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No. 685198

>Just had an argument with someone and didn't come back with your best insult but want to say it anyone?
>Someone at work piss you off but you can't say it to their face?
>Boyfriend/girlfriend being a fucking jerk?
>parent pissing you off?

Get it off your chest right now!!!! Rants or one liners are welcome.

Adhere to /ot/ rules and try not to be too gc/pp (if it's your personal experience it's fine). Do not address large demographics/groups of people! (Fatties/Ana/races/trannies/egirls)This shit must be specific to a person or personal group of people. Don't respond to other people's shit. It's not about you, you vain bitch.

No. 685201

I know this is like the GIOYC thread on 4chan's /adv/ but don't we already have the vent thread?

No. 685207

>>685201
Yeah but.. I think that's kinda different. Maybe I'm wrong :( I know that going to vent thread and just saying
>fuck you you fucking faggot i hate you
is probably going to generate some weird responses. And I tend to think that people in /vent/ respond to/help other posters in vent even if unsolicited. Here, I figure users can say whatever flies and don't have to worry about some anon coming and being like "Oh anon youre so stupid for this, all you have to do is XYZ" because there's no context here. Literally just word vomit here. so I consider a mix between vent and retarded shit thread. With vent, most posts come with a context and I hate needing to do that. if the masses don't like this, sorry I failed! Just wanted a place to sperg and word vomit the hatred for some people in my life, words that I want to say to them but can't

No. 685227

I swear to god you cheap amazon rag adorned faggot I will find you and I will fuck you up. You’re done bitch boy. Your skinwalking goes no further. Get hate crimed and shamed into living as the boring ass narcissistic scrote you’re so desperately trying to mask.

No. 685233

Hahahaha. You childish bitch. I can't wait to kick you out. All you do is take and take and take. You really have no idea how good you have it right now. Just wait though.

Hope you ain't part of the percentage but tbh you are not far off. Do yourself a favor: accept help and stop being a fucking useless leech

No. 685239

>>685233
>>685227
Who are these about?

No. 685262

>>685239
someone in that anon's life probably
>>685207
Ohhhh I got you, so this is the "yell at the void because you're angry" thread, nice, in that case

fuck you lil shit!!! (not directed towards anyone just wanted to yell)

No. 685280

You don't want to be helped, in the years that I've known you, you have shown me this. You don't accept advice, you poke holes in everyone's offers to make you feel better. You enjoy being miserable.

I'm not going to read your blogs or posts on instagram to try and piece things together. I just don't care anymore. But stop being fucking rude and learn to be grateful. You don't have to pay rent here, I'm letting you stay for free because I'm fucking kind like that and I care about you enough to the point where I don't want to see you on the street. You could at least offer to do the dishes after we make meals for you and you could at least hang out with us without sneaking away. You don't understand how good you have it right now. When you're on your own, you'll honestly regret it. So maybe treat the people that are being kind to you with a little respect. It would be nice.
But nah you're a ride little prick. You couldn't even thank him for dinner tonight. Anyways, best if luck. I'm never offering you to eat with us again and I'm not ever going to put something on the TV to please you. You've ruined it.

No. 685438

1) I love you, but holy fuck are you annoying sometimes. Usually, in fact.
2) I hate your stupid shitty boyfriend and how much of a bitch he's whipped you into. As much as I can sympathize because I've been in your shoes, I can't wait for you to wake up and get over it.
3) Please stop calling me! I hate talking on the phone!! I can text to check in all day, but talking on the phone is such a bitch for me. I'm sorry about it, but gah.
4) You are so much more fun to be around when you're not acting like a retard or caricature of what you think a girl/woman should be.

No. 685444

For fuck’s sake, read! OMG I’m starting to believe that I might be fucking retarded and all those years learning how to read and write in uni got fucking wasted. Jesus Christ playing monopoly on a monocycle with Mary, Joseph and the Holy Spirit!
Why do you always send me fucking ? when I send you a normal answer? I wish I could quote shit but I can’t on fucking hangouts and I just can’t find a fucking way to write an answer anymore.
Get some fucking therapy already! I’m so fucking worried about you but you just won’t do something about those issues you got at home! God!
fucking typos

No. 685458

1. I still hate you. I think about you every day and I hate you. We never dated, not even close, but I hate you more than I hate any ex. Before you I never thought a platonic friendship break up could hurt worse than a romantic one but considering how long our friendship was, I shouldn't be surprised at the pain our violent end has caused me. My only hope is that you are hurting just as badly as me.
2. I wish, I really wish, as my sister, you could open your mind just a little to political ideas outside of your own. Your inability to separate politics from your relationship to others will always drive a wedge between us. I am glad you are finally accepting my fiancé but I fear if you ever learned how I truly thought, you'd cut me out completely. So our sisterly love will always walk on eggshells.
3. You will never be happy so long as you keep comparing yourself to everyone around you. You went from being a pick me to being a feminist, but you'll always crave male attention and approval. That's why you wont drop the males you dont even want anymore. That's why you get so excited when I bring up males in my life. You still compete with me, even though I 'won' in your eyes. You won't stop trying to tear me down and you wont accept that I dont want to tear you down. I honestly don't know why I didn't drop you back when you went behind my back and told my friends my secrets, while claiming you didn't know they were secrets. Why I didn't drop you when you kept a rapist as a friend because you couldn't stand the idea of losing a speck of male attention. I feel sorry for you, even when you try and one-up me with your 'achievements'.

No. 685478

You were the shittiest friend possible and I can't believe I cried so much over you, good riddance bitch.

No. 685484

You dumb bitch you have no job, you cannot speak the language and you are sick, yet you went there for some mediocre man? You have one fucking friend and soon not even that, bitch it is not worth it, you weren't able to even GRADUATE HERE, YET YOU THINK YOU CAN DO IT THERE? I am not even sure what to do when you undoubtedly have to admit defeat and come back, I cannot live with you again but sort your shit out. No man is worth all this bullshit, why are you so dumb.

No. 685490

You are not in love with me. Stop reading so much tragic poetry, we’re two terminally online retards with mental problems, we’re not Romeo and Juliet. I want to leave but honestly I just feel bad for your soppy sad ass.

No. 685586

Fuck you Ellen Page lol

No. 685593

You are a fucking retard. It doesn’t make me hate you but learn to not act like you have some sort of chemical imbalance and express your feelings instead of leaving everyone in the dark. We’ve been ambiguously friends for years but I still don’t get you. You can only seem to tilt towards an unhinged sexually repressed coomer or an unemotional walking brick. Sometimes I feel bad for you because I know you don’t have it easy, but for the love of god grow some figurative balls and act like you’re not emotionally detached to the point where you can’t even express anger at being taunted.

No. 685594

FUCKING ELLEN PAGE FOR FUCKS SAKE I KNOW ITS NONE OF MY BEESWAX BUT ALL MY LESBIANS ARE JUST POOF GONE SOON GODDAMIT JUNO

No. 685609

>>685594
Today we lost a beautiful lesbian woman. Fucking hell. What a bad role model.

No. 685610

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I don't even know how you thought i was "obsessed" with you when I'd literally been in the talking phase with like multiple other WOMEN at the time (I'm sorry women, i promise everyone i stopped toying with their hearts quickly, it was accidental) and hadn't spoken to you out of anything but pity for months. You were a needy, narcissistic black hole moid of a friend and even if you had seniority and I felt responsible for your gloomy suicidal uwu anxious ass, I felt such a shocking relief just minutes after you'd gone, to the extent where I only remembered this after seeing a post here saying "good riddance" to a friend and being like, hey, that reminds me of someone who i never vented about…
Good riddance to you too, you fucking weird ass boring ass cracker. If you read this, I didn't reject you because it'd be cheating, I rejected you because you were ugly and like a retarded, needy baby i could never possibly smash, although if you were actually attractive or interesting I may have reconsidered because I do love sexy bitches. You weren't even fascinating enough to sexualize.

>>685593
I swear i could've written this about another man I know. These niggas got me so tired.

Also though this thread was a great idea. I feel strangely free!

No. 685613

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Look at this round feminine face! WHYYY! Ellen get a grip

No. 685616

>>685594
wait what happened?

No. 685617

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>>685616
She trooned out

No. 685618

>>685616
She is trans now

No. 685621

>>685617
FUCK I HATE THIS TIMELINE I HATE 2020

No. 685622

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No. 685626

>>685617
40 trans murdered in a year, that probably even less than women (or men) murdered in a week. Fuck….. ellen was such a lesbian icon… fuck.. i'm not even a lesbian and i feel sad

No. 685627

>>685622
I ugly laughed at this, thank you for some levity.

No. 685634

>>685617
Oh shut the fuck up, "you have blood on your hands" no the 40 MEN who killed trans women have blood on their hands. They always talk about how horrible it is 40 trans women died (i bet more childern are killed a fucking day, sadly) but never how to fix the issue.
because they know if they look into the deaths they'll see a lot of the deaths have NOTHING to do with being trans. They want to blame celebrities, but even if celebrities didn't talk shit guess what? Men are going to fucking kill & they'll kill trans women, women, other men & childern.

No. 685641

>>685610
In the end they’re all the same, it’s kind of funny. After reading how it reminded you of one man, it actually reminded me of 2 others. One of them sounding similar to the guy in the first part of your comment! A skinny, very ugly, boring loser anyone would only respond to out of pity! He had a crush on me and when I rejected him with genuine kindness he blatantly ignored me for weeks. I wish he was able to read this.

No. 685642

>>685626
It kills me how no other group brings up the numbers of deaths like it's a video game then trans people. Ellen is not in any fucking danger, and if i was trans i'd be annoyed if someone freshly trans and extremely privileged started pretending they are in the same level of danger as poor, black mentally ill sex workers working for drugs or housing.

bitch, you are rich.A lot of them die because they are poor, in bad areas, homophobia and downlow men.

No. 685649

>>685634
How many women and children fall prey to sex predators that transition per year? Because any number more than 0 is too fucking many. Men need to accept accountability instead of trying to pull some kind of 20D chess shit where they're always more important than anyone else.

No. 685679

>>685617
Gotta say I hate when the suicide rate is mentioned in a context that blames others. Yes, trans persons are not worshiped by the general populous (find me a demographic that is without a white working prick) but it glosses over the fact that, uh, mental illness goes hand in hand with wanting to mutilate your genitals. This is skirted around because it's bigoted hate, and conveniently puts the responsibility of their well being on everyone besides themselves.

>>685642
110%. Sh- oh fuck, he? has what to fear, exactly? El is well protected in their position and it's insulting that they put themselves in the same category as others who are genuinely in danger due to their lifestyle, economic and/or social circumstances.

You're not a fucking hero, "Elliot." Check your privilege.
RIP my first girl crush.

No. 685683

I just want to (not really) let you know I'm just about ready to cut you off.

You're an alcoholic. I don't care that I don't see you daily now, I know that and you saying 'actually I moderate OK', like I know it's bullshit. Last time we hung out over a year ago, you drank ELEVEN beers through the day. Yes, I counted. We walked and you casually picked up more beers in the shops we passed and they didn't even affect you. I dread to see what you're like now. And the weed? Nearly every time I ask what you're up to you're either smoking, or about to and it's the highlight of your day. It's fucking sad as shit. Even worse that you get this money from your PARENTS.

Your wit has become canned wit, I don't see anything behind what you say any more and the idea of hanging out with you is uncomfortable. It's like you've lost your soul and have just become joke joke joke boy.

God, I just hate that you've ruined your life for the next few years AT LEAST with this. You were on meds, in therapy, doing well in education and decided to fuck all that and become an alcoholic, determined to be unemployed, and so fat and unkempt you're literally a spectacle. And you don't even see anything wrong with it! I've seen you be not retarded plenty in the past so what the fuck is this shit?

No. 685697

Yeah, I'm toxic trash, but so are you and at least I don't delude myself into thinking I'm pretty much perfect like you do. You'll grab at any chance to play the victim and ignore any opportunity for personal growth. It's fucking disgusting.

No. 685710

"It's just a symptom!!" You blue haired ugly cunt, if a doctor looks at the amount of booze you drink in a week and says you are an alcoholic, you are an alcoholic. If you can't get through the day without drinking, you're an alcoholic. You keep telling your crazy self that everyone drinks and acts like you but just won't admit it all you want but you will never get the help you claim to want unless you just admit the doctors are right. Your sister is a fucking dumbass for drinking with you "to celebrate", all of your simps are disgusting for pretending the doctors are wrong, you may have ptsd but THEY WILL NOT TREAT YOUR ASS BEFORE YOU AGREE TO TREAT THE 'HOLISM. YOU ARE SO EMBARRASING. NO NORMAL BITCH DRINKS EVERY DAY, NOT EVEN EVERY WEEK OR MONTH. How dare you fucking waste resources with your fake ass suicide attempts, you swallowed 2 painkillers and lied. You lowballed your drinking habits yet still got the dx. I don't think you deserved the shit you got but the shit you keep getting? Lay off the weed, the drink and the pills, get a real job or just lay off the "sex worker" bullshit, no one,truly no one cares about your jiggly ass. Your bf is fucking ugly, and a fucking cuck for letting you say all that shit publically. Shut the fuck up.

No. 685715

>>685617
Whyyyy?
There's absolutely 0 reason to identify as anything else than your physical gender.
People should be more concerned about melding feminine and masculine stereotypes rather than jumping on this crazy troon train so we can have 63284 useless gender identities that mean absolutely nothing.
RIP Ellen.

No. 685720

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Stop calling me a bitch that shit is annoying
what are you a man? You like engaging in scrote behaviors? Talk to me like a regular person not some mentally ill image board twitter user hybrid

God, shut the fuck up. She was very popular with young xx♥xx and now that retard is drinking the loon juice. They got every right to be upset. They're community is already fucking small and being invaded by the ugliest and predatory people to exist

No. 685722

>>685697
We know the same person anon? Either way im glad i dropped her.

No. 685723

>>685617
this is so sad. Transgenderism is just glorified conversion therapy at this point. Hope she realizes that being a GNC lesbian doesn't make you a man.

No. 685724

>>685720
Anon why did you spoiler this extremely based image

No. 685741

I may feel bad for how i treated you in the end but I'm tired of feeling like everything was on me when it wasn't ur a hypocrite and know it all asshole maybe i wouldn't have been your only friend if you weren't such a sanctimonious asshole thats probably why everyone decided to walk all over you to stand being around you u fucking piece of garbage. your gf was right to use you and throw you out like the depressive pizza faced fat fucking loser you are. i can't believe i still care about your approval.

No. 685746

All of these are so fucking funny I don’t know what to even say. Maybe open letter re: all anons who reply to me with some aggressive shit for no reason I hope you shit yourself at work

No. 685748

!!!BOLD OF THE ANON ABOVE ME TO THINK I HAVE A JOB! I will shit myself on my own time, also fuck that one anon I suspect of being just one anon being extremely cruel to people on confession and vent threads!! Hope you get split ends so bad you can't wear your hair down or even up

No. 685750

>>685227
oh I’d love to hear the story behind this one

No. 685756

You are not responsible for your anxious mentally incompetent boyfriend, he is not your child, how dare you waste your beautiful mind and potential working two minimum wage jobs to house him while he sits on his ass playing videogames all day long, how dare you chauffer his refusing-to-drive ass around everywhere, you deserve better.

No. 685757

>>685748
i also think the same thing about those needlessly aggressive posts on the vent and confession threads! i get quiet satisfaction when nobody rises to their posts.

No. 685759

>>685748
oh and samefag but the first part of your post had me in stitches thank you

No. 685765

i'm so tired of anons gaslighting each other on this board. please fuck off we're all fucked up in almost the exact same way and y'all are just playing your abusers when you pull this shit knock it offfffff IT DOESN'T MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER TO BE JUST AS BAD AS THEM

No. 685767

>>685765
Girl what threads are you reading kek

No. 685803

lol. you fucking petty retard. deciding to watch the TV on silent so no one else in the house gets to enjoy what you're watching?

fuck you

No. 685811

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No. 685824

Fuck you, you manipulative bastard. I figured you out. Im not going to confront you because you'll just gaslight me saying I'm thinking about it too deeply or I'm crazy. You gave me all the clues but I was too blind to see them. But I know now. Fuck you for preying on me and hurting me. You'll destroy yourself anyways so all I have to do is watch and smile as you burn to the ground. I don't even have to do shit. You've already burned yourself. I'm done with you. We're done.

No. 685827

Sometimes they just don’t give you enough sauce packets. Burn in hell I guess

No. 685832

It bothers the hell out of me that the pagan religion and beliefs I want to read about are taken as special snowflake add ins for this bitch rather than her just quietly being into it, especially when she doesn't do shit for the world in terms of being ecofriendly. Bitch is killing the world while also trying to praise the land for mother nature wtf.

No. 685835

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You literally draw shota con and all your friends are other shotcons.You all follow each other on that site
I don't know what the fuck you're trying to pull but it seems that a lot of you are really just creepy perverts. Helps you "cope" my ass.
Also that actual faggot that you follow is recognizable because he didn't bother to change his artstyle. He's open about liking it too LMAO Normally I don't care or bat an eye to this disgusting shit but his scenarios are so specific. I'm not a "puritan" but I know a fucking weirdo when I see one.

No. 685840

>>685697
>>685722
>tfw you both were actually talking about each other

No. 685844

Lmao shut the fuck up sperg

No. 685846

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Binch just message me first for once. I'm getting over my bpd tendencies by resisting the urge to message you. But if you stop altogether then that hurts. Apparently you still wanna be friends, and we've known each other years but if you show no interest in that then don't say you want to. I feel like you think you're better than me but don't forget I know all the ways you fucked up too. I don't bring them up because the spotlight would then turn on me as it always did. Plus, the past is the past and that's petty. I'm good now at putting you from my mind, except moments like this. But omg do you want to be friends or what? I do miss you…
Its been years I am sad that this relationship could end after everything. But life will go on

No. 685847

I wish you would stop being a sloppy disgusting alcoholic. I know you aren't ever going to quit unless you have a near-death experience or die like your friends.

No. 685852

Oh my God stop talking about your non-existent dick!!! I don't care that you fuck your girlfriend with the expensive strap-on that your parents unknowingly funded, I don't need to know that shit, especially not via instagram stories!!! Fuck you and your embodiment of toxic masculinity, stereotyping women like you didn't walk among us until a few months ago (kek I guess you're a "man" now but you act like a fucking teenage asswipe and your atrocious interior design complements that completely), I hope you get male-pattern baldness and break down because you regret your decision to troon out but you're past the point of no return and I simply don't CARE because you're a shitty friend who only complains about your "problems" like boohoo you wasted all your money on cheap booze and ugly sweaters, now you don't have money for groceries this week, go cry to your parents who are going to pay for all your shit anyway. Also I don't know if you know that constantly eating junk food and not working out is NOT gonna give you that ~*male appearance*~ you're hoping to magically achieve. Eat shit and cry.

No. 685857

please god stop making me therapize you
if I couldn't help you in the last 25 years, I don't think I can
I am falling apart and there is no one that I can dump all of my trauma on
I now have 25 years of trauma that you instilled in me, plus all of the second hand trauma that you suffered and then poured in my glass
I am carrying a glass of 77 years worth of trauma
I have been worrying for years that the only escape is death, please, please stop pushing me toward it
please just talk to your husband
I am so devastated all the time
you made me lie to the whole family since I was born, I don't have any relationship with anyone, please stop giving me even more trauma, I don't know how much more I can take
you know I'm plucking my hair out again, please stop, please get help

No. 685862

I still fucking love you too and it kills me inside what you did. Life sucks.

No. 685867

I miss you. I wish you would contact me and explain why you acted the way you did.

No. 685869

I want a burger so bad, I'm so fucking hungry

No. 685871

I fucking hate my body. I fucking hate being pear shaped. I wish I wasn’t a fucking midget I just want to be tall and skinny.

No. 685890

>>685871
I was literally just thinking about how much I hate myself for being tall and skinny and came here to post about it. I look like Sweet Dee, it’s fucking embarrassing. At least you can wear heels to get taller, being what’s essentially a reverse manlet is inescapable and humiliating as shit. You’re lucky, nonny!

No. 685925

>>685198
Honestly? Fuck you for trying to destroy a friendship I genuinely cherish because you couldn't stop being a jealous toxic clinger. Thank fuck I can breathe again.

No. 685930

You're going to die alone and I don't know why I pity you for that. It's what you deserve.

No. 685954


No. 686001

>>685954
>Don't respond to other people's shit.

No. 686058

Go to sleep you fucking retard. Why are you even still awake?

You don't want to test me. I will win. I can make your nights hell. Don't fucking try me.

No. 686059

Now that I'm playing Final Fantasy again, all I do is think about you randomly. I wish I never ended our friendship, I was just in love with you, impossibly and I know you didn't love me back… We couldn't have worked out anyway.

No. 686060

>>686058
Kill yourself.

No. 686062

>>686058
2edgy4me

No. 686074

thank you mod who looked out for me, didnt notice I did that. I am very stupid online. it is rare for a ban to seem nice kek. now I will log off

No. 686089

>>685844
No you

No. 686091

I can't believe you're out there hosting "who can fuck the most different people in a month" competition with your gender special friends. I remember when they told you I was bad influence because we'd get drunk together and cry, and now you're doing this complete degenerate shit whith them, getting high everyday and clearly eating like shit since you're so fat and bloated, take a good look in the mirror, you used to be the prettiest girl around and now you're just a fat NEET slob.

No. 686096

Was gonna sleep but I thought too much and realized something about this person. Why am I still dependent on you? Granted it's less than it was, but I need to wake up. The way you acted in the past disgusts me. It disgusted me then, but even more now that I see through. I don't know if you're still much that way, but I'm not getting my hopes up. You must be idiotic to fall down that path. You were never a "cute girl," you will never be a "cute girl," you are a man. Now I know why just those words made me uncomfortable. It's so gross and creepy, or I guess it's simply male. It was worse when you pushed it on me to indulge it. I was so foolish to think I could. I was always repulsed. How I could put you on a pedestal when you pornified yourself into that mindset, it's my own stupidity and issues. But that means you are so much worse. I'm going to get stronger than this, and stronger than you. I never want to depend on you again or anyone like you. I don't want to depend on anyone at all. The only ones worth bothering with are those who are sweet and deserve it. We had a lot of good times together and I thank you for your help, but I am sooo disgusted. It's hard to reconcile that shining image I've made of you with the cold facts. You're just a follower, even more than me. I'll never be sure if you look down on me like I suspect, but even my insecure struggling self is leagues above what you indulged in. At least I'm rising above it. At least I know my faults, you made sure of that. I only fear you will sink deep into the next mistake yourself. You really think you moved past the 4chan phase, but you followed the script to the next thing, and you will to the next. Well, maybe the shame you feel someday will be like the shame you gave me. Despite it all I care for you and always will, but I'm determined to let you go. I need to see you as human and myself as not less but the same.

No. 686102

Calling normal people spergs when you don’t have a better retort doesn’t change the fact that YOU are the fat autistic bitch baby

No. 686103

I wish you all would just shut up. The fact that I have to spend one hour each week listening to your dumb brains trying to comprehend the simplest pieces of information and make a discussion out of every point, asking dumb questions that were already answered because your weren't listening, it's infuriating.

Also I know we work from home, but stop eating your breakfast while in the meeting and for the love of god mute your microphone! I don't want to hear you chew through your sandwich and slurp your coffee for an hour.

And please learn to speak properly. You're supposed to be our manager, but start every other word with your fucking "uuuuuhhhhsss" and "uuuuuhms". You sound so unprofessional and unsure of yourself, take a language course, please. You dance so much around important points of information because you're afraid to admit that you know how much our job sucks. I'd rather have someone who acknowledges that the work is stressful than someone who tries to pretend everything is all sunshine and rainbows.

No. 686112

>>686103
You revolting uncivilized monkey, I don't even know you and never will, but just reading about you disgusts me. I hope you choke on your sandwich and coffee, maybe that'll teach you not to turn conference calls into mukbangs, when your mother failed to teach you basic manners.

No. 686123

If you ask me, you both asked for it. He did for being an absolute retard seeking shit online from an asocial schizo, and you for being so mentally unwell that you engaged with him sexually. I don’t owe him an explanation but I’m giving you both one. I believed him at first. You do attract drama and it’s easy to write every problem you have off as insignificant because you walk into these problems yourself. You are an attention starved bpd-chan who needs constant validation. When things go too far you are a victim. I get it. It’s hard being a girl in this world and I don’t hold that much against you, I’ve been in your shoes many times. But you have to stop being a girl and start being a woman. Grow up. Stop letting them get this close to you. When things go too far end it there, don’t be retarded and be vague so you can cry about it to me later. You’ve acted like he does plenty of times, by the way. And stop shoving that AGP down my throat. I would have never introduced him to you if I’d known he was this mentally ill. These are the only problems I have with you.

As for you, I don’t owe you anything. You are a disgusting little coomer fag and you should focus on your health and real life relationships instead of seeking the first person to give you attention. That’s why you got catfished by a troon. Honestly you’re pretty ugly by my standards so I don’t know why I bothered with you as much as I did. I shouldn’t have laid it on as thick as I did. You gave me a lot of laughs but they don’t mean shit to me going forward. I don’t hate you. I’ll probably miss you, until I find someone else to fill the small void. The only reason why I’m saying anything to you is so you don’t kill yourself. Don’t think this means we’re buddies again. I’m making the choice to prioritize women and you don’t make the cut.

Moving forward I’m never going to talk to you about this subject again or involve myself with it. If I was smart I wouldn’t involve myself even now. But you went ahead and begged to be heard. I don’t know if my response here will ever reach you, but I know my silence will. This is me being fair to you.

No. 686146

You are so fucking exhausting ranting about how your life is so chaotic and hard while you are living a cushy life with stable parents, both of whom love and respect you. I regret ever telling you about my csa because I realize now how much you judge women who aren't pure and are dirty and sexual. I know how you forgive men and talk with so much disrespect about women. I know you judge me too for what I went through because of the way you talk about women who don't live the way you do. You didn't even know you were an upper middle class person till your equally dumbass friends told you. Despite having relatives living in poverty. No, not every man on earth has a crush on you, and not every woman on earth is jealous of you because you are just that much of an ethereal goddess, yes you are very pretty but please, other women are too. Please get your head out of your ass and try and listen to anything other than your own voice for once. Stop judging women, I saw that picture of you in only your towel, you aren't slick doing the same things us 'dirty, worn out' women do and then judging us and calling us crude things.

No. 686275

I have no sympathy for you. If you want to mope around and be sad because you can't have your excuse of a girlfriend over, it's not my problem. Blame yourself for being such a coward and never doing anything about a job or hmm a career.

Face it. You're useless. I cannot wait til you're gone.

No. 686276

You are so physically revolting it is hard to even look you in the eye. I am embarrassed to even be seen with you in public sometimes because you don't try.

No. 686281

You're an amazing husband, among the best in the world probably… but I can't help but be annoyed about the fact you have enough money to buy me virtually everything I want in the world and still have hundreds of thousands of dollars left, but you don't.

No. 686307

You're a gross alcoholic who's only good for some dick and im embarrassed that I ever felt the way I did about you.

No. 686318

You stupid bitch since we stopped talking you have much less work to do and now you can’t even lift your fucking ass to open the door?? Screw you! How dare you play the dying swan and pitying yourself, you alone brought this shit on to yourself

No. 686379

I'm tired of your toxicity and I feel like I need to move on from being friends because I'm realizing our moral compasses are worlds apart

No. 686392

You replied anyway KEK

No. 686394

shut the fuck up you pathetic losers! why do you have to be so god damn loud? you stupid primates in clothes! nobody cares what you think or how helpfull you are to our grossly millionaire bosses! you dont even get paid more for being ass kissers! i hate neurotypical idiots!

No. 686511

I hate when men write stupid things on the internet that anyone with half a braincell would not

also hate myself for when it works me up and I want to argue/educate but "I need the response to be perfect" that and I don't do anything and just let it eat me

No. 686512

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you guys claim to be accepting and love of other people but when we were growing up, you bullied me, pushed me down on the ground until I screamed, mocked me by screaming back at me. You knew something was different about me but you continued to keep me locked out while you guys watched movies. and you still do it, you sneak off without me during family reunions.

fuck you guys. I will never ever forgive you for the emotional distress you guys put me through while my mom trusted you to babysit me. it's fucked me up, and fucked me forever. given me this stupid fucking complex….

i'll be so excited when you find out your children are getting bullied by other kids and you cant do anything about it. karma.

No. 686686

Words like "immature" and "childish" get thrown around quite liberally, but they truly do apply to you in a way I haven't encountered with anyone else our age.

Like a child, you seem to think everything revolves around you and that if you're unhappy that is all that should matter. You think everyone should set their needs aside to coddle you, regardless of circumstance. You are the biggest drama mongerer I have ever known and at this point I'm convinced it's literally an addiction for you. You're unstable AF and deeply mentally ill, which I wouldn't hold against you so much if you actually acknowledged it and sought help instead of pretending you're perfect and everyone else is fucked up.

And to top it all off- YOU LITERALLY THROW TODDLER-TIER TANTRUMS WHEN YOU DON'T GET YOUR WAY COMPLETE WITH SCREAMING AND CRYING AND EVERYTHING.

And yet you somehow don't understand why I can't deal with you anymore.

No. 686687

I took literally five fucking minutes. Like I know it was five minutes because I always look at the clock before I leave and when I get back. So omfg stop spamming the phone with with calls and complaining and saying I wasn't at my post for 20 mins. Like jeez, sorry I had to use the restroom and that the restroom is decently far away from where my work station is and I can't open the gate for you. Like I didn't know it was suddenly aganist the rules to take a shit.

No. 686732

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Fuck you guys for not believing me. Fuck you for telling everyone at the school that I was lying, especially when I was at my most vulnerable. Fuck you for isolating all of the people I knew away from me. I wish I could have seen your reactions when he was actually expelled for abusing other girls. How did you justify it in your head? Did you still think I was a liar? Weird coincidence? Did you want to come and apologize to me? How dare you post about #metoo celebrity shit on your SJW fucking otherkin ass tumblr when you couldn't even believe your closest friend. I should have just cut you off when you had to have a GOD DAMN MEETING with the whole friend group to sus out if I was lying. Instead I waited for days while you guys didnt talk to me. It was like some surreal, horror movie bully shit lmao, you fucking psycho. I hope you lie awake sometimes and remember that he went to jail for the exact shit I told you. Also fuck you gd headmasters for expelling me for spreading slander. slander. slander. hahaha, fuck you. rot in hell. Fuck you

No. 686748

Get medicated and grow up you ugly loser

No. 686758

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you really think you're being "UWU cutie loli girl xddd" by putting on a squeaky voice as a adult woman, no, you're just being fucking cringey. really? really?? is this the type of attention you wanna attract? by dumbass men who are just as immature and deluded as you? what the fuck dude??? it's not cute, it's not charming, it's not even fucking talented. all i feel is scorn for you degenerate.

No. 686761

I wanna be friends with you but your emotional IQ is in the negative. Is it so fucking hard to realize you're acting like an asshole and apologize? I've been the one pre-emptively forgiving you over and over again and the takeaway you got from that was that I was someone you could mock and belittle all you wanted. While I was trying to make up with you to smooth out the cracks in our friendship you formed, you just kept insulting me in front of my peers.
I've fucking had it. I just want an apology, but I doubt you'll ever give me one. You're one of the few TiFs I respect enough to call he, just because you're so emotionally retarded I thought for sure you were a real man.

No. 686785

>>685198
nearly in your 3rd decade of life and you couldn't manage to finish any higher education. you live in some kind of fairytale world where you think you're some perfectly tragic main character just waiting for his life to start. you aim to elevate yourself by associating with better people but everybody sees through your mask. you are an extremely insecure delusional victim of your own narcissism. no, it is not "society's fault" that you are in the place you are. you simply lack talent and discipline, and any redeeming qualities. the good face you put on when meeting me was all an act. as soon as i didn't move to your liking you lost it all and showed how truly insane you are. here you are nearly middle aged, trying to manipulate high school students through fake charm and flattery. i bet you abuse your boyfriend just the same, but he is too much of a pushover to leave you yet. keep thinking the whole world is against you and you're the deepest, most deserving person to have ever lived on this earth.. at most we pity you. you will never be loved, rich, or famous. you are a mentally ill loser who can't even admit he needs help. no wonder your dad and brother doesn't want to see you. keep wallowing in self pity, pathetic little bitch.

No. 686833

I miss you and want to talk to you too, but I want to talk to you once my life improved at least a bit. I haven't changed a single bit since I left school, I'm in the exact same situation. I'm not even close to reaching any of the basic goals I told you about or the things you rooted me for after almost a decade. It's embarassing, depressing and I can't deal with it and don't want to confront you with it. I have nothing new to say, no updates from when we last talked, because of it. Please forgive me.

No. 686878

Fucking crybaby.

No. 686916

You’ll get over it.

No. 686983

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STOP GOING IN MY ROOM TO MASTURBATE YOU GROSS FUCK! YOU DON'T NEED TO DO IT EVERY SINGLE DAY HAVE SOME FUCKING SELF CONTROL OR CHOOSE A DIFFERENT FUCKING ROOM JESUS

No. 686988

>>686512
That sounds awful anon, you deserved better. I hope you're doing ok nowadays

No. 686989

>>686983
I know we're not supposed to reply to other people's posts but um

No. 686990

>>686983
who tf is going tonto YOUR room to masturbate?

No. 687062

>>686983
I hope you mean a pet, like a dog or something because or else I would feel very creeped out in your place

No. 687063

Oh my god please can you not talk and laugh so loudly even in the middle of the night. Please we're just trying to sleep here

No. 687067

>>686983
dude that sounds like they are into you and have no concept of boundaries. I reeeally hope it isn't some perverted brother with an incest kink, that would make me murderous. I hate to jump to that but oh god the things I've seen online.
getting it off my chest I want to bitch slap this person or be their personal dio brando. someone like that doesn't deserve any pretense either. Make his life hell pls and don't hide the fact you know

No. 687102

Ding, dong, I can't wait 'till you're gone, fucking scrote.

No. 687112

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First of all, it's genuinely comical how you love to present yourself as this cold hearted bitch who can't be phased by anything, but then you lost your fucking mind to the point of needing to be admitted to a psych ward when a guy you slept with twice rejected you. After 10 years of calling me weak for having PTSD issues from REAL problems, the fact that was all it took to break your pampered ass makes me fucking laugh. You are such an entitled bitch who demands so much but gives back so little. Whenever I needed you, you were such an uncaring cunt and made it clear you didn't want to hear about my problems, but then you spend SIX FUCKING MONTHS talking about literally NOTHING except for how heart broken you were over that boy, who TOLD FROM THE VERY BEGINNING HE WOULD NEVER WANT TO BE WITH YOU. There was never a point where anything deeper than sex was on the table and you didn't exactly do anything to sell yourself as quality relationship material. You were a fucking bitch to him the entire time, despite numerous warnings that your behavior was unacceptable. The way you cried on the floor like a toddler, screaming for hours about how unfair it was and how stupid he was for rejecting "the best he was ever gonna get" was possibly the single most pathetic display I have ever witnessed.

And HOW FUCKING DARE YOU compare the pain of rejection to the pain someone feels when their lover dies. What is wrong with you, you goddamn narcisist??? How do you say shit like that out loud and not realize how you sound to everyone else??? You are so fucking autistic.

Second, you are such an overwhelmingly unpleasant person to be around. You complain so excessively and always feel the need to bring people down. Anytime someone has good news, you HAVE to make it into a negative somehow instead of just being happy for your friends. We can practically see the cogs turning in your head to figure out a way to put us down anytime we have something exciting going on. It's like you need everyone else to be as miserable as you and if something nice happens for someone you have to find something negative to attach to it.

Your shameless envy about my financial situation wasn't a cute look, btw. It's very transparent that you just can't handle the fact you're not the richest person in the friends group. The fact you flaunt your wealth infinitely more than I do makes it even more obvious.

Also, you were such a fucking asshole last year when we were Christmas shopping together. Bitching at me for taking more than 30 minutes to shop at the plaza for eight fucking people and literally yelling at me when I asked for advice on what to get someone you knew better than I do. Like wtf is your problem.

I don't for one second regret blowing up at you when I told you we're through and getting people to turn on you after. You can play the victim all you want over the fact I showed our mutuals those evil texts you wrote, but you fucking deserved it. You're literal trash and I'm so happy you're out of my life.

PS- Your lifestyle of condomless sex with hundreds of strangers is absolutely disgusting. The fact you say you've "only" had 3 or 4 STDs like it's no big deal is beyond nasty. No amount of "woke" bullying people into keeping their opinions of your sluttiness to themselves makes it any less gross.

Maybe try to find an identity beyond being a miserable mean slut?

No. 687144

>>686989
>>686990
>>687062
>>687067
younger female relative, so her intent might not be as bad (especially considering how she sometimes brings up questionable topics with other family members that one would normally keep private, so maybe she doesn't understand in general?) but still old enough to know better. The sheer frequency that she does this and the fact that she doesn't hide it even when I'm literally feet away is what bothers me the most about this. She'll either somehow not notice me even if I make noise, or huffs out annoyed and sneaks in at a different time. At first it seemed like she was just going in there to chill out on her computer since the rest of the house is pretty noisy. I get teens have urges and all, but I shouldn't have to outright hear or see it. But if I politely tell her to fuck off she and the rest of the family will throw a fit.

No. 687212

>>686983
If someone, literally anyone, did this to me I would be livid.

No. 687482

god why are some of the ugliest bitches the most conceded? this blue haired e-girl bitch thinks she can say whatever and people will agree. posting dumb shit about how everyone should focus on her because "she's the main character" god people like that make me want to shoot myself. she also posts something on her private story directed towards me when ive almost never talked to her in my life. i wont be surprised when her body gives out from all the junk food and monster energy drinks she consumes.

No. 687485

>>687482
was conceded the right word ? I wrote that while I was super pissed off. a couple months ago she was listening to brockhampton and now she's all "scene xd draingang1!!111" jesus what went wrong

No. 687489

>>687485
conceited is the word you're looking for. Conceded means giving in, like in an argument (usually legal/formal use)

No. 687497

>>687144
This type of behavior needs to be called out immediately. I've known kids who do this and the family's solution is always just to ignore it hoping it goes away, but it usually doesn't and leads to very serious escalation like doing it at other people's houses or in school. It also showcases a very disturbing disregard for the people around her.

No. 687513

The way you try to force close friendships and guilt people over not feeling as strongly about you as you want them to is very weird and straight up middle school behavior. And the fact you play the victim and throw fits over someone being closer to their best friend since childhood than you honestly crosses the line into being solidly creepy.

No. 687557

>>685198
Lost $60 on a paypal claim due to a buyer lying about her size (literally fucking why though oh my god) and being mad when the items i sent didn't fit her LOL fucking kill me, it was a big bundle aswell so i doubt she's going to return everything i sent. She told me her waist was 25' and everything i sent was measured to be exactly 25' and she says they're all "childrens size clothing" and would never fit an "actual woman" jesus christ. Looked in her reviews too and her waist is fucking 30' WHY LIE

No. 687559

>>687557
Sounds like she just scammed you and played it off as genuine outrage. Watch to see if she resells and for how much.

No. 687563

>>687559
Yeah that's what I was thinking, honestly just hoping she doesnt send the items back on time so I can keep my money kek

No. 687578

You're an idiot, your need to enter a room & conquer every conversation by loudly adding your own personal experience regardless of whether it's even slightly relevant is exhausting to say the least, you obviously didn't get enough attention as a child, & no you do not look like Machine Gun Kelley so stop trying to bait people into saying you do.

No. 687582

>>687578
FURTHER MORE you are well aware that we have had to do homemade janky ass plumbing on the garbage disposal three times in the last two months so why the hell I had to put my hand in the clogged ass drain only to retrieve an entire onion skin, croutons, & what I assume is a chicken patty is a mystery to me.
You are as dense as an 8 pound scone and smell like old man cologne

No. 687584

>>687482
>>687485
Is this about dead9irl

No. 687593

>>687584
no it was from some stuck up e-bitch I know, but if dead9irl is like her, id hate her ass too

No. 687609

I wish you would have cut contact with my batshit crazy, gun toting 4chan scrote ex. But nah, you guys had to follow each other on social media. Even after I had told you he was stalking me on campus. Even after I told you I was uncomfortable with it Thanks for the support back then.

No. 687622

You're not a man, you're one of the most feminine person I have ever met. The way you dress the way you act screams woman but you're the only person who doesn't see that. You're afraid to go out in public with out make-up, you shave every inch of your body, you wear clothing that accentuates your feminine body. Every thing about you just screams that you have poor self esteem and want attention and ass pats for just existing as a kweer. Every time you dated a woman it only lasted for less than a month and you hate almost every aspect of lesbian sex yet you still claim you're bisexual. No one will looks down at you if you just admit you're an average straight woman, you can still hang out with your gay friends but the fact that you try to shoe horn into the community just to fit in is annoying stop being what your not for an ounce of attention.

No. 687629

i wish i knew how to have relationships. i get really jealous when people have happy ones, either friendships, romantic, or family relationships. i now the whole, 'we accept the love we think we deserve' thing is a meme, but im honestly seriously thinking about it that way, Ive only really been in toxic and abusive relationships and i struggle to have even normal acquaintances. i think im going to fall for the 'some people are just designed to be alone, either by nature or nurture' thing because im tired of getting hurt. im a real person. i have feelings too.

No. 687860

You try to pretend that your obsession is merely ‘trolling’ but you should stop lying to yourself. Move on with your life. You may think you’re being cunning, vengeful, probably badass even but you’re just a pitiful, shrill, and obsessive cunt and there’s nothing empowering about it. No competition exists and everything in your mind is one-sided, even the elaborate lies you tell yourself about you being the detached and cold one. The truth is bleak and you refuse to confront yourself, instead choosing to live in a fantasy where you are somehow superior to others who are much happier than you and don’t need to use your strange mind games as a crutch.

No. 687868

>>685198
Fuck you and your mysoginistic wife thinking they can decide what a woman can or can't do with their body. If they don't want to have a child they are not obligated to gestate a creature they neither love or care about for a whole year as well as dealing with the guilt, drepression and ramifications of child birth just because you both think the man jizzing inside of a woman gives them equal standing to decide what happens after. Fuck you for thinking the "cut off" is only one month if abortion ends up being legalized when most women don't even realize the first month that they are pregnant. And fuck you for deflecting shit and only thinking about some make believe crazy woman that wants to have 20 straight abortions because she thinks it's fun or something and using that as an example of women being shit and the reason why it shouldn't be legelized. I will never support your complete lack of moral and I will never agree to "agree to disagree", you can respect my position but I will never fucking respect yours.

Fuck all men that think they have a say on pregnancy and fuck all women that support them.

No. 687870

>>687868
You're a woman after my heart anon.

No. 687873

How come anytime something good happens in my life, you ALWAYS try to be negative or make it about yourself? I don't want you to buy a cake, and I've been telling you that for months, so stop acting like I'm doing something wrong. I'm not being rude by "refusing" a gift I haven't even received, and it's not even about whether or not you want to give gifts. How is it rude to tell you to not waste your money (which you make such a big deal of saving) when I'm going to make my own dessert? And stop trying to manipulate me by saying you're doing this for me. If you were doing this for me you wouldn't have started an argument about this in the first place. Don't try to make me look insane for getting upset over a cake (it's not about that cake by the way) when I've been patiently and respectfully telling you I would not want a cake for months. I spend all the other 364 days out of the year trying to please you. But you know what? You're right, it is your money and you can do what you want with it. But when I don't eat that cake you better not bring it up for months and make it seem like I'm the bad person for not wanting it.

It's just a cake, so let me enjoy my fucking homemade cheesecake in peace, Jesus fucking Christ. I swear, I'm going to go insane.

I'm going fucking bonkers.

No. 687886

>>687870
Thank you anon, worst thing is that he's my brother. I live in a country were abortion is still not legalized. His fucking wife genuinely said some women should be sterilized if they can't be responsible. I really don't know how I can just sweep their beliefs under the rug and continue seeing them. Of course they both ganged up on me and told me I'm hysterical and crazy because I dare to get angry at what they're saying.

The worst is when I even tried to put him in the woman's place (basic example, woman is three months pregnant, doesn't want it, boyfriend wants it) he said he can't because he's a man and he can't think like that and then tries to do the same to me with the "example" of a woman wanting to terminate at 9 months for shits and giggles. How the fuck is that an equal situation?

I'm sorry for the rant I'm just so fucking angry.

No. 687888

>>687886

my mom's a pro-life ass too. Goes to the fundraiser rallies and everything. She always tries to drag my dad along too but he is so not into it lmao. Luckily she's never tried to get me to go.

No. 687892

>>687888
Worst is my mother now trying to make peace and just telling me "not to talk about it with him and ignore the subject". Why they fuck should I be OK knowing they think that way? And they are more than OK going through life thinking their belief is the correct one and the only viable one in my country. Of course they are OK with not talking about it because they are happy-go-lucky that things are going like they want it to. If abortion was legal and I told them to "agree to disagree" they would be fuming as well.

sorry last samefag.

No. 687899

I regret giving you a chance. I knew I should have listened to my gut.

You're going to keep making the same mistakes for the rest of your life. It's what you deserve.

No. 687901

I don't know what you get out of gossiping about me to other people but if you're really so interested you can ask me outright?

No. 687905

I'm so sorry for how I treated you growing up.

You WERE annoying as fuck though. But you didn't deserve it.

No. 687916

you're such a piece of shit. why did you have to be so fake when we first started talking? thinking about those conversations just pisses me off so much now. i am not your friend, i can't be, because you're too fake!

No. 687933

>>687899
Isn't it kind of validating knowing that you were right all along about the person every time this happens?

No. 688216

I'm glad I ended up better than you. Good luck explaining that to your current boyfriend that you cheated on him 5 times with 5 different men. I know your friend group is leaving because you can't keep on stealing my personality when I'm gone. Continue making your dumb little letters, I'm sure karma will cut off your tongue eventually. Fucking liar.

No. 688237

I wanted to text this to you, but I decided to block you instead and I kind of regret it.

you only wanted to be friends after we broke up because you didn't want to feel bad or guilty. because being on bad terms with people makes you feel bad about yourself. why don't you go jerk off to some hentai instead of trying to talk to me, since you made it clear that your precious porn is more important to you than I ever was. I know you never really cared about me, you probably just wanted me for sex.

I wish I never met you. I don't care if that hurts your feelings or not because you never cared if you hurt mine.

No. 688238

The next time my inlaws' dog tries to eat onions off the floor and bites the shit out of my hand for trying to take them away so he doesn't poison himself, I'm just going to let him. Hope everyone learns a lesson after paying a huge fucking vet bill to get his stomach pumped. Either train your fucking dog properly or bring him back to the pound, I'm tired of this shit.

No. 688300

Objectively, I should've let you die.

No. 688306

>>687557
>>687563
Seller protection exists. Send the conversation and screenshots of her having an 30 waist to Paypal's FB support and explain what you postey here. Don't let her get away with it, scammers like her will pull it again on other people if they're successful.

No. 689289

Fuck dudes with mommy issues who blame women for everything wrong in the world

Fuck girls with daddy issues who blame men for everything wrong in the world

I hate all of you braindead retards and your emotionally-driven talking points. Go to fucking therapy and stop screeching at each other about who is the worse person. You're both absolutely toxic and disgusting. Fuck off.

No. 689304


No. 689311

>>689289
>what is patriarchy

No. 689350

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I grew up with minarchist parents who are also not as racists as their authoritarian counterparts, they welcome immigrants and hate the government for the restrictions they put on them but they are still conservative and hold onto tradition and customs so they can be racist/sexist more often than not, I'm still thankful that they're not braindead conservative state cucks and I do think that growing up with such parents made me be the annoying lib I am today.

No. 689352

>>689289
Yeah but men are worse when they do it bc patriarchy makes the world cater to them anyway.

No. 689365

You’re a friend simp. The reason your relationships don’t last, and people push you away, is because you come on way too strong with the compliments and attention and then get mad when you don’t get it back. It’s unnatural, weird and offputting. You will continue to have this problem until you get some self-esteem.

No. 689373

why do i always think about you?
why do you consume my thoughts. and talking to you there is no consolation, i still feel lost and upset.
when you say someone else is your ‘best friend’ i feel forgotten about. but why should i care when maybe you don’t consider our friendship a real one since it’s online.
maybe i’m looking too deep into everything and maybe i’m just incredibly clingy.
but why is it you that makes me feel this way? jealousy? i can’t figure that out.

No. 689413

>>689289
> Do not address large demographics/groups of people!

No. 689448

is it even fucking possible to make it work romantically with somebody with a porn addiction? i feel so totally pathetic. its like i don't even exist to him sexually anymore. It's making me so depressed. we live together, we've been together 5 years since high school and i figured the lack of sex during the first couple of years might have just been because we were young but apparently not, he just needs a drip tube of hentai to get off because putting his dick inside of me isn't enough. i'm seriously at a loss here. he is honestly my best friend but i thought the whole point is that we were supposed to be more than that. at this point ive developed an eating disorder over the whole thing. hoping maybe one day if i lose another 10 pounds it'll magically awaken his attraction to me. my bmi is around 20 at this point and steadily getting lower. :( if anyone has some genuine advice it would be nice, if I'm allowed to request that. couldn't find an advice thread

No. 689452

>>689448
>needs a drip tube of hentai to get off
>maybe one day if i lose another 10 pounds it'll magically awaken his attraction to me.
You'd need to shed an entire dimension. Dump him.

No. 689453

>>689448
No amount of weight loss is going to turn you into a hentai girl, anon. Leave him before you get even more fucked up. It sounds like you’d both be better off as friends, though ideally I don’t think you should be in contact at all.

No. 689455

>>689448
Are you new here? advice thread is on /g/. Just because you couldn't find a thread doesn't mean you use the wrong thread for your questions. There is a stupid question thread in which you can ask questions. stick to thread topic.

No. 689457

>>689448
If he's really your best friend then you should talk to him about this. Tell him that you want sex more often, that it makes you feel like you're not getting all of him because his attention is being focused on hentai/porn and that it's lazy and unfair for him to be more involved with jerking off than being sexual with you. Suggest different methods of getting horny, like mental imagery.

No. 689482

>>689448
>he just needs a drip tube of hentai to get off because putting his dick inside of me isn't enough

Why even be friends?
Dump him.

No. 689490

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No. 689494

>>689289
>implying one needs parental issues to figure out one gender is responsible for most of the mayor decisions influencing the world and also the most prevalent in crime
Nice bait

No. 689499

>>689455
>Don't respond to other people's shit. It's not about you, you vain bitch.

i know you're very obviously triggered, but it costs less energy to just scroll past, mini-mod.

>>689448
dump him. the fact that even physically having PIV sex with him isn't enough for him is beyond fucked up. he's dead weight. please also get help for your ED if you can, because it really isn't worth fucking yourself up and risking your life for some porn-addled weeby scrote.

No. 689502

>>689499
kek, you're also breaking the rule then dumbass. Don't respond to other people's shit.

And I'm the thread creator so I'm p sure I know how the fuck it's supposed to go.

No. 689510

>>689499
Not that they're not all enjoyable, but most of the comments on vent/stupid questions/dumbass shit/confessions/unpopular opinions are all pretty similar. Sometimes I reply to someone and forget which thread I was on. Doesn't really matter.

No. 689547

>>689502
bragging about making this thread is not the big epic own you think it is, kek

No. 689578

>>689502
good for you champ

No. 689600

>>689311
Keep focusing on this as the main problem and never consider the possibility that individual trauma has anything to do with it. You'll do really great in life and have lots of filling relationships I promise.

No. 689622

>>689448
>is it even fucking possible to make it work romantically with somebody with a porn addiction?

No.

Pornsickness should be one of the top dealbreakers for any woman and I will die on this fucking hill. Stop wasting your time on someone who would rather jack it to Japanese cartoons than have sex with you.

No. 689633

>>689547
You considering that a brag is just sad and embarrassing as if bragging on lolcow is a thing. I was saying that you tried to tell me that I was breaking the thread rules or whatever, which is wrong because I know what I meant when I wrote thread topic description. When I said "Don't respond to other people" it was meant to be like "Don't act like the person is specifically talking to you/about you" which some idiots have unironically done.

No. 689655

>>689633
If we can respond to other people then isn't this literally just the vent thread

No. 689692

>>689655
Yes which is why I said I didn't want that to happen. From my first response to "isn't this just another vent thread?"

>And I tend to think that people in /vent/ respond to/help other posters in vent even if unsolicited. Here, I figure users can say whatever flies and don't have to worry about some anon coming and being like "Oh anon youre so stupid for this, all you have to do is XYZ" because there's no context here. Literally just word vomit here.


I didn't want people to respond here or ask for help here. It's just a place to say random shit you don't wanna say to people IRL.

No. 689714

God I wish these anons had something better to do that argue in paragraph form on lolcow.farm like their homework or plant a tree or something

No. 689731

I finally figured out I wasn't in love with you and I was right to call you ugly. You're just sexy and those are very different things. At least we had great sex for those years and now I know, the only thing I want from a man is for him to be sexy to me. I'm self sufficient in every way, so I'm only fucking sexy men from here on out, bitch!

No. 689915

>>689502
Nobody gives a fuck about your shitty little thwead roolez

No. 689995

Fuck,i'm right next to you. When it's just the two of us we talk for hours, you say you have fun and then when people are around it's like you're fucking ashamed of me. I really am juste here for you not to get bored. Fuck it. I know i'm not part of your group. You just like to pretend you have friend, i'm just one of you asset to get popular. And for the love of good please stop talking about boys,always and forever. ps: having tatoos doesn'tmake you cooler, just full of regrets

No. 690018

I care a lot about you and enjoy our time together but you need to learn some damn self love because bitch loudly sperging out on people online in chats is not the way to meet others, Their friendship is fleeting since you string random weebs along when you dont even want a relationship, As soon as they realise you arent going to send nudes or kiss their ass its over,Im so fucking tired of not hanging out from you wasting time doing this attention seeking nonsense! Fucking hell theres a decent friend group of us sitting right here but you run off to find random dudes online that never message you back what the fuck? Why the fuck do I even try to care for this friendship, Maybe its fucking time I jump ship but like hell im going to find a proud woman who hasnt drank the koolaid that would ultimately satisfy my conversation needs.

No. 690143

You probably feel bad that you're so useless.

Guess what? I'm not helping you find a job or a car anymore. You're on your own.

No. 690188

Cry about it. You'll never be right. You're pitiful. Not a martyr. You continue to whine and that's why you're never heard. Continue acting like a victim though. I just hope you one day snap out of it and realize what kind of Kool Aid you drank.

No. 690264

Oh my god stop complaining about your ex. Of course you're not on his insurance anymore, you broke up! He isn't trying to kill you because now you can't afford testosterone. You broke up 6 months ago, you are in a new relationship! Didn't you just buy $300 new boots? Didn't you just spend $150 commissioning art for your tattoo? Stop yelling that the government isn't giving you any more money when your family has offered you a job multiple times (a remote job, you can't even use covid as an excuse) I want to scream this at you. You used to be so cool and fun and now you're just this perpetual victim with a scraggly neckbeard.

No. 690280

he fucking expects me to read his mind and when acts like i'm the fuck up because he didn't fucking say anything to me. what the fuck is up with that, dude? he can't even say sorry for half the shit i get upset over because he's on the defense and feels like he's always in the right. i'm getting really tired of this shit sometimes i want to leave. it's so fucking irritating that i don't have any problems admitting when i'm wrong but it's like pulling teeth with this guy trying to get an apology out of him for something that's obvious an apology is due for. holy fuck i'm tired of being the sweet forgiving woman i want to be mad i want him to realize he's fucked up.

No. 690291

I feel like Ben fucking Shapiro to you sometimes. Almost every strongly held belief that you have is steeped in butthurt and your own personal understanding of what constitutes being a good and moral person. Most of this shit can be easily disproven or countered with less than ten minutes of research, but you just outright refuse to look at the facts and have the gall to accuse me of bullying you, of being an edgelord, or try and dismiss me by claiming that my views are "masculine" and that I just "say things for male attention!!!!" whenever I point out the inconsistencies in your statements. It doesn't matter how gently I confront you on this, you always lash out at me like a fucking toddler. You are unironically the type of toxic feminist that has no problem throwing another woman under the bus if she doesn't agree with you 100%. There's a reason why people don't take your views seriously. They're childish. You are a child. Grow the fuck up.

No. 690301

Oh my god quit meowing I'm too drunk to entertain you now

No. 690335

I am this close to snapping you stupid bitch. My mother and father have supported your ass practically all your life, you have made every bad choice possible, gotten with every douchebag scrote that gave you atention only for them to give you in return a kid and a huge list of debts because they all divorce you in the end for a new woman. Then after my father passed away you decide its a good idea to shit talk him infront of me and my mother and when we call you out you begin to cry saying you dont meant it, BUT YOU DO IT AGAIN.

I know at first you would go against my mother for shits and giggles but nowadays you are being such a violent person for no reason. You think that simply because you are a single mother that cant sustain her own home, then no one else can. You think everyone has to be as miserable as you. You degrade other people and ignore their efforts so you can keep ignoring that all the bad shit that happened to you, only you brought it upon yourself.

I have lost all the respect i had for you as a relative and as a woman. You let men brainwash you, you let them tangle you into their business that ultimately fail, you let them take your money. You let them change the way you think about anything and everything. Your own mother warned you THREE TIMES that the men you chose were shady but you chose to ignore her because you hate the fact that she was a single mother that worked her ass off to sustain you even TODAY. You hate that despite all she was a succesful woman. You want to be given everything from above. You degrade your own mother to favor your father who pretended he didnt know you for almost 30 years but now that he is old he wants to reconnect and because he gives you free shit you love him but hate your own mother. Dont get hooked on that, you are his 2nd family, his official family hates your guts and will make sure you get nothing like they have been doing all your life. But i guess you will also not want to hear. In fact, in the end you say "why didnt you warn me??" When huh? We have been warning you all along!

You are not bright either, cause choosing to get married for a 2nd time and have kids to a man that was dating someone else when they met you, a guy that picked up the phone and told their girlfriend at the time "Yeah im busy with work" when "work" was being in bed with you?? I dont know.

But all of this and your bad choices arent whats gonna make me scream, but the fact that next time you insult, degrade or try to underestimate the efforts my mother made and makes every day, i will throw punches. Because when i want to talk you say "i wont argue with you!" And thats how you avoid listening to what anyone has to say. But not next time, next time i wont be calm, if i have to stand firm i will and if i have to kick you out, i will. You have no right to trash talk my parents who only supported and loved you. You are ome of the most ungrateful people i have ever met.

Oh and dont try to look for validation from your eldest daughter when she is the first to say "Im tired of you, im going to live with my dad!" Every time she doesnt get what she wants from you. And my mother has to listen to your ass cry about it every time it happens.

Fuck you, leave us alone or at least stop letting men control who and how you are. Because we are well aware your new sudden violent personality change came with this new man you got. Fuck you! Grow up already!!

No. 690345

>>690264
Drop that troon anon

No. 690638

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I know I still love you because I imagine us getting married in a field of flowers, I'm wearing a wedding dress with long loose sleeves and everything is alright.

I definitely don't deserve you but I'm trying my best.

No. 690686

Fuck you! I was a child, I didn't deserve it, I didn't deserve any of it! I was severely abused, I had anorexia and I was mute, I never even spoke, I was polite in ways I was able to yet you all treated me like I was a evil and that I was going to make your children to become weird anorexis. I didn't deserve to have any of it. You fed your children fibs that they would ridicule me with, I was all alone. I was wishing I was dead since I was seven. I wasn't allowed to be loved by my family and I wasn't allowed friends. Even the school didn't do anything. They thought I was dumb and put me in special Ed. I HAD SEVERE SOCIAL ANXIETY I WASN'T FUCKING STUPID. Why the fuck did no one do anything about my abuse!? I knew about sexual things that no normal child knew about, I would have bruises all over me, I was so sensitive, I had all the signs of abuse but no one fucking did a thing. You would believe my mom and she would spread lies and slander about me, how I was unruly and caused her to be suicidal by how bad I was. I NEVER EVEN SPOKE AND I ALWAYS BEHAVED, HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU BELIEVE HER!? now for the rest of my life I can't get it out of my head that I'm evil, that I'm terrible, that no one likes me, that my core that I deserve to be hated because I'm just so awful. Fuck. I'm so tired of everything. I've had therapist now as an adult who finally believed my truth and see all the signs of how I am now that of course I was abused. But it's too fucking late.

No. 690688

>>690686
Fuck, I could have wrote this. Take care, anon.

No. 690703

i'm an adult! i don't have to put up with your bullshit condescention just because we're related! if you or your bitch try it again i will fucking come at you even if it's fuckin christmas! fuck you!

No. 690706

>>690638
Anon, I'm going through this. He and I, we're on a break (not my choice) that I feel is deserved. I wish I could weep on your shoulder in hopes someone would understand.

No. 690721

i think it's best if we don't communicate anymore… i don't feel comfortable being around you and it's… gotten to the point i cry myself to sleep at night.

No. 690763

God I hate this. Blood is not enough to make me care about a person or to make me want to talk to them. And I absolutely hate playing pretend or having to feign interest and/or emotional connection where there is none. Please just leave me alone.

No. 690769

I wish you were in my life. I wish I had all of you by my side.
I say this but I did have it. It may not have been you exactly, but the feelings were almost all there. Exactly what I’m feeling, is that same gratefulness that I felt then. But I cut you out. I didn’t understand what I should do. Even now I don’t. But I’m thankful for what you gave me. And I’m thankful she has it too. I hope she will shine even brighter in the future.
I wish you were by my side back then. If I had you, so many things would have been different. I think about what you say and apply it to myself, is that wrong? To me it’s not. You are speaking to me. I hope I can see you again in another life. Hopefully with different circumstances, but I hope we meet and bring the same colour to each others lives.

No. 690896

Fuck you. You're fucking incompetent and don't deserve this job. Call me aggressive in my review meanwhile you're a fucking 6 foot 2, macho man baby who yells at us and runs away anytime someone tries to complain. It's your fucking job to listen to us and help us. Singling me out after months of everyone violating the dress code. Singling me out all the time when everyone is fucking off. I don't know if it's because I'm a women in a male dominated field or because I'm much younger than you and able to get farther in life than your dumbass did. I don't fucking care why. Quitting this job is too easy. I'm going to make you hate me and hate your job. I'm going to make sure you enforce the rules on every slight safety violation. Bother you everyday about my raise, about needing maintenance for things you've ignored, complain about anyone and everything that needs attention. Keep walking away from us for hours with no supervisor and we'll see what your boss and HR think about continuing to ignore us and being unapproachable. Best part is everyone in our department and the other departments like me more than you. You sending me home today just makes them more mad about this shithole company. I can't be "aggressive" like I usually am but I sure can stir shit up, making everyone disgruntled and questioning you, while being "professional" to you.

No. 690900

fuck you mom. i dealt with your shit too long because i knew that you went through a lot, but you are just awful. fuck you and your /pol/ shit you vaguely whitepassing biracial redneck.

No. 690917

God every fucking year for Christmas I gotta buy you the same anime/Disney plastic shit that will gather dust because you never clean your shit. Before Covid I dreaded going to your place and this year was a nice break from your plastic prison that I hate sitting in. We do this every year and you act hurt and surprised when I say I don't like/want that kind of useless shit anymore, I live in a small apartment! You see this as a personal attack because your things are YOU. I don't need to be surrounded with things that remind me that I like something. I honestly sometimes prefer to talk to your parents or your brother because they can talk about other things. You shut down and say nothing when I veer the topic to something else. I'm not saying you have to "grow up" and stop liking these things, but can it NOT be your personality trait to only consume Disney and video games?
Love you, but things gotta change.

No. 690946

I'm so fucking sick of depressed, anti-social scrotes. I am done with doing emotional labor for lost causes. Seeing as you're both well into adulthood and refuse to seek treatment or change any aspect of your trash solitary life, I doubt you'll do shit so bye.

And to you, I hope your instagram gets phished and spammed with pictures of dumpsters.

No. 691131

STOP READING MY BANK STATEMENTS YOU NOSEY HOE

No. 691162

You're embittered. Please find some joy in life that doesn't involve shitting on other people. You waste your time and reading what you have to say goes to show how miserable you are. It's sad and explains why you probably don't have anyone close to you in your life.

No. 691425

Stop trying to control my social circles you fucking psychopath bitches

No. 691435

how are you gonna sexually assault me repeatedly, completely debase my self esteem and not let me leave your house for an entire two years and then tell me i'm ugly and say "there's other bitches"? how do you have the audacity to say or do anything to me when you look like an anthropomorphic naked mole rat that sells used cars? how are you going to say anything about my work when you have the ugliest, most boring, most uninspired, soulless art ever created? you live your life according to your porn addiction, morals be damned. i hope raping me at least helped you deal with your mommy issues, because that bitch was right to have picked drugs over you. if i had any brains i would have done the same too. at least i would have if you weren't gaslighting me every single day into thinking i'm an evil stupid bitch while you were actually raping me and drugging me and bullying the shit out of me. maybe there's a reason no one can fucking stand you, not even your own family, and there's a reason why every friend group and relationship you form falls apart and decides they hate you. you literally have "future sex offender" written all over you. i hope the next person you inevitably victimize makes you sincerely regret it. every single day i am so tempted to text everyone in your life the screenshots of the heinous shit you've admitted to and tell them about your true nature. every single day i live in regret that i never defended myself. recently, i realized that you don't, nor have you ever, had any meaning or value to me. you just made me feel like such a bad person that i deserved to be mistreated in such extreme ways and want to fight for your approval. i think that's the only way you could ever get anyone to tolerate you though, because you are so extremely unlovable that you have to manipulate people into fearing you to get them to stay around you. i tried giving you another chance, and i regret it. in the short two months i spoke to you, you sexually harassed me, insulted me, gaslit me about what you did to me, and tried to justify it, all while saying you were sorry about what you did. you have no redeeming qualities whatsoever and i'm so glad it's just me and her now. we talk every day about how much we hate you and how we never liked you, and every day she helps me unlearn the shit you put into my brain. she validates my ideas and helps me grow every day, she makes me feel like i have value and that i'm a person worth taking care of. your only redeeming trait is that you were such a bad person that i was able to meet her. she saved my life from you, and i'm so grateful for that. see you in five years when you'll inevitably be on the news for some heinous sex crime.

No. 691452

You’re the only person that ruins my day at work every time you’re on the clock or just coming in to get shit on your day off. Even when the new employee voluntarily came in to cover someone else’s shift you had to be a bitch because you couldn’t sneak out early. You had two years to be trained for a promoted position, you blew it off every time and now it’s biting you in the ass. I wish you’d just apply for another job and move on but I doubt you’ve filled out a single application in the last decade.

No. 691471

I don't care that you're on PREP, it is unspeakably revolting that you knowingly have casual sex with men you know have HIV without a condom. It is NOT homophobic to find that disgusting. Any sane human should.

No. 691481

>>691435
Anon, please report him. You say he assaulted and raped you. I know this is hard, but do you want someone else to go through the same shit? Even if "nothing comes out of it", at least police will have him on their radar.

No. 691483

>>691435
Send out the screenshots, anon. Be deserves it

No. 691558

Calling me bitter? Real classy coming from someone like you.

I should have never accepted that friend request from you on Facebook 5 years ago. How did you even find me? Were you that hellbent on believing that I was skinwalking you on how much we had in common? So many people are into the hobbies we had.

I really trusted you as a best friend but you only used me for dick and to see what friends you could gain from my social circle so you can turn them against me one by one. You were obsessed with me, yet only on a superficial level to copy whatever aesthetic I had and make it your own. I am so tempted to post you on the personal Lolcow thread but I won't because I am not as cruel and manipulative as you. You use all of the men in your life as little pawns to manipulate and make your narcissistic delusional self believe you have done no wrong and that you were the victim when it all happened.

Who was the one who turned my friends against me? Who was petty and shared my name to others when you were smug and merely rolled your eyes when I was so upset I blocked you because you lied and hid shit behind my back? You were my best friend and like a sister at me and you never loved me as much as I loved you; I should have taken that red flag personally when you said you prioritized men and boyfriends in your life over female friends.

No. 691564

>>691558
Even on Instagram you copied my aesthetic I had, but on a whole new level. You amassed 10K followers, and you had the gall to say that I am obsessed with you? You're the one who is being the obsessed skinwalker copying my aesthetic, outfits, even had my former friends, and wanting to replace me to the point where you are actively going out with my ex-boyfriend so you could spite me and be smug that my ex-boyfriend can easily be manipulated as well. Fools on you though I could just see you both are just two narcissists using each other; are you that mad your LDR ex-boyfriend is getting married to a women who was way more mature and ambitious than you? I had no part in his marriage if you are that bitter to believe so; I merely told him the truth of what happened since you fed him lies on how I was playing "cupid" when you were just sleeping with my friends and my ex-boyfriend behind my back.

But please, continue thinking that your life is so "amazing" with your boyfriend who is unaware that you are friends with many men who you have hooked up with and that you constantly go out to KBBQ with my ex-boyfriend and go get drunk with random men that you call "friends". Keep on abusing Meitu to hide your ugly features, keep on bragging how you are an adult uwu, and that you have totally changed.

We can all see through your insecurities and it's amazing how you refuse to take accountability and admit what you've done wrong. But please continue pleasing your simps on Instagram and get that cheap validation you want so bad to try to fill that empty void. You're pathetic and your attempts to spite me make me laugh.

No. 691568

>>691564
Finally I want to say my life has been way better without having you and my ex-boyfriend in my life. I do have close friends, family, and my loving boyfriend who I anticipate being engaged with in the near future. Unlike you who feels the need to flex to your simps on IG publicly and for that feeling of needing to be validated I don't need to publicly brag about it. Because I'm not as insecure as you and I am happy with my life. My healthcare career is flourising, I moved somewhere way nicer and I am becoming more independent. I won't deny there are days where I am struggling but fuck you and your stupid mind games where you are constantly trying to one-up me. Bitch you can never replace me. Enlarge your eyes, put fake Meitu filler lips on your face, photoshop yourself all you fucking want but you can never be like me. And frankly, I would never want to be with you. The level of delusion you have is insane.

So fuck you and may the worst of karma get to you for actively trying to spite me all of these years. I can see this little game you are trying to play and I don't want any part of it. Grow up.

No. 691573

Fuck you for ruining my college experience to the point where I had to change my uni. I wish I hadn't met you asshole and hope you choke. Also fuck you for abusing me mentally and dumping me when I was at my worst. I won't forgive you and I hope you will be treated the same by your next gfs pathetic asshole whose biggest idol was Bojack Horseman.

No. 691576

>>691568
God I wish I could peek into her instagram, sounds like a fucking rollercoaster. I like how you write.

No. 691992

Can't say this irl but it's been on my mind ever since my cousin came to stay at our house. I fucking hate that stupid voice some gay men have. Makes my ears bleed and it sounds disgusting. I'm not exaggerating when I say it makes me feel aggressive, like i just want him to STFU immediately. Though he's a great guy so i just can't say that to him. But fuck that shit man I loathe that stupid tone I just needed to get it off my chest

No. 692066

i dont know how champagne socialists live with themselves. like the ones who live in brooklyn or graduated from some liberal arts college thanks to money from their parents
I've been working from home in an industry not at all affected by covid (in fact things are actually better this year) but I pretty much lucked into the job, if covid hit a year earlier I'd be unemployed, dealing with rent, student debt, etc. feels like us in work from home will reap the benefits of the economic recovery next year and those who are not will just end up financially fucked through no real fault of their own

No. 692079

Im 26 and so terrified of being over 30, I’ll probably kill myself at 29.

No. 692088

>>692079
Get ready, it's time to go soon. Good luck!

No. 692110

>>692088
Thanks!

No. 692158

>>692079
What makes you afraid to age past 30? From my perspective, your 30's are probably the best time of your life. You're financially independent and your life is stable, have room to indulge in things you probably weren't able to during your teens and 20's and live comfortably, you've probably largely figured the direction of your life out in terms of carreer, partner and other large life decisions and all that while you're still young, healthy and vigorous. (Of course this is a generalization but still)

I haven't reached my 30's yet but I expect it will bring a lot of good when I get there.

No. 692184

1. I am so irritated that I didn't tell you off before blocking you, even though I really wanted to! Would it kill you to be civil to me? I was always kind to you, and you can't spare the same for me. I know you're going through some shit, so I held my tongue throughout your spergout. I care about you so much. I hope you get the help you need.
2. You are a disgusting excuse for a human being. It feels good to pretend to say it to you after you said it to me so many times. You fuck. You have a girl now and you still find new ways to try and contact me. Pay attention to her and leave me alone. I hope your idiot girlfriend leaves you and you end up all alone with your gross crusty self though. I wish I would have told you how gross, flaky, and dry your dick looked LMAO I'm so glad that I never met your psycho ass in person. I hope karma catches up with you soon, manlet.

No. 692197

>>692158
Don't encourage people who suicide-bait on lolcow. They're always doing it for asspats. If they really wanted to kill themselves they wouldn't whine about it here first.

People who are "scared of aging" are often also cows who used to make fun of older women for being "old hags" so they deserve it. Bet you ten bucks OP used to laugh at Lori/Shoe/Red Scare thots for being 'old'.

No. 692245

>>692197
>They're always doing it for asspats
Except when they are not anon and they just want to share their feelings. Don't be heartless

No. 692254

>>692245
If someone thinks of me so poorly that they'd kill themselves just to avoid being like me, I won't have any sympathy for them. I don't know why that's so hard of a concept to grasp. If people over 30 are so icky to you, go on and off yourself. I'm not your mom to care about you, I don't know you.

No. 692434

>>692158
Just turned 30 and I'm the happiest I've ever been in my life. Aside from money, time, and freedom, you also stop giving a fuck what other people think. And not in the edgy teen/early 20's fake way, I actually feel genuinely chill and at peace with the world and my place in it. The only thing that sucks is that your family starts dying, but maybe thats what it takes to sober us up a bit.

No. 692702

>>692671
I had something similar happen to me after eating 5 marihuana brownies. This sounds funny but please bear with me

I used to be in this very childish (but """serious""") relationship with a girl and sometimes for fun I would talk like a stupid baby. I don't wanna talk about this in deep because I disturb my own self, but eventually she got control over me that way. We weren't into DDGL. It just got to a weird uncomfortable point that I'm not trying to think super hard about because I can't process it still. I'm just not fond of it.

We got in a relationship when I was 19 and she was 21 and to be frank I was still immature, dumb, and emotionally unstable, but I didn't think she would eventually treat me like as if I was a toddler. I wasn't like that with anyone else.

Anyways fast foward to the week we broke up. I was at my best friend's home party and some friends of him that I didn't know as deeply as my best friend were making pot brownies. My best friend also took some so I ate some as well. They didn't kick up immediately and my stupid self ate more than what I should had. I started getting horrible symptoms of overdose (idk what they are called, I just know I was constantly cold, trembling and had extremely low pressure), and I didn't know were possible to have because I fell for the LOL YOU CAN'T OVERDOSE ON WEED meme. I feel as if I was going to die. I closed my eyes and it was as if I was travelling to another weirdo place. It was very uncomfortable.

Then, it was as if my entire being shut down, and I was watching it(?) from above, and I started sobbing with a little child voice. I wasn't there, it was me but younger. I even remember thinking I had pigtails on my hair. My voice was high pitched and small. And I started saying shit like "My dad, I want my dad, I need my dad, where is him". My dad had died 3 years prior so I had no business saying that. I continued sobbing until suddenly I came to my body again as an adult and said "holy fuck I'm fucking scared I have no idea what is happening to me". Everything else after that is a blur.

My high came down later next day but I still felt quite shitty. I took some medication that I shouldn't had and almost got a stroke with the mix of substances. and then my ex broke with me.

Idk where I was going with this lol just remembering this makes me feel weird. But here you go. Don't trust age regression.

Figured this makes more sense to post here than in the things we hate thread. As for my ex, I still tried to be friends with her until… some days ago. I think it was for the best. I'm not doing any drugs ever again in my life.

No. 692773

>>692079
why? inb4 gtfo zoomer but i'm 19 and while i'm dreading being in my 20s i'm excited about being 30 one day, i hear that's when life starts to seriously take a turn for the better

No. 693686

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>>692079
>wants to die before 30
>>692773
>can't wait til 30, dreading 20s

As someone smackdab in the middle (25 by next year), I'm both excited to be older and more mature, but also I wish I had spent my younger years better.

19 year old anon*, please please just improve yourself ASAP. The sooner the better. I deeply regret not "caring" when I could've actually had a real glow up. Now I'm trying to hurry up and glow up before 25. I would've done my best to get rid of acne and do better things with my hair, get my body toned up. Even though people say "omg you have the rest of your life to do that" you still don't want to miss out on being in love with yourself and confident at an early age, which sets the rest of your life up IMO. I feel that I was cutest and best at age 21 because I wasn't as frumpy/fat and I didn't have acne, my hair was thriving and I wore makeup and cute outfits. By this point, I have gone downhill. DO NOT DO THE SAME. Our experiences probably aren't the same, but if you feel like "Eh, right now at 19 I could look better" DO IT aND DO NOT PUSH IT OFF. Because I kept telling myself "okay, I'll have all of this done by age 25" and here I am, not looking my best. lol. And btw this is not just about looks. Your life won't get better in your 30s unless you've taken the time in your 20s to be mentally better, healthier, cut out your bad habits and bad people. So please, make sure that you do that as well.

30 year old anon, 30s are probably the best times! I look forward to being older. As long as you don't turn into those salty, "30 year old but acting 40" type people, I think you'll be great. it's not too late to change bad habits or improve yourself so just do it! Don't psyche yourself out like those other retards. Keep wearing sunscreen and eating vegetables every once in a while.


Funny enough, I'm actually not looking forward to being 28 kek

No. 695469

You've got to be an absolutely retarded fucking moron to have over 30 actual job interviews and still not have a job by now.

You mean you "forgot" that you applied for that company and upon hearing the name couldn't remember anything about it? Every fucking time you have an interview its:

>Oh I missed the call and I couldn't call back

>I forgot the company so I didn't know anything about them
>I couldn't answer their questions about me

You mean to fucking tell me after the first few fuck ups, you dont think to have a list of companies you applied for OR you literally just throw your name at a company and see what sticks?

THEY SCHEDULE INTERVIEWS WITH YOU. THERES NO WAY YOU WONT KNOW WHEN THEY CALL AND EVEN WHEN YOU DO KNOW, YOU STILL DONT THINK: "hmm, maybe I should google this company, figure out where they're located and a little bit about them"

this is why you'll never succeed in life.

No. 695498

>>695469
I put off applying to jobs for like a year and told people I had so they'd leave me alone. This sounds like that lol

No. 695523

>>695498
Sadly it's not. I've been there when she's picked up interview calls. She's so retarded she doesn't even ask what company it is and just goes along with that they say, answers questions like an idiot and then they never call back. "I couldn't hear what company he said" WHAT?? YOU MEAN YOU DIDNT ASK HIM TO REPEAT HIMSELF? Social retards should be forced into required government jobs, there's no way they can live on their own, I swear.

No. 695531

Creepy fag

No. 695538

>>695469
Literally had a friend phone interview for a remote service job recently. She flat out told the interviewer she didn't want to learn how to do the job herself with self-training modules. Then emphasized how she's never had a remote job before, so she couldn't even hazard guesses to basic questions and must not have done anything to really sell that she was a good candidate regardless of experience.
She was asked to prepare for the interview yet said everything contrary to the job description! Obviously she didn't get it.
She wants to leave food service but it's hard to bat for her when she self-sabotages and then blames it on being bad at interviews. There's so many resources online that she could refer to too. It's almost like she's waiting for someone in our friend circle to arrange a job for her in one of our companies but tbh it sounds like she's a professional nightmare if she expects to be spoonfed everything. She's 30, not 20. I don't understand some people.

No. 695588

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Oh god! Why are you so desperate for white knight Pornhube! Is your pornsickness that important that even if child porn and rape videos are taken down, your only thought is to ~Own the Radfems~ and nothing more? If you see a message of someone who is so needed of porn that can't think of anything else, your peanut sized brain goes to "Ohhh poor poor guy, why is life so unfair to cut off this sad guy's source of brain rotting" and actually think that the problem here are the evil whamen. Dude, just shut up about "TERFs", no one is getting hurt by loosing all of those porn videos, aside from pornsick explotive people, oh! I'm sowwy, I meant those poor trans women who write MLP rape fanfiction, I'm sorry by misgender the ~oh so oppresed~ catgender person who rates porn actresses.

Seriously, if your biggest complain about a post about an abuser getting their way into abusing more innocent people is that "Well, actually this abuser goes by She/her now, please don't misgender her" then good job for proving that you just care about having the moral superiority.

Not even the actual trans women I know want to be part of any of this, and not because the are ~brainwashed by evil Radfems~, this is just porn to make you feel like the most rightful person on the planet, you smug coomer.

No. 695597

you're getting more insufferable and loud by the day, I don't even want to be in public with you anymore you annoying faggot

No. 695600

I have no fucking idea why I am jealous of you out of all the fucking people around us but you don't even fucking know how lucky you are. You shouldn't have any friends left, you'll never know how much the hate you and how much chaos you caused. Your fucking fiancee would dump your kboo junkie ass if she knew all the shit you have done and driven people to do, bitch you even got the police involved. I hate you yet even I had to step the fuck in because you were so pathetic, one fucking low blow and your cute little wifey will get all the receipts and it won't be via me. You look like a fooooooooooooooool.

No. 695607

>>685484
Wow, this feels directed at me, but I know it's not because this year I've done graduated, broke up with the bf and got a good graduate job paying more than my poor ass can handle.

Don't hate, it could work out for her.

No. 695785

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You are fat. You are ugly. Nobody wants to have sex with you. You deserve every sudden intense moment of introspection, because you are a fat mass produced man. You are a terrible friend. I was friends with you for 3 years straight. You're a fat annoying gay cunt. I hope you die in your sleep, fatty.

No. 696909

I've said this once before but I'll say it again: stop trying to control my social circles. Please.

No. 696935

Oh my god everyone stop asking me for help with school and solve your own god damned homework and exams. I have my own to solve too and I have nobody to ask for help

No. 697050

>>695785
God I could’ve wrote this about a disgusting gay fatty too. I feel you anon.

No. 697320

>>692434
Yeah but when people say they feel better at 30, it's because they made their life a certain way. The same thing can apply to other people at 20, 25, 35. The change is not caused just by reaching 30 ffs.

No. 697322

Stop stalking me and find something better to do, retard. You are psychotic.

No. 697328

for op: i won't reply to that post because it's old, but i hate you too. kys

No. 697359

I want to tell you I was only nice to to you because I was worried you were going to kill yourself. It's the truth and I know it would hurt you so much and you deserve that but I'm still too worried you'd kill yourself lol. If you're ever mentally well I swear to godddddddd

No. 697427

i'm glad i decided to look into what you're doing after all this time, because it finally put how small and ridiculous you are into perspective. i feel like a weight has been lifted from my soul.

not only are you still hopping from person - person because you refuse to grow up and get a job, you've added so many ridiculous illnesses and lies into your list that i know for a fact are completely false. claiming you're now black/poc when you're as white as they come just adds the perfect cherry on top of your dogshit cake. you're lucky i don't have the patience to collect all my known info about you with your current lies because i am 100% certain you'd fit right into a thread here.
you are sick, but not in the ways you like to say you are.

No. 697551

Have fun rotting with your controlling husband. Your newest fanfic was really stiff and bad

No. 697564

Everything about you is so fake, the voice you put on, your video editing, your make up, your persona. You deserve to be in love with an abusive alcoholic piece of shit. The only person worth pitying is your daughter. Most of the pity you get is because you're so unfortunate looking and the false narrative you spin about your choices. Your as bad as those you condemn if not worse.

No. 697578

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Everyone thought you were this sweet quiet person but in reality you were an awful subhuman piece of shit. I have no idea how I was able to withstand the shit that you’d put me through and still remain friends with you. I’m glad your fat ass put on weight and your art is still as bad as ever. I honestly regret not having the nerve in high school to chew you out in front of everyone because you were the most toxic, insufferable, selfish, spineless, immature piece of shit weeb I had ever had the displeasure of befriending. He was also fucking awful alongside you. I regret not calling him out for his shit behavior too. You and what’s his name were the absolute worst best friends in existence and I hope you and him get what’s coming to both of you, you fucking assholes.

No. 697682

You are so fucking autistic, nobody is stalking you. Nobody is skinwalking you. Nobody wants to be you. Move on, you’re a sad seething little cunt of an adult groveling for clues in desperate search of things that just aren’t there for you to take. Perhaps focusing on others and trying to poke holes in their lives makes you feel better about how unbelievably sad yours is. Irregardless, you’ll never be any better.

No. 697887

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I'm unhinged, obsessive, and super creepy. If I spent 1/10 the amount of energy on making something of my life that I do on my psycho vendettas, I'd probably be a millionaire.

No. 697902

>>697887
hey anon can you do a quick vendetta for me? I have an ex who needs some sense slapped into him I'm really in need of a specialist

No. 698305

You made yourself out to be so much cooler & adventurous than you are in reality & I resent you for wasting 3 years of my 20's with your pathetic bait & switch gimmick.
All of your friends who I've met are idiotic, loser fuckboys who peaked in high school & that speaks volumes to who you are as a person. You have no backbone, no drive, you've work for an abusive boss at a menial minimum wage job for the past 5 years that you've hated from the beginning & don't seek other opportunities unless they are thrown in your lap by a family member.
You spend absolutely all of your free time browsing reddit or watching fucking runescape content creators & never want to go out or do anything fun because you want to 'relax on your day off,' as if the 20 hours you spend a week at a fucking fast food joint are back breaking & laborous.
You admitted to enjoying the pandemic because it was an excuse to stay posted on your lazy ass at home & not feel shame about it. Well, you should feel shame, you should be VERY ashamed.
Get your shit together asshole.

No. 698332

>>697887
same, anon.
your picture in conjunction with the text is sending me

No. 698346

>>697887
this is me except with whatever I'm obsessed over at the moment, my hyperfixations are consuming me and they feel like they're going to kill me, if I spent as half as much time not obsessing over that shit, I'd be a productive fuck

No. 698351

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Shipping yourself with an IRL person is fucking weird!!! I'm 90 percent sure that person is probably making fun of you behind your back, especially because of how fucking fat, obsessive, and degenerate you are.

No. 698364

Just nuke all fat and obsessive degenerates tbh. Put them to pasture.

No. 698510

I shouldn't have let you use me. You used me for my kindness and as a personal chauffeur because I have a car. I'm tired of hearing about drama you've caused wherever you went. I'm goddamn tired about your bipolar ass sperging about "I miss the mountains" uwu. You stole my video games and refused to give them back, it was a few hundred dollars worth and I have no doubt you sold them for drugs. I don't have any friends anymore and after someone like you why should I? You've ruined my trust in people.

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>>698364
Can't you read? This is not for whining about large (hehe) groups of people, anon.

Anyway, why the hell did you settle so hard? What the hell happened, bitch? Also why the hell did you start shooping all your photos, you are already cute, did the scrote do this to you? Fucking tragic.

No. 698525

>>698351
more milk pls

No. 698819

you can be such a hypocrite, one rule for you but another for everyone else. I hate how dismissive you are of my beliefs, pretending that you care but whenever I bring them up you 'don't want an argument' because it's impossible for you to listen to anything without immediately inserting your own fucking opinion. You're so childish, but act as though you're a mature person, please. I see through it all and I'm not impressed.

No. 698902

.. Nothing can fix this. This hate for myself is so deep rooted. Everyone keeps trying to tell me to go to therapy. I did therapy for 12 years. They can't fix this. Their go-to for self worth is pills and I know this isn't a chemical issue. "Find the right one". I don't know why I even bothered going to you. Someone I thought I could trust and now I really have no one to go to. I just want someone to listen and cry with, to hold me. Instead you tell me to not come to you anymore. I hate myself so much.. I can't do this for 50 more years.

No. 698904

>>698902
>>698902
I'm trying so hard. I can't eat again. I can't do hurting myself. There are things about depression that are so glamorized in media. Like how easy it is once you get help. How pills are amagical cure and try this one, and this one if that one doesn't work. Etika still killed himself in pills, robin Williams still killed himself on pills. Pills don't make you magically better. Talking to some stranger who, no matter hiw hard you explain, will never understand. Why is it only those who hate themselves so much, get it? I understand why people suicide in packs now. At least they get it. I just want someone to listen.

No. 698907

>>698904
This is probably the wrong place to talk about this again. I honestly don't know where I can talk about this. Maybe a cutting rrcovery forum. I don't know. If anywhere here knows, help me. Please give me a site. I want to talk to others like me but don't have anywhere to go.

No. 698908

>>698907
I'm too scared to kill myself. I won't. But all I keep repeating to myself is to do it. Im so worthless. A few months ago I was okay. Now I just want to disappear

No. 698913

>>698908
Actually feels good to say all that here. But really.. i don't know what to do. If any anons feel this way please please tell me

No. 698943

It hurts so much that you're my best friend. it makes me so happy when we talk, I hardly even notice it until the conversation ends and it feels like coming down from a high. Knowing that I was somehow so unbelievably unattractive to you that one time that it wasn't worth a second chance. Knowing that you'd rather this girl you talked so poorly of to me, telling me how disgusted you were/are of her and then knowing somehow I'm not even worth as much as that. It makes me so angry, it makes me hate you so much sometimes.. but in the end I know the person I hate is myself and I do know it was an impossible dream even if it hadn't been for what happened. I just have so much anger and sadness; I feel like I loved and wanted to spend my life with him and he beat and abandoned me; and now years later I felt like I truly trusted and loved you and I truly thought we'd spend our lives together and I feel somehow even more hurt and abandoned by you. I know you don't mean to make me feel that way, but knowing everything you do, having been there as my friend for all those years, did you have to feed me that fantasy? I realize I'm not going to have the happy fairy tale ending to my life, I knew that before hand too, but God I'm so resentful you had me believing in it again. I hate that you can just go on, I hate that you remind me you're happy just sleeping around doing whatever and that it's just so sad I still want what you can't… I hate that it's been over a year and I still switch on/off from wanting to kill myself over it every night. I can't really blame you, or hate you, but I wish I could.. I wish I could talk to you without feeling that high, I wish I had felt anything like that before with literally any one else; I wish I could be stable; I wish I wasn't nearing my 30s and still self harming over failed relationships.

I hate myself and I'm just self aware enough that I can't use you as my scapegoat. I'm sorry for wanting to.

No. 699354

I hate how everyone just magically thinks antidepressants fix everything. Talking to doctors fixes everything. There are so many suicidal people out there that do both and still kill themselves. Im happy we are talking more about mental health, but people have this skewed pedestal for it as a fix-all. Its as bad as expectations from women when all youve seen is media. It's so isolating being told these will fix everything when you know it won't. Especially when you've done therapy for 10+ years before and have tried meds. Low self esteem can't be fixed. You have to look at your ugly self every day. Cutting can't be fixed. Meds don't stop the urges. Im a broken person. What left is there honestly for me.

No. 699366

>>698913
I keep thinking about this too, I'm 30 and I've pretty much never not wanted to die but suicide is such a fucking hassle

No. 699902

>>699366
It just feels like no light is there. I'm doing better today. I got a hotel just to 'get out' out where I've been. I'm not in an abusive home, I don't havr external factors that aren't laughable to other people,but for me it feels tremendously hard to the point of cutting. No veins, I don't go deep, but I feel like I'm emotionally trapped back in high school.

No. 700155

>>699902
I promised this entire pandemic I wouldn't relapse, I relapsed in January. I was able to hold out till December before I completely lost my shit, then I self harmed on and off for a week. Being so proud of myself the entire pandemic for not relapsing despite using unhealthy coping mechanisms and then becoming so consumed by the stressors that followed me when I went back to work mid year. I only want to die if one thing happens to me on my hypothetical bucket list, and the likelihood of that happening is very low, but I'm holding out that it happens in 2021, 2020 has been a horrible year and I have faith I can get that in 2021. I've tried to kill myself multiple times in my life so I fucking know when I scratch that item off my list, I feel like god will be ready to just kill me once for and all

No. 700357

I like my work friend but she seems…thick? I don't know how else to describe it. She's very nice and can be perceptive to my emotions but…so she wanted to have lunch together, but I had a headache so avoided her, she asked where I was and I said "in a dark, quiet room because I need it. My head hurts." and she proceeded to FIND ME in a 5 floor building full of meeting rooms and chat to me as if all was fine, asked me why I was basically unresponsive as if I hadn't said anything over text.

And I asked her to take over a responsibility of mine for 20 minutes that involved needing to be there specifically to recieve stuff. I come back within 10 minutes and she's fucked off elsewhere she hadn't even asked someone else to take over. And I told her 3 times TODAY that I would be off til past christmas. But as I was saying goodbye and see you after the 25th, she was shocked I'll be off. Like, girl.

She also talks SO MUCH, even when she's supposed to be learning something. Then she doesn't get it. Before today we sat very separately and so she'd be confused and I'd help because I did my research. Today she kept. on. talking. to me so I couldn't focus. I told her I couldn't read and listen to her at the same time and she was like "oh ok sorry" but kept going. Eventually I just had to fully shut her out which just made me feel bad because she was talking about her serious worries.

And then despite not knowing her tasks well, she does her best to avoid doing anything. Like no wonder she struggles. But even THEN she makes SO MANY mistakes when she does do something. It's like…Every piece of work, every sheet of paper, she makes at least 1 beaurocratic error. And it's usually the same same mistakes, with the same solutions.

It turned into a bit of a bitchfest, but it sucks because I so rarely vibe well with people, but she seems a bit hopeless. She's so self flagellating that I need to try lift her up, also the coworkers aren't taking kindly to her and the amount of mistakes she makes either.

No. 700470

This fucking idea that kids should just willingly get up and do chores is so stupid to me? Growing up my mom would always degrade me for being a shit daughter because she wouldn't find the house spotless when she got home. Isn't it normal for most kids to not do shit unless asked to? If I'm asked to do the dishes, I'll do them. Why would I just do them out of nowhere, especially if every time I do something around the house I'm told I did a terrible job and that it's more time consuming to have me do anything. Also no offense to my mom but you're stay at home and you're also not very close to your kids so what reason do I have to help you when it's never appreciated and plus you're not doing much else?

This is old news and as an adult I help out and I also appreciate stay at home moms, but still I just can't help but remember how weird it was to me that I, as a literal child, was expected to have the drive to just do random chores with no request given.

No. 700778

>>700470
when i did chores out of nowhere it was not even acknowledged most of the time, but when i was not doing it before they noticed something too dirty or out of order (still okay but not shiny and spotless) i got so much shit for it. i hope i won't do this to my kids. i don't think a child is lazy and ungrateful for not being a house maid voluntarily. nobody asked to be born.

No. 700785

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i loathe how normies don't get my jokes. when i'm serious they think i'm joking and when i'm joking they think i'm serious.
why can't people just be fucking honest?
i fucking wish i was normal. for most of my life i hated myself. nowadays i enjoy myself but not for long before some fucking normie who takes themselves way too seriously starts ruining my life.
i was dancing to the music at the counter, nothing to wild, bopping and swaying around. partly because my back pain and because i liked the song. then this bitch starts making condesceding comments to me about how i'm working too fast and implying i'm childish and naive. cunt what the fuck, when i was starting the job the problem was me looking too gloomy.
this fucking dickhead went behind my back to talk shit and as a result i got less hours. why mess with my fucking life when i did nothing to you? i like it when others are happy but when i am it annoys people?? just fuck my life. i must always have 100% self control, professional acting skills and a pokerface, just to pass as normal, and even then, only a shy, quiet normie. if i dare to joke around, be curious about things, i am immediately judged and judged so harshly like i am a fucking murderer. i want to quit society and only ever work from home.

No. 700791

I'm sorry i'm such a loser and can't build up the courage to just come up and talk to you, i die slowly thinking of all our awkward run ins and i'm just too pussy to even say hi. the reason i don't is because i hate myself so much and i know you're type of girl is not a crippling anxiety ridden bpd drug addict. i hide all my bad quirks well and pretend i'm the most innocent nicest human and even soften up my body language and voice to come off as approachable at least. i keep telling myself if i was worth it enough you would have come up and talked to me by now just like all the other girl co workers. i'm just not right and unnaproachable lol

No. 700793

>>700785
I hate normies too. I wish they all died. Fuck them.

No. 700795

It pisses me off how I'm stuck living with parents who are absolute pigs, they have no hygiene at all never wash their hands or clean up after themselves even when they make an obvious mess like piss and blood and hair on the toilet seat or when fucking picking their nose or spitting in their hands or touching poop or their genitals and the kitchen also gets covered in I don't want to know what and it's a pain to clean because even their cleaning supplies are really disgusting
My mother also acts like she's a retarded person half the time but sometimes she acts normal so it's as if she's just pretending to be a retarded fuck for fun?? She's also not truly potty trained and pisses everywhere because she "doesn't feel like going to the toilet" you're a fucking adult just fucking go to the toilet what kind of disgusting excuse is that and she doesn't use tp or wash her hands when she does sigh

No. 700800

>>700785
People are just shit like this. They'll find issue with everything and anything you can do. Sometimes I still randomly think about when I was working in a restaurant as a hostess and the amount of random shit I put up with. It was an ocean front restaurant and the front door was propped open in the warmer months but it could also be windy from the waterfront, and sometimes my hair would get tangled from it. So this one time, a rich woman in her 60s power walks by me I guess getting something from her car and I was running my hand through a piece of my hair to detangle it and she goes, "You must really like your own hair" and walks off before I can even register what she said. This is pretty benign but I always think back to it because what the fuck bitch what is your problem? I can't touch my own hair for a few seconds without being a narcissist?

Another time a really old Rudy Giuliani looking ass bitch came in telling me he had a reservation when he literally did not. I typed in his name and nothing came up, so I asked him to spell it for me and when I looked up, he was looking at me with — I swear — pure fucking hatred in his eyes. He proceeded to practically spit his name at me again. I type it in, still nothing, and then he starts getting really angry with me but at that point I can't remember what he was saying because my brain just shut off and I walked away to find my manager before I panicked (have GAD). People are just hateful sacks of shit for no reason, and if you're young or female they'll feel even more willing to use you as a punching bag. Hang in there, nonnie, it's not your fault and you don't deserve this shit. Working in the service/retail industry is awful.

No. 700803

>>700785
>when i'm serious they think i'm joking and when i'm joking they think i'm serious
I hate it too and it made my internship hell because the most basic, straight forward things I could say about my job to coworkers to inform them about things they needed to know were NEVER taken seriously, simple affirmative sentences sounded like questions to thel because they're dumb so they thought I was retarded (which affected my grade) and the few times I made jokes they thought I was serious and all got concerned. I once just joked to a girl I was training about how hearing me talk non stop to explain everything must be annoying because we had no internet so I couldnt show her anything at all. And everyone started reacting like I was legit insecure over the sound of my voice and one of them wrote me a genuine letter about how she thinks I have a pretty voice and I should believe in myself. The fuck? My coworkers who werent this stupid didnt stay for long so it felt horrble being stuck with these people.

No. 700809

>>699354
Anon, there is everything left for you. Don't give up. I hope you find something that works for you. You don't deserve to feel like this

No. 700818

>>700803
Damn I could have written this myself. I've pretty much given up on socialising with coworkers because any time I say anything, no matter how mundane, they react like I said something really strange or stupid. Even when I significantly dumb down my sense of humour and make sure not to make any references they might miss, they still take my obvious jokes seriously and treat me like I'm a complete idiot. One time I made the mistake of joking that "I thought everyone knows the moon is made of cheese" and I shit you not two different people both pulled out their phone to prove me wrong by reading me the Wikipedia article about the moon.
There's one guy whose personality and sense of humour is extremely similar to mine and we've accidentally made the exact same jokes a few times, but somehow he doesn't have this problem. When I say something, everyone stares at me I'm a dog who just started talking but when he says it, they laugh.

No. 700867

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>>700795
that's horribly disgusting anon. is your mom just old or disabled? time to put her in a home. i hope you can move out asap.

>>700800
costumer service is hell. i never thought i would meet such nitpicky people in my life. once a man made me measure out a certain milligram of spices, changing it 3 times. when i finally got it right he wanted to take a closer look.. then decided it did not look fresh enough and he does not want it anymore…
unfortunately true about being a punching bag. one woman made a complaint about me for not having her preferred coins as change. her story was blown out of proportion, as if i literally denied her service. she said i was keeping the whole line up and people were groaning at my incompetence, and how dare i act in such a manner and that i should be fired.

>>700803
shit, i think i remember your story from a while back. that letter is making me cringe from second hand embarrassment. did you explain to them that it was actually a joke? i'm usually too shocked at them not getting it to make an effort at explaining.

>>700818
being quiet and smiling is the safest bet. i experience this also. sometimes in a class group i made a joke and people were confused. then some guy repeated it and they all laughed. perhaps i should transition… internet friends get my humor but i can't with normies. i tried using a funny voice and making a silly face when joking but it makes things even worse. someone please publish a human interaction manual.

No. 700886

>>700818
>>700867
That use to happen to me all the time! I'd make a joke and people either looked at me like I had two heads or would bluntly say "not funny", then a dude would repeat the same joke and they'd clap.

No. 700888

>>700867
She's neither, she has always been this way. Both my parents just don't give a shit about hygiene and my mother has some literally retarded tendencies and I've asked my dad a few times what's wrong with her and he says oh she's just like this but my dad is also nasty so
I'm developing anxiety about touching things since I know there's always all kinds of bodily fluids and gross things everywhere

No. 700922

>>700795

Has your mother always been this way? wetting herself, smearing poop and her disgusting hygiene could be a sign of a bigger problem.

No. 700925

>>700888
That's disgusting.. Was she like that growing up too? I think that's unacceptable to live in as a child.

No. 700981

>>700785
Not really a 'normie' issue so much as 'cunts who don't like you' issue. That's why you're damned if you do or damned if you don't.

I started a new office job recently, and while I'm not having the jokes issue yet, I'm clearly not liked. I am not in the "circle" yet. People give me that who-the-fuck-are-you type of look when I join in the open conversation they're having among our cubicles. Not to mention some people are just two faced to everyone as a default. Also typical office politics microaggresions: On Monday this bitch who's supposed to be training me wrote an email and cc'd my supervisor, telling me that I "forgot" to do something on Friday. When the reality is I ran out of time to complete everything because I didn't have permissions to access a folder to drop files in and THAT BITCH chose not to help me out until she was ready to leave! This wasn't an 'email and cc a manager' issue either, this bitch could have popped her head up from her cubicle and told me to make sure I updated the file number and BOOM would have been done in a few mouseclicks. But she didn't wanna tell the manager the part about how she waited last minute to help. She escalated it like I was the incompetent one.
When I first got here she whined to me about other people having "attitudes" but now she's annoyed with me for daring to ask questions and not reading her mind when she doesn't explain things well, and now I think the problem is her attitude.

It's hard but don't take it personally, some people are just fucking shitty and clearly wanted to be queen bee of their own cliques for lack that they had in high school. Also this >>700800, and ugh some people are just so insufferable. I don't work front line with customers anymore but I could not believe the hell that people gave me for managing to take their shit with a smile and friendly voice. Some people were put on this earth to be miserable and never happy and act like everyone else is more stupid and beneath them.

No. 700996

>>700922
My parents just don't care about hygiene and things like that, they have jobs and know how to function normally they just don't want to. As far as I know it has always been like this. I remember things like this from over a decade ago, my mom would piss outside the car that I was sitting in because again she "didn't feel like going to the toilet". The last time I saw her bare ass pissing in our backyard was somewhere this year. Fucking horrific all the shit I hear and see every day since I was born.

No. 700999

>>700981
Are the people that pull this shit mostly women? I'm not in any way a pickme but my biggest office nightmares were those with lots of women in it. Any bureaucratic manegerial type of work seemed to have attracted that type of people. specifically women with a real cuntish attitude.

No. 701000

I seriously can't wait to kick you out lmao.

No. 701005

>>700996
if this makes you feel better, the male members of my family never clean their shit out of the toilet. which reminds me i should not clean that, but then my sister or mother would. and these people are adults without disability. how is it not disgusting to them that there are literal stains on the toilet? it smells too. another thing is piss drops all around the seat and around the toilet bowl. sometimes they manage to get really far from the actual toilet. i am beginning to wonder they are doing this on purpose. none of them clean the floors or wipe the seats. i stopped using one toilet altogether (there are two) because they use it the most.

the worst things i have seen were worms around a trash can from rotting meat being "forgotten" behind it, and literal shit drops in the shower. how in the fuck do you leave shit droplets in the shower??? where you are supposed to get fckikng clean?!
i wish i could separate the house into male and female sections.

No. 701016

i know it shouldn't, but it gives me GINORMOUS schadenfreude that after so many years you're still at square one of your higher education, hopping from major to major and perpetually a freshman, while i'm actually making progress on my own major.

No. 701017

>>701005
I don't want anyone suffering like this but it does feel good not to be alone. But the only other people here are my parents and they're both disgusting, I don't have anyone here who can help me out or discuss things with me, I just have to clean all their gross shit on my own, just for myself, and as soon as I leave they just make it dirty again.. I started to avoid touching things with my hands and now use my sleeves to touch most things, where possible. I try not to make it too obvious that I'm disgusted because I don't want to get into any fights. I try to keep to myself and stay in my room but the disgusting kitchen and bathroom are hard to deal with.. There's not even a sink or cleaning supplies in the bathroom because that doesn't fit in there since it's extremely tiny so I have to take care of everything from my also extremely tiny room, part of my room is filled with my own toilet paper, paper towels, wet wipes, cleaning wipes etc

No. 701042

>>700867
>i'm usually too shocked at them not getting it to make an effort at explaining.
Usually it's the same for me but I was sick of it. I'd just say things like "XXX client called and wanted to give you news about XXX event/call/interview directly, he asked me to tell you to contact him directly" and they'd almost always answer shit like "yeah, how should I know if he wants me to contact him? He told YOU that when you were on the phone, why are you asking me?" and at some point the only reason why I never replied back was because I didn't want my sass to reduce my grade. Which didn't work at all anyway. If I started telling anyone to stop acting like this I was worried I could even be fired and never be able to graduate. I hope I won't meet these retards irl again. At least the girl who did the letter wasn't working closely with me and just seemed like a very nice girl who misunderstood my joke. The others were mean-spirited, passive aggressive little bitches on top of that.

Actually a coworker/other intern told me she felt like she was treated the exact same way and had the exact same misunderstandings and judgmental comments. She'd just say she spent her weekend watching shows on Netflix and work on her thesis for school just for small talk and everyone expect me and another intern would just judge her as if she said she went to a massive orgy in a BDSM dungeon the whole weekend. She told me she'd often say very simple things to our manager and she'd treat her like an idiot when the manager was the one who couldn't even understand her. We supposed at the time it was maybe racism against us but we weren't sure. The only other non white employee was also a bitch, but she also turned out to secretly hate our boss for the exact same reason after all so who knows. If you were a normal, well-adjusted person with semi-common hobbies you'd be treated like a huge weirdo by these people and when you stopped sharing anything with them after that you were treated as some kind of insecure shut-in. Now I'm working at a shitty job but people are acting like normal human beings and not parodies of "normies" so I'm doing way better. Fuck normies. sage for blog post.

No. 701076

>>700999
I think they -tend- to be women just because we all typically had to work real hard and go the extra mile to fight our way into these nice office jobs. Some just never drop the competitive scarcity mentality.
The bitch that I mentioned in my story constantly brought up how she was "thrown into the fire" when she first started (it's a startup company) and how she basically had to learn everything on the fly which implies she must have fucked up a lot. Now she has a chip on her shoulder when I come in and casually ask her how to do something which takes 40 seconds of her time because !how dare I! not spend hours of my time trying to figure it out myself like she did and messing up and making my work redundant like she had to. She's been a shit trainer because she has this attitude that she's too busy and is above my role now to be bothered with it, all because things were shit for her when she started out and that does not a good leader make.

I'm expected to train people as early as next month and I'm taking as many notes and typing up as many 'How-Tos' as I can because I don't want anyone to have to suffer through this vague and rushed training as I have, and I also don't want my teammates to think I'm a piece of shit.

No. 701140

>>701076
I fucking hate people with that "I suffered so you have to suffer too" mentality

No. 701317

>>700999
>>701076
women in the workplace are more petty while men in the workplace are more disrespectful. pick your poison.

No. 701358

>>701317
I don't know if petty is the right word for it when there's usually a reason that they became that way. Men are just assholes by default.

>>701076
I hate this shit and it's unlikely that it will work, but maybe if you can get her to mention something about teaching herself things from scratch you could try and say something like "that must have been really hard, I'm glad I can ask you for help. If I'm ever in an experienced position I want to help train people too, it's so counterproductive to not help each other"
Sometimes people just want to feel like a victim and a hero, it can help them change their mentality towards you to indulge it

No. 702105

Listen to me just listen to the words I say when I speak it isn't that fucking hard just listen and then answer me instead of treating every conversation like a fucking sermon just listen to me and comprehend the words I say and reply to them. treat me like a real person

No. 702220

everyone in my family thinks the world revolves around them and then treat my existence like an inconvenience just because im mentally ill, unsuccessful, and not rich like them. the audacity to expect someone making nearly 1000 a month to spend 100+ minimum per person (for over 10 people, so over a month of my wages) for christmas is insulting. sorry im not married to a fucking doctor that makes over 700k a year!!! my moms excuse “but you don’t have to pay rent/don’t have bills and what do you spend your money on anyways?? you never leave the house” LOL WHAT
then i have to hear bratty autistic kids crying at 6 in the fucking morning banging on the fucking walls for the next 2 weeks and cant say a fucking word about it or i will hurt my brothers feelings because he thinks i hate him because im an introvert

i wish i weren’t a fuck up and could financially support myself and permanently ghost my family, we are complete opposites and they wouldnt even notice im not there, all they do when i am in their presence is complain about me anyways. truly the worst time of year.

No. 702356

sometimes white anons here can get very annoying and wrong when some topic or issue related to race comes up

No. 702411

Fuck this shut my only friend in my tiny city is trooning out, this will be the end of a friendship swindle the beginning of my high school years. I’m so depressed but I’m not gonna feed into his delusions.

No. 702455

I nearly vomited in my mask this time. I daydream of taking that vomit and force-feeding it to you, and it would still taste and smell a bajillion times better than whatever that… thing you're "cooking" is. IhateyouihateyouihateyouihateyouihaethaethaetHAAATE

No. 702461

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Fuck this gay earth and fuck south america I hate being a third worlder wherever I go and whatever hobbies or skills I picked up will always be looked down upon because I happened to be born in a shithole
ONE life and I was born a third worlder into lolita. There's no sort of any alt fashion scene to even fit in or relate to because the country is infested with biblefags ahhhhh

No. 702487

I woke up at 3am to my chihuahua screaming bloody murder because her foot got stuck like 1cm inside her pajama sleeve. If she had tried moving AT ALL it would've popped right out, but she opted to lay there frozen in terror until I fixed it. I swear she has no self preservation instinct whatsoever. Dog now has a phobia of her pajamas and cries if they're on, but also cries if I take them off because she gets cold. She used to love them.

I'm mainly pissed because I skipped out on Christmas eve with family to catch up on sleep and this has to happen. It just has to. I've been awake for the past four hours trying to ignore the periodic whining. I told my parents I'd come over in the morning but I don't know if I'll be up to it. I'm a shit driver when tired. I really wanted to go though.

No. 702789

have fun wasting time on genshin while I impact the real world

No. 702793

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No. 702800

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No. 702804

I am considering calling the psych ward, I feel suicidal because my family drank all the coke and left to some shithole island for a few hours without me.


I feel like drowning myself in alcohol with the liquor left over from last night if there is any left

No. 702833

>>702804
Update, my an hero attempt failed because there was no more liquor to od from and idk how to use a can opener to open strawberry daiquiris so I’m just gonna take my ass to the Cheesecake Factory and lonely munch on pasta.

No. 702836

>>697682
Lol is that the best you can say you dumb narcissistic whore?

Please continue photoshopping yourself with Meitu and pretend your life is so amazing when you live in a hoarder house filled with illegal animals, a hoarder mentally unstable mother who controls you and feeds into your victim complex, and you are a completely pathetic pick-me who thinks you are hot shit when indeed you are nothing more than a trash mammal that is befitting for your house that looks like a crackhouse den for meth heads. Grow up and get your drivers license so you can stop giving road head to your multiple male friends behind your boyfriends back. You should also get a STD test for all the men you sleep with sweetie, you do live in the ghetto part of Los Angeles after all. Happy holidays you bitter cunt and stay salty.

No. 702840

>>702836
I'm sorry for replying but I genuinely can't tell if this is a response or a continuation of the replied post and for some reason that makes this really funny to me

No. 702843

>>702840
Nah this is a response. She knows who she is.

No. 702847

>>697682
Please continue calling your cuck white boyfriend "husband :3" when he is just a 22 year old boyfriend when you are an almost 30 year old cradle robber. Are you again that bitter your ex-boyfriend is happily married to a woman who is leagues better than you? She is college educated and more mature than you'll ever be. Good job pushing my tranny chaser ex to date that MTF though, it really made me a radfem.

Also you claim you're not skinwalking me but you copied the aesthetic I had and I even have months and months of evidence of you copying me? You copy my big eyes, my facial features and whatever style I have at the moment. You are being a skinwalker. A cheap 99 cent store thrift version of me is what you are. Learn how to be original you dumb cunt and leave me alone. And YOU move on. I am sick of your stupid immature little games.

No. 702850

I love you so much, I don’t even know how. We’ve known each other for 7 years and I think that now I truly, really love you. You’re beautiful and amazing too, smart and skillful too.
I wish you could understand that yourself, but that complex you got won’t let you and it honestly makes me feel sad. No matter how many times I tell you that I love you and that you’re probably the only person, who is not from my family, that I care about, you still don’t get it and you still find a way to think that that’s not true.
If only we could be more independent, because you also have this chained elephant issue I got, I think we could at least hug more often that every once in a huge while.
This is why I’m always thinking about what if we lived in a different country, I just wish we could be happy together even if it wouldn’t be acceptable for the rest of the people we know.
Then again, I’m also constantly feeling, somehow guilty? Sometimes I think you deserve someone who can be more proactive and assertive. Sometimes I also think that going a step further and being more than this, honestly strange thing we got, whatever it is, would give me more security to plan more things for the future. But I don’t really know.
What if you fall in love with a guy? Or what if you find a better friend? I don’t know what to do if that were to happen, to be honest, maybe I should think more about it.

No. 702853

>>685198
I decided to google you last night, after a few years of not thinking about you that much. I used to think I made a bad decision breaking up with you, like if I would have married you I might have avoided that harrowing-ass part of my mid 20s that was so awful.
But now I see you and your wife live in what is, objectively, the most boring city I've ever been to. You are cookie-cutter middle class people who run 5-Ks and drink craft beer and drive SUVs. Nothing wrong with that. It's just not my thing.
Also I remembered you are secretly bisexual – nothing wrong with that – but you cheated on me with random men from Craigslist, and you're probably doing the same thing to your current wife. I feel bad for the way I treated you (I was young and selfish and was definitely mean and uncaring toward you many times), but I'm finally truly glad we didn't end up together. You were addicted to porn – and showed me some of the worst, most questionable, violent, and violating things I've ever seen on camera.
You always were an undercover creep, disguised as an all-American normie. I used to miss you. It was nice to remember that I actually dodged a bullet.

No. 702875

>>702833
Damn anon, enjoy the pasta, hope the hangover isn't too killer!

No. 702891

>>702853
Lord, he sounds like a total douche lmao

No. 702892

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Dear cunt,
Please know that you and I are not friends anymore. You cut those ties long ago, begging me to drive hours into a different state for you, demanding I take you to a doctor's appointment, crying about how you can't survive without your precious weed, it's bullshit and I'm absolutely fucking sick of it.

You potentially exposed me to covid, and thats the last fucking straw. You stay around until you get your second test results back, then you are gone from my life. Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you. Everything you are and everything you stand for.

Fucking stupid cheating bitch, what did you think was gonna happen? I'm glad your ex took all his electronics. You literally said you were going to try and "hack" him. Not that you'd be able to, you're dumb as dogshit.

You know, I almost wish I had the balls to continue to e-beg shamelessly like you do. What are you fucking doing, for real??? You got broken up with, you begged 3 grand off your mom and some fucking simp on your discord server, and you only had to post your disgusting floppy titties to get it. Why haven't you taken that money and fucked off to the next person you'll leech off of? We all know you don't plan on getting a job. So just fucking go. Leave. Nobody likes you, nobody wants you around. We have a separate group chat where we talk shit on you, you know. We all hate you and we all agree we're done with your stupid fucking ass.

Youre so ungrateful and disgusting. You're an abusive fuck and I despise you. Pic related - some of the bullshit that is directed my way near DAILY. Ugh.

No. 702893

i am so much better than everyone else. i will not improve i will just get better at manipulating or hiding my true self

No. 702907

>>702893
queen.

No. 702920

>>702875
Guess all the restaurants are closed for the night, I wasted $20 on Lyft round trips and are leftover Christmas dinner from yesterday.


Now my sister in law is calling me to drink

No. 702950

>>702847
how is it possible to copy big eyes and facial features? this 99 cent bitch getting plastic surgery?

start a thread you two are funny

No. 702987

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fucking man children complaining about me being up late and keeping them up while i cook tomorrows lunch and clean after them since i don't want to live in squalor…. being passive aggressive when i use the common spaces at night cause its "where you sleep" despite having the fucking master bedroom?!?!?!? mother fucker if you want to act like my nonnie and fall asleep watching tv go do it in your MASTER BEDROOM with your MOUNTED FLATSCREEN AND DVR and let me smoke this fucking shitty little joint in the living room. i just want to read some god damn lolcow and EXIST IN A SPACE WITHOUT FEELING LIKE I NEED TO SHRINK!!!!! FFFFFFFUCK YOU FAGGOTS!!!!!!! EAT MAC AND CHEESE WITH DINO NUGGIES AND FUCKING DIE!!!! CRUNCHY SOCK HAVING RESIN SMELLING ASS!!!

No. 702989

>>702987
uhhhh anon smoking inside is a no-no

No. 702990


No. 703004

Your my brother in law and i care so much about u but how could u pull a gun and put it to your head in front of us then refuse help sometimesbi think it was just a stunt im scared of u and its caused a huge rift i feel fear anytime im alone with u i dont trust u anymore im scared… i think i hate u almost hurt my husband swinging the gun around i want to forgive u but im not sure i ever can u almost took my everything away and or scared my husband for life how do u expect me to sit at fucking christmas dinner and be normal

No. 703007

>>702989
maybe the "get it off your chest" thread isnt for you

No. 703041

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>>702989
hey, look at me, is it your security deposit?

No. 703079

>>702950
Meitu.

Nah if she posts again I will post her on the personal lolcow thread.

No. 703148

>>702893
Are you me? Convinced I have antisocial personality disorder but I don't see it as a problem that needs to be fixed. I see it as a superpower that means I never feel sorry or sad

No. 703153

>>703148
>I see it as a superpower that means I never feel sorry or sad
christ my mom has literally said exactly that
do you ever want to sexually torment children? just curious

No. 703162

I can fix him, things have to change it won't be like this forget just fix him and everything will be perfect. I'm doing okay, I got this.

No. 703163

>>703162
Cool a text clue from a dark deep web murder mystery ARG

No. 703169

>>703163
Ay fuck you anon this is my life

No. 703172

>>703169
Anon I don't know what else to tell you, if your happiness relies on forcing yourself to forget things and fixing a man then you're living in a tired creepypasta
Unless I'm horribly misunderstanding this and you just need to get your tomcat neutered in which case I hope he makes a speedy recovery

No. 703177

>>703162
Nguyen Nguyen? They let you out of jail?

No. 703188

Cat hair is disgusting.
No, I don't care if you claim to brush the cat frequently.
No, I don't care if you claim to clean often.
No, I don't care if you think cat maintenance is any harder than any other mammalian pet upkeep.
No, I don't care if you don't think shed animal fur and dander is no biggie.
If I walk out of your home with a layer of matted cat hair on my stockings, you are gross.
If I can't even place a coat on a chair or sit on the sofa without needing a lint roller before I head out the door again, you are gross.
If I'm cooking your Christmas dinner and I have to clean out the pot I intended to cook your food in because there was an amalgamation of cat/human hair in it despite it being in the cupboard, you are gross.
If I got to tell my bf to strip before he enters my apartment because I have to wash our cat hair clothes before I find hair in my bed and subsequently my cooch, you are gross.

You are an incompetent human with zero hygiene and evidently no respect for your guests.
No, I don't have to be allergic to think it's gross.
No, you don't get to blame your mentally ill wife for not cleaning up and taking care of the cats better when you are the lazy clutterbug who doesn't even take his plate to the sink after he pigs out.
Too bad there is no hell because I'd say you ought to spend eternity trying to cough up the driest, most intolerable cat hair ball. You are so nasty.

No. 703230

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Don't you fucking dare to try pull off some mtf bullshit on us now, bitch boy go get therapy. You are pathetic, a fucking scrote and turning into a wohhman solves nothing. You were abused and your parents suck ass but that doesn't mean you're a fucking woman, you're a selfhating acne ridden bisexual cuck who tries to sext most of your women friends. You're not even seeing what we all are going through, you just cry about everything and fail to see that you haven't asked once how we are doing. You have friends who are seriously ill, trying to just stay chill as you just cry about everything, wondering why shit sucks. Get some face wash, get a place of your own, get therapy and shut the fuck up. I am done playing a therapist for you in the middle of my own shit, you selfish fuck.

No. 703244

Holy shit I'm in this server with this one girl and she keeps acting like a privileged nitpicky cunt who probably reads self diagnosis Tumblr drama to get a joy of her boring privileged life. She made me so angry because she refuses to see how I'm a medial expert in the things I am diagnosed with, struggle with on a daily basis, and she's not. I'm so mad. I am so sick and tired of these privileged cunts talking over me as if they know better than I do WHEN I ACTUALLY STUDIED THIS SHIT ONLINE AND KNOW ALL ABOUT IT. She even refused to understand how the suicide of my schizophrenic mother affected me so much from such a young age to this very day BECAUSE THE SYSTEM FAILED HER!! THIs country makes me so sick and then I have to listen to privileged people talk about how they have it soo hard. I hate privileged cunts from first world countries so much. All of this because I came forward with my insecurity about my body. I don't need your dumb opinion on me when YOU ARE SO PRIVILEGED YOURSELF GO FUCK YOURSELF.

No. 703247

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>>703244
I think it's funny how you act this way but had your little spergout in the server which made everyone laugh at you behind your back. Have fun letting your self diagnosis run wild. I recommend a NPD diagnosis while you're at it, it perfectly suits your victim complex.

No. 703261

>>703247
>>703244
Make out lol

No. 703280

>>703244
>I have studied a mental illness online, therefore I am an expert and can self-diagnose myself
Well this turned out to be pretty embarrassing for you.
>>703247

No. 703326

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No. 703330

>>702836
I’m the anon who posted that and I have no fucking idea what you’re talking about you psychotic fat fag. You are criminally fucking insane, get some help. Good job proving that the shoe can fit multiple people however.

>>702847
You are genuinely schizophrenic I’m assuming.

>>703079
You belong in a psych ward.

>>702843
So many posts lashing out at this person you keep describing that’s probably a figment of your imagination. Was it the voices, anon?(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 703501

>>703330
You good, anon?

No. 703506

>>703501
Nta, but tbf the other anon did sound crazy as fuck. I'm pretty sure the op states "Don't respond to other people's shit. It's not about you, you vain bitch." for this reason lmao. I guess we'll never know unless that other anon comes back and explains why she thinks that anon is after her though.

No. 703508

>>703330
This ban was absolutely not deserved

No. 703512

>>703506
Nta, I honestly think this is the same crazy anon who thinks everyone knows who she is and always makes anything she can about her.
Like when everyone was annoyed by the traumacore threads and shit, she said it was everyone just getting mad at her for creating other threads or something.
typos

No. 703513

>>703512
Rampant schizophrenia.

No. 703518

>>703512
>>703506
I think this is the nature of the GIOYC threads, because this happens on 4chan a lot too, but somehow 4chan is less gross about it than that anon
>>703508
She was infighting so it was due to happen
>>703512
Nah, I don't think it's her. I think we just have too many crazies here in /ot/ believe it or not. I don't like when people assume other anons are the same anons as whatever other thread anons got angry at that one other anon etc. She does sound similar to the girl who was complaining about someone vagueposting though. We'll never know.

No. 703521

>>703518
>redtexting a due response to unwarranted unhinged sperging
>not banning the sperg who responded to a single simple post like five times

No. 703523

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>>703512
>Like when everyone was annoyed by the traumacore threads and shit, she said it was everyone just getting mad at her for creating other threads or something.
Wait could you link to that post? Not to tinfoil but, kinda sounds like something another anon said in a thread from a while ago, pic rel. Idk if it's the same anon, but it would be funny as fuck if it was lmao

Anyway sorry to derail and be ot.

No. 703528

>>703523
those anons don't sound remotely alike, everyone just loves pointing fingers to each other and tinfoiling what anon is who.

No. 703530

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>>703523
This one, it was just unhinged.

No. 703532

>>703530
Whenever someone says unhinged I think of that antiyaoi anon. Are you sure you're not that anon too? Are we just one hivemind? should adminds use the (you) feature from now on? Or does this prove that /ot/ is used by the same 3 womenchild replying to each other always?

No. 703553

>>703079
Please link it here after you’re done

No. 703563

>>703521
>assuming they didn't get banned because no redtext

No. 703608

>>703606
I had a stroke trying to read this

No. 703619

>>703608
ESL sorry. Let me try to rephrase.:

>>703553
It probably isn’t going to be very interesting. It’s likely some poor random girl that anon is hyper-fixated on, desperately hoping she’s writing her letters on lolcow.

No. 703696

I JUST WANTED TO SEE HOW THE CLOTHES LOOKED, WHY DOES YOUR ILK MAKE A SOCIAL MEDIA POST ABOUT WEARING AN OUTFIT YET YOU ONLY POST THIS CABBAGE PATCH SELFIE SHIT FROM THE WAIST UP THAT NO ONE ASKED FOR

No. 703704

>>703244
>>703247
This is extremely gross and I can tell you're LARPing as that girl because you type nothing like her and got all the facts about her wrong.
Shame on you for using her personal tragedy to stir up drama and then lying to your friends about us being "crazy bitches". Go outside and grow up.

We let you join in good faith and you have been trying to stir shit up since the beginning. Mods of other servers you've been in have warned us about you, which is why you got banned.(stop bringing up the discord/tinfoiling)

No. 703736

>>703244
>>703247
…Are all servers advertised on here like this?

No. 703777

I never got the same tattoo as your worthless dad, you crazy bitch. I didn’t even know who your dad was. Completely striking out the fact that it was literally a henna hand tattoo I got during a bridal party, it’s an extremely common symbol and it looked nothing like your dads huge dumb tattoo. Stop trying to align my life with yours. I want nothing to do with you. I am still in disbelief that I just found out you really thought that. You are so incredibly sad.

No. 703778

>>703736
I seriously came into this thread to ask the same thing. I knew the LC servers were full of mentally ill people, but I didn't know it got to this point. No wonder the friend finder thread was locked.

No. 703990

>>703736
Yes, its full of spiteful personality disordered autists who will flip anything you say about yourself against you if you say something to disagree with them, even as simple as disliking an anime. I dont know why anyone would purposely go to an anonymized antisocial drama filled server(derailing)

No. 704031

idk what’s wrong w me my housemate is being super rude to me and hasn’t said why and it’s like damn I must be the worst ever. my bf is definitely falling out of love with me too .
kek

No. 704326

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You're going to take a nasty veggie Jersey Mike's sub to work for lunch tomorrow instead of the delicious homemade pierogi I made for you?
Are you fucking serious?
Are you for real you stupid little bitch?
If you wanted iceberg lettuce on bread with a few sliced cucumbers and a flavorless steak tomato then that's what I could have made and spared myself the trouble of making something actually delicious.
>"I need to eat the sub."
Yeah well you didn't have to buy it either today did you bitch?!

Fortunately, you saved yourself by saying you'll take them to work and eat your nasty sub for dinner instead. That's fucking right, you respect my cooking and labor.

No. 704922

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I am NOT looking forward to the day you start complaining about your gained weight because of the testosterone. Like, eating fucking McDonalds everyday, drinking beer and not being active is not gonna give you that Adonis bod you're craving idiot. Your chopped off tits will grow back and you'll hate it and yourself. I'd almost feel sorry for you because you were pressured into believing that a woman can't be butch but you're such an asshole that I can't be bothered anymore. Fuck you, phasing you out in 2021 bitch, no longer listening to you complaining all the time about the problems that you caused yourself. Also, if you bitch more than this I might just become an alcoholic.

This fucking sucks because I wish I could help you realise that you're just a butch lesbian and that the emulation of toxic masculinity does not look good on.

No. 705142

I still can't get over the fact that you conned hundreds of people into donating money for your "sex change" surgery and yet you still haven't gotten it yet and are probably using that money for other reasons.

Some of my own fucking family donated to you so that you could have a better life and you're just a waste of human skin.

This is why I'll never feel bad for you.

No. 705229

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i literally don’t care about the virus. UK is back on total lockdown and it’s totally fucked to outlaw social interaction and use legal force and pressure to stop people seeing loved ones and friends. it’s fucking inhumans. even prisoners are allowed visits.

No. 705244

>>705229
Healthy 28 year old I work with got it 6 months ago now, he can't climb stairs without gassing out, he's prolly fucked for life.

No. 705250

>>705244
you have more chance of winning the lottery than that happening to you

No. 705252

>Dumbass Shit Thread
literally every thread is dumbass shit you dickhead
>Just don’t go full retard, there’s another thread for that.
hell, there's an entire website

No. 705311

>>705229
as someone who has diabetic parents i genuinely hope you get it and your health is fucked forever. narcissistic selfish cunt(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 705323

>>705229
I mean you could possibly kill your loved ones if you do visit them but retards like you gotta feel special and see people in real life. Call your grandma besides to ask her for money. Anyways hope you choke, you selfish bitch!

No. 705364

>>705252
>not recognising and appreciating the many different nuances of autism on lolcow
normie

No. 706498

you're nearly 30 years old and your biggest accomplishment is getting a group of younger adults to party at your place that is shared with 5 other people. you are also addicted to multiple drugs and tried more than a roadway hooker. all the while you think all this makes you fun and interesting. the stories you tell are all practiced and made up when you're lying on the floor crying in misery from your endless void of an existence. without others, you can not project any semblance of a personality onto the empty shell that is yourself. when i look into your eyes i see a dead stare. you think every one of your struggles is extraordinary and makes you such a deep, reflective human. but as soon as you can't control and predict someone's behaviour you go apeshit and destroy the whole relationship. when people finally grow tired of your repetitive stories and mundane life governed by drugs, not even your armchair psychology can save you. broke, addicted, empty, angry. you are full of regret yet can't give any. if you actually were capable of self reflection you would see that you are wrong. i am not going to chase you. stay broke, addicted, empty, angry.

No. 706591

Your husband and you are so stupid and so self centred you can let one family reunion go without making us participate in something stupid and only you two like, you force your religion on us all the fucking time your morals and ideas are broke and stupid,you LOVE to pretend you two are good people, but you are nothing but a selfies and self centered duo of two old and broken people, he force you to become a christianand to talk shit about us because we weren't , he force you to change into a women that feel superior and have no friends because she only needs her "suggy bear",you force christian sermons in OUR religious holidays and you talk like your own fucking mother is a sinner for believing in the Virgin Mary more than she believe in Jesus, this new years was shit thanks to you and your obsession with being the best of christians, you force us to pray the way you do it ,to listend to TWO fucking sermosn that some nobody pastor sent you, to pretend that this year was a gift from GOD,only to make us then say something "good" that happen to us, when you KNOW nothing good happen, we lost so many family member and friends but no, let us all pretend that 2020 were like vacations! stupid pieces of shit, how i wisht you open your eyes to all the bullishit your religion brings, not saying mine is perfect but the cult like actituds you use are disgusting, thanks for a shittyer new years.

No. 706594

>>705229
None of the prisons where I live have visits since March. They allowed social distanced visits briefly in mid Sept-Oct.
Calm down Betty.

No. 706636

>>705250
Sources for this statistic? Not even being a dick, I'm genuinely interested.

No. 706638

bitch i told you about the couch and you didn't listen now we both feel like shit because it was hot as hell outside dumbass

No. 706842

i asked how long you lived in town and that's asking too many questions? bitch you fucken asked my age, if i'm married, if i'm still in school, how much i make, and a whole bunch more shit.

No. 708014

Sara, I am so glad I cut you out of my life. I never allowing you back in no matter how much you beg or claim we're "soulmates" or how you can't live without me. I think you can't live without me because you know no one would have put up with your bullshit as long as I had. Like literally fuck you. You try to make me feel shitty about something I did five years while black out drunk that I've apologized for a thousand times and that I even stopped drinking for it. Which in hindsight wasn't as bad as all of the shit you've done to me, I mean you've even physically assaulted me while sober! Or do you remember that time you let a group of your friends mercilessly bully me and didn't even do a thing to stop them and even laughed with them? Or how you and your group of friends refused to let me use the restroom when you know I had a very painful bladder condition and that I couldn't physically help needing to use the bathroom so much. Instead you let me grovel to the ground crying my eyes out because it hurt so fucking bad because you wouldn't let me use the toliet while you and your friends mocked me for being a "faker, attention seeking, dramatic, pathetic, stupid, etc." like you've literally seen pictures of what the state of my bladder looked like , heck you've even went to a fucking urology appointment with me and heard them talk about my chronic condition! Instead you decided to bully me about it and make me feel extremely vulnerable and made me piss myself because it got that bad. You're a awful awful person Sara and it's even worse that you can't realize it. You claim you're such a Saint and that everyone is ungrateful. You don't sacrifice shit to people, you just try to push yourself in their problems and stir up more drama and act like you're trying to save them. You wonder why every new group of friends you have disappear after a few months? It's your own fault because you constantly have to act like someone is mistreating you when their not and in reality you're the one mistreating others! I honestly have no hope for you. Out of the 11 years I've known you, you haven't changed at all except in the worst ways.

No. 708061

You're fucked. You absolutely fucked me over and wasted my time. I can't believe you radio silenced and ghosted your own gf after swearing to her that you loved me. Are you fucking serious? Grow the fuck up. Actually, fuck off.

No. 708105

i regret changing for you. i regret meeting you. i convinced myself i loved you, but i was just scared of being alone. ironic how i felt the loneliest when i was with you, right? i will never stoop that low again.

No. 708122

I dont know why I was drawn to you as a person even though you lack good qualities.

You were terrible to me and made me feel sick all the time. You put me in scary situations and emotionally manipulated me. You hurt more people right after you were done with me. Now you hide under a different name online because you know how many people have dirt on you and evidence of your behavior. You're scared to have a normal presence on the internet because of how much damage you did. It must be miserable considering you're a narcissist and thrive on attention. That's all your fault and you deserve it.

Also your art still sucks and has regressed. It's been like 7 years and your art still looks children's crayon drawings under the guise of being artsy and indie. You can't fucking draw and I knew you resented me because of it. You told me lmao.

No. 708390

just get the fuck outta my house, you have no regard for anyone else. you suck

No. 708405

>>708014
Are you larping as Tiffany or are you actually Tiffany?

No. 708416

i really hope youre not here. i worry you are so i'll be vague. fuck you. fuck you for everything, the diary, the forcefeeding, the manipulation, fuck you for everything. i can't fucking believe i accepted your apology back then. if you did his now i wouldve punched you in the fucking nose

No. 708528

People who whine about petite women and short women are so petty. Cool, I get the point that some guys who go after that specific group of people can be creeps, but what's the point of telling me that and calling my body disgusting? Do you want me to grow a foot taller and get a boob job? Fuck you.

No. 708599

>>708528
I don't get it either.

No. 708794

Shut up. Just shut the fuck up.

No. 708809

>>708528
The same goes for any sort of belittling of other women that are the opposite of your ideal body type. For example the small and big tits "discussions". You can say that small tits are just as beautiful without resorting to calling big tits as cowtits.

No. 708836

>>708528
I feel the same way. It always annoys me when I see a short girl talking about her height, and then people being like "Why are short girls like this! Being short isn't a personality trait!", like is it wrong for people to like their own body? It's like people get mad when you appreciate your own body instead of being like being insecure and pitying themselves for being born a certain way. Nobody would react like that if a tall girl talked about being tall. Also, I'm not petite, but the people who say petite girls look like children are just wrong. A skinny/petite adult woman does not look the same as a child.

Sorry for my retarded rant, I know we're not supposed to respond. It just pisses me off when people act like we're doing something wrong by liking our height.

No. 708838

I totally believe that you call yourself an artist just because there is no other part of yourself that is worth calling “a personality”. Is being internet famous so meaningful to you when all you do is doing half assed drawings of the same character again and again and again? Every post is so obnoxious, boring and oh my god quit complaining about the school you chose. Your regression is painful to look at, good luck with your bad investment of thousands that you will never get back with your “art”.

No. 708845

>>708836
Anon I know there's normal people just talking about their experience but one girl I knew used to talk about how tiny and curvy she was all the time, how people used to comment on it and guys picked her up all the time and then she would ask me "what about you anon" in a very condescending way (I'm tall…). I don't mind people venting and in a way I understand deviating from the norm, but when people complain it's usually due to those types and not normal women. Sorry, didn't want to height sperg myself but I think that's what irks people in the first place.

No. 708847

>>708845
I've seen people insult/make fun of short women just for mentioning or making a joke about their height though. It's not just the girls who make a big deal out of being short.

No. 708850

>>708847
I think the root problem is people policing women's bodies in the first place. Every characteristic is put down one way or another so we are constantly in a state of insecurity. Or something

No. 708856

I love and miss you so much. I hate that we're both going through pretty rough bouts of depression that make it difficult to spend time together and talk, but I know you love me, and I know you know that I love you too. It doesn't make it suck or make me miss you less, though. When all this is over, we can take our fun girls' trip to Nashville or Salem, antique and vintage shop, see live country music, and just be us again. Our boyfriends can suck it, you're my soulmate.

No. 708893

>>708845
You're not the first person to say that. Whenever I see petite women, me included, being shit talked for barely mentioning normal things related to height it's always girls like you starting shit and using the same excuse. You know your friend is an exception, right? The average person doesnt behave like this. We're not related to your friend whatsoever,we dont share a telepathic link with her and we dont give a shit about her.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 708915

I don't hate you. I just want you to shut the fuck up forever.

No. 708928

>>708893
I literally said normal people don't behave like that.

No. 708952

>>708928
No you said "there are normal people who complain BUT yadda yadda muh asshole friend"

No. 708995

Shut. The. Fuck. Up.

No. 709143

I can't help but laff when I remember you are stuck in social housing with a tranny and a bed bug infestation.

No. 709144

I wish you would text me.

No. 709174

People keep trying to rope me back into a toxic group. I'm free, suckers, you won't drag me back into your bucket you fucking crabs. I'd rather have no friends

No. 709189

>>709174
Preach, anon!

No. 709215

You’re pathetic for going into debt over buying cheap fire emblem shit for your pigsty ~gaymur den~. I like imagining what your life will be like once your roommates get sick of you and decide to move, leaving you unable to pay for your overpriced dated apartment that your bowel monster cat shits all over.
You’ve always been an immature self aggrandizing will-be failure. You hold such a sense of superiority over others who have tried (anything) and failed but only feel justified in doing so because you refuse to try at the chance to fail. Your online “relationship” is a prime example of this. You’ve met up once a year and you’re still claiming to be madly in love so that you have an excuse not to date anyone you meet irl intimately.

No. 709243

I’m not going to talk to you anymore. I’m sorry, but you’re fucking pathetic. I don’t know why I entertained it this long, maybe I was just bored and lonely. I hope you get your shit together because you have made me realise that I need to get out of this slump so I don’t end up like you.

No. 709529

Shut the fuck UP.

No. 710043

I'm an Indian girl who's e-dating this white dude only to find out he's a WS who hates race mixing which makes no sense to me.

No. 710046

>>710043
Hopefully it's not a big deal that I'm responding to this, but guys like this typically don't actually care that much about only dating white women. Guys like this are predators that usually don't respect any women, and simply look to date any woman that they consider to be vulnerable easier to exploit. Honestly, I think it's actually pretty common for white supremacists to date non-white women because it's just another way they can tear down your self-esteem: the constant reminder that they supposedly prefer women that don't look like you.

No. 710047

>>710043
what terminally online ‘ethnic girl’ hasn’t been there. break up with him anon, save yourself the headache.

No. 710054

I will talk how much I want and say what I want. Die mad.

No. 710138

It's funny how you tried to convince me of the opposite of what I was saying but proved my point instead. On top of that, you are exactly the kind of person I was talking about: an evil bitch.

No. 710146

>>710046
This x1000. Dump him ASAP, you absolutely don't need that negging shit in your life.

No. 710154

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Your opinions are bad
it make me sad

No. 710165

Shut up

No. 710490

>>710043
It's more common than you think

No. 710561

You're fucking stupid and pathetic for going back to your alcoholic boyfriend yet again, especially after telling him to pack up and leave. That's bad enough, but making fun of me and my relationship which is perfectly fine and making digs at me when I've done nothing but try to support you is really shitty, maybe you really are the problem and reason you can't get ahead in life. Complaining that no one likes you when you treat your "best friend" like this is telling. I'm so upset that I'm even mad at you right now, why did you have to be a bitch to me first lmao

No. 710581

>>710043
Guys who hold that kinda belief will leave you for a white girl when they get the chance. Leave this guy quickly, there’s a reason he’s e-dating and he can’t find someone IRL. You deserve better.

No. 710612

If you ever put your teeth near my clitoris ever again I will CHOMP your dick off, I fucking promise

No. 710615

my dorm neighbour is hot and sweet… he makes a mess in the kitchen but is so fit and positive, a true Chad. my loneliness doesn't help either

>>710612
what the fuck, that's like doubly worse than a toothy blowjob with all the nerve endings. what retard are you fucking

No. 710635

dont know where to put this but im the anon that came here about a week ago talking about my bpd boyfriend who touched me in my sleep a few times. slight update even though no one asked i just dont really have any friends and im feeling a lot.

im breaking up with him now, im at my mums. im a coward and ill do it via text, too scary in real life and he'd manipulate me out of it if i phoned, he's going to hate me so so much, he might even say he'll kill himself over it (already heard that threat), i will be blamed and guilt tripped. i will want to go back to him but i wont. the emotional abuse is too much, it scares me and hurts me everyday. im 18, he's 22, he should know better. i just want to be alone and free i dont know if i'll be alive in a day or so, he might want to kill me but this is right for me.

lord give me strength, look out for me anons. im so so so so scared.

i already regret even thinking about it, i dont know who i'll spend my time with, i hate being alone and i feel so so alone without a boyfriend. im getting cold feet. help. so tired of being scared

No. 710638

>>710635
nvm i said we need to talk and he immediately said please dont break up with me so now i feel bad.

No. 710640

>>710638
ignore him!!!! he’s a manipulative dick and you deserve better. please look out for yourself before him!

No. 710644

>>710612
HELLO???????

No. 710646

>>710635
We nearly all experience breakup pain in our lives and we get over it. People in long term marriages with kids get over it so he can certainly survive this relationship ending. If you handle him with kid gloves you'll never get out.

Blunt (and followed by no-contact) is the way to go with bpd breakups, speaking from experience.

No. 710649

>>710635
It's hard now, but life can be better. You're only thinking of the negatives because that's all you know at this exact moment in time. However future you is not bound by those limitations. Future you can be happy without him, much happier than you are now. Do it for future you.

No. 710658

>>710649
>>710646
>>710640
he phoned me, i made a mistake. think we're getting back together.

No. 710663

>>710658
>i think we're getting back together
That's entirely on you. I mean, you shouldn't, but whatever, misery is a fine choice I guess.

No. 710669

>>710658
If you're only 18 then please open up to your mom about how unhealthy things are. Have her talk some sense into you. Male bpders are a whole other level of fucked up. No girl your age should be trying to calm a mentally ill shithead down when all he wants to do is suck the life out of you to get his own way

No. 710674

>>710658
Anon I responded to your post a while back, and I'm begging you, please don't. He's gonna make you feel like you made a mistake, but trust me you didn't. Please trust me, it's just going to keep being a cycle of
>him manipulating and hurting (possibly violating again) you
>you trying to break up with him
>him manipulating you more to make you feel bad
>you getting back with him and continuing to be miserable.
I've never had a bf with bpd, but I have a mother with a pd and I've fallen victim to their games. It will not get better with him, you deserve a lot better than this.
>>710644
I honestly don't even want to fucking talk about it. Nothing but trauma.

No. 710808

>>710658
Don't. As a woman who left her BPD ex several months ago I get it. When they're "on" they're soooo goddamn charming and convince you you're the center of their world. First of all that's unhealthy and second of all it's not true. Their ego is the center of their world, but you still get stuck with all the fucking horrible and unreachable responsibilities that involve catering to that. They have no chance of getting better except with long-term therapy, and it's easier for them to do so without their abandonment trigger (you) around. If you don't have enough self respect to stay away for your own sake, then do it for the sake of any real love you have for him. Don't go back and enable him to continue being a shitty person, because he will continue when you show to him that he can be terrible and you'll still come crawling back to him.

No. 710821

>>710808
this saved me, anon, literally. i read this and broke up with him again, ignoring the manipulative phone calls and messages. thank you so much
>>710669
>>710674
thank you for the support.. it's all over now. im taking a break from relationships, i dont need or want them- gonna focus on myself and university !

No. 710859

currently watching rpdr stfu i love the outlandish fashion and the ftm is getting on my nerves. Bruh how do get ᵍᵉⁿᵈᵉʳ ᵈʸˢᵖʰᵒʳⁱᵃ just because u suck at dance choreography. Not to mention having such a grating voice and abusing twitter gay lingo. Pah!
Lmao at her having to 'reveal' that she's trans; as if no one couldn't clock you right away. Already there's a vibe of everyone being slightly uneasy and walking on eggshells. idk she just seems out of place within the group. i think i might just skip this season bc i can't swallow anymore typical narcissistic trans juice. apologies for the pettiness.

cheers for having the first female contestant on the show, i guess.

No. 710866

>>710859
It's what that show deserves. Rupaul should have stuck to his no tranny guns

No. 710876

>>710821
Good job anon, I'm so sorry you're going through this. It hurts like hell. I wish I could do more than voice my support and send virtual hugs, but you're doing the right thing. Try to focus on spending time with family, any friends you had (or reconnecting/making them if not, since you were probably isolated) and just focusing on things you enjoy. Block him everywhere you can so he can't try to suck you back in. Remember there was a life before him and there will be after him too. My thoughts are with you.

No. 710951

>>710859
He explicitly stated that the reason he felt dysphoric was because he basically outed himself during choreo rehearsal and it caught him off guard, not the choreo itself. Which I felt was odd since the news was inevitably going to be revealed anyway since he wrote the lyrics. Did he expect the other contestants to hear about it for the first time on the main stage? You should definitely skip the season if you're already over the trans contestant theme. Spoiler: After all, he does make it to the finale. That aside, we all know Ru only cast Mik because he's always been in hot water for comments he's made about post-op trans people on the show.
In my perfect world, Utica would win. In the end though, I think Symone or Mik are better candidates.

No. 710956

I’m always reminded by what a grating, black hole cesspool of a person you are when I finally don’t have to listen to you. It’s no surprise you don’t actually have friends and live only off the graces of your family.

No. 711442

nsfw:

having ocd means also have sexual impulsive thoughts about you, despite never seeing you in person. It means imaging what your 6'5" body beholds. Those nice lengthy arms and strong masculine hands, what does it mean?? God I wish you could suck my nips right now. And when you humped your wall jokingly in one of your videos… Can't believe I'm this thirsty over a fucking youtuber

it's just too bad you're a sagittarius

No. 711446

You are mentally ill. It's been what, a week since you've been saying the same thing? I'll keep doing the opposite of what you want. There's no way to stop me, retard.

No. 711477

>>711442
whos the youtuber anon

No. 711482

I've been so horny lately and wanting to just post on my fb who wants to fuck? I obviously won't but I'm so bored of this fucking pandemic. I want to date!!! Proper dates! Meeting people off apps for a walk is not cutting it. I want to meet single people who don't live with their parents or have kids. Ahhh

No. 711547

I'm sick of having to live with someone who constantly pisses herself and the backyard and has no hygiene at all whatsoever and pretends to be a retarded little child while being almost 60 already and then on the internet not finding any fucking decent human being either everyone is into posting disgusting porn and hentai and fucking pedo little kids porn fuck off why is everyone so disgusting I want to throw up

No. 711583

>>711477
berleezy

No. 711603

>>711583
Bitch Berlin is sexy as fuck this is nothing to be ashamed of. stop hating on sagittarius' tho

No. 711605

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I secretly planned to pay off your house. I fantasized so often about the look on your face when I surprised you with that check. Then you betrayed me, and my two best friends, because your thirst for drama was stronger than your love for us.

Now here we are, just a few months later, and my career trajectory fast tracks unexpectedly in a way I could never have imagined. I will most likely be a multi-millionaire by the end of next year at the latest, while you will be trapped living your mediocre life in your mediocre house you can barely afford, in a mediocre town, with your mediocre wife and mediocre friends. The universe sure has some crazy timing. It's almost as though my dreams were waiting to come true until the shit people were purged from my life.

No. 711610

>>711605
What do you do for work anon?

No. 711619

>>711605
You probably already know this, but do NOT give people large gifts like this, unless it's like your parents or something. It creates a weird power dynamic where the recipient thinks they are forever indebted to you (granted they're not a leech), sets the expectation that you'll give financial support to friends and family who are struggling, and signals to leeches that you're willing to shell out for friends.

No. 711620

I get that it’s been long distance and nothing serious, but we’ve been communicating in a romantic way for years now so really all I wanted was for you to tell me when you got a new girlfriend rather than just… ghosting me.

No. 711627

>>711610
I don't want to be too specific for anonymity's sake, but behind the scenes in the entertainment industry.

>>711619
Yeah, I definitely agree it's a bad idea and I no longer plan to do stuff like this for this reason.

No. 711777

Why are you ALL ignoring me. Why. I was looking for help

No. 711781

>>711605
What a weird fiction.

No. 711838

>>711605
>>711627
Shut the fuck up pathological liar(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 711925

>>711838
Why are you booing me? I’m right

No. 712080

Maybe if your sister did yoga for her tiktok you could buy a smartphone so you wouldn't only have to talk about your sister doing yoga all day you could watch her too. Like father like son. Can't believe your mum called me scummy when she took a free house off her ex in exchange for not putting him on the sex offenders registry for molesting his daughter. Y'all weird.

No. 712467

I feel like you only contact me when there's something wrong with you because I'm one of few if the only emotionally stable person in your life.

No. 712665

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Don't go complaining to me, the only person you supposedly trust venting to about every little thing, about all your fucking crap that's going on, and then in the very same paragraph, lump me in like I'm the fucking problem.

I always do my best to be there and listen whenever you're in this state of mind, but then to basically blame me at the end like a fucking footnote for your declining mental state, FUCK YOU.

I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR HAPPINESS. I AM NOT GOING TO BABY YOU AND BE THERE FOR YOU WHILE YOU ARE SHITTING ON YOUR ONLY FRIEND WILLING TO STILL BE THERE FOR YOU. GODDAMN

No. 712667

>>712080
Sorry anon but are you fucking ok

No. 712675

Starting today, I'm not ordering fast food unless it's 1 item or under 500 calories. Straight up. And btw, I love you so much, I do but when I finally lose weight, I will not contribute any of that towards you because all you did was make me feel shitty about my body, so much so that I did the opposite of lose and ate so much. You will see. Don't expect a thanks.

No. 712718

i have nothing bad to say to you but i wish you would tell me you think i'm cute or pretty or w/e

No. 712776

I hope you fuck up and reveal that you lied to your family about me because they’ll never believe your shit again. Even when you told your best friend how ~abusive~ I was, you told me she didn’t even say anything. Probably because she saw how we interacted multiple times and didn’t want to call you on your bullshit. Your time will come, just wish I could witness it

No. 712816

For fuck sake your are both together for more than 20 years, by this time you both should know how the other minds work and how to communicate between yourselves. I fucking feel that if i look away for 1 minute you will start bickering with each other for the most trivial shit. If me or my brother aren't there to defuse every conflit you both manage to produce from thin air I really doubt how your fucking marriage will last after me and my brother leave our home. Now I have to spend the whole week careful about every single thing I do or say so your stupid conflict about stupid things don't escalate again. And the fucking problem is that this happens every single month. When things are normal I get anxious about what petty shit will serve as powder for another fight. Either go to a therapist or i don't know. I'm tired of having to deal with your bullshit every time you decide to argue and fight about stupid bullshit. I know things are hard, but look at where we are. Global pandemic + economic recession and the four of us are employed, but you decide to raise a domestic hell over who left the towels/keys in the wrong place.

No. 712829

Unfortunately for you I am not a pickme any longer. I'm fucking done and your narc ass is getting blocked today. Four years I forgave and forgave everything and coddled you only to be treated like shit and taken for granted in return. Google bpd and get some fucking psychiatric help, I'm done being your therapist fuckmommy maid backup plan forever gf.

p.s. "getting ripped" will not help you with your mental illness you cluster b clusterfuck but whatever lol, keep larping an alpha male, I'm sure that'll fix the daddy and mommy issues you justify all your shitty behavior with

No. 712846

>>712829
Fuck yeah, roast him nonny (from someone with an insane BPD ex to another). Congrats on your personal development and for dropping his sorry ass.

No. 712853

I’m sorry I led you on but you never ever fucking understood me. You act like you’re so much better than everyone else when you’re a million times more retarded and dysfunctional. You’re a fucking loser and I laugh at everything you say.

No. 712859

lol trying to seek out an autism diagnosis will never change the fact you are an instigating, vindictive, chaotic bitch. you told me my cpstd diagnosis was bpd multiple times but i think you were only projecting. get your mental health together and stop breaking up and getting back together with your troon husband.

No. 712973

that one psychiatrist i had. fuck you. fuck you for making my anorexia so much worse you absolute fat pig

No. 712980

I don't believe in therapy or any of that coddling bullshit anymore. Especially since my therapist was just your average run of the mill bitch that gossiped about her clients. She gave me more trust issues or at least the realisation that everyone is full of shit so nothing fucking matters.

No. 713097

i hope it eats at you and i hope its the last thing you see before you die, go fuck yourself forever, i will torture you for eternity

No. 713297

Are some of you even vaguely capable of not being monumentally cringe

No. 713436

UUUUGGGGHHHH I feel so shit everything hurts fuck the doctors who don't want to help me fuck the therapists who say I'm a liar fuck you, you call this nothing bitch?? Fuck you all!!!

No. 713470

I hope you know it was me that got her to report you. I hope your wife finds out what you did too. Fuck with any woman here again and see what happens.

No. 713479

>>712980
I hope you can recover anon but not all people will betray you and not all therapists are shit. Take care

No. 713482

Fucking daddy issue having retard
Literally why do I give you stupid cunt chances to hang out with me
there's a reason why you're a friendless incel, ugly manlet
You're literally no different from him whom you hate so much, even worse actually since you like to feel so fucking superior to him, YOU'RE A CRINGE NORMIE WEEB STFU AND GET ON REDDIT INSTEAD OF EDGY LARPING
I fucking hate you, I always have, you're fucking embarrassing and a leech, I know that you know she would choose me over you any time
I never want to hear from you again

No. 713491

>>713482
>normie
>weeb
wha?

No. 713494

>>713491
An average weeb is normie af anon

No. 713497

>>713491
Nta, but probably a weeb that only watches stuff like Dragon ball, naruto and one piece.

No. 714181

You are 30 fucking years old and still have the emotional maturity of someone half your age. You're a massive bitch then have the audacity to play the victim when you get called out on your shit, no matter gently. It's also really fucking weird how you literally tried to say L and I should have you on the same equal footing that we have each other. Like bitch, her and I have been best friends for 15 years, you're just my friend's girlfriend who's been forced down my throat recently. This is not how you grow friendships, you autistic toddler.

God, I'm so happy I formally dropped you two. He and I had some good times, but I cannot deal with his bizarre attitude that I should have to be best friends with you and tolerate all your bullshit without standing up for myself.

No. 714877

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This is about my boss who is a jackass of a man, none of you lovely ladies (preemptive for my fellow paranoid anons)

Holy shit why cant you just treat me kinder, I genuinely give you nothing but fucking respect and patience and you treat me like a nuisance. Why do you gaslight and apology bomb me? You constantly complaining about your girlfriend not respecting your boundaries while not enforcing your boundaries and giving us an unequal look at your relationship, just to gain pity points. just dump her you absolute buffoon! are you that afraid of being alone? you’re already so fucking alone, who’s gonna sit there and validate your constant suicide baiting. Yes you heard me right my boss makes me and my coworkers reassure him lifes worth living at least once a week, but when I am feeling mentally unwell I get scolded for not calling out before my (obviously unplanned and unpredicted) psychotic break, which resulted in me trying to kill myself when i got home, and landed me with a hospital bill I can’t pay for at the wages you give me for succeeding. I saw your soul get crushed in your eyes when our pretty coworker came out as a lesbian, you knew she was trying to talk to me about it because I’m also a lesbian, and you chimed in saying labels arent everything, I would like to think that’s the karmic retribution you get for having ulterior motives with your inferior employees. You gaslight me by telling me one thing and changing it later, and by telling me things I’ve said and done that I know I have not said or done. You avoid any real work to delegate it to anyone but “the boys” in your own words, and when I complain about the uneven load you snicker or roll your eyes. ALSO STOP FUCKING ROLLING YOUR EYES AND SIGHING EVERY TIME I ASK YOU SOMETHING YOU SNIVELING WORM, you’re in charge, if you don’t want to be asked questions and be the final authority on things, REMOVE YOURSELF FROM AUTHORITY. You power hungry little manlet, your Napoleon complex is so intense that you treat me like a rival for social space / attention just for being a woman and being more manly than you. I’m a faggot and a dyke and I’m still more man than you, the difference is I hold myself accountable for my own short comings and look for collaborative solutions, you just sit and mope and bitch about how things COULD’VE been right, not how to make then right NOW. also Im never doing another piece of busy work or work in general, I want the way youve treated me to reflect on your performance if you’re going to insist it reflect on mine,this job is now my passive income and if you have an issue PLEASE start an altercation with me I’d love to collect unemployment and get some well deserved catharsis on all the shit youve said and done. Stay mad, I havent even told you about my new job, I’m just waiting for the juiciest moment to reveal that I’m no longer at the mercy of your ingratitude.

No. 715050

you're a fucken grade a asshole. no wonder your wife left you. no wonder your daughter wants to go live with her mom. no your girlfriend broke up with you.funny how you claim you didn't like her but for the past year you were still bitching about how she was old looking, ugly, dirty, desperate, and whatever else your jealous ass spouts. like no one fucken asked about her. your dumb ass brings her up yourself. so shut the fuck up.

No. 715086

I'm glad I don't stan anyone. If someone I like the work of does some fucked up shit, like rape or animal abuse, I can easily drop them once I have an understanding of what happened. This is possible because I realize that I've never actually known this person, and they are not my mother/friend/sister, lmao.
I feel sad for you not being able to relate. "I will always support (someone who doesn't know I exist, will never care about me and may actually shit all over me for not entertaining them, or for not being a constant yes-man to them)" is some cringe doo-doo brain loser shit, sorry

No. 715341

I'm sorry, but I can't take being called "manipulative" seriously coming from a man who concocts such elaborate lies to cheat on his wife.

No. 715538

I truly cannot believe how retarded social media is these days. Why is the status quo just putting utmost faith in the opinions of visibly mentally ill unhinged people hyperfixated on one super specific topic they're obviously stuck on because they're fucking crazy? Like people freaking out about problematic content and acting like it's normal to freak the fuck out about depictions of immoral things- bro, like, did you forget the whole normie game of throne phase where they literally watched the incest murder rape show in bars and cheered when the twins started fucking? Or people spazzing the fuck out about the most micro of microaggressions against trannies and "white passing POC"- like, women and minorities are dying and getting killed. There are wars and shit and people are dying. The planet is dying. Are you retarded? Why should we care about this minor shit that's not even a drop in the bucket of global problems? This shit is LITERALLY not a problem. Half of the time it's literally not real and other times it affects such a pitiably tiny minority of usually-wealthier-anyway retards that it's just a waste of breath to care about. The internet is so goddamn full of spazzes I hate it here.

No. 715702

You claim to be oh so "covid conscious uwu" but then you'll go hang out with your friends who hang out with several different crowds and random tinder hookups on the daily,yet you live with your elderly grandparents you selfish fuck. Covid conscious my ass.

No. 715711

i'm so terrible at speaking to people, online or offline, it's like my brain locks up and i just have nothing to say. i get so embarrassed and frustrated with myself that everyone else seems to have so much to talk about (like accents in boston or food they've eaten in france) but i'm so utterly boring and uninteresting.

on some level it's like, yeah, of course people in their thirties/approaching thirties have more life xp than you, stupid social recluse, but it still sucks? and i can't even use this as an excuse because a 17 y/o in the server has intelligent and interesting things to say too. so i'm just retarded. i hate it here

No. 715735

>>715711
I bet you’re more interesting than you think you are.

No. 716941

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I guess I asked you if you were actually happy in this relationship for a reason. I knew you'd say no. I knew it would hurt. Guess I'm a masochist like that.

I'm at a loss of what to do. I've been trying to get my OCD and other things under control, it's hard for me and you know it. But even you've made note at how I've improved these past few years. So what else can I do besides try to get better? If you're not happy overall now that I've gotten significantly better, what does it mean in the future when I'm not 100% better?

You say you love me so much. And that you're happy "most of the time". But is that really okay? Is it really okay for you to not be happy with our relationship overall?

I feel like I can't, in good conscience, continue with things if you're not happy overall. If, even after the improvements and even after having "mostly happy days", you can't think of our relationship and say "Yep, I'm happy to be in this thing". I'm not sure I can carry on with it.

Fuck I just want to lay in bed and cry all day.

No. 717107

>>715711
i feel the exact same anon i’m fucking terrible

No. 717567

Fatass hypocritical slob. I honest to god can't understand how you have any friends at all. You suck up all the fun and energy out of the whole room. You just CAN'T be wrong any time, you have the most fucking fragile self esteem in the universe, one little joke and you can't handle it, just absolutely pathetic. Then you go around being negative for no reason because it makes you seem so smart and oh so intellectual jesus christ just shut the fuck up already. What a fucking waste of space you are. Slamming doors stomping down the hall like you own the place, what a fucking nuisance you are. But yeah go ahead and tell me that I 'm the one who can't handle being wrong, fucking arrogant prick. I don't start fights for no reason, I'm not an anime porn addict, I don't treat people like shit and insult their interests and likes. You are the most soul-sucking creature I've ever met and I can't see what anyone sees in your fat ass snobby self. And stop clearing your fucking throat so much, you sound like a cancer patient. And put on a clean shirt and eat with your mouth closed for once goddamn filthy pig

No. 717658

i got my first ban yesterday.

im sad.

No. 717712

You're disgusting. When he told you he wasn't interested in you sexually, you told him that if he didn't sleep with you, you couldn't be friends… and then you have the fucking audacity to tinfoil that I must somehow be responsible for him dropping you. What the fuck is wrong with you. It's so funny how you think you're so above straight men when you do the exact same predatory shit to your friends that straight men do to women.

No. 717938

>>717658
don't worry about it anon, it becomes kind of funny after a while. i've replied to mods before with the most fucking braindead dumbass reply ever too because i misread why i was banned and only realised afterwards, and it still keeps me awake at night. what were you banned for?

No. 718994

Today we talked about how you are the kind of person to spend your little pussy vid fund on hiring a private investigator to stalk anyone that’s ever given you a modicum of attention because that’s how autistic and retarded you are. Hope you’re having fun being an invalid that thinks you’re so “powerful” and superior to every other woman in existence when you’re an inbred bogan with no personality that larps what you perceive to be high-class. When will you realise that everyone else has moved on?

No. 719922

i feel like dragging my racist family members for treating my s/o like trash years ago but i know thats toxic. i cant stop raging about it tho

No. 719940

This is very childish but years ago an ex was trying to humiliate me in front of his hot stoner friend I obviously had a crush on and then some fat mess came on the TV and I said to my ex "look, there's your usual type" and the hot guy laughed and I was all fuck you [boyfriend at the times name], but then he was like "I've slept with women thinner than you." and all I said was congrats but I wish I would have asked him how much he had to pay for that since it is known he's an ugly small dicked, fungus on his feet, ugly weirdo that goes to brothels with his ugly child molesting father.

No. 719947

>>719940
Lol some dude tried to neg me like that once. I reminded him that he has fucked bigger too so evidently it doesn't matter. I could tell he was big seethe for a second kek.
If only more women would lose respect and reject men based on who they fucked too.

No. 719952

>>719947
Maybe it was the same ex lmao. He always begged me about his past conquests until he realised I had mutual friends and would be like "oh wow, you're the only person that I know who would touch her." etc.

No. 719953

>>719952
Bragged not begged*

No. 721558

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AAAAAAAAÀAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA STOP FIGHTING EACH OTHER AND RESPOND TO MY POSTS INSTEAD! STOP IGNORING ME YOU DUMB ANGRY BITCHES AHHHHHHH

No. 721692

I'm just giving this guy way too much time and attention. Stop bending over backwards and grow a fucking backbone, damn. Not worth it, no body is that much time, focus somewhere else. C l i n g y

No. 722112

imagine thinking a "cis" woman having a potentially gay husbando is "just as bad" as straight men raping lesbians. i knew you were retarded, but this takes the cake

No. 722144

>>722112
Lmao what does that even mean

No. 722151

>>722144
straight girls being attracted to men that happen to be gay is "problematic" in a nutshell

No. 722266

>>721558
Felt that

No. 724011

Just because you were never interested in x (it really shows lmao) it doesn't mean you get to complain when others talk about it. Just ignore the messages, not everything has to pander to your likes

No. 724370

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So I'm in therapy, I'm taking medication like I'm supposed to… how do I stop making myself a target for bullying or being an outsider? I don't know how to fit in well with most people because of my extreme social anxiety. It's gotten… a little better? Maybe? But I always feel purposefully excluded and always on the fringe of things. How do I make myself care about not weird things anymore? I've never felt like I belong anywhere and existing feels physically painful sometimes.
I dont love myself, I don't even like myself. Rotten, disgusting, filthy thing I am. Undeserving of everything I've got in life. Anons, I'm just so depressed and I feel like I reek of desperation and shame. I don't know how to change how I think because I don't feel worthy of that, I feel I need to suffer.

No. 724381

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Realising i can never pursue my dreams in life because the hundreds of people i've known from spending my whole childhood online will recognise me and 'expose' me or whatever for dumbass stuff i've said and done as a child really sucks.

No. 724403

>>724381
Aww you can’t be an influencer because you’ve called people niggers you poor thing!

No. 724407

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when i first met my bff, i was like DAMN. im a lesbo but i was in a relationship so i obviously only talked to her as friends. we became incredibly close super fast. she's also insanely smart, she's the absolute total package. very very smart and naturally beautiful. but theres something i want to tell her but i know will break her heart…

when we met i was into feminism and she wasn't. i never pushed her about it, never even mentioned it again. till last year, she got into feminism, and she's very vocal about it. slowly she has taken the terf pill and im happy for her cause i had nothing to do with it. but theres a problem. when we first started telling each other personal things, she said that ever since she's in middle school, she's had issues with gender and because of it shes nb now. i dont believe in nb shit, but i support her. she then tells me her dream since she's 12 is to get plastic surgery for a flat chest because she hates her breasts. she's skinny and tall, she's very flat chested as she is! but she wants like a full, flat man type thing. like, because it fits with her as a "nb" she says. this was years ago right, so i tell her i hope she can get the surgery one day. we get older, again, takes the terf pill, all that. but the other day mentions that once she gets her bills together she's going to start saving up for the surgery. i obviously tell her im happy for her… but it makes me so sad. ive seen the results of those surgeries on ftm and they all look botched every single time. like it just looks like shit. its so fucking bad. and i cant tell her, you know what, that dream that youve been telling me about for years and that youve had since middle school… yeah i think its stupid and you shouldnt get the surgery cause youre going to ruin your insanely good body.

when she told me this i thought, okay, she's been wanting this since she's really young but surely she will mature out of it eventually. but she never did. and it makes me sad she's going to ruin her body and i can't tell her anything cause i feel that if i tell her she shouldn't she's going to have a mental breakdown or something because its something she wants so badly for so long.

i dont want my bff to botch herself for absolutely no reason. not for a fucking non binary trend. i pray she realizes its not worth it eventually. i seriously hope so.

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No. 724418

>>724370
Stop thinking about yourself so much. Genuinely nobody cares, especially irl. People shit talk here 1000 more than people do irl, that’s what we’re here for, but genuinely, people at your work or school literally don’t give a fuck. At work they’re literally there just to get through it so they can get home to their kids or their video games or their Chinese take out or their bdsm magazines or whatever the hell they truly care about, and it ain’t you. Just be agreeable and pleasant and you’ll be 100. It doesn’t matter if you don’t have the same interests as them, you’re literally related to them because you’re both stuck there. If you must talk just talk about the shared experience of being in the shit hole you’re stuck in.
Don’t project friendship on everyone you meet because that’s when it gets weird. Friendships happen organically and you’ll know when you met the one.
For everyone else: no one cares

No. 724420

>>724403
Get back to twitter retard

No. 724429

i want to move out so i can get some dick or at least order a dildo. damn rona.

No. 724444

>>724370
There’s a reason you feel that way anon. Your subconscious is probably trying to tell you something

No. 724451

>>724407
Wat. How the hell can a terf want to get top surgery and be a fucking ~enby~? If she was actually a radfem who are gc by nature it wouldn’t even be a question that she would stop wanting this. Has she said why she feels she can’t be herself in her natural boob-bearing body? Has she clearly explained why she feels she must identify as nb rather than as a woman? Because trans rhetoric breaks down pretty quickly if she does actually hold feminist values as well. She’s clearly really dysphoric and it might help her to read some stuff from detrans women who regret it and now realize they just had serious issues with their bodies and existing as a woman in a patriarchal world. You sound like a really good friend so I just say this because she might need an intervention and with you being so close you’re probably the person best positioned to give her one (without coming across pushy).

No. 724588

>>724429
You can’t order a dildo now? Do the people you live with go through your mail? I highly recommend Tantus dildos

No. 724709

>>724429
If available in your country, get a dildo and have it sent to an Amazon dropbox. You can then go get it by yourself.

No. 724880

>>724420
>go back to twitter
Never been, sorry I’m not going to coddle some grown bitch crying that she can’t be famous because she reblogged swastikas as a teen

No. 724928

>>724880
Tfw i was referencing being coerced by grown men to do sexual stuff as a child but ok i guess ??

No. 725045

It doesn't have to be this way! I've been trying to resolve this issue for months, begging you over and over to just tell me what you need from me. It's okay if you feel uncertain and change your mind, I'll keep up. I'm flexible. We can work together. Have I ever directly defied you when you tell me your expectations explicitly? I'm sorry for being an insecure and annoying crybaby retard who overcompensates and grovels and fucks everything up, but I won't apologise for my confusion and floundering when you fail to communicate. We don't have to go through this. Just tell me what you're feeling— you can even phrase it rudely! It doesn't matter to me so long as I get the message and am able to act accordingly. Please… please before you get to your boiling point and explode at me and call me terrible names just tell me what you want from me and I'll do it. At this point I feel like it's not even my fault that you get so irritated at me, but I'll still accept responsibility.
I love you so much. That's why I'm patient with you. That's why you're my number one priority. I try very hard every single day to give you even the tiniest sliver of happiness. You're everything to me and I won't ever let you go. I'll give you anything if only you'll ask for it. For now… I'm giving you space. I'm still here for anything you might need, but I won't cling so much even though I miss you terribly. I hope that soon, when we're both more stable, we can talk through this and come out the other side stronger. Everything hurts and I feel impatient waiting for the opportunity to make it better. I'm sorry for being such a nuisance. I'm sorry for being draining and difficult to deal with. I'll do so much better when you start telling me straightaway when you want to be alone. I promise. Promise.

No. 725047

>>724451

right???? i like, get everything you're saying that's why i had assumed in my head that she dropped that non sense! like, she's so smart but i have absolutely no idea how she doesn't realize she's butchering her body over nothing. a terf that wants top surgery, its almost like a god damn joke. ahh, anon, you get it.

we can't see each other cause of the quarantine. but as soon as things are a little better where i live, i'll talk to her in person about this. i don't know, i feel that if i text her this its going to be a little cold and more hurtful to her. but if we talk it out loud together maybe she'll see i don't want to harm her in anyway. i hope soon enough things get calmer and i can finally see her again and tell her heart to heart that she's only going to harm herself. her other friends are very tumblr-y and im sure they're just going to push her more to it. i really hope she can understand im just telling her to drop it cause i love her.

No. 725068

>>724928
And you’re saying you foresee your future as being so popular you’ll get public recognition? Just get a real job anon.

No. 725076

I am bi, I am bi, I am bi.

No. 725134

>>725068
It's a vent. Plenty of people dream of being a rockstar or actress or famous whatever, it's silly but I don't think she needs you to remind her to get a real job just because she's sad she can't have those dreams because there might be (I'm assuming from >>724928 ) cp of her somewhere. Save the energy for all the former teenage-nazis who think they deserve YouTube fame for finally realizing nazis=bad.

No. 725142

I have $2k worth of dogecoin that I can't sell because I forgot the password to my wallet.

No. 725152

>>725142
Sorry for responding, but can't you do the forgot my password shit?

No. 725157

>>724928
Follow your dreams anon and if you become famous and people find your CP you can talk about how evil men are. Honestly, it is absolutely not your fault we live in such a sick society where women are abused all the time. I think the more women bring light to how abusive it is to live as a woman the better it is.

No. 725159

>>724928
don't let the abuse you recieved from men shatter your dreams. My only advice is using a fake name on the internet so of you want to get a normal job people won't be able to trace you by your real name

No. 725163

>>725152
No, it's the sort of thing where there's no password recovery.

No. 725744

You just used me for your own needs right?
I always helped you when you had a problem, chatted with you until midnight even though I was tired. I was such an idiot. Remember when you were constantly fighting with your parents? Tried to escape from your home while crying how you felt like you are an extra weight at home. I calmed you down. Do you remember when your best friend left you all alone for a random guy in high school and that grade you had nobody to talk to? Who talked to you, helped you, tried to cheer you up back then? This person that you called unstable and avoided today.

After four long days of bouncing back and forth between ending it all or not, the group message that manchild send was the first contact I have received for days. Which was about a silly game he finished, funny. You were online immediately. (Which wasn't the case for the times I tried to reach you). And then I decided to ask for help. I was lost in my harmful thoughts. I needed a hand to pull me up to the surface..
Was it to much for me to ask for help? Did I ruined the mood? You turned your back at me when I'm at the lowest point of my life. Am I that worthless in your eyes?
But thank you for making me realize the hard truth. I'm deleting you from my life along with that manchild that you brought to the group. You are the unstable one and I unfortunately denied it for far too long.

Now that I'm having a break from social media I'm going to give myself a week to put everything back into the track. This whole shit show gave me motivation to live a better life.
Fuck you.

No. 729531

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You stupid fucking idiooooot you are such a fucking cow. I’m this close to posting you in the personal cow threads because you’re just a complete fucking mess. You have no boundaries, all you do is complain, you don’t go outside, you don’t talk to people in your personal life, and you stay home all day every day. You are the only reason you are such a failure. You are your own mental illness. My sympathy for you went away a long time ago. The least you can do is learn the difference between “too” and “to” you belligerently retarded buffoon. This is why I can’t stand you and you’ve been stuck feigning faggotry while internet dating a scraggly incel into beastiality for the past 3 years. You are an adult straight woman now. Get a job. If you can’t, go to school. Move out. Grow the fuck up. You are an embarrassment and I wish you had stayed locked up and completely anon so you and I had nothing in common.

And fuck you you morbidly ugly fat fuck. You look detrimentally squished at birth and seeing your punched-in face pop up is the worst part of the day.

No. 729561

>>729531

DRAG HER ANON! Expose that dumb bitch in the personal cow thread in /snow/, id love to read more. fuck her, shes not gonna know its you and deserves to be mocked for the dumbassery she does. she fucking deserves it!!

No. 729840

Stop taking everything so fucking seriously you autistic scrote it's just a fucking game it doesn't make you anything special in real life and it's fucking obvious you're really a gross-ass fat neckbeard so drop the cringy tough guy act jesus fucking christ just stick your head up your ass and suffocate you absolute fucking retard narc.

No. 729909

>>729840
Which game jw

No. 729930

>>729531
I would like to see it

No. 730457

All my friends male & female are pornsick weeb hentai coomers I wish I didn't get lonely because every time I am I go crawling back to them because I have no one else

No. 736797

How can you constantly throw us under the bus and act like we dont care about you? You really are just a nasty cunt when you want to be huh

No. 736940

i want to get back with my ex gf but my family won't let me. we dated four years till she cheated me. so they see her as evil. which, i can understand. but this was two years ago. i don't give a shit, she apologized and i love her. i'm 23. stop saying she's going to ruin my life. i cant just not love her. leave me alone. stop telling me to wait for the right man to give me the life i need. i want her.

No. 736942

You are all crazy and I’m so sane you just can’t understand it. My third eye is open, cunt.

No. 736943

>>736940
Is this the one who got with a new gf who currently cheats on her?

I feel like you posted about this before, if it's a different anon I'm sorry bro.

No. 736944

>>736942
Wow you’re soooo cool and funny.

No. 736949

>>736944
This is not for you anon. I’m getting shit off my chest man let me be edgy.

No. 736950

a friends gf has been lying to me and my bf about having autism for a year. she doesn't have autism lol. so me and my bf have thought this lady was autistic for a full year and believed it because she is painfully awful with social interactions and is actually very very dumb. but she wasnt even autistic, she's just really stupid!!

No. 736961

I know I'm terrible and shitty! I'm sorry! I know it's not an excuse to drop off the radar but I've been really poorly for a really long time! Please be patient with me, I'm trying hard to put my life back together and sometimes I get overwhelmed and don't feel like doing social media or video calls or texting. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

No. 737176

>>736943

no, that isn't me. don't have a gf currently. my last relationship was like six months ago. and i'm seeing my ex gf (the one i had four years) as friends with benefits. i want to tell her i have feelings for her but i know she's going to feel uncomfortable that my family hates her. we've been about to get back together before, and it always ends with her going "i dont know anon, i love your mom so much. i cant do it to her. if being with me is going to cause you issues with your family i think it's best not to do it"

i'm sad and i dont know what to do.

No. 738879

Anyways. I will not forget what you did. I'm not going to leave you alone.

No. 738910

>>736961
Me too.

No. 739587

hey lolcow, i have been wanting to share something with you guys on here for a while, but i have been a bit nervous to post. its sort of a confession, sort of a rant. it is really long and bloggy, so bear with me. a couple years ago i moved to a big city in a different state from where im from. i had never even visited before. i moved there with two of my good friends who were attending colleges there, and the opportunity to tag along just seemed too exciting to refuse, so i went. in the two years i lived there, i didnt really make any friends, (perhaps partly because covid began year two of living there). well, i did make one friend. i met him working at a grocery store and i was shocked to learn that he was a pretty well known webcomic artist too. for context, i was 22, and he was twice my age.

since i was also an aspiring artist and a fan of his work before meeting him, i was totally awestruck. i really looked up to him and when he offered to let me work for him doing shipping and handling of artwork for him, i felt totally flattered and of course i felt i shouldnt refuse this offer. it felt so exciting, i felt like i was moving myself forward as an artist and like i was being let in on this world of his that he had created. we quickly became incredibly close, and a relationship formed. i felt like, if he was interested in me, i must be special, different somehow. at least thats how he make me feel. he showered me with attention, dates, lunches, dinners, breakfasts, days out, days in together, songs and playlists he would share with me, and long messages and even poems proclaiming his infatuation with me. i think it always felt wrong though, and i knew it was destined to crash and burn eventually.

i felt incredibly inadequate compared to him. i knew from a logical perspective, that i was far too inexperienced in the world to ever be his equal. and so that was the first time i broke things off. i told him i was just not mature enough, not successful enough, or self sufficient enough. i would be off and on with him two more times after this. after every time i would break things off, he would spiral into a depressive episode and go weeks without talking to me or anyone, or leaving his house. he made me the keeper of dark secrets, and promised i was the key to preventing his self-destruction. and i felt special, important to somebody who had created meaningful works of writing and art that had touched many people. i was his confidant and i listened to him and advised, and championed him when he needed to hear it. even after the empty periods, he would return with lengthy emails confessing his alcoholism and suicidal ideation and begging for forgiveness. and so i would come back. if we werent dating, we could be best friends, and i could work for him and continue pursuing art with his help.

he always kept me at arms length, and i suppose i enabled it. i was so enamored and wrapped up in this that the second time, it was me that came back to him. i told him, maybe my thoughts the first time were mislead. after all, he told me none of it mattered to him. that i was an equal in all the ways that mattered to him. maybe i was just too wrapped up in the way things looked from the outside. so he left the woman he was seeing (a woman his age) and made me the center of his world again. this was right at the beginning of covid, and he asked if i would self quarantine with him, and so i did. i also didnt have a job at this time. for a couple weeks, i basically lived at his house and we had sex constantly during this time. he bought me lingerie online, and told me all of the fantasies he had been exploring in his mind about me, all the things he wanted us to try together. i was so dazzled by him, that i basically said and did whatever i knew he hoped from me. i know that i enabled him, i let him think i was the cool girl, the fantasy girl i knew he viewed me as. but eventually it crumbled again. i was dancing the line between pleasing him, and being true to myself, and it was exhausting. always dressing to show myself, shaving myself bare, watching horrible netflix comedy stand up and pretending to find it funny. i couldnt keep up the facade, and with my money dwindling from lack of employment, i broke things off again. i felt immense pressure to stay, as he had literally left someone to be with me. and i knew his meltdown was impending. but it just felt too strange to continue. so we were best friends again, and i worked for him still, packing and shipping art.

i want to add also, that i made many suggestions to him for products and designs which he gratefully used, and always without expecting credit. i had asked him a few times if he ever wanted to collaborate on pieces, such as adding patterns/colors and spins on the originals that he frequently sold mass replicas of, but he only ever wanted me to fill in the preestablished color, or use stencils to replicate under his name.

now, back to about three months ago. i was moving back home, and i was struggling with knowing this relationship would cease completely. i never really got full closure from our breakups, because even when we werent having sex or "offical" we were constantly talking and spending time together. i told him i still had strong feelings for him that i needed to work through. i wish he had just refused me, i wish he had been "the responsible one". but i was an adult too, and i do understand that i need to take responsibility for my advances as well. but heres where things get a little interesting.

for the past few months, he had been seeing another girl my age, and keeping it a secret from me. i had actually suspected it, but i had to drag the information out of him. he only admitted to it after i confessed my feelings, and told him i was greatly saddened to leave him and move away. i was sad because i knew it was all over, i wasnt "special" anymore.

despite the words, i hadnt truly planned to engage with him again, but at this point he brings out a gold necklace with my birthstone and gives it to me, professing his love once again. i think the emotions just overwhelmed my senses. i know i was an idiot this time. so he breaks up with the new girl, (a girl he always was careful not to discuss or name, although i knew her name) again to be with me. (i fully admit my guilt in choosing to do this, i feel shitty) this time it was especially strange, and he seemed really desperate. he made all kinds of stories about moving to be with me, helping me make a career, allowing me to travel, etc. and to be fair, we were not normal friends, i feel as though we were emotionally dating this entire time he was seeing the other girl. so i guess i felt like i was losing something too. i think i was just desperate to connect with him before leaving, as i knew i would probably never talk to him again.

i felt strongly this time that his motive was sex. he said it was the biggest thing he would miss if i left. and when discussing our feelings about my move (he became distant and cold to me when i brought up leaving sooner than i had originally planned, and also when i described the friends i was excited to see again) i asked what i could do to make him feel better, and he suggested having sex. this only lasted maybe a week or two and quickly faded. i finally sobered up and knowing he was engaging with another young girl, the illusion of being unique, and my age not being a factor, was completely shattered.

please forgive me for writing so much and blogging but i am trying to make sense of it all and i wanted to share it if anyone is in the same boat. it hurts to make mistakes and it hurts that i shared two years of my life with this individual. as silly as it is, places like lolcow have really helped me find other women i can confide in and probably helped save my life from being trapped with a narcissist man like this one. this is all kind of embarrassing to admit, so im nervous to say who it was, but if enough people are interested i can share. he is a pretty well known webcomic artist.

No. 739593

>>739587
samefagging to say that, although manipulation isnt always overt or violent, it can certainly still exist, even with men who shower you with gifts and attention. whenever we were in our dating phases, he was an emotional stonewall, and always seemed unhappy with me and tense, like i wasnt doing things right. when i would bring it up, he always said it was all in my head and that i was too worried. he would talk about all his past exes and how they were abusive to him and mistreated him

all in all, i have a hunch that i managed to avoid a relationship i always kind of knew would be controlling and for just for show and his sexual gratification. i should have known that an age difference like this was an obvious sign of this, but i wanted to ignore it very badly. looking back, i think he uses women the same way he uses alcohol. he is a deeply damaged and empty person seeking a woman to fill a void and be his cheerleader, while avoiding fixing his own problems.

i also forgot to mention that he recently sent me a giant email titled "i miss you" all while still being with this new young woman, with the same tired stuff about being suicidal and drinking himself to death. two weeks after i ignored his email, he posted a photoset on social media posing with his new girlfriend. i just have no sympathy for it anymore. please if anything comes out of this, just take it from me that you are never as special as a man twice your age tries to make you think.

No. 739597

I FYCKING HATE THE CASH ME OUTSIDE GIRL YOU HAGGARD ASS HOE ASS BITCH

No. 739604

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>>739597
cash me outside how bout that

No. 739711

Lol do you feel better shit talking about me everyday? Feel better with your shitty art and broken anatomy? How is your low paying graphic design job? Does it makes u feel better that I still draw good enough to garner thousands of followers? Do you feel small that I make more money than you? Do you feel better copying my ocs and claiming its better than mine? I completely forgot your hick ass until someone notified me today about ur private tweets. lol im so sorry you won't amount to anything special. It must be so fucking hard to just be happy for my success once in your life. This is why I sold more than you at anime cons when we tabled together.

I tried my best to be polite but getting insane because Im not as sjw as you and claiming im abusive because I was sick of your petty whining… It's pathetic. Sorry all this whinning wont pay your bills. Hope you can afford your shitty apartment even after all this shit talk, subtweets, and vague posts about me.

U cant even dm me to talk about your qualms with me. Are u a literal child?

No. 739719

>>739715
What on earth are you on? I was talking about a retarded twitter mutual? I don't even know what post you are talking about.

No. 739721

>>739719
im sorry anon it read as a direct response to the vent i had just posted about dating an artist who was shitty to me. just a weird coincidence and im on edge about posting it

No. 739982

i am going to strangle my group project partners our deadline is tomorrow but there's still important shit missing that i dont know how to do on my own and they're not responding fuck stem and fuck men

No. 739986

You’re so fucking embarrassing get your life together! How is your life falling apart you didn’t even know me you daft cunt!! I’m not going to fuck you.

No. 740020

i want you to respond to me, i miss you and im scared you hate me now, yesterday was such a big mistake and i i feel like i hurt you and i fucked up, i miss you and i feel a hurt and anxity in my heart and i miss you

No. 740043

Everytime my mom starts with the "am I not a good enough mom" I want to slap her, her martyr complex fucking disgusts me. She asks me to open up, and when I do she just focuses on herself. Using my depression as an in to play the martyr.

No. 740417

Your growing obsession with wealth and power has alluded me for a long time, but I think I'm starting to understand. Emotional manipulation is exhausting. You aren't as spry as you once were. On some level, you must recognize that your inability to form authentic and lasting bonds has become a dangerous pattern for you. All those who ever claimed to love you eventually leave. Even your own family has given up on you.

Your arrogance and distain is palpable. It didn't used to be so obvious, but the mask has become taxing, hasn't it? Without resources, you will die alone, with no one to weep at your grave. Nobody to revere your greatness.

You have no one to blame but yourself.

No. 740435

I have an guy friend I met online obsessing over me and its so off putting. Ever since I was met him irl he's been messaging me everyday and wanting to meet up with me. He likes my post as soon as I upload it and I find it so embarrassing the way he brings me up into convos that has nothing to do with me.

He's a nice friend but I don't know how to tell him to tone himself down without sounding rude. Hes put me off from wanting to meet up with him anytime soon.

No. 740440

>>740435
I would start slowly ghosting him if you haven't yet.

No. 740443

I'm so tired of your boyfriend. Dump him. He has ruined TWO of your birthdays, he has made your friend cry … he fucking cheated on you ffs

No. 740478

>>740435
Do not hang out with that creep again. Men often know they're stepping over your boundaries but do it anyway because they get "results" from being pushy. He will not just want to be your friend. You're better cutting him off now before you get sad texts at 3am about why you don't love him even though he loves you more than anyone kek.

He knows what he's doing. Hes doing it because he knows you'll let him do it. These types of dudes aren't as socially unaware as they want you to think they are. Just determined and impatient to get what they want.

No. 740516

i want my favorite shoes back you bitch

No. 740519

Stop doing that, ugly faggot

No. 740520

I don't know why I don't hate you. I just wish you'd leave me alone. You've never been good for me. If I let you get too close, you use me. You oscillate between attempting to live vicariously through me and projecting all of your insecurities on to me. You don't treat me like I'm separate from you. It's been thirty years and you still have no concept of who I am as a person. If I try to talk to you about my passions and values, you just shut down. You get weirdly moody and sad, as if having my own identity were somehow offensive to you. You blather on about your own hobbies and interests, like we're both interested in those things. I'm not. It's just you. I try and tell you that it's just you, but you won't listen. You don't care. It's all about you. Nobody that you love can exist separately from you.

I almost wish I could find it in me to be angry with you, to cut you off for being such an abysmally selfish person. For stealing years off of my life. For never allowing me to develop normally. I don't know why I can't. That's why I wish you would. I wish you'd lose interest in me. I wish you'd just go away.

No. 740521

>>738879
t. psychopath

No. 740623

>>740440
Thats what I have started to do though he can see that I'm actively messaging in a group we are both in.

>>740478
That's probably true anon, tbh he's one of those guys that hardly interacts with women but when he does he acts like a gentlemen and treat them like "queens". Plus he's 19 and find him too young and immature trying to get my attention.

No. 740678

Honestly feel like I'm getting played by a jackass who doesn't know how to make boundaries and a bunch of users who overstep their roles. Might go home tbh

No. 741120

Fuck you. I spitted blood over you, defended you with everyone, I understood you when you spoke and offered connection. and yet you’ve got the guts to guilt trip me with your diagnosis? I know you’re ill but I honestly don’t care anymore. I’ve spent years wiping your self absorbed ass. I loved you like a sister and mourned you as such. Yet, your addicted ass values more a blunt than my friendship. Fuck you it’s worth way more.

No. 741368

Anons be like fucking die you monstrosity, I clawed my way until my fingers bled all for you and you fucking betrayed me so deeply that it will plague my family seven generations deep. I will always be watching you with my super powers, my quivering third eye ever changing omnipotent directions to find you through sleet or shine. I will make you pay. I’m not delusional btw:

No. 741529

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yeah bro me clarifying myself and wanting to let you off easy was me being an epic abusive "master manipulator" who "twisted a lie." even though you roped me back into our shitty friendship multiple times you weren't asking to be led on or anything like that. and yes i do take full responsibility for "fucking up your self esteem," which has nothing to do with your crippling porn and video game addiction. expecting me to just forget about you lashing out at me for the most retarded shit just because you gave some half-assed apology for it is not manipulation btw.

No. 741590

I know you're really good at lovebombing me and I used to eat it up. I still like being doused in affection, compliments and gifts, I mean, who doesn't? But it puts a bit of a damper on the praise if you're not even capable of normal, respectful human interaction when the conversation touches on anything but generic hobbies and life events. Whenever I bring up your past shitty behavior you go right back to the excuses and deflections and it shows how little you've really changed. All the romance in the world isn't going to cover up your rotten core. You're a fake and a hypocrite. Ultimately, there's nothing meaningful about praise coming from the likes of you. I know I'm better than you. That's why I left. Too bad you didn't care enough to step it up during the years of chances I gave you. Now you get to live with your failure. And you know what? You should be upset about that. Because even when I acted as your pathetic slave I was still a hell of a catch, and any woman of value will never put up with the sort of behaviors you subjected me to. You will forever be in that cycle of getting close to someone then losing them because of your mindless and meaningless self obsession until the day you end up alone on your fucking deathbed.

Good riddance.

No. 741618

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I WISH WHOEVER WAS POSTING GORE WOULD FUCKING LEAAAAAVE. LEAVE THIS SITE ALONE YOU DEGENERATE FUCK - WHY WOULD YOU EVEN HAVE A FOLDER WITH SAVED GORE IMAGES??!?

No. 741623

fuckin call me at the time you tell me youre calling me it's pissing me off you dont even want to employ me!!!!!!!

No. 741626

>>741618
omg THE GOLD STAR LESBIAN

No. 741722

You block me everywhere before I even get a chance to explain that I only did what you told me to. You are painting me to our mutual friends as the worst person ever yet there you are, mid-thirties, fat fuck kpop stan streamer wannabe. In all these years I know you all you did was work shitty jobs endlessly complaining about them but not lifting a fucking finger to make your life better then getting home and munching on chips and candy for hours in front of your computer.
You are pathetic and you're right, I don't even know why I thought you were my friend.

No. 741726

>had barely heated exchange on lolcow
>permabanned
test to see if I'm still banned.

No. 741731

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Stop being delusional! You're a 30 year-old-woman. No matter how much you hype up your mundane reality, with the hoard of shitty knick-knacks, parasocial obsessions with artists, boring pet upkeep - we all see through you. You chose to ignore all of your personal issues and move to a new country. Now you're on another continent, married to a guy who is clearly not ready for marriage, nevermind the baby on the way. The baby which you can't deliver safely because of your history of smoking and drinking and overall sedentary lifestyle. All of which are problems caused by the deep-seeded issues you have chosen to ignore! Come home, have the goddamn baby safely and go to fucking therapy.

No. 741978

There's a point where you have to see your own role in creating those waiting times you love to cry neglect at. Remember sabotaging your own progress at times when you had supports there? Neglecting yourself more than any service ever did. Wasting other peoples time on top of your own. Taking appointments away from others that might've actually shown up. Hell be mad at the illness all you want but the services did not mess you around.

No. 742112

>>741618
lol why is there a star

No. 743378

>>685198
I hate the bastard who is blackmailing me. I wish I could have a normal life without worrying about being doxxed and exposed if I make this freak angry somehow. I hate that he takes advantage of me and can threaten to ruin me if I don’t comply. I wish I had a way out. I just want to live alone and work from home as a programmer and be completely alone. Instead I’m forced to perform on command for people like a circus animal. It’s exhausting. It’s demoralizing. I have no escape.

No. 743411

>>743378
Wtf anon, that sounds horrible. Is there no way to get help with that situation?

No. 745470

Sorry. I still want to fuck you, even if you don’t want to hear it. I wish you didn’t hurt me and I wish I didn’t hurt you. Because I want to fuck you.

No. 745474

>>743378
Anon, please go to the police or something. Wha the fuck.

No. 745479

>>743378
Please just go to the police. It sounds like you are risk of being trafficked.

No. 745502

>>743378
Seconding all anons. Please. Get to the police. Have it in writing somewhere. Those things can escalate, you need a paper trail. Keep all proof.
Is it in the realm of possible for you to move out? To do some pre-emptive damage control to your boss and friends saying a psycho is torturing you? What is he threatening you with?
Things can't stay like this, but you do have escapes, nonnie. Don't lose hope.

No. 745506

>>743378
Go to the police. Whatever he's got on you, he will suffer more and he knows it.

No. 745509

>>745506
Yes! Exactly. The more he follows his own blackmails the more shit he gets into. He’s fucking shitting himself thinking about you going to the police otherwise he wouldn’t waste the energy to get blackmail material. Now GO TO THE POLICE BEFORE IT GETS WORSE AND HE GETS OTJER PPL INVOLVED

No. 746381

>>741726
How do you not see if you're still permabanned?

No. 746387

ben stein was shilled my whole childhood in the 90s as a big intelligent man but hes retarded af

No. 746402

you don't do the dishes, take out the trash, or clean the living room ever unless one of us does it ALREADY, so you just wipe down counters that are ALREADY CLEAN. your parents pretty much pay your way since all you do is work your retarded little front desk job where literally everyone there thinks you're a mouthbreathing freakazoid.

you chew too loud, you stare with your eyes too wide, and you look like if lord farquaad and that fish lipped bitch from monsters inc fucked and subsequently tried to abort you.

and you can't muster up the fucking energy to do the dishes now because you're tired so you ask my overworked husband to do it? because you got called into work???

genuinely and wholeheartedly kill yourself. i cannot wait until you move out so i can tell everyone how fucking disgusting you are without you making the whole house stink like your pig disgusting body odor as payback.

no one's gonna read this textbook of autism but if you do, and you've made it this far, allow me to reward you with some advice: don't room with retards.

No. 746404

>>746402
this was such a small piece of only recently-relevant woes, but another thing:

- calling herself asexual and then going out and fucking people. lmao.
- one of those performative woke tryhards that is clearly just in it to get her asshole licked by other performative woke tryhards.
- and how can i forget the fact that they have sexually assaulted one of my best friends multiple times.

i'm fucking sick of it. i can't say anything because she goes out of her way to act like a pussy victim with no spine. she's moving out in august or we're evicting her.

No. 746417

If someone in your life is begging you not to drink then maybe you should listen to them. Maybe that in itself is a significant sign that you have a problem.

The lucky women dating you don't all conspire against you to ruin your fun or your beer buzz.. the problem is you turn abusive when you drink. You rage, you scream, they walk on eggshells in their own fucking home. Who gives a fuck about 'ruining your fun' when you have a clear pattern of abusing women under the influence of alcohol. At least while sober you somewhat contain your asshole nature. How the fuck is sitting on your laptop downing beer after beer this wonderful buzz that you say it is? How is it worth assaulting people or accepting the risk of repeating that every time?

Love that you're dating an enabler now. Go drink heavily together.. keep doing it in front of the four kids and see how long it takes for life to turn to shit. Can you believe someone called child services on you. It wasn't even me because honestly your drunk rages scare me so much that I wouldn't give you any reason to show up at my door again threatening to end me.

No. 746424

FUck offf can't you people solve your stupid 3rd grade math problems yourself why do you forward it to me and how am I supposed to solve it if I don't know how they learned it and what sort of answer the teacher expects and how am I supposed to "rationalize the denominator" if there is no god damned fraction in the question

No. 746431

>>746424
It was someone's exam, if she didn't learn this easy stuff how will she know the harder things later, she should have learned it and she has all access to a calculator how hard is it to type in 2 numbers and press =? How hard is it to do it on your own instead of making other people do it? Fuck this fuck corona fuck school fuck these entitled children who don't want to do a single thing, it's easier now than ever to cheat if you didn't study so just put in a bit of effort instead of delegating it to someone else, I'm so fucking angry I want to bang my head through a wall, (I think I have anger issues though) fuck this you interrupted my microelectronics homework, and who am I supposed to ask when I get stuck huh?? I have nobody. You all children will also have nobody to ask at some point and you have to learn how to do things yourself and that's what school and homework is there for. To teach you how to learn. I'm really getting mad at a little kid out here

No. 746441

of course this dumb motherfucker is fucking a married woman too! Hah!

This is the most disgusting IMMORAL person ive ever come across and its DISGUSTING how coddled this fucking guy is. Nasty, nasty, nasty!

No. 746467

I hate my coworker. She's such a fucking retard it's unreal, she cleans things with hand sanitizer even though we have a dedicated spray? Which aside from being retarded as fuck, it leaves all the surfaces sticky and gummed up. But you can't correct her on anything because she's bEEn tHeRe 15 yEaRs. Shes slow as fuck and causes problems all the time and refuses to do things the new way because it's not the original way she learned. Guess what things change you old boomer. Wish you could get people fired easier.

No. 746572

>>746424
Parents are gonna start panicking and cracking the whip over teachers, tutors, and substitutes because little Jimmy actually didn't learn shit from home and fucked around. That's not gonna be an excuse when he flunks his grade after testing though.

No. 746800

I get unironically so triggered when my mother tries to make me clean. I vaccumed the fucking house just last week, we don't live in the dust plains. Fuck off. It's clean. Get your fucking power trip somewhere else you martyr complex bitch.

No. 746868

There's a guy in a discord channel I'm part of who keeps posting progress pictures of a giant jawbreaker he bought, as if he's overcoming some huge feat by licking it smaller in record time. Every time he posts a picture I just gag thinking how he's basically just licking his own petrified saliva at this point.

Why is it that in every discord channel there's always at least one disgusting retard, no matter how decent the rest of the members are.

No. 746937

You dumbasses need to stop letting men treat you like shit. You're way too precious for that

No. 747392

>>746937
>too precious
I’m sure they aren’t.

No. 748298

pls just go ahead and off yourself if you’re going to continue to be a whiny ungrateful brat. youre too old to be acting the way you do and everyone makes fun of you behind your back literally all of us do.

No. 749484

“it’s not that deep” you’re right and you’re funny but I hope you get hit by a car. Fuck you I hope all your shit gets leaked and your employer finds your shit. Ugly worm. I’ll defend you any other day if I wasn’t aware of how retarded you are, but you can only thank principality for that. Something tells me you’re a fucking idiot and I believe it. Pathetic and you better hope I don’t run into you again.

No. 749572

You are a crazy bitch if you keep doing it after months and keep targeting innocent people who weren't even involved because your fried skitzo brain made you think they were.
Get off the internet and get some help, narc.

No. 749576

keckle my neckle, bitchole it's about time you learned to see my tru power. I play some Bachmann turner overdrive in the background

No. 749583

>>749576
you okay?

No. 749585

Spoiled piece of shit jfc, I'm NOT changing my daily routine so it fits YOU. Take care of YOUR dog, be RESPONSIBLE for once you god damn fucking stupid manchild. Just because your mother spoiled you doesn't mean I will do the same. Piece of shit, you don't even clean the house, buy groceries or get anything we need, you almost live rent free on MY expense because your mother is a fucking coward to stand up to you. Move out and take your dog with you you fucking shithead. Fuck I hate you. You should've died instead of dad, it would've made everyones lives easier.

No. 749593

>>749576
What language is this

No. 749600


No. 749679

You are all fuckin crazy smh



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