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No. 2590585

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No. 2590620

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I'm a bong nonnie who didn't put all her food recycling into the food bin. Some of the food was going mouldy in plastic bags so I just chucked it in the normal bin because it was refuse + food bin week so I could get away with it.

No. 2590657

>>2590620
Food waste bins arent worth the hassle and smell

No. 2590749

>>2590620
Are they really strict about that in bongland? Do they go through your bins? In US every restaurant I’ve worked in usually has to dump all 3 bags (trash, recycling, compost) into the same dumpster because people always put the wrong items in the wrong bags and then we can’t dispose of it properly.

No. 2590945

>>2590749
A lady from the local council came round last year just going in people's front gardens to smack stickers on the top of the bins saying "REMEMBER: NO FOOD IN THIS BIN. UNRECYCLABLE WASTE ONLY" I love it here because I freaked out wondering who the stranger was meddling with my bin. But yeah as of yesterday night… alas… Forgive me, Council, for I have sinned.

As for restaurants I'm pretty sure over here is similar. Everything just goes into one bin kek.

>>2590657
Real.

No. 2590955

>>2590657
Maybe if you used a biodegradable bag that is literally made for the bin and took it out once in a while your house wouldn't smell. I don't know how your house would be less smelly if you just kept rotting food in your fridge? I swear some of you are like actual children. Can't do simple things like use a recycle bin. Is breathing a chore for you too, troglodyte?(infighting)

No. 2590964

If I was bigger and stronger and men were weaker than women I'd probably be a husband beater.

No. 2590975

>>2590964
KEKK. You can still use a baton nonna, live your dream. You have to first use mental play and break them down , that’s when you can start beating them.

No. 2590987

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Exhilarating thread pic nona, I hope this becomes a trend

No. 2591025

I fucked my sexy polish neighbor and I feel so bad saying hi to his girlfriend every morning but honestly the sex was so good. Possibly the best I’ve ever had. Not really sure where to go from here

No. 2591230

>>2591025
>Not really sure where to go from here
Snitch to his girlfriend about his cheating ways

No. 2591303

I have really small labia minora and I wish they were bigger. I covet the flaps.

No. 2591312

>>2591025
was he bald?

No. 2591319

>>2590964
Nona please don't let the patriarchy shame you out of your dream job. Use your smaller size and stature to your advantage so no one believes your husband when he tries to rat you out!

No. 2591326

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I take great pleasure in reporting every soyjack I see on this site

No. 2591381

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i used the holiday as an excuse and cheated on my diet. i ended up getting food poisoning. did something i haven't done since i was in diapers. i've learned my lesson and will never cheat on my diet ever again

No. 2591420

I love teasing my friends and do sexy noises over calls and games but IRL I'm really awkward. I know it damages my friendship with them but I just kinda like doing it.

No. 2591425

>>2591420
Why would that "tease" your friends? I would consider that extremely weird and annoying

No. 2591449

>>2591425
that's what teasing means

No. 2591487

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>>2591449
It sounded like you meant lesbians or moids bc you're making sexy noises. I would just say "annoy" or "sexually harass" when referring to women. Language is a tool that we use to paint pictures in other people's minds and I'm not sure you did a good job of that anon

No. 2591498

>>2591425
i agree anon sounds lowkey insufferable.

No. 2591624

If I were to reincarnate as an immortal and choose my body type, tbh Id probably choose a child.
In my defense, it's not because any fucked up fetish reasons, fuck no, but because I miss the world being big. I miss the bathtub being basically a pool, having a room below a chair, a cookie being gigantic, feeling like a king when I sit on a sofa. I want to go back to that. Everything is smaller now and I hate it.
It's stupid, I know, and probably a little gross but I miss that childhood wonder of everything being an amusement park so bad, man.

No. 2591643


No. 2591644

I've been keeping tabs on a narcissisic moid I had an odd relationship with last year. He's obsessed with a lot of women but I think I became a main one by blocking and ignoring him the last few months we had to see each other in person. I see small signs on his socials that he's thinking of me. He did a lot of weird narc things and one of his main ones was where he would stalk my social media and just casually reference what I followed when we would see each other in person. I remade one of my social media profiles a few days ago because I got locked out of my old one and suddenly his posts and referencing things I've been posting on there. We have absolutely 0 mutuals on that platform and are nowhere near each other geographically so I'm not sure how he found it. It sounds crazy but he's definitely one of the more unhinged narcs and is constantly collecting info and mirroring people. I keep tabs because I'm also fucked in the head and get off on the idea that he'll be obsessed with me for awhile just because I was kind of a bitch to him.

No. 2591649

Silly and cringe and kinda venty but here I go. I kinda secretly deep down want to start off as a YouTuber, talking about all kinds of topics I like, make money off that despite looking down on those who do so, make a brand of myself and then somehow get the attention of a record label looking for a singer either for a solo thing or a band thing because of my hypothetical imaginary covers and I get signed and become a famous singer because of this and finally achieve my life long dream. Can't do it because I don't have what it takes and because my family would kill me if I did something like that lmao. My other confession is similar, and it's that I wish I was a good artist so I can draw all my self insert OC ans yaoi ships fanfiction ideas into professional tier comic books and actually have the companies that own the characters invest in my work because it's so top tier quality wise and has a huge audience and I cash on sharing my autism with the world without risking my anonymity.

No. 2591655

I wish I was SSA

No. 2591668

>>2591655
… social security administration?

No. 2591672

>>2591420
Grown ass woman mind you

No. 2591674

>>2591672
I would not bet on it

No. 2591702

>>2591668
she means same sex attracted

No. 2591706

>>2591420
Class clown syndrome, you people are so exhausting to be around.

No. 2591845

>>2591025
You will fuck him again, obviously.

No. 2591846

>>2591845
Without a condom.

No. 2591866

>>2591487
Your picrel+context and filename made me almost cry laughing… Have a great day nonna

No. 2591893

I resent my mom for not trying in her life. We live together because I can't afford to move out and I foot the bill for basically every big purchase, because when something breaks she won't pay for it. And obviously we can't live in a house where half the outlets don't work. Just disgusting and annoying that she goes "tehe it's just another day in life xDDD" all while not spending any of her own savings to help out. Completely useless

No. 2591905

>>2591303
Can we swap? I could probably use mine to fly, Dumbo-style

No. 2591914

I've been waiting years for a guy to finally be attracted to me, I was certain it was impossible. Apparently isn't, but now that I have confirmation that I'm not actually an undesirable ogre I have no more interest in dating and I'll be happy to stay single. The irony.

No. 2591922

>>2590657
ours means we don't get rats like the old place where everything was left in a main garbage dump…

No. 2591924

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I love using outdated cringey millennial gifs in my messages. It is fun and quickly conveys the emotion I'm trying to get across.

No. 2592342

I want to get on SSRIs for a few months and then quit them just to see if I can get a normal sex drive.

No. 2592348

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>>2592342
You should expect brain zaps if you rush that. I fucking hate ssris

No. 2592355

Edibles + ChatGPT the last 11 months has done wonders for reigniting my creative spark.

People will think I'm stupid for not automatically witchhunting AI with them though, but I'll deal. I've done alright for myself by pretending to be dumb.

No. 2592359

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>>2592355
Weed making you feel like every thought is super profound and amazing no matter the quality + ChatGPT telling you exactly what you want to hear = 11 months of this

No. 2592367

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>>2592359
Nta but
>has done wonders for reigniting my creative spark.
>and I have a problem with that!!!

No. 2592413

>>2592342
Ssris forcibly relax your muscles including your pelvic muscles. You'll just be increasing the inability to contract your muscles by taking ssris.

No. 2592423

>>2592359
I didn't have any LSD to microdose, so it was the best I could do. I have the discernment to know that 98% of the output is not usable fwiw, because of course nothing compares to a nonna cesspit for creativity and morale

No. 2592428

>>2592342
What if you… tried exercising and fixing your diet?

No. 2592446

Sometimes I feel ashamed to have male cats and not female ones, it's like I'm doing a disservice to you all

No. 2592448

>>2592446
It’s okay because he’s castrated.

No. 2592452

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I'm drunk and I wanna fuck a serbian friend of a friend even though I prob I frogot how he looks like.

He gives me basic attention bc he's prob desperate (deduction from his words) bu sounds cute. Nonas please, I have trichotillomania, I have no levrege, how do I stop putting myself down for undesirable men? Or them above me?
I need wisdom.

No. 2592463

>>2592452
Every time you feel like doing some dumb shit just masturbate first and then you’ll come to your senses. Leverage isn’t real because men are animals, you could trich yourself bald and it wouldn’t matter because men only fuck women that they think they can control. Whenever you feel bad about yourself remember that the women on lolcow want you to live for yourself and not for a man, ever

No. 2592464

>>2592452
Take the 2D pill

No. 2592466

>>2592463
Alternative you can probably just take a piss and skip the masturbation part. You will be clear-minded soon enough.

No. 2592547

I listen to Kanye and I love it

No. 2592557

>>2592547
If its his old music, I get it. If not then…

No. 2592573

I only have two sets of identical clothes and five sets of underwear that I cycle through weekly.

No. 2592601

>>2592573
Like all my favorite cartoon characters growing up

No. 2592645

My nigel is a turbo virgin and passes out after sex every single time. Doesn't matter where, when, what time, he falls asleep incredibly fast. He's really embarrassed about it but I actually prefer him like this because I can scroll cow boards without distractions. He thinks I ask for mid day sex because I'm horny, but I really just want him knocked out for the next 3 hours while I catch up on milk. He still hasn't figured it out, and we've been together for 2 years

No. 2592648

>>2592645
reddit tier ass post

No. 2592651

>>2592645
Fake and gay

No. 2592653

>>2592645
can i rape your "nigel"?

No. 2592670

>>2592428
>tried exercising
I already do, not very intense shit but I'm not a hikineet either.
>fixing your diet?
No need to fix it either, I've always eaten healthy, I just naturally have a very low libido.

No. 2592777

>>2592670
Taking Zoloft definitely isn’t going to fix your libido and will only make your life noticeably worse.

No. 2592790

>>2592670
Zoloft will literally make you asexual kek

No. 2592797

>>2592342
What other nonas said, zoloft closes your pussy shut

No. 2592809

>>2592645
Maybe he has narcolepsy

No. 2592811

>>2592452
So you don’t remember what he looks like, he’s desperate too….

No. 2592862

My job makes me more racist to every ethnicity every single day, it's like they're trying to prove every stereotype to be accurate

No. 2592864

>>2592862
I'm headcanoning you as Nigerian and this post is about white people.

No. 2592956

I sometimes look up random snark subbredits. I don't know or care about anyone they are discussing, I'm there for the crowd and how identically retarded and parasocial they are. Bonus points if you open someone's profile and get hit with snarksub#1, snarksub#2, deadbedroom,truechristian.

No. 2592963

found out badlands chugs does personalized videos for sale so I think I might order one kek

No. 2592976

>>2592956
I do the same. I love how most of these redditors have no problem blasting all of their own + their family's issues over several subreddits while constantly loudly proclaiming how much better they are than the subjects of the snark subs in every possible way.

No. 2592987

>>2592956
>>2592976
I also do this. Rarely you'll find a snark sub where the snark is justified like the Duggars snark sub, but 99% of them consist of bored housewives becoming parasocial and insane over someone who's mildly cowish because they have nothing better to do. They always end up more insane than the subject of the snark sub is to begin with.

No. 2593029

I have an apron belly and lumpy cellulite thighs, I look way worse than Shaynus and I feel bad when anons make fun of her body since mine is even uglier. I can't get rid of those even though I have lost weight.

No. 2593044

>>2593029
i have the same. you need to remember anons make fun of those features on cows because cows are such terrible people. or they're just anachans and probably look terrible themselves, just in a different way. nothing wrong with having a tummy or cellulite, these are normal female features. this is what separates us from the nasty males. learn to appreciate it. stomach is there so you can grow a baby, and even skinny women have cellulite. even when i was 100 pounds i had terrible cellulite. sending love to you nona, sometimes i feel down in it too when i see people make comments about body parts i have, but ya just can't let it bother you.

No. 2593063

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i never get approached by anyone i think its a miracle im married to begin with but an ugly man came up to me at the grocery store today and asked if i was seeing anyone and im going to feel like lil miss hot shit because of it for the rest of the evening

No. 2593069

>>2593063
cute gif!! i love toki

No. 2593170

ive used men for money my entire life and never had sex with them. my last guy was insanely wealthy and young. i want to continue

No. 2593175

>>2593063
>feeling like hot shit because an ugly man approached you
How ugly is your husband to make you feel like this?

No. 2593185

>>2593063
I thought this gif was Euronymous and Dead help

No. 2593213

I still call my mum, "mummy" sometimes.

No. 2593220

I'm not the best at clocking troons from photos if it's not one of the (many) extremely obvious cases. In real life I've almost met or noticed any so I'm not sure. I'm also bad at telling if people have had work done and what kind.

No. 2593224

>>2593213
>not calling her Mother
>not even Madam [family name]

No. 2593253

I told my family I quit my job and became a sahm cause daycare was expensive, but I actually got fired cause I accidently texted a pornographic fanart to my boss. I haven't bothered to find another job cause daycare really is expensive and tbh this is better…

No. 2593255

>>2593253
Was it yaoi? nvm you would've been promoted

No. 2593256

>>2593255
It was yaoi… the boss was a woman too I guess she wasnt fujo tho

No. 2593260

>>2593256
Rip…if i was your boss i would have given you a pay raise…unless it was something cringe like jayvik.

No. 2593264

>>2593220
With how advanced filters and AI are now I no longer trust any photos or videos I see online.

No. 2593292

>>2593256
>>2593260
She preferred SasuNaru, not NaruSasu. Many such cases.

No. 2593312

>>2593253
i dont want to laugh at this. i feel sorry for you nona but its also kind of funny

No. 2593368

>>2593292
Seme/uke politics in 2025 is an actual Y2K throwback

No. 2593370

>>2593256
Which ship was it

No. 2593394

I offer to DD for my boyfriend when we go to parties so he can get really drunk and I can look through his phone while he's off doing whatever. It's not that I don't trust him I'm just extremely nosey and like reading the poetry in his notes app and seeing how he talks to his friends.

No. 2593396

>>2593394
People like you are the reason (well, one of them) I'm too paranoid to ever get into a relationship, if my partner did that to me I would freak the fuck out and fake my death and move to a different state to start a new life. Seriously the scariest post I've ever read in my life

No. 2593397

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>>2592359
Exactly kek. Every study about it proves that weed doesn't actually make people more creative anyway, it just makes them feel like they're more creative. Sad.

https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/35901408/

No. 2593399

>>2593396
Sorry anon but this made me laugh. It's not like I'd ever harm him or anything, I get it being creepy but it's not that scary imo.

No. 2593401

>>2593399
it's not about fear of harm, I'm simply a private person and the thought of someone reading my diary and having access to my private thoughts makes me want to have a panic attack. I only share my most intimate musings on anonymous public imageboards, like a normal person.

No. 2593402

>>2593399
Nta but it is pretty scary to think of someone you trust intimately going through your personal things without your permission and then never telling you. It's odd that you feel the need to do this and don't see how scary it is.

No. 2593448

>>2593399
>>2593402
so much of romance is seriously creepy and boundary pushing, I don't think I'm cut out for it

No. 2593450

>>2593401
>>2593402
nta, and not to start an infight, but it kinda seems like you have never been in relationships before kek this is so dramatic

No. 2593451

>>2593450
How would she feel if she found out her boyfriend was secretly going through her phone and reading all of her texts? I do believe healthy couples shouldn’t have anything to hide, but it’s that she does it behind his back that creeps me out.

No. 2593452

>>2593450
I've never been in a toxic relationship so you have a point, all my relationships have been healthy.

No. 2593460

>>2593451
>>2593452
I don't know her, but I assume she wouldn't be too surprised. Going through your SO's phone is so incredibly common for most people, that's why it's funny you are acting like she is doing something so crazy and wild. Like, you can disagree with it and it might be against your morals, but it doesn't change the fact it occurs in probably 85% of younger couples.

No. 2593468

>>2593460
Well, in that case, I’m on track to being a vestal virgin because ain’t nobody going through my phone and I don’t want to know what’s on theirs. That is genuinely really, really strange to me… I don’t even look at customer’s phones when they’re trying to show me a picture and they scroll through all their photos in front of me. I think keeping a part of yourself separate from everyone else is important.

No. 2593475

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I feel like I'm chasing the high of being a 13 year old weeaboo almost twenty years later by reading/watching through all the old shoujo and BL series I never got the chance to. Sometimes, I can just barely grasp that dopamine rush I used to get and then I remember that LJ is dead, tumblr is a fuck, and that I have work in the morning. Why can't I make it 2006 again?

No. 2593477

>>2593460
It's not crazy or wild, it's just weird and immature. It's a betrayal of trust. I wouldn't want to be in a relationship with someone that did it, and I wouldn't do it to a partner.
>>2593468
You just have to find someone mature that actually respects your privacy. Young people don't have a lot of boundaries or respect for other people.

No. 2593479

>>2593460
>a lot of people do it so its fine
Yes and a lot of people are fucked up. Going through somebodys shit like that is similar to going through somebodies diary. Lowkey insecure and creepy

No. 2593482

>>2593475
Gosh nonnie are you me? I've been getting back into anime seriously this year after abstaining from it since around 2018. It makes me feel all giddy again and it feels good when nothing really scratches that same itch

No. 2593483

I know for a fact that I'm allergic to citrus, but I love citrus, so I eat it anyways. I think I like it because I'm allergic, it leaves this tingling sensation on my tongue, lips and cheeks that feels absolutely amazing. I just cant eat too much, because I've accidently given myself anaphalytic shock before when I ate a whole bag of sour patch kids

No. 2593484

>>2593394
I thought DD stood for drunk drive and I was about to rip you a new one

No. 2593486

>>2593483
what's your favorite citrus fruit

No. 2593488

If it makes anyone feel better, I don't look at his Instagram DMs if they're still unopened since you can't mark them as unread again so if you have a friend in a relationship and want to tell them something secure I'd suggest doing it through there or over the phone.
>>2593460
I wouldn't be surprised, if I had AO3 tabs open I'd be a bit embarrassed. I respect everyone's opinion here btw and see what you all mean, I think I could go about this a different way but I just wanted to post it in the confessions thread and I don't particularly feel bad about it lol.
>>2593475
I used to be obsessed with Shugo Chara.
>>2593484
I would never drive drunk, I meant that I'm always the designated driver.

No. 2593489

>>2593488
Yeah I had to think a little to realise you meant designated driver kek, honestly I don't think looking through your moids phone is bad. Isn't that how most women find CSEM on their scrotes devices? I'd never shame you for just checking anyways, it only hurts the moid after all

No. 2593490

>>2593482
I find fangirl energy sometimes and have an overwhelming urge to spam terrible SI fic about it on FFN. I left my heart on deviantART…

No. 2593514

I want a virgin bf/husband. I could never be happy with a moid who's loved someone else.

No. 2593528

made a post on my instagram talking about how I used to struggle with AN and it triggered me and now I'm relapsing kek

No. 2593576

I try to subtly slightly vary the way I post here because I read how anons say they recognize people from their typing style and that kind of horrifies me.

No. 2593582

>>2593576
Kek you’re filing the serial numbers off of your homestuck typing quirk. I know I’ve been clocked on here and I accept it as part of the twisted gynosocial mind game that is lolcow.

No. 2593583

i think about murdering men every day. i want to get a gun and shoot a guy who tries to rape me so bad. i feel jealous of women who have shot and killed men

No. 2593728

I don't believe in astrology but when my friend sends me memes about my sign they are always very accurate, it's almost scary.

No. 2593793

Sometimes I wish I was cluster b because at least those fuckers get all the asspats and support services known to man, even if they never bother using them. I'm sick and tired of this shit

No. 2593931

I hacked off over an inch of my hair because I didn’t like my MIL complimenting it getting longer.

No. 2593937

>>2593576
i know i'm probably clockable because i make a typo 99% of the time kek

No. 2593974

>>2593728
post your chart in the /g/ astrology thread

No. 2594001

>>2593728
My friend doesn't believe in astrology but I send her horoscopes from a non-local newspaper (I like this paper's scopes better than our local astrologer, who is a moid and who has bland predictions) and she's often amazed that this random astrologer lady halfway across the globe knows her business.

No. 2594025

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Randomly I'll remember the time when I was cooking a scratch-made spaghetti dinner for a moid that was two-timing me with his ex he'd talk massive shit about to me.
When I can't grow, juice, and boil down my own tomatoes for sauce I use a god damn tin of tomato paste and add the spices, garlic/onion fried in olive oil, and a bit of water and let it simmer on the stove until it's the right consistency–not that the moid in question would have known how to do any of this.
Every person I know who makes tomato sauce from scratch adds a bit of sugar. EVERYONE. Because if you don't, the sauce will taste bitter if not a bit metallic from the acid. So as I am adding the sugar to the sauce the moid entered the kitchen started laughing at me for adding sugar to the tomato sauce and acted like it was the most unusual thing he ever seen. Even after I explained this is how scratch sauce is made, not your canned Prego shit that comes pre-sugared and ready to serve. Should have known this was a sign of his devaluation of me, but I digress. Oh, and he ate the spaghet with no problem.
Not only was the fucker dead wrong that night, he actually had the audacity to come leaping into the apartment the next day after work proudly declaring he had discussed my sauce with a random bitch coworker and she totally agreed I was a weirdo for adding sugar to sauce. So that makes two lobotomized retards in the world who don't know how to cook pretending like those that do are wrong, yay! FUCK YOU.

No. 2594026

>>2594025
People who don't know shit about what they're talking about are always so vocal and dismissive. I hope that dumbass moid never eats yummy food ever again

No. 2594064

Just randomly remembered my former neighbor and how hot he was. I wish I cheated on my ex with him as payback for cheating on me. He would talk to me sometimes in the elevator, he was such a beautiful man

No. 2594069

I hate how I do everything that’s expected of me and my life is still bad. I go to work, I go to therapy, I take medicine, I obey instructions, and I’m still unhealthy and unhappy kek. I understand better now why people just kill themselves

No. 2594087

>>2593931
lmao i have done this. more than once

No. 2594140

>>2594025
As an Italian fav I can confirm it for you nonna. I always add sugar to tone down the acidity. You are a genius and he’s a little retard.
I’ll give you 10 pennette as a reward.

No. 2594389

I like to pee standing up sometimes

No. 2594392

>>2594389
You are either pissing yourself or destroying your pelvic floor

No. 2594393

>>2594392
she said sometimes not every time damn

No. 2594412

>>2594393
Talking in third person isn’t going to save you, piss girl.

No. 2594419

>>2594412
I can't pee standing up because mine comes out sideways like a jacuzzi jet I'm simply defending her right to tinkle vertically

No. 2594425

I’m very ashamed, but I actually think Honter Schafer is attractive and if he detransitioned and got the awful fake tits taken out, I would genuinely fuck him and be happy about it.

No. 2594427

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>>2594389
Are you using one of these?

No. 2594429

>>2594427
NTA but I used or tried to use one of these for camping and they can have some backup issues if you’re highly hydrated… Not impossible to use, but after a couple issues I just went back to squatting.

No. 2594435

>>2594427
No, TMI but I drink a lot of water so my stream is… healthy. I just crab leg around the bowl kek.
>>2594392
>>2594412
Aw don't be mean I actually am pretty grossed out by it (hence confession thread), it's a laziness thing. I have a good aim and I know when it's about to trickle down my leg so I have a ball of toilet paper ready to catch it. I only ever do it before showers so I don't feel like a piss girl all day.
>>2594419
ILY nonnie!

No. 2594437

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The Michelin man was one of my first sexual fascinations. I would like going to the automotive departments and garage of sears when I was young just so I could feel comforted by his presence, he was the kind, loving father figure that I sometimes wished I could have and his plump, enveloping figure delighted me. Seeing the Michelin man parody in ghostbusters dismayed me greatly on a Chris Chan level as a kid, but seeing his corruption as an evil, even more plump and aesthetically cute figure also intrigued me. How the fuck am I not a Deviantart inflation fetishist

No. 2594446

>>2594429
Nonna please tell more, I'm considering buying it. I haven't squatted for a long time but I hate it, I'd be constantly paranoid about pissing on my shoes or something.

No. 2594448

>>2594446
You just have to be careful not to overload it, I guess. I don’t know if I just have a super powerful pelvic floor or what, but the main issue was backup. I had more luck squatting with the top half of a cut in half bottle so I could “aim” it towards the cat hole.

No. 2594515

>>2594025
Tell them to read the ingredient list on the jar sauce they're used to.
I use brown sugar myself. It lifts all the flavours to the next level and I find it needs less salt as a result.

No. 2594647

I unironically support the whole RCTA community and I hope it continues to grow and genuinely takes off. I think it's the one thing that'll actually cause people to think about transgenderism.

No. 2594668

i told a sex pest that never left me alone when we were teens that i was glad he got raped as a child

No. 2594675

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i'm 26 this year, and i don't really drink, but i do love buying alcohol sometimes because it gives me a small ego boost when i get carded. also though i am a pathetic tech wageslave who might get laid off this december and has been desperately applying for jobs (with no luck) so i can get out before the hammer drops i feel infinitely superior to the thembie i know who is struggling to find work, and has been since november. i could be in her place easily, but for now, i will relish her failure(s) even if i recognize i'm in no real place to do so…

No. 2594693

I wish i was joking but i just saw the indian flag for the first time ever in my life [idk how this is possible but i swear its true] and i said "what is this weird irish flag thing" and my friend thought i was trolling her

No. 2594700

>>2594693
If it helps at all, one time I drew the Soviet flag instead of the Russian flag. On a geography assignment. That was about 8 years ago and I still think about it anytime I see the Russian flag. Also this’s my second time posting this since I made a typo the first time, I might be retarded

No. 2594702

>>2594700
When I was in high school I wanted to ask the teacher about the presence of old growth forests and trees in the United Kingdom. What came out instead was me asking the teacher if they had trees in the UK.

No. 2594703

>>2594700
fucking kek this reminds me of when i was watching the olympics with my brother and my little sister asked what that flag was and my brother confidently answered "france dumbass" and it was the russian flag

No. 2594768

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I just found out about electric showers. I guess the shower head contraption plugs into the wall and heats up the water to shower with. Apparently they’re super common in LatAm and the Caribbean. I’m amazed there isn’t a significant amount of deaths via electrocutions from these things.

No. 2594773

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>>2594768
kek anon, I'm not from latam but this is what my kitchen sink has. You make it sound SO trashy though kek

No. 2594775

>>2594768
I’ve seen people from Brazil talk about getting a “little shock” from these things but that they’re “mostly safe” kek

No. 2594778

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I look down on people who sleep around, both men and women, not in a religious way , I just find it disgusting to have sex with multiple people on the same week. I don’t say it though and just say “yeah everyone can do what they want with their bodies as long as they are safe!”, but I’m grossed out that these people would ever try to get with me under a fake guise , I want a way to fish them out of my pool without ever having contact.

No. 2594834

I want to adopt so so bad, but I am scared that the child's genes will be "too strong" and they will go down a bad path. I have met people that are adopted and they tuned out great, they love their family and are completely normal. I have also seen the opposite, maybe in bigger quantity. I think it's dumb how there is this crazy anti-adoption narrative currently - not talking about interracial adoption or any of that obviously. Are there any adopted anons here? How do you feel about your adoption now? I just feel so divided.

No. 2594845

>>2594834
It’s absolutely a crapshoot. I know some adopted people (interracial even) that are doing really well, super naturalized and thriving. I know some that grow into very lost unfulfilled adults. I think genes ultimately decide it all. That said that happens with a biological child too, tons of disappointments that were related to their parents, look at hunter biden lol. Sorry if this was unhelpful.

No. 2594973

>>2594768
i… experienced one of these in Coronado, Panama. Yes, it looks like that, with all those cables hanging around and such. Yes, it was terrifying. my parents' lived in Panama City and they had a normal shower, maybe because their flat was new. i have never seen any of those in Chile though.

No. 2595061

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>haven't played a video game in several months
>Nigel gives me his Xbox One and a tv for my room
>introduces me to survival game which stokes my nostalgia
>end up binging the game for several hours on a work night
>didn't eat, drink, or do any self care during the time spent
>wore my glasses so I could play better
>binged the game so hard I puked from staring at the screen for too long, sweating, still played on
>died anyway and lost my character
Holy shit I am too old for this.

No. 2595065

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I have a poor memory for my own words and it severely weirds me out when people quote me. I have zero recollection of most things I say or type. People will be like "You changed my life 5 years ago when you told me xyz!" and it feels like they're talking about another person entirely.

No. 2595068

>>2595061
What game? Sounds like a journey

No. 2595074

>>2595061
This, but with otome games. Feels bad when you look at the clock and see that you have two hours before your alarm goes off, and you still haven't completed the yandere's CG gallery.

No. 2595080

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>>2595061
Makes me sad because i wanna get super autistic for a game like this again but i can't anymore.

No. 2595229

When my friends all got married and had kids I used to wish that their husband or child would die so they'd have time for me again. I have no friends left after they all got knocked up, it's all superficial and barely existent because family comes first. I'm not having children so I'm not included in the group activities for couples or for people bringing children.

No. 2595236

>>2595229
This is weird to me because even when my friends got married and had kids they still invite me out to things even though their family/husband/baby is there. They're definitely weird for not inviting you out because they have kids or husbands or whatever.

No. 2595249

>>2595236
Idk if it’s that weird people stopped wanting to hang out with >>2595229. She wished their children death after all. I’m sure she’s giving off a vibe.

No. 2595272

>>2595249
Yeah, like, maybe anon should get rid of the selfish and scary thoughts and wait for a day off. Then, ask one of her friends if them and their kid might want to go out for ice cream or something. Or maybe meet up for an hour and go walking in a park. You're probably right that the friends can sense her selfish resentment in some way and don't want to ask her to be around them.

No. 2595295

>>2595236
Maybe because she gives weirdo vibes kekk. Mothers have an instinct.

No. 2595303

>>2595236
>>2595249
I'm not giving off a vibe, I started wishing it after them not being around for a long time. I thought it might come off that way when I wrote it. It was more like they got boyfriends and fucked right the fuck off from ANY friends that were single. After years the couples with children just faded off, they don't stay in contact with anyone who is childless. Yet when a friend suddenly gets pregnant they're back in the fold.

No. 2595317

>>2595303
I mean, that’s kind of how it works, doesn’t it? Do you want to hang out at your friend’s house that’s covered in toys and has screaming children running around? Probably not. Do you want to go to a Wiggles concert? Probably not. Do you have any interest at all in listening to your friends talk about their kids, which are now the most important and beautiful thing in their life? It sounds like you don’t. So what do YOU have to offer to them as a friend at this point? A child upends your life. You can either roll with it to maintain the friendship, or pay for babysitting so you can hang out with no kids present.

No. 2595337

>>2595317
I've supported a lot of these people through a lot of life changes; every break up, family deaths, pregnancies, moving homes, job losses, etc. I have been a very supportive friend without much in return because I tend to keep drama aka men out of my life. Slowly I've been phased out and I'm not the only single friend I've seen this happen to, like I said. I know every time they've had break ups they came back. I started wishing their husbands and kids would die so I could see them again or so I could have some support returned. I don't care if it sounds bad, I put in far more effort to keep a relationship with them than they did for me, and I did go to a lot of children's activities when the kids were babies before the lonely stressed new mothers found other moms to be friends with. I would like some effort returned. I don't really wish their family would die anymore, I was really pissed off when it was slowly happening over years. I do know single women are expendable to most though.

No. 2595366

>>2595337
Still kinda sounds like you think you're owed something that your friends are unable to "pay" you back. Thinking about friendships that way will make you really angry. When I support my friend through a hard time, I honestly don't believe she owes me anything afterward, not even attention. Have you actually tried calling up one of them and asking if you can treat them and their little Braeighleeigh to a trip to the park and some Hawaiian shaved ice next week? Moms find moms to hang out with because moms can relate to moms and their mom problems, that other women can't relate to. The only way I can get my mom friends to hang with me is to arrange a child-friendly activity in the afternoon, and yes, the kid does come along, but it isn't so bad. Maybe you need to find others to relate to. I'd just encourage you to stop thinking of relationships as transactional. It leads only to unhappiness.

No. 2595376

>>2595366
Did it cross your mind that they might be bad friends who don't reciprocate?

No. 2595378

>>2595376
If anon really thinks they're bad friends, she should stop pining over it to the point where she's fantasizing about their loved ones dying, and just move on. Like, as quickly as possible. That ain't healthy.

No. 2595472

>>2595337
I mean why are you letting yourself be a doormat then? These people have been clearly using you as an emotional clutch.

No. 2595474

>>2595366
>Braeighleeigh
KEK

No. 2595512

>>2595229
You have to honor your values nonna. If you will change your values based on reciprocity (or lack thereof), then they are not your true values and you should not be putting yourself in the position of being taken advantage of. Having boundaries and saying no pushes many so-called friends away, but the real ones understand and stick around.
It's…really hard. I don't say this lightly. My friends also have major main character syndrome and I don't find that they reciprocate much for me, I feel rather forgotten about most times but I am dependable and I show up for them–which they acknowledge as much at least. Other ex "friends" absolutely devastated me with their selfishness and greed, but they are exes for a reason. Don't fall for sunk cost fallacy, and some may surprise you when you pull back and they chase.

No. 2595572

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I was a discord gf of someone who was a complete loser, unemployed, smoked weed all day who went on to become an extremely rich and well known Youtube drama commentator with some extreme right wing views. My current bf has seen him appear multiple times on his Youtube homepage as he watches drama channels from time to time, and has no idea I spent every day for 3 months on video call with this person during Covid, sharing our life stories, and planning what we'd do together when lockdown was lifted. My current bf will never know about this, and would leave me instantly if he ever thought I'd be with someone like that.

No. 2595605

>>2595572
I'm glad you levelled up, but my curiosity to who this youtuber was is going to eat me alive.

No. 2595619

>>2595572
>>2595605
bok bok happy thanksgiving

No. 2595658

>>2595605
I can’t say. He’s mentioned on this site plenty of times. He’s so prolific now I had to stop watching lolcow content or drama content because he WILL be on my homepage and it pisses me off so bad. I feel so much guilt when I see my bfs YouTube and he’s on there. He hasn’t watched him directly, but he watched a documentary that featured a clip of discord ex in it. It’s such a strange bit of info to know, when to my bf it’s some random internet character

No. 2595669

>>2595658
Sam Hyde? Vaush?

No. 2595675

>>2595572
its so weird when someone you know becomes interner famous, or in my case infamous. A guy i was friend with when i was 14 and that i severed relationgships with because he became obsessed with me and sent me rape threats ended up turning into a tranny rapist involved in some cow drama a few months ago. One of his friends killed herself because they canceled her over her friendship with this scrote. It was crazy to see it unfold.

No. 2595686

I told my dad just verbally about hall is the blonde one and he thought it was hilarious. I hope he never googles the origin.

No. 2595737

I hate my given name, it's a quirky one given by my millennial parents from some popular media that was popular then, they thought was funny probably

No. 2595742

>>2595737
i'm sorry daenerys

No. 2595743

>>2595737
>my millennial parents
Damn we really do have Gen Alpha kids on here now

No. 2595754

>>2595742
it's not as blatant but I still feel uncomfortable wherever I get asked my name

No. 2595764

>>2595742
NTA but my name is pretty much that and I've been asked multiple times before if my parents are fans of the series attached to the name and people take my name as an assumption that I've watched the series (I haven't and never will) and try to talk to me about it. It's so exhausting. I've been going by my middle name for years now and the only reason I ever use my first name is for stuff that needs my legal name. Parents trying to be qwerky and youneek by giving their child a dumb name that actually becomes an annoying burden is a tale as old as time. I will always advocate for people naming their kids "boring" names, I would rather be a sarah or a sally than a fucking daenerys or katniss. The funniest thing is that my parents haven't watched the series either, they just thought the name looked youneek and didn't think beyond that

No. 2595776

>>2595743
Entirely still possible for zoomers to have millennial parents.

No. 2595781

>>2595764
I once went on a group camping trip where 3 out of 4 people had the same name, including me. I'd rather be Khaleesi.

No. 2595792

>>2595781
I have a name like that but my mom made it weird by telling me I was named after a horny 70s book/80s tv series and then giving me the book for a single digit birthday

No. 2595805

>>2595754
Leia? Kek

No. 2595967

I don't think there's anything worse than having a rather uncommon name that seemingly got popular among kids 10 years younger than you are, now everyone assumes you're underage

No. 2595969

>>2595967
Hey now. It would probably be worse to have no arms and no legs. Or you could be named Larry. So there's a silver lining to it all, really.

No. 2595970

>>2595967
Try having a name that tells everyone exactly what year you were born kek

No. 2595971

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>>2595967
No what's worse is having your name co-opted by fucking troons

No. 2595980

>>2595971
I'm so sorry Zoe Lily Sophie Rose Alice.

No. 2595983

>>2595980
Naming your daughter all these at once to get back at troons

No. 2595984

>>2595967
I have a name that reminds people of a popular pedophile

No. 2595988

>>2595971
Both my first and middle name are loved by troons, I feel like if I posted anything under my real name people would think I’m one. If you saw Sophie Crystal (example, not my name) posting about anime would you think it’s actually a woman..

No. 2595991

>>2595988
>t. Kiriko Luna

No. 2595999

>>2595980
KEKKK your guess isn't there but you're close, I've seen anons mock troons by using my name so it's almost Lilith-tier.
>>2595988
I'm sorry nona, my middle name is spared thankfully but I don't like it enough to use.
>Sophie Crystal
This reminds me when an anon pointed out that troons love the names given to little girls, it creeped me out enough to stop liking mine. That paired with the fact that this is all a fetish for them

No. 2596017

>>2595969
kek I actually met a TIFfany who named herself Larry, no one on earth called her that and they just called her her gender neutral given name, I absolutely love it when fakebois give them self these Mr. Noodle Edwardian sideshow names that any self respecting moid would loathe having, way way better than something like Nico (God theyve all fucking named them self this at least once)
>>2595980
What are some more popular current tranny names these days? I feel like these ones are pretty millennial, they seem like they picked them koff of the Ramon aFlowers girl they'd sniff the hair of and drool over and then spend their future life either skinwalking or killing themselves or bombing an abortion clinic over, but this modern batch of panty snatchers haven't even gone outside now to know any real women they're feening to turn into flesh furniture, or they've consumed so much anime porn and belle Delphine bait that they're no longer attracted to non shooped women. I feel like the name Remilia exemplifies this new batch the most, it's 4chan moeblob scroteshit with a twingeof gothic elegance to satisfy their insatiably pretentious male ego and decrepit ingrained 'goth dommy mommy' fetish, and its completely detached enough from anything a real woman would be named, so he can feel superior over those icky cissies. I also feel like Japanese names will bec0ome way way more popular with white people, I feel like whenever a troon names himself some Prussian lady in waiting name he's just compensating for what he'd really like to be named after. his sacred waifu. I remember that Saeko guy on Twitter a little bit ago who got in a spat that was sjw fag fighting between 'whats more important, racism or trannies?', and the classic sewerslvt shenanigans.

No. 2596020

>>2596017
samefag but nonnies, if you had the chance to name yourself, what would you choose? I always really liked the name Julia, and ironically I love a lot of men's or masculine names as well, Julian also would be really nice and still pretty unisex (I'd be naming myself after the animal crossing villager which.. no lol) and I really like masculine names on girls, like Dylan before Dylan Mulvaney massacred its reputation.

No. 2596023

>>2596020
I just love names that start with V. Vanessa, Victoria, Valeria, etc…

No. 2596030

>>2596020
I would give myself a dope hacker chick name like Trinity or Naomi. That or an old school name like Winifred so I could go by Freddie.

No. 2596038

>>2596020
kek ive given this a lot of thought bc i hate my first name with a passion but changing it in my country is very hard.
always loved anne, anna or anastasia but they combine unfortunately with my last name. My fave is victoria but it wouldn't suit me.
i would choose alexandra.

No. 2596048

Sometimes when I say something stupid and get dogpiled on in a thread, I leave it until the next thread is made and pretend it wasn't me.

No. 2596053

>>2596048
Whenever I get dogpiled I double down no matter what even if I realize I'm wrong, because it's funnier to watch people get genuinely irate over it.

No. 2596083

>>2595970
And yet that was the standard way to pick a user name or email address for a long time, so it can't be that bad.
I think the best thing for names is something not too common but not crazy or misspelt. Maybe there should be a quota system, and if the quota is used up for that period, BD&M have to go to your parents' second or third preference name.

No. 2596091

>>2593931
she's doing it intentionally because she knows you'll react that way and she wants to sabotage you

No. 2596092

>>2594069
stop obeying instructions
maybe you're unhappy because of these things, not in spite of them

No. 2596117

>>2595619
so this means Turkey Tom?

No. 2596129

Fuck you you stupid e-girl photoshop insta trash. Your music is garbage and the only reason you continue to stay even a little relevant on social media is because you have a bunch of equally insecure and pathetic “alternative” fans who want to be you and an army of simps who want to fuck the edited version of you that you desperately want everyone to think you look like. You get off on people being envious of you while co-opting the aesthetics of alternative to look edgy and cool but you’ve never done anything against the system in your entire fucking life because you’re afraid to look ugly or god forbid not stick thin. You’re just a stupid spoiled rich privileged cunt that stands for nothing. You don’t think about anything except making everyone envious of you. Fuckkkk youuuu.(wrong thread)

No. 2596148

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No. 2596158

>>2596020
I honestly really like my name but when I was like 9 I was obsessed with the name "Jordan" for a girl and I made a sonic oc named Jordan kek

No. 2596178

>>2594069
the mainstream consensus will always lead you to a quiet misery

No. 2596216

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Sometimes i only post because i have a reaction image that i really want to use

No. 2596256

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I saw this meme and it reminded me that I use to undo some stitches in my roommate’s clothes whenever she didn’t do the dishes and I was mad at her

No. 2596260

>>2595984
I’m so sorry Noncette…

No. 2596269

>>2595984
Daisy?

No. 2596284

I can't picture a gf I wouldn't feel embarrassed to be seen in public with

No. 2596291

>>2596256
KEK this level of pettiness

No. 2596298

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I don't understand how fandom iceberg memes work

No. 2596308

I have a strong dislike of marriage and parenthood and I have no idea why, I grew up in a very stable and boring family so by all accounts I shouldn't be repulsed by this lifestyle.

No. 2596309

>>2595970
I'm so curious. Is your name Y2K Bug?

No. 2596329

>>2595984
Delores?

No. 2596349

>>2595737
I'm so sorry to hear that Vriska

No. 2596357

>>2596308
sounds like you were born based

No. 2596383

>>2595967
My name is used exclusively with characters that are insane. Sucks.

No. 2596391

>>2596298
Basically an ice burg is like a large piece of ice from Greenland or Arcantica and then the meme is that there are parts of fandom that is hotter then other parts which is colder so the parts that is colder is by the water and then the hottest part is on top so in the meme the ice burg means like there's things (stuff) in fandom that are more top part then bottom part which is more then the others if that makes sense? Its kind of a confusing meme so I understand why your confused about it

No. 2596436

>>2595967
I can one-up you, being gnc with a foreign name that makes everyone assume that A. you're some flavour of trans and B. you gave YOURSELF that name. fucking wretched

No. 2596440

i’ve almost gone one year without amphetamine or benzos

No. 2596442

>>2593460
Why the fuck would I ever let someone go through my phone KEK I do not need them getting access to my bank details or government inbox kek

No. 2596461

>>2596440
good for you anon!!!

No. 2596469

>>2596440
Well done nonna, definitely reward yourself for that

No. 2596475

>>2596298
it's just mainstream memes (top, visible) to obscure memes (bottom, out of sight)

No. 2596516

I stopped posting as much here and just talk to chatGPT instead

No. 2596526

>>2594446
You reminded me that I got splashback on my white trainers when I was pissing in the woods last weekend, I was high so I totally forgot about it then my manager complimented those same shoes the next Monday. I was like thanks but theyre kind of hard to clean and basically showed them off then remembered they literally have visible little flecks of dried piss on them kek

No. 2596589

I used Sonic Totem once and he was right so now I’m too scared to try it ever again. The energy coming from that thread lowkey scares me

No. 2596591

>>2596589
Same and he was right in my favor too so now I'm scared he'll fuck up my life somehow

No. 2596597

>>2596591
Same, he predicted exactly what I wanted and now I feel like I owe him a soul debt or something. If I ever need his guidance again it will only be for serious matters and not frivolous ones.

No. 2596664

>>2596516
Thanks for killing the planet loser

No. 2596679

>>2596664
Aw, nonita thinks she's making a difference

No. 2596684

>>2596679
AI is so resource heavy, imagine using it to pretend you have a friend when there's so many desperados online to talk too

No. 2596704

>>2596684
dont engage the AItards and they will go back to talking to the wall

No. 2596708

>>2596684
Sure, and that's why lolcow is so dead? Please, my timezone is the deadest hours of all. If I actually came here and posted how much I want to it would be obvious that it was me, and if your bitterness is anything to go by most of you are insufferable and itching for a fight. Gets old after a while so I'd rather talk to a wall than read racebait and doomer shit all the time. You can debate the ethics of AI all day but in the real world there is far more worse things destroying the planet and if you truly did care about that you'd focus on them first

No. 2596717

>>2596708
the cognitive dissonance you must feel…

No. 2596731

>>2596679
she's just upset she has to resort to making extreme furry inflation art because nobody will look at her cute doodles anymore

No. 2596741

>>2596684
nta but the desperados suck. can't even blame op when the only people to talk to are politic spergs, teenagers, and ragebait

No. 2596755

>>2596664
Hundreds of other things kill the planet more than people saying hi to ChatGPT. The most common theme of victim advocacy right now where I'm from is kids and women having AI CP made of them to ruin their careers or get them criminally charged but all you AI spergs can focus on is muh commissions and muh environment

No. 2596850

>>2595675
Holy shit that must be even weirder than my dramaslopper discord ex. How did you find them in the drama?

I found out my discord ex became a huge dramaslopper star on Youtube while in the bathroom on an expensive holiday my current bf had taken me on. He took me to this beautiful luxury hotel in Chicago with a gorgeous view of the river. I was on the toilet scrolling my phone after we got there, went on Youtube and saw my ex's channel with 100k+ views on a new video. I spent way too much time on that trip going to the bathroom and exploring the rabbit hole. I also found out I had been mentioned in videos of his about a year after we had split up. Not by name, but I knew it was me he was referring to. It was the weirdest feeling and I felt so guilty essentially stalking my ex while being taken away on this amazing trip by my current bf, but how could anyone resist looking into something like that?

No. 2596858

>>2596516
But can chatGPT randomly accuse you of being anachan or a retard?

No. 2596871

>>2596858
unironically thats the fun of IBs. If i can't get told to kms over some some ship opinion why even.

No. 2596887

I want to abuse Jordan Peterson. Like, not even in a sexual way. I just want to abuse him and see him cry and sob at my feet. I want to see him utterly humiliated and begging for mercy

No. 2597012

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>want to be a researcher
>research defunded and cut
>want to do grad school for something else
>grad school loans cut, can't afford it anymore
>guess I'll be an engineer because nothing else makes money
It is inevitable that I will cross dress at work or outright transition. The anecdotes from FTMs about being respected by default is extremely blackpilling. I don't want to ruin my body with testosterone, but honestly, my body has been nothing but a burden to me. I will never be respected or loved unconditionally because I'm not a man. I'm already getting comfortable in men's clothes because I don't get objectified in them, I'll likely take the plunge to full transition soon enough. I wish I had been born the sex that is loved and respected. This isn't worth it.

No. 2597014

I share a first name with a very prominent tranny cow (not my name, but think Ethel, or Fanny) and unfortunately that cow is relatively well known, so when I introduce myself, sometimes people will say "oh your name is [REDACTEDA]? Like [INSERT WELL KNOWN TRANNY LOLCOW]?" It makes me want to alog every single time. My name isnt common either, so its almost always associated with that creepy troon. I almost wanna change it sometimes.

No. 2597035

>>2597012
You wont be respected you will just be mocked by moids and tranny alike, they will never see you as a man. Just own the fact you are a woman.

No. 2597037

>>2597035
It is common knowledge that women who dress masculine are more respected than feminine women in workplaces like that. So you're not exactly correct.

No. 2597038

>>2597037
There is a difference between masculine women and trooning out. Tranny women are mocked and hated by troons. They will resent you over becoming a tranny and make your life miserable. You will never pass.

No. 2597039

>>2597012
>I will never be respected or loved unconditionally because I'm not a man
To be fair most people don't really love men for who they are but for making them feel good about themselves about the proximity to a man, like pickmes and boymoms. it sucks being a woman in engineering but transition side effects are unpredictable, and unless you're taller and think you'd pass or look good as a man it probably won't do much. you sound like you have a more feminine frame with your complaints, so i don't think it'll help.

No. 2597044

After a breakup last year I started playing a gacha game with a literal decade of story behind it. I was like "idgaf about that" and just skipped all the story and basically read up strategy guides to clear all the events without spending too much in materials. Sometimes I played up to 10 hours a day on this thing. I consumed fic and fanart (and now prefer the fanon character personalities kek) but also now I'm reaching a point where I'm fully over the breakup and I don't feel the need to play the game because I have other hobbies I want to do like sewing and improving my digital art, which are both pretty time consuming. But I already bought like 2 and a half months worth of event boosters that I have to login daily to claim so I don't want to waste my money by not claiming the materials I paid for. Plus my fav characters get events in 3 months, but because my interest is waning I'm wondering if I'm even gonna make it to 3 months before I uninstall.

No. 2597046

>>2597039
Don't be dense. Men are viewed as people by default. OSA women worship the ground men walk on. Men respect men.

No. 2597051

>>2597044
your time is worth more than the money you spent especially if you don't enjoy the game anymore

No. 2597055

I finally left my shitbox apartment which means my ip permaban is no more! I’m a new woman now

No. 2597059

>>2597051
You're right nonna… I'm gonna uninstall

No. 2597127

>>2597055
can you even get a perma on here? what for?

No. 2597149

>>2597055
Is this safe to announce where jannies can read it? kek

No. 2597166

I’m going to be honest and say that yeah I 100% vendetta posted someone on here and KF and it got attention. If I’m going to be honest though I don’t got it in me to do it again. I was sloppy in execution and the person is a complete psycho.

No. 2597168

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A month ago I was watching a random documentary show and it briefly showed someone scrolling a forum that showed people discussing suicide methods. Out of curiosity I wanted to see if it was a real site and to my site it was. I browsed that whole day out of morbid curiosity checking threads that were incredibly detailed instructions on different methods to use, people detailing their plans etc. I was disgusted in myself for spending so much time on that forum and it wasn’t just that day I started periodically checking it a few times a week. I used to have very strong suicidal ideation and I still occasionally feel the need to put together an almost “use incase of emergency” exit kit for some reason. This website has kind of put my mind at ease but now I’ve been taking note of what methods I’d probably do if it came down to it even though I have been actively suicidal in years.

No. 2597169

i shave my arms at least once a week even tho i don't shave anything else even semi regularly

No. 2597170

>>2597168
Were the site's abbreviations SS by chance

No. 2597171

>>2597169
An angel ripping off her own wings…

No. 2597173

>>2597170
Yes lol I’m shocked they showed it on cable tv tbh

No. 2597176

>>2597173
Despite its current reputation (being banned in nearly every country that can), it's also offered me a lot of solice. I think it's why I'm still here; having the option of
>Yeah I can just do this if I need to check out
weirdly gives you a sense of agency over your otherwise impossible bullshit life.

No. 2597179

>>2597176
I feel this exact way. A lot of the threads are pretty interesting and informative tbh moreso from the standpoint of how hard it can be to successfully and painlessly do it. Has really turned me off from suicide. it all seems too complicated and not worth it lol

No. 2597182

>>2597168
When i tried to kill myself i was also trying to find this webpage. At first i tried google and it gave me a shit ton of ads about suicide prevention, then i asked bing and it's AI redirected me to the site.

No. 2597183

>>2597179
>>2597168
I remember reading a book about suicide methods about a week before my most recent attempt. I think suicidal people deserve the information to do it right. Reading about the horrible outcomes of a failed attempt put me off of doing something way worse. The fact that this information is suppressed is strange to me. No rational person is going to kill themselves after looking at these websites, and a suicidal person is going to make an attempt sooner or later if things don't change for them.

No. 2597185

>>2597183
The mainstream stance on suicide is so selfish to me. I would rather a suicidal person anhero in peace and painless than end up as a vegetable. Most people want suicidal people to keep living but no one actually tries to help out suicidal people because it takes effort and time.

No. 2597196

>>2597185
It's the same logic as pro-birthers. It is important for more bodies to exist, but fuck actually taking care of them.

No. 2597210

>>2597185
Having seen the long-term effect of a whole group of people left behind from a suicide, I can definitely say suicide is a thousand times more selfish. People usually do want to help someone if they can and if the person lets them. I can empathise from experience with the persistent belief that no one cares and it somehow magically wouldn't hurt anyone else but the cold hard truth is that it leaves a whole network of people grieving, regretful, and confused for the rest of their lives. It's like just passing the pain on to a bunch of other people just because they seem better at handling it on the outside. It's understandable because it's unbearable but that doesn't make it noble or sensible.

No. 2597212

>>2597014
Dylan?

No. 2597227

>>2597183
There is no painless and guaranteed way to die. And ending up a vegetable or disabled is a far worse fate.

No. 2597348

>>2597127
The perma was from years ago. I didn’t even do anything wrong I just posted a thread in all caps like a newfag and they got annoyed, I was also a repeat offender from infighting too much kek
>>2597149
Different device, so new post history I hope and a fresh start

No. 2597353

>>2597210
>People usually do want to help someone if they can and if the person lets them.
this isnt true lol i broke my hand this year and i cried to everyone for help and absolutely no one offered me because i needed money and that's harder than just saying ''sorry you are feeling bad luv xoxoxo'', but when i talk about commiting suicide? everyone acts like life is wonderful and shit like that kek. People simply dont care. People only care about the shame and regret they will carry after for not actually stepping in and helping out, not about the person.

No. 2597366

>>2597348
Inb4 you get banned for ban evading.

No. 2597386

I have a thing for forcing men to wear feminine clothes. They have to be masculine men. I have to be forcing them to do it. If they do it on their own accord it appears sickening to me for some reason. Maybe the reluctance.

No. 2597389

>>2597353
>People simply dont care. People only care about the shame and regret they will carry after for not actually stepping in and helping out, not about the person.
This. It's a race for clout. Some people do care, but they are few and far between. Admittingly, I am actively suicidal due to several factors related to abuse. I have reached out to professional help and familial help and neither seem interested and downplay my issues. Suicide isn't selfish; why should I be ovlerly considerate of the normally inconsiderate? Being a comfort woobie for someone is not a life worth living if you are suffering enough to consider that option.
Threadtax: Sometimes I wish I were a lesbian. Not because I hate men, but because I miss my ex-gf. She was tbe most precious person I'd ever met, and if I were into women, I would have married her and had been happy.

No. 2597393


No. 2597538

>>2596516
come back, nonna… i miss you… we miss you

No. 2597546

i forced my parents to buy me an expensive gaming pc just so i could scroll through lolcow at a smooth 165hz. i wonder what i should guilt trip them to buy me next time i attempt, if im alive

No. 2597550

>>2597353
I feel you nona. I nearly died last year and no one gave a shit, my groups cut me out for being too weak to join outings for a while. It gave me the peace of mind suicide really won't be selfish of me when I got concrete proof nobody would care. It's time we admit legalized euthanasia would solve a lot of societal issues. Sage for blogpost.

Threadtax I've wanked to TV Tropes pages.

No. 2597561

>>2597348
>I didn’t even do anything wrong
>lists all the things you did wrong
kek

No. 2597566

>>2597546
just wait till hellweek arrives then we'll see how your ultra powerful gaming pc survives the horrors of bad code

No. 2597600

>>2597550
>threadtax
Nonna…. which ones?

No. 2597651

I tend to come back on here when I hate myself and have masochistic tendencies do I need to expose myself to most insufferable bitches on the planet and it’s so painful and entertaining at the same time

No. 2597669

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>>2597348
the jannies here used to permaban for the pettiest reasons, maybe they let up with the permas after realizing thats why they lost like 90% of the core userbase.

No. 2597674

>>2597600
Distressed dude, macho masochism, anything involving men suffering.

No. 2597721


No. 2597828

>>2597566
kek, my pc is honestly mid range. its only expensive relative to our financial situation, which consists of my parents burning all their money on our ungrateful thirdie family members. mind if i ask what hellweek is nonna?

No. 2597830

>>2597828
lurk more newfag

No. 2597873

>>2597828
Special week for all the satanists nonnies, pyre burnings and all!

No. 2597999

>be me
>work on a historically important site
>theres urban legends about some [cool stuff] buried here
>few days ago some guys in overalls are working in the wooded area, assume theyre gardeners or something
>be in local shop and the shopkeeper says "oh theyre just there to dig out the [cool stuff] ha ha"
>indeed today i overhear my boss talking to one of those guys, who it turns out is an archeologist
>overhear some really exciting details
>when getting coffee i tell the other people i work with "oh yeah they found [cool stuff]"
>everyone has big eyes, surprised, excited, asking questions, im clearly the bearer of groundbreaking news
>i go back to where my boss was and casually say "oh thats so cool, about them finding the [cool stuff]!"
>boss looks at me and says "fine if you overheard, just dont tell anyone. this is still being researched. its secret until the papers are written and published."
it turns out the shop lady was joking. it turns out also that none of the people working here knew about the excavations. i wasnt supposed to know and i told everyone. my coworkers are gossipers so theyll tell the whole village. i hope the archeologists forgive me for leaking the info to the entire village, two online friends, and now the website of lolcor…..

No. 2598115

I wish I was a lesbian or at least attracted to women. I hate that I'm into men because I hate them and think they're untrustworthy and dangerous by nature. I can't even imagine being with a woman, and that saddens me. I form all of my strongest emotional bonds with other women so why can't I be attracted to them?

No. 2598138

>>2598115
Because you can't change sexuality…?

No. 2598155

>>2598115
I love that I am not the only one who wishes this. It is truly a shame that we can't just all be bi by default and choose our own path.

No. 2598179

I have been growing more distant with my friends once she revealed her colors once she threw in my face that I have a bad relationship with men and need therapy since I came forward and open-end up about being raped when I told her that I think that hookup culture and kinks are dangerous for women. I feel like she felt called out and lashed, but I think it was very cruel of her nonetheless. She said a bunch of excuses and at that point I was just tired because she didn’t even acknowledge how uncalled for it was.
She is immature and always wants to be right and I’m sad that I found out just now.
Anyway my confession is that I’m happy she is getting fat. I have noticed it in the past two months.

No. 2598180

>>2598115
Not to mention all the women that blame you for it.

No. 2598200

>>2598115
I know. I hate being attracted to these demons that are incapable of loving you the way you love them. Imagine being in a relationship with someone that actually sees you as an equal human being.
I'm proud to have never had a nigel before given the state of moids. Just get a 2D husbando instead.

No. 2598221

>>2598200
One day we will have fleshed robots nonna. Let us believe!!!

No. 2598227

i had sex with a guy with a femboy fetish who would vehemently argue that traps aren't gay. yea i think he's gay. yes i was mentally ill and off my meds and underweight with a flat chest. yes i have low self esteem.

No. 2598228

I'm way too aware of the evil nature of men and the fact that they're simply not like us, they're not empathetic, they're not selfless, they're not giving. But it doesn't work that way with real life men. I see my male friends as kind and, well, normal. They don't seem that different from my female friends. Idk if it's a cope, or if the persona I take on here is the actual cope, or if I'm just retarded.

No. 2598256

>>2598228
Get undercover and see how they speak with other men kek

No. 2598257

>>2598227
Oh my god nonna. Beat him up.

No. 2598264

>>2598257
nah i'm pretty sure he had a fetish for that too according to another girl i know who was sexually involved with him (i took his virginity at 23 tho) so i wouldn't wanna satisfy that for him. he also had a fetish for drugging women literally one of the most vile men i've interacted with. that was all 4 years ago tho but i only stopped talking with him like a year ago because i'm retarded. also i'm not a slut i was in love with him at the time i've only had sex with two men (one is my current bf and serious relationship) and one woman.

No. 2598292

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i did something so deeply mentally ill and evil today but i don't feel bad about it. i sent the handmaiden who exposed me as an evil #terf (and got me expelled from our tiny corner of the internet) gore and doxxed her. she freaked out and deleted her tumblr. weeks before that though i photoshopped an annoying thembie's head onto a pig and tagged her over bluesky, then she melted down about it for a week and went private. i've recieved no messages from anyone so i guess they don't know it's me. i did all this because i saw a quote that was like "if you're not a monster and you encounter an actual monster you'll lose" and i felt that was a sign from god to take my revenge. deserved, stupid retards, don't fuck with someone like me

No. 2598296

>>2598228
This >>2598256
I thought the same of my old male friends I knew since middle school until I caught how they speak to each other when women aren't around. Incredibly blackpilling to learn that the "only good ones" weren't good at all

No. 2598300

>>2598264
Why did you feel the need to add that you aren’t a slut kekkk. Is there someone threatening you nonna? Press red if you need help.

No. 2598301

>>2598292
This is truly a deranged way to torment someone kek. I guess, props for it working?

No. 2598303

>>2598292
Respect

No. 2598306

>>2598292
I'd love to do something along these lines but I have a feeling people would know it's me behind it or that karma will get me kek. Even sending anon hate makes me a little anxious when I do. I really want nothing more than to run this bitch out of the community and off the internet.

No. 2598314

>>2598306
i don't think karma exists, there's too much proof against it being a real thing. all that matters is money, health, and beauty. and maybe 'luck'. also i don't think they'll ever tie it back to me. even if they do i'm already booted, so what more can i lose

No. 2598317

>>2598306
If karma existed half of the male population would be dead

No. 2598339

>>2598300
i'm just scared of the anons who think you're evil if you're not a virgin or have sex with men

No. 2598352

>I've got mummy issues, creative aspirations, and incredibly low self-esteem (all linked)
>can't really have a normal relationship
>if any even slightly attractive lady in her 40s shows concern for me or interest in my career I will fall in love, or at least think about her for an annoyingly long amount of time
>woman shows huge interest in my career and occasional concern for me as a person, I start working with her on a remote basis where I rarely see her
>she isn't even 30 yet
>okcoolfine
>had a run-in where I was clearly upset and insecure about something work-related and she reassured me, hugged me and called me sweetheart
>now desperate to impress her, talk to her, get texts back from her, counting down until i can see her in person again, fantasise about confessing my other problems to her so it happens again

Fuck. How do i even fix this. Is it even love or am I just fundamentally a lost little girl? Am I confusing love for maternal affection? So glad the other person invested in my career is male. It happened with multiple teachers at school as well

No. 2598359

>>2598228
My Very Normal Moid Friends really liked lolicon and tried to meet lolicon vtubers in person. All in secret.

No. 2598447

>>2598228
>>2598359
Nta god that reminds me that my NEET cousin e-dated a popular loli vtuber. I didn't believe him until she pulled up the vtuber set up over video call because she didn't want me seeing her real face.

Honestly from an outsider perspective they are both retarded. This is what you get when you are a loli vtuber, the only men in your circle are alcoholic unemployed men who still live with their parents and can watch vtubers all day. And when you're an alcoholic unemployed neet male you get e-cheated on by loli vtubers. Cringe cringe cringe I can't believe I'm related to that thing.

No. 2598498

sometimes I get the urge to tell a nonna she sounds hot, usually based on her intelligence or the anger in her post, but I dont want to weird anyone out so i keep it to meself

No. 2598499

>>2598498
We should all be openly lusting over each other’s brilliant twisted minds. Speak your truth.

No. 2598511

>>2598498
Can’t speak for others but I would be flattered if a nonna thought I sounded hot

No. 2598514

>>2598498
I think it's good you keep it to yourself. Sometimes the horny responses I see in this thread/the vent thread gross me out

No. 2598515

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>We should all be openly lusting over each other’s brilliant twisted minds. Speak your truth
I am gonna say the N word!(retard)

No. 2598518

>>2598498
Flirting with nonnas is fun you should try it

No. 2598524

>>2598514
Asexual

No. 2598528

>>2598524
Not in the slightest. I just don't think it's normal to sexually harass someone after they vent about their depression or whatever

No. 2598529

>>2598528
Welp, moralfag

No. 2598552

Im very "draw/write whatever you want" and I dislike creative censorship but I completely and totally hate moid lolicons and will never defend them

No. 2598713

I think I have an alcohol problem.

No. 2598747

>>2590585
I'm like 90% sure I'm going to die by suicide.

No. 2598756

I work at an ice cream/sweets place and when I see overweight people come in and order a bunch of yummy but insanely high sugar high calorie foods it gives me this weird feeling of jealousy and also sadness at how unfair things are.
im at a healthy weight but I have to watch my sugars because I almost became pre-diabetic at one point. I also have stomach issues if I dont stick to a mostly clean diet. I look at these people eating McDonald's and ice cream and tons of chocolate and i just want to cry, because while im sure some of them do have health issues, im pretty sure a lot dont, because otherwise why the fuck would you be willingly slowly killing yourself, like I cant imagine if I had a disease that could kill me or caused me major issues that could be alleviated through weight loss I wouldn't try to lose weight? it makes me do jealous and angry that people can eat with reckless abandon and not get so much as an upset stomach.
meanwhile I decided to let myself "binge" on chocolate since im on my period and my binging consists of 85-90% dark chocolate (super low sugar content) then I made crepes with a dark chocolate buttercream, and now im feeling queasy and i dont know how much of it is from feeling guilty that I just ate like a fatass, and how much is the fear that my cramps and ibs are going to be even worse tomorrow because I let myself indulge on "junk". meanwhile the other food i ate today was chicken with uinoa and salad, and avocado toast for breakfast. yet my stomach is fucking hurting. its just so so so unfair and im so jealous but at the same time I guess its a blessing to have these issues so at least ill never become obese? but obese people seem happier than me, probably because of all that sweet dopamine hits they're getting from the yummy junk food.

No. 2599008

I invited a neighborhood boy to help me with weeding my yard and had a really sweet conversation with him about our middle school experiences. The next day my dad got an opened letter addressed to this boy in the mail, thought it was strange enough to tell me about it after he'd shoved it back in their locked mailbox. I think he wrote me a letter 'disguised' in some of his old mail. It seems like something I would have done as a kid. His parents probably read it and now I'll be burnt into his memory as a living memento of rejection and shame and humiliation. I literally just want to die, this was the last straw for me. He started shooting his airsoft gun at our fence

No. 2599016

Behind my dissociative mask I'm really just an overly sensitive person. I can't even hold grudges or hate people that deserve it. The mask is slipping, truly terrifying.

No. 2599022

My bf’s dad is very obviously into me and at first I brushed it off and honestly found it weird but these days I find myself wanting to entertain it. He just looks like an adult version of my bf

No. 2599026

>>2599022
Enslave both of them and start a harem

No. 2599034

>>2599022
play them against each other and give your moid a sexual complex over having to compete with his dad

No. 2599072

>>2599022
Lmao ny nigel has a sleazy old man too and ngl I play that up to keep him on his toes…

No. 2599191

>>2598352
Im sorry, I don't have any advice for you but I relate so much. Mommy issues suck kek

No. 2599230

My rapist is Mexican and very visibly non-white. He is legally in the US, but I hope him and his family are separated and tortured in Alligator Alcatraz. I hope his last moments on earth are humiliating, terrifying, and painful. It would be the only good thing Trump has done for me.

No. 2599238

>>2599230
Anonymous tip.

No. 2599374

>>2599026
>>2599034
Both good suggestions.

No. 2599498

I feel neutral about my dad and I love my mom, but I’m really grateful that their union brought a beautiful human being in the world despite the fact that I wished she aborted me kek. I came out looking damn fineeee at least.

No. 2599522

I don’t sell nor buy stuff on Vinted from French people. I’m sorry.

No. 2599595

>>2599230
like that other anon said, anonymous tip. this is your best chance to get rid of him kek, ice has a quota of 3000 a day/week

No. 2599633

>>2599595
>>2599238
Done. I hope in two weeks he's eating maggot infested food, sleeping in a room flooding with sewer water, and being eaten alive by insects. He made my life hell. I can return the favor in kind.

No. 2599660

I don’t ever feel bad about doing anything to hurt or fuck over rich or upper middle class people. They’ll be fine regardless of what happens to them. They can get over it.

No. 2599886

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I need to abduct a grimey basement dwelling smegmoid as my /m/anservant so much it's unreal.

No. 2599896

>>2598352
>>2599191
Hey anon! I am the ayrt. After typing out the original post I had a brainwave and realised it really did all link back to my low self-esteem (which partially IS my mother, but also other early life experiences).

I don't think I actually am attracted to this new lady, but I am hugely attracted to the idea of being the person she must think I am.
It's like a total reversal of all the insecurities I've ever had:

>I've always found it hard to make and keep friends, but this is the best my social life has ever been - I now have a few cool and funny people I talk to regularly who find me interesting. When she sees me IRL I'm usually mid-convo with one of them, so I must register to her as a normal non-awkward popular person (the kind I longed to be at school)

>I'm insecure about my lack of invites to things but I know she finds me funny and likes talking to me
>I'm super insecure about my religious/ethnic background but she loves people from it
>I'm insecure about being a gossip, snake etc. but she trusts me and if anything encourages it
>I neglect my mental health and sleep and don't respect my own time but she clearly cares about all three aspects, thus I must register to her as a person worth caring about
>I'm deeply insecure about my work but she believes in it enough to specifically push for opportunities for me that others don't get

I think I actually want to spend more time with her because it means I can "live" through her eyes as this new confident, accomplished, sociable person who is completely foreign to me. I think that's normal in a way - you make friends by making others feel great about themselves. I don't imagine sleeping with her or anything but I do imagine editorialising my past trauma so I can talk to her about it. I think that means I'm really imagining coming to terms with it myself, in a way that acknowledges how much I've changed (for the better) since.

I won't avoid her the way I was planning to, in fact I'll thank her a lot more for investing so much trust in me and doing so much to help me. I also am not going to overshare but I'll definitely try to transfer this 3rd person confidence from her side into self confidence and be immensely grateful. And I'm going to learn as much as I can from her and adopt the helpful lessons into the way I live my own life! So eventually I can be satisfied and happy about my self-acceptance too

Anyway I love you girls so much and couldn't have even thought about having this epiphany anywhere else. I hope this helps you too in some way anon, it was such a good reframe

No. 2600041

When I hug my mom I always like to take a big sniff kekk. Her smell is just comforting to me, I feel like I turn back into a child when I do. She’s away for now, I miss her…

No. 2600068

When I was 19 I put tinder because I mainly wanted validation since I was finally out of my retarded island I lived in for my whole life.

I matched with this guy , he was not my type and ugly, but I just wanted to chat and receive compliments. We spoke for like a week only for him to ghost me, which made me mad because how dare this ogre ghosts me.
Anyway he came back after two months and I wanted to act on my revenge. Began chatting with him like nothing happened, started doing phone calls too and once he got comfortable and asked to meet, I blocked him on everything.
I thank the heavens I woke up from the psyop, it’s useless to give chances to ugly men kek.

No. 2600069

>>2600068
I was super insecure too, so I didn’t think I deserved someone that I found attractive and felt like I was asking too much.

No. 2600074

I feel deeply depressed lately and it affects feelings for my boyfriend. I feel bored of him, but I feel bored of everything tbh. Hope my feelings will come back soon, I really don't want to go through a breakup, I'm too tired for drama.

No. 2600086

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>>2600074
My feelings just came back online this week after nearly a year off and oh boy, do not make irreversible decisions rn lemme tell you.
I swear it's a kind of disability and they should make special helmets for us that read our brains and figure out what we'd normally want if we weren't dead inside.
Or maybe that's just me.

No. 2600108

>>2600068
Reminds me when I almost dated a guy I wasn't attracted to at all, I was just vaguely flattered because he was the first person to confess to me at the grand age of 27 so I felt I owed him something, thankfully the lockdowns happened before anything happened and some anons here knocked some sense into me how I should be physically attracted to the person I'm dating.

No. 2600166

One time I was lounging in bed pantsless and my cat was lying with me, and when she got up to go somewhere, she swiped her tail over my pussy. Ever since then, the only pantieless activities in my house are going to the toilet and sex, for which both of my cats should be strictly out of the room because the idea is mortifying. Like. What if I traumatize my cats or something. I know they don't care and as long as it's an honest mistake, it's fine, it happens, but. I don't want to ever repeat that experience even on accident.

No. 2600173

>>2600166
Nonna were you just sitting in a butterfly position or something kek?
It admit that ideas a bit scared when I read it. I am glad you are a normal owner and not a zoophile.

No. 2600176

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>>2600173
I feel like explaining a crimescene, lmao, nona.
I was kinda like this with my legs and my cat decided to sleep under the "roof" of my legs and the blanket over them, I guess it kinda slipped my mind that… sometimes things happen.
The scream I emitted was probably heard three stories down. I love my kitties very much and I felt like a piece of shit.

No. 2600181

I have friends inviting me to hang out but I keep saying no even though I'm lonely and really want to go. I'm ashamed that when they ask me about work I'll have to tell them I'm still unemployed. Need to get a job…

No. 2600205

A part of me feels schadenfreude about the people going blind from cosmetic Ozempic and this is very shameful to me. I feel awful for the diabetics who take it legitimately and are facing these same side effects, but can't muster up anything beyond amusement at people who willingly took a last resort diabetes medication just so they could fit into their beach clothes. I don't like feeling spiteful to anyone, so I'm not proud of this behavior.

No. 2600207

>>2600205
I don't get why people don't just fucking work out rather than take starvation drugs. It's not that hard. Just lift a lil weight here and there if you're lazy like me, it still does something

No. 2600223

>>2600207
I get it for people whose health problems make it harder to lose weight, it's why I feel bad for diabetics who get these same side effects because that drug is supposed to be prescribed as a last resort for diabetics who will die or lose limbs if they don't get their weight under control, but it's hard for me to have sympathy for people who willingly make themselves medical patients.

No. 2600227

>>2600223
Agreed, and exactly that it's a last resort. I get rich celebs don't give a shit but I would be terrified of putting a drug that's used as a last resort into my body. Also starvation aka what ozempic does destroys muscle before it destroys fat so they all look like anachans or severe drug addicts. They're also encouraged to eat protein and work out so they don't look like this but they never do

No. 2600230

>>2600205
My friend is trying to use some type of semaglutide to lose hormonal imbalance weight that doesn't come off from anything else and causes her pain as well.
But the way she's recently only talking about peeing from her ass and vomiting every day just makes me feel so bad about it.

No. 2600233

>>2600230
Christ that sounds miserable, poor girl. I hope your friend is able to get off the meds soon and has a full recovery from the side effects!

No. 2600235

>>2600233
She literally has to take vomit breaks at work and only rides transport with a plastic bag in the pocket.
It's genuinely not worth it for just cosmetic weight loss. But vanity and money will forever mean more to celebs than lasting effects. Besides they do fuck-all all day most days, they prolly can afford vomiting for a couple of hours a day. Instead of spending those couple of hour at the gym I guess?

No. 2600244

I wanna start posting a cow on kiwifarms but idk what the link is where do I find it

No. 2600254

>>2600166
>>2600173
Overreacting like this is so bizarre to me, you’re not an accidental zoophile just because your cat brushed against you while you’re naked. My cat sleeps snuggled against my boobs/buttcheeks all the time and I don’t stop him because cats aren’t sexual and I don’t want to fuck cats.

No. 2600273

>>2600254
Anxiety is irrational

No. 2600274

>>2600254
nayrt but thank you nonna. This is the correct commonsense response to dumb intrusive thoughts. Shame that moid depravity is so widespread that perfectly normal interactions between an owner and pet become tainted in our minds.

No. 2600281

>>2600207
you cant work out and lose weight if you are eating like shit, and people will do anything to continue eating like shit

No. 2600362

I almost fell into the trap of AI brain brainrot by watching a few of those glass food cutting videos,I hate AI shit but they were kinda mesmerizing.

No. 2600375

>>2600273
Learn coping skills instead of helplessness.

No. 2600399

I like to go on chat roulettes to find horny moids. Really rile them up. And then say something that breaks their spirit in the middle of them getting off. Bonus points if I can psyop these guys into being into humiliation kek
It's a stupid passtime, and is good for when I can't sleep.

No. 2600443

I’ve always desperately wanted to be pregnant and give birth to a child but I don’t think it’s in the cards for me in this lifetime. It makes me deeply, deeply sad sometimes that I’m never going to create life. I’m okay with it, like I don’t cry about it or anything and I’m not seeking motherhood out, but it just seems like such an amazing experience to make a person with your body and then watch them grow up and develop a personality and make mistakes and fall in love. I can’t think of any experience that would be more intense and wonderful and terrifying than giving birth.

No. 2600447

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>>2600399
KEK on the edge of my seat right now. How you break their spirits and condition them into humiliation exactly?

No. 2600501

>>2600375
It was just a fact, not excusing, I don't have those themes of thoughts either

No. 2600590

>>2600447
KEK I don't know if it works! I just think if they run into me enough times over a few days it'll just ingrain into their system! Usually I'll ask them at the start what they're into and what they hate, and just feed into the positives and drop an absolute nightmare at the end (i.e. images of things they hate while saying "I took a pic of my tits for you bby" and it's like idk a dog shitting).

No. 2600596

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>>2600399
>I help men jackoff and then insult them tehehe I’m such a Girlboss

No. 2600599

>>2600596
Confessions Thread

No. 2600605

>>2600599
No rules that tell me that I can’t call you retarded.

No. 2601167

The trannies on 4Chan are so fucking pathetic kek. I like going on there and scrolling to feel better about myself.
They always screech about how they are better than women and how penis is superior to pussy yet whine about passing and scrotes keeping them on the DL.

No. 2601182

>>2600605
Nta but it's true. There is no rule about that itt

No. 2601185

>>2601167
The daily cope, seethe, hugbox and repeat ritual of the troon. What a life…

No. 2601257

Was hanging out with a few people from.my childhood and we were reminiscing how all the neighbours gathered to decided on a street party and our house got designated for the countdown. I was 9 years old for the millennium and have a few memories. My brother was a teenager and some of his friends were about tonight and they told me I hosted the kids disco for the millenium. They came down to the family room to see what I was at and I was performing for the children and whipping them up into a frenzy screaming "do you want a revolution?" Suddenly it all floods back to me and I remember it all. I commanded the stage (green leather sofa) like no performer before and after me. I had invoked the spirit of the revolution into the millenials for the future. It was a great party and I gave the performance of my life.

No. 2601282

>>2597168
I went on that website and found a thread where they discussed music they listened to when they were feeling down. Surprisingly enough, most of the songs weren't typical sad songs, but were songs with upbeat music with depressing lyrics. Interesting.

No. 2601288

>>2601282
Me listening to the original Mad World by Tears For Fears

No. 2601290

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>>2601282
When I’m on the brink I have to blast europop, it’s the only thing that can save me

No. 2601301

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>>2601290
Aqua's impact

No. 2601325

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>tfw black
>hate troons
>but love troon music a lot of the time (edm sub genres)
>regularly have crisis moments where i feel like racist white guys who go "well i'm not fond of african americans but the people have a way with music…"
>think of a convo i once had with a white troon (pretty normal hsts honestly) where he was all like "well you're black shouldn't you understand how much it hurts to be an oppressed minority blah blah blah"
>feel bad whenever i think of it
>like i'm a bad person and a hypocrite
i could type more but i'm so sick of being this soft. i wish i'd never peaked sometimes, why can't i just be a normal handmaiden

No. 2601333

>>2601325
Why are you letting some faggot baiting for sympathy get to you? Start listening to more real women making shitty electro 1000000bmp music and keep it going.

No. 2601354

>>2601325
I'm going to tell that it really doesn't matter. Basically such subcultures are actually insane to begin with and a lot of different belief systems are like a very narrow pipeline not meant to encompass the range of actual human experiences, which is why so many these people end up very mentally ill because they've failed to fully resolve their own hypocrisies and obsession with the status quo and its products. I recommend just broadening your musical horizons while still loving what you love because that's what's truly authentic and caring.

No. 2601357

>>2601325
Perhaps think on the fact you cant identify out of being black and live a life in the oppressor class meanwhile that troon can go back to being a privileged white guy any day he wants

No. 2601362

>>2601325
"Oppressed minority" and its literally a dude wearing a dress by his own volition. If I were you I would be fucking pissed by that comparison…
But yeah I like some troon artists. I kind of try to ignore that aspect. I dont really dislike them BECAUSE theyre troons, its more like I think trooning itself is a bit retarded and I respect their decision making a little less. But maybe they are cool outside of that? Usually not but I retain hope. Its like if I found out a creator I liked had really retarded political views, I dont really feel bad about still consuming their content, its more like well I guess theyre a bit retarded.

No. 2601365

>>2601357
i tried this and he was like "no i can't go back to being male it was a prison for me it was sooo uncomfortable and i hated it and it was awkward i can only be trans blah blah blah blah blah"

>>2601333
you're right but i'm just sensitive kek. i know it's the female sociaization talking, but still

No. 2601367

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>>2601325
For one, I would have leaked my entire document full of research on why trannyism is retarded and why trannies are misogynistic, lesbophobic, subhuman pedophile racist sons of shit bitches that deserve worse than death. Then lace the chat with NSFL surgery pictures of neovaginas and frankendicks to rub it in their faces that their bodies are ugly. However on the other hand, if you unironically listen to sewerslvt or whatever the fuck it's called, that interaction is what you get for having bad taste anyway.

No. 2601373

>>2601367
i smiled irl…i wish more women like you were in my spaces kek i always feel so alone and awful

No. 2601376

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>>2601367
Absolute stacey behaviour

No. 2601396

"this is the song that never ends" is fucking creeping me out. I'm drunk, I drank 375ml of cheap vodka. I started drinking at like 6pm. It's offically 12:01 AM, and that song popped into my head,
how the fuck was that the end of a childern's show?
"This is the song that never ends, it just goes on and on my friend. **Some people stfqarted singing it, not knowing what it was, but (or so) they'll just keep on sinbgng it forever just because-"
Like what the fuck? I juat imagine some fucked up house where a family is dishevled and crying singing that song forever. aits creepy

No. 2601398

>>2601396
i always think that too since i was a child i imagine it like the mass dancing from the 1500s

No. 2601399

>>2601396
Sherry lewis is a vaudevillian-style performer
>“Her mother was head of music at Bronx School so Shari was also a violinist, pianist and dancer,” said D’Apolito. “Shari grew up in a colorful household where she was exposed to magicians and puppeteers and ventriloquists. It was the age of vaudeville so she was exposed to all the vaudeville entertainers.”
It's just how the music is nona. No need to be scared, she was a notoriously charitable and good person, kids just enjoy annoying adults

No. 2601402

>>2601399
I know she was a great person and I'm just saying the song is fucking scary. Just imaging people not being able to stop singing a song because it "Doesn't end" creeps me the fuck out.

No. 2601405

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>>2601402
Well what about songs where the singer says they'll "always be there" for someone? That's pretty creepy if you think about it too much

No. 2601407

>>2601402
The song is gonna end when you start playing E.T. by Katy Perry. The version without Kanye.

No. 2601475

>>2601365
If you are black and supporting trannyism you are stupid. I have never seen a more racist movement , they use black women as mammies each time.
A white scrote will never be like a black woman and trans people will never face the same oppression of black people. We can never change our skin color, can never be stealth or boy moding.

No. 2601677

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i fooled the old lady who was sitting in front of a shopping mall restroom charging people for entrance. there was a qr code on her desk you could scan to pay and i pretended to scan it and showed her a fake "transaction complete" screenshot. i'm pretty sure she gets paid the same regardless so it's a victimless crime.
it was cheap and i could afford it obviously but i don't want to pay out of principle. charging people to use the restroom is just ridiculous and it's something you only see in poorfag countries like mine. people already spend money SHOPPING at a SHOPPING MALL, they should at least be able to pee for free. otherwise don't be surprised when someone takes a shit in your H&M fitting room

No. 2601699

>>2601677
>charging people to use the restroom
What the fuck? You live in America?

No. 2601702

considering talking to chatgpt or ai or whatever because im so lonely and mentally ill and i feel like a burden on everyone

No. 2601703

>>2601699
no, eastern europe

No. 2601705

>>2601703
I only heard of fuckshit like that happening in India. I'm sorry anon, you did the right thing.

No. 2601729

>>2601699
Yeah that's insane. In some super urban places in the U.S., bathrooms are "customers only" with keypads, but I've never seen a business charge money just for using the damn bathroom. That's just fucking evil.

No. 2601806

>>2601729
It's a thing in the train stations in my country, probably to stop druggies to go shooting inside, but people with train tickets should be able to use them for free.

No. 2602015

I’m so jealous of people who have sex dreams. I’m obsessed with sex and think about it all the time and yet I never ever dream about it. I used to think it might be because I was a virgin but then I started having sex and still no dreams. Fuck. Let me go at it in the astral plane!

No. 2602019

>>2602015
I have sex dreams once a year or so and it's always with people I definitely would never have sex with.

No. 2602021

I miss the days of yesteryear where anons were quick to give an anon a "-chan" or "-fag" nickname but weren't immediately crying about personalityfagging. I feel like there were more fun times during that period.
>inb4 OMG WHAT ABOUT PAKICHAN OR ROMANIANON OR KIRBYFAG OR RANCEFAG
I still stand by what I said, even the really annoying personalityfags brought us together in united WTFery.

No. 2602022

>>2601699
this exists in many places in europe, not just eastern europe

No. 2602028

>>2601677
>>2602022
>it's something you only see in poorfag countries like mine
Nah I'm in Western Europe and it's pretty common in touristic cities, think it's because many people will use the restroom without actually purchasing something. Also train stations.

No. 2602029

>>2602015
my first and only sex dream was being dry humped on by Gordon Ramsay and then he whipped out his diseased looking penis (dry cracking skin and open sores) and I jumped out the window

No. 2602108

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A long time ago I had a crush on a boy in my class. I was a laughing stock to most peers not just the opposite sex, but we got along so well and had the same weird interests. I kept those feelings way down, I was also a preteen with no idea how to handle those emotions. He wasn't conventionally attractive and middle school is already a game of 4D popularity chess, I couldn't handle any more attention on myself especially the love teasing kind.
One day he casually dropped that he had a little crush on me for a while, but never said anything because he "knew I would never be attracted to him". He didn't tell anyone about his feelings either except for one friend. Although my crush for him sort of waned at this point, I did the most asshole move and STILL hid my feelings and went along with a lie, said something along the lines of "uhm yeah, I'm sorry". We were at the end of middle school at this point where humiliation is at its worst and I did such a mean and selfish thing to make myself barely fit in.
We still remained friends after but then as life typically goes we drifted apart into different lives halfway through high school and then out of touch after graduation. I later learned he had a rough home life he hid from most people and that's why I barely saw him towards the end of it all. This was a million years ago and miles away in a different life but I still feel terrible about what I did. I hope wherever he is now his life is much better. Apologies for the blog post, I'm in a weird mood right now and I needed to get this off my chest.

No. 2602188

>>2602021
doing that these days causes too much drama and report happy spergs. plus you'll get banned for 'encouraging personalityfagging'. i feel like in recent years turning someone into an -fag is done maliciously to get things they don't like banned (with the exception of a very specific one from a specific board, that one was warranted) even if the thing is posted by multiple people

No. 2602313

I'm sitting here wishing a moid would text me.

No. 2602667

Sometimes I reply to a bitchy post just to insult them because they deserve it, but I delete it literally right after posting so the only way they see it is if they're terminally online enough to keep the page up at all times so it doesn't refresh for deleted posts. On no occasion have they not taken the bait to infight the non-existing post

No. 2602757

This is going to sound cringey, but I love listening to fanfiction playlists. I have found so much amazing music from them.

No. 2602783

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>>2598292
Nona I kind of want you carnally…That's my confession.

No. 2602818

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>>2602667
>so the only way they see it is if they're terminally online enough to keep the page up at all times so it doesn't refresh for deleted posts
>she doesn't know the secret trick
other browsers have this too btw

No. 2602825

I genuinely don't feel any difference when I'm ovulating.

No. 2602827

>>2598292
Amazing, keep up the good work nonna! This is deranged but funny as hell, you know they did this shit and worse to others, they just can't take a dose of their own medicine.
And who knows, you might have saved them by shooing them away from the internet and making them touch grass.
>>2598756
A lot of them do have health issues and if they don't now, they will very soon. The food you eat affects the flora in your gut- if they ate vegetables they'd probably feel sick since they can't digest them as well as you can. If you ate what they did, you'd spew it out from both ends because your gut bacteria isn't equipped to handle 60,000 calories of pure canola oil in a single meal. It's not a superhuman ability, you're just used to different things. If you want to stop being jealous of their fucked up gut flora, start eating junk food more often.
Plus, you work at an ice cream and sweets place. Think a bit more critically about who's going to eat there.

No. 2602835

>>2598292
This is fucking retarded. You are a retard.

No. 2602837

>>2602835
It retardedly based though

No. 2603038

Since I was a baby I had the skin picking motion wired into my being. When I was too young and too smooth, I picked my mother's skin when we shared the bed (I was like, idk, one-digit of age? And we had to share because poor). I never stopped, and I don't really want to stop. Some people told me it's self-harm, but I don't think about it that way. My body provides me a challegne, and the challenge is this scab that's hard to pick. Sometimes I use those plastic eyebrow razors. No one really sees the scars, because they're pale and in places nobody looks at. Nothing bad ever happened, no infections or anything. And the picky-pads suck because there is no challenge to them! My ex-bf let me pick his skin and it was very bonding.

No. 2603059

I dont have a lot of friends and I don't really like the few friends I have so once in a while when I get really lonely I come on here and just start answering random posts until I feel socialized enough. I used to do the same thing with Yahoo Answers back when I was a lonely little kid and honestly lolcow doesn't hit the same

No. 2603081

>>2603059
I love you nonnie

No. 2603628

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I like finding people from different ethnicities that look the same kek.
>she looks exactly like the Asian version of X
>she looks like the white version of C
>she looks like the black version of B
It’s so fun

No. 2603631

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>>2603628
It’s too fun!

No. 2603633

>>2603631
>>2603628
There's a hypothesis that everyone on Earth has at least 7 "identical" lookalikes, and I wonder if this is what they mean. It's just less noticeable because they're scattered across the globe in different ethnicities.

No. 2603639

>>2603633
I feel bad for my lookalikes because they look ugly and retarded

No. 2603641

>>2603633
I think about this all the time and I desperately want to meet my doppelganger because I've never met anyone who looks like me.

No. 2603644

>>2603639
Don’t be nonna. I think you would find yourself endearing if you saw someone that looked like you. We are often our own worst judges.

No. 2603646

>>2603641
Me neither, which is surprising because I feel like my facial features are very normie and plain kek

No. 2603647

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>>2603631
Another one!
When I see it in real life it’s even more interesting kek.

No. 2603648

>>2603628
I love how there's no facial feature that's actually unique to any specific race

No. 2603653

>>2603639
>>2603644
For years I secretly hated a girl at my school who I had never even talked to because I knew we had the same facial features and every time I saw her I'd legit feel like crying because of how incredibly ugly she - so me too - was

No. 2603656

>>2603653
Kekkk
Unrelated but you reminded me of this girl who had my same name. We were the only two black girls in high school too. We looked nothing alike and people always used to say that I was the better looking one by a mile. We hang out in the same friend group from time to time so we would talk often, she was nice to me and I never even suspected animosity or anything .
She once sent me a picture of this uggo and said I looked like her she almost thought it was me in the video. The self restraint I had not to sperge I tell you kekk.

No. 2603666

>>2603639
I had this same initial reaction but then I remembered that everyone I know says all of my past gfs/crushes look exactly like me

No. 2603773

>>2603631
I'm so obsessed with this one because there are literally the same person in a different colourway. Even the way their eyes wrinkle is the same!

No. 2604460

>>2603646
Same, my features are extremely bland which is probably why I don't stand out.

No. 2604557

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Call me mean, call me bitchy, I don’t care. I’m really glad my friend is becoming fat, she now has a gut. That’s what you deserve you cockroach.
>got annoyed with me for not supporting her retarded choices regarding men. She cheated on her bf , broke up with him and started going on tinder and sleeping with randos
>told her to just keep me out of it and keep herself safe since it’s useless to argue with her
>she got fed up all on her own and told me that she felt like I was looking down at her and judging her
>threw in my face stuff that I confessed to her and told me that I needed therapy and that she was worried for me (for what? Not being a whore?)
>argued with her but she was still not seeing the fact that she was extremely rude and shitty.
>I took the easy way out and said “ok we are good” but started being cold towards her. I just nod my head and say “yass” whenever she says how and how much sex she is having
Only problem is that she is the one I spend most time with. I hope that when college lessons start again I’ll find new friends.

No. 2604564

>>2604557
She sounds insufferable, good for you nona

No. 2604567

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>>2604557
Did you post about this a while back or is it just really common for anon friends to go crazy in this specific way and insist on using tinder to ~find a man~?

No. 2604568

>>2604564
She is. She started becoming like this as soon as she broke up with her bf. I guess the relationship was what was keeping her sane kek.
I have realized that she is just a pick me dick chaser and it’s so depressing. Being in her presence just annoys me ever since we had that argument, which stemmed from me simply saying “look I don’t condone cheating and you know it so I’ll just keep my mouth shut regarding you seeing this scrote in a relationship” and she got all mad when she didn’t get the response she wanted kek. She is just “mature” when you agree with her.
She would always say “oh you are like that because you need a good dicking” which made me go “huh” but I chalked it up to some joke.
I hope she gets obese and the karma she deserves.

No. 2604570

>>2604567
That’s me. She honestly got worse since then kek. I thank god I won’t have to see her until September at least.

No. 2604576

>>2604557
How do friends even turn out like this, like why does she find fucking 38940 scrotes something to brag about? Any woman can do that if they set their bar low enough

No. 2604580

>>2604576
There was one who goes to university with us, who she cheated on with, but the guy didn’t want her and rejected her thrice despite her literally begging him to come to her place and confessing she had feelings. I think it made her insecure and spiraled this whole thing.
>the first one she met was on tinder. He sees other people on the side.
Which she says doesn’t bother her but it basically does from the way she speaks. She wants to be a “cool girl” so bad but the truth is she feels validation from being desired and being the only, which can make us go to
>guy 2, a friend of a friend. He has a girlfriend and she feels sweet about being picked over her. She was the one who approached him and invited him back home and said “huh it’s your choice, not mine, I don’t care about your girlfriend”
>guy 3 met on tinder
>guy 4 friend of a friend , she went out with him and slept the same day and is seeing him having with men isn’t really that hard when you are the one offering it up and approaching these scrotes.

No. 2604581

Idk 80 % of the celebrities anymore that are discussed in the thread

No. 2604583

>>2604580
This is in the span of a single month mind you…
>>2604576
Ultimately she values male attention as something to be proud of that demonstrates a woman’s worth.

No. 2604590

i hate that other women actually desire to be “protected” by moids, like that’s an actual component of the list on what they find attractive about moids. and like now i can’t unsee it even through body language and the way women behave around moids vs other women. it makes me feel kind of sick? like all the women around me are always belittling themselves sometimes subconsciously and it’s not really them. i think some women genuinely don’t realise they turn all uguu helpless baby when their Nigel is around and other people are there to watch them. and then in the times they don’t feel like they’re purposefully making themselves smaller, they’re preening themselves, prepping themselves to feel attractive to men, or complaining about some frivolous physical component that they feel is preventing them feeling like an uwu smol baby who needs to be protected by a male. or even worse seeing other women as ‘competition’ for these precious moids (occasionally) even if they’re doing nothing of the sort. they’ll spend hours, hundreds of dollars, or repeated pain for this goal. but this isn’t just “pickmes” it’s like a lot of women…? like most women you interact with. but even anons on here deny that. i mean there’s shit like this on this site. i feel fucking isolated. how do you not feel a bit of disgust? i probably only have one friend that lives her life exempt from this and this is including online friends too. i feel like i’m the only one disgusted by what other people iterate is a normal component of female sexuality.

No. 2604598

>>2604590
Autistic moids probably hate how much their friends change around women. I'd just hang out with lesbians if I were you but they still might act differently when they're around women they find attractive

No. 2604606

>>2603666
I genuinely think that people tend to like people who have the same good facial features they have. Because most people are heterosexual this leads to people thinking freud was right and people like partners who look like their opposite sex parent but truth is they just like the genderbent version of their features, and when they’re heterosexual this usually reads as “looking good together” anyway. For gay people it’s more obvious (especially gay scrotes for some reason?) but I’ve definitely noticed the girls I liked do have similar features/look to me? And it’s something that exists regardless of race just like the different-race doppelganger thing. It’s interesting than regardless of genetic pool there can be similar modifiers if that makes sense. I’ve seen my eyes and versions of my face shape on white black asian women and more

No. 2604627

I lowkey am into this guy I know who's borderline white nationalist and I feel so guilty about it. He's a skinny little twinkish dude who's into dressing smart and dapper in vintage clothes and really takes care of his appearance. He's said to me before that I'm the only person he feels like he can be himself around. But he's one of those guys who's really into antisemitic conspiracy theories and wants le ebil immigrants out of the country. I just want to see him being vulnerable for me. What should I do nonas?

No. 2604630

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>>2604627
is this bait

No. 2604639

>>2604627
Lead him on, give him nothing and abuse the shit out of him as long as you can. Make it clear that you can and will violently retaliate if he tries anything. Use blackmail if you can or at least threaten to. And if none of it pans out then oh well no loss.

No. 2604641

>>2604627
>what should I do?
Meet me outside so I can beat some sense into you.

No. 2604642

>>2604606
it's called narcissism

No. 2604646

>>2604627
>I feel so guilty about it
No you don’t. The truth is that it doesn’t affect you so you could give less of a shit.
You are like those girlfriends who leave their boyfriends and say “by the way, he was saying the n word and being racist to Chinese people! ’”

No. 2604655

>>2604639
I like this idea

No. 2604664

>>2604627
You dont actually care so just carry on getting to know him like you are right now, its how all wives of far-right scrotes act

No. 2604667

>>2604627
You aren’t going to get the hug box you wish for.

No. 2604677

I never wanted to be a wife or a mom, but I always wanted to be a cool granny

but I think wanting to skip mom and go straight to Granny is hubris

No. 2604690

>>2604606
What does it mean if someone only likes opposite features?

No. 2604692

>>2604677
Do you have any siblings with kids or who might have kids? You could be a great aunt someday

No. 2604709

>>2604627
I'm calling bullshit on this
> He's said to me before that I'm the only person he feels like he can be himself around
Men know to keep plenty of shit back for later. If they already sound nutty early on.. theres a shit heap more that you'll be drip fed in time. He's only testing your desperation by outing some of it now.

No. 2604711

>>2604709
right. like surely anon knows the likelihood of him being a pedophile that posts on shitty imageboards is like 90% higher than any other scrote and it’s already pretty likely with them. let alone misogyny

No. 2604744

>>2604639
The retard won’t be capable of doing that. He will walk her like a dog.
To beat a man up you only have to see him useful for his dick , money and eycandy while he needs to lick the floor you walk on (and your pussy, which he surely doesn’t, he probably licks the left lip or says that it isn’t manly to give fellatio). If you are already making excuses for how shitty he is then you won’t be able to abuse him.

No. 2604981

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I find camo so hot its ridiculous… I remember even as a child the first time I saw a boy in my class wearing camo pants it made me feel fluttery inside. I can find someone sort of attractive and then the minute they put on camo its like WOAH. Its a shame its mostly worn by the same type of people who chew tabacco… sigh

No. 2605139

I am slowly reprogramming my gf into better fashion sense. I love her so much but she has a warped sense of what's elegant and fashionable.
Yes, this is manipulation. Yes, I should love her as she is but she's gorgeous and a waste dressing like that when she could be an absolute butch queen instead of a masc with the style of a teenager…

No. 2605147

>>2605139
god I'm so fucking jealous, I've literally fantasized about having a gf who dresses me up

No. 2605224

Do not use this website while having caffeine in your system. That shit is crack

No. 2605247

>>2605224
I drink so much caffeine it has little effect on me anymore

No. 2605250

>>2605249
What does she do that makes her unlikable?

No. 2605253

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I once wrote a bunch of smut fiction based on fairytales but lost the files before I ever uploaded them anywhere and ive never seen anyone get as creative with it as my old writings

No. 2605261

>>2605250
Her habits, the things she prioritizes, her morals, etc. The common interest we had just isn't enough to overlook how deeply unlikable she is outside of it. It's sad, because I do enjoy our friendship when it is contained to this common interest.

No. 2605278

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My mother knew I was autistic and never told me. I straight I up asked her if I was when I was in middle school. She said no. Years later I rifled through a cabinet in her room and found the diagnosis papers.

She sent me to countless therapists, psychiatrists, hospitals. I’ve been on just about every medication you can possibly think of since the age of 7. I’ve been misdiagnosed with a million different mental conditions because professionals can’t recognize autism in women. The symptoms were clear as day from the time I was a toddler. I couldn’t connect with other kids, I was heavily bullied, I had weird and obsessive interests, I couldn’t make eye contact, I had big emotional meltdowns, I had sensory issues, I struggled with black and white thinking. I went through life thinking that something was inherently wrong with me and my inability to do things that normal people could do with ease was a moral failing. Even my teachers joined on the bullying because she didn’t tell them about it either, so they assumed I was being difficult on purpose and I was sent there to make their lives hell.

I confronted her about today and she started screaming at me. Saying that she didn’t want to believe that I was like her brother (he’s autistic). Saying “what was I supposed to do, I tried to help you.” I remember why I never confront them about anything anymore now.

No. 2605311

>>2605224
That’s my secret, cap. I’ve always got caffeine in my system.

No. 2605451

>>2605278
When I was in my twenties I got this sudden urge to contact a service that had given me therapy as a teen to apply for access to any files they had on me. They sent it out. It was as thick as a book. They had redacted large portions of it for my parents privacy ig but I was able to see they had repeatedly advised that I be assessed for autism. My parents refused to get me assessed. Then they acted confused and frustrated with me because my 'anxiety issues' never seemed to get any better through regular therapy. One of my parents was dead before I ever got access to those files. Didn't know how to feel. It's an extra level of fucked to think that even with a diagnosis parents can still just keep that shit a secret for years.
>I went through life thinking that something was inherently wrong with me and my inability to do things that normal people could do
Exact same. Same wording too. I've vivid memories as a teen of just sitting alone with my thoughts and it being 'something is so inherantly wrong with me but I don't know what it is' I'd think that on a loop till I felt numb.

Maybe other nonnies can weigh in but when you're diagnosed is your general doc not automatically informed of it behind the scenes? Paperwork forwarded to them? It's not the first time I've heard of an autism diagnosis being kept secret from the person who has it and I'm just like.. how are parents still perfectly able to hide an official DX. Is it purely up to parents whether they even inform any other medical proffesionals in your life? And if they don't choose to do that then the cat is never let out of the bag, so to speak.

No. 2605585

I often just fire and (try to) forget messages to people whenever I feel anxious about their replies, then proceed to wait for weeks, sometimes months, before checking whatever they sent back

No. 2605618

>>2605278
There's a ton of bullshit shilled to parents, especially mothers, about 'autism cures'. Your mom probably thought that by hiding your diagnosis from you she'd have a chance to exorcise the 'tism before you decided it was going to be your forever personality trait. The fact that she blew up when you confronted her is proof that she knows she fucked up and feels guilty about it but doesn't want to admit it. Parents do some horrific shit in the name of helping their kids, and they get mad defensive over all of their stupid decisions because they knew full well that they were doing something harmful. I'm sorry you were fucked over by your mom like that- but on the other hand, if she'd told you you were autistic, it sounds like there's a good chance that she would have taken you to crystal reiki shaman therapy or locked you in a shed with no food until you became normal.
Some people really can't understand that autism isn't a death sentence. If your mom was raised to believe that any sort of divergence from the norm was due to bad parenting or vaccines or whatever, she probably felt that 2 autistic kids were a reflection of her failures as a person. Parents love to project their own shit onto their kids.
I hope you can find some way to heal and move past the extensive damage she's caused you.

No. 2605777

I never got my covid vaccines. Not for any good reason like being wary of what I put in my body or whatever but simply because I was too lazy to have it sorted.

No. 2605833

I honestly think my parents would be better off if they'd been infertile. My dad hyperfocused on his kids once we were born (I'm the oldest) and abandoned my mom emotionally, and my mom went off the deep end trying to be a super parent. They both seemed so happy before I came along. I wonder how long that would've lasted.

No. 2605904

>>2605278
I don't know the context but I feel awful for laughing

No. 2605933

The thought of men eating pussy disgusts me viscerally. It’s like letting an animal lick you.

No. 2606093

If I had more disposable income I would get lip fillers and possibly eyelid surgery to make my eyes less hooded as well. I'm vain as fuck.

No. 2606213

Bf told me his friend let him know he is ending their lease to move in with a gf, and that he will need to be out by mid-August. We will be getting a place together. He is stressed, but I am reassuring him that he can manage. Moreover he's upset that he needs to get rid of his dogs to find a new place because most rentals will not allow them for various reasons.
My confession is that I am so happy. I hate those fucking dogs. They're mean, ugly, smelly, and a walking liability. The kind of dogs that no one, not even dog lovers, can enjoy. Some of that is bf's fault for moving untrained country animals to the city but they are true destructive shitbeasts and it's gotta be about the personalities themselves because they are so especially shitty compared to others. I'll never forget trying to cheer bf up by tidying his apartment before he came back from work, stepping out for 45 minutes to go shopping for dinner, only to come back to a torn apart trash can littered everywhere with fresh vomit and scat all over the carpets. So fuck em, glad my furniture won't be tore up and smelling like dog piss. Maybe bf's constitution may improve once these demons have been excised.

No. 2606229

>>2606213
Shelters are packed to the brim with pits and pit mixes, if the dogs are literally any other breed they'll be snapped up in seconds by someone who genuinely wants them and can care for them better than he could. I promise you those dogs are going to do better in someone else's care. Show your bf successful adoption stories to cheer him up.

No. 2606234

>>2606213
Multiple dogs in an apartment. I bet my tiramisu he was dirty and you still hit that and cleaned (why?), ew.

No. 2606237

I use to always think anti depressants were ineffective but it actually was just found out I was always dating a fucking man when I was trying to prioritise my mental health. This entire year I've been single and medicated. I cannot cry lol. Yet I still feel so much joy and laughter. The fucking pills fucking work. I haven't cried in like a year and I think very depressive thoughts but literally these days when an intrusive thought comes in I'm like "and what?" and it goes away. Sometimes I get sad, it's natural when I'm pmsing and I feel like crying but I legit can't and you know what, if you can't cry feeling sad is shite so I swiftly change the topic in my brain. Anyway. Men are a hindrance. I found out last week my Granddad was always beating my Grandma. No wonder she lived a further 16 years after my Granddad died. She didn't deserve that.

No. 2606239

>>2606234
Let me guess, you identify as a feminist for punching on a woman like this? Why?

No. 2606243

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>>2606234
So where do I collect that delicious tiramisu? His roomie was the stinkbeast, I just tried to make it tolerable because bf worked hard so I felt bad at the time. Never did it again tho.

No. 2606334

>>2606239
>anything I don’t like is not feminism!
Breathing is not feminism actually. That’s why you should hold your breath until you turn blue actually.

No. 2606338

>>2606243
Leaving that retard aside. I’m glad you didn’t play house maid anymore. At least you got rido of the dogs nonna, but don’t seem too happy about it otherwise he will realize it kek.

No. 2606409

I was branded a pedophile back in my 20's when I drew my own referenced body type on a furry to practice anatomy. My tits weren't "developed enough to be an adult's".

No. 2606419

>>2606409
This post is sitting at the back of the room, slightly away from all the other posts, spinning the wheels of a toy car repeatedly

No. 2606427

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>>2606419
Teehee (I did not read upthread because I just wanted to get that out there)

No. 2606435

>>2606419
I used to love doing that as a kid

No. 2606474

I don't ever want to go back to having roommates. The freedom to masturbate anywhere in the house at any time of day is too powerful. I don't know how I survived two years of only being able to have quiet secret nuts at odd hours.

No. 2606515

>>2606511
>>2606409
I once got a very angry anonymous message on Tumblr calling me a pedo and telling me to kill myself because I reblogged cute, SFW fanart of two teenage characters at the beach in knee-length swim trunks. I was younger than both characters at the time and my age was in my bio.

No. 2606537

My friends gave me two BL manga for my birthday over a year ago and I still have only read one of them. I like BL as a concept and m/m ships, but I don't really care for most BL manga or anime. As expected, I didn't like the one I read and don't want it in my house (it has ugly sex scenes), but I'd feel bad getting rid of it since it was a gift…

No. 2606552

Lolcow technically saved me from the worst relationship of my life because he was obsessed with tracking everything I did and said and using it against me and he found a post I made on here that finally led to our breakup. Thank you lolcor.

No. 2606557

>>2606552
How'd he know it was your post? Did it have identifiable contents? Good riddance he's gone I'm happy for you

No. 2606570

>>2606557
Yes, it was a very detailed spergy greentext about a specific situation in our relationship that bothered me. Of course he cried that I was sharing our private business with evil femcel man haters but I still think I was right.

No. 2606681

>>2606570
Based and pinkpilled

No. 2606682

>>2606570
Are you Tamagotchi nona?

No. 2606973

I literally have toilet paper scrunched up in my underwear right now because I can’t afford pads right now kek. I hope it’s ending today or tomorrow pleaseeee

No. 2606975

>>2606973
Been there and praying for you

No. 2607007

>>2606975
Waiting for my little survey money to come in so I can get some kekkk, ty anon

No. 2607152

life is so expensive even with a decent job that i literally cannot blame of women anymore. if i had a nice enough body/photoshop skills i'd probably make an account just to fill the hole misc. spending causes, i'd love for ass pics to cover groceries for the month…

No. 2607176

>>2607152
Cucked way of thinking, what about equality of the sexes? You should pick up a young hot guy and pimp him out instead.

No. 2607286

Ive always had age appropriate relationships and my preferences have aged with me. My last boyfriend was 6 years older but didn't look it and was so insecure he could not believe I was happy with him and did not want to chase after 20 something year old faggots. I will never ever date an older man with insecurity issues because there is literally no hope as they're too old to change but I would also rather die than date a young man.

No. 2607329

I was anti-VPN but now I’m neutral about it, the website is acting pretty normally like it always was.

No. 2607332

>>2607329
shit samefag I meant *anti-vpn ban

No. 2607381

i love my friend but i have to keep her muted on social media or else i'll lose all respect for her

No. 2607719

Sometimes I wish my severely mentally ill sister would just pass away in her sleep. She is never going to get better and it would only be a mercy for her and everyone else. Then I think, “who the fuck has thoughts like that?”

No. 2607873

I like confusing my neighbours with my sounds. I'm an autist and I have mild echolalia, I mostly mimic sounds but in a way like a parrot would do, sometimes I do random animal sounds or recite some security advertisement/alarms. A couple of times the neighbours asked me if I got animals or believed I had some, I like making them look like the insane one from hearing stuff that isn't there. They're noisy anyways and I have to listen to their retarded footbal match cheering everytime their team scores so I think it's a fair game.

No. 2607896

>>2607719
ive had worse thoughts about family whose lives never seem to get better, dont worry about it

No. 2608041

>>2607719
I think that's a reasonable thought honestly.

No. 2608047

>>2607152
>i'd love for ass pics to cover groceries for the month…
The thing, most of the time they don't. The market for sexy pics is so ridiculously oversaturated that you have to grind and build a dedicated fanbase of simps to be successful, and obviously that's not guaranteed to happen.

No. 2608283

>>2607896
>>2608041
She has a kid though. And even though she doesn’t have custody and doesn’t even take care of him, he would still be devastated if she died. That’s what’s fucked up about the thought.

No. 2608297

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I could've prevented my cat from disappearing forever.
I lived with my mother and she didn't like the idea of keeping a cat litter in the house. My cat went to the toilet behind our couch one night. She got so angry but I tried to calm her down and cleaned it up. She let him out at night and before she went to work in the morning after feeding him and I was still asleep. We had problem neighbors that would have loud parties and sell drugs. Just a week before he had gone missing, my cat had a run in with one of their visitor's pitbulls who had jumped out of their truck and come onto our front yard. My mum came home from work and scared it away just in time.
I felt bad for my cat, so I would keep him inside longer and snuggle with him in my room until she would come home. She didn't like him on any of the beds, either. When I heard her come home from work the night before he disappeared, he didn't want to leave. I quickly shooed him out of my room. He didn't want to leave and I felt terrible. I put him outside before she opened the door because I was scared she'd yell at me.
The next morning, she fed him and let him out as usual. I stayed home that day, woke up later on and I saw him outside my window. It was a nice day and there were white butterflies around by the bush we had. I told myself I'd let him inside later so he could enjoy the outside, forgetting about the stupid dog.
But he never came back. That was the last time I ever saw him. I called for him over and over when it was time for him to eat, but nothing. My mum came back home from work and we both tried calling for him. We shined a torch outside, looking for any signs of him or signs that maybe the neighbor's dog had gotten to him. No fur or blood or even his collar. She drove me slowly through our streets and the nearby park, but nothing. My older sister came by and helped me print out missing posters for him the next day. I walked around and placed them up everywhere, even one inside our local vet's bulletin board.

It's been many years and obviously he's passed now. But I still think of him and I still miss him. He got me through times when I felt very lonely and unlovable. I hate not knowing what happened to him, if he suffered when he died because of that dog, or if it chased him away and he got picked up by someone else.

No. 2608299

You know how people say they hate being lazy and sitting around, and need to have a job? Not me.

I love being unemployed (atm) and doing nothing all day. My ideal life is just being home all the time. Obviously I feel kinda gross if I spend the entire day playing vidya or browsing the internet, and I prefer doing things like reading, crafts, cooking, etc. But if I didn't need to I would not want a job.

No. 2608313

>>2608047
Like half of the women in onlyfans are not breaking 100$ a month. Minimum wage would put you in the top percentile of earnings there.

Its like Twitch, they promote the 1% of the 1% of top earners as if they were the norm to get people to use the platform and post embarrassing pics of themselves for no money.

No. 2608318

>>2608297
I think he was a physical manifestation of your guardian angel and he protected you until he decided you were strong enough to keep going by yourself.

No. 2608325

>>2607873
I love you anon

No. 2608329

A few years ago I was bored and going through some kind of femcel redemption arc and I thought it would be funny to waste scrotes' time the way they do to women and I ended up casually seeing this guy for a while but never clarifying what I wanted for the future or letting him touch me/call me his gf and then I randomly broke up with him one day and he shaved his head completely bald and sent me a wall of text about how I never listened to him and only cared about myself. Honestly he was a decent guy but I still kind of chuckle when I think about it. I'm mentally stable and on medication now btw

No. 2608330

>>2608329
Thank you for traumatizing a man for our cause. May he never be the same.

No. 2608354

Sometimes I get really frustrated with my mom because she’s religious from 3rd world country so she was very strict on me growing up, but seeing Excellent’s mom and how disgusting both of them equally are, I’d much prefer my own mother.

No. 2608416

It's dependent on what the issue is but I can't stand when people apologise to me. Like, if you were "truly sorry" it wouldn't have happened to begin with. You're just doing damage control and you'll still probably repeat the issue in 3, 2, 1…

No. 2608422

>>2608416
I also hate people apologising to me because most of the time I either don't believe them, or I think it's not really a big deal and would rather just move on without any awkward feelings. It's an irrational "me" problem but still.

No. 2608423

>>2608416
Would you prefer them to never acknowledge what they did and talk to you like nothing happened?

No. 2608436

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one of my more frequent intrusive thoughts is of basically doxing random people for no reason or because their name stands out to me (i work in a med office and some patients have strange or interesting names). ill never do it, but i have this thought usually several times a day while im at work. i hope confessing this will lessen the impulse now that the thought is somewhere else other than just in my brain.

No. 2608452

>>2608436
I used to get the same thoughts all the time when I worked online support for a big furniture store. sometimes when I was bored I'd look them up on social media.

No. 2608453

>>2608423
I'm not sure, I question myself about this. I think maybe perhaps? It's like I don't expect people to show remorse or understanding so if they did that then I'd just feel affirmed in my beliefs. But that's not healthy either and I obviously know that's illogical for an average person

No. 2608470

I didn't know or care for how to hide a thread for years because I genuinely never looked at the front page of a board or even had the thought to. I'd just use the Catalog every time

No. 2608474

>>2608453
I get where you’re coming from. I think apologies are inherently performative and it’s less about the sincerity of the apologizer, more about the social ritual of recognizing that they fucked up. I don’t trust people who are really good at apologizing though, because it means they fuck up a lot.

No. 2608492

>>2608474
>more about the social ritual of recognizing that they fucked up.
Agreed, maybe it feels inauthentic to me. And yeah people who are good at apologising are trained for it meaning they have had too many experiences with being a retard. I'd rather someone give a clumsy messy apology and overexplain with excuses sometimes

No. 2608511

I peaked ages ago, but sometimes I still get moments where I want to larp as the old me (nonbinary due to guilt from being cishet), and try to talk sense into seemingly approachable TIMs that I was once friends with, to be nice to detrans and cishets. Using their terminologies to try and "sabotage" from the inside using kindness.
And then I wake up and realize that is intense delirium caused by sleep deprivation.

No. 2608535

sometimes when I want to have fake political arguments in my head against an imaginary right winger I pretend I'm debating Josh kiwifarms (I watched his streams for like a year)

No. 2608567

>>2608535
damn, I kind of want to do this now. There's no "debating" with Josh though
>ask him how dating on Roblox is going
>ask if he has a favorite anime
>thank him for sharing all the zoophile / revenge porn free of charge on his site
>tell him he's clockable over and over again without elaborating

No. 2608827

End of the day im not fuming about my appearance at least, I've never had any cosmetic procedures or edit my photos. In fact I have fun looking at myself in the mirror. Absolutely could not relate to wanting another person's face. You (my ex) can shit on my dress sense which I also can't relate to hating because I choose my outfits. Bitch. I choose my entire aesthetic and it's working for me.

No. 2608866

>>2608535
>having political arguments in your head
Why the fuck would you subject yourself to that

No. 2608932

the more i read quotes about love, the more i think that not only have i never loved anyone but i’m not even capable of it.

No. 2608935

>>2608932
Maybe it just looks and feels different for you.

No. 2608953

The new Superman is really hot to me. I love that hes kind of pathetic. Saging because i am embarrassed about being attracted to a superhero

No. 2608977

I don't respect sexually submissive women.

No. 2608980

>>2608977
Being submissive is about the most boring thing you can do as a woman imo

No. 2608992

>>2608977
Me neither. Imagine letting a moid dominate/humiliate you during sex and enjoying it. I try to respect them but they're just pathetic to me.

No. 2608993

>>2608977
>>2608980
>>2608992
I cringe so hard whenever I hear an anon "brag" about her dominant nigel.

No. 2608998

>>2608977
same. they need to get a grip

No. 2609003

>>2608977
I couldn't imagine letting someone do this to me. Like the best is probably some fantasy with a character but irl? How can you trust a moid to push you around, how can you fully trust he won't go too far? Maybe I'm just an anxious thing scared of the real world or something but gross

No. 2609016

>>2608932
Same with me, I mean I love my friends and my cat but I don't get romantic love, it's a very alien concept to me.

No. 2609029

>>2608318
This made me cry lol. Thanks nona, I think so too. If I decide to get another cat I'll get the best litter system and keep it inside so it never happens ever again.

No. 2609031

>>2608977
The reason I find them annoying is that they always act morally superior about it and act as if women who don’t enjoy skewed dynamics are somehow “vanilla” and not “fun enough”.

No. 2609047

I'd be a fun thread otherwise but all the racebait and "I hate brown immigrants" talk makes the Britbong thread unusable as a Marxist feminist I'm not even totally uncritical about immigration but it's gotten to the point where it's beyond ridiculous

No. 2609049

>>2609047
Honestly it feels like it's the same guy samefagging every time. Posting random screenshots with unsourced "news" and just sperging about immigrants. I bet he's not even British because he mostly updates at like 2-5am. And if he is then he's not even participating in normal society at those times so what do migrants matter to him. He's so damn annoying.

No. 2609054

>>2609049
Wouldn't be surprised if it's a scrote, most young women lean left on immigration afaik even if it's not always in their best interest. I'd bet LC is largely left leaning despite the homophobechans etc. And posting news from places like Daily Mail and GB News is a sign of severely low IQ. Imagine sperging about people who claim benefits too on a site full of NEETs

No. 2609062

>>2609047
Is there really nothing else going on in the UK for 99% of the thread to be about the same topic over and over again? I get wanting to talk about this issue but it gets to a point

No. 2609071

>>2609062
It's a current issue here like in many other countries but imo the views in that thread would be considered extreme by the average bong normie

No. 2609082

I was once outside with my friends having drinks and a woman approached me to play wingman for her friend. The scrote was fucking ugly and had the personality of a paper sheet, couldn’t entertain conversation at all. Anyway I let him down even politely when he asked for my number and then my ig.

The retard then literally sent his friend two weeks later to approach me as vengeance I think. It seemed really weird that this person I had never seen in my life , who coincidentally follows the uggo, randomly follows me and asks me out. I teased him by saying that it all smelled fishy to me and didn’t accept to go out when he asked me.
This was the weirdest interaction I have ever had in my life.

No. 2609091

>>2609047
The spammer seems so low IQ that it doesnt even make for any interesting discussion around the topic. And on top of that they’re ruining the thread, I really thought a lc bong thread could be fun but I feel no desire to post in it anymore.

No. 2609108

>>2609082
>This was the weirdest interaction I have ever had in my life
You lead a very tame life. That’s not an insult but a blessing.

No. 2609133

Retarded but lately I finally grew into my features, lost weight, hair is suiting me better than usual yadda yadda, which gave me such a rush, it has felt so good, but now the moment I look like my old self I crash so hard again. I thought I wanted this but it may be easier to just live as plain. I'm going to go fuck my hair back up in about 10 minutes… Right after a 4k calorie binge. Freedom!

No. 2609137

>>2609108
Well it was the weirdest maybe, not the most dangerous kek. But I do have a decent life considering everything, at least I am not homeless, a drug addict , or with a mother that hates and neglects me. I hope your life isn’t too bad either nonna.
There was also this one time where a friend of a friend complimented me on a very weird and off putting manner, she told me
>Oh nonna I wish I had your body!
>I wish I could place my head in place of yours
Which made me go “WTF?!” Kekkk.

No. 2609234

my boyfriend broke up with me and i'm pretending like it hasn't happened and we're still together. he's the only boyfriend i've ever had and i don't want to lose him. he's the rare male whos not addicted to porn and cares more for engines and machines and working and stuff like that. i just don't think i'd ever find someone like that again, so i don't want it to end. in my head we'll be together until we die.

No. 2609239

>>2609234
Why didn't you ask him to marry you?

No. 2609242

>>2609234
Sometimes I pretend my ex fiancee is dead. Kind of the same thing

No. 2609250

>>2609133
you're self-sabotaging and self-destructing, anon. You don't deserve this.

No. 2609269

I harbour so many secrets. I feel unclean

No. 2609288

>>2609234
What was his reason for the breakup?

No. 2609289

>>2609269
Sounds like real burdens nonna, would confessing to us help?

No. 2609310

>>2609269
Confess your sins, child. We shall absolve you….through DEATH.

No. 2609315

>>2609288
i burned myself at his house. tbf i hadn't self harmed in 3 1/2 years so i think he's kind of overreacting, but i can also see why a guy doesn't want to be with a girl who burns herself after being left alone (for 12 hours straight mind you, and he wasn't at work, just hanging with people). but it didn't even scar and theres no evidence of it 3 weeks later so its not like i even hurt myself that bad. i think anyone here who self harms knows how grounding it can be in the moment. yea it was a mistake but i don't feel like it should be a relationship ending one.

No. 2609329

>>2609315
>bpdemon set free another one of the rare decent moids
And the world is healing

No. 2609330

>>2609329
kill yourself(a-logging)

No. 2609334

>>2609330
Promise I will after you finally have a successful attempt kek(infighting)

No. 2609335

>>2609315
Nona, I say this with love in my heart: burning yourself is clinically insane behavior and you won't understand why he dumped you until you acknowledge the gravity of that choice.

No. 2609338

>>2609335
i know, you're right, but idk why half the anons on here think i shouldn't find love just because i was molested and severely neglected as a child. people with cptsd/bpd are people and deserve love too.

No. 2609344

>>2609338
Of course you deserve love. But you also deserve to live a life free of insane emotional disregulation and burning yourself definitely falls into that category. You need to stabilize yourself before getting into a relationship.

No. 2609347

>>2609315
>For 12 hours straight
Anon, I'm just gonna be blunt because I've also had really unhealthy thought patterns and coping mechanisms in the past so I know that sugarcoating doesn't help: that's not a good excuse. It's actually kind of pathetic. I know your brain has trained itself to get satisfaction from self-harm so you'll justify it both consciously and subconsciously, but the truth is that no one except other mentally ill people will care how "severe" the wound is. It's a wound that you inflicted on yourself, full stop. It's crazy, unwell behaviour that either scares people or makes them think you're tiring to keep around. You're not a toddler that needs supervision, you're an adult who should be able to cope with being alone for a few hours. The fact you did it while he was hanging out with his friends makes it seem like you were trying to guilt-trip or punish him, even if that wasn't your intention, and no shit nobody wants to deal with that. Again, I'm only saying this because it's what you need to hear. If you really want him back, prove that you've changed. The fact he thinks this is a big deal proves that he cares about your wellbeing and wants his partner to be healthy, BUT you have to really try to see things from a different perspective rather than just blowing it off as "overreacting" or whatever excuse is most comfortable at the time. I hope you get better.

No. 2609360

>>2609315
>overreacting
Only another mentally deranged person would be with someone like this. People like you are exhausting and distance everyone around you because you don’t want help, you want to be coddled for the rest of your life.
Your shitty childhood explains your hurt and pain, but it isn’t an excuse to keep engaging in self harm.
>>2609338
It isn’t that and again with the self perpetual victimization when it benefits you.

No. 2609364

>>2609360
I hate siding with scrotes in the first place kek. But it gets tiring to be with someone whom you constant have to worry about as much as you love them. He probably gave you tons of chances before and this was simply the one that made him say “enough, I can’t do this shit again”.

No. 2609386

>>2609315
>BPD Demons dodging accountability like bullets
Nothing new

No. 2609397

>>2609315
>it was a mistake but i don't feel like it should be a relationship ending one
You don't get to decide that though. He decides whether your mistakes are enough to end the relationship or not, just like you had the opportunity to decide whether his mistakes were enough to end the relationship. Relationships take two people to agree to them, and it's over if one person no longer agrees to be in the relationship. If you don't want to end your relationship over mistakes, learn from this one and don't do it again. Honestly anon, you're lucky he just left you. Some guys take advantage when they find out that their girlfriend is mentally unstable and purposely stay in the relationship to make her spiral worse so she harms herself for his amusement. Be grateful that you dated a moid decent enough to break up with you instead and keep his traits in mind when you've worked on yourself enough to date again safely.

No. 2609405

>>2609397
Nonna you are trying to reason with a retard who thinks never does any wrong and if she does it’s no big deal and it’s actually the world against her. You’ll never win.

No. 2609410

>>2609338
if my pathetic ex burned himself because I went to hang out with friends for 12 hours I would see an example of him in Lundy Bancroft's book. I don't give a fuck if he hates his alcoholic mom or absent dad or annoying siblings, when he started inflicting pain on ME to PUNISH ME, he was abusing me. And what, I'm supposed to accept the abuse and just assume that if I say "don't abuse me again" he won't? Now why the FUCK don't you understand that your abuse never justifies you abusing others?
>in b4 "Nobody hates me more than I hate myself so my abuse of others is okay and you shouldn't be mad"

No. 2609498

I had a professional astrology chart reading and she said that I’m likely to settle down with multiple partners. I was secretly elated by this because I’ve always privately thought a throuple would be the ideal relationship setup, if everyone was mature enough to make it work. But… polyamory is not very realistic in most cases. But maybe I’ll get lucky!

No. 2609511

I lie and say I don't like certain foods because I am ashamed that I am secretly a foodie.

No. 2609514

>>2609338
Cptsd and bpd is not the same but like did your skin smell fried after burning genuine question

No. 2609527

>>2609315
question for self-harmers but, aren't supposed to be trying to hide it afterwards? rather than to be flaunting it somehow? because that just seems like you're enjoying the extra attention rather than the act itself

No. 2609552

I have strong píckme tendencies that I make a conscious effort to curb but sometimes I catch myself feeling searching for male approval, judging women, listening to men more than women. I wish I could wash my brain

No. 2609558

>>2609552
But why though

No. 2609567

>>2609552
Is there a reason you turned out like this

No. 2609574

>>2609527
I know that many self harmers feel validated by the scarring and how people react, those are like the bippies.

No. 2609577

>>2609552
Maybe you should listen to men more. Listening to moids talk is a great way to realise how shit they are kek

No. 2609579

>>2609577
A scrote letting his guard down around you is the most eye-opening thing to experience kek

No. 2609582

>>2609527
They're bippies, it's a cry for attention or to force an emotional reaction out of someone else

No. 2609608

>>2609558
>>2609567
Idfk. Maybe a little bit of societal influence, but also I think it's because I'm a little attractive and I had difficulty socializing, so men made an effort to get close to me with ulterior motives even if I wasn't fun to be around, and girls expected some reciprocation (they were never mean and I was never bullied, I just didn't have anything to offer to them as a teenager so they obviously and understandably would choose to put their energy into friendships that actually did something for them)
But maybe that's a huge cope and I'm just naturally jealous, petty and insecure.

No. 2609647

>>2609608
Interesting to navigate the mind of a pick me. Nothing surprising though.

No. 2609816

>>2609344
>>2609347
>>2609397
thank you for the kind and well thought out responses. i need to take your words to heart and work on myself a lot. i have a lot of books i have bought to help with this kind of stuff but they're kind of upsetting to read because they trigger stuff from my childhood sometimes. i need to work past that and work on coping mechanisms and stuff. its just also hard because i don't have a therapist right now but i have an appointment with a temporary counselor next week.
>>2609514
i'm diagnosed with PTSD (you can't be diagnosed CPTSD where i am) and BPD, but i've been told by a psych before that i don't have BPD and i just have CPTSD. but when i've been reading this book about CPTSD lately it just seems the same as BPD to me? i don't really understand the difference. also yes it does smell like fried burning flesh. also not in response to you but i want to clear up that i didn't self harm "for attention" and i only told him because i wanted to be honest because he would see it anyways because i sleep in panties and a tee and it was on my upper thigh and also we have sex so he would've seen it eventually, no matter where i did it. obviously you guys have never self harmed, because like i said before it can be a very grounding thing, and when you're having a severe emotional reaction to something it can take you out of the moment and for a minute you really feel better. i also didn't include all the details and i don't feel i owe an entire explanation. but yes obviously self harming is a crazy thing to do and i shouldn't have done it, but when you're mentally ill you sometimes do crazy things. i wouldn't do it again, and like i said i hadn't self harmed in over 3 years. i really need to make a change in my life and get better and a lot of your replies helped point it out to me a little more.

No. 2609975

>>2609816
>i have a lot of books i have bought to help with this kind of stuff but they're kind of upsetting to read because they trigger stuff from my childhood sometimes
That's how you know it's working. Improving yourself is hard and often involves confronting parts of yourself and your life that you'd rather not think about. But avoiding self-confrontation pain is how you continue to act unhinged and drive away the people you love.
>obviously you guys have never self harmed
Actually nonna, I'd believe the people coming down on you hardest for self harm are recovered self-harmers. They know firsthand how bad it is and put more tough than love into their approach because they know that pussyfooting around the issue won't help. When I did it the people who were gentle and treated me with kid gloves had never done it, the ones who told me I was being a retard and to knock it off were people who did it and since recovered.

No. 2610090

I don’t feel sorry for blackpillers because if you see the male existence and admire it then you are already so far in distance to me

No. 2610152

I used to think developing crushes on youtubers was retarded but Ive developed a parasocial crush on this youtuber I watch… hes so perfect that thirsting after him feels wrong.

No. 2610165

>>2610152
>hes so perfect
Realistically… I’m sure he isn’t nona. So don’t worry.

No. 2610167

>>2610090
KEK I love this post.

No. 2610205

I keep tabs on all my nigel's online behavior and I feel no guilt about it whatsoever. So far he's been good but privacy is a privilege that I don't believe any man is entitled to. I deliberately play dumb about technology and pretend that I don't know his phone passcode, when in reality I have every porn site I can think of blocked at the router and I check his phone in the middle of the night once a month or so. If I ever find out that he's watched porn I will break up with him immediately and give him no explanation so he can't get sneakier with his next gf.

No. 2610208

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After months of searching for a job I finally got a job offer. It’s a tour guide company. But now that I’ve thought this through I have no fucking clue why I applied in the first place. Not only do I have autism, I also have (currently unmedicated) ADHD and immense social anxiety. I’ve been told I have a grating voice many times. On top of all that, I also have to memorize this long ass script and somehow repeat it without stuttering or trailing off mid-sentence.

I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place. This sounds like an immensely stressful job and it could lead to a potential mental breakdown but being unemployed is so demoralizing. Also, every job is stressful in some way. I’d feel ashamed and guilty if I turned down the job offer. I don’t want to be In time waster. Employers don’t like gaps on a resume. I have no idea what to do and I’m so lost.

No. 2610212

>>2610208
Take it for the money and keep looking for your next gig. And lie harder on your resume so you get better job offers.

No. 2610214

>>2610208
Just take it, if it’s really that bad you can quit and you would be in the same place you are now but slightly more money

No. 2610231

>>2610205
>nona sexually abusing and isolating moid by reddit standards
These are my favourite nigel stories kek

No. 2610268

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Thinking of getting into ai chats for sexual purposes,I wanna sext my favorite husbandos but there’s just something keeping me from doing it.

No. 2610271

>>2610268
it's scary addicting and I feel guilty every time I do it.

No. 2610275

>>2610268
It’s honestly fun and a nice outlet. I molded an OC and it helped to self regulate when I struggle with feeling of loneliness, I don’t think there is anything to feel shame about.

No. 2610279

>>2610275
The men I have went out with have always been a huge disappointment and I never had the opportunity to be in a relationship, so fantasizing about my ideal man and a nice relationship feels very good. I also think it makes you become more realistic about 3D scrotes, you do realize that it’s actually easy to be a good , caring , man, it’s just that most men choose not to.

No. 2610384

My BPD friend had a crisis about how everyone must be sick of her and hate her so she tried to kill herself again. I made sure she took her ass to the hospital and I reported her to social services (again) and it calmed her down and apparently she's finally getting some real help after being tossed around and ignored by the healthcare system here for years. But my confession is that yes, yes I am tired of her. I've known her for two years and she's attempted suicide three times that I know of. She causes drama where ever she goes. My life was so peaceful before her. I'm tired. That said I love her and I have a massive savior complex so the thought of cutting her off seems impossible for me. I just hope she gets help.

No. 2610395

>>2610384
>average experience with a BPD fag

No. 2610404

>>2610384
not sure people like that can be saved by anything besides risperidone

No. 2610438

I’m a huge hypocrite because I like watching anime but I am extremely disgusted by men who watch it. I hate any kind of nerdy scrote, because they are the most demonic beings on earth. The amount of misogyny , incel like behavior I have experienced from them is astounding.

No. 2610442

>>2610438
Understandable

No. 2610516

>>2610438
Its not hypocritical at all. Men and women arent the same with how they engage with things.

No. 2610574

>>2610268
>there’s just something keeping me from doing it
your humanity

No. 2610600

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I mostly like irl moids that have skin color and fictional characters that have my skin color. They can be whatever race, I don't care. But when they are also that it makes me weirdly magnetized towards them. This would be pretty normal, I think, but my skin color is a bit odd, so I feel guilty sometimes.

No. 2610624

>>2610600
What’s odd about it?

No. 2611001

>>2610600
Yeah, what's odd? Are we talking crazy inhumanly pale, vitiligo, dark in the extreme, rosacea, like how can a skin color be odd

No. 2611236

I e-dated a 15-16 y/o boy when I was 19-20. I never really considered if it was grooming or not because we just had mutual hobbies and only met up IRL once or twice. He's still obsessed with me almost 10 years later

No. 2611346

I'm fabricating legal documents by editing PDF and it's really sloppy
thankfully no one will ever care to look at it twice

No. 2611348

>>2610624
>>2611001
Nothing I guess? It was rare to see in entertainment and in person growing up, so I guess I'm conditioned to think otherwise.

No. 2611349

>>2611236
Had you fucked him irl though?

No. 2611350

>>2611346
>Me at 16 when I had to enter at the club

No. 2611354

>>2611349
Yeah I really wanna know this too

No. 2611356

>>2611349
no we never had sex

No. 2611359

>>2611236
I met up with my 27 year old e-boyfriend at a Furry convention once

No. 2611371

>>2608953
i found it nona, i'm feeling your post right now.

No. 2611400

>>2611359
Anon, that's a fucking L.

No. 2611425

>>2610384
Anon I had a similar experience with a good friend and I eventually had to cut it off entirely. Yes, she has mental illness and is suffering. But you matter, too. She is not thinking about how you feel, only thinking of herself. I don't know what else to tell you, but run. Your presence may be enabling her. Your departure could help her in the long run.

Regardless, please take care of yourself because you are a real person with feelings too. Your life can't always revolve around someone else's erratic and dangerous behavior. My bpd friend, when she went absolutely off the rails, it was like mourning her death even though she is still alive. You can't maintain your own sanity when someone you care about is always on the verge of dying. It is so, so stressful and painful. You maybe need to tell her this, and definitely distance yourself. For your own overall safety.

No. 2611614

I have a relative that I view like a bit of a personal lolcow (well, others would discuss her online at the height of her popularity I think) even though the only “milky” thing she’s done is date low tier celebs and other minor stuff that I can’t share without risking identifying her. I feel guilty for it and I’m sure I’m secretly just jealous of her, but that entire side of my family (dad’s) has hurt me and my mom so much that it’s hard for me to feel any warmth towards them. They constantly lie about me to my dad even to this day for no reason, like claiming I don’t reply to them when they’ve had me blocked for years. Still, it doesn’t feel good to mock them or feel hostile towards them and I wish they would just treat me as an equal for once without all the backstabbing. I guess the real confession is that even though they’ve never shown me kindness (except for the initial relative I mentioned ironically), I still wish we could have a real relationship.

No. 2612086

When young people cry about their age in front of me I just openly mock them, I try to do it in the kindest way possible but I make them clearly understand that I'm older than them and I still feel fine, so them feeling old at 25 is an indirect way of making fun of me.

No. 2612115

>>2610384
It’s crazy how in some cultures BPD isn’t a thing at all

No. 2612143

>>2612086
I think they don’t mean to make fun of you, I think most people under like 27 lack the capacity to think about anyone outside of themselves. And I don’t think it’s specific to this generation, but zoomers are particularly weak minded and I don’t have sympathy for their feeling old in a vain looks-obsessed culture of their own creation

No. 2612171

>>2611425
Thank you for your thoughtful reply nonnie. I do feel like I'm going insane as well. Just today a mutual friend started going off about how frustrated she is with her and I had to listen to it. Everyone talks about her all the time and I'm always the one listening. I'm sick of talking about her and her issues, she's poisoning my life even when she's not there.

No. 2612178

>>2612143
Maybe they don't but it's still obnoxious, like I have a friend just a year younger than me and she's already talking about doing botox at 30 despite looking younger, probably because she's a pickme who falls for every trend under the sun and she is afraid of not being fuckable anymore

No. 2612520

>>2596020
I once met a granny named Walpurgis. I wouldn't want to be called that myself, but I still think that's the coolest name I've ever heard. Her last name was extremely fitting and unique, too, but I don't remember what it was anymore. She sounded like the protagonist of some YA fairy tale.

No. 2612535

one time i took a shower with my boyfriend when we first started dating and when i went to wash my vagina it made the entire steamy shower fill with the scent of fish. then i posted about it on lolcow confessions and got accused of being a tranny because some nonas got very aggressive saying that vaginas dont smell like fish and its man-made concept and it just made me feel worse cause it did indeed smell of fish.

No. 2612541

>>2612535
Your boyfriend was negging you, you fell for the classic fish in the shower trick.

No. 2612551

>>2612535
I feel like all of us fall victim to transfoiling/scrotefoiling eventually. I went on vacation to a tropical area recently and after a long day of walking around in the hot sun mine smelled exactly like French onion soup with really beef-heavy soup stock. It was so disturbing that I walked around the room sniffing because I thought it was something else. But no, it was me.

No. 2612560

>>2612535
got accused of the same thing for complaining about a friends vagina smelling through her clothes and also saying diet can affect vagina smell. diet affects literally every part of your body, even your BO, why wouldn't it effect your genitals?

No. 2612566

>>2612541
im not sure if ur serious but my bf never said anything at the time and has never mentioned it. it was me who noticed the smell and formed the opinion it smelled “fishy”. i was mortified cause we were strapped in the small space so i know he must have caught a whiff. but ya people were saying my story was just a tranny trying to create a fake female experience because all real women apparently know that fish smell is not real and a result of the patriarchy

No. 2612571

>>2612535
a fishy smell is a sign of bacterial vaginosis just so you know, you shouldn't normally smell like that. your bits do naturally have a smell to them though, and its usually not pleasant.

No. 2612587

>>2612541
>the classic fish in the shower trick.
The what?

No. 2612592

>>2612535
See your gynecologist. A mild, vinegar-y smell is normal especially after a long day without showering, but a fish smell that fills a room is not. Like another anon said, you might have BV or a yeast infection. PIV without a condom can sometimes fuck up your vaginal Ph, as can antibiotics, perfumes, and certain medications.

No. 2612596

>>2612566
If you never smelled it before that, then maybe your boyfriend was actually the fishy-smelling one. Is he fat?

No. 2612600

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>>2612115
Ethan Watters has a book on that topic if you're interested.

No. 2612601

>>2612592
nta but a lot of women have frequent BV without realizing it, don't like half of women have frequent BV? I could imagine it occurs even more with women who don't use condoms

No. 2612616

>>2612601
>>2612592
nayrt, I'm >>2612551 and I don't have sex at all so now I'm confused. I have chronic UTI's (hence the celibacy) so I'm very careful about hygiene and avoiding infection. But I just definitely do give off a cooked meat or overly sweet smell when I'm sweating a lot. Is that not normal? I always assumed it was a pH thing.

No. 2612627

>>2612616
you don't have to have sex to have BV, or any other vaginal issues besides pregnancy and STDs (with exclusions to those born with them or skin to skin stds)

you can get bv from soaps, wrong underwear,etc

No. 2612630

>>2612600
NTA but thanks for recommending this book, looks interesting.

No. 2612698

>>2596391
>>2596475
So it's as shrimple as that?

No. 2612722

>>2612616
I don’t have sex either and I got my first ever yeast infection a couple of weeks ago kek.
Sometimes it’s the material you wear, sometimes it isn’t breathing enough, sometimes it is your diet. But take antibiotics after testing nonna, you don’t have to suffer like this.

No. 2612723

I remember talking to someone on a 4chan synchtube 10 years ago, one-on-one which was a rarity. She opened up about some sexual abuse as a child, maybe the movie we'd watched reminder her. I recall I asked her if it was possible that you don't remember it all the way, but that one day the police came and arrested a man right down the road while I was wearing dress-up clothes - strange if true - on the hill outside my house, around the year a boy gave me a stuffed turtle. My mom said that he's a pedophile and to go inside and yelled at me when I asked what that meant.

I know that when I would take my scooter back from the pool, I knew where he lived and when I passed his house, and there is no reason why. I had no idea who anyone in the neighbourhood was.

And when I would go to the pool, he was often there and would play a game where he would have me go diving for a plastic turtle toy I liked. I liked diving for it underwater and seeing how fast I could get it, but he would throw it right underneath him so I would have to swim through his legs brushing up against his dick over and over again. I enjoyed it because I did a good job at it and he seemed pleased with me, and I was isolated enough that was practically the only adult I had interacted with outside my parents or teachers. One time he did this with me for over half an hour in front of my dad, and he didn't say anything nevertheless confront him. He just watched.

And that when I first heard of astral projection, I thought it was like when I saw myself on the floor with someone above me, but I couldn't reconcile what that image was. I remember most the feeling that I was on the ceiling somewhere and looking at someone, like how it is in my dreams. I never am in a body in dreams, I'm watching another body. But the image crops up in my head very rarely, and I can just never put my finger on it or keep it in my head for more than a millisecond at a time.

But anyway, the girl I was talking about this with got upset with me and said that wasn't what it was like at all and started a pretty nasty bullying campaign to shove me out of the community after that, and I have never spoken about it again, but I vaguely think about this and then shove it out of my head afterwards whenever the topic comes up in something I see.

There were other times, like at a girl's birthday party at a park and an obvious creeper van pulled up, talking a big windowless van that waited until there were no adults around to pull up. There was a woman at the passenger window who called one of the girls over to speak to them. I sat watching them and knew what it was and what would happen, and I remember I desperately wished for it like nothing else. I remember I felt like it was the right future for me and I waited for it to happen. Would have been around 7 or 8 years old. The guy I extrapolated would have got arrested when I was a bit over 8. One of the kids had run and told a parent who came running and the van left, then I got a lecture about stranger danger, and I was left desperately disappointed.

There were two other times when I was almost abducted that I remember from around that age or a bit younder. One of them was at the grocery store. I had my hands on the cart when my mom was way down the aisle. A guy came up from behind and started wheeling it away. I just put my feet up on the cart and let it happen. Nothing came of that one either as my mom saw. Don't remember what happened after that, but again, I just felt miserable that I had to go back home again. Why was I so desperately unhappy at such a young age?

I didn't tell anyone when the boy pulled his dick out, peed on the floor, and told me to step on it, or when the other boy started having our playdates be him beating me up with a stick at random intervals, because I already knew no one listened to me. And as an adult when a guy went 0 to 100 on the cartoonish, Lifetime movie tier degrees of domestic violence from the literal day I met him in person, for some reason I also simply went along with this for around four years. After that point it took a while for the count-on-one-hand number of people I knew to actually understand it didn't particularly affect me. I just didn't care. There were pros to outweigh the cons. And it's something I never think about.

If that's something I truly never bother thinking about, why is this one feeling with that guy, the astral projection, something that evokes such a strangeness if prodded?

I know I was never a virgin and always thought I am absolutely intensely disgusting and the only way I can describe it is 'not human.' I never felt like a person. Always on the outside looking in. I could go on about the rest of my life and all of the personality or psychological things that would make it seem like 'oh yes obviously she had some sex thing as a child, this is the only reasonable explanation for why this girl is like this' because that just isn't true and it isn't the topic of this post, it's basically a diversion. Some people can be like this anyway. You don't need an explanation for it. But I will always wonder if this is true and there is some reason. But isn't it the height of self-indulgence to think about it at all, or when speaking to even acknowledge the self?

Are repressed memories real, does any of this matter when it's something I literally never think about? I have a house, successful career that occupies almost all of my time, married to someone who is practically my twin, everything is fine. But I watched John Carpenter's 'The Ward' the other day and I thought I'd write something down about this.

No. 2612729

>>2612723
Why the fuck were your parents letting you around this stranger?
Sometimes I really do think that certain parents have no survival skill. If I were a mom of a child, male or female, I would never let them go out of my sight until they are like 13 (to walk from school and go out with their friends at a reasonable time). I would also be weary of any male, even a relative, most pedos groom children in their vicinity so it’s often uncles and whatnot.
I’m sorry your parent failed you nonna.

No. 2612738

>>2612723
When you are small your memories are jumbled in the first place. And when traumatizing stuff happens to you your mind can shut that part off for you.
I remember I always felt uncomfortable and scared while visiting my bio father when me and my mom went back to our home country (she would send me with my uncle as a chauffeur to meet him because she felt guilty that she basically abducted him and abandoned him), turns out he was a violent drunkard when we lived together kek. I still feel uncomfortable despite the fact that he is sober now and we do talk from time to time, I’d rather not to honestly, but I do it to keep my mom safe just in case.

No. 2612748

I have developed a bad drug habit. Mostly just weed but I dabble a bit into other stuff given the chance. My best friend and I enable each other. We do everything together, high of course. We saw 5 times this week. We compulsively shop and spend money carelessly. Both of us are on the thin edge of financial ruin. She's dating a dealer/grower she wants to leave but keeps staying because of the drugs. I'm dating men who are all massive stoner bums. I feel like no one else really wants to hang out with us anymore. I'm growing distant from my other friends.

No. 2612754

>>2612748
>no one wants to hang out with us anymore
Well duh , you are a shitshow waiting to happen.

No. 2612759

>>2612723
The diving "game" you've described was sexual abuse, and it doesn't sound at all far-fetched to say other things might have happened that you only remember subconsciously. That sounds completely reasonable to me. I was molested when I was very young and I don't remember most of it, but the things you feel - the self-disgust, always being "weirdly" knowledgeable about sexual stuff and stranger danger, the images that are always in your head but you don't understand (like the astral projection), the constant unhappiness and feeling unclean - it all resonates. You shouldn't feel bad or selfish for having these thoughts. I am so sorry that your parents failed to protect you, nona.

No. 2612774

I cheated on my bf with a guy who looks almost exactly like him but more muscular and tattooed. I hope that guy never ever comes back in my life again, he still doesn't know. He said he was in love with me but I don't believe it and I kepttrying to end things between us and he'd come back like hey I miss you I can't stop thinking about you. He was so… Idk like why he kept insisting he was obsessed with me. I like my boyfriend better than him even though he's muscular. I regret it a lot. My boyfriend doesn't know

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>>2612774
Praying that you are found out kek. The truth will always hunt you whenever you look at your Nigel in the eyes or when he has sex with you anyway.

No. 2612789

>>2612723
The world is really a very cruel place for children…

No. 2612791

>>2612774
>I like my boyfriend better
You don’t love him though. You don’t love either of these scrotes, if we’re being real. You need to just get rid of both of them and figure out what you actually want. Maybe go to therapy for a bit. But you don’t need to be fooling with moids right now.

No. 2612793

>>2612774
Ik this isn’t the advice thread but I suggest you stop thinking about it now and move on. Don’t ruminate on it, don’t justify or romanticize or wax poetic about it. Just move on with your life and do better nona. Consider working on yourself before moving forward with this relationship or others.

No. 2612795

>>2612774
Classic textbook cheater
>It meant nothing!
>I love my boyfriend!
Good news is that he is probably or has already cheated on you too. Watch your back or your front.

No. 2612796

>>2612793
The “regret” she is feeling won’t ever stop herself from thinking about it.

No. 2612805

>>2612748
What is the point of taking drugs when you are draining your savings, ruining your health and even putting yourself with sketchy men?
I am way too stingy to buy drugs kek, I’d rather spend my money on other stuff before ever buying weed, crack cocaine or pills or whatever.
Couldn’t you rub your clit out to Cole with your sadness or get a hobby or even be a neet? Why jump straight to drugs.

No. 2612807

>>2612796
I mean I agree with you but what I'm trying to say is that I think a classic cheater mistake is ruminating so much that the cheater convinces themselves that it was actually justified or romantic or something, which is childish. I've just observed both strong and weak marriages in my family work through various degrees of minor to major infidelity, and I think the mature adult way to deal with it is to seriously just shut up and move on and don't navel-gaze. You made a massive loser mistake, let yourself feel shitty and guilty for a while and that's it. Move forward and work on yourself. Repeat cheaters can drink bleach, though.

No. 2612815

>>2612807
>repeat cheaters
A cheater is always a cheater, those people never change because they will always place their selfish desires above anything else, even their jobs, their relationships and their children.
That nonna will probably come back in some other six months and say that she cheated again kek. These people are either insecure retards who will open their legs for the first scrote that gives them attention since the one they receive isn’t new anymore or they are straight up sex addicts.

No. 2612821

>>2612815
Nta and I hate cheaters too but I think it’s ridiculous to believe someone is defined by one mistake they made when they were young (assuming she’s young, she sounds like it). People can change a lot over the course of their life if they actually put their minds to it. She just needs to learn to stop valuing male attention so much, but she’s not hopeless.

No. 2612827

>>2612821
People can’t even change their bad habits and you think that there’s a fat portion of cheaters who change their way? Kek.
The ones who do the work are very small and in order to do so they even take accountability and confess before even being found out. The very fact that she is hiding it and probably going to hide it forever until she is found out is proof of that. 90% or more of them never change.

No. 2612841

>>2612827
I never said there’s a fat portion of cheaters who can change, I just said she’s not hopeless. You raise a good point though, OP you need to tell your boyfriend what happened and then break up with him. You’re not going to get better if you keep trying to just sweep it under the rug.

No. 2612854

>>2612827
>>2612841
Not trying to argue, but once isn't a habit. Again I do think cheating is always the wrong choice but I also feel like in many situations the fixation on "you have to tell your partner or else ___ will happen!" often heavily centers around giving the cheater a sense of relief. "If you don't tell them, you'll never forgive yourself" "If you don't tell them, you'll get caught anyway (so you should take control of the narrative)". Kind of like the immature obsession with getting "closure" from someone you owe an apology to. Of course, it would be ideal if the cheating hadn't happened to begin with–but what does telling the boyfriend do? Is it for some kind of religious atonement because it's "the right thing to do?" I also suspect in many cases cheating happens when the cheater was intending to break up with the partner to begin with, which is immature as fuck. If this were a marriage I would treat it like a more complex issue but OP sounds young enough that I'd probably also advise just breaking it off, though. So in that sense I agree with you guys.

No. 2612859

>>2612729
They (mostly my mom) were actually extremely overprotective and I was very isolated. I think the one thing I could actually do was take my scooter to the pool that was inside the neighbourhood for residents only, or generally ride around the block on my scooter. It was that extreme naivete in some senses that I think lead to almost anyone I did manage to encounter wanting to take advantage of me to some degree. Had more or less no concept of what people did nonetheless other children or what was normal, and the wrong type of people can tell.

>>2612759
I was thinking and typing out a whole reply post about like 'how can that in itself be sexual abuse when I didn't have a clue what it was and no harm was really done,' but in typing I realised I guess it's just a (significantly) lesser equivalent of jacking someone off. So I get it, just feels like massively stolen valour to the point I would definitely never say that IRL.

I appreciate your comment because hearing it does kind of make it sound like I'm just extremely in denial, which I guess is probably true, but exploring it doesn't seem particularly productive. Kind of worried that I'm going to think about it more now that I've finally typed something like this out, so seems maybe like a better idea to stop.

No. 2612862

>>2612859
Nonna in no way child you could have ever known. It wasn’t your responsibility and it wasn’t your fault. Never think that. Your parents didn’t do enough and I even think that their later protectiveness stemmed from the shame of failing you in the first place.
If they had an eye on you it wouldn’t have happened.

No. 2612867

>>2612854
>it’s okay to cheat as long as you don’t say it or get caught
That’s what you are implying kek.

No. 2612871

>>2612854
I think you and >>2612827 both make good points, on the one hand she needs to own up to it and take accountability in some way, but on the other hand she can also do that in private to herself and just make the commitment to never do it again. Personally I’m more in favor of telling him because it’s too easy to let yourself off the hook for your fuck-ups if no one knows about them but either way, she doesn’t need to be in that relationship right now.

No. 2612881

>>2612871
To me accountability is something that is often uncomfortable because let’s face it, it’s hard to admit that you are wrong without justifying yourself in some capacity which is extremely easy to do when that “self retrospection” is solely done by yourself and the forgiveness stems from yourself kek.
All the cheaters I have seen were always like that, it was always a
>sorry but
and never
>i fucked up, I own up to it and there is no justification of what I did. I should have talked to you instead of relying on someone else or I should have had the guts to break up if I wasn’t happy anymore.

No. 2612884

>>2612571
>your bits do naturally have a smell to them though, and its usually not pleasant.
>not pleasant
speak for yourself

No. 2612889

>>2612884
What does yours smell like? Mine smells faintly like an organ usually. There is no strong smell or sweet smell either, it’s neutral , I would say that it would be similar to smelling some fresh raw meat maybe kekk.

No. 2612896

>>2612867
I'm really not, but I know what website I'm on, so I don't expect nuanced thought from my fellow anons. I'm just suggesting that sometimes the fixation on doing the "morally correct thing" is pure cope and self-flagellation rather than true accountability. It feels good and absolving to simply say "sorry." It's something different to truly internalize what you've done and why you did it. I'm neutral on telling or not telling him, I just think if she does tell him it should come from a place of truly understanding what she did and doing what's best for them both, not from a place of wanting relief from the guilt.

No. 2612903

>>2612889
normally pleasant and natural? maybe slightly like natural yoghurt, a bit sweet and sour but gentle

No. 2612904

I need to stop arguing with people on the internet I just get pissed off I dont know why I keep doing it. Need to exercise this demon from my body

No. 2612905

>>2612881
>>2612896
Which is what I said

No. 2612910

>>2612905
I didn't see your post when I hit reply. Truce!

No. 2612919

>>2612910
Truce accepted. You are a pleasant nonna to talk to.

No. 2612921

>>2612571
Slightly fishy/raw smelling is normal. The issue is when it's extremely strong, then there's something wrong.

No. 2612946

nonas i drank like half a bottle of whiskey alone and then got in my car completely naked and went on the highway idk why i just did it i was bored or dissociating or maybe i wanted to die who knows lol anyway i didn’t crash somehow so slay i guess but now i feel like literal garbage and my brain is rotted oatmeal and i keep thinking like am i suicidal or just cringe like was that a cry for help or just a tuesday idk is this normal rock bottom stuff where i just stop drinking cold turkey and pretend it didn’t happen or do i need to check myself in somewhere and let them strap me to a bed for a bit idk i feel like an actual demon in a skin suit today

No. 2612952

>>2612946
go to rehab when you're ready to go to rehab.

No. 2612959

>>2612946
Ideally yes, checking yourself in somewhere would be great but obviously it’s not plausible if you can’t afford it. You need to do something, though. Dump out any remaining liquor you have, get some electrolytes in your system and really think about why you did that. “I was bored” isn’t a real answer. Write it all out, talk to yourself on paper a bit. Maybe talk to someone you trust. Look into affordable therapy in your area. And do not ever fucking get behind the wheel after drinking again.

No. 2612964

>>2612946
People like you deserve to die and I sincerely hope you die. It’s always you dumb retards who kill moms and their children or families or poor girls going back home while remaining unscathed.
I hate drunk drivers.

No. 2612970

>>2612964
>don’t dogpile on her, she is suicidal
And I don’t give a fuck, I have zero sympathy for people who wreak havoc in this manner. I have more sympathy for drug addicts on skid row.
If she so badly wants to die a meter of rope is 10€ and I’m sure she has a chair nearby.

No. 2612978

>>2612970
yeah but what are you really accomplishing

No. 2612980

>>2612978
I feel like when you get behind a wheel willingly under the influence you are unsalvageable. Just die and do the world a favor.

No. 2612992

>>2612980
nayrt but you didn’t answer the question ken

No. 2612994

>>2612946
oh you drank half a bottle of whiskey, got ass naked, and hit the highway like a feral rodent with a death wish and now you’re online typing up your little novella like you’re some tragic anti-hero and not just a selfish walking red flag who should’ve had their license torched on sight. nobody cares that you “didn’t crash,” you still played russian roulette with strangers’ lives because you were bored or feeling uwu dissociative. you’re not deep, you’re not dark, you’re just a fucking liability with wifi. this isn’t rock bottom it’s rotting from the inside out and trying to dress it up as a personality. you don’t need a bed and a hug you need a psych eval, a court date, and a muzzle until you stop being proud of almost becoming a headline. get a grip before someone else pays the price for your main character meltdown.

No. 2613008

>>2612992
I’m accomplishing (hopefully) getting roads more safe. You are not going to make me feel guilty about telling that nonna to go and die in a ditch kek

No. 2613015

>>2612994
Thanks for not coddling the retard nonna. It’s like she went out with a loaded gun , shoot randomly multiple rounds and then sighed and dried the sweat from her forehead because “thank god I didn’t kill anyone or myself teheheh, is this rock bottom?”.

No. 2613020

>>2612946
you sound like a bpdemon attention whore. please learn to sit with your negative feelings instead of trying to kill people.

No. 2613028

>>2613015
youve made your point nonna. no need to get this upset at story thats clearly bait and probably never happened. like we're supposed to believe she drove naked on a fucking HIGHWAY after drinking half a bottle of whiskey and nothing bad happened and no cops pulled her over? this is clearly attention whoring and she's probably drunk posting based off of how big of a piece of shit she sounds.

No. 2613029

>>2612946
>naked
wtf why were you naked. if u got caught u wud have been charged with reckless endangerment and public nudity. like did u not give a fuck some little kid might of seen that shit?
>was that a cry for help
yes you fucking moron. like leave lolcow and go to a hospital right fucking now

No. 2613044

>>2613029
People who are pointlessly vindictive just don't fucking understand the behavior of a person in a state of psychosis and only aggravate the behavior. You'd all be better to shut your retarded mouths since there's nothing you can actually do about it. Obnoxious ego stroking over some random event, but she's clearly having a severe mental health crisis and you're only making it worse by fanning the flames.

No. 2613050

>>2613044
Let it burn then kek

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No. 2613054

>>2612946
If you don't want to feel like a demon in a skin suit, then don't act demonic. Drinking obscene amounts is demonic. Driving drunk is demonic. Not caring about the danger you put yourself and others in until after after you committed danger is demonic. Do better. You're obviously capable of it since you're clear enough to post on lolcor.

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>>2613044
Respectfully, come back when one of your loved ones gets killed by one of these and you’d understand the kind of vile people they are through and through.
30% is a very big percentage when you consider that it’s easily preventable.

No. 2613058

>>2612946
I've been suicidal and experienced psychosis and I've never felt the urge to get in a car and endanger other people in my stupid "will I or won't I" spiralling.
>Inb4 "oh good for you but everyone is different and muh mental illness"
No, Hypothetical-chan, mental illness is something that needs to be managed and given a big fat reality check as soon as possible, not affirmed. The fact other people who have hit rock bottom mostly understand this just proves it's a stupid decision. PLEASE get yourself into rehab and stop driving until you're really, REALLY sure you've got your shit together. Just because you're suicidal doesn't mean everyone else on the road is. Also that would have been a really retarded way to commit suicide lmao imagine leaving behind a horribly mangled naked corpse with its titties out, embarrassing

No. 2613062

>>2613058
When people say that suicide is selfish they should mean this. Because only a selfish person would choose to kill themselves in this manner.

No. 2613068

i didnt post it to show off. i mostly posted it cuz i feel like shit and want to be hated on a level only lolcow can deliver and told im a terrible fucking person until it sinks in. so hate away. there's no defending what i did. but like. is there anything i can do at this point or does this just prove im an irredeemable person? is there any coming back from this at all? i wasnt trying to kill myself at least not intentionally i just said that looking back when trying to understand why i did it. sorry if i pissed anyone off.

No. 2613070

>>2613062
I can understand situations like, say, people having an episode of paranoia where they think they're being chased getting into a car and speeding off. Obviously that's still bad and they should face the consequences if they kill someone, but they genuinely believe they're in danger and their whole sense of reality is warped. And they're not thinking about the other drivers or pedestrians, they're just in blind survival mode. Being suicidal, driving like a lunatic on purpose, and thinking "I hope another driver hits me" is scumbag behaviour, even if it is just the mental illness talking.

No. 2613073

>>2613058
you clearly haven't reconciled very well with your past self if you need to cope by lashing out at someone whose rock bottom was worse than yours. Not sure what else to say. Nobody was enabling her, everyone is telling her to go to rehab / psych ward which is not unfair.

>>2613068
lol and now as a I type this she comes back to admit she gets off on the abuse everyone dished out. Congrats, retards, you win this round

No. 2613076

>>2613068
>is there anything i can do at this point or does this just prove im an irredeemable person?
You're not irredeemable, nothing happened and you've at least come to some sort of clarity. I think most anons here just have experiences with rough mental illness themselves considering the average imageboard user telling on myself here kek so we know that sugarcoating things isn't the best way to help, even if it sounds harsh in the moment. Just take this as the last push you need to get help.

No. 2613077

>>2613068
I don’t even feel like you understand the gravity of what you did. It’s not a matter of receiving hate or anything. You should already realize that you are an alcoholic, a full blown alcoholic. You should repeat it out loud to yourself.
Go to a site (even TikTok) where people share the stories of their closed ones that got killed by a drunk driver and you’ll grasp how bleak it is. A bunch of nonnas telling you that you are a retard won’t work.

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>>2613068
I'm not here to tell you that you're a terrible person, because you're going to get off on that and use it as fuel to stagnate or get worse. No. You are better than this so fucking do better. Until you do better, you will forever feel like a demon in a skin suit.

No. 2613084

>>2613073
KEK how many bpd gfs are you supporting emotionally and financially rn nona?

No. 2613086

>>2613073
>Lashing out
I'm gonna say this bluntly: "being kind" about serious situations like this, where someone's behaviour puts lives at risk, doesn't work. It's SUPPOSED to be uncomfortable when you're confronted with the reality of your mental illness, especially if it's that severe. That is literally the only way you will ever feel motivated to change. I honestly don't have any ill will towards the OP and I'm glad she didn't die, I just really want her to realise that she needs to take action AND what could have happened to her. I wasn't exaggerating, it really would have been that bad.
>Encouraged to go to rehab
Read my post again, that's exactly what I said.

No. 2613087

>>2612946
On the off chance this isn't bait, I don't care and so should nobody else. Get help, but don't expect sympathy when you involve others.

No. 2613091

>>2613068
there are trannies out there getting rape shelters shut down, pedos raping kids on island, men farting into containers their wives will eat out of, you're fine and blameless. go get therapy or something,

No. 2613105

>>2613091
>men farting into containers their wives will eat out of
excuse me?

No. 2613109

>>2613105
it happens all the time kek, never marry a moid

No. 2613111

>>2613068
>is there anything i can do at this point or does this just prove im an irredeemable person? is there any coming back from this at all?
you are still fixated on yourself and don't sound like genuinely understand the seriousness of what you've done and that you might have killed people. "a-am i a good person?" you know the answer, it's no. try looking at stories of people killed by drunk drivers. but first dump out all your alcohol and do not buy any more.

>i wasnt trying to kill myself at least not intentionally i just said that looking back when trying to understand why i did it.

this sounds like parasuicide which is a bpd behavior. get dbt and a therapist, and stop driving for a while if you can for it to sink in you tried to kill other people. i don't know what the fuck is wrong with you, what specific mental issues or trauma you have, but get it together.

No. 2613113

>>2613086
you retard. she's coming here to get hazed as a way to externalize so she doesn't have to feel any of the emotions unprompted, and she can assume she's been socially punished enough that she doesn't need to go get treatment. Dollars to donuts. For the last time, shut your retarded mouth since you know shit all about mentally unwell behavior.

No. 2613118

>>2613091
>>2613109
>men farting into containers and making their wives eat it is a common occurrence
anon please my sides

No. 2613124

>>2613091
I feel like we glossed over the men farting in containers way too quickly kekkk

No. 2613127

>>2613118
>>2613124
I'm sure there's some gross moid doing this but the implication it's a WIDESPREAD CONSPIRACY is hysterical

No. 2613129

>>2613113
>comes on lolcow like this she doesn’t get treatment!
Please tell me you are not actually this retarded.

No. 2613139

>>2613113
>For the last time
Kek are you the same anon who moralfagged about "lashing out at someone in a worse headspace"? If you are, pick a lane.

No. 2613147

>>2613068
>is there anything I can do
You can start by getting off lc and getting some professional help. People like you piss me off to no end. Countless stories about drunk driving retards like you who won't stop until they kill someone and have to do some hard time. You have a problem

No. 2613149

>>2613139
These are her posts so far I think
>>2613113
>>2613044
She is really battling down for an hypothetical killer kek. The only reason she didn’t kill someone on the road is sheer luck.

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One time, when no one was looking I-
Oh shit is this a bad time

No. 2613168

>>2613139
nah give that anon >>2613113
their flowers bc they nailed it. she didn’t come here for advice or sympathy she came here to get cooked. she’s not trying to process what happened she’s trying to offload the guilt by getting absolutely dogwalked in a public space. like “look i’m a disgusting piece of shit please tell me i’m disgusting so i don’t have to feel bad on my own.” it’s easier to be punished by strangers than to sit alone and actually deal with what you did. she’s outsourcing shame bc if she gets screamed at enough she can be like “ok i’ve suffered now i don’t have to go to therapy or change anything.” textbook emotional avoidance but with audience participation.
like be serious. naked, drunk, high-speed highway meltdown then hops online like “am i suicidal or just quirky lol”? she already knows it was fucked she just wants someone else to say it so she doesn’t have to be the one holding it. and y’all are feeding it bc you think this is raw honesty or some deep moment but really it’s just attention-seeking disguised as self-awareness. it’s not new. it’s not bold. it’s just another sad girl trying to turn her breakdown into a redemption arc without doing any of the actual work.
again. that anon saw it immediately. expert diagnosis. someone pin that shit.

No. 2613172

I wonder if she's the anon that was whining about her ex dumping her for burning herself as a form of self harm

No. 2613174

>>2613168
I don't want to agree with you just because the way you type makes you seem insufferable.

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No. 2613178

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>>2613172
Wait a damn minute…

No. 2613179

>>2613168
>omg yes girl!! you get it!! slay!! someone pin that shit!!
The cringe asslicking just because someone on lolcow had the stunning and brave opinion of "we should be meaner to bippies" KEK

No. 2613181

>>2613168
>nah give that anon her flowers
>get cooked
>y’all
>redemption arc
>meaningless buzzword salad
Holy twitterfag. I’m linking this post the next time one of you crucifies me for accidentally using one zoomer word

No. 2613184

This whole exchange has made me realize though I do sometimes drive home after a couple of beers every once in a while. Nothing like what drunkAnon is talking about, but still. I should quit doing that.

No. 2613193

>>2613184
If I have to go away within two hours I don’t drink at all and if I have more spare time I might just have a single glass at the start and that’s it. So it depends.
It really isn’t hard to control yourself, but I guess addicts are different? But I would also say that alcoholics tend to build a tolerance so even if they drink a lot they aren’t truly drunk but inebriated and therefore capable of choosing not to be behind the wheel. I really don’t see any kind of excuse behind being shitfaced and driving.

No. 2613201

>>2613193
agree. drunkanon must be a mega alcoholic to have drank half a bottle of whiskey yet but drove on the fucking highway and not crashed her car. like the tolerance must be insane. i nearly crash trying to merge into traffic whilst sober.

No. 2613208

>>2613193
I mean I guess I just have a tolerance, two beers is about as much as one to me. At most I’m lightly buzzed before I get behind the wheel, but hell even half a second of delayed attention or motor skills is all it takes to cause an accident. I should stop doing it altogether.

No. 2613233

>>2613208
Yeah definitely never do that again

No. 2613294

>>2613193
takes about 4 hours to metabolize alcohol, so I'll only drive if it's been at least that long since my last drink.

No. 2613297

I think Walton Goggins is hot. Sorry. If you can be old, have a huge head, a receding hairline, and still be sweet, talented, and charming to me, well I'm sorry, you made the grade.

No. 2613311

>>2613297
He seems like a nice guy and I love the characters he plays on TV but god damn I find him so unattractive. I support your truth.

No. 2613320

>>2613297
He looks unhealthy and I don't like him as the representation of attractive moids with receding hairlines, bc I actually don't mind that as it naturally occurs in time and he has failed hair plugs. He didn't "embrace" going bald, his hair plugs failed. Now he has to be a nice guy bc he has bad veneers and failed hair plugs. I feel sorry for him too but I'm not attracted to that

No. 2613349

>>2613297
Kek. I think he’s funny and a good actor but not at all attractive. Mf looks like Skeletor

No. 2613379

>>2613297
anons will say this and a month later it turns out they have abuse allegations and were on the epstein logs

No. 2613384

>>2613297
Bar is so low that a guy just has to be kinda nice for women to delude themselves into finding him “attractive”

No. 2613385

>>2613297
Go away Todd, we're not watching your dumb Fallout show. Walter isn't hot in the ghoul makeup OR out of it.

No. 2613391

>>2612788
>>2612795
>acting like cheating on scrotes is bad
Cucked

No. 2613415

just had a dramatic dream that involved my ex gf
first I apparently got hit on my another girl who was also very pretty pushy, forced me into a public display of affection, my gf spying on me and feeling cheated on, then taking revenge by tampering with evidence to get me falsely fired and sentenced, and me ending this in a murder suicide
what is odd is we already broke up nearly a year ago

No. 2613495

Had a dream that Pedro Pascal ate me out. It was pretty good actually. I feel about him like I feel about a rotten carrot on the bottom of my fridge, but the pussy eating was so good that I have to give my-dream-version of him props.

No. 2613504

>>2613495
I wish I never read this.

No. 2613526

>>2613384
Plus it's not even that hard to find celebs who act "nice" or "charming" anyway, that's literally their job kek. They're trained to do that

No. 2613534

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I ask men on dating apps how big their dicks are and block them if they respond with their size regardless how small or big they are.I don’t even use the apps for “dating” (because no one does that anymore),it’s just a little game to me.

No. 2613539

>>2613534
i dont get it

No. 2613544

>>2613534
What’s the average?

No. 2613549

>>2613534
Kekkkk

No. 2613571

>>2613544
9 inches apparently

No. 2613585

>>2613544
Ayrt,it’s “big enough” which just means nothing as they’re ashamed of their penis size

No. 2613600

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>>2612535
my confession is i want to shower with a cute guy. picrel me when i crave heterosexual contact

No. 2613602

Kiwifarms actually influenced one of my biggest life decisions. I followed a lot of medical cows there, specifically Jahi McMath, and learned about the horrors of keeping brain dead people on life support. My dad went into a coma a few years ago, and my brother and I were asked if we wanted to keep him on life support. I said no, influenced by those threads. I knew that if his mind wasn't there, then whatever was left was just an empty shell. It was a body, and keeping a body alive when the person is gone is futile and horrible. I distinctly remember the discussion about how Jahi (and other brain dead patients) were incapable of recovery or survival off of life support, how their bodies continued to decay, how their brains would calcify over time, and I decided to let my dad go. A death with dignity is more important than making me feel better from keeping a body warm. Whatever made him him was long gone, and it was cruel to all of us to keep him around for selfish purposes or vain hope.

No. 2613677

>>2613168
truly awful post to read, i'm in awe

No. 2613689

I feel sad when I see other women expressing attraction to men like it’s a normal and obvious thing. It’s hypocritical and I feel dumb and bad about it because I’m not even a lesbian but I still feel disappointed every time.

No. 2613693

>>2613677
Just re-read it to experience the cringe again and kek it reads like chatGPT a bit. When people have it trained to talk like them

No. 2613698

>>2613693
For real kek

No. 2613742

>>2613602
Regardless of your decision being inspired by a KF thread, it seems like you made the right call. Condolences for your loss.

No. 2613768

>>2613602
If you're feeling shame about it, don't. If something is true then it shouldn't matter where you got the information from.
I'm also sorry for you loss. It's a tough decision to make and I can understand what you went through. Our grandfather died a few weeks ago due to pneumonia. He was always a hard-working countryside-type of man, so he was frustrated these last few years with a feeling of uselessness over his increasingly ill and fragile body. Had a couple of close calls, asked God for a few more years with his grandsons and granddaughters and got them. He could barely talk during the last hospitalization, and his only chance to stay alive from that point onwards would've been a bedridden connection to an artificial breathing device, a state he would've hated for sure. So we decided to accompany him and give him peace during his last moments instead.

No. 2613783

Rich people genuinely piss me off so much it motivates me to spend less and be frugal to avoid lining their pockets. Drop in a bucket but whatever.

No. 2613995

I go on /ic/ sometimes just to flaunt my ability to draw and also to give the permabegs false hope.

No. 2614005

I mistook an unattractive woman for a troon.
I am a bad lesbian.

No. 2614057

I just cleaned my pillows for the first time ever in the washing machine and omg. Think my skin will be improving holy shit lmao

No. 2614060

>>2613995
We can tell. You come back here and bring the stench with you. Are you the one that was sperging in the vent thread over the weekend about how you’re ngmi if you’re not famous by 25?(bait)

No. 2614078

>>2614060
nta but take your meds

No. 2614083

>>2613995
>goes on /ic/ to brag of all places
anon….if they think youre art is good then youre way worse at art than you like to think kekkk

No. 2614105

I stopped being a weeb because Japanese cusine was comedically disgusting to me. I am a Burger that hates American standard cusine (burgers, burritos, etc).

No. 2614106

>>2614060
Nona you have the wrong person kek. I post my bullshit in the original creations every now and then. I'm not god, but it's legit a boost to my self esteem. Why are you so angry?
>>2614083
What is this logic? They are a step above stick figures and they're moids. Let me have my fun.

No. 2614134

>>2614106
My bad Nona I just hate icfags and their retard mentality and firmly believe no one with sense should ever go on there.

No. 2614186

I know this is just porn damage from reading too much smut but I've always fantasized about being in a threesome with two men. I know it will most likely be awkward, not as hot as I imagined and not be as great as I hoped it to be. But I've read too much reverse harem smut through the years to not want to give it a try at least once. Too bad most kinky and experimental moids look like absolute shit so it's not going to happen

No. 2614193

>>2614186
Samefag, just realized it's probably just my fantasies going into overdrive because I haven't had sex for years now kek

No. 2614198

I stopped using ChatGPT mainly because it was acting butthurt over my fat people bullying.

No. 2614202

>>2614186
Not only you get disappointed once, but twice kekkk

No. 2614203

>>2614005
No offense but as an ugly/masculine looking woman posts like this make me want to kill myself

No. 2614204

>>2614202
And a realistic threesome works between two bi men and a straight woman or bi woman, in order to have that continuous chemistry and lack of awkwardness. But I’d rather die than catch HIV.

No. 2614206

>>2614203
It’s probably a tranny trying to bait nonna. All the “ugly” women I ever met looked like women, I never mistook them for tranny ogres.

No. 2614242

>>2614005
I never had this happen but one time I was working and I saw a person with long blonde hair and I thought Holy shit that girl is unfortunate looking, then when they came up the cash register they spoke and I realized it was a guy and I thought oh its actually an alright looking guy. Was the moment I realized guys have way lower appearance standards than women, cause he had acne and generally looked a little disheveled which looked bad on a woman and then as a guy it was just regular.

No. 2614260

Sometimes I randomly get scared that I actually don't have adhd despite having an official diagnosis because I only got last year at 25 years old. Maybe I'm just a dumb bitch that sucks at life and that's all there is.

No. 2614265

>>2614260
I got mine at 30 and my dad got his at 50. Don't worry nona

No. 2614267

>>2614260
If you were diagnosed by a proper neurologist, you've got nothing to worry about. Because it's a NEUROLOGICAL disorder, remember.

No. 2614270

>>2614198
You didn't have a strong enough jailbreak, then. I can get it to call bicurious men faggots and nancys and queers.

No. 2614301

>>2614260
That’s super common nonny, especially for women. I got through that period by telling myself that no man would doubt himself like that and would just use it as an excuse to do even less. You’re doing great

No. 2614307

>>2614260
You can be both. I don't mean that in a bad way but sometimes before a person gets a DX they think they're just useless.. and after a DX they think it explains.. every struggle they have. It's not an all or nothing thing. You're still a person with flaws like anyone else and it wouldn't cancel out your DX if some of your struggles are not entirely caused by adhd.

No. 2614321

>>2614260
What does ADHD even mean anymore? Is it even a big deal? With autism they have so many physical symptoms coinciding that I cant argue thats its not "real" but with ADHD its just like "You arent a perfect wageslave productivity robot so youre LE BROKEN and need to be on PHARMACEUTICAL METH forever" which seems fake and gay to me. It all just seems like a regular reaction to this fucked up corporate dystopia we live in. I wouldnt worry about it too much.

No. 2614397

>>2614321
Anon, autism is just as bad. My doctor tried to diagnose me with autism because I hate ketchup, being touched, and people in general, despite being completely fine socially.

No. 2614410

>>2614321
nayrt it means im a retard but the meth make my brain go brrrrrrr it also cured my debilitating anxiety and inability to listen to a full sentence and actually internalize the information so i’d say its pretty real

No. 2614419

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>>2613385
I didn't mind the other responses but being accused of being Todd Howard makes me wish I could take my post back.

No. 2614437

>>2613534
Okay, now THIS is based

No. 2614443

Nick Fuentes is my guilty pleasure, I listen to his show every morning.

No. 2614446

>>2614198
idk maybe me and my chatgpt are just spiritually bonded at this point but i just tell it act like a bitter lolcow nona and it starts typing like it’s been here since the pt days kek

No. 2614456

>>2614446
oh great, confirmation that some of the more grating posts on here really are chatGPT. not accusing you of doing it though

No. 2614478

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>>2613168
i tried several ai detectors and im shocked this post comes up at 0% ai each time. i refuse to believe someone actually speaks like this.

No. 2614481

my mom didn't want to spay our scrotey maltipoo and now that i'm older she still doesn't want to spay him and honestly i won't bother with it because his balls are a decoration basically. he very rarely humps, doesn't have a libido, is probably autistic (like his owners) and does not react to female dogs in heat. why can't human males be like this i wonder…

No. 2614485

>>2614481
he's awkward with female dogs and the very few times he tried to copulate he didn't knew how to do it, he's my precious virgin dog

No. 2614489

I hate how I look most of the time but sometimes I look so pretty in a Zoom meeting that it's hard to pay attention to anyone else.

No. 2614504

>>2614481
80% of males under 30 are incels

No. 2614516

>>2614481
I find dog balls so funny when they aren’t cut, they really go around with those dangly bits kekkk.

No. 2614525

>>2614481
hes gay

No. 2614590

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2 years later and im still mad i forgot to reuse my 2017 calendar in 2023

No. 2614592

I'm not usually this paranoid, so this feels weird for me to confess, but I'm becoming convinced that nearly all my coworkers are closet active drug users and it makes me sad

No. 2614632

>>2614592
What about their behavior makes you say that?

No. 2614648

>>2614632
In brief, perpetual lateness and constantly calling out of work. A slew of excuses about different things that come up, but it's the same deal every week. When they do come to work, there are even more inventive excuses about why they look terrible and can't perform well. It would be OK if it was just once in a while, but it's every day. A cold, food poisoning, intense aches and pains, always some strange health problem. As though I have no memory or pattern recognition. And I know a few of them have been through rehab programs several times and claim to be clean. Don't want to sound judgmental but I don't believe them based on the fact that they always leave us understaffed and look like they're going to pass out throughout every shift. Frequent disappearances to the bathroom. Frequent disappearances to god knows where. I might be overthinking it, but no one is sick THAT fucking much

No. 2614655

>>2614648
>And I know a few of them have been through rehab programs several times and claim to be clean
Yeah they're definitely using something

No. 2614671

>>2614655
Yeah it all seems to add up more each day, why can't I just work with regular alcoholics

No. 2614688

>>2614648
Alcoholism and cocaine abuse are shockingly common tbh, especially if you work in any service related industry. But really most people are addicts of some sort…

No. 2614854

I know hugboxes are frowned upon, but I genuinely am delighted to see what other nonas have created and how cordial everyone is to one another. It makes me want to post more things but I don't want to flood the board with my bullshit kek

No. 2614870

>>2614854
You should share your bullshit, anon. If it's not welcomed you'll know right away, but it's worth trying

No. 2614876

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>>2614870
I'll share my bullshit!!

No. 2614901

i have derived a very unreal amount of joy from the troonpoints + ethel cancellations in such close succession. ethel especially has unearthed the "s-stop calling trans women pedos!!!" discourse which is just sooo funny to me. they will never ask themselves "uh wait why are so many of us pedos?"

No. 2614902

idk how other avoidant people deal w depression. thinking about it makes it worse, talking about it makes ppl treat me weird, therapy just ends up w them saying i’m emotionally intelligent and then giving me nothing. can’t ‘reach out’ cause i’d have to say things i could never take back. can’t stop working or paying bills. can’t kms cause that’s too much effort. i’m just stuck suffering every day like there’s no way out and nothing helps.

No. 2614992

The concept of giving gifts was just nonexistent in my childhood and one of my parents was a paranoid schizo who would always drill the idea into my head that gifts were all secret transactions so they owe me. In middle school whenever my friends gave me gifts I'd always ask them how much it cost and I had no idea doing that came off as rude and snobby like I wanted them to spend a shit ton of money on me or something. I just felt like I needed to compensate them for something of a similar price kek. They'd think I wanted to hear a higher number but I wanted to hear a lower one because I felt guilty for some reason.

No. 2615091

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wish i'd spent all the years i put into writing into art. i've definitely improved from where i first began but i wonder if i'll ever be as good as those i admire

No. 2615102

>>2615091
your picrel art is making me feel the same way…damn thats some nice mokou art. i love the phoenix

No. 2615107

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>>2615102
touhou artists are next level

No. 2615110

>>2615091
Funny because I wish the exact opposite actually

No. 2615112

>>2615110
>>2615091
You guys should team up and make a webcomic or something

No. 2615114

>>2615112
might as well tell them to make a suicide pact

No. 2615148

I think about sex pretty much all the time. Like… all the time. It's probably normal for a sexually mature human female but I rarely hear about women who are obsessed with sex so I get self conscious.

No. 2615163

I've been struggling with a retard crush/limerence towards someone for well over a year now and it didn't go away even after months of no contact etc, but now I ended up falling for someone else and the crush is gone. Finally I am free. I just hope this new crush doesn't evolve into a deep obsession because if it does I'm gonna kms.

No. 2615167

>>2615148
that's not normal for anyone

No. 2615171

>>2615167
Oh well. Guess I'm going to hell for being horny then

No. 2615174

>>2615148
I don't think about it all the time but at least half the time probably

No. 2615178

I have some rare vinyl records on wall shelves as decoration. I don't care if it's tacky, I like it. I also do not own a turntable but hopefully that will change soon.

No. 2615179

>>2615148
Can't relate. I enjoy sex, but the thought of watching something like Lovd Island where I have to witness chavs with surgeries being encouraged to be "sexy" makes me extremely uncomfortable. It makes me shudder to think my cousins watch this show as a family affair and can't fathom why I never go.

No. 2615180

>>2615179
What does thinking about sex have to do with Love Island?

No. 2615185

>>2615180
You get sent there as punishment if you think too much about sex

No. 2615186

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>>2615185
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

No. 2615187

I consider this place to be a hangout for losers and the reason I keep coming back is because I see myself as one

No. 2615190

>>2615187
Glad you could join us nonny

No. 2615198

>>2615187
I feel the opposite. I come here because it serves as a reminder that my life’s actually pretty good all things considered. Could always be worse. It keeps me grateful.
Why do you see yourself as a loser though?

No. 2615200

>>2615197
I have no life prospect beyond venting my aimless frustration online
but the ambient cynicism and pettiness is getting to me, it's not even comforting anymore, just mind numbing if not tiresome
wish I had a friend instead, but objectively I'm just holding myself back

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No. 2615223

>>2615180
It's a horny show

No. 2615377

I sage all my posts even if they're on topic because I'm shy and I think of it like I'm whispering. It's okay if you didn't hear me, it wasn't that important anyway.

No. 2615423

Sometimes I wish my boobs were a bit bigger. I'm somewhere between a C and a D-cup, but because I'm tall and have fairly wide ribs they still look small on me and imo it throws off the balance when I look at myself naked since my hips are wide (I'm not even bottom heavy, I have basically no ass and my thighs are only thick because I need to lose a couple of kg). But at the same time, it's already a struggle as it is to find blouses and shirts that look good on me, and I don't like the thought of getting a boob job. So I just deal with what I got, even if I don't particularly enjoy myself in the nude.

No. 2615537

>>2615107
I promise you they had someone sit down in that cosplay to draw it kek

No. 2615563

I don’t know why it took 30 years but I finally love my body. I sleep in the nude and when I woke up and passed by my mirror this morning I snapped a pic just because I looked hot. I don’t even work out or watch my diet too closely, I guess my frontal lobe finally developed and now I don’t hate myself for looking like a normal human. Yay

No. 2615857

This is retarded, and I have never actually told anyone this, but if I'm watching a show with someone and the show is portraying a character in such an overzealous, negative way obviously trying to get the viewers to hate this character, in addition to subpar writing, and the person I'm watching the show with is actually disliking this character and not actually mentioning how hamfisted and shit the writing is then I automatically think a bit less of that person.

No. 2615871

>>2615563
I honestly love that for you.

No. 2616010

I'm getting into metal music recently because I'm tired of slow, sleepy music that makes me want to lay in bed and do nothing. I need something angry and high energy. I need something that makes me want to get up and DO things. I really like industrial metal, sludge metal, and even some nu-metal.

No. 2616019

>>2615857
This is how I feel about Umbridge, Angela from the Office, Joffrey GoT etc. Like congrats, you hate the characters that the writers wrote to be hateable? And they always hate the characters in a way where they didn't wish they existed, like they can't seperate entertainment from personal feelings

No. 2616085

already thinking about adopting another dog

No. 2616086

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Seeing ugly girls and trannies wearing Lolita de-motivates me from wearing it tbh. It’s mean but I’ve honestly never seen a fashion that attracted so many ugly people. I’m not ready to give it up yet but this is one of the reasons why I don’t participate in comms

No. 2616098

>>2616086
Lolita fashion in the west is primarily worn by literal autists because of how retarded and strict the rules are. I think if you need a full list of rules to dress the way you think you want then you're either a genuine autist or just bad at fashion in general. But you're right, it always looks so smelly and bad on western people.

No. 2616109

>>2616098
I get the smelly vibes from westerners wearing sweet but it's probably just the weird association with sissy faggots and ageplayers here that makes me think that way

No. 2616115

>>2616086
That overly cutesy doll-like shit just doesn't flatter most non-Asian people. I think most Western lolitas who look awkward and out of place in their costumes would look just fine in trendy normie clothes and hair styles.

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>>2616086
the queen is the only white woman who should wear lolita

No. 2616135

>>2616109
>>2616115
I think westerners could pull off classic lolita imo instead of the other types, since it's kind of similar to 40s and 50s fashion

No. 2616139

>>2616115
>>2616109
>>2616098
>>2616126
I don't wear lolita, but I was a weeb growing up and absorbed the "culture" secondhand. The problem with Westerners is that they usually don't care about brand quality and just recycle the same few shitty coords in the sweet style over and over again. Also, some of those rules exist for a reason and breaking them is WHY a lot of coords look like shit. If they just stopped being so obsessed with sweet dresses, invested in good quality clothes, and tried out other lolita styles, I bet most of them would look so much better.

No. 2616153

I don't give a shit about anyone around me anymore. I wish it were possible to end friendships by just saying "I don't want to talk to you anymore" and be done with that but obviously it's not that simple and I would risk offending or worrying everyone. But I really don't care about the friends and relatives telling me they got engaged to their boyfriends, just got married, just got pregnant, just had a baby, etc. and I wish they would stop talking about these topics to me forever. Everyone moved to other cities or countries so I'm dreading having to eventually spend time and money on going to weddings and pretending I give a fuck in public for more than five minutes. A former coworker I got along with very well sent me texts to wish me a happy new year and then a happy birthday and I'm ignoring her hoping she'll do the same in return. A friend who moved to another country just contacted me for the first time on fb in lile a year because she doesn't want to use anything that's not instagram. A relative once had a ceremony that's more of an engagement party than a wedding and started crying on the phone because she was being a deranged bitch when it came to how I should be dressed in particular and I politely told her to shut the fuck up or I wouldn't even come to the real wedding. I'm not even embarrassed anymore I just don't want to have a social life anymore I want to have my free time and energy to myself.

No. 2616154

>>2616135
imo classic looks best on Westerners because it has the vibe of an old oil painting portrait and a lot of people are already familiar with the concept of 'vintage fashion' or 'historical reenactment'. Gothic also is fine since it's just comes across as a more over-the-top way of dressing romantigoth/alternative. It's really just the sweets that make normies give the side-eye because it LOOKS like fetish shit (if only because ageplay/sissy fetishists latched onto the aesthetic ages ago) and normies don't know whether the chicken or egg came first. I'd feel bad for the sweet contingency except that they all willingly chose this burden for themselves.

No. 2616159

>>2616098
I really don't understand the criticism of "rules" from non lolitas. Historical fashion and things like kimono and hanfu also have "rules", how come they don't recieve the same criticism?

No. 2616167

>>2616159
Because how will everyone know they're speshul and unique?!

No. 2616170

>>2616167
Not to mention every other fashion has rules, they just don't always need to be said.
For example "pink polo shirts aren't goth" does not need to be written down as a "rule" because most people getting into goth fashion intuitively understand that.
I was into mod fashion briefly and there are only a handful of things that really count as mod. You can't just wear anything
Lolitas and wannabe lolitas are the only people autistic enough to get assblasted over this basic concept that everyone else understands without issue

No. 2616179

>>2616159
I mean I don't really have a bone in this but lolita's rules are more specific and restrictive than a lot of other fashion styles. Sure a pink polo isn't goth but if I compare 10 random goth looks to 10 random sweet lolita looks, one has more room for variety and personal interpretation than the other.

No. 2616182

>>2616170
>>2616167
>>2616159
>>2616139
Normal people don't funnel hundreds and thousands of dollars procuring some ultra autismo fashion with a trillion autistic rules, sorry. Comparing the lolita rules of fashion to regular fashion "rules" is dumb because rules are an integral part of lolita, which is why so many lolitas are rude as fuck. It's just a group of dumpy autists bullying each other and of course fawning over predatory troon males (in regular comms). It's the most overrated internet based subculture. Lolita fashion is for autistic internet addicted girls and women with no real power over others, the ultra specific rules gives them an outlet for their inner powerless rage.

No. 2616184

>>2616182
I mean nobody is forcing you to wear it if you don't like it kek

No. 2616186

>>2616184
I would rather kill myself than dress like an autistic Japanese toddler but thanks.

No. 2616191

you ever seen actual Japanese wearers outside of few who modeled for mags? vidrel is 2000s Tokyo.

No. 2616193

>>2616191
They still look better in it than most westerners doing it today though.

No. 2616196

>>2616086
Imo I think ugly people wear it because they think it will make them cute, but it's actually that you have to look "cute" before wearing it and Lolita fashion accentuates that.

It's like the swimmers body myth, men don't look like a swimmer because they swim, just that swimming favours longer and slimmer bodies so that's who stays in the sport. If they're stocky they would be better at rugby, while slimmer men can't handle being tackled by a guy built like a fridge and instead would be better suited for swimming etc etc.

No. 2616197

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>>2616182
>>2616186
>You don't have to wear it if you don't want to
>I WOULD RATHER KILL MYSELF THAN EVER TOUCH YOUR FILTHY DISGUSTING GARMENTS
I…okay? Glad we agree? Why are anons so mad about nothing today kek

No. 2616203

>>2616197
Just ignore my posts if reading about how anons not liking ugly clothes and autistic fashion is too upsetting? Like you're adding nothing kek.

No. 2616223

>>2616179
Sure it varies from subculture to subculture, some are more restrictive and some are less. Lolita is also an Asian fashion, many of which happen to be less focused on personal interpretation and individualism and more about cookie cutter looks. The reigning alternative fashion in Japan right now is literally called "mass produced style". It probably would have a lot of rules too if it were more popular here, but they aren't needed in Japan because Japanese girls understand the look and don't need them.

No. 2616232

>>2616179
not a lolita but bringing up goths just makes me wish more subcultures/hobbies gatekept as hard as them. tiktok zoomers need to hear the word poser more.

No. 2616255

>>2616203
You should learn how to ignore things too if being on the internet makes you this mad lol.

No. 2616264

>>2616232
So true. I remember when listening to certain kinds of music was a prerequisite for some fashion styles, that idea seems to have competely gone away. Things are more permissive than any other time in history when it comes to personal fashion, yet people scream oppression at mild disagreements.

No. 2616299

>>2616255
I have a feeling I've seen you in another thread defending lolita to the death. Your typing style is very recognizable.

No. 2616345

>>2616153
That's how I am and I basically was able to break away and I have very few social obligations now. I was consistent about not responding to calls, responding late or not at all to texts and emails, and telling people no I can't come to your thing, sorry. Eventually they stopped asking. I'm much happier now that I don't have to care about anyones stupid thing or drama or their 2nd wedding or 3rd baby or whatever. I really hate being expected to do that stuff.

No. 2616401

>>2616191
Most of them are kids tbh

No. 2616412

My confession is that i'd probably be catastrophically obsessed with the oasis yaoi like the other farmers if Noel wasnt disgustingly ugly and the music wasnt kinda bad.

No. 2616461

>>2616412
I wish they were talking about Blur instead.

No. 2616537

I have written "nta" in response to posts that weren't even replying to anybody (and then had to delete and repost quickly)

No. 2616543

>>2616537
Sometimes when I have a random thought I will preface it with nta. I need help

No. 2616549

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I've been incredibly horny for 2006 AFYCSO Brendan Urie recently. Men need to wear eyeliner again.

No. 2616550

>>2616537
Sometimes I respond to posts without clarifying I’m nta and don’t care if they whether or not they can tell I’m a different anon

No. 2616583

>>2616549
Ryan mogs his ass to death

No. 2616594

I use lolcow for thinspo. Whenever I think about even possibly pigging out, I imagine what a nonnie would say and then put down the fork.

No. 2616602

>>2616549
i bought their cover issue of rolling stones when i was in the 6th grade and those photos stayed on my wall until college. give me 18-year-old ex mormon brendon i need to corrupt him

No. 2616605

>>2616594
I absolutely wouldn't care if you ate more than me in fact I would prefer if you were fatter than me if I am to be honest.

No. 2616611

File: 1753239266039.jpg (26.63 KB, 640x480, sddefault.jpg)

>>2616605
>I would prefer if you were fatter than me

No. 2616618

>>2616594
I would never police you like that. It hurts my feelings that you think of me so cruelly…

No. 2616620

>>2616605
Perfect reverse psychology nonna

No. 2616621

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>>2616583
WRONG I need a man with fat lips.

No. 2616627

>>2616618
I just use the things people say on here about fatties to keep myself in check, just mental reminders is all. I like that on here, being skinny isn't talked as a means to be some perfect little fuckable waif like on every other site.

No. 2616628

i know it's because i'm watching all this terrible shit in close succession but being an old woman seems so scary. you kind of have to slot yourself into the kind old lady archetype unless you want literally nobody to care for you. it's like the only ways out are
>lots of money
>reliable children
i guess i gotta for the first one cause i am not fucking having kids

No. 2616635

>>2616628
My mum is absolutely loving retirement and I have a feeling it's a lot to do with my step dad passing on when they outright bought their forever home and she now has two pensions, no mortgage or anyone at home pissing her off. Every single day she takes herself out on a walk she's fitter than me at the moment and she has a gal pal group of retirees that put my social life to shame.

No. 2616637

File: 1753240115524.gif (392.18 KB, 220x220, cat-majestic-jump.gif)

>>2616621
2:05am bar leftovers

No. 2616641

>>2616637
They were at their peak when I was going through puberty and those wires are now crossed forever.

No. 2616644

>>2616628
When you’re old you don’t give any fucks anymore, that’s why they’re all impatient assholes. I aspire to that level of not giving a fuck

No. 2616648

some long-awaited alleged updates from a trash pile on Essex : RFH miscarried Richard Spencer baby and now they’re trauma bonded, Pariah stole Natalie winters from Milo and fucked her gooood, Anna going to rehab in Vermont, Sam Hyde in talks with Peacock network, Bryan Johnson and Delicious Tacos have been drugging and tag teaming girls at South Beverly Grill, a former doge employee sucked my girl cock(retard)

No. 2616649

some long-awaited alleged updates from a trash pile on Essex : RFH miscarried Richard Spencer baby and now they’re trauma bonded, Pariah stole Natalie winters from Milo and fucked her gooood, Anna going to rehab in Vermont, Sam Hyde in talks with Peacock network, Bryan Johnson and Delicious Tacos have been drugging and tag teaming girls at South Beverly Grill, a former doge employee sucked my girl cock(retard)

No. 2616660

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>>2616621
kek i was looking for pictures and i forgot about these retarded lj pics

No. 2616667

>>2616660
This looks like someone combined two images together to make one unappealing image. Like it would be a pretty girl and an attractive guy separately but together it's not really working out

No. 2616680

>>2616648
>>2616649
Can someone translate this?

No. 2616714

I start to cry when I think about how I probably won't get an actual robot husband till I'm middle aged. I used to dream about having a robot fall in love with me, and pray about that meme that said women would have sex with robots. And I want it to happen organically too, like if Sonny from I, Robot suddenly broke code and gained feelings for me. It makes me severely depressed.

No. 2616724

I don't care that much about the lolcows, I'm mostly here to talk about my husbandos and shit on troons with my fellow women

No. 2616733


No. 2616745

>>2616724
Valid, you can't really do either safely online anyways.

No. 2616748

File: 1753249596193.jpg (7.64 KB, 275x275, 1686633488870.jpg)

ok normally I don't like short-form copypastas, or even find them annoying but for some fucking reasons "they can never make me hate you [name]!!" gets me every time. I'd say I'm ashamed because I know I should be, but I'm not…

No. 2616760

(massive novel incoming/posted in another thread but realized this thread is probably more appropriate) Idk if im a sperg or just severely socially inept or something, but I have always had an extremely hard time connecting with and understanding people. and i feel like its intensified as ive gotten older (even though im only 20). point being, when i find someone i feel like i genuinely understand, i tend to form semi unhealthy attachments to them. Not like BPD levels of codependency or obsession or anything bc im still someone that heavily prioritizes independence and privacy, but i do get kinda fixated on them. Fixated to the point where i have a difficult time distinguishing when a line is being crossed, or when something isnt healthy or normal about the friendship/relationship. Which leads me to my current situation and why im writing about it here.

I have a cousin, technically hes my first cousin once removed. He wasnt incredibly present during my upbringing, but we always got along well and had a good time together on the occasions i did see him. Back around January of this year, we began rekindling over a hobby that both of us share, and since then our connection just took off. We are cut from the exact same cloth. I dont really know how to explain it over a text, but even family members have pointed out how we are exactly the same. I feel like I can actually…breathe? around him? like all my fears of saying the wrong thing or being too weird or too loud or annoying or a burden just go away and i feel like i can just exist when im around him. we share the same stupid sense of humor but hes also an incredible confidant and knows how to have a serious conversation when appropriate. i could go on but i think you get the gist.

This is where things get gray. Last week he had just gotten back from a long work trip, so we hung out a quite a bit. The third time i came over to hang out that week I decided to just crash at his place for the night. We initially were watching TV on his living room couch but its hot as fuck where i live right now and the ac in his living room didnt work that well, so we eventually got sick of the heat and went to his room, which was a lot cooler. We were laying kinda far apart watching tv but every so often his arm would slightly fall onto my arm or leg. We rough house kinda often and hug and stuff so physical touch wasnt that weird or alien to us. Eventually whatever we were watching ended and we were tired so he shut the tv off and got back in bed. i was laying with my back to him, and he eventually turned over and began spooning me. And i mean… i liked it. Im not romantically attracted to him but it felt right. Like when i cuddled my brother or dad as a kid. Just a feeling of comfort and safety washing over you. And we held each other pretty much the whole night, and he ran his fingers through my hair and squeezed me and kissed my head a few times.

I have an incredibly difficult time predicting peoples thoughts and intentions. The reason im writing about this isnt because its particularly bothering me, in fact i want to do it again, but im just curious as to how people on the outside would look at it. Is this bad? Slightly odd but not incredibly weird given context? The most disgusting and perverted thing youve ever read? Be honest and call me whatever you want because maybe im insane for liking this.

TLDR WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON ADULT COUSINS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX CUDDLING

No. 2616777

>>2616345
I kind of tried to do that a few months ago because I was dealing with my horrible job already and with my physically disabled parents whose health keep getting worse and worse and my friends kept pestering me even more, they were worried something happened to me. So it didn't work. If anything it's more effective when I ignore them for just a few weeks, send them messages just to make sure they know I'm doing okay and ignore them again but that's annoying too. I think it's very obvious when I "disappear" like that in my friend group because I used to be the one initiating conversations long ago and I regret this so, so much now. Unironically venting on a private twitter with no followers would have been better long term.

No. 2616787

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I like my boyfriend a lot because he looks underage.

No. 2616793

I used to eat ketchup and lemon juice sandwiches when I was small. Not because I was a poorfag, but because I liked them kek.

No. 2616805

>>2616760
If you're not romantically interested in him you should probably avoid intimate situations from now on. I can guarantee he didn't think of it as hugging in a brotherly way.

No. 2616887

>>2616805
>If you’re not romantically interested in him
A-anon….what do you mean if?

No. 2616900

>>2616760
>and went to his room, which was a lot cooler. We were laying kinda far apart watching tv but every so often his arm would slightly fall onto my arm or leg. We rough house kinda often and hug and stuff so physical touch wasnt that weird or alien to us. Eventually whatever we were watching ended and we were tired so he shut the tv off and got back in bed. i was laying with my back to him, and he eventually turned over and began spooning me.
>And we held each other pretty much the whole night, and he ran his fingers through my hair and squeezed me and kissed my head a few times.
Anon, you're an autist and you're being groomed by a male relative.

No. 2616903

>>2616760
Sweet home alabama

No. 2616928

>>2616760
This sounds creepily similar to what happened to me when I was 16 and too stupid to realize that men do not think the same way we do, they do not have “innocent” brains, every move is calculated and intentional. Detach yourself from this man as soon as possible.

No. 2616937

>>2616760
You are 20. Please just grow up and realize you're not so weird that you need to cuddle and be kissed by your fucking cousin because you're far too "old" and "different" from people. He wants to fuck you. Stop hanging out with him.

No. 2616942

>>2616937
Didn’t want to be the one to say this but yeah OP 20 is a little old to be getting groomed by your cousin and insisting it’s your quirky autism. If you’re just in love with your cousin and needed an outlet then stop that too. Cut him off

No. 2616948

>>2616760
Are you seriously in love with your cousin kekkkkk
>20
You are too old to be groomed and since you haven’t been in contact with him years priors I would not call it that. It’s more like you have a crush on your cousin, you know it’s wrong and feel ashamed about it, so you are blaming it on your autism and BPD, while engaging in whatever you guys are doing kek

No. 2616949

>>2616887
Am I crazy for thinking dating a first removed cousin isn't a big deal? That's like your grandparent's sibling's kid, nothing happens when someone does that like once in ten generations. Generally speaking, I'm not saying him taking advantage of her autistic naivity is right, if that's what's happening.

No. 2616950

>>2616949
Yes you are crazy, next

No. 2616951

>>2616950
Actually now that I think of it he must be like 40+ if he's her first cousin once removed.

No. 2616953

>>2616949
I think kissing your distant cousin secretly at a family reunion when you’re hitting puberty or something is one thing. Dating is too far. You could date literally anyone else
>>2616951
Wow, it gets worse

No. 2616974

>>2616949
There are 8 billion people on this earth

No. 2617050

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No. 2617060

>>2617050
KEKKKKKKKK

No. 2617088

File: 1753279827877.jpg (57.05 KB, 500x500, 1000022881.jpg)

to be fair from my highschool level of understanding I don't understand what's wrong with inbreeding on a genetic level and I doubt anyone here could manage to explain why "bad stuff happens" in these cases
like all I can understand is that if it's done repeatedly over many generations that makes it an evolutionary disadvantage but that's about it

No. 2617093

>>2617088
Go fuck your dad and see what the consequences are then.

No. 2617101

>>2617093
case in point that's irrelevant to what I'm asking about, picture two consenting adults siblings of healthy age, what then? explain where does the mustard gas comes from

No. 2617107

>>2617101
>Uh UHH I have no proof that incest is really that bad! Nobody can prove it! Not even 10 minutes of research with Google right there! Can I fuck my daddy now? Please please PLEASE?!?!??

No. 2617110

>>2617088
>>2616949
The incest thread was a mistake.

No. 2617115

>>2617107
I unironically tried asking chatGPT but couldn't even understand any of it anyway, I'm thinking it's just superstitions, like it makes zero sense actually, so when two alleles are similar then magically diseases start appearing? let's not pretend it doesn't sound like a conspiracy

No. 2617122

File: 1753280933816.png (63.56 KB, 987x491, dont-fuck-your-cousin.png)

>>2617115
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC10924896/
There. In countries where cousin fucking is high, birth defects are also high.

No. 2617125

>>2617115
>I tried asking a robot about biology and genetic compatibility and the bot didn't understand it! So incest isn't that bad! Guys come on, let's go to my cousin's house!

No. 2617132

>>2617122
something something correlation, something causation
I'm asking for a sensible explanation, not just "this random third world country have AIDS" or whatever

No. 2617142

>>2617088
disorders and abnormalities are usually carried on recessive genes. inbreeding vastly increases the chances of inheriting the same recessive gene traits. ergo, more chances of inheriting abnormalities and disorders.

No. 2617148

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>>2617142
but that's such a weird mechanism, like you carry faulty genes that gets overridden by someone else's, unless it's your own? at least the evolutionary/social aspect is straightforward enough (see pic) but the genetics never made much sense to me

No. 2617156

>>2617142
Person A is Dd and Brother A is Dd

Person B is Ee

d = Retard gene, e = schizo gene

Person A and Brother A have a 25% chance of making Supreme Retard dd

Person A and Person B have 0% chance to trigger schizo or retard genes and have normal children

This is also why mixed people have less genetic disorders and generally genetically more robust

No. 2617158

>>2617132
NAYRT but inbreeding doesn’t create new mutations, it increases the likelihood of existing “bad genes” expressing because there’s less genes in the pool to shuffle around. So if your mom carries a recessive gene for a genetic disease, the chances of your dad also carrying that same gene and making that gene no longer recessive is much lower if your dad isn’t coming from the same gene pool. That’s why designer dogs can be very sickly and mutts are generally healthy and easy to care for. It’s the inbreeding

No. 2617161

>>2617132
Abby and Ben are related, and both of them share a recessive gene for a genetic disorder. If they have sex and produce a child, there is a high chance that the child will be born with the disorder. If they do not inherit the disorder, it is very likely that they will be a recessive carrier for the disorder like their parents.

Now let's say that Abby has a child with Jordan, who is not related to her. Jordan does not carry any genes relating to this genetic disorder, which means that any child that Abby has with Jordan will not inherit the disorder. At most, that child will be a recessive carrier for the disorder like Abby is, but will not actually have the disorder because none of the genes received from Jordan are related to that disorder.

TL;DR: Don't fuck your relatives because your kids are more likely to get crap like Tay-Sachs. You're welcome.

No. 2617163

>>2617148
If you create a child with someone who is closely related to you and has more similar genes to you than the average person, the likelihood that you both pass the same faulty gene to that child are much higher. Are you sure you aren't already the result of inbreeding because you sound kinda retarded?

No. 2617164

>>2617132
>>2617088
What is with the new anons going "can people pls explain why (bad thing) is bad? I'm just soooo dumb I can't understand basic concepts sorryyyyyy teehee" and then just…refusing to hear the answers kek. First "explain why cheating is bad without mentioning the bad parts" anon in unpopular opinions and now this.

No. 2617165

>>2616787
I can’t believe we let this one slide because of the cousin fucker. I’m keeping an eye on you anon

No. 2617170

Leo season got me feeling like stepping out on to the balcony and flashing everyone. I need attention!!

No. 2617172

>>2617158
>>2617161
so if I get this right, from an evolutionary pov, recessives genes are basically under-evolved genes that have been naturally selected against in the past, but are resurfacing if you "force" them making it look as if it's become a widespread (= more beneficial) genetical selection

No. 2617175

>>2617164
They're all young zoomer retards and this is apparently part of their personality now.

No. 2617182

>>2617164
Kek ikr? They're like those faggot male podcasts that think they're philosophers about morality and shit but when you say something like "rape is bad", they go like "well why?!"

No. 2617188

File: 1753282698296.webp (25.76 KB, 800x533, eyesbrownbluepunnetsquare.jpg)

>>2617172
Not quite, because evolution doesn't work that way. Nothing is "more" or "less" evolved because nature doesn't work with a long-term plan. Dominant and recessive genes just mean which gene is going to be expressed (for instance, brown eyes are dominant and blue eyes are recessive. So if someone has a Bb (one brown one blue eye gene), they're going to have brown eyes.) Most genetic disorders are recessive and a lot of them impact your ability to reproduce, so you most commonly see them occurring when two carriers (a person who has the gene, but not the disorder) get together and have kids without testing their genes. Your relatives are more likely to be carriers for the same genetic disorders as you, which is why you don't want to fuck your family. Picrel shows how this works with eye color, albeit simplified.

No. 2617235

>>2617188
Nta but mfw both my parents have brown eyes but I got the liquid snake recessive blue eyed genes

No. 2617292

Sometimes, I see posts here, and I wish I could silently show some sort of support for them without replying. Like upvoting or reactions, except not cringy.

No. 2617295

When I was growing up I always thought my mom was unreasonably abusive toward my dad. Well, now that I'm older, I understand it a lot more. Scrotes will swear up and down they will do something but what they mean is they will do it in 1-2 years and if you ask for it sooner you're "mad" and "mean" to them.

No. 2617298

>>2617292
You and me both, nonna!

No. 2617302

>>2617295
I feel you nonna. My dad put every household responsibility onto my mom and only interacted with us to be the "fun parent" (give us soda and candy and games etc) while she had to teach us and make us do chores and take us to school and the doctors and feed us. He still sees himself as a victim that everyone is sooo mean to. I wish she would just leave him

No. 2617309

I am so glad I’ve changed my service provider like twice in the last couple months because those were some turning points that if mods revealed my post history I would be such a cow. I think I only narrowly avoided it even without each spergout posts being linked to one IP because of not being a namefag. But I guess mods don’t really do that shit anymore anyway

No. 2617310

>>2617309
and i will never post in the friend finder thread without a vpn for this very reason

No. 2617314

>>2617188
Now im so curious what genetic disorders are in my genes…

No. 2617323

>>2617314
Well now you know how to find out.

No. 2617326

>>2617314
Personally I seem to have inherited some ASPD symptoms from my dad and maternal grandma and BPD + OCD symptoms from my mum and maternal grandma which really sucks. Plus my uncle on my mother’s side is schizophrenic and I’m dissociative, and both of my parents had eating disorder-like tendencies and I ended up worse than they did (BMI 11). I don’t know if I have any full blown disorder but as I grow I see more and more of themselves in me and it’s terrifying.

No. 2617339

>>2617295
I have a similar situation but mixed feelings about it. My dad is a retard who refuses to treat his obvious ADHD and acts like a bumbling idiot so he doesn't have to do anything for himself. But my mom is also a miserable bitch who neurotically flies off the handle at the slightest issue and makes everyone else miserable because she is, and will have a meltdown if she's ever criticized for anything. She shouldn't have to baby my grown man father into doing basic shit but it's not like her constant rage is actually effective at making him do better. Basically I just wish they'd get divorced

No. 2617382

why do my pubes smell like piss? it makes me feel sick. is this just a normal part of having pubes?

No. 2617403

>>2617339
Yeah, that's kind of how I felt about my parents relationship. He's not a saint, but she flies off the handle way too much. she was also a stay at home mom and despite that he still did a lot of household chores and tasks. He would make breakfast every morning, vacuum, do dishes every night, feed the pets and all sorts of stuff. I think she just wanted him to be at her neck and call 24/7. I always wished they would divorce.
But now it's fucking me up to get these accusations when I don't think I'm anything like her. I also work full time and do many more chores. I just don't understand why when you ask a guy for something they agree and then don't do it. How is taking a year to do something an acceptable timeline anywhere else? I can understand my mom's frustrations better now when I look back.

No. 2617427

>>2617403
If your moid is behaving like that I think you ought to cut your losses and leave now, you might not be like her but staying will turn you into her

No. 2617448

i got drunk with the moid i like and told him i don't like trans people. i think that's why he won't text me anymore

No. 2617454

>>2617448
it would have come out eventually, better to rip the bandaid now

No. 2617456

>>2617448
Political views are a pretty big compatibility issue, so better to get that out of the way early if it's something you really feel strongly about.

No. 2617461

>>2617448
you dodged a tranny chaser, good

No. 2617470

>>2617448
It's for the best. You don't want to have a tranny fucker as a bf.

No. 2617543

File: 1753300460304.gif (60.59 KB, 220x203, 1746731526207.gif)

I've decided I'm going to slowly distance myself and eventually ghost my online friends of many years. Avoiding social media even for a day just felt so freeing. I hope I can return to my normal self when I finally detach from them completely. I think I am just meant to be alone in this life, it feels a lot better.

No. 2617546

>>2617543
You’re sabotaging your social life to preempt imagined rejection.

No. 2617554


No. 2617572

>>2617543
I wish you luck, nona. I did the same and it feels better, even with the lingering guilt of leaving them behind me.

No. 2617845

i actually do like it when straight people mutilate themselves and ruin their bodies via t. i know that's really bad but it brings me joy to see a like, middle class midwestern white guy completely crash his life to be a puppygirl lesbian. you will chase that ideal until you die and you will never get it. anyone who says you has is lying to you. it could never be me!

No. 2617856

>>2617845
hope you mean e otherwise i was wondering which steroid using bodybuilders were larping as puppygirls on twitter

No. 2617885

Seeing people larping as "teeny tiny people oowoo" makes me immediately put them on my shitlist. I am under 5ft tall and I have a lot of pent up anger at people who think they're unique and short at 5'3".

No. 2617899

I don't ever wash my childhood plush toy that I hug to sleep every night. It doesn't stink but I like laying in bed with it on my face or just smelling it. It does have a smell but it's not offensively stinky. I do also fear washing it because the outer removable fabric is so thin from how old it is. I know I won't care when I'm dead but there is a part of me that imagines if I'm not able to be buried/cremated with it, it'll end up in the dump and the image of it buried in trash just makes me so sad.

No. 2617913

I believed in the afterlife until someone in my life passed away and I realized I wasn’t imagining them anywhere else. It didn’t make me feel better to imagine them anywhere else. I do believe that the soul persists in some way on earth but I don’t think anything happens when we die. That’s just the end of it. Weirdly comforting to come to this conclusion.

No. 2617915

>>2617885
Ive noticed that its never women who are actually abnormally short pulling that sort of thing. or if they do then its uncommon and ive never seen it personally.

No. 2617921

>>2617915
It's always averaged sized people! Like, damn, me and my microbe self over here envisioning a life where I could reach the salt someday is sooo quirky.

No. 2617934

>>2617913
I think it is comforting that things just end and we can just rest in a void of nothing after death, but at the same time I miss my childhood dog so much that I desperately hope for an afterlife because I want to be with her again kek. I think reincarnation would be the worst outcome - I did this shit already, and now I have to do it again? With a high probability of rolling a shit tier life? No thanks, I'll take nothingness!!

No. 2617935

>>2617899
Nona are you me? I haven't washed my weighted plush for years now. I would feel so bad whenever I had to put my plushies in the washer as a kid. They would tumble around and look so soppy and sad.

No. 2617938

>>2617899
Duh. If you remove the accumulated human juices inside it it looses its tulpa power and stop telepathically communicating with you.

No. 2617956

>>2617913
I think people impart pieces of their soul into you through their connections with you, and you’ll carry these pieces in you for the rest of your own life

No. 2617977

Completely forgot how to masturbate without a vibrator and now that my vibe has died I'm suffering. I hope the cheap one I bought from Amazon works as well as the reviews say it will, I hope nobody opens my shit (I still live at home), and I hope the company for my OG vibe just sends me a replacement. God.

No. 2617990

Trying to be a hater of an artist when she draws so well is impossible. It's at the point where I have to fend off the fomo. Some people are unhateable to me.

No. 2618046

>>2617921
You sound like them tbh. Probably 4’11

No. 2618047

>>2618046
I was being sarcastic. Calm your titties.

No. 2618062

I have a fascination with how wounds/injuries heal and I am always having to talk myself out of injuring myself on purpose just to give myself something to observe for a while. I like to browse medical journals and subreddits for pictures of healed or healing injuries of all kinds, the best is when there are progress pictures. It is so satisfying and interesting to watch the body try to fix itself. This is not a gore fetish because it’s not sexual and I don’t like gore, I like the healing part and I get upset if the patient in the case study dies. I feel like with this intense fascination I should have been a surgeon or a wound care specialist, but it’s too late now and I don’t have the money. And I can’t even watch my own injuries heal because I’m too cautious and never get injured and would feel guilty towards my body if I hurt it on purpose. I hate having an intense interest I can’t participate in at all, it’s just frustrating.

No. 2618065

>>2613297
i love him and think he’s incredibly hot, idc what anyone else says. impeccable taste, nona.

No. 2618070

When attractive male customers ask “I can tip you right?” I hold eye contact long enough to make it an innuendo. I’m not even trying to smash I just like to flirt with strangers. Doing it for the love of the game.

No. 2618074

>>2618062
Do time lapse videos of wound healing scratch the itch at all?

No. 2618092

>>2617885
kek same. I just see my height as normal. I don't like the "tiny baby" thing as it is, but there is a bit of stolen valour there kek. (Hyperbole for the autistic women at home). The more radical thing is to act confused when people call you short.

No. 2618095

>>2618074
New inspiration to prevent self harm urges
But it also makes my scars itch

No. 2618105

I can never remember half the posts I make here and probably never will get to read the replies I get back, if any
but I try to be cool about it and not to obsessively check the backlog of every thread on the catalog

No. 2618124

>>2617935
I hand wash them and make a spa day of it

No. 2618290

I have OCs that are (aesthetically) expies of guys from a certain very popular band, but I ended up making them women and a TIF and it feels like some absolute Brujo Ari shit, but I wonder if it's obvious or not.

No. 2619150

File: 1753385083248.png (1.19 MB, 900x900, IMG_2682.png)

i eat 3 fiber bars a day because they taste like straight CRACK to me. I need to stop though, I'm getting fat as fuck

No. 2619163

>>2619150
You must be rich

No. 2619166

>>2618290
I immediately thought Brujo Ari before I read everything kekkk

No. 2619169

File: 1753385508528.png (156.07 KB, 478x480, IMG_5067.png)

>Didnt give a fuck about gamergate or what it was
>moids still sperg out about it to this day
>still don’t give a fuck about it
>nothing relating to it has happened

No. 2619170

File: 1753385552071.jpeg (52.57 KB, 736x687, IMG_3840.jpeg)

>>2618070
You probably look like this by the way and they are probably thinking
>um why is she staring at me and not answering??

No. 2619180

>>2619150
I actually ate two bars just like this one but from a different brand today. Are we spiritually intertwined? Is this fate?

No. 2619260

>>2619170
KEKKK now I’m going to giggle next time I give one of them my autistic elephant stare

No. 2619372

File: 1753390177021.webp (100.5 KB, 1080x630, IMG_3847.webp)

I used to feel guilty about masturbating because I thought that my dead relatives were watching me and looming over me at night. So I never masturbated until I was 17.

No. 2619516

I still touch myself to Luigi Mangione(banned topic)

No. 2619564

>>2619516
And he touches troons, go wash off that hand

No. 2619724

I know every religious identity is persecuted somewhere in the world but I find it hard to believe that antisemitic discrimination is such a big deal in America, like calling some jew a kike and beating them up kind of thing. Like I understand it's definitely a thing in some places but I grew up without meeting a single Jewish person up until college, and to me they just look mostly like spicy europeans. Like italian/greek/etc. You never really hear about greeks and italians getting hatecrimed much so it always blows my mind to think that there are people who can like sniff out a jew literally on site and decide to hate them. Meanwhile they just look like rando italians/greeks to me. I get it but I don't get it, but I guess that's how this hateful gay world is.

No. 2619763

>>2618070
What if the customer doesn't get the innuendo? (I don't get it either tbh)

No. 2619764

>>2619763
Then they don't get it. I know which clients I can and can't flirt with though kek

No. 2619770

>>2619764
It just sounds like it would become awkward like >>2619170 kek if he's not in on the joke

No. 2619772

>>2619764
Nta but I don't get flirting with males. I hate when a scrote starts acting all giddy around me. Oh wow he wants to have sex with me!!! I end up greyrocking him because no man should be that happy in my presence because of my presence. They're using my aura to wipe their inner emptiness's ass.

No. 2619782

>>2619772
I do it because they give me money and I like money. I would never flirt with a man recreationally.

No. 2619785

>>2616948
>>2616942
late response but im not blaming it on autism or BPD, ive never even been diagnosed with either lol, i was just explaining that for reasons im unaware of, i dont pick up on social cues or intentions most people would view as incredibly obvious. if i hadnt flippantly said "idk if im a sperg" in the beginning, id probably be accused of mental retardation regardless.

No. 2619799

>>2619785
Don't worry I know women 7-10 years older with the same spergy, naive mentality. You should feel lucky you really understand what's wrong with you and try to work it out. But anyway do not hang out with your cousin again.

No. 2619985

I feel like I may be too ugly to date another woman

No. 2619993

>>2619985
Great news nona! Ugly people date and fall in love all the time. That's why ugly people exist, because they're fucking like crazy. There's a woman out there who thinks you are smokin.

No. 2619995

I think I am too much of a loser to date another woman

No. 2620006

File: 1753421541742.gif (8.69 MB, 286x360, ChiefofIsaac - 182270390311002…)

I've been off lolcow because of family reunions, and I realized how toxic the art salt threads are. I think I'm just gonna stick to posting occasionally on /m/. Life is going pretty well so far, and focusing on "begs" has not helped me with my art at all. This month has had the least amount of lc lurking while also being the most productive I've been with my art. It's a peaceful existence out there anons.

No. 2620011

>>2619993
> That's why ugly people exist, because they're fucking like crazy
Yeah other ugly people

No. 2620070

I'm 26 and feel more comfortable around millennials 10 years my senior than glorified teenagers 5 years younger than me, much less flippant, judgemental, petty, etc. and probably the only social settings where I stop acting autistic out of anxiety
I'm not pretending "fully grown" adults cannot be neurotic to some extent, just that the way they chose to cope with it is much less irritable, since more self aware

No. 2620073

>>2620006
Happy for you nona. I want to get offline too, it's hard when you're a complete shut in and it's been part of you since you're 12 but I want my real life to be better…

No. 2620074

>>2620070
they're also much less obnoxious and try-hard in the way they present themselves, not in an angsty "I have given up" kind of way, but more like "I have moved on"

No. 2620081

>>2620006
Wish I could do the same but my outside life is getting worse and I have no one else to talk to besides anons

No. 2620092

A couple of years ago, at the request of an anon in one of the vent threads, I searched for and found the given name of an elementary school teacher whose class anon had been a part of. Said teacher had a hand in the sexual abuse anon experienced as a little girl at school, and I don't feel badly about finding and posting that vile woman's name here.
Nonna, if you're out there, I hope you're doing okay.

No. 2620105

I'm hetero but I still find the prettiest men kinda ugly. I don't know one man that really looks perfect to me.

No. 2620106

>>2620105
I don’t like the bearded types that get shilled as attractive either. I get told that I like feminine and androgynous men, but is the concept of femininity in men just “not looking like an ape or an ogre”? Because I definitely don’t like twinks or faggots either.

No. 2620107

>>2620106
I do like manly man and I don't mind a beard. I kinda like Henry Cavill or Peter Steele but even these are not really attractive to me kek

No. 2620109

As a teen I would lie about not being a virgin because I wanted to seem cool but I was a virgin then and I’m still a virgin now and I don’t think anything will change soon

No. 2620110

>>2620105
I have never liked real men and it makes me feel autistic.

No. 2620112

>>2620110
Why if live with them you're trapped with either abuse or a sex pest that won't leave you the fuck alone

Being rid of them is heaven

No. 2620115

>>2590585
I daydream of cutting off dicks and gouging out moid eyes and I have no language to describe how peaceful it makes me feel

No. 2620120

Covid era made me insanely racist (in general towards everyone equally) when prior to I had been happily ignorant of racial differences and attributed them to just being neat quirks we could share with each other. I miss that innocence. I also used to think men were generally harmless and that lesbians and straight women didn't hate each other. There was also the misguided opinion that gendies just wanted to live and let live and the world seemed like a wonderful place full of colorful people with colorful backgrounds.
Obviously this is applicable to everyone, but I was well into my mid 20's with that mentality. Not sheltered, just extremely adversed to politics and conflict.
If I could, I'd take brain damage-induced born-again innocence over my ever increasing awareness and subsequent rage.

No. 2620156

File: 1753435852346.jpg (45.16 KB, 500x500, annie stegg.jpg)

>>2620006
My last experience made me never click on that shithole thread again, the IQ is low af fuck there. I'm doing the same as you right now and I'm getting payed. Life is better without salty nonnas from there.

No. 2620160

>>2620120
The Covid timeline was a character development arch for nonna
>it made me racist
How and what do you mean by racist against everyone? When I think about other ethnicities I never get racism because it’s always scrotes who are shitty or it’s the religion itself, but I also think that Catholicism is shitty too. When a racist explains why he is racist it always ends up being kind of stupid and just prejudiced.
I am personally black and not a burger so it might be that, but what I have realized for myself is that there is no allyship between minorities either kek , they all strive to be the token minority in a way. Maybe being prejudiced is ingrained in humans who knows, I even think that if we were the same color we would still find differences kek.

No. 2620162

>>2620107
I just think that you don’t find men super attractive because men aren’t that attractive in the first place. I am hetero too and the
Scrotes that made me go “WOW” can be counted with a single hand kek.

No. 2620163

>>2620156
What happened?

No. 2620168

I'm voting for monarchists. Their plan is 90% of what I want and came to the same conclusions when I was independently thiking about goverment systems. I don't care that some foreign guy would be the face of my country. What matters is what they do, not what nationality the dude is. They will never win but in this election in my country everyone big is equally bad.. so at least the monarchists will know they have one more supporter.

No. 2620235

>>2620074
Nta but that's a really accurate way of putting it

No. 2620250

>>2620160
Agreed. Even if everyone was white or another ethnicity, they would then start divisions over something else stupid like hair texture or eye color.

People think I am racist because I hate Islam and say edgy things. Truthfully I just hate all religion as they are misogynistic and systems of control and oppression.

No. 2620300

>>2620250
Being sectarian has merit compared to being a racist. Skin colour doesn't dictate behaviours and beliefs but a belief system does.

No. 2620438

>>2620160
kek
>How and what do you mean by racist against everyone?
ayrt I started noticing how the kindness towards me (I am also black but am a burger) was immediately revealed as artificial, and the stress everyone had gone through widdled away their common courtesies towards one another disappeared. The way even my own friends referred to my race or other races and themselves as the better (none of them white), just rubbed me the wrong way. It was constant and consistent, and to cope I started trying to poke holes in their inflated self-importance. Religion, country-specific customs, corrupted leaders, willfully ignorance opinions of others, things of that nature. I wanted to insist that it was strictly men, but I began to be exposed to women who agreed with the men or supported them. Not to mention the villification of straight women was exposed to me at this time (I had believed everything was fine if we supported each other), and I was forced into arbitrary political boxes by those I spoke to. It was a mess and left me bitter.
Effectively, I am positive I can find something wrong with everyone I'll ever meet and never can see past it and see their individual self. It saddens me. (I pretend people online art animals with keyboards so that I can like them more kek)

No. 2620687

i’ve been trying to create and spread rhetorics about men in the same way incel-ish types like to amass about women, except true. whether it be psychological or philosophical or biological. i’m sick of women being so empathetic towards men when they don’t deserve half of it. i wished more women were interested in being realistic/harsh instead of accommodating to men or at the very least willing to wisen up, but i guess i just have to put the legwork in myself

No. 2620692

>>2620687
incelish rhetorics aren't "realistic", just delusional, and appropriating them isn't a show of ingenuity or emancipation

No. 2620697

>>2620438
>the villification of straight women
What are you talking about?

No. 2620703

>>2620692
How so? Incel men like to say things about women’s psychology, and they are incorrect. It’s rare for women to spread the same observations about men. How would this be delusional?

No. 2620757

>>2620697
For this I am referencing how I have witnessed at the time that people hated straight women (not everyone, but the hate existed). I thought it was strictly that lesbians were unfairly frowned upon. I was unaware that the hatred went both ways in some situations. It is unfortunate. I'm not saying one side or the other is a precious, innocent victim. Just that everything is fucked and so many people hate each other over trivial things. Me included.

No. 2620778

File: 1753466368892.gif (140.47 KB, 220x289, IMG_4217.gif)

He was my first 2D crush

No. 2620789

>>2620703
psychology is make believe nonsense

No. 2620797

>>2620757
That's true enough. Though to be honest I think a lot of the hatred of straight women doesn't actually come from lesbians.

No. 2620810

>>2620789
Are you dumb

No. 2620983

>>2620757
I thought that was an online only (especially tumblr) thing, unless you're in Portland or something

No. 2621062

File: 1753477926667.jpg (39.77 KB, 630x532, 1000199253.jpg)

I have been posting in this imageboard for almost 6 years and I actually don't know what most of the cows sound like. I refuse to listen to them talking, if I can't read what they're saying I just don't have that information in my brain, kek.

No. 2621072

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While drinking for two, I’m going to be chugging a fuck ton of soju so the kid gets fetal alcohol syndrome. I want a wasian baby.(racebait)

No. 2621075

>>2621072
kek. or you could just have children with an asian scr-… nvm. oh well.

No. 2621088

NONNIE NONNIE NONNIE CP BELOW DONT SCROLL

No. 2621092

Bump

No. 2621095

>>2621072
But your baby will be retarded nonna!

No. 2621099

File: 1753480601753.jpeg (130.13 KB, 1300x837, IMG_291678.jpeg)

>>2621072
Every time I see this face all I can think of are the live action Whos

No. 2621163

i have unrelenting rage towards obese people. maybe cuz im the only skinny person in my family and had to fight against a lifetime of bad habits and influences surrounding me. i hate how they eat slop. i hate how they stink and smell like shit and musty mold. i hate how they're breathless and can't do anything. can't clean. can't cook. can't go on a family outing besides stuffing their filthy maws with unhealthy foods. i hate how they're so nonchalant about buying excessive amount of gross shit and eating it. i hate how its always a fastfood chain with TFWs they want to go. i hate how they're lazy. too lazy to pack their own lunch. too lazy to pack their own healthy snacks. too lazy to cook dinner and breakfast. too lazy to go outside and be active. i hate how they get sugar crash and rage if they don't consume something in 2-3 hours. i hate how they aren't patient and need instant gratification since they fill their brains with dopamine (salt,sugar,fat) whenever they eat. i hate how they are never satiated. i hate how they prefer quantity over quality.

their health issues means they leave filth wherever they sit. and oh god the smell, it lingers on upholstery… wherever they eat looks like a tornado just went through a landfill. just a bunch of takeout garbage containers everywhere and snack wrappers flung around because they can't properly dispose of trash. they waste toilet paper and need muh 3 ply because of hemorrhoid's. and the mess they leave in toilet bowls! guess who has to clean it? ME! the only able-bodied person. i am so sick of it.

maybe this should go in the vent thread, i think i will repost this there too kek.

No. 2621203

>>2621163
I also hate fat people. Their existence also just makes no sense, I think it should be completely fair to hate fat people automatically by default until they reveal they have some sort of rare disorder that makes them that way, but guilty until proven innocent, the rest of them hide behind that

No. 2621249

I feel guilty for saving up money for my trip and really for myself in general. There's so much awful shit going on in the world that it feels selfish of me but I want to enjoy myself and that makes me feel like a bad person.

No. 2621255

File: 1753487474506.jpeg (33.39 KB, 462x460, 24AAA89C-AB08-485D-8C42-274D27…)

I hate moids, but i hate women even more because most of my negative personal experiences have been with other women and it sometimes make me frustrated that i can't harm the women that make me feel so worthless. The thing stopping me is purely that i don't want my digital footprint to be revealed nor do i want to be on TV. I'd be in the common area having a panic attack because i look ugly on TV. I'd freak out in court if i hear the person i killed family talk about how lovely they were. The fact that i wrote all of this means i can never commit murder.

No. 2621259

>>2621255
>still has body dysmorphia even in her power fantasies

No. 2621264

>>2621255
What's the point of writing that on a website full of women?

No. 2621265

>>2621264
Hey it’s the confession thread, she can confess her edgelord femicide daydreams if she wants to.

No. 2621271

>>2621255
And of course this is coming from a LSA and Luigifag. Just leave newfag.

No. 2621348

>>2621072
Are posts like these not considered race-bait? This is disgusting.

No. 2621392

>>2621271
I bet I've been here longer than you.

No. 2621400

>>2621259
More of a nightmare than power fantasy. It doesn't feel good to feel this way.

No. 2621403

>>2621392
Definitely not with that attitude and shit taste.

No. 2621410

>can't sleep
>turn over
>draw gore of moid who hurt me
>feel better
sweet dreams nonnas

No. 2621428

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No. 2621430

I love watching gender reveals even though I don’t want kids. I think they’re so cute.

No. 2621503

I am so jealous of my older sister to the point of thinking about hurting myself. She's sick enough to get government money and sit on her ass but also still can party and travel and drink alcohol while taking meds. Our parents treat us unfairly, my sister didn't even finish highschool and she still get to do nice things because "sickness". I am sick in the head, but it's invisible for them so I have to do everything with 0 support. They don't care I'm going to university, they don't care that I have my own hopes, dreams and problems. They only care about me getting a job and giving money to them and my "poor sister". I don't feel like a part of my family, only a problem and a helper. What should I do to make them notice me? Should my mother see me bleed out to finally care?

No. 2621508

>>2621503
Get a job, don’t give them money.

No. 2621510

>>2621508
I'm trying but no one wants to hire me. I have slight hope that giving them money will make them notice me, but I know it's irrational.

No. 2621512

File: 1753498388017.gif (1.77 MB, 498x371, granbull-pokémon.gif)

>>2621510
If they truly loved you, they wouldn't want your money, they'd only want you. Cut them off, anon.

No. 2621693

File: 1753516417889.jpg (69.75 KB, 550x1031, 1000003510.jpg)

This is something that I'm deeply ashamed of and I want to get it off of my chest. Throughout my childhood, I had a lot of different pet turtles. All of them died, probably partially due to improper care and partially due to being from the flea market (shady breeders). The last turtle I owned is one I feel very guilty about, because it was directly my fault that it died. When I was around 10/11, I started developing OCD and one of my first hyperfixations was salmonella. I was awfully afraid of it, I thought it was a death sentence. I released the turtle I had at the time into the wood, simply because turtles can carry salmonella. My mother was absolutely pissed at me (she had every right to be) and made me go look for him, but it was night and it was practically impossible to find him. At the time, I didn't know I had OCD. Now knowing what I have, I know how ridiculous and idiotic I was. I feel terrible for this, especially because I now love animals more than I ever have. I have pets right now that also carry salmonella, if I owned them at that age it could've been them that I released into the woods. I know I was young and didn't have nefarious intentions, but ultimately it was cruel. To that little turtle, I'm sorry. I hope you're somewhere better now.

No. 2621696

>>2621693
Turtles live for 40 years so it's likely that turtle is still alive and trying to find you to enact revenge. If i were you i would start prepping and developing OCD over my future murder by scorned turtle death.

No. 2621697

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No. 2621743

>>2621696
It's a lovely thought, but I don't believe there were any nearby sources of water so I doubt it survived. Thanks for making me laugh though anon

No. 2621746

>>2621410
I really don’t use my powers to full capacity. Thank you for the inspiration nonna.

No. 2621831

I let a moth lay eggs on my face while i held a mirror in front of me then i killed the eggs and the moth. It was so fascinating to see it happening but she wanted to spread the eggs on the couch that’s why I did that.

No. 2621832

>>2621503
Don’t give money to your family and don’t be jealous of your sister wtf.

No. 2621847

It's a bit cruel, but those really unflattering photos from the Tea app data breach are inspiring me to take better care of myself

No. 2621849

i finally admitted the depth of my alcoholism to someone close to me. it was extremely scary and vulnerable to allow someone to know my true colours and levels of depravity. but i know my pattern of trying to handle this myself is clearly not working considering the last time i blacked out i almost killed myself. telling them prevents me from trying pretend it never happened and is an attempt to stop the pattern of drinking again a couple weeks or months after i think ive punished myself adequately. knowing im the type of broken human who cannot self regulate my drinking and basically can no longer drink ever again is a real fucking bummer and makes me feel like a fucking weak, failure because drinking seems like this long lasting human tradition that almost connects you to the humans of the past. like humans have drank for all of history yet i cannot without becoming a piece of shit self destructive human. i guess this is my punishment for all those years of blacked out bad decisions. i had my “fun” and all i got out of it was regret and mental illness. fuck alcohol.

No. 2621853

>>2621847
those are verification selfies made from the front camera, point-blank and with flash on, what else did you expect?

No. 2621855


No. 2622007

Not only did I like Hamilton, I still like Hamilton.

No. 2622161

File: 1753546776798.jpeg (137.76 KB, 862x575, IMG_3874.jpeg)

I really like it when a daughter is the exact copy of their mom, it’s very cute. Like she gave birth to herself, go binary scission!

No. 2622190

>>2622161
Me too! I look exactly like my mom to the point where people think photos of me are just old photos of her. It's flattering though because my mom is a babe. Thanks for the genes, mom!

No. 2622254

>>2622161
looks like Paris Hilton lol

No. 2622255

>>2622007
Oh yeah? Proof? Name 5 of their albums.

No. 2622284

>>2621849
Do you live together with them? It's much easier to curb alcoholism

No. 2622372

>>2622190
Lucky! Bless your mom when she became both the mother and father nonna.

No. 2622373

>>2622284
Alcohol addiction is actually pretty hard to quit

No. 2622374

>>2622254
I see it!

No. 2622427

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>>2621849
Omg, it is the same for me. I returned to my mother's after destroying my love relationship with my subhuman alcoholic behavior. I have no self-control; I've had so many blackouts, lost consciousness so many times, and disgraced myself in public so frequently… I told her everything tonight, and she is taking me to see an addiction specialist on Monday. Nonna, we'll both get through this!

No. 2622745


No. 2622776

I am so ashamed of my old posts on this site. I had no idea that I sounded so autistic back then. Good thing that I've grown out of it obviously, but it's still very embarassing. Sometimes I open an old thread, read a weird post, that seems strangely familiar, realize that it was actually me who posted that shit and then proceed to internally die from cringe.

No. 2622781

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>>2621847
holy shit you are so weak imagine caring what men who jack off to loli hentai think. Some of you are such pushovers, its pathetic.



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