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No. 690333
let it all out.
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I like to pop my bfs back spots while he sleeps
No. 690402
i've started lowkey simping for my friend who i've been sleeping with for a while and i'm pretty confident he reciprocates but i don't know if that's something i even want, i guess
like, he's one of my best friends and our relationship goes beyond just sex, i enjoy being around him and look forward to talking to him or seeing him and it seems pretty apparent that he feels the same way. he is so sweet and honestly probably more consistently nice to me than anyone i've dated in a long time (and his dick game fire) lol and so it feels like a no-brainer but like…
idk, we're both relatively recently out of long-term relationships, i'm not ready to commit to something serious again right now, and this is a dumb petty reason but i know that most of my other friends wouldn't like him, not for any particularly valid reason, he's just a big nerd but also somehow a chad? and while i love my friends they can sometimes be a bit cagey around people they don't "get." unrelated he is also in the army which stresses me out a lot for a number of reasons tbh.
the stupidest part is this feeling like it's so "off-brand" for me, by which i mean he is SO normie, he wears fuckin dad sunglasses and cargo shorts and unironically calls blink-182 "punk rock," his hobbies are going to the gym and buying fucking lightsabers kek, and normally all of these things add up to someone i would never be interested in but for some fucking reason i'm enamored. aside from my roommate who thinks he's great, i have no idea how to integrate him into the rest of my life with all of my more "alt" (twitter leftist) friends. i feel like i sound super retarded and pretentious like i think i'm superior or something for being into weirder or more alternative shit or whatever you wanna call it than he is because i don't, realistically he's still pretty out of my league lmao, but i have no fucking clue how to navigate this situation at all, it has been so long since i've had to deal with any romantic uncertainty, and most of all, i just feel like an asshole.
No. 690419
>>690411fuck
i know you're right, i'm a fuckin dumbass tbh
it's like i keep hoping someone is gonna tell me my suspicions are wrong and i'm reading way too much into things but lol nobody is telling me that and i feel like at a certain point i gotta accept the consensus instead of trying to talk myself out of having feelings but that's so scary kek
No. 690593
>>690582inserting kek randomly doesnt make you integrate. youre just a depressedfag without the ability to control the baser abilities. doomposting isnt special, learn to master yourself and you can join the best of us who can shit on people without fear of b&, backlash, or reply.
cutting is weak shit. just do like the rest of us and learn to domm a guy sexually
No. 690655
>>690653It's… All bullying kek
At least irl is less cowardly
No. 690659
>>690655people who can look other people in the eye and drive them to "undisclosed" are sociopaths
I guess which is worse depends on whether you think cowards or sociopaths or worse
No. 690665
>>690651There are anons who don't visit the cow threads at all, you know.
>>690650This. She got her comeuppance already by becoming the kind of loser who tries to troll people on Lolcow.farm.
No. 690722
I used to be very supportive of trans people and their movement, to the point I thought I was nonbinary or even trans, but nowadays, I just don't see them as people. I see them as disgusting mentally ill individuals. This is weird and I kinda feel weirded out at myself, like, I feel wrong, as if I should view them as normal humans. But I just don't, I think they're severily mentally ill and should commit suicide as fast as they can. I'm being serious, I don't know where this deep hatred comes from, I think it's something in me telling me how horrible is that this whole trans agenda is pushed and society just allows it and nobody bats an eye. I was watching a channel with a video about why you should watch higurashi and the voice of the male narrator was very nasal and a bit high pitched. I saw then the first video they put out, 2 years ago, and his voice was that of a completely normal dude. Fast foward to the present and their voice is that of an annoying tranny. I went nuts. I can't believe this is a widespread thing. This is why I'm writing this: I am deeply transphobic, and I feel no remorse in it. Well, maybe a little, like I feel as if I should respect all kinds of people because respect is an important part of my values, even if I don't understand someone I try to at least keep some respect to them -I'm of course talking about everyday life-. But trannies just, I just want them to die, if they gave me a button that suddenly made all the trannies drop dead I would push it. And feel no remorse. Is this what homophobes, racists, and other kinds of people feel? Does this make me a horrible person? Am I a horrible person or just deeply flawed?
I used to have a trans classmate, they were a year or two ahead of me. She (born as a he) was kind, beautiful, and even though she still looks a bit manly I thought she was cool. I thought she was really sweet. I still kinda like her. When I think of trans people like her I think, trans people must not be that bad.
But then I see twitter, I see youtube, I see these schizos and these trannies being loud and disgusting and… I just don't know anymore. That's my confession. I don't know how to deal with these feelings.
No. 690724
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I think Amandabb's skin is gross and spotty, she's ugly and overrated and very cringe when she hates on colourpop and yells "WHO IS THIS FOR" "THIS IS THE SAME PALETTE AS THAT OTHER ONE" just because she knows how to do eyeshadow doesn't mean she's an expert on it. Also Micky Moon loves copying her with her "I HATE THIS WHO IS THIS FOR LOL" spiel when she was hating on a baby yoda palette (I mean yeah baby yoda is cringe but there's a market for that)
No. 690786
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yesterday I spent 4 hours crying about the misguided optimism of Y2K, the unavoidable death of my generation, Chester Bennington's suicide and dementia. oh and also how much I love my parents and IDK how will I live without them
No. 690824
>>690373how public? i never understood how ppl did this until like a few months ago when me and my gf did it discreetly in a park
>>690614with those sick noises he makes? that's impressive
No. 690835
>>690751Thanks for the advice. Unfortunately he lives in a whole nother continent and I honestly am not sure what his exact address atm. This is how little I know about his life. Funnily enough he blocked me but I found a way to block him back.
Honestly I just need to find a way to stay mad instead of feeling baseline empathy. Hes hurt and worried me so many times before with his words and always acts like this when he feels lonely despite seeming like he moved on? (Ive seen what I presume is his new gfs instas recommended to me on insta, but they might have broken up)
No. 690886
>>690632>That's mean!It isn't
>Though that does give me a gross feeling. God I hate lukewarm cum and try my best not to do it unless I genuinely don't want to have sex or want to cum on my own but not feel guilty for it so I give him a sympathy handy.Wtf grow a fucking backbone. I feel sad for you, find a relationship where you can say no to each other
No. 690940
>>690832>>690833>>690857He does have pretty serious anger issues so I know this is a red flag, he's never been angry at me ever and I'm the only one who can calm him down when in a temper so I partly think I just need to find a solution whilst we're intimate to prevent the anger arising, you know? I just can't think what and I don't want to take too long to figure something out incase something bad happens.
>>690867I appreciate the concern but can it count as domestic violence if I've consented before hand? I don't mind choking during sex honestly and apart from that he's never physical with me
No. 690963
>>690942Probably because its bait but I'll bite.
You have brainrot from too much time on twitter, just take a break and get a healthy hobby. You said yourself you liked the one tranny you knew irl so you must know there's a difference between the real world and twitter. Terminally online people all suffer the sort of distressing cognitive dissonance you described because you all have replaced genuine human connection with dumbass identity rrhetoric.
No. 690983
>>690970>>690968>>690963no, I'm a biological woman, and it wasn't bait
>>690963Probably true, but doesn't make me hate trans people less
>>690970Because I would feel awful if I treated she or him or whatever in a bad way irl, but I do hate trans people, I just don't know what to feel. I would never advocate for troons in my life ever again, I'm done with that shit
No. 690989
>>690983You're on an anonymous message board, you scone. Theres no need to refer to that male as a she.
Also here's some comforting words; sorry you're friends with a tranny
No. 691002
>>690987You're on a board with a userbase that's largely unsupportive of or against transgenderism. If you need someone else to assure you, I suggest you do more independent research on why transgenderism is bad.
Also possibly unpopular opinion, but I also feel like you don't have to be mean to trannies in their face to make your point against transgenderism known. Like you can treat them like any normal person around you while still letting them know you disapprove of transgenderism. You don't have to bully them into agreeing with you like trannies and tranny-supporters bully the rest of the world into supporting them.
No. 691093
>>691084I do! That’s not what I’m talking about, and I was never into those, though. It’s the stuff l from the era in vid linked, kek.
>>691075This made me lose my shit the first time relistening recently and still makes me giggle, so probably not.
No. 691113
>>691073Not really? I haven’t gone out too much tbh. But after reading:
>>691078I’m sorry, I won’t do it again.
No. 691121
>>690940It's not your job to make him not angry so he doesn't harm you. Don't be intimate with him again. What if next time he fucking snaps your neck because of his "anger issues"? You could die or get brain damage.
Please do call a womens helpline to get real advice on the situation. Stay safe anon.
No. 691128
>>691124Love you too, sister
I know on radfem irl & it's so relieving.
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>>691124Same, anon. Me and one of my good friends are terf/tehm besties, but we (especially me) still run in woke circles so alas.
No. 691136
>>691130Samefag as
>>691134, my best female friend is terf adjacent and has even said, “I honestly kind of hate trans women,” to me while talking about language that dehumanizes women but still won’t fucking bite and wears that “why be x/y/z/transphobic when you can be quiet” shirt that was popular for a bit.
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I'm so jealous of you anons, my best friend capes for troons so hard and would drop me in a second if she found out I was terven. All my female friends are super online on twitter so I couldn't even drop light gender critical rhetoric without their terf senses tingling.
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>>691183It's okay, anon, you're not alone. My best friend came out as trans last year and I'm too attached to her to drop her or anything. May we find irl terf buddies in the new year.
No. 691250
Mods, I'm sorry.
>>691226Don't do stupid shit. Employers look at social media pages, and you could be doxxed by pissing someone off in a roundabout way. Even if a friend of a friend sees it and gets bottom belligerent, you could end up as fair game.
Shitposting is for anonymous imageboards.
No. 691261
>>691226You gotta be careful about how you word things on places like fb if you use your real name. It used to be that making your info private and knowing the politics of your friend circle was enough. But these days, especially when it comes to dealing with trannies, expect crazy-tier stalking and revenge-seeking–with as much fervor as if you admitted you child diddled or robbed a bank.
These crazies can take your name and with a swift google search can find your professional profiles and information just like that. It sucks but your bf is right.
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i honestly miss being a brony. watching the show and the parodies, reading dumb fanfics, listening to the extremely bad and cringey fan music etc. i was very young when i was in the fandom so i don't really think i should be ashamed but it's still like sensitive for me idk why. feel like i can't share nostalgia about mlp with anyone as all my brony "friends" at the time were just adult men grooming me, who i'm obviously not in contact with anymore.
No. 691270
>>691265I was in high school and genuinely loved the show. But it was all for the meme. I even remember doing a full powerpoint for a class based on the show.
God the retarded autists that would freak over the show…. but it was a simpler time. Would gladly go back.
No. 691273
>>691265You mean?pegasister?correct?I too thought I was a "Brony" when I was 12 or 13 (I thought it gender neutral)but I didn't know any better.I was the only girl at school who loved it and I even dressed as Rainbow dash for Halloween.I lost interest as soon as I saw the degenerate,gross shit of the fandom (I saw porn of mlp)
and how insufferable and immature bronies really were especially on Deviantart.
No. 691296
>>691271wait what? more info on this??
am I on a secret terf watchlist?
No. 691297
>>691296no offense and nta, but shit bitch, don't you
go here?
cover your ass, fam, there's eyes everywhere
No. 691349
>>691087I do! But it's sometimes pretty boring to be honest. Plus sometimes the visitors are entitled assholes who refuse to listen to me when I tell them not to touch anything or that backpacks are not allowed in the exhibition halls. But all museums are closed due to covid so rn I'm furloughed.
My sister actually works in restoring museum items and I think thats infinitely cooler than my job.
>>691113Thank you!
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Of course I don't agree with all of his ideas but I really enjoy the work of slavoj zizek
No. 691466
>>691464No offense anon, but are you retarded? I said I wasn't just talking about your lolishota shit. Meaning my comment was unrelated to the gross shit you're into.
I said you could be a bad person in general… a la doing bad things. I bet you were just waiting to respond with "UHH LIKING THINGS ISNT EVIL" to defend your cartoon pedophilia but newsflash dumbass, that's not what I was saying.
You cannot call yourself "Good" because maybe you're aren't a good person? Maybe you're an absolute dipshit outside of your weird fetishes.
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>>691460I saw teacher / student and thought "ok whatever" and then I saw lolishota. show me on this doll where someone touched you pedofag
No. 691628
I judge people who smoke weed and I hate marijuana and its activist crowd. It really first came down to me hating the smell and finding the effects of the drug to be unproductive; it's a waste of time and money. But then interacting with people who were obviously on it (you all smell like shit) started to annoy me too. The most I see other stoners do is laugh and eat shit tons of food, it's no wonder that a ton of stoners balloon in size when they've got the munchies 24/7. I also judge when it comes to some drugs (xanax usage for instance) but not others, like LSD or similar hallucinogens because at least with acid trips you have some enlightenment into your psyche. And just to be clear I'm not currently a drug user myself but have used them in the past. I don't drink very much either since it always makes me feel like shit the next day because I rarely drink.
People unanimously agree that all other drugs have potential to be abused and to be gateways to other drugs but that completely goes out the window when it comes to weed. I have to disagree. In my experience, people who smoke weed often exhibit unhealthy reactions to stress (i.e, typical substance abuse signs) and will typically smoke pot after a stressful event/day because they need something to take the edge off. I'd judge someone if they did the same with alcohol or other drugs, but with marijuana there's this crowd who claims that it's a completely natural herb and is healing with medicinal properties, therefore it can do no wrong. I am disgusted by this crowd for other reasons like particularly the ones who drive while high or smoke while pregnant. They're so addicted and ignorant that you are willing to fuck over other people because they need to impair themselves. All of this has put me off of the drug aside from that god awful smell.
> inb4 some angry pothead farmer comes in here and calls me a prude or whatever and says that I'm wrong because they have a PhD, job, mansion, and a family–I stand by my opinion that you're dumb for wasting your time and money.
> also inb4 someone claims it's medicinal, that's not why the majority of people smoke but ok.
No. 691634
>>691591you like what you like.
people who whine about others being "boring" are usually either
1) boring themselves and waiting for other people to be their personal manic pixie dream clown and entertain them, or
2) walking lolcows who pride themselves on being edgy and mentally ill because they don't have any personality aside from that and think it makes them special.
No. 691647
>>691638samefag also feel that since Tim Burton and Wes Anderson films tend to be more popular with women then men, it may be a factor in why both are sometimes considered cliche film makers
>>691640I guess it's my own insecurity, Like I see these "boring white girls starterpacks" and I often see that a lot of stuff I like or my boyfriend likes in those starterpacks and I start feeling insecure about my interests, like I don't wanna be a cliche becky even though I'm not even white
No. 691653
>>691636It's like people forgot what it was like when they were kids to have their embarrassing and personal pictures exposed for the world to see. Now it's okay because mommy gets a "like" or a promotion on social media for it. That's disregarding the pedo, identity theft, and kidnapper concerns.
I'll never forget back in the early 2000s when I was a preteen and my asshole best friend at the time published an embarrassing pic of me on one of her blogs. I was legitimately mortified, my mom had to talk to her mom and she finally took it down. Nowadays little kids have topless pictures of themselves in baths or smeared in their own shit put online before they can even comprehend what social media is. It's so wrong.
No. 691658
>>691642> was too poor to be a horse girl, was a former drug user if you actually read wtf I wroteBut oh well, I guess found the sensitive pothead like I initially predicted.
>>691652> People definitely have a drink after a hard/stressful dayI definitely said that was unhealthy as well. But people at least acknowledge alcoholism whereas there's a huge crowd of stoners claiming there's no risk for addiction with pot.
> you sound tight as fuckMore like someone who is frustrated because they have a highly unpopular opinion in a world full of pro-weed bs.
>>691656Doesn't that give my argument more validity as opposed to the "horse girl" that has never tried drugs? I've smoked before and personally I don't like it although I'm not one of those people who gets anxiety due to pot, I hate how lazy and unproductive it makes you. But most of all I've been around stoners for a lot of my life and I find them to have the same common thread of a drug dependence that isn't much different from those who are dependent on alcohol or other drugs.
No. 691671
It is a very stupid thing to be proud of, but I'm glad I started masturbating when I was 13 and have been doing it on the regular. I started because I was already reading (and watching) porn, but mostly because I was curious. I knew that guys masturbated, and I also wanted to know what it felt like and how girls do it.
I hear so many women of my age, and older and younger, who have never touched themselves and never orgasmed because their boyfriends are idiots. And like, I can't imagine being fucked by a guy, and not orgasming. Getting dicked while dry and just being pounded away, no preliminars, no clitoral stimulation, it sounds both painful and boring. How can women put up it that? Why would anyone have sex just to be used for someone else's pleasure? Why do women even fake having orgasms? Who wins with that? I have met women who have no sexual drive, and just have sex to please their boyfriends. Like, how can you be intimate with someone, say that you love someone and share your life with them, if you don't even want to fuck them by your own will?
No. 691679
>>691628You know what else is a waste of time and money, is unhealthy, and causes people to act stupid and smell off? Refined sugar.
People need to stop all consumption of refined sugar cause there is no such thing as moderation and all who use it are doomed to die as smelly deathfats. I can spot someone who consumes refined sugar a mile away.
People who use their time and money in pursuit to consume fine sugar products are retards who probably gateway to other really bad food habits like transfats and high carbs. People who actually like shit such as ice cream, baked goods, confectionaries, etc. are annoying fucking addicts. If I have to hear one more of these motherfuckers go off about Ben and Jerry's I'm going to lose my shit, it's all some of these people talk about what their favorite refined sugar of choice is. Can you believe some people have the gall to consume refined sugar products when they're stressed or when pregnant? Doesn't anyone realize refined sugar is responsible for thousands of health maladies and deaths every year?!
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If you go on a handful of obscure tiny imageboards all the last 10 posts on each are probably mine, I’m just so lonely screeching into the void. Lc feels kinda soulless lately and I have nowhere else to go.
No. 691752
>>691679Your comparison sucks, stay
triggered pothead kek
No. 691764
>>691756I hate to break it to you anon, but firstly people wouldn’t understand you more if you were diagnosed with schizophrenia. People in general don’t even understand depression despite it being common to experience or at least be able to relate to ordinary sadness. Schizophrenia has all sorts of misunderstandings and stigmas associated with it and a diagnosis would not make the majority of people more understanding.
Similar with autism. You’d get a lot of sympathy online sure but most people would just consider you retarded and incapable. With any health problem, including physical issues, some people are going to think you need to sort your shit out and not empathise.
The world is not made to accommodate mentally ill people. It sucks but that’s the way it is currently. If you’re going to be pointlessly wishing to be anything, make sure it’s to be neurotypical and mentally & physically healthy. That’s the best chance you have to be understood.
No. 691793
>>691591>my favorite sex position is missionary with oralThis made laugh. I'm pretty vanilla sexually too and for some reason feel like there's something lame about that. Ffs at one point I identified with the BDSM lifestyle because I assumed I was into it, since I was so self-hating and masochistic, but it turns out you can be self-hating and masochistic without it being a sexual thing
I also watched and enjoyed every season of Gossip Girl and Pretty Little Liars, but I have no shame about that for whatever reason.
No. 691803
>>691796is it
strade?If it isn't I don't know my japanese romance cope simulators well enough because that's extreme. At most, the classic cage.
No. 691815
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I've somehow gone most of my life convinced that I'm this super nurturing, maternal person who belongs in some kind of emotional supportive role, and I'm just not. I never have been. It's so bad that I was on track to apply for master's programs in counseling even though I dread having to give emotional support to anyone for an extended period of time. It just feels incredibly uncomfortable and unnatural and drains the fuck out of me. I am very much a solutions-oriented person and have a very clinical and borderline autistic way of understanding human behavior and how people operate. I know when I'm being insensitive and when to keep my mouth shut (or pretend that I give a shit), but I honestly have a really hard time dealing with people who are super fixated on things like ethics and family life and social niceties. I tend to avoid these people like the plague because it just feels like everything I truly think and feel will offend them. I can't be myself around them. I worked in academia for a few years and the place is absolutely crawling with these types. It was horrible. I left feeling like the only reason everyone didn't hate me was because I was pretending to be someone else.
I guess the point I'm getting at here is I'm almost 30 and finally acknowledging this to myself for the first time. I'm terrified that it's too late for me to really be myself in any sort of professional environment. My background is in liberal arts and psychology, but I don't feel like I fit in at any jobs where the majority of people also have this background. I'm a creative person but also a very solutions-oriented person when it comes to dealing with problems. The people I get along with tend to work in STEM or IT, neither of which I've ever really given much thought in terms of pursuing. But I am fairly good with computers in comparison to the average person, so I often wonder if I shouldn't seek a career in a related field? I also worry that it's too late and I'll always just be behind everyone else if I try. I don't know. I'm rambling and scared and sad that I've been living a lie for my entire life and I don't even entirely understand how I ended up like this.
No. 691824
>>691296TERF Tracker, Terfblocker, and Shinigami Eyes/Terf Hunter all created by and run by rapist troons. Read ovarit tinfoil here:
https://ovarit.com/o/GenderCritical/5105/3-for-3-terf-tracker-terfblocker-and-shinigami-eyes-terf-hunter-all-created-by-oIt's becoming clear a significant amount of TRAs (actual trans and so-called male "cis" allies) want to weaken sex-based protections in order to abuse women and girls. Read womenarehuman.com for more info.
TRAs run sites where they aggregate snapshots of women's social media, including photos of their faces, names, any aliases, linkedin profiles, home addresses, email addresses, their family members, etc. That is why you should remain anonymous.
One tactic in the UK is to hunt for women online, collect info, then bait them in convo, play
victim, turn round and accuse them of 'hate speech'. This has actually worked, resulting in some women losing their jobs and others dragged into court and prosecuted. TRAs have won a few battles, but the good new is they are quickly losing the war, as they've exposed their nutty asses to the public and it helped put GC issues on the map. They are now losing the gains they made kek. Kiwifarms has been documenting this for years, another site worth reading.
No. 691845
>>691752Excuse me but your costly trivialities greatly offend me. Stop having fun immediately or else I will call you a
triggered faggot.
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>>691910Anon may I introduce you to Filipino spaghetti?
No. 691924
>>691762I can't remember everything we talked about, but I think schizoaffective did come up. I think she said I don't have it because my symptoms aren't severe enough.
>>691764>If you’re going to be pointlessly wishing to be anything, make sure it’s to be neurotypical and mentally & physically healthy. That’s the best chance you have to be understood.yeah, you're right I guess
No. 691932
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I fucking love frenemy relationships. I love the thrill of the competition. I love the feeling of coming out on top. I love being a mean bitch and secretly getting off from the feeling of superiority I get when a frenemy fucks their life up catastrophically (like having a kid with a POS baby daddy, or becoming 100lbs+ fatter than me, or being stuck working at places like Wal Mart for a "career"). I just love comparing our lives when mine gets better and theirs sinks deeper into a pit of flames. It's like a drug- I know it's horrible of me but I LOVE it and I fucking thrive on it. I don't share these feelings, but a damn sure feel them.
No. 691955
>>691932Ahhh yes, here it is, the proof I've been looking for.
Thanks for making me feel good about my friendless life kek
No. 691962
>>691932And then when it's your ass you feel like paranoid shit when you realize you've made friends with fellow competitive dicks who equally keep you around as an ego boost and to not give a fuck towards.
It's a great life, truly.
No. 692005
>>691989Oneyplays can be kind of a hit or miss tbh
Good on you for at least going for the best of
No. 692006
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this is nothing special for lolcow, but it makes me feel guilty and i've been denying it for literal years so here we go: i AM pretty transphobic. and yeah, my reasons are weak and silly when i really think on them.
i just find transgenderism strange and uncomfortable. i don't get why the body is the thing that's chopped up and altered if it's (body dysphoria) is something based in the mind. that's similar to encouraging people with eating disorders to starve themselves to get that 12 bmi or people that want to cut, cut. why is messing with your body suddenly "empowering and beautifully tragic" when you wanna switch from one gender to another?
i have another confession but i'll wait a bit to post that, since this is already crazy long.
No. 692043
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>>692006It's crazy that women feel such severe guilt over their ~transphobia~. I feel sick every time I see a lesbian feel bad or apologise for not wanting to suck girl dick. I hate that women feel like they can't stand up for themselves and their rights.
Anon, embrace it and do your research. There's a reason they constantly censor and silence women on the subject, because the moment you pay attention beyond the surface level you will notice how insanely unethical and dangerous the whole thing is.
No. 692050
>>691748Men online love to steal pictures of women and request edits of them nude. There's also DeepFakes which have affected real women who have never filmed a single porn video but are being harassed bc some moid put their face on a porn video that keeps getting reposted.
https://www.abc.net.au/news/2019-08-30/deepfake-revenge-porn-noelle-martin-story-of-image-based-abuse/11437774Also unrelated but I'm pretty sure the HIGHEST upvoted post on some porn subreddit that I can't recall contains a clothed underaged girl. It's a clip of a blonde cheerleader doing a bend and snap type move and laughing, in an allstar uniform which indicates that she's 98% likely to be under 18 since most allstar cheer careers end after high school. But scrotes still commented "so hot I busted to this" not bothering to look deeper into whether or not she was of age or if she even consented to the video being shared like that (she definitely didn't, it was a joke and definitely filmed by another girl).
No. 692200
>>692198Ew anon, I'm not
that bleak
No. 692204
>>692200Luna wasn't that bleak at the start either.
I'm worried for you anon. I wish I could flush your order.
No. 692230
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Deep down I might always be a pickme
No. 692237
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>>692230Seriously, why are women like this? I can't imagine wanting a man's approval that bad.
No. 692238
>>692230same..but I dont wanna hurt other girls
just that deep rooted need to let the guys know I'm cool
No. 692242
>>692237I am not very pickme in my actions or looks, and men anger me enough to override it. But I can never quite shake what was instilled as a child through stupid disney movies or something. Wanting to be special and liked. Maybe someday I will be totally free.
>>692238I don't want to hurt them either plus I do know how shit men are. It angers me. Maybe the pickme left over is a sense of denial ig. I hope we both can get over it
No. 692248
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I've been libLARPing on Instagram because the small art circle I'm in is mostly queer non-binary "folx" who support sex workers. They seem to have taken over the fibre arts because it was historically a "woman's craft" and god forbid anything just remain nice and normal. I report all sex work I see online as a personal time-waster and fucking hate these whiny trannies. Why does every alt-genderqueer have a cane here? Why does every non-binary cross-stitcher have fibromyalgia? And worse, why do I need to KNOW about it? I've never seen an uglier crowd, it's like walking into the yarn barn now feels like I accidentally stepped into the anime club.
Also a lot of them are white Canadians and Americans, but sperg constantly about BIPOC shit. About how ragging on acrylic yarn is "racist" and how white women should not be leading the "green movement". The way they talk about it reminds me of kids getting into heated exchange about which Harry Potter house is the best and doesn't seem set in reality in the slightest. These people are retards and I smile and they share my artwork so I look like an ally to them and feel just as stupid. I wear my libtard mask and I smile.
I hope knitting is racist and sexist and bigoted because that would make me laugh
No. 692285
>>692282Neetlita staying pressed as ever, I see.
Anons, do you think there's any hope for her? I think not.
No. 692289
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I want a farmer friend
No. 692293
>>692286Then you would be wrong. She's a pickme for the same reason other girls are pickmes. Obsessed with male attention, shit-tier opinions, fine with dating bottom of the barrel guys.
>>692283I'm only "friends" with her to laugh at her. But she literally has no IRL friends
No. 692325
>>692313Not that anon but I’m similar. It shocks me to see friends living paycheck to paycheck, not out of poverty but out of their unrelenting need to buy so much shit.
They probably feel smug toward me as I live like a poorfag to save (combination of average salary and consequence of growing up poor). Though they seem to forget this when I occasionally buy something expensive.
No. 692337
>>691955The key is to go out of your way to befriend the lowest of people, so even if they think anything negative about you, it will never matter because they are worthless.
There goes my confession I guess.
No. 692348
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>>692263>>692264Goddamn I was hoping it wasn't so widespread. These stupid, needy cunts apparently have to make every situation as uncomfortable as they've made their own bodies and personal relationships. I do not understand this mindset at all, why they need to suffer from Main Character Syndrome. Of course a lot of these "folx" claim to be witches and empaths, but wouldn't an empath be able to know from my vibes that I'm an annoyed terf?
Anyway I'm just revisiting this to REEEE because I opened instagram to settler hands.
I was honestly hoping that people would tell me that I'm just in the wrong crowd or something, but I can't find a regular, normal bunch of people. Long before quarantine, my entire city stopped advertising knitting gatherings at the library because it was mostly where caregivers were dumping their patients for an hour during the week. What a shit hobby to enjoy, I feel like someone who was accidentally put in the special-needs classroom. This shit should be about math and fabrics, not genitals and where you align politically.
No. 692402
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>>692348>white settlers handsAre they talking about themselves kek? That’s so fucking funny and pathetic, yeah, I’m sure calling yourself a white settler is what natives want and not self serving at all. If it makes you feel better, this is the bio of our craft hijacker. Has an MFA but his art is an eyesore in every medium.
No. 692439
>>692043God that screencap. It's so sad it's funny. If someone told me 10 years ago that today you would be cancelled for saying that women face oppression due to being born women, not because they identify as one I probably would've lit myself on fire right there and then. Males really found that golden ticket to step over women, huh.
I seriously feel blessed to have a bff that's a terven bitch like I am and we can just rant about these freaks to each other all we want. I'm not even paying lip service to the cause but instead just stay silent about it but fuckers have been starting calling out people simply for
not speaking about trooners and constantly finding new "terf dogwhistles" to cancel people over. My friend already got berated for speaking about menstruation freely without adding
trigger warnings for trans people, truly a clown world setting.
No. 692756
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I'm gonna have to lie to my dad about getting on disability, but the anxiety and hallucinations and projectile vomiting are just too much to work through anymore.
Plus I only ever got trained to work in restaurants and they really don't want you working there anymore if you can't stop puking and can't use the cash register because the numbers no longer mean anything to your brain.
I really fell apart in the last five years
At least I'm only screaming now instead of self-harming and destroying property
No. 692768
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When i had my first period as a teen i always used to spill a cup of cold water all over myself and it apparently made me feel less pain
No. 692899
>>692885You’re not a horrible role model unless they know about your
abusive relationship. Theoretically I understand where you’re coming from, but if they don’t know and you’re telling them to avoid similar shit, then nope.
Secondly, take your own advice
nonnie. Even if you don’t give a shit anymore, high school you deserved better. Do it for her.
No. 692914
>>692906Thank you
I still have to be evaluated by a state psychiatrist to see if I qualify, which honestly I think I do
If I get accepted, I'm gonna see a therapist as often as medicaid will cover
I tried several therapists and a psychiatrist before, but I couldn't find anyone who would listen to me, but I think that might be because they weren't taking me seriously
No. 692944
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>>692914Ntayrt but I believe in you anon. I know it sounds dumb for an internet rando to say, but I really wish the best for you and believe one day you’ll get to the other side of all this horrible stuff.
Picrel, anons true form
No. 692950
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I think 'slutty' outfits look cool sometimes.
No. 692958
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I just ate two plates of dry pasta
No. 693052
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I can never fully commit to a man because they still lust after other women. It's not the other woman's fault for existing, but it is the man's for looking. They're all ruined by pornography where they want to keep "ordinary" women as placeholders until they meet the genre they spend their adolescence jerking off to. Ofc men have always been like this, but I feel like it is more offensive these days because men have less to offer. I'm bored of all my relationships knowing once they get comfortable because they always feel safe to disclose that they still lust after other women. Why can't I be the only one? I always make them the only man. My loyalty knows no bounds, I expect the fucking same or leave. Can the man who sees me as his dreamgirl just interlude himself into my life already?
No. 693105
>>692976Troon wasn't made up here tho
I just say male, because being male is an insult to life itself
No. 693516
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>>692956>>692959on a similar note, I know that glownigger uses the bad n-word but I find it cute in a way because it makes me think of pic related. Like it's what an irritated parent could say to a kid: "Oh come on, how many of those glow niggas do you already have? I'm not buying another one'.
I would like to buy my CIA agent a glo worm so he is less lonely glowing in his office while keeping tabs on lolcow…
No. 693635
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>>693621i feel you anon, hope you manage to distance yourself from such unhealthy means of seeking validation soon <3
No. 693660
>>693656This is true, and realizing this has made me stop putting most of my efforts to be "fuckable". Men often used to (it still happens, though not as much) beat, strangle and verbally abuse women immediately after sex. They invented the word "hatefuck". Straight men see women primarily as sexual objects and only later as individuals, and will use sex to express power over women and other men, whether in rape or notch-comapring contests: this is feminism 101. Men have the ability to completely mentally disconnect the hole they're fucking from the individual or object it's attached to.
Ofc, far from all men who would like to sleep with you will be like this. Just keep in mind that their attention through sexual means is
absolutely devoid of value. Sperg over.
No. 693679
>>693659Honestly I can't always tell with the writing since a lot of anime characters in general, even the male ones too, are written unrealistically, and with videogames there might not be a ton of character writing to begin with depending on the type of game.
Like one example I've seen is some people calling specific Animal Crossing characters waifubait (like Isabelle, Cherry, Ankha) but most of the characters in the game aren't ultra deep in the first place since it's a kid's game so I don't understand what made them different from the other characters. I guess it's due to their fans but at that point every female character would be considered waifubait, like even characters made to be unlikeable or unattractive on purpose attracts that type of crowd. But I'll still like them anyway so idk.
No. 693747
>>693723I hope you got the faux fur jacket and clear overalls those look like fun pieces that will become rare later
Don't see anything wrong with buying clothes if you cherish and wear them a lot
No. 693766
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>>692950I agree and I just played this stupid winx game from when I was a kid and I loved the outfits they wear even if they're all midriff baring shirts and bell bottoms
No. 693839
>>692485It's not a larp anon
>>692285I'm not NEETlita lmao
No. 693853
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>>693838I'm sorry, you could've picked almost any tranny and it wouldve been better than Blaire White
No. 693861
>>693858Ayrt, don't feel bad I've admittedly dated a TiF back when I was a young libfem smh
I'd never get with a TiMmy but something about blaire is attractive imo
No. 693946
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I'm not sure if this should go in the unpopular opinions thread or here, maybe in both, I'm not sure how unpopular this is but I need to say it.
I think that The Owl House art style is… quite ugly, I don't know why, but I seriously don't like how this cartoon looks and that keeps me away from the cartoon in general. The thing is, the bast majority of people that talk about animation just can't stop talking about it, even the ones I hate-follow, won't stop with it. To be fair, just like that other Disney cartoon with frogs, they just talk about shipping and how "Mature" these cartoons are, but I just can't stand how it looks and I know if I say this to them, they will get all angry, maybe tell me it is just because I must hate x y or z group of people or something. I actually don't hate anyone, I just feel heavily uncomfortable watching this show.
No. 693977
I can't stop watching catfish
>>693969This isn't a confession just the cold hard truth
No. 693978
>>693946It’s kind of funny how the mc and that other girl of the show get shipped to hell and back when the same people are preaching over
not sexualizing children when mc is 14 years old. I guess it’s because
uwu lesbeans hihihi.
No. 694010
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Even if it was to a scorte, I did something sincerely awful.
I was supposed to be friends with a guy but my feelings towards him became possessive and I felt like I was his world. In fact I know his world revolved around very few things, me being one of them. So when he didn’t play the game the way I wanted, I withdrew from him emotionally and forced us to stop communicating in any way. I did not have a single legitimate romantic feeling towards him despite both of us having [literal sleeping] dreams about us living together, the friendship had absolutely no real flirting on my part either. I simply cut him off because despite me intentionally playing with him, he began to have feelings for someone else. Coincidentally, someone I already did not like.
I wanted to hurt him, and the idea that I could do so brought me joy. I would actively talk around him if we had to be around each other. There would be months where he had no way of communicating with me and it would make him sad and I liked that, because it was proof I was still a priority. I could go on with my life knowing that when she failed to take all the space in his mind, I would be there. He’d look to memories of us for comfort. I was lingering in his thoughts like an incurable disease. He could try to reach out to me but he would have no idea if I’d get back to him, ever. It felt like I left a mark on him he could never erase, I impacted him that greatly (he really, truly had no solid life outside of maybe 2 hobbies and <10 people he regularly spoke to, me being easily in the top 3)
When he expressed to me how badly he missed me I almost wanted to end the charade and go back to normal. But I couldn’t move past the idea that my “things” were being “stolen” from me by her, and became jealous, and shut him out even more. The problem is, this made me feel even more joyful finding out that he is depressed.
At this point I’d become some type of cluster b sadistic fuck who honestly enjoyed him being upset. I had reacted this way before to other of my “friends” getting boyfriends or girlfriends when I didn’t like their partner, too. As if they needed to be punished for it.
Nearly every relationship I’ve reacted similarly to survived because they’d break up and I’d “win”, with my friend’s partner leaving the picture permanently. It was only with him that I truly realized what I had been doing, because it’s become a long term relationship yet he still asks about and for me to come back into his life. He doesn’t know this is how I feel about his relationship and will never know. I don’t want to give him any semblance of “closure”, I want him to hurt. Instead of becoming a better friend to him, I will let him keep remembering me for as long as he can. His lasting memory of me will always be the one that got away, the stupid manic pixie dream girl trope that gave him laughs and self confidence when he had none. In this way, we both got something out of this relationship. That’s what I tell myself so I don’t feel guilty. He got to have his moments as a hero, and I got to play mind games for no reason and satiate my messiah complex.
The embarrassment I feel over this petty, vindictive behavior will prevent me from ever reaching out first, so it’s a win-win. I actually think that would be best case scenario. If I leave him alone and in 2 years when covid is hopefully under control, I can feel fine if I run into him after really give myself a chance to marinate in his head.
TLDR: Confessing to emotional blackmail and feeling vindicated when my “friends” have bad times while being with a boyfriend/girlfriend that I don’t approve of (or simply do not like.) Behavior should cured by acknowledging this terrible behavior on my part and moving forward and being a better, more engaging friend, who supports all of her friends romantic relationships. Instead I cut him off and pretend he doesn’t exist for however long despite him reaching out to me. He’s a bottom of the food chain scrote and I treat him like an ever-so-precious test subject that’s been taken away from me. I’ll never tell him this and if i grant him access to me again will probably just repeat the cycle.
No. 694096
>>694090Yes it is. To think you are solely responsible for someone’s choice that involved multiple steps to completion is actually ridiculously narcissistic. She had sex, she wasn’t pushed in front of a bus.
Unless that guy was a complete fucking retard, he would have figured out how to find another woman.
Anon may have suggested a means- but her friend had to carry on literally every other step, including the act. People need to be responsible for their own actions.
And, maybe they’re right- maybe the friend wasn’t super into it. Or, maybe anon is projecting because she has a low opinion of her so called “pick me” friend?
No. 694185
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i wish i was better at ac / more creative in general, i quit playing because my island was so shit
No. 694260
>>694191>>694211i made a pinterest board to collect insp too but i just ended up completely copying stuff and it still looked bad. i want to restart for like the fifth time but it's such a hassle transferring all of my shit over and i refuse to pay one of those cataloging islands. i wish they'd just give us top-down terraforming, or storage for trees or literally anything to just make terraforming less annoying
i'm sad i missed the holiday events because of this kek
No. 694533
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I am severely depressed and barely functional but nobody in my life knows.
No. 694573
>>694533Huh, I KNEW there was a fellow Hunganon on this site.
Szia!! Also, therapy really helps, anon
No. 694595
>>694545i do lurk there kek, thanks though
i actually started working on my island again yesterday. i'm going to force myself to complete it and if i still hate it i'll restart
No. 694632
>>691460>>691604>>691694The only problem with shotacon is when people act on it IRL e.g real pedos.
Having it as a fetish or fantasy is okay. The whole shotacon trope is female seduction andhave a caring and forgiving partner which I think every human strives for.
The best thing in IRL would be to have a sub bf which is also into it.
If you think about touching a child in a improper way please consider swallowing cyanide pills.
(bad bait) No. 694700
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I don’t care if it took me 25 years to do this, but my writing is actually legible now, I can actually write notes that can be understood by others and now I don’t have to figure out just what did I write a few minutes ago. I’m proud of myself.
No. 695805
>>695800I know it lowkey sounds conceited to call myself attractive but I do commercial modelling as a gig so I guess thats societal proof enough, and let me tell ya it really isn't, you genuinely have to go out of your way to build a following, just doing normal social media doesn't cut it, its all playing a numbers game with the algorithm, how much you post, engagement, all kinds of bullshit and way less about how you actually look, I mean most cows in snow actually have social media followings, if that isn't telling enough.
Sure being pretty helps, It always helps, but its not that big of a helping hand, If you don't have being a narc attention whore in you its not going to work out.
No. 695867
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I love it when anons respond positively to my 2D men posts.
also tfw no butch gf to makeout with and bang me in cosplay kek
No. 695879
>>695876I'm sorry anon, you can quickly report it to the
https://www.iwf.org.uk or a similar agency if you don't trust YouTube up take it seriously
Take a shower, put on a safe television show or podcast as background noise and fix yourself something to eat after.
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Names are in the title so I looked her up to see if maybe I’m mistaken and wtf is this??? Fucking sketch I really don’t know what this could be
No. 695887
>>695883It sounds like you can still report that anon, and it's not something you will be in trouble for reporting either. I remember when it came to light YouTube's algorithm was leading children to content similar to that, and those videos were taken very seriously for what they were.
File your reports and then accept there is nothing else you can do and step away, try to forget it as best as you can
No. 695985
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i often find myself attracted to ugly men. i honestly dont know why, i don't think i have an underlying degradation fetish. and i'm not talking about disgusting, obese or unhygienic neckbeards just … men with nice bodies who don't look good facially. most of the time i'm attracted to guys w pretty features (i like my men a little lesbian looking) but suddenly i see a facially challenged man and am like wow that's so sexy.
No. 696110
>>696105v*nt thread
>>696106men aren't people
No. 696208
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I got my period for the first time in years this August and I was so happy about it, but my period this month is a couple of days late and I'm afraid that it's going to leave again. I gained a lot of weight and ~3 jean sizes in order to get it back and I wasn't even really restricting, I guess my body just hates me.
No. 696330
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Wreaking havoc is fun and I don't care anymore.
No. 696337
>>696209thank you
nonnie, that does encourage me about the whole thing
No. 696356
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The medication I'm on gives me the munchies like crazy. It can honestly be unbearable sometimes, feels a bit like being way too high on weed and craving chocolate milk or some shit.
It does work for its intended usage, so I'll have to fight through the urge to eat like a stoned horse.
No. 697208
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I like starting/engaging in internet drama and fights because it stops me from doing it irl hehe
No. 697236
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Have a few very serious health issues right now that cause me continuous pain, I look like shit because I don't feel like eating and just usually sit in my chair and try to act normal because whispers no one knows and I'll maybe tell someone once I'm better. No moralfagging please.
No. 697240
>>697213>He threatened to have his gf get out and "beat my ass" Lmao this man volunteered his girl to fight his own battles for him.
What a fucking coward, he would've shot me cause I would've stood there longer to laugh at his small dick and call him a pussy bitch faggot.
jk fam I'm actually nonconfrontational myself but you rock.
No. 697246
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I can't fucking wait to get drunk on New Years and bully the shit out of my bf
No. 697265
>>697240>>697221Thank you. To be fair, I struggled through an anxiety attack driving home because I'm also nonconfrontational.
>>697263He didn't mind calling me a "fucking bitch" etc, when I was yelling at him for being an asshole driver, or threatening to shoot me. He did it to sn old lady in the parking lot trying to pull out of her space too. He was just a rude jackass in a loud sports car that he looked too large to fit in.
No. 697334
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No matter how fucking edgy this sounds but I wish I would've known about the laws here sooner than at 16. I wish I would have gotten into more physical fights under 15, there wouldn't have been barely any consequences, like for fucks sake I miss fighting guys at school, the way it instantly made the stop fucking with you and your friends. I wouldn't do any of that shit at my age, but I look back to me being absolutely stupid and filled with rage and fucking up dudes older and bigger than me with such longing. It's been like a decade and to this day this one dude can't look at me and hurries the fuck away if we bump into each other somewhere. I also almost think that some teachers just chose to look tf away when some of these fights were going on because they knew how shitty these kids were and I am thankful. But at the same time maaaaaaan I would have kicked that tall fucks ass once more and even harder, that bitchass had his friends bail on him as some chubby 6th grader fucked up his shit and hair? It's also a confession in a way that absolutely none of my friends atm knows about this but I think they wouldn't really doubt either, I am pretty fucking calm and collected these days and would never fight unless it was absolutely needed.
No. 697501
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>>697334honestly same. i got bullied constantly, verbally and physically and i was too afraid to hit them back, pull pranks or anything. i was scared of them ganging up on me, and the consequences from the teachers or parents. yet at the same time i was faster and stronger than them, except for the older children. i could have at least slapped back, but was too much of a pushover for that. if i were to do anything now it would be illegal. yet these fuckers actions go unpunished.
No. 697505
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i like dreadlocks but i'm white. another reason i can't get it is every white person with this hair turns out to be a bum with idiotic conspiracy theorist flat earther beliefs.
No. 697507
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>>697334>>697501damm i feel you both, my bullies would always try to push me, and once even tried to throw a snowball at me that had a rock in it (which could have led me to a concussion lol). Would always be treated like shit.
I never really fought back but oh god i really wanted to go berserk on all of them.
now all of my bullies are either moved out or just forgot about my existence, it sucks honestly, i wish i could have done something but school system is fucking bullshit and they never really believe the bullying
victim which just sucks so much. anyway thanks to all of that torment i had to go through i will forever be angry not getting my revenge on them.
No. 697513
>>697262I've been here since the very beginning and I don't think that the demographic really changed, the times did. For one, in 2014 creepy pornsick males with a misogynistic crossdressing fetish were a lot less of a gigantic thing on women's radars. Now they're everywhere & without getting it for the sake of staying on topic here, more women are sick of male bullshit and are angry and turning to radical feminism or just man-hating because liberal feminism is worthless.
What I hate is the fact that there's hundreds of places that men can hate women online and say much worse shit than I've ever read here, but not even on a female dominated image board that is only twice removed from 4chan can a woman hate a man in peace. The subreddit dedicated to raping women and reveling in destroying their lives got to stay but the gencrit and PCOS (wtf dudes) subreddits got nuked. What I'm saying is, lolcow is one place on the entire internet, you'll be fine. Look literally anywhere else and you'll be free of man hate.
No. 697559
>>697553I just wish you'd go be bitter and angry somewhere else, that's all.
Idk how any of you expect my confession to change, I'm just being honest
No. 697569
>>697567you have
asherah's gardennobody's stopping you from making websites. quit it with the persecution complex.
No. 697585
File: 1608393123242.jpg (29.93 KB, 700x700, 1b449b564dc65f114ea3c663d7256b…)
I was watching a TV show where the main character was having a conversation and she was asked if she was being serious because she said something that the other character found hard to believe and she said 'I didn't mean anything by it, I'm just making conversation' and this hit me soo hard and made me realize that at work and also in my personal relationships, 99% of the things I say is either just to fill in the silence or because that's what's the other person wants to hear. I don't know how to be myself
No. 697625
>>697561I know you're not being serious, but her name is Stephanie SarleyThe kinky imvu shit she posts on instagram is cringe and there's also a video of her deepthroating a cucumber for some reason. The fruit and bread videos still make me horny
tho.
No. 697670
File: 1608409314252.jpeg (77.29 KB, 482x756, 809E71AF-1DFD-4ED3-9D30-5A4932…)
I use some of the threads on here as my to-block list, I don’t like directly following cows, it’s better to just read whatever happens to them when it has been gathered by the farmers that are willing to gather their milk.
No. 697807
>>697805nothing
should change your mind, it's objectively true
No. 697890
File: 1608438594067.jpg (26.36 KB, 236x533, im.adora.jpg)
i find her sense of humor funny and i laugh at her dark jokes. yes her costume was insensitive but it was a good social critique tbh
No. 697963
>>697957You were doing God’s work.
I don’t know if it was you but I remember way back on tumblr, a girl would accept confessions about cows and edit them onto photos of said cows. I found her through searching the shmegeh tag. Loved her blog, was said when she abandoned it.
No. 697983
File: 1608460085695.jpg (49.2 KB, 749x746, Duxc231UYAEVB57.jpg)
lol really wish i had a farmer friend irl to talk about cows with, my coworker/friend likes when i show him the site and cows but its not the same as if he was female or used the site too
No. 698004
File: 1608463203287.png (100.6 KB, 676x378, misandrygen.PNG)
>>697262Lolcow has
never been male friendly or simping for men, that's a gaslight if I ever saw one. There's been a "Misandry General" thread since 2015 which got renamed to Manhate and later Pinkpill, then banned altogether this year. In addition to that the discourse between genders has been polarizing all over society over the last 5 years which has lead to troonism and some countries even banning abortion, of course people will become more and more radicalized. You don't need a PP general thread to brainwash people to do that.
Pic related, it's the first Misandry thread that was so popular it reached its reply limit and started it all.
>>697271This tbh, realizing how shit men are doesn't mean you can't think a certain specimen is hot or desirable. Idk why kids here think that you need to be a complete doormat to men
or wish all male fetuses are aborted.
No. 698008
File: 1608463555716.jpg (34.1 KB, 1066x805, be44794eacf52d0194160c3c64ebaa…)
>>691265This is how I feel about vocaloid tbh. I was a massive vocaloid fan during my preteen years and they were honestly some of the best times of my life. I acknowledge that the fanbase is cringe (arguably even more so now) but I miss sperging out over kagamine len and writing autistic fanfics dammit. And I wish I could reconnect with older fans that aren't mentally ill troons
No. 698020
>>698008I feel this 100% — I recently tried getting back into VOCALOID videos on YouTube because it used to be such a big passion for me and the comments were all extremely bizarre zoomer weeb guys.
>>698012Are you okay? When I don't like someone or a group of people I don't keep checking back to see if they've replied to my post or not. As for replying to a confession, scroll up and look at the entire thread? This is about as dumb as people who post bait or controversial takes on a public Twitter account and then get upset when people reply to their hot take.
No. 698058
>>697983>my coworker/friend likes when i show him the sitewhy do anons do this
no wonder men keep shitting up the place
No. 698190
File: 1608486159369.jpg (74.21 KB, 794x525, Y1VNxF.jpg)
I still like hetalia and yeah.
No. 698601
>>698481I do because I like the intimacy of when they show their faces too, but
>>698531 That's a really scary thought, I always ask them if they're recording their screen and they're always like O no i would nevar but they totally could be lying
>>698527It makes me feel better knowing I'm not alone so thanks for this, I liked reading your message and it's making me reconsider everything
No. 698699
>>698404omegle is such a trash site idk how it's still up. please stop doing that to yourself anon, or at minimum don't show your face when doing it. the men on there are mega degenerates and you run the risk of being recorded and posted somewhere or doxxed
>>698694i envy you for not knowing anything about that family lmao
No. 698823
>>698699>>698691>>698796>>698536Thanks, you're all reinforcing something I basically knew already but i needed to hear it in somebody else's words. I really hope i don't end up on a pornsite somewhere, idk if or how I would even get it taken down
>>698809Yeah you're right too it makes me feel crazy like when the men i videochat call me nice names it feels like im glowing But there's no way it's worth it.
No. 699292
File: 1608600266277.png (167.54 KB, 500x355, 0EFDDE31-A5B1-4736-BD60-11DED5…)
I genuinely feel like my narc dad will hurt my mom and I. We are in the process of leaving him but he doesn’t fully know it. During the week we stay at a friends vacant house but the person who was coming up on weekends to look after it still stays there even though we said we’d take over. My dad thinks we’re doing a staycation to keep the family together but once we can fully separate we’re leaving for good. We had to come back for two weeks though because the guys’ brother is on leave from the Army and they wanted to stay at the house. This quarantine has been so hard on us and he’s resentful that I’m 25 and living with them and that my mom is home all the time because of her job going remote. He believes that this is “his” house and that us being here is getting in the way of him existing. He stands in the kitchen for hours and death glares anyone who tries to cook while he’s taking up space. He goes out of his way to constantly use my bathroom, even at 2 am despite having a bathroom in his bedroom, just to assert his dominance or whatever. He’s always been extremely resentful of me for many things and it’s only getting worse now that he’s retired and has no coworkers to abuse. Being cooped up in the house all day doesn’t help anymore but it’s really ramped up his already delusional worldview. He’s blamed this entire pandemic on both my mom and I and there’s no reasoning with him. I’ve moved out before on multiple occasions but came back because he guilt tripped me (and financial issues).
He’s extremely emotionally abusive but never laid a hand on me, mostly because I think he knows he couldn’t get away with it. I know though that there have been several times where I’ve made him so mad that if my mom hasn’t been there he would’ve hurt me. I think he would’ve really hurt me. I really feel like he’s the Chris Watts type; grow insanely resentful over time and then just snap. I’ve always walked on eggshells around him and right now it feels more intense than ever. I’ve had intrusive thoughts of coming home and finding hes killed my mom or himself since I was 12 and they’ve come back in full force. I’m so scared, I just want to make it past this Christmas without incident and go back to the other house where I know I’m safe.
No. 699336
File: 1608603272467.jpeg (Spoiler Image,461.96 KB, 1242x863, 1608439371428.jpeg)
I used to love belle delphine, but after seeing her suck dick I finally realized I was wrong all this time
Like, I used to like her quirky alt girl persona with the quirky alt girl selfies, the non ahegao ones (and the ahegao ones too lol sorry), like I did find her hot and cute… now she's sad to look at. She doesn't even suck dick as well as I do…
She would had been more popular if she stuck with her quirky but hot alt girl persona instead of doing shitty porn, but I feel like her moid boyfriend pimps her out so hard
No. 699339
>>699336>her quirky alt girl persona with the quirky alt girl selfiesWut.
She larps as an anime loli.
No. 699346
File: 1608604270961.jpg (38.36 KB, 530x530, 0b4233aa496b47beedd3d0d2956079…)
>>699339That's pretty recent and moid catering, she used to be normal
No. 699347
>>699339and? it's not like she's an actual loli. I liked her because she was cute and funny, not because she's an actual loli or underaged
She could had been a second Dakota but chose to cater to ugly ass scrotes instead
No. 699401
>>699397Oh! I know a couple of mexican dishes you might like! they also use chicken
Try out:
Mole verde or pipian
Mole rojo or mole almendrado
Pollo en achiote
Pollo en adobo
Pollo con salsa de chile poblano
Pollo con crema, rajas y elote
No. 699404
File: 1608610991225.jpg (86.61 KB, 600x918, Star-Wars-Rise-of-Kylo-Ren-Com…)
I want my boyfriend to fuck me in a Kylo Ren cosplay. I've never watched any of the new movies.
No. 699418
File: 1608611750708.jpg (35.53 KB, 600x435, 1287432895880.jpg)
>>699408I mean, I want it so bad
and your encouragement surely added fuel to the fire but I don't know how I'd get a good Kylo Ren cosplay without breaking bank and convince him.
Maybe I just need to get him really into SW again and convince him to do a Full cosplay for shits and giggles and let's drink some wine to unwind and oops why am I in this bed and why is
your cock out No. 699425
>>699420I'm mexican myself, so I know plenty of mexican dishes lol. I try my best at least.
I wonder how puerto rican food tastes like!
No. 699432
>>699421That's why it's in a confession thread kek pls no booly
>>699424Thanks
nonnie :') No. 699565
File: 1608624743163.jpg (233.52 KB, 640x960, kylo-ren-force-awakens-fan-art…)
>>699503Well, a few reasons
>It's a bit embarrassing as stated before>Neither of us watched the sequel trilogy (easily doable though)>For him to consider cosplaying someone he has to really like the character, and I don't think an edgy villain is his type>Even if he likes the character, it's a pretty pricy cosplaying, especially considering the full garb including the helmet cause it's pretty hot so I don't think we would buy something like this just for a fantasy onlyI think that if all those circumstances were met, he'd actually be pretty into it if I asked cause he likes doing new stuff.
good taste on the plague mask btw No. 699584
>>699565Why don't you bribe him? he doesn't have to like the character or even cosplay it for an event or anything.
It's about you and your pleasure. Who doesn't want to give their woman a good fuck?
Tell him how hot he would look, and how delicious the outline of his dick would be, so sexy that you would immediately start sucking him off if he only wore that costume. Or something.
Idk, it works with me and my man lmao.
No. 699591
>>699584>>699565Samefagging:
I'm pretty sure if he told you to wear something for him you would do it no doubt, so it should be the same for him. If he loves you and likes giving you pleasure, he will put the costume on.
(also watch this video minute 11 onwards)
No. 699602
>>699223I also cringe at my discord days when I was 18. I was also overly nice and immature and I feel like people might have been laughing at me. The community I was in was just weird and
toxic and I heavily regret wasting so much of my time on there. I also had an e-bf from there for a month which I took really seriously and cried for days when it was over, which makes me laugh looking back on it now. I've long since given up using discord and even though I have some of those people on social media I really hope they just forgot about me by now.
No. 699611
File: 1608631865757.jpg (94.27 KB, 1125x1107, 1600168316789.jpg)
my mom told me my entire childhood I was going to be murdered, and that I wasn't allowed to have friends/see other children outside of school was because all of them were being raped and she was protecting me from being raped too
she took me away from my entire family and moved me in with a foreign man who was so abusive with me, she literally made a rule that he wasn't allowed in my room so he couldn't corner me where she couldn't see it
to this day, I have no friends and I am constantly afraid of dying, even though I understand now that something was very wrong with her and there was no logic to anything she did
No. 699676
>>699613>>699600>>699593>>699591>>699584Thank you for kinda encouraging my Kylo Ren fantasies lmao (even the greasy wig anon)
Also that ride looks amazing, I wish I could go to Disney
>Tell him how hot he would look, and how delicious the outline of his dick would beThis actually made me blush
and I've been in a relationship for 7 years but I am still very easily flustered No. 699701
>>699628It’s okay, anon, I would also constantly braid my long haired pretty boyfriend’s hair
if I had one she probably didn’t understand and just wanted to play with her bf’s hair.
No. 699731
File: 1608646314357.png (314.96 KB, 755x427, shirtless-adam-driver-1073144.…)
>>699676anon do you also like him naked?
No. 699733
File: 1608646483527.gif (217.72 KB, 540x405, tumblr_6ae42069b9fea15fdcc1edc…)
>>699676If you do it, tell us how it went. because I'm the other anon that kind of is into the idea…
>>699731NTA but especially
No. 699738
File: 1608647406871.jpeg (44.13 KB, 582x399, 5E409994-7BE9-4EF0-BAEC-CC3C71…)
So I was feeling like shit, I got the flu and everything is wobbly.
My hair was greasy as fuck so I brushed it so I could cheer up a bit, then I thought brushing my hair won’t solve this problem, I better take a shower then I took a shower and felt a bit better since I washed my hair.
To keep the momentum, I brushed my teeth throughly and it was only after I was already finishing brushing my teeth that I noticed the huge ass lone hair entangled in it.
I couldn’t throw up even though I gagged.
The silver lining is that I got to expel a bunch of phlegm that was clogging up my chest.
Pic related is eyebleach. Sorry.
No. 699745
>>699637I can't remember the name of the school, but I went to a program where you had classes in the morning and free time in the afternoon, it was located in Shinjuku ni-chōme.
>>699701The fact that she did it right after I said startled me, she didn't glare at us or anything, so I can believe it's just something she usually likes to do (which I'd totally do too if I had one).
No. 699762
File: 1608648710183.jpg (89.49 KB, 500x750, 0bb9cd8a4ab166d7c3ed5cd66bb195…)
>>699749lolcow is not your safe space
No. 699909
>>699898>It's dumb because he has nearly 30k followers on his IG, lives on another continent, and is probably a fuckboy but I still feel oddly possessive bc he's insanely hot and not that known.im sorry anon what lol
this is like a man fawning over twitch streamers, they'll never be yours (so share with the rest of us in that thread)
No. 699969
File: 1608658404492.png (88.85 KB, 714x637, wew.png)
>>699957this, idc about even more banning but I was banned for pic related
it was just a question for the kylo ren anon about stuff we were already talking about (wearing the costume to fuck), sorry for posting le scawwy ad*m driver
No. 699980
>>699973I think about this often when I post kek
I wonder how many times we fight with the same anons that we've previously gassed up or laughed with.
Regardless, I consider infighting as friendly banter
Love you anons ♥
No. 699988
File: 1608658991964.jpg (438.92 KB, 2048x2048, Sorry.jpg)
>>699969I'm sorry Anon , I have to
No. 700001
>>699986A few weeks ago I started posting here again after a pretty long hiatus & I got like 4 bans in one week! The reasons were something like tranny baiting, infight baiting, trolling, etc. It seems like there's a new farmhand that is easily upset or something. I genuinely thought I was being funny or playful when I made the posts. Prior to that is only been banned like once or twice years ago for whiteknighting.
I wish there was a happy medium between how this site is ran & how other sites like 4chan are. Sans the porn & racism still, but more encouraging of harmless trolling or jokes.
No. 700015
>>700003>>700005Looks like the a-logger just crawled out of her filthy bed for the day.
Hopefully things turn around for you nonnerz
No. 700017
>>700001Were the bans short at least?
I get a lot of short bans for harmless jokes, but I take this as meaning the janitors know I'm not actually trying to start real fights
No. 700021
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>>700016You are nice anon, have a stunning throw-pillow for your home
No. 700027
>>700006The drama boards can be a little ridiculous. I mainly stick to /ot/ or /g/ because the cows are boring and the anons who fill their threads are way too cruel sometimes.
It's funny how some anons claim to be super radfem but will then try to break down a female cow with harsh criticisms that clearly stem from internalized misogyny
No. 700036
>>700030it's the calling card of a pathetic & overly sensitive
nonny when the 'kys' card is pulled.
Just report & hope that the poor thing gets well soon
No. 700047
File: 1608660310829.jpg (205.5 KB, 1053x933, IMG_20201222_185746.jpg)
>>699969I bet they didn't ban for whatever the fuck pic related is
>>700021damn, I wish it was me
No. 700060
File: 1608660618809.jpg (33.14 KB, 460x345, sage.jpg)
>>700040You sound underage if anything. Please stop posting.
No. 700067
File: 1608660734708.jpg (114.2 KB, 1080x936, 20201223_011105.jpg)
>>699969Getting 2 days ban after posting this kek
No. 700074
>>700069Poor borderline
nonny, maybe her favorite person hasn't responded to her in over 10 minutes
No. 700077
>>700034Lol how do you know if you're right if you can't check? This is some light yagami wannabe monologue
Anyway, my confession is that I plagiarized a part of my final thesis and I still have nightmares about people finding out
No. 700098
>>700090who cares
the world doesnt revolve around you
nobody is pretending to be nice, this is /ot/
take your meds, I bet you're the same offended fujoshi sperging on the things i hate thread
No. 700100
>>700097It means that
>>700090 is a vulture
No. 700101
>>700080This song has bars, damn.
>>700090I'm ayrt and don't understand what you just said
No. 700107
File: 1608661558050.jpg (513.42 KB, 1200x1801, 1200px-Hooded_vulture_(Necrosy…)
Actual photo of grumpy anon
No. 700112
>>700098Nta but
>take your meds>proceeds to accuse random spergs of being other spergsYou don't see the irony?
No. 700115
File: 1608661799184.jpeg (116.05 KB, 1242x872, 2C6D7B8F-B8D0-4A7D-A30C-D381A5…)
I like to edit pictures to send cute messages for the scrotes and unhinged anons that angrily respond to other anons that were just either confessing to doing something or venting.
No. 700119
>>700102She made the post to bait. What do you expect when you bait a crazy person?
>>700115>confessing to doing somethingshittalking other anons so that they can see it*
No. 700123
>>699969>>700067Based, fuck Driverfags. Latch on to a handsome actor at least.
>>700034>>700090I don't know what you're saying, but I can kind of tell too. When it's the same person posting over and over about one topic and and not letting it go, right?
No. 700160
>>700140I'm sorry anon
>It's against the rules to be sperging fag that constantly derails whenever an anon mentions Adam driverNobody even sperg or derails about adam driver in that post anon
>it's kinda hard to stay anonymous while consistently sperging about the same topicAnon this anonymous image board. What the fuck is this logic.
I guess no fun allowed for you anon
No. 700170
File: 1608664002946.jpg (32.32 KB, 720x709, 2fsq.jpg)
I genuinely wish I could fight some anons irl.
No. 700192
>>700187Her first confession is this
>>699973It's about how some anons seem happy on some threads and infight on others
How is this about you? are you paranoid?
No. 700195
>>700192Vulturechan was probably infighting somewhere before the first confession was posted.
Don't you have anything better to do than shit up the threads with your negativity?
No. 700196
>>700192My mistake lol. I didn't notice that one, was referring to
>>699975.
No. 700199
>>700195God I hate going all cold case on this crap
these are vulture-chan's posts
>>699983>>700003>>700005>>700025>>700031>>700043>>700052>>700060>>700090>>700112>>700119>>700140>>700151>>700187Confession-chan never interacted once with her, and got banned
But this infighting scrote-sounding person is not banned
I wonder why?
No. 700205
>>700199I'm bummed that confession chan got red texted. Probably a ban for infight baiting I'd assume.
If anyone deserves a ban it's the vulture
No. 700208
>>700199I didn't post the memes or anything like that.
>>700204Yes it was gross. And odd too, because it's anon so why?
No. 700209
>>700171no it was me for sure, my memory is just so shit that it was totally shocking
>>700203kind of a self own to claim that post is about you kek
No. 700210
>>700199I'm
>>700060>>700112Why am I being dragged into this? More than one person finds her annoying you know.
No. 700214
>>700211Anon
This is a anonymous imageboard
Anyone can post anything they want
There can be more than 1 anon annoyed at the same thing at the same time
The world doesn't revolve around you, or around anyone here
You don't know if that was about you or not, until you started telling her she should kill herself, that she was disgusting, and etc
She didn't reply to you in any instance, there's no hints of anything until later on when you tried to purposedly infight with her
I see you have very bad rage issues, have you tried to get help with this? I'm not trying to be rude. Being so angry at some random anon's comments this way is not normal, nobody knows who's who because namefagging is not encouraged. You're really making a scene here.
I don't want to call you unhinged but, please, get help, this isn't okay.
No. 700223
>>700216I didn't think it was? Being petty is the norm anyway, so I see no problem in the content of my posts. I shouldn't have made so many posts but alas I can't take them back.
Anyway bye.
No. 700237
File: 1608667404366.jpg (90 KB, 470x716, For you.jpg)
>>700223Yeah it obvious your are the same anon kek.
No. 700246
File: 1608667601195.jpg (5.91 KB, 224x225, 234.jpg)
My confession is that I didn't find Adam Driver hot until right now. I literally screamed wtf im horny now
No. 700248
File: 1608667750095.jpg (20.07 KB, 300x300, ef5132f9-e9f6-408d-bf22-abf76a…)
>>700246wtf he looks like my boyfriend (real) im crying
No. 700250
File: 1608667810533.gif (239.5 KB, 512x497, 84f1e58487f5643319eff8327e75c6…)
>>700245No wait don't go
We can teach you
No. 700252
File: 1608667845289.jpeg (250.09 KB, 1536x2048, DE382D21-408A-4792-8543-3C9B38…)
>>700246He looks like these cats.
No. 700259
File: 1608668244658.jpeg (35.71 KB, 275x275, 47EA4ED0-F48E-45B0-A5D6-A1475A…)
>>700254It’s kind of cringy tbh.
No. 700261
File: 1608668295527.jpeg (25.31 KB, 328x328, 75612B85-A3CD-4386-B6B8-735736…)
>>700257They’re absolutely adorable.
No. 700300
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>>700298Same.
We need to bring back Athena's cult of virgins.
No. 700307
File: 1608671179776.jpeg (27.85 KB, 400x299, C0293F80-9167-469F-9C63-E029D9…)
It's unrealistic but someday I'd like to move to Europe. There are many reasons but it couldn't happen since I don't think my family could stand it. And I would miss my sibling who needs me and as much family to help as possible.
No. 700309
>>700298I'm one of them and I managed to be a kissless, handholdingless virgin by coincidence (barely being around guys until I graduated university), being raised by religious paranoid parents and still living with them because of the current economy crisis and missing a lot of opportunities to meet cute guys I could have liked a lot.
I'm starting to think I have some kid of phobia of men these days too. I don't want to lose my virginity for the sake of it, I want to have sex because I'm horny, so it's frustrating but I'm not embarrassed because I'm a virgin.
No. 700322
>>700307Are we talking communist concrete east block, Aryan Midsommar land or Wales? Or somewhere else?
Europe is so varied
No. 700324
File: 1608671766002.jpg (75.65 KB, 700x394, d466349febe45823549ced0a10aca2…)
I'm falling hard for a streamer friend because he's handsome af and I haven't gotten any in a year. God why scrotes are the enemy
No. 700343
>>700322I don't know tbh. After I posted I realized I should have changed it to say "another country" since it's not only Europe I've thought of and I'm not educated enough about it. However I have relatives (who are still alive) from Germany, so I have an interest there.
It's mostly a pipe dream I know is silly. I'm not deluded "I'll move far away and everything's better!" But I have many reasons like it reminds me of family, better climate (weather) for me, my values. Not crazy nazi values but I place importance on experiencing the world, learning from it and taking advantage of what life offers. I would really like to experience that, and also my country (the US) sucks in many practical ways. Not that anywhere else is problem-free. In fact since I lived here my whole life maybe I'd be most comfortable at home.
There are plenty of reasons it's better not to move anyways. It's kind of like a goal you had as a kid that never realizes. I used to think moving around was easier back then. That's what I like about europe as well, that you can visit all these countries nearby (sans-pandemic) and life seems richer there, but the grass is always greener
No. 700360
>>700298i'm not over 25 yet but i will probably stay virgin forever
sex is just scary and i feel sick inside when i'm even remotely sexualized by someone
No. 700374
>>700275This is so true. Maybe it's the voice?
Kinda like the Cumberbatch effect
but imo Cumberbatch never stopped being a mid transformation lizard animorph weirdoHe also has some very expressive eyes, in this scene he does indeed looks like one of those cats
Sorry I will stop I don't wanna be banned
No. 700384
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I feel conflicted about calling myself a lesbian when I find pussy to be sort of spooky looking. Same with dicks tbh, but to a lesser extent. Kissless handhold-less virgin btw. I've only ever fapped to hentai (because genitals look less spooky when drawn).
I think if I weren't so hideous I'd probably have a GF, but I feel way too ugly to even attempt to get one. I have had fleeting crushes on boys in the past (during HS, but looking back I wonder if they were actual "Crushes" or if I just wanted them to be my friends).
Haven't had any such experience in university but that's because I'm too busy working and studying to really exist as a person keke.
No. 700403
>>700392>>700393That's what you get for insulting Detective Delicious.
>>700399He's from Higurashi, the visual novel series.
No. 700715
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>>700298i just turned 25 and decided early on that i wouldn't lose it until i entered a committed relationship. in my late teens and early 20s, i was too depressed and anxious to date because of childhood trauma. i haven't naturally got to know guys i feel 100% comfortable around either (altho i regularly get asked out and shit). 95% of students in my grade are female so i haven't gotten the chance to organically get to know guys my age. it's factors like that, really. just coincidences and me being stubborn when it comes to my principles. i have worked through a lot of trauma in therapy and think i'm ready to date next year.
i used to be anxious about still being a ~virgin~ but now i'm like who cares!! i could easily lose it but want to be comfortable doing so and i think i'd only be comfortable with a significant other. guys i've made out with at parties and stuff haven't made me feel comfortable enough to go further. i've never had a bf, but people naturally assume i have at least one ex kek.
No. 700764
>>700630What vent post? wut lmao
how do you even know? confession-chan just seemed to come here to confess about random crap and then you made it about yourself
No. 700833
>>698004
>Idk why kids here think that you need to be a complete doormat to men or wish all male fetuses are aborted.child brains thinking in extremes
pinkpill is not about man hating, at least not from when i found it. it's hating shit scrote behaviours and warning others to not fall prey to moid manipulations
No. 700838
>>700833Nayrt and I agree, but all image boards are hot houses for allowing ideologies to mutate into extremes. What made us think we would be any different here?
Everyone got so polarised
No. 700842
>>697507>>697501>>697334I sometimes get mad at myself for not doing anything, like I was a good 3-4 Inches taller then most girls my age and I was pretty physically active as a kid, I could have easily beaten my bullies yet I was scared shitless of them, also I was scared of getting in trouble like my brother, he got expelled cause he got into a couple fights also with assholes who were bullying him, but in hindsight my brother fared much better then me
He got into a new school with a fresh start and made lots of friend's, he didnt have to go through years of name calling and teasing and all our younger cousins look up to him for fighting back
No. 700915
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>>700898Years ago I worked a job in a store and I got into an argument with a weird old customer where Egypt was. I thought it was in Africa, he told me it was in Asia. He demanded I'd go on his radioshow and tell his audience I thought Egypt was in Africa (needless to say I didn't do that). It's actually in both, but I like to think I was 90% right.
No. 700960
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cyberbullying my childhood bully
>be autistic goody-two-shoes teacher's pet
>get called nerd, used for copying and excluded otherwise
>she spreads rumours about me
>talks shit to her older sisters
>older kids i don't even know start to bully me
>call me stupid, ugly, idiot, hopeless
>get slapped in the face and punched as a dare
>people laugh "OMG she didn't even react!"
>be too scared to do anything because the bitch's mom is a teacher
i found her profile on socials and had a plan
>get a few fake accounts, 7-8
>add her on some, follow each other
>pick out her ugly ass photos (lots to choose from)
>badly done fake tan in 2018
>wonky eyebrows she never learned how to shape
>still the same crunchy hairstyle since middle school that thinned her hair out
>wide as fuck nose from every angle
>barely out of highschool and already gaining weight
>visibly decaying and wonky calculus teeth
share the photos and comment on her appearance just like she loved to judge mine
>laugh reacting on her profile
>roasting the aforementioned features
>interacting in the comments like real people
the next day her shared photos are gone
No. 700993
>>700960>pick out ugly ass photos See this is the only flaw: You did her a favor by picking the photos where she looked the worst cause now she knows to take them down and can write it off as just not having looked her best.
You should've taken the photos where she looked decent and shat on them anyway, so she'd be more insecure.
4/10 evil poorly executed.
No. 701014
File: 1608747256625.jpg (18.42 KB, 640x360, Tomoko.jpg)
>>700993oh anon i didn't just do that. over the course of a few months during that time, i made a page here and there larping as a stacy. models, run of the mill type, lingerie, thin, boobie streamer, all sorts of beautiful women. and i followed her humpty dumpty boyfriend with all of them.
i checked her again and she still has a receding hairline with thinning frizzy hair, potato nose and flabby body. everyting is the same, she just uses the eye enlarging filter. lmao at least i learned how to fix, hide or compensate for my flaws. overall i wouldn't mind if she learned from it. less of an eyesore for people to look at and still kind of helping another girl. lol
No. 701341
File: 1608763125386.jpg (139.69 KB, 1840x1175, 894.jpg)
I unironically love and am horny for tomboy gf.
No. 701401
File: 1608766764108.jpg (103.11 KB, 1200x921, Tomboy_2eb02b_8028483.jpg)
>>701396Yeah that's why it's in the CONFESSION thread. Take out the obvious try-hard appeal to men part and it could be a decent meme.
No. 701429
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Hello anons, I have came here for a little update and a few other things.
- Discord guy send me a friend request, he hasn't been that active anymore, but he started to feel more comfortable around me. I can tell that he likes me, maybe still not friends but I get some favoritism.
- Girlfriend hasn't been active either, I couldn't find much about her, and the only account I got of her was empty. Still looking for information.
- I have read all of his past messages and started to copy the way he types, apparently that's a way to get familiarity with someone. On a side note, apparently he once sent a voice message before, but I can't open it, I need get him drunk or something again so I could get more pictures that aren't just messy room stuff.
- Some girl that was already on the server began to talk to him too, I found out that she is young, but she kept sending sexual messages about him on the general channel. Maybe she was joking, but it lasted for a long time. She isn't a problem anymore, she didn't leave the server but her account is dead. I believe she won't some back.
I expect to find more information and see what happens next, but that's all that had happen ever since my first post. I hope to find more in the future. I'll make another post once something more intertaining takes place.
No. 701467
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>>701441I don't know how to link to a specific post of another thread, but I took a screenshot.
No. 701479
File: 1608771367997.jpg (14.09 KB, 150x145, Kenzo.JPG)
>>701429What is your end goal anon, I'm scared ?
No. 701557
>>701475Haha, thank you.
>>701501Sure, I would like to share my progress with someone. ♥
>Why do you do this? Was this “social experiment” completely unprompted on your end?Kind of, I like to do things mostly unprompted, but I have a goal, I don't want to say it here by now, but I'm just testing the waters for a while.
>Have you ever done this before? No exactly, I mean, I have in fact lied to get myself in certain groups, I haven't been caught, but this time I want to go much deeper.
>What requirement has to be met for you to stop?I guess until Discord guy leaves the Internet, I don't think that would happen since he seems to love attention. So, I guess it would only stop if it turns out that he has been lying about everything and he isn't truly real.
>Is your use of the Monster images ironic, or did the series influence your decision to do any of this?I love Monster, I also want to start reading more mangas of the same author, but I haven't gotten the time. But, not going to lie, it has in fact given me some influence on trying this experiment.
>>701520I haven't posted anything in any anime forums, so no, that's not me.
No. 701653
I feel a great disconnect with everyone around me, even online I feel I can't ever fit in, so I talk to myself a lot, I make up scenarios in which I talk and people actually listen to me, everyone says I'm actually annoying when I do talk IRL and when my mothers around I just feel like a complete loser, she doesn't say anything infront of people she just gives a look, on the car ride home when were coming home after going to a party or visiting our relatives she goes off on me saying "why are you so set on embarrassing me" "why do you act this way" "What Sin did I do against for you to humiliate like this" are common points of what she often says
My younger sister and brother have all outgrown me, even they view me with pity and don't actually want to hangout with me, I have no friends, I'm basically a NEET(I have a part time job but I never finished my education due to bullying and low grades), live with my parents despite being 23 and I have never had a friend and yet despite being low dreg of humanity I do judge others and society
I am disgusted by what I see online and IRL, I don't understand women or men and I wish all of humanity would end
I guess I'm just a loser who will likely overdose on painkillers one day and I dont think anyone but my father and siblings will care, I hope the buddhists are wrong I don't ever wanna come back on this earth
No. 701700
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>>701653your mom sounds like a narc. my narcdad said these exact same phrases. as if my whole existence and purpose was to ruin him. this, or you might have aspergers which she doesn't understand.
everybody seems to be a shallow fuck nowadays. women want money and men want sex, and children are being more and more spoiled and narcissistic. my younger siblings are both megalomaniacs and i am currently unemployed. previously i had lived completely independent but corona fucked me over. now the little shits have a superiority complex, on top of being misogynist. one of them gets off on manipulating others when he is bored, and the other is so antisocial i am counting down the days until his probable school shooting.
when i think of the world ending, i feel kind of happy that the countless shitty people will all cease to exist.
No. 701721
>>701700The thing is my siblings aren't that bad, like they have accomplished a lot, they both get good gardes, have friends and both are well liked
I feel less compared to them, I probably get along better with my sister then my other family members, she makes some attempt to understand me and has my back most of the time, but I can tell she sorta pity's me, when I ask her If we can hangout she sighs and does it like its a chore and has a habit I really dislike, which is her often insulting other people she's around, she often jokes about me being ugly or that I don't have good social sense and while I tell her those comments can hurt, she says thats the way she just is and I should just learn to deal with it cause the world isn't gonna change for me
No. 701722
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>parasocial relationships are the downfall of society
i am watching a streamer on twitch because i want to feel connected to somebody. she is just hanging out with her friend, and her cats while smoking and drawing. her background music is so chill and her voice so cute, but i don't even listen to what she says with my full attention, i purely enjoy to hear her talking. her voice reminds me of an old friend. she made a discord channel but i feel kind of pathetic to join.
No. 701736
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>>701724what kind of documentaries are they? i haven't seen many where i could connect with a person. i watched hoarders, old british weightloss shows, urban exploration and animal documentaries.
the girl i watch doesn't even live in the same time zone so i watch her streams when they are off live. i don't know which would make me more of a simp. seeking out these videos or if i would schedule to watch her live.
No. 701759
>>701736Well I watch from journeyman pictures, old Al Jazeera, DW Documentary, Thames e.t c channels, and the ones I watch are usually about random people from unique cultures or subcultures or who work in odd professions and their day to day lives, e.g yesterday I watched a documtentary about Albanian Trash pickers, A Bulgarian woman who works in a bullet factory and while the main subject of those were about about the trash picking Industry or the weapons company you get glimpses inside the lives of the people in that documentary and their day to lives, their hopes and dreams
This one for e.g is one of my favorites, Its supposed to be about a unique cultural group in Laos but ends up being The glimpse in the life of dysfunctional family and their narcissistic patriach
No. 701790
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I don't particularly like Konosuba but I like the second OP
No. 701848
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I often have those nightmares about getting an ass cancer or some painful bleeding sponge or mushroom-like looking things growing on my ass cheeks, it makes me paranoid
No. 701915
>>700298Insecurities, not wanting to get hurt.
Childhood trauma.
Many things
>>700715 wrote.
We 25+ virgins all want for the "one".
No. 701932
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I want to unplug the wifi and pretend it's an outage so I can get out of my shitty work from home job for an hour or so. I got the idea because there recently was an actual outage that lasted over a day and coincedentally started JUST when my 4 days of vacation began. There's only 2.5 hours left but I'm so over this and I want to relax before I work christmas tomorrow. I hate this company so much.
No. 701946
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in the name of the father, and of the son, and of the holy spirit. my confession is that i genuinely believe most men need to be treated like dogs. they are dumb and don't realise that their actions have consequences unless they are "punished" for it. and unlike dogs, who have lots of love to give, men are devoid of this. i hate it here!!!
anyway, i've been ignoring one of my housemates since september (will continue to do this as long as i live here) and he has finally changed some of his annoying behaviour. did he change after i talked to him like a normal person and politely asked him? nope. he changed after i ignored him like you would ignore a dumbass dog who has done something bad but is too stupid to realise. funny how that works.
No. 702005
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I use to watch disgusting fetish crap on YouTube when I was younger literally when I was in elementary school (1st or 2nd grade) it was mostly breast expansion or male to female transformations and other fetishes I don't recall.I had the computer all to myself,my parents were no where to be found.i don't know how I even stumbled upon such perverse garbage but holy crap I was addicted to watching it and I had that funny "feeling" on my stomach I even recall watching some vore clip from that anaconda movie
I really wished my parents never left me alone with a computer,they did the same mistake when I turned 10 when they first purchased a laptop for me and still I continued viewing it except it wasn't on YouTube that much but I began viewing fetish art instead (whyyy)
To this day I regret viewing such dirty content when I was younger but at least I'm thankful that I didn't gain any fetishes from it since it's male oriented shit
No. 702064
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>>702005since it's the confessions thread same here. Maybe not to the same degree but as a kid on deviantart I read smut stories about expansion (usually breasts). I still remember one where she's sitting in a chair outdoors and
somehow her boobs pump bigger and bigger til she floats away. The floating was built up to like an orgasm, that's how these stories went. There was another basically feeder-tier one where the woman was blown up huge in a room. Some other character came in and walked around on her and she moaned. Kek it's hilarious now to recall, wtf.
Nonetheless so help me anon, I was 12 and I got the tingly feeling. Kid's minds are so impressionable. I'm female and no other clue why it affected me. However, like you I have no lasting effects from it. That shit is hilariously gross to me now. I can't believe that happened.
Most of the time you hear from people who still have the fetishes as an adult. I'm glad there's another like me who doesn't at all. Like you said, maybe since we're not scrotes. Sorry we both experienced it in the first place.
No. 702093
>>702090He literally wants to fuck his daughter
Also, I really mean no offense by this, but how bad were the men in your life for Trump, of all people, to be a father figure
No. 702135
File: 1608847274525.jpeg (270.83 KB, 1400x787, daddysgirl.jpeg)
>>702093TBF I think this is why a lot of women like him. My 63 yr old mother has been perpetually victimized by narcs her entire life and knows it, yet reveres Trump. Her father was an authentically macho John Wayne type (and a narc), and she projects all of his good qualities onto dipshit. Honestly it pisses me off since Donald is such a fucking weakling and doesn't deserve to even be associated with him. Anyways picrel isn't my mom but tragically has the same energy. Sorry about your dads, anons. /blog
No. 702179
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I have three bunny plushies and I really love them and I’m happy when I go to bed and I can cuddle with them
No. 702257
>>702215that's so awful. sorry to hear it. claiming they have PCOS and endo is… well, kind of psycho. at the very least extremely deceitful. i'd feel betrayed and i'd suspect they were just trying to get close to me because they thought they had a chance with me, like any other male would (i have no male friends only ftms.)
you are justified in running the fuck away, but that has to sting.
No. 702273
>>702271I'm not even a parf of y'all's conversation, but the differences are obvious as all hell. I'll say a prayer for the unfortunate looking bitches out there, but my heart has no roon left for ugly sob story menvolk.
>>702215Voice chat with people before adding them from here on out. After this, no excuses ma'am.
No. 702352
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>>702311Good luck with your weight loss goals anon!! Being carried and thrown around is fun… my previous exes were incapable of it but now that I'm seeing tall potatos I get indulged a lot.
On that note, I want to get down to 50kg again… I was 56kg at the start of covid, then got down to 49kgs but now I'm back on 56kg. I also began doing squats …a few years I felt bad over squats, an ex pressured me into it because he wanted me to have a thick ass (ugh) . Now I just do it for myself to have even better sex.
No. 702451
>>702425>Not average, but also not model-tier tall.I think that's exactly what makes it a great height. You're tall but not so tall that people go "anon you're so tall!!11" wherever you go. (It's also just one cm shy from model-tier height I believe?)
It's a great inbetween height imo, best of both worlds.
No. 702518
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>>702478>if i'm tall i wanna be super tallI love your energy anon
No. 702532
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>>702526Being short is cool too anon! I'm a fellow midget but happy with my height, so I'm very biased but, tbh all heights look beautiful on women and have their own good qualities. Idk why people like to say one is better than the other.
No. 702545
>>702535My partner has unironically ruined me for everyone else's driving. Doesn't turn me on at all, but it's just so safe and relaxed. When I was younger I used to throw up in cars because of motion sickness and I'm still really bad with uneven driving/airplane turbulence/boats, but his driving is heavenly.
Just something I notice everytime someone else drives me and I get extremely queasy. Will need to thank him for his driving skills one of these days.
No. 702588
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>>702579>dating a man who is in love with another woman and intimidating her over it instead of talking to your man or leaving himBooboo the fool. I'll be waiting for the vent post where some anon is crying about how their bf left her for his coworker.
No. 702596
>>702569>>702543i'm the 177 anon, i'm so jealous of both of you lmao
i love tall women so much
No. 702602
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>>702579Here you go, anon, congratulations!
No. 702603
>>702579What's the point of chasing off the other woman when your bf having a cavalier attitude about female "friends" is the issue in the first place? What's that gonna solve for you?
Either lay down boundaries with him that he agrees to respect, or walk if he says he won't. Why would you avoid telling a man he's being inappropriate and blame another woman for it like she's the cause.
No. 702605
>>702603agreed. i hate this kind of underhanded shit. just tell your partner youre not okay with his relationship with that chick and set boundries,
why do some of you ladies refuse to communicate. the basics of relationships?
No. 702699
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>>702661Someone I follow just posted this so I thought I'd share it with you anon. Their first and last (because they hated all the attention) cosplay as thot Misty. Zoom in to the audience for some cute reactions.
https://www.twitter.com/RealSexyCyborg/status/1342420476480503809 No. 702745
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>>699404This is probably a dumb but would pic related somehow do the trick? It's much cheaper than the whole cosplay (both in price and in quality), but it sort of makes your bf look like Kylo Ren… Maybe you could combine it with something if you don't want your bf to just wear a hoodie with no pants kek.
If the mask is see-through, there is another take on this idea of hoodie available. Maybe one of them would work?
No. 702821
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>>702745No, I really think it has to be the whole garb, picrel. It can be maskless, but the gloves and the boots are so nice imo. Any version from any episode is okay as well.
That's why it's hard to me thinking I should buy it just for sex, 200+ dollars for a fantasy only is
a lotbut I think we should take all kylo ren talking to the dumbass shit thread or any other thread cause I've burned before because of it No. 702829
I was in an emotionally abusive relationship where my partner made me participate in one of his fetishes. Even though it's been a long time since we broke up, I occasionally look at threads on sites like Reddit and 4chan that are related to the fetish, and read what enthusiasts say, I guess to try and understand.
I never do walk away with a better understanding, but some of it makes think back to the things he made me do and I actually start getting kind of turned on. I've never touched myself while thinking about it, it just kind of lingers there like an intrusive sexual thought, and it disturbs me a lot. I feel like I've been mentally infected or something. I didn't even like it when I experienced it, I don't know why my brain sexualizes it now. Maybe some sick, very low self-esteem part of me derives enjoyment from the thought of how much he must've liked it, to the point where he even tricked me into catering to it multiple times before just directly pushing me in. Like, I guess I'm glad I made him happy in some way, even though it ultimately lead down a very bad road that killed the entire relationship.
It all just makes me want to bury myself alive or something, and he did apologize, but I feel like this will always plague me.
No. 702857
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>>702725You don't think this one super happy girl in the front is cute? I think it's the contrast between the stonyfaced men taking photos that does it for me.
No. 702866
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I'm a 25 year old gay virgin seriously considering having sex with a friend I'm not even all that attracted to but she's dropped hints of finding me attractive. I don't really care about being in a relationship, but I still feel weird being a virgin at my age and that It's something I 'should' have done it already.
No. 702958
>>702952I feel like this would be a great social experiment.
>Troon out with she/they pronouns>Don't change anything about yourself, just keep saying you're trans and identify as nonbinary or something>Talk about trans issues with "We trans people">Occasionally post about wanting mastectomy and draw a self portrait with beard, leg hair and top surgery scars even though you're never going to follow through with it>See how your audience changes and/or grows>Start injecting terf ideas into them undercover>>702956The thing is that even if you're an obvious cishet as long as you have those they pronouns nobody is going to question you as it goes against their self-id consensus. I've seen the most obvious cishet people identify as "nonbinaries" yet still get elevated to the status of a tranny spokesperson just because they said so.
No. 702961
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The guy I like probably won’t like me the same way as I like him so I’m going to slowly ghost him
No. 702965
>>702952That seems like risky bussiness to me.. it definitely has the potential to damage your name as an artist if you're found out out you get fed up with it.
I'd stay cear from it if you're serious about your art and image honestly.
No. 703605
>>703366I had one about
momokun the other night and it was about the same, she kept
putting random objects in my cleavage and asking "is this sexy? is this hot?" and making her dead fish face at me No. 703748
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when I started falling out of love with my lrd ex (I started realizing he was a pos) i would imagine it was a fictional character i liked that was texting me instead of him, it made things more bearable
No. 703800
>>703784?? He is literally infantilizing her by calling her his 'little girl', wtf do you think that word means? Putting her in diapers?
I would be turned off beyond words at such creepy pedo shit but then again I'd die before calling a man 'daddy' in the first place.
No. 703809
>>703770I think you should tell him it makes you uncomfortable
I would breakup with him though tbh. Were you even going for a ddlg thing by calling him that? Saying this because I know some people say "daddy" as more of an authoritative thing, not because they want to be a sexy baby or some shit. Like saying "sir" or calling him by his title, if he has one.
Idk, anon. That's a red flag to me.
>>703784He didn't call her "babygirl" though anon. Imo, "babygirl" is the same as "baby", but little/tiny girl is going too far. I think calling your s/o "little girl" is definitely starting to infantilize them.
No. 703823
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>>703818Doesn't everybody like RBFs?
Anyway I agree about the conspiracy theory stuff. I believe in some stuff (mostly gov things), but conspiracy theories are such a tricky thing cause anyone can make up some bullshit and people will believe it cause the point is supposed to be exposing hidden stuff. I can't even really get into theories cause I hate how conspiracy theories have this "holier than thou" attitude and call anyone who doesn't believe the same stuff they do sheep and evil. The religious theorists believe anything that's slightly weird or edgy is demonic. There's so much stuff in religion that has weird imagery, even in Christianity so idk why. They would probably even call Greek myths demonic because of all the crazy shit that happened in them. Or Indian Gods.
No. 703840
>>703823I always see RBF used as an insult so I thought it was considered a negative trait.
Yeah I'm not into the "us vs them" thing a lot of theorists do either, I try to keep an open mind with some ideas since they're just theories after all, not actual facts, or find enough clear evidence and form my own conclusions. I don't touch the religious stuff with a 50 ft pole, it reads like literal gibberish to me lmao.
No. 703934
>>703920same, I feel like it would probably improve after a few months of doing it but the idea of feeling hungry for months is miserable
>>703930>Literally any meals meateaters have, vegetarians can eat tooexcept ones that contain meat, which is what the anon is saying is the only thing that really makes the feel full
No. 704004
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It’s currently 3 am and I’m laying here feeling the absolute worst. I’m currently having problems with female pattern hair loss and staying friends with my current friends.
This year has sucked. I don’t know if 2021 will be any better. I am so suicidal and I just don’t know what I’m doing anymore. I just don’t know what to do to be happy.
I’m just going through a lot and I just haven’t really felt good about myself at all. I called the national suicidal hotline but landed a lady who really didn’t seem to understand me. I just honestly feel like I want to die. I won’t do anything but I just feel so worthless, ugly, and socially awkward.
No. 704029
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i am drunk
No. 704049
I have a crush on a 19 year old and I feel terrible about it. I would never actually date or fuck a teenager irl and I'm only about 5 years older, but I still feel gross. Maybe I really internalized the 'relationships with more than a 6 month age gap are
abusive ree' mentality but I'm disgusted with my brain. I'm also just an immature person in general.
>>704047Same anon, I was going back and forth on posting because I've been feeling lonely but now I'm just relieved.
No. 704057
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I am severely depressed and all I do is have cybersex with discord losers to feel something
No. 704059
>>704049I'm a little sad for other anons where things would have worked out, but honestly group chats are pretty cancerous. And there's the legit concern of it just being filled with scrotes.
Anon, most concerns about age are mostly about someone being predatory towards another that's less experienced and manipulating them, from what I've discussed with other anons here. If your intentions are good and you genuinely like him, don't feel bad about it. Just talk to him, and if he likes you too then there you go
No. 704630
>>703224What? Why Paris?
>>703789No.
No. 704946
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I have a discord server with myself and my other accounts + bots, I talk to myself sometimes and even have VC calls but most of the time I just send memes and stupid stuff that I don't wanna lose, I have emotes, a few channels, and I'm having fun… no drama, no judgment, and not anything that makes talking to people bad, I've been doing this for a few months and it's fun it's like a little diary.
I've seen greentext meme about it before and I was happy that I'm not alone.
No. 704976
>>704946I do this but I only have one account, it's just to keep track of art references & stuff without gumming up my laptop.
How many accounts do you have? Is it common to have multiple discords? What is the use for each of them? (If this isn't too intrusive!)
No. 705016
>>705010i’m not racist i just don’t give a shit about ghetto rappers who humiliate themselves online by publicly airing their catastrophic personal lives. i mean journalists used to make a living out of doing this for them but now these retards are doing it to themselves.
absolute self sabotage
No. 705037
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>>704996How dare you get these indiscernible, plastic, gaudy, over-produced, sameshit soundin' bitches confused, you racist.
Btw please don't compare them, the older hasbeen gets really pissed about that.
No. 705072
>>705025That has nothing to do with being ghetto though. Also why did I get banned for racebait for that? I just wanted to know if that anon knew they were using the word incorrectly. Ratchet? Yes. Ghetto? Likely not, as ghetto is a state of financial disparity (things being broken down/cheap/poor) and not a style/personality trait.
Ghetto has nothing to do with race. There are white ghetto people, jewish ghettos, etc. Mod needs to calm down and turn her sensitivity down.
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>>705037That bum bitch like to run her mouth
I swear to God I'ma lay her out
When I catch you on the side of town
My Guiseppe heels gonna stomp you out
I'm tired of playin', I'm tired of playin'
I'ma give you hell, you gon' think I'm Satan
I see you mad 'cause I'm 'bout to have this whole shit on lock
Incarceration
Someone gave you wrong information
You try to play me, that's confirmation
But it's all good 'cause when you see my face
Shit don't come out like it's constipation
No. 705191
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>>705186My friend washes her face with Dish soap and her skin is poppin lol. I feel your pain.
No. 705260
>>705258i was talking about
>>705209 and she's not the op
No. 705521
>>705519No I think
>>705209 doesn't indicate mental illness
No. 705741
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Sometimes I feel so uncomfortable with the things my Discord friends reblog. I like them, they are fun to hang out and everything, but I just hate when I found stuff like this on their blogs.
That's why I never told them about any account I have outside from Discord.
No. 705812
>>705741What kind of backwards sexist bullshit is this? Lol typical sort of backhanded “I’m totally supporting you baabe by saying this incredibly misogynistic thing about you!” Men have written the history of the world and lied about every aspect of it in addition to constantly painting themselves as heroic
victims while they commit some of the most heinous atrocities this planet has ever seen. Meanwhile women tell the truth and “gossip” amongst themselves so they have some avenue to actually be heard and try to understand reality as it stands vs how men portray it, but outside of those spaces are simply never believed nor listened to. Your “friends” are garbage and I’m glad you’re not risking your well being by giving them further access to your personal life
No. 710843
>>705744I was just saying this the other day. Like, even women I hate, who hate me, who I’ve had serious failings-out with, will maybe color the situation in a way that favors them but it’s generally what actually happened, just spiced up with an opinion or twisted a little or something left out.
I’ve had men literally just present total fabrications about/to me so many times. It’s blown me away how they just… make shit up.