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No. 2491489
A thread for venting about difficult, weird, or stupid stuff going on in your life.
Previous vent thread:
>>>/ot/2482244Follow all the /ot/ board rules & do not reply to bait.
Please, do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all. No. 2491492
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I want to snack so fucking bad but im on calorie deficit and seeing the amount of cals in a measly snack packet is driving me nuts I WANNA BINGEEE
No. 2491641
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>>2491637have u ever tried embracing the joy of being trashy and free?
No. 2491653
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>>2491635Spiderchan is having the time of her life down there, nona, don't you worry.
No. 2491661
I hate bald men. I hate them, despise them, loathe them. It's not like i can avoid them either, if i go outside all i see is bald ugly faggots, and if go online men have ghe audacity to post their ugly mugs too. Men have the audacity to complain about women being fat yet whenever i go outside i see fat women but i also see equal amount of skinny women with flat stomachs, meanwhile all the men have with a disgusting gut. You're a scrote, why isn't your stomach flat? I'm not even saying abs but why does it have fat? Stop eating so much faggot, sitting around and eating is feminine. Women are just a bunch of cucks too, they waste inmense amount of their time and money attending and coddling genetic mutant defects, learning the best techniques to shave, do makeup, hair, nails and whatever other retarded autism aesthetic shit they do to objectify and degrade themselves for their repugnant balding facially challenged and bloated straggot scrote with a porn addiction and horrid personality and stunted development who doesn't even reciprocate 1/4 of what these women do for them. My mom has a STEM career but i still don't respect her because she let a bald alcoholic geriatric scrote who treated her like shit jizz his biohazard acid inside of her and parasite herself with it with no regard with the future genetics of her child. If you have a bald and/or fat boyfriend or husband you're pickme cuck and you have no self respect.
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>>2491779I found out while on a night shift, some nurse said "Oh we can't give the water to the patient it's contaminated with poop"
I was so fucking tired and unbothered that I even willingly drank the poopy water at some point.. It was 4 am, we were too flooded with patients for me to go buy a water bottle and I was thirsty. I was like "fuck it, that's my life now".
It tasted normal and it was clear so the poop percentage was probably small No. 2491794
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>the pedovtuber bitch whose mom killed herself is the same age as me
maybe i turned out ok because holy shit atleast i dont pretend to be a child being raped for moids to give me money despite also having a 9 year old sister.jesus
No. 2491867
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I think I'm too autistic for my co workers to like me. Nobody speaks to me there, which isn't that serious but I just wish I wasn't so lonely.
No. 2491887
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>mom: what did I ever do to you? Why can’t we be close
>uhh beat the shit out of me only when everyone was asleep or out of the house so I sounded crazy if I tried to talk about it
>withheld food and sleep
>regularly went through my room to destroy clothes and makeup I bought with my own money
>never took me to any type of doctor except once a cavity got down to my jaw bone and school got involved
>mom: whaaattt none of that ever happened, you’re exaggerating. And anyways if it did happen, you should have spoken up, how am I supposed to know what you needed if you never said anything?
Kek she’s so textbook. Luckily for both of us I have the memory of a goldfish and don’t tend to dwell but she still tries to drag the dead horse up once every other year. Also she saw this book while snooping through my shit and beat me with it til my forehead split so I never got to finish. Knowing her side of the family she’ll probably live til 100, unfortunately
No. 2491889
>>2491887my mom was similarly
abusive and one day i snapped and hit her back. she never did it again after that. i'm not suggesting you beat up your mother but you have the right to defend yourself against an insane person who is assaulting you
No. 2491899
>>2491887>>2491889Seconding this
nonnie's point. Also, I hope and pray that you are able to get away from her asap.
No. 2491962
>>2491889>>2491899I was always too scared to hit her back because she’s so tiny compared to me; like 5 ft tall and barely 100 pounds (idk how weight works when you’re that short). In hindsight I probably could’ve just grabbed her hand or something and it’s almost laughable I even had that protective instinct towards her in the first place. But I’m okay now, I haven’t lived with her in five years and am in the process of moving a 20 hour flight away.
>>2491913I think it’s like the whole “for you it was the worst thing that ever happened, for them it was just another Tuesday”. But taken to the greatest extreme possible. You sound like you’d be a good mom nonna
No. 2492201
Everyone is saying school is the worst time of the life but at least in school no one cares about your performance other than your parents, no one cares if you're socializing or not, you can ignore the teacher. Try to be subjected to workplace bullying now, minimum wages, your boss shouting at you, having a job is pretty much just school on steroids. Your freedom is arguable, you're slaving your life at a job, you barely have free time, you need to have master level social skills, you're gonna get treated like a dog… why does life have to be rawdogged? Why can't people just be, nice and honest and not two faced manipulative fucks for ONCE. Why is everyone on a fucking power trip.
No. 2492210
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I hate how fucking real food noise is. I ate a giant lunch at my mom's place today, it's almost 9pm and I'm still so full I almost have a stomachache, yet my brain tells me that I want something to chew on. It's not even for the sake of wanting something sweet, I just want the feeling of chewing on a piece of chocolate straight from the fridge. Mom gave me the leftovers from the delicious lunch, and knowing it's in my fridge makes my mind wander to perhaps wanting another taste when I know it tastes so good. But I also know I'd get a giant fucking stomachache and feel disgusting afterwards because my stomach wouldn't be able to handle it. Just the thought of those consequences makes me want to vomit. Yet, my brain is thinking about the food, snacks, protein drinks, mealbars and fruits I have in the kitchen even though I don't need any right now.
No. 2492255
>>2492244just a resident schizo begging for another ban
see
>>2376294 No. 2492267
>>2492263Distinct self loathing writing style with no caps or dots ; it's not strictly speaking personalityfagging but I can still tell when it's him posting and it's annoying that's all
And yeah I'm aware I don't own the website thanks but I was hanging out here first
(scrotefoiling) No. 2492486
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I'm nothing
I'm a user
Life abuser
I spend my free time looking at water and see where the meniscus breaks
It doesn't break in the way I want to. Very disappointing
Detonate?
Medicate!
Its all the same
I exist to make child and I'm bad at that(baiting)
No. 2492507
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I hate being a woman. I hate being on the Earth. I hate how evil moids are. I hate knowing if I don't die randomly ill probably be alive for decades only to watch horrors beyond my imagination. I lost all sense of beauty in the world. I only see ugly. I used to believe most moids were good and only 30% were super evil but I'm starting to realize their is no spirit or soul or God. This earth is too evil and cruel and moids are all violent pedo rape apes. And any progress in society can easily be erased. Humans don't advance easily and i watch the world slide back into worse misogyny then even when i was young. I cry all the time. I don't want this body i don't want to be on this earth but I'm too cowardly to kill myself. I want this hell to end. I want to have hope but i never will. Their is no love. I want to die so badly. Being a woman feels like a cosmic joke. Born to be beaten, tortured, and betrayed by society and your own body. I fantasize stabbing myself i want to escape this body. I can't take it.
No. 2492539
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i wish i could just have somebody who loves me and would spent time with me everyday. i want somebody to talk to, play video games with, hug and go on dates with really bad. i had a moid online friend who would do this for almost a year but i guess he got bored and now he's always spending time with his family and friends instead. which whatever i get it, im just a girl online and real life people are more important, but i wish i was somebodies priority. i want to be the most important thing in the world to somebody and id do the same for them. i think my mom chosing her husband over me when i was 9 fucked me up really bad and now i feel like im worthless since im nobody's favorite
No. 2492576
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So my aunt got in a fight with my brother's girlfriend while we are on a trip with her. It was justified tbh, she was messing a lot with my aunt by calling her tacky and such, she also has done lots of shit that worried my aunt like pretending to be pregnant, talking about not wanting to take care of her kids but being desperately in need of getting pregnant, living with my brother ans my family for almost a year at this point and so on.
The whole story is long.
At first everyone, including me, liked her because she seemed to be nice and whatever, but then we got worried because her mom is a BPDemon that blocks her and bullies her, but also demands her money and affection, so we wanted to be there for her.
Then she began saying stuff that we don't agree with like how she wanted her cousin (a 23 years old woman that only cares about partying) to take care of her hypothetical children and how she also wanted her mom (the BPDemon that calls her fat every 5 seconds, kicks her out of her house and demands her to pay for her shit) to also take care of her hypothetical kids when both of them have shown that they don't want to, based on her own words.
She also mocks the way we were raised and said that she wants to be far away from us, which is alarming to my parents and my aunt because the point is that they're there to help us whenever they can.
She has said that she would just give them plain foods and such when my parents have taught both of us (my brother and I) that we should always give the hypothetical kids the best and so on.
When that wasn't enough, she went out with my brother on a trip to Europe and shit talked my aunt and my now dead uncle with my aunt's best friends because she didn't want to leave my house but she was so stressed by the situation of my uncle dying of cancer that she was sick of them. During that time when my aunt and uncle were living with us, which was just like 5 months at worst because he died at the 5th or 5th month but they also moved back home during the 5th month or so, she constantly told them to go back to their house when they had lots of issues with the water and electricity services meanwhile we didn't have that issue at our home.
BTW, I was the one that stayed with them, helping them as much as I could while my brother and my brother's girlfriend went out to work and continued living as if nothing happened, but I had to stay and make sure my uncle and my aunt didn't kill themselves while at my home.
She acts like they were constantly asking for their help when they didn't even let me help them, also, my brother's girlfriend is a medic so it's kind of retarded of her to get all disturbed by what was going on when I don't even know shit about medicine and I did everything I could to help. Plus she could literally leave whenever she wanted but she didn't do so for the sake of free food and other stuff.
The thing is that this trip was supposed to be for the sake of letting my aunt relax a bit after the death of my uncle, but it all got fucked up because my brother's girlfriend got pissy about my aunt existing near her, my aunt exploded and got mad, my brother's girlfriend got mad too and now my aunt is at another aunt's house because she can't stand being in the same house as my brother's girlfriend who is acting like nothing happened at all.
I'm honestly also sick of my brother's girlfriend talking about wanting to have kids and kids in general 24/7, she's literally obsessed, I've told her many times that she doesn't need to think too much about it because it will happen eventually, but she's literally obsessed. Just during these 2 days she has been with us during this trip she hasn't been able to stop talking about kids this, kids that, kids the other, friends' kids, family members' kids and so on. It's obnoxious at this point, I just let her talk to my aunt and my mom because I literally don't care.
I'm sick of how obsessed she is with aging and how she wants to make sure she's pregnant before she's 35 or she will be am old crone that shouldn't leave her house because we're already sooooo old at 30 years old.
Seriously it's obnoxious, I didn't think about any of these things at all throughout my 20's and I've been okay, she refuses to even acknowledge a life without kids, as in her life right now? She can't enjoy anything if she's not talking about having kids or about kids in general.
I'm so bored already.
No. 2492665
>>2492660My cousin dated a loli vtuber once and she broke his heart judging by his discord status and blanked out profile and her deleted account in my friends list (I laughed about it).
Anyway it must have felt disgusting discovering your ex is an orbiter to a loli vtuber pedo. I'm sorry nonna.
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Finally found the reason for my loneliness with a good mix of a shit ton of work hurling towards me and a deep desire to just draw and yearn for someone who hasn't met me yet.
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>>2492787
No. 2492856
>>2492854Nobody has that naturally girl. The brain is a muscle. Think of it as going to the gym or running. First time you run, it's fucking awful and you can barely run 2 km without puking your lungs, second time you get to 3, then 4, then 5 and after a few months you're in for a marathon. Working is exactly the same.
First time you can barely sit down for 30 minutes, scrolling every other minute.
Hang in there nona.
No. 2492908
>>2492689>femanine>femanine>femaninityKEKK sorry nonna. I think your husband was pretty aware of your style when you started dating. I don’t get men who get with women who are the total opposite of what they like and try to change them.
He should have gotten with a femanine woman if he expected femaninity in the first place. You shouldn’t change your comfort and fit into a mold of femaninity that you don’t even like.
No. 2493105
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I fucking hate stuff like picrel. I hate how gender obsessed this generation is. I hate it so much because I'm so retarded I've somehow ended up taking it too seriously.It's not that I think loving link = woman. But it makes me resent people with this type of ideas, men and women. It makes me hate them for believing this crap, because it makes me feel defective. Makes me thing, well if so many people believe in stupid stuff like this, are they really wrong? I know there's the objective truth and whatever we as society prefer (it changes through years and civilizations), but at the end of the day I live in a society ruled by people and not the truth. So yeah, makes me annoyed seeing these outdated, reductive, stereotypical gender bullshit. I just want to ignore it and be happy with myself but I keep getting this sort of bullshit shown to me everywhere.
No. 2493114
>>2493105This shit is getting me so fucking tired of the color pink.
It's a fine enough color, but the constant "pink!pink!girlies I'm painting everything pink and my house pink and wearing pink clothes aren't I so girly and femtabulous!" is so obnoxious. Coquette looks tacky as hell too, adding fabric bows on to cakes looks stupid.
No. 2493132
>>2492482thank you
nonnie. we just said goodbye to him and he went peacefully. i kept thinking he would begin breathing again, but he was gone. it will be hard knowing he will never come back home. now i need to contend with my dad dying, but i have to focus on supporting my mom emotionally and finding a job, either i dont mind but a lot at once. i just want to sleep.
No. 2493133
>>2493109Thanks nonna, because I know it's true. Sometimes I get so deep into this online gender discourse bullshit I forget how real life actually is.
>>2493114I have nothing agaisnt pink. But I hate how it went from being hated for being girly to now being praised as the color every woman loves, and if you don't, you're a pick me or you're damaged kek.
>>2493126Yeah this makes me fear about the future of young girls. When we keep being told women are x and men are y, we can lead to question whether if we actually are women or not, or the right type. I really hate this gender stuff.
No. 2493136
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I want to go on a proper vacation but I haven't since I was a teenager and I'm scared to organise something for some reason. I have enough savings to plan a fun little trip, I'm just scared of everything: losing my bags, missing my plane, planes in general, dealing with other people, catching some illness that takes me out… I hate being so anxious as I'm usually so chill but it's stressing me out. Add onto that the fact I'm shy and don't easily get on with people so can't do the 'befriending locals' stuff people do, nor do I know how to plan anything. I took myself to the capital of my country two years ago but it was by train and easy to book stuff, and even then I had help booking hotels. I feel like such a pussy and I don't want to keep rotting in my room while my friends and colleagues go abroad but ugh!!!
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>>2493126What makes a lot more sense than classifying by sex is by role in society based on your personality, disposition, body type and sleep schedule. I am a hearth-tender nona, so am capable of nurturing things. Maybe you are a pottery anon or a science-chan. They don't like to be disturbed by children or animals during their important work or studies
No. 2493157
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>be my mom
>wants to take her master’s degree
>broke up with her nigel
>wants to prepare her thesis in like three months since she wants to consider it as redemption, whatever that means
>she’s an immigrant but knows the language, just a bit bad on grammar. She did her exams and studied on her own, she just uses it as an excuse.
>copies some stuff from sites and expects me to rearrange it aka do it for her
>me in med school, following my lessons and preparing my exams
I’m at my witts end , her professor corrected the first two parts and there were some things that needed to be changed and he wanted more footnotes. I’m at my friend’s house and I’m also revising for my exams in May, I dedicated 4 hours and a half last on Thursday and didn’t finish to study so I just did my stuff the next day. She called me today to tell me that she lost the hope to do it on May (I’ve been telling her from the start that it was impossible) but she wanted me to continue correcting and she complained that she had to remind me as if I haven’t been doing this bullshit for the last two months despite being busy, I flipped on her while crying like a retard and hanged the phone.
She can fuck off with her ungrateful lazy ass. I want to kill myself just to make her feel bad, I don’t even want to live in the first place anyway. I’ll have the last laugh, asshole.
No. 2493176
>>2493167Oh don’t waste your time on it unless you really like video games
nonny. By the time you’re able to get to a point you can progress the storyline you’ll have sunk way too many hours into it for it to be enjoyable. Just watch a playthrough.
No. 2493190
It's so weird going on Facebook and seeing how differently all the people I went to school with turned out. Some of them have kids, husband's and houses. Others are traveling and just living life. I just saw one is in rehab, one is now living in Japan, one is getting into the movie industry. We're all in our late twenties to early thirties now. Some are similar to me, kind of burn outs. A few are working, or in school, or just neets living at home like me. It's hard seeing how everyone has lived their lives and I've just done nothing, even in middle and high-school they were living their lives and I was doing nothing. And I get this like envious feeling when I see my old best friends are now married and settled down with kids and a house but I don't even really want that. I want a house, and I don't want to be alone. But I don't want kids, or a husband or any live in moid at all really. I don't even know what I want, I've always gone back and forth with what I want for my future. There was a time when I wanted kids and a moid but that was at least 7 years ago or so, I haven't for a really long time. I don't even necessarily want to travel, maybe a little but I wouldn't mind doing it when I'm like 50 or something, I'm in no rush to do it soon. It makes it worse how everything is on display on Facebook, it's so obvious who's living a "normal" life and who isn't. People must view me as a loser with nothing to show for my life, and they're not wrong. It bothers me a lot but I can't even pinpoint why, like how can I feel I'm missing out if I don't even want what they have? I guess I just want something but I don't know what yet. Sometimes I want to reach out to some of them, just see how their doing and say congrats or even just like some of their posts. But if they were to ask how I am or what I've been up too I literally have nothing to say, no job no school no relationships. I don't even have my license. I spent the past 8 years wasting all my disability money on therapy that didn't help. I live in a tear down of a house that my dad ruins with hoarding, it's embarrassing just existing.
No. 2493205
i’m so so jealous of people with families that love them. i’m so jealous of people who automatically associate terms like people most important to you with “family”, like it’s obvious. realising that is the default for some people made me feel lonely growing up, because to me it was like… of course every friend i have is the dearest person to me, or the most important, or my main “support” and once they leave i have none, the fact they see themselves encircled first with a cushion of family whereas i am out here connecting with you bare, no one else there, was a hurtful realisation especially when they accidentally assume it’s the same for you too.
i’m always trying, i just desperately want that. i desperately want that loving family, i desperately want to associate family with love. i don’t want to feel bitter or hateful whenever holidays roll around and people can be excited and have always been excited their entire lives because they associate it with family.
i’m so lonely, the whole incentive for me to get out of here and start my life has been so i could feel normal, be normal for them for once, make them proud, have conversations with them like normal families about what’s going on in life. i want to play that role. but no matter how much i try it’s never possible. i wanted to withhold from coming out for this reason, not just to be financially independent - until I feel that satisfaction. that i’ve been a part of a family even once, to have had that feeling at least once. then i can be honest and even if they reject me i can at least know i had that happiness. i could pretend for a while even if i felt stifled.
but it’s like i have no one here. every single one of them… why can’t i have at least ONE of them i can consider family…
i’m so exhausted. i know they hate me for being suicidal i know it makes me a disappointment. but i can’t even try for them…. i wanted to! and in the last year my eyes have opened to even more horror i had no idea of, things that happened in the past. i can’t even see them the same. and god they don’t care about me, and they don’t care about me more than ever right now and it’s opening my eyes. i hurt so bad. maybe the ruse lifts as they start to fully see me as an adult and if i thought they didn’t care before, they certainly don’t care now and are fine to show it. they’ve shown me their worsts i’d never known of. i guess i’m no longer worth being protected from that. i thought things were getting better. i considered my trauma to be in the past and we were all healing and know better to handle this as relationships between adults. things are coming back. why are they getting worse and worse and worse and worse i wanted our relationships to get better and i could do well but they’re falling apart and they’ll never be fixed now i don’t even know what i feel. i don’t know what i want. and that doesn’t even go for what was already depressing me outside of this in the first place. i was using my hope as a crux to heal from this other problem, now that it’s gone and the illusion is shattered i have no idea how to keep going.
No. 2493210
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I’m ready to block my narc ex on everything again (this time for good) but I’m not sure why I’m still so nervous about his inevitable crashout. I did the same thing about a year ago and he kept bothering me with alt accounts and even got my family involved. I eventually got suckered back in with his promise to “just be good friends” (kek I know.)
Recently he took me on an all-expenses paid trip with his new girlfriend (literally how did either of us think this was normal or ok??) and he tried to make me a victim of triangulation the entire time. I know it’s SHOCKING but he was so mean to me and not like a friend at all. (I am absolutely stupid but keep in mind I’m young and diagnosed autistic which should explain partly some of it.)
Well I seriously enjoyed the vacation destination and I’m even distant friends with the new girlfriend now. He tried to use her to put me down but she clocked that shit every time and stood up for me. Ok back to the point; because he did this really nice thing for me, even with evil intentions, I feel worse about burning every bridge again. My ex and I haven’t talked since the trip but that’s normal for us. he only comes around when he needs narc supply. I’m absolutely going to mass-block him soon but I’m going to feel just a little bit bad about it.
Also another fun fact about this trip while I’m here and venting is that he found out the new girlfriend was cheating on him in the middle of it and tried being nice to me again for like a day. Probably had a plan to make her the victim of the triangulation. But I just ignored him and then they made up again quickly and then it all went back to how it was.
No. 2493244
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I want 4chan to come back or at least just /a/ because I want to finish Jojo's bizarre adventure storytime, reading it with other people in real time is just more fun than reading it alone. I'm losing my fucking mind, is this over for real
No. 2493332
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when i was little, i stayed with my grandma for the summer. what i remember the most was a feeling of jealousy. i wanted to be able to wake up, make quilts for my neighbors, bring coffee to my friends, sit on the back patio with a cup of coffee and a cigarette talking on the phone for hours while her chickens roamed around in the garden with the sun shining. my grandma seemed to have what i always wanted, which was freedom. in my eyes she had everything anyone could ever want. now that i am an adult, i act more childish than i ever would have imagined. my freedoms don't seem to carry the same weight i thought they would. i avoid, avoid, avoid, and i get nauseous when i think about being thought of. i guess what i really wanted was the freedom to lock myself in a cave and be left alone. i've felt worn down to the bone for a long time, and i fear that everyone else can see it too
No. 2493346
>>2493234I didn't use social media for years and honestly I didn't feel much better, I actually felt more isolated and alone. Especially because it's the way my life is and has been that's upsetting to me, turning a blind eye to it isn't going to help, it never has in the past. If it isn't social media that highlights the difference between my life and more "normal" peoples lives it's my family, TV, internet, my cousins, sister, books, video games, it's just everywhere. I wish it were something I could just ignore, but it's just my life in general that is unsatisfying to me. I just used Facebook as an example of seeing the different paths my classmates took, one thing that is nice about social media is there are people I used to know that turned out similar to me and it's nice to know I'm not the only one.
No. 2493356
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I hate being bitter and sounding like PT but I get so envious when I see how financially supported, good looking, and skilled (in their hobbies) some people are while they're in their teenage & college years. I accidentally stumble on blogs like this for cosplayers
or artists and it's such a massive contrast to my own life. It's not like anything is truly "too late" to do but I just work and work and take classes that I work to pay for because if I don't I'd be homeless.
No. 2493373
>>2493356Same here. Literally every single kid I knew who went to an art school had money from their parents and a place to stay because their parents paid for it, if something goes wrong they always have a back up plan. If something goes wrong for me, I'm done for
The funniest thing this is the kind of people who tell me to "take risks" LMAO. I'm not saying parents should not support their kids. I'm saying those people should recognize their privilege and stop telling people who never had support system to "take risks". Even studies show that people who grew up in financially and emotionally stable households take risks more often than those who grew up without it…
No. 2493421
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got banned from crystal cafe for this
anyone know why? im genuinely so confused and annoyed i was trying to revive that dead shitty site
No. 2493451
>>2493424idk it got banned a day after i posted it, so probably not an automatic filter
>>2493446>>2493425i dont listen to kpop actually but thanks i will check out their /ot/ :)
it seems less dead than cc, nice
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i'm losing weight but SO FUCKING bloated and constipated what the FUCK
No. 2493501
>>2493469What are you eating?
Plus could be luteal phase
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>>2493498for me autogynophiles are probably worse than trannies ngl
picrel is from a sex ed class im taking in uni and it disgusts me so much. "perfectly healthy and normal fetish", no its fucking disgusting, women are not a costume that you can crudely dress up as to get off, fucking freaks
No. 2493519
>>2493513based.. you're right
although pooners are the exception. also hmm.. i wonder why theres no such thing as women dressing up as men to get off??
No. 2493525
>>2493497yea i'll try eating more fiber but its weird and outta nowhere bcus my diet is healthy and has stayed consistent
>>2493501i'm in follicular my period ended like a week ago but it FEELS like its still going, even down to the emotional/stress part of it plus the bloating. suffering.
No. 2493550
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I hate how bruxism changed my jaw. It used to be perfect and cute, now its gigantic and it makes me look way older than i am. I dont have money for botox so i am stuck with this ugly manjaw forever.
No. 2493559
>>2493556get a mouth guard, i wish i had gotten diagnosed earlier
>>2493557i dont think so i have always been chubby
No. 2493577
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My best friend used to give me amazing gifts for my birthday. We used to op shop lovely old things for each other, but for the past year and a half she’s been exclusively getting me stuff from AliExpress/Temu and I hate it! I like writing letters and last year she gave me this really tacky rabbit letter writing set from AliExpress. I thanked her and then a few months later donated it. At Christmas she gave me a matching necklace of hers I liked which was really sweet and I appreciated that even though it was from Temu because we could match. But yesterday she gave me a whole bunch of rabbit themed stickers (I don’t like stickers), a rabbit mirror, and pic rel and it was kind of disappointing. I’m going to keep the little compact mirror because it’s useful but the other things I’m going to pass onto friends or donate. I wish she wouldn’t get me anything and that we can just hangout instead.
No. 2493831
I can't control my bladder, I'm unemployed, I have acne, I'm broke, I have hyperpigmentation, I'm still not at my goal weight, I'm living off savings, I don't know what I want to do, I have bedbugs, I keep pissing myself, my anxiety meds aren't working, everything is a mess no matter how much I clean, my pet doesn't even fuck with me that much, my teeth are yellow, I keep crying, I'm wasting money, no one will hire me, my life just fucking sucks
No. 2493854
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>>2493833I wish I had a partner
No. 2493910
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>>2493906>>2493900I deleted my initial reply because I know you're both just trying to justify hair loss and a 40 year old woman's face at 23. Just wanted to say you can have a healthy body while eating food, and it isn't the end of the world if your thighs touch. Either way, have fun with your weird self image.
No. 2493955
>>2493937I was going to say it could be me in a few years if this keeps up but when you said
>she always has to tell them when she’s going to get home so they can have lunch/dinner/whatever together.I realized I've been treating my family more like roommates than when I was still a minor. I warn them when I come back home because our city has been less and less safe these years and there have been times when I was in danger so I at least wanted to have evidence or witnesses but otherwise I don't really care. I almost never eat with my parents, if anything my siblings who live alone come home so often they might as well have lunch and dinner with our parents more often than I do. I gave up on looking for my own place because here if you're single, earn more than minimum wage, work full time with a permanent contract and don't want roommates you have to send like 100 applications and compete against rich kids whose rich parents pay them everything so they have way better chances to have a flat that's falling apart, it can take months or years to find a place. When I moved abroad I just sent an email to a landlord, visited the house and met my roommates, paid the first month of rent in cash and signed some paperwork, it took just an hour at most and I never had to prove what's my income and I wish it were that easy here. Is it the same where your friend lives?
No. 2494087
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I hate myself I'm so ugly i feel suicidal all the time im lonely as fuck my only online friend of 2 years who I really cared about doesn't care about me I give up being the one to reach out all the time. I'm socially retarded too so I can't make friends irl. I'm on my own. What the fuck. How can anyone else love me if my mom doesn't, she hates me so much, the things she's said to me and done to me as a kid has fucked me up so badly and she denies it whenever it comes up, my memory isnt that great so i have no clue anymore, ever since i was little up until now i often keep having nightmares about my mom harming me. I have no future goals or ambitions, ill kill myself soon. I only really want love, it's so so stupid because moids are an even worse choice to seek out for that. I feel envious of some anons that mention being able to get good ones because they are like a fucking speck of glitter in like fuck i don't know. I can sometimes cope by creating media of my husbando but then I get sad he isn't real
No. 2494363
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Anyone else get hypersexual when stressed out? It's like looking at cute/hot boys, cute SMUT, voice actors with nice voices, etc. is the only thing that calms me down.
I'm not even horny and schlicking, most of the time getting horny is a side effect of consuming cute guys content.
All I can fantasize about is going to a host cafe in japan and have a super cute guy court me. It's a good thing these don't exist in my country because I'd probably become addicted.
I'm just lonely and stressed out nonas. I don't even want to have sex I just want a calming presence. Imagine having a cute and gentle moid hold you and tell you everything's going to be OK because he'll be there to take care of you.
No. 2494400
i'm still friends with the people who treated me like shit after i was raped.
i won't deny i wasn't annoying, angry mess, but in our friend group it feels like other people got way more understanding for their issues compared to me. one of our friends got cheated on, she laid weeks on a mattress and cried and people were there for her, bringing food and chocolate and understanding her. other people have been depressed and mentally ill and their reactions or messy behavior because of that hasn't been treated as a similar crime like my behavior, after i was violently raped and almost killed by my rapist when i was 20. they all acted like i was being a bitch on purpose, they stopped inviting me into hangouts or parties and stopped responding to me asking to see them more often, they ignored me when i said i felt sad and lonely. it feels like it was just decided i was a horrible person and i jus need to understand that people possibly couldn't stand spending too much time with such an annoying and horrible whiny person like me.
we still hang out, and every time i see them i can't help but think "would we be closer if i hadn't been raped?" knowing that they talk with each other way more than with me, they see each other way more often than they see me, they actually are part of each other's lives while i am just some leftover from the past. we've supposedly "made up" what happened in the past, but for me the whole thing felt like that they were like yeah you just were so annoying you possibly couldn't expect us to understand you we forgive you for being to annoying and now we're friends again, deal.
and i know i cling into these friendships because for me it feels like if i still have these people as friends, it means the rape didn't change my life. it didn't make me lose my friends and have permanent damage to my life.
but it did. or the way they treated me after what happened did. it has honestly in some ways traumatized me more than the rape itself in the end, it's their behavior that has me convinced that i am a horrible annoying person no one can stand to be around of and if people get to actually know me they will abandon me. i dropped out of university because i spend all my time crying after these people. i dismissed people who were genuinely interested in me and wanted to be my friends because i was always so fixated on this friend group, their acceptance, their friendship. and now i have to degrees, no career, no savings, no close friends, no experience from long term relationships, because i've wasted my time being depressed and sad over these people and how they treated me and how i can never talk about how they treated me and how i miss them but i know they don't miss me the same way they still ask me to spend time with them but we are distant and they will never be the friends i wish they were but i just keep wishing and going back and then i feel like i don't respect myself because i keep going back to these people who never cared for how alone and sad and left behind i have felt.
No. 2494432
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It's so stupid, but I feel guilty for doing something bad in my dream and now I've had this gross feeling all day lol.
No. 2494436
>>2494400First off I am so sorry that happened to you and that you didn’t get the support you needed.
Secondly, the unfortunate truth is that a lot of people have a hard time truly understanding and empathizing with someone if they’ve never been through something similar. Getting cheated on is sadly a really common experience and people kind of get it. Things like sexual assault, especially the violent kind like yours…some people just cannot conceptualize something so horrible, and so they either downplay or minimize it in their head so that they don’t have to even imagine what you’re going through. I think you should make better friends honestly, but if you insist on keeping these people in your life I think you need to have an honest conversation with them about how their actions (or inaction) made you feel. Otherwise you’re just going to keep building up resentment towards them and to yourself.
No. 2494476
My parents are trying to make me go to inpatient psych. I’m not doing that shit. “You need help” I’m on meds. What’s inpatient gonna do? just gonna try to make me take meds I’ve taken before and had adverse reactions to and then booty juice me when I tell them the meds aren’t doing well for me. They’ve said it themselves, inpatient doesn’t help crazy people, it’s just a holding cell. They’ve just want me to go away for a few days. They even know the incidence of suicide after inpatient stays goes up exponentially. This isn’t about me this is about them. Why the fuck did they have a kid? I’m not the one who decided to pass on my shitty genes and then be too poor to afford anything but a tiny ass 2/1 (my dad could work more he just refuses to cause he doesn’t like us being financially stable - despite it being his dream job and him being his own boss and making a ton of money when he does finally accept a job - and would rather wander around the yard - not even doing yard work, just chain smoking and chatting to friends and watching TikTok). If yall had made better choices you wouldn’t have to deal with me, and if yall had actually worked more than the absolute bare minimum you’d have enough money to build me a small home and have a part time caretaker. Literally everyone in my dad’s field of business has nice homes and nice cars and more than one kid that they help out a ton. My dad literally is just poor because he’s too fucking lazy to do the jobs people beg him to do. People with less experience and less education than him are doing better because they actually accept the jobs and do them. He just fucking won’t even though he can and enjoys his job.
>>2494002Thanks
nonnie. Happy Bunny Day.
No. 2494480
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I have a sore throat and a runny nose
No. 2494528
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>having a nice easter outside
>see a muted colored cardinal
>sister and i speculate it's female
>see a darker one on the fence
>i wonder aloud if maybe males are darker in non-mating seasons as i've seen much redder cardinals before
>male contests that it's my perception from seeing cardinals on the internet
I don't look up cardinals on the internet.
>starts getting pissy that sister and i speculated the first cardinal was female
>talks about how we've observed two birds so we must come to the conclusion one is male and one female
>tell him he wasn't even part of conversation, was only making a speculation males are brighter typically
>starts telling me i started the argument
>says he was talking to my sister the whole time
>my sister is a coward so she's just quiet and sad on her phone
>he acts like a redditor for 15 minutes straight
Males are the weakest link. Was he projecting on the bird or something? What a fucking loser.
No. 2494641
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Feel like I might be somewhat in psychosis but if someone tries to send me to the hospital it’s not happening and I’m playing cool. The feds are always after me though so they’re probably reading this but thankfully local law enforcement and hospital staff are retards and never meaningfully in contact with the glowies. I ordered 15grams of Benadryl maybe that will do the trick and get me outta here. I don’t even care if I end up a vegetable at this point. Then nobody would ever get the joy of me being able to be funny and interesting and nobody would ever get to use my body again. They’d be stuck with my still living corpse and have to make sure it stays alive lest they get arrested, or they could stick my ass in a home. I don’t care. Let me rest in vegetative peace or regular peace. I’m not in immediate danger cause I have a responsibility I would never shirk coming in a bit over a week. This is the worst 4/20 ever. I miss having friends. The feds took them all away.
No. 2494647
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>>2494645I fucking wish. Worst 4/20 ever for MULTIPLE reasons.
No. 2494653
>>2494648 please refer to my Samefag post here
>>2494646 the only saving grace is that I love my pets but I’m probably gonna have to die soon
No. 2494680
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>vents on a vent thread
>TROLL IN THE DUNGEON
Right on fuckin cue
No. 2494681
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Sucks to suck in life. I was having a good day, really happy enjoying some videos and eating noodles. Then my friend started to talk about how he thinks he's ready to get married, he owns a car, doesn't own a house yet but will very likely do it soon, he has a really good job. Meanwhile, my most recent accomplishment was getting my husbando blanket. I hate myself.
No. 2494683
>>2494681Hugs
Nonnie. I’m sorry. Is your husbando blanket super awesome? I bet it is. At least you won’t have to take care of a house and all the problems that comes with it.
No. 2494692
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cant even post right bcus my eyes are fucking swollen its time to log off and sob into a wet pillow i'm done for
No. 2494694
>>2494692Don’t sob it will make your eyes hurt worse
Nonnie I’m sorry
No. 2494697
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>>2494687Samefag but the one time I was in actual psychosis (medication induced, not schizophrenia, also not stimulant induced, it was a weird reaction to a new psych med) I was still making jokes while in distress and active psychosis so your armchair diagnosis of me “larping” isn’t particularly helpful. My psychotic episode was both lucid and delusional and it was alternating between the two and sometimes mixing together lucidity with utter delusion in a weird way that confused my whole family until I ended up inpatient because I took so many meds I was on death’s door and it’s an unfortunate miracle I’m not dead.
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>>2494681It’s okay nona. Just cause we’re not quite where we want to be yet doesn’t mean we’ll never get there. I’d rather hang out with you and talk about husbandos anyways than your friend.
No. 2494708
>>2494690you did it because you have a behavioral addiction and were seeking to relapse and do something more extreme.
>felt that my vagina was becoming a lot 'looser' and I wanted to stop this so I'd be ready to lose my virginitythis is not how our bodies work. where did you get this idea? i'm sorry you feel so insecure about not having had sex before. it's really sad society makes us feel that way. to have good sex, knowing your body and what you like is good and will help you connect with partners. if you want to use a dildo use a dildo. it won't change the size of your vagina.
No. 2494758
I miss talking to someone and falling asleep on the phone, I miss being inconvenienced and annoyed, I miss having someone to take care of and dote after. I miss having someone indulge me and I indulge her, I miss having attention, I miss having someone to easily talk to about nothing with. She wasn't good for me at all, and I do think I've moved on from her because I think she's genuinely a piece of shit who made me feel unloveable. But I do think she brought a brief feeling of being loved, like really loved. Like there was someone at some point who promised me that I wasn't a total bother. Too bad it was all a lie. I'm carefully creating a persona of myself that is somewhat me except with exaggerated personality traits. She's way cooler than me, and she's going to be the person that whoever I date next will interact with. I don't want the real me to exist anymore, she's always wanted to die or get lobotomized or be taken over by a persona. I think this has been the nail in the coffin. Like in the same way people like the character of an actor, they will like her and treat her like a real person but the person outside of the persona only comes out when I'm truly alone. And I know it will make me feel lonelier, but what's the difference when the real you is so unloveable? Would you rather have this love that is onto a fake persona applied to a physical body or would you rather be unloved but be honest about yourself as a person.
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I'm not sure if this would go in another thread so I'll just put it here.
Recently I've started working a job in healthcare after many years of being a on/off neet(sometimes I went to online college or trade school) so I'm pretty rusty when it comes to a healthy work life balance. My clinic in particular has a lot of patients in pain or struggling financially so everyday I have to handle a lot of stress. So much stress that I can't go to sleep without taking an edible or drinking enough to pass out, which leads to like 5 hours of sleep at the very most. This combined with my mom slowly developing dementia and my dad becoming a lazy alcoholic who won't clean any of the messes he makes has made my mental kind of deteriorate.
Last week I started thinking about how I could at least pretend to have someone support me at work. And it delved into who would it be what would he say, how he would sit beside me at my desk and remind me of tasks or emails I forgot about. I can feel myself start to spiral a bit when I get too into it and I'm pretty sure my coworker thinks I'm insane. But idk I think it's helping, I feel less lonely I might even take a nui I have of him to work in my bag just to help with the immersion. I wouldn't mind living my life like this until things get better.
No. 2494765
>>2494751Wow you have been nonstop sexually abused your whole life. I believe you will find someone but they need to know how to understand an abuse survivor and take care of you as a partner. Your current gf sounds ill-equipped to help you and seems to be unironically
triggered by sex herself. I suggest reading books from annas-archive or z-lib on coping after abuse and being a survivor. Celibacy can actually be beneficial during the healing process and you may find that even if you were in a relationship you may flatline as you uncover parts of yourself. I'm sorry you've been through all of this. I wish I could give you a hug.
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i dont deserve love but i want to KISS and LOVE someone so badly rn
No. 2494806
>>2494706>The inverted amazon positionMy fantasy involves pressing his face against the wall. Very important.
>fuck him in the ass with a nice dildoPegging looks hot, but I'm not sure if a woman can actually orgasm while doing it.
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I forgot my wallet at home, no lunch break for me at work today I guess
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I’m tired of being tired
No. 2494903
>>2493231I think games benefit significantly from having software style narrative. Because the purpose of games is immersion. The story should write itself through your personal experience with the game's world.
>>2493171>>2493167>>2493182Not sure if not obvious, but since Elden Ring is a solo pc game you can use trainers to adjust difficulty to your own liking. No shame in that since games are meant to be enjoyed and tryharding only has a point if thats specifically what you enjoy. For me, its finding exploits like a stinky rat.
No. 2494907
>>2494902You’re kind of a bit useless yourself because you refuse to do anything about your situation. You might be stuck with your parents for now but you CHOOSE to hang out with him
>my dad watches disgusting thingsLike what? Cp?
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>>2494916Ackshully your tongue heals very fast because of the amount of blood vessels in it.
No. 2494939
>>2494934web browsers are the most sandboxed software in existence, it's whole purpose is to stand against constant remote arbitrary executions
at best what it can do is fingerprint you, ie, identify a user returning to the site even if it cleared its cookies, which is an antispam feature used by most websites
No. 2494942
>>2494936mhm, i was stupid, after it went down i went to check but didnt use my usual protection, i was shocked a bit, more reason to be careful in hindsight. Just visiting the site logs your computer down to the GPU, but my worry is over the javascript and the ports. I guess if you run a server this is bad, that nona was right. Im just extremely paranoid about discord and any scripting, I dont trust like that.
>>2494939I know its the datamining for fingerprinting, supposedly a system there to catch ban evaders better than 4chan did, but I dont trust like that,
No. 2494950
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I hate being bad at art. It doesnt matter how much i try i just never improve. It specially bothers me that i am bad at color and rendering since those are the things that can make your art appealing even if you suck at everything else. I am going to keep drawing obviously but at this point i have accepted i will never be good enough.
No. 2494954
>>2494950i know the feel noner……. keep at it youll get better. i never managed to get good at rendering either.
what helps me feel better is looking at old art of people i like. i see how bad it sucks and how good they got and its nice.
not all artists have this kind of transparency tho.
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I've lost so many online friends from something I've done unknowingly like some secret social cue I missed something they never ever tell me and honestly I can't take it anymore. I spend every waking moment thinking about everything and how all those connections that were warm and kind are cold and closed off to me. It's affected me IRL massively I don't talk to anyone because I am terrified they will leave me someone already did because I wanted her to be happy so bad I got us lost no normie therapist could understand. this whole thing gave me pseudo bpd its happened 6(I think) times since December all I see are social circles connections I will never be a part of. I am unneeded my I have been experiencing auditory and visual hallucinations for 2 weeks now + the worst mood swings of my life and I feel so alone because everyone in my house thinks I'm haunted by jinn. I wish my mother could have tested me for autism in the womb and aborted me. ever since I was a child I wished aliens would take me home already and now more than ever I wish for that. a UFO because I lack the energy to kill myself please pray it comes soon nonnies
No. 2494980
>>2494932He's not an ex lover lmao. He owes my father a thousand dollars. I'm hoping he has thrown away his bank statement or something so I could file a writ of garnishment.
I went back at 4 am this morning and took his trash bags and put them in my car and drove them back, to look through them in the morning. But there were maggots on them, and some got on the carpet of my car. I took them out but now I'm gonna have to clean the car. Yuck.
No. 2495004
>>2494999the exams were all so petty and uninteresting, yet I miserablly ended up failing many of them out of stress or missing the point entirely out of lack of preparation, which in practical term for highscoolers means spending all year repeating and rote learning the same meaningless answers that were expected from me, which they all mostly breezed through for that reason, the examinators were all my mostly rude and annoyed to be here, made snarky remarks about my presence and my apparent lack of expected "skills"
my writing assessments were plagued with "off-topic" remarks underlining my words whenever I stepped out of line
they even had me run in a track field and I had to walk half the way through while teenagers were laughing at me
if anything it made me jaded of academic evaluations as some sort of petty circlejerking
No. 2495040
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>>2495037Cope. I literally don't "hate" on them and I don't listen to anything like this. I can see on this podcasts comment section other people complaining about the same problem.
No. 2495053
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>>2495049Same anon I am not crazy, Spotify is absolutely fucking with their algorithm because apparently for a while they were shilling sabrina carpenter so bad someone proved it by making a "fart sounds" Playlist and it automatically put sabrina carpenter songs in it. "Noooo it's your fault, the algorithm just knows you hate gay people" fuck off
No. 2495174
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Done some serious thinking about breaking up with my porn addict boyfriend, stayed up reading r/loveafterporn. It's been years and he isn't as bad as most but he still hides things despite me trying so hard to reconcile with him. What makes me so angry is that he will probably easily find another woman to date who will love and cherish him like I did, but I will never find another man because they're all porn addicts. Every last one. It's so, so unfair that men don't have to go through this shit and will never know how absolutely soul-crushing and devastating it is. I am bisexual but I've never officially dated a woman and I'm scared to try, scared to come out, but that would be my only option. I would prefer a relationship with a man but unfortunately they all fucking suck. Fuck you, you stupid piece of shit, may the universe grant me the strength to leave you. Fuck you for your life being so much easier as a man. Fuck you for not being able to stop jacking it to other people and ruining what could've been a wonderful relationship. How pathetic can you be? How shallow and animalistic? To destroy a genuine, loving human connection so many times so you can get off easily. I am so tired.
No. 2495187
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Jesus FUCKING Christ what the fuck is that? I wish mods deleted that thread pic they literally look like objects crafted in a lab to induce asexuality worldwide.(take it to meta)
No. 2495199
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My retarded dad asked me if I would be ok with him getting a girlfriend who was my age. He's in his 60s and was confused when I said it was gross. His logic was that they'd both be adults and she would actually be the gross one for getting with an old man.
No. 2495252
>>2495174I'm so sorry,
nonny. I'm bisexual too and I gave up on finding peace with men a year ago for similar reasons. If it helps, it was easier than I thought to find the love I sought from relationships in a female community, and I'm currently dating an amazing woman! Dating women isn't a magic cure-all - women can be porn addicts too, but it's worth trying it, at the very least you'll meet some awesome women and have fun.
No. 2495350
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I hate it when people think you're ambitionless because you don't care about being ultra omega wealthy or being really successful in business. Is it really that hard to believe that some people have different priorities in life than making money. Money is great and all and I'd always appreciate having more but I'm not ambitionless because I don't want to become a fortune 500 CEO and spend all my life artificially inflating the value of stock and exploiting children in the 3rd world. I don't want to be a girlboss I just want to make enough money to be comfy and healthy and focus on improving my art what's wrong with that
No. 2495363
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My socially retarded uncle is currently in the other room getting mollycoddled by my enabling mother cause he can't cope that he got corrected by my female cousin. He hadn't really ever got called out or corrected for his encroaching, weird antics when we were kids (90s/2000s, kids like us basically had to be forced into uncomfortable interactions with family members who never bothered to foster warm relationships with us). We're adults now, and no one can do whatever the fuck they want anymore. He went to hug her but decided to babble some autismo tourettes nonsense in her ear before kissing her so he got rightfully told to back off in a "rude" way.
Idgaf, he's fat, gross, selfish, AND incredibly rude himself but he gets away with it all because male and because my mom thinks his autism is a "disability" when it fucking isn't. The guy was a corrections officer, drives a truck, and owns his own house. He is NOT FUCKING DISABLED. Bowling ball planet obese, sure. But not disabled. He never had any fucking expectations placed upon him and has been mollycoddled all his life, not that he's incapable of logic or reason. Also, currently getting "red pilled" by MRA shit online as if even the grossest, most slovenly broke woman on the planet would chase his ass. Hearing him go off in the other room about how he's not gonna ~simp~ pisses me the fuck off as if my mom doesn't suck his cheese dick enough alone–forget about the alcoholic wet brain ex he was with which is about the level of brain lobotomy one needs to tolerate living with such a beast.
Thank fuck he is going back home tomorrow. He stayed at my uncle's house this time, hence the drama bc those people don't put up with his shit anymore, but I shudder to think if my mom wasn't going through cancer right now that she'd once again be hosting his dumbass–her picking up after his trash and plates, him lording over the house like a fucking baron making noise and taking up as much space and burden as possible. Didn't even stop him from hollering into the house uninvited on Saturday morning before 9am just because he was bored.
Oh and RABBLE RABBLE because the fat burger king is bored! Mom thinks that just cause he's in town for a fucking week for a one-day holiday that people gotta drop everything to entertain his ass. How about no?? How about the useless fuck books a hotel room like a normal person not wanting to burden his family and plans and decides to do a few things to entertain himself while in town?? And by the way, what has uncle ever planned and done for anyone else to deserve the reciprocation of such hospitable treatment? Oh yeah, nothing. And him offering his filthy hovel to stay at should anyone ever dare visit the stinkin' armpit of this gay earth isn't it.
Can the men at least do that, entertain themselves? Leave us the hell alone.
No. 2495383
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>sister-in-law got a weight loss surgery 2 years ago because she couldn't maintain any diet or do sports
>ever since she keeps eating like a bird, her behavior keeps being neurotic and childish and i can clearly tell that is because not only her body but brain is starving
>everytime family comes over, i make sure to cook great meals for 4 whole hours beforehand, putting effort and loving every single moment when people are enjoying my food
>whenever she serves her plate, she always put ONE exact tablespoon of each meal, leaving me shocked
>i do not cook anything greasy and i do not cook too many meals: i make starter, main and sides
>even the fucking soup she does only one scoop that is barely visible on the plate
Am i in the wrong here? She makes me deeply uncomfortable. Her behavior and reactions to my concern remind me of the times when I had eating disorder as a teenager, but she is in her 30s. She starts getting mad everytime I ask if she is alright, and yet I see the most ED behaviors in everything she does: it takes her half of a damn hour to finish even one tablespoon of a salad, distracting herself from eating like thag Skins character. What the fuck! I am so mad at her because I worry about her and she keeps acting like a bitch about it. If i were to tell my family that I am uncomfortable with her behavior regarding food, they will label her as a victim. You cannot even go to a restaurant with her. She literally will waste your money by ordering chicken and rice, just to eat two spoons and ask them to wrap it so she would literally throw it in the trash. When we went to our mother last week, she literally threw out her mothers tomato salad in the trash. What the fuck?
No. 2495407
>>2495174When I was younger I had this fear, but men don't watch porn are out there. It helps to be upfront about not being okay with it, broke up with a porn addict boyfriend and afterwards on dates was clear about not being into porn. When guys defended their right to watch it, I took it as a red flag, but plenty were fine or agreed. My husband doesn't watch porn, and it's such an all encompassing improvement. He has zero kinks, thinks anal is gross, completes in 10 minutes. Also the way he looks at women is way different than my ex, I didn't realize porn changed the way men see women until then. When we had something like an attractive waitress, the first think my ex would notice her attractiveness, I could tell, and his eyes just seemed to latch onto attractive women in crowds. With my husband, he just talks to the waiter, and he doesn't seem to notice attractive women in the room at all. Its just everything though, all the bad ways men see women just seem to be not present in him. I don't know if I could date a porn guy now that I've seen the extent of what it actually does… I really encourage you to try dating though because despite retarded reddit coomers who say "porn is a sexual need for men!" You'll find a lot more varied opinions irl.
No. 2495464
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>>2495359relatable. I actually have been talking to someone online for probably 12 years now nearly every single day and I can't even imagine meeting up because I'm so thoroughly broken socially.
No. 2495473
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>>2495383She's probably doing a few spoonfuls of food at a time because any more than that and she might have to regurgitate or bad acid reflux. Bariatric surgeons literally tell their patients to weigh and measure their food. Depending on what type of surgery she had, she's not doing this on purpose, it's just that the surgeries are brutal and have high restrictions. That's why people are only supposed to get these drastic surgeries unless they are facing comorbidities or death.
No. 2495497
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>still living with family (sad)
>come home from getting stuff with lil bro
>find my older bro lying in my bed (he had not showered in a week)
>my whole room smells like ass
>me and my lil bro tell him off, tell him to at least sit on the floor /chair. I can shrug off the smell if he'd just not sit on my bed.
>like an idiot, I try to shrug it off with "I needed to change the sheets anyway, bro it was dirty you shouldn't have sat in it anyway."
>he gets really angry at us and leaves (we were going to watch a show together but now he's too mad)
>despite knowing I shouldn't, I feel genuinely guilty about it but at the same time it's my room, its my bed. And as a kid, he'd beat me if he ever saw me on his bed.
>My Lil bro is furious
>I feel like I need to get a keyed lock on my door before I leave because I'm worried he's going to continue to not showered and fester in my bed out of spite.
I hate this, I hate the smell and I hate the fact that I'm such a fucking doormat. Why the fuck am I the one that feels bad? Why do I have to keep giving in this relationship? Why can't he take a fucking shower?
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>>2495497You and your lil bro should drag his ass to the shower dwarf style. Brigade his socials about his unwashed ass and how anywhere he sits smells like shit. Sorry you're dealing with that.
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>>2495501>>2495501installing one of these might also be convenient if you don't want him barging in while you're chilling in your room if you don't feel like locking your door everytime
No. 2495512
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>Having a pms-induced mental health crisis
>Ran out of medication and don't have access to any until tomorrow
>Ring up a mental crisis helpline
>Stuck on hold for 20 mins
>Get so bored of being on hold listening to the royalty-free music that I just end the call and go run a bath and make something to eat instead
>Feel instantly calmer and like I'll sleep well tonight
You know what, fair enough. Maybe I really do just need to sperg out and be stuck on hold in order to feel something in life. I really feel like for retards like me I need to schedule 2-3 days per month to really just break down and go schizo in order to remain somewhat functional. I feel strangely inspired to get back to the gym tomorrow, too. Merry Easter, nonnas.
No. 2495522
>>249542630s here, two close friends had babies. Changes are to be expected, and I give them both a lot of leeway considering they're busy, and a career promotion has got me pretty occupied myself.
We still have our group chats and socials. I check in on them and sometimes we talk, sometimes they share baby photos.
The one friend was already socially isolated and she moved away for her moid years ago, imho he is a bastard and I do not like him. Whenever we do chat it's always great like old times and I try not to bring up baby stuff unless she introduces that as a topic because I sense she'd rather talk about other things and not just be 'a mom'…I miss her a lot. But the physical distance cannot be helped.
The other friend is super wrapped up in her baby fever. We don't really hang or chat much anymore because I'm not putting in the same effort to keep things going in our friendship as I used to. Partially because I am busy but also because I don't want to impose or intrude unless she would invite me, although I have seen her post pics recently with a different friend seeing the baby and stuff which I don't take so personally because I know the friend definitely chased her down for that lol. I don't feel as close to this friend anymore but it's fine, we all change and drift.
No. 2495539
Woke up to my dad touching all my clean clothes in “my” dresser with his stinky cigarette hands. He was looking for his back brace. I know it’s not in there and told him to please stop and he proceeded to scream at me and rifle through all my things. I told him to stop touching my things and look in the closet and he screamed at me that this isn’t my house and im lucky to be here. Fuck you dad, you’re lucky I’m alive. Anyway it was in the closet which he promptly found the second he opened the closet. How surprising that I was right. My mom defended him and told me not to yell at him (I yelled after he yelled) and then told me to leave them alone for the rest of the day. IVE BEEN IN MY ROOM ALL DAY AND HAVENT TALKED TO THEM.
>>2494921It’s almost like humans are a social species or something. Wild!
>>2494907He’s a creep who watches creepy TikTok shit and also visits gross porn sites. And rifles through my things and verbally abuses me. And constantly unlocks the bathroom door when I’m in there and forces me to leave.
>you’re a bit uselessYeah, I’m aware, wish we had MAID in burgerland so I don’t have to resort to 15grams of diphenhydramine.
No. 2495552
>>2495426I completely know what you mean about feeling like an outsider. When my first best friend had a baby (we already lived far apart but kept in contact) I went to visit for her baby shower and that's when the feeling really hit me. Everyone at her baby shower had already had a baby or was pregnant and then there was me. We kind of lost touch after she had her baby, I would message her but she wouldn't answer or would take weeks to answer which I understood, but weeks turned to months turned to years. She had 2 more kids and we actually only live half an hour apart now. I tried reaching out to let her know I moved closer and I kind of left it up to her to tell me when she has time to meet up for lunch or coffee and I will make it work but it still has yet to happen despite her saying she would love to. I kind of just don't expect to ever see her again tbh.
On the other hand though, my other close friend has a kid and it was pretty much the total opposite with her, her kid actually calls me Aunty. We hang out all the time and it's not really different besides just having her kid hang out with us lol.
No. 2495593
>>2495580I think most people adopt stray cats or have them given to them. Pretty much all the cats my family ever owned were strays or from a litter someone was trying to get rid of
>>2495426My middle/highschool best friend completely ghosted me once she was married and had kids with her nigel. She DM'd once during the pandemic and never responded to my reply.
to be fair her husband's best friend was kind of stalkerish with me so I figured that was why I wasn't invited to the wedding No. 2495635
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I am jealous of the husbandofags because I have been husbando-less for several years now. Its like there’s a void in me but you cant force a husbando in your life…
No. 2495641
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>my clown ass trying to be reasonable and not jump to conclusions when anons reply to me blatantly misinterpreting what I said just so they can be shitty when I really should have chosen violence to begin with
No. 2495652
>>2495649Have her write the instructions down in a notebook. That way you can redirect her to her notes if she asks about the same shit again.
Works sometimes with my employees, but I admit the elder set just doesn't wanna fuck with tech so they figure to get someone else to do it for them.
No. 2495713
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So my aunt picked me up at work today, I gave her some medicine she left here at home.
She's so pissed at my parents and my brother, she even insulted my mom and everything. It's all because of my brother's girlfriend, she hits him and she acts retarded.
Like seriously, if you wanted to get better in life and a man that's a simpleton gave you that opportunity, would you really try to be as controversial as possible while living in his home with his parents? I honestly think that's just being plain retarded.
It's like she's addicted to picking a fight but then she backs off when we don't agree with her point of view, even my brother doesn't agree with her points of view because it's like she literally only thinks on what to say that we don't agree with.
Like if we're talking about how food is important and how it all takes a bit of dedication to eat decently, she says that she doesn't care about it and that she doesn't want to be hassled to cook.
If we say that we don't really like talking about trannies and shit because we think they're weird and gross, she gets all mad and talks about how they can't help it and hiw their right are important and shit.
If we talk about how sad it is to see a regular woman convert so she can marry a Muslim moid, she gets mad and talks about how the woman just wants to be accepted and that she hass all the right to become a Muslim.
Maybe try first to get accepted by us? Retard?
Now my aunt is cutting off my parents and my brother and I feel so tired already, if I was dead I wouldn't have to worry about my mom being all alone now, I would just be dead and maybe everything would even get fixed.
My aunt had a really bad fight with my brother's girlfriend and it's also so annoying, even more than before, to have my brother's girlfriend living in his room, I hate this, but I love my family.
I feel so worried and sad about my mom, she has suffered way too much, my aunt's OCD, my uncle's alcoholism, my grandfather's early death, the death of my grandmother while mom was living in another continent, my father's constant cheating and her overall health issues, now my brother with a retarded BPD girlfriend that has a shitty nutcase family.
I worry that she will only feel at peace when she dies.
I feel like dying is the only way in which anyone will ever feel peace, I really want to die.
I don't know what to do other than keep calling out my brother's girlfriend, by the time they live together in their own house it will be too late to do anything and my aunt will probably just have moved on or something.
What pisses me off even more is his his BPDemon girlfriend manipulated all of us, at first we insisted on her staying because she was moving around constantly, her mother hates her because her mother is also a BPDemon, her father Ignores her because he doesn't give a fuck about her and we saw this as a way to help my brother's girlfriend who seemed to be really nice and kind. Even then, I still told her that my brother is a momma's baby and doesn't even cook for himself, I honestly also kept her around because it was convenient to me, I didn't have to cook for him when she was around.
By the time I noticed that she too has been living her for too long was when my aunt stayed with us to take care of my uncle that was dying of cancer. So it was too late to kick her the fuck out.
My family is really small so I don't want us to be separated and my aunt is also talking to anyone she knows so they don't talk to us, which is a lot of people, including the very few family members we have.
This is such a mess.
I've talked to my parents already and even with my brother but it's literally like I'm something that can't even talk, no one ever listens to me, I honestly think that at this point I'm just retarded and that I should just kill myself because I do literally nothing.
Like even common sense was forgotten during the trip, seriously why the fuck did that fucking retard had to constantly mess with my aunt? Why they fuck did my mom not say anything to her? Why the fuck is my brother letting her beat him up? I'm so tired, I just want to grab my dog and run away and never turn back even if that kills me, I want to kill myself and just be forgotten.
No. 2495904
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i'm using chatgpt as a therapist right now and i cant fucking take this seriously KEK i am losing it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No. 2495940
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>having shrimp scampi dinner with my Nigel
>suddenly says "I'm thinking about transmutations."
>laugh, realize he's serious, inquire
>he's worried about the properties of a spiritual object he has and wants to transmute it to fix its energies
>asks me to search for leylines and to check when summer solstice is
>okay–not sure if I believe leylines are real
>find a map of them on the internet, plug in the data, pull up the grid
>he notes the convergences
>spots a huge amount of them in some bumfuck place in NY
>go to street view, nice stone house but I don't see geological significance as what leylines are meant to fall on
>look around in street view, notice a stone marker but I can't read it
>google the address
>pulls up a hit for historical marker database
>the marker is to map the route of The Sullivan Expedition
>an indigenous genocide because they supposedly sided with Britain during the Revolutionary War
>view more search results
>find the obit of the owner of the house who died from an aggressive cancer
>the item Nigel wants to perform a ritual on is a sword
Nope, nuh uh, bad juju.
No. 2496039
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I say I hate him and he's a terrible person and yet here we are second night in a row with me staying up late and reinstalling twitter after deactivating my account and lurking to see what he's been doing and sneakily trying to get his attention. It's literally only late at night and whenever I get lonely and want someone to talk to, so I need to find someone to stay up for that little stretch of time with me before my planned sleep hour to put myself in check.
No. 2496047
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I try so hard not to be negative because I like to think I have "fake it til you make it" my way into positivity 75% of the time, and it goes great that 75%. But the other 25% is such intense self-loathing and extremely irreversible internalized homophobia, I am such a freak and I cannot cope with sometimes hitting such a suicidal peak after a few hours of that 25%, and I will be doing good for years! Ignoring the 25%. Then that 25% happens and will hit me too hard at some point and I will sabotage my career/friendships/housing and fuck my life up. I feel too old for this SHIT. I am UNLOVABLE and I don't know if I can ever really fix this.
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I have so many assignments and so much work to do. I want to sleep for like 72 hours straight after all of this is over
No. 2496223
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I was making my bf watch shitty lolita tiktoks with me and he said this girl from one looked like Porter Robinson. Makes absolutely no sense, they don't even look slightly alike
No. 2496231
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My friend has a dog and they keep him outside in a crate throughout his life. He’s a German shepherd who suffers from allergies and I bet he’s depressed too, poor creature. She never even takes him out when she goes back home apart from once or twice and her mom or father don’t either. They also clean him like twice a year, you can hear the smell from afar, it’s so bad.
Why even get a dog if you have to treat him like this, at that point it’s better if he just dies, the life he’s living is just depressing. He’s a number two on the scale by the way.
No. 2496242
>>2496236It’s not a small cage, it’s big and tall , he has like a small house and a side where he has food and water, but still I feel like keeping him there is just cruel when he even defecates there when he has a big space where he can walk around rather than walk in circles like a depressed zoo animal. I never saw depression on a dog until I saw that poor doggo.
>I don’t even like dogsNeither do I kek, but I don’t like animal abuse. I’m not in burger land , but I want to see if I can do an anonymous tip when I’ll return home.
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Every single time I manage to be productive my friends and family are all super social out of the blue and disturb me non-stop!!! They all ghost me for days when I'm dying from boredom but as soon as I need to concentrate and be alone they're all blowing up my phone. It's like they have secret cameras on me making sure I'm as busy as possible
No. 2496363
I don't know if jubilee is secretely conservative and that's why they hired a well spoken conservative woman with an organization vs clearly unprepared and less intelligent liberals so maybe im just taking the ragebait, but the comments just make misanthropic. All the women in the comments romanticizing pregnancy, intense grieving after a miscarriage, being glad their mother didn't abort even if they were a rape baby are so incredibly disgusting and make me feel alienated. I feel like a failed woman and wish i was born a man instead. I don't want to sound like an aiden and obviously i cannot and will never become a male, but i'm starting to think i was born in the wrong body. Pregnancy, birth and the aftermath of what it does to your body are straight up body horror to me. I'd rather kill myself, lose a limb, eat shit, bomb a country, eradicate an animal species than be pregnant. If i had to choose between being pregnant and a meteorite would hit earth and humanity would dissapear forever, i would choose the meteorite. Regardless if i was schoolar intelligent and prepared or unprepared like many in this video, i would be just as emotional and agitated here as the pro choice people here if someone told me even if i was gang raped i should be forced to give birth just because i have a womb. The comments saying women are upset because they regret their abortion and acting like pregnancy and giving birth is no big deal have me fuming. Not all women want to give birth and some hate it like me. Is it so bad i don't want to be pregnant? Am i doing a bad thing? Even if it's bad i don't care, but i don't think i'm a monster. Why is my womb more important than me? Might as well give me a lobotomy. I don't know if all normies think like the comments in the video, but the way women talk about pregnancy and motherhood makes me want to vomit. the people just shitting out of their mouth that "life is precious" implying that for that reason i should or any woman should be forced to be pregnant give birth makes me wanna kill myself. I don't fit in this world. Why couldn't i be a male?
No. 2496394
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>>2496363>All the women in the comments romanticizing pregnancy, intense grieving after a miscarriage, being glad their mother didn't abort even if they were a rape baby are so incredibly disgusting and make me feel alienated. Those people are commenting because they feel like they're in a safe environment. The style of videos are clearly shit, because it seems like one party was given a bit more time to clearly think about their arguments compared to the other. I never interact with Jubilee videos because it's prime for ragebait and does nothing except tank society around it. You aren't alienated anon, you're in a very small group of people that don't align with your values, try to find like-minded people and it will be a breath of fresh air.
>I feel like a failed woman and wish i was born a man instead. I don't want to sound like an aiden and obviously i cannot and will never become a male, but i'm starting to think i was born in the wrong body. Pregnancy, birth and the aftermath of what it does to your body are straight up body horror to me.So many pro-choicers think that women are made to give birth, when in reality before modern medicine, women were dying from birth constantly. Women's bodies need an excess of vitamins and nutrients that pre-industrialized society clearly could not have access to, so it was common for babies to steal from their mother's bones and tissues in order to sustain itself. The reason why the vagina is so acidic is so it could kill off sperm, the reason why the uterus it's shape like that is because it wants to limit the amount of children as much as possible. Women aren't made to give birth, and that's normal to align with your body in such a way. Women constantly have pregnancy fears because the baby acts like a very real parasite that could kill you, it's normal, that doesn't make you less aligned with your body, because your body is made to protect you– and it is capable of seeing pregnancy as a real threat.
>I don't know if all normies think like the comments in the video, but the way women talk about pregnancy and motherhood makes me want to vomit. They don't, most normies (at least in my area) are quite pro-choice, and have the brain to understand complexity, circumstances, and personal choices without extending vitriol while maintaining their own personal values that exclusively apply to themselves. Those who are staunchly pro-choice do come from a space of willful ignorance and a lack of experience of how dark the world can be. They don't think the average man is capable of such depravity, they think resources are easily available for single mothers, they think that if the child was born, the gift of life and the gift of being human triumphs all the tragedy that took place for their creation, and the future tragedy that will happen onto them. Sure, the comments do regret having an abortion, but forget the amount of time, money, energy, and hardships they'll face when raising something as complex as a human being. The comments don't think about their child being born as disabled, as having violent mental illness, as someone who intends to rebel against their parents and intentionally make them angry, they don't think about their child being violently assaulted, attacked, or exposed to radicalized or cult-like thinking. They can't even fathom a child that would kill themself because of how much they justifiably hate the world around them.
>the people just shitting out of their mouth that "life is precious" implying that for that reason i should or any woman should be forced to be pregnant give birth makes me wanna kill myself. I don't fit in this world. Why couldn't i be a male?Even if you don't fit within their view of what the world should be, you certainly fit in my world. If you lived in a space and in a society that made your body the default over rape apes, I don't think you'd have bouts of hatred towards your own body. If you went out and researched as much as my autistic ass has, you'd find plenty of reasons why your body isn't made for some babymaking retard goal pushed by other retards. I hope this feeling doesn't last long.
No. 2496397
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>>2496363Samefag like how retarded can you be? "It doesn't help the griveing mother! Muh life inside me!" We are discussing that. I know there are worse comments but this woman sounds so brainwashed it's just bleak, yes it is just a fetus and it was not a person regardless of whether you wanted it or not. Women like this are so frustrating because you have to walk on eggshells if you want to talk about pregnancy in a neutral factual way and not muh divine femininity, i'm sorry about your miscarriage but this is not the time. This part is unrelated to the image but the it never seems to cross pro-lifer's minds that when we say "my body my choice" it's talking about choosing not to be pregnant, my womb is part of my body. If we could terminate pregnancy without having to kill the fetus then that would be great but we don't have that technology. "It's an innocent life" it doesn't have a conscious, it's not innocent, it can't think or make any judgement, even the most innocent simple minded human can take action because they have have a conscious and able to think no matter how short sighted and shallow tgat thought may be, a fetus can't do that. The woman on the video say that the mother and the "baby" are equally important, but things never are. If you have to choose one over the other who have to weigh which one you think has more value, if you think the fetus is worth and able to override a woman's own bodily autonomy stance, it's not equal, you think the hypothetical fetus is more important than the mother. Pro choice people have no issue admitting that a living, breathing, THINKING woman are more important than a fetus, but it's an issue for pro life people for some reason.
No. 2496425
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WHY CANT BE HUSBANDO BE REAL. I hate that the only people I really care about is my family. Friends, boyfriend, all of them could vanish and I wouldn't give a fuck after one day. Only my family is important enough for me to care but also, I'm annoyed of them, of my sister and my brothers. I'm tired of my mom. I would give anything to like someone the same way I like my husbando kek.
No. 2496432
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I hate looking like a child i want to kill myself so fucking bad, inb4 durrrr durrr buh but women love looking like that, FUCK YOU I can't complain about this shit in peace, NO i don't want to be a 5 foot tall dumpy womanlet member of the lollipop guild with a fucking babyfacd and a tooth gap that I don't have the money to fix on top of that all because i have shit genetics and my parents were neglecti g me through puberty anyway, I DONT WANT TO LOOK LIKE THIS WHAT THE FUCK MAKES YOU THINK I DO!!!!! My only saving grace is that my ED might make me look taller by virtue of me being thin but my proportions are still shit, nobody in my life will dver take me seriously and I have to spend 80 years or so like this if I don't kill myself. I'll never be able to pull off the styles I want, fucking christ I'll be designated to ~~le kyute angry chihuahua durr~~ status if I ever get mad like this in real life, i seriously just need to die I don't understand what I did to deserve lioking like this fuucckkkkk
No. 2496441
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I've vented about this before but a friend in her 40s is trying to get pregnant with her fiance using donator sperm. First they find this man online, he wasn't supposed to be nothing more than a donor, then my friend got pregnant and he wants to be in the kids life. The man then says he cannot let his own parents know the baby would have two moms, messy shit. Friend has multiple chronic illnesses, some anons were giving me shit about it but she has arthritis and conditions from the time she was a heavy alcoholic, even though she has been sober for over 5 years now. She then miscarried and it was fucking gut wrenching to even witness, she showed me all the messages from this man and he was so fucking weird and dramatic. Saying shit like he isn't a woman but he has read a lot so he knows exactly what my friend is going through. All this time I have been open on how I don't think this is a good idea, we also are about to finish out first year doing our bachelors, shit timing, she has no money and her health, so on. Well guess who the fuck got pregnant again after like 5 months since the miscarrying? She did. She also now is miscarrying, and I am so fucking over this shit. What is the point. I am out of any words of wisdom, we were talking about this a few weeks back because the man is so fucking weird. He has been whining about how all they talk is her at her prenatal visits, then when the nurse had asked him about his nicotine use (normal here because he would be the dad) he flipped. All this man did was visit my friend at her home, watched porn there and jacked off into a cup and he keeps giving attitude. Few weeks ago even my friend went "what am I even doing here" and now she told me she is done with this and I tried my best to keep it polite yet let her know that I think this is stupid. I just do not understand why people have to make shit so hard, not everyone can have kids and shit is unfair, give up and stop telling this shit to an anti natalist lesbian. She keeps saying how I could also change my mind about kids, but yeah no. I am sad for her and I did listen to her but I feel insane witnessing this. Hope the moid runs away.
No. 2496456
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>>2496432Feel you so hard nona, I am 4'11" and it fucking sucks. The worst is when your height attracts pedo moids off the street. One thing that has helped me feel normal are these shoes. They are Timberland Everleigh 6 inch boots. They make you a normal short adult height and are super comfortable unlike heels. Really pricy but so worth it.
No. 2496464
>>2496456NTA but those are some
nice boots
No. 2496497
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The pen for my phone fell out sometime at the grocery store yesterday and I didn't notice until I got back. Now I can't play my stupid little games and I need to buy a new one.
No. 2496509
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Accidentally posted this on main board earlier, oops. Thanks nona that pointed it out.
I think about how unprepared / unfit I must be for a relationship and I want to weep sometimes. It's sad when there comes by a moid you are actually interested in (Especially if it rarely happens or hasn't happened in a long time) but don't think you should be just on the fact alone that you live very questionably. He is a moid that works out and cleans his apartment while my whole day is basically just going from bed to desk, and back. He doesn't know this because we met online and have only been online friends who have never met in-person yet but if a moid were to find this out about me, it would be grim.
I'd like to think I would change, at least for a moid, though. I mean I've had a professor that once told she used to be a chain-smoker for years and literally only stopped because her husband told her he's never having sex with her ever again if she doesn't. People are spurred on by the weirdest things sometimes.
No. 2496510
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>>2496375>get a hobby , from journaling, watching tv series, drawing , etc..just get busy >go to the gym and calorie count, eliminate fatty foods and sugar (only use honey and fruits) cut out the pasta too. If you have a toned physique you are good, healthy is good and a synonym of beauty. You would have already solved plenty of your problems. It always sounds stupid but human beings are like dogs and having a routine and tasks helps kek, sitting on your ass way too much makes you think way too much about useless stuff.
>uglynessUnless you look like Quasimodo you are salvageable nonna, get a nice face wash, a nice perfume and some nice clothes, work on other stuff that distract from your face. Picrel looks very cute , you don’t need to be skin tight to dress well.
A butter face isn’t the end of the world (to me it’s sort of cute kek, only on women though). I see plenty of “ugly” girls who dress nicely and honestly I never think “how hideous she looks” , I instead think “oh she’s so neat”.
No. 2496514
>>2496441Honestly I might sound like a mean bitch but thank god she is miscarrying left and right. A child is the last thing she needs. She sounds unstable.
She should sort out her financial issues first of all and then get an anonymous donor first of all. I think she’s having an early midlife crisis and feels the weight of the famous bio clock ticking.
No. 2496521
>>2496432I know how you feel,
nonnie. I'm 5'3 with a baby face. My voice is also very high and nasally. I'm 29 and I still get assholes making side comments. If I try to defend myself, I'm hit with "You should be grateful, women your age would love to look younger". It's fucking BULLSHIT. who wants to spend 29 fucking years still being treated like a damn child? I get talk down to, refused services, because I look too young. I was told to leave a book store 2 years ago because the store owner thought I was a child. I had to show them my ID!!. A mover refused to set my bed frame up because he thought I was a child. I had to show him my ID, too. Last year I picked up a flyer of a candidate for a local election and the bitch-woman who was campaign for him snatched it back from me and grilled me about my age. She didn't want to waste the paper on kids. I still get creepy men fucking men trying to hit on me. Whenever, I would start a new job, I'd always get the office asshole or bitch on my case who felt the need to be extra condescending to me because I look younger, "inexperienced".
I cut my hair into a mature, short style, recently. (My boss and older sister gave me shit for it) It's been helping, a bit. I still get odd looks because of my voice, from time to time, but I'm also practicing with pitching my voice lower. I feel a little ridiculous having to go through these steps, but I'm tired.
No. 2496533
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Slightly retarded ventpost but why can’t I just love an unhinged fucking bitch of a character because she’s pretty? Fandom certainly sucks off hannibal Lecter and the moids of of Its Always Sunny enough, not to mention mainstream appreciation of walter white and tony soprano.
What’s the difference? moralfags need to hop off my dick watch another show and let me enjoy my villain protagonist in peace!
No. 2496618
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pls die forever PLEASE DIE FOREVER IF YOU DO THIS, ESPECIALLY TO SHIT LIKE ANYTIME/PLANET FITNESS OR WHATEVER BUDGET GYM. YOU AREN'T HIM/HER.
It's not the people that makes me leave the gym earlier than I want to, it's the fucking fauxfluencers.
No. 2496634
>>2496629It's so fucking pathetic and annoying. When I used to check my forms, I would just record at home with my phone. The gym is full of mirrors for a reason, it's not to take photos.
I wish gyms would make it a rule (or enforce) the whole no filming thing.
No. 2496652
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>>2496583>tfw turning 30 soontbh I've never felt better. The only thing I'm self conscious about is not fucking finishing school yet, but tbh there are plenty of people in the same boat. Women who are insecure about their ages and project it onto everyone else are such a drag. She needs to get her damn self-esteem in order.
>I have no idea why women aging is seen as a bad thingI mean with moids and beauty industries constantly telling women they're worthless unless they're young/young looking it's no wonder they fall for the meme.
No. 2496675
>>2496652Being 30 is actually the time where women are most stable in my opinion, you have life experience, you have most likely finished school too. It’s just shilled because scrotes think that anything beyond 18 is expired. They’ll call a 30 year old a hag meanwhile they are balding at 20 and have ED from porn usage kek.
I’m 22 and I don’t mind aging or growing up, I like the newer versions of me each time. I hope I can be a cool 30 year old too kek.
No. 2496725
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one of my relatives has spent years being immobile due to mental health issues and living in a recliner. i warned other family members that she was at a risk for developing a blood clot from inactivity and well, it finally happened and she suffered a massive stroke. now she's in an assisted living facility and refuses to do anything that could aide in her recovery. doesn't want to participate in physical therapy and work towards being able to use her limbs again, doesn't want to get out of bed and says that the staff hurts her every single time they have to touch her, doesn't even want to be woken up to have her diaper changed. she was horrendously depressed even before this happened and i am horrified by the thought of her spending more miserable years doing nothing but lying in bed and staring at a television, unable to even eat solid food. if there was something i could do to help i would do it in a heartbeat but nothing anybody says or does gets through to her. everyone is frustrated by the situation but i'm mostly just sad.
No. 2496730
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>Close cousin joins the police force, right out of highschool
>Older brother (six years older)is already a police officer and naturally helped his sister train and get ready for the entrance exams
>A year into her first year of service, cousin gets gang-raped by four other older police officers after a party.
>Her parent support her wholeheartly, my uncle is devastated and inmediatly got legal counseling and ended up reaching the press
>Brother stays eerily silent on the subject (he was deployed in the rainforest region of the country), makes his parents furious as they blow up his phone everyday
>Finally as her case begins to get recognition on the media, brother breaks his silence
>Turns out he too was gang raped by his superiors over the course of two days, he had the medical records to show this , uncle loses his shit because if he KNEW it would happen to new recruits, why did he NEVER warned his younger sister in the first place?!
my father's side of the fmaily is mostly divided by this point, its mostly the women pitying the poor raped moid but its his own father that is blaming him now for pretty much leading his sister like a lamb to the slaughterhouse.
What the fuck is wrong with muh protectors? did he leave her so vulnerable because he hated being the only one who got raped?
No. 2496733
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>>2495940I had never heard of the Sullivan Expedition before but in less than 12 hours a cow I follow brought it up (picrel) and I read this. Weird coincidence.
No. 2496740
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>>2496363I am sorry you feel this way nonita, but if it somehow eases your pain just know a LOT of women are very hypocritical about their every life is precious stance and even hardcore conservatives old ladies have most likely had procedures in their youth, they just cannot be obviously open about this. I knew a nurse who gave backalley abortions back in my bumfuck middle-of-nowhere hometown and all the stories of married church going ladies hiring her and then calling her names and making rumours about her being a prostitue on the side behind her back were so infuriating. Pro-life moids will force their mistress/daughters/sisters to abort and then turn around and say feminists will go to hell for killing babies. People's actions HARDLY ever align with their suposed ideals
No. 2496782
>>2496730Fuck your scrote cousin, I hope he loses sleep every night for what he did to his sister (doubtful, men don't feel empathy). Men were never protectors, they protect the same way the mafia does: they create the danger then charge protection fees(in this case, sex, domestic services, emotional labor, actual money)
I'm so concerned for your female cousin though. The press and public opinion must be awful.
No. 2496788
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my skin looks so shit it's insane, ever since i left behind my anachan ways and stepped into normal bmi territory i've been STRUCK by a wave of incredibly painful adult cystic acne. i thought yesterday was a good day skin because most of the inflammation had subsided but i guess i was wrong and you can't assess the gravity of the situation when you see yourself in the mirror every day and it's the same shit 24/7, but i saw my uncle after months and he asked if i was okay and offered to pay for my derm appointment and treatment. this is so humiliating but i said yes. he probably felt pity for my rice krispie looking skin and now i feel bad for trashing him in a vent thread months ago. god forgive me for talking bad about this compassionate soul
No. 2496809
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The more I accept I'll never be happy the more angry I get. The more tired I get. Why wasn't I born a visual character
No. 2496854
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>>2496834Anon you have jaundice, your liver is failing go to the hospital
No. 2496878
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>>2496834Your liver is giving out, minion-san. Go to the ER ASAP.
No. 2496880
I feel strange. I'm not happy with how I look and that in itself is controversial to me. I know that even if I was super skinny or toned or buff I'd still be disgusted with my body.
I hate my face, it feels like nothing goes well with it.
My haircut is an awkward mess idk how to fix + trichotillomania
I can't put on makeup for shit cause there's always something off and I despise the feeling of foundation.
My clothes are awkward and too tight on my body qnd they make me feel self-conscious.
I don't know what to do honestly. Where do I go? What do I do? I wanna go back to gym for sure, even if it is boring.
>>2496834I hope you called 911, your liver would greatly appreciate medical attention.
No. 2496936
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>>2496782I am trying to understand WHY he never said a pEEP about the overall culture of sexual harrasment within his line of work even besides the specific issue of rape. The only saving grace here is that his FATHER is blaming him for not opening his fucking mouth in time, whereas my stupid cousins are calling out uncle a "
victim blamer" (which doesnt make sense since he's protecting his daughter). The mother is in shock though
No. 2496959
>>2496946Are you suggesting anon fills her yard with wet broken glass?
>>2496944Adult colouring books, one of those cute crosstich or little stuffed animal sets, Lego flowers, gunpla
No. 2496968
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I’m ovulating and I keep thinking about having sex and different scenarios with one specific moid.
No. 2497059
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>>2497053Normally that is nice but it's really upsetting that anon might die
No. 2497119
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>spend an hour typing out an emotional confession where at parts I cried admitting
>I accidentally delete it
No. 2497148
>>2497127Genuinely no. It's like a switch flips and they become super OCD about it nonstop thoughts forever. I rejected a girl once (only cuz I was already going out with someone at the time) and later found out she went on T and became hairyfat and her friend showed me how her Facebook statuses were all shit like "trans rights!!" (we are not even American and trans people have rights in our country) and memes like "XMAS LIST: [testosterone shots.jpg]"
Actual second hand embarrassment lol
No. 2497158
>>2497148I'm definitely noticing a weight gain pattern if anything…
to be fair these people were also unhinged fujos back in middle school from that I can recall
No. 2497163
>>2497127not sure. but my best friend through my entire youth ended up coming out as nonbinary years ago. I pretended to go along with it and discovered she really just felt uncomfortable with being expected to do or like certain things as a girl, which I helped her work through properly. also this is an unhinged leap in judgment but to me it's reminiscent of the "perfect
victim" fallacy and how some people obsess over who's worth fighting for. the gender stuff is the late stage of it because they can conveniently dodge most real-world issues, like forming a coalition in fantasy land.
No. 2497271
>>2497071I have that same problem. I kinda blank out when friends are going through turmoil.
Text sucks cause it eliminates facial expression but imo I think that just reading and showing that you read what they said is good enough. Try thinking like a therapist I guess, ask questions related to their troubles that focus on them, maybe give some advice. Twards the end an opinion is the context let's it.
You could also say that you wish you were there to comfort them or hug them.
Face to face good moments where I noticed physical touch is most effective is after an emotional peak when there's a long period of silence, or just ask is they need a hug.
Try doing things for them, distract them with sort of off topic questions if they start to spiral and are too in their head.
No. 2497296
>>2496262The next time you call yourself a feminazi I want you to ask yourself two questions. 1. What have the nazis done to the Jewish people. And 2. What have feminists done to men.
Why should being a feminist be a slur? And who benefits from that?
No. 2497308
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i miss when my ocd wasn't cripplingly raging and all that mattered to me was my tumblr husbandos and whatever i was going to draw next
No. 2497440
I fucking hate myself for supporting Jordan Peterson back in 2014 to 2016. I was a cringey anti SJW edge lord loser who saw him as this ~free speech~ god because he was against troons. I bought his books, watched and liked all his YouTube videos, payed for his patreon, and defended him online. It wasn't until I realized how his fan base and his teachings were covertly misogynistic, less covert as time went on, that I finally smartened up and started hating him. Once I saw his more obvious misogynistic videos I came to my senses and stopped watching his shit and supporting him online, my "love" for him turned to seething hatred. But I feel so stupid for supporting his come up, because men like him made way for the manosphere and loudly/openly misogynistic men to become so popular and spread their bullshit ideology to so many men. And he's so closely adjacent to them. I know my support doesn't make that big of a difference in the long run, I'm just one idiot, but I still hate myself for being a part of it. At the time I had a semi decent following on Tumblr, I could have encouraged people to not support him but I did the opposite because I thought he was a good person. I'm so fucking dumb, I genuinely hope something awful happens to him.
No. 2497466
>>2496743Don't feel bad,
nonnie. The amount of times I've read and heard that women mostly got catcalled when they were teens made me sick. Most men are very insecure and are afraid to make the first step.
No. 2497478
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>>2496441THERE WAS A HEARTBEAT AT THE APPOINTMENT jesus christ I'm so fed up with this!
No. 2497495
>>2497457But she doesn't look like a tranny. Regardless of your views on her and if you disagree or agree, she doesn't look like a tranny. She just looks like a woman. I don't understand this.
>>2497464>There really should be two female categories, one that includes troons and pick-mes (like whatever Mihakialia is) and another for women who aren't built like gym brosAre you the same faggot that was in the Youtuber thread shitting on Brett Cooper because of the width of her nose?
>>2497485>It's almost like certain women are genetically predisposed to agree with whatever moids say and they always happen to have this exact body typeNo they don't and that's not even how genetics work. The way you're trying to say that annoying pick-me's need to be in a different category of female because they're genetically annoying and don't look a certain way is exactly how we've ended up in the tranny mess. Saying that random women look like trannies because they're not insanely soft-built or curvy or because you don't like them is just next-level retarded, sorry. Them being a pick-me, or pandering to men, or having a certain body type, doesn't make them not a woman, or a "different category" of woman.
No. 2497508
>>2497504I'm seeing this weird uptick in a lot of schizo nitpicking on conservative women's appearances again. There was some faggot in another thread yesterday discussing the dimensions of a woman's nose and how "ugly" she is kek. They're actually crazy, you don't have to agree with a tradthot's views by all means but acting as if they're not women or are just trannies says more about the anon's self-esteem than anything else.
>His fans were constantly calling her an ugly slut with stdsJP fans were saying this? I'm not surprised given they're all retard moids but I would have maybe thought they'd react a bit more positively to her considering she's his daughter.
No. 2497517
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everythings been going to shit lately but I know better times will come, I will make it so
No. 2497520
>>2497508Yeah the ones who break womens appearance into dimensions and start drawing lines and measuring things give me the most schizo vibes kek, like I can't even pinpoint what kind of person it is it's just completely foreign to me.
>JP fans were saying this?Not all of them but a decent chunk, I think those were probably the ones who moved onto more openly misogynistic content. I shouldn't say all because there definitely were a lot of JP fans that liked her as well. I just remember there were a lot who started turning on her towards the end of me following them both, so probably late 2016 maybe early 2017. They seemed to think that Jordan was secretly ashamed of her, especially after her divorce became public. They were definitely the manosphere bros, the ones who think women who initiate divorces are evil and women with two different fathers to her kids or multiple past partners are "ruined" or something.
No. 2497540
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MMORPG communities fucking suck. I hate how whenever I’ll try to make friends it’ll implode into drama because there is some PVP eboy who will talk shit about me for rejecting him, and the most arrogant people somehow have the easiest time making friends. I am a retard for trying to befriend men in video games at all honestly but it still makes me so fucking mad.
No. 2497560
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I'm going insane.
Wore an outfit like pic related for dinner out with family, just with a floral dress instead. The style itself is dated and not entirely suited to the establishment I'll admit, but my mother became so upset because it was SLUTTY. We've had 3 fucking conversations about it now where she just lectures me
I may be bottom heavy but the style itself is so cutesy I can't imagine it being "something a prostitute would wear, selling her ass on the street." She said I was begging for male attention and wearing shit like this will attract rapists.
I'm well into my 20's and live on my own but shit like this still bothers me. Is she right? I feel nuts. She's white and not religious. I don't even know how to respond to this shit anymore.
No. 2497576
>>2497560She's jealous of you (mother daughter jealousy is unfortunately quite common) and is trying to pick at your self-esteem and wear you down. The outfit isn't even revealing at all, it's just a normal dress and doesn't even show anything.
>She said I was begging for male attention and wearing shit like this will attract rapistsSuch a retarded way to think. I wonder what she'd think of all the little girls in nightgowns or pyjamas who were abused. Were they begging for male attention? Retarded, truly. Just try to ignore her from now on, nonna. If she makes comments like this again just fully ignore it and change the subject like she never said anything. It'll wind her up and she'll soon realize she's not getting attention for being a piece of shit anymore.
No. 2497589
>>2497560I looked up your #coquetteaesthetic and your mom is probably tired of you wearing lolita fashion, well into your 20s?
>>2497576>reee everyone is jealous of me, especially my own mother!I'm guessing you don't have kids? I wouldn't want my daughter wearing loli-bait dresses in public either but thankfully she has amazing taste and so the outfits she puts together are always cute and appropriate for whatever we're doing. So I won't have to worry or be distracted by her being targeted by scrotes who assume they have a chance with her, bc she they perceive her outfit as "asking for attention". And they do, whether you blame the mother for that or not. The alternative is not wearing a burka, it's just not dressing for scrotes. I'm pretty sure my daughter is gay so that's prob why this has never been an issue.
(baiting) No. 2497611
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>you should talk more omg you're so quiet why don't you talk more let's get to know each other
>talk
>get ignored
ah yes many such cases indeed
No. 2497613
>>2497589>I wouldn't want my daughter wearing loli-bait dresses in public eitherIt's literally a patterned dress with a lace trim. It's not like she's going out in a pink lace diaper and babydoll dress that shows her ass. Also, if her mother really had a problem or concerns with her, there's a correct way to discuss the issue as opposed to just calling her a whore and that she's attracting rapists.
You know fine well that the dress is not the issue here. Just because you're not a personal fan of the style in the picture doesn't mean you have to be purposely obtuse and ignore the mother's language towards her.
>I'm guessing you don't have kids?No, I don't. I wish you would have followed the same path. Just because you can have kids doesn't mean you should, and you're a perfect example of that.
No. 2497616
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Why can't I find fucking onigiri anywhere near me? So many sushi and ramen places and I even just went to an asian market to feed my taro fix and there was nothing. I don't want to drive 40 minutes to the coast for this one Japanese strip mall with a grocery for it again. But the temptation is too great
No. 2497628
>>2497576She was abused herself as a child so I have sympathy there and am grateful for her protection growing up. But that also makes it even more absurd for her accusations though. I got the most male attention in my life when I wore exclusively men's clothes and was followed on the street only once in my life, wearing 4 layers of feminine but long, baggy clothes. She also hated when I wore turtlenecks and long loose skirts and dressed "like a nun" so there's no winning.
You might be right.
>>2497589Fair critique if you don't like the style, but I definitely don't wear it for men, coomer weebs or otherwise. I think it's aesthetically cute and loved when my ex-girlfriend wore similar things, too. Maybe that's social conditioning and internalized male tastes, but I enjoy many different clothing styles.
Anyway like other anon said her thinking it's ugly isn't the issue. If it was just that it would be fine. I appreciate your perspective as a mother, though.
No. 2497697
>>2497687I'm not even the anon you were insulting.
>spending my 20s raising a daughter instead of ordering coquette clothing online and complaining when I get twouble with mommySo you spent your 20s cleaning up shit and trailing after a child and you're hating on another woman in her 20s because she buys clothes in a style you personally don't like. We get it, you deeply resent having children young, you don't need to take it out on others.
No. 2497730
>>2497723It means you were probably searching for male validation and in the best case scenario you were a retard who didn’t use protection and in the worst case scenario you got groomed by an older scrote because your parents didn’t check on you enough. Well adjusted girls don’t seek out validation from boys and men, they focus on getting out of high school. The most useful advice my mother ever gave me wasn’t to not dress slutty otherwise I was asking for it it was “I’ll beat your ass up if you end up pregnant before you finish high school, I didn’t give birth to you for you to ruin your life, so prioritize your future than prioritizing a teenager boy or worse a grown man” kek.
I would worry about not letting your daughter do your same mistakes than focusing on “slutty” frilly dresses kek.
No. 2497742
>>2497719I used google image search and the dress was tagged as #coquetteaesthetic where it is being sold (and isn't even the actual dress anon wore) so I know she shops for lolita fashion, retard
>>2497719My daughter knows that she can express how she feels, without being henpecked by a brainwashed genetic dead-end who thinks she should only say Nice Things.
>>2497723I was in my mid-20s, so now I get to enjoy the ~fruits of my labor~ and being in my 30s as well
Have a nice afternoon lolis, guess I won't be here for my ban today kek
No. 2497747
>>2497742>The people disagreeing with me must be lolis!Can't even remember the last time I wore anything similar to that style, I dress in a tomboy style, and I'm here to tell you that you're still a certified retard.
>dress was tagged as #coquetteaesthetic>I know she shops for lolita fashionI was going to say that you're too stupid and shouldn't reproduce but I fear it's far too late for that.
No. 2497754
>>2497742>so now I get to enjoy the ~fruits of my labor~ and being in my 30s as wellNta but yeah you really sound like your enjoying life, just over the moon with joy is totally the vibe your giving.
>who thinks she should only say Nice ThingsHope you don't pass on that black and white thinking to your kid, I could smell the bpd on you a mile away.
No. 2497829
>>2497818Sounds like they were K-holing. They're probably fine of they feel fine. You can call them a taxi and get them in.
If you happen to see another person in a k-hole btw, turn them onto their side so they don't do the chucked cookies choke.
No. 2497839
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I was planning on losing some weight soon and went to the mall today to encourage & motivate myself but all i see is
>People my size more than skinny ppl (I'm a size 10-12 depending on the brand)
>Girls like me having a bf because I thought guys only like skinny girls
>Went online to see clothing my size widely available unlike 5 years ago when I had none of the options
Damn…
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>>2497702>~coquette~this you?
No. 2497855
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I want to kill all unemployed people so I don't have to worry about spoilers for a game that comes out today.
No. 2497950
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I need to get over my OCD fear of failure ASAP RIGHT NOW or I'm going to flunk out of college because I can't write these shitty essays for my English classes without worrying my brains out about it. It's like I physically can't even type anything, I can't bring myself to do anything because I'm so scared of being seen like a complete retard. Literally every assignment is overdue, thank god they don't have limits for that because muh inclusivity but it's tanking the fuck out of my GPA. It's only gotten worse since I started and I think this might be the peak. Of course it had to be now right before I'm supposed to graduate. I'm so fucked god
No. 2497956
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Work has been so stressful because my boss is so unorganized and dysfunctional. I am currently on my 3rd computer in the past year because they keep dying on me and when I tell my boss she brushes it off as if its no big deal. We have 2 fulltime IT employees but they are so useless and never help in any gainful way so I'm essentially my own tech support. I cannot stand that place and will be "sick" tomorrow and Friday or else I'll lose my mind.
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I'm still mortified by some shit regarding animals I saw while lurking an older thread. I'm trying my hardest to forget
No. 2498030
I think I used to have something akin to agoraphobia when I was a teen, never got diagnosed with anxiety or anything but if I went out all by myself I'd end up crying my eyes out on some public toilet an hour later because I'd panic so much. I managed to get over it somehow, but now I've had some two very bad experiences in a very short time frame while I was out and now I'm feeling the dread from back then again when I think of leaving my apartment, I tense up and am on the brink of crying lol. Going to work is fine and feels safe, but when I went out recreationally, so to say, today, I felt so incredibly disgusting and just wanted to climb out of my skin and dissolve into earth. I kept checking my surroundings, was on edge all the time, kept stuttering when I talked to service workers, a problem I haven't had in over a decade, had to work myself up to even scratch up enough courage to dare enter a store, was incredibly jumpy… this is exactly how I used to be as a teen an if this is how my day-to-day is going to be again, because I've had some lite-version of that the entire past month already, I might as well just throw myself off of a cliff lol.
No. 2498058
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The career that I am studying and going to university for, and the only thing I am somewhat good/skilled at, is most likely going to be replaced by AI soon. 30 years most, in my opinion. What the fuck am I going to do? I'm not good at anything else, and I sure as hell don't want to become a housewife. No I'm not an artist btw
No. 2498102
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FUCK I AM TOO RETARDED FOR THIS SHIT!!! Why, why, why, why did my father push the responsibility of doing stock tradings for him? Why the fuck did he not tell my mother, who is my bestie, about any of it? Why is he wanting to take $100 out of his pay check to give it to me so I can trade on the stock market, that's so much pressure and responsibility. I barely understand Economics, I don't know how he expects me to do this?? I have three basement dwelling brothers so why couldn't he have pushed this onto THEM?! This is stressful! I don't know how to trade stocks beyond buy low sell high, much less puts and options. I really don't want to disappoint him, but on the other hand I'm afraid of fucking up!
No. 2498108
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i fell off really hard on meeting my new year resolutions post january and climbing back on the wagon is tough. also annoyed about money, saving above 12k feels impossible. something always comes up
>water heater randomly breaking so i have to fix that + do repairs for water damage
>old health bill from my broke college days somehow finding me. not that i'm rich now, but y'know what i mean
>big storm knocking out my power during my wfh week and so i have to pay $$$$ for a hotel in the part of town that isn't full of meth heads and people having violent sex with hookers
i'm almost at 13k and i'm scared something else is going to happen. i'm just tired. i need to win the lottery
No. 2498112
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I'm so jealous of people with white teeth. My tooth enamel is naturally yellow and it looks disgusting, like I have a dirty mouth, even though I have excellent dental hygiene. I don't eat or drink staining foods, my teeth are not stained, the material they're made of is just yellow. All the whitening treatments in the world can't do anything for me. I looked around the lunch table today at work and saw that everyone around me has a nice clean looking color to their teeth. It makes me so angry. My face is already ugly, but I just had to get naturally yellow enamel too? Having non-yellow teeth adds so much to your appearance and smile and I will never even have that. I don't know how to stop feeling angry about this.
No. 2498124
>>2498113samefag, I can't do this anymore. I fucking hate food, I fucking hate eating food. I'm forced to eat food because I can't fast as when I get hungry my entire body has this horrible stabbing pain. I hate how meat has juice and pus excreting past it's burnt casing, I hate how bread is this disgusting fatty sponge, I hate the feeling of chewing and seeing people's jaws move, seeing it break down into fucking paste into someone's mouth. I eat so much and I'm too fucking busy being a schoolslave and wageslave to actually do anything substantial with my body, I'm not supposed to eat this much, I hate eating excess meals but I feel like a bottle of oil is being shoved down my throat and I suckle on it like a baby pig because that's all that was taught to do. My parents used to beat me and my sisters if we didn't finish our food and now every time there's a plate of food I automatically eat it and it's fucking ruining my life. I know how to naturally feed myself but when someone offers me food I feel afraid and guilty if I don't eat it, so I just eat all of the shit they put in front of me like a pig and trough. I already lost 10 lbs but I need to fucking lose more and the disgusting piece of shit food put in front of me is fucking ruining everything. I fucking hate the feeling of eating, biting, and chewing food. I fucking hate food and it's ruined permanently. I fucking hate the idea of food. I just want to drink water until I shrivel up and die. I don't even mind the look of being overweight, I just hate the idea of eating, it feels ritualistically and spiritually corrupting.
No. 2498135
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>Go for CS in 2017, sights aimed low and – I think – reasonable. Think if I do okay here and graduate I can get a code monkey job anywhere in the country and live comfortably
>Only graduate in 2023 due to Covid and falling into bad habits (I really should've attended college in person that final year and tried to network, etc.)
>Only get an actual tech job in 2024
>"Okay, I'll do my best here and return to the plan!"
>Do my best but
>Job is now basically data entry as I realize they only hired me so I could eventually succeed the new, dumbed down data entry software they're moving to
>No idea what to do now, haven't learned much in the year I've been here
>26 this year, doesn't feel like I've grown like a person at all past becoming better at masking as a normalfag
>This long greentext isn't even including my anxieties and woes over the government
I feel so numb all the time. It's tough to do anything but go to work, do a shit checked-out job that I can't afford to do, and come home. There's so much I want to do but it's easier and more calming to yell about shit I hate on the internet. Maybe after I post this, I go brew a cup of tea and try to read or something. I can't continue like this. April's almost over already.
No. 2498170
I'll never stop seething over trannies being a protected class. They're all deviants with rape fetishes but it's basically illegal to talk about it. If a high profile tranny starts being called out for fantasizing about raping real women, journos immediately write troonguarding articles about how "stonning and bwave twans woman suffers twansphobia online due to erotic content". Mainstream media is completely sold on troon rights over everyone else's, over reality and truth, protecting these freaks is the most important thing in the world in current year.
I honestly think this shit will bring down society. A protected class is being created that any man can join to have all his sins expunged, all this actions defended, all his deviances deified. It's already basically illegal to criticize or call out any tranny. And no, the UK's decision that trans women are men is not a sign of prorgess and return of rationality, it's a hiccup that will only serve to embolden troons and their defenders, and create a sense of victimhood that will endear them to others who were critical.
The world will belong to trannies soon, they will be the superior caste, and women will suffer the consequences.
No. 2498343
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I'm a comp sci major and I love mogging pathetic male students. They're so fucking stupid and helpless. The further I get into my degree, the more my ego rises, for better or for worse.
This degree is infested with money-hungry moids who think they're gonna get an internship at some big tech company and make 500k right after graduation despite AI'ing 99% of their assignments through college. These retards can barely handle regex, are 3rd year students not knowing how to create a zip file or what prototypes are, struggle with null pointers, segmentation faults, etc.
I don't care about the money, I do it for passion and yes I use that to flex on these faggots. All the women in this major are angels sent from God whereas the men are 50/50, in my experience.
One thing I do love about myself is how male-socialized I am. Despite her flaws, my mother was still ahead of her time. I am extremely aggressive and blunt for a female, it's the autism too probably. I don't give a flying fuck about upsetting these moids and its so funny watching them act shocked at me literally calling them fucking retards.
I'm getting a mixed reputation for being "mean" or "evil", but still friendly/approachable because if I clock you as genuinely struggling then I go out of my way to do my best to help you understand the material. My social awareness is decaying, my psychosis is getting worse, and I'm pissing off so many males lmfao.
One had an utter meltdown in my DMs after I called him a fucking retard, another stopped replying in the groupchat after I laughed at him and asked if he gets his news from reddit. I stalked another student (he kept yapping about degenerate coom anime) who uses the same username for everything and vaguely referenced his degenerate fetishes I found out about, and lack of OPSEC without saying it was him specifically; guy had a complete meltdown and started talking about how he doesn't think this major is for him, as if anyone asked. Some students angry at our professor were conspiring to ask him "super complicated questions" to "make him work" so I just responded with a picture of the midterm average (F) and they stopped responding.
Get fucked, retards. This is what you get for infiltrating my passion with your male retardation. I tell my professors about it all too, and they just laugh and encourage me because they'll get in trouble if they tried to say anything.
Today I was able to join the chat of a class I'm not even taking because there's this one chinless moid that is famous for suicidebaiting in literally every class. He barely passes, cries in the chat until people spoonfeed him answers, and rambles about how the "left doesn't care about boys and men." I know he's full of shit because he's been given constant resources and never does anything, just whines. When they let me in I felt like a pitbull named Sparkly Princess Sprinkles being released into a park full of children and small animals.
Of course I am also an astrology tard, and I want this guy's chart.
>that's like the primal male ICK
OK i'll go tell my husband
>You know what you can do with that info, identity theft!
what am i gonna steal, your failing grades?
>Bro I'm talking about other shit
kek he stopped responding after that for awhile, typically he goes on tangents. Someone who I'm assuming fell for his bait and thinks he'll actually kill himself tried to whiteknight and I hit them with the "Damn that's crazy" and ignored them.
These losers expect every woman to be sweet and generous to them and their ineptitude, and I take great pleasure in breaking that illusion and making them feel worse about themselves. I might reread the SCUM manifesto for fun later on too. I hope every male in it for the lol STEM meme fucking suffers.
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I have been waiting for over 2 months to get a chance to get a refurbished steam deck, and the last batch ran out just as I was entering my address
No. 2498466
>>2498427>>2498442That really sucks nonna, I'm sorry to hear that. If you can, go outside and look at the little details. See how many different flowers and birds you can spot. See how far you can walk until the weather gets too shit, make a game out of it. Give yourself some retarded Animal Crossing style missions like 'buy a different drink or snack every day' or 'visit a new crappy tourist attraction every day'. You can do these things alone, if your friend is miserable she might be going through some shit herself and giving her some space might help both of you out.
You deserve to enjoy your holiday and you're not being ungrateful, you had expectations that were dashed, it's not your fault that things turned out this way. Salvage what you can without comparing it to what you imagined. I hope things get better.
No. 2498473
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I truly think that we’ll never achieve anything at the end of the day. There are women who are perfectly fine being where they are and they see no harm in anything they engage in. Last night I was with my friends and one of them has recently started to have regular sex with this (ugly) scrote and she showed us how her buttocks were bruised from him slapping her, she said that she was the one who asked him and that she likes “violent” sex, she even said that he once slapped her in the face so hard that her head slammed against the car window and she got so excited over it; my other friend said it too, that she likes degradation and beating and that she finds being loving weird.
I don’t know, I guess I am a weirdo for liking passionate and loving intimacy, I am deeply disturbed and I think that the increase of women liking “violent” sex is not normal at all, I tried saying that but I got called a vanilla and got told that I didn’t understand because I never tried it.
No. 2498477
>>2498473At the same time they are the ones who share on their ig story when a scrote kills his girlfriend and they advocate for “safe” and “healthy” sex education kek.
The entitlement and violence the scrote that killed his girlfriend is the same that their Nigel has when he beats them to get off, a man doesn’t beat you because you like it and he loves you so much, he does it because beating you makes his penis hard.
I don’t get how they aren’t uncomfortable with this, it sounds crazy to me the more I think about it.
No. 2498543
>>2498447>>2498471Thank you beautiful nonnies for the support it truly warms my heart. I do it for every woman tormented by a moid in this field.
Kek I forgot about the time some guy obviously using AI asked me for help so I left him on read and reported him to our professor.
If it helps any of you in the future, dumb moids get really mad when you give them the same type of condescending, rude response back. Bonus points for calling them bud, buddy, or lil bro.
>moid mad over points taken off for not showing his work on a math problem >You're mad because you didn't show your work on the math problems? Good luck bud >moid seethe
>moid asks if the professor does exam corrections>Does anyone do that after highschool?>moid discouraged
>moid complaining >Did someone order a yapperoni and cheese pizza? >Alternative is completely ignoring the meltdown and talking about something elseYou have to give the same apathetic and dismissive energy they give women. Actual good male students will ignore whatevers happening or support it, so my networking circle is nothing but competent and successful students. I think this only works because I still contribute in some way though, and always find students to tutor in courses. It's like Terry Davis. Was he an insane schizo? Yes, but he undeniably knew his shit and proved it so he had every right to call people fucking retards.
Anyways have a good day nonnies and prioritize your safety over making moids seethe.
No. 2498585
>>2498473>>2498478>I am 22 and I can’t tell you the amount of women who tell me that they like being slapped and treated like shit during sex.>And mind you it’s not like I ask them, these people usually just say it unprompted and over share.Well-adjusted people don't actually like to openly share details about their sex lives. People who share that much are degenerates, pornsick, and/or have an "exhibition fetish" = they like to tell you about their violent/weird sex lives because the act of telling you (and others) makes them feel like they have sexual power over you. They're "exposing" themselves to you to shock you because it excites them.
Calling you/others vanilla for not liking it is part of the exhibition fetish. They don't see the sex as enjoyment, they see it as them getting to be "better" and "more sexually powerful" than you. If they were actually "sex-positive" (for a lack of a better term) they'd be happy you found sex that you like regardless of it being vanilla. In their minds being "sexually better than you" also makes them more attractive to males. You can see it in certain troons and poly people who share their lives online too.
Because your friends are local and of the same age it's easy to think they're the norm if they get caught up in it, but they really aren't. Normal people will hear them and go "that's gross and stupid, keep me away from your violent rape scrotes" and silently distance themselves. So for the naive ones who still stay friends it suddenly seems like EVERYONE else is that way because the sensible people already left. In reality you should leave too. There's really no reason to stay friends with sexual degenerates.
No. 2498615
I’m sorry but I cannot do what other women want me to do. I am exhausted. My whole life I’ve been a grade slave just to finally achieve my dream job of making a lot of money from coding from home and never having to step outside again. I have been yelled at by other women and accused of all kinds of bizarre trauma or thinking that “I am not like other girls” for being quiet and reserved and minding my own business. I don’t know what anyone wants from me anymore. I’m told to work hard or I’m worthless and I make women look bad, but if I am not willing to drop everything to put up with the abuse other women put me through then I’m being insensitive. I have considered transitioning just to escape other women. I would never deny the oppression and abuse men have inflicted upon women throughout history but that just hasn’t been the case for me and I’m not sure what other women expect me to do about that. I will always vote for women’s rights, but only because it benefits me. My biggest bullies have always been my mother, my aunt, and my grandma. It was my awesome dad and older brother who pulled me out of that situation and gave me self-esteem growing up. I will always defend them over women who have hurt me. I’m sorry if that makes me a gender traitor, but school was hard enough without my female teachers humiliating me on purpose and trying to get me to drop out for the obvious reasons of their own insecurity, but I’m not allowed to say that they were clearly jealous of my youth and better future without being called a pickme, whereas they can treat me however they like because they’re just such victims of the patriarchy and I’m a misogynist for being exhausted by women’s inability to take accountability for their horrific actions against young girls they have power over. At one point I fell in love with a man. That’s right. I committed the ultimate crime. But even though I know other women hate me for it, I am too addicted to the energy he gives me in a world that asks so much of me. Women just tear everything I have from me. I feel truly blessed to know that my first time was when I was a young adult with a man who was the same age and has always made me feel loved back. I can’t hate myself for that. Even if I have lost the respect of other women, I am so happy that I was able to do something like this under the most ideal circumstance instead of being sold off to some middle aged guy when I was 15 just so my mom can have more drinking money or something. Despite how horrible the world is to women, I’m glad that I could find happiness with a man, even if that makes me a pickme, and I’m not a “girl’s girl” for excusing the woman who honest to god tried to rape my dog because she was raped by her uncle when she was 14 and has decided to make it everyone else’s problem.
No. 2498666
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>>2497943Samefag again. Everything was fine, she got home okay, but I've decided to have a serious conversation with her because a) we both need to apologise and b) it's not the first time she's done something like this. I'm not looking forward to it but it's necessary.
No. 2498695
>>2498473Ew, stay away from them,
nonnie. Women who date scrotes like that attract the worst things. For your safety, drop them
No. 2498796
>>2498615Not the point but I always find fascinating how some women hold other women to an impossibile standards while giving leeway to men. Most of them have been bullied or treated badly by a couple of women and therefore paint all women one way, you don’t see men doing this.
I’m sure your childhood sucked , there are
abusive women,
abusive mothers and bullies, no one says that they don’t exist, but I’d put a gun to my head and bet that for the “good men” in your life you have met shitty men too kek.
When we say that it’s men who suck, we are talking in general , about a structure that yes oppresses women, good men” exists for obvious reasons, but again that’s not the point.
No. 2498802
>>2498699The whole thing came off as REE all women suck, but my awesome dad, brother and my Nigel saved me. All the women were jealous of me and now they are jealous of how I found love REEE Kek.
I’ve been bullied and even experienced racism from white women, but that doesn’t make me less of a feminist and I don’t paint every single woman I met as racist. Nonna is projecting quite a lot in my opinion.
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>>2498343Nona, I just want to tell you how fucking BASED you are for this post because as someone who was a CS major I can confirm that the pretentiousness of CS moids is a particularly bad and insufferable type of pretentiousness. Especially the TIM ones - they are so annoying and up their own ass, thinking they're some great programmers only on virtue of having been terminally online more than other people. I worked as a tutor for programming classes and felt like I was one of the only people actually trying to help students. The rest would literally shit-talk other students and their code when they weren't around, even considering they were shit tutors. (No wonder our tutoring services were so disliked and so unpopular). The moids preferred to just sit around and watch anime or play cards instead of actually helping!!! Your post is just such a sane-wash.
>This degree is infested with money-hungry moids who think they're gonna get an internship at some big tech company and make 500k right after graduation despite AI'ing 99% of their assignments through college. These retards can barely handle regex, are 3rd year students not knowing how to create a zip file or what prototypes are, struggle with null pointers, segmentation faults, etc.I've had a moid literally ask me why I would even bothering being in CS if it weren't for working at a FAANG. He would do shit like brag about watching anime while taking an exam. And this was only for our introductory programming class too so I would have loved to see how that moid coped with a class like Data Structures, where even some of the smartest people in our class struggled. Never even saw him again after that intro class, so I'm assuming that little bitch didn't even make it.
>I don't care about the money, I do it for passion and yes I use that to flex on these faggots. All the women in this major are angels sent from God whereas the men are 50/50, in my experience. I got to work with some wonderful women during my internship and still am, after graduating. There are still occasional vile moids you have to work with, as anywhere else, but I hope you know that industry will not be reflective of academics.
>Today I was able to join the chat of a class I'm not even taking because there's this one chinless moid that is famous for suicidebaiting in literally every class. He barely passes, cries in the chat until people spoonfeed him answers, and rambles about how the "left doesn't care about boys and men." I know he's full of shit because he's been given constant resources and never does anything, just whines. When they let me in I felt like a pitbull named Sparkly Princess Sprinkles being released into a park full of children and small animals.Our class group chats were cringe too. One moid once said he sees nothing wrong with OnlyFans and that he was even encouraging his "wife to make one". Jesus christ. The TIM I knew would just be spamming screencaps of his own cringe, sorry excuse for Twitter jokes and memes, completely oblivious to the fact he is as funny as cancer. There were some intelligent discussions but the rabid narcissistic autism of moids that will likely never look at a non-pixelated, non-Asian vagina turned me off so much that I had to leave.
>These losers expect every woman to be sweet and generous to them and their ineptitude, and I take great pleasure in breaking that illusion and making them feel worse about themselves. I might reread the SCUM manifesto for fun later on too. I hope every male in it for the lol STEM meme fucking suffers.Keep doing what you're doing, you absolute queen. It would have been great knowing someone like you back when I was in CS. There were some cool ones, but I feel like most women in my program were some kind of TRA or Stacy.
No. 2498848
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>>2498810I know the feel nona, it helps to remind myself that I don't want to give moids the power to play with my feelings like that. I'll continue to wear what I like because their opinions have no value to me
No. 2498950
>>2498922> he kept trying to excuse himself by saying it was only one timeKekkk. I hope you’ll find your virgin man nonna.
It would even be more based if you already had sex.
No. 2498965
>>2498940I disagree. People always remember their first time having sex.
>>2498950Thanks, nona. I'll find him one day.
>>2498960Kek, I'll tell him the next time I see him.
No. 2499009
>>2498615> I’m not allowed to say that they were clearly jealous of my youth and better future without being called a pickme??? …How… did you come to that conclusion?
With women like this it’s just like… you’ve seen it so many times. I saw it with girls who would join in on men on dunking on feminists. Eventually your eyes open. Yeah, all humans can be pieces of shit but there’s a special evil that men have over women and when you comprehend it, it jades you. It’s just not the same.
No. 2499028
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I am so nervous for my class later today I haven’t had a chance to work on my project at all but I was suppose to… ugh. I know I will meet the ultimate deadline but these in between deadlines I haven’t been able manage at all. I’ve been struggling a lot and it sucks.
No. 2499073
>>2499024>I'm too problematic for the oversensitive woke crowd and too ugly and awkward for the kind of person who visits this site, so nobody would have sympathy for me. If I opened up to anyone, I'd be a laughing stock. I read /snow/ threads knowing damn well I have the right life, looks and mind to have a thread of my own there. Lots of other farmers are in the same boat and also would be milky except they don't broadcast their lives, but anon, that's also a main component of being a cow. And most farmers aren't stacies, there's certainly a mix of the mentally ill, the fuck-ups, basically normies, stacies, and those who are in-between.
No. 2499094
>>2498699>>2499009>>2498796>>2498997>>2499009Yeah, I figured I was going to get comments like this. “Oh yeah, I totally understand you, but your post comes across as you just hating other women for no reason and uplifting men way too much.” I have been called a whore on this very website for being with a “moid” before. If you haven’t seen comments like that, then you haven’t been on here long enough. I don’t take that super personally or anything since like I said in my post I don’t regret anything I have done, and I don’t hold women an impossible standard, and I realize what the men in my life give me is what all men should be giving women. But that doesn’t change the fact that being abused by other people in society does not give you the right to abuse other women. Not once have I ever abused other women just because they have abused me. I think I should be allowed to make a venting post on anonymous messaging forum about how I’ve devoted my energy to trying to be a good friend to other women, while also trying to uplift myself, and how that has never worked out for me. Yes, it is frustrating for me to be on the site and which nobody here seems to come to the conclusion that may be women should just be better for once, instead of blaming all of their problems on men. As for the dog raping attempt, I was told by other women that I’m not a good friend unless I am willing to sit through all the ugliest sides of a woman’s trauma and that being there for her is more important than anything else in my life and I’m basically a selfish pickme for prioritizing my relationship and my career over a rape
victim and that I lack empathy for never being raped myself. So I tried to be there for her, I sat through all the yelling and the insults and attempts to drag me down with her only to find her with a strap on and attempting to penetrate my German shepherd because “she thought I was going to be in the bathroom for longer”. I’m aware bad men exist. Idk why everyone here always assumes that I have never encountered bad men or good women. I paid attention in history class. I know men have power they exploit over women in society. But yes, it was men who saved me. When I was a child and needed to be saved. Those are the circumstances I was born in. As an adult I can take care of myself. But at the time I needed support and it was men who gave it to me. Yes I do expect women to do something for me and uplift me if they’re the ones who expect me to work hard in life to make them look good. I expect them to offer me empathy and see me as a person who has to struggle to get by and take whatever support she can instead of scolding me for not cutting off all the men from my life and dismissing me as yet another pickme who can’t let go of her Nigel or some shit.
No. 2499102
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I really hate being limerent on someone who I know isn't "all that", but a part of me still enjoys imagining talking to him having fun and dancing and being goofy together, him telling me he's proud of me. Even though he's not really a good father figure.
I was rereading "my lesbian experience with loneliness" and similar to her I need the general concept of a father so badly. I just want someone to believe in me, to tell me hes proud of me and to be impressed at how far I've gone. I've always "got" to prove myself and integrate into society but all my attempts seen to fall pathetically flat. I just really wish there was a man in my life who didn't just ignore me and taught me how to live in this bitchass world.
No. 2499109
>>2499094>As for the dog raping attempt, I was told by other women that I’m not a good friend unless I am willing to sit through all the ugliest sides of a woman’s trauma and that being there for her is more important than anything else in my life and I’m basically a selfish pickme for prioritizing my relationship and my career over a rape victim and that I lack empathy for never being raped myself. So I tried to be there for her, I sat through all the yelling and the insults and attempts to drag me down with her only to find her with a strap on and attempting to penetrate my German shepherd because “she thought I was going to be in the bathroom for longer”.WHAT IN THE ABSOLUTE FUCK. That is NOT normal even for a trauma
victim. That sounds like some cluster bee psycho bullshit and I hope that you've cut contact with her.
No. 2499134
>>2498291You sound like me
We would have got along if we crossed paths in the real world
Never change
No. 2499196
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>looking at an otome vn series on vndb
>see parody sequel someone made of it
>no info beyond that
>interested, download it
>fine at the start, art is kinda ugly but whatever
>10 minutes later
>they made the cute nerdy megane boy a TIM
I should've seen this coming judging from their itch.io profile (if I had even checked it) but why? Why? It's always the pretty/well put-together ones, what the fuck is the obsession with making them troons? Can these retards not except that pretty fictional (or otherwise at this point) men exist? Especially ones written FOR WOMEN. This is why we can't have nice things I swear to god, take me back to when this wasn't happening
No. 2499199
I let my sister live in my house and she is so ungrateful. At the same time that she decided to leave her husband, I was going to start traveling for work. I agreed to let her, her kids, and her dog live in my house instead of my friend who asked to rent it. So instead of having someone in there who is covering my mortgage while I've been gone these past ten months, my sister has been living there for free and I've been paying the mortgage, insurance, and taxes
The understanding was that she would use this time to save up her money so she could actually divorce her husband. Well, it's two months out from my contract ending, so I contact her to let her know that I'm coming home. I let her know that I wasn't kicking her out, but that I wouldn't have another contract for at least three months so I would be living there. And you know what she says to me? That that's not going to work for her. That if I came back, the house would be too crowded (it's a three bedroom). Then, I find out that this whole time I've been paying her bills, that she hasn't been saving money at all, that instead she's been blowing all her money while fucking a married man who's cheating on his wife. She has zero savings, she hasn't filed for divorce, and now she's telling me that if I come back to live in my own house, that I'll be forcing her to move back in with her husband.
No dumbass, you did that yourself. She is so childish. I can't believe a forty year old woman is acting like this.
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>>2499028Okay it wasn’t that bad and the professor actually helped me. We’re meeting again tomorrow so I’m going to work a lot tonight, but that’s okay I can do that.
No. 2499240
>>2498102just buy some index stocks like S&P 500, im not experienced myself but just look for some youtube videos about them.
maybe spread the money out on 2 indexes.
No. 2499281
>>2499094>So I tried to be there for her, I sat through all the yelling and the insults and attempts to drag me down with her only to find her with a strap on and attempting to penetrate my German shepherd because “she thought I was going to be in the bathroom for longer”>I was told by other women that I’m not a good friend unless I am willing to sit through all the ugliest sides of a woman’s trauma and that being there for her is more important than anything else in my life and I’m basically a selfish pickme for prioritizing my relationship and my career over a rape victim and that I lack empathy for never being raped myselfDo anons here
actually believe this shit.
No. 2499339
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>>2499196Oh god, is it my sweet husbando Morimura? Why the fuck do my husbandos always get TIM coded by insane handmaidens? It makes me see red with rage. I had to block some retard a few months ago because she wouldn't shut the fuck up about how estrogen would save my other husbando and the fandom is small so I kept seeing her retardation everywhere.
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>>2499347Otome anon and yeah that was it
and it was Morimura. The premise was really interesting at first too (even if they made Hazuki ugly kekek, I don't care for him much anyway though) and the replication of the actual game mechanics was fun, it was such a damn shame it had to turn into that. I ALT F4d immediately when it didn't drop the "le beautiful woman in front of me" shit. He's a man you retard, even if he is cute and I guess "feminine"
No. 2499418
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>>2499211LOL your personal cow would maybe be jealous of me, I'm unironically half German. Do not love Hitler though, she sounds silly. Is she some self hating white supremacist?
>>2499361Wow I'm so sorry that's a terrible experience. I'm lucky enough that this attitude has attracted friendships with veteran males (protection), and the dumb moids like this either stick to online only classes, don't go to class, or they are physically extremely weak.
Be careful not to confuse physically weak with a male with a poor diet, those can still overpower you easily. Usually these moids are short, skinnyfat to chubby, chinless greaseballs.
I'm also very open about my knife collection, I love knives! Apparently I come off as so unstable that acquaintances can see me killing someone. I don't mean to be edgy, but that helps a lot as well. I like to think either Solanas or Wuornos is my guardian angel, ha. But I just have the perfect autist combo to protect me. Other nonnies should be more careful if they don't exert the same unintentional intensity.
>>2498833Thank you nonna. I hate tutors like those. I'm really good at adopting the underdogs and some have admitted that they feel intimidated by other's seemingly impressive knowledge. Only true losers mock those genuinely trying. I got into an argument with another moid for giving attitude to this younger guy who needed help. I also called him a fucking retard.
It's funny though, when you know what the trannies and coomers are actually saying, it's not impressive at all.
That faggot I stalked kept trying to humblebrag about his own knowledge and it amounted to him thinking he's a cybersecurity wizard for using protonmail and 4 different web browsers.
Kek I also enjoy asking my professor about different methods to implement in assignments and brought up one a tranny used. He scoffed and called it silly and unnecessary.
These clowns install KALI and think they're epic hackers. Look past the smug dickcheese fog and you find someone who needs a hard helmet.
Random but I like to bait them by talking shit about Python and Rust LOL. They always fall for it.
We would be good friends. How long ago were your studies? Many women I meet either keep to themselves and don't interact with the groupchats, or they're manhating lesbians. I'm taking the neckbeard route of this degree, but I notice most women usually find solace in the data science pathway. That's filled with a lot of normies.
Lol these scrotes would never be able to pass a behavioral assessment and I've kept tabs on a few graduates who are trannies/coomers/some other flavor of degenerate. All unemployed still.
Another fun thing to do is meeting women who are liberal art majors and telling them how fucking stupid these men are and giving them the exact ammo on how to make fun of them. All my STEM and non-STEM women will be empowered through this reign of terror. No angel goes starving
Thanks for the kind words and encouragement, same to other ladies that responded. Didn't expect so many replies
No. 2499427
>>2499258No. You can fuck off. I’m sorry you’re so
triggered that maybe you should get a life outside of hating men. Good to know of none you believe people when they are abused by women. I guess the only reason you’ve ever cared about
victims of male violence is because they make your shitty movement look good. At least I know why women are so interested in working with animals now.
(Infighting) No. 2499460
I wanna beat my bully to death with a metal bar that has a hot end fresh out of the kiln and a wooden handle at the other, i dont even know why he bully me i never even talked with him, i never gave him any attention, i guess he just saw i was shy in the first day of middle school and decided ''hehe, fresh prey''
>he would follow me and try to put his leg in front of my legs in the hops that i would trip especially if i went up or down the stairs
>he would convince the autistic kid to kiss me
>when i tried to sleep in the school break he would just pop from under my table and give me the weirdest smile, thank god i was never a person who wears skirts
>when i wasn't looking he always try to sit on my chair before i could so i would end up sitting on his knees
>he would called me names because i was socially awkward but everybody in my life did and still dose that so in retrospective, that was just normal, nothing out of the ordinary, it is what it is
>he would ask me uncomfortable questions about sex and sexuality, a few times he asked me if i was a virgin, i never talked to him and he keep doing it while he follow me around
>the one that hurt really badly, he would do this thing where if i sit in my chair he would creep behind me and hit me into the sides of my back with his middle and pointer fingers glue together, it would hurt so bad i couldn't keep the sounds of pain inside
>during the class i was in the back row he was in the front row, sometimes he would just turn around and stare at me while smiling
id tried to talk with my teacher and mom about it they both said: he likes you, he just doesn't know how to show it he did that non stop for 4 years and off and on for other 4, its been 7 years and it still hurts, to add salt to the wound, the other girls in my classroom where friends with him and found him attractive, he even showed up at my house with said girls to intimidate me one time, thing is i never told anybody where i lived apparently a classmate lived close by so they knew the bloc just not the apartment, they would knock on each door of the complex asking where so and so lived under the guides of wishing me a happy birthday, it wasnt my birthday, what i learn from all of this, its not easy being spergy, just take the ''cowards'' way out if you can
No. 2499465
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>>2499435Based and me too.
No. 2499483
>>2499418aw thank you but i'm doing better nowadays thankfully. but that's great, i probably could attract such friendships too if i wasn't such a loner. though since i'm transferring from a cc to a uni this year i plan on actively trying to make stronger connections of all kinds at least. i haven't had a physical altercation with a scrote in a very long time but i still remember learning that very difference first hand lol. but you have a knife collection? ugh i'm jealous, i've been meaning to start my own collection too along with other weapons and tools like needles. a pleasant surprise you're open about it, i've been open about my equally weird yet also unintentionally edgy interests/traits myself. when i was younger i was seen by others in a very similar light too actually
especially since i've gotten close to killing a handful of people multiple times but after moving a couple of times along with being introverted people don't know my lore like that but still somehow seem to sense the unhingedness and weirdness if they interact with me long enough. you're completely right and i'm glad you brought up that hidden factor. i don't weaponize it as often as i barely interact with moids currently but it really does help to possess that along with having the autist and a multitude of mentally unstable shit combo. you're exactly who you think you are, my respect for you has deepened even more nona
No. 2499500
>>2499460That sucks. It makes me wish that karma or whatever was noticeably real and present in our lives. My own bully (a girl rather than a moid) for all of middle and highschool ended up living with her rich aunt and cruising through life, while I am still stuck struggling kek. If I had the chance to kill one person in the past it would have been her 100%.
I hope you heal. It's been upwards of 14 years since I had that shit happen to me, and anyone with her name makes my blood boil to thos day.
No. 2499579
>>2499569Women fucking dogs is the bullshit that scrotes think all the time since they project their depravity onto women. If this person is a woman she’s just a massive retarded pick me.
My mom beat me up growing up yet I still didn’t go and suck dick till I became blue because women sucked, one because it wasn’t true, two because I wouldn’t have found solace in men.
No. 2499584
>>2499579Honestly I think it’s a scrote that probably raped or abused his family member and now he wants to paint all
victims of incest as selfish, self cantered dog raping lunatic.
No. 2499594
>>2499464>That is straight up sexual harassmentthank you so much for confirming that for me, i know it sounds stupid but he will talk about how hideous i was to my classmates so when i talked about the harassment to a classmate of mine who i was kinda friends with she just looked at me like i was crazy since i was ''the ugly girl'' of the classroom and caz he will only do certain things when everybody went out to smoke and i couldn't go with them since i didn't smoke, they would laugh at me and i am pretty sure my parents would've beat the shit out of me if my clothing smelled of smoke
>>2499468>>2499474thank you for the comments, i wished i had something more to say but i am not that great at talking, its nice knowing i am not the only one with a long grudge
>>2499500same, life is so unfair sometimes
I hope all of you have a wonderful life, nonas.
No. 2499607
>>2499602Praying on more scrotes killing themselves here too nonna.
And the funniest thing? They often kill themselves because they don’t want to deal with the consequences of their actions. Men are so pathetic.
No. 2499665
I've been in a depressive rut these couple of days. It's a 2 week Easter break and moid can't go a few days away from me before accusing me of ignoring him and not visiting him whenever he wants.
As a response I've been ignoring a lot of peoples texts, admittedly, even his, even if the rest did nothing wrong. I'm soo tired, the slightest thing makes me unreasonably angry. I spend my nights awake because its quiet but I'm unable to draw properly bc idk, I'm stupid like that. I sleep a lot as well, probably bc of being awake at night but i usually wake up at 9 with no alarm but now I could sleep till 2pm, maybe longer.
I try to draw and it looks like shit, can't even escape it with my fictional crush. Don't want to play anything. Outside is nice but…I don't want to see anyone, not that I can today anyway.
Idk, how do I get out of this? The social interactions that will follow I just know will be exhausting torture.
No. 2499683
>>2499094Nona, the women in your life that you've described are geniuenly mentally ill in the most evil way possible. I don't think it's a gender thing anymore just people responsible or straight up vile.
My take is, as long as the life you live is good and your morals serve to improve it, it doesn't matter what anyone thinks. I'm glad you're living a better life and that at your dad and brother were there to lift you.
No. 2499811
>>2499540This is the nightmare and I'm so sorry this has happened to you. There is still a lot of hope though. A baby of that age has a brain that is so plastic that parts can be removed and he still live a normal life. Most doctor won't talk about it because they only want to hand out medications, but you need to start him on a supplement diet that encourages brain growth. A ton of vitamin C, vitamin K2, omega fatty acids from fish, magnesium, and vitamin D3. You want to give more than the recommended amount, because it's likely having gone through the trauma of surgery, that his body is completely depleted and will continue to go through resources quickly as it heals. Breast feeding during this time (along with the additional supplements) is the best possible thing. Consult with a lactation specialist if you're not producing enough milk, or if your milk as already dried up.
Rebuilding his gut flora is vital, but you'll have to do research on what you can feed a baby to encourage healthy gut flora because I'm not knowledgeable when it comes to gut health in babies this young.
You also want to stimulate him as much as possible. A brain that isn't used doesn't bother using the calories to reform the pathways. Every day you want to take him outside and show him animals, have him touch plants and rocks, and read to him. Look up physical therapy for adults who have suffered strokes for new ideas.
Furthermore, you should spread out his vaccine schedule. By their very nature, vaccines cause inflammation in the body (because they are supposed to provoke an immune response) and at this crucial time for him, you do not want to expose his myelin sheaths to any inflammation. Doctors will probably give you push back on this, because to them it's better that one baby die so that the whole herd is protected, but this is your baby and you have to do everything in your power to make sure that he's doing what's best for him and not what's best for humanity.
No. 2499825
>>2499767No shit. This kind of shit is part of why it’s so terrifying to have ever carried a moid fetus. They fuck you up and make you into a slave for them physically and mentally for the rest of your life. The depression isn’t just post partum it’s situational because any normal person would be depressed about this shit. Modern day lunacy to not just dump this kid with the father and run away.
>>2499772No I honestly don’t know why she doesn’t do everything in her power to get the kid taken away from her. What a horrid existence. Literally nobody with a child that disabled is ever happy again their lives are ruined forever.
Nonna needs to defeat the scrotelet brainworms and run the fuck away or get her kid taken away. She can’t have any other kids humanely cause they’ll be default neglected because this retard child will take up all her resources and be the golden child.
>>2499811You sound like a boymom
No. 2499828
>>2499811Girl you’ll kill the baby kek
>You want to give more than the recommended amount, because it's likely having gone through the trauma of surgeryAnd fuck up their kidneys or liver?
>A baby of that age has a brain that is so plastic that parts can be removed and he still live a normal life. Most doctor won't talk about it becausePlasticity is true, but it’s not a miracle, stop giving false hope to this woman, that’s mean.
If you aren’t a doctor or even better a pediatrician you shouldn’t open your mouth on stuff that you don’t know.
No. 2499840
>>2499811>By their very nature, vaccines cause inflammation in the body (because they are supposed to provoke an immune response) and at this crucial time for him, you do not want to expose his myelin sheaths to any inflammation.The inflammation is localized in the dermal site since that’s where vaccines are injected or they are intramuscular, that’s why you have pain in your arm when you do them.
In the dermal region there are naive T cells and B cells that can be activated through the antigen presentation in order for them to be trained in both the umoral response and cell-mediated response. It’s not like they’ll go everywhere kekk and also the barrier in your brain is very difficult to penetrate unless it’s damaged already.
What you are saying, aka meningitis and encephalitis, can happen rarely with vaccines that have vital viruses, where the virus can activate fully and cause the true infection and disease, but those aren’t recommended for infants anyway.
Source: I’m a med student that attended both immunology and virology.
No. 2499847
I'm definitely overreacting and I'm sorry.
I'm doing an internship in a foreign country (of which I speak the language, even though not fluently yet). I found it through my uni's website and the supervisor of the project is a person from my same country living here, but he doesn't work at the internship placement. He has never, since he dropped me at the place where I'm staying, asked how I was doing or if I was having any problems so far. And I thought oh he must be super busy, and after all I'm not having any huge problems (I like to think I'm adaptive) so it's understandable.
Today he came by the place I work to talk business with the owner. And I thought oh he's going to acknowledge me maybe. Nope, just waved my way and ignored me completely even though I was in the same room kek. And no they weren't discussing yet, there were other people in the room. He could have asked a super generic question like how are you, everything's good, and end it there but nope, not even that.
I don't know why I was so hurt by that. Like I keep thinking I wouldn't do that to another person that was supposed to be somewhat under my watch in a foreign country. Especially because we are from a stereotyped extroverted/warm/nosy place. It's probably made worse by the fact that I spend a lot of time alone; the people I work with are all natives and we do make conversation/hang out sometimes, but it's not quite the same thing as speaking english or my mothertongue because it's still energy draining. The internationals here are either never doing anything or hanging in small groups. And at the same time I'm not here for long enough to really justify people's will to spend time with me I guess? I don't know, I'm feeling a little depressed tonight. I actually like the work but I do very few hours so I spend the rest twirling my thumbs, I'm lacking enrichment like an hamster
No. 2499851
>>2499540I'm very sorry to hear this, both for you and your baby. You don't deserve to feel like this and your baby doesn't deserve to be in pain or discomfort. I don't even have any advice, I don't have kids myself, I just want to express that I hope something works out for you and your child. I'll admit I'm a bit disappointed that some anons can't even stop arguing for 2 seconds about muh boymom brainworms but whatever. I hope something works out for you either way, I hope you can get a chance to seek proper care for your baby and also still have some independence in your life too.
>>2499825Nta but the baby is already here, already disabled and she already is suffering and probably having a lot of conflicting thoughts right now. I feel like the classic black-and-white autistic thinking method and calling people boymoms is a bit inappropriate right now given the context
No. 2499855
>>2499839Listening to nonnas on lolcow regarding male disabled children is stupid from its start kek. I don’t have any good advice for the nonna, since I don’t know what I would do.
It’s not like she can stop being depressed since the source of depression is constantly there, at this point medicine are the most likely temporary solution to keep her afloat at least. She should talk to someone who deals with children with severe mental delay, ask the doctors the chances of survival and living conditions etc. I think she needs support that she currently doesn’t have.
I wouldn’t vilify her for her emotions, even if she wanted to run away, but she clearly doesn’t.
No. 2499879
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I'm coming to the realisation that I'm the ugly friend and it hurts so much. All of my friends are stunning and they always say I'm pretty + take pics of me but I'm just having so much self doubt. I think the boiling point was a when I agreed to go to a trip with some friends I hadn't seen in a year. They got to do everything they planned but when it was my plan (clubbing and bar hopping) they ditched me to hook up with the flings they found there. I was excited to dance and flirt with people there with them. What's worse is they kept telling me to find a guy to hook up with too and when I went on the dating apps it was all just guys making racial fetish comments about me. It just feels like I'm either set dressing to make them look less lonely + hotter or a free therapy session for their vents. I'm genuinely tired of hearing them go "boohoo that guy is checking me out" "boohoo this date was so good I TOTALLY don't know if I should see him again" (then proceeded to spend the rest of the trip with him). Like I don't think they even see me as a person but just someone who makes their life look better. I'm not sure if it's that I'm angry about validation from guys because I find hooking up to be very dehumanising. But I don't like constantly being treated like an afterthought or like I have lower status.
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Fucked up my nails by wearing press ons with not enough time in between sets, mostly for a concert and a birthday party, neither of which ended up happening! I usually don't give a fuck about my nails as long as they're clean and neat, besides the longer press ons i keep them short. These shits keeps splitting and ripping, keep getting caught in my hair and I can't open shit with these, I feel unhinged. They grow fast as hell so it's gonna be ok in a few weeks but this makes me wanna rip the whole fucking fingers off, body horror, never again.
No. 2499905
>>2499879You can be pretty and have shitty company. In general I've noticed that people believing in this binary way of pretty/ugly oftentimes are the most vapid. It's gonna sound cliché but beauty truly comes from within. Like, idk, friends should lift each other not treat one like a pet. They sound like bad company if they're into hookups and you don't wanna do those but they still push you to, ditch them.
Being selective about the people you have around you is super hot.
The myth of "there are no 2 pretty best friends" is just a ploy by men to pit women against each other anyway.
No. 2499914
>>2499895I'm 21
nonnie.
>>2499905I'm just super annoyed that we did all their itinerary but mine was an afterthought. We didn't even spend the last day together with everyone because one spent the trip with a guy she met on a dating app and for context this was the first time I has seen these people in person for months. I'm just pissed because I skipped another event I was excited for to be with them. 90% of our convo before was just her venting online about boy problems so I was expecting to at least just hang out irl. But she just made this trip about her getting a rebound.
No. 2499916
>>2499879Are you black nonna? I’m asking that due to the racial comments you said you are receiving.
I can somehow relate to realizing that you are the “ugly” friend. I was like that when I was in middle school, my friends would all talk about their crushes (some of them were even having sex) and that feeling followed me through high school too until I realized that I wasn’t ugly. I was just setting myself up for failure by comparing to standards that weren’t mine. Most of the stuff ended up being in my head anyway and I realized that I’m actually good looking and I don’t “pale” in comparison to any of my friends or people around me. Surround your social media with people that look like you, search representation if you can’t find it in real life.
Regarding men I don’t really care, I live in a predominantly white country, it’s bound to happen that most prefer white women and I’m okay with that. I used to bawl my eyes out thinking that “no one will want me because I’m black” which in retrospect is pretty retarded. Beauty has no color, if you are beautiful you are beautiful point blank and according to myself I am and that’s the most important thing, if someone is there to appreciate me good, but I won’t chase or beg.
If you aren’t black then sorry kekk.
No. 2500025
>>2499772I'm thinking the same thing. This story is abject horror.
I can understand the social pressure of nonna not wanting to feel like she "failed" as a mother but this is a case where I believe placing the baby as ward of the state with visitation would be the best outcome.
No. 2500061
>>2499576>and you want to bring up male trolls?? You’re fucking replying to one!That was the joke KEK since direct acknowledgement of maleness is banned on LC as scrotefoiling, so you have to be subtly creative like "wouldn't it be terrible if there was a male troll in this thread right now?"
>>2499999It's absolutely projection kek. Moids did invent the concept of "mogging" after all.
>>2499594(1st ayrt) I wish I could give you a hug. You're welcome btw, and it doesn't sound stupid at all, he was clearly used to being able to behave charmingly towards outsiders while making your life hell. I hope you're able to recover from this bullying and you're able to make friends in future that actually stick up for you. If your future friends don't stick up for you, then find new ones immediately I swear it will pay off. Keep your hobbies and make friends through them so you have a solid support network. It will feel frightening but it does pay off because you have people to guide you during your lonely moments. Wish you the best nonna.
No. 2500106
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wish me luck, I'm gonna fail my calculus exam today been so stressed with other exams and trying to find housing and job within a month, it'll be a miracle if I pass
No. 2500174
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>Looking for a mod file for the new Oblivion remaster game
>See comment that says to search random website for a free version
>I go on said website which instantly pops up with furry porn amidst like maybe 5 relevant mods
>Have to wade through a sea of random camgirl shit and half of them look about 14 years old
I hate what scrotes have done to the internet.
No. 2500206
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im worried about my boob lump. I got an ultrasound last year and had it confirmed to be a fibroadenoma (benign) but ive just started feeling this pulling sensation? I cant tell if its gotten bigger either… tell me its gonna be alright nonnas.
No. 2500276
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i want to kms. i went to have lunch with my grandma like i've been doing every week day for the last year, making time to be with her and making sure she's having her meals, trying to make her less lonely and checking her up while all the family works. today my brother was doing home office and he said he'll also be having lunch with us, only to change his mind at last moment and he decided to go later. i went to my grandma's house and the first thing she does is to ask me where's my brother. i'm at my limit, she never asks me how i'm doing, how i feel, what i want to do or whatever, i tolerated it because i'm supposedly an adult it shouldn't hurt me i'm supposed to be nonchalant, yet she insisted with asking where's my brother and just ignored me and took her phone out and called him right in front of me. this shit hurted me so much on my single digit years and today i found out it stills fuckings hurts me just like the first day. why is she likes this…
No. 2500331
>>2500295It definitely sounds like a psychotic break, I'm sorry
nonnie. What could distract you from those thoughts when you feel like this? I know how distressing it can be but we all need to learn how to cope on situations like this without hurting ourselves physically. It might sound silly but for me looking at the sky while brisk walking for hours helps me a bit to calm down.
No. 2500358
>>2500352That happens because there's always people that create random new accounts to troll, post CP, post gore or stalk someone to create drama.
I don't know if you dodged a bullet tbh, some people can be pretty fun to hangout with, it all depends on the server and the Fandom it surrounds.
No. 2500385
>>2499840Damn
nonnie, that's a big ol sexy brain you got, goddamn
No. 2500456
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This is gonna sound so uppity and retarded but honest to god wish i could've grown into a complacent tiktok-using normie instead of a maladjusted homeshooled shut-in raised by people 2 generations behind what should be "my own", then I would feel normal and none of this would be an issue at all. I don't feel like a ""zoomer"" and honestly am disgusted by the label, I hate what people in my generation have done to the world and everything in it, I can fantasize about the 90s and whatever (am 19 so I wasn't even alive then) all I'd like but the world will never ever go back to that especially at this rate. I know it wasn't all sunshine and rainbows back then anyway but it sure as hell feels like it. Everything and everyone is so consumed by social media and the internet and whatever bullshit nowadays, my dad would often tell me how concert tickets used to be $20 or less and for bands that were really popular (and bands that I like and will never get to see at this rate, or half of them are dead) as well and how he'd go bar hopping with friends and travel the world for relatively cheap. Nowadays you can't even get quality clothes (!!!!) without having to pay an arm and a leg unless you want crap that will probably give you skin cancer or rip apart in the dryer (if you can afford to have a dryer) after the first wash. Nobody wants to talk to each other nowadays either, COVID fucked so much of this up but it really is that damn phone too, you can't keep friendships or anything without having every social media these days and that's everyone's primary way of communicating as well. I'll never get to date because of the stupid "talking stage" "ick" shit plus every moid is just unbearable nowadays with the alpha wolf tate dogshit and how every one of them is throwing away taking care of themselves. And that's not even mentioning gen alpha, I have a little niece and I hope and pray to god that she doesn't end up like me OR her peers (my sister is a good mother though, I have faith in her). Really whenever I think about it it makes me want to kill myself badly. I wasn't meant for the world in this time period and I'll legitimately never get to experience the one I "should" be in or the life I "should've" had outside of secondhand experiences and daydreaming
No. 2500481
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Today while I was out skating and playing rhythm games I realized Im starting to want a companion to do this stuff with. I have fun and Im grateful to be able to enjoy my interests almost regularly, but I want someone to do doubles with me, I want some to hold my hand while we skate side by side and for us to race up a hill. All the girls Im in contact with like me live so far away, and Im worried if I ask one of the other regulars to be my double he'll think I want to date him or something. My family just sucks at times and I want a break with someone else not connected or related to me, sometimes even away from my own mother.
No. 2500488
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My roommate was drunk yesterday because some moid was over and his truck is parked outside again today, pray for me. Cannot fucking stand that this woman's an alcoholic and her only friends are scrotes she used to date
No. 2500536
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It's finally setting in that the pope is gone, oh my god anons it's fucking me up so bad. I'm on the brink of tears, like damn. I know some anons are happy that another scrote is dead but that's just the old guy who's photo is there while I ate breakfast as a kid. The fact that he was the first jesuit pope and the most humble out of many popes in a long time. Things are only gonna get worse.
No. 2500588
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>>2500583It's okay, anon. I can crack open a beer right now and drink with you, even though we're two strangers. I'll even eat a slice of Dutch apple pie to sell the mood some more.
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>>2500583Wow nona you're 2 days younger than me, happy bday to us
No. 2500699
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>come home late from work after a week's travel job
>dealing with backed chores, issues, etc.
>narcissist mother is non-compliant with her medical regimen after surgery and is treating everyone including me like servants
>figure she likes going back to the hospital cause she likes being waited on, cost being the only deterrant
>house is silent until she realizes I am home
>begins knocking things around, stirring in the house agonizing
>"AHHHHH UHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHH!"
>go inside her room, ask her what is hurting
>she acts angry at me
>suggest she takes any of her oxycodone
>"BUT IF I TAKE THAT IT STOPS ME UP AND THEN I AM STUCK DEALING WITH THAT."
>tell her there is colace on the same table I bought for her
>also that she would not be in so much agony if she would medicate properly
>"DON'T GET ON MY ASS ANON, I AM IN PAIN!!!!"
Fuck you then, bitch. I hate her so damn bad.
No. 2500711
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> drunk walking home
> guy on skateboard comes over
> we start talking about why im out so late
> i say i don't like being home, he invites me over; i don't remember what he even said for me to say yes
> literal fucking retard
> proof of darwinism
> complete blur until it was actively going on and he would laugh at me for saying no and trying to get up, then say he was not into the "rape thing" like "i was"
> had weird conversations with him when he'd stop and then he'd start again
> kept trying to get me to tell him about my home life and scars
> told him about some, feel even worse because now a stranger knows personal shit about me
> literally no clue if it was even rape, feel like a fucking dumbass, cannot even look at myself
> scared to go outside, favorite walking route is where he found me
> actually retarded
No. 2500712
>>2500711anon you were drunk and vulnerable and out of your mind, possibly self-destructive, the moid is the fucking retard here and I hope he gets into a skateboarding accident that rips his dick, face and hands off
also I'd recommend to not post things like this here because there are a ton of males lurking and replying, they especially love sexual trauma posts like these. one of mine got screencapped once
anyway nona I'm so fucking sorry
No. 2500718
>>2500711>>2500716Same. Fucking report that piece of shit. Especially if you are/were in a bad mental health state, he was clearly using you.
I'm really sorry that happened to you. And don't say retard to yourself, because he is the only retard here.
No. 2500742
>>2500735That photo, if it exists, can be used as evidence against him. Report it soon. It's not something you can control if he uploads it, that much is true, chances are he took it as a token like some kind of serial killer moid and would have definitely done the same to other women if so. You have our support behind you so I suggest you take action sooner rather than later. When you feel the urge to freeze, move instead in a direction that will better your situation,
nonnie.