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No. 262414

anyone know what happened to her? one of the weirdest tumblr porn artists i ever came across. was into this dude, mr crocker, that "dick the birthday boy" bear from rockafire explosion (iirc) and would draw them puking/shitting into a grimy yellow tupperware for her to eat

No. 262424

>>262414
I don't know why she left but she has a private twitter. I can't read it but going some of the replies she changed her name to Holden

No. 262437

Towards the end she changed her tumblr handle to ocdmrcrocker. I vaguely remember she was a school teacher and part timed in a fast food restaurant. Maybe her work found out about her online presence?

The puke and shit stuff was gross, but I thought her art style was kind of cool.

No. 262461

Honestly I liked her.
She obviously had some issues but I liked her attitude and how much she loved her waifus.

I'm sorry for how she was treated, she got bullied to the point she left the website for good and migrated to twitter and deviantArt. She was also diagnosed with some sort of sex addiction that she got treatment for.

I hope she feels better nowadays, I was sad to see her leave in such a negative way.

No. 262494

Her last months on Tumblr were worrisome. I remember her posting pictures of her thrown up spaghettios in Tupperware containers.

Her public art Twitter: https://twitter.com/krocodilekore

She always had a good lead for working towards recovery, but somehow the situation would twist around in the end for the worst. She found therapy, but it turned into her therapist suggesting she sleep with people who aren't her boyfriend. She finds a website for people struggling with sex addiction, suddenly everyone who watches even vanilla porn was set to be an abuser. A few friends of mine followed her when she went to Twitter, but she blocked them when they pointed out this sex addiction recovery / anti-porn website she was sharing was sketchy. I legitimately have respect for her for getting diagnosed, but the diagnosis became massive part of her identity.
She just got engaged to her boyfriend. My friends and I thought it was a little odd she was still with him since he was known to be into hentai and I remember reading on KF he tried having sex with her when she was sleeping.

While looking at the replies to her private twitter, she has a close group of friends who give off a kind front, but are very controlling. You can tell when you look through their profiles how manipulative and authoritative they actually are. She used to hate these groups, but I have a clue since they're so personally /nice/ to her, she's shamed into acting like them. I have a feeling they enable a lot of her bad habits too.

Like other anon said, it sucks she was bullied off Tumblr for liking something that wasn't even harmful, being attracted to older and "ugly" characters. The puke and shit stuff wasn't even that bad either. It's hard to tell which parts of Nemu are herself and which parts she's imitating from the people she knows, I just hope she's doing OK overall.

No. 263299

Is it bad I want to see some of this artwork? Call it morbid curiousity but I tried looking for the art described and couldn't find anything. Can someone share?

No. 263302

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No. 263311

anyone got that pic of o'hare in a sailor suit? easily the nastiest thing she drew of what I remember

No. 263312

also, how does one be aromantic and have a bf she says she loves

No. 263324

>>263312
faeku luh

No. 263394

>>263324
tru… iirc she met him at a mall and introduced herself by asking if he wanted to buttfuck. and now they're engaged!
then again he does the voices of her husbandos in bed which kind of warms my heart

No. 263456

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>>263394
I used to follow her on twitter as well. IIRC she broke the ice by complimenting his Transformers shirt, and they buttfucked after hanging out for a bit. She was also 17 at the time, and he was well over 18.

Shes always struck me as someone with severe daddy issues. Apparently, she had a sexually abusive father that died recently. Her fetish is ugly, fat older dudes who absolutely have to be virgins so its obvious that she has a thing for being seen as desireable to undesirable people. Pretty strange, considering she's actually very cute apperance-wise.

Nemu is basically on the same coin as Alix Henriol, only self aware enough to not let her life go down the shitter.

Judging by her Twitter, she seems to be close to a relapse. Though she's anti-porn, I've seen that she still at least commissions other artist porn of her self-inserts with her waifus, so it's not hard to imagine she still draws it herself. Her friends all seem like enablers too. I know one of her closer friends was a tripfag and used to post nudes on 4chan's /soc/. She's also another one of those obsessive waifu girls. Holden recently drew a diary comic where she admitted that she still has sexually charged convesations about fictional characters with her friends.

I'm no psychiatrist, but I theorize that her obsession with a certain type of fictional character is some kind of coping mechanism for her. Like a sexual security blanket. It's really unusual to see someone like her not be some greasy neet living in their parent's basement.

Her Instagram is "Kerozeene" btw
At the very least, its cool to see that she's still into cosplay.

Bonus: She was forced to resign from her teaching job for going SJW on her white students.

No. 263457

>>262437
She was ppauly originally, then Nemu-nemu, then Malfunction52. ocdmrcrocker was towards the end of her tenure on tumblr.

>>262494
Her leaving tumblr was a really good thing I think. That website is the worst for people with suggestable, easily addictive personalities. I've seen people go from reasonably normal kink-wise to sex-obsessed freaks over the course of a couple of years all thanks to the way tumblr works. They follow a bunch of like-minded blogs, so every time they log in their dashboard is a slideshow of degenerate shit. Almost like mental conditioning. A person I used to be friends with went from having an interest in BDSM to wanting to genuinely fuck animals in the span of a couple of years. Combine that with the echo chamber community and you've got a recipe for warped sexuality. If Nemu hadn't left tumblr before she was bullied off for wanting to fuck Crocker's mother, then she probably would have left of her own volition when she started her recovery process.

No. 263461

>>263456
I never followed her but damn, good for her for getting help. Reading this and other posts in this thread, her life seemed fucked up. Wishing you well Nemu

No. 263466

is this the same girl that used to draw cosplay comics of her and her significant other as bleach characters? those were so cute. that was a long time ago, though…

i'm glad that she's doing better and getting help she needs.

No. 263471

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god i miss this bitch so bad!!! it seems like she has really dialed back her fetishy stuff and is making a conscious effort to be less nasty, but i will forever cherish the absolutely wild porn she made for years

No. 263474

>>263456
oh wow, deets on the sjwing at white kids?

No. 263843

>>263474
The topic of affirmative action came up in a class and the way she explained it confused a couple students. A student said the procedure seemed unfair and she shot him down with, "Well, your opinion doesn't count since you're a white male." A couple of other students in the class didn't like the way she talked to him and they left negative reviews of her after the class was over.
After a couple of days, she had a meeting with whoever takes care of subs and they told her she shouldn't bring up politics, especially since she's not in a permanent position. She gets fired/resigns from her position.
Afterwards, she posted on her art Twitter about the situation, also saying the students in that class were unsupportive of LGBT, special needs, and POC. Reminder: these are children she's met for less than 9 hours. She explained to everyone she's better than these students because she's kind and helpful.

This was a situation that was going to happen at some point, she tweeted art weeks before about not being a mother to immature boys and mentioned how the girls in her classes are always nice, but the boys are loud and don't behave.

Maybe a bit OT but it really doesn't help her closest friends are white SJWs, especially when they act like they're God just for being nice to POC. That's all I saw who were mainly supporting her in her replies.

No. 263870

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why don't anons post her art?

i google her and theres just drawings of cute vomiting pictures from a tumblr post and nothing else. i don't think vomiting is tht big of a deal and i can't find any of that "super nasty" stuff people itt are talking about so i'm curious. post the weird shittt or at least some screenshots, never heard of this bitch

No. 263879

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i am desperate to find that one image of the little lorax man shitting in a school swimsuit. please tell me one of you has it

No. 263881

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I really wish I archived all of her art from when she was really into that Lorax villain. I think that's when her content reached peak wildness.

Managed to nab this and a few other images before she deleted them from her DA.

No. 263885

>>263870
https://hikau122.tumblr.com/post/101365586031/super-nemu-vomit-timeline
Here's some

http://rbt.asia/cgl/thread/8003819
CGL archive of thread just like this one, makes me wonder if she self-posts…

I used to have a puke fetish too, yet all her art just bores me. It's such a tumblr-y art style, idk why you guys are so intrigued by it.

No. 263888

I'm glad she's happy in her relationship, but she used to be super open about her sexual proclivities and imagining her eating her fat boyfriend's vomit and shit sounds like something you'd see in one of those humiliation JAVs.

Good job on getting all her student loans paid before her mid 20s though.

No. 263896

Yeah the art style is really Tumblr-y, but I think it wasn't such a popular style yet when she was around. I adored her for being into characters mostly ignored, but she only liked those characters for that exact reason. If she knew of anybody else who said they liked the same character, she'd seriously get jealous as if the character belonged to her, yet try to find another obscure character to like instead…

A couple months ago she found out she had her own skinwalker. She was into the same obscure characters as her, one specifically was the singer from Interpol. Made the same kind of art style with the ta-da lines, pastel colors, and quirky writing. I don't remember any info, but I'll try to dig up some stuff.

No. 263897

>>263896

>A couple months ago she found out she had her own skinwalker. She was into the same obscure characters as her, one specifically was the singer from Interpol. Made the same kind of art style with the ta-da lines, pastel colors, and quirky writing. I don't remember any info, but I'll try to dig up some stuff.


Details?

No. 263905

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>>263897
There's some more art here: https://booru.vineshroom.net/post/list/artist%3Awadesu/1

They definitely changed the name they use because their DeviantArt is gone, but yeah pic is one that I can find that imitates it the most.

No. 263906

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>>263897
Oh wow. This is a direct riff off of Nemu's art.

>>263885
Personally, I think she'd be just another overly obsessive waifufag if not for her art skills. Her personality was weird and she was really open about some TMI parts of her life, but she isn't particularly milky otherwise.

No. 264106

I REALLY don’t think Holden should have a thread here. She is a severely mentally ill but completely harmless person. I don’t know her personally but I have been following her in some capacity for about 7 years and I’ve never seen her hurt a fly. Her brain is sick and it has been for a long time. This thread trying to pry into her life is cruel and unnecessary. Please leave her alone.

No. 264149

>>264106
What makes her any different than any other 'harmless' lolcow? I'm sure at least a good 90% of the cows feature here are sick in the head. Nobody here is viciously attacking her.

No. 264370

>>264106
Polterheiist, you want a thread for yourself too?

No. 264385

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>>263906
>The onceler
>Vomit

Gross
Interesting thread tho, I feel like artists like these are never talked about. Tumblr is kinda good at keeping this stuff under wraps

No. 264401

Didn't see her dA posted anywhere, so here it is for people curious:

https://www.deviantart.com/love-ribbon/gallery/

No. 264411

>>264401
I always wondered where her massive fixation on having babies by her husubandos came from. That seems to be the third most reoccurring theme after vomit and scat.

On her instagram she's posted herself wearing a couple of handmade "____ got me pregnant" shirts. I think she wore them to cons but she's pretty bold to wear them out when she works in teaching. I don't think someone's harmless net history should be grounds for getting them fired, but America is notorious for getting rid of teachers for the most trival of things. I remember a few years ago a middle school teacher had to resign for taking a picture of herself holding a full glass of beer while visiting the Heiniken brewery on vacation.

Holden doesn't release her real name, but she does post her face way more than she used to, and she draws in a pretty recognizable style. I think she should be a bit more careful with her online presence since she's kind of infamous.

No. 264438

>>264411
If you remember, she did get in big trouble during her high school or college days when she got caught putting drawings of Pauly from Professor Layton in the school papers.

No. 264455

>>264438
Stuff like that makes me wonder why she's so overt with her obsessions. That's bordering on Chris Chan levels of insertion.

No. 264719

If I'm not mistaken, Holden was a tripfag on 4chan too. She made a username for herself based on Olimar and once posted images of herself in her Homura cosplay.

No. 264788

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Anyone else feel like Holden goes out of her way to lecture/explain why she does the strange things she does? It comes across like she's more trying to justify it to herself than educate the people around her. She really is one of those "I get to do this weird thing because I have ___ condition and nobody can say anything about it" people.

No. 264796

>>264788
You're right but I don't really blame her lol. I mean, what would you do if you found yourself with an ugly side character vomit fetish and the compulsion to post about it? You'd need to give yourself some sort of a palatable motive.

No. 264798

I always thought it was funny she tried to separate herself from waifu girls by calling the characters she gets crushes on fictional others. She's using the term wrong since it's meant for characters you relate to rather than ones you want to fuck.

No. 264866

Oh geez, I was wondering what happened to this person. IIRC she booted herself off Tumblr because a few underage shits tried picking a fight with her and she had to remove herself from that nonsense. Tumblr a shit.

I always thought it was weird the characters she was attracted to looked like literal man-children considering her job but I tried not to read too deep into it.

>>263843
I'm honestly not surprised she'd get fired for going SJW on her students. She's extremely naive in that sense.

No. 265031

>>264866
>She's extremely naive in that sense.

That's something I've always wondered about when it came to Holden. She's smart/driven enough to stick with uni and get a teaching license but she's got this weird naivety about her. Do they even let people with diagnosed conditions work that close to children? I can't imagine she's as open about her disorders online as she is in person, but she does go to a therapist regularly.

No. 265062

>>265031
She is open about that stuff. I had a friend tell me she was making comics and sharing pics on her Facebook explaining her mental illnesses. Her co-workers would like and comment on them. It's a little different for her teaching job since she was just a sub and moving around schools.

No. 265331

>>264796
there does have to be some kind of motive since fetishes don't just happen on their own 🤷‍♀️ for the vomit one she says it's that she was sick a lot as a kid and her mom would give her the one specific tupperware

>>264798
i thought it was like "significant other" to make them seem more real/waifu implies female anime characters as opposed to ugly male background characters from western animation

No. 265348

I remember this girl from when she used to post her nemu cosplay comics on /cgl/. Wow, she's a whore, neat.

No. 265461

>>265331
I remember her saying that she had some kind of problem with her vagina for most of her life, where she couldn't have vaginal sex so she only ever had anal. She also had frequent urinary tract infections.

I know her dad was weird with her, but I wonder if she ever had sex before her fiance. She must've if she was so eager to take his virginity before knowing him for more than 24 hours.

Unrelated, but she's also Slovakian apparently. Does anybody know if she's an immigrant or second generation?

No. 265480

>>265461
oh yeah i remember that too! she had a particularly bad case of vaginismus.

No. 265578

>>265348

ain't nobody got pics?

this girl is a "literally who" this thread is a twilight zone

No. 265594

>>265578
I followed her tumblr for a while and the only time I saw a picture was momentarily through a stream before removing it. To my knowledge, she's very private since she works/worked with children

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>>265594
>>265578

Her insta is full of pictures of herself.

No. 265653

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>>265578
I feel in my heart of hearts that 98% of the posts itt were made by one person and it was either her or her stalker.

Mods, can you check for samefagging?

No. 265658

>>265653
tbh i think her weirdness is a widely known thing, just on a low level due to how harmless she seems- seeing this thread hit me with the biggest wave of mixed nostalgia and ???? solely because i thought she was just my personal not-cow

No. 265659

>>265653
I definitely smell an insane samefaggot in this thread.

>shes just awk and crazy anon so quirky

No. 265660

>>265658
I don't agree at all. This thread feels so off.

Some more sus things that fuel my tinfoil:
>A LOT of the posters itt have very similar typing styles while claiming to be different anons
>This isn't the first time she's been brought up in the exact same way, like the /cgl/ thread I posted a few days a go that was eerily similar. She's been brought up on this site before too and the "people" who were talking about her then said the same exact shit.
>Virtually all the anons itt are dickriding a gender special pervert and no one is questioning it. Very weird because this is fucking lolcow, not cc or anything.
>Someone said that she regularly posted on /cgl/, which means she probably lurks here too
>She's clearly crazy, so it wouldn't be surprising for her to self-post here

All in all, this girl is still a cringy, disgusting, irrelevant snowflake who looks like Suzy, shoe0nhead, and a mime cross-pollinated. I don't understand why else anyone would be praising her so much unless they were her or obsessed with her.

No. 265667

>>265660
Honestly I noticed this too I just pushed it off as it was because she was nice to them once. why are anons licking her boots

No. 265669

>>265667
>>265660
I thought the same thing. This thread is just incredibly strange.
>Ah, yes. That wacky, lovable vomit porn enthusiast from Tumblr who went SJW on a class of students! So naive. So cute. I really miss her!
It's like being on bizarro Lolcow or something.

No. 265670

>>265667
>>265669
she is really nice to people, i wouldnt rule out that a bunch of us interacted with her, especially back on tumbl when her obsessives would call her mama nemu and ask this fucked up person for advice because she had her shit marginally more together than them

if these anons are tumbloids, that comes with a homogenous typing style

No. 265671

>>265670
keep trying to justify it, it still feels like there's a samefag among us and it's probably you

No. 265674

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>She's so nice, anons! Totally harmless!

She would mention how she was better than channers.
She knows this site exists and is aware of this thread. She has made posts on 4chan and on here before. She acts like she doesn't use "decade old websites for gossip". Twitter is technically the exact same thing, minus anonymity and she's gossiped many times.
One of her bigger stalkers already posted on here >>264106 they're cows themselves.

No. 265679

>>265660
Wasn't lolcow made as an off-shoot of /cgl/? I honestly don't know, but I saw someone say that once. Since she used to be known on that board, some people that came over from there might genuinely remember her fondly. That's the case for me, at least.

Anyway, not everyone is here to ridicule the same things you do, anon. Just because we're on the same site doesn't mean I agree with you on what is cow worthy. Sure, there might be some samefagging, but your logic for why that is is kind of idiotic.

inb4 "you're the samefag"

No. 265680

>>262494
Sounds like a fully blown cow to me. Crazy stuff, I want to know more.

No. 265684

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I found some old art she drew of herself getting fucked by a hanar from Mass Effect

No. 265686

>>265684
Got any more? This is the first actual porn I've seen posted yet everyone is talking about her wild disgusting porn.

No. 265719

>>265684
>>265686
mainly the fabled pic of ohare in the dress with the shit. whered you find this son?

No. 265724

>>265719
I searched ppauly on Twitter, couldn't find any other of her art under her other Tumblr names, unless there's a few we missed. There's another anon who said they have a collection of her stuff before she cleaned up her deviant art. Right now I'm trying to find stuff on R34.

No. 265734

>>265724
She had her tag on Paheal purged years ago.

No. 265787

>>265671
eh, she was pretty polite to me on tumblr and i don't harbor any ill-will

you on the other hand, sound like one of her friends trying to derail the thread. or are just mega jealous at the attention

No. 265851

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Why is it always these people who've said stuff like this have the worst SJW freakouts years down the road.

No. 265864

>>265851
Her telling children that their opinions dont matter cause of their race top kek.

No. 265929

>>265787
>no u!!
If I was her friend, why would I try to derail the thread when people are sucking her dick? I think it belongs in /snow/ at the very least, investigated for hardcore samefagging at most.

No. 266313

>>265851
>>265787
This girl is fake as fuck. All the anons in this thread reminiscing over how sweet and uwu she was, but she used to be a tripfag on one of the bitchiest boards on 4chan and still gossips to this day. It was obviously just a diversion to make up for the rest of her personality just like how the porn positivity shit was just to keep people from kinkshaming her. Everybody in this thread giving her a pass because she is/was nice fell for it.

She knows that if she was anything but kind and sweet mama Nemu she would be one of those lolcows with an ED page or kiwifarms thread. Especially if she's self assured and tactless enough to tell children that their opinions mean less because of their race.


>>262494
Her boyfriend apparently had issues with her low libido after she got help for her addiction. He'd try to do stuff to her while she was asleep. Marriage material right there.

No. 266315

>>266313
There's a couple posts on her on kiwifarms, but they're majority like 80% of this thread going "aww she was so nice, i hope everything's ok! she's never hurt a fly"
honestly how hilarious is it to tell a bunch of kids their opinions don't matter because they're white when she's white herself.

miss "i love kids so much i want to be so pregnant and have tons of babies and take care of them" doesn't actually like kids unless they're submissive and able to handle abuse from adults

No. 266329

>>266313
>she's MEAN on 4chan so she's not actually a nice person!

I mean, it's fucking 4chan. It's obsessive to give an actual shit about what people post on there as if everyone should be sunshine and rainbows on every facet of their life 24/7

No one is saying she's a saint. Her personal life is fucked up, but there are much milkier cows here by comparison

No. 266353

I remember her posting pics on tumblr of her sizable Bad Dragon dildo collection, with her favorite being a huge horse dong. She would mention that she could fit the whole thing inside her. She'd also talk about her and he boyfriend engaging in scatplay together in the bathtub, and that poop tastes bitter so she personally didn't care to eat the shit.

I also think it's odd that so many replies itt talk about how sweet she was…She was a shit show that was fun to watch crash and burn. This girl clearly has issues and isn't the type of person I'd associate myself with irl, regardless of how "sweet" she is online.

No. 266358

>>266353
that first paragraph needed a spoiler. jfc, that's repulsive…

No. 266363

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>this crazy disgusting bitch can have a bf she loves and gets engaged to
>i'm still single

No. 266365

>>263302
>i have a huge fetish for vomit in yellow tupperware containers if you couldnt notice
this is one of those things where i'm deathly curious as to why/how this person got the fetish. i can understand puke fetish, but specifically in "yellow tupperware" what the fuck? lmao did she do that as a kid and somehow the disgust translated to arousal or what?

No. 266367

>>265684
also sorry for not condensing this i'm a samefag but her art looks like a huge ripoff of p-ro's. a pretty popular internet artist back in the day. http://nomorepros.tumblr.com/

No. 266384

>>266367
lol i see a LOT of influence.
i think this can also explain a lot of the less "normie" things she likes such as transformers and eyeshield 21

No. 266387

>>266384
yeah especially p-ro's old stuff. p-ro used to draw tons of guro and male abuse type pics, was one of the only artists around doing this "cutesy" style of it too. so i can see her copying. pretty lame of this nemu person to do.

No. 266441

>>266365
it was a specific tupperware container her mom would put next to her bed as a kid, probably more so a feeling of being taken care of turned sexual rather than disgust but idk

No. 266476

>>266353
I think anons point out how nice she is because one:

1. snowflake threads are usually reserved for shitty individuals

2. Despite how weird and disgusting her fetishes are, it stands in contrast that she is not an unpleasant person to talk to

Like, no one is being "fooled" here. As far as personality goes, nemu's pretty average

No. 266481

Moved to >>>/snow/631315.



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