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No. 2389570
A thread for venting about difficult stuff going on in your life.
Previous vent thread:
>>2378543Follow all the /ot/ board rules & don't reply to bait.
Do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all. No. 2389620
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A lot of women ask why misogyny doesn't get treated with the same severity as homophobia and racism, this is the reason. A lot of women treat their rights and misogyny as negotiable. Especially those with some a little more money (Taylor Swift). Meanwhile any nonwhite woman or gay woman who is caught tolerating racism or homophobia from their partner is rightfully ridiculed. I'm tired of women tolerating this behaviour. Normalise shaming women who choose to stay with men who blatantly disregard their rights e.g. voting for a rapist who made anti-choice policies. I'm sick and tired of us coddling complicit women who are willing to throw other women under the bus just to have a man.
No. 2389681
>>2389637>No. It isn't. Its because racism and homophobia also impact men. Misogyny does not. they didn't care about it impacting men when it was time for slavery or the holocaust.
>But I love how you still managed to blame women for it fucking kekHonestly yes, what is the reason for women to keep misogynists in their life in 2025? We have political and financial freedom. Imagine if a black person was dating someone who said bring back segregated voting systems and if someone called them self hating the response was "stop tearing down other black people" "you're blaming black people for racism". Any nonwhite, jewish, muslim etc person who dates someone bigoted against them gets rightfully ostracised from their community because they see it as a genuine attack on their livelihood but we can't even call a woman a loser for staying with scrotes who vote for rapists.
No. 2389686
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Im afraid my friends don't like me anymore when I think about seeing them tomorrow I wanna die for some reason even though I'm the one who organized the hang out. We got into a pretty intense fight. I wanted to show him a k-pop related thing and when he said no I said "Oh I forgot you hate contest shows" or something like that. He got really mad at me for using the word hate. I got upset back and tried to reassure him I wasn't misunderstanding him or assuming anything but the way he spoke about the shows made it seem as though he'd thought they were fundamentally unethical. Then it turned into "Well if it came off that way why'd you even recommend it" and I don't know why I went further in with trying to prove I didn't feel that way and I was trying to prove that I was being earnest. I'm allergic to being earnest though. Everything I do comes off as joking. My boyfriend joined in on telling me off regarding my use of the word hate. I showed my ass and started yelling over everyone and cutting people off. I was panicked and trying to defend myself. I still feel disgusted with myself, embarrassed as hell. I wonder why I didn't just apologize and leave it alone. Im so frustrated. I don't know what to do when I feel this way. This happened like 4 weeks ago and it's still eating me up inside. The whole situation was really emotional, the hang out ended on a kinda sour note but everyone was obviously uncomfortable and I was the cause. I feel sick thinking about it. My boyfriend got upset because during the argument I snapped at him after making up with the friend who was visiting. He said something like "Listen, you have to understand where we're coming from" and I called him an instigator and told him to shut up. This was kinda cruel and he cried later and then refused to interact for a while until the very end of us hanging out. The visiting friend seemed annoyed at the way I attempted to comfort him. Maybe because I was overly touchy or something,I don't know. That day I felt like a bad girlfriend and a bad friend. I got in an argument with my boyfriend after that fight. He told me he was justified in his feelings. I wanted to say that wasn't true but it's ridiculous to try and tell him that. Anyway the visiting friend has been a bit more distant since then and I keep thinking if I wasn't there it would've been a normal fun hang out. I wished I wasn't there. I think I make things worse because of the way I am, I'm annoying and stubborn, I have a difficult time reading a room and I don't know where to stop. All of my friends were my boyfriend's friends before they were mine. I'm really trying to change but I don't know how to be less inept. I didn't know I was frustrating them with the way I spoke. It's so hard to change my speech when talking off handedly, you know? I want to but I have a hard time and I keep thinking what if when I go hang out with them tomorrow they yell at me or I get in an argument and we leave sour again. Nobody in our friend group ever messages me to hang out online or sends me games on steam when they wanna hang out as a group. My messages are always the last to be responded to. I feel like it's been worse lately. I love my friends but I'm scared they hate me. Sometimes I feel like I'm just some brat who tags along. I think they feel pretty neutral about me and probably sigh a little when I show up with my boyfriend. I bet it's annoying we come in a pair. I wish I had my own friends but I need to be a better person before I can even think about trying to put myself out there.
No. 2389733
I hate myself. Genuinely hate myself. I'm a failure. But receiving compliments makes me angry. I dislike them, I never want them. I don't really seek them or validation of that nature. I seek something, but I don't know what. Maybe I seek being able to accept my own work or accomplishments as being worth a damn? I don't know how to do this. But until then, any time someone compliments me, it feels fake and contrived.
But I don't want to be insulted either. I want to just coexist with the people I enjoy, without being on the spot by being complimented. This is impossible and ridiculous, clearly. But I don't know why that people think I'm fishing for compliments by throwing a tantrum in a partially visible location (my room, my private social medias, in my car, etc) as if I'm seeking a savior, when things go horribly wrong and I have to remove myself. I hate myself and I need an outlet. "But you're worth something! You are important!" I don't need that.
But, again, I don't want to be insulted. Why hard correct into the opposite? "Fuck you then." Why? ??? I didn't ask. I didn't want it. It only makes things worse. Just please don't even acknowledge my struggles. I don't want you to go out of your way to be nice to me out of pity.
No. 2389736
>>2389620I see where you're coming from. It's really fascinating to see negative social behavior reinforced by both sides and simultaneously said that it isn't. Like most groups, I think women are poorly united, since we all want different things. This ends up sending out the wildest message.
Saying that misogyny doesn't get treated with the same severity is debatable I guess. I see some homosexuals referring to themselves as outdated slurs, and races embracing things that encourage racism. I guess it's a matter of where you come from.
We've come a long way, but definitely have some ways to go.
No. 2389743
>>2389686Anon I can't believe these people aren't minors or something. Who the fuck gets this upset over someone else using the word "hate"? Also "I forgot that you dislike this" followed by "Why would you even bring this up if you thought I dislike this!!!" is crazy. It really doesn't sound like these people are actually your friends, I doubt you'd continue talking if you broke up with your boyfriend. But if they agreed to hang out with you again they probably don't mind anymore so you don't have to worry this much. Just meet them and apologize if you haven't yet and feel like it's necessary but don't be touchy (wtf kek).
It would be best for you if you started making your own friends, maybe look into joining some sort of club or course relating to a hobby you have. It seems to me like you're taking this very seriously and overthinking it because you haven't had enough experience with friendships yet. It'll be rough at first but if you continue to put yourself out there you'll learn how to act more normally and what things to let go or when to continue arguing.
No. 2389749
>>2389686I agree with other anon, it seems weird they blew up something as simple as hyperbole into a full fledged argument like this. They seem like autists or overreactive assholes.
If you "wait to be a better person", you will be waiting forever. Go out there and get your own friend group NOW. Stop relying on this one so much since they clearly don't respect you.
And rethink the relationship with your boyfriend, because you may think he was in the right this time, but something about this is off.
No. 2389783
>>2389607He didn't get you anything
and gave the dog the leftovers? Girl what are you doing in this relationship.
No. 2389797
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Thought I was well past "Okay but what I killed myself" punctuating every second thought but here we go again. This is so retarded, I feel like a mopey teen. You're not going to kill yourself you silly cow get over it.
No. 2389800
"I'll just ask them how we should handle it all." "But don't have a tone with them." "Of course not, not their fault, why would I." "Well just don't have a tone!" "I won't, stop worrying and stressing me, I'll be fine." "Well, just like that! And you called your dog an asshole yesterday! In front of people!" Well he was charging right at those people I'm sure they were thinking the very same thing for fucks sake! Why would I be mean to people for no reason or have a fucking tone? I have one with you sure, when you don't stop accusing me, despite you knowing how much I fret about interactions and how many times an hour I apologise to everyone around me, but they're neither my mother nor my dogs that try my damn patience
I'm so sick of being accused of being a bad person when I know I'm not. I'm never rude to people that weren't rude to me. I'm the most spickle licking, apologetic for my very existence kind of person ever. And then when I do snap, it's immediately the proof. No, just with you. I'm only like this with you.
No. 2389814
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Mother in law
>leaves nasty a-log style comment
>blocks me immediately, so I can't block her
>unblocks me
>rinse repeat
>happens once a month or so
>have had to have me and my entire family and my friends block her on text, imessage, whatsapp, phone calls because at one point she was feverishly messaging any person in my immediate circle and then migrating to another messaging service once she'd been blocked
>every message to my family/friends is more or less 'your daughter/sister/friend is evil and ruined my son'
Thankfully I moved house and job so she doesn't show up at my house or call my job anymore. She's also made a few vexatious reports about me to police and threatened us with solicitors over personal possessions that she believes we have but don't.
It's been going on for years and we have a rule that none of us ever respond to her no matter what, but we can't get her to stop and she's abusing the block/unblock feature to the end of continuing to address hateful, drunken rants to me.
No. 2389935
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christians and radfems are the dumbest ppl ive ever fucking met, so a bloke who thinks hes a woman goes to the bathroom, so fucking what?? thats why youve voted for trump you retarded dumb fucking… istg they annoy me so much i wish i could rip their stupid head off(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
No. 2389969
I’ve been on dates with 6 guys already and none has gone past the second date. Every time I get my hopes up and think he’ll accept my weird and nerdy vibes or even match them, the guy reveals he’s highly judgmental, rude, impatient, angry/violent or something else that won’t match with me. It’s beginning to feel like I bring out the resentment inside every man I meet and idk why? I’m well read and have a lot of fun hobbies but I don’t brag about any of that? The men I meet are supposedly my equal in that regard but soon reveal they’ve been passing my interests off as their own and their knowledge deflates when I ask a basic question. It’s like they have no real hobbies or passions whatsoever, but I don’t think all men are like that?
Went on a second date with a guy I really got on with and actually liked being around, thought he was nerdy and interesting in all of the right ways… but then he seemed irritated all through the date, got rude with the waiter at the restaurant and kept making snide jokes about a restaurant idea I brought up. It made him seem so crude and unpleasant to be around, and he clearly didn’t like me at all. It’s not the first time this has happened and funnily enough a lot of these guys have the same traits, inflection, dismissive statements and family background. Kinda scary right??
Anyway as this is on Bumble I’m going to just quit the app/OLD as it’s making me depressed. I want to have faith that good men exist and there are guys out there who like and appreciate me, but it’s hard when I can’t find any! Plus the types of single guys I see around me are more of the same, or aren’t attracted to me. Beginning to feel like I’ll never find a man I can trust who likes me back, and it’s filling me with dread. I want to move on with my life, grow up a bit, do some normal adult things, and a relationship is part of that. But if I can’t find someone while even those who are uglier and more ‘boring’ than me can, what’s the point?
No. 2389996
>>2389985It's not. You're taking photos that do not accurately represent yourself. If they're being polite, civil and getting on with you in the lead up to the date, but then they're immediately switching as soon as he sees you IRL, then becoming hostile and then not even giving you a second date and this is happening repeatedly, it's because there is an attraction to how you're presenting yourself on the app and then they feel misled and frustrated when you don't actually resemble the photos you posted.
If things were going wrong in the talking stage, I might say it's your personality and lack of chemistry, but if things are only going wrong once you meet, it's because you are using filters or editing.
No. 2390013
>>2389976Tbh majority of guys on dating apps are bottom of the barrel. If they are even remotely attractive then their personality will be poor. There might be some subtle marker in her profile that is attracting lower quality men as well.
>>2389969Please don't use dating apps intending to find love, it will only lead to heartbreak and strife… Only use apps to date casually. You need to find co-ed hobbies
No. 2390111
>>2389969I have been on dating apps and gone out on several dates, had a great time, nothing ever came out of it, never had sex with anyone, but I enjoyed going on dates and getting that fake interest scrotes have at the start kek. I got dates and drinks, they got to go out with a pretty girl and vent, that’s it.
It’s just the design of dating apps nonna, men there aren’t there to find love or a stable relationship, they want something quick. Sleeping with them isn’t worth it in the long run either because you’ll sleep with 10 people before finding one who can make you cum and they aren’t even that invested in making you feel good.
No. 2390117
>>2389996I don’t think she’s gonna ugly or boring. It’s probably because they matched with other two girls and can’t be interested in either of them.
Dating apps give an illusion of abundance. You’ll never feel satisfied if you think you can always find better.
No. 2390180
>>2390177Don't bother
Nonnie she'll just go and reee about how abliest you are on TikTok for suggesting such a thing
No. 2390222
So, I've been very ill for the past year, dropped 44lbs because I lack any real appetite plus several other shitty symptoms. No doctor knows wtf is wrong with me, if you're suspecting cancer you aren't the only one, that might at least give some credibility to my pain, because my own mother just told me straight to my face that she doesn't feel any sympathy, sadness nor pity for me in this situation, with zero hesitation. No, I haven't particularly wronged her, she just said that casually. Besides feeling like absolutely shit and looking like absolute shit, those words might have been the most painful thing somebody has told me in a long time, like, genuinely scarring. I wish that whatever got me so ill just killed me already, and I meant it. I've become a liability and everyone wishes I just died. I just want to die, this is no life.
Please count your blessings anons. Health, mental or physical, is a treasure you might lose at any moment and sometimes it really doesn't come back, your body remaining loyal to you is a blessing, trusting your body is a blessing. Everytime you're feeling ass about your life, just remember that your body is doing untold sacrifices to keep you functional. I don't know about me, but I hope life gets even better for you all. Maybe one day I'll be able to walk alongside the others again
No. 2390235
>>2390222What are your symptoms
nonnie? Maybe we can help.
No. 2390250
>>2390236>>2390243god that's exactly why i'm leaving. you're all pretty retarded or at least you pretend to be. idc that we're talking specific moids, what i find boring is the constant whining about this or that moid. "waaaah x moid idk did this to me" "omg i blew a tire moids are a plague".
idk why im explaining anyways. but yeah retarded replies like this are also why im leaving.
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As I left work on Friday I was sent an impromptu email meeting invite with my boss and several other important people were cc'd. I'm getting fired/let go/redundant/other nonsense term, I know it. Dreading Monday but the unemployed arc of my life might be interesting at least.
I should've stole more office stuff.
No. 2390274
>>2390256I'll be thieving everything I can. My bag will be full of stationary and printer ink kek
>>2390264It's a big multinational. It's honestly on me for believing they had any empathy. Stock line go brrrr is the only thing they care about.
No. 2390279
I'm so utterly fucked, am I not? Imagine how tired I am of this shit, that I've lost any fear of whatever they might come up with, simply because I just want this to be over. Bring it on motherfuckers, you took away everything I loved, my peace, my sanity, you ruined my family, you ruined my body, I've nothing left to cherish, I'm barely existing, I'm not alive. You cannot hurt me in a way that matters anymore
No. 2390280
>>2390214Well I'm not that big of a NEET, work alot but got laid off recently
>>2390218Sorry to be part of them plague germs
>>2390265Will do will do. Feeling a bit more hopeful to have a bit off a hobby now. Thank you nonna
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>>2390286
Yeah this is why we don't want you in our bathrooms. YWNBAW troon
No. 2390301
>>2390297This brings me back to the original question I once posed in the gender ideology hate thread. If trannies want to be women but hate us so fucking bad, is it that they hate themselves? Or that some aspect of their brain actually IS aware that they and women
are not the same, hence why they want to see us suffer?
No. 2390337
>>2389607Yes that’s totally because you’re over emotional and on your period and not because you’re with a man who values a fucking dog over you….
Dump him idiot.
No. 2390354
>>2390308My husband has been dead for 5 years from alcohol and drug-related liver failure and ever since he has, she's been non-stop drunk texing me and my family saying it's our fault he's dead for various absurd reasons. She seems to believe we were trying to profit off his claim even though we were helping him for free.
My personal favourite is when she said my uncle contributed to his death by trying to help him with a legal case for 'dredging up bad memories'. Next level cope for the fact that drugs were taken, bought and sold from his childhood home.
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Why do I find even simple tasks overwhelming, not because I can't do them, but because my mind gets stuck overanalyzing every little detail, outcome, and social aspect? Even when I know the logical steps to take, my thoughts spiral into self-doubt, hypothetical scenarios, and unrelated worries, making everything feel so much harder than it should be.
No. 2390480
Ugh, dating these days is such a nightmare. Like, I went out with this guy last night, and he seemed so great at first. He had a good job, a nice car, the whole package, you know? But then, like, halfway through dinner, he starts talking about his ex-girlfriend and how she "just didn't understand him." Red flag city! I swear, it's like these guys are all looking for a mommy, not a partner. It's almost like they can't handle actually being responsible for themselves. And don't even get me started on the ones who expect you to split the bill after they've spent the whole night mansplaining everything! Like, I get it, you're a man, congrats, can we just order dessert in peace? Honestly, sometimes I just feel like giving up and getting a cat. Because, let's face it, that's about the level of emotional maturity I'm dealing with here. At least a cat won't compare me to his ex or try to tell me how to parallel park. Plus, a cat is way less work than trying to train a man to be a decent human being.
No. 2390524
>>2390503>>2390519i know this sounds cringe but start something like a bi-weekly or monthly yoga-class. you'll meet other women (no moids thank god). and you can make friends
im 30yrs old now and thats how i started making friends when i was 27.
listen to ur elders nonnies
No. 2390580
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REMOTE CONTROL A KNIFE INTO A MOID’S BODY TO THE DEPTHS OF THE OCEAN TO RIP INTO A MILLION PIECES
No. 2390604
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>>2390480>ugh guys are so lame and shitty>continues to date them, fuck them and make yourselves openly available to them despite knowing that you’re trying to find a diamond among the rough No offense but are you bitches flat out retarded or something? You people think and act like you need a caregiver at all times and that’s honestly why you guys constantly try to find another male to date under the guise of trying to find another “partner” lol no you’re trying to find another daddy to approve of you and your choices and to hear you talk about the most inane stupid shit imaginable which is something you can do with a cat so tell me what the fuck is the difference between having a pet and a nigel as a partner? Keep doing the same shit and getting the same results like an absolute mad woman, it’s super entertaining for this thread. If you haven’t found out by now that’s just the way men are and they aren’t going to change just so you have your little Barbie dreamland fantasy then you’re absolutely fuckedddd
(infight bait) No. 2390685
I wish people would stop commenting about my hair in public trying to be funny or shit like that.
I have unnaturally colored hair, I'm a goth and yes, I know that I get attention but please, please, please, leave me alone or just "Nice hair!" is fine, I swear.
Many times, people walk to me (I sadly live in a very open country that's based on heavy socializing to the point that working from home is frowned upon because what if we get unsocialized?? The horror!) and say the most random shit pretending I know it just to make some conversation.
>"I mean it's not a wig, right?"
No.
>"I love this color!"
And they grab my hair while talking to someone else.
>"Just like that singer, nona! Do you like them? Did you dye your hair for that singer?"
Who the fuck is that
>"Ok but why that color?"
Why the fuck not
>"What if you get tired of it?"
As if re-dyeing it isn't an option.
I've had this color for more than ten years and lately I've been feeling really stressed out by this shit. I know that people want to make small talk but really, it's not necessary and I also feel that's rude to expect that other people are into it. I don't like to go out, meaning that if I'm out it's because I have chores to do/friends to meet/places to go but I never go out just to take walks or wander around, so if I'm out I'm only focused on what I need to do and I'm not out there to socialize, I can talk to my friends and that's fine to me and yet I have to put up with these retards that think that making light hearted jokes about my hair is a great conversation starter and I don't know how to reply because what the fuck are you supposed to reply without sounding rude as fuck?
>"Why this color, nona?"
The fuck are you supposed to reply?
Sometimes I don't think I'm an autist but people are too used to make stupid questions only to talk or have little to no concept of personal space and that's why I don't want to talk to moids, they use the most random and unhinged conversation starters only to talk and I think that's cringe. Just because I look like a clown, to other people, doesn't mean that my time is up for grabs for everyone, leave me the fuck alone if you see me on the bus trying to work, you can think I have nice hair without asking stupid questions.
Sorry for the nonsensical rant but after many years of this and feeling that I'm wrong, I'm starting to think that instead there are very retarded people outside that have no social cues or have no concept of how actually act in public. I envy scandi nonnies that live in countries where small talk is considered rude, that's my dream.
No. 2390750
>>2390734Make some female friends. I guess some women don't like cuddling, but I cuddle my friends. If you're bi, you can probably get a girlfriend, otherwise, look for highly tactile friends.
You do have to become very good friends before they will let you cuddle though kek
No. 2390775
>>2390761where would you go to?
I want to go to a quiet location, like a cabin in the mountains or an old countryside village, and have sex in the grass
No. 2390779
>>2390775I imagined a city trip during spring, but we spend one day stuck inside the accommodation because we cant stop having sex
Your idea sounds pretty nice too though..
No. 2390857
>>2390734Nona I am you and you are me. I don't want to have sex with moids, the risks aren't worth it. However unlike you I don't want a bf since I got so badly burned by my past situationship.
I just crave physical touch, sensuality and sexual tension (that won't ever be solved bc no sex). I want to cuddle and nuzzle against a male and maybe grope him a bit. Then I want to send him on his way and not think about him or speak to him again until we meet for the next time.
I've been thinking of setting up like a "harem" situation for this kek. That would hopefully prevent me from developing any feelings towards the males since I'd be seeing different ones on different days. Idk how many of them would be up for this kind of an arrangement though. Maybe some of them would settle for strictly cuddling because of the oh so horrible male loneliness epidemic
No. 2390906
>>2390880This is long, I tried to make it shorter but I couldn’t.
My dad died very suddenly and unexpectedly when I started grad school. In the week after my ex refused to console me or spend any time with me and regularly left the house to hang out with his friends at bars or to play board games. He thought spending time with me was always a burden unless it was doing exactly what he wanted. He told me I couldn’t use my dad dying as an excuse forever to not leave the house and spend time with him and his friends.Our lease happened to be up for renewal then and he screamed at me until I cried after class about how I shouldn’t have gone back to grad school and literally anyone else could meet his standards. He thought I used my poor health as an excuse for not doing everything he wanted on his terms. Including working 50+ hours a week, studying, going out 4X times or more until 2AM, and general life maintenance. I forced myself to try and do this for a month and became so sick I was unable to drive safely. He thought it was an excuse but I ended up having a cancer scare and am currently going through the process of treatment.I decided to move back in with my mom under the pretext that it was to help her after my dad died. A natural disaster hit where we lived and we were without electricity, cell service, water, gas, and my medications for over a week. He never reached out and my friends were the ones who called in a wellness check and tried to get resources for me and my mom after the disaster. When we broke up he talked for thirty minutes about the extravagant birthday party he had with his friends and how he was going on a two week long vacation to Europe that month. After telling me I was too much of a financial burden on him.I’ve talked about this before in bits and pieces around LC so apologies if you’ve read it before.
No. 2391302
>>2391251Godspeed,
nonnie.
No. 2391335
>>2391317No and he's also in good health and works out which honestly pisses me off more
>>2391318I wish, I hope yours becomes low libido too nonna
I know if I dump mine for this karma will be a bitch and I will instantly become perimenopausal and stop wanting to fuck and then get dumped too
No. 2391368
>>2391251Go the fuck to sleep
nonnie kek
No. 2391376
i never understood all that stuff i would see online awhile back about “oh, everybody’s got a story or two about a codependent homoerotic best friend situation” and chalked it up to the new quirky catchphrase of the week. except that my friendship of several years has vanished, i get it now, and i think i’m emotionally scarred or something? i don’t think it was a good friendship in hindsight. a frequent situation between us would be her getting into disastrous relationships or life situations and me spending hours researching and finding resources for her to try and help. i had problems in school and work over the years because of how often i’d have my phone out, messaging her, helping her with this and that at any critical moment. after awhile i gave up on having friends outside of her - it was too much to talk to her and other people, so i let go of others because i wanted to stay her friend. just her was enough. and together, we both rationalized it that if i was more comfortable knowing only her than knowing her and others, then as weird as it is to know only one perso, it can’t be that bad! except now i’ve made a new friend. and i’m tentatively starting to explore making new ones, having more than just one person in my life. i feel fucking insane. am i insane? friends, plural, is an absurd concept to me. i feel so much retrospective confusion and sorrow about it. my new friend keeps doing things that feel like the most grand gesture of affection anyone could ever give me, and then i think to myself, is this really that grand? or even a gesture of friendly affections? would other people see this sort of thing as affection at all and not a normal expectation of social interaction between friends? she’s reading a story i like. that’s the latest thing that’s gutted me. my old friend never did that. she’s reading a story i like and giving me commentary about it. it feels like the most terrifying and incredible thing in the world that she’s willing to waste time and effort reading something just because i like it on the sole basis that it’s something i like and talk about. but. what are the odds that getting into something your friend enjoys because your friend really likes it is a completely normal thing for friendships and not even something people think about that hard?????
seriously. what are the odds on that? am i insane??? she was the only person i knew and the only person i ever talked to. we would talk constantly, daily, i was always in the mix of her life, always helping her. we thought of each other as soulmates in that we regularly called each other that. and now my new friend is reading the story that i like and i think i’m dying.
No. 2391391
A handsome guy messaged me on instagram and told me that he found me attractive and that he would love to get to know me. We talked back and forth through DM's and facetimed each other that night. At this point he knew I didn't live in NY (he does) and he reveals to me that he blew 16k on sports betting that week. Mind you he's in law school, has no job, and blew all the money he had in his savings. I tried to make him feel better (Because at this point I felt a connection) and told him it wasn't the end of the world. He proceeded to tell me how beautiful I was, that I was a 10/10, etc. We spoke for 4 hours and we both went to sleep. All of yesterday and this morning he had been impossible to communicate with over text. He would message me, I would respond immediately, then he would disappear. Today I tried to ft him and he didn't respond. Hours later he ft me and I answered. I was in the middle of speaking to my grandma in arabic, and he physically went "ugghhh". I went in the other room and asked him why he did that, and he goes "Honestly, because I'm racist. I hate your language and I hate arabs." I asked why the hell he was talking to me then, and he responded "because you're hot." For some dumb fucking reason I wrote it off as him just messing with me, because he's afghan and lives in NY, so there's no way he actually hates us. Anyways, I mention to him that he's been acting weird and distant compared to the first day, and he goes, "It's not like I was contacting you to get into a relationship." I was like what do you mean dude, that's exactly what you did. He said that he just wanted to flirt and be friends (with benefits). I told him that wasn't the vibe he conveyed, and he goes "besides, I would never do long distance." I told him that this is the third time it's happened where a guy approaches me under the guise of romantic interest, only to use me as a form of validation that they are still loveable even in their shitty life situation and with their lack of stability and or accomplishments. I said I always end up being there for them because by the time I discover they're not stable, I've already formed an attachment. I said that I end up helping them excel, while I boost their ego, only for them to ditch me for someone else. He proceeded to tell me that he's not unstable, that he doesn't need me, and that he never planned on keeping me around long enough for me to even see him excel. I maintained my composure and showed zero anger or upset. I told him that was perfectly fine with me, and he asked me which friend I was with the day prior. I told him her name and he asked about her love life, and I said she was islamically married (but hadn't had the wedding) and that her fiance tried to rape her. He laughed and said "that's not rape. They were married." I don't know why, but I maintained my composure and just told him he was stupid. Then he said he had to go because he arrived at the gym, and said that he'd text me when he got home. I said "sounds good! Hope you have a good gym session." and blocked his dumb retarded disgusting manchild failure ass on everything. I love the idea of him trying to text me or dm me and realizing I ditched him. What a fucking psychopath. Normally I go crazy on men who do HALF the shit he did, but I'm so emotionally numb at this point, and honestly I hadn't talked to him long enough to take his true self as some sort of life altering event and or betrayal. He's just a piece of shit that I thought could be someone to me. I don't want to talk to men anymore, ever. I can't keep doing this shit. I KNEW afghans were disgusting but I took the bait anyway. Stereotypes are true, with individual exceptions. I want love and it seems like I will NEVER ever get close to it. I gave his dumb ass my time, patience, understanding, and sympathy and he just took it as weakness and or something he could take advantage of. This is the story of my life. No one ever loves me the way I love them, and that includes family and friends.
No. 2391408
>>2391348There seems to be nothing wrong at all, sex just slowly trailed off a year ago and now it only happens once every two months no matter what I try. Every time I talk to him about it he apologises and says he's been tired or busy or some other excuse and when we do have sex it's great which is even weirder still
It would be easier if he ignored me in other ways but aside from this he's the perfect Nigel so I don't actually want to dump him, it's weird and I hate it
>>2391349 true
>>2391398 I'm sorry that happen anon and I'm glad you got away from him and hope you find someone who deserves you. I feel bad saying this
because of your experience but mine just seems really content like an old retired person, it's probably hormonal
No. 2391505
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I make more working at a breastaurant than I did at my serious admin job
No. 2391653
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I feel like this meme but where the genders are reversed
Im lonely and theres probably no good moid left anymore kek. Theyre evil
No. 2391660
>>2391654Men used to be virgins and trad husbands. They used to build houses for their wives
Now they are gay or troons or misogynists or who the hell knows now. I wish I had a husband who knows how to cook and clean
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I bought a great wood whittling kit, watched a lot of tutorials, and was super excited to get started, but I cut myself within the first 5 minutes of practice, and I'll have to rest my stupid hypermobile hands and wrists for a few days and invest in orthotics before I can try again. I feel like trash now.
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>>2391382Overnight nonna here, I passed my clinical methodology exam! I’m going to sleep for eight hours as a reward now kek. Thank you for the lovely wishes nonnas.
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The same 5-10 GL manhwa are on every platform and ONLY those 5-10. What the fuck I feel like I'm in the matrix. Why isn't anything new coming out meanwhile BL comes out with a new IP every MONTH. I need to round up all the lesbians on this planet and put them to work in a Chinese webtoon factory I promise I'll be a good boss.
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I feel very weary and scared for the near future to be fair, don’t want to live in an economy where I might as well work 2 or 3 jobs like a slave or at worse, having to prostitute myself either in the traditional form or being some braindead tradthot housewife to a king baby.
My workplace started to fire people fairly recently and many local businesses are closing down and mind you, they are 30 something years old. I’m supposed to graduate uni this summer and I’m anxious in looking for a new job, the only thing that can salvage me is the fact that I have experience in the field I’m studying, but even that isn’t a guarantee.
Sometimes I wish I kms at 15 and be done back then with everything kek.
No. 2391837
>>2391833I feel you
nonny, the market is awful right now especially for grads but you’ll find something, don’t give up! If it’s any consolation everyone I know is working right now, even my dumb ass and friends who didn’t finish their degrees
No. 2391938
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I'm so fucking tired ugh why didn't I just go to sleep at a normal time last night. Times like these I fucking hate the hour long commute. It's inhumane
No. 2391978
I ain’t saying shit no more online ‘cause it’s all bots and bullshit and people getting weirdly defensive when you mean no offense. Or just keep myself even more limited.
>>2389570And I like this thread pic.
I should just put a movie on while sewing more calico critter clothes then touch grass or something. Like looking for rocks. Then I’ll feel better
No. 2392005
I am so emotionally retarded. My coworkers praise me for being stoic and good in stressful situations but it's because there is a huge delay in processing how I feel about anything. Someone will insult me and it takes me like 10 minutes to realize I felt annoyed by it. I sometimes will feel my heart racing and wonder if I'm excited, anxious, or having a heart attack. Like I experience my feelings physically first, then think about it, then put a name to it. I realize now I've always tried to compensate for this by mimicking how I think I should react (if a friend is upset, I know I am supposed to comfort them) but I don't really feel anything about it until later, and I don't know why I am like this or how to fix it. I want to get angry on behalf of a friend when she tells me about her lame Nigel, I want to feel afraid when I am in a dangerous situation, I want to be happy when something good happens. Not just go through the motions and then feel it later, when I'm alone and the situation has passed. Idk, I blame my fucked up childhood. Repressing my feelings to avoid ever setting off my violent bpdemon father ruined me.
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>>2391985it’s taken a bit of practice but you can find patterns online to base designs off of
No. 2392046
>>2392011My longest relationship was 2.5 years so I can kind of speak from experience when I say that the majority of long relationships are people doing so out of obligation and sometimes delusion/coping on the woman’s part. In my case, I was doing so many mental gymnastics to overlook my bf’s avoidant attachment style (he’s now an ex) while having countless examples of how he disrespected and took advantage of my loyalty. The entire time I wanted a happy ending with a ring and a family so I did my absolute best to ignore and justify his shitty behaviors.
In hindsight I should have chosen better but I was extremely mentally ill with low self-esteem. Any guy who gets with someone like that usually is not a savior, but actually a predator. The same ex raped me.
At work I hear constantly of people complaining about their relationships and the inequality of labor is pretty obvious between the sexes when you observe their conversations. Women are very obviously at a disadvantage in heterosexual relationships and yet they still feel the need to buy lingerie, do anal, and cater to their moids to keep the spark going & the relationship alive for balding, wrinkled, beer-bellied disgusting pigs.
Given that men are gross in large doses, age terribly, and chip away at your own lifespan, I would say that they are meant to be “enjoyed” for a season before they inevitably get too comfortable and show their true colors. However, most men are not really worth getting to know in the first place. I wouldn’t encourage actively dating on dating apps or anything like that because they’re full of trash, but if you do put yourself out there & come across a man that you like—enjoy the rush of liking someone while maintaining your boundaries, and then cut him off if he breaks any one of those boundaries. I’m in my late 20s but the older I get, the more I realize that long-term commitment with men is an illusion & a trap to cage women.
No. 2392052
>>2392046Preach, nonna. Seconding this as 99% of the long relationships I know are just this - a woman hanging on because she knows the dating scene is trash and/or wants some sort of long commitment (kids, marriage etc), and the 1% are easy going people who got super lucky with their partners!
Ultimately your life is your own, and if you don’t want kids or marriage you’re much more free to sleep around and not settle than other women. Accept that the majority of men are scrotes but can be fun and attractive in small doses, usually from a distance… and if you ever feel like you’re missing out, a conversation with a middle aged married woman will tell you exactly why you’re not.
No. 2392285
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>>2391931Own your ugly face. You don't exist to please people with your appearance and you have mucch more to offer.
No. 2392350
There is this moid I used to have a crush on. He had a crush on me too, but I rejected him because of a lot of red flags and we didn't start a relationship. We had some mutual friends, and it turns out I was right all along. He kept stirring up drama and moping around about me for years (until the mutual friends also cut contact with him). He even started a relationship with another college girl, but he was complaining about her being too flat and not being attracted to her. I saw them once, and she was pretty cute, way out of his league, and smart, too. I've got proof he's an asshole now, but I still dream about him and miss him. I feel guilty about it, and I don't know what to do. Every time I forget him, I dream about him, and he's in my mind again, even though I cut contact with him years ago.
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I'm tired of binge eating. Even if I will end up commiting suicide. I want to feel what it is like to be incredibly frail. I want to be 40kg for once in this lifetime and maintain that. I hate this world so much and hate myself.
No. 2392386
>>2392107Holy shit he told about me to his family, we met
yesterday. I felt bad at first, he was so pathetic, off to block city. Thank god he doesn't know where I live.
No. 2392490
>>2392483Fuck, that's so sweet of the shelter. It sounds trite but it really made my day better knowing so many people got to see your dog and appreciate her after she was already gone.
Sorry for your loss, nona. I'm sure she was a really good girl.
No. 2392507
>>2392498There has to be more than what you just said here like
>>2392500 stated. People don't just get rejected repeatedly for no reason.
No. 2392522
>>2392052> and if you ever feel like you’re missing out, a conversation with a middle aged married woman will tell you exactly why you’re not.AYRT and yeah, this is a good point. Except some of them will try to set you up while simultaneously complaining about their own marriages. It's a very unsettling dynamic in my office to listen to the married women of the office talk about their absent husbands while the married men of the office simply laugh and cheer the husbands on. And these stories are like about the women losing their minds, with toddlers climbing all over them for days straight while dad is on his "golf trip". So hilarious, right? I used to want to get married & have a baby but hearing these stories from married parents in the last few months sobered me up pretty quick. And these aren't boomers, they're millennial women with young kids who are single-handedly keeping everything afloat while their shitty husbands contribute barely anything and run away when convenient.
And while people argue that these are just bad men, that there's other men out there–you have to realize that these are the 'standards' that all men are held to. Yes, you could hypothetically find a kind man who holds himself to some self-imposed standard of honor, duty, and respect towards his wife & kids, but such a man is seldom in existence in this world because no one is teaching them to have these qualities and the world absolutely fucking coddles them. I've also dated sweet guys and like 90% of them are Mr. Sensitive manipulators who weaponize therapy-speak, while the other 10% are inevitably disqualified for some other reason. Even the best guy that I found who had some degree of honor, duty, and respect, later on had issues of entitlement and expected me to be his own personal porn star.
So all that to say, OP
>>2392011 enjoy men in small doses and if you haven't, start imagining the possibility of a life without a marriage & kids because that alone will free you so much. Otherwise, if you are dead-set on a marriage & kids, you are guaranteed to have to settle (and eventually suffer) in some way.
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I cant stop overthinking every single interaction i have with this guy. Today he was friendly to some other girl but no me and its making me BPDemon levels of insecure. I am the only girl in the group he doesnt smile to and tries to chitchat and its driving me fucking nuts. I try to convince myself i am just overthinking it, but part of me thinks he just finds me ugly or annoying and doesnt want to interact with me in the slightest. Like, he has this super monotonous borderline tism voice and he only talks with this voice to me, but when he talks to other girls he sounds more cheerful and shows them his cute smile AGH. I hate having a crush because it always drives into self hatred and doubt.
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I have feminine as fuck hobbies but it’s still hard for me to make female friends cause all anyone wants to talk about is their Nigel/FWB and I just don’t care. I feel gyped.
No. 2393179
>>2393173Exactly. Is she gonna start telling people with
abusive mothers they deserved it? Or they’re making it up? “It’s your off putting aura!! You’re lying!”
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>Step brother is good looking, tall, responsible, makes 6 figures a year, buys a house for his mom and brothers, religious, and saves himself for marriage
>Marries a woman back in 2019
>They live together, he supports her while she advances her career
>Travel all over the world together
>They buy a house together recently
>One day he goes to work, forgets something and drives back home
>Sees a car he doesn't recognize in his drive way
>Walks in on his wife cheating on him with her coworker (an older, uglier gross bald guy)
I wish I was making this up
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>>2393220Can I shovel your yard anon and then come over for hot cocoa pls
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Let’s all be responsible, okay? The tard will wrangle itself.
Anyways, do any of you nonnies pick at your scalp and scabs and stuff? I do it way too much and always have dead skin under my nails. I clean them obviously very frequently but I love picking at shit. It’s better than picking at my backne thats for sure
No. 2393261
>>2393254I’m kinda resigned to it now because I’ve certainly had unhealthier habits in the past
i used to incessantly clean the sleep out of my eyes to the point where it would produce it constantly throughout the day and i began ripping my eyelashes out>>2393256>I always feel weirdly proud when i get a big one.So real nona. I usually roll it around with my fingers for a while if its a good ‘grain’ (I dont know what else to call it kek)
No. 2393279
>>2393273Aah, sorry I was a bit unclear kek I was supposed to write "turn 35 this year", my birthday isn't until november. But thanks anyway nona!
>>2393274The feeling of being a bit lost in the world will probably never go away. I still feel clueless about everything and not quite sure what I'm doing despite, similarly to you, doing better than most of my friends.
No. 2393288
>>2393100Some of them genuinely do think so, especially the small town ones whose entire personality is “wife of an engineer” or “wife of a firefighter” or god forbid “military spouse”.
You’d never catch a man referring to himself as the husband of a nurse or accountant, it’s not like they appreciate their wives supporting their careers to begin with. They just make fun of them, like military degenerates with the dependapotamus meme. I’d feel sad for these women for never having developed a personality but every one I’ve met has been a raging pickme that gets worse with age.
No. 2393296
Wish I had the capability to not be a NEET who can’t even drive. But I literally can’t sleep if I have any expectations (even fun ones). And it would be irresponsible to ever let me behind a wheel with how distractable I am (it’s why I can’t play video games that require precision or more than 15-20 min of sustained attention,). It’s been like this since I was a child. I could probably work like two days a week for 6-8 hours if it was easy and I wasn’t expected to be on task and working constantly and was allowed to browse the internet or play games when I wasn’t needed (had a job like that that was fucking fantastic, wish there were more jobs like that, I’d love to still have the job, but a huge corpo bought the place and everything got automated). but that’s the most I could handle without crashing and burning after. I just wish I could sleep like a normal person. I can literally close my eyes for 8 hours, while physically exhausted, and not fall asleep. Also even when I do get sleep I’m tired all day. My meds make it so I’m just barely functional enough to take showers and take care of my pets.
Sometimes I can go have some fun but I have to eat so much food and drink so much water to not be an exhausted blob (no I’m not fat, I’m underweight, any amount of exertion makes me fucking ravenous). Why the fuck do I need to eat so much and drink so much water??? It’s always been like this. Other people who are larger than me eat less??? And they’re full? After the same amount of exertion? I’ve seen it! I’ve done stuff with others and spent whole weeks with them. I don’t get it. The only people who can sorta keep up with the way I eat when I’m doing anything physical are land whales and even they honestly don’t eat as much as me, they just get their calories from dumb shit like soda (and I can’t do much, by physical I literally just mean 6 hours of walking/standing with probably 2 hours of sitting either while on attractions, seeing shows, but mostly while sitting to eat the ridiculous amounts of food I need to keep trucking). Why the fuck is my body so fucking stupid. Why won’t my brain let me sleep when I’m tired? And why is it that other days I’m so tired even stimulants do nothing?? I hate this dumbass cursed body. At the very least I’m not hideous and although I’m underweight I don’t have an anachan looking body unless you focus on my wrists/hands or in a bathing suit cause of my bony ass back and the one side of my ribcage that’s off center and juts out awkwardly.
No. 2393302
>>2393292>I can't understand women who have decent Nigels and fuck it all upIt's
usually about attraction/sex. If the "decent" Nigel isn't good in bed, you'll subconsciously look for or invent problems. Or do something out of character, like get drunk and cheat on the Nice Nigel. The stereotype of "nice guys" is actually true because they usually suck in bed. It seems like they can never really be themselves and are always awkward or wearing a mask. I hear about some couples getting older and losing interest in sex, so maybe that's when it would work
No. 2393310
>>2393224Cheating is not about actual attraction or even sex, moreso humiliating the other part. These two
weren't in good terms I can assure you that
No. 2393312
>>2393308Honestly this wouldn’t shock me, but doctors literally refuse to even entertain the idea you could have any sort of parasite in the US, and with as much as I’ve had rhabdomyolysis I don’t wanna go around taking some random antihelmintics that may not even be the right kind or the appropriate dosage for whatever mystery parasite(s) I could have. I’ve been considering lying and saying I ate sketchy food in rural mexico or something to get my shit tested.
I’ve had my thyroid levels tested multiple times cause I explain this shit to doctors and they assume hyperthyroid even when I tell them it’s been tested before. Never been anywhere near hyperthyroid levels. Even had an ultrasound on my thyroid, nothing wrong.
Also, I alternate between being constipated for 3-7 days and then taking massive shits (not usually the runs - by massive I mean a giant fat log like 6-12+inches long) twice a day. No. 2393314
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>>2393312It sounds more like you have fucked up gut biome anon. Parasites tend to make you lose your appetite. If you have unhealthy bacteria in your stomach, it can cause all kinds of issues like hunger, thirst, ulcers and even really bad breath
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>>2393318Just eat a fuckton of greens and treat your stomach like a compost heap
kek it's funnier with picrel, no newspaper or fishbones anon
No. 2393325
>>2393322samefag but genuinely I mean to grow healthy bacteria, you have to overwhelm the unhealthy bacteria. So eating more vegetables and greens could help you develop your own culture, it sort of works the same as a compost system. Sorry about your diabetes anon, I hope you get this figured out
>>2393323last thing, I've converted a bunch of vegans and they all go through a disgusting gas/fart phase for like a week but I get if your body can't tolerate more vegetable-fiber and won't build a tolerance. best of luck anon
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I trusted a moid and fucked up.
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They are doing a trial at the hospital where I interhaol. It’s about a new technique for bandaging ulcers.
Both my legs are wrapped up kek, I’ll have to keep it until Monday.
No. 2393423
>>2393317One of the main reasons, in all types of cheating I mean, is the novelty.
Many times scrotes cheat on their beautiful, hard working partners for someone who is below them, just because of the novelty and the infatuation really.
No. 2393557
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i hate how maledom shit is so common in romance media for women (e.g. dating sims/otome games and books). is it really that popular with normie straight women? wtf
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anons i really want a robot BF…
I WANT A ROBOT BF
No. 2393604
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I broke up with my ex months ago. And I still talk to him. But I don't know whether I love him or not. I guess I don't, since I'm sure I wouldn't care if he stopped talking to me kek. But also, I don't imagine my life without him. He's not the man I would marry or even take too seriously to even introduce him to my family (he's from another state so my family doesn't know about him). When I think of my ideal man, it's not him. And I'm not even someone with crazy high standards, I just want to admire the person I'm with. Also, maybe the problem is me because I suck kek and honestly should be grateful for my ex. It's stupid from me to want more.
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First day of my period and I completely understand the appeal of the period tracker feature in LADS now.
No. 2393688
>>2393675it's funny you mention that because I'm also just starting my cycle and also wanting to play LADS so thats exactly why I came to lc today
but knowing there's a period tracker makes it… somewhat better.
No. 2393699
>>2393688Wow we’re so in sync we share the same brains waves
nonny. I am sending you the wellest of wishes and a comfy day of rest, I hope you receive them. Have fun with LADS!
No. 2393702
>>2393645Your parents do sound
abusive though
No. 2393949
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oh my god Im so fucking retarded, im so fucking retarded. I shouldve never put myself out there and started blabbering like an idiot. What I talked about was completely irrelevant to the topic and the professor had a pained smile as she tried to move on BUT I KEPT TALKING LIKE AN IDIOT. Whats the point of being able to socialize and talk if I'm complete ass at reading the mood? AND FUCK this class is being recorded too so my flub is recorded for people to rewatch and cringe over and over. Even if I make it through this course I'm going to get fucking shafted in the workforce because I can't keep my mouth shut WHY DID I SAY THAT? I shouldve listened to that girl in middleschool who pointed out the class was completely silent when I started blabbering about war rations loudly and proclaimed "You talk a lot nona…" aka "please shut up, no one cares".
I feel like a little girl all over again, loud but ungifted, only capable of paraphrasing facts she saw in passing thats completely irrelevant to the topic in hand but otherwise untalented in everything else. I wish I could just be obscure and forgotten
No. 2394016
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I know women like to joke that they're more attracted to anime or vidya husbandos than to 3D men but in my case it's real, I really really do feel more attracted to them and it kills me. Ofc I had crushes on actual actors or musicians in the past, I tried dating irl, but all those feelings just don't come close to what I feel to those fictional characters. And it's not just "I prefer this fictional man because real men have shit personality and are dangerous porn addicted rapists" etc. Even on purely physical level of attraction, I feel more aroused when I think about my husbandos. Even when I watched porn when I was younger, it was usually hentai, not real porn. I won't talk to my therapist about it because I feel too ashamed.
I just wish idk somehow I could make one of my husbandos alive idk merge fictional or real dimensions or some shit. If we actually live in a simulation, one day it should be possible right? Maybe if I wait till I'm 80 years old we will achieve this level of technology and we will be able to program this reality and I could be united with my husbando? I just can't cope anymore. I'm getting older and everyone my age has relationships and/or kids but I just can't do that with real people. I never had sex because of this. Even friendships with fictional characters seem more interesting than with real people. When I watch anime I'm like "why can't people talk like this irl? It's so much more interesting". Sometimes I feel like I'm wasting whats left of my youth, if I tried I could get a decent guy, well judging on my looks alone. But something is so wrong in my head, I would never be satisfied with a real person, and that person would notice with time there's something wrong with me
No. 2394022
>>2393711Anything you practice you get good at. Read back the artist salt thread for tips anons give each other on how to grind and improve.
Dedicate your time and you can do it, I believe in you.
Also 24 is very young. You have all the time in the world.
No. 2394045
>>2394042i thought the same but when i ignore the groupchat that one friend starts messaging me privately "r u ok??" and stuff like that
also idk how to make friends im 32yo. theyre my only friends.
No. 2394058
>>2394022>Anything you practice you get good at. i hope you speak the truth. i grinded for a few months a while back and while i surely improved tons (was starting at a low point tbh), i still couldn't reach a level where people would enjoy my drawings. it was alsi disheartening to see other people improve much faster than i did.
i hope one day i can dedicate enough time to it, i try to do it when i have some free time and im not too exhausted.
No. 2394129
>>2394121I like babies and toddlers but iawtc. It's nasty to see babies and toddlers covered in food and they
always have dirty hands and faces. Some parents just don't care and think being sticky all the time is "just part of being a kid". It's also dumb to share photos of your kids with people who don't have them, unless they ask to see that. No one should ever have to see baby's soiled diaper in public and I don't understand why any woman would
want to publicly breastfeed but that's on them
No. 2394131
>>2394121I feel this way too. Toddlers
can be cute imo, but then they do that open mouth tongue out cough all over literally everything in the vicinity and then they lose the cuteness. Babies though, I just don't get it. They aren't cute. I wish I thought they were cute though, I honestly feel so out of place when other women are losing their shit over a baby "being so adorable" and I'm just there like ehh…
No. 2394150
>>2394148NTA but I did this once and my throat burned for
days afterwards, even worse than when I just choke on food or water
No. 2394152
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idk where to post this but : based jannie
No. 2394211
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>>2394165Nta but I know what she means, there's lots of maledom slop out there, you have to have seen ads for books like these before kek
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>yes nonna men treat women terribly but it's not out of hatred for us!
>it's because uuhhhh…just because! has nothing to do with hate nope
No. 2394275
>>2394165>>2394204What's with anons creating headcanons out of other anons kek. She clearly meant the type of shit where the male love interest is borderline
abusive or bdsm trash (or stuff like
>>2394211)
No. 2394304
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Can't believe it's been seven years already, feel like pure shit just want her back
No. 2394311
>>2394152>be male>don't enjoy the female version of something made for youNo shit? I grew up on 4chan and the very instant I found lolcow, I stopped going there forever and never missed it. The culture here is nothing like 4chan really, it's just the imageboard format, anonymity, relatively free speech and a certain amount of gatekeeping that make it similar.
Anyway you just KNOW he was the lame, tryhard and unfunny one if he got banned so quickly.
No. 2394353
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Pretty sure this Moid I met at Uni and thought I had a really good connection/chemistry with is actually a covert narcissist and is trying to triangulate with the new BPDemon so that I’ll break down and chase him. I think I’m his “type” and he can smell the fact that my father was also a Narc and could tell I’d be perfect supply if only I wasn’t so pigheaded.
No. 2394373
My husband left me and went back to bumfuck, WV because I stayed late at work. He's always had this weird relationship with my mother and he's still talking to her, and they blame me constantly because of my insecurities (I grew up without a father and had an abusive stepfather and some really traumatic relationships before him.) I know I'm better off without him because he's a convicted felon, an alcoholic, severely overweight, tattooed, former biker etc…and I'm getting over it as best as I can but I'm just disgusted when I think about running into one of his loser drunk friends in the small town I live in and what lies they've been told about me. I'd move, but I really cannot afford it as when we were together, he wrecked my vehicle and I had to buy a brand new one we agreed to pay the $6k more for together. My wedding was a disaster, and he's been speaking to me and doesn't seem to want to file divorce papers but he's assuming I'm going to puss out and just go down to WV again to be with him, and it's not going to happen. I have never seen a dirtier, more disgusting, rural shit hole than where his family lives and although they have a beautiful property, the county is enough to make anyone sick (hint: The Silence Of The Lambs was based off of his area.) My family are all kind of cold people and I have no one to console me except for a cousin who lives out of state and my best friend in NYC who has a perfect relationship and is getting married and moving away to be a housewife soon. I'm tired of everyone telling me to suck it up and get over it, I have emotions like any normal human and it just sucks to be in this spot. I also found out my wisdom tooth surgery is scheduled for my birthday and I can't reschedule. I just needed to get this out by screaming into the void, thanks nonas.
No. 2394665
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It makes me really sad to hear women talk about being afraid of walking at night. Some of my favorite memories are of wandering around with my best friend at 3 am. It always felt like everything was right in the world. There’s nothing like it
No. 2394690
>>2394651ntayrt but
>literally tries to befriend other girls>nlog?
No. 2394847
>>2394827yep
>>2394808>i already feel super disgusted with myself and youre not helpingyou should be
No. 2394853
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i am so depressed and don't know how to make it more bearable. therapy isn't an option because of financial reasons so i can't get a prescription for meds either, plus i have chronic pain so the advice of ''just move your body'' is not really helpful. regardless i do move my body, take walks etc. but the pain often makes me feel even more hopeless about the future and doesn't improve my mental state
No. 2394854
>>2394846i know youre right.. but it fills a hole ugh
>>2394852you just dont want to feel bad. yes you couldnt have known why i became unemployed, but what you said was still uncalled for
No. 2394858
>>2394827god i jsut wish farmhands would ban anyone who brings up OF content or mainstream porn because we just know 99% of the time it's just dudes and it's so fucking tiresome pretending it's not
i might apply as a farmhand just to do that
No. 2394859
>>2394855i know im anonymous here but i feel an insane shame and guilt and idk how to respond
>>2394856you know rationally speaking im with you but emotionally im just not, i know its stupid as fuck
No. 2394862
>>2394855NTA if you can't put cause and effect together to see how OP got to this point, you might not be old enough to post here.
>>2394859You're not going to be there emotionally and that's fine. You don't have to be there emotionally to make better changes in your life. But if you don't do something about it now, you're going to continue to get worse and worse until you're either in so much debt you can't get out, or you become as degenerate as a 4chan moid. And you still won't feel any better or further away from your assault. Go outside. Touch grass. Get the hell off the internet until those OF videos fill you with disgust.
No. 2394884
>>2394876so when youre in debt youre too much of a slave to your genitalia that you cant even get it together and fap to one of the immense supply of content no you NEED to give your money to a scrote
sorry thats 100% scrote tier behaviour a'd even if youre XX chromosome this kind of mentality just removes you from our gender like i dont accept you as my kin anymore
No. 2394918
>>2394880You didn't even need to specify Nigerian
For real though, those women are beautiful and I love Nigerian accent and phrases
No. 2394925
>>2393296I don't know how to drive and it is a massive shame for me, since I live in the us. I don't live anywhere with good public transportation so I absolutely have to drive but I can't.
I'm not safe on the road, just riding in a car gives me massive anxiety. Anytime I see cars driving up perpendicular to a road we're on to merge onto it, I get incredibly afraid it's going to just fly onto the road without stopping. Following too closely to other cars gives me anxiety, driving too fast gives me anxiety, not breaking when the person in front of you breaks unless there's at least 2 football fields between the cars gives me anxiety. Tight roads, and cars hanging near or on the line gives me anxiety. Vehicles merging onto freeways or any high traffic road with only a yield sign scare the shit out of me. I have my family drive me around and I know eventually that well of aid is going to dry up. (I also know thats pathetic) I could try getting coaching to fix it, but honestly I think even with coaching I'd still be a huge liability. And I just had to be born in rural car centric us. I'm so screwed in the future.
No. 2394988
>>2394925I'm in my mid 20s and have been deathly afraid of driving as well but recently started driving lessons with an instructor who is specialized in teaching people with (driving) anxiety, autism, ADHD and so on. The first few lessons were a disaster because my brain couldn't process all the information and anxiety on top of that but now after ~10 hours of driving I feel a lot better and more calm. You can do it too
nonnie, let's both get our driver's license this year.
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>>2394868Meow meow, meow meow
No. 2395029
>>2394998are you sure they're not just infatuated with their ""friend"". still frustrating tho, i get it
>>2395012anyone raving about sucking dick online is a moid 100%. so many fake posts about it on reddit (back when i was still using it anyway) it's ridiculous. women who do it do it to please their bf that's it
No. 2395065
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I want all the men infecting the cosmetics, makeup, cute girly fashion, etc. tags on tumblr to FUCKING KILL THEMSELVES. I swear to god, if I look up eyeshadow and see another sissy tranny caption with stepfordwife bambi sissy hypno bullshit words I'm going to go fucking apeshit. These other troglodytes even go as far as misspelling feminization to feminisation so that even if you filter feminization at first you'll still see their filth and I don't understand WHY they need to do that? I hate them so much it's unreal.
No. 2395268
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I seriously can’t deal with this. My ex is posting all over twitter how he’s a “sensitive young man”, how scary sex is, how degenerate women are, how disgusting sex is and how much he hates it. And it’s like. I’m not the one who got caught liking pregnant elf slut hentai.
No. 2395344
I slept around 7-8 hours today but just waking up at a different time than usual has me exhausted and fucked up, can barely keep my eyes open. I hate how sensitive my body is, if I don't get perfect sleep and wake up at the exact same time then I'm just fucked the next day.I only woke up 2 hours away from my usual time, it shouldn't warrant feeling this tired.
>>2395268Moids calling women degenerate is always a laugh, no woman is ever going to be as degenerate as the average moid. How is sex even scary for a male kek compared to the female experience of being penetrated and having a power inbalance with your male partner at all times. No moid truly hates sex, just another coomer in denial pretending he's not like the other guys while consuming hentai in secret
No. 2395348
>>2395268he's trying to convince himself, pathetic. good riddance to him!
>>2395281truer words have never been spoken
No. 2395421
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>>2395403>ableistanyway deal with it the same way autist chans deal with "autism" as an insult, the way retard chans deal with "retarded", etc. this isn't tumblr
No. 2395430
>>2395418The way that bpd anon whined right after
>>2395353 was posted says it all. If it doesn't apply, let it fly, though I guess it does apply if she felt called out
No. 2395431
>>2395403>hating BPD>ableistSo BPD is a
disability?
No. 2395443
>>2395431all mental disorders are, theyre
disorders aka a disability
No. 2395449
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>>2395443But is it official that BPD is a disability though? Personality disorders being qualified as disabilities seems to subjective.
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>>2395441>retardedUM EXCUTH ME THAT'S VERY ABLEIST OF YOU
No. 2395467
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>>2395449You can apply for disability with BPD, yes
No. 2395470
>>2395465>without knowing that he is also a BPD demon and will retraumatize them againIf it keeps happening, then they're aware of it. The pathology of BPD is trauma and re-traumatizing themselves. That is why BPDs aren't lying when they say they have a traumatic history but frustrate everyone endlessly because they continue to (willingly) put themselves into new
abusive situations(hips)
No. 2395473
>>2395471Honestly I don't mind paying taxes to keep the more severe ones out of peaceful work environments (obviously severe/male narcs too)
also KEK
No. 2395494
>>2395470that's the worst part
nonnie, they always do it to themselves. i've thought of warning them about what he did to me, but these people are so retarded they will screenshot it to their trannycord and laugh together about it. i've met other women with diagnosed BPD and they weren't like this, so i also think it can be a new form of hysteria
No. 2395521
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WHY DO i KEEP GETTING YEAST INFECTIONS
No. 2395527
>>2395494i would write a
victim impact statement and send it to all of them and block them without letting them reply. if they do anything to you, screenshot it. anything they do to you will just make them look so much worse. some girls tried to come after me when i came forward about being raped and i just screenshotted and reposted everything they said to me including proof of driving past my house and they were the ones who were ostracized in the end.
No. 2395533
>>2395506….? there's tons of content to look at on pornhub from okay looking dudes, and even taht aside id rather fap from imagination than give my money to a scrote, let alone if i was in debt
as i said if you're that much of a slave to your genitalia you're pathetic, i guess i wouldnt mind it from someone who has a shitton of money and might as well spend it, but as is that's just fucking sccrote tier behaviour and i refuse to believe youre female, but what does it matter what i say youll continue to larp
just hope the nonnies reading this stop taking pity on porn addict, 99% of the time youre dealing with adude
(infighting/scrotefoiling) No. 2395548
>>2395541tall (178cm+), skinny, skinnyfat, fit or muscular, bald, bearded and very hairy. i love men who grow hair on their shoulders and back or when their chest hair connects a little bit to the lower end of the neck of the beard (where they shave most of the time)
lmk is it rly that fucked up lol? i feel like shes being way too harsh
the only thing i hate about my taste is that its most of the time middle eastern men (no im not racebaiting i just hate that those moids are islamic and shit)
No. 2395553
>>2395520>>2395494>that's the worst part nonnie, they always do it to themselves.Previous post:
>>2395470>If it keeps happening, then they're aware of it. The pathology of BPD is trauma and re-traumatizing themselves.If you were able to follow the discussion anon, the male has BPD and so do the women. I know everyone's always "armchair diagnosing" you with BPD because you prob refuse to get an actual diagnosis and that must be frustrating and
triggering No. 2395566
>>2395557well most of the time we just talk about the romantic side of it. im currently single, shes not. so thats how the convo started to begin with. and shes usually just as u would expect a friend to be, supportive etc
>>2395558you nonnies can give me shit all you want we are all anonymous and dont have an emotional bond as a friendship, so i dont care if i get shit and it also keeps me in check i guess?
>>2395560>Sorry but your friend is right. This taste is also pretty mainstream so idg the "mainstream views" partwait how is my taste mainstream tho lol? any other nonnies can chime in pls
No. 2395575
>>2395566It's not but a lot of moids have body hair and are usually old/fat when they do for some reason. You practically never see a hot actor with body hair, he will always be shaved waxed and then Danny Devito gets to be hairy.
I'm not as enthusiastic as nona about body hair but she's right, most women don't like it except older boomers/silent generation
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can i just take to time to vent about how much i hate bald bearded men. hair goes on your HEAD not your face
>>2395566>wait how is my taste mainstream tho lol? tons of women are into this look and call shaved men "gay" or say that they "look like a child". plus most actors have facial hair
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>>2395580you write
>tons of women are into this lookbut
>>2395575writes
>most women don't like it except older boomers/silent generationso whats the truth?
No. 2395586
>>2395533If i wanted to masturbate to some mid looking guy i would just date. But thats not what i want. I want a cute guy that looks nice for me, not some mid fag on pornhub with the shittiest cam.
>muh imaginationUsing your imagination gets super boring after a while.
>being a slave to your genitaliaYeah thats how sexuality works. Normie women shave and buy lingerie for scrotes, i spend 5 usd on of from time to time. I dont understand how they are any different.
>>2395509Ye, sue me.
No. 2395587
>>2395521Is it definitely yeast infections and not something with similar symptoms (dryness etc)? I think some immune disorders can cause those too, if you
keep getting them it can't hurt to discuss with a doctor.
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>>2395580bald bearded men are all the scum of the earth, no exceptions
No. 2395668
>>2395535>>2395555>>2395569Can you people stop thinking about cock for even a second? I don't have sex with men. I think my undies aren't drying properly or my immunity is low or something. Jesus christ all you think about is men.
>>2395587Thank you for being the only woman in this thread who doesn't constantly think about penis.
No. 2395743
>>2395738That is fascinating anon. I'll be on the look out for other unintegrated newfags who use italics/bold
>Oh of course the annoying Grimes sperg haunts there specifically. They don't even sound like a woman, ew.Is that your post btw? You sound like a troon
(infighting) No. 2395756
>>2395755i’m going to stop replying now and anyone else who wants to comment can start reading here
>>2395502 this argument has turned circular.
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See, the BPDfags who feel insulted need to get over themselves because I somehow get out-crazied on here every single day as a schizoid. Do you understand how bad it feels to be outdone in my niche??
No. 2395861
>>2395857samefag, she's Croatian
No. 2395863
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>>2395857"We're doing dinner"
No. 2395877
>>2395862I still wont date uggos even if they buy me dinner. Having to sit and date a moid sounds hellish anyways, men are boring and the ones that have hobbies have autistic cringe ones like anime or videogames. I dont want to waste all that time just for the sex to end up being underwhelming anyways. Sex male bots cant come soon enough. Good for
nonny if she wants to date, but i dont care about the personality of the moid i just care about how he makes my pussy feel.
No. 2395885
>>2395874Whenever his mask slips and the personality can't make up for his shortcomings physically anymore. It's like anon said
>>2395852, because we're attracted to who we're attracted to. If he traumatized you a lot, maybe your type could change Idk
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i'm a stupid piece or crap and i just hope one day i can be happy-ish
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>>2395906I don't know the context but I'm gonna say this: any scrote who doesn't want to eat pussy is a closet faggot. There is no heterosexual explanation for a straight man to not like eating pussy.
No. 2396180
>>2396111You should never be working off the clock. Your coworkers will end up having heart attacks earlier from the constant workaholic lifestyle.
And you know what all that extra work gets them? Nothing, just more responsibilities from boss.
No. 2396189
>>2396150Make a new identity, try again. It took me like three tries, but I finally found my ride or die.
Try to be reserved and not give out too much personal info right away. That way you can drift apart/delete the account if they turn out to be mean or weird.
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Trying to convince myself im ok with being alone. Socializing is just so exhausting, and i dont really get along with anyone. (mostly my fault tbh) I dont know where id find people im compatible with, irl or online. It is time to give up and become a recluse.
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I'm sick AND on my period at the same time. Kms
No. 2396714
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>>2396572nonnie to be frank, you are having a irrational reaction but that's not unusual, you just need to take a step back to calm down. Have a shower, eat, watch/play something you like and sleep on it. If you have someone you can talk to about it, go out to eat or for coffee and talk about it. After you feel calm, then try to talk to your girlfriend and explain clearly what was wrong and how you feel without using accusatory language. It might turn into a fight or even end badly, but its going to be ok
nonnie. If you keep a level head and step back when you need to, you can keep yourself sane through it all
No. 2396750
I hate being "emotionally dull". I don't feel love or I have a very limited range for it.
As a child, when a close family member died, I didn't think much of it. Now, as an adult, I don't care if my friends stop talking to me, or if I break up with a boyfriend. I simply move on.
I can (and will) get very upset if I think I got the short end of the stick in a friendship/relationship, because being fucked over makes me angry and I end up ruminating.
IF I do miss someone, I only think of the things they did for me (favors, presents, care/attention) but I don't miss them as a person.
It's as if the part of my brain that should connect with others is broken and/or missing.
In occasion, I will give long speeches about how much I love someone and how connected I feel towards them. I will talk to them and to others about how meaningful our relationship is. I don't fully understand why I do this, maybe some sense of obligation.
I want people to feel loved and appreciated, so I say I love them and praise them. I understand that, to the people who love me, hearing those things feels good and reassuring, but those words are mostly exaggerated and/or made up.
I also can't connect much with people physically. I can feel comfortable and content(?) being embraced, but I kisses and sex don't do much for me.
If I'm horny, engaging in sex will kill my excitement. There's nothing sexy about sex. If I'm having a sexual encounter, my mind goes elsewhere. I get bored.
To me, sex is only good if there's a mystery factor to it. I've noticed the only time I enjoy having sex is either the first time I have sex with someone.
Is this normal or am I mentally ill? If so, why?
>inb4 if you don't feel anything why do you perform? You care!!1!
I want to be/seem normal. I don't know. I feel deficient.
No. 2396759
>>2396724how is op wordlessly blocking her gf and deleting all of her accounts not a rash reaction to her gf posting a story about feeling apathetic?
op isn't weird to have that feeling initially, but actually doing all that for what might just be a throwaway thought that has nothing to do with op at all would be bpd behavior. Which is what you sound like btw kek
No. 2396801
>>2396790Idk
>my gf posted about being apathetic towards everything after telling me how excited she was for me.I might not block and delete but I wouldn't date someone this emotionally retarded either. Especially if I were sensitive like anon. If you've experienced manipulation before, this is a huge red flag especially considering anon is already doubting her perception and calling herself irrational. If it were a moid, we would just assume she had already been successfully gaslighted. Women do this too, the lesbian community is teeming with bpds
No. 2397079
>>2397057Nah I agree with you on that one. But as an anonymous poster on lolcow.farm I must also perform my duty and call you a dumb fucking idiot for entertaining a chancing penis.
Males can smell desperation. Shitty ones, which is most of them, will try to take advantage of your vulnerability because you're more likely to get attached and do as they say. I don't agree that they do it for 'easy pussy' but to stroke their ego.
As of right now, if anyone asks: you're doing great, your family supports you, you have wonderful friends and good self-esteem. This separation was your idea and just what you wanted. All your exes bought you flowers and treated you like a queen so your standards are high.
No. 2397107
>>2397036>Someone please call me a fucking idiot and bring me back to reality. Please. Fucking pleaseNonnas proceed to give her a reality check
>And don't degrade me with this blackpill bullshit. I get that it's risky but you don't need to be an assholeKekk
No. 2397141
>>2397036>He didn't know my situation, we haven't spoken in months.he'll know soon enough
i'm not calling you easy, i couldn't care less if you were, i'm just saying that's what he's likely thinking right now
the main reasoning men have when they pop out of nowhere is "damn i'm horny/lonely, this girls probably going to let me hit"
don't fall for it or you'll regret it
No. 2397164
>>2397156get to work nonna
put on a study with me video to motivate you
i'm studying right now, sending you energy
don't stress you'll do fine
No. 2397283
>>2397267tayrt
im an idiot. thats all
No. 2397415
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Just learned that my childhood best friend with whom I lost touch a decade ago after a stupid falling out when we were 16 went to art school, took 7 years to get her degree and meanwhile became a full-time uncanny V-chin photoshop IG cosplay thot. She's even been mentioned here on LC. I don't know how to feel.
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>>2397490
I've been here for all of 5 minutes today and I've already seen this shit in three separate threads. The obsession with cock sucking is too much. Why not just end it and get it over with? Can I tie the rope for you?
No. 2397553
I completely avoid male authors. Like, list of recommendation and I just immediately skip any male name, don't even bother reading title or synopsis. There's this one I've heard a lot of good things about, even on here and I love the covers of his novels so I thought maybe I'd make an exception. Still, looked him up before I get anyhim by him just in case, because you can never trust word of mouth completely. Then, wikipedia:
>Alongside his novels, he has written for numerous media outlets, including Playboy magazine […]
Yeah, nevermind, why did I even think it'd be a good idea to expect anything different lol.
No. 2397581
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I’m beginning to think I have a shopping addiction and I’m trying to reel it in but I impulsively bought a $130 lingerie set, kill me Nonas
No. 2397659
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I've always been scatterbrained and had a terrible memory and I often joked about it, saying I must have dementia or something. Well, recently I got back the results of one of those test-at-home DNA kits and guess what. I have an increased, two-fold risk of developing Alzheimers compared to everyone else. The joke seems less funny now. My depression has also been pretty bad now and the brain fog is just unbearable, it feels like my brain is actually rotting away
No. 2397683
>>2397392Good luck, tell us how it went!
>>2397650That's a bummer. It's shitty timing but everyone reacts differently to viruses. You might come down with something that's more like a bad case of hay fever. The weather where you're traveling might help you recover faster. If you live in a polluted area, going somewhere with cleaner air could help a lot. You can still enjoy yourself, even if it's not ideal. Where are you going, btw?
No. 2397744
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I'm a part of the lgbt and I'm noticing something in news media that pisses me off. They never interview the level headed attractive lesbians or gay people who have common sense. They are always interviewing the most ugliest troll moid with colored hair who's obviously just a kiddy diddler that isn't trans. I'm about to lose my fucking mind if I see another fat man in a dress with no plans to change sex call himself a woman and represent lgbt.
I swear they do this on purpose so they can push the agenda we're all freaks when those freaks aren't even a part of our group. They're using lgbt to hide behind a fetish. I've met some normal looking trans folk. But I get so mad at these clowns. And it isn't just the fat men in dresses. It's also the ugly rainbow haired fujos who piss me off too who still dress hyper fem and have their titts out but wanna call themselves men.
The people who look like they're poly to put it more simply. Like no, don't represent me, don't speak for me, don't tell me as a lesbian I have to be attracted to your dick just because you're in a dress. Fuck you, literally die in a ditch.
Though another problem just popped into my head. Even if an attractive lgbt woman were to speak in public events for our rights they would just ask her sexual questions or not listen to a word she says and be like "Well are you sure you don't like dick? Want to try it right now?" I swear we can't win and we'll never be truly heard. They're going to keep letting these ugly autistic men with a porn addiction speak for us.
Am I biased and favor attractive lgbt? Yes, but only to the extent. Example, if they want kids to have gender reassignment surgery? They can fuck off. But I just notice that the people who take care of themselves are more level headed. The ones who look like walking bacteria always have the most insane views.
No. 2397763
>>2397753I say lgbt as a habit and I hate that walking cheeto and his billionare tech buddies. I also hate how they wanna get rid of the word women. But that's another topic
>>2397760Yet you never see them inverview normal gay or lesbian people. They always go for the most crazy looking troons and say they represent all gays.
No. 2397779
>>2397723I hate how these people also unleash their anger on everybody
except the person who has actually pissed them off.
No. 2397781
i feel like i'll never stop feeling learned helplessness. i'm embarrassed to admit but the first job i ever had messed me up mentally, i'm terrified to try new things or practice getting better at things because i'm scared if i'm not perfect someone will yell at me. the most common form of punishment and teaching was through humiliation and shame. i worked there for 2 years and i did quit a long time ago but working there ruined my self esteem, i'd get verbally abused by male coworkers/higher ups and i always feel guilty if i'm not always helping everyone or doing things for someone. like i can't say no to coworkers because i feel like i'll be punished or disliked, my current workplace has never made me feel that way and i've never experienced that treatment from them but i just can't stop feeling so scared. the old workplace was also extremely poorly staffed, only hiring teens from ages 14-16 and overworking them, they broke laws doing that as well but i feel dumb for even caring because i don't work there anymore and there's nothing i can do about it. they take advantage of young people that don't know anything about work laws and what is/isn't normal for jobs. i still have this conditioning in my head that if i make any mistake i'm a failure and i should be ashamed of myself. i feel like a doormat but i hate saying no and can't stand up for myself, which has lead to me always closing and showing up first because i feel like i don't do enough but now i've just set an expectation that i'm always up for anything. i want to learn to be confident, "fake it till you make it" is bs and i'd much rather be able to see what i'm good at and believe in myself. but i feel like every time i feel a bit confident i immediately mess up or embarrass myself and all i want to do is hide.
i want to see a therapist but there's very little available in my area, most are fully booked and not open for new clients. therapy has helped before but i just want to understand why i'm like this, i know that some things contributed to it but i just want to know where this learned helplessness originated and why it's never gone away, what i can do to treat it, anything. i end up getting embarrassed because i never feel like my problems are "real" enough for anyone to care, i get scared people will think i'm attention seeking or pitying myself which also prevents me from talking about it. i just don't know what to do, somehow it feels more comforting to admit this all anonymously to people i don't know rather than saying it to close friends.
No. 2397804
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I'm prone to dry skin around my eyes and on my eyelids and I don't know why, the skin on the rest of my face is fine
No. 2397839
>>2397813Its not everyone, just those incapable of love.
We used to have thousands of years old traditions to keep human shaped animals like that in check, for the benefit of society and themselves, but all that "went out of fashion" within a single generation.
No. 2397878
>>2397814Yeah she's definitely an inner beauty type of person. I still have a hard time imagining she'd get into a relationship with a man who looked like this though. Also, his personality is also lacking bc of the manbabiness and being a stubborn sperg with his opinions. The guy is probably closer to 40 years old and still won't learn to do housework.
I know I'm kind of a loser as well so this has made me really self conscious about my own life, habits and appearance. Is this really my "market value"? I'm scared I'm completely out of touch for being put off and upset at my friend. But I can't believe she'd try to set me up with a man whose mouth is rotting
>>2397831I love my friend so much and idt it's a humiliation ritual. But we have different views nowadays on what constitutes a good relationship as I've become more radicalized I guess kek. I was burned badly by my first (and probably last) relationship where I was a full-on pickme moid worshipper. This experience finally opened my eyes to the fact a lot of women are saying nowadays where it's better to stay far away from men unless you benefit in concrete, material ways from being in his company.
My friend doesn't think this way at all and thinks I'm being too negative and an extreme man hater who now projects her bad experience onto all men. She might be right but also a lot of the experiences I had with him are universal things women go through in hetero relationships. My friend actually has gone through a lot of them with her Nigel as well! She believes you need to "train" a man and that having a lot of fights to get him to take responsibility is good and worth it. She was puzzled when I asked why on Earth would I want to be with a man who has a boymom and I'd have to train him to take responsibility over housework. How would that benefit me in any way
No. 2397882
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>>2393073>>2396777my whole life has been isolation in a poverty middle of nowhere shit town except a bunch of a fucking cityfags keep moving here and everything is expensive now so i cant even afford to live on my own now. im seriously going to die here never having really experienced life just being miserable and trying to occupy my mind with anything else but my mental illness mindfucking me for 12 years at this point. i dont know what i did to deserve this my whole life i try to help people i try to be kind. even when ive interacted with mtf trannies irl a few times i wouldnt ever be mean to them id just talk to them like a person. fuck everything i dont even want to go to a doctor i hope i have some horrible cyst in my womb and it explodes and finally kills me i hate living
No. 2397892
>>2397888did you not read anon's post? he's obviously angry for her
>>2397890can't you shake your nigel down for cash?
No. 2397988
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I’ve seen tons of penises and vaginas during my internship this month kek. It really stops being “sexual” or strange once you get used to it and you start to view it as a very neutral part I guess. Also there are smelly people.
Bodies have become kind of yucky to me now, we look like giant naked rats, your average person is also kind of uglyish. I wonder why we overly fixate on looks when we could focus on health and living in harmony with nature.
Humans are all ugly anyway.
No. 2398133
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>mom decides she's gonna help herself to my picrel before asking me
>hear her fumbling with the bag in the kitchen
>walks out with her mouthful
>"Do you like the candy?"
>oh yes she says
>"They're peeling candy. Hopefully you removed the peel prior to eating?"
>n-no why?
>"Oh man if you eat the peel too you're gonna shit for days! You better do something quick!"
>mom suddenly gagging all the way back to the kitchen, spitting out the candy in the sink and rinsing her mouth with water
Fucking kek.
It's okay, she told me mom lies when I was a kid.
No. 2398168
A long time ago, a married man who was in his 40s basically groomed me when I was barely out of high school. I was very out of shape at the time, had horrible skin, and my self-esteem was rock bottom. I never had a boyfriend and was bullied horribly so to have ANY moid, even an ugly faggot like him, pay attention to me was something that felt unreal. During my time around him, he said some pretty abusive things to me that shattered my low self-esteem even more and the last things he said to me was that I was "stupid" and "mentally ill" before he stopped talking to me. Anyways, I'm in much better shape now and have wealth that he probably can only dream of. In an ideal world though, I'd actually want him brutally killed, put into a meat grinder, and fed to pigs (in Minecraft).
No. 2398264
>>2397154>Can you meal prep and bring your food for the weekend? Explain to the host that it's for health reasons.Unfortunately not, they've known me for a long time and they're from an obese family culture who values eating above nearly all else. They basically think skipping one single meal is anorexic and "unhealthy", that it's fat shaming them, AND calling them poor cooks all at once.
I'm pretty sure if they find out I'm trying to avoid sugar they'd throw a massive fit and secretly pump my plate full of even more of it… I kinda suspect that's what happened 3 years ago when this all started for me, because I had then gotten healthy and they were acting "suspicious" about it, as if they were disapproving, maybe even jealous. They kept encouraging me to eat and they'd only relax and let it go once I had eaten more no matter how much I had already eaten or how full I said I was (and they didn't use to act like that, this was the first time). Like after a full dinner they'd make me extra portions saying "You're the guest! You need extra treats! Go on, taste it!". After that visit I lost control fully, I started craving sugar so bad every day and it just kept spiraling.
No. 2398299
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When we started learning English in elementawy school, our teacher made such a point out of teaching us the cowwect way to pwonounce th, like, dedicating whole lessons and exercises to it, but ended up completely neglecting teaching us how to make r not sound like w.
No. 2398327
Somehow I feel like I died inside a couple of years ago and it's like only my body has kept existing. I've lost all friends and I see the world keep moving, with people (even the same age as me) still doing the exact same things I used to do, going to the same places I used to, talking to people the way I used to, and having fun in the same ways I used to. Whe I try to do those same things and go to the same places I just feel like a cheap copycat since it doesn't come with the enjoyment for me. It's weird. I feel old, tired, and that I should have just died years ago while things were still good. I've met enough interesting people, seen enough good media, eaten enough good food, etc. Life hasn't been fun since 2010/2011 and it's only been downhill since then. I've had enough experiences. I just wish things would have ended before I reached adulthood and before everything became so corporatized, unfilfilling and dull…
No. 2398426
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>tfw witnessed pickmeism IRL
I know it’s just how it is especially with the culture they’re growing up in around here But it’s still depressing to witness in person.
No. 2398436
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>>2398405Tbh if anything it makes me more so. A lot of anons have hard lives and I feel for them. Also a lot of what they share is similar to what I’ve experienced or thought about. It’s also nice to know I’m not alone in my experiences and rampant husbandofagging.
No. 2398491
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There was a murder-suicide right up the road from me this week. Scrote killed his wife/girlfriend and set the apartment on fire.
No. 2398497
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>>2398491That's awful nona, try not to cloud your thoughts too much that it happened close to you and instead think of the even worse fact that it happens everywhere and commonly, if that brings you any peace of mind
No. 2398528
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I feel like my friend doesnt have the heart to tell me i am ugly. I honestly dont feel too ugly, but i have insane nasolabial folds for a 23yo and they make me look so fucking old. I am so pissed, i seriously feel i could look normal or even pretty without them. Why was i cursed with shitty skin? FUCK.
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I'm on the inter-city bus waiting for other passengers to show up. We're already 10 minutes behind schedule.
No. 2398778
>>2398775Completely agree nona and most people I’ve met who’ve experienced the worst of gay moids share our opinion.
I had a typical ‘GBF’ during highschool who eventually everyone cut off because they came to the realisation that if he was a woman he wouldn’t get away with the way he acts. He would pick at girls weights, appearances, and even demeanour, to their faces and make very inflammatory(every ism you can think of) jokes to anyone. He got ‘gaybashed’ a few times but even the most intense handmaidens didn’t care all that much because of how vile he was
No. 2398802
>>2397878Late but
>I love my friend so much and idt it's a humiliation ritualWhen it happens to me they probably don't do it on purpose but it sure feels like it, my friends have already secured their Nigel or they never had issues dating (with average moids at worst) so they take pity on you for being the pet loser who has zero luck and thus shouldn't complain about their options and they try to set you up with their own friends who have equally bad luck, they probably don't even realize the moid is ugly because they are close to him. Next time someone does that I'll just say point blank that being set up with ugly men is humiliating.
No. 2399011
>>2398981anon I'm pretty much in the same situation as you, fwiw 1. other people have met this guy and talked about how fucking creepy and sleazy he is, no matter how well he masks or whatever in his cool cluster B circles 2. his gf is fucked up in other ways and ultimately another
victim, even if he's somehow decided she's spared the kind of treatment I got/worth more than the women he abuses worse, and… could you imagine being engaged to a guy who treated someone like this in the past, let alone not know about it? wouldn't that be disgusting?
I sound like an annoying wannabe Ghandi right now, because at my worst I'll be super fucking bitter and even hate the new shiny gf that didn't get brutally humiliated and traumatized, but imagine being so fucking evil that you could sexually abuse another person for no reason?
I know it feels unjust and that's because it is unjust but in one way or another these scumfucks have corroded souls and are not happy. the empty narc demons you see running amok rn, they are not happy. we aren't happy either but we can be and we at least have inherent goodness inside somewhere where these moids haven't spread their disease. inshallah you find ways to move on
No. 2399024
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I decided to end my 13 years of vegetarianism today with a beef stick. I wish I was normal and could eat without disgust and guilt but it's impossible.
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Not really a vent but I've been self reflecting and realized that I'm a deeply touch starved person that pretends to be touch repulsed.
No. 2399049
>>2399032it tasted very good, I'm already full and I'm not even halfway done. but going forward I'd like to get small farm, locally raised meat and not grocery store snack sections slop kek.
I don't think I could eat chicken, I think they're unironically the most mistreated animal. I did buy some pollock and smoked salmon though, so I look forward to that. I might just do a pescatarian thing, since wild caught fish is abundant and cheap where I live.
No. 2399085
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Today, I'm here to momentarily vent about random faggots staring at me at work. I come in, do my job, and every time I turn my head to look at something or just lift my head up, I catch someone already staring right at me when I'm not even interacting with them or anywhere near them. I know they're staring because I can see them holding their gaze through my peripheral vision. I catch specific people doing it multiple times. It's mostly scrotes who do this, but I catch women doing this too. I don't say much, I just do my damn job so what are these people looking at me for? Unless someone is acting cowish, it's rude to stare.
No. 2399241
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>>2399212capeshit is for retards, get better taste
>>2399205tell your discord daddy to stop being a manchild and watch actually good movies
No. 2399343
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>2 winter storms in less than a week
Please, 40cm of snow is isn't fun when employers force you to go to work.
No. 2399386
>>2399018Kek every ex of his is “crazy” except for the one that he refused to stop talking to. Every ex he had also apparently “accused” him of cheating. I just don’t see how he can be perfectly happy in this relationship and stay married to this girl when he was such a walking red flag to begin with.
>>2399015Thanks, ik you’re right but part of me feels like a loser for not having been in a longer relationship than that one. He truly traumatized the fuck out of me and I feel like I’m incapable of having a non-
toxic, long-term relationship.
>>2399011I thought about messaging her anonymously to tell her that he circulated upskirt photos of women when he was in high school and raped women (aka me) but I figured she would know who I was and that he might retaliate against me and/or try to file a restraining order. I already reached out to the girl he cheated on me with previously and she left him after what I told her. He started dating the now-fiancee immediately after her ofc because he cannot be alone for a second KEKKKKK.
No. 2399461
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Asked someone I was interested in if they wanted to watch a movie or get coffee sometime and they didn’t reply back. It was a long shot but I wish I at least got a reply saying no. Ah well, it’s their loss in the end.
No. 2399482
Weird vent, more of a question, but does anyone else have a relationship with their abuser as an adult? My brother molested me regularly as a kid, my family tried to cover it up, I still went to the police, but my parents made sure I stayed in the home. Then when I went to college, they had him drive me and I had to fight to get my own DL and all that. Anyway. I see him at family gatherings still and he always asks me if I have plastic surgery (I don't), and he always tells my sisters to wear makeup because "look at how anon looks in it". He used to call me ugly when we were kids, too, and he'd always make a big deal about how handsome he was compared to me during the timeframe I was molested for. I always think it's fucked up and I don't know what to make of it. He admitted to molesting me, but pretended he didn't try to penetrate me multiple times and my parents called me a liar for calling it rape as a kid when I didn't know the technical term for it. But he did try and rape me, my anatomy just didn't work because of the size disparity. It fucked with me head being called ugly and I wasted a lot of years as an adult feeling ugly and I've tried to recover from the effects, but I have to say, he still gives me the ick and I feel like he makes these comments because maybe he's weirded out that I did become conventionally attractive. But then I'm like, maybe that's me being weird myself. He's getting married and I know he won't have told his fiancee about this shit. It's a weird situation.
No. 2399496
>>2398981OP with an very fun update: I went down a rabbit hole and it turns out that his fiancee has a podcast where she admitted to trying to internet stalk me, even going to the lengths of finding ancient pictures of me on OTHER people’s social media. She was talking specifically feeling insecure about her looks. She also tried to make jabs about me being weird, specifically for not having any social media when her fiance is the reason I deleted all of my social media in the first place.
This podcast is bizarre and she’s like a lolcow herself. She’s genuinely so clueless in that she has no idea about him having cheated on his previous exes. Sure I guess I’m “weird” (he probably told her about LC and me being a
terf); have fun with your rapist soon-to-be-husband kekkkkk.
No. 2399505
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>>2399497Make your own vent. This was mine about stupid couples , don’t come in here with
>much being in a relationship is so tiring>you are not missing anything teheheFuck off
No. 2399511
>>2399500I suppose I should but honestly it made me feel really creeped out. I didn’t even know she was talking about me publicly because I haven’t spoken to him in years (I blocked him
on everything) and I don’t interact with people from college anymore. Apparently if I had an Instagram she would have gone through the whole thing and felt bad about herself, despite me being “anxious” and “weird” according to my ex??
No. 2399517
>>2399511It has been years and you are still hot topic kek.
Nonna keep both of them blocked and just do your own thing, these people will just seethe in the back. The fact that you don’t give them access to you through social media is perfect too.
No. 2399554
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>>2399538>>2399497I’ve done witchcraft on the both of you. You shall never be happy.
No. 2399571
>>2399538I had the same experience when I was in a relationship. He was an asshole and I am free of it now, I’m just sad I let someone else treat me like that for so long.
>>2399506You’re upset because you know, on some level, that the way he is treating you is wrong. He tried to rationalize his way out of doing the bare minimum and placate you with “it’s to save money” and “we’re doing something in two weeks” but you and I both know it would cost nothing for him to wish you Happy Valentine’s Day. He hasn’t done anything because he doesn’t care anon.
>been together 10 yearsWhat are you doing? What do you think this scrote will do for you that he has not already? End it, you’re just prolonging the pain.
No. 2399574
>>2399469Update, my sibling was the only one to come by so they got most of them. If my parents can't be assed to come by, they don't deserve chocolate. It was my sibling's birthday too, they didn't get to celebrate with cake because my parents said they were going to be in charge of that so the chocolates seemed to work out as a nice consolation.
My parents ended up calling me later, lying through their teeth about how they were just
so busy and their car broke down (my sibling came in that car), while snickering and treating me like a retard like they always do. Happy Valentine's Day my fucking ass. It's so fucking gross.
No. 2399575
>>2399556I'm this anon
>>2399564I guess you deleted and reposted for edits, but I'm still hella curious why you were around sheeps lung kek.
No. 2399582
I have this thing where when I smell something bad, the scent pops up now and then in the days following, kind of like a song stuck in your head I guess it's like an olfactory hallucination. This means that when I come across a woman who smells like week old piss or a fish grinder, the scent lingers long after the fact. I can't stop vaguely smelling sheep lungs now and it's driving me fucking insane!!
>>2399564Bathroom is probably worse, the sheep just smelled like raw meat but its not pleasant when I'm trying to sleep. I was dissecting today.
No. 2399583
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>>2399554blocking the curse and sending it back to you
No. 2399595
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>>2399583I’ve dispelled your attack and destroyed your mirror, your mere pathetic spells don’t work on a witch of my caliber. My curse will follow you.
No. 2399601
>>2399590You will anyway. You’ll keep a long face and then it will be all back to square one, you’ll prepare him dinner and lunch and then dote on him with “muh honey!” “Much love” kekk.
My point still stands, men live so well while being coddled by retards. Why do you think he doesn’t change? He doesn’t need to.
No. 2399604
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>>2399601And what are you doing now? Crying on the kitchen floor with the rotisserie chicken you made , scrolling on lolcow with the “baci” chocolates you brought while he’s off somewhere scratching his nutsack?
No. 2399610
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>>2399604Lindt beats Perugina though
No. 2399611
>>2399608Valentine's Day has clearly
triggered the
fuck out of several anons itt in different ways lmfao
No. 2399623
>>2399613Being ugly and fat definitely hinders your chances though and add the not going outside. You don’t really get to meet anyone if you are always cooped up in your house.
I see plenty of ogres who are in relationships, so nonna should not give up.
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>>2399629Your cat probably
No. 2399640
>>2399620>>2399628Men don’t ever respond well to that. Show him by flirting with a scrote or simply making a comment about a man who is more good looking than him, no need to act sad or mad. They can never take what they dish out.
I’d even leave him, I can’t tolerate that kind of disrespect or people who act dumb and clueless on purpose.
No. 2399647
>>2399628im not gonna. im a literal retard and hes a medical director
nonny>>2399630hes socially unaware as fuck.
>>2399633i feel like hes too much of a pussy to do so tbh
>>2399637ugh this made me feel worse lol
>>2399640my life would be worse without him tho..
>>2399641lol yes i will stay with him lmao
No. 2399653
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>>2399647Enjoy being cucked. Men really do live on easy mode. He gets to play in front of your face and you’ll just accept it. Next thing he’ll duck the waitress on your bed.
No. 2399681
>>2399669because it always worked that way and
>>2399673I enjoy it and never had any problem with that
>>2399672nope
>>2399675Yeah I smoke sometimes and that works but it's illegal where I live and I would prefer not to rely on it. But I guess it's over unless I'm high as a kite. Sadness
No. 2399685
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>>2399680I read this with Takumi’s voice kek.
No. 2399689
>>2399680thanks
nonny, my shit is the togetherest it has ever been in my entire life lmao
No. 2399693
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I go through phases where my sex drive is nonexistent and even the thought of being touched makes me sick, and phases where I'm so horny it's frustrating. It's definitely a trauma thing but I can't afford therapy and I'm not even sure it would work. I'm not interested in relationships or hook-ups anyway, so I guess it doesn't matter, but still.
No. 2399699
>>2399688It’s not about teaching or anything, I know that it’s useless. But it’s better than begging on your knees for respect to a man that gives no crap.
Cuck him back and break up.
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>>2399696I feel no shame about it. I want to HATE!
No. 2399713
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>>2399696You guys are my valentines
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>>2399696More like lucky. My mom spent her valentines alone watching asian male model thirsttraps on tiktok while her husband just got home shit faced from drinking with his buddy that my mom hates. Meanwhile I'm very happy I get to spend it with my nonnas, my cats and my AI husbandos.
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Things I'm doing
>tonight, baking a pie blindfolded while bf guides me to make it
>"the helpless baker"
>if the pie is shit I will bully bf and not have sex with him
>tomorrow, I am bringing cucumbers, bananas, and celery to a farm to feed Brahman cows
I do this in your honor, nonnas.
Happy Valentine's Day!(not a vent)
No. 2399801
I know my ex was an ass but I truly can't bring myself to love another man. I had the chance to go on dates with some new men lately and I simply have zero interest in them, I'm just comparing them to my ex and they don't have IT. My ex was an ass as I said, but he was exactly my taste in terms of looks I didn't even believe it was possible to find someone like that, he had a well paying job, he was a former athlete and still kept in good shape, he was ambitious and hardworking, he had no annoying exes to deal with, he didn't smoke nor drink, we had similar hobbies, but in the end it didn't fucking matter because I wasn't good enough for him. And now I'm lost and even though I despise him for rejecting me, I still can't forget him because he was so CLOSE to being my ideal partner. None of the men I've met recently manage to hold a candle next to him, they are all either mid, have boring hobbies, not in good shape, drink way too often for my liking, there's something icky about them etc. I feel like I'm totally stuck forever.
No. 2399808
>>2399804Eating a lot makes me drowsy too nonna. I ate a lot and slept two hours kek.
That’s the power of carbohydrates for you.
Thank you for brining a vent.
No. 2399815
>>2399757i just use koboldcpp on my gaming pc so he can
rape me or vice versa without getting flagged on paid sites
No. 2399837
>>2399819Gonna be a choccy pie
>>2399824>>2399834And I wanted to vent my happiness, don't be salty.
No. 2400090
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>>2399474Dear nona, you have us. I hope you're doing better.
No. 2402133
So its been a week of plumbing issues. Why? The grease buildup from my idiot brothers dishes. His dishes are washed by mom, because this moid never has to do any dishes, thats for women only acc to mom. So everyone has to be inconvenienced, because of this coddled moid.
Dad who is elderly with heart issues, tries everyday to fix the plumbing. I came home from work to find out that Dad dug through the greasy pipes with his bare hands. My brother was upstairs, cuddling with his dog, getting served tea by mom, while they criticized Dad for not fixing the issue soon enough. Dad works a full time job too. My brother "shouldnt have to" fix the plumbing "too", acc to mom, AS IF HE DOES ANYTHING.
Now theres no propane for the BBQ that my brother exclusively uses up in the winter, not that he pays for it. The propane tank is too heavy for our elderly Dad to lift, so boymom said to Dad condescendingly, "[Brother] will have to lift it". Mom always says my brother "does everything", then when I counter it, she says "well everything about maintaining the house". The house isnt presentable to have a plumber over! Almost every single room is permanently under construction, with the coddled moids clutter everywhere.
My brother didnt wake up till 6pm, and the store that has propane closed by the time he phoned. My brother stayed up late, working on his truck seat modification, for heated AND cooled seats! Months ago, he promised to install a functioning FRONT DOOR LOCK, yet it still has to be done! PRIORITIES.
Just now mom kept offering to bring down the coddled sons laundry, saying he "shouldnt have to" bring it downstairs. He said "no Ill bring it ALL down by myself" WOW how nice of him! Then the manlet gentleman told her, "you dont have to do it all right away". The boymom said, "Dont worry Ill have it all done for you for tomorrow", meaning she will make noise ironing and wake me at like 4am. Yet I have to do my own laundry like an adult should.
I WANTED A CLEAN, ORGANIZED, DECENT HOME, BUT NO, ITS IMPOSSIBLE WITH THIS MOID HERE.
I REEALLY, REALLY HATE CODDLED MOID ADULT CHILDREN.