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No. 971568

Share your most intimate and sinful story
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No. 971582

I love this thread pic, it’s perfect.

No. 971680

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I still feel bad over that time i posted something and anons framed me as a scrote/coomer, i think it made some anons very unconformable. I know its all anonymous and it doesn't matter, but i cannot shake this feeling, i'm very ashamed

No. 971735

>>971680
there are anons who stay here 24/7 and get paranoid for any repeating speech pattern from previous moids. don't feel so bad.

No. 971738

i was homeschooled and as a teenager i would look at the social media accounts of kids who went to public high schools in my area to see what i was missing out on socially. obviously not much, but for a 14 year old who never left the house it was the most interesting thing in the world to me at the time. there were a few of them i really wanted to be friends with but i never stalked them irl or interacted with them at all outside of sending anons over ask.fm telling them i thought they were cool kek.
a few months ago i unintentionally befriended one of the girls i used to e-stalk and i don't know how much longer i can handle it. she's told me a few stories that i already knew about because she publicized them on her accounts back then and it makes me feel like joe fucking goldberg. i don't want to ruin a good friendship over it but i feel a lot of guilt

No. 971757

>>971680
was it the poop thing?

No. 971764

>>971680
I'm guessing it's either a gross anime pic or one of the posts in the fetishes thread about getting turned on by incest/beating up their sisters/borderline pedo shit/etc.

No. 971789

>>971680
well its nice that you have shame nonnie

No. 971791

>>971757
>>971764
None of those, fortunately it wasn't something that bad but yeah

No. 971800

ghosted a moid that was really into me pre-pandemic and have started feeling bad for it recently/thought about reaching out and apologizing. i looked him up and he’s so incredibly ugly now— lost all muscle and grew his hair out so he just looks.. greasy. i’m shallow i know, but after seeing him i don’t feel bad anymore in the slightest

No. 971803

I have this weird, kind of sexual but not really comfort fantasy that I keep replaying in my head before going to sleep. I imagine being abducted by a troll-like, shamanic monster woman who brings me to her hut in a dark forest and starts performing a ritual on me. I'm scared at first, but she uses her giant, warm hands to gently touch and hold me down while whispering in a language I don't understand. After a while I realize that her touch is relieving pains and aches in my body and making me feel relaxed and at ease. I realize that she's able to read all the pain, sadness and fear I've experienced in my life and is currently healing me both physically and mentally. Depending on my mood things take a more intimate turn from there, and then the next morning I wake up as she carries me to the edge of the forest and lets me go, renewed and powerful, blessed by the giant forest troll-witch.

No. 971805

>>971738
You were a homeschooled 14 year old, I think anyone would understand. Especially considering most people stalk randoms on social media all the time, I sure af did a lot of it on myspace back in the day and I didn't have homeschooling as an excuse.

No. 971813

>>971805
I'm having a child and I've been absolutely terrified of the earth I'm putting them on. I saved of money and research for hours some of the best cities to raise a family in and am moving to the city I choose for that reason, I'm looking into schooling options constantly and eating healthy, constantly getting testing, etc and doing everything I can to insure a good life for them but holy fuck the idea of public school is terrifying and private school doesn't seem any better. I need to keep my child away from online and I refuse to have a tablet baby, and I know a lot of schools give out laptops or tablets and require most school work to be done online, on top of that American kids are the absolute worst. I don't want to throw my kids in an environment where other kids are going to be discussing everyone's ass and boob size from the age of 10, I don't want those American high schools where it's completely normal for 18 yr old seniors to be dating 14 yr old freshmen and everyone's okay with it, where not having life skills is a quirk, where failing tests is relatable, and so on

No. 971819

>>971813
As someone who went to both public and private school, private school was way more traumatizing and the kids there were a lot meaner than in public…

No. 971841

>>971813
>>971819
I found private school administration to be nasty too. In middle school, the administration hated my class. During my 8th grade year, the vice principal practically yelled at my class everyday. He'd yell at us for an entire class period and sometimes even longer. The priests felt bad and would talk to us quite a bit, again take up entire class periods. Suffice to say I didn't learn much that year. In high school, my class was the scapegoat for everything. They never hid their contempt for us. Kek.

No. 971850

>>971841
Yea you're right about the administration, the teachers were mean to me too because I was literally the only student who dressed "alt". One teacher called me a vampire, one didn't let me come to school unless I changed my hair (it was brown and blonde underneath but was somehow "too extreme"), and I got out of school suspension and had to see a psychiatrist for passing notes to my friend that had comics in it. One of the pictures was of our principle who had (has) a giant ass and he was getting stung by a bee and exploding and they literally called the image a "phallus" and wtf it was bizarre. Students weren't better, because there was no diversity I got shit on for being a Mexican.

No. 971905

When i was in 4th grade we went on a trip to the mountains across the state. We spent 2 hours hiking to the top. When we got therethe boy that had been annoying me all school year was standing at the edge and i had the urge to push him. It was like something was yelling at me to push him. There was nothing that could've stopped me from pushing him off. I wish I had done it

No. 971910

>>971905
I wish you had done it too

No. 971943

>>971905
I'm glad you didn't potentially ruin your future over some dumb boy, well done on your strength

No. 972002

My boyfriend is friends with my ex and an old crush of mine, but I'm never going to tell him because he seems really happy with them and it's kind cute seeing them all three being retarded together, telling him now would be pointless

No. 972016

>>972002
nonna this sounds straight up from a reversed harem otome game

No. 972077

I wished something would come up so I could bail on a gathering guilt free and their house flooded.

No. 972081

>>972016
Anon has the potential to unlock the true route where you end up in a universe where every route is combined and you're in a relationship with all the guys.

No. 972120

I have fallen in love with an ugly man in the past. Not ugly like average but a very wonky face. If the timing ever worked out I probably would have married him.

No. 972123

>>972120
was he at least interestingly ugly

No. 972137

>>972123
nope. big ears, weird jaw, skull also weird, eyes uneven…

No. 972189

I don't know what gamergate is and I'm tired of pretending that I do

No. 972709

>>972002
Wont your ex tell him though

No. 972713

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>>972189
honestly based

No. 972716

>>972189
I don't know what NFTs are and i'm tired of pretending that i do

No. 972720

>>972189
Me too, nonnie, I could never bother and feel like I'd get dumber if I found out

No. 972721

I've made fun of PULL users with other anons even though I know that I came here from PULL just a couple years before it shut down

No. 972727

>>972716
I’ve googled it and can’t figure it out kek. I feel so stupid but also know it’d probably make me dumber to know

No. 972798

I feel like I'm partially homophobic not because I dislike people literally being gay, but because the overarching aesthetics are so hideous. I hate heavy makeup, colorful lipstick, rainbows, sparkles, sequins, high heels, boas, etc. I know that's really just exclusive to pride parades, but I hate the aesthetic so much that it colors my perception of gay people.

No. 972811

My ex friend from high school was incredibly snotty to me senior year so I broke things up with her. Now I looked at her linkedin and she's 26 years old and still in college lmao at her posh wannabe Ivy. She isn't even studying something difficult like STEM. How retarded do you have to be?

No. 972853

>>972811
I'm her age, still in uni and not studying something "difficult" either, sometimes life just doesn't go the way you want it to.

No. 972867

>>972798
if it helps most actual gay people hate that aesthetic too

No. 972872

I masturbated with a prop sword handle once

No. 972880

>>972872
Understandable, have a nice day

No. 972884

>>972872
I masturbated with an eyeliner pen once. Basically I was like 15 and horny but I had fresh nail polish on so I needed something else to uhhhhh rub with

No. 972886

>>972798
same. i hate meeting kweer people and mentioning that i have two ex gfs because they'll think i'm one of them. sometimes i'm considering moving back to my conservative rural home town just because kweer craziness doesn't exist there.

No. 972888

>>972872
I wish i could do shit like this but i suffer from vaginismus rip

No. 972943

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I honestly don’t like music in general. I like certain songs temporarily, but I don’t understand having it be your hobby. Do you jut sit there listening?

No. 972949

>>972943
>do you just sit there listening
yes. while sitting on public transport, driving, browsing the internet, autistically daydreaming, etc

No. 972956

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Men with big foreheads are so attractive, they've always treat me with kindness and dignity. And they're alright to talk to. Not overly big, you have to have a certain faceshape to pull it off, the boy at work is so attractive I can't deal

No. 972964

>>972943
I daydream to music which is unironically my worst habit. I waste so much time.

No. 972970

>>972943
Sometimes yeah, but I imagine most people still multitask when they do. A big part of it being a 'hobby' for me is engaging with it beyond listening though, like looking forward to new releases, talking to people with similar music taste, going to shows, etc.

No. 972974

>>972943
What do you do when you're driving, exercising, traveling, surfing the net, reading etc, just sit in silence? I'd get bored, I have to have music playing unless I'm watching a video. I wouldn't say it's a hobby of mine but I still spend a lot of time finding new artists and songs, curating my playlists, organizing my collection etc. It just feels like a necessity because music is such a practical way to entertain myself while doing other things, so I may as well ensure the music I listen to is exactly what I want to hear.

No. 972989

>>972949
>>972970
>>972974
nta but whenever i try to listen to music while doing other things i find it very hard to focus, so i only do one or the other

No. 972999

>>972974
ayrt I unironically sit in silence, unless I’m on a public transport, where I read on my phone or listen to audiobooks

No. 973001

I've been browsing lolcow for years and only realised how the sonic totem threads work a few months ago

No. 973002

>>972974
You probably wouldn't get bored if you're used to work in silence.

No. 973008

I am in my mid twenties and in a long term happy relationship. I have never experienced sexual attraction towards people I randomly meet in life, but recently I met a person so captivating I am losing my shit just at the thought. I am not going to act on it but well thats confusing

No. 973013

>>973002
Maybe but I think it depends what sort of multitasking I'm doing, driving or exercising in silence is crazy boring and I don't think I could ever get used to it, but reading or browsing in silence is fine. I usually have the volume turned way down if I'm concentrating anyway.

No. 973014

I watch ASMR videos made by cute girls and imagine getting pampered by a girlfriend like that giving me a head massage, brushing my hair, doing my makeup etc. I feel like a pervert and always have a guilty conscience over it, I can't shake the feeling of this poor girl being freaked out by some other weird woman watching her videos with an agenda like this. How do scrotes ever disrespect women without instantaneously being ridden by guilt?

No. 973026

>>973008

Same nona can relate. I tell myself even if I didn't have a boyfriend it literally wouldn't work out and he's just a guy, we don't flirt, we barely chat, and I still dream about him what the hell

No. 973032

>>973008
Soulmate from your past life

No. 973048

>>973008
HOLY SHIT that happens to me sometimes too! I thought I just have issues and thats why this happens because I never had boy friends really and any boys I did like were only secrets to myself and I never interacted with them. My current bf is the first person I felt that for and really pined after for a long time until we finally got together, but sometimes whenever I randomly see/briefly meet attractive men I feel like I cannot stop thinking about them and stuff until like a few days after I forget and I am back to routine with my bf kek Makes me feel like such a bad person

No. 973078

>>973048
I'm sure your bf does the same, it's fine

No. 973088

I just reported the party next door for being too loud even though it's the weekend and I like parties Another neighbor called the police on them earlier but it's 3am and they're still just as loud
I feel like an old bitter loser betraying my youth but fuck em, my parties have never been loud enough to call the police over

No. 973145

>>973088
when you cant beat em, join em

No. 973149

>>973008
That got me thinking, it kind of makes me sad sometimes that I will probably never experience attraction and I am already in my mid 20s. Even if I was attracted to someone, I would be so deeply ashamed and never act on them because of my deep seated self-hatred. I can totally handle rejection, I fear that if I was to ask someone out, they would end up harassing me and making me feel awful about asking them out for the rest of my life and I will never be able to move on because of it unless I moved away or something. Of course, none of this will happen until I develop a crush or admiration of someone which has never happened. It seems so retarded to feel this way because having no attraction should be highly convenient, but I feel like I am missing out sometimes.

No. 973166

>>973078
to be fair ive told him whenever its happened lol im a tard

>>973149
nonny, theres no reason to feel like you arent worth it. i highly doubt that rejection would lead to a situation like that, though you are right that having feelings for people is tough and oftentimes an odd feeling (it definitely changed me a lot falling for my bf, getting rejected, then eventually winning him over etc which is all crazy looking back). it will happen someday and theres no reason to force anything, i know many people around the same age who havent been with anyone either. no matter what, you are #1 and worthy of love nonny

No. 973174

>>973166
Nta but how did you win him over? Bouncing back from a rejection is quite hard kek I could never approach that person again

No. 973186

I got drunk and suicide baited the man who ruined my life tonight and I hope he feels guilty as fuck and I hope it ruins his week. I was 16, he was 48 and a cop who groomed me off of Omegle then crossed state lines to come stay in a hotel and take my virginity. I hope he kills himself some day. I want to make him feel as guilty as possible until he does. It’s been years and he’s still checking in and even if I’m doing okay I want to make him feel as bad as possible for getting away with being so fucking disgusting.

No. 973191

>>973174
it was really rough mainly because i couldnt stop liking him but eventually he opened up to being in a relationship (he came out of an emotionally abusive one prior) and he started going out of his way to see me and give me gifts, hug me and hold my hand, etc then it just became a thing lol.

i mean its not the most glamorous story but it is what it is. thats why love is weird imo, it makes you (at least me) crazy but it’s different for everyone and theres no clear rules on how things should go, thats why i dont think you should feel theres no chance or itll never happen or your not worth it because life is weird and things happen differently for everyone so you never know how itll happen for you, you have your own journey and you are amazing on your own even not in a relationship

No. 973193

>>973191
also samefag sorry i just realized you are nta but hopefully the original anon sees this lol

No. 973206

>>973191
you’re so cute anon

No. 973371

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I just got my old laptop from when I was 13 working and I found all the degenerate fan fiction I wrote on there as a horny teenager. I used to get so butthurt as a kid when people said it was clear when a fic was written by a virgin but it’s so obvious that kid me had barely even spoken to a boy. I wonder what she’d say if I could go back in time and tell her all the things we’ve done in the years since. Her head would probably explode kek.
At least I can say for sure that my writing has improved since I was a kid. One of the things I wrote here actually has some good bones. Maybe I’ll make some edits and try and sell it on the Amazon book store

No. 973380

>>973371
Follow-up: I just found a suicide scene that I have barely any memory of writing. I think it was attached to an Avengers fix. 13yo me had absolutely no reason to be writing this stuff lmao

No. 973406

>>973371
That's hilarious. If you still write I suggest you keep these shitty fanfics to compare them to the new things you will write, it's always good to see how much you progressed over the years.

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No. 973459

>>973371
please post a sample anon… for us

No. 973494

>>973206
thank you i love you

No. 973499

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I think I fell in love with a dream, he was this really pretty blonde knight with hair down to his knees.

No. 973514

>>973499
No way, I dreamed about a very similar man some time ago, but he was a soldier instead of a knight. Maybe this is the same man from some other world who can access our world through dreams

No. 973524

>>973499
>>973514
were they anime boys or 3 ? soldiers and knights tend to be very bloody and smelly IRL

No. 973531

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The only months I like are April and May

No. 973539

>>973524
3D but so fine boned and pretty. I don't have smell in my dreams but he was very clean and had cool armor.

No. 973704

I went to ao3 with the intention to flick the bean to some good old self insert story. I found one but then spend the whole afternoon reading the story and it ended in a tragedy and now I am crying because y/n did not have a happy ending with her husbando. Why couldn't they get married and live happily ever after?! Why?!

No. 973705

>>973704
What was it?

No. 973713

>>973705
it was a lord voldemort fanfic

No. 973714

>>973713
Spicy.

No. 973716

>>973714
it really was.

No. 973725

>>973713
Didn't expect that. Was it Tom Riddle or just straight up Voldemort?

No. 973734

>>973725
it was tom riddle post-hogwarts so he still had his nose.

No. 973787

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Cheated on my boyfriend with the boy from work. Feel like such scum right now

No. 973794

>>973787
Probably should break up with said boyfriend or change jobs.

No. 973834

>>973787
is this icarlys older brother

No. 973871

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>>973787
that's because you are.

No. 974040

>>973787
Girl boss moment, bf should get a bigger dick to keep you

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No. 974046

>>973787
Ew do your DBT exercises. Was he better than your bf?

No. 974067

I just had to pee in a cup because the bathroom was occupied and it felt really good, I've always wanted to for some reason and know I know that I can without getting pee all over myself. It was a lot though and I'm wondering if that's normal.

No. 974101

I act repulsed by sex around others, and I am afraid of it since I have no experience with it, but I'm such a horny bitch deep down

No. 974116

>>973186
Looking back on the texts and the fact that I excessively called him was a bit embarrassing so I decided to just block for good, I don’t need this scrote in my life Even if he’d send me gift cards on occasion bc he felt guilty. Can’t decide if I want him to die or to live til he’s 100 and live with the guilt

No. 974161

>>974116
What guilt? It's a scrote, it doesn't feel guilt over grooming a teenage girl. Best thing is for him to drop dead. I'm sorry, nona.

No. 974170

>>974067
Once when I was 18 or 19 my parents had lots of people over so I peed in my trash can that had a trash bag in it

No. 974175

I feel physically repulsed by my boyfriend. He and I have a lot in common an I like his personality, plus he's a sweet guy, so I thought I could get over him not being the kind of guy I usually feel attracted to, but the moment he started to hold my hand and hug me I realized I truly underestimated how unattractive he is to me.
Worst part is we only started dating recently and we're in the same class, so I don't want to dump him this early and make him feel like shit when he did nothing to deserve it (ironically this is one of the reasons I feel put off by him, he reeks of insecurity).
I'll just suck it up and dump him as soon as possible because I can feel like stress-eating is gonna take over me.
I truly wanted to believe I wasn't that superficial, but fuck it, if my punishment is being single for 5 years so be it, I should have known better than jump into a relationship with a dude I was barely friends with.
This is actually super embarrasing and I'm only posting it here because if I tell that to my friends I have no doubt everyone will find out, I don't wanna traumatize the guy over something he doesn't have any control over.

No. 974195

I love to just squeeze my boob randomly while I'm at my PC. Is this why dudes love to fondle their nuts?

No. 974196

I'm a spoiled brat who ditches employers/education as soon as the slightest thing goes up. I'm addicted to quitting jobs at the worst times, even better if the place is short staffed. I was a nurse at a treatment center and quit when they were most short staffed because they accused teenage patients of acting out for attention and denied them medical care. I quit at this chain restaurant who was on the verge of shutting down because of how short staffed they are because they nitpicked me not being communicative towards strangers and refused to take me out of training because "I wasn't a chatterbox". I quit another restaurant like this because they kept paying me like shit and refusing to promote me despite everyone begging them too and the manager accused me of begging for attention when some old creep watched me shower.

No. 974199

>>974195
>Is this why dudes love to fondle their nuts?
excuse me, what?

No. 974221

I know this is gonna make me sound like an nlog but when I read about girls saying how certain exercises made them go down a cup size it makes me excited to try and do that shit too lmao. I’m already pretty flat chested but I want a flatter chest. No I’m not an nb or fakeboi, I just like flat chests a lot.

No. 974232

>>974175
Can you describe how he looks like and also your type? I wanna know. Also, don't jump into relationships when you aren't fully sure, girl.

No. 974234

>>974175
Girl you should dump him. It's only going to get worse and you will end up hurt. Don't settle for some nasty scrote that disgusts you. Wishing you the best. You can do this.

No. 974243

>>974232
He looks average I guess, not of my liking, but it really doesn't help how he carries himself.
He has good hygiene, but aside from that, his sideburns are way too long, his hair looks like a bush, and his nails are too long for my liking. Also he has something like a goatee but he can't pull it off since he has not enough facial hair. Finally, I don't like how he looks when he wears glasses, and as I said before, his lack of confidence is pretty obvious.
So basically I'm into preppy guys and you can easily tell he's an otaku.
>>974234
We were actually talking about how his shortest relationship lasted 30 minutes and mine 3 weeks, so I think it would be extremely awkward to dump him so early. The earliest I can break up with him is on February after midterms, when we get a mini vacation of 1 week, so he can be depressed in private kek

No. 974244

I think the hair coverings nuns and past women wore looks pretty.
im catholic, virgin, unmarried maybe i should just get a nuns dress and wear it out even if i dont believe in my religion so much

No. 974250

Here’s my deep dark secret. I actually haven’t told anyone about this, it’s just been living in my head rent free.

This happened about five years ago - I am approaching 30 now and WAY less wild than I used to be. I’m bisexual and have dated women and men pretty equally before I settled down with my husband. (pls don’t come for me lesbian nonnies sorry lol)

Anyway, one night I went out with my best friend of ten odd years and got PLASTERED. She and I always had a kind of codependent, intense relationship and there was always some sexual tension, though at this point I was kind of past it.

My now-husband was asleep when we got home, so she and I stayed up and kept the party going. Liberal use of nose candy was involved. One thing led to another and I ended up having drunken strapon sex with her in the living room. We had been fucked up together before SO many times and other than making out once a few years prior, hooking up with her was not really on my radar. I only say this because it came out of left field.

I am prettttty sure I was her first chick (I topped) and tried really hard to show her a good time, or as well as I could in my state. I was super worried about not taking advantage of her but she was enthusiastic so I can’t really beat myself up over THAT part. We proceeded to clean up in the guest bathroom and passed the fuck out in our respective sleeping arrangements.

Woke up the next day with The Fear. Like oh my god, I hope I didn’t make her uncomfortable, I hope this won’t ruin our friendship, etc. Awkward brunch ensues. A few days pass, she reached out first to broach it, we agreed it was fun but felt incest-y and agreed to never speak of it again lmaoooo.

Still feel kind of guilty about it because I don’t like sneaking around. Hilariously, the incident did NOT lead to our toxic friendship’s downfall. That came when I took her to a four day camping music festival with disastrous consequences.

Thus ends my tale of my awkward drunken hookup. Back in the memory hole it goes. Don’t do drugs, kids. (Or do, I’m not your mom. )

No. 974261

I genuinely don't feel sympathy for males or TiMs anymore. I've found that they're so insanely narcissistic and will take any chance to 1-up you in anything, even if it's suffering. I feel like an idiot for being used like an emotional tampon for them, to the point that they'll just unload onto me and discard me. I've always wanted to listen and just help people in any way I can regardless, but males make it so incredibly hard. I can't even talk about what I've been going through without one talking over me, going onto write lengthy 'woe is me' essays, and getting patted on the back for their bravery. I'm left in the dark . I know this is fucking stupid and it shouldn't bother me but honestly I think I'm just going to start shifting all my emotional resources to women and girls instead. I don't know if me not feeling sympathy or a lick of empathy for males makes me a shitty person, I think it really does because they're human afterall. fuck.

No. 974328

>>974250
You have exquisite storytelling skills but by Allah you’re a mess ♥

No. 974338

>>974250

You're really gonna drop breadcrumbs and not tell us about the festival story

No. 974340

>>974250
My reading comprehension is kinda wack right now, so just to double check: you were dating your husband when this happened, right? Since you mentioned him being asleep when you got home.
Also seconding that other anon, please share the camping festival story with us if you're comfortable kek

No. 974362

>>974328
Haha this reply cracked me up. I was suuuuch a hot mess. My only saving grace is I have never been big on personal social media (more of a forum person) so most of my shame was of the private variety.

Fortunately I got my shit together (mostly) and am now a respectable adult woman with a retirement account and shit.

>>974338
>>974340
Ha the people have spoken. I will have to take some time to get the festival story together because it was a doozy. I’ll try to remember to pop back in here when I have some time to sit down. I am a very slow writer and my first tale of woe took like 45 mins to compose.

Re: husband - we were living together but not married yet. So he was my bf. My syntax leaves something to be desired.

No. 974449

Sometimes I pull a shirt over my head but that only my hair is getting pulled through and then I pretend that I am a nun

No. 974454

>>974116
>>973186
I think I remember you talking about it before anon and I'm still do angry on your behalf. I'm sure there was a reason that you didn't think you could expose him but if you can, either not enough evidence or because it will be so upsetting for you, but maybe you should if you can't go on without it getting to you every so often
t. a hypocrite that won't expose a past groomer either because of the same reasons

I see you anon and I care for you. We are more than those monsters will ever be

No. 974482

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someone call me retarded if i'm being retarded but whenever i see western feminists use the pain of women in other countries as a 'gotcha' against moids it makes me squint? it's like they're RIGHT, but at the same time i can't help but think "okay, well, you haven't experienced these issues either…" idk

No. 974497

>>974482
i don't really think you're being silly, i think you're just being sensitive (but not in a bad way). in a way, you're definitely right - it feels like a really weird way to score points. at the same time, things like this are sometimes the only way to get through to idiot men who sincerely believe that women in the west have it better than men globally and that we're not and have never been oppressed. it's a difficult situation, but i don't really think you're in the wrong at all

No. 974498

>>974482
I understand why you might feel like using pressed women's suffering as a 'gotcha' may be off-putting, but I feel like she (the woman in your pic) wasn't really using it as a 'gotcha'- it felt like she was giving an example o women's oppression that was simple to understand. Most examples of western oppression are, although not as bad, are harder to concisely explain e.g. sexuality being centred around pleasing men, porn,

No. 974499

>>974482
Idk, it’s a matter of empathy. I haven’t personally experienced many things that women in other cultures have experienced, but I know women from other countries that are deemed inferior and mistreated by the people from their cultures just for being born.
Like, the issue is when the woman posting such things just then starts posting about loving how “attractive” are Muslim men or some shit like that.
It really isn’t virtue signaling if she doesn’t post stuff that could be seen as the opposite of what she’s expressing.
It’s not like when a troon posts about hating how le society enforces gender roles, but then posts about being depressed because it doesn’t “feel male/female enough” or posts about how “euphoric” it was to be sir’d/ma’md.

No. 974508

>>974482
As someone who sadly see's this shit daily you are right it is super offensive
>>974499
>Like, the issue is when the woman posting such things just then starts posting about loving how “attractive” are Muslim men or some shit like that.
What ? I don't know how that's possible, like 4/5 ths of the men in my Muslim majority nations are all skinny fat and short, only Turkish guys, Persians, Berbers and Bosnians are considered the only attractive males in the Muslim world, every other Muslim group is as stated is skinny fat but also are short, pube beards and have no sense of grooming

No. 974518

>>974482
Why does oppression have to be a hierarchy? Why can’t you mention other peoples. You’re being easily offended. Post just makes a point that identity is meaningless and only the west entertains the delusion, not everyone has the ability to pretend reality isn’t real.

No. 974533

>>974508
You forgot about Syrian and Lebanese men (the ones not living in poverty obviously). They tend to be fit, taller than average and have good hygiene. But you're right, the rest are skinnyfat or straight up fat with no redeeming qualities whatsoever.

No. 974539

My at home wardrobe consists of 80% of my dead fathers clothing. Guess it's half cope half saving money.

No. 974559

i did some kids math homework on 4chan and now i feel kinda bad for not helping him understand it instead

No. 974573

>>974559
on /sci/?

No. 974603

I became a mod in a discord server because the owner was a good friend of mine. There's a private channel for all the moderators and the main mod will ban people and screenshot his smug DMs to them for us others to read and laugh about. I find it to be in poor taste even if the ban is understandable to write high and mighty messages to the person including phrases like "I hope your day goes terrible" as a way to sign off. I brought it up and was told that it's a way to demand respect as a mod, kek. I can't imagine what would happen if they found out I post on here or my opinions related to the genderspecial snowflake community. I should probably just resign, but it's also kind of fun to just sit quietly and read their conversations without having to get involved in any drama myself.

No. 974663

>>974454
Thanks anon. Yeah I’ve posted about it here a few times during very vulnerable times bc there’s not really anyone else I can open up to about it so you’ve probably seen it. I tried to talk to the police a few times but it never went anywhere significant and at this point I really don’t have much proof and I’m honestly afraid/distrustful of police. I tried to put in a report online and requested they didn’t contact me and they did anyway to tell me there wasn’t anything they could do without talking to me directly.
At this point I just want it to go away and for him to kill himself because every time I put energy into that situation I end up spiraling.
I really appreciate you expressing that you care and noticing me and letting me know that it affected you. Keeping things inside all the time makes it easy to feel like nobody would care about the pain I’ve went through. When my parents found out I’d been talking to him and sending pics (cops showed them the cropped CP) they seemed super embarrassed and it felt like they wanted to sweep it under the rug. We never spoke about it again after the cops came to my house and it’s been years. Idk I just want all groomers to feel even a fraction of the guilt they put on the people they groomed. We don’t deserve to be the ones holding this burden so heavily. I’m sorry you went through something similar, anon.

No. 974681

>>974603
I expected discord mods to be this exact amount of cringe lol

No. 974734

>>974603
I've never used discord but it sounds wild. So many nerds powertripping and bullying strangers because it's the only social interaction they get in life. No offense to you anon.

No. 974737

>>974573
no, /fit/

No. 974743

I’ve been talking to four guys for approx two weeks. Two seriously, other two more flirty. I haven’t had a fuck in over a year. Yes, a year. I’m talking to one guy, my age and he’s quite cute. Hes free tomorrow and wants to meet up for a drink. I’m thinking of just meeting up and fucking him. Won’t lie I am horny most days but I’m a little body conscious as I’ve gained a bit of weight. But he’s quite weighty too. Not obese but he is stocky. Idk what I should do…

No. 974745

>>974737
How can you browse there for longer than 10 mins I get pissed off at all the faggots whining about women

No. 974747

>>974743
Is he fat or do you mean dad-bod (meme) stocky

No. 974748

>>974743
>>974747
samefag I mean chub, not fat. Like you know, a bit flabby

No. 974759

>>974745
idk I only get genuinely upset at posts defending pedophilia or rape (which are still pretty common). I guess I'm desensitized to the rest, it's almost fascinating in a way to see them collectively be so wrong and retarded, like watching animals in a zoo

No. 974763

>>972189
This is me with Vocaloid. Like I get they're singing robots but I don't understand the characters or the story.

No. 974784

>>974743
Be safe and DON’T send nudes

No. 974819

>>974748

That wasn’t me?

No. 974854

>>974763
Tbh, vocaloids are whatever you want, there’s no real canon as far as I know, like, even the stuff made by crypton with Hatsune Miku can be taken as whatever you want because there’s no real development of the character or characters.
You could even say that vocaloids are like actors who are just waiting for you to hire them so they can perform in your stories.

No. 975190

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whenever i think about what will happen to my favorite stuffed animals after i die i get sad, there are no good options
>getting them buried with me
weird and also they would be horrified, imagine happy penguin plushies surrounded by BONES that is some tumblr hurtcore shit i refuse to subject my stuffed animals to
>donate them
they get more ragged the more i love them and they would probably end up being incinerated or something
>pass them on to a future generation
dependent on me having kids and said kids wanting them

i know this is incredibly maladjusted sounding but i love them, they were my only friends for years while i wasn’t getting enough parental attention, and although this sounds like copium every therapist i’ve been to said this kind of attachment is ok

i just have to accept the reality that they aren’t alive, don’t have feelings, and they’ll probably be dumpstered. but for as long as i’m alive, they’re alive to me

No. 975198

>>975190
I'm not worried, they'll make it. They're too cute to die. I like to get stuffies from the thrift store and restore them, make cute outfits for them, and resell them online to new homes. I also make stuffed toys and wonder what will happen to them when I'm gone, especially since my name isn't on them. They'll just exist. They'll float out there. I put a lot of work into them, a lot of thought and love. I can't be totally sure they'll last or continue to be loved, but I think they will be.

No. 975589

I'm friends with one of the infamous anons here and I'm glad we met. She's very sweet.

No. 975593

>>975589
please say ko-chan

No. 975686

>>974743
I bet fat people having intercourse is like watching penguins mate. It should be on National Geographic.

No. 975769

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i wish more women like jodi arias existed. it would be nice if men were constantly afraid of women killing them.

No. 975771

>>975769
nah, jodi sucks. she chased after a boring ass mormon boy, followed all his weird fetishes like wearing little boy's underwear for him, and then only killed him after he was going to go on a work trip with another girl.

we should all wish for more women like alieen wuornos. killed rapists, was a lesbian, and had no regrets about any of it.

No. 975772

>>975769
Sorry to blog pot but it's absolutely insane she got life without parole. That's the same sentence they were going to give Ted fucking Bundy and the only reason he's not alive now is because he refused to take the deal, pled not guilty, and acted as his own lawyer.
Reading the texts between Travis and Jodi changed my view on this case completely. He was an abusive, religious little fuckboy that wanted to remain "pure" so insisted on anal. He dumped her but then would send her threatening texts warning her about talking to other guys.

I also watched documentry where Travis' friends were talking about how she stayed at their house and they took him into another room and left her alone to tell him they hated her. They all sat shit talking her in the bedroom while she sat alone in their house and when she knocked on the door to look for them they said it was "weird".

She prob deserves time but not life. I 100% believe he attacked her and she started defending herself and then just murdered him when he slipped in the shower. Based queen and reddit's absolute hate for her makes me lol eternally.

>>975771
you don't know wtf you're talking about

No. 975774

>>975769
not to be a cow but i relate to her and will defend her til my dying breath

No. 975777

>>975769
jesus christ stop being cringe, if you wanna stan a female killer stan Aileen Wuornos, not some pickme who was obsssed with some random dude
>>975774
Your a pickme who will literally change your entire identity over a scrote

No. 975778

>>975772
>>975769
Meh she slashed Travis gf at the time tires, girl was like 19 years old. She was a victims too in this and then sent the gf an email that said
"You are a shameful whore. Your Heavenly Father must be deeply ashamed of the whoredoms you’ve committed with that insidious man. If you let him stay in your bed one more time or even sleep under the same roof as him, you will be giving the appearance of evil. You are driving away the Holy Ghost, and you are wasting your time.

You are also compromising your salvation and breaking your baptismal covenants. Of all the commandments to break, committing acts of whoredom is one of the most displeasing in the eyes of the Lord. You cannot be ashamed enough of yourself. You are filthy, and you need to repent and become clean in the eyes of God. Think about your future husband, and how you disrespect not only yourself, but him, as well as the Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

Is that what you want for yourself? Your future, your salvation and your posterity is resting on your choices and actions. You are a daughter of God, and you have been a shameful example. Be thou clean, sin no more. Heavenly Father loves you and wants you to make the right choices. I know you are strong enough to choose the right. Your Father in Heaven is pulling for you. Don’t ignore the promptings you receive, because they are vital to your spiritual well-being."
Its sad how she treated her like that. Pick me behavior

No. 975788

>>975769
not this scrote-obsessed bitch…

No. 975791

>>975777
>>975771
i'm not "stanning" jodi. the fuck? i'm saying more women like her should exist, as in women who kill men for petty reasons, so that they would be as afraid of us as we are them.

No. 975793

>>975791
Just curious, what would be the best way to kill a moid? Poisoning?

No. 975799

>>975793
Nice try fbi

No. 975813

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>>975793
I think about that question a lot, most men are stronger then women and a fit man could potentially overpower you, a gun might be the best option but they are more traceable and can get caught
knives would be messy and again there's a chance of the male overpowering you and then there would be the trouble of disposing the body

I feel the best option would be to kill the male and make it seem like an accident, burn his house down, cut his car brakes or push him off a cliff

No. 975815

>>975769
Eeew fuck no. Nobody should do all that for a fucking scrote.

>>975793
I would rather energy be reserved for moids who actually fuck up society since it's more satisfying. If the legal system won't deal with them, might as well do it ourselves.

>>975813
Pushing him off a height is the best option imo.

No. 975821

>>975791
nope. we need less women this heads-over-heels obsessed with males.

No. 975824

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>>975777
i changed my entire identity for a woman… :(

No. 975826

I moved my cat's tower away from the window because him jumping in and out of the blinds is really annoying me right now. I feel really bad but I'll move it back before I go to bed. I need the peace.

No. 975893

>>975793
Poisons can be easily detected, dude. The bones and tissues of the body, depending on what type of poison, will absorb traces of it.

No. 975897

File: 1637652359478.jpg (24.38 KB, 474x474, teehee.jpg)

the disconnect between who i told him i am vs who i actually am is overwhelming me

i said i'm good at drawing, like to make music (i don't even own any instruments), i am good at karate (i hate exercise and forgot it all), i lied about having better friends, having more hobbies and talents and i do and i have trouble keeping up with all this shit since we got closer. i need to keep distance for catching up to this idea of a better me. i know it's pathetic to lie about this but i thought it's better than being an insecure pushover and admitting i spend most of my freetime scrolling lolcow and tiktok. i seriously even lied about playing video games more often than i do because that seemed more interesting than just scrolling. i also felt the need to do this because he is friends with so many talented people that he talks about all the time. if i am a homebody loser while he has so many interests and hobbies than we are not a good fit. i just don't want him to think i am a loser and an idiot. it is improving my life to have lied because at least it keeps me motivated but it makes me so anxious at the same time because what if my improvements still don't measure up to this interesting, active and fun woman i projected my image to be? what if i admitted from the beginning that i am going through a slum and actually have 0 real hobbies even though i am interested in so many. than my improvements could have been impressive no matter what. i don't know. can't change it anymore so i'll make do the best i can.

No. 975902

>>975893
The key is giving them no reason to look that intensively in the first place.

No. 975907

i’m lactose intolerant but still eat foods i know will give me terrible shits
i absolutely love cheese and ice cream and nothing will ever stop me if that’s what i’m craving

i say this because i just had some chicken alfredo and half way through the stomach cramps were already starting up. still didn’t stop me tho, at least i don’t do this very often

No. 975942

>>975893
>>975902
Why not make it seem like a mugging, get a male friend, kill him, steal some stuff and money and then leave
with the stuff you've stolen get read of quickly and effectively that it can't be traced back to you(global rule 1)

No. 975954

filthy frank is still funny lol

No. 976087

I love cyberstalking my favourite digital artists I look up to. I don't even do this to my crushes but I feel like I want to know them and be as close to them as possible. I've found their private accounts and other secret accounts before, never really told people about what I found since they'd be creeped out probably. I know putting people in such a pedestal is toxic and obsessive but I don't care, I love them more than they'll ever know. They've even liked my posts before teehee

No. 976120

>>975793
sadly some of the smart methods of body disposal involving moving a body around a lot/dismembering it and women are often not strong enough to do it as easily. i would say the safest method is what >>975815 said. lure them on a hiking date and then push him off a cliff while telling him you're taking his picture. there's no way to prove he didn't slip.

No. 976138

>>976087
jesus fucking christ, people like you are reasons why artists stop socializing online.
I'm one of the artists that have to deal with stalkers and obsessive fans for decade and I can never sympathize your kind, go get help and leave people alone.

No. 976174

It's cringe I know but these kinds of videos motivate me to do my chores.

No. 976181

>>976138
No. Also what's the problem if I don't ever reach out to them anyways? I've never mentioned them or attempted to talk to them. All I do is like, support their arts and buy their merch if I can all on my own account. I generally just keep to myself online even on my public account. Sounds terrible you had to deal with crazies who actually tried to message you though

No. 976182

>>976120
Anon you're forgetting the judges are scrotes and they'll give you life in prison even if you were innocent (ft. Prison trannies "women" raping you)

No. 976199

>>976174
I love these type of "vlog/day in my life" videos too! I don't think it's anything to be ashamed of. Maybe I'll sound like a weeb, but I like that the Korean and Japanese channels that I've seen do these videos usually have captions instead of talking. It's more relaxing. There are some English-speaking silent vlog channels though, which I also appreciate.

No. 976211

I am torn between hoping my mom dies and hoping she will apologize (with a good gesture) to me for stealing my identity and making my teenage years such a living hell. Her and my old stepdad, she always chose him over us. He said many times that he doesn’t care about us only for us to go back and forth, he was a pervert towards us and she did not care. He cheated on her and she still kept going back. He would always berate us,for every little thing we did. She cut all my hair off as a punishment for trying to run away to my dads. I was so “fast” at the age of 15 (she forbid dating in the First place so I had to sneak around and I wasn’t even doing anything sexual til I was 17, just making out and over the pants stuff) but really I was just desperate for someone to love me and instead of getting me therapy or talking it out she just made me a target for bullying. It made me even more desperate and sad, ultimately. My mom doesn’t even love me. She only ever tried to reconcile with me when she saw I was doing ok and wanted to leech off of me
She’s just a drug addict who hasn’t had a job in years and is ruining my little siblings life with negligence. She sees a lot of men and I don’t like my little sisters being around it. I haven’t talked to her since July when I confronted her about getting unemployment in my name while I had a job, I’ve called so many places and tried to report it but most places were dismissive and told me to call another place. She called me a loser and said I was gonna be just like her when I got older, actually I just hope she dies she just leeches off of the government and regularly commits fraud, she is a literal meth mama. They haven’t had a place in years. She just couchsurfs with no intention of getting a job, but she carries my siblings around with her. When she did this with me it made me scared of people, because eventually they would kick us out and flip out at my mom for something she did. I hope she dies, I hope she dies. I just hate how she’s ruining her life and trying to drag everyone down with her. She let some man ruin her that much. Inb4 ~anon he was abusive~ fuuuuck that. We had many chances to get away from him but she just kept coming back to this psychopath and risking OUR safety too. Fuck that woman and fuck my stepdad, I hate how he just took up with another woman with kids after he finally split up with my mom. I told that woman that he’s abusive and a nonce and she said that I was jealous. Wtf fuck all of this I hate how unsatisfactory this shit has left me,
Some women are terrible ass moms who don’t even care about their kids and just want male attention, even if it’s from the lowest scummiest men. I hope these botches including my mom collectively drop dead. I also hope every perverted evil stepdad dies

No. 976231

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I'm really considering buying this shirt. Used to vaguely into Homestuck at its peak but mostly skimmed the story and then stopped keeping up during one of the gigapauses. Two years ago I picked it up from the beginning just so I could be done with thinking about one day finishing it. Turns out that as much as I shit on Homestuck like everyone else, I actually like the story and thought it was a fun read, and I really like all of the beta kids. I mostly want it as an at home shirt so I can relish in my love for Homestuck alone in my room lol.

No. 976236

>>976231
Get it, and I'll wear my Rose shirt, and we will just be.

No. 976248

I was home alone today after a long, long while. I masturbated three times.
To my husbandos having sex in sims 4.

No. 976357

>>976231
God, you managed to unearth my repressed memory of when I wore full dave cosplay to high school. Embarrassing. solid shirt though, can’t believe I got rid of it

No. 976497

I'm obsessively waiting to go watch No Way Home and I feel like a capeshit moid. It doesn't help that when I wanna see news or leaks about the movie I only find actual capeshit moids on YouTube kek

No. 976499

>>976357
I feel like it's a rite of passage at this point to do something incredibly cringey and cosplay related during high school kek. Better then than now!

>>976236
Fuck yeah. Do you think the long sleeve or 3/4th sleeve would be better? I'm thinking the latter since Dave wears the 3/4th sleeve…

No. 976706

I've been cyberstalking my best friend from elementary school, and I know where she lives. (Or at least where her mom lives) Today I was getting coffee with a friend at her part of town, so I decided to drive by her place and take a look. I was so tempted to knock on the door but I didn't. There wasn't a car in the driveway so I don't think anyone was home. This is definitely one of the creepiest things I've ever done.

No. 976835

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these piss me off for some reason

No. 976849

>>976499
kek you guys are making me remember when I got called a nazi in summer school for wearing a haruhi armband. kill me now

No. 976854

>>976835
Me too, but it stopped when I realized it's because I don't like the voice it's written in. Once I realized that, it didn't bother me anymore, so maybe you're also free now.

No. 976868

I didn't get my period until just before my 16th bday

No. 976891

>>976854
i think im just annoyed with the performance of it, like this person clearly just wants pats on the back for being so ~thoughtful and probably doesnt give a shit about visually impaired accessibility and would not do this if it was to be submitted anonymously with no name attached

No. 976901

>>976891
You can't anonymously reblog posts

No. 976929

>>976868
I got my period at 11 during camp, womp womp

No. 976941

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Whenever something on /ot/ starts with "my bf" I immediately skip it bc I know it'll just be sad pathetic and cringe. Most Nonas here are so desperate for their bf it's embarrassing.

No. 976949

>>976941
Ngl this was me years ago because I was dating a very very abusive groomer who make me be reliable on him but also start stupid shit like accusing me of cheating and ghosting me like he was about to abandon me all together, lolcow use to help calm me down since it was cause a very stressful panic that lead to a severe anxiety disorder that killed my immune system, he would do this once a week or so where he would just nitpick something I did and use it as a reason why I'm cheating and obviously fucking around behind his back over things like falling asleep after school and then when I wanted to talk it out he would just ghost me and have me freaking out, he also hated when I went online or vented to other people/asked for help even though he wanted to ditch me anytime the slightest thing happened, like he just wanted me to freak out for days on end until he decided he wanted to use me for sex or emotional support… Never again


I assume most girls here come here to vent about their boyfriends/ask for advice to help calm their nerves since their ghoul boyfriends are too childishly stupid and leave like an emotional teenager causing those women to freak out in confusion if what is going on

No. 976961

>>976941
I like hearing cute and funny bf/husband stories but I am also guilty of being a bf poster. My greatest shame.

No. 976962

>>976941
>milanoo
now that's a site i haven't thought of in a long time…

No. 977067

Work at animal ER in the city. Entitled 19 year old makes enemies with nearly all the staff, puts in two weeks noticed saying everyone’s disrespectful to her (she never did her work and got mad when we told her to do the job she was hired for) . Passive aggressively breaks things around the building all last week. Yesterday a perfectly healthy dog we’ve had here suddenly dies. Tinfoil but given her record I can’t help but suspect this mini psychopath poisoned this dog as her final send off before completing her two weeks today. I’m probably wrong and jumping to conclusions due to her not being very nice to me or anyone here. But I don’t feel guilty for thinking this. It was like, an immediate gut feeling as soon as I heard the news.

No. 977074

>>976941
They are probably deeply conflicted because they want to believe their nigel is a good person who loves them, but in the end, moids will be moids.

No. 977095

>>976949
That's great but I didn't ask, unpopular opinion but women need to stop traumadumping all over /ot/ and do it in the relationship advice thread. Reading that stuff makes me depressed. And it only enables women to stay with shit scrotes.

No. 977106

>>976231
I have one of these shirts at the bottom of my drawer, I felt it was too cringe to wear outside so it's just been sitting there
>>976357
I did this too!! I bought that pajama dream costume, I felt cool as hell kek. It's actually really comfortable and the cape is cute, I should probably donate it or something since it's just hanging in my closet

No. 977468

I really want to be a trashy streamer. Something about it, just attracts me. I really want to do drink and act trashy on stream. I unironically read on IP2 girls and wish to be them. Instead, I'll just have weird thougbts

No. 977476

>>977095
>it only enables women to stay with shit scrotes.
so does just saying "dump him" without any regards for how the anon may feel, fear, and concerns especially if she is reliable on him

No. 977479

>>977095
anon, this is an imageboard. people are going to be their pure unfiltered selves whether that makes you uncomfortable or not. if traumadumping bothers you, go to another site.

No. 977585

File: 1637812773028.jpeg (Spoiler Image, 99.08 KB, 640x406, 7D1D986A-C94A-4F20-8C74-270039…)

I don’t like my boyfriend’s toddler nephew and I legitimately think he is a psycho. He’s always torturing my cats and he even tried putting all his weight on my pregnant cat. One time when I was lying down on the floor because my back was hurting and he was hopping around the couches he jumped right on my face, he did it on purpose.
Another time, when I was trying to get him to stop throwing a tantrum all I did was have him sit down in the room for a while and calm down while I was watching him, and he was fine… until his parents came by and then he screamed at me.. and cried around them pointing at me.
He always pretends he’s hurt when he’s not and I think he’s kind of evil seeming because his mom works a lot and doesn’t really spend time with him. His dad also spanks him.
He loves to yell and hurt babies that are smaller than him, he does the meanest things to our kid, who is a year younger than him. He is always taking his toys or soppy cups from him and making him cry, and randomly shoving or pushing him and hitting his head with objects. Whenever we say “do this” to our son he’ll repeat it and yell at him, I am so sick of this kid always yelling. I’m so done with this kid, I want him to never ever come around again. Some kids are sent from hell. He’s always around because we are forced to watch him, but I wish he wasn’t around so much he annoys the hell out of me. I get bad looming vibes whenever he’s around. He’s so mean and aggressive and the worst kid I’ve ever met, I won’t hit him or anything, I don’t believe in spanking but fuuuck aaaaaaa I hate being around him, Is it normal to feel like a 3 year old is a psycho??

No. 977624

One of the finest pleasures in life, for me, is picking pussy boogers.

No. 977632

>>977095
Deal with it or fuck off, cunt. Posting on an anonymous IB isn't traumadumping as it doesn't expect anything from you. You can just ignore the post

No. 977635

>>977624
Picking what

No. 977647

Everytime I feel like I might've a good day today, until a combo of depression and anxiety kicks in and reminds me that I will always be perceived, then I throw up my lunch.
I can't remember what's it like to function day to day without this shit haunting my mind.

No. 977654

I had a longtime bpd friend who I really did care about so at her lowest I lied about how close I was with my family and other friends. Well I didn't lie but I never shared anything. When I called her out on something and she dropped me she seemed so happy no one would care about me and I finally knew I couldn't take care of her no matter how much I worried for her. I hope she's doing ok though.

No. 977664

>>977624
The fuck? Are you taking about discharge?

No. 977668

someone sent me disgusting porn online and now I feel like I will never recover and feel degenerate having even seen a few seconds of it. I wanna die.

No. 977671

>>977654
I think you deserve better friends nonna, whether she's getting better or not she's no longer your responsibility anymore.

No. 977702

>>977654
i just wanna say i sympathize im going thru the same thing. lost a bpd friend and im not gonna reach out to her because i don't wanna force it if she doesn't want it. wishing her the best though, she just recently. N, I know you read lolcow so if you see this hi and i'm not mad at you.

No. 977707

I wish farmers who furiously defend butthole eyes would spend at least 5 minutes with a suicide baiting scrote just to see what it's like.

No. 977736

>>977585
My cousin was exactly like that when he was so young. It mellowed out when he was about five or six, but it's still exhausting looking after him.

No. 977751

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>>977585
I can tell your family is white considering he's not getting an ass-whooping yet
i grew up getting disciplined by my aunts more often than my mom because they could see she was doting me lol

No. 977763

>>977751
Nah he’s native American and he gets beaten like 3 times a week it’s not working kek

No. 977765

I had consensual sex for the first time this week and another time after that, and I really enjoyed it and don't feel any shame nor guilt for it :)(:))

No. 977769

I hate feminists, terfs, tradthots, men and women who hate men.

No. 977776

>>977769
>I hate men
>I also hate women who hate men
You either need therapy or dilation

No. 977787

>>977776
I think she meant she hates when people (both men and women) hate men. So she pretty much just hates anyone who hates men.

No. 977793

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>>977585
>>977751
>>977763
You guys are weird for this, most kids don't act like that just because and imo this boy has something seriously wrong going on and should be addressed (or treated) asap, hell, his family could have caused this for all i know, as native Americans tend to have very high domestic abuse rates, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree inb4 "ur white" i'm brown, and I've seen tons of ND kids get massively fucked by inexperienced parents who want a easy route with beatings, it doesn't work, it never worked

No. 977797

>>977793
hey nonny I'm the anon with "i bet your family white" reply.
I meant to make a typical in-community asian deprecating joke about getting beaten as a kid was normalized, especially older millennials.
I don't mean to glorify physical abuse as a "correct" way to discipline children. Hope this is clear. Sorry if it came off distasteful.

No. 977798

>>977769
I never say this but unironically touch grass

No. 977810

>>977769
Men should stop being so worthy of hate, kek

No. 977815

>>977797
you do realize white people (probably not WASPs though) get beat too right? this is just a dumb assumption

No. 977832

>>977624
i audibly said what

No. 977834

I think I'm an alcoholic. Well, I'm predisposed to being an alcoholic and could become one easily if I don't watch myself. I don't drink often and when I do, I never get to the point where someone has to take care of me or tell me to stop, but I've been making some poor decisions lately when I drink.
Today is Thanksgiving and the thing I'm most excited about is drinking. This makes me nervous. I'm usually not a big wine fan, but I had a really good one a few weeks ago and I've been getting on-and-off cravings for wine ever since. This also makes me nervous because I've never really had a reoccurring urge for a drink.
I guess as long as I don't give in to the cravings and monitor my intake, I'll be okay. I've already established that I can't keep alcohol in the house or else I'll drink it all, so I only drink when I'm with others when they are drinking too.

No. 977858

>>974250
>>974362
>Hilariously, the incident did NOT lead to our toxic friendship’s downfall. That came when I took her to a four day camping music festival with disastrous consequences.
>I’ll try to remember to pop back in here

DO NOT LEAVE US HANGING.

No. 977923

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I get too much enjoyment out of retarded moids. They're constantly doing or saying things I know I'm supposed to be annoyed at, but I just think it's fucking funny
Some scrote posted this, then got angry that the replies weren't going his way. Of course, he never posted a photo of himself (and he didn't explain how his financial situation would allow for this set-up). He did take the time to passionately argue that the average 18-25 year old woman is most attracted to a 50 year old man, though. If I made this person into an actual character for a book, readers would claim he's too stereotypical lmao. How are some men real

No. 977931

>>977923
They love their fantasy games anon, they have so little that they have to masturbate their own ego to feel better.

No. 977942

>>977798
Only thing I touch is your dad because I hate grass.

No. 977954

>>977923
Hhahahahahahahaa get a load of this guy

No. 977955

>>977942
Shayna?!

No. 977991

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>>977923
>Writer
More like
>Navel gazing chronic masturbator

No. 978010

It's been a year and 9 months since I finally stopped going back to my toxic ex of 5/6 years and went no contact. It's been really hard and the past few days I've only now really processed just how shitty he was in general. I'm oddly proud how I can see that now. Like I can't understand how I was pining and so hung up on THAT. He really wasn't loving at all. Not ever. There was one real genuine moment we had and it was the first year and I just clung to it. And now I'm thinking about that moment again and it's making me want to forget all the bad. It was so touching. And I understand again so probably need another 9 months to forget Fs.

No. 978071

>>977991
I'm sorry I can't deal with this woman's hands. Is this a slenderman in y2k fashion?

No. 978082

I judge people who read fanfiction, is cringe and juvenile, same thing with women who still like bishies, i just can't take it seriously and i automatically assume they're stunted

No. 978088

>>978082
it's harmless fun. although a lot of harmless fun things are considered juvenile by lc standards kek

No. 978093

>>978082
Stunted and proud

No. 978094

>>978082
Same but only for fanfics. I used to read them but they're getting worse and worse and even the "good" ones are cringey or boring. No idea if it's because my tastes changed with time or if it's because I'm more mature now but when my friends tell me they're reading fanfics I hope they don't go into details because it's just boring as fuck. And that's not even taking recent trends into accounts like untagged tranny shit or how Americans will take anything not taking place in the US and will make the characters awkwardly flirt with each other in an American coffee shop.

No. 978098

>>978094
Or make them flirt in an American high school. I’ve always hated high school AUs, but now I despise them.

No. 978167

I cried when Chris Chan's dad died, and I cried really hard too. I didn't think he was a bad guy, he didn't know what the fuck the internet was or the true impact it was having on his son. He's just one man trying to right his wrongs and be a father and husband for once, he really tried. He wanted help for Chris, but he had a hard time finding it. He wanted to connect with Chris, but Chris doesn't know how to connect. That Dream Studio makes me cry. It makes me cry that Chris sold all of the things that meant the most to his dad, that he used his Dad's knife so recklessly and broke it. It honestly disgusts me. He sounded like a cool guy. He invented shit, he was a builder, he liked collecting and listening to foreign music he wanted to share culture with his son. You could tell from the phone calls with trolls that Bob was in that he just wanted to share his life and passion with someone, to have a real conversation with someone who wasn't crazy or retarded. Nobody is perfect and I know Bob was far from it, but he didn't deserve to die rotting in Barb and Chris' hoard like a sick animal.

No. 978185

>>978082
i read porn fic sometimes if i really like a certain pairing or character. i cannot imagine the autism needed to read/write general fanfiction. read a book.

No. 978195

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>>978082
if reading perfectly formulaic steve rogers/tony stark enemies to friends to lovers fix it fics ad nauseam is juvenile then I don't want to be mature

No. 978211

>>978185
Some ppl really like a books/tv shows/games setting?

No. 978212

>>978167
I agree with you. I also cry at the Dreaming Studio plate and Bob's letter to Chris. It's incredible how he was an inventor with a patent! The hobby thing also is heartbreaking. I think he invented some machine to play vinyls as you walk? Maybe I misremember, but Chris has shown the blueprints for it. I think Bob was a typical racist boomer (which sucks — but afaik he hasn't made anyone's life harder because of that), but that doesn't make his story any less fucking sad and his achievements less impressive. It feels like he was one sane person in that situation.

No. 978266

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>>977793
In my original post I mentioned how his mom is always working and his dad spanks them. I really don’t know what’s wrong with him but he is almost always in a bad mood and you’ll be like “hi baby!” to him and he’ll yell “no!”! He is always yelling “no” over every little thing. It’s so grating, and no I won’t spank him, ever. I don’t believe in spanking but his dad does it to him, I personally think he’s too small to be spanked. He seems kind of evil to me, I know toddlers are usually kind of rough with animals but he’s always got scratches from punching, choking and kicking them. It’s like he doesn’t even care that he gets scratched he just wants to always hurt them. The other day when he was taking a bath with my son and I turned the knob on to rinse them off he flipped out and started screaming he pushed my son over and crawled out of the tub, which is another thing he always does is going out of his way to push other kids or hit them or knock them over. But my son fell down in the water and it was scary, he is so histrionic and screams so damn much. Also anytime my son is playing and walking around, he’ll go out of his way to block his path and yell at him. It’s so annoying I’m so tired of him bullying him. And the cats. I wish he wasn’t around, I feel bad for saying that but his parents are always working and even when they’re off they try to leave him around with us or his grandma, they don’t even like being around him. I feel bad for him and I try to be nice but it’s such a bad aura when he’s around because I know I have to watch him closely to see if he’ll choke a kitten or punch a dog or push over another kid. His older brother is a lot nicer, i try not to be presumptuous because he is so young, but sometimes I think he is evil and I get frustrated. He yells at me too. And he’ll flop over and hit himself or throw himself really hard to the point where he hurts himself if I tell him to stop yelling at me… I like kids and I never thought I’d meet one I hated being around

No. 978272

>>978266
man, I hate the situations where the parents just dump their yelling toddlers to relatives and dodged the bullet of taking care of their psycho kids. while I understand why your nephew can be like this, I have zero sympathy ngl. Could just keep him at daycare where strangers are more capable of dealing with this kind of behavior.

No. 978291

I’ve been having an affair with a married man for almost a year. His wife has been sick for awhile, but not in a “terminal” way, just in a “constant health issues she neglects” way. Well, apparently that’s all caught up with her, and she might die by the end of the weekend.

There’s no social script for “how to be a good supportive affair partner/friend/maybe more to a new widower”. I don’t have anyone in my life who knows about the affair, so I don’t have anyone I can talk to about the messy feelings I’m having right now. (Obviously I’m not going to dump any of that on the man whose wife is in the ICU.) I’m keeping a happy face on around my own husband and family, but inside all I can think about is how worried I am for my affair partner, and how scared I am that he’ll decide to push me away and self-destruct out of grief if she does die.

I don’t expect any sympathy - it’s cheating, after all, I made my own bed & have to lie in it - but I needed to write this down somewhere.

No. 978301


No. 978495

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I accidentally stayed up til like 3 on a work night talking to my ex and then just let him call me again after he’d hit the gym to chat some more before I went off to work. Ordinarily I’d be like, pissed and ashamed. Wasting time talking to a male! A male i’m not even dating! On paper. But that nigga goofy as hell and i laughed like the entire time, and plus i don’t do shit on Fridays, and my current situationship male has been a giant asshole lately. It was really nice with all that compounding, especially because he spent most of time centering the conversation on me/my feelings/my hobbies and what he’d learned that could enhance my immersion in them. More pleasant than a standard talk with a boyfriend because there wasn’t any pressure to be considerate, warm, or not annoying- we’re already split up on mutual misfortune-based terms and we’re too distant for it to feasibly be a booty call attempt. Way harder for him to benefit than me, especially given that I suuuck at providing emotional labor (reason that the other guy’s being a dick). No idea what that was other than him being bored but it was nice.
Also he autistically ruminated about his compound lifts and work on his fitness development when I started discussing my own attempts to get in shape. I got to bask in the memory of how jacked he was and add more serratus anterior because like, lat spreads or something i don’t fucking remember what he said he was doing for those lol. he just wanted to be helpful and i got to think about his pecs again. I love a gymbro, God bless.

This is in confession because i genuinely feel bad about like, kind of starting to emotionally cheat though. I know it’s platonic and i know the situationship dude is a dick. But like, christ, I do feel bad despite logically knowing it’s a good thing, talking to someone who at least pretends to care. I wish I was more shameless. Or ideally a better person. Or maybe just less autistic so I could better understand why people do the things they do.

No. 978496

>>977793
Agreed, this child sounds either abused or neglected and is acting out/thinking violence is normalized because that's what he witnesses on a routine basis.

No. 978497

>>978291
This woman is literally dying and all you can think about is how your “affair partner” might distance himself from you? I’m genuinely baffled as to how you managed to turn off your empathy for the woman you’ve been screwing over for however long.

No. 978504

>>978291
You are such an unbelievably disgusting person, I hope this bait, that is all

No. 978510

>>978291
Pff, you suck. When are you going to grow up? You're terminally mentally ill.

No. 978517

>>978497
She’s in a coma and is about to die. Of course I hope she’s not suffering and has a peaceful death. What else do you expect me to feel for her?

But I guess I wasn’t clear about my concerns, since other anons seem to be misreading my (non-bait) post, too. She drank herself to death. He got into recovery during the last year. I’m scared he’ll relapse and pull away from his sober support, which I’m currently the biggest part of. I’m a grown woman who can cope with it if the affair ends. I’m just worried about not knowing how to support him through his grief, given the circumstances, and about how badly he might self-destruct.

No. 978520

>>978517
>>978291
You're a fucking horrible person, jesus christ. I hope he does leave you and goes back to being an alcoholic or whatever the fuck. You both deserve the worst.

No. 978552

My bf often watches that guy that has a cooking channel that looks like markiplier and there is something about him that i can't stand. His voice is grating to me and so corporate? Men talking about cooking annoy me in general because it is traditionally a woman's forced role and so a man telling me how to cook feels patronizing. Like it's great that men want to learn to cook, but they are so annoying about it as well because you know that they act like they know more than you. This could apply to anything women normally do.

No. 978553

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>>978291
I don't know who is more retarded, op or anons believing op

No. 978610

>>978552
It's not enough were forced into xyz by society, they want to take everything and larp/act like they know better. I spent so much time researching heathy food but my dad reads one boomer article and thinks he's a genius for knowing brown bread is good for you. Then proceeds to buy the cheapest shit whole wheat flour and tell my mom to bake brown bread from now on. Or how he bought a cheap filter and still makes me and mom boil, freeze, and strain our drinking water so a small % of chlorine can be taken out. Living in first world doing third world chores.
It's always women doing the work, and it's usually useless work in the end.

No. 978628

>>978610
And let me guess, the scrote drinks beer, smokes tobacco and loves his shitty junk food in spite of making you do all that "for health"? Lol

No. 978736

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I NEVER patch test.

No. 978763

I want to off myself out of boredom, my life is okay but I feel it won't get any better and I shouldn't bother anymore.

No. 978769

>>978291
I think the best way to deal with this situation is to aggressively slit your wrists and then walk onto a motorway, hopefully a truck will grind your body up.(a-log)

No. 978771

>>978763
shut up and give me your okay life if you're going to waste it like that, you sound stupidly young

No. 978773

ever since I was a kid I have done this thing where I deal with my emotions by pretending to talk to an imaginary friend or other versions of myself. I will usually just whisper the conversation under my breath, but if I'm alone and assured no one is in another room or within hearing distance, I might talk the entire thing out loud. I usually look and gesture towards a certain point in the room where I pretend my imaginary therapist is, so if people ever actually saw me doing this they would probably wonder if I've gone insane. I feel like I should stop, but I feel like I deal with issues better this way and calm down much faster, so it's probably not that big of a problem as long as I keep it secret.

No. 978802

>>978552
I think theres a real difference between a man cooking and a woman. Women are expected almost everywhere to cook, clean, shop, have a job, or have kids. Men aren't expected to do that as they instead will find cooking as a hobby that's fun. I think most women have to find fun in cooking if they were expected to help in the kitchen their whole life. Something is always going to be "fun and cool" until it's expected you do it regularly. I definitely dislike how cooking used to just be a womans hobby/expectation to it becoming a huge production and amazing career that men can get into.

No. 978831

>>978773
I hate getting caught doing this. Like just let me go. This has nothing to do with anybody but me and me.

No. 978855

>>978773
Don't stop and don't worry about it. Everyone talks to themselves and pretty much everyone has acted it out like that at some point. I do it fairly often too and get caught sometimes, but dfag kek. It helps me and I enjoy it.

No. 978887

>>978628
He drinks and would eat only meat and sweets if mom didn't cook. He's only skinny bc he's got dumbass Chad genes.

No. 978897

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(not race bait ok) Everytime a middle eastern man comes into my work I want tell him to fuck off. 99% of them treat me like I'm dirt on a shoe, or stare bugeyed with their souless eyes. If you can't even fucking contain your misogyny in public then don't go in public.

No. 978900

I think people find polyamory disgusting for good reason, but I secretly want two boyfriends.

No. 978902

>>978900
It sounds fun in theory. They fight over your attention and constantly have to one up each other to please you. That would never happen in real life though. I feel you though anon, I'm the same but I want one girlfriend and one boyfriend.

No. 978904

I don't trust my mom when she talks about technology. She often struggles with things like setting the alarm, downloading png. pictures or just telling apart the sounds of the computer with the sounds of outside cars. In fact, a few months ago I had to do an assigment that kept me awake for a long time, and she kept telling me that she thinks I'm lying about the assigment even if she was seen the Internet's history, because I might have used the "Secret page thing I downloaded", turns out she found out about the incognito mode of Chrome and now she believes I put it on my phone and computer, I explained to her that incognito mode was in all chrome versions but she kept insisting that I did some hacker thing to the devices. So I have a hard time believing her when she says that the computer has a virus or that it's broken and she needed to unplug it, because I just imagine that she pressed something that she shouldn't have and then she wants me to help her without saying that it was her mistake.

No. 978906

>>978517
What about your own husband?? Don’t you feel bad for him?

No. 978907

I urinate a shit load when I cum how the fuck do I stop it?

No. 978912

>>978907
You should piss after you cum anyway, as a rule. Don’t want to get a UTI.
>>978902
I didn’t think of it that way, to be honest. Imagine if the relationship was not based on that level of competition or fawning- my ideal would be three unique, concurrent relationships. I know it’s impossible, and pursuing it would be embarrassing.

No. 978914

>>978907
Kek I thought only I had this issue. Just make sure you pee beforehand and put a towel down.

No. 978979

I had the most realistic and amazing erotic dream tonight (the best one yet so far) And I can't tell anyone about it because the people who were in it are from a kpop group kek

No. 978987

>>978979
which group nonny

No. 979016

I have so little interest in movies that I have seen almost zero, even classics like Indiana Jones, Jurassic Park or Terminator. I always shut my mouth when people are talking about movies because I don't want to look like a killjoy.

No. 979057

>>979016
Me too. It got especially bad with fantasy or semi-fantasy stuff like capeshit after I saw some behind the scenes videos where they're just running around in their skin tight plastic suits shouting dramatic stuff while looking ridiculous. Now it's all I can think about when it's a movie in a non-realistic setting.

No. 979060

>>979016
I’m the same way only I do the opposite - I lie for as long as I can abt having seen them just to see if anyone will notice I haven’t. I’ve had years long relationships with scrotes who thought I’d seen and enjoyed Star Wars when I haven’t seen a single minute. They almost never figure it out. Fun game.

No. 979418

I checked my period tracking app and I'm due to be bang in the middle of my period on xmas day. Just another reason why I'm glad I stopped talking to my dad earlier this year. I'll send him a card.

He's a dick about anything to do with 'womens issues' I lost my mom to a form of cancer that was a 'womans cancer' and even that didn't wake him up to what a dick he has always been about womens health. I'm too old for it, he's too old to still be that way. He texted me lately saying his friends wife just died of that same form of cancer… I doubt he's changed though. He's a near 70 year old who wants women to suck up anything that doesn't affect men and not talk about icky stuff. I had a whole pre-cancer shitshow take up 2 years of my life and the fucker doesn't know because his reaction is too easy to predict. I can't discuss my health because it's not some gender neutral body part that's acting up. You either shut up and suck it up or he makes you feel like a leper for simply saying why you look or feel like shit on a certain day. Like go get ball cancer and then don't tell me about it because it's soo shameful to be born with organs not everyone else has.

No. 979426

>>979016
I'm the same but I actually ended up seeing the original Indiana Jones for the first time not too long ago and it was so dumb and corny. I'm not sure why it's considered a classic when it doesn't seem like it has aged well at all.

No. 979429

I got the ending of Se7en spoiled in a Naruto author's note.

No. 979431

>>979016
My first serious bf was big into movies so I got through a few classics with him, then I just went back to how I usually am when we split. I just watch tons of documentaries instead. Fiction doesn't grab me.

No. 979832

I regularly fantasize about seeing a male, any male, I know in the MtF thread and sending his picture/profile to his family, friends, and coworkers.

No. 979837

>>979832
That’s sick, keep me updated if it happens

No. 979842

>>979429
It's karma for taking the time to read Naruto when you could've been watching Se7en

No. 979883

>>979842
I was like 12, a bit too young to watch Se7en.

No. 979889

>>979883
Fair point, it was traumatizing enough as an adult

No. 979951

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A fucking video game changed my life. I feel like such a giant autist but I can't deny it happened. It gave me enough motivation to start changing careers, investing into myself and actually give a shit about life. I'm a the bottom but never felt so much hope for my future.

No. 979953

>>979951
Not judging, but is that game Cyberpunk? There is some interesting story behind your statement

No. 979963

>>979953
Yup, it's cyberpunk, which is the reason why it feels so autistic, most people chimp out when they realize which game I mean because they're still on the hate train

No. 980080

I believe I've passed some of my classes in college with good grades, because I give out teacher's pet vibes and people pity me.
I tend to participate a lot on class, never complain, and make a lot of questions. On top of that, I I also give an autistic vibe, so I feel some teachers believe I'm doing the best I can when I'm actually bullshitting things.
It's kind of condescending, but as long as that allows me to graduate it's fine, I'm planning on working on another field anyway.

No. 980082

>>979951
There's no shame, your life is better and anyone who calls you cringe just can't deal. It took an infinitely more cringe hipster indie game to do the same for me

No. 980084

>>979963
Good for you anon! The game has a lot of issues but I think people mainly hate on it because it was hyped up so much when we got just a decently cool game with a lot of amazing visuals. I'm proud of you, and never feel ashamed of something that improved your life.

No. 980129

>>980080
Are you me? In college I also gave out those same vibes and had no friends lol. I would ask a shitton of questions and, even though the professors would get annoyed sometimes, doing it helped me graduate magna cum laude.

No. 980248

No one will believe me but a tradthot YouTubers husband regularly paid for handjobs from me upwards of $500 for a 15 minute jerky jerk, it never strikes me until I looked at the tradthot thread and started piecing everything together as the dude has a basic face

No. 980252

>>980248
I'm laughing so hard but you are based for posting this. Right wingers are the biggest porn consumers ironically.

No. 980258

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furries scare the everloving shit out of me, but i find "kemono" style fursuits extremely adorable. i feel like this is how western furries think they look, but instead they are these ugly mascot-y horrors.

No. 980265

>>980248
You can't just leave that bombshell with no deets. Who's husband was it? My money's on Midwest's. Do you have any milk on either of them outside of just the hubby being a coomer?

No. 980272

>>980258
Oh wow the pink one is really cute, the more realistic facial proportions just looks better

No. 980273

>>980265
it was classically abbys husband
They're pretty boring people just with lots of money to spare, her husband is narcissistic as fuck and thinks he's hot shit and has patchy disgusting pubes, he also has terrible hygiene and I had to Lysol the room anytime he came. He also cums very fast so I have to pull my hands off just so he doesn't get pissy that he just spent hundreds for 5 minutes. I try to small talk clients but abby is definitely just a basic rich girl who wanted to play housewife. From what I've heard he's actually quite tired of her since parents often pay for her to fuck around and be a failed opera singer which is the biggest reason why she relied on being a traditional/religious blogger. She's not even that trad either but it's mostly just attention grubbing to cater to masses since it's easy to get attention by claiming to have odd beliefs. from what I've heard she's more of a party girl than what she makes herself out to be and she does have plastic surgery which her parents paid for.

No. 980281

I'm an incredibly selfish person and honestly I don't want to change. If I have zero friends because of it I can live with that.

No. 980283

>>980281
Be selfish, this is your fucking life, you don't owe anything to fucking anybody.

No. 980290

>>980258
Huh, I’ve never seen this kind of fursuit. It looks much less horrifying than the regular ones, I wonder why they’re not more popular.

No. 980303

>>980258
Can someone explain the difference? This looks like every other fursuit I've seen.

No. 980304

I will be called a moid or whatever, but I legit just want a trad life. I'm a romantic, I want to raise one or two kids and make lovely food for when my husband comes home. But I want to be in love, and the people I fall in love with are mostly all anti-marriage. I don't want to work and tend the house. It is how my mother was, how my grandmothers were. I yearn for that life but I know I will never find someone loving enough to marry me and earn enough to support a family at the same time.

No. 980306

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I'm reading the Wikipedia page about Christine Chubbuck and I found her a bit too relatable for my own comfort, the only difference being that I'm not desperate for a relationship.

No. 980324

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>>980303
western fursuits typically look like mascots, with large awkward heads on top of skinny bodies. kemono fursuits have an emphasis on the kawaii style, employing big round eyes, small faces, and rounder proportions. they are much less scary to look at imo.

No. 980334

I'm an artist and I would love to make the art of a BL/yaoi/otome game. Or just any game where there are pretty boys to draw and design. I know people who make games but they're all scrotey, always focusing on sad 2deep4u but naked girls (kind of like misery porn) and I hate that shit. So yeah, if there is any programmer anon into pretty boys, hit me up.

No. 980359

>>980272
>realistic
lol it's more anime than realistic
>>980303
besides what the other anon said, the western ones are also kind of disney-looking

No. 980361

>>980334
You don't need to program to make a visual novel, there's ren'py

No. 980369

I love fucking the type of nerds who are conventionally attractive but don’t get laid because they’re weird. They genuinely believe my pussy is out of this world because they don’t get laid regularly. They come so fast and it brings me joy

No. 980374

I hate people who live vicariously through their kids. My mother tries to vicariously live through me. I've noticed since I was a pre-teen (think more achievements and especially sports). It not only messed up my self-esteem, but my self-worth too. She harps on about how much she hates two of her aunts (tbf they both are very terrible women) but she's no better. I don't get it and probably shouldn't for what remains of my mental health.

No. 980378

>>980369
>nerds who are conventionally attractive
where are they

No. 980385

>>980369
All the not ugly nerds I've met irl are either gay or so mentally ill that everyone should avoid them. An example would be that guy I met in university who was always kinda polite to me or avoided me but he was shit talking everyone to their face and had a huge superiority complex, turns out that he admitted in his private twitter that I found by chance that he sees a therapsit on a regular basis because he hates himself for being shorter than average and takes it out on others. I'd rather stay a virgin.

No. 980389

>>980378
Your local metalheads

No. 980397

>>980369
casual sex never benefits women

No. 980406

>>980389
Not true. A lot of metalhead guys are ugly. Also please save these dudes for women who actually are into metal, as they are very scarce now. Mutual interests and all

No. 980412

I broke the button of the dishwasher last night, I went to go turn it on and the button got stuck behind the frame. I woke up this morning to find the button completely missing.

No. 980417

>>980385
Men being sad because they’re short is so fucking funny. Overcompensating for it is even funnier.

No. 980419

>>980385
I would love to experience this just for the giggles

No. 980429

When I got my first period, I thought I was somehow shitting out of my vagina because I didn’t know period blood could be brown.

No. 980447

I took a whole prescription pain pill instead of half like I normally do and I think I'm a bit high right now
I am happy that my chest, leg, and lower back pain is gone though

No. 980456

>>980385
Did he not have lift shoes? I'd make an account and drop a link for him on that post kek

No. 980459

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I didn’t play animal crossing until the pocket camp and new horizons were released because I always thought that the older games were ugly as fuck. And I honestly still think that the older games look like eyesores, I wish the newer games had the cute style but kept the personalities of the older games. I guess it’s a monkey paw kind of thing.

No. 980461

>>980459
the styles look the same to me

No. 980464

>>980385
>he hates himself for being shorter than average and takes it out on others
I fucking hate manlets so much, bunch of pathetic, miserable subhumans

No. 980468

>>980459
Fight me, nonny. I love the green forest look of the gamecube version. It's also the first one I played when it came out 20 years ago.

No. 980478

>>980459
The first ones have the cutest/most eclectic soundtrack tho. And I played all of them as they came out, 2001 looked adorable to me at the time. Not to mention dialog was funnier

No. 980482

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Been stalking @neginvaand on Instagram around 6 years now. I've spoken to her on the phone once and I was snapchat friends with her ex. I know the names of her parents, her sisters and her ex-boyfriends & friends. I find her to be really stunning and admit I am jealous. She's got a very unique beauty with hazel green eyes and dark curly hair. I've always felt very generic and average at best..

I know that I am a creep but I still wish I could skin walk her for a day.

No. 980484

>>980482
Why would you leave her handle or photo except unless you wanted her to find this post?

No. 980487

>>980478
Patrician taste

No. 980488

>>980484
Because it's an obvious selfpost

No. 980494

I may have stayed up until 4.am to write out a graphic sex scene between two OC's. And I might have also found what I wrote a little hot. This is what ovulation does to a mf.

No. 980497

>>980488
why would someone who has 1 million followers on instagram need to self post on a forum of femcels to get attention ?

>>980484
I doubt she would even see this. She's too busy traveling the world and getting free stuff from her sponsors. I just wanted to show the ig model that im obsessed with.

No. 980502

Too obvious

No. 980504

>>980497
We don't care. Also please love yourself bc that looks like every chick at walmart except she also photoshopped herself severely and quite obviously.

No. 980507

>>980504

Issa confession thread, no one said you had to care. Move on if you don't. Bye.

No. 980521

>>980507
And no one asked to hear your stalker tendencies or to keep sperging about it. Get some self esteem and stop talking trashy lol

No. 980525

>>980521
Didn't ask to read about other peoples sexual fantasies or about their boyfriends, husbands, dates etc. either but they post it here anyway, you don't see me bitching at them even though I don't care about all that. Again, like I said it's a confession thread and people can confess whatever they want. Get over yourself.

No. 980531

>>980525
>>980507
It's funny how defensive anons get when people judge them for the confessions they decided to post.

No. 980532

>>980525
Piss off and go cry into some random shooped dime-a-dozen's insta that you act like Ed Gein over, you sad sack.

No. 980549

>>980532
>>980531

I didn't expect a positive reaction to my confession. I already said I know I'm a creep, what I find really bitchy is other anon being up her own ass when this whole website is basically dedicated to stalking internet personalities. Pot calling the kettle black.

No. 980550

legit thinking of making an account on mpa to find local people who have EDs bc i've relapsed and want someone who won't be up my ass 24/7 about my weight. but i know mpa is cringe and 99% underage wannarexics. lmao @ me but i for real just want someone i can vent to who gets it and won't fucking lecture me, is this too much to ask

No. 980555

>>980549
Not really, when a lot of anons only come here for ot discussion. And thinking /pt/ and /snow/ is stalking is a very loose definition of stalking. So not only are you a freak but you're retarded as well.

No. 980569

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I’m so empty. I did everything I was supposed to. I broke up with my abusive ex, got sober, stopped being a mentally ill piece of shit, got my degree, got a six figure job, bought a house with my harmless idiot boyfriend who will eventually father my children if I decide to let him. From the outside my life is composed but I’m more empty than I ever was as a manic druggie punching bag.

We live to consoom and die, and even to “create” means just spending money, and for what? I could bake a pie that I won’t eat because it doesn’t taste like anything. I could paint a portrait that I hate because it doesn’t mean anything. I don’t want to keep spending money pretending it’s fulfilling. Honest to god I want to tear it all the fuck down because that’s the only thing that ever made me feel anything at all.

No. 980575

>>980569
If you’re really wanting to destroy something, I would suggest breaking up with your boyfriend. It doesn’t sound like you like him very much and that would at least give you back some sense of control over your life without completely spiralling. Other than that I really recommend professional help if you’re not seeking it already. Being able to kick an addiction, leave and abusive relationship and get a degree and a good job is no small feat. It sounds like you have PTSD

No. 980577

>>980555
Whatever you say cunt, there are whole ass threads dedicated to camgirls on this website.

Many people on here are really not that mentally stable and you're on the same boat as all of us so quit thinking you're so much better.

No. 980580

Does anyone else have detailed fantasies of killing/assassinating significant political figures/businessmen, or just all men sometimes? Whenever I get sad about the state of things, i start mapping out the best way to murder people that are making the world a shittier place. It's therapeutic sometimes; other times I start losing faith in anything ever getting better. I don't believe any problems we have right now can be solved with reasoning for most of the people who have control over most of our lives now. I am so tired.
If I ever feel so bad about how we're beaten to the fucking ground, I might even consider just fucking killing people that don't deserve to breathe the same air. Women, especially, don't kill nearly enough.

No. 980583

>>980569
I feel you even though I didn't fall as hard as you and haven't achieved as much. But now that I'm clawing my way up I feel like living a normal life is too dull for me.

No. 980585

>>980580
I can't watch real murder investigation shows because I want to kill the scrotes who commit heinous crimes and get to live at our expense in jail at worst. I think society is so squeamish about executions because men have more control, and they want a fallback in case they or their son rape/kill someone. We should bring back the guillotine.

No. 980586

I'm not even a terf I just hate my ex specifically. He transitioned while we were in a relationship and basically speedran becoming the most insane parody of an sjw in like a month. Currently he's DID faking with his new trans partner and I love hate checking on their profiles and thinking of all the terf stuff nonas here say in response, though I don't even agree with it all, I just particularly hate his own brand of terminally online insanity.

No. 980621

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>>980580
I’ve never had political fantasies but I’ve thought a lot about killing porn producers. They’re such fucking wastes of atoms and you know no one would miss them. Especially the ones where it’s just them the girl and the camera and they just pick up girls off CraigsList. They would make such easy targets kek.
The other day I spent a full afternoon daydreaming about finding by and killing the GirlsDoPorn rapist, all the way through to my in-prison 20/20 interview. He’s the only person I’ve ever thought I would enjoy torturing. If I found him I would annihilate him. It would be one of those cases where the lead homicide detective says in interviews that he’s never seen anything so brutal in all his years of policing. There wouldn’t be an identifiably human part of him left once I was done. I would go to jail for the rest of my life and I would be sentenced with a grin on my face. When Diane Sawyer came to my cell and asked me if there was anything I would do different, I would tell her that if I could go back I would do it all over again times 100.
Anons let us pray that God will deliver Michael Pratt to me so that justice may be done.

No. 980626

>>980580
I do, I thought this was just me. Sometimes I feel as though that's the only way we are going to improve things.

No. 980637

>>980585
Same anon

No. 980638

>>980580
Im the same lol killing men would be amazing.

No. 980639

File: 1638181658725.jpg (41.29 KB, 668x1000, kittie.jpg)

>>980580
Not political fantasies, but I want all men to die when I'm really mad. When it comes to murder, I fantasize about seeing my abusive ex and pretending I didn't recognize him due to how horrendously he's aged compared to me and pointing out the irony that he was the one who said that women age worse than men. Whenever I hold an umbrella I tend to get these fantasies.

Earlier today it was overcast so I had an umbrella with me. I fantasized that I'd grab him by the shoulders, overpower him and throw him to the floor since he's not a very strong guy. I then beat him with the umbrella until the limbs start to break, so I have to fold it on itself and continue striking him. He's on the ground, trying to cover his face as he's in shock that the powerless girl he exploited is exacting her revenge. Eventually the umbrella is so disfigured but I pull out a metal cane and start beating him with that until it breaks and he's bruised, bloody and passed out. Then my boyfriend in this fantasy comes back into the room and sees that my abuser is on the ground in a pool of his own blood and I've fled the scene.

No. 980641

>>980621
Huh, FBI International did a case like this on the latest episode, didn't realize it was based off a real thing.

In the show the girl got away with killing the guy, but only because the dad confessed instead.

No. 980643

>>980621
Understandable. If all evil scrotes involved in exploiting and raping girls and women in porn and prostitution died, the world would be a much better place.

No. 980645

>>978167
Who cares faggot chris chan is a rapist and his family is ugly asf. Shit is funny

No. 980709

>>980621
derail but i have been on a streak of reading and watching things with plots similar to your fantasy, v cathartic, would recommend

No. 980712

I'm really bad at chopping onions

No. 980798

I hate other women so much. All they do is get in my way. To think when I have a husband, I'll have to be constantly monitoring bitches around him cos they have no qualms about taking a married man. Before I got into a relationship, I never understand women killing other women who took their man but now I do. The rage inside just thinking about my husband leaving me for some whore. I swear I could fucking kill her so easily. I'm actually shaking with rage thinking about it.

No. 980803

>>980798
But why would you kill the woman and not the husband, you dumb bitch?

No. 980806

>>980803
Don’t reply to scrotes

No. 980810

>>980806
Now that you mention it, it does sound like some sort of unhinged troon.

No. 980814

>>980810
It’s a scrote looking to start a fight. Simple as. Ignore and report.

No. 980815

>>980806
Correct. Scrote trying to goad anons to talk about rage killing other women bc the last few posts about killing worthless men prob hurt his fee fees

No. 980818

>>980803
She would deserve it and i want him.
>>980806
Not a scrote. I just came to the realisation that men will dump you for a hotter, younger women once they've used you up and when that happens idk I'm gonna lose my fucking mind. This is the confession thread so I'm sorry I don't mean to cause offence. I doubt anyone on lolcow would be a homewrecker and cause pain like that.

No. 980820

>>980810
NTA but yeah, it's either a scrote or someone so retarded that they cannot be saved from themselves.

However I do know women like this who exist. They guard their low value husband like a prize, not realizing that he's the one seeking out extramarital sex while pretending that he's separating from his psycho controlling wife and using her jealous behavior as the 'proof' to the other women.
Then when he gets caught he acts innocent like women sought him out, and gets an ego boost from watching his bitch wife fight over him when she should really just dump him. Sad.

No. 980825

>>980798
I still seethe when I think about this Stacy that flirted with my boyfriend on a haunted hayride a few years back. She did it right in front of me, striking up extended conversation with him and giggling and shit. It was like she was doing it to flex on me, like "Hey look at me I'm Stacy and I can hit on anybody's man whenever I like" My boyfriend seemed oblivious but I'm not I see the fucking games women play. It's fucking gross

No. 980836

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No. 980837

>>980825
They have no shame. Men are still 10 x worse than any woman but still people don't understand how much homewrecking women actually do. Its not always the man. I mean it's a popular talking point in all female rap and pop music. They brag about how easily they'll steal your man. And this is considered "cool".

No. 980839

>>980825
Stop replying to yourself

No. 980841

>>980645
Ooooooh you're so cool

No. 980847

>>980837
Really? I just think of them as filtering out the trash. If the guy doesn't shut them down immediately or entertains her bullshit, then he is dead in my eyes. She can have his crusty cheater dick while I find a cuter younger loyal bf. Simple as that. She did me a favor and saved me time and effort.

No. 980851

>>980837
When you make relationship agreements or even wedding vows, you make them with one man and not every woman on earth. It's on him to not be a dirty slut.

No. 980857

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>>980712
Rinse your knife in cold water before and during cutting onions

No. 980860

>>980857
this art is cute

No. 980865

>>980857
thanks for the tip nona, I will next time

No. 980945

>>980369
They always have the weirdest kinks, which can be good or bad depending

No. 981005

>>977769
But if you hate the men who hate men, you’re still technically a man hater yourself kek

Dying to know your position on incels, MRA autismo-chan. They hate women as much as you probably do, but they also other men almost as much as they hate themselves.

No. 981086

I just delivered a degenerate fetish commission. I really needed money and I got what I needed, it isn't super immoral but god I feel sick. I hope it never traces back to me (I don't think it will)

No. 981098

I look kind of like Shayna and read her threads when I'm feeling like shit about myself. Atleast it's better than sh.

No. 981100

I wish I had a black boyfriend

No. 981128

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>>981100
I wish I had a black VOLKSWAGEN 1961 BEETLE DELUXE

No. 981140

>>981100
Tfw no black boyfriend or girlfriend to watch Martin with

No. 981172

>>981128
that looks like hitler's car

No. 981325

>>980569
What's the six figure job? No way you went from being a junkie to wealthy

No. 981450

>>981325
Yeaaaaahh!!!
>>980569
TELL USSSS

No. 981700

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I take an unreasonable amount of joy in knowing other women who have wronged me are suffering or not leading the lives they set out to. A girl who started a nasty rumour about me in college has no friends in our cohort. A former friend who tried to get our mutual friends to kick me out of our apartment has fallen out with all of them and is living back at home spending her weekends getting high in her childhood bedroom. My high school bullies are both floundering through their masters in law and architecture and about to graduate into way over-saturated job markets. A high school friend who ditched me for said bullies dropped out of college and is dish washing at her parents restaurant in our home town. Meanwhile I just graduated and walked straight into the cushiest possible office job in my field, and networking with every connection possible to get my profile up when I’m ready for a change. I’m happy enough just living my life without even comparing myself to others, but knowing that I’m doing better than people I hate is such a guilty pleasure

No. 981727

>>981700
I understand. I take such a great amount of joy in the suffering of the man who sexually harassed me, it is almost spiritual in nature. A lot of people hate his guts and have socially ostracized him because I guess it's hard to hide your true colors when you're that much of a piece of shit. I hadn't felt so much peace and happiness in years than after I found that out. The universe is working in my favor, the scales of justice have been balanced, and everything in is in its rightful place.

No. 981760

>>981727
Lek I’m glad I’m not the only petty vengeance anon here. Shitheads can only fool so many people for so long until they’re seen for what they are. It’s true what they say, living well is the best revenge.

No. 981851

I'll try to switch classes next semester because of my exes. The only 2 dudes I've ever dated currently are in the same class as me and honestly I'm tired of seeing their stupid faces.
Plus there's this guy who is constantly flirting with me "as a joke" even when he has a gf, and I'm done with that bullshit because I like him and I don't wanna keep having false hopes for a man that doesn't respect his gf enough and is so full of himself.
It's a bummer because I like the rest of my classmates, but if I keep seeing them so often I feel I won't be able to move on and I still have one year left in college.

No. 981929

>>978496
It’s still annoying to deal with him. Sorry, I do feel bad but mostly annoyed at him torturing cats and smaller children.

No. 981930

>>981929
And annoyed at his parents for never paying me.

No. 982049

My most disgusting habit is picking at sores on my head and eating the scabs. The crunchy ones are my favorite. I'm hoping to pick down to my brain one of these days.

No. 982176

I hate my roommate so much because she is always bringing guy "friends" into the house. She is suck a pickme. I told her that I was uncomfortable having men over because I didn't want to have men over, and she said that wasn't fair. I'm sure she is screwing a bunch even though she has a boyfriend. Holy shit, what the fuck is wrong with women who are in their 20s and do this?

No. 982213

>>982176
Play loud clown music when they have sex. Asset your dominance.

No. 982249

>>982049
Have you ever had a relationship

No. 982260

>>982049
i do something similar but with the skin on my lips and fingers and just chew on them instead of outright eating. it's very relaxing.

No. 982264

>>982213
kek based

No. 982284

>>982213
She denies having sex but it’s impossible ti be a pickme and not fuck your male freinds. So I’m not sure when she is having sex or even if she is having it in our apartment but I am 100% sure she is having it

No. 982297

>>982249
I'm actually in a long term relationship and my boyfriend lets me pick his scabs too kek. He surprisingly doesn't find it repulsive even though I know it is.

No. 982369

>>982297
I let my bf chew off my toenails. If you love someone you will let them be disgusting with you.

No. 982436

>>982369
I appreciate your candour even though I will never understand you

No. 982485

>>982049
I was sipping water reading this and wanted to yack it back into my glass. That is revolting nona. I have a very scabby head from dermatitis and I think you just stopped me from ever wanting to scratch it again.

No. 982538

I made a somewhat cruel meme of a cow couple because the idea I had was too good to pass up. Then it got used as a thread pic and I felt bad lmao. The thread is almost full again finally but the pic will be there forever. Why am I such a wuss lmao.

No. 982551

I want to never work again in my life. My confession is that I'm seriously considering not renewing my work contract just so I can chill at home and colect unemployment benefits, even if I still live with my family and hate them. The job is far from being shit, it's just that I don't likd any kind of jobs.

No. 982627

I absolutely hate the hospital staffs and I think people's fears of ridicule by the staff is 100% justified. I work at the psych ward with less delibitating cases and I haven't met a non-gossipping nurse. The interns are usually privileged rich kids who treat the patients kindly when tending to them and then turn around and gossip. They treat patients like they're movie characters and not actual human beings. Then they turn around and act like angels for "working with those who are in need" or some shit. This is a pretty good hospital too. I swear all of those "highschool bullies either pick nursing or psychology" shit is true. Fucking fire people who have no compassion.

No. 982637

>>982551
oh anon i feel this so hard. i'm currently working and in school going to enter into a career field that is nothing but red flags. i would like to never have to work and instead spend time fixing my place up, gardening, making art or learning how to make music, etc. i fucking hate work. i dont know if i'll ever feel alright while having to work to survive.

No. 982639

>>980385
How short was he?

No. 982645

>>982627
Yep, there was a total gossipy bitch nurse when I was at the hospital who treated my BPD ass like shit and was definitely talking behind everyone’s backs. My room was next to the nurses station and despite the meds I had trouble sleeping and I always heard them shit talking

No. 982658

im jealous of camping and vehicle camping scrotes. i know i would need a lot of survival knowledge and auto repair knowledge to do it but im sure i have a lot higher chances of being killed, raped, or robed than they do. it sucks because it looks so fun to run off on adventures all the time.

No. 982693

I posted a fairly outlandish and completely made up creative writing exercise on a relationship subreddit last year and it got a lot of outrage and attention. I come across it in the wild sometimes on various sites and I still laugh at the reactions it gets. No I'm not posting it.

No. 982721

I love the (c)rapper sperg, never fails to make me laugh

No. 982725

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me and the admin are happily married and that’s why she’s quitting, she can’t get enough of my fat succulent juicy irresistible pussy <3

No. 982726

>>982725
Congrats anon, although I'm hurt we didn't get invited to the wedding.

No. 982729

>>982725
so Elaine is right, admin IS a lesbian in a relationship with a woman… I knew it!

No. 982733

i’m in the closet still because i feel like being perceived as straight gives me more advantages in society.
i don’t keep it a secret that i like women, but it is a secret that i don’t like men.
i hate pretending to be bisexual though because people see that as “straight but curious about women”
but any time i’ve tried being openly lesbian people make it really uncomfortable for me, asking me a million awkward questions or people will just out me to anyone and everyone, like “here’s Anon, shes lesbian!!1!1!1”

No. 982741

>>982726
anon you’re not supposed to believe me just giving you a hint autistic cutie

No. 982746

>>982741
shhh let me make believe my little love story a little longer

No. 982749

I have a harem of husbandos. I've always been a husbandofag but every year since 2018, I always get caught off guard by a character and fall madly in love with them for the entire year. I feel bad when the obsession begins to fade because I'm addicted to the feeling. I still love all of my husbandos though. Once I fall in love they're basically part of my family forever. Hope my number one husbando doesn't get too jealous.

No. 982751

>>982733
sounds like you need more lesbian friends nonna. I also shared the experience of being "open" lesbian and everyone perceived me differently (hell, amount of girls assumed that I'm targeting them after I outed to them, meh).

As for me and my lesbian friends, we do harmless flirting with each other and openly gush over 2D women, it's liberating as hell considering I have to shut my trap when I'm with my straight peers.

Best of luck nonny, there are plenty of us out there.

No. 982766

My brother-in law sounds sexy when speaking Mandarin

No. 982769

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Not really sure if it belongs here but it is a bit of a confession to myself and it fits the theme, but I'm considering converting to Christianity but have a hard time really figuring out my relationship with Christ.

I grew up buddhist, but my family is pretty areligious aside from visiting the temple maybe once or twice a year. I attended Christian church service a few times as a kid (I think we went because we were going with family friends or something) and thinking it was boring as hell kek, but I went did some of the youth group stuff when I saw family abroad who were practicing Christians. I confided in a Christian friend of mine that I was considering converting at the time (around middle school) and she went from a normal chill girl to completely bonkers and telling me I had to convert SOON or I would be left behind when Christ came back to save everyone. I was scared of being baptised because I saw videos of people choosing to fall backwards into a huge body of water and I can't swim so the idea of that freaked me out and I decided not to go through with it lol.

After that, as I continued to grow up, I became bitter towards any and all religion, and then eventually stopped caring and felt more agnostic than anything. Religion's never been a big part of my life so whatever. But then I start watching youtube, as I always do, and watching a channel of two dudes who make good videos who happen to know a church pastor and I'm absolutely enamoured by his words. Yes, he's a good looking fellow, but whenever he speaks of Christ and his teachings, it really draws me in. I think of when I studied abroad in Japan and of all the host families I could've been placed with, I was with a single woman who was a church pastor. Like, every sunday I'd wake up to them singing hymns. I didn't want to participate and my host mom didn't force me to since she knew I wasn't Christian, but looking back on it, is it dumb to think that this was a sign? It feels like there's been a lot of signs in my life, but I guess you could force yourself to think that way about anything if you really looked hard enough.

I don't know if I could commit to it. It feels fake, y'know? I've gone most of my life not believing in anything or anyone and suddenly I'm expected to believe Jesus really walked this Earth? Wouldn't that just make me a bad Christain to practice but simultaneously not really believe in what I'm practicing? Also, I kinda don't like dealing with people preaching at me when I'm approached by pushy Christians on the street, and I'm really, really gay. Pic not related but sorta how I feel whenever I think about my relationship with faith.

No. 982773

>>982749
My best friend is exactly the same way as you! I've had the same husbando for 15 years (this month is the anniversary kek) and I have never loved another

No. 982788

>>982551
Amen. I do a job for a few months then take a few months break. As long as I can afford food and a few luxuries I don't see any reason to try, if I can live with family. Working on art is much better use of my time.

No. 982790

>>982733
This is normal tbh, I'll never understand why gays are expected to "come out of the closet" when you're just likely to get disowned, ridiculed, targeted by creepy scrotes, etc

No. 982794

>>982769
>Wouldn't that just make me a bad Christain to practice but simultaneously not really believe in what I'm practicing?
Christianity's whole thing is that people are imperfect and that Jesus accepts you that way, you've just gotta try. At least that's my experience growing up in a christian household. Personally I believe Jesus walked the earth, I just don't believe the godly aspect of it.

No. 982819

>>982769
What you feel is completely normal anon, and it happens to a lot of people. What's important is that you allow yourself to explore this part of your life that you're interested in without judging yourself to see if it's right for you. You might not have much belief now, but as you practice it can come gradually. Suddenly being part of a group of people can feel really foreign but it settles with time, and it's something I went through while incorporating religion into my life. Also, nobody likes pushy Christians. Like absolutely nobody. If anything the shit they do and say on the street is against what is written in the bible.

No. 982822

>>982773
That is so sweet anon! Would you mind sharing who it is? That's even longer than I've been in love with my number one.

No. 982951

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I let a "racist" white guy eat my brown p%ssy because he's attractive

No. 982954

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>>982822
It's Greed from Fullmetal Alchemist hnng

No. 982961

>>982951
In what way was he racist, nonna? Was he racist to you?

No. 982977

>>982961
>Was he racist to you?
I'm not sure anymore. Before this I would have said yes without hesitating. The answer is probably still yes but I'm obviously confused

No. 983000

>>982794
>>982819
Thank you nonnas. I think I'm going to take the time and really figure out my relationship with faith and Christ. I think in the future I'd like to attend regular church service as well, and maybe when I return to see my host mom, speak to her about faith and religion.

No. 983032

>>982749
Same nona, though lately I've been eyeing up 3dpd and it's annoying. I need to cleanse myself.
>>982773
I admire this so much

No. 983033

>>982951
Oh I sometimes have fantasies about this I think it's some weird self-hating thing on my part.

No. 983074

Never told this to anyone but I've been enjoying masturbating ever since the pandemic and it has become a routine for me.

I don't know, I really like the afterglow feeling where the muscles in my body twitching and slowly relaxing after an orgasm.

I should probably exercise more since I can achieve similar prolonged increased heart rate and less wrist pain afterwards too

No. 983226

Growing up my mom acted almost exactly like Foodie Beauty is acting now but with multiple kids in tow.

No. 983289

>>982954
Amazing taste anon! I'll think of you whenever I see him now.

No. 983345

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I love my scrote idc

No. 983350

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>>983345
I want a lovable scrote

No. 983370

>>983345
sorry about your psychological affliction

No. 983387

I crave a man's touch like nothing else
not a radfem or femcel just a straight in temporarily lonely circumstances

No. 983389

>>983387
kek this makes me sound slutty but I'm inexperienced & wanting a relationship just horny all the time

No. 983547

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The only real reason I give white men a chance is because the attractive ones tend to look more like anime characters (not always though obvs)
I'd be more open to non-white men if they looked more like Atsushi Sakurai, Prince, etc. But with the exception of some indigenous men, they just never will

No. 983557

>>983547
I have no idea what you're talking about. I very rarely see white pretty boys, most white men who are shilled as attractive look like neanderthals and cavemen. Asian pretty boys are a lot more common, and no I'm not referring to kpop.

No. 983563

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>>983547
I feel some non-white ethnic groups have potential to look close to anime character i.e actually attractive but they ruin it
for e.g MENA men either their religious wierdos with ugly either ugly pube beards or they try to look like black guys and it always looks cringy
Ironically some of the most good looking males I've seen in my shithole nation were literal illiterate tribal peasants
>>983557
I'm attracted to Asian guys as well but kpop boys degust me to no end

No. 983586

>>983547
I don't think people with those phenotypes suddenly died out or something, lol, it just fell out of fashion. Anime boys look like a highly idealized version of 1700s aristocratic men and 70s/80s pop stars. Maybe if that style comes back it can happen but I only see troons/non binary people copy it…

No. 983676

>>983547
Nobody looks like an anime character with their nonexistent jawlines. Like no human resembles a 2d monstrosity irl

No. 983688

>>983676
anime guys are known for having big pointy dorito jaws wdym

No. 983747

>>983688
nobody irl has a jawline like that unless they get surgery and when they do it looks ridiculous

No. 983749

File: 1638467901569.jpg (Spoiler Image, 101.25 KB, 545x800, unnamed.jpg)

>>983676
behold

No. 983776

>>983749
nonny

No. 983779

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>>983676
I mean I know anime characters are supposed to be aracial but guys who look like picrel look way more like anime characters then guys like >>983749

No. 983790

>>983779
Jesse McCartney aged so badly it makes me genuinely sad whenever I see a photo of him

No. 983799

I love my boyfriend's feet. I like holding them/kissing them. It's not sexual tho. He doesn't have gross disgusting veiny, long toed hairy man feet. His feet are kinda like, thick and soft and smooth cute toes. He's not at all fat, but his feet are kinda fat, which is weird? Anyways I'm not into feet, I don't understand foot fetishes at all and I think they're weird and I find men's feet to be particularly disgusting and hard to look at. But I do love my bf's feet.

No. 983802

>>983790
he's a former child actor, he never had a chance

No. 983815

>>983790
most blonde or ginger white men age badly

No. 983870

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>>983790
tbh i disagree. i think he’s aged pretty well for a scrote (especially considering he’s in his mid 30s now). imo he was never the heartthrob he was shilled as, so him being less attractive as an adult isn’t jarring to me.
anyone here watch the masked singer? he was on season 2 and he was incredible!! he’s an amazing singer, too bad his music is so boring

No. 983973

>>971568
Due to an error on somebody else's part, I have had to pretend to be someone else and it has been a little uncomfortable, but, surprisingly it has gone swimmingly

No. 984142

Came across a member of a famous cult, which claims they are no longer active, trying to recruit people. Said member is attempting to once again spread material that would’ve been passed around back in its heyday. I don’t know if I should report this because either whoever needs to know already does or they just won’t care.

No. 984145

>>983973
omg dr nussbaum is that you

No. 984234

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>>983547
White dudes are cute only when they’re young tho. The cutest dude I ever met was Mexican, he looked like an anime character, he was scrawny with emo hair and a beanie and glasses and a cute face, man I miss him. I really let that slip through my fingers, i bet that cock was thangin tho

No. 984235

>>984234
I think some latino dudes are cute, only problem is height for me

No. 984236

>>984234
I see a dime a dozen Mexican dweeb

>>984235
And the batshit families. Much more likely to be mamas boys

No. 984243

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my piece of shit ex just told me he impulse bought a ton of things he didn't need (video games) and now he "literally has no money for food or rent" and begged me to give him money so I told him I don't give a shit and he can go homeless for all I care
I feel kinda bad because I try to help people in need but it's his fault for being a retarded scrote not being responsible over his finances. The dumb idiot makes me so angry and I haven't blocked him yet because I am also a dumb idiot even though I'm just mean to him any time he messages me

No. 984361

>>984235
No seriously though! Why the fuck do latino men seem to stop growing at like 5'6"? I've been talking to a Latino guy who is extremely cute, buff as hell, he has a nice tech job, & he offers to spoil the hell out of me… but he's kinda short. At least everyone seems fairly tall to me at 5'1" lol.

No. 984467

One time I legitimately shat myself as I was late and walking to class. Not sure what happened, but I sneezed and boom. I had to turn around and walk back to my dorm room. I didn't go to class that day.

No. 984489

>>984235
Latino men are so hot it's a shame they're like Asian men and none of them can breach 5'8, and if they do they're hambeasts.

No. 984497

>>984489
Koreans & most of china has the same average height as usa actually. Just japan, south china & further south countries (vietnam, thailand) are a lot shorter.

No. 984501

>>984489
>Latino men
>Hot
Qué? Maybe a small percentage, but no.

No. 984505

>>984489
>>984235
>>984361
I'm dating a short latin king, he's compact yet powerful like a little donkey

No. 984507

>>984505
But the real question is how's the dick?

No. 984510

>>984507
Girthy but short, but he always gets me off first

No. 984512

>>984497
Aren't US guys only like 5'8" or 5'9" too though?

No. 984514

Even the most masculine Asians look FTM at best to me, it's not even just the height

No. 984515

>>984512
Where are the tall guys even supposed to be?

No. 984516

>>984515
Netherlands, Germany, Scandinavia

No. 984530

I was talking to a 5'5 latino guy during the summer and he shamelessly told me he lives in a flea infested trailer and that one of his dogs killed a kitten, at least he let me leech of his spotify premium.

No. 984539

>>984512
>>984516
I mean yeah there's like a couple countries where average height is 5'11" - 6'0" but thats exceprional. 5'10" is normal, and thats what the white US average and han chinese average both are.

No. 984555

>>984543
>escape the corset was an eye opener
How so? You were surprised that men and women look similar when women aren't caked with makeup? We're literally the same species.

No. 984595

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>>984555
You sound skeptical but they do have less sexual dimorphism in face. https://sci-hub.mksa.top/10.1037/a0037743
Literally no other other race of women could I confuse for pubescent boys just for having short hair. Cured me of my yellow fever. I'm bi. I know, I know, I'm sure they're just heartbroken! kek

No. 984599

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No. 984600

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No. 984601

>>984516
im from bosnia and most of my hometown had men who were at least 6'2 and shot up to that height very early

No. 984609

>>984599
I understand tossing makeup but they should let long, natural texture hair be part of the movement too.

No. 984630

>>984609
Put your pp back in your pants and close the tradwife tabs

No. 984638

>>984543
so if your main example is from some weird show, im gonna assume ypu havent been to asia or spend time around many asian people. if ypu go to china it's not like every other man is some kind of ladyboy lmao. there are maybe more andro asian guys, but honestly, its probably just because they arent as fat as white men kek

No. 984640

>>984630
reach harder

No. 984657

>>982951
who cares? he is just an object to fuck and toss. it's rare to find an attractive guy that will do what it was made for: licking clits (or dicks if you enjoy watching faggots).
was it good tho?

No. 984676

>>984595
I get confused for a man all the time because I have short hair and don't wear makeup despite have wide hips and D cup tits. I think people like you just aren't used to seeing what women actually look like when they aren't following feminine beauty standards.

No. 984777

>>984676
you must be wearing the baggiest clothes ever for someone to mistake your sex with THESE measurement..or maybe your town/city has a serious case of lead leaking into the water. wtf

No. 985046

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I thought I wasn't attracted to men since it never happened before, but I guess I was wrong.
I want to viciously sexually bully Trudeau.
I don't even care about the slimy politics he promotes. There's just something about his face, his voice and mannerisms that he puts on on videos that makes me want to things to him. And now I can't cope with the fact that I never will.
Someone please exorcise me.

No. 985053

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>>985046
i feel the same way about young joe biden and sometimes even current joe biden

No. 985054

File: 1638601304877.png (3.33 MB, 1200x1578, demongoatbutcute.png)

>>985053
What's it like being a degenerate heathen

No. 985056

>>985053
>spoiler
Anon no

No. 985057

>>985053
I get the Trudeau thing(cause he is unique looking) but young Joe Biden looks so average
nothing about him stands out, his face is what Jason Bourne was described as, no distinct features, a face even if you bumped into you wouldn't remember for even an hour
I get fucked up attraction but what's the appeal of young Joe Biden ? I'm genuinely curious about this cause none of his features stand out

No. 985058

>>985057
yes, that's pretty much his entire appeal for me. he's normal looking, attainable, guy next door handsome. literally unremarkable in every way, which makes him stand out in the pool of remarkable people. literal joe schmoe

No. 985067

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>>985058
so its not really a fucked up attraction other then its joe biden, I guess your into guys who look the guy in this meme

No. 985078

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>>984497
>>984539
I'm from an asian country(though not east or SEA) me and my brother are considered pretty tall by the standards of our country, In fact its something many people comment on with regards to my brother
He's 5'10 1/2/ and I'm 5'7 though by our country's standards my brother would be the equivalent of 6'2 and me 5'10

Kinda funny though, cause you'll have girls posting about liking tall men when for them being a guy tall is like 5'8 and it has actual impacts on state policy cause we still have British era colonial laws that only allow men who are 5'6 and above to join the armed forces and we have an ethnic group who make up around 20% of the population who are all around 5'5-ish
I'm not Indian but picrel is what the height disparity in my nation can be like with regards to different ethnic groups but even larger, we have an ethnic group who are about average German heights, while others are are as stated about 5'5 on average

No. 985118

I haven't shaved my legs since the first covid lockdown.

No. 985151

>>985118
thats so awesome

No. 985159

>>985118
This was me until last week

No. 985187

i've never enjoyed phone sex until recently, this guy is amazing and so fucking sexy and i love hearing his voice- i dont masturbate on my own anymore, i just wait til he can call and it's so so so good….

…..


…..


except he's very autistic which is fine until i'm seconds away from orgasm and he interrupts the call to remind me about all the STIs you can contract from anal without a condom, and asks if we can redo the whole thing but instead remember to talk about putting a condom on this time because he'll feel too nervous if we don't.

(oh and before you ask, no i can't just say "okay, imagine we put it on already!" because it doesn't fit the narrative or whatever.)

No. 985209

>>985187
i get it's not real, but even then, why would you wanna think about getting a dick up your ass

No. 985223

>>985218
You sound like a troon mate.

No. 985224

>>985218
it's not about vaginal sex nona, i'm worried about imaginary fecal incontinence

No. 985225

>>985187
This is the most disgusting thing I’ve ever heard.

No. 985228

>>985218
I'm sorry you don't have a vagina dude

No. 985229

>>985218
at least sage, troon

No. 985233

>>985224
that can happen???


(deleted the other one.. dont want to be associated with trannies even if it is anon. not a troon just dumb)

No. 985242

>>985233
Of course, the ass is for shitting and farting, not for putting stuff in it for extended periods of time. Specially when you already have a vagina and a clitoris, it’s literally degenerate to be into anal as a woman because it’s something you get memed into. At least males got the excuse of having their prostate in their asses, it’s still degenerate though. I honestly can’t understand how can someone “coom” from their ass, specially if they’re not prepared properly, which is another annoyance.
Imagine having to fast for a day, clean your ass throughly and get an enema just for cooming, it’s retarded and pathetic.

No. 985243

>>985233
your butt is a one way street nonita don't put anything up there

No. 985254

>>985242
>>985243
oh, ive actually never done it. it must feel like something good though? otherwise why does everyone do it

No. 985262

>>985254
No. Not "everyone" does it. Only retarded hetero coomer who watch too much porn and gay men do that. I don't do that. If you like the feel of pressing a turd back into your butthole do what ever you want to but I will judge you.

No. 985287

Curiously went on my ex’s new gf’s Instagram page only to find she blocked me. Lol. I never said a word to this woman and she blocked me? Ex never blocked me but she does. I smell… insecurity.

No. 985307

>>985254
>if cutting doesn’t fell nice, then why does everyone does it?
>if doing cocaine doesn’t feel nice, then why does everyone does it?
>if prostitution isn’t nice, then why does everyone does it?
>if incest isn’t nice, then why does everyone does it?
>if joining cults isn’t nice, then why does everyone does it?
Nonnie, think.

No. 985310

>>985254
Are you 18 at least? You come here sperging about anal and you don't know shit about it. Especially you don't know how painful it actually is, and how it's only popular because of porn made by scrotes who get off to the idea of cooming while hurting a woman. Women don't have g spots up their asses, they don't feel good with it, only men do. Without proper preparation (that men don't do) prolapses can happen and the muscles can tear or weaken, causing incontinency. Women do anal to please their pornsick bfs or because they've been groomed into liking it.

No. 985312

>>985287
she probably blocked you because she doesn’t want to interact with you or have your annoying ass refreshing her page constantly
get a life

No. 985313

>>985310
i am well over 18 i just lost my virginity pretty late. sorry anons i guess?

No. 985337

>>985287
Maybe she has those apps that can tell you who is lurking your Instagram profile. Or you liked something, or watched something and she noticed that you were being a huge ass creep, so she logically blocked your sorry ass.

No. 985346

>>985187
is your callboy anorectal violence anon

No. 985367

>>985346
nona av-kun did his very best to keep everyone from engaging in it, not endorsing it

No. 985369

>>985046
I thought i was the only one anon. I remember that video of politicians not shaking his hand and ignoring him a few years back stirring something in me.

No. 985398

>>985337
I only went on it once? I never even met her just wanted to check and poof. Was just blocked.

No. 985411

>>985398
So it was an online gf? She blocked you because she either has those apps that can tell you wether someone is spying on you or not, she just blocked you the moment you broke up with her or she felt like blocking you because why not? I mean, I would just block you on a whim.

No. 985427

>>985369
>that video of politicians not shaking his hand and ignoring him
God bless you nonna, I didn't even know about those videos.
I think I'm having a stroke, look how lost he looks.

No. 985449

The more bisexuals I meet, both male and female, the less I am convinced bisexuality is natural and harmless

No. 985466

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No. 985470

i always feel self conscious buying bananas

No. 985472

>>985470
but why anon

No. 985474

>>985466
t. bishit mad that everyone else rightfully hates them

No. 985487

>>985449
the only bisexual people who will tell you they are bisexual are attention whores in particular. people who aren't attention-seekers don't broadcast their identity.

if i'm dating a woman, i'm dating a woman, if a man, a man, and in neither situation do I go around explaining "no i'm not gay/straight, i'm bisexual!" that is attention-seeking behavior. i don't even answer anyone when they ask about orientation, i jist say "well i have a girlfriend/boyfriend" as the case may be, because those are the facts on the ground, and everything else is bullshit.

combined with the fact that so many wokestraights say they are bi for attention… i might even go so far as to say that if someone tells ypu they're bi put of the blue, they almost certainly aren't.

No. 985491

>>985449
>>985474
Political l______

No. 985493

>>985474
Attraction to both sexes (regardless of whether the person even identifies as bi) is too common nowadays for that. Seethe more.
>>985487
>the only bisexual people who will tell you they are bisexual are attention whores in particular
Also this.

No. 985495

>>985474
The obsession anons like you seem to have with debating/arguing/baiting about other people's sexuality is fucking weird. It's a new one of these every week on /ot/, not just with bisexual women, but with lesbians and sometimes straight women too. That's all I'm going to say.

No. 985503

>>985474
Lots of bisexual people are shitheads but not because they're bisexual but because everyone is a shithead

No. 985523

I'm usually fine with living the loner life. 11 months of the year I'd even say I'm content. Then December comes around and I feel like shit because it's so ingrained in us that you ought to be surrounded by people on bdays and Xmas.

I wish I wouldn't let 2 days ruin an entire month for me but it affects my mood all month. My life is kinda abnormal all year round so why suddenly sweat it on special occasions? I am what I am and I can't flick a switch or develop a bunch of social connections just for the sake of holidays.

No. 985569

>>985523
Loner anon here too, I can't stand holidays while I feel pretty normal for the rest of the years. I think develop a tradition to celebrate alone actually helps for me (watching the same christmas movies every year, trying new christmas cake, stuffs like that).

If you don't mind, feel free to join lolcow movie watch too (the thread is always bumped anyways). Watching anons chat over something being streamed does alleviate my loneliness a bit.

No. 985573

There's this cute customer who comes twice a week to our very busy store. He takes the time to switch lines and sometimes ends up waiting longer than needed just so he can pass at my register. He always asks how my day is and remembers any tidbits about my life I tell him. He hasn't said anything creepy or demeaning (yet) and presents as a genuine person. This has been going on for almost half a year now. I enjoy seeing him stop by.

I kinda want to ask him out casually but then I just know everything will be ruined when the illusion is shattered and he reveals to be some sort of turbo scrote or whatever. Why else would he be chatting up the cashier while running his errands?

I've mostly decided I'd just enjoy the few minutes a week of lighthearted flirting and leave it at that. But damn, it's kinda depressing how he cheers up my shitty shift work and I can't even befriend him properly.

No. 985591

I do regret agreeing to catsit for a friend because I’m worried about my own dog, but I know my friend has no one else to ask (he asked a bunch of people) and he’s already really stressed. It’s not too big of a deal for me since my dog and I live with family, but I’m mostly worried because I can’t trust my parents or little brother to remember to give my dog her medication twice a day. She won’t die or anything if they forget, but she will be very uncomfortable and that’s what I’m worried about (she has chronic dry eye). It feels like I’m the only one who cares about the family dog.

No. 985598

>>985523
I getcha nonna. I usually just work through the holidays honestly- extra pay and then I can take days later off when I'm in a better frame of mind and can better enjoy the time. Some might say using work as a crutch is an unhealthy cope but I dunno, I don't mind my work and keeping busy in downer times isn't the worst way to go about things imo

No. 985862

I've been really bad at keeping track of my period lately. If it wasn't for texting my bf when it starts allowing me to search for a date that way I just keep forgetting. It's like clockwork anyway but it makes me feel guilty.

No. 985889

I have visible abs and I'm still too insecure to wear a crop top

No. 985899

>>985889
how does having abs even make you feel then?

No. 985907

>>985899
Idk, neutral? I don't care about them being visible, genetics just make them show easier than for some other people. Guess what I want to say was that even tho I have a nice body I'm still insecure

No. 985936

>>985907
Thanks for sharing, was just curious and didn't mean to pry too much.

No. 985941

my fat roommate is my weight loss inspo. i gained a bunch of weight during the pandemic and i already lost 16kg of it. i have 4 more kilos to go. i kept all my old clothes and i can't wait to fit into them again, but the one thing that motivates me is my roommate. she's a giant landwhale, loud and obnoxious as fuck, always whining and complaining. she makes portions that could feed a family of two parents and two kids, plus scraps for the dog or cat. i always think of myself as super lazy and inactive/sedentary, but then she complains about having to take a short walk to the post office which is down the street. she eats a bunch of crap between breakfast and dinner, then finds it funny that i eat three meals a day with only a 3-5 hour break between those meals. i guess for her it looks like i'm constantly cooking or making food and eating it. i don't ever want to end up like her. i find her genuinely repulsive. i guess the confession is that getting bullied for my weight really fucked me up as a kid. i got bullied even though i wasn't fat (i guess i still had my baby fat or something and would have lost it with the next growth spurt) but the bullying eventually drove me to emotional eating. and now i'm kind of acting like those bullies by looking at my fat roommate with so much disgust and using her to make myself feel better.

side note, her turds are apparently so massive that sometimes they don't flush properly so when i use the bathroom after her there's pieces of turd still floating in the bowl. one time i had to flush three times until it finally went away.

No. 986083

I laugh at people's jokes no matter how crappy they are (as long as they're not misogynistic, in bad taste, or overly crude). For example I don't find my boyfriend funny at all 9 times out of 10, but constantly force myself to laugh at his quirky so random humor because he's really nice and treats me well. It gets exhausting, though. Maybe I should just stop.

No. 986085

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>>985862
I've never kept track of my period

No. 986095

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I'm on iron pills and numerous painkillers and have been for a long time. They cause chronic constipation and I often go a couple of weeks between opening my bowels. When they come out they're like thick, greenish-black, DENSE playdoh. The last few times I've had a poo it's actually formed something of a seal in the bowl/cistern, so when I go to flush, the bowl fills up and doesn't drain. The only way I can clear the toilet is then by getting the poo hanger (the wire clothes hanger I've started hiding under the bath) to break the suction and begin declogging the toilet with the toilet brush, which absolutely cakes it with slurry. It's often too dense to flush even after that, so I have to scrub and flush at least 3-4 times
Lately I've gotten really fed up with having to do this, so last time I felt one brewing, I decided to leave it in the toilets at my seasonal job and act clueless if anybody said something. Anyway nothing happened until my next shift, when they said they had had to get in an emergency plumber because somebody had destroyed one of the toilets in the girls' loos. The people I was working with that day were talking in awe about the girl who had apparently shat pure concrete and put the entire toilet block out of order. I had to keep taking breaks to go outside and laugh.
Fuck customers, fuck seasonal retail, and fuck your plumbing too.

No. 986098

>>986083
Train yourself out of it, it'll only help you. Learn to be okay with not laughing every time and making things awkward sometimes, because in the best case scenario it will force him to find out what actually makes you laugh and tailor his jokes for you, and you'll be genuinely happier with him as a result.

No. 986101

>>986098
You're right. When I don't laugh it feels like I'm leaving him "hanging" but he should really stop saying dumb retarded shit in front of me and genuinely be entertaining instead.

No. 986103

I
WANT
SEX

No. 986104

>>986095
Do you have to take iron every single day? How about you take it less frequently but change your diet a bit so it includes more iron rich food?

No. 986105

>>986103
same. sadface

No. 986108

>>986095
Holy fuck, that sounds miserable. I can't stand taking iron pills myself because of constipation, I can't imagine having to deal with that

No. 986118

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>>983033
I don't even hate myself. I mean, I hate myself for liking him. But I don't hate my ethnicity and heritage
>>984657
anon your take makes me feel so much better but realistically I couldn't toss him, I only want him to do it a million times again now, and maybe keep him too kek.

I spent a good amount during it inside my own head thinking "he's actually doing this" over and over again but it was great after I relaxed, although it was the first time so I had nothing to compare it to. The goal was to make me c%m and I did. I'm looking forward to seeing him again

No. 986119

>>986104
I have to take two a day, every day! Prescribed.

>>986108
Thank you for commiserating with me
The constipation isn't as bad as it was on morphine. At my lowest point I was crying on the toilet whilst trying to manually pull a rock-hard turd which was half-in, half-out of my body and was far too fossilized for my bumhole to cut through. This is a breeze in comparison lol

No. 986122

>>986101
You can mock him about it a little, you don't necessarily have to be silent and straight faced unless that feels the most natural to you. You can groan or sigh a little, or roll your eyes or whatever else comes up. Kind of like "ugh here we go again" but in an amused way, not to be an asshole but to guide. It might even become a dynamic and you might end up liking that, shitty jokes and all, because you get to be your genuine self in the process and so does he. Embrace hating his jokes and make fun of him for them in a loving way. If that works out well for you two then I'd say that's a good sign.

No. 986130

>>986118
Sorry nona I'm so curious but can you explain your dynamic with him? Is he openly racist to you or just a "known racist" among people you both know? How does he feel fucking someone he supposedly hates?

No. 986133

>>986122
Kek, you are completely right. It was exhausting because I was trying to be nice and bubbly. I roast him a lot (and he laughs hard when I do it) but never thought to bully him for his dumb jokes. I thought that would be too "real" since I actually think they are retarded as shit. I will just bully him lovingly like I always have.

No. 986173

>>986133
Good stuff, anon. At least it won't come as a total shock to him. I think when it comes to men, at least in my experience, the woman being annoyed at their jokes is often a part of the fun for them anyway. They think it's cute when they get a rise out of you. Still, I hope you finally get to laugh at something actually funny. kek

No. 986185

>>986130
I go visit my grandma during holidays (at an all elderly community/residence) or whatever. I met him because his grandparents are her neighbors. His cousin came to visit them one time and told me about the stink he made about her dating this black man. I didn't wanna believe her because I knew him before her and he seemed pretty wholesome to me so far but then the closer friends we became the more comfortable he got in being racist in front of me and to me. Like he forgets I'm not white. It didn't happen overnight. I really couldn't tell you every single context he's been racist in and how because there have been too many times to keep track. Plus if I'm being honest I'm not one to hold grudges. He even admits to being racist, he has no shame. His family is like that too. To be fair, sometimes he does ask me if what he's said has crossed the line. I remember one time he said something that made me cry and the way he tried to console me was hilariously priceless.
>How does he feel fucking someone he supposedly hates?
That's a good question and I don't wanna find out lol. He's clearly a hypocrite though, probably thinks white women shouldn't fuck non-white men but that it's perfectly fine for him to fuck non-white women.

No. 986193

>>986185
Jesus how ugly are you, get some respect, that was embarrassing to read

No. 986196

>>986185
Not going to lie anon, this entire situation is very cringy on your part.

No. 986197

>>986193
maybe i should have spoilered sorry

No. 986198

>>986196
I knew that already but the anon asked okay

No. 986216

>>986118
It really shouldn't. Anon's an idiot. It's not rare. You can't pwn men by letting them lick your pussy considering 99% desperately want to do it. The whole girlboss lick ma pussy! shit is fucking cringe. No one would advise you to involve yourself with a man who hates women, hating you for your race isn't any different. At BEST he hurts your feelings, but imagine what else someone like that might do to you… Take this shit seriously nona.

No. 986243

>>986185
>>986197
>>986198
I was the nosy anon who asked, sorry for getting you insulted kek. This guy sounds crazy though and the whole situation seems like a recipe for disaster. Please stay safe and know when it's time to end this completely.

No. 986248

>>986185
He probably has some repressed racist fetish and he just sees you as an object to fulfill that for him. Don't be stupid.

No. 986250

>>986185
just.. break contact anon. It's not that hard. Another guy with a tongue he knows how to use will come along.

No. 986251

>>986185
Dammit Anon, this is why moids do whatever they want and be as racist/sexist as they like. There will always be some female all too happy to enable them.

No. 986253

>>986251
>some female
You mean a woman.

No. 986337

>>986251
Not really. If they feel they can be open about it they will, if not, they learn to hide it better. Anon needs to stop fucking him though, it's not a mere matter of respect, shit could turn ugly.

No. 986380

>>986216
ayrt, that is true but are any of them attractive and/or not expect you to reciprocate? at least he didn't ask me to return the favor. And idk I don't think he has murderous intentions, if that's what you were implying at, even towards non-white men. His words don't match his actions
>>986243
it's okay anon lol. It probably sounds worse than it is tbh. I will stay safe either way, thank you
>>986248
I looked up signs that someone might be a racial fetishizer and he doesn't seem to fit the bill. He also treats me like a normal person, though it might not sound like it from the limited context I gave. If anything he might not be racist at all? idk, i'm js, he might just be like that because of his family, it just seems alot more likely to me

No. 986387

>>986380
You're trying so hard to defend him/downplay what he says right now, this is really embarrassing anon.

No. 986391

>>986380
Anon, you're ignoring a huge fucking red flag. Do you understand how abusive relationships start and the many ways they can present? Lulz it's not like he's going to mordor me!! Quit being dumb. We don't understand you, it's not as if attractive white non-racist guys willing to lick puss are unicorns or something and even if they were, sorry, but where is your self-respect?

No. 986392

I loathe eating and drinking right now. I am sick with a loss of taste and smell. It feels weird and wrong to not be able to taste anything. I'm literally forcing myself to eat because I know I need the nutrients in order to get better. The only time I kinda feel something is when there's a lot of spice or hot sauce. My lips tingle and my tongue feels warm. It's only been a little less than a week and I feel demoralize and done.

No. 986393

>>986380
So apparently he said something so offensive that it made you cry, and yet you're trying to rationalize it by claiming he's not actually racist? You're so naive, at this point I just feel bad for you.

No. 986407

I’m so fucking depressed. I thought exercise and eating right would help, instead now I’m running while I cry instead of just laying in bed. I thought medication would help, instead I’ve started counting them. I’m just so fed up with my own mind, I want it to stop and I feel like such a failure that it hasn’t. Worst part is I don’t know how to talk to anyone in my life about this, I don’t want to burden them with this shit but at the same time I think it’s unwise not to tell someone I’m a risk to myself. I don’t know what to do, nothing feels like the right answer. For now I’m just trying to keep a forward momentum, partially because I’m hopeful I’ll improve but mostly because I’m scared if I stop that’ll be it. I’m so tired.

No. 986478

I keep having sex dreams about a coworker and I feel terrible because I think he's really quite ugly but also he's really nice and has a gf. It feels rude but I can't control it!

No. 986556

>>986392
Protein powder + MCT powder + dextrose powder

No. 986662

i think the only reason im not a pickme girl is because im ugly. no guy would never "pick me" so i'd be way too embarrassed to try

No. 987139

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I might have discovered that a coworker is alcoholic but not sure. I noticed that whenever they talk about cooking or baking (that they love to do) they exclusively talk about dishes that require either red wine or brandy or other type of alcohol. They also said goodbye on one occasion to me by saying that they need to stack up on alcohol because the stores are going to be flooded with people due to the upcoming holidays and they don't want to stand in queue. One occasion they also took a sudden sick leave on a Monday and then came back to work on Wednesday. When I inquired about it, they didn't reveal what the mystery illness was, only that they still feel 'groggy'. Another thing I noticed is that their mood fluctuates pretty often and it follows a pattern: they are always predictably super grumpy at least 3x a week (probably due to being hungover). I don't think they ever drink during work, but I also noted that they have days when they just can't type properly (shaky hands?)

No. 987213

>>986662
Ugliness is a common pickme trait, it only makes them more desperate for male validation.

It sounds like what you have is dignity and self awareness, and the lack of those traits define a pickme.

No. 987231

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This is something I haven't revealed to anyone yet cause I'm scared people will judge me and frankly I myself think I'm a shitty person for thinking this, but here goes
I would be a little disappointed If my son didn't really tall, both me and his father come from tall families(pretty much every adult male in my husband's family is 6+) and I'm pretty tall myself(my mother's family is tall but my father's family is on the shorter side) now of course height shouldn't matter for a mother, what should matter is weather my son is a good human being and not a shithead and I do believe that but I want a tall and strong son mostly cause I like the Idea of being of knowing that such a big person came out of me, that I raised it and exists solely cause of my flesh and will

again I wouldn't hate or even dislike my son if he was average or even short, just be a little disappointed

No. 987273

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kek. i'm trash i know, but i hope the covid lockdown shit lasts through 2022. i'm almost done with my degree. two more semesters and i won't have to worry about school anymore. please let it happen in the low stress, low effort environment of online classes. like i even have a good excuse for not networking, our campus is empty as shit. who am i supposed to network with? the art students? kek-a-doodle-doo

No. 987280

I make an effort to get out of bed after everyone else so I won't be the person who finds one of our pets dead in the morning. They're all healthy but the fear never leaves me.

No. 987306

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Sometimes I like to imagine I'm Double D and Kevin and Eddy are fighting with each other to win my affection usually I think I'd end up with Kevin but sometimes it's resolved with a threesome

No. 987309

>>987231
Anon I’m average height and purposefully selected a man who was quite a bit taller because I have similar feelings, except for me it was seeing what my manlet younger brother went through in terms of bullying and hardship growing up that really made me want to have at least tall-ish sons. Things like this shouldn’t matter but alas

No. 987312

>>987231
I think that's fine as long as you don't make him feel bad about it. My sister and I were always really tall for our age (I'm 6' now and she's 5'10) and there was this lady in our building with a son our age, whenever we'd cross each other she tell her kid "see look at them! why can't you be tall like them??" I always felt really bad for him lol

No. 987321

>>987309
I mean dad's sort of a manlet, he's 5'8(which I know is average but were from a very tall region) and he's one of the toughest men I know and I don't think anyone has ever doubted his masculinity

>>987312
Fuck I wouldn't even mentioned that to him, I'd focus my attention on teaching my kid too being a good man first and foremost

No. 987329

>>987306
keep this shit to /g/ or even better, to your psychiatrist

No. 987364

I've never heard a Lana Del Rey song and every thing I know about her I learned from this website

No. 987392

>>987312
I'm the same height as you anon and I also feel really bad for pointing out height negatively or making fun of it. It's one of the very few things that we can't change about ourselves so I think it should be off limits. I guess it's the confession thread, so I actually feel bad for manlets. Like 5'4 and below. People may also feel bad for tall women and idgaf about my height so idk why I feel bad for them.

I also refuse to go on a date with a man that is shorter than me. For me it's a big turn off and I have no physical attraction for it. If the right guy comes along I will..hasn't happened yet though. Physical attraction is extremely important to me in dating.

No. 987439

>>987231
You're like my mom lol. She's always clowning my sister for being short (really just average height). I can't imagine how disappointed she'd be if he were a boy lmfao. Don't sweat it

No. 987446

>>987439
I mean of course you can't control it but me and my husband come from tall families, It would be losing a rigged game

No. 987447

>>987364
She's the queen of Coney island and her pussy tastes like Pepsi cola

No. 987454

>>987447
This remind so the first time I learned about Lana Del Ray, it was from an ao3 Harry potter fic where the title was "my asshole tastes like butterbeer" and just featured Harry getting railed by the entire male cast of Harry Potter

No. 987471

>>987306
interesting post

No. 987502

I 100% confuse Army Hammer and Henry Cavill because I thought they both played Superman in the movies I never saw. But apparently I’m wrong and Hammer never played Superman? What sort of Mandela effect am I in?

No. 987519

>>987502
Well they're both predators with average white guy faces so I somewhat see why you made that link.

No. 987532

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I love my brother but I envy him, see my brother has a fairly average life, nothing about him is that special other then he's a bit odd but for me he could have done so much more, he's massive waste of potential
I have never known anyone who had gifted memory as he did, he could literally remember inconsequential shit from years ago and give exact details as well, he is smart asf, he was physically gifted, being tall and strong as well and despite all his god given gifts and potential he ended being just another body
If I were him and his gifts I'd be something important but not him, he's fine with his normie life and I hate myself for thinking like that, cause he's my older brother and he's never been awful to me or anyone else

No. 987533

>>987454
…link?

No. 987536

>>987533
you just google it, its literally the first result

https://archiveofourown.org/works/24748429

No. 987555

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>>987536
…I thought this was gonna be better tbh

No. 987563

>>987555
Its a A/B/O where slutty harry potter gets railed by other characters
what did you expect

No. 987569

I let my friend borrow my 3DS once and I forgot I had taken a picture of my boobs as a joke. Literally the only nude I have ever taken. I wonder if she saw it kek

No. 987587

>>971803
weird, i have had similar forest creature/witchy sometimes kinda sexual comfort fantasies. like i fantasize that i or some random girl gets lost in the woods, sometimes naked for whatever reasons but during her journey through the forest she is protcted by the forest's guardian witch, who makes sure that the woman always has food to eat, easy time finding comfortable shelter and keeps dangerous animals and bugs/ticks away from her. sometimes the woman finds the witch's house, sometimes not. or i fantasize about a giantess rescuing me or some woman n a forest and she takes her to her cave/home, and let's her sleep in a basket or something while nursing her back to health.

No. 987600

I think my bf saw the folder with pictures of Adam Driver on my laptop, because he refuses to go to the movies to watch House of Gucci with me.

No. 987714

I don't think I'm able to love unconditionally, just the way of somebody's sneezing would be enough to turn me off.

No. 987717

>>987714
based. unconditional love is stupid. find you someone with a sexy sneeze, nonny.

No. 987719

>>987714
Humans are incapable of unconditional love, only animals know true unconditional love. A dog will love you no matter how disgusting you are, a cat will demand to be in the bathroom while you're taking a dump because they just love being around you so much.

No. 987734

>>987719
I don't think even animals feel unconditional love, I mean would your dog still love you if you starve or abuse it?

No. 987735

>>987734
Have you met a dog?

No. 987736

I use the international threads to help me study certain languages. I hope the pastapizza and frenchfag anons knows how fun their sperging and discussion is for me to translate

No. 987807

>>987714
I don't think unconditional love needs to be a thing. Obviously you're at one extreme end of things but I think it's healthy to have a point where you can disengage from people when they hit a limit on what you're willing to put up with.

I know some people see parental love as the exception but watching a stupid amount of true crime and seeing parents go out of their way to proect their scrote after he's killed or raped a bunch of people.. conditions are good. Nobody needs to love or be loved unconditionally. Decide what's a healthy and fair limit and stick to it.

No. 987818

I've been told multiple times my birthday cards have touched people so much they cried and it makes me proud to hear. I will continue to pour myself into cards for my loved ones.

No. 987841

>>987818
that's cute

No. 987851

I only read the Celebricows thread to see if Shinji Page has dropped any new pic.

No. 987852

>>987818
What's your trick anon? Tell us more about your card craft

No. 987853


No. 987857

>>987851
Kek, same.

No. 987865

>>987852
No secret, I just write from the bottom of my heart.

No. 987886

>>982538
Is it Kaya and Jake?

No. 987889

I'm envious of my coworker, but yet I want to take care of my coworker who has it all together but he is going through hell taking care of his mother and grandmother who both suffer from dementia. He moved them both into his home so they wont suffer in a facility. I just want to give that man a hug for stepping up and taking care of his family like that. I want to set him up with some of my friends but I'm not sure if he's into south and east asian women.

Imagine a black Hank Hill but from South Carolina instead of Texas and living in DC.

No. 987959

I don't mind listening to Kat Blaque. I don't agree with what he says, but I like the topics he covers and often listen with the intent on disagreeing with what he says (unless it's something that isn't about trans at all, in that case it can be an interesting listen and I can relate to what he says), it's still sometimes interesting to listen to though!
I remember writing in to his "call and discuss" sessions and though his retarded troon friends in the comments were calling me a troll and going off on me, at least Kat+some others were willing to discuss with me without screaming like retards.

No. 988342

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I have a huge bruise forming on my forehead and I just know it's gonna look ridiculous tomorrow and my family are gonna ask about it. If they ask is it better to say "I don't know" or make up some excuse for where it came from? Definitely not going to admit its from repeatedly bashing my head into my desk on purpose.

No. 988347

>>988342
Just make up an excuse, like you tripped, fell and hit your head. No one's going to believe you don't know where a massive bruise on your forehead came from

No. 988429

>>988342
Just say you hit your head on furniture while bending down to clean or pick up something. Or you hit your head trying to fit something big and awkward through a doorway. Or hit your head getting into a car. Lots of options

No. 988498

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I'm an almost 30 year old lesbian from a conservative family and stuck in a marriage with a guy. For the longest time I thought I was bi, but during the most recent years I've come to understand that I don't care for men and women equally. I'm still in closet for 99,99% of people in my life, including my husband. I've also fallen out of love with him as a person, because he's bad tempered, childish and not someone I'd want to raise a child with. I feel absolutely miserable with my situation and feels like there is no way out for me..

No. 988790

>>988767
You spoke your mind. You would be carrying resentment and biting your tongue every minute with her if you had never had that argument and said how you feel. It's brave to challenge someone on something like that nowadays. I'm glad she snapped out of it.

No. 988796

>>988498
you have got to jump in the car and just drive, or else you're gonna die before you were ever alive. fuck a job fuck a house, throw your phone out on the highway (or just snap the sim card), cancel any bills in your name. take ypur cards & your cash, get to a city, women's shelter if you got to, get the first job you can for now (everywhere be hiring) & get an apt while you get back to your career track etc. and then think about whatever divorce consequences later, who fuckin cares.

No. 988830

>>988498
If your husband is cute can you set him up with me

No. 988832

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Literally a few months ago I was like “got a new job offer, super excited and nervous but can’t wait to make bank!!!” and now here I am jobless

No. 988835

I don't know how this happened but I've gotten into Smosh again and have started creating a parasocial relationships with the cast members and and even started shipping two of them

I would have made my fun of myself for shit like this just a couple months ago

No. 988842

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>>988796
I'm sorry anon but your post sounds like a dope song (with minor adjustments):
>Jump in the car and just drive
>Or else you're gonna die
>Before you were ever alive
>Fuck a job, fuck a house
>Throw your phone in the trash
>Take ypur cards & your cash
>Get the first job you can for now
>Cause they be hiring everywhere
>(everywhere be hiring, hiring)
>who fuckin cares, oh!
>(guitar solo)

No. 988851

>>988836
I didn't wanna be like this, I used to made fun of people like me asf but do not compare to Stan twitter, at least I'm doing this internet comedy actors who make humor that I get

No. 989377

>>988830
NTA but
>he's bad tempered, childish and not someone I'd want to raise a child with
This is a guy you want? On MY lolcow?

No. 989393

I only feel horny like 4 times a year and it sucks. I enjoy sex for intimacy and it does feel good and relaxing in my current relationship even if I have no drive for an orgasm. Occasionally I'll have a physical itch and I can get off easily enough during sex so it's not an issue but I wish I felt that dizzying state of horniness on a regular basis.

No. 989395


No. 989424

>>988835
noooo i swear yesterday i was thinking of writing a post on this thread about how ive gotten obsessed with the smosh cast too but i was too embarrassed. you are not alone

No. 989866

asked my mom for money to get me a genshin albedo daki for christmas

No. 989954

I was in a tranny friend group of women and I don't know what I expected. On their shitty oppression olympic scales, I'm a 'victim' and 'persecuted minority' while they were all from middle class families, had jobs and many friends (basically normie if they didn't call themselves non-binary or trans man). They always excluded me from their inside jokes (retarded tranny jokes I pretended not to understand) and dismissed my behavior and hobbies as girly and boring because I didn't call myself a they. They would say retarded shit like how much they hated the color pink, liked robots and history, basically NLOGing to hell and back. Meanwhile one of them was pretty, skinny and posted half-naked selfies all the time. I don't know how older women can get memed into being this retarded.

No. 989960

>>989393
Do you mean you have sex 4 times a year or do you still have it more for the other persons sake?

I've struggled with this in all my relationships. In my last one I really tried and still got cheated on when we were having sex regularly. I resent that so fucking much. Universe, bring me a low libido man. Lost your dick in a freak accident?… I'll still take you lol

No. 989993

I'm horny and I am glad my boyfriend and I have sex every day because of that, but I'd be fine masturbating because I accept I will never feel desired by him even if he does desire me. I wish I felt desired. Why is that such an elusive feeling.

No. 990029

>>989993
why is this guy irreplaceable? would you notice if he was gone besides the lack of sex? i don't remember if you said before but did he make it known that he wanted you in the beginning?

No. 990065

>>989960
I like feeling close and wanted by my bf, the act is pleasant (usually slow and soft, lots of kissing, massages and nice words) and I do get something out of making him feel good so we do have sex fairly regularly. My body responds and gets wet but I'm not "horny" idk. The few times I am sex is like a whole other world. I hope you find your low libido lover nonnie

No. 990085

>>988830
he's short and balding, so if you're into that, then sure. He used to have a decent body from working out but he's starting to get chubby as he's gettin into his thirties. also, he's just really really stupid, not saying that because I don't like him anymore, but he just says the dumbest fucking things you can imagine. (on top of being ill tempered and childish)

No. 990113

Whenever I feel ugly I cope by reminding myself there are uglier girls than me who walk around confidently. I don't know if that makes me a bad person but I don't care anyway

No. 990117

>>990085
what kind of stupid things does he say?

No. 990129

>>990113
That actually makes me feel worse because I can’t help but think that my lack confidence makes me look even uglier than any other ugly woman out there. Which makes me think I’m utterly pathetic. It’s annoying.

No. 990280

I can’t keep this secret with me anymore, but. I tried learning Russian because I was a hardcore hetafag who wanted to get herself a hot Russian boyfriend because I used to think that they had humongous dicks.

No. 990281

>>990029
Well, he cooks for me, cleans for me, loves me. But even though it is done with the intent to love, I just feel like a kid. I have offered to fix my own lunches for work and such, but he won't hear of it. He likes to show love through servicing me, but I feel like a fuddy duddy wife. I want to feel attractive to him. I know I am attractive to others, I just wish he'd act like I am. I know it must be unattractive to actually Live with me because I'm insecure. At the very beginning, he did flirt with me and it seemed like he found me attractive a bit, but he's one of those guys that likes to stress how attracted he is to my personality and it just bums me out because guys on the street will tell me how lucky my boyfriend is, how gorgeous I look, blah, blah, and I want some of that action on my man's part. I asked him to stop complimenting me in the beginning because he said things that were meant as compliments but they just hurt my feelings. I was anorexic when we met and after we first had sex he said "your body isn't as ugly as I thought it would be" and that crushed me. He also mentioned without me ever commenting on my breasts how he was okay with small breasts. Just stuff like that which really hurt my feelings but he wasn't trying to hurt them, he was just dense. I just feel ugly ever since then to him and it's been nearly 3 years. He willing has sex, he loves me, I just feel like at this point I need to accept I'll never feel like I am good enough for my partner and it's my problem. It hurts but I am trying to accept and get over it.

No. 990283

>>990113
Because even some pretty people are sad pathetic fucks. Being okay in your own skin is the key to happiness. Playing the compare game is a superficial cope fyi–once you get happy and content you won't give a shit about other people either way.

No. 990322

>>990280
But anon they have small penises and terrible personalities. Legit every russian man will straight up insult your appearance immediately and then be an asshole forever next unless you kiss their asses. Following up they all had "i'm in a band phase" even though they're stretching the truth. I also had the hots for them when i was younger because i thought hannibal was russian kek.

No. 990323

I think I’m developing some kind of weird fetishy fantasy thing..I’m pretty androgynous looking (small, flat/ruler body, huge clothes, wolf cut) and I’ve started to feel kind of into it when a hot girl in leggings walks into the bathroom at the gym and momentarily looks at me like “why is there a little boy in the women’s lockers” idk what it is about that specific scenario nonas !! I feel a little bit like a disrespectful coomer male for even thinking this about random women!! SOS

No. 990326

I lied to my boss tonight after a four-hour failed launch to try to mitigate blame for an issue and he got super angry at the team I passed the blame to. I didn’t even mean to lie, I was just saying shit and it was too hard for me to take full blame so I passed the buck without thinking, and when I realized what I said would have consequences I immediately tried to walk it back. I said “I misspoke and misrepresented this other team” and did my best to explain the truth of it and take the blame, but I feel like he thinks I’m lying NOW to try and soften the blow on these other people? But no like I literally straight up lied and they did nothing wrong, and I told him they did nothing wrong, but he said like “it’s nice that you’re sticking up for them” and internally I’m like no I fucking lied. But I don’t know how to say that without ruining my credibility.

In a white-collar work environment you learn to be like “oh EVERYONE could’ve done better on this” when something goes wrong because nothing is ever 100% any one person’s fault but it’s definitely 100% NOT this other team’s fault and I feel so guilty.

No. 990327

>>990281
NAYRT but I felt exactly this way with my ex. He was incredibly attentive and loving and showered me with affection, home cooked food, anything I wanted, but he just gave absolutely zero signals that he was attracted to me or desired me in any way. I asked him if he felt any sexual way about me and said its cool if not (I had an extremely low libido for years due to anorexia and depression) and he would claim he was, but he refused to express “vulgar” thoughts about me because he thought it was rude and wanted to stress he loves my personality blah blah. And then when we did have sex he would make this insane dramatic show about how good it was and that it was the best ever and it honestly really freaked me out, idc if it was genuine. My advice is to really think about if this is something you can deal with forever—I thought I would die without this guy but his attitude towards sex/attraction just gradually made me resent him and find him less and less attractive. If you think you’re headed down that path cut the cord asap before you hate him. I know it can feel bad and weird when a guy is seemingly perfect in every other way, but it’s not worth it if you feel this in your gut

No. 990356

>>990280
Only fuck the 18-23 year old Russians, they all get ugly and fat as fuck after that. And their dicks definitely aren't that big

No. 990387

>>990326
You actually accidentally played that really well. That's the kind of moves people make when intentionally being Machiavellian in the business world kek, don't feel too bad. You dodged a hissy fit and made yourself look self-sacrificing at the end. Fuck it. He should learn to control himself and not be toxic.

No. 990486

I first heard of FDS here and before knowing what it was I thought it was some kind of dating advice for lesbians because of the name and the woman on the thread pic looks kinda butch.

No. 990492

>>990327
You are mentally ill

No. 990493

>>990327
Can I have your ex? You guys were incompatible given your specific needs but this is ideal, imo.

No. 990494

I think other women don't like to hang out with me frequently because they prefer to copy me for their own benefit and if people see us together they will see who is the OG

No. 990496

A few years ago I got involved with an narc. It was a living hell and all my buttons were pushed everyday. It really made me crazy. I sent revenge porn of the narc and almost lost everything. (It’s a crime punishable by jail in my country). The charges were dropped and I learnt my lesson and got the fuck out of that situation and moved city but I’m still in fear everyday of the case being reopened by my ex who just causes chaos and destruction to everything and everyone she touches.

No. 990499

>>990496
Why the fuck did you send revenge porn of her then, you fucking retard? I bet you’re a male.

No. 990502

>>990499
Obviously it was a huge impulsive decision mistake which I regret.

She was cheating on her bf with me and every time I tried to break it off she would get scary violent. She had an obsession with filming sex and always did it on my phone. Her boyfriend was saying to people I knew how he wanted to beat me up. She made it out like I was pursuing her when in fact I wanted out. Sent the tapes to him. He never opened them but I guess not that it matters.(moid)

No. 990508

I was extremely horny last night and visited my boyfriend for two rounds of amazing sex, then I woke up today and was immediately treated with great sex again… He of course got up for work to make us money whilst I snoozed a little longer. mmmm so amazing I can't wait to have sex again. can you tell I was still a virgin last month ?

No. 990549

I like to wait for people to fuck with me and have coax them into admitting their wrongs and screenshotting them acting unstable while slowly following them through life and sending screenshots of their worst moments to potential employers, agencies they're working with, even partners. I like to play it up to by being overly emotional when I never cared about anything but to hurt them. I've slowly made my in laws homeless over the years and my ex boyfriend is a burn out incel who is forced to live with his parents because he tried to blackmail me with nudes. I don't care he did, I just enjoy seeing his life slowly downspiraling and same with others thinking I'm their personal punching bags

No. 990554

>>990549
Reads like a one of those power trip fantasies that moids post on Reddit

No. 990598

My ex once asked me to film my mother in the shower so he could jerk off to it. HOW I didn't break up with him then I have no idea. Being a teen with no self esteem is terrible.

I also noticed before unfollowing him today that he is following profiles that sell steroids, again. Last time he had liver damage and got a rash whenever he got too hot + he already has tachycardia so I guess he'll be dead in a few years or really fucked up. Servers him right if it happens.

No. 990603

>>990492
I guess but we were also just incompatible. Not to be defensive on an anonymous underwater racquetball forum but you and other anon who replied (and everyone who replies to bf complaints with “omg he's fine you're a narc with bpd and xyz”) aren't taking into account any possible red flags or upsetting patterns that may not be mentioned in one single post. This website is exhausting sometimes

No. 990747

>>990327
Yeah, it's hard because we are great friends and he's the first guy I fell in love with. I also am fucked because I find him to be the most attractive person in existence because my brain does that to me since I'm in love with him and when we have sex, it's good, but I am the type of girl who doesn't have use for a skilled guy in order to cum. I feel like shit because every guy I've been with is low libido. The only times I've felt desired are when I'm delusional because I'm drunk and/or high, but I am sober now so yeah. Either that or it was because he was high or drunk, I cannot tell which.

I really don't want to leave him, I love him dearly, and he has so many good qualities. He genuinely wants to make me happy. But it feels so fake in regards to the sex stuff. I don't think he understands that my need to have sex every day isn't equal to me feeling desired, for me that's just a physical desire being quenched. Desire is something that you have to cultivate. We are very sweet during sex, but it kind of turns me off that we laugh and act casual because although that's nice and fine, sometimes I would like things to feel more serious/sexual.

No. 990763

I think it's attractive when some fakebois have that shitty little testosterone moustache and choppy mullets, I wish they'd just be butches and stop having mental illness.

No. 990767

>>990598
That’s fucking disgusting I hope he dies the little soybitch

No. 990769

>>990327
I don't get what the problem here is, at least based on what you wrote. I think too many women equate being desired with being objectified.

No. 990770

>>990502
So you’re male
>>990554
Absolutely cringe larp

No. 990771

>>990769
It’s the other way around actually

No. 990775

just saw a tiktok with the caption “don’t let a guy punish his mom through you” and now i’m thinking about some weird scrotes i dated in my life and how well it applies kek

No. 990801

>>990775
Considering how my abusive ex used to call me mommy during sex, this is… hahahaha fucking so true. Wow.

No. 990809

>>990775
Men who have bad relationship with his mother, regardless of whether she was a bpd demon or not, is a big red flag. Men just become irreparably broken goods from parental issues. Their psyche is genuinely so fragile. Women generally have better chance and willingness to heal from it.

No. 990816

>>990775
It's weird, I feel like when a straight woman has a bad/abusive father she'll spend her life being a pushover with men who don't even deserve her kindness.. but when a straight man has a bad mother he spends his life raging out at women who don't deserve it but who pay the price anyway. Is it just me that sees that pattern?

No. 990820

>>990496
>what could be the long term consequences of sending revenge porn of the angry and out of control narc that was emotionally manipulating me for years?
You gave her the ammo dude, take the L

No. 990826

>>990816
It's pretty common that women usually tend to direct hate/anger inwards and hurt themselves, while men direct it outwards and harm others as well.

No. 990829

>>990598
I had an ex who use to ask for pictures of my friends and family so he can compare my attractiveness to them. I was bullied throughout high school so unbelievably desperate through my teen years. Reading stories like this make me wary of men I know irl who could be doing this shit

No. 990852

>>990829
Yup. My ex was a well adjusted and liked guy. Seriously the best thing that happened to me back then. Until he started with shit like this. Except my mother wasn't a milf, she's short and fat so it was really really weird. Gave me serious trust issues.

No. 990856

I'm vain and I want to be with a handsome (important), polite guy or no guy at all.

No. 990857

>>990856
Yes, be vain, this is your life, get what you want

No. 990862

>>990856
Women are entitled to being sexually attracted to their partner. Insane how contested this concept is. UGLY MEN DESERVE NOTHING.

No. 990864

>>990856
That's completely normal. Go big or gohome, you have much more to lose in a relationship than men do so you should choose what's best for you. I'm an eternal virgin because I don't want to just date or fuck the first guys that breathe in my direction either.

No. 990871

>>990856
men that arent rich, handsome, at least 6 foot and pass a morality and empathy test should be jailed

No. 990875

>>990864
Exactly. And it's like, I'm okay with being alone quietly for the rest of my life if I don't meet the handsome guy I want. Not gonna settle, tried to be with an average-ugly guy once and it wasn't memorable nor am I that in need of moid company.

No. 990910

>>990862
They need to die out. I can’t believe how much we get memed into dating down so much. I blame Adam Sandler movies mostly

No. 991004

I feel bad when I kill a mosquito

No. 991007

>>991004
it was self-defense anon, mosquitos could kill you

No. 991011

>>991004
You did the world a favor by vanquishing that demon.

No. 991012

>>991004
What has a mosquito ever done for anyone besides spread malaria??

No. 991042

>>990856
That's not vain, that's how attraction works.

No. 991201

I like tall men. I've always liked tall men since my very first crush. But tonight I saw my friend's manlet bf sit on her lap for a second while she wrapped her arms around his waist and I think I get it now.

No. 991207

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>>990549
….
Okay..
The ex deserved it.
Why’d you do it to the in laws?

No. 991212

>>991201
My bf is significantly taller than me and I have him do this. It's cute.

No. 991215

>>991207
Inlaws abandoned husband 3 times throughout his life and repeatedly insulted me because I worked full time and went to school full time. They were control freaks who would flip out and berate us for not doing exactly what they say and expected us to drop everything and do whatever they wanted right then in there. They wanted to adopt despite being shitheads towards my husband and his bro throughout their entire lives so I gathered evidence and sent all of it to all adoption agencies in the area, they were also fostering so they lost most of their income and had to downgrade so I found out the apartment they lived at and sent the owners all their dirty laundry, which can't get them kicked out however it does put them on the bad side of a lot of people meaning as soon as they fuck up they're out. His dad/my FIL tried to go back to school for 1 course for a language he wanted to learn to move out the country so I played major victim to his teacher which ended up getting him blacklisted from the university in the area.

No. 991224

>>991215
Hot damn, what kind of evidence do you even use to get them blacklisted? I can’t imagine you using private DM screenshots from your in laws

No. 991225

>>991224
I use to photoshop conversations if someone really pissed me off but I don't do that anymore, instead I just have a DM conversation with them and since these people are obviously unstable, if I'm speaking like a calm and rational person I'm seen as more trustworthy but the outsiders, but I would just ask questions and explanations that led to them admitting their wrongs in the past, or I would act irrational or emotional first and then clean up so it's them who is acting crazy and screenshot all of that

Screenshots can definitely go along way and if you have verizon and people accuse you of photoshopping the conversation you can trace back actual convos from the phone company for several years. I'm also building a court case against another groomer ex in which our main communication was actually the line app, it was simple to get since I contacted line myself and explained to them the situation and provided identity.

No. 991282

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>>990549
I hope to Allah(peace be upon her) that this is real

No. 991289

the more i observe tims and tifs (i shove the braindead coomer types to the side) the more i come to pity them. i mean these people…it's just so insane to me that we live in a time where such delusions are fully supported and backed by so many.
i honestly don't even understand why trans stuff is so accepted? why is it alongside the lesbian, gay, and bisexual shit? it's a disorder where people see themselves as the opposite sex, so what the fuck. it should be classified with anorexics and other body issue types

No. 991296

>>991289
It’s a conspiracy if you ask me. Push gay people back into the closets, turn publics opinion against LGB, set women back 100 years, at the same time profiting off of the mentally ill for life.

No. 991301

>>991289
>The U.S. sex reassignment surgery market size was valued at USD 267.0 million in 2019 and is expected to expand at a compound annual growth rate of 14.4% from 2020 to 2027
>The global market for sex reassignment surgery will be worth at least US$1.5 billion by 2026, according to MarketWatch


imagine the select few docs capable of performing the surgeries and their bosses & cronies, divide that huge cash among them and you still make an absolute killing, you don't even have to stress about creditors and shit, most governments just immediately pay in full bc "they'll kill themselves"

No. 991319

>>991301
Do women with crippling body dysmorphia get public funded plastic surgery no matter how much they kill themselves? Nope they just get half assed speeches on loving yourself

Being a woman with severe body dysmorphia is worse anyway since you don't have the entire interwebs as a support system. Half the time they'll say "you look fine it's okay to be ugly" and then just continue to insult women's appearance, trannies seldomly get their appearance nitpicked

No. 991332

I know a coomer who told me he can't feel sexually attracted to an average woman he dates and it's most likely because he spent so much time cooming to specific types of girls (beautiful, either petite asians or redheads) and can't accept anything else now. Ngl I was laughing inside, you get what you deserve bitch.

No. 991333

I fantasize about drugging my pickme sister with finasteride so that her male fetus will be born with birth defects kek

No. 991335

>>991333
Seek therapy.

No. 991337

>>991333
Didn't some anon already use this exact same bait in the exact same threads a couple months ago? Fucking boring.

No. 991341

>>991337
Yeah I remember it too

No. 991346

bl/yaoi/otome (?) spaces are so cozy. if i see a tranny, then it's usually a he/they aiden or something. men don't come here lol

No. 991349

>>991346
They stopped being cozy after the 2000s, precisely because of aidens. Now it's just gender politics, shitty fanart and moralizing.

No. 991355

My brother told me he had to make a will for work and he made his executor. If I ever get married I would want him to be the one to walk me down the aisle. Didn't realise I was his most trusted person like he is mine lol.

No. 991359

>>991349
not in the spaces i frequent nonnie, keep searching

No. 991367

>>991355
I haven't spoken to my brother in years, like I don't hate him and I even have many fond of memories with him and remember being very close when we were younger, but I have no idea the type of person he is, we started drifting apart when we were teenagers and he left home to join the army and I went to university, we might as well be a distant cousin in some regards
I guess its both our faults for not keeping in touch

No. 991524

>>991346
It's a genre thats purely geared towards woman for once after all, even if troons refuse to see it lmao

No. 991933

>>991335
You seek therapy pickme(infighting)

No. 991946

>>991367
Diff anon but essentially the same experience here. I feel like a freak any time someone asks about my bro and I've to explain that. It sounds like I'm covering up a big fight but there's no drama or real reason for the lack of connection.

No. 992073

The skinny gay kid in The Power of the Dog is my new thinspo

No. 992078

>>991359
NTA, but if you don't mind, would you share what places you visit? The otome games subreddit used to be cozy but it's slowly getting more maleposters and trannies unfortunately. I'm in a FB group for otoge too and it's a hell of a lot nicer but I hate Facebook. I was thinking about making an aarinfantasy acct to discuss BL but I'm not so sure.

No. 992079

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Was watching something with friends and one of them brought up this one dude that follows him on Twitter that admitted to jacking off to Mike Wazowski. He then said this dude was an extra on Happy Death Day and I'm so curious as to who it is but I know he doesn't wanna name names and I respect that but still

No. 992101

>>992078
Is aarinfantasy still active?

No. 992129

>>992079
fuck nonny thank you for this picture

No. 992224

I wish I didn't know 4chan existed

No. 992316

>>992079
ok, now I have to look up mike wazowski porn because I have no idea how someone can view him sexually

No. 992317

>>992316
fucking kek, there's a gif of him getting fucked by sully and you know the thing in hentai where the girls tummy bulges out because the dick is just zomg That BIGG?? they did that so mike's eye bulges out

No. 992336

I feel so bad anons, i broke a hook on a bra strap today while trying on a new bra. I put it back and skiddadle real quick out of the store and didnt try anything else on…I feel so guilty anons, i just know that the employees must have a shit time fixing my mistake. I just know i made their day worse and i probably wont be back because of the guilt.

No. 992345

>>992336
I once got sized for a bra at VS and they told me I was like a 36B, which I am obviously not a B kek but I tried it on anyway and made the middle part stretch/rip kek. That's what they get for having a shitty sizing chart

No. 992413

I actually teared up when an anon on here implied I was a scrote. I've been on lc for years and it was the first time someone "hi scrote"-ed me. I felt so disgusting.

No. 992417

>>992415
Great going, you idiot. Now you're gonna be more obvious even if you weren't at all before.

No. 992424

>>992417
What did they delete? Nosy anons need to know

No. 992427

>>992424
She said she was paranoid about being recognizable by her typing then posted examples of her typing quirks, making her now more recognizable than if she didn't mention them. Dummy.

No. 992429

>>992336
Probably all they have to do is scan the article with a handheld computer/scanner, select "damaged" option and write it off and throw it out. Like a minute work. Not sure what makes you think it'll be such a shit time for them.

No. 992512

My mom called me just now to tell me she saw my ex's obituary in the paper. It says he died suddenly so he probably ODed or killed himself. I really don't care. I don't regret blocking him on facebook when he tried to contact me 6 months ago. His death does not affect my daily life because we have had no contact other then singular the aforementioned facebook message in years. I feel like I should be sad but I am just not.

No. 992525

>>992512
Lately I was thinking about both my dad and an ex who was the worst thing to ever happen to me. In a weird way part of me wants to look up obituaries someday and see they're gone. It's not that I'd take pleasure from it, it's that I'm carrying trauma every day of my life while they're carrying on as normal and yeah sometimes attempting to contact me as if the past never happened. Abuse from my dad left me more vulnerable to accepting abuse within relationships too. It's all intertwined in my head.

Part of me wonders if in their (obviously natural) death some of the weight would be lifted off of me. Like closing a door that feels halfway open right now. Cutting contact only does so much. In my head it's not over. I'm in limbo as long as they're out there.

Those are thoughts some might not understand without a whole long sob story to spell it out. I don't think it's too uncommon to reach a point where you won't feel loss over someone. It usually takes alot to get there so if you feel that way then imo you're entitled to not weep for them.

No. 992542

>>992526
My cousin (male) got deep into meth, started dating this woman with 3 kids who was 15 years older than him, and started posting white nationalist stuff on facebook. People were trying to get him into treatment but he wouldn't, then he went to jail for a short while for repeated theft fron the same walmart (retarded).

Then, he got clean! Kind of. He got massively fat (like doubled in size, must be almost 300 lbs at 5'6", colossally round) and is an alcoholic now. And he acts normal irl but posts all this like… misogynist Islamic religious stuff on facebook?

Everyone is just happy he doesn't have kids with anyone (yet) because it would be a disaster.

No. 992579

I got a little wet by a recent Shayna porn clip. And I'm someone with a -1 libido, it was very weird. I'm not even into women like that.

No. 992587

>>992579
Was it her 'fat pussy' that did it?

No. 992597

>>992587
It was the one where she went into the cage and barked a little awkwardly while touching herself. Don't ask me why, I've no idea either.

No. 992600

I really don't like my mum. I'm filled with disdain whenever I get a text from her, even if it's a sugary sweet "thinking of you xx". She stayed with my cheating dad (a 4 year cheat, too), and won't hear a bad word about him. Her lack of self esteem disgusts me. I think it wouldn't for any normal person, but the fact she's my mother and she was supposed to be my role model, is this absolute doormat. My dad is almost certainly emotionally and verbally abusive and she smiles through it. Not like I haven't tried convincing her to leave, other than I guess emotional complications there's no reason to stay. Dad would be the one in financial straits if she left. She's the breadwinner and could easily get citizenship here. Dad's well aware that I wouldn't help him, either. We don't really talk.

I feel really bad about it because obviously her mind doesn't work the same. She's been browbeaten for as long as I've known and comes from a super partriarchal country so maybe my dad looks good in comparison. It feels so victim blamey to hate my mum for more or less being abused, but that's how I feel. I'd only say it here though.

I wish I were her mother so I could march her to a therapist ASAP. She's 65 and can only help herself. She could have a much better quality life and be a happier healthier person. I feel like an ignorant kid because I just don't understand it.

No. 992605

I've hate stalked my bfs ex on sm for the last 4 years, but over the last year or so I've found her increasingly endearing and have started to hate her less and less. In fact, I actually kinda feel bad for her. Misogyny is rampant in the industry she works in and she is constantly harassed for one thing or another. These days I find myself checking up on her because I genuinely wanna know what she's up to & how she's doing kek. I think the jealousy in my teen years that started my hate stalking has become drown out by the fact that moids really are the cause of 99% of women's issues. Somewhere along the lines I realized that my insecurities are rooted in moids, not other women, and idk I just see her as a victim of circumstance now. She's mentally ill as hell and seriously neurotic but shes got a cute personality and now that I've spent some time in this radfem echochamber I can't feel anything but sympathy for her.

No. 992614

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No. 992625

>>992605
Based and kind of sweet. I’ve also gone from hatestalking someone to finding them strangely endearing or at least sympathetic. It’s only ever women though. Moids stay shitty lol.

No. 992629

>>992605
Dump your scrote and run away together.

No. 992644

>>992512
Why would you be sad

No. 992653

>>992579
I’ve gotten turned on by shayna against my will before and was disturbed. After some introspection I conclude that it was brain damage from consuming porn. Some neurons saw a depressed woman fake moaning and fired off.

No. 992683

>>992644
Calm down, edgelord. When you know someone and get intimate with them and love them, you get sad about their death unless they did something to absolutely wrong you. Even then, you feel SOMETHING akin to sadness.

No. 992685

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In like 2013 I wrote a shota yaoi fic and it was the worst shit my back-then fujocoomer shitbrain could've ever possibly come up with. I periodically remember the disgusting fuckery again and I shudder. I will forever hate myself for having done that. I even showed it to my mildly fujo friends, and they probably remember me for that and that alone lmao. Gross. I want to die every time I remember that I used to be okay with incesty, weirdo shota and loli shit. God what the fuck. How did I fail to make the connection between 'harmless' shota yaoi and literal pedomongering? What

No. 992688

>>992685
Just be glad you have progressed since then.

No. 992689

>>992685
in 2013, i was writing Harry/Niall Hunger Games AUs so i'm right there with you.

No. 992692

>>992683
OP clearly says she doesn’t care. This dude has no bearing on her life and she even has him blocked on social media. The expectation of people to expense emotional currency for every human who ever so briefly crossed your path is so exhausting and frankly self-important.

No. 992698

>>992688
Doesn't stop me from wanting to perish though. Mid typing I remembered it was a brother-brother incest fic… and the actual characters weren't even brothers canonically lol. Epic major league coomer moment.
I can no longer keep rejecting and dissociating from this memory, oh wow what the actual hell does one do with this type of shame/regret/feeling

No. 992699

>>992689
was niall the shota

No. 992704

>>992685
I read a lot of posts like this specifically from women, but never from men. I wonder, why is it that so many women come out of things like this as a "phase", while men who get into it seem to like degenerate content forever?
I personally DGAF what people write as long as they don't try to normalize bad shit, but it feels like a pattern. It's always moids (and pick-mes) writing huge essays and arguing why we must accept their gross kinks, it's like their boners block them from any real sense of shame or understanding. Never seen a male post "I used to draw really degenerate coomer shit lolicon years ago, I want to end my life, those were dark days". They're either still like that, or the most they can say is "Eh, not my main kink these days" or the "Not my proudest fap" meme if it's extremely fucked up/weird

No. 992705

>>992692
Yeah like… the only thing I feel is like, damn I dodged a bullet with this one. I was only 18 and he was 27. He would call me at 3 am when I had work in a few hours to talk about getting me pregnant. If I had let him now my kid's dad would be dead when they'd only be like 7. Thank god I used my last remaining braincell to say no to that. Or like, he'd want me to come see him where he was staying 11pm on a work night, which would've involved a half-mile walk to the bus stop and an hour's bus ride each way in the dark. He just did NOT get why I couldn't do that no matter how hard I tried to explain.

No. 992712

>>992685
At least you're no longer mentally deranged

No. 992713

>>992705
>I was only 18 and he was 27
Every time. It should be illegal for scrotes to even look at women 2 years younger than them, let alone anyone under 20.

No. 992721

>>992704
Without trying to justify anything I'll admit that back then during this "phase" I related to way too young characters rather than fully grown ones. I was horny and immature, self-inserting to immature characters wasn't difficult. Hell, maybe I was even pathologically afraid of growing old in a way. And as you said it's possible to grow out of it, at least I did (but the regret and cringe stayed) and I'm not the only one. Bold of me to judge, but it seems like a bunch of pedo lite coomers just never grow tf up and they just stay that way instead of evolving or seeing anything wrong with it.

I'm mortified of the prospect of my online past resurfacing for one reason or another, like it bothers me almost as much as the fact that I probably gave validation and fuel to literal pedos or ~the sugar-free variation~ on the internet

No. 992764

I've been super horny lately but am not seeing anyone. Anyway when I caught a glimpse of my vagina earlier it made me sad that she isn't getting petted. I miss someone else giving me pleasure.

No. 992787

>>992713
Holy shit yes. My sister is 27 and dating a 29 year old. I think she's retarded and is going to get raped soon lmao(mental illness)

No. 992812

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No. 992826

>>992705
>I was only 18 and he was 27. He would call me at 3 am when I had work in a few hours to talk about getting me pregnant
You always hear about women 'pregnancy trapping' men and yeah I've seen it myself… but men do this shit too and it's always perverts who just don't want to lose their source of steady sex.

No. 992847

The guy i'm dating displays such father like behaviour and honestly it's never been a thing of mine but it's so hot for some reason. I never suspected I had daddy issues because true my dad was a dud but my granddad was an excellent father figure.

It makes me feel so good when he cradles my face and holds eye contact during sex, and zips my jacket up to the top to stay warm and offers me everything he has or could buy to make me feel comfortable and cared for. All this coddling hasn't come about in any sort of kink way and I've been repulsed in the past with guys I've dated because it didn't suit them and seemed an obvious kink, this just sort of happened organically and I'm wondering if it's mental illness to enjoy it so much.

I will never, ever admit this to anyone IRL though

No. 992852

>>992847
Providing care and a sense of security is normal partner stuff. Checking if you're warm, asking if you need something, bringing you something to make you more comfortable are all basic considerations for someone you're dating. Pornsick scrotes have us all memed into thinking basic consideration and kindness is just wow and so daddyish.

No. 992854

>>992847
Holy shit, this is just being caring. This has nothing to do with being "father-like." Shit, I guess my bf is actually a mommy because he cooks for me and makes me my favorite desserts.

No. 992867

>>992847
Damn women really think gentleness is some daddy shit because the normal expectation is your boyfriend neglecting you then beating you during sex

No. 992871

>>992847
Damn I want someone to zip up my jacket and gently cradle my face during sex.

No. 992890

>>992871
I just googled 'coat sex' looking for a memey pic to respond to this with,

regret

No. 992914

I went on a night out a couple weeks ago. My boyfriend was worried I'd lose control and do something irresponsible. So anyways, I do all of the drugs offered to me. Which was snorting ketamin in the toilets and I think poppers in a line? I had a lot of fun but felt pretty guilty when I came down cos I basically promised I wouldn't do that. He doesn't know and I don't intend on telling him. It is shady of me though

No. 992916

>>992847
What the fuckkkkk I want him

No. 992918

>>992914
how tf you gonna snort poppers in a line, thats literally impossible

No. 992919

I only bought gifts for some friends this year since finances are a little tight this year, but I’m also seeing some other old friends that I rarely see (and we rarely get to meet up for Christmas). I scrambled to buy last minute gifts for them and I’m going to wrap them up and bring them with me, but if no one else brings gifts to give I’m going to keep quiet about the ones I got and return them after.

No. 992922

>>992918
A line, also known as a queue. I was waiting to go in somewhere

No. 992928

>>992914
nonny sorry to ask this what do poppers feel like for us? I know gay men use them and it relaxes their assholes, does it do anything for the vag?

No. 992944

>>992928
Nta but they make you feel warm. You get like a rush of blood to the face, kinda tingly and buzzy for a few seconds, loose muscles and a bit of lightness from being loose. Fairly fleeting. If you're unlucky a killer headache then sets in right after.

Never touched a drug other than that (if that even counts) but they're not that great if you're not already getting your ass filled or in the middle of a sex act. My guy att was getting his ass filled so for him it was a whole other experience. He was on cloud 9, I'd a slight headache. He finished and then his headache was in proportion to how much he'd sniffed it so pretty bad. Sorry for the grossness. We repeated it other times and he casually mentioned the risk of blindness to me once?.. that was the end of that.

No. 992976

>>992413
It’s a rite of passage. It took me 4 years of browsing to get my first scrote accusation and tbh it felt long overdue after seeing it happen to everyone else.

No. 993016

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I don't ask forgiveness, and I don't want it.
We're all girls on the internet here. If you know, you know.
Well, I found the guy who fucked me up when I was a kid. On a dating site. I was looking for a date, but I found that instead.
And I messaged it. And it messaged back.
And I've been pretending to be it's girlfriend ever since.
For the first year, he was so wrapped up in feeling good about getting me back, he never even bothered to wonder why everything was going so well.
This year, I've been turning up the heat , every single day. I've made every single day a little bit worse than the one before for him.
Like Jim putting a nickle in Dwight's telephone handset every day until he got used to the weight, and then one day, just took all of them out, and Dwight whopped himself in the face. It's a lot like that.
I know there's still 19 days until 2022, and it's still early to count my nickles.
Maybe part of me doesn't even want him to whop himself just yet.
But god damn, I have never been so fucking happy about New Year's Eve before in my life.

No. 993024

>>993016
Godspeed, hardcandy-nona

No. 993036

I would do anything for attention even become a cow

No. 993038

>>993016
Impressive, anon

No. 993046

>>993016
Good luck, hope it pays off

No. 993048

>>993016
I will wk you and make t-shirts of you if you end up infamous. God speed queen.

No. 993052

>>993016
I cannot wait to post this cap on /r9k/ and laugh at them

No. 993060

>>993016
what did you do

No. 993064

>>993060
sounds to me like nona's gonna murder a kiddydiddler in minecraft
I hope she has a good time

No. 993241

I let my ex coworker (he is married with kids so I never expected this) who I thought was my friend kiss me even though I was repulsed by him. We got dinner and drinks to catch up as I’d left my job a few months prior and we’d done this before (with both of our significant others and alone) and I was too beta to leave/tell him to fuck off. I kissed him back purely out of awkwardness and I feel disgusting. Blocked him on everything when I got home. I hate him but more so I hate myself so much for not being able to remove myself from the situation more quickly. Something about me invites people to act this way towards me because I’m somehow incapable of not being “agreeable” or appeasing others when they’re right in front of me. I feel like I need to tell my boyfriend and I don’t know what to even say and I want to die.

No. 993259

I feel fine about the Kentucky candle factory deaths because most of the dead were scrotes. kek

No. 993263

>>993016
God I want to know what's gonna happen. I will write a book about you, queen. But I hope you manage to fuck his shit up while staying safe. I love you and wish I could do the same

No. 993266

>>993241
Ughhh, men. You don't necessarily need to tell your boyfriend but maybe it would make you feel better if you do? Just say how it was, you were just nice to the dude and he took it as a consent and kissed you, and you've blocked him everywhere after. If your bf is not a complete moron he should understand. I think in this situation it would be also ok if you didnt go into details if you not feel like it - for example say that that coworker hit on you heavily, without specifying the kiss happened?

No. 993268

>>993016
I don’t know if my English is just bad or if I hardly understand you. How old were you when you were a kid?

No. 993287

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As a comicsfag all I want is just an accurate portrayal of Nightwing(Dick Grayson) I don't think I've seen a good adaptation of my boy

but I know for a fact that Hollywood would never cast a good looking young male actor for him

No. 993298

A couple years ago, when I was mentally at my worst, my paranoid BPD brain pushed and pushed my bf wanting him to break and get angry at me. I wanted him to prove all my suspicions about how much he hated me. He never did, he only treated me with kindness and compassion and respect. He got people involved and got me the help I really needed during that time. We're still together, he's never been resentful or brought it up but I feel so sad over it still. He has these big sad eyes and thinking about them makes me ache. I regret hurting him so much for such stupid reason. This post is embarrassing and retarded but all I can think about right now is that I feel very lucky and don't deserve it at all.

No. 993299

>>993298
It's kinda sweet actually, you're lucky to have a good one.

No. 993304

>>993298
I hope you will find it in you to forgive yourself. Also, I want to say, thanks for sharing this, gives my sad BPD heart some hope

No. 993307

All of the wars in here and infighting are 100% caused by scrotes or women that have scrote brains.

No. 993324

>>992605
You heard the other anon… leave your scrote and be with her and then update us on your marriage

No. 993327

>>993307
>or women that have scrote brains.
Only scrotes have ""scrote brains"".
Women have ""women brains"".
Don't be retarded.

No. 993333

>>993016
>whop himself
Petition to use this instead of "an hero" for males

No. 993338

>>993327
i don't think she means literally scrote brains, just scrote poisoned

No. 993349

>>993307
Anons are really making debates out of every little thing today.

No. 993361

>>993327
Women most definitely can have scrote brains.
The brain has a lot of plasticity maybe do a read or two about it.
For example, the R-word is a word that tends to be used by testosteron fueled foul mouthed beasts, yet even though you’re a woman, you just now used it unnecessarily even though I’ve done you no harm.

No. 993370

>>993327
Isn't taking things a little too literally lke this when they're clearly not meant that way… a sign of autism

No. 993372

>>993361
nta, you are on lolcow

No. 993377

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>>993361
it has nothing to do with plasticity or actual brain morphology and everything to do with bad and stupid behavior. it's not hormone driven, it's just psychological. learned bad/poor behavior. that's not to say learned behavior can't influence morphology, but it's not even worth nothing the actual brain structure here. women are capable of developing shitty and stupid habits if they're poisoned by too much male rhetoric

No. 993436

>>992847
>father like
>cradles my face and holds eye contact during sex
>other basic kindness stuff

u ok nonny, this is not father like tf. Just a scrote not being an asshole like jesus how the fuck is this father like. Just shows how shit guys are these days that people think basic care from a partner is borderline kink.

No. 993443

>>976941
Based post
But most of these bippies couldn't stand the loneliness that comes with taking time to curate a good partner.

No. 993449

>>993361
>thinking male brains cause male behaviors
this is the same excuse pickmes and scrotes use to justify all sorts of shit

No. 993452

>>993016
make something horrible happen to him

No. 993529

>>992928
It does the same for the vag, useful if you have vaginisms.

>t. i do

No. 993535

>>993361
>R-word
die

No. 993537

I know if I make a fb status saying I need laid there would be people to step up, but the problem is I want then to step up without me prompting them. I thought just putting my relationship status to single would be enough. Literally not one man ever has slid into my dms apart from my ex bf. I've been so horny for a real fuck my vibrator is not cutting it. I need to be tongued and fucked you know

No. 993569

>>993266
Yeah, my boyfriend is like my best friend and I’m feeling really icky about the whole thing so I guess I sort of want to be able to tell him. I’ll probably tell him and omit the details… I wish I didn’t feel like I have to lie about my own incompetence/inability to confront people who are making me uncomfortable. I’m an adult and I should be able to not get myself into situations like this or at least and at the very least I should be able to shut them down easily…yet I frequently find myself living through them and cringing at how I got there.

I’m curious if any of you nonnies have good ways to shut off any unwanted advances immediately or if you just carry yourselves in a way that doesn’t invite them so often to begin with? This is going to sound a bit vain but I get approached by/hit on men that are so blatantly objectively not in my league (old, fat, literal manlets, 3/10 faces) so I feel like I must radiate a lack of confidence that attracts these people to me (at least when it comes to first time meeting people)

I guess because of my general insecurity, I’m often too accepting of any attention I get bc I’m lonely and don’t know how to connect with people. If I’m being honest with myself I might’ve even subconsciously ignored certain red flags in this “friendship” with my coworker (though come on… 2 kids? I’ve met his wife several times? yikes…I don’t think I could’ve really rationally see this coming)
Something to unpack with my dumb therapist I guess /endblog

No. 993606

90% of empathy i show for men is entirely faked. I geniunely have a hard time believing they feel anything but anger, greed and lust. Im currently with a guy at the minute and its the first relationship ive ever been in, hes absolutely wonderful but im scared my lack of empathy for men will cause issues down the line. I have a hard time believing he actually wants to be with me but instead has some sort of weird ulterior motive (nothing he has done has led me to think this its just a me thing)

No. 993610

>>993606
Stay ready

No. 993775

when I was 7 I tried to rape my 2 year old brother. I have no idea what crossed my mind, but I told him he was perfect and wanted to do stuff with him or something while he was standing there naked. I'm glad he cried and escaped the room before I could touch him.

What the fuck was wrong with me.

No. 993778

>>993606
Same here lmfao, I have to actively work on humanizing them in my mind, like recalling how my dad gets incredibly angry on my moms behalf when someone disrespects her, or how protective my uncle is of my cousins, how gentle my grandfather is with everyone of us and always laughing, or when my best friends ex boyfriend legitimatey cried and really seemed to step up when she first mentioned breaking up. Due to almost all men I use as an example being older than me by several decades, it sadly basically only transfers to older men though, so I still see pretty much all guys my age as bastards lol. I'm trying to find good examples for guys my age, but only very few that don't blunder in some way or another come to mind.

No. 993794

>>993606
Every time i read the relationship advice thread/reddit hate thread and i see women projecting so many human traits on their scrotes i just don't get it, imo they're like dogs at best i seriously don't think they're capable of deep thoughts besides anger and sex kek.

No. 993921

I might have yellow fever

No. 993936

>>993361
>For example, the R-word is a word that tends to be used by testosteron fueled foul mouthed beasts
please go outside retard-chan

No. 994167

I had a dream about Null where he fell in love with me and in this dream I thought I could fix him despite not loving him. I woke up feeling disgusted when I realized I had a dream about him and I contemplated slashing my wrists.

No. 994243

I find the fact that celebrities get applauded when they get degrees fucking ridiculous. Everywhere else in the world it's a prerequisite to have one but if someone rich and famous starts studying suddenly it's seen as extra special and they are treated as fucking saints or something. Not to mention when average people with several degrees cannot even find a job because they could be seen as 'overqualified'

No. 994254

>>994243
It's funny bc the people who need a degree the least get applauded the most

No. 994257

>>994243
People are pathetic simps. How is it even impressive that celebrities with all the resources and help in the world finally get an education!
It's infuriating that their fans asspat it so much when they objectively go through the least struggle.

No. 994270

I un-ironically read the Vigilant Citizen for the latest tinfoil

No. 994455

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I really love my fiance and domestic life and where we are as a couple and friends, but sometimes I really miss flirting - covert flirting, to be more specific. Like, the initial stages where you feel and kinda know that there is an attraction in place for both parties, but neither of you say anything and mostly exchange smiles and stares before it escalates to actual touching and overt flirting, to finally something a bit more physical. It gives a rush like no other, and also knowing that someone likes you silently like that is a big ego booster.
I'd never cheat on him or even would do covert/mild flirting even if I didn't plan on going all the way through it because I just think it's scummy, so I just scratch that itch with media and some innocuous daydreams of an alternate timeline.

I know my fiance also reminisces about it as well, he told me before, which at least makes me feel less guilty about it.

No. 994512

last week I slept with an engaged guy who I’ve been involved with for some time. We’re part of the same social circle and it just happened after this event he’d hosted. I noticed at the beginning that not a single person asked for my payment, which I assumed was his doing, and whenever he made some sort of speech, he would do so whilst maintaining strong eye contact with me. The sexual tension was like nothing I’ve known. Part of me realises the predatory nature of his pursuit - however given that the feeling was always completely mutual, i’m torn between whether or not that even matters. I’m embarrassed to admit I did similar things towards him. He does not love his partner - he is with her for public image. Knowing this diminishes my sense of responsibility in that he would’ve done this to someone else given I wasn’t in his life. It’d also be incredibly hard to distance myself from him since we are part of many of the same things, have to attend things together, and share friends. The closeness of our social and private life does terrify me - as does the potential threat to my safety if this gets out. He has some level of power and I am now, an albeit small, threat to that. The whole thing is all very fun and exciting, but I’ve come to the realisation that this is no game. It couldn’t be further from.

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No. 994597

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I just don't really like cats. I don't hate them, but I definitely would not get them or take them if given the option. I was catsitting for a friend all of last week and his cats were pretty chill. One was a lot more outgoing but also had a lot of energy and kept doing shit he wasn't supposed to (scratching the couch, climbing up on the stove, knocking shit off everywhere) and his sister was the opposite, shy and kept to herself (and actually used the scratching posts kek). They're pretty funny and goofy and I had a good time with them, but at the end of the day I can't help but think that I'm glad the week is over and I can go home to my dog now. I appreciate them sleeping in bed with me and the shy one rubbing her face on my hand accepting pats, but cats just don't speak to me the same way dogs do. Maybe I just need more than a week with cats, but meh.

I will admit that it's nice that they don't get stinky so easily, cleaning up a litter box is easy, and not having to walk them is nice though.

pic not related

No. 994619

>>994597
Well I hope one day you meet a cat you can connect with but otherwise I don't think there's anything wrong with that! I love my cats so much that just looking at them makes me wanna cry, I'm sure you feel the same way about your dog

No. 994637

>>994512
I hope he cheats on you and you feel how his fiancé feels.

No. 994658

>>994512
>Part of me realises the predatory nature of his pursuit
>he is with her for public image
>as does the potential threat to my safety if this gets out
Why does this read like a cheap Harlequin romance novel or something?

No. 994664

When I was a teenager I nearly had a threesome but instead we all freaked out and just all slept in the same bed naked, me in the middle of my two hot classmates (2 dudes). I wouldn't mind that situation but with these two guys in work and this time I would like to have sex.

No. 994689

I was bored stiff during a work zoom meeting so I came up with an idea for an donut steal OC and started typing up stuff in a word document. No regrets, kek.

No. 994709

I was my ex boyfriends second sexual partner when we started dating. Before we first had sex, though, we would talk about it and the stuff we wanted to in bed. A few days into talking more and more about it he confessed to me that, though he was excited about it, he actually found sex kind of gross in practice. When I asked him why he kind of beat around the bush and was like, "well, it's not at all like porn." I was still confused and pressed more, and then he finally said, "All the smells are so gross." All the smells? I was confused and asked for clarification, maybe he just meant the natural scent of sweat and skin? I found out that his last girlfriend didn't bathe very well and smelled like really musty and reeked of shit, so he wouldn't do certain positions with her where her ass would face him. When me and him eventually has sex he ruined it by saying stuff like, "Oh my god, you don't smell like poop." and then when eating my out, sniffing my butthole and saying "wow, there is really no smell at all!"

No. 994716

>>994689
please share it

No. 994717

>>994709
>"Oh my god, you don't smell like poop." and then when eating my out, sniffing my butthole and saying "wow, there is really no smell at all!"

lmao I laughed so fucking hard at this

No. 994718

>>994597
Wow what a cute cat! I ignored the rest of the post though

No. 994744

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>>994716
It's a Stardew Valley OC because I'm feeling the itch to play it again. She's a former mafia captain (in my world women can get made in the mafia, fuck da moids) who got arrested and ended up ratting on her family so she goes into witness protection and is sent to Stardew Valley under the guise of inheriting her grandfathers farm. She's terrible at farming (convenient plot armour to fit in with me being bad at the game kek) and is quite anti-social at first. Eventually she grows to kinda enjoy farming (the money helps her warm up to it) and finds peace with her animals. She even makes a couple of genuine friends in town when she drops the tough guy act. Also she totally sweeps a few of the ladies off their feet too. In my head she looks and acts a lot like Silvio Dante from The Sopranos (picrel) except she's a hot butch.

No. 994750

I can't find the positive feelings thread even though I've checked the catalogue.

Last year, my boyfriend was on a month break with me because of bpdfaggotry. This year we are still together, we communicate actually, I'm way better at tolerating and soothing my feelings, and I feel more in love with him than ever. We both became sober this year with only the occasional cigarettes. I live with him now and I have my first full time job in a career that I suspect will do very well for me in the future. I'm off meds. I'm doing a lot better…..I never knew how precious life could be…I have conquered hypochondria….go little rockstar…

No. 994780

>>994750
Here you go nonna! >>>/ot/867435

No. 994783

>>994689
>>994744
i want an oc thread in /m/ so bad nonny i want to know everything about your butch farmer. we could have drama in thread about copying ideas like the good old deviantart days

No. 994815

My dad sent me a xmas card last week. When I sent him one back I included a lil note saying my phone isn't working. My phone is working. I just want to get out of contact with him. Like send me one card a year and leave me alone without a dramatic scene.

He tried to land me with a 3 day visit a few months ago and I got out of it. I'm finally doing what I wanted to do a decade ago. I'm closing the lines of communication but doing it without admitting I secretly despise the man. When he dies I can live with this method of doing things. Guilt won't haunt me this way. I refuse to have a fight over it.

No. 994817

I love the anons from the celebricow thread

No. 994823

>>994783
I would love that too! I actually missed out on deviantart as by the time I had regular internet access it had kinda petered out so it'd be great to have a thread to sperg about my hot mobster butch in.

No. 994847

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>>994817
Bad taste in anons

No. 994898

>>994783
There is that draw my oc thread.

All mine are just self inserts so I don't really want to share them with anyone.

No. 995036


No. 995180

>>993370
Autism? On an imageboard? No way.

No. 995181

>>993775
Is he doing okay now?

No. 995748

I an terrified I’m going to die soon. The tornados that happened in the midwest were only a few hours away from me, and the temperature keeps fluctuating. I’m so fucking scared

No. 995984

My roommates downstairs smells god awful and anytime she uses the restroom the entire bathroom reeks for a solid 20 minutes or so and I get extremely nauseous anytime I try to use it due to her smell so I end up showering to mask the fact I'm peeing in the shower and end up showering 6-8 times a day just to avoid her stench

No. 995990

>>995984
I don’t believe you one bit because this is so autistic. Have you tried handing her a can of febreeze? How is it better to steam in a stinky bathroom 8 times a day? Could it actually be the plumbing?

No. 996004

Sorry that this isn't going to be a ~deep~ confession but I cried the first time I saw a penis. I REALLY MEAN CRIED. They're just so ugly and alien to me that it makes me physically recoil. Unfortunately I'm straight so every attractive guy gets ruined for me because of this. WHY do they have to be so ugly looking??

No. 996015

>>995748
Noona are you OK? Hope you're fine and safe.

No. 996026

>>996004
Kek I had a similar reaction when I first saw it too except physically shaking for a while. Legitimately used to think everyone just had vaginas.

No. 996043

>>996004
Penis is extremely ugly and repulsive, even the “conventionally pretty” ones. Is this a one time thing from shock? Or do you always feel like crying when seeing penis? No associated trauma or anything?

No. 996051

Holy shit, my sister is such a loser. She is still 27 and in college/uni (undergrad), a huge pickme, and only friends with scrotes. She has zero work ethic and has a stupidly easy major (Economics). She couldn't get into a real Ivy so she goes to a wannabe Ivy league but acts like a huge striver despite aforementioned lack of work ethic and a terrible resume. Really wish I could tell her to fuck off.

Also I have to add, she is dating a guy who is 5'6" and makes $20/hour even though he is 30. Holy kek

No. 996056

>>996026
> Legitimately used to think everyone just had vaginas
Same.

>>996043
It was just a one time thing and I haven't cried since but I still think they are extremely ugly. No trauma as far as I'm aware of but maybe it's got something to do with the fact that I saw it going from limp to hard and it traumatized me because it looked like a dead fat worm coming to life. I was mortified to say the least.

No. 996057

>>996051
And you’re on lolcow baiting. Plus it’s not a confession plus you’re cringe.

No. 996063

>>996051
This feels like a knock-off Neetlita.

No. 996068

>>996057
How am I baiting?

No. 996080

I love watching zoomers get dragged kicking and screaming into adulthood. After all of their smug-ass ok boomer bullshit, it’s immensely satisfying to see them sob and threaten suicide over having to get a job. They really thought they were going to be kids forever kek

No. 996119

>>995990
because when she changes in the dressing room it also stinks and when she left for a few days the smell just goes away. There's febreeze in the bathroom but it just makes it smell like rotten fruity shit. I have sensitive smell and actually puked 3 times from using the restroom directly after her. It doesn't even smell like sewage or pluming issues, it smells like rotten, infected cooch. Like undeniably BV smell

Why is it hard to believe that someone stinks anon?

No. 996124

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>>996119
Idk how you’d manage this situation socially but if you can get her to try poo-pourri it could help a lot. It has to be sprayed on the toilet water right before you go though so she would have to be actively participating in it.

No. 996125

>>996124
I'll have to try that, it just boggles my mind how someone could stink to much and do little to nothing to fix it

No. 996126

>>996051
Good on your sister to still give college a try at that age. You just sound like a shitty person anon

No. 996130

>>996004
I found out about penises when I walked in on my dad taking a piss aged around 3 or 4. Immediate response was to run around the house screaming "dad has a sausage! dad has a sausage!".

Since a sausage was the thing I'd seen that most closely resembled a penis, I jumped to the conclusion that all men just had a sausage attached to their body. You don't really question why things are the way they are as a kid, because nothing makes sense yet.

No. 996133

>>995990
It's unbelievable that someone stinks? What am I missing here?

No. 996156

>>996130
I fucking laughed out loud at this omg, reminds me of when it was hot in our apartment so I walked around with no shirt on at age 9 or so and my family got offended and I wondered why because my dad got to be shirtless

No. 996168

>>996156
I know that feel, I just told them that I didn’t give a single fuck and started walking around the house shirtless because it was hot as fuck and I refused to sweat like a pig in an oven in my own fucking house.
They let me be shirtless but then I got cold and put on a shirt again. Nowadays I don’t care if I’m walking butt naked in my own house, whoever wants to look at me, through the windows, they’re my guests, I don’t give a fuck anymore, what are they going to do? Sue me for being naked in my house?

No. 996195

>>992685
it could be worse anon. i knew someone back in the day who wrote child x adult sonadow fics and justified it by saying "well uhhh theres no sexual content its just an exploration of taboo subject matters" kek, thats all i remember her by right now

No. 996259

i cut off a small bit of my neighbor's plant to propagate and not only did it successfully propagate it's getting to the point i may have to repot it soon. im sorry to my neighbor for being a cheap fuck who didn't ask and wanted a rareish plant without the price tag.

No. 996260

>>996259
damn, that's ballsy. how much would the plant have been? i'd be afraid to catch a trespassing charge or something

No. 996267

>>996260
the main plant is in a decent sized pot spilling out. it was a 3inch branch but another larger branch dropped off during a huge storm we had and i picked that up too. she probably just assumed the gardeners fucked up. her plants outgrown both the storm and my cut in the 2-3 months since.

No. 996271

>>996267
so how much would it have been if you'd have bought a little piece instead?

No. 996276

>>996259
I would fuck someone up if they did this to any of my plants you probably could have just asked for a piece nonny

No. 996295

>>996126
No, you must be retarded. She's been in college for 10 years and is basically a NEET. How the fuck is that respectable?

No. 996298

>>996051
does she leave her doujinshis on the counter too?

No. 996302

>>996051
Are you that one anon who sperged out on their sister working part time or something and not taking care of your mom all those months ago? Can't you just leave her alone kek. Please stop baiting

No. 996308

>>996015
It’s been very windy this evening, with some isolated tornados being mentioned on the weathercast, but none in my area so far. December’s just been so warm this year that all I can think about are catastrophic storms and the fact that a town nearly the same size as mine was completely flattened in Kentucky last week. Besides being a nervous wreck, I am alive and well! Thanks for the concern

No. 996451

Does anyone else get borderline rapey when blackout drunk? My bf told me I kept telling him we should go to the bathroom so I could suck his dick, grabbing his ass, blatantly saying it loudly in front of people around that I wanted him. At one point I tried pulling his pants down while we were in our friends living room. I feel guilty obviously I’m not as bad as a dude who’s rapey but still, I made him sort of uncomfortable and then I pissed myself

No. 996462

>>996451
I never drink because alcohol smells and porbably tastes really bad so I wouldn't know, but maybe now's the time for you to drink less alcohol less often.

No. 996467

>>996451
Watch your alcohol consumption,wtf ? If you have to ask if you're rapey and someone told you were that's not ok at all.

No. 996469

>>996451
Apparently I act like a baby when I'm drunk according to most people I know, like I whine and throw tantrums
odd cause most of the time I'm a very put together person

No. 996484

>>996451
I've read this exact post before.

No. 996548

I feel a bit embarrassed to admit this, hence why I'm posting it in an anonymous thread… I like it when my boyfriend talks to me a certain way and I recently visited his family where the family dog lives and the way he talks to his pet is exactly how I like him to talk to me. So I feel weird and a bit awkward whenever he is praising his dog and playing with her because it makes me feel silly and fuzzy and also embarrassed to have these reactions to hearing my boyfriend say "good girl" in a cooing way. I think I'm going to tell him though because it's strange to endure

No. 996550

>>996484
It's scrote bait probably

No. 996560

>>996548
Okay I told him and he recorded his voice talking to me like he talks to his dog lol at least he is accepting but I feel so strange lol… So much disapproval of myself whilst also experiencing extreme enjoyment

No. 996576

>>996548
>>996560
See you at the advice thread on /g/

No. 996589

I started masturbating in my sleep again and now my sleep sucks because I feel ashamed and stressed every time I get tired. My bf doesn't care and said he just ignores me lol but I hate the idea of him seeing me.

No. 996596

>>996548
>hence why I'm posting it in an anonymous thread
Oh shit, we have namefagging ones? Anyway I'm sure I've read this history on plebbit, but maybe it's just a coincidence

No. 996597

>>996548
This honestly sound like another scrote bait.

No. 996610

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No. 996678

>>996610
>>996596
No I meant why I am writing this on lolcow, which is anonymous, as opposed to elsewhere. I wouldn't share this with anybody else
>>996597
I'm not a tranny or man…

No. 996685

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While I'm attracted to most conventionally attractive males my Ideal "type" would be a type of male I've dubbed the beautiful ogres of beautiful cavemen

Its really hard to fully describe the look, A primoradial mundanity that this man could be a ancient warrior, a caveman or a modern accountant
Its the ideal human male form for me, I want to stare at these men for hours and when I gaze upon my beautiful ogres I see the entire history of humanity

No. 996693

>>996678
Sorry anon for snarking at you… What can I say, lolcow can be both the best and the worst place for matters like yours. Best since anons will not support anyone self-harming for scrotes, worst because you may be called a man or laughed at. I wish I had something productive to say… Can't your boyfriend praise you in ways that don't sound like he's talking to a dog? I know that you said you like it, but maybe there is some variation that will make it less weird?

No. 996709

>>996685
he's so disgusting on so many levels. wish people would stop pretending he's worth a shit

No. 996716

>>996709
did you read my post, the beautiful ogre is not supposed to be conventionally attractive

No. 996717

>>996716
i don't care about his face. this is not about his face. this is about everything else about him.

No. 996738

Met a guy a few months ago, heavily tatted which is my thing. Not something I see often since leaving the city. 6 months of kicking myself because he seemed so keen but then neither of us made a move. Now it's too far afterwards and it feels awkward. I'm kinda left guessing what he felt or whether I was reading things right. I have a look that can read as either alternative or gay and I never really dropped enough hints to maybe clear that up and give him the green light. idk

Well in my small town there's been a store getting ready to open lately. I thought it was going to be a lil pop up xmas store because this place rarely gets actual new stores. Turns out it's a barbers. A weirdly fancy and modern one for where we are. Again it's like something I'd see in the city years ago. Passed by it today and it's open. HOT tatted barber. I repeat hot tatted man whose window I pass by every day. Move over other guy, I'm about to transfer all my desires over just like that. First guy who?

No. 996756

>>996717
I like his style of Humor and film making

No. 996785

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Does anyone else have something or someone they used to like but they now despise and when you see other people trashing it you absolutely agree with them but deep deep down you still feel this tiny twinge of hurt and strong sense of shame? And when you see people praising it even though you disagree you still feel this tiny twinge of happiness deep down because it makes you feel better about your shame? I hate it so much. Fuck my insecure self

No. 996799

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I have detailed fantasies about being an omnipotent dictator. With the power of my maladaptive daydreaming, as well as being on the spectrum, I have thought through numerous scenarios and how I would handle my people.

Crime and punishment, degeneracy (coomerism not trad shit), as well as the mental and physical well being of my people have all been thought through thoroughly. First off, I am saddened by the fact that most men are flabby and pretty ugly too. I would require all men that I allow to live to go to boot camp on the weekends instead of playing videogames. Both male and female obese would go too, and anyone stinky. They both need hygene training. I would control the media and imply that certain vices are feminine and for fags (anime and video games), as men are highly impressionable and this will likely be improve the content of such media as well.

Pedophiles and such should be subtly encouraged to kill themselves, as they scurry away like rats and are hard to exterminate. So I would invent and promote a religion; any man who kills himself by his own hand will go to anime Valhalla and be given 10,000 eternal loli virgins. This alone would weed out the worst of the male population without having to waste time prosecuting and electrocuting them, as they gleefully toss themselves off cliffs a la Ättestupa.

Then I would go on to destroy Facebook, Instagram and any social media causing mass psychosis and insecurity, as it holds back the true potential of millions. Especially girls and women. And is a huge waste of time, unlike imageboards. The only media would be anonymous and shitposting would be a recognized artform. There would be a government supported version of LiveLeak, to keep women aware of the latent savagery within men. As well as to shame shit drivers (drunk drivers will be killed on site and used as organ donors).

There would also be holidays where women would be allowed to commit any crime for 24 hours, except to children. This would make any scroties be wary of pulling a Jodi arias on their women and fucking them over for years, as she could legally take a meat tenderizer to your head every December 26th.

I would also encourage the male population to be farmers and blue collar workers, as lawyers and bankers are literally useless and better served raising free range chickens. There would be an independent currency and anyone who would seek to interfere with that and my country would be smited in a subtle way (this is where omnipotence comes in). Every time a foreign power would try to exert influence, their leaders would die of extremely unlikely but somewhat humorous, final destination type deaths. This would be reminiscent of The divine typhoons said to have saved Japan from two Mongol fleets under Kublai Khan, but with more stylistic flair.

No. 996816

>>996799
The dictatoress we need. I'd add onto that, brainwash programming in media to make men self destruct if they ever started to get off on women's pain.

No. 996822

>>996816
We would use those dick twitch tests and if their peckers rise when looking at a kid or woman in pain, we'd give them a lobotomy

No. 996827

>>996799
Marry me, nonnie, I will be your wife when you become a famous dictator, I give amazing massages, can cook delicious food and will keep you warm and happy with shitty pick up lines like
>Good morning, sunshine, the day is brighter now that you woke up
And we could kill men on our free time.

No. 996828

>>996799
i wanna live there to become your chief prosecutor and zealously send degenerates to the horny gulag

No. 996840

>>996799
The heroine we need. Bravo, anon.

No. 996853

Males’ purity fetish is retarded and I hope virginity and sex stop being interesting to the average faggot someday.
Just thinking about how sex has been everywhere since forever makes me remember how males are seriously mentally ill and need to be put in some basement so we don’t have to look at them.
It’s idiotic how sex is so valued even nowadays, we don’t need people fucking around and popping kids every weekend, that was done already, just find something better to do like weed or Xanax if you really need to fuck some retard everyday.

No. 996856

>>996799
Allow me to be one of your officials. I would also like to suggest a social score exclusively for males and subtly exclude the males with a poor score from society (no access to services, education, better jobs, entertainment etc.) and sterilize them if they fail to raise their score within a certain time period. Also segregation could work, women have their own better spaces and men have theirs (inferior ones). Influence the men through propaganda to be submissive (but not troons) and the ones that get picked out by women in relationships so that they don't have weird standards.

No. 996872

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>>996828
I forgot about the gulags. We wouldn't use those for meaningless suffering, as that's a very male desire. It would be a place of rehabilitation (if possible), training, and production. The gays would be kept here permanently (they'd enjoy it, we'd give them free reign of the place and put RuPaul on tv during their recreation time).

Just like how the virgin Mary exemplifies an impossible ideal of a woman, we would impose onto men an impossible ideal that they should strive to achieve, and be shunned as whores if they stray. This ideal would be a man who is mentally and physically pure (not a chronic masturbator). Maybe a bit of a himbo, and doesn't have opinions. We would put his holy image everywhere, and be would be subservient to our patron goddess. I have yet to determine if that should be Athena or maybe a Slavic goddess like Zorya. Maybe invent a new one altogether. I'll get to work on that.

>>996827
Acceptable, although I don't like to have many subordinates. You could take the place of an Amazon Alexa and tell me the weather forecasts and today's public execution queue. And pick my outfits as I am too autistic to match things well.

>>996856
Sterilization is a good focus point, as the dawn of civilization has ensured that mediocre male's genes thrive due to every male getting a wife and no more sabertooth tigers weeding out the weak poofters. This has thrown evolution off track and as such our society is fucked enough that only an omnipotent dictator could restore order. We might have to sterilize men by default and have a sperm bank of excellent caged males. Until then the social credit would definitely work. Those who would create discord would be sterilized but allowed one last wank. If they misbehave again, we shall defrost their last saved sperm sample in front of them, while a violinist plays the sad song like in the Titanic (when the ship was sinking).

I would do all this for the good of the people. Not just because it's really funny.

No. 996959

I wish I was in a codependent best friendship / relationship with a nice girl with BPD who would fucking obliterate me mentally and not ever be apart from me long enough to let me pick up the pieces. I think it's because I never let myself be vulnerable to anyone so the idea of having a person who knows every piece of me intimately and still wants to know me is very appealing. I also think Freud was a dickhead and generally wrong about things but I cannot help wondering if being raised by an addict makes me more attracted to women who are very into drugs or if it's just more mindless self destruction. One day I will find the girl to fulfill my lesbian Sid & Nancy fantasies, idc which of us gets stabbed.

No. 996964

>>996959
Nah, people with BPD just tend to have substance abuse issues.

No. 996971

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I secretly love the look of some ~*sadgirl*~ cows like toopoor and ashley

No. 996974

>>996872
>an impossible ideal
>a man who is not a chronic masturbator
fucking kek'd

No. 997012

>>996959
are you sure? bpdfags ignore all boundaries including sexual

No. 997015

>>996959
A nice person would not have BPD. It would never last.

No. 997057

>>996959
You're just gonna ditch me for the next relationship and you'll resent me bc I needed you while you were out having fun with someone else

No. 997145

My mom is one of the most antisemitic people I’ve ever encounter face to face. She’s an immigrant from Southern Europe I have no idea if that has anything to do with it, but I was raised in a burger city with a relatively high population of Jewish people. My mom would go on random autismo level rants to me all my life about how much she can’t stand Jewish people. When it was December and people would hang lights in the neighborhood anytime we drove past blue and white holiday lights she’d get so triggered about how many Jews there are where we live. There was also a few families on our block that were Hasidic and when my mom would see them she’d make very rude snide comments about them to me about how ridiculous they look. She would acknowledge that the Holocaust was bad but she would tell me her conspiracies about how it’s not possible that THAT many Jewish people died and they’re conflating the numbers to look like Uber victims. Anytime a classmate of mine had a Jewish sounding last name she would ask me a bunch of inappropriate questions about them and if I know what their parents do for a living, if they’re Jewish and if I hang out with them but she’d ask them all like she was interrogating me. She’d go on spergfeats for entire car rides about how disgusting some Jewish traditions are and how evil they are in history but they’ve flipped the narrative so everyone now thinks they’re the most persecuted group in history.
I never bought any of what she was telling me and always felt so very ashamed that she was my mom when she’d do these things. It was always so fucking weird though because my mom has always been a pretty liberal/leftist person. She’s extremely anti-religion, anti-racism, anti-war and a huge hippie punk kind of person. None of her side of the family has these same antisemitic feelings that she does. Whenever she would start to rant about Jewish people my grandma and aunt were quick to shut her down. I just don’t know why she’s like this and I’m too scared to ask her it seems pointless.

No. 997152

>>996959
i used to have that kind of friendship and while it's fun while it lasts, it never ends up well and you're just gonna end up heartbroken. but at the same time, she was the one of the only people in my life who ever made me feel 100% loved and appreciated for who i was. not even my parents or romantic partners could make me feel this way lol. i do miss that feeling.

No. 997165

>>997145
>She’s an immigrant from Southern Europe I have no idea if that has anything to do with it
Was she Muslim or from a Nazi family or something because Southern Europeans are significantly less anti-Semitic than Germans and Maghrebis in France

No. 997167

Nonnies. I realized I have a type - husky bald men with beards. These are pretty much the only type of men I am interested in or attracted to. I'm in-between owning it and being super ashamed because I feel like it's a fetish.

No. 997177

Every time I get a new phone I end up cracking the screen within a month

No. 997190

>>997165
Nope, her whole family is Catholic but not very religious. They’re also quite anti fascist and anti Communist. They're all from from Lisbon I’m not sure how easy it is to come across Nazi sympathizers in Portugal though tbf

No. 997191

>>997167
A balding individual with a soybeard typed this

No. 997200

>>997145
>She’s extremely anti-religion, anti-racism, anti-war and a huge hippie punk kind of person. None of her side of the family has these same antisemitic feelings that she does. Whenever she would start to rant about Jewish people my grandma and aunt were quick to shut her down. I just don’t know why she’s like this and I’m too scared to ask her it seems pointless.

damm my brother-in-law just like that, he's anti-racist, very progressive and tolerant of other religions and married to a black african woman but he and his wife are both incredibly anti-Semitic
They both blame Jews and Zionists for all the problems in the world and society and its really fucking odd cause he and his wife are super PC on almost every other issue, they're the types who think offensive jokes shouldn't be allowed and that racist films should be deleted and at the same time they think Jews are the one's responsible for racial animosity and the class divide

No. 997210

>>997167
Is your dad bald? I get the husky and beard part though lol

No. 997211

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Sometimes I wonder if I feel what troons describe as ~gender euphoria~ Not the dress go spinny way or the omg I have boobies way, but just by seeing how debilitated most men are by their own desires. Seeing how they can't even go outside without ogling women and going home and "sobering" themselves with self-abuse and pacifying their misery w/ porn. I see how soaking wet with sweat they get at the gym, how gross and red they become. Their hairlines retreating, their big weird hands, lol… Also seeing how their bodies are just like, a straight line, clearly built for toiling and manual labor and not the beautiful gift of child bearing (not saying all women are to bear children ofc). There is also just that secret understanding with women that is hard to describe.. where I feel like every woman, on some spiritual level, is my comrade. I am absolutely bursting with pride everyday that I am a woman, not just in ways that put down men lol, but also at how amazing and intelligent women are.
>Inb4 cringe, I know

No. 997216

>>997211
>There is also just that secret understanding with women that is hard to describe.. where I feel like every woman, on some spiritual level, is my comrade
I agree anon. Men don't truly support eachother they just enable eachother to do whatever they want, they don't give a fuck about each others feelings and don't know how to have deeper friendships with eachother (not that they were ever encouraged to have true friendships and hold eachother accountable). That's why girl code is kind of a thing (although plenty of girls don't stick to it) we are least try to truly support eachother and hold eachother accountable. I always hated the stereotypes that we all hate eachother and are catty, some women are truly incredible human beings and as a whole we are kinda better than men (asides from physical stuff)

No. 997228

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People can have their degenerate retarded fetishes but when I say that bloodied and bruised qts make me want to go into hysterics I’m the weirdo? It’s not that weird. People can be furries but I’m not allowed to say I want to take a guy’s virginity in a forest at night with a dagger at his neck and bruises all over his knuckles and dried blood over his chest as part of a rite that I just made up I’m weird? And worse, I’m never going to have that.

No. 997235

>>997228
Anon you sound really sheltered, I had an ex who did MMA, sometimes he'd back home beaten up and bruised and sex was pretty difficult with him
he had no energy, he was slurring when he grunted and his face was hard to look at and let me tell you real life blood is disgusting to smell, its not like you animes or whatever and dried up blood on skin is like sticky coke on a man's body

No. 997236

>>997228
>I'm not like the other degenerates!!1!
Keep this shit in /g/.

No. 997241


No. 997244

>>997235
This I have to agree with, even if I think in pictures carefully taken, the blood and bruises look nice but irl it's just a smelly mess. And accidentally touching their gashes or scratches is not pleasant at all. And everything aches and they're too much in pain to even have a little bit of a boner going for more than 3 minutes or whatever.

No. 997256

My sister in law just told me she watches danmei and other gay movies to get off. I don't know how to deal with this information considering I write commercial BL myself. I always see her as a normie housewife with two kids.

In honesty I haven't talked to a real person for several months now, so everything comes as shocking to me. Everything feels weird to me. I don't see myself as normal anymore.

I just made the decision to cut off my long term internet friend and now I feel like I'm slowly creeping back to "normal" real world where it isn't filled with queer politics and headache online discourse. I am rewiring a lot of my thoughts lately, shits that I used to take seriously now matters so little. I genuinely don't care so much about people anymore.

This is so freeing. So weird. I don't know. Like just having one convo with a relative and learning that her interest is aligned with something I've been making a living from, is so weird. I don't see all that debates over transmen in yaoi is any that significant anymore. What the hell.

I'm so… glad? I'm so glad to be away from my "friends". I'm so glad I don't have to be their yesman anymore. I'm… slowly going back to the me before internet was overcomplicated?

I wonder if I can finally break off from my NEETdom and finally find something to do outside of my job that requires me to be homebound 24/7. It's driving me insane, it's drawing me to other insane people.

Is this a beginning of good thing for me? Huh…

No. 997309

>>997256
I'm really glad that you're curating the people you surround yourself with though, that's exactly what you should be doing. Normies are fun to air your head with when you've rotted your brain with internet politics but in the end they tend to be shallow, judgmental and crazy in other ways, it's the best to find fellow weebs that still have a head on their shoulders. Your sister in law is a good start. I've been a fujo all my life and I've never had to deal with aidens forcing transman boypussy on everyone and my friends are varying degrees of gendercrit absolutely free of terminally online discourse because they're all functional adults. I dismiss anyone with pronouns on bio and a private vent account immediately kek

No. 997330

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>>997145
>>997200
Lots of anti-racist progressive people can be anti-Semitic as well, I've known tons of them, lot of them in the hardcore punk scene, big indicator is a lot of them are pro-Palestinian

No. 997332

This whole pandemic has brought me to a point where all I want is to get a minihouse or camper van somewhere and just stay away from people for months, if not years. I'm so tired. I want out. I don't want to deal with anything anymore. Just wanna sit on a pile of pillows looking at sunsets.

No. 997348

>>997211
>by seeing how debilitated most men are by their own desires
I lurk /lgbt/ and it's definitly a thing, a lot of them congratulate themself about having a lower sex drive on hormones. They talk about it like it is a form of new freedom. I'm really happy that I'm not like that

No. 997352

>>997348
Oh man same. I don't like that I'm potential a target of the male sex drive but I'm so glad I don't have one. Who wants to waste time and energy and money on coomer shit that is gross at best and degenerate evil at worst? Their addiction to and obsession with sex and women is depressing, thank fuck they'll never matter that much to me and I can live in peace with a clean conscience

No. 997361

I've just spent the whole morning crying over how I'm 22 and still can't drive. It's so embarrassing and I've missed out on so much in life. Even if I manage to learn and get a license this year I'll never get over how it took me this long.

No. 997364

>>997361
hey nonny, it's okay. i'm 25 and i can't drive, either. we'll get our licenses soon i'm sure of it!!

No. 997365

>>997361
honey i have a driving license since i was 18 and i started only driving at 26, if i didn't have to drive because i live in a buttfuck nowhere i would rather take public transport or taxi still. Driving isn't fun, there are too many cars these days. It must have been fun in the 60's a earlier when there weren't so many cars on the road. But now it's just plain dangerous and stressful every time.

No. 997374

>>997365
the worst is how dangerous it is and people gaslight the fuck out of you for rightfully recognizing that. fatal car crashes are ranked as the 8th leading cause of death.

i'm waiting until i can get a tank and move out of my area before i drive again regularly. i got t boned by a drunk driver, i got into car crashes because of my driving anxiety and the aggression of other drivers (i freeze and seize). for some people it's just really dangerous because we're overstimulated, in addition to the fact that because others DO NOT TAKE DRIVING SERIOUSLY ENOUGH, it causes us to have to worry constantly about their unpredictability. people treat driving like it's fucking fake.

No. 997379

>>997361
My grandma learned to drive when she was 60 anon, there's nothing stopping you either

No. 997387

I have the /snow/, /ot/, and /m/ catalogs bookmarked on my phone for easy access. /g/ gives me bad vibes, solely because I think the name girltalk would attract more scrotes and trannies, so I tend to avoid it. /pt/ bores me and I think the only time I went on /w/ was when it was first created.

No. 997401

>>997167
You don't value yourself

No. 997407

I just wish I was normal.

No. 997417

>>997407
How abnormal are you?

No. 997419

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i don't care about any cows. i don't know who shayna is and what she did or who that lucinda is or that creep show drama or that weirdo who is proud of supposedly having DID or something. at most i scrolled through the corpse thread when anons apparently managed to dox him. i used to keep track of that ali girl from italy who faked being in ana recovery or momokun when she was escorted from a con but that stuff happened years ago. i come here because it's the only female only space left and i love how unapologetically terfy and full of manhate we can be on here.

No. 997424

>>997407
Don't worry, nobody is special and nobody cares. It is both sad and uplifting.

No. 997611

>>996799
>>996872
i have to confess i find genderbent kim kind of hot

No. 997631

>>997611
me too

No. 997821

>>997419
Same, I pretty much never visit any of the cow boards. I wish there was another womens-only space like LC that didn’t revolve around stalking mentally ill people I’ve never heard of.
(Inb4 crystal cafe bc that place is somehow even more sad.)

No. 997823

>>997419
Yeah pretty much same.
I came here for like two cows who I didn’t even hate, I just liked their YouTube and wanted to talk about and now I’m just here for the gorls and the shits and giggles.

No. 997881

>>997332
Plenty of affordable rural real estate for sale. The only issue is finding stable internet.

No. 998044

Got my newest check today and I was planning on quitting this week. The job was supposed to be full time but they barely give me part time. It wasn't a job I planned on putting for my resume anyway because it's a manual job that would only give me more shitty jobs like it. I accidentally burned my fingers while cooking today so some of them have bubble blisters, I can't feel my fingers as much. Considering how shitty my job is, how they didn't give me the time I needed, and that I don't want to pop these blisters…I might just not go in tomorrow at all. It's not something I've ever done but I just don't feel like giving this place anymore of my time when they couldn't have the decency to make sure my living wage was stable. I do have a different job offer at an easy office place too.

No. 998053

>>997419
Same. The only similar community I've ever been part of was a short lived fujo discord.
>>997821
I could be wrong but cc strikes me as more underage than here

No. 998061

I grew up in a poor area with lots of drugs and teen pregnancy. If someone liked you they just tried to hook up immediately and being relentlessly pursued and badgered by boys was normal to me even if I had no interest in it. When I finally moved away and met someone I liked who seemed to like me back I got so worried he might be gay because he didn't try to fuck me after getting me alone for the first time lol

No. 998140

>>997821
I wish crystal cafe didn't suck. It has way more men/trannies than here does. I don't care about the cow side of lolcow, but I think it existing may steer men away since they'll just think the whole website is dumb drama and nothing else.

No. 998144

Fuck it… I miss parts of 2011-2016 nymphet tumblr. The non-pedopandering aesthetics were cute and the girls trying to do it today just can't compare.

No. 998158

>>998144
which parts of it weren't pedopandering? the name itself makes it seem like that's the whole thing

No. 998172

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>>998158
Most of it wasn't. It was just pre-teen and teen girls that liked the pastel style that was around during that time. Nymphet was just a vague umbrella term that a lot of blogs got categorized under because there wasn't a term for every micro-aesthetic like there is now. Picrel is how most looked which is what I still think is cute. The ones that had a thread in /show were the real pedo-pandering problem but a good 70% were not like that.

No. 998175

>>998140
the tranny/man image isn't true for CC. the girls there are a lot more classically autistic/awkward than here though. very sheltered people.

No. 998211

Whenever i take a shit i grab my right ankle and pull it towards me like some sort of lever so as to push the dookie out better. I don't know if it actually works. But i keep unconsciously doing it

No. 998227

I hate how I can remember certain events vividly. I keep on replaying old memories like a movie reel. While I have a couple in particular that pop up all the time, I have a older one that is in rotation. When I was 3, I was left alone in the kitchen with the family dog (chow mix). I have no idea where everyone was (there were 4 adults and my brother who was around 7, my family lived with my grandparents). I found her rawhide bone and teased her with it. I remember laughing and her getting frustrated with me. I think she meant to knock the rawhide from my hand but got hit right above my right eyelid (I moved when she moved). I bled, got scared, and hid under the covers of my bed. I got a scar but that was it. I still feel bad I did that, but it bothers me that I was left alone in the kitchen with her.

No. 998253

>>998175
I disagree. When I used to browse it R9k would mention CC all the time. Of course the internet is a public place, but I'm not comfortable with the amount of moids I know who lurk on CC and even make threads about posts there. I'm pretty sure they even did a poll once and 40% of users admitted to being men. No source for that though so I may just be remembering wrong.

No. 998282

I used to cosplay Hatsune Miku in public at least weekly when I was a young teen.

No. 998326

>>998175
the one time I went there I saw a picture of a raccoon doing something it should not have been in an explicit photo on the homepage. that's all I needed to know it's trannytopia

No. 998335

I know 'sage' is pronounced as sa-geh but I still read it as sage (and it's funny to imagine someone doing the act of smudging after saying something that isn't milky.) Any other nonitas do this?

No. 998337

Omg I'm cringing so hard and dying on the inside I just remembered I hope to god I was a teenager and not older when I guy who I had never met but went to my high-school and talked to me all the time on msn, asked me to write articles for his nintendo website and I took it very seriously and jesus Christ I still to this day don't know who that lad is lmao I don't even remember what shit I said but my whole energy was just very cringe and embarrassing I can't believe I forgot about that and also have to relive it right now.

No. 998383

>>997361
It’s ok nonna I’m in the same boat except I’ve been taking lessons for 6 months and still can’t drive for shit lol

No. 998385

>>997387
Girltalk is fun, you should come, at least have a look at the catalog
I dont see how men could post in the knitting or in the retard husbandopost thread