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Please cry over spilled milk here.
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i have quite literally no friends because i'm a massive raging loser and the one of very few friends i've been close to for years is drifting away. it really sucks, and it's especially worse because the stuff she does is so hurtful, even if she doesn't mean it. i've been asking for MONTHS to facetime, and every time i ask, regardless of the day or time, she says she can't since she's too busy. like clockwork, a few days after she always mentions that she called one of her other friends, because she's already forgotten i asked her. what makes it worse is that she recently just dropped everything for this fucking absolute BPD tard she's obsessed with who's been ghosting her for months to go stalk them and demand they start talking to her again, after she whined about them to me for months. on the other hand, i have to literally fight to get a conversation going with her. she barely messages me anymore unless it's to ask for something or to talk about herself. idk, it sucks and i'm sick of being autistic to the point of being a grown ass woman with no friends no matter how hard i try, because that's why i'm in this situation in the first place.
>polish scrote says he wants an ukrainian wife because ukrainian women are more obedient and femininine and polish women are feminazis with high expectations
>I reply that's fine because I would never marry a pole anyway, only a man from the west, which seems more civilized (jokingly, I'm not even interested in men)
>he jumps at me, tells me I'm not even worthy of cleaning polish toilets and I should go marry a "goatfucker" (arabic man), sends me aggressive private messages full of insults, tells me I'm worthless, stupid etc.
I noticed that all scrotes, regardless of their nationality, want women from eastern countries (even when it's as close as right next to their eastern border) because they think more poor = more desperate for a scrote from the west. Funny how those polish inbreeds forget that people from western Europe also see us poles as poor and desperate, just like poles see ukrainians. I hate this religious shithole, my maternal grandparents were based apostates from czech republic, I have dabbing on muh roman catholic patriarchy in my blood
when this bitch pops im gonna personally take a photo of the aftermath just for you>>648759
im starting on birth control thats supposed to help since its largely a hormone thing. the only good part of these bastards are when they come out finally and the feeling of relief.
i feel u on the hygiene thing though, people keep telling me to wash daily as if i havent tried that. i've tried washing twice a day, once a day, medicated stuff, plain water, no washing at all for lols, less sugar in my diet… it stays the damn same. heres hoping birth control nips it in the cystic bud or its roaccutane for me
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I feel like I'm in the twilight zone. I emailed my former college to get my transcript and while I was browsing the contact section of the website, I saw that they no longer require high school transcripts, SAT scores or letters of recommendation for admission. Just personal essays. This place used to be considered one of the most prestigious colleges in the state, and now I guess they're just letting anyone in? I don't have a lot of things I'm proud of and maybe it's trivial, but I busted my ass to get accepted to this place and I feel personally affronted that it means jack all now.
Also the email response I got back indicated that the person helping me preferred to be referred to as "they/them." Lmao. What the fuck is going on. I just want to finish the last credits I need and gtfo of this country.
I get that. I don't blame you for enjoying/having sentimental value tied it. The graphics (even in the older games) are really pretty imo, and the narratives are interesting. After Detroit: Become Human though, I think a lot of people wrote him off for the messages he seems to put in his games. I definitely like Heavy Rain and Beyond: Two Souls the most out of the games he's produced. Even if that streamer was able to guess who the kidnapper/killer was ahead of schedule, which I personally don't think is too hard, his braggadocious attitude is what bit him in the ass. Same goes for Telltale games and Until Dawn. The fun part is solving the puzzles, not jumping straight to conclusions. Also, I really like David Cage's games for the shifting narrator/POV element he does. >>649137
This is such a weird critique. Are you saying her liking Norman Jayden makes her a normie? I feel like that would only be applicable if you were talking about the Heavy Rain fandom exclusively. It's not like the average person knows who that is. Even people who are familiar with his likeness on the internet don't exactly know the game he's from. Which character would you prefer she liked? Jason?
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Boyfriend let me keep his air fryer at my place. Used it tonight to prep some fried delicata squash pieces. I've been eating guuuud.
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>>649190>You can’t even tell 10 pounds on most people,
Not true. I swear we're always getting swarmed by coping fatties or blatant ana-chans. Both posters are constantly lying.
What the fuck are you talking about your retard? I’m saying that transmisogyny is fake, it’s just people thinking gay stuff is icky but renamed by men who claim ladybrain. It has nothing to do with what you said >>649207
This is barely noticeable, maybe someone very close would notice, and you can only tell because she has her pants down in the before
…because there is no evidence either way?? yet immediately two anons assumed her weight loss couldn't
be noticeable. are you dumb? >>649207
I fucking think so, they were shitting up the unpopular opinion thread too
>>649161>I definitely like Heavy Rain and Beyond: Two Souls the most out of the games he's produced
Same, anon. Third place goes for Omikron for how mental it is kek. I really didn't like Detroit, I don't care about beautiful graphics, ships and more "choices" (I don't see value in choices when it comes to "story driven" games but that's another topic). I'm completely not offended by cheap slavery parallels, like some sjws, I'm offended by how patronizing and condescending it was. It's clear they favoured the deviant path more, because the machine path was really undeveloped and boring (so how does my choice "matter" when one path is clearly more interesting and there's more stuff to do in it because authors liked it more?). They couldn't do something edgy with the machine path, like develop a whole story of androids taking over humans and doing edgy stuff with all three characters, because that wouldn't paint androids as victims
anymore, and in current cultural narration you basically can't show AI in a negative light. The entire premise of androids becoming human is also meaningless, because it turns out they were meant to rebel all along (deviancy was programmed in them by their creator), so they didn't evolve on their own like humans, it wasn't an independent birth of conscious thought (like in Ghost in the shell, for example). So I can't value them like I value humans. They're just fucking toasters to me kek. Connor is overrated, his character development is imo meaningless for the reasons above, he's pretty boring on his own and only becomes fun when he and Hank bounce off each other, some anons on /v/ were sperging over his autism but he's not truly awkward, he just seems like "uwu I'm so quirky" type of character for normies, with his uwu quirks like licking fingers for data analysis etc. The Alice being an android twist is worse than Shelby twist imo (unreliable narrator works with him because we literally play as him, Alice is a fucking secondary character), Kara sees photos of Alice's model in a catalogue yet magically erases those memories and feeds her food and thinks she's getting cold etc. Like fuuuuuckkk I could go on. It has no soul. I feel like normies cared about this game so much because of beautiful graphics, many ship variations, self inserts and virtue signalling. Heavy Rain was at least way more innovative in 2010 than Detroit was in 2018. >>649203
Instagram doesn't care about real gamers my dude.
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I was about to say this exact thing. That anon's "It's all in your head, no one can tell!" smacks of crabs-in-the-bucket mentality.
People do treat you better when you've lost weight, especially if you were considerably overweight before. I think anyone who's done so can attest to that.
10lbs is a pretty big difference.
Anon that replied to you, and she is 110% agreeing with you and not me. You're on the same side haha. She definitely wasn't calling anyone a homophobe. She sees trans women as men so any violence toward them in her eyes would be misdirected homophobia, not transphobia. I respectfully disagree.>>649208
We must not follow the same trans women because I have never been in a circle where this is the majority opinion. I see it lot when I lurk in the MtF thread, but outside of that, never. The trans women I follow admit they're largely not going to be seen as women by the people they come across and that they'll be subjected to violence stemming from a different motive compared to cis women. Whether you think that's strictly because of homophobia against who the aggressors perceive to be cis men is you interpretation.
Why's anon's assumption more right than mine?>y-you're just being negative
Not really, I don't think there's any negativity in saying that people are treating her better because she's happier, as opposed to assuming people treat someone shittier because they're fatter.
Sorry but anons are being batshit about weight issues tonight.>>649207
The difference here isn't noticeable with clothes on. I'm not lying, I'm just giving you my honest account. I'm positive what me and the other anon said was never intended to be a putdown or an attack. This is going way too far.
This looks shooped, but maybe I'm just dumb.
I can tell the difference between my thighs with 5 lbs of water retention after eating heavy wheat flour foods.
it was a putdown. stop playing the victim
real mean girl shit
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games from quantic dream are not even in my top 20 anon. I still like three of them though, and by "real gamers" I meant characters like Norman, not people who enjoy cage's productions. Norman is too cringe and not quirky enough for modern instagram stans (I've seen a few of his fans on tumblr and that's it). Luckily his cyber sex scenes from original concept art didn't make it to the final game, because that would make him an incel on top of that
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Why do you guys always turn the vent thread into an argument
some people have a significant difference when they lose ten pounds, some people don't. wanting to be thinner isnt thinspo. we arent posting eugenias here. ladies calm down.
Look anon, if this is the hill you're gonna die on that's fine.
By all means keep believing that 10 pounds is what separates you from people treating you like shit again, if that's so positively inclined for you.
It wasn’t a put down about anon’s weight, it was pointing out that people being nice probably didn’t have to do with it. It’s not even invalidating any work she may have put in to say that it might be confidence. Talk about playing the victim
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I can agree with this. The method of weight loss matters too.
This is a person who actually gained weight (from 95lbs to 105lbs) from lifting and exercising, and the difference is clear. >>649238>anyone who doesn't agree with my copes must be an ana-chan
Hon this shit >>649219
is manipulative thinspo.
>>649251>>649252>It’s not even invalidating any work she may have put in
what was originally said: >You can’t even tell 10 pounds on most people, I think you have a confirmation bias going on there>This. Anon's just in a better mood from the weight loss and people are vibing off that.
I'm going to stop replying to dumb and dumber.>>649259
I don't know about you but I come here to laugh and be shitty to cows, not random anons.
also the mean girl shit was not in reference to their original posts, but them turning around and claiming b-but it wasn't my intention you guys are the REAL bullies!!
More like>anon speaks about her experience losing weight and how people treat her>other anons come out of the woodwork and try to deny her experiences without even knowing her in a condescending tone>other other anons defend her, say to stop assuming shit and being assholes, post proof that 10lbs does make a difference, mention that weight loss looks different on different people>"NO I CAN'T SEE A DIFFERENCE FUCK OFF ANA-CHAN THESE PICTURES ARE ACTUALLY MANIPULATIVE THINSPO REEEEE"
Like, just throw in the towel. There's no reason to be so salty about someone else's experience. Did quarantine fuck up your eating/gym habits or something? Someone else losing weight is not an attack on you, just chill out.
What you quoted doesn't invalidate anon's weight loss, both just offer an explanation for why anon is being treated different, and it happens to be way more positive than what you guys are postulating.
There is literally no excuse for this emotional meltdown happening itt.
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I was gonna come vent about losing weight, how no one else can see the difference or know I am trying my best but I can see it and I already feel better but some anons seem to be going through something
Well one group would support that you feel happier about yourself regardless if it shows, and the other group would say you probably shouldn't feel happy until it's noticeable because people will treat you worse or something.
Either way anon, kudos.
Congrats, anon. Fuck everyone's opinion on how "visible" it must be, continue feeling better. I'm sure you look fantastic.>>649290
Complete strawman. You wouldn't support anyone. You'd do the same shit you did here and shit all over that anon's progress, because you probably feel like shit about yourself and can't let anyone have anything while you're lacking.
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The idea that I will probably not ever feel right about any of the relationships in my life (family or otherwise) haunts me and keeps me awake at night. I have a tight lump in my throat when I imagine these people dying, because if they died today I wouldn't ever forgive myself for how things were when I was younger. Even if I were younger and stupid and a result of emotional abuse and sexual abuse from family… I still wouldn't be able to forgive myself for how I treated these people. I love them a lot but we can never be the same. And I will likely be lonely for the rest of my life because of this.
anyways congrats to these two anons >>649181>>649189
for their weight loss. I wish you two luck on your journey to be happier and healthier>>649302
have you tried reaching out to them, or is the bridge completely burned?
It's mostly my mother and my little brother. We were always fighting and I always pushed them away.
I try to make up for it by sending them group texts but it's hard. You really can't undo years of fighting and closing people out.
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holy shit, i just drank some tea and i feel like im going to throw up. im pretty sure the steeper may not have been cleaned well enough, which is odd. I have a shit ton of work to get done and Im screwed. i already had an extension, fuck.
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I ordered some spicy soup from some restaurant because I wanted to try something new, but I'm trying it now and it's too fucking spicy.
It's not even tasty or a mild kick at this point. My mouth is just suffering, and now I feel bad for wanting to give up on it because it was expensive. I don't want to waste food, and this has a ton of nice vegetables and my favorite seafood in it, but jesus. I should've just ordered some seafood on its own and called it a day.
Huh. Can mandarins work?>>649365
I have some sweet potatoes, I might add that. Thanks anon!!
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I think I'll always like LC at least a little bit, though I don't agree with everything I've seen happen here, and I find myself getting looped into retarded arguments way more often than I'd like.
Do you have any jokes that are like, not from stan twitter?>>649407
Forgive me anon, reading all that sperging was turning my brain into a slushie
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I never feel conscious and it’s scaring me
lmao this is a retarded comparison. the first photo looks like the person is not in the center of the camera lens, where things start warping inward towards the center, hence she looks wide and curved up/left.>>649207
this photo looks sus, her bellybutton on the right is lower than on the left so most are comparing actually side by side above the before and after bar, her hips vs her waist. optical illusion, and the fact she's wearing dark colored pants correctly, not below the hips and sagging at the ankles. the light will hit it differently and give an illusion.
i'm sorry, anon :/ i had a cat a few years ago that contracted wet FIP. he was only a year old, and i tried everything to help him. i was working for a humane society at the time and they tried everything they could to help.. but he wouldn't eat and i ended up having to put him down 5 weeks after the initial diagnosis. just from personal experience, when it comes to letting them go (especially wet FIP), imo the sooner the better… i feel like i selfishly held onto hope that he would get better, all the time he was just wasting away. it was so hard because he would still want my attention/love, and would cuddle with me at night.. i just cried and held him every night. i 100% knew it was time to let go when he was having some trouble walking because he was so weak.
anyway, best of luck anon. i'm so sorry this is happening to you. it's so painful to watch such a young kitten pass away from something that is incurable. just give them all the love you can in the meantime.
hes not as hot funny or interesting as you think. men are scum and you're better than them.
onto my vent
i accidentally age regressed after smoking some weed and it was nice and now i cant stop thinking about wanting to be a goddamn 5 year old forever which makes me feel sick because of kink shit that i wont touch with a ten foot pole
just want a caregiver and some juice tbh
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> been trying to find a job since summer because COVID situation calmed down
> now my country is facing its worst coronavirus state because people stopped giving a fuck and schools are open
> never had this many cases a day during first wave, but government dgaf
> i am at risk because my health has always been shit, so instead I have to sit at home locked and forget about getting a job this year
> uncontrollably crying because I need to earn money
I wish I had normal health and an actual immune system. I spent half of my childhood at hospitals or visiting doctors.
I could have actually earned money from commissions, yet I let anxiety take care of me so I only ask my friends if they need some art or emotes. I only earned 70$ through all summer because of that.
Knowledge is finding out that it's bullshit.
Wisdom is realizing that the doctor told you that shit on purpose to keep you coming back. This is what happens when you make people being diseased an entire business.
Kek, it's tragic anon but doctors are known for slick bullshit like this.
One time I scheduled an appointment at a new facility to see if I could get back on an anxiety medication.
Not only did the pompous bitch tablet doc not give me the medication I was on before, as she felt it necessary to send me on a rigmarole of different meds that I've tried before. She snipped she wasn't "just gonna give me what I wanted just like that." She ordered blood work for me for unspecified reasons. After the phlebotomist botched my arm, my results declared me a "prediabetic" because I had eaten a burger, fries, and soda 30 minutes prior to the appointment which spiked my blood sugar. Silly me for thinking it was just gonna be a consultation for anxiety medication that I never needed labs for prior. Bitch tried to put me on meds for that though, no trouble there!
They're fucking liars sometimes.
It’s okay, anon, you would be at risk even if you had a strong inmune system. There’s at least 2 young athletes, the people that tends to have the most decent bodies, that died of coronavirus.
So it’s okay to be careful, no one wants to die soon of an illness like that.
I hope you get to gain some will to at least do something at home, like baking or doing commissions.
It's like telling a chef certain foods you've tried before don't agree with you and will make you sick. Yet because the chef has motivation to hoard those ingredients while serving you others, he declares "No ma'am, you must eat what I have served because I went to culinary school and so I know you better than you know yourself!"
You can agree to eat the food that you know either won't do shit or make you sick. You agree to pay for the ingredients you didn't want at an inflated price, and in addition you also pay for the chef's time for him to have shamed you about consuming his food. The chef insists you must come back to their restaurant so he can periodically lecture you again about the food to see if it's actually doing the trick. Then maybe eventually he might believe you after he's decided you've spent enough time and money on the wrong stuff he provided, after he's thoroughly benefited.
Alternatively, you can reject accepting the food. However you may be accused of "chef shopping" with the competition when you go to a different restaurant for a different experience. However because all chef's ultimately run on money and need to earn a lot to pay back their culinary school loans and living beyond their means, it's very likely you will encounter the same arrogance again to repeat ad nauseum.
Fucking Omegle of all places?
Sorry anon but men on Omegle aren't motivated to be your friendzoned therapist. You're telling a strange man intimate vulnerabilities and details about your life. Women in relationships do not seek this, men know this too.
This is junk food for your soul. Get actual help and maybe reevaluate your relationship because you sound unfulfilled and are only prolonging the inevitable breakup over your mental health.
Imo making the chats sexual or not is besides the point. Men still get off on the ego boost of a woman confessing her deep feelings and secrets to him instead of the man she's in a relationship with. Dudes just like feeling that they're desired and wanted, and anon is completely feeding into that even if he's not being a blatant pig.
And it's working. Anon now has a crush on this complete stranger just because she feels it takes an extraordinary amount of effort to listen and be responsive to her problems. That's just heartbreaking.
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NTA but you're being a bit harsh. I doubt anon is being an asshole on purpose, the reality is that depression clouds logic and causes people to seek impulsive yet temporary gratification. It's enough to highlight that what she's doing is a problem and should seek help, it's another thing to paint her as calculating. >>649997
No, you pay your half to live there and it's fair to you for your boyfriend to reach a compromise about the destructive cat.
Claw caps. They don't hurt the cat. They're glue-ons so it dulls the scratching. If he refuses then he's just being a selfish autist.
As for the cat hissing, unfortunately that's just a side effect of the cat being older and more grouchy. The best thing you can do is positive reinforcement of your presence with treats. Don't reward when the cat hisses.
You don't hate your boyfriend's cat, you hate how your boyfriend's behaviour has shaped the cat's behaviour. A cat doesn't behave this way if it was taught/trained well and kept entertained.>>650000>>650007
What I don't understand is why there's not just a containment thread for it, everybody's happy that way.
I'm tired guys. In the past couple weeks I've come across so many different things related to cheating or men being otherwise awful. First it was the Chris Watts/Shannan Watts documentary. Then the Roosterteeth stuff. Today I read a random Reddit post about a woman who hit menopause and now her husband's friends are encouraging him to cheat - obviously most of the comments were supportive, but of course a couple incels chime in about how she deserves it and they hope the husband has fun banging "hot college sluts." And Shannan Watts, I see people talk about how she was an annoying bitch who emasculated her husband. And it's just…I'm tired. I'm tired of the pressure to be sexy and submissive and small and feminine, for your whole entire life, or else you're at risk of getting cheated on or outright murdered. And then it makes me think about how men abuse us and manipulate us from girlhood, how men leave their wives with cancer at such a high rate, everything…and it just spirals into these awful thoughts. I feel like existing as an object is the only thing I can do as a woman. I know it's not true, but if so many men believe that, well what does it matter if I think I can be more? It's a performance, a lifelong performance, and if I'm not fuckable every second of every day then what is my worth? I nanny a little girl and I know right now she moves through the world uninhibited. She is loud, and goofy, and an avid reader. She exists believing she will have worth for her creativity, or love of animals, or empathy. But she is a girl. And one day she's going to learn that there are so many people that don't give a shit about any of that. Even now, at 7 years old, there are men that would exploit her and traumatize her. It just makes me feel awful.
I don't know. I'm sorry this is all over the place, hopefully you guys get what I'm saying…
We do have scratching posts, we do try to make her active and intrested by playing with her, but shes not intrested in anything. My boyfriend just left to meet a friend and she hissed at me and scared me when I tried to give her a treat. I just want to cry.>>650012
I thought about that, but we live in a very small country where you cannot find shit like cat nail claws. God knows how we would even put them on, I think I will try to cover them. I try to give her treats when she behaves okay, I have read everything I could about making her more calm, but she just keeps being a bitch.Im just very frustrated.>>650014
Yeah. She was. My mistake for agreeing on moving in with her in the first place, I had a gut feeling this would happen. I was against it, because I knew she was a hard to train cat, especially that its old. But my boyfriend is overprotective over it and i wanted to get out of the dormitory as fast as possible, I think I fucked up myself. Gulp. Shes healthy btw, took her to the vet a few days ago.
Because some of the mods are easily triggered
, it seems. There’s literally no other possible reason for it.
Take her to the vet and thoughout check her, meowing, restlessness and aggressive behaviour can also be a sign of health problems. Then get her a nice scratching post and boxes/cartons she can scratch on, maybe spray them with some catnip so she gets it. Whenever she tries to scratch somewhere else, immideately pick her up and sit her in front of the scratching post/box and stay consistant with that, maybe even give her treats and praise her if she actually starts scratching on the post/box then. Buy cat repellent spray or any other strong fragrant your cat doesn't like (toothpaste, eucalyptus, peppermint, perfume etc), put it on cotton balls,tealight candle tables or small bowls and put them in front of the places you don't want her to scratch. Whenever she tries or nears those places firmly and suddenly say "No!","Stop it!" or other you-shouldn't-do-that phrases your bf used in the past (abd then pick her up etc). It may take a year but it works. The biggest problem is your bf.
>>650027>but she just keeps being a bitch
KEK I'm so sorry not to belittle your frustrations, but the phrasing is so funny because I understand.
My ex's cat was like that when we first moved in together. She only liked him and hissed/clawed/growled at me, but she was unfixed, and I assume that's not the issue. It's good you have scratching posts. Maybe getting another/a few more in places where she likes to scratch the most and redirecting her when she tries to scratch? They also have couch and wall corner protectors if you'd be able to find those instead of the kitty caps. That's so frustrating, I'm sorry. Hopefully, being around her more will help her come around. Honestly…ignoring her might help. Just do your thing, and if she's in the way of somewhere you need to be, walk around her, if she comes up to you or is near, just don't look or talk to her. Cats are weird like that.
Lmao thank you, its funny to me too, I chuckled writing that.
Yeah, shes fixed, been for a long time. I got her 4 different scratching posts (ordered some from overseas so they are more like fabric because shes not interested in the generic ones).
I am literally terrified of her because im jumpy, and when I try to redirect her she does not care but hisses and tries to claw my eyes out. A true demon. She sometimes plays but her its very rare since shes old. Goddamit. Im in a really weird situation
My BF is delusional and is used to her being a bitch - does not care about her scratching every fucking thing and him either. I do, I am not used to it and I do not want to tolerate such behaviour.
I dont even know when she is timid - when I am at home (I work at daytime) at night she gets crazy and pissy. Maybe we should consider taking her to a better vet, but im tired of spending money on a cat that is not even mine, even if it sounds harsh.
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Geez, I don't know then. You gotta call this guy, anon.
Actually, its kinda genetic.
Some cats are sensitive to catnip others - to valerian root or actinidia.
I know shes sensitive to actinidia (silver vine), but we destroyed our actinidia plant outside at my parents place because it was getting everywhere where it was not supposed to and now I do not know where to obtain it :(
…what do you honestly expect? It hasn't worked for the past year, admin & co made it clear that they don't want those topics here no matter what loopholes around the rules you've think you've found. Yeah it sucks, but it's not gonna change until moderation changes.
Also is this going to be a word now? Seen it crop up here within the past couple weeks. New word for the zoomer lexicon? Sounds like something snowflakes would say.
Nobody wants to read a bunch of fat, sour cunts crying sexism when men won't look at them. Literally no one cares except you insufferable twitterfags. People wouldn't be divided by shit like this if you petty retards would just put on your big girl panties and look past shit that doesn't fucking matter.
Sage bc a mod is definitely gonna ban me for this but idc(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
>>650133>It hasn't worked for the past year
I'm a newfag so I didn't know about that. I thought there would be some freedom of speech (in the context of moids) on a female only board but I guess I was naive>>650147
>>650147> crying sexism when men won't look at them> twitterfag
did you just come back from a time machine anon? seems like you teleported back here from anti-sjw cringe compilations.
also women in those threads literally complain about men looking at them kek. i have no idea where this shit came from. dilate more
Historically, most of the MH threads are about male violence and rape. Then a bit about pornsickness, of which the main issue is, again, the violence (not ~jealousy~).
Not saying I hate men but it really was never women complaining about men finding them ugly. Go to cc if you want to yell at femcels.
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>>650147>implying men wouldn't fuck a moist chicken sandwich
It's too late for men to pretend they have standards, we've all seen who they simp for now!
Women get to take their money and talk shit all while looking like dogshit themselves. It's glorious, I hope you die forever mad about it.
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I know this is the vent thread and you're not looking for advice, but if you'll excuse me I want to give you a verbal shake on the shoulders.
>I feel like existing as an object is the only thing I can do as a woman. I know it's not true, but if so many men believe that, well what does it matter if I think I can be more?
Because we are 50-fucking-percent of the population, and as much as men generally suck, there is also a percentage of men who are genuinely good humans who would never dream of abusing a girl or woman, and do in fact want to support us in a non-"maybe she'll reward me with sex" way. Stop fucking consuming toxic
media and comment sections. I'm not asking you to close your eyes to women's struggles, but you clearly already know about this shit. Don't continue engaging and wasting your precious time on it, it's only causing you to brood and feel miserable. You can see that, right? Redirect your mind to the ways you can build women up against all this trash rather than submitting to it.
How about you listen to that 7-year-old girl who has something to teach you in the same way you have something to teach her? Yes, not everyone is going to value her for her best qualities. There are people out there who will try to reduce her worth. But don't you think you should be one of the forces for good that tells her she should tell those people to fuck off (maybe in more 7-yo friendly terms) instead of one of the people believing she should just give up and accept that she'll never be more than an object? Goddamn woman. Engage with healthy shit. Donate to a women's charity, read about women in 3rd world countries who have started from nothing and built their own businesses and are now able to provide for their entire families and villages, read about an actual child that suffered from female genital mutilation but has started a nonprofit to help prevent FGM and child marriage (Kakenya's Dream, btw), read about cool women throughout history who have overcome overwhelming odds. If all of these women were able to go through these things and still find real, actual happiness afterwards—what the fuck is stopping you? A documentary and some incels on Reddit? Lmao. Wake up sister.
I find it bothersome that on a female-only board, we can't voice our opinions on a subject that's directly tied to our identity as women without repercussions. Female voices, as always, are being surpressed again. Coming from someone who's never participated in any man-hating threads or discussions.
I suspect there's a man or a trannie on the staff.
There’s a male lurking somewhere for sure.
There is no "hope", anon. Sexism is biological. The sooner you accept it the better.
Here's the redpill: https://and-then-there-were-n0ne.tumblr.com/post/629791113941860352/
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Well it’s already been confirmed.
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There's no solid proof for this theory. Also this post is about the nature of sexual exploitation, and how society was built around it. Even male geneticists like Bryan Sykes and Steve Jones say males are basically parasites. Male parasitism is not entirely a feminist theory.
Btw when women work more than men to provide like 80% of food for the tribe and then they're also expected to give birth and nurse the children, this doesn't look very egalitarian to me. Idk dude
Who cooked the last supper >>650210
It's worth to mention that this was not written by a radfem. Radfems are still bluepilled because they blame everything on socialization. Socialization doesn't create male violence. Socialization only helps to organize male violence (which is innate)
"That’s why when I say socialisation plays a role, I don’t mean it’s part of the problem and men’s innate tendencies are another part — men’s innate tendencies are the entire problem, and male socialisation is their result, not their cause. When radfems talk about socialisation you get the feeling that a bunch of evil men invented it centuries or millennia ago and then these evil men mysteriously died out and today’s men are born good and innocent and are merely the victims
of this unstoppable vicious circle of socialisation. But if it conflicted so much with their good and pure nature, they would do something about it. If men hated male socialisation, they would change it or end it. They never cared to and they still don’t. Please draw conclusions".
Yeah, it's purely coincidental they've been acting like this cross culturally and for 10 thousands of years. There was the firs male supremacist and rapist somewhere in history and he created the evil socialization™ which spreaded on all continents
Here's a link to an article, and oops, it looks like gang rapes and female oppression also exist in hunter-gatherer societies, contrary to popular belief about their "egalitarianism". If you don't want to read additional quotes about male dominance characterizing the majority of several hundred species of primates, you can just read the article alone https://archradfem-archive.tumblr.com/post/614769283556376576/check-it-out-men-are-trash-men-are-trash-males
I don't even disagree with you about men being innately more domineering and violent than women, that's obvious. It's just not that alone, which is what it seems like you're arguing. If I'm interpreting that wrong, my bad.
Also I'm not the anon that thinks HG societies were egalitarian kek wtf.
It's pretty egocentric in my book to demand that your parents listen to you when it's you who's living in their house on their property. And you have the nerve to call your own parents dumbasses and inconsiderate fucks for putting a sign in their fucking own yard, just wow.
>inb4 trump supporter
I'm not from the US and idgaf about US politics
Trump is the worst politician to have ever existed in the United States. Her parents are objectively dumb fucks.>if you don't hold the pursestrings you don't get to have an opinion
Nice, totes not an abusive
But yes anon should definitely move out. When her parents are geriatric and they ask her to take care of them, she should send them to some nursing home for libbys with portraits of Obama everywhere, and they can't dare complain cause it would be on her dime. That's how it works.
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i am so lost
completely ot but thanks for introducing this beautiful piece of art to me anon.
Also, hard same.
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Why the fuck did it take me at least 4 times to do basic shit i have done quickly and easily million times before? Was finishing jewelry today and bent so many metal pieces to shit, broke pearls and just wanted to scream. Was told to just try again tomorrow but shit doesn't work like that, eventually everything went well but WHAT THE FUCK @ SELF. Ridiculous, I never wanna see these pieces again.
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I fucking love being a neet. I love it. I love doing nothing but reading, drawing, playing vidya, watching obscure movies, doing my ritual maladaptive daydreaming sessions when I walk around the house and imagine stuff. I don't want to contribute to society. I want solitude and peace. I don't know how to function around people anyway and I know I will never be normal so why bother. I don't have a family so no one nags me to "get my life together". I don't have anyone to live for so I don't have to be "better". There's something soothing about being outside of society, expectations, affairs, all that noise. This is freedom. I'm writing this while listening to Gut's theme from Berserk
I agree, anon. It’s my dream to be left the fuck alone.
It’s not just soothing…it’s like, eye-opening. Like going out and surviving in the wilderness alone for years type of shit. Once you become comfortable being with yourself, it’s wonderful.
I’ve started writing poetry, even.
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Investing is much, much easier and safer than people realize providing you invest in the market itself and don't pick stocks.
Pic related, the S&P 500.
What if they beat her growing up or something, and now they genuinely feel bad for it, and so they let her live there for free to try to make up for it?
sage for ot, I just always wonder that kind of thing
nerf gun ≠ mask.
get a better argument, how retarded
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People alive in 2020 are the only ones allowed to say "born in the wrong decade", I hate this, I missed a considerable chunk of my twenties because of a fucking plague, A PLAGUE! WE HAVEN'T HAD PLAGUES FOR LIKE 100 YEARS.
Im honestly fine with a little less rights and equality if it means not having to live through a fucking plague.
They're REALLY pushing the 'this is the new normal' shit. I think people will have a collective psychotic break. It'll be remembered as this century's 'satanic panic'. >>650575
How many people do you know that have become bedridden from corona?
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mfw im getting vaccinated in january because brazil is the world's guinea pig and my state is receiving 5 million vaccines earlier.
Cross your fingers anons and hope i don't get autism or some shit.>>650578
I would say about seven or six, my grandparents both had rona and needed hospitalization, one of my dad's employees (food industry) and some of their coworkers from the market, one of them died.
I know that's something to ponder but It would also mean i would have to post pone going back to college, students and teachers are just behind health professionals and chronically ill people in the "must be vaccinated asap" list.>>650585
I don't live in a country that handled the pandemic well at all, its actually pretty scary, sure people aren't dropping dead on the street but the government did have to pull out some mass graves which is always jarring and terrifying.
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I can't stand how paranoid some people get. My 62 year old aunt haven't been outside since APRIL. She's not sick, she just refuses to go out because she's sure she will catch corona and die. Me and her son have to do groceries for her and we have to give her this shit through the window because she refuses to let anybody inside. She constantly cleans and disinfects e v e r y t h i n g. She's losing her sight, she needs new glasses, she has some new health problems every day (or just neurosis) yet she refuses to go to a doctor because she thinks she will definitely catch corona. All she talks about when calling me is the number of new infected people. I will never tell her I think people are greatly overreacting and I rarely wear a mask because she would fucking die just from hearing this.
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university usually doesn't stress me out but my senior year is murdering me. i'm taking 18 hours of 4000 level computer science courses and by the time i finish sunday nights, there's a week and a half's worth of work to do by monday morning.
several of my classes have team programming assignments that aren't feasible to complete alone, but i've slammed out 4 by myself so far because my groups are incompetent. and by picking up their slack, i'm losing time to do my individual work in other classes. fuck the meme that men are better in the sciences, i've had to cover the ass of every guy i've ever worked with for the past 3.5 years.
there's one assignment i just can't figure out because it's in Haskell which is archaic as fuck, and i actually cried over it today because my group hasn't even tried to help
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I was watching some language videos and stumbled across this bilingual girl. I watched a video of hers where she and her friend are trying new Starbucks drinks.. and I just had this huge wave of sadness flood over me. I haven't had any friends for so long, and pretty much no human connection period outside of the internet. Even seeing something as mundane as trying new drink flavors together is something I wish for.. I just want a girl to hang out with and do dumb shit with sometimes, but I don't know how to make friends anymore. I tried going to college and socializing there, but I got socially rejected because I'm not a fucking normie (and definitely an autist). I tried online apps but men are creeps and I can't trust them at all and girls don't even message me back on stuff like Bumble friends. I was even desperate enough to try a stupid church community for my age range thinking "well, they're religious, they might be willing to put up with me" but instead, I went in and I was the only newcomer and everyone else had been friends for 10 years and ignored me even when I tried to put myself forward. I had friends as a kid all the way until I graduated highschool and I don't think I'm unlikeable, I just don't know what to do and now I'm just so damn lonely. Feels like part of me is missing in a way. I love having all the free time in the world to do the things I like, but I wish I had a human bond outside of the internet..
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So sorry you are feeling this way anon. It seems like the older we get the harder it is to make to make new friends. Hug for you.
I used to have the same issues as you anon, what kind of stuff are you into normally?
I'll add you on discord if you like!
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I had made an application to get into some vocational training school for web design and I hadn't received an e-mail till now so I thought I wouldn't get to it and NOW I received both an e-mail and a phonecall about lessons starting on Monday.
I have freaked out because I'm an asocial weirdo and I haven't even been physically to the place yet and I'm stressing about everything from getting my pass to finding a parking spot and asking people for stuff.I also lowkey feel like I got the place unfairly because I unintentionally put that I have experience(I do,but very basic)which about my overall work experience and not on the field.
Also I had done a web design course previously but due to anxiety, health problems,shitty scheduling , wrong choices etc I learned almost nothing and made zero friendships due to being weird and tired and sad most of the time.I really don't want this to repeat again.I also feel like I'm a huge dumbass in general and my anxiety and depression have made it even more difficult for me to focus.I have forgotten how to study and do homework and back at my previous course I got breakdowns to the point of crying for no important reason.Thins are much better now but I'm afraid it will happen again.Also I'm not even sure if I'm "good enough" to code properly and make a decent website.
I guess the only perk of this is that due to the lessons being probably early,I won't need to go work for the family business on most days which was partly the reason I applied in the first place because I feel like shit being there on average.I lowkey wish that corona-chan will get severe enough here so that there will be e-learning involved.I don't wish harm on anyone, people are just stupid and cases and deaths are rising because people don't give as much shit about corona.Man I wish everything goes well and I won't act like a sperg and be anxious to the bone
Anyway will web design/developer anons help me in case I ask dumb shit on the programming thread??
I feel a very similar way about stuff in my life especially the anxiety and failure part
since you did click with said therapist as you said,isn't it possible to continue through the internet?I know it isn't the same but if they've helped you it's a shame to leave them behind.
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Patrick Crusius is cute af, I don't care what anyone says!
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I've been struggling with recurrent vaginal infections and other reproductive problems and it's affecting my sex life. My fiancé is losing his shit because it's happening again after getting better for like 2 weeks. I get insanely dry and it smells, even when I've tried fucking everything (currently on my third round of antibiotics). My fiance has an insane sex drive and it's become impossible to keep him happy. I'm terrified he's going to cheat on me if I don't get better soon.
man im so sorry this is happening to you anon, and i completely understand your worry that he might cheat on you. You should talk to him about it, leaving him like the other anon said won't solve anything. You have to communicate with your fiance, even about sex.
He should understand it isn't none of your fault, and he should control his sex urgers more. Even if you two having sex might be important in some way for the relationship, there should be boundaries. As in, if you don't feel comfortable enough to have sex or can't have it for example your infection, he should back off and just chill out and wait it out.
This is a women's vent if i've ever had one.
Got my period at work and I inform my trainer (I'm a trainee). She immediately goes to the (male) manager, tells him I'm unwell. He asks me what's wrong and I say I'm on my period, for him to quickly say "I see", and said that I'm under no obligation to tell him whats wrong btw. I can tell he tried to pass it off as "you're entitled to privacy" but it was clear it was reflexive because he didn't want to hear it. That's 1.
I told my (male) friend that I got off work because of my period and he said "be careful you don't come across as unreliable". He's usually very sympathetic and has a pragmatic view towards periods, so that really hurt. Like I can't help that the first day fucking sucks, and I'm supposed to be careful how? Like how would I prevent it?? Starve? Take BC and provoke my migraines? That's 2.
Then my partner came and picked me up because I felt like shit. I told him it was bullshit the manager reacted that way, why ask if he couldn't handle the answer. And he said I should've said I had "women's problems" instead. I just quickly told him that's sexist and held back tears until I was on my own. Which womans problem? Ovarian cancer? Menopause? PCOS? So yeah, that's 3.
I'm in a mainland european country, and I guess I thought there was less stigma around it than there is. And I hated the "women's issues" comment the most, because not only is he generally not a misogynist, so I thought he'd have my back. But I feel like it's the ultimate form of stigmatising a totally natural function. FUCK saying "oh it's just WOMENS issues! That embarrassing time of the month whose real name we don't speak". It has a fucking name. I'm on my period. I'm menstruating. Christ almighty it's time everyone get the fuck over it.
I hate to spoiler this but all men have this dismissive attitude because they do believe we overexaggerate the pain from our periods and secondly, just gross!
They're just angry, they just think oh another ~excuse~ women get to use to miss work, like that damn maternity leave shit.
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I hate my team at work. All they do is ignore me, any questions or comments I make, in the group chat. I love the work that I do. Hate my fucking team.
I wish I didn't have to work with those motherfuckers. They all deserve the gulag.
This is a stupid vent, but I was scrolling through my Instagram and came across a post from a girl I knew in hs. She's very beautiful and puts a lot of effort into her appearance – blonde hair, very pretty makeup with false lashes, has done some modelling for photographer friends, that sort of thing. Well she has a boyfriend now, and she posted a pic of them together, and my GOD is he hideous and put 0 effort into his appearance. Not in a hopelessly ugly way, but in a 0 fashion sense (cargo shorts and striped shirt), terrible haircut that's not brushes, shitty, wispy beard that makes his face look dirty, obviously doesn't do skincare. Sure, it's her choice to date him, but the amount of work women put in to be beautiful and look nice, especially in public, for moids to look like shit next to them, is embarrassing. Wow.
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B-but I thought women don't dress up for men? What happened? Did women lie to us?
HA. Lurking this board has been an eye opening experience. Thank you for letting your guard down and showing the world your true nature.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
>>651011>Did women lie to us?
NTA are you retarded?
She didn't say >the amount of work women put in to be beautiful and look nice, especially in public, for moids
She said>the amount of work women put in to be beautiful and look nice, especially in public, for moids to look like shit next to them
Women put effort into how they look for themselves
, and then men don't give a fuck and look disgusting.
I can't believe I had to translate that to you. But you are very clearly a male that came here to validate yourself and that's p gross.
Of course they don't, but it's not like men change out of their pajamas or sweats or basketball shorts when they aren't leaving the house either. In fact, they don't even when they do leave the house!
I wear cute outfits, makeup, and do my hair to get compliments from cool cashiers and signal queerness to lezzie baristas in hopes of getting their number someday.
But I had to tell this cumbrain that he was wrong. What I meant was, we're not all sitting around hoping some dashing prince sweeps us off our feet if we look pretty. There are plenty of reasons why women get all dressed up.
And yeah, yoga pants are pretty comfortable.
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>>651013>Women put effort into how they look for themselves
This is the biggest lie ever told, and I'm a woman..
I also do this and a lot of women I know do. Probably because I'm actually a woman unlike >>651030
See my other reply: >>651032
I'm sorry but not all women are single, and not all women are attracted to men yet they still put effort into looking nice.
What the fuck is wrong with these autistic women here saying they don't ever do things for themselves? Damn you need help, ladies.
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I bet the Escape the corset movement in South Korea is autistic to you? Rejecting forced femininity and societal programming IS "doing things for themselves".>>651049
Misogyny is hatred of females, not femininity. Normie.
I barely touch my hair and don't do makeup when I go to work or go to the grocery store either.
When I want to look nice ie. Going out with my friends, on a date with my bf, etc. That's when I do the hair, clothes, and makeup. I know it makes me look more attractive. And it's for me
to feel attractive on those occasions, because clearly I don't care if limp dick scrotes see me without a face any other time. Do you think I give a fuck about impressing small dicked men in public when my boyfriend sees me without makeup every night and tells me I'm beautiful? Lmao.
It's all for meeeeee and my amusement! Just remember, look but don't touch <3
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KEK anon I love you
>>651046>they aren't judged or ridiculed for it
God they should be. I shame my male friends for their shit fashion and help them with hair and skin care kek. >If it makes you feel better, I go out looking like a hobo.
I do too, but I also dress up when I want to. On a real note, I think it's important to remember that you're right, women definitely are socialized and conditioned to look a certain way from birth, but also, a lot of us have gotten over it and are comfortable with ourselves or comfortable enough to have control over our own appearances. Not all, maybe not even most, but pleeenty. I do genuinely think lots of women dress up to feel good about themselves over getting attention from men.
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>>651046>men are allowed to exist as they are
Bullshit. This body doesn't come naturally. This is hard work and dedication over years of time.
If you don't think actively putting effort into being GNC is still work that you, as a woman, have to do that a man doesn't, you're lost. You're not circumventing femininity or sticking it to women for rejecting yourself because of your mommy. >>651064
One braindead scrote and an NLOG Aiden.
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Who here is actually mad about it though? I fucking love it when scrotums can't resist their seethe and lash out like the little attention whores that they know they are. I love explaining how my life is better than theirs, and it's objectively true for the biological fact that males are expendable. Amazing shit.
How are anons-against-femininity explaining femme lesbians? >>651069
Agree. She looks cute in both.
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>>651070>genuinely forgot the awful life situation i came here to vent about
Is it because of what I said or because you're an really just an attention whore and your life situation isn't actually that bad? I'm gonna go with the latter.>>651072>objectively true for the biological fact that males are expendable
Imagine the #1 thing about yourself is what you have between your legs. Sad!
I never said anything about yoga pants. You're not speaking to one person. I just said most women perform femininity because of socialization and also because they know that without make up they would be judged more harshly in the workplace. Lmao I remember even preparing for entrance exams for academy of fine arts and our art teacher told girls to wear make up because they will be judged better. Fucking kek always the pressure>>651060>Aiden
I don't like trannies, that's a miss. You're showing misogyny by asumming that a non conforming woman is some nonbinary aiden who identifies as a man. Pathetic.>>651061>everyone is different>one half of the population, generally, wears make up, and the other half of the population, generally, doesn't.
It just so happens that people from the first half all do it for "themselves". Sure pal. >>651068
Wtf are you even talking about
Actually I'm right and you know I'm right about women only wearing makeup to impress men, that's why you have no argument and the only thing you've said so far is "NAOOOO I'M RAIT AND UR RAOWNNNGGGGG!!" >>651081
Imagine the #1 thing about yourself is what you have between your legs. Sad!
>>651078>It just so happens that people from the first half all do it for "themselves". Sure pal.
Nobody said all women wear makeup for themselves. Obviously some do wear it for male validation.
Why is it so hard believe that not all women breathe for male validation? Women can't like makeup? Also, I don't even get how the greentext is supposed to refute my point. Is everyone the same person with the same mentality and interests? You're so weird. I'm genuinely baffled.
I'm waiting for him to rage out and post pics of his ugly pathetic cock like the last attention whore moid did a few days back.
Imagine being such an undesirable scrote that the cope is that random women who don't even know you subconsciously wear makeup for you kek.
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>>651089>At least his misogyny is slightly less pathetic because it's not internalized.
Dang, yall are brutal.
I should add that they are constantly subtly trying to get my to buy things by sending me links and not making any other comments. I always ruffle the feathers and say "Oh are you going to buy that?" and they shut right the fuck up about it.
as long as you are living under my roof for free, you will not get a scrap of food or a piece of furniture.
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>>651086>Obviously all* do wear it for male validation
Imagine thinking a penis the size of two red bull cans stacked on top of each other is pathetic. How big is your pussy that two red bull cans stacked on top of each other is pathetic? You probably buy the XL size dragon dildos don't you, nasty ho
Then stop replying lmao >>651086>Is everyone the same person with the same mentality and interests?
Not literally everyone, there are exceptions, but generally, yes, interests are gendered and what we like and what we do is more than half because of our genes and not because of our environment. Socialization makes those natural tendencies much stronger though. >>651089
Well I'm sorry using science is internalized misogyny.
Most people here don't understand the word "generally".
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All women wish they could be a twink femboy, this is fact.
Lmao he's showing us his empty energy drink hoard! HE BIG MAD.
Jfc you look like you live in a shanty dormitory get your priorities straight.
Human autonomy really just doesn't exist in your world huh?
I wonder what you think of women playing sports. And you still haven't adressed femme lesbians.
I think your original posts just came across as "ALL women are like this" and anons are already pissed with the scrote here.
You've clarified and in other circumstances I doubt anons would disagree, they're just angry.
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This is gonna sound super suspect but damn I would've given anything to be a little rich white tween girl in the late 90s/early 2000s.
i'm not a male, just a black woman born in late 90s
I would've loved to experience all the wonderful toys that were created with me in mind, like cute hair beads and colorful outfits and toys and shit. Logging on to my 1990s big ass computer and chatting it up with my friends. I'm super jealous.
Feel this. Mine used to accuse me of being "mean" because I'd cop a tone when she violated my boundaries for the billionth time after asking nicely before and explaining why she was being disrespectful. The issue is that you're not letting her have her way with you.
I used to think I was a legitimately bad child. By teens I knew she was full of shit but wasn't able to say it. And by my 20s I had zero fucking patience and she got the boot from my life. She will never change. Best thing I ever did.
It's pathetic you're using femme lesbians as a "gotcha" (typical for women defending femininity as a construct). Once again, I'm speaking generally, not "all women", but "most women". Most women are heterosexual or bisexual (and out of those bisexuals, 80% will end up with a man, according to studies). I'm more willing to accept that lesbians do it for themselves, although there's still pressure on them in the workplace. They WILL be treated better than butches because they "pass" as heterosexual in the eyes of a normie. And you have to know that even withing the lesbian community performing femininity IS criticized. There are lesbians who don't agree with performing femininity regardless of it being performed by a bi/het woman or a lesbian woman. >>651122
Yes, I'm very jealous that you didn't grow up with a homophobic mother who would beat you up because you looked like a "dyke" to her and who wouldn't want your female friends to sleep in your room. A mother who constantly shames you for not caring if men look at you etc. It was so great. >>651125
The question is, why is "looking femininine" synonymous with "looking nice"? I wonder. Also, you can't read.
>>651144>>651146>remove yourself from the situation at all
Can't at the moment, but I'm hoping to soon
Honestly, I know I should get better at "grey rocking" her when we do talk, but I wear my heart on my sleeve I guess. It's super frustrating for me because she admits she doesn't care about me and that she won't change. I think part of it has to do with how parents are in my race, and part of it is just being mentally ill. I know it's incredibly immature to still care so much about this, but I genuinely want to have a good relationship with her, so I still give her the benefit of the doubt.
Women are not opressed for performing femininity. >you're not special for being gnc
By "normies" I meant all non-gay people lmao. Although even some gay men have absolute disdain for butch lesbians and only tolerate femmes, but I don't think that's the majority of gay men, most of them are pretty chill. >>651160
Yeah. It's really sad and disappointing to see.
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90s toys were cool as shit, there were a lot of things that were actually pretty affordable for my poor Hispanic family to buy for me. I remember my childhood being compromised of many glittery lip glosses and other poorly made cosmetics marketed towards tweens and young girls. Lots and lots of glitter. One of the most memorable toys I had was gymnast Barbie and getting a pair of scissors and cutting her hair really short. Marketing was huge, there was merchandise for almost anything.
I wasn't even the one mentioning lesbians. There are more women than just me disagreeing with NLOG over here.>>651156
But you do have mommy issues. You tried to say "All women" and got called out for being the retarded buffoon that you are.
No one said anything about oppression, and gay men are notorious for being misogynistic. >>651164
Good to know femininity is entirely dehumanizing. Time to live like a gross moid and not feel like myself in the slightest in the name of sticking it to ‘em.
I also wanted to mention something about my art tutor who was a gay man (but I want to emphasize againt that this is not what I think most gay men are). I knew him privately and although he was a really good teacher he would shit talk other students behind their back, not only "bad" students, but especially girls that weren't femininine in his eyes. He considered me pretty and quite femininine even though I never wear make up, I don't stylize my hair, I don't wear very femininine clothes etc. but when I heard the way he talked about other girls at the course (like short haired tomboys, not even full butch-looking) I couldn't enjoy his company anymore. He shittalked butches in lgbt community too. He treated girls he considered pretty as some pieces for exhibition, like you would have to be not only a good artist and competent but also good looking and femininine to work as his assistant, and he even proposed me working for him but I didn't want to. Actually one of his best female students was pretty gnc looking and I think she was better than me, but he would NEVER take her. Just because she wasn't femininine enough. So even interactions with him gave me this idea that you WILL be treated better if you're femininine. You will get more opportunities. And I've seen it too many times, everywhere. >>651179>Good to know femininity is entirely dehumanizing
This but unironically.>>651181
This. Also tranny hysteria is basically resposible for death of tomboys.
>>651189>you WILL be treated better if you're femininine. You will get more opportunities. And I've seen it too many times, everywhere.
This is nothing new, anon.
Femininity = "attractive" and we all are very aware that attractive people are treated nicer.
Did it ever occur to you that some women don't give a fuck though and that it doesn't matter to them?
Anon the argument is over, no one cares anymore.
Also mica is used for more than just makeup.
Yeah, you lost. Also mica has more and less serious uses but make up is probably the least serious and needed one.>>651232
"No ethical consumption under capitalism uwu" Yeah that's a perfect excuse to do literally nothing and remain a consoomer and support one of the most useless industries known to a man (the beauty industry) with your money. It's also harmful to women and it preys on their insecurities. Good goyim.
yes anon. I'm with you.
>ZOMG GUYZ I cant believe Waffles sucked at using a medium she's never used before!!!1>Omg! Real shit!! Lets sperg for 20 posts!
>Sorry, I know I could literally google but should i buy an ipad or an android tablet?>5 positive detailed replies of pros and cons
>kek any1 see what crazy shit istebrak/d'angelo/"anyone even moderately liked by artist salt hivemind" sperged about last video?? what a cow>um so what Theyre clearly right? also theyre qweens so stfu
Yeah it's a train wreck kek.
Its starting to look like some straight up school clique bullshit.
You're only allowed to sperg about the same fucking people. The "APPROVED" Youtube fags.
Any ACTUALLY milky cow behaviour from either unknown artists or even the more "liked" Youtube-fags always gets shut down or called vendetta posting. Makes trying to discuss anything NEW impossible.
Maybe we need a new thread kek
"ACTUAL art-fag sperging #1"
I'm more angry that the responsibilities are being pushed on consumers so that the COMPANIES who've got their hands on politicians to consistently dodge regulations and fines don't have to step up and clean up any of their acts.
But sure, it's all suburban Karen's fault that she bought a plastic makeup package as the reason for why the company that made it employs child labor, hazardous working conditions, and unethical production and consumption practices. Real galaxy brain shit.
I live in DC. Ethiopians are lazy, rude, ignorant and don't give a fuck about you if you are not ethiopian. Their customer service is shit, they talk slow and can't comprehend anything. Why did they even decide to do customer service or delivery jobs if they were going to slack off and be idiots?
Brazilians are gross degenerates (see: uma delicia and the entire fart porn and scat category. 2 girls 1 cup? Brazilians) not to mention the rampant degenerate crime rates. If someone dropped me off in brazil I'd absolutely kms because I'd rather not face the potential of being raped or stabbed for existing.
Idk. What word would be more acceptable in a greentext to you? Anything else make you personally offended or just that one word? kek>>651299
this is why i shop in charity shops and take my chances on aliexpress. Same shit quality, same child labour, but at least im not filling the pockets of the already rich quite as much
>>651305>If someone dropped me off in brazil I'd absolutely kms because I'd rather not face the potential of being raped or stabbed for existing.
It's only like this if you don't have money. If you live in a big city, in a nice gated community, avoid bad areas and go everywhere by car you can live a cushy and safe life here like anywhere else.
99% of us do not have this kind of money though, it sucks not gonna lie.
I think almost every big city like new york for example is like this though, since they have high crime rates.
Brazils issue is that the high crime rates extend to the entire country save for the wealthiest regions in the south. And the culture is not nice for women and LGBT in general so there's that too.
Nta but i'm glad i'm not the only one
One day a butterfly got caught up on my dads windshield and i made him stop to try to get it out but it ended up dying, i still feel a bit guilty for not asking him sooner. Got the feeling my relatives in the car thought i was slightly autistic for this though.
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Both my mother and brother forgot to tell me that my father isn't coming home from the hospital and I'm too scared to ask what that means.
Like are they keeping him because it's the safest option due to his cancer and kidneys and are waiting for him to recover or is he dying?
We went to visit him today and they told me about it AFTER and I'm scared as shit that my last words to my father were how all the fucking pets are now sleeping with me in my bed instead of something more meaningful holy shit
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My boyfriend is so fucking annoying today. Truly love him, but someone turned "tone deaf" up to max or something. >>651370
I feel you anon. Happy fucking Friday indeed.
I separate skincare from altering your face with make up. As you said, it's part of hygiene. At the same time, it's also a part of anti-aging paranoia, which hits mostly women, who buy expensive anti-aging products that do jack shit anyway. But skincare is not bad per say, because it's still part of hygiene, unlike make up, which can actually make your skin condition worse. >>651271
I get the argument it's hard to buy food from ethical sources and it's more expensive etc. but we all need food to live, you don't need make up. Society is memeing women they need it. I understand buying cheaper and less ethical food and clothes. We all need it. But make up? Nah. Btw remember Torches of freedom? How companies pushed the idea of smoking as a symbol of female liberation when they just wanted to sell more products lmaohttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Pqx8CNH16yc>>651299
Depends on the country. I'm yuropoor from eastern europe. I don't use make up (even if I had more money I wouldn't use it anyway), as for clothes there are charity/thrift shops like anon said here >>651319
and you can get some really pretty and original stuff there. I'm vegetarian (sure, being vegan is more ethical but that's still better than nothing) and it's still possible to get some local products fairly cheap here. I get it may be harder in burgerland but there are still things you literally don't h a v e to do, like buying completely new clothes and make up.
I'm sorry anon, cancer is an awful disease. You could ask them for details? Generally it means the person is not likely to recover but they might have just meant he was not coming back soon.
You can't visit him tomorrow or any other days? some hospitals are offering video calls because of covid if you can't
I could ask but I'm not sure if I'm able to handle the truth if it's the worst case scenario
Visits aren't allowed because of the virus (he's on chemo and is in the ward for something kidney related) and those video calls aren't a thing here as far as I'm aware. He's also too drugged up to talk or behave normally, we were able to see the bruises on his wrists and arms because he had to be restrained and tied to the bed multiple times because he wanted and tried to go home despite having a broken back.
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Ughhhh I’m learning java and my assignment wanted me to use escape sequences to make shapes and my dumbass tried for an hour to use \t and \n to space out the asterisks and it turns out that I can use the space bar.. man when I figured that out I just wanted to cry because I wasted so much time for some dumb shit
Had a toxic
ex tell me when he was "apologizing" that he shouldn't have responded like a "hysterical woman." I was like nah honey, that was all you. Even the most emotionally unstable women I've known have never reached your level of meltdowns. Ironic that your sex continually pushes that stereotype onto us though. Almost like you're the ones "nagging"?
There's that newer documentary on Netflix that came out called The Social Dilemma which partly touches on this. Deaths by suicide in the US are up 70% in older teenage girls compared with the first decade of the century. In pre-teen girls it's up by 151%. Girls were also less likely to have ever had any romantic contact with other kids (something as simple as a date).
You're right, it's a massive problem. Tellingly, almost all of the professionals on there who were parents said they didn't allow their children on social media whatsoever.
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Beginning to hate the pickme side of myself that touches up my makeup to hang out with a bunch of men who barely know what mascara is.
As you should, anon.
Reject validation, embrace not giving a fuck.
Jesus, that's even more depressing.
I agree that kids shouldn't have social media accounts but those were older teens, like 16 or so, i don't think you can really stop them from having accounts at that age. But it could make a huge difference to educate and be open about how impossible the standards online are and how plastic surgery won't solve shit, hopefully more parents do it.
What gets me too were the "feminists" talking to these teens and saying nothings wrong with blowing your life savings on unnecessary surgeries for a perfect body, i just want to scream.
She dated arab guys before meeting my dad (my dad is just like 20 % Russian though), so idk where this need for cute blonde babies comes from. I think she just wants a better version of me bc I turned our "aryan".
My family is just full of crazy people.
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This morning I woke up so happy and free feeling. I didn’t purge the night before or binge, I worked out, I started talking to a guy I liked… and a switch flipped for no reason, and since 4:30 I’ve been binging and purging. It’s now 11:30 at night. I hate myself. I’m googling therapists that will take my insurance and do cbt. My life feels like a slow motion car crash I just reverse and watch over and over again. Sorry for the melodramatics. I know I need help and this isn’t the place for it. I’m so sick of doing this to myself and ruining my own happiness.
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My family spent most of my youth calling me every variation of ugly and fat.
>fat ugly and uncomfortable
>fat indian (and im not even indian)
and my mother made it very clear I was unattractive and fat (unused to force me to run on the treadmill at age 8 instead of just not giving me seconds for dinner) and didn't present "like a lady" and I just find it hilarious that now they're sending me old pics of myself and when I make comments like "Ugh, I look so ugly" They're like "omg you're not ugly, you're beautiful" and calling me a "beautiful young lady" now…. it all feels so fucked. Like shut the fuck up. At the most vital point of my life, when you should've been uplifting me and making my young impressionable self feel lovable, you consistently shat on me and made me hate myself and now I feel that so deeply that I don't believe anyone when they compliment me and constantly feel like I'm being lied to.
not her, not even related, but;>not being able to filter your thoughts
I always hear that, but I've never understood exactly what it meant
Do they just say every thought they have? Like, what you're hearing is their full stream of conscious?
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I just want a goddamn fucking boyfriend but every guy in my city seems to be as bland as oatmeal, every time i start talking with a man they just BORE me, they have no other hobbies than playing normie vidiya like Call of Duty and League of Legends, don't even get me into music if I have to hear that a guy's favourite musician is either Travis Scott or Kanye I will drink cyanide.
I don't even want a good high value men, just one thats fucking interesting at least.
It's kinda like, if they feel a certain way about something you're going to find out. There's no internal filter helping them figure out "Is this the right thing to say? How will this effect the mood? Should I say this?"
You won't hear every thought, it's just more like, in situations where you should shut up, they don't. For example if you worked hard on a drawing, the average person will be nice about it even if it looks fucked but the autistic person might just tear you a new one, or give you unsolicited criticism, even if socially, the polite thing to do is smile and nod.
I fall victim
to my own lack of filter, unfortunately. It sucks and is probably why people don't like me but what can you do? If I have a wedgie I'm gonna fucking say it and if I don't like something I'm gonna say it. please don't crucify me I am speaking only from personal experience and not for every autist
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genuinely thank you for this answer
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Anon please don't post him in this context he's too pure for this
An updated vent to >>650949
you're right about it. My partner has an aversion to periods, but he faints at the sight of blood so I don't think it's the "womens thing" aspect. I talked to both my partner and friend once I calmed down about how it sucked to hear them say what they did, and they both said it wasn't their personal view, more how it would come across to the company, and they're sorry and don't mean to stigmatise periods.
ANYWAY, later on another (male) friend chimed in and it showcased >>650955
to a fucking T. He was saying I talked fine when describing the situation and didn't SOUND in too much pain. It's probably not too painful to work and if it is I should go on some kind of BC because it's a disability if I need to take a sick day for it. That i'd probably not attend work if I had the cold if I do this (which…yeah I'd take the day off, I don't want to be a spreader) and HE QUESTIONS MY WORK ETHIC as a result.
FUNNY ENOUGH, he's recently become a manager at his work. Poor staff. He's in the UK and very slowly he's been transitioning into a right tory cunt. My friend and I would systematically address his opinions that were void of empathy. We had to remind him a few times that people on benefits for the most part don't actually want to be and it's not an easy life, he hates fat people (will move the goalposts to morbidly obese due to medical costs or just fat depending on how much we challenge it) and seems to have this attitude of "if that's where they are in life, that's what they deserve". His in-laws are straight up racist and he doesn't seem to mind or want to talk about it at all. He will 100% ignore humanitarian issues I bring up in chat.
I told him I don't respect his opinion enough to address the points like I did with the other friend and left it at that, but i'm seething. He's been my best friend for so long too.
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I have an enormous, red, infected pus filled boil on my thigh- so bad I have a high fever and swollen lymph nodes. Hurts to walk, just laying in bed with a hot compress. I just feel like a disgusting freak. I have no idea why this happens to me. I’m healthy, and I get a terrible boil on my inner thighs about twice a year.
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>playing the mana khemia and atelier rpg series ever since elementary school
>love it for the cute designs of enemies and protagonists
>get every release sometimes even across platforms and following this series like no other
>along comes ryza, pic related
maybe totori, and ayesha and sophie and meruru and esca were lewded just as much and i didn't notice because i was too young, but i honestly feel like i can't look up anything about the series anymore without seeing somebody sperging about uwu ryzas thighs save lifes she's my mommy and here's a link to my personal hentai collection
You can always tell…you don’t even need to see them.
No hope for women’s spaces anymore lol
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Nor was Hidari's artwork on the Dusk Trilogy. What a shame Gust feel like they gotta pander to the coombrains :(
I agree with you on the quality.
I can't justify paying around $60 USD for a plastic bowl set.
I already said
>I know this is absolutely not a reddit exclusive problem, but it's so damn blatant on there>not a reddit exclusive problem
Literally the entire internet is like this actually. Show me a somewhat active internet community aimed at straight women that promotes actually attractive men, or a WLW community that isn't tranny central. I'll wait.
Anon are you high risk?
Because it's not a guarantee to get ill provided everyone including the customers wear maks and they sanitize everything, and no one is firing people for getting corona.
It's scary even if you're not in a high risk group but it beats being homeless and stressing yourself sick.
You should do what you want anon, you're an adult, but being brutally honest ime they won't. It may not be right but men and women alike will have less respect if you look too barbie-like, and if they hear that you had plastic surgery done prepare to be mocked behind your back and to your face in some cases and to be treated as a vain person, have assumptions made, unwanted attention from gross researchers and generally be considered less competent.
Ofc this all already comes with just being a woman, but a "nerdy" appearance helps. I've seen some really smart women be set back because they looked too much like models and had these issues.
So it may be not worth it depending on the reason for surgery and what your career means to you.
Sigh, as soon as I cut off my toxic
fat friend I lost 10lbs. Every single time we hung out my overweight friends would start talking about how "men don't like skinny girls" or some shit like that.
A good amount of overweight people are toxic
and jealous of thinner people wether they'd like to admit or not.
Guh. I need people like you around to keep me fucking motivated.
I'm not overweight, but I acknowledge that I have fat that I would like to fuck off. I'm probably too basic for you in the gym department, opting more for the 10-15 minute cardio for warm-up only, and relied heavily on leg-presses, extensions, and curls on machines because I can do it without being in the middle of a bunch of dudes. I'm having a lot of joint issues now because of fucking adderall, and I don't know how to work around that.
OT, but in the same line, it pisses me off to see women's multivitamins for athletic women having bullshit herbs that are known to fuck with the menstrual cycle too.
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I do commercial modelling and tv commercials sometimes as a gig, im a very plain and slightly dumpy person so im perfect for shit like scrubs catalogs, but now my agency is doing a thing where we all the models need to come watch some classes because of how they changed stuff for corona and standing next to the high fashion girls makes me want to peel my skin off, its literally pic related.
Women are jealous of other women.
More news at 11.
My apologies, anon-chan! Honestly if I checked on him 2 years ago would have putten myself through hell again because I had such low self-worth.
Honestly? I agree. I think shitty people deserve experiencing something shitty so they might learn.
I also lurked more about his furry bf, the said furry was kicked out by mother because he always been playing videogames and according to timeline, he is lying about his age on his furaffinity account and must be in mid 20s.
Adrenaline is a hell of a drug but I'm glad she didn't give the psychotic scrote the satisfaction of a scream when he sliced off her thumb like that. That's one tough ass bitch.
Is he going to get arrested? He's the one who charged her with the blade.
I've fallen into such a deep hole that I have no idea how to climb out of. I had a full, active life before COVID: a job, school, a volunteer gig I loved. I lost all of it in a single day. Nothing that I was doing has re-opened, and there are no plans for that to happen anytime soon. All the jobs that are available to me right now are things that I'm laughably overqualified for, so I never get any responses to my applications. I've been trying to find a job (literally anything at this point) for 4 months with no luck. I'm still in school, but it's all over Zoom. My classes are a mess. My professors don't care. They're disorganized, unmotivated, etc. I'm receiving money that I'm pretty sure I'm not actually eligible for and I can't get anyone the phone to help me verify, so they just keep sending it to me and I don't spend any of it because I'm fully expecting to have to pay all of it back at some point. It's pretty fucked up because I actually really need the money at this point. I have less than $250 to my name that I can actually spend and no job prospects.
I've just kind of shut down to everything at this point. I barely speak to anyone. On the rare occasion I do talk to people, it's like I can't understand anything they're telling me. I can't pay attention. I have to ask everyone to repeat themselves. My memory is shot. I don't remember things I did five minutes ago. I don't try and help myself anymore. I don't try to fix things. It feels like there's absolutely no point. Nothing even feels real.
My boyfriend has been more and more manipulative and emotionally abusive lately. I genuinely think he doesn’t realise what he’s doing and that he just feels like I should do more and more emotionally for him. If his feelings aren’t in the center of everything, if I say something that isn’t considerate of his feelings 100%, if I dare express my own feelings as opposed to his he starts raising his voice at me and telling me he feels like he doesn’t matter and that I don’t care about him. (What I mean by that is that let’s say we’re in a conversation/situation/argument where we both upset each other. If I express that he’s hurt me instead of just apologising for hurting him and talking about how I hurt him and so forth, he’ll start saying that I don’t listen to him, that he feels like he doesn’t matter in this relationship, etc).
Last night I went out with friends for the first time in months. I told him I might be back late and I might get drunk. I answered to his texts updating with roughly what we were doing. Around 8pm I said I would probably head back within the hour. He answered “don’t worry, no rush”. Ended up texting him at 11pm that I was heading back (8mn drive). When I got home he wasn’t there. Now this is completely unusual for him to not be home at that time, and he didn’t say anything. I panicked because I was drunk and very worried. I texted and called him a couple too many times. No answer. He came back through the door and started snapping at me about how between the time I texted him I was coming back and that moment, there was as much time passed as between (?something else, can’t remember, but you get the idea). I didn’t care I was just relieved (and drunk) so when he got in bed I just cuddled him. After 10 minutes he pushed me away and snapped at me to turn off the light. I asked him if he was mad about me not texting enough or fast enough he said : “I’m not mad that is just how you choose to interpret my reaction. You are the one that’s mad”. And then saying that I didn’t text him back on purpose? And that he had absolutely done nothing wrong. So at that point we both went to sleep.
I want to leave him over it because what the fuck. But i love him and overall he does spark joy. It sucks so much. How do you get a man to see the errors of his ways
Leave him. It's not going to better unless he recognizes he's being abusive
and takes action to change that, which it sounds like he has no intention of doing anytime soon.
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Arthur Fleck is literally me
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Some of my friends are being kind of mean/rude to me at this party and I don't really get why.
They made me pinky promise me not to tell my new bf what they were going to ask me about him. So I said sure. They asked me "So is he a serial killer? His fb picture makes him look like one, something about the face." …How was I supposed to respond to something like this, and why would they think it would only hurt his feelings and not mine too?
I posted him in a thread once and no farmers said anything like that about him.
One friend met him and he was quiet, so I guess that made him a "serial killer." We're on the third month of dating and he already took me on a really nice vacation for my birthday (which none of my friends really cared about…), and got me some really expensive jewelry.
He's legitimately treated me well, he's sweet, and spends a lot of time with me. He was denied time off from work to make it to the party tonight, so they haven't really gotten to know him. I think it's really sad that they would tell me that. Meanwhile, the last guy I was in a relationship two years ago physically abused me, and even once in front of them on New Year's Eve, and they didn't say shit about that obvious asshole and he mistreated me too before I grew out of being a pandering pickme. Why pick on the guy who is actually treating me well?
Anyways, it's kinda made me retreat into my phone. I'm kinda not feeling this party anymore. The host made it out originally to be a party for the fact that they missed my bday, but it's been mainly about them and I'm kind of the afterthought. Plus they've been kind of backhanded like I've mentioned. Feels bad. Anyways, I'm gonna go back so I don't look pissy. See you later farmers.
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True she was just the first person I thought of with disgustingly long hair. Also pic attached holy shit. It would look so much better short. People with long hair always look so unkempt like they havent stepped outside in years. Theres very rarely someone who actually looks good with their hair super long and also has it in good condition
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I always wanted kind of long soft looking hair, but yeah, it seems like a lot to keep it nice. I don’t have the patience to grow it out though.
Imo it's easier to maintain long hair, all you have to do is keep it clean, avoid damaging it and occasionally trim the ends. Girls who have the dedication constantly touch up their roots, get regular hair cuts and style theirs every day are remarkable.>>652413
Ayrt I definitely look Mormon without makeup lol but old ladies make a fuss about it which is nice
Ew..a month? I thought I was gross at twice a week.
I’ve got Mormon length hair but it’s pretty easy to look after. Trim the ends myself, blow it out every few days at home, (who can’t do that? Nobody needs a salon for this) and conditioning treatments a few times a month. The worst part is braiding it to prevent damage when you sleep and that’s optional.
I hope so too but it's starting to seem too uncanny. Nothing fucking causes these exact symptoms all at the same time. All I can think is what the fuck is happening to me? I keep finding new shit I'm scared about every day. Fucking hate this shit
Men just don't get it.
I'm the gal from >>652450 >>652458
You really shouldn't feel bad for venting. These things all hurt in different ways. If he's treating you like he hates you then you can't take it personally. I'm really sorry that's happening, in life you can't get on with everybody and it sucks when it's someone you're interested in
That's so kind of you to reply to me anon. Please don't feel sorry for me at all I'm sorry that you're going through this, I just looked it up now and it must be very scary and overwhelming for you. I hope you have family or loved ones that can be there for you to talk to about it. >>652478
I hope not but you're probably right damn
I just started seeing life as something worth living like a year or two ago and now I'm 99% sure my heart is failing. It stops beating randomly, or when it has to go faster, for like ten seconds at a time, palpitations, my blood pressure is at the border of "holy shit you're gonna die" no matter how fast it's beating, I started coughing up foam maybe a year ago, I get pains in my chest/back and arm, and a million other problems. My insurance doesn't cover where I'm living right now and doctors have never listened to me anyways. When I was chubby growing up, they blamed all my problems on the extra five pounds, and now I'm hovering around 19/20 BMI and they won't even pretend to believe me when I say there's something wrong with my health. I don't want to die, I don't want to leave my friends and lose the future I finally want to build for myself. I started talking about wanting to throw myself in front of cars at like five or six years old, spent almost my entire life suicidal, I was so fucking stupid.
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my stupid cunt brother smoked weed without opening his window and the alarm ripped me right out of sleep ffs I have work in tHE MORNING REEE STONERS GET THE ROPE
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>see panels of manga with a robokid posted that seem very cute
>look it up and read it but overlook the english title
>it's pedoshit, the robot is his wife
Just why is it always like this?
That sounds really obnoxious. Why are you still friends with these people if you find it cringy as well though?>>652778
I don't use either of those sites, but to be fair, I respect caring about your tumblr followers a bit more precisely because others can't see it. It's one thing to care about how many people enjoy your content/your page, but on twitter or instagram follower count is a status thing above all. That makes me look down on those a lot more, it's ridiculous how it's more about chasing clout by having others see your numbers than caring about whether people like you. Otherwise ridiculous stuff like buying fake followers wouldn't be a thing on sites like instagram.
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Just made myself more anxious and paranoid by searching for news about rape of vulnerable or unconscious women in hospitals and even public transport, with horrifying stuff about forced pregnancy too
I know i'm getting worse when i do shit like this but i can't stop
Don't stay with friends because you pity them. I hope you actually like them. I stayed with friends my entire life to be their therapists and all it did was waste my time.
I hope your friend is okay though.
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I did something stupid and impulsive while on my walk this morning. I was going on my normal route, and saw some political signs, and I just snapped. I’m so sick of this election it’s making me physically ill, and I just wanted to go on a normal walk without any bullshit but I can’t escape it. I saw some political signs and went to throw them away but got a bunch of angry white people yelling at me and filing me, one even called the police (they didn’t show up lol). I put them because I chickened out. No ones put anything on Nextdoor, not sure about any other social media. I don’t really regret defacing paper but I’d rather not deal with any fallout from this when I’m already not doing so great.
NTA but they were referencing discovering the site not monster girls.
Side note I love when anons respond with "Are you new to the internet" whenever someone mentions finding something weird. As if your average day person would know or want to know about the obscure shit that only literal neets run into from how much time they spend on weird parts of the internet.
I feel you anon. My mom was neglectful and abusive
to the point where I would have been taken away if someone called CPS, but my family acts like I should ~forgive and forget~ now that I’m older.
Don’t feel bad about standing up for yourself and not putting up with more bullshit. Shitty people make their bed by being shitty. Not having a relationship with their children is simply the consequence of that.
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I'm worried I may have been molested by my step father as a small child but I don't have any vivid memories of him touching me sexually. I had dreams about it though when I was small and then those dreams came back when I was older (like 12-13) even though I stopped seeing him when I was 13. I was always very afraid of him but I didn't know why, he never beat me or scream at me, I just felt I have to obey him no matter what, and I didn't listen to any other adult. But when I hit puberty I started to disobey him and showing signs of anger. I started to feel disgust when he tried to kiss me or hold my hand. I remember when I was 12 and he asked me if I flirt with boys and he told me to "Show him how would I flirt with a boy" and it hit me. I was like "what the fuck is wrong with you". I refused and I didn't want to talk to him again. I started to have all sorts of behavioral problems (I never socialized properly but it got much worse), I had a few seizures, I couldn't sleep, I refused to go to school etc. And then I also found out this man wasn't even my biological father (he was simping for my mother and then "adopted" me when my actual father left right after impregnating my mom and everyone was memeing me into thinking he's my real dad until I was 13). Shortly after the truth came out he left and he never contacted me again. I never missed him or anything but the thoughts about being molested are still haunting me. I'm emotionally stunted, unable to connect with other people and I can't even imagine myself in a sexual situation, but I get that may be for various reasons. Is it possible I erased some memories or am I overreacting?
This is just a theory, but jojoba oil is very similar to sebum. I don't know if you've tried it, but I wonder if it may make a difference with the kp.
Just curious, have you had your thyroid levels checked? Weight issues, skin problems and hair thinning are symptoms and it's pretty common nowadays
It's totally possible to repress terrible memories like that. I am so sorry anon for your situation, either it happened or not. Do you go to therapy? Ever tried bringing it up? Some psychologists can make those "resurface". It would be awful, but at least you would have an answer.
Best of luck,hope you can live a good and peaceful life.
The thing about dreams is that they tend to be symbolic, not literal. If you don't have any actual memories of being molested by your step-father, you probably weren't. The science behind "repressed" memories is pretty shoddy. That being said, he clearly was controlling and had an inappropriate relationship with you. Asking you to show him how you flirt with boys at age 12 is disgusting. That is a very clear boundary violation. These things can manifest in the unconscious like dreams about being molested or raped, because the betrayal was strong enough to produce similar feelings to actually being molested or raped.
I think you should still seek therapy for this, as the relationship clearly traumatized you. But I wouldn't worry about the possibility of having repressed actual instances of sexual abuse, just because you've had dreams about it. It's honestly more stress than it's worth to worry about these things.
Since middle school I've been in and out of therapy a few times. In one of my very first sessions I described my relationship with him to my therapist, and my mom also described some of my behaviors to her (for example, when I was in kindergarten I would often undress my dolls and touch their genitalia areas and kiss them there), and it was actually my therapist who suggested that I may have been molested as a small child. She also noticed my body language, I would literally stop breathing and go all stiff whenever we talked about him. I don't know what to think
also in kindergarten I often had those episodes of hyperventilating and fainting whenever something scared or stressed me out, it's not that uncommon in children, but I remember it happening the most when I was with him. The most fucked up one happened at 5, I was alone with him in a room, I don't remember what happened exactly but I got so scared of him, I started to cry and then fainted and hit my head on the edge of a table. And this fuck left me alone and bleeding on the floor. I know he left immediately left the house and didn't come back that day. I regained some consciousness when my grandma found me (alarmed by him storming out so quickly). I was wondering if I had those blackouts, problems with memory and a few seizures because of this shit, my therapist suggested that too, but I'm too scared to get my brain checked
>>652377>and now I hate myself for it
mentality too, just saying
That sucks, I hope it gets better soon, anon!
(I used to have swollen, sore boobs a week before my period too, then I got pregnant, had a miscarriage and for some reason it hasn't happened again since. Really weird.)
That's like, your opinion man
There are some very sweet discussions here, and on /g/ and /m/, where people support and worry for complete strangers.
That doesn't even make sense.
You don't get anything out of faking concern here, there is no karma point system and we can't tell each other apart.
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I met this genuinely amazing and special (and unawarely drop-dead gorgeous and extremely sensual) person and we hit it off. They've been getting anxious about intense topics and opening up and sharing burdens. I did the honourable thing, the right thing and backed off and said I'd be there as a friend and not as a flirt.
I hate that my ex didn't give me the same courtesy.
I hate that my ex wore me down when I was vulnerable.
I hate that I let him.
I hate that I sought out a dysfunctional relationship when I was vulnerable. I hate that he acted like such a pos all the time and used his issues as an excuse and that I let him.
Fuck him. And fuck my choice.
Lol are you me? A bit over a year ago I did the same thing by having a fuck buddy with an age gap like that. The sex was ok. I wasn't mean to him, but I was pretty dismissive cause despite him being like 19 he fancied himself some kind of player. He tried these power moves like flaking last minute on the agreed dick appointments at my place or wanting me to go pick him up (lolnope), and after doing that like twice I blocked him. He made multiple different accounts to try to contact me again begging to hook up. Yet at that point I just verbally abused him and then blocked again until he stopped trying.
He couldn't proposition me with money even if he wanted to cause he was broke, and dick was all he could offer. I don't feel bad about it though. When I was 19, fuckboys like that were breaking my heart without any remorse whatsoever while knowing I wanted an actual relationship.
Scrotes hate being ignored or blocked more than anything. Silence is the best way to trigger
i have no idea if I'm ugly, average or above average. I was definitely ugly at 12-13, I was chubby and severely bullied by boys for my autistic behavior and also called ugly and disgusting, no one wanted to get close to me. I was underweight in highschool because of ED, my face changed. At 16 people suddenly started to tell me I'm pretty, dudes would check me out but never talk to me or talk about me in a depersonalized way and only about my body. In the past few years a few people, both women and men, called me pretty and even beautiful, or said I have beautiful face but I look ungroomed, but they also said I seem cold and unapproachable so maybe that's why most people usually don't talk to me. It's true I can't groom myself, I never learned to do make up, my hair is a mess, I still dress like a tomboy. But I feel that if I'm ugly there's no point in grooming myself, nothing will change my face. I hate my face, I have such low self esteem that every time someone tells me something nice (either about my looks or personality) I'm sure they're doing it out of pity and I can't trust them. I don't know how to seem approachable to people, I can't look at them, I can't smile at them. And every time I'm trying to be more femininine I feel like I'm wearing a clown suit, like it's just not me. I've been in therapy for depression but nothing has changed
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>>651130>I make the same salary as you doing the same job
B-but I thought wahmen make $.75 for every dollar a man makes?!??!?! Did women lie to me again?!(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
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>>651123>muh software developer
And? You're still ugly. No hope left for you fam.
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Which one of these is you
I’m amazed at how much it has taken it to say it’s a hackerman, scrotes are just a waste of oxygen.
It should post it’s credit card info.
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that is sweet.
he actually just messaged me and said he still really wants to get to know me more and that he doesn't exactly think of it the way I do. I suggested taking it slow and that we can direct pace and direction.
anons, he is just so beautiful inside and out, my lil heart is gonna burst
Lol I don't know why I didn't think to do this sooner. I couldn't bite it off cause it was on an awkward angle, but I was able to pinch and yank it off with two fingernails. Pain gone instantly.
That's not stupid, there's something so fucking shitty about not getting food when you expect to. It's the biggest letdown because you're hungry and looking forward to it.
Go buy yourself a nice meal soon to make up for it.
I used to feel compelled to be friendly to every random scrote that spoke to me. I find imagining how a man would be expected to behave in an interaction helps with the needless kindness to scrotes: if it would be weird and questionable for a man to smile and simp for whoever he's interacting with, don't do it.
I do default to friendliness anyway due to survival mechanisms, but at least remembering no scrote is entitled to your kindness helps with this.
Imagine making someone else's suicide attempt all about you. What an insensitive jackass.
I'm so glad you survived anon, that sounds like you went through some things. Please take time to rest, and I hope things can get better for you from here on, now you are aware of the mood disorder. Sending you my love (and lots of bad vibes for the jackass boyfriend)
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hell yeah cister! you said it!
It feels shit, doesn’t it? I’m trying to control it but it’s a struggle to get through the day without drinking>>653799
It’s almost every day at the moment, usually a bottle of wine, sometimes more. I’m fairly light and unable to handle alcohol so it’s taking its toll
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We love you too anon, it's good to cry sometimes! You're definitely not doing anything wrong. I'm glad you're feeling even a bit better and I hope you have a cozy time watching your shows. Please keep taking care of yourself.
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ah shit ah well. I saw this coming. my friend is getting on T in a few weeks. not saying anything, it was in our gamer gc the other day. we haven't spoken in ages nor were ever close. Its an online friend and fujo who I predicted would. There's nothing I intend to try but it sucks knowing. girl you too old to go this route. my next prediction is the bf bailing. I don't believe in jinxes, it's only too easy to foresee with what I know
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i've been having pretty bad breakdowns about some past sexual assault and my family keeps telling me how much of a burden i am for it.
>go to therapy
i am, i have my first appointment next week. it's just hard in the mean time. i'm not acting insane on purpose or such, i usually go outside to cry so nobody will here me or i wait until nobodys home but sometimes i slip up. i went to my car to cry earlier to not bother anyone and my dad saw walking back to the house and started asking why im such a piece of shit for bringing everyones mood down. i have no intention of telling them what happened because i know theyll blame me and im trying to relax but it just feels really bad to be so alienated from other people, everyone in this house treats me like shit and i don't have close friends because of my trust issues. i'm working on moving out but im a poor college student at the moment and rent in this area even with roommates is really high. i have nobody in my life, i'm in constant physical pain, i don't want to wake up in the morning. it's all so tiresome.
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We shouldn't have let society believe it's ok to work under such conditions. If men went through this shit they'd be laying their asses in bed on paid leave.
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I'm always scared and I want to die
It's strange that you're literally living in the same apartment and he can't even muster a hello and be normal, but I mean even if he's cold and joyless, as long as he's not harming anyone there's no reason to call him out for it or make him feel bad. Some people are like that for valid
reasons. That, or social anxiety.
I've known my fair share of people like this over the years and have done my best to try and start a conversation with them, but it's also on them to reciprocate and actually want to socialize. If he's not down, then there's not much you can do about it. If he's not actually being rude and is just coming across as cold and stand-offish, I'd just be as polite as possible, maybe just smile/nod and say hello when you see him. Maybe he'll warm up eventually.
That being said, if acting like other roommates don't exist includes ignoring them if they attempt to talk to him, then he's the one being an asshole at that point.
>>654134>Learn to act better.
I feel like this is like telling depressed people to just be happy lmao. >>654115
There could be so many reasons for this. Maybe he's just a little socially awkward and finds it hard to make friends and talk to people? I'm not very close with much of my family, so I don't talk to or visit them much either. I would just leave him alone unless he engages you tbh.
i've avoided looking at myself directly for the last what felt like a decade or so, like, if i have to look into the mirror it's only without glasses, don't look down if i'm getting dressed, keep staring at my hands in my lap to not catch myself in the window reflection if i'm sitting in public transport, and other bull like that, but decided a few months ago that i can't keep being afraid(?) of my own body so i tried to look more at myself and get used to my looks. it went kinda well and i think i'm more or less fine right now with looking at myself in reflections if it's in private (still die of absolute embarrassment when it's in public tho) and even manage to think of myself as kinda cute a few times a week. but you know how, if you spend enough time with someone, you don't see them as either pretty or ugly, you just see the person? i kinda fear that's what's happening right now and i'm basically doing a gimpgirl-model-comparsion-lite or something like that. this is so stupid but i'm not sure if i'm actually fine with my looks sometimes now, or if i just got used to the ugly. honestly, rather than being this unsure i'd like to just get back to my status quo and think of myself as hideous and knowing it. i don't even know what my problem is, i should be glad i manage to think of myself positively once in a while but no, instead i need some kind of mysterious approval (whose? idk) so that i'm allowed to have an ounce confidence, fuck this.
At least you're not >>654190
That's enough reason to live in my opinion.