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No. 943367

Previous: >>>/ot/937633
The great bullying debate, let it all out

No. 943376

lolcow ai threads scare me

No. 943378

That anon from the last thread's pussy stinks.

No. 943379

>>943376
which ones

No. 943381

I can’t stop laughing it’s not even the vent thread anymore it’s just chaotic as hell

No. 943387


No. 943390

>>943378
Just so you know, this is literally defamation.

No. 943391

>>943376
Take your meds

No. 943392

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i miss my cat reeeeee

No. 943394

>>943376
That wasn't AI that was role playing and we all had fun.

No. 943395

>>943381
vent thread with retarded shitposting is making my day

No. 943396

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No. 943400

I can't tell if I'm being needy or my boyfriend is being cold and that's frustrating. I work 5 days a week in a special needs school and he's a student in his final year, so I know we both have a lot on our plates, and I know he's got more work to do than me. But is it too much to ask that he says hello when I get home? Or he actually tells me how his day was instead of getting annoyed at me asking a stupid question like hows your day? Or he could ask how my day was. I just know I feel neglected. I never went to university so maybe I just don't realise how much he has on his plate compared to me.

No. 943401

Nownow-chan and Projection-sama are my OTP but I'm starting to think they aren't going to get together and it's really bumming me out. I was super invested in this relationship but it seems like the writers just don't know what to do with the characters. There has been almost no character development besides one of them trooning out. I don't know if it's worth the emotional labor.

No. 943408

The last time I really got to spend time with my youngest brother he was only a cute kid who wanted to show me what he built in Minecraft but today I learn he is going to be in prison even longer for committing another violent offense. Can't help but wonder if things would have ended up differently if I stayed in my hometown a little longer, maybe he wouldn't have ended up on drugs.

No. 943413

Oh god the retards crying about racist/degen fics on ao3 and pinning it on the staff are so fucking annoying. There are always going to be people using anonymity to write whatever fucked up shit they want. It's literal text on a screen. If AO3 starts censoring certain topics now, the line will only get blurrier on what should and shouldn't be published later down the line.

When you give these people what they demand, they'll keep going. First it's truly offensive content and next they'll be demanding to delete any fic that doesn't fit in their precious box.

Inb4 some retard projects and interprets this as an advocation for pedos

No. 943415

>>943413
Le slippery slope is literally what pedos and right wingers argue with though.

No. 943418

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>>943367
fucking tired of my brother implying that Im a lazy neet when I make more money than him an hour and basically being the only financial support of my schizophrenic mom just by drawing furry in a shitty third world country with shit curency. Spent my whole life being laughed at for drawing so much now I make quick bank with it but it still irritates me that people like my brother judge me for not wagecucking my days away when I have the opportunity to work, study and also take care of my mother with the money I get with comms.

No. 943419

>>943415
Those types of people are talking about real people and real word politics

No. 943424

I hate when scrotes complain about women who dont want to get married and be a stay at home wife.  It doesnt annoy me because I'm some career woman, it annoys me because I AM THE WOMAN WHO WANTED TO BE A STAY AT HOME WIFE…so I saw first hand how retarded most scrotes operate.

>Most men who are young, with good jobs and have their shit together dont even usually want to get married

>The ones who can afford a stay at home wife and who do want to get married only want women of the right race(some form of white skin woman), in shape, not a lot of sex partners,college educated and attractive.  Any other woman will just be seen as for pump and dumps until they find "wife material "
>let's say you get lucky and find a man you are attracted to and wants you to be a stay at home wife. 99% of the time hes going to start to resent you and lose respect for you because he sees you as a free loader
>men saying they dont care about a womans career and education is full of shit. Any man who says men just want someone pretty to love then is a liar or broke. Men care just as much about social status, career and education as women do.

No. 943434

ill never be able to break up with her. she always knows how to keep me too scared to say anything.

No. 943435

>>943020
nonnie, look. I had to stop when reading your post and I have so much to say.
First off, if you are not writing creatively I strong suggest you start, because holy fuck man. I was on that roller coaster of emotions with you. From start to finish, my man heard me down the hall reacting in real time.
I’m so fucking sorry your favorite meal screws with you, and I’m sorry you gotta compromise your life for your health shit.
With that being said, can you share the recipe? I may not be eloquent, but I can throw down in the kitchen.
Let’s look at the recipe and tweak it so you can have your cake and eat it too.

No. 943438

>>943418
Being your own employer is literally the step so many salaried and wagies wish they could take. Good on you for finding a way to make money that makes even your family members seethe

No. 943439

>>943424
I get told that men don't care about social status by internet moids, but they don't understand that they're a subset of men, normal men worth dating do give a shit about what the hell you want to do in your life if you want to spend the next 30-40 years together, ideally. Young men who are quick to marry any woman usually have some fatal flaw or a huge insecurity so of course they don't care, they want to lock down a woman if they see any chance, and then they're just gonna dump her when they get better with no remorse.

No. 943453

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I have no idea what to do with my hair at this fucking point. I was seriously considering a chemical straightener, but I keep second guessing that. As much as I dislike my hair, I would be so sad to semi-permanently get rid of my curl pattern (even though that's the whole point of straightening). If I don't like my hair when it's chemically straightened, then I don't want to have to start over again. What I really want is to shave my hair again, but I still want to have hair. I wish I could have the experience is having a shaved head while still keeping my own hair. Being natural is not always everything everyone cracks it up to be. Maybe I will dye my hair that color I've been thinking about and see how I feel then. yes I posted about this in the last thread. I'm sorry for being annoying, this is just frustrating for me

No. 943454

>>943418
im gonna draw furries too. fuck

No. 943465

>>943418
I wanna be a freelance artist too and make american money to spend on my shitty third world country too but I don't wanna resort to draw furry/degen shit…

No. 943468

>>943465
Then get good at drawing sexual stuff you like if you even like anything sexual. I like just drawing naked women because I find the female form much more appealing in general, but I steer away from intercourse and penetration, same with other kinks. I just like drawing pretty posed women with and without clothes.

If you can find the right audience and your art is good enough, you could easily get people interested in supporting you. Even doing a ko-fi.

No. 943469

>>943465
You can totally draw safe for work furries, they don't even gotta have breast. Just standing on two legs is good. Like Redwall characters, excluding Constance who has huge breast but she isn't sexualized its more like an aesthetic of big tough old lady. Some people just want pics of their OC.

No. 943471

>>943469
My phone keeps correcting breasts to breast singular and it's pissing me offfff

No. 943474

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I finally have a handle on my mental health and the one stipulation is that I have to have horrific intrusive thoughts throughout every day. I talk about them with my therapist and it helps but I feel like there's not much she can do to actually intervene. Sometimes I wonder if it's my lot in life to be mentally unhinged.

No. 943476

>>943469
Duane Bryers also does some really good work that is a great example of not doing degenerate work, but still doing NSFW art that gets attention, but it still really cute. I love his adorable ginger character.

No. 943478

>>943474
have you tried doing excercises to stop your intrusive thoughts? has it worked?

No. 943481

>>943478
My best attempts to deal with them usually involve trying to have an understanding or neutral reaction to the thoughts, and not treating myself like shit because of them.

No. 943488

>>943400
These aren’t unreasonable requests at all. He sounds like a prick. It’s okay to have bad days where you don’t feel super up to talking to anyone, but regularly refusing to even say hi or giving your partner shit for asking how you’re doing is way beyond what’s acceptable. Chances are, he wouldn’t put up with or make excuses for the same behavior if you were the one doing it.

No. 943490

>>943418
how much do you make nephew

No. 943491

Anyone else having the problem of looking better IRL than pictures? Every time my bf takes a back camera I look like shit? I look fine in the front camera

No. 943502

>>943418
>>943490
Give us the numbers sister

No. 943527

>>943465
>>943468
Read below
>>943469
This. I don't even draw nsfw, I found my niche drawing guns/history/fantasy medieval and I have a quirky fursona that many people like.

>>943490
>>943502
I can live comfortably with around 300 USD a month in my country, I have a demand so I could make more if I wanted I assume but I usually just open 5 cheap slots a month and I'm just fine

No. 943529

TERFS need to come back to this site. cringe capitulation for males left and right on this site these days

No. 943531

>>943491
That's normal anon

No. 943532

Want to sleep but can't
I feel very bad and easily irritated right now, I know sleeping would fix it and I'd wake up feeling better but I can't sleep which is just making me more annoyed reeeeeeee

No. 943541

>>943418
Bleed em dry anon and take all the credit while your jealous brother seethes.
I just hope he won't murder/honor kill you for wounding his pride, such is the way of third worlder scrotes.

If I had a skill that could be marketable to autistic coomers I'd do the same thing instead of being a salary cuckie.

No. 943547

I am so mad. I guess I didn't study well enough so I spent almost an hour for my open-book test trying to figure out what SST (sum squares of total) is when you remove variables from a regression. Turns out SST changes whether or not you remove the variables. Because the dependent variable doesn't change. kek. y(i) and y-bar are always the same!!!!

No. 943550

>>943424
Any man who says he wants a stay at home wife is just dogwhistling for a domestic slave.
They absolutely grow resentful if they catch their wives idling or doing anything else besides being the domestic slave.
What really gets me is the fact that I know most of these men who bitch about having to go to work aren't actually doing shit all day (I know this because I work with these lazy overpaid assholes who aren't expected to do much anything) meanwhile keeping up with domestic duties especially with children involved is pretty much a 24/7 job. Men barely work but then bitch about how much they do so they can shirk out of their domestic responsibilities.

Tbh nothing has really improved for women when it comes to het relationships.
You either become a stay at home wife where a scrote these days is way more liable to screw you over and leave you with nothing, or you've gotta get your ass to work while also putting in the majority of housework because scrotes don't play fair.

No. 943551

>>943547
Please don't do math anon. I'm so confused by your post. My brain literally cannot handle math. What is a regression? What is a y-bar? Why would you need or want to remove variables from your SST's regression? Why can't we all just do reading so I don't have to think about how incompetent I am at math?

No. 943559

I don’t know why I want to join a media studies major when I hate looking at media within a philosophical context. This preliminary class is insufferable, do I join a different major? I’m loving my Russian class but my boyfriend says foreign language degrees are useless

No. 943563

>>943551
I don't think I'm great at math, but statistics is another beast than regular math. It's something good to know because it's used all the time including in science.

>What is a regression?

Regression is correlating two variables together. For example

Weight of baby = m*age + B

Generally when a baby gets older, the weight increases. M might be something like 1.5 lbs/month (or 0.7 kg/month). B represents the other factors that affect a baby's weight.

We can represent this on an x-y graph. X is age and Y is Weight.

>What is a y-bar?

To find out the correlation, we need to take a sample of a bunch of babies. For example, we could go around a nursery to note what age the babies are and what their weights are. So y-bar is just the average (mean) of the weight of all the babies we sample.

>Why would you need or want to remove variables from your SST's regression?

To not complicate things, I'll say that SST is used to find the correlation between the explanatory variable (age) and dependent variable (weight). We call this measure of correlation r-squared. The higher the r-squared, the greater the correlation. If r-squared = 1 there is a lot of correlation between the two variables (unlikely). If it's 0.6 then it's pretty strong but there are still a lot of other factors that affect a baby's weight besides age.

>Why can't we all just do reading so I don't have to think about how incompetent I am at math?

I think statistics is a good combination of writing and math. You need to do some basic math but you also need to be well-written to explain your findings.

No. 943570

>>943563
sorry but i find this post hard to look at

No. 943571

I just can't handle living. I was sexually abused as a kid and ever since then I have dealt with severe trust issues and have never had a normal sexuality. I'm so tired of it. I'm so tired of cycling through hypersexuality and then disgust with myself and the world. Isn't sex supposed to be something between two people that love each other? Why has it been misconstrued into a mindless dopamine dispenser? Why was I treated like that? I know I was a kid, but why did I want to be treated like that?

No. 943573

my sister is really out here trying to shame me for having a cocktail with dinner when she does coke

No. 943576

>>943573
Shame her back nonita

No. 943580

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I just read through the 'news stories that fuck with you'' thread like a dumbass and now I'm horrendously sad. Men need to be eradicated

No. 943582

>>943576
it doesn't even work on me because i don't feel any shame in the first place, i just think that it's so annoying that a 330 year old is being such a hypocrite with a superiority complex. it is, dare i say, cow behavior

No. 943583

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So here's the thing: My job isn't stressful but I'm 100% convinced I work in a toxic work environment. The only reason I'm sticking around is that my department director has some faith in me and apparently I really delivered and impressed on a recent project which diverged from the apparently incompetent image people had of me (and how they reached that–I can't be certain but looks like people were talking shit about me for awhile). So I'm seeing if it leads to any kind of higher pay, promotion, or experience to put on a resume to find a better job.
Director says she'll back me if I apply to the promotional position, but just because I have one leadership person in my corner doesn't necessarily mean anything. The rest of the company were assholes to me up until she came along.
I'm tired of seeing other people being paid higher than me for fucking around and socializing all day while I'm constantly busy when they're not smarter or more qualified than me.
I'm tired of feeling like an outsider while a lot of coworkers have their stupid little circle thinking I'm too dumb to notice and gossiping about me when I've never done shit but be polite and friendly.
I'm tired of being the fall-gal for my shitty manager who just wants to keep me in my place because very few other humans would do my role and take so much blame for trying to clean up other people's fuckups for this little pay, hence the high turnover before they found me to fill this.

I tried to ignore this shit as petty. I tried to keep my head down and let obviously threatened people talk their smack because I knew I could prove them wrong in the end. I tried to tell myself that those lazy assholes aren't doing the company any good and it would bite them eventually. Yet it's exhausting and I'm tired of pretending that everything is fine.

No. 943586

>>943582
*30 year old, sorry. we are not vampires

No. 943595

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what if I’m hitler reincarnated into a 21st century woman? much to think about, the thought makes me feel really sexy in a devious way

No. 943598

>>943563
Ayrt, I appreciate the time you took to explain this to my retard ass and I actually did understand about half of it! For someone with no math part of her brain that makes me feel a bit proud and it's all thanks to you. Thank you smart statistics lady!

No. 943603

That ftm Gaasuba reminds me a little of Gutterface

No. 943607

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>>943598
I'm so glad you enjoyed it! The great things about statistics is you can use it to measure trends in about anything. When I graduate I'm going to analyze the statistics of Smash characters and how long ago their franchises started. The sky is the limit.

Also I think an image might help explain r-squared better. Here are some examples. >>943563

No. 943610

My ex boyfriend from 10 years ago unprivated his instagram. I got bored and did a bit of digging only to discover he is on double my annual salary. He was such a piece of shit, I can no longer take joy in his hairline receding. Sigh.

No. 943624

I have a crippling fear of men. I think I should’ve really applied to all girls universities. I was determined to leave home and become financially independent because older my brother scares the shit out of me and was living at home but he was institutionalized a short time ago so now home feels pretty safe for me. I have a dorm room on campus but it scares the shit out of me to stay there because of all the boys. Idk I just always feel like theyre going to hurt me. And even my therapist says I’m right to be scared of men. Idk it’s hard to be a woman.

No. 943633

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>>943595
Hitler, Stalin, Mussolini, Hirohito, et al. reincarnated as 21st century teenage girls vying for power over their local high school. Who will obtain the covefed title of prom queen?

No. 943635

>>943633
now that’s a show I would absolutely watch

No. 943643

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I will need a blunt, a good fanfic and some sleep after watching that horrible shit in the bad art thread, god lord

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No. 943648

>>943643
god same. What the fuck is wrong with some people jesus fucking christ

No. 943649

>>943644
Who is this?

No. 943650

>>943644
she's real??

No. 943668

>>943649
>>943650
Shes just some jvlogger

No. 943687

>>943649
Sharla

No. 943690

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I wish I could stay in a psych ward for the rest of my life free of any responsibility or obligations where me and my cool ass psych ward best friend do crazy shenanigans and constantly escape, have lots of sex and always get thrown back in all the time, it would be so fun. The life that society has deprived me of makes me sad, I could’ve been a badass farmer, a spy, a robotic-mecha bitch, a monkey, a demon, a bird, anything… but I given this disgusting bag of flesh and bones. Need me that psych ward cinematic experience

No. 943699

>>943643
Some scrotes really should just be lobotomized.

No. 943709

>>943690
I too enjoyed the plot of Girl, Interrupted.

No. 943712

just broke off my ltr. having a panic attack. what am i even doing. he was so sweet and respectful i am the ultimate idiot.

No. 943716

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>>943709
Look at how precious they are~

No. 943729

i feel like im better off dead

No. 943731

>>943729
Same
But please let's keep living longer

No. 943733

I want to die, I feel so stupid and my thoughts just tell me to die

No. 943734

I recently reconnected with my ex from a few years back. He was pretty shite in some ways when we were together but he seems to have worked on himself and become a better person. It started out chill and platonic but we ended up having sex last night and talked for a long time about how we feel about our relationship. I feel really guilty because he still has really strong feelings for me but I don't want to be with him in that way. But it's fun to have sex and hang out. I know the right thing to do would be to not have sex with him again but it's hard not to…I'm retarded

No. 943737

>>943734
Girl, the number one rule is to never hang out/contact your ex after the breakup. Especially after such a long period of time. Ghost him before it fucks up both of you l.

No. 943745

>>943733
cool me 2

No. 943747

i unblocked a dude who i was good friends with from hs who got rejected by me and started getting creepy/stalkerish because its been years and i'm sure hes forgotten about me. i stalked his fb profile and man i kinda wanna add him for the good anime memes. am i a retard

No. 943749

>>943747
Yes. What’s up with you anons tonight rekindling old flames?

No. 943754

>>943747
well, if you were good friends and if its not that crazy long ago, no?…

No. 943756

>>943747
Are you desperate? You said he was creepy and stalkerish

No. 943758

>>943754
oh shit, you meant that he was stalker/creepy!! yeah no, don't do it.

No. 943763

I feel wrong coming here and I think I'm hypocritical in my feminism when I come here. I don't think I can be a feminist while I laugh at other women especially when they are mentally unwell or just ugly or when I witness others humiliating them. I think I lied to myself about loving women all this time and I've projected my hate for women on the entire world out of insecurity and lack of self awareness. You cannot end up coming to a place like this if you do not have a weird relationship with women. I also hold women to strangely high standards.

No. 943767

>>943763
That's because you're looking it at from a standpoint of thinking of the cows as women. There are absolutely anons who call out the ridiculousness of some of the things posters say and speculate, the absurd narratives they paint just to make some milk, but you have to look at it as they are just people. This is a female centric board, but the women are just people and there are guys doing the same shitty behavior too. The one thing added on is usually sexuality and these women taking that get talked about usually taking advantage of the fact that they are women.

I find it less less helpful toward feminism to just let people keep amplifying tropes that harm women.

No. 943768

>>943763
I'm more or less in the same boat. I think the fact we hold women to high standars is part of the reason why we get mad at cows.

No. 943769

I want to kinda die

No. 943770

>>943769
Are you the same anon who said they wanted to die earlier?

No. 943771

i hate hearing about astrology so god damn much. there's plenty of retarded things that men will go off about, myself included, but so many otherwise normal women will suddenly bust out with some astrology stuff… to be fair it's a lot of gay men too though.(male)

No. 943772

>>943770
i do want to die, im afraid of death though so its complicated.

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No. 943775

angry with myself rn because i used to let scrotes beat, suffocate, drug me, etc. because i felt like i was too ugly to say no to anything and now i'm dealing with long term health consequences from it. being a pickme literally gave me brain damage

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No. 943793

>>943775
>i used to let scrotes beat, suffocate, drug me, etc
wtf?

No. 943795

>>943793
Except for the drugs, probably kink stuff

No. 943819

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I want to die. fml

No. 943831

I have very little desire to participate in this fucked up world

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No. 943838

>>943763
Feminism doesn't mean you like every woman, does it? You're not oppressing them by posting here.

No. 943839

I've been talking to a guy that randomly approached me, and we shared stuff,it turned out he works a physical job in some factory. I don't really care, except that he considers the guys he works with as friends/family because they're nice to him, but they're the most scrote-ish type of men making crude jokes about women and the ol' ball and chain humor and most stereotypes you can imagine about these types of men, which tells me that even if he's not that annoying type of person now, he'll eventually assimilate into that environment if he doesn't leave and find better company, but he doesn't seem to be planning to. Am I just an ultraelitist against the working class or could this be a genuine concern?

No. 943841

>>943839
Have you met the co-workers?

No. 943845

>>943841
No, I haven't met them in person, I only know what he tells me about, some of the comments they make, the jokes they try to make and how they talk about their homelife. He seems very lightly critical but he feels he owes them.

No. 943849

>>943839
Its not classist to dislike sexist men. Misoginy isnt a trait inherent to the working class. how do you think working class women feel about men making sexist jokes?

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No. 943853

I just found out that once you turn 26, you have to pay for college. Damn. Missed my chance by one year

No. 943854

I made a meme and it got no attention because my social media presence is shit. I saw someone I don't know reupload the meme like three hours later and it got hella likes. I tried calling them out but the reuploader says it's just a meme they saw on instagram (I didn't upload it to instagram) and I'm being anal about a meme. It makes me very sad because I spent time editing the photo (which requires skill) and it is my joke. It is very stupid to be upset about but it makes me sad. I wish they at least waited for a while, just reuploading it this fast makes me upset and that sadness makes me feel like a retard.

No. 943855

>>943849
I feel like it's more openly accepted and tolerated in physical job environments, but I guess it's a "male-dominated" workplace type of problem in general, which is why I can't really imagine anything like these stories being shared at any place I've been at.

No. 943866

I stay up all night every night and every day I say I'm gonna go to bed tonight but then I stay up all night again and again and again aaaaaaaaaaaa

No. 943885

>>943866
Hi we are the same peopleeeee

No. 943902

I want to vent but I do not want any anon responding to me about politics or anything fucking annoying.

I am a unionist from Northern Ireland. My parents are a unionist/protestant and a nationalist/Catholic. I have aunts and uncles on both sides that were incokved in both sets of paramilitaries so I'm aware of the situation. I saw Clinton in Belfast for the GFA.

However I am pissed off that Northern Ireland Belfast City Council are not marking the centenary of the country and upset the Queen has cancelled her visit because I fucking hate reading nationalist woke pieces on the oppression no one faces today except for working class people stuck in estates that are run by paramilitaries. Being at the mercy of gangsters is not good no matter your religion or political affiliations.

I hate the concept of nationalism. I want the entire globe to be unionised aka I am an advocate for globalism. So I'm fucking tired that I come from a western democracy and people like to larp and complain about the suffering over here. There is suffering but not because of identity. Identity issues are a load of shite and the country is a democratic one. Northern Ireland exists. Fuck me. We've less issues than other places and if we can't fucking unite and just get on with life I'm never going to live to see world peace. God bless.

No. 943912

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Lately I can't sit still or focus at work. I can't stop acting like a unhinged sperg. I'm feeling understimulated, and have been doing boring tasks for a while. It used to be different. My contract ends in december, and a part of me wants to become unemployed and on benefits, to work on my personal projects, and look for freelance gigs. Sadly, the economy is shit currently, and I'm in a competitive field (graphic design). My relatives tell me that I'm acting immature. But personal time is precious. Way more than money. It's the key to self fulfillment, the top of Maslow pyramid.

I don't know what to do. I will never really fit into normie life, no matter how hard i adapted on the outside.

No. 943916

>>943854
I feel you anon, I had the exact same thing happening to me on twitter with a drawing I made few years ago. I really hate social media requiring a "presence" : which means alienating yourself thinking about constantly to post regularly. Fuck this.

No. 943923

>>943916
Thiiis. I hate using instagram. I just want to make my shit and put it in my gallery and not have to think about how many interactions and posts I need to make to please the fucking machine. You have to post at a certain time, as many times a week as possible, and make reels, and make stories, and make lives, and comment and share and save everyone else work even if they don't bother to interact with yours and also make sure you answer every single comment you get. Otherwise you lose 10 followers a day and your engagement will drop off by a huge margin and all your art friends will disappear and gain ten times the following you do because they actually force themselves to fit within this box.

No. 943934

>>943559
Mixing a foreign language with economics is always a good move because it brings relevance to your resume. Media studies is probably less valuable than the language tbqh. If econ doesn't work, pair the language with a business degree or technical writing (main language concentration, generally). Then you can market yourself as a possible business intermediary or translator. Optionally, look at what industries are big in Russia and affect your home nation. Pick a major that is relevant to one of those fields, and then the language skills make you a prize for any hiring committee. But do think of what value you are getting out of a degree, otherwise university is a big waste of time and money.

No. 943942

My employer's solution to me being sexually harassed is to ban sleeveless tops and any skirts above the knee. I am fucking retarded for saying shit. I don't even give a fuck about being sexually harassed/assaulted/raped, it's happened to me so many times I don't care anymore, but I thought about if another woman was hired that she might not like it. I feel so angry I said anything when I didn't even want to say shit in the first place. I hate how I'm punished for "doing the right thing". Fuck this shit. I'd get sexual comments even when I work a button up work shirt with nice jeans, an outfit with sleeves and obviously no skirt. It's ironic my boss told me "no, it's good you told me because otherwise you'd hate working here and leave". Actually, this makes me hate working here and it makes me want to fucking leave. I get if the dress code was always like this, but the fact it changed only after I reported harassment kills me. I hate myself for reporting. I can't afford to say anything because I work at a small business. Fuck my stupidity.

No. 943953

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>>943491
There is so much that goes into photography nonnie. Your camera, focal length, lighting, posing all have drastic effects. You're putting a 3D object on a 2D plane, it'll look weird sometimes. The front and back cameras are wildly different, your angle is different too that's why mirror selfies are generally better.

No. 943954

>>943942
Reporting it, especially with other females in mind was the right thing to do. You aren't at fault or stupid for your boss' retardedness. Sucks that leaving and giving that as a reason would be burning bridges.

No. 943956

So me and my crush have been getting along nicely. But then he starts talking about this "crazy" chick that annoys him to high heaven. She talks over people, whenever he speaks she butts in and he has to say "I wasn't talking to you", invites herself to all outings she finds out about.
So she finds out I like him and like that she goes on for an hour about how she loves him but it's fine I confess. Which I do right? Then I get a weird message saying "I will make it MORE obvious I like him too"

So come to find out during work she hangs around our friend group, including him. I hear she's "Coming out of her shell." How you ask? By wearing shorts that go all the way up to her choochie, black thigh highs (it's one of his kinks), and kept bending over to the point you can see it all. She then started speaking over me, mocking me, the works. Throw in her telling him sweet nothings when he's having a bad day.

So after months of hating her, all of a sudden it's "I like her how she is and I will take her as she comes." And now here thinking "Wow, that's all it takes hua?"
Men are idiots

No. 943962

>>943956
Don’t even acknowledge her anymore, she’s a psycho. She’s looking for a response to fuel her drama, don’t entertain it. Reminds me of triangulation, a tactic used by manipulative people.
And for the guy, yea he’s only thinking with his dick. Which ultimately means, it’s going to be a fling and that’s it. She probably can’t hold up the act for too long, or she gets the rush from “stealing” men, so once their caught it’s boring.
Hang in there, you’ll make more connections and form more crushes. And you’ll eventually date someone so good and wonderful, you’d never settle for the crush you have now.

No. 943963

>>943771
fuck anyone who wants to judge you based on your horoscope. Actual retards

No. 943964

>>943633
Please include Mao and i'm in

No. 943968

>>943962
Sadly she liked him for a while. And she wont let him go. He's… stupid popular online and watching her new e thot persona blossoming forth, yeeeeaaaah.
Honestly I'm going for our mutual friend since he doesn't think with his dick and he's noticing the bullshit as well. And so is one of HER friends. The girl was amazing last night and told her "Mmmn excuse me? Can you stop talking? They clearly have something to say and you're clearly butting in."

As for the advice of ignoring her. I might start doing that. I already blocked her number.

No. 943971

>>943956
mf got a black thigh high kink

No. 943974

>>943956
>>943968
>thigh high kink
>popular online
Is he like some e-celeb weeb or corpse husband or something

No. 943975

>>943974
Right? Guy sounds like some immature streamer.

No. 943980

sadly hilarious 2 me that shadman looks like my cousin that sexually abused me as a child. Wonder if ppl look at my cousin n think hes a sex pest too (i hope)

No. 944014

>>943956
When a man protests too much about another woman (even if what he's talking about seems negative at face value) it's because she's what's on his mind.
Men actually ignore women they find legitimately annoying and even moreso if they're not attracted to them.

Tbh anon the guy sounds like a coomer anyway. The pickme is doing you a favor by taking out the bad trash. Let her think she's won and then watch that relationship burn within a year lmao.

No. 944015

The disabled children fetish art that was posted in the bad art thread really upset me for some reason. I can't stop thinking about it.

No. 944017

>>944015
Same. It was just too much.

No. 944023

>>943771
It's fun but people have taken it way too far, so agree.

No. 944024

>>944015
I don’t even know if I want to see it, my curiosity is huge though, I’m sure I won’t be able to eat for a while.

No. 944027

>>944015
It reminds me of this guy. Skip to 6:22. He leaves a clip featuring her foot touching his face and him getting kissed on the cheek and breathing heavily. everyone loves him but I know he's up to no good

No. 944031

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Small petty vent but my husband said he isn't taking the fucking cabbage rolls I made to his parents today because he's going straight to visit them after work. They're sitting in the fridge since Sunday so if they don't get eaten today, I'll make him throw them out. Of course he wasn't about to pack them to go at 5am before he left this morning! Had I known that, I would have done it myself so he wouldn't have had an excuse to leave them behind. He says he forgot but it's really about laziness–he could stop by the house quickly after work and it wouldn't impact his commute to their place since our house is en route to them anyway, but he won't.
So the food I made and my efforts on Sunday evening were wasted. I'm so peeved right now.
I'm going to make food for myself for awhile. He never cooks me anything and when I make meals it's a 50/50 that he'll like them or make autistic complaints, so why do I bother? He never cooks for me because he claims he can't (aka he won't–and tbf when he tries it is truly kafkaesque), and rarely do I get a date out or food brought home for me by him anymore. Yesterday he did bring me home grocery store sushi from his store, but didn't tell me beforehand about this plan so I had made coconut shrimp for myself. I had leftover shrimp that I planned to save for later but he helped himself to that after polishing off his sushi roll without even asking me first. Ugh.

No. 944034

>>944027
“Everyone loves him” I found out about him because people (mainly women) were complaining and saying he’s weird and his whole channel is retarded

No. 944041

>>944031
Why don’t you just divorce the lazy fuck?

No. 944044

>>944031
>gonna cook for myself
>still let him take what you made for yourself
at least you could say something to his ungrateful ass

No. 944050

>>944031
This used to happen with my mom and her partner, she would always cook every single day and he would do nothing ever because can’t cook won’t cook despite her buying him a cooking book FOR lazy MEN that he never opened once. When she went on strike he would act unbothered and just live on toast and crackers for himself. At times like this I’m happy to be single. Was he like this before you married?

No. 944051

>>944015
I really regret ever learning about that and its existence

No. 944052

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I'm tired of this bpd betty bitch trying to involve herself in my bf's life.

she's a "family friend" but stayed with my bf and his family as a teen because she was a trashy junkie… and now she has some complex with him and can't keep herself away despite knowing he's with someone. nasty bitch. my bf already told her to step off but I guess I'm going to have to do it too.

No. 944054

Dumb vent but I'm kinda upset with my friend for inviting her boyfriend to our camping trip. Were going with a couple other friends, and were planning on taking acid & watching the meteor shower. She asked the friend who was planning it (its his birthday celebration, we did this last year and it was amazing) if she could bring the boyfriend. Both him and I were like "uuuuh, rather you not" and she kinda copped an attitude about how "he's her boyfriend and were gonna have to be cool with him coming around".

I don't hate the guy, but I don't like him and I told her that I wouldn't feel comfortable tripping with him there. Then a couple of days go by, we get together to hang last night and she just straight up tells us "oh yeah, he's coming on the camping trip" & already told him he was invited. Idk if I should just suck it up, go and not trip or if I should tell her I think it was kinda bs for her to ask & then push him on us anyway.

Sage bc this is stupid shit tho lol

No. 944057

>>943954
Yeah. I'm applying to other places because this pissed me off too much. I really need a bit more experience. It's a shame because I like my job itself, it just is intolerable to me that this is my boss's way of dealing with HR issues. He's a terrible business owner, too, so I know this is a sinking ship anyway. For all his faults, I could stand them before, but now I just feel sick and every time I get dressed for work I feel angry that this was brought upon me because I reported someone. It's ridiculous, too, because this is clearly aimed at me - he hasn't said shit about my other coworkers with huge breasts who wears see-through tops, you can see her tits if she bends down a little, etc. but of course it doesn't matter what she wears because she's never been harassed.

No. 944059

>>944054
You and the others she pushed this on need to talk and see if you can just tell the bitch to fuck of

So many trips are ruined because one bitch HAS to bring her scrote everywhere she goes and then the vibe is ruined. Plus they usually couple up the whole time and don't even interact

No. 944062

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>>944031
Cheat on him

No. 944068

>>944051
Samefag, now I know what this shit reminds me of. A fucking Nicole Dollanganger song. Her Tumblr used to have tons of pictures of deformed people, too

No. 944075

>>944041
>>944044
>>944050
Best believe I bitched about him eating my shrimps. He's always apologetic but I wish he'd learn to be considerate rather than begging forgiveness later.
Apparently he's going to his parent's house tomorrow instead now, so I will ensure that blasted cabbage gets into their mouths. Sometimes he has moments of fucking clarity where he realizes his behavior is annoying and tries to correct it before I'm heaps pissed.

He really wasn't much like this before. Granted that he did admit straight away he's a shit cook and doesn't do it so that's on me for accepting the matter.
I just thought he'd keep pretending to like my meals, and keep taking me out on dates but I guess that makes me a damn fool. He's not a bad guy, but in the end he's still a guy re: Conditioned to always take the easiest way out, allowed to be unapologetically selfish, and never having to conceal how he feels. Am I actually mad about that or am I just jealous that I don't act the same as a man does even when I know I should? I'm not really sure if there's any such thing as a 100% good Nigel. As long as the worst I can say about him is that he's picky and eats my food sometimes then maybe shit isn't so bad. At least venting here makes me feel less stressed and not crazy.

No. 944085

>>944052
He's the one that needs to be firm and tell her no at every stop, it's not your responsibility to chase away women with attachment issues. You tell him how it makes you uncomfortable and what you expect him to do about it, and he either complies or you start looking for another man.
Family friend or not there are such things as boundaries and inappropriate relationships. If he doesn't get it then it doesn't bode well for your future with him anon, run.

No. 944089

>>943529
Which threads is this submission to scrotes evident?

No. 944096

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I hate the study field I'm in. For years I got my mom telling me that it was going to be the best field for me, but I'm on my last week of studing and I swear, these were the worst years of my life. Between growing health issues, my computer science teacher making fun of me whatever he saw me in class, the Covid only made it worse because now my teacher has a way to keep making fun of me in the form of keeping me on the waiting room for 15 minutes and then telling me to come earlier in front of the class, when I was at the right time. Besides there's my mom reminding me of how when she was my age, she used to have parties, a lot of fun and friends while I can't even leave the house or even get to see my classmates. Yesterday on Etsy I found a really cute plushie for a Kickstarter campain, and I HAD the money to pay for the tier to get it, but because of the Covid, the school asked for more books and all my savings were used. I know that a degree is more important than a plushie, but I really wish I could have the money back.

>>944015
I feel the same way, usually weird DeviantArt fetish art is fun to laugh at, but there's something so grotesque about having such fixation on the pain of children. I am holding all my forces to not a-log at that person.

No. 944105

>>944075
>I wish he'd learn to be considerate rather than begging forgiveness
Why do you think he hasn't learned by now? I bet it's because what he has learned is there won't be any consequences for his behaviour. It's easier just keeping on doing the shit you want to when all you have to do after is apologize.

But you're right, despite annoying there's far worse things than a man being a picky eater and eating your food.

No. 944108

>>944105
I'm open to suggestions anon, I just don't know what kinds of consequences I can implement besides "You didn't make my life easier today so I'm not fucking you" and making him clean up the leftovers we waste and doing the dishes.
An anon mentioned divorce, but this issue doesn't make me miserable and let's not pretend people wouldn't look at me like a psychotic lunatic if I really divorced someone over food even if it did. I'm just annoyed and agitated.

No. 944111

>>944108
Fuck mens feelings. He doesn't even take you out on dates. He's taking you for granted. Make having a firm discussion with him a consequence and get him to admit he's being a douche. That's punishment. Men hate facing the music. He'll either wise up or he won't.

No. 944114

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God I hate delusional and entitled hamplanets. You are a burden, not the poor ill victim of oppreshun.

No. 944117

>>944111
You ain't wrong nonnie, wish me luck.

No. 944135

Ughhhhhh at least 50% of my problems would be fixed if I had a better sleeping pattern but every time I fix it my body feels sick the entire following morning. I've been in this cycle for too long that I'm incapable of waking up early consistently in the morning

No. 944136

>>944114
this reminds me of some shit I saw on facebook last month. Some ex friend from middleschool who is pro-trannies and has always been fat, she posted a public post saying how everyone is fatphobic for telling her she looks better now that she's finally losing weight lmao

No. 944138

I've play-pretended a marriage with a guy as flirting and it was cute, but now he actually called me "wife" and it makes me uncomfortable for some reason.

No. 944143

I was studying this morning and I heard screaming so I looked outside and saw a lady being really violent towards a kid. Like slamming her into the wall and shaking her. I had a moment of blind rage and started yelling at her to stop and she then started screaming swear words and insults at me. I want to call CPS but I'm honestly afraid they won't do anything(in my own experience they never did anything to help me despite multiple reports and visits) And I'm also afraid that she'll know it was me and come fuck up my car or try to jump me. I'm not sure what I should do about this at all. I live in a shitty area with violence and if she was heartless enough to do this to a kid in public at 8 am, who knows what she would do to me as revenge. I also feel terrible because she probably took her anger out on the child after I told her to stop.

No. 944150

I hate the games normalfags play. I am wise to them, but they twist shit so I look like I overreacted for calling them on it. This is why the "women are bitches" trope is a thing because there are some snakes. Girls acting fake nice to me but laughing at me behind my back is a theme of my whole life. It makes me so angry and humiliated I want to cry. Why won't people just fucking respect me? Why do I have to play? Why?

No. 944163

>>944143
When you saw that you should have called the cops wtf. Call CPS or the police don’t be a retard

No. 944165

>>944143
You could have recorded the incident and reported it to the police

No. 944167

>>943974
…. yeah he is. He never dated before so he's loving the attention. Can't say who, but he draws/animates coomer stuff

>>944014
That's the plan. I never seen a relationship last where two grown ass adults still live in their mothers basement.

No. 944168

>>943839
So weird how scrotes will casually get close with hyper-misogynistic scrotes even if they are not that severe themselves

No. 944173

>>944163
She literally left as soon as I spoke up. I do not have her license plate number. I'm going to call CPS and give them the address but I'm afraid they won't do anything and the lady will just hurt the child more out of anger because that's…pretty much how CPS visits go.

No. 944178

>>944075
>He's always apologetic but I wish he'd learn to be considerate rather than begging forgiveness later.
Uh this behaviour is repeated precisely because they know they can more or less get away with it lol shit like this is one of my pet peeves. It's pure selfishness.

No. 944179

Told her I don't mind her being boy-obsessed because it's the first time a guy corresponds her feelings too, but we used to have almost daily calls and text often now it's just empty and she only seeks me out for work stuff now. I feel lonely, I hope it works out for her. I think I'm just jealous of the guy, because she's never had an 8 hour call with me or texted me until 3 am. Our max call was 3 hours long and it's usually me who texts her often.

No. 944181

>>944173
Can’t you tell the cops the address? Anyway she’s definitely going to continue being abused if you do nothing, and that’s just what this psycho feels ok doing in front of other people

No. 944183

just had a breakdown, made my mom cry. She says it’s ok now but I just feel shit

No. 944197

>>944054
don't go lol
if you go she will think you're a doormat and that she can do what she wants with you

No. 944203

>>944054
>should tell her I think it was kinda bs for her to ask & then push him on us anyway.
This.

No. 944248

Stanning a celebrity automatically makes you a retard. Seeing the new lana del rey fan thread on /m/ makes me worry that the celebcows thread is metastasizing, and that basic bitch twitter culture is going to be the norm around here before long.

No. 944251

I've always viewed other people around me not as people, but as characters. It took me far too long to realise that people have actual thoughts, emotions and are more then that. For some reason I allowed myself to be depressed by the thought that i will never really be able to fully immerse myself with anyone. I always have to make so much effort to curate what I say even when it seems so obvious because i feel like i wasn't born with the sense to read people. Every time i feel like i learned so much about socialisation, i can never put anything i learned into practise or there is a fatal gap in my knowledge. I do all this despite not having an interest in other than for observational purposes in some sense and i hate this about myself. I wish i was born to care more about people i am supposed to like instead of always being so selfish, little things like ask if they are ok, or dm them but i can't.

No. 944256

>>944248
Mods are gonna need to limit individual celeb threads, maybe auto sage by default. Like I get it, we needed to contain the Driverfags, but if every group of stans here get an entire thread for their fav they're going to dominate the front pages. Stans are too active, they get super excited when they find likeminded fans, and will be posting and bumping the threads constantly even if they're a tiny group of posters. It's a waste of space for 99% of us.

No. 944262

>>944248
I think it's just a symptom of how much twitter is already fucking up this placd. We might as well make regular fan-threads of our other cows at this point.

No. 944264

>>944248
>>944256
What's your problem? Just hide the thread. Treat it like a containment so that we don't shit up celebricows for the rest of you. Also, most celebrity threads have quickly died (Mitski, Chalamet, Depeche Mode isn't going fast etc.) so I don't see a reason to get bothered by it
Cannot speak for all anons, but I'm not a twitterfag and been updating certain cow threads for a long time.

No. 944277

My attention span has gotten so fucked that I can't even focus on a long fic unless it hooks me in like the first 2 paragraphs. I definitely don't have ADHD so I don't know why I'm like this fuck fuck fuck

No. 944280

>>944277
>unless it hooks me in like the first 2 paragraphs
it doesn't seem like you have a short attention span, just a developed taste

No. 944286

>>944256
I was thinking this the other day. There's already a Driver thread, a Jerma thread, a Timmy thread (though that one died). Pretty soon there's gonna be one for Tucker, another one for Jim Carrey, one for Brendan Frasier, Mads Mikkelsen and all the other men who keep getting posted repeatedly.

No. 944295

>>944264
Stan culture is gay, so the thread sucks by default. Even if you're not a twitterfag, making the thread and then propping up your little "THIS IS A HATER FREE ZONE" sign comes off as weirdly controlling, like a twitter user policing their uwu safe space.

Saying it's just a containment thread isn't a good excuse, because containment threads aren't a good thing. They're a last-ditch attempt to control sperging that keeps happening despite repeated bans.

No. 944305

>>944295
Nta, I basically agree but it does kind of get under my skin that half of /g/ and some of /m/ are just dedicated to simping for various moids yet when a Lana thread pops up everyone loses their shit.

No. 944321

>>944295
The stan thing is tongue in cheek since I doubt we have actual psycho stans. The haters not welcome thing is mentioned since some of you cannot stop going to threads you hate to shit them up instead of hiding (see: the dog hate/love thread drama) or discussing in an appropriate place. BTW, implying that we cannot discuss Lana in celebritycows (fair enough, since lyric analysis isn't drama) and also in a separate thread also is strangely controlling.
If the thread breaks the rules, mods can lock it. Otherwise IDGAF when you can hide the thread

No. 944327

>>944305
I get what you mean, but I feel like the male celebrity threads don't have the same kind of whiny over-protectiveness you get with stans. Ihe driverspergs got banished to their containment thread because of the sheer volume of their spamming. In comparison, the lana posters decided they needed their own private clubhouse because they couldn't deal with some pretty minor (albeit autistic) disagreement.

No. 944358

>>944286
Tbh, I think only the AD thread should exist and the Jerma thread shouldn't have been allowed. Not because I have anything against Jerma he looks like he stinks but anyway but we already have a million and one threads for men, and anons really shouldn't flood the boards with individual scrote threads (especially if they know it's going to die?)

No. 944362

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idgaf if people ignore me!! i am surprisingly a living breathing human being and someone ignoring me doesn’t mean i don’t exist!! every human is made from the hands of god’s architectural genius. no matter what embarrassing mistake i choose to make i will always be ephemeral i don’t disappear i become the moment i am the invisibility i am the ghost humans have not made me i made i made i made i made i made i

No. 944368

>>944256
bitch stop mini-modding and enjoy your life, the lana and grimes hate-fan girls can never hurt you and they never will. do you know how much “useless” thread there are in /ot/ right now including this one? exactly, it’s a fucking imageboard it doesn’t have to be organized

No. 944372

>>944358
The germ thread should be kept so we don't have to see his face and obnoxious fans shitting up the dumbass shit thread again (or the hornypost thread)

No. 944376

Wasted the entire day away my entire existence was a mistake

No. 944403

>>944362
careful or your self crafted destiny might just be part a self fulfilling prophecy, hubrischan

No. 944405

>>944403
you’re right, I’m scared nonnie

No. 944426

I want to get out of my current friendship with this one girl so bad. We’ve been friends for years but due to us ending up working together there’s no fucking way to avoid her. It’s draining to be with her. She’s rude, selfish, insensitive, insecure and bitter. I’ve been friend with her for almost 5 years now and the closer we got the more unhappy I got. Worse is that we have another mutual friend together. I already deal with a bunch of issues and I really think she’s ruining my mental health even more. I try so hard to please her and this super supportive friend, thinking she’ll be nicer and more empathetic and actually give a shit about me and my feelings but nope, it’s just an invitation for her to step more on me. When I try to set boundaries and voice my feelings about the way she acts towards me or the way she speaks to me she immediately avoids confrontation and makes me appear abnormally sensitive and dramatic. This is what I get for being nice and trying to befriend the girl everyone avoids or leaves after some time. Sometimes they’re really alone for a reason.

No. 944449

>>944426
I get this. Last straw was me calling out something that needed to be called out because of how it hurt me and she immediately made excuses for herself and then called me names kek. I regret all the years I tiptoed around her.

No. 944481

Honestly feel embarrassing even venting here but I just don't know what to do anymore my mental health is so bad it is constantly affecting every aspect of my life, i'm trying to work again so I can afford to move out from living with my narcissistic emotionally abusive father, but I got let go from my previous job due to my mental health affecting things so I'm anxious about how things will go in a future job. I know that if something doesn't change i'm most likely going to relapse with drugs (and end up dying that way) or attempt again but I just don't know what I can do to change my brain anymore. I've tried to get referred to a psychiatrist but my doctors won't do anything about it they just prescribe antidepressants that make things worse. I know that right now my mental health is suffering more because of quitting weed and stupid daddy issues making me yearn for moids that are a literal waste of my time but that's a whole other issue I suppose. At this point I don't even know where i'm going with this I suppose it's just nice to vent into the void.

No. 944496

i was on reddit (first mistake) and found a post linking to the fbi site searching for info on a missing girl, so out of curiosity i clicked..good news is the girl was found, but on the page without even scrolling there were a lot of other "john does" cropped pictures clearly pulled from cp…the angles from which these photos were taken are already so fucking graphic…i didnt know it was gonna be that shit or i wouldntve clicked now im utterly disgusted with the world. i hate pedos so fucking much and seeing their grotesque FAT FUCK faces makes me want to scream but its also so hard not to keep looking because of how normal these freaks look, how many of these freaks do i walk past every fucking day? like, do i deliver pizza to these freaks??? do i smile at them politely????? makes me sick so sick and disgusted. i usually have to take a step back from this stuff but when suddenly confronted with it, like with how utterly pervasive pedophilia and sexual assault & exploitation is, i start going completely stir crazy

No. 944521

very long story short is my ptsd has slowly erroded and ruined my only friendships and it feels irreparable now. even worse is my friend group went through a dramatic upheaval a year ago where 1 of us was dropped, and now i know its going to happen to me, but i think more subtley this time. just ignoring me, most likely. i think i should just remove myself so they dont all drop me like we did her. im so fucking miserable tbh and this is just the added kick in the teeth. when it rains it pours i guess

No. 944566

>>944496
Same anon, same. When I found out about the Trace an Object subreddit
I couldn't stop thinking about it for a week. None of the pictures are graphic but the context gives me a visceral feeling, shit like bed covers with Mickey Mouse patterns or baby clothes. My heart goes out for those kids and I can only hope they're safe and loved now. If I had a gun I wouldn't hesitate to kill those fuckers.

No. 944633

>>944566
I know what you mean anon, but at the same time the subreddit gives me hope. There are good people in the world that care about helping catch those fuckers. I think it's wonderful when redditors have managed to find the exact clothes, items etc.

No. 944751

the hilarious cope I just saw in the lesbian thread really said that women get sexier with age but that’s a total lie. not every woman ages like milk let me be hot and comfortable at 19 years old i’m really not trying to become 25

No. 944752

>>944751
Sorry you're afraid of getting old, but me and all the other Stacies are going to be smart and gorgeous middle aged women.

No. 944755

not sure if this is a vent or confession but: as usual, it's 2am and my brain is attacking me with terrible memories. right now it's of the afternoon ten years ago when a group of older men i naively believed were my gym buddies had surrounded me at the gym and watched me workout. wish i could go back in time and tell younger me to just walk away, then again i was afraid to for some reason. i feel so filthy right now.

No. 944758

>>944752
You really needed to be held as a child but don’t worry oldfag nonny you’re perfect just the way you are with your saggy boobs and all

No. 944763

>>944751
If women dont look good while they're older then why do men still give a shit for 'hot milfs'? >>944758
Holy shit get off tik tok and instagram to go outside for a while. You wont magically die at or become a 70 year old grandma for going past the age of 25. Hope you realise infantilizing women to always look like teens is a lot more grotesque than any regular 25+ woman.

No. 944765

>>944751
There, there wait till your brain is fully developed and I promise you will cringe at your own posts once you reached that stage.

No. 944766

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>>944758
>>944751
here we go again

No. 944769

>>944751
i guarantee my grandma's hotter than you but keep coping

No. 944771

>>944766
why do people even respond to this weak tea bait? There's been like one person making these posts for like a month, it's super obvious because they always use 25 as their "old" age

No. 944774

I got my AHA solution in my eye about four hours ago, and now I keep panicking I'll end up blind. It isn't red but stinging very very lightly, but I'm not sure if it's because I irritated my eye by rubbing it with a wet towel every few minutes or if it's because of the product.

No. 944777

>>944751
Imagine already panicking about getting old at 19.

No. 944778

>>944774
Don't worry anon, if it was only a little bit I'm sure you'll be okay. Try cupping some water in your hands, holding it up to your eyes, and then opening them to gently wash it out. Try to leave your eye alone afterwards so it doesn't get more irritated.

No. 944808

I hate that whenever I'm with normal people who have actual lives, hobbies, likes dislikes etc, all I can fucking think about how dysfunctional I am compared to them and how I don't even have hobbies other than spacing out during watching random Youtube videos and how emotionally immature I am compared to them

No. 944810

>>944778
That's what I did just now and the stinging I felt is way more comparable to having water flushing your eye than the pain I had when I got the solution in my eye. This seriously puts me at ease, thank you so much nona lol.

No. 944853


No. 944880

I feel pretty but I feel like my friends are kinda treating me badly when it comes to art. We’re all artists and I feel like some of them want me to see their art and give them attention and praise for it, and I do, but they’ll only say anything about mine if I’m practically shoving it in their faces (and even then they sometimes ignore it.) They’ll praise each other all the time but ignore my work. I don’t think they hate me, they talk to me very frequently, they act friendly to me and joke with me. I’m not a great artist but I think I’m decent, similar skill range to the rest of them I feel.
We agreed to do art trades with each other and I tried to make high effort and quality pieces for them, and they still haven’t drawn anything back for me. I just feel fucking ignored by them, I almost wish they would outright dislike me so I could have a reason to cut tires instead of getting upset over petty shit like this.

No. 944882

>>944880
This is your reason. You don't need them, they don't appreciate you. Stop trying with them, get big with others and watch them seethe

No. 944888

Weekly 5AM mental breakdown thinking about my parents' mortality, check

No. 944890

why me

No. 944892

>>944808
thats weird, you've described me. are you living in my walls anon?

No. 944894

I REFUSE TO GIVE GOOGLE MY MONEY. What can I use for photo back up other than Google Photos? They already make plenty from stealing my information, so I’m not paying them for more storage. Fuck that.

No. 944897

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I'm going to seriously miss this place if it shuts down. I know it's really silly to say, but I feel like you nonnas are the only ones who really understand what it's like to be a socially outcasted and/or depressed female. I just wish I could find you all irl so I could befriend you. You can more easily find social outcast moids but they're degenerates who probably deserved to be outcasted and think women have it easier (they don't know our pain). I wish I had the guts to post in the friend finder thread while it was still up, because I genuinely would've liked to befriend a lot of you here.

No. 944898

>>944894
External hard drive/usb? Private tumblr blog lol? Dropbox?

No. 944899

>>944890
you should have posted this in sonic totem thread

No. 944929

i think im in a truman show, or maybe its the schizophrenia saying hello. im scared, i don't understand why they'd do it or why im thinking of it. i wished i was normal, i bet they had a blast though

No. 944956

>>944751
Every once in a while a neurotic, hilariously insecure retard who keeps harping on about age and their fear of it. Do you realize it, ‘tard? That you’re going to lose anyway? Because you’re banking on something that’s going to inevitably decline with time, and age comes for everyone. You’re certainly not going to get any younger. It’ll only be misery from here on out if you don’t get your insecurities sort out, kek.

No. 944964

I hate how codependet and obsessive I am over my boyfriend. I used to talk to so many friends of mine on a daily basis but we all just drifted apart. I am so fucking lonely and isolated from everyone due to my extreme social anxiety and its hard to make friends or become close with them again because they have found other people or became super busy with their life. I have abandontment issues and cling onto my boyfriend just to get a bit of affection. We are talking everyday since two years over discord (don't worry we are an IRL-relationship) and after every uni class or like after coming to my place we will talk to each other until one of us gets to sleep. The next morning we are calling each other again at like 7 am until one of us has to do something and this cycle continues. He is basically 23/6 with me unless he is with his male best friend with whom he meets sometimes less or more often. And its now the period of time where he meets his best friend like everyday and its making me go insane because I have no one to talk to and I feel abandont and just like a second option. I really know how fucking retarded and obsessive this sounds but I can't stop thinking about and I know he has other friends and people who he wants to meet and have fun with but why not just do it with me? I understand that he is his own person but its making me feel like pure fucking shit and I can't do anything about it. I hate how I always have to wait for him to come home just to talk to me in a sleepy matter because was outside the entire day or worse him not even talking to me on this day because he is too tired to do that. Can someone please tell me how to stop being so obsessive and relying on him for everything? He is literally the only person I am talking to and I can't really do anything about it. What the fuck is wrong with me?

No. 944970

>>944763
Because men are coomers with no standards and something doesn’t become okay or valid just because men happen to like it, get real grandma.

No. 944972

>>944964
Anon it reads like you need something else to do, do you study? Work? Have hobbies? Extreme social anxiety is horrible but it would be bad to keep on like this anon. I know is a pain in the ass to try to get out and meet new people or have more things to do but it reads as if you know you have to do it soon and I wish you luck anon!
Give yourself some time alone, is not that horrible to talk to yourself! You can learn what you don't like about you and work on fixing it or accepting it.
Would your old friends talk back if you approach them? Would you go out and meet new people?

No. 944981

>>944964
Honestly, I am the same way but it's just how I am in a relationship. My boyfriend is extremely obsessive too so it just works out. Do you think if you had more friends or things to do that you would want to be around him less? Would you feel the same way if he wanted to be with you as much? I'm asking because there's a difference between "I want a relationship where we're extremely close" vs "I hate feeling this way so I want to distance and distract myself to cope." Everyone wants a different amount of affection and attention in a relationship.

No. 944992

I have a UTI, and every time I piss it feels like someone is holding a lighter up to my urethra and telling my to go fuck myself. I'm even peeing when I don't drink anything.

No. 944994

>>944897
I never want to know a single nonnie irl this place is unhinged kek

But at the same time I really hope it never gets taken down. I don't think it can last forever but having a girlchan was really helpful for unpacking all the damage that male-dominated sites and media did to me. When I first started using this site I was beginning to be a pickme, I came here to shit on other girls, but the daily onslaught from the man hate threads triggered me into a radfem phase. Now I post less and I'm more of a chilled out centrist libfem but the journey was important.
I hope even if this place dies that there will be another female space to post anonymously, sometimes you need to be told your opinion is shit

No. 944995

>>944992
The more water you drink the less the pee hurts. It's gross but you can also sit in a hot bath and just pee into the water to lessen the pain if you're peeing constantly
If you see blood in your pee go to emergency care

No. 944996

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>want to buy pic related
>no eu stores carry it
>only uk ones
>uk isn't eu, so, taxes and fees

I just want a cute plushie ffs. Amazon doesn't ship to my country and everything outside the eu is now getting taxed/extra import fees ugh

No. 945000

>>944964
Work on it seeing as you at least have good self awareness. The biggest issue with being this way is that if (or when) a break up happens… people in your situation tend to end up in a psych ward or feeling suicidal because losing the bf is like losing 90 percent of what you live for. You have to create a safety net now so that you're not in that position later.

No. 945004

>>944995
Thanks anon. I haven't been inspecting my pee, but I'll look next time. I don't want to drink water because of how I'm peeing, despite the fact that I know I'm going to pee a lot regardless of how much I drink, so I might as well do it anyway. If it doesn't go away soon I'll call a doctor for some antibiotics.

No. 945006

>>945004
Samefag, sorry, I didn't mean to do that but I don't feel like reposting again

No. 945008

>>944996
Might as well travel to the Uk, use the address of the hotel/airbnb you will stay at and place the order while there.
You get to travel and to have the plushie.
my brother does that whenever he wants new tennis rackets
Unless you could find an international courrier to send it to your home or a friend/family member who will travel to the uk could give you the address of the place they will stay so you can send the plush there.
That’s usually what we do in my family whenever we really, really want stuff.

No. 945010

>>944996
The uk thing has been annoying me. I wanted to buy an adult toy lately, my country is shit for that stuff and the sites here seem dodgy. I used to always order from the uk but now there's fees and there's also the fact that they have to write a declaration of what it is. Even amazon has to declare the contents still. I should've bought a couple of things right before the fees came in tbh. Kicking myself now.

Also, nice plush.

No. 945012

I have 100+lbs to lose. I lost it before and felt great afterwards, but slowly gained it all back over the past 7 years. I miss how energetic I felt when I was lighter, yet at the same time dieting is really hard for me mentally. I remember how difficult it was for me to lose weight the first time because I did all sorts of crash diets until I got down to my goal weight. This time I'm trying to diet the healthy way and the weight is hardly coming off. My doctor says my hormone levels are fine so there shouldn't be anything wrong with my metabolism. I'm just so tired of myself.

No. 945014

I want to be here less, I love talking to you guys and honestly I haven't had such a great experience on a website in so many years, but I'm a loser and spend too much time staring at these boards. I wish I could be friends with cool girls irl.

No. 945020

>>945012
Same, anon. But it coming off slowly is normal. I don't know about you but I certainly didn't put all the weight on in a short amount of time, so I can't expect it to come off that way either.
Healthy living isn't a race, you'll get there <3

No. 945025

>>945004
I know the constant peeing is annoying and painful but you need to drink more water or else you have a higher risk of your bladder getting more alkaline or bacteria heavy which causes the infection to spread further into your body or burn its' internal paths harder
Please drink lots of water anon

No. 945039

>>945010
Honest question, does the UK produces everything nowadays? Because whenever I search for something, it’s a page from the UK and I’m not even living near the European continent.

No. 945048

>>945039
Maybe the UK just does the importation of those goods from foreign countries and then sells it on
Afaik the UK has lost a lot of it's factories, the only thing we make is rotten unpicked farm produce and organic meat

No. 945061

>>944996
uk is still Europe lol, it just isn’t part of the European Union

No. 945063

>>945012
Hey nonnie, I am a fatty too, losing weight. I got 100 pounds to lose, and I am 9 down as of this morning. 91 to go!
Something to consider, and you don’t have to reply to me, but the crash dieting and such can be a form of disordered eating. I struggled with binging since I was a teen, and now after 10+ years I finally have treatment for it, and medication. Turns out I need help with impulses. (Also therapy to work through traumas that have happened that cause me to eat emotionally.)

Now that I have the meds and the resources to control my impulse to shove food in my mouth, I’ve found that calorie management is a lot easier and I don’t sabotage my progress. I called my insurance and asked for an appointment with a doctor specializing in eating disorders, and the rest fell into place.

I wish you luck on your journey, ultimately this is not about the the weight; it’s about getting in tune with your body. Don’t look at the scale for a while; instead make your goals physical.
For example, improve your cardio distance each workout or push a little more on a set. Once you get into working out, it might be easier to structure your diet accordingly.

Take care!

No. 945071

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FUCK alcohol.
FUCK wageslaving.
FUCK breeders.
FUCK shitbull owners and defenders.
FUCK scrotes at the gym.
FUCK boomers.
FUCK my fucked up barely functioning family that made me the way that I am.
FUCK instagram and tiktok.

No. 945087

>>945071
I feel ya nonnie, I agree

No. 945088

If my bf leaves me on read for longer than 3 hours again I'm going to leave him.

No. 945089

>>945087
Thanks nonnie, I am feeling better now.

No. 945090

>>945088
Good because you know that bitch never puts his phone down

No. 945093

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>>945071
Agreed

No. 945097

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I have a very painful crush that I am torn between trying to get the fuck over and indulging in.

I oscillate between both extremes and it's so pathetic I refuse to tell anyone IRL, as if that would help anyway.

No. 945099

My boyfriend thinks he can just wallow in his depression and shitty moods, but the moment I decide to take a break from Zoloft it's a problem? He may as well just say "I wanna stay in my dark moods so you gotta keep taking those happy pills to keep the peace". Is he worth it? Double standard is glaring

No. 945104

>>945099
Are you doing this to provoke him

No. 945111

>>945104
I should have been more detailed. No, not at all. I tend to take occasional breaks from SSRIs because it makes me flat emotionally, and takes away my sex drive to a degree

No. 945119

>>945099
Sounds like he wants you to be able to coddle him while he wallows in self-pity tbh

No. 945127

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>>945061
You know what I meant

No. 945132

I just got voted as the team leader for this teamwork assignment. Dunno if they genuinely believe that I'm going to be a good leader or people just need a pawn to push that position on because they are too much of a coward to do it.

No. 945136

sometimes i wish i could go back to being a stupid not like other girls pick me because back then i was not aware of how sexist my own family is. one literally hates women, another has boomer misogynist ideas, yet another is against abortions and pretends to be an incel because he is short despite having had many girlfriends. they are incredibly hypocritical, parrot youtubers, lack any kind of self awareness and blame others for their problems. even my mother coddles men, and believes the gaslight that a guy with 2 college degrees doesn't know how to fold the laundry.

No. 945158

Hearing my father talk gives me cancer. Misogynistic, delusional, broke, and in his old age. And since he’s 75 and I’m in uni and I have to support him. If I speak, I’m the Evil Cunt who’s fighting with a poor old man. I’m sick of you dumb fucking cunts, I’ve been “letting it go” since I was 10. I’m tired of healing his stories, I want to tell it to him. That he’s a delusional man trying to cope with being near the end. I don’t want to hear a story about how you divorced your ex-wife because she’s stood up to you (good for her! She clearly had self-respect), I don’t want to hear stories about women begging to marry you and you rejecting them, I don’t want to hear stories about you being the fucking superstar of every situation and the true sigma who solved the problem. Women probably spat in your food. I don’t care. I don’t care. But I have to tolerate him or I’m a “low empathy ungrateful” bitch who makes old men cry. And KEEEKKKKK at my sister when she went like, “You’ll regret treating him like this when he dies.” RETARD if he dies tomorrow I’ll pray on his soul and go take a nap. Everybody fucking dies, don’t try to blackmail. He’s done nothing but make me miserable, him and my doormat piece of shit mom. I swear to god there should be a term like child-trapping but for when a parents gives birth to a child and that child is trapped into dealing with them until they die. Parent-trapping. God I wish I could get uber rich and become so busy I barely see them.

No. 945171

I have a crush on this guy and it low-key depresses me how well we get along because I'll never be able to act upon my feelings, since he's Uber religious, has a girlfriend and low-key gives me serial killer vibes
I just wished he had a clone with none of those things because he will be fine then

No. 945221

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>>943367
I have no fucking clue what is going on in my dnd group right now. We were about to add a new member but now he’s not sure if he’s joining, and it’s throwing us all out of whack. We had two campaigns going, and one one shot (which has turned into a multiple session ordeal) in case one of us didn’t show up for the meetup, and now we’re probably going to start a new campaign because the new guy doesn’t want to join a pre-existing campaign or one shot.

Kinda don’t wanna be in the group because I already don’t like dnd that much to begin with, and this just makes it harder for me to come up with characters when we jump around from campaign to campaign like this.

Also just as a little side note, one of the campaigns we were running had my husband as DM, and I was playing a character we had worked on for ages and I loved her to pieces. I’m extra annoyed that there’s a chance that I won’t get to play here anymore :(

No. 945226

I wish I could escape this suffocating muslim poor shit country but my mom is holding me back. I don't want to leave her mentally ill ass all alone, that's not how I want to repay a woman who raised us sisters all alone. Wish she would be open to the idea of leaving this country but she is too old and attached to her memories and family here, I understand. It just sucks.

No. 945228

>>945221
can you tell us more about the character you made, nonnie? my partner has encouraged me to get into dnd but I've just never been interested, though I love hearing about other peoples experiences for some reason, kek.

No. 945241

>>945226
Then take her with you dumbass

No. 945244

My bff is slowly going down a boomer route that I don't think I can shake him out of. He sent a grainy meme about how some un-PC product wouldn't be allowed in today's generation and he's fucking 29. It's because his gf's family (probably his gf too) give strong tory vibes and he so desperately wants to integrate. It's pathetic.

He's talking about how "oh people today have become too sensitive" when he was legitimately the most sensitive and touchy boy I knew, the friend group couldn't say certain things without triggering him, this was before the word trigger was in everyone's vocabulary. Then he'd be stoic in front of his super patriarchal family unit.

I'm convinced that boomers and their ilk had to suppress their feelings and expect everyone else to do the same and lash out when they don't. He's going to become a very ugly man.

No. 945248

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>>945244
>male bff

The fuck?

No. 945255

>>945221
i wish i could get into dnd but i have no nerdy friends, is my life even worth living

No. 945259

Bedbug exterminator coming for the second treatment today. I don’t know why I’m stressed but I’m stressed. We still have stuff in a storage unit that my mom is now insisting we keep because my hoarder dad filled up the apartment after we emptied it out. We cleaned the apartment and prepped it, just waiting for him to come. It’s going well and I haven’t been bitten at all except a sneaky bastard who was hiding in the headband I use when I wash my face, but I’m still just… UGH so fucking anxious right now.

No. 945264

>>945248
she’ll learn her lesson soon kek

No. 945271

>>945228

Not sure if I’m supposed to sage because this isn’t about venting but I will anyways

so her name is Katarina Sokol, she’s an aspiring anthropologist whose primary goal is to figure out what the artifact that her dying uncle gave her means. She holds him in high regard, more so than her parents, even though he’s lied to her about the majority of his past.

She’s not very organized, and has a quick temper. She’s determined to a fault to figure out what the artifact’s inscription means so that she can go back to her uncle and tell him in time. This damages her relationship with the rest of the group fairly early on. There’s not much to like about her, but that’s kind of the point. The last character I made was almost TOO likable, so I wanted to try the opposite.

That’s a quick rundown of who she is, but who knows if I’ll ever get to play this character again lmao

No. 945276

I am back in work tomorrow after taking 2 months off because I had a meltdown. I am not ready to go back but I need the money. Wish me luck for tomorrow anons because I'm going to fucking need it to get through that first shift

No. 945302

>>945241
NTA but did you even read the post

No. 945318

>>945226
Where are you from? Let’s host a ME poorfag party.

No. 945325

>>945302
no I didn’t but why doesn’t she just take her with her

No. 945331

>>945325
Easier said than done. Are you genuinely dumb? Reread the post.

No. 945333

>>945255
Don’t. DnD people are the worst.

No. 945335

>>945333
Nta but really? I mean, DnDfags must be autistic as fuck, but are they really bad?

No. 945338

>>945331
read it again and I still don’t know why she can’t just take her there’s no limitations in life she needs to take some personal accountability and grind herself to america with her mom

No. 945339

I've been really closed off the past few days. I'm 'fine' at work because I just pretend nothing is wrong, but the second I go on break I shut down, zone out, feel my depression again. Apparently, this is called masking? I have barely talked to my boyfriend because I don't want to talk or see him, not because he did anything wrong, but I just don't have the energy to care.

No. 945340

>>945333
I always assumed people into DnD were harmless nerds, unlike the retards into video games who flip over tables and jerk off to porn all day.

No. 945343

>>945335
Haven’t played but my bf used to play online. His friends he knew irl played. They were the definition of coomer. He didn’t really like DnD but played because old friends. They were mental, “no noise at all in the background.” You couldn’t even take a sip of water. Plus one of them on Discord got mad when I “insulted” their favorite anime when I called it millennial nostalgia garbage and went on a sperg to say I was gatekeeping. He doesn’t play with them anymore or is friends. Play if you want to play with people who are serious about the game x200

No. 945345

>>945338
“Grind yourself to America.” God bless your heart. It’s hardier to take someone with you than being solo. What if her mom doesn’t want to go?

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No. 945349

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Nonnies…. am I okay? I feel no love for anyone right now, not my family, not my boyfriend. I don't feel joy. I don't feel anything inside right now.

Please help……

No. 945352

It's so frustrating to see my friend waste day after day not even trying to get her stuff together. All she does is drink now. I'm trying to offer her support but there's only so much I can do. It hurts to see her like this.

No. 945353

It might cheer some of you bitches up that whenever you vent about your man I'm over here like bitch at least you have a man. I don't even have a mf to text.

No. 945358

>>945353
That's a good thing actually. Enjoy your peace while it lasts.

No. 945360

I have such a big zit between my eyebrows from switching facial soaps. My bf calls it my "auxiliary nose" and it looks like I'm growing a horn. It looks like an evolutionary back-step, as if I'm developing a tool to ram into trees to knock down fruits and nuts. It looks like if you pushed on it, it would create a noticeable dent into my skull, causing me to lose the skill of language. It looks like my forehead is pregnant with a lithopedion and now is the moment of birth. It looks like the first episode of fucking FLCL, as if some mecha is going to find its way out of my skin. It looks like God is punishing me with demeaning and pitiful looks from well-meaning strangers. It's such a bad zit, it's actually mentioned on page 37 of Dante's Inferno. It looks unholy, and I know that if I were to die with such a zit on my forehead that Saint Peter wouldn't allow me to pass the Pearly Gates. It looks like you'd need to use a metal-grinder on it to get it flat again, and even then you'd probably go through several industrial-strength grinders that it would prove financially difficult. It looks like something that would traumatize any onlooking child, causing them to have cold sweats as an adult and awake from horrific dreams screaming as their spouses don't know what to do to calm them. I am so upset.

No. 945363

>>945353
And that's bad? It's nice to have a partner sure but life's just fine and complete without one. I don't really get why anons or people in general get so hung up about not being in a relationship, do you need someone else to be fulfilled?

No. 945365

>>945349
I'm honestly the same. I think it's depression

No. 945370

>>945360
I want to pop it

No. 945373


No. 945374

>>945353
I've always been single as a pringle and really enjoy it. I don't really want to 'keep up' with another person like that.

No. 945378

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I just fucked up another friendship opportunity. This time someone that I midly admired because she seemed like an optimistic and sweet kind of girl. Like she would always be nice and kind and post optimistic stuff in her facebook profile. Maybe I'm stupid.

I honestly wonder if there's something inherently wrong with me. I don't want to have friends anymore. I could maybe make friends in the future but right now I just don't want to have friends. I feel the need to be an hermit. I need to stop talking to people and focus on myself and my needs. People are dumb and they hurt me.

Has anyone been feeling like this too?

No. 945382

Everything is just my fault

No. 945387

I really need to stop browsing R9k, the mental illness there is too much but I also like image boards too much, fuck

No. 945388

>>945378
How did you fuck it up, if you're comfortable with sharing?

No. 945396

Long, don't read lol. After my mom died my dad quickly sold our childhood home and up and moved to the middle of fucking nowhere. I don't drive, he doesn't drive, my bro doesn't drive… we have an eye condition that we got from him so none of us will ever drive. Great. It's not like the whole family fell apart right at the moment when support was needed all round…

It'd almost be easier for me to travel to some other countries than get to where he now lives. It's such an awkward spot in terms of public transport. It's expensive, there's a lack of taxis there for the last part of the journey and I have to work and can't take that much time off to travel. It's an uncertain trek just to see him and the bus and taxi part might not be reliable so you can and sometimes will get stuck there with no way back out. I can lose my job if I head there and get stuck. I have no fall back so can't risk it. He hasn't made any friends in his years there so you can't even ask for a lift or offer someone a few quid to get you to the train station. Fuck me it's awkward. Years of not seeing him and spending xmas day alone. Yay.

He travels a bit now because I think he regrets his choice. He's retired and bored there with nothing to do all day every day. He has all the time in the world to spend on whetever he wants. A few weeks ago he was talking about visiting me and I had to tell him the dates didn't suit as I'm quite ill every month around the same time… I plan my days off work around my cycle and I die at home for 2 days before heading back to work. There's 28 or more days of the month that he can choose from and instead he just fucked off and hasn't talked to me for several weeks now cos I ruined his plan to get out of there for a break when he felt like it.

He doesn't care about me, the visit is an excuse to get out his boring arse town and not even to see me. Go book a hotel somewhere if all you want is bed and breakfast on demand. How dare I be ill in bed for a few days like that. My bad. How many more weeks of silence do I deserve for my crime?? You fucked off when it suited you, you want to come visit when it suits. Everything is on your terms and never mine. I'm a non-person, no life, no needs, no fucking parents the last few years. That's how it feels.

When it went over the one month mark of silence on his end I started to panic that something happened to him… I asked my brother if he heard from him and he told me he's having a few away days in a hotel having a lil break and he's all good. Fuck you then dad. I'm here looking up obituaries and you're just playing games like a prick. Selfish to the very end.

No. 945399

>>944994
You still sound a bit pick me ish

No. 945402

I genuinely despise my brother. I want him nowhere near me. I hate being around him so much that whenever he's home I go into a depressive state and am constantly annoyed.

No. 945414

>>945396
I'm so sorry your dad is this way. You deserve better.

No. 945423


No. 945424

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I fucking hate living with roommates. I live with 3 other people, all girls around my age. They just do not know how to live in a shared space. Part of having a roommate = less rent = you need to be more accomodating of the other people living in your house. 2 of them just have no courtesy at all, and 1 of them is a completely mentally ill "i have adhd and anxiety" mess. All of our conflict starts in the kitchen, where nobody cleans up after themselves on a daily basis. We HAVE A DISHWASHER (which is a huge luxury) and nobody bothers to fill it or to unload it but me. I have talked to them about this, and they all kind of point fingers at each other but don't change their ways. My 1 roommate that uses her ADHD as a weapon basically will "forget" that the dishes in the sink for days are hers and will text our groupchat something super passive aggressive about how we all need to clean up after ourselves. I know they aren't my dishes as I make a point to clean mine immediately to avoid their sink cesspool, and another one of my roommates uses her own set of plates/bowls. I have talked to them so many times about how we need to take the bathroom trash out when it is full so that nasty tampons don't spill everywhere. It feels like shit because I just want to do these things to make my environment livable, but I should be getting some help from the 3 other people who live with me. I never want to have roommates again, but I am not financially stable enough to live in the housing market I live in.

No. 945427

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>>945388
It was a dumb mistake on my part. Here's a tidbit though
She always posted things on her fb page like "anyone can be my friend" "if you need someone I'll be there" and "dont be afraid to become my friend" (something like pic related)

Then I actually message her and I apparently just left her on read (I don't remember doing so, I changed numbers and fb account though, or probably I did left her on read as a mistake, I'm not the most focused person in the world). So then I try to add her again and she doesn't respond, and continues to not respond. And then I contact her on facebook and insta. And still no response, I thought "Maybe I did something wrong or she just hasn't seen my messages because of some error", I freaked out. She then out of nowhere told me "I don't add unknown people" (even though I know her from school?) and then she was like "I'm tired of you trying to contact me everywhere, I have no time for people like you". Idk

That's what happened. Sorry for the spacing of my post I'm just upset with some small anxiety.

No. 945430

>>945335
Original DnD poster here, and my group is actually really nice. I like hanging out with them just in general, separated from the game. During a session they’re not really strict about noise or anything, we actually get distracted pretty often and start talking about other shit meanwhile. Maybe I just got lucky tho.

No. 945431

>>945427
She sounds… untrustworthy and odd.
It seems more often than not that people who post things like that are only doing it to seem like a good person and not because they actually are.
I don't think you did anything wrong here. Best to leave her alone now, though. Hope you'll feel better soon.

No. 945435

>>945431
She always keeps this image of being super bubbly and hardworking, so dunno. Maybe I am a nuisance. I feel like I should not trust people anymore.

No. 945437

>>945435
She’s sketchy for sure, but if someone doesn’t want to connect you then leave it at that.

No. 945438

I never understood when nonnies get mad that their friends didn’t reply. I have friends I don’t talk to everyday. If we don’t message back we always go back to the previous convo or just move on if it wasn’t important.

No. 945439

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this guy in the new season of you is so fucking ugly to me i can barely watch the show

No. 945443

>>945438
I guess it depends on what your last message was, such as if it was a question it can be pretty hard waiting for a response.
Asked my friend if she could remove something that revealed some personal info of mine on her Instagram a week or so ago, she still hasn't responded. That's one case where I'm pretty annoyed at a lack of response.
But getting mad at people for not responding to a casual convo is what I don't understand. If someone doesn't want to respond then they don't want to, why want to talk to someone who doesn't want to talk to you anyway?
I've noticed this behaviour of getting annoyed at a lack of response comes more from scrotes though.

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>>942931
>>943352
>>942911
just saw these from the last thread as I’ve been shitting myself for a few days from the stress, (and dying of cringe) love you. needed that.

No. 945452

>>945427
you dodged a bullet never befriend someone via facebook, anyone who uses facebook the way she does is insane. try meeting people outside of social media i promise you it will go better

No. 945458

>>945452
I know her from IRL and she acts also very nice though. I thought it would be ok.

No. 945461

>>945439
all of the men on that show are ugly to me except for love's brother in season two. the show would not be watchable if it weren't for victoria pedretti tbh

No. 945463

>>945461
very true. i find joe ugly as well. he looks like he smells like corn chips

No. 945472

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this is my mood.

No. 945475

Growing up with three older brothers just made me suppress myself and everything I desired deep down. Now I'm 22 and they're not breathing down my neck or bullying me, but it's too late. I'm too fucking autistic to function properly around girls my own age. I don't have similar interests, I don't know anything about makeup, I'm too insecure to "doll myself up" if I was go out-out, I have cringe music taste, etc. I just wish I could assimilate with my new uni classmates properly.

No. 945481

>>945475
I'm similar to you. It's okay to be tomboyish. It's okay to not want to "doll oneself up". There's more women like us out there, please don't force yourself, because I did and it was a disaster. I just eased myself into some girly stuff carefully (stuff that I already had interest in, example: baking cute cakes), but once I tried to do what everyone expected of women (lots of makeup, nails, always dressed up, etc you know the sterotype) my life turned to shit and my self esteem went down. Making yourself more "femenine" is a joke, just be your own person, talk about the things you like, be confident in yourself. People like that way more, and you'll find the right friends (and partner!) that way.

No. 945482

>>945461
Incorrect, Shay Mitchell is the only reason to watch that show. I loathe the man but that’s the point, I couldn’t get through the second season because of the pedo guy and the “lol you’re not an Angeleno until you spot these stupid fucking quirky bullshit things” can’t stand it. The white man in a comment section narration voice is so grating, no one should have to listen to a man’s inner dialogue that isn’t their parole officer.

No. 945484

I honestly hate the lesbian vs bi discourse and the "lescel" meme (as a bi woman who didn't sleep with any men until just last year but did sleep with several women) and it makes me feel ugly and terrible because I have BPD kek. I also starve myself a lot and kind of use the discourse to motivate me to starve even more because I tell myself people think lesbians are all fat (when statistically bi women are fatter according to Vox) and now I weigh under 80 pounds and my libido is in the toilet but the best thing is I no longer care about looking like an incel because I'm thinner than all the salty fatties on here who think they're oppressed for loving men.

No. 945485

>>945475
thinking you need to know shit about makeup to get along with other girls is pretty autistic yes.

No. 945487

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>>945484
wow anon thats a lot to unpack right there in your post

No. 945496

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I want someone to hug me and tell me "it's okay it wasn't your fault". Sorry for asking this here but if some anon could please be nice to me and say this, it would make me feel so much better.

No. 945497

>>945475
I’m so happy for you, and I promise there’s way more girls who relate to you than you think. I hope you have a therapist or journal your thoughts out for that trauma to have a place, it is very possible to take that experience for what it was and now be able to do all the things you never got to and celebrate. It’s a biological function to feel anxiety about age, but you are really way too young to let yourself think like that. Abuse can exhaust you, but I hope you connect with your source of energy more freely now, though it might take time. With everyone coming out of the pandemic slowly, a lot of people couldn’t explore and pursue experiences they wanted so it’s a very relatable thing to connect on. Anyone with a brother can understand that and would want to help you/introduce you to all of those really fun experiences. It doesn’t matter what age you are, it’s always possible to find someone who would love to introduce you to things while they get to relive it for the first time and feel your excitement. Once you truly accept you are deserving of those things, those people will find you and you’ll be able to give them appreciation they wouldn’t have had. I have really good feelings for you, everyone wants positivity and new experiences now so as long as you have a good sense of humor you’ll be fine.

No. 945498

>>945484
>I also starve myself a lot and kind of use the discourse to motivate me to starve even more because I tell myself people think lesbians are all fat (when statistically bi women are fatter according to Vox)
shit i thought i was the only one who did stuff like that lol. sometimes i'll be contemplating recovery then i'll find statistics showing that a demographic i belong to has a high rate of fatties and then i'm back to square one. not willing to be a stereotype

No. 945499

>>945496
It’s okay, and it wasn’t your fault.

No. 945500

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>>945496
everything will be okay anon

No. 945502

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feeling like suicide again but i know my parents would be depressed. also, wanting to die but also not wanting to die is such a strange state to exist in. it's like i'm hoping this mysterious three year long constant 24/7 chest pain will just make me not wake up one day, but i'm also terrified and definitely don't want to die at twenty-two.

No. 945503

I hate being such an autist, like most people doesn’t seem to be able to clock me but instead of being an obvious aspie I apparently come off as “innocent” and someone that should be protected and I fucking hate it. I’m almost 31 I don’t need this kind of disrespect

No. 945505

>>945481
I do actually want to try it or know more at least for occasions but the thought of even attempting it feels awkward. Like I'm putting on an act unlike myself even though deep down I would want to wear that lip gloss or whatever. I dunno how to put this into words without blabbing on but thank you for your advice anon. I appreciate it.
>>945485
From experience, it's something that's come up in previous friendships. I mentioned interests and music taste too.

No. 945507

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>>945496
It's going to be okay and it wasn't your fault

No. 945511

I'm so confused about my feelings I wish I didn't have FEELINGS it makes me feel stupid and irrational god dammit. I wish I could be alone for once with this godforsaken male and hold his hand and ask if he likes me but also every single thing he does fills me with such annoyance that I want to bash his skull in. Actually, maybe now that I've written it, I'm annoyed because he isn't paying 100% undivided attention to me and not because of what he does.

No. 945526

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NEETs are honestly terrible. I hope none of you ever have to know one IRL, it's not good.

No. 945530

>>945349
You "lonely" "depressed" bitches always have a BF gtfo and move over for actual lonely bitches with no one to lean on

No. 945533

>>945402
Felt every inch of this post

No. 945535

>>945502
ye same
>>945526
I thought this was gore for a sec

No. 945536

>>945424
I want to move away from my family desperately but this is my biggest fucking fear. I'm not a massive clean freak but so many people don't have even the most basic cleaning manners.

No. 945539

>>945535
Sorry anon, I hope it didn't scare you too bad. I'll try to be more mindful of the photos I use cause I keep seeing anons say this.

No. 945546

>>945497
Thank you for your kind words anon. The girls are uni are actually really sweet and I just feel bad that I can't give the same energy back because of my doubts. Thank you again for encouraging me

No. 945547

>>945502
The pain doesn't go away anon. Get help or find something fulfilling in your life. Stay off the internet and get more active.

No. 945549

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>>945526
The ones that pretend to be all cocky and somehow better than functional adults are terrible. I have some hope for the rest. I have alot of empathy for the ones that want out but dont know how to get there.

No. 945553

>>945424
I completely agree with you anon. Past night my fucking roommate decided to bring someone in the room at 4 in the morning and I couldn't go back to sleep. My day is basically gone because I had to sleep in a few hours after classes. People are not courteous whatsoever, they are so fucking rude. I'm going through the process of getting an ESA registered just so I don't have to share a room with anyone else, I am completely tired of dealing with people who don't have basic manners and can't clean up after their damned selves.

No. 945555

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>>945503
Samefag, wrote previous post on the train home from a date that didn't end the way I hoped ("I have dated a LOT of girls but you are the first one I feel I need to take care of because you're so innocent" bullshit) and the more I think about this the more upset I get. Tired of hearing that shit. I wish I was more of a bad bitch but it's really not in my nature no matter how much I try to change this fucking annoying "cute and innocent" impression I give people.

No. 945558

Both my room mates are just the lowest of the low they're like caricatures of incel manbaby scrotes you got the balding crossdressing programmer dude who I'm pretty sure wanks in front of his mirror, for the longest time I thought he was bulimic turns out it's just his smoker's cough being extra vile. Amazingly the other one's smoker's cough is even worse as is his neckbeard nest as are his weed addiction and completely unacknowledged drinking problem. Don't get me started on their diets I know it's none of my business but my god it's hard to watch sometimes. Then you can't even vent to anyone bc it's soo cruel to complain about these grown-up so-called human beings not being able to scrub the toilet of their shit stains and hoarding used dishes in their rooms for months because nona muh sign of depreshun oh my gosh how dare u. This city's housing market will make me kms one day and it's not fair. These creatures deserve to drop dead first.

No. 945560

>>945526
I dindu nothin

No. 945565

>>945555
Same anon the babying shit annoys me. I feel like I'm being looked down on lol.

No. 945568

I’m so sick and tired with the world obsession with age. I am only 26 and I feel like I have no future at all. I come from a background of abuse, drug use and mental illness and only now I am able to try and have a normal life and it seems that I am too late for anything now. I always wanted to make art and music and I feel like a total baby autist trying to learn as fast as I can now to compensate for all my lost youth. I feel like my life is vanishing away like sand in my hands and I’m grabbing and grabbing as hard as I can and is all for nothing. Nonnies I’m at my rope’s end.

No. 945569

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I was supposed to bathe today, but felt too uncomfortable to due to my brother being home. Now I feel gross but I feel too uncomfortable to be naked while he's here.
I need to move out, but that's going to take a while.
I wish I lived in a cozy, small Japanese apartment. I wish my brother was nowhere near me. I wish my father would just let me go.

No. 945578

>>945565
Yeah it feels like I'm not being taken seriously as an adult. It's infuriating. And I hate not being able to figure out what the fuck I do that cause this reaction in people.

No. 945582

>>945568
Cut out the source that's making you worry about age because it's delusional, and get to learning the things you wanna do and you will see you can still do them while also balancing out your values toward doing what you enjoy instead of superficial things. If you're still living there's time and you still have 30+ years ahead of you to take life in your own hands and find out what makes it worth living. You can also look up "famous late bloomers" and things like that, although I don't even think you're late since it can take a long time to figure things out

No. 945584

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I'm in a commited relationship, but I'm having the strangest feelings for some other guy right now. It feel very much like the begining of love, but I don't really want to date him nor have sex with him. I do have a lot of affection for him, want to see him often and I want him to be happy. Sometimes I even want to hug him. And my heart is heavy when I can't see him for a long time. Feels pretty weird.

No. 945587

>>945568
also if you really wanna stick to social media (I'm only assuming this is where some of the mentality comes from but could be wrong) you should find and follow people your age or older who are enjoying their life, doing things. This whole idea of there being cut off is a myth that must come from high schoolers and pedo media, don't know where else because every normal person in the world doesn't limit themselves at your age they keep on enjoying things that I've seen. I'd really say that's the perfect age too since you're hopefully not quite as immature to be taken advantage of as someone even younger but you are still young

No. 945589

>>945582
Thank you so much for answering nonny. Not to sound dramatic but I'm over here almost crying reading what you told me. And you are right I need to stop with the delusions and focus on my life.

>>945587
Yeah a lot of it comes from social media if I'm being honest. Thank you for your honesty and advice nonny is really helping me out.

No. 945595

>>945549
What I really don't like are the ones who rely on other people for money. They're extremely entitled while also feeling like they are superior to those people. The one I know likes to blame everyone else for how her life is going (because somehow none of it is her fault at all). Just manipulative and horrible. Unfortunately I can't cut her off right now.
I'm sure there are some ok NEETs, I just don't like the ones who act like that.

No. 945601

>>945595
There is nothing more rage inducing than an arrogant NEET gloating about their free time and mocking 'wagies' for not being clever enough to be unemployed too and having to suffer through work. Completely ignoring the fact that most NEETs rely on pathetic 'wagies' for financial support. Leeching off others is a massive luxury they're lucky to have, and much of the time it's an actively cruel thing to do to someone who loves you.

Realistically they're just coping hard for the judgement NEETs get but fuck, have some humility.

No. 945602

>>945595
What if your living costs are nothing besides a roof and food

No. 945604

>>945498
This is part of the reason I dress in a femme way and won't dye my hair in an extremely artificial color. I'm bi but if people asummed that because of my appearance, it would be demoralizing, I don't wanna be associated with the Tumblr stereotype kek

No. 945605

>>945601
It’s always them feeling entitled for living off their parents money. It’s like they expect to be treated that way and not even set goals for themselves when they have a support system. Not only that, but they talk massive shit about their parents who have been noting but supportive. I do blame them a bit though because they instilled this entitlement in them.

No. 945610

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>>945601
I'm not NEET but I love NEET memes and will continue to use them whenever applicable.

No. 945611

>>945605
a lot of the time it's the parents fault their kids grew to be so fucked up as to become neets though. personally if my christcuck parents had gotten me diagnosed for dyslexia and add much earlier instead of claiming i was "possessed" or "lying" then i wouldn't still be in their fucking house. i wouldn't suffer anxiety so extreme that i can't even live in dorm on campus or attend in person courses

No. 945620

I have curly hair but not like the pretty loose curls type of hair, more like the small thick stuck together type of curls. I hate it.

No. 945631

Vinny Vinesauce is a huge piece of fucking shit. I regret being his friend for so long. Fuck him. I have no one to talk to about this so I guess I came here to scream into the void. If you ever befriend him, don’t.

No. 945635

>>945601
Ayrt, and you said it better than I did. I just have such a hard time having any kind of empathy for them when they pull that shit. My NEET is one of the most immature people I know. It's like she's mentally a teenager but still wants the respect of a grown woman. and of course she's always the victim no matter what
>>945602
I'm not sure what you're asking me? I think relying on other people for money and then pretending that you're better than them is wrong no matter how much money you're taking from them.

No. 945637

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My brother called me edgy because I said pedos should die. I didn't even kept arguing because I know it would be fruitless and draining. That's the kind of thing that most men just don't understand. He's probably for reintroducing the guy back into society and shit, which okay I guess, but people don't say shit like "kill the pedos" for no reason. They didn't steal some frivolous shit, they ruined (mostly girls) lives forever.
I was groped in a bus by some guy when I was 10 for like almost an hour when I was a kid. I'll never forget his face. I was afraid to catch the same bus, especially at the same bus stop for months, even though it is literally my everyday bus, even to this day.
I am now feeling like shit not only because I was reminded of that incident, but also because my brother can't understand victim's POVs.
Fuck all pedos, they should day slowly.

No. 945641

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>>945637
He's probably into loli and doesn't like the personal attack

I've found that the more Chad a guy is the more he's totally on board with cutting off pedophile dicks. The coomers are always the ones that get defensive

No. 945642

>>945637
You're totally right and you're brother is a secret pedo for sure, fuck him fr

No. 945644

>>945378
I always had this feeling of ''I should've stayed a hermit recluse instead of trying to reach out because it'd have hurted less than any of the failed friendships and the bad feelings that come with relationships.'' I am extremely insecure and jealous about my closest friendhips. I always end up wanting more attention of what I deserve, because I am not really a good friend or company yet I expect people to reach out to me for whatever reason. It's awful

No. 945645

>>945530
Get therapy. Or Tinder, whatever helps you be more compassionate

No. 945647

>>945631
How the hell did you befriend him?

No. 945656

>>945637
My brother is a subhuman scum misogynistic piece of shit but even he would agree with castrating and skinning all pedos. Test your pedo brother some more. Make him the family embarrassment if you can

No. 945658

>>945641
>>945642
I honestly don't think he's into pedoshit and he criticized stuff like that before, he just drunk too much libfem Kool aid and thinks that one solution fits all for most criminals, which is jail time and reeducation. In a perfect utopia, maybe. Probably if I told him I was sexually harassed by a pedo he would change his tune and say sorry and feel guilty and shit, but honestly it would be too much for me, I think I only ever told my boyfriend about it and it stills makes me shaky/emotional. Not solely for me, but to think about how shit like this and worse happens every fucking day.
Sorry for random unloading this and thank you for the support, nonnies.
When my boyfriend gets out of work I will vent to him as well cause I know he agrees with me on that

No. 945661

>>945647
I don’t wanna get into details but I’m a content creator too. But all those girls who tried to ‘cancel’ Vinny at the start of this year weren’t, so I’m guessing it isn’t too hard to befriend him kek.
He has done me dirty so many times and I kept it in for so many years. Just wanted to say fuck that asshole, not trying to spill.

No. 945662

>>945661
Don’t befriend Internet scrotes. You should spill some of the details. I’m sure no one knows who you are.

No. 945665

>>945661
Spill something juicy anon

No. 945670

I saw a tiktok of some woman's husband dying of liver failure and now I can't stop crying because he looks like an older version of my boyfriend.
Can't believe I've seen so much fucked up shit over the years and this is the thing that breaks me? He just looked so weak and lifeless.

No. 945697

>>945661
Did you fuck Vinny at the very least

No. 945700

>>945661
Oh nevermind you’re definitely a fucking scrote

No. 945706

>>945661
>I'm a content creator too
Lmao do you have a thread here?

No. 945709

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I hate interacting with autistic people on here where my neurotypical bitches at

No. 945711

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I just found out my 30 year old male coworker has a 24 year old gf and this bothers me for some reason. Also they've been together since she was like 21-22. I feel too young around a 30 year old man to imagine a relationship with someone his age, and I always expected his girlfried to be around 28-30 since he seemed like a pretty mature "normal" guy, I just didn't expect his partner to be younger. I don't know why the fact that his gf is my age bothers me so much. Idk, maybe I'm just very immature? Why does it make me angry?

No. 945713

>>945711
Because you’re too focused on other people’s lives

No. 945717

>>945713
normally I don't care about anything involving other people's lives, I don't socialize at work, but older men with younger women make my blood boil

No. 945718

takes a dump in your favourite louis vuitton boots
nothing personal, norma

No. 945719

>>945717
because you’re mad that he didn’t want to date an old woman like you? wouldn’t blame him, they’re always cruel to younger women like me

No. 945720

>>945711
30 and 24 really isn't that weird anon, if she were under 21 i'd get your discomfort but that's normal

No. 945721

>>945711
who gives a fuck she’s literally almost 25 you moron, her brain is pretty much already developed already

No. 945723

>>945717
But that's not a big age gap and 30 yo men are still retarded anyway

No. 945724

>>945719
I literally said his gf is my age, also you sound like a scrote >>945721
6 years is quite a difference already. Men age faster, imagine having a 50 year old scrote when you're 44 and still fit

No. 945725

>>945700
>>945697
>>945706
Lmfao nope to all of these. I’m not a big creator by any means and I’m too boring to have a thread. And no thankfully I’m not a scrote. I do have to agree with an anon upthread not to befriend e-moids. It’s so not worth it. Met quite a few tubers and streamers and only girls are somewhat tolerable. Internet famous dudes are the most low value on the planet no matter how endearing or ~wholesum~ they seem online

No. 945729

>>945724
No I don’t because that’s just so stupid. go stew in your subconscious jealousy for their relationship

No. 945733

>>945717
“I don’t socialize at work.” Clearly you do if you know what age your coworkers gf is. Don’t be pressed.

No. 945734

>>945725
Are you a twitch girly or tuber

No. 945735

>>945728
I heard about his gf from a female coworker who brags about everyone's personal lives even when not asked so
>>945729
Yes I'm jealous of a balding 30 year old kek

No. 945738

>>945735
Just worry about your own relationship or your non existing one. It’s two consenting adults. If this is on your mind enough to vent on lolcow then damn your life isn’t a bit interesting, but that’s okay.

No. 945741

>>945725
>Internet famous dudes are the most low value on the planet no matter how endearing or ~wholesum~ they seem online
how come? I'm dating one

No. 945742

>>945738
>It’s two consenting adults.
Spoken like a tumblr libtard.

No. 945743

>>945713
girl you're on lolcow

No. 945744

>>945742
You are really screeching over a 6 year age gap? Lol

No. 945746

>>945741
So is everyone dating a famous edude

No. 945748

>>945724
They're probably scrotes or that one sad pick me from the unpopular opinions thread who hates older women and wants to fuck old men. Just ignore them kek. When you're young 6 years is a large age gap despite what they say, especially since they got together when she was in her early 20s.

No. 945749

>>945742
what about 25 and 29?

No. 945754

>>945709
are you sure you aren't autistic too?

No. 945756

>>945711
Why is everyone so angry at this post? On another day farmers would be saying a 21 and 27 year old together is weird, but this is the vent thread so I guess it's normal for people to do this

No. 945758

>>945631
PLEASE SPILL THE MILK

No. 945759

>>945756
I’m sure nobody is angry. The anon who posted sure was because she said she was angry and her blood was boiling. Negative responses doesn’t always equate to angry emotions.

No. 945760

>>945709
>where my neurotypical bitches at
tiktok

No. 945761

>>945759
Well the responses sure do seem upset, even if they're not angry.

No. 945762

>>945744
Yeah I think that a 21 year old woman and a 27 year old man is gross? It doesn't matter she's 24 now because I know they've been together for at least 3 years (if not more), he had a better job and more experience and all that power imbalance
>>945748
Ikr? They just sound like scrotes. Like, I wouldn't care about a 30 yo and a 36 yo who just met, but this is a different case

No. 945764

>>945760
KEK anon
this response has so many levels I love it, well done

No. 945765

>>945711
Ignore the tards jumping down your throat. It is fucking weird, especially since her started dating her around 21-22.

No. 945767

>>945761
I personally am just confused how come she feels young around someone that's just 30, most man at that age still come off as obnoxious teenagers. And it just isn't that big of a difference

No. 945769

>>945762
Referring to anyone who doesn’t agree as a scrote is pathetic. Sorry, you’re hurt that a man is dating a younger woman of age. You can’t really call it grooming if you don’t know how they met or what’s the circumstances. Or do you?

No. 945771

>>945769
Nta, but literally no one called it grooming

No. 945772

>>945771
I know but that’s what she’s making it out to be. She’s so disgusted at a 6 year age difference.

No. 945775

>>945772
How? Is this going to be another celebcow thread situation

No. 945777

>>945772
As she should be. Go back.

No. 945778

>>945765
It isn’t, it’s so fucking unfair to the younger women who clearly made a choice to be in that relationship unless she was coerced into it. Stop infantilizing that woman, she can make her own damn decisions you fucking weirdo

No. 945779

>>945775
Ask her. Age anon if you see this why does a 6 year age difference concern you so much it boils your blood?

No. 945780

>>945779
I just hope you realize you can take advantage of someone without it being grooming. Not that I necessarily think he took advantage of her, but you're putting words in anon's mouth.

No. 945782

>>945767
You seriously don't understand how can a 24 year old female feel young around a balding 30 year old boomer? Maybe I feel young around him because when I was in my late teens and early 20s I didn't date an older scrote that sucked the youth and life out of me unlike some posters here
>>945779
I already said why, scrote.

No. 945785

Stop replying to the pickme. She's venting her frustrations here because changing her fossil bf's diapers every day is a pain in the ass. Poor girl.

No. 945786

>>945742
They literally are two consenting adults, stop fucking playing lmao

No. 945787

>>945778
>muh choice
Ok libtard, let's just refrain from questioning why men would go after women who are at completely different developmental stages than them. I'm sure there's no exploitation going on there.

No. 945788

>>945785
>fossil bf
kek

No. 945789

>>945782
The thing is you never really said why. You said “I don't know why the fact that his gf is my age bothers me so much. Idk, maybe I'm just very immature?” that’s not a much of a reason besides being a personal bias.

No. 945790

>>945785
>fossil
>30

Kind of defeats the point of 30 not being old? Hypocrite. Stay mad that I’m young and you aren’t anymore

No. 945791

>>945782
I'm sorry to be that autistic person but 30 years old is millenial or gen x, not boomer

No. 945792

>>945790
>everyone who disagrees with me is an old women REE
Ah, so it is you then.

No. 945793

>>945788
No, really. It amazes me how brainwashed you have to be on powdered, expired cum to defend scrotes that exclusively chase younger girls. Like you just know farmers' comments on these predators personally hurt her. Kek.

No. 945794

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>>945721
>muh developed brain at 25
Ok so a 27 year old man, with completely developed brain, went after a 21-22 year old who still had like 3-4 years of development ahead of her, hmmm, nothing fishy in here.

No. 945795

So I guess there are a lot more anons worrying about getting old while entertaining geriatric bfs than I thought

No. 945796

>>945792
What's hilarious is that I'm most likely around her age unless she's under 18. It's what happens when you slurp too much expired scrote dust.

No. 945797

>>945787
Because the answer is simple and clear in plain sight you will never ever actually be concerned for these women at all and are only concerned about the age difference because the scrote didn’t want to date an old cougar like you. She is almost 25 and he’s 30, that’s pretty typical with your granny pants headass

No. 945798

>>945793
Nobody said the scrote chases younger women. What if this is his first gf that’s younger than him? Boo hoo

No. 945801

>>945790
>Stay mad that I’m young and you aren’t anymore
I hope you don't expect to be taken seriously here after posting that do you lmao

No. 945802

>>945797
I'm 23 kek. Now I'm convinced that this is a baiting scrote who is mad as fuck that there are younger women out there who can see right through them and don't want to fuck their receding hairlined asses. Seethe more.

No. 945807

>>945802
Is your asshole tired from all the dick you took?

No. 945809

>>945782
I think it's fine to be weirded out, I would be too. It doesn't necessarily have to be grooming to feel wrong to you, it's just how you feel. My friend's brother started dated an undergrad when he was a grad student, different schools and they were in different fields so it wasn't as if it was a power imbalance in academia, but I did lose some respect for him for it just because their places in life were so clearly different.

No. 945810

>>945802
t. someone with a differing opinion than mine must be a scrote

it’s an imageboard, i don’t need to prove anything to you only that you’re overcompensating and an eavesdropper

No. 945813

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>>945802
He learnt how to sage and the babby thinks that's all it takes to blend in kek YWNBAW

No. 945816

>one poster weirded out by an age gap and power imbalance
>scrotes and pickmes lose their minds
So that's the power of lolcow

No. 945817

>using "t." incorrectly
It gets funnier by the second

No. 945820

>>945807
Confirmed moid.

>>945810
Weren't you just calling everyone who disagrees with you an old woman? Lol.

No. 945821

Arguing about age difference is not very milky. I’m tired of the stupid fucking infighting for no reason. Especially in any /OT/ y’all are ready to spend all damn day spewing half baked debates.
Who cares about op and her work colleagues, let’s all move the fuck on and vent some more about our OWN frustrations.
For example I want to go to the gym but my car battery died and I can’t go.
Guess I am figuring out a home routine tonight. Plus side is, I don’t have to watch all the morons wearing masks while working out but refusing to wipe down any of the equipment.

No. 945822

>>945816
Pickme is sure lolcows new fave word. Doesn’t agree with original anon, she must be a pickme. Pickme, pickme!

No. 945823

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>>945807
>>945804

No. 945827

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>>945822
They praise a woman for thinking for herself but when she actually does it she’s a handmaiden. Female solidarity is and will always be a smoke screen and this website is a good representation of that. Scrote this, pick me that, a woman can’t be anything only to be designated by other people’s words. I will always be attracted to older men and bitching about a 30 year old scrote dating a 25 year old will always be hilarious to me.

No. 945830

>>945795
kek this
the eternally young scared to age anon with the old 30 year old balding scrote

someone should draw this

No. 945831

>>945827
Just because you can ThInK fOr YoUrSeLf doesn't mean that your thoughts aren't stupid as fuck and subject to criticism on an open forum. Lmao.

No. 945832

>>945816
I think it's just that one baiter from earlier. That or there's a flood of new zoomers cause those aren't the usual posts around here

No. 945833

>>945830
You are the annoying anon who needs to learn to sage

No. 945834

>>945827
Omg anon we get it, you lust after old men, but think 25 is old for women because that's what men tell you, or because you're underage, or maybe both.

No. 945835

>>945827
Well, imo if a woman does or says something that our patriarchal society would've expected from her anyway, she's, by definition, closer to the pickme side than a woman who speaks/does against it and tries to analyze power dynamics (like with hetero couples and age gaps etc.) instead of going with the classic liberal
>MUH CHOICE

No. 945837

Imagine if there were profiles on lolcow. Half of you hippo crates would be exposed.

No. 945838

>>945831
Okay internalized woman-hater

No. 945840

my shit smells so bad like oil but nothing is wrong with me by doctor standards

No. 945841

>>945838
Okay dumbass who just learned what that term was 5 minutes ago.

No. 945843

>>945835
Have you ever thought once in your life that maybe politics isn’t always personal? And that the relationship between them is entirely complex and not entirely decided by the outside world?

No. 945844

>>945827
>emale solidarity is and will always be a smoke screen and this website is a good representation of that.
You're the same anon who cries about women bullying you your whole life so you hate them more than moids right? Lol you're always projecting under everyone's posts, it's routine

No. 945846

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No. 945847

>I will always be attracted to older men
Kek I knew it struck a nerve

No. 945848

>>945832
I thought the same, and combined with the rigid porn and kpop defending a few days ago, I think it's the latter.

No. 945849

Not any of the anons from the age gap drama, but why are you guys assuming it’s a same user? This site has no profiles to lead you back to the person.

No. 945850

>>945843
Statistically the bigger the age gap the higher the risk of divorce and that's for a reason.
And have you thought about the fact that a 21 year old is not fully developed and a fully developed 27 year old going after that person isn't ok?

No. 945851

>>945840
this post in the sea of infighting made me laugh so much

No. 945852

>>945850
A 21 year old is an adult, get over yourself they’re not under 18.

No. 945854

My poop is orange and slimey and I’ve used to restroom to shit at least 6 times today

No. 945858

>>945827
I'm sorry for the lack of great female figures in your life. Being a woman isn't automatically a ticket for other women agreeing with you, especially not when you act like a cunt in order to feel more nlog.

No. 945859

>>945844
>the same anon who cries about women bullying you your whole life so you hate them more than moids right?
Yep definitely kek

No. 945860

>>945840
>>945854
Since we're venting about shit, my poop has been weirdly smelly lately, and I've been getting constipated from those fiber one bars. It must be something in my diet, but idk what cause I'm eating the same I've always been.

No. 945861

>>945858
tfw you’re ESL

No. 945865

>>945861
.. as the majority of the world.

No. 945866

I love how lolcow is supposedly a redfem board yet the Corpse Husband thread in snow is currently being derailed by anons shitting all over a woman’s looks. A woman who, unlike Corpse, isn’t afraid to show her face publicly. We’ll never see progress, ladies

No. 945867

>>945852
Doesn't change the fact your brain isn't fully developed at 21, not to mention all the experience and resources a 27 year old male has compared to a 21 year old female

No. 945869

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I'm starting to realize that for the last four years the reason why I feel constantly depressed and inadequate is due to the people around me. They kept calling me negative and said that I should go to a psychologist for my issues. I never felt I could ever be happy the same way that they were; my self-esteem shattered. However, I just realized my old friend group in high school pretty much talked about the same things and nobody called each other negative, we were just talking about our shitty lives and simply encouraged people to get through it. Also, even though I was going through a lot during my senior year of high school but I had more self-esteem and confidence. The only difference between then and now is that nobody pathologized my shitty life.

I'm not saying that I'm perfect or that I don't have mental health problems but why the fuck did I think talking about my life to clearly privileged people would not backfire? Why did I seek the advice of people whose biggest problem is being a little weird when I have dealt with homelessness and DV?

No. 945872

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I am tired of performative men and delusional women with daddy issues and wrinkly ballsack fetishes trying to convince the world that 30+ year old men are attractive, while 30+ year old women are grandmas. The opposite is literally true, anyone who claims MILFs aren't hot is a liar. Balding scrotes with beer guts and low quality sperm will never be hot, at least not to me sorry!!!
I know that roughly 70% of those women in the delusional wrinkle fetish category are also team "date a fat man so I can feel small and cute", don't even lie. Shit's disgusting, I can't imagine dating ugly faggots just so I can feel youthful and more attractive. What's the fucking point if you're going to wake up next to Quasimodo? How can anyone be happy like that?
*Note: This is my vent. Any angry reply will just make my waist more snatched, my tits bigger, my ass fatter and my teeth whiter, especially from dd/lg fetishists and disgusting 30+ scrotes

No. 945876

>>945867
Doesn’t change the fact that also legally they are adults and if it’s a consensual relationship then it’s okay.
>>945858
>especially not when you act like a cunt in order to feel more nlog

I’m really not like other women so yeah that’s pretty true

No. 945877

>>945872
Thanks for the same argument that’s been happening for an hour created as your own vent. You’ve come far

No. 945878

>>945872
Ngl I'm just really looking forward to her eventual mindbroken /g/ post. It's going to be a blast. Especially since she can't hide her posting style, always gotta mention how ebil the women in her life were.

No. 945879

>>945860
Solid or liquid? Mine is all liquid

No. 945882

>>945872
I’m attracted to older men because they have better resources and a lot of them can look hot

No. 945883

>>945879
It's solid and tiny. Like rodent turds or something. I think liquid poop means you might be sick?

No. 945884

>>945876
Many fucked up things were once legal, the legality and muh choice arguments are lame, try better scrote.

No. 945885

>>945883
I’m sick of the bullshit on lolcow that might be why my poop is bad. Is it the poop that tastes a few easy wipes or the wipe for a long time one??

No. 945886

>>945025
I missed this earlier, but damn that's scary. I took a nap earlier and already feel better and I don't have the urgent sense to pee as much, so I think my body is taking care of it. I've had UTIs this bad before, so I just have hope that my body will heal on it's own. Not that I'm against medicine, but I also don't want to go on antibiotics and have to deal with a yeast infection afterward. I'm making sure to drink water though!

No. 945887

>>945883
>”HAHAH AREN’T I SO QUIRKY TALKING ABOUT MY OWN SHIT AS A VAIN ATTEMPT TO CHANGE THE SUBJECT”

go call your doctor already, clench your butt cheeks and stop posting that

No. 945888

Every time I go out my vagina hair it sticks up awkwardly. When I shave it hurts like porcupines then next day. I can’t win. I even tried those vaginal buzzers but nipped my lip. WHHHHYYYY?!?!?!

No. 945889

>>945887
Nta but it’s a vent thread. If poop is her life it’s her way of life.

No. 945891

>>945849
Because it's the same sperging and topics within a 2-3 day frame.

No. 945893

>>945872
I also like how you think that there are no potentially attractive older men as well when /g/ threads tell you a whole different story

No. 945894

>>945887
Someone's mad (s) he doesn't get attention anymore, huh?

No. 945895

>>945866
literally every single thread is women shitting on other women's appearance, what the fuck are you on about

No. 945896

>>945885
Mine are always damn near ghost poops, but I always wet wipe anyway.
>>945887
I never said I was quirky for being semi-constipated, and I never said I was trying to change the subject. Maybe I just don't want to talk about old men anymore. No one goes to the doctor for constipation (and it's really not even constipation) and stinky poop, retard. If I go to the doctor what do you think they'll tell me? That poop is supposed to smell?
Keep complaining though, you only fuel my gross TMI poop posts.

No. 945898

>>945882
>a lot of them can look hot
LMAO. An attractive older man is extremely rare. Even among actors, most of them hit the wall

No. 945899

>>945898
But it’s perfectly fine for you to pray on immature ass young men? Do you understand how dumb the standards are? So let me sit on some old man dick and I’ll leave you to your odd taste in men

No. 945900

>>945896
Lucky you. Usually when I have ghost wipes they are solid and shaped and the size of a banana.

No. 945901

>>945876
I said feel like you are, not that you actually are.

No. 945903

Usually getting a guy at 30 you can see if they are balding. Not to be vain but hairlines matter to me. The older, then you can see if they will have hair or not

No. 945905

>>945872
BASED BASED BASED BASED BASED BASED BASED

No. 945908

>>945877
Thanks. I made my own vent because I have my own opinion but I don't want to consort with mentally hysteric scrotes or pick-mes, I am quite proud of myself

>>945878
Seriously, they all end up mad they wasted their youth on disgusting oldmanchildren like they weren't warned. Dummy shit

>>945882
I disagree, but you're entitled to your opinion

>>945893
I've been there. They are ugly to me. I'm young and beautiful, I desire a young and beautiful partner ♥

No. 945909

>>945896
>wet wip
You mean wet tissue or a wet wipe? If the latter, doesn't that feel weird?

No. 945910

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>>945899

NTA but I'll go back to my 20 yr old cock and you go back to your 44yr old cock. Kum bah yah

No. 945911

>>945908
>I’m young and beautiful

You’re definitely delusional and 30 years old. Tax filing is coming up soon!

No. 945912

>>945911
Bait as fuck. Just stop when you have valid points you ruin them by being petty as fuck.

No. 945914

>>945893
kek /g/ threads just proves her point. there's rarely any attractive men posted there

No. 945915

>>945909
Both are the same.

No. 945916

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>>945909
Nah, a wet wipe. Wet tissue would be to inconvenient cause the sink is on the other side of my bathroom. It actually feels pretty nice when my hole is burning (which it often does after pooping). Just have to wipe with dry tissue afterward.
Flushable wipes are bullshit btw.

No. 945919

>>945911
Nta but that's a cope and you know it.

No. 945920

>>945899
>But it’s perfectly fine for you to pray on immature ass young men
This came so out of nowhere I don't even know how to respond lmao. I guess me wanting someone my age is just as unhealthy as a 27 year old scrote going after a 21 year old. I also want to "pray" on immature men because I don't like wrinkly 50 year old dicks from /g/ threads

No. 945921

these grandpa fetishists need to chill already and move on smh, you have your own thread on /g/ with these old fucks

No. 945922

>>945911
Nice projection, I just entered my 20s, I'm fit, my pussy tastes like fruit and I have great genetics. Anyway, following in with the note in my vent, thank you for contributing even more to my beauty more with your rage. I wish you many happy years of erectile dysfunction and shitty old man diapers ♥

No. 945923

File: 1634863031714.jpeg (122.97 KB, 1500x1500, 28DFA95A-DDF0-4151-9B37-AD2FD7…)

>>945916
Poop anon I used to use those wipes. Surprisingly dude wipes work really well. I found them out form shake tank and bought them as a joke but they’re really good.

No. 945924

>>945914
But men are creepy for wanting women like me but you’re not creepy for wanting a 20 year old scrote. I aspire to be as braindead as you~

No. 945927

File: 1634863205402.gif (544.7 KB, 220x220, 99D73F07-0FDA-43D3-9CE3-65D18D…)

>>945922
>Nice projection, I just entered my 20s, I'm fit, my pussy tastes like fruit and I have great genetics. Anyway, following in with the note in my vent, thank you for contributing even more to my beauty more with your rage. I wish you many happy years of erectile dysfunction and shitty old man diapers

wtf KEK

No. 945928

>>945924
>a 24 year old wanting a 24 year old is as creepy as a 50 year old wanting a 24 year old
Fucking finish it already

No. 945929

File: 1634863241050.jpg (80.39 KB, 866x1300, 110801577-monochrome-portrait-…)


No. 945930

File: 1634863252826.jpg (35.28 KB, 500x340, 1632013188379.jpg)

>>945921
>implying most of it isn't just larping scrotes ultra triggered to have their silverfox meme delusions destroyed

No. 945931

File: 1634863302435.jpg (30.83 KB, 612x612, external-content.duckduckgo.co…)

>>945927
Yes. dd/lg femcels seething

No. 945932

File: 1634863387845.jpeg (397.4 KB, 965x1173, A59221E5-1A2A-4D4B-B789-510E2A…)

>>945922
THE CRINGE THE CRINGE THE CRINGE I CAN’T

No. 945933

>>945923
Smh, why are male marketed products always so cool looking and sometimes even better?? It's not fair. I'll look into these anon, thank you for the recommendation!

No. 945934

>>945931
NTA but posting a dogs small crusty asshole suddenly makes you invalid

No. 945935

>>945929
OP likes anime therefore OP needs to kys

No. 945936

>>945932
Kek. Honestly even if you are a hot shit stacy saying shit like "my pussy tastes like fruit" is peak pickme cringe.

No. 945937

File: 1634863439137.jpeg (Spoiler Image, 154.5 KB, 900x1200, anon got fossil moid attention…)

Stop bullying. I love my man's decaying dick and I know he struggles to get it up sometimes… and I get a little smegma stuck in my teeth sometimes… and his cum tastes like petrol… and I have to ride him all the time because his gut makes missionary tiresome for him… b-but despite all that he told me he loves ME and my tight young BODY! Stay mad ladies!

No. 945938

>>945932
This should be the next vent thread picture

No. 945939

>>945932
And so, it resorts to its usual auto-response of wojak spamming.

No. 945940

File: 1634863602096.jpg (226.13 KB, 973x1200, 1632847166348.jpg)

>>945932
>taking the time to copy-paste text from shitposts on Lolcow to prove that someone else is cringe and not you
The copes that happen when you want to fuck old men. Can't relate. Pic related, me but female version

No. 945943

>>945940
Go drink some protein powder and stfu tumor body

No. 945944

>>945936
>N-No the real cringe is not taking this argument seriously! Y-You're the pickme, I swear!
Drink water, bathe and eat well and your pussy will taste nice too, I promise

No. 945945

File: 1634863777396.jpg (85.85 KB, 736x731, 49a8aa2002950e17be06b82d314213…)

There's a lot of male contamination in this thread rn. Just stop replying and let them roleplay against each other.

No. 945946

>>945940
>I’m a stacy

Yeah right I think I hear your landlord knocking hard on your studio apartment door and he’s asking for months of rent you better go and respond quick anon! Can’t be a stacy and not respond to him

No. 945947

>>945940
KEK ily anon.

No. 945948

>>945944
I don’t think you realize that a vagina can’t taste like a fruit and I think you’re the only imposter in this thread right now

No. 945949

>>945943
What kind of insult is that kek. Is that supposed to be bad? Staying fit?

No. 945950

>>945949
Not an insult but clearly dude is roids

No. 945953

File: 1634864067387.jpg (75.78 KB, 1280x720, ldr.jpg)

>>945948
Why would you take "my pussy tastes like fruit" as a non-hyperbolic statement? Is this a side effect from ingesting the sperm of geriatrics? Do you think pic related was also a factual statement?

No. 945954

>>945944
Who's taking any of this seriously? My pussy tastes like four cheddar garlic cheesy bread with marinara, just as god intended

No. 945957

>>945954
Fuck I’m hungry and gay, what a paradise

No. 945959

Honest question, how do you reconcile believing that a man who is 30 is decrepit but a woman who is 30 isn't? (or maybe you think they are both past their expiration date, I dunno, this entire discussion was illogical)

No. 945960

File: 1634864206905.jpg (191.01 KB, 647x818, 13356770089.jpg)

>>945940
>Pic related, me but female version
ahem

No. 945962

File: 1634864246038.png (17.59 KB, 300x400, F3CBEBD2-07E5-4A48-A263-0D60DC…)

>>945953
omg pepsi cola omg I get it! that is like totally so like totally cool and very retro

No. 945964

>>945954
Mine smells like onions. Is this bad????

No. 945965

>>945872
fr on god no cap
The m*les mad at this just prove it.
Who, in the heavens above, wants some used, infertile, sagging ballsack- who most likely will try to find some way to manipulate you to have some form of control/power over you when you can just date someone dumber and your age :^)

No. 945966

>>945957
KEK dying

Also wtf is happening in this thread? Half are sperging about moids and the other half are…discussing poop for some reason??? The fuck??

No. 945967

>>945960
So anon is a troon? I’m confused

No. 945968

>>945946
That's your landlord sis, he thinks we're BFFs for some reason and he's trying to reach you because he's tired of you hiding 50 year old daddies in his apartment complex and spending your rent money on their weed and gas bills for their mom's cars

No. 945969

File: 1634864380734.jpeg (86.52 KB, 540x720, 30C887BB-A106-4528-96C6-3AD82C…)

>>945961
you and me trying to hide the cute ass 50 year old daddies from the evul sitcom landlord trying to take my fun away

No. 945971

>>945964
I think female BO just usually resembles onions in my experience. Not rancid onion but just a light onion smell. It's kind of nice actually

No. 945972

>>945966
We're not discussing poop, we're venting about our poop problems. We're using the thread as intended.

No. 945973

File: 1634864464120.jpg (428.62 KB, 973x1200, FaceApp_1634864429907.jpg)

>>945940
Preach queen

No. 945974


No. 945975

File: 1634864484520.jpg (24.39 KB, 725x414, fuck.jpg)

I hate it when i take a fat solid shit and it falls heavily and splashes water back at my asshole and pussy.
That's why i always shit before i piss.

No. 945976

>>945959
A 30 year old man should be with someone his own age, not with someone who was 21 (or younger) when they met

No. 945977

File: 1634864540814.jpg (64.06 KB, 600x871, 1c6bb4e5fff4859adcf7032ffbf1ea…)


No. 945978

File: 1634864552041.jpg (156.1 KB, 1280x720, lana.jpg)

>>945962
Yeah bitch it's a skinny era Lana Del Rey Americana moment (except no Harvey Weinstein, no old scrotes or pick me ass lyrics ♥)

No. 945979

>>945975
How do you even control whether to shit or pee first? Magic anon

No. 945980

>>945975
how the heck do u control what ur gonna do first

No. 945981

>>945975
NOOO ANON! You have to put TP down before you poop!
>>945980
>>945979
You guys can't hold your poop?

No. 945984

>>945959
Most moids don’t take care of themselves while women feel pressured to remain beautiful their whole lives with makeup, face serums, plastic surgery, workouts, and fad diets. It’s even worse now that men want a “natural” woman and most trends are trying to make women enhance their nautral beauty so its all skincare and sunscreen. Men won’t even be bothered to shower well let alone have a skincare routine.That and testosterone ages the fuck out your face and body lol check out the ftms and you’ll see why they barely take any of their own testosterone after a few months of treatment.

No. 945985

>>945981
No it just comes leaking out. If I gotta go I gotta go.

No. 945986

>>945959
Because MILFs (DILFs do not exist, please do not dirty this thread by attempting to prove this wrong)

No. 945987

>>945975
>That's why i always shit before i piss
coward

No. 945989

>>945981
pee always comes first! plus i have pooping issues… damn constipation

No. 945991

>>945975
>>945976
>A 30 year old man should be with someone his own age, not with someone who was 21 (or younger) when they met

I knew it, it was age jealousy all along. Stop being jealous of younger women because they have something that you don’t, let her be happy anon

No. 945993

>>945975
I just let everything get out at the same time it's cool

No. 945994

>>945988
learn to sage and learn to not snitch

No. 945996

>>945833
NTA but sageing in the vent thread??? Why??

No. 945997

>>945985
You need to do some asshole exercises or something, loose booty.

No. 945998

>>945991
No sensible woman wants to be with someone older, most age gap relationships are just men being predatory and young women groomed by society to like any attention they can get, I’d understand wanting to be with someone who is still attractive while they are a bit older but in most cases the moid is fat and balding or roided up to keep a “youthful appearance” kek

No. 946000

File: 1634864955827.gif (7.59 MB, 1092x900, 6B5F7D9E-7E12-4BDD-93E3-B95D03…)

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby, you the best
I got my red dress on tonight
Dancin' in the dark, in the pale moonlight
Done my hair up real big, beauty queen style
High heels off, I'm feelin' alive
Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzlin' like a snare
Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothin' scares me anymore
(One, two, three, four)
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby, you the best
I got that summertime, summertime sadness
Su-su-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
I'm feelin' electric tonight
Cruisin' down the coast, goin' about 99
Got my bad baby by my heavenly side
I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight
Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzlin' like a snare
Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothin' scares me anymore
(One, two, three, four)
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby, you the best
I got that summertime, summertime sadness
Su-su-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Think I'll miss you forever
Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky
Later's better than never
Even if you're gone, I'm gonna drive (drive), drive
I got that summertime, summertime sadness
Su-su-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That baby, you the best
I got that summertime, summertime sadness
Su-su-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

No. 946003

i love the coconut

No. 946004

>>945997
I ate too many cheeses

No. 946005

>>946000
Wrong thread anon!
…or maybe it is the right thread?

No. 946006

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No. 946008

>>945991
I said she's my age in my first >>945711 post you literal retard

No. 946009

File: 1634865072617.jpg (34.8 KB, 614x560, tumblr_22a8f0f701eb67bd761c7e4…)

>>945991
That's not what they're saying, it's because most of us know how that these imbalances are prime material for moids to act like moids. But the fact that this is what you instantly default to smells like defective y-chromosome from a mile away anyway.

No. 946010

>>945984
ftms always look so aged with saggy skin, i just thought it was the same types of people falling for the brainwash
>>945988
it's been so long that i think jannykun is taking part ngl

No. 946011

>>945837
If there were profiles, I would quite like that. As well as signatures after every post. I would make my profile pic a closeup of my anus, so close that it's basically just a blurry flesh color. And you all would be none the wiser.

No. 946013

>>945991
>more schizoposting about how everyone who thinks older moids are weird and predatory for going after younger women must be a jealous old hag
Give it up, anon. Younger women who don't want a man with loose skin, a receding hairline, and old balls exist.

No. 946015

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>>946005
jannies can stop me by banning but they can never contain my spirit

No. 946016

I think a 25 year old dating some 30 year old is not big deal just let it be please they're adults and free to ruin their own life with bad choices

No. 946017

>>945975
Pro tip: Put toilet paper in the bowl first. I've prevented splashback for years by doing this

No. 946018

>>946002
He smells like vanilla, coconut, orange essence, bubblegum, pine and ballsack

No. 946019

File: 1634865325580.jpeg (359.56 KB, 525x720, CD89062F-CF3F-4923-9218-7FCDD1…)

>>946009
Whatever he will always be my favorite husbando because he’s weak-willed

No. 946020

File: 1634865353551.jpg (58.07 KB, 645x900, 1633443761048.jpg)

>all this drama over 3d

Spray some rosewater on your faces and stop posting

No. 946021

Holy shit this thread is active for lolcow

No. 946022

>>946017
i already mastered the skill of holding piss while shitting. would be a waste now, no?

No. 946024

>>946021
It's a moid and like 3 anons who can't stop taking bait

No. 946025

>>945981
>>946017
nta but that can lead to toilet clogging

No. 946026

>>946016
We talk about a case where a 21 year old started dating a 27 year old man, it doesn't matter she's 24 now. Stop manipulating facts to fit your balding boomer narrative.

No. 946027

>>946020
This. Young or old if he's real he's shit and 3DPD simple as.

No. 946028

>>946019
is this seth rogan?

No. 946029

>>946019
>3DPD
>husbando

No. 946030


No. 946031

>>946020
he's so hot, good taste anon

No. 946032

>>946028
yes I would risk it all for this loser idgaf about your fake hiroshima and nagasaki cartoons that will never be real and will never have sex with you but seth rogen can

No. 946033

>>946019
Hi. There is still time to delete this post, and either omit the image entirely, or repost it under a spoiler. Just letting you know

No. 946035

>>946026
Well she's 21 right? She can make her bad choices, and it's morally wrong even as an adult. But you can't really do anything to save her, not even give her advice, if she doesn't want to change it you know? It's a waste of energy to argue about this. She is her own adult person now

No. 946036

>>946032
>idgaf about your fake hiroshima and nagasaki cartoons
kek

No. 946038


No. 946039

The contrast between the argumentative anons and the poop brigade is really funny

No. 946041

>>946020
You’re pathetic and ugly if you rave about fictional men, you’ll always be an ugly, useless annoying fujo who has to stink up the thread with her unwanted fetish even when people are discussing a video game there always has to be a freak like you who dumps her 2D psyop crap everywhere. Instead of delving into a nihilistic fantasy why don’t you demand better from men? You’re a fucking coward

No. 946042

>>946032
He won't fuck you anon. He'd probably laugh and make fun of how unattractive you are

No. 946043

>>946039
Real bitches can do both

No. 946044

>>946021
I wish it was this active all the time but funposting

No. 946045

When did this become the shitpost thread?

No. 946046

>>946019
God men are so ugly, I literally can't cope

No. 946047

>>946041
>why don’t you demand better from men?
LOL anon you're cute.

No. 946048

>>946041
Nta but good for her if she loves her 2D shit, they don't even exist so who cares if she loves them?

No. 946050

>>946042
that potato man is gonna laugh at how unattractive I am? are you kidding me? out of all of the autistic poopfags, regina george making a celebrity visit talking about her fruity pussy, and the sanctimonious schizo talking about her fake cartoon boyfriend

No. 946051

File: 1634865805776.png (2.51 MB, 918x1632, imagen_2021-10-21_202311.png)

Post lolcow's husbando

No. 946052

File: 1634865811596.png (28.53 KB, 512x512, EVx-wgRXgAArW16.png)

>>946032
>but seth rogen can
but the sex would be bad. I'd rather die a kissless handholdless virgin

No. 946053

>>946041
Kek moid's mad.

No. 946054

>>946025
Nah, it's fine. Just don't use too much toilet paper, and you should be good

No. 946055

>>946037
What the fuck anon shimazaki nobunaga has a nice voice

No. 946056

>>946035
I have the right and moral obligation to shit on it as much as I want, especially that in our patriarchal society it's seen as perfectly normal and healthy for a 27 year old man to go after a 21 year old.

No. 946057

File: 1634865919330.gif (820.26 KB, 480x270, 1630521062641.gif)


No. 946058

>>946053
Not every anon is a 2D loving faggot because we managed to get out of middle school

No. 946059

>>946041
You flesh fetishists can't understand true love

No. 946061

>>946056
But it isn't? sounds pathetic to be 27 and not have an age appropiate gf tbh

No. 946063

File: 1634866016013.jpg (169.13 KB, 1224x1819, 1631295727978.jpg)

post 2d psyops

No. 946065

SPRZEDAM OPLA

No. 946066

File: 1634866089977.jpeg (58.79 KB, 750x394, A61921F0-87B2-45E8-8E68-932991…)

>>946057
you might as well simp for cocomelon since you’re already a degenerate

No. 946067

>>946058
Sorry you have to deal with 3D, I'd be mad too tbh.

No. 946068

>>946041
Anon he doesn't know that you posted this and he's not going to text you back.

No. 946069

File: 1634866108708.jpeg (479.3 KB, 1170x1946, 5346DF0F-91C2-46B3-A223-98C586…)

99% of anime fans have shit taste. This was on the list of hottest anime guys. I wouldn’t even call him cute but hot? Fuck

No. 946070

>>946059
>flesh fetishist
Lmaoo

No. 946071

>>946058
Enjoy washing skidmarks then lmao

No. 946072

File: 1634866198775.jpg (101.22 KB, 736x916, d191a2ef6db8c408d4592185630c8e…)

>>946041
Okay puta. You should be happy that there's less competition for your wrinkle balled low effort moids who get anxiety attacks at the mention of valentine's day and spend more on their gaming rig than on you during the entire duration of your "relationship". Coping with and justifying a relationship with a scrote takes just as much fantasy and delusion as keeping a husbando.

No. 946074

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No. 946075

>>946069
they are just accounting for the most vocal ones, that character is obviously shit

No. 946076

>>946069
Just because they are 99.99% shit doesn't mean they aren't better than 3D men

No. 946077

>>946069
I don't think myanimelist top 10s are an accurate portrayal of womens' tastes in animu

No. 946080

>>946074
KEK
>>946072
>Okay puta.
lmao what a banger I love it
Also I agree so much with you

No. 946081

File: 1634866283467.jpg (202.06 KB, 848x1200, Usagiyama-Rumi-full-2936824.jp…)

>>946041
who gets this triggered over a fucking drawing. i'll post a waifu just for you nonna

No. 946082

File: 1634866289405.jpg (109.22 KB, 736x981, nfr.jpg)

>>946041
>freak
Baby, if you wanna leave, come to California
Be a freak like me, too
Screw your anonymity, loving me is all you need
To feel like I do
We could slow dance to rock music, kiss while we do it
Talk 'til we both turn blue
Baby, if you wanna leave, come to California
Be a freak like me, too

No. 946083

>assumption that anon is a fujo because its the only vocab he knows
This pretty much confirmed its a moid. Can you guys stop giving him the female attention he's desperate for now

No. 946084

>>946077
Post husbandos , so we can rate and trash each other’s taste

No. 946085

>>946072
unironically me irl

No. 946086

>>946081
nta but I want to be dominated by her

No. 946087

>>946063
FUCK.
i just shat and pissed a while ago..god i don't wanna cum too withing the same fucking hour god i don't want to be close to replicating that shitty zoomer moid meme but irl in any shape or form help

No. 946088

>>946055
What the fuck did anon say about Shimazaki Nobunaga it's deleted I will end her life for coming for his ikebo

No. 946089


No. 946091

File: 1634866506142.jpg (38.36 KB, 245x245, 7379520.jpg)

>>946087
>i just shat and pissed a while ago..god i don't wanna cum too withing the same fucking hour god
Oh my god anon lol

No. 946092

>>946069
MAL is mostly male userbase coomers and shounentards. You can tell by the forums and scorings on shows.

No. 946093

File: 1634866537530.png (679.25 KB, 1893x810, 8AFED239-C99A-4AD2-86D6-63F15F…)

NO MORE INFIGHTING
MORE INhugging
mwah mwah

No. 946094

>>946088
Pretty sure that was me, I said Mahito is annoying and has a terrible voice. Looks like he stinks too.

No. 946095

File: 1634866589662.jpg (323.66 KB, 800x870, wreoiugohig.jpg)

>>946051
I actually have a new picture of him enjoying a double rainbow. Very wholesome and cute

No. 946096

>>946095
Who’s uncle are you posting

No. 946097

>>946094
Mahito definitely stinks yeah but his voice is nice. Maybe because Nobunaga mostly does bishies that its weird to some

No. 946099

>>946095
Spoiler that shit

No. 946100

File: 1634866720540.png (547.58 KB, 745x577, imagen_2021-10-21_203835.png)

>>946084
ok I start, rate him

No. 946102

>>946095
Looks like a defrosted caveman

No. 946103

AGUANILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

No. 946104

>>946100
3. I need a man not a boy, babes

No. 946105

File: 1634866770743.jpg (106.38 KB, 960x854, emo.jpg)


No. 946107

>>946100
He is ugly

No. 946108

>>946100
Looks like a child, next!!

No. 946110

>>946100
Nah pass, Link was never for me

No. 946111

File: 1634866891904.jpg (37.98 KB, 400x600, a850f7a3c60c062a92b13fcedf768d…)

>>946084
rate my other husbando (he ages)

No. 946112

>>946100
His face is too round and his sight communicates faggotry, -10000000/10

No. 946113

File: 1634866913808.jpg (96.51 KB, 1080x1068, 38262784827163637.jpg)

>>946076
This. At least my man looks like he washes his ass.

No. 946114

>>946111
He looks like an aiden drew him

No. 946115

>>946111
Is this the one from GX or a different YGO mc?

No. 946116

>>946115
he's the main villian from ygo

No. 946117

>>946111
0, ugly ass hair

No. 946118

>>946116
Ugh I need to get into the franchise properly

No. 946120

>>946111
He has long hands, which is very convenient, but his hair is weird and it looks like its glued with cum, 4.5/10

No. 946121

>>946119
All the DR boys are ugly. I used to like Komaeda but he's too much of a meme now. Some of the girls are pretty nice though.

No. 946122

>>946111
I can hear his voice from my country's dub in my head, can't take him seriously

No. 946123

File: 1634867127107.jpg (32.45 KB, 425x626, 1630532748295.jpg)

>>946100
cute but only in fanarts/10

No. 946124

File: 1634867177131.jpeg (87.96 KB, 1200x800, 4DB00375-60FC-433E-AA6F-F53D42…)

rate my husbando next

No. 946125

File: 1634867179713.png (1.31 MB, 910x1620, 2ed36e476ef2e48ac11f3901d74783…)

>>946119
>insane?
yes
>ugly?
no

No. 946126

File: 1634867214216.png (230.19 KB, 378x428, imagen_2021-10-21_204656.png)

>>946111
rate the alternate form of my husbando

No. 946127

>>946113
your guy is from a shitty game and he's rude as fuck

No. 946128

>>946124
10 he’s quirky but in a good way

No. 946129

Sorry I deleted my post but I will say it again
I wish I had a danganronpa husbando but all of them are ugly and insane

No. 946130

>>946126
4 id fuck him only if he date raped me

No. 946131


No. 946132

>>946124
FINALLY SOME GOOD FUCKING FOOD

No. 946134

>>946127
That's called being tsundere. You wouldn't understand.

No. 946135

>>946125
Who is this?

No. 946136

>>946126
sexy/10

No. 946137


No. 946138

>>946134
Hey you're a fucking bitch and you stink
I-I don't like you or anything baka…
Also you're ugly as fuck
H-hope we can go on a date haha…

No. 946139

>>946134
Nah i would slap him if he talked to me fr

No. 946140

File: 1634867515318.png (55.05 KB, 256x256, imagen_2021-10-21_205145.png)

>>946126
rate the last form of my husbando (he's supposed to be the cuteuwu one)

No. 946141

I want to shit talk some idols but ccc is too much of a circlejerk with the same 10 scrote-loving femcels. Can't win.

No. 946142

>>946126
my first husbando when I was like 11/10

No. 946143

>>946140
0 just stop girl

No. 946144

>>946140
he’s a child bruh

No. 946146

>>946140
I don't want a boy, I NEED A MAN

No. 946149

File: 1634867649965.jpeg (42.74 KB, 400x400, 9DBE61B7-9A3C-438E-8772-2ED3BE…)

husbando ranking for this cutie pie?

No. 946150

>>946149
groomer

No. 946151

>>946149
Rude bitch

No. 946152

File: 1634867709698.png (190.23 KB, 640x480, imagen_2021-10-21_205512.png)

>>946140
oh wait how can I forget
the bad demon lord form of my husbando
rate it pls

No. 946153

File: 1634867743021.jpeg (40.7 KB, 1024x576, 8E9B2F29-62B6-48BD-9B7C-52D910…)

Rating for gin

No. 946154

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No. 946155

File: 1634867776059.jpeg (36.18 KB, 640x480, 58F6540E-5749-48CA-BFAD-3BEB8F…)

he’ll end all of your dorito chinned nippons once and for all

No. 946156

>>946149
pedo/10

No. 946157

>>946138
He has never talked to MC that way, stop exaggerating.

>>946139
He would probably like that.

No. 946158

>>946152
I'm…interested

No. 946159

File: 1634867838352.gif (1.37 MB, 640x526, weird-dancing.gif)

WHERE HAVE ALL THE GOOD MEN GONE AND WHERE ARE ALL THE GODS

No. 946160

>>946155
Ugly and pretentious as hell

No. 946161

>>946160
That’s the point nonnie

No. 946162

>>946154
>>946149
skip on this pedo. wasted design
>>946152
nice monster cock
>>946153
>>946154
SEX

No. 946163

File: 1634867989839.png (392.64 KB, 920x807, 90B8979A-2FFD-4B70-A7F1-1C60ED…)

Not human form, rate this hot ocotopus alien man. I was waiting for you. Look what all those tentacles can do ladies.

No. 946164

>>946155
I didn't care about him until the episode about his family and then he became sexy. Love a bit of angsty rich boys.

No. 946167

File: 1634868075273.jpg (193.75 KB, 557x800, 335228 - Copy.jpg)

>>946084
He'll always be my one and only.

No. 946168

>>946155
Cutie, i want to sit on his face
>>946160
stfu hoe
>>946163
>Look what all those tentacles can do ladies
Well well, that's a good deal

No. 946171

>>946165
go and drain his wallet nonnatella

No. 946172

I just wanna go back back to 1999 take a ride to the womb and then die

No. 946173

>>946167
you need to give me his name

No. 946174

>>946172
same!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No. 946175

>>946165
>>946095
>>946051
Stop trying to make this ugly faggot a meme. It's not going to happen.

No. 946176

>>946153
Smokin hot. Especially that one episode when he wore glasses. Rawr.

No. 946177

>>946173
nta I think its from black buttler

No. 946178

>>946174
twinnn

No. 946181

>>946173
Undertaker, but his eyes are hidden through most of the mange.

No. 946183

>>946181
>mange
>mange
>mange
>mange
>mange
>mange

No. 946185

File: 1634868692397.jpeg (82.76 KB, 1280x720, BB36A79D-BFD1-42A2-B212-781DA5…)

Edina’s father from food wars. I wonder your dad left your annoying tsundere ass. Fine dining for all! Rate my loves

No. 946187

>>946185
Erina*

No. 946189

>>946185
The hotter characters were Akira, the blonde frenchie, his twin (when he's skinny) and the 1st Seat white hair guy. Ugh this show had so many hot guys.

No. 946190

File: 1634868950405.jpg (147.31 KB, 736x1033, 53f064899f11f49af3a16a0b80f8d9…)

he would find me insufferable but that is ok!

No. 946191

>>946190
Damn he’s hot! An actual good husbando so far! Who is this sexy piece of meat?

No. 946192

>>946155
M Y CAT NAMED AFTER THIS MFER

No. 946193

>>946032
There are many men out there and you choose seth rogan? kek Just because you can have sex with him doesnt mean you should

No. 946194

>>946190
GK men is cheating!

No. 946198

>>945427
>>945378
It's hours later and I still feel sad about this because I feel betrayed in some way. I wish I could let it go.

No. 946200

>>946183
itd hust a typoi calm doqn

No. 946202

File: 1634869569543.png (977.57 KB, 773x1799, P5_Munehisa_Iwai.png)

>>946191
ogata hyakunosuke from golden kamuy

>>946194
here's another one

No. 946203

>>946189
Nta but you are a woman of taste and refinement. I liked the big boi version of that Aldini brother too though.

No. 946204

File: 1634869608466.png (441.72 KB, 1280x703, tumblr_paf5vu7qPA1qh1c3so1_128…)

where are my majimafags at

No. 946206

>>946204
Please tell me how can I get into yakuza games

No. 946208

>>946204
Mentall

No. 946211

File: 1634869897356.jpg (172.74 KB, 869x869, tumblr_395d98a68ae82fa523ad942…)

>>946190
he scares me anon

No. 946212

File: 1634869994779.jpeg (131.68 KB, 1920x1080, B39B13CC-0B85-4F8E-93FB-92DAAA…)

>>946206
Play Yakuza 0 anon you won’t regret it!

No. 946213

File: 1634870082196.jpg (31.19 KB, 355x564, ymir.jpg)

My waifu

No. 946214

File: 1634870115241.jpg (32.42 KB, 750x683, Gabriel Reyes- Suit.jpg)

>>946213
And one of my husbandos, Gabriel Reyes

No. 946215

File: 1634870127231.jpg (162.53 KB, 1071x1200, 1dbf9653474edb1e098c33c41d046a…)

>>946204
out vandalizing

No. 946220

>>946213
who is this I need to know

No. 946221

File: 1634870806682.jpg (37.24 KB, 540x432, a365a70ccc71da2aa071cad92d417c…)

>>946220
Ymir from AOT, but this is just fanart by Yvonnism

No. 946224

>>946213
Hello, Krista. Didn't know you browsed lolcow.

No. 946225

File: 1634871376431.jpeg (54.73 KB, 735x562, 285244E6-C297-4EB3-AEAB-85AF8B…)

>>946204
rite here nonita

No. 946227

File: 1634871670898.png (1.36 MB, 1280x960, genegodhand.png)

One of my more rare husbandos

No. 946245

>>946192
Me and two friends of mine all independently named our cats after him too lmfao

No. 946247

I hate it how I've hurt my boyfriend. He loves me and I don't really do the things that used to hurt him, but I can't cope with how I have hurt him. It makes me feel so sick and angry at myself I fantasize about leaving and being single just so I don't need to be with a person who's been hurt by me because of how pathetic it makes me feel. But that's selfish, and I really do love the person I'm with. How do I move on from past transgressions?

No. 946249

>>946247
Did you cheat on him anon

No. 946252

>>946247
I'm right there with you anon. Just cried all day today because I fucked up so much, just over the course of the relationship

No. 946260

File: 1634876080363.png (630.51 KB, 800x803, imagen_2021-10-21_231442.png)

fuck it imma play some vintage h3h3 videos with dj khaled to feel better!!!!

No. 946261

File: 1634876090914.jpg (8.5 KB, 613x225, 163227177k1930.jpg)

i'm not taking the friendship breakup well at all, this bitch has me listening to mitski and understanding the lyrics

was i just used as a placeholder for someone else, someone better? holy shit

No. 946263

>>945568
I’m contending with the same thing atm.

I’m 32, 33 in December. I feel like I have arrested development at age 23. I’m still mentally a college slacker. I have a professional job. I was a star athlete in high school but gave it up and fell down a destructive path of drinking ages 25-30 away. I’m sober now and playing sport again but everyone at my club is like 18-25 and I feel truly old and out of place despite still being as fit as ever. It’s like people get stunned and surprised when I do something athletic, like they’re not expecting someone hurtling towards 35 to be able to dive for a ball.

I also forget I’m older and when I join in the conversations and joking about with the others I suddenly feel bad like maybe they think I’m an old creepy loser ugh. Sucks, sport is what gives meaning to my life and I feel like I’m being left behind by the herd.

No. 946264

>>946261
Hey anon what's wrong? I'm going through something similar

No. 946267

>>946260
H3h3? Scrote detected

No. 946269

>>946267
anon pls only a lesbian would watch h3h3 for hila

No. 946271

>>946269
Hula? Trisha’s fat ass is more pretty than her. Hila is so awkward and boring it pains me. Plus she lets that scrote dawn over porno in front of her

No. 946272

File: 1634876683289.jpeg (16.8 KB, 400x355, images (90).jpeg)

Me comí un puto tamal y ya es casi media noche. Ni siquiera lo calenté me lo comí frío pinche gula tan bien que iba mi dieta coño

No. 946273

>>946271
so do you watch h3h3 or do you think it's for scrotes? cause it seems you know too much about h3h3, are you a scrote by that logic?

No. 946275

>>946272
Que rico!! Porfa no te enojes contigo. Yo también quisiera comer un tamal frio.

No. 946278

>>946267
Stop responding to bait

No. 946279

>>946263
It would be fucking insane and unfair if they thought you were too old to chat and joke around with, and it seems very unlikely tbh. My experience with sport is mostly doing stuff aimed at adults and there were plenty of late teens/early 20s getting along just fine with the middle aged mums. Like, they're adults too, they're better suited to play with you than with teenagers closer to them in age.

No. 946282

>>946264
basically a friend who constantly told me how happy they were to have me in their life + claimed me to be their 'favorite person ever' seems to have lost interest in me, totally. we used to speak every single day, now i struggle to start a conversation (they'll say, brb, and ghost). so i just gave up of course.

i doubt there's anything wrong with her mental, as i've seen her happily hanging out and conversing with other people…including this guy she said she was "down bad for".

it just hurts. i wouldn't care so much if she wasn't so insistent that she Liked Me, A Lot, Actually, but it's weird for her to treat me like i was her absolute best friend then just drop me like this out of nowhere.

phew.

No. 946283

>>946279
Thanks nonnie, it’s probably 90% my own paranoia and lifelong imposter syndrome, and you’re probably right. I feel a bit better now.

No. 946284

>>946282
Does she have bpd? That favorite person pattern of behaviour and then flushing you down the toilet without warning sounds awfully bpd like. Not to armchair though.

No. 946285

>>946282
She sounds like an abusive bpd bitch, block her. She sucks so much. You can't just go and say someone is your favorite person and then treat you like shit. It's so dumb and stupid I hate it
I wish I could make you feel better anon, maybe go for a soda or something. I'm going through a period of bad friendships too (this is my post >>945427 ) if she was so empathetic and nice she shouldn't had done that without at least talking to you first about the issue (if there is one) and sorting things out. Fuck that bitch tbh

No. 946287

>>945872
OP I hope you get the MILF gf of your dreams and never have to interact with a 30+ man again, you're so sexy and I love you

No. 946291

Honestly, I'm really tried of people going after Brian Laundrie's parents when it's clear he dipped, the house was being watched by the FBI because he was the prime suspect, without them knowing where he was going. People on TikTok were even saying stupid shit about him being buried in their backyard under a damn garden because a neighbor can't help but be a bitch and record someone's business to post online.

I get it's easier to say they knew, but no one has fucking proof they knew. He's dead. What more do people want from his family? He was hiding in the fucking woods. Sure, they knew where he was. Dude had to be totally off grid and it's not like he was in a cabin hideaway.

No. 946292

>>946284
>>946285
thanks anons. i still miss her a lot though, because she also happened to be my first actual…or what i thought was my first actual…friend in quite a while.

i've already treated myself to eating out today, but i guess i'll try to distract myself in other ways.

>>945427
i wish i had something more to say beyond basic platitudes, but i also hope you feel better, anon. friends hard to make and it sucks to lose chances to connect ;_;

No. 946296

>>946292
>because she also happened to be my first actual…or what i thought was my first actual…friend in quite a while.
this is so sad. But also remember these creeps like her use vulnerable people to abuse and do this kind of playing games with. I'm sure you would be a fantastic friend to someone who is actually sane.

No. 946297

>>946282
Anon don't listen to mitski, that only makes you more depressed. Listen to ariana grande RIGHT NOW IM IN A STATE OF MIIIIIIINDDDD I WANNA BE IN LIKE ALL THE TIMEEEEEE I GOT NO TEARS LEFT TO CRYYYYY

No. 946298

>>946284
Went through exactly what you're describing here a couple months ago or so.
She completely dropped and ghosted me over a silly, shouldn't-have-been-serious argument.
Red sirens were blaring in my head once she mentioned she had BPD, but at that time I was just so desperate for a female friend I put up with it.
But now I truly believe people with BPD cannot be long term friends. At least I know I don't have the patience to put up with them.
I don't really miss her anymore. Too much craziness for someone like me to put up with.

No. 946300

I deleted all my music and now I have to download it all over again FUCK. Also with the added step of "is this still ok to have in my music selection?" shit. Anyways what do you anons feel about this song?

No. 946302

>>946149
i used to love this motherfucker but after finding out he ends up having twins with Rin. Nah, just plain disgust. It doesn't help that Rin (as in the latest episode) still looks like she's 9 years old. wtf is wrong with the people doing this shitshow?

No. 946303

>>946249
No, I'm extremely loyal. I am sensitive and can flip out over small tuff, and I don't hurt him or property, but I can get harmful to myself. It's shameful. And every time I do this, it makes me hurt more, and so I get more sensitive, and it's this ridiculous feedback loop fueled by my shame.
>>946252
I am sorry you are going through this, too, anon. I hope we can both get better for the sake of being more lovely people, especially towards our nigels. Mine definitely deserves better in terms of personality.

No. 946304

>>946302
Doesn't mean she had them when she was a child? He's like an early teen as far as his lifetime goes and no other women wanted to hang around him. Maybe it because I read fic so it doesn't bug me from a fantasy fiction aspect because it makes sense he'd probably fall in love with her and have kids before she died.

No. 946305

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>>946272
I would do the same in a heartbeat.

No. 946306

>>946304
he practically raised her/travelled with her since he rescued her when she was what, 7-9? and when she has her twins shes supposedly somewhere between 15 and 17… he could have gotten with any demon but nah he had to get it with Rin. Rumiko fucked UP giving a green light to this mess. Imagine if kids are watcghing this shit. how can you excuse this guy having sex with the little girl he cared about?

ps sesshomaru was i think around 150 years old when the series started, while Inuyasha was… 50? hes definitely much older mentally than an "early teen".

No. 946307

>>946306
I'm saying in age as far as how long they live. That's infancy for a demon, but even Inuyasha was fucking was wetting his tail. I'm not trying to argue with you, but just saying why a lot of people probably don't see an issue with it. I've just read and watched so many anime/manga/actual books at this point that the trope just exists for characters like these. Fanwiki also says she was 18 when she had them.

No. 946310

>>946272
Based, I had a beef one this morning. It was dry as fuck but good.

No. 946313

>>946307
I agree with your first sentence. I think I did read many people have complained about the whole mess so yeah.
Does the fanwiki has any receipts for them saying she was 18? Because afaik no official source came out saying that….unless it was in the anime? (i stopped watching once it bbecame obvious she was the mother of the twins).

No. 946317

>>946306
>Imagine if kids are watcghing this shit.
if kids watch a fantasy tv show and come out with the idea that it's okay to sleep with adults then that it isn't the fault of the show, it's the fault of their parents for not teaching them better.
t. someone who was interested in all sorts of weird weeb shit as a kid but had a mother who i felt safe speaking with + taught me things

No. 946320

File: 1634880847746.jpg (506.02 KB, 641x697, 1634262724487.jpg)

double posting but i missed the husbando/3dpd shitfest. lmao'ing though.

No. 946324

>>946317
I don't even see how that would be their first thought anyway. At the end of the series, she's 29 anyway. That's not something kids think about while watching the cool demons fight and kill each other on screen.

No. 946325

>>946307
>>946317
none of the anons but you guys are based, women should be allowed to enjoy our cheesy anime romances the dudes are 1039383828 years old anyway. I don't care about le problematic dynamic it's not real and these 2 are cute. when did people become so sensitive, it kinda sucks being a fan of anything now. I mean we can all agree to disagree, it's mainly the underage fans who shouldn't be so active on the internet getting in everybody's faces.

No. 946327

>>946325
tbh I AM sensitive about this particular duo because I grew up watching Inuyasha (yes I'm an oldfag) so for them to now decide to shit on the dynamic? Throughout the whole original series it was always shown that Sesshomaru saw Rin as his ward, a child he needed to take care of. Now they did a 180 and that's what bothers me.

>>946324
I think you confused that 2 to 0. I think she was 9 or 10 maaax (at the end of the original series that is ).

No. 946328

>>946325
I was 12 when Inuyasha started airing and I wanted every single anime demon boy, except Miroku, ew. Koga, mostly. Anyway, but yeah, doesn't mean I wanted real life men to sleep with me or anything. It's all fictional and geared towards uwu'ing girls and women about these bishoujo looking men. There's no underlying pedo stuff that needs to be taken seriously within the show that somehow rubs off on kids IRL. Anon just sounds insane and needs to go back to Tumblr.

No. 946330

>>946327
A ward is not a child he has to take care of. A ward is a ward. She just happens to be a child. He made no merit to distinguish himself as a father to her.

No. 946335

>>946331
People even fantasize about Grim Tales and most of the girls are underage too, but doesn't stop them from thinking about how hot it would be for a fairy to hit on them. Let fiction be fiction. It isn't the same as loli/shota straight up and no one is interested in it because of that dynamic. Sesh was literally a doting fantasy for a lot of people, not a child/father scenario. The same way a lot of girls loved the idea that Koga would kill for Kagome and self insert as her. There's a massive difference between sexual pandering and fantasy romance/affection pandering.

No. 946341

>>946335
grim tales was created by an actual lolicon though

No. 946346

>>946341
No they weren't and you realize that the book is a collection of authors, not just the brothers, right?

No. 946347

>>946346
wait i thought you meant bleedman, and that webcomic thing nevermind i'm retarded lol

No. 946350

>>946347
Jesus Christ, don't give me SNAFU flashbacks.

No. 946351

File: 1634882801351.jpg (123.96 KB, 1017x1395, IMG_20211022_080606.jpg)

>>946313
Episode 27, apparently. Wiki also says she's 29-32 chronologically

No. 946352

i fucking miss conventions so much. i miss the vendors hall, annoying 13 year old cosplayers, the fucking stench. i miss it so much cuz it was such a weird environment and i have so many funny stories from cons of the past. fuck covid man

No. 946355

>>946351
It's okay. Anon just wants to have a reason to not watch Hime. I can't imagine being that mad about a character hardly even acknowledged in the series. just seems like a cope to deal with the fact that it sucks compared to the OG.

No. 946357

File: 1634883141395.jpeg (56.28 KB, 512x512, 6F30BFDD-7B69-4AA9-B228-9AA723…)

>>945568
I’m turning 20 in a few days and I was (and still sort of am) in the same boat. Like opportunities already passed me by. I had a lot of anger towards my self, goddamn it. That my parents didn’t support me and never cared and practically isolated me, so all the sports and music I was supposed to be doing as a teen are just….gone, now. I’ve started making my own money as a teen and I could finance my hobbies or dreams.

But you know what I discovered? Everybody has the same feeling. Every. Fucking. Body. I hear guys complaining about how they wasted time at 20 doing this and that, and how sad it is for them to see the Olympics because it reminds them of how they didn’t try as hard as they should at sports. Anon, you’re still young. You literally have the rest of your life ahead of you, and you either start now, or you waste more time. If the boomer thing makes you nervous then just own it, honestly. Yes, there’s power in youth, in the way young people have their life ahead of them, exciting possibilities stretched out, but there IS also power in age, and the way you hold your experiences and maturity above a young person. Every age has its perks, and if you’re insecure about it, just weaponize yours.

Picrel is Heba Kadry, a mastering engineer who left Egypt in (late? mid?) twenties to pursue her dreams, and she’s now worked for Bjork, Slowdive, and tons of other names. There is an interview of hers where she describes her anxiety running around in her late twenties in a foreign country and trying to break into a male-dominated industry, and it made me smile. You don’t see that, not often, it’s always young women with perfect households who magically made it at 18.

No. 946359

>>946357
Also do you hear about the L Word? Kate Moennig and Leisha Haley have this podcast where they talk about life and mundane things, it basically like the Mundane Shit thread here. But my god, is it refreshing to hear middle aged women talk about their days. They also have a few episodes where they talk about aging. But it really got my to pursue a couple of things, like rollerskating (there was an episode where one of the hosts got new ones for her 50th birthday and wanted to form a gang), and team sports (they had a baseball league!)

I’m also saving up to take up woodworking later (lesbians; the home renovation talk is inevitable). There was also this episode where a girl called in, said she always wanted to be an actress, but her small town friends and family discouraged her, but she still has the dream even though she’s older now. One of the hosts practically yelled at her to go and try a hand at it. So now I’m yelling at you too, nonnie, to go and try a hand at whatever you want to pursue.

No. 946363

File: 1634884042848.png (370.12 KB, 446x623, let me die.png)

PLEASE STOP TELLING ABOUT HOW MISERABLE YOUR LIFE IS AND HOW DEJECTED YOU ARE AND HOW YOU'RE FUCKING 22 AND THINK YOUR LIFE IS ALWAYS GOING TO SUCK I DON'T MAYBE IT WILL YOU GODDAMNED DOWNER BUT I CAN'T FUCKING HELP YOU YOU'RE JUST DEPRESSING ME I'M NOT UPLIFTING YOU

STOP pls make it stop

No. 946385

One of my oldest and closest friends trooned out about a year ago? He just told me he’s getting SRS in December after finding a urologist who “doesn’t give a shit about readiness assessments thank god”. I was like… are you for fucking real that is not a good thing. I feel sorry for him on the one hand because he’s always just been a really troubled self loathing gay man. I don’t support this trooning out one bit but I do grieve for my friend that he once was and I’m afraid he will get vindictive if I even gave the slightest hint I’m actually a terf and don’t support this shit. Anyway. In the meantime I’ve just mentally and practically distanced myself from him.

No. 946388

>>946385
tbh if you both care about him + are willing to distance yourself from him, that's the ideal time to TERF out and try to stop him mutilating himself. You could lose the friendship but that's kinda happening anyway? It seems worth arguing your point, maybe linking him to some neovagina horror stories. I couldn't in good conscience let anyone I love do that to themselves without forcing them to think about the consequences.

Though I'm just not sure what you mean by vindictive, if he could fuck your life up irl fair enough if you wanna stay out of it.

No. 946403

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>>946190
BASED GK ANON AHHHHHH

No. 946404

>>943367
i have no clue why my psychiatrist refuses to listen to me when i tell him that my antidepressants are ineffective at helping me cope, even with cbt. i've told him multiple times that i want to go off of it because i gained weight and i became even more suicidal, but it's like he fucking closes his ears.

No. 946413

I'm so terrified I might be pregnant. This is why I should have never compromised on my morality even a little. I'm sorry.

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No. 946417

Some of my classmates make terrible spelling and grammatical mistakes and I really don't know if it's worth pointing it out or correcting them at this point, they're like 21-22 already, and they make some errors that I feel like only high school dropouts do. I usually just take on the role of typing out class assignments just to avoid addressing it if I'm grouped with them. But this week I let one of these guys write out the outline we were to hand in by the end of the class, and then he slipped it to us, and it looked like it was written by a second grader still writing phonetically. This dude is also one of the best examples of the real life Dunning-Krueger effect, saying he'd be in Law but he just didn't want to study that much so he didn't apply. I almost laughed in his face.

No. 946432

>>946306
Same tbh, it's just really fucking weird and I don't see the uwu romance in it. It reminds me of when as a kid you ship kids in your age with literally anyone but realize how weird it is when you get older. Anons pulling the reverse of "but the loli is actually a 32842155 year old witch/demon/etc!" doesn't help either.

No. 946433

It never used to be that bad when I got nervous, but for the past few months it changed into me getting stomach cramps and feeling like throwing up. why.

No. 946436

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This is going to be a whole bunch of stuff that doesn't matter, which is why I have to get it out. Sorry if you recognize my typical vent, I have to get it out or go insane. I'm sick of obsessively hating my nose for being kinda big. I know it doesn't matter, it shouldn't. And I refuse to ever get ps. But it becomes an obsession and you notice how in every piece of media, the girls always have small noses… They always have to have beautiful small noses to be of any interest or focus. It begins to send the message you can't be worth anything if you don't look like them. Also hearing of how many women get rhinoplasties, seeing the tiny tiny instagram noses… It kills me sometimes. I just want to be ok with my natural self. But the way women are almost universally depicted with small noses, I begin to feel like that's a part of being a woman, and I am left out, I'm not a woman I can't fit in I'm a mistake. I hate it so much. I don't even have a reason for my nose to be like this, you often see people of ethnicities known for larger noses being represented and yet here I am looking nothing how I'm supposed to. I hate too how from the front it looks almost normal, but then I turn sideways and it's over. It's one reason I couldn't use a dating app, I'd have to add a picture sideways not to fool anyone into thinking I had a normal pretty nose. I don't. I hate masks for it too, I'd rather everyone know right away how horrible it is than to have to reveal it when the mask comes off. I hate when people lie and say it isn't that big, or they never noticed. I don't think I can believe that. It's funny when one time I mentioned to a doctor that it was big (I don't usually point it out but it was relevant since I have a deviated septum) and he said "no it isn't" but he had only seen me from the front with mask off, so I turned sideways and internally felt so much pain thinking he must see it now and think "oh it really is big". Sorry I needed to vent. This doesn't matter fundamentally and I think I would feel fake and worse if I looked super beautiful like an instagram model. So, I have to accept it. It sucks being obsessed when I don't want to but I get seized by this terrible fear "how bad really is it" and self-loathing. I also can't stop noticing in every piece of art and media how the girls have small noses, even more so these days with anime being an influence, it sucks because I love art and being inspired by artists' work but ahhhh I keep noticing and it feels so bad.

No. 946440

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This mansion is £200-250k. It has 29 bedrooms. I can't stop thingken about it.. It needs a lot of renovation but imagine living there with a bunch of other women. Gardening all day, making music, art, cooking, playing games, having a gazillion dogs and cats. I want to cry just thinking about how it will never be. Why are simple things so impossible? Why is an easy, pure, natural life an unrealistic dream? We're prisoners in this capitalist hellscape. I Can No Longer Cope. I wasn't made for this shit and I want to watch it all burn. Sometimes I hear loud bangs from construction and every single time I hope this might be it, finally someone's bombing this whorehouse of an earth.

No. 946446

>>946436
I feel you on every level, particularly the way that the media is SO FUCKING CLEAR that the only acceptable female nose is a tiny button one with no deviation from that perfect ski slope. My nose isn't even that big or awful but how tf else are we supposed to feel when idealized female depictions are more likely to have no nose at all or just a dot than one that's not perfect?

I'm also opposed to ps in principle but I've decided that if this still bothers me by the time I'm 35, I'll get a nose job. I figure that if I'm still vain and insecure by that age, I'll always be vain and insecure so I may as well give in.

No. 946456

>>946436
We're really becoming real life anime with the no-nose huge eyes trends. I can't take a normal selfie because I feel like my nose looks massive, even though it doesn't bother me if I look into the mirror. Once I've tried those filters that automatically detect and change your proportions, and it made my nose smaller and I realized how much more conventionally attractive it makes me so I deleted that shit quick. I feel bad for girls that already grow up with this kind of live editing being commonplace.

No. 946459

>>946440
It was auctioned for 1.3 million, 200 was just the estimate.
https://www.countrylife.co.uk/property/troy-house-200000-215644/amp
I get you though, but you have to participate in the "capitalist game" to get the prices.

No. 946460

>>946440
I don't think I could cope with 28 roommates but I wish communal/intergenerational living was more of a thing, there's too much weirdness and stigma around any deviation from the nuclear family unit. I want to be around my parents without being seen as a womanchild who can't afford to live on her own (I can). I want to live with my sister but she's getting married and I can't live with a couple, obviously. I don't expect to marry or have kids, I feel like I've already got a family and I don't need to add to it.

My only hope is that I can move in with my elderly parents to take care of them when they're older, and maybe my sister will join us if her situation allows. We inherited a house by the beach that my grandma owned and it's my dream to live there with them, it would be like when we were kids and went there on holidays… none of us working, just going on walks and to cafes and the library and the beach.

No. 946461

>>946460
So wholesome and sweet that you want to be around and care for your family so much, I hope you get to live the way you dream anon

No. 946465

>>946461
Aww ty anon, I got really lucky with my fam so it's easy to feel this way!

No. 946473

I love you anons. I don't know why I'm crying. It was cool to be a part of a neat internet group again for a short while. But I have no self control and need to cut myself off. It makes me really sad though because I have no one to talk to otherwise. I'm such a lonely person. Idk I wish there was another place like lolcow just for girls where I didn't have to be anonymous and I could actually form a lasting friendship with someone. I miss having online friendships that lasted years and years. It seems like everyone I've ever known has drifted away from me. I'll never forgive myself for being such a loser. I know it's not all my fault, I went through some really hard shit that beat me down and it's hard to be confident and cool when all you can think about is how scared and sad you are all the time. I wish when I was younger I could have just said "Hey, listen, I face violence every day of my life and I'm really insecure and afraid. I don't want to be quiet and weird, I just want to feel safe." and people would have understood and given me a chance. I don't even know where I'm going with this. Is this really going to be my last post?? I'm literally sobbing. God I just want someone to care.

No. 946482

>>946473
Can you not just try making online friends again? Nowadays from what I understand you can just join fan discords and such and participate in conversations.

No. 946484

>>946473
you deserve the world nona. i wish i could be your friend, you seem like a beautiful person. even when it may feel like no one cares at all, i assure you, there are people who care all around you. it really does feel like it's hard to make online friends these days unless you use Twitter/tiktok (both cesspools). tumblr was the best way back in the day but currently the options we have are pretty shit..discord can be decent but you really have to look hard to find women who truly understand us and by us I mean, people like lolcow users

No. 946490

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I'm so fucking tired of "I successfully made millions/billions/a desired career!" stories and when you watch them, it always, always, ALWAYS people that already came from rich backgrounds. Like fuck, that's not even an archivement then. Fuck you and double fuck you for trying to sell the" just work hard :)))" meme.

No. 946502

>>946490
Not completely related, but I hate the new push for crypto. Like "I won $$$$$$$ on X coin", with a "you can too" message. I get so many fucking crypto ads on my phone if I use any app with no built-in ad protection. I remember when it was a scandal that kids bet on CSgo skins, how is it normal for youtubers and reddit trying to get kids to gamble on this shit? Even using memes and hip and cool names.

No. 946504

>>946041
It's called being a yumejo at least get it right.
>>946020
Great taste, Mahito is one kawaii motherfucker

No. 946506

>>946460
Where I’m from living with your family until you’re married/until death is the norm. Don’t care for whatever people say; you’ve only got so much time with them, anyway. Move with your fam and if someone asks tell them your parents need someone to care for them/support them financially or something. Try to invest some time with your sister when she’s married, like weekly visits every Saturday or something. A friend of mine has this thing where every member of her extended family meets on Saturday in her childhood home.

I hope you get a a nice, long life with your family. Good luck nonny.

No. 946507

When the special needs woman at your job comes in and suddenly acts like she’s your superior and how to do your job, then proceeds to fuck off and not do hers and basically gets paid to hobble around for four hours.

GOD. I think equal opportunity should only be applied if the people can actually fucking work.

No. 946508

my head hurts, i took ibuprofen and its not helping, i dont have paracetamol and feel like pure shit i dont wanna walk to the pharmacy

No. 946511

>>946506
Samefag but I used to with my friend to her house on Saturdays and the entire family would be there. I’d say hi to her grandpa, parents, aunts and uncles, their wives and husbands, their children, and sometimes their children’s children. One of the kids there is a Minecraft terrorist. She reminds me of my Club Penguin Sony Vegas and Photoshop-pirating days. God, I wish I knew where that Azula music video I made when I was 9 is. I was so proud of it, too.

Reject modernity (Twitter fancam), embrace tradition (Sony Vegas music videos).

No. 946515

>>946507
Or, the job shouldn’t be the same as the one you are doing and getting paid for, especially if you are picking up the slack. I’m sure there are better positions /jobs for your coworker.
Can you talk to a supervisor, privately about needing a coworker that helps with the job stones dog adding to it?

No. 946516

>>946508
I’m sorry nonnie, caffeine might help

No. 946518

>>943367
Celebricows is excruciating unfun anymore. I can't shame any celebrity without some Twitter woke giving me their hot take them telling me they're not being reactive. Where else can I shit on celebs judgement free?

No. 946528

I am so exhausted from being constantly treated like an object by strange men in public. Every single day, usually on the train (NYCfag), I am sexually harassed and/or touched without my consent. No matter how I respond, men keep doing it; when I tell them to fuck off, I'm knowingly putting myself in more danger, and I know the maleoid will just go harass someone else. I constantly feel scared even though I live in an exceptionally nice area. It doesn't matter where I am; I know I will get harassed.

My husband understands my frustration because he is East Asian and knows just how much a lifetime of discrimination and mistreatment can wear you down. However, every other man in my life has responded to my complaints about their degenerate sex with one or more of these:

>Yeah, men can be gross

>It's because you're hot
>Well, you're tall and thin
>You're a beautiful woman

Literally none of those responses matter, and the first one is just flippant agreement to get me to stop shitting on their sex. I could probably be a 300+ lb landwhale and still have men making comments about my body or touching me. I could be wearing zero makeup and dress in a garbage bag and the outcome would be the same. I don't know why scrotes think that "uwu you're hot" would somehow make me feel better about being violated almost every day of my life. I don't give a fuck about any man's opinion on my appearance.

The fact that having boundaries constantly ignored is just reality for women is what made me virtually a misandrist.

No. 946546

Literally every time there’s someone at the door who’s not an expected visitor, delivering a package or a neighbour picking one up, it’s someone trying to scam me. Always males (ranging from preteens to pensioners), who always become hostile if I don’t give them money no matter how polite I am about it, who then know where I live. Yet when I tell friends and family that I now refuse to open the door when I’m not expecting visitors or a package they tell me I’m being paranoid and unreasonable. None of them have any idea what it’s like to live in a shitty neighbourhood where even your own neighbours’ elementary school-aged kids are running fake charity scams. They’re used to being able to trust their neighbours and think I’m being unfair and prejudiced. I can’t wait to move out of this shithole.

No. 946551

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i like my sister, she is a genuinely good person and the only person in my family/life worth a damn, but fucking shit, i can't stand actually being with her
she projects her wants and needs on me, and completely ignores what i tell her. in that aspect she is exactly like our mother. neither of them sees me as a person, but as a doll/child who has to fit their mold. and the only way i can be peacefully with either of them is by being the person they want me to be, and both have different ideas of what they want me to be.
everything i have is her hand me downs, everything i am is just a shitty copy of her: the same schools, same college/education.
and whenever she vents about our parents i listen to her, because i truly understand her. but when i vent she either ignores or calls me an ungrateful bitch. and like, it took her fucking 30 years to see how our family is fucked up, and i'm like "bitch you see that shit NOW, after gaslighting me for almost 20 years". why yes, our mother is manipulative, amazing that you reached in 2021 the same conclusion i reached in 2001, good job. i'm the "identified patient" and the only one in the family that displayed how fucked up our family for years, and she sided with me (and i'm grateful for that, truly) but not because she believed in me, but because she is my big sister and loves me.
she never listened to me, never tried to understand my point of view, even in private. i was always the troublemaker, the crazy one. and now she finally has gone to therapy, is finally seeing our family dinamics for what they are, but it frustates me to support her and listen to her after being ignored for decades.

No. 946556

I’m bi, but I’ve noticed that there are bi women who seem to just. Enjoy women as sexual experiments or sex objects but don’t date them and keep a man/men as their primaries. Like this one bitch has a whole ass boyfriend who “lets” her sleep with women, but she has never and probably will never actually date one. I have a date with a woman today, and she keeps asking sexually charged questions while I’m sitting here excited, hoping for snuggles and wondering if a kiss would be too forward. I just hate the idea of women, especially lesbians, being an afterthought to bi women who don’t actually care about the romantic aspect of liking women. It’s frankly disgusting to me.

No. 946561

>>946556
Same, nona. I don't get their misogynistic "women are for sex, scrotes are for serious relationships" mentality.

No. 946564

>>946546
You're right and you shouldn't let anyone guilt you otherwise. I live alone and I never open the door if I'm not expecting someone. My mom got hit by an aggressive scrote pretending to be a concerned neighbor and it scarred me. Anyone who's legit already has your number and can get in touch without you having to answer the door. Fuck em

No. 946565

I’m at the car dealership to pick my car up (it took a month to repair) and they lost it? They’ve been looking for an hour. Receptionist and everyone is trying to find it lmao

No. 946567

>>946561
It’s so nasty….one thing she said was “I know you’ve been looking forward to an encounter with a woman/someone with a vagina for a while!” and I’m like an encounter?? Mentioning genitals?? Bitch I’m making her dinner and we’re watching a movie that she’s excited about bc it was filmed in our city, wtf maybe get to know the women you fuck instead of telling sexy stories to people who literally did not ask. Such a disgusting way to talk about women.

No. 946573

>>946567
Have you made it clear that it's an actual date and not a sex meetup? You don't seem like a match.

No. 946576

>>946573
Oh the girl I’m talking about is a friend of mine asking all this. I made it clear to her that me and this woman are having a date, not just tryna fuck, but she seems unable to comprehend that.

No. 946578

>>946576
I see. Good luck with your date nona.

No. 946585

ill never be as good as other artists why do i even try

No. 946586

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Boyfriend is in his last semester of uni and I'm doing my best to not bother him or stress him too much but I can't help but feel bad about him being distant and cold… I just wish he was more loving towards me, just tell me something nice, how hard it can be to just tell me "I love you" inbetween messages? I don't know if I'm asking too much, we already talked about this some months ago and he told me it was because of quarantine that kept him from being too affectionate as he can't really express himself much through text but I just wish he'd do the effort to make me a bit happier and ease my anxiety. We've been together for almost 6 years now I just want everything to go back to normal

No. 946588

>>946585
not with that attitude!!!! keep at it

No. 946590

>>946578
Thank you anonita ♥

No. 946591

>>946588
ive been keeping at it for too long and theres no improvement i cant even draw fucking eyes its pointless at this point, 10+ years for nothing aaaagh

No. 946593

I came back home from work today to find that my pet budgie flew out of his cage from the balcony. It's been 3 hours now and still no sign of him. I've searched all over the neighbourhood with no luck. All I can think about is how scared, hungry, and thirsty he probably is. Plus it's starting to get really cold at night where I live, and we have lots of stray cats. And now my other budgie refuses to eat because she misses her friend. I don't know what to do, I just want to cry.

No. 946594

>>946565
Update they found it but the radio isn’t working. The key fob they said I asked for and paid hundreds for wasn’t programmed. Bro I need to get home there is McDonald’s breakfast on my doorstep

No. 946603

Im turning 30 next week and I honestly feel like I will never be in a relationship. Its because I know what men are really like, the story of a cute man who comes into your life and makes things fun isnt real. Also, I'm getting ti the age where scrotes are starting to hit the wall and theres no way I'm going to find one I'm attracted to. I'm also coming to terms with the fact I have never really enjoyed having sex, it was just always something I kind of did for other people. I'm pretty much just mourning the death of a man that never existed, because my ideal man just lived within my head and was never real. After engaging in hook up culture, being married a bit etc I can never un see what men are. Its depressing

No. 946605

thought I was graduating college this semester then my advisor emails me that I need to take 2 classes I’ve already taken. I email back saying I took those, and she said to disregard that email as it doesn’t apply to me, but that I have 13 credits left. I told her that she never told me this, and that she even helped me sign up for the classes I needed to graduate. She said I got two emails about the missing credits and forwarded them to me. They were sent (not even from her email) 10 days after registration ended for this semester. So I’m taking one class this semester to not even graduate. this whole time I could have been taking enough to graduate if she had just paid attention to her job and saved me thousands.

No. 946612

>>946585
I feel you anon, I'm a mediocre artist myself. Your art is just fine! As long as you keep drawing and get enjoyment out of it that's all that matters. I believe in you.

No. 946615

I let men cross my boundaries sexually because I don't know how to say no and otherwise have an abusive home to return to. A very small part of it is to numb myself, but often I feel miserable during. I know why I can't say no and why I let them do things, and it hurts. I just don't know how to deal with it otherwise. I just have nowhere to go. I'm trying to fill a parental void. I feel embarrassed of this. I can't believe I went from a virgin to someone who 69'd a guy so quickly. I didn't even like or want it that much. I'm sorry. I'm really hurting.

No. 946618

>>946615
I can fix you babe. Email me on hitler@rape.lol(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 946621

>>946615
you’re not alone nonna, i did that kind of stuff too when i was younger but i just try not to think about it. don’t beat yourself up about it, you won’t be in this situation forever

No. 946622

>>946594
I hope you got your breakfast. a sausage egg McMuffin sounds good right now

No. 946630

>>946615
I was in your shoes through my late teens to early 20s, you're not alone. Tbh after getting my shit sorted out and finding someone who loved me, I don't even think about my past. I sincerely don't give a fuck and don't find it relevant to my present self. It would be like blaming myself for jumping out of a burning building and breaking a leg–would anyone reasonable say to that "Well ya shoulda stuck out the flames and tried to put it out yourself"? You're in a bad situation and are coping the best you are able with the resources you have. It's easy to be a critic.
The most you can do for your present self if you do go through with those decisions is to try to keep yourself as safe as possible. Better things are in your future and you need to tell yourself that.

No. 946632

My sister is a primary school teacher, today a child 3 or 4 was choking on a quaver (crisp/potato chip) and my sister literally had to throw her over her shoulder to smack her back to bring it up and dislodge it. It made me realise that if someone was every choking or anything, I would have no idea what to do. Or if they are not breathing, I don't know CPR. I think this should be taught in high schools, we are taught such unnecessary things like how to play sports and beyond the useful level of maths and stuff yet not taught how to literally save lives.

No. 946633

>>946632
CPR is usually taught in gym class

No. 946638

>>946633
I'm from the uk, it isn't a mandatory thing to be learnt or taught during school.

No. 946641

>>946633
what country are you from? im a burgerfag and all we did in gym class was line dancing and stupid shit, i learned CPR at my job though

No. 946642

>>946632
Look up the heimlich maneuver. CPR is useless if someone's airways are blocked by a foreign object.
What your sister did is an altered version of it, likely due to the kid's size.

No. 946649

I go in to a interview today at a corporate place. I once worked at another location years ago, and quit because my mental health was shit, and also my boss was such a mean girl.
But it's been four years, it's a new place, I should be fine, right?
GUESS WHO THE FUCK IS INTERVIEWING ME. she is a temp manager at that location for This week only
So I had to interview with the woman who was two faced and mean to me then, to determine if I can work there now?
Holy fuck, I've had some shit interviews before, including a drunk boss at the interview,
and boy THIS TAKES THE FUCKING CAKE

No. 946650

>>946649 samefag
one more thing,
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

No. 946655

>>946652
Homie I am employed already, just looking for more work. Move on.

No. 946681

>>946649
Sorry to hear that anon, that's absolute bullshit. I hope her shit personality comes back to bite her eventually.

No. 946682

>>946649
Ew, I'm sorry that happened to you. Hopefully she didn't remember you or if she did, has a super deluded memory about your working relationship. I've had managers who were cunts to me but talked about our professional interactions like things were gravy lmao.

No. 946692

>>946440
i would love an apartment complex with only women, but to have a large communal house just seems uncomfy to me.

anyway i distantly know this ftm and she's always saying things like "no straight men beyond this point…. >:)" and it just grosses me out idk

No. 946694

I just failed my first class, med school anatomy. I'm truly so grateful to be in med school, but I HATED waking up at 8 AM to poke around in stinky cadavers. Memorizing a bajillion random facts and images simply does not work with my brain.

I'll have to retake it over the summer, but at least there will be no cadavers. So much more excited for any class that's not anatomy. I will happily study chem, microbio, literally anything else.

No. 946700

My laptop goes to sleep whenever its at 50% until I plug it in and its not even an old laptop… I’ve barely had it for 2 years what the fuck is wrong with Apple’s batteries I thought this only fucked up on phones. And of course you have to pay 200 bucks to get it replaced at the store

No. 946701

>>946694
I failed anatomy these two years but for the opposite reason, I was expecting to touch cadavers and all that bass but they made the 1-year-long course long distance, 2020 and 2021, making me feel as if I wasn't enrolled in class at all and draining all my hype for it.

No. 946704

>>946701
Ooh, are you another med school anon? Or dental school/something else?

No. 946705

>missed the midterm for one of my courses
holy shit i'm freaking out
i hope the professor lets me make it up somehow. but i swear to fuck i saw nothing about it in our activity calendar and we didn't get any e-mails either aAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

No. 946708

>>946682
>>946681
Thank you nonnas. The interview went well, I guess as well as it could have gone.
Before I left the job the first time around I was trying to "fix" my mom and brothers addictions. I was constantly worried about them, and she knew the situation. (Mocked me behind closed doors with coworkers, but concerned to my face.)

So when I followed that up with death and gloom updates, her body language softened up.
I dont think she realized how much stress I was under at the age.
I wrapped up my pervious work experience with the company discussing how I matured and how I have better tools to navigate my anxiety with, now that I've had therapy.

Who knows what will happen, but at least I tried.
I have 3 other interviews lined up, and I'll be okay, it just sucks that of all the odds, I'd see her today.

No. 946710

>>946705
OH NO NONNIE
if all else fails, fake a covid scare and go get a test, may cover your ass this time. Good luck

No. 946712

>>946694
I get it! proud of you for taking the course again, dont give up!

No. 946713

>>946700
Do you have a warranty? or Apple Care I think?

No. 946722

>>946704
Studying nutrition in local public med uni. I was looking so foward to start uni but the lockdown and long distance programs made it an awful first experience, hoping I can actually start enjoying it once we get normal classes once again

No. 946729

>>946722
I ended up hating cadaver labs once the novelty wore off, but I hope you can do that/other stuff in person eventually, if that's what you want!! Good luck, future healthcare pal!

>>946712
Thank you! I have to keep reminding myself I'm not some loser and that I'm entering a really great field lol.

No. 946740

I wish that either there were more good writers or that I was basic enough to enjoy more books. Why is it considered good to follow formulas and character tropes in the writing world? I used to read a lot but now 95% of books just seem like the same shit over and over, in every genre.

No. 946744

>>946459
How rich do you have to be to buy a rotting home for 1m that you'll need to spend even more money on renovating. Jfc. I just want a fraction.

No. 946745


No. 946752

>>946593
Have you found him yet? I hope you're okay…

No. 946753

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I wish I was somewhere outside right now, like the mall, with someone I like spending time with or at home cuddling watching shows.

I miss that retarded shit so much. I live in the middle of nowhere with no car and it pisses me off so much. I want to go places.

No. 946756

>>946713
No unfortunately. My laptop usually doesn't leave my room so I thought it would be unnecessary. Little did I know how pathetic the internal hardware is.

No. 946758

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I just really can't trust "bubbly" "nice" people anymore. They creep me out. I used to be all about niceness but now I just can't. Trust. People.
Anyone feels similar?

No. 946774

>>946758
Definitely, anon. Genuinely nice people don't care about coming across as an uwu sweet bean because they're just normal people who try to be kind. People who try too hard to come off as bubbly and sweet are usually doing it for a manipulative reason.

No. 946778

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>>946771
please don't start this shit again I am BEGGING you

No. 946780

>>946778
I thought I'd seen all the sperging /ot/ had to offer but I didn't know this topic started shit in the past, I just wanted to bitch. Just disregard it anon.

No. 946783

>>946778
What was it?

No. 946785

>>946783
Anon who deleted the post but I now realize it's related to the shit that went down in the last thread that the OP is referring to lmao

No. 946786

>>943367
Honestly, if my boyfriend ends up replying to all my fun texts and updates with him being busy working on a project on a Friday night after work again I'm gonna be mildly pissed.
I'm happy he got a good working position but they're obviously overworking him terribly. He only just recovered from another work project. I just want my boyfriend to be available to chat on a friday evening since we don't live together yet.

No. 946787

I’m tired of hearing nurses/health professionals complain about getting the vaccine. You chose to enter a field where this would happen. Complains about how many unvaccinated people are in the hospital, but isn’t unvaccinated themselves.

No. 946793

>>946357
>>946359
Thank you nonies, you deserve the world. Stuff like this really uplift me.

No. 946794

>>946758
Most of the time they are nosey about others business and likes to play the messenger in scenarios.

No. 946796

>>946787
this doesnt make the sense you think it does

No. 946798

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Found out my ex (bi woman) who was never affectionate with me (bi woman) the way I wanted is in a new relationship with some other girl (gold star lesbian) now and has altered a lot of her interests to match the new girl's. Why should I be so miserable just because other people are happy or pretending to be happy? She never treated me the way I deserved and what I do deserve is to be truly free from her shit.

No. 946802

>>946796
how
I know a health profession who isn’t vaccinated and complains about the pile up due to COVID

No. 946808

>>946786
He's cheating

No. 946809

>>946786
Why do men think it’s hard to reply to their gfs?

No. 946812

>>946802
the vaccine's effectiveness is around a few months and unvaccinated/vaccinated spread it the same…

i think the focus should be on therapeutics but those are cheap and thats why people say the vaccine is all we have to stop the virus meanwhile theres too many issues with the whole vaccine situation and anyone who questions is shut down

in a common sense world, you would be right but everything is backwards now

No. 946817

my dad is dying of cancer and i'm fucking depressed. i'm not ready for him to go

No. 946818

>>946798
Am I missing something? What does your sexualities have to do with your ex getting a new gf

No. 946822

>>946817
Sorry anon. I hope you get to spend a lot of time with your father

No. 946824

>>946818
If I didn't specify people would assume I was either straight and my ex was a scrote or it was "lesbian drama".

No. 946828

>>946822
thanks nonny… i am, i'm taking care of him, it's just hard. he's not very old, he's only 60. i would feel differently if he was much older i think but he's not.

No. 946833

>>946809
He's not bad at replying normally but if he has strict deadlines on projects for work he goes into hyperfocus mode. This has only been an issue lately.

No. 946838

>>946828
Nta, but I lost my dad a year ago. If you haven't, take some pictures and videos with him, especially ones where you can hear him talk

No. 946847

>>946833
Does he just let you know he’s busy and says he’s talk later?

No. 946862

How horrifying that someone I met at uni is barely over 18 and has a hardcore fetish sex worker account and follows age play accounts on their public socials. I hate how groomed zoomers are, none of this shit is fucking normal and they act like it's a crime to dislike being advertised your friend's pussy on an IG story.

No. 946866

>>946862
Their parents didn’t love them enough. At least have the decency to use a private acc not public.

No. 946873

>>946847
He has once before but now he just hasn't replied in over 3 hours.
I don't mind him not being on messenger during his work days but the fact that he now might not be answering due to extra work on a friday evening after being done with his official workday is just so annoying. He doesn't get extra pay either. This company overworks him due to him having the best english skills basically.

No. 946876

CP BUMP

No. 946880

>>946876
I felt lucky to not have seen any of the child porn posted here yet and now my evening is even worse

No. 946881

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No. 946882

well i just saw cp for the first time ever
really hope that child is okay. men are fucking revolting

No. 946899

>>946882
In another thread an anon was defending autistic men. Suddenly there is CP after the backlash. I hope it wasn’t that anon because that’s fucked up

No. 946902

do those links actually lead to anything or is it just a troll? i absolutely hate cp, but i clicked the link to see if maybe it was a troll or linked to some type of account. it was a weird forum in russian. no way it actually has cp? i didn't click any further but i can't believe cp would be so easy to access. also, that poor child.

No. 946904

>>946902
why click the link…..

No. 946910

>>946902
anon stop being a retard and forward those links as an FBI tip

No. 946912

>>946902
Go run an antivirus scan and clear your cache, stupida

No. 946913

>>946902
the thumbnail is actual cp so the forum likely has it too
better clear your history and cache because you just did something very, very stupid

No. 946914

I tried to report that post but it had a pop up and said true and didn’t send my report in. Anyone else??

No. 946915

>>946904
because i can't believe it would actually lead to anything real as that is far too easily accessible for illegal content, but maybe it would show who is behind posting it.
>>946910
true it is somewhat retarded but im a eurofag and don't know where
>>946912
>>946913
okay thank you (unironically) for reminding me of the obvious

No. 946916

>>946902
Plenty of illegal shit on clearnet Russian forums. No I don't look at or for that kind of content but with the amount of other illegal shit that can easily be found online it's likely. Also you're probably on a list now for clicking that.

No. 946917

>>946902
Yeah clicking suspicious links is kind of internet no no number one, anon. You're probably fine but still.

No. 946919

>>946914
I think (hope) that means it's already been deleted?

No. 946927

>>946915
Girl you are an idiot. Learn internet safety before coming online. If it has an image of CP, why on earth do you think it’s okay to link? They could of got all your information. You really thought there was gonna be no harm? You might say it’s hard to find those images, but they’re are sick fucks everywhere who have these photos..

No. 946931

>>946915
i hope to god you at least have a vpn, retard-chan

No. 946935

>>946916
I believe you, don't worry. I feel like such an idiot, really too naive and like I could make a difference too…
>>946927
Nah, you're right. I was too confident and idiotic, I wasn't thinking. Unironically a gullible retard and I am smacking myself against the head trying to quickly run a virus scan. I guess I just genuinely cannot believe it and wanted to believe the picture was photoshop too. it sounds like a shitty excuse but I just feel a little bit weird with seeing cp and there being links to it, i don't know, it's just so weird. i don't really want to believe it. sorry.

No. 946942

>>946931
I don't………………….. I used my computer virus scan, this is a new computer so I don't even have any new programs downloaded. i hope this doesn't become a part of lolcow's own caps, i feel like such a dimwit

No. 946943

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>>946935
damn you are incredibly dumb and need to be protected at all costs kek

No. 946944

>>946935
I hope you're ok, retard-chan. What you did was dumb, but I do impulsive dumb shit all the time when I'm shocked/surprised so I can relate. It's clear you made a mistake you won't make again so try not to be too hard on yourself, I'm sure it'll be fine.

No. 946945

>>946942
I'm sorry I called you stupida. Don't worry about it, you're not accustomed to this shit (a good thing) and the only one who deserves to be hitting themselves is those who get off on this shit

No. 946947

>>946902
the actual pictures they post here are 'actual' cp, why would you feel the need to 'verify' if it was real or not??? if they're already posting full-fledged child abuse images on random websites of course it isn't a fucking troll. my god anon come on. how are you going to be like 'poor kids!' when you look at the pictures and then still follow the link?

No. 946952

Low back pain is feeling terrible again today. To the anon who keeps telling me to see a proper doctor, I did and all she did was prescribe me painkillers. It's a rollercoaster and things are getting better but today I'm struggling to sit and stand without just feeling achy as hell. I'm looking into a physical therapist although I wonder if it's even worth it since the pain isn't as bad as it was before. I'm going out on a picnic tomorrow and I know it's gonna be hell because sitting on the floor is hell for me.

No. 946966

>>946952
A physiotherapist will help you, they also recommend exercises.
I fucked up my back because I’m retarded, and my physiotherapist gave me some really nice and simple exercises to do in bed which helped me A LOT.
If you’re constant with the exercises, you will feel amazing, and the massages are great too.

No. 946971

>>946758
My fuck I miss making these cookies. I have a whole roll of smile cookie stickers. It's massive. Like, massive.

No. 946972

>>946952
Do you sit a lot/are sedntary? Weightlifting did wonders for my lower back pain. Hope it's nothing serious!

No. 946977

>>946947
No, you're absolutely right. I won't defend myself in detail because it is ultimately pointless, but I guess it was an extremely idiotic and weird way for my brain to reject what was happening and make myself seem stronger than the situation. I tried to convince myself it was just poorly done photoshop by some weirdo scrote and that I wouldn't be affected by his trolling. I just didn't want to believe it. The more time has passed the less I can pretend what I saw was not real and that it is just an edgy joke. It is dawning upon me more and more and reminding me of a lot of bad things and overall has just made me feel very distraught. You are absolutely correct in pointing out my idiocy and I appreciate every curt farmer because we need more strictness like this to avoid vulnerable retards from making dumb mistakes, lol… But I am really shocked, I was just taking a break from my project and wanted to read mindless nonsense on /ot/, and now I can barely think. I feel really empty and cold and my brain has just gone quiet except for a few very horrible thoughts. I wish I had never seen that picture and I am so glad I didn't click more on that link. I just can't believe it, I don't want to believe it. I just don't want to believe it. Anyway, I have to meet my deadline…
>>946945
>>946944
>>946943
thank you for the positivity and no need to apologise if you did

No. 946985

>>946977
Good luck on your project, anon! I hope you feel better soon, that shit is very unpleasant for normal people to have to see, which is why only disgusting scrotes have it on hand to post.

No. 946989

>>946966
Thanks nonnie! My chiro has me work with a trainer after our appointments but I'd like to work with someone a little longer than just a few minutes… I did find a place near me that seems promising so maybe I'll give them a try!

>>946972
I do unfortunately. I did start trying to get up more often and it's helped, but today I had a last minute report I had to scramble to finish so I just sat for almost three hours straight. I don't really slouch when I sit anymore (but that's mostly because slouching makes my lower back ache lol).

I've always wanted to do weightlifting! I can't really fit time for a gym in my life so I just do bodyweight exercises at home…

No. 947015

Does any of you got broken up with with your boyfriend because they were gay? This happened one year ago and I still feel so fucking stupid, everybody around me was telling me after "yeah, he was obviously gay", but I still convinced myself otherwise because oh well a gay man wouldn't have sdz with a girl (no he is not bi) and even pressured me for more sex constantly. It feels weird having been used as a beard, you feel both naive and also disgusting.

No. 947023

>>947015
A few years ago I met up wth a pretty camp 'gold star gay' and we fucked. He even finished quickly. I fully believe he is gay but a hole is a hole and a scrote is a scrote.

Did he go down on you?

No. 947025

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USPS GIVE ME MY FUCKING PACKAGE YOU DIPSHITS

No. 947032

>>947023
>>947015
Those guys are bisexuals in denial. If they can cum with a woman, they aren't gay. I know gays who would vomit if they tried it.

No. 947040

>>947032
I'm >>947023
To give more detail, I was a newly ex-tran at the time. I was meeting bi guys off of grindr because of my weird situation. This guy was gay but nearby so he asked where I was at in my detransition. I told him I'm a woman just with some side effects of T left over so he hummed and hawwed and then wanted to meet. He was in his thirties and had never so much as kissed a woman.

We met that night and he touched me the smallest bit and then swiftly decided to sleep on it and see how he felt in the morning..? I had low hopes but whatever, he was polite and I wasn't gonna kick him out that late. Then the next morning he was up for it. No foreplay, from behind, I'm short haired and have a man voice.. I can see how a gay scrote can just fuck for 3 mins when it's from behind. I was a hole, I'm not under the impression that I was any more than that. It was nothing special but I stole a gold star. Don't take that from me lol

No. 947052

>>947040
Tmi but did he fuck got in the pussy or asshole?

No. 947057

>>947052
In the front. Used a condom of course. I asked him if it felt different and he said it did a lil.

No. 947059

>>947023
Yeah he insisted on doing it even though I didn't like it.
>>947040
Yeah, also was masculine in appearance at that time and he even complained to me I wasn't putting out from behind too much after I got used to piv.

No. 947060

>>947057
How different? Like more wet? That’s an interesting story to say the least anon

No. 947069

>>947060
I think he meant that it grips differently? Like the muscles are different.

It was kinda just a detached quickie but some part of me likes the thought of having ticked that off my bucket list. One of those things where the reality wasn't too climactic but saying I've done it is still kind of hot to me.

No. 947102

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I walked out of high school for the last time today (we finish in autumn instead of summer) and I don't know how to feel.
For one, it was mostly hell, because I was a retard without self awareness, but there were great times too. I will miss the friends I used to have, and basketball.

I wish I didn't miss so much of it because of quarantine. I wish I hadn't lost a couple of years to hiding in toilets and getting pushed down the stairs and filmed. Even though it was a literal toilet, I feel lost and lonely now. Like I missed out on ~le highschool experience~ because of bullying, lockdown, and terrible family events.
I feel like I'm still a child even though I'm 18. Other people my age do so much more, have more experience. I feel like a let down for having no friends anymore. Most of all, the fear of no longer belonging to an institution where you have a place to go every day, a set routine, and less responsibility. I feel so scared and alone, I don't know where to go next and I'm scared of growing up because I feel I never got to be truly young with a functional family and without feeling like an outsider. I wish I was still young so I could dream for a few months more.

No. 947103

>>947040
>No foreplay
Weren't you dry as a desert how tf did anything go in?

No. 947114

>>947103
I mean I was on an app looking for sex the previous night, then I went to sleep horny and half expecting rejection in the morning. The fact that he was actually up for it.. I was ok go once I knew I was getting some.

No. 947116

>>947102
You're not really missing out on any big high school experiences tbh, everyone I know hated high school. Anon, what you're feeling right now is what everyone experiences when they finish school. Relax, don't worry about things so much. You're still a teenager, you have so much time to do all those things you want to do so badly. This is just the beginning for you.

No. 947119

>>947102
>I wish I was still young so I could dream for a few months more.
oh my god you're still a fucking child and will be young for several decades more, please chill out

No. 947129

>>947102
The bar for old is not at 18 nor anyway near it, calm the fuck down.

No. 947132

>>947119
what the fuck is society doing to these girls that they think their fates are sealed at 18? Or that they're old at 20??? I'm a millennial and the whole thing is mind boggling.

No. 947137

>>947132
Scrote pedo culture getting to their head and no one around them contesting that.
Those girls aren't gonna make it to 30 if they keep that up.

No. 947141

>>947132
It's insane because in reality, milestone ages are getting pushed back to later in life (getting degrees, jobs, buying property, marriage, kids etc), and you're not under so much pressure to do those things at all. Science is helping us age significantly better than ever before, we know to wear sunscreen and avoid smoking now so you can be wrinkle free for a long time. Why are people getting so much more paranoid about aging? It's gotta be social media poisoning kids minds, if all they ever do is scroll through tiktok looking at super attractive teenagers then no wonder they can't imagine life being worthwhile when you aren't one of them.

No. 947148

>>947102
Nonny, everyone's being a bit harsh on you. I think it's normal to feel apprehensive during big milestones in life, whether they are positive or negative.

Rest assured that you're not old, and you truly don't have to change anything about yourself as you become an "adult." I'm a 23-year old in grad school and I still consider myself a kid, and enjoy the same things I did in high school.

High school is so silly and you don't want to be someone who peaked in high school.

No. 947151

You're such a useless husk of a man. All you ever did for me was downplay my feelings and experiences. Now I'm responsible for looking after the child YOU had and brought into this world, and you can't even provide proper financial support.
Now I am also becoming like you. A husk of the woman I once was. Angry at everything and everyone. Wasting my youth caring for a child that isn't even mine. I wish life had dealt me an easier path to follow, but I'm certain that nobody actually has it as easy as it looks from my outsider perspective. I wish I had a bigger family or more trustworthy friends.

No. 947154

>>947102
>I wish I was still young so I could dream for a few months more.
nice mistki lyrics lmfao
class of 2013 was about graduating college anyways, not high school. you're still young

No. 947160

>>947151
Anon, why are you taking care of a child that isn’t yours?

No. 947164

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>flirt with a guy
>develop feelings for him
>find out he has a girlfriend
Why, god why. This is the first actual crush in my life and it has to be this PAINFUL. I know it's over and there's no point in dwelling on it and wondering what if, but every time I see him, and I have to see him almost every day, I get so distracted and nervous and I can't stop visualizing the life we would have together

No. 947166

>>947132
I don't think my fate is sealed, I just feel sad about not being a child anymore. I really don't care about being appealing to men, nor do I acknowledge them- I only want to be abdicated of the responsibilities and expectations of someone my age. I don't know what to do next in life, I just want to go back to class and play basketball and not worry about whatever comes next. It sometimes feels like my mother wishes I was more like her when she was my age, with friends, going out, relationships and being much cooler than me.

>>947116 thank you anon, I needed to hear that because I thought I was being dramatic and felt so alone. I really hope your weekend will be pleasant.
>>947154
I'm so happy you found the mitski lyrics lmao
in that case I am indeed off to dream for a few months more ♥

No. 947184

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being a woman with niche moid interests is painful. whenever i think i've met a nice girl to talk to, it ends up being a tranny.

speaking of trannies though, i tracked down an old friend that trooned out, and he's since de-transitioned, and i'm happy for him. he seems happier as well.

No. 947185

>>947151
Why do single childless women waste their time with scrotes who have kids? The opposite way around would never happen

No. 947188

>>946902
Retard. I know a bunch of anons already called you a retard, but I just wanted to call you a retard one more time.

No. 947191

>>946824
That makes sense. I'm sorry about your ex anon, If she's really changing her interests/personality for the new girl then she might not even be all that happy. You'll get over her eventually.

No. 947195

>>947185
nta but I was dating this guy and he never told me he had kids. Until he showed me pictures of his two children in their Halloween costumes. I ghosted him real fast

No. 947196

>>947195
What a sly bastard lmao he thought showing that casually would be a good way to skirt around the topic

No. 947197

>>947184
Makes you so happy to hear that some people escape the trans cult. What is your gibby?

No. 947198

I regret not going to the doctor yesterday because I told myself I'll go if it's worse by monday. It's not worse (and it's actually probably nothing and I'm just being sensitive because my hypochondric ass is overthinking), but I'm still worrying myself sick, so I just should've went for the peace of mind. Going to be a very long weekend nonnies.

No. 947199

>>947197i
I mean hobby not gibby

No. 947200

I hate university, but I'm too far in to drop out, and my grades aren't even bad enough to justify it (I currently have a solid 3.35 in a tough major). That being said I literally despise speaking about it because if anyone asks all I'll be able to say is "It sucks, I can't wait to be done so I can face the grind of an actual job" or something equally emo.
Tl;dr mother just called me and asked after school, I gave her a rather neutral statement – It's tiring – and very quickly changed the subject to something else. I feel like shit but I can't help it.
I wish I could be rich and wealthy and have no obligations towards any of this crap.

No. 947207

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Mfw that one person's name pops up on my phone and I know they're only calling me because they need somebody to bitch at about their problems for 2 hours

No. 947210

>>947207
So relatable

No. 947211

>>947207
I'm so fucking glad I cut this (type of) person out of my life completely. I had planned on unblocking her after giving her time to calm the fuck down when I thought to myself, what does she even add to my life? Every interaction with her stressed me out or pissed me off and what did I get out it? No "thanks for putting up with me, anon" or "sorry for lashing out at you, anon" or "I know it's hard on you so I'll try to make you my emotional punching bag a little less often, anon" or, "let me make it up to you buy taking you out to lunch, anon." If it wasn't asking me for money, physical labor, or emotional labor it was bitching about some stupid irrelevant shit and then losing it if I didn't reply exactly how she wanted me to. If you're going to unload on someone all the time at least have the courtesy to engage in pleasant interactions occasionally to balance it out.

No. 947213

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No. 947216

>>947213
newfag my bf is cheating on me with this troon

No. 947220

>>947216
Your bf gay

No. 947223

>>947220
they were bffs in middle school and troon reached out to him on fb. i want to leave him but I want to humiliate him before I go

No. 947233


No. 947236

>>947233
not physical cheating but emotionally. he is constantly messaging him every hour of the day when he’s not off of work. friend added me on my personal instagram.

No. 947238

I only recently found out that lastfm used to show who viewed your profile and I'm just dying of cringe because I exposed myself so unknowingly all that time…ugh…even viewing friends and mutual friends that I was too afraid to add…

No. 947239

>>947233
>>947236
he tells my bf what it would be like to try trans pussy even though he still has his penis he refers to it like that

No. 947241

>>947236
>>947239
I’m just asking if you really want to humiliate him even more, like, he’s already a gay man dating a man in a dress, what else could you possibly even do to humiliate him more?

No. 947242

>>947223
Somethng to consider is.. if you get angry, if you point out that cheating with a tran is extra insulting or if you go for any low blows then he'll further run into the arms of this person and they'll walk off into the sunset fully believing they are right and you're the bad guy here. Cheaters twist logic to suit themselves like that. It's infuriating but it's how they operate. They grasp at anything to turn things back on you and ease any lil bit of guilt they have poking through.

I got cheated on, he met her through fb. I wasn't on fb but once I knew I was being cheated on I looked.. she was a large lady and he always claimed to be fussy about weight. I asked about that… I was treated to a lecture of him defending her and singing her praises. He was furious that I'd ask even in a non bitchy way. This man spent 2 years pointing out 'fatties' to me in public when I hated him doing that and fought with him to stop it. Then he fell for a larger lady and had a total memory loss of those days. I'm the meanie fatphobe for ever asking. That is his memory of what happened. He simply fell in love but me.. I'm a fatphobe lol

>>947239
Trans pussy could just mean ass too

No. 947243

>>947242
I don’t want him anymore so idc if I look like the bad guy

No. 947244

>>947238
I think some people still have some kind of function to view who viewed their profile because I get people telling me thank you for viewing their profile and i'm like… how did you know?

No. 947246

>>947241
Yeah for real his side piece has 5 o'clock shadow kek. Wait til it really sinks in that the trans pussy he's been fapping over is a man's butthole. Dude's gay.

No. 947248

>>947238
I hate shit like this. The fear of not knowing what sites do and dont do this… and then those scammy apps that claim to be able to tell you who viewed your insta.. like don't do that to me. My heart can't take it.

No. 947250

>>947248
I think the insta ones are all fake, aren't they?

No. 947251

>>947250
I think so yeah but I met a guy over the summer and I had a moment when I saw an ad for one of those apps and I panicked lol

No. 947260

Jill is such a despicable cow. I genuinely do not know how to stop picking at my skin and it impacts my life horribly. My lips are completely torn apart and bleeding. It hurts, looks awful and makes me feel insecure about myself and my tendencies. I am ashamed of how I feel and look right now. I want to hide. I am extremely grateful for the day I get to live without this awful habit. The same goes for PTSD. I am embarrassed and frustrated to have to deal with these things. I want the opposite of being defined by it and put in the effort every day to recover a bit more. I don't understand how she can't comprehend this.

No. 947270

>>947260
Of course she can't comprehend it, she's never experienced anything even remotely traumatic so she doesn't understand how much it fucks you up and that's why it's a fun LARP for her. I'm cheering you on anon, I wish you the best and hope that you're able to heal from what you've experienced.

No. 947271

The attractive women you’d want to fuck thread makes me want to kms like why do I have a visible face that exposes itself to everyone on a daily basis I want to be a faceless alien

No. 947282

>>947271
I don’t understand. are you saying you’re so attractive you wanna be faceless??

No. 947288

odds i eat the rest of the ice cream in the fridge

No. 947289

>>947288
evens and i do it

No. 947290

>>947282
no I’m saying I can’t be as attractive as the women in that thread and I want to cover my face for eternity

No. 947296

Testing ban

No. 947297

>>947290
You just have to be famous to be shilled as attractive

No. 947312

>>947288
what kind

No. 947326

I kinda wanna end a friendship but nothing happened. She's just kind of annoying about politics (handmaiden-y type who parrots whatever she hears on Twitter/breadtube), has lots of stupid takes and isn't informed on anything, and is super friendly and peppy in a way that feels really forced. She really hasn't done anything wrong besides having a few retarded takes but my blood boils when I have to talk to her lol. Unfortunately shes a friend of another close friend who I actually like so I have to chill out to avoid petty drama from occuring. Ideally I just wanna withdraw and stop talking to her but the friend I actually like keeps hanging out with her.

No. 947331

>>947326
only hang out with your friend then. not a group gathering a one on one

No. 947334

>>947312
it was vanilla and it was great

No. 947336

>>947328
>i used to go to his house in the mornings and coax him into the shower by saying it would be sexy and fuckin scrub him
women do too much for men. holy shit nonnie i hope you've gotten yourself a better partner

No. 947340

>>947334
would love some vanilla ice cream. I bought root beer earlier. want to make a float

No. 947359

I hate psoriasis and eczema so much. I can't sleep at all

No. 947367

Moids talking "in-depth" about a fandom makes me want to strike them with a bat. No, you absolute sperg, I don't give two shits about your "theories" and "knowledge." I just want to casually like something for, oh I don't know, fun? Have you ever heard of that three letter word? Why do men ruin everything?

No. 947386

>>946567
Update, the date went extremely well

No. 947423

I wish my cat would go the fuck to sleep. He's not doing anything wrong, it's normal for him to be awake and doing his thing right now but my mood sucks and he's pissing me off.

No. 947425

Not to sperg but a lot of men are autistic. I’m tired of hearing stories from friends about how their man doesn’t know how to set boundaries with another female. Oh he never speaks up if he’s uncomfortable or stops the flirting. I’m sure they like the flirting which is why they don’t try to stop it. Stop coddling your bf/husband ladies!!!!

No. 947426

>>947423
when I can’t sleep my cat likes to lay around wherever I move.

No. 947437

I just had a breakdown and couldn't stop crying because having to write my thesis, doing a bunch of job applications and interviews simultaniously plus dealing with the fear that no one will hire me and my dad yelling at me to do more stressed me out. My mom said that I should stop crying and get used to it because that is what is considered normal.

No. 947440

>>947425
yeah those men are assholes and cheaters. they don't set boundaries because they enjoy the attention and the flirting because they are dirty scumbags. a normal loyal person would get uncomfortable and either remove himself from the situation, mention that he has a gf/wife or simply tell her to stop. this has nothing to do with being autistic.

No. 947441

after everything you've said about me and everything you did to me I hope you suffer as much as possible and you will suffer believe me. You will suffer for what you've done to me, it's not just a cope. Everyone that has done bad things to me has suffered. You're also a lazy piece of shit and all the criticism you get from people is valid. Your parents aren't narcs, you're just a spoiled, sociopathic and lazy piece of shit.

No. 947443

>>947213
What a fucking ugly face and horrible makeup

No. 947455

>>947443
Well duh it's a male

No. 947485

>>947213
I'm skeptical that this is a troon. the face I feel could go either way but the hands aren't as huge as troon hands usually are nor are the shoulders very broad. the creepy lifeless eyes and the fact that this was taken outside in the dark are what bothers me. seriously this picture is creeping me out tbh.

No. 947488

>>947485
OG poster. He was always the shortest in class and had a smaller built

No. 947521

Browsing through the NEET thread and some of these NEETS are acting to bold for ladies who rely on their parents. There’s one thing needing help, but acting like you’re better than everyone because you sleep all day isn’t cute

No. 947534

>>947521
lol are you the jealous anon from that thread

No. 947536

>>947534
No just a bystander watching drama happen as always

No. 947548

trial for the monster who violently raped me is finally over. life in prison on four counts (every count). after years of waiting for justice i can’t believe this is finally over and that he got the harshest possible sentence… so many feelings that i can’t describe.

No. 947550

>>947548
Congrats nonnie

No. 947552

i hate being a horny mess and i hate even more how enjoyable it must be for the low tier scrote i let engage with me sexually because damn i am just in heat but he really doesn't deserve someone like me

No. 947553

>>947548
I don't know what is the appropriate reaction for something so important but also probably very difficult to live ( the whole trial process I mean) but congratulation anon, I'm really happy for you!
>he got the harshest possible sentence
fucking great!

No. 947556

So I was born abroad and moved to the ME a few years back, and I’m going to graduate college in 2 years. And I’m dreading the moment I start working with male autists here. It’s hell. I don’t want to read their posts about how wearing skinny jeans makes God angry and I don’t want to see them throws an emotional temper tantrum when someone tells them no one cares. A friend of mine was approached by a woman who told her that a MALE senior told her to go to said friend and “advise her about covering her hair”. If someone does that to me I will self-persecute. Not only that, but I will become the second female mass shooter in history before doing so. I stopped hanging out in their online communities because of the retardation and I’m dreading working with retards and their LinkedIn male concubines and their Discord group male harem for the rest of my life. I thought I was going to meet so many cool people. It’s only extreme brain damage and brain cell degeneration from now on.

No. 947557

>>947548
Congrats, anon!! The nightmare is over, hope he rots

No. 947573

my mom is a boymom from hell. my brothers are useless manchildren who abuse her on a regular basis and she just accepts it as it is and blamed me for all of her failings. she takes her anger out on me. i can't wait to move out.

No. 947590

>>947573
I cant imagine living like that, I only have sisters (and many of them) but that’s because my father wanted a son but never got one. I’m glad I don’t have a mother who raises brothers like kings and daughters like servants. How could you want to contribute to conditions that hurt women like that? I wish I could understand the psychology behind boymoms who support patriarchy.

Also are you Muslim? Most of the girls in my classes were. They complained about being given the majority of chores and responsibilities even during their final exams, whilst their brothers were pampered. I heard that one girl’s dad didn’t even acknowledge her much as he hated women.

No. 947602

>>947548
based, thank god!!

No. 947603

I wish I could change EVERYTHING about my life right now. I hate the idea of a better future for tomorrow. I'm living in shit now and I hate it. I hate coming home to a small shitty place, no loved one, living paycheck to paycheck. Shit sucks.

No. 947616

I want to leave my cringe boyfriend but I can't due to money and housing issues which will never resolve because of my crippling mental illness. He is a woketard uwu everyone and their AMAB mother is valid soyboy and the most annoyingly passive pushover and I'm incredibly repulsed by him for it but then again those are probably the qualities that make him able to tolerate me in the first place as I'm hard to deal with and just retarded. I really want to die but it's probably mostly PMS

No. 947621

I’m almost at the end of my lifespan, I’m 19 and I’m about to graduate and I don’t have any will in body or mind to work until I die and there’s really no future, options or a social life for me. It was depressing thinking that my demise would be as uneventful as this but only in this situation is where suicide really is the answer. I’m not even sad anymore I just want to be expelled from my contraption of a body and become nothing again. I want to be erased of all of my memories, I no longer want to surrender my energy to a parasitic world. This isn’t even a suicidal note because who knows if I’m even strong enough to go through with it when the time comes but there is no other solutions and there is no such thing as a self-fulfilling prophecy fate just exists and my time has come. I no longer have any use to this planet and I gladly just want to pass away.

No. 947640

>>947621
suicidebaiting isnt a vent

No. 947644

Men are legit retarded. I just can't. Do normal men even exist? I'm searching but I'm so fucking tired. But I don't want to be alone, I love doing cute couple shit and I love sex. But men legit do all the stuff they say women do to make dating difficult. I'm quite a pretty woman but once I show interest they ghost, once I start to ghost them they try much harder. That's just fucking shitty, so are we meant to only date people who we don't want or what? So far my experience has always been that once I like someone, they disappear. And I've even tried ignoring the person afterwards and they come crawling back once I stop being interested lmao
I don't want to play some fucking games I just want a normal relationship where both people like each other and both put in some effort ffs. It's so tiresome to wait for delayed replies or to wait hours to reply just to not seem too eager.

No. 947645

>>947621
Stop waxing poetic u tard. You're 19 and most definitely not at the end of your life span.

No. 947647

>>947640
Talking about suicide is venting don’t tell me what to do lol

No. 947648

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>>947648
me after I take the zoloft

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>>947621
>I’m almost at the end of my lifespan, I’m 19
What?

No. 947657

>>947621
Think of all the foods you haven't tried yet

No. 947659

>>947657
Yeah let me consoom all of these delicious fattening foods with carbs that will just bloat you up. It’s actually over and whoever thinks living past 21 is prime is lying to themselves and independence is a lie, people’s lives get worse when they age!

No. 947661

>>947659
I got significantly happier at 30. I was on meds from 12 for depression and perked up after 18 straight years of being miserable. No idea how or why but it happened.

No. 947662

>>947659
Has anyone ever suggested therapy? Because child, you need it.

No. 947667

>>947661
It definitely wasn’t the meds it’s because your life quality just significantly improved anon. Psychiatry is a crime against humanity.
>>947662
Why do people assume that people like me have never been to therapy? We have, and most of the time it’s not effective and neither is the drugs they prescribe to get us to shut up and conform. You don’t know anything about mental illness, only I do tbh

No. 947669

>>947667
Anon you're making assumptions about me while you're complaining that the other anon is making assumptions about you lol

No. 947672

>>947667
Awwww is someone desperate to pick a fight? Go touch grass nonnie, obviously you need to. Clearly you still need MORE therapy.

No. 947674

>>947667
>You don’t know anything about mental illness, only I do tbh
Lol, ok troll

No. 947676

>>947674
They are the Only one who gets it, fuck the rest of us, we have zero real life experience outside our teen years. /s

No. 947682

>>947659
Which pedo told you that?
People's brains don't even finish maturing until we're 25.

No. 947687

>>947659
Okay I’m tired of retards like you. You’re upset about being 19.5 instead of being 19.25? You’re not the first one nor you will be the last. Do you know how many variations of the same post I have to see a day? 19, 20 year olds shaking and crying because they’re “old” now? You did this to yourself. Kek, nonnie’s upset because she won’t be underage anymore. How tragic.

No. 947689

>>947659
Sounds like you spent too much time with Y-Chromosomes.

No. 947691

>>947687
It’s not because you’re just old but you ironically lose most of your freedom. I’m not meant for work or labour and that’s against the value of humanity therefore I no longer have anymore “use” to society. Just thinking about pretending to care for a job and just getting up and maintaining relationships and functioning as a human being exhausts me I was not meant for this

No. 947694

>>947691
If working bothers you so much, you can just use your bpd for disability checks or something, that’s what all first worlders do.

No. 947695

>>947682
19 year olds know everything, ok. Don't question the wisdom of.. a teenager kek

No. 947700

>>947694
I could always make it my life mission to bust you out of whatever third world wasteland you live in nonnie

No. 947702

>>947621
>>947659
Isn't this like the 3rd time this week you've done this bait or are there suddenly that many just-out-of-highschoolers here? Where are these bitches coming from

No. 947704

>>947702
I think there’s too many twittertards and Ticktockfags finding out about le funny lolcow.farm.

No. 947705

>>947702
>just out of high school
>almost turning 20

do you notice how much of a significant thing that is? turning 20 isn’t being young anymore kek

No. 947706

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>>947700
B-baka.

No. 947715

>>947691
First of all, 21 is atrociously young. It’s a person who’s just about to graduate out of college.

Second of all, okay, we’ve identified a problem there. No need to be dramatic. You’re a spiritual aristocrat seeking NEETdom. What ways are you able to seek said NEETdom? Mental disability? Are parents or family willing to support you? Do you have weird friends who are willing to let you live with them? If not, can you learn a skill like graphic design/editing? Go to any freelancing website and lie about your expertise and get a longterm contract, there are surprisingly a lot of those. It’s not an ideal solution but at least you’ll be working from home and you’ll be able to simulate some form of quasi-NEETdom.

I mean there’s always seeking a husband to finance your NEETdom. It’s not impossible. And I’m assuming college is definitely out of the equation.

>>947705
>20 isn’t young anymore

Yes, when you turn 20 your vagina shrivels and it sends a pang all the way up to your brain, initiating brain damage. I say this unironically: go for a walk in the sun. Your neuroticism is getting out of hand.

No. 947716

>>947548
I'lll pray he gets violently assraped every day for the rest of his life tonight

No. 947717

I have no fucking friends! But that's alright! I like being fine by myself!!! It's not lonely, having irl friendships is a hassle.

No. 947720

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>>947700
NTA but damn

No. 947721

Everyone who thinks life ends at 20 is mentally impaired

No. 947724

I miss the days when my period could just sneak up on me. Lately it puts me through a whole week of hell before it shows up.

No. 947731

Went to a coffee shop but it was way too crowded so I decided to leave. Some scrote was holding the door open for his girlfriend/sister/whatever and he stepped aside when he saw me coming so I walked through and as I left he muttered ‘could’ve just pushed open the other door.’ Like wtf??? He couldn’t hold the door open for me for an extra five seconds without complaining about it? My hands were full and it was really crowded so I didn’t want to stand in everyone’s way to get my hands empty and besides I’m not even sure the other door is able to open! Holy fuck I hope someone jumps him today. I just can’t comprehend why he was so annoyed about having to hold the door open an extra five seconds.

No. 947735

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My life is panning out to be pretty fucking amazing right now.
I'm getting my first real promotion into a stem role that I didn't go to college for (useless arts degree fag here) because I performed and impressed my company directors so well within a year from being hired. Even the CEO knows about me. I have a great reputation at work and it's a big deal. Especially considering someone tried to trash me when I first started and that my manager is an unsupportive tyrant. I stuck through it and now I'm being rewarded by the leadership who noticed. The idiot who trashed me ragequit after she embarrassed herself in a meeting and was deemed toxic by everyone. Then my department reorganized so my bitch manager has less power to delegate her responsibilities to me to do, and soon I will report to a different chill manager anyway because of my promotion.

A couple of years ago I was at my lowest point: My self esteem was buried because I broke up with my ungrateful shit ex (after years of pickmeism to make it work) and I was forced to move back home. I suffered my narc parent's selfish bullshit including them tearing me down some more. I quit my customer service job and realized I hadn't done shit with my degrees in the years since I graduated. Worst of all, predatory men kept finding me just to use me and feel superior to me. All I needed during that time was support and love and it seemed impossible for me to find any.
So I kept my head low and took on underpaid entry level jobs in pharma that didn't require certifications just to not go back to customer service. If men were assholes to me, I didn't let myself believe it was my issue.
I crashed my car that I had paid off, but I got a sick sports car for myself which helped me feel a little cool again. After that I met my current husband. He later proposed to me with a beautiful diamond ring I asked for. He supports and loves me. We just bought our first house together.
Things are legitimately fucking great and I wish those bastards who mistreated me before and acted like I wasn't shit could see me now.

No. 947738

>>947735
What art degree do you have and what's your position now? I'm kind of wanting to forget I ever did an useless art degree too

No. 947740

>>947735
You’re so cool, anon. Good on you.

No. 947743

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My sibling is in the hospital again and my dad is day drinking again. I came home for the weekend from school and my mom is so distracted and distraught about my sibling and my dad is drunk af and their miserable ass vibes just makes studying impossible. My depression and anxiety is off the charts. I’d go back to my dormitory but my roommates friend is staying in our room and I really don’t wanna deal with having no privacy like that especially because im so emotionally fragile right now and crying a lot. Idk i just really hate life rn

No. 947744

>>947590
i'm not muslim, but my family is hindu-leaning

No. 947746

My husband walked out without so much as uttering a word over 8 years ago. Never got an explanation. Hes alive but just making himself unreachable and I'm not oneto harass. Still technically married to him… fuck me divorce ain't quick here. 8 years of no contact and still married. Woo

No. 947755

>>947746
Being non contact with someone for 8+ years is enough for a divorce. Just get a divorce please, it'll free you and it'll be cool.

No. 947756

>>947743
I'm sorry to hear that anon. Hoping your sexy self feels better soon.

No. 947764

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People who whinge about being sad and depressed but make no effort to change disgust me.
One of my flatmates loves to obsess over being sad, especially over a stupid moid that she broke up over a year ago, despite the fact that she cheated on him every chance she got. Her life is easy too, her parents pay for everything for her and she has a part-time job that’s essentially cosmetic, as she doesn’t contribute any money. She’s been late on rent, because she spends all her money on party drugs, leaving my other flatmate and I to foot the bill for rent, even though she has all the resources one could ask for. She’s experienced so little hardship, but she stages these dramatic suicidal meltdowns and when presented with help, she refuses it. She creates excuses every time for why she won’t get help, but the truth of it is that she enjoys wallowing, and she knows that there’s no impetus to change because my other flatmate and I clean up any messes she leaves behind, emotionally or financially.
I hate that kind of person with a passion, and I live with one. Thank God I have another flatmate who witnesses it all happening because it’s maddening.

No. 947768

>>947738
I had a political science BA cause my mother wanted me to go to law school even though that's not really what I wanted to do, it was mostly for her image. I didn't feel like I was going to be successful in law, I took the LSAT but canceled it in a panic attack. After my BA she still treated me like I was a loser who wasn't going to make it and insisted on law school. I went to get a MA in English because I thought that would appease her (it didn't) and because my parents were moving away. I had no way to support myself in the area since nothing paid over $12/hr at the time so I paid rent off my student loan until I graduated and moved out of the state with my ex. After my MA degree I grew a spine and told her to fuck off about law school, I was sunk enough with student loan debt. After I moved she pestered me to become a teacher like her because "that's all I could do with degrees like mine," but I knew I didn't really want to teach plus it paid pennies in my state. She picked on me horrendously for the customer service job I took on and accused me of wanting to go on welfare when I was depressed from being verbally abused every day. I just told her to fuck off for good and I found my own path. No one in her family has ever accomplished what I did including herself so they all have massive gall and audacity IMO.

Find entry level office work in your field of choice and work your way up. I went into pharma/medical device because those industries are always gonna be around and profitable. Useless arts degrees have transferable skills so make sure you ham those up during your application. Same thing with customer service skills. That English MA I got had some education courses so I was able to say that I could train people and I have been a successful trainer. Look for startups or smaller companies because it's more likely they'll need cross sectional staffing and you'll be able to pick up more experience. The pay won't be great and you might have to work a bit harder, but anything you can put on your resume will look awesome for any future roles. I was able to dip into quality and manufacturing so that really helped. I'm getting promoted to a role that people would typically need a BS for. If it worked for me I think it can work for anyone. Don't get discouraged and keep on trucking until you're comfortable.

No. 947772

I wish to be as ugly and untalented as dahyun and still be rich and loved

No. 947774

>>947644
most men, especially young men, see hanging out with a girl as an unwanted impingement on their gaming/jackoff time, but they want a girlfriend so they aren't a "loser" and they want to have sex so they aren't a "virgin". They don't really want to be around ypu any more than they have to be, and also being around an attractive woman makes them nervous, so they're kind of avoidant of it.

I don't really have an answer for you other than be much more aggressive and demanding of their time: someone who likes being around you will love this, someone who just wants to "have a gf" with minimum effort will hate it, thus you can filter out fake fuckboys all the faster if you make the moves you want made.

Imo it's love at first sight or it ain't love at all. You really don't need to spend more than three consecutive days around someone to find out if you start loving them or start hating them. When you feel the feeling, listen to it - you're right.

No. 947779

The other day my professor said that her daughter was a trans boy and i couldnt care less about her personal life. Im here to learn not to understand your struggles with your body dismorphic child

No. 947780

>>947735
How many years did all of this take to turn around for you?

No. 947786

>>947735
>my life is panning out to be hilarious

Then why tf are you in the vent thread? Inb4 “did you read any of that” and no I’m not reading all of that

No. 947787

>>947715
yes I am a spiritual aristocrat someone who’s rich better open up their wallet and support me for a lifetime so I can have enough money to save thirdworld-chan

No. 947790

>>947661
I heard reports of people having this happen to them at 25. When they turn 25 and their brain is done developing a lot of their mental health problems just seem to resolve themselves. Can't wait to see if it will happen to me.

No. 947793

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I was diagnosed with severe degenerative disk disease nearly ten years ago and it's come to a point where every day I wake up to at least some degree of pain and limited mobility. Biotech companies need to hurry up and release treatments that aren't invasive surgeries with high probability of failure because the idea of spending the rest of my life like this, or in even more pain, is very grim. I hope 'why does my back hurt when I'm seeing a chiropractor and doing yoga???' anon sees this and decides to go to the god damn doctor.

No. 947794

>>947780
From late 2018. So about 2.5ish years was the bad kms tier times. Even after meeting my husband I didn't know if he'd stick around until after he proposed, since my ex toyed with my life for 4 years.
Plus I didn't feel professionally fulfilled, and didn't have a house until two months ago. I feel like things finally started clicking only a couple months ago. Life can change pretty quickly.

No. 947796

>>947790
kek it’s not gonna happen because mental illness isn’t real it’s just that reactions towards life shouldn’t be restricted to one interpretation

No. 947799

>>947794
Happy for you anon, hope things remain good for you

No. 947801

>>947790
This is my experience as well. Lifelong mental health struggles I've had started resolving themselves around that time without any outside influence like therapy or meds. The damage it's done in terms of social skills, lack of relationships and being behind in life in general isn't gone with it of course but now I'm actually in a good enough place to tackle those problems.

No. 947802

>>947790
Not true.
t. 25

No. 947804

>>947794
That's awesome, glad you turned your life around. I also went from kms tier (literally non-functional) to extremely successful though it took ~4 years for all the wounds from that time to fully scar over.
>>947796
>mental illness isn't real
lol what

No. 947806

>>947786
Well if you had read any of it, you would know that the last paragraph was her talking about the really rough shit she's been through over the last while and how she wishes the people who mistreated her could see how she's doing now. Why even bother saying anything if you admit you aren't even reading the posts? Is being a bitch a hobby for you? Fuck me.

No. 947807

>>947796
>mental illness isn't real
You just proved it is

No. 947810

>>947807
it’s not real it hasn’t been fully proven

No. 947811

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No. 947813

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No. 947818

>>947810
This site is for 18+ sweetie

No. 947819

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>find a nice bed
>150€ wtf good price
>the tax wasn't included
>Over 300 when I try to buy

No. 947820

Gonna light some fires, but it's so obvious that people ass kiss Japan. You can't say anything bad about our mighty lord and savior Japan. You can't criticize the country at all without having greasy weebs going, "well aschually" and making some shitty excuse.
Fuck greasy neckbeard weebs

No. 947822

>>947810
Where are you '''''learning'''''''''' this nonsense? Every single mental illness that isn't controversial (e.g. DID) has plenty of research demonstrating that it's associated with abnormalities in physiology, cognitive function, etc.

No. 947823

>>947796
Period

No. 947824

>>947820
you are right desu! japan is very warui desu yo. Bad bad nippon!

No. 947825

>>947822
>plenty of research demonstrating that it's associated with abnormalities in physiology, cognitive function, etc.
It's gay goo goo gaa ga bullshit to sell pills and therapy and make money.
>muh research
Research my cunt, no offense.

No. 947826

>>947820
It's just another country in a smelly awful world full of shitty stupid people.

No. 947829

>>947796
Anon are you telling me this autistic male has been faking being a retard ever since he was a toddler? Wow how far science has gone! Can't believe mento illness was fake all along! This is why it's totally fine to walk home at night. Schizo males are just faking it, dementia grannies just need to gtfo. Everyone is obviously sane and cool.

No. 947831

>>947829
that’s a video showcasing typical subhuman scrote behavior

No. 947832

>>947829
NTA but autism is not mental illness. Autism is extreme masculinity aka retardism. It's literally having an ooga booga ultra male brain.

No. 947833

>>947825
>It's gay goo goo gaa ga bullshit to sell pills and therapy and make money.
We get it anon, you were either diagnosed with some PD or autism and you're in the coping stages of grief. Sorry to hear this but pretending mental illnesses aren't real isn't going to make you a normal functioning adult. By the way you talk it's more than obvious there's some kind of mental retardation in your brain. My condolences.

No. 947834

>>947825
Fuck off, the pills are the one thing that keeps my father from either having wild violent mood swings or actually having control of himself. His diagnosis saved his life because he was able to receive the right care. Your ignorance isn't impressing anyone, edge-chan, spend less time on Facebook.

No. 947835

>>947832
Women can have autism too

No. 947841

>>947832
any woman that has autism is definitely too masculine to function so this is pretty much correct, why do you think they love watching anime and shipping yaoi characters like a little child? kek(bait)

No. 947842

>>947835
They can't, that's just bullying women for not having feminine enough brains. Note how autistic men are megatards who chimp out while autistic women are usually sweethearts who stay with their cute little headphones on and do their own thing.

No. 947843

>>947834
yeah the pills help you cope with hating your life and feel mildly content despite hating your life.

and look, let's say maybe some people do need the pills. But let's not pretend that they won't prescribe the pills to literally anyone who walks through the door and says they're depressed.

Both my sisters are on like six different happy pills each and they're way more fucking normal tha. I am, they just got memed into it by mental health twitter.

No. 947844

>>947834
yeah i think they’re just baiting. if it’s genuine they’ve never been exposed to anyone with serious mental illness. my dad’s stepdad had a bipolar episode once and literally locked my dad and his mother in a closet and dragged all their furniture out into their front yard and told the neighbors they were having a “yard sale”/. it’s not just hurr durr scrote brain, some people just have fucked up brain disorders.

No. 947845

>>947841
>>947842
>that's just bullying women for not having feminine enough brains.
confirmed tranny larper. Stop responding to his stupid bait

No. 947846

>>947825
Sounds like you're bitter that a psych diagnosed you with retardation. Do you think that physical diseases like cancer are a conspiracy to sell pills too?

No. 947847

>>947842
autistic men are a good argument for eugenics

No. 947848

>>947843
the issue is you sound unironically mentally ill kek

No. 947849

>>947845
of course autist-chan resorts to the easiest point ever, the scrote or tranny card like give it a rest you know it’s true, a woman with autism has a broken masculine brain we never said she was a man because of it she’s just a little retarded because she’s heavily masculine with no balance

No. 947851

>>947841
>>947842
People like you who are too obtuse to accept they're wrong are the reason why I believe mental retardation exists.
So you believe in """""female brains"""""" but not in a mentally ill brain? Fuck off. Go back to your tranny subreddit. I bet they were the ones to tell you "there's nothing wrong or mentally ill about being a retarded tranny with a female brain uwu".

No. 947853

>>947846
>physical diseases like cancer are a conspiracy to sell pills too?
Yes, and to make you bald. I laugh at cancerfags dumb enough to become bald. I would simply fast, the cancer would die and I would keep my beautiful hair. Cancerfags stay wearing ratty Aliexpress wigs and slurping chemo juice.(autism)

No. 947854

>>947843
Are you 14?
>yeah the pills help you cope with hating your life and feel mildly content despite hating your life.
Because my father feels like he has control of himself now, he's actually happier than ever. He goes fishing, he has friends for the first time in his life and he actually goes out to events with them without becoming overwhelmed and sick with anxiety, he hasn't had a violent outburst in literally years. I don't give a shit about your weak anecdote about your sisters when you probably don't even care enough to ask them what, they're going through or why they need the medications. Not everyone needs medication, I've decided against it, but I'm not going to deny mental illness.

No. 947855

>>947853
lmao okay you can stop with the ironic baitposting now

No. 947856

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The fuck is it with all the larping trannies and men in /ot/ and especially this thread in the past days? Did someone link us on some discord or something?

No. 947857

>>947853
Okay, that's clearly bait. This conversation is over.

No. 947858

>>947853
some retard is going to take you seriously kek

No. 947859

>>947854
Yer dad's such a neanderthal scrote they had to lobotomize him with pills to make him act normal.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 947860

>>947849
>woman with autism has a broken masculine brain
That's fake science anon. You sound so autistically retarded yourself. Keep coping. Seriously how can anyone think mental illness is fake and then say female and masculine brains are a thing? lmao
>>947853
>I laugh at cancerfags dumb enough to become bald.
ouch the edge, careful not to cut yourself psycho

No. 947864

Just report the retard mentally ill tranny scrote and move on.

No. 947867

>>947833
If I can go to three different therapists in a week, and get diagnosed as bpd by one, depressive by another, and adhd by the third, and they all give me a different prescription, when I'm actually perfectly functional, just mean & sad, does that make me a suoer triple retatd who needs mega triple pills, or does it mean that therapsts have no fucking clue what they're doing?

No. 947869

>>947859
Says the tranny who has to inject piss hormones to """develop a female brain""" lmao go get a lobotomy yourself jackass.

No. 947871

>>947867
you definitely have at least one accurate diagnosis kek

No. 947872

>>947867
It means you are fishing for a diagnosis.

No. 947873

i;m loughing

No. 947876

>>947867
You probably have all 3. You are retarded, have no empathy, and seem sad and discontent with your life. Those therapists were right. Go take your meds.

No. 947883

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>>947860
>that’s fake science

No it isn’t anon look at picrel it’s definitely true so may god rest your ignorant and bigoted soul. Men and women have different brains and circuitry and that’s on that

No. 947884

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>>947883
>citing tranny science as real science
cope

No. 947887

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>>947884
how can a study be tranny science studies are completely neutral anon i can’t we just all have to be baiting in here

No. 947888

>>947883
>no anon its real I swear is real look at picrel its real I swear its real if I say its real more than 3 times it becomes real you dont want to be a bigoted terf do you its real please believe me or else
God you are a sad creature.

No. 947889

>>947888
It’s gonna blow your mind when you figure out that people who disagree with you aren’t always trannies or scrotes KEK

No. 947890

>>947887
>studies are completely neutral
If you like science so much then why the fuck do you think mental illness is fake? Pick a side schizofag(attention-seeking baiter)

No. 947893

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No. 947898

>>947893
just admit that loving sonic is man behavior it’s completely okay my little flappy autista

No. 947899

>>947898
Aw come on don't bring sonic into this, he's a good boy!

No. 947902

>>947898
i'm just a random anon who saw the pic on the frontpage and had to look it up because i know 1) i'm autistic as fuck and 2) my brain is not "male" in any way. so i looked it up and low and behold it was retracted! and is not scientific fact in any way shape or form! how surprising.

No. 947903

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>>947899
he’s just like me! he’s stimming like me anon! who’s a good lil retard me that’s who

No. 947905

>>947871
>>947872
>>947876
You think these are zingers lmao. Think for a second you dumb pieces of shit. If I just picked one therapist and believed them, instead of getting 2nd & 3rd opinions, I would be on a totally different course of treatment depending on which one I picked and how I felt/looked that day.

That means that there's zero fucking consistency and that therapists are retarded frauds. Kapeesh?

Step up and get ya pills! Who knows what they'll give you, but they WILL keep upping the dose until ypu report feeling mutedly happy!(let it go)

No. 947908

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>>947903
And he's bwue, my favowite cowor!

No. 947909

>>947905
they hated her because she told them the truth
fuck psychs

No. 947910

>>947909
ayo fuck pscyhs all my homies hate psychs

No. 947918

halfway through my shift today (I have a normal job, not something inherently seedy like maybe a bartender or stripper) and these are the things male coworkers have “gifted” me: 1/5 of a smoothie from panera. one keurig cup. one m&m, laid on my desk. three separate men. why??? every day I come in, it’s either some weird shit I don’t understand, someone recording me, or someone being creepy. does anyone else experience this lol

No. 947919

>>947185
>>947160
Because the child is my sibling.

No. 947923

I just want to eat yummy shit.

No. 947932

>>947918
are they literal birds? a single m&m? i would be disgusted

No. 947935

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>find almost perfect job with my qualifications
>employment ad is written by- and will be executed by a recruitment agency
>look it up
>leader is a tranny in a team full of women
Pray for me nonnas, I have to keep myself together.

No. 947937

I created a new account on Tinder this week after a six month break. I'm already sick of it.
I get tons of like and I usually match with the men I swipe right on, but it never leads to anything. I write to them first, ask them questions but they all cease to respond after a few messages. I've had sex 5 times in the last three years. Last time was un February and he obviously ghosted me after. I've been craving intimacy more than sex. I just want to cuddle on the couch and watch movies.
I've shown my profile and my exchanges with men to friends and don't understand either why I've been so unsuccesful. Meanwhile, my friend that is in a relationship can get a new man everyday to cheat on her boyfriend.
I've always used online dating to meet men and it's never been a problem. I don't know if it's because everyone is on them now and don't actually care about meeting people. I used to be able to have a lot of dates.
I just feel ugly, uninteresting and worthless.
Also why is it only the ugliest moids that use the super likes?
I've tried meeting men in real life but it doesn't work either.

No. 947943

Does anyone else feel like they emotionally detach from their friends too easily? I love my friends but I've been hurt in the past so now I find it easy to flip a switch in my brain. Or maybe it's just that the honeymoon period is over. Either way, I wish I knew what was wrong with me. They deserve better.

No. 947944

>>947937
No real advice but OLD has become an absolute nightmare for both sides. Retarded males swipe on anything that looks like a woman but once you match they still hope something better or easier shows up.

Not to mention ghosting, it's become so easy not to put effort into a conversation and just leave if it's not going as desired.


Basically, it's not you, it's the apps.

No. 947957

i feel bad

No. 947959


No. 947964

>>947957
Same

It's Saturday night, most people I know are outside having fun or inside with their SO in bed. Meh

Hope we all 3 get better whatever the reasons for feeling bad

No. 947969

>>947957
A concise vent

No. 947977

I hope this medication withdrawal fucking kills me, I’m so fucking tired of trying to get help but nothing fucking working I can’t do this shit anymore

No. 947983

>>947935
Play their game. Give that fucker the shallow validation he wants and get your coin. Then bounce once you get your experience.

No. 948003

I was banned for a day and I deserved it for being dumb

No. 948004

>>948003
Same, what did you do?

No. 948019

>>948004
Derailing in the tranny thread because it’s pretty likely that the people who complain about living in liberal cities infested with troons have the money to move away if they really wanted to.

No. 948023

>>948019
You’re not wrong for that. I live 20 minutes near a liberal city more towards the suburb because I don’t want to deal with that shit

No. 948024

>>948019
I’m guessing most of them are officefags who have to live in the city without a hellish commute

No. 948032

>>948019
>the people who complain about living in liberal cities infested with troons have the money to move away if they really wanted to.
How dumb

No. 948055

girl i thought it was friday and i was anticipating have the whole weekend to do the stuff i needed to do but it's actually SATURDAY…and i have no motivation. i feel sick

No. 948059

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For as long as I can remember, my coping mechanism consist of disappearing and bottling up my emotions. Probably this and bad family experiences are the reasons why I'm constantly sad and apathetic. It's like I've suppressed my emotions to the point where I can no longer access them.
I'm passive all the time and it drives me crazy in a way. I don't know how to change it. I don't want to meet new people and I'm not really interested in the ones I already know. I blend into my friends. I listen to their problems and force myself to smile and nod. I'm fine with hanging out with them, but I don't miss them when they're gone. They are not relatable anymore and I kinda feel like I'm out of place in their group.
I wish I could deal with all this in some normal way, like crying, but I just can't. It's like my brain has gone numb. I have memory troubles, thinking feels like steam or fog. I've lost sense of my former aesthetic, everything looks the same for me now, so I've gave up on buying new clothes, make-up etc.
I don't want to kms or hurt myself, but it's getting unbearable. I doubt that this situation by itself will reach any climax. It is more likely that I will stay at this point, passed by time and people. I'm thinking about creating some sort of culmination point by myself, but I have no idea what that should be or how to achieve it.
I don't have money for a good psychologist and I don't want to take any pills.

No. 948064

>>948059
Do you have any way to express yourself through other means than language or talking, reflect on yourself or "feel"? Like creative activities, sport or listening to music?

No. 948105

I got up early today and thought I'd be able to get all my tasks done and then relax, but no. I kept putting it off by refreshing the same three apps over and over again. It wasn't fun or productive, I wasted my entire day doing literally nothing. I feel bad about it, I hope I'll be able to stick to the schedule I made for tomorrow. For some time this habit to put off starting anything, even things I enjoy doing, and the way I have to force myself to slowly read through big paragraphs that overwhelm me visually, even if they are in a comic I want to read or game I want to play, has made me wonder if it's executive dysfunction and ADHD. When I went to a professional and told her about this, she just told me to switch majors because I must be too stupid for my current one if I'm having trouble reading the texts (I don't have trouble comprehending, just the act of looking at something long enough to understand it is too much for me sometimes). I think I want to do something, but I can't seem to force myself to go through with it. Maybe it's really just laziness

No. 948126

>>948105
I have the EXACT same problem anon, I have no idea why.

No. 948134

Lesbian I had a crush on has turned into a fakeboi. She didn’t even seem like the type to do that retarded shit. What is the world coming to, for real? Why can’t lesbians just be lesbians anymore?

No. 948137

>>948134
I feel like I will never get another girlfriend because of this shit.
I'm bi but do not want to date men- BUT I'd date a man over people who troon out. The idea of having to stick with men makes me feel sick though. I just want to talk to normal bi/ lesbian women again.

No. 948142

I have this friend that keeps dating awful guy one after another. A domestic abuser, an guy who escaped the state due to an arrest order, an incel, and now is dating this retarded guy who lives with his mom and can't hold a job, and is almost 10 yr older than us. Hes fat, he's an idiot, she literally complains all the time about him, and apparently he sucks at bed. I kept thinking "well, maybe theres something about him?" but I doubt that fat shit has anything likeable. I got tired of hearing her complain about the guy, but having 0 intentions of dumping him, so I told her that I don't want to listen to her complains anymore, but that we can talk about other topics, just not her dumb ass bf. And she stopped talking to me, not before calling me a bad friend and claiming that at least he won't cheat on her (because no other girl would date him ofc). Worst of all, I think she convinced another friend to return with her ex that cheated on her. Is so fucking frustrating. I don't know what's wrong with them, no dick is that good.

No. 948147

>>948142
She’ll never change. You should just ghost her because it’s not worth hearing Soviet her fatty mcpatty bf

No. 948148

>>948059
I've had the same problem for years, anon. Only recently have I started getting over it – without antidepressants or stimulants or any of that shit. I've forced myself into expressing myself creatively for at least an hour a day. I don't mean makeup. I mean drawing, writing, sculpting, whatever. Exercise (even just a 15 minute walk) also helps. At first it was miserable. I felt like a talentless idiot. But I stopped judging myself – no one has to see what I create. Now I spend hours almost daily, exerting myself creatively, and I went from being miserable and bottled up all the time to feeling kind of proud of myself. Try to tap into any creative thoughts you may have, and run with it. You'd be amazed, within a few months, you can start to feel like a version of yourself you never really knew was there. I know this sounds retarded. But I'm serious. Once you get over the hangups, you feel so much better. Of course I have off days where I sit on my ass, talk to nobody, do nothing creative. But I spend that time watching movies or listening to music, and drawing inspiration from it. It seriously helps. The hardest part is just getting yourself to do it, without self-ridicule. But once you get over that hump, you'll feel yourself slowly start to feel better. More in control. Now I actually feel like I have passions & a purpose.

No. 948163

>>948147
>>948147
>>948147
>>948147
I wish I could anon, but we share the same friend groups, and so far she's been acting with everyone else as if she's still talking to me. If I come put and tell everybody that she stopped takking to me because i can't stand her retarded bf, I will end up as the bad one. And as I mentioned, if she actually convinced the other friend to return with her ex, a friend that I actually helped break up with him, then that means she will probably influence the other friends in the group to simp for stupid scrotes, and the last thing I want is to ditch the whole group completely. I know that she won't change, but before he dated this guy she was doing great being single, I don't get why she decided to ruin her late 20s this bad.

No. 948166

>>948163
Hopefully your friend group sees who she really is

No. 948171

I had a reeeally good date. Jesus fuck if this goes bad I'm gonna be so depressed. I like him a lot. He seems to like me a lot. God please let me have this, please.

No. 948221

>>948171
This is me, 1 week before he ends up ghosting me kek

Every time.

No. 948278

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I’m so sad because I caught my boyfriend on Snapchat subscribed to some egirl Instagram model whatever tf. I just feel sad because we literally had sex earlier and I felt so secure and loved and now I feel insecure and inadequate .

No. 948281

>>948278
I’m so sorry and I feel for you nonny. Men suck so much

No. 948287

I have long straight thick hair. Usually I just let it air dry on my commute to work and throw it up in a bun or ponytail and never style it. I just cut off almost 9 inches and it's cute as fuck. It's like in between my chin and falls around my neck with very nice layering. The dude took like 5 minutes to style but I know of attempt to do it the way he did it will take me an hour. I hate styling hair, it takes up so much morning time when I could keep sleeping. I hate knowing when I get a fabulous make over it will never look the same again out of pure laziness.

No. 948294


No. 948303

>>948287
I had long hair that I cut shoulder length and I thought it'd make my life easier but it actually takes more time to style, because for me long hair lay flat while short hair flicks outwards and I needed to fix that with a straightner.

That said I find that 90% of styling is done immediately after washing, blowdrying the right way means you'll barely have to touch it afterwards aside from brushing it.

No. 948308

I just moved into a flat while at school and I already hate it so much, I have the shittiest room right next to the kitchen and everyone stays there all day so I can hear them through the walls and when they come down in the night they leave the light on which shines into my room and wakes me up. Whenever someone has the tap running water fills up in my sink and makes gurgling sounds. 4/5 roommates are male and messy and loud in general. One of the bastards gave me a cold and I’m on my period so now I’m shidding and bleeding constantly whenever I sneeze. I spent all night crying in between being woken up by everyone’s need for a midnight snack. And in a sleep deprived mess I closed my bedroom door behind me and locked myself out so now I have to call maintenance for a spare key and there’s a charge because it’s Sunday.

At least this place has hot running water and a working toilet which is better than my place at home (although the showers screeches when you use it)

No. 948314

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>>948308
Maintenance called back and it’s £95 just to open the door for me when my keys are the other side. Guess I’m not eating.

No. 948330

>>948278
Castrate his balls

No. 948334

Trans people can't meme for shit. Their memes remind me of the unironic versions of gamer memes from a decade ago. There is no humour, only second-hand embarrassment. Don't need to be a TERF or transphobe or whatever to see it.

No. 948336

>>948334
So relatable taking your estrogen like an uwu cat girl

No. 948337

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No. 948359

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No. 948432

seeing my personal lolcow whine is extremely funny



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