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No. 2022906
A thread for venting about difficult stuff going on in your life
Previous vent thread:
>>>/ot/2011071Follow all the /ot/ board rules & don't reply to bait.
No. 2022997
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>tfw you got diagnosed with all five types of imposter syndrome
No. 2023050
I feel terrible for having wasted months thinking about this one person who I believe liked me back, but whenever I tried to approach them casually they ignored or curtly dismissed me.
I feel like they wanted me to treat them like I was their soulmate at first sight, but I wanted to learn more about them before doing anything that implied closeness. They never made any effort in getting to know me and every time I approached them to try to create casual opportunities to get to know each other better, they got increasingly distant.
I don't get why they keep checking my social media activity, and mirroring my activities. If I'm inactive, they're inactive. If I'm active, they're active. It's like they'd already decided before even once interacting with me how we should treat each other, and whenever I tried to interact them in a more grounded way, maybe distant from their perspective, they got upset and disappointed. My demeanor is normally a little cold and cynical, and I didn't treat them any differently. Why would I have treated them any different from others, when in reality, we should've been complete strangers when we first started interacting?
It's like they'd been observing me for months before we began interacting, and decided on their own how our interactions ought to be, and when I didn't act in ways they wanted me to, they got upset. They started saying vaguely mean-spirited generalizations whenever I was around that I felt targeted me, like stuff about there being no real love and how one shouldn't talk about certain things in the ways I had been.
I've cut contact with this person entirely, and it's for some reason so painful thinking about how our relationship could've been. I thought maybe they could be the right person for me, that I'd been looking for, for years. Whenever they were around, I felt warmer in my heart. In reality we interacted a handful of times, never really in depth. Just a lot of vague psychological games. Maybe I'm just imagining all this, and they never wanted me.
No. 2023273
>>2023184Our first language isn't in English and my brain is fried from reading her text like 10 times in a row after working for 8 hours and seeing that I can't save anything, my bad. Now she's begging me to find a solution at nearly midnight, I wish her nothing but the worst.
>>2023235It's not even just grammar, some students, my sister included, write the same way they talk so it makes reading their homework unbearable.
No. 2023300
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>>2022911Thanks it was either the one I chose or picrel but I wanted to be nice to the non-Spaniard anons.
No. 2023306
>>2023300You have great taste in thread pics nonna.
What does your pic say? I'm getting
>everything was wrong, but I continued Lindafrom Google translate
No. 2023415
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i have a family vacation in a week and I’m dreading it. I don’t get along with my parents and my sister is a bitch. Plus I couldn’t lose as much weight as I wanted so I know I’ll look like shit in pictures and then cry myself to sleep. I wish I never agreed to this
No. 2023422
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Threadpic is so cute I love that artist
No. 2023444
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I just wanna know what it feels like to be pretty and tall just once and then afterwards the clock strikes 12 and I turn back into my old stumpy little self. I’m so jealous of pretty women, so many unique pretty women around me and that I see on the internet..
No. 2023491
>>2023485I’m 5’4 but my proportions and body weight distribution make me look shorter than I really am. For instance my sister is the same heigh as me but she genuinely looks taller than me because the proportions of her legs. I wish I was like 5’8-5’10 and for both of the reasons you mentioned, I would look so good and I would carry my weight nicely.
>>2023486Not true, you probably haven’t grew into your tall woman powers yet..
No. 2023530
>>2023526This. Dumb cheating cunt got
triggered lol, watch him try to lie about it too
No. 2023616
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really need to kms
and i was bitten by dogs. cats also don't like me
No. 2023622
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every time i try to draw i just start crying. i've been on antidepressants for a while now and overall i feel good, great even, but i still can't draw and i really have to. it's not that i dislike what i create, i think i'm pretty decent actually. it just makes me feel absolutely horrible and i don't know why. it used to be my favourite thing in the world and for my whole life i was certain i'd never stop drawing. why can't i just do it like i always did
No. 2023790
>>2023741I understand you. That "stuck" feeling. Please understand that it's not everyone, it's you projecting on them. People who would feel that way are worth less than shit on your shoe.
Circumstances are different for different people, that's just fucking life. Anyone who disagrees has literal tard brain and doesn't understand anything. You will be okay.
No. 2023809
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My rejection sensitivity makes me swing from being ok in my relationship to wanting to break up constantly. Obviously I do not voice these thoughts to him. The way I was raised loving someone means no harsh criticism or needling of the other. I did not grow up with any siblings so my brain does not comprehend being in a conflict but still loving someone the same either. I had fightless relationships wih friends and lovers, and when I did get frustrated enough to voice disliking something, it was the end.
So my brain does not compute how he can deal out criticism and say he loves me, because if he did, he'd treat me like losing me would scare him. Just for a minor example, when I see a cat on the street, I start calling them over, but in the country my family's from, calling cats sounds slightly different from the local, so that's what comes naturally for me because of my childhood. So now whenever he sees cats he tells me not to do my call, because "none of the local cats understand that, you're scaring them". No cat was scared of it ever if they had any interest in approaching us in the first place. But whenever he says this I picture a future where I'll be miserable with him.
No. 2023849
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I want to kill myself badly but I don't know why
No. 2023898
>>2023809Nonnie, I'm saying this just as an outside perspective but you will never agree 100% with someone else, it's healthier for you to say the things that you don't agree with/ don't like even if the consequences are kinda shit. If you can picture yourself with him in the future and you feel like you'll be miserable it sounds like he doesn't make you happy, maybe just content.
I can imagine it hurts like ass to go through these feelings, but it's much easier (albeit lonelier) to overcome or temper rejection sensitivity without constantly worrying that you want to break up with him.
No. 2023949
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>take my ADHD meds to wrangle my retardation and do something worthwhile like cleaning, writing or studying
>instead use all my focus on making the perfect Spotify playlist
Love my brain so much
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No. 2024067
>>2024059what is your definition of racism and when do you decide to call something racist? i really want to know your answer
>>2024062her posts were deleted because all of the mods are jealous fatties
No. 2024069
I love my parents but I need them to go back home now. Every time they come to town they give me whatever sick they either have or got from the plane (compromised immune system sucks, 0/10 recommend), and then they turn my life upside down because "we're only here for so many days, so let's do everything all at once instead of doing the logical thing and just visit longer so we have enough time to get things done." I also hate that every time they visit my old ED issues resurface (love my parents but holy damn they have the most unhealthy relationship with food and appearance like Dad almost turned Mom ana-chan when I was a kid and I'm still untangling all of their problems. Fucked up.) I'm too stressed to eat so I accidentally skip meals and fuck up my health issues worse, then get sicker when I make myself eat something. Fucking annoying. I just want my body to function and it barely does, but any and all progress I make goes out the window when they visit.
>>2024061Nonna instagram is fake and that lady probably has at least one other lady on instagram who make her feel just as awful for her body and life. I'll bet there's someone who thinks the same about you and you'd never know it.
No. 2024075
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>going to weekend event solo, want to meet up with other women who are also going on their own
>find a few close to my age who are also looking to meet up
>things are going good, having some back and forth convos through DM's for a week or two before the event
>happy because i'm trying to be more social this year and we seem to be getting along enough that it wouldn't be awkward to hang out in person
>night before event comes around
>"hey, did you want to meet up around 9:00 tonight? i'll be free then if you aren't busy"
>no responses
>"oh well they're probably busy packing and getting ready, i'll check again tomorrow"
>check DM's again the day of the event
>still no response
>"no worries, they're most likely on their way there and not checking their phone"
>checked into hotel, getting ready to leave to go to the event
>not a single response back from any of them
sorry for the wall of text but what the fuck is wrong with people? why would you bother DMing me for 2 weeks acting like you wanted to meet up and make friends with new people just to ghost? luckily people there were friendly so i got to chitchat with others everyday over the weekend and exchanged contact info with a few of them but god that pissed me off kek. why are people so flakey?
No. 2024105
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I'm getting tired of the gender war, gendies, gender affirmations etc etc etc. Most of the time I don't even think about being a woman but lately there's been so much gender related shit been thrown my way thanks to the stupid algorithm that I'm annoyed. Just let me live life, I know what I am.
No. 2024111
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My coworker gives me so much anxiety idk why. I know he’s into me, I rejected his advances last year, but somehow he’s my manager now. He’s really into body building and conspiracy theories. He’s a total narcissist and think everyone’s into him, he even brags every time a woman or man looks at him for 5 seconds. When he sees me he doesn’t stop talking despite me trying to literally walk away. He leaves me with a feeling of dread and disgust, it’s so weird.
No. 2024124
>>2024113It’s pretty normal to desire attention from other humans. We’re social creatures. If you engage in ridiculous histrionics to get looks, sure, that’s unhealthy and immature. But people generally want to be liked, make friends, and strengthen their bonds with their friends, which means more attention, care, and time together. I’d say at least generally speaking the solution is not to condemn your desire to be seen and valued, but to distinguish between healthy and unhealthy avenues/behaviors, and focus on pursuing normal, healthy forms of that.
No. 2024151
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All of my friends’ lives are significantly improved because they found a good moid. It pisses me off because no matter how smart, capable or hardworking all of us were before, it sucks that only a guy can actually bring any real upward trajectory.
That said I’m honestly just jealous too. I hate that my life is going nowhere / getting worse and all I seem to meet is absolute worthless scrotes. I hate that my friends are all moving into nice homes and better cities while I’m left behind because I can’t seem to find what they have.
No. 2024164
>>2024111Ugh, I hate how scrotes do this. I know one who is in his 40s and balding and he legit thinks that the 20 something hot girls in the yoga studio are "giving him the eye" and into him because they looked in his direction. Like no dude, she's watching you because you're teaching the class. Moids shouldn't be allowed in yoga studios imo, wish it was sex segregated. But still I wish I had even one percent of his confidence and delusion.
>>2024151Improved for now, sure, but give it time. Don't know how old you are but I guarantee you at least some of those scrotes will cheat and abandon the women. Especially since they love to reveal their true
abusive selves as soon as some poor misguided woman has a baby with them. Keep building yourself up, it might take longer but the level of security that comes from NOT depending on an untrustworthy and
abusive scrote is so much better.
No. 2024181
>>2024164I appreciate it anon but unfortunately we’re in our thirties and some of these are LTRs.
So far, none of my friend’s boyfriends have hurt them and I genuinely don’t want them to be cheated on or hurt because I love them. I just hate that I’m probably close to hitting the ceiling on my life in terms of accomplishments and pay at this point, and I can’t find any likeminded pinkpilled women to build with either.
No. 2024238
>>2024164That’s so funny because he’s bald as well
Why are baldies like this
No. 2024763
>>2024746this kind of situation always sounds miserable for both people, if your friend's number 1 favorite interest is something you hate, and given she loves it you know she'll probably want to talk about it a lot, why are you still friends? convenience? instead of being passive aggressive like
>>2024752 why don't you communicate normally and tell her that you enjoy her company but hate xyz thing. it might be rude but imo it's more rude to silently seethe until it pisses you off so much you say something actually rude.
No. 2024772
I'm just so fucking annoyed of having to cover for every fucking man in my life.
I'm the only woman in my team at work, and they're all sooo shit at what they do that I'm constantly made to supervise them and see that they don't fuck up stuff. Do I get a raise? Do I get a better pay? No. As a matter of fact, I get looked over for raises and promotions over guys that do the bare minimum.
A couple of weeks ago I did a fucking 15 hr shift, after barely sleeping for 3 hours because I had cover the night shift. Did I get even a thank you? No I didn't. Worst part of all is that I keep taking all those overtime shifts because they pay me so little I've been racking a debt on my credit card. Feel so fucking stupid having to pay for food with a credit card.
Then I return home and my partner either broke something again, or needs my help fixing stuff, helping him find stuff, and I don't get to enjoy my free time. I'm constantly angry and tired all the fucking time, and these fucking moids insist on making it worse.
I wish I could just quit, but I can't because as bad as it is, I doubt I would get paid as good somewhere else. I keep hearing them talk about how I'm "such a hard worker", about how "smart" I am, about "is not fair, you're actually good at this, and I just don't know what to do" instead of maning the fuck up and using their uselessness as an excuse to pile stuff on me.
They keep telling me "but I bet in your free time you can you own stuff " THE FUCK I CAN, I have to do housechores, I have to pick up overtime, I have to do groceries, take my dog out, I don't have time to exercise nowadays and I'm starting to get fat on my neck and look disgusting, I don't have time to sleep, and I don't see myself returning to my studies. I just have to keep moving, I don't got other options. I keep doing more and more and more, and get patronized and undermined by men that do the bare minimum, and I'm so fucking tired of this
No. 2024787
>>2024775Kids today need disposable vapes to get high. Back in my day all we had was stove burner-plates and butter-knives but we made do. This generation is wack.
>>2024772You sound just like me at my last job. I was so burnt out when I finally decided to quit. I have a certain go-getter kind of attitude and I've realized that if I showcase this at work, I'll just end up getting piled with errands not in my job description and end up taking half the workload from the manager for no additional pay. A lot of people complain about "nobody wanting to work hard," but my advice for anyone in a job is "don't work harder than anybody else" because if you do they'll just take advantage of you until you're too spread thin to care. If your team doesn't do anything, neither should you. If it's possible, start looking for other work. You don't have to quit your job until you have something else lined up, but you might be surprised with other job options that are available to you. I took a $2/h pay cut when I switched jobs, but now at my new job I don't have to stress out all day everyday and I don't have to babysit people, so to me the work environment was worth the pay cut.
No. 2024921
My sister and I inherited a trustfund of sorts when my dad died, it's a very large amount for me but my sister has kids and a husband, so naturally she took out her share the second she could. I still haven't touched my share as I also got some stock and see the money as an extra, not something to spend just because I feel like it. It's become pretty obvious to me that my sister feels kinda bitter, she keeps asking my mom why I still haven't touched the money, will I touch the money and whining how it was so unfair she used her share for a house and I still haven't touched mine. I even told my mom how lucky I feel about it actually, I don't need to share it with anyone, I've only considered taking some out for a breast reduction but I can't take time off work, but I don't have kids, no obligations. I don't know what my vent even is here, it's weird hearing how my sister clearly wants me to not have the money anymore because she doesn't, she always has seen me as a dumb kid yet I've always been very good with saving and she never has been, maybe it's that. I just don't get how she can get huffy and puffy over having a family and then having some money to share with said family, could never be me, but why so salty. She also has beaten her husband before so maybe she is just fed up with the whole family thing but she is one of these social media influencer wannabes so maybe it's all the fake pressure of it all.
No. 2025141
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>jobless
>applies for multiple jobs every single day
>gets my first technical interview in three months
>spends countless hours preparing
>finally gets ready
>completely fucks it up
No. 2025244
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I almost responded with "based" to a months old post I made but had almost forgotten I made.
No. 2025279
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Ive turned so bitter and jaded these last few years. I genuinely wish i never peaked because its only made me more miserable, i wish i still just thought "teehee its ok just let people identify as wut makes dem happy!!! even if it makes no fucking sense." but i cant do that anymore. Everywhere i look everything i interact with and everything i see i can find the misogyny, the retardation… i feel like its only made me more depressed. I feel so much bitter hatred for every retarded troon around me (i live in portland) and i genuinely have so much trouble making friends due to how much i fucking hate everyone. I hate moids so much and everything they do and how they talk and smell but my only friends are typically male and autistic. Im slowly turning into a full recluse, people are not worth interacting with anymore. i just want to see the beauty in people, in life again. I only find happiness in interacting with animals and insects, sometimes online friends or my mom. Im totally lost in life and just want everyone to kill themselves. if i could press a button that'd destroy the universe and all life id do it instantly without hesitation. Sometimes i wonder if ill start killing every retarded faggot that even slightly pisses me off one day, just completely snapping. i sound like an edgelord, sorry. i come across normal irl i just have a lot of feelings i dont know what to do with. not enough prozac or therapy in the world to actually fucking change anything.
No. 2025687
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This year is so shitty when is it finally gonna be over. Let me make it please let me make it
No. 2025850
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I'm going to live with an older lady for a few months and she was being EXTREMELY nosy the entire time and insisted on making me rich food that gave me acid reflux and I don't want to be a bitch but I'm a bit nervous about the situation
No. 2025967
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>tfw my comment on pinterest got reported and removed because I told some girl she'll always be a woman
Pinterest you are out here hosting ryona images and racist memes dont come at me with your shit
No. 2025974
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God, I see what you have done for others. I see the blessings you give to those who do not appreciate
No. 2025979
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I enjoy being an adult, I'm not one of those retards who complains about "adulting" when I have bills or jury duty or whatever. But man, I really miss the feeling of being a kid in the summer time. It's not any one particular thing I miss, it's mostly just the vibe. I was in summer daycare for most of my childhood because my mom worked, and I have such fond memories of that now. All the little crafts we did, the field trips we took to museums and the local pool, watching movies on the projector. Summer really does feel less "magic" once you reach high-school age.
Ever since I stated college, my depression has been the worst in the summer. I think it's because on some level I want to take advantage of the nice weather and do "summer" things, but I don't have the energy anymore. And the pool just seems kind of gross and unappealing now, because as an adult I know how gross other people are and I dislike the idea of being in the same water as strangers. I can't eat ice cream because I've developed lactose intolerance. My friends and I all work different weird hours, so it's hard to arrange things. On top of all of that, I just feel numb in general. Holidays and friendships don't excite me the way they used to. I have to work up a lot of motivation spend time on my hobbies. I mostly just lay in bed and look at shit on my phone most of the time. I desperately want to have the energy and motivation to do things again. I'm horrified at the idea that I'm wasting my twenties by working a dead-end job and laying in bed all day on my days off. I hate this! I want to accomplish things and experience life, but this fatigue, it's like my ankle is chained to my bed and I have to drag it with me wherever I go. I'm young and attractive, but I live like a reclusive elderly cripple. Fuck.
No. 2026014
>>2025988I need to fucking do this because I hate watching them post their tif autism on fanart posts. Also I found an account on Pinterest that literally posts edited pics of women where they give them big boobs and giant nipples poking out from their shirts. I reported it but of course it’s been reviewed and someone how is allowed to stay up. shit ass website .
>>2025991I’m wondering the same thing.
No. 2026018
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>Insta video of some alt girls making a joke video about getting moids numbers
>comments from moids calling them busted
>every single moid saying this is fat/ugly as sin and also have a public profile complete with pictures of their kids
Kek busted used up men with kids who spend their days seething about women on the internet are my favorite thing to laugh at.
No. 2026020
>>2025994Good, moids should bend over to serve us
>>2026011Can't wait to see this get banned for racebaiting
No. 2026100
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I hit a new highest weight, I feel like shit. I know I'm not obese (yet) but idk how to stop myself from eating too much sugar. I'm not even a binge eater, I just can't stop myself from eating a few cookies, or some ice cream, or a cinnamon bun, just once or twice a day and in the end it all must add up to a calori surplus.
Why can't I just NOT eat them? Or should I attempt to cut down on food instead to compensate, since that's easier? But surely that will only make me crave more sugar…
I feel like every "dietitian" online is going "don't cut out the foods and snacks you crave, you will only crave them more! Instead just have a bit of it because nothing else will satisfy your craving" but that feels like the ooposite of helpful when you struggle with a food addiction! I'm not just craving it, I feel like I absolutely need that sugar, and as soon as I've had it my body calms down. It's scary, and I'm worried it'll escalate. The only time I've been able to minimize the craving is when I've forced myself to not eat any sugar for a few days (though I always fall back…). I just don't know how to quit. I don't want to get even fatter.
No. 2026148
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I’m tired of responding to people on here but other people are able to respond to other people and have full blown conversations
No. 2026168
>>2026100I’ve read that sugar is one of the most addictive “substances” and thus one of the hardest addictions to beat. Up there with coke and opioids iirc. First I want to point out that the system is rigged. Depending on where you live the sugar contents of food and drinks are insane, and it’s on purpose. Addiction makes you spend, and that’s exactly what the companies want you to do. You mention having been able to cold turkey for a few days and you should be proud! People are different but many find slowly cutting down on their addictions helpful, and if you gave yourself an allotted amount for each day, and if it works, it’s possible that this “safety” of knowing that even if you hit your quota today, you’re still allowed your quota tomorrow. Quitting the overconsumption will take time, and you will most likely have relapses- but if you do, you need to be kind to yourself and simply start over. There are support communities for everything on reddit, so there’s probably one for sugar addiction as well. Yes yes, reddit bad etc, but some communities on there,like for sober people, are really welcoming and sympathetic. Stock up on healthy snacks, it’ll maybe feel redundant to eat a lot when you want to lose weight, but you need to wrangle your addiction first and foremost, and you can have a LOT more healthy snacks than sugary treats! I believe in you. Do it for your health and your mind, the weight will drop naturally as you progress. Don’t be ashamed, you can do it! Fuck Big Sugar!
No. 2026214
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Every time I try to improve my life I seem to keep getting ill. I got super ill over the weekend and had to go into A&E, they took some tests quite fast and then eventually I was discharged and the doctors there told me to go book some blood tests when the regular GP was open on Monday.
So I do that. I ring them up and ask for blood tests which is what I was asked to do, as well as provide a urine sample. They say they can only get a blood test done for me at another doctors which is 30~ min walk away or so. Whatever. I'm tired of feeling shit so I walk there expecting to have everything in order. The walk is quite nice and wasn't a problem even despite me feeling dizzy and tired.
I see the nurse and she barely even says hello to me, has absolutely no kindness for patients then tells me that there isn't any request to have bloodwork done on my file. What the fuck? I tell her that I was asked to come here for more bloodwork and she says "No, it says on here you need another GP appointment, then maybe blood tests etc" when I was never even told that. She looks at me like I'm retarded or socially inept - I rock up to the doctors looking like shit because I'm ill so I already feel stupid and insecure enough, her attitude makes it all 10x worse.
She takes some very basic blood test of me anyway and then I leave. I drop off my urine sample at the reception and get an Uber home because I'm already pissed off enough by this huge miscommunication and if I walk home I'll probably walk in front of a moving car.
I get home and try to relax. Then I get a text from the NHS saying "the urine sample you provided is not in the correct bottle please come in to do this again". The bottle I was given was literally given to me FROM THE DOCTOR IN THE HOSPITAL. NOW I HAVE TO PISS AGAIN. Why are they so fucking disorganized? They want me to take time and money out of my day and yet talk to me like shit and then they're not even clear of what they want from me, and then things are apparently "incorrect" when all I'm doing is what I was asked to do?! What is the fucking point?! Now I have to wake up super early tomorrow and be stuck in a phone queue for like 2 hours just to get a normal appointment. And then when I do get this appointment I know for a fact they're about to look at me like I'm the issue here and not the fact the doctor told me something completely different to what's on my record. Fuck this I'm so tired I'm so exhausted all I wanted was to get my shit together and now this. I can't be arsed.
No. 2026232
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My mother won't braid my hair
No. 2026241
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It's been four days of nonstop activity. I have been sick the whole time, my period's supposed to start within the next three days, and I am fucking ragged. NO. FUCKING. MORE. It's time to stop and it's time to fucking rest. And if my family does not respect that, they're going to see the very unpleasant side of me that we all know is there under the sunny surface. I need to fucking rest otherwise I'm going to cry.
No. 2026249
File: 1716992886832.jpg (19.88 KB, 443x370, waaaah.JPG)
I've been at this job for three months now and May was the first month where I had full responsibility of all tasks related to my position without help. Every week you can see how much money you've made for your department on a large screen in the office which compares you to the previous month, and everyone were so impressed that I was doing so well, even better on my own than with a supervisor, until today where a bug was found which showed that they had not recorded some expenses for the whole month and once those were added I was thrown right down to the bottom of the screen.
I'm fucking devastated because I thought I was doing such a good job. Two days left of May and it turns out I was doing terribly. I've just been crying all day since I came home from work. I'm so angry that this mistake wasn't seen earlier so I could have known how I was actually doing with time enough to do something about it. It just sucks going three full weeks thinking you're doing something right only to find out that you suck.
No. 2026279
>>2026249>Every week you can see how much money you've made for your department on a large screen in the office Is… is that normal? I hate the word
toxic but damn that sounds like a
toxic workplace.
No. 2026403
File: 1716997089208.jpeg (110.45 KB, 710x754, IMG_4919.jpeg)
I got my hair cut like picrel, except my longest layers are waist length. I thought that I have the perfect face for it, but so far I’m just feeling like it aged me from 20s to 40s. Do you think I’ll settle into it or have any tips? Or have you gotten a haircut that makes you look old? I’m so upset(wrong thread)
No. 2026429
File: 1716997982635.jpeg (60.76 KB, 602x752, IMG_0982.jpeg)
>that one /meta/fag being happy the dumbass shit thread was taken away like how the grinch finds joy ruining christmas (take it to meta)
No. 2026556
File: 1717002475990.jpg (199.81 KB, 1000x900, 20240529_100711.jpg)
I just found out this was a thing.
I would've played these games as a kid if I knew they were meant to look like the left and not so cheap, it feels like such bullshit.
No. 2026570
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>>2026564Yeah, apparently they thought little girls wouldn't like cute anime pictures.
No. 2026581
File: 1717003076561.jpg (99.08 KB, 700x394, rockman.jpg)
>>2026556Amerilards hate good looking designs, what else is new.
No. 2026611
File: 1717004337154.jpg (71.7 KB, 512x384, image (2).jpg)
>>2026589Cursory search, the gameplay seems the same but they changed the sprites slightly and took out any Japanese stuff like Shinto shrines.
No. 2026617
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>>2026232I'd braid your hair nona
No. 2026641
>>2026249that job sounds
toxic, get a new job nona
No. 2026654
>>2026648aren't those guys boomers from brooklyn
what did you expect lmao
No. 2026693
>>2026680How does she know if she doesn't smell for sure though
Could be olfactory fatigue
No. 2026709
File: 1717011626893.jpg (57.7 KB, 325x292, Rockin_pretty_boxart.jpg)
>>2026556I had this game as a kid it was awesome
No. 2026756
File: 1717014062461.jpeg (107.16 KB, 622x611, IMG_0989.jpeg)
A lot of women are so fucking stupid I can’t take it anymore. There’s not enough smart women to go around so they just put anyone in these social roles and you have a bunch of manipulative bitches running everything and backstabbing people to compensate for their lack of intelligence and then when everything is all over, the real ones gotta pick up the mess they started. Letting women into these colleges is a scam, they don’t start out bright and then going through college won’t make them so.
No. 2026759
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>>2026752I used to go through the same thing, every month a new large cystic bump on my face. What I ended up doing to fix it was I bought some facial sulfur (its supposed to help with rosacea but I found it worked well with cysts too) and applying it once a week to areas where the cysts would usually form. The other thing is when you feel one coming on, smoke 1 or 2 cigarettes every day. The cigarettes will help dry out your skin and usually it's enough to get the cyst to go into remission.
>>2026722You could try going through your school's financial aid office and see if they can do anything to help. A friend of mine got a free laptop this way.
No. 2026820
File: 1717018199508.jpeg (1.67 MB, 2500x2000, IMG_5353.jpeg)
>asked for a 1/2 day at work with the last of my personal time
>received two emails saying I have to give a reason for why I requested the time off
>only want it off because I was forced to cover the event last year for someone else who skipped and it sucked
Maybe I should have just lied about a nonexistent appointment or called out sick the day of…I don't think I can just say "I'm tired and I don't want to do that"
No. 2026976
File: 1717027504857.jpeg (85.93 KB, 773x582, 684F02C2-6DFA-4E87-B4A7-74BFF2…)
This has happened to me unironically though. Why the fuck is there so much gore and violence on Twitter?
No. 2026983
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I support Palestine by all means for obvious reasons but I hate guilt trippy shit like this, realistically what should the average person do, you surely can't expect them to drop everything to try to stop a genocide which no average person has power over. Shit like this really just turns people away from a good cause.
No. 2027009
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Going to a concert in the hope I might make a friend, it won't happen but I'd like to imagine it will. I just want a best friend again, someone special to share all your nonsense with and laugh about the same dumb shit. I miss having that type of connection, I don't know if I just stopped letting my guard down or something because I can't get close with anyone since I graduated high school.
No. 2027013
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I thought visiting my childhood neighborhood would make me reminisce and be happy. Instead it gave me a weird sense of coming home but knowing that house isn't ours anymore and my parents are gone. There's just no home to return to. No rental unit I live in will ever feel that way.
No. 2027025
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I saw some old photographs yesterday and now I am just filled with dread of the future. I wasn't able to get in college this year so I will try the exam again in hopes I get a better score but honestly I don't think I will succeed into getting in public college. What is left for me is private school but the bachelor I want is so expensive I might just go for my second option, which is cheaper but comes with very harsh work conditions, and while my first option also got its problems I am not as passionate and enthusiastic about my second option as I am about my first. Idk what to do, I just feel there is not enough time, I am wasting my life by doing nothing and I am constantly worried about finances. In less than a decade I'll be 40 and I accomplished nothing of value.
No. 2027032
>>2027020You can't even find guys that look like McGregor on screen these days much less ones that can have a coherent conversation about anything other than vidya or porn. 60 minutes of screentime can treat you to the most ludicrously hot heart pumping pussy destroying gut wrenchingly attractive characters you'll ever lay your eyes on and
not only will average guttertrash not compare to old Hollywood standards in looks but they could never have a personality so perfectly curated to what you find attractive. Alas. I'd still rather flick the bean to the same movies a thousand times before settling but man it hurts some days. Thank you for listening to my retarded vent.
No. 2027036
>>2027033Kek what happened. You go girl whichever way.
>>2027032I feel you anon, a relationship seems so nice when it's in media but in real life it's usually disappointment after disappointent.
No. 2027051
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There is a nearing his 40s old moid that got interested into me and im giving in on his delusions to make him feel like he has a chance, he does everything i ask him and just acts nice and non-threatening even if im rude kek, i can't help but feel disgusted with this terrible feeling on my gut because i know he is doing this to other young women as well and there are many others like them out there, men are disgusting especially predators.
No. 2027111
I never experienced genuine love and affection in my life. Each guy I dated was abusive to me. I've been raped so many times it is a normality to me yet it still leaves me devastated each time. I'm quite bad with social cues. Go open-hearted and friendly when I meet a new person. They always end up taking advantage. So I isolate and go away. I don't really talk to anyone on a regular basis. People don't know my everyday life. I've always been withdrawn, my parents abandoned me and neglected me, and "I was just fine by myself". I experienced all sort of abuse since I was a toddler. I escaped, moved away, moved a lot of times. Tried to find love, someone who would be my companion, someone to share life and plans with, maybe start a family with one day. And I've been a mess in the process but I've been always trying very hard. The last time I decided to give it another chance and went out with someone, they assaulted me, they kept touching me though I said I don't want to take it any further that night. I end up used in my own bed. That happened before. I try to be strong. I wash the bedsheets, I let myself cry but I'm in pain, physically and emotionally. He made me shake his hand after the act and said "it was nice knowing you" and I was so stunned I took his hand. I didn't think I would feel like killing myself anymore. I put in a lot of work into building myself, some kinda sense of self, the boundaries, make plans for the future. I made steps to improve my life, went back to college and I am about to start at a really good school with a promise for a more secure life. But I feel like going to sleep and never waking up again. I want to grab that helium bottle from my wardrobe that I got when I wanted to die before and put the bag over my head tonight and never have to feel pain again. I'm so tired. I'm so so tired. I can't even be mad anymore. I am just so defeated. I feel duped this whole life. I just want to die.
No. 2027115
File: 1717035424695.jpeg (122.81 KB, 828x820, IMG_1714.jpeg)
I miss being skinny and wearing whatever I want. I miss having no insecurity about leaving the house and going downtown just to walk around and look pretty. I hate being fat. I need to be locked up in a cell with nothing but water and vitamin supplements. I never leave my house anymore unless it’s to go to work. Because of that, I have abnormally pale and lifeless skin. I’m 5’3 and 170 lbs, I used to be 100 lbs. how did it get this bad
No. 2027124
>>2027115nah fuck skinny… its time to get fit
nonny. trick yourself mentally and pretend you'll get turbocancer if you don't exercise a little every day and eat below TDEE. sounds silly but im an OCDfag and visualizing calamities happening unless I do ___ is very effective. start with one 20 min walk a day minimum. get a walking pad if you need to.
No. 2027230
File: 1717043581865.webp (22.23 KB, 600x520, sad emoji.WEBP)
Got banned from /tttt/ for telling trannies YWNBAW… god it was fun too
No. 2027243
File: 1717044467963.jpg (853.74 KB, 4096x2730, 20240529_214216.jpg)
Whatever happened to robot pets? Can't they make cool shit by now
No. 2027249
>>2027243thats such a beautiful artdoll, whos the artist
nonnie?
No. 2027271
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>>2027262Anon, just because your environment failed you doesn't mean there is anything wrong with you. Be there for yourself in the way your family was supposed to be. Try and cultivate the mindset of nurturing and taking care of yourself despite everything
No. 2027351
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I have ADHD and have been trying various meds in order to not lose my job but they have been giving me really bad side effects. The latest one is causing random bouts of chest tightness and heart palpitations to the point that I'm afraid I'm gonna get a heart attack. I just don't want to get fired
No. 2027488
File: 1717075919032.jpeg (Spoiler Image,70.5 KB, 338x613, 8530E47D-BACA-4A8B-A839-006F7E…)
>>2027372Did someone say tall women
(baiting) No. 2027504
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I am once again reminded on how hard it is to be a straight female coomer. Ik this sounds retarded (it is) but fucking christ I just wanna coom to males in a pixiv log without being greeted by tits and female ass. Even on my Twitter feed where I like nothing outside of hot anime guys I still get scrotey art and the worst part is? A lot of the time it’s by other fucking women. Congrats on bending over backwards for moids who’d never do the same for you. I blame bihets and polilez artists for that one. Inb4 I get called a pickme but I don’t care, I’m sick of some women being so fucking spineless we refuse to raise our standards and pander to us alone.
No. 2027553
>>2027536tbqh this is why im ok with celibacy until marriage. i could sleep with women and avoid pregnancy, i like women a lot, i cum so easy thinking about women, and feel strong chemistry with them, even broke my heart over them, but i hate myself for liking women so i ignore it until i get this kind of repulse instinct when i lust for a woman. and for a guy, yeah, i could wait until marriage or be single. i don't feel desperate to have pp in me, that's actually scary, even though i guess in some circumstances it could be nice, i practised accepting it mentally and getting into it. but yeah i would be totally fine not touching a pp until my thirties when im ready to have kids, rather that then try hormonal stuff or a weird metal thing. apparently many women feel pain during the iud procedure, and i know it will get dismissed a lot, which makes me sad. i totally get why you're anti bc, women's medicine will always be half baked in comparison to what it could be, and will always have some negative effect.
No. 2027598
>>2027588>i have issues with binge eating so restricting is the only way i've found that really helps me kick the habitgoing from one extreme to another is not helping you reach a healthy eating pattern and again, is fucking with your metabolism which will make it harder to lose weight.
>i just got lazy and depressed this winter and gained some back by binging and not exercisingWeight loss is mostly about what you eat, not exercise amount. Please stop fixating on the scale and focus on limiting binging, even if it means in the short term you gain some weight.
No. 2027601
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Been feeling self-conscious lately. Is weird if I've only been intimate with 3 guys at the age of 31? I was dating one for several years before he cheated. Then had a mental breakdown and that's when the other 2 happened. But I haven't been with a guy in 2 to 3 years now and it doesn't bother me that much. The few experiences I've had really have been awful, so it makes it easier to split between reality and fantasy. I just mainly feel left out when coworkers talk about their love lives is all. I feel like if I had more adventurous time in my 20s, maybe I wouldn't feel this way.
No. 2027610
>>2027601> Is weird if I've only been intimate with 3 guys at the age of 31I'm 3 years older and only slept with 1 (and a half, if i count a failed attempt kek)
whoring yourself in your 20s isn't something to be proud of, it's easy to do, it's much harder to find relatively decent men that can actually make you feel good in bed
No. 2027743
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My dad keeps on fucking reaching into my mailbox to pull out letters that are addressed to ME because I FUCKING LIVE HERE, NOT HIM and then hands them to me as if he's doing me a favor. I HAVE A KEY FOR IT. I CAN GET MY OWN LETTERS. He even looks at where they are from and whatever else is written on them. Why would you reach into the mailbox of your twenty-eight year old daughter and inspect her letters like that???
I stealth quit uni and haven't told my parents yet due to crippling shame but have signed up for some online courses and shit for a different major. Now, OF COURSE my dad pulled out a letter that says the online university on it and "CONTRACT" (I haven't signed it, I'm just looking at the classes with a free trial month so far). He's too oblivious to understand this isn't the university I attend, but he did make a remark on it, and if he tells my mom about this then she's going to talk to me about it.
I don't want to have this conversation with them. I don't want to talk to them about anything private going on in my life. Not that I have a bunch of mental illnesses I take medication for, not that I quit uni, not that I was suicidal the entire past 5 years. It's all none of their business.
I've gotten a part time job to not be a waste of space, which my mother heavily disapproves of because it's some shitty job in the service industry and I'm supposed to "focus on my studies". I'm such a sham. And I'm such a disappointment for starting and quitting university a million times. I hate myself, and I'm so mad at my parents for not respecting these very obvious boundaries anyone in their late twenties has.
I had a great day today and now I just want to cry.
No. 2027796
File: 1717092961070.png (65.92 KB, 680x266, 1710282745777277.png)
>mom leaves clothes in the dryer for hours cause she doesn't have time to fold them
>i need to get laundry done
>eventually say "fuck it" and take the clothes out so i can dry my stuff
>"anon you can't take my clothes out of the dryer without folding them, if you just put them in the basket they'll get all wrinkled"
wtf do you think they're doing sitting in a pile in the dryer???
No. 2027825
File: 1717094018948.jpeg (23.71 KB, 464x385, IMG_7864.jpeg)
casually ignoring my moles mutating in shape as well as the new appearances +weird breast and lymph "sensations" i've been having for the past like year because i'm a poorfag thirdie. i'm stoic af. honestly if this somehow kills me i wasn't meant to live long anyway even if i really want to be a dope ass 80 year old woman someday, but if nothing's happening then nothing's happening. not like i can do shit about shit anyway
No. 2027831
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I got fairly drunk and vented about everything in my life. I want to kill myself, yes, but not right now. I don’t want to kill myself anymore than the average woman who has to live in the shitshow that is the modern world. Yet, i Made myself out to be drunker and more suicidalthan I am so the men in my life - high earning worthless pieces of shit- worry about me. I want them to lay awake at night terrified about what might happen to me while I do a slightly buzzed face mask treatment. I’m a piece of shit, my life is shit. Mother fuckers, give me money.
No. 2027869
>>2027615this is exactly how I feel nonna, we're risking our fucking bodies just so a moid could come unbothered
sure, raw sex might feel good but it's the women who suffer long term for this shit
No. 2027892
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It’s been a few days and I still have that inflamed lymph node lump near my ear. Nigga am I dying!? hopefully
No. 2027927
I wish I didn't have a neanderthal tier skullshape so I could just shave my head already. I'm so jealous of women who can rock that look, too badass.
>>2027796The picture fucking kek
No. 2028006
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moids are so fucking stupid, i'm so tired of the trend of idealizing having an autistic girlfriend. as soon as the autistic girl shows autistic symptoms they get mad. sorry my autism isn't like the cute quirky manic pixie dream girl kind you see on tiktok i guess
No. 2028032
My first job was in public service and had a lot of responsibility, long hours, and stress. Through reasons, I was transferred (not my choice) to two other jobs within the company. These jobs I could slack off more and nothing serious was on the line.
I quit because I wanted to move (and also I hated management and the people I worked with there, even though it was simple I dreaded going to work and it was like walking on eggshells) and now I’ve been out of a job for months now. Been applying for whatever is relevant, but there’s a lot of competition.
It’s been so long since I’ve worked a job with a lot of responsibilities, that I’m not sure if I can do it again. I feel like I’m not capable anymore. I know this is stupid, but I want the high pay and benefits without having to learn a million things, being responsible for multiple duties, and the stress of “you can’t ever mess up”. I think I burnt myself out picking something extreme in the beginning, and I probably have low esteem from being rejected so many times. I wish I didn’t have to work at all.
No. 2028082
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i am weak and useless
i wish to die
i hate my life
No. 2028105
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>>2028092>friendship is a lieFriendship is Magic? More like Friendship is Faggot.
No. 2028143
>>2027601On the contrary I'm glad I wasn't ever someone who slept around. I'm glad I don't have to deal with having slept with my friends new boyfriend before they got together, I'm glad I don't have to worry if some random guy I slept with also fucked some of my friends, I'm glad I'll never walk into a store with my boyfriend and the guy behind the counter fucked me before he did but I can't tell him so he just talks politely to this guy and tells me he thinks he seemed cool while I die inside. I'm glad guys can't have their locker room talks about women they've slept with and I come up and they all go "me too, I also fucked her" and they high five over it and compare me to other women.
Also just imagine your friend having a kid and you slept with the guy before they got together. I'd feel so weird around that kid, their dad fucked their mom's friend and now I have to live with being that person forever.
No. 2028156
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i was waiting for a friend outside a bar in a an area know for its prostitutes today and the moment i stopped 2 men started licking their lips as they looked at me. I'm so disgusted, you can't even stand in the street without being sexualized
No. 2028257
>>2028130>>2028165Please just block this fucking loser already. If you can't do that for whatever reason switch your phone off so you don't have to put up with his retarded attention seeking.
>>2028089Be normal about it, if he brings it up laugh about your fat fingers and pretend you never even noticed.
>>2028071That sounds like autism, not a humblebrag. Can you recognise when you're being manipulated or lied to, or do you need someone else to point it out to you? You sound like you have a lot of empathy that makes you easy to exploit. Learn to keep your mouth shut, don't share anything about yourself so others don't immediately latch onto your weaknesses, and always put yourself in the other person's shoes. Why is the person telling you something? Does that person stand to gain something from you, or from your reaction? Does that person act that way with others, or just you? How do you know the other person is being honest when it's so easy for others to lie? Remember, you're not going to get anything from being a doormat. No need to be rude or unpleasant, just learn to say no to things that make you uncomfortable or unhappy, and if they press the issue, learn to stand your ground. Figure out why you feel guilty about lying or saying no. I think you're being unnecessarily harsh on yourself here. Sure, you're a bit of a sped, but we live in an age where kids genuinely believe that they can astral project into books, you're not nearly as retarded as you could be. Take it slow, you're not going to undo years of intense retardation overnight. Work on it little by little and don't beat yourself up for your mistakes, you're trying to get better and that's what matters.
No. 2028330
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>>2028323i believe in you anon
No. 2028333
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>>2028323Kek anon relax and just be yourself. For all you know she might be just as anxious as you to seem cool.
No. 2028358
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not sure what to think of this. apparently the neighbor has a ladder against the brick wall separating our yard and his. I really hope it isn't anything creepy and he's just keeping it there.
No. 2028395
File: 1717112877239.jpeg (15.31 KB, 592x352, cry puddle .jpeg)
If there is ONE THING I could change about being a woman, it's the FUCKING mood swings that come with PMS. I can deal with bleeding for 6 days, whatever. But I hate that for 7-10 days out of every month, I just feel "generally crappy" and low and nothing sounds fun and I feel bad about myself. No matter how much I take care of myself, exercise, eat healthily, drink plenty of water, and take my vitamins, and get sunshine, I STILL feel like absolute ass every month and it's just not fucking fair.
No. 2028438
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>>2028395Agreed. Also for me it's very annoying because I can lash out at someone or do something else stupid when I'm at my lowest, then period comes and I feel much better but also feel ashamed about what I did that few days before because it was just my period coming.
No. 2028447
>>2028427You don’t sound like you’re stupid, you sound like you are traumatized. I think that you’re doing a great job making use of the resources you have available to you and a lot of people in your position do not have friends or are capable of being in a relationship. Already I see signs that you are a strong person who should not be given up on. A lot of people in your position would have given up by now or would be living in a far worse way alienating everyone. A lot of people in your position are not living independently or do not have the amount of financial independence you have, you seem more capable than you are giving yourself credit for.
What’s the situation with the boyfriend and how often you see him? And how long have you been together? I think moving in with him could make you feel a lot better. I sleep too much when I’m alone because I don’t know what to do with myself and am depressed too. But being around another person could help you find that inner drive I guess I would put it? Like how when you’re by yourself it’s like meh to clean up little things because you can do it later but around other people it becomes way easier to just do it instantly. I think it’s cos we’re a social species.
I think that if you were around people more you’d perk up a bit and then at that point you could maybe think about what you want to do. School could be great cos you’d likely get low tuition and more money than you’re getting now with grants. You can start out super slow and you can miss more classes if you email your professors and keep doing your work than you could miss shifts without getting fired. I think just being less alone and finding a goal and working towards it would do wonders for you. I didn’t know what I wanted to do for a long time and went through a lot young and really struggled in some of the ways you have, but working towards my dream careers and developing the skills I want to have has done wonders for me. I feel less suicidal less often because I can imagine a future for myself and I think that is probably a universal thing for all human beings.
No. 2028486
>>2028440I’m just having a really really hard type coping at this point. Idk how to keep hanging on.
>>2028447Moving in with him has been something talked about. We have been together a year almost. He lives on the other side of the country and is closer to Russia and Canada than any other state. I’m in the Midwest. I have a lot of really huge concerns then I do like… comforts? Resources seem just as little as they do here. Moving a lot of my insurance stuff is a big issue to me and Medicaid is a bitch to fight. I have health issues that need addressed and can’t be ignored or I would ya know. He doesn’t want to come here and I can’t seem to get it to his head why he shouldn’t even stay there (his irl friends are shit heads and his family is smthin else). I also don’t think we could live on our own without at least a roommate. I would fair better in the state I am in if I wasn’t… in the bum fuck no where part of my state that is ravaged by the opioid crisis lol. It’s why I have zero resources.. it’s all about curbing that.
I have considered school but the problem is that I don’t have my ged. I really need to do studying and classes for them cuz I feel like it would help me greatly. I have done some on my own but it’s been very hard to do. My isolation is not helping me much in cognitive function to do it. I have the issues of transport also. My family has told me I’m SOL and have to figure out shit in my own. I basically have to beg to get them to interact with me physically now that I don’t live with my parents. Sometimes they surprise me and will have me come over but that’s not often esp now that they are relived to be rid of me. There’s also another situation I feel weird getting into. My dumb ass parents decided to be foster parents for a drug baby who isn’t going anywhere. So my step mom and my dad get their do over baby in their late 50s after fucking up their kids between the two of them. Idk there’s a lot I hate to speak of on here cuz it feels too power level like. I am just tired of my shitty hand just getting shittier. I have had years of isolation on top of my current situation. I have online friends and boyfriend only for a reason. I spent so many years like this. My family thinks I’m happy despite me telling me them how it’s kinda like… worsening me. Yet living with them is no better. Idk. I got a huuuggggeeee head ache rn
No. 2028557
>>2028486I think an actionable first step could be assessing where you are academically. There are probably online tests you can take but I suggest buying a GED test manual on amazon and timing yourself and seeing how well you do. You can try one subject a day. You may not need to take and get yourself to classes if you’re not that far off passing a practice test, which will likely be slightly harder than the real ones you can take subject by subject. It can be good to get yourself into a different environment in order to focus. I like to go be in public so I can’t just slack off and do nothing. Like a bookstore or cafe, both of most of those will have coffee to help with attention span and mental clarity. You will feel so much better once you get your high school equivalency, trust me. You probably feel the way you do because you feel so trapped. You can’t get out of the house, which means you can’t meet new people or work or go to school. I think if you also worked on getting your license or relocating to a different area of the same state you would also feel better. Like moving someone with public transportation which you would probably qualify to get for free. Maybe see if your parents would be willing to help you get your GED since out of anything you could ask for help from them with, that can be emphasized as most important and will help you get more independence. I know it is very overwhelming. I think you are just mentally overwhelmed and shutting down because it all is a lot to figure out. But you’ve got your welfare figured out and your apartment. That’s a lot already. But if you focus on obtaining one thing at a time, it is doable. I have had points of my life where I have had nothing too or lost things and had to rebuild everything. It is hard and takes time but you will be unstoppable one day too.
This sounds kind of cold but if your boyfriend doesn’t want to make any effort to help you with your situation and be there for you in person and move on together, then maybe it’s time to look for someone nearby. Because honestly getting on apps and meeting people near you is going to benefit you a lot. Even if the person you meet on the app isn’t it, sometimes you are introduced to their friend group and suddenly you know a lot more people by just getting to know one. Someone who you can hang out with in real life would probably make a huge difference for you even if you don’t move in together right away compared to online dating. They could also help you with your transportation issues and even getting a job and getting to it. That might be the easiest way for you to get enough money to get a car eventually, getting help from a friend or bf to carpool to a job you both work at. I
No. 2028588
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I feel so fucking evil for leaving my cat with my parents in my old home state. I love him so much, he’s my baby but he’s getting so old (almost 20 years old) and already has some health and mobility issues. I don’t think he would survive a plane ride or 24 hour car trip. He already hates the 15 minute car ride to the vet so I don’t know how to even begin moving him. I moved across states for a job but found a relationship and new community while here and I don’t want to move away from this new life but I don’t want to live it without my baby. I feel like he’s going to die soon and I won’t be there. I know he thinks I’ve abandoned him because I did.
No. 2028624
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>>2028588Fuck anon I know that feeling, I left my cat with my parents the last time I moved because he'll have a big house and lots of people to give him attention instead of being alone in a small apartment all day. When I visit him he's friendly enough but he treats me like a stranger. I got him as a feral cat and he bonded to me when he was still scared of everyone else, he was my baby for 9 years, now he's not my cat anymore. He won't even sleep in my bed when I stay at my parents house, I miss feeling the weight of his little body plop against my leg at night, it helped me sleep. Sigh
No. 2028662
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>>2028588>me reading this going on my 3rd week out of state on work while my doggo is at my mom'sIt's pet friendly hotel but it would be cruel for doggo and inconvenient for me. I hate this shit.
No. 2028692
>>2028257>Can you recognise when you're being manipulated or lied to, or do you need someone else to point it out to you? i usually need someone to point out put. sometimes i recognize patterns after people tell me them which helps me, but this is rare because people usually aren't perfectly patterned.
>You sound like you have a lot of empathy that makes you easy to exploit. Learn to keep your mouth shut, don't share anything about yourself so others don't immediately latch onto your weaknesses, and always put yourself in the other person's shoes. Why is the person telling you something? Does that person stand to gain something from you, or from your reaction? Does that person act that way with others, or just you? How do you know the other person is being honest when it's so easy for others to lie? this is very good input. i end up getting manipulated and hurt a lot. i will try to think of these as i talk to people. i had someone point out manipulation to me recently which is why i made the post. sometimes i want to warn people they should be careful with me because i believe everything, but that's really stupid…
>Take it slow, you're not going to undo years of intense retardation overnight. Work on it little by little and don't beat yourself up for your mistakes, you're trying to get better and that's what matters.thanks nona. i feel hurt by the recent happenings, but this inspires me a lot.
No. 2028702
I feel like im walking on land with ticking time bombs on the ground but instead of bombs its misogyny. No matter what kind of woman you are, you will always be put in a box. You will always get stuck with some sort of misogyny like youre swimming in a lake full lof venomous leeaches. Each day that passes, everywhere i go, the degradation of women gets clearer in my eyes. Porn deepfakes, slowed gifs focused on their body parts, no matter what they sing or what they wear and if youre not the perfect troon loving girls girl nlog sex doll youllbe pulled apart to shreds. Meanwhile, men get to look like a creature from the undiscovered part of the sea, send dick pics, believe in whatever they want, commit war crimes and still find succes and are cherished for who they are. Im depressed that no matter what, women will never love me or other women the same way they love men. I will never be fantasized about by women like im an amazing wonderful person or respected for my achievements and talent if they are not attracted to me. I dont wish to be a man (potential rapist/pedo) but i dont think i enjoy being a woman anymore.
No. 2028838
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I hate sunscreen, I hate summer
No. 2028946
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I really fucking wish some people would realize that there are no positive sides to mental illness. My mental issues have only made me worse as a person (less social, less motivated, less responsible, less curious, less everything). OCD in particular being treated as a cute quirk instead of something that ruins your life is fucking obnoxious.
No. 2029058
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my brother regularly takes hours long giant elephant shits that result in clogging one of the toilets and now it's gotten to a point where it's permanently clogged and everyone has to share one toilet now. i'm scared he's going to break that one too (he almost did months ago). i don't fucking get it he eats the same slop as everyone else and we manage to shit normally, what the fuck is he doing? again his marathon megashits are DAILY, not even occasional
No. 2029080
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So I went to a job interview yesterday and I don't know if I should be mad at all.
>be me
>be at job interview
>first person to arrive there
>It's a school
>they avoid referring to me
>don't notice tbh
>they just say my name
>OK.jpg
>moid comes in
>he will also take the test and try to get the coordination spot for sure
>put in my test that I want the coordination spot
>(I don't have the experience but I consider myself to have a great knowledge in the area that needs to be coordinated)
>they all refer to him as "professor"
>I also graduated from uni so yeah, I'm a "professor" too
>but he's older than me
>get slightly annoyed
>still probably do great at the interview
>get told "Oh, but you surely want to teach, don't you? That's what we talked about via messages!"
>she never specified the spot via messages
>still try to sound more like a coordinator
>get asked to give a class next week
Whatever, I will take the teaching job anyways, but I just know that he will be the coordinator because he's a moid and he's older.
Hell, she wanted me to go to primary school to teach, like what? No girl, read my fucking curriculum you idiot, it says I'm not an integral teacher, I literally can't teach in fucking primary school, but I guess I look "too young" (as in I don't look like I'm a dying old lady in her 90's that had to go through a war, 3 abortions and a few murders in her family) or maybe I speak too softly? I don't know anymore, I'm just annoyed, that's it, I'm annoyed because it doesn't matter where I go, everyone wants me to fucking teach in primary or even preschool and NO, I didn't fucking study for that, stop asking me to teach there, there's young teachers at high-school level, I've seen them with my glasses and even bare eyes, why are they accepted as teachers in high-school and I'm not? Should I get a fucking postgraduate to be a fucking high-school teacher or to even be fucking considered? I want to kill myself.
No. 2029094
>>2029090That's a classic, they act like bffs with you in private and then tell everyone your weaknesses in public, that's
toxic as fuck.
No. 2029112
>>2029074All those things are absolutely obvious enough to call her out. Who cares if she calls you dramatic.
>She keeps bringing up stuff she knows I haven't watched/ played just so she can loudly proclaim "omgggg you haven't even played X game??"You could respond with concern that she forgot you literally told her that you hadn't watched/played that thing, doesn't she remember? is her memory okay? maybe she's been drinking too much or her bc is melting her gray matter. offer her some ginkgo biloba supplements.
>she randomly decided to say "well you're closer to the size above and I'm closer to the size below."That's just rude. You can just respond flatly "we're the same size, why are you splitting hairs?" Pull out a tape measurer if you want, she's clearly the rude on there. that's just a weird thing to say and it's not dramatic to point that out.
>if any of our friends bring something up she always turns to me and says "oh you hate that don't you?" Even if I've never voiced an opinion on it. Treat her once again as if she has some unfortunate memory problems and make it clear you have never said you dislike that thing. There is no reason for her to do that in front of other people except to drive a wedge between you. You can ask her why she thought that you disliked it as if you're genuinely confused, make it awkward back at her.
You could straight up ask her what her damage is if you care, but I'm partial to just ghosting her for being awful.
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>can't get a proper job without education
>decide to look up colleges
>15k€ for 3 years
>mfw
Guess I'll keep doing shit tire jobs since I can't even get a loan.
No. 2029263
>>2029256damn why can’t you get a loan
nonnie? I thought they gave loans to just about anyone they could extort
No. 2029298
>>2029267You can't be in America with those prices, it's too cheap. But if you are in America, you can get a loan for school no matter what, you just have to apply for the FAFSA loan.
But still, if you think the education will get you a career and you'll be able to pay the loan back with that career, you shouldn't hesitate. A degree opens many doors, as long as you don't get something really stupid that makes no money. For example, my friend got a bachelors in Bible Study at a private college and it cost her $120,000. So that was a poor choice. But then my other friend got a bachelors in Fine Art, and she never used it but the government only allows you to get certain jobs if you have a bachelor's, so now she works on grants and makes $70K a year.
No. 2029311
>>2029291>>2029298Yea I'm not american, I'm easter european and our wages are pretty low
Guess I'll try to save up, it'lltake a few years but it's not like I'll be the first person in their mid thirties to go to college
No. 2029465
>>2029074she is jealous of you, that’s why. She is trying to lift herself up, and the only way she is creative enough to do it is to be rude towards you.
>>2029375Nona that was a good one
No. 2029480
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>>2029375If I was a Christmas European, I would frolick in the snowy, European mountains with my long, beautiful, Elsa blonde hair, while drinking all the eggnog, cow's milk, and rich Slavic alcohol my Christmas European tastebuds can embrace. My skin would be as pale as the milk I gulp, and the snow I made angels in. My round, pretty blue Christmasty eyes would blink up at the surrounding Anglo Saxons, Slavs, Aryans, and frog people, as my cherry-red Christmas lips would smile at all the fellow Europeans. My silky, fur coat dress would be the slightest taint of lavender, as it flows and swirls around my peak Christmas European female form, with matching boots to protect my dainty, pale European feet. All of the European animals would gaze upon me, their forest goddess, as they never lay a tooth, claw, or talon upon my supple, pristine Christmas skin. The European vegetation would blossom and bloom out of hibernation to compete and create the perfect Christmas Tree. My Christmasty aura is so connected to the continent of Europe, that the earth shifts, curves, and caves upon itself to form a perfectly livable house for me in the highest point of Europe's tallest mountain. Anyone who gets a kiss from me, will be blessed with an extended lifespan, bluer eyes, blonder hair, whiter skin, and will taste only the flavor of the finest, buttery, milky, biscuit to ever be bestowed upon the human race, and they will only shit gingerbread men as their body as now become as cleansed as their mortal bodies shall be.
No. 2029545
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When I was around 8 or 9 I stayed over at my mother’s friend’s house. Her sons bullied me for “acting too much like a boy” and having a deep voice. At one point they locked me in a basement and beat me with a metal rod until my skin turned green. I found out today that one of them is now a trans woman. I can’t help but find joy in the fact that he’s going to suffer for the rest of his life. I got the last laugh, I managed to escape the cult and detransition before it was too late. Karma’s a bitch, enjoy the estrogen induced bone disease and rotting frankenvagina bro
No. 2029562
>>2029555Thank you
nonnie. God is good
No. 2029633
>>2029583>implying most working women can afford a decent home anymore with solo incomeMakes sense to looksmax, as long as they're doing it for valuable men who can give them a decent home that is.
Wish my mother would have had some self fucking control herself and had made better health choices for us both so our bodies would not be looking so rough right now and we wouldn't have to sift so hard through seas of underachieving, ugly men who think they deserve us.
No. 2029640
>>2029626>eventually give them what they want and probably dream ofCarpal tunnel
Retirement at 75
Chilis margarita
600k 2 bedroom with an 8% mortgage rate purchased at age 50 1.5 hours from a major city
GERD
20 year employee reserved parking spot
Corner office with view of your parking spot
No. 2029660
>>2028692That absolutely sounds like autism. Look through websites that have resources for autistic people and use any advice that applies to you.
People aren't perfectly patterned, but a lot of scams do follow patterns. Always be wary of anything that claims to be urgent, where you have to act now or suffer the consequences, or that threatens you if you don't do what you're told. Scammers put their
victims into high pressure situations to force them to act in a certain way. So, if you work on noticing high-pressure situations where you're put on the spot and feel forced to do something you don't want to do, you know you're being manipulated. Scammers also use emotion to manipulate their
victims. About 90% of the people who come sobbing to you about how they're depressed and stressed and suicidal are lying to you and manipulating you for their own gain. Same with e-beggars who scream about their mental illnesses and suicidal thoughts to guilt trip their followers into throwing them a few bucks. Always step back and take time to think things over when someone is using strong emotions and emotional situations like that. Sometimes it might not even be manipulation, it could be that the person was venting and exaggerated things.
Once you learn about these patterns, you'll be able to spot manipulation and lies more easily. Don't get upset if you're fooled again, learning this stuff takes time. I'm proud of you for acknowledging your problems and working on them, no matter how long it takes.
>>2028913Wtf, nobody's going to point and laugh at that. Can you go to a dentist? If you can't, get a very soft brush, about as soft as the ones for kids, and very gently start to brush your teeth and gums. Use a tiny bit of toothpaste for sensitive teeth. Some of your teeth might be fucked but you'd be surprised at how much can be fixed. If you can't chew normally or use your front teeth properly it could be an alignment issue, which a dentist or orthodontist would be able to fix. You haven't brushed your teeth for ten years but you can always start brushing them again now and work back to having good dental health.
No. 2029744
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At a gig some old guy started talking to me and he kept talking when the song started, then got mad at me for turning away to dance. What the fuck, I couldn't even understand him through the music and he acted all pissy when I ran into him again. Go talk to your aa buddy instead of some rando twenty something while you're in your sixties. Why are moids.
No. 2029772
>>2029747it's just the economy taking effect unfortunately, due to employers paying almost nothing, abusing right to work laws, and the job search process taking years, a lot of women get promised stability if they open an OF or become a trad wife. It's just closed door after closed door and then you're presented with the "solution", and the economy is set up in a way that a woman escaping poverty, abuse, etc would be impossible unless she whores herself
I also feel like thats why a lot of white moids in particular are more hesitant to admit to economy issues or even ADMIT there's an issue, since if they get fixed, single moms and college girls will just happily work in diners or something than to deal with their gross asses
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>>2029697This better not get me fucking banned because I don't even want a ban I want to help this anon so farmhands don't fricking ban me for schizophreniaOkay here's my suggestion to you. Do this in the middle of your period. Write out his name on a piece of blank paper (if you know his birthday, that too), not lined. On the other side, copy picrel as best as you can. Fold the paper twice over (so there should be 4 lines across the paper when it's unfolded) with the second image on the outside. Go for a walk in the woods and be silent the entire time. Don't check your phone or speak or anything. Just be alone with your thoughts. Bury the folded piece of paper beside running water, at least deep enough that animals won't uncover it. If there's no running water near you, try finding a tree with a hole in it and put the paper down into the hole. When you're going to sleep that night, draw picrel again on a small piece of paper and fold it once over and put it under your pillow and sleep on your left side. When you wake up the next morning, burn the paper without unfolding it (do this before anything else, including morning urination). After this cast him out of your mind and if you think of him or what he's done say a prayer and forget again. If you do this then the Will shall upend him and he will not prosper.
No. 2029791
>>2022906absolute kino of a thread pic nonna
>>2022928only difference is skin tone, just get a cute wig and go full health goth on the betas
No. 2029818
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>>2029803unironically it's because we allow faggots and coomers to freely be disgusting degens everywhere in english online spaces.
No. 2029843
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I fucking can't stand when my bf is going through a depressive/anxiety cycle. He becomes such a hypochondriac and literally doesn't do shit but hyper-fixate on every little sensation and google shit. He did get less than ideal health results back from the doctor on his blood work, but only just and he's a fat ass anyway so it's not like working out won't resolve the issues. I've gotten him to eat better in general and he's gotten back into working out again (only seriously this week) but it's already been weeks of this and when I try to just help him work through the obsessive thoughts about his health and ask him about what techniques he's supposed to do when his hypochondria he gets pissed off. I literally don't even know what he wants from me. Just to sit there quietly while he obsesses and googles every "symptom" he experiences? Affirm that in fact, yes, it does sound like he is dying and an anyeursm is just around the corner. I don't fucking want to talk about how you feel a weird sensation in your fucking arm!!!! it's fucking nothing!!! He's in a particularly shit mood about it tonight and I'm particularly pissed off about it because I don't want his attitude to ruin my Friday night. If I have to I'm just gonna eat my dinner in another room, fuck this.
No. 2029887
>>2029868nonna, im glad you didnt do something, my mother believes in karma, someone who lied and fucked over our family dropped dead of a heart attack the other day, she says it was karma
horrible people often fuck themselves over in the long run, they often bully their way through life then they encounter a situation where they cant or someone they cant, or they come across a bigger bully and it leads to their downfall
>>2029697take this guy, won an award based on my stolen work, his career will shoot up because of it, but the stolen work can only get him so far, what happens when he needs to innovate as there is no work to steal, how will he come up with new ideas when he has run out of the ones i wrote, he wont, then he may revealed for what he is
Im sure the person you are talking about will be revealed for who they truly are
No. 2029901
>>2029841Same, Devil ending every time and I came up with a whole mary sue headcanon of how V and Take-san could be together.
But you know you can post about games on /m/.
>>2029836There's an LoL thread too.
No. 2029903
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my world of warcraft guild git disbanded after some drama a while back and now i need to go find a decent guild again… and become friends with people all over again… sigh i just wanna play with people
No. 2029922
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There’s this one fanartist in my fandom I hold a massive vendetta against. I’ve blocked her long ago, yet she’s popular (and extremely talented unfortunately) so I always end up running into her stuff - even in places I don’t expect.
No. 2029949
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>>2023920>>2023622i have also spent the last 5 or so years not drawing as i should, and not improving at all.
but a couple months ago i heard about pewdiepie learning to draw girls for 100 days, and when i learned he just spent an average of 20 minutes each day since he was busy with a newborn, it realy hit me as something i should do.
i decided to focus on few specific things, faces, rooms and cars.
i noticed small improvements after 5 days filling 2 or 3 pages with uninspired headshots, cars and rooms with bad perspective.
now when i wake up i imediatly start sketching 2 pages before i get out of bed.
most of what i draw is still pretty uninpsired, but in the last 60 days i have improved a ton.
No. 2029974
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Have you guys seen the posts on twitter about /petravoice AI art? It really is destroying years of work and creativity people have put their whole lives into. I only ever see grifters defending ai art, and one of them I know for a fact only does because they use AI to give them prompts and then trace it. So bleak.
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Does anyone else get these weird random autistic obsessions over some kind of media that are like… almost painful? Like you're distressed by how obsessed you are with it? How do you uhh stop that from getting worse…. do I lean into it? Or just wait it out? I've been this way ever since I can remember.
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>>2029979>>2029988>>2029989Some guy is probably generating the AI and she's the faceclaim kek
>>2030016Do you ever hear yourself or what you say?
No. 2030060
>>2030017Yup, it's not something that has a lot of fans so it's painful to want to talk about it but can't because there's just not much people out there that won't find you annoying, trying to shill something they don't care about.
I just try to keep myself in check and not annoy people with it too much. Get a diary or something and write down the stuff you want to talk about in there.
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This happened about a year ago but it still pissed me off
>Become friends with a girl online
>She adds her bf to our groupchat
>Her bf starts chatting in the chat and DMing me
>I let her know, she seems on board
>Sense that he is getting flirty so I block him
>She messages me asking me to unblock him
>I follow her instruction and mainly just vent to him about some loser faggot I was chasing at the time
>Receive angry messages from her calling me a bitch/cunt/snake etc
>Try to explain the sequence of events and insist to her that I'm not a homewrecker
Her bf was gross anyway, wtf. Was I wrong?
No. 2030087
>>2030075>She messages me asking me to unblock himis it possible the scrote used her account to tell you to unblock him? she might also be in an
abusive or
toxic relationship so it's easier to take out on you rather than than him. you weren't wrong.
No. 2030095
I did wonder if he had access to her account. I don't talk to her anymore because after this happened she befriended the man who groomed and beat me as 'revenge' and told him everything I confided in her about him.
I did feel quite bad about potentially interfering with their relationship but I honestly didn't mean to and just needed someone to vent to.
When I stopped talking to her and found a new boyfriend she messaged the new boyfriend asking about me and a few weeks later her friends started messaging him trying to convince my bf that I was 'trying to pursue' her bf.
Idk I was really upset that this happened cuz she was really nice and funny. She is why I don't make new friends anymore.
>>2030087 No. 2030147
>>2029843I'm sorry
nonny, he sounds exhausting and you've done all you can realistically do to help him. He needs therapy, is he open to seeking help? Otherwise I'd question whether this is even worth it
No. 2030211
>>2030122Same
I went to the dentist ONCE when I was a child, the dentists told my parents I’d need braces and then they just nope’d and now at 28 I have a fucked up narrow palate and teeth that overlap
No. 2030219
>>2030211>>2030122Hey, this happened to me and I went to a dental school to get it fixed for cheap. Now my teeth are a-ok. Maybe try that, it's way cheaper than a regular orthodontist.
If I remember correctly the dental school in pittsburgh where I went capped the cost at $2500 no matter what you were getting done from orthodontics. Since they are students your treatment plan matches up with the school year and takes longer tahn a private practice would take but it's worth the savings. (pls no nonna from a nicer country come in and says that's highway robbery kek, that's extremely cheap in the US I don't even want to know if it would cost you $3 in your country I don't live there)
No. 2030231
>>2030016don't listen to them
nonny you're right
No. 2030235
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You will learn to shut up some day
No. 2030302
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>>2030299Samefagging sorry heres part of the issue of the migraine cycle
No. 2030305
>>2030303I dont drink… I do smoke weed; but only when the migraine is so bad I cant take it (usually 4-6 hours into the pain).
God, I love garlic… dont tell me I have to give up garlic!!!
cries in italian, but please share infoMy periods are all over the place; had one in 2020 that lasted 100+ days. The pain alone from my periods pushed me to an IUD; now they are less frequent and less painful.
No. 2030308
>>2030299Botox therapy
https://migrainetrust.org/live-with-migraine/healthcare/treatments/botox/Link is from the UK but it should be available in other countries.
Also try a keto diet. There's now significant evidence that's it an effective management for migraine and other neurological disorders.
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC9456603/>we observed a significant reduction in monthly headache days from the baseline to the second evaluation after 3 months of diet initiation (12.5 ± 9.5 vs. 6.7 ± 8.6; p < 0.001). In total, 17 patients (73.9%) reported a reduction in the headache days, and 15 patients (65.2%) reported a reduction in headache days of at least 50% and were considered as responders. The days of acute medication intake were also significantly reduced, passing from 11.06 ± 9.37 to 4.93 ± 7.99 (p = 0.008). PGIC at three months was 4.8 ± 2.3.https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC10292926/>The studies by Di Lorenzo et al and Bongiovanni et al demonstrated a positive effect on the frequency and intensity of migraine attacks. Some studies reported that the percentage of patients achieving a decrease in the number of migraine attacks (generally of at least 50%) ranged from 58 to 83% of patients, and full resolution of attacks was reported in 63% of patients in the study by Di Lorenzo et al. There were five single-arm intervention studies and one randomized trial.https://thejournalofheadacheandpain.biomedcentral.com/articles/10.1186/s10194-023-01635-9>Both groups presented a statistically significant reduction in migraine days/month and intensity; MIDAS and HIT-6 scales also improved significantly. Both chronic and high-frequency episodic migraineurs in each group had significant improvement in these variables.https://bmcneurol.biomedcentral.com/articles/10.1186/s12883-019-1351-1>The clinical characteristics of migraine patients before and after 1-month of KD are shown in Table 1. We observed a significant reduction in attack frequency (t = 5.27, p < 0.001), attack duration (t = 4.12, p = 0.001), and disability of headache attacks (t = 5.17, p < 0.001) after 1-month duration KD compared to baseline. BMI remained stable after KD. No. 2030309
>>2030305Garlic
triggered her migraines, I have an aunt on my father's side that has the same problem too but theres not much scientific evidence to support this. In my country the first thing doctors recommend is to write down what you eat every day during a month to see what food could be
triggering your migraines (garlic, onion, spices…). From what you say about your periods it sounds like migraines could be related to that. You should go to the doctor to address this properly. Sorry about your migraines, anon, I hope you get rid of them soon.
No. 2030313
>>2030299Sorry if I suggest anything that you've already tried, I just wanna cover all the bases:
>TriggersWhenever you feel one coming on, try to write down what you were doing for the last hour before it came, after a month of doing this look for any patterns and see if there is something that
triggers them. Then you could avoid that
trigger and see what happens. Also write down the foods you eat and try an elimination game to see if it helps.
>Scalp pressureTry to put your finger on your scalp, press down and see if you can feel the skin of the scalp moving with your finger. Sometimes a lot of stress is stored in the scalp and it leads to scalp tension which can aggravate migraines. Try starting a routine where you massage your scalp gently for 10-20 minutes twice a day.
>AcupunctureThis one gets a lot of flack, but it did help my friend when she suffered from chronic migraines. The acupuncturist targets the scalp, head, ears, and neck. Getting it done thrice weekly to begin then winding down to thrice per fortnight is the recommendation.
>LightingThis is a weird one but if you have the budget, switch to lamps instead of overhead lights. Use warm toned bulbs instead of cool toned. Sometimes cool toned overhead lighting can cause headaches or migraines.
>Cold capSometimes you can find caps or fittings that have a pouch to keep a cold-pack in, they fit tightly around the head or scalp and can help reduce the pain of migraines and make them
more bearable.
>BotoxDepending on where the migraine starts or where the pain is focalized, Botox treatments can help. Botox is used a lot in medical settings outside its cosmetic use, it works by paralysing the muscles that may constrict and cause a migraine.
No. 2030318
>>2030308Thank you so much for the resources; I will try keto and bring up botox to my doctor. (As well as a referral to a neurologist)
Screenshot, thanks!
>>2030309Unfortunutely, I have regular hormone testing and have had 2 biopsies on my uterine lining, and nothing has been conclusive; all the gynos dismiss it as stress. But thank you!
>>2030313I will try acupuncture; my dad has offered to help pay for those sessions. I never considered scalp massages to be part of the solution. I do keep a log; but not much shows in the data that I can see as a pattern. I will say, my blood pressure is alarmingly high during the migraines, and the veins running across my temple throbs. Sometimes pressing my finger into it helps alleviate some of the pain for a moment. I have lightbulbs that change color throughout the house- red dimmed is usually my go to during an episode.
Thank you sweet nonnas, I really appreciate all the advice.
No. 2030322
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I got too excited with another poster. I feel horrible, gross, disgusting!!!!!!
No. 2030356
>>2030345We don't have a president but I'd vote for you
nonnie.
Going schizo here but I'd be ok with, at birth men would be lobotomized and put in breeding camps. Semen would be available at every grocery store like cheese or bread. If you wanna get pregnant that's your own business. Kill them when they stop producing and make their meat into feed for other animals and skin into stylish leather.
No. 2030378
>>2030370Early 20's is the time for dreams and delusions for everyone. The future doesn't exist, thinking about it is moot. I've also yearned and hoped and craved but in the end it was all for naught because only the present moment is viable. Just remember that whatever you're not changing: you're choosing. You don't have any cool hobbies
yet, you don't have a cool group of friends
yet, it's on you to woman up and change this otherwise you'll stay the same. Change happens spontaneously and nothing ever remains the same anyway. I know it hurts sometimes to take a look at your life, but that hurt fades away and passes with time as you continue to grow and mature into your life. Your early 30s are about taking long pauses to think about what you want, and then making strides by leaps and bounds to get what you want.
No. 2030407
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This is the second week of my diet and tbh it hasn't gone great. I lost 4lbs in the first week and when I overate for 2 days my weight shot up back to my original weight (I didn't eat a grotesque amount of food btw). I know that dieting isn't a linear road and you have to experiment a lot to find a perfect diet just for you, but here are a few lessons I've learned during the span of 2 weeks or so.
>Eat enough calories (1000-1200kcals) or else you can face the risk of constipation
>Enhance your cravings by distracting yourself by doing chores or sth
>Excercise
>Sleep well
>Don't stress and beat yourself up too much when you don't reach a certain goal
No. 2030439
>>2030418omg
nonnie i have huge exams coming up too…im having a break because my head just feels clogged as hell.
one thing i can say is that you won't always be motivated. you're going to hate it sometimes. but when you hate it, just do two minutes. do a LITTLE more than you think you can do. after those two minutes, you'll find the ball is rolling, and you can do a little bit more.
forgive yourself. yeah, you didn't achieve your goals yesterday, but what will shame achieve? if you intend to work hard today, you are hard working. that's it. do not self flagellate.
also, set a timer, after which you can take a break. if you see that 'oh, it's only 40 minutes left until im done'. and then you refresh, and it's not so bad. i watched barbie princess charm school over my breaks and tbh it made it worthwhile
if you can't run, then walk. so…if you can't learn everything, learn what you can. it's ok. you don't have to do perfectly.
also, remember that you probably can do whatever you need to do next year. yes, it will suck, and be a little embarrassing, but it's SO much better than thinking that it's the end of the world if you don't succeed. you will know that you did your best, and that's all that matters. if you keep getting back up, if you keep trying, you've already won, and should be proud. you'll pick yourself up and try again next year.
so don't hang yourself. i know this is a stressful time, but the power is in your hands, you will be ok, and your mindset will make a huge difference. i believe in you
nonnie No. 2030466
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I’m about to use every thread as an off topic one if they don’t allow us to shitpost. This is absolutely crazy as hell, moids on 4chan don’t get this amount of moderation and they need it more than we do. Let me shitpost good god let me let it all out
No. 2030522
>>2030439>you probably can do whatever you need to do next yearI actually can't, I'm already a year late on my graduation, my family said they won't/can't pay another year of tuition (which is fair, we've always struggled with money, I don't want to be a burden for another year). I can feel the pressure and it's extremely soul crushing.
Still, thank you for your kind words, anon. Wish you luck on your exams
No. 2030551
>>2030546Then are you a straight woman or a lesbian?
>>2030548Calling out cringe Enbies does not make me a Troon.
No. 2030568
>>2030559you're preaching to the choir retard
I'd appreciate it if you could go back
No. 2030582
For once in months my nigel decided to go to bed early to watch things. Couldn't remember my laptop password so instead of coming down a single flight of stairs to ask me, he went and got me locked out. Sure I'm a bit annoyed, but I promise the heavy sound on the stairs came from me wearing hiking boots right now not because i meant to be stepping annoyed.
Now, he started berating me, being mad, talking over me.. until I fixed it and turned the screen towards him to see. (I did not do that calmly, I know. Just that he'd leave me alone with the sudden meanness he got today) and he lost his shit again.. I just left because what the fuck dude, was close to crying on the stairs but caught myself.
Nigel actually went after me just to call me too sensitive and that I always cry and oh god and what not. Except I wasn't crying and could just stare at him coldly. Threw him a bit.
I used to cry a lot, I still do about animals and nature. He just doesn't get that it's not a good sign when I'm no longer upset or "sensitive" or even cry about him anymore. He truly thought, he could just come after me and rub it in that I'm crying and sensitive. Never happened before and it does irritate me a lot. Like how many other times did he do that but I was indeed crying?
It generally threw this grown man for a loop that I wasn't getting emotional. I talked rationally and calmly, let him finish, but told him to stop interrupting me when he did. He ended up apologising, hoping for a conversations and I simply said that I'd see him later and closed the house door in his face.
Where the fuck are all those "good" nigels, or is this just the best we get.
No. 2030626
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I have been these past few months slowly changing out furniture in my home, which means I put my old furniture up for sale on FB marketplace or other sites that allows it when I've found something to replace it with. Always, within the first couple of days, there is one or two that message me starting the conversation with "I would have bought it but the price is too high". Okay? That sounds like a YOU problem?? I don't mind a bit of haggling and I'm far from against lowering the price if it's considered to steep for someone but not when they starts off like that, the rudeness just pisses me off. Idk it just comes off self-victimizing and I don't trust that they are going to agree to a price that would be reasonable for both parties.
No. 2030630
>>2030601Good for you, as the anon I'm generally happy for women that manage to untangle and don't have one! Now tell me, what kind of insect repellent do you use?
Else, thanks, but.. did that reply make you happy? Like, did it give you something giddy as to why or.. anything actually smart to say? I'd be sad if I spent my time being nigel free just making shitty comments on posts that don't get neither of us anywhere. Thanks? I suppose? Hope you never look for a good fucking vent— without having your wounds dragged through salt and shit. Wishing you nothing but what you deserve I guess?
No. 2030679
>>2030582nonna that is not a Nigel.
Get rid of him and love yourself.
The not crying anymore is an obvious sign you're just on cruise control now, dont do this to yourself, you know what you need to do.
I dont know your situation but please take the time to plan and leave him
No. 2030736
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i looked back on some childhood photos and holy shit I'm uglier than i thought kek. i have the most negative of negatively tilted eyes in existence, i don't think i've ever seen anyone with eyes as droopy as mine it's like god put the character slider all the way at the end. and very empty, lifeless and dead eyed too, it looks like i was born without a soul. it's way worse now as an adult, no wonder people thought i was retarded and scary.
even Droopydog looks more friendlier and inviting kek honestly i can't even compare to him.
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Being one of the only non-BPD female members in my family is so frustrating. I just wanna take a nap but my mom and sister are screaming at each other again.
No. 2030804
>>2030790Samefag.
I would smoke ice all day and send out the warboys to die for me while I'm chilling. Literally heaven
No. 2030869
>>2030862I take back my post I didn't know about that one But you don't have to call me mean names
>>2030864I didn't think that
>>2030866Stop insulting me This is what I get for helping out I guess thanks for bullying me today like I didnt already have enough of that
>>2030868Im not bitter dont say that about me and Yes you can fake photos and gear and metals on Photoshop
No. 2030899
>>2030884i hope this is all, but now my body can't handle even mild caffeine. it sends me into an anxiety frenzy but i love coffee…
>>2030887i looked into the symptoms of this and they don't mention anything of the sort. most of the symptoms don't fit me
>>2030892could you explain this more?
>>2030897i know, but they aren't as common. when you go out places or travel, a lot don't have decaf. also even soda sets me off now.
No. 2030916
>>2030909what would cause low glycogen stores? i am going for my annual visit soon, so i can mention it then.
>>2030902i guess yours is nice since it means you never hit hooked. i use to drink 6-8 espresso shots a day and now i can't even drink a watered down coffee. what the hell is up with that?
No. 2030933
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I’m so sad. I got massager Botox and my tension headaches have almost completely disappeared but I did get a little jowly. It hasn’t aged me that much but I’m afraid it’ll get worse if I continue. I feel a lot better but vanity still has a chokehold on me.
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What is with youtube feeding me this disgusting age gap shit?! Both hetero and gay. I fucking hate age gaps
No. 2031336
>>2030819thank you, kind
nonnie, i eventually did and feel better now. i hope you have a good weekend too
No. 2031810
>>2030961Yes, they're sweet kids for the most part, it's all the adults fault for not having their shit together. Literally boggling my mind how YOU can agree to take care of children and then fuck off for the whole day expecting others to fulfill your obligations that YOU made.
I thought it was a few hours nearby which is why I agreed but it was
out of town. Literally woke up pissed off and in pain today
No. 2031864
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Sometimes I think I'm just a fucking asshole. My own therapist called me a curmudgeon kek. I'm trying to use dating apps again and I swear everyone sounds the same and has no voice of their own. Was it always like this? It must've been to some degree, right? I swiped no on three women who said the same exact thing–that they're "yappers." It actually freaks me out and I feel like I'm surrounded by robots. But then I feel like a pretentious douchebag. It's not like these people are stupid, they just all say the same shit and get their morals from tiktok and don't use their brain to their advantage. Man I'm just pissy at people today.
No. 2031905
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my friend has a stalker and i'm kinda paranoid he might've heard me come out to her when we were out together yesterday and out me even though he doesn't know me out of spite and blackmail against her live in a muslim country so it's dangerous for me honestly just hope he dies and kills himself. i'm really scared he was following us. he stole her keys and even knows who she lives with without them ever interacting before aside from when he told her that he had been stalking her for more than half a year now, in person so she doesn't even have any evidence if she reported him to the police if they're even good enough to do something about it. he's not even from our city either. he's been quiet these past few days but that's even more frightening because she doesn't get updates on what he's up to anymore so he could be doing anything. my heart's been pounding ever since she told me. i really hope he doesn't do something crazy to either of us because i did keep saying that i hoped he killed himself on multiple occasions with my big loud ass mouth ugh i can't stand myself. he's even threatened her for being friends with a (different) girl because "why would you talk to her but not me". he's threatened people with violence who go to the same gym who've spoken to her because he has some cuck whistleblower that goes to the same gym as her. he's even told her that he would kill people for money but idk if he was just trying to psych her out. he's even told her that she can't do anything about him even if she keeps ignoring him because he "knows they're made for eachother" and that she shouldn't ever think about being involved woth anybody else. we don't know how much farther he'll go. i'm seriously sick with worry i can't focus on anything and i don't know what to do, i just told her to screenshot/record anything related to what he's been sending her online. i just want this all to be over. i hope he fucks off to the european country he was getting a language diploma for forever and never bothers her again. sick freak
No. 2032095
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>call up various places to fix a serious health issue because the other one cannot use my insurance
>every response is "sorry we only accept x-Care/x-Aid/etc insurance"
Guess I'll just die then
No. 2032098
>>2032070I had sex after years of fantasizing about it (not as much as you, but I started fantasizing at 13 and actually had sex for the first time at 22)
TBH fapping is better you're not missing out
No. 2032141
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Out of all my friends only one remembered my birthday and then refused to come to my birthday "party" on the first date, and then on the second, and isn't gonna meet me at all. I love baking, we always used to bake a cake with some stupid shit written on it for my birthday. I'm not gonna bake it alone and just have it by myself. I know it sounds stupid but it was always more of a symbolic thing. I just don't understand why all of my once close friends don't really care about me anymore. I always show interest in their hobbies, what they're doing, I go out of my way to spend time with them, and in return I "get" none of that back. I don't know if I've grown too boring, predictable, old, or different. I'd just like to know what I can do with myself to have the good times back.
No. 2032151
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I'm not suicidal but fuck me life is making me think I should just end it. I'm trying so hard but nothing is working out. Just throw me a bone? Give me something. I think I'm just destined for misery and struggle. I feel like I've been cursed from birth.
No. 2032165
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FUUUCK bipolar it's ruining my life, I've been trapped by this chronic anxiety/depression/etc for way too long as I don't got money for meds and my family refuses to acknowledge the diagnosis, it damaged my mind and body to extents I don't think I can fix anymore. No one will ever understand the way my brain literally fucks me up at the most inopportune moments and right when everything is going well, once it starts I've a mental breakdown every 2 days and this dreadful feeling doesn't seem to stop no matter what I do, I literally just raw dog severe anxiety/suicidal symptoms everyday. How did it even got this bad? It all seemed so perfect then it crashed so suddenly, I used to be just a normal woman then out of nowhere my mind crashed and ruined everything I worked for. Everyday, I wake up in fear of things going south again, I avoid mirrors and going outside, I'm so ashamed of my current state and everyone keeps getting worried about me yet no one actually admits what's actually wrong, no one wants to face the fact that I'm bipolar because several other mentally ill relatives traumatized us. I'm tired of posting about it, thinking about it, talking about it but it wouldn't leave me alone I'm unable to heal.
Everyone keeps talking about the old me, how cool and full of life she was, how healthy and radiant she used to be, she was perfect, confident, diligent, etc. Well she's dead and my current circumstances killed her, she's not here anymore, just me
No. 2032180
>>1674243Me with any kind male professor
I've never been attracted to a male my own age
Please tell me how to fix it
Also I'm a volcel, don't worry
No. 2032302
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I’ve been taking frequent depression naps for the past three months and always wake up to panic attacks over the most mundane shit
No. 2032326
i'm the anon whose mom recently passed, but this time i am not venting about her but my family. my mom left me a really big inheritance, and my family is envious and hating on me because she left everything she had to me and not them kek. she had her house in a trust and i discovered last week that i had technically inherited it when i turned 25 four years ago. she left all her stocks, all of her pension, and pretty much everything to me. since she died, i've discovered that some of my family were trying to manipulate me to take the money from me through probate as my mom had lied (thank god) and told them she had dissolved the trust after she had divorced my dad. she hadn't; it was actually hidden in another state and my father signed off on its release as the surviving trustee so that i could get everything. and my dad told me i am the beneficiary of all his stuff too and he has a ton of assets as well, so even though my parents split up, they still secretly agreed to protect their assets so that when they die everything goes to me automatically.
so, there's a bit of good that has come out of my mother's passing. it's kind of funny too as i guess my family thought i was naive enough to believe their overly kind act, but i saw through it as many of them were mean to me growing up and i know how they are. ever since they found out i am my mother's heiress, they've had to give up the charade and admit that they need to stop trying to take what my mom legally signed me as beneficiary of. now a lot of them aren't talking to me as well, which doesn't bother me. i don't need haters in my life and never liked most of them anyway.
No. 2032351
>>2032326Hey, trust anon here too. My fuckass dad helped me the most by dying and leaving my sister and I all of his shit, it's tricky having relatives circling you like that. My dead uncle's wife tried pulling some very odd "anon, your dad actually was in the progress of buying a watch from me so could you give me the money", like as far as I know she seems to be doing very well money wise and I went through all of my dad's stuff and he was not a watch guy, there was only one that he died wearing, the whole thing reeked of a weird scam from her. She even told me they texted or emailed about it and I said great, I have all his devices, let's go and suddenly she was good actually, no need. This was right at the start of the pandemic and I was very sick as well, so it was extra ugly to pull, I was in my early twenties too, like way to be weird about it, she didn't do that to my sister though because she's older and she wouldn't have entertained her for as long as I did. It's really sad when someone dies and family runs after money that is already someone else's, you get your own dead dad, damn. So sorry for your loss, nona. Make the best out of the situation and have a nice life, shit family doesn't deserve you!
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>>2032411
>moid cant recognize obvious sarcasm
male intelligence moment(do not respond to scrotes)
No. 2032442
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>>2030466True. Let us shitpost.
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made the very poor decision to lurk a bunch of former classmates instagram accounts and i feel like shit. day no. 9,761 of wishing i could get over the fear and just kill myself, i will be a loser who accomplishes nothing forever and my life is only gonna get worse, there's no hope. sometimes i think about finding a hitman and paying them to kill me since i cant do it. i want the entire earth to blow up.
No. 2032484
Really need to vent about this and I'd like to know if any other nonnies experienced anything remotely similar
I don't know if I'm really jealous or if I was brainwashed by the media but I'm really jealous of those 2 fucking popular girls I had back in highschool in my class, who have become like sisters and are just as close 17+ fucking years later
what annoys me even more is how these 2 seem to have won and are living their best life, one of them was slutty and lost her V card at 17 (back then this was considered young especially around here), had so many bfs I lost count and eventually married rich. She's not THAT smart (academically) but made it. Her foundation shade is always wrong and it still irks me sometimes. She loves to be glammed up (respect tbh) and I'm so fucking salty she lives a cushy life with her rich husband, had a kid in her 20s and basically got everything in life she could've wanted: no stress,family, friends, gets to be pretty and not stress about shit.
The other one oh boy, the beautiful tall leggy blonde thing that used to get so drunk she blacked out at parties, not academically smart but extremely extroverted, the party girl a la Gossip Girl who managed to network and make friends easily and landed a job I would have never expected. Even she got married and lives the fun life full of traveling. Was a bit shocked when I heard her since she got into smoking and sounds like one of those old bitches who smokes 4 packs a day, have no fucking idea what she sounds like now but anyway, tall, skinny, gorgeous face and hair, that definitely helped her get as far as she did, if she was a fat extroverted bitch she wouldn't have had the opportunities she had in a million years. I am so fucking jealous of her.
I know I shouldn't be, they were fun girls and I wanted so badly to be their friend, but I was too shy and awkward.
Ofc most colleagues kept their ties with them , I was invisible however. Sometimes I feel like crying when thinking about it.
I'm not even ugly but I'm just secluded. I studied very good, had very good grades but for what? for these 2 bitches to get what I thought would be guaranteed for the academical kids, it's such a fucking tough pill to swallow, if you've been through this you KNOW. I hated my jobs, I had problems with colleagues and management for the most retarded reasons (from their side) , stressed so much and put in so much work and for what? NOTHING, nothing. And I look at these girls and they've lived the life I always wanted, I'm happy for them (I know it might seem impossible) but I just can't help and COMPARE and be bitter about how life deals the fucking cards.
It's so unfair I want to scream and smash things into pieces. I HATE THIS SO FUCKING MUCH, I HATE IT
No. 2032576
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If I get to be totally vulnerable for a moment… I confess I have a truly horrible mindset that unfairly deems those who speak up about the hardships they've faced as 'weaker' or even annoying and place those who 'suffer in silence' on a superior ground than them. I realize this perpetuates my mother's point of view which is also the reason I think I learned this behavior from her, and I'm trying my hardest to get rid of it because I don't want to pass it onto my potential daughters, like at all, because this whole behavior stems from my own cowardice of never reaching out when I was struggling and thinking I'm inherently better because I went through everything without anybody's help- which is not true, obviously. It makes me weaker. But to be completely truthful, it does also stem from how I always had the perception that nobody would want to help me, because it did always seem like that. I find myself scoffing at my friend who rants about her phase of anorexia and unrealistic body standards because nobody decided to help me when I was visibly emaciated and losing hair, and then I decide that she's just fishing for attention. It's bitter jealousy. I'm trying to change.
No. 2032628
>>2031806I know how you feel nonna. I'm in that exact position, and it's really hard to break down your walls for someone new when people constantly use you. I hope you find companionship soon, and I know you'll find some friends who will laugh at your jokes and want to be your friend. Don't give up hope!
Those "friends" want you to loose, and you can't let them win. Make them seethe by living and finding the people that are going to care about you. And you WILL find them. I'll keep you in my thoughts. You are strong and deserve people who will think you are silly and love it!!
No. 2033151
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I was reading about a (gay) serial child rapist and murderer scrote and got led down a rabbit hole and now I officially hate gay men. I know that grown scrotes having relationships with teen boys wasn’t uncommon in ancient civilizations but the extent to which is was practiced and how women were considered mere incubators (we still are to this day but it’s not as bad, still bad tho) fucking revolts me. From Ancient Rome to Greece to Japan, pedophilia was completely normal. I also read more on nambla and found out it was mostly lesbians who spoke out against their disgusting shit, you guys are based as hell and I love the lesbian nonnas on here.
It genuinely makes me feel so miserable how far back misogyny goes and it probably goes back even further than the aforementioned. I actually think if I read extensively on misogyny in history I’d genuinely kill myself.
No. 2033655
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I wouldn’t call myself a vegetarian but lately I’ve been struggling to crave or eat meat. I’ve gone through periods of this since I was a kid but recently I feel like anytime I cook or go out to eat the taste and texture of beef and chicken makes me gag. It also doesn’t help that I watched the Earthlings documentary years ago and a lot of imagery from that is still stuck in my mind.
No. 2033711
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I wish I knew how to properly hotfoot a nog so I can get my stupid brother to finally move away for good.
No. 2033803
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It’s crazy how moids will destroy you emotionally and then date shittier versions of you just to relive the relationship without hurting their ego. Especially when they insist you’re not what they normally go for. I feel like he’s turning her into me too.
No. 2033808
>>2030017currently on hour 37 (with rest and bathroom breaks ofc) of a feverish neopets binge. I'm in a certification class and have only so much time to study and get the tests done. I'm a slave to this stupid fucking child game that I missed out on playing as a kid and now for some reason am watching several hour long youtube tutorials on pet trading
as if I'm EVER going to do that and lingo while obsessing over making as much NP as possible to buy stupid fucking water paint brush for my peophin
horrible name honestly wtf were they thinking No. 2033812
>>2030075you're not in the wrong nonna, this womans mind has been infected with
abusive scrote rhetoric and either 1. she is going nuts on you for shit that has nothing to do with you but you're now an easy target as a fellow woman 2. shit is happening behind the scenes that you're not aware of and this interaction could have been orchestrated by her gross moid trying to have his cake and eat it too, while enjoying knowing that two women are 'fighting' over him
No. 2033838
>>2030122i'm still pissed at how one of the dentist places kicked me out for getting too nervous (and the others cannot work on anything even if they want to because they can't accept my type of insurance, same anon from
>>2032095)
No. 2033867
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Im going to lose my mind if I see another retard claim that traveling to a different country=being educated on the culture. No, Becky, going to Paris for three days doesnt make you knowledgable of French culture. The average 14 yr old koreaboo K-Pop stan probably knows more about Korea than any travel vlogger who only goes to popular tourist destinations. Also, just the implication that people dont travel because of """ignorance""" is retarded enough on its own. Ive literally never met anyone in my life who didnt want to visit a foreign country some day, but they literally cant because they dont have the money, schedule, or both.
No. 2033878
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i was LITERALLY on my way home from work to have VIDEO CALL SEX WITH MY HOT COWORKER. when this RETARDED SCROTOID who SHOULD'VE BEEN ABORTED hit me with his FACKING gay ass e-scooter. now my legs are scraped the hell up AND MY THUMB HURTS??? I'M GONNA START HUNTING E-SCOOTERS FOR SPORT. I WILL MAUL ANYONE RIDING A SCOOTER. I REALLY NEEDED THAT NUT BUT NOW I'M TOO EXHAUSTED TO EVEN MASTURVATE.(learn2integrate)
No. 2033933
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>goes to local post office to deliver something
>just all around confused
>only got proper help from another person there who was delivering
>just two ghetto ass workers at the front who couldn’t care less and a fatty in the back
>feeling that overwhelmed i want to cry
>shit making me want to vote for trump
why is every freaking place in this country so chaotic? I hate people who can’t even properly help or explain something. can someone please send good vibes to the rest of my year because so far it’s been so fucking shitty I just wanted to kill myself, nothing has gone smoothly
No. 2033946
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I want to cry how bad I am in social interactions, I am ruining every first impression with slow gloomy stare unable to speak without stutter and shaky quiet voice. I can approach and small talk, but I'm also fine with little to no interaction, but seeing how enthusiastic and happy faces changing to disappointed and uninterested so hurts.
No. 2033954
>>2032802Late reply but I like your perspective
Thank you nona
No. 2034102
>>2033991There was a House Oversight Committee hearing with him not long after he got appointed because everyone could tell his plan sucked, he used to work for private shipping businesses, etc. Also just general anti-trump sentiment and mail-in voting drama meant he was under a microscope. I watched like 3 hours of it but it was the biggest joke, absolutely no one asked him good questions. If you really want to get into it you can search his name on C-SPAN
https://www.c-span.org/video/?474917-1/house-oversight-commttee-hearing-postal-service-operations-mail-voting (literally 5+ hours long, there might be shorter versions on youtube but in my experience they all have a political slant or are edited to make a particular politician questioning him look good which is annoying)
I didn't watch the recent grilling (from like a month ago) because I was so disappointed in the first one I saw, but I guess he's in hot water again for how shitty mail delivery has gotten under his direction.
No. 2034286
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Sometimes it feels like God is giving me a sign and that sign is to go fucking kill myself.
No. 2034379
>>2034069Unless you have a heart condition or drank enough caffeine to kill a whale you're going to be fine. But don't do that again, look after your health! Going outside, or even looking out of a window, for 30 minutes a day, will help to fix your circadian rhythm, which will help you sleep better.
>>2034224Adding to
>>2034336 's post, you might be deficient in iodine and vitamin D. It could also be a medical condition like a thyroid issue. Eat nori, go outside more, take vitamin D pills, if you still feel like a zombie after a week or two go to the doctor.
No. 2034387
>>2034379thanks nurse
nonnie. i definitely need to spend more time outside
No. 2034451
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I've been going out on weekends and looking for rocks, really getting dirty, falling on my ass, wiping out in waders in creeks that smell like open ass, getting stuck in a bush over a ravine for 25 minutes (don't ask) and not really finding anything at all (a little disappointing but it's half about the 'adventure' anyway… or so i tell myself). Last weekend my dad wanted to come so I reluctantly brought him with me to another creek that smells like ass. I gave him a hammer to occupy himself while I looked other places and the guy comes back with BLUE KYANITE, which is not even supposed to exist where we live. Local rockhounds talk about it like a myth, like it doesn't really exist. And I hand my father a hammer for 5 minutes and he comes back with BLUE KYANITE?! I mean sure I picked the location by research so I will take half credit, but there WAS NOT supposed to be blue kyanite there. What the fuck?
No. 2034568
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Man, the vibes were rancid here today. Almost entirely unpleasant. I hope nonnas can act less shitty soon so I can enjoy lolcow again. There are also a few borderline personalityfags I can recognize atp that I find especially annoying. But, well, here I am with you all. I need to take a break from this site lol
No. 2034593
>>2027013I miss the house my parents had before I moved out. it over doubled in value. I drove by it but I moved about an hour and a half away to a cheaper, less desirable area.
It's hard not to compare your living arrangement, it's easy to get into your own bubble, but driving around you constantly compare neighborhoods and houses whether you like it or not.
No. 2034599
>>2034588My dad is mentally incapable of fucking with me, he's the most gullible man alive and 100% genuine in everything he does, like a dog. My mom says that's why she married him (he can't pull one over on her, or anybody).
I'm taking the fucker back to open-ass-creek bright and early this Saturday and we're bringing a chisel.
No. 2034682
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I’m thinking about how there was an open pedophile on this website I frequented when I was 12 who boasted about how much she wanted to rape little boys. It was not on tolerated, but celebrated, and (you) were considered weird if you pointed it out. It’s a footnote in my memory nowadays but it creeps me out. It wasn’t even the only instance of pedophilia on that site, she was just the one most open about it. Looking back on it I was preyed on a lot without realizing it but through some autistic form of divine intervention I ended up a lot less fucked up than I should be.
No. 2034718
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>discord dedicated to ship for western media
>some fucking anime dork ships them with fucking kingdom hearts sora and won’t stop bringing her pants on head retarded “OT3” up
God I fucking hate weebs
No. 2034777
Men are such a lost cause its insane. I have to stop reading comments sections. They can't read, they can't comprehend, they actively do not want to know women beyond the sex caricatures they think up with their dicks. I know this sentiment has remained unchanged since at least the dawn of agriculture but they've appropriated therapyspeak and are now even more convinced that everything they do is based in facts and logic when their tard rage is literally palpable in everything they say and do. It's incredibly telling that they feel safe enough to express their violent fantasies on a public forum with their name and face attached. They know no woman is going to creep through photos of them or their families, find their workplace or address etc. to harass them the way they themselves do every time they are called out on this behavior. And it's gotten so much worse and more intense, it's everywhere, I saw a cute comic about a cartoon cat misbehaving and there were a bunch of men writing angry paragraphs about how modern women are useless sluts who can't raise children, or this is what happens when youre a single mom, etc. Over a cartoon cat not beating her child. It's incredible to see women actually trying to decenter men, I wish I saw it more irl with the women I know but whatever. My point is it's clearly having some impact, men have resorted to blasting their unhealed word vomit across every kind of post on all platforms and its only going to get worse as women continue to prioritize their own healing while men kick and scream and flail in their tantrum over not having the big titted bang maid that the pornified media stream has convinced them they deserve. And complaining about their non-problems on social media, blaming them all on women, and waiting for replies is the only way they remotely know how to get attention from us. I feel good that I've gotten to a place where I don't feel the need to lash out in response or interact at all, but even observing is taking its toll on me now, they are such genuinely frightening creatures with no interest in changing. Social media sabbatical may be in order
No. 2034852
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I'm so tired of males bringing their dicks and useless opinions in everything
No. 2034958
>>2034897I know but I just don’t know how to stop. I think sometimes it’s easy and I completely forget about it and other times it comes up and I can’t stop thinking about it again.
I wish I could just get over it
No. 2034976
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Fuming right now. Landlord decided to raise our rent by 17%, which was to be expected, but she also said that this pertains to the DEPOSIT we gave her LAST YEAR when we moved in. Is this a thing they do now??
No. 2035009
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I want to post on 4chan (in /cgl/ specifically), but the captcha isn't loading for me. It tells me to verify, and when I try, it just perma-loads. I tried going to 4chan's homepage, and the same thing happens (though I can still at least look at boards).
I tried resetting my router, using a VPN., and using my phone to visit. Same thing. I'm not banned, and I don't seem to have any malware (according to MalwareBytes). I'm so frustrated, nonnas. Is it Cloudflare blocking me? What the fuck is going on??
No. 2035096
>>2035082>>2035083>>2035090>>2035091We were dirty talking last night, he prefaced the video with "this is how I wake up thinking about you." I guess he thought it was sexy and a continuation of last night? I completely told him off and he apologized and said he won't do it again but I will definitely ghost him now. Gross.
No grunting luckily but just a close up of his dick and him going all deathgrip on it.
No. 2035101
>>2035096so it wasn't completely out of the blue
still kinda gross but I can see why it happened
No. 2035188
>>2035147He is alive actually, that came with the whole ordeal of being the Son of God. I know, I know, kinda confusing given the fact they killed Him but 3 days after they did, He came back!
>>2035156Yes all men are sinners and Jesus Christ is the only good one
No. 2035292
>>2034976No way. A deposit is a deposit. You don't have to give more deposit. That's not a thing. Don't agree to that, don't sign anything that says that.
Also 17% is actually insane. You should move.
No. 2035295
a guy in my friend group is 24 years old, unemployed, living with his mom, has BPD or some other PD, doesn't have a car or license (he has a permit, just cba to get a license), and plays dota 2 all day. he went 3 weeks without leaving his house and as of today hasn't for 10 days. everyone in the friend group has jobs, so what does he do when everyone's at work/busy? he sits in vc streaming to no one and waits for someone to join. he has notifs on for the entire server so if someone @s someone else to join vc he'll either join immediately or already be there.
the reason he quit his job? they changed his schedule to day shift and bc he didn't want to try to fix his sleep schedule, he just quit. he was working with 2 other friends but one quit because they got a better job. this was kinda the only way he was able to hang out with them. he would get driven to and from work by my friends but since their schedules changed and he couldn't get rides anymore, he hasn't tried to get another job. he's been unemployed for a month now and this is now his daily routine, he'll be awake at 6am playing dota while alone in vc waiting for someone to join.
his BPD is unbearable. he's been part of the friend group for almost 3 years and in all those years he would suicidebait and be manipulative. he avoids doing it directly but does it on twitter. he has a private account that's basically only for this. everyone in the friend group has tried to reach out, offer support or help him in any way, i tried by trying to see if his insurance covered therapy, recommending DBT, and what does he do? blow everyone off, say he's never gonna get better, he can't be helped, or just ignore you. so in return no one tries to help him. he broke up with his girlfriend but before that he'd either post lovey-dovey slightly manipulative subtweets about her or just suicidebait. once they broke up he went right back to suicidebaiting while she was still following him. it doesn't matter if he's at work, home or at a friend's house because he'll just be on twitter suicidebaiting. one of my friends had to tell him to get off twitter because he was making some shitty apology thread about his ex making accusations about him… at said friend's house. if you wanna know the summary of the "apology", it was basically self-pitying emotionally manipulative gaslighting nonsense with him still saying how much he loved her and poor me. all to make himself look like the kindhearted soft boi he thinks he is, followed by bitter and spiteful tweets about her.
even better though, he's constantly trying to find the e-girl of his dreams. he goes through these cycles of finding a girl, orbiting her, eventually dating, they break up and the girl wants nothing to do with him. he does this every time. during one of his breakups he started schizoppsting about "date's already set" or how he was gonna disappear, so i try to talk to him. i give him some kind words, offer to be a shoulder to cry on, etc. he tells me "you don't understand what i'm going through… i'll never recover from this…. you can't help me…" guess what? the date passed and he's still here, nothing happened. that's not me saying i want him to die, but this cryptic vague "date's already set" rambling isn't a one time thing and has happened several times. he takes advantage of some of his mutuals not having contact with him outside of twitter and can't check up on him in any way, so they're clueless on if he's okay or if he hurt himself. he does this by deactivating after making a threat or how he did recently where after my friends begged him to log off he just had to end it with a bang with one last thing "if you don't hear from me, who cares" bravo. the final suicidebait.
i know this is already long but it really is frustrating how much of a loser this guy is. he's 24, his birthday was a while ago but even then he didn't even leave the house, instead came back to twitter to try and get birthday wishes. he got 5 btw. i guess twitter validation is better than hanging out with people, like the friends he lives 5 minutes away from. those friends btw have all tried just as much as i have to help him but everytime he's shot them down, there isn't much we can do but ignore it. i've talked to a lot of them about it and they all think that he should stop which is why they tried to get him to log off to begin with. when his birthday came around one of our friends was gonna pick up a cable from him which would've been a chance to pick him up as they were on the way to see everyone else, but instead he puts it in his mailbox. he can't be bothered to just hand him it directly and instead chooses the most avoidant option available. it bugs me that no one in the group wants to address it, no one wants to confront him or stage an intervention of sorts to wake him up. he has the money for a car and license but doesn't want to do anything. this isn't someone who's a victim, disabled or affected by any serious issue, but someone who doesn't value their relationships or life enough to get a grip and grow up. i've tried to help him but if he's getting solutions/advice instead of comfort and validation, he doesn't care. i hate having him in the friend group and being around him, he only talks about himself, talks over people, tries to humblebrag about how he's better than everyone but obviously bitter whenever someone is doing better than him. i just wish my friends weren't enablers because if i alone tried to confront him and tell him to get help, even in the most comforting and validating way imaginable, they'd get mad or feel awkward about it.
No. 2035301
>>2035129Tinfoil: Younger millenials and zoomies are getting into organized religions for a sense of spiritual purpose, but because the majority were not raised institutionally within them nor in their family structures, that they truly do not grasp what it is they are purveying.
It's funny when they laugh at things like astrology and the occult because they feel the people who practice just pick and choose what elements they like, but young people identifying with traditional religions do much of the same, with consequences if not worse due to Christianity's power to influence society more than pretty woo woo crystal magics can.
They have no roots nor grasp to the source texts–if they read them. They do not practice masses or rituals as their religions dictate. Most of them are so cognitively dissonanced that they ignore the parts of their religions that are insolvent with our modern way of living.
It's definitely a human nature thing, but still annoying granted our powerful tools to educate ourselves and critically think yet we are still subject to entertain lunacies under the umbrella of tolerance.
No. 2035334
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There's a constant battle of good and evil in the heavens and this earthy plane.
No. 2035375
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>date person with BPD
>still doesn't love with the intense, all-consuming obsession that I bring to relationships
I guess it's as close as it has ever gotten, but it makes me feel lonely that someone who has the lovesick disorder isn't even a match for my passion.
No. 2035422
>>2035392AYRT and I respect that. It makes sense to be guarded and preserve yourself, especially when dating men.
When I love someone I think of them non-stop, adore even their flaws while urging them to grow, would suffer for their well-being, and I put every ounce of my intellectual effort into learning as much as possible about them. It becomes ritualistic and would approach criminality if I wasn't so self-aware and controlled myself. It's like I become possessed by them and remain so for years.
My dream is to have that returned but it won't be by a man or a woman. The last one especially has never happened, otherwise my current partner is matching my intensity of emotion.
I only know I'm not alone in feeling this way because stalking is a crime. And nonas here have posted about being just as nuts.
No. 2035439
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I was doing a few surveys since I’m desperate for chump change (i’m currently a poorfag) and this question made me really depressed
No. 2035612
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i wish i could carry people princess/bridal style but unfortunately i'm got a serious case of twig syndrome. i wish i could go back to my kid days when i used to be one of the strongest despite being skinny. i'm seething hard rn because no matter what i can't seem to gain weight let alone muscle, and honestly i'm mostly fine with the way i look it just sucks being so weak. guess i'll just have to fantasize about it. sigh
No. 2035638
I hate when people say taking away internet/phone/computer isn’t emotional abuse. It’s one thing to take a phone away for a few weeks and giving a goddamn deadline, but I remember my mom unplugging the internet and computer every day when I wasn’t even 10 yet when I didn’t have school (no phones yet) and I’d just be at home by myself for months. I had no friends, they didn’t care. When I did make friends, they didn’t care. No taking me to friend’s house, no going to friend’s house. Just be at home by yourself, no games or talking to people and if you disobey you get beat and she calls my friend’s parents to say I can’t go over. Read a book (I read every book already) or study for school as a fucking 8 year old, no social interaction allowed. This happened until I went to college, other than unplugging the internet (she’d just take all my devices) because my younger brother needed it. She never did this to him, ever, as well as a litany of other bs she did to me like throwing my stuff away because she bought it when she was mad, smashing my laptop with a hammer when she was mad, trashing my room and ripping up my homework when she was mad, beating me if I didn’t get at least A grades (vs A- and jfc I see now she was so insane for this), threatening to cut off her fingers or kill herself and me or divorce my dad if I didn’t listen to her, calling me ugly and fat all the fucking time, cutting me off from my friends when I was older, telling me all my friends were fat and ugly, calling all her friends fat and ugly, threatening to kill herself when I told her I was depressed, told me I was too stupid for certain majors, beating me over stupid bs, constantly shitting on my interests, etc, and he grew up with a healthy social life and talks to her daily while she always whines about me not responding to her texts. Gee, I wonder why.
No. 2035659
>>2035638I mean, I didn't have internet as a kid and I read books and played with toys, so it really wasn't a big deal, I also got my TV privileges removed for years and that only made me stop watching TV altogether, which honestly is probably why I'm creative.
Nowadays the internet really is more important than it was to me back then, but I think the real issue isn't the whole cutting your internet thing, but the abuse and the reasons why and how the internet was cut off.
Like, your mom sounds like a bitch I hope she gets an autoimmune disease that rots her, but I still think that the internet isn't really that necessary for a child have fun or to do homework, like what the hell was your homework like at 8 years old? An 8 years old child should only play on the barbie website and girlsgogames at best, maybe find pictures on Google images to print out for fun.
No. 2035752
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>>2035747Oh thank you sm nona this means a lot, I deleted it because I forgot to attach the reaction image haha
No. 2035756
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I stalked my boyfriends old social media from 12+ years ago when he was a teenager and now I feel grossed out. But I don't know if it's fair to judge someone on what they posted well more than a decade ago when they were a teenager.
No. 2035765
>>2035759Edgy atheist comments (don't care about this but I think it's cringe when men are atheists/leftists since it comes from a selfish perspective) and gross comments about women.
What makes me uncomfortable is that I used to be a very morally correct person as a teen so to see someone say objectively stupid or offensive stuff makes me upset. But I'm not even a moral person now and feel like people can change over time so I feel weird and conflicted.
No. 2035767
>>2035752Np
nonnie, enjoy your moment!
No. 2035829
>>2035716I think people like to dog pile because it takes the attention away from themselves. "Well I can't be that bad because x did this" blah blah blah.
The problem with centering your platform around social justice or promoting yourself as some martyr for the underclass is that you have to hold yourself up to that standard at the same time and because everyone is a human being eventually dirt gets dug up. I miss when people didn't give a fuck about petty shit. Unless your favorite social media star is running for Congress or trying to obtain a job that will significantly impact our world I don't understand what the point of making 12 hour documentaries on people's fuck ups is.
No. 2035953
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Wish me luck, nonas. I am going to take driving lessons starting next week. I've been getting picked up at work by uber, but the few times I choose lyft, they always ALWAYS end up canceling on me because they cant find my work entrance. it's literally a gate with a security guard. All you have to do is say uber or lyft and they let you in. Outside the building is just straight highway, so i cant meet them anywhere else.
One idiot got to my gate and didnt want to come in, so he canceled and left. The second lyft driver drove to the front and not to the gate and waited there until a guard had to yell at him to pull him since he was blocking traffic. I hate lyft drivers. I am learning to drive. I cant do this shit anymore
No. 2035972
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>Give up compulsive behavior
>Have started binge eating instead
>MFW
No. 2036001
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How are you supposed to heal if you just work shitty jobs, are always starving and weak? Sometimes I wonder what normies are even trying to say because I’m tired of hearing therapy buzzwords, I just need money it will fix all of my problems
No. 2036077
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I literally cannot lose weight. I'm literally doing everything I'm supposed to. I'm counting everything honestly, I have a food scale, I don't lie. I don't go over 1200 calories. I just sit at 196lbs. Or I go up to 197. And then I'm back to 196. I don't understand what I'm doing wrong here!!! And when I talk about it, I'm told I'm lying somehow. I. Am. Not. I want to be healthy. I'm hungry every day. I do IF 18/6. I do like 15k steps every day. Do not get fucking fat, nonnies
No. 2036084
>>2036078Why did a vent
trigger you so much kek
No. 2036098
>>2036088I do have hypothyroidism so, ya know. But like at 1200 cals I should be losing weight!! I'm so frustrated. I'm starting to have issues with my knees so I really want to be at a healthier weight, but it just doesn't seem like it's in the cards. I'm gonna keep trying, I guess. I used to be 225, but that was 6 months ago. Like, at 1200 cals I should be losing like 8lbs a month. Do not be short, do not be fat.
Thanks for listening.
No. 2036160
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>have a date on thursday
>get two big ass pimples
No. 2036163
>>2036077>when I talk about it, I'm told I'm lying somehow.It's the Dunning Kruger effect, when you see Reddit nerds talk about weight loss it's clear that they haven't even took an introductory biology class to be able to speak with such confidence. For me, for some reason my body holds onto a lot of water weight so taking spironolactone helps a lot, I'm literally planning on getting a phlebotomy certification so I can do some self experimentation on a discount. But I know there are many reasons why someone's body can hold onto excess weight, yet the Reddit-tier crowd will just parrot what they heard each other say with very low understanding of the actual science
>>2036160Hydrocolloid bandages
No. 2036293
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I wish I could skinwalk Kurt Cobain sooooooooo bad but unfortunately there's no fucking way
1. I can't play guitar
2. There's no way I can get my hair blonde
3. I'm not suicidal or even brooding
I know he was filthy and definitely would be annoying to hang out with but he's pretty sexy too
No. 2036329
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Am I crazy for thinking my ex is following me? I’m an 18 year old senior and he’s a 17 year old junior. I went to the graduation ceremony today and he was sitting on the bleachers alone staring at me. He’s not a senior, I can’t imagine why he would be there unless he just came to watch me. It’s freaking me out because he has a shitton of abuse allegations and he’s stalked me on social media in the past (finding my YouTube channel, my Reddit account, my Tumblr, etc).
No. 2036509
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I think I might be going blind but I can't afford to visit a hospital or doctor right now
No. 2036718
>>2036329>Am I crazy for thinking my ex is following me?>clear example of ex following you and staring at youWhere's the disconnect
nonny? Do you just not want to believe it? He's following you. Don't be naive. Protect yourself. You should tell some people in real life this is happening and when you do you should say clearly that he's following you, don't act like you're not sure.
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NONNAS! The ex friend who made my life hell and tried to berate me online is currently in a bad place rn! SHES STRUGGLING WITH SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND HER LIFE IS PRETTY MUCH SHIT RN! REJOICE NONNAS! THE KARMA IS REAL!!!!!
No. 2036778
>>2036777you're being super patronizing
people shouldn't force themselves to do things that made them feel humiliated again
No. 2036779
>>2036733Every time someone talks about leaving behind a
toxic friend/friends and the other party being worse off afterward, the gormless faggots haunting this thread start seething and attacking the OP. It's probably because they themselves are shitty friends, or it's one set of paranoid losers from a Discord server or something who think all posts like this are about them. Congrats,
nonny.
No. 2036784
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3 days ago I ate a 180 mg edible in it's entirety and the experience was awful. Last edible I took before that was 2 years ago and it was only 50 mg. I genuinely don't know why I did it. I was high for 2 straight days and had a horrible headache on the third day. The night I took it I literally felt my nervous system send shock signals through my body, and I was regaining memories of when I was a fetus. I remember asking any god before I hit the threshold to stop my flashbacks because I could tell I was going to die soon if my memories continued to unfold. I feel like any normal person would begin to believe the concept of life at conception because of this, but frankly If I was given a soul when I was a fetus I wouldn't mind being aborted.
No. 2036787
>>2036771tell the instructor you're autistic and absorb information differently and you're doing this class as a self-improvement type thing and you need some written instructions to keep up with the class.
going to the pottery class will not actually make you a better or happier person, it's just a chance to figure out how to interact with people in a way where you get what you need and find a way to communicate to them and live in the real world and get more comfortable in your skin. you have to love yourself and ask for what you need from the world, the world will never just give it to you because the world is cruel and doesn't care about you. good luck.
No. 2036792
>>2036771I'm sorry that happened, anon. It's true that you paid good money, it sucks that the teacher got upset, they should have no problem running through things again for someone who needs help. I agree with the anon who suggested YouTube tutorials, they help a lot. This might be a bit much, but if it's allowed, maybe you can consider asking other people at the workshop how to do things? Just say your mind blanked.
The embarrassment of these kinds of things is hell, but you can get past it.
No. 2036797
>>2036778>people shouldn't force themselves to do things that made them feel humiliated againSo what they should lay and rot?
Being awkward is humiliating. The only way to be less awkward is trial and error.
Fuck this whiny bitch mentality