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"I've never even been to Europe! But it's a beautiful country…"
Oh, Sarah, I wish I could believe this.
Nobody is questioning her sudden disinterest in Asian culture and yet she keeps talking about it.
It's like when your girlfriends swear they're over that dude they used to fuck with and yet they still feel the need to bring it up in every conversation.
It's okay, my queen, we know you still want Japan's dick.
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I mean I guess it's good that she's saying that she won't pretend to be Asian anymore. But she's started doing stuff like this lately where she'll just yell about not wanting to be Miku/Yuna/Lum/whatever female character she was obsessed with even when no one brought those characters up.
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Found this. Her mother had asked for prayers for her daughter. Looks like Sarah is very mentally unstable. Her poor mother.
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She's off the wall. Do those cosplays if you want to, PT. Nowadays there are much bigger cows out there.
It's her personality what always made her a lolcow, not her not looking "how her body is telling her to be". She lost a lot of weight since then as well.
I miss her livejournal days, she was so delusional but happy. Right now she's crushed over not being asian and trying to find anything else to cling on, but it's been too many years of obsessing over it so she can't leave it behind…
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Honestly it reminds me a lot of Buffalo Bill and his obsession with self-transformation
PT goes to Glasgow WHEN?
>>361386>Random person: The sun is shining today
PT: YEAH WELL It shines in JAPAN TOO and I am NEVER going there, okay?>Random person: What did you eat today?
PT: Well it certainly wasn't RICE or ODANGO or ASIAN FOOD, I am NEVER eating that again!>Random person: Wishing you well, Sarah!
PT: I'm not practicing Shinto any more, and no one can make me! >Random person: You look nice, Sarah
PT: I AM NEVER COSPLAYING AS YUNA AGAIN
These to me seem like she may be spiting her mother or something. Like she had an intervention and her mom told her she needs to cut this shit out. That or she actually went to therapy. But who knows.
I think it's funny how she is being like I WANT TO DRESS HOW I WANT. How is that pt? Normal casual fucking clothes?
"I've never even been to Europe! But it's a beautiful country…"
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Remember when she practiced Shinto? I guess she's going full-swing the other direction now.
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She also seems much saner/in a good mood today.
She sounds so… normal here. Not only normal, but there's none of that usual hostility from her that you usually see.
Maybe she's gotten back on her meds recently?
Agree, my own mom is bipolar, although her manic phase was usually not as negative. It was more like "I know what I'm doing, you're all stupid and know nothing about ! This investment I'm about to make is sound, you'll see ! It's not me who's sick it's you cause you're all crazy"
Now I don't know if Sarah is truly bipolar or something else but she clearly suffer from something, and I'm afraid her family think she just need a lot of determination to overcome this :( Really saddens me because Sarah needs medication to have a decent shot at life like everyone else.
It's easy to label someone as crazy and cringe at their posts but she really can't help it.
Her mom's supposedly diagnosed bipolar. We've had these armchair discussions before in many of her threads.>>361670
Well shit, maybe she's trying to emulate Miyu again.>working out>going all Christian
Unfortunately, it seems like it hasn't helped PT much. >>361672
Which convention is she talking about? Aww shiggy diggy, that'd be awesome to see her back on the con scene.
Cue PT swinging the other direction and becoming some sort of paganist/white nationalist.
Either way I'm so glad she's back. Ideally of course, this is the end of her delusions and she'll go on to have a normal life but I don't think that'll happen.
despite being someone who vehemently defends the legitimacy of transgender people (don't start the derail over this please), this is 100% a case of fakeboi if i ever saw it. see what >>361500
Nope, this isn't real. It's just the delusion of the moment, much in the same way she used to push being Japanese/Asian in the past. Plus she never showed any signs of gender dysphoria before.
Poor PT, I thought she was doing better since she stopped being so delusional about her weight and seemed to have been working and going out more. I really wonder where this of all things came from, she'd been a weeb for so long I can understand her wanting to be Japanese but this? It's really out of nowhere.
10min of lurking on the old topic and…………
I feel bad for her I mean
Imagine how it's living inside of her head
This girl really has some mental issues, damn
Nah, it's just PT being PT. She's prone to delusional thinking and has extremely escapist tendencies, and as such she latches onto anything that would let her run away from reality for a bit. First it was insisting she's really Japanese, now it's this. She thinks being trans will let her be someone else.
I do think PT is deeply unsatisfied with her life and her identity, but she goes about dealing with it in really unhealthy ways. Couple that with her being legitimately mentally unstable and you have a recipe for identity crises like this.
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She has an Encyclopedia Dramatica page that will give you a decent tl;dr of her history. And her nudes.
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wtf this is actually pretty cute, her hair only looks mussed by the wind and the outfit works nicely.
Uhh, so I read the OP and navigated to her fb profile, but she 3 days ago changed her profile pic to a cosplay of Haku (from Spirited Away) so I'm getting mixed signals. (The screencaps also have this pic but none addressed it s-so)
>>362043>10 min of lurking on the old topic
That is not what lurking means and please get rid of the cancerous typing style. You seem like you're 14 years old.
Just start reading Encyclopedia Dramatica pages if you're not familiar with PT and other classic original cows.
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This photo is 5+ years old btw, to everyone saying she looks good.
This is the most recent, non-cosplay image of PT.
She looks fucking scary and demented.
Anon, I am shook.
i'm so upset.
i've been a big fan of PT and her craziness for god knows how many years, and seeing her go through the struggle of loosing weight was actually a nice sigh of relief, like "yeah! do it queen! turn your life around!"
…looking at her now, it just seems like everything took it's toll and she's just floating in the deep end, she looks so worn and defeated… and sunburnt…
sage for sadface
Does anyone recall if PT had acne when she was fat?
I don't think she's getting proper nutrition, or maybe the sweat/stress from exercising all the time is causing her to break out. I don't recall her face being this horrendous. Plus she looks…idk, tired?
a derm visit for a chemical peel would help her. constant sunscreen and daily moisturizer would be good too.
but she won't.
fffuck i am so goddamn rustled man
goddamn it sarah, just love yourself the way we do
I really can't blame PT for being depressed. I mean she is in her 30's, lives at home, works shitty retail jobs (never gets to move up because always fired or rage quits), never visited Japan like she dreamed, parents never encouraged her dreams in the first place (ie. even forced her to tan and bleach hair), used for sex by that greasy ex, trolled by anons online for nudes (I know it's her fault for handing them out, but still), and on top of everything she's below average physically even after losing the weight.
With that said, I actually think she could turn her life around within 3-5 years pretty easily:
See a therapist and get put on proper medication
get graduate degree in useful field and apply for higher-paying jobs away from her family
get certified in TESOL and move abroad
Use some of her income to get fillers and face peels, maybe some surgery
fix her makeup and get rid of the oversized lenses
Aaand since she'd be in a better place and look (and probably feel) better, she could easily date and marry.
Honestly, this is my dream for the queen. I'd love to see her away from her parents, because they are enabling in the worst ways possible.
Sage for OT/blog but plenty of docs still prescribe amphetamines (namely dexamfetamines) and amphetamine-like drugs (bupropion) for obesity treatment.
But yeah, you have to actually be obese and trying. You can't be a mere 20 pounds overweight or be a 300 pound hamchan with no prior attempts at weight loss. Or be a sudden malingerer just trying to score performance drugs.
Helps also to not have fat shit doctors who don't immediately put up defensive walls the second you mention obesity should
She's too pure and innocent to take drugs anon~ She didn't even know how to make an alcoholic beverage at that one waitress job! But it's an interesting theory to think about.
I think it's just aging tho. What>>363194
said. My mom still gets adult acne in her 50s but wouldn't in her teens/20s.
I can kind of see her becoming a born-again Christian with white supremacy undertones, especially if she continues to be unmedicated but somehow gets over the "gender dysphoria". It would give her a new identity and a new reason to feel superior to those non-white, non-Christian sluts. It would also greatly increase her chances of finding a (gross and probably equally crazy) man if she ever swings back around to wanting to be a sekushii housewaifu.>>362070
Most of our banners originate from her post-college period when she was in her mid to late twenties. The weight loss and weird gender stuff only started after she turned 29 or 30 IIRC. High school was a long time ago for her, and I don't think even /cgl/ was really aware of her back then.
Are her ugly clothes part of her fakeboi phase>>363318
A lot of people treat pills as totally different when they're from the doctor
Oh dang, yeah. I forgot how long ago it really was. I do remember people going back on her LJ to posts she made during or just after high school, though.
Suffice to say that PT has been acting like a teenage weeb way beyond her years as an actual teenager.
Same here (and in most places in the usa). They take your drivers license to monitor if you're buying enough to warrant concern/alleged meth making amounts.
Also phentermine is still a fairly common weight loss drug prescribed to people desperate enough to find the right "weight loss clinic"/doctor.
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i'm sorry, this scared me so much
she has the face of someone who seriously abuses some kind of substance, it's very worrying.
Hey I am a giant newbie…
Does the PT in /pt/ mean pixyteri?
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Are you mentally disabled as well as being a newfag? Use common sense. God this board is diseased.
Anon I've noticed an influx of newfags trying to troll. Or it's one newfags.
Idk but it's getting annoying
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I know a lot of anons think PT needs plastic surgery/fillers/botox to look decent, but if she just fixed her hair/skin/eyebrows and wore makeup, she could easily look average.
I shopped this up without removing her wrinkles (except for the furrowed brow, to show what she'd look like if she weren't making the im pooping
face in this pic) or giving her plastic surgery. Does she look like a model? No. But she looks pretty enough to find a non-weeb husbandu, land a job in ESL or beyond minimum wage, and have a happy life.
Thank you, I understand.
More ontopic. >>363766
Makes her look so angry. I've seen photos of her without that weird frown, eyebrows up and more relaxed, and she looks slightly better. I wonder which expression is her natural resting face
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I always love shooping the queen.
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Guys, I'm really scared that if PT ditches her interest in Asia she will become a normie and stop doing the things for which she is The Great Pixyteri. I especially miss her videos and photoshoots because she (even if she wasn't) looked really confident on her kawaiiness and sekushiness. At least in the moment she shot them. And that really made me happy
But I understand she's 30 and it makes sense that she grows out the weeb phase at some point. And maybe that'll make her finally fit better in society, get friends and a husbando and be happy. And I want her to be happy. I'm torn. I'm praying for her to continue with the fakeboi saga
This is so beautiful
Unfortunately PT will probably always have thin, greasy hair unable to create such volume and thick bangs but we can dream
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The fakeboi saga is just getting started. Wonder if she got like "90% male" on this test
She did get mad and say something like "How could he choose THAT over…my beautiful skin?!" when her ex dated a black girl, though.
I can see her going down the white supremacy route if a guy she liked nudged her in that direction.
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She's going to be 32 this year (I'm just a couple of days older than her) and I honestly think she may be in denial about still being a colossal weaboo. I'm sure she has a lot of pressure to try and seem 'normal' (maybe an ultimatum set by her parents if she still lives with them) but she is probably dying on the inside.>>363841
I agree. When she had someone else assisting in her styling (like Miyu) they added more volume and curls to her hair or she wore a nice wig and she looked gorgeous. >>363866
Back in the /cgl/ days I had heard she went down on a black girl (and decided she wasn't bi in any shape or form). I'm guessing it was to impress or appease whichever guy she was fucking at the time, but it could have been purely gossip.
I don't think she was comfortable because she wants people to admire her for her natural beauty/not having to do anything. >>364005
I think this anon is right. We all know there's some underlying issues with her - yes she probably is bipolar (or something along those lines) there could be more to it too.
Plastic surgery is painful and somewhat expensive. PT has an education, but not enough work experience, to get her to a place where she can afford what everyone is suggesting for her.
1. She's going to moan about how expensive it was. She probably works a minimum wage job, or at least she's working class. She's unlikely to fork out that much money, surely if she had that much money saved up, she'd go to Japan with it?
2. It's painful, and high maintenance. She can't even keep her hygiene in check most of the time, you think that she can take care of surgery (at least to the level that is expected of her)?
Losing weight is free. Self acceptance is free. Plastic surgery is not - nor is it a guarantee that all her identity issues will be resolved from it.
That's because she was given a mature (her age) look. Not long after the Miyu saga she got deep into lolicon. Not that she wasn't trying to emulate underage ugu japanese girls before, but she kicked it up to 5 yeard old territory around the time she started cosplaying that bakemonogatari loli.
Pixyteri doesn't care about people's opinions, she never has. Back in her DA days so many fat fetishits sucked up to her like their goddess and she didn't give a rats ass about it. She could've sold those sekushii videos from that gigantic archive to those men and she would've made good money and felt sexy for a niche. But she couldn't accept the fact they liked her because she was fat, not because she was a true nipponese 16 year old. It pissed her off like no other.
It's a no win with PT. For her to be happy everyone would have to reenact the emperor's new clothes.
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She was so pretty here :(
Well it's kind of unrealistic that every anon here cries "plastic surgery" to fix every ugly cow. Realistically, most people don't get plastic surgery, either for financial reasons, fear of going under the knife, or because they aren't -that- distressed about their face. Most people aren't so hideous that they need plastic surgery, anyway. Simple shit like makeup/diet can fix most problems.
In PT's case, she obviously needs to get a good face-cleansing routine (I'm sure she doesn't have one still) to fix the acne, and get good at makeup. also, styling her hair. She has strong features, but she looked fine when styled by miyu.
Farmers have a skewed version of reality and thinks most people get plastic surgery like the whores they follow on social media.
Pt looks fine in this picture, >>364236
Like your average 4-5/10 girl, the majority of human females. There is absolutely nothing related to her appearance that can't be fixed by well fitting clothes, good hygiene, and makeup. It is her personality and hobbies that makes her such a crackpot.
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She really seems to not be doing well right now.
Oh no, someone called her ma'am at a store (again) and she's taking it personally (again)
No amount of buttpats will ever make her feel better about aging.
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Here we see PT sperging out about dressing up as Yuna again.
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>>364540I feel kinda special. I had the vid on my fb and she commented on it and then shared. She has blessed me. She wasn't rude in the comment either.
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You know what's sad? that while she's definitely not gorgeous she could at least look decent if she learned how to do her makeup.
She would look so fucking regal if she took better care of herself, not even kidding. As in red hair in an elegant updo and shit.
Rock that Habsburg jaw, PT
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You reminded me of this.
That right picture isn't relevant anymore, she puts even less effort into herself now. At least before she brushed her hair and edited her pictures.
Jesus fuck, pls tell me the right pic is shooped. Her face looks horrifying.
LGBT actually stands for
Let's Get down to Business
To defeat the huns
PT pls. This is her version of a midlife crisis. She's my favorite Christmas cake, tho.>>364921
That makes me so sad, though. I know losing weight doesn't fix everything, but I was hoping that by losing weight, PT would realize her potential and start to be a bit healthier overall (taking care of her skin with actual products, maybe getting a peel or 5, getting clothes that flatter her since she can fit them, etc.), but she's kind of stagnating… If anything, it seems like she's getting worse.
This Victorian/lolita style suits her so well.
With her weight loss, she'd probably look even better in this style. Please return to this style PT! You are the Queen no matter, but you looked freaking gorgeous with the soft red hair and feminine clothing.
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I am so proud of our Queen :')
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Bonus Lena Dunham AU
Aww I'm happy for her, hopefully this is the beginning of her getting her confidence back.>>365350
This hair would actually be a realistic everyday style for her, I like it.
Send her a request like two weeks ago hasn't accepted me yet
But all her posts are public anyways so I don't really care
Fucking lol at Enid Corpus. >behind on anime>movie PT is cosplay from is 10+ years old>>365339
Good for her, despite her wig looking like a horrible mess. I didn't realize Victoria Comic Con took off because I know she was assblasted a couple of years ago over not being invited as a guest. Maybe that'll change now.
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She's deactivated it. It's not showing up for my partner also.
She was on a crazy rampage about how her bag was turning into a dick.
Thanks for checking as well… I don't want to spread false info.
I sincerely hope our queen is okay.
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What was posted shortly before she deleted.
i dont understand how a delusion like this can take hold so quickly. absolutely nothing in her past suggested she wanted to be a man, but all of a sudden she's basically rejecting everything she's ever enjoyed in the past
did she spend her whole hiatus on tumblr or some shit? the last time i checked in on her, she was dancing around her backyard and was beginning to lose weight. its been less than a year since then, hasn't it? what the fuck happened??
>>365873>>I feel bad for her mother.
Same. Even though…>>365881>>I know her family doesn't give that much if a shit.>>365886Back
in the hospital…? Was she admitted before recently?
>> 31(?) years old>>Old and forgotten and my life taken from me.
Scarlett Johansson is 32
Kim Kardashian is 36>>Yes, PT, 31 is just ancient Better start saving that cosplay money for a burial plot!
>>I swear PT wants to be a shota
>>365886>back in the hospital
Now this makes me very curious. Did she go to a mental hospital? Did she try to hurt or kill herself?
I'm really bummed she deactivated her Facebook.
Her relationship with that skeezy guy has always been weird. James? The guy that convinced her to do the threesome? It wouldn't surprise me if Pixy had been coerced into having sex by James multiple times. I don't know if that's outright rape, but in Pixy's batshit crazy eyes it probably is.
Last I heard, months and months ago (sorry for faggotry, I don't have our Queen on facebook so sorry if I'm not up to date) she had gone back to him. It was at the beginning of her weight loss, and when she was talking about sex being painful and doing anal with dudes, I'm pretty sure that was James.
Lol oh come on. Having lost weight I can say honestly your vag doesn't give a fuck. It'll stay the same
Her fucking hood and clit and whatever else didn't fucking inflate. She's just a mental retard who can't comprehend growing up. Possibly arrested development. Don't be chalking up losing weight to dropping vag to confused gender lol
I think her mother is mentioning that time back when someone called the police on her because she was acting suicidal and PT was emitted to the hospital.
Her mother is in a difficult situation. Legally her hands are tied and she can't force her daughter to get the mental health he needs. All she really can do it pray and nag her to get help.
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Oh boy you have no idea.
She got her online handle Pixy Teri from a derivation of Pixy Teriyaki, which is a Parappa the Rapper fan character she made up in her teens when she was massively obsessed with Teriyaki Yoko, an alien idol. Just by doing an image search for Teriyaki Yoko you can easily find some of her fan art for this character.
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Also I don't mean to double post but I just found a self portrait PT drew a long time ago. It's a shame that her self image has been warped so severely over the years…
PT's clit looked pretty big to me in some of the nudes she took when she was still fat. She probably thinks it's getting bigger because when she lost weight, her outer labia got thinner and made her clit more prominent.
Another, though less likely possibility is her clit actually is getting bigger because she has an endocrine disorder or something. Her constantly infected vagina could be a sign of something amiss in that area, though it could also be that she just has really bad hygiene too.
PT's mom is legit nutty but her parents do care about her. Perhaps not in the best of ways all the time, but nobody is perfect. Still, they put her through college, let her live with them but still insisted on her school and working. Considering how nutty PT is and the fact that she clearly can't truly function on her own I don't think they did a terrible job of it. Tough love clearly wouldn't work on her because it hasn't so far the times her parents did seem to try (they were actually going to kick her out at some point and she didn't really do anything about it, if I recall correctly, so she got to stay). The fact that she graduated college and seems to work sometimes is actually a testament to at least some of their efforts.
After all if her parents really didn't care and were truly indulgent in their shitty parenting she'd probably be even worse than Chris-chan right now.
She's literally the reverse Chris chan, when he pierced himself a clit with a safety pin.>>365897
She had the biggest breakdown when her mother pulled a DNA test on her that denied any asian heritiji. Her mental health went downhill fast from there since she had no delusion to cling to anymore. That's when she started "hating" Japan. I think the shota stuff stems from self hatred and not feeling beautiful enough as a woman like with so many other fakebois.
The symptoms she's describing here sound so a lot like vaginismus, which is when the muscles in that area involuntarily react to objects being inserted by seizing up. This makes it painful or impossible to have sex, use tampons, etc. It can happen from infection but usually it is linked to anxiety.
The other alternative is a low positioned cervix which she thinks is some kind of growth or emerging penis. It's not unheard of for women, especially younger ones,to jump to wild conclusions when they discover it without understanding how low the cervix can get. This can be a normal variation of vaginal "depth", hormonal, part of the regular cycle, or due to prolapse. It can get close enough to the vaginal entry to get in the way.
Sage for tmi but maybe this info could get through to pt somehow and encourage her to ask an ob gyn to have a look and explain her anatomy or physical reflexes to her, because my money is on her being generally healthy and ok, at most needing help with muscle relaxation if it is vaginismus. Both conditions are pretty common.
sage goes in the email field, not the name field, friendly anon. >>366789
she honestly looks good here. I think she did a great job, but perhaps my love is warping my judgement.
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saw this on /cgl/ and got nostalgic. Look how happy our queen was…
I miss the queen doing lolita, she was at her cutest to me then, the long brown hair was always good on her when she actually styled it.
I remember this shoot. The best looking girl is actually behind PT (good strategy covering her) and some other girl taking the picture. But the queen was definitely the least ita out of all of them
Pixy quit lolita because she would only want AP, nothing fit and she stirred too much drama over it. She cried over this JSK not fitting and she complained multiple times about Bodyline (which has large sizes but in classic PT fashion she kept picking sizes too small)
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If you're talking about the StamRose incident with K, she didn't have a hospital stay. A few people were frustrated that they didn't because Sarah was really off her rocker that night.
If you're talking about another suicide incident, I don't remember, so carry on. >>366381
Huh. That's pretty interesting. >>366862
Agree too. I really want to take her aside and fix her wig. >>367340
AP is one of the bigger burandos, sad to say. That puts a lot of perspective on how much weight she's shed.
She doesn't have dysphoria and she's not Schizophrenic. She's pretending she wants to be a man because she's crazy and she wants attention. It's pretty much classic PT. This is exactly like when she was deluded into thinking she was ethnically Japanese.
She's bipolar and is more than likely going through another episode, as she tends to every now and then.
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I remember her getting upset over this shop back in the /CGL/ days.
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Sexy Maid-chan just for you.
It's more than just attention, PT has always had her issues but like >>369956
said she's never really been this bad.
Even with her wind chime she was still generally cognizant of things around her, she just seemed like she was taking a typical weeb role play/fantasy a little too far and making it a little too public. She was at least sort of functional then too, at least more than she seems to be now.
At the very least her bipolar episodes seem to be getting more intense.
>>370428>still generally cognizant of things around her
really? to me, she seemed pretty enmeshed in delusional thinking and an alternate reality where her delusions literally changed the world before her eyes.
If what another anon above said was correct (that her mother ordered a DNA test to conclusively prove she wasn't of Asian heritage), then her delusion was shattered. This is when those with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (which I believe Sarah to have) are at their most vulnerable and fragile.
All of her mood swings, depression, mania, even delusions, suicide threats, yes even negative self-image, can all be narrowed down to this. If you read up on other case studies of those with NPD, you'll find some frightening similarities.
So, essentially, Sarah's problem is she's been indulged to the point where she's no longer functional in society. In my experience, NPDs never get better, only worse.
In many ways, it's relieving that she's not some form of schizophrenic, autistic, or something. Most mental disorders stem from organic or chemical alteration of the brain; in Sarah's case, she's just kind of an asshole.
Some are, some aren't. In the case of NPD, it's actually strictly a personality disorder. It can be co-morbid with other things like bipolar, depression, schizophrenia, stuff that exacerbates the disease, but being a Narcissist has no founding in the person's biology. There's basically no way to fix it other than different types of therapies, and most NPDs don't think there's anything wrong with them. In fact, NPDs usually get along quite fine in life. It's the other people in their lives who suffer more greatly.
For another example, sociopathy. There's nothing physically or chemically wrong with a sociopath's brain. They simply lack the ability to empathize with other things. Once again, sociopathy is a characteristic trait amongst criminals and abusers, but not all sociopaths are criminals or hurt others.
>>370704>For another example, sociopathy. There's nothing physically or chemically wrong with a sociopath's brain
We have a poor understanding of the brain at best. Your personality is a result of the physical structure of your brain >See phineas gage and lobotomy
clearly there is something deviant about the brains of these people, we just don't know what because our understanding of how a personality or even a conscious, self aware entity arises from the physical structure of a brain is non-existent.
Unless you believe in a soul or that personality can come from anywhere other than the brain ofc.
>>370713>But why does it have to be biological to count as a mental disorder?
It doesn't, but disorders of organic origin are treated differently, both by drs and insurance companies. The DSM 5 + ICD10 don't use axis anymore, but it was simpler.
Axis 1 = organic disorders ex. bi-polar, depression, schizophrenia, etc.
Axis 2 = personality disorders, generally the result of ones upbringing, more nurture than nature.
often a psych will put an axis 1 dx down just so insurance will cover sessions, even if it doesn't really
apply, bc theres no evidence based treatment for PDs other than DBT and if they only give a PD dx, insurance will cover far less sessions (or none at all)
Been attempted before. No dice.
Only because she wanted the perfect husbando to go with her.
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It's wild to think about the fact that the left pic is 11 years old.
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>>372191>It's always someone/something else's fault.
Oh my god, this makes me wonder, has anyone made a tribute video to the Queen using Marina & the Diamonds "Primadonna Girl" before? The lyrics are perfect. I mean;
"I'm sad to the core, core, core
Every day is a chore, chore, chore
When you give, I want more, more, more
I wanna be adored"
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Looks like she selling some junk on eBay . This is very recent …
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Nah it's just her being delusional. A lot of the times what she perceives is blown out of proportion. Throw in some pretty unsafe sex practices and it's not really surprising her vag got inflamed.
Anyways, have a pic of our queen being princely.
I'd love to see her do more Crossplay, I think she could do feminine bishounen fairly well since she tried to be so girly all the time.
That fucking wig tho. Ahhh~
It feels like she had some kind of bad experience with some asia-born-asians or something the way she's carrying on. These are the words of someone who's been disillusioned but still enjoys what they used to deep down. >>361613
Maybe the weight loss not instantly making her kawaii desu? She has a strong jaw that isn't going to be changed naturally after all..I feel kinda bad for her.
I honest to God would book a plane ticket and go to an appointment with her if she wanted me to. >>380928
I owned Fossil purse once. Never a watch. I think I'm gonna get me one now :)
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Ohhh my god anon this is like all my christmases coming at once! True vintsge PT gold.
I remember Akinator correctly guessing PT when I played a few years ago but it seems like she's not on there any more
Hope she isn't planning on committing suicide or something drastic. Knew of this one person who was suicidal, they behaved strange, and sold/gave away their stuff before committing suicide.
I can't help but to worry for queen pixy
The thing is, Sarah will need to change her name completely. A quick google search will demolish any hopes of a normal job for her. And I don't think moving out of the home would be a good idea for her. No job, and staying with friends isn't a good idea either. The only thing left is finding a boyfriend and moving in with him.
Regardless of it all, I personally don't find her family abusive what so ever. They are stern and straight forward to her, so she can't handle critic and behaves as though its abuse. If she were my daughter I wouldn't support her dreams either. Being an idol in Japan? Taking gravure photos? No. However I am positive if Pixy suddenly wanted to seriously pursue a career as an English teacher, I guarantee you her family will support her all the way through.
>>381368> Also her family don't like the way she is and wants her to change. That would destroy anyone's mind. Everyone needs their parents full support in order to develop a proper and functional personality. She was denied the most basic shit, basically.
This is wrong. She did get support from her family, and continues to get support from them. She lives in their house, they support her and even put her through college. That's more than a lot of people get. She wasn't denied any basic shit and while her parents are far from perfect they gave her plenty.
The problem with PT is that she needed to be pushed to do anything sensible (college, a job, etc). Had she been more functional on her own I'm sure her parents would have been fine with her silly weeb hobbies, and even if they weren't, she shouldn't need their approval for her own interests.
Or to put it another way, her brothers seem perfectly functional and seem to get along with their parents. PT is the odd one out and there's a reason for that. Yeah, few normal mortals could be understanding parents to our beloved goddess-queen but you can't downplay their efforts either.
Also at this point I think PT's best chance at stable happiness would be to marry someone and be the kawaii housewife she's always wanted to be.
Most of her listings mention giving stuff away to Goodwill, or stating she needs money because she doesn't have a job. Also needing to clear stuff from her house.
I wonder if the purge is to go along with her new, tomboy "lifestyle"?
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Thank you anon, not too worried now.
I guess she has decided to commit to being a tomboy. For dumb reasons at that. I think most of it is due to her believing she has a very masculine appearance, as well as the growth of a penis that she is hellbent about. I wonder if there is a possibility that we see a lesbian Pixyteri in the future? What a strange turn around. Chris chan is a woman, and ..now, its pixys turn.
PT had a sort-of internet gf in the past, and her hatefulness towards other women tends to be exaggerated. I think she could, possibly, but she seems pretty straight. >>381589
Any idea what eating disorder? Her counting calories seemed very reasonable and PT has always had poor skin, I wouldn't think weight loss would affect her too much there.
She never said or at the least it wasn't someone known or connected to her, this was very early on. >>381697
She likes male attention and seems to seek them out, she's straight, especially with what >>381794
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Who is she taking these photos for? She should just sell these instead of letting people view for free. She would benefit with patreon.
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Pixy putting on a show for the spooky ghost orbs and mists under the bridge.
She looks good here, at least by Pixy standards - but this one >>381931
looks like something from a serial killer's camera.
this is a joke, right?
better? wow. that's just cruel, haha.
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This had been discussed before. She doesn't have autism of any sorts. She's just lazy and delusional. She already has a degree and is able to get a job, the reason she isn't holding a job down etc. is due to her delusions of being a kawaii Japanese idol/gravure star. When someone is so fixated on such delusions, it'll destroy their chances of getting actual responsible shit done in their life.
At this point they seem mostly for herself and theoretically for her fans (us).
And PT could have been making bank for years if she knew how to sell herself right. A lot of chubby chasers were lusting after her for a while and she hated it. I guess she just never cared about getting money for her pictures.
Coming from Texas, can confirm we didn't get Medicaid expansion (and likely won't because of leadership living in the 1950's) and we have been monopolized by Blue Cross Blue Shield. It likely won't change anytime soon because our governor is a paraplegic retard focused on immigrant boogeymen. But eh. Texas. I have no doubt Sarah has insane bills, especially if she doesn't currently have a job. Even if she did have insurance, the premiums and deductibles are ridiculous (~$300/mo, $6k before it kicks in for the least expensive plan).
sage for texasfaggotry
This has been suggested to her. Pixy will pretty stomp on every good idea you throw at her. However, when trolls like PTNR suggest she stop shaving her bush, she's all over it. Go figure. Pixy is super paranoid and gets offended at the slightest suggestion that she should sell herself as anything but adorable and beautiful. She did once release a photobook which was hilarious. Anyways, PT might excel at the fetish market but there's no convincing her. >>382528
She does have insane bills. She's also a bit of a hypochondriac so she constantly went to the doctor feeling "ill" and dreading measurements. Our latest PT breakdown was when a female doctor told her that she was "just getting old." PT exaggerates illnesses, but definitely has disgusting sex that exposes her to real stuff. She's racked up a very large debt because of that. It's a lot of the reason why she's always in a downward spiral and so dependent on her parents.
Speaking more generally, we should probably have introduction links (maybe her ED page) in our next PT thread? Just in case newfags come around.
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how were these even obtained?
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oh my gosh looking at these again I just can't get over how nothing is done properly, like if you're ACTUALLY going to go hang around rundown parking lots etc. dancing to jpop just DOOOO ITTTTTTT DOOOOOO ITTTTTTTTTTTTTT. All the videos are like 30 seconds and 90s% of the footage is her chaecking with embarrassment to see if anyone's coming. It's obviously the entertainment part for us but how did she expect to get anywhere by NEVER actually recording anything properly ever FOR YEARS. Reminds me of keeks actually
I miss old PT. I wish she would still make her dancing videos and "Oops, I am so innocent ando also accidentally lewd" videos, I really liked those for some reason, they are so entrancing.
Like, she wasn't attractive by any means, but her confidence made her look sexy-ish to me. Weird.
Sage for rambling.
i've said it before, we'd be able to weeb out together and maybe someone could motivate her…
she's too untrusting to be someone's friend though, and she did it to herself, it's sad.
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Yeah oh gee, PT has some enormous balls now be running this site.
PT runs lolcow farm?
It's sad people forget Chris is 4chans baby
PT, like Chris, started out on 4chan. Like Chris, some of her issues stem from that. The rest is all their own doing.>>383778
I am feeling charitable and going to be nice to you, seeing as you seem like a newbie and not all on the uptake, but this board /pt/ was originally devoted to achieving and discussing all things PT related.
We are refugees from another board called Stamina Rose. SR was a place we congregated after 4chan banned singling out people for discussion.
SR went down when the admin panicked and pulled the plug after some autists went full retard, inferring from a troll's statement of PT's unusual sex games with some random possible blackmailer/Dom meant she had been forced to create underage porn with some child she babysits. (She didn't).
And now here we are, the milk has gone dry and as usual we turn on each other until it flows again.
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Am I the only one that almost entirely blames that cunt PTNR for PT going into hiding? Again, I don't blame PT for being untrusting of others and fearful of making friends. I blame that clap infested whore PTNR, primarily. I do believe the milk would still be flowing if that cow-tipping bitch hadn't pulled the shit she did for "lulz". In addition to that, it was just plain cruel. I mean, have some human decency (and this coming from myself, a person who enjoys the folly of cows as much as anyone).
PTNR basically catfished/trolled PT during some of her quiet times. Iirc, the first time PTNR went as an Asian man interested in PT. This was when the growing out her pubes thing happened, along with dying her hair with coffee. They also got nudes (supposedly unprovoked). The most recent time, PTNR posed as someone in the medical field. This is who PT asked about futanari being real, and gave her newest nudes showing her deflated breasts.
PTNR used to post on SR (or was it MaxFag) and then went to KF when the board went down.
Shit the fuck.
I agree with you, base off this, I think they spoiled the milk for us all.
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Holy shit bitch you dumb
mad tinfoil mate, what are you on?>>384124
In their defense, PTNR did stromgly encourage PT to go see a doctor about her obvious issues with her lady parts (e.g. them being swollen and inflamed). Still, PTNR did this by posing as a doctor of some sort, so I guess it is 6 of one and half dozen of the other.
For some reason, PT seemed pretty terrified of seeing a gyno. Who knows why. Not sure if the gyno was the doctor who told her some of her physical problems were just because she was getting older.
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Have you guys ever seen the French fashion girl Jeanne Damas? She reminds me so much of what PT would look like had she been born pretty. She has similar features but prettier
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Oh come off it. PTNR never actually gave two solid fucks about PT. She gave her "doctor advice" to get in deep and dig dirt on PT. Fuck PTNR for being such a cruel, attention seeking cunt. The resulting "lulz" and information she gathered about PT was not worth the method of obtaining them. Reminds me of all the vicious mean girls back in high school. They'd pick on the retards for laughs. And yes, I do realize that I am perusing the mishaps of retards on lolcow. But the laughs i get on this site are the result of what the cows have done themselves, not because some internet bully obtained dirt through subterfuge.
I still blame PTNR for sending the Queen into hiding. That experience that she put PT through would seriously fuck up anyone. Evil bitch.
>>384456>I am confident many of you have done the same.
I have never done any of that. Sorry that youre so stupid to do something like that. If such pictures are posted online, I just think it's laughable.
And traumatizing? Highly embarrassing, yes. Traumatizing? No. Especially not for Pixy, with all the other pictures and videos that she put out there by herself.
Well I am so very glad that perfect people like you exist in the world. Where would we be without people with impeccable judgment, pure as the driven snow? I'm so sorry for my mistakes and lapse of good judgment. Which nunnery can I contact so that I may seek your invaluable counsel?
Actually, fuck that. You sound like a cunty bitch.
PT went into hiding for two major events:
K calling suicide hotline about Pixy's normal "I'm going to kill myself" tweets.
Now a long debated issue of how much trolling is too much trolling won't be answered today. PTNR was never discovered, so I'm sure Pixy never went into hiding because of her.
How the hell would anyone know that PT didn't find out about PTNR? Hell, she's been mentioned countless times in previous PT threads on this site alone. Do you honestly believe PT doesn't know how to use the interwebs?
I agree about Britfag though, yes, that too was a major contributing factor. In a lesser extent, in my opinion, also the suicide threat.
It's PT with fuller lips. That's it.
Yes, I have been guilty of being young and dumb, no doubt. The point is, I was very lucky the recipients were not cruel enough to plaster them all over the Internet.
I feel bad for PT because she was exploited by a vicious troll who wasn't so kind.
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lol it's like you know nothing about pt. pt had nudes all over the internet far before ptnr entered the scene. she didn't fucking care about the nudes, she wasn't ashamed, they weren't mistakes of her youth or any other bullshit you people are trying to push. she was only ever terrified of her mother catching her being a slut again and getting in trouble after she was busted the first time.>>384446
you're an idiot and you need to chill.
were can i see those nudes?
Yes, she was talking/whining to someone on one of her social media accounts about how her life sucks. When asspatted she said there were nudes out and people judged her for it. Also she mentioned it to one guy she was in contact via the internet that men found her nudes and lost interest or something (could have possibly been PTNR this was said to.)
All this is lost im the mists of 4tome and forum purges.
There's a difference though, between showing pics of your vag to a supposed "doctor" the nudes she chose to put on the web.
Also, PTNR had PT do humiliating things for her, like growing her bush out, shaving it into a Hitler stash, hurr durr, and then laughing about it when she complied with her requests like a trained monkey. Yes, everyone can say she humilates herself on a regular basis, but there is a a world of difference between doing it on her own terms and being exploited for laughs.
Yes, PT is the Queen, I agree, and I do know much about her. I just happen to disagree with you, oh grand high priestess of all that is PT.
Please, send her a request for a nude. Post it to this thread. I will wait.
This. PTNR did some cow tipping, but nothing to really cause this dry spell. I'm pretty sure the biggest source of our dry spell is from the Brit fag. I can confirm that PT will just randomly send you nudes if you're pleasant enough to her without triggering
her. PT has mental issues, but she's not slow.
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Drug-addicted ana stripper turned self-posting tripfag cgl cosplayer turned attention whore /fit/ denizen who tried to makeover PT as one of her messiah complex projects. Miyu wanted to tote PT's ~inner beauty~, meanwhile she was getting collagen injections and implants.
She's not known or referenced outside cgl, and was only ever known for one cosplay.
Seagulls say JNig replaced her.
They say she married some guy from /soc/ and now she's living a normal life. Which translates to she wised up and kept her crazy and preachiness off the internet.
I don't recall what the exact reason was for PT and Miyu's falling out. I only know that Miyu sought out PT to do that photoshoot. I found a post where some anon claimed PT invited Miyu out to a festival and Miyu bailed for being sick and PT got angry and called her a bitch. Then Miyu distanced herself.
Miyu never intended to be PT's friend, she wanted to be famous for fixing Pixy
and when it became obvious it wasn't going to happen easily (if at all), she bailed. PT wasn't wrong to distrust her intentions.
I remember Miyu dishing out unwanted advices on cgl before people finally told her to fuck off and stop acting like an expert.
I'm a dinosaur who witness PT pre-golden age and once knew her from the texas comm. The damage had been done LONG before PTNR. She has been consistantly ripped apart since around 2007. Before lolcow there were plenty of people like PTNR spilling dirt, people becoming her friend for a couple years only to dump every little thing they had (even no0ds for a few of those romantically involved that made their way to us). People would call her parents, send her work her noods, send parents her noods, send death threats and accusations to her family, call the cops on her and have them sent to her home, mass pizza deliveries, cruel pranks etc…PT was always pretty deluded, but the 10 years of constant harassment and bullying was partly what further entrenched her into her own fantasies and delusions. I think if she had gone quiet online and gotten into therapy earlier, she's have had a chance. But her disposition combined with the online shit, man this bitch had NO chance.
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as one dinosaur to another, thank you for shedding some light for these pt newfriends.
That actually makes me really really sad for PT.
Did PT ever hurt anyone during these times, or did her cosplay ignorance garner all of this negative attention? Maybe becoming the reason why she got that much more attached, to prove bullies wrong?
That's so terrible about the constant fake friends and then the sexual humiliation being spread to her family and work. Even a normal person after all of that would require serious therapy and support…
Before lolita pt cosplayed a lot and was in in comms for that. I remember one of the first bouts of her drama was her believing she was
Orihime from Bleach and always cosplaying as her. Then for some reason she started saying she was actually Rukia and started identifying as Rukia and her character traits.
I love that you really didn't change her face shape! This is one of my favorite edits easily. The warm tone in her hair makes her look younger and contrasts her light eyes beautifully. Defining her brows slightly, getting a good mascara, and a simple BB cream would look so good on her. I don't know how she be such a weeb but not want to mess with any of their skincare/makeup brands, especially when the packaging is the cutest ever? Minimal makeup is still innocent if she's still on that purity tip.
I miss the Queen …
1. We're oldfags
2. She's provided us with endless lulz. Her new photoshoots were like x-mas when we gathered on /cgl/ to rip on them.
3. Her tinychat was beyond fun.
4. When a cow hits rock bottom you suddenly feel the urge to nurse it back to health.
5. Trolls fucked with her to no end, including tallying up her med bills when "K" called the police on her fake suicide threats. Troll remorse? The closest you'd ever get.
I could write a novel on the strange fascination we've had with PT over the years.
For JET you need either a Bachelor’s degree or a 3-year teaching certificate. PT was eligible because she had a degree.
I'm fairly sure it was her interview that got her rejected, I was online friends with her at the time and I strongly advised her not to go full weeb with it (have had multiple friends be accepted for JET and all of them said that the obvious weebs get rejected), but she was completely shocked and offended by that advice and said that of COURSE she'd tell them all about how much she loved anime/cosplay/kimono etc because the interviewer would be "impressed by how much she knows about Japanese culture" and told me I didn't know what I was talking about.
PT was a very good student as far as I'm aware, it's one of those random little quirks of hers that impresses me. >>401104
Thank you for this.
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I remember the JET forum telling her she probably wouldn't be accepted on the first try, so I am sure she got rejected the first try and just gave up.
I really really wish I could find that thread again. If another farmer capped it or can find it, that would be a fantastic blast to the past.
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Still taking saucy cosplay pics in random places.
I wish she wouldn't keep deleting her FB, I'd love to hear what she's doing other than the photoshoots. I really do want her to be happy and live a nice life. She's given us so much with all her glory.
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Yeah, there is still potential in her. She doesn't seem to have any stretchmarks on her stomach either, really lucky considering how much she ballooned up.
And have a bonus pic because I think it's cute.
How did she lose all this weight? Does she have an ED or did she do it correctly?
Sage cause I'm new to the Queen, I'm sure this is a pointless question just curious.
I have always had this doubt… how come a A+ brilliant student always behaves like this in her spare time? Lol
She's like a mystery to me haha
Pt is looking fantastic! Thanks for sharing anon. I especially like that she's allowing herself to tan and have a natural hair color. Also, doesn't appear to be dressing like a shota/loli anymore. 10/10 A+>>403003
I really hope that PT finds happiness in life too anon! Most cows are annoying and rage-inducing, but for some reason, PT is incredibly likable.>>403012>>She's like a mystery to me haha