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No. 2552901
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ok so this is probably petty but… remember that rich girl pituca fantasy author i’ve ranted about here before?she always made it seem like she was living this dreamy, self-made author life, just vibing off her creativity and hustle.
anyway, she posted a tiktok last night and. idk. it hit weird. she straight up admitted she’s not living off her sales, said she now works full-time at her dad’s factory (not “consulting” like she used to claim) and just sounded… drained. like genuinely resigned and flat in a way she never does. no upbeat tone, no “i’m so grateful” . just pure burnout.
and here’s the part i feel kind of evil about: it felt good to hear it. like, relief. like finally, finally the illusion cracked. i knew it wasn’t sustainable. i knew it was smoke and mirrors and that her books weren’t paying the bills. and for a year people made me feel like a hater for pointing that out. i even started wondering if i was just bitter.
but now it’s like… oh. she was performing! "BEST SELLING LATAM AUTHOR" MY ASS
i know it sucks that she’s clearly struggling, and i don’t wish her harm or anything. but part of me is just glad to have my instincts confirmed. not everything is envy.
anyway. i hope she finds peace or whatever. but i’m sleeping a little easier tonight kek
No. 2553756
>>255375022 year olds are generally poor and haven’t started their careers yet, don’t have life experience to the degree that a person in their late 20s would, and generally don’t make good parents as anyone who was raised by young parents will tell you when comparing their upbringing to their younger siblings’.
Also, if you don’t have the emotional breadth to see that there is more to life than either having babies or collecting anime figures (kek), that’s entirely on you. Most normal people at the very least want to get their career in order, travel and see a bit of the world before they settle down, nobody is out there avoiding having children because they want to watch anime. But you’d know that if you went outside.
No. 2553763
I feel obsessed with men with features similar to mine (say eyes, hair, complexion), but the weird part is that makes them look like my older brother, not that I think there's any correlation, it might actually just be some sort of veiled narcissism, like I feel like I deserve someone that looks as appealing as how I see myself, and my fear is it might actually be delusional, that I debased myself below my inherent worth, idk it's a conflicted feeling, and I know it's not exactly about these shallow appearances either
it's like when they say opposites attract, except I'm insecure enough to find comfort and validation in my own likeness
No. 2553764
>>2553756anon, did you even read the post you’re responding to? it was written by a chronically ill
nonnie who was just sharing her aspirations about what kind of life she would like to live, if she had the physical ability to, and how the other people in her life have had the privilege to be able to enjoy these things. that is literally the first three sentences. please, do work on your reading skills or your learning disability.
>if you don’t have the emotional breadth to see that there is more to life than either having babies or collecting anime figures (kek), that’s entirely on youI know we have a lot of autistic users on this website but if you weren’t able to understand that was an obvious joke then i don’t know if you are emotionally intelligent enough to have a conversation about disabled women who want to be able to have their own children but cannot. it really sounds like you’re just being a little asshole because you want to be.
No. 2553891
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I want a beautiful man who doesn't have sexual desires and we can just live together, gardening and raising animals and reading and travelling, no kids, no sex, no normie friends, and he's faithful to me and we grow old together and die together. We can hug and kiss, but we never have sexual desires, just adore each other's form in a pure way. I wish being in a loving relationship with a male was possible without sex.
No. 2553894
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I envy this woman so much it's not even funny. I too wish I was born in the capital of a influencial country, to a millionaire movie producer + singer couple, with a PR team to launch me into global activist stardom at 15. I don't have anything against her as a person, but the cult around her is fucking wild, and it's like an ultimate wet dream for my narc self. She has zero useful skills, she's not an expert on anything, and she's not even that good of a speaker, but I've read journalists calling her a literal prophet for fuck sake. Damn. I really wish I could "yass queen" her as much as the next person, but I just can't, I wish I were young and that famous too, and people loved me as crazily as everyone seems to love her. Luckily I'm aware I'm a narc. Whatever. I hope Israel doesn't vaporize her in the next 24 hours.
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>>2553900posting her or not posting her here doesn’t change the fact that she was transitioning and the statistics say they like to kill themselves a lot because gender identity is a social issue they can never change. she memed herself into committing suicide because she was unhappy with herself no matter what she did or what drugs she took. becoming pro trans is only going to make more women like her suicide from being upset they hate themselves as a woman
and as aiden zippertits.
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I can't stop reading age gap yaoi fanfic, it's been a month and I want to be free
No. 2555072
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I did it nonnies, i saw a ragebait post last month and instead of replying to it I reminded myself
>people are stupid and you cannot change them
And
>arguments online are pointless because no one changes their mind ever
And i closed out my lolcow threads, went walk outside, and found inner peace for a month.
And now came back for the milk.
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>>2555072That's great! Hope you enjoyed your break and enjoy the milk now that you're back.
No. 2555087
>>2553973>>2553748I see it as a difference between being 40ish when your child might leave you to be their own working person or being 50ish.
I known a diverse age-range of mothers who were that age when their children became adults and I can confidently say if you do drugs you'll probably die before seeing grandkids at either age but the 40 year olds have more energy to deal with family than 50+s
No. 2555412
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>>2553748the replies to this are so weird. 22 year olds are like kids to me kek maybe i'm getting old for lc
No. 2555991
>>2555438>Newfags are getting too young Being 22 doesn’t make a user a newfag anon, it just means that they’re slightly younger than you
>>2555412I feel like 18-24 year olds infantilizing themselves needs to come to an end. Maybe my parents were just hardasses but, the moment I graduated from high school they stopped treating me like a baby KEK
No. 2556010
>>2556003>as soon as you hit 30, your health rapidly deterioratesHey OP here, sorry if my post sounded like I was insulting older anons or something but thats not what I was saying at all. I’ll tag the post that started this discussion
>>2553549My post was not saying that I want to have a child right now because by the time you’re 30 your health deteriorates kek. My health has already deteriorated, and that is the whole reason why I can’t have a child. My confession post was confessing to the pain and jealousy I experience daily through the emptiness in my life, as a chronically ill woman. I do not understand how this has been misconstrued into insulting women who have children at older ages. I think being able to have a child at 30+ sounds wonderful, but my post is talking about how I would like to be able to just give birth to a child and hold it in my arms and kiss it and raise it in a loving environment. Sorry if this pissed some anons off…
>>2555412I’ve been using lolcow for 7 years now nona. I don’t think wanting to have children before the age of 30 insinuates newfaggotry
No. 2556048
>>2556037So not to blogpost and I’ll shut up about this after this post but I suffer from very aggressive seizures that come about once a month around the same time, I’ll have
several seizures over the course of a few days and this has gone on since I was 17. It started on my 17th birthday, and I don’t suffer from epilepsy or any brain issues based off the EEG’s, CT scans, and MRI’s I’ve had. My body is just cursed kek! I am certainly incapable of supporting a pregnancy with the life I’ve lived over these last few years. I am hoping my life changes, but when I am off medication I become severely ill and when I am on medication it’s unsafe for me to conceive and carry a child, even if it makes me stop having seizures.
No. 2556068
>>2556010>I don’t think wanting to have children before the age of 30 insinuates newfaggotryi didn't say it did. did you meant to quote
>>2556003?
No. 2556072
>>2556068Yes I did kek I apologize
nonny!
No. 2556136
>>2555988It’s neurological and makes pregnancy very risky. I very much regret not trying to conceive before my body decided to break down at such a young age but it’s not my fault, I never knew I’d be dealing with a chronic illness. If I had known that, I definitely would’ve jumped the gun and got pregnant before 28. My plan at 26 was to wait for my husband to get a well paying job and then have kids at 30 but life throws you curve balls and things don’t go as planned.
>>2556048Hey Nona I’m in the same boat as you and I just wanted to offer my sympathy to you. It’s hard not getting jealous at women who have it easy with their fertility and health. I probably would pass on my cursed genes to my kids which is selfish thoughbeit.
>>2556000>>2556003I’ve been on LC since 2016 at 19. Don’t ask me why I’m still here kek.
No. 2556270
>>2555412I’m younger than anon by a little and I still find it kind of crazy. I would want to live life a little, I feel like I just left high school, and I’m not even childish for my age - but every early 20s person I know is … immature. Very. Scares me to imagine them as parents but hopefully they wouldn’t be doing too much damage so long as they are good enough parents once they’re older and can speak and get traumatised or resent them. I wonder if it’s a generational thing because before young adults seemed much more mature, idk. But my parents had me at 22, and I can literally remember them maturing in my memories which is creepy and disappointing because if I had the experiences I did when they were a decade older, god the amount they mellowed out… Still, some people are bad parents at any age, and some people can afford to have children young both financially and mentally, in those cases if they want and would enjoy raising children I get it. Not to be “eugenicist” or whatever but what I can’t stand is broke people my age churning out babies.
Doesn’t sound like it’s anon’s point though. I don’t know what chronic illness she has but it sounds like she wants kids at one point but believes she won’t be able to. That’s sad to me
even as a semi anti-natalist kek>>2555413This is a strange idea for me because I thought it was common knowledge that having children in your early 20s (or teens) has a higher risk of miscarriage since early 20s women have lower luteal and pregnancy progesterone levels. They characterised it as a late ovarian adolescence period, but people act like it’s only men’s bodies that change after 18 for some reason, despite it being such an arbitrary number and not a biological one. Of course this isn’t everything but if you don’t have fertility issues it sounds like you’d have a healthier baby if you waited until at least 24ish, especially when you consider financial situation on top of that.
No. 2556506
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I have been obsessed (limerent more like) with a 3dpd scrote for like 6 months at this point. I feel bad that I think about him so often, but I will literally never meet him in my life (he's completely decrepit today) and I only really fantasize chatting with him and bonding with him platonically, maybe some flirting. I'm actually starving for sexual tension and butterflies, but I'm too much of a wimp to invite it into my life with another man. I don't want to ruin my life and cheat but Im scared of even giving a playful glance. I literally think about him pretty much every night before I go to bed right next to my Nigel because its genuinely relaxing and instantly pts me to sleep.
I'm retarded because the root of the problem is that I'm scared I'll never be sexually "wild" again, and I'll never have butterflies and intense lust for a man ever again without feeling guilty and restrained about it.
My Nigel is genuinely good and is obsessed with me, he is miles above any man I've ever known. But for me, the nervous excitement between us hasn't been present for a long time and will never come back. And yet he's the only man I can imagine spending the rest of my life with. And I do want to do that. But I'll never feel my heart beating rapidly on a date or feel a rush of dopamine when he just so much as looks at me or feel so wet from just his touch that my underwear gets completely drenched in hot arousal. I really miss that and Im scared I'll never feel that again.
No. 2556531
>>2556506Nonnie, how do you know you are NEVER going to feel that with your nigel again? There's a hard truth to swallow, if you only feel the rush of adrenaline and butterflies in the stomach when you are with someone new or at the start of a relationship, you are never going to be with someone forever, or for more than 2~5 years. I also for a bit thought that i would never feel the rush of adrenaline with my nigel, even though he's really the perfect man for me, but i discovered that to have that rush of adrenaline back you just need to communicate. Are you feeling "bored" or something like that? Let him know. Maybe he's feeling the same. Maybe you guys need something new, a new fantasy, or simply you need that moment of sadness and insecurity of talking with him to remember that you are still attracted to him. Attraction often fluctuates and there will be times you are going to think that you are unable to feel attraction again, but something random he does will bring everything back. Don't destroy a perfectly healthy relationship for an ambiguous desire, that scrote is nothing more than the representation of what you desire that your nigel would be. What are you really desiring? What is lacking?
No. 2556588
>>2556531First off, thanks for giving such a thoughtful and considerate reply, pretty unusual for an IB.
If you actually want an answer – We even have good sex but it doesn't really come from a place of "I wanna fuck you" so much as me satiating my horniness. Unless I'm drunk. It makes me feel pretty bored because he doesn't want to do the freak shit I like. It's not even that freaky, he's just extremely vanilla. I'd take it over a "daddy dom" (barf) any day, but I'm still not ecstatic.
I'm a little scared to admit it to him but to be brief, he's a little too clingy and handsy and it makes him look immature, hes insecure about his skinnyness and wears baggy clothes all the time (but when he accentuates his waist it looks amazing on him). The most abstract part is probably that he's also scared to be masculine, I think. Like I'm straight, I want a masculine guy, but it's not as simple as it is for men like "just put on some mascara and a skirt", I wouldn't know what exactly to tell him to do.
No. 2556689
>>2556588I'm happy i helped you even if a little bit.
To me it seems like you guys have many, many things that have been left unsaid, insecurities that he has, and both of you know so, but neither got the courage to speak about it. That kills a relationship. You don't know him, you probably don't know exactly what he wants and maybe you don't even know what he really likes, my nigel also was kind of vanilla before we met, i made him like everything freaky that he likes nowadays, there's hope. I think both of you should be secure about yourselves at least together. Discover what makes him insecure, what exactly is it that makes him not feel safe with the idea of being more masculine, maybe he feels so effeminate that it's humiliating to try being masculine. There's so, so many possibilities.
You need TRUE intimacy, there's no way your relationship will go on without that, you need to let him know that you need him to be vulnerable enough to let you know his deepest insecurities and fears. You too, you need to be vulnerable with him, and being vulnerable includes letting him know your true sexual desires and not being afraid to be yourself. If he loves you and you love him, then this will save your relationship. Keep it in mind: the only way to love is knowing who you love. If you don't know him, you don't love him.
You don't need to tell him what will make him more masculine, it's much better that you let him discover himself through his relationship with you, maybe you need to make his insecurities actually seem like something good, like the fact that he is skinny. My nigel is short, very short. We make this characteristic that could be an insecurity into a desirable trait, a charming trait that really does get me aroused. Once he is himself, you will find an arousal towards him that you didn't think you could ever feel. I feel like it's not about masculinity, but about his view of himself in relation to you, if that makes sense.
I would, though, be extremelly cautious with my words when telling him about the things that make him seem immature, maybe instead of telling him he seems immature, you could lead him to the opposite path by telling him that you like when he does "…" (something that does not make him seem immature or something that is the opposite of what he does). Telling him he seems immature is quite offensive and that can break his confidence.
Keep those things in mind and i think things can get better. Be patient with him and think about him with love, not with judgement, think about him the way you would like him to think about you. Things should get better, it may not be easy, but if you love eachother it should be possible.
No. 2556720
I can't stop obsessing about my previous coworkers and flatmates who wronged me. They were sabotaging and essentially poisoning me over the span of several months. God wants judgment, revenge to be up to him, but I don't feel like a good follower if I am constantly raging. I can forgive them but I can't deal with the damage and the fact that they're still out there thinking their ways are alright. I wish hell was a circus. Imagine being gaslit, sprayed with allergens, your room rearranged, stalked, overworked, humiliated by having to clean up drug paraphernalia, urine and feces on the regular at a restaurant, coworkers disappearing for hours on the toilet, being told off when I complain about joint pain from being overworked and then my supervisor lying that I was actually sabotaging them by working harder. This happening after experiencing 2 decades of extreme corruption involving physical abuse, drugging and money laundering (not on a large scale) pissed me off more. No support network AND then lowlife creatures from the pits of hell harassing me is a cherry on top. I have considered suicide but it is against my religion. It's like there is a huge glowing neon sign above my head reading in all caps CUCK THIS CUNT, and it attracts flies, ticks, leeches and fleas.
No. 2556902
>>2555439I hope so. I really do feel like it's counterintuitive to my leanings to say I want to be a mom one day. I consider myself very separatist, feminist, and I rebuke and find a lot of men awful, I've had awful experiences, I've been abused, I don't know why I would want a kid after all that. I spent years flip flopping on whether I want kids but then eventually decided in the last few I did, just haven't found the right person yet. Sometimes I'm afraid I never will.
If it happens it happens. If it doesn't it doesn't. Figure it's better and will happen if you don't spend your entire life seeking it. If it's meant to be, it'll happen.
No. 2557073
I completely understand the feminist perspective for hating porn, but i have to admit that personally it's not the main reason why i hate it, although i keep it in mind. Aside from male porn actors looking like Joe Rogan from temu a lot of the time, for me, it's just so fucking cringe that it makes me want to avoid it, especially general porn involving two people fucking. It feels like i am sitting in a cyber cuckchair, i don't understand how anyone is supposed to get off to that kind of shit unless they are into being a cuck. I feel like i am witnessing something i shouldn't be seeing and all the dirty talk and theatrics makes me cringe so fucking hard. This feeling also extends to movies and tv shows, even though the sex scenes are always fake as hell so they tend not to feel as bad, but my god do i hate it when they try hard to make them as realistic as possible, just show two people in the bed after the deed is done, i don't need to see the actors dry humping each other in length. So whenever i hear men defending porn, i just hear them defending having a cuck fetish more than anything. I wouldn't be surprised that there is a strong correlation between cuckoldry and the rise of easily accessible porn.
No. 2557074
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>>2556801You sound like you can do a mean money spread.
No. 2557444
>>2557073Same lol. First time I saw porn I was already "older" and knew about the problems it brought, and I remember being so confused
this is what males ruin their bedroom over and give their girlfriends and wives complexes to hell and back over?
No. 2557762
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I think I've come to terms with being an animal lover because growing up, I was never a fan of these "popular" animals, such as cats, dogs, rabbits, etc.
My main fixation was mostly on frogs, seals, and exotic animals. I rarely qualify myself as an animal lover because I didn't like the popular ones, but it made me realize that I've always had long periods of time doting and obsessing over certain animals and I tried to collect as many stuffies of said certain animal. I do love animals, its such a relief to say it out loud.
No. 2557801
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Even though I'm fairly sure that most of what's posted in the Vent and Unpopular Opinion Threads is pure fabrication, I like to read through them because they make me feel a lot better about myself and my own life.
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>>2557840Mmkay, see you tomorrow!
No. 2557866
>>2557073I dont know why people pretend its even necessary for jerking off either. Just use your imagination. Porn industry is completely upheld by npcs who cant visualize an apple in their head
>>2557831I kind of hate the term pro-ship because it places incest on the same level of evil as pedo shit. Maybe I am coping but I feel like theres a gap there. Incest is hot if its two brothers of a similar age… anything else I feel a little weird
No. 2557870
>>2557852Haha, you are so finny
So so funny
God everyone just want to mock me and doesnt care for me
I need to die
No. 2558379
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Everything is falling apart and rebuilding at the same time . I wanted to kill myself for a long time, but now I want to live. Living is painful yes but it’s also interesting. Death seems very boring. I will take time to enjoy things.
No. 2558393
>>2558379Cute
nonnie, you'll be rewarded for that
No. 2558704
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I have genetic eyebags and I love them, I'll never buy into the weird anti eyebags/anti aging/autopedophillia psyop.
I'm one of those people who have that round roll of fat under their eyes when they smile and combined with my eyebags it makes my smile look a lot cuter, i love it. It's not like I'm one of those stacys who don't care about makeup, I wear it a lot and do genuinely enjoy it. I've had my eyebags for as long as I can remember, my face looks really off without them and I look a lot less attractive to myself if they're not there for some reason. I remember taking my ID pictures and wondering why the fuck do I look so weird, turns out the photographer got rid of my eyebags for some weird fucking reason (maybe they thought I was just tired and wanted to be nice?).
Maybe me being a hapa and having a pretty flat face with little to no shadow helps? I'm also one of those lucky people who never really had acne or skin problems even during puberty, so I don't have an excuse to use foundation or concealer. I don't even get any weird comments on my eyebags anymore, maybe it's obvious they're not an insecurity or maybe people are just so used to it they'd be weirded out if they suddenly disappeared too.
pic unrelated i just really like his eye look here
No. 2558708
I've had the most intense, obsessive crush of my life for more than a year now. Two weeks ago I almost signed up for an online plasma physics course because I knew he'd be there. I figured out where he lives. He's an incredibly private person who really takes care of his digital footprint so I've had to invest a lot of time collecting information. I'd never felt the deep-seated urge to stalk someone on this level, for this long.
>>2558618based
No. 2559171
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I think about my nonas here all the time. If I'm having a good day, I hope to myself that nonas are too. If I'm eating something good, I think about sharing it with nonas. If something interesting happens to me or I see something funny, I want to share it with my nonas. I should probably get some friends but at least I have my lolcurr.
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>>2559171>>2559180Me too, I love my nonnies and this place holds a special place in my heart. Each time I am forced to use any other website I am reminded of how thankful I am this site exists with the culture it has. I’m going to get a burrito for lunch and think of you guys now.
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>>2559171Nonnie this is so sweet, I will be thinking about you whenever I come here from now on. I always get so sad whenever I read another
nonnie's post about going through a hard time/having a bad day, even though we've probably had a retarded slapfight before we are all on Lolcor together and united.
No. 2559388
>>2559361KEKK nonna, what did you buy?
I always like to keep myself at 80€ maximum a month.
No. 2559736
>>2559685Even if you just read about or watch videos where women spill all the shit they've been through in hellish relationships with men.. you quickly realize how those men all seem to have the same basic playbook of tactics they use. They're not that creative. They're not doing anything all that new. It's the most same-ish shit you'll ever learn about.
I think too many women grow up being taught that men hurt them and hurt them and hurt them some more and it's all just some bumbling 'he doesn't mean it' idiot thing. If you're stressed, kept on your toes, can't feel comfortable or stable for long, it feels like a rollercoaster that never seems to level out and the hurt just keeps happening.. he knows what he's doing. If you're anxious and always waiting for the magical day where everything will click and get better.. he doesn't want that or it would've happened already. If the first few months felt amazing and you're only with him because you want that back.. he sucked you in like that on purpose and sold you a dream that doesn't exist. You can still familiarize yourself with the all too common patterns.
No. 2560070
>>2559685Theres women who date tons of men and seem to never pick up the redflags. Experience helps but as long as you just stay grounded and follow
>>2559742 youre fine
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I like a lot of o-mighty's designs, but they have no business selling little tank tops and baby tees for $50-$65. Like, fuck off kek.
No. 2560214
>>2560030
>To women I'll always be a traitor and a subhuman thing, a polluting industrial runoff that they'd rather just ignore but occasionally see fit to attempt to correct or do away with, an irritating blight on their landscape.
Can you really blame them? People are just trying to get on with life and make the most of the cards they're dealt, and there you are, crying that you were born with a vagina. You're not the first or the last, and disliking other women isn't novel, just makes you a serf if you internalize it. "Ohhh nooooo, periods, noooo pussy gore so scawy". Give me a fucking break. All you bitches do is kill the vibe and dramatize it. "Le sigh, the foids hate me because i'm a man on the inside" no, you're just being obnoxious. If you have dysphoria, don't try to rationalize it. It's just shitty. Like with all mental disorders, you deal with it and live.
You think a single man ever gave a fuck that men are faggot balding rape apes all over the world? No, but you're here crying because women do their hair too much and walk funny. You have high female neuroticism and nitpick as such while claiming to see yourself as a man. Anyone would find that grating.
No. 2560329
>>2560308I'm speaking under the impression that she means that other women in LC or other female and anti-tranny don't like her because she merely exists as a woman with dysphoria, making rants like she did in the deleted post.
I've had too intimate an exposure to the mindset of a blackpiller to not sympathize with those who tell them to fuck off, because what they're after isn't understanding. It's self-flagellation, masturbation and hatred for those who don't do the same.
I don't think women ride by on bikes and spit on her. I don't think people IRL really care unless she's saying this to strangers or family members unprompted. At most, she's likely a bit awkward IRL. If she really was talking about her experiences in real life
without bringing up the dysphoria or showing off her spite like a badge, her mind has more than likely inflated simple unpopularity into being seen as a "subhuman" or "polluting industrial run-off" because not having many friends just isn't dramatic and tragic enough. The whole thing is just kind of inspid and tiring.
No. 2561018
>>2560214I'm the anon that posted that little freakout and you're right, honestly. Every so often I get beastly drunk and have a paranoid self loathing freakout, which doesn't really excuse me being a miserable buzz kill and shitting up the thread with a bunch of whining.
Considering the post was deleted by mods, I'm going to assume there was a ban that went with the deletion so I'll desist from posting for a few months or maybe permanently in the interest of not being yet another loser that vandalizes this board. It seems like we have enough of those already and if I can't behave myself like an adult I really shouldn't be participating.
Had no idea my drunkposting coincided with the BP posters having a tard rampage of their own, I'm a bit mortified. Sorry.
No. 2561134
>>2560980been there,
nonnie. DON'T go crazy.
Vacuum once a day IF YOU CAN.
If you have pets, get them the good shit. Not that bullshit over the counter crap, get them something like Bravecto. Shit is expensive but it is powerful and it will work. If not Bravecto, something that you actually have to get a vet prescription for. Fleas actually get used to the poisons we use on them. I learned that the hard way when Frontline did nothing for my cat. I just realized you might not be American so all of these bullshit brands you're gonna have to google, I'm sorry.
Giving your pet anti-flea medication is the most important thing you can do. Everything is secondary.
Be slightly more clean than you already are. Unless you're like a
toxic waste dump slob. Then get some mental health help, clean your house, and put flea medication on your pet lol
No. 2561142
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>>2561135I always found her retarded and annoying like. Hated the males too, bunch of weirdo retards.
>one is an egomaniac who calls himself “ore sama”>another one keeps the ashes of his dead mom>another one used to get fucked by his mom so now he is a nympho >one calls you sow>another one bitch-Chan>another one livestockKekkk.
The only one I liked was Shuu, but he had issues, he was just a depresso who missed his childhood friend, I bet he hated being a vampire too but I always fantasized about riding him kek.
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>>2559892We are enslaved from the moment we are born. Eat.
No. 2561155
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>>2561135That's so cute nonna, Yui's design is indeed very pretty. Even I have to admit that as someone who didn't like the game or anime kek
>A rich movie actress with 10 boyfriendsHonestly, this is a much better outcome than getting with any of the neurotic bippie love interests.
>>2561142They all pissed me off so much, I have a pretty high tolerance for LIs with attitude problems but
jeez. No charisma whatsoever. I kept hoping Yui would snap and turn evil or something.
No. 2561243
>>2561226thanks nonna. it still hurts on the daily, but i agree with you–i was pregnant once and aborted bc duh you don't hurt new beings bc you desperately want a family, it's just not how that works.
it really does just all come from wanting a family, and having had a really terrible one that didn't prepare me to make my own.
ah, well. it was very comforting to get such a quick response.
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>>2561155This and pic related are some of my favorite outfits of hers. It reminds me of a mystical queen.
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honestly im super into the mid-functioning autist community. I love going on youtube and finding these channels with less than 100 subs who just post about barney, thomas the tank engine, mlp, lion king etc etc. its just so charming to me i cant explain it
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I always thought the de/g/enerates were fucking weird with all the rape fantasy shit they post, but I'm currently reading Invincible and I somewhat get it now. I wish Anissa made that wimp suffer even worse. I still wouldn't dream of hurting my husbando, though. I still think they're fucking weird for that.
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Never been the type to like older scrotes , but ever since I was 16 I always found Hotch from Criminal Minds so alluring and sexy, he is stoic and efficient. I’ll do a rewatch just for him. The actor is also quite handsome according to me and he aged well. I wouldn’t mind having a husband that looks like that when I’m 40 or something.
No. 2562025
>>2562016I just don’t find any appeal in rape, even nonnas from the unpopular thread were talking about raping scrotes and even justifying doing it to high schoolers.
Maybe it’s just a way to vent off the anger from being rejected by them and not getting hotties or something but it’s just weird to me.
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one time a video was posted on the mtf thread and i didnt get they were saying one of the people in it was a tranny, because i couldnt clock the tranny at all, like seriously did not read even as masculine i just thought it was like kind of a tall woman maybe
Perhaps the one passing tranny i've ever seen
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>>2563766And you should've stolen an image searching device
No. 2563836
>>2563795>Can we really never get a girly artist without the lolita undertones?Tbh I don't think so, if you're looking for "girly". "Girly" or "girl-like" or "that like a female child" plus an adult woman's sexuality = pedobait at least.
Why aren't grown women more interested in the "womanly"?
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I made a profile on a hookup app with zero photos of myself (just picrel kek), said I was looking for a Munch for the summer (aka designated pussyeater) and made it very clear I will not be reciprocating or touching anyone’s dick. It’s been one day and I literally have 100s of men liking my profile…men are really such pathetic sluts kekkkk. Anyways, I will have to proceed carefully with my selection process to weed out any weirdos and fake rug munchers. I hope to find my perfect submissive young golden retriever boy. I know he’s out there. Wish me luck nonnas.
No. 2563856
>>2563851stay safe Nona. being explicit about how you won't reciprocate means you'll have guys plotting on you.
personally I wouldn't disclose that until they've passed a first round of vetting
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>>2563851Kek, based nonna, I wish you all the good luck.
No. 2563887
>>2563855I know I will need to be careful, I have a very long list of exclusionary criteria and I’m not in any rush to find someone. Luckily, I live in a big city known for having a lot of young sexy people. Not that hot men can’t be creepy, violent and retarded, but there is no shortage of cuties lining up to potentially eat my pussy. I have no qualms about rejecting a moid at the first sign of chromosomal retardation.
>>2563856Thank you for the concern nonna. I just thought I’d put it out there so that people know exactly what they were getting into. I don’t want to waste time vetting someone only for them to not be down at the end. I am also looking for someone to fall in line and know that they are nothing more than a munch to me. I will take my time to audition these losers before even considering meeting irl. If I even get so much as a tinge of a bad gut feeling or if they step out of line then they’re out.
No. 2563927
>>2563851If it’s tinder and you haven’t paid premium it will just give you 99+ matches even when you don’t have them in order to entice you to pay.
I had a blank profile for stalking and it showed that I had 99+ matches.
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I'm jealous of nonny who have a husbando or waifu. I'm a casual anime watcher and I only know older millenial stuff. I'd love to have a waifu I can dedicate my free time to!
No. 2564319
>>2564286I'm op I tried Nana but I remember they pissed me off kek sorry nony
>>2564277I want to! I need to research kek but I suspect I might be more of a yume tbh
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>meds have appetite loss as a side effect
>already thin so become underweight
>no calorie counting or purposeful meal skipping
>get a lot of concern and shock from those around me
>enjoy these comments for some reason
>find myself wanting to stay underweight and actually trying now
I dont think Im truly an anachan, but I might be a bit of an attention-seeking munchie.
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In 2018 before she got big, I hit on Belle Delphine's ex boyfriend and he angrily rejected me and was really offended that I'd even dared to approach him because he wasn't over Belle. Lol
No. 2564915
>>2564834Me too. After a while, the hate becomes retarded and based purely on fart gas.
I have defended things I really shouldn't have to purely because I have seen some insanely misguided individuals.
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My art account gets decent traction but my nsfw account gets so much more. I know the coom is addicting and it's expected, but now I'm thinking I should definitely start trying to profit off of this. There aren't enough male characters being abused and taken advantage of tbh
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I have an unshakable fear that I might smell bad and have always smelled bad. No matter how neurotically I keep myself and my clothes clean and no matter how often I ask people to please tell me if I stink, I just can't escape the suspicion that they're all just lying to me.
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>>2561172nonnie that's so cute, actually heartwarming kek, could make a grown woman cry