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No. 1990478
Don’t reply to bait
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>>>/ot/1980093 No. 1990586
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My elderly neighbor has started caring for a distant relatives child and I feel so bad for that little girl. Her parents are divorced, and her mom was some type of mentally ill junkie or something and barely took care of her daughter so CPS removed her from her home. She's 4 years old, has never been to kindergarten or preschool, is still in diapers and bad at talking for her age. The useless piece of shit father now has custody of her, but thanks to my wonderful neighbor she barely ever sees him.
My neighbor keeps asking me if I can let the girl pet or play with my dog but my dog is small and not really a huge fan of kids (she isn't aggressive, she would just rather not interact with them). Maybe I'll carry treats around from now on and if I see the girl, I'll offer to let her feed my dog some. I just want her to live the happiest life possible from now on man. Fuck shitty parents
No. 1990626
>>1990617Ntayrt, but stay alive just to spite the people that hate you
nonnie, that's how I do it.
No. 1990644
>>1990400If "bitch" is like the n-word to you, you have like zero problems. Maybe if people constantly said
>>1990403, you'd have a case lol
No. 1990682
>>1990639I actually see a specialist for my jaw soon. Get to drive 2 hours away for it. It’s possible it could be from that but at the same time it’s hard to tell ngl lol. I have EDS a lot of these stem from instability also. Generally they go away after a while. Sleep, ibuprofen which at least makes me comfortable to sleep (doesn’t fully solve it. NAIDS never do) and then the dark. I thought about taking my muscle relaxer but it’s such a hit or miss when I take them for this. It’s really bad rn but I don’t know if going to the ER is worth it. They will just not know what to do and give me pain meds (always NAIDS that doesn’t do much but make me “okay” or okay in their eyes. The one time I was ever given morphine was a god send) then send me home. Idk what help my real doctor can be. It’s not like she’s much help anyway. I just am really tired. I don’t want to end up with opioids pushed at me because that’s how things are solved here (then they wonder why people are addicts). Just. This is hell and I don’t know what to do. I feel like such a faker for even talking about it but I can’t keep quiet anymore. I want to scream. Be seen. It hurts and I am tired. I hate munchies for making this seem cool or fun. I have suffered in silence my whole life only for it to be instagrammable and cool. I wasn’t diagnosed at the fashionable adult age they are. I was 7. Been treated like a fucking doll my whole life. Wasn’t allowed to do sports or gym. Basically was told I would never go anywhere and my disability would define me. (How I ended up a NEET is apart of that but also my family’s overall treatment)
I have done so much pt, taken basically every NAIDS that it’s fucked up my stomach and just had a huge array of issues since I can remember. I do what I can to manage my pain. Generally it’s not this brutal and I won’t whine about it. Even if it’s this brutal I won’t whine about it normally. Yet I am tired of not whining. I need to because I can’t keep it to myself anymore. I’m sorry nonna for this rant lol
>>1990626 I wish it was easy. I wish I could spite them. Me being here isn’t enough to spite them. I need to do more but my hands are really tied.
No. 1990728
>>1990696Ikr
It's so stupid when giels are like "teeheee I alwyas thought I was a wavy gyal but I'm actially a curly gyal with the right products!!!"
How is slapping 10 creams and spending 1 hour every morning crunching and diffusing your """natural""" hair?
Just make frizzy brushed up curly hair the norm already.
(learn2integrate) No. 1990730
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Am I seriously developing an eating disorder as an adult
No. 1990744
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>>1990736Your special someone is you,
nonnie No. 1990782
>>199077625 but i can't wait to be an old granny.
>>1990762Stay strong, comrade.
No. 1990873
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>college friends and other acquaintances sharing their interests in our group talk
>say that i find history to be interesting
>girl that i don't know that much answers that she enjoys it too
>start talking about our favorite periods of time and how was our experience of history as a subject in high school
>i mention about a period of dictatorship in our country (latam)
>felt that she wanted me to reassure all the time that dictators are bad
>"yeah, dictators are bad"
>she talks about being weirded out by people obsessed with roman empire and nazi germany stuff
>i notice the cue and try changing subjects
>talking about other periods for some time
>decide to mention medieval times
>she starts to repeat some misinformation about it
>while the annoying part of me wanted to correct her, i decided not to, not wanting to be unpleasant
>talked about some other things and then went to rejoin the group
The whole interaction wasn't that bad, it's just my disappointment in talking about the things I enjoy and then having to moderate myself because talking about certain things in a certain way is weird behavior.
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>>1990912anon, the bait is too easy to take…
No. 1990933
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question ignored in thread, suspicious maybe anons really have never dated cute men ever in their life and don’t know how to get one. i’m so sad like i thought older women were swimming in a pool of young hot scrotes what happened? kek
No. 1990961
>>1990933Not sure if you're the same anon, i didn't reply because i've never actually "dated" them but the ones i knew were from my group of irl friends that i knew since highschool and kek yeah the moids were some years younger than me. I was somehow lucky enough to be into different groups of friends even if i was just the lowest of a low, a gamer/weeb, so i don't really have a tip.
In my experience sporty moids tend to look better in my country but that doesn't make all of them pretty.
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>>1990979Hate to say it, but I agree. I believe that women are generally better people than men, but one thing that women definitely need to fix is their incessant moralfagging where it's just not important or fitting. Take for example women getting mad at older women for dating younger men. Women are the only ones who actually give a fuck and have a problem about that. Women will call it grooming, and kick up a fuss that unnecessarily attacks other women and infantalizes men. actual moids don't give a shit if a woman is fairly older than him, as long as she's hot and healthy. I think another example is the fag-defending going on here. I met literal gay scrotes that are less offended by the word "faggot" than a lot of the faghag anons here. I guess what I'm trying to say is, one of the core flaws that women have is when they care way too much about the most the most non-offending shit.
No. 1990995
>>1990979I wouldn't call it moralfagging. I would call it conformism. Majority of female communities are plagued by conformism and having to confirm by whatever thinking or thing is currently trendy and approved by other women.
Also i would hate to use PULL as a example but i remember at their peak when being pro-trans was trendy , anyone who said anything bad about the trans community or misgendered someone would immediately get heavily downvoted, dogpiled and in some cases banned. Yet when the trans community started losing popularity and more
terf talking points became mainstream then all of a sudden pull posts criticizing troons became allowed.
I remember a month before PULL got shut down someone made a post criticizing gender ideolody and they got support meanwhile if it was a year or two ago they would have gotten banned. Its the conformism of it all. There is forced conformism on lolcow too if im going to be honest, just look the booktok discussion and how anons were lashing out at anons who liked booktok and written smut.
No. 1991008
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>he brings gun over for no reason just see it on my side table when I get up to pee and he hadn't even mentioned it
>does a super long curb your enthusiasm impression imitating larry, jeff, AND susie very accurately like acting out a full scene alone for like 15 minutes to me
>does a high pitched voice for his dick like its a ventriloquist puppet talking until I have to repeatedly ask him to stop
No. 1991011
>>1991001Kill yourself faggot
>>1991000No, she doesn't know how to read just like you.
>>1990992i was using that thread normally then you messed it up. why should i go back there if you're going to keep breaking the rules?
No. 1991013
>>1990987Ayrt and i agree with you on everything nona holy shit, the whole faghaging on lolcow pisses me off as well and tbh tinfoil but it always felt like it was unintegrated fags that landed here from twitter doing it too, like we all know gay men are less bad than straight ones but they are still men, and still act like one and say the most vile shit about us but because they are gay its ok apparently?
>Take for example women getting mad at older women for dating younger menSo stupid too, you just know the farmers saying this are likely the ones defending walled moids and fatasses
>>1990995This is the right word thank you, conformism is what is keeping us back, i hope in the future we let go of this.
No. 1991031
>>1991020Can't forgive them for stripping us of the male kancolle.
>>1990994With all the posts there it doesn't happen that often, also if it happens it's just one single retard and it doesn't take 20 years out of your life, you're talking as if you live in a Hell and Hell difficulty.
No. 1991037
>>1991008oh my god my boyfriend also did the high pitched voice for his dick thing. i told him if he didn't stop i'd twist his nuts until he cries and he knocked it off pretty quickly.
seriously though, bringing over guns is scary. why does he even have them?
No. 1991050
>>1991043i'm
>>1991037, when we met me and my bf were both virgins. he said he was so nervous about being naked in front of someone else that he thought making his dick talk to me would lighten the mood (??). he wiggled his fucking foreskin about like it was a mouth. in fairness it did destroy the tension but i ended up putting my clothes back on and we didn't have sex for another 3 weeks. i still think about it when we cuddle sometimes and laugh.
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>>1991050>he wiggled his fucking foreskin about like it was a mouthwhat in the actual jesus fucking christ
No. 1991054
>>1991053I use a text-to-speech reader and when it got to
>what in the actual jesus fucking christit turned into a spanish woman, relatable
No. 1991060
>>1991054>text to speechOh wow we have a blind anon on lolcow thats so cool.
Please use your text to speech for this one too : o-o-owo swenpai pweasey weasy cwan i bwe punished? (•ω•) pwease sway wes im hworny ;3 i want-want ywou to gwo h-hard and f-f-f-f-f-fast….ah~ >/////< oh sweet mwother owf onii-chan…..AH~ it hwurts swenpai :( but i wove it ;3
(emoji) No. 1991063
>>1991060Kek almost.
That was scary but it almost sounded like rapping.
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>>1991013AYRT and I got basically chased out of a female-only discord group because I dared to point out that men can and do use suicide as a psychological attack on others. I personally had to deal with a scrote trying to suicide-bait me into keeping him in my life. That, and I saw the Ronnie McNutt video. The way that moid taunted the ever-loving shit out of everyone that was close to him before he blew his brains out was objectively evil to me. Those instances opened my perspective on how the act of suicide can be and even is an actual weapon used by moids in order to give everyone in their life a PTSD-inducing "fuck you". But what did my "friends" have to say? They all lost their shit and chimped out for hours about how I was an evil piece of shit because I don't automatically see suicidal moids as
victims. Again, that there is what I think is a core problem with women as a gender; they're all up in this hero-therapist-substitute mother-moralfaggy-high horse-queen of virtue-"I can fix him" complex, instead of looking at situations and realizing that not everything needs their tears and empathy. Caring too much, always trying to make someone into a
victim, always thinking that turning every situation into a big fat hugbox is necessary. So obnoxious, out of touch with reality and even counterproductive when they infantalize shit like trannies. This habitual moralfagging is what got trannies as far as they did in women's spaces, and feeling like they can do whatever they want in the first place.
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>>1991008Kek you literally just copied that Reddit post of some man talking about his girlfriend speaking with a different voice for her own vagina but instead you just changed the sexes. Based reply farming, anything mentioning a scrote in here has these sad bitches running in a hurry to respond. Decentering moids my ass
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I want to watch pretty little liars again because it’s always been one of my favorite cheesy rewatch shows. But I was in the middle of a marathon when I got the call that my brother had died suddenly and now I can’t put it on without being reminded.
Also I wish JK Rowling would just give it a rest on fucking twitter.
I’ll always love and respect her for causing a thousand years of tranny tears (and for Harry Potter since it’s still a very fond part of my childhood) but I wish she’d just stop picking slapfights every damn day on the most troon infested website there is.
No. 1991116
Wrote in the other vent thread about my mum having a meltdown over me not inviting my thieving drug aunt to my baby shower.
She had stolen $28k in 6 months from my grandmothers brother, who she was getting a pension to look after because he had 3 strokes and was non verbal, unable to walk much.
I helped mum go through the bank statements to highlight each stolen transaction, she bought usesless shit like $100 mcdonalds, kfc, drugs, $70 towels. He's dead now so no consequences for her actions, don't even think the cops talked to her.
So aunt didn't come but sent mum a message. I only overheard the end of what mum was talking to her other sister and it was something like "____ being treated like this is why I would go on drug benders". Mum was in a shitty mood since, during the baby shower she spent hardly any time with guests, didn't speak to hubs parents at all, stayed in the kitchen the whole time.
Just went and read the text while mum was busy, basically said "I'm so gutted for not being invited, how could she have invited me when she doesn't have me on social media ((I have blocked drug aunt)) so it feels deliberate, she could have called me yesterday to invite me, I don't care I wasn't invited I just care that I was excluded, shit like this is what would send me on a drug bender. Love you". I'm glad she knows it was on purpose and I'm glad she's upset honestly. Quite literally the only time she's ever had any sort of consequence to any actions.
Once I leave here I might message mum to talk about how she acted but I really doubt it would do anything in the end. Having huge second thoughts about moving back here now. I don't want this sort of drama to be the rest of my life and my kids life.
Other aunt came 2.5 hours late, stayed an hour, said "really??" In a snotty tone about the baby name we picked - that was the first thing she even said to me no hello congratulations and didn't even get a card. So quite frankly she can eat shit too. I assume she's passed off i didn't invite drug aunt and spent a good chunk of that hour she was here in the kitchen bitching about me with mum.
Husbands mother noticed my mother's attitude and I just told her everything. She feels more like a mother to me right now which I find really saddening.
While the shower was still going mum was doing dishes instead of spending time outside with everyone else.
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My cat was officially diagnosed with wet-type FIP and the vet recommended immediate euthanasia. Said his situation was very grave and he wouldn’t be likely to last more than a day or two. She was completely ignorant of the treatment that’s now available for cats with FIP that is approved for use in countries like the UK, Australia and The Netherlands. This all happened about 10 days ago, last Wednesday. He got started on the (technically illegal black market product) FIP cure called GS-441524 a few hours after that vet recommended immediate euthanasia.
My kitty man is doing great. The gofundme has raised close to $400, another friend privately donated $100, and we’ve gotten about $70 in cashapp donations. Super helpful, and will definitely get him through his treatments until we get funds dispersed from his co-parent’s 401k loan. The total cost of his treatment will end up being about $1800-2000 not including his vet visits for bloodwork at the 30, 60, and 80 day marks and the supportive rx meds (cerenia for anti nausea and gabapentin for pain - the injections of GS-441524 are known to sting, even though my little man is being so brave about it and barely flinches during his injections). Thankfully everything that the actual vets can do/prescribe(so, not the super expensive GS-441524 itself) is being 90% reimbursed because we made sure he had excellent pet insurance. It just really fucking sucks that this proven effective drug isn’t approved for use in Burgerland because our government cares more about protecting the “rights” of a patent holder than actually saving cats. Meanwhile other countries have basically said “fuck off” and approved it for veterinary use without the patent holder’s permission. This country is so fucked up in so many ways and there’s only real freedom if you’re rich or a fucking corporation. If the drug was approved for veterinary use we would actually be able to get reimbursed for it by his pet insurance.
I hate my country but I love my pets. I’m so thankful that we got enough in donations to get the first month of GS-441524 for our kitty before we were able to have access to funds from the loan. His appetite is fully back to normal and he’s gaining weight. For a while he was vomiting directly after his injections even with the cerenia for anti nausea (was told this could be a pain response), but he hasn’t vomited even once in 4 days.
Nonnies, if any of your cats ever end up with FIP, please know there’s hope! My family lost a cat about a decade ago to FIP before there was a cure and it was so devastating that there was nothing we could do for him, I still miss him and so wish he could have lived to be an old man. I love my pets so dearly and am so thankful that we received the support we needed to get our baby through his first month of treatments. He’s got another 74 days of injections ahead of him which is daunting but I’m so full of hope as he’s visibly doing so much better. Saving his life will be worth every penny and then some even though we are not rich and this is going to be a struggle financially.
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I got back on cocaine and it activated some sort of really weird and debilitating limerence. 3 years ago I was talking to this guy who had stalked me (which I didn't catch, during the time we actively talked). He was kind and sweet, but I didn't pay much attention since he was far away. The last time I talked to him he was horrible and randomly turned on me, it was also the time I called him out on talking to my friends, knowing really specific information about me. Mind you, I have never met him.
Now fast forward to today, I'm moving to this city, and I truly don't know what, besides cocaine, reminded me of him. I'm obsessively looking at our old, brief conversations, trying to decipher things, hoping I run into him. I have not made any contact in 2 years and I truly don't want to. But I have become obsessed with the idea of him. It's fucking breaking me.
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LMFAOOOOO my ex friend is going on a rampage and her fucking dad called the cops on her and she made a half hearted attempt at suicide. cut deeper you stupid cunt. i love the false moral superiority when day 2 of breaking up and she keeps trying to kill herself but im already starting my healing journey and all. it’s so funny like literally ever friend i’ve cut off has only gotten worse off meanwhile im thriving. i fucking love life no weapon against me shall prosper.
No. 1991194
>>1991150i explained a little bit more abt this ex friend here
>>1990985years of trying to help this ex friend and she rebuffed me at every point n now she’s big mad that i decided not to be friends with her.
No. 1991202
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>>1991197I looked her up. She makes a lot of good and interesting art. I saw this character around, but I never looked into who the artist behind him was. Now it's coming together.
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>>1991202I really love her art
It hits a sweet spot for me
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We have a really big event the next two days at work and my lower back is killing me since my period just started. I'm going to be standing for many hours god damn.
No. 1991246
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> start master's program
> dad dies unexpectedly one week later
> mom is diagnosed with macular degeneration one week after dad's death
> mom will go blind
> boyfriend unsympathetic to me and becomes a huge asshole
> takes out his emotions on me
> barely acknowledges i am going through a difficult time
> move back in with my mom because fuck that
> older brother then troons out
> i have to pretend to be supportive
> i begin to experience health problems
> have cancer scare
> unable to keep up with my coursework because of my health
> super behind and stressed
> asshole boyfriend breaks up with me after almost five years together
> i had health insurance through him (stupid)
> need to maintain my grades so i can get student health insurance
> i physically cannot work as much as i need to do well in school
> doctors have no idea what is wrong with me but treat my symptoms
> conservative treatment plan means i will continue to feel like shit for months until i see an improvement
> mom's eyesight is getting worse
> uncle visits us to help around the house
> uncle gets into a car accident as he is returning home
> car is totaled and uncle is hospitalized
> my summer semester starts in a week and i still need to finish projects from this semester
i am ready for good things to start happening again…
No. 1991292
>>1991246Damn, anon. I'm so sorry. Life's really putting you through the ringer… Is it not possible to put a pause on school somehow and not have it negatively effect you? Like, maybe if you could explain this all to a school counselor maybe they could arrange something like that for you?
>>1991286Maybe nonna's a newfriend or using mobile. Either way, don't be an ass.
No. 1991305
>>1991292thank you for the kind words and advice
nonny and yes i am a mobilefag so sorry about the formatting. i mainly lurk and don’t post, i’ll try to do better.
i am getting accommodations through my school and my professors are very gracious and working with me. it’s just hard because this program was suppose to help me with a career change and my health is preventing me from taking full advantage of the opportunities it could provide me. and all of my usual support systems are either nonexistent or dead. i know things won’t always be like this but i have no idea what future I am even working towards now that so much has changed. the only thing keeping me going is making sure my cat is happy.
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I used to be friends with this twink who had ASPD and bipolar and I called a wellness check on him because he kept threatening to kill himself. I went to prom today and he came up to me and confronted me, asking me if I had “fucking nothing to say for myself.” His friend had to physically restrain him. I said he was threatening to kill himself every other day and I called 911 because I loved him and he was my best friend. He asked me if I’m retarded or if the pills I pop were just making me stupid. I told him that he could be angry at me for the rest of my life but he couldn’t look me in the eyes and tell me I didn’t care about him. I got kind of choked up and even though he was berating me he had this look in his eyes that I only saw when he broke down crying in front of me once. Part of me is miserable but I also feel like I finally got closure
Mods please don’t ban me I’m 18
No. 1991383
>>1991353>that they don't feel any kinship/solidarity with older womenA bit strange to me tbh. Most older women I've met don't seem to care about men at all, I'd say they probably have no illusions about them at this point haha, and they surely enjoy the company of other women. I feel like it has to do more with narcissism than age, because it seems narcissistic women do tend to be more critical of other women, probably because it makes them feel special and unique, and because femininity and everything related to female sex is considered inferior in the society, and they surely don't want to be considered weaker, stupider, more shallow etc. Plus, I feel like it's easier to make a man praise you even if it's cheap and not exactly sincere. And it's especially easy when you shit on other women. I even had a lesbian (narcissistic) friend that would often talk about how she related to men more and she obviously sympathized with them more as well which was weird considering that, well, she's into women and she's not even gnc - not a bit.
No. 1991445
>>1991239struggling for 3+ years while refusing to do a single damn thing to help herself? i guess advising her to go outside, form a decent sleep schedule, not wendys and burger king uber eats for every meal, and to slowly reacclimate herself to working by working a few hours a week with a part time job that plays to her strengths versus trying to make a full time job that only causes her autistic burnout is just so terrible and
abusive. be real anon, doctors have tried to help her, i tried to help her, her family tried to help her, even her work management tried to help her and she doesn’t implement a damn thing to improve her situation at all. like ? wtf are we supposed to do?
No. 1991449
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>come home from work and a buy a coke for myself
>put in the fridge for cooling and get ready to relax
>my entire family barges into my room and basically spouts "how dare I buy something that supports Israel"
>have to listen to this lecture by my mom and siblings for half an hour
No. 1991481
>>1991445Yes that does sound like she is struggling. It's good that you tried to help her and give her advice, nobody is calling you terrible for doing that. It sucks that it didn't stick and that she's still doing poorly, and she shouldn't call you
abusive for that, but that doesn't make her evil.
I can imagine being frustrated and cutting ties, but gloating about how miserable she is is pathetic and embarrassing.
>wtf are we supposed to do?Nothing, you cut contact with her, it's not your problem. If you're the type of person to lose your shit posting on lolcor about how she's a stupid cunt who should cut deeper after she attempts suicide, she is better off without you.
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I'm so emotionally knotted up and I have no clue why I'm like this when I've never been like this. Cringe.
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Such a niche memory came up related to my weight/body issues. I remember my mother always wiping off extra frosting off of desserts when she would give it to me sometimes when I was younger and said they’re fattening and unhealthy despite her being medically obese for her height and age. She would always make subtle comments about my weight especially when I started gaining some when puberty started doing its second wave on me during high school and I started taking SSRIs which increases weight gain and it was just overall weird. Out of my entire immediate family I am the most petite, skinny of them and have never exceeded 200 pounds and when I was at my skinniest I looked like a complete heroin chic lanklet with a thigh gap which I miss so fucking much ughhh and it was just bizarre how someone which was my mother who was and still is fatter than me and suffering from medical issues because of it would do things like that. The utter darkness and poison coming from Scorpio mothers scares me because sometimes I’m just sitting around and then the terrible/embarassing memories related to my dysfunctional family come up like the sting of a scorpion bite.
No. 1991702
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>>1991695it's ok nona, you are doing your best.
it's your right to be ill and take a break, you don't need to compare yourself to others.
what matters is that you are alright, being successful and what not is really not a priority when you need rest
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>>1991681Kek I love my mom but yeah she’s been struggling with her weight since forever. All of that stuff stopped when I grew up but it’s just the subtlest memories that have you rethink your relationships with your own family. The fact I’ve also never been complimented or called pretty by my own mother and my hair has always been seen as ugly if it wasn’t beautified or in braids has probably contributed to my body dysmorphia, mothers often spread their own self-hatred on to their daughters like a disease and it becomes so hard to break out of them when you grow up. I’ve grown up with no body confidence taught to me and it shows, sigh.
No. 1991708
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>>1991694she is jealous of you and wants to ruin your life.
one day you will take her allegations of your partner cheating seriously and that will ruin your relationship.
I would cut her off asap
No. 1991711
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the one single time i miss work by accident because i read my schedule wrong, i end up getting fired. apparently i had 3 other upn violations and this was my 4th one. i don’t even fucking know what the other 3 are, i was a fine employee. i knew my manager fucking hated me so i guess she now had a proper excuse to get rid of me. i wouldn’t be worried about finding a new job but the job market is fucking abysmal right now. i’m going to kill myself
No. 1991717
>>1991712this
>>1991714 is pretending to be me.
No. 1991719
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>>1991712funny how that even when they managed they find someone, they seem to look for another ASAP.
moids truly disgust me
(scrote baiter) No. 1991744
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>>1991738except catching AIDS I don't see anything worth the effort
No. 1991759
>>1991758I love the term almond mom.
you know exactly what they do even if you never heard the term before
No. 1991761
>>1991744>>1991719this is 13/50 except its men
>When exposed to beautiful women, men judge their partners as significantly less attractiveunironically enforce hijabs
No. 1991765
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I have two friends I absolutely adore, but FUCK do I hate that they are both twitter-leaning when it comes to a lot of things. They parrot so much takes from it and refuses to budge even when you present them with evidence of how bullshit the tweets they base their opinions on are. They are exactly the kind of people that twitter's retarded online activism prey on to further their agendas; kind people that want to do the right things, want be on the "right side of history", and generally want to be good people but are too mentally/emotionally exhausted by real life and too broke to really do as much as they want so they blindly rely on online activism which ends up with them falling for anything that has the right trigger words, especially if it's said by a nonbinary tif minority with a pube mustache in a wheelchair or something. I wish they weren't such sweet and amazing friends otherwise so I could cut them off so I wouldn't have to deal with it, but I have to just accept that retardation as part of their flaws and I'll just avoid anything even tangibly related to politics when they're around.
At least they didn't seem to mind when I rolled my eyes and called them ridiculous when they got rid of all their HP stuff because it's now "tainted" or defended Hogwarts Legacy so I guess they must really value my friendship too.
No. 1991768
>>1991077After my ex threatened me with suicide, I developed an inner monologue that plays when a person threatens suicide to manipulate people - it's "do it". Anyone that ever uses something as soul-shattering and family-altering as suicide to manipulate me into a situation I don't want to be in should just fucking kill themselves. Because at this point, you're already dead to me. I'm sorry the discord group hadn't experienced anything like that, because if they did, they would probably have certain feelings.
Rarely do I think anyone who is suicidal is a "
victim" - we are all
victims of the bullshit life we have to live.
No. 1991788
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>>1991782I heard a woman say on tiktok that all men are secretly gay and they try so haaaard pretending to like women.
but why? can't they just date trans women and leave us alone?
No. 1991799
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>>1991322thank you nona, i appreciate it so much. my uncle has a few broken ribs and a concussion but he will be okay, he’s lucky he is alive.
as for me, i am stuck currently with my treatment plan in large part because my insurance won’t cover the next treatment option unless i stick with this one for a few months. if there is no improvement by july then i can switch to something else. that’s just a long time to continue to feel like crap, especially since i started feeling poorly about a year ago.
i’ll be okay, eventually. it just all came to a head last night with my uncle being hospitalized on top of everything else in this shit sandwich. just trying to remind myself the light at the end of the tunnel is not a train.
No. 1991807
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I really want to masturbate right now but I can't because I'm on my period and it's gonna hurt so bad, am so sad… I have a fucked up brain and it's hard for me to masturbate to my husbando, especially imagining myself with him but I finally found a scenario that works. Does anyone else struggle with getting super turned on by your fantasies/daydreams but once you try masturbating like the entire vibe just changes? Idk what tf it is, if it just takes me out of the moment or something but it's so fucking frustrating. I seriously get so horny but once I start touching myself it just, idk messes everything up. I heard of a woman that could orgasm without touching herself, need to harness my brain power to get on her level.
No. 1991813
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I’m one mental breakdown into becoming a FtM. I hate being a woman. I hate being the woman who is never chased. I hate my female existence.
No. 1991817
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>>1991813what makes you think that being a ftm man would be easier getting hit on than being a cis woman?
genuinely curious if you think this out of ignorance or desperation, because if you think getting attention from women when you look like a chubby short femmy man then you are dead wrong
No. 1991825
>>1991822damn nona… you seem to hate women more than most scrotecels out of jealousy.
tell me, is it the male attention making you feel
valid or just the lack of overall attention?
No. 1991834
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>>1991825i don’t want male attention i just want to be able to finally stop feeling worthless. i hate the body i was born in, i wish i could take it off like a cost and hang it up because it’s just so gross. i’m not fat but if it’s not perfect in my image it’s just so ugly. i’m just so fucking tired of wanting to be happy and smile for other women they don’t fucking deserve that happiness. sorry for typing like this i swear i’m not a summerfag or underaged it’s just crushing my soul
No. 1991847
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>>1991846I hate to say this but I think your problem would be solved if you found a bf who genuinely likes your body.
good luck for finding that bf tho
No. 1991876
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I ate almost two entire ice cream sandwiches and now I feel incredibly ashamed. I'm scared to check the calories but I have to so I can figure out what I can eat for the rest of today.
No. 1991881
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there's family over and i feel cringe watching videos and listening to music instead of socializing but between my family and i things are very awkward so i'm staying in my room
No. 1991883
>>1991847ty anon for attempting to reason with my mental illness
>>1991850how long did it take you to find a good one? i’m so impatient and burger healthcare always has the shittiest fucking normies who only fill in therapist/psychiatrist roles for the large paycheck and the status it gives them, so they only see it as a job to sit there watching me as a loser wallow in their pain for 30-1 hour and they do absolutely nothing but get paid for it at the end of the day and then it repeats.
>>1991868getting that dick implant surgery immediately
No. 1991890
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>been needing to reschedule an endo appointment
>put it off because lazy bitch syndrome
>run out of insulin needles
>nurse says I will get this one refill but I will have to schedule an appointment to get any more refills
>okay whatever
>on last pen on long acting insulin
>have literally one last dose to give before I'm out
>mfw it's fucking Sunday and I can't call to reschedule because every bitch ass healthcare worker is at home
>mfw I rescheduled an appointment on the mychart app
>mfw I'm going to have to drive an hour to the hospital because no option for virtual visit
>mfw I'm probably going to go without long acting insulin for a few days
>mfw fucking diabetes
No. 1991908
>>1991904You're right
nonny that is a total first world problem kek
No. 1991995
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mid 30s and having a bit of an existential crisis lately, but I feel so numb I'm not sure if it's normal not to even stress about it anymore, because society made me feel like I need to stress about this shit on a constant basis
>no boyfriend, kinda want one (especially when I get horny), but aware most (few) good men have already been taken years ago
>cba to date, I'm very quick to dismiss guys because I can't create feelings out of thin air when there's clearly no "spark"
>want to have kids but I think I'd be fine without any as well
>my career plans fell through the roof (corporate life can be comfy but I got fired from my last job because a higher up misogynistic moid had a grudge against me,I wish I'd make this shit up, so all my efforts were ultimately not really appreciated)
the job shit will resolve eventually (the only thing I miss is the constant flow of money) but atm I think I'll focus on getting back to being a gymrat, that shit made me happy
thinking if I should try to find a younger fwb, I was saving myself for marriage kek so I never really slept around and never had my "dream" bf (yeah I know that's kinda stupid to say, but I feel like I missed out), might as well have my dream fwb, and these younger guys are kinda cute, would it be that bad to want to have a fwb? I need something to wash away this boredom and I miss the after sex cuddles the most.
No. 1992014
>>19918837 years nearly 8 was how long it took me to find a therapist and psychologist to work. I'm a burger too but my state has slightly better healthcare and because I live closer to city areas.
MD. I typically go to hospitals that are part of a bigger insitute, just mental health facilities that aren't soley focused on mental health or have more to lose if medical malpractice is discovered. Make sure that when determining your psychiatrist or therapist the hospital allows an easy process for denying or replacing your current one because that's how I ended up replacing 4 psychiatrists to find the one that suited me best.
I also just realized researching for my response the institute that I'm receiving treatment from is only found in my state No. 1992015
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I've never had this kind of friendship and it kills me every day
No. 1992023
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I don't care about any celebrities because they don't say shit about anything that actually matters.
If I were some famous nepo baby from a first world country, I'd bring my audience's attention to shit like the German pedophile adoption project, the subhumans walking free after torturing kittens and puppies in multiple countries, the long-term health effects on HRT and puberty blockers, I'd support organizations that actually help women and children and don't just say they do, etc. If I had unhinged, hyper-dedicated stans, I wouldn't be spending my time slurring, all fucked up on coke on IG live and sending them to piss on some rapper's relative's grave because she said something mean about me on a song. I wouldn't be writing worthless songs about dating some of the ugliest, most intolerable men on earth as if it was the romance to end all time. Nobody would be arguing about whether my tits or ass are real, I'd be in trouble for saying some piece of shit named something like Luaw Wan Chi needs to euthanized for various crimes against humanity and co. I would've ruined the life of that one pedoscrote from nowhere, USA who's been raping and killing animals for 30 years with extensive proof and confessions but still hasn't been sent to jail because the two police officers in his small town probably used to rape pigs when they were young and think it's fine. I would've asked why the focus is on "destigmatizing sex work" when the majority of sex workers are trafficked women or are literally only doing it to survive and want better options. Why some people are insisting their identities aren't informed by fetishes, but also claiming that being against pornography is somehow hatred and bigotry toward them. Why shit like BVO is/was considered "safe" and why the FDA lets certain companies get away with shit.
Even if I couldn't change the entire world, my work and presence as a public figure would actually stand for something. I'd be doing shit that'd actually make a difference. I know that sort of thing isn't really allowed, but once you reach a certain level of fame, you are basically untouchable, and I resent that nobody at that level uses it for anything good or worthwhile (besides maybe JK Rowling). I feel like I've been cursed with so much fucked up knowledge over the years, and it makes me feel insane that I can't do anything about it. I try to take little breaks here and there, enjoy the small things, but I can't ever go back to how I was before (not sure I really want to). If you try to do the things I mentioned as a normal person, it's a million times harder. People don't know, they don't care, it gets censored, it gets "lost", you are "crazy" and "lying" (and then they start reporting you when you come with the proof), you get punished and deplatformed for "hate speech" if you try to do or say something, your whole life can get ruined. You have to wait 5-7 years for the same information you knew about and were trying to tell people to be "approved" by the mass media, and then the same people who attacked you will act shocked and suddenly pretend to care. You're just supposed to be a good girl, pretend everything's okay, eat/drink the slop, consider getting lip fillers and surgery, sing about dick/pussy and shake your ass or pretend it's sensible to worship those who do. All because "Haha we're all just meat on a spinning rock mannnnn stop caring so much" fuck off
No. 1992047
>>1992023add to your list the outrageous number of rapists who walk free in Germany and never get punished at all. There are many shitty things about other countries but in some, there are ways to incarcerate minors who commit violent and sexual crimes. They don't just walk free because they were minors when they decided to torture a
and/or gang-rape a younger minor.
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>>1992078>Man-shaped weighted blankets when?boyfriend pillows are kind of close
No. 1992172
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>>1992171samefag or maybe this one
No. 1992176
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I just wish some of the users on here would just fucking die. Not an angry troon or moid. It’s definitely time to close all tabs and go to sleep kek, it’s getting to me
No. 1992178
>>1992174deleted and reposted so i don’t seem
sus. goodnight anon
No. 1992362
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>>1992343Same and everybody fucking pretends like things getting more expensive not every year but every 3 months in my country is all normal and fine?? When nobody's pay got bigger in like 5 years except maybe teachers and state employees who always get everything they cry about. Why are they pretending this is fine..i don't get it, i can't pull more money out of my ass that our paranoid schizophrenic goverment think i'm hiding.
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>>1991719Legit want to kill myself. I'm tired of living with this scrotes and being gaslit everytime I mention the reality of their behavior. I'm literally married and my husband goes into a fucking rage if I even talk about this shit and always tries to say the majority of men are good it's only a small percentage that are bad, and it pisses me off so fucking much. Thier wouldn't be a plethora of evidence to the contrary if that was fucking true. I wish I peaked earlier so I could fucking kill myself already without feeling guilt. I have to be with someone who even though they have been a good partner, I will constantly have to doubt and be scared and suspicious of them. He says he will love me forever but I really at this point think men have no control over their rape ape instincts and just want to fuck every young "hole" they see. I want to fucking die. Why did God the universe whatever do this to women. Why do we deserve this torture to our bodies and souls while scrotes live life on easy mode. I would never be a tranny but if a magical pill made it as if I was born male, I would take it, just to escape the misery and the invisible eye I constantly feel under. Being born female is being born natures punching bag.
No. 1992412
>>1992377Yeah I know.
>>1992379If I want to call myself ugly and retarded I should be free to do so without anybody piping in saying "nuhuh that's not true".
No. 1992422
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>>1992412I really doubt that you're as ugly as you think you are or nearly as retarded. We tend to hate ourselves harder than anyone else ever could, people are deeply self critical based on arbitrary standards that are placed upon them by themselves or other people. I am no stranger to self loathing. You're
not ugly and retarded, I refuse to believe that. You are entitled to self love, anon, it's not "fake positivity" it's self preservation, it's survival. You deserve to care about yourself and like yourself. The standards you measure yourself against
do not matter. We're all gonna die, no one will remember any of us, what we looked like, what we hated about ourselves, none of that is relevant. So just
try and enjoy yourself and live your life for you.
No. 1992494
>>1991761If I'm reading this correctly do those pie graphs say 70% of gay men and 80% of het women are cases of HIV? topkek. Men and women with STDs need to be treated like lepers and kept on a diseased list.
>>1991744>Aids caused by menDid the women infected with HIV not choose to fuck men? Does human agency not exist in women to you?
No. 1992513
>>1992507So you're doubling down on the idea that women apparently can't control their own consensual fucking of men? Women fucking diseased moids then spreading it about is the same as gay men, and that stat is absolutely bleak. It paints a dire picture. Not to come off as combative from pure text alone but what are you even arguing here?
>Men could never handle the responsibility of being able to have children.Who mentioned that and what has that got to do with anything? kek, gross. I don't want to think about that.
No. 1992515
>>1992494Men with AIDS rape women and kids, so I get why anon considers that maybe moids need to get castrated in order to stop spreading super viruses.
And yeah, /some/ women don't mind having sex with petri dishes like your average "bisexual" moid, but there's still a huge number of moids with HIV that just rape women, kids and sometimes even other moids.
No. 1992516
>>1992513Wrong person, that was my first comment on this topic. But my point is that AIDS and HIV would have never been a fraction of the problem they are, millions would have never died, if men hadn't spread the infection so far and wide by having so many unprotected orgies with strangers. They're animals and they give in to their animal instincts.
>Who mentioned thatMe. I mentioned that. In the comment you just read. Men could never build civilization or carry it on, they needed the foundation that women built and they needed to be kept in line by women, but they usurped leadership and so it's all going to shit.
No. 1992524
>>199251Wait until you find out about HPV rates and how they also aren't caused by rape but rather the consensual spreading of disease. I somehow don't think 80-90% of women are raped and contract HIV or HPV from it, maybe in horrific patriarchal moid shit holes where womens rights are obliterated but not the average woman in the developed world. This is maximum cope for poor impulse control and a lack of accountability for your own actions.
>>1992516It sounds like you have strange delusions of women holding some sort of invisible collective societal power over men that I don't see. That women are "keeping men in line" while also being the main
victims of abuse of their male partners and apparently contractors of their diseases, which isn't very in keeping men in line. If women are keeping men in line why are they allowing themselves to become diseased by them in droves? People here often mock gay men and their rates of HIV but heterosexual women are no better. The origin story of AIDs doesn't matter now and I'm aware males are disgusting, we don't need to talk about its global spread when can very easily still avoid it altogether. Are women who willingly choose to indenture themselves into marriage and pregnancy also somehow the fault of men because they benefit from it? Do women have any agency ever for their own actions? Couldn't women theoretically stop fucking men then no HIV would spread to women almost ever?
No. 1992627
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The scale says I lost weight, so why the fuck do I feel fatter?
No. 1992638
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My online best friend of 3 years wants to meet up, but I like the fact that we've kept our friendship strictly online (chats and voice calls). She even brought up the desire to buy a plane ticket and I hate how it makes me feel trying to come up with a way to let her down gently.
I know I can't fault her for wanting to progress our friendship and that it's on me for never experiencing that desire, but damn does it suck.
>>1992632What hobby?
No. 1992644
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I fucked myself into a corner by relying on a scrote. Now I'm living with a physically abusive moid because I can't afford rent on my own and also afraid of him going to my landlord and getting me evicted if I ask him to leave. Studying for a degree and flying tf out asap when I land a job. Every day I wake up in abject horror, knowing if he has a bad day for whatever reason it's going to be taken out on me when he gets home. Hilariously, he 'saved' me from a somehow worse relationship. Out of the frying pan into the fire.
No. 1992647
>>1992638>>1992641Worse, it's
online RP in adult-only spaces. Cringe, I know. The space is like 95% moids, maybe more, and many women who stick it out are coom-brained from the moids' hedonism treadmill. It's hard to find women who are just enjoying themselves without pandering to scrotes for the most bottom-barrel attention.
No. 1992672
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I thought that I was finally getting better mentally but I fell into a slump again. I genuinely don't know what to do with myself and my life to develop myself cause I honestly don't care. I'm thankful for the life I have despite the occasional bs and my betterment over the years but there's still something missing. If I have a day off, if I don't have chores or something like that to do, I feel lost. I don't even feel like browsing the internet anymore and I do it out of habit. If I had infinite free time, I'd probably spend it sleeping or looking at the ceiling. I don't even feel as shitty as I used to but I STILL don't feel like anything is fulfilling. Idk if I haven't been trying hard enough or if I'm somewhere there and what I look for is around the corner. I've been trying for 10 years. I'm tired. The most comforting thing in my life is my bed and even that can feel like shit after a while.
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As if i wasn't cursed enough in this world by being lesbian god decided to fuck me over once more making my type middle eastern women
No. 1992780
I am so tired of interacting with socially inept people who don't understand basic social cues in my personal life. At least here when someone acts retarded I can just excuse it as this being an imageboard, but when it's people in my dms or even irl being unable to read social cues it drives me insane. I used to prefer talking to fellow losers with the same niche interests as me and be very lenient on people being socially inept since I've always been anxious and socially awkward myself, but the more time passes the more I realize I might be a loser but I'm still far, far better at communicating and reading social situations than most people I interact with who are into the same things. It makes me feel so out of place and it's like they don't have any common sense and decency. Group chats I'm in to discuss shared interests are so dry, it's like talking into the void while each retard just talks about themselves and ignores everyone else, there's 0 connection happening most of the time, just people being self centered constantly and talking at the air with no consideration for anyone else. It's just like, what is even the point of making a group chat when no one engages with each other really, then they get surprised when I am no longer engaging after a while. Not to mention most of them end up trooning out or being some type of gender special, on top of also proudly talking about having porn addictions (including some women). I also think it's funny how they complain they don't have a gf and "wish there were more women active in chat" when they make it an actively hostile environment for any self respecting woman to participate in, since even if the pick mes go along with it sometimes you can tell they still avoid being active. Whenever a guy is actually being nice and not a porn sick faggot they call him a simp too. I unironically had a dude tell me he thinks one of the other guys in chat is "lame" just because he doesn't expose his entire sexual tastes on the internet and straight up acting like he must be some sort of hidden pedophile just because he doesn't act like a coomer online. Actual insanity. Apparently you must be a pedo now if you aren't talking about your sexual tastes 24/7. Reminds me of retards calling me asexual and a prude for not wanting porn shoved down my throat every 5 seconds.
Anyways, I never thought I'd say this but at this point I honestly prefer interacting with normies since at least they can hold conversations, read social cues, and usually don't pretend like having a porn addiction is normal/don't bring their fetishes into casual conversations, etc. They do go along with the gender shit most of the time too which sucks but eh. I'd rather talk to a 60 year old I have nothing in common with at this point.
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I thought planning things was hard, turns out it's super easy! The only hard part is a bunch of idiots wanting to change everything for the worse last minute after having said fuck all every time you asked them for comments or objections… no, fuck you, you had your chance.
No. 1992819
>>1992805College stuff, first time applying and going in circles with staff
Starting to think I should have listened to my family and not bothered at all
No. 1992849
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My tard brother has pulled my entire family apart and it makes me want to scream and smash things but instead I just went outside and went to the library instead to read a book kek and I feel somewhat better. The relationship with my mother is not what I want it to be, my sister has moved away and we barely speak, my other brother is virtually fucking useless because men are just entirely useless and never have to fully take on the emotional brunt from the family. Imagine the opportunities my mother could have had if she didn’t have to care or not exclude my tard brother for not finally putting his ass in a group home, imagine the relationship I could have had with my sister if she decided to stay a little longer and now she’s working 12+ hours alone 24/7 to pay her rent and bills in an expensive city which I seriously hope she finds some refuge out of the shitty america work culture. This fat, ugly, wasteful motherfucker has practically ruined our entire lives and my mother’s choice to keep him wherever we go out of fears of him being excluded WHEN WE WERE ALREADY NEVER CLOSE TO BEGIN WITH is what angers me. I’m truly not upset at her for making that decision I get having to play the balanced mother role where you can choose one child over the other but clearly she has chosen that fat motherfucker over the sanity and wellbeing of her adult daughter children and even her economic opportunities. It saddens me so fucking much that she would be able to travel, move around, I wouldn’t be burdened with burnout and mental illness where I could function so I could help her it’s all so mentally exhausting. I hate men so much. I literally rather have an autistic sister than an autistic brother, I stg if I had an autistic sister we would be bumping it everyday and bonding even if we’re grown up but I genuinely don’t care or love my brother and wish he would drop dead. I’m tired of being told to waver my feelings and to get over it. I’m tired of people extending sympathy and understanding to males but as a woman you have to make like one and suck up all of your feelings.
No. 1992858
>>1992406get out
nonny. the only way a moid should respond to women's complaints about men is apologetic understanding. anything short of that shows he cant empathize with women at all
No. 1992900
>>1992077I've had this happen too nona. I really know what it feels like, like she's trying to take EVERYTHING from you to replace you. Or maybe not even to "replace" you, but to take control away from you and to make it all hers instead because she can't stand you having anything she doesn't have - doesn't matter that she didn't care for it and even openly mocked those things, she just wants them becuase they are yours.
Honestly the best thing you can do is to cut all contact and never speak to her again, it's the only thing that helped my situation.
However if you truly despise her and want to mess with her… pretend to be into something you're not. If you have real friends who dislike her too get them in on it.
You could tell her you've realized you're not a girl but non-binary and are going to be taking testosterone as soon as you get it approved. Say you really badly want a buzz cut because they look so masc and cool, but you're waiting until your T gets approved so you can do it at the same time. Maybe even post a filter of it asking "how do i look?" and get those friends to commnent "yass looking so enby, you should do it!". See if she takes the bait and troons out.
No. 1992971
>>1992720you deserve better
nonnie, sorry you're going through this challenging time.
No. 1993013
Had the silliest argument at dinner
>Be me
>Make toast with whole grain frozen slices of bread
>Adjust toaster to high power because this type of bread takes longer to toast
>Unplug toaster
>Sister wants to use toaster too
>She puts white slices of frozen bread on toaster
>Bread burns because she didn't check the intensity it was set on
>Sister comes to table and demands I inform her when I change the toaster button
>I'm like??? Can't you just check it and adjust it by yourself like I always do???
>Mom says she's right, I should have told her, she burned her toast because they both always use the same intensity and I changed it and they never have to touch it because they ALWAYS have it set the way they want
>Tell them they should check the button, it's like any other electric appliance (microwave, heaters…) they need to be more conscious when they cook
>She insists I inform her if I change the button
>What the fuck no, just look at the number and change it, why do I have to inform you whenever I use the damn toaster
>They both insist
>I say fuck off, if I'm going to do that we all should inform of our toaster activities Kek (still think it's dumb as fuck)
>I also say they shouldn't try to police me like that and that they always love telling me what to do
>My sister is super angry at me
Girl just look at the fucking number on the button of the toaster and adjust it however you want, how fucking stupid you are that you blame me for your burned toast? And of course that escalated to me being a ruthless person. I don't fucking understand anything, I fucking cried because I literally don't know what I am doing wrong. I never ever complain about dumb shit like this. Just literally look at the damn number on the button and adjust it the way you like it for fucks sake. And my mother agreeing with her, why? The worst part is that she later got angry at me because I pointed out that they wanted me to be the only one to look at the damn button and adjust it, I would have always had to put it back the way they wanted if I didn't point out how fucking stupid it would be to inform of the fucking toaster situation. Am I supposed to wake you up on Sundays when you sleep until late and I have breakfast before you: Hey sis, careful with the toaster, I roasted some frozen slices of rye bread, watch out for that n.5 at the toaster setting button. ???? Fuck oooofffff, I am a second class family member
No. 1993074
>>1993065it can take 5 minutes (almosr as short as brushing your teeth)
you van even brush your teeth while showering for extra efficiency
No. 1993080
>>1993065I hate showering too
nonnie. Its probably been more than 3+ months since I shampood my hair (its curly) and probably like a week+ since I showered. I don't smell bad and my hair is not greasy. My overall hygenine is good. I just hate showers and baths. (I also get hives from the heat).
No. 1993084
>>1993079i really dont
isn't there a manual explaining why this weirdly shaped dress is beautiful and why that one is ugly?
and why it switches every other decade
No. 1993089
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i’m really letting my life go down this path, i met this girl and we hit off, same interests and everything but she pressured me to relapse on self harm and i gave in like a mother fucker (was 4 years clean prior) we do shit like this all the time, we cut ourselves and send pictures of it back and fourth stuff like that but i’m starting to regret it, i feel like i’m too deep into this shit now to stop. i’m so desperate for love from someone that i’m harming myself for them, i’ve been cutting daily and it’s becoming draining, i’m breaking down cause who knows when i’ll ever be clean again, not at this rate. why must lesbian relationships always be like this
No. 1993090
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the met gala just reminds me of the capitol in hunger games
weirdly dressed rich people while im poor
only the poor are watching the rich and not the other way around
No. 1993095
>>1993093so theres no manual
>>1993094because its true….
No. 1993112
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>>1993065What the fuck is so goddamn terrible with showering? It’s the only moments of peace and tranquility you have compared to the rest of the day where it sucks. You can make it fun by blasting music and singling along, pretending to be your own talk show host while you caress your body feeling like a model in the cover of a magazine. Autists have broken brains they can’t even do the most basic function of self-cleaning that even stray cats know how to do and are extremely well at keeping the stink off them it’s EMBARASSING. Cats know how to keep clean than a literal human being with supposed advanced intelligence kek, anon you’re a literal subhuman. You gotta fix that shit, go to CBT and tell the brain doctor to zap you so you can finally know the epic joys and benefits of showering.
No. 1993560
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my current cycle of wake up, eat breakfast, spiral into a paranoid fit, vomit, spend my whole day paranoid, calming down after work, coming to terms with myself, only to sleep and wake up to do it all over again is exhausting. it's not sustainable. i am running out of what little sanity i have left and things need to change.
No. 1993614
File: 1715068963498.jpeg (64.29 KB, 799x720, IMG_3750.jpeg)
>bf uploads a pic of us and one of his friends points out that my outfit it’s from an anime
>me: hehe what a cute comment
>Bf: he’s gay
Um ok?? I’m not trying to fuck him I just thought the comment was cute. I know I shouldn’t get upset but he just had to make it weird. Maybe I should stop being nice and start calling my bf cock sucker maybe then he’ll lighten up.
No. 1993622
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Brain please stop overthinking I beg of you I hate feeling like this
No. 1993651
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I'm scared I will never find any good friends outside of my current nerd circle, who are of course painfully PC in the liberal sense. They engage in gendie propaganda all the time and there has been one total instance wherein they could have peaked, but they continue to fall for the veneer of the transgender brigade and kiss the asses of men who will never return their affirmations. Anytime I criticize my chronically online, sex-positive friend for her disgusting hobby of downplaying issues that severely affect women she would get angry at me and rebuff my attempts to sway her away from being the insufferable handmaiden that she is. I am so fucking tired of gender shit invading my nerd circle, I miss the days where we only gave a shit about trashtalking each other's favorite seiyuus like the neurotic weebs we were. Now gender ideology has fucked up all my friends' brain chemistries and I have a feeling this growing detachment will force me to give up friendships I have held dear for over six years because of a misstep I make in being "PC" like they are. I wish nerd hobbies never became interwoven with the gender cult online. Fuck gender.
No. 1993682
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You are the common denominator in all of your fucking problems. Play victim all you want, we both know it’s true. You and your friends constantly share snide looks and comments and then you get all offended and confused when someone calls you out on it. Your fatass BPD bestie must be rubbing off on you. Other people confronting you about how your actions make them feel are too much and too needy and have to be cut off but her calling you every night to bitch and moan about every little piece of irrelevant bullshit is just her love language. I wish I could tell you to your face in so many words how much I hate that fat hoe.
Stop complaining about how broke and sad you are when you spend all your money on trips and concerts. Stop crying about how worried you are about your coursework when you procrastinate and cut study time to go boozing with your friends. Stop stressing out your boyfriend and telling him he’s not doing enough when he flies up twice a month to see your dumbass and takes you out every weekend he’s here. And stop talking about all the men you lust after when he’s not in town and complaining about being committed, then turning around and acting like a future spoiled housewife when he spends anything on you. Stop getting your nose out of joint when the house isn’t clean to your standards then acting stupid when you and your friends leave it a fucking mess. Stop complaining about the power bill when you’re the only one running the dryer in the middle of a sunny day. Stop buying fruit you never finish and leaving it out in the kitchen to rot. Stop quoting tiktok therapists like they know what the fuck they’re talking about. And stop coming to me spieling out your one-sided problems expecting me to enable and coddle your stupid ass when you’re clearly in the wrong, and getting a stank attitude when I don’t. I’m not listening anymore.
No. 1993756
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Tried to make a small poundcake to cheer me up, it's been in the oven for 10 mins and it hasn't even begun to grow
No. 1993827
>>1992823I think a lot of suicide related programs partially base their policy around liability issues. Like the crisis line or some other mental health hotline - you're encouraged to ask directly "do you want to kill yourself" - no euphemisms like "do you want to hurt yourself", no, straight up encouraged to ask people if they want to kill themselves.
It's such a black and white, arbitrary system. Most people DON'T want to kill themselves if they're in distress and communicating with you. All it does is discourage people from telling the truth for fear of institutionalization.
No. 1993867
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I have $20k in debt. The monthly payments and interest rate is killing me and I’m so scared of losing my job. My rent is going from $1300 to $1800 after July as well. I’m lucky enough to move back in with my parents but I feel so defeated.
No. 1993905
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I talked to my mom about how I wouldn't be surprised if have dyscalculia and she said she doesn't think so. I point out to her how I have consistently gotten F's in math exams starting from the age of 8, even if I spent 3 hours a day studying for them for weeks. Like, I used to celebrate when I got a D, it was that bad. She said she thinks that was because I've always been "sabotaging myself" by convincing myself I'm bad at math (???).
When I listed all the issues I have with numbers and calculating things she seriously said she also has those problems and that it's normal. She has a fucking PhD in MECHANICAL ENGINEERING and is trying to convince me that she is as shit at math as me, someone who can't even remember a number sequence of 3 for longer than a couple of seconds.
Holy shit. Why can't she just accept her daughter is a fucking retard instead of coping this hard?
No. 1993951
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It's been raining since February, then the sun comes for 1-2 days and then it fuckin rains again for two weeks. I live in south europe and while I hate the heat and the longer summer is postponed is better, the lack of light (I don't dislike the light, I dislike the heat) is making me feel like picrel. I want to stop taking vit d supplements and I want to put away my winter clothes already, I don't ask for much, just a nice spring day with light and a breeze blowing but no, it's been shit weather, wind and water. I'm forced to blow dry my hair because the humidity makes it look like shit and they're getting dry due to the frequent washes please stop this I'm not used to this…
No. 1993997
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I hate men so much it's not even funny. I hate that their whole existence centers around what makes their disgusting penises hard. I wish I could neuter them all. Even the "good" ones.
No. 1994057
>>1993627Maybe. Luckily your delusional threatening of women into having kids can't work on the few women that aren't total retards.
Maybe it's worth considering that it's not worth bringing new people into this world just to suffer because of your personal moid obsession and greed.
>>1993997 Here's the people you're bringing new girls into the world to suffer for. I hope it was worth it. Also nice shitting on lesbian women and any women who don't want to spend their lives doting on men.
No. 1994113
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I feel like lolcow operates in cycles for how enjoyable it is. Like there will be a few weeks/months where I genuinely enjoy my time here, laugh my ass off regularly, and vibe with nonnas. Then it’ll turn into a hellscape, only for the cycle to repeat. I hope the nice and funny nonnas return soon, I’m not sure how much more of this I can take
No. 1994225
It’s funny that about 6 months ago I was genuinely concerned that i’d lose my residence and be kicked out the country because I couldn’t find a job, thinking of the logistics of starting anew once i’m deported to my home country and now i’m pissed that someone arranged a 3 hour in person meeting, i’m mandatory on the ONE day of the week I marked myself as home office. I mean i’m still doing home office tomorrow and just not attending and I’ll take the heat if it comes but it’s funny how your standards shift depending on your circumstances. Anyway, pissed at the disrespect.
>>1994113Right?? I really feel this but for me it happens when I don’t come on here for a few weeks and it might actually be MY vibes are off.
No. 1994281
File: 1715111690996.jpeg (5.77 KB, 300x168, uminoose.jpeg)
>Ovulating
>1-2 hour window to masturbate until 9 before family and ipad kids living downstairs comes up and takes over the floor EVERY SINGLE GOD DAMN FUCKING DAY
>Somehow they still come up at 7 some days to make food like they don't have a kitchen
>Take a chance and find a dating page
>newest post is from man a few years older, same area as me
>Check profile
>Face of a gay gorilla baby
Yeah, just my luck
No. 1994386
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I’m too afraid to admit I may have some form of PTSD/hyper vigilance even though I’ve never really experienced any childhood abuse or physical trauma that would cause it. It almost feels like I don’t deserve to say I have hyper vigilance because I never experienced those things and my situation is weirdly unique compared to typical PTSD/CTSPD victims. I don’t have much of an extreme pity story, it’s just a sequence of events that have lasted inside of my head and continue to affect my behavior until this day. I don’t think anyone cares, what they mostly care about is masking my emotional reactions. I feel bad when I have outbursts.
No. 1994410
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>>1994408>If I had the chance to be Hitler, I'd send PMs to the gas chambers instead of Jews.did you modern managing techniques were founded by rescued nazis?
For example Reinhard Hohn
We owe PMs to nazis
No. 1994456
>>1994451she could be, i don't know
mena girls often look younger than they are though so it's hard to say for sure (saying this as a mena girl who's constantly being mistaken for a 14 yo)
No. 1994459
>>1994432>/r9k/ She can't be fixed by anything but dick sorry
>>1994456Giving self post
(male) No. 1994463
>>1994459>She can't be fixed by anything but dick sorrywtf is this take…. this isnt' the "post like a moid" thread
>self postjust a coincidence tbh
I'm also french speaking as a matter of fact, maybe that's why I find her so adorable, she reminds me of myself
No. 1994670
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very close to having a mental freak out i’m so angry and livid i want to chomp on the fucking steal beams that couldn’t melt the twin towers. bless goddess for not making me born male or i would have already
No. 1994963
>>1994809It feels good when the female userbase pushes back though. Moidposting has been getting worse in the romance book subreddit, but ever since one scrote made a post saying
>Hello you stupid bitches, REAL MAN here to tell you that all those male characters in your idiotic little books don't act like men irl domore users have been telling men to fuck off kek. It's probably because there's a lot of middle aged women on that sub who are less likely to be terminal pickmes. I see the same on the otoge subreddit and the girls there bend over backwards to kiss softboy moid nuts whenever they appear. Women seriously need to grow a spine
No. 1994983
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My dad had an accident and has to learn how to walk again. I'm just so devastated, life was looking up for him and right that second this had to happen, the hospital is constantly changing thoughts about when he'll be released and how everything will work out and it's just all so unexpected. Really makes you think about how life can be taken from you any moment, it was because of the stupidest accident too, fucking frat bros who couldn't watch where they were going. Tomorrow there's a family event and much as I'm happy to see them I'll have to recount over and over again what happened, how it's going now and I don't know if I can handle it all. The whole situation is messed up as it is the last thing I want to do is repeat it all day, it's only understandable they want to know and are worried but I just want to think about anything except what is going on right now. There is just no way to describe the way I feel, I can't stop crying and got sick probably because of the stress. I can't take it anymore but I have to. I hate talking about this like I'm the one who got hurt but my life got turned completely upside down and I just don't want to be alive if this is how it can be.
No. 1995038
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Saw this in the mtf thread and it almost made want to cry, I feel so seen and heard. I wonder if this was posted on CC kek Manifesting fat sociopathic autistic male family member to drop
No. 1995050
>>1994983Im so sorry anon. You could make an announcement at the start, to spare yourself repetition.
Praying for you and your dad; I hope healing happens quickly.
No. 1995069
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>>1995051I don't think school can save them if essays like this exist out there in college.
No. 1995085
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Have to work. Don't want to work.
No. 1995154
>>1995121We argued about it last night and I got him to agree to clean it up whenever it happens, but he still hasn't. He's currently at the gym so I sent a text asking him to after he comes back and showers, and he responded "what's the magic word" kek. Why should I have to ask him politely to fix something that he caused himself? This isn't the only problem I've faced in relation to the bathroom either, he also fucking flicks water all over the bathroom to the point where there are always small puddles on the floor, both by the shower and sink, and I have almost slipped because of them. When I complain about it, he tells me that I'm the only person who has ever had a problem with it therefore I am being unreasonable and should have to ask him nicely to stop. He also said that if he asked his friends if they do the same they'd agree, and I told him that's because men act like pigs kek. Yes I could ask him nicely, but from prior experience, I know for a fact that isn't going to solve things, and if he does do anything to fix it, he will do it in the most half assed way. There has also been several other issues I've faced while living with him but I won't get into that. All I know is that I'm stuck here until next month and I am strongly considering leaving him once I get back home.
>>1995135Is body hair shedding related to regular balding? He has a lot of body hair and showers everyday, so I just assumed it was because of that. His head doesn't seem to be balding from what I can tell.
No. 1995158
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Blogpost but what would you do if you were me
>make friends with this chick in sixth form when I was desperate for a friendship as I had been friendless for years
>both of us very shy so naturally strike up a friendship
>over time she gets more and more confident and normal
>she gets too confident, rude to me, often making me the butt of jokes etc
>she turns into the exact opposite kind of person I enjoy being around, gets herself diagnosed with autism etc, pro tranny even though she’s a lesbian and admitted herself she could never be with one
>mum pays for her to come on holiday with us, she refuses to take her depression meds, instead spending the entire time sexting some girl, starts crying to leave early so we leave this holiday which has cost my mum thousands of pounds so she can go home and fuck this girl. Says the sex was awful anyway
>on my birthday I want to go to this arcade. Since she has absolutely no interest in it and only cares about what she likes, she complains the whole time, goes off and sits in a corner listening to Taylor swift in her earphones because she’s have a ‘sensory overload’ (but goes clubbing and to concerts all the time.. ok) so we end up leaving early, on my fucking birthday
>invite her round for Christmas. Start playing nirvana, the most inoffensive shit ever, she starts complaining telling me to turn it off so i say it’s better than Taylor swift. She literally starts shouting at me in front of my family, telling me how Taylor swift saved her life and i know how important it is to her…..
>regularly had stops in front of me and was rude to me
>when we went out, she’d get insanely drunk, vomiting resulting in us always having to leave early. Rude to me when she’s drunk too
>whenever in public acted extremely embarrassing. When Taylor swift or whoever would play in public she’d literally start screaming and it would embarrass me so much
>acts extremely spoilt and genuinely has had nothing bad to her besides her parents being divorced. Meanwhile I’ve told her the shit I’ve been through, don’t even milk it or discuss it, and she acts like she’s worse off than me and im the ‘spoilt’ one
>generally just really fucking annoying and completely different to when I first made friends with her
So she messages me and i don’t reply. Tell myself I’ll get back later. Don’t get back so she continues texting me. Says she’ll turn up at my house and shit. Been texting me for about two months now and haven’t replied, getting my brother to ask for me etc. Not being in contact with her has genuinely made me realise that I don’t want to be friends with her and don’t miss her friendship. What do I do? Am I being mean/unreasonable?
No. 1995169
>>1995158Tell her to fuck off
Why that picture though? What's wrong with dove soap
No. 1995177
>>1995154People usually shed hair if a) they dont brush/look after it regularly or b) are balding, this is ignoring obvious cases like stress or a sickness. So either he doesnt maintain his hair daily (even a simple comb through is good) or his balding journey has started.
This type of behaviour is so easy to ignore at first but the slowly growing resentment becomes genuine hatred later down the line. Either train him or dump him tbh
No. 1995182
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>>1995154>"what's the magic word">should have to ask him nicely to stop dump this useless faggot
No. 1995202
>>1995155>>1995150>>1995149he's usually not one to give a fuck but all of a sudden his ex (who is from a very libbed out state and a ~SEX WORKER~) apparently gave him shit today about a "transphobic" post he made, so all of a sudden his stories went from MEN IN WOMENS BATHROOMS IS GROSS to "wow…so nice to know I can change my mind..the beauty of being human is that thoughts can change". he says he "didn't want to hurt his friend" and doesn't want to rock any boats. okay lol.
meanwhile we live together and he's invited her around with her super weird idk, "best friend"? lesbian lover? who sat there and judged everything we said.
the ex and the girl she brought round watched my stories all day, I was wondering why until he got home (I'm full blown
terf schizo on main kek) so
big fucking cringe all around.
fingers crossed I get my period tomorrow No. 1995203
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every single morning i tell myself i'm going to be better today and not gorge myself on sweet snacks right before bed and every night i fail. it makes me feel so fucking bloated and nauseous the next morning, i just have no self control. ive been gaining weight and im so fucking uncomfortable in my body, i haven't had sex with my boyfriend in months because i'm just too uncomfortably bloated all the time and insecure. i look at pictures of myself from 2 years ago and i want to die. how did i let myself fall back into this binge eating habit?? sometimes i blame my parents for locking up all the food when i was a kid and instilling this "eat it all now while you have the chance" mindset. i need to change, badly.
No. 1995207
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>met a nigel at the place i work at
>coincidentally the nephew of one of the managers
>nepotism ofc
>weirdly hit it off, makes me nervous because i really don’t want to date a coworker’s family member
>friend plans little get together
>we both go with each other
>drunk me can’t even remember what else happened kek
>only remember nigel pulling out his crusty wallet and fumbling to pull out condom
>eyes are blurry and he’s making a disgusting breathy baby voice gross
>wakes up next day
>shit is sprawled everywhere
>phone mysteriously disappears
>drunk me groans and tosses myself off bed for no reason
>hear an immediate squish like foot stepping on ketchup
>sits there for a few minutes before deciding to see what is on my back
>thought it was my underwear at first but pulls a stringy used condom taped off my back
>not concerned about the disgusting shit but more concerned about the condom being tattered
>hasn’t seen this nigel back at work since this happened assuming he immediately resigned and went to work elsewhere
>period isn’t coming back
girls, I’m screwed
No. 1995209
>>1995202Anon it's not your period, your boyfriend is a weak faggot afraid of conflict who is prioritizing his retarded ex's opinions over yours. I do not want to inspire any paranoia in you and I hope that if it is your period you will be able to think about your relationship in a level headed way and remember that my rando anon opinion is only going off of your shared information, but to me it feels like maybe he's still into her and doesn't want to ruin his chances of getting back together with her. Males are sneaky fucking snakes that way.
Also I'm being for real right now his piece of shit cunt ass should not be inviting his retarded whore ex to your place. He should not be hanging out with her. He should not be friends with her. You are not unreasonable for not liking it.
No. 1995213
>>1995203Try eating hemp hearts
nonnie, eating 1/2 cup before bed with yogurt or dinner kicked my binge eating habit. You can do it too
nonnie. Also leaving the food where you can't reach it or locking it away will help. I binge on everything and anything sometimes but I found making it less acessable helps.
No. 1995218
>>1995212No way
nonnie, I've seen some ugly boyfriends but are you for real
No. 1995231
>>1995227PLEASE. you just need a new bf
nonnie, this guy is ugly as fuck. like theres no way.. please
nonnie, be joking. I beg of you.
No. 1995237
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>>1995232here you go
nonnie No. 1995245
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>>1995237he looks like asmongold but fat
No. 1995253
>>1995209>>1995229>>1995239ty nonas. honestly he's trying to knock me up for god knows what reason. like stoked at the idea, even though we're poor as fuck. my dr recently put me back on progesterone for PMDD (like I wouldn't have full blown postpartum psychosis if I did get preggo) but I haven't taken it yet. been expecting my period for like a week now, terrible anxiety and my chest feels like agony if I even bump it. I was going to talk to him about it when he came home today but he dumped the whole WOW "my ex" HATES MY TRANSPHOBIC RHETORIC like no. yeeting this fetus if it's even a thing.
I treated myself to some wine and cigarettes about it I'm so convinced that this is not happening. they can have each other???? like I'm so sick of this.
even my mum is like he's weak af and wont stick up for you (because of his mother treating me like shit) and if I told you the rest you'd just pity meI'm not a cow like
>>1995229 says (maybe a little, or else I wouldn't be here) but it made me cackle. I love you guys so much
No. 1995287
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Dano bf. Never 4get.
>>1995279>>1995237 No. 1995333
>>1995302report him
kidding. unless?>>1995309every farmer deserves better than any of these moids. seriously if we all knew each other irl none of us would be in these fucked situations I swear.
also I'm only here cause nigel knows "you need your levity" aka doing anything remotely feminine aka enjoying omg fashun the julia fox show. he chucked a shitfit calling me manhating cause I've listened to her audiobook like 4 times now and watching all her interviews. she speaks actively about the warmth of female friendship and the beauty in the women she knows when every man has failed her. interesting.
he can stay up all night when I have work the next day but if he goes to bed he wheedles at me until I come too. to what, be used as a fleshlight? last time we drunk fucked I said "my pleasure matters too" and it's like he hasn't been the same since
my levity is not being a fucking girlfriend for two seconds, cleaning and cooking and paying rent when he gets mad at me when HE smashes one of MY pretty pink glasses cause I left it too close to the counter edge and he's "too clumsy" and I need to be "more aware" like it's my fault he broke my shit. next day I find my rice cooker with weeks-old rotten rice in it and make him throw the whole thing out cause he ruined it. my pretty pink rice cooker I coveted and saved for is ruined in the rain now and he hasn't replaced it. but it's my fault.
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>>1995337She sounds manic lool, what a nonna. Thanks kek
No. 1995394
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Had to go to harassment leadership training for my new job today and answer all the questions about pronouns/gender identity correctly. Even read a situation about a TIM in the workplace and pretend that I would totally respect his valid identity uwu Kill me. Please god let this mess end before I make it to an official HR position.
No. 1995487
>>1995451dump the alcohol in the toilet
youll ge tbad illnesses later and youll die early if you dont
No. 1995513
>>1995508Losing your friends to coke sucks ass, I know what you're feeling
nonnie. I lost my bestie to a coke addiction. So sad.
No. 1995583
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I've been trying to read up on cannibals more and why it's wrong, but I keep going in circles. It just says that you can get kuru, which is a prion disease, when I try to find more about prion disease, it's stated that it's found mostly in the brain but has been found in sheep muscle meat.
Not much else. My autism isn't satisfied.
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>>1994983Sending you good and strong thoughts. I can’t imagine the long term struggle this will be but I do somewhat know that feeling; my dad was in a horrible head on collision earlier this year and I remember the fear and sinking feeling in my whole body while waiting to hear from the police or hospital or anyone. The two of you will get through this even though it feels like an eternity. You are a good daughter and your dad is very lucky to have someone to worry and care this much about him this much.
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I saw men saying that the hades 2 version of hestia was a downgrade (hades 1 version)
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>>1995640Vs hades 2 version. Hades 2 version looks objectively better to me though. Her clothes actually resembles a forge and her hood is a hearth, meanwhile the old one is just… a red Greek skirt and some flowers? How is that better, people were acting like they made her ugly as some woke agenda
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>>1995641And it's not like they made her old and less fuckable to pwn the gamers there's plenty of sexy women in the game. At this point men cherry pick the ONE woman not designed for goon and get offended about woke games.
No. 1995694
>>1995681I'm in the same boat right now. Why no to SSRIs, though? I've been thinking about getting on them.
>>1995686Kek he's such a coward. I'm sorry you have to deal with him.
No. 1995697
>>1995692He’s not defending them, he’s pissed because it’s his order that keeps getting fucked BUT HE WON’T DO SHIT TO RESOLVE IT
>>1995693>>1995694Okay I’m glad I’m not just being a bitch. He tried to text chat with useless DoorDash support instead like what the fuck is this going to do oh my GOD
No. 1995753
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Why am I embarrassed by everything I do? It is as if I feel ashamed of myself. I don't really think I'm a bad person, but I just feel shame in everything. I am embarrassed by my looks, my style, my personality, and literally every single choice I make in life as well as everything I do and say. I know that I am not confident in myself but is there any way out of this? I feel literally nothing but shame all the time.
No. 1995842
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I am an avid romance reader and it really annoys me when people say romance novels are just porn and people who read them are just porn addicts like WTF. I feel like people who say that have never actually read a romance novel.
First of all, the actual explicit parts probably makes up only a few pages in the book. Majority of the book has an actual plot with characters. Women who read romance do not just want straight up erotica, they want the fluff, the banter, the silly stories, the happy ending, ect. I would argue that the smut is part of the emotional pay off.
I just think its absurd to say that it's porn addiction when you often have to read 200+ pages before the actual sex happens. Meanwhile, for real porn, it takes less than a minute for a man to pull it up on his browser and then start jacking off. Also, at least as far as I am aware, most women are not masturbating directly to romance novels. I'm not saying it never happens, but for the most part I think women will read it like any other book. Perhaps it could inspire a fantasy for later, or subliminally influence women (bdsm becoming more popular after 50 shades, for example). But they are not getting off to it the same way men are to porn and rewarding themselves with an orgasm every time.
Speaking of 50 shades, I do think that romance novels can have a negative influence, and I do think the "dark romance" genre is degenerate and cringe and I do not support it. But on the flip side, there are also plenty of romance novels with good relationships and loving sex and it annoys me that is just looked over and people still scoff at it. Idk, I just think it's frustrating when people do not consider how there can also be positive influences too.
Another point, people who complain about teens and preteens reading smutty novels need to remember that this is part of a larger problem in society. In a world were there is no longer a "tween" demographic and we have "sephoria kids" is it really surprising that even the books they are reading are mature? I'm not excusing it - it's abhorrent and there should probably be a rating system or something - but I do think the root of the issue extends beyond the marketing, the publisher, and the author. Children always try to mimic adults who they think are cool. So long as adults on tiktok keep talking and recommending books, these children will be influenced to buy and consume them. Personally, I think it's their parents fault for not vetting the shit they see online and the books they read.
I could go on, but i'll stop here.
No. 1995859
>>1995842>But on the flip side, there are also plenty of romance novels with good relationships and loving sex and it annoys me that is just looked over and people still scoff at itThing is, is that the ones with good, non-
abusive romances don't become super popular/mainstream and aren't getting big million dollar movies the same way 50 shades did.
No. 1995862
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I'm not near the "Midlife crisis" age range (typically 45 to 64 years old), but I feel I'm having one the more I realize I'll be 40 next year.
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I've struggled with my mental health before, but just when I thought I'd finally "grown out" of it in my mid-20s, I've started having bouts of mania. They last a couple days but I'm louder and happier, and also much easier to piss off and much easier to make cry than normal. Basically, all my emotions are heightened and I just generally act like an annoying piece of shit. Followed by two days where I can't get out of bed. I've never had ups and downs like this, especially when there's nothing I can pinpoint to causing it.
I'm very frustrated because I have no idea why this is happening, if it's even mania, or how to get help. It's making me rethink my career advances, since I know any stress will make it worse, and it's making me even more hesitant to start dating again.
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>want to buy new bullet vibe
>still living at home
>terrified mom will open my package and see my shit
she hasn't opened the last few packages (ipad and headphones respectively) but i really don't want to take a chance…but i really want a new vibe too, the motor in my current one feels 'off'. it's still good but it's not as rumbly as it should be
No. 1995959
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Hornyvent incoming
I have been wanting sex so badly for like the past week. It has truly been a struggle. I'm single and have been single for a LONG while, but I can't do hook-up culture because I don't trust men to be attentive, clean, or perform well so fuck that. Plus, idk if anyone feels the same way but I can't feel comfortable or derive pleasure from sex if it's not a loving relationship; the love and trust is what makes sex have more than physical value for me. No judgement to anyone else, that's just the way I'm built. Anyway, I'm so frustrated that men have (rightfully) earned the reputation of being absolute slob monsters and narcissists 'cause if they weren't maybe I WOULD be more open to a hook-up. But nah. I lament that I'm physically frustrated but it truly is better to be single and unbothered in the long run. And it sucks that I'm in a gendieland university area too, because I prefer women over men but the pickings here truly are slim. I sincerely don't think there is any women-attracted woman here that isn't a fake qweer, a tranny, or a themby. One of my supervisors is a wonderful charming butch and she is a themby, too (and taken, lol). WHY. I can't even find a cute woman to trust (and grind on!)!!! Hell truly is a place on earth.
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Finally broke down at work like my colleagues have. Time to find another job, wish me luck nonas!
No. 1995967
>>1995947not brave enough to buy one in public kek
>>1995950i wish i could, but i can't drive and an amazon locker isn't within walking distance. i briefly considered just sending it to my office's mail room, kek, i don't know if i could have personal stuff delivered there though
No. 1996005
>>1996004I agree except
>When did love making stop being about love?Modern conceptions of love have been short-lived. For most of human history, sex was about control over resources (a woman's body), political/financial gain, and procreation. Not love
No. 1996011
>>1996009Anon you know exactly what i meant, dont move the goal posts.
Love as a abstract became solidified during the late middle ages.
Romance or romance stories did not boom until recently and most romance is also created by women (most known authors of the past and present of that genre have been women) Im sure you can find some anecdote of some male author too that writes romance or some ancient stuff but it doesnt change that it became a thing recently.
No. 1996013
>>1996011What fucking goalposts you gay bastard are me and you about to sort out sex and love tonight. Stfu.
Love has been a concept for a very long time it's in every religion. Maybe marriage and choosing your own partner hasn't been around as long as the concept of romantic love. I'm sure society in itself isn't much different in that the undesirables pay to fuck the less fortunate.
No. 1996018
>>1996013>Love has been a concept for a very long time it's in every religion. Yes but i was referring to the type of love which is romantic i thought that was obvious based on the convo topic.
There were romance stories but they are different compared to recent ones that are about unconditional men + women love
>>1996012Alot of romance material from even 3 centuries ago is so bad and cringy so i can only imagine how worse it is the older it gets. (Speaking from experience as someone who read older poetry and stories about romance)
No. 1996039
>>1996023The scales were never tipped instead they were revealed. In the past there were perverted men too the only difference was that they would hide it but still commit those acts and then blame somebody else for it (she seduced me, it was the devil..).
Churches back then used to engage in literal sexual human traficking. And no im not even making that up you can look it up how the catholic church used to have brothels and force women into those brothels.
Men were always porn-sick
No. 1996041
>>1996034NTA, even if the idea of "romantic love" has existed since antiquity, the OP was talking about sex no longer being about "making love." I'm
>>1996005 for context. I think sex, especially in antiquity, was quite far removed from the concept of love
No. 1996051
>>1996028What side should I be looking at? I already blamed the patriarchy in the OP. Now women after a few decades of gaining equal ground are being memed into being "sexually liberated", whoring yourself out as not degrading, icons like Kylie Jenner and the entire trope of teehee cosmetic surgery is nbd but I don't trust doctors. Society has also pretty much stuck up their finger at being kid friendly, the shit my 5 year old niece comes out shocks me she's already in her bi phases ffs.
Just it's bizarre these days. I feel like incels fear sex that's why they can never just find some willing girl that's been memed into believing being sexually desired is the be all end all it trumps romantic love. There's not enough believers in it. Incel rampages are an overreaction to anxiety performance. They cut straight to guaranteed extreme violence. There's some men I know that lament about not having relationships and have apparently paid for sex which is so gross but then I would never introduce them to a friend. I don't think any woman should have to settle for a scumbag. I guess there's always going to be groups of society I'm going to be revolted by but I feel like something happened. Society broke again and devolved. We couldn't handle free access to data and there's far too many sad pathetic men online for me to contemplate
No. 1996066
>>1996056Ayrt, that's fair. However, I do think what we consider romantic love to be, and everything that it encompasses, has changed dramatically in modern times
>>1996060I don't think anyone is arguing against this
No. 1996068
>>1996051You’re looking at it from “patriarchy made men this way”. I’m asking how this “patriarchy” managed to affect all men in every country, time period and culture. From my perspective, men are like this because of their reproductive role, and have basically always been the same. All that changes is whether we can get away from them. It’s also an amoral strategy, they’re not evil on purpose, it’s just what guarantees the largest probability of reproductive success (which to them is literally more important than being alive).
You are right that women are being memed into things that empower no woman ever under the guise of liberation. Pretty much every society that gave women some degree of freedom did this at the cost of making them more sexually available to try to stymie the wound. (It never works because this deficiency quote literally by design cannot be addressed).
Tldr moids are moids because they’re moids. Not
patriarchy/porn/socialisation/capitalism/agriculture/mommy being too mean.
No. 1996073
>>1996051You seem out of touch with reality. Yes we do live in a porn-sick society but when your examples are kylie jenner or kids with unrestricted internet access such as your neice then it's tone deaf. You could habe found better examples.
Also i don't know if you know but incels have always existed, the only difference is that back then they didn't have a term for it. I remember stumbling upon a site that indexed all homicides caused by incels and they have existed for a very long time.
No. 1996084
>>1996073Wtf are you talking about. My examples are real life examples not unique to my experiences. Kids are exposes extremely early to sexual concepts these days compared to recent decades idk how many times I have to mention idgaf about centuries before. I'm aware men are thought of as simple minded here but there are actual men in the world that believe in the same concepts as me even if they are sparse. Men have and do seek romance and not just sex as well.
I've been molested as a minor like I'm aware about all the common talking points being spouted at me but society wasn't so exhibitionist and porny in the last 3 decades as these days. Like people keep saying shit like the scales haven't tipped they've been revealed, therefore it has had a lid on it. The lack of shame in what soke women wear these days is an eyesore and just shows a lack of self respect. Why objectify and debase yourself voluntarily at any moment. The attention seeking behaviour of society and thirst traps male and female. It's just so ugly tbh
No. 1996103
>>1996084>Men have and do seek romance as well I can't take this seriously and i know deep down you don't believe this either.
Men being superficially infatuated with a woman short-term is the only thing close to romance for moids and even that's not actual romance.
No. 1996119
>>1996109At this point it feels like you are trying to moreso to convince yourself that men seek romance and "porn-culture and these sluuuts" ruined men.
You are basically going "not all men" at this point. I know you saw my previous reply where i asked you how do you feel about how only one out of 300 chinese emperors chose to be loyal to his wife and treat her like a human being.
This is what i mean, you can find the minority instances where some men were into romance but that will not change the fact that the majority of men view romance and relationships much difgerently than you and have since the beginning of humanitiy.
>>1996112Let anon be delusional, i actually relate to her becauae i used to be just like her. I used to be romantic obssesed so i know why they are being so delusional and coping since i did that too.
No. 1996128
>>1996119No I'm asking when did the concept of making love becoming abstract and sex with violence became mainstream to the point sex culture is mainstream and even children are picking up on terms and ideas far too early.
This isn't unique to men is my point which is why its fucking annoying it gets reduced to a Reddit tier discussion of well actually in history wah. There is a society phenomenon where sexual exhibitionism is becoming more and more common place and no longer a private thing between two consenting adults. It's no longer a private intimate act. It's now a public declaration of "look at me I'm sexy! S-e-x-y!" Like what's the sexual currency being spent on? who gives a fuck. Like apparently its a naive and cringe concept to want mutual love and respect yet people are chasing sex and somehow that's less cringe. Stis and risk of violence, but wait violence is sexy
No. 1996132
>>1996118This is because they view their whole self-worth only through the lenses of romantic love with a moid that's why they cling to it so much. I call this the "romance indoctrination" and it happens to women since they are children where they are the main targets by the media and everyone around them to see romance as the ultimate be-all achievement, as something needed, something unconditional, that a moids love is more important and higher than self-preservation, self-love, relationships with family or friends, achievements, money etc.
Love has been a tool used for ages to force women into accepting abuse and the bare minimum. There is a term for.it called "ride or die" and that's encouraged for a woman t be ride or die for a man, especially in the black community, but thankfully there are women waking up in the black community and not repeating the same mistakes that there 'ride or die' mothers made.
No. 1996145
>>1996137You want sex without the actual sex and that's why you are confused. If you want to consume romance you can easily find that in the media and especially in novels or shoujo. But for some reason you want to watch people have sex without it looking too "sexual and graphic".
There is a abundance of sweet romance that you can find anon but for some reason you look at smut and then conplain about that smut… ? Thats what im getting from your posts, you are confused and you are making me and other anons confused.
Just go look for fluffy stories where there is implied smut instead of the actual smut.
Also i wont get into the "romantic partner" part of your statement since i already said that men will mever view relationships and romance the same way that women do and that men view women who are hopeless romantics as being suckers.
No. 1996148
>>1996145Where are you getting I want to watch others engage in sex? I'm horrified that once something generally thought as intimate and private is bastardised to the fast and easy sex culture we see today. We've even got transvestites recognised as normal and you can be born in the wrong body, your fetish is totally
valid of course you should have been born a hot bimbo what was God thinking
No. 1996151
>>1996148You literally started this whole discussion by saying how the media doesnt portray love making (which is sex) anymore and instead now its all graphic and violent and then you gave a example of some show/movie where you thought love-making,sex was portrayed in a good way.
At this point i think you are baiting especially with the random troon mentions.
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Taylor Swift is burning a hole in the atmosphere with her jet flying back and forth and meanwhile my phone is all “uwu let’s wait to charge until it’s less of a carbon footprint”
No. 1996247
>>1996234you mean popular pop punk as in 2000s or as the current zoomer pop punk trend? both 2000s and zoomer pop punk are
abusive moids usually. i just wanna know if theyre Brand New
abusive or Machine Gun Kelly
abusive.
No. 1996256
>>1996247Maybe more towards MGK. He's
abusive enough that he draws blood when he's physical. Also I'd say current pop punk (last decade or half a decade). My hint is Thriller, InVogue.
No. 1996285
>>1996233it's honestly scary
i saw in some youtube video that they are trying to make the electricity market an hourly market for consumer :
https://www.epexspot.com/en/news/30-minute-continuous-intraday-trading-successfully-launched-france-germany-and-switzerlandbasically instead of making the electricity production adequate to the consumption (thus making surplus managing the responsibility of electricity sellers), they want to let the electricity be produced however and have the consumer decide to buy it or not, at the market price
i don't know how to explain this more clearly without making it a huge block of text but it's so dystopian.
anyways, i hate this! ^^
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My friend thjat I have known for the longest time has become so incredibly woke. I've had my discussions with her (like about the JK Rowling trans shit) but she gets very influenced by shit she reads online, anything other leftists think she needs to think too. I really need new friends. Sigh.
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i'm constantly torn between being lonely while also feeling the urge to isolate myself. i used to have more friends but due to my shitty mental health and no longer using social media i dropped contact with all of them and now i'm too ashamed to talk to them again. i'd like to make new friends but i don't know how i'd go about doing that considering i'm borderline agoraphobic and have numerous health problems that make socializing difficult. i thought about making a neocities page and trying to find friends that way but idk. sometimes i wish i could be friends with nonnas on here but the anonymity is what attracts me here in the first place.
No. 1996457
>>1996442Come to movie nights and tunesdays
nonnie, you can make friends there! I've made close friendships with some of those anons.
No. 1996492
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Some annoying ass things I see on the boards in no particular order:
>REDDIT SPACING!!!! UGH REDDIT SPACING!!!!
shut the fuck up you stupid illiterate bitch, you ruin every single fucking thread with your annoying, useless interjections
>THEY? WHAT DOES "THEY" MEAN!? TROON!?!?
no you stupid fucking bitch it's a pronoun it's literally a pronoun used to keep a person's gender anonymous because this is an anonymous board you fucking freak, go back to crystal cafe
>"SHOULD I KILL MYSELF?"
yes you stupid bitch because you're asking strangers on the internet
>"I LOVE HARRY POTTER I'M SO HAPPY LOLCOW IS A SAFE SPACE FOR HARRY POTTER FANS"
harry potter sucks and it doesn't matter if a terf wrote it, harry potter fucking sucks, it's stupid, it sucks, and it's garbage, and I'm shocked that people on this board proclaim to love it so much - I imagine it's because people here have no taste
>I MET A MOID ON /SOC/ AND
and you're retarded, we get it, seeing people post on lolcow being hypercritical of others and then go into detail about how stupid they are on the internet is possibly the most infuriating thing I've ever seen - you stupid bitches need to focus on your own shitty life than criticize others
No. 1996594
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Is troon shit ever gonna end? I feel like it's getting more and more ingrained in media, society and even in law. This is a huge leap backwards for women's rights, and people are cheering and clapping.
My only hope is that, in a few years, trans children realize that puberty blockers not only destroyed their bodies but also stunted their brain development (which is also something that is growing and developing during puberty), and that trannies in general stop lying to themselves and start admitting that gender affirming surgery is nothing more than butchery.
And even then, radfems and gender critical women will never be vindicated.
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I need to get out of the carpool thing with my coworker. Ever since we have the same times at work, she invited me to join her on the way home bc she lives basically "around the corner" from my place. It's going on since last spring but ever since she sold one of the cars, her husband is now the one who drives us home and I hate it ever since. Usually there is one more coworker who is with us because she gets out of the car halfway though the ride, but when I'm alone with them I can feel that I annoy them (or especially him) with my present inside the car. It's also always like they completely ignore me until I get out and the goodbye from her is always so half-assed compared on how she communicates with me when he isn't around. They do not act that way to the other coworker as well. Then yesterday at work said female coworker said that her husband told her that my bag is the reason why everything is scratched on the seats and backside of it. I have a fabric backpack, that has like no keychains or whatever to could scratch something, but she said that I have to put the backpack inside car truck next time I drive with them and idk but I do not want to got with them anymore. All those weird vibes with him and acting annoyed with me and the statement from yesterday wants me to quit this. She is currently on vacation so I have bit time about bc I do not want to make it awkward at work since it is a very small company and everybody is super nosy (especially the other coworker who drives with us). I wish I would found a new place in a different part of the town a lot faster bc I could have avoided this carpool a lot earlier. I need a good reason to tell her to dip out of this.
No. 1996637
>>1996594I don't understand why people are so concerned by troons, I'm convinced you have to be terminally online to even care about it
Like, I've seen one IRL like once or twice in my life (and I live in Paris)
How exactly are a troons a problem? Like sure they look ugly and stupid, and it would be creepy having them in your bathroom plus it's a fucking waste gender transition is reimbursed by welfare, but honestly I don't understand why they are such a big deal for people
No. 1996782
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Nonners I don't know if i just overreacted about a situation that just happened outside my house but I would appreciate any thoughts on it.
It's 8pm where I am and I just went outside to put some recycling in the bin and get my cat back indoors. A white car pulled up outside my drive as I was doing the recycling, it was a car with a man in the front driving and then another guy in the back. They pulled up just to ask me where another street was and I wasn't sure so I said "maybe left of me, but I'm not sure, sorry" and he said thanks.
Naturally this is where I expect the man to drive off and find the street but he stayed parked outside my drive for about another 10 seconds and just sat there, and then said "Have you had a nice day? Nice weather isnt it"
Bear in mind it's evening, I'm alone on the front of my property and on a quiet street and the dude hasn't driven off yet after getting his answer.
Alarm bells start going off in my head and I simply say "yeah" then quickly walk off, almost running to my garden to lock the fence, get my cat and then I go back inside.
If this was a woman asking me that I probably wouldn't think much of it, if it was my moid neighbour who I already know asking me that I wouldnt think much of it. But this was a car with two strange men inside who just lingered outside my house. I was nervous and told my bf, he stormed outside and argued with the two men and told them to fuck off , the men denied even saying anything to me.
I don't know about you nonnas but If I've ever had to ask any stranger for directions the most they get from me is a "thank you, hope you have a good day". I don't linger next to them for a bit and then try chatting to them again for fear of seeming creepy. Why can't two moids have this awareness too?
I don't even know if I'm overreacting about it either because I just naturally distrust moids I don't already know and I don't want to be around them especially if I'm alone. I got a thud and heavy feeling in my stomach as soon as he asked me that because I quickly realized how close they were to me and how they could just jump out and grab me or something and no one else was around. I feel retarded but also justified in my response and my bf's response, I don't know how to explain it.
No. 1996844
>>1996762Ok
nonnie try telling that to all the women who have been hurt by troons. They're probably going to spend the rest of their lives advocating against them. Just because it isn't common, it doesn't mean it isn't worth standing up against. Specially when social consensus constantly tells you the opposite.
You're also missing the big picture. The issue isn't that there are men out there dressing as women. It's that there are men hurting women, it's that society is siding with these men while abandoning women, it's that people are telling them their experiences aren't a big deal, it's that people are complaining when they talk about it. It's another form of misogyny, and if you allow it, it will just get worse. Is misogyny enough of a common occurrence for you?
No. 1996879
>>1996844It boils down to individualistic cool girl women who think they're so chill and unbothered and want to show that by throwing other women under the bus for being "hysterics" should those women have class solidarity. They do this by writing paragraphs on how much, unlike the terminally online angry
femcels here, they don't care about e.g. women binding and men redefining womanhood under law and you shouldn't either because it doesn't really affect you. All they care about is their little lives and that somehow makes their ignorance a flex on nonnies. It's just anti-feminist backlash for a particular demographic of "not like the other feminists" who are honestly too lazy to care enough about women's rights issues to be feminists but won't stop inserting that laziness like it's actually a super hot take
No. 1996899
>>1996762Go look at the articles on Reduxx and see how common it
actually is. You're ignorant, and you're choosing that.
No. 1996908
>>1996899>go look at a troon hating website and see how many reasons there are to hate troonsThat doesn't mean much + that's still terminally online behaviour
If you had statistics maybe I'd give you credit for saying troons are a wide scale problem
No. 1996933
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"People who identify as women", ah yes, because it's as easy as "identifying" as one. And fck me for being an actual woman who's had to suffer through years of the usual misogyny in tech, the harassment, the bullying because I cannot opt out of my womanhood or being female! What a shame, but it's ok, the first man in a skirt that "feels like a woman", probably was the sexual harasser and misogyn, and definitely makes twice what any actual woman makes, can just swoop right in and take seats from actual women? The same men in skirts that will never be inconvenienced by periods, pregnancies, sexual harassment, bullying, the way most women do in their career, the same men that did not get overlooked for promotions? Why do they even need to be part of that event? What's even the point of your event if you are just allowing anyone with a skirt on? Come the fck on, it's high time that trans ideology be stopped and women organise. These are men, and men should not be part of any space that needs to remain uniquely centred on us. THEY ALREADY HAVE ENOUGH SPACE as is. They don't need to colonise even more space. Most women hate what people like you are doing, and are too scared to speak up because we know we will be bullied/attacked. Why is every event, organisation, sports etc, why are women in these places letting men walk all over us? I'm so tired of seeing this seriously. Fuck them big time.
No. 1996935
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I like the bladee album
No. 1996953
>>1996952Oh sorry
Well I don't know the amount of tranny sex offenses or the amount of welfare money spent
No. 1996984
>>1996977>>1996978I'll take my L for assuming you had to sage on OT, but I still find it weird I'm a tranny and larper because I call out annoying ass shit on this website.
>>1996983I'm a woman that somehow doesn't fit into your demented idea of how women behave. Yes, an actual woman.
No. 1996987
>>1996971Ngl lolcor is one of very very few female-heavy spaces that even still allow all of this bs to be criticised and allow women to share their opinions on this so ofc they're going to be defensive about it.
Also going along with using they/them pronouns and generally going along with this entire ideology in the first place is how we're in this mess. Unless you're at risk of losing your job or your home, stop enabling their language.
A few years ago it was genderfluid and they/thems and now we're to the point where our cervical smear letters cant even call us women. Language is very powerful and not adhering to bullshit terms is even more powerful.
No. 1996990
>>1996984Stop playing
victim. You're not being oppressed for insulting women for gatekeeping a board dedicated to sharing problems which notoriously includes men
No. 1997000
>>1996990Right, you're the one being oppressed.
>>1996989anon schizophrenically thinking I'm transgender
>>1996992more schizophrenic behavior that perfectly encapsulates my point
>>1996993I didn't use your special word, I used a no-no word, and that means I'm not a woman
>>1996998you don't even think I'm a woman, how could you discern where I've posted?
No. 1997002
>>1996993*classless seething frothing loser obsessed inappropriate exaggerating bitches
and all of these characterizations are used for feminists and TERFs in general by TRAs, men and pickmes but don't tell they that
No. 1997024
>>1996701Thank you so much
nonny. I needed that.
No. 1997035
Long time lurker, first time poster so here goes:
I feel so lost and aimless it’s driving me insane. I am 21 years old. I’m going to a public college and studying art, fumbling my way through it. My teenage years were hell and incredibly unstable. I’ve been depressed since I was like 15. Moved to a different school sophomore year of high school, I felt like an outsider. My dad cheated on my mom that same year. We moved across the country the year after that so I changed schools again, felt like even more of an outsider and sat alone at lunch pretty much everyday. Then covid and lockdown happened and I was stuck with my parents and their arguments (it got to the point that I had accidentally watched my mom choke my dad, they didn’t notice me so I pretended that I didn’t see anything and went back to my room). Covid made us move across the country again back to our hometown, went back to my old high school where there was post covid bs. Somehow graduated high school without me killing myself.
Then, college. Chose to study art because I wasn’t good at anything else and I was too poor and too much of a mess to get into an actually good school. First semester of freshman year I was living in a women’s shelter with my mother and sister. My dad also tried to commit suicide twice and he failed. Second semester we were able to go back home. My whole college career has consisted of failing classes, procrastination, self sabotage, disordered eating, self harm, and suicidal ideation. I’ve seriously been considering dropping out. I can’t even do art properly. I say that I write and draw and paint but that’s kind of a lie. I do do those things but I’m hardly ever motivated to do them, or even finish anything. I’m wasting my time and my potential and I’ve tied my art to my own self worth. So if I’m not “good enough” then that becomes warped into “I’m worthless”.
All the bullshit that happened has ruined my adolescence and early adulthood and I’m just expected to be normal after all that. I never got therapy, meds didn’t work, I hardly have any plans for the future since I think I’m going to kill myself by 25 anyway. I try to forget the past and refuse to think about the future, leaving me to live in the present and just waste time. Oh yeah, and about two years ago I found out my little sister was molested when we were kids which made me homicidal and might’ve given me POCD, so that’s fun.
I have no friends and I’ve sworn off romantic relationships out of a fear of vulnerability and being self aware enough to know that I don’t have the energy or mental stability for a romantic relationship. I’ve never been in a romantic relationship period. I’ve wanted to, but I think I need to fix myself before bringing anyone else into this.
All this to say, I’m a mess. The only good things I’ve done this year is not starve myself and learn HTML so that I can make my own website. Other than that I’m a mess and I’m wasting both my life and my potential, wasting time that some people would kill to have by doomscrolling on the internet and hating myself. I wish someone would just tell me what to do and how to figure out my life
No. 1997064
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> at the end of my senior year in hs
> think that since i’ll never have to see these people i might was well start talking to people, what’s the worst that can happen
> start chatting with this one guy in my psych class who i knew to be nice from middle school
> i bring up tumblr
> he says he has tumblr too and asks for my url
> check my notifications, and someone with she/her in their bio had just followed me
> ask if it’s his blog, he says yes
> i think okay, whatever
> he starts showing me some memes on his phone
> as he’s scrolling I just see hundreds of images of femboy furry porn, anime girls, and pictures of cheap aliexpress lingerie
> class is over and I leave as soon as I can
> when I get home he messages me talking about how he wants to sew us matching outfits
I wish I was lying, I wish I was just making this up to slander tims or whatever. I so desperately don’t want to believe that this actually happened. What the fuck.
No. 1997090
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>look up social media of workplace
>see photo of coworker, click
>interview style q&a in the caption
"What's your favorite dance music?
"Where's your ideal vacation spot?
>even the questions make me roll my eyes
>employee answers optimistically like a robot with predictable ai
>start making up my own answers
>realize how bitter i am
>my vacation spot would be in my room alone so I could read lolcow
>tfw the superpower i would choose is invisibility, so other humans wouldn't mess with me, and for having the option to steal anything
>or to read minds, so i could always please everyone and finally get what i want and not be manipulated and discarded
>mfw this cow just says "flying, to see beautiful sights!" cow, i sigh
>he has a favorite dance music
>if i HAD TO dance it'd be to goth shoegaze music while on downers
>remember i tried poledance in case i had to strip and whore for money
>my life is fucked up and nobody knows it
>it consists of dealing with mood swings, psychotic symptoms, the motherfucking irritated bowel disease, multiple allergies, debt
>i look like a normal everyday becky
>nobody cares unless they want to fuck me
>boss basically softfires me for not being single
>i tried many copes that failed
>realize my life is just shit
>other people are baseline happy
>while i am baseline suffering
No. 1997277
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this is a life vent with religious vent. my life has been mostly shit and i am lead to believe that it happened so because i lost faith. i used to believe in god, but also magic. as a child, this is normal. but then i started to believe in magic more. i tried doing witchcraft like manifestation and curses when i felt sad and angry. i have awful and blurry memories of getting drugged and raped and threatened and abused by adults, including my own parents. it never made sense, i think it is religious psychosis. there was some secret that elite politicians are raping children and then give money to the parents to keep it a secret, to earn more money or something. i hated everybody, did not trust anybody, and i wanted everybody to pay. my family followed greed and when i had the choice to stay with other family members permanently, i chose not to, because i was afraid of people's judgment. if i listened to god at that point i could have stayed with the part of the family who was not abusive and not that greedy. i thought, nobody would marry me from such a broken shitty family, so i stay with my parents through horrible years, while they are berating me for any reason possible and comparing me to my brother. this made me want to run away and troon out at one point. i started doing drugs and getting advertised onlyfans. then in college i had my entire time wasted by moids and teachers who tried psyopping me into prostitution. i know it's crazy and hopefully only in my head. but everytime i tried submitting an important assignment my computer broke down. submission deadlines got switched around, my schedule got switched around, i constantly worked yet it never really mattered, nobody was available for help and i was constantly shown oversexualized propaganda like camgirl vloggers, porn memes and doomer memes about how nobody can ever afford anything unless they are hypersexual, polyamorous and prostitute. i felt extremely hopeless yet didn't believe or spoke to god until after a near death experiene from withdrawals and still not even a year after that. i thought only degeneracy leads to success yet i was "too weak" to start lying, cheating and manipulating for it myself. i thought it was over and i wanted to kill myself. nobody ever cared about me, and i wanted somebody to do that, so then i believed in god.
No. 1997467
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Held a mental funeral for an ex friend and our friendship. Even thought of a speech and a flower for her. I think I can let it go now.
No. 1997586
>>1997579maybe they don't know
put a trashcan on it
No. 1997588
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Everyday's the same
No. 1997600
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I wish there was more I could do to help animals. I donate to charities, and I try to spread the word without being too obnoxious, but it never feels like enough. I'm not just sad, I'm inconsolably angry. And in truth, I want the people who hurt them needlessly to die. Every day, it's like there's a new story of some piece of shit abusing animals just because they're easy victims and don't have voices. I feel like it's making me more misanthropic day by day. I have read all their defenses and their flimsy justifications. A lot of them use the same excuses as child molesters, and that comes as no surprise to me. It just makes me despise them more. Mentally bankrupt husks of human flesh will unironically look you in the eye and try to tell you that if someone eats meat to live, they have no right to condemn anyone who rapes or tortures animals for pleasure. Somehow, it's earth-shattering for them to hear that despite the fact that we evolved to eat meat, you cannot convince any right-minded person that eating an animal alive, raping it, torturing it, kidnapping carnivorous animals bred specifically for companionship with humans to consume, or raping the dead bodies of animals is anything short of subhuman. They always crumble under pressure, but the fact that they even try is appalling. I wish it was legal to kill them. I want to throw every puppy mill owner into a woodchipper, I want every waste of oxygen raping and brutalizing animals on farms thrown into a vat of acid, and I want every worthless fuck torturing any helpless animal they can find for attention or money online to die slow, agonizing deaths full of regret and misery. What they do to animals is already fucked, but it is not lost on me that they always also feel some desire to harm vulnerable humans, with a special focus on women and children. It's not enough to stop them. I want whatever drives their level of sadism toward the weak cleansed from the human race. With everything I'm seeing and reading about how we treat each other and the world around us, I feel so alienated from the laws and code of modern society. Briefly, I tried to swallow down all the thoughts that confirmed rapists should be given the death penalty, but the list has expanded, and I can't ignore it anymore. Being "open-minded" and "listening to every viewpoint" has only made this worse. I used to be naive enough to believe (or want to believe) most people truly want what's good for everyone, they just go about it in different ways, we all suffer from some human flaw or make mistakes, and that we're all misunderstanding eachother. No. There are genuinely people living in this world who are like roaches masquerading as human. It's as if they only exist to be obstacles to anything approaching good or peaceful. All of these "people" act and function in much the same ways at their core. There is no reason to let them continue to propagate. All our ideals of rehabilitation are bunk, or at least far less applicable than we'd hope. We keep trying to rescue victims and heal them, and that's noble. We should be doing more of that, but I don't think I can ever shake the notion that we need to start killing off the perpetrators instead of releasing them, letting them have kids, adopt new pets, get more victims (human or animal), etc. I'm scared I won't ever be satisfied with anything but death, but the death penalty for anything but violence against the state (not the person, the state) won't happen in my lifetime. It's insanity that society has sanctioned killing someone in a war over money, resources or land as justifiable, but dispatching a rapist or budding serial killer who has already demonstrated that they are a threat toward the lives around them is "too far". Tax money should not be used to keep them alive. They shouldn't be alive at all. I'm cutting myself off (again) from these things for my own health, but jesus fucking christ.
No. 1997610
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>>1997012She's actually really pretty without the filters. I'm so disappointed she got bolt ons but her Victor cosplay from Yuri on ice imprinted on my brain years ago. Her love for animals is relatable too. Men hated her horse girl streams but I loved those. Reporst because added image
No. 1997612
>>1997610I feel like she's a good person at heart
She does shitty things to get simp money but who cares the only people getting hurt are pornbrained moids
No. 1997762
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>>1997755why the fuck would you ever want to be in a long term relationship with a band scrote? he will cheat during one of his tours while moralfagging about how awful his moid friends are for doing the same, get addicted to hard drugs, end up broke once it inevitably doesn't work out, and then you'll be the one having to deal with all this shit. date a man with a normal job instead, musicians are all such dirty manchildren pigs
No. 1997780
>>1997741it honestly sounds fucking stupid when people say "he's autistict about xxx" like no he's not, stop throwing that word around, you sounds retarded
if you didn't want things to derail you shouldn't have mentioned cheating especially with such stupid takes on it
No. 1997829
>>1997822this site isn't bad, you just have to have a thick skin to vent about your Nigel here. some weird stuff was going on with mine and everyone said he was cheating on me. turned out he was planning to fly my best friend out to visit the whole time kek.
to respond to your vent, why not try and see him a few times while he's away though? just for weekend trips or something small?
No. 1997899
>>1997886literally every successful musician eventually does drugs due to peer pressure and stress. if he stays unsuccessful and doesn't do drugs and also doesn't cheat then congrats, you have a bf who is never home and also doesn't even bring in any money. I'm sure his bandmate's gf also didn't expect that guy to cheat, and yet here they are kek.
not even saying your bf is DEFINITELY going to cheat, just that the entire music industry is a shithole that will turn even the nicest person into a maladjusted cokehead eventually
No. 1997904
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>me : i want to do the autism
>anon : please do the autism !!
>i do the autism
>she doesn't respond
No. 1997940
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>not interested in fandoms
>not interested in pop culture takes about male beauty so scrap ugly man psyop unless I use it to sperg about my niche husbandos under the guise of being on-topic kek
>not interested in otaku discussion (fujos and yumejoshis)
>no general topic discussion threads that’s active and used
>no more hot milk coming from interesting and popular lolcows in /snow/
>celebricows thread not talking about interesting and important hollywood topics like p.diddy and rap beef cause too “urban”2understand lol
>website is generally slow if you aren’t occupied in those threads and you’ll be lucky to get a response
it’s so lonely on imageboards nowadays. am I a normtard just because I don’t like talking about those things anymore? i’m told to gtfo because i noticed the change of culture, it’s not as fun as it used to be a few years ago
No. 1998030
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>>1998006Those are good for individual zits, but less so for a mountain range of bumps.
>>1997992Definitely sounds like hormonal acne. This helped me a bit, but cutting down on sugar and processed carbs is what should really do the trick.
No. 1998095
>>1998083double posting because i'm also worried and I hope my lip glosses aren't contaminated, I would hate to have to throw them away
god i fucking hate this
No. 1998135
>>1998013yes
pimple patches are hydrocolloid bandages basically and they're made to help skin heal
No. 1998136
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I just applied for a job and I'll be so sad if they don't reply. It isn't glamorous at all, but it is absolutely tailor made for me. Sadly, I have a feeling they won't invite me for an interview, because my resume is an absolute mess. They also put at least 1 year of experience in this field as a pre-requisite which I don't have. Pray4me nonas, my NEET ass needs this job. I'd actually work there for free if I had to kek I want it that much. I put a lot of enthusiasm in my application, I hope I come across as passionate instead of like a sped
No. 1998162
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>be me
>very underweight
>constantly fantasize about waking up with 10kg more, somehow
>Check everything, is a thyroid thing
>"I sure hope they give me something to put on more weight easily, my life will get better, I'll look normal again"
>go to endo
>get told I'm actually hypo
>Hypothyroidism, the one that makes people get FAT
>somehow, I still didn't gain weight at all with it
>???
This is such a cruel joke
No. 1998167
>>1998162you're lucky nonna, I got hypo, I was and still am at a normal weight but I can not for the life of me get back to my usual 115 lbs , I'm hardstuck at 130-135 ever since I was diagnosed almost 10 years ago
the worst part about hypo is the fucking FATIGUE especially during cold weather
No. 1998206
>>1998177>>1998188I'll talk to my doc about this, I really wouldn't want to throw them away but I don't want to risk reinfection either
I put them in a bag away in a drawer, won't use them for the following 2 months until I finish treatment and confirm I'm healed (hopefully by then)
For other lip products that I haven't used I guess I'll apply them on a plastic or metal piece then apply that with a qtip.
No. 1998423
>>1998422thanks
nonny i will.
No. 1998437
>>1998426thanks, i will. I am concerned because one or two years ago i was at 57 and now i am at 69
nice . It doesnt help i am naturally 'curvier' so i look father, specially when i just wanna dress more masculine
No. 1998633
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Thinking of how people used to associate me with cool sexy mature characters when i'm actually shy and scared of anyone that shows affection to me. Only the nonas that read my posts know the real me.
No. 1998666
>>1998650Happy birthday
nonnie I turned 29 a month and a bit ago and I feel exactly the same. At least we can be failures and losers together.
No. 1998713
>>1998710Had something similar happen to me but instead of being healthy I stopped eating due to stress and this bitch, fully knowing my situation, has the nerve to ask me “what about your skin? When you lose this much weight it becomes flabby”.
No, my skin is perfect. Fuck you.
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>>1998650Happy birthday nona, I hope this new year of your life brings you much happiness and all your dreams come true!!! We all love you here
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>>1998666And happy belated birthday to you
nonnie!!! Also nice satanic trips!
No. 1998752
>>1998650Happy birthday nonna!
Cheer up and have a comfy day, that's the most important thing of all
No. 1998757
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I missed the polar light last night because I had no idea that I had to use my cam in order to see them. The sky was just pitch black but looking on sm from people from this area it was def possible to see it and now I'm sad because I've never seen one in my life ever.
No. 1998795
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It's voting season here and people who don't vote (more than you'd think) piss me off so so so much.
>I don't care about politics tho
isn't any type of excuse, whether you like it or not your life and well being is structured around it. Why do people take this for granted? There's people who would kill to vote and you just don't feel like walking 5 minutes to vote or look at some basic points? I can't stand this nonnies, makes my brain hurt every time.
No. 1998804
>>1998801I'm not amerifat but I understand what you mean. In my country the system is better than in America so there's no excuse.
>>1998800Right, it's ALWAYS the people who keep complaining about how expensive everything is and just generally how horrible everything is who don't bother to change it.
No. 1998850
went to the doctor yesterday for what I was telling myself was an "initial consultation" for a hysterectomy. walked out with a surgery date. it's been 10+ years of crying and begging in doctors' offices, being laughed out of the room by gynos, and this doctor was on board to perform this surgery for me the moment she walked into the room. I don't know how to feel. there have been so many roadblocks and dismissals leading up to this point, it feels too easy now, she just booked the surgery with no hesitation. now I'm "questioning" it even though I know this is the right decision for me.
inb4 you tell me not to do it: don't tell me what to do with my own body. I know the risks. I took care of my grandmother while she died of endometrial cancer, I watched her in screaming agony that I repeat myself once a month already. I have tried everything else, physical therapy, medication, every form of birth control (except for an IUD which I refuse.) I don't want to suffer through this pain for 25 more years just to die from it later. I do not want children and the idea of involuntarily creating another human or being attacked and becoming pregnant/abortion being illegalized and being legally forced to destroy myself horrifies me. the pain I go through now, or the pain I can see down the road, it will kill me if I do not do this. I have wanted this for as long as I can remember being aware of it as an option. and no it is not being done as ~gender affirming care~ it is on official medical record as being for severe pain and high cancer risk
vent thread because I have no one else in my life I feel comfortable talking about this with. sorry to delete and repost a few times I kept fucking up the block out/strikethrough
No. 1998855
>>1998850I wish you the best of luck with the surgery
nonnie. No one should be telling you what to do/not to do when it comes to your case of having legitimate medical concerns and issues with it, especially when you go through a lot of pain.
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>having family issues
>wouldve been thrown out if it werent for the grace of god
>not a drunkie or crack addict just went neet mode for a few months after terrible work conditions and mental illness
>moving to completely new state with other family member to rebuild life
>have nothing and own nothing
is it over or is it possible to get my life together. sorry for interrupting vent thread need some encouragement kek
No. 1998871
The idea of being able to get pregnant is horrifying and witnessing a birth permanently traumatized me. Sometimes I wish I was born a man, but I also hate men. It truly never began for me
>>1998868If Ulillillia could make it, so can you
No. 1998885
>>1998869Real and based. thanks nonna
>>1998871Kekk I had to check up who that was but thanks
No. 1999008
>>1998974anons are grinding my gears lately too. how cute would it be if it was just us two infighting the whole time though? would we kiss in the end?
side note my left boob is so heavy I feel like I've put my shoulder out and idk how I'm supposed to work tomorrow but can't call out from this injury and the shift is worth a lot. suffer street
No. 1999048
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>buy pair of contacts for a cosplay i'm wearing to a con this month
>pay expedited shipping so i get them on time
>they come in the mail
>try them on after letting them soak in lens solution for a few days
>one feels perfect
>the other feels scratchy like there's something wrong with it
>take it out and inspect it
>weird barely visible line that looks like it's about to tear
Now I need to waste more money on another, less accurate pair because if the original company ships me a replacement set there's a risk they won't come in time. Hate this life, I haven't cosplayed in years and never had a problem with defective lenses in the past so of course when I'm trying to get everything together last minute a crucial component is fucked up.
No. 1999194
>>1999127He's real comfortable being openly batshit and getting you to hopefully climb on board for the batshit ride.
Is she a singer or something? That he follows online? Cause I'm tryna remember exes voices and fuck me after 5 years it's not something that you still have some super clear memory of that you could compare to every new person and critique.
No. 1999253
>>1999194She's a popular streamer in weeb circles. On the surface, she seems like a typical costhot, but from what he's told me, it seems like she left him after she realized she was a lesbian and shifted her content to be more chill. I think because of how popular he is, he could just be an extremely bitter scrote. He said he doesn't watch her often anymore but constantly shows me clips of her old content.
>>1999161>>1999191You guys are right. He's a bit older than me too so it's probably best to just end things here. I guess people were being 100% honest when they said moids never get over their first girlfriend
No. 1999340
>>1999338>>1999297yeah at first I was infuriated but at the end of the day who'd you rather see the money go to?
Your parents or some capitalistic high yield low staff inhumane nursing home?
No. 1999344
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remember when scrotes used to be construction workers eating sandwiches on the ledges of skyscrapers, now they like porn slop where they mash the body parts of a little girl and an adult woman who works at the strip club. i hate it here
No. 1999381
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God I'm having flashbacks to the time a couple years ago where I was delusional and dysmorphic enough to believe that I was actually a TIM because I had a square jaw and I kept checking if I had a penis or surgery scars and felt so guilty and disgusted with myself until I got over it by looking at baby photos and just forgot about it until now. It only lasted a couple weeks but what the fuck was wrong with me and why am I getting bombarded with that.
I swear to god I'm not a troon I'm just mentally ill and incredibly retarded and would saw off my jaw if it wouldn't fuck up my quality of life.
No. 1999391
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>>1999376it already goes directly to my account, she just ensures i am driven to the bank each pay day kek. she's also obsessed with money to ebenezer scrooge levels and already knows how much i'm making from check to check, lying wouldn't work. totaled up my pay stubs and apparently i should have like, 4k saved up right now rather than ~1k something. gives me a headache man
No. 1999397
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tfw browsing the moids on duolicious makes you feel like a loser
No. 1999538
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>Sibling asks me what my bf's friends are like
>TFW I don't know because I only met them once and I've never actually hung out with them
Is that weird? We've been dating for a while now and I don't know if this is a big deal or not. I've been invited to hang out with them once but declined because I had class.
No. 1999544
>>1999397I don't get how but aside trolling i kinda found it fun because i don't want to date or anything but i never liked how those apps ask for your phone number or limit the search to your area only, i'm probably just talking about Tinder, don't know other ones that are mainstream.
>>1999523I swear that normie moids are much better, why would you ever want to trust male introverts with weeb or gaming interests, and even worse, ones that use 4chan… as far as i've experienced, moids don't really "bully" you for being a loner as long as you can get along decently to date, and i never believed that people need to share interests to be compatible, but that's just from irl stuff.
No. 1999770
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kind of anxious tonight
No. 1999878
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>mfw someone took my ice-cream sandwich
No. 1999952
>>1999948This is a common insecurity for 18 to 22 year olds to have. It isn't retarded or particularly underage to think like this.
Also
>TheyGo back
No. 1999955
>>1999952Nta but some of us just use they as a general term for people we don't know. It doesn't mean anything.
>Inb4 "go back gender special"Been here for like 7 years.
No. 1999966
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>coocoo coo, coocoo coo
SHUT THE FUCK UP OR FUCK OFF AND DO THIS SOMEWHERE ELSE OTHERWISE I WILL PUT YOU IN A POT ROAST
No. 2000038
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why do older anons cope about being old? you just become a bitter fucking grinch on a mission to ruin other women’s lives. already in my early 20s and want to fucking die, i don’t want to become a witch that sucks the fun out of everything like older women become. your life is already over before it even begins(bait)
No. 2000072
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Sometimes, I feel really disappointed and even disgusted that my annoying faggy libfem older brother wasted five years in community college on my parent's dime and is only now graduating with an English degree. He annoys me so much baseline that if I'm on my period I can't fucking stand him. Everything must be about some fucking political issue, tumblr, African American history and black culture Not racebaiting, I'm black, or ideology about him and he's the type to cut you off to correct you on some non-issue bullshit or interject with some quote about or from a video game or niche tumblr meme. I love him but ever since he had a mental breakdown that ended with borderline self-harm and screaming over pronouns while I was playing Mario Kart with my other siblings I can't look or tolerate him the same.
No. 2000085
>>2000072samefag but the little douche-snozzle got offended and upset that I didn't want to watch TADC. I so badly wanted to say "I refuse to watch technicolor manchild slop made by a troon who fetishizes women getting lobotomies" because then he would have another reason to get upset at me and convince himself I'm a 'disgusting bigot
terf" and with him already on the train tracks to call me a zionist I don't need yet another retarded faux identity politic schism between it. I think it's because I don't want to watch Bluey or care about most children's cartoons which he likes. Fucks sake, he's so annoying. Sometimes, I want to look him in the eyes, point at him and say "Stop being such a faggot, holy shit."
No. 2000099
>>2000067By ignoring them tbh.
>>2000038>i don’t want to become a witch that sucks the fun out of everythingSkill issue.
No. 2000124
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My period started yesterday and I'm supposed to leave for a business trip today. Fuck work and my fuck my shittiest possible timing always having period.
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>consider changing your language
Fuck you instagram I’ll call people whatever I want. You can’t even properly filter out racist and femboy reels. Fuck you
No. 2001378
>>1998591How is it going
nonnie? Anything new? Stay strong