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No. 2171016
Revived nun edition
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I just started a class and there are two 18 year old cutie pies who are extremely looksmatched and I enjoy both of their personalities (from what Ive seen) and they happened to sit next to each other the first day and I am shipping them SO HARD that today I searched for either of them online to see if they are single. Only found one of their Instagrams but its private. I have no one to talk to irl about this because Im bizarre but I still cant believe how cute they look together and I need to let it out
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It's a good thing that I was not born in the early 1910s because 1930s-40s men's fashion and styling is so incredibly attractive to me that even though I don't like or trust men and don't enjoy children, I probably would have been convinced into marriage by a man if he styled himself that way. Of course then I would have probably become a child killing mother or some other terrible outcome. All just because of the irresistible fashion of the times.
Picrel, I thought of this because I was watching a video from this moid who's obsessed with the titanic and his hair alone made me horny. half because of the way it looks and half because imagining a moid actually putting significant time grooming himself (as you would have to for a hairstyle like that) makes him attractive to me. Thank god I will never meet a man who dresses vintage because the separatism would leave my body and I would resign myself to knowingly making a bad decision.
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I find it cute when nonnas sperg about reviewbrah. I don't know anything about him and I'm not even into men, so no appeal to me. It's just wholesome and I find it sweet that someone so random is adored by a few farmers. I get a similar feeling when I see husbandofags in general devote themselves and do wholesome things with their husbando in mind, it's autistic as hell, but sweet nonetheless.
No. 2172026
>>2171978>>2172011What the hell are you even talking about? I'm not even telling her to dump him, I'm just trying to open her eyes to the fact that her moid is lame, nothing aggressive. Also she's an adult, he can do whatever the fuck she wants.
>She might as well be sentencing her friend to a life of solitudePlease, being single =/= being alone forever.
No. 2172403
>>2172402it’ll be okay
nonny you can still quit
No. 2172442
>>2172398Thank you
nonnie, that means a lot to me.
No. 2172787
>>2172370>I’ve started conforming to femininitynothing wrong with that if you enjoy it and are doing it for yourself
>though I feel sick to my stomach with myselfoh…
>I just want a moid to like me for oncenonna no. dick is abundant and of low value, moid approval is not worth doing something that makes you feel bad
No. 2172842
I am someone who agrees with a lot of radfem talking points and can understand it pretty well, but I do not identify as a radfem or even a feminist at all because I am dating a man and wear makeup (NOT frequently but enough) and enjoy sexist capitalistic feminine things like makeup, and nail polish, body sprays, fake nails, the whole shebang. And also feminine nerd hobbies like plushies and dolls and stereotypical "female" games and such. I'm not dressing up and making myself up like a clown every day, I often go without makeup and in casual comfort wear like sweatpants, hoodies, etc. But I do enjoy the process of getting made up and I do like the way I look when I do. I also like the way I look without makeup; I will admit I think I am attractive and I like to wear makeup sometimes to seem more attractive in the eyes of the patriarchal beauty standards. Because it does feel like it gives me power. Typing that out makes me realize I am a deeply insecure person. I do find myself attractive without makeup but the ritual of putting it on is soothing and the fact that it seems like society is somewhat kinder to you is so important to my insecure, anxious self. Not talking about foundation or concealer, I just do eyes and lips, sometimes blush because I think a rosy look is so pretty on women. A lot of it too is seeing these women with makeup on and finding them beautiful, and being drawn to the confidence they seem to exude and I want to emulate that because I don't really have it naturally. So in that way it also feels like putting on a mask.
Anyway, I'm rambling. I guess I just wanted to say all that because sometimes I do feel guilty about it. I also try really hard to not directly interact with self-proclaimed radfems too much, I try to speak with the ones who have "gender critical" in their bio. A lot of what I'm saying does feel like cowardly excuses, but I think my current state is just not really all that strong enough to really commit to radical feminism. I would call myself a gender critical feminist supporter. I guess this is a confession because I never really specify my beliefs outright but I try to mingle with women who might be closer to my own ideals than outright radfems.
No. 2172875
>>2172842I don't think there's such a thing as the perfect feminist. We do what we can with what we have.
I think that as long as you don't delude yourself into thinking that you are making choices and not being under the influence of social conditioning, you are fine.
But I'm not saying to drop our responsabilities neither as informed persons.
No. 2172878
>>2172864Both spellings are
valid grammar nazi-chan
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>>2172842I’m similar
nonny. I do nothing to break gender norms and am actively engaging in practices that radfems and GC people rail against, but it helps me get what I want in the end so I’m not too hung up on it. It might make me a bad feminist to know and still willingly engage, but life is short and I want to enjoy the time while I can. If that means I get treated better when I dress a certain way, dye my hair, and wear makeup, then I’ll do it.
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>>2172842if you use so many “Is” you’re definitely a narcissist, makes sense since you slather your face with clown makeup and like not having orgasms
No. 2172955
>>2172901I'm the anon that replied this
>>2172861 and I never wear makeup
I don't even like how makeup looks on most people
But I do admire pretty things every day, it fills my life with joy
OP said
>But I do enjoy the process of getting made up and I do like the way I look when I do.And that's all that matters imo. Do things that you enjoy and that make you feel good because you look good
Whether that's working out and admiring your muscles or dressing yourself up and admiring your style or putting on makeup and admiring your look
It's all finding satisfaction and joy in yourself and the effort you put in yourself
Most people will react to it positively just like you do, it's all normal and healthy and part of enjoying life
It's all good unless you feel the need to put two thousand advertised products on your face just to take out the trash, or spend every day in the gym even with a joint injury or order new clothes even though your closet is bursting.
No. 2173050
I be lying online so god damn much it's not even funny. I have like, 13 alt accounts where I pretend to be a man, a TIM, a republican, Swedish, pregnant, homeless, a divorced father of four, a wine mom, and so much more. I do this on anonymous sites too, I like lying about my life so much on lolcow, it's so fun. I can just type something like "I've never eaten dinner before in my life" and just roll with it. Lying is like crack to me and I'm addicted.
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>>2173164i'm gonna say it anyway: Not Gonna Make It
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i flip off my father behind his back all the time. it's a little childish but it feels good
No. 2173951
>>2173380I feel this but I guess in my head I hate the way the world treats black women over hating being a black woman in actuality if that makes sense. If I woke up one day and wasn’t black I would be upset though, not ambivalent, plus I have the retarded kind of heart that hurts more for the problems that don’t apply to me anyway so I think that’d make racism hurt more, funnily enough. For example I’m lighter-skinned but colorism towards darker-skinned people gets to me much more than racism ever does, and I stress a lot about racism targeted at other races to the point other black people call me a coon unfortunately. Anyway, I’ve got it pretty good all things considered, I’m intelligent, very pretty, have a lot of people that love me, and I’m on a good path in life with a lot of opportunities, so I don’t think I’d ever want to switch anything about me, I suppose. I rolled a very good dice, being black doesn’t seem to be a detractor just a feature of it.
No. 2174004
>>2173991Internalised the mindset? I’m sorry but the world isn’t sunshine and rainbows, that’s how men view them. No amount of moralfagging is going to detract from the truth. Yes I
am glad I checked them out because you don’t understand male depravity until you do. That’s not “internalising” it, that’s educating yourself. I would rather that then stay ignorant to what goes on there.
No. 2174006
>>2173991>by the fact you’ve internalized their gross mindest about post pregnancy bodies being ruined or whateverThey are? Did you not know that c-sections and atrophying exist?
>>2172890>>2172842pickme final bosses
No. 2174033
>>2173990>>2174000I cannot stand when retards reproduce just for their own benefit and "tee hee kid cute!". I would argue most people are not properly equipped to be parents in any sense, and there is no guarantee the child will even grow up happy and healthy no matter how much parents swear up and down they're ready and they'll be good parents.
>>2174005Who said anything about hating kids? I love kids and want nothing but the best for children, which is why no one should have any.
>>2174021Fucking BASED nonna.
No. 2174047
>>2174021You don't have to, I don't even know you anon.
>>2174033>Who said anything about hating kids? There is a type of child free person who basically makes it a personality trait to dislike children . I feel like I made it clear in my post that I don't think it's all childfree people, so if it doesn't apply to you then there's no need to take it personal and get so defensive.
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>>2174066That’s super cute anon. I always think of vampire knight when I get an iron infusion.
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>>2174066I call myself a mermaid because my skin is shit and the only way to heal it temporarily is by swimming at the beach for a while, even my dermatologists have told me over the years that I MUST go to the beach.
My family and friends are kind of playing along with me now kek.
No. 2174148
>>2174138It's weird though, I do feel amazing after I'm out of the beach, even my dandru stops bothering me for a while.
Sadly I don't really go to the beach as often as I wish because it's quite far from my home, but I really wish I could just spend the whole day wearing a UV shirt and hat while swim in the water, one can only dream. Insert crying face and sad face.
No. 2174192
>>2174181Samefag, thought I was the only one kek, I think the fact that we overexposed ourselves to it kind of made our brains go into the “self defense mode”. I’m glad I stopped and don’t miss those times.
Most of the stories are full of rape anyway, so we aren’t missing anything.
And despite it not being a representation of homosexual relationships the fact that I know the gist of how it happens just grosses me out. I shouldn’t know how two faggots have sex.
No. 2174194
>>2174144Kek thats true nona, but they’ll find me more attractive than the dog if that makes sense? I mean, sure, most men would fuck an ugly woman but they’d treat me better than the ugly woman anyway, solely because I look better. I experience this a lot. Often get treated better by men than the less conventionally attractive women in the room, although I’m sure theyd probably have sex with them too. I know it’s pretty sad and
toxic but I do enjoy the extra attention, special care and favorism I get out of being highly attractive to men and idk how to get out of that mindset.
No. 2174208
>>2174194Lol the pretty privilege is bullshit coming from men in the context of the dating scene. Pretty privilege is best when it actually benefits you, in the working place, in university, when you have a problem, when you’ve done something bad or wrong etc..
A man treating you nicely doesn’t mean shit when it’s transactional and he expects his time to be worthwhile. He sees you as a pretty thing, as something to conquer. He’ll discard you the same as the ugly woman you see after being done.
That or he’ll see you as a test and when he bags you he’ll get cocky and think that he can bag another baddie. And also being attractive is lonely too, you rarely get approached kek, especially when you know that you’re pretty and when you do date most of them just focus on your outer appearance, not what you think, not what you say, it’s boring.
Pretty nonnas don’t settle please.
No. 2174239
>>2174194There are two kinds of attractive people:
>the ones who base their whole existence on how pretty they look, who are somehow insecure about their appearance and therefore need constant validation. >the ones who just happen to be attractive and yet have an interesting personality, that makes them somehow even more attractive Real pretty girls don’t base their worth on men. The prettiest girl I’ve ever met was a sweetheart , she had luscious curly brown hair and the the softest face along with green eyes (I had a crush on her kek), a girl’s girl, many people in school badmouthed her just out of jealousy.
No. 2174247
>>2174240i see u
nonny and i love you
No. 2174262
>>2174243Elaborate, I want to see a debate on this kek, it could be interesting.
I’ll be the ugly judge.
No. 2174292
>>2174269It was a joke. you have failed the test.
>>2174271Being attractive as a woman isn't a privilege. It turns every man into a sex pest. And when you reject them they hate you for not fulfilling their fantasies.
No. 2174293
>>2174265Firstly, I’m sorry your mom had to experience this nona.
>I guess you must not ever have been on the bad side of a man’s lustSo far whenever they got too demanding I’ve always managed to get out of it by laughing it off and smiling like a dumbass
>>2174282>>2174285I know you’re right i don’t know why I’m so retarded either
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I confess that I absolutely love this dog breed everyone finds ugly and terrifying kek it‘s just so adorable to me. I’d never own one though because it’s such a heavy and muscular breed which a weak person like me would never be able to have under control. But whenever I feel down i just look at pictures and videos of the breed or draw it or watch Frankenweenie
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>>2174364>>2174364They are actually pretty small for a dog to me, and there is a mini variation that is between 20 - 22 lbs (pic rel is a bull terrier compared with a miniature bull terrier). I think they're adorable and that they look like little sharks.
No. 2174584
>>2174466Don’t worry about it. Since it’s the middle of the night it’s not like they started preparing your order already.
>>2174480NTA but you just made me remember how during the MySpace and early Facebook days it was super normal for girls to carry digital cameras with us everywhere because flip phones took such comically bad photos. Fun times!
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gonna start learning about neuroscience because the woman i am freakishly obsessed with is a neuroscience major. i am genuinely interested in the subject though.
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>>2173257 . My brother sexually abused me when I was 5 years old. I was bullied, parents were never home, he was my only friend. He also hit me, choked me, threw me and insulted me. When he raped me he destroyed my self esteem, trust in men and life. The sexual abuse stopped after I threatened to tell my parents but I never did. He continued hitting me for years family never listened to me. I stopped being close to him as a teenager when I realized what he had done to me at 5. Things settled down when dad died but during my 18th birthday we had an argument and he threw me in my moms bed and started choking me really strongly and insulting me. I scratched him to in self defense and thought he would kill me. I was distraught and afterwards mom didnt take me seriously and said i hurt him badly too with the scratching. He has not hit me/choke me in 8 years and sexual abuse was only at 5. Also he apologized for the sexual abuse when I was 20 and I forgave him cause he was 12 when he did it and I wanted closure.
I am 26 live with mom and brother cause broke and faileddaughter. I’m living my nightmare and crying everyday cause I think he’s going to abuse me and I don’t now what to do or who to tell. Last month I fell asleep without pants and my door open. Next day I felt weird (had discharge in underwear which I believed was mine), my entire room reeked of his cologne and my door was closed. He is never allowed inside my room so the smell freaked me out but I told myself I was insane for even “thinking” something had happened without evidence and that he just closed the door. These past few weeks when we are alone he has done a lot of weird sexual gestures with his hands, disgusting innuendo and sexual jokes and disgusting and creepy stares at me that make me feel so grossed out and uncomfortable and make me wanna fucking die cause I
believe he’s sexualizing me. He acted like this when I was a kid and he abused me so these “jokes” and “stares” bring bad memories and its super
triggeringMy sister visited recently and we were talking and my brother got home from work and started “changing” his uniform in the living room in front of us. Again tell myself it’s not weird, but he starts taking really long “changing” and I got so disgusted I frowned and turned to the opposite wall. My sister noticed and copied me. She left soon and seemed upset and told my brother it wasnt “a big deal” if he didn’t go to her birthday party and I fear she got a weird vibe. I never told mom or her it was him but I did tell him I was raped as a kid during a manic episode and that they didn’t “do enough”. I never told them it was him because I didn’t want to destroy my family. I can’t tell my sister now because she’s pregnant and she’s due next year. I can’t tell mom because she’s a senior and it would destroy her that her son is a rapist. I can’t tell my psychiatrist cause she’ s gonna assume im in danger and tell my family. I can’t tell my bff cause I don’t want her to know I was raped by my own fucking blood its disgusting.
Everyday I'm crying. I’m constantly
triggered and dissociating. I feel really vulnerable and scared something is going to happen to me. I avoid being around him and being meaner to him so he "backs off" but I’m really afraid. I keep telling myself this is nothing and nothing will happen but this is the men who raped me as an infant. i hate that he only did it to me as a kid cause he knew I was weak and wouldnt tell and now I'm 26 and I feel so fucking weak and like i can’t tell anyone and it’s destroying me. I keep telling myself I’m paranoid and this is nothing and I shouldn’t make it bigger than it is but then I remember I’m traumatized because of this same man. Everyday I’m scared something is going to happen and I keep teling myself I’m only imagining all of this and nothing will but I am so scared and disgusted at myself. I can’t tell anyone any of this and its killing me.
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>>2174825Nonna I hope my words will reach you, even just a tiny bit, you’re in my heart rn and I’m so sorry for the shitty situation you’re in.
First of all, fuck forgiving, it’s not your fault and if you don’t want to forgive that scrote don’t, you owe him nothing. Then I just want to tell you that you shouldn’t shoulder this big responsibility only to protect him and keep the family together. You deserved protection, you deserved to be listened. You were a child too!
If you’re close with your sister please confide in her at least. Having this weight on you is hurting you nonna , you deserve to be set free too. Put yourself first. Can you possibly move in with her too? Staying in the same house with that scrote isn’t doing any good for you.
No. 2174900
>>2174825Or your bff too, I promise that if she cares (and you should know it yourself if she does) she won’t judge you and find it disgusting.
I just want to stress the fact that what happened to you wasn’t your fault and the shame that you’re feeling shouldn’t be yours.
No. 2175111
>>2174825nonnie you have truly had it so terribly. You never need to forgive him or feel guilty about suspecting him, it's awful but as soon as he gets the chance to, he will try to abuse you again. It's terrifying, but please please keep yourself safe nonna. If your bedroom door doesn't have a lock, try getting the ones you can buy online and install, or shove a chair under your doorknob as a lock.
I know it feels embarrassing and scary, but please confide in your bff, or your sister if possible. You did nothing wrong, you had no part in the evil of the actions he did to you. We all support you and I'm praying you get to live somewhere safe where you can heal <3
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>>2175314Same except last several years and I'm not over it
him yet
No. 2175487
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So far I’ve been racist, anti-racist, a male, a tranny, a personalityfag, a lesbian, a bisexual, an alogger, a newfag, a disgruntled oldfag, a nicefag, /g/ poster, /m/ poster, fujoshi and feminist blackpiller. I’ve yet to cross the mark on ‘straight woman with husband and currently pregnant posting on how pregnancy is the highest good for a wife to achieve’ tradfaggery and pretentious general art thread poster who loves posting useless brain rot drama. I think larping as racist is probably the most fun, probably with how unhinged and creative you can get with it and how malleable the role is. It almost feels like you’re an AI chatbot absorbing as much information from humans and spitting out the most common phrases, I love it so fucking much. I can switch from being a nigelfag to a manhater, it’s like creating chaos for no fucking reason because it’s simply fun. I really fucking hate men though but I love pissing people off or being an inconvenience to them for even a few minutes
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>>2175488I’m an NPC using my non-playing character abilities to my strengths. It’s already been analyzed and downloaded into your brain. You can use it anon. You Have The Power to Change Things At Will.
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>>2175636this isn't a safe space, kiddo.
No. 2175949
>>2173356they only "care" and get all preachy when it's another country waging war. when it's them doing it, they have a good reason, you see.
>>2175863you have a bunny that you never pet?? your bf would get mad at you for eating out without buying him something? i don't think the problem is you being autistic here anon
No. 2175954
>>2175926I know this doesn't make it right and misogyny even among women is way too normalized, but for what it's worth a lot of moids bully tf out of each other for their entire lives and it's basically considered normal for moid friend groups to have one or two designated punching bags.
>>2175863What kind of weird ass relationship…?
No. 2176476
>>2175949>you have a bunny that you never pet?? of course i pet him, i just don't RUN to him like i said i did and my bf heard me
>your bf would get mad at you for eating out without buying him something?not mad but he would probably feel sad and left out
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I'm starting to genuinely believe both my parents are undiagnosed autists.
No. 2177190
>>2177151>implying only political extremists hate racists>>2177140People who go on dates, meet strangers on dating apps etc are like aliens to me kek
>>2177163>boys come more and more often as a topic until they become women and for the majority of women, getting a boyfriend or married and having sex with men becomes the driving force of their livesThis is so isolating
especially as a lesbian and I hate it because I don’t want to resent relationships with women but why do so many centre their lives around moids? And then use you to vent about their mistreatment by their boyfriends and then go straight back to them taking NONE of your advice. Oh, and then ditch you until they become single again. Genuinely upsetting. They always give so much of themselves for moids when men will never give them half the prioritisation.
“Boy crazy” women scare me.
No. 2177345
I never bragged or felt better than other people about my weight because I’ve always been an insecure retard, but I have this coworker who goes out of her way to exclude me and make fun of my shyness in front of our other coworkers, and she’s fat, not a little overweight but actually obese. Last week she saw me struggling while trying to lower the office chair seat because I’m not heavy enough to make that thing work, it was obviously not the intention to make others notice this scene, but it happened because of how fucking stupid it was and people were giggling. She got so visibly annoyed at it, rolled her eyes and let out a fake laugh. I couldn’t help but feel this rush of superiority over her in this tiny little insignificant moment, like just pure joy and adrenaline to be honest. It’s stupid and petty, I know, but fuck it, it felt good as hell to know I made her feel insecure about herself in some way, she will never experience the feeling of knowing she is too light to make a chair adjuster work.
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sorry for asking in this thread but some nonnies may be able to help.
What do you think of the game franchise ''devil may cry'', is it a good game worth playing? is it male-gaze and targeted too much to a male audience?
Are there weird or sus moments in the game towards women or girls?
No. 2177502
>>2177140It's completely alien to me as well, I've had a few moids confess to me but I was not attracted to them, what are the actual odds that someone you like would like you too?
>>2177163The idea of having to share my bed with the same person fir the rest of my life (or at least a good part) grosses me out so much, don't they miss the freedom?
No. 2177632
>>2177508straight women actually make me want to put a fucking gun in my mouth and pull the
trigger, they just getting horny about everything because of the sexual and emotional deprivation caused by fraternizing with males, it’s honestly more sad than frustrating to watch and read
No. 2177735
>>2177508You have to be 18+ to post here
>>2177525Thank you nonna, me too
No. 2177890
>>2177850I don't want to say exactly what it was because that person found me once before in a completely far removed place from my usual online spaces using small amounts of personal data she had on me. She'd spent years stalking and villainizing me based on a personal grudge and I feel like the personal details I gave are already pretty unique so I hope you can understand why I don't want to say exactly what it is, but it was enough for me to go "oh shit" when presented with the evidence on why I'm a bad person and why all my friends had to suddenly leave me.
However I appreciate your kind words a lot. I know it's true on a logistical sense and it's another reason I've put so much into becoming a better person. I don't want to experience that type of pain again. I just want to move on and be better and forget about it, but knowing the kind of hatred that person holds for me, it's terrifying. She posted about wanting to kill me before and she's posted about how I'm remorseless when really it's untrue and I let the guilt destroy me every single day. I wish I could just remove the memories from my brain, but then I might relapse so I just have to live with it. I'm just hoping time will heal my wounds as I'm already starting to realize that even though I was going pretty crazy, what she did was pretty cruel to me, when in the past I figured that criticizing her was ignoring my own wrongdoings and I was just 100% the aggressor who deserved it. I just want to leave it all behind me and become successful and have a bigger track record of love than I do of hate.
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>>2177884I wonder that too sometimes, just because I also was a young girl that had unsupervised access to the internet, and I would always be on the adult gif boards of 4chan (lol), Rule34, nsfw newgrounds, etc. Not always, but whenever I had free time and nobody was home. I think it's a vast combination of things that lead people to porn/sex addiction, not just the exposure itself. I can imagine all kinds of reasons why men would be more inclined to develop this kind of addiction, and I can also imagine why a woman would be less likely to, but I can see the opposite as well… so GG to both of us I guess, we didn't become coomers.
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I still kinda think Alex Jones is right on some things…sorry!
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>>2178333Oh please, don't act like any of the politically correct shit that's constantly spewed on here is any better. At least I have the decency to keep my hot takes to myself
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Can't take my friend seriously for retweeting shit like that while she's having a bunch of (disappointing) hookups and FWBs, like you can't larp as a girlboss while thriving on male attention.
No. 2179201
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I lied to my therapist today that I was up late last night working rather than admitting I read over a 100 chapters of a shoujo manga in one sitting. This caused me to oversleep and be late to the appointment. I have learned nothing from this experience and will probably do it again.
No. 2179246
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I have a crush on you
No. 2179286
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>>2179251Yamada-kun to Lv999 no Koi wo Suru. I saw it mentioned in the fandom discourse thread yesterday which reminded me I was meaning to read it. I like it a lot more than I thought I would, it’s super cute and refreshing for a shoujo
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im not interested in a piece of media if there arent 2 characters i can ship or a hot guy i can lewd. i only read and write fan fic if it has sex scenes. nowhere in the world of media can i see my tastes being catered to, so i dont feel in the least bit bad for relentlessly pursuing my interests
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>>2179544I know what you mean, adult romances with a geeky element are such a guilty pleasure for me. I loved both Wotaku and Net-Juu no Susume. Yamada is probably my favorite, I kept expecting the story to get bad or for the cast to get too big but that didn’t happen. Hopefully the author is getting better and just needed time to rest, I would be heartbroken if it was dropped.
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>>2179726Same here! I've been meaning to read Wotakoi for that very reason, but I've actually never heard of Net-Juu- i'll have to check it out! I'll recommend chiguhagu no karera for a short read right back.
i actually prefer women but this genre is my guilty pleasure No. 2179733
>>2177163I worry about being left behind by other women for the exact same reason. I feel like my current age is my last attempt to ever be able to bond with women before they decide to only talk to family and childhood friends who are at the same place in life as they are. I also know that most women will see is as seriously childish for choosing to live my life the way i do, but i know in my heart i don't want to make life decisions just because everyone else is making such decisions or because i've been manipulated into thinking it's right.
>>2179688I long for the days when i was 12-14 and i would make internet friends so easily. I was always envious of the con meet up threads on gaiaonline and dreamed of the day i could meet people who made me laugh and i was excited to talk to. I never did because i felt like it was inappropriate for me to meet people irl from the internet as a minor. Now you see posts online about people thinking it's weird to want to meet people in a platonic manner online. I know there's stuff like bumble friend, but it's not as good as hitting it off with somebody you came across by chance and you already know you have good vibes together. I really despise social media because i don't see how any platform is helping to find communities for people the way forums did back in the day. People are mostly there to passively look, sell you things or repost stolen posts for engagement.
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>>2179729Thank you nona! If you ever get around to reading it let me know what you think in the manga thread on /m/!
No. 2179801
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>>2178734>politically correct shit constantly spewed on here>opens the catalog to see mtf thread #69>comparable to Alex Jones terrorizing the parents of Sandy Hook victims with his deranged fanbase that he cultivates purposely to grift off of you're tarded anon I'm sorry. I'm sorry you had to find out this way
No. 2179955
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I have this horrible thought about 1. the farmhands seeing my insane post history 2. one of the staff being someone who i have got to know outside LC in an adjacent discord server, and them seeing how crazy I really am.
No. 2180129
>>2177163>>2177190i know it's depressing but i just want to say that this is not exclusive to women. "i hate my wife/gf" is men's favorite joke yet they never leave (unless they have someone else lined up), they're too happy to have their supposedly whiny nagging wife/gf by their side, and when they get older they also neglect friendships to focus on their family life. most people want companionship and a family at the end of the day, that's the driving force rather than just moids or sex. and of course the shame/fear of being alone while everyone else isn't.
>>2179519maybe you're actually scared of seeing the replies nonna. and i wouldn't judge you, crazy how a slightly controversial opinion explained politely can result in "kys" "moid" etc
>>2176476>not mad but he would probably feel sad and left outunderstandable if you bought dinner on your way home without thinking of asking him if he wants something, but you said the food would have been bad by the time he came back so it's ok anon, you're allowed to eat out with someone else when he's at work sometimes!
No. 2180637
>>2180601that's what I was thinking
>>2180621sorry your life is miserable and I have people in mine who I care about and are worthy of help. IDK what that has to do with polyamory but I know a lot of anons here are retarded
No. 2180758
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I find edgy tifs so incredibly entertaining. There's something so funny about a fat or scrawny tif trying to imitate male behavior by saying slurs or being into moid shit. I really wish there was more insane tifs out there, maybe a tif who acts like a Tim
No. 2180789
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>>2180783Here you go nonners
No. 2181083
>>2181074There are things that I would change , but at the same time, plastic surgery isn’t worth it because all my features do work quite well together. I wanted to get breast implants , but fake boobs look way too ugly and I don’t have much fat for a fat transfer (also highly risky since it can lead to a fatty embolism).
So I’ll just cherish the body I’m inhabiting right now.
No. 2181091
>>2181082A woman says they think of themselves as beautiful and you think “narc” kek.
What’s so bad about loving yourself, I’m not harming anyone.
No. 2181406
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I love my bf but sometimes I miss certain things about living alone….like if I wanted to be a lazy piece of shit and play video games all day under a layer of my own grime, I could do that.
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I don’t get why heaven needs to be a thing. Our universe and this earth is beautiful enough to dwell on, why do we need to go to a different place?
The idea always scared me as a child and even though I’m pretty agnostic as an adult I dread the idea of spending the rest of eternity in Christian/Muslim heaven. Can’t I just be reborn again, or be a ghost?
No. 2182490
>>2182486Children know and understand when their home isn’t a happy place nonna, you aren’t doing her a favor by staying in an unhappy marriage.
I’d suggest trying to get on your feet before leaving nonna, so I’m not going to tell you “leave! Leave!”. Start making arrangements, start getting a part time job and save up money.
Being a SAHM is detrimental to women imo, you’re basically dependent on your man and with how precarious men are…I wouldn’t put all my eggs in a basket for anyone, even the “love of my life”.
The only person you can trust is yourself. You need your own money and your own independence, because you’ll always be able to leave.
No. 2182562
>>2180599I hope his heart gives out on the toilet from all the steroids and his dogs eat his dick or something
Or his car explodes
No. 2182581
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Every animal that is not a cat confuses me deeply because I can't tell whether they like what I do or not because they don't purr.
No. 2182619
>>2182596I feel like dogs are wagging their tails always, so it doesn't seem to work as too good of an indicator for me lol
>>2182614Maybe so, but I can count the amount of days I've spent without being around a single cat on both hands probably, so I feel like I got a pretty good understanding of what a relaxed cat looks like.
No. 2182628
I might have done something really retarded.
I live in the uk and I'm worried my bank are gonna see my online purchases to various japanese sites and report me to the police because some of the sites also sell loli.
I wouldn't be so worried because I was never into shota (or loli, obviously), but I bought a BL manga that had a random untagged shota scene in it without realising, and a couple of things that had high school settings that could be considered underage that didn't really occur to me as potentially illegal at the time. It was a few years ago that I bought this stuff. I hadn't thought about it in years.
But I've been shitting myself since my card was stolen a few months ago and there must have been some kind of analysis of my transaction history to check that the transactions I flagged really were fraudulent. I'm worried they're going to see that I've been buying from a site full of illegal products and report me, or that they already have and I'm just waiting for the police to break down my door and raid my house.
The law for fictional stuff is not the same as the one for real csam but I can hardly find any information about how it's enforced and it's impossible to tell the borderline of what's acceptable, There's even blatantly illegal loli hentai being sold in regular bookstores and people selling R18 Black Butler doujins on ebay here because no one cares enough to check most of the time.
I've been looking up every case I could find but it's vague. As far as I can tell if the police even suspect you have a single image they can confiscate all your devices and keep them for years. Obviously I don't have these things on my hard drive, I don't even have the laptop I used at the time any more, but evidence that you ever possessed something is enough to charge you with possession and there's basically no excuse for it, intent doesn't matter, it's just up to whether the police think it's 'in the public interest' to charge you or not.
I can't tell if I'm reasonably afraid or if I'm overreacting. I haven't really thought about much else for the past couple of months, it's on my mind constantly even though it wasn't something that ever even crossed my mind before. Every day I keep looking over past cases and reading sex offender family support group forums over and over. Obviously I can't tell anyone.
I have a history of I guess obsessive thinking, maybe OCD though I've never been diagnosed, but I can't tell if hoping I'm being delusional is wishful thinking or I'm actually fucked and going to end up a convicted sex offender. I'm seriously thinking of preemptively killing myself because the idea of any of this coming out to my family and ruining their lives over this stupid crap is unbearable.
No. 2182708
>>2182638In my country (the UK) it definitely is, and you can get arrested for it, there is a specific law targeting it.
It's not treated as seriously, but they will arrest people solely for having it. I can only find a couple of actual examples from people who weren't also caught with either photorealistic stuff (which does count as regular CP), beastiality or were already sex offenders, but I'm pretty sure there are more because in most cases you're only given a caution.
It's also illegal in Australia, Canada and Ireland, and iirc some other European countries.
>>2182690It was relieving hearing other opinions from anons actually, I haven't been able to talk to anyone about this for obvious reasons. Some of them really are wrong though.
No. 2182743
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I kinda look like tranny fanny the genital nullification artcow and it's making me wanna kms. Am not that level of fat but our faces are very similar and when I smile it looks just as squinty and wide. I am also (half) french and often mistaken for a ruski just like she claimed to be. Curse my dad's inbred french genes
No. 2182872
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I kinda imagine the average anon looks like rancefag or some variant of the "e-girl" face, I'm not saying that to "shade" anons. but after seeing what women get defended or called attractive on the "shilled as attractive" thread in /g/ it's become a little obvious
No. 2182889
>>2182474wake up babe new copypasta just dropped
>>2182872Real. A very suspicious amount of people started seething when I said Lillee Jean is too fat to wear coquette. Many coping chubby-chans abound I see
No. 2182936
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>>2182891Kek I can see that, I also imagine maybe a bleach blonde
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I hate scrotes but I still wish I could find a moid who actually cares about me.
No. 2183387
>>2183267I don't think it is so little effort. at best, it probably takes a lot of luck but I feel like a lot of these women work very hard and the perception that it's an easy job where the only downside is the social judgment is really misleading. if that makes you feel better.
>>2183321I unironically think she has beautiful facial features
No. 2183602
>>2183509>>2183532just to clarify, I agree that taking photos/using photoshop is not hard or time-consuming. I think I've just read multiple times that to make money, you need to be actively spending a lot of time on promotion, SEO, camming, streaming, prostitution, networking, selling a gimmick, or something to raise your profile, because there are lots of attractive women posting pictures and they're not all rich from it. I don't know anyone who does this personally so I really can't say
>>2183541the fact that there are a lot of pimps/middle managers involved instantly makes a lot of sense actually
No. 2183660
>>2180441the comparison between lc and 4chan never fail to amuse me. lc where porn, gore, racebait, posting minors, and being a bit too controversial (besides "males can't be lesbians" and "prostitution isn't work") is forbidden.
>>2182603if i may ask, why are you scared of dying
before your husband? because he would get your stuff? because you would like to outlive him? stupid advice but just in case, please see a professional nonna, if your relatives don't take your health issues seriously.
No. 2183791
>>2183669Shows us how fucked up we got by porn. I relate to her on a sorta deep level but I'm febfem.
>>2183738Ngl I want to do that too but, alas, I dont have a penis, and that's honestly for the better
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>>2183731Same tbh. But tbh, a lot of times i think nonnas allow their hatred to guide their perception of attractiveness rather than actual objective observation.
No. 2184430
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This was me all throughout middle and high school
No. 2184444
>>2182743Having a plain face is way too underrated imo. You nonnas forget that most people in the outside world are plain, it’s social media that rots your brain. Go out and count how many people you see that are a 10/10 and how many fall on the 5/10-6/10-7/10 range.
You’re not ugly, you’re plain, which is not bad at all. Having features that work well and are balanced is good, being average is not equal to being ugly. You don’t need to be Adriana Lima or Jessica Alba level of pretty, there’s only a small percentage of people who are very beautiful. Be glad that at least you don’t look like shit.
I’ve literally seen ugly people to the point that I pity them and think “damn I feel sorry for them”. Would you rather have someone think this?
No. 2184451
>>2184439Kek I need to know why teen girls are this stupid.
I used to do 100 squats everyday to have a rounder ass too. And when I was 17 I just went on this diet where I only ate fucking salad and tuna for two whole months, I admit I felt like a god because I totally had full control (I didn’t). Anyway mom got mad at me because I lost too much weight and she stopped buying me salad all together and instead forced me to eat with everyone every single day. She also threw every weight scale we had at home too kek. I’m grateful she handled it well.
No. 2185253
>>2185227I know why you're saying this and I agree with you, you're not alone. Like where do they think their vanity comes from? A patriarchal capitalist society benefits from making women more vain so they'll buy more products. It's not a fully conscious, independent choice. As they say, we don't live in a vacuum.
>or saying some shit like "oh she uses moisture and has good genes so she never ages lol keep seething!!1"Right. As if they were incapable of imagining a reason to be against skincare and beauty standards for women, other than jealousy.
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>>2185369
No. 2185404
>>2185393So, after reading this better. I particularly don't even notice when I have severe allergies because I was taught to suck it up buttercup, so I only notice if someone else points it out, and only then I take the medicine I need for my allergies and such. So maybe that's why your aunt thought it would pass and it didn't.
That's when the moid enters, because when you know someone for more than a decade, you even know the difference between healthy and unhealthy farts of the other person, it should've been obvious that she was suffering from an allergic reaction and playing it cool/being oblivious of the seriousness of the situation, so yeah, it seems like a murder to me, or at least negligence.
No. 2185411
>>2185407samefag sorry, but like this looks so fucking bad. Like everyone in the world knew she was allergic to everything, especially her, you don't willing eat a sack of a food you know yourself to be allergic to even if a doctor told you to (an er doctor who never met you before)
like my mom also has a very serious allergy, I have seen her spit food out of her mouth after chewing it because she
suspects that there's a
possibility there was allergy-food in it; I imagine I would too, I imagine literally anyone would
No. 2185418
>>2185407The real question is, why have something that gives you allergies at home? What was she even allergic to? Because like, my brother, an aunt of mine and my brother's girlfriend are allergic to seafood, so I always make sure that seafood never enters the house. My brother's girlfriend is allergic to pineapple too, so I also always make sure she's not at home when we eat pineapple, and we clean everything properly afterwards.
I also make sure everyone washes their hands properly and such, I don't even touch anything before washing my hands after having seafood to make sure no one gets accidentally hurt.
I mean, I think that should be common sense.
So what was she even allergic to that entered their home and that everyone was ignorant of? If it was peanuts, because it seems like it, then it's weird that she had some and didn't notice, peanuts have a very strong taste, so does macadamia nuts and stuff like pecans or almonds.
Why would she eat something that gives her allergies if she knew what it was? If it was snuck into her food it would make sense though, even makeup can have macadamia nut oil and no one can notice until the allergies kick in.
No. 2185423
>>2185418It was almonds.
We've been told that she completely intentionally ate multiple bags of almonds over the course of the final month of her life to treat potassium deficiency.
It doesn't make any sense.
She went to the ER apparently every other day or more for over the last 30 days of her life.
So I'm also apparently meant to believe that none of the ER staff ever caught on that she was experiencing an allergic reaction. And her medical record covers her allergies extensively and, not to be a bitch, she kind of talked about her allergies a lot, it wasn't exactly something she hid
No. 2185432
>>2185423Suicide using allergies as a weapon sounds weird, maybe things were really rough for her, like, even as a suicidal person myself I wouldn't give myself severe allergies to die, it sounds painful and mortifying because you basically choke to death.
The moid she was living with her should've done something, I hope him and his son feel like shit forever.
No. 2185443
>>2185432Well I kind of aged the kid up because initially, I don't know, I didn't want to write what was really happening, I'm freaked out
He's autistic and only 11, I'm not pointing this out because I feel bad for him, I'm bringing it because I also haven't been able to believe she would abandon him intentionally, moms rarely do that anyway, but I know her. She's always been obsessed with her kids. This is a fucked up thing to say, but I think she would have been one of the women who kills her child first (to protect it) then herself if she had planned to kill herself
No. 2185448
>>2185443That honestly explains even more, having a disabled kid isn't easy, but, most normal people don't have the heart to kill a child, specially if she picked something as specific as her own allergies.
This only makes me hope that the moid suffers by having to take care of the child on his own, may he never have any fun ever again.
Then again, I wouldn't be surprised if the moid may had told her that she could "get over" her allergies if she consumed the food, that's what some people believe in, that if you "microdose" whatever gives you allergies, that you will become immune to the food in question.
It would be nice if he could get interrogated by the police or something because like, it's weird.
No. 2185569
>>2185564what part of a mild mannered secretary who doesn't have the guts to do anything that would draw attention to herself and instead suffers alone in her home screams histrionic to you
>>2185567no probably just me, i've been on a sperg tirade in between mental episodes. I guess this is my digital public disturbance and mods need to do something to make me speak french.
No. 2185589
>>2185580it kind of sounds like you have ocd actually, not a hpd
also what you described is "thought crime"
No. 2185595
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>>2185568This isn't a man, it's a goblin.
No. 2185663
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I'm growing increasingly insecure about my interests because they seem to overlap with what a lot of trannies like (both online and irl). It doesn’t help that I was skinwalked by an old friend when he decided to troon out. I'm like an FTMTF.
No. 2185953
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I don't know why but I'm obsessed by belle delphine
No. 2187002
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I've decided to become a lolcow bot
No. 2187044
>>2186898I'm also a bit messed up because I agree. Male bodies often get larger and broader as they age and it's gross and off-putting to me. I met so many men who were cute in the first year of university but are now too disgustingly masculine. The only attractive men in their 20s+ to me are lean and slender, preferably small in stature, and well-groomed. My boyfriend's body hasn't changed since he was 15-16 from what he's shown me and it's amazing. His face has aged but he's still cute, only a very petit man can remain cute into his 30s and I could see this as possible with him. I also am cursed with love for him so that should help.
If I were a moid with the reverse opinion I'd fucking hate myself, so I know this isn't great. But there's no societal standard for men to all be manlet twinks so it's probably for the best I exist. Actual teen boys are nightmares and I'm not evil so it's not like I'll be molesting anyone unlike creepy moids.
>>2186937From experience this age gap is great.
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>>2186898I agree, moids look best in their mid to late teens. I think most women agree but it’s not acceptable to say + most women don’t want someone immature or even a little bit younger than them so it doesn’t matter. But there’s a reason why super popular moids are always most popular in their teens or very early twenties. Moids get pissy and complain it about it being just teenage girls (isn’t that who they want anyway?) kek. Vinnie Hacker is a good example, picrel is at 21 versus as a teen.
No. 2187131
>>2187123>hormonal issuesso they should take meds for hormones instead of 5 pills a day from the psychiatrist for every little thing that makes them uncomfortable.
>Oh, I'm too lazy to build a proper sleeping schedule so I'm gonna take this sleeping pill. I'm too lazy to learn how to regulate emotions so I'm gonna take a xany. Oh, I'm too lazy to change my lifestyle that is causing me depression so I will take antidepressants. at the same time they put absolutely no work into themselves, no actual self care except for superficial stuff, it's so off putting.
No. 2187149
>>2187110post makes me think of this guy in uni who i briefly knew that talked about his dad wanting him to fucking…eat with his family during dinner as if it were some sort of grand terror. same dad was paying his tuition. rich kids are something else.
i'll up this confession and confess that i don't think rich people can have actual issues (that matter) unless they're dealing with an incurable illness or something physical that seriously impacts their day to day. whenever i hear about even a b-list celeb being depressed or some shit i just don't care at all, go spend a week in paris and get over it
No. 2187156
>>2187132Ntayrt, I'm
>>2187112. Anon no offense, I don't get why you'd self-insert yourself into a specific demographic - privileged adult children with soft lives and no problems - when you have a physical medical issue and not some "wah the DSM-5 rules that I can't have a serious discussion without crying" schtick.
Not trying to be an asshole, but since you want to turn it into a conversation about yourself, do you workout and eat healthy? Have a reasonable social life to some degree with hobbies? Are you giving yourself a good solid foundation of health or do you just like turning yourself into Protagonist Of The Conversation?
No. 2187164
>>2187132Hormonal issues can usually be fixed with the proper hormonal treatments and a decent, not even ideal, daily routine. If a hormonal issue isn't fixed that way, then, is it really just hormones?
I know some people are born with some crossed wires and that's why there's depressed people with good families and ridiculous amounts of money. But you can't really put the blame on hormones if the right treatment is used.
I also don't get why there's people out there popping pills for honestly no reason if you think about it.
Like, the whole side of the family of an uncle of mine take meds, and it's bizarre, they all have like, friends, relationships, jobs, they live in good countries and receive the benefits of those countries, yet they're depressed? Don't fuck with me kek, it's idiotic.
It's like having to take pills because I got my phone stolen twice or because I was called a nigger at school everyday.
Do those situations suck and made me feel like shit? Yes, a lot, but my nice family helped me cope and I'm okay, I even went to a psychologist a few times and I'm okay, but I never got pills, that shit just fucks up your brain unnecessarily.
No. 2187187
Sometimes I get really irritated by the people I interact with at work. I think it's compassion fatigue. I just want to snap at people. Like when they call at 11 PM and ask for financial assistance. I'll tell them, you have to wait until the next morning because they're closed now but they should be able to help. And they'll be like OH, NOBODY EVER HELPS ME WHEN I NEED IT! WELL, I MIGHT AS WELL STARVE TO DEATH AND DIE! and after a while, I start to think to myself, good, maybe you should fucking starve and die, because nobody this stupid will make it through society without impeding everybody else. Or when people call in tears because their power got disconnected, but they don't need the electricity for medical equipment. And I ask them, what is the electric company looking for to turn it back on? And they'll say some shit like 7,000$. Okay, so you racked up that bill, and now you're crying into the phone at me hoping that some random non-profit is going to hyper-speed-process your application and give you 7K to go right to the electric company. Not only do I think you're an idiot, but I bet a good amount of money you're one of those people who always thought that people on welfare are leeches or lazy, and now you have to use it and you realize how inconvenient it actually is to ask for help and actually get it. Good luck you stupid bitch, I hope you realize how stupid it is to let something like that go for so long. I don't always think this way, but sometimes I'll just get fucking angry when I'm talking to people. Also I wish I could hang up on every fucking elderly person who says they can't hear and they need me to speak up. Turn off your fucking TV and turn up your phone volume, and put your fucking teeth in so I'm not talking to geriatric daffy duck. Fuck
No. 2187251
>>2187149Not to cape for the rich too hard as I'm a poorfag myself who is on the upward mobility grind, but rich families can be horribly
abusive sometimes too.
I have known two rich kids who were terribly abused (in different ways, one physically beaten on the regular with some sexual elements and neglect, the other verbally/emotionally and neglect).
They both ended up with the same mental illness oddly. Maybe rich kids are just predisposed to psychotic bipolar.
Anyway they never had to worry about food or the holes in their apartment's ceiling, but child abuse is a universal possibility.
No. 2187488
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>>2187452They have that dead fish look kek, it looks so retarded
No. 2187589
>>2187543If the meat has some green stuff on it i just cut it out and eat the rest. Because they are tourists here for a short stay, the sandwiches have been in the trash for 1-2 days maximum.
The hunger or possible saving money for a meal outweighs my fear of getting sick
>>2187551Thank you for the concern! I am planning to ask for a raise on january! Hoping they'll accept it!
No. 2187616
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i kind of wish i was just an old japanese guy
No. 2187728
>>2187693Good for you
nonnie! Wreck his shit!
But also please be careful? This is the second or third so time I've seen you post about the masked convention rapist scrote on here, and a custom fursuit is really identifiable. Please don't let this trace back to you. No. 2187915
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I got catcalled by a woman two nights ago and I kind of liked it kek
No. 2187944
>>2187930I’m actually almost about to piss myself laughing, they’re actually going to lie about some random anons trolling by calling them her groomer. It’s time to close your eyes or close the computer if you seriously can’t handle mean banter on the internet
>>2187934Yeah you can’t prove anything because we’re all anonymous, assuming every woman is going to be your friend and not be mean to you is your biggest mistake. I guess straight women will dig to the ends of the earth and start lying and scapegoating random innocent people because their feefees were hurt
No. 2188016
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>>2188011>I wouldn't doubt he's hiring hackers to hack into my devicesYES IT IS I ZE HACKER IM HACKING ALL OF YOUR HOSPITAL RECORDS TO SAY YOU ARE CRIMINALY INSANE AND HAVE A 18MM GUN IN ZE POCKET HAVE FUN IN JAIL SCHIZO CHILD
No. 2188028
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No. 2188085
>>2188063Don't get all
triggered nonnie. No one mentioned anything about masturbating. How do you hear "nigel beatings" and think "masturbation"?
(infighting) No. 2188376
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I never went to school. I always feel so wistful when I see kids walking home from school. I really wanted that kind of normal American upbringing. I know I'm romanticizing it, a lot of people tell me how much school sucked, but yeah. Grass is always greener and all that
No. 2188444
>>2188424Anyone boohooing about someone being so super talented at multiple art forms need to understand that those people are probably just rich kek. Seriously
nonnie, that TIF definitely comes from money. It's easy to be good at art so young when your parents are so wealthy that they don't give a shit if you want to make a career out of art because they'll always be able to fork over money for whatever you need. Just keep grinding and stop comparing yourself.
No. 2188455
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I use my favorite artists’ works as reference images in AI generators instead of commissioning them.
No. 2188465
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>>2188455>supporting the vile machine that allows pedophiles to make dozens of cp pics in seconds any woman who uses AI is a pickme pedo enabler imo
No. 2188491
>>2188489you could learn how to draw or enjoy the terabytes and terabytes of husbando porn there is already instead of supporting a machine that was unethically trained. The thing i hate the most about AIshitters is that they want their cake and eat it too. The willingly support AI while knowing how unethical it is but also cry
victims when people hate them for supporting a technology thats only been used to ruin women's and children's life.
No. 2188507
>>2188491>learn how to drawI work 9-5. Besides even if I did dedicate my free time I won’t reach a skill level I’m satisfied with.
>terabytes and terabytes of husbando pornBut none of them have him with me…
No. 2188859
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>>2188846Anybody who uses generative ai to shit out garbage is zombie-brained, no mind of their own. To me it's a sign that one mindlessly follows the new thing without thinking. Retards just lazily feed shit into the machine for an extremely worthless hit of dopamine. How lazy and stupid can humans get? What are the limits?
No. 2189031
>>2188451So are you
>>2188455Okay art thief
>>2188484>One is something thats useful(internet) the other is completly useless and vile(AI).AI tards din't care as long asthey get their dopamine rush from anatomically incorrect husbando slop
>>2188859Based
nonnie. AI tards hate supporting artists because they know they could never reach their skill level
No. 2189033
>>2188859Imagine being schizo enough to blame girls’ suicide on some broke yume
>>2189031Post art or gtfo
No. 2189309
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>>2189066>>2189084>>2189090>doesn't do itwhy'd you tease us
No. 2189325
>>2189321agreed. i’ve seen the same men who punch holes in walls over nothing claim they are all bottling their emotions up because society has told men they aren’t allowed to have emotions. like when and where? in movies they saw a father written to be a bad dad tell a son to man up? do they think women don’t notice it’s not the 1950s anymore?
i would love to see them try to bottle shit up cos i’ve known a lot of men all their lives and they weren’t punished for flying off the handle any time they got mad and that’s why they act like that. meanwhile most women i know can’t confront anyone for years if they do at all.
No. 2189396
>>2189313>so many men just bottle up their negative emotions or only express those emotions with their friends.Men use women as emotional support and therapist, why do you think they are complaining about “male loneliness” right now? Because women have started to stop putting up with useless scrotes. Men build shallow relationships with other men, they don’t want to be vulnerable, they want to be on par with them, ask a man about his friend, he’ll know shot. If they could vent to their friends we wouldn’t be here.
I’m sick and tired of hearing that men keep everything bottled up when they fucking don’t, anger is an emotion dumbass.
No. 2189419
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i’m a calm and reasonable person irl (externally anyway) but online i sperg and meltdown over the stupidest shit. i know your online self isn’t your in person self but after i freak out it’s always weird to realize i have all that inside of me. at the same time though i guess online spaces are the best place for it. i never use the same username twice and i always lie or outright swap details whenever i vent about anything, so it’s not like any of it will ever come back to bite me
No. 2189449
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>>2189419Omg anon i know the sauce for the image in your picrel i read the same story too, nice to see based fellow josei smut reader nonnas.
>>2189422>>2189432I forgot the story since i read it like 2 years ago so maybe the other anon can explain it to you better but this is called "burly man short stories" and its basically a collection of stories about sexy native men and sexy native men competing for women. This story is about pink nipples, the men who want to court her lie about their nipples being pink when they are infact brown so when they try to do the deed she ends up finding out that the lying moids do infact have brown nipples. Later she ends up finding a man with pink nipples who is perfect in everything and slight spoiler in the end of the story he joins a competition and wins. This collection has three diff stories, from what i remember the last one is femdom.
No. 2190600
>>2190582How can you even be an activist for a disease what is wrong with these people
Obesity is an illness and one of the leading causes of premature death in the modern world
Imagine if people were simping this way for multiple sclerosis or something
On a related note, I don't understand the attitude some anons and people have on anorexics either. They act as if it's a choice and not a disease. That is also an illness, again imagine shitting on people with multiple sclerosis or something
People's attitudes on weight-related metabolism imbalances are really weird. They attach all sorts of strange biases to them instead of treating them like any other metabolic issue deserving of a trip to the doctor.
No. 2190828
>>2190813I drew a lot of porn for the fandom but it was so weird cuz I kept getting horny asks asking if I was into. Of course I answered no, it's skeletons with popsicle dicks slapped onto the torso. That's like asking if I was attracted to halloween props. Even if I was told I could instantly get thousands of fans again I wouldn't return back to the fandom.
That and they're a very dramatic and drama filled group
No. 2190863
>>2190833That's such an old fandom
Unsurprising though. I found a lot of em who said they were like 20 or something but surprise! they were in their 30's. I know there is no such thing as a perfect fandom, but the undertale and homestuck one was just awful. Even if you literally did nothing they wanted blood.
No. 2190873
>>2190833Adding on I remember Camililla was seen as a good cuz she made a popular AU. Notable cow was a girl called Ganzooki or something. Was an older woman larping as a young real boy. Surprising that was common in the fandom as well. It was actually really dangerous for minors.
"hey it's okay, our age gap isn't that bad"
Rant over, I guess I was just going down memory lane there for a minute.
No. 2191017
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I'm so tired of everyone in my family being unhinged with my mother being the worst. Holy hell the shit she spins is infuriating. No one can just snap. They were brainwashed or something. Truly evil people aren't people as she believes they are all reptiles. Bring up Cain and Abel? Cain is a reptile according to my mother. Here's the kicker: while Cain and Abel are twins, my mom believes Eve fucked a reptile too and somehow making one child human but the other half reptile. It's schizo as fuck. She's just spiraling further each day. The worst part is how fucking smug she is about all of this. She is getting off on being morally superior. The rest of us aren't getting the real news/information thus we're uninformed idiots. Cause didja know that the hurricane was made by a weather machine? She's ramping up because of the upcoming election. I just want all of this madness to end. It's going to end badly but at least it would be over. I can then pick up the pieces instead of running around like a chicken with it's head cut off.
No. 2191200
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i have had a huge crush on an infamous man online for like over year. im in a great relationship and i'd never actually act on it. but in my head, shit goes crazy. its like a constant daydream fantasy. the worst part is i could have the guy like yesterday but i keep denying him and not keeping contact. one positive from this however is im working out and eating less bcus he's very fit and i put on a ton of weight in the last year so it puts me in this bad headspace that makes not eating really easy. but i am going insane for real
No. 2191843
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I went to all-girls schools my whole life and never went outside much apart from going to school so I barely ever spoke to moids. Even online, I only spoke to women. I don't like moids, and have never had a crush on one and never will because I know their true nature and I'm dedicated to my animu husbando forever anyway. But I do like 'observing' moids, now that I'm in uni and surrounded by them all the time. They're all fat/ugly/look older than they are, so I'm not attracted to any of them. But I've never seen guys my age up close before (only moids I know are my dad and little brothers) so I'm curious, and I like 'learning' stuff about them to help make my husbando daydreams more realistic. Like their breathing and sighing noises for example, I like imagining it's my husbando making those noises. It's hot. (But only if it's a slim guy breathing. I can tell if it's a retarded lardass and it just sounds gross to me.) And another time I was sitting behind a guy in class who had the same hair color as my husbando. I could not stop staring at the back of his head. I imagined it was my husbando and how it'd feel to play with his hair. The actual moid was ugly, but his hair was amazing. The guy then took off his jacket and I saw his arms. He had a very light amount of soft blonde hair all over it and it was kind of cute. I've never seen a guy's arm up close before. I always imagined my husbando as completely hairless because I hate hairy beasts, but that day I 'saved' the image of my classmate's arm hair to use in my husbando daydreams kek.
No. 2191879
>>2191216i’ve only messaged like three anons from here/cc’s friendship finder thread and they were like
>fujo who seemed okay but was into shota stuff more shota than what i’m used to or care for (those weird bara gremlins that look like monkeys) and she teased me for not being into it >russian girl who vanished like ten seconds after the war started. was pretty rude and grim anyway though, everything was “retarded“ to her. i idealized this type of friend but actually getting one just got tiresome >the femcel archetype, had a kangel pfp, typed like a retard, etc. she was cool but she ghosted me and that’s it
No. 2192316
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I slid into a Fish tank live contestant's dms and we've been flirting. I think i'm falling in love with him
No. 2192395
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i love this dynamic in gl but i hate it when the top isn’t a traditional top and the bottom isn’t a traditional bottom in bl.
No. 2192508
>>2192395same nonna
(please recommend more gl like this)
No. 2192553
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I got drunk at my uncle's birthday party and my aunt asked me if I was going to get a new dog. My dog of 17 years passed away in January. So it caught me off guard, I hadn't been thinking of her, and I just burst into tears. I cried sooo hard. I'm glad I was with family, but I still feel embarrassed
No. 2192568
>>2192553Don't be embarrassed. That's an awful question to ask someone after their dog dies. I had someone ask if I was going to "replace" my dead dog and I was stunned by the casual insensitivity of that question. It was an older woman (well past retirement age) so I just tried to forgive that but it had only been a few months.
I still miss my dog every day and cry over her. She died a year ago (nearly exactly a year)
No. 2192615
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i often end up wanting people to have a bit of a crush on me - even though i don't have a crush on them, only appreciate them as a person. and i wouldn't want them to act on this hypothetical desire because it would always be completely inappropriate and ruin things. i don't desire them, but i desire them to be desiring me. it feels like bpdchan behaviour from me (though i don't act on this in any way to get extra attention) i have no idea how uncommon this mentality is. i think it stems from being autistic/friendless in my youth and finding it hard to understand/trust if someone likes me as an individual or is just an extroverted person. if they desired me it would mean they really do like me.
No. 2192853
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A few years ago I made a few spelling errors and everyone thought English was my second language. I wasn't ESL chan, I was just retarded
No. 2193125
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Tatsuhiro Satou from Welcome to the NHK was my first husbando…
No. 2193161
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I very nearly became a full blown alt-righter as a teenager. I became prejudiced and bigoted after a series of experiences (getting attacked unprovoked by a guy who later came out as trans, getting stalked and harassed by a gay black dude, going to a school where a lot of my Latino male classmates were violent and in gangs, etc). Despite being part of more than one minority group myself, I posted in far right spaces online. I'm sorry to any nonnies who have been affected by this kind of rhetoric. I don't know how to make up for it. I know now that the problem isn't race, it's men.
No. 2193176
>>2193155You're right of course, and I'm going to try to move on, but he made my life so bright and fun and we saw each other almost everyday. I needed to try to get more of it, it was selfish but I don't regret it deep down. I'll try not to put myself in that situation again though.
>>2193160I know.
No. 2193198
>>2193109>>2193122I knew about those, it's because of stuff like this that I won't actually get serious with him, but the flirting and friendship are nice. I guess that another confession of mine is that I knew about
>>2193109 and it doesn't bother me.
I wish he'd try to rape me(bait) No. 2193219
>>2193150Kekking at this nonna. You think that a man who cheats with you is going to be with you? Dumb retard, I don’t feel pity for you or your “woe is me” act. You’re probably not the only one he cheated with kek.
Too bad the gf is a retard too, the dude got his cake and ate it too.
No. 2193242
>>2193150Why should he have broken up with his gf? You already opened your legs and gave it up easy, he didn’t have anything new to gain from being with you anymore.
I swear stupid bitches like you make the life of scrotes so much easier, you see a dick and hear some stupid sweet words (you’re better than her, you’re so different , I’ll break up with her etc) and you go crazy over it, pathetic.
No. 2193248
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>>2193244on god fr
nonnie. you my #1 cow.
No. 2193254
>>2193247Don’t engage. I don’t, because I’m not interested, it’s simple.
You’re shouting at the void by yapping around about how this isn’t a “uwu woman space with glitters and flowers and yass queen!”.
The pictures posted are also provided by the same cows, I have never seen anything leaked.
No. 2193260
>>2193247If you came here expecting a radfem circle you came into the wrong place kek. lolcow isn’t a feminist site.
There are subs for that sure, but the site isn’t like that as a whole.
No. 2193272
>>2193264>doing all that and bragging about them living rent free in your brain though?It's so easy to do this, are you a normie? It legit takes like 8 minutes max to find all of this information.
>you sound like the girl who threatened to beat me up when i reported my rapist lmfao."I don't like what you're doing because I'm kind of cowish so now I'm going to bring up my sexual assault and how people reacted negatively!" Girl… please… it's literally not this serious don't work yourself up this hard.
No. 2193283
>>2193276To hold knowledge of someone you dislike is one thing but to actively threaten the cow is cowish behavior. The difference between retards who have personal cows and retards who are fucking crazy is that the people who follow cows just laugh at them. The difference between the two can be summarized by the Lillee Jean thread. Laur knows everything because she's a NEET momager and has literally doxxed almost everyone who criticizes her daughter, meanwhile the people who post about Laur and Lillee simply just laugh at their retardation.
Really, your gripe isn't with the people who "hatestalk" but moreso over how easily accessible this information is the the general public if the general public is willing to wait like 10 minutes for results.
No. 2193309
>>2193231I'm just reading her twitter account where she overshares everything, she's the one who has to announce to the world that she's having a job interview.
(wtf is this infight though, I thought my post would get no replies as usual)
No. 2193361
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>>2193247>complaining about the concept of a lolcow>on lolcow.farmstop being retarded or go back to tiktok and be retarded there
No. 2193397
>>2193370>nitpicking body parts you can do that a bit if you have evidance of it like how shaynas boob job was confirmed by some keen eyed nonas noticing the scar.
although they were banned because they are shaytards and sperg alot kek nitpicking without any basis is banned though
No. 2193522
>>2193520sperging about the same topic over and over, infighting all the time and using the same arguments, being overly aggressive, frantic typing style, long ass paragraphs or really short aggressive posts, accusing everyone of being out to get them, usually only in one or two threads.
They remind me of daniel larson who's my favorite lolcow but now he's in prison so i have something to fill the void
No. 2194105
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>>2193673There will never be another lolcow like him. He's definitely someone's bottom bitch in prison, oh well. FREE DANIEL LARSON
No. 2194121
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I miss the CC bunker threads
No. 2194379
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>>2194374
No. 2194548
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i mostly started reading slam dunk so that i could lust after an actually attractive pompadour'd redheaded guy and stop thinking kuwabara is hot
No. 2195043
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I adopted a small animal and the shelter’s description was that she was very friendly and loved being petted only to have adopted the most skittish rabbit imaginable.
I still love her and wouldn’t change her for the world but I wish the shelter was more honest. This was also right before/during lockdown so I couldn’t meet her IRL
No. 2195465
>>2195390idk
nonny I’m the same and my intelligence makes the rejection feel worse. though I have individual interests I care passionately about like a true sperg so it’s all good
No. 2195576
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Ever since I quit social media I no longer give a single wet and juicy SHIT about "X character is ruined by their rabid fans!!!" "Y media's fandom is completely toxic!!!" "Z ship's shippers are insufferable!!" it's like those sentences mean absolutely nothing to me anymore. Suddenly, everyone who unironically complains about shit like this seems extremely retarded to me. A loser, so to speak. After being on the internet since the age of 11 and spending all my time worrying about what art I was going to make for XYZ fandom and not getting cancelled I am finally free.
Caring about fandom "toxicity", discourse and social media communities is literally cancerous and a substitute for living a real fulfilling life. If you don't quit and start focusing on yourself at one point you're going to end up 30 years old and just as immature, angry, mean girl-esque and addicted to internet attention as Fanny the tranny. There is a world where you don't have to care about this stuff and still be happy. My former internet ""friends"" probably look down on me for having become a boring normie but I can see their own sadness and insecurity driven by social media and fandom addiction so clearly now, I feel sad for them.