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No. 290774
>>290770I know Felice is such a fraud, but I can't help myself. I find her so beautiful and her dogs (or furbabies as she calls them) are adorable
>>290771Urg Mila. She is such a crazy stalker girl. First she wanted to be an elf princess like Kota Koti, and now she is copying Felice in everything.
No. 290776
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>>290771She looks like this fucking animal. Are her eyes actually that big or is it shoop
No. 290779
>>290778Just started reading it.
Holy shit, this reads like something out of American Psycho.
No. 290784
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Not a thinspo queen, but Ashley Finch. She's pretty mean online, but seems just really sad and her mom seems very abusive. Wish someone would help her, but I don't see how she can recover.
instagram.com/dearxatticus
ghostxperfume.tumblr.com
No. 290785
>>290784holy shit what the fuck
how is this not dead yet?
No. 290787
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>>290784It looks like a monster from my nightmares oh dear…
How is this thing not dead yet? It's some /x/ spoopy skellington shit right there
No. 290791
>>290785>>290786>>290789She's not gonna be alive for much longer I can promise you that.
I don't know how long she's been at that weight but her organs have likely already begun catabolising themselves.
If she ever does recover she's going to end up in her wheelchair from arthritis and osteoporosis that's for sure.
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>>290784How is she even alive
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>>290791Well, this photo's from July 2012, so somehow she's survived at least 2 years like this… Amazing really.
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>>290804There's a lot of real messed-up posts about it on her Tumblr.
The way she says 'Me and my mother will never be that way again;' makes me wonder if something traumatic happened as well.
No. 290806
>>290802
>you can see every bone, tendon, muscleI think it's fucking cool tbh, but, that's just me obvs.
I mean, it's amazing the amount of abuse the human body can take before just shutting down. Most animals wouldn't even last a single night in this kind of state, but not us.
No. 290809
>>290807>>290806I'd like to know why though.
I've never been a believer in humans being some sort of "supreme race".
We can't breathe under water nor fly, and we make up for that with a terrible cunning, malice and greed.
However in terms of longevity, strength and physical perseverance, we really do trump all other animals.
I wonder if our level of sentience has anything to do with it.
No. 290810
>>290809>longevitysome tortoises live to be like 150 y/o
>strengthgorillas are stronger
I would say that, other than our intelligence, the only thing we have going for us is our ability to withstand massive amounts of drugs/poison.
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No. 290813
>>290810
>gorillas are strongerI didn't mean physical strength, more resilience.
Humans are resilient as fuark.
No. 290814
>>290806Plastination is cool. This shit is scary.
These people are physically and mentally ill. Look at
>>290784She has no thighs. It's a wonder she's able to walk upright.
You can eat all the micro-nutrients you want, but if you don't cover your protein needs, your muscles will eat themselves. It's the body's prime choice for stored fuel. Probably not news to anyone here, but it does mean her heart is wasting too. Just wanted to put that out there.
And I know it's a mental illness that often has to do with the brains concept of ones own body being fucked, but man… these people see anything as "fat". They'll see muscles as fat. Organs as fat. Fucking anything as fat. Look at how huge a bodybuilder is. They usually have close to no bodyfat, despite being so big. Bodyfat is most of the time just a uniform veil covering muscles and bone- hence why bodybuilders get rid of it; to show off their muscle fibers and veins.
They must know on some level they're killing themselves and that they feel like shit because they don't consume nearly enough calories. Why they don't seek help is beyond me. Sorry about the ranting wall of text but this is just so fucked.
No. 290815
>>290814Well I'm
>>290806, but I'm actually speaking as a recovered anorexic myself.
>they must know on some level they're killing themselvesWe do, or at least, they do.
A lot of people don't seem to grasp that for the majority of people with ED's it isn't necessarily about wanting to lose weight and look good.
For me (and this is probably the most common one amongst anorexics), it was was to do with this striking fear I had in regards to adulthood, independence and responsibility.
When you stop eating your body and mind reduce themselves to a child-like state. You become unholy amounts of irritable, your breasts shrink, you become lighter, weaker, more helpless and your periods stop to name a few symptoms.
All of a sudden you don't have to worry about maturing and having to look after yourself. Suddenly your weak and small and pathetic again and everybody wants to look after you.
In many ways it's a result of being coddled in childhood. I was never spoiled as a kid and I've never been rich, but I was never allowed to do anything on my own, never allowed to get a job, even part-time, and it resulted in me never having really learnt how to do anything and then developed this fear of responsibility. I wasn't allowed to control any aspect of my life, but the one thing I could control was my body, what went into it and how it developed and appeared.
I was never as bad as this chick, my lowest weight only ever having reached 102 lbs at 5'5", so luckily I escaped the potential of having being marred by long-term damage, anal fissures from the chronic constipation aside.
No. 290817
>>290816Were your reasons for developing bulimia anything like mine
>>290815 ?
No. 290820
>>290809It's because we evolved to endure relatively long periods of starvation. The method of hunting humans primarily used was exhaustion hunting, we just chased after shit until it couldn't go on any longer, humans who couldn't do this died off, so the trait was selected for and evolved in. That coupled with the harsh environments early humans evolved in and you end up with a pretty robust animal. Tribes people and long distance runners show this off pretty well, they're both extremely thin.
People always say "A skinny person can be just as unhealthy as a fat person!" But it's complete bullshit. Humans are supposed to be on the skinny side.
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>>290784Her blog is making me sick
No. 290822
>>290821That grating, sarcastic cheerfulness is what gets me.
It makes the whole thing much more nauseating.
No. 290823
>>290820I think what people mean when they say that is
>healthy = skinnybut
>skinny =/= necessarily healthyLike there's no way for a truly overweight person to really be healthy but not everyone who is thin is automatically healthy either. I'm bordering on underweight myself and I'm an unhealthy sack of crap. Still better off than someone who is 50 pounds overweight, but not exactly something to strive for.
No. 290824
>>290815oh my god, i feel exactly the same!! im the youngest child in the family, i didn't want to ever leave them .they didnt spoil me though, just that i didn't want to grow up,i was scared of adulthood, i wanted to disappear. ,i felt to insecure. i know it sounds stupid but i didnt want a feminine body, i was ashamed of my breasts and tights and i wanted to be completely flat and lose as much weight as possible, i wasn't ready for a "responsible adult life". im trying to lose weight on my tights but im trying to do it in a healthy way.
i think in most cases ED isn't about losing weight anymore,its about wanting to disappear,to be completely helpless so that someone could take care of you.
sorry for shitty english.
No. 290826
>>290821How come she still has teeth? I was bulimic for 2 years and I have enamel erosion. My teeth are fucking transparent and they keep chipping.. I have like 15 cavities. FUCK BULIMIA!!
Luckily I'm getting them fixed soon.
No. 290831
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>>290830Er, you're linking to a Ashley Finch post and using a shmegeh photo?
If you're going for a pre-anorexia pic, at least use one from way, way back where you can actually see her body.
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>>290830That isn't Shmegeh pre-anorexia, that's pretty much her now.
Don't get me wrong she's horrendously underweight and definitely anorexic, but it's well known that when taking her own photos she employs the use of angles, makeup and tensing her muscles in order to make herself look a lot thinner than she actually is.
There's picture of her taken semi-candid at conventions and she is nowhere bear as bad she makes out.
No. 290833
>>290832i completely agree. i guess she "loves" her ED and wants to look as thin as possible.
i honestly don't understand those thinspo queens. they look like fucking zombies, they want shock ppl how fucking thin they are. do they want ppl to feel sorry for them or what? i honestly don't understand. people HATE their eating disorders and they wish they didn't have it. this is what i've heard from ED victims.
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>>9890You just reminded me of Ruaridoll. She was reportedly anorexic/bulimic and the same way, though she didn't have a Tumblr IIRC, just a deviantart and YouTube. Fuck I miss her
For those not familiar:
https://www.youtube.com/user/ruarridoll/videos No. 290837
>>290805Shit, this is all so strange. It seems that her mother had driven her to this point. I googled her name and it showed me to a pro-ana forum and saw that even they were really fucking horrified by what they'd seen.. also apparently she's a racist? (some black people were rude to her on one of her pictures online or something, so she hates all of them now apparently).
What I'm wondering is… how does she go out in public? Without anybody saying anything or shit, calling the cops or something?? There's a video on her instagram where she's at Krispy Kreme ordering a dozen donuts for herself…
No. 290838
>>290837Of course people say shit to her when she's out. She's mentioned this before.
As for calling the cops, who would actually do that…? Most people wouldn't want to get involved.
No. 290840
>>290821I'm sort of familiar with ED's, just anorexia since I used to read about it in high school, but is this alien chic able to stay alive for so long because she eats a bit and then purges on top of being anorexic? I thought they were separate diseases, or do they often overlap?
I'm surprised her body can take all that greasy ubhealthy food at her current weight, that's assuming she does eat what she orders.
No. 290841
>>290820It's not complete bullshit.
look at some of these girls. you can be slightly overweight and not have acute health risks like these people do. But I guess it's not a fair comparison then.
>>290840Just because you purge doesn't mean all your stomach contents are voided, and that you haven't been able to absorb some nutrients (probably quite importantly, monosaccharides and amino acids) through the stomach lining. The latter is broscience, though.
And the two have similar psychologies. WP states that people tend to alternate between the two, so yeah, there seems to be an overlap.
>>290805I don't understand why she's so cryptic. Or maybe I'm just dumb, idk. If her mom is anorexic too, that'd make sense. Two teenage girls, one supposed to take care of the other, and both unable to take care of themselves. But some kind of
triggering event? What would that be? I thought this kind of thing was gradual.
>>290836She seems cuter than I remember. I don't like being attracted to crazy girls…
No. 290843
>>290842>And on the extreme ends of the scale you're much more likely to survive being skeleton thin than you are being massively obese with fewer complications if you come out the other side.I don't know about that, anon. Permanently fucked up teeth, bones, arthritis, withered organs, barrenness, extreme malnutrition and the possible inability to digest properly, throat erosion in the case of bulimia, etc from being full hungry skeleton is probably much worse than having a few joint pains and heart issues after losing a lot of weight.
It just seems to me like you're trying to justify certain things.
No. 290844
>>290843In the case of anorexia and bulimia, yeah. Most of what you listed are condition specific side effects not due simply to lack of nutrition though, which is what I was talking about. If you're going to play it like that I could just as easily list a bunch of shit specific to extremely bad diets (i.e. people who drink so much coke their teeth rot) rather than just overeating on an okay diet.
Even so, the list of the possible complications for being obese is four times as long as the list of risks for being severely underweight.
>http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Obesity/Pages/Complications.aspxvs
>http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Anorexia-nervosa/Pages/Complications.aspxIt's still twice as long if you include all of complications of bulimia, which are all due to vomiting not lack of nutrients.
http://www.nhs.uk/Conditions/Bulimia/Pages/Complications.aspxThere has never been a period in history where overeating was a risk to human health besides the period we're living in now. We have simply not evolved to deal with an excess of calories, where as we have adapted quite a considerable amount to dealing with periods of starvation. Starvation has almost always been a threat to at least one population on earth at any given time.
I'm not saying being anorexic isn't fucked up, even without the physical aspect it's undoubtedly an extremely fucked up thing, being that it's a mental illness and all.
No. 290845
>>290841It's not even that cryptic, she's pretty obviously saying her mom has an ED too.
While the development is sometimes gradual, it can also be
triggered or made considerably worse by something traumatic happening. Obviously we don't know how Ashley's ED developed, but I think anon was just wondering because she does remember a time when she ate at least somewhat normally.
No. 290847
>>290843Let's not forget your butthole getting all kinds of fucked up ;__;
Nobody ever mentions that kind of stuff when they try to glamourise anorexia, but the sad truth is that when you're eating very little your body slows it's metabolic rate in order to attempt to extract every last little bit of nutrition from whatever food you are ingesting, and this leaves the digested food to collect, and in 6-7 days. maybe even longer, when you're suddenly ready to poop…
Oh my lawd. Never again.
No. 290848
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Ashley and her mom.
(from her facebook)
No. 290849
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>>290848Her mom actually looks quite sweet, which is jarring. Looks fairly underweight too though.
Another pic.
No. 290850
>>290848>>290849>Her mom actually looks quite sweet, which is jarring.My thoughts exactly. I wonder if she looks at her daughter and feels like shit because she actively contributes to her condition and makes her worse.
I'd honestly like to slap her in the face even though I don't know the full story.
No. 290854
>>290832Sorry, I know this is a nitpick but I have to point it out-
Why is it that I ALWAYS see girls who claim to be such huge, dedicated EVA fans cosplaying Asuka with her interface clips the wrong way?? They're always either upside-down or completely sideways.
No. 290857
>>290856Huh? She's quite vain and takes care of her appearance.
And you definitely need to finish the series and watch EoE afterward
No. 290858
>>290855She could at least smile and not do the slack jaw :O face. Its kind of a stupid look for Asuka, who is more vibreant and expressive and photogenic.
>>290857Shut up, shmigger. You're not the only true EVA/Asuka fan in the world, you know. I saw 3.0 when it came out in Japan, suck on that you skelechan wannabe.
No. 290860
>>290857Oh, I thought she was just "naturally pretty" and that it was part of her sort of arrogant, "acting like she's superior" character.
NGE is just very hard to watch for someone like me because muh depression making and identifying with Shinji making some episodes near excruciating to watch.
No. 290861
>>290859>making those assumptionsI have the platinumbox set, I've seen every episode. In none of them does Asuka make a surprise cockface, not even in EOE in Unit 02 when she's all "aw shit, its the Lance!" After fighting the EVA series. And she was in her plugsuit, not her Tokyo 3 uniform.
Shmiggles just likes to drop her wide, manly jaw in the vain hope it'll make her squirrelly cheeks look hollower. What she SHOULD do is use all her makeup and Photoshop to do the shriveled up maggot covered Asuka corpse we see in the bottom of the lake right before she snapos out of her coma. That would be hilarious, and it would play right into her wheelhouse- that is, her inability to make any other facial expressions.
No. 290862
>>290857Yeah but she still never once in the series putbon raccoon eye-shadow. Asuka's makeup is very very subtle.
Yes, she's vain, but also she's not there for anyone but herself, so getting all done up doesn't make sense. She's only interested in piloting EVA and showing everyone how great she is.
No. 290863
>>290860I definitely know that feel.
I feel like watching NGE was good, though. Made me feel less like I was the only one with problems dealing with things, plus it has a (sorta) hopeful message at the end.
No. 290864
>>290860I know that feel, its much easier if you just remember "Shinji is a pussy. Shinji is a pussy."
Focus on Misato instead, she's a boss.
No. 290865
>>290864>Shinji is a pussyNah, Shinji is an average, depressed 14 year old forced to do shit he doesn't understand by shitty adults while surrounded by other depressed or otherwise mentally ill people.
Seriously, anyone who hates Shinji or doesn't recognize that he tries his best over the course of the show has to be retarded or inhuman.
No. 290867
>>290864I'd Misato so hard. She's compassionate, carefree, loves to drink and she's also pretty competent.
>>290865I guess you need to keep that in mind a little. A 14 year old boy is barely coming out of childhood and entering being a teen. But ages in anime are so weird. You have 10y/os being sexually agressive and weird stuff like that. One would almost assume Shinji is 17 or something.
>>290866And while taking LSD, right?
No. 290870
>>290863Agreed. I watched it when I was 16 and it made me realize I was depressed. I didn't seek help until my mid-20's, and sort of ironically?, told my family while I was in Japan.
I look at NGE as helping me realize I could get help for my depression, so I see it as hopeful even though it has a lot of depressing moments, especially EoE.
Rebuild I've liked so far and I'm interested to see how it all plays out.
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>>290792is this person serious rn
No. 290875
>>290815>>290814>they must know on some level they're killing themselvesNot necessarily. A lot of eating disordered thoughts are based on the belief that you are in a way superhuman, and, well, when you go days on 500 calories as your friends have more than that for breakfast and are already complaining about how hungry they are before noon, you kind of start believing you really are.
A poorly fed mind helps.
>>290829She's probably a binge/purge subtype anorectic. Which means she doesn't purge all the time.
>>290833It's a love/hate relationship. You hate it, but you need it, and you hate that you need it but you still do because it's not a choice. Putting yourself out there is "good" because people tell them they look great and so thin and sometimes they're worried and you feel your eating disorder validated because you yourself cannot believe you are actually thin or that it's a problem.
You wish you didn't have it, but at the same time you are glad you do. At least that's how it's with me. I feel glad and relieved when I look in the mirror and see myself as fat at a BMI of 16.4 because it means I can see reality and I'm not deluding myself thinking I look thin. Does any of this make any sense?
>>290840They overlap quite often, because undereating eventually causes binging - and, well, you want to lose weight/not gain, so you throw up. Throwing up is addictive, so you end up doing it again and again. On the other hand, throwing up is also terrible so if you're bulimic you're likely to eventually starve yourself so you don't have to do it.
There's bulimia, anorexia and under anorexia there's binge/purge subtype. They're "separate" diseases but the line is very blurry. There use to be EDNOS (eating disorder not otherwise specified) too, which is now OSFED… the lines are all very blurry. You can be a fasting/binging/purging person with OSFED and eventually lose enough weight to be considered anorexic, or you can start b/ping enough to be bulimic, etc.
No. 290880
>>290877i was one of Ashley's friends for ahwile, until she started seeing me as a threat and dumped me. [I have an ED, as well.] her mother is a horrible, disgusting, terrible human being, trust me. idk know exactly how, but i strongly suspect Ash-chan's mother is 95% of the reason why Ash is suffering so badly.
it infuriates me i wasn't able to do anything to help either of them.
No. 290886
>>290882apparently my "body" and my "life" were too perfect"… she started to get jealous… happens with every one of us. I don't hold it against her at all though.
>>290883penpals/online pals
No. 290889
>>290885shit, being with her mother is toxic but she doesn't want to accept any kind of help either
idk
No. 290890
tbh i have a hard time taking anything ash writes on her personal blog seriously.
like, all we know about her relationship with her mother is what she chooses to relay to us, presumably with her own bias added in. and the way ash responds to her followers does NOT make hers seem like the most lucid perspective.
i wouldn't be surprised if all of this–her ED, her internet presence/following, the stories she relays about her family– was just a bid for attention and sympathy that got blown out of proportion.
I've never seen her behave once as though she cares about other human beings, she doesn't seem to care about her own well-being in the slightest, she uses her mother's treatment as a crutch to excuse her behavior while at the same time pushing any source of assistance away because she feels 'threatened' by someone who's better off than she is.
and she might be right to feel threatened. her ED is what's given her e-fame and perhaps finally a sense of importance in the world. recovery would take that away from her even if it made her capable of living her real life.
it's not just her body that's sick, her personality is self-destructive, childish and toxic. if she doesn't accept responsibility for her own actions, if she doesn't even try to make things better for herself but just wants to bitch about her unfortunate life on tumblr, then i can't have any sympathy for such a person.
No. 290891
Regarding money she seems to stand good.
Constantly buys clothes, orders $75 worth of food and then throws it up (
>>290821 ) , owns an iphone etc
I don't think she able to work at all so she gets money from her mother or maybe disability checks?
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yeah… this girl is off her rocker.
No. 290893
>>290892The fuck is she even talking about?
>I'll judge you, and give you the best eating disorder I see fit. >because you wished me well and want me to recover?????
No. 290898
>>290784weird question, but does she ever post anything about working out?
i had/have anorexia and i used to NEVER exercise at all because I felt so tired and awful all the time. however, my doctor said i should try pilates for mood and posture benefits and it weirdly helped with my ED. i started to feel more comfortable with my body, more energetic, more in control etc etc. i still do 40 minutes pilates 4-6 times a week and it helps a lot.
idk, i get that telling someone who is anorexic to exercise seems dumb but in my case it worked lol
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>>290903I only know because of her dude's FB.
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Wtf.
No. 290917
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>>290774so beautiful, much queen
No. 290918
>>290917I know Felice used to regularly abuse Photoshop, but posting a timed screenshot in which somebody is pulling an emotive expression in order to prove that somebody is "ugly" is seriously the most retarded thing.
Like, are you brain damaged?
No. 290919
>>290918Didnt say she was ugly, just showing she isnt like OP's pic and its much easier to use a screencap than a photo
fuck i didnt mean to hurt your feelings, but please keep insulting me if it boosts your ego
No. 290920
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>>290919Dude don't get so upset, it's just a common tactic that those fucktarded Freelicers used to use repeatedly on Tumblr and it got to the point where I ended up hating Freelicers more than I did Felice.
Anyway, even if I don't think Felice is remarkably stunning IRL, I always found her shoops pretty to look at.
No. 290921
>>290920Dude perhaps take your own advice? You are the one who called me brain damaged, you sounded pretty butthurt
and fuck no I cant stand those freelicers, bunch of hypocrites imo
I dont think felice is ugly AT ALL and that wasnt my point, but she doesnt look like the supermodel she shoops herself to be in all of her photos and its difficult to find one thats really her face so I looked for screencaps. same goes for mila and joanna and dakota and wylona, its real sad they feel under pressure to change their faces so much because they are not "enough" and this creates a vicious cycle. Personality wise tho felice is ugly by I know we are not discussing that XD
No. 290922
>>290915 As far as I know, this is the only profile she uses right now. Going by her real name 'Lauren' even though she has claimed that it
triggers her.
https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100004814767140 No. 290925
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Is felice a lolcow rolemodel? she has spawned a lot of copycats (mila, wylona etc)
No. 290929
Girlnah anyone?
https://instagram.com/girlnah/only lulzy because she tries so hard to look like model-material on instagram but her irl shoots are fail
No. 290930
>>290929I feel like I could snap her in half.
Do these modelling agencies just look for literal human clothes hangers? Because that's basically what she is. On one of her photos she claims to have eaten only white rice and canned veggies (fucking barf, why not eat them fresh? Is she so lazy she can't chop some fucking vegetables?) for dinner for three days. Bitch needs some protein, she looks seriously malnourished.
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>>290931Looks through eyebrows for every photo, hair and complexion are shit because what are nutrients, looks like a beta white boy, acts like thinspo queen, uses the phrase "oh heavens".
The pretention is real.
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>>290934I actually adore her I think she is so cute. But yeah she has a precious little lamb persona and it can get boring. other than that she isn't a bitch, she is juste a depressed lazy girl.
Worst thing about her is her lips, they look like they're about to tear themselves anytimes.
>>290932Yeah I remember her saying that she had to gain in the hip arrea. You need to have very precise mesurment if you want to perfectly fit in high fashion clothings.
Yall can see her disgusting lips right here - >
https://instagram.com/p/3OttOvQ0S_/?taken-by=girlnah+ her tumblr (kindda hard to find sometimes…)
http://oeut.tumblr.com/ No. 290940
>>290939+ I wish I was skinnier, but not as much as her, I can only imagine how disgusting her ass must be u_u
But I doubt you have any sex drive anyway when you are this manourished.
If you go to the archive of her tumblr you will notice color variation in what she is rebloging, blue, yellow, black, etc. I actualy think it's really cool and creative. And that you must have too much time on your hands to do that kind of shiit.
No. 290941
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>>290936oh my god. you're right. she shaved herself a massive forehead and covered the stubble with make-up.
lmfao
No. 290943
>>290915Not sure about this, but some truth blog (j-b)said she's living in a trailer. And some other blog posted her (Felice) saying that she's got a job, probably part time and in some art related? Can't find the source because I ditched a full folder of bookmarks relating to freelice. They seemed to have turned into social justice warriorism and how to bash cis people lel.
>>290939Is it just me, or do her body shot photos seem vertically stretched?
>>290941This expression… you've seen one photo of her and you've literally seen them all.
No. 290944
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so cute /s
No. 290948
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Top keks.
No. 290953
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eww it's so obvious
No. 290960
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>>290959Ahaha no, you're actually very lucky, widows peaks look great on women.
Even Felice used to pencil one on her hairline with black eyeliner, and sometimes when I have my fringe back I do too…
No. 290961
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>>290960Anything would look good on grace kelly.
Most of the time it make you look ugly IMO.
No. 290962
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>>290961No way they're beautiful and vampiric and I want one.
No. 290963
>>290961But that girl looks good.
What's fucking her up is that disgusting "messy bun" bullshit. I'm glad that shit trend's dying
No. 290966
Might be old news to some of you but Nightvenus changed its name (again) to Kasavara.
http://www.kasavara.com/shop-all/https://instagram.com/kasavara/https://www.facebook.com/shopnightvenus/timeline^ Felice hasn't changed the facebook URL from nightvenus
No. 290968
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>>290960Wow, Anon. I've always wished I had a widow's peak but penciling one in never occurred to me before. Thanks for the tip!
No. 290971
>>290948I'm sad she moved her Instagram. Anyone have the new link?
Also, lol @ her boycrush blocking her. Can't imagine why…
No. 290972
>>290971Here
https://instagram.com/kaysmetsers/She wouldn't be interesting at all if she weren't so thin. I can see why she tries hard to hold on to that.
Must be nice to be wealthy though. I'd love to go to cafes all around europe and eat fresh fruit and sushi every other day.
No. 290979
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HAHAHA how embarrassing
No. 290980
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No. 290990
>>290979omg this is not a natural hairline is it???
can someone find an example??
i want to know if she for sure shaves it lol
why doesn't she use chapstick for godssake
No. 290995
>>290994Yes that was like the best part.
I remember I got so annoyed with Freelice once I started up a Freelice exposure blog to rustle the.
Somebody Anonymously sent me an ask with links to some of the primary users Tumblr accounts, and fuck, it turned out to be legit.
I published all 5 complete with personal photos from their Tumblr and surprise, surprise, literally every one of them was a goth/wiccan wannabe, 2 were obese to really top off the goth ensemble, one of them had an old DeviantArt account containing Felice fan art drawings, and all of them had at least 2 photos of themselves that they'd straight up ripped poses/makeup/clothing/objects off of a photo of Felice, like Mila used to do.
I remember when I published it to the Felice tags they fucking exploded, the fallout was fucking glorious. They were all screeching about invasion of privacy and data protection and how they've never taken it this far against Felice (which is patently untrue).
In the end like 3 of them deleted their personal and Freelice Tumblrs.
No. 290996
>>290995Haha, holy fuck. Do you still have some photos?
I do really miss Felice drama but she gone. The renamed shop of hers doesn't even state a name and address which is kind of illegal.
No. 290999
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>>290997She finally dropped photoshop?
No. 291000
>>290998>>290904This photo is from march 2015.
Welp, they're really back together? Last thing I knew were he had enough of her crazy shit.
No. 291002
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>>291001>>290996Oh well I found this through Google images.
This is one of them. Priceless huh?
No. 291004
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>>291002>>291001>>290996And another (I think this was the one that used to do fan art of Felice).
No. 291008
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Do yall remember Emily Crockpot who was so obsessed with Felice she got the exact same piercings as Felice, most of her photos involved imitating Felice–like really specific things. The spirit hoods, outfits, wigs, hair color, poses, everything. And generally most ~truth blogs~ rim her ass and try to claim it a coincidence.
Her tumblr is emilyologist if you want to peep her tagged/myself and if you scroll far enough I'm sure you'll see various creepy examples
No. 291010
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>>291008she looks so much better in photos taken with a dslr
No. 291012
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Thrubaxx
No. 291013
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No. 291014
>>291011she's an above average white woman imo.
her eyebrows could use some work though, but aside from that she has big eyes, a small nose, full-ish lips, nice face shape. I think she's really attractive there.
No. 291015
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>>291014That's a very generous opinion but I don't agree about "above average" in the slightest.
Pic not really related just Sum Laffz.
No. 291016
>>290979You know, she looks so much like this gay guy off tumblr I used to follow a few years back. Face wise and espesh when she had blonde hair cos he had it too at one point
boyghost he went by
No. 291017
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>>290939now he goes by "ratqueen94"
http://ratqueen94.tumblr.com/and apparently is now into drag…
No. 291021
Seems Felice hasn't entirely disappeared.
She changed the name of her online store AGAIN.
(Most likely to avoid the word going around that Night Venus, and all her other stores, have been scams.)
http://www.kasavara.com/#0https://instagram.com/kasavara/She didn't even change the FAQ, it still says Night Venus lol.
No. 291022
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>>291004is that this girl-monopoly moon? she was on the freelice blogs for starting shit as she was white knighting felice hard (this was at a poit when felice was in hiatus) and also ranting on about fatties pretty hard
No. 291023
>>291018he looks like some new pokémon.
>>291022>also ranting on about fatties pretty harddespite being a fatty herself? lmao
No. 291028
>>291027Because it is obviously not Felice running that page and instead some scammer.
The fact that it only posts pictures that are either years old or have already been widely circulated on the internet instead of new, never-before-seen photos should be clue enough.
No. 291030
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>>291029>>291028And the fact that the account is posting images of random girls and pretending that they're Felice.
Pretty sure that the girl in this one is that Victoria cunt.
No. 291031
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why doesnt emily have her own thread?
> pic related
No. 291032
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I MEAN HONESTLY she's so full of shit it's hilarious
No. 291036
>>291035Nah they legit did.
Their makeup application was shit because they didn't have the tools we did today like foam applicators or bushes, they had to apply it with things like feathers, burnt charcoal ends and their fingers.
No. 291039
>>291031holy fuck, she looks so different than she did the last time I saw her. damn…
>>291032and oh my god that makeup is atrocious why would you even do that why why why
No. 291041
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Felice's recent scam shop:
http://www.kasavara.com/ No. 291045
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She really does write wierd weeb shit on the FB walls of her "husband" and friends.
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interesting…
No. 291052
>>291051Wow I could of wrote this comment myself. I was googling all sorts of random shit earlier today to find something, what is my life haha.
Felice is my true drama queen and my life is empty without her dead baby tweets tbh.
No. 291055
>>291050>>291051>>291052dammit guys i wanna know where she is. she is one of the people i loved to hate the most. surely it can't be that hard to find her…? but i'm probably bad at that kind of stuff.
but how does this person know? are they connected to her in some way?
No. 291059
>>291058By the sounds of things she's keeping a low profile? But obviously not a low enough one for her to be completely unidentifiable (maybe photos of bits of tattoos or something is giving her away like what happened with her secret ana accounts a few years back?). She's apparently doing a lot of the same shit she was doing before she disappeared and hasn't changed behaviour-wise.
But, yeah, it's really annoying for someone to be like "Oh I know where she is, but I'm not going to tell you where to protect her privacy blah blah blah". Like, if someone cared for her privacy that much, it wouldn't be mentioned at all because obviously people are going to try and figure out what clues Felice didn't erase from the internet forever which gives away her current identity/online usernames/whatever.
No. 291064
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this is her new twitter i believe, set on private ofc
No. 291065
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on a fanmade VK /felicefawn this pic was posed with a hashtag NEW
No. 291067
>>291064I've never hated her, I used to feel sympathetic because she was obviously confused and not completely right in the head. But it's annoying how she claimed her ~birth name~ was so horrible and
triggering and made her go into panic attacks… and now she's suddenly completely fine with it. Fucking stupid.
No. 291068
>>291067Clearly her birth name wasn't ~goffic~ enough for her persona hence the name change. It was stupid she wouldn't be up front about it though.
Although, it makes sense why she went back to her birth name because of the lies she told her fans about it
triggering her, they wouldn't try to find her under that name because it contradicts what she said…as if she never said contradicting things all of the time!
>>291064Good work, anon! I dunno if this is the new twitter that the El Diablo was referring to (in their message responding to the screencap here): apparently you could see from the twitter replies to the other private twitter account, that she was still drinking, but this new one has one reply to it that doesn't indicate anything like that (it's just a smily face)…
No. 291069
>>291068Samefag.
Apparently the final nail is being hammered into Felice Fawn's coffin: the Kasavara website has closed. The insta is still up but hasn't posted in 6 weeks. Same with the Facebook page.
It's the end of a bizarre-ass era, guys.
No. 291073
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from the VK site, recent pic
No. 291076
>>291073could her under eye area be any more photoshopped
part of me had really hoped she would've recovered not being in the public eye, but i know better. i wonder who her audience is now.
No. 291078
>>291064Remember when she said that her birth name was so
triggering and all the SJWs insisted on calling her Felice Fawn? And Rich always called her Em or L, but now she's fine being called Lauren?
Can't keep her lies straight anymore. So much for her name legally being changed to Felice kek
No. 291081
>>291067Confused and not right in the head?
Errrmm she scammed a bunch of people out of their money.
She racked up a huge debt on her friends account and then moved to the country to hide.
She knows exactly what she's doing.
No. 291082
>>291049It's a privacy setting. You can make it so only friends of friends can add you, you know, so random creeps from the internet can't be sending you friend requests. No need to snoop.
>>291064I do wonder if she accepts follow requests there. I want to know what she's up to, I've missed the Fawn drama.
No. 291083
>>291075eh what is it anyway? maybe we can find other accounts with the username.
>>291064this is weird. "em_loz1" she was usually so pretentious that she NEEDED the exact username "felicefawn" on every website and even message support about it when she couldn't get it. i forget which site that was for. she doesn't seem like an underscore/number username kinda person.
No. 291087
>>291086Yeah, reminds me of one of those grim holiday parks by the sea.
I imagine Rich still works, I'm pretty sure he used to work at a call centre or something. At this point he's probably paying for her to sit at home drinking, playing video games and eating salmon all day. God knows what else she'd do since she's always been a hermit and doesn't even have an online presence anymore. Even if she wanted a job, it would be hard for her to get one. She must be, what, 27 (?) by now and she's never worked, that's going to look suspicious as fuck to any employer.
No. 291090
>>291087I've just read El Diablo's latest post on pull (haven't been there in a while
trembling) and if it's the same person who was using that username a while back in the freelice/truth blog circle (sounds like her typing) I reckon she's right. Rich is probably the one doing the actual legwork for the store, she's just gaming/drinking/slyly resurrecting her online presence and using the position of "buyer" at her shitty store to satisfy her impulsive shopping. Also El Diablo if you read this, glad you're ok after your blog disappeared without a trace.
And yeah, most people have their d.o.b on their CV, so if it's missing you'd probably wonder what was up with that and discard the application. Doubt she'd get to interview stage and even if she did it would be painfully obvious she's never held even a basic job in her life.
No. 291093
>>291092Samefag;
But put her as Lauren Cook into Google and nothing incriminating. As long as the felice fawn thing doesn't come up she's safe
No. 291094
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Lauren E. Cook is a pretty common name
No. 291095
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>>291092>>291093She better not give her middle name to any future employers, cause Encyclopedia Dramatica is the second result.
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So i was looking up what a "shoreditch twat/hipster" was and this image popped up lol. she could have had a really good career, why did she mess it up?
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>>291080>Nownah, shes been doing that for a while, one time her twitter was just full of skyrim tweets
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Oh-oh spaghetti-O's.
No. 291110
>>291109well done anon
I've noticed that she goes by this name especially when promoting her art, but haven't been able to find an active account
No. 291111
Stating the obvious, a lot of (presumably) her Lauren Aster profiles are located to Sheffield. Really intriguing, wondering what the story behind that might be.
>>291109Also she looks like she's done the whole cocaine (again) in here.
No. 291112
>>291111Aw dang I literally JUST moved from Sheffield otherwise I totally would have spotted her.
Would have been a bizarre experience.
No. 291119
>>291109holy shit, her arms. all dat lanugo.
recovery my ass.
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>>291123Nah she just doesn't have any visible in this photo.
No. 291126
>>291125It's more the other way around, but I know what you mean.
I'd put it down to the fact that Proserpina blatantly and desperately thirsts to be Felice at the height of her e-fame.
No. 291127
>>291126Um no. I know victoria copies felice with the whole gawth thing but i am specifically talking about that pic alone and felice is the woman of a thousand faces and that specific face looks like the one victoria shoops herself into also, which is why i put it down to le photoshop.
But yeah the e-fame thing, you can spot a mile off tumblrina's who do that and its so pathetic, is felice fawns story not a warning to anyone?
No. 291136
>>291127tbh I'd say that Felice actually seems to be using
less photoshop nowadays. If you compare these to her candids, aside from lacking her demonbby circle lenses, it's a lot closer to her 'real' face, or at least the one shown in her live videos.
anyways, I'm not sure what you're trying to get at here. You think Felice wants to be Proserpina now or what? Nobody's that stupid, her personality is rancid shit and her photoshopping is mediocre at best. If this girl even has a lick of common sense, she knows it's in her best interest to stay far, far away from the internet after her history with it.
Don't get me wrong, I love watching trainwrecks, but I can't imagine even Felice being desperate enough to try a piece of Proserpina's edgelord e-fame spergcake.
No. 291138
>>291136so i did some basic google stuff!
she made a post in a forum, providing some screenshots of stuff but didnt cut off the background, theres a saved photoshop quick link and you can clearly recognize her -also browser favs say “Lorna Twitter“ wasnt lorna that maya chick she supposed screw over with money?
and also shes still (or again) on twitter, and from her follower tweets she isnt very happy (about being exposed but doubt she told them) but idk you cant just scam people, disappear and build a new persona and act like nothing happened this is not how it works
No. 291141
>>291136>be using less photoshop nowadays>You think Felice wants to be Proserpina now or what? Nobody's that stupidPlease calm down white knight, i wasn't attacking felice, i was commenting on that specific picture alone which i have said twice now. I didnt realise doing that would produce this much salt. Its also the reason i said i put that down to
photoshop, i dont think felice is trying to copy victoria at all i think its an effect of the
photoshop.
> If you compare these to her candids, aside from lacking her demonbby circle lensesYeah I dont follow these people anywhere near as closely as you evidently, just thought in that one picture alone she looked a bit like victoria's pics in victoria's thread, thats all.
> I'm not sure what you're trying to get at here.I'm not getting at anything. You are paranoid. I just said two pictures of two different people look alike. Take the tin foil hat off anon, i assure you no conspiracy here.
>but I can't imagine even Felice being desperate enough to try a piece of Proserpina's edgelord e-fame spergcake.Again I am at a lost where you think i suggested that at all?
No. 291143
>>291142To be honest I was slightly impressed when I saw it. When I first searched her pseudonym I figured it was a different Lauren Aster because "Talent? From
my Felice Fawn?"
It's not super incredible but it is surprising that she actually has a modicum of ability. She could have actually gone somewhere in life if she focused on art from the beginning.
This is, of course, assuming this art was actually made by her.
No. 291147
>>291142She has a Reddit account too
https://www.reddit.com/user/laurenasterIt's all stupid gamer shit though
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>>291138>>and also shes still (or again) on twitter, and from her follower tweets she isnt very happy (about being exposed but doubt she told them) Are you talking about the laurenaster one? The tweets @ that account are from October and there's nothing about her being unhappy/recently exposed in them. Got any screencaps? This is an imageboard after all…
The laurenaster twitter account is still cleared out. But I took a look at who recently tweeted at her, looked in their followers lists in the hopes of finding a new Lauren account and found fucking Ember.
These guys have 133 and 178 followers respectively so like fuck Ember just stumbled across the accounts by chance
and followed them. She still wants to be Felice/Lauren and it's fucking pathetic.
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>>291150I'm just gonna drop her “new“ twitter, its already on tumblr under #felice so she's gonna find out either way, its laurenxaster, some tweets at her are already deleted since yesterday. also pic is the screenshot she posted to a forum
No. 291158
>>291156You're not a "gamur grrrrrrrrl" if you actually enjoy/frequently play games, which it appears she does.
And how is she trying to get attention for it? As far as I can see she actually hauled ass and deleted all her shit the second she found out people had caught a sniff of her new alias.
I feel sorry for Lauren. The scamming I don't even care about at this point.
No. 291160
>>291159She doesn't even have an online presence now though.
Having a few private accounts you keep hidden =/= online presence.
No. 291162
>>291161It doesn't look like that to me at all, and how exactly is she seeking attention?
What, you think just because a woman plays video games that makes her an attention whore? I looked through her Reddit posts, they were all legitimate posts discussing the game Destiny, none of it attention seeking.
No. 291163
>>291162if she's not being shady and has nothing to hide then why delete everything again?
i didn't get to see anything before she deleted everything but i'm assuming she was taking a lot of selfies and still photoshopping them like in
>>291152it's totally possible to be into games and talk about them without posting your face. if she wanted to lay low in the first place, why would she do that? for the followers, likes, and attention.
No. 291164
>>291163
>if she's not being shady and has nothing to hide then why delete everything again?Come on Anon, I don't believe for one second that you're so stupid that you don't understand why somebody who has a lengthy history of notoriety and has hundreds of very specific individuals hunting and tracking their every move, why them finding your hidden SM accounts would prompt you to annihilate them and begin again.
As long as people know who she is, they will follow her for any juicy tidbit available to them. I wouldn't even put it above that nutter Ember to try and chart her fucking menstrual calendar from what I've seen of her.
>for the followers, likes, and attention.You and I know that there are far easier ways to get likes and attention, and keeping a handful of lowkey profiles with a fake name is probably the lowest way possible.
Neh, I legit believes she's done, but that doesn't mean she shouldn't be allowed to keep a few social media accounts to herself and upload her "art", traced or not.
Stalking her when she's made this clear just seems unnecessarily cruel to me.
No. 291169
>>291168People who dislike video games do not play them regularly and post about their experiences with them in secret.
I am so fucking sick of this goddamn "fake gamurrr grrrl I'm the only legit one!" trope. It needs to die.
No. 291171
>>291170I don't believe that for one second.
As far as I know played games for a while, and this is evidenced by her spazzing out back in Feb 2013 over almost 3 years ago now back when she couldn't get her name for the Playstation Network because it was already taken.
http://community.us.playstation.com/t5/PlayStation-3-Support/Stolen-Identity-PSN-Recovery/td-p/39485153 No. 291174
>>291173Oh booo :'( Sad that some of us are making sense?
This is lolcow, a board for catty bitching about people
s continuous misdeeds, but NOT the last time I checked for unbridled stalking.
Call me back when she actually does something interesting. Until then she is maximum yawn.
No. 291175
>>291174Making sense about what? She traces her art and she cons her fans.
What is giving you the impression she's a legit gamer girl? I don't remember a time she ever posted as much about other games (other than skyrim for a little bit) as much as she's posting about destiny. Her post were mostly about how she hated christians and loved to drink.
She makes sure to pick games that are geared towards guys to get more attention. a lot of girls here play games yet I don't advertise it online as hard as she's doing all of a sudden. Anything advertised is being used solely for attention. I don't get why you are defending her so hardcore.
No. 291176
>>291175
>she traces her art and she cons her fans. The bitch has no fans, her entire person is fucking dead, and last I checked art-tracing may be a shitty thing to do, but it isn't cause for a thread revival. The milk is weak.
>I don't get why you are defending her so hardcoreI don't get why you are attacking her so hardcore.
We are supposed to have higher standards than this eurgh, it's like the Berry thread all over again…
No. 291177
>>291176Why do you care that people despise her?
Also I didn't "attack" her she is a con. Either you are a fan or you you are her. chill out, people are going to talk about her whether you cry about it or not. chill out
Her attempting to sell traced art is just as good as the other crappy threads gossip and hate. Chill out.
No. 291179
>>291177
>or you you are herHaha oh wow, fucking smelt this one comin' a mile away, cause' people on this board can't have opinions that differ to yours in anyway way, that's IMPOSSIBLE.
And no I'm not a fan you cuck, I was even the last person to catch her tracing her shit right before she vanished.
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>>291181wtf? How am I forcing you? You missed the point Whatever think what you want, stupid argument.
No. 291183
>>291182And how the fuck am I trying to force you into something?
nd yeah, the argument is dumb. This entire board is effectively a house of opinions, so don't get your labia in a twist just because somebody has one that parallels your own.
No. 291188
>>291187Not denying she enjoys playing them. But what was the point of going through the trouble of taking and posting this picture
>>291109 if for attention? DSLR propped up, timer control in hand, face full of make-up, hair curled, skimpy clothing, boobs pressed together with her arms, and Destiny just oh so happens to be on in the background. Bitch please, don't tell me she was just innocently taking a selfie with no motives behind it.
You can be a gamer without taking very posed selfies like this to try and prove how much of a gamer nerd you are. Like, the gamers I know who also take selfies, don't feel the need to prove the gamer aspect of themselves in pictures like this. But whatever.
No. 291204
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>>291021She didn't even make up a new Instagram account? Hahahaha
No. 291211
>>291207And the stereotype is complete!
The Ancient Egyptians were also technically white as well by that considering they were never either.
>>291208There's some evidence apparently suggesting a bunch, at least, were not slaves but hired individuals to help carry out the jobs
No. 291213
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>>291208It's funny how to irritate whites, they weren't white, nor were nubians all slaves. Whites in Egyptian times were extremely pale and the hieroglyphics showed how different the whites were from the egyptions. They were black. Get over it
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>>291213Hmmmm kay' ;)
Even the Egyptian people of today will become offended if you try to state that their ancestors were black, and they know better than you do,
No. 291221
>>291213They weren't black or white. They were Egyptian. Y-DNA testing on modern Egyptians shows that their prehistoric ancestors stayed in one place and were isolated long enough that they became a highly distinct group. They're related to other northern and eastern Africans patrilineally through genes that spread across the region in the Neolithic era, though the impact of this event, whatever it was, is limited and Egyptians of the time were probably still very different from their neighbors. They went back to isolation afterwards, save for some Middle Eastern influence. As a result, dynastic and post-dynastic burials have a mixture of black, Middle Eastern and indigenous North African traits. Burials in Upper (southern) Egypt and northern Sudan show that mixing went on in those places during the historic era but the same can't be said for Lower Egypt. Muslim conquest didn't have much of an impact on genetics.
Basically, there isn't an easy way to classify them based on modern race. They're somewhere between black and white. They're related to North Africans, Middle Easterners and Northeast Africans, but they're very different from them at the same time.
No. 291223
>>291222Pretty much their own thing. You can't call them black or Middle Eastern because their ancestors mixed with those groups thousands of years before the dynastic period, but they're not typical North Africans either. When someone ancestors of a different race 6000 years before they were born it's not really accurate to call them mixed-race anymore.
As for skin color: As far as I'm aware we don't have a way of knowing. For reasons I don't understand it's impossible to figure out the skin color of a mummy preserved with the Egyptian method of mummification. You can sometimes tell the hair color, though.
No. 291229
>>291228I'm pretty sure that exact test was conducted about half a year ago, or they finalised the results or whatever, and then the results were deliberately withheld on account of how inflammatory they would have been upon release.
I distinctly remember reading something a long this vein, or maybe it was another race argument…
No. 291232
>>291228What blood test are you thinking of? I can't find anything except mentions that 2% of modern Egyptians are haplogroup B.
As for "a2" I think you're thinking of this DNA test:
>iGENEA, a Swiss personal genomics claimed to have reconstructed King Tut's Y-DNA profile based on screencaps from a Discovery Channel documentary about the study. iGENEA found that King Tut belonged to Y-DNA haplogroup R1b1a2, Members of the research team that conducted the academic study published in 2010 stated they had not been consulted by iGENEA before they published the haplogroup information and described iGENEA's claims as "unscientific." After pressure to publish Tutankhamun's full DNA report to confirm his Y-DNA results, the researchers refused to respond.Basically the Egyptians looked into Tut's DNA but didn't release the results. Going by what was shown on screen in the documentary some other researchers guessed the result to be R1b1a2 (common in the Balkans). Since the Egyptians won't publish their results there's a lot of controversy around it and it could be what
>>291229 is thinking of.
Meanwhile, five mummies tested in Germany came up as haplogroup I2 which has it's origins in Western Asia (i.e. the Middle East) but is common in Europe too.
Ramesses II's mummy has red hair, which shows up in some populations of modern North Africa (Berbers, etc).
Ramses III haplogroup was found to be E1b1a which has origins in East Africa but is now common in all of Africa.
Tutankhamun's skull is a mixture of African and European and is thus considered "North African".
tl;dr the Ancient Egyptians were basically the same African, Middle Eastern, and Mediterranean mutts as modern Egyptians. Black Americans need to realise that not all of Africa was their lebensraum.
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>>291232Wrong, The Did DNA test And the early egyptions were of subsaharan origin. Of course latter after greece infiltrated egypt there bloodlines intermingled and were eradicated. This image shown is obviously an egyption with typical black features
No. 291236
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King Tut is BLACK.
https://atlantablackstar.com/2013/10/25/10-arguments-that-proves-ancient-egyptians-were-black/Obviously when you look at egyptions they resemble black. They weren't white or europa until after the greeks invaded. There were more than one Cleopatra the first was Nubian. Whitewashing has always existed it's still going on. I'm prettier sure with how stupid society is today whites will be saying native americans were white also. Educate yourself. I'm done
(no one cares/off-topic) No. 291242
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>>291240Funny thing is her e-fame hungry white knights keep posting in her tag even now, like that monopoly moon girl but i guess that doesn't count?
No. 291244
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Felice and rich in 20 years time…
No. 291247
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it's good to know that felice is still an inspiration to some people like emily
No. 291249
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>>291248i believe it was for a photo shoot, sorry for the bad quality of the pic, couldnt find a better one
No. 291251
>>291250my apologies, i thought it was pretty funny.
but i have only posted it on this thread so im not sure what you are talking about.
No. 291255
>>291252felice ripped yolandi, and at the time everyone went on about how lame it was, though she obviously pulled it off WAY better than suburban trash emily.
and to me that picture never gets old, emily is even more clueless than felice and i didn't think that was humanly possible.
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Was Felice's hair during this era legit, or was it extensions? It's so full.
No. 291259
>>291258>>291257Actually when one of her ex-friends came out to speak against her one of the things she did note on when asked was that Felice's hair was all real and just very, very thick.
I can't see why she'd lie if she'd prior to that verbally dragged Felice through the mud.
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I didn't want to make a new thread for this and I can't really ask anywhere else, but does anyone maybe know where to find this theme:
http://web.archive.org/web/20111006185124/http://blog.felicefawn.com/ No. 291267
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Felice Fawn is back she now goes by "Lauren Aster"
No. 291268
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No. 291277
>>291276I know, right
After all the shit she pulled, I don't think she really had a choice tho
No. 291291
>>291288I have to disagree with you.
If attention is the endgame here, posting voiceless, textless screenplays of you playing widely popular online shooters to a reasonably anonymous Youtube account holding neither images nor personal details relating to yourself, well it's probably the worst way to go about getting it.
No. 291292
>>291291I think if it weren't for the fact that she's in all this debt and stuff, she would still be at what she was doing before.
I wonder what was the final straw and what got her to finally stop. Or if anyone convinced her to or something.
No. 291293
>>291292idk man, sometimes people just grow up.
She could actually still be regularly posting, she could even be on lolcow, we would just never know.
No. 291295
>>291292i think it had to do with the mix of debt collectors actually getting her info because of her online presence and her embarrassment over rich cheating and her staying
the bitch has to have some sort of anonymous thinspo something out there tho, i just think people don't care anymore to find it
No. 291298
>>291297Felice is kind of endearing to me but my favourite part of her drama was the bit when she collaborated with that E-publisher and she Tweeted about waking up with dog-shit in between her toes or something.
The E-publisher unfollowed on Twitter her and then later blacklisted her for being unprofessional as fuck, and oh lawd Felice was flipping the fuck out.
I never once believed that she was abusive to her animals though. Even the people that eventually rolled over on her always said "yeah she's a total shit, but she loves the fuck out of her animals and takes very good care of them".
No. 291306
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>>291304She definitely traces.
No. 291312
I know this thread is dead af but Felice was my favorite lolcow and I'm not going to lie I miss her. Through lurking Pull briefly this was posted and seemed really legit (posted July 15th) and we're waiting on proof, but really who would lie about knowing her in 2016. I thought it was worth contributing to this thread content wise. Has anyone figured out where she's at right now?
>I knew Lauren for several years before she became Felice, and we continued to be friends for a few more years before I decided I'd had enough.
We met on a social game called Furcadia when she was a teenager, which some of you may be familiar with. It was a good place to meet people and a thriving community at the time. It's not really like that anymore, but I digress.
During her time on Furcadia, she was primarily focused on her artwork, because this garnered her a lot of attention. In the game, you can have a custom 90x90 pixel art portrait, and making them for people was a good way to get some easy and consistent work as an artist, not to mention a lot of exposure in the community.
She did quite a few of these pixel art portaits. Some of them were genuine, others were half-assed "referenced" pieces. She actually has considerable artistic talent, but she would often cut corners when she needed to get something done quickly, or if she got bored with a particular project. As time progressed, she started spreading her art to emerging social media and other websites (DeviantArt, for example) in an attempt to grow a larger audience. Most of these have all been deleted. She doesn't like to leave trails.
She and I became very close during this time and for several years to come. We talked every day, spent huge amounts of time together, and eventually formed a romantic long-distance relationship. We would talk on MSN and Skype and we'd cam often. It was nice at the time. I didn't know about Rich until this had been going on for some time.
When I found out that she had a boyfriend, her immediate response was to completely downplay it. She'd act like they were on the rocks and she already had one foot out the door. She'd make me all these promises and say everything that she needed to say in order to keep me from walking. Of course, we all know that she never left Rich and never will. And just in case you're wondering: No, I'm not Andy. I wasn't public with my relationship with her, mostly because she did everything in her power to keep my mouth shut. In addition, all of my friends at the time knew who she was and were judgmental of my relationship with her (and RIGHTLY so). I should have listened, but I didn't.
She was very difficult to deal with. Her mood changed at the drop of a hat, and I had no idea why. Sometimes she'd be so sweet and loving, and then she'd just turn on me. Everything was always my fault. When I threatened to leave her, she would beg me and apologize and claim that it was a temporary mental condition or a new medication, and that it wasn't really her fault, and that she loved me, blah blah blah. If those explanations didn't work, she would threaten me. She'd tell me she was going to tell my friends all my "secrets", and she would go to elaborate lengths to fabricate falsehoods about me, and get all her little toadies to harass me until I agreed to speak to her again. I found out about her alcoholism during this time. I still took her back.
Several incidents of abuse followed, and I eventually broke up with her. I realized we were never going to be together in real life no matter how many times she promised, or how many planned meetups/trips she flaked out on. She did not take it well. In fact, she literally stalked me. When she realized I wasn't going to respond to her increasingly over the top threats and numerous ways to get around my social media blocks, she went silent.
Some time later, I began dating another girl. Lauren found out about it and started talking to the girl without my knowledge. She then started sending messages to me ABOUT this girl, which of course I was stupid enough to read. Without boring you too much with the minutiae of this exchange, she ruined our relationship with deceit and turned us on each other. Then, once we had broken up, she tried to "console" me. I was upset, and I allowed this to happen. I didn't know that she had manipulated the whole situation.
Shortly after we started talking again, she messaged me and told me she wanted to talk on cam. I got on cam and she went on this long rant about how we were meant to be together and that if I gave her a chance she could prove to me that she was different. She admitted to all her wrongdoings and told me it wouldn't be the same as it was before. She said she had stopped drinking and wasn't on any pills. After this, when it seemed like I was receptive to her apology, she proceeded to take her clothes off. She then wrote my name across her bare breasts in black marker, and passed out on cam.
Later, Rich found her naked with another man's name scrawled across her chest and our chat log open, and messaged me to ask "WHAT THE FUCK DUDE?"
Believe it or not, she had an excuse for the whole thing. Of course! Someone had slipped something into her drink at a meet and greet (this was when she was Felice Fawn at this point, so the idea of a meet and greet didn't seem abnormal). I told her she could fuck right off. More begging. More threats. Blah blah blah. Apparently Rich bought that story because they didn't break up and she said he knew about me and was "okay with it", which I'm sure she left out when she talked to HIM about it. This guy must either have the patience of a saint or the intelligence of a goldfish.
I was DONE at this point. The only thing this girl cares about is getting people wrapped up in her. She has secret blogs everywhere, and undoubtedly courts many online suitors simultaneously. It's a never-ending rotation of attention seeking behavior. The most infamous of these is, of course, her "thinspo" blogs where she would post body pics of her anorexia progress (in addition to cutting). When she and I first started dating, she wasn't skinny. In fact, she was actually a little on the chubby side. And you know what? I liked it. I didn't care. Then she started to get thinner and change her look, and it started to get her attention. I didn't mind it that much, because I thought she was doing it in a healthy way. Then she takes on this weird "Felice Fawn" persona and starts becoming obsessed, and the more people started looking up to her, the worse it got. In situations like this, she quite literally loses touch with reality, it's like she gets high on popularity and she does the most batshit in insane things to keep it going. She's sick, and I don't think she'll ever get any help. I certainly gave up on trying.
Her blogs never stay a secret, no matter how sensitive and personal the subject matter is, or the lengths she goes to hide her face or pretend to be someone else. Keeping things hidden made it hard to become popular, so it didn't matter how secretive her many blogs started out, she'd leak it all by the end to see how much attention she could get. When things started getting too hot to handle, she'd burn the whole thing down and start over with a new setup. She doesn't completely get rid of old attachments, though. She keeps coming back to get her fix on a favorite flame. She can't stop.
It took me a long time to get over her, and the damage she caused to my personal life was pretty irrevocable. I'm not entirely innocent, because I let so much of this go on for so long, but I guess the purpose of this post was just to share my story to people who might be interested in hearing it. It's cathartic to finally just unload the whole thing.
No. 291314
>>291312in the beginning I took this with a huge grain of salt, but prepared to consider if it could be legit. but now that I finish it, i don't believe it at all. this sounds like one of the old obsessed freelicers trying to spark new shit to get people talking about her again. this must be at least the 10th+ time some mysterious friend/classmate/acquaintance/family/ex comes out of fucking no where to tell juicy secrets about THE REAL Felice because "she ruined muh life and was a horrible person" to some gossip forum now that the anti-felice anonymous ask boxes are dead.
even if this were a real person, he's a creepy shitbag. you don't just randomly find PULL by googling Felice Fawn, it doesn't come up. they'd have to do some questionable digging on someone that "took a lot time to get over her and the damaged she caused"
No. 291315
>>291314Just for the sake of clarity I googled "Felice Fawn" or "Felice Fawn 2016" and that's how I found the PULL post, it's one of the first few results.
I think it's reasonable to believe she has exes who lurk, because everyone sort of does it at least once and she did have such a ridiculous online presence. If this person exists, it makes sense for them to not really be over it and might still want some weird form of justice, regardless of how small it is.
I believe it only because he's a very coherent writer and the Furcadia details, especially with the MSN chats and her artwork. He's not really trying to convince people of anything ridiculous, just that she is addicted to attention, which everyone already knows. The tone came of as very apt to the situation, but maybe I'm more likely to believe it considering everyone forgot about her and moved onto someone new to criticize.
I don't think a "freelicer" (so glad that's not a thing anymore, oh my god) could come of as collected and recount anything foundational.
No. 291316
>>291314Honestly, I feel the same way. Yet I still could see it being believable.
during those times rich found her with someone, that's probably when they would go on so many "breaks".
No. 291317
>>291315>I believe it only because he's a very coherent writer and the Furcadia details, especially with the MSN chats and her artwork.I never even followed Felice and I know about her pixel artwork and Furcadia. There's a section for it in her ED article, it's called "Felice the furry", lol. The rest of it could have easily been made up. Again, this is far from the first time someone has pretended to know Felice and wrote some lengthy story about how they used to be friendly with her, how she manipulated them/did X bad thing to them, and now they're here on some gossip forum/blog for a Tell-All story about her because she "deserves" it or whatever.
and it's always the same thing. a mix of information that's already online (pixel art and furcadia), or that everyone already knows (she likes attention and manipulates people), mixed in with a story that can't be proven (took her clothes off on chat, wrote his name on her breasts and passed out).
No. 291321
>>291312Furcadia portraits are 95x95 not 90x90 and anyone that actually played the game would know this. It costs $10 to upload a portrait to the site, and if you uploaded an image at the wrong dimensions it would look all fucked up and you'd be out the entire $10.
I knew Felice, and played furcadia, and I don't believe this. She did have people she internet-dated on the game, but none of them have spoken publicly about her. This is just another attention starved weirdo pretending to have deets.
No. 291335
>>291332There are hundreds of profiles on almost every social media site with her pictures of catfish profiles.
She also deleted all her videos from her YT channel.
Does anyone know who runs the tumblr blog?
No. 291337
>>291336looks like it
Felice seemed to play mostly with Tracer iirc
But of course it's possible that she (finally) decided to take up a new username.
>>291333Btw anon, what makes you think it's her? Might as well be a random person or (accidental) selfpost
No. 291338
>>291337https://psnprofiles.com/laurenasterThat's a confirmed account of hers. It says her main PSN is Shruna. When the Twitter was public the profile listed that as their PSN name.
If you look at the cached tweets it's relatively obvious it's her too.
No. 291339
>>291338Thank you for clarifying anon
(I don't have twitter or really know how it works so I didn't see anything)
No. 291340
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Anyone recognise this image?
Recent or old?
No. 291341
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Found this on that VK social network
No. 291342
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oops
No. 292211
>>291350i've lurked plenty you retard, and nobody has mentioned her name.
>>291349the reason i asked is because we're from the same country and.. it's not pro terrorist lol. thanks though. do you have any links to her?
No. 320533
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sorry to bump for nothing much, but I was looking at some digital artworks and came across this and immediately recognized it from a picture of Felice. this is by an extremely professional artist (and they did not mention her name or the reference), given how she used to react to "fanart" i think Felice would have pissed herself if she saw this
No. 320568
>>320533kind of sucks that they didn't credit her, even if she's off the Internet.
I wonder if she still lurks her tags etc. I mean, she probably does lol
No. 321309
>>320869What?
I really hope not, would really suck for her and that artist is a dick then.
No. 513016
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Sorry to bump this thread for basically nothing, but I was curious what my old favorite lolcow is up to these days.
I searched her name on Twitter and it appears Felice has either left Rich (LOL) or this is another Andy situation. xAbbreviation (real name Robert) is well known for being a PvP god in the Destiny community and was one of the top players for Trials.
If you search Felice's username in his tweets, their relationship appears to have been going on since at least 2016.
I believe this is the same Robert that Felice had multiple times in her bookmarks from that screenshot of hers that someone posted.
>>291152Sorry if I did this wrong. I'm more of a lurker.
>>513012Thanks anon. Edited pic.
No. 513053
>>513016Omg thank you for this anon. I miss felice drama more than anything! I remember after she ghosted from the internet, and was staying at friends places and actively dodging creditors looking for her bc she owed so much money from credit card debts, moved into the little cottage with rich and the dogs and tried to rebrand herself as a twitch gamer gurl, bought tons of expensive gaming equipment suddenly, all at once (while never mentioning this passion for video games really ever previously), and started keeping a low profile on twitch and twitter. So I’m not surprised, I assumed after her tumblr fame crashed that she’d ditch rich in a second bc he was really no use to her anymore.
I wonder what her style is now fashion wise. It’d be
hilarious if she rebranded herself as an instahoe, baddie, IG too-much-highlighter “model”. I’d pay to see that, bc the milk has dried up and all we’ve been having are soggy cookie crumbs.
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>>513053No need to wonder what she looks like now, anon. A few days ago a user at PULL found Felice's Twitter unlocked for one day and took screenshots. She has since deleted her Twitter account though.
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No. 513728
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Sorry for bumping this thread so much. I'm glad she finally got rid of that shitty red ombre she had going on. There are a lot more images of her tweets on the PULL thread.
Honestly, it doesn't sound like a lot has changed from her Felice Fawn days. She is still rail thin and tweets constantly about food, video games, and being ill. Also, she no longer seems to have Troy.
No. 513740
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She still has her Reddit account up though
No. 513785
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>>513782She left her MissShruna alias linked to her laurenaster PSN
There's a Youtube account with an Overwatch player as the icon dating May 2015
Could be legit hers but it's all private, as is the Twitter dating from the same time period
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCaRIY0edTplui2e7vnllr_g/aboutHer PSN though is backing up the Overwatch videos though
https://psnprofiles.com/laurenasterhttps://www.instagram.com/missshruna/?hl=en
>Before she wipes this toohttps://www.reddit.com/user/Shruna/ No. 513794
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No. 513795
>>513794Wow so she's dating a black dude with a huge Afro who is 20
Didn't see that coming
No. 513805
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I'm going to post the rest of her Tweets that got screenshotted for anyone else who is curious.
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No. 513814
>>513805>>513806>>513809>>513810thank you, kind Anon
it's been one hell of a ride so far
her bf seems really pro black too which is weird for him to date Felice in any case
but he plays a lot of Overwatch and stuff so I guess she found him through there. she's just still selling Ark eggs etc through Reddit it looks
also there's a snapchat under MissShruna and Shruna so who knows?
No. 513824
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>>513814No problem, anon.
If her relationship with xAbbreviation has been going on since at least 2016 and the screen shot with her bookmarks of him were from 2015, then it seems like almost 30-year-old Felice was dating a teenager. This is so bizarre.
No. 513832
>>513826No, your timeline is correct. I think the last pictures of Felice and Rich together were 2015.
xAbbreviation is American (he has an American accent in his Twitch video), so I doubt they met playing games since I think they'd be on different servers. I'm guessing she must've sought him out for his PvP skill during her Destiny phase since that's the game he's best known for.
No. 514065
>>513715This is a mirror selfie and yet it’s retouched.
I can only imagine how rough she looks under all of the skin smoothing. Age is not her friend, but I suppose all of the drugs and disorderly eating habits catch up fast.
No. 518559
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Felice's Twitter is back and isn't on private at the moment if anyone wants to take a look.
https://twitter.com/MissShrunaI looked through it for anything interesting to screencap for you all, but it wasn't as interesting as I'd hoped. Like 95% of it is gaming related.
Only strange thing to note is that it seems @xAbbreviation isn't following her on Twitter.
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I doubt she works given how much time she seems to spend gaming or watching Netflix.
No. 518583
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Wow. What a cunt.
No. 518654
>>513826She'll be 29 in a couple of days… yeah, she hasn't matured in the least. Dating a 20 year old kid?
Oh, Felice bae.
No. 518658
>>518583Maybe, but she's not all that interesting now. You can tell it's her, but she isn't trying to be EDGY for shock value since she has so little followers.
Still remember when she posted a picture of a dead baby on her twitter as Felice.
It's kind of sad she is still photoshopping selfies and looking for asspats, no job. But she's mellowed out into boring territory. Not much milk in this new find, sadly.
No. 518671
>>513714>>513715>>513717She hasn't changed… at all. This is like falling into a wormhole and being back in 2013. She's less gothy, sure, but its the same kind of selfies, same kind of make up, same hair, same grimacing stare… This is bizarre.
Not to mention her tweets just show how she hasn't grown up at all. How are you 30 and still just stay home, tweet all day, and play video games.
This is wild.
No. 518716
>>518654They don't follow each other so I'm p sure she's single.
She also follows Onion lol
No. 519007
Her Twitter is back on private again.
>>518931It's been a trip down memory lane for sure. I was also wondering who she must mooch off now, since Rich was the one who worked and drove her around. I'm gonna guess she's probably living at her dad's house because who else would support someone who's nearly 30 who doesn't work and games all day.
It's kind of sad to see she hasn't done anything with her life since disappearing from the internet. She really could've made something of herself with her photography and retouching if she had an ounce of professionalism. Heck, she could've been successful with her online stores if she actually ran them properly instead of scamming her followers.
>>518716I think Felice and Robert broke up recently. She had a pinned Tweet saying how sad she was or something. I still think it's odd she was dating someone so much younger than her.
No. 519114
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Someone posted this on the VK site yesterday. If it's true, then I'm genuinely surprised Felice and Maja are still friends after everything that's gone down. I google translated the caption
"Today, Maja Stina (friend of Fel), published a photo of Felice, where she wrote how she admires her (Felice) retouching skills. After a while, the comments fell with questions: "where did Fel disappear," "where is she now" and requests to give a link to her Instagram. Maya removed the post. But I was lucky and I managed to make a screenshot. I share with you!"
No. 519527
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>>519114Anon, your profile pic is showing.
Found Felice’s Facebook profile. Wasn’t hard to find and I assume she uses this for gaming as her friends appear to be from all over.
Anyone else bothered by the name Shruna? I can’t move passed it!
No. 519544
>>519527I wonder of she'll delete it or change her name/pics now that it was posted here.
And yes. It sounds…Indian? If you google it all of her gaming, reddit stuff and twitter profile show up. Even a Felice Fawn video.
I'm surprised she's not hiding that much anymore. Must've gotten bored of it.
No. 519745
>>519527Shriveled Prune-a.
And Nerdette? Eyeroll.
Lauren is almost 30, and this is something a teenager would do to impress loser nerds to make up for the attention she doesn't get irl.
Sad she didn't get off the internet and actually grow as a person. Doubt she's even focusing on her art or photography anymore. All about leveling up in games to impress teenage boys.
No. 519788
>>519527The name Shruna is just shrimp meets tuna
It's not all that aesthetically appealing
No. 519903
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>>519527Nice find, anon! For some reason I never thought she'd use Shruna on Facebook too. I thought this forum post of hers was hilariously ironic given how much scamming she used to do back in the day.
No. 519906
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Gonna post the few public profile pics she has on this Facebook account for others to see in case she wipes it.
No. 519908
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No. 519936
>>519922Looks like she got those finger dot tattoos removed or retouched them out of the photo.
>>519931I agree. It's nice to see she's on good terms with her dad. I really think she must be living with him and he is supporting her financially.
No. 520002
>>519956Her thighs tattoo were the least goth one she had though lol Her size piece, on the other hand…
>>519936Maybe they faded out. They were prtty small and finger tattoos are prone to fade easily.
No. 520056
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>>520002What about all those shitty satanic bible symbols she had on her shoulders.
No. 520058
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>>520056Or this, such cringe.
No. 520062
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>>520002I'm sure she must regret this gothic atrocity.
No. 520093
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Does anyone know where this suit was from? The one time she looked nice and it's because someone else dressed her for a shoot.
No. 520163
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>>520151I don't think it is real Chanel but a knockoff from Mango or Topshop or wherever. The buttons don't look right.
The bag in the photo here looks like it's from Aspinal of London instead of Chanel (or even an Aspinal knockoff). They probably just didn't even have the budget.
The whole shoot was inspired by this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kLhgtPDhHbgThey did get an actual Chanel perfume bottle at least for one of the other shots.
No. 520170
>>520163You're right, the buttons don't have the CC logo.
So strange that she went from being in beautiful photos like this to being an unemployed shut-in gamer.
No. 520209
>>520200Good point, anon. As much as I liked looking at her photoshopped pictures and lapping up the milk she provided during her reign as Tumblr gothic thinspo queen, it is much better that she no longer has the toxic social media notoriety she once did.
I never thought she'd disappear from the internet and be able to give up her narcissistic supply. I mean, it's clear now that she never really disappeared. She just changed her target audience from young girls on Tumblr to young dudes on PlayStation 4.
No. 520253
>>520218I’ll admit, I was heavily influenced by her weight. I’d be lying if I said she wasn’t a major motivation for me to stay under 100 pounds.
Strange thing is, I look back at her photos that I once thought mesmerizing and see them as laughable. I can see through the layers of smudge tool and skin smoother and see what a haggard joke she was. Even now she looks so chrone-like and I’ll, I am grateful she’s disappeared. I see nothing but smoke and mirrors when I look at her. I was far too young and mailable to understand what an obnoxious fool she was at the height of her mania.
No. 520293
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>>520253As lulzy as her behavior was, I was influenced by her weight too. She used to post a lot about eating Cup-a-Soup, so I started doing the same.
It's funny, when I first stumbled upon her Tumblr back in 2010 or 2011 I thought she was so impossibly beautiful. I assumed she was intelligent since she would go on long rambles about religion and various religious books she said she had read. Of course, now I know she didn't know shit and her rants didn't make a lot of sense.
Seeing her unphotoshopped self for the first time was a real eye opener. Without liberal use of the liquefy and burn tool she did look really haggard and it was obvious that the eating disorder, excessive drinking and smoking had caught up with her.
It's been kind of cathartic to see this latest update on her life. Saged for blogging.
No. 520312
>>520253i understand you were too young and reasonably fell for her filters and i'm sorry it influenced you then, but she still obviously has and has in the past suffered from a very real eating disorder. did you honestly expect for her to have body dysmorphia and starve herself for thousands of strangers and point out the most unflattering parts of an eating disorder? that's not her responsibility.
there is nothing but resources available pointing out how eating disorders have the highest mortality rate out of any mental illness, speed up the aging process (especially on your face), and atrophy your muscles (the weird webbing on her legs that she actually never hid and her nonexistent ass). the real problem wasn't some random girl in england who self consciously photoshopped herself, it was that people like her were put on such a pedestal to begin with. pointing fingers at anyone but yourself over an eating disorder is selfish blame shifting, and to blame some woman you've never even MET is actually insane.
claim she "influenced" you all you want but you had every available opportunity to find someone more healthy to look up to, or take the time to confront within yourself why you looked up to some tumblr girl in the first place.
No. 520320
>>520293it's cathartic to see her visibly suffer? why, because she was really skinny and that's all that mattered to you?
If you could sus out her rants on religion were unintelligent, how were you unable to read the off-the-charts levels of sodium of cup-a-soup and still decide to live off on them? Surely you had access to boiling water, basic vegetables, and basic seasoning, yet you chose to let a proven liar dictate your diet. And then you go on to insult a woman who is so mentally stunted she hasn't grown in over half a decade by expressing
catharsis that her aging process has been sped up. You sound like a genius and a great person.
I don't even like felice but anyone blaming her for their shitty decisions is a dumb fuck ban me i don't care. You're mad she's clearly unstable and therefore living with family as a shut in, but you lived off of fucking cup-a-soup because of her you idiot.
No. 520337
>>520320I posted this without thinking and chose my words poorly, but I think you're assuming a lot here. I feel the need to clarify. I meant it's cathartic to see she isn't the impossible beauty I used to think she was. In her latest pics she doesn't photoshop her face to hell and back and looks more like her regular, unphotoshopped self (above pic was from google images, "felice fawn no photoshop" or something).
Of course I don't want Felice to suffer. I don't think any of us do. Eating disorders are truly horrible and it's sad to see she still hasn't recovered after all these years. The buying a bunch of Cup-a-Soup thing was dumb but I wasn't living off them. Was my decision to do so after seeing her post about it, was not blaming her for anything.
>>520253Hope you're doing better these days, anon.
No. 520362
>>520320Anon you are reaching, there is nothing in anons post says they wanted to see felice suffer, calm down. It just sounds many here-anons curious as to what happened to her after she disappeared.
For me the life update was "cathartic" to use anons terms because I heard rumour she was dead.
saged.
No. 520421
>>520320Erm… nobody said they liked her suffering? The fact that you got that out of anons comment is a little strange.
Dem cognitive skills anon
No. 520425
>>520312Chill the hell out. I was 14 years old. Yes, I had an eating disorder of my own accord. I’m not claiming otherwise. No, it was never her responsibility.
But her platform was tumblr. A site full of teenagers. She knew what she was doing.
Nobody is saying her eating disorder or suffering wasn’t real.
This is a woman that purposely emphasized her disorder, photoshopped away the reality, often made posts about her food consumption and dietary choices, and glamorized an ill lifestyle to such a degree, all the while taking advantage of and scamming her mainly underage demographic.
I never said she caused my disorder. I said she was influential. Let’s not remove her from what she was at the time. Let’s not pretend she was a martyr when everything she did was still absolutely gross and exploitive.
No. 520455
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>>520293Honestly, Felice was indeed lulzy but she was fascinating to me for some reason. I never saw her as thinspo because I never had any problems with my weight, but the way she spoke about her life and how she seemed to always do interesting stuff or make even the smallest most banal shit seem like an enlightening experience made me really want to be like her.
I was a freelicer on the ole days and even a lot of truth bloggers I talked to agreed that there was something about her that was really interesting besides what she made her appearance to be on the internet. Maybe that's why all the felice copycats weren't too successful, they didn't have her je ne sais quoi.
No. 520631
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>>520600Have you even seen an a photo of hers that isn’t photoshopped?
No. 520646
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Does anyone remember Josie Vague? She was friends with Lauren until she blocked her on everything randomly. Made a legendary tumblr post giving he tea.
I followed her before I ever knew who Felice was and it’s weird getting nostalgic over seeing her face after years. She had identity issues of her own and if I remember from her older blogs that she’d delete all the time, she had schizophrenia and a lot of identify issues. I remember before she latched on to Felice she was obsessed with the movie black swan and started doing ballet. I hope she’s okay.
No. 520685
>>520600>>520631She still looks good without photoshop, but she does look a little "rougher" compared to the photoshopped version. So would anyone though.
>>520646I remember this girl's post talking about Felice and Rich's engagement party! I wonder why Felice blocked her. I hope she's doing okay now too.
No. 520731
>>520698Exactly, anon.
Her “something” is bullshit. Glamorization.
She uses flowery novelesque speech and paints things as ideal and cozy.
She used a photoshop brush to make her look glamorous and used purple adjectives to make everything she did sound glamorous.
I will hand it to her, she was the OG. I’ll give her credit.
But she crashed and burned hard. And given all she did to those that cared about her, it was due.
No. 520856
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>>520425TY anon. I think a lot of people have romantized her a little because many miss the milky drama and conviently forget she was still pretty shitty at the time.
saged.
No. 521328
>>520982Its the nostalgia anon, I think thats why. If she was still around and in the background
maybe people would not be so easy on her, but because she just up and disappeared maybe people just want her back. As you say they forget how insidious she was, especially given her very young audience.
No. 523193
File: 1520445531199.gif (2.48 MB, 320x240, GAkD.gif)
more cringey tattoos
No. 523205
>>521342It was more than just her scams that made her notorious, like posting puctures of dead babies etc she was
edgy but why do you care if she's changed, wouldn't you want her back even if she were still super shitty? I mean, she would still be a great cow if she comes back the same as she was before
No. 523358
>>523327Roman numerals on left shoulder
"Once a little girl who was born the devil in the flesh" on right shoulder blade
A personal sigil she designed on right upper arm
Sigils of "a personal pantheon of demons" from the goetia on the left side of her upper body
one large anchor on each thigh
dots below her finger nails
the alchemical sign for sulphur and/or other signs on a couple of fingers
This is all from memory but I think that's it.
No. 524998
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>>523358yup almost forgot about her finger tattoos
No. 525039
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heres all her shitty goff tattoos
No. 525099
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>>525058I think her friend Maja did some of them and she isn't a professional tattoo artist…
Does anyone else remember this chest piece that Maja tattooed on Rich? LOL.
No. 525231
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>>525099She sure did. Please note that the tattoo gun is laying next to a bottle of party juice and a probably not so sterile keyboard.
omg, yes, and I also remember Felfel writing a post about how hot it was lmao. And that the design was copied from a picture of an ornament found on google.
God how I miss all that sweet, sweet milk.
No. 530814
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I guess they're back together?
No. 530819
>>530814Lol what
I mean it's possible…but like two weeks ago they weren't even following each other
No. 530868
>>530819Lmao @ going by “ren” to still have some sort of edge, 30 years old and still can’t just be “Lauren”.
Also my theory was they didn’t follow each other as a way to throw people off from finding her account.
No. 633226
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>>531050From her sister's insta with a location tag in Norfolk. Could it be her on the right?
No. 633232
>>633226Doubt it, the body looks too big.
She's still really thin in the pictures from her twitter
No. 634782
>>633714I think Nicola is on the left and someone else is on the right. I don't think Felice is in this picture at all.
>>519908It's really funny that she's now leeching off her dad after all the shit she used to talk about him and her step mom.
No. 645976
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>>634782I think you’re right. The picture next to it is of the same day and you can make out Nicola’s distinct horse maw .
No. 655386
>>645976anon are you blind??? this is clearly felice. idk how this isn’t immediately obvious. that’s her head shape, that’s her straight hair and skinny legs. nicola has always been more heavyset. in
>>633226 felice is on the LEFT and nicola on the right.
just compare them to literally any photo in existence of them together. also even with felice sitting lower than nicola you can tell her legs are longer bc she’s taller.
No. 655435
File: 1533289061430.jpeg (Spoiler Image,338.39 KB, 1240x1676, A5177927-4B4F-453A-A9F9-B7AC7A…)
>>655386You obviously don’t remember what Felice looks like, that’s just Nicola and her friend. Felice doesn’t have an overbite like her sister
No. 786266
>>786262No, her profiles are private and she doesn't seem to accept anyone that she doesn't know irl/games with. There's also no "rebrand", she can't post her face publicly without being recognized and called out on the scamming since she never apologized or returned money.
Yes she had potential but she fucked herself over with the scamming.
Also please sage next time since there's no milk or new info.
No. 786268
File: 1552510794345.jpg (15.66 KB, 300x300, RNw2kFbATzo.jpg)
Also this was posted as "new" in February 2019 on the VK page. Idk if it's really new since she always took a shit ton pictures
No. 823947
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Her new user is vomexis, will probs change it again after I post this but w/e, nothing milky to note.
You can search her name on the app and see all the people tweeting at her/convo threads she’s involved in.
Seems to be searching for a new job and in the meantime living on destiny 2 with gamer boys who drop the n bomb like it’s going out of style lol. Classy.
No. 823948
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Just another ss
No. 867271
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>>863058I found this on mpa in a thread about felice
Don‘t know if true or not; found nothing more
No. 867278
>>867273Why, is there a UK law against printing the image of someone who committed suicide? Or am I misunderstanding, and all pre-death photos of suicide
victims are destroyed?
No. 867288
>>867278Ofc they print pictures of suicide people.
Don't tale the word of some kid from mpa and spread around death rumours. The Mail would've referred to her using "Felice Fawn", but google it and nada.
No. 867293
>>867278Jesus, calm down anon.
>>867273probably misunderstood and thought the poster meant a picture of her actual dead body.
No. 867342
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>>867271If she really kys'd herself then this must not have been her real twitter account, otherwise she's on the same gamer shit and very much alive
No. 990930
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Saging as not fresh milk but as part of the new J* drama it was pointed out that the eagle from here is actually a Nazi symbol. Wonder if she knew?
No. 1028071
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Shmegeh is back. Emily is still there, now we just need Felice and Mila to return and 2020 will have official four horsemen of apocalypse.(Necro)
No. 1028075
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>>990932Boy London has used the nazi eagle since the 1980s for fucks sake, no one gives a shit, they are not nazis it was just for edgy punk points back in the day, they are basically a staple of high end fashion streetwear nowadays and no one in the fashion scene associates the symbol with nazism.
No. 1192654
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She's doing a pretty good job staying low key. Also might be shooping a bit less.
The VK profile is still posting her old pictures kek
No. 1347720
>>13477191. sage goes in email field
2. leave name field empty
3. link it or leave
No. 1349560
>>1347724>(imageboard)people can click a link, it's the internet. no1curr if her sims larp is not archived
the over modding on this site is what is killing it
No. 1418474
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Blurry but safe to say she looks the same.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
No. 1419045
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There’s a girl on Instagram/tumblr that never shows her face but weirdly reminds me of Felice like the way she speaks, her piercings and dresses as well. The only issue besides not showing her face is that she doesn’t have Felices tattoos and is a bit fuller. She goes by saintlilith on Instagram
No. 1419051
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Here’s another one but it’s hard to tell when this girl literally never shows her face. This girl also claims to be 23 and from Australia. But I do remember back in the day Felice on one of her tumblr accounts lying about her name and age when she was trying to stay hidden. This girl also posts animal crossing…idk it could be me just reaching but lmk what you guys think.
No. 1419068
>>1419045>not even 800 followersStop selfposting.
Doubt she'd edit out all the tattoos (and the medusa) she has, especially the ones on her hands.
No. 1509979
File: 1650767722862.webm (2.05 MB, 1920x1080, Shruna-WAIFFUUU-(1080p).webm)
>>1509955archived, thanks nona
No. 1510097
>>1509955Oh this is great news. I hope she's really back and it's not just a one time thing.
She looks a lot better than I expected but she might be using filters.
No. 1510695
>>1510497It might be recentish. She looks older. She still has a shitty webcam as well which probably helps smooth things out a bit.
She is probably maintaining her weight with her eating disorder. Idk why you'd think Felice of all people would want to recover.
No. 1510787
>>1510695She started losing weight when she was like 14 and she's over 30 now, do you not realize the kind of damage sustained malnutrition would've done to her appearance by now? Of course she wouldn't want to recover, it's a mental illness, for all we know she might actually be dead from it by now.
My point was that either way, given that she was not an active person, liked to binge drink, and her metabolism has only gotten slower, what are the odds nothing about her body has fluctuated at all?
No. 1511138
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Mum can I please have some new Felice Fawn?
No anon we have Felice Fawn at home
>the Felice Fawn at home
No. 1588140
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>>1582904Fine but here y’all go
No. 1588141
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No. 1597620
>>1588140She's aging poorly due to her lifestyle and health issues but she's still pretty.
She should have edited that top lip.
It's funny how much shit she got for editing her pics when now it's the norm and every influencer does it. I always thought it was stupid that the freelice blogs focused more on that instead of her scamming and general lolcow tendencies. Oh well.
No. 1623744
File: 1661292643871.jpg (1.12 MB, 1407x2048, 300943761_1812992108871264_219…)
Here's another one
No. 1624841
>>1623763Umm there was a lot. Remember when she had a weekend long meltdown because her family went on vacation without her and posted a picture of a dead baby? If you only followed the freelice blogs you wouldn't know any of the real milk because they mainly focused on the photoshopping which was dumb and boring.
Remember the Rich cheating drama?
Remember when she and her followers bullied mila mortice when she was like 14?
There was honestly a lot.
No. 1625387
>>16253741000000000% she was.
And damn I miss the felice days, she was so entertaining and ridiculous. (Minus the scamming, that's messed up)
No. 1625467
>>1625321Andy. The one who was always there when she went live on stickam.
>>1625315I remember when he got one done by Maja and it looked awful. I wonder if he still has it. I wonder what became of Rich in general. He was more pathetic than Felice.
No. 1625900
>>1625467he seemed like a cuck.
are they still together or is she single now?
(will you ever learn to sage) No. 1626048
>>1625900I don't know but I doubt they're together. They broke up a long time ago…before she even disappeared from tumblr and she dated some younger man in America during her gamer phase.
Maybe the anon who keeps posting new pics of her will know.
No. 1630793
File: 1661869282848.jpg (423.42 KB, 2048x2048, 302220907_1817613485075793_204…)
It's not rich she's dating.
No. 1633212
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No. 1633213
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Here another
No. 1633265
>>1633258> Wow she looks the same.Or Photoshops herself the same. As you know, this isn’t her real face.
> Shout out to efagz (now renamed) one of the only reasons I never deleted my ljSame, Nona, same. I still get nostalgic about the efagz day. Remember the video that unveiled her real face? The good days!
Tried asking where we could discuss those efagz cows but “cows you miss” isn’t that active. Anyway, fellow LJ user, I wish you well. No. 1634971
>>1633212She looks pretty.
Before anyone replies, yes blah blah blah photoshop.
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>>1641508>>1641508Just took this
(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE) No. 1641689
>>1641525hey rich! i hope your doing alright in life - dating felice must have done a number on you, huh? ignore the salty bitches in here, they do it to everyone. thanks for whatever tea you spill, in advance…
i would like to know: what is the worst thing felice has ever done? it could be something you saw, something that was done to you or someone else, or something she told you. like, what’s her deepest darkest secret, basically. what’s the thing that she desperately doesn’t want other people to know, that we don’t already know? oh yeah, the second best thing you could do is post raw, completely unedited photos of her here that were never uploaded online…. im sure you have some! other than that, tell us what you want, whatever you think would piss her off the most lol, as i’m sure that’s the reason you came here just now
No. 1641695
>>1641495>>1641503Talk to us, ignore them.
>>1641539>>1641539>>1641542>>1641574>>1641591What’s the point of insulting them away? You’d rather continue to speculate and yearn for someone who wasn’t real? Pathetic.
No. 1641782
>>1641752They seem to have done so, and over ~FeLiCe~! I cannot believe she has fans in 2022.
> uwu looks the same uwuShe didn’t look like this then, 10 years ago, c’mon. After
>>1633258 mentioned efagz I went back and reread some of her antics and she was a horrible person.
>>1624042 is right, she wasn’t this ~harmless but mentally ill doe, and even if she were, we have threads for those too.
No. 1641811
>>1641525This is soooo pathetic imagine being a man in your 30s looking for information on your ex gf on lolcow
>>1641503>you are in for a uhhh treat You explicitly came here to post photographs of her from her private Facebook when she has no other social media presence whatsoever for attention and didn’t even bring anything worthy or interesting. You two are clearly very pathetic people kek.
(sage) No. 1642770
>>1641525If this is real he hasn't removed that shitty tattoo. kek.
>>1641811Very pathetic. I see that hasn't changed about him.
No. 1645006
>>1644693Same, I'm
>>1630801 and I wanted to hear his thoughts on his ugly tattoo. I think about this more than I should and could have finally had an answer!!!
No. 1647528
>>1647148Don't do it
nonnie they'll just mass report you for hurting their feelings kek.
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>>1706981Is that the dog she used to have? India I think? She's still alive? wow.
Felice was always bad at keeping animals alive.
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More Felice for yall
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No. 1768699
Hello, I recently found this thread as I am a friend of Lauren’s. I had no idea she used to be this Felice Fawn. I thought I’d share some insight into her life through the past 10 years or so. I met both her and Rich online and we became friends. They split up at the start of 2022. In order for this comment to make sense I am gonna do a checklist of some sort. I have not read through the full thread as it does not interest me, but I’ll list some of the things I’ve seen posted most recently l.
1. Lauren’s alcohol consumption: She drinks about two bottles of white wine a day if not more now that her and Rich are broken up.
2. Gaming: She spends her whole day cooped up in her filthy gaming room playing destiny with racist Americans. She must have at least 10 000 hours on Destiny 2.
3. Hygiene: She has the most awful personal hygiene I have ever witnessed in a human being. She does not shower for months and spend her day half naked sitting in a robe. She does not even go to the bathroom even though the toilet is literally 2 meters away from her room. She actually just stands up and pisses in cups that she keeps on her desk.
4. Cheating: She cheated on Rich all the time. He’s told me about at least 6 online boyfriends and 2 in real life. She violently masturbates with them and pretty much the whole neighbourhood can hear it.
5. Mental health: She has diagnosed BPD and is VERY abusive. Not only to Rich while they were dating but to her friends and family as well. He tried to leave her at least twice a year for the past 10 years but she AND her family would threaten him to come back. She was not only mentally abusive but physically as well. Breaking things, throwing things, biting and punching. One time she had an argument with her online boyfriend and put her ps4 in the shower and threw her MacBook out the window. She also throws her mouldy piss out the window too, when the cups get too full.
6. She has never worked a day in her life. Rich was forced to care for her as an official carer by her family and if she killed herself they would take him to court. As her dad is an actual multi millionaire it made him stay. He worked about 10-15 hours a day caring for her and making money to support them. He tried finding jobs, but Lauren would not let him leave the house unless to take the dog out or go to the grocery store, so he had to find ways to work from home.
7. Lauren is a very bad person whom I have come to hate. Although a lot of the stuff said about her and Rich that I have read is just not true. They have never had a pet die and even though I hate Lauren and am not a huge fan of Rich, either of them would never harm an animal.
8. Scamming: Lauren did not set out to scam people, but she did. She did not do it with the intent to scam, but she is extremely irresponsible with money and has literally no idea how to run a business. She would keep the business to herself and even though Rich tried to get involved he had to work extremely long hours and take care of this drunken toddler that he did not have time to micro manage her scams and mistakes. She mismanaged her business and would just move onto the next when she’d get called out.
9. She was more involved with pro ana than she let out. Rich did not have any part of this as he even though is an enabler to her behaviour, disagree with it. We have spoken many times about how his enabling behaviour made the situation worse for himself but he was scared of her many outburst and threats of ending her life and let her do whatever. She did have a blog where she would post about pro ana stuff that was very harmful to young girls.
11. She constantly lies about herself and gaslights you when you catch her out on them. She is a terrible person and even worse friend. She will make up lies about people and wrangle herself into their friendships and relationships just to destroy them.
12. She lead a very secret life where all her online friends on her separate discord thought she was this struggling artist who lived alone. They did not know Rich even existed. This lead to him not being able to move around the house or shower when she was online gaming as they could hear him. Whenever he would make friends online she would force him to block them as to not talk or interact with people other than her. He basically only worked and dealt with her problems for years. He went months without speaking to literally anyone but the people at Tesco where he had to go to buy her wine.
13. The homeless thing: When she set out to go feed the homeless around Cambridge one Christmas, she decided she literally could not be bothered and cancelled last minute to go out partying.
14. While Rich and her were together after they moved to Cornwall she would not leave the house for weeks or even months on end. They had to move there because Lauren’s insane spending and behaviour had caused them to get kicked out every time. Rich had to work on a farm from 5 am to 5 pm and then come home and work online to be able to save money that she would instantly spend on stupid stuff. He once bought himself some couscous for 60p and she shouted at him that he was a wasteful piece of shit that does not deserve anything while holding her bottle of wine.
15. She traces most of her art. And she steals from other artists and claim it to be hers.
16. Rich had told me that in hindsight she could have left but he was too scared and this is the only life he ever knew since they started dating at 15. She would gaslight him into thinking that she deserved unconditional love and that no one else could ever love him. And he knows he should have left but didn’t and he regrets that so much and all the pain he caused by letting Lauren behave the way she did.
17. How he ended up leaving: Some of our little friend group decided we should meet up in person. By this point we knew Lauren was abusive and wanted to talk to Rich without her to be honest. Still we offered to travel to Cambridge and meet her too. Lauren did not want to meet us. Because of this friend group Rich had been kicked out of the house several times but ultimately Lauren got him to come back. However, Lauren knew that Rich and this other girl were very good friends. She did not want them to meet as she was scared she’d talk him into leaving and helping him. Rich was still determined to come meet us all, two girls (me and the other one) and some guys too. Lauren basically panicked and she said “I’m gonna call my dad if you go”. Rich said fine and she got him to call her dad. Her dad came around and she told him that he hit her and stole her money. Her dad did not believe this but asked Rich to leave for the night. Rich then said, no I am leaving and once I have left you now have responsibility for Lauren and left. He signed off his stupid carer shit that night at 2 am and stayed with his parents.
18. Because he left so quickly he had to left all his stuff there. Lauren and her family refused to let him come collect his stuff for a long time. They took all the money in their shared account and packed up his clothes into garbage bags and told him to come collect it. It took literal weeks for them to even allow that. Lauren wanted to keep his Pc even tho if she had 3 just to she could watch TV on it. He took it back though. But all the important sentimental things he had gotten from his family is still there in that stinking, smoke and piss covered house.
20. He hates his tattoo. Lauren’s stupid friend did it and she actually sucks so bad at doing anything especially tattoos. It was a dumb young decision which he massively regrets. He has an even worse one that Lauren did on his leg. It’s just a huge spot of spotty black and a fucked up depressed looking fish.
21. He is now dating that girl from our friend group, they have two cats and a nice flat together, good jobs and yeah.
22. They tried getting the animals from Lauren as she is not capable of taking care of anything let alone animals but her family refused.
23. The guy Lauren is currently dating is a dad and he should really check his decision making as Lauren is an abusive alcoholic.
24. She probably still fakes her stupid seizures and being possessed by demons in her mid 30s fucking cringe I know.
25. I loathe this stupid site, but will check if anyone has any other questions.
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Yeah no it’s real. I’m with Rich and his gf today
No. 1769046
>>1768950Just spill or gtfo. There's no need to try to build interest. There's only a few of us left that care about Felice.
It's also a bit sad to follow your ex and boyfriend's ex from 10 years ago…
No. 1769081
>>1769047Are you serious rn???
She's literally an idiot who is self obsessed and scammed tons of people and couldn't keep up with it, this was like 15 years ago it seems. Everybody knows what happened.
No. 1769096
>>1768699No way in hell Rich is a “
victim”. Sounds like he is spineless and has boundary issues. Also, if she has a millionaire dad, how is she broke? Why would they need Richs money in the first place?
No. 1769391
>>1769096I can understand how it seems that way, but you guys have not seen the inside of that house. He was trapped with her for 18 years. It’s not so easy to leave. The one time he actually got out she tried jumping in front of a train but the hospital refused to section her lmao. I can understand that you feel like he is complicit in all whatever Lauren did but it’s really not the case. I’m not here to tell the story of how Rich is this blameless
victim, just that he is one in many ways. He would love to share his stories from living with Lauren but he got banned last time and so he literally can’t post on here
No. 1769394
>>1769056I hope the other anons don't scare them away, again. I wonder why they have to be so hostile all the time…
>>1769391he can post from another IP and hopefully the other anons here won't jump on him again like last time.
No. 1769458
>>1768950So you’re fucking her ex and decide to come and post about her even though she hasn’t been relevant for over a decade. You sound like the problem, also I’m not buying all the claims. Of course she’s a anachan BPD probably totally insufferable bitch but from all the pictures recent and old she always looks well put together. Not some goblin pissing in cups and throwing it out the window. Wtf
You obviously feel threatened vendettachan. If she’s so gross and so bad why are you here?
No. 1769475
>>1769391it's because we think you're a whiteknight or a troll without evidence nona.
come back and spill, both of you, all you want.
it is what users here would call curdled milk but some of us don't want to admit it's our favourite flavour.
No. 1769825
>>1769046As mentioned they weren't intended to be scams in terms of people buying something and purposefully not sending it. They were just poorly put together businesses with no basic standards or processes. Mismanaged funds lead to there being nothing protecting the customer, any money coming in got spent on Lauren's social life almost immediately so refunds most of the time didn't get processed for weeks or months.
You could argue the jewellery was a scam in so much that it was cheap shite produced in poor countries in probably terrible conditions, dressed up to look good and sold at massive mark up. Definitely morally corrupt at the very least.
No. 1769883
>>1769860The worst tattoo I ever got and thats saying something as you all know.
It's a ribbon/banner with a black background and a half finished fish. When I was 18-19 I was dumb as fuck and I said Lauren could practice on my leg. I did however assume it would at least be a coherent design and not two completely random things on top of each other. The fish was first and then she just started doing the black bit, by which point it was too late and we just stopped there.
No. 1769896
>>1768699That’s so strange, even tho she is a cringe edgelord and scammed a bunch of people I always thought she was gonna become a model or fulfill some kind of aspirations.
Not in a lifetime I’d believe she became a borderline incel who pisses in cups + dating a Neanderthal ginger/online scrotes. What’s up with that? She’s not ugly by any means, is it just sheer laziness? Depression?
No. 1769911
>>1769535Based I'm sick of these fucking retards scaring away the milk. Let them drop whatever they have, and then you can give your snappy one liners or analysis of their motivations. No1currs to read that shit we care about the legacy cow's potential milk.
>>1769681Learn to sage newfag and "stfu" while you're at it.
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what happened with freelice and tahti syrjala? they were friendly online and were planning a shoot. then tahti ordered some custom boots from freelice and they never appeared so she had to open a paypal case to get her money back. always thought it was weird that freelice would rip off someone that seemed close to her and had a following
No. 1770224
>>1769896She literally always been like that, she just quite good at putting across a certain image. The people who point out Felice was a character are completely correct.
Irl she's actually pretty gross. I would say after the Felice era that got worse with declining mental health and lack of doing literally anything besides drinking and playing video games.
The cheating comes from wanting that kind of attention. She's cheated from pretty much day one, it's just who she is.
-R
No. 1770231
>>1770092I don't actually remember Tahti unfortunately. It just sounds like Lauren either couldn't deliver on what she promised or just lost interest.
Just because Tahti had a following too doesn't mean Lauren cared more. At her peak she had the ego the size of the moon.
-R
No. 1770237
>>1770227I get how it sounds and you're not completely wrong. I'm sick of people like her abusing and manipulating people and just getting away with it. Getting to restart their lives over and over in a wake of chaos they leave behind. She wasn't even chased off the internet, she left on her own terms and got away with it all.
I stayed with her because I was emotionally manipulated to stay. I tried to leave over 30+ times over the course of the relationship. Like bags packed, leaving out the door. Every single time Lauren would do something like hurt herself, try to end it all etc. She'd plead for me to go back, her family would blame me for what happened. So I would eventually because I felt responsible.
It sounds insane in retrospect because I could have just stayed away but that's how
abusive manipulation gets to you. After a while you get so tired and worn down you just stop trying to leave.
So yeh it is personal. I get to finally talk openly, answer questions and stop any attempts at Lauren gaining a new platform (which I think is her next step). She doesn't get to keep restarting her life again and again and again without any consequences.
-R
No. 1770255
>>1770237Are you able to tell us more about her relationship with her mother. She wrote alot about how bad and
abusive her mother was, while her sister seems to get along very well with their mother. How true are all these stories about her kind dad and her
abusive mother?
Also, she told everyone that she changed her name officially, so did she change her name back after she made go of her Felice persona or is that still her legal name? Or was that all just another lie, like most of the things she told.
No. 1770257
>>1770237If she wanted to come back, I doubt a ex and deranged new discord girlfriend posting a few vague points about her cheating and being suicidal is enough to cancel her away from the internet in 2023. Even the prehistoric “scams” and photoshop seem tame in comparison to some of what the other bitches get away with on the internet these days.
You need to let go and get over that she has a new boyfriend.
The piss thing seems so sus, a total moid kink fantasy.
I can believe she’s a neet bpd ana freak though, we all knew that 10 years ago. Get over it and get those tattoos lasered already.
No. 1770264
>>1770255Yeh that's all true, her family is as insane as she is. It's a whole can of worms in itself.
So the way name changes work in the UK is it's not like there's a big database of names and you have to apply to change you name.
You can literally just start using a different name, you just need to make (or buy) the specific paperwork to change your passport, or bank etc, but that's it.
Lauren did get that paperwork made, but never actually changed any of her official documents. So it was kinda pointless and for attention.
No. 1770267
>>1770264So were you just like chilling or doing stuff in the background while she spent hours photoshopping her neck tendons for her photoshoots, how'd you even keep a straight face
>>1770259I also believe it
I'd love to know a little more about her family. Not defending her batshit behaviour but this sort of thing doesn't come out of nowhere
No. 1770383
>>1770264thank you for the milk
so what is up with her sister Nicola?
What were Laurens eating and drinking habits like when you were still together?
No. 1770601
>>1770264I would like to know more about her alcholism. Two bottles of wine every night and was this this every day? Did she drink in the mornings, too?
Did she blackout all the time and do stupid embarassing shit? Did she hide it from family or was it even that severe?
No. 1770910
>>1770231There is a writeup and some screencaps here:
https://kaitlinmonroe.tumblr.com/post/9764519706Seems like the Tahti thing was the beginning of the end for her.
No. 1771093
>>1770224You cheated too though. She had a huge meltdown on tumblr over it. There was something about you stealing her perfume to give to the other girl so it sounds even. Stop playing
victim.
No. 1771627
>>1770423Nah not really. She had decided to leave the internet fame (or whatever you want to call it) because she had burnt bridges with peers and got a (rightly) bad reputation. She'd fucked it up basically.
-R
(learn 2 integrate) No. 1771630
>>1770383I never understood the fascination people had with her sister, she's a normal person in the sense Patrick Bateman is a normal person. She took a different path than Lauren but is ultimately the same flavour of sociopath that runs in the family.
-R
(learn 2 integrate) No. 1771633
>>1770447I know for a normal person that level of disgusting behaviour is unbearable but you have to understand for at least the last decade she's been very drunk every day. Your values and what you consider normal completely changes. It's such a weird thing for me to make up as well since I could say literally anything, and you guys care more about her shitty personality than her personal hygiene.
Our discord friends immediately believed me when I told them because they already had an in-joke that Lauren would mute her mic to go pee and come back really quickly. They thought she wasn't wiping or washing her hands, but she was really that quick because she literally didn't leave the room to piss.
No. 1771640
>>1770454"Into" it in the sense she always picked up cringe stuff to identify with. The whole LeVeyan Satanism/militant atheist phase she had was just a edgy gimmick like everything else. That "special made" bible was bought off eBay for like £5. I had no idea she told people she had it specially made, that is hilarious!
Lauren didn't want to actually work a job like a normal person so why would she apply to loads of modelling agencies? That would take time and dedication. She wouldn't have been accepted at most agencies though.
Yeh people did buy shit off the Amazon list but it was weird food items mainly like 50 packs of raman, nothing big ticket.
See previous comment about working. She never did anything for long. She had plenty of skills to draw a career from but always went for the bright, sparkly ones that got her the most attention.
Our IRL friends for the most part either didn't care or were secretly into the drama.
Rocky was rehomed with a lovely family after I wasnt able to really give him all the training and time he needed. I was working full time and Lauren didn't lift a finger to help so I made the call. I miss that dog though.
No idea what I'm going to do with this chest tattoo. Lots of people actually like it how it is because it just looks so shit it's funny. Covering up completely isn't really an option, I could get someone to go over it and refine it but it'll still be forever fucked. I'm tempted to just keep it honestly. It was my idea, getting lots of tattoos was the play when I was younger and I didn't care how bad they were (at the time).
Laurens kinda ignorant of basic history so I don't think she cared or just brushed it off. Also previous statement about liking edgy bullshit. I kinda liked the guys that ran the company but it was all a very pretentious Shoreditch crowd.
Yeh she did get recognised quite a lot.
No. 1771644
>>1770601In the UK the recommendation is 14 units of alcohol per WEEK. Lauren was drinking 20 units per DAY, so yes it was severe.
Her routine was to start drinking around 2-3pm, drink until she passed out about 3-4am and repeat every day.
A person with that level of alcoholism for that long is inherently embarrassing pretty much all the time, especially when they deny having had a drink at all. They don't really function as a person anymore. You can't really hide it even if you try.
A couple years ago the doctors had found pretty severe liver damage (via jaundice in her eyes), fuck knows what it's like now.
No. 1771646
>>1771093For context I emotionally cheated when I was 18-19 with the Canadian girl via email. Getting flirty attention was nice and it lasted maybe 2-3 months but it was tame as fuck tbh.
But keep in mind this was after the Andy era where he literally stayed in a hotel with her for a week (which she lied to me about before hand) and after she'd fucked an IRL friend that we both knew.
Again, I tried to leave at the time because who wouldn't but I would be eventually pulled back in with promises and threats of violence to herself and her fucking family saying thing like "it'll be your fault if she ends her life".
Your logic is great though.
No. 1771647
>>1771601My theory is that there are actual Felice fans on here and they don't like me confirming anything.
I dunno why they are mad, your chances of actually getting to efuck Lauren is really high, just DM her on Steam, live your dreams.
No. 1771655
>>1771627welcome back rich! for full transparency I was a huge member of freelice on tumblr back in the day and contributed a lot to exposing her, I just want to say I felt bad for you back then and still kind of do now. I hope you're doing better.
sorry if we made your life harder, we were truly going after Lauren for how fucked she was. to this day it's hard to believe you weren't in on it but it's nice to see you posting. we appreciate the milk.
and before nonas accuse me of being a lickspittle toady, remember how long ago this drama was. I feel bad and I'd like to apologize to this man. I will never apologize to Lauren. she deserved worse. the big ED boom of the 2010s on tumblr has her bloody handprints all over it.
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>>1771657ayrt, very much so. I remember it like it was yesterday but I can dig up my old account/screenshots
one of the reasons why I was so mad at her now and then is because the proana communality was a cult and she was like the figurehead for a hot sec. anyone from back in the day will remember this photoshoot
(picrel, sorry about the image for ants most of them are under #recoveryinspo on pinterest and it's making me want to alog) and the backlash it received for how fake it was. I genuinely believe Rich saying she's a sociopath.
do you have anything else to back up the whole "violently masturbating on discord/steam" thing? just for milk's sake? who does that kek
pickme's really never prosper huh
No. 1771660
>>1771656nta, but this tumblr has some unphotoshopped vs photoshopped pictures
https://failice-exposed.tumblr.com/ and if you are interested in livejournal stuff, have a look here
https://encyclopediadramatica.online/Felice_Fawn No. 1771662
>>1771660>>1771659thank you!
also that photoshoot is so absurd, like the red discolored hand from lack of circulation + all the visible neck tendons lmfao
No. 1771666
>>1771655Don't feel bad, I contributed by being complicit and enabling. I'm definitely not looking for sympathy on here as a result but to explain that I was involved under duress.
It was legitimately the worst years of my life and I carry a lot of shame for not having the strength to get out sooner.
In hindsight you get to see what you could have done but it doesn't feel like that at the time. I'd be lying if I said I wasnt posting here at least partly out of spite because fuck that bitch she legitimately just goes through life doing awful shit, but also it's nice to clear things up.
No. 1771673
>>1771666ayrt
anon you replied to thank you for being transparent. It will be hard for nonas/oldfags to separate you from the Felice Fawn brand/saga and that time, the ones who were there for it wont be very forgiving. Still brave of you to come on here.
Anything else you would like to say? It's all good man, just spill
And if you can (maybe I'm wrong on this, farmhands weigh in) but it is easier for us if you keep signing with -R, for archiving purposes.
hope wherever you are you're doing well man. the most sympathy I could ever give a scrote for posting on here but curdled milk is worth it.
No. 1771679
>>1771659Ugh I remember this "photoshoot". I tried to talk her out of it because it was fucked up. A common pattern was her having this narcissistic sense of grandeur, she lacked complete self awareness or didn't consider how it affects other people.
She even threw the food away after.
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>>1771656This is a pretty good example of what she actually looked like. This was a still from a video shoot unedited.
No. 1771689
>>1771684nice bro, cheers.
can we ask how she spoke about her "fans" in front of you? how did you feel when she'd drink so much on stickham and basically ignore you? how did she treat your pets? (I know you said that you guys got them out of there but how did she actively treat/care for them?)
Glad to hear you're doing better now man. Sorry about the chest tatt, but honestly you go to a good artist with the right money and that shit is fixed. the fish one however…big rips but I'm sure it's at least doable.
Do you feel like you struggle post-lauren? like with alcohol or co-dependency issues? sorry to ask so many invasive questions but I figure you're here to get shit off your chest so by all means
No. 1771722
>>1771702that's another thing and a very good point, the Felice skinwalkers (mila mortice being the first who comes to mind) but it's like starpowerrr/tiffany mays, they had SO MANY relentless skinwalkers. Felice went out of her way to bodycheck to make her followers seethe they weren't as thin as her.
another question for Rich, how photoshopped was she and how much photoshopping did you see her do?
No. 1771730
>>1771689Keep in mind that a BPD trait is seeing everything in black and white. She'd go from loving someone to hating them, back and forth. This was the same for relationships, family, friends and fans. Imo she saw fans as a commodity, she only liked her fans when they were serving a purpose (giving her praise, buying things etc). They were a means to an end.
Stickam days were rough but I got used to being ignored. The times it really pissed me off was when I was trying to sleep for work (I always had a full-time job) and she'd have really loud music on, or the neighbours would come around at 3am to tell her to shut up (which I'd have to deal with obviously).
She never really stopped doing that in various forms, the later end of the relationship she'd be gaming in her own room and I'd see her maybe 20-60 mins a day. I was fine with it, I didn't like her and she didn't like me and it kept me out of her chaotic life.
Lauren didn't abuse animals despite people saying so. I did the majority of the animal care (walking, feeding etc) and she didn't involve herself much. Most animals she bought on a whim I eventually rehomed to good places once she had totally lost interest. I'd argue getting animals when you can't fully care for them yourself is a super shitty behaviour, but they weren't neglected or abused under my care.
I'm still working through post Lauren stuff. I had a lot of defensive behaviours that helped me survive a BPD relationship but they do not work in a normal one and look insane frankly. For example profusely apologising during a disagreement over something tiny, assuming there are dire consequences for every little disagreement.
I have been clean of drugs and alcohol for 8-9 years now so I don't have any of those issues. I realised I was using it as a coping method and I had to grow up. Lauren didn't follow my lead though.
-R
(sage your shit) No. 1771732
>>1771684I notice that you keep skipping over the food-oriented questions that anons are asking.
It is a grotesque curiosity, I admit, but we just want to know.
Did she really just not eat or drink anything but wine?
I always thought she probably purged if she did eat.
The photo of her looking like a “goblin” and many other bad photos look like alcohol-bloat around otherwise normal features.
Did she do drugs to take the hunger away, like caffeine or speed?
My curiosity comes from being 17 at the time I found Felice, she even DM’d me once and I fangirled to high heavens. I also found her being active in art, modeling, blogging, and having a cozy life whilst having and ED inspiring. Because mine destroyed my ability to do much of anything.
Somehow, the way she presented herself and the way tumblr put her on a pedestal, it really was a “if you could just get as small as possible this could be you. Happy, talented, admired.” Scenario.
The picture you paint is far more realistic and even though it’s about 10 years too late, it’s nice to have confirmation that it was all actual bullshit.
Thank you for coming here, I wish you healing from having the burden of suicide threats over your head for so long.
No. 1771738
>>1771730damn Rich, this is so interesting to hear after all these years. again vent at much as you want, we aren't vindictive here. if you did this on kiwifarms I'd be worried
what made you come back here? was it your friend
>>1768699 posting here?
I hope you get some genuine catharsis from posting all this. there's not much we can do with this info/it can't really affect lauren at this stage so it's pretty cool you can finally let loose
always here to listen mate. hope you're alright
No. 1771743
>>1771741I was about to ask him for her recent socials but that feels perilously like doxxing
but also…you said to add her on steam yeah? Rich come through with the deets
No. 1771766
>>1771732Yeh I skip over the ED and self harm questions because it feels weird going into specifics like I'm giving tips, nor do I think having an ED directly contributes to her being a piece of shit on its own. Its different when I talk about how she used her ED and/or public image to lie and cause harm.
But yes, she wouldn't eat most days and when she did it would be 1 very low calorie meal a day. You are basically spot on with your assumptions.
All of this is too late. You're one of many affected people who have the same exact story. You perfectly summarised why it was so destructive. Everything she put online was bullshit and convinced people to try to be like her. She was miserable and physically incapable of doing anything.
I hope you're doing better now.
No. 1771771
>>1771741Yeh she does, she jumps from one to another once it gets found, or someone finds out about her past.
-R
No. 1771782
>>1771766so she has consumed most of her daily calories from wine? Because before I thought, two bottles of wine a day are not THAT much for an active alcoholic, but when you consume nothing beside it, it’s different I guess.
also thank you for coming here and answering our questions, I’m glad your life has turned out for the better.
No. 1771783
>>1771766You don't have to be afraid that you hand out tips, most people with an ED or who self harm know many tricks. I also think that most people here reading what you write know how destructive her influence was and don't admire her (anymore) or want to recreate her life.
The self harm is also a part where I would say that it contributes to her being a piece of shit. She had so many pictures online with fresh wounds and scars and some seemed to be photoshopped to look worse, that's just another point of her way to manipulate people. And it's been one thing that made me take a step back and get away from people that would admire her, she put a bad light on everyone who struggled with self harm and hid their scars instead of using it as a manipulative bpd snowflake behaviour like she did.
No. 1771785
>>1771766you okay rich?
I can't see you be mentally well after being in a partnership with someone so insane. you left who is "looking after" her now? (this bitch I stg I will not alog)
I wish you nothing but peace and healing Rich. you poor bastard.
before I get lynched by nonas, I was there for her shit. I'm glad Rich escaped. thanks for checking in man.
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>>1771659what is on the plate?? noodles, avocado and raw chicken?!
No. 1771942
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Did this really happen?
No. 1771947
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Did she really have that many scars? Was she really a furry?
No. 1771958
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>>1771947she does, although she seemed to edit them out in some photos
No. 1771965
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what did her tattoos mean?
No. 1772142
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>>1771965Iirc they're alchemy and occult symbols. She also has that awkardly worded tattoo on her back- "Once a little girl who was born the devil in the flesh" I mean I guess it sort of makes sense but ???
No. 1772418
>>1769827Do you mean gunslinger hunter? Cause if so thats pretty impressive
(Honestly it doesnt matter, just trying to bump due to possible CP
No. 1772607
>>1772418You tried sweet sweet nonna!
As for Rich, what makes you come back and fill us in? What drives you? Youve made alot of effort over the years to talk about her here… do you try to expose her antics anywhere else? Why is it important to do so
here?
No. 1772623
>>1772610Its just odd; why didnt he out her somewhere where
more former fans or w/e are? Like, why wouldnt he make a post on reddit or make a statement on yt? It would be more of an eye opener for many more people
No. 1772746
>>1772682if you are an alcoholic two bottles of wine mean nothing if you don't drink them in half an hour. You are mostly very well able to coordinate, write, talk and piss in a cup and she is probably drinking nothing else besides the wine, so that's 1,5 l of fluid, that isn't that much. I think most people don't realise that if you are an alcoholic your body will start to tolerate more alcohol than the body of someone who never drinks and you mostly drink to keep your level up, if you don't intend to be blackout drunk every day.
But yes, pissing in a cup isn't pleasant, but you can make it work if you don't care to wipe or piss getting somewhere.
No. 1772820
>>1772814probably. finally someone spilling milk instead of baseless speculation and the mods redtext his posts with dumb comments
makes more sense for him to sign his posts instead of being anon. fresh milk shouldn't be saged either
god they are r*tarded
No. 1773608
If Rich comes back to talk more, i'd like to ask you Rich, is this post
>>291312 true? you said she cheated on you online/flirted online or whatever so this would fit but who knows.
No. 1774443
>>1772722Financially we struggled mainly because I was the only one who worked properly and Laurens general antics meant I took a lot of time off when I did have a job, so I'd eventually lose the job I had.
Lauren wouldn't leave the house for months so I bought the wine. To save money I bought boxes of wine (3 bottles worth per box), literally the cheapest white wine I could find. She only drank white.
The people at our local supermarket questioned me a few times because I don't act or look like an alcoholic.
Including cigarettes she was spending £20-£30 per day.
No. 1774454
>>1773608Oh shit I had genuinely forgotten about this!
So yeh I did find her passed out naked with a dudes name written on her more than once. One was Andy era but this must have been another guy I didn't directly know about.
I cant vouch for all of this but some of the details are so accurate it couldn't possibly be made up.
She did make art on furcadia, she did eventually move onto deviantart. The description of her behaviour, how she manipulates people with threats to herself, it's all so spot on it's like I could have written it.
My conclusion is that yes its all true.
No. 1774463
>>1772685Exactly this method.
>>1772686She didn't drink water or much else nonalcoholic so yeh, was like apple juice. Plus doctors found her kidneys and liver were not functioning properly.
No. 1774478
>>1771991Wine covered most of her calorie intake. Besides a single meal of (usually) poached salmon, a few boiled potatoes and veg. She was heavily malnourished. Earlier days would be just diet cherry Coke, liters of it a day.
Lauren was aware she's an alcoholic and would occasionally get the motivation to stop. She'd moderate for a day or two and stop then go back. During a motivated phase I was got her setup with an alcoholics support charity. Their only requirement was that Lauren go there at 8am (a small show of committment to wanting to get better) and she didn't want to get up that early. I remember her actually telling me to ask if they'd see her at 2-3pm, so she completely missed the point.
She didn't really react the doctor tell her she had jaundice in her eyes. She avoided their calls and they eventually they gave up.
No. 1777630
>>1774722Last direct contact was 10 months ago personally. So i can't say for sure nor would I assume she's still doing goblin shit like pissing in cups and not showering considering her family would now be more involved and she has that new guy. You'd presume she wouldn't be able to get away with that right now. But we do have a lot of mutual friends who have confirmed she is being batshit crazy still. Still drinking, still gaming a lot, still not working. Nothing has changed besides cleaning up he outward appearance and acting more like a
victim.
No. 1777632
>>1775293They have tried to help as has most people in her life but she refuses it. You can lead a horse to water and all that.
Yeh it's not her responsibility that she has BPD and mental health issues but it's her responsibility to accept help and find ways to become a happier, functioning adult. She's been in and out of therapy for years but purposefully wouldn't engage with it.
No. 1777757
>>1777657She was in receipt of PIP and I was her registered carer for the last 2-3 years I think. It did help a bit financially but it's really a drop in the ocean.
We lived in the Callington area. We didn't go out much because that's when she started staying inside to game. I did spend time on Dartmoor and I did go to the witchcraft museum in Boscastle. But considering the amount of time we lived there we barely saw much of Cornwall. We didn't have any friends down there, I didn't really get a long with many people there on a personal level because (at least in the area we were in) most peoples political views differed a lot from mine. "Friendly" people but the lack of any multiculturalism really showed compared to growing up near London. Pro-brexit, anti-immigration, racist, anti-vax etc
I'm proud I got out and thank you, I am healing slowly but surely.
No. 1779107
>>1777757Did she throw up a lot due to alcohol overconsumption?
(I know it’s a weird question, it’s just that it still amazes me how she stayed so thin while drinking so many alcohol calories)
No. 1779217
>>1777876doesn't autism come with a sort of disregard for social cues / how you are received? as in, she did cultivate a persona and work towards an attractive aesthetic in her fashion, editing and art? obsessiveness and not showering does not autismo make.
plus, the chasing online boyfriends and attention whoring is total BPD-chan
No. 1779326
>>1623763S/o to this person who knew Fel was a BPD-chan before it was confirmed by Rich
>>1779217>>1779284Both are kindof right. Autism can be a condition of extremes - some experience complete disregard for how one is received, and yet not fully understand why others don't associate with them, but others follow beauty standards and copy social cues to an obsession, in hopes that it will help them be accepted by others. But what else is a condition of extremes? Bpd too. Fel's attention seeking, grandiose image, exaggerated persona still point more to BPD for me. I think all the attention would eventually be overstimulating and overwhelming for a person with autism too.
But I really think one day ADHD, PTSD, autism, etc will be grouped together on a spectrum related to executive dysfunction. And as we see, Fel has never been a functioning person.
Anyways Rich, thank you for answering our questions, and I wish for the best with your healing and new life. FWIW, I personally had some questions finally laid to rest.
No. 1781074
>>1777876Stop with the push to get everyone diagnosed with autism. It's really dumb.
Felice is a standard borderline nutcase like many lolcows.
No. 1782435
>>1777876>>1779217>>1779284>>1779326>>1781074>>1781548>>1781569Just to confirm no she is not autistic at all. It's just BPD, like the other anon said it's a condition of extremes and absolutes.
And yeh shout out to the anon who called it before it was officially diagnosed. One of my gaming friends back in the day also called it before Lauren was even Tumblr famous.
No. 1783828
>>1782435Was there any retaliation when Merry came to efagz to talk? That was such an event back in the day, but Merry seemed like such a sweetheart.
And after that photo upthread, did Maja stick around? Everyone thought at the time that Lauren ran after scamming her.
No. 1784252
>>1783828That was glorious. Does anyone have the unedited fountain video Merry released? I tried to find it last year but navigating efagz’s archives is a nightmare.
>>1784057Agreed! It was sad when the tide started to turn in efagz. I wonder how many of us are here enjoying the milk now.
No. 1786505
>>1783216Generally no she doesn't accept the diagnosis and definitely doesn't accept actual professional help. She has these occasional moments of clarity where she starts to take steps to make improvements but that lasts days at most. Then shes back on her bullshit. She's legitimately one of the least motivated people I've ever met.
I think she doesnt think she was that unwell and the people around her were exaggerating, like she genuinely thinks the way she acts is normal and everyone else is weird, like that grandpa Simpson meme
No. 1786512
>>1783737Honestly it was a fun experience. Everyone was very nice and professional and I got to go on a free trip.
At times it felt a bit awkward because I was the only person there that had nothing to do with drop dead or the shoot in any way. I only went because lauren asked oli of I could go instead of her getting paid for the shoot, she didn't want to go on her own. Sorta felt like a third wheel.
I remember her being extremely unhappy with how she looked in the photos they released. Then she kinda just ghosted Oli who would text quite a bit, which now I think about it is highly suspicious given his reputation and Lauren being, well, Lauren.
No. 1786514
>>1783828Oh shit the Merry situation! I forgot about that. So I wasn't very involved but Lauren came to me and just said "merrys talking to my hate blogs, we're never speaking to her again". And that was it, laure just cut her out. Does anyone remember why merry did that or what happened? I'd love to read it. I might reach out to Merry.
Photo upthread? Lauren didn't scam Maja, they are good friends still. They are both just different brands of crazy, unbearable people who should not live together in the same house. There was a lot of friction and eventually we just moved out and their relationship improved again.
No. 1786522
>>1784611At the time Lauren and I both did drugs recreationally, it was just the social culture we were in at the time. A lot of partying and drinking with our IRL friends on weekend etc.
We used to have people over for house parties at ours and she always put on that fucking webcam and sat there being a dickhead. I remember how uncomfortable it made my friends, they'd move the other side of the room! Eventually they refused to come over if she was going to do that. I could not fucking believe she did coke on cam that time, it was top tier dumb as fuck. She loved to show off like that like our lives were a Skins episode. Just thinking about it makes me cringe.
No. 1786924
>>1786514You were living there too? I thought she made it seem like you were broken up at that point and it was just her and Maja. I could be wrong.
>>1786519That's good to hear. Did Lauren care at all or was she completely over having a skink at that point? What happened to all the other pets?
No. 1787722
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She looks so happy
No. 1787723
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No. 1794105
>>1793823Farmers want questions answered and he wants to get some things off his chest. He's not going on huge rants about her or posting anything below the belt. He's calmly answering questions. It was an
abusive situation and he probably feels the need the talk through what happened to get validation and final closure but this sort of situation would be hard to explain to a therapist unfamiliar with e-celebs. I agree that he's probably not completely over her (not because he still loves her but that he coming to terms with the abuse) but I think that this thread will help him achieve that.
Seems like a perfect symbiotic relationship for the time being.
No. 1794227
>>1794105I think he’s done as much moving on as humanely possible considering coming to terms with what happened - he’s lived most of his formative years with an alcoholic borderline goblin reeking of urine, animals, and no hygiene, and was sponsoring their couch surfing and online drama addiction. It’s pretty shocking to anyone and it’s understandable he needs to vent a bit to come to terms and normalise his experience. It has little to do with Lauren as a person, the whole life situation was just wild. Lauren is just goblining elsewhere with a new dude, I don’t think anyone actually believes her usual PR-oriented SM activity. She’s always been sugarcoating her life to show muh haterz. And yet at the peak of her
unbothered & successful model life she was still a filthy goblin junkie with no real life.
Trying to make Rich seem like the pathetic one in this equation because he’s talking about it just ain’t it.
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(namefag)
No. 1898729
>>1898679 why did she disappear and then reappear??
I really wanna know where is Mila Mortice now???
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No. 1898740
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>>290770The last milk ive seen about Mila was from her old thread here saying she ran off from home with a 50 year old man..
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No. 1899091
>>1898971Someone posted it on VK
Just googled "felice fawn 2023"
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Does anyone care to explain what happened between her and Rich? I cant be arsed to skim thru this long thread.(spoonfeeding request)
No. 1900238
>>1899362Yeah but she was goth, white and anorexic which was all the hype on Tumblr 2014. I think she's pretty but hated her personality.
The only other tumblr girls i knew were johanna, shmegeh, mila mortice and wylona.. id say out of all of them, johanna was the prettiest
(sage your shit) No. 1900983
>>1898740>>1898742>>1898754Haha oh wow how I miss this little shit
She had a personality equal to her real look, and was so entertaining when she tried to make damage control after people pointed out her editings
I hope she has outgrow that bratty personality by now, but wouldn't be surprised if shes the same but leaning under the radar
No. 1902581
>>1898730god…she's just so…ugly.
not that there's anything wrong with being ugly. not that you can't work with whatcha got, the gifts the lawd gave ya.
but tumblr anas were so obsessed with her photoshopped looks for like, five years and it was built on…..not even mediocrity. she's one of those girls i would inwardly wince when i see her on the bus thinking, "you poor thing."
No. 1913472
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Kinda wish she was still goth(retarded namefag)
No. 2064254
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recent unshopped pic from October
