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reveal your sins… or virtues
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Debris>dāˈbrē, noun, scattered pieces of waste or remains.
Hubris>Hyoo-bris, noun excessive pride or self-confidence.
oh man i need me a simp like that.
where do they post their vents? you dont have to share any im just curious as to how youre seeing it
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i had a simp who was in love with me for about 9 years (we met in early middle school). he asked me to be his girlfriend three times. once in middle school and two times in high school. whatever. i considered him my best scrote friend. i never saw him as anything else.
december 2020 i'm drunk with some friends. he's completely sober the entire time. he arrived at the party and immediately sat with me and a friend. says "i'm not gonna drink, i have to look out for you two" (he's friends with the girl i'm with as well). keep drinking. have fade memories. he took me to an alley and made me give him a bj. tried having sex with me too, was telling me he about it, but the female friend i was with earlier noticed what was happening and said she was taking me home. god bless her soul.
i was in denial for a few days about what had happened. i thought he was my best scrote friend. even my best friend, i've known her for three years. this guy i've trusted for so long… i text him, ask him what happened.
>"i had feelings for you. i never had a chance to "make my way in" because you dated X then Y. so i saw the opportunity to flirt with you and took it"
>"THAT WASNT ME LETTING YOU IN! I WAS WASTED YOU SICK FUCK. I CANT BELIEVE I CONSIDERED YOU A FRIEND"
block him everywhere. hope to never see him ever. we had mutual scrotes friends from middle school, i hanged with scrotes a lot. they unfriended me even though we had been friends for so long. whatever, scrotes will support scrotes.
fuck that guy
im sorry anon, >>735582
fucking destroyed you
thank you anons. this is something im still coming to terms with.
i was sexually abused when i was five years old. whats crazy… i was too afraid to tell anyone. the first time i ever spoke about it i was 15. i told THIS scrote that i had been raped. my "best friend"/simp at the time. he told me "i wish i could kill him". i cry on his shoulder… and… he does this to me last year. never trust scrotes. no matter how "woke" they seem to act for you. never fucking trust a scrote like that. not even after 9 years. not even after he said he wanted to kill your rapist.
also a fun fact, the girl that took me home actually had a crush on him for years too thats kinda amusing. i knew this, so the day after i text her, tell her im really confused. she doesnt answer for a long time. i start having the vague memories of the bj and think she hates me because of it (he was not discrete about it). she talked about liking scrote a lot, so i thought she was pissed. i feel like shit. start blaming myself. having breakdown. she does text me later, apologizes profusely and tells me she didnt know what to do or what to say and was shocked. said she didnt know if she was supposed to call the cops or something. shes just really really sorry and didnt know how to handle things. i tell her i love her. lol, i really thought she actually picked that scrote over me, how stupid. shes an angel.
I'm so sorry that happened to you.
Did you talk to the other scrotes though? Outright use the word rapist to describe him? If they hear that and they still choose to defend him then let people or their partners know at least that these dudes are supporting a rapist. I wish men were appropriately dealt with for standing by literal rapists–if they defend a rapist then they shouldn't be interacting with women at all.
I tried to break it with a test tube from my chemistry kit kek, I stood in the bathtub because I thought it'd release so much blood.
I think I broke my hymen with my second sexual partner (fucked the first hundreds of times and he was average), who had a 9 inch dick and we went pretty fast. I'm not too sure how it works but maybe the first dick stretched it back due to gentle sex?
On his public tumblr, lol. He's depressed and has some serious issues with self loathing so some of the shit he writes is pretty concerning/scary. But then some of it is like "no one will ever come even close to being like her, she's perfect in every way, my heart hurts when I think of her", lol. He knows I read them.>>735562
Oh yeah I don't help him with his problems anymore, he's pretty fucked up. I just told him that I can't handle it and helped him find a therapist, so we don't talk about any heavy topics anymore. It works for me.
Mine was a rubber toothbrush handle because some scrote I was talking to on the internet groomed me into cyber sex. From there it only escalated to hairbrush handles.
Honestly I recall the sudden 'pop' it made to be so fucking weird. Don't remember a lot of blood but enough to have me concerned, didn't have much sex education back when I was a preteen. I thought I injured myself. Or stuck it in wrong. I chose the handles of things because I thought those rubbery end grips with the bumps would feel good lmao.
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my confession is that I am attracted to my co worker.
I have had a boyfriend for about 2 years now. I met him online, been living with him for a year now.
August of last year Ive started a job about half a year ago where I met a very nice co worker that is only 2 years older than me.
Ive have been a shut in NEET since I was 14, so my boyfriend has been the only male ive hung out IRL for a long time period now. (I am 23, met at 21)
Through sheer coincidence of very specific and similar interests I have developed very wholesome and borderline affectionate feelings towards the guy at work, i really think he is very cool, interesting and since we both are nurses, i see how he treats people that even treat him badly and to see that makes me melt a little sometimes. if i was not with my bf i would definitely persue dating him. is it ok to be friends with males you definitely like if you are in a relationship? is it ok to feel so platonically attracted to someone? is this even platonic if nothing has happened between us two aside just having a drink and talking about our lives?
I have always had male friends when i was growing up, as i have always been a tomboy, and it feels so wrong to feel wrong about male friends. especially since im sure that he doesnt feel attracted to me.
My confession is that I've been really, really gay for first Lara Croft and then Bayonetta since I was a kid. And then that turned into a milky mommy fetish
quality over quantity i hope>>735838
it was such a missed opportunity for Bayonetta to be lesbian, i really thought she was until i heard she has a bland boyfriend or something
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My first sexual fantasy was being clamped to a mad scientist's table and having my brain removed.
I also used to imagine my boyfriend was the devil (I wasn't a particularly edgy kid, I just thought he was sexy) and he was nine feet tall, red, ridiculously ripped, with goat legs and horns and he had a truly enormous dick and wore an iron condom, in my mind's eye his willy looked like Bullet Bill.
Another time we had a Japanese lady come to do a teaching exchange with our school and I made her a goodbye present which was a really long roll of paper with all the kanji she taught us. I did lots of rituals as a child and I decided that I had to expose each character to my vulva (I don't remember why) so I rolled it out on the floor and wore a nightie with no knickers and put my feet either side of it and walked the length of the paper lifting up the hem of my nightie and then rolled it up to give to the exchange teacher. I thought I'd made a magic scroll but on reflection that was a really strange thing to do.
You can literally have just one kid though
Also where the fuck do you live? Never happened to me, I have a brother and sisters
That's super fucked. Tbh its a story ive heard a lot. Despite not having had it happen to me, im not denying scrotes want to fuck their sister etc. I knew a dude in hs who had a boner for his little sister unironically.
There was also this 4chan thread that I watched the drams go down but this guy moved into his sisters room after she moved out and posted "what should i do". Proceeded to retard level show panties etc. And then inevitably a photo of her causing dox and her (now nuked) makeup YT and insta to be flooded with "your brother is a fucking pervert" content and ofc contacting his parents…. I shudder hardcore thinking of what happened after to her like living knowing that…
I live in a nice suburb in the USA. I'm glad it hasn't happened to you, anon, but it's still really common.
Also, I don't want kids at all, this is just one of the most major reasons. And if I did, I wouldn't want my only kid to be a moid.
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I find myself envious of these 18-21 yo weeby e-girls and I hate myself for it.
I'm only 28, but I feel fucking ancient and I see these girls being cute and weeby, wearing the same clothing styles I've loved since middle school, it unironically triggers me. It brings me a mixture of nostalgia and longing, almost feeling like I was born 10 years earlier than I should have been.
It's so irrational because it's not like I don't have anything going on and am "past my prime" or whatever. I'm still objectively young, I'm very happily married, and I have way more money than most people my age. The fact I'm feeling like an old washed up hag and envying the youth of these e-girls is just pitiful and I have no idea what the psychology behind it is. Especially since I fucking hate social media and don't even have any accounts. So, it's not about popularity I don't think. IDFK.
They don't care unless it's some shit like athlete foot, wounds or yellow as fuck
(my ex was a footfag)
Sisters in suffering. I have actually cried real tears a few times because my husbando isn't real and, even if he was, he wouldn't want to fuck me because he's high-key gay coded. Ouch.>>736164
Haha I'll 100% be your friend anon ♥
I feel like this too anon, especially if I let myself scroll tiktok. I'll be 26 this year and I feel like I'm already developing the aging characteristics (eyebags, saggy skin, texture) that would make it impossible for me to try the same beauty trends as a 19 year old egirl who only looks that way because of youth.
I guess for me it's sad because I used to look at those fashions and think "when I lose weight that will look great on me!" but now that I've lost the weight..? It's not like I can think, "when I look younger I'll try that out!" I guess I feel a panic about being locked onto this unavoidable path of aging.
I'm sometimes jealous of this exact thing, in the mid to late 2000s when I was in my late teens alternative clothing was extremely expensive and inaccessible. I dreamed of owning all the weeby pastelcore crap tiktok girls wear now but it only existed in my wildest dreams. I feel bitter that I wasn't able to wear it when I was "the appropriate age" i.e. 16-20 myself.
But then I remember that I can wear it just fine now at 30 and if I was posting OOTDs online in my teens I would've been bombarded with perverted coomer scrotes trying to groom me and been occupied with retarded teenage drama with my catty peers. My skin might be 10% saggier than it was in my mid teens but that's a small price to pay for living in a balanced headspace being able to chill out.
it'll probably help you to remember that even younger egirls use filters and shoop the fuck out of their pics to acheive that look. by no means do most 18-21 year old egirls look old
without editing, but there's a big emphasis on making yourself look even younger and uwu so smol
in egirl fashion and so most of them filter out all of their skin imperfections and facetune themselves to have the same babyface alien look. once you realize that egirls are basically the "alt" answer to instagram baddies (aka fake as shit) you start to feel better about seeing them.
I'm jealous because I used to dress just like this (but shittier, since the clothes were expensive and manic panic wasn't a thing in my shithole) in like 2013-2014 but I got bullied for it so much, and now tiktok girls are getting famous for it. I was pointed and laughed at every damn day.
I can still wear it I guess but people would then laugh at me for being a "grown ass cow" and I also don't even want to dress like that anymore, I'm just jealous because I was never allowed to be myself. I don't know if you'd call it jealousy, maybe bitterness is a better word.
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anon, im same age and in the same boat as you. never forget that we walked so e-girls could run. we have earned our right to enjoy weeby and alt shit. Wear what you want and don't give a fuck. maybe just get some quality pieces so that you don't look cheap.
remember: do what you want, don't hurt the ones you love
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I'm not insecure about being underweight but I hate that I can't just complain about having a hard time find stylish clothes my size easily because of my body type and people thinking I'm a teenager because of my body to the point it's severely ruining the way people around me perceive, which means it's also ruining my career plans and any potential love life outside of countries where women are expected to be womanlets. I know how you feel about that and I can't help but find it hilarious when people accuse us of humblebragging even though I always empathized with girls having low confidence because of their body, regardless of body type, now I don't give a shit anymore about these girls.
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I think I talked about it in the previous confession thread but I wanted for some time to remake a twitter account and see how long I'd last by being myself there since I wouldn't have to follow irl friends and people I used to know from tumblr. Well, I did make an account and just liking tweets and following a bunch of artists I already follow on instagram after only making one tweet made the algorithm think I was a bot. I was nearly suspended for using the website as intended. Maybe it's just because nobody follows me yet?
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This makes me sound like a stupid weeb but whenever I want to look up an art or craft tutorial I always translate it to Korean or Japanese and then look up the kr/jp terms. Somehow it always seems to look much better
The very few times I've had guys hit on me, every time it was just high schoolers trying some shit with me or guys my age talking to me normally and being very disappointed that I wasn't way younger than them. In the second case they awkwardly say "aah ok I thought you were younger than you are! Sorry, b-but I guess you won't have too many wrinkles when you get older, right? haha" and such dumb jokes to make sure I'm not too offended and they stop talking or just straight up leave.
Normal, decent guys avoid me because they think I'm too young for them. The very few ones I got along with seemed to treat me like I was immature or stupid until they learn my age, then they also think I was horribly offended by their behavior and it gets too awkward for us to stay friends. I'm accepting the fact that I'll die a virgin at this point, the only time I was treated like a normal woman was abroad when I lived in Asia for several months because I was a womanlet among womanlets, and as soon as I saw that men who weren't hideous creeps were kinda into me I got cockblocked by corona. In my case this is all because of a rare disorder or illness or whatever, so I can't say my case is that common. I do have friends and family who look way younger than they are but they tend to date guys they knew for a long time or their friends' friends so that's a bit easier for them.
I do this too! But only in jp since it's the only one I can understand.
For Japan personally, I believe that what happens is that they have a big history and culture surrounding crafting and they respect it a lot, so it makes sense that they have a lot of resources to do it and usually, when people do it, they do it very well. They have big sessions in bookstores dedicated to craft books. I miss it
Diff anon, just being babyfaced I relate to this. The amount of times my thirty-something year old ass has had the joyful experience of older men approaching me and as we talk it sinks in to them that I don't speak like I'm about 19. Where I am men are pretty awkward about outright asking age but they get clues when they ask about jobs and then their faces kind of drop because they wanted to think some young and more importantly 'very inexperienced girl' was falling for their shit and about to hand out her number. They act all animated and cheery like they're talking to a kid and then the act slips as they realise. I hate it but at times I also love how predictable it is.
It's shows you so many crap examples of men that it's hard to view them as not being predatory and gross overall. That's the worst part. Trying to have some faith after years of those approaches.
Yeah I can't trust men after that happened too many times. As I said, best case scenario is when you get along with a male classmate or coworker around your age, you're just friendly and once they learn that you're their age or older they completely change their attitude and you realize they were treating you like some immature child more than with others.
That case also happened with female coworkers actually. I had one who was just one year older than me and who was sperging about her getting married, getting a very nice job and having a house so young all the time. She actually looked older than she was and everyone who didn't know her thought she was in her late 30s instead of 26 years old, which she took as a compliment for her maturity when they were guessing based on her looks. She was treating me like an idiot at times for some reasons, mostly because of misunderstandings on her part, and at some point we were talking about how old we were when we got access to the internet at home for the first time because the topic came up in a meeting about marketing some products. She said she was 15 years old at the time, and I said it's funny how it's different for a lot of people our age and how in my case we had our first computer when I was 6, and she cut me off and told me to shut up because we're not even from the same generation. I said I was already 25 so it's very on-topic, then shut up for the rest of the day. This bitch couldn't even bother to remember my age despite me telling her several times and saying I was doing this internship to graduate with a master's degree so clearly I was just getting out of high school. After that she finally stopped behaving this way but she never apologized for being a rude bitch, and I stopped giving a fuck at this point and ignored her for the rest of my contract unless absolutely necessary. And given how awkward the entire meeting was after that, I think my coworkers finally realized I was going to stop pretending to be outgoing and friendly if that's how they're gonna be with me. I have other examples from my job in retail before that with customers thinking several times I was underage so they thought I was doing my mandatory middle school internship or they asked me if I could tell them how their teenage relatives could get a job here. I was 24 at the very least back then and that became an inside joke with my coworkers. Sorry, I feel like I'm venting more than anything right now
A scrote thought I was lying when I put 28 on my Tinder profile and was hoping I would be much younger, bordering on illegal. He stopped being kind to me once I showed him my ID during the date.
I also look a lot younger now than I did at 19 because I was stressed out, poor and nobody taught me how to put on makeup or pluck my eyebrows right. And you know what? I used to be completely invisible to men, now I'm visible only to the sad pedo creeps, all the nice ones are already taken.
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I'm the anon who asked about this and wow, your experiences sound terrible. I get mistaken for underage by other women mostly, the only thing that bothers me about my size/looking young with guys is that when we're dating they constantly joke about how "small" I am and send me images like picrel and say like, omg I'm gonna put you in there. It's kind of degrading but whatever, doesn't sound as bad as what you anons put up with.
Just seeing someone else talk about men dropping the friendly/excited kid voice when they realize you aren’t the teenage jailbait of their dreams is so relieving. I’m not particularly short but I am skinny and very baby faced and dress a little edgy
and that moment where I realize a guy was using his kid voice while trying to get me to fuck him is just beyond agonizing. I have like no experience with guys and can already come off as a bit immature diagnosed sperg
when I’m not going out of my way to act older, so it really feels sometimes that the only guy who would ever be interested in me are closet pedos.sorry for the vent but also, found out I was the only girl above 18 that this serial predator assaulted and I still don’t know how to process that
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Looks pretty thin to me
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I love watching Cocomelon videos and I often watch them to go to sleep
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I feel kind of uncomfortable when I see bands with male instrumentalists and the only woman is the singer. I lowkey respect bands that have different gender combinations more. I know I should just focus on the quality of music, but I can't help it.
Ugh, I hate how much I like his music and even him as an artist. I don't have many problematic
favs, I've managed to avoid a genuine appreciation for shitty celebs for the most part, but The Eminem Show was one of my first ever cds as a kid and I can't let it go.
>>737584>Most people in the fashion industry are hetero women or gay men.
I should add: so they're picking models based on aesthetics and showing off their designs rather than based on attraction.
Calculate your BMI: https://www.nhlbi.nih.gov/health/educational/lose_wt/BMI/bmicalc.htm
You're on the upper side of normal weight which isn't bad at all. Do an intense 5 minutes of sprinting every other day and you could get yourself to the middle of normal weight (22 BMI).
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I miss the plushiness anime girls had in the 80s.
I fucking hate them pointy ass niggas now.
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That's my type irl as well. Not the slim thicc shit, but like soft skinny fat. I feel like I melt into a girl's arms when they're on the softer side. yuri was my crush hehe..
Agree, they look to be the active-but-eats-well body type.
I'm not really sure what you'd call that, but it's just as cute.
Squishy but healthy women supremacy
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Where did you find such a specimen, anon? I'm so jealous.
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so I rediscovered this actor I've seen in the past but never knew his name and I found out he's in his 60s now and I was devastated, but then I started dreaming about fucking him anyway and every day I think about him and how it's unfair I will never meet him. He turns me on so much and I feel like a degenerate gerontophile
>>738170 >I had to go to malls and other public restrooms to do the thing
I did this one time. I was only a few weeks into staying some nights at my bfs place and when I woke up with my period I knew my shit that morning would be a gross period related one. I could feel it. So I told him I needed to run to the store to buy tampons but mainly I wanted to shit.
Never repeated that again because I heard him shitting that very same weekend so I joked with him about it and considered the ice broken.
Yeah that's the silver lining.>>738314>>738336I often clog the toilet and it's fine if I do it at my place but doing it with anyone near me or at someone else's places would make me want to die of embarrassment.I once broke the toilet at a hotel that's how bad it is so if I travel or stay overnight somewhere else I fast for 2-3 days prior and/or eat just enough to give me minimum energy required to function.
It's just that I've only ever heard guys bragging about their logs or whatever names they give. I truly look in horror and think only a man could have done what I do on a daily basis, in the bathroom.>>738348
Honestly, I envy you so much. I wish I could talk openly about it with anyone. Not even a bf but friends and family.
You’re not alone, my shitting habits are really similar. It also stinks, not like normal shit but like death. Living with people was a nightmare. The worst time was when I was recovering from surgery and constipated for once, it came out the girth of a coke can and I had to chop it up to flush
. Yes it was painful.
I try to do it in stages and flush throughout which helps to prevent clogging.
I have similar issues after letting myself be pushed into doing stuff way too young.
I've been single for a few years as I don't want to face the issue right now but I have a habit of daydreaming about sex where my interaction with the dick is zero. Good old fashioned no-foreplay sex lol, where I somehow get wet and put it in without any of the scary shit needing to happen. Where I don't even need to look at it because looking at it would ruin everything.
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was it apostle-of-sapphos?
Sorry anon I don't want to expose myself and I don't want other anons to call me out on my shit taste lol
I'm glad I'm not the only one though. I don't think I would fuck him (especially because he's married) but I would definitely kiss him and flirt a little bit
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I hate seeing pictures like these (clothing/fashion pictures that accentuate the collarbone and shoulder area) because it reminds me of the prominent bump between my shoulder and the end of my collarbone, on my left side, that I'm insecure about. I got it due to an injury to my AC joint in high school, and even though it only felt minor at the time (and I still have full mobility there) it didn't heal correctly, so the collarbone is slightly raised and will always be, creating a permanent round bump that's noticeable from basically all angles.
If I ever were to wear a shirt like that, or take a picture like this, the bump would be really noticeable. I know it's a silly insecurity to have, but I'm always afraid people would wonder if it was a cyst or something like that, because it looks like one to anyone who's never seen an AC joint injury before.
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I’m not, but I’m curious what you would do in a similar situation? Could have ended worse, pic related.
Every guy that I've known with a long list of fetishes has been bi/a chaser on top of that. I know being bi isn't a fetish but men almost treat it like it is.
"I would never date or get serious with a guy but yeah I'm bi so I've fucked some and I love gay porn/xdressers"
>>738412> Living with people was a nightmare.
I feel this so much. I always had a shy bladder but pooping was by far worse and it doesn't matter how well we knew each other. I would always have my pooping hours when everyone was supposed to be someplace else.> I try to do it in stages and flush throughout which helps to prevent clogging.
I wish I had enough self control to do that. It all goes at once with me.
I'm neither of those anons but maybe a handful of times I've been constipated and then had to break up my poo with an object to get it to flush. I think both times it was from meds, SSRIs and then iron tablets
My exes 11 year old managed to really clog up our toilet one day and my ex casually asked for a wire clothes hanger and went in there to battle it… made me think it wasn't his first battle
, don't worry anon we were just a bit misguided but our heart was in the right place
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It's a big drawing tablet. I'm grateful for it of course, but I'm really embarrassed that I could never afford to buy one for myself / feel like I'm not a good enough artist to deserve it.
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sometimes I imagine myself being a lolcow mod.
i feel like I would be a really good janny too, such a shame
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I know this might look like a scrote post, but sometimes I really do want to have a penis for a day, just to experience something a lil different. Like, I know what it's like to fuck a hairbrush and a cucumber. What I want to know is how it feels to fuck a mango. I bet vaginas feel great too? I just want to know
I am not really anachan but am almost the exact same weight with almost exact same goal weight. It drives me nuts and I know I’ll never be 93 lbs again because i was only that weight because I was 15.
I’m always tempted to try to be anachan but the heart attack thing genuine worries me and I actually want to give my body nutrients to live to 100 years old.
But if I could be 93 lbs and still be healthy I totally would.
Right now I’m just trying to get to 112 and keep it.
Not the goodwills in Southern California shits expensive. I dont steal from like st Vincent’s
Actually I should steal from Goodwill and donate my stuff directly kek
Talk to your grandma and tell her you want some things and take them
and also make her sign a document telling you to grab stuff
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I've been daydreaming more frequently lately, but I've been also actively talking as to answer my daydream people lol
Part of it is to practice my english or japanese (I never do it in my native language), but even though I just do it in my room, at night, before falling asleep - I still feel kinda crazy and I'd be mortified if anyone heard me doing it lol
Yeah but, do you think men really care about all that? I'd risk a yeast infection to fuck a mango.
Also, yeah, vagina are warm, have tons of ridges, are a muscle, and self lubricate so they have to feel good.
Same, I'm a little taller at 5'0", but my limit is still 5'11"/180 cm. Even that is pushing it though. Short men simply do not deserve pussy and love except for Levi Ackerman
I also want to add that, while I do love tall women, I will date a women of any height lmao. A man being short automatically brings his attractiveness down. Women are still beautiful in all heights though.
I would never date a guy shorter than me and preferably at least a little bit taller so I'm pretty set on the height-requirement myself too though.
I agree. I don't see how it's comfortable for either of them. I dated a guy who was 7 inches taller than me and I thought it was too much of a difference…I'm a giant to begin with so I'm never used to looking up at someone.>>739155
Cope for the dick size. I could see them fucking better though because they have to put in more effort to be attractive.
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Hell yeah queen.
I grew up being bullied for so many things I couldn't change (like being an ugly Desi girl) and no matter what I did it was wrong.
Now that I'm older I gave up on the 'what will people say' mentality. I like what I like, I'm adorable as fuck, skinny, and I look super young.
I act cutesy and innocent irl so everyone adores me but online I bully trannies until they implode. I also dress like an egirl despite being 31. Farmers would seethe if I had my own thread, jealousy fuels me.
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I enjoy stalking fringe political websites and account. I don’t agree with any of them but it’s always fun seeing their borderline cow-like behavior, such as this br*tish moron being criminally unfunny and embarrassing himself to entertain his saudience who love consuming skewed studies and right-wing armchairing its so enjoyable it’s like a mini lunatic reality show I know I really shouldn’t be doing this because the things they say towards targeted groups sometimes destroys my self-esteem but it’s a guilty pleasure it’s fun looking at the chaos from far away
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My dumbass dropped the pic related
this made me laugh for some reason. lol i've seen a lot of newfriends making the naming-yourself-anon mistake though so you're definetly not alone>>738653
good for you anon! you're hot as fuck. i have a decent relationship with my own body too nowadays even though i used to have Issues and my best friend's scrote used to insult me about my body
my own confession is that im trying to better my swedish by reading the scandinavian thread on /ot/
goodwill is a shitty company so keep doing you anon. >>739244
You sound super sexy as hell anon, I wish you luck on your graying hair journey.
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I met a 14 year old when I was 16 and we hit it off and fell in love and we dated and I was wayyy more experienced than him at everything I was his first kiss and I took his v card AND I was his first kiss. That was 4 years ago and we broke up because he moved . He messaged me on social media while he was 17 going on 18 and I just turned 20. He told me how in love with me he was and how a huge part of his interests were shaped by me and how he has felt so hollow without me. We’ve been texting for a while and he was still in high school as a senior while he started texting and meanwhile I graduated 2 years ago. We started dating again and I ate his ass, therefore I have popped all of his cherries. He is the best dude I’ve ever dated. I love younger men
Anons, this is a PSA: don't fuck with short men they're more likely to be violent and are quicker to get angry than taller men.https://www.wtsp.com/article/news/weird/short-men-are-angrier-than-taller-guys-study-finds/67-8017508c-20e8-4452-9eee-319de8991e0d
Every short guy I've known has some anger issue and/or short man complex (even if it's super deep in there, it's always there). This includes my timid ex who eventually revealed anger issues and was weird every once in a while about being 5'8. Even if you don't give a shit about height short men will still make a straw-woman argument and redirect their anger onto all women who apparently care only about height kek. Most women I know don't care about height unless a guy is below their own height. But anyway after finding this study and seeing that it is in fact statistically proven, I've avoided short men altogether.
i am glad you found someone you love anon. >i hate his ass
i would be too afraid to put my tongue on a mans hairy asshole, what was it like anon
He’s a pretty clean dude and not hairy (native guy
) I made him shower and everything it was pretty easy to access the hole since he’s a scrawny ass and I imagine that’s what it’s like to eat pussy but if pussy had shit come out and needed to be washed vigorously on the inside. I liked seeing him writhe around and seem so vulnerable 10/10
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I was kinda popular with cute guys in Japan and they'd be nice and compliment me a lot. I should have hooked up with one of them at least once and now I regret it. I'd rather attract good looking gaijin hunters around my age than pedos in my countries who are disappointed when they find out I'm not underage but in my mid-20s just like them and stop hitting on me. Normal guys in my country completely ignore me and going to Japan and seeing how men there would react with me with way more respect and attention made me feel like I was finally treated like a normal woman. I don't even have yellow fever or whatever, I'm into all sorts of guys as long as they're cute but I'm a man repellent in the west and in my parents' countries because of the beauty standards.
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i find cat balls so fuzzy and adorable
Where were you finding these more forward Japanese guys? I assume it was at foreigner-specific bars over izakaya, or did you have general acquaintances flirting with you too?
I know it sounds like such a weeb thing to go to Japan because you're more popular there with the opposite sex but I experienced some of the same even during a vacation and it was definitely very validating. I'm not even ugly in my home country but the guys here are just so much more aggressive and gross in comparison. I also do
prefer Asian guys, so I figure if the feeling is mutual…
I from a Western Europe country I won't specify but I'm not white, I'm a native north african so I look racially ambiguous to everyone outside of where I live. There were a lot of Turkish, Pakistani and Indian residents in Tokyo who thought I was one of them when we met, I found that funny. I'm relatively short, I'm 1m57 tall so depending on the average in some countries I'm not that short. And I'm skinny and have no breasts. They're too small to fit in an A cup bra regardless of band size. Leaving in Japan also allowed me to buy clothes my size that weren't just the most basic jeans and tshirts without any effort.
I don't know if that's still the case in north african countries but the trend there used to be thick women and it's kind of still the case in my community where I currently live so the only guys I attract from my community are weird insecure Muslim guys.>>740129
All of them treated me like an adult and expected me to be in my early to mid-20s when speaking to each other. I wasn't looking as out of place as in Europe, and the only guy mildly surprised that I was older than I looked was some guy from Ghana.>>740133
They just came to me when I was visiting places alone or just shopping and we'd spend some time talking then or going to restaurants. I don't drink so that made socializing a bit difficult sometimes. I'm guessing they didn't dare approach me as often when I was with my best friend from the same country because we seemed very busy from other people's point of view and we were talking to each other all the time in our first language. Then again that was before places shut down because of corona so there were less foreigners than usual.
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Recently i fucked a lot of moids. I like sex and i liked that i only needed to show the few parts of myself that i actually like. but I somehow ended up dating one of the moids and now we're 3 1/2 months in… and im too scared to tell him that im an old autistic hag that dropped out of art school and am partially dependant on disability benefits for my autism. I had absolutely no intention on dating or leading anyone on. I hate this. I would rather die alone then deal with all this shame and fear of rejection.
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Sometimes I look at those tv funny shows with interviews and games, and somehow feel quite sad, I want to make friends and have a good time like in those games, I also want to enjoy a rich life without being famous because having fame sucks more than a vacuum cleaner.
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>>739261>my own confession is that im trying to better my swedish by reading the scandinavian thread on /ot/
I've been doing that too lol. My confession: jag började studera svenska när jag var 14 för att jag gillade pewdiepie….nu jag är 23 och svenska är språket jag vet bäst förutom engleska…literally a language I have no use for in day to day life. I could have studied Spanish all that time, something actually useful for a burger to know men nejjjj. Even more shameful than learning Japanese for your waifu imo.
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I used to really keep to myself, and while I wasn’t a goody two shoes, I always made sure to be behave. Whenever I acted out of line and was reprimanded I would take it very seriously, even though I feel I had an adventurous spirit. That waned as I got older, but I nonetheless never went out of line. My parents (+ older brother) kept saying how insufferable I would be as a teenager, so I decided I wouldn’t be one. I feel like I missed out on so much, especially since they kept me on a tight leash.
That’s healed, but I’ve noticed I’m so stagnant in life. I would just like to experience things. Even if I make a rash decision and it’s a bad one, at least I did something. I used to have double lives (more in my head than anything) and personas I kept to myself but by now I’ve just killed them all off and I haven’t even realized until recently. I just don’t know why I’ve done this charade. Nobody respected me any more for it. I still got treated like a runt. I’ve just been like this for so much of my life, that I don’t know if I’ll be different if I’m given the chance.
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Anon I don't have anything helpful to say to you but good luck with everything. Also only insane people are allowed on this website.
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I just watched some really sensual porn where they had chemistry with each other. It was hardcore but they were cuddling by the end and now I'm hormonally crying, what a sad fuck.
Ok, bad bitch anon, tell us all of your accomplishments and give everyone advice other than bee urself
and just change your way of living life
. Unless you want to go full retard and tell everyone to kill themselves because you’re a baddie. Retard.
Damn anon, I’m just turning 20 soon and was just realizing I self flagellated myself and allowed myself to be a doormat for no reason during my teenage years. Not necessarily an uncommon experience.>>740602
Thank you, I love achewood too!!
LC is my first imageboard and I've been here for like 3 years. I've never been on 4chan or any other imageboard and I plan to keep it that way.
I guess my confession is, searching up any imageboards other than this one feels illegal to me. I saw lotusbbs mentioned in /meta/ and googled it, but immediately was like "what if this is some dark web shit and searching this up will get me swatted". I'm still feeling a little iffy about it right now.
last skinny guy i dated was the worst fuck ive ever had, they just dont have enough energy. his dick was meh too.>>739302
male midgets do have huge dicks, compared to their body size the dick looks massive, and plenty of big dick midgets exist naturally since the midget disease does not effect the penis.
plus their small body size makes it easy to do some weird positions. something for the bucket list maybe.
Anywho, i'm not saying you have the fuck the sexy shorties, my limit personally is 5'9 and id have to really like the guy
Yep! The closest I ever got before this was casually browsing subreddits. Posting on LC has definitely felt like an entirely different experience tbh. Especially since the userbase here is centered around women. I will say though, integrating wasn't that hard since I read the info and rules off jump and lurked for a few days before posting. I've been here since last June and have only been called new once because I didn't know Shayna used a setting on her phone to make her background blurry kek. I always knew about 4chan as this big bad boogeyman so I really thought it was some dark web type shit. In hindsight though, I feel like if that
had been my first imageboard, I would probably be a worse off person now. No offense to any anons whose first imageboard was 4chan btw
>>740694>I've never been on 4chan
Only a few boards there have worthwhile discussion on them, I'm getting tired of it but it's the biggest imageboard so discussions there can be quick. >or any other imageboard
Crystalcafe and sushichan are alright. Other imageboards quickly get filled with 4chan tier shitposting and trolling, which is a shame. >>740699
Part of the reason they do that is to bring attention to their threads, on fast boards like /v/, or even medium speed boards like /lit/, not only do they post softcore porn/ecchi but they make obnoxious template threads to attract the attention of others to their threads, as if the thread topic was too boring for that, it gets really tiring. >>740701
You're lucky, I've wasted around 3000 hours of my life on 4chan, less than 1% of that time was spent doing anything productive.
Huh, I could have written this with slight variations. I grew up with my mom who raised me to be dependent on her and I felt that if I didn't behave the way she wanted me, she would stop loving me. So I became an obedient, good student who was also a shut-in.
Since I felt like I couldn't be my real self in reality I also withdrew in my dreamworld where I could be me.>I’m so stagnant in life
I also feel this way. I think getting rid of our dreamworld made us hyperaware of how much our reality is void of action. I posted this website in another thread, I'm not sure if you're familiar with it, it's worth a read: https://maladaptivedaydreamingguide.wordpress.com/
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As an AZN woman, I think the same thing as well kek. I remember my first bf telling me how he used to be bullied in highschool and the only person that was nice to him was an Asian girl.
Right now I'm seeing someone that isn't even a weeb but I was pretty alarmed when I realized he does appear to have slight yellow fever. It seems to signify that they are insecure and prefer someone meek (and that they think asian women are submissive, ugh).
I'm butting in because when you say>and that they think asian women are submissive, ugh
I'm reminded about how all the east Asian women I've met where I live in Europe are giga stacies or nerdy but not in a meek way at all. Is the "meek submissive Asian ideal gf" stereotype more common in the American continent? It seemed to only make sense when applied to Asian women in Asia to me, even if it's still a dumb stereotype because each person is unique anyway.
>>740808>think Asian women are submissive
If I were Asian I would do anything and everything out of spite just to prove them wrong, including kicking them in the teeth.
I hate it when guys think I’m submissive, a background character, or basic like I’m just there to support their mediocre dreams.
All men have stupid stereotypes of the "types" of women there are. Women who are asian are submissive, black women are thick and crazy in bed, white women are all submissive church girls. Men hate women of their own race and fetish women outside of their race so if we ask every single guy then every single race of women are somehow simultaneously feminine, submissive, waifu material goddesses and every single race of women are all cheating gross whores lmao.
Tell these men that women of all races have varying personality traits and their little brains will explode
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I only got a boyfriend so someone would take care of me and I can keep eating benadryl all day until I die finally
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He doesn't know about my assburgers ,being a rape victim
, depression, suicide attempt, college dropout and the fact that I'm not 100% financially independent (a part of my income is from disability benefits, my employer only pays a small percentage because he is a dick/I'm unstable).
Honestly I feel like a lot of it is behind me but it still feels like… a lot to drop on someone.
(If at least my employer would pay me in full I could LARP being a functional human adult but it feels like it's the last hurdle to semi-normalness but it's impossible to overcome somehow).
When I can think more clearly maybe I will try talking to him about it. ..
I have legit no idea about that, I don't go to the art salt thread. I was triggered
by an anon in the Shuwu thread though
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I think people like us must run into each other sometimes
I hope your dreams are good ones
ayrt, good job! its always good to know foreign languages no matter how useless they may feel like.
i live in a country where like 5% of the population speak swedish, so i have studied it in school. but im still shit though so thats why im trying to improve, considering that i might need it at a job or something
CC is just as bad as 4chan.>>741224
lmao link? I wanna see the drama but there's so much autism to scroll through.
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I am pretty sure I have infought the same bitch three times this week only and I hope she breaks all her nails or something
It really does feel like they're filling in the lore section on their own wiki though.
It's like>Welcome to the baking thread! I made red velvet cake today! What did you guys make?>I don't eat red velvet because the colour red reminds me of the time I was a bullfighter in Madrid. I entered under my stage name Dame Atencion and the bull looked me in the eyes and I realised I could no longer take part in this brutal bloodsport. I packed my bags (and the blood-soaked rag I used during my matador days) and I soon moved to California where I started an OnlyFans and met who I thought was the love of my life. He abused and degraded me but I thought this was normal because nobody ever hugged me as a child. This might be because I was a disturbed kid who used my incredible artistic skills to paints terrifying images on the walls of my terminally ill grandmother's home. She didn't eat red velvet either.
Poetry. This needs to be in the best of lolcow thread
Thanks for the laffs
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4chan's /ck/ is full of /pol/ refuse who are easily manipulated into diet trends that use typical 'do this and you'll become high T', 'here's what the jews are trying to hide from you', 'this is what your pure white warrior ancestors ate', etc. far-right scrote marketing. The latest fad is an all red meat/red meat and saturated fat-based diet like Jordan Bederson's daughter eats, like straight-up calling vegetables and legumes unhealthy because 'they have anti-nutrients'. I'm signal-boosting it so more of these morons die faster.
I wish there were a scrote-free cooking board.
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Here's an example from the other day. They're usually come crawling out on the meat substitute, fat, legume, and vegetable threads.
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hahahahahaha finally I can use this screencap from 2 years ago
I'm hairy as fuck and i refuse to shave ever again so every new boyfriend i get has to come to an agreement its not coming off and its funny because it's not like quirky armpit light hair, i have asscheek hair, i have hairy feet, a hairy back, hairy ass legs and arms, chest hair, everywhere hair, even my forehead has hair, even my damn nose has hair, no pcos though just lucked out on those amazing spanish genes!!! i mean on top of that my boyfriends gotta deal with the fact i have a flat board chest (with them hairy ass nips), a hank hill hairy ass, an underbite, dandruff, and a stank ass attitude and they still love me and i suppose that's sweet even though they're always above my league
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It's because in their minds, beans = soy and soy = beta, even though the soy thing has been debunked numerous times.
There are cooking threads in here, in /ot/, /g/, and /m/ even, just pick one to necro and stick with it
Also what a goddamn shame, I remember checking out that board ages ago and it wasn't full of poltards, but I guess they ruin everything they touch.
Ok here's my confession, I know everything this video says and I can recite it by heart, in fact, I could do it on command
Why hello there I didn't see you there, I'M GAY what the hell
Sorry for continuing a 2 day old confession but I'm >>740331
and I'm honestly shocked at how fast you rack up numbers on this app. I know these are minuscule compared to people who use the app regularly, I literally just made an account and posted three stupid nonsense videos. It's insane because my actual art social medias that I put effort into probably haven't gotten as many unique views as these three stupid videos, kinda depressing
I still watch some of his old videos because I enjoyed them, and occasionally watch his new ones if they interest me, but I'm not subbed to him. The only reason I checked out one of his recent analysis videos is because it had jim carrey
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I have created my personal cope husbando in my head. He is this big beefy anime boy that is basically my boyfriend whom I rely on for comfort when I feel bad. I imagine conversations with him, cuddling with him and so on. Something like if I'm finding it hard to study for a test it would go
>anon, don't waste your time like this. I know you can do so well on the exam, you just have to try your best!
>but hunk-kun, I feel so depressed, I can't bring myself to do it…
>I know you can. You're a smart girl anon! You've done it before and you can do it again, I'll be by your side supporting you the whole time <3
And then it actually ends up motivating me. He also comforts me when I'm crying, and I imagine hugging him and it slowly calms me down. He is not a tulpa!!! I promise I'm not schizophrenic or autistic this has actually done wonders for my mental health. I also masturbate to him sometimes but I won't get into that part.
I mean why do you even go on there? I like some 4chan boards myself but for cooking I use books, youtube and a few recipe blogs I like. Did you think you were going to find nice recipes on /ck/ ? No judgement but i'm really confused>>741713
I've been in your situation and the best thing to do is to talk calmly and kindly about it to them. Kindness and empathy but be firm. If you don't notice change in behavior and efforts from her after the talk, she's never going to change and it will just drain you of all your energy without ammounting to anything.
A man ahead of his time.>>742134
I want to argue about food, give advice to people who are starting out, see what other people are trying, and occasionally learn something new in a community where nobody has any reason to sugarcoat their thought. /ck/ has been ruined by smug /pol/lutants who derai nearly every thread and refuse to learn anything about food and cooking, but occasionally there are some great threads, and other cooking communities seem to be /r/food-tier garbage
>>740074>it probably doesn't feel good to hide this stuff from your bf/side dude
It doesn't. I just need to build up the courage to say something. Funny how lying comes so natural to me, but once it's confrontation time I (or try to) avoid it at all costs. I have a feeling this is going to bite me in the ass because something did almost slip up, and I could've gotten caught, but luckily I didn't. I think that was a sign from the universe to get my shit together.>>740079>>740084
I've been doing it for a few months already. At first I didn't feel much guilt, and to be honest I still don't.. I think it may be because I fear my boyfriend is going to slip up again, so because I have my other guy, I know I won't be as hurt. He's like a safety net which is pretty fucked up now that I think about it. But I did get attached to him, though, and I feel much happier with him.
I keep screenshots of conversations with my ex girlfriend. There are super mushy lovey dovey screenshots, and there's screenshots of our break up (yes we broke up over text/messenger, not a lot of hard feelings and I think that was better for us in the end). I do read them from time to time and they still make me smile. I know a lot of people in my life will tell me to delete them, that it's just another shitty reminder that she isn't in my life anymore, but I like having them.
I think I've had enough time to heal, and I recognize that I don't really yearn for her anymore as much as I just yearn over the idea for her. Whether we just met during a bad time in our lives or we're just really not meant for each other, it's whatever at this point. But I really do like to sometimes look over our messages to remind myself of what I deserve. She was the first person throughout my many relationships(? hook ups? sort of dating but not officially dating?) where she treated me with the love and respect that I didn't know I deserved. Men have set the bar on the floor, but I know better now. I know there exists a person out there willing to pour as much love and time into me as I will to them, and if there isn't, then that's fine I'll just stay single because I refuse to settle. I think even in breaking up with me, she still treated me so much better than anyone else. There was no stringing along, it was just "I don't want a relationship after all, I'm sorry." Maybe it's just a massive cope, but I like to think she still did it out of love for me because she knew she couldn't be the partner that I wanted/needed.
When I change phones I don't know if I'll copy over these screenshots over to my new phone. It'll probably look like I'm still hung up over her. There's a lot of things she loves that I'll see and they'll always remind me of her, and it just makes me think fondly of her. If I ever date another girl who loves me and treats me with the same love and respect as my ex, I'll finally delete these screenshots. For now, they're just a reminder to myself of what I deserve.
there are scenarios you can use as presets, but if you want a very specific one, you have to prompt it yourself
i think my writing with it has been subpar to avoid confusing the algorithm though. if youre figurative with your prose it can confuse the ai. it's very neat, though, i was curious ever since i first saw it, and now anons have got me deep into it
I watched his videos a few times but then I noticed that it wasn’t that interesting and that he was just either repeating information that I’ve already seen in other channels or that I was just not paying attention because the drama itself got boring.
I honestly don’t understand drama channels, even as a fan that loved them during 2017, they’re always throwing shit at each other and they never really come to a conclusion of the drama because that’s how the cows get cowtipped.
Plz tell us where, we want to drink the best champagne too
Don't be selfish anon
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Everytime I look at the news or browse the internet I sometimes wish something like Y the last Man would happen. I don't even hate men as ferociously as some anons here but I do get tired of their collective shit.
I didn't accuse you of anything, I just got reminded of specific threads on LSA. I guess it's because the latest one I read was yesterday.>>742678
You should try whole foods next time.
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Anything to be in a cute girls band, anything to be famous or a pop star performer as rare and as far reach as it is getting their without hopping on a hollywood predator’s lap
I will give my kidney
i'm the anon you replied to and i honestly don't really mind blaires voice. it's much more tolerable than..pretty much any other mtf tranners voice kek. >>742431
i've stopped watching drama channels for awhile, it does get boring. i used to like blaire and d'angelo's drama videos, even the occasional crepshow art video, but the topics just get so repetitive and obnoxious that i can't bare it kek.
i prefer the videos blaire makes talking about mundane life shit than say…400th video talking about some retarded groomer tranny. there's only so many things you can really say about someone like that before it gets old. blaires normal videos are much more interesting imo. i just like hearing people talk about things and experiences i never have and never will experience myself>>742421
yeah i don't really watch blaires videos about le ~drama~ so i didn't know about any of that
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I fucking hate my roommate and I secretly wish her visa would run out and she can fuck back off to her (wealthy first world) home country
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I'm 26 and still in college. I royally fucked up my first attempt when I was 18 and now I won't graduate till I'm 27
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It’s not a big deal, anon, I’m graduating when I’m 27 if I’m lucky enough the platform won’t recognize one of my grades so I have to fight for it because there’s no way in hell I’m paying for that course again
It’s not the end of the world, you can still apply to get a job even if you’re studying as long as you’re close to graduating.
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sometimes I feel like I’m the only one going through actual problems in this world and especially this website. it seems so ridiculous to say but I admit it
i can’t take anyone else’s problems besides my certain people’s seriously at all, I could be the only important person in the universe or a complete nobody I can’t see anything else, I’m so enclosed inside of myself while also being observant about the chaos and multiple issues around me but i feel really important but also not important what is happening
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One time as a teenager, I had already done my eyeliner on one eye and completely ran out of eyeliner by the time I was doing the wing on the other eye so I used a permanent marker to finish it. It burned.
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Started watching Superstore and would like to sound his dick, that is all.
That is surprisingly extreme
Looks dead inside
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I think this is guerrilla marketing
>>743525>he eventually explained to me that the reason he made the board was because he was trying to contain the waifu/agatha obsessed freaks so they’d stop posting on other boards, and sort of began trolling the posters
Anon you fell for a total lie.
Would you believe a child porn honeypot owner was just "containing all the other pedophiles" and trolling them? You wouldn't because that's completely naïve and everyone knows that "containment" sites don't really prevent file sharing from happening elsewhere. It definitely didn't work for 4chan. Orbiting only got better because there's explicit rules that prevents /soc/ and other camwhoring posts on r9k for instance since a few years ago now.
Sorry but your Chad is a closeted creep and he just wanted to distance himself from the other creepy losers so you'd stick around and stroke his ego further. And btw no normie makes plans to marry and live together with someone who they've never even met in person with before. Be glad you ghosted (that was your gut telling you something), the pedestal you carved for him is pure fantasy.
I'm glad everything went well for you in the en but >>743533
is absolutely right about the situation. I'm wishing you the best for the future, as far away from those creeps as possible
I know the board you're talking about and I had a somewhat similar experience on a discord allegedly made for the exact same purpose. The discord owner took a special liking to me and I was the only female made a mod, then an admin, PMd me offering to buy me antidepressants (?) and other drugs, basically the owner treated me like a god because he wanted to use me to draw in more females for people to orbit. Thankfully I wasn't underage or a fucking idiot and he turned out to be Michael Sosa so lmao
He was very charismatic and clearly skilled at manipulation, I just happened to be able to see though it. Not saying that's what happened to you, but yeah
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A few months back a random memory from my childhood hit me during a flashback.
My racist grandparents gave me a golliwog type doll to play with. I even remembered her name, 'Suzie.'
The image of the doll is a bit fuzzy to me. But she didn't have the typical blackface/red lips/kinky hair, she more resembled a native and was an entirely cloth doll with long brown yarn hair. Nonetheless, I recall a few instances where my grandparents would purposefully annoy me with the doll. Like made her do mean things to me. They'd get a kick if I would physically respond. Almost like they were Pavlov training me to be inherently annoyed with brown people.
>inb4 I'm misremembering
Nah, there's a good deal of evidence that they were racist so a doll wouldn't be inconceivable.
They once chased one of my mom's boyfriends off their property because he was black. They clung to their Catholicism because evolutionism meant they would have descended from the same great ape ancestor as black people, my grandpa even admitted this was an issue for him. Grandpa was a chemist and grandma was a dental hygienist, so it's not like they were dumb bumpkins who didn't know better. They were democrats. Literally nobody would believe me, and especially because my mom isn't outwardly racist and I didn't carry any of those ideals with me either.
It's just really strange, the animosity had to come from somewhere but I'm not sure where. Maybe because they were second gen immigrants, maybe their parents had stereotypes about POC because they felt they were in competition with them in some way. Who knows, it's just a weird memory that bothers me sometimes.
I haven't been able to find anything like it on the internet, meaning they likely handmade it and then it was trashed at some point. I wonder if my mother said something.
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i have no idea why but lately i want to start self harming or starving myself just to feel something. i feel miserable all the time and i don't know why, my life's objectively good at the moment and i have no reason to feel this shitty yet i do. i just want to wake up in a hospital tomorrow and have an excuse to put off my studies or doing anything productive, yet i also feel like an absolute leech of a person every day i'm not doing something "useful" and waste just watching netflix on my computer or doing fuck all.
i also know that if i start cutting myself my bf will def notice and of course he'll be worried sick. he's an amazing guy and he doesn't deserve going through something like that.
I seem extremely NLOG-ish and Practicality Over Anything in real life. Sometimes guys bring up topics like Valentines day, engagement rings and marriage, along with anniversaries, k-po(o)p or even women's quota, and other stuff women tend to care about or like more than men around me, and tell me how stupid they find it and how they don't get it at all. Then they specifically ask for my opinion, and judging by how taken aback they get when I tell them I love everything about it, I guess they're waiting for me to agree with them. Then the arguing starts "But wouldn't you rather spend money on a vacation than a ring?" - "I hate travelling and love shiny stuff", "Shouldn't you show someone you love them every day of the year?" - "Yeah, but having one or two days every year where you go full out is especially nice", "Don't you think you should be hired for your skills rather than your gender?" - "Anything to get me further in life, I don't care about the why behind it". Seeing them slowly realize they won't get through to me and that I'm just like all the other girls they deem as stupid and superficial is one of my very small, petty joys in life.
Anon I love you
I do this too but not to the level you go to, I love it, I notice they even try to pretend or change what I said to fit their ideal
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You’re amazing, anon.
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A scrote asked me what I did today but I literally spent 5 hours on lolcow.
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inspiring and brave
My best friend is marrying an only child and I hate it. They live with his parents, he pays no bills, his mommy still makes him dinner every night, and he doesn't do chores. I have no idea what she is expecting when they move out; it's gonna be a nightmare. He wants to live in the same town though (obviously so his mom can take care of him when my friend isn't).
I hate that she's getting married to him and I can't fucking say anything ughhhh.
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queen shit. i'm so over people, especially scrotes and pickmes, acting like we're retards for liking or even caring about romantic stuff. especially the bit about "waah wahh only showing love one day a year", anyone who legit thinks this way is a bitter unfuckable loser
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i started posting my art on social media and im just so afraid of my scribbles being laughed at by fellow cows
it’s almost a near impossibility since promoting posts on instagram is such a bitch to handle but there are aspects of the way I draw that look so ridiculous and I’m definitely not the best at anatomy but I am like sort of intermediate at art
it’s the weirdest fear I’ve been having lately
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I still play the retarded rp fifthy shade parody in Ai Dungeon as Adam Driver with Chris hemsworth. Anti fujo anon, can legally kill me now.
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Probably the best interperation when you imagine them. (It sucks piccrew doesn't have any good bl maker)
. Well sometimes I imagine with their voice but the AI usually give the respond that out of their personality.
Just get the regular oil nonny
The taste is stronger
? Fyi i'm the one who post in shitpost thread about how I manage to make AI dungeon do fifthy shade stuff feat AD and Chris
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every1 submits to
things are on track
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I don't follow cow threads but in some old pnp thread there was a photo of her with her old boyfriend who had a lock around his neck like sid vicious and I spent a way too long time staring at him because he was just my type
At my most psychotic, I genuinely believe there is something like a big Lolcow thread in the sky where unknown, extra-dimensional beings criticise my every move. They can read my thoughts, see me at all times— even in the dark or if I'm hiding under blankets, etc.— and look through my eyes as well. To a certain extent, they can manipulate my thoughts and actions, either by stealing my original thoughts or implanting new ones. Sometimes I feel them touching me or they keep me psychologically pinned in place. Most of the time it was like a terrible itchiness under the skin, like my blood gurgling or having insects in my veins. Other times: stabbing pains, or feeling pulsations similar to heart beats in odd places, like my legs. Otherwise I just feel numb and tingly out of nowhere, like my circulation has been suddenly cut off.
My biggest problem was that none of them would ever speak to me. I wanted to know who they all were, how many of them were there, why they chose me, and whether they hated me or pitied me. When I was really desperate, I used to try to contact them. I would write letters to them begging for answers or just ask over and over in my head. Sometimes I'd see signs they were covertly speaking to me as well, usually through television or numbers. When it first began, I assumed it was just one person who was assigned to monitor me, but over time it warped into a countless number of eyes on me at all times.
The crisis was very existential as well. I couldn't make sense of the world I lived in. Was I being monitored by the government? Aliens maybe? Of course, there was the standard solipsism fear, that I was the only real person in a fake world. But then what if I was just an AI created to suffer? What if the other people I see every day are also "in on it?" Maybe my family and friends were just empty vessels that could be inhabited by the highest bidder, anyone who wanted to interact with me up close.
When I am really deep in it, it feel like I'm being killed and revived over and over for the amusement of the people watching me. They wipe my memories so I never know when the world has been reset. I used to lay in bed and plead with them for hours, saying "please let me die" in my head.
I never felt safe anywhere. There was no such thing as privacy. I felt ashamed to breathe, eat, laugh— everything I did was hateworthy. I was not allowed to have fun, not even by myself in ways that hurt nobody. One of my lifelong coping mechanisms is journalling, but in that state I can't rely on it because everyone can already hear my thoughts. Therefore, it's pointless to write anything down. I can tell I'm being jeered at as I write, so I just rot in my bed instead.
These were the most isolated and terrible times of my life. It's already hard enough to be crazy, but my thoughts were so weird that no matter who I told, they couldn't understand at all. I don't expect any Anons to understand either, but I thought it would be a bit fun to share in this thread. After all, the delusion predates my knowledge of LCF and lolcows in general, yet I managed to internalise the entire point of the website and turn it into my own personal hell.
Why don't we all wear padlocks around our neck?
I didn't think it was a big deal, I used to wear that shit in 8th grade…. let's bring it back skanks. I love that shit.
Someone else can have a key around theirs- instant friendship necklace.
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This reminds me of one of those prompts I'd seen on tumblr, pic rel
Hope you're getting help, anon. This is textbook psychosis mixed with a small pinch of (catholic?) guilt complex.
Most forms of paranoia/psychosis follow certain patterns that make it impossible to talk about what you're experiencing to others (they already know
, they're in on it
etc). It's how they sustain themselves. I even had similar self-deprecating thoughts about the solipsistic nature of my paranoia. I was convinced that they
were testing me with these delusions of grandeur and if I'd talk to anyone about them that's how they'd "get me." Verbalizing my paranoia would give them
proof of what an arrogant piece of shit I was. I also thought they
were covertly trying to speak to me via patterns in woodchip wallpaper kek.
Anyway, in my case it was drug induced psychosis and I'm glad it never came back.
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i don't have the time, the internet connection, or the pc setup (nor the money to afford better stuff) to play ffxiv but i do enjoy lurking servers dedicated to modding and stuff, and daydreaming about winning the lottery so i can pretend to be a cute catboy all day.
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That would be so cute! Now I’m going to try finding one.
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My mom and I have never gotten along on a friendship level and are basically incompatible personality/hobby wise but God do I love her. She will come over to my place when I'm stressed out from work/deadlines and clean my entire apartment and always brings me healthy dinners to make sure I'm eating. We may not have much to talk about but she is always trying her best to take care of me even as a twenty-something independent. I LOVE HER SO MUCH what would I do without my mom…
moms arent supposed to be friends
your mom sounds amazing btw
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quarantine made me fall deep into comfycore. I'm so close to giving in and cutting my hair and just look like pic related all the time
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kek don't encourage me anon, also I'm nowhere as cute as her.
Saw these, thought "She's so cute, who is that?", reverse image searched. Found out it's Elle Fanning playing an FtM character for a movie.
This is tomboy erasure.
But yes do comfycore anon, fucking based
good luck to her
i once went almost 3 weeks without shitting and that was hellish. feeling bloated and getting shitting cramps without being able to do it 24/7 is truly hell
I went 3/4 days without shitting when I started new antidepressants.. I felt like I was giving birth when I finally went. I'll never forget that hellshit so I'm shocked by the level of constipation described on here.
I often wonder if it's eating disorder sufferers but I don't like asking
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It can look cool but pic related isn’t really my style. It’s possible to pick a random padlock like from a purse to put it on a chain as well, I think they’re pretty cute in general. typos
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Found something for you to fuck.
Kek, whatever rocks your world.
I'll be trying later, thanks for the tip.
I can't even masturbate with my hands. It's just not enough pressure.
One of my exes asked me to masturbate in front of him, and I turned him down, because he probably had a porny image, and here I am just lying on my back.
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My groomer was a textbook troon
Last time I e-stalked them they were going off about how they hate cancel culture
>>745917>But I'm curious what the connection to EDs is
Generally not eating enough and also not eating enough fiber I guess
Even though I've started to think of age gap relationships as degenerate (especially when the man is older) I saw this couple with a 21 year old woman that loves shopping and a 53 yo rich man and I got jealous. Probably because I love clothing, shoes and other shit and would love someone buying those for me
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It's kind of ironic to say this, but I feel like this site has some of the best advice, and anons here aren't as judgemental to your issues compared to redditors, twitter users, etc. Even then, if you're being a vindictive bitch anons will call you out on it. Whenever I search for advice ("Is XYZ normal?" "What do I do when ABC?"), the first few results are always either some Quora/Yahoo Answers person being very, very harsh and judgemental, some generic advice like 'bee urself!!', or just people telling you to accept the situation/behavior/whatever because it's not really that bad. I saw an answer once, regarding some weeb being in love with an anime character, and this dude literally told them they deserved to be institutionalized. Maybe it's just this specific board's culture or the fact it's all anon that makes it so nice? Idk this is just my personal experience anyway.
Holy shit that's what it is exactly!
The designs are so generic it's almost an artform by itself. The details on the clothes are mostly just drawn on without any interaction with the clothing, they just hang there. When you squint this image could be one of those neural network AI 'it looks like something's there but on closer inspection you can't figure out wtf it is' kind of pictures. It's amazing. The same goes for the proportions and anatomy. The longer I look at it the weirder it gets.
I love this image anon. Thank you for making me look at it long enough to realize that.
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I recently started an art account for fun and attention and this autistic guy happened to follow me. I looked through his account and a lot of his art looked like sonichu levels of art but it was the same transformer each post and I became so disgruntled and insulted that I unfollowed him and blocked him. Like seriously does my scribbles attract autists now? Fuck me
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I want a radblr milk thread sooooo bad. But I know that would only attract degenerates, TRAs, troons and genderists
So I found out which one of my neighbours this is >>702455
and I feel kinda bad now.
Somebody in my building has been cooking weird food with a strongly unpleasant smell, I'd gag even with windows closed, I grew to hate them viscerally. Turns out it is the Asian stay-at-home husband who moved in with his local wife last year. Poor guy surely has no idea of my woes and thinks his cooking smells appetizing, I know I think the same of local food that foreigners find smells disgusting.
I used to think guys that brought up babies or wanted them before the woman were sweet and super committed to you and I saw it as all positive and a green flag that 'he's one of the good ones'. Now that I'm older I have a bunch of friends who are split from partners and they do the vast, and I mean vast amount of work parenting their kid while the guy walked away and gets to only do the fun stuff with the kid here and there. At his leisure of course. He would never cancel any other plans to be with the kid. You have to fit the kid around his schedule.
Half of them dump the kids with the grandparents on their allotted days so the effort and disruption to their life is that minimal. I hate how life slaps you like that, I'm not even the one with a kid but I hate how reality crashed down and just witnessing that on repeat ripped that innocence away. We're in our thirties and I'm the one woman in the group that escaped that fate. Still divorced but walked away with no 20 year long (or lifelong) coparenting headache. I'd recommend most women ask themselves 'am I okay with raising this kid alone with my ex only butting in to start fights' My friends had a pattern of the man splitting when the child was around 2! Like ouch, it took them longer to plan their wedding than it took for parenthood to stop appealing to the guy once he had acheived it.
I've seen peoples lives turn around to a point where the offputting black cloud they had around them dissipated. It's like how someone refusing to address their mental health issues/trauma will drive people away but if you work away at it you stand a chance of stepping out of the wallowing.Victim
mentality is ugly, mainly because it masks a selfishness alot of the time. More and more men now are using that "I'm only selfish and prone to lash out cuz im depressed and got bullied once, poor me" speil. Those people clinging to "but muh bad experiences" are unbearable
Someone having bad experiences in their life does not mean they have "victim
I know that this is going to sound obnoxious but I hope you recover OP, I've been there and it was the darkest time in my life. I remember the constant coldness, the lanugo, nearly fainting every time I showered, losing my period…it's awful and all you think about is your weight. Nothing ever feels 'low' enough. You get to your GW and then you're still not happy or you too afraid of gaining it back so you restrict more and more. If it helps, I'm recovered but actually near underweight. I live a normal life now eating what I want and working out. You can recover too, I don't know how many calories you're eating a day but it's probably insanely low. You're not going to gain 5 pounds immediately I promise, it's just in your head.
In regards to stereotypes about Americans, it doesn't even matter what you look like. They'll just say that all other Americans are fat aside from you.
I hope you can overcome your ED. You might be 'happy' being thin but ime it's a living hell to have an ED.
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I hate everything about this website, the userbase, the culture, and I like pissing off other anons because it’s fun as hell
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nta but i agree with her fuck you
I'm a total burnout that dropped out of high school, got a ged, then dropped out of college too
I'm very dumb and mentally ill and only able to function on sleeping pills, so I decided I needed to get a man to take care of me
the only things I like are lingerie and jewelry, handheld nintendo consoles, and board games
I'm now fully sponsored living in a nice ass house with a grateful nerd who thought he was gonna die alone
I sleep most of the days away thanks to god's greatest gift of sleeping pills, I wear lingerie and jewelry, and when my nerd gets home from work, I play board games and ds download play
you can make it, even as a total burnout worthless loser, there is hope
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fucking with this one bpd chick on the reg and witnessing her lose her mind after hurting so many people for years because she cant handle online 'rejection' being a twitch streamer. shit i sleep good
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Wait what's wrong with foam cleansers? I use regular vag wash, really only for my ass
but I didn't know foam cleansers were bad.
Anyway, I kinda relate to the rest of the post. I use to think my vagina was ugly when I was younger, cause I have a big-ish clit. It just didn't look like the other vaginas I saw (aka the girls in the porn I watched) so I was kinda insecure about it till I realized that my pussy is literally fine and there's other black women that have a coochie like mine. Anyway, keeping have a cute vagina anon! I really loved reading your post lmao
im glad you like your coochie anon, as you should.
Reminds me that I have 2 litle freckles on the front mound part, spaced out a bit from each other and my bf calls it a vampire bite bah
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Managed to get a paypig. Getting gifts and cash that goes straight into stonks. I can’t believe it was this easy.
straight up paypig or bf too?
queen shit, blessed be your profits
I like having a bf so I don't have to drive or go anywhere either, but to be fair, I'm also a drugee lol
Was he going to fuck your pussy and just stare at your ass or fuck your ass?
I fucked a gay guy once and it was PIV with me facing away, I don't even know if he was looking at me from behind. I imagined he was thinking about anyone else than me. It finished quick so probably lol
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i never thought i'd be transphobic but god trannies are so irritating. i feel no better than /pol/tards that scream over minorities or general misogynists but i also can't deny the way i feel any longer. so much of trans shit makes no sense. if it's a mind-based issue why are we treating the body? why is t in lgbt, "transgenderism" isn't a sexuality. and why the fuck are trannies so goddamn annoying holy shit. you want to be the other gender. what's the point of trying to make every character trans or write trans characters in my d&d hobby spaces then cry over nobody wanting to write with your trannies. fuck off!
>>748140>i feel no better than /pol/tards that scream over minorities or general misogynists
The greatest trick trannies ever pulled was convincing the world hating them is bigotry, despite the fact that their ideology is inherently bigoted.
Hate on em all you want, you're not /pol/ adjacent considering they're blatant misogynist.
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me laughing at anons speculating that I’m a male for being cartoonishly aggressive with my responses
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I live in the constant twilight zone between loathing wanton consoomerism and coveting anime shit daydreaming about building ita room
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Several of my exs still arent over me even a few years later and it gives me such an ego boost hehe
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My boyfriend is 17 and I am 20. I just turned 20 this month and he is turning 18 in May. I feel like such a cradlerobber. But I love him. We've known each other since he was 13 going on 14 and I just turned 17. And we got together back then too. We drifted apart but we reunited and awoooga he got so tall and manly looking he's still got them boyish charms tho
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I love it when scrotes lecture me on how it's pointless to fight back if I'm ever mugged or burgled because they're soooo much bigger and stronger. Their testicle brains always short-circuit whenever I tell them I served in the army for 2 years and own a gun so it doesn't matter, usually the response is something like
>Yeah but it does matter! Men are so strong in fact that they'll somehow Naruto run to you and wrestle the gun out of your hands! I'm saying this to protect you here, you're the one in danger!
Stay pressed, worm.
On that note, I can't stand Americans or their opinions. I can't say where I'm from without getting dragged into a political debate over poor Moslems on one side, or being accused of supposedly stealing their money on the other. Just fuck off already, nobody likes you. I'm starting to feel like an irl shitpost, there's always a reaction of some kind. Leave me alone.
Haha you have been chosen nonny
, become the next virgin queen~ (sorry he will never actually bang you tho)
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I hate age gap scrotery so much but fuck, the old man from Ojisama to Neko is adorable and such a GDilf (gpilf? PopPopPilf?) I’d honestly marry him.
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Everyone is saying how they hate season 4 Mikasa but my butch loving ass loves her more like this. That and it stays true to how she looks in the manga
I never would have guessed Bill Burr posts here
really though, I'm sorry that's your childhood, that's miserable
Man who even ships Eren with anyone at all. When there are so many superior ships ripe for picking.>>748973
Seriously, generic isekai MC lookin mf
this and levi
a shit too
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Exactly. I'm not a shipper at all (with one exception), but Mikasa & Eren is the worst ship, right next to Historia & Eren and Ereri. So basically all the Eren ships are bad.
All the real bitches know the best SNK ship is YumiKuri
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Yumikuri is indeed the best ship. I can't ship Eren with anyone since i think he is an asshole. I hope Mikasa stops being a simp and chooses someone better.
I'm so upset with the direction Historia's character is taking in the recent episodes, I ship the fuck out of YumiKuri, they were adorable together and they were two of my favourite characters. SEASON 4 SPOILERS: Can't deal with Historia being straight/pregnant with what's most likely Eren's child. Also she was really fucking annoying when she was pestering Mikasa about the sign on her hand. "When did you show Eren this?" fuck off I didn't remember you being such an annoying cockroach>>749021
Seconding this, I'm loving the unfortunately very few moments Mikasa is autonomous and doesn't say Eren's name every 5 seconds. She seems like a really badass character and I hope she'll listen to the others when they're telling her Eren has changed and is an asshole I kinda got spoilt about this to some degree but that's alright(go to /m/ to sperg about anime, stop derailing)
Some of the negative opinions and generalizations about people with certain disorders, or people who look a certain way, things like that, and the fact that several anons agree with these views has me thinking that a lot of farmers would probably hate me irl. Of course I know it's called unpopular
opinions for a reason but I care more about what people here think than a normal person's opinion. Although even a normal person might hold some of these views and just not say it out loud.
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When I’m mad or upset with someone I have no intention of forgiving within any incoming hours/days(I guess they could he called “unimportant” people), I consume horror and slasher media and imagine they are the ones suffering until the character dies. Afterwards it’s as if I was never hurt or upset in the first place, and I don’t harbor ill will towards them anymore.
Anon if it helps, you seem to be a kind person and there are at least three people here who don't hate you.
My confession: people being nice to each other on lolcow of all places makes me scratch my head because most of them hate each other too. I only come here to release my anger on people I don't like and I find baiting and infighting very cathartic.
Okay, but why do you think some people would want to debase humanity? Especially ones who have enough power and money to do what they want already? Why do we have all this extreme imagery just now, as opposed to before? Catholics had some pretty hyper-violent imagery and all, but it basically pales in comparison to what we have now. We all know bad people exist, but they’re usually focused on what they can directly get. What we have now is a mass of things that affect everyone negatively, and will propagate beyond any of the showrunners. They will literally die before they can get the full brunt of whatever sadistic highs they’re seeking because it’s millions of people to the point of redundancy, but they still keep pumping mass amounts of money into things that give people brain worms.
You say “soulless” and ik you didn’t mean it literally but I feel like you get it in some way. If this was all natural, it wouldn’t have to be a constant push to degeneracy and it wouldn’t be so modern. There is effort being placed into this, and I’m just not seeing which humans it’s actually benefiting. Something that feeds off bad brain chemicals and needs a lot of it to survive, though? Yeah that’d make perfect sense>>749514
I’m not even really focused on morality, that’s another ballpark. Humans can be immoral for their own gain, yeah. But find one society where people were just chilling ruminating about crushing their dicks with rocks and jumping into the ocean. Not for religious reasons, not because it’s their fetish, not because they’re mad at their family, not even because they actually want to. Just “an intrusive thought” and that’s it, and we all shrug and say “It do be like that”? No, bullshit.
Anon i feel like you on this. I also feel like intrusive thoughts can be brought by the thoughts/secrets/ of people near you. I had very specific intrusive thoughts in a period of my life that after some time I could link with the disgusting secret of someone who was near me at te time.
At the time of int th i did not know their secrets.
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I don't know if it's love or just traumatized, but anyways I still think about him nearly everyday though I try not to. He was a ruskie and my current bf is from one of the baltic states that really hates them because of the whole soviet era. So everytime my bf mentions that country, my mind remembers him. Ofc I love my bf, he's great, but maaaan this sucks. Never dated the other guy, but tldr; teenager being sexually naive with older man with sorta a relationship? never official. He did abuse me and i am not sure why my mind makes up scenarios where he is tender when the real thing was manipulative and a woman-beater. Sometimes i wish he would comfort me years later despite everything. I'm so torn about that. Re-posted cos wrong thread whoops.
Speaking as someone with severe OCD. I think people are just more confident talking about them. Intrusive thoughts are horrific to the point where you genuinely don't want to live and I imagine most people in history who had them probably just offed themselves like those with depression. They've definitely existed in the world for awhile, maybe they're not mentioned in "ancient texts" (I personally haven't researched that far) but they are in texts that predate the 1900s.
I kind of like the idea of brain worms crawling around in my head making me have intrusive thoughts and repeat actions. Maybe one day we will come out with some juice that will make the worms crawl out of our scalp and people will be OCD/anxiety free.
The part about intrusive thoughts makes no sense, imo. Yeah, intrusive thoughts haven't always been called intrusive thoughts so finding ancient scriptures that say "intrusive thoughts" would be pretty difficult. It's not a new thing though, and I'm sure there has been hundreds of people with intrusive thoughts throughout history. Also, intrusive thoughts caused by mental illness aren't "organic" and tbh I don't think I've ever seen someone say they are.>How come there are literal evil voices speaking to so many people on a really low volume, and they think it's all coming from their own minds?
…because that's mental illness? I don't think most people with intrusive thoughts think it's "coming from their mind" cause they know they don't want to think that kind of stuff, but they also understand it's in their head if that makes sense.
I have intrusive thoughts due to ocd, and tbh it's a tiny bit offensive (to me) to see someone say that people with intrusive thoughts are possessed. Ma'am, I was just born with bad brain chemistry
oh I meant tunic like long shirt
you should do it, it's fun