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No. 753753

Fahr Sindram / FahrlightLoki Anonymous 4 years ago No. 156500


Fame-thirsty cosplayer with delusions of grandeur, tries to conceal that the only publisher that prints her "manga" is actually owned by her family.

Denies photoshopping, begs for donations for rent, vet bills, and now she claims to be trans and gets donations for all medical costs relating to it, threatens suicide if followers don’t donate.(shit thread)

No. 753755

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What a surprise… something went wrong with the appointment!

No. 753757

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No. 753761

her dyslexia? i get that she's german but, ahhh, you know, if you're going to LARP as a dude then get your dysphoria in order..

No. 753773

that’s not how it works, but ok. They totally weren’t ready

No. 753782

Well, it will be interesting to see if Fahr really does lop her tits off on the 9th.

Query for German anons, is elective surgery typically scheduled for Sunday in Germany? It is fairly unusual in the US.

No. 753820

no, dyslexia is correct when making mistakes with letters and numbers and marking things down wrong.

No. 753919

No, it’s unusual over here too.
Scheduled surgeries usually happen on a weekday mornings as there are less physicians working on weekends and they’re only meant to be there in case of emergency and to monitor patients that were admitted/had surgery.
From my experience, even if you got admitted with let’s say an (not severe) appendicitis on a Sunday they’ll try to postpone surgery until Monday morning, simply because there will be much more personnel present.

No. 754147

gotta check you didn't write the wrong date again then

No. 754151

Yeah, it basically confirms my personal theory regarding this.

No. 754494

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The other day she posted the name of the hospital. I looked it up. They’re not open on Sundays.

No. 754511

Welp, RIP her donors' Euros then. Should have known better based on past behavior.

No. 754533

it doesn't mean you sub in completely different words. try again. fahr is just an idiot.

No. 754680

Numbers would be dyscalculia, not dyslexia

I wonder what fahr will pull as an excuse when the surgery date comes and goes

No. 754992

nayrt they meant dyslexia/dyscalculia is messing up spellings and stuff, dysphoria is when your self-image doesn't match your appearance to the point that it causes you distress, which is what trans people get surgery/hormones/etc to alleviate

No. 755034

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No. 755037

i know what the words mean lol it's why i called her out. this is the first time she's ever said anything about dyslexia, she doesn't have it. just stop.

No. 755038

She really is insufferable. Can't wait for next Sunday to roll around so we can see her new boobs!

My prediction: She will bind herself really tightly and say she had it done.

No. 755044

We do know she’s good with photoshop, so I’m guessing that will be involved as well.

No. 755045

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But she’s in too much pain daily to hold down a job.

No. 755087

Why does she even hold AMAs if she's not gonna answer anything

No. 755630

Yeah but the person who said this seems to be confused:
>if you're going to LARP as a dude then get your dysphoria in order..

No. 756115

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She’s being reborn on Tom’s birthday!

No. 756286

LOL. She's doubling down on getting her ~surgery~ on a Sunday, apparently.

No. 756298

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Wonder if this is legit but interesting for "Customer not present"

No. 756305

Oh, so that’s why she says the surgery is on a Sunday. “I didn’t choose the date, the surgeon did!” My ass.
My tinfoil is that the surgery is probably on Monday and she just wants to claim it’s been on Tom’s birthday.

No. 756306

Looks like legit to me. It's pretty normal for medical practices to be pre-authorization to charge on a specific date.

No. 756312

It's usually the option used for auditing purposes when payment is made over the phone. Given the envelope behind it, i assume they posted it out.

No. 756327

She claims they’re admitting her the night before because the surgery is so early. Is that typical in the UK?

No. 756336

Anon from the UK working in hospital. Nope it's not. Usually you are admitted on the day of surgery. Patients who are first to go in theatre will be asked to come at 7am for prep.
There is absolutely no reason why we would hold up a much needed bed for an entire night.
Now if it's plastic surgery, not sure at all but don't see why they would get her in a night before, it's not a hotel.

No. 756339

You are probably right. I have been trying to think of why she keeps lying about this and doubling down, and I keep forgetting what a stalker she is about Hiddleston.

Again, I guess we'll see if she actually gets her tits removed. (I think she will back out, if she actually has a surgery scheduled.)

No. 756344

Not in the UK but in Scandinavia you can be admitted the night before, had a family member that depending on how early they would go in had the option of getting admitted the previous night.

No. 756428

Spire Murrayfield is a private hospital so it'll be different from typical UK hospitals.

No. 756455

Maybe she paid extra for an overnight stay and Tom’s birthday, since it wasn’t her money anyway.

No. 756459

My friend got a top Surgery in GB and she had to be there the day before aswell for some last talks, tests, etc.
Personally not UK but I got plastic surgery and also had to came in a day early

No. 756479

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No. 756482

she's sick. this is the weirdest thing to me because she is not trans, she wants to be tom hiddleston and whatever doctor signed off on this is a real asshole. all you have to do is google her. anyone can see that she's delusional.

No. 756532

She's probably living under her real name, very disconnected from the online bullshit that would incriminate her.
At least that's my first guess. It's sadly more realistic to think they probably don't care if she can afford the procedure.

No. 756559

all I can say is yikes

No. 756588

What do you mean? Fahr Sindram IS her real name, there is no hiding

No. 756597

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Last week she did one of her “ask me anything” things. Someone asked if she worries she’ll regret the surgery and she flipped out on them saying they already asked the same question and they’re obviously a transphobe. Now, a week later, she’s bringing it up again. And then throwing in the thing about being cut open to make it sound like this person is currently attacking her, even though it was a week ago. Desperate to be a victim.

No. 756662


This is ridiculous. So she's saying that she had surgery a day ago and is already allowed to go home?!
No way any responsible hospital would do that.
You have to stay at least 2/3 days to make sure the stitches don't tear and it won't get infected.
Also you will probably vomit a lot and won't be in the mood for Instagram attention whoring.
Source: had a friend undergone this kind of procedure.

100% pocketed the monkey

No. 756681

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The hospital that receipt in >>756298 doesn't even offer gender reassignment treatments or the bilateral breast reduction that FtM get.

Even in the list of cosmetic procedures, they only offer reduction to remove excess tissue, not complete removal.

No. 756682

Meant to add, the masectomy option is only available as an elective surgery for those at risk of breast cancer and need to go through a consultation to ensure this is the correct choice - all taken from the hospitals page itself

No. 756687


Also you are not allowed to raise your arms because the stitches could tear easily.

Who the hell believes the cap she throws around.

No. 756689

This is very clearly a hospital gown and a hospital bed though

No. 756692

Not necessarily a hospital bed.
The hospital gown can be purchased off of Amazon for <10 bucks.
(As is the oxygen mask that hasn't really been explained. It's an oxygen mask usually used in an ER… )

No. 756693

Take a look at any munchie thread, this is easily faked by buying equipment online. Eli used to photoshop scars onto himself and badly remove his eyebrows

No. 756697

It's funny that she's the mirror gender swap of every 30-something moron guy dressed like a Spice Girls reject, who thinks he can become an IRL loli anime character.

No. 756709

Their site is dumb to navigate but if you look up specific doctors it provides another list of procedures that doctor can perform. I'm too lazy to try to comb through the Edinburgh site tho, especially with everything being behind an inquiry wall

No. 756718

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No. 756794

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Me watching Fahr being exposed after she’s been giving the evidence to expose herself like

No. 756795

wouldn't she have still have drains in her chest at this point? she's already got them out and is onto the compression wrap?

not sure i buy this yet but if she's stupid enough to mutilate herself to live the thorki lifestyle 24/7 then i'm glad she's gradually removing herself from the gene pool.

No. 756798

No fucking way in hell that the one with the oxygen mask is legit. If she is conscious and well enough to hold and operate her phone like that, she wouldn’t require the mask.

>This is ridiculous. So she's saying that she had surgery a day ago and is already allowed to go home?!
No way any responsible hospital would do that.
>You have to stay at least 2/3 days to make sure the stitches don't tear and it won't get infected.

Not really. Top surgery patients usually go home the same day or the day after. Staying >2 days is actually rather unusual.
You don’t necessarily throw up either. That usually only happens when you don’t tolerate the anesthesia or the pain meds well. They also give you some antiemetics in advance sometimes.

Yeah, drains usually stay in for at least 3-5 days.

So much about this whole thing is extremely fishy.

No. 756839

Well… this seems legit to me, she took her boobs off. She's really sick, she ain't trans. Now we must wait till the day she regrets it and try to kill herself

No. 756885

well… I hope that won't happen… you can say about fahr whatever you want but I really hope she won't try to kill herself :/(:/)

No. 756992

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No. 757004

Why doesn’t she have drains?

No. 757009

Drains are usually optional, she probably didnt get them because they do not look nice on those "look at my top surgery" instagram stories

No. 757130

it's still up in the air if this is real. she could just be wearing a dirty binder. remember we still aren't 100% if that surgery can even be performed at that hospital.

No. 757161

Drains are not always necessary for smaller procedures. How much breast tissue was removed? I'm not super familiar with this person's boobs, but if they were small to begin with that could be why there are no drains.

Sorry for blog, but I had a lot of skin removed after weight loss, and I only had drains at my hips for my tummy tuck - they didn't give me drains for the boobs. I know it's a different procedure, but it could be a valid explanation.

Still loony, though.

This criticism is correct. Any breast/chest surgery will come with the directive to not lift your arms past your shoulders for at least 2-3 weeks, or until the stitches come out. Have somebody else take your hospital bed photos, if you must have them, otherwise all that money will be wasted when the stitches tear!

The oxygen in that photo is supplemental. Lots of people who have surgeries and are conscious and well still have them for a few hours after surgery while the anesthesia wears off and they're keeping an eye on you.

No. 757214

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Her boobs were huge.

No. 757264

Wait the binder changed. In the second image it doesn't have a front closure necessary to take the item on and off.
She's already holding the phone at a high angle, did she really decide to change her own binder and pull one over her head, risking the stitches tearing?

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Yeah, that may apply to the oxygen tube in that photo. I was talking about the actual mask in the one that hasn’t been posted.

No. 757285

It might be fastened it the back, if someone is helping her clean or change or smth
The thing underneath is bloody so I guess that needs to be changed now and then.
Her arm also isn't above her shoulder, and I'd guess she's using one of those handheld tripods

No. 757305

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No. 757306

I hate to WK but it looks like she has iodine staining on her shoulders.

No. 757331

idk guys, I think she had the surgery. Either Fahr is trans, or incredibly dedicated to this act.

No. 757338

Pretty sure it's legit by now. That being said, if you pay for it yourself you will always find a doctor who will chop off your tits even without a gender dysphoria diagnosis.

No. 757343

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The real fahr. This is what happens when a tumblr fag hits 40

No. 757349

>>757338 Yeah I definitely don’t think she’s trans. Just a couple years ago she said her depression was from a doctor giving her the wrong medication at one point and it caused her to have depression. She insisted on that for years. Then it was that she’s trans and surgery will fix her depression. What she needs to do is get some real psychiatric help.

No. 757364

this facial expression makes me sad

No. 757375

Agreed. There are plenty of psychiatric disorders that come with body dysmorphia, and I do believe she is unwell, but not trans. Her bust was quite big, I can easily see how it might have caused her discomfort. For her sake, I hope she can live with what she's done years down the road, but she definitely needs actual psychiatric care.

No. 757382

that is the face of regret good god. She's def not trans but that just screams this thing I was certain to help me did shit for all on how I actually feel.

No. 757405

When did she drop the whole intersex act?

No. 757411

Holy shit. The last time I saw her she didn't look that wasted…

No. 757418

Well, I mean she just had major surgery and is probably on some decent quality painkillers.

Man, I do not think she is trans (like at all) and like someone else said above, that is the face of regret. I actually feel sickened by this.

No. 757469

Christ. I realize she always shooped her face, but she must have gained 30 pounds since her prime. At this point, nobody is going to think this overstuffed dumpling is a man, even after a complete mastectomy.

No. 757499

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No. 757510

she looks like a MtF now.. tragic

No. 757540

YIKES. I'm sorry, I'm completely new to this cow, has she been taking any hormones? Or even lived her life as a man for an extended period before all this? (not as loki)

No. 757548

no lemme greentext

>started as a lolita years ago

>known for taking 2deep5u pictures of herself in ghetto areas and at mcdonalds with posed actors
>regarded as pretentious twat due to her "i'm da beauty in dis ugly world" attitude
>becomes obsessed with loki
>starts cosplaying loki (despite not really cosplaying before)
>slowly leaves lolita and becomes a loki cosplayer exclusively
>suddenly is trans
>actually nvm is intersex and was always primary a man and not a woman
>crowdfunds for boob removal

all during this time she was also "oh so disabled" and "oh so poor/homeless" and "irl loki" and you know the drill. but yea basically she's nuts and one of those cows who thinks that anything she's said has happened in a vacuum so she can just change it when she wants.

No. 757574

She also started out saying she didn’t have dysphoria. Then she suddenly had dysphoria and it was so bad she had to quit her job and ebegged to pay bills.
And not only did she never present as male before this, she dressed in super-feminine Lolita and said that it wasn’t a costume, it was her own personal fashion.

No. 757577

I can't wait until she realizes this trans bullshit isn't for her and tries to detransition.

No. 757630

Getting surgery doesn't mean you're trans, it just means you had enough money to manipulate a surgeon into mutilating body. She'll regret this in a few years tops.

No. 757665

Anon, fahr first appeared with her cringy manga "losing Neverland" back in 06

No. 757716

She’s only been on hormones for 5 months >>697214

Little masculinization has taken place and I haven’t seen any videos of her voice dropping at all. Is she extremely unlucky with genetics or something? She said once she had top surgery and she got a deeper voice, she believed she would pass as a man.

No. 757743

Tbh she probably will pass as a guy, she's not very feminine looking when unshooped
Her voice is very feminine tho, but that should drop on T I guess

No. 757785

no one ever does anyhow. trans men always have eyes that are too small and close set; centered in the face. even buck angel looks like this. fahr is just mutilating herself because she's a munch and a thorki erotic roleplayer who takes it to irl.

tragic, really, and a cautionary tale. she's killing herself on the installment plan because she likes to play tom hiddleston dressup. what a fucking world.

No. 757795

i fucking forgot about that shit because it was so long ago. her lolita days were pretty notorious and kind of drowned out everything else from before.

No. 757813

Fahr isn't a munch, she's obsessed with men and draws yaoi like any other basic straight girl. I kind of get the feeling that she's got distaste for women in general, she tries to act feminist but she's very negative about them.

No. 757842

sorry, should have stated the munchie bit was jmo. transing and being a munchie are the same, along with anorexia/bulimia, just different expressions of the same disordered thinking. again, just my opinion.

No. 757858

I think Fahr is just incredibly dedicated to this act since it’ll probably get her more money. With no tits, she can ride the Hiddleston dick party with no thought to herself!

Still can’t convince me she’s trans tho

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No. 757895

Man, i can't believe she turns 40 next year and this is what she does online

No. 757896

Congratulations, you’re a more androgynous flabby NEET now than you were before surgery. What a triumph.

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No. 757988

>toxic positivity

Imagine being this fucking pathetic at 40

No. 757989

She has ED now? lmao

No. 758036

Funny how lopping off her tits is fine, but the one and only thing that could make her slightly androgynous is somepletely off limits.

No. 758060

This looks like a freak yaoi cosplay of teen Snape, with sallow skin, greasy hair, and unattractive, once again mauled/gangbanged by the Marauders.

No. 758077


ngl, "tormented angsty teenage Snape" is a pretty funny and horrifying cosplay idea. fahr'll probably jump on it immediately.

No. 758083

okay, then. fat NEET it is.

No. 758362

you know she had to do it to em

No. 758436

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…. Again

No. 758482

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This was one of the picture she posted… atleast its not overly photoshopped

No. 758492

Man, imagine mutilating yourself in order to look more like an actor. If I were Tom H I would try and get a restraining order, because this is crazy and she is crazy.

No. 758505

Literally the only resemblance is that they are two white people and she copys his get up from a movie role.

No. 758604

Jesus this is so sad. Get a life, Fhar.

No. 758853

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No. 758968

she looks her age now

No. 758983

Oh my god is that Tom Hiddleston?

No. 759005

The manliest of men.

Narrator: She did not look like a man at all, but bore a strong likeness to a 40-year-old hausfrau.

No. 759022

the real dysphoria is starting to set in now.

No. 759036

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she looks so busted

No. 759046


This is such a waste of actual nice big boobs. I’m genuinely sorry for her if/when this transtrender thing is over and she realizes no type of implant is every going to replicate what she paid money to ruin. Maybe tho by then she’ll be 50 and old and it won’t matter

No. 759048


She doesn’t have masculine facial proportions and will need thousand of $$$$$ in facial implants, hairline adjustment ect for her to realistically look like TH in any way. I truly feel sorry for her, this shit isnt a game and she can’t really go back now. Just off the top of my head I’d say she needs minimally brow + cheek implants, maybe chin reshaping with fillers which is probably a good 5-10,000 surgery right there.

No. 759067

I'm pretty sure most big name actors have people that look into crazy fans to ensure the safety of the person. Imagine being the person that has to keep on top of this circus.

No. 759112

fahr 100% has erotic target location errors. she's not trans, she's an autoandrophiliac, but it only extends to tom hiddleston.

No. 759119

This. Plus even if she starts hormones, it's not a guarantee her fave will get more angular in the same places or look more like Tom Hiddleston. She is going to end up looking like a weird inbetween tranny probably even less than TH than she used to when she cosplayed him.

No. 759138

Betting she becomes the next Oli London.

No. 759160

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Your skull develops in childhood/adolescence, so no amount of hormones is going to give her the prominent brow ridge/ocular rim/chin/ect even the most uwu bishonen pretty boi cismen all have. Unless her parents gift her 10,000+ dollars (or whatever equivalent Deutschmarks) she’s fucked, she will never look like the object of her desire and will always have extreme self-hatred although it will be interesting to see if she’s smart enough to realize why or just blame on general “dysphoria”

No. 759208

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Her boobs now.

No. 759217


I've never seen anyone with dysphoria show off their breasts like that, even if they're just a thing of the past. Even taking a picture of them and keeping it is weird. She's really fucked up and will realize it later.

No. 759236

She looks like….just a middle aged, slightly butch German woman! How is it possible that she looked more masculine when she was younger and Lolita?

She has already been on hormones that past 5 or 6 months. Most trans men see significant changes in the first couple months yet this is Fahr almost half a year in.

I really am concerned about that. Her obsession with Tom, her prior bad physical shape and health, almost no effects from HRT and now lopping off her breasts so soon. The dysphoria will terrible and it doesn’t seem like she has any genuinely caring support system to deal with what is going to happen. I know she’s an asshole but I wouldn’t wish that kind of Hell on anyone.

No. 759255

RIP to a pair of decent looking tits.

No. 759266

Nothing about her is remotely masculine. Still looks like a German woman with rough features.

No. 759275

hopefully the nipples don't die and fall off.

No. 759317

When I met Fahr in the mid 2000s she was fame and attention thirsty like you wouldn't believe, far far more than what could be considered normal. Imo cosplaying Loki and getting some recognition from the Hollywood star who plays him is the closest she ever got to actual fame, and that's why this shit is in her head 24/7 now. Wonder what went wrong in her life that she turned out like this.

No. 759365

Problem is that the bit of recognition she got made her into a worse person who pushed away almost every single person who genuinely cared about her.
I alps knew her in 2009/10 and she was obnoxious and a bit desperate but not a terrible person and she had people around her I would describe as friends. Now she has no one left apart from some insta kiddies who will never really help her if the crisis is hitting. And the crisis is imo getting closer each day. I'm getting really worried tbh.

No. 759366

Something seems very off about the arms in the after picture… They look like little twigs

No. 759367

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Did she delete her instagram??

No. 759368

>How is it possible that she looked more masculine when she was younger and Lolita?
I think she has the opposite physiology to Tess Holliday, she's somebody who gets a round puffy face the instant she gets overweight.

No. 759369


Seems to be gone. Makes me wonder if anything Fahr's posted the last few days has broken any ToS?

No. 759370

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nah not gone… just changed the name

No. 759389

Because she doesn't work and has waaay too much time, so her craziness could evolve. But even back then she was already online 24/7 and tried to get involved in every drama possible and make it her own problem.

No. 759404

this is some sad bullshit

No. 759407

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This is seriously her. She us so fucked in the head

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