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Sinners get sniped on sight.
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I go to my physiotherapist not only because I actually need it and he's actually good at what he does, but also because I want to know what it's like to be touched by an attractive guy with a sweet personality. I get wet when he touches me. I never say anything weird or off topic other than stuff regarding work and hobbies so I hope he doesn't see what a desperate kissless virgin I am. My face just gets red. From what I know the guy is taken and there's nothing I can do, I will just torture myself and have coomer fantasies about him. Every time he touches my thigh or my knee my brain is like
>A HAND OF AN ATTRACTIVE MALE IS TOUCHING ME. THIS IS HOW IT FEELS LIKE. BRRRRR
I know it's embarrassing but it is what it is. Today he was showing me an excercise I have to do at home with a roller, and he was lying on his stomach, and all I could do was staring at his waist, ass and thighs. Like I should be staring at them anyway, but you know what I mean. I will never have this..
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This is going to sound autistic and retarded, but Ive become weirdly interested in the moids in that stupid project sekai game. Especially pic related. But they're all like 16-17 yrs old. Makes me feel a bit like a freak bc of their ages. But no guy of any age looks like that tbh, so it truly just feels like having a retard crush on something purely fictional.
I don't know if Im a questionable person if i find a 2D teen boy cute. I hate feeling like a creepy moid in this why.
Maybe it's the tiktok brainrot Ive accumulated from listening to gen Z, but most young ppl on those platforms think liking a fictional teen boy means your a pedo.
They compare it to moids liking the younger looking girls you see in anime, but moids usually like the ones that look prepubescent anyway (like the little pink haired girl from Spy x Family)
Well, you are being retarded. It’s a png that would look exactly the same whether its wikia info says “16” or whether it says “20”. The author could’ve made him secretly a girl, would that’d make anyone into it secretly a lesbian? Of course not, it’s still just a pretty drawing and it has no relevance on the kind of shit you might like IRL.
It’s not like the drawing is going to be traumatized over you sexualizing them. Please remember why it’s actually wrong to be attracted to children and realize none of those consequences apply to your weird looking bright colored husbando.
i'm convinced zoomers are paranoid about young people being groomed and brainwashed because they spend 24/7 doing it to each other without any sane older people in the room to tell them to stop. don't voluntarily psyop yourself nonnie
, enjoy your bishie anime boys
I'm insecure because I never went to uni. I would say it was for personal reasons, but I don't want to look for excuses, I always tell myself "if you weren't so fucked up and if you tried hard enough, you could go to uni". I still think about pursuing higher education one day, maybe when I save enough money, maybe 2 or 3 years from now. But for now I feel like I have nothing to show for myself and I feel inferior to others. When it comes to conversations, I connect better with eductated people. It's not that I purposefully talk to them because they're educated, it's only after I connect with them it turns out they're eductated, and I'm like "oh, again". Of course, you can be well read and smart without a degree, it just so happens I haven't really met such people in my personal life. The worst thing is, basically everyone assumes I went to university and they're surprised when I tell them I didn't. And then I feel like shit and I feel inferior to them. I feel like a nice and educated guy would never consider me as a serious, long term partner because of this.
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I pretend to be a boy on snapchat so that whenever a girl asks what I look like I send a picture of a school shooter and it always makes me laugh when they say they look cute
Did you previously work as one nonnie
? Why do you think you feel that reaction?
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Just had a brain blast about my stupid daddy/daughter paraphilia: it began with Pokemon the Movie 3, Spell of the Unown. Like Molly I was a very lonely and imaginative child, her story resonated with me from my very first viewing. I think it was from her that I got the idea
>if your real dad can't be with you, then just make up a fake one!
I daydreamed constantly in those years, it was my favourite hobby and I would do it every day after school until the sun went down. A lot of my stories were about orphan girls getting adopted by some kind people who recognise her innate talent and raise her to be a wizard or an alchemist kek. My wish for a parent became strongest in my teen years when I was receiving the absolute least real life parental support, also the time when I was very much online and attaching myself to older girls with questionable characters. By questionable I mean dropout NEET bpdchan TIFs. This girl used to keep me up all hours of the night with suicide bait and guilt trips, but I loved her because she let me call her "papa" just like Molly calls Entei in the stupid movie. Of course she was kind to me at first and that's where I got the idea that she would reparent me, but that was a very brief period. I think she really regretted ever showing me that kindness too because I became so obsessed, I would not let go of the idea that she was my father. No matter how many times she blew up at me I kept trying to get her to babysit me until eventually I became redpilled and realised she was not it.
Overall it was a fake relationship, I was attached to the fictional characters she "kinned" and confused their personalities and kind hearts for hers. Did I mention I'm fucking retarded yet? In case it wasn't obvious. Whatever romantic feelings I had for her went totally unaddressed and the daddy stuff was not sexual anyway. Not yet. It turned into genuine incest kink when I grew up and got a girlfriend who enabled me. I called her "mommy" even though there was nothing motherly about her. (I guess she resembled her own mother in the sense that she was violent, paranoid, and unhinged.) At first I didn't even want to indulge in that stuff anymore because after the TIF shamed me for it (rightfully, maybe), I was concerned it would go badly again. I think this whacko mommy character saw another way to control me and deepen the trauma bond so she went for it. And like a dumbass I ignored my worries and went for it too. I got super into it again and this time we were already sexually involved so I was jacking off about it. She bottle fed me once. That was nice but I still cringe because I definitely looked ugly at that angle (all angles, really) and I was so scared of her I could never really relax, plus I don't think she actually wanted to do it in the first place. Anything to keep her paypig and punching bag, I guess. Most embarrassing behaviour on my part.
But again I wasn't really in love with her but the fictional character she used to court me. (Anime boys are dangerous nonas.) So when I broke up with her I was like fuck it nobody will ever hurt me again, I'll become a yumejoshi and my perfect sweet kind parental partner will live in my head. All well and good for a start but it's still all wrapped up in sex, I'm still craving unconditional love and it's still attached to the fake idea of a fake person. The worst part is that it's very deeply entrenched now, I live and breathe this stupid daddy kink. When I need to calm down I shush myself like an infant, suck my thumb so hard my head hurts, wrap up in blankets and cry. Honestly it's always been this way, every behaviour I described is leftover from its developmentally appropriate age (i.e. I just never stopped) but I really notice it now. I'm a mess and the last tether of my sanity is a fictional character who I think of as my "papa." I can't live without him, I need him, I want him to take care of me. I also want to fuck him so bad and it's very important that he wants sex with me too despite how annoying, gross, needy, and infantile I often am. It's so disgusting but my ideal role is daughterwife emphasis on daughter. I don't plan to change or at least I'm not going to actively try, just wait it out and see what happens.
Unlike Molly in the movie there is no magic spell to bring me my parents, there is no community who want to help so badly they'll climb inside a massive crystal castle to rescue me and anyone else I've hurt. It's just me here all alone with my disturbing ideas and desires. Thank God I have matured enough to stay away from others romantically, I'll never do it again and I'm so sorry to the people I crushed on in the past 2 years. You didn't deserve to have a freak like me want anything from you.
Also I'm sorry for saying the movie was stupid. It's not stupid, I'm stupid, it's a very good film.
Kek who was it? Also this is the confessions thread, I'm pretty sure you're supposed to judge me.>>1723323
I shouldn't even give you a hint, but clearly I am a BPDfag who thrives on negative attention so I will do it anyways. He's the number one Tumblr Sexyman.>And to the anon who replied that she knows me and then deleted it
Thank you for your compassion. I feel embarrassed to have been immediately identified but my neurosis is pretty specific isn't it. Even if you couldn't stand by them, I'm grateful for your kind words.
>>1723347>Thank you for your compassion. I feel embarrassed to have been immediately identified but my neurosis is pretty specific isn't it. Even if you couldn't stand by them, I'm grateful for your kind words.
, I full heart believe you deserve to heal and be loved in a healthy way. I just didn't want to take attention out of your post. I will always believe this even if we never talk anymore, but I'm happy to hear you're (somewhat) ok! Sorry again.
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Honestly, I look like butt when I'm on my period. Acne, greasy hair, eye bags, dry skin, my face looks weird. But I like it.
The reason why I like it, is because for like three days of 'ogrefying', I let my hair get messy. I don't exercise as much. And I stop trying to look/dress cute. It's so refreshing. Like, I'm claiming my SELF back from the image that I project onto the world, and being comfy. I am discarding the image that I uphold, and this makes me feel more in touch with my real self, just being comfy, trampling the image I keep up for others. Honestly, my ego is a prison. My image is a prison. I LOVE getting ogrepilled and becoming my true self for three days mashallah.
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The warden of superjail!?
oh wow you dont brush your hair or dress cute for 3 whole days wow nonny
you are such a warrior i have no idea how you get the strength do that
Oldfag spotted, it's not 2011 anymore. But I'm sure you'll be equally disgusted by the actual answer so it might as well be the Onceler. >>1723356
No not him either but he's probably a better choice. Isn't he some kind of freak? Wouldn't he be into it?>>1723359
? The barbie doll? No. Not my type also he has antidaddy energies. He probably wants to be pegged.>>1723352
No need to apologise dear, and if you're who I think you are then I owe YOU an apology. I'm sorry for how I treated you. I hope that you've been well, and I wish you nothing but the best. If you ever want to talk more then I think you know where to find me, my arms are open.
i need to know now nonny
pls spill the beans
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Oh absolutely my bad, I didn't realise what you meant. I didn't watch Digimon but just looking at gifs of this kid I think I get it. >>1723369
Sort of, but to Komaeda is just neat and funny. Not daddy material. If he had a daughter he would not care for her, he'd drop her off a bridge.>>1723379
He didn't even win the tournament, I said number 1 for a reason you guys. Don't make me say it it's embarrassing.
Im sorry, maybe instead of the coy "getting warmer" I should have said "nonny
red hot burning fire 1 in 3 chance nonny
!" He's on that list and yours too. Now you know. I accept my judgement and shame.
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I can't judge you too bad because when undertale first came out I red fanfictions about Sans and his translucent blue ghost dick. That's not who I am though, I don't even consider him a part of my fictional crush roster anymore.
somehow the weirdest thing for me in your post was when you said you dated someone in the first place. you made yourself sound like a total femcel
and it kinda surprised me that you of all nonnies were getting more action than me (even though those experiences were horrible and i'm genuinely sorry you went through that. also i don't mean that in a mean way because i'd bet from the sound of it you're probably not actually ugly and just insecure, not that i would know for a fact though). nonna please don't beat yourself up about getting attached to people and being a bit weird, it's not your fault that you can't help it. you are a very kind individual and i promise you contributed so so much good to the world and to your friends' lives.
Yes. I hope this detail enhances my original post in some way, otherwise I'm just embarrassed to have revealed even more specifics of my cringe fantasies. Also glad to have received attention, I suppose, and hopeful that others had some fun and laughs. >>1723422
Congrats on your graduation nona. I don't think I'll ever grow out of him, and because he's my papa he can never get rid of me either. The best thing about a fictional father is that even if he rejects you in a daydream you made up to torture yourself, he can be perfectly loving and supportive in the next. Infinite chances to try again.>>1723508
Whatever "action" I got was totally not worth the time/energy/money/sanity investment but at least I'm not curious about sex anymore. To be honest nona you are not missing much. Either way I'm a volcel yumecel now kek so I'm glad my way of speaking matches.
Thanks for saying nice things, too. I'll try to remember that even though I'm weird I can still have a positive effect on others.
I wish I'd never lost my virginity. It wasn't even a bad experience (kinda hurt but whatever) but I felt so dirty. I wish I'd said no sex before marriage or some shit at the time. I still feel gross.>>1723689
Understandable. You're not a bad person for it so long as you treat them like anyone else, don't worry about it.
men don't rape women based on if they're pretty, they're animals who simply are looking for an easy victim
. if you go into bootcamp
and such you'll lose some weight and whatever protective factor will be gone. if you are socially isolated and struggle to form connections they can see that vulnerability.
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Riley Reid was never on my radar in terms of looks inspo, I mean I heard of her and thought she looked fine but I saw a picture of her post birth and man… she's absolutely glowing. Idk what happened cause I never thought she was super pretty or anything before, but now I think she's absolutely gorgeous. I want to look like this!!
I don't know what country you're from but if you're smart you can land a job in the military working as a translator, engineer, weapons manager, etc. You don't necessarily have to be fighting or doing anything physical. In the U.S. if you take the ASVAB and score 75+ you will look very desirable, among other qualifications. Some of these jobs you may need a STEM background at a 4-year university, though.>>1724143
28 isn't too old but that's a shitty reason to join the armed forces, just move closer to a military base and there will be many military scrotes abound kek (but obvs a lot of them have issues)
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I'm a kissless virgin and my thoughts constantly fluctuate between shamefully horny and "ew sex is disgusting I will never have sex". Today I had a glazier guy at my house because I had a huge thermal crack in my window and the glass had to be replaced. The guy was very tall and he could definitely be posted in the unconventional attractions thread and he was probably around early 40s and for moment I had thoughts like "I wonder what would happen if I asked him to fuck me right here and now" kek god help me what would happen tho???
That's nice anon but>She's like 20+ so I know it's not sexual
What do you mean by that?
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I can't stop laughing at anons complaining about the lack of a new celebricows thread in multiple threads kek. You did this to yourself. I'm kind of happy about it because that thread is a faggot zone.
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I've known my bf since I was a teenager and back then I clashed a lot with my parents. I ranted about this stuff to him and was adamant that I'd cut contact when I could, but now after years of me poisoning the well and him WKing me, I've moved out, matured, and gradually lost that animosity towards my family. Sure they did stupid things but they're not evil irredeemable abusers, they do love me and I don't want to mystetiously abscound anymore.
But now my bf is having a tough time adjusting, and although he said he understands that I've grown up and that he supports me making my own decisions, he's still bitter towards my parents and noticeably uncomfortable when I interact with them. My parents know about him but don't know we're dating; they've only interacted for like 10 seconds one time. I can think of a few reasons why they might dislike him too.
I feel like the burden is on me to bridge the divide I've created but man, I dunno how to go about it aside from begging both parties to play nice when they inevitably cross paths. It doesn't help that they're from different countries and wealth classes so there's a whole bomb of potential cultural misunderstanding.
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I sent a really horny anonymous ask to an NSFW blog on tumblr and I slipped up and mentioned I’m in college and they told me to get the fuck out because they thought I meant I was in high school when I mentioned having a teacher kill me this so so embarrassing
Oh no, they're really bad. Half-dreaming me is like fuck yeah, that's so genius. and then when i fully wake up i realize it was idiotic and completely unsexy. But if you must know, and don't say I didn't warn you, this morning it was a strapless strap with a internal silicone bulb that only fully contracts under the pressure from an orgasm, and I guess you'd fill it with fake cum or something so the strap would "ejaculate" when you actually cum
I hope that's not god talking to me because if so, I'm scared.
Maybe you're gay? So that's why it feels wrong to you. Personally I'd feel horrible if it's an ugly or weird guy, but if it's a hot cool guy I can see myself liking I won't mind.
I'm still a virgin but I relate to this. I had my first kiss at a new years party while very drunk a few years back, ended up making out with this guy the entire night supposedly and I was practically traumatised for the next two weeks, I couldn't even consume sexless romantic media without feeling nauseous. I felt so disgusting.
Weird thing is I was never religious nor did I grow up in a conservative household. I don't have strong feelings myself about this topic and I'm not especially judgemental about other people's sex lives. My family wouldn't care what I did so long as it wasn't hugely irresponsible. Plus I used to be a huge coomer fujoshi.
The only explanation that I can think of is that due to having been pretty sheltered due to going to an all girls school I was behind on these kind of milestones. When I made friends from people outside of school they saw me as 'innocent' (even though it was complete untrue mentally speaking, I had been browsing imageboards since primary school) and this was the main reason they showed interest/curiosity in me, so it became part of my identity, and having that stripped away from me was traumatic in some way. Or maybe I'm just an autist.
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intensely overcome with a feeling of lust lately but it's fine because i'm a permavirgin (which i am okay with) that doesn't socialize ever so i'll just repress as hard as i can until it's all gone because i don't want this to be me but man is it hard. never had a streak so long i usually blame to hormones but it's been going for way too long so i don't know if i can anymore. i don't usually care this much because it's not that big of a deal, but it's seriously messing me up this time, i'm like an animal. it's humiliating.
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I was looking up Sims 2 gameplay and seeing sims in bikinis made me so horny. Looking back, I think TS2 is the first thing that ever turned me on. Especially the making out in pic rel. So that's probably why. TS2 style making out is really aggressive. I can't think of anything hotter. I've tried installing TS2 a few times as an adult but it always ends up in an 8 sim household where they're all lesbians who live in lingerie and have orgies 24/7. So I can't play it anymore.
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Reposting because I cropped badly.
Discovering lolcow made me a normal person. I didn't do anything unusual before, but I definitely had some flaws because I had mental health issues that I refused to address. I looked at how the anons were brutally honest about their opinions without sugarcoating them, which urged me to improve as a person because I might have also been a cow if things were a little different. I realized this isn't the way I want to live. I started going to the gym, developing my own opinions and stopped using the internet as much. My friends are normies now and I also have normie interests. My mental health and feelings towards my body have improved as well. It's not perfect, but it's better than before. I asked advice from anons one time about my shitty friend and got the courage to cut him off. That solved 99 of my problems. I'm going to stop using lolcow now because there's not much else to do anymore, I'll just focus on real life stuff instead and leave the weird shit I've done or happened to me behind me. I discovered this website from a Reddit post telling people to stay away because it's a hellhole here. It's surprising how my experience has been different. Thank you nonnies, continue your horny husbando posting in peace
My boyfriend has depression and I'm starting to resent him for it. When I first met him, he showed me his very best self. Extremely caring, loved to please me, invested in knowing me and understanding me. I loved his view on the world and how empathetic he was to me and others. He had such a range of emotion that I've never seen from a man before. He was completely honest and told me had depression and that he was still dealing with it, so it's my fault for being a retard and dating him anyway. Because when a man has depression, it means he turns into a passive self-pitying retard who can't get anything done. I'm surprised I even think this way because I was always sympathetic to people who have depression, and I have depression myself so I know what it's like.
I know that he stews in negativity all day, he complains and vents online all day (and to me). He's had a lot of hardship in his life, so it's not unfounded. I've listened to him vent, encouraged him, pushed him to do things that he found difficult, and so on, but it's a lot of emotional labor. In a lot of ways he's failed to be the partner I expected him to be. I don't want to baby a man. I want him to improve himself for me and put in the effort to make me happy every day. I deserve that. I am often disappointed around him a lot because of this, and he just can't handle it and shuts down. At least a lot of the time he takes the initiative to talk to me about it, but he gets so defensive when I tell him what my issues with him are. And he deflects every time with "depression."
I am so resentful. I saw so much in him and it feels like a lie. He acts pathetic and it's made me lose so much respect for him. And no, not because he has emotions or difficulties, it's because he has no initiative to help himself. A lot of people have depression but still don't give up like he does. I feel like women are way more likely to get their shit together and are guilty to be a burden on their partner, while men will feel some shame but do nothing about it and drag their partner down with their inaction.
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As someone who used to be a reader, I really don't like tarot, it's a load of bullshit sometimes, random and unnecessary to your problems because you can understand yourself better without it, just focus on improving and don't rely on cards. I still get the "I want to help others through my reads" feeling sometimes, to give people some solace and peace of mind, but really it's just your own thoughts talking. Believe yourself and not some cards.
Thanks for understanding, nonna. And yeah, I know for sure if things don't change, I definitely can't handle it. I don't want to baby a man. The entitlement of it all makes me so mad, because I know men want their girlfriends to nurture and soothe them and not put any pressure on them and it drives me up the wall. Why am I expected to be a pleasant and perfect angel to a man when he isn't even close to meeting my needs? He should be making my life more pleasant, not more stressful. I swear, if this doesn't work out within the next couple of months I am leaving and not dating a man ever again unless he is literally perfect in every way.
The saddest and most pathetic fucking thing about all this is that he is not even physically my type (I like muscular fit men, but he is doughy). He told me in the beginning he was working on losing weight, and I believed him. I was attracted to him mostly because of his personality, and how kindly he treated me. He also loved catering to my kinks, too. Now that it's all gone, what's left? I feel like such an idiot. Never fall for the personality meme, sisters.
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Today I ate a burger for breakfast, hot dogs for lunch and pizza for dinner.
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Doing some silly cockroach shit where I joined my ex's community dscrd to jumpscare the fuck out of him. Not that I ever would, but there is something hilarious in the fact that if I revealed something out loud, it would be so over for him.
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I have been making deepfakes of scott the woz to schlick, been thinking of spreading them around because i am curious of the reaction lol. I wanna make more but it takes so much time so i can only do it when i cant do anything more productive. I have been also thinking of selling them since they arent illegal and i know a bunch of jermafags and kpoopies would pay really well to see their husbandos masturbating or getting railed.
Ayrt yeah I get what you’re saying. I wish videos like this weren’t necessary, but unfortunately you have a generation of men today who are too emotionally stunted and/or resentful to figure it out themselves, so you have guys like this walking them through it and even backs it up with some data. About deepfakes harming men, he is encouraging them to reflect on their own actions and attitudes without throwing too much judgement so guys can hopefully come to their own conclusion. It’s a typical therapy tactic, it’s easier to motivate them if they can see themselves as partly a victim
too because no one wants to feel like the bad guy. Some might call it coddling.
While imo a lot of the “allure” with deepfake porn comes from the violation of boundaries, I hadn’t considered the link to parasocial relationships before, which I think is why OPs post reminded me of this.
1. While it might not be illegal at this point in time (depending on where you live, in some places it is illegal), it’s only a matter of time before it becomes so. 2. A lot of people would say, one group of people (men) doing something harmful to another group (women) doesn’t justify them retaliating in the same manner. It will probably lead to more deepfakes of both genders being made and shared, inadvertantly harming women further. 3. Imo creating nonconsensual porn deepfakes puts you on the same level as as a coomer scrote, which is unfortunately more and more common for women these days due to internet brainrot. Congrats, you have the emotional maturity of a toddler. For this reason I don't think anyone will be able to change your mind on this, you seem hellbent on standing your ground no matter what anyone says. Just know it’s possible to heal your brain, but it takes a certain amount of personal insight and willpower.>>1732861>The problem of scrotes consuming porn is that it exacerbates their desires to harm women and their views of women being less than human
That's not the only problem with nonconsensual deepfakes and you know it
>>1732997>puts you on the same level as as a coomer scrote, which is unfortunately more and more common for women these days due to internet brainrot.
How is this a bad thing?. we have been the better gender for so long and we have gotten shit for it. I used to repress myself so much when i was a girl because ''women dont do that!!!'', and it only hurt me in the long run. If men weren't such pigs i wouldn't be doing this, if i could get an attractive men to fuck once in a while i wouldn't need porn, but unlike them i cant hire a whore or land a qtie despite being average. It's not fair men get all the porn in the world+whores+good women to date and women get…ugly men with porn rot that will cheat on them. > Just know it’s possible to heal your brain, but it takes a certain amount of personal insight and willpower.
ok sherlock, tell me how
I feel like you are contradicting yourself a little bit because you are asking me how it’s a bad thing, while admitting you wouldn’t be doing it if men weren’t "such pig". I’m sorry you are having these struggles with finding fuckable moids, but I think there is a middle ground between sexually repressing yourself, which I agree is bad, and creating nonconsensual deepfake porn.
>ok sherlock, tell me how
I think the first step is to increase understanding of how the brain/emotions work. HealthyGamerGG which I posted further up thread has a lot of good scientifically backed videos that are aimed at people who struggle with internet/gaming addiction, about how it affects your brain and so on. In terms of emotional awareness, I think this one is a good starting point https://youtu.be/8pQBdZ3RdfA
DBT like therapy is currently considered the best treatment.
i dont think porn affects women the same way it does men. porn affects women in the sense it makes them feel bad with their bodies, but i am not watching straight porn, i am shclicking to a cute boy jacking off, it's not comparable to pickmes watching women getting fucked. Also, it wouldn't surprise me those women who do watch porn do it alongside their moids, because all of the women here that have talkes about porn said it's underwhelming in comparison to reading something. Porn makes men more prone to abusing women, there are actual studies that show men who watch even one hour of porn are less empathetic to rape victims
, i am not going to abuse men just because i super-imposed the face of a cute youtuber into a guy jacking off. I am not a threat to anyone, and i dont think porn can rot my brain any further, if anything it keeps me from making the impulse driven mistake of allowing a moid to impale me out of horniness.
After women had to suffer from abuse for decades because of porn - regardless of if it's as direct as being trafficked into porn or men rotting their brain so badly they're incapable of having a relationship without being emotionally abusive
to women - men's biggest issue is their brain rot even though they've been screaming at us for being insecure (aka just a "nice" way of calling someone self aware and ugly) for asking them to not watch porn
it's so hopeless to be a straight women nowadays. 90% of men watch porn, and the ones that don't, do it because ''its bad for muh mentol health and productivity uwu'' none of these scrote psychologists will ever bring up the studies that show men lose empathy for women victims
of rape after watching one hour of porn a week, they only bring up the studies about how it gives them erectile disfunction because all men are selfish careless beings with no sympathy for anyone but themselves. I am kinda tired of being forced to be better than men, instead of men being better for th sake of humanity, at this point i have made it my goal in life to ruin as many male lives as i legally can.
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me just like to blabber
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>>1733126>decide to open /lgbt/ on 4chan>see this
lol, they really are jealous of TiFs and mald about them 24/7
>>1733542>peaking my lefty boyfriend
based and cute>"pooner">making fun of women unprompted
unbased and not cute
>>1733156>losing interest in real life partners,
men are ugly and have shit personalities nowadays, not porn's fault>real life sex not being enough
men don't know how to make a woman cum, not porn's fault's> needing stronger stimuli to get off
women dont tend to have strong fetishes so this makes no sense
nta but>women dont tend to have strong fetishes so this makes no sense
this is true, but WHY? If anything I feel like women who get addicted to erotica/porn are MORE likely to get off in normal situations or even just enjoy sex more in general. Men getting addicted to porn basically turns them asexual but sexualizing everything
I did too, the only fantasies I were able to get off too were highly complex. I don't watch porn but I read smut, if anything I felt like smut helped me get off to more realistic situations than what I was fantasizing about (very medical stuff for some reason)
Although weird you mention the social aspect, men have a lot more access to real life sex work (strip clubs, happy ending massage parlors, dominatrix, etc) yet they still somehow end up ruining their real life sexual experiences with porn. Maybe there's a divide between porn watchers and men who consume real life stuff? I frequent strip clubs and every single one I've been too are filled with women with perfectly realistic bodies. I even remember one where the highest earner was a chubby woman with tubular breasts so it's very odd to me when men think anything less of a hentai body are literal birth deformities
Wouldn’t we all?>>1734828
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My dad is kind of a small time cow online. I doubt anyone will ever find it but he's been using this obscure literature/poetry forum for as long as I've known, probably before I was born, and he just posts essays and walls of text on this barren website that maybe 3
other people still check. Sometimes he sort of spams it like it's his personal notepad and drops random links and short out of context messages. He also has alt accounts, I think he replies to himself
As it is a writing forum, he posts his poetry online. I dunno anything about poetry but I don't think he's very good tbh. Sometimes he writes incomprehensible stuff and sometimes he writes about our cats and how inspirational they are (he once saw our girl cat just walking somewhere and was struck to write a poem comparing her to a queen).
I think the site used to be more popular and he'd infight with people, not out of anger but because he liked baiting and laughing at them. He'd call me over to tell me about times he totally rekt people and it was always something silly like "lol I totally embarrassed this Austrian guy by revealing his lack of knowledge on European geography" but he acted super proud of it. I should mention that he's actually old enough to be my grandpa and he is retired, so he's not in the usual age group of internet trolls. My parents used to have arguments because my mom would get upset that he kept trolling all sorts of people in different online spaces and she thought it was embarrassing behavior
Another thing about him is that he is obsessed with this one musical artist in particular and has been for decades. He listens to the same songs on loop all day for years and brags about how he can tell apart when different people are playing them even though they are instrumental songs. I am hesitant to say the name of the artist since he also writes books about the guy, although I don't think they sell. Either way, I don't think he even really likes other artists in the genre, he only ever says they're not as good as his fave. He's so obsessed with this guy that he does deep dives beyond the music career into his love life and stuff. I didn't think he listened to other music but once he sporadically told me that he's a fan of My Chemical Romance of all bands so idek anymore.
He's also just kind of spergy offline. He recites quotes and references that nobody understands, monologues dramatically, randomly gets loud with seemingly no awareness, has poor awareness for gendered products (cannot tell when something like shoes is intended for men or women), and just spends all day on the internet. He's not a bad guy and I love him but I think he has autism unironically. I have no one to tell about his weird behavior so I'm just dumping it here
>>1735659>He's also just kind of spergy offline. He recites quotes and references that nobody understands, monologues dramatically, randomly gets loud with seemingly no awareness,
that's literally my older brother, he's married with kids as well
btw how did you dad and mother meet btw if you don't mind me asking.
I'm not 100% clear on the story, I think his friend saw her first when she was new in town and told him that she was super pretty, and he ended up meeting her family and being her tutor or something.
Apparently my mom didn't like him at first, I guess because he's weird. She said mean things about him to her mom. Eventually they started dating though; he told me that he was in love with how "tough" she was. I asked him what that meant and he gave the example that once they were on a date and there was some insect bothering them, and she just kinda snatched it out of the air and killed it without hesitation. He said that was extremely intimidating and beautiful. They've only dated each other before getting married.
I actually didn't know that most families were patriarchal for much of my childhood since my mom was always the leader and my dad would always simp for her, even though he's considerably older than her. So I kinda thought "men have to appease women's demands" was a societal rule and was weirded out that other people's dads were the head of the family
>>1735659>(he once saw our girl cat just walking somewhere and was struck to write a poem comparing her to a queen).
Kek, this part was very sweet and cute. You're dad definitely has autism and it's funny as hell. >>1736242
Idk if this is weird to say, but this sounds like the average farmer's dream relationship kek
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I will sometimes pop a few of these under my boob to heat up a little so they're softer to chew on
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A few years ago, when I was getting my drivers license I purposefully paid for 5 extra hours just to spend more time with my instructor. He was such a captivating man and he's not aware I used him as an emotional support prostitute because I was at the lowest point in my life. I even recorded one of our lessons, although I never went back to listen to it. To this day I feel like it was a depraved thing to do, but I'll never delete it.
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once spat in a cup of coffee after brush brushing my teeth and my mom drank it
Ana-chan diets are counterproductive and way less effective for sustained weight loss. Like you much drop some pounds pretty quick but it'll be pure suffering and you're not likely to keep the results for very long, your body will actively bitch and resist against further losses
The key to successful weight loss is mainly changing your diet in a SUSTAINABLE way. Following some miserable diet where you eat 2 salad leaves and a single egg every day for a month will mess you up physically and mentally, and when you finish or reach a breaking point you're likely to fall back on your old habits (the ones that made you fat to begin with) because you didn't develop any better ones.
Instead, you want to make permanent but liveable changes. Your new diet should just become how you eat almost all of the time, but it should still be fulfilling. Idk how you eat right now but many people take steps like >swapping sugary drinks for plain or lightly sweetened water/tea/coffee>decreasing the amount or frequency of high calorie foods they like without giving them up completely (e.g., still eating cookies but just 1 at a time instead of a whole box)>eating satiating/high-volume but low calorie meals like vegetable soup>eating out less and cooking fresh meals more (restaurants use exorbitant amounts of salt and oil, likely far more than what you'd use at home)>using different cooking methods (e.g., grilled chicken instead of deep-fried)
As an ex-fatty-chan I know it can be frustrating to want to be thin NOW but the cliche about weight loss being a marathon and not a sprint is true, you need to slowly ease into it over time instead of throwing yourself into the deep end only to rubberband back.
Let's put it into this perpective: how long you've been fat and how many times you tried to loose weight? Because if you don't know how it will go I will tell you: you will be thinking going on your mega epic proana diet for months. Maybe you will succeed in following it for a couple of days. Than you will reverse to your old habits. Than you will start again. And it will go on for a long time. Months will pass, you still will be fat and thinking that you need that anachan diet to loose weight quickly and nothing will come our of it.
Instead, just make small changes now, try to incorporate a reasonable diet and exercise plan that you can follow, sit back and enjoy the results that will come in X months.
It takes the same amount of time. Also, many anachans you see didn't start out fat and inclined to eat a lot. A lot of them are skinny girls who want to be even skinnier. So following their "advices" (even if you can call it that, remember, they are all very sick and unwell people) is not good for you as they are literally nor tailored to people who are not used not eating anything and (I can't stress it enough) not completely fucked in the head. Yep, that's the secret to any anachan diet. You need to have a few screws loose for it to work. And if you are fat (or even slightly overweight), the chances are high you are not desperate enough. And no, you can't brainwash yourself into having anorexia.
Take it from ex fat fat fatty turned anachan turned normal person.
My boyfriend peaked on his own after initially being shocked when I revealed I'm a terf
. I told him to look at TRA shit, follow them on Twitter and he did. It was so satisfying when he sent me more and more stuff he found obnoxious. Now he says they're all crazy and he hates them kek. He only has some sympathy left for TIFs that really make an effort to pass but he understands that it comes from internalized homophobia or misogyny.
I also don't know what a pooner is so I don't get what other nonas are complaining about and I don't care to look it up.
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I'm obsessed with fat people. I spend so much time watching obesity documentaries, reality series and movies. I am just mystified as to how people can load up their bodies with so much shite and willingly disable themselves.
I can't believe 62,5% of people in my country are overweight. Literally just stop gorging in bread and sugar
Even people who are just a little bit overweight I think are mentally ill and worthy of judgement. When I was just 20-30lbs overweight, I was unable to climb a flight of stairs, how can people live like this?
I also have a fascination with obesity, partly because I have been a fatty and I love to eat. but I partly disagree that obese people are worthy of judgement. On one hand yes it’s bizarre, why can’t they just change etc. but I think there is a lot of misinformation about health out there and I think the food industry needs to be held accountable to a much larger degree. In general people know that if you want to lose weight you need to be at a caloric deficit, so why is it so hard? Imo it’s because the food we eat have changed. The food industry is knowingly being misleading about this, and a lot of research into weight loss is actually funded by the food industry, so they can keep misleading consumers and continue profiting of selling food that leads to weight gain and bad health. It’s no wonder more and more people are struggling with obesity. Many of them think they know more about weight loss than the average person because they’ve researched everything about it and tried so many times to lose weight. I think moving away from ultra-processed food and incorporating fasting is going to work for the vast majority of people. You can be at a healthy weight without obsessing over calories. You can eat pretty much anything you want (carbs, fat etc., of course we are genetically different so some people handle carbs less well, but my point is these aren’t bad in and of themselves, it's the UPF that leads to overeating). By fasting you don’t have to do anything extreme, but for example just not eating after 8 pm has been shown to stabilize your blood sugar, which will in turn make you have less cravings. I’ve recommended it before, but everyone should read the book Ultra-Processed People if you wanna learn about how modern diet leads to weight gain and why the food industry is needs to be held accountable for this.
>>1737289>You can lose weight with McDonald's and it's horrible for you
Absolutely. I lost most of my weight while having no idea what I was doing and eating like crap, so I one hundred percent agree it’s about the calories, but in terms of long term health it’s not very sustainable and we see that a lot of people who go from obese to being fit end up gaining the weight back through the years. I personally think this is because they actually haven’t changed their lifestyle and created sustainable habits.
>Because nowadays you can simply Google anything, including nutrition guidelines from professionals with degrees and not TikTok/Instagram influencers who get paid to shill laxative gummies
This is part of my point. There is so much conflicting advice and research out there about weight and lifestyle. A lot of things we used to think we knew about food at one point has turned out to be wrong or poorly understood. There are a lot of interesting discoveries being made recently but it takes time for it to become established as fact and for public health guidelines to catch up. In addition you have stuff such as food industry lobbying, poor/misleading studies, not to mention the diet industry which by design is unsustainable because that’s what's most profitable.
Anecdotally I have a friend who is clinically obese. She’s been succesful at losing weight for amounts of time but always ends up gaining again. She says she knows more about weightloss than most people, but when we talked about what type of foods she eats it’s all low-cal diet UPF stuff. She told me she thinks her problem is that she never feels satiated, but if that’s the type of food she consumes then there’s no wonder she feels that way. Of course you can frame it as being a problem with her willpower, but I also don’t think blaming fat people for being fat is very helpful for them. Because that's what we've always done and guess what, people just keep getting fatter and fatter and fatter despite this. I think in terms of pulbic health it’s more helpful for everyone to hold the food industry accountable for making shitty food and funding shitty and misleading research.
I understand the fascination, especially with those 600lb types, but I can't bring myself to really judge "regularly" overweight people. Not because I think the food industry is entirely to blame, of course shitty processed food and the culture around it doesn't help, but because I am no stranger to vices. At the end of the day I think people are fat because food happens to be their vice and the dopamine they get out of eating food is too great a reward to stick to a healthy diet. A ton of people have unhealthy habits, for example I drink a lot and I smoke weed and cigarettes. By doing this I'm also damaging my health, the only difference is that those things aren't immediately visible the way being fat is. Obviously if you're heavily addicted to those things the way 600lbs people are to food, they will start showing appearance-wise, but for the most part the effects are way more subtle. A smoker may be equally unhealthy and lacking in willpower as an overeater, but the latter will face judgment just from people looking at their body when the former won't.
Now, morbid obesity is a different story the same way a methhead is different from a coffee addict, but imo if all vices caused weight gain like overeating does, 95% of the population would be chubby at least.
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Thank you all for the kind words. I am tearing up now, it feels so good to have a friend. Someone that looks forward to your presence and remembers the small things about you. She told me she was also crying because she just appreciates me so much and I am crying a little bit now. To feel loved and wanted is taken for granted too much. Not even my parents wanted me, but atleast I have another person in my life besides my husband that does.>>1738790>>1738814
Yes I would not befriend her if she was interested in women. I don't really go on here much anymore, maybe once a month but I still don't think she'd like if I did. I don't know if she even knows what lolcow is. She seems very "normal" though to me atleast, and we bond over our history of assault and hatred of men
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this is sooooo stupid and small but i wanted to get it off my chest kek. like a year or two ago an anon called some moid fingers that were posted hideous/disgusting and BULBOUS and i haven't gotten over it since because i feel like they looked just like mine, and i was already insecure about my hands it made me feel even worse. but i mean it's nobody's fault to feel this way but mine kek.
honestly to this day i haven't really seen a woman or girl with hands like mine, with "bulbous" ( wide ) tips and not the usual oval/"tapered" shape of fingertips. it was and clearly is still such an insecurity of mine, i feel like dying anytime someone points out my thumb's width for instance. and no i don't even have toethumbs i just have manly fingers like that, if i did i would just be like well it's a deformation so whatever. honestly if i saw a photo of my hands i would assume they belonged to a short man's or twink or something because i don't think they look female at all. my tips are like squarer than they are almond shaped and my thumb is twice the width of my pinkie finger kek, i'll never forget when a classmate of mine pointed that out. been super self conscious about them since i was a kid in the sixth grade growing into my body when a boy from my class pointed out how my hands were "OMG just like a man's !!!!". but my fingers are otherwise really thin and longish (like the rest of me) so it's a really strange look. i'm just lanky in general despite being only 5 foot tall. i feel like some kind of gibbon with ugly ass moid hands. no offense to gibbons, i love them. it's kind of the reason i keep the tips of my nails slightly long and not cut all the way, so i can shape them into an almond shape to give offset the width a little bit. just another thing that makes me feel like a troon, like an involuntary kikomi kek
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huh, i didn't know they had names. thanks anon. still no weird thumbs quite like mine. it's like one width from the knuckle.and it's square/rectangular but down the knuckle its a bit thinner. i haven't even seen a boy or man with my shape…
not sure how this is making me feel but just know that it's not on you kek i just have a complex. i always wished there was some kind of surgery to make my fingertips more pointed and tapered but that's objectively retarded and i'd probably lose sensation or something. it's not really a big deal i guess but feelsbad having moidish hands…
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I knew a really pretty girl with hands like that, she was tall too, I guess it's connected somehow to having elongated bones.
Also enjoy this hand horoscope I just found by googling 'spatulate'.
My ex best friend was a transwoman and our friendship was similar to what you're describing, being my only friend at that time. This was before I discovered LC but even back then I just couldn't do the mental gymnastics of "seeing them as a woman" no matter how hard I tried. Of course we ended up having a falling out over politics and the discussion of trans rights. They were a sweet and caring person otherwise, and I really enjoyed our friendship and their companionship, but I just… couldn't do it. We were too different in that aspect. I'm happy you made it work though anon. At the end of the day, it's having another soul in this universe who loves and cares about you and such a friendship is so precious. Do they know that you used to be a terf
or know about your radfems views?
I just don’t know how to feel, I’m a bit sad because I wanted to buy a dress and some accessories for Halloween, but I’m trying to figure out my size. And I’m happy I’ve been losing weight because I’m obese, I’m at 91 kilos after struggling for years to lose weight.
But I’m still sad because I’m still huge and I feel like I will never find clothes that will make me feel happy and like I’m not hideous, I wish I had that confidence that other women have at any weight, like a friend of my best friend is bigger than me but she’s happy and looks cute with her clothes.
And I try really hard to fake it but I’m still not making it, being fat has been literally the worst thing that has ever happened to me and part of the reason why I’ve never been truly happy, it’s like, yeah, I can forget that I’m disgusting looking for a while, but the moment someone wants to take a picture, something inside me dies because I know I will look hideous no matter what I do. And I’ve felt like this even when I was a kid and I wasn’t fat, I’ve always felt fat, now that I’m actually fat I want to die and I feel like my life was shit when I was a kid because everyone just told me that I was fat, and I gave up back then and thought “if I’m already fat, why care about anything?” And my life is shit now because being fat is literally the worst thing that has ever happened to me.
If I wasn’t fat, at least I wouldn’t be fat and I would have something positive in my life, but because I’m fat, everything is more miserable because I just know that everyone looks at me and at my situation and just thinks “pick a struggle”.
I really hope I keep on losing weight, I want to be at least a size medium, I don’t want to be fat anymore, I’ve been sick of this since forever. I want to wear nice clothes that look good on me, I want to be able to take pictures with my friends and family, I want to be able to go anywhere and just enjoy anything because my weight would ley me enjoy activities and the sorts, I don’t want to hear “how much do you weight??” Anymore, I’m sick of that, I just want to be able to do things without worrying about being too heavy or being an inconvenience because of the space I could take.
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i'm subscribed to the subliminals subreddit because it's funny as hell but sometimes i see those compilations of "totally real legit no photoshop" before and after pics of someones nose getting more angular or side profile changing or face becoming more symmetrical or something and part of me wants to give the benefit of the doubt that somehow you can just manifest a prettier face by listening to videos of music on loop with tts affirmations and that its not just angles/lighting/skincare/etc
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it will happen to all of us, even YOU>t.eltingville anon
>>1740320>one time i told him (as a half joke) that he’s going to have to take down his pulp fiction poster his dad gifted him when tarantino gets me-tooed and it hurt his feelings a lot
Lmao, hilarious anon! I have an undiagnosed autist bf too and he loves Tarantino.
The arguments autists want to make over movies irl is insane, and ofc I always have to sit through essays of mansplaining how deep his dumb movies are but if I say I am not interested or want to watch my movies he gets patronizing which would drive him insane if I were being patronizing. Mine has gotten mad at me for saying Dicaprio is a piece of shit.
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I think I might be a furry
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china doesnt need to aggressively market their media as much to westerners compared to japan or korea because the domestic market is already big enough, but the popularity of chinese BL novels, douyin makeup, idols, games, and donghua have steadily been rising in the west over the past few years. even though that probably is for a very specific demographic, its something. at some point i also used to wonder why china wasnt as popular, but now i honestly find it quite weird how much it feels like asian diaspora in the west are always trying to compete for having the trendiest culture. (unrelated but why do so many of them think liking bubble tea, genshin impact, and kpop is a personality) and for what its worth i don't think any normal person worth knowing would see a chinese person in public and automatically think about aliexpress or xi jinping. im kind of westernized too but obsessing over media is a really reliable way to improve language skills. lol.
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you really rather associate with this kind of japanese degeneracy?
If it makes you feel better, southeast Asians experience the same thing and even worse because they are treated like they are not Asian and removed from any discussions about Asians.
When people talk about liking Asians or Asian culture it's always Korea,Japan and sometimes China but it's almost never about Philippines,Malaysia,Tahiland,India ,Vietnam,Indonesia etc.
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samefag but thinking about it now sometimes I feel as though my interests makes me a polarizing person that can't find a proper online community.>Into BL and BL adjacent content.>While I engage with normal BL media I am into furshit as well.>Draw and write gay furshit but it's all BL in terms style, tone, writing, and subject matter so gay furfags would be repulsed at it because there's no huge muscle bara fat giga belly retardation nor is there degenerate shota trap faggotry but also fujoshi would be repulsed by it on account of it being furshit.>The furshit I do draw and write isn't even western but more simplistic and eastern in style so not even regular run of the mill furfags would be interested because it isn't based off of Robin Hood or other western autism magnet furry media and the people who would be interested probably don't even speak English.
I create what is essentially a niche within a niche within a niche so I keep my indulgent drawings and writings to myself. And again, the community is a hellish cancer.
I think certain ethnicities don't like Chinese people. I'm slavic (central Europe) and I don't really care, at most I'm very curious about China's nature, celebrations and so on. I think the culture is really vast and fascinating and I'd love to experience it. It's a shame it's not more well-known like Japan's culture is. I think the Chinese people are not having a good time with their oppressive government but that's not their fault and not everything there is to a country. Chinese scrotes are probably shit but I think they'd still be better than middle east scrotes nonstop screaming at you in the streets and threatening to rape you in the broad daylight.
Blog but recently I've heard a muslim Saudi/Egypt scrote find out our friend's parents are Christian and Chinese and he flipped out, like he immediately started making fun of him (you're Chinese! Omg we have to do something your friend is Chinese lmao!) and was shocked when we didn't get why he thought being Chinese was shameful. I never thought muslims hate Chinese people so I was also surprised by the carefully learnt propaganda shit he immediately started spitting out. He also hates me, won't properly look at me or touch me kek because I'm a heathen who isn't afraid to say that I like my majority non-religious country and how peaceful and safe it is, even tho I respect religious rules of country I'm visiting.
So don't worry, I think most of negative perceptions are from propaganda shit that is fed to Japanese and possibly middle East people. You have such a rich and beautiful culture of your ancestors that not every ethnicity has.
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Most people don’t like China because of the propaganda pushed in western media, Japan and Korea are liked by westerners because they allow US bases to shit up their land and their women get raped because of this. For some reason people find it surprising that a country with a population of 1.5 billion and 55 ethnic groups isn’t a liberal democracy.
>>1741684>their women get raped by US moids because of this
This is so unfortunately true. I've been around a lot of military and former military men when I was a kid, would hear their sexual stories. Soldier scrotes are complete fucking subhuman degenerates, especially when they step foot in foreign soil, especially if that soil is Asian. They view the world through the lens of a sociopath, and think every person in XYZ country are just toys to be used. They are pigs
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I'm a cis straight woman and I've completely fallen hook, line and sinker for moid propaganda. Whenever I'm horny I go straight to sites like danbooru and look at degrading coomer art of women to get off by imagining myself in their position. And it's not like I'm forcing myself to like it either - I find the idea of undergoing sexual assault, harassment, rape, violence, gangbang, forced impregnation, maid/sex slavery, etc. incredibly arousing. Nothing is off limits, my horny mind is like a coomer's wet dream - I even like ugly bastard shit, as well as anything and everything else that could also be considered degrading. The reason I'm concerned isn't because these fantasies has any direct effect on my life outside of jack off sessions, but because if and when I have a sexual partner in the future, I want to be able to truly love and connect with them healthily and I'm concerned that I'll only be able to enjoy sex by asking them to play out these extreme fantasies. I also think it's linked to a deep feeling of worthlessness, in the sense that a) any man finding me useful, even just for sex, is a win and b) that I'm not worthy of love so I deserve to be used as a tool. I want to ease out of this mindset for my own long term health and self worth but indulging it feels really good and cathartic. Idk what to do…
men have no problem empathizing with mass killers, rapists, and pedophiles. in every single article about those three with open comments, you see droves of men rambling about the stigma of male mental health and how every (male) deserves to be forgiven and humanized and how every (female) victim
was secretly asking for it anyway.
This. It’s just not that hard. Start masturbating without it. Feels like it takes a little longer to reach climax at first, but it actually won’t since you won’t be wasting time looking for porn. Orgasms aren’t even better with porn there’s no benefit it’s just gross and lazy>>1741943
Just masturbate like a normal fucking person instead of gooning at fucking danbooru (lmao) images. This is the confessions thread not the advice thread, there’s literally a porn addiction thread on /g/ newfaggot, go there.
They fry kittens alive there, have no animal welfare laws and are depleted of women because they abort all of them for their moids. I hope China gets nuked and all of their heckin anti imperialism along with them.
Grinds my gears to see these disgusting countries being championed by a so-called feminist website. I saw someone simping for Stalin on here the other day. Very based as long as it's Marxist moids I suppose.(calm down)
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I love plucking out my pubic hair. I love ripping out the thickest hair and finding three hairs grow in one place. I love seeing that weird white thing near the base of the hair. I live the short feeling of pain with every pluck.
I hate how my hair grows back thinner. I’m too embarrassed to get a professional wax so I make do at home. Maybe I should buy an epilator.
It’s not like you personally achieved anything lol —But that’s ok go ahead and fly your Union Jack nonnie
it’s cute (I realize that sounds sarcastic but I mean it)
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>>1742555>that weird white thing near the base of the hair.>>1742594>the white part is all bendy and elastic
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I think anons are talking about how, sometimes if you pull out a pubic hair it has a white bulb at the end. If had them a few times and they're very satisfying to pull out, I think it's some sort of white head. Picrel is the closest example I could find, they're usually a little bigger ime.
NTA but it's the root of the hair, pubic hair is thicker than scalp hair and it makes sense why the root is so much bigger
(I am also one of these pubic hair pullers but it conicides with my trich)
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you nonnas get it. I just put on youtube and go to town on them>>1742612
nta, but shaving irritates more than plucking for me. like when I shave there's no rash but it itches like crazy for 2 days no matter what I do. also not as satisfying because it's not the same as pulling the hair out at the root
I mean, do they not sell toxic
products, use slave labor, and imprison uyghurs? Whats the propaganda
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Wish I could find me a man like this. I always have to lie and pretend to be soft and feminine just to be normal. It’s easier to find friends than a lover.
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When I saw that one zoomed in shower pic of Jodi Aria’s bf looking miserable before she killed him I laughed out loud. In my defense I didn’t know what the context of the pic was when I laughed at it. I do still think he’s pathetic though
i love plucking hairs too. It's called trichotillomania if you're really obsessed with it. you are so right about the white root
I also like doing the armpits because like 70% of my hairs there are double or triple hairs in the same follicle for some reason. But I like having hair there tbh so I'm trying to cut back on plucking.
I think the beard is actually the best spot, a ton of YouTube videos of people plucking hairs (yes really lol) are of the beard and my nigel let me try a few from him and they were quality pulls. Sadly as a woman I have no facial hair of my own to experiment with
Yeah, she had the great idea of photographing him before and (accidentally) during the murder. Moids love to film women dying/being tortured because they just love humiliating them even after they're dead. Now he's the one that's dead, and his most famous picture is of him looking miserable, helpless, wet and naked in from of the woman that's about to kill him. It's poetry and it's the right treatment for a pedophile who used multiple girls as their bank accounts and bangmaids. Jodi triggers
moids so much because she managed to kill an ugly pedo, got his shitty picture right before, sang and did a headstand during her interrogation and played his pedophilic sex phonecall in front of his family.
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>>1744447>Jodi triggers moids so much because she managed to kill an ugly pedo, got his shitty picture right before, sang and did a headstand during her interrogation and played his pedophilic sex phonecall in front of his family.
Yeah same, I'm always happy when I see the Jodi memes here because we're the only people who see this disgusting male for what he is and that he deserved it. >>1743707
Unfortunately this case is also heavily used for the "women can be just as bad as men" narrative even though the guy was clearly a horrible, degenerated, mindgames playing pedophile. I still hope it makes men a tiny bit afraid it could happen to them because it is just so rare.
Speaking of crime cases, it's just almost every single time I watch a case of a female murderer it somehow turns out the male victim
was an abuser and the woman snapped and took some form of revenge. There was this case of a woman letting a moid die in a suitcase and in the video she said that's how she felt when he choked her. So if that's true she just murdered some useless scrote that would have killed a woman one day. Since this is a video she recorded herself while killing him I don't think she's making the accusations up.
It's absolutely fucking rare that women just kill for fun. Like Rose West was one of them but she's also really fucked up from childhood (not to excuse her, she's really horrible). Most of the time there were horrible circumstances that lead to this behavior in women.
Wow I only knew the phone call before, I wonder if this letter has been analyzed by a handwriting expert to prove if it's legit. This makes everything way worse.>>1745254
Don't know. Her story was that they were playing and having fun and that she accidentally left him there and went to sleep kek. I mean she could have called the police or something to get him out but he could have killed her afterwards.
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I'm having more fun browsing rdrama now. Too much seriousposting here.
i don't have your specific type of OCD but i also had issues with OCD checking my obsession using my phone during work hours and upsetting myself over it which was affecting my ability to act normal at my job. What I wound up doing is deleting the apps I check with off my phone so I can't check at work at the very least. I still do checking behavior at home on my laptop but I found the only thing that stops me at work is literally not being able to check. It helps that there is no wifi at my work so re-downloading would cost me cell data I can't afford.
Another thing that has helped me is saying to myself>the past 304 times you checked this image you didn't find what you were looking for, so you're not going to find it on the 305th time.
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I wear cute jfashion (mostly sweet lolita) and love to dress up so a lot of people ask me if I'd ever be interested in doing cosplay and I always say not really, no. The truth is, there is one character I would love to cosplay, but it's not a pretty anime girl like everyone encourages or expects me to try… It's the Arbiter from Halo (pic related). For some reason I would genuinely LOVE to be this creature for a day and I legitimately contemplate doing it, but it would be hard because he's a 7'10" alien warrior and I am a 5'0" womanlet. So far I've told 2 people and they were both hilariously bewildered and utterly taken aback by this completely incongruous and unexpected pick, but I really am serious. Idk how it's gonna work but it will.
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Do it nonna. Do it for me. Become Arby so I have the chance of one day seeing you at a con and giving you a hug.
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I fantasize a lot about fictional characters having sex with each other
nta but it's totally possible to be able to read and decipher a language without being able to speak it. I think there's a distinction between being able to comprehend grammar, vocabulary, etc. (which is most people's idea of fluency), and just having a lot of experience with the language in general, and understanding how a native speaker thinks. it comes down to being exposed to the language in as many different contexts as possible. like, how do people talk in a formal context, like a business meeting? how do two close friends talk when they're hanging out? what is appropriate to say over text but not in person? you have to have enough experience listening to people talk in these sorts of contexts, and when you do, speaking comes more or less automatically. I think this is why someone who lives in a foreign country might be better at speaking than someone studying it in solitude, such a person just has more day-to-day experience to know what a native speaker "would" say in a given situation, even if both can perfectly comprehend what is being said to them.
nta and this is the opposite but there is a language that I can speak pretty decently but not read or write in. There's also one that I can listen to and understand but not speak in in return… though I guess that's sorta like being able to understand a British accent but not replicate one?
Anyway I think >>1746732
is right and they're like separate skills. I have a good amount of experience with how the language is used in a conversational sense but no clue about the actual proper grammar or what words look like.
Thank you so much nonnie
! I'll definitely check them out tonight!
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This motherfucker is a spitting image of a moid who completely obliterated my heart and self esteem last year and I’m still not over him? Can someone beat some sense into me?
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I was just slightly too old to enjoy it when it was on but I’ve seen enough bits and pieces kek.
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whenever i see internet famous women on social media express that they're fans of some obscure thing i like (or liked years ago), i get paranoid that if i ever post myself online and/or talk publicly about said things and build a following, people will accuse me of copying them. i get a strange defensive reaction, like i'm being encroached on in some way. part of it is envy that some people are praised for being "unique", while i've been shamed for it for a lot of my life. i've always been quiet about my tastes online and tried not to be a consoomer, but now i feel like it's biting me in the ass, because it means i have little proof i liked xyz before it started trending after an e-girl mentioned it and her fans started flooding in.
i don't want to be an NLOG, but i have such a strong aversion to being misunderstood or made out to be a stereotype of something. i wish i could just get over it, i know i shouldn't care.
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>know a south Asian guy
>when we talked the first two times it was alright, and he even payed for a pumpkin spice late for me
>during the second time we talk, he acts in a way that gives me a bit of the ick, but it might just be because he’s ESL
>he mentions that he likes anime
>I’m not personally interested in anime. I watched nichijou and madoka magica years back, and maybe want to read Dungeon Meshi, but that’s it
>he invites me to a cosplay event at the college’s anime club
>it’s pretty cringe ngl
>the guy talks about how he bought a cosplay and was unsure if he wanted to change into it
>he said that he might need help putting it on
>I’m visibly uncomfortable when he says that
>‘don’t worry, it’s not like you have to undress me or anything’
>later on he texts me about an upcoming convention
Maybe I’m schizo but I think he’s interested in dating me or something. I’m not really interested in this guy, both as a friend or bf, but he’s realistically the only guy who’s ever been interested in talking to me and he might pay other stuff for me so I don’t know
I don’t get this, whenever I consume romantic media, I kind of want a boyfriend but in the same way I want chocolate after watching a commercial for chocolate. I keep on end up remembering that irl moids are a waste of time, but then I keep going back to wanting a boyfriend.
At this point idk, the idea of having a fuck buddy also seems to me like a waste of time to me, and dangerous even, and it’s also impossible to find a moid to fool around and just kiss and such without it meaning you have to fuck the moid, I guess a makeout buddy?
The closest thing I have that’s what’s keeping me from dying of self-combustion is whenever I meet with my best friend and we’re in private, I can do some of the things I would do with a moid, like kissing her cheeks, her neck or hugging her and playing with her hair.
But it’s not the same, I go back to consuming romantic media and want a boyfriend.
I guess I’m addicted to that or something.
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When I was 13 I was almost groomed by some ugly emo in his early twenties who thought I was male because I was a weeby fakeboi who did Hetalia RP online. Then we met up briefly and I snapped out of it because he was fat, ugly and a massive catfish kek.
I remember I found out he had a gf and he answered "so what, I can have a bf and a gf" while I sang the Hetalia theme song in a McDonald's. Then I got him to unfriend me by pretending to be my own older brother and shit-talking him once I "went to sleep". I don't know if he believed me but I don't think he did. I don't know why I didn't just block him, but he lost interest and I never spoke to him again.
I cringe thinking of my fakeboi era, but being retarded did keep men out of my life for the rest of my teens (aside from this pedo) which was great. Honestly it was really nice not caring about whether guys found me pretty or ugly, I only cared about anime and learning Japanese. I wish I could go back just for that.
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I thought women gave birth through their anus until I was like 13 or 14 and yes I'm deeply embarassed about it
I have delusions that I live in a Truman type reality and am always being watched. I have a really vivid memory of my dad passing my hand into a suited man's after coming out of a movie screening. I was walking up the steps and went to talk to my dad who's hand I was holding and it was a younger guy, jet black hair in a suit beaming a smile at me I turned around and saw my dad and brother at the bottom of the stairs we were walking up and let go of dudes hand and ran back to my dad. I've always felt like I've had weird coincidences and people know private things about me no one should. My dad ended up leaving my family, and he's a millionaire and I'm not really sure how he truly got his fortune
I also remember when I was 12 or so he took me around to look at prostitutes late one night and was laughing at them. He would slow down as if to solicite them and then drive off when they got close enough to the car. The older I got the less actual contact he has with me but he's helped me with most of the properties I've owned and I always feel a bit paranoid about it.
My pussy is untrustable nona. I only dated my bf till now, so i guess i just started wanting to try something else. I also look at every college aged boy that fits my ideal male type w the inner thought of "what if i flirt w him".
Issue is i am the ugly woman in stem stereotype and i wont ever live the stacy lifestyle. Not to cape for a man but at least my bf is personality wise really nice and respects me during sex.
But ye i dont think of sex with anyone else besides my bf and celeb crush but celeb crush is winning rn. I wish i could just have him ONCE i swear
what's the deal with this?
I see chads and gymbros with normal looking women while ugly males always seem extremely picky
is "going for your own league" bogus? I feel like it is when you're a woman. I always see autistic and unattractive men have super delusional standards + a chip on their shoulder but men don't really date down do they?
Most Chads and Gymbros are narcissists. Narcissists often don’t choose their partner based on looks, they choose them based on how much worship/validation they get from them and how much pickme shit they’ll do for them. They often date mid women to retain the power and upper hand in the relationship, and usually cheat too.
All men are shallow, and those who date less attractive women often have ulterior motives
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Thank you for your kindness. I would have thought this for even longer if it were not explained in detail one day in a health class and I was confused and then really embarassed. I really thought women was shitting out babies thats crazy.
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Where can you legally sell deepfakes of real people, Nonna? This interests me a lot (I'll not be your competition tho don't worry)
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men dont need excuses to rape women, we have been the better gender since forever and they still have a deep hatred towards us. I genuinely think if we were as equally bad as men they would at least think twice before doing something. I assure you if women started targetting men with deepfakes they would make a law to ban them in a microsecond. I unironically like kpoopies because they make those kpop boys fear for their life, wish more women would make men miserable.
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whats your opinion on jodi arias?
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so murdering moids is ok and ''memeable'' but rapingmoids is justifying them raping women? you are fucking retarded lol, i wish women were what the boogeyman incels think we are, we would live in a more equal world
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Sure Nona, I’d love to play it with you.
Fighting fire with fire has never worked with moids, they’re set in their ways and they’ll finally have “proof” that men are just as oppressed victims
as women are. We’ve already had women make photoshop nudes and RPF of celebs and actors for years and that has never opened up any conversations about how objectified women are compared to men. People including the celebs and randoms just find it weird and uncomfortable and baby the grown men.
In a way the deepfake shit is already happening, some regular men are being targeted with ai sextortion. Men are easy targets because they’re retarded and think with their dicks so they’ll send a dick pic to an obviously fake account and then be blackmailed about it. They know the consequences of being so pornsick and horny makes them easy prey but they’ve never fucking changed or told other men to.
still, men deserve something bad to happen to them. They have it extremely easy, there is literally no set back to being a modern moid but they STILL think they are oppressed, might as well make their life REAL miserable. I am angry ''femcel
'' never picked up outside of trannies and pickmes, i yearn for a misandrist uprising but women have been socialized to always feel empathy, even to their agressors. It sucks, i wish there was a female jeffrey dahmer kidnapping torturing and killing moids, it sucks to always be the prey.
We really are the better sex and I hate that we have to be the bigger person even if we’re the victims
. Nature is unfair we are less taller and not as muscular as men. Because if we were, best believe our fists would be talking and demanding respect as men do with each other.
a lot of moids hurt people by the exact same logic of>grr someone else hurt me so now it's justified for it to be MY turn to be the bully
it's part of why boys who are abused have an increased chance of abusing when they become big enough to do it too. I'm sorry you're clearly struggling with strong negative feelings but why not take this energy towards helping female victims
instead of copying moid violence and potentially getting other women in trouble for it. Deepfakes won't hurt men as much as they hurt women and it doesn't do anything to equalize things or improve women's situations
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Nah she's based, we should start mass raping men. And killing them. Sick of having women tell me I'm meant to be nice to moids and I can't even fantasize about a world where we can team up and kill the pedophiles and the ugly ones while raping the pretty boys and breaking them.
>>1753852>you're no different than them!11
You'll get nothing for being better than them. They will never stop dehumanising us. Ever. Might as well make world slightly more balanced. We aren't even able to make it truly reality, and you're that angry. Reserve your empathy for women and girls.
Also don't kill pretty boys though, why kek
nta but i love you kek>>1753930
yeah I see, how annoying
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you are embarassing, this is why ywnbja
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Um, I don't know why some anons haven't realized this, but a woman doesn't have to be stronger than a man to rape him. Rape doesn't always begin with the method of "fight and beat them up to tire and hold them down". There's a thing called "drugs", and particular drugs that are frequently used to sedate and knock a person out of conscious. They're nicknamed "date rape" drugs, because they're typically used by rapists for subduing their victim after luring them with a date. No fight needed, just "here, have a drink". Contrary to actually fighting and holding a man down into restraint, date raping would be way more easy for a woman to do because then it would only be a matter of drugging and waiting. Women can do this, and there are cases of women doing this. I'm not sure how so many anons came to think it's impossible for a woman to rape a man just because of strength difference, I'm not sure how some anons managed to entirely miss that there's more than one way to overpower someone, and I don't know why the other anons are getting dogpiled and verbally bashed when they're flat-out correct that it's possible to rape a man. I don't like men, and I feel considerately less empathetic when something terrible happens to them, but it is full on retarded to think it's impossible for a woman to rape a man. I'd put it on the same level as thinking chocolate milk comes directly from brown cows.
No you just put something in his ass. Fingerblast it, whatever. Also you can get a man hard while he’s unconscious or semi-conscious, it’s not difficult depending on what he’s intoxicated with.
Ntayrt but she’s right. It’s very uncommon though. Honestly not sure why we’re spending time discussing it here on lolcow, save it for the MRA forums. Ain’t no one care about a man getting raped here.
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i had a phase in high school where i used mt. dew bottles as water bottles, as in i'd drink it (or pour it into the sink because i hate soda) and carry the bottle around for weeks afterwards (until the label tore off) drinking water from it pretending it was mt. dew to look cool. what made it even more cringe is that i'm a bong so mt. dew isn't even really a thing here.
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I've used the friend finder thread as a thinly veiled attempt to find a gf it worked.
>>1755660>add nonas that you would like>find out asap if they're SSA>get them to talk about themselves/life/lore>"wow she is perfect…">????
tbh it's all luck>>1755683
she's as ill as me she is perfection
Don't, random people have replied to me on here and said they "knew who I was" twice now. My friends are normies who aren't very confident with their English, and I don't have a finsta, TikTok or things like Discord where total strangers would get to know me from (and if I did, I certainly wouldn't be dumb enough to post on a website created to laugh at weirdos on the internet), so I'm pretty sure they were lying and trying to scare me instead, thinking I was a terminally online loser like them.
Most posters here aren't remarkable enough to be remembered, and if you stay on lolcow long enough everyone starts to type like each other. The only way you can tell is if they post some very specific personal information or are mentally ill women who spam the boards every two hours with the same old shit.
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i think i am genuinely attracted to skeletons. not in the sense that i want to have sex with one since that would be a struggle but if a walking talking skeleton in a nice outfit started flirting with me i would get very flustered. and going on a date with one would be nice. for a long time it's been a running joke with my friends that i have a thing for skeletons but i think it is actually real. i think skeletons are hot. i wish i had a living skeleton boyfriend
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Don’t worry nonny
She mentioned a few abusive
situations and I recognized her story, and also I recommended her to check out the site a few months ago (because she hated reddit and wanted a women only space). I also recognized her phrasing, but thats what happens when you have been friends for a decade. >>1757484
I am not schizo kek, but Im sorry its happened to you. Like i said in my OP, I wont tell her I know shes posting, I just worry because I want her to he safe and happy, and recently it seems like shes not in the best situation.
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Made an ugly dude cry.
Thought it would feel more based but instead I just feel like shit.
Just know that you are
. Ignore the feelings of pity, he likely bullied a lot of girls before and felt nothing.
NTAYRT but "peace
kek that's your own fault. I hope he doesn't have any info on you.>>1757578
I love how everyone gets support here. There's always another weirdo who understands you.>>1758016
I'd feel bad to, some people just have too much empathy. I bet he deserved it. How did you make him cry?
Anon, you have to be sincere, not polite, what if you’re allergic to something? Would you eat something that would make you stop breathing for the sake of politeness? I’m not even a vegan but I think it’s a matter of being civilized to accept that not everyone will wat the same stuff that others eat.
Just please never do that again, be sincere and tell whoever has meat in their food that you don’t eat meat and that that’s the end of the story.
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Considering losing my virginity by hooking up with a guy just to see if I can like sex. I know that I enjoy masturbation, and that for a lot of women they can’t enjoy sex unless they have an emotional connection with their guy, but I don’t really emotionally connect with men at all and I’m too autistic for even casual dating
My confession is that I did it a few times with my boyfriend and honestly hated it so much that I feel like I never want to do it again, idk we did all the usual tips like going slow and using obscene amounts of lube and he focused on me but I just can't get into it. He's supportive of me not wanting to do it again but I can't help but want to rant about how it sucks so much
and it hurts his feelings.
maybe unpopular opinion but i always feel really uneasy about girls hooking up with random men bc even a guy you know can take advantage of you, it feels like the riskiest thing ever to get intimate with someone that could have STDs or be the type of moid who gets berserk and selfish in bed. I feel like you're not missing out but idk that's just me
An ugly man himself or a lost pickme>>1758160
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My confession is that Everytime I see a man I think of them jerking off, I’m hroessed out but I find it funny. His retarded face, Jim hunching over his phone watching bangbros
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sometimes i read shojo manga and just pretend the girl is an extremely feminine draw girl call boy uke
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You know you're menstruation horny when 69 starts to look fine asf
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The IT guy at my job is a dorky manlet gamer verging on incel territory but he has the absolute juiciest jacked soccer boy thighs. He’s not that attractive facially and has a teenager tier nasal voice but his legs are verging on perfection. I sometimes purposefully jack up my computer to get him to come fix it just because I want to see his legs
Because>I have plenty of dick but I'm tired of one night stands. I want a boyfriend to spend time with him
This is not ever said by anyone who "doesn't want anything serious", and every woman I've met who is totes okay with short term casual relationships just as long as it's not a ONS is coping, already crushing hard, and ends up getting attached and it bites her in the ass once they have to end it. You already are, since you want a specific guy, who is taken, of all things. No matter how serious you want it, if he leaves her for you it will tar your perception of men and make you more insecure in the future. That + your comment about crushing on people with friend groups you're jealous of tells me you're lonely and "not something serious" won't cut it.
I've been there with the loneliness and jealousy which is why I strongly advise you to be smart about it, fire up Tinder and start chatting to guys who already live at the new place you're moving to, maybe line up some dates if you're moving soon as you say.
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I've had intrusive thoughts since I was about 8 years old, and they're usually about saying / doing something obscene, like getting up and screaming at grandpa's funeral or calling my jewish coworker a kike or my gay friend a faggot cocksucker etc. (posting mild examples). I swear this is not bait. It's not funny at all when it happens and it makes me extremely anxious but I can't help it.
you deserve to be ditched(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
You might have a mild form of OCD. I do, except my intrusive thoughts took the form of violence. I partially fixed myself by getting sick of the constant anxiety and fear by telling myself to do it. I was chopping firewood with an axe while my dog slept nearby and the fear that I would walk over and start chopping up my dog was so great that I was grinding my teeth.
So I told my brain to do. Go over there and actually do it. And there was no response. Just utter silence as I realized that I would never actually do that, that fears of doing so were pointless.
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don't mean to blogpost about my family but I found something that I feel like I just need to share with someone. I have an email that I almost never use, but apparently he was sending a bunch of emails to me in hopes of giving me advice each day. I had no idea about it until way later.
The thing is, all of the advice is something hilariously straightforward like >avoid illegal things>avoid dangerous places>avoid men
I wish I'd seen these when he sent them, because I was actually going through a rough time. He's kind of awful at being emotionally supportive but he has his own weird way of making things feel better sometimes, like that time I was sad and he went "let me tell you about the book I'm writing" and spent 2-3 hours describing his story about animals overthrowing humans, with vivid descriptions of kamikaze geese. I completely forgot what I was torn up over but I remember the geese.
I actually do get violent and sexual ones as well (hitting someone, stabbing someone, my two coworkers having sex, things like that) and I can't seem to find a way to mute them completely. I've tried to counter them by imagining my own sudden violent death, as in>"I can't stab someone if I step on a landmine">imagine myself stepping on a landmine>repeat infinitely
but this is stressful as well. It's probably connected to my general social difficulties and the expectation to "perform" in certain situations, and the fear of failure. It's embarrassing but I try to cope with it.
you and >>1764134
should be friends
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i like the idea of having children but when i think of the fears and realities of raising them, i do not want any. rapists, kidnappers, scammers, expenses, diseases, school payments. the risks of your own husband and family being an abuser, what if the child comes out disabled, 9 months of your life and your body forever changed and then it's a stillbirth. so much bullshit. then i read this and realized i can't even own a dog in an apartment, i can't even afford a place like that.
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i haven’t shaved my pubes in maybe 6 months (little trims here and there whenever i get disgusted looking at it myself kek) i thought it would put off my moid but he goes down on me more than ever because he’s never seen anything like it
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I have a crush on this cafe worker and found her depop profile. Considering just buying one of her listings just to have a piece of clothing she has worn.
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Amazing. Unhinged feral behavior. Do it.
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My boyfriend killed himself/overdosed yesterday
F you are the love of my life. I'm so sorry I couldn't save you. I feel empty and numb. I tried to kill my self so I can join you but I failed
How could this happen?
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I think Trisha’s baby is really really cute and I don’t usually fawn over kids, I am hoping against hope that somehow she will turn out normal. I know it’s like a one in a million chance but please.
There is nothing much I could do about it but at the time I was dealing with a lot of guilt when I stopped being a hater and tried make amends by always defending her. I couldn't access my other account which I used to spread rumors about her. I do feel guilty but at the same time people are stupid as fuck for falling for the things I was saying. I can be good with words when I want to be manipulative so once frenemies ended there were certain people who payed attention to my account and some channels even shared one of my posts thinking it was real information.
I do feel guilty I was originally planning on getting access to that account so I could make a apology through that accoun but I can't access that account anymore.
Also no she never acknowledged the rumors i made up but she did acknowledge the other rumor (they found some random man who was a convict and made up a whole rumor how trisha was cheating on moses with him) made by other people that I used to be on a discord and Twitter group chat with. But no she never acknowledged the rumors I said.
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i hope the male loneliness epidemic is real, they do not deserve to be happy.
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Males would be less lonely if they would just hold hands more often(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
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Badum-tss. I get it.
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i scam the delivery app at least once a month
I get unfairly jealous when I see other people get help and handouts from their online communities or favourite streamers just by writing sad messages about how they wish they had more money, despite the fact that I could probably do the same if I didn't let pride get in my way. The furthest I went was to ask a Discord mod if I could post a link to my online commission sheet where I was doing a sale in hopes to get some extra income while struggling. After all I had seen other people do the same, but since so many places have a strict "no promotion" rule, I wanted to ask first. Was told that I could leave the link up for 24 hours and then delete it, which just reminds me that pride gets you nowhere. What irritates the most is that I used to be a big part of these communities while they were still small and had a lot of people my age who I talked to daily, then as more and more younger people came in, us older ones got pushed out and treated like weirdos for still being around.
My real confession is that if I ever get money again, enough that I have a good income and money to spare, I want to go ahead and look for those people around in my online communities who, like me, don't want to a bother or ask for handouts. I want to find their empty ko-fi pages and be their first anonymous donation. I want to go to their quiet art stream with just a few viewers and leave them some money. Even 3 dollars would make a huge difference for me nowadays, and I want to be able to do for others what I so bitterly wish someone would do for me. Needless to say I would only to this for female creators in my circles, since the ones I see begging and unapologetically asking for money are mostly males. I'd say it would be out of the goodness of my heart, but the wish to do it comes from such a self-pitying place that I honestly just feel bad about it. I hope I get a job soon.
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I've become what I used to despise the most - a coomer. Even though it's just erotic lit and not videos, I spend an ungodly amount of time each day consuming this content.