/ot/ - off-topic

Cheated on my boyfriend with some guy at school who I thought was going to stay with me, turns out he didnt, of course. Then eventually word got out because he told his friends, they told their friends blah blah. My boyfriend found out, he called me and said he was sad and disappointed, but that he wished me luck and goodbye. But.. now the entire school knows, its my senior year and people are weird with me now. Most of my friends have kind of stopped talking to me, and the other guy I wanted to date for a while (a different guy) acts weird and is always busy and never wants to hang out. No other guys seem interested either. I think I just ruined my reputation for life in this town, the fuck.. shit wasn't like this 5 years ago. what the fuck do i do.