just for me.
Also the popsicle and sauce I didn't think about, it was in the first year that's how I found out. Yeah they're pretty much non-issues but I hate having to say 'no thank you' to my grandma if something has milk in it or having to order from the kids' menu when eating out with others, I hate the social aspect of it.
No. 1619478
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Last night I had a sexual dream about my boyfriend's friend and it's driving me crazy all day. I don't even have any feelings like this in real life (either for this friend or cheating in general) but for some reason a lot of my dreams nowadays are really sexual. I know that they are harmless, but I still feel like shit for how amazing it felt throughout it and when I woke up. I don't wanna go into detail because I know it's not the right thread, but part of the excitement of the dream was that me and his friend were desperately trying to hide it from him.
Then, like clockwork, when I woke up it felt like my brain had suddenly become obsessed with the moid friend. I won't be able to stop thinking about him and what we did in the dream all day, and then tomorrow it will all be over and I will probably forget about it like nothing ever happened. I wish there was a way for me to be able to stop dreaming about these things because it is torture and makes me feel like a degenerate and also very sexually frustrated.
No. 1619643
>>1619637That’s a good question, I’ll ask him. I feel like he would because I don’t do much to alter my appearance (so I also don’t shave, which I know is simply natural, but can be very off-putting to men unfortunately) and it doesn’t deter it whatsoever. He has seen me at my ugliest (in my opinion), yet he still loves me. Although I don’t have proof, I do believe he will continue to love me as I age and my body changes, for instance after pregnancy. I probably couldn’t convince you, but I have that faith… however, none of that changes the fact that he thinks I’m the most beautiful girl in the world (HIS opinion, I’m not saying it’s true), so even if I was to gain weight or something, I would still have my current features which he likes. I wonder what his answer would be if I was less his type, the way he is to me. That I wasn’t SUPER ugly, because he does have good features, but just ugly enough that it’s noticeable and uncomfortable at times. How would I even find out..?
No. 1619694
>>1619634by including authors from the right in future academic work, i mean people like alain de benoist in particular (specifically his ideas surrounding overcoming the left-right dichotomy). i'm tired of liberalism and i want to engage with intellectually serious people who are anti-liberal.
my own views are radfemish/leftist in the sense that i am against things like patriarchy and for egalitarianism, but i'm tired of being around people who are unable to think beyond liberal propaganda (especially libfem shit). i don't think liberalism is a lesser evil compared to the right, but this is essentially ideological thought crime in leftist social networks
No. 1619703
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I spent literally 1000 dollars on medical tests that showed nothing and the doctor said the reason for my symptoms is psychosomatic and I should go to a psychiatrist and he got the impression my problem is psychosomatic at the very beginning but he wanted to test me anyway. I want to off myself, I feel like a clown
No. 1619723
>>1619718>>1619711>>1619714Ok but why do I only get dyspnea after physical activity like talking a walk or climbing stairs? My face gets red too and I sweat like crazy. I'm not stressed out by going to the first floor by stairs so how can it be psychosomatic, I don't get it. He tested me for asthma and nothing else.
I have things like IBS where I'm 100% sure it's psychosomatic because it actually gets worse when I'm stressed. But shortness of breath and hot flashes and sweating like crazy after a basic physical activity? Idk. Also I'm not fat and my thyroid is fine so I don't get why I'm constantly tired and I literally can't breathe after simple physical activity. I tried exercising many times and I just couldn't do it because I couldn't breathe
I feel like a faker anyway. But at least I have physical proofs for the pain in my spine and knees because degeneration and inflammation is visible in my MRI and ultrasound lol
No. 1619783
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I feel inferior because I don't have higher education. In my country more women than men have higher education and many educated women date uneducated men, but I've never seen a guy with higher education dating a woman without a degree. People were expecting me to go to uni after graduating from HS but I was so traumatized from school, tired from taking care of my abusive mom who was dying from cancer, depressed, too autistic, I just knew I would drop out anyway. The mere thought of entrance exams was giving me panic attacks. After my mom died I had to earn money in order to support myself and pay the bills which were pretty high and years passed, I'm now in my mid-late 20s and I will probably never go to uni. Some people tell me education doesn't matter but I think society is still divided and people will judge me for it nevertheless. I don't have any close friends but many times when I met someone they were surprised I didn't go to uni because I seemed smart and well read to them. Like I couldn't be smart and well read without a degree. But to be honest, every person I had common interests and language with turned out to be uni educated. But in the end, they lived in their own social circles. I have a basic service job and I only do stuff related to my interests (art and graphic design) as a hobby at my home and irl nobody I work with is college educated and they don't do anything interesting and they don't have any hobbies and I have no common interests with them. I was never in a relationship and I was only attracted to like 3 or 4 men in my life, but I met them briefly, like during courses preparing us for art school (that I didn't go to anyway) and then I never met them again. Now they're uni graduates owning their own studios or working for unis and all their friends are also educated people from all kinds of backgrounds, not just art related, but they're always uni graduates. Artists and designers and physiotherapists and white collar people just don't befriend blue collar people and they don't hang out with them. Often it's not even a matter of prejudice I think, they just don't have the same social circles and they don't spent time at the same places etc. I'm scared I will never meet someone who's at an intellectual level that is satisfying to me. Even if I met such guy and he wasn't taken by an uni educated woman who was in his social circles for at least 4 years, I would self sabotage because even before our relationship developed I would project my inferiority complex onto him and assume he sees me as stupid and plain and inferior because I never graduated from uni. Retarded redpillers say that men don't care about female education, but irl it's simply untrue lol, at least not for the majority of people, surgeons don't date coffee shop workers, even physiotherapists don't date women without a degree, well at least in my country it doesn't happen. Uneducated working class people date uneducated working class people, uni graduates who work in their profession date other uni graduates who work in their profession. We live in two different worlds
No. 1619813
>>1619783Don’t feel too pressured anon by society.
I’ve had one who didn’t graduate either, but with the money she invested she had her own start up company with some luck and learning lessons. But most of my friends who didn’t graduate have a job they don’t like but some who actually did put effort in doing something they liked ended doing a job they love and also having a side job.
My advice looking at my non-graduated friends, put effort in what you love and work hard (or smart) if you like being artistic, go professional and become a freelancer, thanks for technology you can be your own boss.
Don’t worry too much as you said you’re well spoken and well read, I have faith you’re going down the right path and what happened in the past you went through a rough time, no one can blame happens to many people.
No. 1619817
>>1619783I'm not going to tell you that people won't judge you because they absolutely will, but one thing you should ask yourself is what do
you want to do. If nobody else in the world existed, what would you do? Stop worrying about finding a boyfriend or if people will think this or that. What do you want to do with your life?
I also noticed that you project your insecurities onto others. So what if you date an uneducated working class person? You're smart and well-read without a degree, why can't they be? It's not even true that educated people only hang out with other educated people. It all depends on which relationships you nurture.
>surgeons don't date coffee shop workersLots of them do, but I don't see why you'd want to date a doctor or surgeon anyway. They're notorious for cheating. As long as a guy has a job and a plan for the future, does it matter if he has a diploma?
No. 1619820
>>1617396>>1617425Anon I honestly don’t care, I didn’t say ALL my teachers I had plenty of professors who were great, some not so great.
Comprehensive reading? Heard of that?
And I still graduated, so who cares about my FEW previous shitty teachers. I am self aware, I just feel shitty jesus.
“Self-delusional” uhuh, nice fun word you just learned.
No. 1619824
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I watched all of the main slasher movies, Scream was the last one because my boyfriend was really putting it off. I went in blind, and honestly, it felt really refreshing for me after watching Halloween, Texas chainsaw massacre and a thousand Jason movies (although elm street was also kinda different, kudos to Wes craven I guess) so it low-key became my favorite out of the bunch (TCM is objectively better I think, but Scream was really fun).
My confession is very silly, but the thing is that the movie was downright erotic for me at parts. I hate hybristofags, so I'm ashamed at least it's not a real serial killer though and I'm sure my bf would judge me to hell and back especially because he didn't like the movie himself and said ghostface gave him school shooter loser vibes. He's not wrong, but the mask, the black clothes, the gloves, the blood… It's so stupid, but I feel like am edgy teenager.
No. 1619856
>>1619833A surgeon would be too much kek, but maybe some artsy dude or a sportsy physiotherapist, those were the two types I vibed the most in the past
I know I sound prejudiced, I just said in OP that it just so happened that the only people I had common interests and language with were people with higher education, and they were the ones surprised with me not having a degree (the only exception what this one guy with an engineer's degree, my god he felt so vapid and shallow kek. I couldn't talk to him about anything "deep". He also wasn't interested in literature, philosophy, cinema, politics, religion etc. Like the only thing we could talk about were video games but that's not enough for me). Also the fact I work with people without a degree and I have basically nothing to talk about with them. We don't care for
the same things, we don't watch the same things, they don't even have any hobbies and at least I have something that I strive to be good at and maybe make a living out of it, I don't just consoom things created by other people, I want to create myself. Of course there's more people similar to me, but I only met intellectually curious people without a degree on the internet, but never irl, and it was kinda rare anyway, or they were from a different country, making it harder to meet etc.
No. 1619874
>>1619699He didn’t necessarily look any better, I was simply so smitten the first few dates that I didn’t care. As the relationship progressed, I of course was honest with him about my concerns regarding his appearance. This was relatively early on. He looks better now than he did then, but that’s more regarding his hairstyle. I am helping him learn about the specific exercises he should do to correct the things that make him more unattractive, because I believe he has very nice features that simply aren’t being expressed now. I’m hoping that when this occurs, I will just be fundamentally attracted to him and not simply when he is dressed a certain way and his hair is the right length and the lighting is nice and my hormones are correct etc… I am giving it all time because there is no rush for me to decide about our relationship now. I’m simply sad that I haven’t been wanting to kiss him etc and actually felt sad about our relationship after watching the notebook, because I know our relationship has a lot of romance and meaningful connection and he cares about me so much I’m so lucky, but at the same time… watching that movie made me feel like a woman stuck in an unhappy relationship because of the kids, yearning for young love, when really, I’m supposed to be in that “young love” relationship and everybody thinks we are too!! I thought before we watched the movie that I would think “that’s literally us” when in reality I was crying the whole time not just because it’s so touching but also because I really wish that was me and I already feel like I’m settling in a way… meanwhile he was crying because the movie reminded him of how much he loves me and values me and doesn’t want to lose me and he apologised for every little thing he did even if it was insignificant to me… what a conundrum… finally, I don’t want to kiss him because Ryan Gosling has always been my celebrity crush and although I don’t expect to date Ryan himself, my boyfriend looks very different from the type of guy Ryan resembles. My boyfriend has never been my type. But there is a lot holding me back and I just don’t think I should break up, at least not yet…
No. 1619913
>>1619830i said ex lol dont worry. i havent spoken to him in years. and i know he has yellow fever because i looked through some of his social media and he follows asian e-whores and mentioned some JAV actress once so i figure he was hiding from me that he was jerking off to other women the whole time we were together. we were dating because we had similar interests and got along. my current bf is much better looking, has a much better personality, is more intelligent, and makes more money than my ex ever will.
>>1619834based
No. 1620040
I seriously wish reality was like fantasy, as in, anything I fantasize about didn’t suck in real life. Like having a hot obsessive anime sexy millionaire boyfriend who is attractive, has a nice personality, a huge dick, is a virgin but somehow knows how to fuck gently and can only feel alive while existing next to me.
In fantasyland it sounds wonderful, but I would rather kill myself than have to deal with a moid irl, no matter how hot, sexy, big dick, millionaire, attractive, handsome and great personality he is.
No. 1620061
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>>1620040This is what I want in life
No. 1620430
>>1620333When I get dressed and no one is around, I put the Ojamajo Doremi transformation sequences and say “Pretty Witchy Anona-chi!” And when I put on my perfume I also put that other Ojamajo Doremi transformation sequence with the perfume.
If there’s people around, I just imagine a madoka magika theme playing as a background sound.
No. 1620811
>>1620786Eh I used to do that and still occasionally will, but I do think it’s somewhat
problematic compulsive behavior if you have to do it every time. Not because it’s wrong but because you’re putting yourself at risk. I’ve been arrested for shoplifting.. at Target.. but fwiw I was on klonopin and being obvious. I had to basically train myself to stop but if the opportunity presents itself I will do it because old habits die hard etc. no judgment, just don’t get too cocky
No. 1620873
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>>1620840It’s an anxiety med that’s notorious for making people klepto. like a weaker version of Xanax
No. 1621322
>>1621316>Men and women can be equally as book smart.I'm talking about IQ, IQ isn't taught. And male ruthlessness, lack of empathy and egoism has nothing to do with being smart. If anything, going by your logic, that makes women more smart because
>While the woman is using therapy Language and trying to communicateThis is beneficial for the community and the survival of the human race and
>man just just out here cheating and lying Is not.
No. 1621556
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One of my side gigs is picking up hours as a courier and one guy I see frequently at one pickup is so fucking hot. I am in a committed happy relationship, but this tall hunk of a man is my eye candy while I work.
Today I walked in and waved, and he winked at me. Is it a sin to daydream about him picking me up in a makeout session? Probably…. But I will enjoy my little crush and will behave. (Pic rel is pretty damn close)
No. 1621764
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I will get hate for this, but I often feel like I’m wasting my life because I don’t look like Stacy.
No. 1621767
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>>1621764true, you are wasting your life for not looking like pic rel. Start lifting NOW
No. 1621796
>>1621795on lc i've only seen them do it in response to bishie enjoyers putting
them down.
No. 1621835
>>1621814shitting on women liking weird characters isn't any different. it shouldn't matter either way since they're just drawings at the end of the day, no one should be shitting on either
>>1621815real men are shit, it's not that confusing kek
No. 1621875
>>1621835>t shouldn't matter either way since they're just drawings at the end of the day, no one should be shitting on eitheryeah sure, until your husbando is an animu high school bishie, then its not a drawing anymore to these people. I used to not care about them, but they are always the same people that judge others first for liking young husbandos to begin with, and their like for older men always come off as insecurity.
>>1621815how new are you, welcome to the internet
No. 1621922
I don't mind the bishie enjoyers, I just wish some husbandofags stopped being so insecure about others tastes, my light doesn't dime yours, have fun and let others live their life, if someone likes an 1000yo man that's their problem, not mine, I know this is a hard concept to grasp for people in this site but you cannot change someone else's life just by infighting and calling them out
>>1621814>they always take any form of criticismBut why would you criticize to begin with? They ain't real, it doesn't concern you unless they're hurting someone or infringing the law (CP/shota, racism, etc). You just want to be able to shit on people unprovoked
No. 1622034
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I felt a certain kinship with rancefag, tho I didn't entertain her antics for too long, we were two sides of the same coin. We both shared shitty husbandos, but our approaches were contrasting, she wanted to be sexually assaulted by hers while I wanted to sexually assault mine. I see her as a mirror version of myself, an alternate reality, trippy stuff
No. 1622062
>>1622001>they could think you're a delusional schizo but are too scared to say it to your face.I mean that's definitely a consideration here, that's part of why I worry about it. I don't think other people are NPCs, I think I'M the NPC because sometimes I feel like none of my emotions are truly real.
All these responses are probably right though, it is definitely some form of anxiety mixed with self-centered thoughts.
No. 1622199
>>1621989>>1622005Honestly. I feel more than consulted by this fact. I thought I was being a manipulative weirdo who wanted to destroy lives, when in fact I was only being human. Thank you for talking about this nonnas.
>>1622178 I'm one of those profoundly lonely people. I guess it is a cope made by us. Huh, Curious to think about.
No. 1622413
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>>1622293i'm really sorry anon i don't think so. i wish though, by the sound of it you seem beautiful ♥ the only famous person with my body type that i know of is twiggy only i'm shorter than she is with a slightly bigger chest. i'm spoilering because i really don't want to come off as an attention seeking anachan. i'm not even an anachan if anything i've had a phase of overeating until i popped with the help of supplement pills, herbs, etc. you name it, i've tried it, because i felt my thinness was hideously unsightly and most of all unwomanly. felt like an awkward gangly troon and i was accused of being one then as a teenager which only made me feel worse it's just such an uncomfortable size to carry even if i can much more easily make myself look flat than others bigger than me but if i'm just naked or in my underwear or a swimsuit, they're very out therefore, thankfully they are objectively proportional to my body even if i think they're too big. i should just be grateful honestly.
maybe this is because i can feel my period coming and my chest so unbearably stiff and painful that i can't take my mind off of removing them or having them at a smaller size for convenience sake. but also what
>>1622302 said in that a huge part of it is wanting to minimize parts of my body deemed as "sexual" as much as possible because it makes me absolutely sick and even more insecure. i really don't want to be looked at that way especially not by a moid but i know it's inevitable
No. 1622744
>>1622418Sounds like you're literally just agreeing with her? Even if gay moids are sexually attracted to men they're not as hateful
to other men as straight moids are
to women, actually fags still hate women just as much as the other men.
No. 1622771
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Im falling out of love with a very loving person. Such ideal marriage material too. Oh well. Im changing and that always has its own set of consequences.
No. 1622803
>>1622794One step at a time
nonnie. What are you experiencing? For me when I went through it, I didn’t know it wasn’t real. Are you very distressed? It might be grounding to call someone you know and trust, someone who is experiencing a more stable sense of reality. Sometimes there’s nothing you can do but wait it out, or try to. You are safe, just experiencing a scary thing. I’m very sorry you’re going through that right now ♥
No. 1622933
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I often dream about lc. Sometimes it's a cool building with floors dedicated to the boards and threads, others it's a escher like mansion, with thematic rooms, stuff like that. Last night I dreamed I was talking to a nonna about her hornyposting in the husbando thread. I ended up making out with her in my dream and I feel so guilty about that, like if I intruded her fantasies that aren't meant for me. I am so sorry.
No, I won't say which husbandofag it was.
No. 1623163
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I love editing pro troon images
Also glad his ass got banned after this
No. 1623429
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>>1623422I was wondering the same and I wouldn't be surprised because there were a lot of people who wanted to fuck Pennywise when IT came out. I was more partial to Ben Skarsgard myself but I may have read a few Pennywise fics.
No. 1623435
>>1623428How’d you do that, nonna?
>>1623429what the actual fuck kek
No. 1623448
>>1623428When you're a csa
victim it can become a pretty common intrusive thought, but it isnt the sum of who you are as a person and is very different from fantasizing about raping someone. I always tell girls who feel disgusted by themselves that even their rape fantasies isn't actually rape because you are in control, and it can be a comfort to know that you would be repulsed by any irl scenario that involves it, its completely different from actual rape and if you can distinguish between an intrusive daydream and real intimacy it isnt inherently an issue. Very few women who fantasize about brutalization actually want to be brutalized, but men are incapable of computing this themselves because they
actually want to rape.
No. 1623585
>>1623584me too
nonnie. i am so grateful for my mum i love her with every fibre of my being
No. 1623739
>>1623521>Every anon looked like a random stock image woman with faces smeared and blurred out.kek that's creepy, but hilarous.
I actually enjoy having these dreams, but I never made out with anyone before, that was the first time and I feel dirty for having those subconscious thoughts. I hate when it turns into a nightmare and there is a moid trying to kill us, those fuck me up.
No. 1624715
>>1624413I do the same. Even with the ones I
would touch if they expressed interest, I still feel guilty and scrotey because I feel like I need their permission to think about them kek. I know it’s because we’re empathetic women who don’t see people like objects and value consent. But fantasies are harmless and human so it’s not a huge deal.
No. 1625288
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I think I'm the reborn soul of some Hays Code member. Seeing couples hold hands in public veers to disgust, sudden kiss scenes in movies are worse than actual horror movies, I literally scream in shock whenever it happens and my rage burns in the intensity of thousand suns whenever I'm sitting at the bus stop and I can hear the mlemlemlem six feet over. 2D's fine though.
No. 1625886
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My confession is that once I was looking at clothes online and this model in picrel was really hot with exceptionally gorgeous tits so I saved the pictures. Yes I sound like a fucking moid, and no I didn't use it to masturbate so idek why I even did it. I am pathetic and I feel bad for sexualizing this random woman.
No. 1625887
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>>1625886Samefag but I still find this sexy as fuck and I don't know why
No. 1625938
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>>1625931>The stalkee is a woman who's went to japan for a manWait….
If this is all true, you guys are weird as fuck for going out of your way to stalk a overall harmless anon who was relevant for max 2 days. I know this is lolcow but..get help.
No. 1626013
>>1626009>>1626010>>1626005>>1626004What nudes you retards, it was a post on Tumblr which called her out for posting underage nudes, not the nudes themselves.
I can't get my head around why the fuck you're all caping for Japanon, she's a horrid narcissistic cow. Documenting cow behaviour is the entire point of some of the boards on this site.
No. 1626033
>>1626024No one has doxxed Japanon and no one has found, let alone saved or posted, underage nudes. Again, I wonder what your problem is. Japanon has volunteered so much bizarre information and behaviour that people who frequent here are obviously going to investigate, but they'd have doxxed her already to the boards if they meant any harm. Are you being defensive because you see yourself in Japanon, schizo chan?
AYRT and I'm not the "stalker" btw.
No. 1626062
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>>1626040so are you a pedophile? why are you spamming about nudes that no one has? take your meds.
No. 1626151
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I need Japanon to fuck me, fuck I need it I need her to take me over her lap and spank me and call me a bad girl and tease me oh my gawwwwwwd please please please please please please please please SNIIIIIIIIFFFFFFFFFF pant pant pant(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
No. 1626170
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I wash my hands so much throughout the day that I do it almost automatically, the issue is that when I’m stressed, I think I washed my hands when I didn’t. So I could’ve just scratched my nose, rubbed my eyes, scratched near my mons pubis, or picked up the bowl of food or water of my dog, and then I cook something for everyone at the house or serve something for everyone.
By the time I notice it’s too late for me to undo and clean whatever I was doing.
So Yeah.
No. 1626575
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words cannot express how much i hate men. if my life were not comfortable, if i felt suicidal, i would go to a college campus and shoot up as many males as i could. i want to cause them fear and pain and suffering. i want them to be as scared and traumatized as women are. i would take my own life after i killed the men so that no one could ever get another word out of me. they'd only have my manifesto where i detail that men must be killed to atone for all the agony they have caused, and how they have ruined the human existence.
No. 1626578
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>>1626565uh oh here we go again…
And I will repeat again, I still love the douriffags because they're funny to me. Taste wars are retarded. No. 1626580
>>1626565Why is it that the ugliest husbandos get the most obsessive, active threads? Adam Driver, Paul Dano, now fucking Grima of all people. I almost want to assume it's all the same anon (it feels sequential, like jumping from one fav to another) who has both weird taste and spergy determination to constantly talk about him with zero shame, who then attracts a few other spergs like an autistic pied piper.
I guess those of us with normal celeb crushes are also normal about enjoying them and don't feel the need to simp 24/7.
No. 1626586
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>>1626580not really, i’ve had husbandos in the past and posted about them sometimes, some were weirder than others but i always was kinda bashful about it, idk what this man is doing to me, i have to actively fight the urge to post hourly every day. my tastes are very singular, you wouldn't understand, etc., i don't like those other guys
i did once get banned for driverposting (in an ironic way)>>1626565>a ratchet smelly moid who you can find a clone of in an east detroit allyway in secondsout of my fucking way guys looks like im moving to detroit
No. 1626610
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>>1626604Samefag, but I also saw people complaining about the Grimafags..in the dourif thread. At this point it's completely self inflicted.
No. 1626629
>>1626622lol I just said annoying.
What's maybe even more annoying though is when they post ugly unrelated reaction pics. Not every post needs a picture.
No. 1626867
>>1626863Harvey's in the sky with diamond's, and he's making me crazy
(I come alive, alive)
All he wants to do is party with his pretty baby
Come on, baby, let's ride
We can escape to the great sunshine
I know your wife and she wouldn't mind
We made it out to the other side
We made it out to the other side
We made it out to the other side
Come on, come on
Come on, come on
Come on, baby
Woah, oh-oh, yeah
I fall asleep in an American flag
I wear my diamond's on Skid Row
I pledge allegiance to my dad
For teaching me everything he knows
Harvey's in the sky with diamonds, and he's making me crazy
(I come alive, alive)
All he wants to do is party with his pretty baby, yeah
Come on, baby, let's ride
We can escape to the great sunshine
I know your wife and she wouldn't mind
We made it out to the other side
We made it out to the other side
We made it out to the other side
No. 1626904
>>1626712>hid in the bathroom for lunchYeah in highschool after we weren't alowed to sit outside anymore because we had a shooting.
In elementary/middle school I paced back and forth in the parking lot playground/walked the track.
No. 1626919
>>1626382>is the stalker a janny?No, she's a boomer who's using VPN while doing illegal shit herself and thinks that's all it takes to hide her traces. The name she called me used to be my discord handle so it's not like she's some super hacker that found my name through my previous posts. Besides, if this person was a janny half of the site would have been doxxed already, kek.
>>1626426There's not much to it, I only posted the discord drama hoping someone in the server would see it and the stalker would be kicked out. So the server owner is a young twenties woman suffering from delusions and eating disorder, she also met up some dude in Japan and made other bad choices (her age is important because the pics stalker found are almost from 10 years or so ago meaning server owner was underage)
The stalker is an unemployed mentally ill woman who's saving all kinds of information about the server owner like a deranged kiwifag. She also made these really creepy weird posts
>>1626159 >>1626151
>>1626157 after I called her out on being unemployed and married to an incel which is pretty much the same shit this stalker mocked server owner for.
Stalker told me she even showed the information she found(like the men server owner was dating) to her husband, if you don't think someone showing vulnerable information about someone 10+ years younger than them to their old creepy husband is weird, idk what to say!
Anyway, she's obviously a creep and I advise against sharing any kind of sensitive information with anons from here on discord because there are a lot of them that are like her. Like this woman legitimately saved a randos nudes and then made weird ass posts saying she wanted to fuck the woman she's stalking while also making fun of her weight knowing full well the woman had an eating disorder.
No. 1626939
>>1626919anons reading this who aren't involved, know that a lot of this is complete bullshit from a vendettafag. don't believe everything you read online.
and no, i'm not the sooper scawy "stalker" this person is referring to.
No. 1626949
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I find it such a joke my mom is doing the virtue signaling of protecting kids from pedos and even accusing people of pedos just because when she did fuck all when I told her about 2 separate incidents with creepy teachers during when it was happening. Thankfully no one got molested as one got ejected after 2 months but swept under the rug as "questionable background" and the other just fired after teaching the full year. It just infuriates me so much because she ignored me and acted like I was dramatic because y'know me being sick a lot I was obviously exaggerating my issues therefore I had to be exaggerating this. Had this been my brother, she would have immediately done something. I hate how much this stings.
No. 1627042
>>1626939You ban evaded three times just to spam creepy sexual stuff about a young woman you despise for no reason(japanon), no one is going to believe you now.
I don't know what exactly is wrong with you but doxxing random anons as a grown adult in her thirties just to show their awkward photos taken as TEENAGERS to your incel husband isn't normal and I don't have to lie to make you look worse than you already do.
Also quit saying you're not the stalker, lmao. How would you know about the situation if you weren't the stalker? Ban evade and use vpns as much as you want, you and your broke husband will get financially fucked when one of the women you doxx decide to actually sue your ass.
No. 1627058
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>>1627056the nun themed op pic was useful for recognizing the thread at a glance, but secretly I want to see Usher used as the threadpic. I would laugh very hard. this is my confession.
No. 1627063
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>>1627057>wah,wah,wah why are you bitches so mean to me, ME who isn't a newfag and just a farmer like everynonny. You're the newfag and should conform to the rules that I have and not the offical and unoffical rules of this forum!!! You just jelly of my pussy power!!Every entitled newfag, plus with the shit threads like this it's just going to devolve to a shitposting thread
>>1627058It needs to be nun themed like picrel