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No. 2449812
A thread for venting about difficult, weird, or stupid stuff going on in your life.
Previous vent thread:
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Please, do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all. No. 2449824
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I really fucked up. I am so pissed. I cant stop crying. If i hadnt been so autistic now i would be in her place. But i am a massive fucking retard. Seeing them together remind me of how, if i didnt back off, now i would be in her place. I am such a massive sperg holy shit. It was literally one sentence, one simple sentence and i would now be with him. I literally cant take it, it hurts so much, i was one sentence away from my dream life. Now its too late, i am a burden, a third wheel. I hate my life.
No. 2449965
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I never realized how people perceive themselves and their worth until i started venting to my friends. They kept reasuring me that my life had worth and i wasnt a failure blah blah, when i asked them for examples they would say ''well you have me, and your cat, you have (friend i havent talked to in years, or i am not close to)'' and i dont get it. I dont base my self worth on things that i dont put effort towards, but if i tell them that they will think i dont value their friendship enough. I know its cruel but i dont think they give worth to my self esteem. My closest friend became my bf because he talked to me first, he's the one that asked me to hang out with another friend irl, i put no effort into our friendship and tbh i didnt want to meet him irl. Since he put all the effort i feel it doesnt feel like an achivement. Meanwhile i tried really hard to befriend someone and i failed and that DID affect me and made me feel useless and retarded. Because it was a ''goal'' i was meant to achieve and failed, and it reflects of me as a person. It was something i put effort towards. I feel so self centered for thinking like that, but i cannot help it. I really got nothing going on for myself, i am quite literally a lifeless shell. And i hate myself for that.
No. 2449975
>>2449965It’s because your value doesn’t have to do with effort, and it doesn’t have to do with your ability to achieve every goal, either. Most people won’t be truly compatible with you as friends even if you try—that’s true of everyone. We’re lucky if we meet 100 people, are friendly with them all, and get one real friend out of it.
Wanting to make more out of your life, to achieve more and follow some sort of dreams and big goals and have them pay off is completely reasonable, and it’s natural to desire to do so. However, it’s separate from how other people view your intrinsic worth. In the end, it’s important to have both your goals, and an understanding of your right to happiness independent of that work or any achievements. Good friends value you because you make each other happy simply by existing, and their main goal is to just see you enjoy life and be content, and it matters, too. We have to find ways to occupy ourselves and feel that we use our time on earth for something we care about, but that has to be balanced with knowing that our time here doesn’t have some big purpose, and in the end it’s about cultivating happiness, contentment, peace. Finding a way to just exist. That’s true even if you achieve impressive goals—that ultimately, no matter how much we need to be driven and productive to feel fully realized, the time you spend with your cat and your friend just smiling ends up being more important, on some level.
No. 2449988
>>2449979Sociopaths have a lot more fucked up shit going on than any feelings of emotional disconnect from others, so you’re okay there. It’s alright to not feel really deeply emotionally reliant on others, if you can still move towards being pleased with what you do each day. I’ve been depressed for a lot of my life and I have some serious antisocial tendencies, and have even gotten flack for them, but I have nothing but disdain for anyone who has shamed me for that.
It sounds like art is really meaningful to you and besides the achievement of drawing, you actually care about what is drawn and want to see the result. That’s a pretty good thing, honestly. It’s something particular for you that isn’t just an achievement for the sake of achievement, it’s something that you are drawn towards.
People who feel that depression is selfish just don’t understand it. We can’t magically feel joy just because it makes us more convenient or saintly seeming to others, and we really do have to live for ourselves. But so, you’re right, it’s worth seriously focusing on what goal you need to set each day or week or month in order to feel that your life’s work is moving towards what you are content with doing, then. Maybe it’s seriously studying art techniques for a certain number of hours a week, doing set studies and working on tangible skills to become a better and better version of yourself. That kind of thing is really meaningful too. But friends will never agree, is all. They see you in a different way, for your personality and companionship, and would be happy if you are even if all you do is lie in the sun napping.
No. 2449991
>>2449988Thank you for your nice post. Made me comprehend more how my friends feel. Ngl i thought they were a bit selfish at first and i was starting to feel a tad bit resentful towards them, but it makes sense they just like me for things i dont personally value as much. Hope your depression gets better
nonny, you seem very intelligent and thoughtful.
No. 2450035
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>>2450009I understand how it feels because I'm in a somewhat similar boat. I hope you are able to get help for your health issues and can get better soon nonna.
No. 2450060
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Tired of this fail daughter nepo baby whose mummy got her a job in the art world and her only personality is being a cunt. Someone make a new tumblr hate thread so I can hate on her more
No. 2450098
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>in elevator with some classmates that i'm friendly with
>they're talking among themselves and then one says "i like anon's hairclips"
>then the other says "i like anon's hair, so thick"
>almost start to speak trying to deny it as a kneejerk reaction like "oh no it's actually really damaged and thin"
>no wait that's retarded and unpleasant behaviour
>stutter and then mutter out a quiet "thank you" without even looking at them and then our floor comes and we step out in opposite directions
>i end up heading in their direction anyways looking for my friends from other departments because i didn't want to have lunch alone
>i pass by them and am too embarrassed to say hello again
i tried i guess? it's hard being a retard
No. 2450110
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I enjoy crochet but I hate most crochet projects. I think most of them are just dust collectors, and I don't like crocheted wearables at all.
No. 2450181
As cancerous as it ended up being, I really miss old tumblr. I miss when girls would post pictures of their ootd and treat tumblr like instagram. Pictures of local nature, pictures of a wacky drink, pictures of old local run down places like an abandoned movie theater or something, reblogs of skins gifs and cute outfits. I miss it. Now the popular culture on tumblr is being a fat, annoying tranny. The worst part is how I can remember watching the culture shift away from being a proud female majority site, unashamed with liking typical female interests to being the giant tranny moid validation and wank machine.
Does anyone still use tumblr the old way? Just kind of being the same kind of tumblrina blog that was popular in like 2012-2014? Is there still a niche for it? I kind of want to try it, since I was slightly too young and jobless to really participate during its heyday. I just miss the magic of tumblr back then, back when you weren't expected to jump and break your back "respecting" retarded trannies. Ughhhhhh.
Anyone in here still running an aesthetic tumblrina blog? Is missing E still a thing? I was thinking I could set up a sort of block-chain thing just blocking every nsfw tumblr and block every annoying troon I can find. It's risky posting my face but ugh… I don't know. Inb4 people try to scare me into not posting my face on tumblr, I get it. I've dealt with (very minimal but still gross) harassment one time I posted my face on tumblr, but I want to make sure there is some kind of extension I can use that would just block every blog url found on a blog, that way I could just mass block like the entirety of the gross old man porn blog side of tumblr (and of course the gross troon side too).
No. 2450240
>>2449812im just so tired of being disabled and not being able to find a job to support myself. not that i even want to work because it gives me bad depression wasting my days away doing the same thing.
im sick of my boyfriend who was supposed to propose last year looking at other women online
i just want to die at this point
No. 2450250
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Mum dropped in, unannounced, so I could fix some problem with her phone that I have no idea how to fix. I might add that I am hungover and it's my day off and she gives me a fucking lecture about how she had a house, married and me at at my age.
You already make me feel like a walking advertisement for post natal abortion, I don't need this. Also how am I supposed to figure out why your phone won't connect to your wifi in my flat? Go away. Find some happiness outside of criticising others.
No. 2450263
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I'm starving.
No. 2450305
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Update : Someone tried to save me (but they failed because I'm a lost cause)
No. 2450370
>>2450240just cheat on your boyfriend it'll cure the boredom and resentment for a little while at least. like if you're gonna die anyways may as well do something fun
>>2450354demand that he puts you on as an authorized user on his credit cards to build your own credit up, and then cheat on him and leave
No. 2450372
>>2450354I highly suggest you open a personal emergency savings account or some sort of secret savings if you are able to, nonna. In the meantime, idk if you cook for him or clean up after him already but if you are doing that, stop doing it and let him suffer on his own. Please try to focus on things that better you as a person and not you as an attachment to your partner. Work on your credit score, go for nice walks with your dog, get yourself a nice coffee or treat now and then and look after yourself.
I'd like to say just dump him kek but I understand if you live together and aren't already wealthy then it's a lot more complicated than that. Just try and make sure that you're at least slightly covered if shit hits the fan, and don't give him a penny.
No. 2450410
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>>2450401The White Lotus is written and produced by this disgusting pig. He wrote Sarah Silverman as the "villain" of School of Rock bc she asked for rent, from the homeless scrote living in her home. Ryan Murphy writes American Horror Story, he is a gay misogynist who hates older women/his mother. I think his mother (and Marc Cherry's) were legit narc-bpds but the result of that is that they are literal garbage males whose own mothers didn't love them. So it's the world's problem
No. 2450435
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My brother is getting married in May and it'll be the first time I've seen most of my family in years after I moved away from all the bs. I really get on with my brother and never had problems with him so I want to be there to support him on his special day but I'm dreading having to see my mother again. She was neglectful to me in many important ways growing up - she didn't teach me how to wash myself or brush my teeth properly, I couldn't say no to anything without an argument and she never arranged professional help for me when I was self-harming and exhibiting serious mental illness as a teenager. I packed my shit and left her house after a huge argument after I graduated uni in 2019 and since then I've only seen her once. I do not forgive her for the years of shit and neglect especially considering she's never given me a single apology and also treats this same brother like shit. She's probably got worse considering she's sponging off her weird boyfriend who isn't allowed to even see his grandkids (nonce alert?). I get messages off her saying she's here for me but I know for a fact she would argue with me if I told her all of this because she can never be in the wrong.
But I still want to go to this wedding for my brother. I want to see him happy and his gf is a really nice woman, too. I want to see them happy and have a good day but I just know it's going to be awkward as fuck. My family act like I'm some sort of mysterious missing persons case despite them telling me to gtfo of my hometown as soon as I can, yet when I did just that suddenly I'm "too distant" and "never really visit" anymore despite me living 3h drive away and not having the time to put up with their shit anymore.
Idk, I look at daughters with their mothers doing stuff like going to a spa or going for coffee together and I wish that was me. I'm lucky to have my bf's mother who is very stern with him and very kind to me and always takes my side in stuff kek but I don't even know where to start and I feel ashamed for my mommy issues. Anyway I'm rambling and the wedding is still 2 months away but I'm still dreading having to see my own mother again. God this is so cringe why couldn't my family just be normal or at least rich if they wanted to be mentally ill retards. Imagine being a poorfag AND having a crazy family. I really lost the lottery there.
No. 2450438
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>didn't pass exam AGAIN
Come the fuck on? I literally didn't remember one question and I got axed despite answering the previous two correctly and even linking other arguments together? Are you fucking kidding me? I feel retarded because it's the second time I go try this exam but at the same time he axed like all the other 8-10 people that attempted it and only made two people pass. Though there's nothing more humiliating than having to announce your failure in front of your parents too, christ, or even having to do the whole 2h drive home to uni with nothing but thoughts about how you're a fuckup for failing this shit. I'm also extra salty because they got to answer more questions while I was one of the last ones so he axed me without even bothering to let me answer other shit, and I still can't help but feel I'm a genuine retard. like why the fuck am I even in STEM? I should've picked History or whatever
No. 2450443
>>2450435The reason most poorfags are poor is bc they have fucked up family. Most middle class kids heavily exaggerate their trauma or are actually "spoiled" (as in nothing will ever please them or make them happy bc their parents were too permissive so view "no" as trauma/rejection). Only males become irredeemable by having "mommy issues", which is why they project that on women who have absent or
abusive fathers. Very few women grow up to abandon, neglect or abuse their children bc a parent did that to them, while moids consider becoming an adult or parent "payback time". If I were in your position, I would volunteer to spend time with elderly women who don't have family or never had kids
No. 2450457
>>2450372>>2450395We moved far away from family and friends too for more potential job opportunities for him. I do realize the danger of my situation when a few months turned into 9 months of this shit now. Me telling him what to do does nothing but cause stress due to his reactions, so I stopped. I stopped cleaning and it's fucking gross in here and I realized I can't live like that so I clean anyways. I tried paying for a cleaning service to take that stress off of me but he legit makes the apartment dirty again right after they leave, crumbs and clothes and wrappers thrown everywhere. He eats all my food I meal prep for the week in 2 days and gained like 40lbs. He has OCD and "chronic pain" (the latter being undiagnosed and I only just heard about it this year despite knowing him for 5), yet refuses to get treatment or tested to find out what could be causing it. I just had to continue my vent to say, that men really trap you, and this is my first hand experience of it unfortunately. He was working before this move, now suddenly can't do anything and has every excuse as to why stockpiled against me, rendering me silent because I'm tired of arguing and "drawing boundaries" if it results in nothing. I have a secret savings, I'm going to have to wait and basically pretend to still be in a loving relationship with him until I have enough stockpiled that I can move with my dog, and have that all planned out before announcing it too. Thank you for your concern, just don't be like me. I will never date again after this, I'd rather be single for the rest of my life than take a chance on hell.
No. 2450566
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I know every generation has dumb shit they are obsessed with, I'm a zoomer and we had plenty of that. But I swear to god, if I have to listen to my 6 yo brother talk about Sprunki again, I think I'm gonna blow my brains out.
I'm desperately trying to convince my mom to invest into buying a switch for him so he can play some actual substantial video games for his age group. Instead of the app store brainrot, that shoves an add to you every 2 minutes, that he plays now on mom's tablet.
I don't want my brother to be an iPad baby and I certainly don't want him caught up in some Elsagate shit, he's already autistic as is.
No. 2450568
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I hate trains (bong) I am so upset. I commute and it costs me a ridiculous amount. I booked a later train which was slightly cheaper and planned to get an earlier train with that ticket but I was unaware it would have the time on the ticket (they don’t on some) I know I shouldn’t have done this but I’m struggling anons and just want to get home. I had my thumb slightly over the time on the ticket kek when showing them at the gates at the woman was like oh my god you’re hiding the time etc and made a deal out of it. So annoyed, I’ve managed to change the ticket now for the next one without costing much more and it is cheaper than it would have been if I booked it before. (If that makes sense)
I’m just so annoyed at her reaction kek who cares. It won’t come out of her wages. Such a cow! I’m so annoyed and emotional. I know you anons may think I’m a bad person but I just want to get home. The train prices have gone on up much And I want to cry.
Am I a bad person? Why has this upset me so much
No. 2450570
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i fucking hate having pre periods moodswings and pains, either fucking start already and stop being so fucking annoying im tired of having sore nips and cramps
No. 2450586
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>>2450570I don't know if anyone else gets it, but my PTSD flares up like a
motherfucker whenever my period is within days.
No. 2450588
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The ants getting into my house are going to drive me absolutely insane. I could understand if they were just in my kitchen where food crumbs can be dropped or near my cats food dish, but they are in my bathroom and my bedroom closet where there is clearly no food. They come from under the walls but the walls they are coming from are all inside walls, none of them lead to outside. I'm not a dirty person, my house is clean, but these ants make me feel like I'm living in squalor. I've put ant traps out, I spray them with ant killer every time I see them and I try to follow their trail and spray the baseboard area where they are coming out of the wall from. I can't spray much more than that because I have pets and I don't want to risk them getting sick. I'm going to call an exterminator if I absolutely have to but I really don't want to pay for that, I wish they would just fuck off already jesus christ it's rage inducing every time I see one.
No. 2450606
>>2450570bro I had 4 dogs in the house at one point and had to take allergy pills.
that shit calms my PMDD like nothing other. Literally nothing else works. For some reason allergy pills do.
No. 2450629
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I don't like being an aunt and I hate my nephew. My brother was an abusive asshole to me growing up and now I'm supposed to fawn over his ugly kid. I get shit for not being more hands on with him but I don't care. I never wanted to be an aunt.
No. 2450735
>>2450706Holy shit, grown adults bullying another grown adult, and an older woman at that, is another level of malice. I'm angry just reading this, I can't imagine how she must feel. I hope she'll cave and move. I'm rooting for her ♥
>>2450723Sucks that she misrepresented herself but you can use this to your advantage. If she's a social connector type (organizes social events involving people of different groups) it could be a good opportunity to meet new people and make friends.
No. 2450746
>>2450685im retarded, antisocial, narcissistic(?) and a dead end in life. i'm really neurotic and never stable enough to go through with my decisions. im broke but i dont want to get a job bc i dont feel like wasting hours of my time for little money, being judged for being weird and failing social cues, and not wanting to deal with the social hirerarchy (the higher up, the more opportunity u have)
im afraid of intimacy, i have no friends, and my relationship with my sexuality is not great.
i dont see any solution if not dying, but im trying to hold on since im able bodied and not too old yet
had to fix so many typos and grammar mistakes, which made me really sad
No. 2450763
>>2450750my actions are 75% almost always for my own self interest or benefit.
i like both sexes but i really love and lean towards femininity. however, i am repressed bc of my religious upbringing so i currently dont see myself dating a woman, but im too scared to connect with one anyways
>>2450754i'd have no clue how to market myself, but that's an interesting idea
No. 2450808
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I got ocd and some people's face's trigger me badly, where I have to do my ritual to heal after I see them and I can't fucking stand this specific genre of look. I don't know what to call it. They sound a specific way and have the long nails and their face looks a little too brushed up. I sound like a pickme but I swear I hold no malice, its something about the artificial nature of it sets off like an uncanny valley affect. Maybe it's the filter? The dog filter on Instagram used to do it very bad, but it's so common and scrolling through Instagram sets it off.
No. 2450812
my stupid dumb sister has 2 sons and i absolutely hate babysitting them. everyone hates babysitting them. i was already certain that i wouldn’t have children but holy shit it is confirmed that i will never have them. i want to escape whenever i hear them screaming and tantruming. they’re both delayed, as in they cannot talk and still drink milk from bottles all fucking day. every single day. whenever they cry my sister and her husband and all of us shove a bottle in their mouths. they eat solids occasionally and when they do my sister usually feeds them chips, chicken nuggets, pizza rolls, and they do eat some of the actual homecooked food that my mom makes. im so in awe and jealous of those advanced toddlers on tiktok that speak fluently, eat only solids, and don’t tantrum.
on top of that she’s gotten them both addicted to bright colorful cartoons especially the older one (4) who is very obviously autistic. my sister hardly has tried to get him any help and i suspect that her husband is actually high functioning himself. her older son is so addicted to cocomelon that literally as soon as an episode or compilation ends, he immediately starts whining and bawling his eyes out as if someone just slapped him. every frame of that slop overstimulates him into stimming so hard that the entire time he’s watching it he’ll be squirming everywhere, unable to sit down, clapping, flapping his arms, squinting and making some hilariously gruesome faces at the screen. he’s actually stimming rn as i speak. he also loves eating dirt off of the rug in our living room and from the fireplace. he has never spoken a single intelligible sentence or word in his entire life, understands very little of what we tell him, and i just know he will be even worse as he grows up. i’m actually scared for the future
then there’s her second son who is 2 and he’s not as delayed but he might be. he can say hi to us (sometimes), doesn’t stim but he also spends almost every waking minute and hour with a bottle in his mouth. he can be very aggressive to his brother and loves bullying him and bothering him, which he can’t even communicate and say “stop” to him. he loves to throw himself onto the ground if we so much as nudge him its very funny and annoying. now my stupid mother just demanded me to go fill their bottles again as if they haven’t already had at least 7 bottles each today. they are already terrors and i’m not looking forward to them getting older and still behaving this way
No. 2450971
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Oh boy I love having CSA flashbacks after multiple dumpster fire relationships and making another mistake at reaching out realizing even brushing past it is too much. It's starting to get to the point I'm feeling slight agoraphobia being around men and in public and having to go to my job. I haven't been sleeping, my desire to eat has plummeted and I'm disassociating more than ever. I'm coping well all things considered and have some people to help me through, but we're definitely teetering on an edge here. It's gotten to the point where even being online and seeing men or listening to music with men's voices is too much for me. Sometimes even seeing pictures of women bothers me, but not their voices. Really just anything that reminds me sex is real and a part of society is really fucking my head up mentally. Especially having these flashbacks now as an adult and putting together everything.
No. 2450991
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I just took half (5mg) of a 20:1 CBD:THC gummy and I'm freaking out immediately. I can't smoke weed anymore as an adult because it throws me into severe anxiety and depersonalization but I wanted to relax and thought such a tiny amount would be fine but I'm spazzing out. I would normally talk to my couple of friends in our discord but I haven't talked to them in over a week and I feel guilty so I'm like alone. I knew I shouldn't have until I fixed up my living space a little more on my day off tomorrow but I wanted to chill so bad after work today UGH my girlfriend will be home in a little while and I don't know how to become normal. I don't think they kick in this fast so surely this is just nerves? My favorite streamer just went live too and I'm too retarded to watch him.
No. 2451022
>>2450997>>2451002>>2451007Wtf thank you nonnas… I decided to put on the stream anyway in my bedroom and he's playing Chrono
Trigger so the coziness calmed me a little bit. Got some snacks too and going to try to get absorbed.
>>2451012What do you mean "on time"? Do you have to finish by a certain time? I'm sorry your "friend" is treating you like that. I'm certain you don't deserve it but friends can be hard to come by especially if you're an adult.
No. 2451063
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i need someone to tell me to get my ass up and clean. i spent all day being a lazy bum. i feel the old desire to stay up all night being stupid online creeping up on me but i'm not allowed to do that anymore, i'm a woman with a job and some candles to light after my floors are clean
No. 2451099
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I feel like the youtube algorithm is just bullying me at this point
No. 2451203
>>2450123I'll just take it and see what happens anyway
>>2450260Omg I can't believe I didn't check that one out. Thanks
nonnie No. 2451249
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I hate having a hikkineet mom. I am feeling suicidal and i dont want to go to college tomorrow, and she never understands how i am feeling so she's going to scream and curse me and make me feel even worse than i already do. I wish she worked so i could just lie to her and tell her i went to college and everything was fine and dandy. She's such a energy draining vampire, you can tell her you feel suicidal and instead of understanding you and being concerned her first train of thought is to scream and belittle you. When i told her i wanted to drop out she screamed at me before even asking me why i wanted to drop out. She's never happy, there are days where i just ask her something simple and she screams at me. I really cant win in life. I am failing college, i failed at making friends, i tried hitting on a guy and he rejected me, i cant even have a safe space at home. My mom keeps telling me that shes going to send me to live with my dad whom i havent talked to ina year a used to beat me. She always resort to scare tactics. The only reason i am still alive is because i love art, but i cant even draw anymore because i am so busy with college. I just want to drop out.
No. 2451353
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>>2451335There are! Not that many but i hope you find something you like
https://myanimelist.net/stacks/1048other animus not on the list i recommend:
>free>aoharu x machinegun(harem but protag is a reverse trap autist)>Hoshiai no Sora(sadly cursed with troonshit but you can skip that episode)>Oushitsu Kyoushi Heine>meganebu>tsurune>Orenchi no Furo Jijou>sk8>touken ranbu>cheer danshiIf you want unfiltered cbdct comfyness with 0 story go straight to chuunibyu gekihatsu boy, its about retarded chuuni guys. Edgelord with glasses best chuuni.
No. 2451361
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>>2451354its only worth watching because of hidenori every other character sucks ass
No. 2451388
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Thinking about all the opportunities for female friendship I passed up because I was too retarded to reach out/realise they liked me.
No. 2451403
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I'M SICK I'm sick and I just got my period and I'm completely out of toilet paper paper towels napkins and pads and my washing machine broke and I can't wash my period panties FUCK this earth
No. 2451533
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Drinking drinking drinking. I like being drunk too much. . My current bender began on the 10th and before that it was a very small sober streak. I don't really sleep, I get manic dreams and sweat a lot. I think a lot about dumb things. My eyes look weird.
I really want to be happy but I was depressed af before I was like this, I have really always been depressed, and I will likely be like that after. I might be happier though, a little bit. Some day I'll become a shiny beacon of radiance and happiness. Until then this.
No. 2451536
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>>2451361Jack carried that show.
No. 2451540
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Man, I kinda miss things like holding hands, cuddling and kissing someone, but I also value my independence and freedom a little bit too much maybe and anyone will get these two from my cold dead hands tbf. Not to mention the idea of being vulnerable ever again makes my skin crawl.
Doesn’t help that I’m turning 26 soon and that type of puppy love relationship is pretty much off the table at this age, but this is the only type of romantic relationship I can stomach, ugh. I kinda wish I experienced that more.
That’s why I still am a virgin too kek, sex scares me and I noticed from the experiences of others that it changes things for the worse usually.
No. 2451548
>>2451540>Doesn’t help that I’m turning 26 soon and that type of puppy love relationship is pretty much off the table at this age, but this is the only type of romantic relationship I can stomach, ugh. I kinda wish I experienced that more.Oof, this hit way too close
I turn 28 in a couple months
No. 2451562
>>245155528er here. That's not the point. I could find the perfect man tomorrow and I feel like my heart wouldn't be capable of the innocent, silly love that I was capable of just a few years ago. Like disney/romcom/poetry kinda love that they write songs about, that feels so far from who I am now
I'm gonna puke
No. 2451592
>>2451553Ayrt and no, it’s not the grossness of it, I can get over that. It’s more of a vulnerability thing, having to be seen in a vulnerable state and most likely judged over it. And I agree with
>>2451564 kek, and it’s one thing to experience and the other to just read.
>>2451555That’s the thing, if the other party is capable and wants that, which seems like I’m chasing an unicorn at this point. But not only that, it’s also the expectations that come with this age - marriage, ltr, keeping a certain fantasy, being there 24/7 and explaining yourself, which I find draining.
>>2451548We’re in this together, nonna.
No. 2451595
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I think the place where I'm working at won't survive for long because the boss is honestly retarded about spending money and time.
Like, if you're already having people pay you a full price, you supposedly already have calculated the amount you will pay to your employees, you should have that money right there to give it to your employees at the time you yourself decided, nothing more, nothing less.
Why is she always paying so late? Like, she owes me a month of my salary and a month of classes that I've already given.
If she's mad about the results, like, I do my best, I can't do magic, and the mayority of the kids are getting good grades, only one of them has shit grades because hes a retarded moid.
Plus, it's still my work, she could just get up and fire me right now anyways because there's no contract.
I'm annoyed because it's not like I have lots of responsibilities right now, I just give my classes, prepare the material for whatever classes requires it, make a drafting for a book, make sure the attendance sheets are in order, prepare exams, prepare the study material of the academy, keep record of the time I take to give my classes and keep track of the hours I've taught so I get paid properly.
But I still think I should get paid on time even if what I do isn't that important.
Like, if it wasn't for me, this place would be even more fucked because the boss is too dishonest and disorganized, but even with my ideas to keep everything with a certain level of transparency, I can't just override the mess that my boss is.
No. 2451941
>>2451925There was this very strange phenomenon I encountered when browsing fanfic. The fandom I was searching up fic for had a lot of "minors" in it, and they would upload fic. Of course there was moralfagging, but there were some who would upload Mature and Explicit fic on ao3.
Even if they wouldn't identify themselves as part of this group in the author's or fic notes, I could always tell. Why? Because these authors would overwhelmingly use tropes, fetishes, "sounds" (onomatopoeia), plot points, and themes from hentai. It was concerning that it was this subgroup specifically, and also the writing sucked absolute ass. It was like they didn't give a shit if what they wrote was complete garbage, so long as it imitated hentai they read. Sort of like when moids try to write erotic literature and it is the most retarded braindead pornslop shit.
Fascinating and perturbing, in turns.
No. 2451946
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>>2451941>onomatopoeiaI'm just thinking of Adam West Batman punching crooks now.
No. 2451958
>>2451946You're laughing, but they would literally include the fucking "Ah~ ♥" and "
schlup schlup" text in their fucking prose. Awful to see, terrible to relive what full body cringing physically feels like.
No. 2451994
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A new intern started at our office a couple of weeks ago and I absolutely hate him already, I can't tell if he is a suck-up or just lacks his own personality. At first he was sort of circulating around me because we have similar interests, but he barely acknowledges me now that he realized I'm an intern too. Even once when I mentioned I read comics during lunch, he glanced at some of the other guys at our table and went "you know what? I hate Marvel! The whole superhero schtick is so dumb!" and the guys kinda went "uh, okay you do you but what's wrong with Marvel?". I don't know what he expected, I don't think it was directed to me since I never mentioned reading Marvel (because I don't) but I guess he tried to impress the others and completely failed?
Last friday some of the guys were talking about Formula 1 racing, he asked some questions regarding it and came back on monday clearly having spent the weekend studying it because he would go all "WOOW did you see the race the other day? [name] and [name] really did a number on the others, so many laps!", of course met with confused and lukewarm responses. Similarly to when other people in the office had been talking about golfing.
And whenever he isn't trying to desperately fit in, he tries to spend the breaks talking about work, and he is doing it in a way that - again - doesn't feel genuine. Like he is trying to really imprint that he is such a hard worker and super ambitious about our field of work and he "his entire body itches at night because he can't wait to get back at it tomorrow".
Hell, he can't even shut up about pleasing our mentors. They are super supportive and get excited for us whenever we solve a problem whether it's on our own or together with them. Today he loudly burst out "it feels so great to have pleased BOTH my mentors! I LOVE making you guys proud!"
Fucking bootlicker, I hate his fake manlet ass. I hope he suffers for his lack of personality. It takes a lot for me to dislike someone in this short amount of time, but I can't handle people like him.
No. 2452090
>>2452027Same, sadly he is undoubtedly good at what he does so he will probably have a pretty good career. He is so fucking awkward, the next monday after he started he boasted about taking some of his assignments home and finished them during his free time, which made the supervisors go "it's great that you're ambitious, but uhm… don't do that, unless you're aiming to burn yourself out". So the next monday he struts in, loudly acclaiming "I didn't bring ANY work with me this weekend!", of course he got some mild praise for listening to their advice.
I know he sounds like it, but I don't really clock him as autistic (perhaps mildly), I think he's just ham-fisting his attempts to gauge how he should act to impress everyone.
No. 2452110
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One of my best friends ghosted me and I have no idea why. I sent her 3 messages within the last 2 months or so and she didn’t reply to any of them. I can see that she’s active on social media and she hasn’t blocked or unfollowed but she isn’t liking any of my posts anymore. This is making me super paranoid and I’m racking my brain trying to think of any reason why she would ghost me. We didn’t have any arguments. I’m thinking maybe she found my secret account where I post politically incorrect takes? She’s confided to me in private that she agrees with some TERF beliefs but she’s not as deep into it as I am and I’m afraid she somehow saw that and it weirded her out.
No. 2452112
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>>2451645I like breast envy(male)
No. 2452143
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all this recession talk is really killing me. i moved back home to finish college while working in hopes that when i graduate i can immediately move out and find a place of my own. i truly cannot stay in this awful place any longer after that. every day reminds me why i moved out at 18 in the first place. someone please tell me it's all just dooming and nothing will happen PLEASE
No. 2452187
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>>2452142Memories unlocked
No. 2452492
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>find out a friend of a friend’s husband is leaving her out of no where
>claims he doesn’t have free time to do whatever (they both work and have a baby)
>Wants her to leave and take the baby with her so her family can help her with said baby
>Fucked off somewhere and she’s still trying to process what’s happening
I bet a 100 big ones that he cheated on her but is too guilty to admit it. Muh free time is a retarded excuse to abandon your wife and baby tbh. What an absolute deadbeat loser. Had it not been for the laws of this land I would’ve beaten and beheaded the retard myself.
No. 2452544
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I experience autistic, grey rage because fictional stories don't play out the way I wanted and my ideas will never be canon, it's to the point where I don't sleep at all, I can't focus at work etc. I wish I could mind control people into thinking my ideas are canon
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>>2452556>>2452582Finally someone who understands!
I need to get into quantum physics and shit, I want to know if if I'm able to think about something it already exists in an alternative universe?? IT HAS TO
No. 2452661
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My best friend finds it impossible to believe that I had trouble at my previous jobs because I was a pretty woman. Not bragging, I wasn't model tier, but I was pretty and well groomed because I liked being girly. The other women my age made my life a living hell and gossiped a lot about be, calling me a whore when they didn't even know I was a virgin kek. My friend is ok looking and dresses bland and has a big mouth and always makes a scandal if anyone gives her trouble at the workplace, meanwhile I was calm and reserved and when I tried to defend myself it was MY fault and I'd always get into trouble. Different environments, I know, but if I tried to pull the shit she did I'd be fired the next minute.
I know all the shit about "pretty privilege" but for me it's mostly been a nightmare in my 20s and got me nothing but trouble. I have literally seen people change their opinion about me when they met me, online I didn't use a picture when I applied for jobs. It's the "she's cute so she must be dumb" stereotype, even when I literally prove them otherwise.
I thought this would get better as I got older but it keeps on getting worse because I still like to be in good shape and presentable and lucked out on some genetics, bit I keep encountering the same vitriolic hate even if, at heart, I'm still that nice introverted 20 year old girl. It's so tiresome.
The people who gossiped about me 12 years ago are still gossiping about me to this day kek, it's so fucking unreal. The women are upset I didn't get fat and are pitying me apparently for being single as if having a man is a prize. The guys have a groupchat where the ones I had on my friends list shared pics I'd post once in a blue moon. As soon as I found that out I removed those idiots. Some people never change I guess.
No. 2452679
>>2450812Your sister is a shit mother and her Nigel is a shit father but you can't raise her kids for her.
Wait til they get older and try to be a positive influence in whatever capacity possible.
Not every toddler is this trilingual caviar eater like on social media but what you describe and you see these kids getting worse there's no shame in calling cps on her. They don't snatch kids off one call so don't worry but they can offer parenting classes and support if your sister is overwhelmed. Obviously this is not the first step but they seem to need help to wrangle the situation.
Good luck Nona, I get that this is heartbreaking
(obvious posting style) No. 2452921
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I wish I had a nigel that would come home to me. Everyone always asks me "Don't you get lonely?" when they hear I live alone and after spending years with numerous roommates (All of who I always eventually ended up a hair away from losing my shit with, even the ones that were alright) because of how much I hate living with others, I would gladly say "NO!" but the idea of living with a partner is actually appealing. I want to watch stand up comedies with him on TV, make eachother (even if crappy) dinners, do cute things like leave little letters laying around for eachother, even argue about dumb things like who left the toilet seat on. I guess I am increasingly lonely in that I have no one to do things like this with their loved one like other women do.
No. 2452945
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>>2452921>Everyone always asks me "Don't you get lonely?"We just moved from an area where the neighbor-lady used to feel like that about me. In the three years-ish I was taking a break from moids we found out her husbands son (not hers) molested their daughter, they almost divorced over that bc the scrote was unwilling to keep his pedo-son out of the house. Somehow manage to work through this mess. Scrote ends up getting caught cheating on apps and paying for egirls. Now they are divorced, she has health issues and is ravaged by time/stress. But I agree with you nona, even knowing that I still attempted to date one and you can probably guess how that went
No. 2452971
>>2452945Oh my god that's terrible. Yeah, if you land on the wrong moid it must absolutely feel like hell on earth and I do not envy women like that whatsoever. It's always a gamble and you never 100% know what a person is like until you move in with them. On the off chance it is a moid raised right that actually helps around home, is romantic and not a degen, and can have fun with you it actually sounds nice though. At least on paper.
On the other hand, since I generally hate living with others so much I could also see myself getting sick of it pretty fast once the novelty wears off. At some point I will need to be alone or I will freak and go back to having the opposite problem all over again. When they were alive, my grandma and grandpa used to fight every day and had not slept in the same bed for years. Occasionally, my grandpa would go down to the basement and just sleep in there. I guess you need to at least have a separate space at home like that you can "ragequit" at your partner in.
No. 2453046
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noooo mooooooooids in general(shitposting)
No. 2453120
>>2453039I've had sex with women before but I'm scared of being seen as predatory because I've experienced homophobia from "straight" girls who I've been with. By this I mean they approached me and then called me predatory for reciprocating. I know I should get over this before having sex again, but I really crave human connection and the touch of someone who can reciprocate without shame. I also have issues with my sexuality due to
sexual abuse and my religious upbringing. I'm unsure of what to do.
Also I'm not going to reply to the anon calling me a moid but I find it distasteful to call a woman experiencing sexual attraction towards women a "moid". Like that's literally my fear and what holds me back. I'm terrified of being seen as moidy.
No. 2453234
>>2453120Well, there is no way you can be "moidy" because you aren't a moid. If someone thinks you are "moidy", they're a retard. Don't let what retards think hold you back.
You can solve your other problem by going to explicitly lesbian bars. And don't engage with straight women, especially if they start with the "experimenting" bullshit. Women tend to be overly affectionate with each other in a way that would be seen as romantic if they engaged in the same behavior with moids, so you may have misread their intentions towards you. Just avoid straight women in general and keep very platonic with them. This is why a lot of anons don't bother revealing they are les/bi to straight women.
And I hate to say it, but you will need to let go of the guilt you feel because of your religious upbringing. Some people worry over it endlessly for a number of reasons, but you're just going to have to firmly ignore it until the shame goes away. There's no reason to let it still control you like this. Unless there's something about the situation I don't understand? I'd still recommended therapy for both this and the abuse. You can also research how to deal with this on your own if you don't want a therapist.
and don't worry about anons scrotefoiling. It's infight bait or homophobia most of the time. One time I had an anon call me a moid because I mentioned wanting a girlfriend, and she admitted she forgot lesbians existed in the moment kek No. 2453359
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I’m terrified over the economy and losing all my money. I finally have enough of a nest egg to live the life I want and I’m so afraid the stock market is gonna crash and I’ll lose it all. I’m not that financially literate I just got lucky so I don’t know what to do with my investments. Pulling them out would mean I’d have to pay a ton in taxes but I’m terrified to just leave them in stocks. The market always has its ups and downs but we’re losing all our stability with Trump and I can’t rely on the market correcting itself eventually. I fucking hate Trump so much and I hate that my mom voted for him. She fucked up my childhood and now her politics are going to fuck up my adulthood.
No. 2453425
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I hate my asshole boss who wants me to stay overtime for shit I can do during my working hours, just because. This is just a shitty job I took during my studies, so it isn't even the focal point of my life, and this moron wants me to work overtime just cause. To add the cherry on top, she knows and does fuck all about the things me and my team are working on. And to top all of that off, she threatens to fire me from time to time when she is in the bad mood over vague shit.
No. 2453484
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>tfw work with an unkempt zoomie who looks sort of like a young Kurt Russell but more soyed and weeby
>would look really cute if he just took care of himself
>occasionally bully him about his hygiene and habits, which he takes in good humor
>sometimes tries to take care of himself based on my suggestions
>keep slow dripping some advice in the hopes he'll take them and look more KurtRussellmaxxed
>he comes into work one day
>face all swollen and puffy
>turns out he had a root canal and all his wisdom teeth removed
>ff a few months, he's been healed for a while now
>can already see his face recessing and collapsing
>saw a side profile of him and could tell his cheeks were falling and his jawline barely visible anymore
NOOOOO!!!!!!! The evil dentists strike again… If only I had known in advance then maybe I could've saved him
No. 2453510
>>2453434I will, this was the last time. I told her that next time she'll just need to fake the test or get someone else. It was last minute so I just did it.
>>2453436No.
Honestly, I'm not sure why it makes me so uncomfortable. Realistically it's just pee.
No. 2453587
>>2452661>My best friend finds it impossible to believe that I had trouble at my previous jobs because I was a pretty womanThat's because if you're not a conventionally attractive woman or a "plain" woman you're treat like shit or just straight up ignored. I won't argue about your negative experiences with work but I really think you should maybe hear and have a proper discussion with your best friend about this stuff instead of assuming people are out to get you because you're good looking. People will gossip about women regardless of what they look like, I think you might be attributing this to your looks as opposed to the fact that you're probably shy and don't speak much so people assume you're stuck up, unfortunately.
>My friend is ok looking and dresses bland and has a big mouth and always makes a scandal if anyone gives her trouble at the workplaceIf I found out my friends spoke about me this way I wouldn't want to be friends with them. I think there's more going on here in regards to your attitude as opposed to just being pretty.
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>comes into vent thread
>people still talking about the “pretty privilege” psyop
sigh, no, you had trouble at your job because you’re probably retarded and don’t know how to navigate work life. just do your job, do the social bare minimum and leave, jesus fucking christ(bait)
No. 2453613
>>2453606Ntayrt but the tunnel vision on looks as the issue here and framing it as jealousy is retarded.
>I'm still that nice introverted 20 year old girl. It's so tiresome.After slagging off her best friend and saying she makes trouble and looks plain and has a big mouth. Yeah, something isn't adding up. Bullying in the workplace isn't acceptable for any reason but I highly doubt it's just because she's pretty kek.
No. 2453625
>>2453615There will always be colleagues that talk shit about you or want to make trouble. It's your responsibility as an adult to ignore that, move on and just do your job ideally until you can find somewhere better to work. I had issues fitting in in my previous jobs because I was shy and quiet, the difference between me and the anon is that I didn't start calling my other colleagues or friends "plain, big mouthed and bland" to feel better about myself and act like this was a looks-based issue. I just worked towards self-employment instead. You can't control what others say about you but I think it should be the bare minimum to not insult your best friend behind their back and paint yourself as some
victim in comparison.
>>2453619Yeah.
>My friend is ok looking and dresses bland and has a big mouth and always makes a scandal if anyone gives her trouble at the workplace, meanwhile I was calm and reserved and when I tried to defend myself it was MY fault and I'd always get into trouble.Kek.
No. 2453685
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I’m so close, this close to having a major crash out. It’s like the built up stress about this apartment drama, being persistently unemployed and can’t find a job after the other one I left and living with a disgusting moid is literally making me want to have a nervous breakdown. I have nobody to emotionally rely on and for some reason I literally feel like I’m about to explode not from anger it’s like an overwhelming pool of my entire life crashing inside me and it makes me literally just want to spontaneously hang myself with no signs whatsoever. There’s no coping, no help, no support, no understanding, nobody cares and nobody has ever cared. I’m so freaking tired of living this unfair life full of fatigue, disease, filth, disappointment, I just want to be dead. I could scream for help but nobody will listen to me, I just want to be gone from this planet already.
No. 2453832
>>2453359Start an investment account?
>>2453549Anon, have you tried doing yoga or bodyweight exercises at home? Sorry if this is obvious and you're beyond that at this point. I know most people are taken by surprise at how difficult planking is, for example.
No. 2453866
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>>2451994Today I realized why he feels so void of a personality (except for the obvious); he NEVER shares anything about himself, every time he opens his mouth is to probe about someone without really answering to anything himself unless it's to gauge someone's reaction. The only thing we know about him is that he lives with his sister and has four cats, nothing about what kind of friends he has, what he does for fun, what kind of movies he prefers etc.
Today he wouldn't shut up about that he has downloaded everything available about Severance, and that he just CAN'T WAIT TO BINGE IT THIS WEEKEND, while clearly looking for validation from the coworkers that have been talking highly about it.
I just wish he wasn't such a fucking loudmouth whenever he speaks, he's fairly quiet while he's working but whenever he speaks up I can hear him through my headphones. And it's always him posturing in one way or another. I love this place and the people in it, but his presence is making me look forward for my last 4 weeks to be up.
No. 2453945
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my back hurts so bad on one side right by the spine and under the shoulder blade because i'm an autist that will lay upright on my side for hours because its the easiest/most convenient way when i have time off at home. now i'm pissed off about my own actions having consequences
No. 2454045
>>2453945Try these stretches
>>2453045I know they are for lower back, but it will give you some relief, especially the child's pose, cat-cow, and seated spinal twist. Try doing all 7, though.
Then, you should do some basic neck stretching (sit up straight and tilt your head to the side and hold for 30 seconds, do both sides and other angles that are tight). Finish up with some shoulder rolls, where you roll your shoulders backwards in small circles, 30 times.
Because the specific muscle you're talking about is hard to reach and difficult to apply pressure to it on your own, you have to stretch above and below it as well. You should also buy a pack of tennis balls! Put your back to a wall, then put the tennis ball between the wall and the area on your back that is knotted or sore. Then move around so the ball presses on the area as it rolls. Doing this before stretching helps the stretches to be more effective!
Hope this helps!
No. 2454052
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I'm approaching being fed up with my fuckass job. It's easy but also so fucking mind-numbing I can feel my brain calcify but the pay is pretty ok. I almost think of going back to being a cashier or becoming a barista or even a damn dishie. Stocking shelves while listening to a podcast was more mentally stimulating than this, plus a good consistent workout. I actually felt useful and like I'm doing Something.
No skills, no degree. I didn't get past year one of my bachelors twice now cuz being a genuinely mentally ill autistic bitch catches up to me every time. I'm probably also retarded but I've seen bigger retards getting higher education so no excuses here. I know it doesn't even help with getting a job these days and there are janitors with a damn masters and there are no prospects in this bullshit country anyway, but I want it just to prove to myself that I can finish something and to add something to my resume so it would at least look more solid.
I'm so fucking tired of struggling with basic ass normie milestones past 25.
No. 2454060
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I have a friend who’s in a relationship with this dude who is legitimately evil and psychotic in every way imaginable. She isn’t in denial of how evil he is and she complains about him all the time, but she refuses to leave no matter how many times I tell her to because she’s masochistic to the extreme and she has this belief that they’re destined to be together.
He’s a retarded junkie and last night she messaged me freaking out because he took too many pills and she thought he was going to overdose. Somehow I got sucked into this group Facetime call with the two of them. He was high out of his mind and she kept telling him that she was going to call 911 but she didn’t. Once it became clear that he wasn’t going to die it just turned into this surreal conversation and she made a comment, unprovoked, about how she was the skinniest person in the group. I used to be an anachan when I was younger and I recovered, but that got to me, even though she’s not that much skinnier than me. I knew she had an ED and knowing how anachans work, I always had this fear that she was in a secret one-sided competition with me and viewed me as “the fat one”, but this confirmed my suspicions.
I feel stuck. I don’t want to stop being friends with her. I moved here pretty recently and I don’t have many friends. Plus, I don’t know how she’d react if I attempted to cut her off. If she doesn’t leave him (and she won’t), one or both of them is going to end up dead. I know it’s ultimately not my responsibility but I don’t want to read her obituary in a couple years and know that psycho drug-addicted manlet was responsible for this.
No. 2454072
>>2454060This is a horrible situation to be in. I'm sorry, anon. The only thing I can think to say is to keep being honest with your friend and putting pressure on her to wake up, but I know how hopeless it can be to watch your friend put themselves through the wringer and refuse to accept help.
>Anachan>She thinks they're destined to be togetherJesus christ. If the worthless junkie hasn't already gotten her on drugs, he will inevitably try doing so in the future. Keep making it clear that his junkie behaviour is gross and retarded and hopefully she'll be put off trying.
No. 2454073
>>2454060I'll keep it real: cut her off & divest in the friendship ASAP. There is a certain type of person that seeks out these horrific relationships and relishes in being the
victim. These people aren't the ones you want to befriend. Your life shouldn't revolve around her and her problems, she's actually just using you as a prop to fulfill her own desires and if it wasn't you it would be anyone else. You're completely replaceable to her because she's not interested in you as a person, she's interested in you as a concept: you are the onlooker, the confidante, the last hope; but it's not really
you that's any of those things, it's only her projection onto you.
>I don’t know how she’d react if I attempted to cut her off.It's not your problem. My strategy is to just slowly taper off messages. Look into the "grey rock" technique. Stop sharing your thoughts with her, stop telling her about your day, stop messaging first, take more and more time in between replies, etc., until it's more of a hassle for her to be friends with you than it is a benefit. It usually takes 6-8 weeks to fully phase out of someone's life.
No. 2454117
>>2454060I had a very similar situation with my ex best friend who was also an anachan bpdemon constantly in competition with me in her head. It got to a point where I just had to cut her off
honestly she was starting to legitimately scare me. It sucks losing a friend, especially your only friend but it is worth it for your own sanity. You will make new friends and you will realize how fucked up that friendship was.
No. 2454251
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I was friends with this guy in high school who apparently liked me but never made a move, which is just as well because he's fugly and I would never date him anyway. I haven't talked to him in several years, but I'm friends with him on Steam. I think he trooned out, because lately all of his handles have been shit like "Queen of Magical Girls" and his pfp is always some anime waifu.
Recently, though, he changed his screen name to "Fujoshi Sister" which makes me so unbelievably mad. He is a straight man! He has never, ever shown any interest whatsoever in yaoi. He's just calling himself a fujoshi because it's something he associates with women, or potentially me specifically, a thought that makes me want to projectile vomit in his face. This feels like stolen valor, he doesn't know the first goddamn thing about yaoi! I am never, ever talking to him ever again. If he texts me again, I'm ghosting that shit.
No. 2454392
File: 1742515756291.gif (2.18 MB, 320x273, Ud4gMt-2004067944.gif)
>>2454385>>2454309Perhaps a hairy moid nona. I wonder what they will think of that kek
No. 2454412
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Sister died and the funeral/already bad family drama being exasperated by the funeral makes me not look forward to coming home so much that my chest hurts whenever I come back, I keep worrying my bpd sister is gonna try to drag me into a fight while Im doing homework.
No. 2454462
File: 1742518042319.gif (Spoiler Image,8.25 MB, 500x370, 6822679.gif)
>>2454309Once I got screamed at by like six different anons for posting Joe Keery. They called me a gay scrote because I said I liked his chest hair.
No. 2454472
>>2454462They post
actual gay moids tho. Like have acknowledged they are gay and continue posting them
No. 2454552
>>2452964The fact that you care makes you human. Idk I don't want to say the wrong thing, but there's this feeling like this isn't the reality I was made for. It feels hard and frustrating to be around people who seem to fit so well, as if their happiness is included in the packaging.
I hope you find something to live for. Something to make you forget about the horrible things in people and realize the beauty in yourself.
No. 2454556
File: 1742521084168.jpg (6.85 KB, 198x254, images.jpg)
>>2454542Thanks for having my back babe
No. 2454568
>>2454565The thread is called ''attractive men''. She's sperging out because women have high standards for once.
>>2454566ok pickme chan go to 4chan a post a hairy old woman in their attractive woman threads, see if they hold you to their same standards.
No. 2454587
>>2454584>whiteknightingIdentifying a hypocritical reeee-tard when I see one
>>2454579Now I'm putting women down
No. 2454589
File: 1742522406002.png (Spoiler Image,343.88 KB, 500x512, 81.png)
>>2454568But it's not an issue of standards in this case, it's an issue of personal taste. Just like with facial hair, some guys (specifically hot ones) do
not look good with chest hair because it grows patchy or in an ugly shape for them. But other guys might look good with it because it has a nice shape that accentuates the pecs or collarbones. It depends on the guy and it depends on the chest hair, and if I dated a guy with weird-shaped chest hair I would absolutely want him to shave it off. I'd say that good-looking chest hair is somewhat rare, so 80% of the guys I like don't have it. But occasionally I come across chest hair on a guy I like.
No. 2454592
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>>2454578Thank you nona, I love you
No. 2454602
>>2454588First off, I'm
>>2454462, and ayrt is someone else. People usually like the images I post in the attractive man and ideal bodies threads. I've even gotten positive feedback on moids I've posted in UMPO. Joe is one of the few guys I've gotten a negative response about.
>>2454597Being fat is never attractive because it is indicative of bad health. Being into fatasses is like finding acne or gingivitis attractive. Also, chest hair is a pretty common thing for straight women to like, it hardly counts as a fetish, much less an "autistic" one. give me a break.
No. 2454618
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>>2454603I would not consider something this common to be a fetish. It's like calling someone a height fetishist if they have a height preference of some kind.
No. 2454622
>>2454615I agree that the anon calling people pedos is ridiculous, but liking something you dislike doesn't automatically make someone a pickme. Also if a woman were equally as hairy as
>>2454589 it would be fucking bizarre, because women don't naturally get that hairy unless they have some sort of hormonal issue.
No. 2454627
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>>2454589why did i unspoiler
No. 2454633
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>>2454621Bdsm is "kink"
>What Is a Kink?>A kink is a sexual behavior or practice that falls outside of standard sexual practices. (Though kinks are widely practiced and increasingly accepted as the social norm.) Kinks vary widely, with examples ranging from role-playing and age-play to breath-play (which may involve gagging or choking). Many sexual interest communities form based on a shared kinky proclivity, like BDSM.versus
>What Is a Fetish?>A fetish refers to a specific object, sexual or non-sexual body part, or behavior that must be present for one to achieve sexual arousal and enjoyment. Those with a fetish—which can range from interacting with feet to wearing a specific material, like latex—may find it difficult or impossible to experience sexual enjoyment in the absence of the object or behavior.Also monkey see, monkey do. Bdsm is insanely mainstream and boring so that's why normies are attracted to it
No. 2454640
>>2454637Nta but not a fetish
>>2454633 and people do love chest hair, especially gay moids bc they appreciate masculine men. Also I am the anon who called you a pedo
No. 2454653
>>2454647Anon said she doesnt find hairless men attractive. So yes, it is a fetish.
>A fetish refers to a specific object, sexual or non-sexual body part, or behavior that must be present for one to achieve sexual arousal and enjoymentStraight men often have armpit hair fetishes, and gay moids are popular for being into the hyper hairy look too. You dont get to bend the rules just because it hurts your feelings.
No. 2454654
File: 1742524367490.png (388.38 KB, 1240x751, hair_fetish.png)
>>2454648>would never deny it's not a fetishI don't think it is, unless you're specifically attracted to their disability/impaired eyes. There is nothing under paraphilias about body hair or glasses anon. You're all just suspiciously defensive and angry about the topic of adult markers on males
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_paraphilias No. 2454663
>>2454659The screenshot also characterizes a
lack of hair as a fetish too, though
No. 2454670
>>2454668Exactly, thank you. I even specified that 80% of the men I like
don't have chest hair. Just like facial hair (which I also dislike most of the time) it has to be the right shape, and the guy has to be attractive otherwise. A fetishist would theoretically be attracted to chest hair regardless of how nasty it was or how ugly the guy was, which is the case with a lot of foot fetishists.
No. 2454678
File: 1742524978668.png (179.82 KB, 328x500, angelnumbers.png)
>>2454673Your angel numbers anon
No. 2454680
File: 1742525123652.png (853.84 KB, 617x863, SatanOriginalArt.png)
>>2454678Oh kek I didn't even notice
No. 2454681
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>>2454677Ew, none of this describes me. I just like how it looks on an aesthetic level, I don't want to play with it, that's weird. And unlike Tarantino, I don't
require it to feel aroused. I don't even find it particularly erotic, I just think it looks handsome on certain men.
No. 2454684
>>2454681wrong thread post about your shameful fetish here
>>>/g/437064at least men with weird fetishes dont try to normalize it amongst normal people, scrotes who get off to armpit hair on women dont claim its ackshually just for the aesthetics
No. 2454692
>>2454684Nta, but like
>>2454688 said, it's only a fetish if you
need it to get off. So unless anon literally can't cum without seeing chest hair, I don't really see how it qualifies as a fetish.
>>2454690Calling a guy with chest hair a gorilla is about as fair as calling an anon who hates all body hair a pedophile. If you say either of those things, you're a retard whose opinion is worthless.
No. 2454698
>>2454695>naturally smooth moidsgood
>forcing naturally hair moids to shave bc you literally can't cum unless he is smoothweird but wasn't even something we cared about until you started sperging about fetishes
No. 2454710
>>2454700Idk, I figured when you said
>I keep worrying my bpd sister is gonna try to drag me into a fight while Im doing homeworkit may have been a knee-jerk, flash-back-like worry, like how people sometimes continue to be scared of something even after it's gone?
No. 2454713
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>>2454709Helpful retard
(ai outside containment) No. 2454722
>>2454715>You always make it about "defending" moids when the topic is retards who won't stfu about what women are attracted to.her cringe vent was about her crying that her actor moid crush was called ugly, are you even following the chain of replies
>And how that is insanely hypocritical, because if you applied the same logic to their smooth-moid preference, you land at pedophilia immediately.why are you equating women to men? we are not equal. A moid who likes hairless women is a pedo because men commit 99% of crimes against children. A smooth moid doesnt look like a child and men are known for being stinky and unwashed so it makes sense to want a clean man over a smelly one.
No. 2454732
>>2454727body hair isnt the only adult male sex maker. A hairless man still looks like a man. You just have a fetish and instead of accepting it you are calling women who find it gross pedophiles. It would be less pathetic if you were like pierce brosnan
nonny here
>>2454688 No. 2454757
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>>2454721>the gorillatards ?
No. 2454788
I keep coming here to post, only to delete and return again the next day with the same post. I hope nobody noticed, because it makes the situation even more embarrassing. Please someone give some sort of feedback or response, right now it has been simmering in my mind and taking far too much of my attention. It started as a wonderful meeting with a peer in college. We worked together really well and I felt so relaxed and happy in his presence. We have fun and he made me feel at ease. We started working together a lot more and he eventually shared his contact information with me. At this point I already was very attached to him, because he met the needs I developed as a result of growing up without a father figure. There wasn’t any romantic interest though, since I already have a boyfriend and he isn’t my type. When we started chatting outside of school, he chatted with me beyond our projects and I loved it so much. He has such a good character and I felt so seen, understood and reassured. He is sweet and charming. I really like him and how we connect. Unfortunately, since then, I became obsessive with receiving messages from him and somehow, somewhere began to develop more of a stereotypical crush on him. I feel nervous and embarrassed when he doesn’t reply, I get nervous around him and became a lot more self-conscious. He both was a source of joy and relaxation for me, but now has also become a source of anxiety and insecurity. I don’t know how this happened, and am so embarrassed and also sad. I’m scared I lost something really nice. Whenever we work together, I want to chat about unrelated things too. I want to spend time with him outside of our projects. I thought he wanted that too and was scared I would have to keep distance so he doesn’t develop a crush on me, but now perhaps I am the one who does? I can no longer tell how he feels about me because I am overthinking so much. This is all so ridiculous, because I already am in a relationship and don’t want to date him. But I do want him in my life and want him to myself, like a brother or father. But I also do find myself slightly attracted to him, which I don’t understand because my boyfriend is more attractive. Someone help please, yes I will tell my therapist about this too.
No. 2454797
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>>2454793The world is a cow
No. 2454807
>>2454803i think he deleted it but i found a repost here
https://www.reddit.com/r/SmashingPumpkins/comments/1j1mks1 its really fucking funny lol. so washed up
No. 2454808
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>>2454807Ty anon, I will enjoy this very much
No. 2454828
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>>2454827I hate huge bushes on moids. It looks like gross british 60-70s scrotes
No. 2454836
>>2454835No, he should have well groomed head hair, trimmed eyebrows, and curled eyelashes.
>>2454834Forgot
>no anal hair No. 2454837
>>2454834Half of these are disgusting. There are no moids who have no leg hair so he would have to shave and it would be stubbly within hours bc he is a moid and would (at least appear to) have a healthy level of testosterone so it would grow quickly. I like nona's moid
>>2454589 as an example of a hot male who happens to have body hair. The anon who enjoys long pubes is actually crossing the line into paraphilia, since that makes no sense to me
No. 2454846
File: 1742535356522.jpg (13.56 KB, 324x324, my disgust.jpg)
All of this hairy moid talk reminds me of how hairy moids always tell me i should shave. Its always the ones with a full beard too. So tired of these circus exhibits telling me i should shave when they look like my bathroom rug. Go back to the paleolithic you fucking neanderthal. Hairy men with beards are the most insecure moids on earth.
No. 2454857
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Sometimes I see nonas use images I have posted as reaction images and it makes my brain short circuit since I originally posted them for informative purposes only. I’m not upset, I just never imagined they would be used that way kek
No. 2454865
>>2454837That pic makes me nauseous. Every time I come here I question if I'm truly straight
>>2454842Do trannies even exfoliate in the first place?
No. 2454878
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I cannot handle funerals. I try so hard, I cannot get through it. I lost a family member over a month ago, in a car accident, a cousin that I wasn't necessarily close with, but one I would've certainly liked to know better. One that I grew up with, and spent a lot of time with. Every single time I drink, like now, I cry about what I could've said at the funeral instead of sitting there and saying nothing. I am miserable. I'm getting older myself and I really wish I could genuinely be a person, but I just can't. I try to talk to my family, but I can't. I'm trying, but at the same time, I feel like I'm just doing nothing. I sat there, at the funeral, listening to everyone else give speeches about how much this individual meant to them, but I couldn't do anything. Not a word. Because it was so sudden, I didn't have a speech prepared. Everyone watched me as we walked around the casket, I had to be first. Back to front, sort of thing. It's been over a month now since my family member passed away, but I still think sometimes, "what if I wrote something?" or "What if I reached out sooner?"
I am venting. I think so regularly, even now, a month later after he's passed, that I haven't said anything. I try to say things to the family, but mine has been so inflammatory due to the election, I haven't been able to. I'm just stuck.
No. 2454883
>>2454880>>2454882A private service is quite difficult. We grew up in different states. We live in different states, and it's hard with having a job, and trying to get everything situated. I talked a bit with my older cousins on Facebook, but I just feel so… idk, not apart of the family. Like an outcast, like I'm just there, like I have no placement among humans sometimes. I get reminded of this occasionally, that sometimes I can't really fit in with others, but especially during times of duress, like now. I want so badly to speak to my surviving cousins because they meant so much to me growing up, but now, I'm just reminded of the time I have spent trying to grind shit like money and status, trying to grind my way to getting money and being a person, that I can't even soo those that I've known since I was a little baby myself. And during the funeral, I just wish I could've stepped up and said a word about how much this cousin meant to me.
>>2454882It's okay nona, thank you for your sentiment, it makes me feel a lot better. I at least want to speak to my cousins and let them know how much I appreciate them
No. 2454888
File: 1742540197212.jpg (5.18 KB, 310x163, mantis_nona.jpg)
>>2454857Does this image mean anything to you anon? If it does, I was also disappointed by that inferior usage
No. 2454897
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I didnt attend classes for a week and now i am super behind. ugh, i hate college so much. I wish i could drop out.
No. 2454901
>>2454899accounting. Thankfully all the resources are uploaded onto the virtual class webpage so i am reading through them now. It sucks so bad.
>>2454898i dont trust that blue bastard anymore after i asked him if it was a good idea to go to college and he said yes
No. 2454910
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>>2454901What about something like this nona? I'm about to try it
No. 2454920
So I was an active participant in a small fandom for a rarepair until this person came along and completely took over. She kind of turned herself into the "queen" of that ship and began swamping the tag with her stories. Her personality is very different from mine and so is her interpretation of these characters. Eventually, I had enough of it, the ship was ruined for me (this is totally a me problem, I fully acknowledge that) and so I went ahead and deleted all my fics on AO3. Then I just left the fandom quietly without a word. Now I just found out that this person is going around reddit and other communities asking people for copies of my stories. And I'm like, annoyed? Offended even? What right does she have to my works? And what does she want to do with my fics anyway? I might be petty because it was her who ruined my favourite ship for me, but I don't want her to have copies of my stories. I know there's nothing I can do, I posted those fics online in the first place, but I just wish this person would go away, and, more importantly, leave me alone. She owns that ship now, so she should focus on that instead of finding my fics that I definitely didn't write for her.
No. 2454933
>>2454919It doesn’t seem to be a good match either way but, if you want someone on the same wavelength as you, don’t go for someone 6 years younger. I feel like that is common sense. It’s of course different if it’s the woman who is older and I get that, but this part is universal.
If I’m gonna be honest though I am biased. I had an ex that was that many years older than me at 26 and it was a very unequal relationship. He wanted me to be on his level and get his peak millennial humor, be 50/50 financially despite his career being way more advanced than mine and earning way more, yet he went for a younger girl instead of someone his own age and even complained that I was too childish and not locked in enough on having kids. I’m not much younger than you, but as I approach my ex’s age it seems weirder and weirder to date people in their mid-20s.
No. 2454936
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ok so my first ever obgyn appointment is in two weeks but i keep getting a weird pelvic pain where my womb/ovaries are. especially on the right-ish side. should i do something? god i wish i couldve got an earlier appointment, shit
>>2454919maybe im a biased hypocrite but i find age gap relationships where the woman is older less uh.. idk, weird or offputting, since women live longer lives than men naturally. but i wouldnt be able to cope with the guy not getting my childhood references…
No. 2454958
>>2454955Honestly, from how you describe him and the situation, I think you're fine. If you're not intent on marrying him, why not just enjoy your time with him for as long as the relationship might last? Of course, if you eventually want children (but not with him or he would want to wait longer to have them than you're comfortable with), that's something to keep in mind, but otherwise I honestly don't see an issue. I'd agree it's mostly in your head. Sure, some people might gossip, but who cares. If not the age gap, they'd find something else to run their mouth about. I'm even older than you are, nonna, and I think that the younger generation obsesses over age too much. I'm not talking about age gaps here, but about how a lot of them feel like they're too old for xyz at the "ripe" age of 30. Ignore that shit, nonna. Don't think about your ages, just enjoy your time with that guy. From what you've shared with us, he seems sweet and well-adjusted, and leagues above the common scrote in his 20-30s who's addicted to weed and playing videogames.
No. 2455008
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>women destroy everything!!
literally us white college educated women are trying to save the world from authoritarianism. fuck moids
No. 2455115
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>phone breaks
>website shows the new phone I want is available at the store near me and should be ready to get in only 30 minutes
>need one ASAP so I order it for in-store pickup
>wait for email telling me it's ready to collect
>1 day passes
>contact customer service, get reassured they'll figure it out for me
>another day passes with no update
>on day 3 now
>sunk-cost-fallacy.jpeg
>contact customer service again, they tell me they'll send me an email update about wtf is happening
>it's been 2 hours since then
Fuck this stupid shit, I should've just ordered it from Amazon. How fucking hard can it be to walk into the warehouse and get the phone ready to be picked up? And, if that isn't possible for whatever reason, why can't they at least send me a fucking email and tell me it'll take longer than expected?
No. 2455147
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Im stressed, I need to pick a dissertation topic this weekend because I have been putting it off for too long. Nothing seems good enough and I still need to do assignments on top of that
No. 2455202
>>2454991I hope so too nonna, I hope anti trannyims takes more online spaces over.
Good luck on your detox from lc kek. I should probably do it too.
No. 2455216
>>2454881I think the reason this weirds me out so much is because my country has the type of culture where friends are mean to your face, but speak kindly about you behind your back, like:
>"EWWWWWWW LOOK WHO IT IS, SIT DOWN YOU ALCOHOLIC BITCH">(To everyone else) "Yeah she's the nicest person ever I'd never say a bad word against her"It's not even just Americans either, I went to a super fancy office once for something work related and everyone was just smiling ear to ear and speaking so weirdly kek, it really felt like they got very sick of talking to me very fast but they weren't allowed to show it.
No. 2455223
>>2455216nyart
>I went to a super fancy office Normal corporate cuck behavior, they have to be uber fake nice and look like they care no matter how obviously staged and cringe it is for everyone involved.
No. 2455261
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Today I found out my older brother is consuming cocaine, just like my dad, and my mom apparently found out a couple of days before. My brother's an useless piece of shit and never helps around the house.
My mom is heartbroken, like actual crying, but I really hope this is the moment for her to finally kick him out the house, like she did with my dad, another useless piece of shit.
No. 2455341
Nonnas I wish I hadn’t peaked and remained a libfem sometimes. The hatred of women is literally everywhere, real life, social media, movies, even when it’s subtle, there’s like a propaganda that is instilled on us ever since we are born even the mainstream feminism is all about praising, pleasing men and siding with them through our “empowerment” and that isn’t a coincidence.
My friends call me crazy and man hating and it’s so annoying, because I simply see the truth.
I feel deeply uncomfortable with men and avoid them as much as possible now, apart from university and the contact I have, it’s just deeply saddening.
I watched the Netflix show adolescence recently and the paint shop scene was so arrowing and real , men find community through their hatred of women, all of them. There’s no good men because them too will side with a man or will remain silence because doing nothing benefits them.
No. 2455426
>>2455393The first thing you need to do is tell your psychiatrist you are very sensitive to medications and need to start on the lowest dose and go very slowly. You want your body to slowly adjust instead of panicking because it thinks you're poisoning yourself.
You can switch around on meds, but wait another month on this one if you can. Tell the psych you want to try a different one because of a small symptom, like giving you light nausea for the first few hours after you take it. You're doing this so you can later say "you know, these other meds aren't working as well as the wellbutrin. It sucks, but I'm okay with the mild nausea for a few hours because it was helpful".
Your strategy should be this: take the new prescribed medication at the lowest dose possible. Barring any crazy side effects that make it impossible to take, you should stay on that dose for AT LEAST two months. It fucking sucks, I know, but the medication needs to build up in your system for it to work. Do NOT skip doses or make up your own schedule to take it, it can make your body reject it totally. After 3 or 4 months on the lowest dose, if you haven't seen significant alleviation of your depression symptoms, relay this to your psych and get the dose increased. You can do this until it maxes out. If the medication is having no effect on you whatsoever by the time you have increased your dosage twice, that medication doesn't work for you, switch to a new one.
Don't be afraid to try new medications. We are not all the same and our bodies react to chemicals differently. Think of everyone's chemical structure being a unique but very complex keyhole, and medications each being a different skeleton key. Sometimes only one key works for someone, sometimes they get lucky and the shape of multiple keys can fit their chemical lock. Unfortunately, the only way to figure this out is to try every key until one fits.
You may also need more than one medication! My antidepressant wasn't doing enough so I had a regular antianxiety med and a simple as needed antianxiety med added. In combination, it all works great.
No. 2455524
Most emo people (both guys and girls) from my country have such a foul attitude, they act like massive bullies. Idk if this happened because emo got mainstream and now every mean becky, bop and pick me adopted this style to seem hotter than "all the other basic bitches". All the thugs, fuckboys, shitty rap enjoyers, gym rats and other red flags scrotes associate themselves with the emo style too. They all think they're so cool and rebellious and unique, but if I go outside half of the teens and young adults are dressed in some sort of poser shein "emo" grunge style kek. Most of them are incredibly unlikable, they glare at everyone, insult everyone, they try to dominate the space they're in, and also have some sort of weird victim complex at the same time.
No. 2455540
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Met with a school counselor to transfer to uni and he gave me incorrect classes, so I’m pushed back a semester and out $400.
I’m so pissed, I spoke to the cashiers office for a refund but they told me it’s outside the refund window so they can’t but speak to admissions to see if they can move the drop date to the refund window. I just spoke to admissions and they said they can’t guarantee anything because they’re not supposed to but they’ll talk to the dean.
All this because a counselor is too stupid to know how to do his job. If the dean denies it, I’m hoping there’s another way to escalate this because this is ridiculous.
No. 2455746
>>2453043This could be an early sign of disc degeneration in your lumbar spine, I'd suggest you do an xray if you can.
It can develop into hernia in older age, you need to start exercising and build muscle to prevent this, and stay hydrated.
No. 2455773
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My mom is a narcissistic psychopath who sexually, physically and psychologically abused me while growing up as well as moving me around the world to make sure I would have nobody except her, not unlike Venus and Margo.
She's also wealthy. I am still in school and I am financially dependent on her, on top of being foreign and not having a green card for the country I live in.
Anyway, after an especially nasty fight she sent me a lot of money, a five digit amount to be precise. Am I doing something wrong if I don't give it back to her? I know she is trying to lovebomb me and buy me back I will keep having a relationship with her and this will come to bite me back later but I really, really, really need the money. All abuse survivor forums say you should give it back and not let them use money to manipulate you. What would you do in my situation?
No. 2455779
>>2455773My dad pays me reparations for him abandoning me to my
abusive mother and tbh the only guilt I feel is from people who grew up with a cookie cutter life and thinks it's shameful my dad gives me money. How about slap it up you. I've got mental illness that can't be cured so yeah I will take free money.
No. 2455786
>>2455773Fuck you, you better take that money. I'm sorry your mom sucks, but come on. If you feel too gross to spend it right now, shove it in an investment account and let it grow, you'll be thankful later.
Alogging your mom for you, if she trips and hits her head on the way down, that was me.
No. 2455813
>>2455779How come your dad pays you reparations for leaving you with your mom? Good for you. My dad did the same but he just pretends I don't exist (even though I am an adult) I always resented him for saving himself and leaving me with her, he never even tried to get custody.
>>2455781I don't have any other relatives in the continent I live in, except my estranged father's family in another country. I am basically alone which is why I'm financially dependent on my mom despite being mid 20s. As for mother/daughter sexual abuse I'd say look up Marion Zimmer Bradley.
>>2455786>shove it in an investment accountThat's a good idea. I do indeed feel absolutely gross looking at that money and even worse for knowing that I need it more than I need to be free. It makes me feel like I'm her prostitute.
No. 2455829
>>2455824“Oh, hah, that’s what you guys had me do last time I was here!”
>Nothing in life prepares you for this awkward and uncomfortable of social interactions.This doesn’t sound that awkward or uncomfortable.
No. 2455830
>>2455813The anon saying that stuff about donating it does not have her heart misplaced, but this is an oxygen mask situation. You gotta put your mask on before helping someone else.
The sooner you stick those 5 figures in an account and grow it, the sooner you become independent from her. Obstacles in life that could become major setbacks or force you to move back in with her can be avoided. Once you're stable, have your retirement settled, and have a very good financial situation, THEN you can donate the amount she gave you to an organization fighting sex abuse.
No. 2455850
>>2455825>>2455826That's funny, that's the next thing she's dangling in front of me too, buying me a flat or a car. It's like they're all the exact same. I don't expect anything from her which is why I'm working hard in school (for a degree that lets me help
victims actually), and trying to get a stable visa so I don't have to worry about being kicked out of the country. Even though it's emotional prostitution I will take the money and like
>>2455830 said I will donate the same amount one day when I'm stable.
No. 2455870
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>>2455773take the money and also prepare yourself to think of your relationship as a strategy game where you use her for money as much as you can take it. here's a list of five books you might find useful, the creator of ava's demon has a horrible mother.
https://www.avasdemon.com/2719.html No. 2455937
>>2455831Then you haven’t dealt with a controlling asshole in the family long enough. Whether it’s a moid or family member, too many people will hold money over your head and use it to blackmail you into doing favors for them or letting them get away with
abusive behavior. At the same time they will use it any chance they can against you in every single argument and conversation and make it out to be some charitable gift of pure kindness that you could never live without. You can’t avoid them, especially if you’re dependent on them, but even if you aren’t they often have too much time and fuck you money to bully you.
You can choose where to work and you’re acting as if it’s impossible for a boss to be a reasonable human being. You’re kind of stuck with a family member who is a known asshole and will not change because they have been getting away with it forever and there’s virtually no consequences to their actions. To say nothing of the fact that you can’t put dealing with difficult family members on a resume.
>>2455773I see nothing wrong with taking the money and ghosting if you can get away with it, but she might try to take you to court and do that thing deadbeats do where they just keep dragging it out to get a rise out of you. I don’t know you or her so if she’s that type of vengeful, I wouldn’t.
No. 2456036
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>>2456019I guess to put it in perspective, you're still only accepting it bc they have more money than you. If they're really as bad as you say they are, you wouldn't want them in your life at all. Like a used car might be the equivalent of that to a woman who grew up poor with violent drug-addicts and works a minimum wage job but she can easily achieve more than her parents, just by staying sober. It would be extremely difficult for anons itt to make more money than their gen-x/boomer parents, since they had so much more opportunity during their working years to become wealthy. If you guys are all nepo-babies, this is your generational curse to bear and this nona appreciates and understands your acceptance and genetic apathy about the situation
No. 2456094
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>been feeling awful on/off for weeks, thirsty, horrible headache
>water makes it worse and nauseous
>have tried electrolytes, no luck
>milk makes me feel a bit better
I'm never not impressed by how thoroughly retarded me and my body is.
No. 2456097
>>2456073That’s true and a nice way to look at it. I will take the emojis as a sign my mom is coping well at least. Kinda heard some concerning rumors about him being a sex pest so idk if I would’ve been sad regardless, but it is always bizarre/unsettling when someone you grew up around dies young
>>2456081Kek I wish lc didn’t have a restriction on emojis so I could transcribe the text it’s baffling
No. 2456129
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i got braces yesterday and it hurts so fucking much to bite down. all i can eat is cottage cheese and yogurt. someone kill me now.
No. 2456185
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There is something so raw and visceral about telling my friends of 15+ years I love them, and them me. It feels more tender and honest than any man’s confession ever has or possibly ever will. I feel so honored and blessed to have the friends that I do in my life. I love them. I hope that continues for another fifteen years if not more.
No. 2456245
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I hate living with men. They're so disgusting. They aim and piss in the toilet, think their aim is good. You dumb, worthless ugly retards. I know everytime you aim and piss. Your aim isn't good. I would know because I'm the only one who cleans the fucking bathroom. You unhygienic piss goblins. You leave dried piss stains everywhere and I have to clean it up because you're too fucking lazy to do it yourself. Filthy fucking pigs. Manchildren. Your mom should've swallowed. To any of you hideous bald ogres lurking, women know exactly how nasty you lot are. Change or kys. It takes no effort to sit down like a human being
No. 2456253
>>2456245Nasty as the fuckers are, I've been told their dick either touches the water or pees
under the toilet seat. If you ever wonder how piss ends up in colorful places, that might be why.
No. 2456259
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>>2456253Don't care. Scum like them don't think of women who need to use the toilet after they leave piss droplets and stains on the seat
No. 2456380
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>>2456345>>2456349you guys are right, i just feel sad that my family couldnt afford to have me go to a "real" college/university and have the college experience and live in a dorm and stuff. realistically i probably wouldve hated art school because i imagine its full of gendies right now and i hate drawing stuff that i dont want to, but i guess i have a weird idealized life in my head that doesnt really exist but i still wish i could have? these scad kids probably dont even have much of a better life than i do. im just neurotic about this subject for no reason lol
No. 2456406
I want to throw up. Why. I feel so fucking sick to my stomach. I'm
>>2456337 the guy I was flirting with and sending nudes to and receiving nudes from and was telling me I'm the perfect woman had a girlfriend. He had a fucking girlfriend. I want to kill myself, I feel so sick to my stomach I feel like I'm actually going to throw up I'm bawling my eyes out and I feel like self harming. Why did this have to happen to me? Why does this keep happening to me?
No. 2456450
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>>2456445kek literally becky
No. 2456457
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Someone in my house ate my seaweed and I am so fucking angry I have been saving that shit until I could make my mean sushi bake but had to postpone it because I was missing some ingredients. And it was the snack packets with thicker sheets too. Im absolutely livid
No. 2456539
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I am so in love with this guy but he very obviously doesnt like me. He leads me on because he's too kind to tell me no and i feel like such a creep. God, he's adorable. He looks like a capybara. I have met cute looking guys before who ended up being demons, but this retard is as pure as a moid can get. Just fucking adorable, ugh.
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>>2456539>He looks like a capybara.this guy?
No. 2456566
I knew one of my closest friends couldn’t stand the person I have been for 12 years now but having them say the things they said last week…basically they told me they don’t like him at all, that I deserve so much better, then they started to list all my qualities and started pushing again and again with the idea that I should break up with him or go into therapy ????? Because they can’t seem to understand our relationship.
I’m a very reserved person and I don’t tell almost anything about my relationship because of course it has its flaws, nobody’s perfect after all, but I think some aspects of said relationship must be kept private because people wouldn’t comprehend the whole of it. Maybe it’s because I grew up around judgemental people but I can’t help it.
I told them that I can understand why they could think about us being together as something negative because I never tell anything and it’s respectable but I also told them all the good things that were happening in that moment, and how our relationship basically works (of course it didn’t work at all, they don’t ever listen to me).
Now I’m feeling like…meh. Before it was cordial, I knew this lesson didn’t like him and that was it, I tried to brush it off every time they got together in the same place or space. But the things they said…it was all too much. After a few days I keep repeating the words and I know how cruel they were, to be honest. They dismissed my partner like he was this awful monster that didn’t care about me (just based on their opinions, not in actions because I never told anything), or that he didn’t love me just…because. Their impression after all.
I feel like they were trying to make me choose and it’s so unfair that someone can do that to you under the false disguise of being worried about you.
No. 2456643
So I started talking with this guy online a bit over a week ago. Literally nonstop, all day, everyday, we had SO many things in common (that were not common to begin with), lots of curious similarities, we were really open to each other etc. He kept telling me over and over again how I was the perfect woman for him, how he liked me so much, how amazing I was, etc etc. Then a couple of days ago I had a really bad fight with a family member, which made me a bit annoyed at the whole world.. Anyway we were talking and in the middle of the convo he "disappeared", only to reappear a couple of hours later and since I was already in a bad mood I acted a little bit pissy to him about it. (just like not answering in time and just being a bit distant). Later at night I apologized for my behaviour and told him it wasn't his fault and that I was sorry. Next morning he messaged saying that it was not going to work out for him and he didn't need this drama in his life. SERIOUSLY? Not only was there NO drama and I promptly apologized for my behaviour. I am seriously thinking there was something else going on, maybe he found another girl or idk. I am not sure but it affected me a bit because I really liked this dude (even though it had only been a week) and if he really liked me too then this one incident shouldn't have been the deal breaker. Idk what else to say nonnas, except fuck men, seriously.
No. 2456644
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im going to the gyno in less than 2 weeks but the cramping is scaring me so bad im anxious and worried. why the fuck does it hurt even when im not on my period now
No. 2456671
>>2456643He was lovebombing you and wants you to grovel at his feet to get him back, don't do that. Either ghost him or send him a cheerful message about how you've thought it over and you think he's right, you two really wouldn't have worked out, wish him well, and immediately start talking to other guys if there's any chance that he can see how active you are on the platform you used to chat. The important thing is to not sound upset at all about him, because that's what he's looking for. If/when he comes crawling back, act like it's a joke and point out that he was the one who broke it off, and if he still doesn't leave you alone, tell him he's taking this way too seriously and it's freaking you out, then block him. And there's a 99.999% chance he will come back because he wants to see your reaction to getting your heart smashed into a billion little pieces. He wants tears and promises of change. He doesn't want you to have treated it like a minor inconvenience at best and moved on.
Scrotes sob about muh loneliness epidemic then pull this shit. Literally peak retard.
No. 2456682
>>2456671Thank you SO much for these words,
nonnie. This is kind of what I was thinking he was doing but I just thought he was different. Dumb-ass me, of course. I did tell him when this went down (yesterday) , after I apologized a couple of times for my behaviour and he was still set on ending things that I hope he finds whatever he's looking for, and good luck. Then I proceeded to erase all our convo/pics (thank you telegram) and that's it. One thing I learned from this is that men do NOT change with age. We are both in our thirties so I thought he wouldn't pull this teenage shit but Ive been proven wrong.
Thank you again, nonna!
No. 2456699
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>>2456689Not to sound schizo but I feel like this could be classroom-chan again
No. 2456716
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>>2456643Yeah anon what's up with that
No. 2456720
>>2456714>>2456716Lol I've lived in many countries and so I guess my writing is a bit mixed.
>>2456685>>2456702>>2456689You girls are right. My reaction was a bit too much but I realized my mistake and apologized on that same day, saying this is not how I generally act (which is the honest truth). Do I deserve to be cut-off after this? I don't think so but I do agree , again, that my behaviour was a bit off. Thank you all for your opinions!
No. 2456885
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I've been having PTSD dreams literally every night for a week. I think it's a sign that I'm actually starting to heal and process what happened but I hate having them
No. 2456908
>>2456905my post wasn't just made for the online world. This has been my experience with gen-z normies in my day to day life. It's great that you and the people you have around you in your echo-chamber are like that but that's not how it is irl.
Also very weird that you are calling a gen-z a ''old woman'' how old are you that you think people in their 20's are old? You are exactly the type of person i was talking about in my post when i mentioned ageist, complicit and lazy.
No. 2456916
>>2456908>>2456908Idk what to say to this bc I know you're wrong and I don't care enough to argue with you about it. You just seem really
triggered bc you're lying about something dumb and want us to believe it is true. And I meant that older women outside of these age groups are pretending this is some kind of epidemic, the same way their mothers/aunts insisted slut bracelets were a national scourge a generation before you posted this
No. 2456921
>>2456905Ntayrt, but you sound extremely annoying. Coming from another zoomer I can already tell you’re the type of person to leave “womp womp” in the comments of a serious persons video. Imagine being ageist to someone who’s probably only a handful of years apart from you.
>Go talk to young womenThe oldest Gen-Z is in their mid twenties. We are the young women you faggot. You’re either literally underaged or you’re deluding yourself into thinking you’re in some special guarded classification of “young women” just because you’re probably orbiting 19. Committed to being insufferable.
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>>2456920You're the tiktokfag nona. What do you need to know? If you're a cityrat, the people around you will do w/e their phones say, young or old. Sometimes the same thing happens in poor meth-ridden country areas. Every generation has a weird "ackshually walled moids are sexy and you should entertain them, teenage girls" psy-op but like any falsehood or lie, it quickly falls apart and crumbles then people forget about it for a while. It's always the usual susepcts, pedos and young girls with very self esteem issues who are usually poor or traumatized. If chasing walled scrotes wasn't something they enjoyed doing before it became trendy, it won't be something they'll be doing after the trend dies out
No. 2456939
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There is nothing worse than a moid who can't do conflict. If you are a grown man and you're afraid of conflict you should be weeded out via natural selection and left to die, I don't care. You're telling me you have physical and societal advantage and you're still being a faggot and scared of setting boundaries? What is wrong with you?
This faggot I'm venting about has a woman 10+ years older than him in his Discord messages and tries to say to me "yeah I just don't want to cause problems and can't hack conflict" no you dumb bitch you just enjoy the attention and want to pretend like you don't. He cares more about keeping some sort of shallow situationship/attention from a woman who also never leaves the house and cries to him over vc. It's literally so easy to block someone and forget about them through an online space. He better not start crying that he was groomed or something when she finally gets sick of him. Like grow a fucking spine, the state of the modern moid is absolutely pathetic. There's women out here getting groomed and stalked and murdered simply for being born female yet you're "scared of conflict" when it comes to not giving some 30year old shut-in any attention.
No. 2456952
>>2456927yeah the youth obsession with gen-z is severe and i have already seen this with my own eyes of 2005+ gen-z bullying 1997-2003 gen-z for being too old.
>>2456935you keep hyper-focusing on the age-gap thing while ignoring everything else i mentioned in my post. Are we not going to talk about the shift into the right? Like what is this gaslighting as if im not gen-z myself. Not everyone is in some artsy community like yours. Where im at i noticed that my peers are more conservative and that's it.
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>>2456950I hate this so much. I hate him!
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>>2456952I'm happy about the shift to the right, it was too much. I feel the same as these young people, even though I am older than them
No. 2456966
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I've had abdominal/stomach cramps since Thursday and I'm guessing I caught a GI bug. I'm disappointed because all week I told myself I'd do something Saturday because it's my one day off and I'm following the artist's way book so today I planned to do the extended artiste's date, now it's almost noon and I haven't even gotten out of bed or showered. It was my spring break from college but I just worked every day and now I feel like shit. Fuck this millenial workaholic life
No. 2457002
>>2456991she said it herself. The old tradthot
>>2456994 thinks owning the trannies is more important than the things you mentioned.
No. 2457007
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I'm always the last one at the party but the first one to make people leave! Wooo!
No. 2457020
>>2456994tradthot delusions: i am totally owning the trannies guys, i won't be affected by this.
Reality: economy get's worse, workers rights get worse, oligarchy, women's rights get worse, women are also in the DEI category so they get pushed out and discriminated even more in male-fields without DEI protecting them, the normies who got effected by the trump economy become tranny supporters out of spite which unironically leads to more tranny support than ever leaving trannies unaffected meanwhile all the other things like women,racism, economy have been greatly affected. But atleast you got to laugh at trannies for four years so that makes you feel better?
>>2457003you unironically sound like the XY in this thread. Being against right-wingers doesn't make someone a tranny.
>>2457006yet you are allowed to call other women trannies if they disagree, fucking hypocrite you are.
>>2457010Kamala barely mentioned trannies during her campaign and gavin newsome even came out against troons competing with women in sports. You just have high standards for libs and no matter what they do or how much they try to pander to moderates it will never be good enough for you because you are a tradthot.
(derailing/off topic) No. 2457024
>>2456993Continuing my vent sometimes it pisses me off that my family had much better opportunities than me and didn't use them for good. My cousin went to the US to continue her studies, then went full tard by getting preggo by a guy we all suspect is undocumented, who turned out to be
abusive. She also got preggo barely 3 months into the relationship. The rest of my cousins had decent money so they all went to private colleges locally, and are doing meh. I had the awesome luck of being the daughter of a dumbass woman who married a man that paid for everything however he could and planned to take us to the US, then got divorced because she wouldn't stop beating him. When she got married again, the exact same thing happened: man paid for everything, then my mom beat him because he cheated on her right before he got our papers straightened out so we could become citizens. My dad is a US citizen but my mom was a bitch and didn't want to give him my documents to take me back to the US so he couldnt take me to the US or fix my papers so. Why did I have to get the weirdass poor parents? The only things I got going for me are that I'm the only one out of everyone thats living alone and paying my own bills(my other cousins are taken care of by their families since living abroad turned out to be expensive oh wow) but I genuinely wanted to get ahead in life. I could probably pop my pussy, save up and study in a decent place but even then I wouldn't be earning even 1/5th of what I earn now when I turn 26. I'll probably spend the rest of my life pandering to men who lacked proper motherly figures for a few more years, but at least I wont be a weirdo who posts how much she hates her mom and her baby daddy in her stories everyday while asking her mom if she can send some money for some baby toys like my cousin, or be 40 something and still live with my parents like my mom. I also hate myself for being a dumbass and not saving up money. I just now started thinking seriously about buying a house and there's a housing project in a beach town here where the houses are like $70k with a $7k down payment with a beach view, pool facilities, gym too I think. Hope I get to buy one of them.
No. 2457026
>>2456898>right-leaning seems to be a big thing in my generationSerious question as a non-american: what's the alternative? if young people don't want to fuck with left politics anymore (trannies, idpol etc) then what are they supposed to do? simply nope out of politics?
>>2457020why are you spacing your posts like that?
>oligarchyYou know we all
are already under an oligarchy, right?
No. 2457034
>>2457025so you don't think calling women trannies is misogynist or a very clear silencing tactic? You can't even combat what i say. You can only scream tranny into the void like a histrionic.
>>2457026nope, europe is better when it comes to america in terms of more varied politics (depending on the country) I would join a centrist politicial party or a centre-left party if the left in your country is too much.
>You know we all are already under an oligarchy, right?technically in the beginning stages of oligarchy but yes.
(derailing/off topic) No. 2457168
>>2457026Not nonna but you are just that clockable kek
Mainly this
>imisogynist or a very clear silencing tactic? And your other monologue. Try better next time Lilith.
No. 2457175
>>2457168You’ve been so focused on trannies and didn’t say nothing but
>but Kamala wasn’t even focused on trannies (us) she didn’t even give us nothing! But you stupid bitch voted for Trump and look at where you are now! Stupid tradthotYou sounds like a mad man.
The situation is shitty given Trump’s politics, but you act like it’s just women who voted him president when that isn’t the case. And that’s another reason why you are clockable.’
No. 2457190
>>2456993Kek and this is the empowerment libfems talk about? They’ll silence voices like yours while claiming that it’s totally safe and empowering.’
Nonna I hope you can have enough money to hopefully stop doing that. Good luck and be safe.
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>play vidya with online moid friend
>constantly commenting on every single move I make (usually why it's bad.), nonstop autistic dump of gamer facts, constant ego posturing on every move he makes being good
>play vidya with brother
>fun retarded conversation through and through, don't really care if I win or if I lose, neither of us feel the need to over correct or comment on what the other does
I love having a brother.
No. 2457254
>>2456993holy shit nona I was about to ask if you're in Perú until i finished reading your post.
Cuídate mucho, ojalá todo mejore para nosotras las peruanas.
No. 2457267
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Seeing women and girls campaign and do activism for male victims of moid of moid rape sends me into a spiraling rage. I know those do it out of goodness of their hearts OR/and farming those good girl points but I know damn well those fuckers would never do the same for us. Women and students made viral marches for this kid that got raped by his classmates in heir school's bathroom and it JUST women and girls interacting in the posts about how he deserves justice and THEY gladly do activism to bring justice for their case. ContrARY to ppular belief it doesnt matter if the male victim was a literal boy prostitute THEY'RE never held to a fraction of scrutiny he female victim goes through, specially IF its a teen girl. If this was a girl moids and pickmes and even the fucking authorities would go around theorizing how she was a whore and lead them on, or already had done sexual stuff with the rapists and thus she bought it upon herself. I've seen it again and again.
I WISH these women knew MOST of male victims believe their trauma is WORSE than that of a woman because muh male honor and integrity which girls obviously dont have (sarcasm),
No. 2457268
>>2457267Again I should reiterate this doesnt apply in the cases of little boy
victims.
No. 2457281
>>2457278problem is that mother is so adamantly opposed to being helped even when she was literally dying.
We had a car accident before COVID, we were running short on funds and asked one uncle to help us with the money.
Uncle asks mom for details about the incident, she shuts him off and says I made it up (WE were both in the hospital) and got physically aggresive with me.
How can I convince the relatives NOT to tell anything to her?
No. 2457364
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Why the fuck did mustaches become a trend again? And how did scrotes manage to meme themselves into believing they don't look like sex offenders with them? The dating pool for straight women is already abysmal as it is, and lately I've been glancing at my razor thinking "I can fix him" more often than I'd like to admit whenever I see a moid on my dating apps that would look good if he didn't decide that looking like the creepy neighbor with a weird porn collection is fashionable. I refuse to even entertain the thought of sleeping next to someone that look like they sell used cars for a living.
No. 2457396
>>2457370I thought it was bad when the lumberjack branch of the hipster trend was gaining traction in the early 2010's, I fucking hate facial hair of any type but at least then you could tell who prioritized grooming themselves by either using oils or regular visits to the barber instead of just leaving it to grow however it wants. Still ugly as fuck of course.
But this trend? You can't convince me they don't look like slimeballs, wearing a mustache like that signals that you wear tighty whities and have been contacted by HR more than once. It shouldn't be considered a fashion statement, it should be considered a punishment in the same vein as ankle bracelets. It makes me want to put them in a SAW like basement with a small plier and a sandpaper and tell them they don't get to see their loli waifu pillow again unless they use either tool to get rid of those hairy snotblobs they call a mustasche.
No. 2457471
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I've been a neet for a very long time and now I've got my first proper job… and I'm so fucking overwhelmed with all of it. I don't even know why they hired me and why I said yes, I'm not even qualified enough for it, I lack experience and I only said yes because I was drunk and didn't know the whole responsibilities behind it. There is this thing in my country (maybe in most western countries), where women go for jobs they feel like they are 110% qualified for, while moids will apply for jobs they lack even the basic skills and I feel like a moid now. But honestly, I really like the job, I enjoy what I'm doing and will be doing and I just want to make it right and I want to become irreplaceable for the company. It's all so stupid and I feel stressed and I want to scream and being around people isn't easy either, it's like I'm lacking basic social skills. Someone please tell me to touch some grass.
No. 2457477
File: 1742680592731.jpeg (162.02 KB, 645x799, IMG_1790.jpeg)
>>2457364You have to be really handsome to pull a porn stache so much that it ends up becoming a non issue. See picrel, he is handsome DESPITE the ugly stache.
All the scrotes my age (20-25) somehow are having it though, it’s hard out here
No. 2457480
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>>2457477And they don’t even grow one like that, they always have the anorexic stache.
No. 2457556
File: 1742684104676.jpeg (33.75 KB, 225x224, IMG_4108.jpeg)
>feels slightly better today because i was on the verge of tears to actually crying about my shitty life
>sitting around not sad
>literally remembers that the universe decided to make people like destiny and nick fuentes, two scrotes i wish i didn’t know about wealthy and successful
>therefore there is no god
>therefore there is no loving god
Why do my blackpills come so easily
No. 2457563
File: 1742684480295.png (4.85 KB, 675x456, smek.png)
>>2457556Because you are slightly tarded, anon.
Seriously, who cares if there's a "loving god"? It just means scrotes have to take responsibility for themselves and the disgusting things they do. Conversely, every act of charity or kindness someone commits is intentional, every good thing about your world has happened because someone made it happen. When a woman takes a stand against moids and their abuse, she wasn't made into a martyr by god, she found that inner strength within her own heart. When anons are nice to you on here, it's not because god decided you were good and earned it, it's because a woman read your post and took the time to reach out to you.
Chin up, nona. Maybe take antidepressants.
No. 2457580
File: 1742685029928.jpeg (23.48 KB, 575x266, IMG_1275.jpeg)
I love lifting but I hate being hungry all the time REEEEE
No. 2457581
File: 1742685083711.jpg (77.75 KB, 604x582, 1259149018.jpg)
>>2457556Living examples for the rest of us, duhh
No. 2457587
File: 1742685396130.jpg (38.94 KB, 436x372, angry-reaction-cat-Favim.com-7…)
>search for macrame tutorial
>find it
>yeah.jpg
>click on the video
>moid hands
>ugly moid hands
>ugly AND broad moid hands
No. 2457589
>>2457190Honestly the only branch of SW I personally find empowering is femdom (which I almost never do). The rest is having to appeal to moids. Pedo moids, mommy issue moids, druggy moids, chubby chasers, etc… Its honestly so exhausting sometimes. I've had clients who asked for sessions telling me to give them JOI to pics of their NIECES, or to make fun of their ex/gf/wife with photos (which I can tell you I 100% did NOT ask for them). Just quick advice always keep tabs on your partner if he's dodgy or just fucking weird. The worst part about being a SW from Peru is that its so much easier to see doxxing, and misogyny first hand. These men genuinely share photos of ex-escorts or girls who worked hard to get out of porn and make fun of them. My ex used to be a brainfried pornfag who kept looking at pics of a content creator/escort who is MY FRIEND and got mad at me for getting upset over it, then he broke up with me to get with a 16yo(he was 24) who left him when he asked her to be his gf(disgusting pedofag). I sexted with another guy twice, tried to hook up, didnt do anything because I hate ONS(you never know when these fucktards have an STD or are just crazy) and what do you know, it was the smart thing to do because its been nearly 1-2 years of nonstop harrassment from this weirdo through my porn socials. Oh and another thing: there's a small chance that your boyfriend is in telegram groups asking if anyone is willing to share their gf's nudes for yours. Make sure to know the moid well before letting him be around your mom or friends, PLEASE. He might turn out to be fucked in the head, have incest or pedo fantasies, or generally fucked in the head.
>>2457240Thank you for not judging me nonna. Had I been able to have a normal life I more than likely would not have done SW. I don't regret being a "joke" for having an OF, I regret being an outlet for these weirdos with horrible fantasies who have a hard time respecting the ppl who genuinely love them
>>2457254Gracias manita. Peru is slowly going to hell, and funnily enough online SW is the safest job now. I went to eat menu like 2 days ago and the old lady who's the owner was talking to another old lady if she was getting blackmailed because they're starting to do so in the neighbourhoods nearby. What was on the radio? School was blackmailed. Teacher was shot. Street vendors getting blackmailed. Kid was shot because a school didn't want to pay fees. What the actual fuck is going on here? I never take the bus, and my bf kept annoying me about starting to take it to save money until we saw how blackmailers are getting into buses and extorting passengers. I have a phobia of cars and motorcycles from me getting robbed at gunpoint too.
No. 2457591
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>Trying to deposit notes into ATM
>Machine rejects notes
>Take them back and put them back in wallet
>Machine tries to shoot out the rest of the amount back which surprises me because I didn't know there was going to be two ejections
>Hesitate because I'm still putting the initial money back
>Machine retracts money and says it is keeping it and not depositing it into my account because I didn't take it fast enough and goes out of service
>Have to go grovel at the bank tomorrow for my £70 because it's a Sunday
No. 2457594
File: 1742685626039.jpg (95.14 KB, 1280x720, uwu.jpg)
>>2457587Ignore that random reaction you had
nonnie, they probably just have an earth hand type. It is common to think a woman has moid hands if you haven't accepted liberal feminism as your lord and savior
No. 2457603
>>2457563I’m a spiritual person and
also not a good person but that was a good post. Thanks nonners
>>2457581Kek
>>2457590I have no idea. A bunch of scrotes keep saying they did but the sex tape was just Destiny sucking some random dude’s cock that nobody can definitely confirm if it was him and Nick. Honestly I believe it since Nick is definitely homosexual and Destiny is bisexual and would fuck anything with a pulse kek
No. 2457611
File: 1742686498313.jpg (19.73 KB, 500x340, smek-2.jpg)
>>2457603Eh. You can be a good person now. You can't change things that you already did. And you can be a spiritual person without believing in the concept of god most people subscribe to. I think if you find a way to apply your spirituality that is more in tune with you
and take antidepressants then you will feel a lot better. Have a second smek for the road.
No. 2457621
File: 1742687039040.jpg (9.84 KB, 195x258, 987656786.jpg)
>>2457616>Just try not to shit where you eat (gossip about mutual friends to other friends, family to family, etc)Ah you mean tests of loyalty
No. 2457630
>>2457626AYRT and also
>>2457624 it's not about loyalty. It's about making sure it doesn't come back on you and fuck up your life. Hence why I said "don't shit where you eat" and not "make sure to be a sweet little angel and never gossip about people you should be loyal to!"
Read more carefully next time.
No. 2457634
File: 1742687870632.jpeg (Spoiler Image,66.64 KB, 736x414, IMG_4110.jpeg)
>>2457616>>2457621I hate my family (except my mother annd maybe my sister) and I wish the Y-chromosome things I’m unfortunately related to drop dead. They are worth gossiping, talking shit about and manifesting their deaths. I don’t give a shit about family loyalty, shit is shit regardless of blood. Males deserve to rot. It’s been about maybe 7+ years of waiting for them to die or finally fuck off out of our existences and no they didn’t sexually abuse or anything, they are just no-good trash that has to be gone. Waiting and hoping. I smile every time that thing exits its room in the middle of the night whenever it has a panic attack because I know that thing is suffering for being an absolute blight on our existences. Talking shit about your enemies, which are often your family and your friends, is magic. This was way too much trauma dumping but it’s so blackpilling knowing women who go through so much shit never get anything but scrotes for how fucking horrific they are get everything. I had to live with two irl nicks and still having to deal with it being the youngest and my mother’s health detoriating in real time and it’s like watching fate seal itself. Two fuckheads who’ve done absolutely nothing for us, are selfish cunts and manipulative just like these online lolcows and yet they have jobs/one has government assistance, was able to cruise through life consequence-free while causing trauma to me and my sister, the other fuckhead doesn’t have a personality, somehow had a girlfriend despite being the most dysfunctional retard you would ever meet and it keeps reminding me how blackpilled life for a woman truly is. Life for men is easy mode. I wouldn’t dare being the bitch I am irl in lolcow while men get to be selfish, inconsiderate, antisocial fuckheads consequence-free with the unearned support and defense of their mommies, girlfriends, friends while women like me who dare to defend myself and be angry are immediately socially ostracized and seen as crazy. Yeah, don’t tell the 30+ year old to go and get some fucking help for his retardation and being a failson, tell the early 20s woman to go to the doctor so everybody knows how dysfunctional and crazy I am for clearly seeing the dysfunction right in front of my eyes and having no control over and it’s worse because I’m always surrounded by it and it impacts my health. I’m sorry for responding with this shit I really needed to vent and I’m thankful two people even cared to engage
No. 2457646
File: 1742688670063.jpeg (Spoiler Image,136.02 KB, 645x640, IMG_4109.jpeg)
>>2457641No. It’s cartoon violence from shounen slop, you’ll live.
No. 2457664
File: 1742689447046.jpeg (Spoiler Image,142.2 KB, 635x424, IMG_4113.jpeg)
>>2457657Erm would you mind spoileringing this pretty please?
No. 2457695
File: 1742691634211.webp (Spoiler Image,71.04 KB, 640x359, IMG_4117.webp)
>>2457686I watched the first season, never watched the manga and I would say it was okay for a shounen show of all things. I just enjoy seeing the retarded monkey-brained creator drawing slop of his own ugly male characters getting blown to bits kek
No. 2457750
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i want to kill my rapist and his harem of BPDettes, but him first. i want to take pictures with his beheaded body and send them to his mother, she needs to know she made a lil rapist by not beating him enough. i don't care if the goverment tracks me, i already have PTSD and i'm not a trustable individual(calm down )
No. 2457820
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i thought i finally found a good moid and he said something that implies he is autistic
nonas i am old and desperate for a man esp since i never had one but even as an autistic woman i cant date an autistic moid. I cant believe i wasted mmy time and fuck his face is cute fuck this
No. 2457830
>>2457825true and he seems to be the accomplished kind it is just that idk if you are also autistic. But i feel that we wont work since autism makes you so hard to socialise and because we will be too alike in an almost gross way. I guess i always yearned for a neurotypical since not only he would better at socializing which would make it easier but also it would be better dating someone different than me
but idk will think about it
No. 2457870
File: 1742702066378.jpeg (107.83 KB, 736x870, IMG_7342.jpeg)
gonna try to keep this vague while still getting my point across lol.
when i was 20, i hooked up with a guy was/is a lolcow… he was significantly older and had a bad reputation, but i wasn’t super familiar with this scene at the time. he lived near me, was very persistent about meeting up, and i just didn’t care enough to say no. looking back, i don’t know why i went along with it.
anyway, he’s now in legal trouble for… bad things. he recently dm’d me because his gf (who honestly deserves her own dedicated thread) dumped him. i know i shouldn’t have answered, but i couldn’t resist watching the trainwreck unfold, so i played along to get info
No. 2457921
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>its pouring rain
>let stray cat i feed in
>she doesnt let me pet her or get close to her but shes not agressive so i leave her sleep on my room often
>check on her to see if shes sleeping or playing with a hairtie or something
>she peed on my school backpack
Literally fucking why the kitty litter is in the next room. Whats her fucking problem. Ugh now i dont know how i am going to get the smell out of my backpack for tuesday.
No. 2457939
beyond the thin veil… if you go to any male dominated anonymous forum or imageboard, and read men talk about their sexual related thoughts, you will realize just how unabashedly gross the male sexuality is. they, for all intents, wear their sexuality on their sleeves. they shriek it with pride, for as long as other men are listening to their filth, they feel justified and accepted in their degeneracy. something as simple as, what did you eat today? can be followed up with a, what did you masturbate to today? they will attempt to show each other child pornography or loli for kicks, hoping to get responses of any kind, as all kinds of attention received in that moment is exciting and further stimulating. they really are just foul creatures.
No. 2458025
>>2458022Break up with him. What a fucking faggot.
You sound hot as hell, nona, don't settle for a scrote who isn't attracted to you, or tells you that as some form of mindgame. He wasted your time.
No. 2458030
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>>2457939They are like baboons, it’s disgusting.
No. 2458035
>>2458031Kekkkk, nonna you should have sprinted away. He still wants to be a tranny and he’s jealous of you and he’s trying to diminish your self esteem.
Break up and compliment him on his masculinity before, like saying that he has broad shoulders, a masculine jaw etc.
No. 2458069
File: 1742719761719.jpg (933.28 KB, 804x804, 1723241760563.jpg)
hate living in the middle of nowhere so bad. i want a social life dammit. the only way is if i go move far away on my own, which would cost a fuckton and i'd have to do it completely alone because… no friends or bf. fuck my life
No. 2458084
>>2456927>You can tell that Gen-Z’s youth envy is going to manifest in a much more bitter way than millennials didIt’s already happening.
Millenials usually don’t care so much, they just make self depreciating quirk chungus jokes about it. Gen z are already having panic attacks about being 27 kek.
No. 2458092
File: 1742721922508.jpg (38.66 KB, 490x508, depressed.jpg)
>>2458069If it makes you feel any better, no one I know can afford to move away from their home either, it's something our entire generation is suffering from
No. 2458169
I really love singing and it's one of the few things that keep me sane and alive so far, but whenever I decide to record my voice and listen to it, I just want to kill myself. It doesn't sound as good as I thought and it makes me want to give up because I genuinely don't know what I'm doing wrong. It sounds so dead, but fitting since I'm dead on the inside I guess. But researching stuff about recording one's voice makes me lose faith in singing as a human ability all together, all the advice is "add 10288291 effects and use this and that and remove this and that to get a decent sound like a pro.", you're telling me the pros edit their voices to make it actually pleasant? Then what does a raw real good human singing voice sound like? Even opera isn't authentic and good anymore, they're using microphones and too much vibrato to showoff and scream and shout their high notes rather than use head voice or falsetto properly. And even if it's a real pure performance, I'm hearing it recorded through a microphone and a phone speaker, so it's still not an accurate enough depiction. This is driving me insane. OCD level obsession.
>>2450570Late reply but my PMS starts 2 weeks before or even a month right after my period is over. It's basically the "norm" for my body now.
No. 2458184
File: 1742731099252.jpg (110.84 KB, 750x599, pepesmoke.jpg)
I'm a different anon who can't move out at 27 because then I will be living at a near-poverty level. We are already quite a poorfags as it is in the grand scheme of things, but not in poverty. I can afford going out sometimes, having hobbies, therapy and can save up for education (not amerifag). Living alone is gonna be "rationing out my unseasoned rice" situation, living with roomates disgusts me in advance. My mother is also a senior and as she is getting older and more frail, I'm simply afraid to leave her alone, even if we will live close by each other.
But goddamn it's obviously dragging me down mentally to be near her. I really should just deal with it and go find myself a cardboard box good enough and learn how to draw degenerate Sonic inflation hentai commissions for additional coombux
or get bearable female roommates.
reposting to fix my garbage ass pepe
No. 2458217
why can’t men fathom why women don’t want to be hit on by uglies/losers?
I have one coworker (I’m 29 and he’s 42) that won’t leave me alone, he always makes vulgar comments, talks about how women are always flirting with him (doubt), and now he’s just discovering rw/manosphere online personalities like nick fuentes and the fresh and fit guys. He talks about “high quality” and “low quality” women but mind you he’s 5’4, bald, single with no children (which would be fine if he weren’t preaching about family values and doing a trad conservative larp), and lives with his brother. He works the same shitty warehouse job as me but has gotten suspended multiple times because he has a hard time waking up in the morning which results in him being hours late to work. He actively makes sure he’s scheduled the same days and hours as me, even though this screws him over in the end because I work a 6am shift.
I even told him I was a lesbian (I thought he’d leave me alone) but he still compliment bombs me everyday. This morning he said my socks looked very “cute and girl next door”, what the fuck does that even mean? They’re plain socks. Yesterday he was telling me that I had beautiful eyes.
I’m afraid of going to HR because he has anger issues and I’m afraid he’d hurt or even kill me. He has egged customers on for fights and somehow hasn’t gotten fired. Ignoring him isn’t possible because trust me, I’ve done that. I would stare down at my phone and go mute, and he’d ask me what I’m doing, or I’d pretend to be making a call, and he stands next to me to listen, if I walk away he’ll follow me.
Having such an undesirable man interested in me, actively pursuing me, feels like spiritual rape.
No. 2458232
>>2458220Unfortunately he knows where I live, we actually live a few streets away from each other and he’s always asking me if I want a ride to and back from work. I am truly in hell.
>>2458222He’s so fucking stupid
No. 2458235
File: 1742736435419.jpg (133.75 KB, 1122x982, 1706352314906.jpg)
>tfw youve accepted men are whores and you dont hate them for it you just enjoy them for what they are without expecting more from them
enlightenment
No. 2458236
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I KNOW I HAVE A GODDAMN ANGRY RESTING FACE. You don't have to point that out everytime, what's the matter if I look like I hate everyone in the room, I'm not doing anything. I'm not your fucking kindergarten nanny to always be gentle and smile nor was I hired to entertain you. Why are people so fucking self-absorbed and immediately decide that I have a laser-pointed hatred towards them, specifically, exclusively. Motherfucker I don't think about you at all. Preemptively deciding that I'm an uptight bitch that looks down on everyone is a retarded fanfiction, I'm just a goddamn autist REEEEEE
No. 2458313
File: 1742740982202.jpg (81.91 KB, 1440x1440, 1000059111.jpg)
>finally find fic of my fav character where he is given normal male pronouns
>check authors other fics
>she's given into the tranny crowd and she writes him like a retarded stereotype
No. 2458316
>>2458202>My boyfriend literally cried today because we haven't been having sex for a while due to my mental health wrecking my libido. 1) Why is he crying in front of you? To make you feel bad
2) If sex is a need what does he do when hes single? go out and rape people?
Yes he's being manipulative
No. 2458564
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I hate my roommate’s new boyfriend and I can’t really contain my dislike because of being slightly sped and it’s giving me some issues socially. It pisses me off so bad but I know I have an extremely low tolerance because I had such a shithead scrote for a father. I don’t think my roommate is in an abusive situation but her new boyfriend fucking SUUUUCKS and everyone thinks I’m just bitter because I’m single but really I’m single because even small things from moids exhaust me now. He’s extremely unattractive, has no charm, is boring, and she barely seems to even like him. My roommate is very sweet but is a self admitted people pleaser and avoidant and chose this loser over her best friend who she literally glows around. This other moid is much more attractive and way nicer to her but she chose her current boyfriend because reasons I guess. He talks down on her but in really subtle ways and no one else seems to notice but it drives me crazy. Last time I saw them we were in the kitchen and he just kept looking at the coffee machine and when she asked if he wanted one, he just said ‘Yeah I don’t know how to make it’. He’s 24. I don’t even drink coffee and figured out how to work the damn machine the first week I was here. She made him a really nice iced latte, he barely said thanks, and when she asked how it was he said it tasted like vodka? It felt like he just didn’t want to compliment her. I hate his loser ass so much. He sucks but because he’s not hitting her I have to suck it up and keep my mouth shut because she’s “happy”. I really think most people do not appreciate just how draining constant nitpicks like that really are. This type of contempt only ever gets worse and they’ve only been dating a few months. I really hope she doesn’t marry this moid and finds someone better even if it’s not her friend.
No. 2458577
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I hate when you straight up tell someone of a boundary or red line, they cross it and act shocked when you react exactly the way you explained you would. I wouldn't be surprised if I drank bleach and died of poisoning like the label says, so I'm not sure why people think you're bluffing when you come with a warning as a person
No. 2458602
File: 1742751793237.gif (3.6 MB, 600x600, 1671818445986.gif)
A few weeks ago i fell and hurt my hand. I thought it was a simple bruise and the pain was going to eventually fade. But its been 3 weeks and it still hurts and its starting to worry me so badly. I draw so the idea of having any kind of broken bone or deep wound that would need surgery or treatment is so fucking frightening. I didnt go to the doctor because i dont have insurance, but i need to go now. If i lose the ability to draw i am killing myself, its literally the only thing i like about being alive. Fuck.
No. 2458677
>>2458666Thank you anon, very revolutionary idea.
>asking for skinny pills.I can't, I'm already taking treatment for another issue.
No. 2458684
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I heard my parents talking about my oldest friend who’s a lesbian and criticizing how gays shove their orientation down people’s throats and I want to cry.
I am disappointed in a way, I’m also not straight either and if they found out I know that I would probably get disowned and in this economy I’d rather not. For now, I already am getting them comfortable with the idea of not ever getting married or having children (I do that since the age of 12 kek), but I also feel like I have this debt towards them to have the normie straight life even though that would be my worst fucking nightmare (I’m an only child, this is why I feel that way).
It hurts to know that their love for me will cease to exist if they ever find out and that this love is kinda fake. I have a good relationship with them and I don’t want to throw it out of the window.
Sometimes I wish I were a normie nigelfag who ran away with some mid 20’s moid while in highschool and pop 3 kids by 21 since this way of living is way more accepted in the shithole I live in than having a mature and well adjusted relationship with a person that just happens to be of the same sex, ugh.
No. 2458707
>>2458684>I heard my parents talking about my oldest friend who’s a lesbian and criticizing how gays shove their orientation down people’s throatsThey currently do
>I want to cry.kekkkk
No. 2458863
File: 1742759842167.jpeg (15.19 KB, 275x185, IMG_1789.jpeg)
I found the hottest butch on tiktok and she isn’t a TIF, god is good, she’s so beautiful:
>gym build with strong arms
>her hair is like an overgrown buzz cut that suits her so well
No. 2458871
File: 1742760186416.jpg (55.21 KB, 724x436, asuka.jpg)
>>2457934Samefag but apparently I caused him to leave the server. I've been overthinking this interaction since last night and even cried about it. I hate how oversensitive I still am over the dumbest things.
No. 2458873
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>>2458863>>2458865Here you are nonnies , her user is squidtimesthreee. She does solely post thirst traps.
Haven’t reallly seen any gendie stuff , at most she might be using T for gym purposes.
No. 2458899
File: 1742760935654.jpg (238.83 KB, 673x715, 72jjud.jpg)
Tired of getting unwashed commies shilling socialism on my timeline, it'd be a random video about clothing and outta nowhere "…that's why capitalism-" "…so the rise of fascism-" omg can't I breathe? leave me alone motherfuckers I don't give a shit I just want to see cat videos "nazis everywhere!!!" Stfu jfc, you all sound the same!
No. 2459049
>>2459034>>2458986I understand, queen. Don't listen to the haters, I bet you're strikingly pretty irl
>>2458903Fr it's always the absolute worst take followed by "only a literal Nazi would disagree with me" fuck outta here
No. 2459078
>>2458986As long as you believe it nonna. I truly think that as long as you find yourself “beautiful” then you’re fine to navigate the world. Fixing on what other people think of you is kind of useless when everyone has their own preferences and opinion.
When I started actually finding myself attractive I started living much better.
No. 2459091
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>>2459061I feel like the beauty in tiktok or other social media doesn’t really translate as much as you think nonnas, natural beauty is still very much appreciated in real life kek.
If you look like picrel you’ll look gorgeous even in 2025 kek.
No. 2459093
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i'm not sure if i'll ever find a space where i truly belong. i don't even feel like i belong in my own family. always the black sheep. always feeling like an alien everywhere i go, even in online spaces.
will i ever find a place for me? will things ever change? i'm starting to lose hope
No. 2459211
I talked with my sister about my alopecia last night, it's getting to point where I am so uncomfortable going out and being seen and I think my best option at this point is to get a wig and just start wearing them permanently. My hair loss is permanent and worsening, it's not going to get better and I hate having to do a ponytail every single day just for it to not even look decent or hide the balding. My sister of course starts in with the "you can't even tell" like I've lost half my hair, you can see my scalp at all angles. Please don't lie to me to try to make me feel better, it just makes me feel worse. My crown is completely visible when my hair is down and I look balder than Ariana Grande with the ponytails, at least her scalp doesn't show through in ponytails and she doesn't have a 5head. She acts like it's something I should be ashamed and embarrassed about, and I am, but I hate that every person I've ever talked to about it makes me feel it's justified. She also acts like it's my fault for not trying harder to keep my hair, I've tried homeopathic "cures" and I've leveled my vitamins and minerals and macro dosed B12 and Biotin. My Vitamin D is high, my Iron and Zinc are high. All my vitamins are good, my hormones are balanced. She was telling me I should get hair plugs, like 15 grand and not effective the majority of the time, and not effective long term. And not even possible because my thinning is diffuse, there's no where they could even take the hair from. She even offered to pay for it. I just hate how every person I've talked to about this had made me feel it's something I should be ashamed of and given me no potential advice outside of hair plugs or expensive treatments they saw a fake before and after of online and now think it's some miracle cure, as if I haven't spent the past like 7 years extensively googling into every possible treatment option. I just want someone in my life to tell me "get a wig, it's fine, it's just hair, it shouldn't matter to people so much."
No. 2459246
>>2459211I'm sorry your family is being a bunch of dicks, nona. Of course I and other anons think scrotes should be saving up for hairplugs and doing treatment shit. But you're a woman, and your worth isn't tied to your hair.
You should definitely start shopping for wigs! I know a lot of women who use wigs as a form of self expression, so you should feel free to do the same! While you're searching for wigs and either saving up money or waiting for them to arrive, you should experiment with shaving your head. First try an undercut, then a side shave, then buzz everything off!
I typically shave my head once every couple of years, and then do it again when I get tired of how long it is. It's a really neat experience. The first time I ever got a side shave, I kept getting surprised by the wind touching my scalp, and the feeling of my fingers on it. When I finally did a full shave, it took me a couple weeks to stop grabbing for my hair in the shower kek.
I think it would be a fun experience for you while you're transitioning to wigs! And if you find a style you like, you'll have a cute shave cut for when you don't want to wear wigs.
I'm really sorry you're going through this and that those closest to you don't have any sympathy. I've had hair loss scares multiple times in my life, and I remember how devastating it was when told it was probably going to get worse.
But you're more than your hair. And you're going to be okay.
No. 2459416
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I love my friends, I love who I surround myself with, but I can't help but feel like the ugly girl who the popular girls are giving pity to. Whenever they talk about girls/men they've been with I want to jump, I know my life shouldn't be categorized by body count but it does feel disheartening especially because I make it a point to turn men down, but then get jealous over the girls who don't. And then feel bad that I'm not like those who have had crazy experiences
No. 2459553
>>2459211I'm so sorry you're going through this, anon. The first people to say "it's just hair" are always people with decent hair genetics who have never suffered from any type of hair loss. Of course they're simultaneously appalled if you suggest that they should shave their head then if it's "just hair" to them.
I have something wrong genetically in regards to my hair; it's been see-through thin since birth and while it does grow decently long, it will never reach average thickness. My mom's hair was twice as thick as mine in her youth, but even so she's lost so much with age that her scalp is visible all over. Knowing that I'll most likely end up even worse off since my hair is so much thinner to begin with has been really hard to come to terms with. I'm still not sure whether I'll start wearing wigs or just try to rock a bald head when the time comes. Right now I'm just letting it grow as long as it wants since I can still sort of fake average-ish thickness with some updos and a little help from hair fibers. Long hair holds a pretty significant symbolic meaning to me, so knowing I'll have to let it go sooner or later makes me really depressed.
No. 2459560
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girls i actually hate men so fucking much, especially when they expect empathy from me. had to break into some guys house yesterday (really good shag, disappointed he turned out to be a little bitch) to get my ONLY phone charger back because the inconsiderate cunt had gone out drinking for two whole days and just expected me to pay fucking fifteen quid for a new charger? train ticket + entering thru the open bathroom window cost me four quid bro are you fucking forreal.. cost of living hello??? i made him a loaf of bread, left it there after i got my charger, didn't steal anything and i even cleaned up the dirty shoe prints i left on his windowsill. and he wants to cry about it, consider yourself lucky i'm not a touch more unhinged and autistic you fucking retard because i could've rinsed your shit. not sure if i'm genuinely low-empathy autism or if it only applies to males… maybe i'm a lesbian at this point who knows? i would never do this shit to a woman because a woman wouldn't put me in that situation and would be an ounce more considerate. hope he learns his lesson though, don't give strangers your details online and then fuck around with their personal property, did they not teach you this in school, kek?
No. 2459580
>>2459560> not sure if i'm genuinely low-empathy autismYou literally made him bread, shut up
>maybe I like womenCan we stop attributing hating men to automatically liking women, no Jane you don’t hate scrotes because you willingly fuck them and overlook many red flags in order to do so, you just hate how men act. Sexual attraction and romantic attraction to women isn’t tied to men and it isn’t a counter reaction, leave women alone.
No. 2459583
>>2459580>men hating womenRaping them, abusing them, diminishing their worth, speaking about them in a derogatory and dehumanizing way , using them as fucktoys and blindsiding them after.
>women hating menSaying “I hate men” only with their mouth but then completely doing the opposite kek. You’d pale in front of a man hating woman kek.
No. 2459586
>>2459583And before the
>ree but women can use men just for sex tooLook at how a scrote who uses a woman for sex only acts and look at how a woman who “uses” a scrote for sex acts.
You just don’t hate men and that’s okay, words have meanings.
No. 2459592
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>>2459583>actions>You’d pale in front of a man hating woman kek.Well you should teach the others nona
No. 2459775
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When I get super stressed out I start fantasizing about what life would be like if I could have been an e-whore.
Just lazing around, playing video games, selling pictures and buying cute outfits all day. It sounds so nice. I'm sure I could've made it and have had a small userbase, then you can monetize playing league or whatever with your subscribers and make a decent living. But my parents would never have let me, which is probably for the best since this kind of "career" is short lived.
I wonder what these girls do once their looks run out. I guess the richer ones can just live off investments, but what about the mid-tier ones?
I know this lifestyle is far from perfect and if I had ended up doing that I'd probably long for a normal life, but it's just a nice fantasy that I have in my head. I just wish I could go NEET for a year or 6 months, but without living with my parents, and indulge in wasting my time in the internet and playing vidya, I miss feeling like time is endless and boredom being my biggest problem.
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I need to pay a pretty big chunk of money for specialist treatment…I can afford it on a strictly technical basis of numbers, but I'm still going to feel the loss for a while. And this is AFTER they "realised" they'd "accidentally" overcharged me and re-calculated the cost (I don't trust those stingy bastards whatsoever). I hate being poooooooooor
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>>2459775Honestly, most e-whores don't get nearly as lucky as Belle Delphine did and have to "expand their horizons" (read: do even more degrading content or dip their toes in prostitution) for less than the average monthly rent.
No. 2459796
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I got my period and it hurts so fucking bad my fingers are trembling just typing this. and the work day just started so its not like I can go home. Fuck fuck fuck I feel like I'm gonna have diarrhea. My stomach hurts so bad I can't concrentrate on anything