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Good morning/afternoon/night anons!
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You too baby…(don’t reply to scrotes)
I had an ex that would scream at me during fights to hit him "hit me, I know you want to, you'll feel better" always made me super confused and upset. I wonder if he was trying to set the groundwork for a "mutually abusive
" relationship so that he could justify being a piece of shit because hes a victim
. Or maybe he just wanted an excuse to beat me idk
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Can't even wake up and enjoy my morning milk w.o the site without being spammed by moids
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EVERYBODY WANG CHUNG TONIGHT
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I feel lonely every day and there is always a constant aching feeling in the back of my head that I do not belong to this world and never will. I could be an alien, reptilian, anything but I will always feel separated from this world no matter the desperate attempts I do online to fill the empty void. I could be as nice as ever and no one replies. I’m tired of being nice I just want to be an ascetic maniac in peace
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I never have time for myself. I always take care of the house, cook, clean and study. Always noticing how quickly the time passes and how little time I have left throughout the day. I can't even find time to work on my commissions, let alone create content and stream. I feel so exhausted of it all. No wonder all of my successful mutuals either a)are single or b)live with their parents. I feel so tired all the time, the fact that my weak health is bugging me for a long time now is not making it better. All I want is to keep working on my portfolios, keep improving myself and reach out for my dream. But how do I find time? I was praying for my courses to give me at least 2 weeks break just to end up finding out that soon after the exam (for which i studied hard for) the courses will continue. How do these people even manage? I feel like such a failure. I could always pull all nighters and work on everything around me, but i have been consuming 4 cups of coffee daily for almost a year with barely any sleep that it gave me such bad health issues that I cant drink coffee anymore. I hate myself so much, why am I always weak, why do I always feel tired quickly? Makes me feel like i do nothing but make up excuses.
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I feel weak and faint but nothing helps. Tried water, sugar, electrolytes, protein, carbs, iron, generic vitamins, even going outside for a few minutes. Laying down hasn't helped either. Not even POOPING. Uuuaaagghh I'm so sick of having a physical body that is always getting in my way at every! single! turn!
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I fucking hate the kiwiscrotes on /snow/ right now. They started unironically defending trannies.
It’s so awkward seeing my classmate now.
A couple of months ago I was celebrating that I was leaving behind this tic product of trauma of mine where I’d say out loud “I’m a terrible person”. It was embarrassing and stupid but now the few times I say it it’s immediately followed by “not really!”, mostly in part to my classmate/dear friend who I’ve been hardcore crushing in who’s been supporting me and making me realize I’ve offered good things to the world.
Two weeks ago I told her that I don’t find radfems that terrible and people treating them like nazis is unfair when they don’t want to take anyone’s right to life away, they just don’t want to be forced to suck cock as lesbians, and now she’s acting as if I said I support shooting troons in the head. She said the generic stuff, that those feminists couldn’t possibly be good people, that holding thoughts like that is the mark of the worst kind of person and that she won’t ever see me the same anymore because I’m basically defended terrible people (not to toot my own horn but it’s relevant, she’s talking about how I donate 1/3 of my income, volunteer on my free time, have helped paid her rent when she got kicked out of the house etc. Just objectively good stuff)
I wish I could say “see, told you, when I said I was a terrible person, I was right”. Lol. I actually just feel sad about how cultish this feels, where just questioning anything gets you labeled hitler. She was so normal before her theybie gf got her to join tiktok, I miss what we called our girl’s nights, now she won’t even go because ‘she’s not a girl’. Crazy shit.
If you suspect a nutrient deficiency you can try eating beef liver, it is very nutrient dense with micronutrients.>>1229132
been through this, it doesn't get better. They will only act the way you want when you are in the middle of leaving them. As soon as they feel comfortable things will revert. Just break up with him.
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I haven't been keeping up with my skincare and my skin is so bad right now fuck
This. I hate to put my mom on blast but she was the biggest pick me for my dad who was an absolute dickhead. Literally begged him to do the most basic shit until she had enough and filed for divorce. These moids don't change when there's no incentive to. He continued to fuck hookers and whatever else. 5 yrs later he begged my mom back. She said fuck no. He died like 2 yrs later kek. >>1229141
If he treats you like this as a boyfriend
imagine what he will be like when you're married with kids. Do you really want to be with this guy?
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You deserve to feel desire without shame or guilt.
>>1229307>university literally put a fucking crying room with stuffed animals in it inside it’s library.
Middle class and above 20 something's don't have to grow up anon.>People don’t even have manners anymore either, all they do judge. I see it in myself too, I feel like I can’t even relate to people. I look at people I deem weird and see myself in them. It sucks.
Everyone's too stressed and tired for manners, and don't want to bother working it out in healthy ways, they'd rather just take it out on everyone else. Scarcity leads to suspicion lower IQ and being always on guard.
It's the same type of virus that smallpox is, and it pisses me off that we just had the lab incident with smallpox vaccines last year. Then there was all of the doomspeak whatiffery that Captain IT Moneybags the viral disease expert had about smallpox as well.
That said, demanding everyone get vaccinated for a virus occurring primarily in a small population seems retarded. Hell would freeze over before they required mandatory vax of gay and bi men though.
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Fuck, and a woman has caught it now too. God fucking damn it, I thought this pic was a meme but the CDC actually posted this! What the fuck!
YOU STUPID FUCKING SCROTES I want to fucking a-log
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Here's your proof nonna, spoilered because I also posted this in the tinfoil thread if you wanna migrate discussion
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nothing fills me with more sadistic rage than seeing non westerners say in one way or another that the west is superior. the self hate and insecurity makes me laugh because no matter how much you cape for them you will never be white, you will never be seen as white by them, no matter how much you try to win their approval by self deprecation or by trying to fit in the truth of the matter is you will always be seen as an inferior outsider because of what you say, and by extension your country/continent/religion as well. now you yourself look bad and people you have never known that happen to be from the same as you, and now your retarded self hating ideas get perpetrated by the people you kiss the feet of to their friends and family because it comes from a trusted source. can you blame them ? like its so pathetic it just makes me want to cry and laugh.
honestly people not of my race and country being racist and bigoted towards me, obviously i was for sure hurt, but never as much as insecure retards desperate to fit in nonstop making a joke of themselves and making it seem okay to do that to me. i honestly dont feel an ounce bad for them especially when things turn south for them, you had it coming.
if you hate yourself so much why dont you just kill yourself instead of making trouble for other people ? maybe in the next life you will be born as an aryan goddess like you want to so bad, or something. just know that for now no matter how much you contort your features no matter how much hair treatments, eye contacts, plastic surgery you have, no matter how much you change your behavior, disown and hide your heritage, you will never be white. and they will never see you as such.
i feel the same way about self deprecating people in general, but this is about something inherent that you cant change even with surgeries etc. just love yourself for god's sake, or die. nobody is superior, you are just retarded. i promise you will live a much more peaceful life if you stop caring what people think, good or bad. you can only be yourself and you only have yourself at the end of the day.
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I'm sorry but the typo has me laughing so hard.
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I had a childhood riddled with lots of physical abuse and actual torment that is just like, completely nearly impossible for me to talk about or reconcile with which of course made me into the cliche worthless schizo I am today. And that’s really difficult to talk about too. Anyways I had something pretty bad happen to me late 2018 that I think completely disemboweled my neural pathways so I basically put myself to pasture family-wise in order to try to “heal”. I haven’t really had resources and my health was neglected my entire childhood, which in turn of course manifested into also neglected myself and my needs as an adult. I completely isolated myself from my friends and most important relationship a couple years ago as well like a sick animal quarantining itself thinking I was sparing everyone as I felt myself getting more and more mentally sick but I think I just destroyed my life in ways that feel almost irreparable at times. I miss feeling like a person but I don’t want to pursue relationships or friendships like this, but at the same time trying to get better and take care of myself feels so sad and empty. It’s also hard trying to get myself back and I feel very hollow, at least when I was experiencing intense delusions I was somewhere else mentally but being rooted in the present doesn’t feel good at all. I do not know how to look at life through the perspective of someone who hasn’t been severely hurt and I don’t want to be like this at all. I really want a bf again but that’s like entirely out of the question while I’m this disgusting pathetic sack of fertilizer idk. I miss my friends but a couple of the most important people in my life overdosed in 2016 and 2017 respectively, and by 2020 I knew I would just drag my bf down and ultimately make him miserable with how sick I was so I left everyone. I feel horrible all of the time, and I don’t even pity myself. I want to be happy pretty badly, maybe not even happy just content. And I want to love the things and people I used to as well. I have a hard time talking about myself without sounding fragmented and stupid, likely because I am now pretty fragmented and stupid. I wasted so much instead of reaching out the way I should have. People always say therapy helps and I can make vague reference to the past but I just do not think my psyche can ever handle resurfacing things I have kept away for a reason. I have never had any desire to hurt anyone of course, just myself, but the thought that I could indirectly harm someone by being mentally ill just reinforces how badly I have felt the need to isolate myself. I hate complaining about it but it’s my reality and I’m stuck in it.
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How do you want to travel together or even live abroad together if you keep losing it to the point of hitting yourself like that? It's scary, I felt like crying. And I know you'll never do anything about stuff like that.
Nayrt but I'm an only child too. Any loneliness I felt would be immediately fixed by being at school/hanging out with my friends, and cousins when applicable. It felt nice being able to come home and wind down in a quiet environment. As for "spoilt", I guess it depends on the context. In a materialistic manner, not really as I lived at the poverty line, though I understand it would be worse if we had more mouths to feed. I was spoilt in that I avoided the concept that is being one's favorite child or not.
"Offensive" is a pretty strong term. Not everyone can handle bringing up so many children. My mom has her own plethora of health issues that weren't diagnosed until well into my adulthood; if she had more children, I'm sure she would have committed suicide. Too many negative what-ifs come from lingering on that. On the flip side: having so many kids is selfish. Why do you need so many?
What? I've seen "punch a nazi" a million times and usually they just mean basic conservatives or just people who disagree with them, not actual blatant neo-nazis. There is no pacifism in far left spaces, they very much advocate for violence.
Only issue is them excusing racist troons.
"Punch a nazi" was a 2014 thing, I don't see anyone saying that anymore. In my experience, everyone in leftist spaces CLAIMS to be a pacifist, but then says things like "punch a terf
". I wish they were actually advocating for justified violence, but they're not. Most say they're anti guns, against training, against fighting, against everything etc. When it comes to women though? Oh they would love to punch a woman of course. I'm not talking about online btw, of course you can always find some crazy people on Twitter. Most far leftists I come across irl are like pacifist hippies, with "terfs" as an exception. Or tankies who just want to sit around waiting for the revolution like a Christian doomsday cult.
Idk anon, I'm not denying that "punch a terf
" and abusing women they disagree with in general is considered PC and has been normalized, it definitely is and it's retarded. I've seen so many conservative and radfem/gc women get this abuse from troons. However, I do still see threats against conservative men, cops, "rich people", politicians, and "nazis" (unless they're troons of course then it's all fine no matter what oppressive group they belong to).
I'm in college so I do meet these retards irl not just online. (live in SoCal) >Most say they're anti guns, against training, against fighting, against everything etc.
I do see that, and that's pretty deranged but males don't need training or guns to beat women so it doesn't matter to so called "liberal males". This is why women should arm themselves and avoid lib men at all costs.
You sure it's fat? Maybe it's bloating. Try changing your diet, eating less salt, drinking more water. Also you can still lose fat and stay the same weight by lifting/resistance training. You'd be able to eat more too since muscle burns more calories. Or you could accept yourself as you are. No one's perfect.
Also just googled a bit and there's such a thing as hormonal belly. Could be that even.
It’s not bloating, no. I’ve been like this since 13 or 14, before I’ve had a normal tummy, and I got my period at like 10 or 11. I might look into the hormonal belly thing and resistance training.>>1229898
Same. Unlucky, I guess. I just end up losing weight in proportion, so I just look smaller…but still with a belly. Good luck to you, I hope you become the humbly-roided nonna of your dreams!>>1229900
Ah, ana-chan territory is just so seductive. Especially when the belly fat won’t go away no matter how much you lose. But take care of yourself, eh? Make sure you meet all of your nutritional needs. In the end it won’t matter if you start getting serious health issues.
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I'm too lazy to go through the replies for this post, but has anyone mentioned a forward tilting pelvis to this anon? I just learned about this and it made me feel better about my tummy pooch but also like, fuck, because it'll never go away. It's called anterior pelvic tilt. Apparently it can be "fixed" with exercise but I don't really believe it tbh (any anons who can weigh in on this?) When I straighten my pelvis, the pooch does go away but I'm pretty well contorted.
said, you are never too old! My step grandma never had the chance when she was younger, but now travels quite a bit with my grandpa. Her stories are great!
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I reported my family to the Animal Welfare Office, and understandably that severed ties to my whole family. I don't really give a shit otherwise, but I do miss my under 10 year old sisters a lot. I do not want to contact them and upset them, as my dad and step mother have no doubt told them horrible shit of me. I hope they contact me when they are older, if they want to. I wish the report even did shit, but apparently keeping dogs in cages in a locked room all day eating their own shit is a ok according to the official.
Anon, what you did is right, and I hope you and your siblings have the connection one day that isnt tainted by the damage of terrible parents.
I wont blog about the similarities your story has to my own, but I really relate. And I miss my niece everyday.
I try to keep the eye on the prize, by setting my future up for success. Im in therapy, sorting out my issues, and working on my foundations of adulting. It helps to know -one day- they will be able to talk to you, and you will be ready and prepared.
All the hugs and afirming nods nonna, hang in there. Youre a good person.
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I broke the bowl I got from my late grandmother. She was the last grandparent I had, and she passed last year. And I broke her bowl like a fucking retard. I found a replacement and bought it and I let my parents know but I just feel so fucking stupid. Idk I know I'm overreacting but I don't know why I'm incapable of the simplest thing like not knocking over a fucking bowl. God
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Wait! You can save it ! The art of Kintsugi. You could piece it together with gold.
Yeah, he's always been like this I guess. Before we married we didn't have enough money to buy games regularly, so I assume that now that we have more consoles is more obvious.
I understand the work and stress part, but I don't why you would want to play stressing games when your life is stressing enough.
He's the kind of guy who would never touch TheSims, AnimalCrossing, SlimeRancher, etc. We used to play Minecraft together, but we stopped cause I just wanted to enjoy the game and make cute houses, and he wanted to grind all the time, and I didn't see the fun on that.
For the other asking, when he woke up he realizes I was upset, so I gave him an earful. If he wants to get pissed at games is his issue, but I should not be affected by it. He can behave like a kid if he wants, but he shouldn't expect me to do something about it.
He understood, so I assume it will pass some time before something like this happens again.
Sweet nonna, everyone's clumsy sometimes, some of us more than others, it's a pain when it happens to something we love. If you still have the bowl I recommend giving what >>1230292
said a try. My friend broke a vase that belonged to her mom and repaired it with this method, and it's so beautiful and everyone who visits her asks about it when they see it.
I wholeheartedly agree with you, anon. I just wish I knew how to talk it into men. I used to be a small "esports" person (would be on LoL tourneys as a teen and eloboost people) but after spending 6 years inside a toxif relam i realised toxic
games are just not worth it, let alone being toxic
. I dont know how men can just not understand that its easier to just let it go than keep malding and then keep being stubborn by playing. The whole progress of malding while playing just to get a sort of "satisfiying" result to me is just stupid. The "world" of videogames is huge, there are so many games that you can find more worth spending your time in than some toxic
ones. Its that simple… Maybe he could try switching the genre to something a tiny bit on a casual (yet interesting) side compared to other games. Idk like Yakuza or even MonuHun franchise.
you do have it, anon. i experienced the same saltiness too, but sometimes sugar tasted like mucous,
which is much worse than it sounds. it's possible the others in your house just had mild symptoms
She annoys me becuase it's clear she's unwell, but not in the many way she claims. She annoys me in the same way Shayna annoys me. In that both are miserable people because their choices, but it seems they never truly get "consequences" from the dumb shit they do. If they do it's very small and doesn't last. They literally have all the tools to not be what they are.
Pixie is disgusting.
It started with one day i was drinking, i woke up and my thighs were hurting really bad everytime I laid down. I went to the ER, they didn't test me for covid or did much of anything. Just gave me a shot in the ass for my muscles to relax. I went home, went to sleep and my taste was kinda gone, the next day I woke up sick. stuffy nose, can't taste, headache and feeling woozy everytime I stood up. Since then the symphoms dimmed but my taste is still weird/watered down/gone. I can smell better. I haven't been isolating, like I don't leave the house, but I've been normal with my family members. It's weird if I do have it, the only person who barely leaves the house catches covid.
Maybe my lack of taste will last forever and make my diet come back easier, but it only makes me want to drink because eating doesn't give me the satsifaction it once did.
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I found out that not only was my father physically, emotionally and verbally abusive and terrorized my entire family, but he also cheated on my mother repeatedly. Apparently I was the only person not made aware of this until now. Not sure why this bothers me so much to find out. Maybe because It's yet another example that my father was never the kind of man my mother and my father's side of the family tried to convince us he was. Just as much of a scrote as any other scrote.
A couple of months ago me, my brother and my mother moved out from my abusive father's house, leaving him alone there. The only problem was our dog that he refused to give back, but we got extremely lucky and eventually the dog got to live with us. However, after a month or two my mom decided to give him back to my father without my knowledge. She claimed he wasn't happy in our small flat and that she wanted to let him have some fun in the backyard.
He was supposed to be there for one week. It's been month and a half and I haven't seen him since. I know my father treats him badly. When I still lived there I've seen him abusing the dog physically, kicking him. I remember the dog was scared of his voice and how he used to scratch the door to my room trying to get in to hide under my bed when my father entered the house. It breaks my heart to think about all these things. He doesn't deserve this.
I've been studying in another city, so since the beginning of the school year I barely saw the dog. After we moved out and got the dog, I saw him a couple of times on the weekends. By the time I graduated she's given him away.
I feel so betrayed by my mom and angry at her stupidity. I know it was my father who manipulated her into doing that, because he knew that if he had something valuable to her, she'd have to keep in touch with him.
But after we all moved out she had no reason to keep talking with him. And she promised that she'll cut him off once we leave the house. If she did what she promised to, this wouldn't have happened.
This situation has triggered me terribly. I feel so helpless. It's as if it's impossible to get rid of my father and his influence. It doesn't matter that I've cut him off completly. I still carry so much pain that he has caused me when I was younger and he still hurts me through other people.
I don't feel like talking to my mother. Most of the time I ignore her or say something passive agressive. When she asks me something, I often say that I don't know the answer, even if I do know it and could help her. I know it's childlish, but I have this anger inside me. Also, I feel weirdly unstable. Her stupid comments and jokes (unrelated to the dog) make me cry instantly. I just don't feel comfortable around her.
She never admitted she did anything wrong. Maybe I am overdramatic, but she took something important from me and gave it to him. I can't wrap my head around it.
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Fujos are about as awful as porn-addicted scrotes. Oh look! the freaks literally shrivel in despair once someone tells them how dumb and pointless their doo-doo dicking kinks are. How different is your fag fetish to someone who likes inflation or furry porn? Look at yourselves in the mirror you quite literally resemble 4chan scrotes who spam porn everyday on the imageboards, porn is pretty much a big part of their shitty internet culture the only difference is that you fetishize gay people. None of you lack any fucking self-awareness or shame but what would I expect from people who’s parents didn’t love them at all. No one will ever love you, cherish you, ever have sex with you rancid sinister pieces of shit and that is why you and the scrotes who will never let go of their pornography addiction will continue to be slaves to the porn they desire. Free yourselves, you will always be stuck into a continuous phase of worshiping men while claiming to hate them.
>>1230614>you will always be stuck into a continuous phase of worshiping men while claiming to hate them
Shitty argument, as if anime men are like 3DPGs in any shape or form kek also is called sexual attraction not "worship", you weirdo >>1230639
I'm not even a fujo tf
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ok moid i see that seeing 2D twinks boning hurt you're feefes, compared to the usual bug/scat porn your used to seeing.
i think you are forgetting where you are, this is not your weird polilez rudefem seperatist echo-chamber, also your posts are very obvious at this point (its not the first time you sperged out) you might as well become a name-fag.
Why dont you fuck off from this site along with those moids.
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every underpaid japanese mangaka or twitter artist that sees a drooling fujoshi would zap your cockroach existence into dust. you have a porn addiction
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me crying myself to sleep after being told i’m as bad as a porn sick scrote by some obese malding moid >>1230656
leave the yumes out of this
There was no time to answer this in the last thread, but you said>this is exactly why i think imageboards in general should just be banned internationally, it always attracts the worse kinds of people
So why are you here? Is this an admission that you're counted among the worst kinds of people?
you are a worthless scrote, would i rather read thousands of yaoi then ever touch a incel.
Most men are worthless too nowadays since their only value was their wallet and most of them are now bum deadbeats.
well it's a valid
point, isn't it? why aren't they attacking the yumes? the same argument could apply to them but there's never a complaint about them. why does drawn gay sex trigger
these tards so much? some of them are actual women (like romanianon). why are gay sex enjoyers living rent free in their heads so much? because their idea of "who they are" tells them they're not the ideal woman performing womanhood correctly?
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there was some yume content spammed too like this one for example but moids thought that was yaoi because they think yume also means male-gaze.
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>fap to porn involving shit, bugs, animals and gore.
>brain short circuits.
>reeeee what is this!!!!!
>you are all pornsick and going to hell.
>brain short circuits again
>Chimps out and starts spamming gore or edgy shock post because triggered by yaoi on a site you're not even welcome in.
can you not read? i said it's also possible for you to be a pathetic, ball-patting straight woman. why'd you get so triggered
by the first one specifically? huh
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WHY WOULD I CAPE FOR SCROTES RETARD USE YOUR BRAIN SIS
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Are you a lesbian? Closet case lesbians tend to get spergy about attraction to men in general.
Men are not "centering their lives around women" by eroticizing us, in fact most men who decrade women are also very vocal about their attraction.
i answered in that moid thread before it got deleted.
the second one is called ''shutline''
The first one is called ''the blood of madam giselle'' and the story sucks so i dont suggest that one.
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No, stop being an asshurt fujoshi and go take a bath. I bet you’re one of those anons in the dumbass shit thread months ago where you admitted to not take a shower for days or weeks. Your room probably smells like davie john’s locker. The chemicals wafting off of your cheap $5 sanrio plushies are rotting, your computer is about to fuck up and die out on you because of the obscene amount of gay porn you have on your computer. Grease, grime, bile accumulates on your skin, there is no self-care but only care for fictional anime men who love each other but no one loves you. Ultimate loss! Kek
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Malding this hard because a few queens are not attracted to straight men but boy toy fags.
no its unlikable trash like you ruining female spaces also this site since the beginning was made up by primarily people you would label ''otaku''.>>1230739
it really is a newfag and a really aggressive one too they think yaoi is in g/ too.
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You clearly know that’s a lie if you guys didn’t care this thread wouldn’t have a bunch of posts about fujoshis kek
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this is your life as a fujoshi, stop using anime to aid your sick Eurocentric fetish please
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he didn't even google yaoi before posting here did he
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most kpop fans like fujoshis, so you failed.>>1230781
hey most kpop fans also like fujos. you dont have to insult us or the idols, the sperg is just trying to cause a divide between us.(derailing, ban evasion)
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I want to get into a fight or feel the thrill of a near death experience, I'm so tired of living in my comfort box.
speaking of selfish.
i mean did you see the moid here that came here telling us how to get revenge on his ''slut'' ex-girlfriend and that we must give him advice and when anons said no and replied with yaoi he chimped out and started spamming us with gore and then started moralfagging in threads about eviiil fujos.
I know how you feel but your breasts are totally normal. Scrotes literally think only "loose" women have "roast beef" vaginas when most women's vagina looks like that by default. They think adult women's vaginas are supposed to look like a child's, like in their 3D and 2D porn. Or that women aren't supposed to be hairy. It's the same thing with breasts. Your body is healthy and natural and plenty of women have breasts like ours, don't let worthless pornsick moids or impossible, artificial beauty standards dictated by modern society make you think otherwise.
Also don't go to 4chan
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There's a part of me that just truly hates people I think. Like I can never make myself concentrate on the person I'm talking to and immediately forget everything they told me. I feel like if I was more compassionate, I would be able to pay more attention
Samefag, I just genuinely cannot figure it out. I DO think about people a lot and have curiosity about them and their life, it's just when I'm close to them and would have the chance to actually learn more about them in conversation, I just cannot be 'present' and concentrate on them. I alo have this thing where I feel like the way I interact with people and the way I behave when I'm with people doesn't really reflect me at all. The true me is when I'm alone, in my head. People always get surprised when they learn more and more things about me because it never fits the image that they built of me in their heads. I just don't know how to be myself when people are around or something>>1230968
Thank you for sharing nonna>>1230970
Don't be an asshole
>>1230973>I just genuinely cannot figure it out.
It sounds like autism, like the other anon suggested which you took as a heinous attack for some reason.
Which only further makes it look like you have autism lmao.
As someone who might have BPD, I find this post highly offensive and ignorant.
I relate to the other anons' experience because I'm also very asocial and also don't care much about most other people's lives, opinions and interests despite caring about people and their well-being in general. NTA by the way
>>1231007>pretty sure any of my therapists would have diagnosed me with it if I had it
Not if you're a woman, and I'm assuming you are.>>1231009
Lol what? Take your meds schizo.
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>it's another autism vs bpd episode
You're welcome. >Why do you keep bumping the threads btw?
I've only posted in two threads tonight.
If you're asking why I haven't saged, you don't need to sage on /ot/.
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I swear to god, men make me want to a-log
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I'm sorry but the plot twist of this whole interaction left me in tears from laughing
Sebamed isn’t unknown at all anon! You can find it in most countries. But if you can’t, look for something with minimal ingredients and urea, or like >>1231112
aloe vera. I’ve heard lots of good things about pure lanolin as well.
what do you use nonny
sage for dblpost, but I forgot to say that Millennials are Gen Y, and Gen Z used to be briefly referred to as "Zillennials" but it sounded stupid so it fell off. The Generation before Millennials was Gen X (Degen
eration X, they called themselves, and that shit stayed true 'till today).
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>only want to date women
>refuse to date men
>never even had a bf
>finally come out to parents about only wanting to date women
>You Will Never Have Grandkids
>"what if you fall for a guy?"
>unlikely but if it does happen just don't act on it and let it pass
>"what about transsexuals? those still count as women, right? if you like one without the surgery you can still have children, right?"
Honestly, I'd tell you to not use face cleansers or face washes ever again. The popular skincare trope of "I stopped using skincare products and my skin got so much better!" isn't a magical myth or whatever; if you don't have acne, it just doesn't make sense for you to aggressively strip your skin of its natural oils through cleansers, then try to restore some of that moisture by using moisturizers. If you have no acne and dry skin, you might want to think about laying off the face wash.
You'll want to keep things really, really minimal. If hyaluronic acid is giving you acne, then just stop using it. This is just some anecdotal thing as well, but don't come near panthenol moisturizers, and always check the ingredient list for them. These things make you break out like crazy. I've been seeing it marketed more and more in the past year or so.
Stay away from exfoliant acids – your skin is already dry, using them will make you peel. You want to moisturize first. You can use 10% urea face cream – but only 10 perfect, since urea can exfoliate as well and you don't want to have anything that intense on your face – and look into aloe vera plants, or even plant your own. Natural pure lanolin is also great for dry skin, as well as dry nipples and lips.
Niacinamide is also reported to be great for moisture, but honestly I'd just take a moment to get a blood test and check your B vitamins levels and look into supplementing niacin or something similar inside of going topical.
My problem with skincare in general is that it just mitigates a lot of health issues, which is why I am general wary of the HERE! LOOK AT MY 50 STEP ROUTINE! type bull. A lot of acne turns out to be product-induced, since skin products are absorbed through the skin membrane, flow into your bloodstream, jump into your liver, and influence your liver pathways. Not to mention that a lot of products mess with the skin microbiome, and not to mention that most, if not all, of women have several nutritional deficiencies, low vitamin A levels (the thing that makes your skin look really nice), and keep ingesting inflammatory foods. Fix your diet, gets your nutrients, ingest your collagen (topical collagen is fake and doesn't do anything), ingest your vitamin A and your niacin and your B vitamins, keep away from inflammatory foods. And like I said, if you can afford it, get your bloodwork done. Good luck anon~~
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Oh nonnies, I'm not feeling like going to the concert today. It's sucks because I've been waiting for it for so long but I'm just so tired of everything. It's also so far away. But at the same time I've been waiting for concerts to start again and the tickets were so pricey ugh. What do I do?
Toleriane Purifying Foaming Face Wash (blue)
Iunik propolis serum
Purito centella unscented serum
Use once a day before bed. My skin cant handle a lot of stuff. I usually do one dropper full of iunik and 1-2 pump the purito.
Slurp that Kool-Aid, nonna. Gen X is the generation that ruined the economy and educational system. Even Millennials aren't old enough to have ruined the country the way it is. It's not about my personal feelings, it's about the state of the country. I love that Gen X got to enjoy so much safety and privilege throughout their lives growing up, but once they did everything started going to shit and hasn't stopped. The only reason Gen Z is remotely successful is bc Gen X knows that if Y+Z team up it's fucking over for them and the world could actually be fixed. X loves Z because they're young and dumb enough to be bought off by clout and trinkets they think they earned by copying decade old trends that used to get Y kids mocked and alienated and told to grow up. Gen Z only has what they have now bc Gen Y stole it from Millennials in the early 2000's because we were demanding a clean world with with healthy people and saying fuck capitalism and corporations and pollution. Gen Y gives 0 fucks about anything but attention, martyrdom, and making money without having to do something they think of as work while being praised and put on a pedestal for bare minimums they can only achieve now because they don't know and will never know what it's actually
like to have your future stolen from you. They just seem to really believe they did. All of Gen Z's behavior puzzles me because it's all so perfectly contrary.
Go you dumb whore
That shit cost money
You’ll be amped when you get there
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I've been horny all day and I've been looking at like 4 ao3 fanfics today. I think I've masturbated 2 times though. I ended up touching my pussy without washing my hands beforehand, but I washed it with a bidet after, so it should be okay right?
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>>1231525>Waiting to diet banned emote
You deserve more.
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I'm stupid and have been using my school email for personal matters despite graduating a couple of years ago. Turns out they just disabled it with 0 warning and now I'm late on several bills because I didn't know, and can't get in touch with the help desk. How can one individual be so mentally retarded?
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i'm a nervous ball of autism and shyness and men basically never talk to me, I had both women and men telling me that guys are intimidated by me and that I appear to be cold and judgemental of others, and that's why men don't approach me, but I can't believe this because I'm so nervous around people, I feel like they can sense my fear, so how can they be afraid of me and not see how scared I am? I can't believe people's perception of me can be so different from my own. It drives me mad and it's something I can't overcome, I'm afraid I'm gonna die alone
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Well-put, my fellow female user of this imageboard, it is imageboard culture of lolcow dot farm that we are currently using, nothing is amiss
why do you act like because anon (like me, I'm the OG anon who was whining) Complains it means we can't "Handle it" we can and do. Which is why we are still here.
It's annoying, so we can vent and whine, but clearly we are dealing with whatever is going on.
>>1231695 >i'm a nervous ball of autism and shyness >I had both women and men telling me that guys are intimidated by me
Similar thing here. I'm close to being hermit. I got talking to a guy in a store a few months back. We were talking about tattoos and he gave me the details of a place he recommends.. I mentioned muh anxiety at one point just when trying to figure out whether I'd be likely to actually travel to where that tattoo shop is located. I don't like to travel far from home lol. At the end of our convo he told me he was amazed to hear I deal with the type of anxiety I'd described because I came across very calm and confident and he almost was afraid to start talking to me in the first place because I was so intimadating.. you what now? That's not how I feel when I'm in public. He didn't try anything on so I don't think he was buttering me up with that.
It's strange to hear that type of thing. Part of me feels like it's just an attempt at a compliment to boost you up I but honestly dont know how to take it.
Kek thanks you too anon. >>1231718
Idk, I feel like it has increased. I've been here for 4-5 years. There were always needlessly hostile assholes but now it's like every innocuous opinion starts a long infighting tantrum.
Break up with him and let him beg. Then give your final demands for what you want. Actually, he already knows what you want. Men always know when they're slacking they just pretend to be clueless. Just be serious and done with him mentally. The ball is in his court for whether he blows his last chance (and let it be his last- if you accept mediocrity from then on he will know you will accept bullshit even when you say you're dead serious.)
It's win win, he either shapes up permanently or you let it finish circling the drain for good.
I get exceedingly wet too, but I'm not fat and I have an innie, idk if that changes anything. The moisture just kinda accumulates inside and then I clean it out with a tissue when I'm done.
When I say over underwear I just mean rubbing btw, not stuffing my fingers and underwear inside me lol.
yeah, I do the same but I always feel slimey and like I need to take a shower afterwards. It's always going between my ass cheeks and it never seems to truly be "Soaked up" by wiping or a towel. I don't know. Maybe it's just me.
For the longest of time, when I would watch porn I thought something was wrong with me, I get visably wet (I'm also black, so you can see it more on me) and I'd never see girls look wet in porn.
That was before I realized that shit is fake, harmful and retarded.
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how can people stand to hype up breadcrumbs for this game when it won't be released in a few years at the least? i'm starved for a life sim too, but everything this alex dude posts is so underwhelming. ugh i just want a realistic looking life sim at this point
>>1231948>I always feel slimey and like I need to take a shower afterwards
Well, I'm probably just a grubby person in general so idc about it tbh.
Nothing in porn makes sense, you're fine.
I notice a lot of people who hate Sims 4 (valid
) or just want competition really really hype up the smallest shit in this game. So far, I haven't seen anything that great. I also don't really like the style of it.
But I hope it turns out great
Never had that so I won't speak on it.>>1232054
I'm not shaming anyone, I'm just tired of this "all women are soooo sensitive and men are horrible to them and make them cry umu" rhetoric. I'm not a baby. I don't need this shit. If you're sensitive that's your own problem, not a woman problem.
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im getting tired of my fwb. not because of him or the sex, but because i feel used. men just demand too much emotional labor, and if you say something they'll always project and say its you the one getting too involved.
the problem is i know there's nothing better for me out there. i can't aspire for a loving relationship because im too ugly and i have a fucking retarded family. only options left are autistic moids, but they can always troon out and ruin everything. and i have way too much internalized homophobia and a homophobic family to even try to ruin the life of another woman. suicide has become an option
Ok but she wasn't complaining about her relationship, she was complaining about some girl on tiktok and acting like all women are like that and like we're some pitiable charity cause. It's condescending. >>1232099
If you're talking about women as a whole, it absolutely is about me. I'm tired of being infantilized on here as a straight woman and talked about like men are just abusing me left and right.
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Far from, I hate moids and conservatards. Just tired of this bizarre narrative that women are inherently weak victims
and can never be anything more. >men and women are totally equal
Women are superior.
I went through a trans phase 8 or 9 years ago and I feel retarded now looking back and knowing I had to go through a partial transition before I woke up to .. it being ok to just be a 'not very feminine woman' I own that it was my choice but I had friends who were ahead of me and yanked me towards that path which didn't help much.
If it starts to get into your head you might want to remove yourself from any company like that. Sounds like you're still pretty grounded in reality though. It's tough because it's seemingly easier to convince someone they're a tran than it is to guide someone back down to earth.
Wow. I'm sorry your friends is acting that way. She most likely thinks by you trooning out too she'll be valid
and the little voice that tells her this is insane is wrong. I hope she knocks it off because pressuring someone isn't cute or """helpful""". If it gets too much for you to handle, verbally vent to a tree (helps get the words out of your mind) or go to the batting cages and hit some baseballs. You may have to sit her down and tell talk to her about it. I have no advice or experience on how to go about that. Check around and see if you can find tips/other people's experiences. If all else fails, you may not want to be around her anymore. Hoping for the best nonnie
it is, and i know it is, but i just cant get her out of my head, no matter how many other people or experiences i try to distract myself with, shes in my dreams with diamonds for eyes. its actually so inhibiting and toxic
i wish i could forget her but i know i never will
I always wanted to test it, can you explain a bit more you experience with it nonnie
You put your picture in, and people vote it based on attractiveness, trustworthiness, and smartness, for the dating one (only one that gives a looks rating), you have to vote on other people too
I've heard that they rate on picture quality too? Since the dating one is supposed to see what photo to use for dating apps, so be wary with that, my photo was really bad (not smiling, blurred the logo on my jacket) so I'm gonna try again tomorrow with a higher quality one
i think she does, and if she doesn't well that's okay>>1232429
yeah i do i have a tremendous amount of people who care about me, more than i deserve in my opinion, but this painfully distant girl that i love more than the sun loves to give the world light just might hold more sway in my fucked up mind. oh well. maybe one day we'll convene but if not then maybe in the next life
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I love my elderly cat more than anything and I would die for her, but my sleep has been completely destroyed by her incessant meowing. I think it's partly because she's an anxious cat and partly because she's always hungry as a result of her kidney disease, but her behavior has gotten worse. I know it's not really her fault because she's old, and she's still very sweet and loving, so I will continue to suffer for her sake…
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It's going to be over 33 degrees Celsius where I live and I'm not fucking ready for it
Just an fyi cats can get dementia when they're old.
Not trying to scare you or diagnose your cat, just something to be aware of that can cause incessant meowing too.
I hope her old lady cat years are super smooth though. I fucking love cats so much
I totally understand nonny
. I think when she’s older and suddenly has an increased appetite I’d let it be checked my a vet. I believe it can be a sign for something.
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I feel like they announced that this game was in development way too early because they were trying to ride on the Stardew hype when they didn't need to do it at all. I read a article recently about new updates and style changes which is cool but nobody was talking about it on social media or anything. It feels like they killed the hype on their own.
Stardew Valley had me by my balls and I'm a sucker for anything having to do with witches so I'm still most likely going to get and play it and I'm sure others will too, I just wish they would've waited to announce it.
i need this i Love Stardew valley and also a witchy theme! Too bad it’s apparently taking a while to be out
I've never even heard of this game but Stardew Valley also has me by the balls so I'm definitely gonna check it out when released. Thanks for the inadvertent rec, nonnie
I don't know nonnie
, I've seen it being hyped EVERYWHERE but people would keep telling that its 'the stardew valley clone or / inspired/ anything to do w stardew valley, etc', from normie articles to reddit, etc. I honestly do not like it when people compare games to one another, but eh..
my brother is kind of like that. We didn't have a happy fun childhood, and I think he's reinvented himself in a certain cool social guy image. So me being a loser cramps his style and he wants me to change, so he has better material to flex on SM with. He also wants me to "relate" better to him or become closer siblings or something (mostly as part of his image, as a cool social guy with a close family), and the only way to do that I guess is to 100% adopt his lifestyle. He's unwilling/unable to consider life from another perspective.
anyway fuck him. I hope he enjoys clout chasing, it's just not for me.
Nta but>living alone in Japan>22>unemployed
Of course she’s leeching off her parents.
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Sage 4 no1curr and unhinged autism but I miss Septik Sirens youtube videos, and Morticians Flame and haildanni666 and Harmony Nice. And some random scrote youtubers I watched when I was really young (too young thinking back kek). All the funny cool youtubers have stopped posting, completely changed or deleted their old videos and it makes me sad. I want that dose of nostalgia. All I watch now are fucking wojak videos because new yt videos have lost their magic. The old ones probably were stupid or boring most of the time but they helped me through my teenage years and learned me a bunch of things. Now everything is overedited, I miss when youtube wasn't just a corporate machine and most videos were just stupid teenagers sitting in their room talking about nothing. Imageboards and small forums are the only things that really feel authentic now. Inb4 'touch grass', I miss not being paranoid about cooperations watching my every move or any of it. I just wish I was stupid kid again. Just the joy of discovering new music, new things, new subcultures. I'm not that old so I'm sure I'll discover more but I feel like life has lost it's magic.
i just read your post, and i get it, i really do. i never watched the youtubers you watched but i do miss youtube being a small, human platform. now the data harvesting is so big they can threaten us with it and leave us messages on our exclusive frequencies just like the radio does. imageboards definitely feel much realer than the internet. and although i don't like hatefulness, we both know corporations can't profit from places that say stuff like>stfu retard
so the griminess of these types of places keep it real. sage for samefagging
Nothing to the extent of this but sometimes I notice synchronicities when it comes to numbers or words and I'll start to attach meaning to it.. like I'll be reading an article online and playing a youtube video in the background and I'll read and hear the exact same unusual word or phase at the same moment. Makes me stop for a second.. takes me aback. I get tempted to find meaning in it.
I try not to get swept up in it tbh. I know I have mental health issues so going too deep down that rabbithole is risky. I've known people who had it with messages from god.. one was schizo and the other was bipolar going through a manic phase.
The harassing noises sound natural and real though. I think the people who say it's not real just aren't being tracked in the same way. I try not to get bothered by it, I'm glad they can't relate as won't experience it.>>1232822
My mum is making me go and see someone. I don't think they'll get it either. I may say I believe them to make people happy but I don't. And I feel whatever I say can be used against me to make the tracking/harassment more refined. If I can be convinced it's not real it might be a nice cope though. I turned down recommended medication and will still stand by my decision.>>1232826
If you're not being harassed so much, it's ok to turn away. I think you might be ok.
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I think the internet is one of the most dangerous things to schizophrenics from the fact that it allows them to find and affirm one another’s delusions, encouraging them to go into a sanity death spiral that ends with them in an institution at best and starving on the streets or imprisoned for murdering someone at worst.
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I'm getting dehydrated from this sweating, our ac is broken and it literally has the easy fucking fix ever but my sister won't get off her lazy chunky ass and ask anyone if they have a ladder she can borrow for just an hour or something. I'm so fucking irritated because of this heat and sweating I don't normally blame my sister for things and I bet it's never going to get done unless I do something about it which pisses me off ever more
Nta but I'm in my thirties now.. I have memories of age 16 to 19 falling into a world of delusion all because I read a conspiracy theory forum for fun and I fell down to weird depths from there. These were the first few years I ever had internet access so I went to david ickes old forums for a laugh and don't know what went wrong. Turns out I don't even have a very serious disorder but I've always struggled with stress and isolation and even that can send you into phases of delusion. More mundane mental illnesses can lead to it. I have to avoid everything that talks about aliens to this day lol.
I sat at an appt one day 10 years ago and I told the psych that I thought I had an alien inside me. I only half believed it but I couldn't shake the thought for months. They didn't take me in (I thought they would) but a few months on a pill set me back to normal, luckily. Not all delusions are a perma state but even if I needed that pill for life it wasn't a bad experience. I've had a worse time just taking an SSRI tbh. The thing is you have to be gentle with people even when you're saying the very thing they need to hear. After a while of thinking you're being controlled or that you're the one who is 'awake'.. you don't trust the most common sense advice anymore. It's a tough one to approach. I've been on both ends of it.
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i have period poops
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I'm really afraid I don't like my lifelong friend anymore and that makes me sad af.
Knew each other since kindergarten, at 30 she suddenly says she has DID and wants me to roleplay with the ocs in their head.
She's going to a tumblr phase despite not using it (i think she uses tiktok) and now we can't even speak about sensitive topics without her going feral because "doesn't matter the context, a bad word is a bad word."
It makes me sad because she knows what I really mean if I say slurs in a phrase. I feel like I knew a fake version of a person for all of these years.
Bonus point is that I actually went under psych care for some years due to my abusive family and successfully recovered, she never had to worry about this shit, yet claims to be mentally disabled and wants me, with my actual trauma revolving families to the point I have big attachment issues, roleplay as a mommy to their children alters because by her saying "they grew up with me."
This makes me really fucking uncomfortable because if I don't put up with her shit, she screams I'm being ableist.
Internet is a true shithole and I wish this was a joke but I'm really feeling low since right when I was out of therapy and somehow managed to be stable with my life, she "discovered" this shit.
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Crying because I can't kill myself. I want to give up and leave this world but I can't. My mom lost my dad and my boyfriend lost his last girlfriend, I don't think neither of them could deal with another loss. They are clinging to me. So I feel like I must keep trying because of them… They make this world a little more bearable but it's still shite
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because people are evil and don't feel a responsibility to help and protect others. they're sick and pathetic. people are socialized to be completely apathetic and only care about their interests. thank you for caring and for doing what you can, anon.
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I'm so over this fucking heat. I'm constantly tired, drowsy and sweaty. I washed my hair and showered today but I'm about to hop into the shower again because it' so unbearable.
A junkie is a junkie but can still work. What is an old man with mangled hands to do for employment? You’re not a bad person and I’m glad you helped the old man. I don’t give money to young males specifically because their story is always that their gfs/wives left them and kicked them out, in the past I’ve gotten friendly with some of them and they’ve always ended up subtly revealing that they were abusive
alcoholic pos to their partner. Meanwhile I could be helping out a woman more at risk
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I miss my friend but I don't know whether I should even reach out to him.
Knowing him was pleasant now that I've had some distance to reflect on everything and grow as a person. He wasn't the most reliable friend since he has his demons, but I also sucked because I went in acting like the scrote of the situation kek. My feelings definitely coloured the friendship despite my efforts.
Now that I finally managed to date someone for a bit, I think I have the maturity and perspective. The mystique of dating men has been cleared and I've proven myself capable of being a Normal Human Woman Capable of Adult Milestones, but that's a whole other topic. With that out of the way I can see that I just loved my friend in a real, platonic way and have no interest in dating him kek. Allowing myself to be angry at the times HE was a jerk has also helped meet this end. We both tried our best for what we were, I guess.
He's just like a literary foil to me, how can I resist having that in my life? The socially competent disaster man to my socially inept, uptight self. But jokes aside, I just want to see him genuinely happy and stable. And there's still so much I want to do with him…we need to draw together again, and go visit more art galleries. The whole thing feels unfinished.
BUT THEN, perhaps I should leave it all alone and just meet new people and accept that things end. After all, he seems to be doing well now despite crashing and burning during our friendship. We both are. Or is that a good reason to restart a new, sane, and non-toxic friendship together?
This is a stupid amount of angst for a friendship but I take all relationships seriously since I have so few people in my life. Man. Shit. Maybe I'll make one single new friend and see if the longing remains.
I worked at a charity shop/thrift store around 10 years ago. I used to think some things were really overpriced, but the thing is the rent on the shop went up and we had to cover that. Could be something to do with the rise in energy bills and they have to cover that with electric.
My favourite one is still really inexpensive. Everything is £2 and bags £1. Five books for £1. Some really good branded finds there. Some real shit as well. I skip most of the ones I used to shop at because the prices have become ridiculous. Oxfam are the worst for it. Always have been.
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I know my mom was atheist, but I miss her and I hope she's doing well somewhere out there, she used to love drawing lovely mushrooms in gift cards in the mail for me, love you mom.
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my poop is so sharp and endometriosis is kicking my ass today, I am fighting for my life in this bathroom
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>>1233188>poop is so sharp
OMG I know that feel, never have found the words to describe it lol. But anyway I'm sorry nonna, I wish I could ease you pain
You have 2 options either make her a terf
or find a new best friend
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She was too weak for you
Dmt sounds scary nonnie
. Hope you're doing alright
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I have days where in the space of hours I'll go from being slim enough.. to third trimester by the time I'm heading home from work. I'm talking massive difference. Happened to me today and I looked in a shop window while walking home.. Pic was what I saw looking back at me. It's purely bloat. It's not even fat where it'd creep up on you slowly… it hits me out of nowhere and I can't find the pattern. I know I was diagnosed with ibs years ago and it mostly has settled but I think it might be that. More so than say a hormonal thing. I can't link it to one food type though and I know the process of food elimination is a pain in the arse.
I'm not the most looks obsessed but I felt mortified seeing my eggman body out in public. I couldn't care if I'm hanging at home with my belly (which I often do) but I looked like a fat person who had stuffed myself into a very poorly fitting outfit out of a lack of self awareness. How tf do I even dress now when I double in size on random days?
ayrt - I'm okay!! I've smoked it plenty before, but I have enough of this kinda sus dmt to test it in my dry herb vape. the last time I smoked a whole hit of it, I got plunged into geometric hyperspace, and then approached this sort of matron figure. that's when I had to turn back, saying "nope, I've got mommy issues."
When I turned around, I was transported to a filing /storage type room. The files were about me, throughout my life. I flipped through a few, then my hand hovered over a couple of files and knew I wasn't ready to look at them. issues I wasn't ready to address or know the truth about. I stopped looking through the files then. the machine elves told me to come back when I was in a different physical location. Then I woke up breathing into the floor of really shitty apartment I lived in. I could sense something was wrong with it.
coincidentally, the girl I accidentally fell in love with when I was involuntarily hauled to the looney bin had lived in the complex before. she's a few years older than me and we both had blue hair at the time. she has two kids and a very creepy and older husband. I was let out first and I was also the one she'd call every night to tell me she loves me.
She came over one night and brought her crystal pendulum to try n talk to her dead ex lover.
tldr: life is sad don't do too many drugs my brain is still stewed
Yeah, I unsubscribed from a lot of YouTubers when I found they were pro-Depp or made videos that mocked Amber.
Also when I found out some of my friends were pro-Depp it made me change the way I view them now.
I compared troons to pedophiles and said that just because all pedophiles don't molest children doesn't mean they should be around children and that same goes for Troons bc 'just because' all troons aren't AGPS that I shouldn't have to risk AGPS- especially if I had a daughter and we were trying to shower in the woman's public washroom. Then I was told that I should just be accepting/not question (which I said was a cult like tatic and made it even harder for me to accept because I used to be a NB LGBTQ+ until I started to question) and then was met with crying (which I still feel bad for) but I feel so frustrated because I can't have a logical conversation without it being 'but their feelings'. I even brought up that if troons don't believe in abortion, they can vote as a woman and take away our rights as woman who have uteruses. Which I was met again with "but they think they're a woman so who cares" and then when I said "well what defines a woman? They all are giving in stereotypes and sexist roles against woman", "bUt tHeY genUineLY BeLiEvE and tHinK lIkE wOmEN" and I was like how?? Even if our XX moid puts on a wig and wants to watch women undress in the change room, I'm supposed to accept that? And guess what.. said YES! and started crying.
I feel so lost. I can't discuss these issues with anyone. I don't fucking care if people want to wear a wig and play dress up but it's weird once you start protesting to be in women's only spaces. I said that even decent MALES find it fucking weird. I also said decent males or fucking tifs don't act like this. So so WEIRD. Like what the fuck
The worst part is that I didn't even hate trannies before. I just fucking question the shit out of the ideas and logic and suddenly I'm a huge terf
who thinks no one should have rights. Like what the fuck!!! I'm not the kind of person to throw a tomato at anybody and can't even kill flies/ants but everyone makes it out like I'm asking for everyone who questioned their sexuality to be eradicated when really, I honestly think they're just extremely mentally ill men who are trying to normalize it.
I even brought up that it feels dangerous to be in the room with someone who wants to cut off their genitals or roleplay as the other sex and expect to 1000% be accepted as is. And I was told that it's my fault for being uncomfortable with it. UghhhhhHHHHH
Do you recognize this? "Your fault for being uncomfortable", "Just deal with it", "Accept it", "What about their feelings"? All this shit does is prey on female socialization and empathy. It's where victim
-blaming comes from, and it's why women stay in abusive
relationships. Many women will fall victim
to it, sadly, especially straight women who are used to following this pattern in all things, and lesbians with some secret feeling that they "at least owe something" to males because they aren't attracted to them. You can add as many flags, "queer theorist" ramblings and "progressive" coats of paint to it as you want, it's still the same old bullshit. This is a form of indoctrination specifically aimed at women.
Your friend isn't seeing the truth because of the above reasons, and because rocking the boat in society is just scary. You can try to peak her, and she might listen (even if she doesn't outright say anything), but don't let yourself get too hurt in the process. If she has any sort of feminist leanings, she might pay attention if you point out that all of this is standard moid logic at its core, and if you find a way to let her know that you aren't even the only one questioning it, and that "TERFs" aren't the evil witches TRAs have made them out to be, so she won't be alone if she doesn't follow the crowd. That's another thing - TRAs constantly make up shit about TERFs, and either never post proof or purposely twist logic. Ask her what she thinks TERFs are and have done, you can probably completely disprove those misconceptions. Even if she ignores you, she will wonder why she's been lied to (that's literally what happened to me). Ultimately, it's up to her to break the conditioning in herself, or to wait for the tables to inevitably turn in a few years. I hope you feel better soon, anon, it really sucks when friendships are damaged because of this BS
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Reading me and my ex's old texts and crying lmao. I was a lonely dork for so long, what made me think I was cut out for a relationship?? I know soon I'll adapt to being alone again and I'll be happy, and I won't miss him anymore, but that taste of normalcy – of having a bf, a lover, of hanging out with his friend group, of going on fun trips, buying gifts, holding hands – threw me off so badly. He was my first everything – I lost my virginity and first kiss to him (at the age of 23), which I'm sure makes things worse. I am a person who requires so much to trust someone, and value their opinions and company, and the one person who broke through those rigid boundaries (plus he's clean and attractive to boot) was able to slip through my hands…I wanted things to last but love isn't enough. Knowing that he's hurting and misses me, too, can only ameliorate the situation so much. I can't believe I used to think I had Schizoid Personality Disorder back in my NEET days LMAO.
>>1233407>"bUt tHeY genUineLY BeLiEvE and tHinK lIkE wOmEN"
kek, and what makes them believe that? How do you know they "think like women"? Why are male troons more into stereotypically male interests than stereotypically female ones? Why do troons fetishize femininity and women find it gross?
Maybe you have already planted the seed of doubt in her mind, nonny
. Don't worry too much about it, from this point on, it's up to her to change her mind. And if your friend decides to end your friendship because you have your own opinions about men who try to pass as women, then that's her fault, not yours.
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I asked my mom to stop calling me by my phone when we are in the same house, because we aren't that far away and she can just talk to me normally, but she got mad and began to yell that I'm not enough of a blessing for her to talk without a phone. She is currently a little stressed, and I get that, I've been there for her and I understand that things are rought right now, so I usually just let it pass when she yells at me, maybe I'm just selfish but this time it actually hurt me a little.
it happened mainly because im naive and too scared to refuse people. went grocery shopping early last month and these 2 women stopped me to preach about some topic, told them i have to go and they wouldn't let me until they finished. like an idiot i gave them my number and they texted nonstop, picked me up twice to go to the church for bible study so that's how they know where i stay… entirely my fault
lately my grandparents and i have told them straight to their faces that i'm no longer interested and will not return but they just keep showing up and saying "god is a spiritual doctor, prayer will help you, you are ours, we miss you, we love you" etc. its fuckin annoying and feels cult-ish. im actually considering calling the police next time they show up (sry for the life story lol)
Idk if this will help you anon but I used to live in an area with mormons and they would come by to peoples doors at least 4x a year. It was always kids my same age in high school so one day in the summer I opened it, told them we were devoted satanists and I think we were black listed because they never came back.
I have to vent I wanted to look nice for a going out but my period gave me chin acne so I'm trying not to freak out or touch it in case it gets worse.
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ive had anorexia for just over 4 years and i seriously cant figure out how to fix this shit.
>forced inpatient 1st year, did absolutely nothing, made everything worse.
>inpatient filled with wannarexics and larpers, felt unbearable
>gained back all the weight I lost + more within 2 months
>little to no therapy provided while inpatient
>after discharge, immediately relapsed, but found it absurdly difficult to lose the excess weight. it didnt matter how hard i restricted, my weight literally stayed stagnant or fluctuated which made me feel even crazier than before.
>spiraled into isolation, severe depression and anxiety, etc.
>after some time, i started dropping the weight (albeit very slowly) and reached the number i was initially hospitalized at
and now… im just burned out? all the symptoms of anorexia feel 1000x worse than the first time i restricted and ive barely reached my lowest weight. is my metabolism shot? all these years wasted and now it just doesn’t seem worth gaining it all back.
my new years resolution this year was to start a reverse diet and reach maintenance as a form of harm reduction/to repair my metabolism and even committing to that has been extremely difficult. dealing with the fluctuations, bloating, etc. is killing me inside and i just don't know where to go from here.
oh shit nonnie
, I hope everything will go ok, keep us updated
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I have a re-sit exam coming up and I fucking hate studying this shit. I've failed so many exams it's held me back from graduating and I'm so angry at myself for not pushing through but here I am trying to study and I remember why I hate it so much. It's not even difficult stuff, just so much to memorize. I need to get a grip
here you go nonnie
. Different ones can still be removed the same way.
Because men are just mommy-spoiled toddlers who expect any woman they find attractive to love them just like mommy did AND fuck them and clean their house for them.
Modern men are literal overgrown toddlers addicted to pleasure and being cared for like kings. They live in a fantasy world run by sheer brute force and tantrum tactics, where they literally think they're the smart calm, rational, hardworking ones with self control and everyone else's interests in mind.
Honestly, men can't be real. Or like, I don't think they were ever meant to be in charge of anything bc why else would they be so painfully unaware and selfish?
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yeah, i was really nice about it too which makes me wonder how violently he'd reacted if i had just laughed at him
he opened with a photo of him begging me to be honest if he is ugly; he is but i felt bad because he looked disabled, so i said he was attractive…never lying to make someone feel better again, he then sent a picture of me calling me pretty, i asked why he saved a picture of me, and he freaked out, deleted the conversation after blocking but here is my best recollection>you think id save a picture of you lol…ew. i was just trolling you ugly bitch.>lol ok
5 minutes pass>can i have sex with you, i was joking>?no>okay ugly bitch, i was just trolling you anyway lol you really think i liked you? ur boring me now so bye lol you think youre worth anything but a hole
can we just castrate them all or something? i used to feel bad for the retarded ones but not after this kek
Them being spoiled and made to think they're more special than they really are is especially annoying in a professional setting. It's very frustrating seeing men get awarded or given opportunities for their shitty work.
I saw it happen a while ago and I started fucking malding when he had the gall to complain about how he wasn't given enough direction or how he can't read a language he can't speak even though they can happily translate it for you if you just ask.
Normal people are addicted to social media and they let it destroy themselves and society, trust me nonnie
, you don’t want that.
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Too lazy to find the Twitter hate thread but why do they try so hard to justify men in bad wigs competing with women in sports? None of this science in the tweet matters because someone who has a Y chromosome is genetically designed to be physically stronger than someone who doesn't have a Y chromosome. That's the unfair advantage people with working brains are referencing. So tired of Twitter science majors trying to ignore logic to bend over backwards for transwomen
Probably never. I wish they'd just wear the clothes they prefer and shut up. There's no reason someone who's biologically male can't enjoy dressing and expressing himself in "feminine" ways, but why do we need to mutilate genitalia and try and deny logic to do so? Society is still so sexist and it's annoying.
Trans men don't push this hard to compete in male sports, I wonder why?
Its not your fault, most laptops are filled with bloat and run like complete shit out the box, maybe try selling it and building a PC or buying a different brand
let me guess, the one you have now is HP?
I don't have a therapist who I can talk to, sorry.
My fiance has already been put on notice that I am leaving him unless he shapes up and starts pulling his weight. I work too hard at two jobs to be able to keep up with anything anymore, and the reason I gotta work so hard is because he's too damn lazy and useless to do so himself. He's selfish and even admits he could not do what I am doing. So right now he's making sure the house stays relatively clean. Deep down however, he'll go through this trial period on his best behavior only to go back to inconsistency once he thinks it's safe again. It's happened before. I'm done. He did not play the part until my leaving was a serious threat. It's one of the many manifestations of his immaturity and I'm tired of being disappointed and arguing. Why fight this over and over when there are scrotes who would do his best effort as a minimum? Why be with someone this worthless yet still acts so controlling, insecure, and demanding? He LARPs as a man but he is truly a spineless entitled faggot.
He has so many red flags, but I felt pressured at the time to hop into a relationship with him because I lack familial support. Now that I find myself better personally and financially, I can finally examine who and what I want from a long term relationship.
What he doesn't know is that I already cheated on him with three other guys in person and there's one more who I am meeting during a solo vacation trip. All but one wants to be in a relationship with me that leads to marriage and kids. The last guy has a distant attachment style and just wants to knock me up in whatever zoomer pseudo relationship label he has in his head. Male validation is meaningless, but it still feels good knowing these guys want me so badly. They all see my value and have told me as much, I manipulate them to make them prove it. Of course they don't know about each other because I play dumb and have good operations. If it makes me a sociopath, fine, but I do feel I am protecting myself and securing the next bag before I nosedive my current circumstances. I hate that I feel I have to do this but I have learned the hard way. I'm sick of doing the "honest" thing by breaking up with these ungrateful scrotes without having a parachute and then I'm set back years because of the financial and self-esteem bullshit. Not to mention scrotes always think they're entitled to comp for no real reason–my last ex wanted a slice of my insurance check when MY furniture was destroyed in an apartment flood. I'm ambitious and a go-getter but society collectively fucks single women and it's tough. i.e. was literally denied a promotion I followed up on at my first job when I said I needed the money, my manager replied "What about your fiance?" Aka go rely on a man because we do not want to pay you fairly. So fuck it, fine. It has taken me up until now to truly recover from my last major breakup in 2018, but I find myself standing to lose again now that I hate this relationship too.
I am seeking a lawyer to find out how much I gotta pay this scrote to fuck off out our mortgage. This is MY house. I am the one who did rennovations and the labor, I pumped the thousands into it and not him. He doesn't even care, he should go move in with his mommy and daddy like he originally planned to two years ago when our old apartment lease was expiring. He can go live his dream as being the live-in caretaker for his crotchety geriatrics. Not me. Not fucking me.
Does your laptop have Windows 10?
Also, do you have a warranty? You could probably complain to whoever sold you that laptop or to the manufacturer, and possibly even get it fixed for free.
I’m glad you’re looking into getting a lawyer to get him off the mortgage, my mum used money given by her parents and savings to buy a house and when she was done with the mortgage my dad had to take out a loan so they remortgaged the house with his name on it. Long story short he was having an affair for 10 years, was a abusive
alcoholic who lost his job and got put in a nursing home because of a brain injury and now mum is stuck paying it off with him getting profits if she was to sell. Fight for your home. My advice is to keep this man around until you’re financially secure and then break it off. If the other guys are committed and you feel they might be worth it, try that out for a while and if it goes bad, no loss, if it goes well then dump and move on with them, personally I wouldn’t end a relationship unless I was already looking for a replacement. Also goes without saying but don’t get married please.
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I'm not anachan but I used to be. For at least 8 years. I feel like being introduced to television that depicted ED behaviors/ it being so normalized in people around me really fucked me up. I have to consciously not revert back to restricitng my calories when I'm in a bad place mentally, which honestly feels embarrassing at my big age. I just recently saw an episode of pretty little liars and I remember how the story line of one of the characters being bulimic made me feel when I was a teenager, and I almost felt a weird nostalgia for those times. Life seemed simple, all I had to do to succeed was lose weight- now I have to work a job, clean my apartment, cook 3x a day, etc… it's silly, and it's embarrassing because I don't even care about weight loss, I just have no other vices. but I'm glad to say that I don't think things will ever get so bad that I'll go back to doing that… shit sucked back then.
tough love shit like >>1233920
might work, but when this is entrenched in their whole social group first focus on getting closer and then confronting her. the illness and trauma faking is stupid and you should be able to nip that in the bud, but the pronoun shit might come back to personal insecurities or internalized misogyny she's struggling with. if she can't open up with you, you calling her out might make her just lash out.
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My mom noticed whenever she met me I always only just applied some balm or gloss, no makeup and so she just gifted me these lancome glosses out of nowhere and I cried and then I put one on, it's so stupid but I cried so much because I felt so ugly and undeserving of pretty things. I don't wear anything cute, wear makeup, do my hair because I feel so ugly and it makes me feel like a dumb clown. Lipstick on a pig. And these are literally sheer glosses, just my go-to vaseline but expensive yet I brokedown over this. I hate being so fucking ugly, it makes me give up on anything regarding my appearance, because I've never felt 'pretty' so I don't bother because I know I look ridiculous.
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Kek help me nonnies. I have my very first bf and we just started getting more touchy with each other, he was in two relationships before me, and I'm a virgo. At first I found his touch to be too rough, he touched me like a piece of a fucking dough lol, but he's quite eager to learn and he became more delicate, I like it although it starts to annoy me that I have to give him instructions every time and he tells me I'm overly sensitive and he needs time to "learn" me. The first time he touched my clit he pushed it like a button lol, and the second time he tried to rub it but was way too roguh and fast. I told him he can't put so much pressure on it and do it so fast, at least not from the very start, because it simply doesn't work this way, and it's being either annoying or painful, you have to start slow and then go faster. I asked "Did your previous partners seriously liked it when you did it this way?" and he was like "Yeah", so I said "Maybe they were faking it" and the look on his face, the absolute hurt, holy shit nonnies. Was it too much? I seriously couldn't believe that any woman would like being touched this way and I'm an autismo so I tend to say things straight out, and only after I say them I start to wonder if I used appropiate words. I often apologize but that time I didn't feel like I should. Now he seems too intimidated by me and he doesn't even initiate anything besides cuddling kek
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I hate that my mind is always such a mess. I can't focus on anything for even ten minutes. I have a big exam coming up next week and so far I've spent two days summarizing my scripts and creating flowcharts. I wish I was one of those people who are fine studying straight out of the book and using some notes here and there. All of this planning and organizing takes up so much time that I could use for studying and it frustrates me whenever I see how much I have to study for. I've tried different study techniques but this autistic organization seems to work for me when I stick to it but it just takes up so much of my energy.
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Just got rejected from a life-saving job position, even though I aced nearly all their assessments and had easy answers to their loaded questions. I wish I wasn't such an oversensitive pussy baby but it's so hard to not take it personally when I can't succeed even at my best, even when I do everything by the book. It's so hard to push forward with confidence in myself because outside validation comes so little. I feel like the world has no place for me in it. I'm not suicidal but I haven't had dark ideations like this in a long time. I'd have a more fulfilling life and existence as a fucking mosquito more than this shit.
Of course, nonny
. It made me sad to read how you described yourself so I felt compelled to respond lol. I think it's very exciting that you have a bunch of different glosses now and you get to try them out and see which colors/shades you like the most. I don't think you need an occasion to wear them. You could just wear them out when you're getting groceries or maybe going out to buy yourself a coffee. Confidence to wear nice things definitely takes time to build. You can start off with just the lipglosses and then once you become comfortable with that maybe once in a while you can do something fun with your hair and then eventually pair that with a nice outfit!
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I love when my mother buys shit for this pos moid she pretends is her son. I get it's stuff from a thrift store, but he'll never use it. I bet a tenner the steamer she bought him will go unused. He's seriously a manchild and if I did 1/8 the shit he does I get told to grow up. I hate how society coddles these retards.
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I feel bad that I don't feel super warmly towards my fiancés dad and stepmother. They really like me a lot, but I just feel annoyed every time we have to get together or have dinner together, like it's a chore.
They're also far-right wing people and they always complain about politics (but then again, so do my parents). His dad also gets very loud every time he drinks, and retells the same stories over and over again and I just smile and laugh politely like it's the first time I've heard it. I feel like such a bitch thinking this because they're very kind to me, but I wish my future in-laws were different people.
I feel bad that I really loved some of my exes' parents and actually miss some of them, meanwhile I actively avoid seeing my own fiance's family and find them annoying.
>>1234062>if I did 1/8 the shit he does I get told to grow up. I hate how society coddles these retards.
Seriously. Men get everything, and get away with everything. I never want to hear another moid whine about how 'life is so easy for women'.
Men are always allowed to be the goofy, fun ones but when a woman is silly, weird or focuses on herself we're told to grow up and not be so selfish.
Then, when we're trying to pick up after everyone else and bear the mental load, we're told we need to "lighten up" and not be so serious.
We're the ones who are constantly taught to be soft and nice no matter what, and put others before ourselves, and then we're shit on for not 'leaning in' or being aggressive enough. Heaven forbid we display assertiveness at home or in the workplace, we're told to "CALM DOWN" and not be so emotional when we use the same exact language and tone of voice that a man does.
I really like being feminine and being a woman, but it really sucks that it feels like simply existing means living in an inconsistent world of mixed signals where nothing is ever enough.
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I went to a grocery store and I saw an attractive guy, tall, fit, dark blonde, with a light stubble beard. We looked at each other for a while and I was the one to break eye contact, I felt like he could be attracted to me, but I wasn't brave enough to say anything, I thought I would seem desperate approaching a guy at a grocery store, I wouldn't know what to say anyway. Right after it hit me I will never see him again. I can't talk to people because of my anxiety. I don't understand why men don't approach me, it would've been so much easier if they did the first move, instead they just stare at me for a while and that's it. I was only approached by old creeps when I was in middleschool. After that there was nothing. Back then I thought I was just very ugly and I had super low self esteem, but the people who met me and talked to me for the first time, like my coworkers or new housemates, seemed shocked that I think of myself that way and said I'm actually very attractive but I look distant, cold and sad and people may be just intimidated by me and too afraid to talk to me. I can't contain my anxiety despite a few years of therapy and medication. I've never had a close friendship or a relationship. I'm in my mid-late twenties and I'm starting to feel desperate. Talking to ugly guys seems easier but I don't want to be with someone just because I feel lonely. I'm too shy to approach guys I actually find hot. Even today I saw two girls whom I didn't find attractive, but they had good looking and tall boyfriends, and objectively more attractive than their gfs, so I started to wonder, why can't I have someone like this? Maybe I'm actually super ugly and the people who complimented me did it just out of mercy? I can't figure out how I look like and how people perceive me and I always feel dysmorphic. I'm afraid I'm destined to be alone, loveless and sexless forever
I can relate, I was creeped on as a teen, but men never flirt with me because I'm awkward or cold professional. I usually don't think about what I look like, and anything that forces me to perceive myself from an outer perspective or think about my own attractriveness or lack of it makes me deeply uncomfortable.
I doubt someone can be super ugly and not realize it, the same way someone cannot be super attractive and never realize it, you're probably a normal looking woman.
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love how i gotta change super xl tampons in less than 2 hrs every time
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honestly wouldnt answer if i were living alone but im with my grandparents til i find a place and they usually get visitors>>1233612
i think its about time i do this, i just fear hurting feelings but this is putting stress on me. thank you alot>>1233615
hey i'll check it out, ty for the suggestion
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i actually think its for the best if i just kill myself. i dont feel particularly bad or sad, but i just dont want to be such a waste of money and air anymore, it hurts me but others more to see them suffer with my existence. i am such a huge disappointment and failure, even if i try my best its not enough, nobody said this to me and i dont mean it in a sad way, i mean objectively it isnt. i am seriously developmentally and intellectually retarded. i am good for nothing. i just dont think staying is a good idea, i want to live, but it would cost too much to my family, and i dont want to put them through more than they already have and are currently.
maybe i am just saying it like this because i have been bottling up my emotions and actions to avoid being sent to prison is this true? can women actually go to prison for female hysteria anymore? i cant self harm because they threaten to put me in prison, possibly frame me for being a junkie rug abuser. i live in a third world country so i dont know how it works around here.
i just want to wake up and be dead, i didnt mean to live this long, its creeping me out. i want out of here for the sake of everybody involved, i feel so horrible everytime i see them, and they havent done anything to make me feel bad about myself in fact they do the opposite which makes me feel even worse because they shouldn't. they really shouldn't and it hurts me to see them be so nice to me when i dont deserve it at all. i cant stand it. i feel so ashamed of myself.
i feel sick just writing this, i hope i get a heart attack within the following days. i wish i knew how to induce one. i wish i was just never born and died in the womb like the others.
Nona, please don't do it. Your throughs are mental illness and I heard the same thoughts come from the mentally ill person who I love with all my heart. So I wanted to tell you, please don't do anything to harm yourself.
> i want to live
Hold onto this, and keep going. Your family would be devastated without you. There are people who would be shocked, and who would never be the same again. They would blame themselves for not seeing the signs, they would wish to go back and do something. Keep living, and eventually you will find happiness and ways to give to the community around you and. Put good into this world. We need it, all of us. Hugs.
I lost my virginity to shitty sex and have only been with one partner since but sex/dick really isn't all that. Honestly wish I kept my virginity for someone who really cared and wanted to make things special but most men just want to pump&dump, gloat about how good they are and go. Be careful telling people you're a virgin nonnie
, a lot of XYs will pretend or try their best to swoon you to take it. Men are POS>>1234175
I've felt this way plenty of times and holding on has always been the best choice (despite suicide attempts before). I hope you can find happiness Nona.
, it's just sad to see the average moid here, they are so mediocre. I know it sounds pretentious but at my age i already make more than min wage through working as a freelancer and all the guys i have met have no plan for the future or anything, they are forever stuck in a shitty career and don't even taking the time off from fishing for upvotes to shave or wash their teeths, i always have to pay for them because they have no money either. I hate living in LatAM….
police officers as a whole can go eat shit and die, specifically moid officers.
male cops literally go out of their way to prey on the most innocent people and its only until they get caught red-handed that they cry victim
and call everyone else unappreciative of their effort to "protect and serve", kek.
if you check out some docus, many of the parents from Columbine 1999 said that the police just stood outside the library (where a majority of the massacre happened) and listened to children being shot.
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I’m beginning to hate my “friend”. She’s truly the most useless, helpless adult woman I have ever met. Every day of her life is a continuation of a sob story epic starring herself. I unfortunately know every aspect of her life, because she has no concept of boundaries. I would be the first to know if something new had brought this behavior out, and I’m afraid she’s always been this useless, this tactless, this selfish and crude. The truth is, she has no one to blame for herself for why her life is garbage. She lives the easiest life imaginable; she is a trust fund baby who gets everything she wants. At first, I thought she was fun to hang around with. We grew closer, and feelings were involved. We didn’t go far with it. I was put off by her pushiness, and how she would over-sexualize me. She’d never been in a lesbian relationship and would do way too much. Once again, the lack of boundaries. I forgave her for the sake of our friendship. Then she turned out to be the most unhygienic and filthy person I have ever met. That was the beginning of seeing her worth. She doesn’t bathe, she doesn’t brush her teeth, and she screams if her mommy does or doesn’t clean up for her. She’s paranoid, she’s morbidly obese, she’s demanding and annoying. I would compare her to being infected with fleas. She puts on a front that she’s mature and patient, but in actuality she’s so pathetic and immature that she’s barely functional if left to her own devices. She’s like a personal pt minus all the fun. I’ve given her invaluable advice numerous times. I have given her step-by-step instructions on how to deal with both issues and “issues” in her life. She fails to follow through, and is the definition of ungrateful.
I tend to fall into the indifferent category regarding fat people, but she has managed to make being fat her entire personality. And she insists on everyone feeling sorry for it, as if it were our fault. I’ve grown so tired of treating her with kindness that I’ve been tempted to tell her to make an mpa account, and finally sort herself out. I’ve felt like doing this on numerous occasions now.
She is not a pillar of our friend group, and is quite forgettable in the group’s current state. She’s aware of this, and has meltdowns about it. I would normally feel compassionate with situations like this. But the meltdowns are public, and require onlookers every. single. time. And if it’s not our fault that she’s a fat, sad, pathetic piece of shit, then it’s her parents fault. She will openly curse her sick parents for letting her live off of them, for providing her free food and shelter, for giving her a trust fund she can’t access yet. It’s laughable. She’s 27 this year. The times she treats us like a friend compared to the time spent having to work around her feelings, to avoid setting her off, is becoming increasingly unbalanced. She’s verbally and physically violent, which is funny because she can’t successfully chase you down without quickly running out of breath. What isn’t funny is how she chooses to cope; by attacking her family or sentimental objects in their house. If she were a moid I was reading about in passing, I likely would have wished her dead by now. She acts like an overconfident bully, and at the same time is the most insecure person I know. She’s become a snowflake who doesn’t see herself as one. Her last meltdown ended with an announcement that she was going to look at porn with women who look like her to “feel better” about herself. This same person claims to be a radfem, and it annoys me to no end. There is nothing radical or feminist about supporting the porn industry. She is a prideful idiot who boasts about her life while expecting us to sympathize with her never-ending list of non-issues. When any member of our friend group does not suck up to her enough, she will vocalize self-harming by starving, then binge eating, and finally emotionally or verbally abusing one of us. She’ll also announce that our friend group “pushed” her to do this, because we didn’t focus on her enough. If we talk about relationships we have outside of the group, she has another meltdown. She treats us like she’s a sick puppy and all we do is kick her. We have to exist exclusively for her. She also prevents us from getting closer to each other, because god forbid if you have a private conversation. That must mean you don’t enjoy her company. I’m not looking for someone to understand my frustration, I know I’m focusing on her negative traits. But that’s all she has to show for herself when she believes she’s presenting you the “real” her. I’ve rewritten this three times to avoid being too harsh. If I was smart, I would have cut her off by now. Fortunately she’s a headache at worst, and I’m here to vent, not prove my high iq.
After writing this all out, I think what really broke the camel’s back is her racism. I didn’t divulge to avoid being accused of racebaiting, but she’s not-so-secretly a racist piece of shit at times. She is one of those “it’s not racist if you don’t do it in front of them” types of people. This ties back to her over sexualizing me as well.
a shift in my perspective has happened
i've had an espontaneous experience a few months ago where I was feeling present and blissful for an entire week, but it wore off eventually
ever since, I have been trying to get back to that state of mind
I was successful a few times (for reasons I did not understand, because it kind of just happened, sometimes without me trying), but it only lasted a day or two, and then my mind would go back to modus operandi (i had ADHD by the way, so the contrast between that present state of mind and my usual, scattered mind was so huge that whenever I got back to my old ways, it would feel like hell, seriously).
But how do I put this in words? The very thing I've always seeked was here the whole time. There's nothing to seek anymore, so there's not anything else I can do.
cut her off anon. you have the power to do this
also if your friend group enables someone like this i'd cut them off too
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Yoga school is fun and having a job where I get so much exercise is a huge blessing but verbally going over my lesson plans for my colleagues to critique makes me want to not make eye contact with anyone for 2 years
does she complain about her weight ever? i used to be fat and grew up obese, same thing as her, shamed by family. and i think saying it out of nowhere would probably hurt and be a little shocking, if she brings up her weight in a negative matter then i think that would be the best time
maybe talk about how you started being healthy and it helped you lose weight so it might help her?
she will also probably eat less around you if you don't eat. i always hated eating alone lol it made me feel like i was a prize pig on display or something.
when i lost weight it was pretty lonely so i think she might like doing healthy stuff with you. you can also start cooking together and have that as an activity>>1234461
i think i read earlier that it has something to do with your blood type
so what are you? i presume your obsession with him eating meat means you're not on the left? also>using "libtard" unironically
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kind of hurts to see people in my niche web hobby (forum rp) form friend groups + have a lot of fun with one another. mostly because i seem totally incapable of doing the same thing; i'm like an unlikable autist with nothing to offer anyone. so it makes sense, but i'm still sad and lonely.
i mean i joined a server for a site recently and it was quite literally just several friend groups all inter-mingling and interacting and making more friends and me on the sidelines kind of, watching. i've written with almost all of these people before, but i've never ever managed to actually connect with them. and i don't think i ever will. i mean i've made attempts to in the past, but they've all gone rotten because i'm boring and unlikable and etc.
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It's ok anon, you're not the only one who is like that. I'm an unlike autist too but I'm also a misanthropist and prefer to be alone I won't lie I do get lonely sometimes but I feel better after indulging in my offline hobbies
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God I am so fucking horny I am so fucking horny I want to masturbate so bad but I have no privacy oh to be able to cum whenever I want that's the dream you don't know how lucky you are to be able to masturbate whenever you want I'm sick of it I just want some relief
Panache, Freya, maybe Cleo has tops for big bobs. I'm a 30f, mine fit well enough and pretty much keep the escapees in. Unique Vintage is also having a big swimwear sale right now, but I don't know how theirs fit. >>1234587
That's dandy until you're on a beach and every bit of sand dives between your boobs.
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Pretty sure I'm gonna be fired after 1 month at this new place. It's the same thing every time at every place, I do stupid mistakes, forgot to pretend to be interested in the job, feel burned out by the end of the day and go cry in the bathroom during the day and then I'm inevitably let go. I just don't know how I can go on, and have no idea how other people do it, getting up every morning, go to work, paying attention to everything while maintaining a neutral or even an enthusiastic emotional disposition and even have the energy afterwards to do their hobbies and meet their friends. It all just baffles me. I just feel burned out day after day and the idea of being fired begins to feel like a relief
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Me at men (be careful scrolling nonas-)
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Okay I'm not horny anymore. Fuck scrotes
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Moid keeps posting and I have no mental energy left, goodnight nonnies. Be careful scrolling
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I hate the hair on my face and removing it is a pain in the ass, because my skin is sensitive and has acne. I also hate my gray hairs and plucking them is a pain in the ass. I wouldn't bother except my hair is brown so it looks bad
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Straight men only view women as objects for sex and gay men only view women as objects for entertainment. Neither shut up about us. What the fuck are women supposed to even do. I am so tired.
Yeah, like why even bother going at that point? >>1234721
I don't know! I get being tired, but it feels like a waste. Even if I'm tired, I'll push myself to at least go out to dinner when I'm in a new place.
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Samefag, she also bought him two supplements, one to help with sleep because *~hE cAn'T sLeEp~*. I'm actually proud of myself for not making snide comments/having my voice sound clipped. Tired of her inserting his name in every damn sentence like he's going to disappear if she doesn't say his name. She also told me he's not in great health. Took everything I had to not say "shocker" and go off about his substances abuse besides his trash fire diet. It hurts she'll remember crap he says but forgets what I say. Makes me want to drive spikes in my ears and just communicate via ASL, bit rusty since I haven't practiced in a while.
ayrt, nona i appreciate the advice but the issue is a little more complex than just choosing to eat animal foods (which i already do)>>1234676
this. ive rarely come across anachans that are vegan and the ones that are likely have orthorexia to accompany it. i think most people associate anas with veganism bc they both involve pretty drastic restriction.
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Just discovered that my moisturizer was causing me to have an allergic reaction right when I was finally starting to heal. I've had these annoying sores on my lips for about a week or two, so I cut out every potential culprit and it started healing. Then yesterday before bed I decided to try washing my face again and now my lips are fucked again. Damn it.
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I’m tired of seeing and hearing this ugly ass mf everytime I open Twitch on mobile cause I have ads, fuck him and fuck Spotify for choosing that smuggy obnoxious fag
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Why do I constantly keep fucking shit up in my life??? My life could be so damn easy. I just want to scream into the void.
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I have a twitter account mainly just to follow Japanese doujin circles and artists, but it's so common to be blocked just because I'm a filthy gaijin. I went to check on this woman who I bought a lot of character themed jewelry from and, surprise surprise, I'm blocked. Now I feel a bit salty when I look at my cute bracelets and earrings which I used to wear almost every day so I can look at them and think of my husbando. Maybe this is just petty of me, they could have thought I was a minor or something, another reason they block people, but I bought almost her whole booth.pm inventory and this is how I'm repaid? I'm seething a little but mostly I just feel embarrassed that I made some twitter social faux pas.
Luckily most of the doujin stuff I order come with little thank you notes in english alongside the japanese, one I've bought from a few times even draws my husbando in my country's flag colours, it's adorable and it's nice to know most of them are just happy someone from across the globe likes their husbando as much as they do. Yumejoshi solidarity if you will.>>1234867
The moid that lives in the flat below me who spends most of his time working from home so he can play Eve Online as much as humanly possible got into an accident at one of the chemical plants he has to inspect occasionally and got doused in hardcore cleaning agents, giving him chemical burns all over and temporary blindness. Then a week later I saw him out walking in the searing midday sun while I was coming back from grocery shopping and I asked him if he was wearing any sunscreen, to which he replied no, and I could see his skin going deep red, him having pasty nordic skin. I said he should probably go back home because I warned him that you don't really feel heatstroke until after you've had it for a while and it's too late, but he was like "nah, I can handle the sun, I'm a dude afterall lol".
Cut to the next day and he sends me a text message saying he should have listened to me, he said he was bedridden, cold and shivering and now has both the chemical burns and serious sunburn. I think at least he's learned from this now, he gave me some money to go out and buy some heavy duty sunscreen as he admitted he had no idea what to buy and trusts my judgment. Idk, men always love to boast about being able to handle shit then they whimper and cry when they learn of their own ignorance and lack of caution.
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I am watching an old, comfy game with good development team turn into shambles. First they fuck up the time limited event just to try sucking the money off making a new event and inviting popular twitch streamers (whose content is not related even to games genre, only about 2 streamers actually fitted it), delay a good, time-limited event for months because of that and now they went full SJW. Are they losing this much money? I do not understand. And now, all of the sudden, the game's discord server is full of newfag-membs who are screaming about TRAs and everything else while having a fetish for sissy and furry porn drawn and written on their profiles. What the fuck, are the game developers trying to exchange their old-school, normie fanbase with furries and trannies?? The things they talk and whiteknight about makes no sense either, making them obviously seem like they are internet freaks that spend all of their time cancelling people on Twitter. So many good developers left too… What the fuck
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A lot of things seemingly felt like they were going to change in my life. Something that kept reappearing where rabbits no matter where I went. Recently, I saw several rabbits by my apartment complex. I never see them now, but they used to be here gently standing still. Whether it'd be in the dark or under some bushes. As I made my trip to go to another state, I saw one in the airport parking lot. When I was at the other state, I didn't notice any rabbits. It was until I was being driven back to the airport that I saw one in somebodys front lawn as I was explaining to the driver I keep seeing rabbits. When I came back home, I realized they were all gone. I'm not one to place meaning on everything, but what did it all mean? What did it mean!
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Adorable!! Generally good things, nona ♥
My best friend married this total fucking fag of a loser just because he's a doctor. She's bordering on braindead, but really fun and bubbly and into spirituality and art. This guy has already cheated on her and cited "suicidal feelings" for why he did it (while vacationing in Poland with the boys, how dEpReSsiNg) and so they still went through with their super isolated, no attendee wedding in a country they already moved out of. The dude also dresses up and pretends to be Scottish despite being from England, so for his wedding he wore a kilt and bagpipes and looked like a turd. She looked stunning and happy. But now they're back in my country and she keeps trying to hang out, which is no problem. I love her. But she wants to bring her moid around because she can't leave him at her parents house when she visits. I fucking hate it, it feels like she's bringing a big dog over or something so I've been cancelling on her like crazy and postponing the visit until a few months when they move to yet another country. Damn. Even her own mom begged her to call off the wedding after this scrote cheated. He also doesn't read books and despite being a resident gynecologist, he refers to his unit as "runts and cunts". I seriously hope he dies in a firey accident and she gets a huge lumpsum from his insurance. He's that type of rich where he spent all of quarantine exploring the world, Egypt and Rome and shit. And then as soon as he gets his hooks into this girl, he never takes her anywhere and won't even replace her broken laptop. I'm just so pissed, I feel like I lost my friend because I don't like her moid and she refuses to hang out alone. No moids in my fucking house! His fucking vibes will kill my rare plants and get dust on my shelves or someshit. He's just so fucking gaaaaaaaay
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I love my friend, but she recently got a tattoo bit like this with a "trust no bitch" text. Apparently it's a feminist tattoo because men are the real bitches or something?? Girl why
Idk I doubt she will stop with the sex positivity twans rights shit soon
Nonnas I fixed it! I had to restart everything, removed all shitty bloatware etc BUT my drawings got backed up!! I probably won't be able to draw anything for friend's birthday in time but I'm so grateful. Still, fuck technology.
I hope you two have a great day.
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I want to vent about something but if I do I'll likely be accused of baiting, if not outright trigger a stupidly long infight, so instead I'll vent about my inability to vent.
some of y'all need professional help fr, is there a valid
reason you think she won't do good at peace corps or are you just a BPD clinger?
Basically it trains people to go help others in war torn/developing/ countries in need, with whatever those places may need.>>1235118>My sister is just looking for a way to feel better about herself. She's never been good at anything, and she's always trying to find ways to make herself feel better.
I don't know what she's thinking, but I just hope she comes to her senses soon and realizes that this is a mistake. Otherwise, she's going to be sorry she ever left me behind. I just need to talk her out of it before she gets raped
Reads like either a BPD asshole or a narcissistic asshole. Normal people don't get mad at their siblings for trying to improve themselves.
Were you the one venting because you suspect your sister has BPD? I think you gotta let people like that figure out their own mistakes. Any chance you could travel alongside her without having to join the Peace Corps yourself? Also I cannot find it to save my life but I'm fairly sure that the dude who created the Peace Corps was a violent, sexually abusive
man in his own family and his daughter was speaking in a documentary about how ironic it is that he's celebrated for inventing the "Peace" Corps, but it may
have been something else entirely, especially considering I can't find anything to back up this memory of mine.
I'm giving the definition Google gave me. Truly I don't care, but I think OP is unhinged one way or the other. It's probably in the best interest of the sister to get away from her. Peace corps seems like it's the best way she can think of to put distance between the two of them, without having to do the hard part of finding a job and house and friends in a new city.>>1235136>Any chance you could travel alongside her without having to join the Peace Corps yourself
Please don't suggest this. I feel like the sister wants to get away from OP, I can feel the crazy radiating off her one post, I'm sure it's suffocating in person.
The thing is, we do not even know what else anon's sister does and how anon is IRL either. I know people like anon's sister, but mine is also the kind of person to lie 24/7 while playing the victim
Yup, all I'm saying is that OP is unhinged for being mad
that her sister wants to try peace corps. It's not like the girl said she wants to open up a poop porn onlyfans or go on an international crime spree.
Concern would look a lot different.
I can't stand women who get married to men. Women who get married to men are throwing their lives away. They're giving up their freedom, their careers, their dreams, and their lives. They're giving up their independence and their ability to make their own decisions for a man. They're giving up their bodies and their sexualities for a man. They're giving up their futures for a man.
I can't stand women who get married to men because they're making a huge mistake. They're sacrificing so much for a moid, and they're not even getting anything in return. They're getting nothing but a man who will take them for granted, cheat on them, and treat them like property. They're getting nothing but a man who will control them, manipulate them, and abuse them.
I can't stand women who get married to men because they're settling for less than they deserve. They're settling for someone who doesn't love them, doesn't respect them, and doesn't appreciate them. They're settling for a man who will never treat them the way they deserve to be treated. They're settling for someone who will never give them the love and happiness they deserve.
I hate it when women get married to men because they're making a huge mistake that they'll regret for the rest of their lives.