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No. 1585188

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No. 1585191

Why is the site so dead today?

No. 1585193

>>1585186
i felt bad about crashing with him despite being 23 (24 soon). he pays for everything else after all. i thought i could at least feed us. but you are right. i've barely got ~3k in the bank at this point and he has way more than that due to his retirement fund or whatever so it's dire. i hope he doesn't bitch about it

No. 1585196

[reposting because i am a retard and didn’t see the old thread was already locked] i used to buy weed with this cool old lady but she retired and gave me a contact to the “new” person, which is as really cute guy my age and i am holding the urge to flirt with him. he’s been extremely professional with me so far (which only made me even more into him because omg he respects me as a human being!) and i don’t want to ruin it by starting something messy. i know i will definitely regret it and i’ve never even been with a drug dealer before so i’m just going to ignore it and keep having a normal plug-client relationship with him. however every time he messages me i giggle and kick my feet in the air.

No. 1585202

I hate being a responsible adult. I just want to blow my money on stupid shit, but I can't unless I want to be in stupid amounts of debt. Sometimes I wish I was careless with my cash like my siblings but at least I'm not thousands of dollars indebted to my parents.

No. 1585217

coomers are hopeless, imagine being stuck in a brain where anytime you are a fan of anything you always need fucking porn of that particular thing

No. 1585226

>>1585196
a modern love story

No. 1585248

My bf got mad at me earlier today because I wiped down our table after eating at a place for lunch. Didn't even realize I did anything "wrong" until we stepped outside and he proceeded with the "You gotta stop doing x babe" and bemoaned how he looked as a man while I wiped off the table. He said I embarassed him.
He went and got me a napkin thinking I needed it to wipe food crud off me, but I wound up using it for the table instead. He claims he made eye contact with some folks who quickly looked away. Or something super paranoid like that.

Well honestly, the reason why I bothered to clean is because I was wearing my company shirt and I'm positive people in the restaurant would have cared more that someone from my company would have left a mess, as opposed to another man not doing shit to clean up after himself while the woman does the work.
I know my bf accepting sexism isn't an argument, but either help clean up next time or deal with the perceived judgment? He was ready to leave his plates at the table too until I pointed out the plate collection and trash station near the door.
Talk about making his guilty conscience my fault…

No. 1585253

>>1585196
All drug plugs fuck around with the female clientele and don't let them gaslight you otherwise. Being respectful is the bare minimum for these transactions, which you could obtain as easily from retail cashiers, or other people motivated to be nice to you because you are giving them your business.
Have fun anon, but just be careful and don't assume you're getting any special treatment.
>t. experience

No. 1585259

>>1585202
we are the same except i refuse to deplete my savings when this economy is so fucked. also quitting my job to gain more mental sanity….

No. 1585273

>>1585248
men are so fucking emotionally stunted, retarded and exhausting. are you truly sure you wouldn't be happier on your own, nona?

No. 1585282

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I went half of my life not knowing I had autism.
I even figured it out a semester before graduating High school, but my classmates denied it (stating that "if I had it I wouldn't know", whatever sense that made.)

Eitherway it's impossible not to have trust issues when people change their minds radically once your defenses are inevitably down.

No. 1585283

>>1585248
my nigel and I always clean our table after eating outside. you need to find a better man. this goes to show he won't do any domestic chores, you will be his maid if you don't nip this in the bud.

No. 1585286

god i'm so embarrassing and annoying

No. 1585292

Hate it when a novel starts out good but then turns into trash, it's like finding a hair in your food while taking the very last bite. Sucks that I spent so much time into reading all these chapters just for the author to bring out her inner retardation in the last few.

No. 1585299

>>1585196
Seconding >>1585253 don't fuck your plug. I ended up in an abusive relationship with a dealer after thinking I'd just have a little fling with her. These people are professional snakes. Just buy your shit, say thank you, and then swerve him.

No. 1585330

I THINK I GOT A FUCKING UTI
but it doesn't burn
or is it not burning.. yet?

No. 1585337

>>1585330
Are you just dehydrated? I start to burn mildly if I'm slightly dehydrated and have been smoking too much weed.

No. 1585370

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how can i get over my past mistakes? i feel like im being haunted, daily.
>about 4 years ago had an unhinged summer at 20 years old where i was being extremely reckless, basically went from being shut-in virgin hermit weeb to /soc/ whore and tinder thot i guess due to loneliness and sexual frustration
>not only giving undeserved attention to low tier males but sharing nsfw pics of me, sexting, did fwb with a couple
>even worse. i was into bdsm and did some unspeakable shit (not anal thankfuly) but let men berate me, leave bruises all over me, even my face where i'd have to lie to my mom about how that happened. and more weird shit i'd rather not get into
>weirdly they were honestly nice to me and seemed to enjoy talking to me since i got the tism 4chan moids seem to like but obviously they were prob saying whatever was nice enough to keep seeing me for sex
>really, really hurt the guy i was dating before this all happened and he did not deserve that. basically we start hanging out again and we have sex and i just ignore even thinking about how he obviously thought we were going to get back together and he cries in front of me when i realize it after and have to tell him that wasn't going to happen
>meet super hot guy with a really nice job and a house, gives me the whole "i think this is not really who you are, you seem new to this and like you're better than this, aren't your parents upset" and refuses to do bdsm stuff with me, openly hates porn and says he is looking for a normal relationship (as degenerate as i was i thought this was cool because i never got into porn)
>really shocked, all the other guys were different and didn't openly admit how obviously new i was to sex in general and were not interested in me to this level
>ok this guy is cool the closer we get, drop any other guy im speaking to like hot potatoes and we start dating, the scrotes are of course mad they lose free access to easy pussy but idc
>still with this guy 4 years later, everything is normal and good. we live together and spend a lot of time together, get along very well and want to get married
>i am generally mentally stable but constantly depressed in the background almost. we both openly talk about stuff together and this guy is too nice and forgiving of me. says everyone makes mistakes in life, and he knows that was not the person i am. literally supports every endeavor of mine, does nice things for me, has bought really thoughtful gifts. he is always, always kind. i dont deserve him but he doesn't agree and thinks i am too hard on myself
>every day this shit crosses my mind, sometimes for hours. driving, in class, with my family or his, trying to do stuff outside, trying to draw, it creeps into my mind and i hate the way it makes me feel about myself. i will remember things guys did to me that i havent thought of since it happened. i feel so distant from other people like they would hate me for what i let men do to me like it taints my existence on this earth
>does not help that i isolate myself so much. i do have female friends i have confided in about this and they basically echo what my bf says.
>hard to go outside for non-obligatory things. hard to make eye contact sometimes. very hard to not be anxious interacting with males, even family members.
>sometimes feel hopeless and sad, low self esteem, other times angry and fantasize about killing the men i did bdsm stuff with. bf and i barely have sex and i prefer it that way because thinking about this shit has absolutely ruined how i view sex in general.
>bf does not want me to feel this way and tries to encourage me to try to do the things i want to do, his 6 yo niece blurted out why doesnt nonnie come to see us that much and i knew that was something one of his family members said when i wasnt there
>it is just so hard for me to not think about how horribly i treated myself and all the shit that happened to me and i feel like my life is all fucked up because i did all of that. like very few people know how hard it is for me to see people and interact with them and feel/act normal when you have these thoughts in your head hating yourself every day. i can space out and remember things i didnt want to creeping in my head and just get in this very negative headspace. i have to stop myself from crying sometimes because everyone would be freaking out asking whats wrong and i cant tell them because they would hate me.
i am constantly mourning thinking about shit that happened four years ago. it makes me feel like i dont deserve anything nice. will i stop thinking about this shit daily? only when i'm cleaning or working it's like these thoughts just go away and i can focus on something beyond me even if it is small. i feel like i traumatized myself. i just feel broken, and though i'm glad no one knows unless i tell them, it's like i want to hide a lot when people look at me or talk to me. i just want this shit to go away, i wish it never happened or i could just forget it.
kill all coomers.

No. 1585381

sometimes i wonder "why am i not posting as much anymore" then i come to /ot/ and remember why. most anons here don't have a shred of empathy, i need to remind myself of that whenever i get pissed off.

No. 1585400

i was at this party recently really drunk n went out to sit on the grass and breathe a little, some moids came out and said something like "we should have whatever she's having" which whatever but then they started talking next to me, I open my eyes (I was facing the ground) and realise they've all formed a circle around me? like there's just 3 pairs of shoes on each side of me like these guys just decided to talk in a circle with me in the middle. I don't fucking get it tbh, was it some misplaced sense of protectiveness or some weird ass moid activities? It's not like there wasn't space where they could stand lol

No. 1585415

I have strained relationships with every relevant authority figure in my life rn and it sucks. My boss yelled at me last week and has been weird since, my dad got mad at me out of no where and has tried making up but im still like ???, and my mom…idk what's up with her. She supposedly tripped while holding a knife and cut her neck really deep over the weekend. She stopped drinking again which is good, but is obviously still struggling. Idk what to do. Idk who to turn to.

No. 1585419

>>1585248
TBH it's super weird to wipe down your table, nobody does that. It has buckbroken into mindlessly doing free labour for other people energy.

No. 1585420

>>1585381
This place feels more and more like r9k for women. I feel like if I had literally anything else in my life I'd cut my time here from maybe half an hour a day to zero.

No. 1585421

>>1585419
>cleaning up after yourself and not leaving places a mess like a fucking barnyard animal = mindlessly doing free labour for other people
Who raised you pigs?

No. 1585422

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>>1584491
she says she doesn't remember saying any of that
usually I can be like, well it's been a couple days or a month or whatever, maybe she really doesn't remember
it's only been a day

No. 1585423

>>1585421
It's a restaurant, they clean and restock the table after each customer leaves. Do you walk into the kitchen do your dishes too?

No. 1585424

>>1585422
Yeah your mom is definitely some sort of psycho. Maybe narcissist, maybe antisocial personality disorder, who knows, in any case she is worthless lying manipulative trash who gets off on torturing her own daughter and will continue to ruin your life unless you can completely cut her out of your existence.

No. 1585425

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doomerfagging but i get really restless thinking about how stale civilisation will become as we go along. It's really a thing that society only seems to evolve downwards as we go along. There will never be anything novel in arts, music or storytelling / entertainement, we will have to live our entire lives seeing reality go to shit as we stay caged in the same loops, listen to the same kind of recycled music, see the same old paintings and works of fiction for decades and decades, there's nothing the human imagination can come up with that isn't some recycled concept because everything has been done before or something surreal that only further cements how alien things need to be to seem original,nothing fresh will ever come out again, most technological advance is a dystopian sham that brings no real value or novelty and I don't see society evolving much culturally or socially after this either. Things will feel more like a gimmick with each passing year. anyone get me or am i just a retard?

No. 1585426

>>1585424
I mean she's not a bad person, like I don't think she's doing it with the intent of hurting me, she was abused like unbelievably horrifically as a child for years, I think she just has to like really, really drive home how bad shit makes her feel because it must be triggering something

No. 1585428

>>1585426
Well, then continue to be her punching bag. I'm sure she only constantly lies about the present but absolutely tells the truth about the past and being abused totally gives her a carte blanche to torture her child to get that sweet dopamine hit from seeing you in pain.

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>>1585432
You need friends and hobbies of your own, but I'd be surprised if your mom allowed you to have any.

No. 1585435

>>1585434
>I'd be surprised if your mom allowed you to have any
welp
I suppose this means either you're a good guesser, or I need to go to therapy now

No. 1585436

>>1585435
honey..

No. 1585441

>>1585435
>you're a good guesser
More like your mother is a very textbook case.

Would she allow you to go to therapy? TBH you sound young, you might be able to speak to a school counsellor and take it from there. Tell them what people told you in this thread and describe what exactly your mother does and what your life is like. It might backfire, but what can she do she isn't doing already? And maybe it will help you.

For context I am from a very abusive home too, but luckily my parents weren't controlling or manipulative, so I could get a job and move out right after I turned 16 (and then I spent the next 10+ years getting my mental health together, it's not easy, but it's better than staying in hell).

No. 1585450

>>1585423
NTA but the point is if it doesn't cost someone anything to be courteous then maybe it is not a problem regardless of whoever's "job" it is to do, it certainly doesn't merit a complaint.

Are you a shutin? How is it you have never seen anyone ever wipe down a public table after use before…

No. 1585451

>>1585370
This is a lot of grief and self hurt. There are a couple of techniques that will help you, but ultimately I recommend that you either go to EMDR therapy over this so you can be guided to realizations, or that you take acid or mushroom and work through this. Only you can frame realizations in a way that your brain will accept them, but it may help to think about the fact that if you were thrust into the exact same situation tomorrow, you would not make the same choices. You've changed, and that past you is a stranger, so why are you still carrying her sins?

No. 1585452

>>1585421
I do it too. I don't like to tip over 10%, but I still feel guilty, so I stack the dishes, separate the trash, and set it all near the end of the table so it can be easily taken to the kitchen.

No. 1585454

>>1585423
I bet when you go to hotels you leave the room filthy.

No. 1585456

>>1585370
>kill all coomers.
Sheesh it's in the past, don't kill yourself over spilled milk.
What you should actually do is MDMA, it chemically forces you to accept and love and forgive yourself and move past trauma. Unlike other psychedelics the enlightenment doesn't wear off either. I'm posting this because the sperg who shills for LSD replied again and that's a bad idea outside of a very narrow context which this is not.

No. 1585457

>>1585454
Yeah, of course, are you insane? Who the fuck cleans hotel rooms lmao.

No. 1585484

>>1585454
Anon doesn't leave their room, silly goose.

No. 1585486

i keep fucking up. i don't know how to comfort my gf and i keep fucking up. she's not talking to me and i fucking deserve it. i don't know how to fix myself. i feel so fucking lonely and exhausted i don't have time for anything outside of obligations. the new zelda game keeps me occupied but i'm so fucking numb.

No. 1585487

>>1585454
nta but i do too kek

No. 1585494

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My little cat is old and probably going to die soon. She's 17 and i've had her since i'm 8. She barely eats, still wants to go outside but i have to keep her indoors cause she doesn't move when there's cars and lawnmowers. She has trouble keeping her pee in. She stinks. But godamn i love her so much. I know she has trouble with her bladder but she won't take her medicine. I see the veterinarian on thursday and i'll maybe have to put her down. Fuck me. The only thing i can do rn is pet her and give her milk.

No. 1585497

>>1585494
I'm so sorry to hear that, and I'm proud of you for doing the hard but right thing instead of dragging things out. Too many people will keep an animal around in agony because they can't bear parting with it.

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>>1585487
>>1585457
>t.
BARNYARD. ANIMALS.

No. 1585501

>>1585500
me on the right

No. 1585505

>>1585498
It's pure unadulterated mental illness to clean a room that will be cleaned by a wagie anyway. You're like those terminally neurotic people who clean their house before the cleaning lady who is specifically hired to clean it arrives.

No. 1585509

>>1585505
plus if the rooms were always cleaned before the cleaning lady enters she wouldn't even have a job.

No. 1585520

My moid always picks fight with me when I’m very busy and have things to do so I have to divert attention and energy to the fight and then me saying “hey I’m busy and need to work” makes me look like a careless asshole. I want to kms

No. 1585523

>>1585456
>>1585451
thank you anons. i only really smoke weed, i've thought i'd like to try lsd, shrooms, or mdma but i am very scared i will have a bad trip and my brain will show me scary horrible things that just make my mental state worse. i have never heard of EMDR therapy before actually, i will have to look into it.

No. 1585530

>>1585505
Didn’t see what you replied to but some cleaning ladies aren’t maids they literally just clean they’re not there to organize your room and belongings for you

No. 1585532

>>1585530
Honestly dont get cleaning at hotel since most stuf gets washed/thrown out anyway and they have to clean it anyway.
But if i'm getting a maid i'll get rid of the gross stuff or try to do a quick clean to make things less overwhealming. i think its only polite

No. 1585535

>>1585523
NTA but I’ve had experience with all of these and none of them are guaranteed to have long term therapeutic effects, they are just tools to think about your situation in a different way. Psychs can be beautiful but I’m actually in the process of dealing with PTSD from a bad trip from like 8 months ago. I had to start therapy and quit weed because the ptsd is so bad that even getting too high can trigger it. My therapist said our brains respond to bad trips as if they’re real because they are real to us in the moment so yeah, people who haven’t had bad trips will recommend them but it’s not the perfect magic cure that everyone likes to shill. The other nona said enlightenment for MDMA doesn’t wear off but it has for me. It won’t make you trip or go to a scary place like psychs so you don’t have to worry about that, but the comedown after flooding your brain with serotonin isn’t fun. I’m not trying to scare you but as someone who has been down this road it can be messy and not always go as planned when you try to play with drugs and trauma recovery. I wish you the best

No. 1585544

>>1585505
>who clean their house before the cleaning lady who is specifically hired to clean it arrives.
Do you mean actually clean or just tidy up? Because if I were to hire a cleaner it would be for deep cleaning, not easy stuff I can do myself. If you don't tidy up beforehand, you're just paying them to spend extra time moving shit out of the way so they can clean underneath it. Waste of your money and their time.

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No. 1585583

I have on a lace front wig and the hairline is soooo itttcchchhhhyyyyy but I can't do anything my pat it really hard otherwise I'll fuck up the glue

No. 1585584

>>1585544
I am a poorfag so I wouldn't actually know but I would think I'd have a better understanding of where my own stuff goes than a cleaner…naturally I'd quickly tidy up so my cleaner could actually steam the carpets and bleach shit kek.

No. 1585596

holy shit renting a car is fucking expensive

No. 1585601

>take off pants after long shift
>yo wtf my pussy is covered in what seems like toilet paper bits
>UHHHHH???????
>spiral into anxiety
>obsessively google
>PLEASE DON'T BE A YEAST INFECTION PLEASE DON'T BE A YEAST INFECTION
>pictures don't look like what i had on my 'gina
>no itching
>no redness
>no swelling
>do a smell test
>UM. I CAN'T SMELL ANYTHING?
>OH FUCK IT SMELLS…. SWEET?
>OH FUCK NO
>conveniently forget I was soaking feet in aromatic oils at the same time
>spiral deeper into anxiety
>NOOOOO I DON'T WANT A YEAST INFECTION I'M GONNA KMS
>finish bathing
>in bedroom
>doing smell test after smell test
>conveniently forget I had washed my hands with aromantic soap
>WHY DOES IT SMELL SO WEIRD WHY DOES IT SMELL DIFFERENT
>another smell test
>wait… it smells like an order of mcdonald's french fries
>IT SMELLS NORMAL
>FUCK YES
>fuck yeah no yeasties
>but what was that toilet paper bit shit
I'm gonna blame it on the underwear I wore today. There are a few pairs of underwear I own that make me have weird discharge throughout the day but if I change into a different pair then I'll be fine with no last effects. God I really, really hope it's not a yeast infection. Anyway that scared the shit out of me and I am going to call the hospital tomorrow to schedule (my first) pap smear and hopefully will be able to tell me if I have goofy vagina syndrome or whatever the fuck.

No. 1585606

Nahh it's crazy that you'll click on a beautiful handsome well built man's icon and his header is either nicki minaj or charlie xcx. There needs to be a fullscale psyop to put straight men on their toes because they have been getting away with looking like dogshit in comparison for too long. Ban reddit in western countries and force them into manual labor. Idc this is out of control.

No. 1585613

I have fucking toe fungus. Brb killing myself.

No. 1585622

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>>1583957
nobody asked but i have an update: turns out my online friend stopped responding because she went on an international trip, and so not only is she not mad at me but she told me she is getting me a souvenir whether i want it or not and asked if there's anything else I want her to pick up… i am a clown and she is too nice for a weirdo like me. we don't even know each other that well but she's so thoughtful… RIP. now I don't even know how to respond because wow she is too nice especially after my weirdo behavior in the past and i get nervous when people get me surprise gifts… maybe i will draw her something related to our interest and mail it to her bc im a poorfag whose only talent is art.
I think she doesn't tell me when she goes on trips because she thinks i'd be jealous (which tbf i am like what job do you have where you can afford this) but i would rather be in the loop and a little jealous instead of confused and sad. kek. but again it's not like we're normal close friends so maybe it would be weird to report irl plans to me idk.
anyway my current vent is now i'm nervous and feel like an tiny inbred chihuahua

No. 1585636

>>1585622
She probably didn’t tell you because she’s going to post about it later.
Just take a deep breath

No. 1585649

>>1585415
>She supposedly tripped while holding a knife and cut her neck really deep
…nonna, please expand?

No. 1585663

I feel like i've posted about this here before but i know this person who always needs money so is in sketchy mutual aid groups, as a result has 1000+ total randos following their public social medias where they share hundreds of candid pics of their kids. They get angry asf if anyone says how unsafe it is. Recently every pic of their kids gets liked or commented on by legit perfect strangers who don't actually know the parents. They constantly say the people who think it's dangerous are the ones with bad intentions so I'm not gonna say shit, I just know I'll never post pictures of my kids anywhere, rather be paranoid than be that naive.

No. 1585673

>>1585669
Honestly your judgmental tidier-than-thou attitude, shit-talking of ill relatives while openly admitting that you are also mentally ill living in a dirty home, and fact that your boyfriend is okay with it but you're not, speaks volumes about you, not them.

You have no respect for them because you don't respect yourself and your space. People who are the most insecure are usually the cruelest to others.

No. 1585690

dog fur noticing nonnie was completely justified

No. 1585695

>>1585690
I deleted my post before more dog owners get offended. I don’t have the energy to infight with people who purposefully misread my post.

No. 1585704

>>1585695
i read the post. i own a dog i love to death, and love cleaning so i completely understand what you're saying. you have to keep up with it and it's constant. illness is one thing, when i am sick and can't get out of bed to clean it really upsets me. owning a dog that also sleeps in bed with you, you need to not be a fucking disgusting slob and wash the sheets, pillowcases, and blankets at LEAST once a week if not more. sweeping also has to be done often, and i vacuum the couches. dogs also need to be bathed and groomed. some people (and i think it may be a large amount of people) do not mind at all living in filth. i don't understand it and i loathe it even. it's not that hard to organize your shit, put dishes in the dishwasher, sweep, vacuum, dust, clean surfaces, do laundry. i hate coming home to a messy house or sleeping in sheets that don't smell fresh. not sure why so many people try to justify living in a pigsty of their own making. the worst is when people have a nasty fridge that stinks, just wtf.

No. 1585712

ugh I have to get more toenails removed in a week and it's making me so anxious. got some removed a few weeks ago and it was extremely painful for like a week or so afterwards and I couldn't walk or do anything due to the pain.
the doctor that does the removals weirds me out, she refuses to prescribe painkillers and kept making fun of me for being anxious and uncomfortable. she put gauze on the open wound and it got stuck and was an awful experience - my cousins who are in the medical field told me they never put gauze directly on open wounds and use non stick coverings before applying gauze wraps. she told me to soak the wound in epsom salt while recovering which only made the wound start burning and bleeding, then she got annoyed at me for not soaking it enough in the follow up visit and started scraping the scabs off without warning. maybe she enjoys seeing people suffer.

No. 1585713

>>1585703
I can understand that. In my post I said I have health issues and my house gets messy, but i specified clutter, which is very different than physical dirt and piles of dog hair. I also said it’s not that I don’t respect them, it’s just that I’m surprised because they seemed so normie on the outside.
Now that there’s more comments I’m regretting deleting my post lol but first anon seemed so offended I just really didn’t want to end up starting a big fuss.
I guess on this situation they need some sort of help but my mother in law says she’s offered and they always turn her down. I guess in one way, you have to be willing to receive help, but that’s hard if it’s mental health issues causing the mess in the first place. I don’t know how they could seem so normal and well adjusted on the outside yet let the house get that bad. I’ve had friends irl nefkre that lived in really messy rooms but you could spot their mental illnesses a mile away. I guess this proves you can never really tell.

No. 1585720

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5am poop time
5am poop
wake up at 3am toss and turn in bed
cats was crying, now they are fed
cannot sleep, make some coffee and sit down
come to find out that i need to brown
5am poop time 5am poop, 5am poop time 5am poop
poop was nasty and not firm
came out like a slimy worm
have to wipe many times a poop this nasty is a crime
learned my lesson need more fiber in my diet
or else my guts start a riot
5am poop time 5am poop 5am poop time 5am poop took a poo at 5am 5am poop

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>>1585720
i luved it nonny

No. 1585725

>>1585704
I agree with everything you said, it was the fake concern and "uwu I know I'm a lazy slob but it's okay when I do it" for me. Like bffr lol

No. 1585726

>>1585725
ah, i must have missed that in the original post then

No. 1585733

>>1585725
There was no fake concern. You’re intentionally getting offended on purpose about something that wasn’t there. Do you always purposefully read things in the least charitable way possible? And in what world is clutter on the same level as the filth I described? In no way did I imply that it’s only okay when I do it, because I never said my house was dirty. I said that from a standpoint of understanding it’s hard to keep house if you’re having mental health issues.
Admit you skimmed the post and ignored the details because you took the dirty dog house disgust personally.

No. 1585739

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I’ve been feeling as if I’m unworthy because my partner’s family is super successful and found out the other day they’ve met presidents, hung out with celebrities etc. I’m a twice college dropout from a poor background and by luck married into a good family.

No. 1585744

My brother in law was drink driving and crashed the car my father in law had spent over £12000 on overtime. He said it was a suicide attempt and is now spending time in a psych ward despite the bed crisis and people in crisis getting sent home(police kicked down my door, cut the ligature and my nose bled really badly as I regained consciousnes and was told I'm a "very smart young woman with the capacity to make decisions for herself" and sent home). The car had to get crushed, and when his dad took it in noticed all of the alcohol in the car. The B.I.L is known for substance misuse and even in the past needed all the car keys in the house hidden before he had a licence due to impulsively / being drunk. He denies drinking in the car but it's pretty obvious that he was drink driving and needed an excuse when he crashed, or at the very morally excusable was actually suicidal and decided to put others at risk to come out uninjured (he was wearing his seat belt?… idk if I wanted to kill myself I'd probably not be using life saving equipment)
And I feel so pathetic for being angry about it and for doubting someone's mental health but I'm really struggling myself and have nowhere to turn and no resources available to me meanwhile apparently all I had to do was break the law to get some support? Idk

No. 1585745

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It's cold and raining outside, I really want to dress nicely and go out, have a walk while I listen to music and enjoy the rain, or maybe have a cup of tea or ride a train to a bigger city nearby where there are several comic shops. I don't know. I'm so bored right now, I should be studying but I can't focus. I wish I had any excuse to go outside and dress up just a little bit. It would be so lovely if I could just meet a friend and chat for a couple of hours with her over a piece of cake and a cup of tea. For the past week I've been listening to a podcast and the two female hosts have such a blast in every episode talking about super interesting things, I totally get their humor and I have a great time by myself but it also makes me feel so lonely.

No. 1585748

my bosses are fighting in the other room, i feel like a child hearing my parents fight

No. 1585758

>>1585739
They not gods anon, they're just human like you, you can't be unworthy of fellow humans.

No. 1585762

>>1585745
what's the podcast?

No. 1585770

>>1585762
Stories of Scotland, it's on Spotify

No. 1585773

I have a metallic taste in my mouth and I keep shitting out everything I eat. Is this the end

No. 1585776

>>1585773
Bitch go to urgent care

No. 1585778

I sometimes wonder how does it feel to be a healthy stable human instead of being this broken confused and depressed one and it's sucks more because I was once a normie but things just kept getting worse it eventually broke me.. now here I am a fucking neet dropped out of uni,suicide attemptee and taking meds for my adhd shit ass brain. I wish I could just replace the last 3 years of covid… it ruined my life in so many factors or perhaps it was like that anyways.

No. 1585782

File: 1684932734089.jpg (9.08 KB, 300x300, apresmidiah....paris!.jpg)

>estimated delivery date: may 23th
>may 23st: no packige
Tired of all your lies and excuses

No. 1585783

>>1585720
lyrical genius

No. 1585794

>>1585248
Same. While it's not necessary, I always thought it was a polite thing to do. I also stack plates and fold napkins with the unused side outwards so servers don't have to touch people's gross mouth food residue. Anything to make their jobs a little easier.

No. 1585797

File: 1684934674626.jpg (17.07 KB, 520x520, download (1).jpg)

I fell asleep before I could brush my teeth after drinking coffee last night. Brushed my teeth extra hard this morning.

No. 1585812

>>1585770
thanks nona, i'm looking forward to listening to it!

No. 1585814

File: 1684936978690.png (22.41 KB, 340x270, hi.png)

Opened up to a male for the first time in my life. Feeling like this naked, exposed little doll rn. How incredibly embarrassing and shameful. I'm not even a venting type of person. I don't like it. I only did it because he revealed all his trauma to me, and I wanted him to feel less alone in being "exposed". Now I'm left here bare naked

No. 1585815

I can't be friends or date insecure people and that eliminates 99.9% of the population. If you need constant reassurance, can't take compliments or criticism, can't take accountability, and project your emotions onto everything, for me you are not worth it.

Only if something happened and you need some comfort is it acceptable, or you want to open up about deep things you can't tell most people. But no I will not waste an ounce of energy on people who suck the life out of you, and I am so full of life.

No. 1585825

My mom wants me to come help them with their property today then she went on a 10 minute speech about chiggers and how they are really bad this year, how they were bothering my aunt so bad last time she was visiting getting in her hair and they had to go in the screen porch. I'm like uhh why don't you guys treat the property and my mom's like YOU CAN'T JUST TREAT THE PROPERTY like I'm a retard or something. Yes you fucking can I googled it. Also going on a 10 minute rant about how bad the chiggers are doesn't make me want to fucking come help! IS she retarded?1?!?!

No. 1585835

>>1585825
I had to look up chiggers because I thought this was some new kind of slur

No. 1585837

File: 1684939891026.png (8.74 KB, 1062x526, 8b9.png)

Oh hey, things that one thought might've been as good as they were three decades ago are exactly as good as they think they are 3 decades later.
Moving on now.

No. 1585840

>>1585835
I knew as soon as I typed the post some mf would misunderstand. I just got so upset literally almost crying but I cancelled on my mom. She knows how I feel about bugs and shit I don't know why she'd go on such a rant to me when all I asked was should I wear bugspray. Now I have to experience the fallout of her being mad at me for cancelling great and feel like shit all day

No. 1585841

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I just learned that my best friend of 5 years and my crush for 3 likes somebody else. Feels bad man. I knew that he was romantically interested in someone, but I thought it was me, so this is kind of a huge blow to my ego.
It's depressing to think that I'll probably never end up in a relationship now. This isn't me deprecating myself because I've had a handful of moids to ask to be my boyfriend, but it's extremely difficult for me to "fall in love." I'm going to be entering my last year of Uni in the fall, but after that, I’m not going to be able to institutionally meet new people. To be frank, I doubt that I’d be able to make a meaningful relationship with another artistic nerd with the same niche interests on the same level as him. I’m friendly towards new people, but it’s extremely difficult for me to maintain my friendships. It’s a mystery as to why I even have friends.
Honestly, I’m just waiting for the day to come when I’m completely over him and become completely obsessed with my interests, but I haven’t done that since I was 12 and 15 years old. All the other times, I just became fixated with my different crushes/partners (him being the longest).
I have yet to confess my feelings to him, but should I? When I first got the information, I was suggested to tell him, but I thought it’d be unnecessary, and that this information was enough to start moving on. Now that I’ve slept on it, it might be a good way to accelerate the process, but I don’t know.

No. 1585842

>>1585814
idiot, complete retard.

No. 1585847

>>1585840
You're such a child lol

No. 1585852

>>1585847
Oh yeah well I'm rubber and you're poo

No. 1585855

>>1585847
>>1585842
These are the mods bullying random vents again right?

No. 1585856

I think my friend is going to kill herself and I just don't care enough to stop her anymore. I've been the one to intervene in all her last attempts. Now she's deliberately trying to make everyone hate her (it's working). I know it's impossible to make someone want to live but it sucks to think something like this is inevitable, even when her life is objectively good.

No. 1585873

>>1585856
What stuff is she doing to make everyone hate her?

No. 1585903

>>1585873
Just acting unhinged. I think her main MO is to bait someone into saying something inoffensive that she can flip into an insult, then using that as an excuse for going off. For example:

>Do you like my drawing?

>Yeah, it's really nice
>Is that all you have to say?! I worked hard on this! I'm sick of you never supporting me, I don't wanna see you ever again! Also this is why no one likes you and you can't can't get a bf, etc.

She's done that to me multiple times in the past few months and to a few other close friends in our group. She's also been ramping up the self harm in really dangerous ways. But she's been acting crazy in general for over a year and I'm just exhausted from feeling anxious over her.

No. 1585913

I asked my Poshmark seller to cancel my order bc I found out the purse I bought came in a better color but she didn't answer my message and just sent out the bag today. Dammit. A deal's a deal
but I was hoping she'd have some empathy kek

No. 1585922

>>1585856
>her life is objectively good
>has a serious mental illness which she will probably die from

No. 1585926

>>1585825
My mom is like this too. Not with the chiggers but acting like some issue is completely unsolvable when I can google it and there is a basic/cheap solution that anyone can implement. I don't understand how some people live without having the thought process that allows them to search for a solution to a problem if it isn't immediately obvious to them.

No. 1585929

>>1585913
Omg I just looked closely at the photos and the bag she is sending me is damaged at 4 seperate points on the handles. So much for reselling this myself then…. I wonder if I can open a claim because it didn't say shit in the description about this. She cut off some tassels and it left holes/damage in the leather. Hmmmm

No. 1585942

>>1585929
It's worth trying at least. I don't have experience with poshmarket but I find that other 2nd hand clothes selling platforms tend to lean in favour of the buyer

No. 1585946

>>1585929
archive the listing right now on archive.is so you have evidence of it not being said in the description

No. 1585947

>>1585942
I'm really hoping Poshmark will just refund me and let the seller keep her money too since it's only around $35. If not, oh well, only $35. I can give it to my niece. Bah

No. 1585949

>>1585946
I was thinking this, but won't Poshmark have access to that stuff? Ah well, better safe than sorry. Thanks nonna I'll do that rn

No. 1585965

>See new hairdresser
>"Can you please make sure not to hit my earrings with your comb? They have been pulled out before."
>Of course Nona!
>Proceeds to rip earring out and we lose it on the shop floor.
>Leave a review about how nice the place is and how much I live my haircut, but my earring was ripped out and the woman at the register was rude.
>mfw I have to go back to that salon but I left that criticizing review.
>Fuck it, I'm allowed to share my experience
>End up making this "my" salon
>Delete negative review because I feel bad
>4 unproblematic haircuts later (probably close to a year from my first visit)
>Stylist stops answering my texts the day after I received a haircut and wanted to come back in for a small change to my bangs
>Have to text her 3 times awkwardly
>She finally answers thank god!!
>Get revision (definitely tipped for this service [and every other one] as well, even though she did it for free)
>Months later I contact her for another haircut
>Crickets
>Fuck okay, guess I should find a new hairstylist then I guess
>I'm shocked an the unprofessional behavior so I leave another review describing my experience
>Moving on, I find a new stylist who does edgy cuts on fine hair at a salon across town
>Yay
>Feel guilty for leaving negative review about my old hairstylist ghosting me because even though she was unprofessional, I don't want to affect her business and ability to make money.
>Delete review
>Get 2 haircuts in a 6-month period from new stylist, love her, we get along great
>Contact her for my next appointment
>"Hey nonna! Can't wait to see you! I can get you right in! I've changed salons though to a great new salon! It's in [my city] and it's called [name of my old salon]!"
>Welp

No. 1585980

>>1585583
I finally was able to take the front off! Oh my god I'm fucking freeee. Strangely enough, wigs never make other parts of my head itch.

No. 1585991

>>1585733
I'm not offended, you seem pretty mad tho. I just think you're being a bitch. Anyways, moving on.

No. 1585996

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I'm so fucking lonely. Recently shit happened that caused my main online friend group to more or less completely fall apart (through no fault of my own) and now that things have settled a bit I realize how fucking pathetic I am. All of them have other close friends or S/O's to go to. Meanwhile I have no irl friends to speak of, and while I am close to my family, I would like to think there's non-blood related people that can seemingly tolerate my existence.
I've started to spend way to much time on one of the character ai sites because at least that way I can have a conversation and not just browse random sites due to depression. Fuck, I can barely get it in me to play any games or do my hobby's.

No. 1586005

Don't be nice , don't overshare, don't be always honest, most people don't appreciate it anyway and will look at you like some weirdo. Took me years to learn this.

No. 1586009

>>1585991
>I just think you're being a bitch
the irony

No. 1586010

>>1586005
I think I needed to see this thank you

No. 1586014

I fucking HATE that whenever my bosses write to me, tell me to do something, or ask me to correct a mistake, my blood pressure rises and I feel like I'm "in trouble". Fuck I hate working

No. 1586020

>>1586005
This hits hard. I wish I had learned this years ago but I also figured this out way too late in life. Shit like this makes me wonder if I'm an autist or something. Since I always appreciate when people are honest and tell me exactly what they're thinking, I always assumed others would appreciate it too but it just makes you seem like a weirdo that wears their thoughts and emotions on their sleeve and people don't respect you for that. Ugh

No. 1586030

>>1586014
I went out to drink with my boss a few times and it fixed this problem (not sure I recommend, could make it worse)

No. 1586031

>>1586020
Same but it’s due to homeschooling so I don’t think I’m autistic

No. 1586034

>>1586020
Nta but I'm the other anon who replied to that and I feel this so much. I am just now realizing that I think I might make too much eye contact.. I just want people to know I'm listening and that I care about what they are saying. I'm honestly not sure though because I'm not like, a turbo autist so I'm not staring into their souls or anything but I noticed that people generally don't make eye contact like I do. I think I project my insecurities by being too kind and trying too hard to make people feel valued and worthy, because people don't really respond in the ways that I hope and it hurts my feelings kek. I don't think people want or expect to be basically coddled by a stranger. I'm definitely the type of person who over extnds herself trying to make sure I laugh at everyone's jokes and pay attention to everyone's thoughts in a group setting. It is exhausting and it hurts pretty bad when others don't treat me that way back. But they don't owe me validation. Curse this sensitive existence

No. 1586055

>same buyer sends three offers for an item on three separate occasions
>send counter on first two and decline third offer
>they immediately send the same offer after I decline
Do some buyers think this will wear the seller down or what? I'm not going to meet them at that price. Fuck off.

No. 1586065

Talking to my mother in general is so incredibly exhausting. She constantly forgets things even as I'm explaining or telling her something because she doesn't give a shit about anything that isn't her stuff. I will have to repeat her the same thing several times for her to kinda get it. Talking about serious issues is out of the question because of this and also because she will get angry for no reason. And she acts like a damn child, things are either black and white for her and she gets instantly pissed (and she will YELL even in public which is another thing I hate) if she perceives something she doesn't agree with. She fucks up relationships for me, because if she fights with someone then I must hate that person too and if she catches me even greeting someone she doesn't like then I'm "taking their side" and I'm a useless daughter. I am so fucking tired to hear this woman have temper tantrums and talk about herself every single fucking day and not tolerating anything else. Being around her is like walking on eggshells and it makes me sad. Sometimes I see other people have a normal relationship with their mother and ngl I feel a little jealous.

No. 1586093

>>1586065
Same. It's why I don't leave my room unless it's necessary and the day I get approved for an apartment I'm fucking gone. And they like to ask you questions that they know they'll get offended to if you answer honestly. Just trying to bait you into arguing because they're miserable and feed off your negative energy.

No. 1586094

>>1586065
honestly I dont even talk with some older people anymore, it's like the lights are out and their brain is on low power mode, rarely I meet someone older than 60 that can hold an actual back and forth regular conversation. I just listen to what they have to say (and usually they repeat themselves a LOT, same stories, same requests etc), just nod and say something small sometimes, never try to disagree or argue because they don't think anything I have to say is valuable anyway because I am younger than them. old people just love hearing their own voice and I just let it run and pay minimal attention to it. ironically, treating them like that gets their sympathy very quickly, because they see you as respectful of the elderly, when I'm just treating them like idiots.

No. 1586125

i think i'm manic again

No. 1586148

Talking to her is exhausting

No. 1586161

Why have I been shitting like I'm on my period today? I have things to do and my stomach just isn't having it.

No. 1586170

>>1586065
>Being around her is like walking on eggshells and it makes me sad. Sometimes I see other people have a normal relationship with their mother and ngl I feel a little jealous

I feel this so hard, nona. I have an emotionally immature mother too(and I suspect she has bipolar disorder, as it runs in her family). I was watching reruns of The Office last night, and there's an episode where Pam is SO excited because her mom is visiting, and her mom shows up and is so upbeat and easygoing and friendly, it hit me in the gut. I wish I had that kind of relationship with mine, too.

No. 1586191

Black men really are so funny to me. I just heard my brother on the phone talking shit about black women to the white woman he’s trying to date and then hang up the phone to ask me…a black woman to buy him something to eat. All the women in his life whom pay for his shit are black….Does the irony not cross their mind?kek

No. 1586195

God, why are americans such moralfags about the weirdest shit? I'm 18 and talking to a 20 year and and my friends are reeing about the age gap. Yet they'll support trannies with open arms

No. 1586206

>>1586195
>18 and 20
>2 year difference between legal adults is creepy
you need better friends. maybe they are just jealous

No. 1586222

>>1586195
They want your man

No. 1586229

>>1586191
They don't lol. They view us black women as mules and servants and they view non black women as sex toys and mommy bangmaids. Just take comfort in the fact that most of them will die alone by their 60s from being wreckless idiots . Also don't give him anymore money if you can avoid it. I'd say encourage your mom to do the same, but she's probably a pickme boy mom who will coddle him to her grave.

No. 1586240

I asked some contractors outside a 100 year old abandoned elementary school if I could walk around and look at the interior and take some pics, because no urban explorers have visited the site (it’s fenced off and has tons of beware of dog and no trespassing signs). They said sure. But then I chickened out because I don’t have a respirator with me, and the dudes didn’t look like they were licensed asbestos abatement contractors, they just looked like some rent a bums kek. I also didn’t wanna go in alone and have the 4 dudes overpower me. I might get a respirator and go back with my bf in a week, I wanna take pics of the cafeteria.

No. 1586242

>>1586191
That's terrible and I'm really sorry that is a reality in your life. Tell your brother to fuck all the way off.

No. 1586244

>>1586240
Good call

No. 1586254

>>1586195
I said a new guy at my work was cute without knowing he's 20 (I'm 25) and my work friend called me a cradle robber?? I wasn't offended because we joke around like that but why would the thought even cross her mind kek.

No. 1586268

>>1586254
Only men are allowed to feel attraction to people younger than them, don't you know? No one would bat an eyelash at a 25yr old man with a 20yr old woman

No. 1586270

>>1586195
Please dont let them stop you. I let someone talk me out of dating a 19 year old I got along with well because I was 23. Its not a huge gap.

No. 1586292

>>1586195
I mean, as an American who supports trannies on a person to person basis, most of us have no problems with an 18 y/o x 20 y/o relationship whatsoever. Plus, I can already tell based on the seeming moral conflict, the smartest route is to find new friends and open up about being GC and other shit to your soon-to-be-ex friends, that you've been suppressing, once your new friend group is set up. I can't imagine forcing yourself to keep that shit silent, else your relations are on the line. It's not healthy, nonna

No. 1586319

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K Pop stans are something else. An old friend used to tell me I looked like Lisa from Blackpink and I took it as a compliment but apparently she’s the ugliest member kek

No. 1586323

>>1586292
>as an American who supports trannies on a person to person basis
Go back.

No. 1586324

>>1586319
She’s considered the ugliest member because she’s sea. In real life she wouldn’t be considered ugly.

No. 1586330


No. 1586355

File: 1684967068916.jpeg (34.36 KB, 800x600, IMG_3633.jpeg)

i miss my internet friend so bad. i can truly say with all the earnestness in my heart that i've never felt this fond of anyone my age before let alone someone i've only interacted with behind a screen. i didn't even know i was capable of this much strictly platonic love. she was truly the best person i've ever "met", i've never seen anyone quite like her– i mean that literally– and i don't think i ever will. she was such a genuinely distinct character that i'm really not sure if it has anything to do with her background. little after her mom died she stopped coming online, and now it's going on a year since she last said anything. i understand why she would leave but i really hope that it's just that, that she left and nothing more. i really just want to know that she's safe. i was even desperate enough to try to figure out her name to find out whether or not she was at least alive. the only sign of life is her unfollowing a few accounts on a certain social media which she has set to private. i don't know how much i sound like a creepy moid right now and i'm sorry but. it's really tormenting me to not know if she's okay, but i also know she's well within her right to leave anytime she wants and doesn't owe anyone an explanation. she's always said that she wanted to throw her phone in a river and never use the internet again so i'm hoping that she actually did it. i think of her so often every day and i really miss her so much, i would do anything to go back to the times i would read her posts like it's the morning newspaper again… i wish her nothing but light in her life and may her mother rest in peace

No. 1586357

>>1586292
bitch did you just get off the bus? Welcome to lolcow hoe leave your catty moralfagging outta here

No. 1586455

File: 1684970449950.jpeg (13.65 KB, 275x206, E334E266-1577-41B6-91C6-DBA32D…)

My ex and I have basically been online friends for several years now. It started in person but he moved away like an idiot. Our conversations are mostly just sending each other memes and talking about cartoons. He occasionally comes back to town to visit family but he’s never asked to see me in person but will still text me the whole time. I’ve avoided asking because of COVID and because we both were in different relationships whenever he would come back. Being online friends is one thing but in person meet ups felt like a boundary being crossed if we were seeing other people. I finally asked him to catch up in person this time around though and even though he’s admitted to talking about me all the time and missing me he said he doesn’t have the time this trip and has gotten real squirrelly since. He suggested next time he comes back but doesn’t know when that’ll be. We haven’t been sexual or flirted with each other since the break up so I don’t know why he’s so hesitant. I don’t know what’s on his schedule but I feel like he could squeeze in an hour for coffee.

No. 1586460

>>1586357
>>1586323
I've been using the site since 2021, not everyone's gonna be in an echo chamber kek, it's not like being a feminist is a rule to join here, come the fuck on. The only rule for the users themselves is that they have to be female and over 18. Go back to /2x/ if seeing females with different opinions upsets you so much kek. By the way, what's up with all the anons in here attacking everyone? It's the vent thread, get a fucking grip.

No. 1586464

>>1586460
nta and not a feminist, but trannies always get the rope(alogging)

No. 1586487

>>1586319
Wtf? I think she's very pretty, she also has easily one of the biggest fanbases around the world out of the BP members, she's only considered mid in Korea because they're mentally ill

No. 1586512

File: 1684974395715.png (33.17 KB, 275x275, 1654327800.png)

>>1586460
>since 2021
Well that explains a lot. I bet $50 this is tif-kun again
>>1586464
kek since when are posts like these bannable? Things have truly gotten worse here since 2020.

No. 1586514

Samefag, lemme see something: KILL ALL MEN. now what

No. 1586518

>>1585649
That's what she says..I don't buy it. I don't know if it was a suicide attempt or what, but my nurse sister said it was so deep she should have gone to the hospital. I'm thinking it was self-harm. The thought of my mother self-harming is insane.

No. 1586544

I was walking down the street with my cute little backpack and some guy yelled "student" at me while driving past. It's obvious a cute stylish backpack and not a school backpack wtf I will not give in to this

No. 1586564

File: 1684980936687.jpg (32.42 KB, 499x499, deadlyart.jpg)

Something just came out of my titty.

No. 1586569

I was thinking my real estate agent is cute and then I stalk him online and discover he’s 22. Idk why the fuck I keep getting crushes on men a decade or so younger. I’m sure he’s not attracted to me anyway and I was never going to be creepy and hit on him but I was hoping he was at least 25.

No. 1586576

Hate the men defending Matt Healy’s hideous violent racist and sexist porn addiction. Demonic beings. We need God to come down here right now.

No. 1586586

I just saw that some boy (he looks like a highschooler) killed his girlfriend and posted it on his Instagram story, and Instagram wasn't removing it for whatever reason. I went on his page to report it and it was mostly just photos of that poor girl. According to the comments she had called the police on him multiple times before because he threatened her/his family. Apparently he killed himself after. It's such a deep dark world we live in.

No. 1586591

>>1586512
Yes, and? I was trying to give anon sound advice I.E. get new friends because I know those types, they're not going to last as friends. Most pro tranny people would freak the fuck out after finding out, she's better off getting new friends and giving the old ones a final fuck-you. Advice isn't limited to politics, nonna.

No. 1586598

I scared off my nice friend that I like, I tried kissing him I thought he liked me, he says he does but he’s not ready for a relationship I like him so much what do I do

No. 1586603

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I hate working so much holy shit. I’m literally psychically tormented by having a fucking workplace. I haven’t been happy since University and that was almost 10 years ago. Fuck a job, fuck work and fuck workplaces!

No. 1586621

so many retarded anons getting worked up over unfunny bait & twitter-tier cryposts begging for attention make me think it's summerfag season already. even the non cow boards are full of drama every thread is full of whinging or whining.

No. 1586622

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I am not terribly in debt but enough that it puts a strain in my life. Inflation is actually killing me and so are my student loans. My credit card debt is low enough to pay off in a few months but I cut out a lot of groceries to be able to… If I'm being honest though my alcohol problem doesn't help. I have recently in the last 2 months only bought a few things. I'm drinking all the shitty wine people have gifted me for my birthday. Money stress really fucking sucks. I actually feel like killing myself sometimes because I worry I won't ever get out of it. I've been budgeting for the last 4 months and that's just helping me stay afloat. Taxes and other surprise bills actually fucked me over. Ugh. Also my sex drive is dead. That's how I know I'm fucked right now.

No. 1586624

>>1586598
Stop assaulting people you autist

No. 1586625

The more I pivot away from clutching bad mental habits that keep you stunted the more irked I am by people who are still exactly the same as they were on Tumblr a decade ago. The same run on sentences full of narc babble talking in circles WITH CAPS FOR ENUNCIATION, the same expectation that other people find them funny when they never make any sense whatsoever and are generally unenjoyable to listen to, the constant juvenile oversharing that is disjointed, manic, and a clear indicator of psychosis. I don't understand how anyone would be okay with sounding like they did as a teenager as a full grown adult. None if its joyous or earnest either, its always a weird put on. Its made me very aware of any affectation I've carried over the years and makes me want to actually assess what I care about in a big way. I feel sorry for them because it's always clear they are incapable of actually connecting with people outside of being negative or trying to manipulate them online for whatever extremely low value fleeting moment of dopamine rush that puts them in this weird internal purgatory. I have no desire to be like these people and it really is impossible genuinely impossible to have all of your so called interpersonal relationships monopolized online. A sad way to continue to live while always criticizing everyone else under a microscope. It's so funny watching people who peaked on tumblr hang on so tightly to a crafted personality that cannot exist or be sustained offline while bitching about everyone else for ultimately the same reason in different packaging. I don't understand why people like that try to pretend to be aloof as well, they're always the most neurotic and in need of validation and the way they have to curate everything is borderline if not crossing the line of cluster b.

No. 1586626

>>1586621
the summerfaggotry has been around since winter unfortunately. probably from dumbasses mentioning lc on tiktok.

No. 1586628

I'm learning about how savings account and savings plans work as I'm trying to figure out what I can do with the cash I have and shit is fucking confusing.

No. 1586642

>>1586626
sure the christmas fallout didn't help with user retention but in the last month near every board has been shit up with anons who can't integrate, use every thread as their personal vent journal etc etc it's pissing me off. you're right in that it seems like offsite refugees. thanks for replying, feels good to hear someone else agree.

No. 1586643

>>1586624
t. sexless virgin nta

No. 1586648

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I have a bad feeling that the reason I hate myself so much might actually be because of what my mom and dad and stepdad and stepmom say about me

No. 1586652

>>1585370
>i have to stop myself from crying sometimes because everyone would be freaking out asking whats wrong and i cant tell them because they would hate me.
Do you consider that these people are pretty shitty and unempathetic folk likely not worth having even as shallow friends?
I am not a tumblrite by any means, but slut shaming has done women no damn favors. Internalized hate for no reason because a basic human function is considered dirty and shameful when a woman does it.
Not trying to boss your feelings anon, it's just that you don't deserve to perpetually feel like you deserve nothing nice. You're not a used piece of chewing gum, you're a human being.

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>>1586642
going to stop replying to myself like a schizo but jannies won't ban (un)ironic zoomerspeak so i have to see "sewerslide iykyk" for the nth time today while this poor bitch got taken out back and shot like a rabid animal. god is dead.

No. 1586654

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>>1577914
I remembered why I didn't tell; I wasn't allowed to be around andre and he wasn't allowed to be around me, that was how my kindergarten teacher put it, so when I got to ms. west's class and saw he was there, I told her that I wasn't allowed to be around him and she lurched in her seat and wailed at me, "THAT WAS LAST YEAR! THIS IS MY CLASS!" and I had no fucking idea what to do so I just shut up and sat down, and she kept moving his desk closer and closer to mine until they were touching and he was seated facing me
I didn't tell because I was scared I was going to get in bigger trouble for being around him when I knew I wasn't allowed to be

honestly, just fuck the united states military and anyone who chooses to stay in the system, it fucking destroys human beings

No. 1586655

>>1586653
I cackled nonny

No. 1586656

>>1586653
Someone literally just got banned for that though
>>>/ot/1586619

No. 1586658

>>1586654
samefagging to add, like what, she never asked her coworker across the hall from her why she disallowed two kids from being near each other?

No. 1586661

>>1586624
Nta but it was a man so it’s not assault, it’s just reparations

No. 1586668

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>>1586656
oh shit sorry jannies, carry on. managing this site is probably hell but at least there's a report button.

No. 1586710

>>1586652
i meant moreso being around my family members or bfs family members. sometimes i just wanna cry because i feel like i dont belong in a family setting and i cant cry and i cant tell them because it's inappropriate to talk about that stuff and i wouldnt want to anyway. my bf knows because he was the impetus for me to stop and actually reflect on everything, and female friends i trust know about it. the people i have talked to about it have only been nice. i just feel really out of my element around family members i guess. i dont even think they would realistically be mean to me about it, i guess i am just projecting how i feel about my past actions onto them…

No. 1586737

>>1586460
yeah i knew you'd say some dumb shit like that. It's not about echo chamber, believe what you want about tra and phrase it here if you want but why are you telling her to admit being GC to her friends? This isn't your twitter tea party where you can guilt people into the "right" opinion. not gonna discuss your opinion though I disagree with it

No. 1586740

>>1586514
omg shut up, corny ass moid, at least learn to properly integrate

No. 1586817

>>1586740
? The moid accusations are getting weirder than usual.

No. 1586838

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A friend of a friend just died of meningitis even though she was fully vaccinated, my city’s putting out a health warning for under 25s, and now my hypochondriac tendencies are convincing me my sore neck from bad posture is actually an early symptom and I’m gonna be dead by the end of the week thanks to super meningitis. I love living in the neo-plague era. A special fuck you to all the antivaxxers out there, both the COVID hanger-onners and the OG anti-western medicine hippies for giving these depression era diseases the chance to spread, evolve, and re-emerge stronger than ever before. I wonder if this was how the Romans felt living between the Great Fire and the fall, knowing that the end was nigh but having no power to stop the inevitable.

No. 1586839

>>1586838
don't you love living in a society with literal retards who don't understand germ theory?

No. 1586841

>>1586838
That's fucking scary…

No. 1586846

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Yesterday I found out that I've been eating literally 2x the amount of rice and pasta I'm meant to be eating for my calorie deficit. I didn't realise that the nutrition labels show it for when it's cooked. No wonder I wasn't losing any weight. I am a fat retard and always looked at the pasta thinking "damn this is a lot but whatever" oh well at least I know now.

No. 1586850

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i hate how manic and paranoid and anxious i become when i'm on my period. i can't work, i can't focus on anything, i just think how my bosses hate me and want to fire me over any simple mistake. i just want to cry and lay in my bed all day.

No. 1586853

>skinny
>tall
>big boobs
>doll face
>head full of gorgeous hair
>is actually nice
I'm usually happy with myself but oh god, how can some girls be SO fucking perfect
things would be easier if i wasnt such a perfectionist

No. 1586855

A girl I’m friends with is struggling with bulimia and I am not sure how to go about confronting her but I definitely do not want to cook us dinner again especially not after just having cleaned up puke from the floor and the wall in my bathroom.

No. 1586871

>>1586737
It's because it's cathartic to yell your beliefs once there's no consequences worth a damn. I don't know if it's just my self destructive tendencies but every time I'm not looking back I tend to admit everything down to the most minute detail to the people I'm leaving behind. It feels amazing to get the weight off your soul and be true to yourself and your beliefs.

No. 1586895

The stinky bitch is sitting next to me now, I hate this so much. She smells like stale cigarettes and cheap, flat beer first thing in the morning. I’m going to look for something to help mask the stench because I’m already nauseous.

No. 1586905


No. 1586906

>>1586895
Putting a little bit of Vicks under your nose works wonders. I worked at a salon where the women doing pedicures did this trick whenever they had clients who had notoriously stinky feet

No. 1586920

>>1586319
She's really pretty though? Korean beauty standards are retarded.

No. 1586925

I got some minor knee pains a few years agoit's super embarrassing but my doctor said it might had been because I was working out without stretching. I went to the doctor and she said while it isn't anything too harmful(something about me having liquid in my knees idk I can't remember) I should still do something about it. I hate going to the doctor so I never followed up on it. The pain would come and go but it was never intense and it was usually triggered by me wearing shitty shoes.
But in the last couple of weeks the pain has been intense. I don't know what caused it and I can't even stand without it hurting. ughhhhhhh im too young to have knee pain

No. 1586937

>>1586906
Thanks, nona, I’ll grab some on my lunch
>>1586905
I appreciate your honesty, stinky

No. 1586954

>>1586464
Not this anon obviously but how the fuck is this alog?? Tranny janny kys

No. 1586956

>>1586460
>2021
>not newfag
What the fuck. Get off my board bitch. True zoomer narcissism to come to spaces that don’t welcome you to be a special snowflake because you’re just another loser they/them ugly girl on normie internet.

No. 1586962

Just found out that my grandfather is dying from cancer and it’s really bad. He’s very underweight right now and won’t be around long. I texted this to my boyfriend and told him I’m feeling really sad and all he replied with is “damn that’s sad”. He’s at work right now and I understand that he’s busy, but that reply hurt. I don’t even know how to respond. I just feel extra worse now. I’m so worried over my grandparents

No. 1586965

>>1586962
Even if I was at work I’d easily shit out a more compassionate response. At least an omg I’m so sorry, are you okay? Anything we can do for your family?. Hopefully your bf will circle back with more support.

No. 1586966

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Just ate corn, it got stuck between my teeth and now I can't get them out. Neither the corn nor my teeth. I'm so annoyed… But ngl although corn getting stuck is annoying beyond words, eating corn through a corncob like a hungry ghost ready to devour a soul is still a thousand times better than eating already-separated corns, and I'll die on this hill. Bonus points if you're coating the corncob with some lemon juice. Yum. Makes me want to munch on yet another corncob even though I'm already planning on slamming my head against a wall thanks to this shit stuck between my teeth.

No. 1586969

>>1586966
No dental floss? Tsk tsk

No. 1586970

>>1586966
One time the shell of a corn kernel got stuck almost inside my gum and flossing made it go deeper, I was ready to kms. The sensation was unbearable.

No. 1586973

God I need this 3 day weekend. I am losing my shit.

No. 1586980

>>1586969
Yeah no dental floss. Never bought one just because I don't get the appeal, brushing daily with a good toothpaste and brush is already doing well for me so I can't bother flossing everyday. I got some toothpicks though, might use them to get the corns out.

No. 1586985

>>1586966
My man grills corn for me and it genuinely is part of my favorite meals! Keep some floss in the house not only for teeth, but for other little solutions.

No. 1586987

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Today after finishing my workout, I go back to the changing rooms and when I've got my stuff from my locker I head to the mirrors which is separate from the lockers. A few seconds after I start re-tying my hair this woman comes and stands right next to me. No big deal ofc because it is a female changing room and I don't claim any of the space of course, women stand next to me near the mirrors all the time so it's whatever, absolutely fine. But then as soon as I look up into the mirror she starts getting undressed in front of said mirror (like, nowhere near the changing lockers cubicles toilets etc so she doesn't even have anywhere to put her clothes) and she fully gets naked literally a few inches away from me. Normally I don't give a shit about women undressing around me ofc because it's the changing rooms, that's what you do…but there was absolutely no one else in the changing room apart from me and this woman. And of all the places she could have undressed she does it right next to me in an area where it's not even near the bits where you get changed. She gets nakey and I'm trying to do my hair but I'm just so baffled because I'm like wtf is going on, I don't feel uncomfortable or anything but just utterly confused. It feels like the equivalent of when you're on an empty bus and someone comes to sit right next to you even though there's space literally everywhere else - yes there's technically nothing wrong but you still feel strange about it.

Again I don't feel weirded out cuz it's a woman but it was just a very confusing experience, and this is coming from someone that doesn't mind women walking about nakey in their own female spaces. It's just why did you have to do it right next to me…in an empty changing room…in a spot where no one even gets changed in because there is no facilities to change in…it's just a mirror and a wall. Wtf. I have also seen this woman get completely undressed with the changing room door wide open too, which is…a choice, I guess.

No. 1586988

>>1586987
samefag, when I said
>this is coming from someone that doesn't mind women walking about nakey in their own female spaces
I didn't mean that to sound like a coomer thing. I just meant I don't care and don't think anything of it, because that's what it's there for. I am just a retard.

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>>1586966
Update: I got them out.

No. 1586991

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got called manipulative because i asked my ex three questions over the course of three days: what app he uses to drive (waze), if he had any vague tattoo ideas (i want a tattoo from an obscure movie that we've both seen, he did not help at all), and if he could rent a camera for me for The Big Show this weekend (this is the only favor ive actually asked him. i cannot physically rent a camera as i graduated and am no longer a student and, therefore, cannot rent anything from the university media center anymore).

somehow this means im manipulative? and all i do is take and never give? nevermind the time he tricked me into thinking he was sober (i was also drunk) and then drove us to his apartment drunk as fuck. nevermind the first time i tried to break up with him and i had to uber to said apartment to make sure he didnt kill himself by alcohol poisoning. nevermind the time he abandoned me in the city TWICE during my first ever trip to philly. nevermind he told his ex we were gonna break up soon (we were perfectly fine) and he was really gonna need some head after (and then lied to me about it after). nevermind how he asked me to buy him a festival ticket (he knows i am saving every penny so i can move away) and then bitched me out when i said no. i don't know, maybe i can take a little after all that.

genuinely, am i crazy? i called him out for trying to paint me as the maniputive one and i think im in the right but. i dont know. this all seems very childish for our ages (im 22 hes 21) and while we are both Very mentally ill this seems incredibly ridiculous. he said that being friends after we broke up would help him, but i don't think his personal wants are worth me being painted as a villain.

No. 1586994

>>1586991
All I can say is trust yourself. He is the one who is very manipulative and making you feel crazy. Tell him to fuck off and block him.

No. 1586995

>>1586991
You’re crazy for not blocking him

No. 1586997

>>1586991
dump him wtf

No. 1586998

>>1586319
To me she is the prettiest member. She has a doll-like face and great body proportions.

No. 1587000

>>1586846
Always measure in grams nonna

No. 1587001

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I'm already depressed as shit and then got an e-mail from my manager pretty much saying I fucked up a project. I felt such extreme shame I buried myself in bed and planned on staying there all day. The noises outside were so loud I put in ear plugs and laid there in bed like an overly sensitive little sperg with so much shame and anxiety, feeling worthless.

After like 3 hours, I dragged myself out of bed, took some caffeine pills, and put on music. I'm gonna work out and keep on moving forwards. I'm an adult and I'm tired of feeling shame shame shame about any work I do, how I look, how I act, every social interaction I have. I'm gonna keep moving and continue my plan of working out every day and getting out of bed before noon. Yes I am an autistic little spaz, but I can still get stuff done.

I am ugly, but I'm not gonna stop getting my hair done and wearing nice outfits again. I am socially retarded but I'm not gonna hide from people again. I am kinda shit at my job but I'm not gonna quit again. I fucked up my diet but I'm not gonna start binging again. Maybe I'll never get better but at least I'll have a routine and (kind of) a life to maintain.

No. 1587002

>>1586997
he is already my ex as stated in the post

>>1586995
>>1586994
he has some stuff of mine i really need back before i move unfortunately but you're right as soon as i get my shit back ill block. or maybe i should just take the L and rebuy everything after the move? i'll come back and update eventually either way

No. 1587003

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>>1587001
you can do it nonna, I can feel your willpower from here!

No. 1587005

>>1586965
Same, I would find the time to give him a more compassionate response even if I was at work. He followed up with “I hope your grandma is ok” and then started texting me about how they’re filming some tv show near our city. I don’t even watch this show. I feel completely disregarded

No. 1587007

>>1586603
I thought hating work had become acceptable because I've seen so much of it online lately. But when I've told a few people, "yeah I actually hate working any job" and that I just want to work enough to barely get by, they seem to try and hide their disgust. As if I'm a dirty slob. I told someone I don't really like my job, and they were like "Oh my god you have to find a new one you like you can't live like that!". There isn't any job I would like doing for 8 hours a day.

No. 1587009

>>1587003
Thank you nonnie, trying not to focus on "making it", but just getting by. Which is a never-ending project for a lot of loser spergs. Getting over how embarrassing life often is when you have 0 social skills.

No. 1587010

>>1587002
Just play flirty and sweet with him to come pick your stuff up

No. 1587011

>>1587002
Just play flirty and sweet with him to come pick your stuff up

No. 1587023

I hate that this stupid new idol anime which moids love is constantly getting advertised everywhere.

No. 1587028

>>1586956
I'm not a they/them and I'm not ugly, at least I take basic care of myself. Try again kek

No. 1587029

>>1586987
might've been her usual spot and she didnt think much of it,though this made me kek

No. 1587033

>>1587028
girl let it go, go suck tranny dick and stop picking fights with other women here, jesus what a mental case

"i'm not ugly, i take basic care of myself at least :')))" >>>>> cope(:'))))

No. 1587036

>>1586586
Samefag, IG sent me an update that their team couldn't check the report but their bot system did and it couldn't find something wrong. If you get a report for fucking death/violence and there's multiple accounts reporting it (I know they are other people who were reporting), shouldn't you at least have a fucking human check??????

No. 1587038

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I'm so fucking tired of hating myself so much. I hate how bitter and mean I am, how my body feels when I sit down. I wish I could say that at least I'm smart or funny, but I got 0 social skills. I don't know how to fix myself, but living like this it's so tiring for me and for the few people surrounding me.

No. 1587039

>>1586624
Anons are going to jump on you for sure kek, but I agree.

No. 1587040

>>1587038
>I hate how bitter and mean I am
maybe you're surrounded by normalfag assholes nona

No. 1587044

I just can't do it I wanna be free. I am chained to studying. I'm either studying or procrastinating. I don't have any guilt-free time to relax. The weather's getting nice, I wish so much I could just e joy it. Few more months and I'm free. But this torture I endured for so many years is excruciating. And it's ridiculous because I should be happy I'm fed and clothed but I can't enjoy this privilege when I literally have to spend all my time slaving off at mandatory unpaid work, classes or buried in books always feeling like I don't have enough time. At this point I wish I had a bad injury and got to chill in a hospital, guilt-free. I am always so happy to get very sick lately because it means that while in pain, I can chill a bit.

No. 1587045

I really hurt my wrist trying to reposition a fat guy while he was under anesthesia and I'm worried it might put me on work restrictions which will cut my pay. Please, if you or a loved one are fat, please lose weight so I can easily move you while you're under. None of us are taller than 5'4" and we're having a hell of a time moving anyone over 200 lbs while they're dead weight. Very tall people and people built like brick shit houses get a pass, but drink less milk or something as children because you're on thin fucking ice.

No. 1587046

>>1587044
What are you getting your PhD in?

No. 1587053

>>1587045
not my fucking fault you're thin and scrawny, maybe you should hit the gym and drink some milk too

No. 1587054

>>1587046
Sadly I'm just a loser not getting a PhD yet, but I have 3 final oral state exams from med school to become a doctor ahead of me (2 of them next month), plus we still have to have rotations and papers during it and it's too much for me. I like medicine but what I have to study now is totally unrelated to the field I wanna specialise in (I already passed exams from that). So I'm just not interested in this material at all and I'm just trying to get it into my head while sleep deprived. I can't wait to be finally free of this unrelated shit I won't ever need and be able to work and get PhD in my field. I want to walk outside in the nice weather and not feel like I'm wasting time by not studying.

No. 1587056

A lot of people are quite horrible to me for no reason. It doesn't really bother me unless I was having a bad day then maybe it just rubs salt in the wound but I get over it. And I know it's more a reflection of them, but it's kind of insane the shit people have said to me. It makes me want to laugh at the ridiculousness of it, especially when you can see in their eyes that person is extremely insecure and trying to bring you down to feel better about themselves or avoid dealing with their issues, or maybe they can't do anything about their problems and it frustrates them and you were lucky enough to be their target, or just that they are really dumb, as most of the population is, and you realize they say dumb things because that's all they can do. Not all dumb people are mean either some are really kind, but the mean ones are common.

Think of the worst thing someone might say online, and imagine that in real life. It's just laughable but people are unhinged enough to say it out loud

No. 1587060

>>1587028
Volunteer your womb and incubate for your local tranny this june, fake ally

No. 1587065

Just witnessed two like 15 year old girls flirt with an ugly scrote that was at least 35 and looked like a hobo while waiting in a line. And he was flirting back in a really sleazy way. Not to victim blame but what the fuck was wrong with these girls. I get the scrote with a rape ape brain but what do these 15 year olds gain from this, ew.

No. 1587067

>>1587065
Most women barely have standards regardless of age. The teenage girls probably saw the hobo and thought he had kind eyes and could change him.

No. 1587070

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Hate the knowledge that no matter how "pretty" I am or become, no matter how nice and sensible I am, I can be the fairest, most cordial person ever, but there will always be a bizarrely loud coalition of people who will hate me, call me ugly and vehemntly insist I'm some kind of terrible person because of my race. Like wtf is that? Why is that normal? Suibait.

No. 1587077

>>1587028
>>1586460
What does this website offer you that twitter/tiktok/PULL can’t? You can be a righteous dramawhore on those sites. You don’t have any counter mainstream beliefs that you can’t express elsewhere. Why are you here? Just want to co-op the kewl aesthetic of “imageboard”? You just want to say slurs for fun? Brag about seeing some cp?
>muh echochamber
Every pocket of the internet forms around common set of axioms that developed over time by majority users. What makes you think your hyperindividualistic bullshit should be catered to? Integrate or fuck off, you’re not special and never will be.

No. 1587078

>>1587065
Those girls are surely being bombarded on tiktok with shit like
>pls appreciate dad bods
Or shit like ddlg fetish bullshit. It has been happening since forever, we used to see that kind of shit on tumblr and meme pages, we also used to be told by moids on the internet that dating old men is better for girls because we’re totally different and mature.
I also used to flirt with older men when I was a teen, it’s the moid’s responsibility to tell the girls to stop doing that or to ignore them because he’s the adult in the situation.
So I don’t really blame the teenagers, I blame the moid for being a disgusting pedophile that needs to die.

No. 1587082

>>1587077
>Why are you here?
She got inspired by her twanss sistass taking women-only spaces and rape shelters, thus decided to bring her stinkyass here to own the evil terfs.

No. 1587083

>>1587065
They're horny teens excited to be getting attention from a guy, like all the media they consume teaches them is something of value for a girl to have. Don't be angry at them, they're just fueling their newly forming ego. The full grown predator on the other hand should know better. Pathetic and male.

No. 1587084

>>1587045
>we're having a hell of a time moving anyone over 200 lbs while they're dead weight
>>1587053
>not my fucking fault
Nta but why would you out yourself like that kek. There's a reason why that anon simply works in a hospital, while your kinds are IN the hospital.

No. 1587090

>>1587083
I was not angry, I was just baffled. You're right btw, I think they just like the attention because of their newfound sexuality. But still, gross. I hope they grow out of it soon before someone takes advantage of them.
And I was side-eyeing the middle aged scrote like hell, he was so gross because they were obviously either underage or no more than 16 (which is sadly the age of consent here).

No. 1587094

>>1587077
she's nlon (not like other nonnies) and wanted to make it clear by fighting others for no reason, also thought it necessery to mention that she's not a feminist despite the subject being trans rights and shes also very pretty and takes "basic" care of herself like shave her pussy everyday. bet her labia majora looks like a barcode by now, probably referred to herself as a "tradwife" at least once, disgusting specimen

No. 1587095

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rude people should be treated like the rabid animals that they are
>"oh, i'm ready to deal with consequences of my actions"
you literally depend on others kindness, pity and duty to survive, you worthless disgusting scrote. tax money is wasted on you. you can't even hold a job collecting thrash, you are homeless and take no responsibility for yourself, you literally good for nothing piece of shit. by your own efforts you would be dead in a ditch.

No. 1587098

>>1587083
Nta but when I was a teen I didn’t act like that. Those girls are weirdos and probably one of those coquette Lana del ray spergs who think fucking old men is mysterious and Lolita like.

No. 1587103

>>1587053
Why are fat people like this?

No. 1587108

>>1587098
Nta but who was talking about you?

No. 1587109

>>1587103
Fat people who don't have any health conditions that keep them fat are just fucking addicts at the end of the day. Can't give up the processed fat and sugars because they're so addicted to the dopamine rush they get from it.

No. 1587111

>>1587108
Nobody. She just wanted to bring herself in and shit on those girls because she was mad to see no one else blaming them.

No. 1587113

>>1587108
No one but don’t blame that behavior on being a teen girl just because that’s probably what you were doing as a teen. Most normal teenage girls aren’t interested in flirting with old men who look like hobos, those girls are weird and you were weird too.

No. 1587114

>>1586191
They literally don't exist to me except as clowns. I can't take them seriously, too many of them are just abusive and evil. I see them bash black women specifically way more than I see scrotes of other races doing it, and that's what made me lose all respect for them (on top of the normalized abuse, crime, misogyny, colorism, etc). I wanted to give black men a chance when I was younger, but then I noticed most of the non-black men I've even given a chance at friendship to were unironically kinder to me than black men, so I just didn't bother.

No. 1587115

>>1587109
They really are, I've seen enough of them ruin their physical health while bragging that they could eat for two people when ordering in restaurants. I can't stand them.

No. 1587117

Stranger Things is trash. I thought it would be amazing, but it's horrible men that are lauded later on and nonsensical plots. How do people lose their absolute shit over this show?

No. 1587118

>>1587113
I wasn't into old men kek. But it's normal and common for teenagers to like men older than them. You sound like a autist.

No. 1587119

>>1586191
I feel bad for you, guys in my ethnicity are either exactly like that or the exact reverse, as in, guys who fuck white women out of wedlock and then want a pure, virgin halal wife.

No. 1587124

>>1587118
Most teenage girls aren’t flirting with 35 year olds who look like hobos. That’s abnormal behavior and those girls are weirdos.

No. 1587128

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I'm retarded I just screwed up an important question on an exam and then remembered the right answer immediately after submitting, and it was super obvious too. My brain is so smooth

No. 1587129

>>1587113
They think every teen girl ever is a BPD mess just like they were

No. 1587131

>>1587118
"Older" as in having a crush on a "cool" senior guy in HS when you're a freshman. Not the old hobo at McDonald's lmao

No. 1587132

>>1587118
Nta but it isn't 'normal', it's just common (not as common as girls crushing on those around their age though). Calling it normal makes it sound like we're hardwired to like balding faggots. I don't think those girls should be blamed here rather than that pedo moid, but it's still not a teehee-totally-normal behaviour that only autists don't understand for sure kek.

No. 1587133

>>1587129
Right kek a normal teenage girl would have been disgusted and scared. That’s why I’m like who is we? I certainly wasn’t flirting with older men at 15.

No. 1587134

>>1586464
Kill yourself tranny janny, specifically and intentionally(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 1587135

>>1586564
Pardon?

No. 1587137

>>1587118
Hard for them to not develop that when all the music they listen to, streamers they watch, medias pushed on them regularly feature late-20s early-wall moids. What about the copious grooming thru coquette age gap shit and porn. Middle school kids who mostly only interacted with their peers and watched the young cast of Disney channel have crushes that are totally age appropriate. What changed between then and their teenage years? We should stop pretending there isn’t an obvious and intentional shift in their social environment that nurtures old scrote agenda.

No. 1587140

>>1587131
You know damn well high school girls aren’t talking about high school seniors when they wax poetic about older men lmao

No. 1587141

i wish there was an easy certain way to die

No. 1587143

>>1587137
Most teenage female characters are played by actresses in their mid-late 20s as wel. Thinking Nate jacobs is cute who is played by a 23 year old isn’t going to make you attracted to old men…those girls are just weirdos and need therapy.

No. 1587145

>>1587140
And you know damn well all high school girls aren’t doing wax poetic about older men. Nta, but you're genuinely retarded for trying to act like it's a normal thing.

No. 1587147

>>1587132
>>1587131
I'm not denying that they probably have bad taste (but I mean, they're teenage girls so who cares), but it is normal for teenagers to be attracted to adults. What's not normal is the adult reciprocating that behavior, and of course those teenagers shouldn't be trying to flirt with adults but the adult is still more responsible for what they do in what situation.
>that only autists don't understand for sure
I called anon an autist for trying to insist that I was into old men.
>Calling it normal makes it sound like we're hardwired to like balding faggots.
How? Older means older than them. It could be someone in their 20s, 30s, whatever. And also I'm not saying all teenage girls have the same taste, so I think you just read that how you wanted to.

No. 1587148

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>>1587140
90% of high school girls are not "waxing poetic about older men", stop capping kek. The few who want old old men (eg 30+) are largely CSA victims with many issues left unaddressed and unresolved, not "normal" by any means. You're conflating them with actually normal girls who are just living life, sometimes finding older teenagers attractive, with the most "sus" it gets typically being a TA or the substitute teacher in his 20s with a full head of hair and a decent face. We're not living in Lana Del Rey's sex fantasies, enough. I don't care how many scrotes try to push dd/lg, literally no young girl without trauma is fantasizing about this.

No. 1587149

>>1587095
Is it about a specific homeless man? Kek

No. 1587154

>>1587147
It’s normal for teenagers to be attracted to attractive young men(18-21). If you were flirting with men in their 30s and 40s as a teenager there was definitely some unchecked mental illness your parents should have been paying attention to.

No. 1587156

>>1587147
>How? Older means older than them. It could be someone in their 20s, 30s, whatever. And also I'm not saying all teenage girls have the same taste, so I think you just read that how you wanted to.
By 'older' you was referring to that hobo pedo trash, not someone in their 20s. Don't play dumb. I'm not reading as I want to, you're just backtracking after repeatedly trying to act like every teen girl out there is into old faggots.

>What's not normal is the adult reciprocating that behavior, and of course those teenagers shouldn't be trying to flirt with adults but the adult is still more responsible for what they do in what situation.

And l already said in my reply that I'm not blaming the girls, the pedo moid is in the wrong here. I just genuinely believe that you're retarded for making it seem as if it's normal and somehow anons saying otherwise were the abnormal ones in their teen-years.

No. 1587160

i was on a date with this one guy and he said that the ending to game of thrones was perfect except that jon wasn't made king. he also said that he heavily identifies with jon snow and that anakin skywalker from star wars did nothing wrong. should i block him because that is literally the dumbest shit anyone has ever said to me and it bothers me greatly

No. 1587163

>>1587159
Lurk at least 3 years before posting, that’s literally the first rule of imageboard

No. 1587164

>>1587147
Samefag, but also just to be clear, I'm not saying it's normal for teenagers to seek out and flirt with older men. That's obviously fucked up and they should still understand not do that, although some will think it's no big deal. That's how life is unfortunately. But teenagers being attracted to adults is not anything out of the ordinary.
>>1587156
>trying to act like every teen girl out there is into old faggots.
I quite literally never said this. In fact I even said that not every teenage girl likes people older than them in the same post you're replying to. It's the last sentence. I really hate getting into any kind of argument on this site because it just devolves into anons twisting words around and making assumptions about what you think.
>And l already said in my reply that I'm not blaming the girls, the pedo moid is in the wrong here
Then clearly that part wasn't targeted towards you. If it don't apply, let it fly.

No. 1587165

>>1587159
bruh

No. 1587167

>>1587164
>I quite literally never said this. In fact I even said that not every teenage girl likes people older than them in the same post you're replying to. It's the last sentence.
That's why I said you was backtracking retard. Re-read your previous posts, you kept claiming it's normal and more common than it actually was.

>I really hate getting into any kind of argument on this site

Then just don't get into arguments kek. Who held you at a gunpoint to post >>1587118 ? Go take your meds instead of crying here.

No. 1587168

>>1587163
>>1587165
My bad I scrolled up farther and realized who I was defending kek

No. 1587170

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>>1587163
Actually it’s 7 years. You are all new.

No. 1587172

>>1587167
I can't backtrack on things I never said, dumbass. I shouldn't have to explain this but teenagers obviously doesn't mean all teenagers.

No. 1587173

It's still cringe when anons brag about being here for longer than everyone else though. Like who the fuck are you? Nobody. Stop. Telling newfags to stop newfagging is one thing but being like myeehhh one year is still newfaggotry makes me want to crawl out of my skin

No. 1587176

>>1587167
You're annoying and no one likes you or wants you here, nta btw

No. 1587177

>>1587173
I wish it makes you crawl back to tiktok.

No. 1587179

>>1587173
go back

No. 1587181

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>>1587170
>not lurking for 10 years before posting
KEK

No. 1587182

>>1587176
I like her and I want her here. If you were flirting with men in their 30s that’s just a symptom of bpd and not all teenage girls are mentally ill. Don’t try to drag us all down with you.

No. 1587184

>>1587182
seconded

No. 1587185

>>1587182
I don't really care about the discussion, although I agree with you, but that anon is annoying as fuck and clearly needs validation from winning arguments. It's not even entertaining because they're trying too hard

No. 1587186

>>1587109
>>1587115
I just have an eating disorder nonnies, I don't want or wish this on anyone either.

No. 1587188

>>1587186
Are you the one who said it's not your fucking fault that healthcare workers aren't jacked enough to lift your fat ass?

No. 1587191

Oldmin should've closed down the site instead of handing it over. Why do I keep coming here.

No. 1587192

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>>1587181
So close… I'll take my ban and return in 482 days sweet nonnies

No. 1587193

>>1587188
No, I'm not that retarded to blame others for my own problems

No. 1587194

>>1587193
Then I'm really sorry you're suffering nonna. I hope you can get the help you need.

No. 1587197

>>1587192
Nta but kek, holy shit that's some old google history, wish mine went back that far.

No. 1587198

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My younger brother has the worst taste imaginable and my mom always cooks his favourite despite knowing I absolutely loathe it and even she doesn't like eating it, so whenever I cook something for myself (because a bitch needs to eat) and am willing to share it with her too, she says shit like "am I a bad cook? do you not like my cooking? do you hate your mother now?" as if me refusing to eat something bland, flavourless and without onions (my bro would rather kill himself than eat onions) that she cooks almost every other day, means I hate her. I've always complimented her cooking even when I've hated the dishes. I hate how I'm still supposed to change myself instead—no, in fact, she believes everyone in the world should change their likes, dislikes, opinions, tastes to match my brother's because he's that important in her eyes. Forget food, despite him being younger and always cursing at the drop of a hat, even life-altering decisions in my house are either made by him or my equally retarded father. Whatever I say doesn't matter, although their shitty financial decisions have costed us our entire house and what not. Yet, she genuinely believes women should never be decision-makers because 'we are too emotional beta, men know better'. My mother is such a boymom it's going to be hell if my bro ever decided to bring a girl home, at this point I fucking wish he's gay or something kek.

No. 1587203

>>1587197
Idk if you mean because your google acct isn't that old, but if not, you can access your entire history at myactivity.google.com

No. 1587204

I kind of wish I was the kind of woman guys were attracted to. It would make my dating life so much easier.

No. 1587206

>>1587192
You’re the only anon allowed to post. Village elder.

No. 1587207

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Fear not, nonnas, for we were all once newfaggots

No. 1587211

>>1587186
The anon started with "fat people who don't have a health condition" and you're including yourself in that group while also saying your have health issues? I don't get it, stop victimizing yourself.

No. 1587213

>>1587176
>>1587185
Let me be annoying in peace then, at least I'm not retarded enough to project on every teen girl in existence or act like telling someone 'no one likes you or wants you here' would actually cause them to leave or something kek. That anon is in such a dire need of meds and you're so far up your own ass that it's not entertaining either, so I have no interest in providing free entertainment for any of you. I still don't blame those girls. Never did, never will.

No. 1587216

>>1587211
anon made fun of people who are addicted to food, which is nonnie's case here and I empathize with her honestly, it's gotta be hell. my mom has been that way for 20 years and it breaks my heart to see her fail diet after diet.
also please stop infighting so much this thread is crazy with the fights. except for that tra bitch

No. 1587219


No. 1587228

>>1587207
>how to post on image boards lolcow
I'm wheezing

No. 1587230

>>1587213
>telling me that I need meds while arguing against shit that no one said, insisting that I'm projecting and liked older men, and telling other anons you won't give "free entertainment"
I want to start a farmer psych ward for anons like you.

No. 1587232

>>1587203
No I just meant I've deleted mine every few years and I wish I hadn't so I could go back and look at the sites I used to go to and such

No. 1587235

>>1587228
kekkk I know, that made me smile too. I always avoided 4chan (the only imageboard I had ever heard of growing up) because -get this- posters on the somethingawful forums always said it was a cesspit, so lolcow was my first and I guess I wanted to do it ~right~

No. 1587240

>>1587207
>>1587235
LC was also my first imageboard, and I remember being so confused on how people were even making posts. I think the only thing stopping me from posting at that time was that I didn't realize there was a post box and also I came from PULL and had the impression of lolcow being a very harsh site

No. 1587241

I almost passed out from pain yesterday, my blood pressure went down and I felt someone was sticking a knife in my bladder. I don't know if it was a nasty period cramp, my uti or whatever, took me hours to recover. I got an appointment with my doctor the next day and went to ask for my boss to leave early today for it.
>Nonna, you can't miss work every time you get a little period pain.
I fucking hate him so much, it's unreal.

No. 1587243

>>1587176
Nta but your reply is more annoying than all her posts combined

No. 1587249

>>1587243
>Nta
Sure

No. 1587263

>>1587160
he's fanboy faggot trash

No. 1587265

File: 1685047582340.gif (4.34 MB, 498x280, all-the-arguing-fighting.gif)

>>1587249
please nonnas let's just try to be civil and ignore what we don't like, this is meant to be a vent thread not fight club

No. 1587266

I’m not going to bother with scrotes anymore unless it’s under these conditions
>we meet somewhere off of the internet
>I find him attractive physically
>and he has to really chase me and put in effort into seeing me

That’s the only way I’m going to bother with dating again. I’m tired of dealing with men I’m barely attracted to acting like they tolerate my existence.

No. 1587269

>>1587249
I'm >>1587213 and no that anon isn't me. Just report it and let a janny check if you suspect it to be samefagging instead of outing yourself as a schizo.

No. 1587290

I want to try to check if i have EDS but I know its the new trendy diagnosis to get so I'm scared of asking my dr. But I feel like I am coming apart, all my joints are so loose and everything hurts and I am basically bedridden when I'm near or on my period bc everything hurts so much. My knees pop out of place just turning in bed. I feel my hips squeak and seperate when I lie down. My fingers bend backwards. My palate is really high and my teeth are crowded. My skin is also very elatic and my hands look like they belong to an old woman. I also have skin folds despite being pretty thin. And the veins on the back of my legs are blown out. Also I have tons of allergies and suspected ADHD which I' getting tested for, which I know is very comorbid. Life is pretty much hell and I'm in so much pain. But I feel scared they will think I'm faking bc I have a history of mental illness and I'm used to everyhing being blamed on that by drs….its like they belive one cannot have physical ailment of one has had mental ones in any point in their lives.

No. 1587293

>>1586970
this just unlocked a memory from when I was like 9 years old, I was biting my nails and a little bit of nail got lodged under my gums and I couldn't get it out, I had a dentist appointment the next day and my dentist was so freaked out by my x-ray he set up a second opinion with my orthodontist. I managed to get the piece of nail out before the orthodontist appointment and when he took my x-ray he told my parents my dentist was dramatic and insane because there was nothing wrong with my mouth.

No. 1587295

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No. 1587297

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I hate my sister. Like. More so starting to hate my sister. She’s slowly showing her true colors as a narc like our mom. She’s beginning to treat my nephew like our mom treated me. Always complains about him, makes him out to be this monster kid, acts like he’s an inconvenience. Won’t even take him to the ER in a bigger city to have the mrsa in his ear looked at cuz our area is screwing him over. Why? She hates driving in that area. Now I can tell you I have been with her in that area with her… when she’s the one driving. More then one. If this was a concert or a trip to the mall she wouldn’t be bitching. Her man is juicing (he power lifts and spends all of his time at the gym) and is over doing it. His friends who work with MY DAD told MY DAD. Some Amazon shit you can buy that is steroids but not. Supposed to only do one vial a month but he’s done almost 3 in one month. He has bad PTSD + is a gunfag + drinks like a sailor. She doesn’t care tho. He’s tried to kick her out more then once including from his own mother’s house. Doesn’t help she also complains about HIS daughters to the point when they have them? One of them gets dropped off at his mom’s for more reason. She also treats her like crap. It’s not the poor thing’s fault. The other one is 3 and tells them both repeatedly about how she wants to go home, almost every week they have her. She doesn’t want anything to do with my nephew. She picks him up from daycare, feeds him dinner, bathes him then puts him to fucking bed. Sometimes she will ALSO go to bed. Shit our MOM did to US. Idk, sounds sus. I only know this happens cuz I stayed with them for a while before moving back home. Now she’s wigging out cuz she may lose her job. My sister has worked with adults w/ developmental disabilities for years. She keeps getting in trouble at work, more then once for fighting with her coworkers!!! Like !!! Girl you don’t this job for years why are you taking out your feelings on your coworkers and hopefully not your clients!?!? Leave that shitty selfish bastard!! Actually take care of your kid!!!! Take care of your damn self!!!! Don’t leave him then just dump kiddo on us so you can go back to your job that you now hate after loving it for years and do other things!!! I thought the severely neglected dog aggressive dog was bad?? The dog that killed two dogs and was only put down by the second when she should have been BE way before the first one even?!?! Some of the clients you worked with and are working with are wheelchair bond and you KNOW the extent of MRSA!!! You have bathed these people and you have done the precautions of working with people with MRSA!!! Kiddo gets MRSA in his ear? fine. Whatever. Day care won’t take kiddo cuz of his MRSA? End of the world. Our dad gets on your case about how your son’s reoccurring ear infections and now this is going to at this rate affect his hearing but also his speech??? Mean, awful, gotta cry.

This living kewpie doll who begs for apples, dances when he’s happy, loves to stomp around in boots, favorite toy isn’t even a toy it’s a FLY SWATTER and loves bubbles is an inconvenience to you? What did he do wrong? Your labor went wrong cuz your uterus hemorrhaged? His fault? No. Not his fault and not yours. Why resent him? He didn’t do anything wrong. Is he taking up time for you to do other things that you rather be doing? Then why did you get pregnant? Lil kewpie pie doesnt deserve this. He runs to the door when we tell them you are pulling in the drive way. He calls out mommy the clearest despite his issues speaking. Yet you still gotta be shitty?

I hate coming in here and dumping all these feelings but if I don’t I am gonna cause some serious problems in my family. My friends have heard it all already but I just gotta ya know? I wish my sister would get proper help, be a parent and leave that man but
I digress. Trauma doesn’t always great people or rational ones or ones that won’t repeat behaviors they were around. Being an aunt when your siblings aren’t great parents is stressful. At least my other sister is an amazing mom and I hope she knows that. She overcompensates due to our sister’s short comings as one.
One of my fave kewpie art pieces as an apology for this rant

No. 1587298

>>1587295
lmfao nobody said anything like that, tf kinda twisted shit are you on nonnie

No. 1587299

>>1587293
lmao gaslit a fucking dentist

No. 1587301

I threw out a broken chair on my patio and found a dead lizard. He was so cute I wouldve given him water. It looks like he naturally died and basically deflated because I havent stepped there in a year or so.

No. 1587307

>>1587295
Kek is this bitch high? What's the point of making shit up when anyone can come here and see what actually happened

No. 1587308

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I've reached my calorie deficit intake for today and I'm still fucking starving. Even after achieving 120g of protein and reaching my other macros too. Cannot stand the weightlifting appetite. It makes me want to devour everything in sight that contains either meat or cheese. can my fatass stomach shrink already!!!

No. 1587309

>>1587295
i've been seeing this poster in several threads too and am having a good laugh at it. never saw anyone say anything about mtf rape, wtf

No. 1587310

>>1587308
I wish we could get some sort of half-gastric sleeve or something. Like I don't need a marble sized stomach, but god just taking away a bit of it's size would make losing weight so much easier.

No. 1587315

Trying to words things in a professional way without sounding snippy wracks my brain so bad

No. 1587319

I’m tired. I’m about to go ana Chan with my weight lost. 380 calories a day for a month until I get down to 148. I’m not even anorexic I’m just impatient as fuck.

No. 1587323

>>1587319
380 is such an oddly specific number. At least do 500 or something.

No. 1587326

>>1587323
380 because I’m going to eat nothing but Maruchan ramen and Diet Coke for a month because thats the only low calorie meal that fills me up

No. 1587328

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i am an actually diagnosed autist and i use my preferred fidget toys to redirect my harmful stims (hair pulling and picking my skin constantly) also i just progressively get more antsy/impatient/frustrated if i don't fidget after a certain amount of time. it's literally impossible for me to eradicate the compulsion to stim so i am working with it instead of against it. holy fuck i am so angry i wish that fidget stuff was never appropriated by normalfags and remained relatively niche because now everyone thinks that these toys are 'a trend' or 'attention seeking behavior'. i hate tiktok i hate social media i want to brutally murder everyone who willingly participates in this bloody circus. i've dealt with my fair share of bullying throughout my life and now us autists have the joy of having hardly anyone taking our struggles seriously because social media fakers make this disorder look like something cutesy/harmless or a fucking joke

No. 1587357

>>1587309
This post said it >>1587060 otherwise I wouldn't have said shit. I didn't lie about anything that's genuinely how that post reads since I'm not attracted to males and am slated for a full hysterectomy in 2024. Not that any of you knew that but I feel like it's okay to say because it adds context to why I thought that.

No. 1587368

>>1587319
warning: this will fuck up your metabolism a lot. if you want to lose weight fast just do 1200 a day, please don't be retarded and have 380 a day, it won't work

No. 1587372

>>1587295
>lying about something as small as posts on an anonymous imageboard
Is this just something compulsive liars do? It reminds me of all those lists of "BPD behaviors" or abuse. Scary.

No. 1587374

>>1587319
nonnie its much easier to just eat less and mostly healthy food without withholding what you like from yourself and getting a decent 1200-1500 every day while staying active, the less you think about it the easier it is to lose weight and maintain it. if you start obsessively counting calories and denying yourself too much or obsessing about your weight you'll make it much harder. Focus on something else in your life and the weight will drop off on its own, months go by quick when you get busy. good luck nonnie focus on health ♥

No. 1587376

>>1587357
nonnies just ignore this crazy sperg, either a moid or TiM that gets off on your attention

No. 1587378

>>1587376
I'm a TIF actually. I can provide proof if needed.

No. 1587382

>>1587378
Go back

No. 1587383

>>1587378
Are you that fat tif from kiwi farms

No. 1587384

>>1587382
>go back
I bet money I've been here longer than you nonna. Like I said a couple days ago this site isn't limited to politics and I already admitted to being TIFchan a good while back. I don't mind it, as far as personalityfags go I'm far from the worst, just very verbose and socially retarded

No. 1587385

>>1587376
>either moid or TIM
same thing
>>1587378
>a TIF
What do you mean by providing proof that you're a tranny? Do you have zippertits?

No. 1587386

>>1586846
Not entirely your fault considering companies and lobbyists had been obfuscating nutritional information and portions upon decades for the sake of selling mass quantities of shit food to the public, hooking them on it, then convincing them that they need more.
>inb4 an iamverysmart autist thinks this treachery isn't a well documented fact at least in the US

Honestly anon, just cut the carbs. Rice and pasta are the worst foods for people with metabolic disorders (obesity is considered one) due to the fluctuations of hormones and spikes in blood sugar from consuming carb products. Eat lots of proteins and healthy fats to feel full for less.

No. 1587387

>>1586991
Yeah this was manipulative

No. 1587388

>>1587198
>my bro would rather kill himself than eat onions
what is it with men and onions? I have several spoiled male family members who refuses to eat onions. I also have spoiled female family members who are picky waters but none of them has any problems with onions

No. 1587390

>>1587384
>as far as personalityfags go I'm far from the worst
you're the second most annoying imo

No. 1587391

>>1587384
sis why are you taking over the entire vent thread to talk about yourself? make a vent or gtfo, we are done

No. 1587395

>>1587390
bitch is the cringiest attention whore I've seen in my life, literally making my skin crawl, i hope she's young because otherwise holy shit what a smooth brain existence

No. 1587397

>>1587388
>what is it with men and onions?
Fucking kek.

No. 1587399

>>1587374
It took me 5 months to lose weight on 1500 a day. I dont have the patient anymore.

No. 1587402

>>1587388
laughing because my ex' dad also hated onions and would gag at them

No. 1587403

>>1587378
You're too aware of the fact you're a female, might as well just stop larping instead of self-flagellating by posting in a site where nobody likes you

No. 1587404

>>1587386
Unfortunately I can't completely cut out carbs because I have a genetic health issue that gets triggered off if I don't have any carbs, which sucks. They don't make me feel great, but I'm trying to compromise by just going low-carb instead.

No. 1587407

>>1587397
KEK my bf hates onions and between you and I it pisses me off

No. 1587408

>>1586991
The actual mistake here is being with a Philly boy. No joke. Nothing seems manipulative he’s just from Philly.

No. 1587414

>>1587403
Nonna, me being a troon has nothing to do with denying my biology. It has everything to do with having a body I do not recognize whatsoever. I'm fully aware it's female, I strongly dislike that and do not remember having my breasts or genitalia whatsoever. It's like my head was ripped off my actual body and put on one with a vaguely similar body, but with a vagina and breasts which I did not remember being there previously. In my memories, in my head, in my dreams, my voice is deeper, my body is male albeit with the same BMI, there's thicker facial and body hair, et cetera. Every time I see myself unclothed I panic. Every time I see or hear the name I was born under it takes a conscious effort to know that's my name because I keep thinking they're talking to or about someone else. 12 years of intensive therapy and medication, and this has not changed. It has always been this way, it is a truly horrifying, disturbing experience I do not wish on my worst enemy. Grabbing a knife and thinking about lopping off your tits and cutting out your uterus at 11, getting caught before you could, having an extremely adverse reaction to estradiol when you were 16 and prescribed it for the most excruciating pain you've felt in your life. Most troons have not had this experience, most troons go for HRT right out the gate. I have always wanted that to be a last resort. I've taken to venting about this shit on CC. I'm honestly extremely glad none of you seem to understand. It's a pain nobody should experience, and I cannot imagine ever wishing it on anyone. I apologize profusely for annoying everyone, but getting this extreme anguish off my chest should calm me down.

No. 1587415

>>1587368
>1200 a day
Nta but this always really confused me because I'm short/petite and I did this math equation from The Petite Advantage Diet book and it said to maintain I'd need to eat 1,000 calories a day………… and to lose? Well just use your imagination. Everywhere I see discussion about this is with regular sized people who cannot fathom that even anything less than like 1.5k is death's door territory and in my experience… it's really not.

No. 1587417

>>1587368
My metabolism will be fine for a month. A gotta unbig my back asap I wanna go to the beach this summer.

No. 1587419

>>1587415
idk how tall you are but the 1000 calories seems way too extreme, maybe that's what your body burns just maintaining itself or that diet book is full of shit. i think 1200-1400 is reasonable to maintain and 1000 to safely lose weight but ultimately just listen to your body and figure out what works for you

No. 1587420

>>1587414
whiteglove is still blogging all over /ot/?

No. 1587421

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No. 1587425

>>1587417
Nta but they mean it will have a lasting effect

>>1587419
I have been doing just that and I find that 1,000 has been okay but I'm concerned that I'm doing damage, although I look and feel fine. I just wish it was studied more or that there was actually a place where midgets can talk about this stuff without 5'5" women coming in and saying WELL AKSHEWALLY…

No. 1587427

>>1587417
you will be crying in mcdonald wrappers in less than a week nonnie, just diet responsibly i mean no offense but how can you be fat i.e not even able to eat a normal amount and want to cut back even more kek

not to bully you but you obviously can't do it, get real and focus on fixing your dietary habits

No. 1587432

>>1587414
Not any of those anons but I don't think this is the place you want to talk about this. You're not going to get any type of understanding. I'm sorry you're suffering but you don't have to justify yourself. I say this as someone who thinks all troons are retarded (sorry)(kek)

No. 1587445

>>1587432
Thank you nonna, that's why I've taken to crystal cafe to vent as of late. I understand it's very frowned upon here, but simultaneously I think it proves a point that some women are all about women's rights until some of them decide to make themselves more content with themselves or thinks differently from them. I appreciate you being honest, however. I am the first one to confess I'm a retard, but in a "I always have to be honest and justify everything about myself" and so on. This often results in oversharing in a vain attempt to prove a point that usually ends up not existing in the end. I tend to think through and delete within 30 minutes upon realizing this, though

No. 1587456

>>1587445
>some women are all about women's rights until some of them decide to make themselves more content with themselves or thinks differently from them
I think this is where the divide comes from, I agree that it is misogynistic to deny womanhood and transition, and it offends me, BUT I've never felt what you feel and I don't claim to have any answers.

No. 1587460

>>1587456
Double post but I worded that weirdly- I mean I agree with others who are offended by it, but blah blah I've never felt how you feel etc.

No. 1587464

>>1587445
bro the reason you are being ran off this thread is you got pearl clutchy at another anon and made it all about yourself, you have a pretty big victim complex just read your messages again when you are lucid. It's okay. Now stop derailing the thread to go on your delusional tangents

No. 1587466

Dude I’ve been into for a few weeks now asked me out and Instagram immediately started showing me ads for lingerie.

Even Meta knows I need to just get laid already.

No. 1587467

>>1587135
Something came out of my breast.

No. 1587472

>>1587467
holy shit

No. 1587489

>>1587308
even though I sort of enjoy food I still wish we didn't have to eat to survive. shitting, pissing, eating, having money to keep eating, taking breaks from work or hobby to eat, its all so damn annoying. tried meal replacements they just gave me gas then diarrhea.

No. 1587492

>>1587466
Ew, what the fuck.

>>1587467
PARDON?

>>1587308
It sounds like you have a grasp on what you're doing, but I have to ask- are you eating enough fiber?

>>1587315
Just female things!!!!

No. 1587494

Is what I did considered reactive abuse?
Background:
My bf is toxic and I know this.
He behaves just like my narcissist mother with hours of circular arguing/goalpost moving (sparked over him feeling slighted or, heaven forbid, speaking to him firmly about my boundaries or simply stating I do not like something he does to me), yelling, controlling, extreme passive aggression, and at times he will escalate to violence. Such as smashing or hitting objects, or harming himself both while in front of me–he denies this is real violence cause he does not hit me. He once threw himself out my moving car because I turned us around from seeing a movie since he was being nasty to me and escalating to make me feel like shit over a slight.
I have straight up said that he is an abuser, a piece of shit, and an asshole to his face. He baits ending the relationship and when I agree that it should end, he reverses victim. After hours of being cajoled to take him back, I cave. Despite honeymoon promises and weak attempts to change (along with demands for me to take back the aforementioned labels), he never does. He will never leave me either in spite of acting like I am the bitch because he's got it too good with me and I am his first gf.
The Dump Him™ replies are warranted yet it is a complicated situation since I have no support (I'd be too embarassed to reach out even if I did tbqh fam) so all I can do is manage the toxicity and be accountable for my own responses until the opportunity comes to leave him for good.

One thing that has really fucking bothered me is that I have now done some pretty toxic things in response to his abuse. Reactions that I have never done to any exes. Things that I have not done since I was a young person defending myself from the hours of psychological and emotional terrorism by my mother which I could not escape or hide from. I had told my bf about my limited contact with my mom so he is aware of my traumas regarding hostile confrontations, hours-long arguments, and not giving me the space to process my feelings alone.
Therefore, I WILL slap someone if they get in my face screaming at me and not leaving me alone after numerous pleads for personal space, as well as snatching important objects from my hands.
The other night he escalated to violence because I told him I wanted to be left alone. I committed the crime of having an "attitude" saying it. He will not tolerate having no control, so he repeatedly bashed in my bedroom dresser (which I am still paying off) until his fingers were bloody. He got so enraged he foamed at the mouth while casting spittle at my face due to his hysterical crying and psychotic hollering combo.
I yelled for him to get out of my house, to which he replied I would have to call the cops. In my sleep-deprived mind after the fifth exhausting hour of being yelled at, I began to dial 911.
He rushed me and snatched my phone away, and in automatic reaction I delivered a backhand to his face with the quickness.
Later he makes my reaction the focus of the fight cause of course me slapping him for stealing, cornering me, being violent, and verbally terrorizing me for hours t o t a l l y makes me just as bad as he was.
But that's the thing, I do feel bad.
I do not want to hit loved ones even if I feel they deserve it cause it is not who I am. I feel so pushed, but then again, if you asked him why he abuses me he would give his version of justifications for it too. I feel so lonely.
I want to be told I am not a bad person but maybe the truth is I became one, and so I tolerate this horrific scrote cause I feel I deserve the abuse.

No. 1587498

>>1587148
dat som troon looking mf

No. 1587499

>>1587467
>reactive abuse

anon go touch grass and dump your toxic boyfriend, you won't have to ask yourself that question

No. 1587501

>>1587499
Why waste keystrokes when you won't even read?

No. 1587502

File: 1685060118758.jpg (6.36 KB, 275x274, 1681695386862.jpg)

Aaa I've been invited for a trip and I don't know what to do. I'm an autist and I barely interact at work and by an accident I met a guy from a different department who's also kind of a weirdo and we had a few conversations, we have similar interests etc. but I don't talk to him so often. I have a crush on a certain male coworker but he's taken so I basically don't talk to him because that makes me feel guilty, but tbh even if he wasn't taken I bet I wouldn't talk to him anyway because I'm too autistic. So it turned out those two guys are friends. And they are planning 1-day trip abroad, there's Karl Marx museum and some weird religious spots in the schedule lol. The eccentric guy I was talking to sent me an invitation via messenger and today my male coworker I have a crush on also asked me if I'd like to go with them. That was when I found out they're friends and I got flustered. Like it sounds interesting and all, but I have so many problems with this. There would be 4 men and me, I know only two of them, one of them is my forbidden crush, the other two I don't even know. 4 people is already a crowd for me. Also, long distance car rides are always a huge problem foe me because I have overeactive bladder and I have to pee every hour or every 30 minutes, sometimes even more often than that, and I don't want to cause them problems, also it would be just extremely uncomfortable for me if they knew I had such condition. Also I can't even imagine spending 12 hours with basically strangers. And it's just weird to me they invited me at all and I'm starting to overthink it

No. 1587503

>>1587501
same reason you shouldn't overthink shit like that,though i am reading now

No. 1587507

my mom always has been and still is so hateful and mean to me yet so nice to my brother. she's always angry and insulting towards me and it's made me very maladjusted and bitter after a lifetime of dealing with her mistreatment. I'm stuck living with her too until I can graduate uni/find a full time job. I wish I could win the lottery so I can finally be in a healthy living situation

No. 1587508

>>1587501
NTA but I read it and thought the exact same thing. You're overthinking this situation and you need to dump him.

You're repeating history by staying with someone just as unhinged as your mother and to answer your question Yes you will become a worse person from it. It will warp your personality. You will be quicker to anger and resort to violence. You're already seeing it. I don't blame you one bit – I think you should hit him harder until he's too afraid to even look at you wrong, and then dump his ass – but yeah the thing you're worried about it happening.

No. 1587509

>>1587508
*is happening

No. 1587510

i just got back to the usa and of course i caught a cold from all the people sneezing and coofing on the plane right after we landed. thankfully it is progressing quickly, but god, we went through three years of a pandemic and people STILL do not know nor care to cover their goddamn sneezes when in an enclosed space. fuck them from here and back.

No. 1587511

>>1587494
Sometimes things just aren't black-and-white nonnie. I actually don't know if it's good or bad that you slapped him a few times, I could honestly go either way. But he's gonna start hitting you back. He's going to start physically restraining you when you lash out, and then he's going to hit you back eventually. You need to leave. If it's your house, why can't you break up with him? It doesn't sound like he's paying rent since you referred to it as "your house"

No. 1587513

>>1587508
right anon be strong and don't sacrifice the person you would be if you didn't have to deal with his bullshit. and learn to forgive yourself, everyone makes mistakes

No. 1587515

>>1587499
>>1587503
>>1587508
op seems well aware but doesn't have a safe opportunity.

No. 1587516

>>1587513
>don't sacrifice the person you would be if you didn't have to deal with his bullshit
exactly. couldn't agree more, you said it better than I could

No. 1587518

Alexithymia sucks so much

No. 1587522

>>1587518
What the hell is even that

No. 1587523

>>1587515
she said
>it is a complicated situation since I have no support (I'd be too embarassed to reach out even if I did tbqh fam) so all I can do is manage the toxicity and be accountable for my own responses until the opportunity comes to leave him for good.
she didn't say it wasn't safe but that could be implied. it sucks when a man becomes your sole support and it's scary to lose your sole support but I'd say the situation she's in now is worse than being broke or going into temporary debt or sleeping on a couch or whatever she would have to do. I find it hard to believe this man is actually very supportive in the first place.
what if the opportunity to leave that she's waiting for never comes knocking? she has to make her way out of the relationship alone or suck up the embarrassment and ask for help or something. she could go to the advice thread on /g/ and lay out her specific situation and there will probably be someone who has dealt with that who could advise her if she's really lost on how to go about leaving him.

No. 1587547

>>1587445
>some women are all about women's rights until some of them decide to make themselves more content with themselves or thinks differently from them
This is not about misogyny or "muh freedom", you're planning on cutting healthy parts off, you're mentally ill, this is not a rational decision you're justified to defend

No. 1587558

>>1587547
Nonna, not only are mine not at all healthy but they cause me significant distress. If intensive therapy and very strong medication didn't stop me from trying to cut them off while awake, naturally the last resort is a double mastectomy. And that's the one thing that wasn't tried. My uterus and ovaries are easily the most unhealthy part of my body aside from my brain. Extreme, severe cramping, irregular periods (once every few months, usually bleeding for 1-2 hours if that before it going on for a very long time a month or two after) My doctors don't know what's wrong and gave up because my symptoms are so irregular, yet my uterus itself looked normal. I was prescribed estradiol to "help" with that when I was 16 and never saw a gynecologist, and ended up attempting murder suicide, repeatedly. Also self harmed significantly more intensely. I dumped them, and that stopped. I've already received all the mental health care possible, there's only two ways out now; troon out, or kill myself. Otherwise I'd suffer the rest of my life and likely get worse and worse. Unless you have some other brilliant plan, I'd trust the medical professionals and do anything not to kill myself. Thanks.

No. 1587561

>>1587558
nonnie you kinda fucked by calling out the anon who was probably venting about TiMs, as long as you're not hurting anyone it's your body and you do what you want with it. Not many people here actually hate TiFs

No. 1587568

>>1587561
Oh, really? I profusely apologize. I didn't realize that started it nor that nobody here really hates us. I still stand by my statement that she needed better friends, though

No. 1587590

>>1587387
You mean OP's bf? Then yeah, I agree.

No. 1587597

>>1587357
does not read as a rape joke to me, reads more like she was joking that you seem handmaiden-y enough to volunteer as a surrogate for a TIM lol

>>1587558
why not just get the surgeries you want and live as a GNC woman? just curious tbh

No. 1587602

>>1587597
Because I also want to be on HRT the rest of my life, get a legal name change, et cetera? It isn't enough to get a double mastectomy and full hysterectomy, those aren't the only problems I have. Likewise I only tolerate being called "she" on here because of board culture. I also pretend to be a lesbian and not a SSA TIF a lot due to that. I'd forego some comfort for advice.

No. 1587606


No. 1587612

>>1587602
Please stop being obsessed with AMAing on here. Everyone else stop replying to them.

No. 1587614

File: 1685070660534.gif (87.58 KB, 220x188, fred-flintstone-pounding-table…)

Had a late delivery at work so I stayed over hours and after a day of manual labour my body is screaming for food and calories but I have to sleep immediately so I can get up and throw more crap around again tomorrow but I'M HUNGY. I hate my job I'd literally rather eat than sleep after 10hrs of hauling shit on my back and being hungry and dehydrated afterwards reeeee someone feed me!!!

No. 1587627

I just cried because I realized how much my husbando would dislike how vain I am. I don't think he would hate me (I mean, besides other parts of us maybe not being compatible for a romantic relationship) but he would probably try to break me out of it. I can't help that I'm a doll. I can't stop being conceited.

No. 1587630

>>1587627
what exactly do you mean by vain? sometimes people just have lower standards for their appearance it's alright if you value yours, it's a choice

No. 1587635

>>1587627
Why would he dislike it? I think most men don't mind this tbh.

No. 1587672

It kind of annoys me how every man thinks any woman they fuck is desperate to marry them.

No. 1587673

>>1587635
Nta but men like pretty women but not pretty women who know they are pretty

No. 1587676

>>1587627
Eh… people actually think so deeply about their fictional husbandos? Or are you talking about a real one? If it's a real 'husbando', then just fuck him and his opinions.

No. 1587687

>>1587676
Of course I think deeply about him. He is my man. Don't you think deeply about the ones you love? I want to analyze every aspect of his character.
>>1587630
>>1587635
I care about my appearance a lot, to the point where it interferes with my life. My husbando is not someone who cares about physical appearance so much. He would appreciate me caring enough to make myself look decent, but he wouldn't like how deep it goes with me. He knows there are more important things in life.

No. 1587688

File: 1685078277447.jpeg (49.78 KB, 500x615, Catasters.jpeg)

My little brother (not actually little, he's 15) is so retarded I wish he was aborted. He bought an expensive shitty lil retarded transformers toy (not even with his money - my and my mom's money), had a sudden retarded urge to paint it silver despite not even knowing how to hold a brush properly with his stubby retarded fingers, made me buy him paint and brushes, coated the entire retarded toy with paint, woke me up at 12am to retardedly beg me to remove it with nail polish remover and gave me a tissue to use. Most of the paint was removed but the tissue got stuck to that retarded toy's hand and just won't get off for some fucking reason.

Now his ass is mad, throwing tantrums and claiming it's my fault for ruining his toy. I'll have to buy him another, otherwise he's not going to let anyone in the house live in peace because this fucker LOVES to scream his lungs out whenever he's upset at the smallest things possible. Thanks to my parents spoiling him to hell and back for simply being a guy, teaching him ever since he was born that I solely exist to deal with his shit, I have to bear with this retard in the house. I can't take this. I just can't take this anymore. I'm either moving out as soon as it's possible or mixing rat poison in his coffee.

No. 1587690

>>1587687
None of those anons but jfc… I wish my life was benign enough to have the time to worry about the hypothetical opinion of fictional men.

No. 1587692

>>1587690
So make your own post about it. I have other things that I worry about, and I post them here too.

No. 1587693

>>1587692
That is my post about it

No. 1587694

>>1587688
You're such a nice sister I would be calling him a gay baby with a dolly

No. 1587695

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i am very awkward and feel funny about physical affection, even from my bf. i've always thought he is extremely good looking but i am just bad with touching people- i don't even really like hugs but i'm comfortable hugging him. i guess i am just very uncomfortable with my body. i am good at verbally being affectionate and kind/caring generally because i am just better with words than actions that involve physical contact. is anyone else reading, like this? i feel bad about it. maybe i will open up about it and ask him later what he thinks.

No. 1587696

File: 1685078814364.jpg (9.34 KB, 360x354, 1682970183593.jpg)

>>1587687
>Of course I think deeply about him. He is my man.
He doesn't exist.
>Don't you think deeply about the ones you love?
If they're fictional, then no. Even when it comes to real ones, I don't really cry over their opinion on my vainess kek.
>He knows there are more important things in life.
Even a fictional character knows better than you do, probably has more goals in life too. Oh nonnetta, how have you fallen to this point? If you're genuinely being serious (doubt it though), then you need help. I don't know exactly what or which kind of help, but you do need it. Desperately.

No. 1587703

>>1587692
And also, I don't think how much I care about my appearance is a good thing and that's what I'm venting about. If that's not anything to worry about to you then fine, but why are you telling me about what you would or wouldn't be worried about? I'm in the vent thread for a reason.
>>1587696
>He doesn't exist.
Oh my god!!!
>probably has more goals in life too
I actually have a lot of life goals. That's a part of the issue.

No. 1587706

>>1587696
Why are you going for an argument in the vent thread?

No. 1587707

>>1587694
>a gay baby with a dolly
Kek nonnie I might actually use it at this point. I'm not sure if you was being sarcastic but I don't deserve to be called a nice sister though, when I was a kid or at least a few years ago, I used to genuinely care for him but now I'm just tired. I take care of his shit because I have to, not because I want to. Sometimes we get along, but most of the time we don't.

No. 1587708

>>1587695
samefag but i should point out, i want to be better at it. i am not sure what feeling touch-starved feels like but sometimes i wonder if i am feeling that way? i think i want to be more affectionate but it's hard.

No. 1587709

>>1587706
Nta but are you new? kek

No. 1587710

>>1587706
Thank you for saying this because it made me come to my senses. Anons come to this thread to pick fights and so I shouldn't even bother. Me crying over what my husbando would think is just one side of how I've been thinking of myself and this issue, but I shouldn't have to explain and give full context to all of my thoughts, behavior, and emotions in a vent post. It's not just my husbando, it's everything.

No. 1587711

>>1587703
Everyone worries about their appearance nona, just usually not in relation to fictional men's hypothetical opinions about it lol

No. 1587712

>>1587710
hey i am none of the other anons that replied to you but when i saw
>I care about my appearance a lot, to the point where it interferes with my life.
i really relate to that. it takes up so much time but i don't want to change because i feel like it really pays off. are you really projecting your own worries or anxieties about this onto your husbando nonnie?

No. 1587714

>>1587706
I wasn't trying to start an argument, I just don't get why anyone would cry over a fictional character's opinion on them and I genuinely believe there's something that nonna needs to address. It doesn't sound healthy. If nonna didn't wanted any replies then she could've posted it in the 'take it off your chest' thread, it has a rule that anons can't reply to people's vents and if they break it, more often than not, they're redtexted and banned for some time.

No. 1587717

>>1587710
>Me crying over what my husbando would think is just one side of how I've been thinking of myself and this issue, but I shouldn't have to explain and give full context to all of my thoughts, behavior, and emotions in a vent post. It's not just my husbando, it's everything.
Nta and I don't think you owe us or anyone a 'full context to all of my thoughts, behavior, and emotions' but when you're only going to mention your husbando, aka just one side, of course anons are going to think it's the main issue that caused you to cry.

No. 1587730

File: 1685080986301.jpg (55.67 KB, 564x710, 1677070975752.jpg)

OCD makes sleep impossible. I have to keep cracking my kneecaps by stretching my legs out all the way and before I know it the sun's up and I got no sleep because my legs still feel compressed

No. 1587735

>>1587730
i feel you nona, i do the same thing. but im also going thru near constant drug withdrawls and have RLS so its not quite the same but yknow. yeah

No. 1587738

File: 1685081714959.jpg (21.11 KB, 640x426, Tumblr_l_614744216261430.jpg)

My husband made his own discord server and I just woke up to a they/them having send spicy maid costume images in there and add him. Like I'm not already jealous enough fuck me

No. 1587741

>>1587738
this has got to be bait. please

No. 1587743

>>1587738
no way you are losing your scrote to a themlet weeb. like if he actually cheats that would be your fault you must be stinking or something if an aiden in an aliexpress maid outfit is the better choice there

No. 1587745

File: 1685082219307.jpeg (80.33 KB, 1080x491, IMG_4456.jpeg)

For years I have felt guilty about liking fiction than my real life and i have been putting extra effort to “live my life and put myself out there” instead and avoid fiction on purpose but i think i just dgaf anymore. My life is shit, and won’t get better probably. Might as well enjoy fiction. The flesh prison entraps me butterfly the mind is endless. Fuck it. Whatever.

No. 1587751

>>1582656
So turns out that I've managed to catch Covid well after the pandemic. I was a bit shocked because I thought it's a thing of the past now

No. 1587753

>>1587710
The best you can do is stick to the husbando related threads when you want to talk about him without being judged. I understand your struggle, I would often be upset at what my husbando would think of me. This was obviously me projecting my own issues and criticism into someone else, and it's not something exclusive to fictional men either. It seems you are realizing how much your obsession over your appearance is affecting your life and it's upsetting you, to the point it's leaking to your husbando fantasy, I say it's a good time for you to evaluate your own issues with looks.

No. 1587772

>>1587751
Nope it's just out there now and you can catch it just like the cold or flu. As long as you aren't immunocompromised or old it should just be a bad cold as well, just you might lose your sense of smell or taste for a bit.

No. 1587776

>>1587738
What does your husband needs a discord server for?

No. 1587784

>>1587751
Can't believe I nearly died and had my career and life goals ruined for the rest of my life because of stupid bitches like you…

No. 1587792

There's totally something wrong with me but I don't care to fix it. My ability to feel affection is so messed up. Probably a dopamine issue. I also have no motivation towards my so called goals of the past. I'm a full on guilt-free hedonist. I feel like I know intellectually I'm doing myself wrong but I don't care. I also have no interest in others at all

No. 1587793

>>1587751
its the same as the flu unless you have neurological symptoms aka loss of taste/smell, it literally doesnt matter. at all. esp if you're young/no risk factors. no matter what anyone says 2020 covid was def 100% more deadly than what it is now.

No. 1587802

My mom comes from a third world country originally and has no sense of privacy

She'll walk in my room and stare at my screen ask what I'm doing, insist on knowing who I'm going out with and when I'll get home, burst into my room without knocking at every hour of the day. Sometimes she even comments on the texture of my poop????? (like if she walks by and it sounds liquid when I fucking poop she'll ask about it????). When I have my periods, she'll look into the trash and comment on my fucking period diapers???? Whenever I make a move to ask her to respect it, she gets real mad and brings up the "my house my rules" argument.
Today she threw a tantrum because I asked her to let me handle how I was going to make my lunch?????
I'm triggered right now because this small incident is bringing up trauma. When I was a kid, she would look through my things and if she found dirty panties r whatever (I didn't know hygiene well I guess but I was a fucking kid) she'd like lay them out in front of my room for the whole family to see. She'd event hreaten to post pictures of it online.
She would also go through my phone or my emails as a teen and talk to me about it.
When I was 15, I went out in another town and when I got home, I got beaten for taking the train alone to go to a city 40m inutes away.

I'm really fucking done living here but I can't move out. I have no money, I have entrance exams that are very competitive coming up so taking up a job wuld be ruining my future. I don't know what to do honestly. To think I'm going to be stuck here at least three more years, I'm just so fucking frustrated I'm so done living with her.
How the heck can I make her respect my privacy? I'm really frustrated, I want a life of my own, without my mom bursting in it.

No. 1587811

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Fuck you UPS for holding my package for almost a week in your stupid fucking warehouse with no updates. There're only gameboy games and a plushie inside and it was supposed to be a gift but apparently I'm just very unlucky when it comes to shipping. Everytime there's some kind of issue and it takes forever…I usually come here to complain about more serious issues but FUCK YOU WHERE IS MY PACKAGE

No. 1587836

>>1587802
Oh my god nonna, this is fucking terrible, I am so sorry. I can't offer advice but I hear you.

No. 1587848

>>1587802
Is it possible to stay with a friend or relative? Once the exams are done, could you find a job then and rent a room with someone? Anyone but your mom sounds like an improvement

No. 1587852

>>1587792
I get that! Most days I don't leave my house or turn my ringer on… split w my goof SO last Aug and feel nothing anymore…. I don't fuck for free that's for sure

No. 1587858

>>1587802
I could have wrote this. As a teen I didn't have a phone, smartphones as we know them weren't a thing just yet and was nearly a hikikomori as a result of this shit, what helped was that since my English was very good and nobody knew English at the time I could easily socialize online without anyone knowing what I was doing on the family desktop. I hope you can bear with it until you can leave.

No. 1587872

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>Sedentary lifestyle gives me disgusting guts and some tits
>Starts aggressively dieting
>Lose boobs
>Keep guts

No. 1587916

>>1587858
did you solve your issue nonna? how's it feel?

I think I'm going to bluff and threaten to move out to be at peace
she's so controlling she might start giving me some space just for the sake of keeping me around.. hope this works

No. 1587921

its 3am and all i want to do is binge eat. why am i like this?

No. 1587923

>>1587921
Ayyy we're on the same time zone

No. 1587926

>>1587916
My big sister was always a rebellious little shit and when she moved out my mother lost her mind. She calmed down at some point and became more lenient with my little sisters. I'm kind of in-between she doesn't want me to live by myself, I went abroad for a semester after graduating on a working holiday visa and after seeing I was doing fine she stopped stalking me. The pandemic fucked me over so I live my family but I barely see them because of work. I still can't have a love life because my parents are racists and only want me to marry a muslim retard and not have sex out of wedlock and we don't live in a huge city so I can't take the risk of doing anything yet even though I'm in my late 20s. As soon as I get my own place away from them I'll try to get a bf though, most likely a white one so I don't have to worry about keeping my virginity and eating pork.

No. 1587929

>>1587921
maybe you could go for a walk, get away from the fridge and get a comfy nightwalk
it's the weekend anyway

No. 1587941

>>1586460
so if you want treatment on how you identify, you should not be here since you identify as male

No. 1587968

File: 1685101380742.png (47.03 KB, 308x382, me3.png)

>buy some new clothes because i haven't in a long time
>its a simple spaghetti strap dress
>husband wants to take me out to eat
>i put on the new outfit
>he's like woah! you look beautiful i really like it on you
>haha thank you babe
>keep looking at myself in the mirror
>keep adjusting my straps
>keep looking at small details i see
>i make myself so self conscious i can't wear the dress anymore
>change back into safe clothes
>husband comes back and asks me why i changed
>tell him i wasn't feeling it anymore
>he was worried it was something it said
>i say no its fine you didn't do anything wrong which is true
>keeps asking what happened
>i start crying and say sorry i was feeling too self conscious

why am i like this? why can't i love myself anymore? when i was in highschool i experimented with all kinds of clothing i had fun, i didn't care if it matched my body or not. now i feel so ugly, i cannot even have sex with him normally. it must be at night time, no lights so he can't see my body. i am so tired of being insecure, i wish i had the same mentality i had when i was younger. i cannot even bring myself to try and love anything about me. i cant even wear a simple fucking dress.

No. 1587979

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Ever since my physical disabilities got worse all I've done is get high, watch The Sopranos and autistically roleplay Ghost Recon. I fucking hate living like this.

No. 1587985

>>1587979
Neva had the makings of a varsity athelete..

No. 1587986

>>1587985
I did-ent

No. 1588005

>>1587968
cover the mirror and next time have him help you put it on?

No. 1588014

>>1587712
Maybe I am. I feel like he wouldn't like it but perhaps I'm using him to mentally beat myself up. In general, I've been struggling a lot with my mental health. Maybe he would rather help than judge me for my shortcomings. Anyway yes I agree. As much as it's fucked up some things, I feel like worrying about appearance and beauty has also has benefits and it's hard to change when it feels so ingrained in me.
>>1587753
Yeah I usually post in the husbando thread but I didn't feel like it was related enough to the thread and I also didn't want to bring the mood down in what is generally a happy thread.

No. 1588037

Getting bumps on your scalp/neck from too much tension fucking suckssss

No. 1588135

Recently was approached by an obnoxious moid, which hadn't happened for a while, and realized I forgot how obnoxious they can actually be. You know this typical shit some of them do, like "joking" in a form of "free association" or something? Basically just saying ANYTHING that comes to their mind without filter and expecting you to laugh or at least engage. And their minds aren't exactly a storage for interesting thoughts and clever observations, it's more like a brain of a horny dog. Zero self-awareness and humility, just a huge sense of entitlement to your time and attention. If you're bored and disinterested it only means you're boring, not him, an inarticulate imbecile that was the one who initiated a "conversation" but acts like you have to be at least equally interested. It surely doesn't work with anyone, does it? Why so many moids keep doing this shit and don't even feel embarrassed?

No. 1588137

>>1588135
Thank god men find me uninteresting, the last time that happened to me was like one or two years ago and the guy who tried to hit on me with his insulting joke was shockef when I told him to fuck off.

No. 1588231

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i don’t know what to do, i don’t know where to go, who to speak to, how to seek help. i thought i was getting better. sober and attending work, have a lovely long distance boyfriend, getting tasks done, getting back into hobbies, seeing my therapist regularly. then it slowly just got worse again. it started with panic attacks and dissociation. severe anxiety with no root cause. the past few months ive spent 80% of my time awake sleeping or laying in bed crying. im trying to be hopeful and find the joy i had again but i just cant? i want to. i even got back on an snri/medicine and im on week 3 but two days ago i felt so suicidal. more than i have in a couple of years…i confided in my boyfriend but i cant do that to him because he lost his ex to suicide. i dont want to scare or worry him or upset him, but hes all i have. i know i cant tell him those feelings though its selfish. i dont go to therapy as often because i cant afford to. i dont have friends, just a part time job and online classes. i have one hobby i attend a class for when i can afford to. otherwise i am alone. i want to move with him but financially and logistically its hard right now. i also have to help my mother with things. and i dont think i could move there when i feel like taking my life anyway, even if it would help. the environment im in is awful. boohoo poor me, but i just dont understand this urge to end my life again so sudden. i dont want to lose him. i dont want to go into some ward and be more in debt than i am, but i cant live a life where im sleeping and avoiding everything and suffering from so much anxiety and depression each day. i thought i was doing it all right? therapy, medication, exercise, eatinf well. vitamins. but i am so lonely, i feel like im trapped. i feel like the only way to escape is to kill myself. it hurts, i just want to feel okay and normal. but its hard to live if my mind is this way? i am out of solutions. i dont know what to do. even my walks, time in nature or at work isnt helping. this is no way to live. i dont even care about my debt or shitty job anymore….i cannot even enjoy life outside of it at this point. im going to lose someone i love. hes never been mean to me about this ever but i know he may grow tired rightfull so. im trying to get better. i never meant to feel so bad again… i dont understand. i just dont. im trying.

No. 1588234

>>1588231
it is so scary to me nonnies because each day i just sleepi it off, or try to do one task at a time, or try to be positive again, but slowly its just beginning to fall. im realizing im not fixed, that my hope is less and less, and i convince myself that if i do it right and kill myself i wont end up in a ward with debt. there is so much ill never have got to do…to learn…that hurts me. but i have no love or desire anymore and no way to attain it. i feel so far from myself nonnies. and i feel so selfish. what makes me hesitant is the “what if…what if you just keep holding on!” but i have held on for so many years. and now i am just wasting time. wasting resources. not living at all. just hurting.

No. 1588280

I hate hate HATE when people clap during performances, whether artistic or sports. What are you a trained monkey? Just enjoy the performance. Nobody can hear the music when you do this, it's distracting, most of your don't know what a rhythm is and you are all off tempo, and the music is likely gonna change tempo at some point. Just fucking stop this shit. Stop clapping and whooing and honking during a performance. This is why only classy people used to be allowed into the theater. Fuck offfffff with this shit.

No. 1588305

Being a graphic designer is actually a SOUL SUCKING fucking job. I am working on a brand new company that sells Ozempic for weight loss. I told my boss I don’t want to use cringey language or be exploitative of women’s insecurities and he agreed. I wrote brand guidelines that specifically state we do not focus on pounds or weight. My boss sent an ad I made that talks about our compassionate doctors and how they can help our customers achieve sustainable realistic weight loss goals to an investor. The guy literally said TLDR about my 11 pages of writing describing the brand I’m creating. Then he said my ad should say “Lose up to 40 pounds in your first month with the only FDA approved weight loss medicine. Results May Very” like Ozempic is not even the only FDA approved weight loss medication and it directly violates the brand personality I have been working on. Lol

No. 1588344

>>1588305
>I don’t want to use cringey language or be exploitative of women’s insecurities
I think you’re incredibly based for that, most people just do whatever and take the paycheck. Sorry these scrotes don’t understand the vision…

No. 1588380

Non-Americans who complain about Americans not knowing anything about other countries and whine about America having no culture while they themselves only know bits and pieces about America, all of which are filtered through the news media and Twitter are embarrassing as fuck.

No. 1588406

>>1588231
>>1588234
Don't kill yourself, anon. If you can't hold on to hope, don't do because it would really fuck you your bf to lose two gfs to suicide. More importantly, your mom would miss you and your help. Please she'd have to deal with the logistics of planning your funeral.

>? i am out of solutions. i dont know what to do.

Based on your posts it seems like there are a lot of other things you can try to deal with your anxiety:
Can you visit your bf or can he visit you? Even if it's just for a day or two.
Online support group for people with anxiety and depression
Dialectical Behavior therapy, it was designed for people with borderline but it's also helpful for people with anxiety and depression.
Ask your therapist if they can suggest sliding scale therapists, one who will charge you according to your income, so you can see a therapist more.
Give the snri more time. If doesn't work, try another one, and another.
Get a drug for the anxiety, like Xanax.
Ask your therapist about intensive outpatient therapy, where you go to therapy for several hours a day and then you go home. No wards.
Can you call a suicide hotline?
Can you get a pet - cat, dog, snake, a pet rat? Anything that will make you feel less alone.
If you can't, can you volunteer at an animal shelter or hang out with someone else's pet.
Try a mental health app. There are several for working on anxiety and depression.
Next time you meet with your therapist, ask them for more treatment options, e.g DBT or you might have treatment resistant depression and ketamine might work for you.
There are groups that will talk to people and provide emotional support to people in distress, lie the Samaritans in the UK and 7 cups of Tea is an online group that does it. You can try talking to someone in those groups to get some support.

>i thought i was doing it all right? therapy, medication, exercise, eatinf well.'

>im trying to get better. i never meant to feel so bad again… i dont understand. i just dont.
You didn't do anything wrong. It's just depression and anxiety are an evil bitch, anon. IME, they aren't really fixed and gone for good, just managed. They sneak up on you when everything is going well and part of dealing with it is learning how to get out of them when that happens. You know like cancer or some shit. I mean not like cancer, but like cancer, because cancer sometimes comes back and nobody knows why and then you have to do chemo again (chemo sucks so much). Depression and anxiety come back like that too.

No. 1588481

Today my coworker who always calls me old threw a cup at my face because I referenced a dead meme and I didn't do anything about it. I hate being a little bitch honestly

No. 1588488

What’s the best place to doxx a pedophile

No. 1588490

>>1588488
Outside with a megaphone

No. 1588498

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>from the 'Get if off your chest' thread
When are schizo troons going to leave this place alone?

No. 1588512

There's this guy I have history with. We fooled around, I led him on for a while and he was obsessed with me for a few years, after what was basically a one night stand. I never had feelings for him. I saw him recently. We talked a bit. He's been with his gf for 3 years. We're in the same field and he offered to ask around for me. All I could think about was if the circumstances were right, could I make him cheat? Realistically the answer is no because he's a good person, but my ego wants the answer to be yes. It would be fun to try but we're never around each other thankfully. I'm a horrible person. Maybe I do have bpd kek

No. 1588517

>>1588512
You don't have bpd, you probably have low self esteem. You shouldn't get involved with this stuff especially because you're in the same field. Also it's really weird to still be thinking about a man you've never been serious with, I feel like you're not getting attention right now and this is how you cope with it, instead of dwelling on past escapades, you should meet new people.

No. 1588519

i will gut the jannies alive if they keep acting retarded
TRANNIES GET THE FUCKING ROPE

No. 1588520

>>1588512
You just sound bored

No. 1588532

>>1588520
Correct tbh
>>1588517
>you probably have low self esteem
Well that much is obvious. However, I don't think of him at all really, we just recently ran into each other and caught up for a bit. I should meet new people, shit I haven't dated since I was a teen.

No. 1588572

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>>1587241
Update because I am so fucking angry. It was my uti, my boss asked about it today and I explained only to hear
>Nonna, you should be careful with who you go out with!
I haven't had sex in years you fucking idiot. I need to get out of this job, I am so close to losing it.

No. 1588578

>>1588572
You should go full female on him and tell him every graphic detail of having a UTI and compare it to pain in his dick and balls, he clearly doesn’t understand

No. 1588592

>>1587717
Anons just need to remember that this is an anonymous website and that you don't know everything about an anon's situation. It's not just about my post, I see it all over this thread and have been for like a year.

No. 1588681

I've ruined love for 3 different people, 2 of which I hurt because I kept on trying to relive my past through the 1st one- aka a faggot that I haven't held any love for since 2016. I hate myself man… why didn't I learn… and I hurt 2 people in the process.

No. 1588720

I don’t know if this is just emotional spillover from my car getting rear-ended today (no damage at least, but it was in by a school so it was embarrassing with all the people around) but I just feel like shit. I don’t really have friends and while I try to go out and do activities I enjoy I’m starting to feel uncomfortable doing stuff alone all the time. I went out yesterday on a museum tour, and while it was fun I don’t get why I feel like it’s artificial? Hollow? because I did it on my own.

No. 1588731

apologizing to someone in the wrong is so frustrating, because it's only purpose is to placate the damaged ego of another. it's especially when the ego-stricken has any semblance of power, bc they will exercise it to the fullest extent solely because they have no other power and want to feel powerful, when they won't exercise that right to power in their own life, so they will remain in mediocrity while gaining the petty victory. tragic, but hilarious, HFSP

No. 1588780

What’s the fucking point of living in the city if all the bars are closing by 10pm on a Friday

No. 1588810

>>1588681
same i think i ruined it for my ex and i feel bad about it

No. 1588846

>>1588810
Yeah I fucked up bad with the 2nd and 3rd. Second is one of my best friends now and I genuinely loved the last guy. He's deeply hurt and I asked him how I make it up to him, he just said by growing up. So that's what I'm trying to do..

No. 1588868

my daddy don't believe type one diabetes really makes you sick
I been tellin him since I was little, I really am sick, and I told him as I got older, I'm getting sicker
now I'm bout to lose a foot and this man is still telling me about the elderly farmer he knew as a child who had type one, no it wasn't type two yes he's sure his memory is perfect, who didn't have no problems at all, so he keeps actin like I'm not supposed to be sick at all

No. 1588940

>>1588868
I love you southernon this post is worded so cute. Sorry about your foot

No. 1588945

>>1588940
I just don't got it in me to pretend no more

No. 1589020

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The moid I was getting attached to said something that made me realize I was falling for another useless PoS. I'm glad he showed his ass early on and wasn't crafty enough to play the long game, but I'm also hurt and sad over getting fooled again in the first place, and a little frustrated that I always get attached to the wrong people. I do well on my own, and I know in a few days I won't be sad about this anymore. But right now I'm eating the (delicious tbh) tres leches I made for myself and holding back tears.

No. 1589021

>>1589020
Been there done that, down to the homemade tres leches. Dodging a bullet will feel good soon nonna!

No. 1589034

I wish there was a new term (or even better, a slur) for faggot. Everytime I look them up, I see them described as "effeminate/feminine" gay men. You know who is effeminate? A woman. How many women act like faggots? A few. So few they don't need to take that term. Why are they called like that? Because they have high pitched voices and wear makeup, thus reinforcing a stereotype. As a woman with a deep voice that only wears chapstick, sometimes using "effeminate" to describe a faggot offends me a lil, just call them faggots lol. I know it's mental gymnastics but since "makeup is for everyone", let's drop "feminine" for screeching, attention seeking gay men please

No. 1589060

>>1589034
I try not to call them faggots, but sometimes there isn't a better word. Fucking faggots.

They didn't used to bother me, but I've gotten to where I hate attention seeking gay men. They cause untold amounts of drama, and if people tell them "Hey, stop causing so much drama", they play victim and go wee wee wee all the way home.

No. 1589069

Men that are the age of my father keep making unwanted comments when I just exist. “Smile more” “Say thank you” “Do this and that” and it makes me angry. I just ignore them. But it happens so frequently… is that something other women experience as well or do I just have something written on my forehead

No. 1589073

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Nonas I feel so pathetic I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me anymore. I’m like a fucking dog with separation anxiety. I used to do completely fine on my own but now it’s somehow the worst thing ever and I live alone so every day is spent trying to distract myself. Perhaps it’s because I had quit weed and recently had a brief period of smoking again. Perhaps I’ve just fried my brain with past drug use at this point. Hopefully I’ll feel better with time but I cannot take this stupid feeling anymore it’s so embarrassing as well I feel the most pathetic I ever have.

No. 1589075

I started making a blanket as my first big project when I learned to crochet (over a year ago) and I'm still not anywhere close to being done with it. I don't think I've even done more than 15 rows. I just hate making blankets so much. Crochet in general is a tedious hobby but blankets are especially tedious. I have to keep going and finish the blanket eventually because I really want to actually have it, and because each skein of the yarn I'm using is like $7 and I've bought like 4 or 5 in total so I'm too deep in.

No. 1589076

>>1589075
Samefag but not to mention if you're making a big blanket like I am it just gets uncomfortable after a while because you have to turn the whole thing around after every single row. Fuck anyone who thinks making handmade blankets is easy.

No. 1589082

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>>1589076
OH AND ONE MORE THING! I can't even make a blanket out of granny squares because not only would that be thinner (I mean, I guess depending on what yarn I use) I would also have to assemble all the pieces which might be even worse than just crocheting the whole thing, even if I join them as I go. I think the size I chose for the blanket I'm making is queen size. Plus I would have to take a part my current blanket and I don't wanna to that because I think the little mistakes I made as a beginner are nice.

No. 1589087

People call me pretty really often
I get complimented by strangers on things like the color of my hair (dark brown, idk, idgi either) my freckles, fair skin, get told I look like a model or actress, that I look like an IG filters irl, i get banned off every dating app for being reported as being fake, and yet……… men never approach me irl to ask for my number or anything. In fact some men are actually straight up rude to me. I think something about me pisses them off like maybe they assume I think I'm too good for them- which to be fair I probably do since most men are gross.
I know this post was a brag but it's ultimately meaningless, my supposed prettiness hasn't really done much to make my life easier since I'm not interested in doing OF or having a sugar daddy

No. 1589089

>>1589060
i was good friends with a faggot for years. he was fucking deranged and obviously hated women. he was my own personal lolcow until i couldnt take it anymore. drama queen doesn't even begin to cover it…

No. 1589091

>>1589087
Samefag I've also considered I have the type of beauty that appeals more to women than to men. Which im fine with because women have better taste, but the being straight part kinda sucks

No. 1589093

>>1589087
i get the bulk of compliments from women. i assume most men are just intimidated, anxious, feel like you're out of their league, or assume pretty girls are all dumb/stuck up/whatever dumb ass stereotype.

No. 1589103

Hate to admit to browsing Reddit but I can't fucking stand seeing some stupid troon post every five minutes. Please stop enabling attention whore trannies.

No. 1589126

>>1589087
I want to know what you look like

No. 1589141

I wish terminally online twitter zoomers would just hate on people outright instead of trying to morally justify their dislike. So fucking annoying how you can't even call them names or anything because they'd double down on their bullshit.

No. 1589151

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This woman (from Utah, 20) is ranting about her husband’s porn addiction and men are, as expected, humiliating her in the comments section

No. 1589162

i forgot how intensely depressed i get each time summer rolls around. i remembered because i'm beginning to grow intensely depressed because it is now summer. one of my only friends is also slipping away so when i have to move back home for the summer there'll be nothing for me to do and nobody to do anything with anyway. christ. three more months of this to go! yay!

No. 1589163

>>1589075
>Crochet in general is a tedious hobby
do you actually even enjoy doing it? genuine question

No. 1589175

After years of wanting one/planning for a dog, I got a pup about a month ago. I knew she wouldn’t be a silver bullet for my mental health or anything, but I thought I’d at least feel a bit better with her around. I love her to death and do enjoy training her, playing walking etc but I feel guilty like I don’t deserve her for some reason.

Probably sounds ridiculous I know but it’s eating me alive

No. 1589178

>>1589175
of course you deserve her and sounds like you're taking good care of her. Better than some asshole that would just lock her in a crate all day or chain her in the yard

No. 1589179

>>1589175
I'm happy for you and I'm sure your pup is happy too to be loved.

No. 1589183

i don't want to see your fucking penis.
i am not attracted to you.
why do you chase me
what part of not interested do you not get
please fucking go to prison

No. 1589184

So many package delivery guys falsify signatures for deliveries and it’s making me nervous. Today I got a package that was 100% “recipient must sign on delivery” and the guy left it on the doorstep after lightly knocking once, not even bothering to ring the doorbell or check if anyone were home. I’ve also had multiple packages over the years where the tracking said it had been delivered and signed for when it definitely had not, only for the package to show up hours or a day later on the doorstep or forcefully stuffed into the mailbox. In one of these instances I was able to see the so-called signature on the tracking page and someone had literally just put down a big X. One of these days a package is going to go missing and I worry that I won’t have any recourse because “well it’s been signed for so it must have been delivered”.

No. 1589185

>>1589184
If need really be you could show the fake signature doesn't match the signature on your ID, that's solid proof

No. 1589188

I fucking despise having to clean up after my friends when they puke. I loathe that they get themselves so fucked up that they can't do even basic things. I hate seeing their pathetic faces when they're apologizing and can't control their facial expressions or body movements. I'm seething knowing that even if I had gone to work today, the puke wouldn't have gotten cleaned up and I would have my nose destroyed by the smell of the stomach acid when I got home.

No. 1589189

>>1589184
Can you send mail to your workplace? I used to do that for stuff like electronics.

No. 1589238

Supposed to be going camping with my friend in two weeks but she doesn't want to participate in planning it at all. I guess I'm supposed to pick the site and exact dates and just hope she'll show up. She often cancels plans at the last minute, occasionally just doesn't show up without saying anything. I'm sad about losing my last friend but I'm glad and relieved that this will probably be the last time we ever even speak to each other since we're both moving far away. I spent about 40 hours so far on a congratulations present for her but I realized a few days ago that it's actually a good bye present. She's always been unreliable and disrespectful of my time, so good riddance. I've been thinking about what would happen if I just didn't contact her with place/time details. Would she ask at the last minute? Would she just forget we made plans? I wouldn't even be surprised if it turns out she's forgotten and already made other plans for that weekend with someone else. Anyway I just feel really sorry for myself about it. Can't wait to delete and block her on social media.

No. 1589253

>>1589151
I could look it up but I have a feeling they'll say it's because 'she let herself go' or some similar bullshit

No. 1589258

I feel like such a hypochondriac. I started developing a gross spot on the side of my ring fingernail and it looks kind of yellow and infected now. My doctor got worried and referred me to a derm and now I’m paralyzed with anxiety that it’s something really bad. It doesn’t look at all like photos I saw of melanoma in the nails, but it also doesn’t look quite like anything else. My appointment isn’t until Tuesday and the anxiety is making it hard to live my life, I’m nervous and shaky all day and I can’t stop imagining that the infection or skin cancer is spreading to the rest of my body. I know you’re supposed to assume your ailment is the most common and expected one, not the extremely rare one, but I can’t stop fearing the worst.

No. 1589260

>>1589258
Sounds like a fungal infection to me.

No. 1589261

>>1589163
Yes, I do. If I didn't I wouldn't keep doing it.

No. 1589266

i know its common for non-americans to complain about the americanfication of their culture and how american idpol is taking over but I just saw someone refer to their girl/boyfriend as their partner. The word for girl/boyfriend in my language is already unisex there is no reason to import an english term for it. While the word partner does exist in my language its only used in business so it just sounds cold when you refer to the person you are dating like that

No. 1589273

>>1589266
Disregarding non binary dumbshit, I think people usually use “partner” to obscure the sex on purpose as there will always be biases when it comes to something like asking for relationship advice.

No. 1589275

>>1589273
yes and i understand why english speakers are using it. But the word for girlfriend and boyfriend is already unisex in my language hence why it bothers me that someone is trying to give the word partner a romantic context in my language because its unneeded

No. 1589276

>>1589273
People just say partner if they don't like bf/gf

No. 1589278

>>1589273
Did you even read the post you are replying to

No. 1589280

>>1589273
It's also because in english, girl/boyfriend can sound retarded once you're over a certain age, especially in more formal contexts. If you're 35 in a ten year old relationship it starts to sound weird to refer to them as your girl/boyfriend.

No. 1589294

>>1589034
she shouldn't have been banned for this. faggot mods confirmed

No. 1589295

>>1589292
In some US states you end up common law married after living together a certain amount of years. Not the same as a high school relationship unfortunately, there’s women getting fucked into paying deadbeats alimony that way. There’s also domestic partnership that’s are recognized in some places depending on federal and local laws and what it’s in relation to.

No. 1589298

>>1589292
Nta but There are legit reasons to never get married, especially for women if you make equal or more to your partner and/or live in a state with fucked up laws in marriage that can allow the husband to control you in certain situations

No. 1589299

>>1589280
>If you're 35 in a ten year old relationship it starts to sound weird to refer to them as your girl/boyfriend.

But that's the truth? If you want more legitimacy to your romantic relationships then get married, otherwise there's no difference between your relationship and a playground relationship between kids.

No. 1589310

>>1589299
Kek are you a 13? Being with someone for years is not the same as casually dating someone for 2 weeks just because theres no formal piece of paper.

No. 1589317

I'm trying to cut off my nails and redo them, but it's so hard cause my hands and arms have like no strength right now. They were cramping super hard yesterday from carrying heavy shit.

No. 1589321

>>1589299
Marriage was more legit than a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship 100 years ago when you couldn't get divorced but it's not more legit whatsoever now.

No. 1589327

>>1589299
There’s legal implications in a lot of long term relationships depending on your area and local laws. There’s places women can’t divorce once married if they’re pregnant. Etc. Wedding bands started as a sign of male ownership of women in Ancient Rome so they wouldn’t be attacked by other men. So legit and romantic right? Not to mention divorce rates overall. Marriage doesn’t really mean shit and it’s why a lot of abusive men wait until women have children now to get really bad.
It also kind of looks like you deleted and reposted because people right above told you you were dumb. Kek

No. 1589329

>>1589310
If you are unconscious in the hospital your boyfriend is just a roommate. Your parents get to make all your decisions in that case. Terry Schaivo would still be alive if she hadn't been married. Imagine being locked in and wanting to die but your parents say no.

No. 1589337

>>1589329
You can sign power of attorney forms anon. Don’t need to be married for that.

No. 1589351

Can my flight be fixed soon? It's always one thing after another.

No. 1589358

>me
>trying to sleep
>my cat
>LICK LICK LICK LICK LICK LICK LICK LICK LICK LICK LICK

No. 1589360

>>1589299
With marriage it's harder to leave, you can't just get divorced. They can refuse to sign. The only case you might have is to file for abandonment if your partner leaves you, but not if you leave. If you go abroad and never register it then I guess that's an escape, but many cannot do that.

No. 1589361

It's kind of hard to act like a normal person when I'm out with my boyfriend in public. It makes me anxious (because I am kind of retarded) and don't know what kind of PDA is acceptable. I feel weird giving him a quick kiss in public and I feel weird holding his hand when we're with friends. I feel like a victorian woman sometimes kek. But it also fucks me up because I do want to hold his hand and kiss him and sit close to him and stuff I just don't know if it's weird or annoying to do that in public.
Before anyone asks, we are in our early 20's, I've just never had this serious of a relationship before so it's all kind of new to me.

No. 1589368

I still deeply resent my mother for not trying to provide for me after she had me while simultaneously blaming me. It's not my fucking fault you didn't try to make anything for yourself or your child.

No. 1589377

>>1589087
>i get banned off every dating app for being reported as being fake
kek what

No. 1589381

>>1589377
tbh I think that shit happened to me on tinder. I had the account for like three hours and then all of a sudden I was banned. I got a bunch of likes but I didn't match with anyone and someone told me sometimes dudes who are mad will report you for being fake if you don't match or reply or something.

>>1589087

Also weirdly enough I don't get approached irl often either. outside of like homeless people being weirdly more aggressive just, stares. Kind of unnerving tbh cuz I have schizoid disorder

No. 1589382

>>1589087
>i get banned off every dating app for being reported as being fake, and yet………
I never used dating apps, do other users report you or can it be an automatic ban?

>men never approach me irl to ask for my number or anything

Most men don't do that nowadays regardless of how you look like, unless they're creeps. I think it's because now couples meet through mutual friends, through specific settings like work or hobbies, or they rely on dating apps instead. If you're really that attractive, maybe men think you're too good for them or already taken, who knows. I'd say I'm totally average and I get ignored most of the time, I know ugly women who also get ignored almost all the time as well so it's hard to say why for each person.

No. 1589391

>>1589360
I was married years ago. 3 years in he just left. I know people will always say oh there must've been signs first but there really wasn't any warning. I've racked my brain over that and have dated since and even in retrospect with more experience under my belt I still can't say how I'd ever of predicted his incoming.. ghosting essentially.

He made himself impossible to reach. No idea if there was someone else or what tf he was hiding but any attempt at just civil communication to 'wrap things up' wasn't replied to. I had to deal with the lease, bills, various shared payments on my own. Switch names on accounts or which bank account stuff was coming out of. Some companies insisted they needed his permission but ffs he was like a missing person. I just wanted to pay my own way and not risk my electricity being shut off because of whose account it was linked to.

Other countries might be better when this stuff happens but my divorce took 10 years. 10 years of silence before I could satisfy them that the marriage was over.

No. 1589401

I feel so overwhelmed with stuff right now, I’m trying to do things one at a time but I hate thinking about everything
>not sure if boss is giving me a summer job
>didn’t hear back for the summer internship I want
>can also apply/work for another internship if I email my professor
>aunt needs someone to house/pet sit a whole bunch of times in the summer, probably paid but the ride to where I work/intern will be longer
>saw a rental listing near where I work that is good, but I don’t entirely fit the profile of what they’re looking for
Why did all of this have to happen right before the summer…

No. 1589405

Sometimes I just feel like talking to the void that I still find it devastating that I'll never find a best friend that will complement and or share similarities with me, my art, my ocs, my writings, whatever. It's just realistically never going to happen.

No. 1589411

Can't stress enough how much I want trannies to kill themselves. Rapist, racist inceloid pigs.

No. 1589412

>>1589360
Speaking of this there’s been talk in TX of removing the option for no-fault divorce so I would be wary nonnies. We all thought Roe wouldn’t get overturned…

No. 1589415

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God I fucking hate the way scrotes classify their ‘types’ of women. I knew my ex was more into black women even though I’m white as a ghost when we started dating but I never intended to have a real thing with him so it didn’t really bother me that much. He ended up escalating the relationship to almost all of the major milestones without me even having to ask and then suddenly dumped me because he was “too scared of a real relationship”. Part of me feels like he just wanted to go back to what he knew even though a lot of what he said was contradictory. He said he preferred black women the most but almost all of his celebrity and childhood crushes had been white women. He said he wasn’t into Asian women in the slightest but then admitted he used to have a major crush on a girl we know who is asian. He admitted to me that he had never really been turned on by boobs before but got really turned on by mine I feel like he actually had more of a preference for white women but just didn’t want to admit it to himself for some reason. I know this is all major pick me talk and I’m embarrassed by it but I really thought we would just be fuck buddies for a few months and then move on. I didn’t think we’d actually get attached to each other. I hate the weirdness of putting racial preferences in such strict boxes too because you either have people completely deny they have racial preferences in the first place or people who are so completely rigid they can’t even fathom just being attracted to someone out of their norm in the first place.

No. 1589417

>>1589361
As long as you aren’t making out or frenching or sitting in his lap people usually think PDA is cute

No. 1589422

Last night at like 1am some scrote from my apartment complex followed me and my bf in his car and confronted us at the gas station. He had a thick African accent so I couldn't really understand wtf he was saying until he said, "I can't sleep at night" and I thought he was a fucking crazy person about to pull out a gun and shoot my bf. I think it's a man who lives across from us and he saw us leave for the gas station and fucking jumped in his car and followed us. There is other young people next to him in his building who must be noisy all night, and I think he just assumed it was us because we're also a young white couple. Like… we don't even live in your building and we don't make loud noises at night you fucking freak. Now I'm paranoid that this deranged man is going to build resentment towards us and murder me one day. My bf did understand him somewhat and very kindly said, "You can't sleep at night man? Why not? I don't know who you are. Where do you live?" and I think the guy realized we didn't know what the fuck he was talking about and that he got the wrong people because he sped off. It legitimately scared the fuck out of me.

No. 1589437

>>1589361
Let yourself live nonna. It's so much fun to be lovey-dovey. It makes perfect sense that it's uncomfy because it's new but that'll pass in time. Is he into PDA? If he is, he's gonna be so happy when you engage with him in public. As the other anon said, as long as you're not like making out with him, it's perfectly acceptable.

>>1589358
kek

No. 1589468

Barbie movie thoughts?

Visually it looks amazing. It has the perfect color palette to reflect the Barbie and campy theme. However… casting and writing look really bad, like really bad. The actors all look too mature, the jokes don't seem funny, the plot is contrived I feel like it's an attempt at a remake of Life Sized with some campiness of Charlies Angels (Lucy Liu versions) but Tyra killed that doll role, and Margot doesn't seem to be doing the same. Idk maybe I need to watch it because I have never seen a movie based off a trailer, and I really wanted to see this one. There hasn't been a decent film in so many years, film industry has died thanks to pc culture and money grabs.

No. 1589472

>>1589468
It's not even out yet lol

No. 1589478

>>1589472
That's why I wrote "seems" and "trailer"
It's kinda like how I looked forward to Zootopia and enjoyed it but realized how much pc propaganda they threw in there and it lowered my view. I don't like movies that pander to the insanity of twitter users.

No. 1589481

>>1589478
>I don't like movies that pander to the insanity of twitter users.
You sound terminally online

No. 1589482

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No. 1589484

>>1589481
>I know what I am going to do today, I am going to turn a discussion into a series of troll posts

Nah have fun with that

No. 1589485

>>1589478
you didn't notice the tranny in the barbie trailer yet?

No. 1589488

i saw an article some troon from my country posted and even thought i know the translation was a bit wonky since it was translated in 3 languages, i saw the term "subjects with uteri" and even though i know the person meant to say "individuals" it's just so stupid i hate seeing such terminologies seep into my language

No. 1589489

>>1589482
literally me

No. 1589490

I willl finish this tard of the bas.

EVEN IF THIS MUST HAPPEN TO ME!!!

No. 1589491

>>1589484
Believe it or not, not everyone is obsessed with "PC culture"

No. 1589503

>>1589468
It's another fictional characters go out into the real world with humans type. I'm not surprised because Margot's lbd list got outed, but. Yeah. Pretty much tired of it. I'll still consume the slop, I guess.

No. 1589519

>>1589503
what's a lbd list?

No. 1589522

>>1589519
letterboxd

No. 1589523

Everyone who said it gets better fucking lied.

No. 1589526

my tummy hurt

No. 1589548

>>1589526
Mine as well. We will get through this together

No. 1589550

>>1589548
we are being so brave about it

No. 1589552

>>1589503
Exactly. There is no plot and no clever writing. It's just visually appealing, and for that they could have made a music video instead

No. 1589565

Tried out a new cleanser, body lotion and a mask and it triggered an autoimmune response. Now I'm itchy and dry all over I want to kms

No. 1589568

>>1589391
anon that is just insane. do you have any idea where he went? were there traces left behind, like did he really pack up everything and leave while you weren't there? that's so sad, i assume he was acting completely normal up until he just disappeared. i am sorry that happened.

No. 1589571

>>1589391
This is like the start of a Lifetime movie or something. Did his family or friends say anything?

No. 1589574

why the fuck do people listen to influencers like if you want a tradwife/tradhusband why would you listen to a single unmarried childless influencer who spends all their time making racist/sexist/political shortform videos targeted at insecure 18 year olds who have no attention span. why would you not like ask for advice from some happily married successful couple with 3 kids from church or your high earning boss and their spouse or something. like do they not feel cognitive dissonance. if you want to just fuck random people go ahead but like why would you listen to them if you want a loving relationship. im talking about both men and women but mostly men because they're the ones who follow gospel from shillfluencer men who don't even have the life they're preaching about.

No. 1589579

>>1589482
This was the most motivating video I've ever seen in my life. Bless her and her accent kek.

No. 1589582

>>1589482
Is this like reverse psychology? I'm unironically downloading this to my phone kek

No. 1589583

>>1589574
100%. i don't follow the tradthots thread personally but i knew years ago when that stuff started popping up everywhere that it is just a huge grift and pickme, male attention grabbing shit. those women just want "now THIS is a great girl every man wants!" comments. i don't have issues with housewives or SAHMs, but you are right, why the fuck should anyone listen to some internet personality for life advice. my parents are having their 30th wedding anniversary this august and i've only ever taken their advice seriously. but i guess not everyone has a realistically happy couple close to them that they can talk about relationships with. i still wouldn't ever listen to random e-celebs. none of those women are really "tru trad" anyway, they almost never have kids and i feel like most committed mothers would not have the time to constantly produce content.

No. 1589590

>>1589358
awww my dog does this too. it's super annoying but also really cute to me.

No. 1589649

Does the average man really want to skullfuck? Do we really live in that world? And is it possible that there exists any male who simply does not punch the shit out of his dick to rancid porn? I'll settle for gently stroking his cock to imagining boobies or something. And then preferably crying. I know this question gets asked a million times but is there even a real possibility or is it like 0.000000000000001% I'm asking this because my sister told me it's true and she'd probably know better than I and the internet wasn't even as awful when she was my age. So it's probably worse. I will kill myself over this.

No. 1589692

>>1589649
Yeah. The throat is warm and wet and watching so much porn, whether you seek out degrading porn purposefully, generally has deepthroating. Plus gripping so hard when they pull the padge has turned their dicks desensitized entirely

No. 1589727

>>1589649
there are men who think porn is bad but i think it's an unfortunately low luck of the draw. and even then they may still look at it even if they hate that they do. there are also men who are really good at hiding it. even still, it's really easy to feel insecure thinking that you likely don't sexually fulfill him (maybe just my experience).
t. zoomer who did not know oral sex was considered sodomy until recently and was shocked because of how normalized oral is with younger gens

No. 1589745

Being around narcs is so funny. They just sit and complain that everyone is jealous of them and plotting on them 24/7. They are so tiring to to be around and I won’t if they ever get tired of being themselves kek

No. 1589753

>>1589745
I wonder*

No. 1589763

>>1589727
NTA but yes! I was surprised to find that many people online in a (twitter? I forget) thread I was in didn't know that sodomy includes oral. It's so strange to me.

No. 1589770

I'm going to start chewing and spitting, I can't do this shit anymore

No. 1589800

Damn I'm so miserable it changed the fabric of my very design. I am piloted by hopelessness lately. I want to cry.

No. 1589805

I want to prepare cute meals for my wife, god please send me a wife!

No. 1589806

>>1589800
You can always pull yourself out of the trenches. Always

No. 1589809

why the FUCK are there so many groups of people walking past at 4-5am? They're all loud as fuck too. At least have the decency to stfu if you are doing some large group walk in the middle of the night. STFU.

No. 1589811

>>1589649
Men claim oral is literally better than PIV, so yeah, het women are lost kek. I believe it's not just about the sensation itself, it's also about power play for moids. I don't want to do oral and all men want oral so I'm not even hoping to ever be in a relationship. Even if he won't get it from me he will get it from someone else while claiming I'm the only one for him
I had a friend who dated a guy who had high risk strain of HPV and he still tried to guiltrip her into sucking his dick. Men don't care. Their pleasure is more important than the risk of giving you mouth cancer.

No. 1589814

>>1589649
>Does the average man really want to skullfuck?
they want to see it but it doesn't feel as good as it looks (supposedly) so in that regard… no it's not necessarily something that the average man wants to do all the time. if only because other things feel much better. I think it requires a level of sadism that not all men are into but that's just my opinion.

No. 1589824

>>1589805
What meals would you prepare for her?

No. 1589827

I get a stomach ache whenever I overeat and been on my ass all day. Is my body punishing me to not be a fat fuck

No. 1589875

ignorance is truly bliss but i dont wanna be ignorant. it simply doesn't get better, it just becomes a different kind of shitty

No. 1589882

I'm so sick of this girl at my work. Everytime I try to hang out with a coworker after work or even just take a minute alone she comes to talk about her hard life and drug use. All I wanted to do was talk about mundane shit with someone else but she came in to talk about doing coke, shrooms, pills, started asking our coworker for his number to do it together or something. Asks if I'm into edm which I am, have been for years, then goes onto say I'm not really into it because doing drugs at a rave is peak edm fandom I guess. I just left because I can't stand the glorification of drugs. Even weed I'm so so sick of hearing about. Being sober makes me happy not doing substance or alcohol. When I tell people that they say I'm boring or "well you should do this thing instead anon" even when I'm not interested. Drugs ruined my family. It lead to stolen money and a lot of issues. I hate this, I hate that the late night job I work is rampant with talk about it. Really makes me want to find a different job.

No. 1589902

I am extremely upset with my job and I don’t know if I’m overreacting or not. I’m diagnosed with autism so, when I was asked about needing accommodations, I disclosed that I was. My supervisors have been treating me very differently than the other coworkers at my level. They bring me into separate rooms for meetings much more often than the others, force me to carry around a note sheet each time I start a session while they don’t have to, and constantly point out my flaws and mistakes while they never do this to any of the others. I have always been extremely annoyed by it since I have heard other coworkers and supervisors do the same exact things I do yet never be treated this way.

A few days ago I was told that I had to go to the training for the new hires. I initially didn’t mind this until I found out I was the only coworker at my level required to go. I think I’m finally reaching my breaking point. All of the others make mistakes too. They also have things they can improve about themselves. So why is it always me being singled out because of it? How come I never see any of them get treated like this when they do the same exact things at me?

I don’t know if I’m overreacting or if I’m genuinely facing discrimination. I’ve vented about this to my family, but they keep telling me that this will be such a great opportunity for me, how they’re just trying to help me, etc. I think it’s humiliating.

No. 1589913

>>1589902
I guess it's hard to tell discrimination or well-intended but misinformed help apart. Have you tried talking to your boss about it?

No. 1589914

so I just found out today that my cousin's daughter, who was probably a teenager, committed suicide recently. I don't think I've ever even met her (our family is not very close) but it's just so fucking sad, it's all I've been thinking about

No. 1589920

>>1589649
Yep lol. Wait until you find about le necro skullfuck

No. 1589922

>>1589913
Yes, I’ve mentioned it a few times. They’re very nice so they probably are just trying to help me. It just comes across as singling me out which I don’t like.

No. 1589923

>>1589902
Never tell your job about things like that unless you absolutely have to. What accommodations do you need? Don't ever tell jobs about mental health struggles either, even if they appear to be accepting and open about it.

No. 1589925

>>1589923
I know better than to do this now. This was my very first job so I didn’t know any better. I assumed that, since I live in a very liberal area that constantly stresses diversity/inclusion/etc that they’d be accepting. I appreciate the feedback and I know better than to do this again.



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