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No. 2437755

A thread for venting about difficult, weird, or stupid stuff going on in your life.

Previous vent thread: >>>/ot/2425242

Follow all the /ot/ board rules & do not reply to bait.

Please, do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all.

No. 2437758

Thanks for the new thread, nona, mwah

No. 2437762

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Nice new thread, good job OP
>>2437751
Glad you got everything done! Rest easy tonight road warrior.

No. 2437765

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>>2437758
>>2437762
My pleasure nonnies ♥

No. 2437769

>>2437764
Boo hoo hoo. Cry harder ROFL

No. 2437770

>>2437764
it’s ok if you didn’t know this nona but every anon on this website is capable of making a new thread, it’s not jus one specific OP each time, also what’s wrong with the bolded text? all it says is basically don’t insult or make fun of anons vents, which is essentially just following the rules of /ot/

No. 2437776

>>2437764
Why didnt you make the thread then? You had time. Last thread OP removed that part.

No. 2437779

>>2437764
Personally i’m not the original nonny who authored that phrase, but I did add it when making this thread because I feel like it’s necessary. The vent thread isn’t a place to try to be funny when someone is struggling or needs help.
>>2437773
NTA but you gotta keep in mind anon, infighting and baiting is against the rules of /ot/, and baiting under anons vents or using it as an opportunity to try and be the class clown is a bannable offense.

No. 2437780

>>2437764
Thread rules are a thing, and mods enforce them. Why are you upset that you're not allowed to infight with anons over their vents? What's your end goal?

No. 2437782

>>2437770
The ayrt has been having a prolonged fit about the thread description for months now. I think she is fat or something but I'm not sure

No. 2437785

>>2437773
>Being “mean” and “judgemental” is not against the rules of a website that was created to be mean towards lolcows.
/ot/ isn’t the board for making fun of lolcows though?

No. 2437786

>>2437783
>I will take my alogging ban
No you wont KEK you'll just switch to a different IP

No. 2437788

>>2437787
Now I'm sure you're fat

No. 2437789

>>2437783
>I hope she dies
This is a really egregious reaction to myself and other thread OP’s saying “hey, stop trying to be funny when users are venting about their hard times”…

No. 2437792

>>2437789
She sounds ill

No. 2437793

>>2437792
Yeah, something's not right in there. She's sperged out about this in /meta/, too.

No. 2437796

>>2437793
For months at that. She needs help

No. 2437797

>>2437764
>>2437783
How many times are you going to keep whining about this kek use a different thread and move on. I've never seen this much complaining over Get it off Your Chest's thread rules, Celebricow's rules or Artist Salt

No. 2437798

>>2437791
NTA but it’s not minimodding say follow the rules and adhere to board etiquette in the threadscript, and it seems as though the mods haven’t had any issue with this text since its first been incorporated

No. 2437799

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>>2437764
>>2437773
>>2437783

No. 2437800

>>2437783
You have such ridiculous overreactions to everything on here that I hope you can self-reflect and understand that you clearly shouldn't be online if you're so affected. Like youre an actual crazy person.

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>>2437802
>Every single person, including myself, is involved in the Truman show
Oh…

No. 2437806

i do hope nonners gets the help she needs..

No. 2437808

>>2437802
respond to every post in Get it off your chest with this then idk

No. 2437812

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>>2437800
Maybe she started this so the thread will fill up faster and she can make a new one without the description she hates so much.

No. 2437815

>>2437812
Probably. I think she's really sick and I hope that she gets better soon. We need better mental health care in this country

No. 2437816

>>2437811
But you don’t have to “be nice to people”, you also don’t have to respond to their vents or try to make jokes bout their struggles at all. It only results in you getting banned and anons feeling sorry for you

No. 2437821

>>2437818
so troll shielding is just following the rules? kek

No. 2437822

>>2437818
You were gonna alog anyway

No. 2437824

>>2437823
You're acting like a cow yourself. Wish granted?

No. 2437825

>>2437823
>I can break the rules because its funny
Ok well all I can say to that nona is try not to be surprised when you eventually get permabanned for continually breaking the rules and then ban evading

No. 2437829

>>2437824
>>2437825
Stop responding to the troll. Report and ignore. The farmhands might wake up in a few hours and do something.

No. 2437831

>>2437827
ntayrt but i think you’re not taking into consideration that baiting is against the rules and that’s what you’ve been doing the whole time

No. 2437834

my vent is about the 40+ posts of autistic bitching in here. also im really hungry fuck

No. 2437838

I don't get it. Why am I do restless whenever I'm tired as fuck? I'm so tired, but I'm having trouble sleeping and sometimes I get home after a day of work and I just can't even go sit down for a while, my family even tells me to sit down and calm down, but it takes me so long to actually do so. And this happens to be as well after working out, actually, specially after working out I have trouble with taking a shower because I just don't calm down and I need to sit on the toilet for almost a whole hour before I take a shower.
I wish I could just stop that shit.

No. 2437839

>>2437837
NTA but what makes it bait isn’t the fact that you’re being rude, what makes it bait is the fact that you’re continually trying to sound obtuse or aggressively stupid for the purpose of gaining attention. That’s what baiting is

No. 2437840

>>2437839
Stop taking the bait

No. 2437842

>>2437838
Have you tried working out to complete exhaustion?

No. 2437847

>>2437842
I really haven't, I tend to just go to some training class at a gym and go back home right away. I could try that this weekend if I don't go out.

No. 2437850

>>2437846
Saying you think anons should die because we can all agree that it’s not within lolcow’s /ot/ etiquette to try to crack jokes in response to vent posts isn’t what we’d call “the truth” anon. Do you wanna maybe take a bath and relax?

No. 2437851

>>2437847
You can try doing your regular workout at the gym, and then come home and plank until your body physically gives out.
Do you go to sleep and wake up at the same times every day?

No. 2437853

>>2437849
>Disagreements about an idea does not equal baiting
that’s also not what was happening at all? KEK there weren’t disagreements about ideas, one schizochan continued her total meltdown over the thread description that she’s been having for like 2 months now?

No. 2437854

>>2437846
>>2437849
moooooooo

No. 2437857

>>2437851
I try to, it's really difficult, I always try to make sure I'm asleep before it's 1 am, but there are some days, mostly during my period in which I just straight up die at 9 pm. It's such a mess honestly, I need to track my sleeping schedule.

No. 2437863

Skipping a day of work because I’m having a depression/ suicidal episode.

It feels like no one, especially my family, see no value in me. I’m just a complete failure of a daughter . I don’t know I didn’t just kill myself in 2019.

No. 2437864

>>2437764
Retard it keeps getting added afterwards even when nonnas don't include it.

No. 2437865

>>2437857
If I were you, I would find a sleep time that works across the board. For example, if I need to be in bed by 8pm five days out of the week, I go to bed at 8pm all days of the week. If you have a period where you fall asleep by 9pm, make your bedtime 8 or 9. You also want to wake up at the same time every day.
Try not drinking caffeine at least 5 hours before bed, and either don't use your phone 2 hours before bed, or use a blue light filter. It's called the "eye comfort shield" on most phones, and you can download f.lux for any computers.
You can be less rigid after a while, but you need to be very strict so your body can recuperate from being so irregular.

No. 2437876

bands you love for their music using annoying gross sexualized female images for their albums/merch/posters etc, hate it

No. 2437878

>>2437863
You didn't kill yourself in 2019 because you were meant to say hi to us while you figured out what you want to do with your life.
And you're not a fail daughter, I think. Imagine being the mother of any of our cows. Imagine being Shayna's mother. Not such a failure now, are we?
You'll be okay, anon. This episode will pass and you will look to the future with determination once more.

No. 2437881

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>>2437863
anon! surely you have pets or plants that rely on you?

No. 2437893

I am out of melatonin and I want to go to sleep but I drank too much caffeine late in the day and every time I lie down I'm a vibrating heart-pounding mess. I guess I could just doomscroll until I feel sleepy or try to watch something boring. I make stupid decisions.

No. 2437902

i feel so insanely removed from the human experience that i feel like nobody on the planet can ever understand me and i feel so alone. my anxiety is so bad right now too. i keep feeling like it would just be worth it to kill myself at this point because i dont like being alive at all

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>>2437783

No. 2437941

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How does anyone else cope with being dependent on family with such shitty and pickme takes? Especially when they weren't like that in the past? I need to get out of here.

No. 2437945

>want to watch movie
>can't find it with English subtitles anywhere
>no I'm never going to fucking learn Russian
Pain

No. 2437953

My ovaries hurt

No. 2437955

My friend was seeing a guy well over 10 years her senior for a bit and eventually he ghosted her after he got what he wanted from her (attention and sex from a a younger woman) and now she's so heartbroken over it that she's cutting again. This is not the first time she's gone off the deep end after being rejected and to be honest I'm kinda over it. Last time she got rejected because the guy she asked out turned out to already have a gf. He let her down softly but she still tried to overdose after it. She sent me a goodbye message and I had to call her an ambulance in the middle of the night. The nurses at the hospital laughed at her when she told them she tried to kill herself over a moid she barely knew. Before you ask yes she has BPD and it's a really brutal case of it too.
I can't cut her off my life either because we're close and I do love her and care about her. We also have a ton of mutual friends who would shun me. It's just her drama relating to men that I'm sick of. Grow up. Men ain't shit.

No. 2437963

>>2437955
I've been in your shoes nona, shit absolutely sucks. Anyone who judges you if you ever do decide to walk away is clueless. Sometimes it's all you can do when the alternative is watching a friend crash and burn for the millionth time knowing they're just going to restart their self destructive cycle and ignore any earnest advice. I hope things get better for your friend but please take care of yourself too.

No. 2437965

>>2437955
I understand your frustration, it feels like some people like that treat dating and men like a crack addict feverishly licking crack off a rotten sausage. Makes me wonder what type of role model or psychologist would even be able to budge her out of that mindset, if one even exists.

No. 2437967

>>2437963
Thanks nonnie.
There's another aspect that complicates this situation, I was gonna post it in the confessions thread but might as well continue my story here. The guy she asked out and rejected her, he broke up with his gf a few months later. Then a few months after that, he asked ME out and we dated briefly before deciding that we were both too busy to entertain a real relationship. My friend does not know about this and I will never ever tell her, she would go absolutely apeshit over it, I know it. But I'm terrible at keeping secrets and it's pretty much eating me up inside.
It's been a year since he rejected her and she still shit talks him as if he did something wrong by… having a gf at the time I guess? I will take this secret to my fucking grave.

No. 2437969

>>2437967
Ntayrt but I agree it's understandable you want to walk away nona. This type of person is so draining to be around and is rarely self-aware, they'll be stuck in this cycle their entire life unless they have a sudden moment of clarity.

No. 2437973

>>2437967
I know I am in the minority here and lolcor will cuss me out, but to be honest, anon, I don't think what you did was right either. Since you said it yourself, you guys are close friends. Not even defending your insane bpdemon bestie.

No. 2437974

>>2437973
Ayrt and now that you said it I think I agree. None of my other friends questioned it so I didn't either. In my "defence" the first time I went out with the guy was just as friends cause we're also coworkers (different branches in different cities though). Then it just naturally progressed into dating. Idk if it makes the situation any better or worse but the guy knew about my friend's suicide attempt too. It's just a messy situation overall.

No. 2437980

>>2437967
Ayrt I do get you here honestly, in my experience people like your friend (and my ex-friend) live in a world of their own and are largely oblivious to the feelings and dynamics of the people around them. There's only so much you can do to cater to what they think and feel when it's immature, not really rational and is detached from your own experiences. Your friend is perseverating over a blow to her ego, she doesn't have an emotional connection with that man.

>>2437974
With this said I would avoid him if he ever shows up in your life in the future, I think the connection is kinda poisoned and doomed to fail unfortunately. He sounds cold and would probably do you dirty given the chance.

No. 2437988

>>2437955
>>2437965
i don't really know. my former best friend was also desperate to be in a relationship with a man all the time. i don't know what causes it. i grew up without a father and i've never felt the urge to constantly be in a relationship. said former best friend's dad was in her life. i would assume the lack of male attention growing up would have done it but maybe not?

No. 2437998

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I have too many hobbies/fandoms.
And every time my period comes around I want to axe half of them.
When it's over, I feel joy and enthusiasm and pick more stuff up.

No. 2438017

I keep getting awful thigh sweat when I sleep. Out of all the things that could excessively sweat, why my thighs???

No. 2438020

i wanna dj, i wanna vj, i wanna make covers, i wanna be good at illustration, i wanna be better at rythmn games, i wanna make music AHHHHHH it's so unfair i wish i had the power to make all of these with ease

No. 2438024

I fucked up. I’m doing laundry and thought I had a pair of pajama pants in the last load I was going to dry and fold tonight. I didn’t and all of my pajamas ended up in the wash cycle I had started 20 minutes prior. Now I’m just cold and annoyed at myself while I lie in bed.

No. 2438060

I'm not really in the room with people, I'm just like a ghost floating, no one cares if I'm there or not.

No. 2438072

>>2438060
I care if you're here, nonnie.

No. 2438083

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I shouldn't be filled with enraged jealousy every time someone I know moves back home with Mommy and Daddy as an adult but I am. My neighbors are shit, my rent is too high for the flophouse-ass hellhole I'm living in, I don't feel safe after a break-in… and I don't have the option to just leave and give up and move in with family until I have enough saved up for a year at a more expensive place. I haven't ever had that option. Moved out at eighteen and spent the ensuing decade and a half estranged and only talk to my mother occasionally now because she's fucking dying. I wish it was me. God, I wish it was me instead.

No. 2438092

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Males brag about the most pathetic shit

No. 2438094

moved back home and got a remote job, but am already back to feeling like i did as a teen in high school and passively suicidal. stupidly exhausted usual haunts before work and now i am hit with how empty my life is. i'm even having the same self-hating romantic fantasies that represent being angry at myself. my life is so pointless and stupid, and it's my fault for being a stupid bitch who wanted to make my parents happy.

No. 2438104

>>2438092
>listen here fucker
>proceeds serve a basket full of autism in one post
one of the only funny things about males is when they think they're being so fucking profound. Like zoomers say, "bro really thinks he cooked with that one".

No. 2438107

>>2438104
Autistic men are a scourge to earth

No. 2438116

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>>2438092
Ya’ll are taking this shit too seriously. This is clearly an attempt at an autistic copypasta there’s no fucking way.

No. 2438117

Absolute retard boomer dad accuses me of something I didn't do. I deny it, get screamed at. Ignore him, get screamed at and threatened that he'll call the cops (for what?). Ask for evidence, he tells me to stop asking "stupid questions". Like what? I know you don't try to comprehend retards like him, but asking for evidence? Guess the justice system should lock up everyone with the slightest allegations then.

No. 2438120

It's a fucking joke that you can't carry weapons on you for self-defence here. I get they can be used for crimes but how the fuck are women and children supposed to defend themselves? Just stand there and take it?

No. 2438136

I realized i was only going to college because i had a crush on my classmate. Now that he's not in my classes anymore i cant muster the strength to go. It also helps its a shitty college from a shitty country and a career thats wound to get eviscerated by AI. So i dont really want to go anymore. I am going to drop off.

No. 2438142

>>2438120
You want children to have guns…?

No. 2438143

>>2437902
honestly I don’t think you’re alone in this feeling, I think many feel this way. Don’t give up.
>>2438017
Are you wearing pants to bed?

No. 2438144

Did you reply with ai in the chat why the hell are you telling me this now, plus it's your fault you made me go to these lowlifes that don't know shit I would've done a good job otherwise

No. 2438152

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I find it so hard right now to not fall for the blackpill. And no, I don’t wanna go to that thread, it’s full of schizo infighting and gender dysphoria kek.
It’s so disheartening to hear my peers spewing “girl power” and “sisterhood” just because they helped another woman once (usually with the smallest thing like “you’ve got lipstick on your teeth” for example), but I can tell that their “sisterhood” will cease to exist the moment a woman who isn’t participating in the status quo shows up (be it celibate, childfree, bi or les, expressing disdain towards heteronormativity, gnc, neurodivergent or just slightly weird and with different opinions). It’s all so performative.
It’s so lonely to be fair and I’m at that age where everyone I went to highschool and college with start getting married or be in ltr’s and I’m seeing my closest girlfriends become shells of their former selves and begging their nigels to be attentive to them for once. Doesn’t help that I live in a country that I can call pickme central where even the most liberal people can be quite sexist and homophobic.
I just wanna find likeminded women irl too but it seems so fucking impossible here and moving abroad will also alienate me for other reasons, I just don’t seem to ever find my place anywhere and it’s so frustrating. I feel like a passive observer in this place and in my shell it hurts.
Not to mention that I’m bi and only 3 people in my life know that, I don’t want to alienate myself further from my other friends, I know that it will change our relationship for the worse and I don’t want that to happen tbf, given how other women can react to other women who aren’t straight.
I just want a sincere hug in this moment, damn.

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>>2438152
It's okay, anon, I believe you will find your people eventually. For now you have us, even if some anons are fucking annoying, and that's more than a lot of gc/gnc/"alt" lifestyle women out there have.
I'm sorry you can't be more open about your sexuality as well, I'm sure that isn't helping your frustration. I'd give you a big hug if I could, keep your chin up.

No. 2438165

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I hate wide pants and I hate that my young era has them in fashion. It's not even the look of it, it's that they're so fucking impractical and uncomfortable! I like being outside and wide pants are a nightmare because. They. Touch. EVERYTHING. Other people's legs and shoes, the raised sidewalk, corners of things sticking out, grass taller than an inch. Dirt, mud, water, germs, everything. Wearing wide pants in nature is a death trap, every little tick and bug jumps on, and because the pants are so wide they also just climb up your legs straight away too. And that's not even mentioning getting stuck all the time because the pant leg caught onto something!
I can feel them swishing around my ankles the whole time and I find that annoying. Skinnier pants that are the right size are so comfy and don't have all that extra fabric swooshing around your feet, I want them to come back in style.

No. 2438166

>>2438142
Didn't know guns are synonymous with all weapons

No. 2438169

Nonas here are so rude to each other and for what. I see completely innocent posts either get some way out of proportion rude reply or get piled on for no real reason. I generally get that it’s mostly autistic or borderline women but sometimes I swear it’s men.

No. 2438170

>>2438169
Careful, you might get a scrotefoiling ban lol

No. 2438178

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>>2438152
Don't have anything constructive to add, I'm in a similar place and it sucks bad. Hopefully you can feel the hugs coming from halfway across the world.

No. 2438181

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Some people here are so stubborn and close-minded. As soon as your opinions or preferences differ from theirs, they label you as a moid. They make it very obvious that they've never interacted with people outside their circle.

No. 2438184

>>2438165
Elastic hair scrunchies as improvised ankle garters. I'm serious. It might look silly but you'll be able to walk in rain without getting the bottoms of your trousers wet or full of bugs. Been doing it with my baggy ass wizard sleeves for years and they work okay. Maybe make some snazzy leg cuffs if you're crafty and really want your pant legs to stay put.

No. 2438194

>>2438181
Been feeling this a lot lately. Yesterday I had to put a shitload of qualifiers on a post I made to make it clear that I was criticizing a woman for being a cow and not for mistreating a moid, but I still got called a pickme and a scrote.

No. 2438203

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I keep having shitty nightmares of my boyfriend ending things and it always leaves me feeling terrible. Now I woke up to fucking early great

No. 2438205

>my grandma's niece died a few days ago
>she tells me about what happened, including that she couldn't speak before she passed because she had a trachea
>A little while later, ask grandma if she got to speak to her before she passed
>Immediately remember she literally said SHE COULDN'T TALK!!!!!
Why am I so tone deaf and retarded. This is like that time as a kid where me, my mother and grandmother attended a funeral, and I told them after that when I died I wanted my casket to be pink and gold. It's like I'm cursed to be retarded. I feel so fucking bad.

No. 2438211

>>2438205
I'm sorry your funeral story made me laugh, nona. Can I ask how old you are right now?

No. 2438213

>>2438211
24, which makes this all more shameful.

No. 2438223

>>2438213
Oh, no, that's typical for non-normies. I don't know if you're an autist or have ADHD, but it took me until my mid to late 20s to stop saying stupid shit so often. Just keep being mindful of when you do it and never stop trying to get it right.
You might even hit a point where you feel like you "always have to focus on not saying the wrong thing" but that's good because that means you're finally catching yourself just before it happens! Then it becomes more natural and that feeling goes away because you're better at conversation.
Don't give up!

No. 2438232

>>2438223
Not autistic, but I guess poorly socialized. Because of how I was raised, it wasn't until relatively late in my life that I was consistently put in social situations. You're super kind though anon, thank you for the advice. "Think before you speak" is becoming a mantra for me kek,

No. 2438250

>>2438232
No problem, nonnie. And it's not a big deal if you were not around people early in life! Even if it takes you a while, you will become a decent conversationalist. Just remember, you get better at whatever you apply yourself to. And that includes speaking and human interaction!
Good luck! As long as you keep trying, it's never over.

No. 2438265

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got rejected from uni due to my gpa. idk what to do

No. 2438266

>>2438265
Community college, or whatever the equivalent is where you live.

No. 2438267

>>2438205
Kek anon if I knew you irl I think I'd like you
>Grandma when I die can I have a Hello Kitty coffin pls

No. 2438273

my uni is doing room checks and i have my incense holder/incense sticks out, i replaced the light switch cover, and i have a bottle of fireball out. i'm at work right now so all i can do is hope for the best. it's so over nonnies

No. 2438276

>>2438265
What other anon said! Community college and then transfer to a 4 year if in the US. Otherwise say what country you're in and maybe another anon from there can reply.

No. 2438288

I hate people who act like snobs to waitstaff. Yesterday, I went out to eat with two associates, two massive women who consider themselves to be "foodies". It was a small pub with okay food, we didn't plan to go anywhere special and my associates seemed okay with the idea. They spend the whole time complaining to and acting catty with the waitress. For example, they would order beers or a slice of cake to try, then send back immediately saying that it wasnt to their tastes. One complained that she did not get enough fries, then when more were brought out she complained that it was too much. For the food they did eat, they still complained the whole way through. I have never been so mortified. And at the end of our meal they even laughed about giving our waitress a hard time, saying that it was her job so that it was alright. I immediately left after paying for my food.

No. 2438291

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Going to the mall is a nightmare because I ALWAYS see pretty and/or well-groomed Hispanic women next to picrel. Dios mío.

No. 2438296

I'm so fucking tired of cold weather and darkness. It has been between 0-10°C since October. I need to get a remote job and move to Mexico so bad

No. 2438300

My boyfriend has been nagging me like an old housewife. "Stop spraying your hair with conditioner it gets everywhere." "Use the dull side of the blade to transfer stuff." "We have to vacuum so much because you are shedding so much hair." I did our combined laundry ONCE and I usually don't touch his because he wants his underwear folded very neatly and fuck no I am not doing that he can fold his own underwear. So I made the mistake and folded our socks once and then he complained that I folded the socks the short way and not the long way. Bruh it's so annoying

No. 2438304

>>2438169
>>2438181
the duality kek. the only posts i see getting called moid lately are talking about taking away women's rights though…

No. 2438308

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Sometimes it all clicks into place how the abuses and neglect you faced as a child and growing up affected you and made you what you are today. It doesn't make things any better, and it actually hurts a whole lot to look at it all together, to see the full picture a little more. Especially with the amount of people in my life who have told me to my face that my pain either didn't matter or wasn't as bad as theirs. At the very least I have been making strides in my mental health journey.

No. 2438322

>>2438288
>fat and bitchy
Imagine my shock. I'm mortified just by reading this post.

No. 2438334

Male redpill is learning that you're not just going to be given a woman for free at some point in your life regardless of who you are and what you do. Female redpill is learning that every single man has a high likelihood of being a rapist pedophile who was never taught the word no and will lash out violently when confronted with it.

No. 2438335

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>>2438308
I’m sorry that happened to you nona. One of the hardest parts about growing up and moving on is coming to terms with the harm that has been done to us. We can’t stare at our wounds forever but we can still be upset it happened. I’m glad you’re trying to recover from it and I hope one day you’re somewhere where it won’t haunt you like it does now.

No. 2438341

I got ghosted by a girl I was talking to and started to come here again because I was sad and lonely. Then I realized most posters are also here because they are sad and lonely and in a bad place so it makes me feel better when nonas are really rude to me.

No. 2438356

>>2438341
I’m here cause it’s become a habit. Sorry people are dicks to you though.

No. 2438357

>>2438341
This is a nice mentality to have. You opened my eyes. Thank you.

No. 2438366

>>2438165
Interesting, I feel the complete opposite, I love wide leg pants. I hate the feeling of skinny pants or sweats with elastic at the bottom, or tight leggings on my legs. I feel like my skin can't breathe. When the fabric is loose it feels so much more comfortable and unrestrained and free. Ahh

No. 2438369

>>2438300
he sounds like a whiny bitch. Tell him to knock it off and let you live. Or leave him

No. 2438377

I hate how, to this day, I still start crying at even the hint of conflict. but my parents will swear up and down that it's a personal issue and has nothing to do with how they raised me.

I'm sitting here at my job as a grown ass adult trying so hard to not burst into tears over a dumb text my mom sent. It's so embarrassing. I hate that I grew up being belittled and codependent for so long and now I want to live a normal adult life and I feel like I can't.

No. 2438379

>>2438165
The only thing that really gets on my nerves about wide pants is that they're all SUPER high waisted now. I don't want pants going up to my fucking belly button I want mid- or low-rise pants that actually fit comfortably around my hips!!!!!!

No. 2438383

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thinking about the time i got dogpiled in celebricows for simply suggesting, not factually stating, that male celebs are more likely to engage in homosexuality. and guess what? the cannibal baking soda guy admits to it. every few years one of them admits to gay activity yet i'm crazy for observing it and saying "hey that's kinda gay"

No. 2438393

>>2438291
tbh this guy is very attractive compared to most hispanic moids i see who are maybe 5ft tall and built like a bowling ball

No. 2438401

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>>2438383
Armie Hammer is actual gaybait. There's no way he even steps a foot out the door without landing on a desperate aging faggot with money and power. Not anymore but gay moids love this face. He was even more desirable than Ryan Murphy's Boys and that is because of his name, and bc moids are stupid

No. 2438408

I have to work all day but I just want to be lazy at home and make picmixes

No. 2438417

>>2438401
why is he gay bait? because hes ugly?

No. 2438427

>be in bank
>girl at service desk next to me stinks of weed and unwashed clothes
>loudly say to the bank teller 'it smells REPUGNANT in here, please may you open a window'
>stinker turns to look at me
maybe u should be looking at ur lifestyle choices.

I am not even from a rich family but i HATE the way that poor people smell

No. 2438430

>>2438401
Might explain his "thing" with RDJ.
Most actors are closeted bisexual. They gained the bisexuality from being casted couched and just kept along with it. Now they fuck anything that moves and have 15 different STDs. They try and hide their bisexuality by dating younger and younger women to compensate for how empty they feel inside. They will all eventually run headfirst into the wall thanks to their promiscuity and bug spreading.

No. 2438435

I'm so sad. I want to be kissed and held to sleep but that won't happen so I'll just sleep.

No. 2438456

I have so many goals I want to achieve but depression is getting the best of me. I don't want to grow older and regret all the time I've wasted doing nothing. Do I force myself to push through even if it means burning out or do I accept my incompetence and make peace with slowly rotting away?

No. 2438458

>>2438427
>"Please may you"

No. 2438463

>>2438456
Just go slowly. Time is going to pass anyway, so why not just nibble bit by bit on your big goals? Depending on what they are, you can just work on tiny amounts every day. More than anything though, you should focus on stabilizing your mental health. That should take priority over your other goals right now.

No. 2438472

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I wish I didnt have adhd

No. 2438479

>>2438472
where did you get a picture of my mom and I

No. 2438495

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>>2438472
Same nona Your picrel hits a little too close to home…

No. 2438502

>>2438495
Don't take this personally, it's not about you. It's about whoever made that edit.
That picture made me viscerally upset. I feel actually angry now. I hate when people fundamentally misunderstand the meaning of an artwork and in doing so they pervert its meaning and destroy its message. Christina's World is not about using a mobile phne.

No. 2438507

>>2438472
>>2438479
>>2438495
hope u guys are ok

No. 2438518

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A while back I became a NEET and I think it fucked my brain up. I haven't talked to or seen anyone in months (and burnt all my bridges because I ghosted my few job-related connections completely) and I just spend all day lying in bed doing nothing, even useless shit like browsing the web or playing games feels too exhausting so I just stare at the ceiling or sleep all day. To be fair I've always been lazy but now that I don't have any responsibilities I'm forced to upkeep I realized that my intrinsic motivation is non-existent, I'm basically just a slug kek.

No. 2438522

>>2438502
i hate when dumb bitches write shit but dont explain it

No. 2438524

I am full of pasta carbonara and maybe a bit of regret. But it was delicious. These period cravings are weird, sometimes I feel like eating the whole fridge and other times I feel like puking if I even think about food.

No. 2438530

>>2438472
Victim complex. Pull your socks up and stop blaming muh mento ilnes(bait)

No. 2438537

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>>2438502
That’s okay anon, sorry for using a shitty meme it was the only one I had handy that was mildly adhd related.

No. 2438538

I feel sad, and I know I should do something about it, things I know make me feel better, such as working out, engaging in a hobby, anything. but at the same time I'm too sad to care about feeling better. so I get worse. I don't do anything. It's a vicious cycle. I don't want to kill myself, but at the same time I don't want to be alive. I wish I could just lie down somewhere, close my eyes and die.

No. 2438541

>>2438463
>stabilizing your mental health
kek I genuinely dont know what that means.

No. 2438546

>>2438537
I said I wasn't talking about you and to not take it personally KEK

No. 2438561

>>2438546
I didn’t, I replied so I wasn’t mistaken for the other anon who replied to your post kek

No. 2438562

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>>2438158
>>2438178
Thank you nonnies, hope you’ll have a joyful and whimsical day and life too!
Yeah, I sometimes think that I should just bee myself and be transparent with how I really am and think, but in the back of my mind, I know that I would lose support and be considered disgusting by other women and I recently started to give friendships with women a chance and right now I don’t want to squander it.
I have to stop engaging with bp content too, it also contributes to my recent outlook on life and I realize it’s self harm but sometimes I can’t stop kek.

No. 2438563

Looking at apartments makes me so depressed. I want to move back out of my parents house. I feel like a failure and a loser living in their house, even though they've built a fully separate legal suite for me. I try to tell myself I'd rather pay my parents the $1600/month that they can use to pay off their mortgage faster than some random landlord but I still just feel like a loser when I tell people I live in my parents house.
However apartments near me are 1600 just for a 300sqf studio which is fucking insane and should be criminal honestly. I don't even live anywhere near a city. This is the middle of bumfuck nowhere where jobs are scarce unless you're a heavy duty mechanic or logger. I don't know how people do it.

No. 2438564

>>2438541
Get help for your depression, basically. You should put more energy into that because then you’ll have the energy to tackle those other goals.

No. 2438569

>>2438456
You should also try antidepressants. Took me years, but now that I found one that works, I feel like I'm actually making headway into my situation.
But other anon is right. If the option is between doing nothing or doing something slowly, at least do it slowly.

No. 2438570

>>2438563
There's nothing wrong with living with you parents a bit longer in your 20s,especially with how the economy is right now. I'm sure when you are financially able to, you can get it. I hope our economy in general begins to recover soon.

No. 2438575

>>2438530
I'm going to give you anti psychotic drugs for 12 years and then see how you hold up remember,no lawsuits.

No. 2438577

>>2438562
I think you should take a middle pathway, maybe? Definitely stop engaging or looking at bp content, but also you don't have to out yourself to other women. Take whatever support you can get and come talk to us on here about the other things you can't say irl. Trust me, you will eventually find a friend you can be open with, you just need to keep looking for her.
Hope you feel better soon, nonny

No. 2438600

I'm terrified of being cheated on. I've seen the emotional destruction it causes first hand, my gma and mother were both cheated on, both took different decisions, and both suffered regardless. I'm afraid of finding out that the man I grew to love never saw me as a human being, only as a servant who should be happy to give everything of herself and ask for nothing in return. That he thinks my feelings are less than nothing, that the whole time he was simply hiding his anger at me having the audacity to ask him for anything, any compromise or commitment. And I do think that's the case with every cheater, that that is the internal mechanics of cheating, it's what makes it fair to them: "who does this bitch think she is, asking me to not do exactly what I want when I want? But I do like the sex, and the things she does for me, and the ego boost she gives me, so I'll play along to appease her while doing what I want."

No. 2438620

Idk if I happen to be even more retarded than speds, but I suck so badly at fast food jobs. I always had very good grades, academically I never had any problems, and I'm currently in college but I don't understand why I keep failing at these shitty low minimum wage jobs. They were supposed to help me gain some work experience but I'm so slow, clumsy, scatterbrained, I get anxious all the time and I'm convinced I come across as mentally disabled to my coworkers.

No. 2438623

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I feel like I'm about to scream. I'm so tired of being exhausted no matter what I do, my bloodworks are fine and I don't seem to be lacking anything - I'm just lacking energy in general. I function way better when I only work 75% instead 100% but I have to do the latter. I want to have a cleaner home (I'm even too tired after work to do the "clean as you go" thing, I just make sure the dishes and bathroom are clean and call it a day until the weekend comes around and even then it's rarely guaranteed I have the energy to do any proper deep cleaning), take more time to cook my food for the week, and just in general have an additional rest day, but that's not applicable to my life at the moment.

No. 2438625

>>2438563
I am assuming your parents are nice people, especially since they built this suite for you and you'd rather pay their mortgage off. If you have no other reasons than not wanting to feel like a loser when you tell people, don't move out. Seriously. The people who judge you now are probably not gonna be in your life for long. Don't live your life for others. You may regret it some day.

No. 2438629

>>2438620
Don’t let it get to you too much, some people are better suited to certain environments than others. The experience is also so dependent on your coworkers and the location you work at that just because you struggle at one place doesn’t mean you will somewhere else. You’re fine nona.

No. 2438652

In elementary school I was always jealous of my friends who had nice handwriting and could keep everything organized. It was just flawless and everything was neat and orderly. Meanwhile I wasn't able to keep all of the papers in their respective folders sometimes they would go "missing", my handwriting was (and still is awful) and was awful at taking notes in class and if I did I had an awful time deciphering it. My parents and teachers always chewed me out for it and while I wasn't getting bad grades they weren't super good either. Yesterday all of those old feelings of being jealous came up again when I saw my bfs handwriting and note taking on his tablet. It is so neat and beautiful I could never and I am so jealous that I could cry. I got better at keeping things organized once I reached adulthood but I will never be an organized, neat queen with a clear head who is diligent. Fuck my life tbh why can't I be like that

No. 2438665

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Had 2 insufferable customers yesterday and it didn’t help they seemed like the overweight gendie, perma disabled but won’t help themselves usual whiners.
>both at least in their mid 30’s if not older
>one of the women wearing pic related while other has a Daisy Duck lounge fly backpack
>”they don’t make sugar free chocolate because they hate people”
> allergic to cane syrup, complains that she’s highly allergic to nuts but butter croissant is in contact with almond croissant so she can’t eat it
>explain to her that even if we didn’t place them next to each other, we get it delivered from a bakery so we can’t guarantee there’s no cross contamination
>still complaining
>orders a latte but doesn’t like milk so requests she only gets half the amount of milk and fill the rest with coffee
>explain that we can’t do that unless she’s willing to pay for the extra espresso shot
How tf do these people manage to not have a heart attack everytime they step out of the house, there’s always a fucking problem with them, Jesus.

No. 2438669

>>2438665
Someone should make a tier list of which food complains are the most annoying. I pick veganism.

No. 2438685

>>2438669
people who complain about vegans are usually worse. just let them have their grass

No. 2438693

>>2438665
I don’t what’s worse, wagie thinking they’re better than the quality of customers they get or the customers themselves. You’re both dysgenic slop(infighting)

No. 2438710

i've been bleeding 1 week on 1 week off since my nexplanon implant started acting up in october last year. in december i was bleeding the entire month nonstop. i've had the implant in since i was a teenager (changed every 3 years) and it stopped my periods altogether for my entire adult life, so i kept thining "just one more month, maybe it'll settle down". can't believe it's been half a year. getting this shit taken out asap

No. 2438713

>>2438693
that's a bit of a weird thing to say

No. 2438716

>>2438685
people who complain about vegans are definitely worse. I've met 100x more fat middle aged men who make unprompted and overused jokes about veganism than I have met vegans who actually care if you eat meat or not.

No. 2438719

>>2438710
Omfg. Birth control is literally poisonous. Not judging you at all nona I’m judging the pharmaceutical companies that sell this shit to teenage girls

No. 2438725

Hey nonnies, I am requesting someone to bully me into working and stop fucking around doing literally anything but what I am suppose to be doing.

No. 2438728

>>2438665
Kekkk, that picture is basically the boomer politisperg shirts repackaged for gen X/millennials. I'm not surprised the most annoying people alive wear them.

No. 2438732

>>2438693
I hope your social anxiety lessens so you can order food in person someday nonnie

No. 2438748

im sick of people trying to talk to me outside work when I purposefully wear giant headphones to focus on my grocery list and leave stores quickly. today a foreign worker came up to my self check out to say the flowers im buying were so pretty and almost berated me if they would be well taken care of. they're potted plants in remembrance of my dead father. i feel so ticked off i can't even buy flowers for my dead family in peace. all i want to do is buy a pick me up in peace. im burnt out of people and customers i need a weeks break from people but I can't financially.

No. 2438751

>>2438725
I woke up at 4 am this morning to finish work I procrastinated all weekend. Go do your work or be a fucking retard like me, your choice.

No. 2438753

>>2438693
Oh no the overweight disabled gendies are here too! Run barista anon!!

No. 2438756

>>2438719
yeah. it's completely insane in retrospect. i wasn't even sexually active when i got it put in, i just wanted to stop my periods and it worked. i've been scared to look up the ways in which my specific implant is harmful because i've had it for 13 years in total and if it's fucked me up then i can't do anything about it now

No. 2438758

>>2438756
Birth control isn't "harmful", your implant just provides hormones so you won't get pregnant…

No. 2438762

>>2438758
god why are some of you new anons so fucking retarded

No. 2438778

Endo pain before my period means i'm too nauseated to eat properly.
I have meetings every morning this week.
I was shaking in my first one today, despite forcing down part of a protein bar and a good amount of water before going.

gdi please just fucking start bleeding already so I can have hope to not feel like vomiting or passing out this whole week. Once it starts, at least I know it will eventually end.

No. 2438804

>>2438758
Yes, and those synthetic hormones that are being released into your body are harmful to your nervous and endocrine systems.

No. 2438817

>>2438804
But the "synthetic" hormones that treat other disorders, like thyroid diseases, aren't?

No. 2438826

Posts about how anons totally don't get along with or relate to women are always so strange to me because they talk about other women like they are cartoon characters, caricatures of actual women. It gives off the impression that those anons go into interactions with other women already deciding they don't like them, because they are women, and "they don't relate" to them. Either that, or they don't actually interact with women irl at all, and just see strange posts online or have bizarre online interactions and think that's how people who aren't chronically online act. The kind of women those anons describe are like stereotypes from movies and I just can't take it seriously. I can't feel anything for your struggle when it sounds completely self imposed. You have internalized shit to work on anon, it's not every other woman's fault that you feel like you don't fit in, it's your perception and belittling of those women for having any differences from you. It stinks of personality disorder, to be quite frank.

No. 2438827

>>2438817
NTA but my issue with birth control is that it’s used as a catch all solution to any gynecological problems for women and the entirety of negative side effects aren’t fully explained to most women it gets prescribed to.
I’m a full believer in having easily accessible birth control but also be realistic about its increased rates of blood clots, heart attack, breast cancer etc with hormonal BC.

No. 2438829

>>2438817
Ntayrt but comparing the artificial replenishing of a substance at low levels due to disease to pumping abnormal levels of these substances into healthy people is either a deliberately obtuse false equivalence or you’re just a bit dim.

No. 2438831

>>2438827
>my issue with birth control is that it’s used as a catch all solution to any gynecological problems for women
Not just that either, they push it for behavioral issues too. I was prescribed birth control at 13 years old because I was "too angry" and it would "calm me down".

No. 2438834

Apparently long-term use of anti-psychotics causes a reduction of grey matter in the brain, am I cooked? I've been on 150mg Seroquel for three years and it's the only thing that 1. allows me to live a semi-normal life without wanting to kill myself all the time, 2. sleep. Now I'm all paranoid and shit. I guess I'll have to come off it eventually but the thought of that makes me so scared, I do not have the mental fortitude or support to raw dog CPTSD.

No. 2438837

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Been feeling low energy as of late and it’s concerning me, especially since I actually keep up with my anemia treatment.
I’m stressed out and started eating like shit again (eating 2 times a day if I’m lucky and it’s either junk or portion size is rather for a toddler than a grown ass woman). Work and uni are stressing me right now - it’s wrong to wish for this, but I sometimes want to take medical leave from work and be hospitalized for a little while so I can catch a break at least.
Recently I have also been feeling the urge to isolate from everyone, hence why I deleted my social media apps and left no explanation to my closest friends at first. I want to stay locked in my room and rot in bed for a week maybe, I don’t want to hear the alarm tomorrow morning, I just wanna sleep for longer.
I hate the month of March too, always triggers memories from the time of my most impactful suicide attempt, which happened on this specific month many years ago. I don’t necessarily want to kms right now but I just want to disappear in a way and maybe for people to forget about me, what I feel right now is overwhelming.
I’m grateful for this space tho, I don’t want to tell my parents or my friends about this, don’t want to bother and/or worry them. But even the court jester needs a break and cry, right?
To whoever nonnie who took the time to read these shitty ramblings, thank you!

No. 2438838

I moved to a huge city in winter and immediately hated it but managed to bear it anyway. But now that it's starting to get warmer it's becoming impossible to continue pretending I'm fine. I guess tourist season officially started or something. Suddenly the trains are always packed, never on time, the stations are full of clueless people standing around with their bulky suitcases, there are dumbass cyclists everywhere and every store is so full that I can't even buy a single snack without wasting half an hour. I hate being around people so much. The only good thing is that everyone is very polite and normal which is still kind of surprising to me. I've had to stand in line at the grocery store for 20 minutes here and everyone was just chatting or on their phones while people in the villages and small cities I lived in would bitch and moan loudly if they had to stand in place for longer than 30 seconds. Maybe you just get used to it after living here for a while or something. I hope I get used to it. I get home mad as fuck every day and it's just annoying

No. 2438844

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>>2438837
You'll get through this funk, mmmmuah

No. 2438876

>>2438758
every medical intervention can have harmful side effects anon… what do you even mean?

No. 2438886

>>2438876
If you looked at the post before the one I replied to, another anon was telling her birth control is "literally poisonous". That's not "potentially harmful side effects".
And then anon I replied to said
>i've been scared to look up the ways in which my specific implant is harmful
As if it's a given that the bc she's using is harmful by default. Jesus.

No. 2438889

Applying for jobs is shit, nobody replies or confirms you even applied at all to job listings. But when I send my resume to random employers just to get my name out they all quickly reply with kind words wishing me best of luck, and using words that show they actually read my resume. It almost seems like a better bet to keep emailing places without jobs listed

No. 2438906

i keep forgetting young women willingly fuck and get into relationships with old men. and you start a convo and she drops the bomb “my boyfriend in his late 30s” tf you mean you have a 39 yo bf as a 21 year old are you retarded? is this how friendships in your 20s work? kms

No. 2438909

>>2438838
you sound like an ohioan suburb tourist in nyc lmao. it’s ok nonna you’ll both get used to the crowds and learn to find secret spots without annoying tourists

No. 2438933

Retard moid keeps asking if I've slept well or eaten today like fuck off, I'll stay up and starve just to spite your faggot ass.

No. 2438935

>>2438933
are you playing mystic messenger

No. 2438940

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>>2438906
It's legitimately like talking to a Jehovah's witness. I told my ex friends that it was weird and suspicious for an older moid to start lovebombing you out of nowhere, and she reacted like I was a monster who didn't want her to be happy. Take a wild guess how well that turned out.

No. 2438943

It's the weekly getting anxiety over little things going wrong I might as well be killing myself

No. 2438945

>>2438817
Thyroid hormone replacement treatment isn’t the same as taking birth control just because you don’t want to get a period

No. 2438952

>>2438945
nona must not know that without your body producing its thyroid hormone naturally, you can literally die. and it is a very slow, painful death. getting nexplanons, going on the pill, getting IUD’s are all very dangerous for your body. it’s literally a foreign object inserted into you that’s releasing artificial hormones your body doesn’t need.

No. 2438955


No. 2438956

>>2438826
It's happening right now, amazing

No. 2438959

>>2438952
And I understand if the doctors working with her when she was a teenager prescribed that because they wanted to slap a bandaid on whatever menstrual cycle struggles she was dealing with, but; That’s not an efficient or professional way to deal that. Saying “Oh I’ll give you some hormones so you don’t get a period at all” doesn’t solve whatever physical problems inside her body were making her periods unbearable or burdensome on her livelihood.

No. 2438966

>>2438827
Exactly this. Birth control has great benefits, it also comes with a lot of risks. These risks are not at all being told to women and girls. I got on birth control at 15 for extremely painful periods, I was not told about heart attacks and increased cancer risks. And this is more of a temporary thing but I wasn't told that when I go off of it I would lose my hair (sort of like women who have just given birth lose hair) it took like 2 years for the lost hair to fully grow back in and it severely affected my self esteem

No. 2438975

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>>2438940
>>2438906
It really is like some kind of cult around geriatric cock. I was listening to a podcast the other day and I immediately lost all respect for the woman being interviewed when she revealed that she began dating a 38-year-old man at age 19 (something she waited until the very END of the episode to mention even though her boyfriend was a major part of the story).

Basically, she grew up in poverty with a single, teenage mom, and she got groomed into an anti-abortion cult as a teenager after she vented about her rape and subsequent miscarriage online. Years later, when her elderly pet scrote got her pregnant, she decided to have an abortion so she could go to college. She then made the baffling decision to vent about it to one of her old anti-abortion friends, who went totally apeshit, harassing her in person and even filing false police reports to get her arrested in order to prevent her from having an abortion. It's really horrible and I'm sympathetic for those experiences. However, she acted as though everything is all better now, and that her current boyfriend was some kind of saint. But this man is categorically a predator, seeking out a relationship with a barely-legal, alcoholic, vulnerable woman young enough to be her daughter. She just went from being groomed by Jesus freaks to being groomed by him. I really, really hope for her sake that she comes to her goddamn senses and dumps his ass.

No. 2438985

>>2438906
My friends all have s/os their own age, but my best friend is dating a zippertit TiF and it's almost as bad as an elderly scrote.

No. 2438992

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Sometimes I come close, really close, to psychicing myself up to making a new friend. I usually blackpill myself into thinking it's meaningless because the people I normally hang with have personality necrosis due to exposure to the dumbest things. People change over time and that's fine, but as a person who hates chnage it makes me so depressed to watch them spiral into whatever the hell that is.
Making a new friend seems exciting. Interesting. But also terrifying. I have so many quirks that are probably deemed disgusting or horrid by normie dtandards. Even my super cool cousin wants to hang out with me but I dodge her purely out of fear of my own bullshit coming to light. Being a shut-in all my life stunted my emotional capacity to feel anything other than shame for my existence.
But… a new friend. Right? I want a new friend. I want to geek out about things with someone new. I want to smile again. I want that slim possibility to make a best friend to come to fruition! So bad!!

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Debating myself on whether I should reply to these pickme retards or vaguepost about them here

No. 2439069

>>2439038
Don't be vague, say it with your full chest
>>2438956
What, this? >>2438906 unfortunately those types of women she described actually are real and not that uncommon

No. 2439083

>zomg HAHA i made my hubby play our fav otome game this is what he thin-
I DONT GIVE A FUCK!!!!!! Fuck you and your pet scrote

No. 2439087

I don’t want to poorfag out on an itabag for my recent hyperfixiation husbando (who I’ve loved for years) but he is the absolute definition of character tax. Why the fuck are his pins $20 minimum? What the fuck! I kinda want to get custom pins with official pictures I really like of him but I don’t know.

No. 2439095

i hate living in the current year so bad. it feels wrong, i feel like i shouldve killed myself in high school liked i planned. sometimes i think about how i was so suicidal back then i was browsing sanctioned suicide daily and i would randomly burst into tears in class. teachers did nothing at all. actually nobody did anything, or reacted at all, ive always felt so invisible everywhere i go. its funny how life hasnt even gotten better since then, actually mostly worse except i got on medicine that im weaned off now and im way less neurotic and immature now but i still hate being alive everyday. dying just sounds so much better than this. i dont think ill do it but i still think about it everyday like a pathetic loser. i just want things to be better but this world feels wrong. i want to be on another planet

No. 2439096

>>2439069
I can't be specific about the discussion I was in because I would out myself. Just know that it was about otome and the pickmes were defending rape- I mean "noncon" (because women love rape kinks, right? It's not like we're being psyopped to get off to our own sexual abuse or anything. I just said I want less of that shit but it seems to be in every adult otome game ever, how dare I not get off to rape and say something negative about it), pedophilia in Japanese moeshit games (muh Japanese women look younger, le cultural differences, you can't tell a character's age just by looking at them so I don't know why they keep being censored) and accusing "male feminists" of censoring otome games that romanticize and glorify abuse and child marriage (I wasn't even talking about that, I was talking about how scrotes in the industry don't give a fuck about what women want, so they're the furthest thing from "male feminists", and a lot of female otome devs keep perpetuating the psyop, which pickmes think has nothing to do with misogyny apparently even though it does, but the thing is, I didn't even call it misogyny, I just said otome devs and publishers are retarded. This weird, random "male feminist" accusation sounds like the pickme who plays moeshit games on the regular spends a little too much time hanging around right-leaning weeb moids online). Like have they no eyes? No brain? Media for women where the female audience is expected to find male on female abuse romantic and male on female rape erotic is not the "opposite" equivalent of porn for moids where the male audience is expected to find male on female rape arousing. And also the female is idealized as young and innocent in both. BOTH kinds of media are telling us that women's role in society is to be young and pure only for us to be raped and enjoy it. It's literally the exact same psyop, only one is made more palatable to women so they can't tell right away that it's just the same garbage. That's literally misogyny, that's sexism. You wanting more of that garbage in English doesn't make you as edgy and "based" as the moids that regularly get localized hentai games where they self insert as the rapist. It's sad that some women really think this is fair. What fucking male would ever want to stop otome games like these from being published? Use your fucking head. Chinese and Korean gacha games, Japanese games and VNs and eroge, Japanese manga, Western video games, all of these are dominated by males and will primarily pander to men. Japanese manga is being intentionally policed by males and possibly pickmes that don't want to upset their moid audience's feefees by accidentally making female characters that look like normal non-pornified people and protect their own dignity by not taking any moid's bs. Female characters that aren't just meant to be a proxy girlfriend. But female audiences have to be content with shitty crumbs all the time and even the media that is aimed at them is extremely limited and biased to show them only brainwashing shit. And it's also heavily policed, at least in the case of manga, because god forbid Japanese girls realize they can be assertive and don't have to settle for shitty moids or base their self-esteem on their own youth and beauty. But fuck you if you ever talk about this because then you're crazy (for saying something everyone already knows out loud).

I really wanted to reply to them but it just isn't worth it. They're putting words in my mouth, misinterpreting everything I said because of their own lack of knowledge about the genre, the industry and Japan's culture while they pretend to be experts, and keep lying about things everyone can tell, but this is too exhausting for me. Their stupidity is off the charts. There are thousands of people like this online and I can't be assed to waste my time trying to make them understand why everything they're saying is pure bullshit. Also if you call BL games otome you're not qualified to participate in any discussion about either of those two things lmao. If I wanted to lose half my neurons in a dumb internet slapfight with other women I would do it here on lolcow, at least farmers know the difference between BL and otome and what joseimuke is and don't make excuses for pedo moids. I wish someone would call them out on their bs but I'd be a hypocrite because I chickened out of doing it myself.

>>2439083
>OUR fav otome game
Istg, we need to gatekeep more aggressively. We need to call other women out for this kind of thing more often and more publicly.

No. 2439115

>>2439096
These people sound like the retards I’d see on /jp/. Some people especially VNfags are a lost cause. They’re too far gone.

No. 2439150

WHY DO MY NIPPLES ITCH AND HURT MY PERIOD WAS LAST WEEK ARRR

No. 2439153

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>>2438522
NTA I know it's from wikipedia but here's an explanation

No. 2439159

>>2439115
a lot of /jp/ is full of pick me girls pretending to be male and sometimes revealing themselves. has been like that for years. wouldn't surprise me if they also posted on here.

No. 2439165

tired all day. TIRED ALL DAY. I didn't even go to bed that late but I slept in till noon and I got sleepy at 6 pm. I'm starting up my b12 and D3 supplements again idk what it could be.

No. 2439172

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My best friend was shitty and manipulative, constantly put me down to raise herself up, treated me like my mother, but she introduced me to some very good people. Now after cutting her off I've inevitably become distant from them because for some reason everyone loves sucking her asshole. She's hot and charismatic like a slab of fatty cheese is on an undercooked burger. She actively treated me like shit in FRONT of these people too and they still suck her asshole. She needs ass suckers and I used to be the biggest one of them all because it's harder for me to make friends and sunken cost fallacy. Every time I go online I see them posting with her and I wish I was mature enough to let her go but we shared so many experiences together, I really loved her for decades. The final straw was when she ghosted me when she knew my father was dying. I was there for her through the loss of her own father.
She also got a retarded callout post chain on Instagram last year. Like fifteen people joined in. She used to talk shit about one of our good friends while living with them, and some idiot name dropped the friend and detailed all of the horrible things she had said about this person. They STILL talk to her. It's baffling.
It was so much easier to cut my other friend off who loaded me up with drugs and alcohol until she stole money from me and stood by while I got assaulted.
I'm a shit magnet.

No. 2439174

>>2439172
you should just use her for her social circle tbh. if you emotionally distance yourself but remain polite and stonewall when she tries to put you down you can still be friends with the other people in the friend circle. but also consider getting better friends meanwhile, these people seem like they all suck if they don't see your friend for what she is.

No. 2439177

>>2439159
You’re absolutely right and whats sad is that a lot of them are grown adult women.

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>>2438906
>a 39 yo bf as a 21 year old

>>2439096
>defending rape in an otome game

How much do u have to hate yourself to do things like this? It literally has no benefits

No. 2439198

>>2439172
People are super fake nona, those friends of hers probably keep her around to use her and talk shit about her in private. You're not a shit magnet either, many people just really suck. I'm sorry you've been taken advantage of.

No. 2439201

My bf and I just got back from vacation, we bought an indoor camera because we don’t trust my brothers girlfriend (who lives in the second bedroom in our suite). I’ve posted about her tons before and all the shit she does like shave bald spots in my parents cats heads.
Anyway we left super early in the morning and of course, at 9am, as soon as she woke up that morning she came straight into our suite and started poking her head around in my fridge, bathroom & bedroom. I texted my mom and asked her to keep an eye on her, and that same night we ended up getting like 8 more notifications from the camera showing all the times she went and made herself at home. In one of the clips she literally came up to the camera and stared right at it, and then 20 minutes later the camera shows her again BUTT ASS NAKED walking around my house and helping herself to my fridge again. I told my mom again to go talk to her and tell her about the camera because the ring app is on my boyfriend’s phone and he’s the one getting the notifications and seeing the footage first and she just went in fucking ass out naked. My mom talked to her and she sent me a Facebook message apologizing, but basically just saying “sorry I was just borrowing a plate I didn’t think you would mind. And also your milk is about to expire if you want me to throw it out?” As if she wasn’t snooping around my bedroom and bathroom as well. I didn’t respond to her message because I was on vacation trying to enjoy myself and not stress. I still brought her a little trinket back home so she wouldn’t feel left out since we got one for everyone else, and I also figured it would be a light way to break the ice and we could talk when I got home but since then she literally hasn’t been seen. Not even quickly in passing, she’s just been hiding out in my brothers room. I ended up just giving my brother the trinket and telling him to give it to her for me. Still haven’t seen her or heard a thank you or anything at all from her.
God I’m so done with this chick and her weird shit. And I could’ve given that trinket to another friend who probably would’ve at least appreciated it and said thank you at the very least.

No. 2439220

This is a dumb thing to vent about because some people have actual problems but I’m annoyed. I’m a neat freak and like my place well kept. But my dog is shedding like crazy and there’s daily maintenance with that. She sits on the couch with my Nigel all the time and he plucks the bits of loose fur sticking out. I get it, I do the same. No amount of brushing can keep up with her normal undercoat shedding of puffs. But he keeps pulling them out and leaving them on the coffee table. I told him to put them in a ziploc bag (future yarn making) or directly in the trash. Every day there’s some fur he pulled sitting on the coffee table and I warned him I was gonna take action if he didn’t stop. He didn’t so I left a wad of it in his bed. Still kept at it. I put a wad of it in his closed laptop. He thought it was funny so I told him I will progressively begin putting dog hair in his body wash and his food if he doesn’t stop. I am so serious.

No. 2439255

im so depressed i cant even form sentences right i think i actually have brain damage from severe isolation and heavy ssri and snris in my youth. can i just fucking die in my sleep already? my life is such a fucking waste and obviously nobody is ever coming to save me. im alone forever. nobody will ever understand or love me. just die.

No. 2439268

…Just found an old friend's husband's FurAffinity account and it's hyper/inflation shit. There is a lot of gay content on it too. I don't know what to think. I knew they had some interest in furry stuff but they always seemed hesitant to talk about it around me considering the jokes I have cracked about furries. I thought it was SFW stuff they might have been drawing. I didn't want to know about this and now I can't help but secretly judge my friend and her husband for it.

No. 2439293

I lovethis new rotation. My current resident is funny and chill and I feel comfortable with him. And I feel useful for once. But I get insane impostor syndrome everytime they print out my observations as the final report or give me impactful tasks and no one checks afterwards. Like don't trust me guys, I have no idea what I'm doing

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>>2438166
Just thought you were an ameritard is all. You realise that some bullshit written on paper can’t physically stop you from doing things don’t you? All this law is telling you is that you can carry a weapon so long as you don’t get caught.

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>>2438518
You are not alone, nona. I became a NEET a while ago too and have no social life or motivation to do anything, just browsing the same 5 websites and wasting all of my time/life. I hope things will get better for you soon, try to celebrate small achievements like cooking a meal or cleaning your desk etc. We're all going to make it…

No. 2439333

>>2438975
Well, she had an abortion to go to college. There's hope for her yet.
>>2438906
I think it's partly because scrotes their own age are so shit, and partly because of the need for security. Misogyny is rampant, the COL and job crises aren't slowing down, nobody can afford to live alone… enter Old Moid In Shining Armor, a fat balding 36 year old looking for his perfect 18 year old waifu. He has a job, he has a home, he has hobbies that don't involve a screen. He keeps other scrotes from harassing her. He tells her that he understands that it's hard to find a job right now and all he really needs from her is a little bit of effort on her part to keep the place clean and make him meals, maybe they can even have a family together. He doesn't look more walled than the scrotes her own age, and her self esteem is only marginally higher than a TIF's.
She's so convinced that this is the only way she'll ever have a decent relationship that she ignores every red flag and becomes the embodiment of relationship advice Reddit posts. Her moid took out a credit card in her name to buy Lego and limited edition funkos, he's so quirky lol!!!!! He doesn't let her find a job but that's only because he knows how stressful job hunting is!!! He isolated her from her aboosive family and friends who said he was creepy!!! He buys all her clothes for her and tells her what to wear because he's such a fashionista!!!! He wants her to get pregnant without finishing school because he loves her that much!!! And he's a bit shouty sometimes but she dated boys in school who made AI porn of her fucking dogs and sent it to her parents, so really he's an angel and she won't hear a word against him. Clearly, the only reason anyone would think this is creepy is if they're jealous or bigoted or icky weirdos themselves.

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>>2438751
Ayart, it’s 7:30am and I just submitted the assignment. I’m sleeping for a few hours then need to get up to do my reading before class. At least I got it done.

No. 2439358

>>2439087
2 bucks on aliexpress vs 20… Sounds like an easy enough decisiob for me

No. 2439361

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i relapsed in my drug addiction and i might lose my income. i don't think my relationship will last the betrayal of me doing drugs again. can't seek help cause i'll lose my license and meds. fuck my life. i want to fix the situation but it's looking bleak in all aspects.

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It's annoying that I didn't get to have a normal childhood. Lots of people have it worse but apparently mine was pretty bad because I have such a hard time coping. I'm stuck picking up the pieces, even now. I want to be a mom one day, but I worry I'm too retarded to raise a normal child. Idk

No. 2439367

I find it difficult to believe that someone would genuinely like me so I always end up self-sabotaging. There's nothing likeable about me, so why would anyone give me the time of the day? Better fuck up everything by revealing all my insecurities and make that person run away from me.

No. 2439368

>>2439361
what drugs?

No. 2439382


No. 2439385

>>2439367
I do this… It saves us both from inevitable disappointment and I'm not someone who can suppress myself very well.

No. 2439392

>>2439201
she sounds fucking nuts but maybe she's hiding/avoiding you because she's embarrassed

No. 2439397

>>2439201
Who walks around naked in someone else's home?

No. 2439398

>>2439361
can you go to a meeting or find an addiction counselor or something? a relapse doesn't mean you have to throw it all out the window. You can keep trying to do the right thing.

No. 2439399

>>2439382
Why were you prescribed xanax?

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No. 2439405

I'm so annoyed with myself. Whenever I have nothing going on I get bored and want to plan things to fill up my time. But whenever I have too much going on I get anxiety and feel overwhelmed and count down the commitments until I can have time to do nothing again. Why can't I just function like a normal person?

No. 2439424

>>2439399
i was never prescribed it
>>2439398
i'm too paranoid to go to NA in my city since it's my hometown which is quite small, everyone knows everyone and yeah. i have considered it before when my addiction was at its worst. i think if certain issues in my life can resolve soon, it won't be hard getting sober again. i'm just so bad at problem solving and coping and planning ahead whenever something stressful happens.

No. 2439455

Recently I've been subscribing to the idea that suffering is a common human experience and that I will never escape it. It helps ease some feelings, but it doesn't mean I sometimes don't want to die. Surprisingly enough I've been okay with not dying yet, but not so much with continuing living for too long. If I was given the choice of euthanasia, I would maybe still pick it, but I would program it in advance instead of immediately doing it. Last year I wanted to constantly kms so it's nice to have some semblance of a yearning for life. I still hate myself, but I've got no choice but to keep living.

No. 2439464

>>2438291
that guy looks ugly to mze

No. 2439471

>>2439424
you could find an online meeting, they do have those you can do on zoom, that would be even more anonymous and wouldn’t have to worry about seeing someone you know. I don’t think you even have to turn your camera on if you don’t want to. Just a thought. Good luck nona

No. 2439473

I haven't talked to anyone other than my parents in months. After a while my brain just loses attachment to them because it's normalised this depressive catatonic state. But I'm
also frustrated I'm like this, yet I feel nothing.

No. 2439480

It took until age 34 for me to have my first mysterious crippling back pain. I don't know what the fuck I've done ladies but everything hurts

No. 2439513

I fucking hate grocery shopping and the mundane. I will try and write a list for all the non food stuff I buy and then get bored and just write bread, food, sustenance for the rest of the groceries. Then I'll act surprised during the week when I've a food surplus and have to throw out mouldy food

No. 2439518

I will probably not use my degree when I graduate because it takes more time and gives less pay than nannying. But the stability would be nice I just can’t see myself staring at a screen for $20/hr. I’m wondering if I should become a waitress or just find more gig jobs, because I don’t know how flexible they’d be with time off and if the stress would equal the pay.

No. 2439586

what's the point of "putting your best foot forward" to strangers? why do we teach ourselves to be the best version of ourselves to people who haven't proved they deserve it?

No. 2439588

>>2439405
you are functioning normally. this is so normie it hurts

No. 2439596

>>2439588
Kek I can't believe there are actually people out there who think that shit like this makes them abnormal. Wanting to do things when you are bored and wanting to do nothing and relax when you are stressed is the most normie struggle ever

No. 2439600

>>2439586
So you expect them to prove they deserve the best version of you without you doing the same?

No. 2439607

I hate that my bf loves his dogs more than me. That he loves affection from them and finds it more meaningful than the affection he gets from me. If the dogs give him affection he sees it as then trying to support him but from me it’s an expectation and a chore he can only do when he’s in a good mood. If my hair slightly brushed against his skin or I accidentally tickle him he will visibly cringe but the dogs can literally jump up and hit him in the testicles and he laughs. He probably thinks the dogs love him more than I do.

No. 2439608

>>2439607
If this is true you should break up with him. Why are you settling for someone who sees you as second best and something he is entitled to?

No. 2439612

>>2439600
not being the best doesn't mean be bad. just be decent and neutral until we mutually decide we actually like each other.

I would bring a plate of cookies to people I like and are friendly with but not to a group of strangers.

No. 2439613

>>2439608
I’m seriously thinking about it. I just can’t understand how he can find more meaningfulness in his dogs’ needy begging than any of the things I do for him. The dogs literally want his attention all the time because they’re bored. They don’t really go out for walks so all they really have to do all day is get petted. How can he not see that? The dogs don’t give a shit about either of our personal spaces, they will literally force you to pet them constantly because they can’t forego their own wants and needs in favour of someone else’s. CLEARLY I can and I’ve demonstrated this to him many times yet he still seems to think the dogs love him more than I do. Honestly I believe if he had to choose between saving their lives and mine he would pick them. He is one of those people that thinks dogs are morally superior to people and of course that extends to me.

No. 2439626

>>2439613
Break up with him then and find someone who doesn't have pets if you're the type of person who gets jealous over the love people have for their pets.

No. 2439633

>>2439613
>they can’t forego their own wants and needs in favour of someone else’s
Dogs do not have the capacity to think logically like this kek

No. 2439639

>>2439613
I can't stand people who get dogs and don't walk them. The dogs would be so much more chill if they had routine walks and it's only a net gain for a human to also get to enjoy a walk. God I wish I had a dog but my situation in an apartment would be unfair to it. I miss having a dog and a guaranteed walking buddy, plus I felt a bit more safe dandering around with a dog than myself.

No. 2439640

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im getting my hours cut and im already broke you gotta be kidding me. FUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKK

No. 2439643

>>2439639
I’m AYRT and i love walking dogs. I can’t walk these dogs because they’re poorly socialised and go apeshit and drag me all over the road if they see another dog. I had a dog before and she was so much fun to walk. She also respected boundaries because I didn’t give in to every little thing she wanted all the time while neglecting to give her enrichment like my bf does. He actually loves the dogs neediness and finds their boisterous and hyper behaviour funny. They also don’t like not being in the same room and whine at the door during sex. For the whole 6 months we have been together I’ve been debating ending it over the dogs. I do not like the sort of owner he is and the dogs they are as a result. They’re also not neutered which grosses me out. I actually vowed never to date a dog owner again after dating 3 other shitty dog owners with needy annoying dogs and at this point I’d rather date someone with a kid.

No. 2439644

>>2439643
The guy doesn't seem to love the dogs that much if he isn't raising them right. Dump him lol

No. 2439647

>>2439643
nonnie if you've been going back and forth about it for your whole relationship please take that as a sign. you do not want to deal with this forever if you haven't wanted to deal with it for that long already

No. 2439652

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this is so unfair, robots still aren't life-like or sentient enough so we won't be getting our robot husbandos anytime soon. Pls we need the robot industry to go faster, like robot husbands right now. Ill buy them even if its for 100.000k

please PLEASE , im sexually frustrated but i don't want to do it real moids, when will these robot hudbandos come to fruition.

No. 2439667

It hurts me to think that the person who loved me the most later ended up telling me that no one else will ever love me. The same person who told me that he was obsessed with and addicted to me. The same person who spent hours talking of how we’d grow old together in a little house with our kids and grandchildren visiting us.

I think I have deep psychological scars from him because it’s been 5 years and I can’t move on. I am terrified to date. I feel like no one will ever love me as much as he did and it feels like I can never love anyone as much I loved him. Part of that is because I’ve gotten older, wiser, have developed actual boundaries, and I suspect that part of the reason I loved him so much was because I hated myself. Now that I have some semblance of self respect and can objectively value men, they don’t really seem worth my time. Better yet, if I had the standards I have now, I would have walked away from my ex long before I finally did. Is this what “love” is for women? Is it just a fool’s game for the self-hating and weak who pour everything into a relationship to try and find themselves? Does the chance of finding someone dwindle down to nearly nothing when you finally grow a spine and develop standards?

No. 2439673

I'm aging badly. I've always had very "mature" features, but my face is getting gaunt, I'm developing forehead wrinkles and elevenses and I'm only 26. I don't even live particularly unhealthily, I've quit smoking years ago, I try to drink a lot water and don't drink alcohol outside of like, a glass of wine at christmas dinner or something. My diet sucks though and I'm somewhat regularly exposed to second hand smoke. Sucks.

No. 2439679

>>2439673
It's the diet.

No. 2439703

I'm jealous that moids can randomly date women 10 years younger than them and no one bats an eye. Yeah it's true that nowadays there are a lot of older woman-younger man couples too and people are shitting on men who prey on young women, but it's not the same. Usually the age gaps between the couples where the woman is older are way smaller otherwise people side eye them and think the woman must be desperate, insecure, weird. And here where I live, it's still considered a bad idea to date a younger man and a lot of parents try to prevent that from happening to their beloved sons. For sex yes, most men want to sleep with older women but relationship wise is quite different. Unless the older woman is a hot celebrity or a giga stacy everyone would fuck she gets attacked from all sides, from the moid's family and friends, from her own family and friends, from other women and men.

No. 2439705

I guess i vented in autistic thread but I'm gonna vent here too I don't care. This shit makes me SO PISSED. There's some girl I went to school with who does it too, also has the eyebrow thing, she was completely normal at our school now as an adult she's "muh autism" meanwhile all through highschool boys used to refer to me as "the retarded girl" and follow me around making noises, I would cry in the bathroom so often and occasionally some popular girl would try to be "nice" to me by walking up and doing that stupid high pitched voice you do when talking to a child. I still deal with the effects as an adult and I constantly second guess if what I'm saying is normal. No I don't have a problem listening to fucking 100gecs you dumb BITCH

No. 2439707

>>2439705
Pretty girls can get away with anything. If an ugly girl did this she would be bullied off the internet and rightfully so.

No. 2439722

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>>2439679
But what if I don't want it to be

No. 2439725

>>2439722
Then stay craggy.

No. 2439726

>>2439673
This kind of happens around that age, I think you just don't notice it on other people.

No. 2439730

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I HATE HIM

No. 2439738

>>2439255
i kind of feel better but not really
>>2439643
holy shit that sounds nasty get rid of that neglectful weirdo please

No. 2439746

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I fell in love for the first time at my big girl age of 24 and for the first time in my life i feel self-conscious about my looks. Dry pimply skin with tons of damage from hardcore acne as a teen, , weird face shape that makes me look older than i am, nasolabial folds, small lips, big ass forehead, greasy and thin hair. I look disgusting. The only thing i can change for free is my weight and thankfully i already lost 3kg, but i feel like it wont be enough to make me attractive to the guy i like. Sigh.

No. 2439754

My partner screamed at me again for nothing, a few hours and I'm so sick of it all, tiny human that isn't even mine, and I'll just go meet an old fling for some spa time. Fuck it, I want to feel desired and liked again. Not get screamed at for having a project out in my own house, that I own, while I pay his damn rent as well. I feel so used and unloved

No. 2439757

>>2439746
Well start washing your hair, too!
>>2439754
What? Kick him out of your house.

No. 2439760

>>2439757
>Well start washing your hair, too!
i obviously wash my hair lol its just thin and greasy because i have shit genes and no money for hair treatments

No. 2439761

>>2439754
Jesus chris literally why

No. 2439763

>>2439754
You should kick his ugly ass out, he’s in your home nona.
>>2439761
>Jesus chris
keek

No. 2439767

>>2439757
I'm not allowed anymore bc it makes me mean and i once promised to not send him away— to his own home— anymore. Leaving when I'm overwhelmed for a walk is wrong too.
I fucking know what I'm in, I know, I know and it hurts bc how did this happen to me. Now I'll just go on dates to feel desirable again, so I can let go of this shit "I might be lonely" fucked up attitude long enough to just get my shit together bc this is fucking embarrassing

No. 2439769

>>2439767
What is going on. Are you underage? ESL? Yes you can go for a walk to get away from someone, and yes you can tell someone to get the fuck out of your house if they're being a cunt. Who is "not allowing" you, the police?

No. 2439772

>>2439767
>It's wrong
>It's mean
Literally a prison of your own making. I know these things are easier said than done but there's nothing wrong about it. You're not happy in the relationship anymore and the circumstances have changed, it's as simple as that.

No. 2439773

>>2439767
Anon you should tell whoever this asshole is that you aren’t happy with him and want him out of your house

No. 2439774

>>2439673
Do you have a skin care routine Nona? Start moisturizing your skin 2x a day and wear sunscreen. Like the other anon said, your diet plays a huge role. Sugar will age you. Make sure you eat collagen rich foods like bone broth soup, and other animal products. Eat fruits and veggies for antioxidants

No. 2439785

lord save me from these closeted homosexuals

No. 2439793

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Looking through my old texts with my ex legit breaks my heart, will I ever be loved like this again…fuck

No. 2439794

>>2439793
If it happened before why wouldn't it happen again?

No. 2439803

>>2439793
This is the most cliché type of "poetic" profession of love I have ever seen. One day you will find someone who tells you what they love and appreciate about you and the connection they have with you, instead of spouting this generic "You are my sun, I am your earth" garbage. He's probably saying this exact same thing to his new girl nowadays.

No. 2439806

>>2439793
i am sorry nonny but this is cringe

No. 2439815

>>2439803
I shared a vague/generic one on purpose bc I don’t wanna be doxxed. He used to send those every night to me and usually they’d be more detailed. His new gf is obsessed with me and knows I use lc kek.
>>2439794
I have higher standards now and would have left him earlier.
>>2439806
Kek I figured someone would think so.

No. 2439841

>>2439793
Anyone can say this, why do people get wooed by meaningless words

No. 2439843

Think I might have kidney stones, going to the doc this week because I've been having this pain on one side for 4 weeks that just won't go away and I don't know what the hell it could be. Needless to say, I'm scared. I hope it's nothing serious and that it can go away with medicine and diet, whatever it is, either kidney or stomach or whatever. I have been plagued by health issues for more than a year now and it drains me mentally.

No. 2439844

>>2439815
>His new gf is obsessed with me and knows I use lc kek.
How would she know you use lolcow? I suppose you told your moid about it and he told her, right?

No. 2439846

>>2439760
I don't think you need hair treatments, anon. Go to the hair care thread in /g/ for advice.

No. 2439861

Feeling kind of lethal about one of the local lolcows moving into my street, she doxxed herself and I feel almost paranoid about her for some reason. She has a dog she cannot control so now everytime I go for a night store run and pass by her place, I pick up my pace like she was a boogeyman of sorts. Fucking retards moving into my neighbourhood, I was here first you slimy fuck.

No. 2439865

>>2439843
I'm assuming you've done an appendix check by now. Sorry to hear you're suffering, I hope it's not your gallbladder, anon. Feel better soon, and get to the doctor's sooner rather than later!

No. 2439896

>>2439865
It's on the left side so not appendix related at all. Aside from pain in that area I don't really have any other symptoms, that's the mystery of it. I had some stomach issue because of a stupid bacteria I had last year, but the location of the pain seems to align with what I've been reading about kidney stones. I kept hoping it was because of lower back pain and that it would go away but it wasn't.
Thanks nonna, I honestly want to get better ASAP.

No. 2439897

>>2439843
where is the pain located anon? years ago i was convinced i had appendicitis because i had intense pain where the appendix is located. i went through 3 tests, including blood draws and an ultrasound because it hurt so bad. the doctors found nothing. turns out it was my anxiety creating a psychosomatic response. i had some random pain in my side and my anxiety had me worrying it was appendicitis, so i basically gave myself consistent pain there for about 2 months.

No. 2439904

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>>2439897
here nonnie, pain is in a diff location, I've had appendicitis scares before, I wish it was anxiety induced but it's not

No. 2439946

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I was going to reply to something stupid and baitish I read, but then I realized the only reason it annoyed me was because for a second, I considered the person who said it the same as a "regular person" when it wasn't deserved. It can be hard for me to remember that all anonymous posts must stand on their own merit, that almost any kind of person can find this place, and if someone's gone full retard, I don't need to kindly consider that they might be a "valid" human who'll see where they're wrong if someone engages with them, instead of just staying retarded and shitting up any thread they're in if they get a reply. Sometimes, you really do just see (or get the attention of) a cowlike or a psychotic person, and that's okay.

No. 2439958

>>2439904
I feel like you'd know if it was kidney stones. That is the general area but it is a really bad pain that you can't just work through. It comes in waves and then once the stone passes more you get UTI symptoms.
I had to stop drinking soda because I got some tiny ones that passed on their own, but it still hurt so bad.

No. 2439966

>>2439904
nta but you could have a lung collapse or one coming, you would need an xray to confirm. mainly if the pain happens when breathing or exercising.

No. 2440071

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I am so ugly, nonnies. I literally look like picrel but with a hook nose. It sucks because there is no amount of makeup that can fix my bone structure. Goddam it pisses me off because my mom is gorgeous but she had me with a hideous man and i inherited all his shitty traits. I have been told i look like a grandmother since i was 15 because of my shitty sagging cheeks. I got nothing going on for me visually, just ugly all around. I really wish i was born a moid, the only thing i eve get complimented on is my sense of humor. But its worthless when you want to get laid because moids dont appreciate that. Fuck my life.

No. 2440096

>>2440071
if it can make you feel any better, although this sort of face isn't the current standard i find it very cute. she just looks like a friendly person you can have an easy chat with.
and if what you care about is scrotes theres always going to be some to find you good looking enough.

No. 2440101

>>2440096
>theres always going to be some to find you good looking enough.
only the ugly ones, which is the opposite of a compliment

No. 2440122

it feels loneliest when I'm delaying falling asleep knowing I'll be sleep deprived tomorrow but cannt stop because I don't want tomorrow to start, in these moments I wish I could be saved
Saved from what? I don't know. From whatever I'm running from with all this busy work.

No. 2440175

All my life there has been something wrong with me. Nothing traumatic happened to me. I was never poor, I was never badly ill. I'm unfit for existence

No. 2440193

>>2440175
Something probably did happen to you, you just haven't realized it yet.

No. 2440197

>>2440071
she's not conventionally attractive but she looks fine. most women are close to average physically, and then a few are really hot or ugly.

No. 2440204

>>2440197
nonny please, she's ugly. She has pictures next to actual average women and she looks clearly uglier than the rest.

No. 2440208

>>2440071
i can't help you or myself. i look like pre-op lisa yo kek. i lost my sense of humor to depression and have severe social anxiety. its over

No. 2440213

>>2440204
nta but I think treating plainness or lowgrade ugliness like it's the worst thing or a box is not great either. there's some actual viscerally repulsive people out there that's way more likely to struggle with making friends or living life. she's someone that apparently has friends she hangs out with. her not being that desirable to men isn't necessarily the Scarlet Letter that curses her worldly existence.

No. 2440214

i genuinely don’t think i could survive a 30 day program but my mom won’t talk to me until i go to one and shes not even the one to tell me that, someone else is relaying her message i wish i was fucking dead

No. 2440216

>>2440213
ok but i wasnt talking about the defrauding rodent beckystacy, i was talking about me and how it affects me. I do want a cute bf, i dont want an ugly one. She actually had a harem of ugly nerdy guys. I would rope if that were me tbh.

No. 2440222

>>2440216
Good lord, are you sure it's your face stopping you from getting cute guys and not your loser attitude?

No. 2440225

>>2440222
you dont even know me why are you making assumptions about my life lol

No. 2440238

I'm almost on my period and idk if I have some sort of pms but the day before my period it feels like all my teenage depression comes back full force, I'm not suicidal or anything just very, very sad as if someone died or I'm missing something and I want to cry and I know this is not real, I know I'm not depressed anymore but I'm deadly afraid to fall back into it and every month it's a deadly scare I'm so tired but if I cry people around me start to worry, I wish I could have someone to cry to without them getting seriously worried, I want to cry in my bed and shut off my phone but at the same time feel safe with someone easy to reach for comfort I absolutely hate this

No. 2440277

>>2440071
men like rat faces

No. 2440292

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Reading about that women's only gym in the UK being flooded with hate by trannies made me so angry I was literally seeing red and feeling light headed, like I'm short circuiting. I am so sick of men who call themselves women being treated as though they could never be dangerous by these people. Trans identified men are 3 times more likely to commit sexual assault than a cis man, it happens constantly and these people deny and ignore it. Seeing a screenshot from reddit of some dick saying it literally never happens and there are 0 reported cases of TiMs assaulting a woman in a bathroom is beyond insanity, so many cases come to mind just in my own local area. Sometimes I just really feel like I want to cry. This world hates women so much and we're regressing so far, women can't have any single sex spaces. I wanted to start a local art club for women only and even in my small ass town I know of several trannies who would definitely try and get in on any "women only" anything. How are these people not seen as potentially dangerous when sex is their entire personality? The TiMs in my town post sexually degenerate shit on their public profiles and I'm supposed to feel safe around that? Even if there was only ONE recorded case of a TiM attacking a woman in a bathroom, why would you still allow it? Because women aren't fucking people, that's why. I want to get really violent.

No. 2440303

>>2440292
For me, its the audacity of these scrotes saying "trans womyn are at just as much risk around straight men, if not more!1!". I want to alog so badly.

No. 2440324

>get an ad while playing a mobile game
>It's some big-boobed AI girl saying "hey dad blahblahblah do you think I'm attractive?"
How much more disgusting can men get? The ad said it was the "Stepdaughter" but it's still pretty obvious who it's pandering too. AI needs to hurry up and get banned.

No. 2440326

>>2440324
Samefag, but then also the absolute audacity to PAY to have that advertised on an app that children could be using. Just so degenerate.(learn2delete)

No. 2440335

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>>2440216
>>2440216
It's almost as if some of people are dying to find some idiots to exploit you as if men care that you're not far above their league like they prefer as long as you do what they want and are sexually available. I wouldn't worry about cuteness. there's supposedly cute moids who have a lot of issues. I'd worry about unintentionally involving yourself with a narcissistic ahole who decides that he needs to hurt you because you didn't do what he wanted. It's not paranoid to think of shit like that because men routinely act like complete fucking psychos because idiot women let them. If women felt comfortable being by themselves terrible men would not be enabled. women already have to conform to far higher standards of beauty and men routinely look far worse than women and refuse to take care of themselves so an imbalance already exists as a baseline.

No. 2440360

>>2440292
nonnie, i’m feeling the exact same way this evening. normally i’m very level-headed but tonight, the thought of tims is making me seriously freak out and want to cry. their blatant misogyny just goes unchecked and we have to bow down to their every whim. when did this happen!? i feel like a crazy person for being so upset. and all of the backlash they dish out is ALWAYS directed towards women. they hate us so bad. they hate us so bad. but we can’t say that, can we? idk why i’m so upset about it tonight.
i’m sending you lots of love, nonnie

No. 2440387

>>2440292
I'm sorry to hear that nonnie. Personally I'm desensitised to anger over shit like this at this point but it's not a good thing either. I find it so funny how they keep saying "How can you tell if they're biological? Pull down their pants?" as if troons with their blatant hulking glaringly male faces aren't clockable enough at first sight. They're acting as if TERFs are hunting them down with pitchforks like kek, since when has there been a single case of a TERF attacking a TIM?
They also keep using "what about women with PCOS and WOC who look male" like thanks for revealing you don't see WOC as female. Also a woman could have a full beard from PCOS and I could still tell.

No. 2440392

A little niche but I hate it when people talk about how based Frenchies are just because they put over sexualized women in their media. Like shut the fuck up.

No. 2440394

>>2440392
Better on the UO thread but French films are fucking weird.

No. 2440402

>>2440394
It's fucking infuriating when discussing comics and cartoons. Like they don't want good stories they just want porn.

No. 2440409

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He is so fucking glad that I ended up moving away. The only other way the suffering could’ve ended was if one or both of us died. It’s been a long time since we last talked but I wish I would’ve killed him every day.

He made me look and feel insane. He’d push me to the breaking point and when I would finally blow up he’d remain calm and collected. I’d end up feeling like I had to apologize to him over and over again and he’d say he forgave me but then he’d bring up things I said to make me feel bad. He’d do this weird thing where he would start humblebragging under the guise of being self-deprecating (i.e., “I don’t know why so many people want me, I’m so ugly”). Whenever someone would comment on one of his social media posts calling him hot he’d make a huge spectacle out of it, insulting them to prove how “loyal” he was to me. All that just to end up cheating on me with a girl I considered my friend.

Why does he get to have everything I ever wanted while I had to lose everything, when he’s not even grateful for it? Did he ever really love me, and if he did, what made him stop loving me? Why the hell did I make the mistake of opening up to him about my mental health issues when he could so easily use that against me? Why is it that the “crazy one” in the relationship is always more hated than the evil one? Does he tell his new girlfriend about how “crazy” I am? Why was he able to change for her, but not for me?

No. 2440414

People who believe in breakfast foods are retarded. "You can't eat pasta for breakfast" why the fuck not? It's food. I'm not forcing you to eat it, mind your own business.

No. 2440417

>>2440409
Every time I read one of these on lc, I think to myself "so this is how my ex wants me to feel". I doubt the only reason you're acting like this is bc a man fucked you over, so the next idiot you date will probably treat you the same way, since you blame yourself by default and even continue to bring that shit here, after the fact (while addressing all the things he did wrong/is mental)

No. 2440434

everything my that comes out of my moms mouth is either her lecturing, criticizing, insulting, or comeplaining about literally anything and everything. the moment i get pissed off she says shit like "im just worried. i guess i can't even talk or ask you any questions" just shut the fuck up.

No. 2440530

I can't engage in cow threads anymore after hearing about what happened to tophiachu's brother. Nobody deserves to be homeless no matter how they act, and especially nobody deserves to see their brother get shot in the head. I can't stop thinking about it and how a lot of cows are just mentally ill, even if worst case they are shit people.

No. 2440599

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I watched a video of a moid killing a kitten yesterday and I can't get that scene out of my head. The moid ended up being killed later, but that doesn't erase the pain the kitten felt or bring it back to life. I feel so fucking horrible. I wish all animal abusers a miserable existence.

No. 2440713

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2 months since my gf passed. i don't want to do anything anymore

No. 2440722

I'm too socially inept to work in an office. I'm scared of everyone and I regularly have to cry over emails. Everyone's nice enough but I can tell they don't really need or want me here. I don't know what I'm going to do with my life, I might have to just kill myself. Uni was fine because it was mostly online but I think high school is repeating now. I don't talk or joke enough so everyone assumes I dislike them or something. Everyone that knows me can tell how uncomfortable I am around strangers but I don't know what to do about it. My family always tells me to just get over myself and say something but what does that even mean. My mind literally goes blank in social situations.

No. 2440766

I'm too stupid to be an adult, I think I'm gonna go the NEET route soon.

No. 2440819

>>2440599
why would you watch this in the first place? was it against your will?

No. 2440821

>>2440722
really overthinking everything and obessing over how you're percieved it seems like pretty clearly social anxiety, have you tried talking to a therapist or taking medication?

No. 2440823

>>2440713
I'm sorry for your loss nona.

No. 2440853

Trying to be good and healthy, was on track for 2 weeks. Self destructive thoughts came. Bedrotted all day, ate a little debbie, AND had a dream about my fucking abuser, choosing him over my boyfriend and snuggling and kissing him… WHY. It's like I WANT to ruin my life.

No. 2440860

tried to have sex with my boyfriend last night and he legit lasted 30 seconds and then rolled over to immediately go to sleep without even trying to finish me off. i went to bed and dreamed of this amazing guy who was kind and caring and great in bed. and now i’m annoyed all over again.

No. 2440865

I'd rather do anything than work right now. I've been watching youtube shorts of young women posting their morning routines to spot how many hidden ads there usually are in these videos, it's really that bad.

No. 2440869

>>2440853
one off day in two weeks still sounds like great progress. it's all about consistency and getting back on track, you got this!

No. 2440873

From the from the bottom of my heart I wish I were a shitty, selfish person with low morals, a bpd/narcissist person or something and then everyone would have to along with my whims and be so used to me being like that they’d be happy with getting the bare minimum. But the consequences my trauma didn’t manifest that way. All my life I’ve been the stereotypical good girl. I never want to impose on others, hurt them, offend them etc. even slightly. I’m always doing everything to maintain harmony, to make everyone around me happy, especially happy with me and it got me nothing except people constantly telling me what a good and kind person I am. And I don’t give a fuck about it anymore. I never wanted to be like this. I blame my parents for having turned me into such a repressed person who’s always on the verge of imploding. I have this compulsive need to do the right thing and I go out to my way to help and please those around me. On top of that I’m constantly followed by shame and guilt even when there’s no reason to for it. I feel so terribly guilty whenever someone does something nice but super trivial for me and I feel like I have to immediately pay them back in some way. I also feel so bad whenever I express my needs which is why I rarely do so. Same with expressing myself…I feel sooooo ashamed. I’m somehow still the same cautious child stuck in an adult body. It’s like my parents set me up for failure in almost every aspect of my life. Any other nonnas relate?

No. 2440884

>>2440530
That family is chris chan levels now.

No. 2440888

>>2440860
That is deeply concerning. He's probably porn rotted and masterbates a lot

No. 2440890

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I'm wearing a bra and a black jumper, HOW ON EARTH CAN I SEE MY NIPPLE SHAPE THROUGH MY CLOTHES

No. 2440896

>>2440890
Too much of a baddie

No. 2440898

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I hate having things I don’t need! I hate buying things I didn’t really want or need. I’ve always preferred to limit myself to buying only what’s necessary, for me, that’s just normal, I don’t even have to force myself to do it, unlike other people who actually enjoy shopping. I hate owning things that just sit around collecting dust. I hate myself for spending money on stuff I clearly didn’t want or need, but that my sister or friends made me think I should buy.

No. 2440900

>>2440417
>>2440409
I don't care how young you are. look into separatism discourse. I spent a lifetime around shitty men and they don't change. Even though I think a book like why does he do that by Lundy Bancroft does not feel like enough, start there. Read Mary Daly, Dworkin, Sheila Jeffreys. All of those women have experience with men, some of them were in abusive relationships and found the courage to just no longer risk that shit. I always find it incredible when I read some woman's autobiography or trauma coping related book and see that it's basically a long list of them dealing with men who are fucking psychopathic and the fact that psychopathic men are basically very very common. these women rarely decide that their life will be much better they avoid men from then on…
>>2440530
Tophia's neighbors reported them for having an unsanitary apartment that was affecting them as well. she also admitted that she was fired from Dunkin's after like a day because of hygiene issues… The internet is definitely at fault for bullying these people but they did not get them evicted, you cannot get evicted for being embarrassing.
>>2440873
nonnie BPD is basically short hand for a woman who has undergone significant trauma. I know the kind of people you are talking about and they are ugly and immature and most people hate them. you can take interpersonal relations class at a community college or looking to stuff like that if you have a counselor or a therapist to help you develop self-esteem or something.
>>2440890
It's because clothing like sweatshirts now weighs a third less than they did in the '80s so the thin material essentially makes it impossible to conceal shit like nips, which we all have. If I could get away with it I would totally go braless in public even though I have larger than average breasts according to some people and and it would feel uncomfortable to not wear a bra around most people. I gotta start finding some kind of woman only festival that would accommodate that kind of thing. you have to learn to stop feeling shame around your body, nonny.
>>2440860
leave him. if he shows zero concern for you and your sexual needs he's basically a sentient dildo that has a high chance of giving you a UTI or an STI even. I would not tolerate that, like I'm a misandrist but still.

No. 2440923

>>2440900
Love me some Dworkin. I no longer date men but thinking about it still enraged me

No. 2440934

The dark grey weather is really starting to affect my mood and energy. It's been the exact same weather (gloomy, grey, rainy, and between 0-10 degrees) every day since October with maybe a handful of blue sky days. I don't even mind the cold, it's just the constant dark, rainy, gloominess of it that's getting to me. This shit sucks and it's actually pretty crazy how much better I felt and how much more energy I had on the handful of sunny days. And I used to think seasonal depression was just a myth kek.
I just want to crawl into bed and wake up in the summer.

No. 2440936

>>2440873
I’m a diagnosed BPDemon (although annother therapist suggested I just have CPTSD annd autism) and I’ve always wished that I was one of those people who internalized their anger and never showed their emotions. It’s interesting to see the opposite perspective. I guess the grass is always greener on the other side. Sometimes I wish I was a narc a lot too. At least then I wouldn’t have to deal with the guilt. Contrary to popular belief a lot of BPDs are actually big people pleasers and that’s part of the problem. We repress our emotions until we explode.

I wish I had more advice for you. I know that DBT is really helpful for BPD but I’m not sure if it helps with plain old CPTSD. Maybe schema therapy or EMDR?

No. 2440948

>>2440900
I got nothing to add to the conversation, I am just enjoying this anons post, this is what a perfect post looks like ladies.

No. 2440968

thinking of American cartoons and shows I watched as a child, I was obsessed with fosters home for imaginary friends and I clearly remember an episode about someone winning a plane ticket for a 'trip to europe' literally a holiday 'to Europe' but she was dressed as a stereotypical French girl with a beret and a striped jumper. It made me realise just how much these shows referred to Europe as if it is a country. Is this why Americans are so ignorant and stupid when it comes to geography?

No. 2441014

Someone from literally like a year ago is trying to call me out online/get my attention and it's so creepy. Getting random texts and also a call at almost 11pm last night too. Men really are obsessed this is why I don't do social media

No. 2441023

despite reassurances i can't help but think one of my only friends hates me. i think she saw something from a while ago on one of my social media accounts that would've gone against something else i told her, it technically wasn't a lie but it's so complicated i can barely explain. i'm just so worried about everything in my life right now and this isn't helping i really don't wsnt her to blow up on me or worse just give me the silent treatment forever, i've done a lot that i think she might get mad at me or somehow dislike me for no matter how irrational it is and i fear the day she suddenly wakes up and decides that she's done witb me

No. 2441028

>>2441014
What the fuck did the texts say? Did you answer the call?

No. 2441061

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>>2440968
It's more of a product of the culture than the cause I would say. I apologize for the weeb reference but there is a reason Alfred is described as selfish in Hetalia. American media is very America-centered. An average nightly news broadcast will be 98% American-centered news and the rest is just reading the headlines from around the world. (My own personal example is that I remember being in Italy and was incredibly confused why the Italian news was broadcasting a hotel fire in Turkey. I didn't understand why they would contribute airtime to that rather than focus on Italian news.) My history education in school was 9 years of American history, 1 year of US government, and 2 very brief and not great years of world history, where we also talked about American history. I've known people who have never met someone from another country, or if they have it's another North American country. And it's easy to find people who have never left the country nor do they have the desire to.
The other thing is that American culture is an individualistic culture. If they don't know anyone from X country and are not going to be going to X country, why would they learn about X country? It's very out of sight, out of mind I suppose. So just because you may have the intellectual curiosity to research other cultures or countries, that isn't really… valued I guess in American culture. It's superfluous and there is no expectation for someone to know that the capital of Sweden is Stockholm, especially if they have never and will never leave the continental US. I know you were just complaining about burgers being dumb and probably didn't expect an effortpost about American culture, but It's something I'm really interested in and find fascinating so I appreciate you entertaining me

No. 2441081

one of my closest friends is a man and he's generally really sweet but since he's started hanging out with a male friend more he's been saying worse and worse things and just becoming more like a typical man. i hate it. i hate how even the kindest man can quickly turn into a typical male because of the company he keeps around. why is it almost a default to men to shit on women and those in lesser positions.

No. 2441107

I genuinely hate zoomer newfags. They don't even want to laugh at cows, they want to cancel them because for some reason morality trumps humor. I saw someone in the TIM thread sent a link to lolcow to a Tumblr TIM with a large following to "pwn" him and now I know for the next week we're gonna have a bunch of bullshit tourists from Tumblr shitting up the website all because one retarded Zoomer was to dense to realize the ramifications of sending out a link to the website to a major troon on Tumblr

No. 2441120

>>2441107
You mean you don't like every thread turning into a "call to action" to "expose" the cows, like their favourite yters either?

No. 2441124

>>2440968
>>2441061
Adding on to this as a red state burger, you can live perfectly fine in America without knowing any other language or culture vs how Europeans often know multiple languages. There's a lot of propaganda about how America is the best country ever and how we're special. I have coworkers who look down on anything non-American. They think Europeans are lazy. Same older coworkers are the people who are obsessed with working hard for the sake of suffering and working hard and take pride in spending 12 hours at work for no reason.

No. 2441137

I showed up for my first gyno appointment an hour after it was scheduled. I feel like such a fucking moron because even the woman at the desk said the correct time was on the online confirmation I signed two days ago. They probably think I'm crazy because I'm also 33 and have never been to a fucking gyno (I didn't have a primary doctor until I was 30)

No. 2441142

lowkey hate having big boobs, always got weird attention from my family, especially my grandma who almost always comments on my "cute boobs" and i hate how giant they look in tight shirts too. they make me feel like a sex object but i hate wearing thick clothes because i get hot easily and i live in a really hot and humid state. i shouldnt have to cover up my natural figure but i feel like people think im showing off otherwise. growing up i was so jealous of my flattie friends who didnt even need to wear bras… plus i dont even have a boyfriend to appreciate them so whats the fucking point. ok rant over.

No. 2441189

My friend keeps telling me she's looking at adopting a kitten and god damn I wish she wouldn't. She has a cat now and she's fucking awful to it. Both her and her kid treat the poor thing like a ragdoll. She's constantly yelling at it calling it a bad cat even when it's not doing anything at the moment and her kid copies her and does the same. Last time I went to her house, she was telling me about how the cat jumped up on her balcony railing. She said "such a bad cat" and her kid jumped up, said "bad cat" and fucking kicked the cat who was just laying on the floor. Any time I'm there I'm always telling her kid to be gentle and not hit/kick the cat or grab it by the tail. She never says shit. She actually said to me "it's good my cat lets my kid ragdoll it around. So when I have another baby it'll be used to it."
She was also JUST planning on rehoming the cat a few months ago but changed her plans. I wish I could warn the SPCA and other rescues in town to please not let her adopt one of their kittens.

No. 2441193

>>2441189
can't you report her or something? take a video while you're over. that poor cat.

No. 2441196

>>2441189
>Two cats AND a child
Bad idea kek. Idk if you’re able to tell the adoption centers to ignore her but you could still report her to animal control or animal welfare

No. 2441197

>>2441189
Kidnap that cat nona

No. 2441198

Please don't get cramps because I was too lazy to cook something

No. 2441206

>>2441124
Yeah, a defining piece of American culture is competitiveness which comes with the individualistic part. Generally, people believe that you get what you work for and if something didn’t work out then you didn’t work hard enough for it. Most everything is viewed as a reflection on the individual, so people will put up with shitty conditions because they believe most everything is a them problem not an environmental or societal problem. Which, when you mix in American exceptionalism, results in… what you see.
This isn’t as much of the case in more well-off or urban areas from what I can tell but there’s still elements.

No. 2441217

>>2441193
>>2441196
I wondered about making an anonymous report but I'm not sure how seriously it would get taken. Her kid is almost 6 and autistic/adhd so I'm sure she would just use that as an excuse. But other than just manhandling the poor thing and her kid not knowing at all how to interact with it, it's fed and living indoors. I don't know, I guess it's worth a shot anyway.
>>2441197
I would in a heartbeat if I could, I feel so bad when I leave their house

No. 2441229

>>2441217
it's 100% worth it, i'd keep reporting it until someone took it seriously.

No. 2441251

>>2441217
Tell her you’ll give her 100 bucks for the cat. She most likely doesn’t want it anyway.

No. 2441256

>>2441217
You can forward your concerns to whatever agency she is looking to adopt from they take things like this pretty seriously and will spread the word to other rescues as well. Of course you can't prevent her from just taking a kitten off of craigslist if she chooses that route, but maybe putting up some roadblocks will at least dissuade her. I hope the cat can find a better home where its loved soon…

No. 2441274

I'm really having a hard time finding a reason for living. Relax, I'm not doing anything, I just feel so sad and tired all of the time. I'm useless, I can't produce anything, I can't maintain relationships or routine, I see no reason in it. I think I'm one of many who just floats around soullessly. I'm just wasting resources whilst I wait for nothing to happen. I hate myself, I hate what my life is. I wish I could give it to someone who deserved the comfort I have who would actually use it to their advantage instead of wasting away.

No. 2441279

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>Start talking to older sister again for first time in years
>She's claiming she was served dog meat at an asian restaurant
I genuinely don't know how to respond to this claim and also this reminds me of why I stopped talking to her in the first place

No. 2441290

>>2441279
I could have written this post, kek.

No. 2441292

>>2441290
Our sisters should hang out and be absolute schizo trainwrecks together

No. 2441300

I blocked some guy that I got heebie jeebies from talking to after a few days and now I feel terrible but at the same time I am like FUCK THIS GUY I am having a visceral reaction, I get the heebie jeebies in my guy
I am trying to see men as people and keep things civilised but there is ALWAYS something a bitch has to say or do that triggers tf out of me and I have to block them or otherwise enlighten them on how fucked up they are and it brings out my worst dismissive-avoidant behaviours
I just thought we're having a neutral convo bitch where's your convo skills I AM NOT doing any more fucking emotional labour fuck you
Also I need to become more unapproachable bc schizos and psychos think I am their safe space. I need to start barking at people but how do I maintain neutral/positive relations with people in general despite
Ahhhhh what do Sanic

No. 2441303

>>2441107
Vent: The vast majority of the people, or let's be honest the women, posted here are not funny they just have long histories of fueling drama or facing misfortune. I think it's legitimately psycho to catalogue the struggles of someone with a severe eating disorder and pretend that they're lying for attention and whatever. someone like that said that they attempted to commit suicide because of this site

No. 2441304

>>2441303
You can leave

No. 2441312

>>2440277
if only

No. 2441334

>>2441303
god i hate moralfags. just go back to your bluesky or plebbit hugbox instezd of shitting up this place

No. 2441352

>you're only sick when it benefits you

That's what an 80 year old grandpa would say. Chronic illness has ruined my life and I am in constant pain.

No. 2441430

I think my libido tanked completely kek. I don’t have anyone and I don’t have sex in the first place, apart from that time two years ago, but I at least used to masturbate and get horny, now I totally don’t. I sometimes schedule solo time for myself but when it comes to it I get bored and disinterested.
I have never fantasized about having sex with someone else though , when I see someone attractive I just think “oh they look good!”. So I think my libido was down from the start, but it’s zero now.

No. 2441454

My period is around the corner and I ate so much fucking chocolate in the last 2 days I'm disgusted with myself. At least it was fancy one my friend got me from abroad, but still. I just hope it won't upset my stomach too much.

No. 2441459

>>2441454
Was it Dubai chocol?

No. 2441465

>>2440713
I'm so sorry. I've never lost a partner, but I have lost friends, and I know how hollow, guilty and angry it feels to "carry on" after someone you love passes away. The pain never fully leaves but I promise it will someday get smaller.

No. 2441466

>>2441459
fancy italian chocolate and a dubai one made by an italian chocolatier, it was orgasmic

No. 2441476

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>My brother lost his phone somewhere in the house
>I call it to see if we can hear it
>Literally just state "oh, it's gone straight to voicemail" in a normal tone of voice
>"UMMM NONA?? TRY HAVING SOME PATIENCE WITH HIM PLS"
I'm tired of simultaneously being the bad guy and the easy target.

No. 2441483

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Picrel is unironically how I've been feeling all day.

No. 2441489

>>2441061
>My history education in school was 9 years of American history, 1 year of US government, and 2 very brief and not great years of world history, where we also talked about American history.
Ehhhh, this is pretty common for most countries. History class is usually focused on their own country, their ancestors and various developments, conflicts, big events, political shit and relations, maybe some tidbits about other relevant colonizers and ancient empires and then a big spolight on the world wars. History of the entire world would be way way too extensive, it's more important for kids to understand their own history, and to be aware that nazis and fascists are terrible people kek.

No. 2441492

Fucking everything is making me cry and I'm not even close to my period why is this happening

No. 2441506

i hate being a zoomer i wish i was never born at this point. literally nothing in the future to live for

No. 2441542

>>2441506
There's stuff to live for. You'll find it.

No. 2441544

I managed to get an emergency appointment at the ob-gym and of course the gynecologist is a scrote. I need the appointment so I'm going to go anyway but I hate male gyns. I don't trust them and they're always shit at their job and unpleasant to be around. I haven't had a good male ob-gyn ever.

No. 2441556

getting absolutely fucked by sciatica pain… switched to sitting spreadlegged over a stool for now
and the worst part of it is i know exactly why i have it, i was in wilderness therapy for 6 months added up in total and was carrying 60 lbs exclusively on my shoulders because i never earned my backpack, hiking 10 miles a day, fucking my hips and spine into oblivion and now i'm paying for it by not being able to sit at a desk.
on the plus side the kitchen stool looks a lot better aesthetically than my old desk chair so i'm taking the win

No. 2441564

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>you are too negative you need to see the bright side of things more often
its easy to say that when you arent fat, ugly, poor, have health problems, have no talent, are retarded, have a crazy schizo unsupportive family and you arent getting cucked and mogged by a TIF. People who say stupid shit like that dont have any real problems, its easy to be positive when you have things to look forward to. I got nothing going on for me, absolutely nothing. My life is fucking miserable and sad 24/7.

No. 2441568

>>2441544
Ugh, I'm so sorry, anon. I wish scroted were banned from being obgyns. I wish it wasn't a true emergency so you could wait. Make sure you ask to get added to the waitlist for appointment cancelations.

No. 2441577

>>2441564
Me to a T anon. It sucks. Life sucks. Being fat, ugly, useless all sucks. We suck!

No. 2441592

>>2441564
You can fix half of that

No. 2441611

>>2441592
with what money

No. 2441617

>>2441542
i figure so i just feel so hopeless sometimes especially thinking of all the cool things millenials and gen x-ers got to live with. and we get.. social isolation, tiktok, and insane economic inflation. yay!

No. 2441625

Got into a car crash AND failed one of my classes. Life's not going too great right now.

No. 2441634

>>2441617
As an oldfag I can tell you that things weren't particularly great back then either.

No. 2441636

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It's a pathetic thing to be happy about, but I've been brushing my teeth daily and regularly showering lately. It's not something I have to force myself to do anymore, I want to do it. It took me a while to learn, but I finally realized that laying in a filthy body just makes everything worse. Taking care of myself really does make me feel better, and that alone is a reason to get out of bed.
It feels like I'm finally getting out of this depressive slump… Light at the end of the tunnel, and whatnot. I hope I continue to find ways to take better care of myself.

No. 2441640

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>>2441636
That is great news nona. Hope you have you kept enough fats and blubbers on hand to redistribute moisture to your body after these frequent bathings

No. 2441648

>>2441611
NTA but
>fat
Losing weight does not cost money. Exercise more frequently and change your diet. If you're gonna say you're too broke to eat healthy, skipping meals saves money.
>ugly
Shower regularly, brush your teeth 3x a day, wash your face in the mornings, eat little to no junk food, keep well hydrated, work out. Learn to cut your own hair. Worrying about anything beyond that is pointless.
>have no talent
Anything you practice, you improve. Take up drawing, all you need is paper and pencil/pen, and the links in artist salt op. Can't afford? Save up/steal/borrow $40USD, buy cheap tablet off amazon, infinite paper. Still too expensive? Learn coding.
>are retarded
Not enough info here. But having a skill (see above) alleviates the retardation. Also improves self esteem, so get to it.
>poor
Learned skills may be monetized for scraps of cash, even if it doesn't happen immediately.
>getting cucked and mogged by a TIF
It is a fucking TIF. Literally just be less mentally ill than the TIF and you will no longer have this problem, because she is a woman so unwell she wants to troon out.
>have a crazy schizo unsupportive family
Do all of the above, find romantic partner, inherit family from them, start your own family. Profit.

No. 2441652

S stop giving me fucking troon music, Spotify it's not even good.

No. 2441656

>>2441648
>Worrying about anything beyond that is pointless.
being ugly isnt something you can 'fix' by taking a shower, dumbass.

No. 2441662

>>2441656
Shh, it's okay. Most people just need their hygiene and diets improved to look a lot better. I personally don't believe in ugly women, but your self esteem is so low, you would never agree with that perspective. But it's okay. Because if you follow the steps I lay out, your life will improve anyways. You can do it.

No. 2441663

>>2441648
This is learn to code levels of condescending…

No. 2441668

>>2441652
I feel that, Spotify keeps recommending me the band Liturgy and Ethel Cain crap. I actually liked Liturgy before the frontman trooned out though.

No. 2441669

>>2441663
Literally a wikihow from 2005

No. 2441671

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>>2441656
It certainly doesn't hurt imo

No. 2441681

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I hate my fucking stupid coworker. When I signed the contract for this job it felt like I was selling my soul to the devil and now every day I have to talk to my coworker and hear her grating voice telling me she won't repeat herself to give me simple directions because apparently I should have that shit memorized in fucking 5 days I feel my will to live getting sucked out of me, "you are not listening to me" God I fucking wish.
The salad girl also hates my guts I can feel it. Every time she sees me from her window she gets that face like she smelled a wet fart and this is all thanks to my coworker. She threw in to the trash all the salad girl's work and she's been feuding with her for like 3 days now. Fuck this. I need my coworker to move asap to a different sector or to fucking die already or I might have a very public nervous breakdown.

No. 2441684

>>2441662
i already do all those things and i am still ugly, guess taking a shower every day does not a pretty woman make

No. 2441692

>>2441648
You're 100% right

No. 2441709

>>2441662
Most people with good hygiene and diets are just as ugly too kek

No. 2441715

>>2441663
Coding is a skill and a fun hobby. I'm having too much fun playing with my website to hear you be negative.
>>2441684
Clearly not "all" of what I said since you are apparently still fat, talentless, and getting mogged by a fucking tif of all things.
>>2441709
I honestly think that if you are doing the stuff listed in my original post, no matter how crooked your nose or deformed your jaw is, you will find somebody who likes you. Can people be cruel to "ugly" women, yes definitely, but it is just as cruel to average women because of the society we live in. So yes, I genuinely don't believe in ugly women. Men are fully capable of being hideous though, I hate them.

No. 2441717

>>2441714
Very true. Adele is gorgeous and fat, Ivy wolk is skinny and bleugh

No. 2441719

>>2441715
>you will find somebody who likes you
i dont want someone who likes me, there are plenty of ugly scrotes who like me. I want to attract hot men.

No. 2441721

I'm jealous of girls who have episodes crying screaming self harming while I'm just laying in my bed and at worst never reply much to people, even then one video about depression and you can read many others aren't that different from me. So what's the point of all my laziness, if we're all depressed what am I supposed to do

No. 2441722

>>2441712
I was watching denise richards gross new reality show and her "hot daughter" looks exactly like the average farmer without makeup and wearing her glasses kek I can't find a pic, it was last night's episode

No. 2441728

>>2441719
This is you, isn't it >>2440071

No. 2441734

i want to live alone solely so i never have to coordinate apartment hunting plans with other people again. i am in hell. if i am given an offer for this place in the morning and have to pass it up simply because one person i live with was at her boyfriends house with her phone switched off all day despite me telling her that i was going to a viewing that afternoon, i’m going to repeatedly slam my head into the wall until my brain is the consistency of fruit puree

No. 2441737

>>2441728
Yes. I just want to get a cute bf, its not fair ugly moids can get pretty gfs but i got to be a model to land an average looking guy.

No. 2441739

>>2441564
Im not those things and Im still a miserable sack nona I think I might just kill myself, wanna sign a pact?

No. 2441740

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Tired of the older women in the office asking me when I am going to get a boyfriend, and then whenever my Mom sees me, also asking me what I am doing to get a boyfriend. Here's what I am doing to get a boyfriend: nothing, because I don't want one. Thanks for asking again everyone.

No. 2441745

>>2441740
The pressure from people in the office is seriously insane. The same people always asking are the ones who complain the most about their marriages too…misery loves company I guess?

No. 2441754

>>2441740
You could be happy like us with Nigels but you willingly choose to be a miserable cunt when the people around you are just looking out for you(bait)

No. 2441757

Did a small binge. I really feel like shit right now. I wish I could take a laxative or make myself throw up.

No. 2441762

>>2441740
I think it's such a violating question because what they are really asking is when will you give up your life to have sex with an ugly ungrateful man everyday? It's so fucked up that it's the norm to want to give your life and body to a man as if it works out for everyone or everyone even wants that.

No. 2441763

>>2441740
I’m lucky to have a coworker who is in her 80s and never had children and never bothers me about it. She did marry, though, but said her cat’s death was miles worse than her husbands kek

No. 2441766

>>2441763
stacy coworker. RIP to her cat.

No. 2441767

>>2441757
Are you feeling guilty or you feel genuinely sick?

No. 2441770

>>2441767
I feel physically sick. I ate a lot of sugar.

No. 2441783

>>2441740
I'm glad my coworkers rarely bring it up because the ones with children or zoomers at home always sound miserable

No. 2441789

The worse part about sobriety is the boredom. Idk how normies raw dog life but the boredom beats being sick and tired all the time and looking like shit but damn I would love a shot of vodka right now.

No. 2441792

>>2440884
Which is beyond unfortunate, mental disabilities and a lack of community support and internet bullying combined lead to these kinds of situations.
>>2440900
>The internet is definitely at fault for bullying these people but they did not get them evicted, you cannot get evicted for being embarrassing.
It's clear that she and her family have severe mental problems. In an ideal world the United States would care about its dysfunctional citizens and help them, but I guess I'm more upset that her family was killed.

No. 2441794

I'm dead certain I suffer from PMDD sometimes and the latest bout was really bad. I went from spiraling into hopeless suicidal depression to now feeling good a day after my period started. Not even exercising could ease the symptoms when I was feeling suicidally depressed. Hate this shit so much. I get so toxic when I'm like this too but I don't get these symptoms every cycle so I don't want to go on antidepressants. It's so unpredictable. I guess I'll just fucking deal with it.

No. 2441795

>>2441792
Wait, did her fucking mom end up dying?

No. 2441799

I'm bored of people telling me "there has to be someone out there for you!" No, there literally isn't. Why are you acting like I'm the bad guy for pointing this out? Why am I not allowed to be sad about my very obvious reality? Even if there somehow was (which there isn't) someone for me, they sure as hell aren't anywhere to be seen. There is no evidence. You are asking me to subscribe to your religion.

No. 2441805

I know this sounds retarded to most people, but I'm so fucking sick of media, no matter it's origin HAVING NO FUCKING FANSERVICE OF MALE CHARACTERS WHILE OVERSEXUALIZING THE SHIT OUT OF THEIR FEMALE ONES, EVEN IN WORKS AIMED AT WOMEN. I hate watching an episode of an anime, playing a game, and all of the sudden I'm greeted with a fucking ass shot or boob physics of a female character. Even something as small as this affects my morale when all I wanna do is just unwind after a hard day of classes. Women are so fucking limited options wise and no one gets it, men really do live life on easy mode
Western media
>wokeshit video games featuring unsexualized female characters but ugly male characters who are even uglier than the culture warriors like to complain about
>boring life sim
>live action tv shows and movies that are restricted to boring romance and are often accompanied by unsexualized, ugly moids (ie bridgerton)
>if they do feature somewhat attractive males, they're low in quality and the aforementioned romance slop like twilight
>shitty smut novels that have an ugly moid straight out of a gay porn on the cover
Eastern media
>only anime for women are boring romanceslop featuring the same problems as above but with more oversexualization and abuse
>only video games for women are gacha trash and visual novels compared to the wide variety of games for men that feature both attractive characters and fanservice
>often these gacha trash and visual novels have very little sexualization of male characters
>visual novels have higher quality stories but they're boring as shit to play
It pisses me off so fucking much. Why the hell does it have to be this way? There is no substantial media (i hate that word but it's most applicable here) for women, all of it's either low quality, boring, or not truly catering to women. More importantly, why the fuck do no female creators do anything to fix this or make things better for us? I blame the myth of "women are less visual!" shit. Women deserve attractive eye candy too. This shit pisses me off so bad, I wish I wasn't a woman.

No. 2441807

>>2441757
Samefag, I ended up purging. I don't know if I feel better or worse.

No. 2441820

>>2441794
yeah anon i'm there with you. i think the majority of women have PMDD of varying degrees, but a lot of us don't connect the dots because it can be like a whole week before your period and isn't talked about.
the best thing i've done for mine is just to constantly remind myself that its PMDD, its temporary, and that i'll feel better in a few days. its not as bad when i remind myself that its a real thing with a real cause and a real end in sight.

No. 2441826

Some people dont deserve to draw. I wish you never picked up a pen. Your art is shit, your ideas are shit, you can only get attention via ragebait and worst of all, you’re obese. I hope you die a slow and painful death you fat gendie turd. If you lived in my country I would have bashed the shit out of your skull in person by now.

No. 2441831

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>>2441805
Funny that when even the source material focuses on the male characters (LADS) fans still find a way to sexualize the MC more

No. 2441836

Falling in love with a loser NEET as a loser NEET too blows chunks. He's the only one who listens and responds but I don't he likes me back. Or likes anyone for that matter. I really hope we both get jobs. I can only fantasize getting our shit fixed and having a wonder life.

No. 2441850

feelin anxious n bored n lonely n sad(integrate)

No. 2441853

I’m not feeling happy in my relationship. Things didn’t go as planned and my boyfriend and I ended up living together. We’re still not married. I hate living with him. Our lifestyles are incompatible and I’m struggling to be patient anymore. I’ve waited a long time already and have conceded plenty. He has no job, no clear plans despite having goals. He practices poor hygiene and doesn’t have good homemaking skills. If you’re not either taking care of the house or making money, what’s the point? But I’m scared to break up. Although I’m staying with him for other reasons than this, I’m scared of meeting new men. My boyfriend was a virgin when I met him (we were teens) and I don’t want to date a man who isn’t. At my age, that’s unrealistic unless he is completely undesirable. But I would rather die than date a man with a sexual past. I also am scared for my safety. I trust my boyfriend, but don’t think I could trust any other men. The quality of men is so ridiculously poor. I don’t think I could find anybody better. Maybe in some aspects he would be better, but I’m scared of being murdered/raped/cheated on etc. At least with my boyfriend it is clear he won’t do things like that. My boyfriend and I do have true love and a true connection. But I’m someone with a dream of motherhood because I love children so much and want to provide a warm home for them. And yet, he is making me fear marriage and having children with him. If it would be like things are now, it would be so, so miserable. I can’t believe his poor habits and lifestyle decisions are chipping away at something I dream about. If I were to break up, which I don’t want to do, I would just have to be celibate.

No. 2441855

>>2437755
Why am I full of so much disgust ? I am overloaded with it.
Subconscious work i did got rid of a ton of it but it's still there. It still consumes me. I want to eternally isolate. Most of it is for men. I want to cut myself off from society completely. I'm not sure what to do with these feelings they overwhelm me.

No. 2441856

I am thin. My hygiene is relatively good. I'm not that horrible to be around. I can't get into a stable relationship. I am never going to have a family. I am going to lose my life to mental illness and spend the rest of my miserable existence cleaning my dad's hoarder apartment. There's no point. I've lost it all.

I wish the worst upon all of you. Wish that I could hurt you the way that you did to me. Everyone's fucked me over in some way or another. I wish that I could somehow have my revenge but it's literally the entire world. I know that there's no karmic retribution. The only thing that makes me happy is that I know that the people that hurt me are going to die. Maybe it is a cope. Because ultimately I have been humiliated in endless ways and stripped of my last bits of dignity but the fact that you're also going to die makes me so happy. You're going to die and there's nothing waiting for you. There's nothing waiting for you. You're going to lose your consciousness just like me. Sooner or later mother fucker. You're going to DIE. But I am less of a pussy than you are in the face of death. I would take my life right now. I have no FEAR. We are going to end up in the same place mother fucker. We are both going to lose our counsiounsnes and then we will be nothing.

Sometimes I wonder why the fuck did it have to be me because I never wanted my life to end up like this. Genuinely.

No. 2441861

>>2441856
Pfft I'm not. And neither are you nona. Burn that hoard ! Have a hoard bonfire supreme ! That is a good start at revenge.

No. 2441863

>>2441861
I have a hoarder relative too. Trust me if you slowly take things out and burn it over time they won't know the difference.

No. 2441865

>>2441853
Stop scaring yourself using “what-ifs” just because you’re too scared to break up with the leech. You dont have true love. At least not on his side, because if he did love you he’d either find a job or improve his lifestyle/learn how to be a homemaker while he’s unemployed. You’re literally a classic straight couple in the making where the woman just settles for a lazy scrote and regrets it after she’s already married and had kids with him.

No. 2441868

fuck my fucking pms symptoms are killing me and draining me of any energy and my pelvic area wont stop cramping my period hasnt even started yet!! not to mention the depression and anxiety, my obgyn appointment came come soon enough

No. 2441889

>>2441820
Definitely going to be more mindful of that next time. It's hard because while I suspected it was PMDD, the feelings of depression were just too overwhelming this time and lasted much longer than usual. In any case, I'll do better because I got way too self-sabotaging this time and that was really gay.

No. 2441951

I am never going to make it out alive

No. 2442053

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>>2441856
>But I am less of a pussy than you are in the face of death. I would take my life right now. I have no FEAR

No. 2442172

>>2442053
can you not encourage suicide in the vent thread

No. 2442198

It actually makes me kind of sad that I can't find the Russian horror movies I used to watch as a teenager on piracy sites anymore. I just want to experience nostalgia, fuck putin

No. 2442222

I need a beer

No. 2442223

>>2442172
Oh wow, I don't think I've ever seen such an enthusiastic and emphatic kys on lc either for this reason I can't help but find it kind of funny but jannies really are fatigued by this board

No. 2442227

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>tfw almost destroyed lc by calling an actor ugly
Holy shit I'm sorry I truly didn't think it was a big deal or was going to lead to other shitflinging. I never attacked the anon who posted him, just said only the man was ugly one time. I'm sorry

No. 2442228

>>2442227
Apologizing was your first and only mistake, not knowing anything about the situation or actor

No. 2442229

>>2442227
Kek it's just one anon trying to drag it out excessively or make it OTT inflammatory. If anything continuing to bring it up only perpetuates their shitposting

No. 2442232

My life sucks and you're living my ideal life. We also hold the same values. Why the hell do you want to argue with me specifically out of everyone? Genuinely feels like the whole world is trolling me.

No. 2442233

>>2442232
No one bothers arguing with an idiot

No. 2442238

>>2442233
Nice hypothesis you got there, would be a shame if someone were to test it.

No. 2442247

>>2442227
where?

No. 2442249

>>2442238
>doesn't understand what I'm saying, proceeds to prove my point in reddit-tone
VPN ban now pls

No. 2442253

No man will ever love me. I'm skinny, flat, with no curves and I look like a tranny, of course they can't love me. If a man chooses to be in a relationship to me it's to take advantage of what I can offer to him. My ex admitted he never loved me and lost his feelings very early on. The last time a boy chased me I was like 12… 14 years have passed since then and no one ever chased me again. It doesn't matter how I dress, or behave, it doesn't matter. They are only attracted to my accomplishments, never attracted to me.

No. 2442255

>>2442253
men will fuck anything tbh you're good

No. 2442258

>>2442255
I don't give a shit about sex, I want someone to love me. I know men are capable of that, I've seen it firsthand.

No. 2442261

>>2442249
>VPN ban now pls
But how will you post then?

No. 2442262

>>2441853
Jobless men are never worth being with

No. 2442269

>>2442258
I’m fairly certain men are incapable of love via emotions and express love via sex. That’s the only way I’ve ever seen them talk about it. Sad, huh?

No. 2442305

Was going to see a moid today bc I'm horny but this time I actually listened to my instinct and called it off last minute, he seemed retarded even though he was cute

No. 2442310

I wonder how do women like ice spice feel when people suddenly lose interest in them just because they're not thick anymore, and then once they gain weight again everyone comes back. This would probably drive me crazy knowing that all my worth is in having an ass and anything else about me doesn't matter at all. Men do this shit a lot, even to women they claim they love because of their "personality" but once their original body changes (pregnancy, weight loss/gain, aging) they slowly start to lose interest. Even something simple like cutting their long hair, trying another hair color, trying a new clothing style, can make them lose attraction.

No. 2442316

>>2442310
many of them take it on other women, like Ice Spice was nasty towards Doechii gaining popularity

No. 2442317

>>2442305
Well done nonna

No. 2442321

>>2442316
Yeah, it's resentment because she's aware doechii is gaining popularity for her artistry, hardwork, charisma and talent while she's only recognized for being thick and nothing else.

No. 2442325

>>2442310
tbh she did it to herself by making her whole personality about shaking her ass so

No. 2442326

>>2442305
Good for you. Moids can be dangerous at worst and often disrespectful/not caring of your needs, not worth taking the risk for one that doesnt seem good quality.

No. 2442331

>>2442317
>>2442326
Thanks! I'm finally starting to listen to my guts, last time I had this feeling and didn't call if off I ended up regretting it. Got tickets to the movies instead!

No. 2442333

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Drank a bottle of vodka and three beers last night. I need to stop pretending I don't have a problem. I also bought cigarettes for some reason? I don't even smoke.

No. 2442340

Why am I so easily attracted to my coworkers? Any guy with a half decent face gives me the hots.
Then automatically my brain starts demonizing them like raisins because deep down I feel like it's absolutely impossible that the feelings are reciprocal.
Currently I'm enamoured with this coworker, he has a beautiful deep voice and proeminent adam's apple, he's not very tall but has nice shoulders, medium-lenght chestnut hair, grey eyes, dainty lips. The way he carries himself nonchalantly and is so easily comfortable and touchy-feely with people makes me think he has tons of sex, which is sort of gross but also sort of sexy. But he's so cute! God I really need a cute boyfriend.

No. 2442341

>>2442310
I don't think it was just the weight loss. I think it was also the fact that her last release was so terrible everyone felt secondhand embarrassment, she stole wigs, she acted too cocky, she was bragging about meeting Beyonce (a quick two second nod in queue lol), even North West shaded her, endless scat jokes etc.

No. 2442342

Started a new hobby, I've posted my 3 weeks progress on IG and nobody likes it. Reminds me of the time I took a course for it in 2016 and the girls there said I'll never make it. But I just wanna stick to it, I know I can improve and I really like it.

No. 2442344

>>2442340
You're horny and bored. Enrich your life and you won't be idealizing random men so much.

No. 2442350

>>2442344
>Enrich your life and you won't be idealizing random men so much.
Honestly I'm not complaining. It's fun to have someone to lust over during work. But how would one go about enriching one's life? I don't have space for much right now. I've planned an exciting trip with friends, I like my job and it keeps me busy, not sure what else should be added to the table.

No. 2442355

>>2442350
I don't mean anything extreme, just picking up a new hobby/socializing more with the people in your life/etc. basic stuff. If you aren't bothered by it and it isnt maladaptive, it doesn't really matter though.

No. 2442359

>>2442331
> Got tickets to the movies instead!
What are you seeing?
Either way sounds more fun and comfy than awkward sex with a random moid to me.

No. 2442388

I had to report a co worker for getting weird about my race at work. He's black and I'm hispanic. At first it was him calling me sister until he went around telling everyone I'm black. It confused everyone because I have a very spanish name and apperence.

I told him to stop since I love where I'm from which is Peurto Rico. He went on a rant saying how I'm proof that black girls can have long straight hair and pale skin. He also tried to say hispanic is black. I told him I don't know why this is so important to him, but to leave me out of it. He then spread rumors I was a racist, self hating black girl who is ashamed of my heritage.

I came in today to find out he was fired. Turns out he cornered another hispanic girl and tried to ask her out, using the similar shit that she's black so they should date.
Fucking disgusting. Trying to hide his fetish for Latinas by pulling this shit

No. 2442400

I hate how nearly every adventure story like books and movies are about single people, especially young people. I've never in my entire life seen a story about a mother going on an adventure. At best you get a parent (usually father) looking for their lost/kidnapped child and then that's the entire plot. One of the appeals of dating someone is you get to face the world together, but still barely any stories are written about it. I just find it so odd.

No. 2442445

>>2442388
I swear I read the exact same first two paragraphs a few months ago here.

No. 2442499

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>get doxxed and cyberbullied off social media by a horde of people because I angered a man
>delete socials to escape it but still feel hurt so I vent to loved ones
>one tells me to just ignore the Internet and focus on the real world
>another acts like I got shot and something tragic happened to me
>another tells me "what those losers think doesn't matter"
>another thinks my life is ruined due to the doxxing
>more confused than ever about how to process it
Guess this one's going in the "this event never happened because I said so" bin?

No. 2442524

>>2442342
likes don't matter. If it feels good to do it just keep going

No. 2442534

It got cold again and the sun went away so now I'm depressed again with no energy. And about to start my period so double depressed. I want to find something fun to focus on but nothing is hitting. I feel so bored and exhausted.

No. 2442535

Sometimes I feel jealous of people with mento illnesses that at least can find groups to share that shit with and be retarded and sometimes straight up evil. At least they found others. I realise I've never been able to get along with anyone, too mentally ill to be normal, too normal to get along with the retards. It sounds nloggy which is why I hate it but I just can't seem to find somewhere I belong.

No. 2442536

>>2442499
I think it's kind of like getting worms. It's deeply unpleasant, invasive, might make you question your sense of safety and stability for a while and some people might still be shocked to hear about it but it's so common it's not really that big of a deal in the grand scheme of things

No. 2442569

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Mods deleted my post in the unpopular opinions thread. Apparently I'm not allowed to have any actual unpopular opinion, I'm only allowed to have "unpopular opinions" that most anons would agree with, otherwise I get called a scrote and have my post deleted.(ban evasion)

No. 2442576

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I miss being a NEET, i should have never listened to my mom and therapist. Every time i try to ''improve'' my life it backfires and makes my life worse. I made the commitment to ''improve'' myself this year, told myself i was going to make friends and go to school and be what everyone thinks a normal person should be. I tried making friends, i asked a cool girl and a cute guy to join my group, and what happened? they left me behind. Now they go to the same classes, sit together, today i saw them coming back from school together, talking .They are probably going to eat out together since they have to go back to campus in 2 hours. I hate going to college, i hate my career and i hate having to sit in a classroom with 100 people. I hate looking at the mirror i look so disgusting, like a legit crackhead. I fucking hate myself. I feel suicidal for the first time in years. I miss being a NEET, i miss thinking my life would amount to something if i tried. I cant never do anything right, nothing good ever happens to me. Now my classmates are having fun and talking about life and enjoying college life while i am here, crying, even worse and more lonely than i was before. I wish i could rewind time, i wish i had never listened to my fucking therapist. I am dropping out of college and droppiing my therapist i dont give a shit anymore.

No. 2442583

>>2442524
Thank you, nonnie. It's nail art, I take some may find it tacky. Ever since I started it changed my life, to the point where my place went from a mess to organized and clean.

No. 2442608

>>2442569
I'm with you. If those in charge don't value truth, freedom and justice, what good are they?

No. 2442610

>>2442569
It's just an illogical opinion regardless. Marriage doesn't mean anything(responding to bait)

No. 2442613

>>2442608
Thanks for agreeing.
>>2442610
Even if it's illogical, it still shouldn't have been deleted.

No. 2442651

Found out from my mom last night that my classmate died a couple of months ago. Most of my classmates weren't very nice to me and I shouldn't feel anything towards them but I'm still fucking torn up that he's dead. I can still hear the boys calling out his name in their dumb meme voices even though it's been almost fifteen years. He already had a kid, and now she doesn't have a dad. I hate the fucking universe. That dude was out living a good life and doing a decent job for society and he's dead, while the less savory people from that school are still alive and well. Fucking clown world.

No. 2442653

>>2442569
I wouldn't go so far as marriage but a committed relationship and taking responsibility is better than choosing to sleep with randoms then crying about the consequences of it lol. So glad I could never be a slut. Imagine letting random filthy unwashed balding scrotes even breathe on you. The only man I let touch me had to actually earn that privilege(replying to bait)

No. 2442656

>>2442653
I don't trust the XY chromosome brain to come near me tbh. I value emotional intimacy too, I can't bond with men. If I can then it'll be a long while before I find one.

No. 2442658

cant afford all of these medical bills anymore. didn’t know you cant ask questions or bring up concerns during an annual medical exam that is meant to be free or they charge you. now insurance is demanding i pay double for a separate visit because the office should have never let me pay out of pocket. just got medicine for a kidney infection last night, my life saving medication is on backorder so i had to pay $300 once again for it with insurance, doctor said i may have bladder cancer and now need to have a cat scan this week which i also cant afford. do i just stop paying my medical bills? i seriously cant fucking do this and some dont allow payment plans. im still paying a medical bill from when 7 years ago when i tried to kill myself and they dont let me take my card off.

No. 2442669

>>2442658
Yes, stop paying, but also if you are not high income, go to the hospital's financial office, explain your situation, and ask for a cost reduction and financial aid options. Here is an article to help outline some ways to help:
https://library.nclc.org/article/guide-reducing-hospital-bills-lower-income-patients
I am very fucking sorry you're going through this, anon. Praying you don't have cancer.

No. 2442690

>>2442669
thank you nonnie. both offices require you to meet some poverty level which i do individually but not within my “household” so not sure how they will be willing to help. the other bill i have paid for years does not give assistance unless you have proof of a denied medicare application. ill look into this for my cat scan though. bless you nonnie! going to try to heal and do the things i need to do with what energy i have. i hate this sick sick greed its almost comical

No. 2442755

I wish I could go back in time and erase the night I lost my virginity. I was so fucking stupid and too young to realize the mistake I was making. I wish it could be a sweet memory I had with someone I love or at least loved at one point but it's just not. I'm disgusted and humiliated when I think back to that night.

No. 2442760

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>>2442690
I hate to ask, but is your household you and a partner, or you and your family? If you are living with your mom and dad for example, but your parents and you file taxes as independent from each other, then your "household" is only you.
Sorry if this still doesn't apply and your household is the combined income of yourself and your spouse. You should still call those offices you think will reject you. You should ask if you qualify for their programs anyway, and then ask if they know other places or programs you can ask about financial aid. Make sure to read the guide thorougly for advice like picrel.
You can do this, nona. Alogging our shit medical system for you, as well ♥

No. 2442780

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I'm sick of hearing music about sex all the time. I need to hear more female artists sing about hitting men over the head with cast iron pans and running them over. That's what I want.

No. 2442794

I want to fuck my sexy polish neighbor help me nonas how do I establish the connection

No. 2442813

>>2442794
poles are easy and more confident than western men. just go up to him literally talking about anything and he'll do the rest.

No. 2442824

>>2442755
girl don't make a big deal out of it, it's ok
i can relate with this feeling but really making virginity a big deal has only lead to suffering in my experience so lets not do it

No. 2442837

I was looking at my friend's BlueSky account and stumbled upon her husband's coomer account as she was following it. He was liking and retweet fucking tranny foot porn on it. She is fine with this as she follows this account and sees the coomer shit he reposts. I really don't know if I can be friends with her anymore after this. The both of them brought up gender shit to me in the past but I didn't think much of it back then. But her enabling a troon fetish? I don't think I can deal with that.

No. 2442871

I just watched a video where a girl has a kid and is being street interviewed, they ask her how much a guy would need to make to support her and her kid and she says "at least 1000 a month" then says how much a year and she says "30k" and he says "how much to be comfortable" and she says "that is comfortable, you don't need to be lavish" and all the comments are praising her for "not being in it for the money" and thinking about "NEEDS not wants"
Holy fuck that is an insane take. 1000 a month?! maybe if you're in like section 8 housing, and never buy the kids much toys, eat the cheapest possible. I fucking hate the rhetoric about how women are supposed to be noble and not date for money because that is LIFE DESTROYING NONSENSE. DONT DO THAT. My husband has a wage that I don't want to disclose but is much much higher than that and we have a comfortable middleish class lifestyle where we can eat out maybe once every two weeks, buy our baby toys and clothes, afford a backyard, but it's not lavish by any means, I literally can't conceive what the fuck she is talking about 30k unless this video was made a number of years ago? Either way you should really not be subjecting yourself and your kids to living in squalor because it's the noble thing to do.

No. 2442956

I'm just feeling a bit sad right now. I bought a gecko months ago, and he still hasn't bonded with me. He will sniff and lick my hand, but he has never let me handle him. I try to get him used to my hand by making him crawl on it to get food, but it's like he still just doesn't trust me. He could also just have a personality where he will not ever want to be held. I won't stop trying to build trust with him, but it does make me feel a little shitty when I see people holding their geckos literally right after getting them. I love him and I wish he could know it.

No. 2442965

The woman working in the café I go to quite often is living my nightmare and the reason why you can't just trust men. Last week she found out her partner has been cheating on her since at least December with an 18 year old (they're both in their 30s, mind you). And if that wasn't bad enough, she was also pregnant. Thankfully it was early and I'm pretty sure she got an abortion, but still.
Since they are both owners of the café they have to see each other every single day at work, I went there today and the atmosphere was…. tense. She's always super chatty, but today she looked absolutely heartbroken. I feel for her, I truly do. The scrote was just sitting in the opposite corner on his phone ignoring everything.
The guy is an absolute scumbag though, I remember once his profile came on my Instagram recommend list and I checked his following list and it was all OF whores and trannies, he's just a fucking coomer. I also found the other girl's tiktok profile and she's a piece of art herself. Constantly posting about how this dude belongs to her only, kinda making fun of the ex, and various cringe shite about how the most important thing in a relationship is to be faithful to your partner kek she's still a child though, so I'm gonna cut her some slack bc she's just getting manipulated by a grown ass manchild with a porn addiction.
I don't know, this whole situation just makes me so sad for this woman. I'm not supposed to know about it so I can't even say anything to support her. I just hope she gets rid of that moid, keeps the café for herself and pulls herself together because she's coming to work drunk almost every day.

No. 2442996

>>2442576
i know that probably hurt you a lot but i imagine those people wouldve been shit friends for you anyways. let the trash take itself out

No. 2443004

Why does everyone call me crazy? I don't care if it's a joke, I wish they would stop. I feel like none of my friends respect me. I wish I could be a loner without feeling guilt.

No. 2443007

>>2442837
She’s going to end up as a transwidow kek

No. 2443010

>the girl I fucked with in high school has now a very ugly troll looking boyfriend/husband and two little kids at 27
Grim. I know she never treated sleeping with another girl seriously so I'm like whatever, but I wonder if some women are genuinely happy living in a small two room apartment with two kids and a scrote at that age

No. 2443030

>>2443007
He's really short and squat in build so he's going to make for a seriously ugly troon. It's a bit sad because she used to be a tomboyish woman who seemed to be into just typical nerd stuff and animals. I get the feeling her coomer husband has roped her into this gender ideology crap because she never really seemed to care about it before she met him.

No. 2443083

I'd much rather get told that nobody needs me and to kill myself because I'm hated by everyone right to my face again than have someone act nice to me just to make fun of me behind my back, even if the former is objectively worse than the latter lol.

No. 2443085

>>2443083
People aren't actually allowed to say that though, even if they wanted to. There's really nowhere I could tell someone to kill themselves, even if they are objectively harmful to me and not be the bully/bad guy. So people don't really bother

No. 2443088

>>2442996
i just hate not knowing what i did wrong

No. 2443105

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Still thinking about that time in hs where i moved earth and sea for this moid just for him to tell me he loved me then take it back and make me go through hell on earth. It all ended when i dropped out of school because he told me he was going to change back to his old school(he didnt). Then like 4 years later he sent me a text saying he was sorry and blah blah blah. You could have fucked me, loser, but you decided not to because you were an insecure loser brat. Now i am not interested in you anymore because you lost all your boyish charm and look like a run of the mill mexican. We could have had a cute angsty teen love relationship but you decided not to take me, you dont get to try cry wolf now FAGGOT.

No. 2443134

>>2443105
men are so boring and lame. we get sold this movie ideal of a guy wanting us so bad but i feel like that sort of thing barely happens in reality. theyre too sissy and insecure in their masculinity for that

No. 2443135

I like how on /g/ you have certified pornologist who happen to know every single clip every single female pornstar has filmed but somehow I'm supposed to pretend that's not a scrote
Wish they'd just ban pornstar talk on sight that'd clear out so much of them

No. 2443137

>>2443135
Some anons there are camgirls/ex camgirls themselves, they always sound so bitter

No. 2443140

>>2443135
Thread? I need something to laugh at right now lol

No. 2443145

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God I’m so tired fuck daylight savings

No. 2443151

>>2443145
My sleep has been so fucked lately because of daylight savings. The US needs to fucking get rid of it already.

No. 2443159

THIS SHIT WONT COME OUT WHY WHY WHY ITS NOT EVEN A BIG PIECE JUST LEAVE MY BODY PLEASEEEEEE(use the tmi thread)

No. 2443160

>>2442576
>I am dropping out of college because my old friend group dropped me
Holy shit this is a crazy response. You're gonna let some nobodies ruin your education??? Get real. You ARE improving your life, just not in ways that you recognize. You don't want to improve your life because it's hard, so you're looking for excuses to quit improving and go back to your old lame ways. Don't let your negativity win. Keep trying your hardest in your education. Once you graduate it doesn't matter anyway. I don't talk to anybody from college and I was friends with 50-60 people. Don't ruin your life all because some nobodies decided to eat lunch without you.

No. 2443161

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I forgot to refill my mood stabilizers for like a week or so, back on them now since yesterday but fuck is this a grim reminder that I can't function without them. Right now I feel like I'm a walking cloud of anxiety that is a bad day away from going back to self-harming and habitually attempting suicide again. I want to do nothing but lie in fetal position and stare at the wall for hours, but I also want to attempt throwing up everything inside of me and literally become nothing but an empty shell. Existence is pain.

No. 2443162

>>2443159
Drink 2 glasses of water, eat some fiber.

No. 2443167

One of my favorite TV show's "skip intro" button only skips half of the intro most of the time and it drives me insane. The intro is so obnoxious too.

No. 2443168

>>2443135
What threads are they in?

>>2443159
Drink diet pepsi

No. 2443172

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God, I'm so fucking done with Tumblr. I don't know why I'm still on that fucking hellsite?! I returned after years because of the nostalgia, and to be honest the first few months were okay. I enjoyed making fanart of a forgotten 90's anime that I'm still obsessed with. I made a few mutual that I've been able to click with. That was until a score of newer fans found my shit. It's crazy how obnoxious some people can be. I hate seeing my art rebloged with shitty additional comments full of their insane headcannons. It's a dark series that I draw for, yet I'm seeing reblogs with comments about 'found famlies' 'mom/dad characters' other retarded fluff. I hate seeing serious or horror media be sanitize and neutered, like just fucking watch Bluey if you want something family-friendly. It doesn't seem like I can block enough of these people, 5 more spout up! They shit up the tags too. I don't try to make waves, I just want to dump my art on my blog and chat with my mutuals, but I've had enough. I haven't had much desire to post lately, each time I get on the site, I see something else that drops my hope.

No. 2443175

>>2443168
Oh, good idea. If she has it, she could try coffee, or eating something spicy as well.

No. 2443176


No. 2443194

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>can't eat wheat (bread, pasta, bagels, cookies, cakes, etc)
>can't eat dairy (butter, cheese, yogurt, milk, dulce de leche, etc)
Just how tf am I supposed to gain weight now?! Wheat I understand because of the gluten but butter and cheese were my secret trick! I literally dropped more weight because of this bitch ass diet! I'm going to crashout at that doctor's office, bitch you were supposed to help me not make it worse!

No. 2443202

>>2443194
You can still eat those things. Buy lactose free milk and cheese, but not skim.

No. 2443208

>>2443159
Drink warm coca-cola. I drank warm coca-cola at NYE and it gave me EXTREME diarrhea in no less than 20 minutes, and I'm one constipated bitch so this is legit and honest advice

No. 2443215

>>2443159
Eat a lot of carbs and protein until you're really full. Your body should make you poop to make room for the food it has to digest.

No. 2443216

>>2443194
Try nuts, they are very calorie-dense! Avocadoes are a good way to get calories in too.

No. 2443218

>>2443172
I can’t stand tumblr funny speak. Every now and then when a popular post gets cross posted on other platforms I’m like how did I ever tolerate this shit

No. 2443226

>>2443172
It's really feeling like all types of darker media, especially horror, have been taken over by these types. They spam the canon tags with their unrelated oc shit too so it's basically pointless to check them at all. It's nice to know I'm not the only one feeling this way though.

No. 2443227

>>2443194
Bananas have lots of calories

No. 2443240

>>2443160
No, i dont like college. Having friends would have made the experience tolerable, but being rejected in such a brutal way just made me want to drop out. I dont plan on working anyways, i just wanted a degree so my mom lets me focus on my hobbies in peace.

No. 2443245

>>2443226
nta, but this has been an issue with modern fandoms for several years now. Idiots find oot fanfiction, fanart or memes of a dark franchise, attach their first impressions on it as facts and never actually indulge in the actual content because they're satisfied with the echo chamber they created in the fandom.

No. 2443246

>>2443215
Seconded, when I eat lot I immediately go to the bathroom

No. 2443250

>>2443226
lol one of my favorite video games that i have an autistic obsession with is a psychological horror, and whenever i look up fanworks, half of it is just gay shipping art of two of the main characters. like did we even play the same game? this is rhetorical, i know half of these people havent even touched any of the games

No. 2443251

>>2443240
>I dont plan on working
How will you make money to enjoy your hobbies

No. 2443254

>>2443251
my hobbies are free(drawing)

No. 2443257

My stomach FUCKING HURTS. Why is this happening to me.

No. 2443260

>>2443257
Damn it's everyone getting tortured by their guts today or what kek

No. 2443266

>>2443260
All of us synced our cycles and are suffering from period diarrhea at the same time

No. 2443268

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>>2443260
I'm quite comfortable nona

No. 2443269

>>2443266
>from period diarrhea
This is nonironically a monthly troon event so I'm glad I missed this wave

No. 2443279

>don’t go on your phone 1 hour before bed
This is the hardest thing to ever do

No. 2443280

Even if somebody decided they loved me I'd probably resent them for it and question it constantly so it's for the best nobody does. I really don't like myself, and I thought that was standard but apparently most people don't hate themselves? I can't imagine a life like that. I hate those same people who don't hate themselves? Why don't they hate themselves as much as I hate them? They're really annoying. Why don't people hate me as much as I hate myself? I'm probably worse. At very least I understand why nobody loves me.

No. 2443290

I ditched one of my friends irl after he trooned out. Unfortunately every tall blond dude with long hair for miles looks like him so I have a mini freak out whenever I see that phenotype on the train kek

No. 2443291

>>2443250
>>2443245
>>2443226
Yes, thank you! Happy to find others who get it. I feel like I'm going crazy. I can't believe people who insist on spouting their shitty incorrect headcanons while barely haven read/watched/played any of the media. I've even seen argument where the shit-fans were denying tweets the creator of the series made about their own characters. Its crazy how dense some people can be.

I just want these assholes out of horror fandoms. There's no place for them, clearly they can't handle it, but yet they still persist.

No. 2443303

>>2443291
I just remembered that way back in the day the Wizard of Oz fanclub got so influential that they deemed some of the official Oz books (post the "famous forty") as non-canon, and instead considered a lot of their self-published books as the new canon. So I guess some of this insanity has been around for generations kek

No. 2443313

Anyone else have their mom be upset with them and act weird because they lost weight? She always points out how ugly I became or that I look sick and like, I get that she’s concerned but she always says I looked better when I was literally fat. I remember how much I hated myself and she’d always see my extended family members who were thin and not say anything about it. I’m just annoyed

No. 2443315

>Too tall for most pants in regular stores
>Legs too short for the tall section
Why did I inherit mom's height but not her goddamn legs? I'm like 70% torso so it's fucking impossible to find clothes that fit. Somehow the only cute polos and t-shirts that actually fits me nicely are from fucking aliexpress and shein of all places.

No. 2443351

>>2443279
I know right? What are you supposed to do, read a book? Boring. I just want to curl up under the blanket and watch a show.
But I think you should at least avoid the social activities of your phone (such as posting on lolcow, which I am currently doing at 11 pm, oopsie)

No. 2443367

I hate this type of anxiety. I am breathing just fine, but I'm so tense and uncomfortable all over it feels like my breaths are getting stuck in my throat and that I am breathless. I just want to crawl out of my own skin.

No. 2443373

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I’m starting to think that I sustained a brain injury at some point when I was younger. When I was 7 I got diagnosed with ADHD and autism but I was otherwise a relatively happy/normal kid. I remember falling down and hitting my head really hard on the floor more than once. Some bad stuff happened to me when I was a kid, but not bad enough to explain why I am the way that I am. When I was around 9 my personality suddenly and drastically changed. It started out with depression and suicidal thoughts and quickly escalated to rage outbursts, self-harm, and even full-blown psychosis. I’ve been diagnosed with so many different mental disorders by now that it’s hard to keep track. I feel like something is physically wrong with my brain. I’ve heard stories of football players getting a concussion without even knowing it and suddenly snapping and killing their whole family out of nowhere

No. 2443399

>get a busier job
>g is suddely dead (besides the luigi thread)
its like i was single handedly keeping it alive, call me hornyposting CEO

No. 2443404

I hate how one day my loved ones will die and I’ll never see them ever again. I just can’t imagine it and I have to stop myself from thinking about it because I’ll just start crying.

No. 2443409

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>>2443373
Sounds like the perfect opportunity for a catscan anon

No. 2443428

>have to wait until 3am for gpt-4o daily limit to reset so i can finish my assignment
I stay up anyway but I wanted to get this shit over with

No. 2443461

>>2443428
I bought plus (I'm a loser) but it still has a limit. And pro costs 300 dollars a fucking month wtf

No. 2443468

>>2443461
That's lame as fuck. I just made a 2nd account now to get around it and I'm done, I'll keep this in mind for next time though.

No. 2443479

I’m on my 2nd year of an Accounting degree and its actually concerning how little I know. I’ve just been coasting with average grades but sometimes this shit looks like a foreign language. I still dont know how to prepare any of the financial statements. I’m really worried for when I graduate and I’m too scared to ask my profs since they expect me to know this shit…

No. 2443501

>>2443479
Me but with fourth year of law. I'm still absolutely retarded and couldn't name a single concept to save my life

No. 2443508

My car that I just bought six months ago just broke down. Took it to the mechanic who said the engine had been tampered with by the last owner to conceal a major problem. I'm looking at a repair bill of $2,000-$7500. Also, the engine may have been internally damaged from this and so it could go even after the repair, and it would be $10K-$12K. I was supposed to drive this thing 1,000 miles next week to get to an interview that will make or break my career.
I'm so heartbroken nonas. Why do bad things happen to me constantly?

No. 2443513

I wish I had random vocal tics instead of quick tics that are either quickly moving my eyes and that fucks up my vision for a moment, grinding my teeth and hitting me. They're quick like a sneeze and I cannot control them at all and when I try it's painful because I have to restrain myself physically. I wish they could stop, they're stress tics, I developed them due to heavy stress in my formative years and now they're just there. They also wake me up at night, I have a lot of spams and I cannot get a full night of sleep. Sometimes I believe that I wouldn't get a stable job because of these and I wish they could stop, I'm starting to hurt badly because I hit myself in my shoulders and when I do I curse myself so I look even more insane that I am. Therapy didn't do shit because since it's stress related, then I have to get some benzos and try to be less stressed (yeah ok simple as that) but they don't stop. Sometimes I cry because they frustrate me so much and seeing munchies online faking them like that trippy hippie bitch makes my blood boil. I want to be normal and I wish I could be seen as normal because when one of them slips in front of people they act like I'm possessed while I'm there the whole time but I can't stop it and it makes me miserable because I know that people will go "ok weirdo" and never talk to me again or treat me like a retard. I'm fighting a kicking toddler trapped inside my body, please make it stop.

No. 2443523

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I hate men, I hate men so much. I hate witnessing them shit talk shit about women and holding my tongue as if men and their refusal to hold other men accountable aren't the main reason they dominate violent crime statistics. They love larping as if they are these strong protectors, but if that were the case why wouldn't more crimes be prevented by them, why aren't they killing known pedophiles? Have other nonas realized how gay men sound with how much they talk shit about women? Just bend over your best bro and leave women alone? It's 2025 you can come out of the closet. Men will have the nerve to walk around looking so ugly, smelling of sweat, open ass cheeks and being porn addicts and have the audacity to rate womens looks on a number scale including rating female celebrities that WOULD NEVER LOOK IN THEIR DIRECTION. One of the most common topics talked about among relationships is MEN REFUSING TO WASH THEIR OWN ASS.

I'm so glad I'm lesbian because I could not fathom dealing with a male. Is it just coincidence that my father was a deadbeat and wasn't a part of my life while my mom struggled as a single mother who had to lower her standards for 6 different men 3 of which are now dead? Is it just a coincidence that my half brother also grew up to be a dead beat that sees his kids a handful of times a year? It's also just complete coincidence that my childhood friend was cheated on by her scrote while she was pregnant? Is it a coincidence that every time a pedophile is caught they are male? Zoophile ring exposed, all male participants? I think I've fried my brain on true crime because not even the worst case with a female perpetrator can hold a candle to the depravity of males. What are the odds that the two young girls that died in the Delphi murders were texting with a pedophile over snapchat, only to get murdered by a whole different grown man later that day? You've never heard of a female police officer using her position of power to rape a male? There's a case about a teenage girl that grew up in a abusive household where her father was a convicted sex offender, her own brother assaulted her, only to later be raped and murdered by an unrelated male….but it doesn't stop there, her body was then discovered by ANOTHER MALE who instead of reporting the body proceeded to rape her corpse. I've never heard of a case of a woman pulling out a male intestines through his asshole? I don't know how some of you nonas aren't completely repulsed by the very existence of the Y chromosome. I'm tired of pretending men aren't embodiment of evil and if they have a clean record they just haven't gotten their opportunity yet. If you were cursed to be straight I'm so sorry.

No. 2443532

I hate Roberta.

No. 2443537


No. 2443538

my mom made french toast and i saved a slice, and my dad ate half. he's such a hypocrite he always complains when my mom eats other people's food. i'm really full but am angry regarding the principle of the matter. it's not right.

No. 2443544

My husband always gets taken in by people running scams… our doorbell rang at 8:30, its dark out, I told my husband don't answer that there's literally no reason for someone to be ringing the doorbell at this hour. He answers it anyway, its some 16 year old asking if we wanted to buy pest control liquid? My husband says no and the kid goes away. I don't trust the kid was actually selling pest control liquid, wtf is that about. Maybe he was checking if someone was home? Scary. But he gets taken in by stuff like this all the time, people will try to get money off him on the street and he will entertain it before I have to step in and tell them to get a fucking job. He's niave…

No. 2443548

you eat four times a day you're not starving!!! stop meowing at me!

No. 2443552

>>2443544
It's one thing to be naive but the fact that he doesn't listen to you and will probably put you in danger at some point is the worst part.

No. 2443554

>>2443523
Fr and if you bring it up some redditoid will go "so you're saying men can't get raped?? Stuff like this is why make victims are afraid to come forward" mf WHO IS RAPING THE MEN? OTHER MEN. There's so few spaces you can even dare complain about the ridiculous skew to crime statistics

No. 2443558

Why are most people so shallow and fake? Is it normal for people who call eachother friends to talk behind eachothers backs constantly, make fun of others looks and then brag about how woke they are? These are people I have to interact with almost daily and they use me as their neurodivergent token pet. I try not to do anything with them if I don't really have to but it's hard to decline the only social interaction you will get during the day when you're too autistic to talk to other people. It makes me want to rip my skin off interacting with them, but on the other hand I can feel myself slowly going crazy having little contact to humans. I hate this point I'm at, feeling my self esteem get lower by each day, feeling my ability to talk to others get worse when I actually get the chance to, generally loosing hope. Sometimes it's like higher forces have fun torturing me, by making fate give me these literal demons to have to talk to every day. Maybe this is just me being autistic, but I just want to have a deep connection with someone else, not basic friendship, but something like finding your other half, like a soulmate but not romantically. I know it's possible but i'd actually have to talk to others and all the work I spent, getting over my social akwardness and feeling happy with myself was pretty much for nothing now. I literally feel like an alien to humanity because of my social circle.

No. 2443572

>>2443544
Damn nona you married a retarded faggot

No. 2443574

>>2443544
Ignoring the fact that your husband didn’t listen to you, Nona I hate to worry you but the kid was 100% casing your house

No. 2443578

>>2443574
nta but I'm confused, probably because I'm retarded like her husband kek, would it be better or worse for the kid to know that there were people home in that case?

No. 2443617

If you only hang out with me out of guilt or obligation, just let me go. I've been through enough. Im so tired of reaching out and feeling like a burden. You're not curious about any aspect of my life. Let me grieve you then.

No. 2443624

>>2443578
definitely better. There's a chance they would've tried to break in if nobody was home, burglars usually don't want violence/confrontation

No. 2443625

>>2443538
You shouldn’t even eat his food next time, just throw it away and be like “Oh sorry I thought you were done”

No. 2443651

Does anyone else feel fat with the full moon

No. 2443659

>>2443373
I don't wanna sound dismissive but there's a 99% sure it was just puberty starting. 9 is at the earlier end but not that uncommon of an age for puberty to start kicking in for girls (especially if you were overweight as a kid, that can start puberty earlier)

No. 2443668

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In an act of confidence I picked up my guitar and recorded myself singing and playing for the first time in like 5 years. I felt amazing and I missed it so much, and when I went back to look at the recording - holy shit, my face looks so retarded and fat. When I sing it's like the muscle under my jaw flares out like a bullfrog and I look like I have a double chin. I have no idea if it's because I'm not supporting my muscles properly, or if it's the fact that I gained weight over the past few years but all of my confidence just flew right out the window and I feel so ugly. I used to love sharing videos of myself singing and playing and now I just feel so embarrassed and insecure.

No. 2443670

>>2443558
I relate so much nona. I’ve been trying really hard to find genuine people, I still have hope that they’re out there.

No. 2443671

>>2443668
I don't remember much, but when I was in some lyric singing lessons, the instructor told us that some people just are doomed to look awful while singing.

No. 2443673

>>2443558
Are you currently in school? I feel like I had to deal with this a lot when I was in high school/college and a lot of catty "meal girl" bullshit but it all went away once I was on my own in my 20s and I found other friends who liked and accepted me for who I am and were just genuinely funny, weird, nice people (a majority of whom are also neurodivergent and I didn't know until later, kek).

No. 2443674

>>2443651
Yeah and my period is late (not pregnant just irregular cycle plus PMDD I feel insane)

No. 2443679

I can't believe how stupid moids are sometimes. I do some marketing work and have a full menu of stuff I do and like 80% of the time its MEN needing to be spoonfed info and making stupid questions. My menu could say "I'll make a simple logo for 10 bucks" and they'll straight up ask "how much for you to make me a simple logo?" like holy crap. I also fucking despise the moids who catcall me on the street. I'm an I cup and I can't even wear loose pajamas without someone telling me I have nice tits or that I'm so hot. Even the guy that delivers my cat's food says stupid shit to me. I have untreated BPD and the stress of all of this happening to me on top of my personal issues makes me want to explode when I get catcalled or annoyed on the street. I got mugged with a gun by some dudes on a motorcycle 3 months ago so these things do not help at all when you already have a phobia to going out alone. This is not a moid-hating sperg, since there are moids who are smart enough to read menus, who are respectful, and who don't ask stupid shit, but I genuinely wish I didn't have to deal with HornyTard McStupid when I'm $100 short on rent or about to piss myself because they parked next to me because I think they're gonna rob me.

No. 2443684

>>2443671
ayrt, thank you nona, kek. I try to remember that pretty much everyone has a ridiculous "guitar face" and even someone like Freddie Mercury looks ridiculous when he sings but you can't deny that he sounds great. I just hate that as a woman, I feel like I need to "look hot" or cute while I'm just trying to do something fun and enjoy the moment with my instruments.

No. 2443705

>>2443558
damn i relate, i only have one irl friend i really connect with, and she has a boyfriend that takes priority over me. it sucks. i wish i could have a strong connection with somebody who mutually prioritizes me as a good friend or romantic partner. i feel like im a really honest person who wears my heart on my sleeve, and people can usually open up to me, like my coworkers and other students in my classes, but they dont stick as friends

No. 2443711

>>2442331
>>2442326
>>2442317
>>2442359
these are trannies/boyless neets trying to groom you into being boyless btw(bait)

No. 2443720

>>2442172
Message to all anons here. Either go through it with or keep being a pussy forever until you're 50 and still a loser

No. 2443723

>>2443711
Wouldn't troons want you to hook up with worthless men?

No. 2443725

I will always hate the feeling of being misunderstood and misinterpreted. A version of me living in other people's heads that they completely fabricated and use as a strawman for their own narratives. It's fucking cringey. You know nothing about me, everybody that you lumped in with me was just incorrect guessing on your part, but I'm sure you feel very soothed because you feel like you can tell who's who and that I must have the same problems as all the more insecure fags in this thread. I've never fully understood it until recently, the way they beat themselves down is foreign to me. Just never felt that extreme swing in emotion before or a want to fit in. Some of you are pests that prioritize the Maslow's hierarchy of needs above all else.

No. 2443728

Ughhh I haven’t had sex in almost 2 years and it’s driving me crazy. I’ve been so close like 3 times but the tism starts showing up and it doesn’t help I’m grossed out making out so I never make the first move. All the guys in my part of the Midwest are so ugly and white. The moid I lost my virginity to when I was 23 literally models now I set my standards way too high. I wouldn't even know how to show someone I want to fuck it’s been so long since I’ve flirted at a bar. Should I start catcalling men from my car.

No. 2443735

I used to be hypersensitive, now I've lost a lot of my affective empathy. Back then I would have been an edgelord and wanted to be what I am now, but reality is, it sucks and comes with depressive moods and anhedonia/avolition. I want to be sensitive again.

No. 2443738

>>2443735
The reality is that hypersensitivity is usually a burden to other people. That's why anons seek refuge here, away from it. You were probably using it to mask other issues that are surfacing now and going back to your "overreact -> (self-)soothe" cycle seems more tempting than sorting that out

No. 2443767

>>2443723
No, because they think it’ll cause men to break and fuck trannies/become trannies/etc

No. 2443779

>>2437955
Update to this post: I found out she let the older dude hit it raw because he swore that he's had a vasectomy. She's now experiencing symptoms of pregnancy. At least she had the common sense to go get tested for STD's and if she's preggers or not but I just can not deal with her stupidity. It's just difficult for me to comprehend how someone so bright turns into a complete drooling retard when it comes to men.

No. 2443780

>>2443720
who hurt you?

No. 2443849

>>2443767
wouldn't troons want other men to fuck them and become like them though?

No. 2443864

I wish I could cut my hair short but it's gonna look so bad on my frame and face, the only girls I've seen look cute with short hair are the ones with petite soft features. I'm tall, angular and sharp, short hair would only make me look like a tranny or make my angular features stand out even more. And unfortunately my long hair isn't great either because it's super thin, but it's the only hairstyle that flatters me.

No. 2443878

>>2443779
Tell her that men go gaga for hard to catch women who go to therapy for their BPD. She's going to be a lost cause until she accepts help.

No. 2443881

>>2443864
It's just hair. You can cut it if you want to. Looksmaxxing is fake and gay.

No. 2443898

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I should have tried harder to date in high school. Now i am in college at 24 and guys my age are totally walled. They are already balding, fat, have boring personalities and shit hairstyles. Meanwhile all the 18yo cuties in college are cute, have longish hair, bubble personalities and dont have deep forehead wrinkles, but they probably think i am a grandma. I am going to die a virgin, not knowing what cute, young moid flesh feels like. Why did god make me horny, ugly and threw me when i was at my skinniest in a high school filled with teen moids with ugly hitler mandated haircuts. Fucking why. I cant even rent a qte prostitute scrote because they are always gay and walled. I tried checking a male escort site and they are all 25-35 and also fuck other scrotes.

No. 2443901

>>2443898
Just go after the 18 year old college students anyway.

No. 2443902

>>2443901
I tried and i failed, i am too ugly and socially inept. Some giga stacy swooped in and took the scrote i was trying to date.

No. 2443919

>>2443901
Why do you guys try to pretend you're not too ugly for that kek

No. 2443928

>>2443728
why would you want to have sex with random men, most are gross and overrated. Just take care of yourself

No. 2443933

>>2443864
I’m not tall but I don’t have soft small features and I love having short hair. It’s just hair. You can probably find a style that works for your face. Don’t overthink it. If you want to try it just try it. It can be fun, low maintenance and liberating to do it.

No. 2443935

Ugly scrote at work keeps interrupting and not letting me finish my sentences, so now I make his caramel macchiato with more foam than actual milk and don't measure the coffee grounds before pulling an espresso shot, which turns it sour. You're now paying more for less. Fuck you.

No. 2443937

>>2443933
Yup hair grows back. Do wat you want

No. 2443941

>>2443728
If men were capable of giving you shattering orgasm each time I would consider sleeping around kek, but they don’t. I’m good.

No. 2443955


No. 2443970

So on top of my current health issues, I had an appendicitis scare. This is not fun, I'm better now and I hope it was just an inflammation that went away, as I had before. Veggies and tea seemed to help.
Maybe I should've gotten that little bitch appendix removed when I was a kid and they said they need to undergo the surgery, but it turned out it was an inflammation that went away the very same day. I have never gotten a surgery in my life and the thought of it scares me a lot.

No. 2443978

>>2443970
appendicitis freaks me out bc in the UK they just wheel you to the back of hospital and tell you to wait several hours before they even check what's wrong with you while you're in severe pain.

No. 2443979

why are moids so time consuming. why can't i just have a cute moid to take care of me when i need and leave me alone the rest of the time.
i mean i know nothing in lifes free but yeah

No. 2443980

>>2443978
Or they gaslight you and send you home to die. It’s the same with meningitis. Or even going into labour. A lot of women and babies die preventable deaths in our hospitals.

No. 2443988

>>2443980
or you're sent home for your preventable issue to get so bad it turns fatal. but at least you can go private for those. no matter if you pay for insurance or not, you're still gonna end up in our shitty hospitals being treated like scum for daring to ask for help in an emergency. that or someone's 5 year old sprained its ankle so it's automatically more important than a life or death situation of an adult

No. 2443994

>>2443978
>>2443980
>>2443988
jfc and appendicitis is a minor surgery, as are others, but they can turn into life threatening complications if delayed
I fucking hate how retarded and expensive healthcare can be

No. 2444003

>>2443988
I genuinely think a lot of healthcare staff get so burned out and overworked they actually don’t give a shit if someone dies, as long as it lightens their working load. A lot of evil shit goes on in hospitals. Some of these people are just straight up narcs and sadists to begin with and only wanted to be a doctor or nurse for asspats from everyone around them. Women in labour especially are treated like utter shit, not believed and the staff would rather they go through agony, injury and risk death for mother and/or child than perform a C section.

No. 2444011

>>2443673
ayrt, I'm also in my 20s and in uni rn. It was the same in high school just that I played along with the fakeness but I don't have the energy anymore. I thought the same way you do, meaning that I hoped people would be more mature and sincere by now kek. But you say you found your people, so that give me hope thx nona!

No. 2444039

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>>2443544
Is this your mans?

No. 2444053

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got sucked into helping this old lady open an instagram shop…she said she will pay me but although i am far more tech-savvy than she is, i do not use social media and i have no clue about the seo or advertising methods that work! so i have to do research and i really hope i present her with some good information or can be a good enough help. her products are adorable but i don’t know how much to help. give her advertising tips or ideas? just set up the shop? i got cancer and essays bruh …. itll be okay

No. 2444054

I hate that I'm old enough that old men think it's ok to hit on me. This 50 year old man that I'm forced to be around 5 days a week always hits on me and insinuates that he wants to date. It actually pisses me off. I'm closer in age to his daughter and he is closer in age to my mom. Fuck right off, it's still creepy to me.

No. 2444071

>>2444054
old men think 30 year olds are fair game. it's actually offensive.

No. 2444072

>>2444003
that and they're desensitised to it. idk what the solution is but we sure as hell aren't getting it in the next decade or two. so the only thing we can do is try to be healthy and pray nothing bad happens. unfortunately shit like appendicitis can happen to healthy people and both my parents got theirs removed lmao.

No. 2444073

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>>2443544
Mine is the same way. He sends me screenshots of obvious scam texts/emails all the time and I have to tell him they are scams and to delete it. He's gotten a little better I guess, he used to send me the screenshots genuinely concerned that the government was going to shut down his bank account and throw him in jail if he didnt etransfer $500 immediately kek. Now he just sends the screenshots and says "scam?".

No. 2444076

>>2444071
let's be honest, old men think 16 year olds are fair game

No. 2444077

>>2443544
lack of awareness and survival skills like this annoys me so much in people. opening doors to literally anyone even if they look dangerous. my parents were discussing my mum going to face some men doing weird shit in the woods the other day. like are you mentally okay? opening the door to some random final boss looking creature claiming he needs to fix their boiler. stop talking to randos. i fear they have rose colored glasses from living in a safe tiny town in the 80s.

No. 2444079

>>2444076
yes but they feel they can outwardly go after 30 year olds. their little crushes on literal kids stays somewhat silent.

No. 2444082

>>2443544
>>2444077
It's not even necessarily survival, either. I constantly have to point out to the people around me when something is blatant misinformation or AI. It honestly makes me wonder how humanity has survived for as long as it has kek

No. 2444083

>>2444073
You could try to scam him out of his money. When he sends you screenshots of your scamtexts just tell him they're legit.

No. 2444084

Recovering from a minor operation, have been on a liquid/soft food diet for a bit and the disordered eating is coming back worse than ever

No. 2444087

>>2444082
i wonder that all the time and it scares me. it makes you realise why humanity is so fucked. everyone's stupid and doing the bare minimum. including me kek, but my job is in entertainment and doesn't really affect the lives of people

No. 2444109

I got tired of living alone so in January when my lease ended I moved in with two friends (also bc it was cheaper of course) and boy do I regret it now. They talk so much and want to interact alllll the fucking time. i started just keeping my door closed but I feel bad about it, they're probably upset that I don't want to interact and think I'm a snob. I wonder if it would have been better to move in with complete strangers.

No. 2444112

>>2444109
Just tell them you feel a bit under the weather and that will buy you a couple weeks.
Do you have a job? It's suddenly gotten so stressful, you need the full two weekend days to fully decompress (insert a stressed, exhausted face here).

No. 2444120

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>reached the point where my fear of losing my partner is exceeding the pleasure I get from his company
It's a high threshold because I like him a lot. Fuck.
Nothing can beat my BPDfag senses telling me he's getting ready to break up with me. No matter what he says or does I'm so convinced and brace myself for it every day. So exhausted.
When we started dating I was the more unsure one so this makes me feel like an absolute loser. I hate being so reliant on someone for happiness.

No. 2444125

>>2444120
>Nothing can beat my BPDfag senses telling me he's getting ready to break up with me
I'm trying not to actually be "mean" and infight when I say this but reading this would be like you reading about me taking a painful, bloody shit this morning. That's why people "hate" bpds so much, I don't want to think about this or imagine feeling that way. Especially bc you guys are always in a new/bad relationship

No. 2444144

>>2444125
I don't completely follow because if you vented in here about a bloody shit I'd be as worried as one can be for a stranger and recommend seeing a doctor in case it's cancer. Maybe it's a cultural difference.
>I don't want to think about this or imagine feeling that way
Cheers, me either. It feels like the dumbest thing to be so theatrically miserable and/or angry about.

No. 2444149

>>2444144
It would be like me venting about taking a bloody shit but every other day and I'm different people. Also I keep eating broken glass but can't see the connection between the bloody shit and eating broken glass

No. 2444150

>>2444120
Can you be medicated? Is that a treatment option for bpdfags?

No. 2444153

I seriously want a husband who can do handyman tasks around the house, but the only scrotes like that are blue collar fags who beat their wives. Why are modern scrotes so fucking useless nowadays?

No. 2444156

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WHY IS IT SO GODDAMN SLOW
FUCK

No. 2444174

>>2444125
Nta and no offense but, why do you subject yourself to reading through this website then, knowing that there’s such a high concentration of bpdfags here? It would be like me complaining about autistic fujo weeb women when I’m choosing to come to a place where they hang out.

No. 2444179

>>2444149
Okay. Well that's fair.
But it's so hard to live without love even if it makes me evil and stupid. In general I try to offer more in a relationship than I take away and am in therapy. It just helps to vent sometimes.
I don't want to annoy my friends with it for sure.
>>2444150
Mood stabilizers for some, but I think I'm functional enough nowadays that it would just make my quality of life worse. It's just fucked up that if I don't live perfectly, my symptoms become much harder to manage. I'm currently pretty anemic so have sleep/fatigue issues and now it's as if I regressed to my teen years emotionally. Fucked.

No. 2444181

>>2444125
>>2444149
Kekk you're being dramatic. She's venting about her insecurities, and you're comparing it to eating broken glass and tearing your asshole when shitting it out.
She's not making you imagine yourself in her situation and causing your mental anguish. Just ignore posts you don't like and everyone will be happier. It contributes to the health of a thread.

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No. 2444196

>>2444187
Couldn't let it go huh? How "bpdfag" of you. I think your bf is going to break up with you today btw, my horoscope and taro cards confirmed it(infighting)

No. 2444216

I'm not listening to moralfags anymore.

No. 2444219

>>2444179
Don't antidepressants double as mood stabilizers? Idk, maybe you should try some? My ability to take care of myself improved on it, including diet. And maybe ask for something that helps you sleep and take iron supplements, that should definitely help you feel better.

No. 2444221

>>2444196
This is a perfect example of how jannies aren't obsessed with your posts. They only respond to what is reported(derailing)

No. 2444272

Just spent two hours looking for a one-piece swimsuit at the mall after spending about two hours the other day looking at some online. What happened to all the one-piece swimsuits with fun colors? Granted it's still early for the season (this was a very last minute event, I have a bikini but I've been feeling weird about my body) but even online where there's a bigger selection the majority of options are either granny prints with unflattering cuts or sexy… but black only, maybe brown or drab dark colors if you're lucky. I need more bright obnoxious 80s and 90s neons! I eventually settled on a cute one at Aerie but jfc I should not have to look at a dozen different places.

No. 2444288

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I tried to alter some of my clothes today, and I messed up one thing which idk if I can correct it and one shirt still looks meh on me. All sorts of things go wrong today. I get something from the fridge, magnets suddently fall. I'm also really relly hungry but I'm trying to lose weight and eat less. I'm probably gonna get my period tomorrow so I feel also really irratable and angry sometimes. My phones battery is constantly empty and no music I usually like satisfies me.

No. 2444328

My best friend's boyfriend has been cheating on her and just broke up with her. She thought everything was going perfect but I guess he's been planning it for a while. Goes to show you can never really tell what they're thinking I guess. Now my weekend will be spent listening to her sad stories and wondering what went wrong

No. 2444348

>>2444288
Can you try eating something filling but not fatty? Like white rice, or some veggies? I like lentil soup for this case as well.
If your body's hunger hormones have been released but you're actively not eating, you can accidentally make it think you're going through famine and it will try to bulk up more!

No. 2444360

>>2444348
You’re sweet nonna maybe i make a small portion of oats with yogurt

No. 2444366

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>>2444328
>what went wrong

No. 2444369

>>2444360
Yay!! I hope it tastes good and you feel a bit better about your day afterwards ♥

No. 2444377

>>2444328
Give your friend a long hug for us nonnie

No. 2444381

>>2444288
women get more hungry before their period (luteal phase) and need like 100-300 more calories, eat something good and protein filled of possible. good lucky nonny.

No. 2444382

>>2444366
I'll let her know she should become an obese gay millennial and see what she says. Do you have any clothing recs, or just the button up poly shirt and making the hair as loud as possible? Does the type of boxed wine matter or just whatever is cheapest and smells the strongest

No. 2444384

>>2444382
It's just simple logic. If you're not dating to marriage you're dating to break up.

No. 2444389

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>>2444384
Groundbreaking 90s advice. We were so confused about moids and their intimacy issues, like hello? Could he be less committed? But now we know bc we have you

No. 2444390

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I lost 55 lbs and my arms haven’t changed at all it’s insane. I’m squarely in a healthy bmi now but my arms haven’t taken the fucking hint. I tried doing Pilates for 5 months or so and that didn’t slim my arms down at all. In fact it made them a bit more manly than lunch lady-y.

No. 2444391

>>2444390
That's good anon. I'd rather you have strong arms than flabby bat wings

No. 2444395

>>2444389
It's not that complicated. If he doesn't want to marry you, he doesn't want to stay with you forever, so he's planning to break up with you.

No. 2444396

>>2444395
You're acting like women are dealing with adults and don't realize how retarded you look applying outdated parameters to literal stunted retards who can't stop masturbating and playing video games. Stop cosplaying as Dr. Laura, you don't live in that world anon. You probably never will again

No. 2444398

>>2444396
What's the flaw in my reasoning? I'm not trying to bait, I genuinely don't see how I am wrong. If I went wrong, I want to know where.

No. 2444401

>>2444391
It wouldn’t bother me that much if they were proportionate to the rest of my body. I thought maybe I was being delulu but when I asked my friends/family if my arms look fat and to be honest they all said they make me look bigger than I actually am. I probably shouldnt have asked tbh but it’s good to know.

No. 2444403

>>2444398
nta but one flaw is that divorce exists kek

No. 2444407

>>2444401
NTA but instead of trying to slim them down, have you tried working them out? Exercising them will buff them up, sure, but if you end up getting fat off them, then losing the muscle is as simple as not working out any more.
Plus, like other anon said, if they're gonna be big, they might as well be strong.

No. 2444408

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>>2444403
>not married implies break up
doesn't mean
>married implies never break up

No. 2444412

>>2444398
>not trying to bait
I want to believe this but there have been a lot of nonas pushing marriage when that is something that sounds terrifying to us, bc so many moids are fucking horrible/awful/terrible people. So your advice used to sound like "the prize" but now it's like telling us we're going to get AIDs if we keep going to the dentist or something. No one really enjoys dating moids anymore and being stuck with one forever sounds way worse than just dating one temporarily, until you find out he is horrible too

No. 2444415

All this talk about marriage makes me think of my husband. If he ever left me, I’d definitely make him regret it kek. The whole world would be suffering.

No. 2444417

>>2444415
You are the only type of nona I want to see enter a marriage. It is what they deserve

No. 2444420

>>2444412
>No one really enjoys dating moids anymore and being stuck with one forever sounds way worse than just dating one temporarily, until you find out he is horrible too
If this is true, then you shouldn't ever go out or sleep with a moid to begin with. Yet no one actually wants that.

No. 2444438

>>2444420
Women still get horny so it happens. Anons congratulate and praise each other for canceling hookups like this tho

No. 2444449

>>2444120
God I cant stand bpdettes

No. 2444451

>>2444438
>Women still get horny so it happens.
Play stupid games, win stupid prizes, as the saying goes.

No. 2444453

>>2444417
Kek love you nonna ♥

No. 2444455

>>2444451
They're not playing stupid games. Women have incredible restraint when it comes to their sexuality that moids can't even comprehend. It's really not women's fault that males decided to drop out of the mating/existence game and turn themselves into useless human garbage. At least my dad can build stuff and go to a job every day, they have nothing to offer which is why no one wants them/they're angry

No. 2444457

>>2444415
How did you find someone worth marrying nona, whats your secret

No. 2444461

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For my own protection, I'm starting to think I might be better off trying to suppress any sympathy I feel for people outside my personal circle.

No. 2444462

>>2444455
>Women have incredible restraint when it comes to their sexuality that moids can't even comprehend.
Yeah, no. I call waiting until marriage "incredible restraint", not waiting until the third date. But women are more the latter than the former.

No. 2444471

>>2444457
Not gonna say too much cause I don’t wanna blogpost but I will say I found a nigel who’s incredibly strong and caring of his family and that was what really showed me he’s marriage material cause I’m a piece of shit who wasn’t super close with my family and he’s just really shown me a lot.

No. 2444484

>>2444462
Anon you're arguing in circles and this is why it's impossible to believe you're not baiting. Women don't want to wait until they are legally bound to a scrote to find out he's a scrote, which pretty much always happens
>>2444457
Jewish moids still make fairly good husbands. This is not racebait but objectively true and you can see it everywhere. I won't compare to other ethnicities/religions bc that is already obvious and I don't have to

No. 2444491

>>2444484
>you're arguing in circles
No, I'm just going back to the original point. If a scrote doesn't want to marry you, he's planning to break up with you.
>Women don't want to wait until they are legally bound to a scrote to find out he's a scrote
You don't have to marry a scrote to find out he's a scrote.

No. 2444494

>>2444484
Fuck off jew shill, no one is marrying your ugly scrotes(back to /pol/)

No. 2444500

>>2444491
You're assuming the issue is that scrotes don't want to marry anons and the reality is that anons don't want to marry scrotes. The psy-op before the internet/porn was tricking women into believing moids are valuable and worth pursuing when in reality, women are the prize and always have been. If a moid wants to marry a woman, he'll do what is necessary to make that happen. Since we (overall, everywhere in society) aren't seeing that happen and instead witnessing an unprecedented incel movement, composed of genetically defunct mentally challenged males who believe they are entitled to a young girl with a "model face and instagram body", they are simply dying off and will be replaced by whatever minority of males still find it worthwhile to couple and reproduce, in a civilized way. At this point it becomes politsperging, since we know where the high birth rates are at and what kind of moids comprise those stats

No. 2444501

>>2444494
I was just checking how many shriveled up troons were hiding in the thread, sitting on their autistic hands waiting to sperg about how much they hate the moids who cucked them into eunuching themselves. Hi!(scrotefoiling)

No. 2444505

>>2444500
>You're assuming the issue is that scrotes don't want to marry anons and the reality is that anons don't want to marry scrotes.
Why can't it be both? Or rather, real scrotes don't want to marry women, women don't want to marry real scrotes, but women want to marry in the ideal.
>If a moid wants to marry a woman, he'll do what is necessary to make that happen. Since we (overall, everywhere in society) aren't seeing that happen
I agree with you. That's why you should go out or sleep with a scrote. Yet anons somehow still want to enable scrotes and their scrotery by going out and sleeping with them.

No. 2444509

>>2444501
At least you aren’t pretending not to be a dirty hook-nosed jew(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 2444512

>>2444505
They're already married. Moids who are deserving and worthy of marriage are picked by women at a very young age and settle easily, bc of the nature of them being "prize moids". By that very same nature, women are the least likely to settle since they have so much to lose by doing that, since even in "prize moid" marriages, she's still expected to give birth and sacrifice her career/goals, at least temporarily to fulfill some biological need/goal the moid has. Again, this is why women are "the prize" and will thrive in the same technologically advanced world that failmales require to exist. There is a possibility that alpha generation males observe how sad and pathetic these failmales turn out (no family, dirty home, still on tindr, etc) and become the opposite of them, bc they don't want to turn out that way too. The new Cat Ladies, but can't handle the responsibility of pet ownership. The women who abstain from destroying their lives for them will be "cool aunts" or form their own communities with likeminded women, since there are so many all around the western world at this point

No. 2444513

at the gym mid workout and perma foot cramp in my fucking left foot and idk what to do to get rid of it. do i say fuck it and leave and finish tmrw. this hurt and fucking sucks!'

No. 2444515

>>2444512
samefag I should have just said "world". Japan, China and Korea are pretty obvious examples(learn to delete)

No. 2444519

>>2444505
>That's why you should go out or sleep with a scrote.
*shouldn't
>>2444512
What does that have to do with anything I said? I said moids are awful, you shouldn't go out with them or fall in love with them or sleep with them, and if you do and get hurt, it's your own fault.

No. 2444520

>>2444519
You said
>real scrotes don't want to marry women
and I read moid interchangeably as "scrote" bc even in my theoretical example, I would never want to be married to these men. I can't think of a single man I would want to be married to, who I have met. So that was my mistake kek

No. 2444522

>>2444484
Nta but I’m married to one. I hope >>2444494 chokes on her hijab or whatever it is that’s restricting the blood flow to her brain.(infighting/racebaiting)

No. 2444523

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this probably sounds so retarded but i had a really close relationship with an online friend (male) and we got so close that it was more like a romantic relationship, and we obviously had feelings for eachother. ok i dont feel like typing up the whole story but basically recently he said he doesnt know how to open up and not be avoidant and impersonal and he's scared of LDR too, and im like, why the fuck were you obviously flirting with somebody who lives several states away from you, and he said he liked me anyways? but i made him upset saying he was just leading me on he hasnt talked to me in days and i feel like its just over now. now i lost the person i talk to the most so i feel lonely as fuck. it sounds so retarded to say this about a guy online but i genuinely felt closer to him than i have with any non-related guy in my life, we could talk for hours, had so many kinda obscure similar interests, he never judged me for being autistic or socially inept. he wasnt a neet or a bum either, and he actually has a kinda normal social life irl, which ive never actually been friends with a guy so normal before KEK. i dont get why he's being so retarded like this when he could have a girlfriend who loves him, he also complains to me that he makes friends easily but theyre all shallow relationships, like, yeah of course they are, ive never met a human more scared of close relationships. I know you guys are going to say he has a girlfriend irl but i really doubt it because i stalked his IG and i really doubt any young girl in our age range would want to date a guy so noncommital and scared like him IRL when he lives in a really populated area where girls would have tons of options. Why are guys in my zoomer age range SO RETARDED AND WIMPY? i just want to experience having a boyfriend once. fuck my life seriously

No. 2444524

>>2444522
KEK love it. They're hotter and better in bed too

No. 2444530

>>2444523
i did this once too nona (kinda) with a long distance guy i was friends with and talked to for hours every day for months. i quickly realized i was basically cucking myself and how insane the whole thing was and straightened the fuck out after i boo-hoo'd about it for about a day. get your feelings out and then move on. go get your money up, you're a woman, you're better, its as simple as that. he's probably noncommittal because he know he's a shitty person/has a small penis.

No. 2444532

>>2444523
Men are just becoming weaker and more limp, I don’t know whats causing it.

No. 2444539

The more and more I think about the fact that I might’ve been groomed at 14 by someone who was 16/17 is really upsetting.
I don’t know if that age gap is enough to qualify grooming but I had low self esteem, never done anything sexual before and this guy kept introducing me to sexual things until we had sex and he would get mad at me if I said no so I felt like I had to because I didn’t know what else to do. I’m sad nonas

No. 2444546

>>2444539
Thats not grooming you just were abused by a scrote

No. 2444549

>>2444523
I'm going to guess the man realized he wouldn't be able to stay faithful to you due to it being ldr and figured he'd save you the trouble by breaking your heart now than later.

No. 2444550

>>2444530
its just difficult because i genuinely liked him a lot and he had a lot of rare qualities that i look for in a boyfriend. well, rare for my porn-obsessed, superficial generation. like not being high libido, not liking little girls, not being into weird abusive sex shit, he never called me bitch or whore or anything like that even if he was mad at me, stuff like that. it sounds pathetic but the bar is really underground at this point. and i dont really have any other options because i live in a really low population shitty town irl. i know people say to just focus on yourself, but thats what ive been doing literally my entire life, ive been isolated and developed lots of hobbies to keep myself from going insane, i just want to share my life and love with somebody and it hurts to get so close and have it taken from me
>>2444539
that is grooming and i think its called cocsa when a minor is sexually abusing another minor. and that is really fucked up and awful of him, not sure if its actually illegal but its terrible and im sorry that happened

No. 2444551

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When you and your friend have a discussion about a franchise, and you realize both of you are going around in circles without really convincing the other one so you try to put a lid on it with a "okay, let's just agree to disagree" AND SHE KEEPS FUCKING GOING. Tried it twice, hoping she'd get that I'm trying to put a punctuation to this since it's going nowhere, but she's adamant about having the last fucking word about something that doesn't even mean anything.

No. 2444554

>>2444550
no anon its not even just about 'focus on yourself' you can focus on whoever/whatever the fuck you want. go get yourself a fun distraction. i had a lot of fun just trolling men i had no interest in. give it a try. you'll come up on men that are worth giving a chance, by pure chance.
in the meantime take it less seriously and you'll have a better time.

No. 2444568

>>2444551
Okay, now SHE finally put an end to it with a "well we both have our opinions set anyway". Now I'm all riled up because of the way she just kept going for another 20 minutes and idk how to let off this particular type of steam. It's not that the discussion particularly meant anything or was any actual big deal, I'm just autistically frustrated that I wasn't allowed to leave the conversation behind when I felt like I was clear in trying to end it.

No. 2444621

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I talked with my supervisors at my internship about how only 7 of last year's alumni in my field have gotten employments, and how much that knowledge freaked me the hell out. Their immediate response to it was to set up a meeting in one of the cozier rooms in the office with some tea and cake to help me through all my thoughts and guide me through the next steps once I've graduated. I was hoping to bring up that I would love to stay, but I guess they had me figured out and brought up that really working at a web agency means you sometimes have to juggle up to over 10 projects at the same time which is very intense and sometimes stressful, which sort of made me second-guess my wish to stay - even if I love this place and the people, it's clear that I'm exhausted from only working with one project for 8 hours a day.
They offered to help me check out bigger companies with better frontend departments, and also help me set up my linkedin a bit better because they want to "fix" my situation because they 100% believe that I have the right passion to become great at what I want to do. I always give myself flack for struggling with problem solving, figuring out how to look for the right information and sometimes being overwhelmed by all the information you find when it comes to documentation, but apparently it's rare for them to see someone so new in the field be able to figure out patterns and connections in the interface at the speed I do whenever I help out in a new project even when it's frameworks or languages I haven't interacted with before. On top of me always being so curious and wanting to learn.
But I'm still feeling so lost when it comes to finding a job once I graduate. I'm in my 30's so it's not like I'm new to the work force, I'm just so scared of not finding anything that's related to what I want to work with so I end up having to take on some shit job and my last two years (and the accompanying student debt) will have been for nothing. Even if I would be considered a step ahead with the fact that I'm a woman in a male dominated field, have references from a well-esteemd internship and sociable - I will most likely choke the moment any interviewer brings up any sort of technical test.

No. 2444623

>>2444554
i dont know where i would troll people… and ive had cyberstalkers before, so i kind of dislike chatting with randos

No. 2444632

I'm so fucking hideous!!

No. 2444642

I don't want to work on this assignment at all, I submitted slop and I'll be reviewing slop

No. 2444663

>>2444621
>but I guess they had me figured out and brought up that really working at a web agency means you sometimes have to juggle up to over 10 projects at the same time which is very intense and sometimes stressful
>I have the right passion to become great
That’s just called letting someone down gently. They just sugarcoated that you are not cut out for this or at least their company.
The less you think about your hypothetical future and the more you apply time to hone your current skills and fill the gaps that you have the more you’ll be employed.
>Even if I would be considered a step ahead with the fact that I'm a woman in a male dominated field, have references from a well-esteemd internship and sociable - I will most likely choke the moment any interviewer brings up any sort of technical test.
Then work on that other than mopping around and patting your back because “they think I have potential!!”.

No. 2444670

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Normally I like working with this team member, but I’m reviewing the code she submitted for our last deliverable and it’s so bad. She didn’t separate basic functionality and conditionals from the rendering of the UI and now I have to rewrite a lot of it to actually implement our navigation tools since it’s all built on top of her previous code. I didn’t realize this until after an hour of cleaning it up, formatting, and removing all the commented out lines. Ugh.

No. 2444681

>rinsing my food container from work
>roommate starts lecturing me on how to properly lay dishes to dry on the drying rack
>"anon this is how my mother AND my grandmother taught me how to do this, don't you ever notice yours still have water sitting in these because they're not upside down blabla"
>tell them at my house I was to wash the dishes and towel dry/put them away as soon as possible, or my dad would kick my ass
>can't dry and put away my dishes because she needs to put everything away from the dish washer that was left open for like 5 hours and she complains if she notices when I use the dish towel to dry dishes
sorry but something this petty just grinds my gears

No. 2444688

>the badly drawn 2000s goth anime girl mural at my workplace was painted over
noooooo

No. 2444692

My mother uses me as her personal assistant and therapist, I’m so fucking drained. She has to do her thesis and she’s basically forcing me to proof read it aka she pastes a bunch of stuff and I have to organize, change it in order to evade plagiarism, add footnotes etc..I already have my stuff at university , I have to follow classes and prepare my own exams, why the heck did she take a master course if she didn’t want to put the work in?! I also helped her (aka I made) her bachelor’s thesis, but the thing that pisses me the most right now is that she set a very early deadline…I have my own shit to do for godness sake! I’m in fucking med school!
She’s not dumb, she has prepared all her exams on her own. Her excuse is “I don’t know how to do it!”, she’s an immigrant and while her writing (of the country we live in) might not be the best she can do it and I literally told her how to use word, she’s just fucking lazy.

She has also broken up with her ex and now she’s in a bad place (anxiety, can’t sleep etc) although she always knew that she was going to leave him, I’m not faulting her , she’s probably scared of being alone , but I don’t want to hear about how his ex wanted BDSM and she didn’t like it, about how he wanted to be a slave or how his dick wasn’t working ughh.
I’m just tired , I want to die. I wish I was a damn child like my siblings too.

No. 2444700

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had to practice bedmaking for a class and a geriatric moid was the only one available to volunteer as the patient and my fucking god he stank so fucking bad it was horrible. I had to discretely hold my breath as I worked on the bed, it was bad enough standing in proximity to him, but to actually do care directly in front of him was nauseating. the realization dawned on me that it was emanating from his bottom half which means his ass was most likely unwashed/poorly wiped, explaining the foul stench im going to kill myself nonas

No. 2444706

>>2444681
why would you want standing water in your drying dishes? she's right

No. 2444712

>>2444700
i'm so sorry nona but kek if you're going into healthcare he's preparing you for the real world

No. 2444713

>>2444700
God…

No. 2444715

>>2444706
If she didn't interrupt me I was going to wipe it with a dish cloth and put it away. Like I said I just dry the dishes myself instead of having them sit out to dry, but she doesn't like that either.

No. 2444716

my roommate has her friends over and one of them is talking in this high pitched squeaky anime voice. please shut the fuck up

No. 2444720

>>2444688
aw that sucks, how long was it there?

No. 2444722

>>2444716
Watch Neko sugar girls without earphones so they can hear the high pitched anime voice.

No. 2444737

>>2444720
The date on it said 2008. Sadly a Sailor Moon one from 1999 was painted over a couple years ago, too. Luckily I took photos of all the anime-inspired ones during that year so both of them are saved on my phone.

No. 2444739

>>2444737
you should upload them to pinterest if you can

No. 2444750

>>2444712
I wouldn't mind it as much if it was coming from a patient, its out of their control after all, but instead its a whole ass functioning adult in college who is studying for the same physical job as me and yet is incapable of doing the bare minimum of basic peri-hygiene. the fact he'll make a patient uncomfortable because of it infuriates me even more, how the fuck is he supposed to take care of others if he can't even take care of himself

No. 2444761

>>2444750
If he's geriatric then he probably wont live to make it to practice tbh

No. 2444776

>>2443970
Aw shit looks like it's not over yet. I'm supposed to get my period too,this is the worst fucking timing given that it will be weekend too, I really need to get an ultrasound done. It's going to be a long weekend, I believe that everything will be fine,it has to be. Please God, let this pass without any issues too I'm tired

No. 2444818

I'm scared I'll never find love because I don't like the idea of having sex before marriage, and I also don't like the idea of being with a non-virgin, so the chances of finding someone who fulfills both is small, in addition to the already small chances of finding a good partner regardless. I'm not religious, so I can't even go to a church to increase my chances (although I heard religious moids don't even fit the bill lmao).

No. 2444850

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>toilet finally unclogs after like a week
>clog the toilet again after only 2 days

No. 2444869

>>2444850
you dont have a plunger?

No. 2444877

>>2444869
Not trying to be rude anon, but yes. A plunger is literally the first thing I tried.

No. 2444880

>>2444750
>>2444761
i was gonna say the same thing, he probably won't get far if he can't even maintain his own ADLs. at best he could probably be a warm body in a really shitty nursing home. also idk what classes you're in, but if nots a part of a bigger program, it could maybe be someone learning to care for one of their own family members/spouse?
>>2444850
anon it sounds like its time to invest in a poop knife

No. 2444881

>>2444869
She be shitting. Never underestimate a big shitter.

>>2444877
>>2444850
People like you are the reason I am forced to see poop knife posts on reddit all the time

No. 2444888

>>2444881
They're not big, just require a lot of TP. I desperately need more fiber.

No. 2444889

I need a hug

No. 2444941

Superficial rant, but damn I hate my beady eyes. Worst part is they're a dark brown which makes them look smaller so that's somethin. I've accepted that I can't do much about it but damn I hate how I look when I try to doll myself up

No. 2444944

>>2444888
Use wet wipes Nona

No. 2445012

im so depressed and lonely

No. 2445025

Been losing my mind lately. Between my mother's creeping back into alcoholism and my medical condition progressively deteriorating, I've lost all hope. I still feel the need to treat my mother like a retarded teenager, even if it's not "my place" to do so. I never wanted to be a parent, I hate kids, I especially hate teenagers, and here I am, trying to coach a fucking 60 year old on why spending all of her income on gifts for people that can't be trusted is a bad thing. Or why drinking until she's retarded negatively impacts more people than herself.
I wish I could just move out, just get a job, just drive away. I could have years ago, but missed the opportunity. I fucked up. I'm a failure and I hate myself for it.
I can't feel anything anymore, sensation-wise. Emotionally. I'm tired. I'm tired of life. I can't make friends that I care about anymore. I can't connect to anyone - they seem to connect with me in a way, but it's not reciprocated. I just don't have it in me to care anymore.
Probably going to get back in that nasty habit again since barfing just makes me feel better. Not proana or anything, just doing it, itself, relieves me of whatever nasty sensation I was feeling immediately. A shower afterwards and laying in bed to sleep is the ticket, but it fucked my teeth over.
Man. I'd kill to be a really boring normie.

No. 2445091

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i think way too much about erasing the face of this rapist tranny with an axe or any of his retarded knives he collected. it's been two years. he's still out there being miserable, making terrible music and having a harem of bpdettes, while i struggle pretending i don't have PTSD

No. 2445093

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>>2444889
There there, it's gonna be alright.

No. 2445115

>>2444944
Nta but that's gonna clog it even more kek. She should just flush small amounts of tp at a time, like in separate batches

No. 2445118

I think I'm getting hypomanic again. i wanna lose weight now now now and buy all kinds of shit now now now. It's easier to identify and fight now that I'm on meds/therapy, some years ago I would have DEFINITELY gotten on ozempic and debt but now I finally have at least some control.

No. 2445153

>>2445093
I felt that from here nonny

No. 2445175

Sometimes I see harrowing things and wish I was worse than them. I'm not sure why. It's like, if I was worse, then I'd be "safe" in a way, some weird sort of anxiety. If I was worse then I could be in control of those things, sort of. Obviously my thoughts are irrational, but yeah.

No. 2445176

I don’t know why I bother venting here on the weekends when I know the pattern of anons who love kicking people already lying down camp out here those days and trying to get away with it by using the age-old excuse of “just being honest”. There is a difference between being honest/tough love and judging someone’s entire character from one single vent because you either have a superiority complex or are an insufferable cunt irl.
You are not being helpful, you are just being a bitch.

No. 2445191

A bf to have.. and to hold

No. 2445193

>>2445191
To peg… and dominate…

No. 2445198

>>2445193
A bf 'till he's walled and old

No. 2445199

>>2445193
This woman likes the smell of shit from a butt and the sound of flip flops squelching on wet concrete

No. 2445200

>>2445198
Jessie, James…

No. 2445202

WHAT

No. 2445203

>>2445198
At that point nonas could help him set up a yt channel or modeling agency to lure fresh bfs

No. 2445214

>>2445200
Leave him in financial devastation
Half his assets to 4B nation!

No. 2445235

really wish i could just close my eyes and go to sleep and never wake up

No. 2445263

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My Nigel is not even 30 and he's hitting the wall, I was looking at pictures we took together and he's got a fuckton of crow's feet already. He looks like he's been smoking since he was a teenager even though he has never touched cigs drugs or even alcohol. Seeing the truth of men aging like milk in real time while knowing that this will never affect even 1% of his career and social standing as opposed to a woman who ages gracefully makes me depressed.

No. 2445277

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>>2445263
Nona the deputy prime minister of my country was elected to her position off a weird soviet history degree and looks like this. Companies are now more likely to hire women bc of sexual harassment lawsuits becoming a huge thing again after #metoo. You already know from lived experience that the vast majority of young women aren't attracted to old scrotes, so really the only thing you're depressed about is your walled Nigel, but we are here to support your you through your upcoming breakup/spring cleaning

No. 2445286

>>2445263
>My Nigel is not even 30 and he's hitting the wall
>he's got a fuckton of crow's feet already
Get yourself a man that doesn't smile.

No. 2445290

>>2445277
Is she a right winger? It feels like in current year the only way a woman gets elected to any position of power is by being extreme right (a.k.a. a turbo pickme). Burgers tried it with Kamala but even libs hate women.

No. 2445291

>>2445286
Smack him in the back of the head with a tire iron every time he squints at the sun

No. 2445296

>>2445291
No need for that, buy him some sun glasses.

No. 2445298

>>2445290
Canadian right and left wing parties are pretty interchangeable other than branding at this point, at the federal level. So not technically but yes, pretty much. They just say whatever it takes to get elected, then do whatever benefits the corporations they plan on working for after securing lifelong pensions. The provincial (similar to state) leaders are the political cows here, most of them are mental or former drug dealers/crackheads

No. 2445299

>when i first met you i thought that you aren't older than 18
>oh her? but isn't she like 15? she's a kid
how about I just fucking kill myself huh? huh? huh? huh? huh? i'm 26 and no one takes me seriously because of my appearance, and not only that, people behave weirdly around me once they find out my real age they're like "oh so you're actually 26…. wtf" and everyone judges me for it. men don't even try to date me because i make them feel like a pedo. i'm not hired at jobs because i look immature. it's hard to make friends with women my age because i look like a kid to them. i'm not respected by anyone. i'm always too childish looking, my voice is childish, it's like i'm stuck in a flat underdeveloped twig preteen body.

No. 2445300

>>2445298
>The provincial (similar to state) leaders are the political cows here, most of them are mental or former drug dealers/crackheads
Kek that's hilarious. Sorry about Trump taking to take over your country nonna.

No. 2445301

>>2445299
I have the same problem but I'm 6 years older than you.

No. 2445302

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>>2445299
>>2445301
I've just been responding to the haters online and leaving donations open. Most people understand how hard it is and open their hearts/wallets. Have you guys ever thought about a containment thread? I can't quite figure out the technology yet but maybe I can ask siri this afternoon and get that rolling. It'd be nice to vent with the gals about this

No. 2445303

>>2445301
it sucks because even when people know your real age they still treat you poorly, if not even worse than before, like it's a crime to have an underdeveloped body…

No. 2445304

>>2445300
I want CANZUK/US to all be absorbed into each other. I am hoping this is the start but it's also gross and infuriating too

No. 2445306

>>2445303
How tall are you nonnie?
Because noticed only woman that are shorter have this problem.
I'm 5'3 myself.

No. 2445307

>>2445299
do you dress your age? ditch your sneakers, wear heeled boots and a blouse, replace your backpack with a handbag

No. 2445313

>>2445263
you were supposed to start him on tretinoin and minoxidil

No. 2445315

>>2445307
>do you dress your age?
>>2445299
>how about I just fucking kill myself huh? huh? huh? huh? huh?
Wdyt nona

No. 2445317

>>2445313
I can't even get him started on moisturizer, it's joever

No. 2445320

>>2445263
my boyfriend is only 22 but has tooons of grey hair and wrinkles. i still think he's cute but it's crazy how fast men age.

No. 2445323

>>2445306
I'm like 5'6… I look like those tall gangly preteens.
>>2445307
I dress very casual, teens around me have a distinct baggy style

No. 2445334

>>2445323
>I dress very casual, teens around me have a distinct baggy style
what does casual mean?
if you're wearing sneakers and jeans it's not going to help you look your age if you have a neotenous frame and face that's all

No. 2445338

>>2445320
I had to stop reading the Ugly Male Psyop thread it was too depressing

>>2445323
You're probably gonna need to update your wardrobe in some way, just carrying a purse around make a difference. I never see teenage girls wearing purses.

No. 2445341

I've been depressed one way or another since I was an early teen and my mom was right when she said depression ages you. She's stuck financially and has been in an abusive marriage for years and says she looks much more wrinkled and worn out than her friends her age. I look like I'm 40-50 in my early 20s. Maybe I should sleep better but that's never happening.

No. 2445345

>>2445341
Wardrobe swap the gangly anon. You're probably choosing less "casual" clothing bc of these depressive feelings

No. 2445347

>>2445345
Kek no. My face has visible bags and wrinkles and I look like a moid

No. 2445350

>>2445347
Too much sugar?

No. 2445353

>>2445350
Nah I rarely eat sugar. I've just been retarded since I was a kid

No. 2445359

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>>2445353
Textured skin has gone in and out style before tbh. After the 1950s/during the 60s, wrinkles became something people stopped noticing for a really long time. After years of seeing everyone with filters and shiny lasered skin, I could see this being a thing again. Women also did crazy shit in the 50s to avoid wrinkles and looking older

No. 2445360

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>>2445359
samefag it's really become mental illness on a mass scale and I could see an over-correction coming, which is good news for you nona

No. 2445361

>>2445360
Textured skin with a deep tan is beautiful. I agree I think it was much more acceptable in the 60s and 70s where the sun worship craze peaked. I think those 60s surfer types looked so amazing. Textureless skin is creepy and makes you look like an egg kek.

No. 2445362

>>2445361
All true, I kind of wish we could have another sun worship era but everyone would feel too shitty about the damage and cancer

No. 2445382

>>2445360
holy shit this lady looks so much like my mom that it kinda scared me

No. 2445387

>>2445334
Boots, jeans, sweaters. Just very simple minimalistic clothes, and neutral colors. >>2445338
A purse? Sometimes I'm afraid dressing too mature will make me look like a tryhard, like a kid playing dress up.

No. 2445393

>>2445387
You're the anon who's 5'6 correct?

No. 2445394

Losing my will to live.

No. 2445395


No. 2445396

>>2445394
same but whats happened to you?

No. 2445401

>>2445387
>A purse? Sometimes I'm afraid dressing too mature will make me look like a tryhard, like a kid playing dress up.
Your style doesn't sound that childish, but this feeling is probably what's preventing you from being seen as womanly. You need to own the fact you're a grown woman. Find clothes that are womanly but that you like and feel comfortable in. And purses are cute!

No. 2445402

I dreamed I was cuddling and kissing with my ex and now I want to cuddle and kiss

No. 2445404

I heard a woman going on and on about how she doesn’t understand why a scrote would groom a 15 year old (she was talking about the Kim soo hyun situation)and I was with her, until she said she wouldn’t even look at a 25 year old, she’s 27 btw. I know she was trying to one up the scrote by showing how moral she is but I think it’s retarded when women say they wont date someone a year or two younger. You’d date a guy two years older so I don’t get it and I’m sure she wouldn’t think he’s a pedo for it.

No. 2445407

>>2445404
I knew a retard who said she could never date even 1 year younger but she has no limit to how much older. Imagine being such a pathetic cuck you place that kind of limitation on yourself. Anyway I wish there was a thread on lc where we could talk about the KSH situation

No. 2445411

I have to go to the hospital it seems. I am so fucking scared. One week ago I was fine, I hate it, why is this happening? Why now? A surgery is the last thing I was thinking about.

No. 2445426

I just want a stable remote job that will pay me 1k$/month but everything either requires a university degree and your soul or is a scam

No. 2445429

>>2444621
>I will most likely choke the moment any interviewer brings up any sort of technical test.
then practice? there's so many resources for interview problems, practice doing them, ask a friend to give you a mock interview where they pick a random test and you work through it as you would in an actual interview. You don't need to do perfectly on every test if you're applying to junior roles, you say you're good at figuring out patterns and you're eager to learn; that'll show in technical questions if you can just not get frozen in fear.

No. 2445445

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>find out a lolifaggot german vn i knew from a long while ago is based on fucking actual kids
>the vn essentially advocates for pedophilia under the guise of "dark humor"
>moids on vndb praise it, none of the reviews call out how disgusting it is and if anything are jovial about it
Holy shit I hope scrotes actually die, no surprise this was made by a German moid considering their low AOC laws and how deeply embedded being a pedo is into their culture. This goes beyond casual lolishit but to me further proves my point that lolifaggots are actual pedos if they can't separate fiction from reality in such an obvious instance.

No. 2445450

>>2445445
Oh yeah I've seen people trashing this for years, it's sick. Imo you can tell by the art style, that kind of devotion to rendering the girls bodies so astutely while keeping toon faces is a bit uncanny

No. 2445454

I need to end this. He has a classic case of the fuckboys. Unfortunately for him I have BPD and I have a plan, I just need to manifest the strenght to put it to action. Unfortunately for me I am easily manipulatable and he's great gaslighter so we'll see who wins this round.

No. 2445463

>>2445445
should have nuked them in '45

No. 2445464

I hate being short. I look like a little retard and probably am not taken seriously, while also being fetishised by moids.

No. 2445482

I’m balding, anons. And this is from my worthless fucking father’s side. For any anons who want to be mothers please do not procreate with a fucking receding hairline/bald scrote unless you want your daughter to resent you.

No. 2445486

Today, I will follow healthy eating habits. I will not binge. I will not purge. I will not restrict an unhealthy amount. I will eat a decent amount. I will not give into temptations.

No. 2445509

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>>2445482
I am in the same situation nonna, I started balding at 17. On top of that I got horrible skin elasticity from my inbred bald deadbeat dad. The worst part? The worst part is I know for a fact my mom only married him for his (caucasian) genes.

No. 2445514

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>>2445486
you can do it nonna! one day at a time

No. 2445568

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Fuck being autistic. It is an existentially dreadful experience. Being high functioning/low support needs is a special kind of hell, because I’m functional on paper, but in practice I’m a weird, sad bitch who will never measure up to “normal” despite appearances.

It feels like my options are
A) Try my best to hide it from others and pretend it doesn’t affect me, instead having my autism-related faults be perceived as personal failings and personality traits. “She’s just like that.”
B) Disclose my diagnosis to others when appropriate and ask for help/accommodation when I need it, which as a verbal “low support needs” autistic, makes me feel like an idiot and a snowflake.
C) Rope

I hate all of the uwu neurodivergence uwu autistic joy rhetoric on the internet. It is debilitating even in its mildest presentations. God I can’t even imagine what it’s like for those who can’t communicate verbally/lack fine motor control. Sometimes I wonder if low support needs autism is even a thing. Like maybe there is no clinical explanation and I’m just cold, dysfunctional, and rigid because I was born wrong and raised worse.

I want to be perceived as normal so fucking badly it hurts, but even when I’m masking, I know people can tell there’s something off. They might express it kindly—you’re funny, you’re different, you’re interesting—but it all means the same thing. You’re not normal.

No. 2445606

I no longer get enjoyment from coming on here. Nothing here makes me smile or laugh anymore. Everything feels like a chore to navigate. I honestly can’t relate to most people and the topics on here anymore since I’m not a teenager anymore and I don’t really care about fandoms or men like that. I’m growing up and so is my childlike joy is dying and rotting along with my growth, I barely even smile anymore. I can’t tell if it’s depression or not but no, I’m just tired of this website and tired of never fitting in anywhere and always being excluded and I rather just stay in peace by myself.

No. 2445613

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>>2445606
okay bye nona have a great summer

No. 2445615

>>2445606
Kek is this website’s only demographic underage pickles from 4chan that think they’re badasses for being here and 30+ year old hags (affectionate)

No. 2445621

>>2445606
You sound depressed anon.

No. 2445628

>>2445613
It’s spring.
>>2445615
>underage pickles
Kek
>>2445621
Probably. I need to stop coming on here but it’s like a natural reflex to go on here

No. 2445638

>>2445606
No one cares(infighting)

No. 2445640

>>2445615
>and 30+ year old hags (moid)(scrotefoiling)

No. 2445642

>>2445482
>>2445509
We're supposed to pretend there's two women with alopecia ANDROgenetica, a condition extremely rare in women, that happen to both browse lolcow at the same time, and these are not male nono, it would be crazy to assume so and ban them. It's just poor balding women looking to vent about their womanly problem.(scrotefoiling)

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No. 2445650

>>2445642
Exactly my thoughts anon lol I didnt want to be the one to say it tho

No. 2445651

>>2445606
Depression, nona. Take a break from the internet and try to reconnect with yourself. This place has its bad threads (fandom for instance) but it's also the only place on the internet where you can find women having honest, unfiltered conversations with each other about a variety of topics that is properly gatekept. I think that is extremely valuable. Don't forget we have literal grannies on here like the widow nonnie in her 70s who was thrice married.

No. 2445656

>>2445642
Ayrt am one of those balding anons and in my case it's not alopecia androgenic but long-lasting telogen effluvium from being an anachan in my teens. Was just being cheeky because my dad is also bald.

No. 2445661

>>2445651
I don’t want to take a break, I want to finally leave this place for good and never remember it. This is not a website for women, nobody cares about what women think especially the ones who think outside the box. Also I’m sure that anon was joking around, there are no 70 year olds that go on here.

No. 2445667

>>2445642
It's really not as rare as you think… lots of women wear toppers once they get older. The problem is you don't notice it until you're halfway there. I think it's getting more common too from hairdye. I used to dye my hair but had to stop cause I noticed bad thinning, even though it was vegetable dye. A friend also used the same dye and had thinning and thought she might have female pattern baldness, but didn't think it could possibly be the dye. Idk either way I stopped using it and the thinning stopped…

No. 2445673

>>2445661
this is a website for documenting and discussing lolcows

No. 2445674

>>2445656
neither of those posts sounded very cheeky about the dad thing, kek.

No. 2445686

>>2445651
Yeah i agree. 4chan is too scrote infected and crystal cafe is dead. i found this site to be a nice place in the middle

No. 2445854

My dad keeps watching tiktok without headphones with the TV on. When I ask him to turn off the TV because I'm working (the living room is the only place in the house I can work in because of space and good internet) he just turns the TV down to a really low volume where you can't actually hear anything but the little noise is a 100 times more annoying. That coupled with the fact that he doesn't actually turn off the TV drives me fucking nuts. Just turn this shit OFF while you're watching reddit storytime divorce AITA tiktoks with AI voices, for the love of Christ. I got him headphones for Christmas but he still doesn't wear them because he "forgets" and "in his time there were no headphones so it's difficult for him to get used to it". In your time there was no tiktok too and you seemed to get used to it pretty well. SO what's the truth? Just fucking turn off the TV while you're watching tiktok and WEAR HEADPHONES old man

No. 2445869

>>2445642
>>2445656
I'm an anaemic ex-anachan and I have telogen effluvium too kek. Hashtag we exist

No. 2445870

>>2445854
>. Just turn this shit OFF while you're watching reddit storytime divorce AITA tiktoks with AI voices
my dad watches AI reading workplace drama (usually misogynistic where a woman is the villain and a massive bitch) and I don't understand the appeal. like they could at least watch videos of real people, how can people stand AI voices?

No. 2445875

>>2445870
My mom does this too and it drives ne fucking nuts.

No. 2445889

>>2445873
I'm pretty sure you can go to your add-on settings and turn them on anyways? Have you tried?

No. 2445891

>>2445870
Thank God he hasn't found out about these yet. Usually in the divorce and relationship AITA ones the woman is a massive bitch and the villain too and cheats on the poor moid and tries to take the kids and usually she "gets what's coming to her" kek. I asked him once how he can stand listening to AI narrators all day and he said he doesn't even realize it's AI. I was speechless

No. 2445903

>>2445889
Sorry for dirty deleting, but nope, only option is to remove them completely. There technically is the option to use non-verified add-ons, still, if you change things in about:config, but I don't have the correct version for that.

No. 2445905

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I think my dad is emotionally abusive, I don't know. He's just so loud and he cares about nothing unless it bothers him personally. He often screams at me for little things, like if I do laundry on a certain day/hour or if I am downstairs when he is. When he does this he's shouting about whatever it is I did this time and using insults like calling me retarded and broken. He does it to my other family members too but I have noticed he does it more to me because I am the first person he sees. I practice that "stonewalling" response and that makes it worse, it also does not help the feelings I have inside. It's been like this since I was a kis and I internalised a lot of fear and sadness over the years. I spend all day walking on egg shells around him and when something does snap in him, all of it comes rushing back and I mourn the family and person I could have been if he wasn't around. It feels like I'm trapped

No. 2445910

Urgh…. my husband wants another kid but I don't know if I'm ready. Our kid is about 15 months now, and ideally I do want two kids, but… they're a lot of fucking work. The first kid I was super gung ho. Pregnancy went well, my biggest fear was a c section which I avoided. Now I'm afraid if I'll be as lucky the second time… im also not ready to give up my life again. Those first 3 months were literally hell, baby needs fed every 2 hours, screaming for no reason, it was torture. I'm tasting freetime again just slightly and am afraid to give it up again. But my husband has a good point… he wants to do it so he can take advantage of his current company's paternity leave, which is 3 months, then be able to look for something else. Also we aren't getting younger, im 28 my husband is 34. I'm just so reluctant about the astronomical amount of work for a newborn, let alone that on top of a toddler. I do ideally want two kids but it's harder in practice

No. 2445914

>>2445903
This is strange, you should definitely be able to edit your about:config. But also ublock origin is a "verified" add-on, it's recommended by Firefox itself and available for Android.

No. 2445947

>>2445910
Don't have a baby just because it's convenient for your husband's job wtf nonnie

No. 2445960

>>2445905
>I think my dad is emotionally abusive, I don't know.
Your dad is 100% abusive and I'm so sorry he has also destroyed your self esteem and made you feel unable to trust your judgment.

No. 2445989

I'm ignoring my mother so I can pretend that I died and so that she worries about me. I want to spite her since I hate her.

No. 2445992

>>2445910
Don’t have the second kid, you honestly shouldn’t have had the first one tbh

No. 2445995

>>2445905
My dad used to be like this, he needs some antidepressants

No. 2445996

>>2445910
>Also we aren't getting younger
>We are both still incredibly young
kek

No. 2445997

>>2445910
No way. Don't have a baby yet. You're not ready and that's OK. You're only 28, you have plenty of time to decide.

No. 2445999

It's so hard being friends with someone with BPD who hits nearly all of the stereotypes. I'm always her second choice (because her FP is another BPDemon girl who treats her like trash) and I have to be the shoulder to cry on every time the exact same shit happens to her by way of her demented groundhog's day habits she can never break. The way she switches up her personality so I never know if what I'll say is allowed or not (like will talk shit about random people but often times will chastise me for talking shit about people… a few times it was about a person she also talked shit about) and it's hard to even be loyal to her and support her because one day the guy she hooks up with is a demon ready to drag her to hell but don't get too mad at him because she'll take him back in a day and will get upset if you're honest about not liking him. Don't talk about bettering yourself because she gets mad if you're actually trying to improve herself because she just wants to drink and smoke her life away. It's so fucking hard. The fact that she also never reaches out to me hurts. I have to reach out first, nearly every time. If she reaches out to me it's because her boyfriend or her BPDemon friend were horrible to her. I keep finding myself stuck in the trap of being the "therapy" friend and I can't stand this shit anymore.

No. 2446001

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>>2445910
>im 28 my husband is 34

No. 2446006

>>2445910
How's the bathroom situation at home?

No. 2446011

>>2445910
no offense but wtf? literally sounds like he just sees you as a baby factory and not a human

No. 2446013

how are nonnies who work and go to school making things work financially? i live at home thankfully but pay all of my other bills and im seriously about to have no money. i have a ct scan for my cancer i need to cancel because im so far in medical debt already. i feel like a failure, and my degree probably wont even get me a job. its so childish i know, and i sound so spoiled because i live at home rent free (i do spend hours cleaning and caring for the animals in exchange) but do i drop out? do i start selling my body? kill myself??

No. 2446014

>>2445910
>Urgh…. my husband wants another kid but I don't know if I'm ready.
You need to beat this man. The only thing that matters is what do you want? An under 2 and another baby sounds like a fuck ton of work. You need to go on mommy forums and see what they say about having super young kids next to each other and how they spaced their kids.
>I'm tasting freetime again just slightly and am afraid to give it up again.
Does this man actually pull his weight at home? How much free time does he have compared to you?

No. 2446022

>>2446014
My sibling is 2 years younger than me

No. 2446024

>>2445910
It amazes me how women consistently get married and have kids with men who barely register them as human. And this particular scrote is even pushing 40.

No. 2446033

>>2446013
nona why is nobody helping you with the medical debt when you have cancer?? are you past the age of being on your familys health insurance?

No. 2446035

>>2445910
why did you have a baby if you cant take care of it? im sorry but a baby is not an accessory

No. 2446037

>>2445910
>we aren't getting younger, im 28 my husband is 34
What a fucking meme kek. You can have kids into your 40s. They might turn out autistic at that point but I don't think you need to worry about that if you're asking this hornet's nest about serious life advice involving having babies you don't want.

No. 2446040

>>2446033
sorry its just suspected im in the early stages of it, hopefully no cancer but it doesnt look good. i have two years left but i pay to be on my parents insurance and we have a very high deductible. i just want to be able to afford things but i dont know how other women do it. i feel so fucking retarded but do i need to sell my body or what kind of job can i get while being in uni that pays more than $13/hr

No. 2446059

>>2446014
Tbh I don't know what I want either. I do want two kids, ideally, but actually going through with it is like getting ready to jump in a pool of ice cold water. I wish it was easier to wait until our current kid is in school…

>>2446011
It's not like that, he has a point where a future company might not provide such a generous paternity leave, if they even have one. Although being totally honest he didn't help out as much as he should have during the first one, which is part of why it was so bad for me. He played video games for a lot of it… which sounds really bad and it was, I almost divorced him but since then he's deleted his accounts and pulls enough weight with the baby. In terms of how bad men can be he is not terrible by far, and I do want another kid. I am hoping he'll be better the second time, I think he will, but the first time being so bad… it's difficult.

No. 2446063

>>2446059
Do you hear clown music in your head 24 hours a day?

No. 2446069

>>2446035
I can take care of it, the first one is no problem, its adding a second one on top of that that I'm worried about. It would decimate any freetime I have, and although it would probably only be for about two years, its hard to weigh whether I just want to put in the work and get both kid's baby years out of the way now or whether I should space it more. My husband wants now… also my mother suggested closer together since she spaced me out from my siblings and said it was like starting from scratch and difficult.

No. 2446082

>>2441836
100% relate nonna. I met this guy who's super nice but it's a damn neet, just like me kek. I hate it because I doubt we could be happy together, I have enough with my own mess, I don't want to deal with someone else's. I Know this is kinda hypocrite, but also me being unable to admire him makes me not want to be with him.

No. 2446084

>>2446059
You guys have gotten so bad at baiting now, must be the fear with the vpn ban looming over you

No. 2446092

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I'm tired and I have somewhere to go later but not for like… one more hour, so… I'm losin it

No. 2446094

>>2445910
>hmm should I spend another 18 years raising a child so my husband can get three months off of work
lol

No. 2446100

>>2446059
Praying that you are a troll but just in case you're not you need to know that he is going to be just as bad or even worse the second time around. You are going to be doubly stressed and his "not that bad" is going to become immediate divorce material with two babies in tow. Only get pregnant if in the worst case scenario you are capable of being a single mom of two under two. Hope you are wealthy or have extended family.

No. 2446106

Working for others and depending on others to pay you is such a pain in the ass, I'm sick of this.

No. 2446110

>>2446069
well i dont agree with having children BUT i agree it probably is better to get it over with now and enjoy your later years…you wont be like you are in your 20s - 30s but also wont have to deal with the child stuff allll over again year s down the road. im not a mother though, so

No. 2446113

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Been spiraling over my looks, I’m actually losing my mind. Stopped looking at myself in the mirror out of pure disgust. This is all making me feel immature, but I wasn’t particularly insecure about my looks when I was younger, so calling it “regression” is unfair to my younger self. In other words, I’ve become worse. Thought about downloading Tinder or whatever, just for the validation, but I know that will probably just make things worse. Can’t win!

No. 2446114

>>2446094
she clearly means she wants two anyways so shes considering doing it now instead of later, although she hasnt fully recovered

No. 2446115

>>2446059
He probably constantly cheated on you either by actually having a sidechick or by watching teen porn. Like I’d bet money he was addicted to porn the entire pregnancy and post partum timeframe kek. Do not have another child with this scrote. It’s easier to leave when you only have one kid, plus only child families are statistically happier.

No. 2446157

>>2446113
Yeah, social media will make it worse, don't do that.
What is it that's freaking you out? Getting older?

No. 2446175

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I had a friend recently tell me there’s someone in their neighborhood going around killing cats and neighbors are saying to keep their cats inside until they find out who. I don’t understand this unnecessary cruelty or wtf is going on with people. It’s so upsetting. I really hope they find out did it and people’s cats are safe.

No. 2446181

>>2446175
I hope they catch the guy. Something similar happened in our neighborhood, in that we thought someone was poisoning the local cats, but it turned out that it was because the city was using some kind of pesticide in the green space (open fields essentially) which affected local mice/rabbits/prey animals and would kill any cats who hunted/ate said animals.

No. 2446185

>>2446059
>he didn't help out as much as he should have during the first one, which is part of why it was so bad for me. He played video games for a lot of it… which sounds really bad and it was, I almost divorced him but since then he's deleted his accounts and pulls enough weight with the baby.
Another baby is very likely to make him be worse and you should, bare minimum, not have another kid for a while to see if he will pull his weight. Children are beautiful but they deserve two involved parents (which most families have not provided because men are bad people). You may possibly have one kid neglected by their vidya-enslaved father, now you want to have another so soon? I am including a link to a divorced mom youtuber I like, she is very levelheaded and left a shit marriage. Do you want to be a "married single mom" (also her experience) stuck with a shit scrote with multiple kids?

No. 2446236

>feeling shitty and depressed and angry due to a variety of factors
>lc usage spikes
this always happens

No. 2446245

>>2446236
literally same

No. 2446249

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>Think I'm doing better mentally
>Look outside
>The moon is legitimately scary and giving me bad vibes
I suppose I'm not!

No. 2446250

>>2446249
Are you in Europe? Idk I looked at the moon tonight and it was full and orange and a bit scary yeah

No. 2446257

none of you people have real problems i wish you and everyone else would shut the fuck up. im so tired of hearing people complain about their weddings being difficult to plan. what if i kill your fiance? then you can complain about his funeral being difficult to plan then i'll jhave sympathy for you.

No. 2446260

>>2446249
I want to see nona's cursed orange moon

No. 2446262

>>2446069
it doesn't matter what your husband and your mother want. YOU are the one who has to go through pregnancy and childbirth and do most of the care. Listen to your gut, if you're not ready, then wait. It sounds like it would really stress you out.

No. 2446271

I hate being a woman. I wish I could be a man or dead

No. 2446274

i upload an old photo from when i was 15 to one of those AI webpages that scans your face and tells you how old you look and it told me i looked 33 at 15. Damn.

No. 2446282

>>2446257
I love the way you think nona

No. 2446283

i hate that i cant make female friends online without being paranoid theyre a tranny fml

No. 2446293

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>>2446283
They're evolving and using pick-me bpds as living sockpuppets to lure women into giving them attention now too

No. 2446301

>>2446293
Dude, what? How?

No. 2446307

I really like this guy so i keep texting him and asking him to hang out. He's too nice so he always says yes but then he tells me he's busy. Its obvious he doesnt want to hang out but i refuse to be rejected so i keep bothering him. Why am i like this. If i was a man i would be in several fbi watchlists already.

No. 2446313

I fucking hate moids and I wish I was living alone. Insane to me that anyone can jerk off while there might be people around. Wait until you're alone jfc

No. 2446320

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>>2446301
Friend finder, be careful nona >>2357246

No. 2446340

Why is it so bad to say I don’t want to be around homeless people/not like them?
I’m not saying they should be dehumanized or disrespected but i feel like it’s become a sin to say “I don’t want homeless people in my town”.
They smell, they leave trash everywhere, walk into the middle of traffic, if you try to be nice and give them something they often ask for more, they smell. Any free public service like public restrooms get absolutely destroyed by them, no more bus benches and we’re left with ugly architecture. I’m well aware of the fact that it’s easy to become homeless and there needs to be more preventative measures but that doesn’t mean I’m giddy to see at least 30 of them on my 10 minute drive to work.

No. 2446351

>>2446340
I hate homeless drug addicts or drunkards, I feel zero pity.

No. 2446356

>>2446340
i dont even bother being kind beause they always have taken advantage of it to ask for more or harass me

No. 2446389

>>2446340
YES. I think people who act morally superior about how we need to be more accommodating to homeless people have never actually lived near a large population of them. I moved to a town with a really huge population and quickly realized homeless people are fucking DANGEROUS, theyre not a bunch of down on their luck people, 95% are drug addicts who will hurt you if it means getting another hit. America doesn't have a homeless problem it has a drug problem.

No. 2446394

>>2446340
No you are right, I shouldn't have to worry about my grandmother, mother, myself, or other female family members [mainly grandma though] getting harassed by them but I do because it happens and it is bullshit that people are okay with it and tell us to be MORE tolerant.

No. 2446400

>>2446389
Yeah, those are the 'unhousable' homeless people. They will probably never rejoin society because they enjoy the freedom to be a drug addicted asshole/unmedicated mentally ill person that living on the streets provides. These are who people think of when they think of the homeless because they're the most obnoxious and threatening and most likely to confront you. They choose to live like that and make it everyone else's problem. It's separating them from those who actually want to get help, who want to get off the streets, and who won't trade a stable life for drug debauchery that's the biggest challenge.

No. 2446419

i don't know why facebook took it upon itself to show me kshit news about some predator so i could see a women defending him and calling everyone who isn't a braindead cocksucker a 'bully driving a pitiful man to suicide'. one of the most retarded comments was, "look at your own flawed life", even if i did, i'm not a fucking pedophile?? now what???

No. 2446433

>>2446420
>knowing most of the women who post on here are likely sociopaths is a blackpill
What makes you sure that most of them are sociopaths?

No. 2446439

>>2446420
Take respite in knowing that this website is constantly being psyoped by men…actual women I meet out in the wild or in the friend finder thread are usually not as retarded

No. 2446447

>>2446433
I think this might be typical self-declared empath-anon> >2446425 sorry for retarded triple post nonas, I need a nap

No. 2446451

>>2446433
They’re all unfeeling and selfish.
>>2446439
They’re arguably just as bad. Irl women are lost in the sauce and as empty as the men. There’s no soul with female to female social contact
>>2446447
Thanks for stating the obvious without your janny tag on kek

No. 2446457

I wore a cropped sweater in public today, to remind myself why I need to lose weight and why i absolutely cannot get junk food. I feel like a fucking whale.

No. 2446459

>>2446433
Nonna they're in the husbando threads saying it's hot when they imagine guys they have a crush on crying with the barrel of a gun in their mouth kek

No. 2446464

>>2446459
Is that not hot?

No. 2446467

>>2446459
>WAH THINK OF THE MEN AND DRAWINGS
Normalfags can’t handle based women on lc how sad

No. 2446468

>>2446451
If you were my friend, I'd show you soul

No. 2446469

>>2446459
Fictional moids don't count as people, nona.

No. 2446470

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>>2446451
>janny tag
I should be a janny

No. 2446474

>>2446467
>>2446469
normalfags consider fictional males giving themselves a boo boo blackpilling and not normie women revolving their entire lives around their nigel and reproducing. fake ass poser

No. 2446478

>>2446468
Let’s be friends!
>>2446470
Would you save lolcow if you became a mod (bringing back shitposting?)

No. 2446479

Is it pathetic that I keep looking at the pic this moid I'm talking to on discord(I know) sent me of himself? I just think he looks so good and I feel like a retard looking at his pic repeatedly

No. 2446480

>>2446419
What country are these women from?

No. 2446485

>>2446479
Show us. Tweak it with a color filter or something so he can never reverse search it

No. 2446488

>>2446478
Save for many, ruin irrevocably for others

No. 2446492

>>2446478
Shitposting never left. There's a nona in the confessions thread right now claiming that Jesus stole from her

No. 2446494

>>2446485
I cannot trust anyone here with his pic. Just look at what they did to the dano lookalike bf nona…

No. 2446495

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>>2446488
picrel?

No. 2446497

>>2446480
everywhere, most of them english speaking

No. 2446501

>>2446494
To be fair that nona posted him to be mocked. I'm just curious how cute your one is kek

No. 2446502

>>2446494
I have a solution. Feed his Pic into an AI and have it spit out an image of him getting pegged.

No. 2446505

This is a dumbass vent but WHY do non-english speakers always insist on infiltrating English international communities and speaking different languages there? I feel like more often than not I play a game, or join some internet ENGLISH ONLY chat, and it's full of people speaking Spanish, Portguese, Arabic etc. Please, why is it so hard to find communities that speak English online?

No. 2446508

>>2446389
AYRT, and yes. A majority of the people who repeat that rhetoric never deal with tweaker type of homeless people on the regular.
It’s extra insulting because I live in a low income city with majority minorities but neighboring wealthy cities bus their homeless here. It’s so aggravating to want to say “I don’t want these homeless people here, and they’re only here because rich people think it’s okay to dump them on poor people” but you can’t without holier than thou freaks wagging their finger in your face.

No. 2446509

>>2446459
those are the least upsetting posts on this site, couldn't you at least say the trashy hybristo nlog thread

No. 2446513

>>2446509
it's the most upsetting to them because some anons on this site seem to cry at any hint of a woman being anything other than asexual

No. 2446515

>>2446459
Thats honestly hot

No. 2446524

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>>2446495
picrel.

No. 2446525

>>2446513
need more male ryona as rent lowering shots to get the normalfags off the site

No. 2446534

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Why didn’t they just let those fags die..

No. 2446536

>>2446534
Because women have empathy and morals, even for scrotes who hate them.

No. 2446545

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>philosophy teacher uses AI to make shitty covers for his papers
>english teacher has us learning abt gender ideology and genderfluid ppl
>math teacher is a sperg who keeps picking fights with students
I'm so exhausted

No. 2446547

>>2446536
>empathy and morals
For faggots who used and abused their empathy and repaid it with even more misogyny and oppression, ok anon. Those are not “morals” that is doormat behavior

No. 2446550

>>2446534
Lame, those faggots didnt deserve any of the help

No. 2446554

>>2446459
Since everyone else is dogpiling you, I thought I would let you know that I agree. It's simply not mentally healthy to derive sexual pleasure from hurting someone, regardless of gender. Can't believe this is an unpopular opinion on here, but what else would you expect I guess.

No. 2446567

>>2446564
And they're also brain rotted. Doesn't change anything.

No. 2446570

>>2446554
I just remembered this scene, where that exact thing happens. These movies were written and directed by a moid, so the woman is fixated on titillating the moid sexually, instead of doing things he hates-only, which is what an actual woman into femdom would be into

No. 2446581

>>2446554
Samefag but take solice in the fact that most of the anons for this shit are degenerate fujo porn addicts. They're outspoken and don't represent the entire userbase. The anon who mentioned that people in places like the friend finder thread are less retarded is right.
>>2446570
I'm not sure what point you are trying to make.

No. 2446583

>>2446581
>fujo porn addicts
fujo boogeyman strikes again when op said the post came from the husbando threads.

No. 2446587

>>2446583
A large chunk of husbandofags are also fujoshis. I was also referring to the anons shitting on her for her post, not just the ones that she was referring to.

No. 2446590

>>2446554
and yet irl men will never be menaced or abused as a result of the posts here

No. 2446592

>>2446587
and a majority of the gyaku ryona anons I've added from the friend finder are adamantly anti-fujo or dislike BL. the anons shitting on her are just pink pill/black pillers that dont hold sympathy for cartoon males that are not real when real moids would go for the real thing

No. 2446604

>>2446590
I didn't say they would be, simply that it isn't mentally healthy to derive sexual pleasure from the idea of hurting someone. Regardless of if it has any actual effect on anyone, it's delusional to act as if sadism is normal and not a sign of someone being mentally ill.

No. 2446609

>>2446604
anyone would be irreversibly fucked mentally if they experienced the lowest a moid would get for pleasure. good thing they're projecting it on cartoon characters instead of running over pedestrians, killing animals, or making threads about women they would eat with pictures of real life women like real scrotes do

No. 2446613

>>2446609
And when did I deny that real men do all of this shit? Again, you're bringing up things that I didn't even try to deny. All I'm saying is that it's a sign of mental illness.

No. 2446615

>>2446609
The problem is men actually committing crimes irl, until women commit crimes irl based on sexual fantasies, I don't care what degenerate fantasies women are into. It's just unnecessary moralfagging

No. 2446619

>>2446615
I didn't say women are the problem or that it's equal, just that having such fantasies is mentally ill and bringing it up or feeling uncomfortable over it shouldn't get you shat on.

No. 2446620

>>2446615
>>2446613
>>2446609
>>2446604
Can you guys take this to unpopular opinions or something, this is a little off track for the vent thread.

No. 2446626

>>2446619
lets be real, anyone who posts on lolcow is not mentally stable in the first place and you shouldn't expect otherwise

No. 2446646

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Rename the site to Weenie Hut Farms

No. 2446657

>>2446581
>The anon who mentioned that people in places like the friend finder thread are less retarded is right.
Did she not see the Griffith tif, diaperfag camgirl and birth certificate anons? That thread is full of crazies mixed in with confirmed scrotes (check their previous thread)

No. 2446661

>>2446604
It isn't, and I don't care. I want my dumb animu boys to cry from me. Ez. I love my sociopathic women, as long as they don't hurt other women of course

No. 2446666

>>2446420
wait is this related to the vents about not wanting to get harassed by homeless men?

No. 2446668

>>2446257
Kek nonna I relate to your sentiment. Boohoo my big party is so hard to plan - I literally do not give a shit. Don’t have a wedding, it’s completely unnecessary. You don’t need a wedding to get married. It’s a frivolous luxury.

No. 2446671

I'm sick of seeing luigi's unwashed italian face on the front page

No. 2446672

>>2446671
Someone make me the admin so I can bring death to weegee posters and collectively ban them all from the website

No. 2446674

>>2446671
There are tons of reddit fags lusting after him itt and wanting to hate fuck him

No. 2446676

>>2446508
I’ve never met a homeless person who wasn’t a drug addicted psycho and/or a sexual predator (often but not always pedophiles). The women I’ve known to be homeless were in active addiction whilst homeless, their families welcomed them with open arms when they were ready to get clean, or they ended up dead. People don’t just end up homeless when they’re “down on their luck” - the worst that generally happens to those people is they live in their cars and pay to camp or stay in motels when they’re able. Homeless people usually have made multiple choices and committed themselves to being pieces of shit. That’s why literally nobody lets them live with them. Non addict homeless people who aren’t sexual predators usually can garner some sympathy from friends or family and have a place to live. Or they kill themselves. Longterm homelessness is due to addiction and/or some form of psychopathy or extreme schizophrenia.

No. 2446681

>>2446671
His thread has a lot of xitter newfags

No. 2446684

>>2446681
Suddenly they are all okay with him being a woman hating misogynist and if you don’t agree you’re a sexist moid yourself. Biggest fucking blackpill. It could come out he raped or hit a woman and they would do blackflips saying that actually it’s okay because he’s hot and actually all males do that so it’s okay when a hot one does it. We are never getting out of the trenches with pick-mes like this. Total suifuel

No. 2446687

>>2446666
no its nona getting her panties in a twist that women posting in the retarded husbando posting thread are being retarded and being meanies to fictional males

No. 2446688

my index finger is sore from work from scrolling so much and it is making me extremely angry because it's so stupidly acute. if arm is sore is one thing, but one fucking finger?

No. 2446690

Im so fucking mad that the artfag for the weegee threads is actually pretty good but shes wasting her talent on 3dpd. Nona come on you can do better than that thing…

No. 2446692

>>2446671
i click on memes or sm screenshots from the frontpage out of curiosity and end up in edgy pickme central

No. 2446700

I keep getting recommended ASMR videos with low views from Indians in my yt recs. It depresses me because one was a woman and there were flies landing on her and another was straight up a child. I imagine they're doing it to possibly make money? I hope the woman stays safe at least.

No. 2446711

My head has been aching so much all day I wasnt able to eat at all and have slept for like 16 hours of today

No. 2446713

i'm so miserably sad and jealous of my former best friend who moved 18 hours away without telling me, only letting me know over text months after doing so. she ran off with a partner and now has such a rich, full life with friends and partying and it makes me so jealous and sad. we used to only have each other, but that was never really true for her, only me if i think about it. now she is phasing me out of texting, not replying for months, ignoring me. i lost two people who were very important to me last year through unexpected, horrible deaths, suffered SA, and had my home destroyed by a hurricane while she lives a good life. she doesn't even know about any of that, and i know she wouldn't care. i'm so unlucky and miserable, being friendless hurts so much.

No. 2446732

Bought shit at the thrift store and literally none of it fit. Literally why did I not try it on there? I felt so stupidly confident. Wow I should kill myself!

No. 2446734

>>2446525
KEK i was the one posting about what made that person mad. ill try to contribute more rent lowering male ryona posts

No. 2446751

It sucks being a girl… I go on discord and occasionally make nice with someone, and they'll message me asking if I ever wanna play video games together, but they mistakenly thing I'm a guy. And then when I bring up I am female they pull away, which I don't blame them at all I feel weird about playing video games with a guy over discord. Guys have such an easy time when it comes to making friends with each other and playing video games… I want that so bad, i wish I could be friends with guys but in a guy way so its not weird. Sometimes I think about downloading a voice changer but I think it'd be too obvious

No. 2446752

>>2446459
I know who you're talking about and that bitch is annoying but it is kinda sexy to imagine that…

No. 2446767

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>apply to wagie job
>oh anon you just have to call the place and ask them about the progress on your application and they’ll most likely interview you
>Do this
>Phone call goes fine
>Cool
>never get called back for interview

Tbh my sister with a bachelor’s degree couldn’t even get hired at fucking Barnes and nobles despite being well liked by the staff, so I don’t feel THAT bad , but Jesus it shouldn’t be this hard to find work.

No. 2446770

>>2446767
Don’t call them. For bigger corporations your application could be held up in some database that the location manager has no access to. When I worked a wagie retail job we had people calling and coming in all the time to ask about the status of their applications. We don’t know and have no way of knowing.
If your application gets to the manager they will almost certainly reach out. If you haven’t heard anything it is stuck in database hell and there’s almost nothing the store staff can do.

No. 2446786

>>2446767
Walmart will hire anyone

No. 2446808

>>2446767
That's something you do for like a mid-level corporate job not starbucks

No. 2446810

So blessed that I don't have to suffer a worthless, fat, skinny dicked and pea brain manwhore

No. 2446843

I don’t know what to do anymore nonnies. I had seizures today and one of them happened while I was writing out a post and I just feel like my life isn’t really worth living anymore. I’ve been having seizures for 5 years now and it makes me feel like I don’t even want to continue with life. I’m just miserable. I don’t want to keep going anymore.

No. 2446845

>>2446843
Do you take medication?

No. 2446846

>>2446845
I don’t take medication anymore because I don’t suffer from epilepsy and it doesn’t stop them from coming, my seizures are psychogenic and the way you’re supposed to work through non-neurologically induced seizures is through EMDR therapy and that’s what I’ve been doing.

No. 2446847

>>2446846
You might consider a psychiatric drug then, maybe a tranquilizer like Seroquel. Not a doctor (or your doctor) but you've posted about this before, and I think that some kind of medication could be helpful.

No. 2446887

>>2446313
IT'S HAPPENING AGAIN. I hope he fucking dies.

No. 2446909

Had a chat with my bf about how I’d probably leave him or become a lesbian if he didn’t propose to me in 2 years. He was more upset over me talking about possibly feeling attraction for a woman than me saying I’d leave him and that I feel comfy ending a relationship or being a single mom because I earn enough to support myself easily. This guy knows I’ve fucked a lot of men (not proud of myself for that) and never had sex with a woman, and barely kissed like 2 or 3 in my whole life. He’s said I’ve done it before (which I probably did but I genuinely do not recall saying anything worse than “she’s pretty/she’s hot” and that makes him uncomfortable. Like he’s genuinely upset because I had even a single thought of leaving him for a woman. I fuck this guy every time he comes over, and do my best to be a good gf, and never once considered being with someone else be it man or woman. I’m so tired. He’s even said he plans to look me up to know everything I’ve ever done and to make sure he knows me well, he’s made me cry by making excessive questions about my past (he got upset because I went on a date with a rando a week before us going on our first date and becoming official, and me having a sexting buddy who I talked to like 2 years ago), and its just tiring having to answer a million questions and having him get upset If I don’t remember what I said or said something different. He’s a good guy but it feels fucked dealing with this while being bipolar/bpd and having a history of abuse. Like I’d expect these issues over other men, not women specially since I’ve never fucked or had a relationship with a woman. I constantly feel like every time a question session happens or I do something I think its normal but he doesn’t vibe with it that its the end of the world. Am I schizo or is this really not normal nonnas? He’s a good guy, helps me out in my apartment and is a caring bf and stuff but I’m his 3rd gf ever and he has so many annoying or uncomfortable issues and questions and he won’t stop even if I’m crying and barely able to breathe because I feel extremely uncomfortable. We’re barely 7 months in I think and I’m starting to think I don’t really want to get married to this guy, I think we’ll barely get to a year. I have no idea if my feelings are valid like am I genuinely tweaking or is this normal for a relationship?

No. 2446911

My birthday is close nonnies and ever since I turned 25 I started becoming super conscious about it. It’s not because I’m ashamed to be in my 30s soon but rather the fact that I haven’t had any of the experience someone my age would have (at least the average person). I have never held hands with a guy even. I feel ashamed that I haven’t even flirted with a guy before. I don’t think at my age any guy would want someone with zero experience. In your mid 20s or early 30s even moids stop seeing your virginity as a positive thing. I couldn’t sleep all night thinking about how someone my age now probably has at least a minimum of 5 years sexual experience. Meanwhile I still have no clue about sex. I learn new things about it every day as if I’m a teen just entering puberty. It’s too embarrassing so I won’t even tell you guys the things I didn’t know. Anyway, I just feel super embarrassed. I think I’m gonna end up being in the same situation even at 40. There’s a lot of reasons that have led me to this moment but one of them that’s actively stopping me from seeking out a moid is the fact that I don’t like the moids in the country I’m in. Not physically or otherwise. I always daydream about being in another country where I actually feel more attracted to their moids and have a lot of experiences cause right now I’m just wasting the last years of my 20s. And sorry as cringe it is to admit I’m considered physically very attractive where I am so it’s not even that I can’t get them or anything. I just think about how i won’t even have that privilege anymore later in life. I sound very stupid nonnas i know but please don’t judge I’ve been unstable lately and think it’s time to get medicated again.

No. 2446913

>>2446909
>bf
>become a lesbian
>I’ve fucked a lot of men
>never had sex with a woman
>I fuck this guy every time he comes over
>He’s a good guy
>he won’t stop even if I’m crying and barely able to breathe because I feel extremely uncomfortable
Anon what

No. 2446914

>>2446911
honestly I've always found it a lot weirder when people care that much about other people's sex lives/past. also most people don't even really know most basics about birth control or health…and they still are having sex, unlike you, including many that cry about getting STDs, pregnancies, etc…or getting into terrible relationships out of desperation, which is a lot more embarrassing than you not knowing that much and being a virgin. and much of the time those people keep on repeating that same vicious cycle because they're so obsessed with doing what they think they should be doing without fully understanding it.

No. 2446915

I hate how most influential women with my interests are massive libfems and how that pushes me more towards men. Like I want to support women and, for example, listen to history podcasts hosted by women but most of them barely manage an episode without yabbering about queering this and sex worker empowerment that and I end up turning it off out of annoyance. Somehow the male hosts I listen to manage to highlight interesting women from history and discuss their lives while acknowledging the misogyny they faced and how many of the sources can’t be trusted because they were written by misogynistic men, but when one of the female hosts hits on such a topic they have to muddy it up with libfem misdirection about femininity and gender. One of my favourite podcasts used to be co-hosted by a female historian who didn’t do this and simply got to the point (iirc she consistently used the word sex to refer to skeletal remains and never bought into shit about weapons/jewellery signifying ‘gender’)
but she was replaced by an annoying smug handmaid who makes a habit of harassing JKR and other gender critical women on twitter. Now I only listen to the episodes by her male co-host, but that means missing out on most of the episodes about interesting women because the producers always give those to her.

No. 2446920

>>2446909
Chapell Roan?

No. 2446922

I took some painkillers cause I had a tooth extraction done and it turns out I'm allergic to them. It's so itchy, it's a sort of common side effect but still what the fuck man.

No. 2446925

I'm really dreading going out with my friends on Tuesday because I swear any time I'm excited for a specific event, something bad always happens beforehand that ruins the whole thing

No. 2446951

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>>2446909
Use this experience and make a successful music career out of it instead

No. 2446955

>>2446911
I dont like to side with moids but I can understand you saying that could make him insecure you would leave him for a woman. Im bisexual myself and would not say the same in reverse to my gf, she could think Im just settling for her because I couldnt find a man. If you have confusion about your orientation/preferences you should deal with it before entering a serious relationship.

No. 2446995

>>2446951
Damned be the day when anons got obsessed with this bitch, now I'm forced to see her everywhere and the subsequent "booo bihet fakebian hoe" replies. I want to kill myself

No. 2446996

>eat dinner
>wake up with low sugar
>avoid dinner
>wake up more energized
Wtf

No. 2446997

>>2446995
Don't forget all the heated arguments about whether this okay-looking woman is either the ugliest creature on Earth or a gorgeous temptress who was robbed from lesbians everywhere kek

No. 2447003

I've been watching so much true crime stuff that now my brain literally made up a murder story for me dream about. Worst dream ever, I feel like shit. Not only that, I ended up getting tased in my dream and it felt like I was having a fucking seizure or something. I'm hoping today will be better than that dream.

No. 2447006

Love my family but some of them have this habit of not thinking for even 1 second before speaking.
>"So my ex-friend…"
>"Your EX??????? HUH?? WHAT??? YOUR EX DID WHAT???"
>"Friend! Like someone I used to be FRIENDS with, NOT date"
>"Oh"
Just fucking listen first jfc!

No. 2447007

>>2446996
Maybe your metabolism is just suited for breakfast/lunch and not dinner, it's not that weird

No. 2447010

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After reading more about the boiled one and its meaning, being chronically ill does feel like getting harassed by picrel constantly. The motherfucker just keeps disturbing you with its presence, torturing you and telling you strange words over and over, no one else can see him but you and there's nothing you can do about it besides coping. Every day, you wake up to this thing looking at you and you kinda have to pretend that anomalous, wretched entity isn't there, that it's mere existence, as wrong as it might feel, will not go away no matter what you do. You could talk to it, or ignore it, fight him or make peace with its presence, ultimately it doesn't matter, for it will do as it pleases

No. 2447033

>>2447010
Maybe my chronic illness is speaking but this entire character concept is hilarious to me. It feels way too tryhard. To me there is a really perverse sort of comedy to having a chronic illness. You could rant and rave and cry your heart out to somebody about it and all they'd ever have to say is something like, "oh, that sucks". It's really some kind of divine comedy. Not to mention being the sort of token character that the lefties and rightoids can use like a doll to assist with their hollow talking points. Not to mention munchies loving to put you down subtly because your condition that's landed you in the hospital countless times isn't as serious as their hypermobility or whatever.
I think people with chronic illnesses should be allowed to beat the shit out of someone's car like once a year.

No. 2447113

>>2447033
>You could rant and rave and cry your heart out to somebody about it and all they'd ever have to say is something like, "oh, that sucks"
Tell me about it, I got one of the most memed conditions ever: celiac. Nobody takes it seriously, ever, not even munchies larp it that often. If i do so much as to lick a spoon that was previously used for pancakes I'll be at the ER in no less than 40 minutes, but "NOOOOO c'mon just eat the cake, don't ruin the vibe!"

No. 2447153

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Sometimes I feel like the reason I didn't do well with math in school is because we were taught PEMDAS, but PEMDAS is misleading (I am also retarded).
It isn't Parenthesis, exponents, multiplication THEN division and addition THEN subtraction, multiplication and division are of equal priority and addition and subtraction are of equal priority, I wish I was taught differently so that I didn't get shit grades and then just give up on math. No teacher ever thought to be like 'you know, it isn't that specific order, you just multiple or divide before adding or subtracting, you don't have to add before subtracting' but maybe teachers didn't expect me to be that retarded.
It's like a whole opportunity was lost to me because of a dumb misunderstanding. I am so stupid kek.

No. 2447173

>>2447033
>You could rant and rave and cry your heart out to somebody about it and all they'd ever have to say is something like, "oh, that sucks".
What the fuck do you expect them to do? God keep proving the stereotype correct, with your ~chronic illnesses~ that you're finally realizing no one gaf about(infighting)

No. 2447177

A drawing I poured my entire soul into and spent 10 hours on got curropted and now its gone. I cant even express my disappointment. Just another day drawing with clip studio paint

No. 2447178

>>2447153
That is what PEMDAS means?
>Move through the equation from left to right
>Parentheses
>Exponents
>Multiplication AND Division
>Addition AND Subtraction
It sounds like your instructors were super retarded, nona, I'm sorry they fucked you up.

No. 2447186

>>2447113
I'm diabetic (type 1) and they say auto immune disorders come in threes and celiac is in the top three illnesses I hope to never get. That's awful anon. Diabetes already drives me crazy with the micromanaging, I couldn't imagine dealing with an illness that not only got you painfully I'll if you misstep but landed you in the ER because of it. At least I can inject insulin to keep my ass out of the hospital. You just have to avoid gluten, which is a mountain of a fucking task. I can't imagine it. I hope you have at least one person in your life who, if they don't understand, can help make you feel supported. Cheers nonnie.

No. 2447217

Love my friends but I wish they weren’t so financially retarded. They’re fully aware that the economy here is trash and it’s only going to get worse, but the idea of budgeting or saving money just seems like a foreign concept to them. One is always offering to pay for other people’s tickets or drinks and stuff just so they can hang out, even though he does not come from money and probably does not have much in savings himself. Another one once recommended that I get a business credit card and make a big purchase just to keep a balance on it “to build credit.” (For context, my credit score is in the 800s and hers is in the 600s.) Most of us are in our 30s now and I fear that a lot of them are going to wind up in really bad situations when we get older.

No. 2447245

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I asked a guy out, he said yes( just being nice yes) so i decided to take a shoot and told him to meet on friday/thurday and now he hasnt responded in a day. He's obviously ignoring it. Fuck i really screwed up didnt i? he only told me yes to going out to be nice and i should have understood that, now i must feel too pushy and borderline creepy for him. Why did god give me the looks and social skills of a basement dweller but made me a woman. I am such a loser.

No. 2447262

>>2447217
Most younger millennials genuinely plan on just offing ourselves if we actually live long enough to worry about finances when our parents are dead.

No. 2447268

>>2447217
People i knew did this shit too it absolutely baffled me, I get such bad financial anxiety it actually made me nervous to witness. Lots of buying shit they don't need, for literal what reason? Also taking out loans they have no fucking business taking out, saw a friend take out extra private student loans to pay for her boyfriends half of an expensive apartment they wanted, he promised he would cover half and more once he found a job. I tried to sneakily tell her DONT FUCKING DO THAT but it didn't work. Obviously he never found a fucking job and they aren't even together anymore. I knew loans were bad but not how bad, I luckily only took out 8k on fafsa, so not a bad apr, and if I made the minimum payment each month it doubles to around 16k by the time I pay it off. I can't even imagine private loans

>>2447262
Nta but this is a completely retarded mindset my dad told me he did this, he was born in 1950 and thought the world would end in nuclear holocaust or he would just kill himself and didn't save. Luckily in his 30s he came to realize he was being retarded and saved as much as possible, he's alright now at least

No. 2447272

AAAA, I got severely sick for 2 months, nd back at the gym and my legs fucking hurt. I hate this. I'm still going back tmrw but god I hate this. I'm gonna sit in a bath and ready for about 30 mins.

No. 2447278

>>2447217
Being around people who cant save or budget is infuriating. Because you know when they get into trouble they’ll expect you to bail them out of the problem that they wouldnt have gotten themself in if they fucking saved.

No. 2447279

Turned 25 will my frontal lobe develop by midnight?(not a vent)

No. 2447280

>>2447279
Basically yes

No. 2447283

>>2447279
You better write down all you're smart thoughts now nonnie. The descent begins at midnight
>t 31 year old

No. 2447290

I read better when I just started out than I do now lol

No. 2447306

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I feel terrile. My kidney infection isn't going away, my period is coming, I have an essay due by tonight and multiple jobs I need to get done over the next few days on top of errands before my partner comes to visit. I hate to complain as I sit here in bed, but the fever and brain fog and pain isn't making this essay easy to concentrate on. I haven't even been able to workout or sleep well, and despite dozing off, I just can't rest! Finishing this major essay tonight will at least take a lot off of my plate and the job stuff is easier, but goodness gracious how difficult it is to write a good essay when your cognitive functions are shot.

No. 2447318

>>2447283
>all you are smart thoughts
>t 31 years
Poor nona, she's tells the truth and even shows examples of the endless mental decay.

No. 2447319

Sometimes after a long busy stressful day I just want to come to lolcow and say hi to anons but apparently that’s illegal

No. 2447325

>my brother has severe headaches
>everyone gets mobilized and we all go with him to the ER,everyone worried, nobody says a single bad thing
>I get really bad pain (when I'm unemployed and tight on finances, so no insurance, fuck my life)
>I'm a nuisance, ignorant, parasite, lazy bitch (words coming from my rich brother who probably wouldn't lend me a penny if my life depended on it, he proceeds to say I could die and other shit you don't want to hear when you are ill)
>after much crying my mom understands that this is, indeed, a very serious issue,but we have always had issues and this won't change until her last breath (she beat me when I was little because I was screaming and she STILL doesn't see anything wrong with this, what in the actual fuck)
>have to rely on friends (aka strangers) for emotional support, because that's what I need more than money
>one close friend even offers to help me financially if I need help with labs
>receive some antibiotics that help with the pain but the whole issue is still under question marks
I don't think I need to say how disheartening and sickening (in an emotional way) this all is. If I didn't have such bad luck with money I would've moved and cut ties with them a long time ago, emotional abuse is real nonnas and family can be so fucking toxic.
I'm going to get labs and investigations done tomorrow, I have no fucking clue what it is, but all options are shit: kidney stones, endo, ovarian crysts, ulcerative colitis or appendicitis.

No. 2447326

>>2447306
Sorry, anon, that really sucks!! Feel free to borrow some of my cognitive functioning if you can, I'm ace at language skills.
I hope your kidney infection clears up soon, and those jobs are even easier than they should be.

No. 2447334

>>2447326
really needed to hear this lovely nonnie. my language skills have really tanked due to this infection, its incredible how something like this can turn you into a zombie incapable churning out some literary essay. ill gladly borrow some from you today! bless you! (but not in the post-sneeze way, i am not trying to curse you with a cold)

No. 2447339

>>2447318
The brain bones are the first thing to go…

No. 2447343

>>2447325
Maybe this can help you eliminate at least one option: if you press on your side and the pain increases AFTER you stop pressing on it, then it is probably your appendix.

No. 2447391

Why is everything so hard

No. 2447395

>>2447319
It’s not. Hi nonita ♥ . Hope you have a good day/night.

No. 2447397

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Some girl almost ran me over and gave me a face like I was in the wrong for using the cross walk at the grocery store. I heard another girl talk to her and say her name, and she had both her sorority and university on a bumper sticker on her car, which happens to be the same university I go to. I’m considering finding her in the student directory and reporting her to her sorority for bad behavior since her first name is unique enough. Asshole.

No. 2447410

>>2447397
don't be the better person, DO IT NONNA

No. 2447438

>>2447397
DO IT!

No. 2447472

>>2447397
Do it before she kills someone with her car.

No. 2447534

>>2447397
I hope this anon slashed one of those bitches tires

No. 2447575

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I was diagnosed with PCOS and likely endometriosis when I was 13 and put on a horse dose of birth control, my gyno tried weaning off the medication or going smaller doses but my symptoms would just come back as a bad as they were when I was young, I'm 25 now and i still get cystic acne and extremely painful painful periods on a moderate dose of BC, I need to get a lap surgery to confirm the endo diagnosis but honestly I don't even see the point, I can't afford it right and it won't do much to make me feel better. I also think I might have pelvic floor prolapse and it's been worrying me quite a bit, when i was inserting a tampon last period i felt what i'm 100% sure was my bladder, just…there. And i've been struggling with intestinal issues and UTIs lately.
Honestly I just want to yoink my brain out and live in a robo-body like robocop, I hate it all so much.

No. 2447625

>>Try to date men
>>Only ones interested are decrepit old freaks. Would rather kms than touch old dick
>>Try to date women
>>Only ones interested are obsessed BPDemons that screech at me for not texting back fast enough or me saying "love you, bye" to a friend
>>Only person I genuinely felt deeply into the past 10 years is a closet case that chose an uggo moid over me
Fuck it. Guess it's husbandos and waifus forever.

No. 2447639

>>2447397
DO IT NONNA, sororities do not play around with people being dipshits with letters involved and she will get her shit rocked by the president, standards, or both, kek. t. sororityfag

No. 2447641

>>2447625
This is my literal nightmare, nona. Maybe husbandos and waifus for me, too…

No. 2447651

>>2447641
Dw anon I'll hold your hand in the trenches. At least we're not alone

No. 2447658

>>2447575
all the people posting about not being able to afford medical care recently is hurting my heart

No. 2447665

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every time i try to draw i just start crying. it's been like this for 3 years now. drawing was the only thing i had going for me and now i have nothing

No. 2447673

>>2447665
its burnout nonna itll be alright

No. 2447677

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>>2447651
Thank you, anon, this makes me feel better. We will get through this. ♥
Fingers crossed your future (not BPD) wife stumbles across you soon!

No. 2447678

My brother is 20 and constantly asks me if his food is finished cooking because he doesn't know, he just showed me a charred frozen pizza and asked. He's not the drooling kind of retard so it fucking infuriates me that he doesn't have the most basic common sense in the world. The room smells like shit and you're asking if it's cooked enough?

No. 2447691

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>be me
>fat womanlet
>try to lose weight
>download my fitness pal
>set up goal
>start counting calories
>eat 4 empanadas(2 for lunch, 2 for dinner)
>already surpassed my daily calories intake by 200 calories
I hate being short so fucking much i wish i could be a 6foot giant so i could eat all the garbage i want without ballooning up

No. 2447692

>>2447678
If he's still living at home at 20 there's probably a greater chance that he is retarded than you'd think

No. 2447698

I hate how whenever there is a video about something cool and interesting in China on Youtube or Tiktok, the comments are always full of people comparing America and China. Like why can't people appreciate China without comparing it with America?

No. 2447711

>>2447698
It's crazy. If you say anything remotely positive about China online, at least 40% of the interactions will be some crazy sinophobic slop. I could go on social media and post something like "Wow, China has really cool high-speed rail!" and I would be met with a deluge of comments calling me a secret CCP bot, or a communist, or a traitor.

No. 2447715

>>2447711
It's so annoying. I hate how anything Chinese is constantly associated with politics. I would really like to visit China someday.

No. 2447720

>>2447691
Same boat nona, as a short woman you basically have to become an anachan just to see any real results. fuckin sucks

No. 2447810

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I will never achieve anything; I’m simply too unstable. I will never have a family, never get any qualifications, never have a job, never have friends. Every-time I feel im improving I get pushed back down and each time I fall lower and lower. I don’t know why I’m like this. Even when good things happen to me it’s all too much and I get upset and start crying and hurting myself and ruining whatever it is. I want to be good but the only way I could be would be if I could exist in complete subordination to someone who would tell me what to do and in turn protect me from myself and give me some purpose to work for. I have no will of my own except my will to self-destruct. Everyday I think about jumping off a cliff

No. 2447814

God I fucking hate men. I was having a normal conversation with someone and this fucking faggot randomly gets in the conversation and basically sexually harasses me and I'm just supposed to think it was a teehee funny edgy joke and carry on. Told him to kill himself but it's still not enough for me to feel satisfied.

No. 2447831

I don't know if I still love him like I used to nonnas. At the start of my relationship with him he treated me like complete shit garbage. I stayed because I was in love. I keep thinking about how he used to be and it hurts. He has changed and he's nice to me now, but I don't love him anymore. Why is he nice to me only now? Why did he had to hurt me? I want to abandon ship but he gives me some semblance of a future and stability. I don't know what to do.

No. 2447837

>>2447831
You do know what to do but you're just too chickenshit to do it. You'll grow up soon enough.

No. 2447840

>>2447810
I really empathize with you. I’ve had similar issues for many years now, including extreme alienation from everyone I meet and frequent emotional instability. I think it’s the humiliation of “inexistence” that’s really grating upon me and making me act out. I believe your outbursts are kind of like your own free will randomly emerging in very frenetic, haphazard ways. So, I would say that you actually have extremely strong free will but it’s being repressed/you can’t properly express it due to societal factors. Does that make sense? I’d recently realized that I haven’t actually listened to my own needs since I was a child. It’s very difficult to do, but if you can just sit down and think of one small thing you’re scared to do and just go for it (without thinking about whether you succeed or fail) then that could be the first step towards building up your self confidence. Also, I know it’s easier said than done, but self compassion is probably the most important thing you can do for yourself right now. I sincerely hope you’ll make it through these tough times, much love

No. 2447848

>>2447658
Im sadly in a prison of my own design nonita, my home country has universal healthcare but im a moron who moved to the us last year because i didnt think the elections would end up like they did lol, i can see my gyno at home in a few months but i doubt theres much they can do since this is a chronic issue ive been having for over 10 years.

No. 2447852

>>2447814
That’s horrible. I used to get so angry at males like this that I’d want to physically attack them, but nowadays all I can feel towards them is pity. I mean, imagine being that much of a slave towards your own libido? The punishment is already being doled out to them every second of their pathetic lives. Feels good to have a fully functioning brain!

No. 2447874

My bf's red flag is that he has that early internet moid "random XD, screaming = funny" humor, which is so painfully unfunny. Like if it's a poorly animated person screaming and they have explosive diarrhea for no reason at the end that's basically peak comedy to him. There are other things we both find funny so it's not ALL he likes (thank fucking god) but the fact that he, or anyone on earth, finds that funny at all is making me question everything.

No. 2447879

>>2447852
Yeah, you're right they're just pitiful and operate on a lower level than us. I tend to get really angry like that and then I get annoyed at myself for it afterwards because I don't want to get stressed out and waste any of my limited mental energy feeling upset about this while this moid gets to go on with his day without a care in the world.

No. 2447881

>>2447848
I hope you can get help and nothing progresses.. the pelvic prolapse sounds really scary, i just looked it up and it happens to 9% of women??

No. 2447883

I feel guilty for having an apartment and a job and some savings, every time I see homeless people in my town it just breaks me. I grew in a low income family and I'm chronically ill and I felt I had to fight to support myself and keeping a job was hard too, but I still feel like I don't deserve what I have. I'm also extremely afraid of losing what I have, I'm afraid of spending money etc. And the guilt is killing me, especially when I see people less fortunate than me. I don't know how to cope with it

No. 2447889

>>2447814
How did the conversation go? What was it about? There are times where saying kill yourself isnt strong enough, some scrotes actually get off to the idea of getting a woman mad at him, you have to cut deeper.

No. 2447894

>>2447881
Yeah and I have never given birth or anything that might cause a lot of pelvic pressure, i work a somewhat physical job right now but its cleaning not construction ffs, my doctor suggested getting tested for genetic EDS when I have the chance. It's not painful at all tho, so that's a silver lining.

No. 2447932

Why do i always feel an overwhelming pressure when replying to a friend that it ends up taking me a week to text back but when I do it think “hey…this isnt so bad” but then they reply and the heavy weight returns
What the hell is wrong with me

No. 2447946

>>2447889
I was just bantering with a friend normally about random stuff, like us making fun of each other in a joke-y way and this guy we both know somehow associated our completely normal conversation with porn and made weird sexual comments about me. Shit like saying our conversation somehow reminds him of jerking off when it wasn't sexual at all and he specified jerking off to me. It was just gross and weird but he tried to pass it off as edgy humor basically.



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