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More like 85 and buried for the past two months. Some of the zombies on the walking dead look in a better state than her. Maybe she could audition? Think of all the time and money they could save on make up!
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heres your shitty edit enjoy
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SHE'S GETTING BETTER!
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She's getting better, trust me! She's struggling to recov- oh wait.
Yeah she in getting better, that is why she still binges and purges and tells everyone she is refusing recovery. But we have to believe guys, she if getting better.
Unless magic exists she isnt getting better at all
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Her ugly ass bags…
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how much longer does she have?
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Could be dead in days. She looks like she's got HOURS.
I notice she deleted this comment. If I'd seen this on one of my pics if I was her I'd feel like I'd done some good helping someone realize they need to get help, but NO, she didn't want to see it.
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Every time I see her, it reminds me of this old advert of the man dying with AIDS.
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That's what the giveaways are. She sends someone "recovering" a parcel of binge food.
i bet the cheez its and luna bars have gone off
"Binge Giveaway!!" is a great cover for "Expired Foods!"
I just don't understand why it's called recovery ghost? Like, yes, that's usually used in reference to herself and her handles, but she isn't in recovery.
Does she not realize how retarded it sounds to be so gung-ho about recovery when she herself is not? Bitch I see you. I wouldn't trust this bitch trying give away fucking junk food to sick people.
It's exactly how anon >>41484
says. It's EXACTLY the same as some chronic heroin addict who doesn't want to kick the habit getting to know addicts who're trying to get off it and sending them bags of smack.
If you want to win that shit you have to leave a message on her comments. That way she gets to look at the recovery accounts. Idk how she chooses the winner.
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"Let me innocuously remind you of my ED"—every fucking time
I don't get how one person can crave so much useless crap. There is always something new up on that thing. And it's all trash. What a childish woman.
Put your money where your mouth is guys….
I'm gonna bet its a b/p girl before an AN girl. Doubt it will be a different mental disease/disorder.
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I mean predictable.
She's married with a kid. Probably resented her having someone loving in her life.
I don't understand (because I've never had the problem) why bulimics in recovery eat SHIT. I've noticed this with a lot of them. When I've been underweight and wanted to gain (just because I've lost weight with illness or poverty ha), I buy healthy stuff. I eat muesli and porridge, but these people eat sugary shit cereal. That's really unhealthy isn't it?
there's one of her followers in England who eats nothing but sugar and chemical shit then complains she's hungry. even i know that you can fill your stomach up with something substantial with the same amount of calories than in a cake and a Starbucks thing with whipped cream.
i'm sure they get a nutritionist to work with, why don't they follow advice? i know sugar's addictive, but if you wean yourself off it, you get to the stage where the thought's repulsive.
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Although I'd ditch the white bread she eats for brown.
< her breakfast. She wants to recover to try for a baby. She can't even feed herself.
I notice they all like those protein bars. Looking at those
recovery people accounts it's like they want to be bodybuilders.
I spy at least two lotions. Ash has said that she doesn't use lotions herself… She didn't say why, but I'm assuming it's because she's convinced that she'll absorb the oils through her skin and get fat (which isn't uncommon in anorexics)
…which, along with the foods, makes me think that these giveaways are for her to try to watch someone get fat (less competition? She's competitive about everything), maybe. Even if the winner ate and digested all the food in one sitting, she wouldn't get fat, but Ash's brain isn't working properly. Maybe I'm being too cynical.
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She didn't send her fat friend any lotions. Maybe you're into something. I never heard anyone think they could get fat from lotions though.
This cunt went to our dollar tree.
So she spent 4 bucks and this person wont know.
She needs to stop playing and acting like shes spending big bucks.
Well of course. I still don't think it's something to encourage, though.
And then there are all of those ED treatment facilities that serve mostly junk food and that allow no exercise, even for patients who are weight-restored and medically stable, which i don't understand either.
My problem with that is that she's not into legit proper health foods. Like >>41647
Stated, it's just a bunch of junk marketed as health food or thought to be healthy by uneducated ppl. That's the only danger.
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Nope. But her addiction is on full blast, so it won't be long now.
I would pay good money to see her camwhoring.
Seriously, I would send whatever binge food she wanted so she wouldn't have to enlist the allowances of pre-teen wannarexics.
Imagine her fingering herself with those knobby protrusions.
When I had my ED my libido was -0
Maybe if you show her a picture of food it will turn her on
She posted some new video on her tumblr about going to therapy for a second time.https://www.tumblr.com/video/sealed-up-tight/108838152046/700/?route=%2Fvideo%2F%3Atumblelog_name%2F%3Apost_id%2F%3Awidth
^^ is the video, for those of you who don't tumblr. I must say, her hair looks better than in OPs pic.
That hit looks the same dude. It's bad lighting.
Fuck, those teeth…looks like they're shaped like a boomerang.
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I am honestly surprised she has any teeth left at all. Also, she talks to weird and tries not to move her lips a lot because she is missing teeth up front.
It really is so fucking sad. As much as I don't like the way she operates, there's got to be something that makes a person get that mentally fucked.
Not WKing, but thinking of her as ham-chan and seeing that pic puts her disintegration into perspective.
For me it's before the hamtaro chan disaster. When I think of her as hamtaro chan I just think of a prepubescent camwhore looking for validation from scum by exposing herself and sellin herself short.
When I saw her playing with her bff in her youtube videos, it was jarring. She seemed happy and rambunctious. Now she's so full of rage/hate, and dead eyes.
No way. She's probably just talking about her mother taking care of her. She wouldn't admit that though because it doesn't fit with the whole omg abuse story.
One reason she avoids seeking professional help is someone might call the authorities and have her hospitalized. If she had nurses visiting they'd have to report her because it's a liability issue and they're legally required to report a mentally ill person who is an immediate danger to herself. Not sure how she managed to find her gem of a therapist who's too stupid or irresponsible to put her in the hospital. I'm guessing it's the same way she shopped around until she found a shady tattoo artist willing to work with her.
Shes a racist nigger.
And how fucking dumb can you be if you think lotion and chapstick is gonna make you fat. No one is saying eat it you dumb cunt.
This is the one time I'll defend her on this but it's not necessarily being dumb,it's just an anorexic (or eating disorder overall) mentality.
But she is pretty racist
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but she DOES eat chapstick.
Yeah I'd love to know where you can upgrade to a new iphone for 50 bucks. Unless you're talking about the monthly payment plan/lease shit, which still winds up being 200 bucks. That's like all carriers.
If she didn't upgrade to a 6 or whatever that's a different story, but upgrading iphones is pretty much always 200.
Lotion has oils, imbecile :-)
Oil = fat
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oh god not the lotion!! the horror!! I'll gain 0000000000000000000.001 calories!!!
She doesn't swallow because sperm has like 15 calories worth of protein per jizz.
You have to be a morbid fuck to fuck a skeletons face btw.
This reminds me of another batshit insane anorexic/bulimic that appeared on a show that didn't bathe for 2 years because she was afraid the "salts" that came out of the water from the shower would make her fat
could you imagine the putrid stench coming out of that girl?
It sounds like she's chronically dehydrated. Probably lives on diet coke and purging. Purging will also make you lose water, while consuming calories at the same time.
Chapstick will not work on this girl. She needs to drink water. Lots of it.
But honestly, idgaf. She's going to end up choking on her own vomit or her heart will give out during one of her purging sessions.
I met a girl at work that was anorexic. She told me that when she was in HS, she would rub bile on her stomach so it could eat up the fat and make her stomach more sunken in.
You guys can use your imagination and figure out where she got the bile from.
She also said she kept it in a jar inside her closet.
Reminds me of those intervention episodes where the bulimics hid bags/jars of vomit in their closets under a pile of junk so their significant others wouldn't see it.
Anorexics/bulimics are just as crazy as HAES advocates.
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jesus fucking christ.
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Yup. She really believed the bile would be absorbed into her skin and it would eat
the fat (she had a flat stomach idgi).
Like, she came across as a smart person, we get closer, and she starts confiding in me. I'm totally OK with her having an ED, but when she told me this story I couldn't help but think there was something very wrong her.
She was thinking about doing that again, she stopped because it was irritating her skin badly. NO SHIT DUMBASS, IT'S ACID.
Anyway sorry for going OT have a recipe for The White Russian. You'll need it with all the crazy shit you read here.
She must know. I mean, that's what causes bulimia cheeks. Often when people vomit a lot, the salivary glands swell up as the digestive system tries to start absorbing nutrients as quickly as possible. Or something like that.
Although, HamtaroChan Ash had the cheeks but ghastly Ashley doesn't? maybe her digestive system gave up on her. She's still absorbing sugars and fats and what-not before she purges, but I wonder if she would even be able to digest food if she tried.
How many calories do you need to just live every day? You know, to work the body?
She mustn't purge everything she eats if she's still alive. Either that or she's really shit at getting it all back up.
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Are you seriously this retarded?
Oh my God I'm laughing so hard. It's almost 5am don't fucking do this to me.
Depends on your weight and height. For most averaged sized people it's around 1100-1600
The thing is the human body is really good at coping with starvation.
jfc that reminds me, i knew a girl 10 years ago back in high school that thought that. she was even afraid of swallowing her own spit, fearing any food/taste left in her mouth after purging was still in there and she would accidentally swallow it.
she would carry an empty water bottle every day and spit into it. i had to sit behind her in a class once and she would always turn to the side and sneak to spit into the bottle thinking no one could see or hear. every single time that cap opened, a horrible stench came out…
A lot of them literally won't touch high calorie foods either because they're afraid it'll soak in through the skin.
The thing is, it's not really a matter of being so stupid that they truly believe these things. Most people with EDs are fully aware that these are delusions, but can't go against them anymore. It's the same as people with OCD who think that not tapping a doorknob 10 times will have a negative effect on a family member. They know it's not true, but they do it anyway.
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Can someone explain to me wtf "soft grunge" means? She's such a bandwagoner poser.
It's the shit Tumblrcrowd is trying to pull off right now with Doc Martens with skater dresses. Doe Deere fancies herself to be the same shit. None of these people are grunge or understand the concept of what grunge was. They're a bunch of miserable adults who get obnoxious about their nostalgia.
Not even trying to sound hipster, but it just pisses me off because I've been a long time fan of Pearl Jam, Nirvana, Stone Temple Pilots, and Soundgarden and these edgy, self diagnosed cunts like to cling to anything that makes them seem different.
Original grunge fan checkin in too. It knocks me sick to see Nirvana tshirts being sold in shitty clothes shops (like Ramones/Stones t shirts) and the girls who buy them probably could only name ONE song.
No idea what "soft grunge" is. It's all a fashion thing for too many people, and like you say, with no idea what "grunge" represented.
I'm here anyway to ask wtf did hamchan mean when she wrote that LOL@ANOREXIA comment on her old youtube?
….now what the fuck is "pastel goth"? bad enough i am still trying to understand "soft grunge" but now that bullshit? jfc
thanks a lot, tumblr.
According to the internets, yesterday was National Opposite Day. She posted her video a day too late.
Seriously, though. I find her personality abhorrent (but people can change, even people like her), but i still worry about the bitch. If she's honestly seeing a therapist, that therapist should have his or her licence revoked, as many anons here have already stated. I wish she would comply with some treatment, but what are the odds of that? And how the fuck is she not seen as a danger to herself?
Poster of 43934 here. I think that most of us who question the ethics of this supposed therapist also question whether said therapist actually exists. Our minds are just boggled by the "what if?"
(Speaking of therapy, real or pretend, I love that tumblr post talking about how she doesn't flaunt going to therapy like some people do. WHO THE FUCK FLAUNTS GOING TO THERAPY?? "mental illness is so romantic" tumblrinas don't count.)
Pastel Goth has nothing to do with Goth. It's basically a type of aesthetic where girls try to do "creepy cute" outfits, and this is achieved by mixing black and pastel colors. Imagine Lolitas trying to pull bittersweet.
Soft grunge is basically wearing docs, skater dresses, flower crowns, plaid shirts, those circular frames, etc. One is trying to look "creepy" while the other is trying to approach an "I could pass off as a hipster but I'm gonna try so hard to look like I don't give a fuck and in fact I'm super hardcore" aesthetic.
Lolll p sure anon meant "who IS charged a fine?"
Answering first anon's question: if you are committed you have to pay for your stay. It's the same as being put in a general hospital. The cost of attending staff, food, bedding, medication, room and board, etc. etc. becomes very, very expensive. If you're there for more than a week you can be looking at 10k in bills depending on the facility if you're uninsured. Fortunately there are often charities that will pay these for you if you apply for community assistance early on enough. But ironically, the people who were mentally ill enough to be committed in the first place often aren't fit to handle their own medical documents and will be severely in debt…
On her instagram she had a winner for her second giveaway but is declining to say who it was. I think she checks this site frequently and after the first winner and our discussion about her trying to sabotage the winner with binge food shes keeping it a secret now.
Which kinda just confirms her trying to sabotage winners with binge food and lotion.
She has posted 3 instagram pics in the last few days. some one update us!
…lolita chiming in here
bittersweet's been a thing for half a decade now and even though i'm not crazy about bittersweet i hate the copycat pastelgoth faggots
Lol half a decade is still only 5 years, I can garuntee 'pastel goth' has been around on tumblr that long.
It's the same shit anyway, so calling them "copycat pastelgoth faggots" is hilarious because it's not like two similar things can evolve based on the same inspiration, right?
No but seriously I'm sure I can find 'pastel goth' stuff from 2010 easy, or do you not know what year it is?
Pastel Goth and bittersweet look totally different
Besides which, most girls consider bittersweet to be a load of utter shite and don't recognize it as a legitimate thing just like wa.
I'm the poster you're replying to, and no, it has not "been a thing" for half a decade. In fact, a lot of lolitas don't consider Bittersweet to be a thing, simply because it's sweet lolita prints in black colorways mixed with creepy cute shit. Just because you like it doesn't make it a substyle. It's Sweet, deal with it.
And besides, when I said to think of lolitas trying to pull bittersweet, I was referring to the creepy cute factor, not to the silhouette nor was I saying both things were the same.
Also back to Ash. I'm kinda glad there's been some updates on her. I was starting to wonder if she had died or maybe finally went to therapy.
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>"my friend comes to visit me next week; someone that.. WANTS my company?? That.. ISN’T afraid to be within 500ft of me?? This person exists?"
why does she always say the exact same words every time she goes out with someone? It's like a script or something.
wouldn't that be uber niche though? who wants to fap over an anorexic girl throwing up?
men are mysterious creatures.
I'm hoping anon means criminals in general and not meaning all blacks are criminals.>>47137
Her friend whose name I shall not mention was a /b/tard and she doesn't come out with racist shit like Ashley does.
What is it about camwhores and EDs? Btw, is the guy in the pr0n shots with nameless friend her husband? Just curious.
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sent a jar of Nutella, hershey spreads, lindt chocolate, etc etc. way to go.
My ex best friend developed a really bad ED and I remember sometimes when she ate she would literally vomit as she ate by accident, it just came back up
In social situations she had to swallow it back down so people didn't notice
That's because they are put in jail more often than any other men, especially white men, for committing the same or a lesser crime.
You sound pretty racist yourself.
The problem lies with the system and views like yours only exacerbate it.
My former friend who I'd class as bad as Ashley (and she's survived that way for over a decade) binges ridiculous amounts of food. She can only just keep one kiwi fruit down and often, like anon said, starts retching to vomit even when she hasn't been eating.
I'm surprised every time I see her after a few months of no sightings (when I presume she's died). Her kidneys are fucked, her whole body's fucked, but she's still here.
Disgusting info here you might want to skip if you're squeamish, but she regularly blocks the toilet system in her whole building with the amount of puke. The stuff comes up through her neighbours sink.
I'm so high and this gave me the worst mental image.
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She has pretty good taste in eyebrows when it comes to other people. Wonder if her own squiggly lines are just another form of self deprecation.
People who are in early refeeding need to be careful about overdoing it because it could kill them to eat the kind of stuff Ashley's sending. But there seem to be a lot of "ED soldiers" who are way beyond that or were never underweight to begin with but still think they deserve an award for eating Nutella.
Some of Ashley's fans seem to hang on to the "recovery warrior" identity because it makes them feel special the way their ED used to. Plus Ashley won't talk to them unless they're "struggling" so they have to cling to their illness or else they're not worth her time. She's so toxic to be around. A good friend is happy for you when you succeed, not resentful.
She probably hasn't got the face padding for good eyebrows seeing how she's basically skull with skin stretched over it.
Ugh at her posting cutesy lingerie and tagging it #want. Really?
Seriously. One of Ashley's online friends makes a huge deal on IG about everything she eats, which is always
packaged processed snack food/candy or takeaway, literally no fresh vegetables ever, and gets praised on every post by her followers like "way to go, ana isn't welcome here!"
She's also one of those ED people who posts photos of herself sucking in trying to show off her ribs…except her pictures at her thinnest are just…normal weight. That's not to say she isn't sick, and EDNOS absolutely should be taken seriously, but her constantly playing up how "anorexic" she is and exaggerating how doctors tell her she's sooo skinny when she's average weight and eats nothing but junk food just minimizes the severity of AN and portrays an unhealthy image of recovery.
Self diagnosed mental illness people are irritating as fuck. As irritating as people with a mental disorder who are diagnosed then bang on about it as if nobody else in the world understands their suffering, or they've got it worse.
The girl who won that giveaway was posting the lying down/sucking stomach in thing but when she took a body shot in the mirror (still sucking in) she had these…normal thighs (normal as in not as trim as someone who works out). If I lie down I can make myself all ribs and hipbone, but the thighs don't deflate with any amount of sucking in.
It's fucked when people think there's glamour in illness.
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Am I being too harsh here or is this girl an asshole?
>>47810>can't invalidate someone's eating disorder>they don't fit the criteria for anorexia
they just aint trying hard enough.
seriously, that girl on ig posted above DOES SHE LOOK LIKE SHE FASTS? DOES SHE LOOK LIKE SHE RESTRICTS? She looks healthier bodywise than 90% of people I see in a day.
Still, if that's her idea of being anorexic then good for her because she looks healthy as fuck.
Anorexia isn't about weight, it's about bad eating habits and often a need for control. Someone could be overweight and losing weight dramatically due to anorexia, but no one will treat them for it until they're at a critical point. This is why people get to where Ashley is now. No one takes anorexia seriously until the person is already so consumed by it that there's no going back.
Also people with EDNOS can suffer with anorexia, bulimia, and BED all at once depending on the day. That can cause weight to fluctuate dramatically.
>they just aint trying hard enough.
fuck you, honestly.
For me it was about not wanting to transition from childhood to teen years because I felt I never had a proper childhood in the first place and I thought that's why I shouldn't really grow up, so I just kind of… regressed. Idk some messed up preteen logic.
I'm no doctor but it could be that 1) when these girls develop anorexia at an early age, the development of the brain slows down because of the lack of nutrients needed to make it develop, or 2), maybe it's just that people who have severe eating disorders during their teenage years are so consumed by their EDs they miss out on their youth, mainly socialising with other disordered people, if anyone else at all - this was certainly my own case. I was too busy counting and burning calories, binging, purging, weighing myself etc. to even care about anything or anyone else around me. In my own little world it was just me me me my weight my "fat" 24/7/365.
…really cluttered response, sorry about that kek. I should go to bed.
It probably has to do with the idea they're fragile and the reluctance to assume responsibility of themselves.>>47868
The disorder is mostly related to a warped perception of your body.
People can develop EDs for multiple reasons, but for me (currently EDNOS) it is definitely about wanting to return to childhood. I hated my breasts and curves, and I don't care if my period never comes back. Really messed up way of thinking, I know. I also love disney movies and stuff. I think it has something to do with what >>47859
said: unsettling childhood and wanting to go back in time to fix it.
The girl posted above, the "recovery" girl who is actually healthy looking
I don't agree with public "recovery" accounts where the people behind them look like your average healthy human being. I know food struggles are a real mental strain but that girl is working to fix her struggle with food. She's not in the danger zone like Ashley is. Ashley is literally on the fucking brink of death and the girl from Insta is just another fucking snowflake looking for "ur a strong warrior so beautiful" comments because they satiate her need for attention. Sorry, but it's true. I'm not invalidating her struggle with food, I'm sure she is struggling, but if the girl is following Ashley then she has seen the actual face of Eating Disorders.
What gets me about people like that is that they post pictures of their bodies, and they normally are healthy and their hair is healthy and their skin looks good, you know, and stupid kids spot these pictures and think "to look like that, all I gotta do is NOT EAT!"
And it keeps that vicious cycle going. These "healthy anorexics" are basically selling their anorexia like a product. They don't mean to (maybe), but they are. How many people on instagram do you think look at Ashley and think "I want to look like that"? The hardcore anorexics do, and such people normally have private instagrams because pictures of them at the depths of their struggle normally garner negative attention. "Fucking eat", "how are you not dead yet?", "stick a burger down your face"
And it's because eating disorders leave you a mangled fucking mess and I really think it invalidates the seriousness of the whole thing when healthy kids are bitching about how they are so thin and sucking their fucking stomachs in to accentuate their claim of EDs, when the REAL result of it is Ashley.
I have never ever seen Ashleys figure posted on a "Pro Ana" site because she is the human embodiment of anorexia and it's not to look like a victorias secret model. Most of the instagram "anorexics" are just vain and insecure.
They sell it on to young morons.
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That ig girl isn't in recovery, this is herhttp://iconosquare.com/anorexic.xx
The pic I posted, what's happened to make the girl's stomach like this?
I just reverse searched that image to see if there're any details, hits are for myproana in someone's BONESPO folder and this: http://leaamalie.blogspot.co.uk/2012_01_01_archive.html
(scroll to near the bottom). Looks like she got well!
No details on her blog.
Her latest blog update says "Doctors do not know exactly what to do to help me with my stomach either.
It has gone five weeks without going to the bathroom">>47944
I was reading her blog and she mentions she's had 30+ stomach operations and she can't have anymore because of the scarring inside. The google translation isn't bad, but she says her stomach problems were caused by "self harm". Not sure if she means purging by that, or if she was drinking toxic substances or w/e.
Could be hot water bottle then because of stomach pain.
She is not sweet and she's probably just busy with her boyfriend or whatever. He's visiting for the whole week.
But there is always a chance she could die at any moment. Has she been active on Instagram? Do you think this guy actually did something to her? I'm assuming it's some man she met online who either has an ED fetish or a mental illness of his own. Not sure how many days she needs to be offline before someone should maybe call the police or something.
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I'm sure you're lovely but the whole "if this cow can get a bf why can't I?" thing is getting sort of embarassing
i don't think you'd want to be liked by someone that only likes you because they're a fetishist.
also why be desperate for any bf? bad relationships are a huge waste of time
It's most likely not romantic, but Ashley might act like it so she can use this guy to get things she wants, and for attention. That's what she did with Erika. She'll end up turning on him when he flips from being all good to all bad in her mind. All her relationships end up like that, it's a characteristic of borderline personality disorder.
This new friend is probably some guy with an ED or depression or similar issue that she's latched on to because he's vulnerable and likely to do whatever she wants until she discards him. They have plans on get together allow week which means she gets free transportation and possibly free binge food.
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she's "alive". but apparently something is going to happen to her? i hope her friend is helping her out or getting her treatment, but judging by those butters she's going to go into binge/purge mode all week. :/ disappointed.
As an emetophobic, that would be a nightmare to deal with.
Disgusting info: My sister is bulimic and used to hide her puke. She lived in our basement at the time and would hide it under furniture down there. I came across a large mixing bowl with moldy vomit in it while cleaning. It was terrible. There were several of them around her bed filled to the brim. She also ripped up the carpet to puke under it and hid it that way. It was terrible.
It's popular in the recovery community and she likes getting whatever seems cool even if it makes no sense (Cards Against Humanity, lol wat). I'm guessing the almond butter is for another giveaway so she can take credit for someone else's generosity.
Love how in this post she refers to 'home' in quotes. Like seriously you get a free roof over your head thanks to your mother who is under no obligation to support you and you're going to act like a whiny kid about it. So ungrateful.
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I hope he actually gets her the help she needs.
Lmfao. Omg anon, I thought the exact same thing!?!
I'm just kind of confused about how she can be around someone who is fat. If she's afraid of lotion making her fat, wouldn't rubbing up against a fat person make her think it's contagious or something?
Thanks for posting, anon.
You can see how yellow she looks next to this hottie. Her liver must be fucked.
She probably likes fat men because they make her look even thinner.
She most likely means her safety. Like not wanting to jeopardize this set up of her getting free shit from some clueless neck beard.
Must be difficult hurling that shit up. Almond's gross. It's the one nut I won't touch.
How long before we get the bff fallout? Not too long I hope. I don't think I can stand any more of Ash posting girly lingerie on tumblr.
If she is so fucking poor, she shouldn't do giveaways at all. I would feel SO guilty if i won a giveaway and then found out that the person sending me the giveaway stuff was so bad off that she should be saving the money to take care of herself.
I think it's equal parts "look how selfless I am," "look how positive I'm being," and leverage for when she starts thinking that everyone's fucking her over.. "I do so much for you all, i buy you expensive things, and this is how you treat me?"
Did this guy travel thousands of miles just
to visit her or is he on a family vacation to Disney and decided to see her while he was in town? Because it would suck for him if he came all that way and spent money on airfare and a hotel just to give her a ride to buy binge food and drop her off back home so she can have a date with her toilet.
Sign up to some fetish communities and advertise yourself. That's all I did. Tag your pics accordingly. Sooner or later the sick fucks will find you. shrugs> psychologically scarring
Lol, not really. I just did what I do every evening with the webcam switched on. But then again I've been eating disordered since 15 years and really don't give a flying fuck anymore. It paid my bills for a good while so who am I to complain.>>46662
It is a niche just like every other. Some guys fap to girls pissing themselves, others fap to lactating breasts, others get a boner from women in diapers and high heels who dance macarena while sticking a candle up their asses.
Mysterious creatures indeed.
Bottom line, if it's sick, there's a sick fuck to fap to it. Use it to your advantage and make some cash with it.
Looks like burn to me; I have similar scars on my stomach, also from hot water bottles.
The "self harm" she talks about could be burning herself with them. I do that as well. And because it kinda helps with my stomach cramps. But mostly because it hurts like hell. Especially those rubbery ones. Feels like they melt into your skin after a while.
All of this stuff has been pointed out before and we all agree, however…
Her voice sounds like shit from a combo of destroying her esophagus with puke and her phony whining/"woe is me" charade she puts on for everybody.
You have valid points and i believe you're right on most counts (and i find it very hard to believe that she's in therapy), but certain things vary from region to region, or healthcare provider to healthcare provider, for instance the individual therapy part. She definitely wouldn't be allowed to to OP group therapy, though. They're starting to use DBT for EDs more now, especially with bulimia and binge eating… that could be a good option for her down the line (if she lives long enough), since DBT is also the go-to therapy for BPD.
She definitely needs medical IP, though. Too bad it can't be forced on her like that lady in the UK.
That was me, and so was this>>49839
should've added a * after SAY but I was tired as fuck and half asleep, so that's that one cleared up.
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Honestly, I think that most skeletal anorexics do know how thin they are (unless they have severe BDD). It's not like that whole "look in the mirror and see an obese person" thing which is commonly believed, but more like what the anon above said where they look at themselves and still see areas with fat that they don't want.
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Ash is being very sociable. Here's another bff. Is this the one on that social cam video with Ash where she's wearing a Pokemon badge on her "bog fat boobie"?
Post above: I can imagine an anorexic would think the skin you can pull would perhaps be fat and not just stretchy skin. There was this really toxic tv ad years ago for breakfast cereal saying IF YOU CAN PINCH MORE THAN AN INCH YOU NEED TO WATCH YOUR WEIGHT. Can't most people pull a load of skin? I'm slim, but I can still stretch a good amount skin on my middle…and elsewhere.
>>50000>starve to death
but could you eat enough to just maintain at that point, and actually become healthy? like, if Ashley stopped purging and just started eating the amount her body needs to sustain life, would it be possible for her to stay at her current size and still "recover"?>>50137
I've always hated this picture because it makes the girl in the mirror out to be "fat" which I don't really think she is. She seems pretty average to me.
Average, maybe. Fat, yes.
Seriously, even if she doesn't have rolls hanging out look at how big her whole midsection and thighs are.
Jesus Christ, people carry their weight differently.>murrika hurr durr
The girl is not at an unhealthy weight. Holy crap. Can we just stop judging people so fucking harshly? Sure, she's not at an "ideal" weight but not everyone has to be. I personally would not approve if I looked in the mirror and saw that and maybe you wouldn't either. But to say that there is something fundamentally flawed about that image is really unnecessary.
agreed, anon. i don't think she looks bad at all. people on here get real catty and go ham on the whole americans are fat schtick. which, i mean, they are, but c'mon. she's chub at worst. it's not likely that she'll die from her body comp/weight. girls get too crazy about the 'fat' namecalling. there's a stark difference between being fat, and chubby. this is "girl fat".>>50334
chub, not fat.
she's got a high % of fat, on a relatively small frame, but she's chub, and she doesn't look bad. and obviously, it's not everyone's priority to be hot all of the time.
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That bish is fat as phuck. I'm just gonna assume you're a fatty yourself because anyone with a working pair of eyes can see she sure as hell ain't skinny or "average" lol
She doesn't look that fat because her belly is sorta flat and she seems to carry her weight pretty well. It's like those Dove beauty ads, where they showcase fat people who, surprise surprise, don't have any rolls or much showing cellulite (they purposefully targeted fat women with good skin and good weight repartition).
We're "tricked" into thinking she's not fat but she's still overweight. I wish my fat didn't like hanging out around my butt/belly because it makes me look chubby from the waist down.
She has weird as fuck proportions. Legs and arms of an overweight person, belly of a healthy person, but her torso is also really wide.
She looks like she's got a BMI of 24 or 25, so she's a high, healthy weight, or a low, unhealthy weight.
People calling her a fatty have a warped idea of what healthy looks like. She's chubby/fat by society's standards, but that means jack shit.
I feel that most HAES people hate binge eating disorder.
When you consider that the food that goes into your body effects every aspect of your mental health it's no surprise that obese and underweight people are cray- Cause they're not getting essential nutrients
She's probably getting all her teeth yanked. It's not unheard of for this to happen to people who purge for years. I wonder how her dentures will look, and how she'll react if people mention her teeth looking different… I doubt she'll be telling everyone if she gets dentures.
Who knows though? I doubt her mother is as horribly abusive as Ashley makes out, but I think she's somewhat fucked since she let her daughter get in this state. Not to mention possibly
having an ED herself.
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I'm pretty sure her mum is disordered as well. here's a screencap from one of ashley's vids back in 2007 compared to a more recent picture of her mum. You can tell something is going on there.
She wants people who look for the #eating disorder tag and find her so they'll buy her some shit from her wishlist.
I'm really curious how many calories she actually keeps down in a day. It was after anon said she could maintain the weight she's at and to me she doesn't look like she's gained or lost for a long, long time. She MUST be getting at least 500 calories a day?
Its complex because you cant say one thing is the reason why these things happen, and there are cases of people starving themselves in the past. But for sure media is a big part of it, and the increased interest in how people look, which didnt happen as much before.
I wouldnt say it is just skinny models, because girls compare themselves to anyone else who is skinnier than themselves, but the ability to photoshop yourself skinnier than you are does make it seem like something that is unattainable is. >>50234
There is no way that she could maintain her body as is without doing all the purging and starving she is doing. You also cant be considered recovered if you are at a crazy low weight because part of the process is not only getting out of the disordered eating but also being at a better weight.
If you are bulimic only, as they tend to not be as underweight, then you wouldnt need to gain weight necessarily to be recovered, but you would just by changing your diet to be eating better, which is a fear that people with eating disorders have.
someone mentioned in a past thread that moms also try to eat what their daughter eats so they can show their daughter what is happening to their body since the daughter can't see it on themselves.
But Ash's mom looks like she was overweight before and now looks normal
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Felt like making an attempt to add some poundage.
it's a shame that she never wants to recover.
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holy shit I didn't think she could lose any more weight, but she looks a lot, lot worse.
that's a lot of anorexia fur.
she has lost a ton more weight. The eyeshadow is doing nothing for her eyes except make them look more recessed.
The facial hair doesn't look too too bad as it isn't super long which would be 'fur' but that looks normal for average people
She looks jaundiced. Why is she FMLing? Is it over Neckbeard?>>52862
I'd say instagram first. Not sure though. I wonder if her surgery's going to be with novocaine because, seriously, would her heart not give out under a general anaesthetic?
>>52901> She looks jaundiced.
Look at that picture of her and neckbeard. She's yellow as fuck. Her liver is failing.http://www.mandometer.com.au/eating_disorders.php?id=6
"A yellowish discoloration of the skin may result, which is induced by an accumulation of the yellow pigment bilirubin that the damaged liver fails to remove from the blood."
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There are multiple different placements for gastric feeding tubes. In a case such as hers, she would require one further down in her small intestine such as a Jejunostomy. This would not allow her to purge by throwing up, but laxative use would need to be strictly monitored.
There's NO WAY ON EARTH she'd EVER even be given 2 seconds consideration for a transplant (except maybe a cornea if she needed one).
Alcoholics who need a liver transplant are so heavily monitored while on the waiting list to make sure they don't drink and if they do that's it bye bye to transplant. Even getting to the waiting list stage they have to give so much evidence they're never going to drink again and attend AA etc.
ALL her organs are going to be fucked and she's not willing to even try to recover. No medic would suggest a transplant not only because of her condition but also ethically it'd be wrong. Who'd want their family member's liver going to someone who's going to continue fucking up their system?
I can't see her lasting until the end of the year. That yellowness of her skin is pretty disturbing.
You know I've been saying that for two years now,yet her she is still kicking it.
I don't wish death on anybody, but she really is a waste of space. She spews shit to people who are impressionable and trying to recover.
Its not our fault that she isn't getting help.
I know for a fact that some anons have tried getting her real help and she just won't take it.
If she dies of anorexia-related causes, why would they investigate her death?
There would only be a slim chance they'd bother to investigate even if she committed suicide.
Not a chance. Her "friends" are a bunch of 15 year olds who aren't going to even know how to alert lolcow to the police. If she's actually seeing a therapist, her anorexia is going to be well documented, and lolcow hasn't even been around for a year, while she's been wasting away far longer. Probably nothing at all will get investigated since the cause of death will be quite obvious, maybe her mother will go under fire for abuse or some shit but otherwise no.
The most lolcow might suffer is a bunch of slacktivists popping up here calling us soulless and murderers but that's all.
This bitch aint poor.
She just likes to play the poor victim and get her dumb nut fans to buy her shit.
Also if you look when she gives out gifts most is all form the dollar tree.
Nobody in the real world gives a fuck what this site thinks, anon. What do you think, the cops will charge us all with involuntary manslaughter or something?
Scientists are baffled.
I sure as hell am.
It's just going to be a waste of time and money if it's her teeth since she throws up her food.
But also, I would think her low weight and low blood pressure would make it hard for her to be under anesthesia.
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holy shit this is the best before and after shoop I've seen on this site
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Haha, I was also working on that photo. Oh well, here's another rendition. Do forgive the blurry lines, I'm currently photoshop-less. I feel like I can't capture that Hamtaro-chan essence, but maybe it's just that she doesn't hold her head at those extreme myspace angles anymore and is just older in general. Oh well.
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welp, looks like neckbeard will be out of the picture soon too.
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A friend of mine became anorexic at 18 years old. She actually recovered, as in became a healthy weight and maintained it, but the ED damaged her organs so much she was forever ill with kidney problems, etc.
So she was in hospital for a routine operation and under anesthetic had a cardiac arrest and died. They put the blame on damaged done while being anorexic. She was only 41.
Idk how often this happens, but I sure as shit don't think Ashley would survive when my friend had been in recovery for around 10 years but still the damage killed her.
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Hey why donate money to a charity for people with eating disorders who want to recover when you can buy games and gift it to a whiny selfish asshole lol
It still amazes me how someone has the balls to expect strangers to send them things from their wishlist.
I bet she was gutted there weren't any edibles with that crap.
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this is just an excerpt of her shameless e-begging.http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/ref=cm_wl_search_1?ie=UTF8&cid=A3UGPPHPDK1VJ3
>Perfect for after my mouth surgery ^_^ -Ash>Priority: Highest
Translation:>"Perfect for puking it all up and ruining my new teeth after surgery ^_^ -Ash>Priority: You better buy me binge food, bitch"
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Everything on her Facebook is still up.
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Not her "tumblr" wishlist anymore.
Most guys are idiots who think EDs don't affect them. I've spoken to a lot of guys who actually think EDs are a women only disorder. like what?>>55820
I laughed. Where is she getting this money from? (I love Lisa Frank and would take those stickers in a heart beat.)
Top kek, that one post
Whoever took the URL should post some of the facts about her, like her age, manipulations, chat logs with her '''friend''' from before, etc.http://sealed-up-tight.tumblr.com/
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Holy shit, this made my night.
The LF sticks are from our Dollar store.
They have a shit ton. (sorry for OT)
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she's having teeth out. Her head's more of a skull than ever. Her whole bottom half of face would cave in.
yea that's what i meant. the first season of the show and games were good. now it's like a never ending hell of the same boring shit over and over.>>56833
how long do you think it'll be before she bites the dust though?
jeez mcgeebs, just let the spoopy skelekin die in peace. I feel like all the lulz have been milked, and shes just gonna keep baaleeting everything from this point on so whats even the point anymore? She and her reputation have been picked to the bone
you might say.
The bile from your stomach is projected into your mouth, and people who frequently purge will often brush their teeth following puking, which doesn't actually remove the bile and instead drives it further into the enamel.
After a year or two of this behaviour your teeth will have already rotted pretty badly.
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Can someone please explain this. What alarm? Does a bakery put their bread in alarmed things?!?
I saw a woman as thin as Ashley once in public, just walking around and it's such a bizarre sight.
It's like your brain can't process what you're seeing since it legit does look like a skeleton walking around, and you want to stop staring but it's just so incomprehensible that you keep staring and staring and staring even though you know it's rude as fuck and you want to stop.
Anyway, I agree that most of the milk has been sucked out but like at this point most people are waiting around to see when she croaks.
She gets really bitchy about pen pals. When people send her letters or even gifts and ask if she got them, instead of simply answering, she'll say "I can't check the mail because my horrible mother refuses
to help me and it's too hard for me to go to the mailbox, waah" and acts like she's being harassed because of a simple question. And she complains about people expecting a letter back because she feels like she doesn't owe them anything, yet she acts more entitled than anyone else.
>>57802> I couldn't send gifts but maybe eventually once I came into more money
Why did you write that, though? Does she expect
a gift to be sent?
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yeah, but it hurt :( It was the hurting mouth surgery operation.
ohhhhh, is that what the wishlist is for? >>58016>She doesn't usually acknowledge stuff you send her, or if she does, she acts like you think she owes you something
the abandonment thing I suppose is part of her BPD, but there's no excuse for being a total dick about not thanking people for presents. i notice she never names the people who send her stuff from her wishlist.
Actually the games are still really great and the competitive scene is really fun… maybe try playing them sometime before you judge people for liking them?
They're still selling in the millions so they're not selling for no reason at all>>57151
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Fucking Valeria Levitin realness. At least with Valeria she knew how fucked up her body was and insisted that no one do the extreme dieting/methods she did, as it ruined her life.
This must be so terrifyingly jarring to witness in person, if you happened to pass her.
Maybe she had abscesses, because if you keep getting them they hurt like hell. Pain from toothache is so bad I think most people would risk death at times to have rid of it.>>58195
Valeria died quickly on holiday didn't she. I find it odd how in the months leading up to her death she was walking around. I know she'd be fucked, but I was surprised her mobility was so good. Sad when she spoke about getting better to adopt a child when it was kind of obvious that'd never happen.
I'm amazed that Ashley is walking around at this point.
I mean think about it biologically, it's your skeleton that does the supporting right? But what supports the skeleton? Muscle of course, and this point I imagine her muscular mass must look like clingfilm.
HOW IS IT SUPPORTING HER
HOW IS SHE WALKING
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Yeah, she uses a wheelchair but gets up in Target for selfies. That's why it's odd that Valeria could walk around and Ash can't seeing how they're more or less the same weight.
This tweet makes it evident her "surgery" was using novocaine.
Seriously! The whole "mouth surgery" thing makes extractions sound so very dramatic. I guess that it might have actually been oral surgery (an oral surgeon extracted my wisdom teeth, so… Although i didn't call it oral surgery), but c'mon.. tooth pulling.
I love that she calls her pain meds "surgery pain meds." Lest we forget, i had SURGERY, guys! Now time to stick some cookie butter in my sockets, lest they clot and heal properly.
>>58655>Tag her new URL, real name, etc to your posts
I think that'd make the page more likely to be seen as one to delete because she'd say it was baiting her/cyber-bullying.
As anon said, there's nothing to report on the page as it is now. It could refer to anyone.
I reported a page one time (dodgy images) and tumblr said I had to report individual images for them to do something. There aren't any images of Ash on there to report and no mentions of who she is so there's fuck all anybody can do about it.
I wish it had an Ask Me Anything button >;)
She could have held on to sealed-up-tight, just like she could have held on to ghostxperfume. In fact you would think that after how upset
she felt after Ghosty that she would keep anyone else from taking sealed-up-tight. Oh wait. Now there's more drama for her to get pity for.
She was crying and screaming when she had her collarbone tattoo. Tattoos on bone do
hurt, but Jesus, that must've taken all of 3 minutes.
Yeah, ibuprofen is the only painkiller that works for me. When I had my wisdom teeth out I was stuffed in the chair, injected with a gallon of novocain, had those fucking pliers yank them out, had a swab the size of Mars shoved in my mouth and sent on my way. I just used salt water because there wasn't any pain.
I wonder if she bothers to take shit like iron capsules and other stuff to help complaints because of lack of nutrients. Sorry she's fucked her body up and is anaemic but she does sod all to help herself.
Love how she said her true
followers will know that what's been written is slander. Ha.
I tried looking for info but only found one thread on myproana where they're taking painkillers to curb their appetite. I doubt anyone there's as bad as Ash, so idk.
MAC eyeshadow here is £13 btw, so not so cheap.
£13 is dirt cheap, are you a student or something?
idk maybe I spend too much on makeup cause all my stuff is benefit/chanel
Different UK anon here (North) but fucking lol £13 is bloody not diet cheap for an eyeshadow.
Either you have rich parents or you live in London;which is it?
MAC most certainly is hella expensive in the UK. I don't know anybody that wears it that isn't middle to upper class.
If you want to get rid of old clothes or random stuff you don't want any more (books or whatever), I'm sure most people fill a charity donation charity bag at some point. You might do it because it's a good cause, or you might do it because it's an easy way of getting rid of crap that's a bit too good to throw away. HAVE YOU SEEN ASHLEY'S LATEST POST? She's actually POSTED A PHOTO of her dropping off some stuff at a Goodwill place. Who does that? Oh yeah, someone who wants to be seen as a kind little angel. >>59253
I've had samples of fancy pants brands but I've never been impressed. Unless you're buying cheap cheap, there isn't any difference at all.
Oh, vomit. Someone who feels the need to post a thumbs up photo in front of Goodwill is not
selfless or generous. She's just a hoarder who I guess finally ran out of space and needed to make room for new junk. Or, more likely it's another attempt to create this new "nice Ashley" online persona. I can't believe people don't see how obvious it is.
I give my old stuff to the goodwill all the time. She acts like she saved a life or something, but in reality she just did what a lot of people do.>>59311
Or her crusty puke clothes.
Yeah, it shows how delusional she is that she genuinely thinks doing something unremarkable like dropping junk off at Goodwill makes her a good person.
In her other latest Tumblr post she says people should leave her alone because everyone makes mistakes and has a past and she's learned. Um except she hasn't once taken responsibility for her scams and manipulation or apologized to the people she screwed over. Trying to cover up the bullshit she's done is not learning from her mistakes, it's just more manipulation. She's a legit sociopath.
>>58843> painkillers to curb their appetite
welcome to a whole new addiction
srsly though, why not amphetamines or ADD meds to kill appetite. that's what those drugs are known for
I live in the west midlands,i'm just a 25 year old with a job.
I presume you're under 20 or something
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kek must be hard being poorfags
Under 20? I wish.
You pay rent, council tax, electric bills, gas bills, water bills? Do you buy food/personal hygiene products/cleaning products by yourself or do you mooch off your parents?
No because you're alone, you have a dull as fuck degree and despite being massively successful you spend your time on lolcow. Now that's
>>59337>Implying you aren't on lolcow too>Implying i'm not just mindlessly browsing on my phone
I'm not even massively successful, I worked hard through my 20's, if you weren't so lazy you could be here too.
Mathematics is interesting as fuck, you pleb
I aspire to be this anon.>>59369
I don't know anyone who brags about giving to charity. She might as well have taken a photo of herself giving some coins to a homeless person.
I caught onto her ungratefulness that time someone gifted her a $50 card for that wholefood place. She mustn't have even written to thank the girl because she commented on that photo of her pointing at Quest bars, "Oh you're using the card I sent", and Ash said Oh yeah, thanks all dismissively. Then another comment where the person said she didn't think the gift would ever turn up like she hadn't mentioned it to her. I mean 50 dollars is A LOT (to me, but I don't earn £20 an hour), and she didn't even get a thank you.
That comment on sealed-up-tight today though. She EXPECTED a gift. That's just…uh…
Man fuck her for being such a cunt.
Also Wholefoods is expensive as fuck.
100 bucks for a 10 lbs turkey.(Its just an example of what stuff goes for)
She should be so lucky that people still wanna send her shit.
I hope the people that are send her food are doing it thinking that it might kill her.
let's face it, we're all refugees from the great drama purge of /cgl/. nothing has ever been so good, never have the vaginas been so bedecked with sand.
u new? Ash or one of her followers? This entire chan is almost exclusively femanon.
Lol at people thinking sad autistic neckbearded men are the ones shitting on them, and not other girls/women who realistically maintain a better reputation than said lolcows…
If Ash hasn't realised this about us yet, then it's going to be funny to me if she does at some point. She likely assumed it was sad, lonely men who secretly wish they could date the girls that get posted here :') Of course a lot of us are jelly bitches, but it's still not as sad as a bunch of virginal betafags…
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And it's fucked up that she has the nerve to ask for Whole Foods gift cards claiming it's because she can't afford groceries when she is blatantly lying and using the gift cards for binge food. It doesn't even make any sense. She openly states she has no interest in recovery but also claims to be "trying." Even if she just restricted and used gift cards for low calorie food, there's no way it would add up to the large amounts on the gift cards she continually asks for. There's no way she would burn through all those gift cards that fast unless she was binging.
She also tweeted about her "addiction to expensive food" a.k.a. binging and specifically mentioned Whole Foods. The sad thing is the people buying these for her are probably in recovery and are too worried about her to question the inconsistencies.
Her most recent Whole Foods gift card request on her wishlist said something like "groceries are getting more and more difficult" and had it as highest priority. Someone bought it for her because it's not there anymore. She's a con artist and it's wrong that she keeps getting away with it.
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she looks exactly like that creepy thing in pet semetary, the mother's sister with the twisted back
>NEVER GET OUT OF BED AGAIN NEVER GET OUT OF BED AGAIN!!!!!
I always think she looks like she's possessed, like Anneliese Michel or the face of the demon in the Exorcist.
I wouldn't make fun of someone's appearance as the result of an illness usually, and my Exorcist comment's probably the first time I've bothered to comment on how she looks. There's no need to be a bitch about her for her looks when her personality is rank as fuck.
I wonder if she was the same when she was younger - in her teens. She obviously craved attention because she was a halfchan camwhore, but I wonder if she was asking for gifts then in return for nudes? I wonder if she was a manipulative bitch back then. We don't know much about her pre 4chan.
>>59932>one day I sent her a message telling her that I thought she was kinda cool, even though she should look for help. I was not rude, just honest. She actually replied but with a very sarcastic attitude
I noticed she did that with ig comments. Even though the people were asking really sensitively about her health she'd be sarcastic.
It's amazing how many people have sent her stuff. It'd be good if amazon kept a list of the bought items and we could add it all up.
You know now she's going to completely turn around and start acting extra
grateful to try to cover this up. Actually she started doing that a while ago in response to people calling her out on her woe is me victim mentality. It's obviously fake and looks so insincere.
Even when she's trying to sound positive she still manages to throw in some self pity bullshit like "thanks, nobody's EVER this nice to me" (despite evidence to the contrary). Now she feels entitled to have people leave her "past" mistakes alone because she thinks she can manipulate everyone into thinking she's changed.
Did you buy her that Domino's gift card that she's lying through her teeth about? Bread bowls might be soft enough after her horrible mouth surgery? BULLSHIT. Just fucking admit it's for binge food.
Anyway back on topic. The numerous people coming forward aren't talking about public praise for their gifts, but multiple people have independently said that Ashley not only didn't thank them in private, but would talk to them when they told her they were giving her something, only to ignore them as soon as she got her stuff. That
is sick and wrong.
Anyway being afraid of black people was her way of claiming not to be a racist. Her actual racist tweets were implying all black people are in prison and shit like that. But I honestly can't tell if you're trolling or just retarded so.
Shhhh shut the fuck up. We all know that's not true. The cops don't just run around arresting blacks for the fuck of it like black people seem to think they do. The parts of this countries with the highest homicide, burglary, and rates of crime in general are all areas with a large amount of blacks.
Remember Ferguson riots? This is the typical way black people deal with their problems, they see nothing wrong with violence and looting. Blacks have high crime rates because they commit crimes.
OT, but, my ex used to work security at gas stations. Almost every shopplifter was black and they had about nine shoplifts a night. And no, he didn't just ignore white shoplifters. They count inventory at the end of the shift, so they would know if unpaid for items are missing.
Another thing, every black he arrested accused him of racism. Then he would empty their pockets and find stolen shit lol.
It was also their policy for the security to go into the main store at nighttime whenever someone went into the beer cave (that's what everyone steals + beeruns)Black people would fill their arms with cheap ass beer in a hurry, run out side, see security, then drop all the beer and pretend to be too offended by da racism to buy anything. (In reality, they were just planning to steal and got caught.)
I encourage you to read up on things instead of citing your ex boyfriend's workplace, anonhttp://www.scribd.com/doc/257675096/DOJ-Ferguson-Police-Department-Report>For example, in the summer of 2012, a 32-year-old African-American man sat in his car cooling off after playing basketball in a Ferguson public park. An officer pulled up behind the man’s car, blocking him in, and demanded the man’s Social Security number and identification. >Without any cause, the officer accused the man of being a pedophile, referring to the presence of children in the park, and ordered the man out of his car for a pat-down, although the officer had no reason to believe the man was armed. >The officer also asked to search the man’s car. The man objected, citing his constitutional rights. In response, the officer arrested the man, reportedly at gunpoint, charging him with eight violations of Ferguson’s municipal code. One charge, Making a False Declaration, was for initially providing the short form of his first name (e.g., “Mike” instead of “Michael”)… Another charge was for not wearing a seat belt, even though he was seated in a parked car.
>>60157>>civil rights division
Look at dat bias, into the trash it goes. Learn how to science, nigger.
Aside from that, the cop probably recognized (or though he did) the mans face on the sex offenders list. He was camping out in his car outside of a park.
Look. Black attitudes regarding theft. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D8RrQyr42JM
I guess the racist cops just threw them in the car cuz they be all racist and sheet lol
She started it by being fucking stupid. >>60148
Look at this shit, what a dumb bitch.
>>60198>implying Ashley will ever die
Her body must be powerful as fuck to be able to withstand all the malnourishment on top of the damage all the binging and purging have certainly done to her insides.
She's either a ghost or superhuman, I'm calling it now
Is racist Chan the same one who was bragging about their £22 per hour job and over priced make up. They both equally have a stick up their ass.
Anyway back to Ashley. Her playing victim reminds me of drugs addicts who would create sob stories about not be able to pay rent or have food in order to get people to give them money so they can shoot up. She is literally addicted to binging. Must give her a rush too (especially when she said she liked binging on expensive food). People who buy her those food gift cards are just enabling her.
She's not going to read them. I just want to see her reaction when she tries to eat it lel. Zero calories, so it should be appealing to her on some level, plus she loves butters.
(For those who don't know, all of their spreads are entirely made out of xanthan gum and cellulose gel with added artificial flavoring. They're practically inedible, you open a jar and all you smell is chemicals.)
Same, but like, it's easier to ignore the fuck, ya'll are just feeding the troll.
Now let's get someone to screenshot her Instagram on a regular basis. I'm sick of following her and being scared out of my mind when she pops up on my shit.
I wouldn't say people with EDs are manipulative. Where did that come from? maybe some are deceptive
to hide their illness, but ana girls I've known haven't been manipulative in any way I could see and I'm good at spotting bullshit.
that's me. I want to add that the only
way I could imagine ana friends would be manipulative would be because they were lonely and sometimes needy, they could've pulled emotional blackmail, but I never got that from them. I know I'm basing this on my experience with 3 anorexic friends and not a massive amount, but none of them were manipulative.
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What does the comment mean about her choosing vanilla?
>I don't want to make this post negative
read as I want to plant some guilt in your brain/doubts about recovery?
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Comment on her ED recovery friend who eats nothing but froyo, commenting on a pic of…froyo.
vanilla tastes better when purging since chocolate tends to change its flavor when it interacts with stomach acid.
Poor girl she got insulted by ashley and then is still sending her gifts
Holy shit. Ashley is a fucking bitch. Yes she is definitely being snarky and suggesting this girl who has just gotten out of inpatient is picking vanilla to purge. By saying "I don't want to make this negative" she means that there was a negative meaning to her comment. Ashley is a damn hypocrite because gets offended when people accuse her of things or don't give her the benefit of the doubt.
If I had just gotten out of rehab and someone who I thought was my friend made a bitchy comment like that I would be pissed. This girl is too naive and probably vulnerable to realize she's being shit on by Ashley. Fuck.
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Looks like she made up with Neckbeard - the one she was calling a dick a few weeks ago. He's her bae. I wonder if he knows this?>>60965
When I first thought about it I thought, nah people are going to flip their wig over an ED article about someone so ravaged by illness BUT they've got articles on people like Emo Cutter Girl, so…
If you google hamtaro-chan you find a few boards where people ask what happened to her, so I think the fact she was a camslut would make it worthy of having a page.
People have said before that being sick isn't an excuse to be an asshole and it's true here. Ashley isn't ED worthy because of her eating disorders. It her vile personality and the way she treats people and milks her illness for personal gain that make her horrible. And sure starving makes you grumpy but I've never seen anyone else with an eating disorder who was anywhere near this
manipulative and disgusting.
Plus her camwhoring was before she was skeletal so she's always been an attention whore and the anorexia is just a more recent way to get what she wants.
Seriously. This girl had just gotten out of inpatient treatment a week before Ashley left that comment. And the girl is still in partial hospitalization and is obviously trying to get better. And she's still sending Ashley gifts because she doesn't realize what's going on.
It's not enough for Ashley to shoot down people's attempts to help her. It is truly cruel to seek out vulnerable people to sabotage their recovery too. She wants to watch people gain weight but not be happy. I wish Ashley would be involuntarily hospitalized already not just for her but so she stops fucking up other people's recovery .
>>58411>How is she even alive?
Looking at some online posts it looks like she died last year.>Her mother gave a telephone interview in Russian talk show (Pust Govoryat) on the 22 October 2014 and said Valeria has died on 1st of December 2013 in Panama where Valeria and her mother went for holiday, she weighted 25 kg.
It's too bad because she seemed like a nice person, but was aware that she was too far gone to recover.http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/article-2250422/Frightening-words-4st-anorexic-Valeria-Levitin-gets-FAN-MAIL-shes-thin.html
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>>60982> she's always been an attention whore and the anorexia is just a more recent way to get what she wants
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Anyone remember this? Sorry it's small. It's from Ash's original tumblr.
I think if I remember correctly, Tiffany (other girl pictured) was a barista that Ashley had a crush on. I vaguely remember something about a bracelet, I think Ash confessed her crush and Tiffany rejected her or something like that. At least Tiffany escaped the crazy.
Yeah, that could be it.
Now that I'm looking at the picture again, I'm guessing her hair is fake because there's no visible scalp where her hair is parted.
This anon here >>54655
claimed they've met her IRL and that the hair is a wig that stinks.
That anon needs to come back here.>>61123
I'm quite complimentary to people (yeah, I know right), and I've noticed that whenever I complement a man on something (not even in a flirty way because it's definitely not meant that way), most times they take it as a sign I'm interested in them and it goes all weird. It could be nothing to do with her being mental, just really needy and gets social situations all wrong.
IMO she should go down the Shmegeh route (aesthetically, not mentally of course). Buy and wear longer wigs on a regular basis, get into proper makeup, get some bright-ass eye contacts, go hard on that emaciated witch look.
Shmegeh looked horrible but somehow she knew how to make herself appear interesting, almost delicate even.
It certainly won't fix her issues, but she'd look cooler.
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I was just thinking IS SHE PARANOID?
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Here's that tweet.
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Naw, she's wrecked. She just had to go Into rehab and shave her head because of that long word with a T that means you scratch yourself for no reason I think. She looks busted as fuck.
TBH I wish I knew how she lost all the weight, she was a fat girl in HS and now she's practically walking skeleton status.
She had to go into rehab because she is an alcoholic and beat up Mena.
It's quite easy. I went from 126 to 89 lbs in 3ish months. One word, adderall. Tons of energy, no appetite.. it's the gift that keeps giving.
Anyway, Shmegehs extensions are such shit lol
why do this tho
then no ass & no tits
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Some people just prefer to be very skinny.
I already barely have tits/ass. I'm just sick of my thigh rubbing together. My thighs and my stomach are the only places I gain weight, I have long scrawny arms and my collarbones stick out like mad but my belly and thighs are redonk. My BMI is 23 at 5'3/130lbs. I just want my thighs to die. >>61159
How do I get this magic?
You… Have some issues. That's crazy>>61177
My BMI is 18~19 and my thighs almost rub.. Sorry, sister
>>61177>long, thin arms and collarbones that can slit a newborn's throat>fat thighs and belly>that nasty feel when your thighs rub as you walk, especially if you wear a certain type of skirt
I know that feel so hard. Even at my lowest weight I had to deal with this shit and I felt fat and disgusting.
You should realize thigh gaps are a bone structure thing, not a fat thing, though. Remember, thick thighs save lives.
Your best bet is to get a doctor's prescription. You need a good reason however. Psychs are pretty reluctant to give them out easily anymore because it's basically meth. Otherwise, you can buy it off the street like any other drug >>61167
lol I really don't care. But Ashley is like how Quirky is to a lot of girls here- I def don't ever want to get as skinny as her. I like Johanna Herstedt however you spell her name. Ashley and Shmegs just look like shit and went too far
yeah you were also in uh high school. Thats like me saying I want to go back to when I had stick thin legs and a visible ribcage way back before I even hit puberty but I got hit with puberty.
I think if you use a diet pill/ adderall to lose its just lame. Ashley probably didn't since she has the anorexic mind set. You should just get a mindset to eat healthy and not put crap into your body or boredom snack.
Why make a diet thread? So you'll be posted on here later as a comparison picture to ashley?
I mean I don't ever wanna be that skinny again honestly, just not fat anymore. it was more of kind of a "this is how much adderall will make you lose weight" kinda statement, the frowny face was because I didn't really enjoy being like that. I was naturally skinny and was on the swim team and couldn't eat during the day from my meds. I didn't take it to try and get skinny, I have severe ADHD. I want to take it again because I can barely function without it, the weight loss effects are just an added bonus. I hate they way it makes me feel though which is why I've been procrastinating going to my Dr
~and there's my life story since I know everyone cares so much~
so much contradiction. If you don't like how it makes you feel switch to ritalin or vyvanse. there is a reason why alternate medications are made
Relevant: Wonder if ash is on any medications or is she too scared of a weight gain side effect
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This thread is slowly being taken over by crazy ana bitches. Want to lose weight and not end up a rotten skeleton like ash? Eat healthy and do cardio/exercise. That's it.
Now, back to Ash, please.
What if you get off to the buzz of losing weight and your whole life becomes consumed with wanting to lose more and more? Cut out sugar, snacks, fried food and you'll lose weight.
BACK TO ASH.
who the fuck cares? >i dont think youre very skinny
comments like these are what poisons the mind of weak, impressionable girls. stop that.
Two years and a couple of months ago I went on a diet because for my height (5ft 1in) I was fat (168lbs). I'd be stuffing my face with cake and biscuits, white bread, crisps, snacks, etc.
I cut out the shit, ate lots of salads, soups, drank lots of water and two years on I'm 99lbs. I'm not dieting now, but maintaining this weight by not snacking.
You get used to not snacking after a while. I didn't do any exercise btw (although I want to tone up now but NOT lose any more weight).
It takes time and the weight loss slows down, but it's worth it.
Don't fuck with speedy meds or fasting (fucks up your thyroid/metabolism). Just be patient and stick to it.
Nah. No pretending.
Don't believe me, idgaf.
Not here to make anyone believe anything. Just stating my truths, and defending my ground. Peace.
Bullshit. You're not "concerned." You don't know how to care about anyone but yourself. All the Justin's nut butters have very similar calorie amounts and even if the vanilla is 10 calories less than a few other flavors and that's what you meant, your tone was undeniably snarky. If you were genuinely "concerned" about her having 180 calories instead of 190 you wouldn't be like "wink wink lol" and if you actually were worried about a 10 calorie deficit you wouldn't just drop the issue because you don't want to be "negative."
Whenever someone has made a real
effort to help you, whether it's encouraging you to get help or alerting adult protective services when you said you were being abused, you've only fought back and been nasty.
You do not understand how to help or support someone because you can't help yourself and you lack real empathy and awareness of what it means to help. You only damage people who are vulnerable. Stop.
She's deleted most of her social media shit so there's not a readily accessible pictorial timeline, but does her hairstyle ever change? It's gotten rattier, but it always seems to be the same length.. or am I wrong? Maybe she trims her head hair as often as she plucks every eyebrow hair out.>>61131
Classic borderline trait: identity issues. They often have no real sense of identity, so they end up adopting interests, styles, mannerisms, etc from the people around them. The closest thing to people around her is her internet "family." I noticed how when she started befriending a lot of girls with stuff like tattoos, stretched ears, and colorful hair, that became her thing. She also seems very, um.. basic. which is an easy thing for someone like her to pick up, because it's mostly just liking the most popular things and trendy things. She seemed to get into nut butters and protein bars after befriending some of the #strongnotskinny type of #edsoldiers.
>>61326> I made the comment about the vanilla almond butter because it has less calories and fat.
You're still being a piece of shit right there you dense motherfucker.
Also stop suggesting retarded shit like Adderall and lose weight like a normal person instead of being an impatient little bitch.
And not everyone gets thigh gaps; those are determined by how wide is your pelvic area, so stop it.
We're all talking about how this bitch has very little time left for herself and yet you all go full retard giving each other stupid suggestions and going full pro ana. Visit /fit/ at the very least.
You sound like you're developing an ED.
Please, anon, don't fuck yourself up. Exercise a few times a week and eat healthy, lots of fruits and vegetables, drink lots of water, etc.
You don't need to take this route.
So the only misinformation we've given in these Ashley threads is a comment about the vanilla butter. Or did she come here because she smells the scent of an ana-in-waiting? (Of course, IF that was her, which it wasn't).
Person with ED tendencies here - see a therapist before you think about controlling your weight. Go down Ashley's route and you might as well wave bye bye to the rest of your life, or the very least to good health.
If it was Ashley trying to defend herself, it was pathetic back pedaling. It's a stretch to say she was trying to show concern. Even if she wasn't referring to purging the vanilla, her comment was still snarky and backhanded.
When this girl posted her before and after weight when she got out of inpatient, everyone in the comments congratulated her and encouraged her progress except Ashley, who basically ignored the point of the post, which was to accept her weight gain and be happy with recovery, and just said "nice hair lol." Even giving Ash the benefit of the doubt and ignoring the things she does to try to sabotage people's recovery, at best she's totally oblivious and has no clue how to have a healthy relationship or be supportive.
She knows the girls in recovery are fragile and I think maybe that's the reason they befriend her because their fragility makes them more gullible to her "support".
I really do think that if you want ED recovery buddies, do it with others in recovery and not some bitch who obviously doesn't even value recovery and talks about bingeing constantly. Same as if you're a recovering alcoholic or addict - get toxic people out of your life.
Yeah, I've heard a couple people mention they used to be friends with Ashley but she turned on them when they started doing well in their lives. There was an anon here who said Ashley would express jealousy and almost blame her for doing well because it made Ashley feel bad. Ashley tends to be envious and bitter rather than supportive the way a real friend would be. With Erika, Ashley would take digs at her recovery and try to belittle her and actually mock Erika's efforts to get better.
I've noticed Ashley doesn't pursue friendships with people who are doing really well and are successful because she can't be happy for them, she just feels inadequate and resentful. So instead she goes after people who are struggling and fragile because it makes her feel better, plus they're easier to manipulate.
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Found this on MPA, Ash seems to have some deluded fans there. There were threads about her in the past and iirc a lot of them 'sympathized' with her. Tbh I thought she was a nice enough person and kinda felt bad until I discovered this thread. All my sympathy for her has now turned into morbid interest, I had no idea she was such trash.
Fucking hell. Ignore me. I didn't understand that's some kind of status thingy at that site. The paranoid bitch is here http://www.myproana.com/index.php/topic/324633-dearxatticusghostxperfume-ashley-issacs/
lol I'm pretty sure you get that title once you hit 1000+ posts or some shit.
Who did leak those pics anyway?
Yep, probably about 80 asks published. I've had about 10 non-anonymous ones as well, which I have answer privately. >>61738
I'll never be linking anyone here like Ghosty did, it would be Hell.
That's why I said at the very least.
Also the point of exercising is literally to build muscle and resistance [in the case of cardio]. You just need to know the kind of exercise you're going for, and you won't get buff and he-man like for lifting weights, which is a wide misconception amongst women.
The shit these bitches are promoting is actually the opposite, you're losing fat but you're also losing tissue, which is counterproductive, like this retard right here >>61166
You're not supposed to lose that much weight in days; losing 2 pounds per week is recommendable, even less than that. Drastic weight loss is harmful for you, and in the end you're going to suffer from ballooning up or developing an ED because of your poor life choices. You're also using your body's reserves when you exercise, so expect to feel weak and tired as you keep doing this.
I get it, some of you want to be super dainty and soft and with small frames, but a]be realistic about your goals and b]do it the right way. At the very least do cardio and eat right, which isn't hard at all.
I seriously can't believe that we have had more than one thread discussing how Ashley is going to die and how she's fucked up even if she tried to recover, and yet you're discussing this kind of shit as if you should even feel proud of it. Jesus fucking Christ.
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Back on track, here's a beauty tip from Ashley (although I find salty tears can be rather drying).
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I was looking at her old deviantart page. Unless she's moved since 2007, she does have her own room.
Maybe her tears are pure almond butter, soo smooooth.
Here's another pic from deviantart where she's bragging about how much money she spent at a bookstore.
They were only posted on 4chan, as far as I remember, so I doubt she made any money.
She probably just lives off her mom's money, same as half the lolcows.
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I wonder that a lot. She used to get nekkid on stickam.
Eugenia Cooney is getting even thinner. A lolcow in the making, I feel (just for flaunting her thinness and being thinspo fodder).
her face is fug and her body looks like shit
weird how her face is as fat as a normal sized girls but her body is skeletal… i'd refrain from posting my face if i were her, and obsessed with weight
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She's another one who insists her hair isn't a wig.
She just looks really dated. The two videos I've seen of her were deathly dull. Maybe she's only popular with anorexics and men like Neckbeard.
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She's jonesing for some negativity. We know how you operate Ashley Isaacs.
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Eugenia Cooney is famous from Younow rather than Youtube. She's pretty bubbly and not as cringey on Younow compared to her awful Youtube videos.
But I don't think she's a lolcow because she's not milkable. /b/tards try to troll her on Younow every ten minutes and she's so good at brushing off hate it's pretty admirable.
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Yes, please keep on topic here. Create one for her on /b/ or /pt/ if you think she's milky enough. This thread is about the wondrous sparkle pony, Ash.>>61972
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Yep. The subconscious speaks, anon.
Also, it's kind of funny that this is sort of a dream come true for her, y'know. This thread is like a treasure trove of attention. All the delusions of persecution have come true! Will she milk lolcow out of its drama milk for her own gain?
But seriously, even if there are some people here that legit hate what's left of your guts and want you to die, most of us just wish you would snap the fuck out of it and start recovering so you stop hurting yourself and other vulnerable people, Ash.
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I meant to post this yesterday. An ask that really made me smile. I didn't post it as it was a private communication but I'm so happy for this girl.
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>I don't want to build muscle because muscle weighs more than fat
So you want to look like this then right? kekekekek
how friggen creepy is it to ask for a selfie with the chick who serves you coffee who isnt even your friend and doesnt even know you?
that girl has the kind of smile on that people have when they are around the mentally disabled or very young children and they are being peppy and overly nice to them because they know the person they are dealing with isn't all there. she probably thought ash was a terminally ill retard/child "oh this poor thing. sure i'll take a picture with you sweetie!" and ash thought the girl actually liked her rather than pity her lol
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agh. not this shit still.
let's all think about how odd it is that suddenly Ash's put in words the answer to our question about her mental health. she named depression…so what about the other disorders hm? odd seeing how we've been talking about how she never addresses this issue. can't she see how transparent she is?
Sometimes she will post status updates about how nervous she is to go outside/get a taxi/talk to someone, so idk.
Though it is weird how much she does go outside. I have social anxiety and hardly leave the house once a week, but maybe it affects people differently. She has been saying she's trying to work on her anxiety (i'm pretty sure), so maybe that has something to do with it.
No idea. Seems odd though, unless specific
situations give her anxiety attacks. Not even sure if she gets them.
I don't know.
For me, I can kind of gauge a situation and come to the conclusion if it's going to make me feel too anxious or not. Like I can handle going shopping for maybe one hour if the store I'm going to isn't popular or I go at a slow time. But while i'm outside/shopping I do feel anxious and if something embarrassing happens the anxiety skyrockets and I probably won't go out for the next two weeks. I'm basically a shut-in though so I'm not the best example.
So maybe she's able to do certain activities depending on who's she with or where/what the task is?
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lolno shes has no fat left so you can clearly see her feeble, wasted muscles. if you take a weak, flimsy wimp and remove all their fat of course you're going to see the muscles, that doesn't mean they are strong or have more muscles than a normal person
that chick is just plain gross skinny
pic related is a chick who is skinny muscle. she's muscular but with no body fat. just big muscles with skin stretched over them.
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It's about looks, not weight. Working out will make you look thin, picture related is what happens when you work out.
That's not how it works you retard. Her stomach is both flat and hard, she clearly works out. She's not thin enough to have "no fat" left. At her size, she would be skinny fat if she didn't workout.
The girl you just posted also has fat. She would look disgusting if she didn't. Do you not understand how the human female body works at all?
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anon, everyone has body fat. some have low percentages than others. if you have zero body fat, that is literally a disease. pic related, someone who does have it.
This ask is totally self sent.
Yeah makes sense to want to avoid negativity and postin #positive things then looking at lolcow. Bitch you are so transparent.
I know this is harsh, but what made asley think her wrinkly skeleton ass has any chance with her. Appearance aside, she is a total cunt. If even it happened, she would make it a toxic relationship.
Are there any caps of her talking about the rejection?
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Oh, here's another disorder.
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Here's that tweet.
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Here's another one for the hell of it.
She doesn't seem to mention anyone. Have a look around if you're bored sometime http://new.tweettunnel.com/reverse3.php?ga=0&b=y&tz=-14400&id=43482010&pn=29
It's easier to follow old tweets to new on that site.
Thanks for the caps anon!!
This was posted two weeks after the Starbucks tweet. I'm sure this is a reference to tiff rejection. I could only picture her reaction when this spoopy skeleton confessed her feelings. I mean, how would you guys feel if this happened to you?
She is doing this because someone from lolcow took her old URL and is using it as Ashley truth blog.
She's so goddamn transparent.
here's a link with no underage titties.
It's pretty obviously her, she's always had those dumbass eyebrows. Also you can find stuff like old dA accounts,and a youtube account where the /b/tards found her and would refer to her as Hamtaro-chan etc.
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"That girl" is Nicole Richie and those photos were taken when she was starving her and known to have an ED, and her stomach does not looking it's but fucking working on you obtuse tard.
You obviosly know nothing about actual fitness.
"Flat stomach means they work out"… oh my lawd…
I think she was developing her ED around this time? On a YT vid from this era she mentions being away from the internet cause of her ED.
You can notice how she has bulimia cheeks though. >>62569
Lol, yeah, that too.
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She was already tiny in that MEGA gallery and those are definitely "bulimia cheeks". What shocked me is seeing her legs, looking normal and slender to those sad knobbly bones that she lurches around on now.
Whoops I meant seeing her legs going from
normal to what they are now. And I agree, she's not abnormally skinny, but she is slender. I don't think she was ever chubby/fat/overweight whatever by a long shot.
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That was me. I googled:
>Also termed Metabolically Obese Normal Weight (MONW) it is used to describe a person who is in an ideal weight range but has more body fat than is healthy.
So it's a BMI thing? I honestly don't get BMI. Mine's 18.1 but I don't exercise and my diet's good. I'm not toned. Am I skinny fat?
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I know people have said her hair's a wig now, but even in these old ones it looks really thick and wig like, so maybe what she has now is real. She still likes hairbands.
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In reply to this on tumblr - so you're excused from being impolite if you're ill and "dying". People expect a thanks for their ego. Er, no. A thank you is what a grateful, polite person gives when someone's taken the trouble to spend some cash on them.
If she can spend her spare time shopping and writing tons of snail mail, then typing a short sentence and hitting SEND to someone isn't beyond her capabilities.
fuck, I dunno now though.
Her hair now looks like a very poorly taken care of wig. The ends are frizzy in such a way that synthetic wigs tend to get after too much rough brushing and bad upkeep.
Her hair in her old photos looks pretty healthy and not dry/stiff.
The fact that her eyebrows have completely fallen out leads me to believe her hair has fallen out as well.
Yeah, you'd expect some
thinning of her hair at least. That photo from a couple of years ago where she'staking a selfie of her back - her hair is SO THICK.
I've had acrylic hair extensions in the past and they ended up looking like they were crimped and dry after a while. The human hair ones I had more luck with because it was easy to wash them.
The sever anorexic/bulimic I know (the blocked plumbing girl I mentioned ages ago) had very fine, brittle hair and also had no eyebrows but tons of whiskers on her chin. Hormonal thing.
Yes, you are correct. I just worded it poorly. I didn't mean to imply she's anorexic because she's suicidal.
I have had anorexia and I have OCD, but I don't go "omg lol kill me now", nor have I ever. She seems to make those kinds of statements a lot.
I think when she says stuff like "kill me now" she means that the situation is overwhelming for her and she just wants to get away from the situation.
I've had many moments like that when things just get too uncomfortable and you just want everything to stop for a second. And in those moments you do think that suicide/self harm is the answer and it becomes kind of like a fail-safe. Because you know that if things get bad you have a way out or are going to die soon so it kind of calms you down.
But I have an anxiety disorder so I can kind of understand those statements that she makes, I guess.
Also I don't really know the context of the "kill me now" thing, so forgive me if I'm over-analyzing this and just jumping to conclusions.
I wonder where that girl is now and if she knows how Ashley's faring?
Also:>lol aids>lol gay>Vans style checked shoes
Ah, what a time.
I guess you're right.
It's just hard to tell where her mental illness stops and where her real personality begins.
It's hard to say how she would be if she didn't have the eating disorder and other mental illnesses. I want to believe that she's a good person deep down and it's just the her disorders that get in the way of that, but I don't know anymore.
While I agree with you, I feel like gaining weight would be such a shock to Ashley's system that it could
cause her to die. Refeeding syndrome is a very real thing.
That would mean she would actually visit a therapist, psychiatrist, go IP, and take medicine for whatever personality disorder she has.
She would also have to apologize for the racist stuff she's said, apologize for being manipulative, and so on.
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I remember reading about a male model named Jeremy Gillitzer who had died from anorexia. He was in and out of treatment for many years, and ultimately refused treatment which was granted by his treatment team (I guess because he was so bad off physically?) he posted it on his blog before his death but his blog has since been removed and you can't really read the scan on archive.org -
I wonder if they'd say Ashley is beyond help as well
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I think we'd all like to know.
Are more of her fans finding this thread, or is she just posting asks about it as damage control for when they do?
Ha, the issue isn't that she's just done things she isn't proud of. It's that she continues to deny she's hurt others for her own gain and still considers herself an innocent victim. Everyone makes mistakes, but she deliberately uses and manipulates people. The anons above who wonder if she's a good person underneath the eating disorder: no.
Even if she got treatment and miraculously recovered she has yet to address her underlying personality disorder(s) despite putting all her other mental issues on display, which shows she's in complete denial and won't accept that she would need major DBT and lifelong personality disorder management. Sociopaths don't often admit they're sociopaths.
>>63645>lurking on those forums> recently realised how sick it is
Only recently realised? How can you come to this site and not realise straight away that it's where you comment on the shitty traits of other people?
Damage limitation. She said she was going to accept anon questions for one night, but she's kept it going. That's handy because she can post herself asks and it doesn't have to create other tumblrs to ask herself questions.
How long before ig's back to public.
No-one, she's just making things up for pity. As usual.>>63663>an heroed
Am I too old or are there a lot of kids on here these days?
…also, if someone committed suicide because of a thread on a site like this, there were loads of other issues than a few people "picking them apart".
Why doesn't she ignore us? That's what I'd do. Oh wait, ~attention~ ~drama~
Not really, it just comes off as BPD attention whoring. Diagnosis for anti-social personality disorder follows these guidelines and honestly, she's not as bad as this.
A. Significant impairments in personality functioning manifest by:
1. Impairments in self functioning (a or b):
a.Identity: Ego-centrism; self-esteem derived from
personal gain, power, or pleasure.
b.Self-direction: Goal-setting based on personal
gratification; absence of prosocial internal
standards associated with failure to conform to
lawful or culturally normative ethical behavior.
2. Impairments in interpersonal functioning (a or b):
a.Empathy: Lack of concern for feelings, needs, or
suffering of others; lack of remorse after hurting or
b.Intimacy: Incapacity for mutually intimate
relationships, as exploitation is a primary means of
relating to others, including by deceit and coercion;
use of dominance or intimidation to control others.
B. Pathological personality traits in the following domains:
1. Antagonism, characterized by:
a.Manipulativeness: Frequent use of subterfuge to
influence or control others; use of seduction,
charm, glibness, or ingratiation to achieve one„s
b.Deceitfulness: Dishonesty and fraudulence;
misrepresentation of self; embellishment or
fabrication when relating events.
c. Callousness: Lack of concern for feelings or
problems of others; lack of guilt or remorse about
the negative or harmful effects of one„s actions on
others; aggression; sadism.
d. Hostility: Persistent or frequent angry feelings;
anger or irritability in response to minor slights and
insults; mean, nasty, or vengeful behavior.
2. Disinhibition, characterized by:
a. Irresponsibility: Disregard for – and failure to
honor – financial and other obligations or
commitments; lack of respect for – and lack of
follow through on – agreements and promises.
b. Impulsivity: Acting on the spur of the moment in
response to immediate stimuli; acting on a
momentary basis without a plan or consideration
of outcomes; difficulty establishing and following
c.Risk taking: Engagement in dangerous, risky, and
potentially self-damaging activities, unnecessarily
and without regard for consequences; boredom
proneness and thoughtless initiation of activities
This is not true at all, ASPD people do ruin themselves too, in fact, it's common for ASPD people to routinely have accidents: "This difficulty with impulse control results in loss of employment, accidents, legal difficulties, and incarceration." (http://www.sevencounties.org/poc/view_doc.php?id=564
Plus, anorexia and ASPD do go together: http://www.vanderbilt.edu/AnS/psychology/health_psychology/pers_dis.htm
It's a bit of a result of hollywood to think people with ASPD are all charming and take great care of themselves like machines, some do like any other people but the vast majority are trainwrecks.
Yeah, Ashley has at least some strong sociopathic traits, if not full blown ASPD. There is overlap between the cluster B personality disorders, which include borderline, narcissistic, antisocial, and histrionic. She definitely has BPD but also has symptoms of other personality disorders in that cluster. She also has symptoms of histrionic and narcissistic personality disorder. She may have more than one personality disorder or have symptoms of multiple related personality disorders, but either way she is definitely somewhere in the cluster B personality disorder group.
I wonder if she's been formally diagnosed. Some therapists won't disclose a personality disorder diagnosis to the patient in cases like BPD so maybe Ashley was never told, or maybe she was and is hiding it.
Can't see it, her insta is private.
Post screenshots if you can?
It's obviously fake and she only started that to try to cover up what people have exposed here. Even when she's putting on her nice act she still manages to turn it into self pity. She'll thank people for gifts now, but not without mentioning "this made my day because everyone is so mean to me waah" and she just posted about her mother making fun of her cosplay and it just makes her want to give up waah.
Fucking Christ Ashley, you have bigger problems than your stupid cosplay. Grow the fuck up and deal with your actual problems instead of constantly distracting yourself with kawaii nonsense. Distraction is good when you need a little extra help coping, not when you never actually tackle your issues and live in a fantasy world instead of reality.
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Screenshot from the St. Patrick's Day video.
So she wants to do yet another giveaway she can't afford using other people's gifts to her as prizes, "randomly" selecting a winner who happens to be one of her online friends and/or bulimic to send binge food. Okay. Pretty sure none of Ashley's previous giveaways follow Instagram guidelines:https://www.facebook.com/help/instagram/179379842258600
Not sure if Instagram cares about creeps making informal contests on their site, has anyone tried reporting these giveaways?
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It never occurred to me her giveaways could be Ig illegal, but I thought it was a bit dodgy to offer food when you're not an actual company. You could get a weirdo posting edible stuff that's been tampered with.
She's never said it's not ig endorsed, so that's a breech of rules. Other pics tagged #giveaway are from companies like Hot Topic and food companies.
Pic related: not very successful giveaway. I wonder if the person ever received her stuff?
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Someone should send her some poisoned food so she HAS to go to the hospital
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No giveaway details, just this photo: