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Good morning/afternoon/night anons!
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>>1228750(don’t reply to males)
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>>1228754
You too baby…(don’t reply to scrotes)
No. 1228783
>>1228758I had an ex that would scream at me during fights to hit him "hit me, I know you want to, you'll feel better" always made me super confused and upset. I wonder if he was trying to set the groundwork for a "mutually
abusive" relationship so that he could justify being a piece of shit because hes a
victim. Or maybe he just wanted an excuse to beat me idk
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Can't even wake up and enjoy my morning milk w.o the site without being spammed by moids
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EVERYBODY WANG CHUNG TONIGHT
No. 1228930
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I feel lonely every day and there is always a constant aching feeling in the back of my head that I do not belong to this world and never will. I could be an alien, reptilian, anything but I will always feel separated from this world no matter the desperate attempts I do online to fill the empty void. I could be as nice as ever and no one replies. I’m tired of being nice I just want to be an ascetic maniac in peace
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I never have time for myself. I always take care of the house, cook, clean and study. Always noticing how quickly the time passes and how little time I have left throughout the day. I can't even find time to work on my commissions, let alone create content and stream. I feel so exhausted of it all. No wonder all of my successful mutuals either a)are single or b)live with their parents. I feel so tired all the time, the fact that my weak health is bugging me for a long time now is not making it better. All I want is to keep working on my portfolios, keep improving myself and reach out for my dream. But how do I find time? I was praying for my courses to give me at least 2 weeks break just to end up finding out that soon after the exam (for which i studied hard for) the courses will continue. How do these people even manage? I feel like such a failure. I could always pull all nighters and work on everything around me, but i have been consuming 4 cups of coffee daily for almost a year with barely any sleep that it gave me such bad health issues that I cant drink coffee anymore. I hate myself so much, why am I always weak, why do I always feel tired quickly? Makes me feel like i do nothing but make up excuses.
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I feel weak and faint but nothing helps. Tried water, sugar, electrolytes, protein, carbs, iron, generic vitamins, even going outside for a few minutes. Laying down hasn't helped either. Not even POOPING. Uuuaaagghh I'm so sick of having a physical body that is always getting in my way at every! single! turn!
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I fucking hate the kiwiscrotes on /snow/ right now. They started unironically defending trannies.
No. 1229144
It’s so awkward seeing my classmate now.
A couple of months ago I was celebrating that I was leaving behind this tic product of trauma of mine where I’d say out loud “I’m a terrible person”. It was embarrassing and stupid but now the few times I say it it’s immediately followed by “not really!”, mostly in part to my classmate/dear friend who I’ve been hardcore crushing in who’s been supporting me and making me realize I’ve offered good things to the world.
Two weeks ago I told her that I don’t find radfems that terrible and people treating them like nazis is unfair when they don’t want to take anyone’s right to life away, they just don’t want to be forced to suck cock as lesbians, and now she’s acting as if I said I support shooting troons in the head. She said the generic stuff, that those feminists couldn’t possibly be good people, that holding thoughts like that is the mark of the worst kind of person and that she won’t ever see me the same anymore because I’m basically defended terrible people (not to toot my own horn but it’s relevant, she’s talking about how I donate 1/3 of my income, volunteer on my free time, have helped paid her rent when she got kicked out of the house etc. Just objectively good stuff)
I wish I could say “see, told you, when I said I was a terrible person, I was right”. Lol. I actually just feel sad about how cultish this feels, where just questioning anything gets you labeled hitler. She was so normal before her theybie gf got her to join tiktok, I miss what we called our girl’s nights, now she won’t even go because ‘she’s not a girl’. Crazy shit.
No. 1229182
>>1229130If you suspect a nutrient deficiency you can try eating beef liver, it is very nutrient dense with micronutrients.
>>1229132been through this, it doesn't get better. They will only act the way you want when you are in the middle of leaving them. As soon as they feel comfortable things will revert. Just break up with him.
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I haven't been keeping up with my skincare and my skin is so bad right now fuck
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>>1229259You deserve to feel desire without shame or guilt.
No. 1229331
>>1229307>university literally put a fucking crying room with stuffed animals in it inside it’s library.Middle class and above 20 something's don't have to grow up anon.
>People don’t even have manners anymore either, all they do judge. I see it in myself too, I feel like I can’t even relate to people. I look at people I deem weird and see myself in them. It sucks.Everyone's too stressed and tired for manners, and don't want to bother working it out in healthy ways, they'd rather just take it out on everyone else. Scarcity leads to suspicion lower IQ and being always on guard.
No. 1229347
>>1229327It's the same type of virus that smallpox is, and it pisses me off that we just had the lab incident with smallpox vaccines last year. Then there was all of the doomspeak whatiffery that Captain IT Moneybags the viral disease expert had about smallpox as well.
That said, demanding everyone get vaccinated for a virus occurring primarily in a small population seems retarded. Hell would freeze over before they required mandatory vax of gay and bi men though.
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>>1229300>>1229323Fuck, and a woman has caught it now too. God fucking damn it, I thought this pic was a meme but the CDC actually posted this! What the fuck!
YOU STUPID FUCKING SCROTES I want to fucking a-log
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>>1229449Here's your proof nonna, spoilered because I also posted this in the tinfoil thread if you wanna migrate discussion
No. 1229479
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nothing fills me with more sadistic rage than seeing non westerners say in one way or another that the west is superior. the self hate and insecurity makes me laugh because no matter how much you cape for them you will never be white, you will never be seen as white by them, no matter how much you try to win their approval by self deprecation or by trying to fit in the truth of the matter is you will always be seen as an inferior outsider because of what you say, and by extension your country/continent/religion as well. now you yourself look bad and people you have never known that happen to be from the same as you, and now your retarded self hating ideas get perpetrated by the people you kiss the feet of to their friends and family because it comes from a trusted source. can you blame them ? like its so pathetic it just makes me want to cry and laugh.
honestly people not of my race and country being racist and bigoted towards me, obviously i was for sure hurt, but never as much as insecure retards desperate to fit in nonstop making a joke of themselves and making it seem okay to do that to me. i honestly dont feel an ounce bad for them especially when things turn south for them, you had it coming.
if you hate yourself so much why dont you just kill yourself instead of making trouble for other people ? maybe in the next life you will be born as an aryan goddess like you want to so bad, or something. just know that for now no matter how much you contort your features no matter how much hair treatments, eye contacts, plastic surgery you have, no matter how much you change your behavior, disown and hide your heritage, you will never be white. and they will never see you as such.
i feel the same way about self deprecating people in general, but this is about something inherent that you cant change even with surgeries etc. just love yourself for god's sake, or die. nobody is superior, you are just retarded. i promise you will live a much more peaceful life if you stop caring what people think, good or bad. you can only be yourself and you only have yourself at the end of the day.
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>>1229470>PedrophilliaI'm sorry but the typo has me laughing so hard.
No. 1229636
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I had a childhood riddled with lots of physical abuse and actual torment that is just like, completely nearly impossible for me to talk about or reconcile with which of course made me into the cliche worthless schizo I am today. And that’s really difficult to talk about too. Anyways I had something pretty bad happen to me late 2018 that I think completely disemboweled my neural pathways so I basically put myself to pasture family-wise in order to try to “heal”. I haven’t really had resources and my health was neglected my entire childhood, which in turn of course manifested into also neglected myself and my needs as an adult. I completely isolated myself from my friends and most important relationship a couple years ago as well like a sick animal quarantining itself thinking I was sparing everyone as I felt myself getting more and more mentally sick but I think I just destroyed my life in ways that feel almost irreparable at times. I miss feeling like a person but I don’t want to pursue relationships or friendships like this, but at the same time trying to get better and take care of myself feels so sad and empty. It’s also hard trying to get myself back and I feel very hollow, at least when I was experiencing intense delusions I was somewhere else mentally but being rooted in the present doesn’t feel good at all. I do not know how to look at life through the perspective of someone who hasn’t been severely hurt and I don’t want to be like this at all. I really want a bf again but that’s like entirely out of the question while I’m this disgusting pathetic sack of fertilizer idk. I miss my friends but a couple of the most important people in my life overdosed in 2016 and 2017 respectively, and by 2020 I knew I would just drag my bf down and ultimately make him miserable with how sick I was so I left everyone. I feel horrible all of the time, and I don’t even pity myself. I want to be happy pretty badly, maybe not even happy just content. And I want to love the things and people I used to as well. I have a hard time talking about myself without sounding fragmented and stupid, likely because I am now pretty fragmented and stupid. I wasted so much instead of reaching out the way I should have. People always say therapy helps and I can make vague reference to the past but I just do not think my psyche can ever handle resurfacing things I have kept away for a reason. I have never had any desire to hurt anyone of course, just myself, but the thought that I could indirectly harm someone by being mentally ill just reinforces how badly I have felt the need to isolate myself. I hate complaining about it but it’s my reality and I’m stuck in it.
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How do you want to travel together or even live abroad together if you keep losing it to the point of hitting yourself like that? It's scary, I felt like crying. And I know you'll never do anything about stuff like that.
No. 1229714
>>1229688Nayrt but I'm an only child too. Any loneliness I felt would be immediately fixed by being at school/hanging out with my friends, and cousins when applicable. It felt nice being able to come home and wind down in a quiet environment. As for "spoilt", I guess it depends on the context. In a materialistic manner, not really as I lived at the poverty line, though I understand it would be worse if we had more mouths to feed. I was spoilt in that I avoided the concept that is being one's favorite child or not.
"Offensive" is a pretty strong term. Not everyone can handle bringing up so many children. My mom has her own plethora of health issues that weren't diagnosed until well into my adulthood; if she had more children, I'm sure she would have committed suicide. Too many negative what-ifs come from lingering on that. On the flip side: having so many kids is selfish. Why do you need so many?
No. 1229784
>>1229769What? I've seen "punch a nazi" a million times and usually they just mean basic conservatives or just people who disagree with them, not actual blatant neo-nazis. There is no pacifism in far left spaces, they very much advocate for violence.
Only issue is them excusing racist troons.
No. 1229851
>>1229784"Punch a nazi" was a 2014 thing, I don't see anyone saying that anymore. In my experience, everyone in leftist spaces CLAIMS to be a pacifist, but then says things like "punch a
terf". I wish they were actually advocating for justified violence, but they're not. Most say they're anti guns, against training, against fighting, against everything etc. When it comes to women though? Oh they would love to punch a woman of course. I'm not talking about online btw, of course you can always find some crazy people on Twitter. Most far leftists I come across irl are like pacifist hippies, with "terfs" as an exception. Or tankies who just want to sit around waiting for the revolution like a Christian doomsday cult.
No. 1229890
>>1229851Idk anon, I'm not denying that "punch a
terf" and abusing women they disagree with in general is considered PC and has been normalized, it definitely is and it's retarded. I've seen so many conservative and radfem/gc women get this abuse from troons. However, I do still see threats against conservative men, cops, "rich people", politicians, and "nazis" (unless they're troons of course then it's all fine no matter what oppressive group they belong to).
I'm in college so I do meet these retards irl not just online. (live in SoCal)
>Most say they're anti guns, against training, against fighting, against everything etc. I do see that, and that's pretty deranged but males don't need training or guns to beat women so it doesn't matter to so called "liberal males". This is why women should arm themselves and avoid lib men at all costs.
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>>1229885You sure it's fat? Maybe it's bloating. Try changing your diet, eating less salt, drinking more water. Also you can still lose fat and stay the same weight by lifting/resistance training. You'd be able to eat more too since muscle burns more calories. Or you could accept yourself as you are. No one's perfect.
Also just googled a bit and there's such a thing as hormonal belly. Could be that even.
No. 1229911
>>1229894>>1229896It’s not bloating, no. I’ve been like this since 13 or 14, before I’ve had a normal tummy, and I got my period at like 10 or 11. I might look into the hormonal belly thing and resistance training.
>>1229898Same. Unlucky, I guess. I just end up losing weight in proportion, so I just look smaller…but still with a belly. Good luck to you, I hope you become the humbly-roided nonna of your dreams!
>>1229900Ah, ana-chan territory is just so seductive. Especially when the belly fat won’t go away no matter how much you lose. But take care of yourself, eh? Make sure you meet all of your nutritional needs. In the end it won’t matter if you start getting serious health issues.
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>>1229885I'm too lazy to go through the replies for this post, but has anyone mentioned a forward tilting pelvis to this anon? I just learned about this and it made me feel better about my tummy pooch but also like, fuck, because it'll never go away. It's called anterior pelvic tilt. Apparently it can be "fixed" with exercise but I don't really believe it tbh (any anons who can weigh in on this?) When I straighten my pelvis, the pooch does go away but I'm pretty well contorted.
No. 1230142
>>1230036As
>>1230090 said, you are never too old! My step grandma never had the chance when she was younger, but now travels quite a bit with my grandpa. Her stories are great!
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I reported my family to the Animal Welfare Office, and understandably that severed ties to my whole family. I don't really give a shit otherwise, but I do miss my under 10 year old sisters a lot. I do not want to contact them and upset them, as my dad and step mother have no doubt told them horrible shit of me. I hope they contact me when they are older, if they want to. I wish the report even did shit, but apparently keeping dogs in cages in a locked room all day eating their own shit is a ok according to the official.
No. 1230267
>>1230255Anon, what you did is right, and I hope you and your siblings have the connection one day that isnt tainted by the damage of terrible parents.
I wont blog about the similarities your story has to my own, but I really relate. And I miss my niece everyday.
I try to keep the eye on the prize, by setting my future up for success. Im in therapy, sorting out my issues, and working on my foundations of adulting. It helps to know -one day- they will be able to talk to you, and you will be ready and prepared.
All the hugs and afirming nods nonna, hang in there. Youre a good person.
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I broke the bowl I got from my late grandmother. She was the last grandparent I had, and she passed last year. And I broke her bowl like a fucking retard. I found a replacement and bought it and I let my parents know but I just feel so fucking stupid. Idk I know I'm overreacting but I don't know why I'm incapable of the simplest thing like not knocking over a fucking bowl. God
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>>1230275Wait! You can save it ! The art of Kintsugi. You could piece it together with gold.
No. 1230306
>>1229664Yeah, he's always been like this I guess. Before we married we didn't have enough money to buy games regularly, so I assume that now that we have more consoles is more obvious.
I understand the work and stress part, but I don't why you would want to play stressing games when your life is stressing enough.
He's the kind of guy who would never touch TheSims, AnimalCrossing, SlimeRancher, etc. We used to play Minecraft together, but we stopped cause I just wanted to enjoy the game and make cute houses, and he wanted to grind all the time, and I didn't see the fun on that.
For the other asking, when he woke up he realizes I was upset, so I gave him an earful. If he wants to get pissed at games is his issue, but I should not be affected by it. He can behave like a kid if he wants, but he shouldn't expect me to do something about it.
He understood, so I assume it will pass some time before something like this happens again.
No. 1230308
>>1230275Sweet nonna, everyone's clumsy sometimes, some of us more than others, it's a pain when it happens to something we love. If you still have the bowl I recommend giving what
>>1230292 said a try. My friend broke a vase that belonged to her mom and repaired it with this method, and it's so beautiful and everyone who visits her asks about it when they see it.
No. 1230310
>>1230306I wholeheartedly agree with you, anon. I just wish I knew how to talk it into men. I used to be a small "esports" person (would be on LoL tourneys as a teen and eloboost people) but after spending 6 years inside a toxif relam i realised
toxic games are just not worth it, let alone being
toxic. I dont know how men can just not understand that its easier to just let it go than keep malding and then keep being stubborn by playing. The whole progress of malding while playing just to get a sort of "satisfiying" result to me is just stupid. The "world" of videogames is huge, there are so many games that you can find more worth spending your time in than some
toxic ones. Its that simple… Maybe he could try switching the genre to something a tiny bit on a casual (yet interesting) side compared to other games. Idk like Yakuza or even MonuHun franchise.
No. 1230328
>>1230324you do have it, anon. i experienced the same saltiness too, but sometimes sugar
tasted like mucous, which is much worse than it sounds. it's possible the others in your house just had mild symptoms
No. 1230331
>>1230329She annoys me becuase it's clear she's unwell, but not in the many way she claims. She annoys me in the same way Shayna annoys me. In that both are miserable people because their choices, but it seems they never truly get "consequences" from the dumb shit they do. If they do it's very small and doesn't last. They literally have all the tools to not be what they are.
Pixie is disgusting.
No. 1230334
>>1230328It started with one day i was drinking, i woke up and my thighs were hurting really bad everytime I laid down. I went to the ER, they didn't test me for covid or did much of anything. Just gave me a shot in the ass for my muscles to relax. I went home, went to sleep and my taste was kinda gone, the next day I woke up sick. stuffy nose, can't taste, headache and feeling woozy everytime I stood up. Since then the symphoms dimmed but my taste is still weird/watered down/gone. I can smell better. I haven't been isolating, like I don't leave the house, but I've been normal with my family members. It's weird if I do have it, the only person who barely leaves the house catches covid.
Maybe my lack of taste will last forever and make my diet come back easier, but it only makes me want to drink because eating doesn't give me the satsifaction it once did.
Ugh.
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I found out that not only was my father physically, emotionally and verbally abusive and terrorized my entire family, but he also cheated on my mother repeatedly. Apparently I was the only person not made aware of this until now. Not sure why this bothers me so much to find out. Maybe because It's yet another example that my father was never the kind of man my mother and my father's side of the family tried to convince us he was. Just as much of a scrote as any other scrote.
No. 1230601
A couple of months ago me, my brother and my mother moved out from my abusive father's house, leaving him alone there. The only problem was our dog that he refused to give back, but we got extremely lucky and eventually the dog got to live with us. However, after a month or two my mom decided to give him back to my father without my knowledge. She claimed he wasn't happy in our small flat and that she wanted to let him have some fun in the backyard.
He was supposed to be there for one week. It's been month and a half and I haven't seen him since. I know my father treats him badly. When I still lived there I've seen him abusing the dog physically, kicking him. I remember the dog was scared of his voice and how he used to scratch the door to my room trying to get in to hide under my bed when my father entered the house. It breaks my heart to think about all these things. He doesn't deserve this.
I've been studying in another city, so since the beginning of the school year I barely saw the dog. After we moved out and got the dog, I saw him a couple of times on the weekends. By the time I graduated she's given him away.
I feel so betrayed by my mom and angry at her stupidity. I know it was my father who manipulated her into doing that, because he knew that if he had something valuable to her, she'd have to keep in touch with him.
But after we all moved out she had no reason to keep talking with him. And she promised that she'll cut him off once we leave the house. If she did what she promised to, this wouldn't have happened.
This situation has triggered me terribly. I feel so helpless. It's as if it's impossible to get rid of my father and his influence. It doesn't matter that I've cut him off completly. I still carry so much pain that he has caused me when I was younger and he still hurts me through other people.
I don't feel like talking to my mother. Most of the time I ignore her or say something passive agressive. When she asks me something, I often say that I don't know the answer, even if I do know it and could help her. I know it's childlish, but I have this anger inside me. Also, I feel weirdly unstable. Her stupid comments and jokes (unrelated to the dog) make me cry instantly. I just don't feel comfortable around her.
She never admitted she did anything wrong. Maybe I am overdramatic, but she took something important from me and gave it to him. I can't wrap my head around it.
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Fujos are about as awful as porn-addicted scrotes. Oh look! the freaks literally shrivel in despair once someone tells them how dumb and pointless their doo-doo dicking kinks are. How different is your fag fetish to someone who likes inflation or furry porn? Look at yourselves in the mirror you quite literally resemble 4chan scrotes who spam porn everyday on the imageboards, porn is pretty much a big part of their shitty internet culture the only difference is that you fetishize gay people. None of you lack any fucking self-awareness or shame but what would I expect from people who’s parents didn’t love them at all. No one will ever love you, cherish you, ever have sex with you rancid sinister pieces of shit and that is why you and the scrotes who will never let go of their pornography addiction will continue to be slaves to the porn they desire. Free yourselves, you will always be stuck into a continuous phase of worshiping men while claiming to hate them.
No. 1230643
>>1230614>you will always be stuck into a continuous phase of worshiping men while claiming to hate themShitty argument, as if anime men are like 3DPGs in any shape or form kek also is called sexual attraction not "worship", you weirdo
>>1230639I'm not even a fujo tf
No. 1230644
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>>1230639ok moid i see that seeing 2D twinks boning hurt you're feefes, compared to the usual bug/scat porn your used to seeing.
No. 1230653
>>1230645i think you are forgetting where you are, this is not your weird polilez rudefem seperatist echo-chamber, also your posts are very obvious at this point (its not the first time you sperged out) you might as well become a name-fag.
Why dont you fuck off from this site along with those moids.
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>>1230650every underpaid japanese mangaka or twitter artist that sees a drooling fujoshi would zap your cockroach existence into dust. you have a porn addiction
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me crying myself to sleep after being told i’m as bad as a porn sick scrote by some obese malding moid
>>1230656leave the yumes out of this
No. 1230669
>>1230661you are a worthless scrote, would i rather read thousands of yaoi then ever touch a incel.
Most men are worthless too nowadays since their only value was their wallet and most of them are now bum deadbeats.
No. 1230673
>>1230664well it's a
valid point, isn't it? why aren't they attacking the yumes? the same argument could apply to them but there's never a complaint about them. why does drawn gay sex
trigger these tards so much? some of them are actual women (like romanianon). why are gay sex enjoyers living rent free in their heads so much? because their idea of "who they are" tells them they're not the ideal woman performing womanhood correctly?
No. 1230695
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>>1230656there was some yume content spammed too like this one for example but moids thought that was yaoi because they think yume also means male-gaze.
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>be moid
>fap to porn involving shit, bugs, animals and gore.
>see yaoi
>brain short circuits.
>reeeee what is this!!!!!
>you are all pornsick and going to hell.
>No stop!!!
>brain short circuits again
>Chimps out and starts spamming gore or edgy shock post because triggered by yaoi on a site you're not even welcome in.
No. 1230708
>>1230704can you not read? i said it's also possible for you to be a pathetic, ball-patting straight woman. why'd you get so
triggered by the first one specifically? huh
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>>1230708WHY WOULD I CAPE FOR SCROTES RETARD USE YOUR BRAIN SIS
No. 1230713
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>>1230631>>1230704Are you a lesbian? Closet case lesbians tend to get spergy about attraction to men in general.
Men are not "centering their lives around women" by eroticizing us, in fact most men who decrade women are also very vocal about their attraction.
No. 1230714
>>1230710i answered in that moid thread before it got deleted.
the second one is called ''shutline''
The first one is called ''the blood of madam giselle'' and the story sucks so i dont suggest that one.
No. 1230719
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>>1230709No, stop being an asshurt fujoshi and go take a bath. I bet you’re one of those anons in the dumbass shit thread months ago where you admitted to not take a shower for days or weeks. Your room probably smells like davie john’s locker. The chemicals wafting off of your cheap $5 sanrio plushies are rotting, your computer is about to fuck up and die out on you because of the obscene amount of gay porn you have on your computer. Grease, grime, bile accumulates on your skin, there is no self-care but only care for fictional anime men who love each other but no one loves you. Ultimate loss! Kek
No. 1230729
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No. 1230741
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>>1230719Malding this hard because a few queens are not attracted to straight men but boy toy fags.
No. 1230743
>>1230733no its unlikable trash like you ruining female spaces also this site since the beginning was made up by primarily people you would label ''otaku''.
>>1230739it really is a newfag and a really aggressive one too they think yaoi is in g/ too.
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>>1230731
You clearly know that’s a lie if you guys didn’t care this thread wouldn’t have a bunch of posts about fujoshis kek
No. 1230766
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this is your life as a fujoshi, stop using anime to aid your sick Eurocentric fetish please
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>>1230766>Eurocentric fetishhe didn't even google yaoi before posting here did he
No. 1230790
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>>1230775most kpop fans like fujoshis, so you failed.
>>1230781hey most kpop fans also like fujos. you dont have to insult us or the idols, the sperg is just trying to cause a divide between us.
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I want to get into a fight or feel the thrill of a near death experience, I'm so tired of living in my comfort box.
No. 1230813
>>1230807speaking of selfish.
i mean did you see the moid here that came here telling us how to get revenge on his ''slut'' ex-girlfriend and that we must give him advice and when anons said no and replied with yaoi he chimped out and started spamming us with gore and then started moralfagging in threads about eviiil fujos.
No. 1230926
>>1230862I know how you feel but your breasts are totally normal. Scrotes literally think only "loose" women have "roast beef" vaginas when most women's vagina looks like that by default. They think adult women's vaginas are supposed to look like a child's, like in their 3D and 2D porn. Or that women aren't supposed to be hairy. It's the same thing with breasts. Your body is healthy and natural and plenty of women have breasts like ours, don't let worthless pornsick moids or impossible, artificial beauty standards dictated by modern society make you think otherwise.
Also don't go to 4chan
No. 1230954
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There's a part of me that just truly hates people I think. Like I can never make myself concentrate on the person I'm talking to and immediately forget everything they told me. I feel like if I was more compassionate, I would be able to pay more attention
No. 1230973
>>1230954Samefag, I just genuinely cannot figure it out. I DO think about people a lot and have curiosity about them and their life, it's just when I'm close to them and would have the chance to actually learn more about them in conversation, I just cannot be 'present' and concentrate on them. I alo have this thing where I feel like the way I interact with people and the way I behave when I'm with people doesn't really reflect me at all. The true me is when I'm alone, in my head. People always get surprised when they learn more and more things about me because it never fits the image that they built of me in their heads. I just don't know how to be myself when people are around or something
>>1230968Thank you for sharing nonna
>>1230970Don't be an asshole
No. 1231005
>>1230973>I just genuinely cannot figure it out. It sounds like autism, like the other anon suggested which you took as a heinous attack for some reason.
Which only further makes it look like you have autism lmao.
No. 1231014
>>1231009As someone who might have BPD, I find this post highly offensive and ignorant.
I relate to the other anons' experience because I'm also very asocial and also don't care much about most other people's lives, opinions and interests despite caring about people and their well-being in general. NTA by the way
No. 1231016
>>1231007>pretty sure any of my therapists would have diagnosed me with it if I had itNot if you're a woman, and I'm assuming you are.
>>1231009Lol what? Take your meds schizo.
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>it's another autism vs bpd episode
No. 1231024
>>1231021You're welcome.
>Why do you keep bumping the threads btw?I've only posted in two threads tonight.
If you're asking why I haven't saged, you don't need to sage on /ot/.
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>>1229408I swear to god, men make me want to a-log
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>>1231016>>1231021>>1231041>>1231036>>1231024I'm sorry but the plot twist of this whole interaction left me in tears from laughing
No. 1231117
>>1231110Sebamed isn’t unknown at all anon! You can find it in most countries. But if you can’t, look for something with minimal ingredients and urea, or like
>>1231112 aloe vera. I’ve heard lots of good things about pure lanolin as well.
No. 1231134
>>1231127what do you use
nonny?
No. 1231206
>>1231203sage for dblpost, but I forgot to say that Millennials are Gen Y, and Gen Z used to be briefly referred to as "Zillennials" but it sounded stupid so it fell off. The Generation before Millennials was Gen X (
Degeneration X, they called themselves, and that shit stayed true 'till today).
No. 1231213
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>be me
>bisexual
>only want to date women
>refuse to date men
>never even had a bf
>finally come out to parents about only wanting to date women
>You Will Never Have Grandkids
>"what if you fall for a guy?"
>unlikely but if it does happen just don't act on it and let it pass
>"what about transsexuals? those still count as women, right? if you like one without the surgery you can still have children, right?"
>mfw
No. 1231214
>>1231137Honestly, I'd tell you to not use face cleansers or face washes ever again. The popular skincare trope of "I stopped using skincare products and my skin got so much better!" isn't a magical myth or whatever; if you don't have acne, it just doesn't make sense for you to aggressively strip your skin of its natural oils through cleansers, then try to restore some of that moisture by using moisturizers. If you have no acne and dry skin, you might want to think about laying off the face wash.
You'll want to keep things really, really minimal. If hyaluronic acid is giving you acne, then just stop using it. This is just some anecdotal thing as well, but don't come near panthenol moisturizers, and always check the ingredient list for them. These things make you break out like crazy. I've been seeing it marketed more and more in the past year or so.
Stay away from exfoliant acids – your skin is already dry, using them will make you peel. You want to moisturize first. You can use 10% urea face cream – but only 10 perfect, since urea can exfoliate as well and you don't want to have anything that intense on your face – and look into aloe vera plants, or even plant your own. Natural pure lanolin is also great for dry skin, as well as dry nipples and lips.
Niacinamide is also reported to be great for moisture, but honestly I'd just take a moment to get a blood test and check your B vitamins levels and look into supplementing niacin or something similar inside of going topical.
My problem with skincare in general is that it just mitigates a lot of health issues, which is why I am general wary of the HERE! LOOK AT MY 50 STEP ROUTINE! type bull. A lot of acne turns out to be product-induced, since skin products are absorbed through the skin membrane, flow into your bloodstream, jump into your liver, and influence your liver pathways. Not to mention that a lot of products mess with the skin microbiome, and not to mention that most, if not all, of women have several nutritional deficiencies, low vitamin A levels (the thing that makes your skin look really nice), and keep ingesting inflammatory foods. Fix your diet, gets your nutrients, ingest your collagen (topical collagen is fake and doesn't do anything), ingest your vitamin A and your niacin and your B vitamins, keep away from inflammatory foods. And like I said, if you can afford it, get your bloodwork done. Good luck anon~~
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Oh nonnies, I'm not feeling like going to the concert today. It's sucks because I've been waiting for it for so long but I'm just so tired of everything. It's also so far away. But at the same time I've been waiting for concerts to start again and the tickets were so pricey ugh. What do I do?
No. 1231233
>>1231134Toleriane Purifying Foaming Face Wash (blue)
Iunik propolis serum
Purito centella unscented serum
Use once a day before bed. My skin cant handle a lot of stuff. I usually do one dropper full of iunik and 1-2 pump the purito.
No. 1231246
>>1231217Slurp that Kool-Aid, nonna. Gen X is the generation that ruined the economy and educational system. Even Millennials aren't old enough to have ruined the country the way it is. It's not about my personal feelings, it's about the state of the country. I love that Gen X got to enjoy so much safety and privilege throughout their lives growing up, but once they did everything started going to shit and hasn't stopped. The only reason Gen Z is remotely successful is bc Gen X knows that if Y+Z team up it's fucking over for them and the world could actually be fixed. X loves Z because they're young and dumb enough to be bought off by clout and trinkets they think they earned by copying decade old trends that used to get Y kids mocked and alienated and told to grow up. Gen Z only has what they have now bc Gen Y stole it from Millennials in the early 2000's because we were demanding a clean world with with healthy people and saying fuck capitalism and corporations and pollution. Gen Y gives 0 fucks about anything but attention, martyrdom, and making money without having to do something they think of as work while being praised and put on a pedestal for bare minimums they can only achieve now because they don't know and will never know what it's
actually like to have your future stolen from you. They just seem to really believe they did. All of Gen Z's behavior puzzles me because it's all so perfectly contrary.
No. 1231256
>>1231218Go you dumb whore
That shit cost money
You’ll be amped when you get there
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I've been horny all day and I've been looking at like 4 ao3 fanfics today. I think I've masturbated 2 times though. I ended up touching my pussy without washing my hands beforehand, but I washed it with a bidet after, so it should be okay right?
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>>1231525>Waiting to diet banned emoteYou deserve more.
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I'm stupid and have been using my school email for personal matters despite graduating a couple of years ago. Turns out they just disabled it with 0 warning and now I'm late on several bills because I didn't know, and can't get in touch with the help desk. How can one individual be so mentally retarded?
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i'm a nervous ball of autism and shyness and men basically never talk to me, I had both women and men telling me that guys are intimidated by me and that I appear to be cold and judgemental of others, and that's why men don't approach me, but I can't believe this because I'm so nervous around people, I feel like they can sense my fear, so how can they be afraid of me and not see how scared I am? I can't believe people's perception of me can be so different from my own. It drives me mad and it's something I can't overcome, I'm afraid I'm gonna die alone
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>>1231698Well-put, my fellow female user of this imageboard, it is imageboard culture of lolcow dot farm that we are currently using, nothing is amiss
No. 1231716
>>1231710why do you act like because anon (like me, I'm the OG anon who was whining) Complains it means we can't "Handle it" we can and do. Which is why we are still here.
It's annoying, so we can vent and whine, but clearly we are dealing with whatever is going on.
No. 1231725
>>1231695 >i'm a nervous ball of autism and shyness >I had both women and men telling me that guys are intimidated by meSimilar thing here. I'm close to being hermit. I got talking to a guy in a store a few months back. We were talking about tattoos and he gave me the details of a place he recommends.. I mentioned muh anxiety at one point just when trying to figure out whether I'd be likely to actually travel to where that tattoo shop is located. I don't like to travel far from home lol. At the end of our convo he told me he was amazed to hear I deal with the type of anxiety I'd described because I came across very calm and confident and he almost was afraid to start talking to me in the first place because I was so intimadating.. you what now? That's not how I feel when I'm in public. He didn't try anything on so I don't think he was buttering me up with that.
It's strange to hear that type of thing. Part of me feels like it's just an attempt at a compliment to boost you up I but honestly dont know how to take it.
No. 1231730
>>1231713Kek thanks you too anon.
>>1231718Idk, I feel like it has increased. I've been here for 4-5 years. There were always needlessly hostile assholes but now it's like every innocuous opinion starts a long infighting tantrum.
No. 1231739
>>1231608Break up with him and let him beg. Then give your final demands for what you want. Actually, he already knows what you want. Men always know when they're slacking they just pretend to be clueless. Just be serious and done with him mentally. The ball is in his court for whether he blows his last chance (and let it be his last- if you accept mediocrity from then on he will know you will accept bullshit even when you say you're dead serious.)
It's win win, he either shapes up permanently or you let it finish circling the drain for good.
No. 1231943
>>1231921I get exceedingly wet too, but I'm not fat and I have an innie, idk if that changes anything. The moisture just kinda accumulates inside and then I clean it out with a tissue when I'm done.
When I say over underwear I just mean rubbing btw, not stuffing my fingers and underwear inside me lol.
No. 1231948
>>1231943yeah, I do the same but I always feel slimey and like I need to take a shower afterwards. It's always going between my ass cheeks and it never seems to truly be "Soaked up" by wiping or a towel. I don't know. Maybe it's just me.
For the longest of time, when I would watch porn I thought something was wrong with me, I get visably wet (I'm also black, so you can see it more on me) and I'd never see girls look wet in porn.
That was before I realized that shit is fake, harmful and retarded.
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how can people stand to hype up breadcrumbs for this game when it won't be released in a few years at the least? i'm starved for a life sim too, but everything this alex dude posts is so underwhelming. ugh i just want a realistic looking life sim at this point
No. 1231957
>>1231948>I always feel slimey and like I need to take a shower afterwardsWell, I'm probably just a grubby person in general so idc about it tbh.
Nothing in porn makes sense, you're fine.
No. 1231960
>>1231956I notice a lot of people who hate Sims 4 (
valid) or just want competition really really hype up the smallest shit in this game. So far, I haven't seen anything that great. I also don't really like the style of it.
But I hope it turns out great
No. 1232059
>>1232041Never had that so I won't speak on it.
>>1232054I'm not shaming anyone, I'm just tired of this "all women are soooo sensitive and men are horrible to them and make them cry umu" rhetoric. I'm not a baby. I don't need this shit. If you're sensitive that's your own problem, not a woman problem.
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im getting tired of my fwb. not because of him or the sex, but because i feel used. men just demand too much emotional labor, and if you say something they'll always project and say its you the one getting too involved.
the problem is i know there's nothing better for me out there. i can't aspire for a loving relationship because im too ugly and i have a fucking retarded family. only options left are autistic moids, but they can always troon out and ruin everything. and i have way too much internalized homophobia and a homophobic family to even try to ruin the life of another woman. suicide has become an option
No. 1232115
>>1232090Ok but she wasn't complaining about her relationship, she was complaining about some girl on tiktok and acting like all women are like that and like we're some pitiable charity cause. It's condescending.
>>1232099If you're talking about women as a whole, it absolutely is about me. I'm tired of being infantilized on here as a straight woman and talked about like men are just abusing me left and right.
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A classic
No. 1232138
>>1232125Yes.
>>1232135>TradthotFar from, I hate moids and conservatards. Just tired of this bizarre narrative that women are inherently weak
victims and can never be anything more.
>men and women are totally equalWomen are superior.
No. 1232184
>>1232137I went through a trans phase 8 or 9 years ago and I feel retarded now looking back and knowing I had to go through a partial transition before I woke up to .. it being ok to just be a 'not very feminine woman' I own that it was my choice but I had friends who were ahead of me and yanked me towards that path which didn't help much.
If it starts to get into your head you might want to remove yourself from any company like that. Sounds like you're still pretty grounded in reality though. It's tough because it's seemingly easier to convince someone they're a tran than it is to guide someone back down to earth.
No. 1232198
>>1232137Wow. I'm sorry your friends is acting that way. She most likely thinks by you trooning out too she'll be
valid and the little voice that tells her this is insane is wrong. I hope she knocks it off because pressuring someone isn't cute or """helpful""". If it gets too much for you to handle, verbally vent to a tree (helps get the words out of your mind) or go to the batting cages and hit some baseballs. You may have to sit her down and tell talk to her about it. I have no advice or experience on how to go about that. Check around and see if you can find tips/other people's experiences. If all else fails, you may not want to be around her anymore. Hoping for the best
nonnie!
No. 1232421
>>1232399it is, and i know it is, but i just cant get her out of my head, no matter how many other people or experiences i try to distract myself with, shes in my dreams with diamonds for eyes. its actually so inhibiting and
toxic i wish i could forget her but i know i never will
No. 1232427
>>1232410I always wanted to test it, can you explain a bit more you experience with it
nonnie ?
No. 1232430
>>1232427You put your picture in, and people vote it based on attractiveness, trustworthiness, and smartness, for the dating one (only one that gives a looks rating), you have to vote on other people too
I've heard that they rate on picture quality too? Since the dating one is supposed to see what photo to use for dating apps, so be wary with that, my photo was really bad (not smiling, blurred the logo on my jacket) so I'm gonna try again tomorrow with a higher quality one
No. 1232431
>>1232424i think she does, and if she doesn't well that's okay
>>1232429yeah i do i have a tremendous amount of people who care about me, more than i deserve in my opinion, but this painfully distant girl that i love more than the sun loves to give the world light just might hold more sway in my fucked up mind. oh well. maybe one day we'll convene but if not then maybe in the next life
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I love my elderly cat more than anything and I would die for her, but my sleep has been completely destroyed by her incessant meowing. I think it's partly because she's an anxious cat and partly because she's always hungry as a result of her kidney disease, but her behavior has gotten worse. I know it's not really her fault because she's old, and she's still very sweet and loving, so I will continue to suffer for her sake…
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It's going to be over 33 degrees Celsius where I live and I'm not fucking ready for it
No. 1232572
>>1232500Just an fyi cats can get dementia when they're old.
Not trying to scare you or diagnose your cat, just something to be aware of that can cause incessant meowing too.
I hope her old lady cat years are super smooth though. I fucking love cats so much
No. 1232629
>>1232624I totally understand
nonny. I think when she’s older and suddenly has an increased appetite I’d let it be checked my a vet. I believe it can be a sign for something.
No. 1232630
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I feel like they announced that this game was in development way too early because they were trying to ride on the Stardew hype when they didn't need to do it at all. I read a article recently about new updates and style changes which is cool but nobody was talking about it on social media or anything. It feels like they killed the hype on their own.
Stardew Valley had me by my balls and I'm a sucker for anything having to do with witches so I'm still most likely going to get and play it and I'm sure others will too, I just wish they would've waited to announce it.
No. 1232643
>>1232630Omg
nonny i need this i Love Stardew valley and also a witchy theme! Too bad it’s apparently taking a while to be out
No. 1232644
>>1232630I've never even heard of this game but Stardew Valley also has me by the balls so I'm definitely gonna check it out when released. Thanks for the inadvertent rec,
nonnie!
No. 1232649
>>1232630I don't know
nonnie, I've seen it being hyped EVERYWHERE but people would keep telling that its 'the stardew valley clone or / inspired/ anything to do w stardew valley, etc', from normie articles to reddit, etc. I honestly do not like it when people compare games to one another, but eh..
No. 1232777
>>1232603my brother is kind of like that. We didn't have a happy fun childhood, and I think he's reinvented himself in a certain cool social guy image. So me being a loser cramps his style and he wants me to change, so he has better material to flex on SM with. He also wants me to "relate" better to him or become closer siblings or something (mostly as part of his image, as a cool social guy with a close family), and the only way to do that I guess is to 100% adopt his lifestyle. He's unwilling/unable to consider life from another perspective.
anyway fuck him. I hope he enjoys clout chasing, it's just not for me.
No. 1232788
>>1232772Nta but
>living alone in Japan>22>unemployedOf course she’s leeching off her parents.
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Disney+ why
No. 1232799
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Sage 4 no1curr and unhinged autism but I miss Septik Sirens youtube videos, and Morticians Flame and haildanni666 and Harmony Nice. And some random scrote youtubers I watched when I was really young (too young thinking back kek). All the funny cool youtubers have stopped posting, completely changed or deleted their old videos and it makes me sad. I want that dose of nostalgia. All I watch now are fucking wojak videos because new yt videos have lost their magic. The old ones probably were stupid or boring most of the time but they helped me through my teenage years and learned me a bunch of things. Now everything is overedited, I miss when youtube wasn't just a corporate machine and most videos were just stupid teenagers sitting in their room talking about nothing. Imageboards and small forums are the only things that really feel authentic now. Inb4 'touch grass', I miss not being paranoid about cooperations watching my every move or any of it. I just wish I was stupid kid again. Just the joy of discovering new music, new things, new subcultures. I'm not that old so I'm sure I'll discover more but I feel like life has lost it's magic.
No. 1232814
>>1232799i just read your post, and i get it, i really do. i never watched the youtubers you watched but i do miss youtube being a small, human platform. now the data harvesting is so big they can threaten us with it and leave us messages on our exclusive frequencies just like the radio does. imageboards definitely feel much realer than the internet. and although i don't like hatefulness, we both know corporations can't profit from places that say stuff like
>stfu retardso the griminess of these types of places keep it real. sage for samefagging
No. 1232826
>>1232809Nothing to the extent of this but sometimes I notice synchronicities when it comes to numbers or words and I'll start to attach meaning to it.. like I'll be reading an article online and playing a youtube video in the background and I'll read and hear the exact same unusual word or phase at the same moment. Makes me stop for a second.. takes me aback. I get tempted to find meaning in it.
I try not to get swept up in it tbh. I know I have mental health issues so going too deep down that rabbithole is risky. I've known people who had it with messages from god.. one was schizo and the other was bipolar going through a manic phase.
No. 1232845
>>1232821The harassing noises sound natural and real though. I think the people who say it's not real just aren't being tracked in the same way. I try not to get bothered by it, I'm glad they can't relate as won't experience it.
>>1232822My mum is making me go and see someone. I don't think they'll get it either. I may say I believe them to make people happy but I don't. And I feel whatever I say can be used against me to make the tracking/harassment more refined. If I can be convinced it's not real it might be a nice cope though. I turned down recommended medication and will still stand by my decision.
>>1232826If you're not being harassed so much, it's ok to turn away. I think you might be ok.
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>>1232845I think the internet is one of the most dangerous things to schizophrenics from the fact that it allows them to find and affirm one another’s delusions, encouraging them to go into a sanity death spiral that ends with them in an institution at best and starving on the streets or imprisoned for murdering someone at worst.
No. 1232878
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I'm getting dehydrated from this sweating, our ac is broken and it literally has the easy fucking fix ever but my sister won't get off her lazy chunky ass and ask anyone if they have a ladder she can borrow for just an hour or something. I'm so fucking irritated because of this heat and sweating I don't normally blame my sister for things and I bet it's never going to get done unless I do something about it which pisses me off ever more
No. 1232892
>>1232861Nta but I'm in my thirties now.. I have memories of age 16 to 19 falling into a world of delusion all because I read a conspiracy theory forum for fun and I fell down to weird depths from there. These were the first few years I ever had internet access so I went to david ickes old forums for a laugh and don't know what went wrong. Turns out I don't even have a very serious disorder but I've always struggled with stress and isolation and even that can send you into phases of delusion. More mundane mental illnesses can lead to it. I have to avoid everything that talks about aliens to this day lol.
I sat at an appt one day 10 years ago and I told the psych that I thought I had an alien inside me. I only half believed it but I couldn't shake the thought for months. They didn't take me in (I thought they would) but a few months on a pill set me back to normal, luckily. Not all delusions are a perma state but even if I needed that pill for life it wasn't a bad experience. I've had a worse time just taking an SSRI tbh. The thing is you have to be gentle with people even when you're saying the very thing they need to hear. After a while of thinking you're being controlled or that you're the one who is 'awake'.. you don't trust the most common sense advice anymore. It's a tough one to approach. I've been on both ends of it.
No. 1232935
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I'm constipated.
No. 1232941
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>>1232935i have period poops
No. 1232952
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I'm really afraid I don't like my lifelong friend anymore and that makes me sad af.
Knew each other since kindergarten, at 30 she suddenly says she has DID and wants me to roleplay with the ocs in their head.
She's going to a tumblr phase despite not using it (i think she uses tiktok) and now we can't even speak about sensitive topics without her going feral because "doesn't matter the context, a bad word is a bad word."
It makes me sad because she knows what I really mean if I say slurs in a phrase. I feel like I knew a fake version of a person for all of these years.
Bonus point is that I actually went under psych care for some years due to my abusive family and successfully recovered, she never had to worry about this shit, yet claims to be mentally disabled and wants me, with my actual trauma revolving families to the point I have big attachment issues, roleplay as a mommy to their children alters because by her saying "they grew up with me."
This makes me really fucking uncomfortable because if I don't put up with her shit, she screams I'm being ableist.
Internet is a true shithole and I wish this was a joke but I'm really feeling low since right when I was out of therapy and somehow managed to be stable with my life, she "discovered" this shit.
Sigh.
No. 1232954
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Crying because I can't kill myself. I want to give up and leave this world but I can't. My mom lost my dad and my boyfriend lost his last girlfriend, I don't think neither of them could deal with another loss. They are clinging to me. So I feel like I must keep trying because of them… They make this world a little more bearable but it's still shite
No. 1232968
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>>1232960because people are evil and don't feel a responsibility to help and protect others. they're sick and pathetic. people are socialized to be completely apathetic and only care about their interests. thank you for caring and for doing what you can, anon.
No. 1232975
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I'm so over this fucking heat. I'm constantly tired, drowsy and sweaty. I washed my hair and showered today but I'm about to hop into the shower again because it' so unbearable.
No. 1232981
>>1232960A junkie is a junkie but can still work. What is an old man with mangled hands to do for employment? You’re not a bad person and I’m glad you helped the old man. I don’t give money to young males specifically because their story is always that their gfs/wives left them and kicked them out, in the past I’ve gotten friendly with some of them and they’ve always ended up subtly revealing that they were
abusive alcoholic pos to their partner. Meanwhile I could be helping out a woman more at risk
No. 1233074
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I miss my friend but I don't know whether I should even reach out to him.
Knowing him was pleasant now that I've had some distance to reflect on everything and grow as a person. He wasn't the most reliable friend since he has his demons, but I also sucked because I went in acting like the scrote of the situation kek. My feelings definitely coloured the friendship despite my efforts.
Now that I finally managed to date someone for a bit, I think I have the maturity and perspective. The mystique of dating men has been cleared and I've proven myself capable of being a Normal Human Woman Capable of Adult Milestones, but that's a whole other topic. With that out of the way I can see that I just loved my friend in a real, platonic way and have no interest in dating him kek. Allowing myself to be angry at the times HE was a jerk has also helped meet this end. We both tried our best for what we were, I guess.
He's just like a literary foil to me, how can I resist having that in my life? The socially competent disaster man to my socially inept, uptight self. But jokes aside, I just want to see him genuinely happy and stable. And there's still so much I want to do with him…we need to draw together again, and go visit more art galleries. The whole thing feels unfinished.
BUT THEN, perhaps I should leave it all alone and just meet new people and accept that things end. After all, he seems to be doing well now despite crashing and burning during our friendship. We both are. Or is that a good reason to restart a new, sane, and non-toxic friendship together?
This is a stupid amount of angst for a friendship but I take all relationships seriously since I have so few people in my life. Man. Shit. Maybe I'll make one single new friend and see if the longing remains.
No. 1233087
>>1233010I worked at a charity shop/thrift store around 10 years ago. I used to think some things were really overpriced, but the thing is the rent on the shop went up and we had to cover that. Could be something to do with the rise in energy bills and they have to cover that with electric.
My favourite one is still really inexpensive. Everything is £2 and bags £1. Five books for £1. Some really good branded finds there. Some real shit as well. I skip most of the ones I used to shop at because the prices have become ridiculous. Oxfam are the worst for it. Always have been.
No. 1233131
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I know my mom was atheist, but I miss her and I hope she's doing well somewhere out there, she used to love drawing lovely mushrooms in gift cards in the mail for me, love you mom.
No. 1233188
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my poop is so sharp and endometriosis is kicking my ass today, I am fighting for my life in this bathroom
No. 1233192
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>>1233188>poop is so sharpOMG I know that feel, never have found the words to describe it lol. But anyway I'm sorry nonna, I wish I could ease you pain
No. 1233247
>>1233242You have 2 options either make her a
terf or find a new best friend
No. 1233249
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>>1233242She was too weak for you
No. 1233291
>>1233289Dmt sounds scary
nonnie. Hope you're doing alright
No. 1233316
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I have days where in the space of hours I'll go from being slim enough.. to third trimester by the time I'm heading home from work. I'm talking massive difference. Happened to me today and I looked in a shop window while walking home.. Pic was what I saw looking back at me. It's purely bloat. It's not even fat where it'd creep up on you slowly… it hits me out of nowhere and I can't find the pattern. I know I was diagnosed with ibs years ago and it mostly has settled but I think it might be that. More so than say a hormonal thing. I can't link it to one food type though and I know the process of food elimination is a pain in the arse.
I'm not the most looks obsessed but I felt mortified seeing my eggman body out in public. I couldn't care if I'm hanging at home with my belly (which I often do) but I looked like a fat person who had stuffed myself into a very poorly fitting outfit out of a lack of self awareness. How tf do I even dress now when I double in size on random days?
No. 1233344
>>1233291ayrt - I'm okay!! I've smoked it plenty before, but I have enough of this kinda sus dmt to test it in my dry herb vape. the last time I smoked a whole hit of it, I got plunged into geometric hyperspace, and then approached this sort of matron figure. that's when I had to turn back, saying "nope, I've got mommy issues."
When I turned around, I was transported to a filing /storage type room. The files were about me, throughout my life. I flipped through a few, then my hand hovered over a couple of files and knew I wasn't ready to look at them. issues I wasn't ready to address or know the truth about. I stopped looking through the files then. the machine elves told me to come back when I was in a different physical location. Then I woke up breathing into the floor of really shitty apartment I lived in. I could sense something was wrong with it.
coincidentally, the girl I accidentally fell in love with when I was involuntarily hauled to the looney bin had lived in the complex before. she's a few years older than me and we both had blue hair at the time. she has two kids and a very creepy and older husband. I was let out first and I was also the one she'd call every night to tell me she loves me.
She came over one night and brought her crystal pendulum to try n talk to her dead ex lover.
tldr: life is sad don't do too many drugs my brain is still stewed
No. 1233382
>>1233245Yeah, I unsubscribed from a lot of YouTubers when I found they were pro-Depp or made videos that mocked Amber.
Also when I found out some of my friends were pro-Depp it made me change the way I view them now.
No. 1233407
>>1233242>SamefagI compared troons to pedophiles and said that just because all pedophiles don't molest children doesn't mean they should be around children and that same goes for Troons bc 'just because' all troons aren't AGPS that I shouldn't have to risk AGPS- especially if I had a daughter and we were trying to shower in the woman's public washroom. Then I was told that I should just be accepting/not question (which I said was a cult like tatic and made it even harder for me to accept because I used to be a NB LGBTQ+ until I started to question) and then was met with crying (which I still feel bad for) but I feel so frustrated because I can't have a logical conversation without it being 'but their feelings'. I even brought up that if troons don't believe in abortion, they can vote as a woman and take away our rights as woman who have uteruses. Which I was met again with "but they think they're a woman so who cares" and then when I said "well what defines a woman? They all are giving in stereotypes and sexist roles against woman", "bUt tHeY genUineLY BeLiEvE and tHinK lIkE wOmEN" and I was like how?? Even if our XX moid puts on a wig and wants to watch women undress in the change room, I'm supposed to accept that? And guess what.. said YES! and started crying.
I feel so lost. I can't discuss these issues with anyone. I don't fucking care if people want to wear a wig and play dress up but it's weird once you start protesting to be in women's only spaces. I said that even decent MALES find it fucking weird. I also said decent males or fucking tifs don't act like this. So so WEIRD. Like what the fuck
No. 1233410
>>1233407The worst part is that I didn't even hate trannies before. I just fucking question the shit out of the ideas and logic and suddenly I'm a huge
terf who thinks no one should have rights. Like what the fuck!!! I'm not the kind of person to throw a tomato at anybody and can't even kill flies/ants but everyone makes it out like I'm asking for everyone who questioned their sexuality to be eradicated when really, I honestly think they're just extremely mentally ill men who are trying to normalize it.
I even brought up that it feels dangerous to be in the room with someone who wants to cut off their genitals or roleplay as the other sex and expect to 1000% be accepted as is. And I was told that it's my fault for being uncomfortable with it. UghhhhhHHHHH
No. 1233422
>>1233407>>1233410Do you recognize this? "Your fault for being uncomfortable", "Just deal with it", "Accept it", "What about their feelings"? All this shit does is prey on female socialization and empathy. It's where
victim-blaming comes from, and it's why women stay in
abusive relationships. Many women will fall
victim to it, sadly, especially straight women who are used to following this pattern in all things, and lesbians with some secret feeling that they "at least owe something" to males because they aren't attracted to them. You can add as many flags, "queer theorist" ramblings and "progressive" coats of paint to it as you want, it's still the same old bullshit. This is a form of indoctrination specifically aimed at women.
Your friend isn't seeing the truth because of the above reasons, and because rocking the boat in society is just scary. You can try to peak her, and she might listen (even if she doesn't outright say anything), but don't let yourself get too hurt in the process. If she has any sort of feminist leanings, she might pay attention if you point out that all of this is standard moid logic at its core, and if you find a way to let her know that you aren't even the only one questioning it, and that "TERFs" aren't the evil witches TRAs have made them out to be, so she won't be alone if she doesn't follow the crowd. That's another thing - TRAs constantly make up shit about TERFs, and either never post proof or purposely twist logic. Ask her what she thinks TERFs are and have done, you can probably completely disprove those misconceptions. Even if she ignores you, she will wonder why she's been lied to (that's literally what happened to me). Ultimately, it's up to her to break the conditioning in herself, or to wait for the tables to inevitably turn in a few years. I hope you feel better soon, anon, it really sucks when friendships are damaged because of this BS
No. 1233465
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Reading me and my ex's old texts and crying lmao. I was a lonely dork for so long, what made me think I was cut out for a relationship?? I know soon I'll adapt to being alone again and I'll be happy, and I won't miss him anymore, but that taste of normalcy – of having a bf, a lover, of hanging out with his friend group, of going on fun trips, buying gifts, holding hands – threw me off so badly. He was my first everything – I lost my virginity and first kiss to him (at the age of 23), which I'm sure makes things worse. I am a person who requires so much to trust someone, and value their opinions and company, and the one person who broke through those rigid boundaries (plus he's clean and attractive to boot) was able to slip through my hands…I wanted things to last but love isn't enough. Knowing that he's hurting and misses me, too, can only ameliorate the situation so much. I can't believe I used to think I had Schizoid Personality Disorder back in my NEET days LMAO.
No. 1233515
>>1233407>"bUt tHeY genUineLY BeLiEvE and tHinK lIkE wOmEN"kek, and what makes them believe that? How do you know they "think like women"? Why are male troons more into stereotypically male interests than stereotypically female ones? Why do troons fetishize femininity and women find it gross?
Maybe you have already planted the seed of doubt in her mind,
nonny. Don't worry too much about it, from this point on, it's up to her to change her mind. And if your friend decides to end your friendship because you have your own opinions about men who try to pass as women, then that's her fault, not yours.
No. 1233516
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I asked my mom to stop calling me by my phone when we are in the same house, because we aren't that far away and she can just talk to me normally, but she got mad and began to yell that I'm not enough of a blessing for her to talk without a phone. She is currently a little stressed, and I get that, I've been there for her and I understand that things are rought right now, so I usually just let it pass when she yells at me, maybe I'm just selfish but this time it actually hurt me a little.
No. 1233573
>>1233544it happened mainly because im naive and too scared to refuse people. went grocery shopping early last month and these 2 women stopped me to preach about some topic, told them i have to go and they wouldn't let me until they finished. like an idiot i gave them my number and they texted nonstop, picked me up twice to go to the church for bible study so that's how they know where i stay… entirely my fault
lately my grandparents and i have told them straight to their faces that i'm no longer interested and will not return but they just keep showing up and saying "god is a spiritual doctor, prayer will help you, you are ours, we miss you, we love you" etc. its fuckin annoying and feels cult-ish. im actually considering calling the police next time they show up (sry for the life story lol)
No. 1233584
>>1233573Idk if this will help you anon but I used to live in an area with mormons and they would come by to peoples doors at least 4x a year. It was always kids my same age in high school so one day in the summer I opened it, told them we were devoted satanists and I think we were black listed because they never came back.
I have to vent I wanted to look nice for a going out but my period gave me chin acne so I'm trying not to freak out or touch it in case it gets worse.
No. 1233640
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ive had anorexia for just over 4 years and i seriously cant figure out how to fix this shit.
TLDR:
>forced inpatient 1st year, did absolutely nothing, made everything worse.
>inpatient filled with wannarexics and larpers, felt unbearable
>gained back all the weight I lost + more within 2 months
>little to no therapy provided while inpatient
>after discharge, immediately relapsed, but found it absurdly difficult to lose the excess weight. it didnt matter how hard i restricted, my weight literally stayed stagnant or fluctuated which made me feel even crazier than before.
>spiraled into isolation, severe depression and anxiety, etc.
>after some time, i started dropping the weight (albeit very slowly) and reached the number i was initially hospitalized at
and now… im just burned out? all the symptoms of anorexia feel 1000x worse than the first time i restricted and ive barely reached my lowest weight. is my metabolism shot? all these years wasted and now it just doesn’t seem worth gaining it all back.
my new years resolution this year was to start a reverse diet and reach maintenance as a form of harm reduction/to repair my metabolism and even committing to that has been extremely difficult. dealing with the fluctuations, bloating, etc. is killing me inside and i just don't know where to go from here.
No. 1233684
>>1233681oh shit
nonnie, I hope everything will go ok, keep us updated
No. 1233740
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I have a re-sit exam coming up and I fucking hate studying this shit. I've failed so many exams it's held me back from graduating and I'm so angry at myself for not pushing through but here I am trying to study and I remember why I hate it so much. It's not even difficult stuff, just so much to memorize. I need to get a grip
No. 1233746
>>1233736here you go
nonnie. Different ones can still be removed the same way.
No. 1233770
>>1233756Because men are just mommy-spoiled toddlers who expect any woman they find attractive to love them just like mommy did AND fuck them and clean their house for them.
Modern men are literal overgrown toddlers addicted to pleasure and being cared for like kings. They live in a fantasy world run by sheer brute force and tantrum tactics, where they literally think they're the smart calm, rational, hardworking ones with self control and everyone else's interests in mind.
Honestly, men can't be real. Or like, I don't think they were ever meant to be in charge of anything bc why else would they be so painfully unaware and selfish?
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>>1233759yeah, i was really nice about it too which makes me wonder how violently he'd reacted if i had just laughed at him
he opened with a photo of him begging me to be honest if he is ugly; he is but i felt bad because he looked disabled, so i said he was attractive…never lying to make someone feel better again, he then sent a picture of me calling me pretty, i asked why he saved a picture of me, and he freaked out, deleted the conversation after blocking but here is my best recollection
>you think id save a picture of you lol…ew. i was just trolling you ugly bitch.>lol ok5 minutes pass
>can i have sex with you, i was joking>?no>okay ugly bitch, i was just trolling you anyway lol you really think i liked you? ur boring me now so bye lol you think youre worth anything but a holecan we just castrate them all or something? i used to feel bad for the retarded ones but not after this kek
No. 1233777
>>1233770Them being spoiled and made to think they're more special than they really are is especially annoying in a professional setting. It's very frustrating seeing men get awarded or given opportunities for their shitty work.
I saw it happen a while ago and I started fucking malding when he had the gall to complain about how he wasn't given enough direction or how he can't read a language he can't speak even though they can happily translate it for you if you just ask.
No. 1233825
>>1233819Normal people are addicted to social media and they let it destroy themselves and society, trust me
nonnie, you don’t want that.
No. 1233829
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Too lazy to find the Twitter hate thread but why do they try so hard to justify men in bad wigs competing with women in sports? None of this science in the tweet matters because someone who has a Y chromosome is genetically designed to be physically stronger than someone who doesn't have a Y chromosome. That's the unfair advantage people with working brains are referencing. So tired of Twitter science majors trying to ignore logic to bend over backwards for transwomen
No. 1233868
>>1233855Probably never. I wish they'd just wear the clothes they prefer and shut up. There's no reason someone who's biologically male can't enjoy dressing and expressing himself in "feminine" ways, but why do we need to mutilate genitalia and try and deny logic to do so? Society is still so sexist and it's annoying.
Trans men don't push this hard to compete in male sports, I wonder why?
No. 1233876
>>1232881Its not your fault, most laptops are filled with bloat and run like complete shit out the box, maybe try selling it and building a PC or buying a different brand
let me guess, the one you have now is HP?
No. 1233878
I don't have a therapist who I can talk to, sorry.
My fiance has already been put on notice that I am leaving him unless he shapes up and starts pulling his weight. I work too hard at two jobs to be able to keep up with anything anymore, and the reason I gotta work so hard is because he's too damn lazy and useless to do so himself. He's selfish and even admits he could not do what I am doing. So right now he's making sure the house stays relatively clean. Deep down however, he'll go through this trial period on his best behavior only to go back to inconsistency once he thinks it's safe again. It's happened before. I'm done. He did not play the part until my leaving was a serious threat. It's one of the many manifestations of his immaturity and I'm tired of being disappointed and arguing. Why fight this over and over when there are scrotes who would do his best effort as a minimum? Why be with someone this worthless yet still acts so controlling, insecure, and demanding? He LARPs as a man but he is truly a spineless entitled faggot.
He has so many red flags, but I felt pressured at the time to hop into a relationship with him because I lack familial support. Now that I find myself better personally and financially, I can finally examine who and what I want from a long term relationship.
What he doesn't know is that I already cheated on him with three other guys in person and there's one more who I am meeting during a solo vacation trip. All but one wants to be in a relationship with me that leads to marriage and kids. The last guy has a distant attachment style and just wants to knock me up in whatever zoomer pseudo relationship label he has in his head. Male validation is meaningless, but it still feels good knowing these guys want me so badly. They all see my value and have told me as much, I manipulate them to make them prove it. Of course they don't know about each other because I play dumb and have good operations. If it makes me a sociopath, fine, but I do feel I am protecting myself and securing the next bag before I nosedive my current circumstances. I hate that I feel I have to do this but I have learned the hard way. I'm sick of doing the "honest" thing by breaking up with these ungrateful scrotes without having a parachute and then I'm set back years because of the financial and self-esteem bullshit. Not to mention scrotes always think they're entitled to comp for no real reason–my last ex wanted a slice of my insurance check when MY furniture was destroyed in an apartment flood. I'm ambitious and a go-getter but society collectively fucks single women and it's tough. i.e. was literally denied a promotion I followed up on at my first job when I said I needed the money, my manager replied "What about your fiance?" Aka go rely on a man because we do not want to pay you fairly. So fuck it, fine. It has taken me up until now to truly recover from my last major breakup in 2018, but I find myself standing to lose again now that I hate this relationship too.
I am seeking a lawyer to find out how much I gotta pay this scrote to fuck off out our mortgage. This is MY house. I am the one who did rennovations and the labor, I pumped the thousands into it and not him. He doesn't even care, he should go move in with his mommy and daddy like he originally planned to two years ago when our old apartment lease was expiring. He can go live his dream as being the live-in caretaker for his crotchety geriatrics. Not me. Not fucking me.
No. 1233894
>>1232881Does your laptop have Windows 10?
Also, do you have a warranty? You could probably complain to whoever sold you that laptop or to the manufacturer, and possibly even get it fixed for free.
No. 1233934
>>1233878I’m glad you’re looking into getting a lawyer to get him off the mortgage, my mum used money given by her parents and savings to buy a house and when she was done with the mortgage my dad had to take out a loan so they remortgaged the house with his name on it. Long story short he was having an affair for 10 years, was a
abusive alcoholic who lost his job and got put in a nursing home because of a brain injury and now mum is stuck paying it off with him getting profits if she was to sell. Fight for your home. My advice is to keep this man around until you’re financially secure and then break it off. If the other guys are committed and you feel they might be worth it, try that out for a while and if it goes bad, no loss, if it goes well then dump and move on with them, personally I wouldn’t end a relationship unless I was already looking for a replacement. Also goes without saying but don’t get married please.
No. 1233954
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I'm not anachan but I used to be. For at least 8 years. I feel like being introduced to television that depicted ED behaviors/ it being so normalized in people around me really fucked me up. I have to consciously not revert back to restricitng my calories when I'm in a bad place mentally, which honestly feels embarrassing at my big age. I just recently saw an episode of pretty little liars and I remember how the story line of one of the characters being bulimic made me feel when I was a teenager, and I almost felt a weird nostalgia for those times. Life seemed simple, all I had to do to succeed was lose weight- now I have to work a job, clean my apartment, cook 3x a day, etc… it's silly, and it's embarrassing because I don't even care about weight loss, I just have no other vices. but I'm glad to say that I don't think things will ever get so bad that I'll go back to doing that… shit sucked back then.
No. 1233957
>>1233844tough love shit like
>>1233920 might work, but when this is entrenched in their whole social group first focus on getting closer and then confronting her. the illness and trauma faking is stupid and you should be able to nip that in the bud, but the pronoun shit might come back to personal insecurities or internalized misogyny she's struggling with. if she can't open up with you, you calling her out might make her just lash out.
No. 1233961
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My mom noticed whenever she met me I always only just applied some balm or gloss, no makeup and so she just gifted me these lancome glosses out of nowhere and I cried and then I put one on, it's so stupid but I cried so much because I felt so ugly and undeserving of pretty things. I don't wear anything cute, wear makeup, do my hair because I feel so ugly and it makes me feel like a dumb clown. Lipstick on a pig. And these are literally sheer glosses, just my go-to vaseline but expensive yet I brokedown over this. I hate being so fucking ugly, it makes me give up on anything regarding my appearance, because I've never felt 'pretty' so I don't bother because I know I look ridiculous.
No. 1233966
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Kek help me nonnies. I have my very first bf and we just started getting more touchy with each other, he was in two relationships before me, and I'm a virgo. At first I found his touch to be too rough, he touched me like a piece of a fucking dough lol, but he's quite eager to learn and he became more delicate, I like it although it starts to annoy me that I have to give him instructions every time and he tells me I'm overly sensitive and he needs time to "learn" me. The first time he touched my clit he pushed it like a button lol, and the second time he tried to rub it but was way too roguh and fast. I told him he can't put so much pressure on it and do it so fast, at least not from the very start, because it simply doesn't work this way, and it's being either annoying or painful, you have to start slow and then go faster. I asked "Did your previous partners seriously liked it when you did it this way?" and he was like "Yeah", so I said "Maybe they were faking it" and the look on his face, the absolute hurt, holy shit nonnies. Was it too much? I seriously couldn't believe that any woman would like being touched this way and I'm an autismo so I tend to say things straight out, and only after I say them I start to wonder if I used appropiate words. I often apologize but that time I didn't feel like I should. Now he seems too intimidated by me and he doesn't even initiate anything besides cuddling kek
No. 1233981
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I hate that my mind is always such a mess. I can't focus on anything for even ten minutes. I have a big exam coming up next week and so far I've spent two days summarizing my scripts and creating flowcharts. I wish I was one of those people who are fine studying straight out of the book and using some notes here and there. All of this planning and organizing takes up so much time that I could use for studying and it frustrates me whenever I see how much I have to study for. I've tried different study techniques but this autistic organization seems to work for me when I stick to it but it just takes up so much of my energy.
No. 1234025
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Just got rejected from a life-saving job position, even though I aced nearly all their assessments and had easy answers to their loaded questions. I wish I wasn't such an oversensitive pussy baby but it's so hard to not take it personally when I can't succeed even at my best, even when I do everything by the book. It's so hard to push forward with confidence in myself because outside validation comes so little. I feel like the world has no place for me in it. I'm not suicidal but I haven't had dark ideations like this in a long time. I'd have a more fulfilling life and existence as a fucking mosquito more than this shit.
No. 1234050
>>1234028Of course,
nonny. It made me sad to read how you described yourself so I felt compelled to respond lol. I think it's very exciting that you have a bunch of different glosses now and you get to try them out and see which colors/shades you like the most. I don't think you need an occasion to wear them. You could just wear them out when you're getting groceries or maybe going out to buy yourself a coffee. Confidence to wear nice things definitely takes time to build. You can start off with just the lipglosses and then once you become comfortable with that maybe once in a while you can do something fun with your hair and then eventually pair that with a nice outfit!
No. 1234062
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I love when my mother buys shit for this pos moid she pretends is her son. I get it's stuff from a thrift store, but he'll never use it. I bet a tenner the steamer she bought him will go unused. He's seriously a manchild and if I did 1/8 the shit he does I get told to grow up. I hate how society coddles these retards.
No. 1234071
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I feel bad that I don't feel super warmly towards my fiancés dad and stepmother. They really like me a lot, but I just feel annoyed every time we have to get together or have dinner together, like it's a chore.
They're also far-right wing people and they always complain about politics (but then again, so do my parents). His dad also gets very loud every time he drinks, and retells the same stories over and over again and I just smile and laugh politely like it's the first time I've heard it. I feel like such a bitch thinking this because they're very kind to me, but I wish my future in-laws were different people.
I feel bad that I really loved some of my exes' parents and actually miss some of them, meanwhile I actively avoid seeing my own fiance's family and find them annoying.
No. 1234089
>>1234062>if I did 1/8 the shit he does I get told to grow up. I hate how society coddles these retards.Seriously. Men get everything, and get away with everything. I never want to hear another moid whine about how 'life is so easy for women'.
Men are always allowed to be the goofy, fun ones but when a woman is silly, weird or focuses on herself we're told to grow up and not be so selfish.
Then, when we're trying to pick up after everyone else and bear the mental load, we're told we need to "lighten up" and not be so serious.
We're the ones who are constantly taught to be soft and nice no matter what, and put others before ourselves, and then we're shit on for not 'leaning in' or being aggressive enough. Heaven forbid we display assertiveness at home or in the workplace, we're told to "CALM DOWN" and not be so emotional when we use the same exact language and tone of voice that a man does.
I really like being feminine and being a woman, but it really sucks that it feels like simply existing means living in an inconsistent world of mixed signals where nothing is ever enough.
No. 1234095
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I went to a grocery store and I saw an attractive guy, tall, fit, dark blonde, with a light stubble beard. We looked at each other for a while and I was the one to break eye contact, I felt like he could be attracted to me, but I wasn't brave enough to say anything, I thought I would seem desperate approaching a guy at a grocery store, I wouldn't know what to say anyway. Right after it hit me I will never see him again. I can't talk to people because of my anxiety. I don't understand why men don't approach me, it would've been so much easier if they did the first move, instead they just stare at me for a while and that's it. I was only approached by old creeps when I was in middleschool. After that there was nothing. Back then I thought I was just very ugly and I had super low self esteem, but the people who met me and talked to me for the first time, like my coworkers or new housemates, seemed shocked that I think of myself that way and said I'm actually very attractive but I look distant, cold and sad and people may be just intimidated by me and too afraid to talk to me. I can't contain my anxiety despite a few years of therapy and medication. I've never had a close friendship or a relationship. I'm in my mid-late twenties and I'm starting to feel desperate. Talking to ugly guys seems easier but I don't want to be with someone just because I feel lonely. I'm too shy to approach guys I actually find hot. Even today I saw two girls whom I didn't find attractive, but they had good looking and tall boyfriends, and objectively more attractive than their gfs, so I started to wonder, why can't I have someone like this? Maybe I'm actually super ugly and the people who complimented me did it just out of mercy? I can't figure out how I look like and how people perceive me and I always feel dysmorphic. I'm afraid I'm destined to be alone, loveless and sexless forever
No. 1234110
>>1234095I can relate, I was creeped on as a teen, but men never flirt with me because I'm awkward or cold professional. I usually don't think about what I look like, and anything that forces me to perceive myself from an outer perspective or think about my own attractriveness or lack of it makes me deeply uncomfortable.
I doubt someone can be super ugly and not realize it, the same way someone cannot be super attractive and never realize it, you're probably a normal looking woman.
No. 1234122
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love how i gotta change super xl tampons in less than 2 hrs every time
No. 1234155
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>>1233619honestly wouldnt answer if i were living alone but im with my grandparents til i find a place and they usually get visitors
>>1233612i think its about time i do this, i just fear hurting feelings but this is putting stress on me. thank you alot
>>1233615hey i'll check it out, ty for the suggestion
No. 1234175
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i actually think its for the best if i just kill myself. i dont feel particularly bad or sad, but i just dont want to be such a waste of money and air anymore, it hurts me but others more to see them suffer with my existence. i am such a huge disappointment and failure, even if i try my best its not enough, nobody said this to me and i dont mean it in a sad way, i mean objectively it isnt. i am seriously developmentally and intellectually retarded. i am good for nothing. i just dont think staying is a good idea, i want to live, but it would cost too much to my family, and i dont want to put them through more than they already have and are currently.
maybe i am just saying it like this because i have been bottling up my emotions and actions to avoid being sent to prison is this true? can women actually go to prison for female hysteria anymore? i cant self harm because they threaten to put me in prison, possibly frame me for being a junkie rug abuser. i live in a third world country so i dont know how it works around here.
i just want to wake up and be dead, i didnt mean to live this long, its creeping me out. i want out of here for the sake of everybody involved, i feel so horrible everytime i see them, and they havent done anything to make me feel bad about myself in fact they do the opposite which makes me feel even worse because they shouldn't. they really shouldn't and it hurts me to see them be so nice to me when i dont deserve it at all. i cant stand it. i feel so ashamed of myself.
i feel sick just writing this, i hope i get a heart attack within the following days. i wish i knew how to induce one. i wish i was just never born and died in the womb like the others.
No. 1234184
>>1234175Nona, please don't do it. Your throughs are mental illness and I heard the same thoughts come from the mentally ill person who I love with all my heart. So I wanted to tell you, please don't do anything to harm yourself.
> i want to liveHold onto this, and keep going. Your family would be devastated without you. There are people who would be shocked, and who would never be the same again. They would blame themselves for not seeing the signs, they would wish to go back and do something. Keep living, and eventually you will find happiness and ways to give to the community around you and. Put good into this world. We need it, all of us. Hugs.
No. 1234218
>>1234207I lost my virginity to shitty sex and have only been with one partner since but sex/dick really isn't all that. Honestly wish I kept my virginity for someone who really cared and wanted to make things special but most men just want to pump&dump, gloat about how good they are and go. Be careful telling people you're a virgin
nonnie, a lot of XYs will pretend or try their best to swoon you to take it. Men are POS
>>1234175I've felt this way plenty of times and holding on has always been the best choice (despite suicide attempts before). I hope you can find happiness Nona.
No. 1234229
>>1234218Thanks
nonnie, it's just sad to see the average moid here, they are so mediocre. I know it sounds pretentious but at my age i already make more than min wage through working as a freelancer and all the guys i have met have no plan for the future or anything, they are forever stuck in a shitty career and don't even taking the time off from fishing for upvotes to shave or wash their teeths, i always have to pay for them because they have no money either. I hate living in LatAM….
No. 1234250
>>1234232police officers as a whole can go eat shit and die, specifically moid officers.
male cops literally go out of their way to prey on the most innocent people and its only until they get caught red-handed that they cry
victim and call everyone else unappreciative of their effort to "protect and serve", kek.
if you check out some docus, many of the parents from Columbine 1999 said that the police just stood outside the library (where a majority of the massacre happened) and listened to children being shot.
No. 1234321
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I’m beginning to hate my “friend”. She’s truly the most useless, helpless adult woman I have ever met. Every day of her life is a continuation of a sob story epic starring herself. I unfortunately know every aspect of her life, because she has no concept of boundaries. I would be the first to know if something new had brought this behavior out, and I’m afraid she’s always been this useless, this tactless, this selfish and crude. The truth is, she has no one to blame for herself for why her life is garbage. She lives the easiest life imaginable; she is a trust fund baby who gets everything she wants. At first, I thought she was fun to hang around with. We grew closer, and feelings were involved. We didn’t go far with it. I was put off by her pushiness, and how she would over-sexualize me. She’d never been in a lesbian relationship and would do way too much. Once again, the lack of boundaries. I forgave her for the sake of our friendship. Then she turned out to be the most unhygienic and filthy person I have ever met. That was the beginning of seeing her worth. She doesn’t bathe, she doesn’t brush her teeth, and she screams if her mommy does or doesn’t clean up for her. She’s paranoid, she’s morbidly obese, she’s demanding and annoying. I would compare her to being infected with fleas. She puts on a front that she’s mature and patient, but in actuality she’s so pathetic and immature that she’s barely functional if left to her own devices. She’s like a personal pt minus all the fun. I’ve given her invaluable advice numerous times. I have given her step-by-step instructions on how to deal with both issues and “issues” in her life. She fails to follow through, and is the definition of ungrateful.
I tend to fall into the indifferent category regarding fat people, but she has managed to make being fat her entire personality. And she insists on everyone feeling sorry for it, as if it were our fault. I’ve grown so tired of treating her with kindness that I’ve been tempted to tell her to make an mpa account, and finally sort herself out. I’ve felt like doing this on numerous occasions now.
She is not a pillar of our friend group, and is quite forgettable in the group’s current state. She’s aware of this, and has meltdowns about it. I would normally feel compassionate with situations like this. But the meltdowns are public, and require onlookers every. single. time. And if it’s not our fault that she’s a fat, sad, pathetic piece of shit, then it’s her parents fault. She will openly curse her sick parents for letting her live off of them, for providing her free food and shelter, for giving her a trust fund she can’t access yet. It’s laughable. She’s 27 this year. The times she treats us like a friend compared to the time spent having to work around her feelings, to avoid setting her off, is becoming increasingly unbalanced. She’s verbally and physically violent, which is funny because she can’t successfully chase you down without quickly running out of breath. What isn’t funny is how she chooses to cope; by attacking her family or sentimental objects in their house. If she were a moid I was reading about in passing, I likely would have wished her dead by now. She acts like an overconfident bully, and at the same time is the most insecure person I know. She’s become a snowflake who doesn’t see herself as one. Her last meltdown ended with an announcement that she was going to look at porn with women who look like her to “feel better” about herself. This same person claims to be a radfem, and it annoys me to no end. There is nothing radical or feminist about supporting the porn industry. She is a prideful idiot who boasts about her life while expecting us to sympathize with her never-ending list of non-issues. When any member of our friend group does not suck up to her enough, she will vocalize self-harming by starving, then binge eating, and finally emotionally or verbally abusing one of us. She’ll also announce that our friend group “pushed” her to do this, because we didn’t focus on her enough. If we talk about relationships we have outside of the group, she has another meltdown. She treats us like she’s a sick puppy and all we do is kick her. We have to exist exclusively for her. She also prevents us from getting closer to each other, because god forbid if you have a private conversation. That must mean you don’t enjoy her company. I’m not looking for someone to understand my frustration, I know I’m focusing on her negative traits. But that’s all she has to show for herself when she believes she’s presenting you the “real” her. I’ve rewritten this three times to avoid being too harsh. If I was smart, I would have cut her off by now. Fortunately she’s a headache at worst, and I’m here to vent, not prove my high iq.
After writing this all out, I think what really broke the camel’s back is her racism. I didn’t divulge to avoid being accused of racebaiting, but she’s not-so-secretly a racist piece of shit at times. She is one of those “it’s not racist if you don’t do it in front of them” types of people. This ties back to her over sexualizing me as well.
No. 1234342
a shift in my perspective has happened
i've had an espontaneous experience a few months ago where I was feeling present and blissful for an entire week, but it wore off eventually
ever since, I have been trying to get back to that state of mind
I was successful a few times (for reasons I did not understand, because it kind of just happened, sometimes without me trying), but it only lasted a day or two, and then my mind would go back to modus operandi (i had ADHD by the way, so the contrast between that present state of mind and my usual, scattered mind was so huge that whenever I got back to my old ways, it would feel like hell, seriously).
But how do I put this in words? The very thing I've always seeked was here the whole time. There's nothing to seek anymore, so there's not anything else I can do.
No. 1234381
>>1234321cut her off anon. you have the power to do this
also if your friend group enables someone like this i'd cut them off too
No. 1234474
>>1234429does she complain about her weight ever? i used to be fat and grew up obese, same thing as her, shamed by family. and i think saying it out of nowhere would probably hurt and be a little shocking, if she brings up her weight in a negative matter then i think that would be the best time
maybe talk about how you started being healthy and it helped you lose weight so it might help her?
she will also probably eat less around you if you don't eat. i always hated eating alone lol it made me feel like i was a prize pig on display or something.
when i lost weight it was pretty lonely so i think she might like doing healthy stuff with you. you can also start cooking together and have that as an activity
>>1234461i think i read earlier that it has something to do with your blood type
No. 1234495
>>1234494so what are you? i presume your obsession with him eating meat means you're not on the left? also
>using "libtard" unironicallyembarrassing
No. 1234524
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kind of hurts to see people in my niche web hobby (forum rp) form friend groups + have a lot of fun with one another. mostly because i seem totally incapable of doing the same thing; i'm like an unlikable autist with nothing to offer anyone. so it makes sense, but i'm still sad and lonely.
i mean i joined a server for a site recently and it was quite literally just several friend groups all inter-mingling and interacting and making more friends and me on the sidelines kind of, watching. i've written with almost all of these people before, but i've never ever managed to actually connect with them. and i don't think i ever will. i mean i've made attempts to in the past, but they've all gone rotten because i'm boring and unlikable and etc.
No. 1234569
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>>1234524It's ok anon, you're not the only one who is like that. I'm an unlike autist too but I'm also a misanthropist and prefer to be alone I won't lie I do get lonely sometimes but I feel better after indulging in my offline hobbies
No. 1234592
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God I am so fucking horny I am so fucking horny I want to masturbate so bad but I have no privacy oh to be able to cum whenever I want that's the dream you don't know how lucky you are to be able to masturbate whenever you want I'm sick of it I just want some relief
No. 1234603
>>1234584Panache, Freya, maybe Cleo has tops for big bobs. I'm a 30f, mine fit well enough and pretty much keep the escapees in. Unique Vintage is also having a big swimwear sale right now, but I don't know how theirs fit.
>>1234587That's dandy until you're on a beach and every bit of sand dives between your boobs.
No. 1234621
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don't scroll
No. 1234633
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Pretty sure I'm gonna be fired after 1 month at this new place. It's the same thing every time at every place, I do stupid mistakes, forgot to pretend to be interested in the job, feel burned out by the end of the day and go cry in the bathroom during the day and then I'm inevitably let go. I just don't know how I can go on, and have no idea how other people do it, getting up every morning, go to work, paying attention to everything while maintaining a neutral or even an enthusiastic emotional disposition and even have the energy afterwards to do their hobbies and meet their friends. It all just baffles me. I just feel burned out day after day and the idea of being fired begins to feel like a relief
No. 1234642
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Me at men (be careful scrolling nonas-)
No. 1234645
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Okay I'm not horny anymore. Fuck scrotes
No. 1234666
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Moid keeps posting and I have no mental energy left, goodnight nonnies. Be careful scrolling
No. 1234689
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I hate the hair on my face and removing it is a pain in the ass, because my skin is sensitive and has acne. I also hate my gray hairs and plucking them is a pain in the ass. I wouldn't bother except my hair is brown so it looks bad
No. 1234706
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Straight men only view women as objects for sex and gay men only view women as objects for entertainment. Neither shut up about us. What the fuck are women supposed to even do. I am so tired.
No. 1234739
>>1234720Yeah, like why even bother going at that point?
>>1234721I don't know! I get being tired, but it feels like a waste. Even if I'm tired, I'll push myself to at least go out to dinner when I'm in a new place.
No. 1234740
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>>1234062Samefag, she also bought him two supplements, one to help with sleep because *~hE cAn'T sLeEp~*. I'm actually proud of myself for not making snide comments/having my voice sound clipped. Tired of her inserting his name in every damn sentence like he's going to disappear if she doesn't say his name. She also told me he's not in great health. Took everything I had to not say "shocker" and go off about his substances abuse besides his trash fire diet. It hurts she'll remember crap he says but forgets what I say. Makes me want to drive spikes in my ears and just communicate via ASL, bit rusty since I haven't practiced in a while.
No. 1234748
>>1233640>>1234675ayrt, nona i appreciate the advice but the issue is a little more complex than just choosing to eat animal foods (which i already do)
>>1234676this. ive rarely come across anachans that are vegan and the ones that are likely have orthorexia to accompany it. i think most people associate anas with veganism bc they both involve pretty drastic restriction.
No. 1234810
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Just discovered that my moisturizer was causing me to have an allergic reaction right when I was finally starting to heal. I've had these annoying sores on my lips for about a week or two, so I cut out every potential culprit and it started healing. Then yesterday before bed I decided to try washing my face again and now my lips are fucked again. Damn it.
No. 1234835
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I’m tired of seeing and hearing this ugly ass mf everytime I open Twitch on mobile cause I have ads, fuck him and fuck Spotify for choosing that smuggy obnoxious fag
No. 1234855
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Why do I constantly keep fucking shit up in my life??? My life could be so damn easy. I just want to scream into the void.
No. 1234935
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I have a twitter account mainly just to follow Japanese doujin circles and artists, but it's so common to be blocked just because I'm a filthy gaijin. I went to check on this woman who I bought a lot of character themed jewelry from and, surprise surprise, I'm blocked. Now I feel a bit salty when I look at my cute bracelets and earrings which I used to wear almost every day so I can look at them and think of my husbando. Maybe this is just petty of me, they could have thought I was a minor or something, another reason they block people, but I bought almost her whole booth.pm inventory and this is how I'm repaid? I'm seething a little but mostly I just feel embarrassed that I made some twitter social faux pas.
Luckily most of the doujin stuff I order come with little thank you notes in english alongside the japanese, one I've bought from a few times even draws my husbando in my country's flag colours, it's adorable and it's nice to know most of them are just happy someone from across the globe likes their husbando as much as they do. Yumejoshi solidarity if you will.
>>1234867The moid that lives in the flat below me who spends most of his time working from home so he can play Eve Online as much as humanly possible got into an accident at one of the chemical plants he has to inspect occasionally and got doused in hardcore cleaning agents, giving him chemical burns all over and temporary blindness. Then a week later I saw him out walking in the searing midday sun while I was coming back from grocery shopping and I asked him if he was wearing any sunscreen, to which he replied no, and I could see his skin going deep red, him having pasty nordic skin. I said he should probably go back home because I warned him that you don't really feel heatstroke until after you've had it for a while and it's too late, but he was like "nah, I can handle the sun, I'm a dude afterall lol".
Cut to the next day and he sends me a text message saying he should have listened to me, he said he was bedridden, cold and shivering and now has both the chemical burns and serious sunburn. I think at least he's learned from this now, he gave me some money to go out and buy some heavy duty sunscreen as he admitted he had no idea what to buy and trusts my judgment. Idk, men always love to boast about being able to handle shit then they whimper and cry when they learn of their own ignorance and lack of caution.
No. 1234960
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I am watching an old, comfy game with good development team turn into shambles. First they fuck up the time limited event just to try sucking the money off making a new event and inviting popular twitch streamers (whose content is not related even to games genre, only about 2 streamers actually fitted it), delay a good, time-limited event for months because of that and now they went full SJW. Are they losing this much money? I do not understand. And now, all of the sudden, the game's discord server is full of newfag-membs who are screaming about TRAs and everything else while having a fetish for sissy and furry porn drawn and written on their profiles. What the fuck, are the game developers trying to exchange their old-school, normie fanbase with furries and trannies?? The things they talk and whiteknight about makes no sense either, making them obviously seem like they are internet freaks that spend all of their time cancelling people on Twitter. So many good developers left too… What the fuck
No. 1235002
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A lot of things seemingly felt like they were going to change in my life. Something that kept reappearing where rabbits no matter where I went. Recently, I saw several rabbits by my apartment complex. I never see them now, but they used to be here gently standing still. Whether it'd be in the dark or under some bushes. As I made my trip to go to another state, I saw one in the airport parking lot. When I was at the other state, I didn't notice any rabbits. It was until I was being driven back to the airport that I saw one in somebodys front lawn as I was explaining to the driver I keep seeing rabbits. When I came back home, I realized they were all gone. I'm not one to place meaning on everything, but what did it all mean? What did it mean!
No. 1235011
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>>1235002Adorable!! Generally good things, nona ♥
No. 1235031
My best friend married this total fucking fag of a loser just because he's a doctor. She's bordering on braindead, but really fun and bubbly and into spirituality and art. This guy has already cheated on her and cited "suicidal feelings" for why he did it (while vacationing in Poland with the boys, how dEpReSsiNg) and so they still went through with their super isolated, no attendee wedding in a country they already moved out of. The dude also dresses up and pretends to be Scottish despite being from England, so for his wedding he wore a kilt and bagpipes and looked like a turd. She looked stunning and happy. But now they're back in my country and she keeps trying to hang out, which is no problem. I love her. But she wants to bring her moid around because she can't leave him at her parents house when she visits. I fucking hate it, it feels like she's bringing a big dog over or something so I've been cancelling on her like crazy and postponing the visit until a few months when they move to yet another country. Damn. Even her own mom begged her to call off the wedding after this scrote cheated. He also doesn't read books and despite being a resident gynecologist, he refers to his unit as "runts and cunts". I seriously hope he dies in a firey accident and she gets a huge lumpsum from his insurance. He's that type of rich where he spent all of quarantine exploring the world, Egypt and Rome and shit. And then as soon as he gets his hooks into this girl, he never takes her anywhere and won't even replace her broken laptop. I'm just so pissed, I feel like I lost my friend because I don't like her moid and she refuses to hang out alone. No moids in my fucking house! His fucking vibes will kill my rare plants and get dust on my shelves or someshit. He's just so fucking gaaaaaaaay
No. 1235061
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I love my friend, but she recently got a tattoo bit like this with a "trust no bitch" text. Apparently it's a feminist tattoo because men are the real bitches or something?? Girl why
No. 1235067
>>1235062I knoooow
>>1235066Idk I doubt she will stop with the sex positivity twans rights shit soon
No. 1235096
>>1233876>>1233894Nonnas I fixed it! I had to restart everything, removed all shitty bloatware etc BUT my drawings got backed up!! I probably won't be able to draw anything for friend's birthday in time but I'm so grateful. Still, fuck technology.
I hope you two have a great day.
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I want to vent about something but if I do I'll likely be accused of baiting, if not outright trigger a stupidly long infight, so instead I'll vent about my inability to vent.
No. 1235114
>>1235107some of y'all need professional help fr, is there a
valid reason you think she won't do good at peace corps or are you just a BPD clinger?
No. 1235128
>>1235121Basically it trains people to go help others in war torn/developing/ countries in need, with whatever those places may need.
>>1235118>My sister is just looking for a way to feel better about herself. She's never been good at anything, and she's always trying to find ways to make herself feel better.I don't know what she's thinking, but I just hope she comes to her senses soon and realizes that this is a mistake. Otherwise, she's going to be sorry she ever left me behind. I just need to talk her out of it before she gets raped
Reads like either a BPD asshole or a narcissistic asshole. Normal people don't get mad at their siblings for trying to improve themselves.
No. 1235136
>>1235107Were you the one venting because you suspect your sister has BPD? I think you gotta let people like that figure out their own mistakes. Any chance you could travel alongside her without having to join the Peace Corps yourself? Also I cannot find it to save my life but I'm fairly sure that the dude who created the Peace Corps was a violent, sexually
abusive man in his own family and his daughter was speaking in a documentary about how ironic it is that he's celebrated for inventing the "Peace" Corps, but it
may have been something else entirely, especially considering I can't find anything to back up this memory of mine.
No. 1235147
>>1235133I'm giving the definition Google gave me. Truly I don't care, but I think OP is unhinged one way or the other. It's probably in the best interest of the sister to get away from her. Peace corps seems like it's the best way she can think of to put distance between the two of them, without having to do the hard part of finding a job and house and friends in a new city.
>>1235136>Any chance you could travel alongside her without having to join the Peace Corps yourselfPlease don't suggest this. I feel like the sister wants to get away from OP, I can feel the crazy radiating off her one post, I'm sure it's suffocating in person.
No. 1235155
>>1235152The thing is, we do not even know what else anon's sister does and how anon is IRL either. I know people like anon's sister, but mine is also the kind of person to lie 24/7 while playing the
victim card.
No. 1235164
>>1235155Yup, all I'm saying is that OP is unhinged for being
mad that her sister wants to try peace corps. It's not like the girl said she wants to open up a poop porn onlyfans or go on an international crime spree.
Concern would look a lot different.
No. 1235186
I can't stand women who get married to men. Women who get married to men are throwing their lives away. They're giving up their freedom, their careers, their dreams, and their lives. They're giving up their independence and their ability to make their own decisions for a man. They're giving up their bodies and their sexualities for a man. They're giving up their futures for a man.
I can't stand women who get married to men because they're making a huge mistake. They're sacrificing so much for a moid, and they're not even getting anything in return. They're getting nothing but a man who will take them for granted, cheat on them, and treat them like property. They're getting nothing but a man who will control them, manipulate them, and abuse them.
I can't stand women who get married to men because they're settling for less than they deserve. They're settling for someone who doesn't love them, doesn't respect them, and doesn't appreciate them. They're settling for a man who will never treat them the way they deserve to be treated. They're settling for someone who will never give them the love and happiness they deserve.
I hate it when women get married to men because they're making a huge mistake that they'll regret for the rest of their lives.
No. 1235201
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>>1235190
it's a part of scrote spam. Post attractive guys to counteract it
No. 1235209
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>>1235183>isolate her away from money, friends and family>all while telling her having a cellphone abroad is too expensive.>her laptop broke and he never replaced it>fake>as soon as they started dating he began to wear her skinNow that's a whole red flag collection. How can you not even repair someones laptop with the amount of money he has? Is there any chance she is insecure or has some mental illness? Men really like pretending to be your sugar daddies at the start and then lock you up with them, manipulating the hell out of you and try to change you as a person because ''the world does not understand them''. I am so sorry for you, it must be heartbreaking not being able to even say much to your friend because, obviously, she will be too busy being in love with him. How does her family feel? That must be terrifying.
No. 1235254
>>1235107Tell your sister that it's a bad idea to join the Peace Corps because:
>the organization has a history of discrimination against women, >the living conditions in many of the countries where the Peace Corps operates are very poor, and >women can be subjected to sexual harassment and assault while serving in the Peace Corps.If she can't see why it's a bad idea to go, she's stupid and you're better off without her
No. 1235270
>>1235209That's the shitty thing, she's genuinely happy-go-lucky with a good self esteem. No mental illness, no pick-meism, no real baggage or anything. Now she has no friends, she went from being someone who is surrounded by friends and family to just him. Her mom actually spoke up and told her not to marry him due to the cheating, but that's all I know. Mom seems fine that it happened now and visited them afterwards, and now they're both staying at her house in this country. I'm far from the
victim here and I know I'll always be around with the same phone number if she ever leaves him or wants to hang solo, plus I told her that I don't like him and refuse to accept his friend request to this day kek. I just.. I wish I could create a much better man for her and shoehorn him into her life or something.
Oh, also I just remembered that her scrote is pushing for polygamy. Yeah, the most romantic woman I know is falling for the "monogamy isn't spiritual enough" bullshit he's spewing. I'm so angry about this injustice I could scream, and my only hope is that when she finally clues in to how much of a LOSER this fag is, I'll take her out for drinks and we can chew him out. I'll finally be able to be like "sis what were you
thinking?" and she'll laugh because she clearly wasn't thinking. Part of me is also starting to think "
This is who I choose to be friends with? The woman with no self respect?" and it makes me feel badly.
No. 1235279
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I hate how people have to push how special/intelligent/awesome/etc they are constantly. Dumbass family friend moid I hate told my mother he went to doctor the other day. Never goes outside so vit d levels are atrocious. Doctor tells him they are extremely low and """how are you not dead""" (apparently, I don't trust his lying attention whore ass). He always does this shit where he acts like he's a magical being because he has been told he should be dead. Pisses me off because no one truly knows how much abuse their bodies can handle plus he's got a multitude of issues (85 percent of his issues are self inflicted).
No. 1235312
>>1235031I'm not saying she's become distant for the right reasons, but it's the same kind of heartache felt when your close friends actually marry decent partners, start families, or develop workaholic careers where they simply don't have time for friends anymore and become shells of who you knew as their former selves.
It sucks but it's part of growing up in general. My bestie from childhood deactivated (maybe blocked me??) on the only social media account I had her added on over a year ago so I haven't spoken to her since. We live thousands of miles away from each other and I had not hung out with her in person since 2015. Last I knew she married her on and off high school sweetheart, started her career, got a bunch of pets, and didn't seem to care about social media anymore. Always thought we'd be in each other's weddings and such, but here we are.
No. 1235346
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>>1235334Core strength can be improved by doing dead lifts and squats. It's entirely possible to fix anterior pelvic tilt by doing this.
No. 1235362
>>1235312It wouldn't hurt me at all to grow distant with her because she married someone good and seemed happy, that part seems healthy and normal. A part of growing up like you said. It just stinks to see her settling. Like she could have married a doctor who was
kind or something. I'm sorry about your friend though, especially considering how you thought things would turn out. That's so shitty too
>>1235287I don't consider her a "tainted woman" for marrying or being straight, kek. I consider her unable to come over because I don't want her scrote in my home and she's never without him anymore. Just sucks, her and I used to hike quite a bit, do our nails and hair, just shit that I don't think bringing along a male would enhance in any way. Quite the opposite.
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I'm happy that there's finally progress being made in communication with my mother but I don't know how to feel that she only actually listens to me when she had a fight with my sister. let's just hope it won't all be forgotten the next day
No. 1235401
>>1235270I am really sorry,
nonnie. Its probably a honey moon phase, she is thinking their relationship is something magical thanks to his weird ways of pretending to be quirky, it could be anything down to maybe her reaching a certain age and being afraid that she has to do xyz before turning whatever age she thinks of. You are a great friend. I think the best that you can do is tell thay you will always be there for her, if anything. Maybe you couod try telling her you are not comfortable with him? But then again, _he_ might twist it into turning her against you, or something, since she depends on him so much. It is really tough. I understand how you feel about her pushing the meeting part though, I am a really honest and upfront person when it comes to not taking anyones bullshit so I wouldn't be able to sit next to him even for an hour.
The whole marriage thing is a difficult topic, all in all, all thanks to the media and wedding markets pushing the idea onto people that anyone and everyone should marry, otherwise they wasted their lives. I have a person IRL who is like that.
No. 1235501
>>1235484Aw, I'm sorry that happened Nona. It must've been very shocking and caught you off guard, especially so early in the morning too.
I tend to cry if anything hurts my feelings- whether I'm shocked or hurt. It's the bodys way of relieving tension..
Maybe you have been crying because you are shocked that your boyfriend could hurt you that way (even if an accident) because you feel safe with him, and maybe even insulted that he moved his arm and you ended up hurt? I hope you can feel better nona, it's okay to be upset, especially since it was so shocking and you were feeling safe. (Your body could be in fight/flight mode still hence the shock/crying). Much love nonita bonita
No. 1235503
>>1235496Is it possible to put on a long sleeve and shorts instead? That's what I used to do and put it down as "fashion" when anyone asked. I admire your courage
nonny, you've got this! Beat the heat
No. 1235523
>>1235484Sorry anon but this is so damnn cuuuttee (your reaction I mean)
It seems it really was an accident and you just need a little time to be sure it was, based on his response I'd say it was 100% an accident, you will calm down about it in a few days, don't worry
No. 1235549
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>>1235546Forgot to add the image, here it is. The guy is literally 83. Wtf.
No. 1235559
>>1235546Not as bad as the case you're writing about but my girlfriend's uncle is like 60 and just had a baby with a 30yo. They're trying to buy a house for 'starting his family'. He already has three kids (late teens/early 20s).
He's going to probably be dead before this kid graduates college. (He's overweight and works from home.) Also his mommy pays most of his rent. He's the golden child. My girlfriend's mom (his sister) is the successful one with her own business and I can tell that makes him seethe whenever we do family reunions lol.
I think his wife was baby-starved. Idk what she sees in him. I think he lied to her about having money but he's spectacularly in debt because he buys all designer clothes and cars. I don't think she knew his mom was paying the rent when they got married.
Anyway point of the story is moids are gonna moid
No. 1235565
>>1235558Another girl logged on and immediately asked wtf was being so loud. i think the moid heard and he turned it down. my heroine. i'm going to pretend it was you in spirit that
triggered my rescue
No. 1235569
>>1235503I don't own fitting long sleeves and shorts anymore, gained 20kg over the Covid time, so either t-shirt or dying, kek. And honestly, I can't and won't hide until I'm dead, those scars won't go away ever, just have to live with it. I'm mostly afraid of people thinking that I'm the standard bpd person you see on social media, because I'm not, I don't even have bpd. Thank you nonna, you will find the courage, too. I hope mine will be there tomorrow.
No. 1235588
>>1235567The baby is the innocent
victim here. I'd say somethng about the old moid won't be able to help take care of the baby and the mother will need to play mommy for both the baby and the moid, but that's actually always the case anyway. I don't know why women have kids when it's such a raw deal for women.
No. 1235694
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>>1235681While I hate you for saying that, I can absolutely see what you mean. I just have shit proportions for clothing and am tired of wearing stretchy shit
No. 1235707
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My boyfriend hasn't spoken to me in a few days and I'm fairly sure he wants to break up because I broke his trust. I didn't cheat on him or anything, but I talked about him behind his back because I was frustrated and now he says he needs space.
What hurts most is that he hurt me prior to this and I didn't cast him out, but now he's choosing to forgive his friends who were also involved and still hasn't said a word to me while I'm spiraling and preparing for the worst.
I'm hurt and I'm frustrated because I don't deserve this. I know I fucked up and I apologized and am trying to give him his space but it hurts so much. I feel so stupid for loving him still hoping that he'll finally talk to me.
No. 1235709
>>1235678I like to sew
nonny and that sounds like bullshit to get you to pay more. She should be able to take triangle (imagine the tip pointing down) panels off each side of leg seams and get it over with in an hour or two. There's many YouTube tutorials too, maybe see if a fashion student can do it for you. They might end up more trouser looking but they'll fit and still have the look you want.
No. 1235715
>>1235546Scrotes on the internet love to reee about women being "too old" to get pregnant when they're over 30, but it's been proven that older MEN are the most at risk for having kids with autism and health issues, because their sperm divide and mutate more often than egg cells do.
Fucking maddening
No. 1235739
>>1235735Samefag but I am just praying to fucking God nothing happens tomorrow and I don't even believe in a faggot God
I'm seriously so worried I burned down an entire fucking building or I may have fucking killed someone because of my stupid fucking retarded mistake
I'm so fucking anxious right now I feel like crying
No. 1235863
>>1235847Usually when I'm at a loss for a password, I just do a date. Usually an important date or the day I made the password. Like for websites it could be
>Jun2222@Or for my phone
>0622I usually have to write these down though
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>watching a video on all south park controversies
>retards in the comments already crying about the tranny episodes
I don’t care what anyone says, Matt and trey are based for making that tranny episode where they show the graphic neo vag surgery footage
No. 1235934
>>1235915I'm sorry
nonny, I'm going through something similar with my mom, and just existing feels so unbearable sometimes. Hang in there, I'm sure you're doing your best even if it means you didn't get much done today.
No. 1235935
I miss my best friend so fucking much. Even if we were just online I loved her so much. She's letting herself be used by disgusting channer discord men and cut me off a few months ago, she was planning to meet up with them too. I miss her so much, I struggle a lot with trusting and ghosting friends and she was so patient about it and we told eachother shit we'd never told anyone else and she's the only friend I've had that I have never gotten in an argument so much. Nothing made me happier than when I'd something funny and shed be like "STOP IM IN PUBLIC PEOPLE ARE STARING AT ME BECAUSE YOU MADE ME LAUGH LMAO"
I miss her so much I wish she valued herself more. She made me laugh out loud too and we all liked the same threads and sometimes she'd tell me to read a thread and viceversa and we had inside jokes about it. We were eachothers only friends until she started using discord more often. I don't know what I did, I wasn't telling her not to meet them I told her please be careful, get a separate hotel room. I thought she really liked me, I admittedly unfriended her first, I was severely depressed and seeing her responding with one words after days just made it worse. She used to respond at most after 12 hours but usually right away, I reached out to her again and she apologized too but never said more after that. I told her how important she was to me but I never got a response and it's been a month. She got me through the worst time in my life and I don't know I miss her. I sound fucking insane typing this but I really thought we were special to eachother I don't know what those discord guys have that I don't besides I guess sexual validation to her maybe? I remember when she did a face reveal to a guy and he was like "yikes lol block… lol just kidding you're okay kinda cute ig" and she did one to me because she said she didn't care anymore and made me promise not to block and she was so pretty. Not "instagram baddie" pretty but like those photos on pinterest of random pretty girls that nicole dollanganger fans love to use as icons (lmao). She lets her confidence get ruined by these men as well and it makes me cry. I just hope she knows she always has me to fall back on after she saw the text I sent her.
After it all I dont hate her for it. She was insecure and I guess they make her feel wanted in a way that a platonic relationship can't do. Or maybe she was already getting sick of me, I saw her pulling back for awhile ever since she started using discord and r9k. It makes me so sad when I see something and I'm like "holy fuck A* needs to see this" and then I remember she's gone.
I miss laughing at coomer weebs on MAL and at the in-fighting retards on the e-girls thread together, I miss reccomending eachother different shows and music, I miss the stupid inside jokes, I miss when we'd get so angry everytime someone was mean to the other, I miss how good she was at finding info online and how proud she'd be when I was in shock over it, I miss everything about talking I never thought losing a friend could actually hurt this much, I've tried making friends and someone with the profile picture she used when she first messaged me and it made me so sad.
She's never used OT but on the off chance you're reading this, thank you for being my only friend that actually showed me having friends is important. You're always free to reach out to me for whatever reason
(I am also not obsessed or romantically in love disclaimer I'm a just little under the influence so my emotions are stronger kek, not gonna reread this because its too long so sorry if I sound retarded and unhinged)
No. 1235960
>>1235935I get the feeling anon, I had a similar experience with a female friend who cut off even her own family for a coomer she met on discord. It's sad and heartbreaking because you think you mean something but then someone more "interesting" to her comes along and it's like you're nothing. In my case, we used to talk all day about stupid shit and gossip, I struggled with distrust and self-harm and couldn't make real friends before her. We even promised each other that we would go on a trip by ourselves (it had meaning for me because I always had very controlling parents and I was never able to do anything like that), but I doubt it will ever happen.
Even if it hurts anon, I think the best thing to do is to let go and think of yourself. You message her, you let her know how important she is to you, but if she's lost interest and prefers the attention of some rk9 freak then it's best to stay out of it.
No. 1235975
>>1235960>We even promised each other that we would go on a trip by ourselves Ahhh god we were planning to meet up in Japan in spring of 2023, I still have some of the stuff we planned to do written down. I relate to your post a lot and it makes me feel better I am not alone at least. Though I wish instances like this weren't so common, may we find good friends in the future!
>>1235971I'm sure she'd love anything you give to her nonna. You should probably tell her why you are ghosting though so she doesn't get the wrong idea, if a friend was doing that for me I'd feel no anger or bad feelings toward them for not talking for a bit
No. 1235996
>>1235960>>1235960My partner's sister actually cut off all of her friends and family for a discord retard, and I am worried about her, wondering if it is too late to worry.
>He was the one who told her to 'just quit your job 4head', a month after they dated.>So of course she did. The problem is, it was her first job at age of 27. She is a tradthot LARPer who even spent only 1 month in art uni. Ever since she's been sitting in mother's basement, and mother has to have 2 jobs because of her. They barely keep up with electricity bills because of her.>Tried hiding that she is e-dating him, even does so now while making it painfully obvious by just clicking on their profiles, but whatever.>Everytime she goes AFK irl for even 2 minutes, he ragespams her why shes not replying>That including talking shit about her own friends>Disconnected her from all of her old friends other than like, 3 of them. Keeps captured in his discord server that's full of despressed sadboys>To avoid mothers and grandmothers talks about when she will find a job, or education, she is waking up at 3pm on purpose and spends all night playing vidyas.>The moid is a self-proclaimed sociopath who jerks off to Elon Musk and idolizes Jordan Peterson because he had no daddy>She is a desperate insecure woman that makes a moid her personality, believes she can't live without dating anyone. He is ugly, she is average. She just chose the first moid that listened to her whining on Discord 2 months after knowing each other>Now, she is 28 and I have no idea what the fuck is she doing with her life.>Lies about shit to get money from mom>Suicide-baited mom onto weight loss surgery (all because mother gave herself eye laser surgery), it obviously didn't do shit>The only reason why moid met her was just to have sex which he kept talking about on his discord>They always travel in the middle of nowhere so no one would steal him kek>She lies by saying she is travelling with her exclassmates with who she had a fall-out because she is a really jealous person, haven't talked ever since she quit a job that she was given by them out of pityI do not know what the fuck to expect.
No. 1236031
>>1236025It's so funny when incels talk about lolcow and say how horrible women are because of it. We are at-most calling girls unattractive (which I don't like usually even) and gossiping, when they're porn addicts, pedophiles, and gore spammers lmfao.
They can talk about raping and killing women but noooo we can't gossip about some of them!
No. 1236127
>>1235975Oh that's funny you say that, me and my friend also promised each other to go to Japan and Ireland together. Once she even took my notebook and put a little sticky note as a reminder of the trip.
I hope we'll both find people who value us as much as we value them.
>>1235996>Everytime she goes AFK irl for even 2 minutes, he ragespams her why shes not replying>That including talking shit about her own friendsThis is a huge redflag and a clear sign that the moid wants to isolate her from every one to control her.
No. 1236148
>>1236145Keep your discord shit off the board, loser
>>1236133He's lying
No. 1236185
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>>1236159I wish you had the guts to live.
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Just saw an yt video that I understood will feature funny fish videos and half of them were fish taken out of the water, gasping and flapping around. I just feel sad how showing a fish suffering is acceptable and funny. If it was any other animal shown slowly dying, there would be an outrage but I guess since it's a fish, that's hilarious. I'm not vegan or anything, but why inflict an prolonged suffering on an animal for a "funny video"? It's upsetting.
No. 1236205
I'm so tired of struggling with closed comedones. I don't have the worst acne by any means, but I feel like nothing I do helps. Currently I'm using First Aid Beauty Ultra Repair cream morning and night, a sunscreen in the morning, and every day I alternate at night between a Paula's Choice Salicylic Acid one day and PC 2.5% Benzoyl Peroxide the next. I have stopped wearing all facial makeup, I'm on bc, and yet everything will be fine and then bam, one day I'll have 4-5 new closed comedones in 1 area. Eventually after a couple months they'll come to a head, the area will heal up and be clear, I think I'm good, and then they'll show up again. I wish I knew what I was doing wrong. I used to have 100% clear skin until I moved to the desert. I wish someone could help, but I can't afford facials right now.
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>>1236213Make sure you pull the bottom half until it clicks. What brand are you using? They also sell them without applicators if you hate it picrel
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>having schizo attack
>leave the only discord server i am in
>delete discord without telling anyone
>my friends probably think I am really depressed and are worried
>I am actually thriving working on art and watching movies
I feel really bad for being like this, I finally found a group of friends I actually enjoy being part of but years of being alone and growing up in an abusive family made me prefer my own company and feel uncomfortable in big groups. It's awful because I love them, they are incredible friends and I am a terrible person for just ghosting them like that. I am super lucky for always attracting really kind people that love me and are caring and sweet, but it's a torture to always force myself to go out or spend time with them when I would rather be by myself. I wish I could wake up and know no one remembers me or misses me.
No. 1236235
>>1235735i am just going to assume
nonny went to jail for murder, RIP
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>>1236234i am sorry, i hope you find good friends someday. I wish i could lend you my friends and be by myself, I really dislike being like this but I just can't force myself to be friendly. i think I am legit autistic or something please halp
No. 1236248
Please help! (I use the vent thread because it's usually far more active than the advice threads and I want to write a lot) I am finding myself in a sort of "call me by your name" situation. Not in the fashion of a romantic, lesbian affair in idyllic Northern Italy, but the grim reality of a confused teenager temporarily lodging with a debonair, insouciant, horribly annoying and much older romantic interest. I met him many years before when I had just hit puberty and he was already a man. I was completely smitten by him and heartbroken as well. Even though it is obviously ridiculous to entertain the thought that someone of his age would be even remotely interested in an awkward teenage girl, he is so charming and clearly knows what he is doing, that it confused me and caused so much inner turmoil. Now many years later we meet again, although this time I am visiting his family, and not vice versa. I am a "woman" (read: young lady/19) now. I am completely over him, but he just annoys me so. I feel so extremely uncomfortable around him. I both want him to like me as well as to completely avoid me. Like in the novel I mentioned, he oscillates between complimenting me, flirtatiously joking and making playful gestures to me, and not offering me a word, hugging everyone but me, and giving others that same charming, somehow eternally flirtatious treatment. I am positive he has no romantic interest in me, and I feel the same way, but I struggle to resist his stupid games. He knows what he is doing, he is this type of guy. He knows how to talk, socialise, make the whole room laugh. It annoys me so much… I want his attention and I want him to avoid me as much as possible. How do I make myself strong enough to stop being so consumed by him? I am so self-conscious around him and I don't know how to react to his behaviour. I think I am doing well externally. I challenge his stupid jokes with ones of my own– I can be witty too –and ignore him when I don't have a reason to speak to him. I am not afraid to look him in the eye and I don't offer him any blushing faces or impressions of intimidation. But internally I still keep thinking about it. Especially now that I am reading CMBYN, the parallels are extremely confronting. The worst part is that he probably doesn't give it as much thought as I do, as it is likely just who is.
No. 1236263
>>1236248This sounds like mostly fiction and imagination on your part, with the way you wrote this and compare it to a novel.
Men want to fuck 100% of vaguely attractive people of their preferred genders, so suffice to say he does want to fuck you, but I wouldn't dwell on the perceived "signs" that he's flirting with you or whatever.
The best situation would be you move out/he moves out with no romantic interaction occurring, since if it did you will likely look back on it as taking advantage due to the age gap.
Summary: it's mostly in your head and should stay there.
No. 1236334
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i found out my favorite baby cousin was sent to a religious muslim school in Cairo (semi-wahabist), because my aunt doesn't want her "becoming like me," since I left home at 18 and got a degree. After I got married to someone outside of the community, she made these plans.
i know logically it's not my fault but i actually want to fucking die knowing my actions are what made my aunt do this. she's only 8 years old, and she's going to go through shit that is 1000x more worse than whatever I went through in the states. my husband and I are starting a fund for her so that if I can go find her when she turns 18, i can maybe get her to a US embassy office and bring her home + give her personal money, but im scared she'll be fully brainwashed by then.
my aunt did this to her because she's "just like" me and is a "ticking time bomb" for removing her hijab, since she already doesn't want to wear it. she was my first and only girl cousin born in the states, and I really doted on her because I have 0 sisters. i miss her so much
i cant believe libfems have convinced people that it's a fucking choice
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If I read or hear that "trans women are just like biological women" one more time, I'm gonna explode. Being a woman is so much more than having plastic bolt-ons, a cheap wig, shitty eyeliner and a neovag. This is so fucking disrespectful. The seething hatred troons have for real women shows even more that they are just men who parody real women.
No. 1236442
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My mom made me wash my blankets just to find her trowing them at the fucking floor, then she said there was no problem cause "the floor is clean", i checked and of course it was bullshit, the floor is all kinds of dirty, so gross. She's so careless with my things all the time just to mock me for having OCD, bitch of course i have ocd you're DIRTY AS FUCK and an actual PIG you almost got food poisoning for drinking stale milk and eating food with cockroaches cause you just don't give a damn. God i hate her so much, i told her "let me take charge today, don't worry" but of fucking course she rushed to do everything herself just to mess up with my shit, you retard THIS is why i don't let you touch my things, and i know she did it on purpose cause she hates me deeply, i'll make you pay for this you snake
No. 1236447
>>1236442samefag, the worst part is that we can only wash our things
monthly, my dad's dog scratched its ass on my blanket yesterday so i was glad i could wash them today but the bitch had to ruin fucking everything and now i have to wait 30 fucking days while i sleep on a dirty ass blanket, god please end my suffering i'm so angry RREEEE y'all are so trashy!!
No. 1236453
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are mothers supposed to look fucking haggard in order to "qualify" as a mother? fuck ugly chicks man they're so insecure and project their shit onto everything and everyone
No. 1236462
>>1236450>Why do you live with your parents?I'm a poor thirdie, i'm getting my degree tho i cannot wait to leave this shithole of a house
>How tf can you only wash once oer month??We don't have money to buy more laundry detergent
>>1236451She threw my duvet to the floor too
No. 1236487
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Sometimes I hate myself so much I just want to suffer. Cutting myself isn’t an option so I settle with binging and purging. I ate a load of chips and potatoes are very hard to throw up so I tried and tried and only a tiny bit came up and now I feel trapped in my negative thoughts. I fantasise about being beaten and punched in the face. Whenever I sit and seriously think about killing myself, it’s just because I want to do the worst possible thing to myself. I want to destroy myself. I have no significant trauma, I’m just an empty shell of a human being that should have never been born and brings no value into the world.
No. 1236500
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>>1236487I can't give you any advice on how this will get better and I can't promise you that it will get better. What you are describing is very similar to what I've felt most of my life and I used the same methods of self destruction. Funny thing is, it got better over time, I realised the "why" behind this need to destroy myself and that helped a lot. Honestly, I hope you will feel better one day and don't have to destroy yourself anymore in order to survive.
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>>1236500Thanks
nonny, ily. I’m glad you’ve gotten better and this does make me feel more hope.
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One of my friends sent me a selfie of us together and I can't get over how fucking giant my head and body structure is compared to her. I hate being built like a troon. I always had this issue growing up, just looking in the mirror with friends and seeing how obviously I tower above them and look like someone used the scale tool on a regular sized woman. I feel like if there was ever a pic of me lined up with a bunch of other women I'd get clocked as a tranny despite being no such thing.
I've always felt like I was a giant or an orc living amongst elves and fairies. It fucking sucks.
No. 1236688
>>1236628Of course scrotes who feel the need to annoy people on public transport with performances would be the types to harass random women going about their day. I'm so sorry
nonny, you didn't deserve that. I hope he slips on his next flip and sprains his shoulder.
No. 1236694
>>1236628What the fuck? Who says that to someone. You sound so sweet nonitq, don't take it personally, guy sounds like an asshole trying to start shit. Plenty of men in my city do the same when they can't attract the attention of a pretty woman otherwise. What a dick.
>>1236658None of my tall or bigger women friends are ever troonish, even with a mask or shaved head, immediately clockable as a beautiful woman
nonnie. Please don't feel bad, I am on the taller side and always wished to be taller too. Do
My rant: all my nonnies are beautiful and I wish they felt that way too grr
No. 1236729
I hate being such a fucking hypochondriac lmao. I ate turkish bell pepper (a literal translation, no idea if they're actually called that in English) for the first time, and as I'm a bit retarded when it comes to eating and drinking, as in, I keep breathing in while swallowing, and probably got a bit of this slightly-spicy green bitch stuck in my trachea, I am now convinced I'll die of anaphylaxis within the next two hours. I eat every other type of bell pepper no problem, don't have any known allergies at ALL but of course I just know I'll drop dead in the next two hours, I feel it in my bones (and my trachea). Reminds me of that one time I drank soy milk for the first time and then found out a lot of people are allergic to it, and then proceeded to literally cry (which made all my made up symptoms worse, naturally) until I was sure that, if nothing has happened by now, I'm probably fine with soy. I dieded, obviously. The only thing keeping me calm right now is that I read that anaphylaxis reaches its peak within the first 3 to 30 minutes, and I spent the past 23 minutes looking up the symptoms and timeline of an anaphylactic shock and typing this up, so I'm LIKELY in the clear for now. Or I am one of those extra-rare cases (extra rare because anaphylaxisssesesesesss in itself apparently are already rare enough as it is, as I learned over the past half hour) that gets a delayed response, which means I'll die in twelve hours. Shucks. This time I'm managing to calm myself down enough to not be crying though!
No. 1236761
>>1235847Keepass
>>1235856I feel you anon… I'm in similar situation. I want to die.
No. 1236818
>>1236741second nonnas
>>1236786 advice, just cry, and if you can't, find a movie, a song, a picture, that will make you cry. I feel the same, especially as summer and heat make my depression more prominent, and I have cried just now at the end of movie, it relieved a little bit of the tension and stress. Hope you will have a relaxing weekend after all.
No. 1236844
>>1236839t. has never read the quran let alone probably has never picked up a bible
god shut the fuck up already do you eat /pol/ orientalist narratives for breakfast?
No. 1236848
Ummmm did
>>1235735 anon ever come back? The radio silence is concerning.
Did she cause an explosion or-
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you know what I also fucking hate? ex-muslims who desperately suck the dusty musty balls of western secular values saying the west is more “civilized” even though the west has a history of organized violence, corruption, spying, warmongering, carefully installing fascist dictators into foreign nations even though it has probably contributed to one of the very reasons why your country probably fucking sucks. all atheists are just edgy retards who hear about islamic fundamentalism and think it must be an inherent trait within the society rather than a plague that the people inside that culture likely don’t even agree with and have different sects of beliefs and practices. have a nuanced brain, you fuckers love to bring up “be nuanced about israel murdering palestinian children!! pls!!” but weirdly don’t give enough context to these muslim countries you bundle up as third world dumps that can never compare to the precious freedumbs where hundreds of mentally ill, alienated homeless people live in shantytowns and junkyards in inhumane conditions and your neighborhood is full of junkfood restauraunts, gas stations, mega marts. free market baby! free market! fuck you anon.
No. 1236860
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>>1236849anon last night:
No. 1236871
>>1236852Now I know, I have one and I will carry it in my hand now.
Though I may stay safe physically, I can't avoid mental shock. I don't know how to deal with it and get over it. It's been months and my anxiety is overwhelming. Therapists are shit and pills don't help me at all. Fuck this life.
I was outside, barely any people around yet I could feel my anxiety kicking hard. Doesn't help that I gained fat because of hormonal problems and I feel really ugly. I just want to hide, I can't accept myself.
No. 1236893
>>1236876I don't think tasers are legal in my country, plus I can see how easily I will be blamed for using them even if I had a good reason.
I also try my best to heal my anxiety all these years. Reading all these books and watching yt videos.
I was so proud of myself today and felt good when I did CBT workbook sheet, but when I got outside it's like everything that I learned don't work.
I try to be conscious of my thoughts and feelings, observe and let them pass but it doesn't work. I'm tired.
It's been years working on my thoughts, feelings and beliefs yet I can't get over anxiety. I don't know what I should do.
I even tried Law of Attraction out of desperation. I was visualizing myself as healthy, living with that feeling during the day, but nothing changed.
I don't know what I should do. I'm tired.
I needed to vent sorry, I'm really angry and tired.
No. 1236911
>>1236907>Only 15>OnlyYou're a fucking survivor
nonnie. I don't know how you do it.
Have you considered taking flexible online classes? Maybe even just a course or two per semester instead of a full load? Better than nothing.
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>>1236936Samefag I had some fat free vanilla yogurt + granola. T’ain’t easy being a Skinny Bitch, but alas….
No. 1236949
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>>1233503>>1234155samefag i feel awful. these people came back, twice!! today. first time, nobody answered and they left. second time they knocked on my window for 2 hours trying to guilt trip me until family returned and argued with them. they say "we won't return" but that's like the third time and i just feel very paranoid that they'll return and it wont be pretty so now am going to keep knives on me from now on. fucking hell, quite literally
No. 1237070
>>1236851my aunt lives with her in cairo, but she recently came back for a month long visit.. im seeking legal support to see if i can get her on child abandonment laws since i know she's rarely with her. I already know my husband and i would be favored in the courts for any custody fights if she gets designated as an unfit parent.
also, there wasn't any kind of studying or testing to get into the school, it's pretty much a privately funded academy that anybody can go to and throw their "westernized" kids into in order to traumatize them back into the faith. they're in a gated (yet not mega wealthy) area of cairo that's just super religious.
these abroad islamic school programs are often like the "wilderness survival" reform schools in the US that have gotten busted multiple times for extensive abuse and death. also similar to conversion therapy, but make it religion. Im scared for her literal physical safety.
No. 1237099
>>1236352>anecdoteantidote?
Anyway I had a moid ex like this and can relate. I couldn't even explain to him why his behaviour is shitty because then he'd argue I just want a yes man, it was exhausting. I'm still friends with him because he's good in small doses, but now I can just say "aight well see you later" when he tries to start anything up. You really shouldn't let a man like this hold any emotional sway over you because it's just damaging.
No. 1237109
>>1236939I'm so happy for you
nonny! Unless you know of anyone else who's done similar or it has the potential to be a systemic problem I would keep quiet unless you're sure somebody saw.
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I wish genderlets on tumblr would stop making blogs dedicated to anime gore
It’s annoying
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>tell neighbours that I'll be hosting a party and they're both okay with it
>one of them even offers to rent out her hot tub to us, which we accept
>on the day of the party she keeps interrupting us by constantly banging on our shared fence and asking us what we're doing
>literally two of the baloons I put up popped due to the heat and she's asking us if we can stop popping them
>invites herself in but thankfully gets that she's not welcome and leaves after 20 or so minutes
>last time she did it she got drunk and peed all over our carpet and stole someone's reading glasses
>even went as far as to tell us that we received a complaint from an anonymous neighbour (at 2pm no less, and our music was not loud at all, could barely hear it while I was inside), as she has connections to the person I rent from and "they gave me a call to tell you that". Obviously made up but wtf, couldn't she come up with a better lie.
>screams at us to "shut the fuck up", which is louder than anything we've done so far
>tells us that she'll be taking the hot tub back, even though we paid for 4 more days
All we could do is just ignore her after a while and not let her ruin the vibes, but jeez meddling and alcoholic neighbours are the worst.
Her fucking dog is louder and more annoying than all of us combined. If he's outside and we open our doors he will run into our house and jump up at us, sometimes leaving massive scratches on our thighs. Not to mention the constant barking at everything we do, can't even go outside in our garden without him barking our heads off. Before this we just let it go because being a good neighbour is important, but after this entire thing I won't be so nice. We've already given her too many passes for being annoying and sticking her nose in our business.
Have no idea how else to deal with her.
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I can't stand the fact that moids don't give a shit about pregnancy up until the woman becomes pregnant. Then it's all "the guy should also have a say in the pregnancy because it's his child". Women are supposed to "keep their legs closed" and birth control is apparently their business because it's their body but oooooooh once she's pregnant, the baby's everyone's business but hers to the point where she's painted as the devil if she aborts it. How are people so stupid???? It takes sperm to get pregnant and there wouldn't be so much of an issue if PIV wasn't seen as the status quo for sex and if moids weren't so fucking whiny about condoms. Fuck, even moids sharing the costs for BC is still a taboo for many because "why should he have to pay for it???" You know what? Male orgasms and ejaculation should be absolutely ignored unless a couple wants to have children. I don't care if it makes me sound unhinged. No orgasm for you unless you take equal responsibility.