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Vent, cry, let it out
Previous thread >>>/ot/1247047
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not being able to draw makes me suicidal sometimes but i don't practice art because i am so shit at it that it makes me suicidal and it's like a loop of agony.
but i'm also bad with words + have little charisma and want a way to connect with the other ~10(ish) weirdos out there that MUST exist and share my interests.
spoiler-ed for tasteful-ish nudity here's something i scribbled a few weeks ago
You need to take attention and showing others out of the equation. If there were no pressure of externalization I don't think you would feel this fucked up about it.
Practice your art rather than having meltdowns about how you can't draw.
Not to be harsh nona but you have got to get it together. Your art isn't even bad.
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I plan on dropping my best friend after I finish uni. I used to always think that she was a genuine person with good intentions but over the past two years or so, I've found out how conniving she can be to get her way, while she puts on this innocent and almost "doormat-like" persona. A couple of weeks ago, while we were at a party, she asked me to make my online status on Whatsapp visible and I asked her why, since it's a weird thing to ask someone for imo. Then another one of our friends butted in and said, it's because she's possessive and always wants her friends to be available and check if they're really just not online or simply don't bother replying. I said "mkay whatever, but no, I'm not gonna bother making my status visible" since she gave me no good reason to. This resulted in her getting mad at me for letting others "influence" my opinion (even though I wouldn't have made my status public even without our friend saying something). What the hell. Definitely left a bad taste in my mouth. And then yesterday, she confessed how she tries to come up with a plan to pick a fight with her boyfriend on purpose, because she doesn't feel like he's been paying enough attention to her lately. And those are just two examples. The reason why I plan on dropping her after uni and not now is because she's unfortunately one of the only reasons why I still have a social life, since it's hard for me to get close to new people. Also I fear that, due to her possessiveness, she'll try to stir shit between our other friends and I and I really don't have the energy to deal with that right now.
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Damn I'm the fattest I've ever been in my life, which albeit doesn't look THAT fat. I'm not overweight or anything but I could stand to lose 10kg of vanity weight. I don't think I could do weightlifting. I'm unsure if I could build any leg muscles from cardio if I still eat at a surplus and lots of protein
I hate the scrotes my friend hangs out with. Everything they ever talk about is sex and one of them constantly makes Hitler jokes in top of dating a teenager. My other girl friends never hid their distaste for them so they ignore each other, but I am stupid so I've pretended to like them for the last year and act friendly, now my only option is to wait until graduation so I can block them both.
The whole situation is starting to make me resent my friend too, since she finds her retarded jokes funny, constantly makes BDSM jokes, jokes about stealing one of his friends girlfriend, and she's 5 years older, almost 30 wtf. On top of that, she's a libfem and self-proclaimed man-hater, and she now looks like a complete hypocrite to me. It's embarrassing that people know I associate with them, but I guess that's on me. Fuck, does this make me a handmaiden?
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I hate that I have to wait for him to text me first
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>tfw there’s no one in your life to be a full-time evil hater with
tired of this, why are haters like me so oppressed?
She is manifesting
that opression medal. What star sign are you OP, for some reason that is VERY important in LSA.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
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you can check this shit up anywhere kek but it’s true, same thing with the “Hispanic” label in america
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you can read more from the article but I know you wouldn’t because it’s WOKIE shit oh no stating history, too woke https://www.sapiens.org/column/race/caucasian-terminology-origin/
Not so sound mean but you're only twenty something and I think you're being really overdramatic. It's okay if you haven't accomplished anything yet and furthermore you don't really need to. You don't have to be anything great, you can just do you. You're going to be fine
Also we're passed the point of putting so much importance on kissing and having sex, there's people older than you who haven't either and they're still around.
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I don't want to see scrotes in dresses. Yesterday I walked outside and the first thing I saw was a 6'2 malding middle aged scrote in a short tomato-red dress. I had to walk behind that creature for 2 blocks. Nonna it is never the cute moids who troon out.
22 virgin nonna that has also never been kissed here. Sure it may suck sometimes to never have experienced that kind of affection, but there's so much more in life that can bring you joy. Whether is a game, a retarded obsession on a husbando, some hobbie it yours… Please don't end things for a thing that in the long run is such a small part of life.
Also you could watch Soul, it helped my sister kek
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The majority of scrotes are so hideous that the only thing they would look good in is a head-to-toe covering and a thick burlap sack over their head. Only women have aesthetic bodies which is why women walk around in revealing clothes–they look good naturally. Even otherwise attractive men are disgusting when revealed in shorts or beach trunks. The male body is simply not designed for visual beauty. Men only look good after buffing up at the gym because muscle mass provides what women have naturally in soft curves and supple thickness. The more clothing men wear, the better, unless they're the 1% of men who are actually attractive, in which case I still don't want to see them unless he's lying on my bed ready for me. The typical moid is a hairy, stinking, unwashed, chicken-legged, flabby-gutted, moobed, bald, pube-chinned abomination. I don't want to see them in any kind of dress. There is no such thing as flattering clothing on an ugly person.
I think you guys misunderstood me because of the last part. I just added that as the cherry on top, I’m not that degenerate to kill myself over moids. I actually wish my only “problem”
was not having been with a scrote. The thing is, I’ve been depressed for over 10 years and suicidal ever since a series of traumatic events happened in my life. I live in a shitty place and I feel trapped but can’t leave. I wanna save myself from an even shittier life in the future. But thank you for your replies still, I know you meant well ( I hope).
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Started working in a retail shop a little under a month ago, another girl joined at the same time as well and she keeps bailing on her shifts last fucking minute or when the routa is JUST posted which means I’m left to take her shifts because we are understaffed till September. Working up to 5 days a week usually all in a row. Doesn’t sound crazy but I’m only supposed to be part time but instead I’m working almost 40 hours a week. Only good side is I’m making more money but I’m not exactly strapped for cash. Manager is just as pissed off as me but can’t sack her until there’s new staff to take her place. Not to mention she’s just in general unpleasant to be around. I just wanna work part time and have time to do othershit man.
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Only had like two real friends when I got out of high school and one was so toxic and fucked up I eventually just gave up and ghosted her. The other barely talks to me anymore but tbf we live 7 hours apart now so it's not like we can just visit anymore. Also she's shacked up with a moid so now every damn thing has to involve him. She's a serial cheater so they probably won't last but still. Also she's really addicted to social media and gets violent when she's drunk so that's kinda driven a wedge between us. We lived together briefly a few years ago and I learned a lot of her moral values don't align with my own but she's the only friend I've got left so I feel obligated to keep up the awkward pretense of a long distance friendship. I have tried to make new friends but I'm so weird and autistic it's a real struggle
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>dad is a fat, unpleasant, arrogant wannabe-philosopher when he's drunk (and he's drunk most of the time)
>doesn't even properly wash his hands after leaving the bathroom (tried to mansplain some nonsense about not wanting to foster "super germs!!" when i called him out on it
>still brags and boasts about all the sex he has with desperate crackhead/druggie/mentally ill/ETC. women who only crowd around him because he's loose and fast with his $$$
watching him makes me kind of sick sometimes. i wish i had enough money saved up to move the fuck out. he's so disgusting, and i feel disgusting for having inherited his genes.
>b-but your mom fucked him?
she met him when he was still working his high-paying gov. job and regularly attending aa. then as soon as he got her pregnant he decided to start drinking again.
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I haven't spoken to my dad in over 2 years because he said some anti vaxx shit, now that I decided to reach out and reconnect, he went on about how roe being over turned doesn't directly affect women. I think I need to cut him off entirely at this point. All men are garbage
Just found out a teen k-pop fan complained about sperm being on her skirt when she was at a girl group concert because a male fan behind her was jacking off to the group that was performing
Men and their depravity has no fucking boundary does it. The photo is apparently on Twitter and I honestly do not want to see it. I just wished some sort of virus wiped moids out plague style
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i can't believe it's coming to an end. i don't even know how to feel
dont worry anon, there is no evidence ( as far as i found ) confirming this is real. this looks like it should be on the front page, but it just looks regular when you actually go and see for yourself. if it was real i think there would be a lot more outrage imo, and it would definitely be in the news section (https://www.4chan.org/4channews.php
) but it isnt. not that i am calling you stupid i believed it too at first. the announcements just say which boards were last added and a call for janny applications it seems to be just another troll !
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another faggot getting our hopes up once again
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You all need to manifest that my brothers drop dead I have bad luck please manifest/pray for me they drop dead by some miracle of the universe. witch anons promise me you will put a curse on them or something? I’m not a good person but I want relief. Please manifest them dead, thank you.
>>1256750>He brooded and whined about how he ruined my night.
I'm fucking dying, it's a constant pattern of >woman tells man what she would like and that she doesn't want to do what he wants to do>man bitches, moans, and cries until woman relents>man panics when he realizes and sees that woman did not want to do what he begged her to do and would have been happier if she did want she originally wanted to do
I've gone through it, I'm sorry for your ruined day, anon.
No fucking way me too anon. I hate my 30 year old brother and his fucking dogs he didn't properly train them, never picks up after them, eats all the food and leaves my mom and I to clean up after him. He's too stubborn and I'm pretty sure he is 100% aware of how miserable he makes our mom, he's never going to leave unless he suddenly has a realization (which I doubt is ever going to happen) or just drops dead.
Scratch my back and I'll scratch yours, anon.
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You go girl! I’m 42 I live with my elderly whore mom, I fucking hate my 30 y.o. Brother and I hope my entire family dies of corona ffs, i hate my life
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I’m NOT a minor, but my sister is driving me so damn crazy, she never removes the hair from the shower sink. I hope she gets hit in a car crash or fucking moves out so 29 year old adult me and my mommy will finally be at peace
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>i wish Felice fawn was still scamming people. She was my favorite cow even before i ever stumbled upon lc
I loved all her lil scam shops and how she shooped herself.
No, many posters actually dislike the whole sick vents. >I want to murder my mom she made me shitty breakfast waahhawaaahh
Why can’t some of you lot just post like a human?
Why are you so defensive of shitty males, who cares if he dies>>1256799
why can't you just hide posts?
Now I’m curious. You can describe it anonymously.>>1256802
You can respond to a vent though.
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Who's taking bets on all three??
Moids want you to be dedicated to his babies/family, not your brothers LOL. Wtf.
I have a brother who’s like OP, but I just left the house at 20 and got a job and education.
Using edge speak is addictive and only makes you a terrible person in the long run. I speak from experience.
This is the vent thread
on an anonymous imageboard
I didn’t know that actually, in that case, since vent thread is reddit tier, I apologize.>>1256831>beat it punk
I hope your bro dies.
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Okay, I hope your father gets murdered and I hope your brothers die
To any autist that’s (you)ing me; i am so terribly sorry, I hope your daddy gets hit by a car and I hope your bro gets molested by your mom
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I'm adding my strength to yours
I feel like everything is hopeless.
Recently I broke off a friendship with a girl I had a crush on after she spent more than a year making me feel like shit about myself. I had to be there and comfort her whenever she talked about her shitty mental illness, but when it came to me telling her that I wished I were fucking dead so that I could start over my failure of a life, she'd say shit about how everyone always fakes depression these days and how she's gone through so much worse than anyone yet she still doesn't want to kill herself because she's strong and amazing and all that shit.
When I told her about how one of my family members made my life a living hell, her response was that my family member was obviously insecure and needed love, not anger. This family member would tear down any shred of happiness that was within my reach. It was to the point where when I was twelve, the only company I had was a creepy scrote who wanted pics of me masturbating, because she burnt all the bridges I had by convincing everyone that I was the abuser.
This friend constantly talked about her life being harder than anyone else. To the point where one of our mutual friends got even more depressed and suicidal because he was wondering why he felt like such garbage despite not going through as much shit as she did. She constantly shat on other people for not showing empathy to her when she's down, but when others are struggling, she gets pissed because they're ruining her mood.
I was seventeen when I met her. She was in her last year of college. She always told me I had more power over her because I had more life experience, so if anything, I was the one being abusive. I was the one who had to ground her and help with her mental health, while she did nothing but victim-blame me and make me feel worse. Saying that she didn't know it would affect me, and that she didn't mean it the way I felt hurt by. At some points, she tried to "compliment" me by saying that squinty eyes and buck teeth are a beauty standard for Asians, because I'd expressed that I've been made fun of for my appearance before, which is… What the fuck.
I want to believe she's not hurting me on purpose, but she used to brag about how she made it on the Dean's List at her university (a private one) with a Psychology degree. It just doesn't make sense to me.
But that's enough about her.
I'm in my second year of university now. I'm failing almost every class because I can't bring myself to do anything at all. I keep shooting myself in the foot, because if I were happy or okay just for a moment, she wouldn't believe that I was really struggling. That I was just making a big deal out of nothing again. That I'm not really sad, because she knows me better than I know myself, and she knows that no matter how much I want to kill myself, I'll "be fine in a few hours".
I want to seek help, but I had a shitty experience with my last therapist because she wouldn't shut up about how I was faking my symptoms - I kept feeling an intense itch all over my body which I now believe was due to extreme stress, and she would say that I'm faking psychosis for attention.
I can't let go of the past, because if I'm not suffering every moment of my life, people will use that as evidence that I don't need help.
The only reason I take care of myself at all is because I imagine a peaceful, married life with my anime husbando, where he treats me well and doesn't grab my body. Where nobody will ever hurt me or make me feel worthless again.
I'm not kek
And my brother isn't just an ~autistic 4channer~ he doesn't use 4chan he's a physically abusive
person with anger issues so I'm sorry to the pickme that butthurt over me wishing he was out my mom's life for good.
I will seriously slash you and your brother’s throat if you don’t stop using those dumbass buzzwords.
I stopped the all nice talk I’m nao venting I’m now edging and all edgy. But don’t call me a scrote or pickme, loser.
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Awww you're just a little baby, nonnies leave the poor baby alone
I just don’t understand the flow of this thread anymore. Like what is happening>>1256886
Kys you caught me>>1256892>moved out to be at peace
I don’t want to take your inbred genetically fucked brothers with you, go fuck yourself hill billy
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Kill all men.
ZzzzzZzzz sleeping >>1256901
Kys 100000 times>>1256900
Yes. But not my brother, my sons or my husband. Anyone who touches my brother or my kids or my husband will fucking die by my claws. Jk I don’t have a brother, kids, or a husband.
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I miss her nonnies, I could've fixed her. I wish we could've hung out and baked vegan sweet treats together
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Nasim Aghdam, my iranian vegan queen>>1256915
I find her weirdly attractive, in a gangly autistic way.
You know what’s a weird headcanon? The fact I suddenly reply with a I want to kill myself. Should I die the way she died nonnie
? Will I get called cute for once by random anonymous women on a broken image board? Raisen drete? Pls
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I deserve it for calling a dead tranny who’s a woman smelly. Maybe I need to take a breath and a break from the internet. Thnx either way.
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I'm tired of every fucking milk thread being boring
I wish I could give this nona my fertility because I for sure don't want that shit. >>1256843
demonic and haram. >>1256850
ask him how many vikings were obese, then put laxatives in all his food so he shits the calories out, or just shits a lot idk
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I thought this was a based man hating site, what are we not allowed to wish death on men? Oh I'm sorry I thought this was lolcow.
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I’m gonna ask this and this is going to seem very disrespectful but… are you an FtM?
I'm crying- thank you nonny
for the hugs hugs
it’s an oxymoron nonnie
I just have some traditional values, which I won’t share here to not trigger
any whiteys but if I go to 4chan’s r9k they will redirect me here. Then y’all redirect me to LSA, and then I will get banhammered because I’m not black. I’m sure conservative feminism exists and that there’s more of us out here on lolcow
That’s the thing, give any human
freedom and they will start looking, feeling and acting retarded. I think it’s not synonymous to tearing apart the entirety of feminism, in my opinion. I won’t give any arguments, I will get most definitely spammed with (you)s for reasons you probably know.
I think a lot of us non-whites whether we are western or not have a dose of realism aside from a dose of self respect (that’s where the feminism comes in). I agree with you that black feminism is a mess, but whatever that white radfeminism is, is too tbh.
Not a fact though, it’s a hypothetical situation based on logic. I just wish there was a platform as mentioned before here >>1256949
. Women with all kinds of thoughts but who all equally hate men. Only then there will be peace I think.
I dislocated my kneecap a few days ago, took 1 day off work and the next had to work an 11 hour shift even after being told that I'd be accommodated for my injury.
I was made to work what I do normally even after asking to swap job roles with others, and having them ask for me to be taken off my job role and put on something easier. I was told I could sit when I needed.
But wait, anon, it looks bad in front of the customers so don't sit anymore here.
Also anon it isn't a good look to have you limping in front of customers, so go stand back here. After all, we don't want your knee to get any worse!
Okay, you've worked 8 hours on it, to your full normal job role, but I'll do you a solid and put you on easy work the next 4 hours so you don't injure it any more! :)!
I'll send you home an hour early, not because of your injury but because we're overstaffed for the evening now. See you tomorrow! We might be able to accommodate for your injury but no promises :).
I hate my job I hate my job we don't get sick pay and I can't afford to take time off, I hate my job.(:))
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>aS a jApAnEsE pErSoN!!!!
SHHHHHUUUTTTTTTTTT UPP. I’m tired of people clinging to their 15% or less heritage as an excuse to talk out their ass. If you haven’t lived in the country, don’t speak or try to learn the language, don’t participate in the culture or community except to shit up conversations on how offended you are because of xyz, then shuuuttt the fuck up for the love of god. It’s so fucking annoying.
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I’m obsessed with climate change and I think it’s because my new meds, which were supposed to help with obsessive thinking, have backfired and made my rumination worse. It hasn’t been a month yet since i started them, and my follow-up appointment is soon, and I keep soothing myself in millions of ways, but the thoughts keep returning and are making it hard to function in my day to day life.
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Samefag but these work wonders. I used to take one at the beginning of the UTI symptoms and drink two full glasses of water and it would kill the infection within an hour.
Has no one watched Idiocracy? It really explains it all. Smart people keep “waiting” for the perfect timing for kids while idiots procreate like bunnies, thus moving us forward.
(Dont get me wrong, I still dont want to add to the population, but id adopt/ foster in the right situation)
It means you took my post out of context while I ironically only took OP’s out of context. You have weird fantasies.>>1257156
interesting movie, I will maybe adopt but I will never take care of foster kids because the latter is so much abused I was abused in the system as well.
I wanted to reply to >>1257156
Calm down lol
with no dog in this fight but where do you see the user count? I'm curious and technologically retarded.
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>this entire argument
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If no one shuts up, one of yous is going to end up birthing something that isn't human.
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This argument is going in circles.
I will love them unconditionally even if they end up to be a huge fat piece of tranny shit like you. Idc if you’re not a tranny.>>1257255
I will take a huge shit as my last (you)
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bf sprung it on me that his semi-recently (8 or so months) single female friend is coming to our city from interstate and he's taking her out for coffee - while we were having dinner at his parents. i'm already in a shitty mood from unrelated junk but i'm so sick of settling for autistic retards who treat me like an afterthought. how fucking brainless and inconsiderate do you need to be to not even think to mention that to your partner, like holy shit.
also text me first, for fucks sake! and when i send cute pics and say dumb shit like "us♡" fucking do it back!! im sick of this!! fuck men!!!
How is that anon a tranny. This discussion is confusing>>1257183
Many people are born as a result of rape though.
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Moids are so dumb when it comes to women’s fashion. I’ve seen constant complaints about high waisted pants and how they hate them across the board. Women with pear or hourglass bodies look great in them.
In pic related he doesn’t even know where her waist is. Also those jeans look horrible. Idk why they feel so entitled to an opinion on this, they don’t know shit.
Why is me saying “men ain’t shit” a poor attitude, handmaiden
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>owner tells me their large dog is "on a diet" and should only get literally pic related for breakfast
Bitch you really fucking thought
She said>I brought this up numerous times and was gaslit that it’s not true that if you mention the word “boyfriend” in your posts it gets more replies but it literally does.
She's saying she brought up what you were talking about before, she was agreeing with you, you fucking retard. Holy shit the fucking brain rot some of you are working through, go to therapy or a fucking doctor or something. You're like a yappy little chihuahua, fucking insufferable.
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> if i vent here about whats already happened itt is it actually cathartic or am I just resetting the timer on infighting or sperging?
Jelly butthurt cat ladies aren’t (you)ing you after hours? I won’t stop until they will.>>1257454>narc
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Did you know the queen bee has thousands of babies?
sorry if this is a stupid vent nonnas but i seriously don’t know who else to talk to about this: for my arab anons, you’ll probably understand this more, but my cousins are all snakes. they’re all pathetic and annoying and too many times i’ve stuck my neck out for them only for me to stab me in the back. they’re each troubled i their own way—one is so fucking spoiled that her ego is unbelievably huge, one is traumatized from her parents to the point im 99.99% sure she has some metal disorder that makes her incredibly deluded, another is a coward, and all of them cannot cut the bullshit and talk to me straight on. i can’t cause problems or call them out after having to deal with so much of their shit because their mothers are batshit insane, and although my mother and older sister are on my side, my mother wants to keep peace with the family and my sister is good with navigating these shit cousins since she’s done it for so long. idk if im some undiagnosed autist, but i just find it so hard to grasp that these people could call themselves my family and then turn around to shittalk me and it’s so frustrating because i can’t do anything lest their mothers tell their husbands and yet another family drama occurs because of me. im sorry if this is such a stupid issue compared to the other anons here, i wish you all nothing but the best, but i just needed to blow this steam out.
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>boyfriend loses good job and falls into deep depression
>wants to break up because he doesn't feel good enough for me and wants to be alone
>plans on moving many states away to be with his family
>all of this right after we decided not to renew our lease
>no money for a rent deposit now and won't even have a car because he's taking it
>friend says I can live in her garage that she's fixing up
>whole house smells like cat shit because she has so many cats
>literally never cleans the litter boxes and has dog shit on the floors
>trying to find a second job while also packing and taking care of the house
I have no other friends that can help me. He says he wants me to move with him so I don't end up homeless but he wants to stay with his grandparents in their small house while he works part time (maybe, he doesn't have a GED) and gets therapy.
What the fuck am I supposed to do? I honestly just want to end it all.
If your friend's garage is that awful then I think it's better to take up his offer and move with him at his grandparents or go to your family. I think staying with your parents/family is probably the least stressful option.
Good luck finding a job and good luck in general nonnie
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Had to cancel a social outing at the last minute because of muh social anxiety even though I've been looking forward to it for weeks. I'm such a fucking lame person, just crying alone in my room right now
Happened to me but not because of anxiety (at least, I don't think so) but because I'm a retard who procrastinates for everything, even texting back and doing her laundry, so we just didn't go out like wr had planned weeks before due to me just letting the date pass.
Me not replying to my friends on Discord IS due to extreme anxiety, though.
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I've been gaining weight steadily over the years. I've always been a bit short and chubby, my BMI was 26 at ~18 - now at 28 it's 37+. Thirty-fucking-seven. I was looking for jeans today and the biggest size (US12) H&M had was too small. Literal strangers have started to comment on my weight too. I've always been on copium it's not THAT bad, but at this point it is. I know I have to lose weight, I'm working on it, but it's so fucking hard man. I'm fasting and trying to eat healthier but I work at a bakery where we can eat anything, plus my moid has does not help at all, he just keeps ballooning too. I hate being a fat fuck goddamn.
Idk, I kind of want to do the domestic thing with my XY, but the loss of privacy and quiet and leisure time is kind of harsh. I'm already tired all the time as it is. I don't think I could deal with kids.>>1257250
this. a lot of people think of a kid as an emotional punching bag, trust fund to pay for their future medical bills, chauffeur and butler, moving assistant, love-dispensor, phone therapist, IT tech, and general slave. but the fact is that the kid is free to leave if she judges the relationship as more harm than good. a lot of parents in the previous generation forgot that, now they cry on "estranged parent" support forums and "have no idea why their kid left and went no contact." massive reality check on their part, but they still pretend to have "no idea" why their kid hates their guts, lol. just shitting a kid out does not entitle you to endless unconditional love and adoration. especially if you keep acting shitty to them and disrespecting them and their boundaries. now we have a bunch of toxic
50-70 year olds acting dramatic because they were so shitty to their own children that they ghosted once they became adults. and they post it all online too, hilarious milk if that's your teacup. they really lack both shame and self-reflection. draining toxic
sludgepile emotional vampires die alone and unloved no matter how many children they gave birth to.
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and here we go again. My mother wrote another e-mail, this time asking if we want to talk to each other again. For my brother it seems like she is now at a point where she did understand what she's done, still, he doesn't want to talk to her ever again. And I'm again the person that has to deal with all that, with my mother, with my father, with my brother, I have to handle all those emotions. I had an exam after the day my brother had a mental breakdown, I didn't sleep, I fucked that exam up and still, I'm the one having to be the adult, I have to manage everything, I have to keep each one away from another, I have to do the talking, the caring, the decisions. My mother apologised in a letter to my brother that she ruined his life and what about me? Not a single word, I'm broken beyond repair and I didn't get a single sorry, a single word, still, I'm the one that has to manage all that bullshit. Sometimes I think about just going away, changing my name and just be gone. Bad thing is, I care for my brother and I don't want to cut contact and my parents will be dead sooner than later, but it would be nice to have someone caring for me, just for once.
I saw a dog trapped in a hot car in 90F heat with the windows all up yesterday at a shopping mall. People treat pets like fashion accessories and forget they are living creatures with needs both medical and psychological. I also hate that most people's pets have emotional issues (the constant anxious barking is not normal) or visible neglect (eye goop not being wiped, for example, when it takes 1 minute to do.) humanity is all around pretty awful.>>1257515
It's pathetic when people get "depressed" for being fired and then go and destroy their own life even more. Stop giving your shitty employer that much power over you. Jobs are everywhere now, go online and there's like 9000 job openings in your field. Take a vacation, come back, and apply for more jobs. Imagine if you had kids to take care of and he pulled these antics. Unreliable emotional toddler. Women always have to hold the entire family together no matter what unfortunate events happen, while men cry and run to the bottle with the tiniest upset.
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I actually have no interest in talking about the things that happened in my formative years and there is no way in hell I will be giving anyone at any point #traumaporn but I am so ready to get my shit together omg. The pandemic is not to blame for how bad my mental health has gotten but it certainly escalated it into territories I personally don’t believe would have been possible without those specific, bizarre variables. I don’t want much but I do want to take better care of myself now. Like sorry but I’m not killing myself.
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ask a therapist>>1257728
Put yourself first Nona. It isn't your job to be a parent to your parent.
thank you, Nona. I know that, still, I'm doing that for over 25 years now, I'm the parent to everyone, have a problem, I'm your parent, I will listen, I will solve it, I won't ask for anything and I'm done, I want someone to take care of me, just pat me on the head and say that everything will be okay, nothing more. But I will put myself first for once, as soon, as I move, my parents won't get my address anymore and I'm done with it.
'Parentification' is the fancy word for it which can gain you some resources to understand your situation and your feelings about it. You sound very sweet. Make sure your own exams and studying come first, maybe see if you can get a dorm room. If you explain it to your professor she might let you retake the exam.>>1257754
At least he has good taste in eromanga.>>1257880
I can't be assed to use a scale, I just judge by how well my pants fit and how horrible I look in a bikini.
Use rubbing alcohol under your pits to get rid of the bacteria and look into armpit toners (never tried them but have heard of them) and antibacterial soap. If you can't go to a gyno, try boric acid and d-mannose. obviously ignore all of this of you've already tried these things
. Sometimes it really is just your natural smell though.
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I found this YouTube channel. Basically main theme is wife makes delicious food for his husband and brings it to him while he's gaming. My first thought is, why isn't the husband having dinner with his wife and kids? He really can't pause his game for 15 mins and sit down and spend time with his family? And all the comments are either being supportive of her or whining about some imaginary feminist who has a problem with this. Moids are such man children.
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I can’t cum because of my meds. Tears
Thanks to >>1252417
's discussion, my new water bottle arrived in the mail yesterday and I love it. I can feel the mold-induced mental illness fade away already. Well, I'm just joking, but I'm sure it'll bring some passive yet positive effects now that I'm not drinking out of something where mold grows despite frequent bleach cleaning.
(Hopefully the quote link will work this time.)
from the screenshot that food looks basic af. And yeah, I'd never tolerate that shit. Video games are for when you have NOTHING else to do. They come last, not first. The only game I like is minecraft, but it kills my laptop so I don't play it.
Haha I build a digital house because I can't afford a real house. Thanks boomers.
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I work as a waitress at a small family-owned casual seafood restaurant and my coworkers and I dealt with shitty customers even though we do our best and give good service. From my experience, most of the complaints came from black customers. We don't have anything against them and treat all customers with kindness and respect but there are times where they're extremely unsatisfied and entitled like the food is not good enough, overpriced, or disgusting. Had some that want to get it with a discount or for free. I wish I was joking. Also no tips.
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I can't get over him and he can't even admit to anyone, not even me, we were a thing
I keep torturing myself and wasting time thinking about him while he doesn't give a fuck and is directing all his efforts toward his uwu pure innocent gf that doesn't even like him
Why is it as soon as a man meets a better (prettier) woman, you become a disgusting nuisance in his eyes?
I agree with you that the world can be a depressing place, but the quality of life for humanity has on average greatly improved over time, and will keep on improving. For all we know in 500 years we could attain a post-scarcity utopia(where everyone would be voluntarily a vegan), 500 years is a small amount of time compared to the 100,000-200,000 years modern humans have existed, and if humanity stopped reproducing and went extinct, we would be ending our species when we're so close to the goal.
But you might say that none of us around today will be alive in 500 years to experience said utopia, and my reply to that is that we don't know for sure. No one today has personal evidence of what happens after death, it could be that after death humans are reincarnated as humans born in the future, and anti-natalism would also put such a system in jeopardy, as people can't be reincarnated if no one has children. Everyone could have lived many past lives, only to stop being reborn, if anti-natalism won, when we're so close to achieving a utopia for everyone
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I want to smoother my hand in hot sauce and give my husband a prolonged hand job.
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I get disappointed whenever I find a small business ran by a woman that has her husband/bf's face with "co-owner" anywhere around his picture on her site.
I've been awake since first light which was around 4AM. I fed the poultry and livestock, watered and weeded my vegetable garden, did the laundry, ironed his working clothes, made his lunch for him to take to work, cleaned the kitchen and took care of the children, yet I still found time to cook his breakfast made from freshly harvested ingredients from my own garden and eggs from my own ducks. After he'd cleared his plate I asked him how it was and he grunted and shrugged then got up and left for work. The fucking selfish pig couldn't even be bothered to say "it was nice".>>1258339>moids are so ungrateful
Really thinking about forcing myself to be "cold" and I don't know how to word this, I'm just done with mentally ill people and not a native speaker.
Due to family abuse, I grew up VERY depressed and that depression took away my teenage years, I lived up to other's expectations, I grew up trying to prove I'm loveable and such, putting myself in a couple of very abusive relationship (One of my ex moid stole money, resources and most importantly, my time, because he was in need and told me I was so empathetic and understanding so I HAD to help him, right?).
After years and years of therapy, I learned how to be a person, I learned how to control my emotions and developed critical skills and now, in my late 20s, I'm becoming a whole person and I realized I have no time for mentally ill people.
I have my own shit to deal with and I just hate when people randomly trauma dump or say that we need to talk when in fact it's just them venting about their life. I hate that just because I grew up in a rough environment then that means I'm a sensible and caring person because apparently I understand the struggles of others, fuck you, I'm not your psychologist. I hate how no matter me being honest, they live in their own fantasy in which if I'm not available 24/7 to talk then that means I'm dropping their friendship. It just means I'm caring for myself, you retard.
I'm not cold by myself, in fact, I'm always there to help people but I hate when I'm seen just like a resource and not as a person and these emotional vampires suck me out.
I have nice people in my life too and I can feel the difference when I pass the time with them just chilling to when my "best friends" just text me at night telling me how they plan to kill themselves because life's too much for them.
I understand that, I've been some bad shit too, but I went up and saw actual help.
Go to therapy and fuck off.
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I'd agree with you normally but this is the worst I've seen. Especially the extra grate on the wash side. Why does that need to be there?
Or just have a drying rack next to the sink with a mat, even if it sacrifices counter space at least you can fit more dishes in the place that's meant to wash them
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I hate that every month, EVERY FUCKING MONTH, my body's like "you know what could make this bitch even more miserable during her periods? Unexplainable diarrhea".
I take such a good care of my body, I eat healthy, I workout everyday, I gave up on cheese because it gets me praying on the toilet, and that's how I get repaid? THAT'S FUCKING HOW I GET REPAID EACH AND EVERY SINGLE MONTH?
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You're so right and you should say it. fuck periods and fuck period diarrhea
They were so beautiful too, like I said he has really incredible hair that locks so well. The advantage of dreads is that he did keep them and somebody with the skills could reinstall them.
I do like playing with the afro though it's really cute.
I know it won't mean much from a stranger on the internet but I hope everything works out for you nonnie
♥ I wish I could come to your cafe too! I really hope you'll flourish.
Nice. I'm glad my vent led to something productive lol
What kind of water bottle did you get? I was thinking of getting a stainless steel bottle with an open mouth. Not sure about brands but I might get it from the sports shop.
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>>1258445Use it for money laundering and then close it once you made your investment back.
There's no point in continuing something that brings you agony and has no future.
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I honestly have such a difficult relationship with my mother, we just had a very intense argument where she accused me of having an ED and that my brain was fucked from the internet and that I was on loads of ED groups online and obsessed with weight loss, which is funny considering I have never cared about my weight EVER, and would say I'm actually slightly above average for my age (which I don't care) she then accused me of being arrogant because I was upset that my friends have changed and called me a narcissist that can't get along with people "unless there exactly like me" all because I complained that my friends were all into gender ideology shit now and wouldn't stop talking about it, I got really upset by all this and called her mentally ill because she was making shit up in her head, and then she got right in my face and said "No, your the mentally ill one who had an attempted suicide" and said other shit like I'm abnormal and that I'm a psychopath and she wants me to move out and that the whole family uses her as a scapegoat, I've ruined her life etc
I am a fuck up, I'm a loner, hobby less, immature for my age, but you know what? I am trying to change, getting into college rn I just got in contact with some old friends, I know I've caused problems with the family, I know I've worried my mother with some horrible shit I wont get into, but being around her makes me feel so horrible and depressed, constant criticism, waking up to her calling me a "baby", I hate that I want to be loved by my mum, that I desperately want a normal family but I feel like I should give up on our relationship at this point, she just constantly provokes people and starts arguments and occasionally these weird schizo arguments where she accuses people of the weirdest shit, I do feel bad I've caused a lot of problems recently but now that I think about it she's always been like this, she's always accused me of being insecure and obsessed with weight loss etc. And then after every argument she suddenly starts acting all nice, not apologetic just being all positive and acting like a victim at the same time, just bizarre.
I am trying to change and be independent but being around her just makes me feel genuinely uncomfortable, it doesn't feel like a mother-daughter relationship at all. Idk I do feel very ashamed of myself and feel bad for the shit I've stirred in my family but I just can't continue looking for acceptance from my mother anymore, thinking about what she thinks of me everyday makes me feel horrible, I think we are both very abnormal people, I wouldn't be surprised if we both had a similar illness like APD considering we are both loners, ah idk, I just give up on building a normal relationship I cant blame myself for the bad things I've caused recently because she has been like this since I was a young child. If I was her and I had a child like me I'd probably hate it too though, aughh
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One time I saw an awful video of a couple walking to an elevator in some European country. I think they were both intoxicated (the women more so) and the man was throwing the girl around onto the floor and dragging her around. Sometimes I wish I could jump in and save these women. Also KAM
I usually am not affected when people get mad at me because I don't take things that seriously, but my manager made me tear up so many times today. We were unloading a truck that was full because my coworkers did inventory wrong and it took 6 hours, and it was my first time doing this because i was just hired two weeks ago (i wasn't assigned to this but i offered to switch places with a girl who was because she has back problems). My manager barely told me what u-boats contained which items, so i kept asking. she eventually just stopped everything, looked at me all pissed and said "You need to start remembering this is wasting my time." She did this a few times. I was so afraid to ask her about stuff after that, so i asked my coworkers whenever she'd leave the room. THEY didn't even know where things went, and they've been working there for so long. At the end of our shift, she did apologize for being grouchy but I took it really personally..because it was. I'm even crying now lol.
Aynways, i told her i have medical brain damage so it takes me a while to understand things lmfao. This isn't true, but maybe it is from all the times i would bang my head on shit when i was younger. She said, "now you're telling me? Sorry, I would have gone easier on you and not given you such a hard time." I feel really bad about lying but I needed her to back off and hopefully this will get me a smaller work load in the future.
Sign of a bad manager is making new employees afraid to ask questions. It’s not your fault, nonnie
I fantasize about shoving a dried thai chile pepper down my Nigel's urethra. I've asked his permission several times but he won't let me. I'm going to suck on one and give him a surprise blowjob one day.
Inb4 "break up with him"
He wouldn't have appreciated pancakes anyway anon
That isn't autism, it's narc behavior. What he wants is to yell at you. He makes up watever he needs to in order to justify his yelling at you. The reason isn't the reason. The reason is the desire to berate you over anything at all to make himself feel better, or whatever narc justification.
parents do not yell at their children, and espeically not over trivial bullshit all day every day. He enjoys screaming at you and doens't care how you feel or how confused it makes you.
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This is an update from the whole drama because I said I wish my brothers dead, because apparently I have to be politically correct for lurkers and summerfags no aware we hate men on this image board and say “I wish my brothers didn’t exist”. I of course for the million time brought up the same problem with my own parent and they refuse to care about themselves or the real people it affects. It’s weird how people say “don’t ignore your problems and try to repair blahblah with your family!” but then switch and say “stop being a crybaby!!” when I tried to stop being an emotional robot and confront them. This entire thing makes me realize that a good majority of people are not prepared or can’t handle expected conflict or problems in relationships including your family members, they also run away and retreat. I’ve been so angry I’ve lost my appetite and honestly the anger is really dissipating into unusual laughter, I’m so upset I could really just shake my head and laugh at how much this is ridiculous. People really do just ignore problems that are clearly in their lives and screw the other people who are affected by it! I’m honestly tired of running away like most people are or how current advice is given to people, moving out is not even a close possibility right now anyways. I just wanted to vent, this whole world can be so frustrating and absurd it makes me actually want to laugh. She doesn’t even realize her life is absolute shit because of her sons… wish she would wake up. My mom is a good person but not a good parent.
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>>1258616>dating a man makes your life more annoying and unnecessarily hard
nigelfags never disappoint kek, godspeed nona
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Honestly why bother? It would take an hour for the ambulance to get here and another for it to take me there. I'm not dying. If it gets infected then I'll obv go. I'll go during office hours though, since the health center of my shitty tiny town is much closer. And yeah I did wash it.
Spoiler for gross wound pic.
The google doodle contest is making me emotional>>1258744
As a 30 year old that rarely dates I don’t think it gets any better in old age, but going by my aunt and a coworker that remarried in middle age there are some true male unicorns out there
i get you nonnie
, i have a bit of savings and investments which im living off of since i quit my job last year but people just keep coming out of nowhere to nickel and dime me. just got an invoice from my rental property manager when they got an electrician to come and replace some burned-out lights in the house and it was 300 bucks, literally 10 weeks worth of groceries. i want to scream.
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How the fuck can I work 40hr/week above minimum wage and still be fucking poor? I just had to pull from my savings to put my rent this week because after my groceries and bills were paid and I didn’t have any left over, especially thanks to my dumbass company paying me twice monthly whenever they can be fucked doing so instead of on a regularly schedule.
I’m sick of living in a poorfag country and I’m sick of having to feel sorry for everyone. Boo hoo for the landlords who are missing out on renters who’ve moved overseas, boo hoo for the bosses who don’t have the desperate labour supply to hold on to their wage slave staff, boo hoo for the dumbass government who aren’t doing shit to fix anything but who are weally weally sowwy it’s gotten this bad. Fuck all this bullshit. I don’t feel bad for the people who are fucking me over, and I’m not gonna be sorry at all when I get on that plane with both middle fingers up and head to a new life overseas like everyone else my age.
1. Nice get
2. Audibly kek'd at nonnington
3. I wish. Kind of stuck with him at the moment but I've been wanting to break it off for awhile now
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why are so many women pickmes, i'm going to end up a misogynist just from seeing these terminally shit takes all the time. can't go two posts on any website without seeing someone going 'im a woman and i (insert some male-defending nonsense stance here)'.
pic somewhat related. it's some stupid bitch defending activision-blizzard. if you don't know about them, they're yet another video game company under fire for sexual misconduct, harassment, and directly causing a female employee's death. in response to her directly: mic up in any competitive online game and you'll find out real quick how sexist the community is
“Well it’s never affected me personally
so it must not be a problem at all!”
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WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK HOW WAS THE PROGRESS ON THE GAME FUCKING LOST??!? IT WAS SAVING AUTOMATICALLY BEFORE ON THE SAME FILE AND IT WAS JUST FINE, I NEVER HAD AN ISSUE WITH CONTINUING PROGRESS AND NOW YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT ONLY AFTER A FEW DAYS OF NOT PLAYING WHEN I LOG IN I SUDDENLY HAVE THEW START ALL OVER??? THIS IS FUCKING BULLSHIT sorry for the autism kek, for any nonnies wondering I was playing Hades on Xbox, all on the same profile and before it was saving automatically and it was continuing from where I left off, I don't understand why the fuck the save file is gone when it was there before. I asked my dad if he happened to change the Xboxs (we have two, one is an Xbox One and the other is an Xbox Series X, which is what has been connected to the TV this whole time) and he said no. I don't understand how this is possible. Maybe I'm just retarded but I just don't get it, and I'm devastated. I don't think I was toward the end of the game or anything since I hadn't played it for that long, like maybe a few hours every day for four or five days, but I still lost several hours of progress and this sucks.
I got a kitten and she's the sweetest thing, but even with a steroid spray, allergy pill, and asthma meds I'm miserable. I have a slight cat allergy but have lived with cats and worked at a vet for years totally unmedicated with few issues so I thought it would be OK. I guess this is my life now but I am so frustrated that I'm having this issue. I grew up with my allergies and asthma being basically untreated because my mom didn't believe in western medicine so I'm now also having all these weird emotional triggers
around feeling like shit. My whole childhood was being held back because I was a sickly kid. I won't let that be my life again, even if I have to take 100 meds every day!!!
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MY BACK TIRE POPPED and I'M PISSED
NTA you're responding too but I'm a legal weedtender and depending on the strain type/sativa/indica combo it could possibly make you hungry. If you smoke weed a lot- especially the same strain, you can actually lose the hunger signals associated with the weed.>>1259108
Just remind yourself you were the one dating him so therefore you're hotter and superior nona
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I got coffee this morning and walked across the road to sit in the park with it before work.
>hear a bang and a scream and commotion from across near the cafe.
>see people running and a man cradling a dog.
>it’s obvious the dog got hit by a car that didn’t stop
>feel sick and walk across the road to get in my car, I can’t do anything to help and think the dog is pretty much dead
>a girl is walking past me tears streaming down her face- obviously a bystander
I have felt awful all day nonnies. I witnessed a fatal car versus pedestrian accident about 3 years ago and was only inches from being hit by the same car. Any loud bangs and traffic shit gives me a frozen panicked feeling. I saw the man up close cradling the dog on the phone to a vet. I don’t know if I’ll ever know if the dog was ok.
Im not even a dog lover, but feel very sad.
By the way, the toilet pipes suck. I just took a huge shit. Flushed but didn't check if it clogged or not. I used to panic about that because he'd get autistic about plunging being bad for the pipes. But whatever, he can deal with it. I have to deal with his shart spray, he can deal with my massive poops>>1258657
My bf says he's always been like this. Their relationship is really strange to me. He barely did anything with him as a child because his dad would just freak out if things weren't done to his liking. It doesn't hold a candle to >>1258459
's father though. That is straight up narcissistic child abuse. Dude needs to jump down a well
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I don’t care that I come off as the biggest retard at work, no I don’t immediately know every product just by name go away go away why is it always this one male bothering me. I just barely skate by knowing and doing as little as possible, go ask someone else. Fuck.
Gay men + straight women are the worst managers. Anything I can seduce sexually at a distance have been always nicer to me. But no nonnie
, being a retard at work is not a bad thing, so long you try to improve. If not, then kys. I hate it when people don’t wanna keep trying just because of the assholes.
t. Retard at work who wants to try better
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i’ve been trying so fucking hard to drop/drift away from this moid who wants to be my friend, but he’s unfortunately tied in with another group of people that i really like and want to maintain proximity to.
he has messaged me “hey how are ya?” once a week since the fucking pandemic started. THREE YEARS !!! i have said no, not interested, ghosted him, and just generally ignored him, but he’s persistent in “checking how i’m doing”
we’ve had a few text convos early on and hung out once with other people, but that’s it.
any other person i’d say it’s obvious he’s uncomfortably into me, but he’s so autistic and even when i do see him in person with other friends, he becomes silent (thank god tho)
we have nothing in common, nothing to talk about, except for his love of cosplay and video games which i have stated multiple times aren’t for me. i hate how fucking dense and selfish autistic men are, i’ve met autistic women who seem to be the complete opposite and always ask if their actions are too much or if they are missing something, etc.
next time he texts me, i think im just gonna say im not interested in hanging out or really being friends. hope it doesn’t blow up in my face.
>>1259532> i’ve met autistic women who seem to be the complete opposite and always ask if their actions are too much or if they are missing something, etc.
I only hang out with women and I have to disagree with you.
But scrotes are fairly easy targets because they’re more dumb than women. Women are harder to ignore because high eq requires better tactics to bother victims
. You need to block the scrote. Problem solved.
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Update: I was worried I'd stab a moid if this went on (killing a moid is okay but prison food tastes bad yk) so I bought a uterus-shaped plushie online to physically assault. I know I wasted money. I know it's going to take a while for that plushie to arrive. So, this only makes me madder and I'm going to beat that plushie until the cotton comes out.
i should say i’ve definitely seen autistic women who were annoying/selfish, but i’ve also met the quiet horse girl type that won’t go out of her way for much. i feel like it’s way more of a personality spectrum with girls, while guys tend to be and like the same stuff.
im usually quick to block, but i just hope the other group of friends doesn’t catch wind. but whatever i guess
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you're THE rage against the machine and you wont even say woman? cant commit the thoughtcrime of admitting sex is real? the mens rights movement is going fucking great
i’ll eat some bananas, ty nonnie
. he took care of our house chores this morning before work so at least i don’t have to worry about that
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>”i want to be a tradwife and take care of my moid and kids!!”
what the fuck happened to this website? seriously someone tell me was there a demographic change or something?
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I did hogwarts house quiz and I got slytherin first and gryffindor second. I'm not a fucking slytherin, I've always felt like I'm a gryffindor/ravenclaw person. I'm offended, fuck slytherin and fuck this quiz
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there's this circle of fujo terfs on twitter and i wish i could break into it. i'm not cool enough though and have literally never ever "joined" a friend circle in my entire life so i guess i have to watch them from afar and cry
I get you nonny
, and when they look remotely good they're probably an asshole (and probably got other 10 girls behind them to inflate his ego) and not someone you'd want to be in a relationship with.
I struggle a lot because I don't find most men attractive and I'm mostly attracted to weird fictional characters like Pinhead from Hellraiser. It's tragic
When I was younger I was someone who didn't prioritize looks. Any guy who seemed nice and asked me out was considered.. I wasted years in lackluster relationships because of it. We'd have plenty of sex in the honeymoon period and then sex would slow dow drastically because yeah its hard without true attraction. Then like you said they let themselves go even more after a while.. and then they have the nerve to bitch and whine about why you don't want more sex. They didn't even try to be appealing tho.
Lesson learnt. I might be single for a while waiting for genuine attraction to come along. I'm going through like a sexual awakening where my drive is through the roof lately and I still want to hold out. What was I thinking before?
Going through this right now. Got into a very serious relationship based on mostly intellectual attraction and some idealization from my part… I could look over his lack of effort and natural ugliness, but years past honeymoon period I can't anymore.
Hear this advice younger anons lol Sadly appearance DOES matter specially in the long term…
Kek it’s okay nona, I’m a Jasonfag. Anyways, I’m mostly attracted to muscular guys with medium to long hair and a pretty face. Most guys don’t grow their hair out anymore, and well, most don’t even bother working out anymore either. >>1259883>>1259888
Yeah, I definitely learned this lesson. I used to think “Personality is all that matters! I’ll be attracted by personality and intelligence alone!”, but no, that’s not true. It’s okay to be picky, it’s not shallow. At a certain point I wasn’t attracted to my ex anymore, and sex just felt like routine. There wasn’t much passion or romance in it anymore. It sucks being lonely and not having committed physical touch, but I would rather wait and find someone I am really into. Took me a while to figure out my sex drive wasn’t “low” or “broken”, it was because there was no physical attraction.
it's nice to see these vents without a turbo lesbian gloating in her reply about how great her equally shit life is because there is no scrote in it. Scrotes are everywhere, a certified plague the least you and other ninnies could do is let them vent in peace?
They'll be gone by September so fucking relax
My mom had her moments, she compared me to others too much. My dad was the real uptight one who basically wanted me to barely exist in my own home. My mom hated how shy/quiet I was but then my dads house rules had trained me to be invisible. You can't raise a kid like that and then expect them to flip a switch and be outgoing and a perfomer when they go to a family gathering once in a blue moon. I was getting blasted on both sides. Shut up, speak up, shut up, speak up. I was close to being mute in school. My teachers wrote it in my reports every year.
I'm in my thirties now and I just hit my limit and cut my dad off entirely. My mom has already passed away (but was on good terms with me att) I'd been pulling away from my dad ever since I turned 18 and I'm done. There's no relationship to speak of anyway. I could never speak to him about anything important. Everything had to be filtered to make sure he didn't just use it to criticize me. I've had a couple of pretty bad things happen to me as an adult in relationships and I couldn't tell him. I've been homeless and didn't tell him. I've been in hospital after an attempt on my life nearly worked, and I didn't tell him. He doesn't know my sexuality. He doesn't know my interests. He doesn't know where I go for xmas dinners. We're nothing. The moment I share anything it only further digs into old wounds.
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Fuck it, the troll thread was deleted before I could save all the hot pictures.
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I refreshed it and it was gone.
Samefag to give an example: someone will ask me if I’ve ever been on a rollercoaster. I panic internally and reflexively lie, “no I’ve never been on a rollercoaster, why? Have you?”. I went to six flags when I was like 10 and went on some rollercoasters there, but I am too scared for them to think that I have had that fun experience. But… I actually hated going on rollercoasters anyway. So why do I lie and say I haven’t been instead of saying that I did but it wasn’t fun? Because for some reason I am at the same time also afraid of them knowing that I didn’t enjoy the experience. There is one tiny upside to lying about mundane experiences, which is that usually people “you’ve NEVER ___?!” And then they get excited about sharing that experience with you brand new. >>1260228
This is a little more similar to how I feel, and I’m sorry you have to deal with that nonny
. I’ve also been homeless and never told, but lucky for me my story is going in a happier direction and I’m somewhat reconciling with my parents as they have improved a lot over time. They came from abusive
and uneducated families too so I don’t think they just did it because they’re evil.
yeah, mine bullied me for anything I attempted to do. learning a new language, trying to draw, wanting books to read, wanting to clean my room, wanting to wear nicer (read: non hole-ridden, non-ragged, actually correct size, non-stained) clothes, wanting to learn to sew to repair, wanting to do sports…
The solution isn't to not have any personality. The solution is to get rid of the emotional vampires. You're an adult now, no need to fear them anymore! Do you, nonnie
I'm in a country with some free healthcare services, including mental health. But when you have free healthcare.. you also tend to have crazy waiting lists to get to it. The amount of people I've known who waste free public appts and who don't feel a bit sorry for it. Queues are insane to try and be seen and everyone moans about how bad it is but so many finally get their appt and just bail with no phone call or anything. Always bugged me.
Some people are real good at just not seeing the knock on effects they have. It sounds like you've paid so much for sessions over the years that it's a small loss to this man but it's nice when people care like you do.
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WHY DOESNT BRANDY MELVILLE SHIP TO CANADA
Back when I was 15, my brother who was 16 at the time, started to act perverted towards me. He went through my stuff and sent me a text saying if I was really as pent up as I said I was in my diary, I could experiment with him. Even though I told him no, he would sometimes still act a little weird towards me at times. He would come into my room to bother me and tickle me and one of those times he groped my butt. After that one year he stopped paying as much attention to me and I figured he’d stop. Fast toward to when I was 20, when our parents weren’t gonna be home for a few days, he sent me another text asking if he “could do something” to me. I told him no again and I felt scared after that since it was only us two in the house. Nothing ever happened luckily. A few months later I was going to uni everyday and the first thing I’d do after coming home would be changing out of my clothes. One day after I got home, I noticed my shelf had some misplaced items so I checked them and found his phone which had been recording me. I finally told my parents about him after that and they were really upset and told him he would have to move out. But after that initial reaction, I feel like they completely forgot about what he did. He never moved out and they never brought it up to me again, which kinda upsets me. He didn’t get any kind of punishment or consequences for the way he made me feel in that time and even after I finally told my parents, they ultimately didn’t do anything other than lecture him. I’ve since moved out though so I don’t have to worry about him anymore but there’s no way for me to view him the same anymore. I feel like his actions towards me means he never viewed me as a sister, as someone he truly cares for. I’ve also realized since then just how disgusting men can be, and that getting sex is more important to them than any kind of morals.
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I have the thread still in an alt tab. How can I save the thread so others can see it?
Wow, he sounds literally pornsick. Men are hideous. My brother molested and tried to rape me (he couldn't figure out how because I was so young nothing could fit) but my parents didn't give a shit when I told them because he wasn't actively doing it. I got told I was a liar because in my vocabulary I only knew "rape" meant a violation sexually since I was so young when I told them about it.
He was doing that stuff to me for years but it didn't matter because he hadn't done it for a bit so it was as if I was an asshole for saying anything. families cape for abuse the most. Fuck men.
I had a similar experience but with a bfs son.. my underwear went missing. He was found in our room and pretended to be sleep walking. Things just kept happening and when it reached its peak the dad initially said he had to take it seriously now… and then he went into denial. As if it never happened. He made out like I was crazy even though he'd admitted it already
Nobody wants to hear their son is a pervert but ffs you have to do something when that's the reality you're faced with.
It really does feel like this site is now crawling with pickmes, twitterfags and scrotes/trannies pretending to women. Can't even wish for abusive
male family members to die without being called demonic and haram or causing infighting.
This might seem out of nowhere but are you from a Muslim
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I’m accepting that I will never have a long term girlfriend because I have very irregular periods and ovarian cysts. My mattress has a horizontal band of spotted blood stains across the middle where I had bled on it over the years. I try to rub them out when I notice them fast enough but some of it always stays. Meaning, for the rest of my menstruating life, I would have to get ahead of my girlfriend/wife in washing the bed sheets when she’s not home so she doesn’t see my shame. Meaning, we can never get new beautiful satin sheets together and help each other put it on. Meaning, whenever we decide to buy a new mattress I’d be exposed and she’d be disgusted. I can’t take birth control.
Yeah sure, anon is gonna sleep with a cup in all the time because of her irregular bleeding? I'm sorry but why the fuck do you have to be a dick to some random anon opening up about painful shit?>>1260430
I know the fabric is gross and may fuck up your skin but have you ever tried those period panties? That sounds very stressful and frustrating, but I'm sure there's a woman who can deal with that but I also believe you can figure out a sensible way to not bleed on the bed all the time. Good luck, anon, gynecological shit sucks ass.
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Apparently this pedophile is performing in my country and I commented on the post aksing if they are pro pedophilia and quoted his kinky little girl comment.
And ofc a handmaiden popped out saying she reported my comment and that it was hate crime and ideas like mine leads to literal murder and mass shootings. Handsmaidens are literally something else, being pro pedophilia to defends bearded men in dresses.
Westerner yes lmfao>>1260535
The west. I want to throw tantrums irl like I do here about it but how to get away with it? Show them the statistics that not washing hands kills lives?
Im a net and a disgrace and A sibling of mines left home for the first time. I've been a mess about it even though they are at school. I tried to talk to my mother about how I was feeling and the first thing she says is, "This is why you need to get your own life-" Like, sorry for feeling bad about my sibling leaving and missing them. I hate showing any bit of emotion around her, I feel so dumb afterwards. I now i'm a failure. But it's like since I was a teen I was always expected to "Do" things, my school, nor did my parents even taught me or my siblings anything about being an adult or what to do. It was always, "Do this, do that, be this, don't do that" never explaining. No help with college stuff, and whenever I did ask for help it was like she had a bad attitude with me. I just feel so lost. My life is going nowhere.
This is what happens when a young kid is exposed to porn. Most child abusers are actually young boys and teens who try to "experiment" or replicate porn on their family members.
If you have kids, regardless of gender, make sure their internet time is controlled and censored, talk to them about what porn is, how it's fake, and don't let them play unsupervised with other kids while having internet access.
I had a weird interaction with a male cousin who so badly wanted me to pretend to piss in front of him. Like he was obsessed with getting me to do it and to make the hissing sound effect. We were in a shed and he found something that he wanted to pretend was a toilet? It got so weird. I was younger, real weirded out and had no idea why. I was shy enough that I thankfully wasn't about to role play bodily functions on cue for anyone but years later I was like… oh that's why that felt so off.
My gut was really screaming at me that it was wrong att. I'm glad it didn't escalate.
My grandmother was always super cautious about letting me and my sister alone with our cousins. They never did anything or acted weird, but she had this profound fear. I assume she must have been abused herself. When I was little I always thought she was annoying and exaggerating but now I truly get it.
I ended up getting molested by the son of one of my mom's friends. No idea what I'm going to do if I ever have a girl, I do not trust anybody and could never leaver her alone with other kids. I know so many people with child abuse stories, it's unreal.
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>eat one (1) unhealthy takeout thing or chocolate
>get cystic acne lasting for 2 weeks including scars
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Today as I was driving through my hometown, it kinda sunk in how I'm never gonna be one of those women who go on brisk chatty walks or walk their dogs together in the evenings. It sounds stupid but I have never felt like I fit in, not in an edgy way but more in a way where I've always tried pretty hard to keep friendships afloat and people always tell me how much I've helped them and how I have such a good attitude and introspection. I feel and know I am the healing friend, I hype people up and get them to grow and they move on, and they assume I never wanna do basic fun stuff, I almost feel like I'm just some mystic being sometimes, not a person who just wants to hang.
Anyways, I'm sad I'll never be a woman who lives in the country-ish side with a few trust worthy, fun women close by who might just text me to come out for a walk, I am way too tired to change up my whole personality just for that, I haven't had a normal or even an easy life and even when people don't know, I feel like an imposter pretending like I could be like that.
Damn, I just want even casual friends close by who I could actually see and they wanted to see me, I've liked in the city for so long and I have no friends there anymore and I only know my mom in my hometown, it's not normal to be almost 30 with absolutely no one to ask out to hang.
I feel like I failed even when I really did try, maybe I tried too hard and should've just "been myself" but living with abusive, actually diagnosed narcissists, you had to always be ready to switch up in order to survive with the least amount of damage.
I wish I could've used that time to build friendships that weren't just me being the funny therapist friend, now I just go to places alone and while sometimes it's nice, it's not like I'm alone by choice.
This was so long, sorry nonas, I had a weirdly sad day today.
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Yes! You're right. I believe in us! Thank you for your reply, nona. I'm going to drink some diet soda as a treat now.>>1260705
I feel you. My downstairs neighbor smoked RIGHT under my balcony even if I was out there. My poor kitty has asthma that I try very hard to control too. I ratted her out to our rental agency company because smoking is not allowed on the premise. I wish I had done it sooner but I'm kind of chicken shit and didn't realize I could just email the landlord. She was coughing up a lung everyday until just recently. It sounded so awful. I hope your neighbors move sometime so you don't have to deal with that anymore.
copy paste the link into wayback machine>>1260372>>1260557
nta but this happens in northen US families too
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My sisters fiancé died about at month and a half ago. She moved out to state to Colorado. I try to give her space but also check up on her every few days to see if she needs anything but she doesn’t reply. I know she’s alive (she goes online, venmo transactions) but she just can’t communicate right now.
I mean I understand and I get it but she’s never going to be the same and I miss her. I spent at least one weekend a month visiting with her, we were close, now it feels like I’ve lost a brother and my sister too.
Also my stupid fucking roommate won’t stop talking in her stupid loud screaming voice and i wanna punch her directly in the throat.
Internalize it as sincere because you do look nice nonny
, and then feel smug because they'll never have a chance
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I want to scream, cry, and break things. Logically I know it won't help my situation, but I've been bottling up my emotions since I was in middle school. It feels weird to express those types of feelings because I was shamed for showing anger or crying. I hate how I get put into this box but my mom is allowed every emotion under the sun. I feel dead most of the time because even raging inside does nothing so why bother. I want to feel normal like I did as a child. I want to know why I apparently lost the privilege of showing certain emotions after grade school. It's puzzling.
Be there for her if she needs it, but it's most likely going to take time and space for her to heal. Similar thing happened to one my sisters she lost her boyfriend in a motorcycle accident, and (freakily) the same thing happened to our mom as well almost exactly she also lost one of her boyfriends when she was younger to a motorcycle crash. It fucks with your head. Anyways one thing I know is this, sweetie, she does hear you and does love you back with all her heart, she's just in a space right now where she literally is too hurt to even speak or even text right now. When she's ready she will. This is not the end. Both my mom and my sister went on to have lovely relationships after that they are still in and are two of the loveliest happiest and most inspiring women in my life. I wish the same for you and your family. Thoughts and prayers and nothing but love for you and your sister.
Also here, this song is sad but at the same time a celebration of a life lived however short it might be. I hope it helps a bit.
I guess you're right, but I also haven't really talked to anyone in almost a decade and wouldn't know where else to look for regular conversation or to make friends.>>1260782
I'm sorry to hear that happened anon, I'm sure you did nothing to deserve it. That's awful of them. In my case it's that they've all known each other for some years now, so I'd obviously be left out. I also miss peak activity times due to work. I'll try to avoid it for a while instead of leaving just like that, because I think I'd feel even worse if no one cared about my leave.
>>1260811> happy single> my current FWB
What is wrong with you nonnie
, like anon said above just get a vibrator and stop being so desperate
We are all a little broken on this site (Well most of us).>>1260821
Language aside aside I'm glad your with someone whom makes you happy.
Best of luck to both of you!
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i'm feeling really shitty i want to rip out my ovaries and kill every man and then my phone updated and showed me pictures of when i still had hope and looked nice and didn't want to jump into a fire of booze after chainsmoking 10 packs of cigarettes
Sadly it doesn't seem to get any easier no matter how old we get. I'm so sorry and no your not stupid or anything, only human. Feel better.>>1260861
Your very welcome music helps me when I'm feeling sad a lot so I like to share it in hopes it will help someone else out there. Glad if it did, best of luck to you.
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nonnas, the autistic scrote brought a knife to work.
all he does is stare, stand still, tell the girls what to do and how (while not having a clue himself) butt into conversations girls are having with somebody else, and act like a retarded toddler when working. he constantly stands in people's way and picks shit up off the ground. sticks, trash, rocks, anything, and then flails and throws them around, being hazardous to everyone. being born weird is not an excuse to act like an inconsiderate asshole. people tell him to stop all the time and he just thinks it's funny. i think somebody reported him today because he kept to himself near the end of the shift. his whole asscrack was out some shifts and he would not pull his pants back up. he made jokes about prostituting the girls, and beating somebody bloody with a rock. he had a rock in his pockets too. he seems to refuse learning any socialization and resorts to intimidation and the forced validation (power imbalance) from girls. all while he thinks of himself as an innocent little quirky guy. his eyes were red when i last saw him so maybe he cried. he has to learn that people don't bully him for something he can't change, they rightfully tell him off when he is being antisocially annoying. there are moids at work who have been to jail multiple times and even they know how to act. he is almost the biggest guy physically so it isn't funny, it's a hazard.
Maybe it's cause they think your sweet? I dunno.>>1260908
My gosh that's scary he sounds like a psycho glad your okay!
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I'm not a huge fan of tattoos but like who gets this mad at a comic to do edit it lol
he might not be diagnosed but it is obvious tbh. in this country only spergy upper class children get diagnosed with the tisms. we work a minimum wage job so i don't think he is from a rich family. rip, you were the unofficial tard sitter. sucks that you had to work harder because of him. they should just be on the benefit. we have to watch him too. so frustrating, isn't it?>>1260915
yeah. thank you. maybe he is innocent (as much as a moid can be) but still we can't expect someone who refuses to compromise and conform to regular social rules to be chill about carrying multiple weapon classified items. i don't care if he meant them as self-defense against "danger" or signal that in some caveman way he is supposed to be desirable and protective with this. just act normal.
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I'd love to be able to wear skirts like this but unfortunately i am 5'2. What's the deal with that?
On the upside I suppose at least it didn't end up like this song… mostly.>>1261005
And there are some real creeps out there whom see "low self esteem" as "easy target" for goodness what. Scary.
lol not all japanese toilets are gundams, most are just… basic toilets
when your hands are coming that close to shit/piss i'd prefer them to be washed tbh, regardless of whether they have ''''fecal matter''' on them actively or not.
In general people should wash their hands more, it feels so fucking nice, i don't get how people walk around with grubby sticky-ass hands comfortably. It reminds me of kids who have like… sticky candy smears all over their face mixed with snot and god knows what else and just are a-okay with it. Barbarian behaviour imo.
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She deleted it but I’m putting it back because it was too good
Absolutely, that's why I was disappointed to once again discover that this level of skinniness is hardly achieved in a healthy way. There is always a major sacrifice to be given in return, which is never worth it for me. And when I discovered their smoking habits, it suddenly started to make everything else about them clearer. Yes, their bodies are amazing XXXS size, but their skin does not glow, their hair is dull and they have to hide behind cosmetic products daily to feel/be presentable. Their sometimes remarkably dense (no offense to them, but sometimes I seriously have to take a moment to think…wait, is this really their answer? It's okay, everyone is different, but it was not what I expected…) answers also started to make sense. It is not so glamorous or desirable after all…
you can do that in america by buying cheap plastic crap on amazon, photographing yourself with it, and then moving to a major city
I don't get why weebs and kboos idolize those countries, they seem like horrible places to reside. when 99.99% of them don't bother to learn the language and would be unable to hold down jobs there, the misogyny and patriarchy are unbearable, and you get tired of weebshit and kpop by the time you hit your 30s. what's the point kek
You guys should read the thread in crystal cafe about a girl who moved to Japan and her japanese boyfriend turned into a verbally abusive
OCD schizo who makes her wake up at 4 am to clean the house. The man has ruined her self worth and bf's mom is constantly guilt tripping her into staying. I think he choked her once too.https://crystal.cafe/feels/res/34633.html
I like anime but god I would never move to Japan. What a shitty place it is for women.