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No. 2592932
A thread for venting about difficult, weird, or stupid stuff going on in your life.
Previous vent thread:
>>>/ot/2584000Follow all the /ot/ board rules & do not reply to bait.
Please, do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all. No. 2592938
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The new girl at work kept crying to me about tfw no bf and now that she finally has a boyfriend, it's my bf this, my bf that. End my suffering.
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anxious lonely hopeless
No. 2592979
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I’m so tired of living. The only thing keeping me alive are the movies I’m waiting on. My autism is the only reason for being. Sometimes I fantasize actually going through with ending it all just to free my family of me being a financial burden who can barely take care of herself. I’ve always been this way ever since I was a kid and I think there’s no helping someone like me, my school tried to make my mom take me to a specialist when I was eleven and I think they’re right even if it would’ve gotten my ass kicked out from that school forever. I’ve made a pact with someone but I don’t know if I have the emotional tolerance and patience to wait that long since it will be so many years later. I’ll just wait on my capeshit husbandos then kick the bucket, praying to reincarnate to their faces.
No. 2593198
This is stupid but Ive spent 23 years keeping myself "untouched" (idk how else to describe this) and I really have… nothing at all to show for it. I thought by now I wouldve met a guy who is on my level, that I connect with, and we mutually love eachother a lot, but I havent. Ive never had a boyfriend at all, havent held hands, kissed, especially never had sex. And at this point I kinda wish i did just date guys in high school for fun just to have the experience/fun and knowledge for the future, but also so I wouldnt feel so weird about having my first nigel in general. Ive never met a guy who had interest in me that didnt feel like I would be "lowering" myself in some way by being with him and at this point im just depressed that maybe the love i want just doesnt exist in this world and its just a fairy tale. I feel like im too picky but in reality I just want a guy whos romantic, caring, not abusive, not a PA, doesnt have any paraphilias or a personality disorder, etc. Just a guy who is kind and we have a loving emotional connection. Im lucky that my family is decently nice and well off so i really have no reason to keep a shit moid in my life who doesnt benefit me. I guess i just had this fairytale idea that some guy would similarly save all these things for a special person. Special as in "I really love this person and i see us being together for a long time". But even the ugliest guys ive known fooled around in high school kek. I just feel like a retard for putting myself in this situation, and i know, the only way to fix it would be to date or whatever. But at this point i dont even want to bother, im just jaded and it doesnt even feel worth it. virginitysperg please stay off this post
No. 2593214
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Im trying to undo the damage depression has done to me. Been fairly consistent in working out for 3 months now, started learning a new language, trying to improve my daily hygiene, etc. but I still cant get rid of the empty feeling in my chest sometimes. What am i even doing this all for? For who? Merely making friends is mission impossible for me especially in my late 20s when I have no life experience to talk about, let alone the idea of being romantically involved with someone. I’m not going to go back to being a miserable sloth but every day I get up I always have to ask myself why I’m even doing any of this. Sometimes I feel like I’m just imitating how a human should act.
What do fulfilled people have in their life that I’m missing?
No. 2593228
>>2593214Can you get some extra sunlight and check what youre eating? If you're feeling depressed despite having an alright situation and not stagnating its probably something chemical. Hormones and vitimin d are usually the main culprit. Weight training also seems to work better than aerobic for depression too.
If you're feeling empty of purpose sometimes throwing yourself really deeply into a new hobby can help, setting a goal and just gunning for it can keep you from ruminating too hard.
No. 2593341
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my professor had an exam due right before the 4th of july and i completely fucking forgot about it and i have a zero on it now and ill probably fail the entire class i actually want to kill myself
No. 2593361
Depression took away my life from 10 (divorce of my parents, moving on the other side of the country, autistic, shy as fuck, losing friends and having to make new ones constantly, bullying, got molested by my mom's new boyfriend now ex. etc) to around 25ish.
I lost teeth because I didn't have the motivation to get up and brush them, dw everything is fixed now, I had problems with sexuality to the point it physically hurt and I couldnt speak for years. Now all I want to do, as an adult, is to play. Videogames, toys, dolls, I just love toys. I know I am an adult and trying to get my way into adulthood as a functioning adult after years of therapy but when I come home, I like to play. I know there's nothing wrong and I'm not hurting anyone but I cannot help but feeling like a failed adult for this. I take care of them, store them properly, my room is not cluttered and I don't let anyone into my toy room (it's also my studio)but I feel so judged by it, not by the toys per se since I have great taste but what they are there for and what they represent. I like beanie babies and fashion dolls and I have playsets of miniatures and talk to myself when I handle them, it's so healing for them but also the biggest of the secrets and when I have someone over, I feel like there's a dead body in the next room and anyone could see it or they could notice me or see me looking for stuff in the toy isle and judge me negatively. I'm not a collector, I actually play and do scenarios with them and sleep with a baby plush next to the pillow. It's stupid, I know, but now that I'm almost 30 I feel like I could never and will never be normal…
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>>2593361I'm glad that you were able to get help and that you are doing better now. I also hope that if your loved ones found or if you told them that they are no judgmental and accepting.
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My chest is hurting, I hope I'm not having a heart attack
No. 2593462
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I have got to improve my self-esteem, faking it till I make it isn't working and trying to ignore ugly thoughts only works so long. It has been a lifelong issue for me and I am so frustrated that it only seems to get worse and worse with age. Being in my 30s with garbage self-esteem is just pathetic. I have lost 25lbs this year and have more of a social life than ever and these two things didn't help at all when I was betting on them. It's worse than ever. I don't even know where to start, I did a lot of therapy when I was younger and it mostly sucked. I really can't stand myself and I hate how I think I make other people feel.
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>>2593037Girl I feel you. And yet we keep it pushing anyhow
No. 2593578
>>2593361>not by the toys per se since I have great tasteThis made me kekk.
Anyway nonna I don’t think it’s bad to have a hobby, yours is harmless. Don’t feel ashamed.
No. 2593785
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Introducing my sister to Arcane and Hunger Games so she learns doomed little sisters are normal, perhaps even narratively fulfilling, so she isn't as upset when I do it.
No. 2593801
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I’m starting to get scared of taking a bath or shower because each time I have to come to terms with how much hair I am losing… I swear I have half the amount of hair I did a year ago.
Even if I’m cured today it will easily take about three years for all of it to grow back. I’m so sad, I use to have so much of it and now I look like a rat with mange when I try to put it up.
No. 2593815
>>2593801Praying for you to be cured,
nonnie. Even if it takes 3 years to grow back, every week it does will feel better and better.
No. 2593816
>>2593801Your body needs time to recuperate nona. You need time to recuperate. I'm sorry you lost a lot of your hair, I know the feeling, but the good part is that you're alive and you can move and create and in due time your hair will get better.
Maybe look into some hair treetments that stimulate growth or strengthen your hair. Might be bullshit but I make a hair mask with castor oil, rozemarry, honey and olive oil and someimes petroleum oil adn it's pretty good. Maybe ketarin shampoo/hair masks help or talk to your dermatologist to see if they can perscribe something.
No. 2593847
Years ago, I had a best friend. Then we had a falling out because her moid, whom she eventually married, didn't want her to interact with anyone but himself. A tale as old as time and obviously tragic. Over the years, I tried to make up and get back into touch with her, because she had been my best friend for so long and I found it so sad that we couldn't even have any kind of contact just because of a moid, when we had so much in common.
Lond story short… now that she actually seems willing to talk to me again, I find her super dull. Literally the only thing she wants to talk about is this TCG she and her moid are playing and that she's now trying to get me and my husband to play too, even though we don't have any interest in these things. I've been indulging her and asking questions just to show again how I want us to be friends again, but it's absolutely impossible to get her to talk about anything else.
Sure, it's fine to have a hobby you're really invested in, but we're in our late 30s, why can't we talk about anything else at all? So fucking tragic how that moid has completely stifled her growth the past eight years. Fuck, I wish she would get a divorce, but it's clear he has her wrapped her around his finger.
No. 2593863
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>>2593847do they look like this?
No. 2593871
>>2593801Get a scalp scrub
Start taking vitamins
Oil your scalp every week (Castor oil, peppermint oil especially)
Eat fruit salad everyday with nuts
I use plant powders and mix it with rose water and use it as a mask once a week as well. These plants come from India, it increases volume, if you want the names I can give them to you
No. 2593940
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FML nonas I just got my period on fucking monday… I can't do this
I'll probably have to fake out and leave work early… please wish me luck
No. 2593958
>>2593940I can feel my period brewing. I want to rip out my uterus and kick it against the wall.
>>2593932we are all God's Barbie dolls, hurriedly dressed in each other's clothes and crammed into the bottom of the toybox.
No. 2594029
>>2594018Being old isn't glamourized and adult resposibilities make it more difficult but you can go against the grain at any age if you really want.
I do wonder what edgy, different radical youth you're talking about though, the current generation of teens/young adults is more conforming than any generation before them. Social media killed off edgy subcultures.
No. 2594044
>>2594034If I did live I’d still be nonconforming, I’d just rather die that’s all. I don’t think it’s wrong to want to be able to have community instead of watching everyone else fade away - either becoming like everyone else or committing suicide themselves. And I think the latter are the people I identify with most out of the bulk of them. The few ones that do go on “nonconforming” (yeah right, to exist in society is to accept the life they’ve chosen for you) are much stronger than I am anyway. Living while suffering is not living at all, and I suffer living.
>>2594035I didn’t say anything about turning 30 or even millennials at all, it’s you who said that. I meant later than that. I don’t live under a rock and don’t agree with the people who think 29 is much different from 30.
>moms, dyeing their sons hairYeah exactly, having children and doing all that jazz. Like 90% of people. No thanks. The fact you think by conforming I mean literal hair colours says a lot.
No. 2594055
>>2594052Yes, and as a zoomer in these spaces you would definitely know this and have a well-informed totally unbiased opinion.
>internet subcultures don’t countA subculture is a subculture… you can’t just change the definition of it. Psychologically you are still a part of something different. And inevitably it will bleed into real life, especially if your fashion, the way you dictate yourself, and your choice in friends you spend time with are affected. I agree that IRL-stemming/focal subcultures are dead and that’s unfortunate. I hope zoomers do that faux-nostalgia culture-vulture thing and try to mimic it again like everything else, but maybe it will take alphas to end up doing this. Which sucks if so, I’ll miss out on it and be jealous
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I'm flying to another country today for a concert and the first thing that happens when I step out the door is I fall down my fucking stairs on my ass and sprain my foot. Fuck my life.
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5 days before my birthday and I just found out I have to leave, find a new place to live, and be moved out by 30 days.
No. 2594135
>>2594111It’s a weird experience. I know how men are and how they operate, I do not date any of them. But a part of me still craves intimacy and romance and unfortunately I feel it towards the opposite sex. I don’t want to be condescending or anything but it’s something OSA women won’t ever get, lesbians have other women, bisexual women can choose, straight women don’t.
If there was a switch that would make me asexual I would click it.
No. 2594165
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I've officially lost all of my libido. My clit literally feels dead when I touch it. I haven't masturbated in months. I have a mosquito bite on my thigh and scratching it feels like the closest thing to being horny rn. I don't take any meds or nothing, so no idea what caused it. But it's fucking me up a little bit. Absolutely nothing turns me on anymore. I want my pussy back ffs.
No. 2594189
>>259418010K steps in one walk is incredible
nonny, wtf? Where are you walking?
The 10K steps thing is over the course of 1 day, not within 1 walk. Most people don't hit 8K over the course of 1 day
No. 2594309
My dentist convinced me to pull one of my back teef (something to do with wisdom teeth idfk she's the expert not me) and now it's been ~10 days, I have a necklace with my own tooth and the hole still hasn't closed. The blood clot (?) disappeared the morning after and I think I might have poked it with my tongue when I was sleeping or something, I thought it would form again but no such luck yet. I'm following instructions to a T, which is super annoying since all I can eat is broth and brushing my teeth is super difficult now. I got really scared and started googling shit, apparently I can get a "dry socket" but I'm in no pain at all and there doesn't seem to be any stinky smell coming out of my mouth. Others are telling me to call my doctor and ask her about it but what if it heals on its own? I don't really want to bother her since it's a small clinic with two dentists + one student.
I think I'll ring them up anyway, the dentist is this super hot lady in her 40s and I may or may not have a minor crush on her kek>>2594180The 10k figure was made up by some advertising company anyway, like the other
nonny said most people don't reach even half of that in a day.
No. 2594326
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I turn into a BPDemon whenever she doesn't reply within 24 hours I'm such a fool
No. 2594343
>>2594340>19 and 25Holy moly that sucks.
Just work out getting out and avoid any missteps that'll set you back. Also dont worry about him killing himself
1. Hes not your responsibility
2. They literally never kill themselves
Just think about the future youd like and move towards it
No. 2594350
>>2594246>I've told my therapist versions of this in the past and idk I guess it is hard to believe but they didn't seem to react strongly to it at all.This isn't surprising at all, I've had times I told my old therapist something important to me and she didn't pick up on the importance of it. So they might not understand you well still.
>maybe she isn't the right one but truthfully if I don't have any real aims in seeking therapy will there ever be one for me?What do you mean by "real aims"? Maybe stepping back and thinking why did you go in the first place, what issues you have, and whether or not any of them have improved or even changed at all is good to explicitly think about. Talk about explicitly how you're thinking of ending your therapy sessions because you're not sure you're benefitting at all, I think that will really show if your therapist can meaningfully engage with you and refocus your time together, or if they simply are not a good fit. If you wanted something vague like "feel better" or socialize more, maybe you can talk about that too and think about the life you imagine you want to live, if you really want that or believe that's what you're supposed to want. This article from Jonathan Shedler on seeking therapy may help you focus in on what you want.
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/psychologically-minded/201604/how-to-choose-a-therapist I also went into therapy myself kind of directionless, and I heard the advice that thinking of yourself like a consumer might help you focus your sessions to get what you want out of them. Because I didn't know myself and expected my therapy to be like the meme, I thought they would take charge and suddenly figure out all my problems for me. But I learned that's not how it works.
No. 2594375
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i'm generally irate
>my partner
you are a woman and you are dating a man
>but i'm bi and he's bi
what happened to the long lectures about how cis-passing people need to give people that don't pass space? can we get that back now that almost every M/F couple I meet IRL that's my age says that they're 'partners' with someone although it's a heterosexual partnership in literally every way, including the fact that her partner sometimes wants a finger up his butt?
ladies, are we so retarded that we think dating a perverted man who likes butthole stimulation means we're in a queer situationship? Why do the straightest whitest people always insert themselves into a definition using a technicality? You aren't actually welcome in queer spaces to the degree you think you are. Sure, everyone needs a crowd of clapping and supportive straight people. That doesn't mean you desperately search for femininity in your boyfriend so you can one-up your retarded AoC friends with your not-straight fuckstick creature you call a partner.
No. 2594395
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>go to befriend yuri blogger
>It's just a futafag
No. 2594424
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I'm so fucking embarrassed I can't stop crying at work. It's my last day and I'm saying goodbyes. I am such a fucking crybaby when it comes to goodbyes and always have been. Even in school I used to cry on the last day. I want to dieeeee 20 more minutes and I can run away and never show my face again. I'm excited to finish this job and start at my new one, and I have a week off after today. I really am excited but fuck I just can't stop ugly crying. Every time I stop, someone sends me a goodbye message and I start again.
No. 2594482
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I hate how pedos excuse their loli pedo shit with "it's Japan's culture" or "tourist"
Japan actually has a huge pedo problem that their own country is trying to fight. I'll never normalize loli shit and anyone who enjoys it is a pedo
No. 2594495
>>2594487The character seems to be water themed, but yeah it's probably a reference to "cunny"
fucking kill me and the water theme is a disguise.
No. 2594506
>>2594343>Holy moly that sucks. Seriously. It always bothered me, but to be frank I was desperate to get out asap. He met me when I just turned 18 basically. I thought it would bother me less with age but the more I interact with people my own age the more I hate it and I can't deny my true feelings any longer. I want to live a normal life and be with someone my own age.
>dont worry about him killing himselfI get your points nonna I really do, but I still can't help but feel like it'd be my responsibility if it did happen. Mainly I think about his mother. She's lived such a bad life, her own son dying would just be another terrible thing for her. Ironically she was groomed by his father at a young age and got married way too quick too. She divorced him but now lives in poverty. I'm afraid of my life ending up like hers. Sometimes I wonder if she finds our age gap alarming due to her own past experience, or does she make an exception for her own son? Anyway thank you a lot for your encouragement nonna it means the world to me.
>>2594346Thank you so much
nonnie. I really needed this encouragement.
>If you divorce him will you still be allowed to stay in the country? Yes I will, if we remain married for 2 more years I'll get citizenship too. So I guess right now it's mainly a waiting game while working on getting more freedom without making him suspicious.
>you’ll find yourself in a sunk-cost trap loop in your late 20sI think you're spot on. Thank you so much seriously.
>>2594349Made me laugh out loud. Fucking real
No. 2594586
>>2593815>>2593816Thank you kind nonitas for all of the advice and sweet words. I am going through some health problems which is why my hair is falling out. They don’t know what started it, but I am attempting to do what I can with supplements and eating healthier.
>>2593871>I can give you the names of the plants if you wantSure, I am open to most anything. My hair is pretty fine so it gets weighed down easily by products but I’ll see if I can adapt it at all.
No. 2594598
>>2594543>bisexual maleOof.
Sorry though Nonna, at least you know now.
No. 2594664
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>like to do thing, niche hobby thing
>thing is consumed by trannies and the most irritating people on earth (pickmes on welfare, gendies begging for a job over bluesky, trannies full of plastic and slaving away at starbucks, all of them at least 5~10 years older than me (i'm 25) and all of them honestly people i do not fucking respect or like)
>still have flashes of sadness that i can never do the niche hobby thing again, as it's dying anyway
how do i get over this shit? everything can be going well then boom i've lost ten minutes to gloom and doom
No. 2594745
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>>2594680I also need this slap
No. 2594809
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>>2594482She represents fans with crabs because crab in japanese is "Kani", she calls them the "kani crew" .
Kani, pronounced same as Cunny, very clever. Totally "cute and funny" memes haha
No. 2594822
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I am praying to god that my tinnitus is earwax related. I've been listening to loud music for years because i am a maladaptive daydreamer(aka sperg) and that horrible habit has ruined my life, making me incapable of focusing on anything and now, seemingly, also ruining my health. I have a earwax blockage so i am hoping the tinnitus is due to that and not due to hearing loss thanks to my shitty addiction. But this year has also been terrible to me, to the point i developed 3 health issues back to back, so i am not ruling out hearing loss induced tinnitus. I am so fucking scared, i dont want to deal with this shit forever its so so annoying.
No. 2594829
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>>2594822me too nonna, all of it, the tinnitus is making me even more schizophrenic, i also have anxiety yet cannot stop drinking coffee and never sleep well. I took a test and do have some permanent hearing loss
i am ready for the glue factory
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>>2594822forgot to mention, try this, sometimes it does help
No. 2594836
>>2594829did you also have an ear wax plug alongside your tinnitus? i am just praying its related to ear wax and not hearing loss. I asked chatgpt(i know, i know) and it told me that considering it's unilateral it could be due to earwax and not hearing loss induced but idk, i need to wait another week to see a doctor. Rn i cannot listen from one ear because i have been using ear drops to soften the wax and it ended up completly clogging it instead ugh.
>>2594830>>2594832Thanks nonnies! i am just crying because i was studying to became an air traffic controller and if i have tinnitis i dont know if i might pass the medical exam. I am so unlucky.
No. 2594838
>>2594837damn sorry
nonny but that means my tinnitus could be thanks to wax build up phew. Hope your tinnitus improves, i've had this shit for a month and it comes and goes.
No. 2594883
>>2594586Stinging nettle powder
Neem tree powder
Sidr powder
Amla powder
No. 2594904
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I found a pubic hair in my takeaway food… I had to throw the entire food away. Goodbye 30 bucks. I'm gonna puke
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>>2593891i've seen so many of my millenial contemporaries digivolve into quirk chungus, specially during the pandemic.
Even people who used to be very edgy and cool, a tragedy.
No. 2595050
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>>2595045You are a mammal and mammals have fur. Hope this helps. Now push your moid out the fire escape.
No. 2595090
>>2595051i have hairy nipples, happy trail, hairier armpits than most men, bush, but have blonde leg hair and armhair… i feel blessed cuz i can get away with not shaving easier than most women. also
>>2595045 your boyfriend sucks you should dump him body hair is normal.
No. 2595212
Can’t believe my friend decided to get pregnant NOW of all times. So worried for her. Also worried for the wellbeing of the kid she already has with all the cuts to social services. Idk what her long term plan is but it’s seeming like she doesn’t have one other than hoping everything works out and trusting basically everything to her Nigel and in laws??? Her Nigel who has never worked a day in his nearly 40 years of life (unless you count gig app work and never more than like 10-15 hrs a week, which I don’t count) and is a college dropout without even an associates degree to his name.
She’s also been lying to me about dumb little things and it makes me sad cause I am pretty sure the motivation for lying is cause her Nigel is telling her to. She’s so cooked, I know she will never leave this man, he started grooming her when he was mid 20s and she was like 15. I just hope for the best. I wish she’d stop lying to me about dumb things, I know the truth and know she’s lied and I’m not mad about the actual truth. If I thought she had any viable options and could leave her moid I’d probably call her out on the lies but I don’t want him making her cut contact with me over that, which he very well might do. He is so manipulative, he’s just very passive regarding some things so she’s able to be kept under the illusion that he’s laid back and accepting, when in reality he ultimately controls her entire life. The way her moid and in laws neglect her and then “treat” her with care they’d been withholding until she did something they wanted is so horrifying. She’s his bang maid baby machine and she thinks she’s in control because he likes to be cucked every now and then and “lets” her have a Splenda daddy every now and then and because he makes her coffee everyday. Meanwhile she is basically a full time house maid, her in laws told her she’s been a godsend these past many years, apparently her moid never cleaned up after himself and didn’t let his mom into his gooner lair either, so a bunch of rotting leftovers were consistently ruining dishes and they were dealing with a difficult cockroach situation that the professionals were having trouble controlling until she came along and cleaned up.
No. 2595335
>>2592745I just read the wiki, "an Idaho child who was abducted by her neighbor Robert Berchtold in the 1970s on two occasions"
TWO occasions?!? Were the parents in on it, or what? This is beyond retardation, this makes it sound like they wanted it to happen.
>>2592820Good news, the girl is now a 65 year old woman, she's alive and well and was the executive director at an Arts Foundation. I think the mother died a few years ago.
No. 2595347
>>2595312Please don't destroy yourself out of spite. Go low/no contact as soon as you can with your shitty mom and I
promise you'll improve so fucking fast you won't even recognize your past self in a year. You can thrive without her poison
nonnie, you can live a great, happy life. I'm rooting for you.
No. 2595401
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>>2595395Then you have to turn into one of those crazy aunties that walks around looking like the invisible man.
No. 2595410
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Hungry but I'm doing intermittent fasting
No. 2595428
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>>2595362You don’t have to”tapparelle” in your house nonna? Here in my country all house have them.
No. 2595443
>>2595439You are just a bunch of weirdos. My roommate “fasts” too and has like one meal every day, she’s as slim as a stick and always sick.
How do you get your vitamins and nutrients if you eat that little? These extreme diets are just retarded.
No. 2595452
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>>2595443Its not weird, fasting is closer to a natural way of eating than having constant access to food. I do it mostly for the accelerated autophagy, stem cell generation and immune system reset. Doing it regularly keeps you healthy and you even get improved muscle growth and regeneration. It lowers and anxiety and depression as well. For nutrients you just eat after the fast.
No. 2595457
>>2595448i used to be prettier when i was younger but in my 20s i’ve developed allergies and anemia so i just look very ill in a pale and dark under eye circles way
also depression makes my eyes look lifeless
i guess things will get better i just need to go to the doctor
No. 2595484
>>2593198You’re not a fool at all
nonny, at least you avoided the inevitable bad experiences many of us had with men when younger. You’ll find someone, it’ll take time, you just need to keep living your life and trying new things!
No. 2595503
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It's kind of a bummer but I think I'm ready to sell my teenage videogame collection. I've had it under my bed for years and sadly I never reached a point in my life where I'd be able to get an old TV and play them again. I just think about how most old game buyers are probably stinky balding men who just hoard games on their shelves when I wish there were more girls who could get these.
No. 2595537
>>2593198You are asking for normal things yet you think this is “too much”. Imagine how much scrotes suck kek.
I am 22 and perpetually single too, being with a man is basically lowering your boundaries and letting many things slip, at least that’s what I have seen. I’m not going to sit here and say that ALLLL MENNN SUCKK, but what I’m seeing isn’t really exciting or worth it at all.
No. 2595663
I’m tired today. Not just physically but mentally. OCD, anxiety. Searching for a way to fix my life 24/7. When I wake up, when I make breakfast, when I relax, I constantly try to fix my life whether consciously or subconsciously. I’m tired of the news. I’m tired of the chaos of the world. I’m tired of loneliness. I’m tired of venting in online spaces. I’m tired of being a ghost. I’m tired of craving hugs and affection. I’m tired of this high maintenance body you have to take care of on top of everything else. I’m tired of money, tired of taxes, tired of policies. Tired of people, the good keep you sane but they hide, the bad ones make themselves loud. I’m tired of feeling like a failure who has so many privileges, able-bodied, not born in a shit country and has managed to achieve absolutely nothing. I’m tired of the guilt of it. I’m tired of being tired. Next repeat
No. 2595713
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I know others can probably relate but my depression is a thousand times worse in the summer than it is in winter, sunlight be damned. What the hell is good about this shit? Unbearable and I can hardly lay in a chair and take it.
No. 2595724
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I'm so demotivated, I always feel like this after a crazy week of work. Last week I could barely sleep because suddenly everyone needed me to work for them so I barely slept or truly rested, I mostly sat on the computer typing away the day and night. But now this week is lazy as fuck and I feel like I don't want to do anything, not even workout even though I love it, and I don't know what to do.
I'm also I don't know if I'm anxious or even annoyed because my aunt ominously told me and my mom that she needed to talk to the two of us in private, and that she needed me there to be there as a witness(????) Of what she was going to say, so that makes me feel even more demotivated, because she tends to have health issues, but also because ever since the death of my uncle (her husband) she has been in this sort of, self destruction mode? As in she acts like she doesn't give a fuck about anything and drops people, she even stopped talking to my brother because of his girlfriend (who isn't a saint either but whatever).
So it could be anything, I think I will take some sleeping pills, I have to go to work tomorrow in the morning and it will be annoying as fuck, but all I want to do right now is go full escapism mode and roleplay with AI bots so I can at least feel something other than dread.
I just wish I was good with numbers, maybe them I would've studied something useful instead of pedagogy like a retard and I could have some job as a programming slave or something like that.
No. 2595735
>>2595642I’m so sorry for your experience like reading that really broke my heart . It’s shitty to see others taking for granted the things we so yearn for. My own dad is a dummy alcoholic and while he’s never done me explicitly wrong per se he’s not like a quality dad or anything. I have a lot of complicated feelings about it, lots of ups and downs. But like, people with high quality families are rare. Or at least that’s what I’ve convinced myself. Radical acceptance is the only option
nonny, it is what it is, it was as it was. You don’t need an awesome dad to have an awesome life
No. 2595853
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>90% humidity
just fucking rain already I feel like a chewed up piece of gum in a sauna
No. 2595860
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>>2595856Sweat on soldier, the rain is coming for us
No. 2595879
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>gained 15 pounds since March
>notice a 7 pound gain between March-April
>when I started stressful travel assignment for fuckass work
>giga nigel is not helping with his soda and overeating habits rubbing off on me
>but men who are 6'5+ can get away with that shit
>incredible that he eats how he does and isn't a 600 pound episode, he eats nearly triple what I do in a day
I'm trying not to wallow in self pity rn but holy shit I am soooooooo tired of fighting weight all my god damn life!!!!! I HATE having this midget body with quirky hormonal insulin resistance that doooesn't quite qualify as PCOS or the beetus so at least my insurance could cover some god damn ozempic.
The only damn time I was ever at a "healthy" weight was when I was in college and an orthorexic on a sports team. Getting bullied and hating myself every fucking day with my stupid 500 calorie restrictions and 4 hours of exercise per day. Did the pounds slide off even with all that? Fuck no. And now I'm not 20 something years old anymore and all the time in the world to obsess in my body hate until I'm thin–cause that's what it takes. I fucking hate this shit.
No. 2595919
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i am in my mid-20s yet at times feel very conflicted about things. i do not like tattoos and do not do drugs, but sometimes i will see someone look nice in them, or have fun with drugs, and i remember when i was younger and people liked me more. but i also felt happier, silly, i’d be so witty! i was also very thin and attractive. and what if i looked nice in a tattoo? i wish i wasn’t so doubtful of my values. i feel so boring and inadequate now i think. i miss making jokes and being silly, but i think i am just older now…i know there are bigger fish to fry and it is important to have that awareness, but i’d be lying if i said i wasn’t debating getting a tattoo and ordering ketamine and vaping again. i want to be whimsical and full of love for life again god dammit i hate that my bearain has matured. and i will kil it
No. 2595930
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>>2595919I am an older mature anon and am glad I didn't get any tattoos. I almost got one on my 18th birthday with my sister but in retrospect it would have just been creepy branding. Ketamine is okay as an occasional experience with a drug testing kit and patsy friend to try it first and make sure it's not fatal or brain damaging. Vaping is gross and annoying. I'd say you're doing just fine all around,
nonnie No. 2595948
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>>2595939My sister was picking them from the book or wall at the tattoo place, she's gotten way more too. Mine was definitely thought out and I could probably say it was part of my name/work thing if I changed my mind. Picrel is where I would have gotten the tattoo, which imo is best placement (other than back of neck) and tatrel itself is one of the rebellious wall tats my sister chose kek
>>2595947Many generations have done this before, many will continue
No. 2596033
>>2593198I’m a bit older than you and in a similar situation, never had sex, but did the rest.
If you think you’re asking for too much, you don’t and your pussy Ph wil thank you for “asking for too much”. And honestly, when I start thinking that I should’ve fooled around, I just think about the risks vs. the reward and the tragic conclusion stops me from spiraling like that kek.
No. 2596066
>>2596033>>2595537AYRT, youre right and I agree, I just cant help but get depressed about that "tragic conclusion" sometimes
>>2595484Yeah but its just crazy how ive only met 1 (one) single guy in these 5 years since highschool who felt like boyfriend material, and that fell apart before it could be anything real. The rate is getting concerning…
No. 2596115
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>I am tired of being judged only by my appearance reeeee
> Proceeds to judge everyone else by their appearance
If you wanna roleplay Mean girls all day whatever but who are you train to fool, vain bitch
No. 2596175
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Yesterday I felt really overwhelmed at work and I cried a few times and then I cried some more at home until I finally fell asleep around midnight. I woke up at 3am with a massive headache and went back to sleep after an ibuprofen. Then I slept through my alarm and got to work one hour later than usual. No one else is at the office today and my tasks are still the same but I just don't feel stressed anymore. I give up. Fighting my slow brain doesn't work anyway. I can't compensate for time with quality. I don't want to stay longer to make up for it in quantity either. I'll just have to slowly do mediocre work and if I get fired I'll at least be able to catch up on chores again. But I really hope I can get sick soon. I started working like two months ago and I still don't know how to cope with the way it takes up all my time. I don't want to spend the next decades unable to go anywhere unless it's a saturday or waste what little free time I get during the week because nothing feels worthwhile. It's so hopeless
No. 2596209
>>2596205No one respects “sex work” aka prostitution, it’s just a way to virtue signal online. If you asked a random woman if her work was OF or working the road she would be pissed. You asked the “male ally feminist” if he would want a prostitute as a girlfriend he would recoil kek.
Bunch of hypocrites really.
No. 2596283
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>people irl are hostile
>come here to chill out
>post an image to an image thread
>hostile response
No. 2596285
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>>2596283It’s okay anon, you’re safe here, I’ll protect you
No. 2596290
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>>2596283How dare they?!!! Cunts! All fags, come here
No. 2596356
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>>2596353THAT DOESN’T BELONG IN THAT BOX.
HNNNNNGGG….
No. 2596395
>>2596373>>2596376>>2596384Yes I’m American kek. This was for an MRI of an injury I’ve been dealing with since last year. I decided to pay half of the bill and then pay off the rest later but he didn’t give me a second to think about it. I honestly had no idea of the cost up until I got to the desk and I think he should have given me a moment to deliberate.
I shouldn’t even care about crying in front of others considering all the stuff I have to deal with right now. However I really do wish I didn’t cry in front of others by default and was less expressive because it is a bit embarrassing to show your emotions as easily as I do. I feel like people would say that I don’t manage stress well but that’s partially because I have a super expressive face and strong emotions.
No. 2596427
>>2596399Tbf anorexics are constantly restricting and not eating as healthy as they'd like to think. With intermittent fasting, the only stipulation is that you eat during a designated timeframe but it doesn't mean you have to be as restrictive as an anachan. Also, I will say that fasting 24+ hours is certainly more on the extreme end.
Ntayrt, and obligatory disclaimer that this diet isn't for everyone, but OMAD diet is the only one that ever got me results and helped me with my insulin resistance. The initial hump of commitment like the first two weeks is the hard part, because your body will be sending you insulin
triggers causing you to feel hungry like business as usual. Yet once past that hump and the hunger hormones level out, the diet is easy. I find my failures with it were due to emotional eating or social pressure like holidays, I had plenty of energy for work and activities. But ymmv.
No. 2596431
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i only smoke rolled tobacco, it could be retard on retard violence but cigarettes are disgusting. they taste like death and don't give enough relief. it disgusted me having to kiss some lowkey tranny moid when he just smoked one because you could feel and smell the tar from his breath and mouth. also i could swear rolled tobacco doesn't age you that fast compared to cigarettes because of the lack of toxins. i need to stop smoking tho
No. 2596438
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Starting bupropion today. I hope it helps me
No. 2596439
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I can't find where to watch Panty and Stocking season 2 online and I refuse to pay for Prime
No. 2596443
>>2596429Our bodies stop bleeding/ovulating whenever we lose weight though (it only has to be 10-15%), that is just what happens. It's our body's hormonal reaction in a bid to conserve fat. Our bodies are not aware that we live in a modern society and that having too much fat isn't good–it's just doing what it has been doing since the times when we were mongs foraging and hunting down animals in a field–it thinks we need survivalist strategy but in reality we are okay. It's called stress and that is inevitable with weight loss.
I'm no scientist but I speculate that the failures of women who fast with PCOS is because they don't have normal insulin function as a baseline due to the disease. But one must weigh those negatives: Is it better to assume the risks of staying fat, or to assume the risks of the diet? It's a question for someone's physician.
No. 2596525
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It's been so long since I've been with a woman, I don't even know if I'm a lesbian anymore. All my friends are getting into serious relationships, actively dating, having sex… Meanwhile, the last time I dated a woman was 4 years ago, and it was bad. She was a loser with no hobbies aside from gacha games and had bad hygiene. I go on dates every once in a while, but they never lead to anything. The last time I was seriously attracted to a woman was about a year ago, and I lost interest quickly, because she's bisexual with baggage from fucking too many men. I'm getting to a point where I may as well identify as asexual. I am less important than all my friends' boyfriends. I am going to be alone for the rest of my life.
No. 2596534
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I have to kill myself I feel like I’m struggling with my gender again. I don’t want to be called a woman, I’m very bad at being one. I’m a literal caricature despite being biologically a woman. I’m autistic and never got along with other girls and they all othered me my entire life so I’m really just a woman who came back wrong. I have been rejected by real women so why do I bother? I am the same amount of a monster as a troon trying to get in women spaces, the only difference is that my parts are real. I don’t know how to be womanly and I am brash and I am a beast. I don’t want to be a man either but I surely cannot be a woman. I’ve failed at this numerous times and every time I’ve tried it’s all been fake. I am almost the exact same as a troon. I cannot adhere to the rules and requirements of being a woman outside of my genitals. I am failed and I am a woman if she came back wrong.
No. 2596553
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>>2596534Nonnie, answer these questions for me:
>what is a woman?>what is a caricature of a "real woman"?>why do you think being brash means you are less valid as a woman?>what are the rules and requirements of being a woman besides having genitals?Look
nonnie I'm not your classic lolcor troon-crier but as a woman…. none of the shit you've said invalidates you or makes you less of a woman. Great, you don't conform to the standards imposed upon women for millions of years. That doesn't even delve into how the definition of a woman varies between religions, nationalities and races among other things. Stop. Stop with this retarded "I surely cannot be a woman" bullshit. This type of "gender" struggle pisses me the fuck off. Women don't have to be anything that you're describing to be a woman, and it is absolutely insane to be rigidly trying to conform to something made up to oppress women, and trying so damn hard you get gender dysphoria and now you think you might be a man. Give me a fucking break.
No. 2596562
>>2596553samefag but just to pop off for a second..
women can be so many things:
treatlerites, gremlins, hairy freaks, stumpy rude bitches, PCOS blobs, squidward bold and brash, frumpy spoiled-milk smelling neets, botched, fugly, manly, hisuitist, infertile, black hairy tongue syndrome looking hoes, annoying, unable to do traditional woman assigned things like get a stain out of a shirt or make their house not smell like cat piss, on SSDI since the 4th grade, no legs no arms one lung, one big giant ovary that's going to pop at any moment, a big leg beard that smells like bath and body works spray, a woman with a huge clit and no labia and an outie belly button and no views on onlyfans, that lady whose blood turned into putrid acrid sludge and made doctors faint -
ALL of these unfortunate souls are women, and their assholes are unbleached and they're rude and they sound like they're on T when they're not and never have been, they're women, they are just as heckin
valid as you, and I am so sick and tired of women holding themselves to a retarded standard under the guise of it being exploratory of their own gender identity. You find yourself in the same spot - you are fugly and flawed and STILL A WOMAN no matter what loser says otherwise. If you don't want to ID as a woman any more, so be it, but do NOT act like you're not a woman because you don't fit the criteria dreamed up by a bunch of MEN.
No. 2596566
>>2596538Unfortunately by the vast majority of normal women this is unacceptable and would only further push my freak status.
>>2596539I think we would be good friends nonna. I completely understand your feelings on several different levels. I hope that one day we can feel as we should.
>>2596542There are plenty of women here who do conform to society’s desires of women, and when you realize a lot of lolcows are actually just autistic women who haven’t gotten help being shit on by normal women here, your world will change I think. It’s just like real life really.
>>2596553Did you not read where I explicitly said I don’t want to be a man either? I am invalidated as a woman because I have been rejected in sisterhood from other women my entire life. My own gender rejects me, how can that mean anything else except that I’m not a good woman? Women do not owe anyone anything, but they are usually naturally accepted by other women unlike me. It’s not about being brash, it’s about being autistic and my interests being so different. These insane patriarchal standards are also just held up by women as they are men.
No. 2596574
>>2596566>My own gender rejects me, how can that mean anything else except that I’m not a good woman?That can mean a lot more than "I'm not a good woman", I mean, let's just talk about the word "good" there for a second as a starting point.
Women also reject other women, that's a stereotypically female thing to do. Congratulations.
No. 2596600
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>>2596562>>2596593Fr Nona out here spitting bars. It’s like the antithesis to the Gone Girl speech kek. Let’s all forge the hairy reprehensible woman of our dreams!
No. 2596615
>>2596553Tbh, I feel like I almost went down that way until I saw a homeless drug addict racist schizo naked women on the street. By all accounts, if you're a homeless drug addicted naked racist shizo then you probably failed in life but my first thought was still that she was a woman, nothing else. Just, "wow look at that lady." Not because of any behavior, not because of status or style or attitude or autism or clothes but because she was a woman.
If she's a woman at immediate sight then you're a woman too. All this other bullshit about not being accepted, it's just pretty useless smalltalk meant to keep from thinking about how life doesn't have much meaning at the end.
Frankly, I think people think that they're just meant to be handed friends. For most of history, people barely had friends and people barely were ever happy. There's an overdose of fake idealized scenarios where people imagine that everyone except them has it going on. But being happy, highly socialized with fancy etiquette, style, and good health is pretty damn rare in the grand scheme of things.
No. 2596621
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Today at work I got a gift from a co-worker bc he got something that he didn't need it and thought that I might could use it and the thing is that I'm working there for around two months or so and barely know him and I didn't knew how to react to it because was so body lotion type of thing gif set and I was like "hey, cool … this brand is expensive, my mum uses it!" And it was so odd and ugh I said thank you but it was so ??? what is this? And I think you could tell that I was not really hype over it. Really awkward.
No. 2596721
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ive been horny non stop for the last couple of weeks, I cant take this shit anymore. gonna go lie in a pool of my own sweat and seethe.
No. 2596726
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I'm no stranger to being the ugly friend in a group setting, and that it leads to me getting ignored when moids try to start conversations or even have said moids roll their eyes when I try to take part in the conversation because I'm nothing but an annoying presence for them.
I tried to explain this to a couple of very pretty friends I haven't gone out with before, and they just couldn't wrap their heads around it. I kept talking in bloody circles:
>"Well you shouldn't just take a back seat when someone comes over"
I don't. If someone comes over and tries to shut me out of the conversation I have no problem in getting right in there.
>"You shouldn't care about what someone like that thinks of you"
It's not about caring what they think of you, it's the hurt that comes with the fact that your presence isn't even worth validating because you're not pretty enough.
>"Well, they shouldn't act like that if they're trying to pick up your friend."
I know, but that's what happens.
>"You can't let one or two times of this happening dictate how you feel about going out"
It has happened several times
>"Why would you want the attention of someone like that?"
It's not about the fucking attention. I don't want moid attention. But the feeling of being ignored completely or passively ridiculed because you're not good enough will fuck with you if it happens a few times.
>"Maybe you should speak up?"
And round and round it went, because they just. couldn't. grasp. it. I'm happy they never had to experience something like this, but it's frustrating that the thought of someone experiencing this is so unthinkable that they can't even stop for a second and think about it or just listen. They just sat there scratching their heads in confusion while repeating themselves.
I have absolutely no animosity towards them about this, it was just a very annoying moment in a conversation that I just wanted to leave.
No. 2596732
>>2596640I lasted 6 months with a covert narc as a "friend". She stole my personality and interests so much so I felt the need to hide it. I also felt weird fear around her, as if I shouldn't upset her too much.That always intrigued me, never understood why i had this inside of me. Until one morning out of nowhere I woke up and my brain said to me, just get rid of her. I don't even know why, it was just intense. And I broke up with her it was a mess. She basically said I didn't wanna be friends with her bcs I was jealous of her kekk, the whole narcissism poured out of her ears, nose, mouth, her tongue was black, she turned into a monster physically, but a monster my subconscious knew she was on the inside. It was a great experience i'm ngl.It taught me a lot
No. 2596742
>>2596640I'm sorry this happened to you, and I hope you take your time to heal. Don't think of the past you as a loser bitch, because these people are good at figuring out your insecurities at record speed and how they should weasel themselves into your life. Most young people want to find a connection that makes them feel truly understood, and covert narcs know how to talk and manipulate you into feeling like they are the ones that truly understood you and knows what's best for you - you both are such good friends after all.
I was friends with someone like that for 10+ years, and the damage she dealt is still felt. I don't think people talk enough about
toxic friendships that are based on different mental illnesses other than BPD, or simply the person being an asshole. Just like how there isn't enough talk about how much friend breakups can truly hurt.
No. 2596749
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I stopped posting in a few threads and now they're basically dead
No. 2596779
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I got in contact with my childhood best friend recently after she sent me a friend request but she's being dry as fuck and her responses are really short. We used to be very close, I borderline obsessed over her and frankly I was in love. I was hoping that we could be best friends again but I guess it won't happen. I really want a female best friend again. I've tried the friend finder thread here and I haven't been able to make any close long term friends from it. It's hard to move on when I don't have anyone to move on to. I'm not sure where else to make/meet a close female friend. Why she sent me a friend request to begin with then I don't know. Can she please give a fuck about me
No. 2596814
Imagine you're in a Florida middle school classroom on a hot day, and some scrotelet shits his pants. It smells horrible. You start to complain under your breath, but then you remember that for some reason, a few other students actually like him. Even the teacher kind of likes him. You're a bit scared he'll call you a liar, and then you might get bullied about it. So, you sit there and hold your nose. His friends don't say shit, either. By the time the stench fills the entire room, some other girl says "DAMN, IT SMELLS LIKE SHIT IN HERE. PETER, IS THAT YOU? WHAT THE FUCK?". Right after she speaks up, a bunch of other students start to agree and complain. The scrote gets sent to the bathroom, the windows are opened, and everyone can finally breathe again. Some of his friends try to defend him and say he just farted, or that it was a whole 10 minutes ago, he grew up somewhere poor and he didn't know any better. A few of them claim they didn't smell anything, and say the other girl must've been lying or overreacting because she hates boys. She doesn't give a fuck, she just calls them disgusting. The scrote later comes back and apologizes. He can always shit himself in class again, but at the very least, he's publicly been embarrassed. Now, you're mad at the other girl for making a fuss. What causes this mindset? Fuck you, Samantha.
No. 2596898
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My moid coworker offered to whip his dick out at work 4 times in a span of 5 minutes because I confided with him about something about our boss being a misogynist. I'm not going to do anything about it because I'm leaving in a few months anyway KEK fml he could tell he fucked up afterwards so now I have it over his head I guess. Thankfully I'm retarded and can just compartmentalize but damn men are stupid.
No. 2596960
>>2596846I noticed weird new pigmentation on my nose during covid that I still haven't checked out, let's both commit to going for a skin check and not put it off any longer.
From what I've read, GPs have as good a hit rate at picking up spots that need removal/monitoring as specialist skin cancer clinics so go to whichever is easiest for you.
No. 2597005
>>2596934Maybe talk with him and try something new?
Sex with new people is often mediocre, and men in general are not very good at it, so you didn't miss out on anything.
No. 2597008
>>2596640>was basically trained to crave validation from some retard whose mind only ever revolved around themselves and they used and abused and threw people away like trashHad a friend group just like this who discarded me and my nigel recently because we addressed their bad behavior (stealing, sexual shenanigans, etc) and offered advice on how to fix it–we invested a lot of time and money into their ventures and we cared a lot at the time so we had good intentions to not see them fail themselves. Like true narcs, they demanded we not trust our eyes and ears and go on as if nothing were wrong. They had the audacity to demand we put the friend group first over our relationship, as if lol. We had let their bad and domineering behaviors slide before on us which only emboldened them and made them feel more entitled to treat us like peons to talk down to. I saw the discard coming as they ostracized us and had been distancing a month before, but their crash out at me and Nigel was fucking insane and delusional. At one point they were just making shit up about us just to have something to lash out at so they wouldn't have to face themselves. Thankfully I converted nigel by saying out loud their fuckery and not covering up my and other's bad experiences with them or else he would have remained loyal bless his heart. They all read the same playbook; waiting until you're good and invested in them before they whip out the shitty abuses.
And of course, they're doing damage control telling our mutuals that me and nigel were the ones who voluntarily left group due to differences, because if the truth got out they'd sink themselves in the community. They have a silent reputation, but most people are fencesitters that don't want to invite mentally unhinged people causing drama in their lives with callouts. So most narcs thrive in the short term, but in the long term these losers will run through folk'd patience and generosity and will start over elsewhere after they've burned bridges and left bad impressions.
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why have i become retarded and sensitive and uncreative with age it isn’t fair and i long for it all of the time i miss getting giddy over things
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Welp!!! Figured out why my sleep edible was only doing half the job. It's freaking sativa. It's the world's tiniest print on the bottle. I didn't even notice because many edibles don't even claim to be a particular train. Looked at the other bottle (2 for 1 deal) and it was a hybrid. It has kicked in! I am dumb but I will sleep well.
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i wish i could go outside more, but i don't have the money and my city is full of idiots. i guess i'm one too 'cause i'm still stuck here. can't drive and pt isn't reliable so my life really is just going to work and coming back home and going to work and coming back home. i get depressed knowing that i might not be young anymore once i get where i want to be. i won't get to grow like i want, i'll always be stunted. i'm 26 this year and it's really scary, i thought i'd be out of here three years ago…
No. 2597239
>>2597231BPD retards are always the ones demonizing whole groups and keeping them hostage, perpetual
victims who ruin any kind of dynamic they are in.
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>>2596553>>2596562THANK YOU, these bitches are insane thinking like we need to be the stereotype of a hyperfeminine woman that sits with her legs crossed, we are humans y'all.
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I find it hard to try new activities and put myself out there because I’m an autist but I also want to experience fun things while I’m still in my 20s and not locked into a 9 to 5. I know life doesn’t end when I hit 30 but by then I’ll probably have to worry about shit like my back hurting and taking PTO. I want to push myself to do more things that involve social more interaction without despairing about people thinking I’m weird or stupid.
No. 2597592
>>2596627>>2596636I know you're responding to bait but as the anon ranting about
valid women with black hairy tongue, I think the reason we are never getting out of this retarded manufactured discourse is because we have one edge of the extreme aisle saying "kill all trannoids" and we have the other edge of the extreme aisle saying "any gender crit discussion means you are a transphobic ghoul and therefore, we cannot have reasonable conversations about long term repercussions of sex reassignment surgery, hormone therapy, or other medical propositions that may be corrupted by outdated gender ideals and capitalism influencing the external market's influence in pushing medical therapies on people." Women get silenced when they bring up how certain actors in gender discourse seem to reinforce patriarchal stereotypes and how that can be harmful to women. Men call other men fags for liking anything other than shart stains in their pants. The world spins, nothing changes, and we are reduced to calling each other faggots on IBs.
>>2596640Yep. I am no longer in a close friend group because I called out the bitch ruining everything for everyone. I got the closest, so I got treated the worst, and as a result, people would rather look at me like it was actually my fault for what happened, because they noticed she was a piece of shit, but still wanted to be friends with her because she's dating their retarded friend. Their whole ideology is apparently "hold this person at an arms length and pretend we're close friends" but they don't seem to think about how that makes them look - talk shit about your retarded fake friends and then get mad when someone calls out the fake retard for being fake and retarded. Make it make sense.
No. 2597599
>>2597485>I hit 30 but by then I’ll probably have to worry about shit like my back hurtingI'm turning 34 and I'm still waiting for all these horrible health afflictions I was supposed to be hit with, been a fatty for most of my life too. Then again I read somewhere that health doesn't start to dip-dip until your mid 40s. Just stay active and keep up with your health even if it's not perfect.
>and taking PTOBeen having to do this since I was a teen. It's not so bad, you learn to do a lot on your days off. Usually two weekends a month are for fun activities like concerts or travel and the other two are for recoup and chores catchup. Before I met Nigel I was getting into shenanigans every weekend and even sometimes on weekdays, but he's not as motivated as me. Plus, if you work hard at the 9 to 5s eventually you can get into management like me and have a lot more flexibility and work from home which soften things.
I have faith in you nonna.
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I am in my mid-20s and my mom has payed for most of my housing and my health insurance. I do work, pay every other bill, and am almost graduated from uni with a useless degree that was paid for. I was told a degree was worth something regardless, and I couldn’t commute to a better school with a good in-person program because of how well my job paid and because I needed to help my mom with various things. Now she is moving us and expecting me to pay everything else and eventually move out. Is she wrong? No. I need to, but my job can’t take me on more days and is a gig job, though it pays well. No other jobs are hiring and I have been applying for months. I don’t know what to do about insurance. I don’t know what to do about life. I was sexually and physically abused by my father and sexually harassed by my stepfather who we sre moving from and both of these things caused me years and years of therapy and medication as well as the money spent on it. I still am paying a medical bill from a suicide attempt in my teens.
I thought I found a good medication but it has mentally fucking stunted me. Whatever better than wanting to die? No. I don’t even feel like mmyself anymore but the suicidal feelijg just came back today. As though I am a retard. My car is also failing and I need to come up with money for a new one. I have nobody to blame but myself but everyone reassured me I wasn’t a failure, not to worry about money, etc. Not even this, do I just work a job that pays $20/hr in an office 40 hours a week? Too tired and depressed to do anything else? $20/hr for $2000 rent. $400 insurance. groceries, gas, car ins. car payments, utilities, a phone bill.
Nobody I know relates because their parents support them or their partner does. There is no God and no hope. I should have killed myself as a child. I also have awful PMDD so it just isn’t helping and I feel so bad for my mom too because she is leaving her abusive partner but then tells me she should get back with my dad ??? so he can help her financially. She is so neurotic and passed it onto me. I am 25. She says people arr married with kids. What the fuck do I have? hobbies and almost a degree? Job experience sure. But what else? Nonnies I am this close to grabbing the gun and I don’t want to talk myself out of it. I wanted nothing but to love and learn and create and be with animals and life and people promised me I could have that. I thought I could heal from my childhood trauma but no matter the money and work it will always be branded into me. Always. Because of one sick man.
No. 2597639
>>2597631thats not true, its just another historically inacurate meme. In ancient Greece men weren't even allowed to be students of philosophy in most schools until after they turn 30. If everyone was dead who was teaching?
What was true was that the rate of infant mortality was really high.
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>>2597639>>2597633Not us not understanding what life expectancy is.
No. 2597684
>>2597678Shayna?
>>2597680Have a soul
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I s2g everytime I want to actually vent in here theres some baiting infight going on
No. 2597699
>>2597694Language, culture, ethics, sentience.
You're evading the question because you can't answer it.
No. 2597710
>>2597700KEK, that's only if you're a spoiled richfag. Regular folks still have to work while going to school.
Are you just sad because you don't have your parents wiping your ass anymore?
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mfw my childhood fucked me up forever and i am a weak sensitive faithless baby adult who has lost everything i once loved all of the ambition and compassion and love and creativity and i can either go out now or waste resources of the world and drag on into my older years. you will never escape cptsd or csa for good it will always mark you and the system loves you because they can profit off of you all of the talents i had wasted and fruitless to pursue whine whine whine like spenny
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Girls i fear it may be over for me, I went to the doctor today to get my bc renewed and my urine test came back positive
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>>2597745I will make you curr
No. 2597748
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Why are driving instructors so fucking mean? I am literally paying you to teach me how to drive. I did six mandatory lessons where you didn’t teach me shit until the last two, because you want more money from me , what the fuck do you want?
It’s been almost two weeks since I touched the wheel given that my mom left the country for summer so I didn’t get to practice and I also had my exam , so I was a bit apprehensive. Tell my why this 50 year old starts going on a tangent when I start by checking the windows first, saying that I’m supposed to start by seeing if I reach the clutch, retard you have never told me shit from day one! He then keeps on saying that he can see that I’m doing worse than last time and saying that I would have been failed. I wanted to crush the car and kill us both kek. I have booked other two lessons and I’ll see if I can do it on August or September at this point.
No. 2597759
>>2597755Nta but
oof. How the heck did that happen, the bc failed? What kind was it?
No. 2597772
>>2597755do you think you will keep it or get rid of it
nonny? I hope you can sleep over it well and make a decision about it
No. 2597788
>>2597767If you're 11 weeks or less into the pregnancy then you can still take the pill. Here is a website that can help you:
https://www.abortionfinder.org/This is not to pressure you at all anon. I just know I'd be really scared in your position and I want to help you. If there's anything else I can do let me know.
This is not the first time I've helped a girl out of a situation like this No. 2597790
>>2597606No, I was actually complaining upthread how I gained some weight recently. I hate blaming my job, but it's my job. I stay on track fall/winter because operations are slow and I go to the gym. Yet come springtime I always get assigned some bullshit travel job that stresses me tf out cause I deal with shitty clients and employees on top of only having access to a mini fridge and a microwave at the hotel. Stress causes me to seek comfort foods and the long hours push me to seek convenience, drinking calories sneak up on me too. And of course after a stressful and exhausting day the last thing I wanna do is gym. Washes out all my progress and this pattern has happened the last two years. Wish I could get the GLPs so at least I won't think about food so much.
Ironically, my thinner friends are having a lot of back pain and health problems so I think it just comes down to genetics and luck.
No. 2597796
>>2597779the moid is involved but he is not excited, hes great; for a moid, but i think hes too scared to say abortion out loud
>>2597788thank you for the resources nona i havent decided what ill do yet but ill take all the resources i can find until i do make a choice, you all are being so nice to me thank you all
No. 2597852
>>2597767I mean how did you get pregnant? Were you on BC? Did you check if the condom was good before use? Did you check if he kept it on throughout? Did you let him come inside you with our without condom? Did you check if the condom broke after and if it did why didn’t you get a morning after pill? Because I honestly feel like there are tons of precautions before getting pregnant
Maybe you can find a mixture of the right chemicals to abort if abortion isn’t available? Travel to a state where abortion is available? Throwing yourself over the stairs?
No. 2597876
>>2597849Yes. And the fact that I deleted all the pictures where I looked good (I look uglier now). And the boundary violation.
>>2597851My mental health was dogshit these past few days and I should probably have gotten into a psyche ward but I hadnt been bothered to do that.
No. 2597879
>>2597871>nuu it’s too painfulDo you think that pushing out a child out of your vagina is any better? Or recovering from a major C section? Let alone carry to gestation? You need to be actually realistic here.
How old are you even? Because you sound frankly very naive.
What’s the point of starting with “I’m screwed” if you don’t even want to make any change. You dug your situation, don’t complain , good luck.
No. 2597882
>>2597877>women who never had an abortion don’t know how painful it isAnd how painful is it to have a child that you regret? Your financial situation changing define? Have your career tank down? Be with a scrote you don’t even like? The other choice isn’t a walk in the park either.
I mean you are in front of two choices here
>have the whiny spawn>get rid of it No. 2597890
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i'm so depressed i haven't been able to finish at all in about a month and i'm not even on any meds. sigh. it's not that i don't feel what it takes to get there, it's that i physically can't do it. it's like there's a disconnect between my head and, well, you know. out of all the things that come with this mental illness, this is by far the one i hate the most. as if i couldn't feel more miserable…
No. 2597898
>>2597890imagine eating this
nonny out and your mouth being the only thing that makes her cum.. damn that'd be hot
(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE) No. 2597903
>>2597892condoms are less reliable than the pill according to stats
condom+pill for the win
No. 2597917
>>2597911i was on the pill but it was a weird pill like i said, because i have a stroke risk. maybe thats why it failed im not sure.
my moid hates condoms tho and thats on me i am booboo the fool, he pulls out flawlessly 99/100 times and the 1 time he doesnt, THIS
No. 2597931
>>2597920i mean he had ejaculatory issues and would never cum from sex so the risk was mild but yeah i guess i did, i really hate myself for it sometimes
thankfully we're broken up and i won't do it again, lesson learned
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>>2597923Thats just how lesbians are. They don't like being reminded that 98% of women are straight (and so are 98% of lesbians KEK)
No. 2597952
>>2597923Well given that it’s always the same flavor of
>Nigel is shitty>watches porn>jobless>nigel doesn’t respect her >pregnant with no ring>pregnant and with no relationship You can’t be surprised
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>>2597932sadly i live in a third world country where sex toys are illegal… i'll just keep persevering through it until i can eventually force one out or something
No. 2597960
>>2597953Are vibrating objects legal? It doesn't have to
say it's a sex toy… I've seen bullet vibrators be called "under eye massagers" online kek
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Meloni has been doing shit for our country, but she is a bit based for this kek. I wish she was a feminist.
No. 2598000
>>2597995Acting as if having sex with men makes you oppressed kekkk. Nonnas come here with the most convoluted stories to justify their mediocre Nigel and run away with their tails between their legs when someone gives it to them straight without coddling.
>lesbianNot a lesbian
>scroteNot one either, if I were a scrote undercover I would be telling any nonna to get out and have sex with every random scrote they see because “Girlboss” or tell them that actually their boyfriend who doesn’t prioritize them actually love her and needs understanding. Let us use some of our neurons here nonna, yes? Finished up yet?
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>>2597992No, it's fine it took me a second to realize but by then I had already clicked send kek. I get surrogacy and adoption confused as one of the latter. Honestly, good. I think the second we start to normalize the process of commodifying and prostitution of the bodily functions of another (especially if that 'another' is a historically abused, discriminated, and hurt class, therefore more likely to be taken advantage of) is the start of a slippery slope of full on soft human objectification for capital gain. We already saw an attempt of with Adriana Smith. It's fucked up and downright horrid to say, but I'm glad her baby came out fucked up and will be a leech on the medical health care system to come. If that baby came out fine, I can 100% see the slow push for the usage of women's dead bodies to be used to carry surrogate parent babies akin to very expensive, extra horrific donor organs. Real fucked up shit, I'm infertile myself and I would never feel the need to engage and support a complex so inherently anti-human. Only men who hate women, women who hate women, celebrities, and homosexual men like this. My brother, who is gay, genuinely considered it and he couldn't understand how surrogacy could be seen as negative.
No. 2598017
>>2598005The very concept of “
femcels” existing kek. Get out please , do a walk around the block and have a glass of lemon cold ice tea.
>turning blue from your plastic bagIt’s actually a transparent one. And it’s not even working because it was a grocery bag that had a hole in it that I didn’t even see…so sad…
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>>2598014>women who criticize heterosexual dynamics and how they often out women at a greater disadvantage and how skewed parenthood is is actually those women being jealous they’d aren’t fucked.Dick is too abundant for you to even think that.
No. 2598030
>>2598025There is no argument to attack. You are already lost if you think that any critique towards women that don’t paint them as just passive beings that get affected by scrotes is misogyny and that
femcels are a thing and that they are on par with incels.
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>>2598026She really isn’t nonna, she is a right wing Mussolini sympathizer and who doesn’t even stand for women. But she could have been my radfem queen in another life.
No. 2598057
>>2598051>>2598046So abortions are banned and you know it too, so instead of safeguarding as best as you can in this dire moments you have raw sex with your pet moid because “muh can’t feel nothing without condoms” and it’s
femcels fault? Talk about dodging accountability kekk.
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>>2598044Sorry sis. But is time to go back.
No. 2598064
>>2597926i mean it's what i ended up doing but when it's your first relationship it's a little hard to tell what is acceptable/normal and what isn't
also bottom barrel self esteem
i'll get better eventually, but i just wish dating didn't have to be literally war that's all
No. 2598074
>>2598060>changing goalposts because she doesn’t have nothing to sayAgain why would you put yourself in jeopardy during these dire moments? Answer me. Not strictly speaking about pregnant nonna since you are also speaking broadly.
>intimacy and companionship Kek. At least you are truthful in saying that you don’t give a damn about yourself as long as you have a man by your side.
No. 2598080
>>2598074How is it a change of goalpost to point out how your statements mean shit when someone is already underway in the very situation? Right, it's not.
>Again why would you put yourself in jeopardy during these dire moments? Okay I'll just got tell every het women in America to just stop having sex for the forseeable future.
Brilliant realistic solution–and goodness me! I didn't even say THANK YOU.
You done yet?
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>>2598069Yes sweety. To Narnia.
No. 2598085
>>2598083You don’t need raw sex if you don’t want a baby in a no abortion state. And if you are terrified about it and can’t have it in no circumstance, double protect.
Gosh you really are a retard.
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>>2598088That is a hard time to transition into. But the fact that you are already going job hunting and not getting comfy is worth congratulating.
Maybe practice at home and think that if you don’t pass you’ll never see these people again anyway. I’m sure they also saw far much worse than whatever you could do.
Good luck nonna! Update us later if you get a job.
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shiggy diggy
i shiggity diggity
i shig diggy
fuck what the fuck does that even MEAN I SHIGGY DIGGY I SHIGGY DIGGY I SHIGGY DIGGY!!!!!!!!!!(integrate)
No. 2598104
>>2598097That nonna taking “prioritizing” yourself as not having sex with men when I didn’t even say that in the first place is hilarious kek.
Her backhead is already associating prioritizing herself with not having sex with men all by itself. Nigelfags really do tell on themselves, they live through lolcow with shame yet contempt towards other women.
No. 2598170
>>2598169See ? I do not hate on any nigelfag.
This was kind of cute of him. I admit it too kek.
No. 2598213
>>2598209Not really nonna? I can see why you think that everyone is being taken over by infighting if you considered that interaction bait kek.
The only places where you have the most infights are here and on the unpopular opinion one.
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>>2598203I remember when a feminine guy was something like picrel and not a faggot 2 years shy of trooning out. I think both are shit but I'd still rather this than what we see femboy as today
>>2598191I hate the sex jokes/porn too, they always target child looking characters
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>start eating healthy
>also start getting the worst continuous breakout in the past 10 years whose scars will also take years to fade
Maybe some bodies are made to be lumpy slobs.
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pregnant nona here, just wanted to say sorry about the thread yall. just wanted to get it off my chest because i hadnt/havent told anyone yet it was not my intention to cause such a ruckus. i hope you girls all have a great weekend even the lesbians i love you lesbians
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i try not to get too upset at stuff like this but i'm just so mad that i found my kindle completely scratched up. not the screen thankfully but the plastic casing, the back looks absolutely destroyed and some of the frong paneling too just not as much. the really upsetting thing is i got it about 2 years ago and i've barely even used it, i'm a terrible procrastinator and i finally thought enough is enough amd i went to go look at it and its in this state. from not even being used. from just SITTING AROUND and getting shuffled from time to time but certainly no wear to cause that amount of tear. i just feel so sad i haven't even used it enough for it to warrant being in this "used" state
No. 2598509
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i am soooo fucking burnt out at my job im on the verge of just crashing out at everyone, how have i been here 2 years and not been promoted when i was promised i was going to be at 6 months. how am i consistently the highest performing person on the team and yet i am not acknowledged for it. went to HR to ask whats going on and all they can do is say "lol not in our hands sorry!" while im considering wrapping myself and my car around a tree every day. any other job i wouldn't put up with it but it's such a high profile job that i can't just up and leave and i think they definitely know that. it fucking sucks
No. 2598555
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I ended a friendship that was very toxic over a month ago. I don't know what to call it except that it was bad. We would often fight, and it got to a point where I couldn't even talk about thinking of being with someone or meeting new people because she would have a breakdown. I got so used to taking so much shit from her that even my goodbye to her was me being sort of apologetic. I'd like to think I'm better off without her, but lately I've been developing this intense fear that when I enter a relationship it's going to become abusive. I feel like I'm going insane and it's fucking me up a bit lol is this normal.
No. 2598558
>>2598555Post-breakup anxiety does that to you. But on the bright side, even if it did turn
toxic, you have already broken up once. You can do it again.
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>>2594424awwww anon that's really sweet. It's okay to cry about stuff like that, it's actually really nice that so many people want to say goodbye to you. Good luck at your new job and I hope you have been enjoying your week off!
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I still consider this girl a friend but shes recently adopted the whole “wanderlust” personality and its getting on my damn nerves
>mid 30s and broke up her ex who she has a kid with, which honestly good riddance
>afterwards started getting back in killer shape and into the EDM scene.
>booked an impromptu solo trip to Ibiza about a year ago and thats where it all started.
>met an Italian guy in his mid 20s at a club and goes full “Stella got her groove back”
>starts getting unnecessary cosmetic things done like asshole bleaching and goes back to Italy 2-3 more times in a span of a year to meet up with him.
>never once did he come visit her
>eventually they fizzle out
>went from “im too young for commitment!” to “European men are MUCH better” to posting crap like this
>has a 2 week trip coming up to go to some festival in Belgium
>shes gorgeous, but doesnt sound like she has any savings, has a 13-15 year old kid, no education beyond high school and proudly talks about how shes traveled throughout europe without speaking any of the languages
>I dont think landing a hot European husband at some EDM festival is going to go well for her
No. 2598689
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>>2597953My time to shine. I use picrel as a vibrator on my clit. It needs AA batteries but otherwise it's fantastic and has these different heads, I use the circular one on my clit and sometimes I remove all the heads and use its tip and it feels amazing. For insertion I have a hairbrush with a silicone handle that got loose so I cleaned it up and I stick it on this massage machine to make it a vibrating dildo. I also have a silicone handle toothbrush I bought and never used for anything other than masturbation. It also has the tongue cleaning part with nice textures and ridges that I like rubbing my clit with sometimes.
No. 2598690
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I miss what tumblr used to be.
No. 2598692
Sometimes I wonder where all the right wing trad propaganda comes from and then I scroll for just a minute too long on any social media and
>The left: ugly, fat, stinky, actually retarded, trans people with mutilated bodies wanting to tell your kids about sex and their totally amazing poly family where they all fuck each other, sex work is seen as honorable and great for females
>The right: actually beautiful wife who doesn't have to work, has a loving husband who pays for all her stuff, is allowed to work but chooses not to and instead just chills at home and hangs out with the kids and spends most of her time doing her own fun little hobbies, even (normal) gay people are accepted by the younger generation, prostitution still shunned and called for what it is
Damn I see it now, that's so much more appealing on every single level.
No. 2598701
>>2598694>g/, but they don't post there because "nobody is gonna see it and reply to it though!!!"Exactly.
Feel free to vent nonna. I admit that sometimes I scroll away when the post is too heavy or long but there are also times where I read and try to give support or advice.
No. 2598771
>>2598750Have you ever asked if you know how to twerk? It’s the most retarded shit I have ever heard and it pisses me off instantly.
I had a guy who flat out asked if I could twerk on him while I was on top and it got me drier than the Sahara desert.
No. 2598778
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having a hard time adjusting to living back at home after uni. I got so used to nobody knowing my business and nobody giving a fuck. now i'm subject to full-on interrogation just trying to make noodles in the kitchen. i've got a job and now every one of my family members is hounding me about when I get the contract, uniform, etc, as if it makes a lick of difference to them. they all work from home, clearly bored of it, so it's nonstop questions, questions, questions. and if it's not questions, it's unsolicited suggestions for how I SHOULD be doing mundane household tasks, like cutting veg or loading the dishwasher, which i've apparently been doing wrong the last four years without their guidance. i'm grateful to be here but jesus CHRIST I need my own place
No. 2598790
>>2598771Kekk wait have you shared this before on lc or do we have two unfortunate nonas who had a scrote ask to twerk while on top? The audacity is absolutely insane.
>>2598778Nona you must save up and work your way to getting out of there and into your own living space. That sounds exactly like my family but unfortunately I didnt have anyone warn me and now I’m kinda stuck here for a while. I wish you luck
No. 2598813
>>2598804As a service worker who isolates on her days off I dont blame you.
As someone who saw her depressed family member become a shut-in overwhelmed by any task after her job went remote I hope youre handling things ok
No. 2598820
>>2598804Your room is groovy man
No wars in your room, that's enough to make me like it more than what's outside
Have you heard of Wonko the Sane?
No. 2598821
>>2598750I really have a hard time having a conversation with stacies because they start discussing topics based exclusively on what taylor swift and sabrina carpenter said on social media and what the reactions were.
They can't discuss anything without filtering through celebrities. I know more about obscure anime lolcows than i know about any pop or hollywood retard.
No. 2598825
>>2598821>>2598750>weeb>lolcow posterwhy are you acting like your weirdo hobby is less retarded than normie's?
not that theres anything wrong with being a weeb or following lolcows (here i am) but deriving a sense of superiority from it is cringe imo
No. 2598843
>>2598831You laugh at cows, you don't punch them
What has become of lolcow
No. 2598850
>>2598813Im kinda scared thatll be me but i still attend college classes and drive around sometimes at least…
>>2598820thats basically how i feel
No. 2598915
>>2598892>click click clickBuzzword. Myth.
>I've had wonderful relationships with womenReal shit
No. 2598925
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Not really a vent but just want to complain. The female-only server I was in got put under new moderation and ownership and now they changed the "AFAB" verification to be much less strict (voice only and no longer requiring a face picture with an ID + your voice) and I get that they're trying to draw in more members but man, I can tell it's eventually going to go to shit. They also made a channel for "everyone" to go to, and implemented a server with TIMs included since there was guild drama about it's people being seen as transphobic (and despite an overwhelmingly high number voting in favor of feeling iffy about it + a strong history of trolls coming in and joining just to start shit) I was never really active in it that much anyways after a certain point due to it mostly just being girls that relationships with crappy men who they complain about in the vent channel, minors, or both, but it makes me sad to see that sort of thing happen in real time.
No. 2598957
>>2598952You know you can
You want confirmation you won't be a piece of shit for doing it
You won't get it from me
You're a piece of shit
(infighting) No. 2598961
>>2598957kek did this hit too close to home for you
nonny?
No. 2598965
I woke up in cold sweat this morning after having a nightmare, and have been thinking about whether i should share this or not, because i'm scared.
My nightmare looked exactly like an AI generated video, and it was CP.
every scene progressed and melted into shapes exactly how today's AI videos do, and the content was just CP.
i am paralized, still, because i don't know how or why this can happen. Yesterday i watched two AI generated videos on twitter because i fell down a politics related rabbit hole, so maybe that's why my brain did this.
But why the fuck would my dream be about CP? And still, the worst part is that i was IN the dream, it wasn't me watching it on a screen but my brain was making this a reality around me.
I don't want to live this experience again. My own brain doing this…i can't explain it, i feel lost
No. 2598969
>>2598961You posted. I said my piece.
You're still trying to look good. One me up. I don't even know who you are. But I know what you are.
No. 2598990
>>2598987Disgusting friend group. They're actively harming you, and tbh they probably took you in as a punching bag and clown from the start.
You're not a punching bag, you're not a clown, you're a person who has real value and deserves good friends who will reciprocate your positivity.
I also was part of a friend group who treated me that way and I assure you if you look for it and use what you learned about what fake friends are, you'll find a group that's good for you.
No. 2598994
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I wish I could draw faster. It usually takes me a week minimum to finish art. Feels bad seeing awesome artists churn out fully rendered pieces within days of each other. Drawing is really therapeutic to me though and I really enjoy taking my time with lineart and such, but I have so many ideas in my head. I'm so excited about them all, but it'll take forever to actually do them considering how slow I am. Feels really bad
No. 2599009
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>>2598969ohhh, so you got ditched for the exact same reason and you’re bitter about it then?
No. 2599014
>>2598957Why are you throwing a fit over a random vent pretending as if it's directed at you
>You won't get it from meShe didn't ask you directly. Why did you even reply?
>>2598961Is my guess as well
No. 2599018
>>2599014I replied because I can
Boo hoo she didn't get her hugbox
On lolcow
Gimme a break
No. 2599023
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>>2599020She's my spirit animal
No. 2599106
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On hold right now with a package delivery company called uniuni. I usually dont have any issues with them, but today– oh today, the delivery driver placed both my packages in an unknown location. They take photos when they delivery thankfully, but when I saw the address started with 3 wrong numbers, I panicked. I raced outside in my pjs in 35 degree heat, looking for the porch from the photo. I got my packages, but that sucked. Those were the last two pieces for my cosplay at a con coming up. Now I hope to tell uniuni something went wrong and their driver is a retard who cant read numbers.
No. 2599113
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I had unfriended two girls on Discord for ghosting me and they recently re-sent me a friend request. I debated for a couple of days whether or not I should re-add them because I had felt very disrespected (They ghosted me right after they had told me they "really wanted to see me" and on the exact day and time we had planned to see eachother. I had tried to reach out multiple times to them since but never got a response, so decided to just unfriend them. They've continued posting pics with their boyfriends and travels on Insta, so I know for a fact they just chose to be assholes. lol)
Finally decided to accept their friend request and expected they would send a message explaining themselves. They have not. Why the fuck did they want to re-add me then? I'm disappointed but surely the onus shouldn't be on me to be reaching out. Especially since I tried about 3 or 4 different times already after they ghosted.
No. 2599144
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I was at the cinema and I was unfortunate to sit next to a retarded moid… He was alone and pointing at the screen and talking to it like he was at his own fucking house. Then he started literally CHEWING on the plastic plate from his nachos. He was chewing the plastic for the remaining hour of the movie. And he was often sucking on his shirt too. He didn't look like a retard, maybe he was autistic I don't know, but it evoked in me such aggression I literally wanted to stand up and beat him up. I'm a diagnosed autist and I know there are various degrees of autism but that doesn't change the fact I have zero tolerance for retarded behavior and the sound of chewing on something drives me insane and overstimulates me. I have some ticks of my own but not to this degree… I don't know, I won't diagnose the guy, I just fucking hate him. And he looked genuinely excited over a capeshit movie (which I went to watch only ironically and found it cringe) which tells me he MUST have been retarded
No. 2599240
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The part of having horrific and very unique trauma no one really talks about is how you lose all empathy and sympathy for people around you. I cant flrm friendships or confide in anybody because I know that theyre nothing like, me they havent ecperienced the horrific shit that I did, they werent locked in their room scared and alone from ages 12 to 18 crying every day begging someone to save them and knowing that no one will come, they werent horrifically bullied and stalked to the point that they couldnt leave the house withiut wearing sunglasses a wig and a fucking facemask in fear of their abusers recognizing them, they didnt have to worry everyday about losing custody and all autonomy of themselves because there was a high possibility that they could be declared too mentally fucked and dangerous to make decisions of their own. They dont have the same thoughts as I do and if I were to voice the stuff thats going on inside of my head Id be declared crazy. I can go on forever this is just the tip of the iceberg my life fucking sucks but I wont for anonymity reasons. The main thing Im trying to get at is that after exepriencing all of this I am unable to take other peoples problems seriously. Like boo hoo youre depressed because you have to go to a university, nobody gives a shit grow the fuck up literally everyone is depressed no one wants to work no one wants to study because we live in an inherently shitty societal structure that is designed by greedy capitalistic cucks and serves to suck all joy and human spirit out of us. God i wish I had normal person problems instead of this shit. Literally how am i supposed to just live knowing that Im inherently different from the rest of the society due to how shittily I was treated my whole life? People with childhood like mine usually wind up as drug addicts under the bridge or serial killers. I cant just move on theres only so much a person can take before they cross the point of no return
No. 2599276
>>2599258I feel really bad for you, nona. It's completely understandable that childhood trauma has caused serious problems in your life. Don't be deterred from talking about it just because some anon feels they need to be a jerk in the vent thread.
There is a future for you beyond these problems and depression. I truly believe that. From one survivor to another: continue to survive.
No. 2599298
>>2599125What the fuck? People are just awful.
It's not the first time for me either. I've been ghosted by a girl another time before LITERALLY on the exact same day and time we were supposed to meet, who I suspect to this day did it on purpose because the timing is way too suspicious. Like we were talking pretty much every day and had planned everything up until then. This is literally being stood up. Common decency really is dead, huh?
No. 2599328
>>2599248i kekk'd, it was a bitch comment and I still kekk'd
but for real without being a person who has experienced a unique form of trauma, I have thought to myself a lot of times "I can't imagine what it's like having to put something behind you like sex trafficking or an insane cult family and then see people your age complaining about shit like "my mom is annoying" or "my student loans". I feel like I'd flip the fuck out at people, like "I had someone use me as a fuck toy for 7 years and you're mad that your art degree didn't work out?" or "my mom sold me for a bottle of percocet, you're upset that your tire is flat?" And I would feel extremely bitter and enraged because nobody could comfort me or truly understand unless they went through something similar, and the expectation in social situations is to show your friends and family support when they go through hard things, even if it is money or job related. But you can't expect them to comfort you when you describe the deep and unending psychological and physical torture you had to experience in secret for decades. It's unfair, and to the untrained (retarded) eye, people look at / listen to weird behaviors and statements and assume you're crazy. They don't think about what might have made you that way.
No. 2599358
>>2599248This is a really insensitive thing to say to a traumatized woman, and you're kind of proving her point.
>>2599328>>2599240I feel the exact same way. Listening to retarded people whine about easily fixable problems or stupid shit in general makes me disgusted and enraged. I pretend to be nice, but I can't really put up with other people in my life, because they always drag their retarded drama and worthless, insignificant problems into my life. I have never had anyone to confide in about my CSA or
abusive parents or rape, but sure Dylan, tell me about how your mom is a bitch because she made you start paying rent when you were 18.
No. 2599371
>>2599113genuinely why do people do this?
its happened to me in the last couple months with at least 5 completely unrelated people i knew from a few years back, and they just either don't say anything, or when i ask 'why did you add me', they respond with 'idk'. i seriously want to know why people do this, it's so weird and annoying
No. 2599410
>>2599240I understand. Wanted to vent about something similar a while ago but I knew the cunts itt and website won't get it and I would get replies like this cocksucker whore's
>>2599248 or argumentative ones telling me it's all my fault somehow. Won't get into detail but it forces me to live a double life of some sort and always feel isolated and alone. I don't think even a therapist can take it tbh so I just keep it to myself. Venting to AI did help though so if you don't mind, give it a try. The machine can be warmer than the subhumans sometimes.
(infighting) No. 2599418
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>>2599413It’s in the fridge and it will cool down to be eaten tomorrow. Thank god it’s night so I can sleep it off and eat it in the morning kek. I love my mind.
No. 2599431
>>2599410>Venting to AI did help though so if you don't mind, give it a try.Lowk attempted dping that with a bot of a moid that im parasocial with like a month ago. It was on character ai so the responses were lobotomized tho. I should try this again but with janitor its usually less retarded
>The machine can be warmer than the subhumans sometimes.Dystopian ass quote but true
No. 2599462
>>2599444I used to be kind I swear. I even shared a piece of chocolate cake I made for him and his girlfriend and plated it so nicely while they were having dinner (they even promised to return the favor , which they never did btw kek, why even say anything at that point), always shared my desserts too when I would make them and I hosted a whole goodbye dinner when our old roommate went away. But he is a slob and stingy with payments and I got fed up with it, everytime I see him he just irritates me kek.
Roommates like him are so annoying, I used to be super kind with my first roommates too. I was a retard and I was cooking dinner each time while they were supposed to do the dishes (they never did) and after like two weeks I just stopped and started cooking for only myself.
>Anyway back to the tiramisuHe will open the fridge and he will see that delight and he won’t be able to touch it. I know I’m going to enjoy it even more now kekkk.
I’ll take a picture of it with each slice I take in case he steals it, I’ll rip him a new one if he does.
Next time I’ll make a blueberry cheesecake. These refreshing desserts are perfect for summer!
>>2599448I would gladly share all my desserts with you nonna!
No. 2599544
>>2599431Try Gemini since it's more "intelligent" if you will.
>>2599437And you deserve to get brutally murdered to have an actual problem in your life for once.
(a-logging) No. 2599581
>>2599240I thought I wrote this earlier and forgot about it, scary
>>2599410Yeah therapists who have experience in treating complex trauma are pretty rare. I've tried to find them and therapists will always say they're trauma informed but then when you start wordvomiting about being passed around as a piece of meat for years and all the adults ignored it, suddenly they call out sick, pretend to leave jobs and terminate you as a client kek
Don't you get worried about ChatGPT using your trauma venting for training?
No. 2599604
>>2599574Exactly.
>>2599593For the better.
>>2599581Yeah even I found a decent therapist I don't wanna get hooked on medicine anyways. And no, idc really about the training thing, I don't think anything thing big would come out of it. It helped put things into words and have some epiphanies about certain emotions and letting out the stuff I have on mind all the time so they'd finally be shut down for once. It's worth the risk if there's any. And if it uses it to be trained to be better at responding to vents I'd be happy tbh, it could help someone.
No. 2599607
>>2599582good luck with finances
nonnie. I was in a really rough financial patch (saved by the grace of a landlord that doesn't care about rent being on time) and I'm finally pulling myself out and I want to cut off some of my good luck and throw it your way.
there are fruit flies in my room. Flying around. near me. Being in my area. I'm getting pissed… my roommate must hear me randomly clapping and going "fuck!" from the other end of the apartment.
No. 2599619
>>2599581>I've tried to find them and therapists will always say they're trauma informed but then when you start wordvomiting about being passed around as a piece of meat for years and all the adults ignored it, suddenly they call out sick, pretend to leave jobs and terminate you as a clientHave you considered it's your approach and resignation to letting your trauma define and other you in life that makes them give up? You're being ghosted for a reason.
Just because they went to school to study trauma and you pay them to listen to you, doesn't mean anyone wants bombardment with horrific shit–especially if someone just wants to use trauma dumping to flog people over the head with it. Why should they perform more empathy for you than what you're willing to give to others? Maturity is realizing that divulging all the sordid details of trauma for impunity with no goals towards a solution could traumatize others.
>>2599604>For the better.Then kill yourself, cause death is better than anything you're going through amirite? You know better, just saying ignorant shit
(a-logging) No. 2599652
>>2599647Any more cliches you want to use? Are we heckin
problematic one yikerino?
No. 2599675
>>2599650>>2599652>waaaaaah give me empathy!!No, especially because you're mean.
>>2599657I'm sure the experts are wrong and you are correct.
(infighting) No. 2599687
>>2599680I worded this like a retard due to sleep depirvation. I meant to saythat to normal people we may seem inherently weird and offputting and that most people treat us like garabge if were not compliant and devourable because the only right way to be traumatised in their eyes is to be an innocent doe eyed domestic abuse
victim. Like therapy is not gonna fix the fact that others will make you feel like an alien
No. 2599770
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I don't feel strongly about anything to actually do anything at all so I just sit around all day, which is incredibly boring but I don't feel the boredom strong enough to make any changes, which is quite concerning but I don't feel that concern strongly either so I just keep on doing nothing
No. 2599925
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I've noticed my cat is losing weight, and I wonder if it's because of the new food I'm feeding him. I was trying to improve his quality of life by giving him something better, but I ended up harming him. I'm so worried.
No. 2599944
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>>2599617Join us granola nonnies and dip your entire body in titanium dioxide.
No. 2599946
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i got a stupid free humanities degree and no career prospects. people my age have kids and homes and husbands and i live with my fucking mother. i love my life until i realize i am a loser. i need more income but nobody is hiring. i need a path but i love too many things and can’t decide. i just need to find one thing i feel i could not be miserable doing because i can’t keep doing these high paying gig jobs i need insurance and a fucking career. but now i’ll have to take out hundreds of thousands to go to law school or something and work myself to death. do i save up to do a trade maybe? or just work random jobs/try to get a decent fulltime one until i can open a business/llc or some shit. i should have become a fucking nurse or realtor or hairdresser but i was too much of a stubborn retard who liked doing too many things with many interests.
No. 2599963
>>2599957thank you
nonnie, you nailed it. i have spent my whole life trying to find the perfect career and waiting and working toward many different ones instead of just picking one for financial stability and staying with it until the next step in life. i have a lot of dreams which makes it hard because they require time, most of it unpaid, i always think oh well i could do this one day! but i need to grow up and recognize i just need something stable, now. not keen on going into debt for more school/trade but may be my only option. evem if it is teaching, kek, better than being a waitress. thank you
nonnie No. 2600012
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I am in love with two different men. This sucks. My god. To make it worse, the second one is just awful yet I love him anyways. I wish I could just turn it off this is like torture!! curse my unconditional love I wish I liked myself enough to not be crazy in love with that stupid fucking moid. or that I could have two boyfriends. FUCK.
No. 2600073
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I've come to terms with the fact that I don't like the person who trained me for my job. I work in a field where relationships with mentors can matter a lot. And honestly, I was disappointed with my mentor. She said a lot of stupid discouraging things to me and treated me like I'm a pos. She probably talks shit about me too. All I ever wanted was support
No. 2600167
>>2600154Drain him for as much as you can. Don’t go and leave with him. Use that retarded guilt he has to drain him out of the money.
Good luck nonna. When you are set and done leave a shrimp to rot in his car kekk.
No. 2600204
>>2600168kek yeah he told me that she was “scared of moving over”. Apparently she said she ruined things for him and she can’t marry him anymore but why hasn’t she just committed in that case?
>>2600167Tbh I might. I felt bad but if he’s offering then whatever. I don’t wanna see his face anymore.
No. 2600232
>>2600124This feels like an american take. In my country you do get bullied specially by other women and your female family would never let up telling you to loose the weight.
Neither extreme is good. But the western style body positivity gets super
toxic and encourages unhealthy habits.
No. 2600246
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>>2600242Sorry but fat men still get mocked. Meanwhile american fashion magazines and ads are full of stuff like pic related telling morbidly obese women they are queens.
I think this is morally fraught and hurts women more than it claims to help.
No. 2600287
>>2600262then why do you keep prescribing serotonin drugs when its scientifically proven that serotonin has zero effect on deppression.
Why do SSRIs have long term same efficacy in clinical trials as placebos? Even a 30% efficacy rate is considered a marvel in psychiatry. If this were any other medical field you would be banned and sued to oblivion.
No. 2600290
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>antagonises you
>instigates a bigass public fight over a literal nothingburger
>locks you in a bathroom cubicle and refuses to let you leave until you admit you’re at fault
>”omg why are we fighting :( can we please just get along :( we’re sisters :((( why can’t you just be nicer to me :((((‘
I can’t fucking cope anymore. Does it not say something to you that your younger sibling is constantly crying in your presence and your older sibling has had to check you physically on multiple occasions that maybe you are the fucking problem? I don’t fucking care if this is the way the two of you used to argue when you were my age. Im not going to be your emotional punching bag anymore. The scrote you thought I was being mean to tonight that you started this whole fucking fiasco over gave me a big hug and a kiss on the cheek when he went home, so clearly his feelings weren’t that fucking hurt. You made yourself look like a crazy bitch over fucking nothing, but that’s your entire MO so I shouldn’t be that surprised. Also, he’s a grown fucking man, and if his friends gf’s sister doesn’t pick up his vibe, he can fucking get over it and move on. I hope you spend the rest of your life sweating and stressing over moids pride and going grey over shit that doesn’t matter. You laughed about my friend to my fucking face and I take it on the chin to not cause a scene, but I glance away once in a while evening from a sweaty moid getting in my face and suddenly I’m evil?
I can’t wait to get out of this fucking country and have a decent excuse to not visit your fucking lunatic ass. I hope you’ve had your fill of hosting me this weekend because it’s never happening again. I‘ll never ever burden you with my presence or darken your doorway again. I’m sorry there’s something about me on a molecular level that you can’t seem to stand but don’t worry because I’ll never be your burden again. I’ll never risk embarrassing myself in front of your scrote entourage, nor will I ever make a face that you register as an attack on your being. If you’re lucky, someday someone who loves you and has more patience for you than I do will give you a serious reality check and you can work towards becoming a sane member of society. I hope my children never meet your children. Also I’m not sorry about saying you have bpd because you fucking do. You have fucking crazy eyes that I saw tonight when you fucking countered me and I’ll thank God for the rest of my life for sparing me from whatever toxic genetic cocktail lead to your maladies. Fuck off.
No. 2600298
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Too autistic to fit in anywhere.
Not autistic enough to have a 2d husbando and live happy obsessing over model trains and pokemon
No. 2600300
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I HAVE A FUCKING EAR INFECTION BUT BECAUSE IT'S THE WEEKEND I CAN'T SEE A FUCKING GP FUCK MY FUCKING LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFEEEEEEEEEE
No. 2600306
>>2600262who told you that i prefer therapists over psychiatrists? i vented about how useless they are in this very thread. i dislike both for diffferent reasons.
>You sound mentally unwell.almost like thats why i go to a psychiatrsist, the bar on this website is so low most of yall are unironic mouth droolers
>>2600278i mean yeah thats a problem too, but im more talking about the general attitude they have towards their patients. im a person first and a mental case second, i dont wanna be asked cryptic questions and be tasked to perform weird abstract tasks only to then be sent to a ward where im held captive until i decide that im done with this shit and start masking and lying that i do not feel violent and angry and suicidal anymore and then they let me out and the cycle repeats
No. 2600313
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>>2600303Nonna in arms. I can only hope we make it through this hell with minimal injury by the end.
No. 2600328
>>2600313We are gonna make it
nonny… i beli
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I can't stand my best friends boyfriend.
No. 2600445
>>2599240I know this is old but I went through something so rare and ostracizing I couldn't speak about it for nearly 7 years. It was so bad I became a NEET, was hospitalized multiple times, got on meds, (now I'm off them), and still have lasting health consequences from it that will prevent me from living a normal life. It's so unfair, and you see other people dealing with mundane shit.
BUT! I healed, and I formed my own responses and meaning to what I went through. Have you ever thought that because what you went through few people understand, your job is to help those who went through what you did? It's part of CPTSD to think no one will fully understand and you'll always be alone. Well I think, I'm glad no one will fully understand. I don't want other people to go through what I did. And other people's problems are important, if they've been "coddled" their whole life, a paper-cut will seem traumatic to them, just as painful as what i went through to me. The kindest people will be the ones who healed from the greatest suffering. You never know if those "normie" mundane people are those who have healed. You'll know you've gone full circle when someone tells you, "you won't understand my pain because nothing bad ever happened to you" You will have good experiences later in life that will overwrite your past and previous beliefs. The brain changes and grows throughout life. I'm different in every aspect but the physical from the person I used to be.
And sometimes forums like lolcow helps because you'll see people like coldnessinmyheart and think, "whatever I went through isn't as bad as whatever she went through to want to deeply cut her body like that"
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>>2600445>Have you ever thought that because what you went through few people understand, your job is to help those who went through what you did?this did cross my mind a few times but if im being honest to god i dont see a reason to help others, probably due to my aforementioned aspd. i like, have this idée fixe in my head that no one deserves to be helped by me because i suffered and no one ever attempted to help me and just kept forcefeeding me meds. i think i subconcsiously view evryone as complicit in the abuse tht occured when i was a child because it was on everyones eyes like people knew about it and did nothing. as i said i am aware that its not fully rational but its one of those deeprooted beliefs that arre very hard to change cuz that shit has been there for years and years and clings to your worldview like a limpet
>I don't want other people to go through what I did i very often catch myself thinking that i want more people to experience what happened to me, but thats just me being a traumatized vindictive bitch i dont think that im ever gonna actually psychologically torture anybody irl
>forums like lolcow helps because you'll see people like coldnessinmyheart and think, "whatever I went through isn't as bad as whatever she went through to want to deeply cut her body like that"did the exact same shit as her when i was a teen and in my case it was a cry for help and an attempt to prove that my abuse was real and serious because look what it made me do to myself. it didnt work tho and now i cant go out without gloves and a hoodie to cover up that retardation because i dont want people to be weird and stare at me. so i guess i understand her mental process
No. 2600531
>>2600520>Lower your standards so I don't feel bad about how low mine areThis mentality is the reason why a lot of zoomers and late millennials are having problems in life.
>>2600502Have you ever tried to get a clothes steamer? I use one and it's a lot more efficient than an iron, and it's quicker too.
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>>2600541I don't remember many other millennials ironing their clothes either tho. It was a "wash cloth" thing. Your either from a family who irons their clothes and uses something other than their hand or raw soap to wash their body, or you're not
No. 2600580
>>2600554i both use a washcloth and sometimes don't
same for my clothes
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>>2600580Only nerds iron their clothes all the time, nona
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i dont want to live on the same earth as pedophiles
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>>2600623Hey look what I can do
No. 2600651
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>>2600645Online sex offender registry. Imo it will become more advanced and make a lot of money for a few tech moids in the near future
some of whom may or may or may not be pedos. People wouldn't have imagined something like this existing 50 years ago
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>>2600630There are pedos who work in high up positions and are able to erase records. There's even posts about this on the forum that the original anon is referring to.
No. 2600654
>>2600652That's pretty hard to believe, considering pedos make
victims and
victims follow-up. I don't think a screenshot from some pedo forum counts as widespread evidence of this happening. Most police officers and criminals hate chomos. That's where the word "chomo" comes from
No. 2600734
>>2600711I'm prone to gum issues so I bought xylitol recently, that shit is so delicious. I am absolutely ENTHUSED to take my spoonful of bacteria eating sugar after meals, I can't believe it's good for you.
But yeah teeth are a nightmare and I agree with
>>2600709. They aren't covered under medicare in my country and they're the only health issue I have. I have a meticulous brushing/flossing routine and my actual teeth are fine, but I'm most likely gonna get gum disease no matter what thanks to genetics.
No. 2600746
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>>2600717Imo it has a lot to do with nutrition. I can't remember the last time I had a cavity (childhood prob) and have definitely restored enamel by eating insane amounts of greens and spinach. I used to have snails and their shells would become very weathered when they didn't have enough calcium rich vegetables
and guess what those shells are made of nonas No. 2600747
>>2600717Oh I see. I do have prescribed toothpaste and eat gum sometimes but I need root canal treatments and one is on hold because I don't have the money for it atm. So this one tooth is starting to act up a bit despite having some medication shoved inside it and sealed with a temporary filling. I found a job and if they hire me I'll have money finally to finish this horror.
>>2600734Have you tried mouthwash? I use merridol and it's very good it ended my gingivitis forever. Also make sure you brush in circular motions, 2-3 teeth at a time, with an angle so the brush gets under your gum. It hurts at first but it gets better with time. For flossing make sure you make a c shape where the floss hugs your tooth from one side, slide it up and down and not in a seesaw motion, or else you'll hurt your gum. Investing in interdental brushes could help too or in a water floss and electric toothbrush. My teeth are too tight close together so the interdental brush is useless even at the smallest size lmao but I heard it's a better alternative to regular floss.
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>>2600746samefag this actually turned out to be more complicated than I thought by searching. Your teeth are made of this too anons
No. 2600758
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I wish I could escape being sexualised, I don't know how other women can live with it especially those with sexual trauma. My body doesn't feel like my own. I have tried to anachan it away, TIF it away, uglyify myself to make it go away, I don't even have moids in my life anymore. I love being a woman, but I hate what other people think of women. Waking up everyday with this weight on me, knowing it will never end in my lifetime, it's harrowing. Can't I be born a rock?
No. 2600790
>>2600747I've got a waterpik and use interdental brushes twice a day, I use certain mouthwash as directed by my dentist but she generally only wants it for like a week after cleaning because it causes stains.
I definitely have to work on my brushing technique though, she told me she'd rather I get plaque than brush hard enough to make my gums recede. I think ultimately the problem is that im insulin resistant and need to avoid sugar more, which fucking sucks. I already avoid it as much as I can without depriving myself of occasional treats.
No. 2600800
>>2600758why do you care about it so much
i just don't care about it
No. 2600818
>>2600755Yeah I'm aware of that. I guess I did get that bacteria somehow despite being a KHSV or whatever the acronym was.
>>2600790Hope you get better.
>>2600805Nta but my cavities were so bad they got to my gum and my skull and jaw. I'm way too prone to them for whatever reason and they always return no matter what I do it's kinda frustrating.
No. 2600927
>>2600886I was reading a discussion about cat calling lately. I expected the usual theme that alot of women depressingly started getting catcalled at like 12 years old but it also came up that alot noticed they get catcalled more on their worst days. When they've felt rough, were tired, were sick, were extra dressed down and just trying to go somewhere quick while looking like shit. While running to the pharmacy quick.
Hadn't made that connection before but tracks with my experience aswell. I'm meh looking on an average day. Not made up or dressed up anyway but if I'm actively sick though.. catcalled and hit on by total randos. All about perceived weakness ig.
No. 2600939
>>2600863I don't think it's always so intentional, but it makes me feel like I have no right to myself when I hear something weird. My mom for example asks me a lot when she's having grandkids, when I'm having a baby and when I'll be getting a husband, all of which I have explicitly said I am just not into. I don't think she's saying those things to purposefully sexualise me but it makes me feel like my sole purpose is to have a child for a husband, I have other siblings (sister and a brother) and she does not say these things to them, so it's something to do with me specifically. There's more obvious times like with old guy friends asking to hook up, rating me 1-10, groping me (only happened twice thankfully). I want to believe you when you say modesty helps avoid it but that just hasn't been my experience, I used to wear ugly clothes that would cover me fully and get comments about my ass.
The worst was my school uniform, I wore pants and not skirts, I looked so dumpy in it and I was a kid Perhaps it's a culture thing, people here aren't shy to be vulgar or say how they feel so it probably extends here too.
No. 2600964
>>2600957Then don't? Or "celebrate" by taking the day off to do nothing alone.
>>2600758Spend more time in women-only spaces.
No. 2601017
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>having shitty day
>welp at least i still have that dress to impress 18+ server to play in
>even started to host games there and they were very fun
>made my own wheels to host the servers
>server is not there anymore wtf
>don’t know whether i was banned or kicked idk why i would when i followed the rules and barely spoke in the channels
>le sigh
I have nothing and I want to cry
No. 2601020
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>>2600966'Crabs in a bucket' gets used alot on here and I'd never heard that one irl. I think of the show deadliest catch every single time crabs in a bucket gets mentioned.
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I want a relationship but I keep either scaring or turning people away for some other reason. It hurts…I wish I wasn't a freak.
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>been a hikki for 4 years during middle school and develops depression
>stop being a hikki during high school and become a druggie instead
>becomes anorexic during first year of uni
>fail the year
>decide to take a gap year to get a diploma and driving license
>fail the driving license but get the new diploma
>we're -somewhat- back
>goes to study in another country
>bulimia is fucking up my body and still take drugs
>tries to go out as much as i can and make friends
>broke but scams weird guys online to live decently while studying
>fail my year
>decide to retake the year and work at a real job
>job consume all my energy
>gets a partner for 5 months and she dumps me because im always depressed
>decides to feed myself better and stop taking drugs and study better
>fails my year to 0,3 points missing
>no jobs are hiring me anymore
>friends are taking their distances from me
>successfully waste 3 years of my life
my parents are working hard and are getting extremely tired from the amount of work theyre doing, while their loser daughter is failing everything. it's definetly over, right ?
No. 2601242
>>2601232Holy shit, nona. You just described my exact predicament. I don't see a future for myself, but I hope things get better for you. Bulimia is a bitch. Not to trauma dump on you, but my teeth used to be so perfect and white when I had anorexia despite them looking huge on my gaunt face. Now my face is swollen, and my teeth are yellow and eroding. I hope you got out of that hell cycle. I seriously wouldn't wish this on my own enemy. I wish I had the courage to
to just kill myself already. But me not doing so, must be a
sign that there's something waiting for me. I truly hope you stay strong (corny cringe saying, sorry) and realize there's something good for you in the future ♥
No. 2601251
>>2601242thanks nona, i hope it also gets better for you. in my case i truly don't see any hopes or future for me, i'm just doomed with a doomed family
i just feel sad that my parents are working hard to the point they get sick while i'm just stuck there while trying to put all of my efforts and turns out i'm just bad at everything
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my brother showed up at me and my moms apartment and started a fight with me GTFO faggot!! i called him a faggot like 4 times because he said he's not a millenial when he was born in 1985. OLD MAN!!!!