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No. 2537677
A thread for venting about difficult, weird, or stupid stuff going on in your life.
Previous vent thread:
>>>/ot/2525310Follow all the /ot/ board rules & do not reply to bait.
Please, do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all. No. 2537725
>>2537705If no one actually cares that's awesome, but then why am I seeing giant rants about het partnered women like every fucking day? Also this is a vent thread, I'm going to be venting just like everyone else even if you disagree with me. I've said before I'm not opposed for being with a dude, that doesn't change that I still encounter women on radblr who annoy the shit out of me for being so daft. Seeing them not understand the reality of their situation does get on my nerves after so long of hearing about it. The only way to really get other female friends that don't do this seems to be pretending to not hate troons and not hate religion
Okay I don't want to drag this out into the new thread so this will be my last reply, I was venting anyways so even if someone else has a great point in response I'm too heated to really listen to it honestly
No. 2537730
>>2537725It’s the same as the 4B movement, western women can’t really abandon men but still want to be included in movements that don’t fit them. That’s why you are this “heated” in the first place.
It’s called RADICAL for a reason, not because it’s quirky and cute.
No. 2537734
>>2537725You literally sound like a child throwing a tantrum over not being included in a play game.
>Seeing them not understand the reality of their situation does get on my nerves after so long of hearing about it.Kek people really get surprised when something radical is actually radical.
No. 2537765
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i am now overeating to fill an emotional void kek. i worry that i am in fact an endless void, where no amount of activity, social or physical, accomplishments, hobbies, or otherwise will make me feel like i am not happy or otherwise missing out on life.
to be fair, i have had a total lack of these things and have only seen sunlight for a couple hours in the last week. i'm just scared that i'll never be satisfied or feel like i made the right choices in life. i have to be talking/laughing with someone nonstop or else the feelings come right back
No. 2538041
>>2537959nayrt but it's still part of the site history/origin story. and i think probably the other nona meant that she's just sad to see how /cgl/ culture has completely disappeared/become irrelevant after 10 years.
i'm an oldfag too for what it's worth. /cgl/ was always funny as fuck to me because everyone in our comm denied browsing it yet every single one of them immediately were aware when drama was going on or one of the locals had been posted there. they'd only fess up about it in private. imageboard culture overall has just gotten affiliated with rancid incel types by the general public nowadays, though…
No. 2538289
>>2538271Shit genetics, my mom's and grandma's hair never grew fast nor long. I don't put my hair into updos at all and have silk everything.
Everyone says the appearance of body hair growing faster is an optical illusion but it's simply not true for everyone. I experimented this by comparing a 4 week old plucked pube hair to the virgin hair growth on my head after a fresh dye job (inb4 dying it is the reason; nah, it was like this before too) and the pube hair was way longer.
No. 2538321
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I genuinely want to die. I looked at photos where I was an anachan and I'm now 5'4 and fucking 147 pounds. I'm literally my old worst nightmare. I used to have such a nice waist and it's somehow completely gone with the weight gain. I look like the fucking Pillsbury Doughboy and I'm not even joking. I don't want to go full anachan because I was a fucking judgmental, evil creature when I was (I currently still hate most anachans), but I'm definitely going to be taking some drastic measures to get close to where I was. Godspeed, nonnas.
No. 2538338
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Why did I decide to fall in love with a moid that I know my life will be significantly harder than with a more conventional choice
No. 2538456
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I feel pathetic. I'm still hung up on my ex and I have been hung up on him nearly a decade. We've talked on and off but I always fuck it up. Last time we talked, it ended up with me getting blocked on pretty much everything. Minor stupid detail, but I guess relevant, I have a feeling he's checking my socials despite having me blocked. The thing is, I've tried to date other people(prior to being blocked and after), I've dated some fantastic men but it all ends up the same, I start thinking about him. Should I just prepare for the life of a spinster because nothing else is working. I tried every coping mechanism possible throughout the years. I truly doubt he will come back and I'm tired of feeling like I'm waiting for him. The only thing that brings me comfort is my fictional husbando. I feel like I've been cursed, it's so bad I joke that this is just the angelfire-esque love spell backfiring that I did for him when I was middle school.
No. 2538486
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Asshole ex bf is sperging at me for deleting a photo I had of him on an easy to climb rock because " he bruised his knee climbing that rock and doesn't have any other photos of himself in general and he wants it for him and his mom"
Now I am scared of him doxig me because of this
Also saw him naked and didn't see no bruise after that so…
No. 2538605
>>2538570The male equivalent of this is "yeah my girlfriend is tooootally insane but she
controls me with
sex" kek
No. 2538688
>>2538639Murican politics are a fucking virus infecting every country. I live in a third world country with a high rate of femicide, but guess what activists are focusing on now? Yeah, it's troons. Fuck real women I guess, the only ones that matter are the ones who were born male.
>>2538673Great question, I also wonder who's making bank out of this. The only answer I see is medical and pharmaceutical businesses. Troons are patients for the rest of their life, they're reluctant to criticize or analyse what's being done to them, and they convert others to a life of pain and misery at an alarming rate.
No. 2538811
>>2538783Befriending artists online is always weird ime. I feel like once you get to know them they care more about the person than the artwork and will straight up forget things you've made for them. But some of them don't even care about the person, they just like having
someone around. If you don't pull back often enough they'll take you for granted. Maybe there are normal and well-adjusted fandom artists out there but I've never met one. My only advice is to never make more drawings than the other person is willing return unless you're really into the subject and would've done it without their influence, otherwise you'll start to get resentful eventually.
No. 2538813
>>2538802she said nothing untrue, muslim moids lock up women to serve as broodmares while they rape goats and boys
t. ex-muslim woman
No. 2538828
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My new job makes me feel so stupid and worthless. A manager gave me a task and told me to ask her if I had any questions about the process. I sent her the first basic part and asked if I should be able to do the next without client input and she hasn't responded in two days. I feel like she's gotta be trying to find a replacement for me because she didn't expect me to be this useless. It took me a full week because I had other stuff going on and needed some extra days just to get familiar with the topic but I'm sure it could've been done in like two hours by a smarter person. And that person would've had additional input or questions as well. But I just don't understand what I'm missing. Somehow everyone else is seemingly able to conjure up info out of thin air. I really don't get it. It's difficult to sit there and not think about how I don't belong
No. 2538831
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I'm sick atm and I hate how good my roommate's food smells, but anything that isn't yoghurt or meal bars taste like puke to me right now. So I'm sitting here smelling spaghetti bolognese from the kitchen like a starved dog knowing I can't have any at the moment.
No. 2538905
>>2538904he even left the food out again im just so annoyed
does he expect shit to just be cleared magically or what
No. 2538906
>>2538859Ntayrt but if I didn’t know better I would assume we were siblings kek. I understand how frustrating it is
nonny, especially if the stories your family members tell don’t include you in any way. I’m happy for you and whatever happened in your life at the very least.
No. 2538916
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I've been trying to get help about my self-hatred for several years. The way it's absolutely impossible for me to take in any sort of compliments or positive assertions about my skills or personality. I just can't. I'm so full of hatred and can't enjoy any sort of win for myself because I feel like I didn't deserve them or faked it. It's like impostor syndrome on steroids. All of this with how much I absolutely hate my body and have periods where looking at myself in the mirror causes me genuine distress.
But no one has ever taken me seriously on these parts. They tried to diagnose me with BPD and have me do DBT, which well…turns out I don't have BPD (but they did consider body dysmorphia and ptsd, but nothing came of it despite several requests from me), but DBT did help with some other issues I had but not these specific ones.
Today I stumbled upon the term rejection sensitive dysphoria, and while it wasn't a 1:1 it felt like it hit close to home. I don't know if I should bring it up with a professional though, because it sounds like such a made-up tumblr term even though it appears to be a very real thing.
No. 2538925
>>2538906Ayrt, thank you
nonnie. There's a very particular type of frustration and helplessness that occurs when you have to be around a family that has a combined total of zero social skills. It actually makes me seethe sometimes listening to my boyfriend's or my friend's parents talk to them because they seem like real people with real thoughts and feelings and a brain that works and not like narcissistic robot AIs with canned responses kek. Thank you again
nonnie and I hope your family can manage to be less stressful to be around, but that is definitely a pipe dream. Hope you don't have to deal with them so much at least.
No. 2538946
>>2538933>>2538927it feels presumptuous, like stop trying to read my mind or predict my movements like a creep. but I think it feels like that because she's consistently wrong. I'm always having to be like "No, actually…". Sometimes her assumptions are so off base/based on fanfic that it trips me up.
In a way you're taking away my agency to tell my story by trying to jump ahead to the conclusion. And then if you're wrong it's like…why should I bother to explain if you're gonna make up your own explanations
No. 2538963
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>>2538953As someone who knows nothing about VTubers, their arguments over who is more "male pandering" just look like this kek
No. 2538966
>>2538947Practically all my life. Sure, I can point at my mom who is an ex-model turned workaholic that had the same high expectations of me and my siblings both effort- and look-wise. Or that "frenemy" I had that I considered a close friend but would bully and put me down every chance she got and lie about what people actually thought of me. Or my
abusive ex.
All of these are very
valid reasons, but again - I felt like this all my life and all of these are so many years ago I feel like there is a limit to how long I can blame it on these people and acting like a
victim. At one point I have to take accountability for myself for a better relationship with myself, but I don't seem to have tools to do it on my own no matter how much I try.
No. 2538972
>>2538968problem is the idea of the fucking dishes rotting away is so disgusting to me, i have a bad fear of roaches and i know its the kind of stuff that attracts them
but if i do the dishes then its over im his mommyslave for the rest of the week
No. 2539001
>>2538966NTA but it sounds like, apart from your dislike of your appearance, your fundamental struggle is less one of self-hatred and more based in experiences of your trust being fucked with and a resulting understandable reticence to see any compliments as sincere. It can be hard to see compliments as anything other than two-faced insults when you've been deceived or held to impossible standards by people close to you.
If you have things you are good at and know you're good at, try to focus on those and share those with other people_normal people, not obsessively perfectionist insiders who will pick even good work apart. Also, try to not pathologize perfectly normal learned behaviors and reactions, that can just as easily be used as a cudgel to beat yourself with.
The very fact that you acknowledge that the self criticism is unrealistic and unfounded says to me that you'll be alright in the end.
No. 2539144
>>2537852>>2537121 was the specific post that made me write that post, but there have been others in the past.
>>2537867It's not that I think everyone on /cgl/ was a lesbian, just that women who used to use 4chan should be somewhat used to weird shit (or became fucked up from said weird shit themselves).
No. 2539204
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I wish this looming sense of hopelessness would go away or finish me off already. I don't think I'm strong enough to be here but I don't wanna make my family sad either. I feel trapped right now.
No. 2539235
>>2539227it was a dollar more than my previous company, and admit it wasnt too great though i wasnt bored. There were some girls i was bonding with but it was more the commitment i cared about, getting that consistent experience.
>>2539231part of my job was making sure ai didnt fuck up so ive some added anxiety from that. I know im perfectly capable of these jobs. But im worried im being outpaced simply because of the fact im a little retarded. Yes i can do more than ai, but can i do the same role + QC for lesser pay?
No. 2539264
Today we had a floater at work from another store. Never met her before. She was such a horrible tar pit of a person, I'm still reeling from it. She stole one of my clients, insulted my handiwork on another, and constantly condescended to me. Tried to neg me or one-up me on literally everything I said. She even talked shit about me to my work bestie when I went to the bathroom, because I wasn't cowering at any of her mean girl nonsense. She was the walking embodiment of a pickme… obsessed with validation, talking nonstop about her multiple baby daddies, bragging how every guy she meets is like totally obsessed with her, and insulting everyone's looks the moment their back was turned. She even faked a slight Irish accent every time she talked about how Irish she is. It was… insane.
I honestly feel bad for her, it must be a very pathetic life if you're in your 40s and still bragging about how you were a cheerleader in high school. A part of me wants to report her for stealing my client (they requested me specifically, she changed the name and took the appt instead), but I'm trying to avoid starting shit at this job. Wtf.
No. 2539271
>>2539219That sucks. I hope things improve for us and this is just a bump on the road.
>>2539222Thanks, nona. That is true. I feel like I just keep striking out, but you never know if you don't try. My mistake is always letting things like this get too in my head and make me more afraid of trying.
>>2539226I guess that's true, but being in therapy before didn't really help me overcome my romance anxiety. Maybe now that I'm older it would go better.
No. 2539300
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i think my sister is homophobic but i really thought she wasnt, i remembered her being more accepting for some reason.
Nowadays she constantly says most gay men are pedophiles or victims. Hearing her say this reminded me of something i completely forgot but years ago when i told her there was some lesbian girl in my class when i was in high school, she told me to be careful because lesbians are like men and one could rape me or something like that also the girl ended up being straight kek idk it feels weird to see how everyone around me is homophobic
No. 2539301
There's this woman in my class who i find completely insufferable. She talks so fucking loudly and i overheard her getting irritated over the one troon in my class who wants to join her clique conversation, when she and her cohort talk so fucking loudly, why the fuck do i know she is going to court whilst being all the way and the other side of the room. Don't get me wrong, i find the troon annoying too, but not as annoying as her surprisingly enough, only because the troon knows not to talk to me. She is just too reactive and over emotional, it's so fucking annoying. She talks so much shit about everyone in the room, i don't understand why she doesn't just shut the fuck up. She needs to have a strong opinion and emotion about everything, it's so fucking exhausting to be around, i wish she would take a xanax or something. This is a 30 year old woman with 3 kids and she acts like she peaked in high school and you can definitely tell she used to be a bully and thought she was hot shit because she was getting fucked at 16 and drinking alcohol and being a bad ass kid. I just want her to shut the fuck up forever, i can't wait to never see her dumb as fried hair again.
No. 2539378
>>2539373it's not, it was actually rather easy for me, I meant it was petty because all I needed was the motivation, but being unable to socialize even to the slightest extent made me give up, also many aggravating factors like going through a breakup, and isolating myself from everyone including my own family in the process
maybe I'll try again next year, but I'm not hopeful unless I find a good reason to be driven to do it all alone this time
I just wish it was as easy as some apparently make it to be
No. 2539380
Why do people still deny that blonde women with light colored eyes live life on easy mode lol when you're a brunette you must impress with your body, but a blonde can have an average build and still be considered a gigastacy. Blonde hair and light features are a halo and multiple women admitted people treated them better and that they got more attention as a blonde and that when they dyed their hair brown suddenly became invisible… Blonde women also don't get cheated on as much, and especially not with brunettes, and they get to date richer, higher value men, athletes etc. Even blonde kids get more love wtf. I remember as a kid with darker features, the blonde girls got more attention, more affection, all the kids wanted to play with them, adults coddled them.
>inb4 someone here mentions famous gigastacy brunettes popular with men
The point is the standards are different. When you have brown hair you must actually be a gigastacy of model tier. Othewise you get lost in the crowd. You're "basic", especially in a country where most people have brown hair. But when you have blonde hair, especially natural blonde hair (not an obvious brunette-to-bleached job) the hair alone elevates you.
No. 2539399
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There's no bottom to how evil a moid can be. I'm sickened that this hideous pos studied her videos, probably pretended to be the kind of man for her. No wedding ceremony, no real marriage according to his words just to cheat on her while she's 4 months pregnant with his child. Probably an ego thing for him that someone like him can get a woman like her. Fucking hell. At least, she's chose out immediately.
No. 2539425
>>2539399I saw this and immediately thought he looked like a paler nerdy version of Andrew Tate. It's the eyes. Tell me I'm crazy.
Either way, psychopathic phenotype
No. 2539496
>>2539429You did well
nonnie, you stopped the little birdie from a more painful passing. It would have died feeling so much worse if you hadn't helped. I hope you feel better soon and get out of that depression funk, you have a good heart.
No. 2539512
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My friend starts to gush about everything that's good in her life when I'm feeling down. She's done this a few times and I've started to suspect she does this on purpose. I've tried to gaslight myself it's just a coincidence and/or she's just that inconsiderate and eager to talk all about herself when not even asked. But my internal alarm bells are blaring and sensing something's not right with her
No. 2539532
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Society and men hating on women getting pixie/ buzz cuts are overreacting. Every time a previously long haired woman decides to post her new look on the internet men go ballistic in her comments like she just killed somebody and it's so retarded, they act like cutting your hair as a woman is some kind of crime or tragedy. Women don't look as bad as men do when going bald simply because we look better in general, even if not everyone can pull off short hair. I find it sad because it can be practical, low maintenance and comfy but I understand why most women are intimidated by the look and don't even try it if society reacts so harshly, specially at more conservative/ sexist countries, as a thirdie, the amount of women I've meet who decided to pass on short hair only because of potential social backlash/ mistreatment is wild. I just wish people weren't so obsessed with our personal choices, it's unfair, men can get their ugly low taper fades and nobody criticizes them yet we're supposed to perform feminity 24/7. The more shit they talk, the more their hairlines recede(ai outside of containment)
No. 2539575
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>>2539517I've told her about this some time ago, and she apologized back then. It sucks to think she's possibly doing it on purpose because I've spent so much time and effort helping her and being her therapist/mommy friend. And it also sucks if her emotional intelligence isn't that high and she doesn't realize she's doing that because it's tiring me out.
No. 2539599
>>2539412>>2539405>>2539380Where do you people live that blonde women get halo’d this hard?
Not to be bad but also ime darker haired women have been more likely to be pretty so I’ve seen way more of them with pretty privilege. I don’t know one blonde woman in my life with pretty privilege. I’m Asian though and this seems like a white people thing to fixate on in all honesty, maybe I just don’t understand it
No. 2539602
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I am convinced i am retarded. I asked some timeslots for some classes and the guy sent me a message saying something similar to ''7 to 9, 11, 13 to 15'' and for the life of me i couldnt understand what he meant. I also struggle a lot when people tell me to grab something and dont directly point to where it is, or give me vague instructions like ''do this excercise for some time, repeat the excercise a few times'' no bitch i am retarded tell me for how long and how many times.
No. 2539639
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>Bored
>Try to work on project
>Stop because can't focus
>Bored
Why
No. 2539657
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>>2539566His mars isn't conjunct or trine with your venus
No. 2539697
Had a dream last night that it was the first day of college, which isn't uncommon but it was the most vivid dream I've probably had, I had 3 assignments due and it was in real time, first two assignments I had to read two different articles and highlight discussion points, third I had to read the pied piper. Real time I sat through the first class, tried to stumble through the discussion and flipped and picked a random point from the article to bring up, second class I forget what happened but it was some lecture I didn't have to interact with, then third class I was looking for room 318 and asked someone and he said "318… you'll never find that. No one has ever found that classroom" and I was like dang, looked at my sheet again and it was 118, went downstairs and was trying to frantically read the pied piper before class began and then I realized "why the hell am I trying to do an assignment I havent bene in college for years" and then realized it was a dream, left the class and walked around the school until I woke up.
I'm almost 30 I keep getting these school dreams, scary my grandmother was in her 80s and said she was still getting them. At least now in the dream I realized It didn't make sense and was able to be lucid for it
No. 2539788
>>2539763Nona, please please
please leave. It doesn't matter how or why he "changed" (if he even changed at all) the most important thing is that he's dangerous to you
now. Also please remember that it's not your fault.
No. 2539792
>>2539765>>2539772i feel really guilty because of course i dont want to leave and im hoping he made a mistake. we live in a place we own but i suppose thats better to escape from than renting. But am i in shock or something. i always felt so safe with him for a decade and then the rugs pulled out. i dont want it to get worse but im so shooken up? the way he kept pulling me down too when i tried to get up. like is love real nonas, i believed he loved me. now hes crying really upset and i feel guilty. he'd never hurt me before.
and now im sorry to yall how im venting but thanks for responding!
No. 2539797
>>2539792>i feel really guilty because of course i dont want to leave and im hoping he made a mistake.Nona,
you are making a mistake by dwelling on this thought process. Hurting someone, putting hands on someone and taking steps to hurt them, is NEVER a mistake. It's a calculated and intentional action.
No. 2539832
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>>2539792Tbh even if you accept his apologies, are you going to be able to return to the relationship without feeling like you're in survival mode? Will you be able to even talk back to him without feeling like if you "say the wrong thing" he's gonna snap again?
Like are you even able to be independent from him without him thinking you're being "insubordinate" or something? Where's the growth in a relationship with the looming threat of being beaten again?
No. 2540231
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>>2539956i love u
nonnie! i believe in u!!!
No. 2540345
>>2539595Entrepreneurial mindset, I like it
>>2539638Myself mostly. Context doesn't matter. Same old moid problems, bad time for breakup.
>>2539633Actually, you're onto something with that UTI. I'll just say I have a fungal infection. "My ovaries got cold" as a saying goes. Thanks.
>>2539645>>2539642Lol
No. 2540426
>>2540412>I don’t understand where this perception comes fromI hardly speak for everyone in the slightest but the first time I started thinking about it was when I was 17 and into
kpop. People online were talking about how groups’ concepts need to change as they get older and I was really confused and didn’t get why they couldn’t keep the cute aesthetics which I preferred. Then I realised they all seem to have to transition into “mature” and sexy after a certain point and that depressed me because I didn’t know. I realised people do attach an age to that when I didn’t. Even the friendship concepts are firmly teenaged which I get why but damn that used to be my fav. I still make friendship bracelets with my friends. So yeah I think part of it is media for me at least
No. 2540439
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>>2540426Sounds like a bad time. You should hang out with us heckin millennials anonarino, my guy (or girl lol)
No. 2540544
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my man invited his friend to live with us and i keep feeling paranoid about him listening to me living, and judging my housekeeping. i feel like a cow, being observed. he made comments about money and he is reading a book about people in poverty. i think he is observing us like some sort of poverty porn because he is from a rich family, and i am unemployed. i applied to many jobs, have decades of experience and can put up with a lot unfortunately but no place wants to hire me and i can not get any benefits because the state says my man is too rich for that. meanwhile we live on the bare minimum and feel immense guilt for even buying a bar of chocolate. his friend said he does not like treats. it comes across like he thinks we are stupid and spend too much money.
No. 2540560
I was fucking lied to by the internet about when I would hit the wall. I'm now in my 30's, married, with a kid and I'm getting the most attention I've ever gotten from men. I don't even approach them, I don't do fucking anything. No interest, nothing beyond general conversation, I wear my ring and I feel like it's a swarm of piranhas chomping. I'm pissed because they think I'm easy, I spent most of my life fat as a kid, and ugly with acne as a young adult. I hate all of them, including my husband who says I'm "cooked" since I'm over 30. I don't have the heart to tell him that I swapped gyms because the front desk guy wouldn't stop giving me compliments/asking me questions, only for his coworker to be at the other gym incessantly talking to me. I could just be overreacting but I don't want to talk to any of them. I just hate all of them. I hate all of them, I hate the way they think, I hate the way they look at me, I hate that they want me to feel like shit and I felt like shit for so long, and it was all just lies and that men will stick their dick in a hole in the wall if it means somebody or something will suck it. I'm glad I have a daughter and not a son. I hate the way I'm conditioned to even care about their opinion. Fuck I just wish they would all evaporate. I feel so stupid for buying into the fact that my appeal would diminish after 18 or 19 or 25 or 30, and that my husband tells me constantly that it has, only to have moids compliment me or approach me weekly. My therapist is coming off of leave after a double mastectomy on Thursday and I have an appointment with her.
No. 2540591
>>2540560Your husband says your cooked for… being over 30? How old is he?
>18??? Everything under that is underage
Some posts in this thread seem like a parody. A lot actuallty
No. 2540602
>>2540591Older than me, 35. I don’t fucking get it. I don’t even do anything outside of the realm of a regular 31 year old woman, I have no social media, I read books, listen to podcasts, and go to the gym. I wish this was a parody, otherwise I wouldn’t leave it for the vent thread.
>>2540590I fucking hope not, I’m not called ugly by him, just old. He’s a great dad fortunately, just a shit husband.
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>>2540604I'm talking about current era adults though. Yes it used to be this way, I don't know what happened honestly
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>>2540701Nta but you might benefit from reading r/breakingmom. I've never
recommended this subreddit to anyone before but I think it could help make you feel less alone?
No. 2540717
>>2540705I appreciate it. I’ll take a look, I’ve talked to my therapist about my internet usage and specifically Reddit I’m not supposed to be on or comment on, due to the echo-chamber mentality, I made that commitment to her. She’s unfortunately been under a huge surgery, double mastectomy stacked with a reconstruction, so I haven’t seen her for over a month. Haven’t really gotten the urge to post anywhere but the male attention thing has sent me into a tailspin. It sounds like a brag, but it’s hard to not only feel like I’ve been lied to, but am being lied to constantly and it’s frustrating. I feel confused and upset because I don’t know what’s going on. I’m told I’m lucky to have my husband at home and that I’m past my prime, and then outside of my house I have guys giving my compliments, approaching me with weird-ass questions, exc. I was out with my husband and daughter and a guy made a random comment I responded to, which my husband took as “flirting”, so I’m now even fearful of the repercussions of talking to any guys that even want to strike up innocent conversation, for fear it’s seen as me being too approachable or flirting with them. It also makes me mad because I assume it’s some weird power move, or they think I’m easy or something and then I feel ashamed because it’s just a guy asking if I’m German or French because they thought I was European. It’s breaking my brain a bit and I don’t want to hate half the population but I do.
No. 2540721
>>2540611I still maintain that this is a mostly an intergenerational bickering thing, older generations also spend shit-tons of cash on objects that are essentially toys: bikes, sports equipment, golf clubs, luxury / sports automobiles, ATVs, sleds, RVs, etc.
The cliche midlife crisis is essentially about trying to recapture or relive youth or to try to live the youth the aging person thinks they deserved.
Tastes alter from generation to generation, disposable income and availability of certain lifestyles change with time.
I suppose that it's possible that each generation is becoming progressively more neotenous but the belief that each new generation is worse than the last is a rather ancient belief yet somehow life goes on.
>>2540717>It also makes me mad because I assume it’s some weird power move, or they think I’m easyIt's possible that you actually just look good and they're trying to be nice in their stumbling half-retarded scrotey way. Not to be rude but your husband sounds like a manipulative sack of shit.
No. 2540725
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i hate it when people give me clothes im too retarded to hide my dissapointment when i open a bag and see an ugly color, cut, or something i just wouldn't wear. I say no thanks im not wearing this, they take it back, i explain i dont want clothes, and they repeat it all over again omfg stop giving me ugly shit
And then they get sad?? about their OWN choice to do something i didnt ask for and their OWN decision to spend their money?? Im not asking for this im not complaining about not having clothes and i dont even state my preferences
Its all given to me under the expectation that ill suddenly dress exactly like the person who chose the clothes, why do people do that? I wish i could fake facial expressions
No. 2540944
>>2540763I know what you mean and that’s honestly great advice, but I’m doing some shitty free online skills course so I have to either type it into a box on their website or write on and upload a document they’ve given me. It might work for the latter thing so I’ll look into it but most of the questions you type them into the website. It doesn’t allow you to copy and paste things into it, so there’s no way I can prove I didn’t. Maybe I can talk to my tutor about writing rough drafts in there? Then I’ll just have to re type it into the box but they will know the essay they’re getting isn’t copy and pasted AI drivel.
AI is absolutely good for nothing, I use it as a therapist to vent my darkest thoughts to but now I’m thinking all of that is being used to train it to impersonate a real human even better. We should all stop using and trusting AI. It’s honestly shit, I asked it to give me a specific quote from a tv show and it couldn’t do it for shit and I’ve heard for things like engineering a lot of what it comes up with is straight up false. I will never use it again. I didn’t even use it that much but it feels like a divine punishment of some sort, because genuinely, my actual original writing is being called AI just for being well mapped out and formulaic. That’s how we are taught to write since primary school and now it’s getting used against us.
No. 2540946
>>2540787Don’t listen to anyone who says otherwise. Women need protein and iron so they aren’t bone deficient and helpless when they get old. In the near future there’s gonna be a lot of vegans in the nursing home wheelchair bound and unable to stand up and I’m not helping those retards. We are more prone to it as it is yet vegans most successfully psyop women. Most men lack empathy so won’t be drawn into veganism.
Being a human being is hard because we have empathy for animals but often still need to eat them. We are able to compartmentalise things and I think ancient humans dealt with it through their belief systems. I’ve seen modern tribes enact rituals before they kill the antelope they’ve spent half the day chasing down and they believe it all goes back to the earth. That’s far more empathetic and connected to Mother Nature than wearing vegan pleather and screaming about how cows being artificially inseminated is totes the same as a human woman being raped. Vegans suck, fuck them.
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>>2540946>PleatherI hate this. Every single instance of "vegan leather" is a scam. It's made out of plastic, and the quality is so shit that it gets thrown away quickly and contributes to pollution
but doesn't degrade fast enough that it isn't cluttering up the Earth, and the odds are it's made with
toxic materials anyway. Real leather is, ironically, much better for the environment as long as it's ethically sourced.
No. 2541054
>>2541022What? You are so fucking retarded. Women have much stronger lower body than upper body.
>>2541000You’re either not training hard enough, or not eating enough protein to build muscle. You should be barely able to walk back to your car after leg day.
No. 2541066
>>2541059That's just body dysmorphia. You look normal. You are not uniquely ugly or unphotogenic. You could be disfigured for real from an acid attack or something and you're not so I know you're not deformed, don't talk about yourself that way.
>>2541060Ugly men are more courageous than hot men. They also vastly outnumber hot men.
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Has any of you actually found a moid who loves you for who you are and isn't a secret stacysexual?
No. 2541103
>>2541059Same. I'll look fine in the mirror, pictures I take of myself are ok, but as soon as someone else takes a picture of me I look like a fucking disgusting creature. Happened last night actually. Got home from hanging out with my friend and noticed she tagged me in a post on facebook and i immediately got this sinking feeling because i knew it was a sneaky picture she took of me while we were hanging out and sure enough it was, and sure enough I looked like a complete ugly beast and now I never want to leave my house again.
>>2541080i'm going to start assuming this is what theyre doing to me kek
No. 2541201
>>2541054You do realize that I’m a bodybuilder? You can’t magically create the illusion of bigger legs if you grow your upper body. Upper body has less fat especially around the shoulder area, you moron.
>>2541162No, but it is the only way to create huge legs or bigger legs if you spam your upper body, even if you suck at training.
No. 2541224
>>2539763>>2539792Nona, please listen to me. I have lived this. I can promise you, it will happen again if you forgive him. The beatings will become more frequent, with increasing violence. His show of "remorse" will get more dramatic and he might even start getting you flowers the day after he beats you and you forgive him. It's all an act.
He will start to fly off the handle for the most minimal of reasons eg. you wore make-up or a low cut top to go out - he will accuse you of cheating and beat you. You got snippy with him and your tone offended him - he will beat you. You will become a prisoner in your own home, voiceless and afraid, but he buys you nice little gifts after he beats you and cries because he's so sorry, plus he had a bad childhood right, it's not his fault… nona, want more for yourself. Love yourself. Get a divorce and split that house money. Take photos of the bruises to show your lawyers and/or the police if necessary.
No. 2541249
>>2541244I was just saying that if you want to interact with scrotes you should treat them like how they treat women and not expecting them to Prince Charming when they never are.
>cuckedSo many women are in relationships with men and so many women fuck men and I think that having these conversations is more constructive than calling them “dicksuckers” or whatever.
No. 2541265
>>2540077>>2541060>>2541074>>2540782>>2537725>>2538203>>2540070And these are the examples of that kek. Even in this assumingly “men hating” forum most women still want proximity to scrotes so imagine how that translates in life. 85% of women don’t hate men at all or don’t hate them enough and that’s just the hard truth. Hell I wouldn’t even be surprised if that’s what you wanted too nonna, many women have these “conflicting” feelings, they’ll call other women stupid or cucked when they want the same thing.
I’d rather them have the necessary instruments to prioritize themselves when doing so than calling them cucked.
No. 2541624
>>2541434>>2541403ngl lolcow kind of psyoped me into hating men so bad that i'll wrinkle my nose if a guy even looks at me on the street, like "what are you looking at you disgusting animal"
makes me kek when i think about it, i didn't use to be like this
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Am I actually ugly or am I just a weird girl that people are too embarrassed to associate with
No. 2541865
>>2541776Please don’t scare yourself with thoughts like this
nonny. There’s a good chance he forgot about your nudes and is distracted with whatever is going on in his life now.
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>>2541865Thank you
nonnie. Maybe with enough time that wound will eventually heal and I won't worry anymore
>>2541873Topkek not bad
No. 2541917
>>2541910First, the difference in probability between getting dumped by your bf vs by your husband is significant. Obviously, it's still possible to get dumped by your husband, but that's accidental. A bf is kind of supposed to be temporary.
Second, I would be creeped out if me ex had photos of me nude, regardless of his ability to share or blackmail them. I would also be creeped out if my ex had memories of me nude, for the same reason. Vid related.
>>2541908How many exes have memories of you nude?
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Looking at photos and videos of Arab countries pre-Islamic revolution makes me want to cry every time I see them. This is a group of university students in Tehran in 1971. I can’t stop thinking about these beautiful, intelligent women and how their lives, and their daughters and granddaughters’ lives, have been totally and irrevocably fucked over just because of insecure, retarded, asshole men hiding behind the guise of religion as a means of control. It makes me feel sick to my stomach
No. 2541994
>>2541971This happened to me and I had to rescue my friend by essentially rehabilitating her to going outside with me.
Tbh it felt like I was babysitting but I had to act more fun than the cult she was being sucked into, and act more confident and charismatic than the person my friend looked up to within that cult by creating variety in her life. Being the "better" and "cooler" option.
Idk if this applies to you in any way but I seriously loved this friend and she'd been through some shit to lead her down the dark path so it was an investment but it worked… Transgenderism is a type of appearance OCD so ironically the trick is to not bring it up or ask questions about it, but instead create new subjects to talk about. Reduce "
triggers" that lead to rants or rumination but if that does occur listen to what he says to get a better idea of why he hates himself so you know what not to bring up.
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Why can't I figure people out, I cant do anything right!
No. 2542156
>>2541776Yes you were stupid.
There is no way to know what he did with them so just pray for the best and live your life.
No. 2542184
>>2541776I've been in your shoes
nonny. Remember that even if you had a lapse in judgement you didn't do anything wrong, he's a retard who broke your trust and possibly violated laws. And if you have pictures of him, it's possible he'd be too scared of retaliation to post anything. try not to stress too much.
No. 2542228
>>2542209Every single bpdchan I've ever known does that shit, where they wanna
trigger a reaction out of you so they can go ballistic and still seem like the
victim. I'm so sorry you're dealing with this nonna, they need to invent some type of vaccination to take during pregnancy so our future children will not be born with these hellish disorders.
No. 2542272
>>2542212You are acting as if scrotes don’t daily torn up women’s reputation by spreading revenge porn and pictures. Your train of thought is utopian at best, you can’t just speak about things without putting them in context.
It is stupid and retarded to send intimate pictures to anyone, let alone a scrote, in the age we live in. Yes it’s shitty, but until it will stop happening it’s best not to do it.
No. 2542277
>>2542272So many women don’t want to hear this most of the time because it’s just easier to think that whatever you do doesn’t have consequences and it’s just someone’s fault. Navigating this world is hard, especially so when the odds are stacked against you, being mindful about your future and actions is just common sense.
>puritanGo back to X or TikTok kek. You retards have no counterpoint other than screeching about puritans and calling women who disagree with”cunts”.
No. 2542278
>>2542235I've watched hundreds of YouTube videos on narcissistic abuse. I have realized that it is what I've been experiencing my entire life. That it is what my "parents" did to me. It's just that nobody is going to believe me. Because they are doing everything in their power to make me appear as insane like as possible. The people that make those YouTube videos on narcissistic abuse. Some of them are mental health professionals. Would probably ignore me, talk down on me, or make me appear insane in some way.
Even to this I can imagine someone saying
>if it's everyone around you then it might as well be youI got sexually assaulted multiple times and people are ignoring it or the severity of it. People that I considered "normal" are siding with someone that has taken away my dignity. I have a lot of proof. The only woman that I considered my friend is talking and being friends with someone that has raped me and taken advantage of my situation. While they are trying to frame me as "difficult". Nobody is calling out that mother fucker. His messages and actions towards me are something that you'd talk about in a YouTube video. He has quite literally confessed to raping me in our text messages. Nobody cares about it. I'm also made to feel shame for it.
>Narcissists are masters at shifting blame. They weponize your empathy. Twist your words. Twist every situation to make you seem like the aggressor.My rapist would take this very statement and argue with me until he would wear me down and literally make me appear insane or aggressive. While everyone would ignore all the messages that he has sent me. The entire situation. How I have screenshots of him admitting to raping me. They're also finding shitty justifications for it. Which wouldn't be used in the case of any other woman.
It's absolutely alienating. Imagine being unable to reason with anyone. To actually talk with people or find community. To be taken seriously.
No. 2542283
>>2542277If someone shoots you with your gun because you just handed it to them it isn’t going to be your fault since it’s the retard who decide to shoot, but in hindsight why would you even give a loaded gun to someone?
That’s what happens when you send digital photos or videos of yourself to someone as much as you wish that things weren’t that way. The worst thing a woman can be according to society is a “slut” so just giving that amount of leverage to anyone is downright dangerous. The world doesn’t care if a scrote’s nudes or sextape gets leaked, unless he’s a closeted faggot getting assfucked or something, but if it’s a woman then she’ll just get chastised and maybe even lose important opportunities.
Enjoy sex and enjoy your sexuality, but don’t be stupid.
No. 2542297
>>2542290>but what will women do?There are so many things you can do that don’t entail having digital proof.
You are acting as if you’ll die if you don’t send a nude, it’s really not that deep. Have phone sex , or something, even sexting is better.
I have been able to have fulfilling experiences without sending nudes and even when I got asked I didn’t send them.
I remember when I was in high school and so many girls’s nudes where gettin leaked , one girl’s whole sex tape got spread around and she had to move away because she couldn’t take it, while the scrote she was with just lived his life. That sticked to me so I can’t just fathom ever doing that.
No. 2542313
>>2542307>>2542308This is why, if a man gets pissy with you for not sending nudes, you DUMP HIM instead of giving in. Obviously he wants the pictures to coom to, but he
also wants them for blackmail material and to show off to other men, that's why they get so mad if you refuse. Why else would a man who already gets to have sex with you
in person care so much about a picture?
No. 2542322
>>2541080KEK OMG
NONNY fuck you I'm at work
No. 2542337
>>2542327I actually don’t date men if you are implying that I’m an hypocrite
>women shouldn’t date menI actually second that, but I know that most women date men so we must at least talk about factual facts and issues rather than wandering about an utopia where women are politically asexual. So ensuring that they at least are somehow safe by not exposing themselves to unnecessary dangers is better.
No. 2542341
>>2542338When you go so far left and transcend even morality aka
>any kinks are freedom>you are a Nazi bigot if you don’t think like me >prostitution is empowerment>males can be females and therefore female spaces shouldn’t even exist>being a pedo is an illness and they need to be cured and reformed>mutilating childrenthe pendulum is bound to swing back with an even bigger momentum and end up in the far right. The saddest thing is that none of these parties truly think about the working class or bettering them, it’s just semantics and whataboutism, it’s nothing but philosophical masturbation with no end.
No. 2542350
>>2542341ayrt and yeah, I totally agree that it makes sense for the pendulum to swing so hard in a different direction when this is the current state of the left. It's more that it was obvious from a mile away that the response is going to be a highly conservative wave that will sooner or later hit everyone hard.
The pendulum always swings in one direction or other, because mainly us 1st worlders (especially ones in higher or upper-middle class) are too comfortable and bored that we can only deal with it through extremes.
No. 2542352
>>2542342I hate being a romantic at heart
>>2542343I have a pretty good eye, I've seen plenty of girls with ps who look great, I just need to find a good injector and plastic surgeon
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>>2542175>>2542277>>2542317>>2542313>>2542302I'm tired of anons here acting like sending nudes or not is just a matter of knowing better. The truth is, everyone knows the risks, but women still do it because of pressuring, or thinking they aren't worth better, or thinking it will kill their sex life with their bf. That doesn't make it a good thing, but acting like it's a matter of knowing better is like saying "why do you smoke/drink/do drugs? Don't you know it's unhealthy?" People know. There's so much more to why people do it, and it's honestly not even that complex, it just takes like 5 seconds of using your brain.
>omagash you won't die if you don't send nudesNow repeat that and replace "send nudes" with any other dangerous and/or somewhat self-destructive action. Yes, those are bad, but you're lowkey retarded for not grasping how much deeper these go.
>>2542297Because not everyone wants to jump head-first into physical sexual contact. Or worry their man will look at other women. Etc.
>>2542272Because the anons at
>>2542156 and
>>2542171 DESPERATELY need to feel morally superior, even if it means having less empathy than the most autistic scrote. Bonus points if they then wonder why people find them insufferable.
>>2542187Picrel
No. 2542375
>>2542371thanks for saying it
nobody likes sending nudes (besides some the occasional mentally ill attention whore) but some scrotes will put so much pressure on you to get some that yeah it's hard resisting if you're trying to make a relationship work with someone..
>>2542313you can say "don't date scrotes who pressure you then" but in my experience most scrotes will pressure you for nudes, so that's equivalent to saying "don't date at all"
not to mention even if you date and don't send nudes, there's always the risk of them taking sneaky pictures of you during sex
my take on it so far is no longer dating scrotes, it's probably the lesser evil but i'm not going to act like going celibate is an easy decision and since i do want a kid i don't know how i'll do in the long run
No. 2542382
>>2542375First ayrt, and I agree with your entire post, mainly the "nobody actually enjoys sending nudes" part which holier-than-thou anons itt are probably gonna have a hard time accepting. There will ALWAYS be risks dating scrotes.
>not to mention even if you date and don't send nudes, there's always the risk of them taking sneaky pictures of you during sexDidn't even think about that. That, date-rape, and so much more shit
>but i'm not going to act like going celibate is an easy decision You and all the other anons being understanding about this topic are a godsent tbh. Good luck to you and I hope you find a man who makes your future kid feel as loved and safe as possible
No. 2542397
>>2542394yes, private pictures being leaked against your will is bad and traumatizing no matter if you willingly or unwillingly got them taken
>osing with your boobs out, your vagina out or nude in front of the mirror and hitting that send button why are you even wording it like that? you sound so misogynistic lmao, you need to go to therapy
i could word sex the same
>laying down with your ass out, getting ravaged by a scrote because you want a few seconds of dopamin and stupid enough to not check for a camera isn't the same as getting your pictures leakedsee? i don't agree with what i just typed but that's how you sound
No. 2542400
>>2542388Wow, amazing argument, you sure showed me kek
>>2542391>oMg uR gRaSpiNg At StRaWsSex requires physical contact. Pictures are visual and you can't touch them. Hope this is simple enough to understand
>>2542394Retarded argument. You're trying to make it seem as if it's all a matter of choice, when in reality:
>you trust a man with your intimacy>the man in question violates your boundariesExcept one is no-contact and the other has contact involved. At the end of the day, both require trusting a man with your intimacy, which is what you're blaming here
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>>2542371This is what I would type if I sent a nude or multiple nudes, crossed all the boundaries I had put for myself just to please a man that I didn’t even keep and instead of being headpatted I got called out.
Hit dogs will always holler.
(infighting) No. 2542413
>>2542403The point of empathy is that you're able to put yourself in the shoes of people who go through specific situations. Since my brain isn't wired to blame women for everything that happens to them, I can use that basic human function. Not that it's a flex, since even small children can do it
>hit dogs always hollerAh yes, because women who get revenge porn'ed are hit dogs, people who got called out for doing something bad and are getting rightfully blamed, right? But not the edgelord who needs to feel smart and superior, only to prove she has zero understanding of what she's talking about in the end.
No. 2542425
>>2542413>you just lack empathy and you just blame women!!Like I said I hit the mark completely kek, thanks for proving my point nonna. Sorry you sent nudes and sorry if they got leaked. Wish you the best.
>>2542418Not everything that you don’t like is bait , retard. I’m not going to fuel any more of this discussion anyway. My point had already been made.
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I mourn the time when an ice cream cone at the ice cream shop used to be 2€. Why the hell should it be 3€ now? This is crazy and this is so deeply unfair. Why doesn’t anyone care?! I should be able to enjoy an ice cream without going into bankruptcy.
They did it so callously too, first it was 2,10€ then it was 2,50€ then it became 2,70€ and then 3€.
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>>2542431The prices rise AND the quality goes down. Not sure where you're from, but I'm a Kartoffel and they're pulling the "chips bag with 50% air" on every snack.
Orange line: where the Milchschnitte ended before
Red line: where it ends now
No. 2542437
>>2542429>>2542430>just for multiple anons to side with her, which immediately scared you and made you fuck off with your tail between your legs.You mean yourself and the other retard? It hardly means anything. If you want to talk about that I also had nonnas agreeing with me, so what now? Do I also get a medal kek?
I’m simply stopping to reply after this because it’s useless to argue with someone who just lacks any ounce of introspection and just retorts to useless and emotional claims to “win”. There isn’t nothing to even win in the first place, but sure be happy about it kek.
Your heated reaction was simply because you felt called out, which was funny to watch unravel, to me at least.
I promise that this is the lastly reply though, bye bye.
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>>2542437>urgh I'm done with this argumentProceeds to run back after I call her out
>If you want to talk about that I also had nonnas agreeing with me, so what now?And yet those of us who disagreed with you didn't pussy out.
>it’s useless to argue with someone who just lacks any ounce of introspection and just retorts to useless and emotional claims to “win”Except we already addressed "introspection", several anons already mentionned that nobody actually likes sending nudes, some gave advice, one said she wouldn't do it anymore, etc. And please stop acting like you care. You don't gaf about anyone's introspection, that would require caring about the person. And it's not about "winning", again, it's called empathy. This is the vent thread, closest thing we have to a hugbox, and only tonedeaf retards or moids would use this to argue. Again, why don't you go on 4Chan? Or is it suddenly hitting you that men won't take you seriously, and that therefore being against women isn't the best idea?
>Your heated reaction was simply because you felt called out, which was funny to watch unravel, to me at leastPicrel
>I promise that this is the lastly reply though, bye bye.Have fun lurking itt for the rest of the day kek
(infighting) No. 2542449
>>2542433>>2542434I am an Italianfag! I was mainly talking about the ice cream shops with artisanal ice creams. The quality is still the same, so that’s good at least, but the price has increased so much.
And even the stuff at the supermarkets is more pricey too, I have noticed that! I used buy shopping with 30€ for a week with like one protein content, but now I spend like 40€.
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>>2542449Picrel used to be 1€ but it’s now 1,59€ for example.
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>>2542449>I am an Italianfag!Ecco perche i gelati nella foto sono cosi belli!
No. 2542461
>>2542452Che bello nonna! É sempre raro trovare altri italiani, secondo me siamo tipo i soliti quattro kek. I gelati italiani sono i migliori secondo me, tutta un’altra pasta proprio. Essendo studentessa almeno ho lo sconto studenti nella gelateria dove vado sempre e pago un cono normale 2,70 , unico bonus.
Come ti trovi con questi prezzi del gelato folli?
No. 2542494
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I think my friend got too comfortable with me. Why is she telling me about her masturbating session?! She recently broke up with her long time boyfriend after she cheated on him and confessed, she tried to get with the guy she cheated on but the guy said that he wasn’t interested. Anyways, she recently bought a dildo and a clitsucker (she showed me sigh) and later proceeded to tell me in great detail how she squirted all over her bed. Last week she told me that she did that again but on her chair and that she couldn’t get the stain out, so when I had to come to her place to study and had to go to repeat in her room while she stayed in the living room I just sat on the floor because I knew what that huge stain on her chair was kekkk.
I like her as a friend, but don’t want to hear about her sessions anymore nonnas, help me.
No. 2542502
>>2542494i had a few friends like this that would go into grave detail about how they have sex with their boyfriends or their personal masturbation sessions. one time i came over to one of their places and she deadass showed me the box of finger condoms she just used to finger her boyfriend's ass (no i'm not making this up, i wish i was).
it made me really uncomfortable so i just straight up told them i would rather not hear about it and they understood thankfully. just tell your friend you are squeamish about these things
No. 2542518
>>2542513I am like that too kek. I used to think that I would just get out and have a “hoe phase” but thank god I didn’t do any of that.
I think it’s shame I don’t have a partner salivating over how sexy I am (and how good of a character and personality I have). But I also think that a scrote doesn’t deserve any of this unless he’s kissing the ground I’m walking on and so far I haven’t found anyone like that even for a short term relationship. I am convinced that men don’t truly love women.
But I’ll be just as beautiful when I’ll be 40-50-60 , even 90.
No. 2542533
>>2542526Honestly not eating pussy is just a sign of being a faggot in my book. A scrote that doesn’t love pussyeating loves dick.
No , women don’t have to suck dick, it isn’t the same.
No. 2542542
>>2542501I have a decent following but nobody's ever questioned it. If it ever was brought up I'd fire back with June being full of
trauma for me or someshit. Saying stuff like that is part of their rulebook so they'd have to obey, right? kek I'll say the Summer Solstace is
triggering. I don't think these crowds have good memories or pattern recognition, otherwise they wouldn't be caping for trannies and corporations.
No. 2542549
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>>2542430>the point in question : "youre so stupid for having sent nudes lmfaoooo youre such a dumbass im so much smrater than you"No, the point is, nowadays, people have become very narcissistic and egotistical, and they do whatever they want at the moment without thinking of the consequences. Only, the consequences of your action can never be escaped. This is a fundamental truth that everyone needs to know, and you shouldn't be trying to hide it and say, "It's never your fault!".
No. 2542568
>>2542533100% agree anona
>>2542536block this lurker but before maybe troll him a little
No. 2542572
>>2542549>eople have become very narcissistic and egotistical, and they do whatever they want at the moment without thinking of the consequencesyeah so absically "everyones so stupid while i am so smart"
btw i thought you were not replying anymore?
No. 2542573
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>>2542569>>2542570I wish we could share selfies, I bet we are all so gorgeous, but it’s too bad we can’t. Have a great day my gorgeous nonnies!
No. 2542582
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>>2542572Hey to my defense that’s not me, I have kept the end of my promise nonna kek.
No. 2542590
>>2542555>none of those anons were saying it’s never your fault you sent nudesSee
>>2542184 (you didn't do anything wrong),
>>2542283 (it isn’t going to be your fault),
>>2542400 (You're trying to make it seem as if it's all a matter of choice)
They're trying to eliminate all responsibility.
>>2542558I've said it before, I'm not trying to shame anyone for sending nudes, I'm criticizing anon for saying people aren't responsible for their own actions.
>>2542565No, it's a meme.
>>2542572I'm NTA
No. 2542599
>>2542502Why do they even do that? I can get behind saying “oh I tried this and liked it, you can buy it” but going too much over details is so…weird?
I also had a friend like yours who would talk about her sex dreams and her sexual life with her boyfriend. She once told me they were fucking but she had worms in her ass and they still continued to fuck, I felt like puking but I kept a straight face; another time she talked about how she woke up so horny that she had to take her lipstick vibrator and be as silent as she could since her roommate was asleep. Really weird, it sound fake but I wish it was.
No. 2542610
>>2542590Well? She
didn’t do anything wrong. There’s nothing morally wrong about sending pictures of yourself as long as you and the other party are both single. It might be stupid, but you’re acting like it’s some deeply evil transgression they deserve to be punished for. Being young and stupid isn’t a crime. Revenge porn
is, though. It’s weird and very telling that you’re going to such lengths to defend the scrotes that would hypothetically use the nudes for nefarious purposes, which is the action that’s
actually morally wrong.
No. 2542627
>>2542610>She didn’t do anything wrong. If you like it when a guy who doesn't love you has pictures of you naked, you aren't doing anything wrong when you send nudes. But if you hate that, then you are wrong to do it.
>Being young and stupid isn’t a crime.Amazing how you think the only wrong thing is crime, and anything not criminal is good.
>defend the scrotesHow many times do I have to say it? I'm defending no scrote, I'm criticizing you for saying people aren't responsible for their own actions.
No. 2542629
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I feel like there’s no point in arguing over this since you are both keen on your own opinion, you are not even talking about the same thing anyway!
Let’s stop the infight now.
No. 2542657
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My tooth fell out.
No. 2542662
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>>2542659Nonna I am just tired about this retarded discourse, I am so over it.
The women who want or have sent nudes don’t care anyway, I hope for them they won’t ever get used against them though.
No. 2542671
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>>2542655>At 18 you're still literally a kid.Even a kid is responsible for her own actions. Or you want to be like Manny?
>What's the point of telling her that she shouldn't have done it in the first place?How many times do I have to say this? I'm criticizing anons like you for saying people aren't responsible for their own actions, I'm not telling her she shouldn't have sent the nudes.
>>2542662>The women who want or have sent nudes don’t care anywayNo, women are complaining that scrotes who don't love them have pictures of them nude.
>>2542661There's a lesson to be learned.
(infighting) No. 2542690
>>2542667normally around 1500 but my binges are probably around 6k 7k. i'm mildly overweight (bmi 25) but i know eating that much food is affecting my health, especially with the blood sugar spikes. i really need to stop
>>2542674yes i picked up running last year and it really improved my life. not just because i lost weight and got fitter but it improved my mental health a lot. i haven't been running much recently but i make sure i get over 10k steps a day.
>>2542677i don't really understand it either. i feel ill and nauseous but i want to keep eating until it's all gone even though it doesn't feel or taste good anymore.
when i was younger and it was really bad there were times where i would spray hand sanitizer on leftover food so i wouldn't want to binge on it, then end up eating it anyway, with the hand sanitizer on it. i know it's insane
No. 2542694
>>2542684There is just this other retard who keeps replying. The same one who even started this stupid shit. I can recognize her by her typing style.
>>2542371 this one
(ban evasion) No. 2542707
>>2542663What’s your eating schedule like? I struggled with binge eating really bad in high school (caus my life sucked) and college though. Are you happy? Do you like your life, body image aside?
Currently I still eat a disproportionate amount of food at breakfast, and then the rest of my meals are normal sized. Having such a big meal first thing makes me feel wealthy and healthy and means I never eat late at night (which i know a lot of people struggle with when trying to lose weight, you’re done moving & being active so what you ate just kinda sits in you)
No. 2542708
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>>2542484I think she’s known for quite sometime because she had been keeping her distance from the family and hiding in odd places. While that was happening she was still capable of holding her pee/poo. I wish we had done it sooner because she’s in a lot of pain and when I was there during Christmas it was hard to watch. Yes she was on medication but it can only do so much. I told mom that her last meal needs to be plain Timbits and pepperoni pizza.
No. 2542773
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Internet addiction and SSRI brain damage I cannot stop refreshing lolcor
No. 2542777
>>2542775That's because on the unspoken hierarchy a cow is below a
nonnie and the cow should work on herself to get out her bottomless pit (good), but a
nonnie is already perfectly imperfect so if she tries to change herself [for an assumed moid] she is lowering herself to his standards (bad)
No. 2542996
>>2542969I was gonna say read through the snoop thread and get tips. See if he already has weird accounts like that.
It helped me find out an ex had all sorts of accounts dedicated to a fetish.. one I didn't know about and that I'd want absolutely nothing to do with. Just finding that info helped me move on fast.
No. 2543023
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I'm the anon who vented about nudes, sorry for causing all this. Thank you to nonnies who helped me feel better! Just don't reply to trolls and maleposters. Never be scared to speak out here or anywhere!
>>2542958Warn those women
No. 2543027
>>2543006i hate everything soo much. I don't want to do my bitch ass portfolio. While you're out there getting a tan on your vacation I gotta do my thesis, take care of grandad, tolerate my baby ass nigel, buy shit you said will be pre payed, print my shit AND you still want me to do my porfolio also printed and tied? fuck you, die.
Soo sick of this shit. Mediocre ass professors acting like tough shit when they're not even the fart. How tf am I supposed to NIT rip my hair out in these conditions? Not to mention I'll prob have to pay for my bf as well cause he has no financial support other than me.
I'm soo stressed nonas. I'm soo fucking stressed. I was supposed ot be done with the physical part by mid May at worst so I can focus on the rest. I HATE MEN AND HOW EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME SOMEHOW THEY HOLD ME BACK. Incompetent monkeys at any age (except grandad cause he's old as fuck)
FUCK YOU, DIE. GOD.
Not to mention no one knows how to do it, gave no resources and expect us to make a profesionall portfolio. Suicide, now. Straight into the fire.
No. 2543061
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>have a just eat discount of 6 expiring tomorrow
>feel sweet so I also order spring rolls along with my poke
>got the saddest spring rolls that ever existed , they weren’t even fried, but baked in the oven. The filling tasted like nothing.
>they got my order wrong
I ordered a poke and they put fucking edamame on it. I ordered wakame, fuck this shit. I hate edamame, I can’t stand it, it tastes like raw beans it’s so retarded. I am so mad, my night got ruined. I could have just ordered a kebab or saved up my money.
How stupid do you have to be to put edamame instead of wakame. Just don’t put anything if you are going to get it wrong. I hope that shitty server gets runny diarrhea.
No. 2543064
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>>2543061And the shitty beans were so many I had to scoop them up ONE BY ONE.
No. 2543075
>>2543072Thank you nonna
>they do it to give you less of the expensive ingredientsExactly. Thing is I even paid 0,50€ for my wakame, while edamame isn’t more expensive. I even got scammed on top of that basically.
No. 2543098
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>salo is popular and gets praised for being so controversial and anti-fascism
>let's give it a watch then
>hmm the actors playing the teens look really young
>i don't like the way they're being touched, i know it's supposed to be dark but this is too much for me
>(close tab)
>out of curiosity, how old were these actors even? let's look it up
and then I found out I saw actual naked kids being dragged around by perverts. i'm currently trying not to vomit.
No. 2543099
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I'M SO FUCKING DONE WITH THIS COUGH! I DON'T WANT TO SPEND ALL DAY AND ALL NIGHT COUGHING, AND I HATE SOUNDIN LIKE I WAS RAISED ON CIGARETTES AND WHISKY. I can tell I am on the tail end of whatever infection I have but COUGH PLEASE GTFO
No. 2543129
>>2543098Pasolini was planning on doing a film on Joan of Arc's pedo general/advisor Gilles de Rais who turned out to be a fucking deranged Satanist.
Be happy, it could be worse.
I hate the whole "the mood on the set was cheerful and the kids had fun!!!" Yeah sure, nonces… They had great fun pretending to eat shit and got actually injured during the death murder torture scenes at the end.
No. 2543144
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>>2543098Jesus, this is the whole plot? Yeah, this isn’t some pedo’s poorly-veiled fetish AT ALL
No. 2543153
>>2543144The original book is literally de Sade's notes on his fetishistic extreme desires from when he was in the Bastille, jailed for profanity iirc?
Please don't read it, it'll blackpill you so hard.
No. 2543166
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>>2543100>>2543114yea i bet he decided on the political message at the end of writing the script as an excuse
>>2543111 thank you anon
>>2543139>movie with naked grannyPieles! aside from the pedo side plot i liked Pieles
No. 2543179
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horny but celibate…
No. 2543204
>>2543027I NEED TO PUNCH SOMEONE OR IM GONNA TRICH THE FUCK OUT.
I think I'll just do a shitty portfolio on word and call it a day. I have to soil my work with low effort shit bc it's prob worth a grade. This semester is just humiliating fr.
No. 2543272
It's tough out here as a TERF in the performing arts. I love acting, playing music, and writing comedy, but every single one of my other actor, musician, or comedian friends post about "friendly reminder: trans women are women uwu" and "free palestine" constantly on the most inane posts - what the fuck does your sweetgreen salad or morning jog have to do with troons and Palestine? Hanging out with them is becoming exhausting too, it's like they literally can't talk about ANYthing other than how horrible transphobes are, or how gay they are, or how amazing the queer/racial representation is in some stupid new show, literally EVERYTHING somehow circles back around to troons, racial discourse, being gay, and politics. It's ALL they talk about! I just stay silent or nod along because I enjoy my work and I used to have fun hanging out with my creative friends, but it's getting aggravating. I'm currently in a sketch comedy writing workshop to try and improve my writing skills. One guy's sketch revolved around an Evil JK Rowling character, another girls' sketch was about two transphobes secretly wanting to fuck a troon, and another guy's sketch was an overdone Donald Trump impression. I'm not even right wing and I'm so sick of the same stupid jokes. WRITE SOME NEW MATERIAL! Give us something absurd, slapstick, I don't even care anymore. I'm so sick of this.
No. 2543297
>>2543272They want politicized performing arts, but they'll never make a skit about women's rights, or abortion, or anything like that.
>>2543280They can't conceptualize it because they can't conceptualize anything outside of themselves. The troon, and by proxy the TRA, is a deeply egocentric individual. Free Palestine has to include troon rights, because Palestine becomes an allegory for the strong brave twans wommin and Israel is the evil
TERF. Illegal immigrants become a stand-in for illegal hormones, and ICE becomes the evil twoonsfobic doctors that want crackdowns on hormonal therapies.
>>2543244Healthy fats like the ones in cream and cheese are good for you. Look up the Mediterranean diet.
No. 2543334
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>>2543272I feel this way about creative writing… its so fucking bad, I think its slowly coming back down but it hit a peak a couple years back where I couldn't even submit a short story to my favorite horror lit mag because they banned white cis people from submitting to help "queer minority literary voices" and half the stories had to have some flavor of wokeness… in a magazine for horror stort stories. I literally don't not give a fuck about some abstract short story that's a metaphor for whatever, I just want to read a short story that's GOOD. They rolled that one back at least but pretty much every lit mag has a section about being "lgbtqia2s+ and minority inclusive" as if anyone would ever mistake one of these magazines for NOT accepting stories including that.
No. 2543457
>>2543272Oh nonna, I empathize so hard. I no longer work in entertainment but many of my friends do, I went to the same school as
honter and am two degrees removed through a mutual friend from
Dylan. I adore my friends, they’re some of the most creative and funniest people I have met. But I cannot be open at all about my personal beliefs, especially since everyone knows these people intimately. Not even just the ones I named but classmates, acquaintances, coworkers, everyone knows at least a handful of them. Being open about my beliefs is the equivalent of committing a hate crime to their entire support system, so I’m better off just remaining quiet.
No. 2543459
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Attractive guys make me feel more self conscious and insecure about my appearance than attractive girls for some reason
No. 2543506
>>2543459me too. i start shaking and spilling my spaghetti when attractive moids are in front of me, especially if they speak to me or are nice to me.
we hired two brothers for repainting the outside of our house, and both of them were so gorgeous. i literally ran away from them everytime i spotted them outside a window kek. they were also really nice too.
another time a really beautiful man was staring at me and gave me a smile on the subway and my face literally turned bright read and i got all sweaty and had to get up just to face away from him. i was so relieved when he got off earlier than me kek.
No. 2543512
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I miss Hannah Minx. She was so beautiful and her aspie Japanese language videos were endearing. I hate when beautiful women are straight. They're so wasted on men.
No. 2543573
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>tfw retarded Nigel is spiraling
>He got into a fight with his friends so now I have to do full emotional support for him
>annoyed because I have my own damn problems and issues to worry about
>Under the impression something is going on but no one will tell me what
Low key want to break up because his issues are getting on my nerves. If I knew it was going to be like this I would not have ever gone out with him. It’s been fun but now he’s just a burden. I feel like an asshole but it’s all too much.
No. 2543617
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>>2543573Break up! Break up! Break up!
No. 2543743
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why im i the only one finding the girl gorgeous and beautiful meanwhile everyone says she’s dysgenic ?
No. 2543753
>>2543750>Both are beautiful but have flawsWhat's wrong with that? I swear some of you just hate personality of any kind.
>I thought these were before after photos of a passable troon.KEK
No. 2543792
>>2543779Ikr? They can't stfu about blondes, they call being brunette "having poop colored hair", and act like gingers are fucking wizards stepping out of an alternate dimension. Americans are so competitive with creating dumbass arbitrary lines of color categorizing that they even invented hair racism.
>>2543782Based on what I've seen when I got back into work, nothing are better components of gaining weight than the lack of exercise and not drinking lots of water. All of the college students who work part-time so they can have space for school and personal life make it to where they have time to hit the gym or even just "breathe"–instead of only doing what their bodies can at work and coming home to immidiately crash. The workers who do the latter are workaholic full-timers whose lives half or mainly revolve around working for whatever sad reason they have. Workers like that drink lots of coffee, as much as one should be drinking water instead. Workers like that are on their feet all day at work, leaving them too tired to do anything at home and even then, just standing for hours straight on a full-time shift is not the proper exercise a human is supposed to get. So lack of hydration from using coffee to make it through the day + the lack of proper exercise on a several hour shift 5-7 days a week + the stress of work + always grabbing fast food during lunch breaks + sleep deprivation from a terribly run center always asking you to work irregular hours or to come in on days where you're supposed to be off = your body and face turning into the worse versions of themselves. You wanna be fat? Get a full-time job at a place that will drain you. You'll become out of shape in no time.
No. 2543872
>>2543819I also have a long philtrum and I have to remind myself that normies don’t even know what a philtrum is and my own perception of my face is heavily skewed by reading deranged looksmaxxing posts that call Angelina Jolie a 5/10 hamplanet.
>>2543805You think being black is easier than a white girl with red hair? Kek, let’s trade.
No. 2543911
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broke my favorite teapot
No. 2544259
>>2543743The heavy filter on the woman does her no favors, but she's not ugly.
>"the moid is mogging her" gtfo tourists
No. 2544567
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I cannot stand the way my mother is it's driving me up the fucking wall. We had a family friend die of a suicide, she tells me this and then proceeds to send me images of the man's alcoholic son and makes fun of the kid's bloated alcoholic face. Like yes wow, now is definitely the time for this. I don't understand why she has zero decorum ever. She will send me pictures of my cousins unsolicited and make fun of how fat they are, as if my one cousin should look exactly as she did when she was 19 after four children and two decades have passed. She will spend hours on Facebook stalking people's profiles, people I went to school with, and send me pictures and generally wants to discuss how fat they've gotten. She has no clue some of these people I am still friends with and yes I'm aware they got fat, one girl literally had cancer and has had major complications from the steroids she was on for another health issue but "haha fat." It makes me extra irritated because I'm pregnant right now and while my mom hasn't said anything about my weight, I know it's coming. I know this absolutely normal amount of weight I've gained to sustain myself and my baby is going to come around and slap me in the face. I know she's going to be making comments to other people like she does to me about my cousins - "remember when anon was so skinny? What happened?" I just wish I had a normal loving mother but this isn't even the tip of the iceberg of her shit.
No. 2544764
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So there's this bihet… She broke my heart and now I have a soul-crushing grudge against her. I finally have at least one justification for hating on bis online yay. Technically, I'm a bishit myself, but that only makes it funnier.
No. 2544797
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What would you call it when you wanna break up with your moid cause you can't trust him the same and hurt you in an intimate way but your heart aces thinking about it and makes you feel like it'll be a massive mistake?
Retardation is not an answer, I already diagnosed myself.
No. 2544832
>>2544797I would call it normal because you are a human being with feelings and sometimes making the right choice is more painful than just submitting to being miserable.
Just know that breaking up with someone is never going to be a mistake. There is no "one that got away" there is only people who are a good fit for you, and people who aren't. If you can't trust him he's not a good fit.
>>2544785This is abuse, dump his ass.
No. 2544849
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i think my life is finally falling apart, just as i feared all these years, it just needed the death of my dad haha
or hitting rock bottom, idk, idek if im gonna blame a moid for this bc i see they've been driving people i loved away from me but i think i'll have to do some deep thinking and fast money unless i want my mom to die of hunger or smth, i don't think therapy is going to pay my bills either
she has a pension and a house tho so it'll be fine for her i think
everyone is so cancer, i can't find a fucking job aside from my freelance hobby that gives me like, pennies, less than minimum wage a month, dropped out like 2 times from uni bc of family stuff, can't find the motivation to live aside from the things i like like nature, drawing, internet, ugh
i don't think i'm making it to 25 nonas, i love this place though, makes me log off life
No. 2544861
>>2544832hmm, I suppose you're right. I guess even if I expect a long mourning on my part I have to trust that I'll take care of myself.
I really needed to see the answered confirmed though, thank you nona. It helped a lot.
>>2544785Either break up or adress it firmly and next time he does it prepare to dump him.
No. 2544872
>>2544849the fact you've made it this far is nothing short but admirable. Idk if I could've approached your situation in sucha calm manner and still somewhat look for a future.
No, therapy won't pay the bills but if you ever can sneak it in your life it's still pretty good, and I'm glad that there are things still keeping you here with us, nature and art really do heal.
I'll keep you in my thoughts next time I make a wish and I'm sure you and your mom will be ok.
I believe you will make it past 25 and you will go beck to uni.
Also, the even if you don't make much, I think it's really cool that you make money off your hobby, it shows character, some people can't even go that far bc of fear.
Idk who you are but I'm sending my love to you nona. ♥
No. 2544898
>>2544888can you knock together a last minute birthday party /drinks and invite people? then people will pretend they didn't forget even if they can't accept the invite
also happy birthday, sorry they're shit
No. 2544902
>>2544896Thanks, I know it doesn't seem like much but it makes me feel better.
>>2544898I can't, the day is already over, the country has elections today, and I have to study all day for a billion exams I have coming up this week.
No. 2544932
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i recently reconnected with my internet friend group from when i was like 12 to 15. i don't know if maybe i romanticized talking to them again (we left off on poor terms and the fallout is something that used to bother me a lot) or something, but they're just plain annoying/weird to me now. i feel like i grew up in the time since we've last talked and they just… haven't. it could also be the fact that they've stayed a friend group while i haven't been there for such a long time, so maybe i'm missing something between all of them. either way, it just makes me feel kinda empty now. i dunno
No. 2544947
>>2544932Online friend groups are inherently fucked up and don't ever seem to mature. I got ousted from one many years ago, it was extremely painful but I moved on and have grown and thrived since then. When I looked up their accounts recently they're still all full-time fujoshis in their late 30s/early 40s, tirelessly writing
problematic yaoi incest fanfiction and obsessing over k-pop idols. It's depressing… You're much better off without the fucked up hierarchies and dynamics of internet groups.
No. 2545005
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My kitty isn’t feeling well and I am so worried about him. He’s been vomiting after eating anything and is having problems with jumping and maintaining his balance with certain movements. He’s always had a bad hip for as long as I’ve had him but it’s not impacted him this way before. I’m so worried about him he’s the actual light of my life and I don’t want to lose him… the fact he is in pain and I can’t do much to help is the worst feeling
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pretty depressing to look up stuff about something i loved as a kid and find out the entire fanbase for it now is pedofurry trannies. like unironically. i looked up "parappa" and one of the first pictures was 3 fugly prison gay troons wearing dog collars.
No. 2545013
>>2545006I looked up Lilo & Stitch fanart to look at cute stitch doodles, but I got a bunch of obese Lilo feederism BS
like what the fuck
No. 2545024
>>2544947some people completely stagnate once they're accepted into a friend group. the friends validate them, so they never really try to improve themselves, and become content doing the same things with the same people.
internet friend groups are even more coddling because it's usually a collection of outcasts who cling to the one place they're accepted
No. 2545038
>>2545011Thank you for replying nonna… The vets near me are closed on the weekend and he didn’t begin vomiting until mid afternoon today. I noticed the hip problem last night but I just thought he slid on the rug he was on at the time. Right now he just wants to be near me no matter what I am doing and is trying to act normal but it’s just not the same as his usual self…
There is an emergency vet two hours drive away from me but I wasn’t sure if I needed to do that or just call my usual vet first thing on Monday and hope to get him in. Right now I am monitoring him and am going to try to feed him plain food in small amounts with added water to keep him hydrated. I’ll probably take him to the emergency vet if he gets worse or doesn’t improve much at all tomorrow. I just wish I could do more for him, it’s hard seeing him like this
No. 2545139
>>2540368If it makes you feel better, I'm turning 27 soon and only just now letting myself indulge in childish things. I missed out on a lot of typical childhood things due to poverty, and my parents dying in this economy shortly after I turned 18 means I didn't get any of the typical young adult experiences either, I had to bust my ass to survive. Everyone has different experiences and you can't compare yourself to others who have had the normal middle class "kid to trendy teen to sorority girl to office job" pipeline. Your heart will always yearn for the experiences you didn't have and you shouldn't count yourself too old for them, because then when you get older you'll realize that's dumb and wish you did it sooner. I have a bed full of plushies and a closet full of bright and colorful clothes with childish designs and it's the first time in my life I've felt any sort of genuine contentment.
Also, you don't NEED to disclose your age to anybody. Most people won't be able to tell at a glance anyways, people will only be thinking "WOW, she's XX age and still acting like THAT?" if you point it out yourself. Most people assume I'm between 19 and 22, the only person thinking so much about it is you and other insecure people who need to feel better than someone.
No. 2545152
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We have to order gifts for my friends and no one is the group chat is answering. I had to text multiple times for a response, this shit is so annoying. The gifts are going to arrive late anyway, since, again, these retards didn’t bother replying.
I ordered a water bottle for her in the meantime, which was 30€ , but I’m not going to order the other stuff until I get money, I am not going to foot the bill until these retards pay me, sorry not sorry. And if they aren’t then I’m just giving the gift as my own and tell her that the rest wasn’t bought.
I don’t understand why people don’t just pay the stuff they have to, the money is already going away, what’s the point of clinging to it?
My roommate is the same flavor of retarded, it’s like you have to beg him to pay a bill, but he has no qualms in buying takeaway 5 times a week.
No. 2545197
>>2545184Autistic women also generally tend to look younger, there's a condition autistic people are predisposed to that not only makes you age slower but makes you more likely to have bones that pop constantly and makes the skin of your mouth come off easily to foods such as sour candy.
>>2545187So many gen alpha kids are ruining their faces with skin products not meant for them.
No. 2545210
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>>2545197what condition are you talking about? this post kinda reminds me of picrel kek
No. 2545211
>>2545206When I was in my mid 20s I had to deal with men my age or a bit older hitting on me and then asking in which high school I was studying. I was always so disgusted I just cut the conversation short once that happened, or if I told them my age they stopped being interested anyway. Now the very few times men hit on me they're way younger than I am which is less creepy but still very embarrassing.
>>2545197>makes the skin of your mouth come off easily to foods such as sour candy.I'd kill myself if that were me.
No. 2545213
I hate pride month.
It has nothing to do with people being open about who they date, how they feel about themselves… I want people to feel comfortable in whatever tier of cringe they've decided to settle in for the most part. The stuff that doesn't involve me never should involve me. But then, why is it that so many corporations are catering to this specific month, pretending to care about people that are a part of the LGB? Like, shit, when I thought I was bi and had a girlfriend, who I did love very much, I never saw support. Just judgemental nonsense. I doubt that we'd still be dating if I received support, since it felt like I was in some incest-like relationship since she felt like a sister to me moreso than a lover, but, I don't know. I feel this whole thing is as tasteless as black history month is in the US. I don't know how it is elsewhere, but I feel so patronized or some shit whenever things are targeted at me.
The only thing that makes this month different in the worst way, is because I get targeted by troons. It's as if me not being drenched in the TQAA+ bullshit makes me as much of a target as whoever they deem to be terfs. It's how I peaked. I tried being an ally for so long, like many nonas here, and it just always blew up in my face because it was never enough for those fucks.
I think I might just use every June to get my life together, work towards not being a NEET. It certainly does a wonderful job getting me away from the internet. Shit's not worth it anymore; I just want to be an artist and draw - I don't want to witness this uptick of TIMs thinking that they're more than allowed to skinwalk women and shit everywhere they exist. I'm so pissed.
Pride month is a fuckin shame, it's disgusting, and I hate it. I hate all pride months. Anything dedicated to anyone, just strip it all away. Pride isn't something any of us should fucking have because everything is tainted by troons.
No. 2545223
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>>2545217>hands age quicklyI’m a little spooked by this because my hands look like they belong to a 60 year old woman and not someone my age at all… are you in my walls nona
No. 2545295
>>2545153NTA but when I was 27 I was working with actual high schoolers and they were fucking shocked I wasn’t also in high school. I had a 16 year old moid hitting on me and asking me out but he was talking about school and I was like oh what college do you go to? And he was like college? I go to City High School, I’m a sophomore, aren’t you a freshman? Like kid NO, I’m not. Also first couple weeks there I had adults who would run up to me and tell me I couldn’t authorize alcohol transactions and I was like yo im 27 and they were genuinely shocked I wasn’t one of the minor-hires.
It does happen. I also recently went to try clothes on with my mom and the teenage girl in the dressing room next to me asked if I went to City High School and I was like no I’m 30. And when I was looking sad with my mom at the grocery store the clerk asked me if I wanted a sticker KEK. And the dozens of times I got carded when I was recently in Vegas and had people asking me what my secret was… Idk I have countless of anecdotes like this despite being a NEET who rarely leaves my home.
No. 2545302
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I just ruined my eating schedule again and wasn't even worth it, originally I was just planning on having a snack but I ate some oats with milk as well and now I'm full, I'm such an impulsive dumbass. Well, maybe I should take a bath and do my hair while I wait, no problem
>>2545278>So unless someone has an extreme case of baby faceThis is me, my body looks mid 20s but my face is very, very fucking round and goofy looking, I look like picrel then I wonder why people won't take me seriously
No. 2545308
My relationship with my siblings is so shit, if it wasn't for my parents, we wouldn't talk all year.
On the one hand I feel guilty because I'm the oldest but on the other hand I feel like it's time that they do something too.
I'm a depressed introverted loser while they're both very talkative, attracive, extroverted and have many friends. My brother is only 1 year younger and yet our lifes are so different. My sister is 9 years younger and it feels like we're not even related at all. I spent all my childhood and teenage years taking care of her (and him), I would even babysit her on my birthday and for some time period she even called me mom. Now that she's an adult, I have zero idea how to interact with her, our gap is just too big. I can't be her friend because she sees me as old but I can also no longer take care of her lke before because she no longer needs me at all. When I was young, we didn't have much money, always went to fleemarkets, meanwhile my sister was always dressed like a pink princess, they took her to vacation in the US and so on. I really loved her, so back then I didn't mind but when I see how insanely carefree she grew up and still is now as a young adult, I do feel resentful. My mom also said, that my sister has zero idea just how much I did for her at a much younger age than she is now.
What makes me seethe the most is that I went to a local university to save money and now work my parents dream job that I absolutely hate. Both my siblings however study for their own dream. My brother has been studying in Italy since many years, still financially supported by my parents and my sister now also went to study abroad in Spain. I see that my sister always sends my mom pics of which hot outfit she should wear to go clubbing nearly daily (and yet her grades are still great) and I just feel like wow I never ever had anything like this… My brother seemingly has 100s of friends, has traveled to so many countries, is so kind to his female friends but absolutely hates me since over a decade already. He always calls me ugly, fat and a loser for not having friends. Back then we both had to take the same train, he always told me to wait far away from him because I'm embarrassing. And retard me nevertheless always cries for him whenever he experiences setbacks on his way to his dream job…
Ironically my sister told me she/they are jealous of me spending so much time with our parents as if I'm not stuck with them and have no one to talk to besides mom. Our parents also only treat me the kindest because all my life and still now I always follow all their orders while my siblings constantly talk back and cause my dad to snap. For some time I was really into older moids because I finally wanted somebody to take care of me, to spoil me for once but of course that's not happening, all moids are just yet another burden that rope you onto mommying them.
On the one hand I'm clearly angry at them for being so spoiled and selfish but on the other hand I wish I could be like them. At this point I might turn 50 and still be depressed and spend all my off-days of my shitty job with my mom. It's so pathetic that I'm crying about us but know exactly that they don't spend a second thinking about me. I'm just really scared that we're gonna turn into those type of siblings who only communicate through a lawyer once our parents die.
No. 2545336
>>2545278that's kind of true, I look like a middle schooler but :
- when I'm feeling meek and shy (for example due to being in a placei don't know) I'll get called "Miss"
- when I'm in a disagreeable mood and don't want to be fucked with, the vocabulary I use/the way I carry myself has people call me "madam"
other things that really impact whether I'll get called madam or miss : the shoes I wear (sneakers vs. leather), if I'm wearing makeup or not, if my hair is done or not
No. 2545343
>>2545340nothing's cool about looking like a middle schooler lol, that's not even bragging
bragging would be looking 20 when you're 40, but looking 14 when you're 20 is not cool (in fact I've been rejected over it)
No. 2545346
>>2545336NTA but misery ages a person. Young people don't have as much to be miserable about comparatively.
>>2545340>All peeps want me!Nobody said that but you, this is just a discussion about nonnas are perceived. Are you saying it's a woman's fault if she's targeted by someone who thinks she looks younger and more vulnerable?
No. 2545348
>>2545340Nta but she didn't brag about people wanting her?
>>2545343If I was seen as younger than I was at any age I'd die inside. I don't know, I grew up always wanting to be older, look older, be taken seriously by the middle aged people at the neighbourhood centre and honestly I can't wait to reach that stage in life. I guess I always associated youthful features with immaturity, maybe that's not the best thing either but being mistaken for a teenager would make me borderline suicidal ngl
No. 2545351
>>2545348>maybe that's not the best thing either but being mistaken for a teenager would make me borderline suicidal nglhonestly besides first impressions and the lack of attractiveness it implies, looking underage doesn't impact anything in my life
the way you behave is far more important than the way you look in most contexts
No. 2545356
>>2545353>By men or women?by men, but I guess girls can also find me a bit uncool-looking if they're superficial
>Personally it made finding a job very hard because nobody took me seriouslyreally? I didn't think that'd happen, it never happened to me at least. I don't know what type of jobs you're applying for, and what age range they're looking for, but if I was you I'd go all in on makeup and clothes to appear older if you think that's what's holding you back. it really goes a long way.
No. 2545373
>>2545356At the time I was looking for part time jobs when studying and everyone my age managed to find one but I couldn't. I found a job in retail far too late to save enough money to study where I wanted and some customers thought I was doing my mandatory 1 week long intership for the last year of middle school so they asked if their kids or siblings could also do theirs here. We all wore the same uniform so clearly it had nothing to do with my style or behavior. Job interviews always went wrong because everyone looked at me like I wasn't supposed to ve here as soon as I was in the room. I only understood why exactly when I had my internship (too late because nobody else wanted to hire me) and my coworkers who were around my age kept saying crazy shit about me, babying me and one of them tried to be passive aggressive with me because she forgot for the millionth time I was only one year younger than her.
>>2545359I only had to give my ID after being hired so the employers could write my contract after checking everything. I assume everyone before that step just looked at me like I was just immature and not ready for any sort of job as a result.
>>2545371Allegedly she counted this criteria as part of oral expression in front of a public in general and she just said it out loud so I had no proof or witnesses.
No. 2545375
>>2545310>It honestly makes me feel relieved because I'm too autistic to let go of my childish interests, so nobody really looks at me funny when I go out in a cringe outfit or walk out of the arcade with a million sanrio plushies or something.Ayrt and kek same.
>>2545340I don’t think that’s what they’re saying at all. I have a unique experience in that until I was 16/17, people always assumed I was OLDER than my age. I was frequently considered to be 18-22 when I was like 12-14, it was fucking weird. I could serve myself alcohol in hotel lounges (the ones that offer self serve alcohol just overseen by an employee usually) and the employees never tried to stop me or even question me. Randos thought I was an adult. It was weird. I always assumed I’d just always look older than my real age. I was always the tallest girl in my class until I was 12, too, then I just grew like on more inch between 12-15 and stopped.
No. 2545380
>>2545375Girls on average stop growing up around that age, that's why I'll never understand why everyone assumes someone's age based on height. It's a really young age.
>>2545374>$200 blazerJesus fucking Christ that's crazy. That means it's not even the cost of the whole uniform? This reminds me of when kids would get detention in my schools if their parents bought them notebooks of a slightly different size than what's listed by the school. Oh your parents gave you a small notebook with 100 pages instead of a giant notebook with 200 pages like we said so you don't have to carry a too heavy backpack? Fuck you here's your 2 hours of detention.
No. 2545391
>>2545381If someone has only worked in schools and almost nowhere else I assume they don't know how the real world works. I've heard insane bullshit from teachers and principals because they don't know wtf they're talking about. Like I saw an interview online by a school principal in an English speaking country talking about how kids have no excuse to not do their homework at all. You'd think they should know better than anyone all the horrible shit kids deal with that's out of their control but no, better do your homework for two hours every night after going to school from 8 am to 6 pm even if you have health issues,
abusive parents, dying parents, have to babysit your younger siblings, you're tired, you have other activities like sports or cultural clubs, don't even understand your assignments because teachers don't give a shit, etc. Most kids stop caring about all of this as soon as they graduate high school on top of that. A minority of adults are insane enough to be proud of the middle or high school they went to but nobody normal gives a fuck.
By the way since we're venting I hate these accounts on twitter in my first language where teachers, doctors, attorneys, etc. post about their jobs in a quirky, sassy way. They're just gimmick accounts but these people are insane and shouldn't be in a position where they teach kids or take care of vulnerable patients. I've seen teachers in there trying to be sassy and insulting kids for saying the most normal, harmless things kids can say.
No. 2545392
>>2545391You couldn't even tell them that because you'd need a parental signature and letter to confirm your reasons, or a doctor's certificate. I did my homework so it was fine but I can imagine how bad it might have been for anyone with an
abusive family.
>By the way since we're venting I hate these accounts on twitter in my first language where teachers, doctors, attorneys, etc. post about their jobs in a quirky, sassy way. I bet they have giant loaded LinkedIn pages too. I hate social media so much. Apparently I have to get one because it's not gonna look good to employers if I don't but fuck right off. The thought of people viewing my shit scares me. Either way, so many people working with children should be investigated. Sure a lot of their humour is "damn these youngins and their skibidi slang, love them though" but you also have the ones who irrationally hate children and are there for the narc power trip
No. 2545409
>>2545406They always do it to kids as young as 5 in kindergarten too. Like, sure they're 5, but if a 5yo has a treatment plan and a diagnosis and is allowed to handle that medication by their doctor, put some trust in them. I'm sure they have a brain to not abuse it, unlike you, Mrs. Sellars.
I think I read a case once where a teacher walked in on a girl with her insulin and dragged her to the office where she was immediately expelled. They didn't listen or do any checks or seize the insulin to even confirm what it was. Her parents didn't even bother pressing charges with that insanity
No. 2545416
>>2545410Kek no offence but do you think suing does anything? Where would you get the legal fees for versus a school that racks in hundreds of thousands of dollars? They'd just countersue you until you run out of money and the case gets closed.
>>2545412You can't even sue, schools will find ways to avoid the litigation, they'll argue clauses from all sorts of legislation, and also the fact that you don't have any concrete evidence is what they take advantage of. Unless you have a 1080p video and spatial audio recording of the misconduct happening, you're never winning.
No. 2545442
>>2545426I found a video. Don't even read the comments they're full of retardation like "meds should be locked in the nurse office" and "violence was not the answer" and I don't know how it is in the US but where I'm from the nurse office is almost always closed and nurses are only here whenever they want. I hope that kid wasn't in any legal trouble later for defending herself.
>>2545415They went to the mountains during winter on a short school trip, you can already guess how it ended.
No. 2545457
>>2545442I would take my antidepressants no problem top of the morning at school.
That teacher must've been all up in her ass level of nosy to even clock some seizure meds. How did it even get to the point of the kid needing to fight the teacher off of her? If this is a kid with epilepsy who needs to take her meds right and now, why would you stop that? Wouldn't the more intelligent decision be to let her have this moment to take the tablet, and safely escort her to the nurse's? Screw "nurses are dumb as fuck" being an opinion, if there's any kind of job that's theoretically meant for smart people yet filled with actual retards, it's teachers by an avalanche.
No. 2545493
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I know nigel is sensitive but I think he overreacted a tad given the context of what we have each handled between ourselves in our relationship.
I took him to his first concert last night to a standing venue show I wanted to see. I went into the mosh pit for the opener and went a little too hard–nigel is a bouncer so he is a good wingman even though he just stands there lol he shielded some body blows I would have taken on the back. I started sweating uncontrollably, I think cause I wore the wrong fabric cause it didn't breathe, so I was really hot and had been screaming and exerting my ass off. The lights and a/c came on as the band I was actually there for began to stage their set, we had a half hour to wait. We didn't leave the crowd because we had wrangled our way towards a good spot up front thanks to the pit. But gods, the body heat! They passed around dixie cups of cold water in the crowd and I slammed three. Minutes, and I mean MINUTES, before their set began I suddenly started to get tunnel vision, and that elevator drop feeling in my stomach. I asked nigel to stabilize me by holding onto my waist. Before I knew it, my eyes rolled back and it was lights out. I woke up a couple seconds later near the floor with him propping me up, and a few confused concert goers looking at me and nigel yelling "Baby! Let's leave!" in my ear. I got up, apologized to the folks I spooked, and told nigel I was fine and that there was no way I was leaving our spot after passing out just to see these fuckers. Truth be told I felt fine. Like my brain just needed a hard reset after the heat and extertion. It was just in time for the show start and I had a great time, and nigel held onto me for the rest. He was also upset when he asked me for my car key fob but I realized I lost it in the pit (oopsie). I told him it is what it is and that we will figure shit out later, like don't pay money to have a bad time yanno? Idk that's my motto. We did find the fob at lost and found when it was over. After the show some folks shot the shit with us as we were looking for the fob on the floor, and they mentioned they had passed out at shows before too cause it is a thing that happens sometimes, it was kind of them. We walked to the car and I could tell nigel was upset. He said he couldn't really have a good time because he was very concerned I'd pass out again. I reassured him that when I say I'm fine that I do mean it, and if I had continued to feel shitty I would have said for us to leave. I kinda almost passed out at a festival before with my friend group (las vegas festival, same situation with heat + being on my feet exerting for 14 hours) it's just that the difference was I had communicated better with my friends and I exited the middle to lean against a partition wall to rest. The mistake I made here was thinking I could tough through the same feeling. He's feeling better today as it really was a no harm no foul situation.
But listen. Nigel has had heat exhaustion not once, but twice and then actually suffered a heat stroke at the renaissance fairs we are entertainers at (again, extertion + heat). To the extent that our group had to get involved to procure ice and walk him around and give him muscle massages and shit. He had to go be seen by a doctor for that heat stroke because his speech was off and he was not himself for days after. Of course I was concerned during those times, and the care that we all had to issue to him took us out of the moment and inconvenienced us. But that's not what's important and obviously has not dissuaded us from attending those events again.
So like…you know…while it's nice that he cares so much I felt he was blowing it a little out of proportion compared to the level of attention we've had to give him at past events for medical situations. And what, just because shows and crowds aren't really his thing so he's reading into it more negatively than it actually is? I feel a type of way about it.
No. 2545630
>>2545554Not saying I'm upset, I just have feelings about not making him feel guilty for the times he did medically irresponsible things with heat exhaustion multiple times before I had a moment. It's kinda unfair and I'm sure you can concede to that. To say I never made my upset feelings of concern his issue or suggested we not go to the events where he had heat exhaustion anymore, because his events aren't always high to my liking either.
Am I being unfair?
No. 2545634
>>2545493Goodness gracious you sound insufferable. Your motto is “everything goes well” because you expect people to clean up after your shit.
You passed out in the middle of a crowd, there are people who even die in the mosh pit.
you are downplaying stuff too much.
No. 2545637
>>2545632You're correct but my feelings about it are informed by past abusers I dated who would look for things wrong about my hobbies and stuff I enjoyed to suggest not or prevent me from doing it. I think two things can be true at once here: He's genuinely concerned and not acting in bad faith but his reaction about it is a hesitation from inviting him to do these things with me in the future. Meanwhile I didn't make him feel that way about his and obv we still go to these events he enjoys but with more caution.
Not trying to say nigel is an asshole.
No. 2545643
>>2545475Those are the biggest porn addicts.
>>2545637You literally lost the keys in the middle of a crowd. I would have been fed up too.
No. 2545649
>>2545634>Your motto is “everything goes well"? Not my motto. I'm saying no harm no foul. Sometimes bad shit happens and as long as no one's hurt, you shouldn't let it prevent you from having a good time.
>>2545636Not sure what you are quoting. But plenty of people pass out and do not die from it. It's like saying don't eat cause some people die from choking and if you choke once..
No. 2545664
>>2545650>dangerous situation thereThat's what I disagree about.
>>2545651I mean to an extent, yeah? I didn't make my feelings about his legit hospital-tier emergency his problem. They were my feelings to manage while we got him the help he needed. He made a mistake and had an accident, adding fuel to the fire by letting him know how he ruined my night doesn't help. Am I wrong?
No. 2545675
>>2545664In other words, you're too conflict avoidant to voice your feelings of frustration and expect everyone else to be, too.
>he ruined my night doesn't helpDamn, sorry that someone dared to have a medical emergency in your presence?? Kek I genuinely don't know what you expect us to say
No. 2545676
>>2545664Nona passing out in a mosh pit is absolutely dangerous. Just because nothing happened this time doesn't mean nothing could ever happen.
Also I can't believe I'm saying this about a moid but someone just having and expressing emotions isn't "making them your problem". The way you told the story it doesn't sound like he went out of his way to guilt you, he just admitted he was stressed out at the concert because he was worried about you.
No. 2545684
>>2545675>you're too conflict avoidant to voice your feelings of frustrationCan you explain how being frustrated in a situation helps anything? All that does is prevent you from thinking about solutions and staying focused at the task at hand.
Bold of you to assume I have never been off my rocker upset, it just never helped me before. Curious to know how anger has helped you and your relationships better than how staying calm could have done.
>>2545676>sorry that someone dared to have a medical emergency in your presenceWell that's what you're telling me.
>I genuinely don't know what you expect us to sayI'm fine with you saying nothing at all.
>>2545676We can't help how we feel, it's why I'm venting.
>>2545680>Did you pick a fight with your boyfriend after he showed compassion after you passed out? We don't fight at all, actually. It's why I am here venting instead of making my feelings his problem.
>Where you all, UGH YOU PASSED OUT AT REN!? Nope, read my posts.
>like why are you ragingAm I though? You guys sound way angier than either of us are at the situation lol. Calm down.
No. 2545688
>>2545686>Yeah he probably couldn't help how he felt eitherOkay but the part about how I didn't vent my feelings to him to make it worse, whether it was out of my place of concern or not when he had his emergency(s).
>People don't get frustrated to help the situation it's just a normal human reaction to stress.Frustration is a controllable emotion just like managing stress is.
No. 2545696
>>2545694Not for the heatstroke (it happened towards the end of a festival by coincidence) but the two heat exhaustions, yes, absolutely we had to and it was hard.
>so he had to spend hours stressed out and anxiousAn hour and I specifically told him if I started to not feel good again we'd leave.
>while also having to act like everything was normal to not bring the mood downHe didn't though, it's why I feel how I do. Like he really made me feel like we should have left anyway even though I felt fine.
And I get his concern but it was not a shock to me when he said he didn't have a good time and that's obv, it's why I feel this way.
No. 2545701
>>2545649ntayrt (for any of the replies, several have happened as I was typing this), but just as you should remove the object from your throat you're choking so you don't die, you should remove yourself from the situation causing your body to overheat if your body temp gets so high stuff starts shutting down. I completely understand it sucks to not enjoy something you took off time and paid for, and I even understand what you mean in that it's (heat related syncopal episode) a thing that happens sometimes but you don't want it to keep happening in a short period! One time you can recover from, but two in a short period can be damaging or escalate to heat stroke which can be permanently damaging. This isn't even considering what it could be like to pass out in a mosh pit (people could trample you as well if it's poorly lit enough and they're faded enough, you know?).
An event is momentary, but your health and any wellness declines you sustain are for the rest of your life. Also, remember to bring your (and bully your nigel into bringing his) own water source(s) if you can to these things, my guess is that you were probably just dehydrated to some degree which really reduces your body's ability to regulate temperature. I don't mean to come off as a nag, I just get worried about this kind of stuff, I only almost fainted from dehydration once on a hike and that spooked me enough to make sure it never ever happens again.
No. 2545703
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Gonna get my period soon so I am once again spiraling. I am so angry that I was held back by anxiety, mental illness and my parents. I’m so angry that I’m still struggling while my sisters live independent lives and I’m stuck here suffering. Everything in this piece of shit state is so expensive that even if I did have a decent job I’d still have to have a roommate. It’s so hard not to just give up and end my life. I’ve made so much progress, yet somehow not enough. I hate that I have to pick up the pace even more that I’m getting older. Please I just need a fucking break or something.
No. 2545704
>>2545637>my feelings about it are informed by past abusersI'm sorry that happened to you anon but from what I gather your bf hasn't actually said or done anything like your exes have so is it fair towards him to be upset about something he hasn't actually said or done?
I genuinely wonder what kind of reaction you wanted from him honestly. Because as far as I see it being concerned about you/the situation also involves acknowledging it was a dangerous situation.
No. 2545727
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all i do is sleep. i have no drive to do the things i love because it takes up so much energy. i cant even go on my walks without struggling to breathe. the iron supplements have hardly been working, it takes so long. everything else in my life has been taken care of and checked. i just want to be normal again it is making me so depressed and doctors just shrug their shoulders. oh, your ferritin is low at a 7, but its okay, it isnt your iron stores, so no issue. oh, you have trouble breathing and have constant fatigue and brain fog which worsens during your period? huh, weird. just try some iron supplements. and stay away from alcohol and drugs! gee thanks retard. so then if it isnt my ferritin what the fuck is it? its worsening each day and im tired of crying to my family over it because it isnt fair to them. seriously tempted to blow my brains out and im not even suicidal i just want to feel like myself again! this has taken a year of my life from me and i had no clue it was all due to iron! i dont know ehat else to do. im beside myself.
No. 2545745
>>2545727It's absolutely your ferritin, doctors just are super uneducated about it. After battling doctors over it for 2 years and my GP flat out refusing to let me see a hematologist I eventually agreed to go on BC. Sucks.
I've heard liquid iron absorbs better so maybe that's worth trying until you hopefully find the root of the problem. I haven't tried it personally because it's expensive as fuck here.
No. 2545754
>>2544567Air the message out to your cousins and block her kek
Let me guess, she either kept her weight for years and thinks she's better than everyone else OR she gained weight but is in big denial
No. 2545761
>>2545745i am so sorry
nonnie, i hope the bc you have hasn’t been too unpleasant. i’d like to go for an ultrasound before my insurance resets to see about endo/fibroids since the pain/blood loss isn’t normal when i do have my periods. im sorry the liquid iron is so expensive near you, and sorry you had to battle with the doctors as well. terribly unfair.
>>2545750and thank you as well. just bought a new iron supplement so i’ll use that up (with stool softeners ugh fuck) alongside some liquid iron i do have left (i didn’t feel it was helping but it may have been my impatience/not absorbing it properly due to eating windows/no vit c). i have been taking bloodbuilders and thought it was helping a bit, but hardly so, and its only 28mg of iron with 28283727% of b12 causing acne.
ill update here and there. trying the stronger supp tmrw/will be finishing off the liquid iron. ill make sure to take some vitamin c, too!
No. 2545944
>>2545936I miss you.
>>2545930That is weird.
No. 2545948
>>2544548You don’t know how common this is unfortunately. It’s been sinister from the start but moids will play dumb about it.
Even the most harrowing of serial killers cite pornography worsening or inciting their immoral desires.
No. 2545981
>>2545360>looking prepubescent or way too skinny it's only considered ideal by white people, that's why it's not a flex imoYou’re right. The way the anons equate anyone saying they look like a middle schooler as being desirable makes this really blatant. I live in a majority-white country but not America and it’s still considered embarrassing to be childlike at 20, honestly even at 18-19. Other girls do not want to hang out with you and guys prefer someone with a clearly womanly figure and definitely not a childish face, I don’t think I look like a middle schooler per se but I’ve actually vented before about people assuming I’m not of age and someone like
>>2545340 always replies snarkily. I always find it so bizarre how they can twist someone’s lamenting as a humble brag because of course everyone wants to look like a child right. ??
Interestingly I’ve noticed places that consider being underage to be desirable cling to youth for longer. Growing up in the internet has made me realise that 15-23 year olds are allowed to be more childish and expected to be more immature than where I live. It actually made me jealous because I at 16 I saw people my age being able to have younger interests without being ashamed and were still considered “kids”, not young women. Now that I’m “college-aged” I feel the same, my local peers have very ‘grown up’ pastimes and aesthetics whereas plenty of college-aged Americans seem to be allowed or even prefer to be a little more girlish. It’s interesting.
No. 2546001
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I’m so fucking hungover. Jesus Christ. I went overboard yesterday and at the end of the night I ended up yelling at my Nigel and bitching about the city we moved to for his job (it’s unbearably hot, 105+ all through the summer and super dry and dusty) and I feel awful today. He got me Gatorade and food and comforted me this morning and I feel horrible that I was so fucking nasty last night. I forgot why I stopped drinking awhile ago, it’s never worth it.
No. 2546020
>>2546010This is unironically what helped me want to recover. I don't know if you have ever met those moids that like anorexic women but they are so much creepier than your average scrote. The one I met would tell me frequently that he could always overpower me if he wanted, went into detail that my body was too weak to fight him off. That was far more
triggering to me than any other sexual comments I had before.
No. 2546082
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>fall 2 months ago, hurt my hand
>tell my family about it, they tell me its nothing and that i am just being dramatic
>we dont have the money to go to a doctor so just wait it out
>doesnt improve
>get worried, check on google
>i share all the sympthoms with TFCC
>from the looks of it and the fact it hasnt improved in 2 months, i will probably need surgery
>i have no money for a doctor, let alone surgery
>the only way i make money is by drawing, and i cant do that anymore
welp i guess this is how my life ends, without my hand i am completly useless. In my suicide letter i am going to make sure to blame everyone in my shitty useless family. Fuck all of them, greedy fucks. I hope they carry the guilt for the rest of their lives. They have properties and useless pieces of land in buttfuck nowhere and dont have enough money to lend me to go the doctor to check if i havent broken or teared something. They dont give a shit about me and i know i dont want to deal with them and their rotting carcases when they grow old and senile.
No. 2546095
>>2546048nonny, none of what you describe here is meaningfully cow-like. please be kinder to yourself, you dated a moid who was likely to have red flags due to being on 4chan, but weren't aware that
abusive scrotes hide their true nature till you can't leave. you're not a cow for being an abuse
victim.
No. 2546115
>>2546092Let's be bong friends and play vidya together
nonnie, I hate it here too.
No. 2546216
File: 1748824942224.jpg (129.27 KB, 1080x1135, debtinjune.jpg)
Payed 800 in repairs so far and inevitably another 200 this month…
No. 2546303
File: 1748831596240.jpg (42.7 KB, 735x430, degens.jpg)
>normally territorial tomcat has been hanging in yard for years (at least he kills rats)
>random rooster has been wreaking havoc in garden every morning
>cat hangs out with rooster every time peacefully, even saw them cuddling once
I don't approve of this "friendship" at all.
No. 2546426
Silly vent but my period is approaching and so my sleep schedule is a mess and I'm too tired and can't get enough sleep, yet can barely go to sleep either. Brain activity is messy too. Too hungry and need to eat an entire meal every 4 hours. I'm so stinky and need to wash up my armpits twice a day. Boobs are sore. Man, I wish they'd invent a hormonal detox injected into the blood to balance hormones by force and cure PMS.
>>2542773Too real but the brain damage is naturally there, no medication needed. Although I noticed after taking a cocktail of vitamins that my focus improves and my drowsiness and headaches and vision issues go away. But I can take that cocktail once a week only.
No. 2546492
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i have officially given up at looking for friends, specifically like-minded female friends. fuck this shit, its not worth it, everyone online is fucking weird nowadays
No. 2546534
>>2546303Kek well
I support them
No. 2546555
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There's nothing more disparaging and horrifying than seeing a parent act like a fucking child. I experienced visceral disgust at seeing my mother jump on her seat like a toddler pointing and whining at me. And if I even suggest wanting her out of my life just about her every culture in the world is going to step on my neck because parents are untouchable creatures from heaven and criticizing mommy and daddy instantly makes you hitler
Visceral disgust. I'm leaving out details but I visit once every month or so. When she shook her fucking hand at me and kicked the sheets in anger it was like I knew that I didn't have a mother and that I would need to parent her first. Dementia is only making it worse and I have having to babysit her boomer tantrums while holding her age over my head. Boomers literally have hard coded built-in BPD there's no way
No. 2546563
>>2546555Honestly, if you wanna go no contact just do it. She can deal with her issues on her own, she’s not entitled to your help. I hate the whole “they raised you, you have to love them” argument, because
they’re the one who decided to have kids. And imo anyone who would shame you for not caring about her isn’t worth being around either. (Sorry if that sounds harsh btw nona, I have similar feelings to my mom so seeing people feel the same makes me mad at her all over again kek)
No. 2546588
My (male) cousin is so evil. My sister has been living closer to him these past few years and she always has some story about him being so evil to her. Making fun of her, telling her she wouldn't get into the university she wanted, stressing her out on purpose, kicking her out of their shared apartment TWICE and not speaking to her for like a year because of his ex gfs. I don't understand why she wants to keep having a relationship with him. He's also evil to his dog and didn't feed him for 2 days and didn't give him water for 1 whole day. He has no empathy, when I ask him to please take care of his dog because the poor thing can't help but rely on him, he doesn't care and says the dog is fucked then if it has to rely on him. If he wakes up earlier than other people, he will make noise on purpose so they wake up. He initiated an argument with me in public, on purpose, and made my sister cry because of the evil things he told her during the argument. He recently had a daughter with a woman as evil as him, now they're divorced and he's always saying he hates his daughter because she makes his life more complicated. He's always complaining to my aunt saying he hates his life, his daughter, and his dog, and it stresses my aunt so much that she's losing her hair. I love my aunt but he is such an evil person, I don't like him at all. He's also an Andrew Tate fan. I cannot stand him, there's nothing I hate more in the world than evil people who are evil for no reason. My sister has been nothing but friendly and kind to him and he is constantly trying to compete with her and put her down. He is the perfect representation of a moid with no empathy. Thank god we're both moving away from him for a while.
No. 2546616
I don't care if it's a stupid thing to complain about, but I wish people called me beautiful too. Everytime I hear other girls being called beautiful and pretty while for me it's a rare occurence and never unprompted anyway, usually only to lift my spirits high. I know I shouldn't feel insecure about this, and my worth isn't in my looks, and the person who loves me will find me beautiful regardless, but I can't help but feel small. Like I always see girls who are maybe not the prettiest but other girls call them beautiful and all that, but for me this never happens. Like, even if I'm not that pretty, I see other average girls called beautiful, while to me as I said it's a rare occurrence. And even if I don't hear this from men, I wish other women told me that the way they do to each other…..
No. 2546655
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I'm sick and tired and more than a little jealous of self-absorbed narcs who do nothing but complain while winning at life, without lifting a finger to help anyone else because they're always in need. They work hard but make it everyone else's problem. The few times I tried to bring up ant of my frustrations, I was told to suck it up or quit. Wish I had people bending over backwards to help me like they get helped. Squeakiest wheel and all that. I'm so effin' tired.
No. 2546686
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Sometimes I get what I call "coom whiplash": when I witness something so pornographic, so abhorrent, so godless I gotta stop and think about life, gotta remind myself there's hope beyond humanity's failures and men's endless degeneracy, that humans are still worth it. Subsequently, I get flashbacks for the next few hours, I cringe and try to push the thoughts away from my head by thinking about wholesome stuff, like animals or babies, for example. I've suffered from "coom whiplash" several times in my life by getting accidentally exposed to godless material, I suppose this is something a lot of people may have experienced
No. 2546722
>>2546712Are you confident or able bodied enough to handle shift work and/or working out of doors? It's pretty easy to get your expenses down and save money if you are willing or able to work in a remote camp. Other than construction and survey trades the camps are always in need of security, medics, cleaners and kitchen staff (DON'T WORK IN THE KITCHENS)
If your schooling permits distance learning, you won't necessarily have to abandon your courses to do this. It's tough and takes some getting used to but it sounds like being able to get away from your home situation for two to three weeks at a time would probably be to your benefit.
Whatever you decide I hope you get out of there soon, best of luck.
No. 2546739
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Day 2718 of hetero women taking the L
>be hetero woman
>work full time
>clean and cook dinner 5 times a week for home moid
>not just warming up tendies but really good home made food
>kitchen always clean
>floor gets cleaned everyday
>buy groceries on the way from work to home
>moid gets triggered everyday because it’s not 100% done like it HAS to be done
>moid starts to screech and reeee
>”Nonnie, I’m just not sexually attracted to you anymore because I feel like you are my child and I have to teach you everything”
>mfw
No. 2546752
>>2546739I hope you're gathering your stuff to leave him. I'm sorry
nonnie. You deserve better.
No. 2546763
>>2546739>be hetero womanI'm sorry
>work full time ok
>clean and cook dinner 5 times a week for home moiddon't do that, he has two healthy hands
>not just warming up tendies but really good home made food don't do that, he has two healthy hands
>kitchen always cleandon't do that, he has two healthy hands
>floor gets cleaned everydaydon't do that, he has two healthy hands
>buy groceries on the way from work to homedon't do that, he has two healthy hands
>moid gets triggered everyday because it’s not 100% done like it HAS to be done tell him to move his lazy ass himself then
>moid starts to screech and reeeeleave him
>”Nonnie, I’m just not sexually attracted to you anymore because I feel like you are my child and I have to teach you everything”cheat on him with a younger moid
No. 2546952
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Mfw trying to post and discuss things on LC while burgers are busy derailing about their racial neuroses in multiple threads
No. 2546978
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I know a racist guy and he pisses me off so much because he's fucking Chinese but he'll call other Asians "yellow". I always tell him off for it and last time I did he told me he was "raised white". I told him that makes 0 sense because I'm white, ergo "raised white", and our lives and morals and shit are entirely different. When I asked how he even started hating Asians he gave me this fucking gaylord backstory about how when his parents shipped him out of China and off to some millionaire private school, his guardians were Chinese and they abused him. Instead of growing up and realising they were abusive and happened to be Chinese this fucking room-temperature IQ ape calls every other Asian "yellow". He's also racist to every other race except his beloved whites, I mean no surprise right? It's so obvious he went to an all white all boy school where any minority was an easy target, but instead of blaming his fellow rape-apes he internalises it like a fucking pussy. This guy is such a fucking subhuman scrote ape idiot that when he talks and tries to justify himself I struggle to butter him up. I do it incase he tries to date me or some shit though. He's already tried flirting (y'know those memes scrotes send you where the joke is "haha I want to have sex with you"? Yeah, that shit) but fuck, what an idiot. Why are rich people all idiots and scum? Not fair.
No. 2547036
was stalked againwhile doing my daily walk today by a deranged moid. I pretended to check my shoes, check my phone several times while stopping, this person still managed to do the same route as me, despite it not being a common one (I specifically chose it so I can walk a lot). I managed to lose him by talking to an old lady and a man, and walking a bit with the old lady. If he popped out later on my walk I swear I would lose my shit and start screaming.
This is not normal, this did not happen to me when I was young, but not as an adult, it's fucking creepy and I hate it. I used to do that walk hundreds of times and never had a fucking issue.
If this repeats I'll just buy a gym membership and do my walks on the treadmill again, but I liked the fresh air.
Maybe I should really carry a knife in my bag, because pepper spray is already on the list.
I am so fucking disgusted nonnies and filled with murderous intent, that man looked like a troglodyte and he was definitely not sane. The worst is he didn't look like a local, this is the 2nd time in a short span where I'm stalked by immigrants.
No. 2547138
>>2546691Ngl she is also genuinely evil (my sister was also a
victim of her), but she's his karma. He found an evil woman because he's also evil, and she fucked him over because he deserved it. She got pregnant on purpose and refused to have an abortion. Bad people will find each other and screw each other over. It's sad that their baby is the only innocent one who has to suffer.
No. 2547242
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i don't know how some neets can be lowkey proud of it. im shoo mentawwy ill i dropped out of college again teehee! while i did everything the way it should be done, exactly like my parents wanted, yet here i'm sitting in my ass like the complete failure to launch that i am. i got the college degree right after getting out of high school, i didn't fail any course, i did everything i could to get a network and yet after a year i can't get a fucking job or even an interview.
i'm autistic as fuck so i need the routine badly, and it's been a long year without one. it's making me suicidal for the first time in 10 years, lately there hasn't been a day where i didn't think of kms, but i'm supposed to be mature and suck it up and keep looking for a job. asides from feeling like a total failure, i feel like i live in a simulation. i spent all my life preparing myself for this moment and finally graduating as an adult, yet nobody hires me or even looks at my resume. fuck this i even worked on myself and on most of my autistic issues, but now i can't stop feeling like it was all meaningless, since i'm a failure and suicidal again.
No. 2547311
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Felt really weirded out by my friend’s boyfriend today. There was this other friend’s birthday and we celebrated at home, she had asked to dress well, so I put on a simple body con dress and kitten heels.
Anyway he at a certain point said , while his girlfriend was right next to him mind you, “oh who would have thought, look at [me], you would have so much success if you would go out every Saturday night like that”. Anyway it made me feel kind of guilty for my friend and embarrassed too because I honestly felt like a slut throughout the night because I could also notice that he kept eying my ass.
Why would you even make that sort of comment to another woman while you are with your girlfriend? It’s so disrespectful.
No. 2547343
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I broke one of the lenses in my glasses so I'm going pirate mode until next week. Before you ask about backup glasses, this was them. Ugh I should really be more on top of this.
No. 2547399
>>2547390Reread those two posts anon, it’s obvious where
>>2547387 is coming from.
No. 2547420
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>>2547418nevermind then. i hope cancer recovery nonna is doing okay
No. 2547475
>>2547452ayrt you don't have to enter college now if you know that your depression will probably overpower your studies. you need to fix your life and self-esteem first, to have motivation to go after the degree you want. your mentality right now seems very bleak and i don't think you could handle well the chance of dropping out again.
but since you are already in, you can always try to socialmaxx and just go talk anybody in your class or whatever, people at college is almost always open to talk with strangers and even if you sperg out or whatever, most of them will forget within a days or week. i don't look friendly and i didn't talk with anybody there, but some people still made their way to chat with me. you can do this nonna, normies aren't that scary
No. 2547491
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June is going to be hell, I'm a lesbian and I would prefer to shrivel up and turn into a slug. I don't even have internalized homophobia, I just hate gay discourse and ~twans~ rights and there's literally nobody that thinks the same way or is my type. I just don't want to exist anymore and seeing the constant fucking arguments about gay shit makes me feel even worse.
No. 2547503
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I had to scream at and risk getting physical with an old scrote.
I was just trying to help my friend get a bunch of her things out of storage and wound up loading the car up entirely by myself because some geezer from her retarded, ratchet family came by to confront her about what seemed like nothing at all.
>"So make it make sense why blah blah blah blah blah blah takin over my space with yo shit, then when it's time for Benny to come up at [ghetto park] blah blah blah blah"
>"Das coo but street shit be damned!"
>"Street shit be damned!"
>"Street shit be damned!"
>"Street shit be damned!"
YES ASSHOLE STREET SHIT BE DAMNED. I WOULDN'T KEEP ANY OF MY PROMISES TO A SMELLY HOOD RAT LIKE YOU EITHER!
>"Nonafren can't be at [ghetto park] at not even midnight, but Nonafren got plenty of time to drank wit her friends til 1am."
>"Nonafren always gotta work but Nonafren money too good to put it- [he starts yelling] NONAFREN'S MONEY TOO GOOD TO PUT IT ON SHMORTY'S BOOKS"
>"SHMORTY AIN'T GOT FAMILY HE CAN COUNT ON WHILE IN A BID HE JUST GOTTA RAW DOG DAT!"
>"SHMORTY GOTTA JUST RIDE OUT THE PEN BECAUSE NONAFREN GOTTA PUT HER MONEY ON DUMB SHIT INSTEAD"
>I say aloud "Yeah like rent." but he didn't hear me.
And yes "Shmorty" was the actual street name he mentioned.
>"NONAFREN NEVER ABOUT IT WHEN THEM HOES POSTIN UP ON SNAPCHAT BLAH BLAH BLAH"
He yelled "WHY IS DEY STILL LOADIN SHIT" at me but I ignored him because I wanted to be out of there and what the fuck was he going to do anyway?
After I finish I look up at the night sky and realize how long I've been listening to this retard throw his tantrum. I finally walk inside and tell my friend we're done and then he comes at me with "This ain't involve you. Out! Out! Out! Noooooo! Out! Out! Out!" and then I finally yell "MY RIDE HOME DOES INVOLVE ME!" He then said "NUH UH, DAT AIN'T LEAVIN TONIGHT!" to which I screamed the most angrily I have in years "YOU WANNA FUCKING BET?!" Both fists balled.
I almost wanted that little freak to touch me because I would have immediately pummeled him into the floor.
Then my friend interjects and pleads with him. Rather than just telling him "tough" she tries to explain how she will make it up to him, and I could tell he didn't believe her anyway. I normally don't care about being called "bitch" but him calling me a "white bitch" on my way out almost had me turning around.
I am now just sitting here, with a ton of bottled up anger. I can't take it out on the heavy bag because it's late. My friend always cucks herself to her loser family too. She owes them NOTHING but she still lets them give her attitude all the time. I hate them so much it's unreal.
No. 2547647
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just slammed the side of my head into a radiator on accident. ouch
No. 2547654
>>2547607It's a genuine thing to heal your child in that way though, something that's literally encouraged by therapists. If you didn't have certain experiences as a child, or if you had a shitty childhood in general, it's going to be really difficult to move forward with your life and function as expected in the world of adults. It can both be true that you're doing it both for therapeutic purposes, and because you, as an adult, like that thing. If you don't have the experiences all the children around you are having, you're always going to long for it, and that is SCIENTIFICALLY how we get emotionally stunted adults. You see it all the time, the girl who was mature for her age because the adults hated seeing her make noise grows up to have a difficult time functioning in the adult world, because as it turns out, a loud child is the one hitting proper developmental milestones, but a child forced into a metaphorical cage is not.
Women who were forced to grow up too fast normally have a period before they give into their childish interests where they fight with themselves, about how they need to be grown, how they need to be perceived, and that's why it's healing for them, because they're no longer caring about what judgmental people like you think, kek. You don't know if the shame is self imposed or not, you physically have no way or knowing what these women have truly been through. Looking down on others for wanting to indulge in their childish interests despite being adults is, in and of itself, an extremely immature act.
No. 2547679
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So my friend's "boyfriend" (he uses her as a maid and doesn't really speak to her much, while she mooches off of him because she doesn't have any money and akways gets fired because she gets sick) is cheating on her with a professional gypsy prostitute that takes like 140 dollars an hours which is A LOT in my country.. and so my friend finally found proper evidence for it and can't be in denial any longer. This man has a whole second job but always says he doesn't have enough money for trips…so we know why now, his whole second job pays for this prostitute. What in the psychopath is this?? He even got mold on his dick from her so my friend got it too, and he never got rid of the mold because he's to ashamed to go to the doctor so he has it other places now. Like imagine paying big money for pp mold. On one had no wonder he has to pay for a prostitute, he's a fucking weirdo no normal women would ever spend time with, except my mentally ill friend who's in debt… but on the other hand i'm just perplexd somebody would want to be with an expensive and contagous prostitute in any situation.
I really needed to vomit this somewhere becuse i'm shook
No. 2547681
>>2547667True asexual people are like super rare and it’s a normal state of being for them, never met one kek, but I’ve met plenty of “asexuals”.
If you overtly fixate on sex and worry about it then you aren’t asexual. You might just have low libido, insecurity, trauma, health issues , it might be even related to the medication you take too.
No. 2547682
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The toilet isnt working AGAIN, my dad "fixed" it a while back and it was working fine for a bit but hes not a fucking plumber so its malfunctioning again. And i know its gonna take him weeks to fix it himself OR hire a plumber (unlikely) because hes a fat lazy bastard. Ffs i just want to shit and piss without having to go through a whole ordeal. I wish i didnt live in a shithole (lol) with awful plumbing everywhere because the dudes that go to "trade schools" to become plumbers are lazy retards like everyone in this poopoo dookie country. FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NUKE US OFF THE MAP ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!
No. 2547747
>>2547741I had to use google because I've never saw a yeast infection and omg, men get disgusting rashes on their dicks lol.
Prostitution is so embarrassing and gross.
No. 2547800
>>2547686Can't really do that until my insurance goes through because I live in the best country in the world kek
>>2547693I don't think it's that, this is something that's been worsening over many years and I've moved a lot. I unironically think it's stress, as it suddenly became a lot worse after a traumatic event 2 years ago that I haven't been able to get out of my head.
No. 2547815
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Although I don't really have much maternal instincts, every last one of them immediately leaves my body whenever I see a moid get sick. If I hear them throw up or sniffle or ask for help it just immediately turns me off so fast. I think it's to do with some sort of bitterness because when women get sick or suffer from health problems we are expected to just get on with it and still clean up after ourselves and others. There is nothing more off-putting to me than a helpless man. It's not even like they're helpless in a sort of sensual needy woman-worship way, either. I feel like it subconsciously puts me into a position of a motherly caretaker and I'd honestly rather kill myself than ever do that for a moid.
Can't say the same for my cat though because whenever he is ill I will carry him around or cuddle with him all day because he is innocent and needs looking after. No man is innocent, and thus no man deserves the pure love and caring only a woman can provide.
No. 2547898
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Why is driving this damn hard and stressful. First I think I’m doing well and then I get added more stuff , more information and I’m suddenly driving like a retard.
>stop in the middle to turn
>slow down when changing gear
>pay attention to the fucking retards that aren’t walking on the sidewalks
>pay attention to the morons in bicycles
>look left and right at the stop sign even though there’s a fucking bush and cars covering your visuals, go ahead in order to see but don’t bump into other cars that are coming
>don’t let the stupid car stop , don’t leave the gear too quickly
FUCK FUCK ALL THIS SHIT , I HATE IT, I HATE IT.
I am even crying like a moron right now because I have remained with only one obligatory lesson to do, I thought I could do with six but that won’t be the case, best case scenario is having another one maybe. I have been practicing with my mom, with a car that’s different from the one I drive with the driving school. My mom also leaves far so I have to commute and I am also studying.
I didn’t even want this stupid driving license in the first place.
No. 2547914
>>2547862Being abused can explain some stuff, but that doesn’t mean that people should just accept any retarded/racist/
abusive behavior from someone because they got abused.
No. 2547995
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I'm feeling slight aspirational envy towards my peers who are older and have more established lives than me. Not like begrudging them, quite the opposite because I'm happy that they have wonderful lives and want them to continue thriving! But I'm inspired by what they're doing, and sometimes that inspiration comes with a smidge of sadness because I'm not there yet.
No. 2548012
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The thing that everyone said would never happen, happened at my workplace. Our graphic designer was laid off because my bosses decided we're "pivoting to AI!" for fucking everything now.
I'm in a weird hybrid role where I do part-customer service, and part-marketing and content creation for our social media accounts (which is the part of the job I actually like), and all of the fun and creativity has been totally sucked out of my "creative" side of my job.
I'm so fucking sick of AI. I know, for thousands of years our tools for making art have changed and evolved, but it feels like all of the joy has been sucked out of it, for when I even want to create or view art at home.
I might just be depressed or something, but I feel like the possibility of a "creative career" feels so impossible now. I don't see how I could get another creative job again that won't be infested with AI. Even commercials and video games are using AI "actors", Spotify is full of fake AI songs/bands, just…everything in the world feels so soulless.
No. 2548020
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I am so alone and depressed
No. 2548023
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>>2547311Great, I received a whole long text message from my friend where she basically told me that she was uncomfortable with how I dressed and how I dressed “provocatively” on purpose. I don’t want her ugly ass boyfriend, she should get blinders or put cement in his eyes, I don’t get why she even had to text me this. I’m fed up.
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Was out with three of my closest friends, I just graduated uni so we popped open a bottle of champagne and cheered. Once we set our glasses down one of the girls turned to me and said "we know how hard you've been working these past few years, so pack your bag for this future date because we're taking you to [spa I always wanted to visit] to celebrate!"
I'm just so overwhelmed with happy emotions, they are so sweet and idk what I ever did to deserve them
No. 2548113
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>check job offers in my shithole
>300 usd to be a full time call center wagey or 50 usd a month to hand out flyers
I would rather be a neet than wagey for so little, i hate my country. I wish i could get a cozy job at walmart and live with my parents spending all my money on trash.
No. 2548114
>>2548111Aw that’s really sweet. You’re lucky to have such good friends
nonnie.
No. 2548131
>>2548114I really am! I used to always be surrounded by
toxic people back in the day, so I always surprised whenever I realize I have this genuine kindness in my life now
>>2548118My bad, really, and you're right. I'm secretly a whiny fuck that vents a lot here, so I kinda went in here by default and not really thinking about it
No. 2548221
>>2548211I’m sorry
nonny. I hope your kids love you though
No. 2548571
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I get harassed on the street constantly. I don’t mean sexual harassment (although that’s just as bad if not worse, don’t get me wrong), I mean people SCREAMING insults at me. It doesn’t matter where I go, what I do, or what I wear. I’ve been harassed by people of every age group, gender, race, and socioeconomic status. I used to be goth so the harassment was expected but I’ve toned my style down a ton in recent years and it still happens all the time for some reason. I’m a thin blonde white woman who isn’t particularly ugly or manly looking so I imagine it must be related to how I dress but I don’t dress that extreme at all anymore. It’s gotten to the point where I’ve started screaming back at them instead of trying to ignore them. It’s been years and years of this now and I’m so tired. High school never really ended.
No. 2548811
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Every day that I'm not at the gym I can feel my body melt into a disgusting homonculus prob worth being posted on here. I hate this. I wish this month wouldn't be soo unbearibly busy so I can go to the gym and get my shit sorted.
I want to look ok.
I want new clothes.
I don't wanna be an unkept slug anymore.
I wanna go to the gym soo bad, fuck my thesis man.