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No. 2206701
A thread for venting about difficult stuff going on in your life.
Previous vent thread:
>>2195183Follow all the /ot/ board rules & don't reply to bait.
Don't come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say it at all.
No. 2206721
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I'm so sick of dating but decided to try again a bit. I downloaded bumble and in 2 days I have 950+ likes. I can't see them, I'd have to pay, but so far every person I swiped right on was a match. Are those real?? Or are they inflating the number so I'll pay. Because I always see scrotes complaining about not having a single match on there. Is there just so much more scrotes on there? But still 950+ seems crazy.
No. 2206776
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The domino effect of being completely isolated and sheltered in your most crucial developmental years really fucks over your adult social life in ways you can't even imagine.
Holy kek imagine not being able hold a proper conversation because you had no one to play house with as a toddler
FML
No. 2206820
>>2206776It's going to be tough and so embarrassing you want to die, but you can learn
t. isolated only child raised by the internet who has been in customer service for 15 years
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>>2206776I feel you nona, but kek what the fuck
No. 2206855
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>mfw
>live in thirdie shithole
>belong to a moderately liberal paki home
>older sister got into a relationship with a bpd scrote
>hes strangely pushing her to marry him
>belongs to a tribal family whose father has two wives and no one knows what happened to the first one (we dont even know shes dead or not)
>he is a serial cheater and uses rich women as his sugar mamas
>refuses to talk to me or my mom but he has forced my sister to meet his mom and sister
>manipulates my sister to fight other women he cheats on her with
>try to convince her to leave him as hes clearly only after the money
>she spazes out and refuses to eat or drink because of it
>mother is desperate because this retard took her with her to fight his side ho and humiliated her too
>brings in a arranged marriage
this bitch is so retarded she ruined her only chance to marry someone of her choice..now im scared that my parents will marry me off to a scrote too when i dont even like moids.. but im more concerned of her..how do you even convince someone like this to see the reality so she doesnt fuck up her life?
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got sick a week ago and thought it was just a random cold but now I'm 90% sure I had covid at the time. The cold and throat pain didn't last that long but now I'm stuck with loss of smell and insomnia and it's torture. I know I can survive it since I managed to do it the first time I got covid but it's so fucking miserable. I just want to sleep. To top it off I had a great job opportunity fall through all because my phone decided to stop receiving messages and calls. I just want to end it all.
No. 2206981
>>2206973i was mostly referring to the body nitpicker types and yes they are weird.
>>2206971i'm not going to specifically recall posts that give off jealous vibes but is it so hard to consider that the userbase of this site will also have mentally unwell people? they're not all going to outright say shit but there will be some level of fixation and jealousy.
No. 2206988
>>2206776You can still learn how to properly socialize, it's not over for you. You may always be a little awkward but the more you expose yourself to social situations and pay attention to how other people interact, the easier it gets.
>>2206964I don't follow many cows but from the threads I frequent, celebricows is the worst one in this regard. Anons rage and shittalk the most beautiful women with perfect bodies. It's 100% a cope.
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>>2207008Do you know the definition of the word bullying? Bullying is the act of attacking or belittling someone directly. Cowtipping and communicating directly with cows, or doing anything that could jeopardize the flow of milk (this includes bullying them online or in their dm’s or irl) is extremely discouraged here and is against the written rules kek. This is certainly not a “bullying” website, it’s a website to simply laugh at, make jokes about, and sometimes even analyze the decisions that people choose to make and air online.
No. 2207060
>>2206979trannies are either fetishistic as fuck towards women or petty and
toxic there is no in between
No. 2207133
>>2207123In an ideal world I would tell you to simply ask him if he watches it but moids always lie. There's ways you can sort of clock if he watches it though: does he mention very specific and categorized things he's attracted to? What is the sex itself like, does it feel like you're going through a checkbox of positions and kinks half the time or does it feel genuine? Does he also care about the fact that you don't orgasm sometimes? A good man would at least try and make you orgasm more often.
I had an ex that didn't even cum until about a year into the relationship. I thought that was just how he was until I realized he was beating his dick to online porn of women that looked nothing like me. Be aware that if he is a young man especially then it's very likely watching women get exploited will be on his schedule at some point.
No. 2207168
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Groceries are so expensive and I hate it so much. Prices don't ever seem to stop rising and it stresses me out whenever I need to plan my next trip to the store. It makes me seethe thinking that I'm basically just shitting this money down the toilet anyway, is this what I'm wasting all my time on, just to live? I've made so many budget cuts in my shopping that I'm deficient in a vast majority of vitamins anyway so I hardly feel like I'm living.
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I ate meat for the first time in years today (leftover al pastor burrito my dad didn’t want to eat). I feel incredibly guilty for it, but if I didn’t eat it would have gone to the landfill. I am anemic and I have been having intense cravings for meat for a while now. I became significantly more depressed after I stopped eating meat a couple years ago.
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>Yay finally managed to land an internship at a company I have a great gut feeling about!!!
>They are so nice and friendly
>What if I disappoint them
>Despite my grades making me look like a decent web developer on paper I'm definitely below average in class
>I'm an absolutely fucking dense idiot
>Oh god I'm really gonna disappoint them aren't I
>I'm a failure and they're gonna second guess their choice to take me in during the entire 6 month internship
No. 2207291
>>2207276Luckily I'm pretty good at asking questions and very friendly in general, but due to how nervous/anxious I get when it's about frontend it's very simple mistakes. But when it comes to backend I'm an absolute DUNCE, luckily I've been honest with them that I'm very weak when it comes to that and that my prime interest lies in frontend and accessibility; but despite that there is no guarantee they might put me on that specifically, since it is a fullstack education. I'm probably overthinking it all though since I know I'm coming from uni technically only knowing the basics kek I'm just so scared of coming out of all this a failure, having wasted time, money and my family's expectations
sorry for the ranty response I just have so many mixed thoughts and incredibly nervous
No. 2207296
15 years later, I'm still grossed out by my mother telling me "you can't walk naked from the bathroom to your room/closet any more, it makes dad uncomfortable." I get there's a divde, but phrasing, jesus. It's the only time I've had my family evoke a deep sense of shame in me, which I guess is why it sticks. I understand the parental need to make it clear when "I'm a small child, you were just changing my diaper, now I can run from the bathtub in my Spongebob towel to get into my pyjamas, then 10 minutes of lego playtime before bed" becomes "person in the process of developing an adult body, the concept of propriety must be learned" changes. Weirder still that it happened before I got the first sign of puberty. She got in early, I guess. I think my mum was trying to gently steer the natural family function along, and used a deterrenet she shouldn't have, and I think she was wrong for it."
No. 2207339
I'm a retard and was kinda rude to my apartment manager when he called about a noise complaint over my music. It's 2pm on a Monday and I was listening to music slightly loudly for about an hour. I'm sure (now) that the neighbor probably heard the thumps of bass. The guy underneath me absolutely blasts his sound system most nights and I always thought it was weird that he doesn't get noise complaints because his shit is LOUD like home-theater loud (it somehow doesn't actually reach our apartment proper though, you can hear it if you press your ear to the floor and you can feel it vibrate). So I thought a little bit of regular bass bumping would be ok. The apartment guy called and said he got MULTIPLE complaints about me. Which honestly I doubt because he's been a dick to me ever since I demanded that maintenance replace my microwave after a month (this is a large, corporate-owned complex), and one time I went into the office for a different reason and he like JUMPED at the chance to say "Oh yeah there were multiple noise complaints about your apartment last weekend.." and I was like, no, because at that time it was literally impossible. And he was like oh, yeah, actually it turned out to be someone else. Okay…. then why bring it up. Anyways I was sort of rude when he called just now and I have horrible social anxiety and avoidant personality disorder and I want to crawl into a hole and die because I was rude to this guy. I know, I know, it was a moid, who cares, but I feel fucking awful. He actually said, after like 5 seconds of silence, I thought he hung up, but he said "I was talking but you just kept talking over me so…" like in a mad way. And I was like "Well go ahead then…" Just stupid shit. I tried to save it a bit by being like "thank you for the call" at the end but he hung up. I just wanted to listen to some music to literally self-love and stimulate my vagus nerve because I'm fucking going through a lot right now ahhhhhhh I'm so fucking stupid why didn't I just say "Okay, thank you for letting me know!" and then just lower the bass a bit. And if it was still disruptive, then someone can come down and assess it because I swear this music isn't excessively loud… in an apartment you can't expect complete silence from your neighbors at all times. This is not during the quiet period from 9pm-8am. By the time he called I was listening to fucking Mazzy Star. Not even loud, bumpy music. I hate how fucking pathetic I am that this is making me cry and ruining my day at thirty-fucking-two-years old. So my neighbor probably works at home or something and made the complaint, and management has to follow up obviously, so I could have just said ok thanks and lowered it a little bit or turned down the bass, or hell, not even do that, and if the neighbor escalates it then I'm assuming management has to come out and make a judgement? When I moved in here I tried looking for legal and social guidelines for living in an apartment and making ANY discernable music/media noise, and there's not really a straight answer because there are so many variables I hateeeee that this isn't measurable in a realistic way. More than anything I just wish I wasn't such a pathetic, non-functioning adult. Fuck
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I feel like complete shit mentally and I hope this is just an indicator that my period is coming soon
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I had covid for a solid two weeks and as soon as I started to feel better, BAM, sinusitis
My face hurts reeeeee
No. 2207466
>>2207060Troonshit has ruined all nerd circles like crack did in the 80s, you cannot escape them and your mere existence
triggers them. I found some of the xitters of some attendees and they all constantly were screeching about "transphobia" and, interesting enough after I went to the event, "crypto terfs". All they can think about is "owning the heckin stupid transphobes" and it's so fucking exhausting seeing over and over again…
Misogynists just finding a loophole to be
abusive towards women for no reason other than them being women. Can't I just play the video game in peace and mind my own business without having to slobber all over some troon's aliexpress boots?
No. 2207508
>>2207488>>2207474Ahh, I meant poorer communities in America, the whole conspiracy theory that the CIA were behind it. Skipped over a few words in my post, sorry.
>>2207495I irl vomitted when the shark party orgy shit was being posted everywhere like you're a prude bigot who needs to grow up and understand adults have sex.
Then you have troons like DEB who hasn't attended any significant tourneys and instead is a vtuber with a gross big titty cow girl avatar, posting tweets about how he "loves leggings" and other gross fetish shit. If you see candids of him, he just looks like another greasy nerd in a wig.
So fucking tiring being a longtime anime fighter player, there's nothing you can do right by the discord mods that managed tourneys and events.
No. 2207521
Everyday i have to wake up, shower, brush my teeth, do my skincare, put on clothes go to work, do a full shift, get off work, possibly shower again, do my skincare again, brush my teeth again, and in between all of this I also have to eat at least once and find even just 30 mins-1 hour for my own enjoyment. It's just tiring.
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I’m going to commit suicide. I’m already thinking of plans of when to end it, I think I’m actually just done. I’m willing to forget how painful it will be during the first minutes of when I end my life just so I can finally have some freedom and peace in my life. I have to get out of here, there’s no chance for my happiness and I haven’t been happy since I was a preteen.
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when your brother's mother is staying with you and doesnt know how to wash dishes properly so i either end up rewashing them or having to put them in the dishwasher. i love this, i love doing this so fucking much.
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i love and enjoy my job a lot, it's been the most fulfilling job i've had so far and it's great and all, but i struggle to socialise with my coworkers because they're all above the age of 40 and i'm 25.
is this normal? in every other job i've had, i've had coworkers my age and i've always gotten along super well with them and now i genuinely feel like a retard. there's this lingering like.. almost power imbalance between me and everyone else.
they all basically treat me like i'm their daughter/granddaughter and it just feels really off. i feel like i don't get taken seriously at all and it's offputting because i'm incredibly capable and an integral part of the team, but i get treated like a child when i'm spoken to. like what the fuck?
No. 2207674
>>2207335in the same boat as you,
nonnie. i don't think all women are necessarily mean, i think we're all pitted against each other for hundreds of stupid reasons. i've just stuck to hanging around other girls with autism because we all get how shit it is.
i've been trying to find irl social group type things to make friends with other autistic women, and this sounds horrible - it's really hard to find a group that isn't just solely LGBTQ+ based or for women with profound mental disabilities. it'd be awesome if there was just a craft and hangout type thing instead of seeing shit for 'heckin queer neurospicy gurls group steven universe watch party' like fuck OFFFFFFF.
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Moids and pick me weeb yellow face women will give a pass to any degenerate japanse girl just because she’s Japanese. What the hell are those disgusting posters behind her. I know we shouldn’t be surprised by landmine whores but I want someone to harass her….(global rule 14)
No. 2207896
while my mum and her scrote and offspring were away i cleaned and decluttered the whole house, it was such hard work and a mammoth job because my mum holds onto everything even broken stuff and was never taught to mop, dust, this kind of general housekeeping. the stuff i cleaned hadn't been even wiped down in over a decade. the difference is insane, it's like you can finally breathe, before it was just downright embarrassing to see people living like that. i didn't expect so much as a good job, it looks nice in here, nothing. but still getting no kind of appreciation, just the same rudeness and abrasiveness, telling me off nonsensically for moving stuff and telling me i messed stuff up, it's genuinely delusional and it hurts. i keep my cool and remind myself i did it for the sake of it and not praise, but it still hurts to have your hard work genuinely be invisible to people and get negativity when i spent days of my life on fixing stuff up and fucking up my hands cleaning. and she lets her disgusting scrote berate me too. i did a good job and only got attacked for it. even when mopping i was getting moaned at. i just want to live in a nice clean space, i struggle a lot to get shit done so i was so proud of myself, and i hate that i have to fight every step to do it and get no love for it. deep in my heart it hurts. no one even notices.
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I get violently jealous whenever I'm reminded of my boyfriend's social life before he knew me.
The thing is that I'm socially successful now, but I was a sperg for years and none of this comes naturally to me. I spent much of my university years resenting everyone for easily getting along, and my boyfriend was one of them. Prior to our meeting this year we even shared a class where I judged him as being normal/"cool" and completely out of my league.
Appearances are bullshit and I now know he was likely relying a lot on substance abuse to get along with people because he's also weird and even weirder now because of what it did to his brain. But I still feel like a total loser when I think back to it or we run into someone he knew/knows, especially other women because of course women are better at seeing through my pretense and know I'm a hideous cringefail autist. And what if they have a fond opinion of him? Do they see me as undeserving?
In almost every way I know I am in his league, but this inferiority persists.
In past relationships this has also been an issue. I was lucky my ex-gf had no friends and was more autistic than I am because she had no one around to make me jealous. But I'd still find myself feeling broken and upset that she…existed before knowing me. It's fucking insane.
Maybe it all started when I dated a guy who was either ashamed for his friends to know me or vice versa. He was also into drugs and I've always been the most sober woman alive, which I guess also makes me feel like a loser.
I know my current bf isn't ashamed of me, I've never had someone hype me up as much as he does (and should). But I'm still convinced he is and, of course, angry that he existed before me.
No. 2207958
>>2207953I dont know how you can find the energy for that, sounds so
toxic. Retroactive jealousy and resentment are the killers of love.
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Every. Single. Time.
No. 2207987
>>2207595I don’t want to be here anymore anon, I wish I knew a more peaceful and non-invasive way
where I don’t inflict trauma on my female relatives from seeing my dead body to do it. Hopefully I can save enough money to help my mom get the house she wants that’s the most she deserves from her horrible life as well before I die.
>>2207621Fuck no, I have bigger things to worry about than that shit.
No. 2208004
>>2207969>>2207958The misery is very balanced by having someone who matches the intensity. Not healthy per se, but the level of understanding is a comfort. And when it's good we're soaring.
We're also both actively trying to not be like this because we do experience love and care, you know.
Part of my posting was that I wanted to avoid lashing out at him this time.
>>2207957Oh I agree, which is why I think dating each other is a public service.
Funnily enough my bf has talked about wanting to become one person multiple times.
No. 2208014
>>2208004>my bf has talked about wanting to become one person multiple timesI dunno how open you are to advice
nonny but that is a red flag. Like seriously, be careful. I know bippie love can feel fucking exhilarating, but when you've gotten to the point of enmeshing with each other, the relationship can turn real dangerous real quick. I'm glad you're happy nonners, but please be careful and keep your eyes open for any signs of danger, okay? This? This is one of the danger signs.
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>>2208010Yeah that’s some primitive Frankenstein’s lab shit right there kek
No. 2208030
>>2208027its definitely his mothers house lol
haha what a loser
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>>2207981>>2208002>>2208030This is some Buffalo Bill meets Norman Bates shit wtf
No. 2208037
>>2208006So this is why people open their relationships…
>>2208014>>2208021I'll take this into account. We're both getting help and are self-aware, I'm also more of the angry type and he's more of the manipulative self-destruction type so I focus on controlling my own urges. But I am aware of how things could go because I'm capable of that evil myself.
>>2208026It helps a bit, but definitely not a cure. Therapy helps but I think it's permanent damage to an extent.
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>>2208134Do it. Dutch oven him.
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If I go out of my way to cook a meal for both of us and then you can't even finish it because you "feel sick/don't have an appetite" but you didn't even bother to tell me this beforehand I honestly hope you starve. It's not fucking hard at all to have communication with me and it would have taken 2 seconds for you to come down and say "hey I don't feel well I don't think I'll eat this" when I was prepping the food and it would have been fine, not a problem at all. But no, your dumbass eating disordered habits that make you prefer Mcdonalds and cans of cola mean that every fucking time we eat together you just can't finish things because of some vague "sick" feeling or appetite problem. If that's the case then stop agreeing to having me cook stuff for you. I don't want to. It's a matter of respect and communication and yes I don't care if you have to force yourself to eat the food. That's life, grow up, adults need real food and not a diet of Mcdonalds and I don't even have an appetite most of the time but if someone has went out of their way to cook something for me you best believe I am going to show respect and try to eat a good amount of it. Stupid entitled retard. How about I just throw the frying pan at your head next time because there's a higher chance you'd eat that compared to ANY tasty healthy food your family tries to cook for you. Kill yourself.
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I came back from the dentist i got gingivitis and bruxism
No. 2208197
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>my mom: anon I don't know what went wrong! I don't know why our relationship is so bad! Everything used to be great aka, everything was great when I was an extremely young child barely capable of understanding her mistreatment of me! You don't even speak to me anymore!
>Picrel, me having flashbacks to the time where I was a child and I was rambling to her about something I was super into and she told me something along the lines of "I don't care" and made me cry. Or the time where I reached out in her direction and she said "don't touch me!" in disgust. Or the many times she was mad when I attempted to talk to her. Just to name a few instances.
She's not really in my life anymore but man
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>>2208203NTA but I'm in the fucked up gums club too. Get an electric toothbrush and interdental brushes like picrel. Use mouthwash, then the interdental brushes (also use these after eating) and normal floss, then brush your teeth for 2 minutes, all in this order.
No. 2208212
>>2208209thanks
nonny. The dentist guy told me it could be reversed with a deep cleaning but i dont know, is that true or am i cursed forever?
No. 2208238
>>2208172Also replying again but I somehow had a similar experience. I had this guy over and he kept acting weirdly competitive with how little we were eating, I already don't eat much but I got a snack for the night cause I work late and he had the same smug kind of "Yeah I just won't eat" thing but his tummy was singing the whole time.
I ate my snacks real quick so he wouldn't ask for some but now that you mention it I can't help but wonder if some guys feel self-conscious or try to neg girls like this lul. So petty
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>>2208247(laughs annoyingly)
No. 2208314
>>2208231The normiefication and fetishization of the word "
femcel" to the point it now means any female interest that is unconventional or just not makeup, marriage or clubbing is so gross. Males almost seem to think it's endearing to call someone that but it's just weird to talk about video games or say you like how a hello kitty keychain looks and you get "aww that's so
femcel coded" like fuck you meanwhile you guys are actually just low value males overcompensating for incel anxieties of not being enough no matter what you identify with by proxy or how woke you pretend to act.sheesh
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I just tapped up the most unhinged, rage-fueled rant to drop into the GIOYC thread….
And then deleted it.
*~growth~*
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You know you're in a living hell when basic necessities become treats like, "oh, i worked my ass off for that assignment, i think i'll nap when i get home". i can't tell if i'm being overemotional like i usually am at night or if the thought of having to spend the rest of my life like this is genuinely making me cry.
No. 2208529
>>2208472i know
nonnie, i'm just hypervigilant for the moment he decides to take his smear campaign outside of his discord circlejerk, while i'm pretending everywhere he never existed and not reacting at all
No. 2208606
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I need someone to scream at me and shake me and tell me that a certain moid will never love me so I stop being attached. I broke up with him but I still miss him. He treated me like human garbage and I hate to use the buzzword but he did truly abuse me. I need sense slapped into me nonnies, it’s really pathetic the way I miss him.
No. 2208619
>>2208606It’s tough to miss someone even after you know they did you dirty, but unfortunately it’s just a part of the grieving process that you can’t shortcut through. The fact that you broke up with him and you
know he treated you like shit means it’s just a matter of time before your heart catches up to your brain. Just remember that closure is something you make, not something you get.
No. 2208623
>>2208606You don't miss him you literally miss the idea of what he could be. Just remember that. Any time you start feeling down because you're missing what you could have NEVER FORGET all the shit that
actually happened in reality removed from the rose tinted glasses and hormone-starvation. Remember if he loved you he would have changed but he didn't so he never truly cared. Stacy up and forget that scrote.
No. 2208634
>>2208606Let me slap some reality into you nonna. They never change. They get worse even if they seem like they get better. Mine verbally emotionally and physically abused me and sexually as well. He was always kind of sorry and would subtlely lovebomb me back. So many years of my life wasted on loving this
abusive moid who has never been anything but a narc who isn’t even good at being a narc, I’m just such a pathetic autist and hopeless romantic I let it keep it happening.
Don’t let this trip you up. You’ll fall in love with a moid who actually loves you. Don’t go back to the other one. Don’t be like me and have to spend a night in fucking jail cause your moid hit you and then filmed you hitting him back (don’t worry nonnies state prosecutor dropped my charges completely before I was scheduled for my court arraignment hearing, they knew it was bullshit).
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>>2208634Thank you to all nonnies for your comforting and realistic messages, I want to thank you specifically too. Mine was
abusive too and he would do the same thing where he’d convince me he’s a
victim while stealing thousands of dollars from me and telling me my life isn’t worth living. I really was humiliated and my dignity was stripped from me. I know how it feels to be so frustrated that he’s making himself out to be a
victim after deeply hurting you and I am glad you have no more years wasted with that evil man.
No. 2208673
>>2208653Ayrt and
Nonnie I’m so very sorry he did all that to you. My point stands 1000x more and I’m so proud of you for leaving him you have no idea how strong you are for doing so. Mine would also tell me I belonged in an institution and didn’t deserve to be happy and would dehumanize me to the point where I’d start to lash out at myself and it almost killed me multiple times. Evil moids have no place in our lives. To a brighter future with actual loving healthy relationships, cheers!
No. 2208686
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>Get back into jfashion and egl
>Go to a meet
>ofc the style is not popular with people my age anymore so it's all younger girls
>They have a shitton of money, some of them are instagram influencers
>They don't actually know shit about burandos and they brag about their coords are all shein and how little they paid for such "good quality"
>The kogyal girls are wearing cosplay tier white shirt and gingham skirts, when they could thrift and look hundreds times better
>"Gatekeeping is not cool!"
Why can't zoomers make up their own fashion instead of shitting on already existing ones, didn't they do enough damage to the y2k fashion already.
Picrel is the dress I would wear to a Nonnie Comm Meetup
No. 2208742
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it's true that scrotes are only nice at the start of the relationship to reel you in. at first they are so sweet, cook you breakfast in the morning, ask about you and how you're doing, take you on dates walks in the park etc it's awesome but inevitably they will switch their behavior and stop pretending they gaf about you. someday I will understand this and stop acting shocked every time it happens
No. 2208745
>>2208744No, you are drunk and lonely and have only been talking to him for two hours.
No, they will get ruined.
No. 2208748
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Dang, just realised I’ve reached a level of my depression where I’m even apathetic to my usual suicidal ideations I’ve already worked through that habit through therapy, but it’s so ingrained in my being it now more works like an internal tantrum than anything too serious usually. I don’t care about anything. I don’t care about how lonely I am, I don’t care about whatever few plans I have, I don’t care about my beloved plants (watching them die one after another atm because I need to rotate their spots and couldn’t be arsed to do something about it), I don’t care about uni, I care about practicality nothing.
The only things I care about is gaming and my cat, I keep up a semblance of a lifestyle by going through the motions by studying (even if it’s to a lesser degree and more sloppily than before), checking out healthy recipes that I cook, going to the gym in the morning, cramming in a couple of hours of gaming before I go to bed between 9-10pm. It’s better than lying in bed feeling nothing at all but I have no passion or care about it all. I smile and laugh with my roommate but i forget the conversation immediately because I can’t bother to give a shit. There are events and exhibitions going on right now I would previously have been super hyped to go to but now I can’t even bother checking with friends if they wanna go.
No. 2208754
>>2208745>>2208746Okay. Thank you. I'll take off my headphones and hide my phone to stop my extra-scroticulars
>>2208749You're fucking with my head
No. 2208795
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It's starting to actually be fall and it's making my immune system suffer so bad. I have migraines, always getting canker sores in my mouth, no appetite, and feeling so so so lazy. I just want to hibernate
No. 2208800
>>2207639when she takes out the laundry you specifically put in so that u can remote start it so she can wash her own things. i love this so much.
protip, never let a mother in law stay with you, it's so fucking miserable man. i legit want to cry
No. 2208807
>>2208799What if she does though
nonny? Also I don't think being drunk necessarily means shes in a bad headspace
No. 2208873
>>2208767Drunk!OP checking in to say I'm fine, I didn't get murdered by any online dating moids, I just took an hour long shower (sans headphones) and then fed and watched some hedgehogs on my porch while drinking 2l of water and eating crackers. But fuck you tagged anon, I'm pretty sure I've seen you around before with your
>well I have found true lub with my hubby, so why can't other annonnys??!!! Real love exists!1!!rhetoric, and it annoys me every time. Life isn't a fairytale, and if anons in a vulnerable mood or position are in this thread and talking about moids, it's not the right time for you to come out of the woodworks to talk about how much you and your shitty nigel love each other. He probably watches "Barely legal big titted teen gets gangbanged"-porn btw.
Anyway good night, thanks for your concern everyone else. I am never drinking the devil's juice again
No. 2208910
>>2208897I'll check his when he checks mine, hows that sound
nonny?
>>2208905Usually when I drink it's with my nigel so no I haven't ever felt the urge to flirt with strangers when I'm drunk kek
>>2208904Well the post essentially said "I just talked to someone and think I'm in love" and I responded very innocently with "I knew I was in love with my husband very fast too" so I think I read it correctly
>>2208906Thank you anon ♥
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>Nigel Stacies keep winning
Nonnies…It's so over
No. 2208935
>>2208922It's because she knows she would either find disgusting porn, or a weirdly squeaky clean browser history if he knows how to use incognito mode
>>2208927>nigel stacyOxymoron
No. 2208944
>>2208936Kek this is what I thought about my ex boyfriend. Turned out he was a closet faggot who watched gay porn. Do you think men are retarded enough to show their degeneracy in front of their wives/girlfriends who they know disapprove of porn?
>>2208939>>2208941>>2208917Why are you so obsessed with whiteknighting this nigelfag and her nigel?