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No. 856883
We don't forgive, but we do judge.
Previous sins:
>>>/ot/838941 No. 856927
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I love arguing online, whenever a stranger gets really mad over a disagreement that leads to over 6 hours of arguing back in forth i feel great. Its like a never ending adrenaline rush. I don't even care if win or lose just the thought of taking up someone's time and energy over useless internet bullshit makes my day.
No. 856934
>>856927I see this on youtube all the time and scratch my head at it. I used to think it was neets or isolated people (similar to how I can really enjoy a kind comment from an anon stranger on here I guess) but then lately I've been seeing men who'll talk about having a wife and kids.. mid several hour long online argument. I don't know if they're just making up families though lol.
Are you kinda isolated irl?
No. 857378
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the breastfeeding troon who was biting their lip looks so goddamn much like my ex it creeps me out.
No. 857448
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I just had a threesome for the first time. I'm normally against having threesomes (as i'm sure it leads to one person having more attention than the other as well as jealousy) but me and my friends were tipsy and playing strip poker. It was even my first time kissing a woman. I feel somewhat confused about it all so I'm probably gonna ask for some advice in the girl talk advice thread.
No. 857482
>>857448Why would you play strip poker if you didn't want something like that to happen? That makes no sense
I hope you're a male larper because the alternative is that you're an idiot
No. 857540
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I was the one who posted this and 10 hours later after binge watching her recent vlogs now I can say I'm an emma chamberlain fan
No. 857566
>>857556Yeah it's disgusting and yeah I was very horny. I don't regret it though.
>>857551In the shower and once on the bed with old covers I was going to throw away.
No. 857604
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I peaked a woman by accident just absent mindedly asking her in the middle of our convo about women in medicine if she had ever seen or felt that trans women tried to make things better for cis women. I have planted the seed earlier but this truly peaked her and made her open up, I am shocked yet pleased.
No. 857605
>>857603Noo I definitely can't, his family is full of conservative misogynists and none of the married couples in that family sleep in the same bed. And anyway a big part of the appeal was how
toxic and obsessed with me he was,
which is another thing I need therapy for on top of the yellow fever! No. 857714
>>856883>>857040I’ve been in an
abusive relationship where I was sexually abused, raped and strangled, kicked, dragged by my hair and slapped in public, threatened with a knife and smothered by a pillow. I was also beaten up in school a few times by bullies and choked and punched by my dad, yet I still love horror movies and have a lot of morbid curiosity. Seems you have a narrow view of the world.
No. 857868
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I love the look of WW2 propaganda posters
No. 857929
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>>857868They're super cool. When I was in my tradthot-pickme-historyboo phase (yes, I've been extremely cringe in my lifetime, i was only 14) I had a couple of copies of these posters on my walls and i adored them, including picrel, which was my favorite. I still have them tucked away - maybe I should hang them up again.
No. 858186
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I am entranced by this pic of Halsey
No. 858235
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I always imagine myself as a famous music artist as a coping mechanism for how bleak my actual life is. I have absolutely no care behind the history of music, how important music is or how to even create it like the nerds at /mu/ I just like coming up with ideas in my head
No. 858237
>>858235I do this too but I imagine that I'm a popular youtuber or instagram influencer kek
The irony is that I hate ecelebs and would never actually want to be one
No. 858379
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>>858296can you give me some money to put in my pitiful savings account then anon
sincerely, from a jessiefag to a walterina white chad
No. 858448
>>858368I was thinking about making a twitter account and following some troons like
>hey folx can my moots share my gofundme I could really use the helpbecause lord knows that people love throwing money at MTFs, but I feel bad taking advantage of people who are trying to do something good, even if I disagree with what they're supporting.
No. 858532
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I’m living with my sister rn and she used to have the sharpest sense of smell (and would always whine when she smelled anything), but since she got covid about 6 months ago she can’t smell well anymore. Tonight I have the most horrible farts for some reason and she hasn’t noticed, I feel like such a winner kek.
No. 858558
>>858553leave a box cutter somewhere where he'd find it so instead of thinking about hurting others he only hurts himself, most likely leading to a suicide instead of murder.
Or tell your parents he needs a therapist if they can afford it
No. 858575
>>858558I don’t really want him to die, though. He can be kind of insufferable and rude but he has some good qualities that could shine if he stopped being such an immature retard and made an effort to improve his mental health. He is already in therapy but idk what it’s doing for him because he only seems to get worse. Today my parents had a huge sit-down talk with him about getting a job/ general maturity issues but he doesn’t think he should have to work any job that is less than 100% fun for him bc capitalism or something. The only job he’s had was fast food and he quit in under a month and refuses to apply for anything except for record stores which obviously are already dying and won’t hire him.
He dropped out of college last year before completing one full semester and the deal was that if he did that he had to get a job, maintain hygiene, and be up by noon. A couple months into it he talked my parents out of making him get a job so he could focus on making music but he hasn’t done that or any of the other very basic rules and just stays up all night playing video games with his friends and never coming downstairs, not even to eat. So my parents finally told him again today to get a job but aren’t going to really enforce it.
He also wants to go back to college in the fall but last time he was there he flunked all of his classes and ghosted his professors and now he’s even worse mentally than he was then so I think my parents can see that it won’t work out and he’ll waste more of their money. They’re retired by the skin of their teeth and can’t afford to endlessly fund his schooling. But if they tell him “actually, we’re not gonna let you go back to college this fall, first you have to get a job to prove yourself” like I think they might, he’ll snap. That, or he’ll continue living at home refusing to get a job and becoming more and more entitled and lazy, which only makes the inevitable cut off far in the future more likely to make him go postal. There are sooooo many murder cases that go just like this. I think that if he gets depressed enough it might not be out of the realm of possibility. And even if he just kills himself, I don’t want my parents to have to suffer that loss because they don’t deserve it, they’re great parents. But as it is there’s nothing I can do.
No. 858579
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I’m going to end it, nobody loves me and I can’t maintain stable feelings in relationships
No. 858676
>>858665well we are planning for kids after the pandemic
>>858668but that is sorta my case, my husband does buy me almost everything I want
No. 858682
>>858668I was married to a guy around the same time I was getting and recovering from spine surgery. I was on temp disability and he was earning a low wage. He worked flexi hours so some weeks he'd be called in for 30 hours and other weeks it'd be more like 10. I felt judged by people but honestly he was able bodied and lacked motivation. We only scraped by together.
Then at one point he asked about possibly becoming my state paid carer… which I didn't need at all! We split soon after I'd turned that idea down, I recovered and I got back to work. He had an older sis who was a neet and after moving back in with his parents pos-split I could see him taking to the neet life too. I wasn't staying commited to that or being his free ticket. From the outside people judged me.
No. 858731
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>>858579Let me flex my normalcy then
No. 858738
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One of my biggest fears is somebody catching me reading lolcow and taking a photo, then uploading the photo as an example of how ugly and pathetic farmers are. After that, I imagine it'll become a bit of a meme and farmers will put two and two together and recognise my deranged hornyposting and it'll become an even bigger thing, to the point that admin puts a little text on all of my posts so anons can turn me into a cow and talk at length about how gross I am.
No. 858747
>>858738kek anon, this is extremely retarded but sometimes I imagine someone taking a picture of me
at some undefined point in the future where I'm 10 lbs lighter browsing lolcow and because I'm pretty
when I'm thin it becomes a meme that farmers are stacies and we use it to own troons and males who call us ugly. You should use ur fantasy/fear as motivation to take care of yourself!
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>>858731Okay, autist
pls no ban No. 858772
>>858747I really like your way of thinking and your self-confidence! I'm sure you're a hottie regardless of that 10lbs anon. I do try to look after myself, I mean I'm already tall and thin and I try hard to look nice and dress respectably, I'm clean, but I have weird/mentally ill vibes and I'm just not pretty. I also have a lot of scarring and bad teeth that I can't afford to correct.
Do you know how some of the cows on the proana thread can dress nicely but still give off feral vibes, like N2F? Kind of like that.
I think I look OK when I'm alone but then I see other women my age and realise that I'm creepy and ugly. My only consolation is that I think some anons would relate/take pity on me.
No. 858806
>>858794Realistically, I think I'd feign ignorance and ignore them, but mostly because I don't want to get judged by another farmer and end up reading about myself in /ot/ or personal lolcows kek
I'd approach an anon to chat about
TERF stuff but wouldn't mention lolcow. If I'm very honest, I'd take a photo and debate posting it… But probably wouldn't.
I wouldn't mind meeting some of the weirder anons out of morbid curiosity. I feel like DIY dildo-chan is probably a super-talented Stacey. Anus-kun is probably an off-putting autist even IRL. Ko-chan is probably a schizo NEET. Driverfags are probably young, pretty, but really basic and boring. Idk. Any other headcanons?
No. 858879
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I'm honestly glad the right wing parties are winning elections in my host country, all the left wingers here are Tranny caping and Muslim caping cunts who at times don't even want to appeal to the majority of the population, I'm glad people are waking up to Islam and If I had the freedom I'd gladly march besides them, burning that supposed holy book
No. 859619
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I love my boyfriend so much, I really would have killed myself if it weren't for him
he helped me get healthier and actually tried to understand me, he never took advantage me, he was patient with me and didn't leave me
I wanna be with him for the rest of my life but I have so many doubts and insecurities
I'm worried he's cheating on me behind my back, I'm worried that he'll die one day and I'd be lost without him, I'm worried that I'm not good enough for him and that he's only with me out of pity
No. 859697
>>859630Regardless of your pathetic sense of superiority anon, I'm wondering do people out there judge others when the scars are faded but still noticeable?
I used to cut myself throughout my teens and unfortunately am the type of person who gets hypertrophic/keloid scars (basically raised and a bit different colored from the rest of my skin so very noticeable). I can't afford to laser them. Some are on my wrists/arms but those are from when I was like 14-15.
No. 859852
>>859719Trust me, I hate the scars. I think they're so ugly and that they're a big red flag, even though I'm covered. I avoid people with them at all costs.
I live completely covered and try to stealth it, and I try not to inflict myself on other people too much. I've avoided romantic relationships for the last 8 years because of it.
The satisfaction you get is less about aesthetic, and is more about feeling like your problems and pain are "more real", I guess? Like you aren't making it all up, it's really as bad as you think it is. Idk if that makes any sense.
>>859697I had hypertrophic scarring too, it took years but they do eventually flatten out and fade. It's different if you have keloids - if the hard tissue/bulging starts extending beyond the border of the injury, that needs someone to look at it. There are some scar therapy sheets that can be bought (they're similar in texture and appearance to hydrocolloid plasters) which can do wonders to help, but don't invest unless you're clean.
Massage apparently helps to break down the knotted fibre of scars, which is how bio oil actually works - it's not the oil itself, but the act of rubbing it in that treats scars etc. I notice that scars in areas I regularly shave move through hypertrophy much more quickly than other areas, so I think it's legit. Good luck, anon.
>>859672Thank you very much, anon. I'm trying my best. You're right, it probably is all the self-hatred spilling out.
>>859671I hope not. I feel stable and high functioning, especially in comparison to the other people in group.
No. 859892
>>859868Thank you, that's a really kind and thoughtful reply, especially since my opinions are so ascerbic.
When I was in high school in the 00s, I would get harassed quite regularly when I was walking home. Boys would throw stones at me, tell me to kill myself, tell me they were going to slit my throat etc. The girls were just bitchy for the most part, but one made a hate forum (ironic) specifically to dunk on me and my scars. It was pretty bad.
I felt the way you feel at the time, I thought people should just get over it. At the time I was very angry at being treated that way. I reported the behaviour to school, but was told that my arms were provoking all the hate and that I should just cover them.
When I left school the harassment stopped, but I ended up in a relationship with someone who got very upset when I self-harmed because "people are going to start staring at your arms again, it's fucking embarrassing".
Last time I went to the swimming baths, I was asked to leave. I also wasn't allowed to pick up my little brother from school with bare arms.
I came to accept that the world wouldn't change for me, and that I would have to change for it. I had to readjust my thinking: why did I feel so entitled to good treatment? Why did I expect other people to stand with me? I'm not that important. Now ten years later, I just do my own disgusting thing in private and keep it under wraps.
TL;DR I got a lot of shit for wearing them out. Was a pariah in my local community for it. Hide my body for an easier life.
Maybe things are different now. I do see self-harmers just living their lives in t-shirts, with partners and friends and jobs. I would like to get over it, but it's ingrained. I'm glad you can live freely and accept yourself. Mental health awareness has changed so much in the last decade, so who knows.
No. 860081
>>860062I suggest a bigger brand grocery store. I feel their produce lasts longer than smaller/local grocery stores. Gotta love those GMO's, but I digress…
The longest lasting (up to 2ish months) veggies are celery, carrots, onions, garlic, and potatoes. I make soup or stew with them and meat that I freeze or beans. Add spices and canned tomatoes and it makes an absolutely heavenly dinner that you can also freeze. It's harder in the summer to store onions and potatoes because you can't refrigerate them, though.
Next (1-1.5 months) are broccoli, brussels sprouts, cauliflower, sweet potatoes, all of which you can which you can refrigerate. These are all also good for soups or stews.
Frozen fruit is also great in smoothies or oatmeal.
You can also freeze meats, bread, and some other vegetables if you really don't think you'll be able to use them. Some have to be blanched before you store them, however, so when you cook them they aren't mushy.
Depending on your grocery store you can get unripe avocados and mangos and leave them on your counter for a few days to ripen, then store them n your refrigerator for 5-7 days. I got a big bag of cherries and popped them in the freezer recently.
If you're feeling really adventurous, you can try making things from scratch so you can portion out how much you can eat. I am thinking of buying soybeans and nigari so I can make my own tofu, for example.
No. 860104
>>860098I agree with you, young anon, only because her terrible poetry is mocked so much more than any shitty scrotes creative outlet is and I think it's pretty unfair that society is bullying someone for doing something so harmless as bad poetry
There are so many awful phone photography pages and mumble rap SoundClouds, let the rich white girl write her words it's not hurting anybody, at least her books are biodegradable unlike so much celebrity merch
No. 860158
>>860118I’m sorry for your losses anon. Animals are such a gift and a blessing to our lives, they truly make the world so much brighter. It’s a shame that they bring so much joy and love into our loves at the cost of leaving us too soon.
My childhood dog is so old now, I worry what life will be like without her, but I see her old and failing body and that hurts me too. I will give her a big head kiss from you anon. I hope when she passes and goes up to heaven that she will meet your animals, and they can wait together for us. I don’t know if I would get another pet because I don’t think I could juggle the logistics of it to do right by them, but I know there will be a deep and vast hole in my life without one. Having animals in your life is a truly special experience, there is no love or bond that can top that between owner and pet.
No. 860186
>>860158I cry. Thank you
nonnie, when we get to heaven and see our pets let's go on a big walk.
No. 860199
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I’ve been watching the Qanon doc on HBO. I’m 4 episodes in, and I’m gonna be honest, I still don’t exactly think I understand Q or whatever or how white nationalism falls into it, etc. I cannot tell if I’m too retarded to understand or I’m not retarded enough. It’s just confusing, and I feel really dumb about even worrying about it.
No. 860215
>>860199"Boomers find 4chan"
That's literally it.
No. 860244
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If I was tall I would straight up look like a MTF troon. My hairline looks like the beginning of male pattern baldness but it's natural. My philtrum is much longer that the accepted "max" female length, and I have a fucking hapsburg chin, 5head, and caveman brow. My face is like 100% man but my body is 100% female and i look like such a freak. I hate being the person others see and internally go "wow, that's an unfortunate face". Never been complimented on anything but my figure (which isn't even that good) because i look like a polly pocket with an ogre head swapped on.
No. 860258
>>860250>despite being in a ltrcould it also be
because of it? you are horny and can't relieve in person with your s/o. maybe it affects your need to feel desired as well, since you can't entirely get it from them. the other reasons make perfect sense though and are why I'm the same way.
No. 860592
>>860563I'm 28 anon, and trust me qhen I say that the only way to make friends our age who aren't
toxic cringecases is by getting a hobby and going out to enjoy it, then meeting likeminded people our age via that hobby. You always have more in common than just that hobby, too.
>>860568All of this. Any popularity or trend based platform is geared for teens and socialites, and those types aren't ultimately interested in true friendship- they just want followers and to be popular for being liked.
No. 861089
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in like 7th grade we watched lilo and stitch in school and when this girl showed up i knew it was over for me. i looked exactly like her. i was called mertle for the rest of the year.
No. 861097
>>860563TikTok specifically has tons of actual children on it. Just think of the format and how it encourages stupid dances and cringe memes and how people originally downloaded it despite the privacy invasion. There's a reason underage and stupid people are attracted to it.
Also, the adults on it are just dumb as hell. That "This is not a coincidence" guy unironically had these middle aged women and moms believing his Law of Attraction nonsense he was peddling and calling him an angel. You should really be looking for people on Facebook if you're serious about meeting people your own age.
No. 861192
>>860961I know the word
victim blaming doesn't mean anything anymore but that's what hating porn actresses is. From everything I've read or watched it seems most girls in porn, not the girls who take cute OF boob photos in their rooms or the big name stars that make their own schedules but the girls who actually get fucked on camera, fall into it rather than setting out to be in porn. Either they get led astray by the cold system of manipulation that has existed for years or they are that desperate for money or drugs with nowhere else to turn that they really don't have a choice. Imo instead of hating girls who end up in porn you should instead hate a world where there isn't support for those women to turn to.
The cliche of girls who wanted to be singers or actresses but became pornstars hooked on drugs is a stereotype for a reason.
No. 861211
>>860252I lack the sight anon, he wore loose shorts yesterday and I still couldn't guess when the outline was
Unless it's a micropeen
No. 861399
>>861192This reply was hella predictable
>>861396That's cute anon ngl
No. 861690
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>>861682it was an awful tumblr compilation of gifs but it was this and then I think one of the sex scenes in like, valhalla rising.
>yes i wanked to a man doing push-ups>yes i assumed this was something straight some could feel aroused by No. 861694
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i am attractive to this absolute 2d asshole
No. 861741
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>>861694i want to fist all intp and intjs
No. 861765
>>861753Nta but my husbandos compliment me from time to time
in my dreams of course, did you think I’m some schizo-chan? and it’s because i think about them a lot, so that helps.
No. 861877
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Friend asked "Have you heard about Creepshow Art getting cancelled?" (she was a casual watcher) and I feigned ignorance, so now she's touching lightly on how a "gossip forum called" lolcow was involved and I'm basically a combo of the memes in picrel while I listen. I wonder if it's a bad idea to even admit this bc what if she stuck around on lc? In which case… girl hi
No. 862167
>>861890People who mock millennial nostalgiafags are just jelly they never got to experience any of the good stuff themselves growing up, and/or are edgy zoomers who feel the need to bully anyone to feel better about themselves. Most nostalgiafags mind their own business or make content for other nostalgiafags so I don't get why everyone is so butthurt.
Anyway I'll keep nostalgiafagging because it makes me happy, that it pisses people off too is just a bonus.
No. 862824
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I WANT HER BADLY I WANT HER GOOD EXPEDITIOUSLY
No. 862857
>>862850>>862850>>862843>>862840>>862825>>862812>>862803im the anon who said pussy juices im sorry juice is so offensive to some of you nonnies. I started reading fanfiction again and i thought it was a cute way to refer to it. and i'd rather say that then like secretion or fluid like damn. i didnt know a bunch of babies use this site.
Thank you guys for defending me. idk how juice is such a gross word. I associate it with fruits wtf. ill say wet next time i guess lol
No. 862871
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I shat in my friends shower cause I'm pissed at him. I had diarrhea and was washing my ass but the diarrhea came out for round two and I just let it happen because I didn't think I could make it to the toilet.
It was liberating.
I have IBS so running out of the shower with the shits is commonplace for me. It's a miserable experience
No. 862955
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I unironically think that Katherine Harlow's heart/crystal nips (picrel) are really pretty and cute. I also like that raspberry pink red lipstick she wears and I want to know what it is.
No. 863031
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I find those mogging pics hilarious. Yes I know this one's edited but it kills me.
No. 863033
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>>863025I looked up heart shaped areolas and I found this disgusting photo so you all have to see it too
No. 863043
>>863025They're tattoos,
nonnie>>863033>lunch meatFucking gross, I kek'd
No. 863058
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Once I visited a pro-ana forum (out of pure curiosity) and one of the first post I come across was someone asking what the caloric content of a house gecko was. Never went back
No. 863417
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Do you yield?
No. 863472
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Until the Creepshowartgate, I didn't know that Harley was a FtM They/them. I remember a few collabs she made with some other people, but I just assumed that her voice sounded like that because she was a really young boy or/and an ESL with a strange accent.
I don't really follow her videos because she does too many on the same subject without adding anything Like, I believe she already made 6 videos on Shannon and 5 on Cosmodore just going on on circles, but now I feel kind of dumb for having trouble noticing the difference between male and T voices.
No. 863502
>>862969which one
nonnie? I hate when she plays the doors because I really like them
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I've come to terms that i never will find love and that life is too short to risk wasting time on a scrote who might betray me.
However, I still sometimes feel lonely so i did something extremely degen and its killing me inside. I bought a bodypillow of my favorite anime dude and use a heated blanket to pretend im holding someone at night.
No. 863556
>>863550That's cute
nonny! nothing degen about it.
No. 863609
>>863486>>863044Seriously, the audacity.
>>863041Appreciated the confessions,
nonnie. I think we've all got some stories like that, if it makes you feel better.
>>863603Ah-non
No. 863619
I sage everything I post because I don’t think anything I say has value
>>863603Do you say ay-nonymous? I say it like the first syllable of the word. Ah-non.
No. 863622
>>863603The same way you pronounce 'anonymous' but with the 'ymous'.
Unless you pronounce it with 'ay' as well, in which case, wtf
nonny.
No. 863632
>>863626Samefag, now that I think about it, I think I
do say ah-nonymous. Never pronounced it ah-non thoug
No. 863815
>>863727You sound hot anon.
>>863751Liam was OK for a bit, but basically, yes lol.
No. 863874
>>863849Disagree, there's hating men and letting that ethos colour discussions about other things but not making it the central topic (woke) and then there's making every post afixated spergfest about men (broke)
Lc is swaying towards the latter right now, the incel simulaties are there
No. 863974
I guess this counts as a confession since so many of you nonnies called it gross but I got really turned on by
>>862800 this post. I'm a raging lesbian who loves pussy juice though so I might be biased. Congrats, masturbate-anon, for finding the power of your own hands again.
No. 864138
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>>856883when I was 7 me and my two cousins were watching the adams family and there's was the mamushka dance scene so my cousins started to dancing like in the movie, theres this one move where one of them kneel down and the other pass his leg over his head, so my cousin tried to do this with me, she forced me to kneel down and tries to pass my body but she couldn't and she fell over me and I fucking pee myself, my other cousin notices theres a stain in her bed so she asked us wtf was that and I pretend i didn't know even if I have my pants wet, my cousin asked my why my fucking pants were wet and I start crying, she end up calling my mom and my aunt.
No. 864169
>>864066Same. Like you I'm can overlook some stuff, but porn consumption is an instand and complete out for me. Even
if some guy seems nice enough, I just have to think of the fact that he probably watches (or watched at some point) his rape tapes, and all and any sympathy I have for him is gone instantly.
No. 864202
>>864066Most of us feel this way
nonny. All I've ever wanted is a simple, monogamous (porn use violates my idea of monogamy) family life in the countryside, where I already live. It's crazy to me that what was once the norm up til very recently is now impossible because of men. They have ruined so much and they don't give a shit.
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>>863550Me too,
nonnie, me too. I’m alone 80 percent of the time now, so I’ve taken to listening to romance fanfics all day because the house is too empty and quiet.
No. 864232
>>864211nta but they used the word '
valid' clearly as a joke
No. 864402
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I watch Dr Dray's vlogs for the girlfriend experience. She's so cute and funny to me, I love her personality and admire her intelligence. Sure she's quirky but that's what I love about her. She'd make a great gf.
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>>864407she looks much better these days. I'm proud of her!
No. 864421
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Found Frank Ieros wife, Jamia Nestor's Twitter and she's kind of odd. She seems like she has cow potential but isn't very active
No. 864460
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>>864202>what was once the norm up til very recentlyI'm so sad over this legitimately, even though it's pathetic of me. I like some older music and films and it makes me sad how we will never go back to a time without widespread porn consumption/addiction. I know romance in those times was still sucky and I know men have been bad to us from the start, but it's like any innocence that could have been left in them is ruined. I guess I'm kinda deranged but if men can be mad about women's lost virginity then I can be mad about this. I know men were never perfect but I hate that I was born right into the time they all became pornsick perverts who get off to rape. Genuinely mourning my respectful and loyal (with forgivable human flaws) ideal mate who will never be.
No. 864462
>>864442Anon… this is hilarious I'm sorry.
But my advice at the end of the day I lay down on the floor and put my legs 90° so they rest on the wall, for like 20 min to get blood flowing. Then roll foot muscles out by stepping on a tennis ball and rolling it back and forth. Make sure to get the inner arch of the foot.
No. 864470
>>864421idk I feel she gets dunked on a lot cause of her weight. (like forever)
And honestly Frank and the guys seem more like cows if anything.(love their music still though)
No. 864482
>>864477I'm sorry
nonny, but I'm stepping in with "not all men" since like I said, my own father is a good one so I guess that colors my perception. I've read that your relationship with your dad can influence a lot actually. Yes a lot of men are like you say but I do believe there are good ones even if it's just a few. I was expecting objections though.
No. 864582
>>864460I disagree with the anon who replied to you. Most people were poor and worked round the clock. In most places, sex was much more taboo too and many people lived in small rural communities, even if you had the opportunity you probably wouldn't dare. Brothels and the like were more urban phenomenon frequented by wealthier men. Now, compare that to 98% of men today watching hardcore porn a few times a week and some Euro and Asian countries reporting 50-80% of men not infrequently using prostitutes. I was thinking the other day how it's very likely most of my female ancestors had their first sexual experience with a man who was also having his first sexual experience, nothing comparable. No imagery, likely no books. A truly novel experience, can you imagine the excitement? A woman today is what #200,204? I remember vividly how jaded my teenage male friends were once, I'm talking glassy, bored eyes while our slim, attractive female friends stripped off within inches of their faces to go skinny dipping kek. They have ruined themselves.
No. 864608
>>864582Even if people historically had plenty of sex, it's still going to be with a reasonably moderate number of people since they're limited by demographics, geography, their own attractiveness (or finances in the case of prostitutes), etc. The women, no matter how numerous, would be normal, average people and the sex would also be normal and average.
Whereas with porn it's just a never ending, infinite parade of new women and new sex acts, instantly available for free at the click of a button. That sort of novelty was beyond what even kings and emperors and warlords would've had access to, your average 13 year old boy has seen more sex and nudity than fucking Genghis Khan. And that's not even getting into how extreme porn is and the supernormal stimuli it involves. It's unnatural and unmanageable, men are genuinely being ruined by porn in a way real sex could never do.
No. 864620
>>864614Yeah interactive streams sound good, at least you have some input, not just vegging out watching someone play. My #1 pet peeve is people going the wrong way and not exploring lol. I have to look EVERYWHERE in games and I hate when people just go towards their mission marker or w/e. You're missing out on a lot of stuff if you just follow objectives. I think because I play a lot of point 'n' click games I'm just very deep in a habit of checking everywhere and talking to every single person I see.
>>864617Definitely. Sometimes if I want to see gameplay before I buy something so I do watch those ones. I hate hearing streamers have over the top reactions and trying to be funny.
No. 864641
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I kin Momokun. No, this is not a joke. I feel really connected to Momokun for many reasons. One of them being that I am also a Lebese citizen born in the asshole of United States. On a nother note when I look at Momo I feel like I am looking into a mirror. I have always been made fun of bullied and picked at over my "King Kong" lips and "250lb boulder floaters" as the children on the playground called them. No doubt they were being coached by their pedophile relatives. There is no other explsnations for their sexcually advanced comments. The contact on the convention floor. Can't get over how my King Kong lips got this kind of representation… It's not. like MOmo will ever see this but that's actually a good thing. I don't interact with other people who are momokin
No. 864765
>>864495I didn’t even know this
But yeah I did FUCK ok well now I know it’s literally just my body reacting to it. Done, going back to sexless life
No. 864948
>>864944anon, confront your trauma with professional help. you don't have to say the name until you're ready.
find tiny things to focus on to get through each day or even each minute. you're worth it, and you can get past whatever happened to you.
No. 866102
>>865695You'll become desensitized soon enough
nonny, not to worry. I frequently get some random anon pop up out of nowhere accusing me of being a scrote, a fatty, a burger, a fat burger, an anachan or an anglo kek, sometimes they dogpile and say I must be a fatty anglo burger pretending to be an anachan. That always gets me rolling kek.
No. 866319
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I come to lolcow for the female interaction I so desperately crave as I have no female friends who regularly interact with me irl. I legitimately feel sad when anons don't respond to my posts. I just want a female friend I can talk about anything and everything with, I'm so tired of being the one to put effort into a relationship and getting shit in return.
No. 866324
>>866319I'm the same, anon. I know no one owes me anything much less answers to my posts but I genuinely feel sad when people don't comment anything on posts I made like 3 days ago. It's pathetic, wish I just had normal female friends
People go "lolcow is bad for my mental health" but to me is the only thing keeping me sane. I would miss it if it was gone one day
No. 866340
>>866314I had covid and didn't die, instead it
triggered dormant mono which i've been feeling the effects of for going on two weeks now after my negative covid test. would not recommend.
No. 866359
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I've came to the conclusion that I most likely have an amputee fetish and idk how to feel about it
No. 866400
>>866390Nta, but it's pronounced like child, but without the d. I hate to use a twitter meme as an example of how to pronounce a word
especially when these words have been around for years, but the Nicki Minaj meme is a good example, vidrel.
No. 866513
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>>866365ESL here, I thought doge was pronounced doug-eh.
No. 866535
>>866498>And even then I hate that a shit ton of lesbians and bi women married to women in my country pushed for medically assisted procreation to become legally recognized because I don't want gay men to start stupid shit like going abroad, exploiting women in developing countries and taking their babies.These are two different things though. When it comes to lesbians, one of them gets pregnant. No problem.
But gay men, unlike women, need a female surrogate. Here is th eproblem and I agree. Putting a poor woman through the danger of pregnancy and childbirth just to take her child is yet another grim male entitlement issue.
No. 866571
I need some dentistry work done so my mom set me up with an appointment with the same dentist I went to as a kid, naturally because she has my records. I'm legit having some pavlovian anxiety over it. When I was ages 10-12 I'd go to her for routine cleaning and while she worked on me she'd scold me like "you're not brushing your teeth well enough, look at all this plaque" which was fair, kids should be pressured to take care of their teeth, but then the awful thing was she'd call in kids from the waiting room who I didn't know and let them look at my mouth, saying "look at how bad her teeth are, do you want to be like that?" while I lied there with my mouth held open, helpless, embarrassed and in tears. Legit my teeth weren't even that bad, I never got cavities, I think I was just plaque-prone.
I'm fairly sure now that I'm in my mid-20s she's not gonna pull that shit but I can't help but be scared to see her all the same kek.
No. 866869
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I like cute shota art
No. 866882
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>>866875Idk what that is but I assume it's sexual. I just like looking at them and feeling doting affection.
No. 866888
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>>866869I like seeing shota art of my husbandos because I can’t help but think
wow this is probably how our children could look like No. 866902
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>>866892Can't relate on those pervy feelings you get but if there is a gaze, I appreciate the distinct femininity in those arts.
No. 866907
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I love big boobs just not on me
No. 866919
>>866903I support your dreams
nonny. Get the biggest tiddies you deserve.
No. 866993
>>866521This post makes me nostalgic for all the sites and apps I'd use as a young teen to talk to strangers. I think about the ones like the boy you described from time to time.
Just wonder where they are now, if life has gotten better. If they're still alive
I also kinda wonder how many of those people think of me like that, or if they just remember me as that cringey lil emo spaz lol
I hope that kid is okay, too. I understand that desire to want to go back and make something right, even if it isn't your responsibility. You seem like a sweet person, anon
No. 867782
>>867748I've even started to worry if people can tell my throwaway reddit account because of the things I post. I have no other social media but I've posted in my regions reddit board and I've recognised people.
Semi related I got into a new hobby and I won't deign to share it online for a while because it's all I can talk about irl and I'm such an autist I'd be found. My paranoia is off the charts
No. 867990
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>>867978And what exactly is "your territory"?
No. 868131
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I have a crush on some guy at work and I have a boyfriend. He reminds me of Brendan Fraser probably cause he's just white and there's not a lot of white people here AAAAAAA how do I stop having crush but I wanna indulge in it his hands are so big and veiny aaaaaaa I bet that cock is veiny and large as well helpppp
No. 868171
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Tried coke for the first time and honestly it's boring kek
No. 868195
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>>868179>this is how i found out i had ADHD>not through proper testing, but hard drugsFuck off
No. 868229
>>868202??What do you mean physical. They don’t take a brain scan to determine ADHD. It’s mostly self-report, or in the case of children their parents report behavioral issues and they might make kids do some baseline assessment tasks but not adults. Similar to autism, only the most severe cases of girls get diagnosed early, inattentive type or girls who are forced into not acting out usually just go their whole life thinking they’re just stupid.
And I didn’t say they can’t get addicted dumbass. Tolerance means that they don’t get as turnt as normal people on the same amount of coke. That’s why adderall doesn’t get ADHD people high like they do recreational users.
No. 868284
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I'm absolutely obsessed with any girl my boyfriend interacts with and I'm not ashamed about it.
No. 868415
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3 of my future roommates are scrotes. one is in a realtionship so he is off limits but i can't wait to manipulate the other 2 into doing my bidding.
No. 868936
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I really want to be a mukbanger because I've been binging like crazy to gain muscle mass and it feels like I'm missing out on some easy $$$$. Only thing keeping me from doing it is that I don't want to be feeder cum fodder. It's too creepy
No. 869021
>>868229>their parents report behavioral issues and they might make kids do some baseline assessment tasksI love when people try to school me on something I was born with and what I went through for testing. Please, continue.
>Similar to autism, only the most severe cases of girls get diagnosed earlyNot true at all. I was tested when I was about 5 years old. My ADD isn't so wildly rampant that I can hardly sit still. I knew a girl in highschool with ADHD and she was a real dickhead for both that and not being able to shut up during class. She wasn't medicated, either.
>Tolerance means that they don’t get as turnt as normal people on the same amount of coke."Normal people" don't have broken receptors in their brain as people with ADD do.
> That’s why adderall doesn’t get ADHD people high like they do recreational users.True, but that's because recreational users are more retarded than the people with the neurological disorder. They're taking it when their brains have no need for it, whereas people with ADD DO need it. But hey, you know more about it than me, I guess.
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I want my boyfriend to kidnap me and lock me in a cage like a dog. But not really in a fetishy way necessarily, I just think it'd be really cute and romantic.
No. 869335
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>>869332>>869115Keep the 2000s alive
No. 869341
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>>869332I still secretly make OC self inserts for whatever fan thing I’m currently into, and use them for occasional maladaptive daydreaming when I’m down about my life. My OCs always end up doing the things I wish I was brave enough to do or have the talents and looks I wish I had. Lately though I’ve been trying to emulate them a bit more so I can improve my real life as opposed to my fantasy life.
Pic not really related kek
No. 869366
>>869336>>869339I don't think I could handle it, all those tumblr blogs dedicated to making fun of people's OCs made me too paranoid.
>>869360I'm the last anon, basically just for my wish-fulfillment fantasies for things that can't be done irl like having weird powers or looking a certain way, plus imagining hanging out with characters I like. It's mostly daydreaming different scenarios for me (along with creating designs).
No. 869387
>>869332>I unironically enjoy modern anime and popular series, especially shounen stuff.Based. Nostalgiafags need to take off their rose-tinted glasses.
>I still like making OCs in adulthood and always make them look edgy or gothic and kind of thotty. I respect you embracing the cringe, I've always been too much of a pussy for that.
No. 869388
>>869357I see, well if anyone makes a thread about oc autism, I will post there too. My oc is from a dream I had and I even tried to expand the story after the dream ended and I created more ocs for that story lmao
I'll never write it, I just like to think about it sometimes and imagine what happens next and what ifs
Wish I had someone to discuss that kinda stuff
>>869366I get the paranoia. I posted there and my drawing is bad but honestly I don't care anymore, I had fun
No. 869417
>>869398My full rice instruxtions:
If you have a gas stove: 1.5 to 2 cup water to 1 cup rice (depends how moist you like your rice, i like 2 cups for moister rice which is typical for white people side dish plain white rice, but 1.5 cups is better for asian or indian style main course rice that will have sauce on it as well), put both rice and water in pot, COVER, turn on heat to high until it boils. DO NOT stir when you add the rice & water, just shake the pot a little to spread the rice out if need be. Watch it carefully or at least stay nearby so you will hear when it starts boiling. AS SOON AS it's boiling strongly (big bubbles, not tiny ones), promptly turn down the heat as low as the burner will go without the flame going out. Then it will take about 15-20 minutes more at the lowest heat. Leave it covered!! Do not check it until at least 10 minutes have passed. Do not adjust the heat, do not stir, do not add more water. Start to check on it at 10-15 minutes, but it may take up to 25-30 minutes to be fully done. Have patience. DO NOT STIR IT EVER. It's done when there's no more visible water at the bottom. Turn off the heat. For easier cleanup, let the pot rest with the rice in it for 10 or so minutes, and the rice will come cleanly out when scooped leaving almost no residue. You can also eat it right away bit it will leave more bits stuck to the pan if you dont let it rest.
I specified gas stove hecause with gas there's a minimum flame level before it just goes out, and you just turn it down to lowest possuble flame to simmer. With an electric stove it's a little trickier because there's no "minimum" and if you go too low it won't cook, so just go to about "low" on an electric stove (i do 2/6 on my knob). And also remove it from the burner before letting it rest if ypu're doing that, or the hot metal burner will keep cooking the pot and may burn the bottom of ypur rice.
If the rice ends up too wet, you either put in too much water, or you didn't let it come to a full strong boil, or you turned the heat down too low while simmering. If the rice ends up not fully cooked (soft outside of grain, crunchy in the middle), you either had too little water, or you let it sit at a full boil for too long, or you didn't turn it down low enough while simmering, or you opened the lid too much and too much steam escaped. If the rice gets brown and crunchy on the bottom, you let it simmer too long and it's burned a little. In all cases you can NOT save the rice by doing anything more (i've tried), just start over (rice is cheap, learning is priceless), eat it anyway, or use it to make rice pudding.
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>>869398If you keep fucking it up on stovetop no matter what I suggest you invest in a rice cooker. It will make it easier for you. Remember to wash the rice until the water runs clear, and then when you're ready to cook just fill it up with water until it reaches the line on your finger tip. My rice always comes out perfect with this method.
No. 869426
>>869417ayrt, thank you sm, I will try this tomorrow and let you know how it goes
>>869422eh I've considered it but I don't make rice nearly enough to warrant the investement
No. 869582
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>>869566>I'll even boil my rice in jeffrey bezos piss if I feel like itThat would probably taste mildly better than whatever sad, disgusting rice you're cooking now.
No. 869589
I'm loving this rice debate.
>>869417is right tho, this is precisely the way I do it too and it's foolproof.
As for my confession, I strongly suspect the dude I've started seeing has a thing for feet. Never before have I considered implementing stuff like this into my sex life as I find my feet ugly at best, but I kinda like the idea of using it against him. Make him crawl under my feet, bothered and a little bit humiliated. I think I might actually like it.
No. 869802
>>869795I hope this will happen for me soon too. I'm still way too easily baited into debates about things I feel strongly about. I used to enjoy debating like that in a way, putting all my anger into making a case for my beliefs, but lately it's just left me feeling exhausted.
How do I avoid getting pulled into an argument when someone shits on something I believe or says something overly upsetting? I find it hard to resist the urge to defend my morals and ignore statements like these because it feels like I'm tolerating it by doing that.
No. 869813
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A cow I was interested in doxxed herself recently and it turned out that not only she lives in my country… she fucking lives literally 3 blocks away from me in my same complex. I don't know how to process this. What are the fucking odds, man. I won't dare tip the cow, though.
No. 869829
>>869813 i feel you
nonny one of the fresh cows from snow is from my country and its bizarre seeing people talk about where i live like its an actual third world / in general. the cow isnt exactly the representation id like for my country either lol
No. 870078
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Ladies my married ex-boyfriend has confessed that he may be falling in love with me again and idk what to do. I really just wanted a friend, someone familiar that I'd known. If we play it off like he's not in love and deal with it that way, think we can remain friends? I don't have those feelings for him at all and feel really bad about it.
No. 870094
>>870078>that he may be falling in love with me againYeah whatever, he just sees you as the optional side chick and hopes you'll bite. Until you see divorce papers, that is a married man who's only gonna betray his wife and use you as a piece while he tugs on your heartstrings.
I wouldn't even consider him a friend after this, he's a manipulative scrote.
No. 870112
>>870078wait, this is my reply >
>>870086 to
>>870078 and I have just realised you said married, I was just scrolling and remembered I lazily replied to this. Um anon, I dont condone cheating. tell his wife screw him
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>>870086I've stressed to him a lot that I'm really happy in my current relationship.
>>870090Yeah… I never thought it would come to this. He's a "good boy" type of guy so I didn't expect this truly.
>>870094TBH at first it felt great to have him fall for me since he was the one that dumped me. But I know that he has 0 empathy.
>>870097Yeah… it's kinda hard when you actually have a really rich history with someone to not just want to stick with the familiar. I'm not the best at keeping friends. So that's my reluctance, I guess. He's ready and available to be a friend and talk to every day, I'd have to actually work to make other friends kek. But I see what you're saying. I personally don't think I could block him since he is generally a really nice person.
>>870100You make a point. I just didn't expect this mf (generally a really good guy) to actually literally want to cheat on his wife. Just weird. I'm trying to kick down the "I can help you" instinct with every fiber of my being.
>>870104>>870107kek! I can't do this anons. They just started a new life together. I'd literally ruin his life AND her life and I don't want that karma on me.
>>870113If he's in love with me, that doesn't change the fact that I don't feel the same way for him. So I don't really think I'm falling for anything so much as I feel bad that I don't feel the same way back and want to still be friends with him. Even if he promised to marry me and spend money on me, I wouldn't want to go back to him in that way. So I'm definitely not being a pickme here, I don't think.
I think the rational thing for me to do…. based on everyone here's advice… is to just slowly disconnect. It's going to fucking hurt because I actually genuinely want the best for him, and have told him on multiple occasions "I value your marriage over our friendship". I genuinely care for him. Dare say, I genuinely L word him (in the way you L word an ex). But there are so many reasons why I shouldn't entertain it. I'm usually the first one to say "kek fuck this scrote" but I have a soft spot for this guy. Like we were best friends in high school before we dated. So it's really hard to like, throw this person away, if that makes sense? IDK.
Oh well. I'll try to put more and more distance between us. if the situation develops further, I'll update. Thanks nonnies.
No. 870123
>>870120>They just started a new life together. I'd literally ruin his life AND her life and I don't want that karma on me. You'd be SAVING her life you dumbass. And he deserves to be alone if he's flirting with another women when he is MARRIED
Your post is a whole lot of words to just say, "I want to pretend to be in a moral dilemma/drama and not do anything about it because I'm too limp-wristed to stand up to some retarded scrote"
No. 870129
>>870119When my last ex broke up with me out of the blue (he'd been talking about us getting a mortgage a week earlier!) he said that "someday we might get back together" I found that pretty fucking odd mid breakup talk… that's not giving you great closure.
Then I found out we only broke up because he'd been having an affair and he wanted to be with her instead. I wasn't even that young but I had some naivety knocked out of me by that experience. He thinks I'm still here for when/if they break up. Yeah I'm waiting.. for the day that I get to ruin that plan of his lol.
No. 870130
>>870122>>870123She's a cheater too, and cheated on him in the past, so they're perfect for each other. I don't feel like I should be stirring that pot. I'm lowkey scared she uses lolcow or something but I'll say they both did something majorly life changing that would really ruin their lives and I feel like it's less turmoil if I just… drop out of his life. What he does after that is not my business.
>>870126tbh it wouldn't matter if he did or didn't. I don't feel that way about him. But yeah, I kinda do, based on how much he's willing to risk his marriage to talk to me.
No. 870131
>>870125Yup. "I don't think I could block him.. I have trouble making friends.." That's just..
That's why I don't trust people that keep their exes as friends.
No. 870162
>>870138Sorry, had a work meeting. But he didn't necessarily apologize, since we ended things kind of amicably. But he is saying that his "confession" felt like how it felt the very first time. I don't like to think I'm being conned, that hurts for real… but… I do believe you guys because you wouldn't just… do that to someone you are married to. Not matter what. I'm not even married and I would not say this sort of stuff.
>>870137>how… easy he was about itYeah… I really wish I could trust moids. This situation is making my question my own man. And this is why I don't want him talking to his married "best friend" who is a woman. I read through their old texts and even when she was married and he was single, she texted him "Thinking about you <3" one night. He didn't respond (kek). And that's why I don't really let him talk to her anymore. That's a tangent thought…
Guys I'm so stupid. I really… fucking thought. kek. I still feel upset and torn by this situation. Like I really did miss him when we started talking again and that felt great to actually share music and game with an old friend but this situation truly feels like being hit by a truck. Regardless, like I said, I'll try to slowly cut off contact and update you all if he goes batshit insane (doubt it though, he's kinda lazy and I told him I'd literally kill him if he ever tried anything)
No. 870276
>>870232Not just companies but rich Western countries in general. The richer they are, the more waste they create per capita. However, people in Western countries like to point fingers at rich people and big companies and say it's not their fault, it's those other guys, just like Western governments blame China.
The truth is, if you live in a rich country you're by default richer than half of the world's inhabitants if not more, so it's your fault too. Most people in the world don't think annual holidays to faraway countries are a must, for example, but you see British boomers seething over the pandemic restrictions because they just
have to go to Iceland.
It's easy to think you're poor when you're only comparing yourself to your richer neighbor.
No. 870466
>>870425hey don't look at me, I'm saying you
shouldn't go into debt
No. 870518
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this 2010s disney channel character makes me feel safe and comfortable please send help
No. 870694
>>870672how is this good, it's the new version of the "the patriarchy is doing WHAT???" post from tumblr.
>Wah wah wah, patriarchy BAD cuz men cannot express emotionsCry me a river, you made this bed so now lie in it. It's not even true
No. 870759
>>870728Yeah, he is one of those religious people or church pastors you see that are pure Sjws cringe types
Like pro gender dysphoria and gay trans pastor etc
You know what I am talking about
No. 870896
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when I worked at a bookstore I used to get all mad at people who did buy online pick up in store. I think it was a learned behavior from my coworkers. I was very into the Company Culture as it were. I don't understand why I did it anymore, and when I told my boyfriend recently he seemed shocked, but I think I did it to misplace some of my frustration about my life. I would usually be the one to have to get these things and I would always choose the beat up version of the book to give to them. I did have a good reason for it. Customers would often refuse books if the corners were beat up a little and I would lose a sale and my managers would be on us even harder. But it still seems immature and narc like. sorry to all I affected with my heinous ways
No. 871041
>>871022>some of them can't stop criticizing women for getting in bad relationships with scrotes/ anons expressing their sexualityNot a lesbian, but tons of ppl here do need a good "wtf were you thinking" roast. C'om this isn't a hugbox go to reddit if you want "oh you poor sweet thing you did nothing wrong how could this happen".
Idk what you mean about expressing sexuality though.
No. 871056
>>871041>>871035I'm not talking about those posts, I'm talking about shit like "you should have see that coming because he's a scrote, women are waaay better and you should just date them tbh". Dude, most women are hetero, even when they're a lot better in comparison they just aren't attracted to them and they don't deserve abuse just because they wanted a normal relationship with men. Also they're lesbians, even when they are women they don't understand what is like to feel attracted to people like men, i think is shitty to criticize when you are in that position.
>>871039Lolcow has moid raids sometimes so anons are obviously very wary, the chances of a female-attracted horny anon being a scrote are very high as lesbians are a minority.
No. 871168
>>871159I didn't. I don't even know what posts you're talking about tbh. Sorry you got banned though
>>871160Look at the first post in the complaints thread in /meta/. But yeah, the rules really need to be updated. It still even has the /2X/ rules there.
No. 871206
>>871056it's not just lc but a lot of feminist spaces in general where lesbians clown on straight women. and i don't mean like making fun of women in obviously shit relationships who need to grow a spine but rather just general "haha straight women" jokes that are mocking us for simply being attracted to men as if our sexual orientations are a choice.
to show my sincerity i will reiterate: if anyone finds a solid version of conversion therapy for straight women who wanna be bi/lesbians then please lmk.
No. 871282
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>>870759This is what I was talking about
No. 871707
>>870876>>870914Oh my god that's not how the fucking cult worked, like so many radfems in the 70's over analyzed everything without look at the historical context and the theology, for e.g she seems to mix up the Roman Apollo with the Greek Apollo, both were effectively different characters with different roles in society, it is from the Roman state cult of Apollo we get some hierarchy that would later make it's way to the church, his Vestal Virgins and all, Dionysus is a bit more complicated but his cult was a "wine cult" i.e the madness she is referring to, women, slaves and members of the lower class peasantry would flock to it but it wasn't exclusively a woman's cult
radfems did this with Christianity as well, I am not a Christian, In fact I'd consider myself a pure atheist cause of my understanding of the historical theology and so many radfems had completely retarded theories regarding the faith
like no the Cross was not meant to be a Phalic Object, no the Adam and Eve story wasn't purposely created with some nefarious intent to undermine women's ability to give birth, it was due to mistranslations and evolution of the proto-Semitic myth of the creation of the Human race(where man and woman were once both joined together at the hip or were one single being before the gods split them and created the first man and woman) again I'm not a Christian but seeing these inaccurate dumb ass "takes" about Christianity is just mind numbing
No. 871832
>>871825I just worry cause I had a friend who was in a similar predicament to me and guys would actually turn her down for being a virgin and not wanting that kind of responsibility or whatever. I use to be fine with being a virgin , but I just feel too old to be one now. At the same time I do want to give that part of myself to someone I do actually love and see a future with too.
I feel like I would have to come clean relatively soon in the relationship though because I'm so inexperience with sex and the fact I don't even know how to kiss. I just feel like guys aren't gonna wanna be that patient with me. Like it's high school shit I should already know by now.
No. 871835
>>871834I would definitely like to keep being a virgin to myself for as long as I feel comfortable however, like I said in
>>871832 , I feel like I'll have to come clean relatively soon since I don't even know how to kiss or anything sexual including hand jobs and blow jobs. I've looked online how to before but I know actually doing it in person will be a whole other ball game with a real life dick in my face lol
No. 872082
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I accidentally killed a bee
>be flies indoors
>doesn't know how to get out
>decides to go to the lightbulb
>dies
What makes it worse is that, only after the bee died, did I realise I could've just turned the lights off, and it would've lived
No. 872224
>>872200Been there. If there’s nothing keeping you entertained and attracted to him, sooner or later there will be resentment. Just being loved is never enough. Unless he’s devout to you like a zealot to god, or you’re amazing at acting happy and keeping him happy, he’ll realize your feelings one day and then the bar for loving you won’t be so high anymore. Most of the time “he loves me more than anyone else can” is a delusion to begin with.
Use the power you have in over him now to set yourself up better for the future. Get more self-confidence. Maybe you can even push him to be less spineless and more of man in your image.
No. 872276
>>872224Yeah, I know realistically that it won't end well.
Oh well. I hope I can find the courage to end this sooner rather than later.
No. 872619
>>872572yeah? maybe fuck a toothless man next
nonnie, get on the rest of our level
No. 873262
>>873256good for you
nonnie. enjoy your YNs and good luck with your exam!
No. 873394
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i keep a stuffed animal in a chair next to me while i work remote. his stupid little face makes work more bearable.
sometimes i reach over and hold his little paw during meetings. i'm on camera all the time but he's just out of frame so nobody knows.
picrel
No. 873413
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when I was a wee lass I wanted a Barbie doll like picrel. her dog poos and eats her own poo over and over and over. idk why found that fascinating
No. 873442
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>>873432Samefag for correction, it was actually a doll set called quints with five babies
No. 873634
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Recent events make this confession even more cursed, but i think Chris-chan's voice is very cute, his moans are cute too, that "JULAYY" audio is a dirty pleasure of mine. I don't want to fuck him and i don't really like anything else about him for obvious reasons, i just like his voice
No. 873652
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>>873634What about his voice do you like specifically? Is it his weird singsong-y intonation going up and down for no reason? Is it his retarded, never-grew-out-of-puberty nasality? What?
No. 873997
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Im a moid
No. 874022
>>874021Your gonna troon out eventually if you keep this up and your not ever gonna be a cute boy
start grooming yourself, get fit(but not like a steroid freak) and get off the internet
No. 874044
>>874036Fucking get a hobby, were not monsters and your a loser for getting
stop being a NEET, get a Job, if your young join the Army(that might straighten you out)
No. 874196
>>873884yeah this is also my guess, and with the fact that
nonnie did not reply… hmmmmmm
No. 874592
>>873647His voice is not really remarkable for me, he's cute tho
>>873652>Weird singsong-y intonation going up and down for no reason>Retarded, never-grew-out-of-puberty nasalityBoth, his voice is very sweet
i want to kermit