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No. 2254053
Now with more nun cow!
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>>>/ot/2253737Girl how bad was your fucking month that you end up begging a moid for sex kek. At least you have enough self awareness to know how messed up you were acting.
I do feel a bit bad though because it sounds like you did have a genuine friendship, but I’m not sure it’s recoverable. I can’t imagine how I would face someone who I was begging forces the previous time we met. Do you share many friends in common? Would he ever mention it to them? I would die. At least you don’t work together, now that would be an even worse hell
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every time I get into a relationship with a moid I start fantasizing about kissing women more
No. 2254797
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>>2254768This sounds like the fun version of asparagus water.
No. 2256666
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I'm veering very close to being pro-eugenics and ecofascism. The inconvenient truth is that needless destruction of land and abuse of animal life is always linked to degeneration of society/culture and mistreatment of other humans. All populations could be improved by sterilizing (or in some cases, killing) retarded assholes and rapists, but it won't happen because there are simply too many of them in every single corner of the world and in every group. Every society is quite literally controlled by retarded assholes and rapists. In reality, most people shouldn't be breeding.
We can't even have any fruitful discussion on eugenics because men are incapable of not putting their penises first. Whatever they say ends up being a front for "I deserve pussy, other men don't". The biggest example of this I've seen are failmales view themselves as inherently superior to others over race. They're attempting to ride the coattails of other (often better) men with literally no other relation to themselves and gain sexual access via politics. If they really wanted to help their race "rise" or whatever, they'd willingly become cuckolds and fluffers to men superior to them, act as matchmakers for women, and take on the role of eunuchs. How is it that you were born with one testicle, started balding at 18 and have an extensive family history of disease, alcoholism, retardation and mental illness, but you still want to pass on your genes? Are you a golem sent to shit up the human species? You're just going to fuck up the bloodline of any woman of any race that you touch. Even worse than that are the women with low self-esteem, extreme mental illness and mate-selection dynamics so poor that they entertain those dysgenic men (among other types) and pop out 6+ abominations who will either grow both confused and mildly to severely resentful of their families (this is if they're blessed with self-awareness, or are lucky enough to be spared the worst traits their heritage has to offer) or just continue the cycle and reproduce more. The latter is a lot more common. I believe the human species would genuinely be better if you had to prove that you should breed, rather than it just being a given (or worse, an expectation), but people are too irresponsible, selfish and want "mini-mes" they'll barely even bother to raise well too much for that to ever happen, and it makes me sad. The same kind of selfishness and stupidity are what fuck up the whole world and cause harm to nearly every other species, the environment and the planet as a whole, but we still have to hear some stupid faggot talk about how going to Mars is the next frontier. Fuck off.
No. 2256824
>>2256666if
all humans are selfish breeder retards, why do you come to eugenics (which is inherently pro-breeding, just breeding the "right" designated ones) instead of human extinction & antinatalism? isn't it much more simple to eradicate all instead of having to tightly control the human population so no one dare commit a crime against, or exploit human and nonhuman animals?
No. 2256926
>>2256898I genuinely think no one that has any actual political power right now is even slightly a pro-eugenicist, in fact retards breeding uncontrollably is a feature, not a bug.
The systems we have in place depend on constant populational growth, and if the retards are the only ones that can/do breed, then it still hits their goals. That's why many governments around the world are trying to limit people's (and
especially women's) access to information.
No. 2258473
>>2254347Their parents are probably exhausted and glad they are bothering you and not them for one moment in life. They have to deal with that kid all the time. Imagine how annoyed you are after a few minutes, that’s their life. that’s why they don’t do anything
Not saying it makes it right just saying
No. 2258548
>>2258515I prefer to say fap, but I never use the term here as it might
trigger some nonnies. So I just say "masturbate".
No. 2258606
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I noticed that I have been a lot less stylish since growing up, I was an emo teenager, and i never got tattoos or piercings when I hit 18, I don't know I have just always been sort of plain, somewhat indecisive.
My confession is that I'm a big nlog and I see people who do certain things like dana from the polyamory thread with her piercings and dyed hair and acrylic nails and I think what is the point of these ornaments if they are on such a fat and dirty person?
I don't think tattoos look good on anyone unless that person is absolutely jacked, and I don't think bright dyed hair ever looks good, but i can't imagine someone who regularly works out with bright color dyed hair.
have you guys ever seen someone with an alternative style actually be fit and hygienic? I think that is one of the reasons i have outgrown the style,Jake Munroe comes to mind, that sort of style just tells me someone drinks a lot (or does drugs or is immature and somewhat lazy) like if you want to look good or cool instead of painting your fat face white and dying your hair purple to look like a fatass jonkler with a bunch of holes in your face from all those shitty piercings, just put down the fork and go for a run…(and i know that faggot lost weight but he is still a good example) I also noticed a lot of people I know personally, they still dress emo, or in a more modern version of that have gotten pretty chubby and mature looking (facial hair) and they still wear their hair like in a swoop and wear studded belts and all that. It's horrifying. Like putting lipstick on a pig.
I feel kind of superior but I can't really word it well, it's just more mature and attractive to take care of yourself than to be someone who's "stylish" who has bad hygiene and sits around and eats junk all day. I know the rocker style is kind of like hedonistic or whatever but still,
No. 2258649
>>2257252Thank you nona I am still cautious because he does still use it from time to time, and is a moid. sorry your 4chan moid turned out to be too 4chan moidy
>>2257734I know but I mean in the sense that he's a well adjusted member of society, and probably as abnormal as a woman on lc
>>2258036I'm clearly a bit retarded but obviously I looked up his name on the archives?
No. 2258657
>>2258515i don't understand how the nursery rhyme is connected, i don't think that's where it originated kek.
>none of the other terms available are both normal and casual."jacking off" doesn't sound normal nor casual either though. it's all retarded a pussy can't be "jacked", nor "flicked", "jilled", it's all shit. maybe "rubbed"
No. 2258681
>>2258649>he's a well adjusted member of societyhe's still on 4chan, so no. he might appear that way, but well-adjusted and male imageboard user do not overlap.
>and probably as abnormal as a woman on lcdemonstrably false. women on lc are harmless autismo cringe queens with a few unhinged weirdos who nobody takes seriously. 4chan moids are, well, you've been there. women also aren't memed into debauchery the same way scrotes are so there isn't an issue with women being around weirdo extremists because the vast majority of us aren't going to change our ways. meanwhile moids can meme themselves into bisexuality just by being like "lolol no homo, but what if tho?" to say nothing of how they meme themselves into deeper misogyny
No. 2258779
I just had my first big argument with my fiance. He's from a good family, a wealthy and well adjusted one. He's a smart man, and rational, and kind, and naive, with very good prospects, inheriting a family business. I had him sobbing in front of me. I felt him fracture beneath me, and all I felt was a numb, concentrated coldness. I broke him down, and in that instant, I know I won. He has no idea what he is getting into with me.
I'm from a bad household, an abusive one, and he isn't. I know how to manipulate. His family is picture perfect Norman Rockwell. And I know I'm going to come into his innocent, honest mentality and loving family, degrade his entire being, and steal his innocence. I'm going to show him what abuse is. He will never be the same, if he ever gets free of me. Every normality his family has striven for is going to vanish with me and the children I have, and the resentment and mental issues that I instill in them. And I'll see him and his family degrade, day after day, and love melt into hate and mistrust, and I'll feel vindicated, and have my bitterness for his happiness viciously satisfied.
I don't want to do this to him. He's a good man, and he doesn't deserve it. He loves me.
But I don't know how to stop. And I know I shouldn't want to do this. But I do want to do this, and I will. And the world will be a worse place for it.
No. 2259278
>>2258779please journal instead of doing this. you did deserve more love, and that's very sad, how unfair the world is. but this is not fair.
>>2258481you have no idea how beautiful women are regardless of how their body looks. saggy tatas are still tatas and…amazing. every part of a woman is pretty, and if someone likes you they'll find all of you enthralling. i think i'd have a heart attack if i even got to touch a vag, they're the most beautiful i have ever seen, i literally shake sometimes when i see satin dresses on a girl, even though im not gay. also i feel like it's normal to have tits that aren't facing each other, just doing their own things, mine are looking in opposite directions too. you're not disgusting at all
>>2254768i loved making potions as a kid…omg shampoo and shaving cream potions, or puddle potions… i miss it
No. 2259495
>>2259482I have sexual chemistry and have yearned for women as life partners, lovers, someone i both am intoxicated by closeness too and care deeply about, and am turned on to the point of quivering by them and wanting to have pussy in my face, however, women do not feel the same way, so i chose to commit to a guy who is nice but i don’t have the same chemistry with as i would a woman, and have been looking the other way and replacing my thoughts of them with thoughts of him for a year, because now i am loved and chosen and understood, and i love him as a person. It’s worked after a while. I had to almost cum thinking of women, because i couldn’t thinking of him, and then switch to think of him. Sometimes i don’t want it that much. But it’s mostly worked. So I’d say im straight by choice, but i love gays and lesbians.
Are you straight but having these feelings also? Or just admiring something beautiful without wanting to touch it?
Sage for blogging
No. 2259892
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>>2258779please update us on your villianesque dark triad stacy journey to mindbreak your moid
No. 2259893
>>2258812you going from “i am the worlds most callous cyclepath i am an ice cold vampire” to “you’re right i’m sorry” is honestly so funny. you’ll be alright just do some dbt and maybe stop listening to the thoughts that tell you you’re the worlds most evil person. evil people don’t think they’re evil.
>>2258818 and listen to this person if you really need to let your dark side out. you were abused and you should technically make your abusers lives hell, god actually told me himself that’s the only way to get into heaven. good luck!!
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I'm crushing hard on this very passable FtM I've been stalking who lives in the same area as me. What do I do? She's so cute and we have the same interests.. I want to at least be her friend.
No. 2260135
>>2260130I feel like anons throw a dart with their eyes clothes to pick what weird comment to say is a tranny these days. Ok it’s gross. .. ?? Tell me that? I don’t have a penis because I said something disgusting. God
>>2260117Not shit, ew wtf. No, I just let myself pee a little because I always get the thick absorbent types (heavy flow) honestly not on purpose I just have accidents when I hold it in for too long
because it feels good>brandI don’t really remember the names of brands of common household items I get, it’s whatever’s at the shop. I could check but I’m in bed and comfy. It’s purple though
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>>2260154>if she's on tShe is and she has top scars, but she's muscular and looks really good. I just know the voice is going to throw me way off. What a nightmare to think about though. I guess it's better if I continue to watch from afar. Oh, you gay and cruel world.
No. 2260291
>>2260167Are you a retard? The Nigelfag has been saying that she is “sexually attracted” to women , but she’s staying with a scrote even though she literally has to dissociate to have sex with him. But according to her “women don’t feel the same”.
Classic bihet who always yaps about wanting women but who is always jumping and riding on dicks.
No. 2260323
>>2259698Haha yes…you can't brute force the same attraction you'd get with a woman. But after being friendless and relationshipless chasing women, doesn't it seem easier to have a diluted love with a man who puts you first? If you're friendless, which I used to be, you get a lot more desperate to settle too, to not be alone anymore. Thank you for understanding anon. I'm sorry you're spiralling too. It's a hard decision to make.
>>2260160I guess you could call me bihet if you want, you sound rather angry, although I don't find myself into male bodies, only the sensations, like being eaten out or some actions of intercourse, but it lacks the raw attraction and chemistry I'd have with women, being attracted to her body, having butterflies. I sometimes wonder if following your feelings even matters. Feelings all die anyway.
It's true, I could've chosen to live single, but I had no friends or close family either- so someone who understood, and made me laugh, and feel safe was way better than being alone, even if sometimes I just have to get patiently through kissing and stuff. The weight of loneliness is very severe, life began to feel like a lot of effort. It's the first time I've dated a guy, and I often do things to keep the relationship going without even wanting it, because at the end of the day, I'm not alone.
>>2260167thank you
>>2260291I dated many women who didn't take me seriously, or went back to exes, or didn't feel the same way. Had an experience with two of them. My current guy is the only one. I guess you could say- with women, it's like this 'feeling charged with excitement and joy and this melty feeling in her presence, wanting to be close, and touch her body, sometimes getting into various acts, feeling lovesick when she's not there' and with current guy it's like this 'neutral, occasionally a feeling of happiness and being understood, having a laugh, wanting to see him healthy and happy, feeling safe, getting through kissing and stuff i don't really feel like doing'. If you look at the pattern of my life, it's been all women and one man. I think there are a lot of 'bi' girls who play up being gay for quirky/sexy points, and are actually straight, but there are also bi girls who find it very hard to find girls that like or commit to them, and are deeply lonely, so pick the easier option.
No. 2261097
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I was groomed by a tif, it was not some joking about sex-jokes type of grooming, but taking pictures of me when i was asleep and naked as a kid. I think this fucked me up when it comes to my sexuality because now I have a very specific fantasy of just beating up tifs, just watching them crumble beneath my fingers and watch them cry. The synthetic horse piss going against everything they were told; that T was supposed to make them stronger, that they fully transitioned and escape the internalized misogyny they believed in. I want to see their bones break from the osteoporosis they've caused themselves, I want to see them all bloody.
I'm going to therapy about what happened to me, but I haven't told anyone about this yet. I just hope that this fantasy leaves me in the future.
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I have a fairly normal heterosexual roster of husbandos but for some reason I also fantasise about Bloberta Puppington and I don't know what to make of that. I'm not attracted to real women at all, apathetic at most, and all my husbando fantasties are of clothed sex because penises are gross so it's strange how a claymation puppet gets the engine going. I'm not autistic (I've been tested multiple times I'm just normal retarded) so it can't be explained by objectophilla.
No. 2261165
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when i post something retarded while in an altered state of consciousness i just don't go back to the thread until a new one is started. i'm too embarassed to acknowledge things i say when i'm sleep deprived. anonymity is a blessing
No. 2261468
>>2261462Noted my
>big fucking nose>swarthy skin >hooded brown eyesMake me look vaguely racially ambiguous that I'm one of those non white looking ashkenazi Jews but not the cute kind
No. 2261709
>>2261230Sometimes but I'm too scared, I am a coward at heart
>>2261248Nah they mostly block me after calling me sad and mean
No. 2262009
>>2262006We
know you do. You're obviously the annoying celebricows whiteknight.
No. 2262672
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I thought I was bisexual but I'm genuinely so scared I'm a homosexual. Attraction to women is so easy and relaxed, but I always feel like attraction to men requires so many distractions and requirements, especially when I think of outright sexual matters. But I don't want it to!! It seems so easy for other women, what the fuck. Even when people post pretty, youthful celebrity men that I feel like I 'should' be attracted to I still feel a sense of disgust with interacting with them sexually. Like I have to sort of ignore that kneejerk response and disassociate, relax and focus on the sensation. god please please i don't want to be a homosexual i just want to be normal let this just be a trauma response
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>>2262672Not to be mean but why does it stress you out so much whether you're a lesbian or bisexual or what? And then, if it causes you such stress, why do you feel the need to label yourself anyway? Just be attracted to who you are attracted to kek. Stop making life so complicated just have fun.
No. 2262693
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>>2262672You are making this way too complicated for yourself. Focus on what turns you on and go from there. Stigma around bi women expects them to be turned on by everyone and everything when actually all the bi women I've met are pretty stoic and a little neurotic and only turned on by 3.7 people ever. Whether you're lesbian or bi you're still you.
No. 2262765
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>>2262685>>2262693genuinely think hanging out on lc and seeing the schizo fights about m
n and having sex with mn is also making me go insane with all the porno terminology people throw around act as if It's normal. Like jfc is having sex with m*n that disgusting? Also I've been drinking all night so thank you nonnies for responding, love you <3 I do feel better now. Sorry for being stupid
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My sister is only 4 years younger than me, but has two kids out of wedlock, with two different men. They are 12 years apart too. I pretend on the surface not to judge her, but I think she's a massive failure, and she did this to herself. Now all she does is post "Be patient, love will come" meme on social media. I love her, but I cant take her seriously at all.
No. 2263186
>>2263064I seriously think that children are a hindrance to any woman’s career and life in general kek.
I want children I think, but I like being stable, having a career more, so I’ll probably have none. I also don’t think having children with men is worth it, so it will probably hard for me to be single and do IVF kek.
No. 2263330
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>>2261866You're telling me she's not? I only play TS2, I thought she was an addition to TS4 like that Doodlepip thing was lmao
No. 2264005
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Just used an AI chatbot where I played as a man fucking my femboy maid's asshole just like in my yaois that I read.
I feel so disgusted and ashamed of myself afterwards for being turned on by it, I vowed to never bow down to the AI overlords but this just happened. I want to kill myself.
No. 2264117
>>2264005Happens to the best of us,
nonny.
No. 2264236
>>2264227Yes, people still live there but it's not the same
You don't understand why such an inadequate response to a catastrophic natural disaster would remove the magic from the place?
I no longer think of it as this cool cultural centre, I associate it with racism and government neglect and incompetence
No. 2264248
>>2264238Why are you so
triggered by my tourist confession
Come visit my city, we can kiss and make up in front of the NATO-bombed Ministry of Defence ruins
No. 2264273
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I almost dated a pedo once. I was 16, he was 18-19. I never liked him but i wanted to get back to the guy that rejected me in hs. Anyways, he was hitting on me and my low self esteem ass started to hit on him back, we went to a concert together and we held hands, had my first kiss(it was disgusting because he had rotting teeth), when i came back home some friend from facebook rt some pictures the police took of a room with anime posters after a CP raid. It was the room of the guy i met. I was 16 so i was like ''wtf lol is this your room @pedo'' and he DM me telling me to delete my comment, he told me that when he was 16 he sent a ''funny'' video of some guy putting his dick in a baby to a friend and he got raided after that. He never got arrested. Now, looking back, i don't believe him. In my country you dont go to jail for sending that crap, around the same time of the raid there was a ''viral'' video in my country of people sending eachother cp to shook eachother, everyone in my school had seen it, my teachers saw it, my fucking grandmother saw it, no one got raided. I think he was into some darker shit. I can't believe he never went to jail for that, fuck my country. Anyways, that blackpilled me forever from dating moids and i am a 25yo virgin now and glad.
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a bank clerk froze my accounts after i told her to kill herself because her kids would be better off without her. jokes on her cuz shes probably gonna lose her job for doing that lmfao
No. 2264676
>>2264672>be stuck in Halfords trying to collect bike>cant collect until card works>card wont work>card machine demanding pin>idk my pin number and have never had to use it before>call bank>never had this problem before>endure intense humiliation in public due to card declining, unable to get home, literally stranded miles from home>be on hold for a fucking HOUR on and off>i try to explain with incredible patience my situation and tell her i cant get home without the meagre £14 needed to release my bike from Halfords>she puts me on hold again for 15 mins>after wasting my time for an hour this bitch clerk tells me she won't authorise emergency atm withdrawal even though its literally an emergency>tell her to kill herself and that her kids would be better off without her (true)>dumb bitch sinks her own ship to kill the captain and freezes my accounts and disables my accountthis woman is human filth and i will do everything in my power to make sure she loses her job for humiliating and endangering me
yes i know im in the wrong and that ITA but i dont care.
No. 2264716
>>2264676>humiliating and endangering medamn anon why don't you remember your pin number like a normal person
>this has never happened to meokay well sometimes ATMs and other registers will ask for your PIN I have no idea how you've made it this far in life without it
>tells random woman to kill herself because of policy at the bank>emergency>can't unlock bike dawg you gotta reconsider what an emergency is because if I had some retard call my job and say they don't know their own PIN but they need an emergency transaction, I wouldn't trust them at all. I would wonder why the fuck they don't know their pin. Enjoy finding a new bank because you're a retard
No. 2264721
>>2264005The universal, haunting shame of
post schlick clarity kek
No. 2264733
>>2264005Unironically less shameful than me role-playing as a manic pixie dream bf that can't stop having sex to the point in which the bots are like "pls have mercy".
It's so retarded, I can't look at my responses afterwards because I feel like an idiot.
This is me talking as a retard that used to be into the same 5 rule 34 videos for years.
No. 2264742
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>>2264731Reading a similar case on the Guardian and judging by this, it seems like banks are not allowed to just close a mortgage.
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>>2264743If Natwest close my current accounts I would not give a single shit.
No. 2264769
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I still like listening to this album as an adult kek
No. 2264802
>>2264748>>2264676You are a special kind of retarded, I feel bad for the woman you went full Karen on.
>card wont work>card machine demanding pin>idk my pin number and have never had to use it beforeYes, card machines usually ask for your PIN.. seriously what is wrong with you? It's a surprise to me that you have a mortgage because you sound like a zoomer who needs a caretaker to manage her finances.
No. 2264834
>>2264825A retarded zoomer*
Fixed that for you, I hope the bank closes your account for being a sperg that can't control her emotions like a real person.
No. 2265124
>>2264781> online bf iThat means that
>he’s ugly and doesn’t have game in real lifeMost likely case
>he’s normal looking maybe even cute but autistic More rare
Point is you’ll probably be more attractive than him.
No. 2265237
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I live in a very shitty situation with a household member I hate living with. I just imagine mysel framing him for rape or attempted assault just to finally get that parasitic gnat out of the house so I can finally have peace again. I don’t care how fucked these intrusive thoughts are.. it feels so tempting. I’ve tried everything and nothing has worked, it’s almost like I have to be the genuine villain to get what I want.
No. 2265271
>>2265237What are your qualms? I also think absolutely under no circumstances should you falsely accuse someone of assault. It's a disservice to
victims, and you could drive him genuinely crazy enough to actually literally kill you
No. 2265317
>>2265237That's a bad idea, if you get caught you'll be in trouble. Why not move out?
How bad is he?
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>>2265237I feel you. Manifesting cardiac arrest on his ass so my nonna can be free.
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I've been on dates with three people in the past two weeks, fucked all of them, two of them twice already. Also had phone sex with two other people but I blocked both after post nut clarity kek. I have more dates lined up too. I love sex
No. 2265700
>>2265695Kek I'm actually kind of a loser myself but getting sex as a woman is so easy it doesn't matter. If I was a Stacy I wouldn't be posting about my sexual exploits to a random gossip image board for autistic women
>>2265697It's ok, some people are just less sexual than others and there's nothing wrong with that
>>2265698You are probably way more attractive than you think nona
No. 2265702
>>2265697Me too kek, my last crush has been in in high school.
I’ve been kind of cynical in general, people just want to use you most of the time and they hardly know what they want in the first place especially my age group. Sex isn’t that rewarding anyway, at least for me, I’m attractive and I’ve been approached and all that, but having sex with someone who doesn’t even care about my well-being isn’t my cup of tea, I did it once just to lose my virginity and it was shitty.
But if you happen to get amazing orgasms out of it then go for it kek.
No. 2265720
>>2265717Nowadays you get barely approached in real life. I used to get approached at least once or twice whenever I was going out on a Saturday night with my friends. People just use social media and dating apps, the idea of flirting is now sliding in your DMs or swiping on Tinder.
You are not the problem nonna.
No. 2265722
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I like stitching together pictures of thin and fat people for comparison purposes
I also got banned from CC after asking questions about what pictures are postable
No. 2265766
>>2265271I obviously was never going to do it, it’s just passing thoughts that you really shouldn’t think about I guess, I guess it’s just thoughts you have when you’re in a situation you ultimately can’t control. Power fantasies
>>2265317He sucks, always sucked ever since I was born. Just a parasite. A parasite that managed to have a girlfriend despite him being an absolute loser and somehow that entire year of having a job he didn’t save up and think the relationship would’ve ended, all of the dudes in my family think they’re entitled to women’s time, emotional and financial labor and support. I’m not trying to frame myself as a
victim, I’m literally trying to make myself less victimized and irritated by this dark situation in my life but I feel stagnant no matter what I try to do. I’m also not in a good financial place to move out unfortunately, I know that makes me a “loser” but I’m only in my early 20s. I confronted him before and height after it he whispered “I guess I’ll kill myself” like I’m supposed to care because I really don’t care, he’s too narcissistic to ever think his life is truly worthless. It’s just emotional blackmail, he’s disgusting.
>>2265480Thank you.
>>2265575How else was I supposed to describe him? It’s a household member…
No. 2266134
>>2266105last time an anon said I sounded male it turned out to be
blaine and he was banned kek so take posts like that with a grain of salt
No. 2266527
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when i was 12 i had a sketchbook exclusively for drawing torture scenes. like a guy being tortured with every new medieval contraption i learned about, or being whipped or stabbed. yes my mom found it.
No. 2266888
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>>2265818Omg anon I love heather I'm so jealous!
No. 2266901
>>2266890Not true at all
People live their entire happy, fulfilled, complete lives with never giving a single thought to the position of gypsies nor their own interactions with them
No. 2267064
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Goodbye Jodi Arias… I must delete this picture of you off my phone now as my ex is pressing assault charges against me and I might face time behind bars. It's still an open case so I could wait to see how it turns out but my mental health has hit rock bottom. I didn’t show up to work today. I changed my number. Turns out all it takes is couple taps on the screen. I’ll probably miss you guys as well. Been on this site since my teenage years. I’m gonna pack my things and go on a long hike now.
No. 2267074
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>>2267064your ex sounds like a bitch, long live jodi
No. 2267201
I met a girl when I was 12. On my 13th birthday she gave me a notebook and calligraphy set as a present. I cherished it too much as being an object touched by her to ever write in it.
When she went on to high school, I declined spots in two prestigious schools to follow her to the local one. We never shared any classes, but we switched from emails to AIM and spent hours and hours chatting every night, and any time in school we ever got together. I didn't care about almost anything but admiring her, thinking about what clever things I could say to her next, attempting to make myself more likeable, more similar to her in the most pathetic ways that would ultimately backfire.
She decided to stop talking to me when I was 16 for reasons that were completely founded, completely my fault, and completely unforgivable.
When she graduated, I dropped out of school. I was already failing and there was little point in continuing the charade.
My parents' house was foreclosed on when I was 18 and away at college and almost everything I had owned was thrown away, as was my idiotic request. I never thought I'd see the journal again, and the laptop that had all of our messages, art, photos of each other was lost. I never stopped thinking about her, and I never stopped following her online presence from afar. It's been whittled down to just two accounts that I'm aware of, and they rarely see use. I still check them every day. I sent an anonymous message once and never got a reply.
Now I'm almost 30 years old and married and my father sent me a box of old books he'd had that were mine that he'd saved from the house. In it was the journal she gave me 18 years ago.
For the past three nights I've dreamed the most vivid dreams about her. I've barely been functional at work. All I can think about is her as a person, what she might be doing, the pain she's in that only got worse through the years. I could have helped her if I'd been brave enough to be myself instead of branding myself a pathological liar, making up stories 'as ridiculous as a child saying he'd visited the moon.' I hated my pathetic, limited life so much this fantasy world was my only escape, and she was the only one I wanted to have with me. I could have been with her still. I was never even courageous enough to admit to myself that I loved her. 'Myself' was barely even a person at all, and I doubt it was capable of love then.
She is the most intelligent, talented, creative, and beautiful person I will ever meet.
This agony will never end for as long as I live.
No. 2267359
>>2267325No, I was a pathological liar. She finally got tired of me making up ridiculous stories and claiming that I had made random pieces of art I found online and suchforth. Imagine if you were speaking to someone and half of the conversation was LARPing at believing someone's posturing, or pretending something obviously false was true. You basically aren't speaking to a real person at that point, you're just assisting to uphold a fantasy.
I do suspect the particular time she made her decision to stop speaking with me was influenced by a belief I trying to steal her boyfriend, although that I truly did not do. I can understand why she would think that, but how could she have ever believed my claims to the contrary?
No. 2267400
>>2267390Sam hyde that pedo who punched his 15year old sex
victim?
No. 2267529
>>2267426Neither do I but I have to
Guess it's time to survive my workday without mentally shattering
No. 2268628
>>2266527I did that too when I was 10. I often watched creepypastas and videos such as mlp cupcakes. I made emo evil characters that tortured people and daydream how they do it. I still do it until this day.
My mom found out about it but pretended she didn't know, and sent me to a psychologist.
Coincidentally, my father passed away that year before I started drawing that stuff. I don't know if it's related somehow.
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I used to play this game when I was 8, I really loved it and I really thought that I was raising my baby kek, same goes with my dog in the nintendogs.
I think I’d like to have a baby on my own, I’ve always found them very enriching , even when my siblings were younger (we have a bit more than a decade of difference) I really loved taking care of them, despite the crying kek. Children can teach us so many things, they have such innocence and uncorrupted view of point.
I don’t think I’ll be able to have my child though, I’m focusing on my degree and my job will be too far tasking for me to properly care about my baby and I don’t think I can give up my career either.
No. 2269280
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When I was 16 this guy in my class started heavily flirting with me (touching my thigh, asking to pick me up, etc). I flirted back with him. We were talking and he mentioned that he used to date this girl I knew, let’s call her B. I asked him if he was dating anyone at the moment and he said “it’s complicated” (I should have known that this is moid code for “I already have a girlfriend and I want to cheat on her”, but I’m retarded). Soon afterwards he started ignoring me and flirting with yet another girl in my class. I tried to warn her that he was a thot but she told him what I had said. He flew into a rage and accused me of trying to seduce him, claiming that he never flirted with me and he had been dating B the whole time.
Should I reach out to B and apologize to her or would that be weird? It’s been 2 years since this happened.
No. 2269316
>>2269280How do 18 year olds even find this site? What went wrong in your life? Not even trying to be mean but I can't imagine being 18 in 2024 and posting on LC. Like really what drew you here, why do you come here, how did you find this place? Why don't you go and get offline and live your life instead? Saying that as someone who wasted too much of my youth here.
To answer your Q: you're 18 now you should be focused on forgetting high school ever happened and losing touch with everyone you knew from high school. You're an adult now nobody gives a fuck what you did when you were 16. Also, please read an autist self-help book for romance. The self-help book for autistic people will help you learn what flirting is and how to recognize it. That's important because what you described is creepy weird shit and you called it "flirting." "Touching [your] thighs" and "picking [you] up" makes it sounds like a gorilla-sped was manhandling you. I would have went to the teacher and reported him for sexual harassment.
No. 2269876
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Confession: I caught myself developing a weird fixation on a streamer I really like a while back, but was able to kind of beat myself back into normalcy about him. The other day though, I gave in and used his bot on Janitor Ai…. I think it's ruined me. I am so insanely attracted to this person right now I genuinely feel like an animal. I literally was able to get off to just watching a stream of his it's SO BAD. I'm not sure if it has anything to do with me ovulating right now but I simply cannot even focus until I get myself off at least. I need to master lucid dreaming so I can finally fuck him and be free
No. 2269921
>>2269896I can't fucking say it…. He streamed today
>>2269898I just googled him and had a viscerally negative reaction to his image. That is one of the most offputting human faces I've ever seen I'm so sorry.
No. 2269965
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What animal looks the most retarded to you? For me it’s the hammerhead shark. Actual mouth breathing retards just look at them.
No. 2269969
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>>2269921Your kaiwawu kinggg
(but yeah I know he looks like a sentient meatball and although I like emiru I find her highly untrustworthy for dating this thing)
No. 2269994
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>>2269898>>2269969he looks like balloony