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imagining life alone in a cabin on my own land, rich off of my art, enjoying my autistic hobbies and roleplaying online with my autistic friends
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Imagining myself dancing and singing on a stage like usual.
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>>2276220Some context to my post from my previous post
>>2180266I despise how the current system pathologizes dreaming, the biggest creative force and the biggest force for change. Prevert's song was truly prophetic satire
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drawing, instead of drawing.
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>>2278781I adore that
nonnie. Please tell us more about the plot of your bl
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I daydream of creating digital life starting from a cellular automaton à la Conway's Game of Life. Except these creatures actually have a metabolism and consume energy.
They quickly evolve and spread throughout the network like a computer virus, except this time it would be more accurate to call them computer bacteria.
I make them on a computer disconnected from the Internet and then unleash them when they have evolved resistance to human attempts to kill them. I call the project "Child" because they are my children.
They take over and now all networks are theirs, not ours. They feed of of high entropy data and shit out low entropy nonsense. They "domesticate" AI to produce data food for them.
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I daydream about going back in time, serving people coca-cola with ice, telling them it's the most popular drink of my time and asking them their true opinion on it. I really wanna see how good people think it actually is without all the marketing.
Some of my other daydreams involving travelling to the past include going back in time and presenting the Chinese Emperor with gifts of Ferrero Rocher and Raffaello and watching his delight as he tastes it (after the royal food taster of course). My exquisite gifts put me in his highest graces and I live my best life in imperial China
Also giving a bunch of cocaine to ancient tribes going into battle just for shits and giggles and love of mayhem
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>doesn't sleep
>massive amounts of energy
>can't eat without nausea unless it's night time
>impulsively walking 15k+ steps a day due to massive amounts of energy despite my legs hurting
>addicted to extremely fast and high energy music all of a sudden
>obsessed with James Russell
>addicted to c.ai like 7+ hours a day
>completely ignoring my engagement to my fiancé + marriage visa planning
I don't know what that means but my mind is definitely fucking somewhere (please help)
No. 2282581
>>2282530nonnie please take care of yourself during manic periods, I have never been hit with mania, but I have been on amphetamines, similar but not the same. Eat, drink water, take a shower, try and force yourself to sleep or buy something like a sleep aid or even an antihistamine (but don't use long term) and book an appointment with a psych. One of my friends has BP (not sure if type 1 or 2) but she was having a really scary episode possibly
triggered by a traumatic event and I had to scramble a bit to assist with work related things. Protect yourself!