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No. 1103094
let it all out
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I feel like I’m gonna throw up
No. 1103108
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it annoys me that so much of online ableism discussion is held by people who honestly have relative small problems, like they have enough easy lives to focus on what words people use like do you say lame, crazy, etc useless discourse that doesn't actually help anyone, they're successful content creators, go to work, go to school etc
like these people have no idea how restricted life you can have if you're actually mentally disabled, or severely mentally ill and so on. they don't get it and think that their adhd or anxiety makes them authorized voices for mental health, neurotypical etc activism. like personally i consider myself extremely lucky person that i have been able to avoid ending up in a institution even though social workers etc have told me i should be in one and that i shouldn't live alone, i have wanted to work but have been told that it is not realistic for me to because i'm too sick for it and so on but since i have been healthy enough to avoid involuntary treatment i am able to live free life even though i am not high functioning by all means.
from this perspective i just thing about freedom that is granted yo people, what you get, do you have people dictating your life and what if you lose your freedom and these idiots wanna talk about if someone uses the word "crazy"
i don't know it is just so tiresome
No. 1103113
>>1103111yeah despite social workers telling me i am not able to work or study i have had jobs and i am applying to university
i am aware i am more fucked up than average person but it annoys me that people think i am lost cause or my life is lost cause and some people who have normal lives wanna act like they are like that? it's not a nice thing to hear really
No. 1103118
>>1103117my post was also inspired by a person who has ibs and calls herself "gut retarded" like c'mon, really, you have diarrhea sometimes
you are not "retarded" jesus
No. 1103131
>>1103129yeah honestly that too, while i am way worse mentally than most people at least i am physically fine to be free too
like idk for me it feels like the difference comes from do you have your freedom restricted or not, nowadays i just stopped all services and lied to fucking everyone like ppl from different services ask if i am being taken care by someone else and i was just like "yeah yeah" and just dropped it all because i want to be left alone lol and can have a free life, and same with physically, can you have easily free life or not
like if you haven't had to battle with freedom you just don't get it
No. 1103135
>>1103131(idk sorry if that sounded insensitive to you
>>1103129 i'm not physically disabled so i propaly say stupid things about that)
No. 1103154
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I've been feeling depressed and lonely ever since I was 11 and I'm in my mid 20's now can this shit stop pleeeeease
No. 1103161
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I’m kind of annoyed but I’m also sad. I’m annoyed because we don’t have money, so I can’t meet with my best friend, so I’m sad, because I miss her, I want to hug her tightly and kiss her face.
I just want to get a job already but nobody wants to hire me, specially because I have to finish with my internships.
I’m just so demotivated, I stopped drawing, I barely sing, I barely have the drive to workout at least once a week, I have so many issues to connect to my French classes so that also demotivates me even more.
I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep forever.
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I wish I had a crush on somebody. I haven't had one since 13 and now I'm 19. I just really want somebody to fantasize about and look forward to seeing every day.
No. 1103168
>>1103134Keep at it
nonnie! I want to get back into writing again
my therapist said it would be good for me to express my bottled up emotions lol and I also have a revenge story I want to write about a rapist ex. How far in are you?
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>>1103169No. I am the most hated anon. I unironically love this post in Luna's thread. I want to be liberated from this hell. I wish I were born rich, I Just want to make art and help other people. The way society is organized makes it very hard to make a real change in the world and help others unless you are very rich and the rich are not willing to redistribute their capital. Everything is so soul crushing and living a somewhat decent life relies on lucking out when you are born.
No. 1103183
>>1103181I was like you, dreaming about the wonders of cleaning up the world’s population with just some simple deaths, more meat if it’s still soft, but thinking about such things will only drain you mentally and emotionally,
nonnie.
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>>1103094i will kill moid
No. 1103212
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i have had a significant amount of people tell me i’m pretty. the only people who have ever called me ugly to my face are my sister and men i reject or make fun of. but then i look at a photo of my dead dad and i’m convinced everyone is lying to me. this man was so disgusting and i do resemble him in some ways. would people actually go out of their way to compliment me when it’s not true or am i delusional? i have no idea.
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I just wanna poop!
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>>1103216I totally feel you anon, I have a similar relationship with a really good friend, we've literally been friends for a little over a decade and I really don't want to risk ruining our relationship over politics but I want to peak her so bad. She's even dated your classic fujo fakeboy once. She seemed to be pushing back a little when I brought up the issue of transwomen in women's sports being a grey area I disagree with (while pretending I support trannies) so I don't think I'll be trying anytime again. She's smart and I know it I think she's just afraid of getting backlash or feel bad being intolerant towards trannies or something. I've been thinking of linking her Magdalen's videos but I really don't want her to cut me off…
No. 1103278
>>1103265think happy thoughts.
rainbows and ice cream, unicorns, whatever you want really.
No. 1103295
>>1103283Same
It’s very “trauma core”
No. 1103316
Nonnies do you believe people can actually change? I have always believed that men, specially abusive men never change. They got claim go have changed so people will pity them and forgive them for all the shit they've done without actually having done anything about it. My abuser got married recently. I was 14 and he 18 when we started dating. I was on a foster home, so you already know I was in an awful situation, and that made me vulnerable to him. I was young, stupid, and naive, and I actually believed that he was someone I could depend on when I didn't have anyone; and he abused that trust by sexually abusing me multiple times and beating me. His wife knows the shit he did to me, she used to be her friend when we were dating. She claims shes the happiest woman on earth, while the guy keeps pretending he didn't do anything to me. The last time he approached me, he claimed he "wasn't even that bad". I was almost interned into a psych ward last year. My psychiatrist told me I had a very bad case of PTSD and if they couldn't manage it with meds, they would eventually intern it due to concern of my wellbeing. I'm so incredibly mad. He gets to go and do his life like he didn't do anything, they get to go and pretend I didn't even exist. I don't have that luck. I have nightmares, I'm scared of going outside. I cannot trust men, I'm even scared of my brother doing so much as hugging me. Why do I have to go through this? I was just a kid. What kind of monster abuses a kid like that and gets away like it was nothing? Why am I the one that has to pay for what he did? Why does everyone act like I'm the one who's overreacting? I honestly wish he died. At least that way I wouldn't have to be scared of encountering him on the street. At least that way I wouldn't be wondering every single day if he will contact me again, if he never deleted the nudes he took of me, if he will do the same to other girl. I know that's the kind of thought that made doctors want to intern me in the first place, but nobody does ever stop and considerate that he was the one that pushed me to that extreme on the first place. I don't believe men change, and if they did they would have realized long ago all the awful stuff they have done, and offed themselves out of guilt.
No. 1103335
>>1103316i dont really think men like that can change, the only one ive known who seems to is my brother, who abused me and my mom because our dad was manipulating him, and even then hes gone back on apologizing to me so many times, the only reason he really changed the last time is because he almost died. i dont think he would do anything to make us hate him again, but its hard for me to tell sometimes because i think that any other man just wouldnt be able to help himself. i do think that men realize that if they keep doing that to women theyll all eventually leave, so sometimes they stop, but i think its really hard for them to not get physical with a woman, its like they feed off our fear. i hope you never have to see his face again anon, i cant imagine how hard this has all been for you, and i hope youll be okay eventually, you deserve more than this.
No. 1103339
>>1103262I was a server and a housekeeper at different points during my studies and they can't even compare. Serving is piss easy and they get paid so much better than housekeepers for maybe 1/4 of the work. I'm not even from a tipping culture so they don't make a lot more than a housekeeper, but their wages are still better than in housekeeping.
The abuse housekeepers endure on a daily basis is unreal, both from managers and shitty guests who treat them like dirt but you hear nothing about it compared to restaurant workers bitching about tips online.
No. 1103379
>>1103316They can but the percentage is very low. I can't remember the exact amount but Lundy Bancroft who's worked in many batterer reform programs said it was in the single digits (I want to say around 8%) and that also depends on the type of abuser they were. If they never feel guilt at all then it's not happening. Men like that have absorbed a negative belief system from the time they were children and just as it took years and continual societal input to build, it takes the reverse and lots of effort to overcome. Clearly your abuser is not showing remorse, not taking ownership of the pain he caused you and has moved on to his next
victim who's just further reassuring him that his behavior wasn't so bad. I'm really sorry you're going through all this anon, but honestly if he pretends you don't exist that's for the best so you don't have to encounter or think about him as much as possible. It's not fair and it's not your fault, but you can heal if you give yourself the opportunity. I know when you're in the thick of things it just sounds like an empty platitude, but I hope you can slowly redirect your life to be about you and things that bring you happiness rather than the experiences a lesser man put you through. You deserve far better.
No. 1103434
my siblings are fat lazy fucks who basically put off getting jobs until the last moment their saved money ran out and now they're trying to get money out of me. it pisses me off, i work my ass off on 6-12 hour shifts and put food last so my rent was paid for. there were two instances where i was about to pass out and underweight an alright amount. my siblings spend a fuck load of money on weed, food, take out, bars when they didnt NEED TO. they already have financial aid for a decent amount in food while i dont. it isnt my fucking problem one of them still doesnt have a job while sitting at the PC playing FPS games on discord. all my hobbies, passions, fun stuff, leisure time was shoved to the side so i can make ends meet. im at a point where i can finally save up money for my future, for doctors, teeth, eyes whatever i might need. sick of my siblings being such leeches. all i wanted the past few months was some financial security for things around my place and to make sure if i have any damn cavities they will get taken care of. it feels like basic level shit to have this but they were all things that were put off so my current bills were set.
all i want some day is a nice house, a wife, to oil paint, and actually have time for my hobbies when it's beautiful day light. god i hope one day i achieve it.
No. 1103449
>>1103101I would be your gay non-trans roleplay fujo buddy nonnaSort of a related vent, I run several successful discord servers and the way troons make
everything about them is unfathomable, it ruins the mood every time when they drop the "ugh gender dysphoria I should just kill myself!!!" bomb in the middle of an ongoing discussion. Every time they open their mouth they talk about trans shit and how hard they have it due to being trans. Their whole lives revolve around muh gender dysphoria and how nobody understands their pain and suffering. Everyone has to gather up to pamper them because gender dysphoria is THE worst thing anyone could experience. Fuck you, your "gender dysphoria" is just you hating your body for not being thin enough, not having big enough breasts, smooth enough skin and men treating you like an object. You feeling uncomfortable with your breasts is because they don't look like fake plastic balls and because they're treated as the property of the male gaze. Grow the fuck up.
No. 1103465
>>1103458Also FUCK Canada, woman aren't safe here. The offenders are protected under the RCMP laws and none of their info is released, they also only hold the info for 10 years
Fuck FUCK FUCKKKKKKKK
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I posted the iknowwhatyoudownload site in my local reddit using a throwaway to spread awareness for people downloading CP and this moid downvoted me 2 minutes after posting and commented this:
I cant believe people fucking think like this
No. 1103620
>>1103603He's one of the people that don't want the shit they download to be public. It's probably extreme porn.
>>1103610Most pedos that get caught are retarded and do actually do that shit. The professional ones have good opsec maybe but majority are dumb enough to get caught or leave teaces because men don't think when they're horny.
No. 1103624
>>1103611God loves you,
nonnie.
No. 1103637
>>1103630Go you!
>>1103631???
>>1103632It's a very new ideal. Somehow men managed to have sex with their completely hairy wives through human history.
No. 1103639
>>1103263Yeah, I wish it was as easy as "just cut them off" but we rarely talk gender politics and outside of gender politics, I feel like my friend is one of those rare, life long friends who's personality just meshes so well with your own. We used to have similar interests and now there's very little overlap, but we are good friends so it doesn't matter if we don't have similar interests to talk about. I've also known my friend for around a decade, she's seen me at my worst and has stuck by me.
She's a normal person and confident in her being a cis woman, but capes so fucking hard for all of her genderspecial friends it's mind boggling to me. The only other people who I know cape tihs hard for trannies are usually genderspecials in their own right, but she's a sane person who actually doesn't play
victim and doesn't tack on labels for
victim points. I think that's what makes it harder to peak her. She's steadfast in her identity and her resolve to defend and fight for the rights of trannies. I've met one of her genderspecial friends and this person was the embodiment of aggressive twitter retards. Very much needed to put a million disclaimers on what you were about to say or she would definitely misconstrue it and yell at you for it (which she did at one point, not at me but someone else), and my friend defended her behavior! And was more concerned about "becoming a better ally" and caping
even harder for trannies.
My friend is sane, but will go belligerent if I said anything remotely disagreeing with trans ideology. I didn't say I support JKR, but I was telling her about another friend of mine made a tiktok talking shit about JKR and all I said about it was "that was a stupid move, why would you do that if you knew everyone was going to shit talk you?? Normies love JKR, it's a futile fight" and she said "well some things are worth fighting for." Every time I think about it, I just think about cutting her off but I truly don't know if it's worth it. She knows I browse here and will probably just say "you need to get off LC" but no, I've always had the thought in the back of my head that this shit is going too far, I just kept my mouth shut about it because I thought
I was wrong for thinking like this and needed to change my thinking (i.e. just brainwash myself further) until I found LC and realized that I wasn't crazy for thinking like this. I'm not as against trannies as some anons are, but there are a lot of things about the new culture surrounding gender that I think are stupid and ridiculous.
I can only hope that our friends will peak themselves. I don't want to lose her as a friend but I feel like I have lost a part of her already.
No. 1103644
>>1103603>>1103620It got fucking taken down.
The shitty moids in ny city took the fucking post down.
I honestly hope all men die, I'm never interacting with men again. I cant deal with this shit. People are soo fucked. I hate everyrhing. I will never have kids with anyone and if I do I'm never letting them interact with men. I hate to say it but I've actually gotten so afraid and pissed off with them over the past fee months. They're all deceitful and disgusting. I wonder how many are downloading CP or extreme porn and fucking cowarding as I post and hitting the report over and over. I dont care about your shitty nier downloads but when it comes to kids you dont care???I swear nonnies I'm going to lose it one day and you'll see me on national tv. I'm even more pissed is that in my country CANADA theres no fucking sex offender registry. You have no idea who's living next to you. Fuck MEN and FUCK OFFENDERS and fyck everyone but my fellow nonnys. I'm actually tilted as fuckkkkkekhwbsj
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New Year's was amazing; he's dead. I hope you remember my first post.
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THE WOMEN OF 90DAYFIANCEUNCENSORED ARE FUCKING UNHINGED I HATE THEM. A BUNCH OF STUPID PICKMES WHO HATE WOMEN, JESUS CHRIST
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I'm so angry/sad and for such a stupidy reason…
Last night we made picrel for dinner and as usual 30% of it became leftovers, by morning my bf eat the leftovers and made me a sandwich, after I asked for "a bit" he just say "no" and proceed to give me a spoon full of it, last time it was the same, but he just said to me "eat your sandwich".
I just wanted to eat the leftovers, he is such so entitled for everything and is so difficult for me to just ask for a bit of food bc he pays for all my food and living…
I'm so angry at myself…
No. 1103674
>>1103668>bc he pays for all my food and living…Why do you people let yourself get in these situations? I can see why it would be hard for you, even if he isn't holding it over you all the time, it will always be in the back of your mind.
Talk to him about it though, I'm sure he won't mind. Or make some extra for the morning or something.
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>>1103674I fell in love with someone from another state, moved to be with him and decided not work bc i wanted to finish uni first..
I have some money from my previous works, but we decided he would pay for food & living while im unemployed focusing on finishing my uni..
No. 1103698
>>1103682thanks!!
i texted him about it to relieve my conscience, wouldn't do this if it wasn't for your message,
lots of love!
>>1103694i did it, just make sure to have enough money to run away if everything goes bad.
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>>1103683U sure about that?
No. 1103730
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>job placement away from current hometown
>book hotel room because all temp rentals are filled with refugees from ukraine
>expensive but own bathroom and tiny kitchen all to myself
>mom books a cheaper room for me
>cheaper room doesn't have a kitchen
>tell her to cancel the reservation because i can't live without a kitchen for a month
>"but anon it's cheaper that way"
>tell her that i need to eat breakfast, prepare lunch for work, and have dinner every day
>"but they serve breakfast at the hotel"
>tell her that i will be very exhausted after work every day and that i just wanna go to my room, cook some pasta and go to bed, and not sit in a restaurant for another hour or two after a 10 hour work day
>"but your room is more expensive!"
>rinse and repeat
i don't wanna cause a fuss because she's very supportive and tries to help whenever she can, but goood do i get stressed whenever i look at my phone and i have a new message from her and it's this kind of exhausting shit.
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I'm going to cry. I was so excited to play this stupid fucking game and now it WON'T EVEN OPEN.
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I feel like I wasted my day today, I hate it so much. I spent the day at home, which wasn't planned, but I didn't even take that opportunity to get some rest because my sleep schedule is fucked and I got woken up at 7am by my family screaming as hard as possible in front of my room's door. I accidentally took a nap this after noon too, and in-between I was just lurking lc and fujochan. I think I need holidays somewhere.
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why is my crush such a social autist? he never talks to me or to anyone really, he listens to music all day and it makes me so frustrated because he’s a really handsome guy. i’ve been trying for months to talk to him but he never initiates and doesn’t know how to say no. just this week i was at the park and it was a really clear day and i saw people rowing boats on the lake and i couldn’t stop thinking about how i wanted to do that with him and i wanted to see his eyes in the natural light bc they’re a really pretty color (sounds weird i know). and look at the birds and the flower garden with him. it makes me want to cry bc i’m moving away in a few months and time is running out.
No. 1103980
>>1103960Reading this was like someone putting my thoughts and feelings into words. I'm unironically on the spectrum as well and my entire adult life has been an exhausting, rocky path of consistently having to evaluate my words and actions if I pass as "normal" enough and breaking my back working to escape the feeling of inadequacy while also being abused and exploited by the people around me for my naivete and social retardation. Only I'm not really the quiet type of sperg, I'm the one who blabbers and two hours later realizes the dumb shit that I said.
>it's so painful that I feel this urge to appear outwardly like a "productive member of society" when I know that I cannot depend upon others to be kind to meHits hard anon, hits hard.
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Been trying to date again after leaving a bad relationship and it's nightmarish. Hate being Japanese. All I attract is weebs and troons. Doesn't help that I'm afraid to connect to people now or have sex with someone new. Where is my tall protective gf who doesn't mind all my stupid trauma and baggage lol
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Kinda upset I missed some of the cool movies anons were streaming, especially the gothic ones. reeeeee
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this gives me joy
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I hate what a fucking struggle it is to upload webms to 4chin. Let me post awful tranny tiktoks in peace
No. 1104045
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Over the pandemic my male acquaintance has been growing out his hair, shaving his face, talking about wanting to be more GNC and to be dominated in bed, using a small amount of makeup and switched to using only avatars with drawn, smoothed out cartoon versions of himself. He also obsesses over hyperfeminine e-girls in their late teens/early 20's despite being around 35 himself. I predict that he will fully troon out in a year's time and the thought mortifies me because there's no way I'm going to see this hulking moid as anything else but a man with an early onset midlife crisis and terminal coomerism.
No. 1104065
>>1104057He's the reply guy kind of douchebag who replies to every social media post the girls make with sometimes inappropriate comments and he also jumps at any chance to meet them at parties and other events. He's moderately attractive so he's not immediately branded as a creep, but from an outsider's perspective it's fairly suspicious. Especially because he has a fiancé.
He also knows I'm a cryptoterf and I was wondering why he had suddenly become so weirdly hostile towards me, but after he started coming out with these new traits it definitely made sense. Ladies, never trust a moid.
No. 1104106
>>1104100I think you could be a little bit more charitable to your self proclaimed lesbian friend. It's really hard for some people to start dating. I don't think there's any real "proof" she is or isn't a lesbian so I'm more inclined to let it slide. But the other people sound annoying, maybe you should get friends through a new hobby kek.
Also this is the second time in this board I've seen something saying "iced coffee is gay" (at least among current kweer girls). Where did that come from? I thought everybody outright called it a basic bitch thing.
No. 1104114
>>1104107Samefag but I think what bothers me the most is that he ALWAYS seems confused and unsure, like whenever he speaks not all information is being conveyed for some reason. He's always very unclear. Even my bf agrees. He's my parent, I
should be able to rely on him and have him be the more knowledgeable one but I can't and I hate that. He's my only parent and I hate that. Whenever I talk to him no matter what about I come back being more confused than I was before. I really hate talking to him I just want to be completely rid of him for the rest of my life and I don't know how to get that, I'm so tired, he makes me so tired. Why do I have to have an autistic robot who knows nothing for a father, of course with him as my only parent I'm now a retarded autistic NEET myself and I just feel so confused on everything in the world because no one ever taught me and I don't know how to learn what everyone seems to already know. He's so frustrating and embarrassing to be around and whenever I talk to him even for just a minute it really depresses me and completely ruins my day because now that I'm older I've come to the realisation that I have THAT for a parent and only that. Please I want to move houses so badly and never see him again but it's so hard why is it so hard why can't it be easier like how it was when he was my age, I don't know how to do it I don't know how to be independent but I need to be for my own happiness because I can't stand him. Never talking to him again and having him and the rest of my family completely out of my life would be an amazing fresh start for me and I'd be a lot happier
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hi nonnies. I don't know if this is an appropriate place, but i'm hoping that it is because this thread has been safe to me before. I have been going back and forth about breaking up with my boyfriend, and I have ultimately decided theres no way I can stay with him without sacrificing my wellbeing… I haven't broken up with him yet but I told him today that I resent him. He is a coomer and the reason why we are having trouble is because of boundaries he broke with porn use (i even talked to him a month ago and told him that it's always on my mind/i don't trust him etc) and found out he was on that website just a week ago. at first i broke up with him, but i got weak and said we would be okay if he goes to therapy. but i've realized that solves nothing for me. today we had a fun day together and i caught a glimpse of his phone and what looked like only fans in his web history (but i didnt see clearly) and it just ruined my day. and that has been consistent for like a year now, me constantly feeling insecure that he's doing that shit. it's not fair to me and i know that, and when those moments happen i wish that we weren't together.
at the same time, i am SO codependent that it's just hard for me to break up and be final. I haven't been alone with just myself for 3 years. Without him i might be houseless in a few months (living in my car is an option i have considered). I don't have a home to go to - I live far away from home. I could stay with friends but don't want to be a burden.
can someone please convince me that i need to leave? how do you go through a break up that hurts even though you know it is right? i am pretty OK when I have work to do but otherwise i just want to go back to him. PLEASE nonnies it would be so easy for me to explain why the relationship is doomed if it was someone else. I have female friends to talk to but I am just feeling like it would be more exhausting than therapeutic to talk to somebody IRL right now, but eventually i want to.
No. 1104129
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it’s so insane to me that people are entirely convinced body hair on a woman is disgusting and unnatural. other women will tell me shit like “i just like it”, “i’m choosing to shave it”, like my legs to be smooth” yeah i’m not buying it. women who get defensive when you suggest that these decisions are not really their own made me worry that we’re never making it out of patriarchy. i miss the whole smash the patriarchy, male tears mug, pussy hat wave of feminism. i fear that women living in the west are in too deep and it’s only going to get worse.
No. 1104148
>>1104120you deserve a partner who understands what is important to you and is willing to make compromise to make you comfortable. asking him to stop watching porn is such a low bar, and if he can't do that, he's not worth your time. in fact, if he has any compassion for women at all, he should understand WHY you're so against it to the point that he doesn't even want to consume it anymore. the fact that he lied about it is also a major issue, because you know it's likely not the first time he lied, and it won't be the last. having similar values to someone is such an important aspect of a relationship. it feels intense now, but the more time you put between yourself and the relationship, the more you will understand that it isn't meant to be. no matter how deep the infatuation feels now, it will pass.
if you think he'll take it ok, and you would be able to share a living space for a bit longer whilst wyou find somewhere new, you should discuss it with him. if you're worried about his reaction, talk to your friends first and make sure you'll have somewhere to stay if you need to. and you will be ok by yourself. you have a strong enough identity that you know what you want and what you deserve. your friends will not see you as a burden. they care about you, and will want to help. the mere fact that you're worried about being a burden tells me that you would be an excellent house guest lol. just offer to pay a little money towards them, cook for them a few times to say thank you, whatever makes you feel a bit more comfortable.
No. 1104151
>>1104129I do know that some women have sensory issues with it but I honestly don't buy it for the most part. It's like when I hear them say "I wear makeup for me" but we all know part of that reason is down to the fact you're not treat as well if you have stuff like eye bags, acne or just a bare face on show. If you dont either have makeup on or just super clear skin then you get stared at like you're a weirdo to even dare go outside with acne or textured skin as a woman. It's the same with body hair imo.
I struggle with my body hair being seen by others especially as I'm not confident in my self image, but I'm not gonna cope and pretend that I shave my legs and armpits sometimes because "Its my empowered choice" no I just don't want sweaty old men to look at me like I've just spat on their shoes for simply existing with body hair. More women need to be upfront about the reason behind it, whether we like it or not most of us have grown up with the subconscious knowledge that body hair on women is "unsanitary, masculine, smelly" etc. Liberal feminism will ignore every single thing girls are brainwashed into thinking from a young age and just pretend that all of this shit is just "my choice<3"
No. 1104169
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>>1104151I feel you, when people tell me: stop wearing makeup just be yourself I’m like shut the fuck being myself is not looking ugly, I care about peoples perception of me. Is that so bad? Its not as deep as people think it is
No. 1104206
>>1104120Leave him
nonnie and chat with your irl girlfriends about it! Find solstice in your sisters and realize female friendships can be just as and if not more fulfilling than having a boyfriend who doesn't respect you boundaries. It's ok if you still have feelings and want to talk to him
nonnie but porn-sick men don't change unless they want to. (I was an ex porn addict before going anti-porn, I thought it would be hard but I was lazy and found it easy, I didn't care how much I was hurting my relationships around me with my use)
No. 1104216
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Poniko's room is the saddest and loneliest part of Yume Nikki to me. I imagine that Poniko was someone very dear to Mado, but for whatever reason is no longer in her life. Maybe Poniko grew to dislike Mado, and that's why Poniko is always looking away. Nevertheless, Mado wants to keep Poniko safe, so she imagined a quaint and nice room in a pretty snow area for Poniko, who she wants to be happy.
Even if it's just in her head, Mado wants Poniko to be safe and comfy forever. Whenever I hear snow world or the lights on/off music it just makes me think about Poniko and who she may be to Mado. She feels very special and out of place in a bittersweet way.
No. 1104219
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i miss him…
my otome game husbando
No. 1104224
File: 1647741297968.jpg (23.59 KB, 400x400, Husbando.jpg)
I want to kiss XQCOW and I am tired of pretending that I don't!!!!
No. 1104268
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>>1104224Based I also want to tickle him
No. 1104341
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I don't really know where or how to find happiness. I'm just kind of…existing. There should definitely be more to life than what I'm experiencing, yeah? But it feels like I'm in a nicely padded cage. I feel the same when I'm outdoors. Maybe I just need to do my hair and check on my packages. Maybe I just need to eat more vegetables. I don't know.
No. 1104353
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My first thought today was, "wow, I'm alive", because I wasn't sure whether I should've gone to A&E. I got random pain shoots which had me shoot up half a meter in the air from my bed.
>>1104129I hate that shaving is used by doctors as an indicator of your mental health. Even when you're ill, you're expected to shave body hair, because it's seen as part of personal care. I'm happy I get to keep my body hair at this point, body hair is part of a healthy adult female body.
No. 1104361
>>1104216Aww
But why she become UBOAAAAAA
No. 1104405
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so confused over my sexuality. i now have 0 chance of sleeping with anyone irl to figure it out, but in my youth i did have sexual experiences with other girls, i did seek out porn of women, and i enjoyed making my barbie dolls kiss. i had that sims game for the ds and i was so pissed when i couldn't marry priscilla (did any straight women do any this in their youth? please let me know). also unsure if i have some sort of unresolved, forgotten trauma relating to sex from how sexual i was as a kid, but that's kind of unrelated. anyway, now that i'm OLDER i wonder if all that wasn't some…i don't know, childish urge manifesting in me. kind of like bonobo monkeys. i could definitely make out with a woman now, but i don't know if i'd want to touch her pussy. on that note – i don't think i want to handle a dick either?
i also loathe men for numerous reasons after taking the pink pill, so the thought that i might actually be straight or bi grosses me out. but i don't want to call myself a lesbian if i do have actual attraction to men (and don't actually have attraction for women). i wish i could get a brain scan or something to just TELL me what i'm wired to prefer.
No. 1104413
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>>1104403NTA, but the ultrasound technician decided to comment on my "lack of personal care" when she saw my unshaved armpits, still after what she saw. Not like I shaved before I got ill, but shaving my armpits would be the last thing on my mind now atm anyway. Or it should be the last thing on a woman's mind when she's really ill. Idk if others are crazy enough to still do that even when really ill.
No. 1104417
>>1104408>Hope you find a cute guy, if it is what you want.i don't really know if it is, though. i do find some men attractive, but i don't think i'd like to wake up to one every day.
but even then is that just years of ~pinkpill~ ideology clouding my view of guys or is it my actual preference? shit's confusing
No. 1104422
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>>1104413Ntayrt but damn do I hate this. Men can get away with looking like shite, but god forbid if a woman doesn't shave. Why does body hair on a woman warrant these responses? Like, hello, we have body hair too. It has a purpose or why else would we grow it? Why do we get shamed for it but a man can grow a shitty patchy beard or not tweeze eyebrows and that's okay? Double standards fucking suck.
No. 1104555
I have had to move back in with my mother, it was inevitable, the dorm was temporary. I am already tired, I thought she was going to stop but it seems to have gotten worse. I got used to not wearing a bra at the dorm, now I am back to wearing it all the time because everytime she sees me, she looks at my tits first, comments on them, then addresses the rest of me. It's so uncomfortable, I don't know why she feels the need to comment on them all the time. I know they are big and saggy, she started actually crying and screaming when I came out the shower without a bra in a tshirt, it was insanity. I am turning crazy too, it's not just her. I am going back to my habits of being too close (physically) to her, emotionally we are miles apart. I am not sure what to do, she cannot listen to me at all. I have to live with her, I don't hate her at all, I love her so much, I know she does too. I am just uncomfortable with everything. I got hit by her too over something so stupid. I feel like a baby again, and I was finally feeling like a grown person. I wish I could just be out all the time.
No. 1104633
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Immigrating is so damn stressful
No. 1104634
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I’m sick of my stupid asshole cat pissing everywhere despite me placing numerous litter box, deep cleaning the carpets she’s ruined, supervising her, rewarding her when she goes go in the litter box, redirecting her when she doesn’t, yet she continues to piss all over the fucking place. She pisses so fucking much I’m starting to fucking hate her. When she dies I’m never getting another cat, ever. She’s such a sweetie and so loving and affectionate but she relentlessly pisses everywhere and I just want her to fucking die. She’s an outdoor cat as well, she has the entire world to piss on but she chooses to do it behind the sofa, all over the stairs, underneath furniture, on the skirting boards, on the dining room chairs. just fucking everywhere. She’s scent marking. I’ve seen her piss up to four times in the space of half an hour. She knows she gets treats when she pisses in the litter box so she will try and do that as many times as possible while you’re looking, getting lots of treats, and she waits until you’re NOT looking and just pisses wherever she wants. She fucking KNOWS she’s not allowed to go anywhere except the litter boxes, and shows it in her behaviour. What’s the point in having a perfect “lap cat” if this is what she does? I’d take a timid cat that hardly pays attention at all rather than this clingy piss machine. She does have her good sides, we all love ehr. She’s not going anywhere she’s staying with us for her whole life because she’s family but sometimes I just hate her and wish she’d be different like one of our old cats that didn’t piss everywhere.
No. 1104640
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>>1104555Your mother is a stupid fucking cunt and deserves to be kicked in the tits.
No. 1104646
>>1104643I don’t know if it is a dumb question
nonny. She seems healthy and energetic, nose is wet. Energy good, appetite good. She went for her yearly checkup and we where told she was extremely healthy. She’s 8 so just reached middle age. Maybe I should take her to the vet and demand answers.
No. 1104696
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I hate men so much it's unreal, they take away our freedoms bit by bit, and I just wish we could live on an island free from moid's.
No. 1104716
I hate the movie MASH. I watched most of it but at some point, I couldn’t concentrate anymore through the intense, blinding rage. I felt so bad for “hot lips”. she’s characterised as being a hysterical shrew with a stick up her butt even when she’s exposed naked to the camp against her will and continuously harassed by the “heroes” of the story. it’s just hilarious goofball shenanigans apparently. they really do their best to beat you over the head with the same misogynistic jokes too. there are a few small parts of the movie which, separate from the rest of it, are funny, but it’s only because, in their infinitely sheltered lives, men are in a position of such extreme ignorance that they are able to find humour in the film as a whole. i know it's just a movie, but it's still a reflection to some degree.
men are incapable of empathy. men, almost without exception, are not able to look beyond their narcissistic bubble of existence, instead focused on the sole goal of self-gratification. that’s why media like this exists – because nothing gets a man off like the abuse and sexual exploitation of women, and, because the brain of a man is just a pseudo-penis, whatever forms of “art” he creates reflect these simple base desires. with no capacity for critical thought, their attitudes reflect a false reality. they are not even aware of true reality, because they don’t know what it is to feel genuine distrust and fear like we feel towards them. some might say that we are paranoid or take things too seriously, but what we know we have learnt from experience. we don’t have the privilege of not being paranoid. and yet even in this bleak waking nightmare, I would rather be dead than be a man. and if I were to be reborn, and for my transgressions, I were to be reborn as a cockroach, then I would still want to be a female one.
No. 1104736
>>1103892he would probably just say no, laugh it off or not really respond at all
it makes me so angry how such a good looking guy is so socially retarded and shut in. i hardly even know him but i fantasised about him all through summer, christmas and up to now
it makes me wonder how much he actually thinks of me bc i think so much about him, maybe its my fault for being shallow and going after him based on how he looks and not how he acts
No. 1104745
>>1104732I think it's more that every imbecile now uses the internet. It used to be mostly sort of bookish and introverted people.
I'm actually shocked when I leave my social bubble filled with what I thought are normal people and run into absolute hordes of mentally deficient idiots who can't think straight or write coherently. Yet those hordes exist and ARE probably far more normal than my little social circle. It makes me feel blessed that I keep finding gems of communities that have no social media addicts or political activists or braindead NPCs.
>>1104744I put a cup in the microwave.
No. 1104789
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Feeling the most depressed and demotivated I've felt in a long time this month and I'm not sure how to get out of it
No. 1104910
>>1103175Your pic rel is dangerously based.
To the point that even mods banned that anon kek.
No. 1104916
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im so miserable and i just want to binge eat some tasty food to feel better butim looking after my grandmother and i have to cook her something good for dinner. ive been binging on disgusting boring food all day i wish i could at least eat something tasty and hate myself instead of eating dry ryvita crackers and hating myself.
No. 1104961
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I just overheard my mom spending 10 minutes trying to politely ask my 27 y/o brother to mow our lawn (it’s 4pm and he’s been asleep all day) and then she busts into my room asking why I haven’t started ironing her clothes yet. It’s so easy being a moid.
No. 1105161
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TW unwanted physical advances. I went barhopping last night for the first time with my friend from highschool and really wish I hadn't. Tried to get out of it before going cause I had a feeling it wasn't for me but she was really insistent that we try it. Throughout the night she invited her gay friend to join and so I invited a long-time guy friend that I had been meaning to meet up with. Immediately regretted it because he kept hugging me and holding my hand. I hit my drink limit hard and ended up getting drunk to the point of wanting to pass out at some overly crowded bar. The last bar we went to had a dancefloor so we were dancing there and that's when the guy friend started grinding up on me and pressing his boner against me. I felt so uncomfortable thank god we left after that but not before he also kissed me. made it home safe via gay friend but just really wish I hadn't gone. I didn't like the whole experience of loud music staying out after midnight and being pressured to do things out of my comfort zone. Now I'm just sitting at my desk trying to drink my tea and calm down and do something productive but can't get out of my head how incompetent I am at advocating for and protecting myself such a preventable situation.
No. 1105164
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>Look at Granddad's WWII record
>Has his wrong age listed, meaning he lied to get into the merchant navy, he was seventeen at the time
>Every second week he has a write up for poor conduct, drinking on service or getting into fights
>always written up for "fraternizing with the locals" in Japan and the Philippines.
Was my granddad raping girls?
No. 1105216
I don't know what to do and how to hold on, and whether I even want to.
A month ago, I've broken up with my bf. That was a right decision as he's been taking me for granted for the longest time and basically fell into the behavioral pattern of a loser redditor despite endless communication from my side. Coincidentally, a week after we broke up he fell madly in love with a dating profile and is now doing all the self-improvement I've begged him to do for years (wear nice clothes, get a hair cut, clean the house… etc). We are still friends and living together, though that's going to change rapidly.
In order to gain back independence (haven't been working for a few months due to health issues), I had to accept my old job. It pays enough for me to be able to support myself and rent a flat alone, but it makes me want to kill myself every day. I will have to rent a flat soon and possibly move out to another city to afford my own place. I'm incapable of living with random flatmates (it's like being unable to escape uncaring coworkers even at home), going back to my parents also isn't an option… But I'm horrified that I really will kill myself if I end up living alone. Honestly, I'm one bad day at work (which is any, honestly) away from attempting suicide and most likely succeeding. Every day my ex has to calm me down which is exhausting for him and unfair overall, since he shouldn't be responsible for my mental health.
I don't know where to go or how to survive. My life is so fucking empty that I don't see a point in going on — spending 40 hours in a job that I hate and where I feel dehumanized only to keep myself afloat. The mental damage just keeps on piling on and on despite therapy, medication etc. I'm haunted by wasting years on someone who hasn't loved me as much as I thought and finding out that once more, I wasn't good enough (my looks 'weren't bad enough to reconsider getting into a relationship', turns out my ex has been into 1,5 tiny uguu women). I desperately want to love and be loved, but honestly, what's the point? The chances of me finding someone worthy of me (and me being worthy of them) is nill zero. Anything that I will do to survive now will make me even less lovable than I already am.
I wish I had anger in myself to live despite my lack of reason, but I really don't. I don't feel like I have anything to live for and the future looks bleak.
I want to kill myself but also I don't and yet I do and I'm scared of wasting my chance to finally off myself and having to live with the consequences
No. 1105246
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wasting an entire day tomorrow to go to a viewing for an apartment that i'm not gonna get anyways. iiii dooon't wannaaaaa
No. 1105248
>>1105226This reminds me of the time a friend tried to hook me up with a guy she thought I’d like. First words out of his mouth “I thought you’d be prettier”. My response “I thought you’d be taller” and walked away.
Like where did he think that exchange was going to go!? I don’t get it. Same with another guy I’d briefly dated, didn’t want to engage in a particular sex act with him and he immediately goes on about how fat and ugly he thinks I am, so I blocked him and he was baffled as to why.
I wonder how many women would view these exchanges as reasonable on my part vs how many men would think I was an unrepentant misandrist man hater. It’s never ok to insult a man but it’s always open season on a woman.
No. 1105278
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>most likely had covid at the beginning of the pandemic while I was in another country to start working
>was sick for three months, got first symptoms when masks, hand gel, latex gloves and paper toilet were in constant shortage all over the world and only bloodwork could tell whether you were infected or not
>local hospital told me to not come until my symptoms got worse
>mom gets worried and harasses me on the phone to make me come back home while openly making fun of me for not being able to speak loudly enough on the phone and to not have enough strength to hold my phone properly
>goes back to my country way earlier than planned because of this because I need some rest and the pandemic ruined a lot of job opportunities anyway
>mom says she's glad I was severely sick because now I'm back
>despite seeing that I was about to pass out several times and that I weighted 35kg because of constant diarrhea not even a hyperbole, no idea how I dragged my suitcases to the airport in that state
>whenever I'm worried about potentially being exposed to covid after that my entire family makes fun of me and treat me like a hypocondriac
>literally just this Friday my mom talks about how hilarious it was when I couldn't even speak properly on the phone while I was still sick, with tears in her eyes
>she starts coughing
>uses a kit from the nearby pharmacy at 3am to test for covid, she's infected, and I'm not
>won't stop coughing and complaining about trembling, diarrhea and constant headaches
I know I'm really petty, but serves her right. Maybe she'll stop exaggerating when talking about it to her friends and the rest of our family and insulting me for not wanting to be sick again. Stupid bitch even told everyone, including the embassy, that I had to come back to our country because I didn't know how to budget and spent all my money on rent when it was really just because I was really sick and thought I'd die at the other side of the planet.
No. 1105325
>>1105286i think i’m probably plagiarizing valeria solanas rn or something but men aren’t the ones who keep our species alive, they just fertilize the egg. you can literally drive to a building and buy the fertilizer, while buying a woman’s reproductive capabilities is contractual slavery. ultimately, cooming is the reason for their existence, so empathy doesn’t come naturally to them. if their right to get off is jeopardized then they are
victims because their dicks are all they have.
No. 1105327
>>1105296Yeah, she called the embassy, then called me and used both the home phone and her cellphone to make me talk to the woman at the embassy like the retard she is. She lied to the woman before she called me and made her think I didn't want to come back for some stupid reason and omitted that I arrived before the epidemic turned into a pandemic and that I had a working holiday visa. The woman from the embassy tried to make me feel bad for getting "stuck" there while also giving me info that I already knew on the very few plane trips that were maintained.
For context, I've posted in the previous thread about my mother calling my siblings once or twice a day because they're not living at home anymore, and making me think something truly terrible happened to my big sister just because she turned off her phone to take a nap one afternoon and was impossible to call for a few hours.
No. 1105423
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fighting game of my husbando came out and it pisses me off to see obvious moids play as him. i know he's not property of girls but still. pisses me off
No. 1105440
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So my best friend had a mental breakdown because of the situation in Europe and it feels like everything has shifted in our relationship. She’s almost unrecognizable, both online and real life. She just looks so utterly mopey and can barely hold conversations with her. I just don’t know what to say except giving all possible resources for help which I already did.
The worst thing is I feel I just don’t need this shit in my life right now, because I was there once too and it just reminds me how pathetic I was. The only person who could help me was ME and I did just that. She just goes on about nukes and is annoyed we don’t get upset about the world and it’s like YES ITS ABSOLUTELY FUCKING TERRIFYING AND AWFUL BUT THEN LET MY TRY TO PRETEND TO HAVE A NORMAL LIFE BEFORE THE WORLD ENDS.
I just don’t know what to do with her and I’m afraid this will tear us apart
No. 1105457
>>1105440I am an immigrant of one of these countries and im mad when people that are not related nor are going to be affected by war are making it about themselves. It's okay to feel anxious but when person goes "me me me" I just… I can't stand it. If these people care so much they can go help others. But no… It's always about -them-.
And anon, to be fair, it's only normal to want to distance yourself from stress. Don't feel guilty about it. We all feel overwhelmed from our friends at least once in awhile.
No. 1105461
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My pomeranian mix dog passed away today. She's the sweetest and cleverest dog me and my family ever had. She has been with us for around 8 or so years since she was a puppy and I was a middle schooler. It's gonna be hard for me to get used to not seeing her around anymore but I'll never forget her. I love you Lily.
No. 1105480
>>1105461I'm so sorry
nonnie!! Losing a pet is like losing a friend or family. I really hope everything gets better for you in your week. It will take a long time to heal, but you will keep them alive in your memories.
No. 1105483
>>1105461I'm so sorry nonna. I hope your sweet pup is in a good place now. I always tell anons this, but I always mean it, I hope Lily is up in puppy heaven having the time of her life with every other anons dog. There will be lots of food and endless pats, only the cushiest beds, and the best toys around there for them. She'll have plenty to keep her busy while she waits for you up there. I'm sure she knows that she was loved, and that she also loved you dearly.
I am very fortunate that my dog is still here with me, but I always hope the same for my dog as I do for others. I want to believe that there is a heaven, if only to believe that their souls have somewhere to wait for us. Thank you for opening up your heart and home to your pup. Having a pet is a truly special experience, and it's awful that they get taken away from us so soon, but for the short time they're with us, the love and joy they bring into our lives is worth it. I hope that your heart will heal soon. Take time for yourself. May we all meet them our beloved pets again one day. ♥
No. 1105579
>>1105558i'm 21 and my main friend group where this is a problem are all around the same age. they're all woke libfem types and most people in my area are the same way unfortunately. i'm just glad i didn't meet them a few years back when i would have been a lot more susceptible to it
>>1105571maybe if i word it that way they'll actually listen to me. i'm sorry your friend is going through that, it's so fucked up
No. 1105625
I think my dog is truly my emotional support dog, I just love him, I feel like I can do anything when he’s by my side biting my feet and growling when he wants to play. I’m so worried, I don’t know what made him get sick, I never give him human food and only give him what he needs for the day, but he suddenly got super sick. My stupid brother didn’t want to take him to the vet because our dad is a vet but he’s living in fucking Africa right now with mom and we’re living here in latam, like, just take him to the vet you little bitch, it’s his health, not just a play date with the doctor. He ended up taking him after he threw up a bunch of times because our aunt convinced him but he still thought our dog was just fine and while the vet did tell him that he’s okay, I’m still worried because last year he got really, really sick, throwing up and with diarrhea with blood, so I took him to the vet and they also told me he was fine, they gave him some stuff and got better almost instantly. But like, I don’t like taking my dog to the doctor when he’s basically whimpering like how our father says that most people takes their pets to the vet like, it’s just so inhumane, pets can’t talk and they get distressed as fuck, I’m not going to wait for my dog to get all weak and such to take him to the vet, I will never wait for him to have diarrhea with blood again, if he throws up I’m taking him to the vet right there.
No. 1105665
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I've fallen off the wagon wrt to diet sooooo hard I've been eating so much junkfood and sweets fuck nonnies it's disgusting but it's so good. Idk. Every time I fall off the wagon I start thinking that I may as well keep eating like a pig because it's "too late" FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK AHHHHHH
No. 1105668
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My period should've come three weeks ago and now that it's finally here it's making up for lost time by making me suffer. I can't eat, I can't sleep, and nothing helps. Fml.
No. 1105696
>>1105665you might not be eating enough
nonny, at meal times do you eat until you just aren't hungry anymore or do you eat until you feel full? if you eat something satisfying and nutrient dense you won't feel the urge to snack as much.
also idk if it helps but when i eat enough fruit it kills my craving for junk food sweets entirely
No. 1105703
>>1105678Because it's abnormal. (Normal) adults don't sexualize little girls, they just see it as normal for girls and women to wear makeup and do all that shit. It's done without a second thought. A mother puts makeup on her daughter because it's expected that she'll wear it as a teen, then as an adult anyway. There's nothing perceived as wrong in her wanting a taste of what she'll "inherit" (for better or worse). When you do it to (or for) a boy, you're consciously making the effort to go against "normal" society's conception of what a boy is, what he wants (and what he
should want), and what he'll grow up to be. You're deliberately crossing into "strange" waters, and sadly, a lot of the time, adults who do that have some sort of sexual motive
I don't necessarily agree with your friends, but I do understand their POV. There's a maybe 1% chance that kid's parents are just open-minded about having a GNC child and not trying to troon him out, pull a Lactatia or otherwise use him to get views/revenue from creepy gay scrotes. I would've defended it in the past, but the world we live in just isn't that innocent
No. 1105709
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>>1105690Moids always reeee about how women have it easy in the dating world. Truth is they only acknowledge hot women, average and ugly women are invisible, so to them all women are living life on easy mode because hot women get advantages. Looks matching is beyond their comprehension.
No. 1105716
>>1105703Nta but you said it perfectly, thanks nonna
>I would've defended it in the past, but the world we live in just isn't that innocentSame, exactly. I noticed it's common for women when we are younger to have a more trusting and naive view of society/men at first. Then you grow up and see enough shit to notice the patterns. Sad how our idealism crumbles, but that's reality. A lot of the movements happening right now come from holding onto idealism in rejection of unpleasant truths. That doesn't mean there's no room for gnc people or others to thrive but certain guards that are up in people's minds exist for a reason. Instead of rejecting real human patterns or alternately reverting to the restrictive old ways, we should admit things as they are and go from there, this whole trend of creating our own paradigm has done damage to the progress it's aiming for
No. 1105744
>>1103960>>1103980ik this is old but this really hits home. I wish so hard to find autistic women who aren't larping or fucking nuts. Our brains are wired differently and I can't relate to NT people. Plus I despise a lot of them anyways, they treat people like us like garbage (me included) and I'm fucking sick and tired of either being annoyed, or treated like a circus sidepiece.
Wishing you nonners the best…
No. 1105799
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Ever since I was fired, the days are a blur. I don't feel like I'm ever going to get employed again. Noone would rationally want me. I just get out of my bed to eat and then lie back down. I can't make myself to start looking for jobs, but I can't even make myself to watch a movie or read a book, even. I just lie in bed and go through everything I did and/or said wrong at my previous workplace. I don't know how people do anything so easily and consistently. Lose a job than find another one, keep said job, get into a relationship, get out of it then get a new one, get new friends, maintain existing friendships, do hobbies consistently, etc. I don't understand.
No. 1105813
>>1105799Anon, you're allowed to feel awful and depressed but in a weeks time get your shit together and at least do something you didn't have the time for before. Then start looking for jobs, tough love,
nonny.
No. 1105828
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I'm so fucking tired nonnies. PMS is kicking my ass this month and my period is late (impossible for me to be pregnant thank god). I feel like a fat exhausted slug, I can't even work or barely get out of bed, I have no appetite and just find myself stuck in a cloud of brain fog. It's horrible and I hate it. My nipples feel so fucking sore and I'm waking up with that "oh I just got my period" wet feeling then I go to the bathroom and wow it's just discharge. I'm praying for my period to come asap, yes I be pooping and have bad cramps but I'd gladly take that over this zombie like state I'm in for a week of every month. I had almost 12 hours of sleep today and I still feel like shit.
No. 1105845
My boyfriends parents asked us to go on holiday with them again and it's making me feel sick after last time. They're pretty old so understandably don't enjoy exploration or hiking a lot like I do on holiday so every year they just go to Spain and get drunk like all old British people do. I had a fucking terrible time last year and dont even know why I went, I'm quite sensitive to the sun due to s genetic illness, my hands swell up and itch horribly when it's hot and sunny, and i get tired easily in hot weather and i also have BDD so the last thing i want to do is look at all the beautiful thin women while i look like a pasty fridge. I also got called boring because I didnt want to drink as I dont like drinking, they apologised for that but it's just left a sour taste in my mouth because I just honestly hate hot countries unless it's somewhere with lots of interesting history, places to walk and be active etc. We weren't even in an area of Spain like that it was just a shitty British tourist area and it was in July so it was fucking roasting and everyone was drunk and just lazing about. Obviously they can do what they want but I feel like i made a bad impression and I barely wanted to do anything because I just wasnt comfortable there, plus I had no money and they offered to pay for everything and I hate when people do that. My boyfriend understands this and didn't have the best time because of me, so I've always wanted to go somewhere like Italy, Greece or Iceland, Amsterdam etc where there's actually stuff going on beyond just eating and drinking. His parents said theyd be up for going "anywhere" but I highly doubt they will honestly, I have completely different interests to them and its probably going to end up in me not going on holiday at all, they also dont know about my BDD so they probably just think I'm being lazy and boring. I get that vibe every time I say to people that no I actually don't enjoy sitting in 30c heat getting pissed at 2pm and lazing about for a week.
No. 1105853
>>1105847Glad you're okay,
nonny.
No. 1105867
>>1105861Holy shit that's so scary. I hope you're doing alright.. I would have probably lit it accidentally eek
Also much love to all the nonnas struggling rn!
No. 1105885
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This is the stupidest fucking vent but whenever I type something out in here, it leaves my brain after being permanently etched here so here we go.
Back when I was in college, my dad called and asked if it was okay if my mom's friend came to my graduation too. I know exactly why they wanted her to tag along. My school was a few hours drive from where my family home is, but it's also close to a major shopping outlet that my parents like to frequent. Whenever they drove me back up to school, they would stop by there on the way back. The friend wasn't coming along to celebrate my graduation (not that I wanted her there anyway), she was coming along for the inevitable shopping trip that would happen afterwards. I instantly said no, and I got really angry about it too. It's my college graduation, I worked four years for this degree. Let me have my 2 minute moment in the spotlight, surrounded only by people I want to be surrounded by! My dad also called specifically because he didn't want me to yell at my mom over this, so they both already knew I would say no! So why did you bother asking?! He literally told me "see, this is why I called." You think you can talk me into giving that bitch one of my graduation tickets?! My dad hates talk back/disrespect but he already knew he was in the wrong to ask because he didn't even give me shit about yelling at him over it.
She did not end up coming to my graduation but I'm still angry at their audacity to ask lol. I love the little town my college is in, and I was hoping to take my parents around the town after the ceremony because they've never really left campus to see more of it. There's tons of cool mom and pop shops and restaurants, and so much charm to the place. I really wanted to share it with them because it's a place I hold very dear to my heart. Where did we go after? Straight to the shopping outlet.
It's been like 5 years since I've graduated but I'm still really bitter about it. Also I still hate my mom's friend, she's an annoying bitch ass.
No. 1105886
>>1105872Seconding
>>1105878. If you wear business suits you won't get mistaken for a teenager.
I know it's retarded but you could also try fake glasses that are a mature style if you don't have an rx already. In my experience, whenever I wear my glasses people think im smarter and respect me more. Won't help you look older unless you change your clothes too though.
No. 1105891
>>1105868> Now we have to go buy wood AGAIN, I have to move all my clothes AGAIN, we have to nail it back together AGAIN.No no no. HE will go buy the wood and HE will nail it back together again. Do not fucking do it for him. Don't coddle him, you're only training him to be more retarded later down the line.
He broke it so he should fix it by himself.
No. 1105902
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>>1105889fucking KEK if it was costco I'm not sure if I would've lost my mind even more or been happy because I could've stacked up the cart with useless snacks as revenge.
Nah it was one of those shopping centers with the luxury outlet stores.
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Blogpost time I deleted twitter months and months ago but I got the random urge to check up on some people I know in real life so I did end up checking (as a reward for staying away for so long) and I found out that my furry friend from high school who trooned out gained a lot of weight (from testosterone and lazy lifestyle no doubt) but even though she's been on T for a few years, the extra weight makes her look extrememly womanly, like there's no way you could mistake her for a man. Anyway it was kind of sad to see. I feel like maybe for a regular nerdy woman who id's as a man it would be easier to detrans as opposed to a nerdy woman who's also a furry who id's as a man. Being stuck in a trans furry hugbox sounds horrible and exhausting and entirely removed from reality.
Had to put this in the vent thread because I'm so tired of troons. She used to be a really good friend, it's sad. She had the typical rough childhood with childhood SA so it's no wonder she trooned. What's also sad is that I know that she and another fakeboi I used to know are really stubborn and headstrong and I can foresee this lasting well past its expiration date. I'm looking forward to when I no longer have to worry about preferred pronouns or unknowingly committing gender microaggressions against someone. I wish she could work out her trauma instead of pretending to be a man. I miss her but I think I'll have to wait until she's given up this nonsense to reach out again. Very sad.
No. 1105941
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>>1105932Here u go queen, have one on me
No. 1105985
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I can't believe my mother, she was emotionally and physically abusive during my childhood. she once punched in the face by my mom in elementary. Anyways, I talk to my mom about that shit and she goes " I never did that". I was like "Get the fuck out of here. Did you really think I was going to forget all that shit you did" Now she leaves me messages crying about how I never call her. Oh, I wonder why I don't call you mom! It's a big mystery, unsolvable in her eyes.
No. 1105989
>>1105926My father for some reason has security cameras hooked throughout the house. I'm as white as hell. He's obsessed with keeping his retarded amount of expensive apple products "safe" not realizing the occupants of his house (read: me) are paranoid and don't like being filmed. I've told him multiple times it skeezes me out. That people can hack the cameras, that he only needs them near the door and in his tech room. Not in the living room or anything. he says "I don't check the cameras unless necessary", but I've seen him doing it.
This and the combination of him having multiple Alexa and Google dots. Way to invite the government in on my mental breakdowns I have when I'm alone, you fucking weirdo. And he calls me paranoid for saying I'm creeped out by all this surveillance when he's the one who put this crap up in the first place out of his own paranoia
No. 1106031
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I was thinking of a really interesting place to go on vacation with my bf and I love Egypt for its rich history and culture, so I google what it's like around Cairo or Egypt in general and I get immediately bombarded with how you shouldn't even go there if you're a woman, especially a fair skinned one. Why the fuck do moids have to ruin everything? Even their own women in Egypt aren't safe from rape and harassment, it's not just a gullible tourist thing. I fucking hate men for thinking they can buy and use women as they see fit. A lot of people answer that "if men didnt exist what would you do" question with going for a walk at night but I'd honestly just go straight to Egypt, feed all the stray cats and then go and see everything and all the pyramids knowing I wouldn't get harassed or attacked and groped by males there. Imagine how peaceful that would be, imagine an Egypt, or any country, without men, and how free we would all be. I honestly have fantasy-like dreams about it, nonnies.
No. 1106032
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My friend's husband is trooning out and leaving her and their two daughters to go e-fuck kids and men in VRchat. I'm livid. She is such a hardworking and dedicated wife and mother. She's shattered and can't wrap her mind around the man she loves just being tossed away for a fetish monster. He left home to avoid any conversation or confrontation by her or her friends. Everyone wants him to get into real therapy and on medication for his bipolar disorder but he just won't go. He swears destroying his life and trooning out is his only way to deal with it. I fucking hate him. His wife is beautiful, like perfect American girl next door and she doesn't have to try type thing. Every scrotes dream and he's just ruining their lives for VRchat. I don't know what to do for her but go and see her and tell her that it's okay to feel chumped and lied to. She's really angry but being gaslit by the men and troons in her husband's life and it's making each passing day more irritating. I'm really the only person in her life that is peaked and knows what's up and I feel so lost. She has NO clue what dangers like within troonery especially towards her own daughters. He flirts with anime girls who are god knows how old and watches lolicon anime. My friend isn't into any of that so it's all Greek to her. She sees no red flags. God help me. HELP ME NONNAS I THOUGHT LIVING IN BUTT FUCK NOWHERE WOULD KEEP ME FROM THIS MOID BS. UGH. I want to crack his head open for doing this. Extra salt in the wound is that his avatar in VRchat looks like her but anime…
No. 1106033
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>>1106032I hate men so fucking much
No. 1106048
>>1106038I am going to this weekend. I found a documentary on YouTube that some guy made showing the explicit side of VRchat and how the file sharing / hosting works. It's the perfect place to share CP and other porn without consequence and funny enough, her husband even remarked that you could get away with a lot in private rooms. It's well past the time for her to know the worst of it. I think she's already peaking from this alone. Hopefully giving her an inside view and the language to understand it will complete her peak. I'm so scared for her daughters. Nobody knows what he's
really doing aside from us knowing he's doing ERP cause he boasted about it to his coworker (another friend of mine we both know.)
>>1106033Yeah, everyone in our town knows them and many many people are very upset and shocked he would do this to her. Of course he's playing
victim saying "it cost his life and safety" to come out. It's absolutely maggot moid behavior.
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>>1106032this is absolutely horrible and I really hope that your friend will be able to restart her life as soon as possible
>watches lolicon animejesus, how did the wife learn about that ? She needs to take the kids away from him asap, can this piece of information be use in court to discredit him ?
>Extra salt in the wound is that his avatar in VRchat looks like her but animeevery fucking time ! I wonder what is the psychology behind that
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This is from the tinfoil thread nonnie but it helped peak my BF from watching anime and participating in weeb culture. I talked about how it correlates with pedophilia, new wave activism and troonism
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>>1105604I don't want to be cheeky but what makes you so sure your mum loves you if she hits you and is obsessed like that? It's so
abusive. Honestly it all sounds so fucked, i'm sorry. My mum used to nitpick about any spots I had, she scrutinised my face and would point it out and in hindsight it's like wtf, even 15 years later I don't see spots as a normal thing and damage my skin further trying to get rid as soon as possible, I hope it doesn't turn out the same for you. She also idn't listen to a word I said and honestly the only solution was moving away and keeping any visits to her 2 days tops, or her behavior would start to get to me again.
On a more pragmatic note, maybe elastic bras like these could help you? I have exactly these and i'm an F cup, they keep my tits lifted and separated. I usually sleep in them because my nips are too sensitive to be in a loose top, but nobody notices a difference if I go out with one, and they definitely would if I went out braless.
No. 1106107
>>1105878I tried the mature clothing look (blazers, dress pants, hair with side part) and I look even more dumb because they think I'm trying too hard so they act more shitty. I usually wear a fleece jacket and jeans, that's ironically the outfit I get most respect in because they think I'm some autist. The jacket covers my waist and ass and I tuck my hair inside the jacket so I don't get harassed as much.
>>1105886Thanks nonna, I'm going try this.
No. 1106157
>>1106147The sister of my best friend sometimes get some weed from him. And you can only get weed if you get recommended by one of his other clients.
I recomend you first try it as a low dosed edible and with a friend in case you do a panick attack! But weed is mostly harmless tbh.
And yeah it sometimes happens to me in regular stores, but tbh doing some stupid error like that in an illegal situation to a guy that could bust your kneecaps is fucking cringe omfg
No. 1106209
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i’ve been trying to lose weight for nearly two years and somehow despite working out and switching to pescatarian i’ve been maintaining exactly 130 pounds at 4’6 which just looks really fucking weird on me. i’m heavily pear shaped and my torso is really short so you can imagine how even the tiniest bit of extra weight would look on me. i think i look okay, not fat or anything, just not great and i didn’t work out for nearly a full year which is when i stopped looking as toned. i was basically trying to lose the extra weight i had put on after being on medication for two years, i stopped the meds and lost a good chunk of weight but then i stopped last june and gained a few extra pounds back (122 to 130)
today for the first time in my life i counted my daily calories because i was convinced i was overeating or something and i had eaten just over 600 calories for the whole day, and that was after doing a 25 minute workout. i eat the exact same way every day meaning this is how i’ve been eating for a long ass time now. all day i’ve been lamenting how hard i’ve been on myself for the last 2/3 years i’ve been losing weight, and basically now i have to force feed myself despite my autistic eating habits (i eat healthy i just need textures and dumb shit like that and i usually have one big meal a day and then just graze on snacks) because apparently with the amount i’ve been eating my body has been storing it because it thinks i’m starving so i have to train myself to eat 1200 calories a day in order to start actually losing weight from my diet and workouts. i know this sounds like anachan shit but i’ve always kind of eaten this way apart from when i was in a shit relationship for three years at 17/18 years old (i’m 23 now) and it’s really bummed me out that i've made no progress in my weight loss/health improvements over something so dumb. even googling and seeing the anorexic weirdos baiting people to tell them they’re soooo smol and frail uwu was just embarrassing to see and to know that i’ve been eating literal ana portions and that it’s affected my progress and how much effort i’ve been putting in to be healthier. any advice would be great, part of my brain is telling me that eating more doesn’t make sense even though it absolutely does lmao, i think having an anachan mother constantly giving me her anachan-fuelled advice on weight loss has made me think that i’m over-indulging in food when i’m actually not eating enough of it.
No. 1106319
im so fucking tired of women not getting to have anything. and im fucking tired of trans shit and im tired of men and its all so fucking stupid and enraging. i saw a screenshot on here, i cant remember where, but it was like a compilation of all the different porn subs on reddit dedicated to painful and humiliating sex acts like painal, and in the sub rules for all of them it clearly said this is for biological women no transexuals allowed, and the person who posted it was talking about how the gender critical sub got deleted and but this shit, and some of these subs had like 100k members, gets to remain? its just so so sad and unbelievable. is there really a xx board on here can someone link me to it or tell me how to find it? i loved the pinkpill threads. also, i literally dont even hate trans people, real trans people not agps, idgaf about like the 0.01 percent of the population that is truly trans but the transwomen male entitlement, over sports and any female space literally any female space online its just so fucking annoying. why dont women get to have things? can someone tell me how to see the xx board? are there like forums or any other websites where i can read gender critical stuff aside from tumblr
No. 1106324
A few years ago, I made a catfish account where I was an agoraphobic, autistic, chubby Romanian girl. All of my photos were of my boyfriends limbs/feet with the hair just baaarely blurred out, and we ended up attracting the interest of this really creepy dude from my city. Of course he was all down to meet up with a disabled woman who would never want to meet his friends or be in public. This dude used to follow me home when I was a kid, so I knew he was creepy but I wanted concrete evidence, not just a feeling. Anyway, now he's promoting anti-condom usage, psychedelics, and Jonny Craig music on his very public, well-known social medias. He looks like if the rapist from The Lovely Bones had waist-length bright red hair and dressed like a skeezy porn producer in the late 1970s. He scares the absolute fuck out of me. He moved like 40+ hours away by car but it still freaks me out that he's always surrounded by so many women- now ones on drugs. Just fucks me up. I seriously pray to god that he dies because I know he's a danger.
No. 1106495
>>1106484>>1106487tinfoil: romania-chan is a psyop to kill our empathy toward our fellow women, especially sexual abuse
victims. To what end? IDK. Maybe to be able to point a finger and say that actually women are cruel and incapable of supporting each other? Or that lolcow is somehow the most evil place on the net.
No. 1106500
>>1106495maybe it's not a psyop and it literally shows the reality you have presented. Now shut up. I made the orignial post and I vented about my abuse as a child and drug issue. Move on. You just want to take your anger out on me and have that last word of telling me to fuck myself after you bring out the attention on me, harass me accuse me of avatar fagging and it's still me in the end who's at fault for women harassing me. You're just proving your own theory that women can be as unempathetic and psychopathic as men.
>>1106497I made the original post and then anon replied so I replied back. It seems that cats are more important than women who have been raped, beaten and lived in abuse their entire life because female empathy stops at cats. Women don't matter. You acted like a retard for me replying to a post that was adressed to me. Now shut the fuck up and stop clogging up the vent thread with your stupid shit and then projecting it on me. Look in the mirror.
No. 1106506
>>1106501did you know that if you are in a bad enough situation and if you stand a certain amount of abuse it becomes impossible to
get out of your situation. I am not asking for advice here and
go get help does not improve my situation and is very unempathetic. I'm in the vent thread, not the advice thread. You're more annoying than me making it all about me and not being able to see through your own hypocrisy. When someone has gone through incredible amounts of abuse and they are poor too with no support system It will become very hard for that person to help themselves. Advice I get here most often times is not advice nor empathy it is literal sociopathy or simply lack of social understanding or lack of common sense. Now, can we please get the vent thread back and not make it about romanianon while accusing me of making it about me?
No. 1106508
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a big ass spider just appeared out of nowhere when I moved the courtain separating my kitecchen and my bedroom. like it was MMASSIVE INVREDIIBLY MASSIVE. I facetime my boyfriend cause he is at his hometoen for his baby sister birthday, is literally 1am there but I just can'y deal with them motherfucker spiders. so I fave time him and I say "what do I do???" and his like "hit it with the chancla or a broom" and I'm like WHAT. the brrom is outside and the chancla like I gotta get close to kill the mfkrs. I began hyperventilating, hes like " u ok??" am like NIGGA DO I LOOK OKAY==??? anyway I took a million breaths and threw my whole chancla at it, I scream and run and cry my botfriend is all "WHY U THREW IT AT IT???? U ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO THROW IT AT TIT!!" LIKE THAT FUCK U MEAN NOT THROW IT I AINT GETTING CLOSE TO THAT SHIT. so I cry a little in my bed but I gotta go back cause I know I missed cause ofcourse. So I grab my other chancla but the bitch is ON THE WALL, I yell "SHES ON THE WALL""!!! and throw my other chancla, this time not missing. The how is dead, I'm sobbing. my dog ass boyfriend is like "u okay now?" bitch do I SOUND OKAY???????? ffs I hung up. anyway I'm still scared as hell so I go aand get my fly swatter and beat the fuck outta it just in case she wanna come back to life. I'm sleeping with my lights on tonight ain't no creepy ass spider getting my ass, not today not tomorrow, men are fucking useless.
No. 1106510
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>>1106505Thanks
nonnie, here's to hoping
No. 1106511
>>1106503what about the woman that sexually trafficked me or you a stranger woman that harasses me on a random bottle cap collecting forum simply because I decided to make some post about being a child hood abuse
victim today. Wow you are surely showing me that women are great. Can't you see the irony? I don't think so. You're telling me to stop defending males when you're literally harassing me out of the blue. Yea, sure shows me women are great
empaths. I never defended males either way.
No. 1106521
>>1106514If she hadn't doxxed herself I'd have believed this was just st
vn's larping.
No. 1106524
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Nonas I'm scared, the other nonnies are infighting and it makes me so stressed out when I go on this site and our nonnies are fighting each other. I know sisters dont agree all the time but a bitch just wants to read the vent thread n feel something- but not this
No. 1106528
>>1106517I WAS SEXUALLY TRAFFICKED BY A WOMAN SHUT THE FUCK UP WITH YOUR IDEOLOGY I WAS BEATEN BY WOMEN TOO AND WOMEN ASSISTED MY ABUSE. I was nice to anons actually being nice to me. Women can be perpetuators of abuse and mysoginy too. I do not excuse men and for the same reason I won't excuse women either. I never actually hurt other women and I see plenty of women in society actually hurt other women. You're also making a false premise about my beliefs that I believe my suffering is solely due to other women. I do not think my suffering is because of women, I think it is because I had bad luck in life, I was born in an incredibly bad family, went through tremendous amounts of abuse (inflicted by both men and women) and I find it really hard to function in the current structure of society and in this unfair form of capitalism, I think the main reason of my suffering is nor women or men but capitalism and luck. I see others that went through less abuse than I did be unable to work or refuse to go to work and so on. Stop acting like I am blaming women for my suffering. Me making the statement
I was sexually trafficked by a woman does not translate to me blaming women as a collective or thinking women are the main cause of my suffering. Did you even read my post today? I did not complain about being a NEET. Everything I said was that I have been struggling with drug abuse because I have been given drugs in my childhood. It's really easy to tell someone
get a job do this do that but that isn't actually empathy, it is the opposite of it. Empathy is listening to someone and understanding why they are in the situation that they are in. There's just so many different nuances to things and everything is a different argument. Yes, as a social class women commit less horrors than men, I never contested that, but women commiting less horrors than men does not make ALL WOMEN angels who are fond of morality. Society is just a cruel place for some people. If you are not born with some luck the life that is supposed to be a gift can just be a nightmare and society is organized in such way nobody helps you, it is all just useless advice, most often times lacking empathy and you're the one having to do things for yourself and only you know your struggle. And maybe my posts can help others to understand that if you were born in a bad environment life is just cruel and capitalism is cruel and maybe it is not your fault for being a depressed piece of shit, maybe the world is just shit and maybe you do have the right to complain and if others make fun of you for sharing something absolutely horrible about your life it isn't your fault. Stop telling me what it will make me feel much better or not because if it did I wouldn't be posting here and now you will twist this into me
not accepting advice when your post literally contains 0 advice.
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told me bf i feel unloved and he told me to stfu. Im not even mad. I just want to kill myself
No. 1106567
>>1106562She won't listen no matter how much sense you make, kind of like
>>1106542 said, it's basically pointless
No. 1106600
>>1106497FYI, I wasn't blaming anyone for being pissed at romanianon. If someone saw her post and the replies it got for the first time, they would think that nonnies are heartless. Meanwhile Romanianon is as insufferable, egocentric and cunty as possible - and that's not even getting into the "I will murder my cat tonight, you western whores" thing. She is a
victim of things that shouldn't happen to any woman - and she is fucking awful. Both things are true at the same time.
No. 1106649
>>1106619The way she talks about women sickens me. Im sure romanianon is a moid larping. Moids love to larp here as
victims to shit on women. If shes not a moid then i wonder what started this whole thing?
No. 1106680
romanifag doesn't have to say she was sexually trafficked because she was not. she was manipulated into camwhoring, i was too, and it is seriously not the same as actual sex trafficking. you don't have to use big words like that, getting manipulated into camming when you were in a bad state is horrible enough and your truthful story is not dull.
>>1106667those incelbians are so fucking annoying.
No. 1106683
>>1106674She was already banned countless times.
>>1106680They're not lesbians, dumbass, it's moids who are trying to make women fight. Moid-trolls always try and make anons take sides and infight, mostly the sides are sexual things that turn moids on like this one where one side represents lesbians they sexualize and the other sides represent the women they wannw fuck.
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I'm constantly begging my father not to buy certain foods because I'll binge on them, and almost every day he goes out of his way to get huge amounts of them on purpose and encourages me to eat them. And today he said I need to lose weight. Literally what the fuck have I done to deserve this
No. 1106691
>>1106680I was threatened, beaten and kept at a studio against my consent for one year by a woman and her pimp boyfriend, but yeah sure. Some moid or a sex worker convincing you to get naked is the same thing as me literally having my life signed away by a mafia. You Don't know how eastern European
camming studios work
No. 1106710
>>1106691You keep mocking women who obviously have it worse than you but get
triggered when everyone doesn't treat you like the most oppressed poor broken little girl. I find it hard to believe this isn't a moid jerking off while he writes his schizo-whore tale.
No. 1106718
>>1106710This is just moid fanfiction at this point. Im tired of moid larpers coming up with stories to shame women who experienced abuse but not “enough abuse like them”. The obsession with playing oppression olympics is just weird.
>>1106712Agreed. I mostly go on /ot/ and /g/ because i find cows arent milky anymore.
No. 1106727
>>1106710>You keep mocking women who obviously have it worse than you>""most oppressed poor broken little girl""Love me some hypocrisy on lolcow.dotcom. Next you're going to say is that you're actually a thirdie
poc too, right?
>>1106718>The obsession with playing oppression olympics is just weirdThen get off of this site,
everyone here likes to pretend to be a
victim and
there's always someone in a worse situation No. 1106754
>>1106730I'm not same anon you retard
>>1106732I already know that and I don't question it, you should say that to anons itt who are
mostly Amerifats who can't even start imagining what is like to live in the third world, I'm poorer than them and I still see where Romanianon is coming from but of course they don't like it when someone is actually disadvantaged and fucked in life
No. 1106756
>>1106754Don't try and convince me you
aren't her when your typing style is literally the same and you never fucking sage. The audacity.
No. 1106772
>>1106762She didn't say you were lying, she said that she thought it would be called something else and then when you clarified
she took back what she said and said yes that is trafficking, more importantly, she also said what happened to you was horrible and should not have happened.
It is right in front of you to read No. 1106794
>>1106789It doesnt matter if you agree with her or not. Im tired of fake stories from anons who supposedly live in 3rd world countries who love to shit on women who experience rape or abuse in 1st world countries. Bragging about having it worse is pathetic. Go back to twitter with this autism. You dont tive a fuck about rape or abuse or sex work or anything. You just want to shit on women and be treated like a poor little
victim.
No. 1106815
>>1106811There's always one person that defends her but weirdly enough, once you mention her past or
trigger her enough, she can't keep her larp and reveals she was samefagging all along. Always the same shit.
No. 1106817
>>1106809Based, how the hell are they flexing morality on Romani while calling her a whore?
>>1106811>I'm very smart>>1106813Are you deadass going to pretend discord isn't the degenerated cesspool it is? you guys are lame
No. 1106824
>>1106821yes
nonnie everything bad on this website is made by romanianon and said by romanianon she samefags calling herself a whore 1000 times and then samefags whiteknighting herself. I don't have schizophrenia romanianon does I dont I dont.
No. 1106827
>>1106825Add it to the thread
nonnie kek
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it’s been 2 days. vc with me you son of a bitch
No. 1106842
>>1106835you do realize that post is made by me, romanianon being sarcastic? Right? You are proving my point. There are countless of anons calling me a whore non stop and then there are other anons who stand up for me but when it's not me you think it's me and when I am clearly being sarcastic you think it's not me. You are turning me into the boogeyman. Ah, to hell with this place. There is no actual intelligent space left on the internet. This place is filled with ex liberal zoomers that LARP as radfems while making fun of sex trafficking
victims and calling other whores then they proceed to morality fag just like twitter tards. A buch of women stabbing each other in the back, watching the downfall of other women and then morality fagging.
Rot
No. 1106843
>>1106832>Do you know how many times she's called users here whores Meh, some here do the same
>and tried to dox others and so on She's batshit for this one but again, that doesn't negate her points, that would be an ad hominem
>get off your high horse.You should first, y'all ain't no better than her and that posts has zero lies
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my sister's dog sounds like he's possessed by unholy forces. the repeated and random bouts of howling start to drill into your psyche. i want to exorcise the evil out of this grotesque attention mongering two pound creature. i usually love dogs but he actually makes me want to hurt an animal. shut the fuck up you ugly little two pound demon
No. 1106855
>>1106853>>1106843>>1106842Why doesnt this bitch have a thread yet? This is more milky than half of cows on /w/ kek
Still convinced a moid is behind this fake story but kek
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>>1106853Hope you got all your good girl points today
No. 1106861
So, where do we start? Hmph so I do get that romani anon decided to become a whore at 18 years old in Romania which is not a 3rd world country and Ceaușescu gives you free borscht and a 3 roomed communist apartment if you go to România, so realistically not a 3rd world country.
I don't care paki anon lives in one of the harshest religions in the world. I don't know how to say this…but my type of feminism radical feminism is just not for them. I think radical feminism should only welcome women like me, from 1st world countries, complaining about our jobs and trannies, enbies and twitter tards. I don't care you were sexually trafficked, it makes my suffering feel invalidated, it makes my complaints feel insignificant since it is all about me and it gives my brain a tiny bit of compulsory self awareness which I hate and for a couple of seconds hearing the misfortune of others and how worse I could have it, I get a glimpse which makes me feel thankful for my privilege, but that's just bullshit! I don't want to feel gratitude for the things I do have or give some 3rd world country whores empathy when they slightly disagreed with me over a matter. I don't know how to put this to you darling but radical feminism only accepts you if you are born in a socio privileged situation so you can obsess over trannies and internet rethoric. I am tired of how mysoginistic these 3rd world anons are. It is not opression Olympics over here. How can this bitch be so unthankful for my empathy and advice? I remember that I told her to get a job, that should be enough. These 3rd world posters are also super mysoginistical towards first world women and I am tired.
>>1106481 today romanianon posted this which is completely unrelated but since I knew it was her I had to tell her off and tell her to not use the thread meant for it which is the vent thread and go to Tumblr, if I didn't know it was her. I would have felt a bit uncomfortable and thought to myself
wow this person has it worse than me I will give them a nice reply
Anyway, as a rad fem I am tired of all these mysoginistical whores
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The hospital lost my referral, do I have to go Breaking Bad on everyone's asses to get any help around here?
No. 1106864
>>1106861Oh wow it's so cute how you schizo LARP as the evil
nonnie living in your mind.
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>>1106861tl;dr
“Im a moid and i write stories cuz im bored”
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>>1106865I'll see what I can do
No. 1106878
>>1106866what part of her post sounds like a moid? Or are you just talking shit?
>>1106867It's clear she's not talking about people like you, you are not the majority
No. 1106882
>>1106861I hate being born a woman. Ideologicly and socially as a woman you are not allowed to thrive in society as a genius masculine autist. I am a genius masculine autist and my humor and mind are very masculine but not in the edgy sense necessarily but in the truly rational sense. I think as a woman you are always expected to perform femininity or literally be a prostitute to be accepted socially. The moment you truly turn based society will reject you as a woman. You have to do something sexual or pander to men constantly as a woman. Pander to their opinions or be the "cool girl" that doesn't believe in feminism or simply allign with the stereotype of what women should believe in like magic and astrology. While I do believe in magic to some extent I do it in a rational way. Being a woman fucking suckssssss assss, as a scrote you're so much more respected and have so many opportunities and can truly express yourself. As a woman you need to pull some pick me persona in any field or be a literal prostitutes and show your tits or lick the ears of middle aged strangers on the internet and if you are in academia or have a real job you still have to be a pick me. There is no true liberation. I want to escape to the forest or I want an unlimited suplly of capital so I can live life however I want but I don't want to sacrifice my own ambitions and my own system of values for that capital. I don't want to have to keep a consistent persona or pander to people to get them to like me, I want to be truly free.
At soul I am someone like Slavoj Zizek, a revolutionary philosopher and I would totally be socially allowed to express my inner being as a male and be accepted socially but I am not allowed to be my true self as a woman since my true self is abrasive and the only advantage I have as a woman is being able to get men enslaved to my coochie and get them to pay me for stuff but I don't want to do that. I don't want to play some stupid game to make -100 IQ scrotes like me and pay for.my stuff
No. 1106900
>>1106892no it is literally me. I am obsessed with Slavoj Zizek and I hate perfomrative feminity and I do think women have to make themselves very likeable in society. I am very masculine personality wise. I do not fit in the stereotype of what a woman is supposed to be. I piss everyone off. Women are supposed to be agreeable and empathetic
>>1106896men have it much easier.
No. 1106904
>>1106898Its a biological woman who doesnt want to seem like a
terf so she says shes non binary but shes still a lesbian bc she only likes women.
No. 1106936
>>1106700cockbreath is fucking hilarious though
t. straightie
No. 1106978
>>1106699It's all very weird and confused. She lived with her father during her teens and went to school normally, albeit she smoked weed and did benzos? Then she had some sort of mental breakdown and went to the loony bin where she a Ukrainian camwhore who recruited her. She said she was doing amazing intellectual camwhoring without getting naked, but the Ukrainian stole her thing. But there's pictures of her naked camwhoring and I looked up the Ukrainian woman's streams and she just poses and maybe says a few meaningless words every couple minutes. Strange.
She now claims she was abducted and kept locked up during this time period. But right after that she went to university and got a bachelor's degree in philosophy. After she was done with that she moved back home where she lives rent free. She claims she is abused by being asked to do chores.
At some point she also worked some entry level service jobs, but stopped quickly. She now says work she is qualified to do is beneath her, so she won't do it.
Her main issue with "capitalism" seems to be that people have to work for a living, which is… the case for every system ever. Food and shelter doesn't magically appear out of nowhere.
She was also obsessed with orthodox Christian nuns a coupe weeks ago. I think because she saw it as a way to avoid having to work a real job. But nuns work in their convent, don't they?
I wish I had the time to go through all her posts and compile the information. There's so many side stories, like her weird claims about youtube riches (thousands of dollars a month from adsense as of last summer).
No. 1106983
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I made the mistake of joining what I thought was a legit feminist page on Facebook as they always posted solely about WOMEN of different cultures nationalities etc…today I saw them post an article about how "Lia Thomas" should be included in female sports. They disabled comments because they're too cowardly to see what their own followers think of this shit. When will this insanity end? They also said I should go follow "JK Rawling" kek I fucking hate this shit
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>>1106978>But nuns work in their convent, don't they?Definitely. Orthodox nuns tend to live off the land, so they have to garden/farm, tend to their chickens, preserve food for the winter and to sell, making candles, painting icons and other cottage industries to be able to pay the bills and have food on the table. Younger nuns also have to take care of the older ones. It's definitely a nice peaceful way to live, but you don't get to be lazy.
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>>1107014
You can pet bears? Bears like to get petted? Why weren’t bears domesticated? I want to pet a bear and give it some salmon, I want to call it bearbie and go out on walks with it to meet other bears.
No. 1107025
>>1106849he's 16 years old he just needs to be put down at this point
he has two teeth, a loose bladder, and half a braincell
No. 1107030
>>1106481No one asked lmaooo
You're so fucking weird
No. 1107125
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I have never had such dislike for a person than my professor in this one class. He does not reply to my emails, he does not leave comments on my work, and now he told me to redo two five-page essays with ALTERED prompts within this week???? Hello, I already submitted these essay requirements! They were well-written, well researched, and I submitted them within deadline! I wish he would just acknowledge and reply to my emails because I deserve an explanation. What's worse is that he's making me redo these essays on top of two other essay requirements for his class that are also due this week. I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am a really stoic person but now I just want to scream! Punch a wall! I'm doing really well in the laboratory portion of this class (because a different professor handles it, a female btw) but if I weren't I would drop this class in a heartbeat because I just cannot stand this professor. Honestly I just AAAAAAAAAAGRRFHHG okay whatever. whatever. I'm cool. I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS. I've been sleep deprived for days so many times before. I can do this. I have caffeine. I have antidepressants. I have energy drinks. I have a working brain. I have good music. Time to get off lolcow and any other website and WRITE.
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The best friend of my friend added me so we can group time together and we'll "get along" but she shared a tranny post why do I have a handmaiden in my circle now I swore to never let that shit happen
No. 1107198
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I'm feeling really really really hopeless. I just don't see the point in doing anything. Thinking back on life, the only times I was really happy and carefree was when I was in escapist mode and I was either in my head and fantasizing about stuff of just consuming tv shows or games. I can't do reality. I can't do adult things. I can't do jobs. I can't do relationships or friendships. I feel inadequate to do anything important.
I've always been moody and every now and then I have this intense hopelessness and suicidal desire. Assuming that it must be hormonal, my gyno told me to get a blood test, which I did and now I'm supposed to get back to her so she can analyze the results but I'm afraid. What if they are normal?? If my feelings of hopelessness are not hormonal, I must be just naturally broken and there's literally not going to be any reason for me not to off myself. None.
I'm crying rn. I just want to have that drive and optimism that other people seem to have. To be able to get up after losing a job or breaking up with someone and be like, whatever, I'm fine, let's go on. To be able to look forward to things in reality, not just things related to escapism. I just don't know how they fucking do it. The smallest obstacle triggers my helplessness and makes me feel like a failure.
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>no friends
>no family due to aboose
>socially retarded and make a fool out of myself every time i try to take the initiative to talk to people
>loneliness getting more painful by the day and I'm slowly becoming fucking crazy
I wish I could pinpoint where exactly I went wrong in life
No. 1107359
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Please rate my story and sufferings, thanks
I was born with autism. People always liked me in my early life, I was a loner that used to pace back and forth, but I was affable and had friends I hung out with on the weekends. I grew up in a single mother household, and lived a pretty normal white trash life, apart from the fact that I sat around playing video games and reading books all day.
Then when I was eighteen, my dad came and said I was going to live with him and work and become a man. And something instinctual came into effect, I was like, yeah okay, and fanatically I did everything he said. The hypersensitivity drove me insane, every slam of the hammer, every touch of steel drove into me and weared me down. I was soon psychotic and hearing voices, and he'd nutter off at me and call me attention seeking, saying I was just like my mother and shame me constantly. So I ended up loading up on anti-psychotic medication to make the sensations not felt, and in between visits to institutions I worked as a demolition man and a scaffolder, with earmuffs and gloves the hypersensitivity wasn't felt, and the psychotic episodes passed, and I could function somewhat normal.
Then the SNRI and anti-psychotics stopped working. And I started patrolling the streets, slitting tires and getting into fights. I got into trouble with gangs, punched over, robbed. Now here I am, violent and unstable. Alone, with no friends, pining for my high school life where I could play Halo 3 with my friends and all this scary shit didn't happen.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
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I miss him so bad. I wasn't ready to break up but I feel like I was forced to. I know that moids are not worth hurting over but I really feel like I lost my best friend. Every day gets a little easier but I still have a cry at least 3x a day
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We as a society must begin aggressively slut shaming men. I am weary of male whores. Of man sluts. Of fuckboys. Only through constant and consistent vitriol to their slutty lifestyles may we one day be free of their filth. If elected I promise mandatory castration for all men who have acted in a manner one could define as slutty. Does that castrations for all? Probably, yeah, but think of what we gain in a society free of male whoreism.
Slutty women, I respect you. Keep fucking, but preferably not men.
No. 1107381
>>110735950/50 kill yourself, not your fault
maybe some of jeez grow up and be a man
but at the same time I know not all have it easy
take proactive action in your life and it'll all be alright, go boxing or play some tenis, you'll meet someone too
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>>1106866here, have this
nonny No. 1107388
>>1106561hahahahahahhahahahahha
if he's the sort of guy that can he's totally cheating on you too sadface
No. 1107397
>>1106983he's actually not doing too good, after he took the anti muscle drug, estrogen, his performance dropped to normal lvls
ppl are really blowing this out of proportion, the only real point is about making girls uncomfy in the changing room but that could be argued away to be biggotry anyway, you just won't win :(
No. 1107400
>>1106694if you want to call overwaightness genetic the entire concept of free will comes into question, it also validates the incels (which tbh are completely
valid anyway)
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No. 1107409
>>1106687tough luck you know what you should do?
whenever you have enough willpower, throw away the entire thing, you can keep one box to yourself to reward urselv, throw it so it actually makes contact, in such a way you won't touch it out of desperation
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No. 1107415
>>1107414You too,
nonnie.
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>>1107379you know what we'll gain as a whole?
a male population composed entirely of guys who couldn't act slutty even if they wanted, do you really wanna have their babies?
slutty women are bad too, slutism is the worst, we should come back to the 1800 before the pill and feminism, I just want to start a cute family with a lumberjack husband in the alps, don't want to be political about it
No. 1107441
>>1107418I respect your choices but personally I would rather die in an inferno blast than raise some scrotes baby, slutty or not. That's how you wind up a broke single mother working three jobs to feed the kids who silently resent you for not being around enough while your scumbag ex husband tries to hit on teenagers.
I am not projecting a traumatic childhood full of subhuman males, I am objective and not insane. Please elect me.
No. 1107443
>>1106577I'm in the same position as you anon. I am one of few women and the rest of them are TRA and it's hard to blend in now when every single male of the group is trooning out. They never shut up about their HRT or their tits growing. None of the female members of the group ever talked about being a girl or insisted upon it. Funny how it works, same hivemind behavior everywhere. I also can't really afford to lose friends at this point so I just stay quiet to get along with them.
LC, ironically enough, feels like the only place I'm safe anymore, but I don't think I could ever join the discord.
No. 1107444
>>1107274ok so how would your policy of slutty male castration help society?
I'm curious
nonny No. 1107457
>>1107444If you knew a government sponsored unit would break down your door and lop off your cock and balls with a pair of scissors would you keep toying with women? No. You wouldn't fuck around to find out because all you would find out is that you no longer get to have your cock and balls. This would lead to men having to treat the women they have sex with like human beings. Also it would scare men and I think that sounds funny because I don't like them.
>>1107448Like any good leader I am autistic. Thank you for your vote, citizen.
No. 1107532
>>1106911I agree
nonny, it's fun to watch anons sperg over Romanianon literally every time she posts, complaining that she's posting but also fuelling the fire so she posts even more. I like reading her schitzo rants, just never respond to them and let her live her depressing life.
No. 1107577
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I'm a sinner. That's who I am. I will leave this current persona and become her. Her, the person who I truly am. The unapologetical one. I'm pathetic. She's not. She's authentic. She's insane. She can only see light. I'm mundane, compared to her.
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i am so sad the moisturizer i got for 18 bucks is breaking me out. I stopped using it for a fee days to see if it’s really making me break out, put it on yesterday and now I’m pimply all over. Too bad I loved the way it felt on but my skin disagrees
No. 1107590
>>1107379Men have gotten too comfortable with their sluttiness recently. Mommy this, piss kink that. Talk about something other than your pee pee for two seconds, scrote
Kant was right
No. 1107593
>>1107318Just bc she doesn’t want YOUR pussy doesn’t mean she doesn’t want ANY pussy.
Just take the rejection and go
nonnie. It will be alright
No. 1107597
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I'm so sick of having to monitor my speech or over explain things in front of autists who do not understand jokes, irony, or sarcasm. I can't show anything funny or say more than a sentence without needing to backtrack and explain shit to someone or start an entire conversation with them based on them not understanding the humor in something. Especially when the um akshully type moid autists surface and try to debunk something that I am being light hearted about. My god, take a fucking joke.
No. 1107687
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I WILL GIVE UP MY MUNDANE SELF, I WILL GIVE UP MY ADDICTED SELF, I WILL GIVE UP MY CONCERNED SELF, I WILL GIVE UP THE LOOKS OF OTHERS, I WILL GIVE UP SOCIETY, I WILL GIVE UP MASTURBATION, I WILL GIVE UP EVERY SINGLE THING THAT KEEPS ME IN THIS EARTH, AND I WILL BECOME THE SOUL THAT IS TRYING TO COME OUT, AND I WILL CLOSE MY EYES, AND SHE WILL ARISE, BECAUSE SHE IS UNBOTHERED, BECAUSE SHE IS VALUABLE, BECAUSE SHE IS HERSELF, SHE ISNT BOUND TO EARTHLY DESIRES, SHE SEES VIRTUE, SHE IS VIRTUE, SHE IS CRAZY, SHE IS ME
THERE IS NO MORE OUTSIDER EYES
THERE IS NO MORE CORNY SITUATIONS
THERE IS NO MORE MUNDANE
SHE IS AN INWARD HERMIT LIVING INSIDE A DREAM AND IN THAT BUBBLE SHE IS FREE
No. 1107694
>>1107641Did you consider therapy anon? Even if not, you can start out by reading about attachment styles, maybe you will find something helpful there - for a some people being in relationship may launch a whole lot bpd-like behaviors they didn't know they have, or at least didn't know they have to that extent. Something that's helpful for anxiety in general is meditation and adjacent stuff like breathing exercises and guided relaxations - it can be really helpful in your case, when things are so overwhelming you can't bear with how slow the time is passing.
Lastly, your moid sucks, who tf does something like that
>he accidentally set half of his work place including merchandise on fire yesterday and told me this but seen'd my messages and refuses to give further detailsSo yeah, consider dropping the whole dude out, or at least confront him on this being unacceptable.
No. 1107699
>>1107696That's dumb, you deserve friends, everyone does
You making yourself feel lesser and your bad self image is sabotaging your relationships, you're not worse than anyone else, you're just human like them. Don't go back to being a pickme though, pickmes have very bad self esteem.
No. 1107707
It is literally dangerous to talk to men who are way below your league. They won't leave you alone, they suddenly think they can treat you like shit, they will fantasize and keep following you. Commenting and liking everything, staring at you in person, always trying to seem very close with you, bragging to other people about knowing you and lying about their relationship with you.
I understand now why women were mean to men and strangers so often. Because when we don't do this, they will think we secretly want them. That we are just playing hard to get. They don't evaluate themselves in leagues, they genuinely think a smart, beautiful, rich, popular, healthy woman will fall into their lap, simply because they are men and that somehow makes them deserving of a dream wife who loves them without any effort, falling off the sky like a manic pixie dream girl drone delivery.
No. 1107716
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Why why whyyyy is my mother so convinced that I’m fat. I’m above average height, can fit a medium with room to spare and my BMI is well within the healthy range. But tonight while we discussed me preparing for a move she looked me up and down and said “and I suppose you’ll be needing a new wardrobe… since you’ve gained so much weight.” Maybe if you were so worried about having fat daughters you shouldn’t have had children to pass your defective fatass genes on to bitch. Fuck I’m so angry I might just become an ana-chan out of spite. I love her but then she has to say dumb shit like this that ruins my day. We’ve had this conversation so many times and I was just so tired tonight that I looked down at myself and said “I just don’t see what you’re so convinced is wrong with me.” My big sister was fighting an ED all through senior high but she still thinks these things are necessary to say. I’m so fucking tired nonnas. If she wants me to hate myself again like I did when I was a teenager then she’s doing all the right things.
No. 1107717
>>1107716Please don't starve yourself for someone who is obnoxious as your mother. Tbh you should stop spending so much time with her. She's
toxic as fuck.
No. 1107718
>>1107694apparently he fell asleep and thats why he seened my messages but I just found out the fire made the news and im now convinced the curse I placed on him the night of our argument is the culprit because it happened at the same time
and all I can do is laugh anons
No. 1107719
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Fuck me, myself and I. I really gotta learn to start eating a proper meal in the evening even if I'm not hungry if I'm gonna do this intermediate fasting shit long term. I'm so hungry I can eat my own hand but I'm not "allowed" to eat until 2 hours from now
No. 1107720
>>1107711That's terrible. I had pedo stalkers online from anime groups. At least they didn't hurt anyone in real life. Once a guy with a fucking tracker on his ankle at the bus stop, would not leave me alone, asking me if I am going home or to work? After that I pretended to be deaf to any male.
I used to talk to guys from 4chan, and when they found out I am not male or amerifat, they would get weird. One said I was cute, then later on backtracked that I am definitely not his type and he would never. Then, he would keep mentioning other girls, saying they sent him nudes and wanted to date him. Random girls from 4chan, not anyone near him lmao. He also made fakes to confess or call me ugly on. Another one kept sending me paragraphs on why we can't be friends anymore because he is so in love with me. Then, after I didn't have his dream reaction I guess, he was okay with being friends again. He seems like a sweet guy but he is so gross, he has told me about his weird fetishes, makes jokes about disgusting things, scat and rape, and thinks I am just like him because I haven't blocked his ass out of fear.
No. 1107740
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>>1107739I love plums, love coffee. But both make my ass explode within minutes. Still hasn't stopped me, but I hate being the way I am.
No. 1107810
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i hate being MPDG'd more than a guy just being normally shitty. People will always say "oh they loved you and treated you okay" No they didnt! They loved the IDEA of me not ME and there is a difference! I'm tired of being romanticized and not romanced. It's so difficult to explain to people.
No. 1107817
>>1107650Big same
nonnie, big same
No. 1107874
>>1107859I would move out as soon as I could cut my mom out of my life. What the fuck is wrong with her!? Even if he wasn't touching you, her jokes were completely inappropriate and creepy.
If you aren't able to move out yet, I would not bring this up to her. You have to realize that there's no justifying her behaviour. It was horrible and her fault that it continued for a year more than it did. She's supposed to protect you, and failed. The only way you'll be at peace will be to accept that your mom doesn't deserve to be a part of your life anymore and make sure she doesn't ever see you again. You can tell her why, if you want to, but not before you have a safe space of your own where she can't manipulate and guilt you with whatever bullshit excuses she'll come up with. Trust me on this, anon. Leave.
No. 1107899
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I'm starting to see a pattern when it comes to my friends. The ones that think I'm intelligent and relies on me for advice are my more normal and well-adjusted friends, while the ones that think I'm a bit dumb and dense are the ones that tends to swallow twitter virtue calling hook, line and sinker.
I have no clue what any of it means though.
No. 1107950
>>1107940I'm happy for you
nonnie! I understand your struggle partially as I'm 6 ft too
but with small boobs rip. you sound hot tho No. 1107954
>>1107874I don't want to leave her all alone, she's already so lonely. Besides I don't really have that option, not for a long time. I just wish I could understand why she did that but I think you're right, she let it go on for a whole more year, I gathered up so much fucking courage to tell her what was happening, all for it to mean nothing, she could've just let him not get near me, it was so simple. I just know my mom isn't actually evil, she's had a rough life herself and she's done so much for me… she really has. I feel like the most ungrateful daughter harping on these past issues, plus the current even more stupid ones.
>>1107875I didn't mean that she still makes those jokes, sorry. She only made them while he was teaching me.
No. 1107957
>>1107948>>1107950Thank you guys! My brother was 6’11 when he was alive. I love being taller than most men, especially in platform boots. It made my ex so mad i was taler than him in my docs, so i just kept buying taller and taller boots
Lets all take a walk in the rain and ill show off my coat
No. 1107960
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>>1107958They are natural
nonnie. Even the sexiest celebs have them.
No. 1107963
>>1107954You're wrong, but I don't blame you. Like women in
abusive relationships it's not going to dawn on you before it's too late. I'm sorry, anon. Your mom is evil, end of story. I hope you have some close friends who will tell you the same.
No. 1107970
>>1107968i mean, they edit practically everything and make them look plastic (which looks bad imo and will look very dated in like 10 years probably like how the heavy color filtration of early 2010s videos look so bad nowadays)
my point is that everyone has them so it’s not that big of a deal. Most people don’t even notice them irl once they fade.
No. 1108062
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>>1108057If youtube recommends you a video from a channel you never want to see again, you can click the three dots underneath the video and select the "don't recommend channel" option. It has worked for me so far.
No. 1108082
>>1108022i struggled with this same level of self-hatred for many years. i had few hopes for the future and any time i imagined a happy scenario for myself (always playing it extremely safe, nothing more "outlandish" than having two (2) friends (maximum!) who might enjoy my company), i would be so moved by the possibility that i'd burst into tears. i'm sorry you're feeling this way nonette, lesbian loneliness is a very heavy burden. what helped improve my self esteem the most was forming female friendships without any romantic intent. i needed to prove to myself that i'm a nice, likable person so i made the effort to get along with all my coworkers and chat with strangers. maybe that approach could help you too?
either way i hope that you won't say such mean things about yourself again. that's just negative reinforcement, and it will only make your ""ugly"" personality stick
No. 1108137
>>1108126Saying 'cheers' like that is a British thing. I do agree with the poster though that some 'radfems' here love to bash women instead of understanding their circumstance. Gives the vibe of girls who got bullied by girls in school, and either became pickmes or radfems who like to rant about 'libfem sluts'.
And to clarify, if you're a genuine radfem, who wants to lift up other females, who cares about women's autonomy, who speaks up, I deeply respect and appreciate you.
No. 1108181
>>1108151Ok can you have mashed swedes or something that's close to potato? Also why are you yelling you baka
anyway i hope you get a good substitute soon
>>1108170awright oi will have a cheese n onion pasty simple as
corrie is on the telly in five xx
No. 1108198
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How have I become so socially retarded?? I befriended two people (one guy and one girl) in one of my uni classes and the girl asked me today why I never go for drinks with them after class even though they never asked me? Like, they'd head in one direction and I'll tell them that I have to go in the other to head home and then we say "goodbye until next time" . How am I supposed to know if people want me to come with them if they don't ask me??? Same thing today. And apparently the guy was a bit upset because he likes me and I think he's cute too but now I feel like things are too weird because I'm to stupid to make friends or socialize like a normal human being. Apparently I'm not autistic either so I don't know what my problem is. I never had any issues with that when I was a kid or back in high school. Maybe this whole do-everything-online-because-of-rona thing has messed me up because I don't know how to even keep a conversation going irl.
No. 1108207
>>1108202???????????????? wtf are you even talking about ? how did my vent post out of everything here
trigger u? actually kill yourself
No. 1108222
>>1108218no fuck you retard i'm going to type how i want to type. who the fuck cares???
now i'm venting about you retards having some secret elite club. so cringe
No. 1108256
>>1108251Are you braindead? I replied to
>>1108239, not you. I don't know who the fuck you're arguing with
No. 1108269
>>1108262i didn't say i wanted to kill her i just wished that she would die, which she should btw.
anyway, all old boomer women should just die already they bring nothing to this world expect hate
No. 1108270
>>1108258What do you mean? I'm
>>1108246 and
>>1108256 No. 1108279
I'm lost, isn't
>>1108246clearly a girl? Why are you guys calling her a tranny? You mean fakeboi?
No. 1108296
>>1108281Yeah, all women you dislike are fat whores, we've heard it before, 300lb neckbeard. I know you want me on Reddit so you can send me dick pics.
>pickmeIf you can't tell the difference between my voice and
>>1108234, you must be deaf
No. 1108310
>>1108307ok?? and? what about it? i'm venting remember, its a vent thread. ppl who take things at face value are so lame. its no wonder none of you have friends
>>1108308seething lmao
No. 1108316
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No. 1108321
>>1108311https://voca.ro/1htJUzNg54ODType some more to prove you're a man
>>1108315Here's the thing: I didn't defend any scrote and never will, I said nothing to defend what the anon said about the old woman. I just think voiceposting is the best way to eliminate scrotal influence, because they can never prove they belong here
No. 1108324
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No. 1108341
>>1108325Did that anon say any of those things about hitting the wall? It sounds like we're having two different conversations. She was just angry at an old lady for yelling at her. Yes, she a-logged, but whatever, women can be rude, especially in a vent thread. It doesn't make them men, especially when they prove they're women
No moid has his sister or gf on post to reply to everybody in a Lolcow thread, especially not in detail with obvious emotion
>>1108323They ones who keep sperging will never post their voices because they're scared
No. 1108369
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>>1108350You're still at it? Alright bet
No. 1108380
>>1108367I sound unhinged? How old are you. Look at her posts
>>1108199>>1108269>>1108242Yes anon, I am totally off the rails and she is just very unlikeable
No. 1108391
>>1108348Proof of what? Genuinely, how many people do you know that will be able to clock you by your voice? And why would they care, especially if you don't do it regularly?
No one cares if you argued about ice cream soda or knitting needles on a chinese cartoon forum one day in 2022
And to add, if you're so paranoid about being identified over a retarded infight, maybe it's a sign that you shouldn't get into one in the first place. If you suspect someone of being a moid, report it and let the jannies handle it. If you'd rather reply saying they're one and start an argument, it makes no sense to chimp out if they verify that they aren't, but still continue the infight regardless (on top of never proving you're not a moid yourself)
No. 1108399
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>>1108384Let it out I guess
No. 1108400
>>1108371I don't even type like her she goes "?????" All the time and redditspaces a lot
>>1108380>How old are you huur durOlder than you obviously, you try hard, you're as cringie as her
No. 1108404
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>>1108384Let it out I guess
No. 1108416
>>1108410that never happened. why are you making up imaginative stories in your head?
you must be a karen
No. 1108418
>>1108401This is the most basic deflection tactic used on women whenever they say things someone doesn't like, but can't actually argue with. If it is about crumbs of attention (as if any woman can't get attention on the internet for much, much less), you sure are giving them to me. Next the argument will be that I'm jealous of someone, probably
>>1108411Nothing, voices just aren't some huge personal ID, no one's going to doxx you over an infight using your voice, and if you actually know how to protect yourself, the whole thing's a non-issue
No. 1108424
>>1108415How does your voice expose your identity, unless you're posting selfies, specifying where you're from or giving very detailed accounts of your life (which might actually make someone an attention whore)?
There's probably like 300 other women who sound like me or you, it's not that deep
No. 1108442
>>1108429I'm not trying, but it seems like you sure are. Takeaway: Maybe don't infight, just report. If you're a paranoid schizo, don't infight and then make accusations you yourself would be too scared to prove
The only people who'd disagree with something so simple either infight and call people scrotes so often that they'd make a name for themselves as board spergs, or they're just men mad that their psyops are falling apart
No. 1108458
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>>1108452I hope you know I'm for the takin'
You know this cookie is for the baking (ugh)
Kitty, kitty, baby give that thing some rest
'Cause you done beat it like the '68 Jets
Diamonds ain't nothing when I'm rockin' with ya
No. 1108470
>>1108453At least you're honest about it.
>>1108458Bitch you can't beat me at my own weapons.
No. 1108471
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I know there's a 100 posts left but, I kinda want this to be the next threadpic
No. 1108480
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>>1108449In this particular case, I don't really see anything to report anymore, it's too late and now half the thread is like this. Anon turned out to not be a man, she was just abrasive. The site was far worse in the earlier days too, that shit was kind of tame
>>1108470Don't call me bitch if you have a dick
No. 1108481
>>1108464never. i remember there was this one girl who started wanting to be called a guys name in hs. but she didn't even do anything to change her appearance.
only time ive seen trannies irl is on public transport, never met one personally tho
No. 1108486
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>>1108480Well it's not a problem then, but I might call you retard instead anyway.
No. 1108501
>>1108489>it has no effect on my life whatsoever.kek moid confirmed
>>1108497Why are you quoting me, I was shitting on them
No. 1108512
>>1108502>>1108501t. unemployed, terminally online moids
please log off and you'll find that trannies are a non-factor in day to day life
(autistic meltdown) No. 1108513
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>>1108486Cope
>>1108508Oh, my bad, didn't realize you were the angry scrote
>Nooo femoids!! Don't ruin my LARP!!!! No. 1108527
>>1108511i don’t really see how it’s at all relevant to any of the posts i made previously tbh
or do i need to vehemently disapprove of trannies to gain the approval of ppl in this thread???
No. 1108531
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>>1108513You seem to be very confused.
No. 1108532
>>1108521what doesn’t happen?? what’s happening ??? you’re a schizo. log off
everything your talking about is even more offtopic than when the thread was initially derailed
No. 1108546
I'm seriously thinking about quitting my job. I've complained for years about getting a job that I liked, that was full-time, remote, with regular pay and insurance so I feel guilty about even considering it. On top of that, a very good friend of mine was hired by them for part-time work on my recommendation last year and was recently brought on full-time. I don't want her employment to be jeopardized because they don't like that I've left.
I'm the fucking glue of this org, making sure shit runs as smoothly as possible to the best of my ability, and even had to take on additional work after they cut two positions. I've burnt out three times because of the stress this job gives me. Despite that –and for the third employee meeting in a row– c-suite (three people) has acted as if there's no one in my position. I'm one of five of the original employees, they paid for my professional development class & certification last year, I've worked my way up from Shit Shoveling Grunt to Zoo Facility Manager. THEY are the ones that created, reviewed, sent, reviewed again, and signed my employment contract hiring me in my current position – they KNOW they have an employee in that position. To rub salt in the wound, one added that they're stepping back and will fill the role of Zoo Facility Manager (only taking on the 'evangelist' aspect of the position mind you, and not the unglamorous day-to-day work or the time-sucking check-in meetings) until they can find someone that can fill the position and join them in c-suite. I broke inside.
Then, they topped that salt off with a bit of shit and followed it up with how the VP of Zoo Experience that we've had for six months is now a part of the c-suite team. She boasts about how she's worked with major corporate zoos that everyone knows of and has years of experience helping 'smaller zoos like our's grow,' but from working with her on a day-to-day basis, the extent of her expertise is of someone who took an EdX class and watched a couple of webinars. No critical thinking skills and not enough intellectual curiosity or common sense to learn about the zoo so she's not constantly nagging me to answer visitor questions, ultimately monopolizing my time by weaponizing her incompetence. Stop saying you're the "new kid on the block," you've been here for SIX FUCKING MONTHS YOU SHOULD KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A GODDAMNED LEMUR AND A GORILLA. No one who was even in consideration for the c-suite team should need that much handholding.
And constant over talking me specifically in meetings with visitors, OMFG. You require me to be in check-in meetings with the visitors because apparently telling them the same information I told you in our regular one on one meetings or that you 'don't have an answer to their question and will need to touch base with your team' is too difficult for you. But you make the experience worse by attempting to overtalk me when I try to understand why Little Susie Prisspot is upset with the leopard enclosure. I've been in my current position longer than you've been here and I've been in your position longer than you've been here. That "stellar" visitor experience that c-suite constantly brags about when acquiring new animals, that's because of the hard work I put in when I was in your position. I don't need to be gently guided into saying the correct thing to the visitor like some glue-sniffing moid. I NEED the visitor to know that I understand what they're communicating and let them know that we'll discuss the issue and possible solutions internally. You're adding unnecessary confusion in an attempt to be noticed. You can butt in when you figure out how many legs a spider has.
But back to the meeting, the c-suite member that's filling the position of Zoo Facility Manager asked if anyone had any announcements, shoutouts, kudos, etc they wanted to share. No one volunteered, so I gave a shout out to the team of existing group of Zookeepers and the new Zookeepers (roughly half the meeting) that were brought on to make the acquisition of thousands of wildlife into updated enclosures successful and are directly responsible for the positive experiences visitors had during that period. This asshole followed up with basically 'Yes, that acquisition was very successful. A newsletter that's typically critical agreed that this is a great new experience. I think everyone here took part in that. Good job team!' NO MOTHERFUCKER! "Everyone here" didn't take part in that. All you and one of the other c-suiters had to do was sign a new fucking contract. The third c-suiter, Head of Zookeeping, spearheaded all of the work to support the ridiculously detailed specifications needed to support the new animals in their enclosures which resulted in a shiny new contract wherein you get more money. The rest of the Zookeeping department and I worked overtime over the holiday season to make sure this acquisition ran smoothly – one of whom had a father damn near dying of covid over Christmas, which is something that asshole should be sensitive to given their mother died of it. I said the Zookeepers deserved kudos for what they pulled off and I fucking meant it.
So, yes, I cried and drank myself to sleep later that night after realizing my personal & emotional investment into that company isn't appreciated and that I'm an idiot for not realizing that. I tried soothing myself with the cope that maybe they just wanted someone with more experience, someone who was more senior level, you know. Then I remembered the first employee meeting where they said they brought on 22 y/o Jim Bob Burger Flipper with NO EXPERIENCE in this field and who JUST graduated that year to fill the position. I proceeded to cry and drink myself to sleep that night, too. I realized that the REAL reason I broke down was because this is just another example in my life of people broadcasting that they like what I do and how I do it but they don't like or even want ME. THAT is what fucking hurts. I always struggled with the persistent feeling that there's something wrong with ME and that no one would ever truly want me and I could never pinpoint why, but it's shit like this. It's been decades of struggling with these feelings and I'm fucking tired of giving myself pep talks and encouraging words about how it's all in my head and people don't actually see me this way.
I have a diagnostic medical procedure coming up for some disconcerting physical pains I'm having. I know this will make me sound like an asshole, but I honestly hope it's something terminal. I hope I'm one of those people that got their mysterious pains checked out too late and died as a result. I've only held on this long because I don't want my mother losing a second child but god am I'm tired of this shit. I'm tired of continuing to put one foot in front of the other on the off chance that I could truly, sincerely be happy at some point in my life instead of just content. I'm fucking exhausted and can't see my self continuing to do this for another 30, 40, 50 years.
No. 1108551
>>1108547you’re really trying so hard to bait me into posting another vocaroo huh lmao
you’re nasty
No. 1108552
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>>1107899Same, except for me it's because I pretend to be slightly dumber around my twitard friends, so that I can feign ignorance if they get pissed that i slipped while walking on all those eggshells
No. 1108567
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walked through a park with a friend and some guy took creepshots of us. We only realized because he had flash on. all scrotes should be banned from public spaces.
No. 1108573
>>1108563im not falling for that bait moid. you will not hear me on vocaroo again.
anyway let’s get back to the main point that rude old karen’s who yell at ppl for no reason should die.
No. 1108598
>>1108546Quit. Your. Job. Your health and mental state are the most important things in the world. With how insane everything is right now, wasting your time on a job that stresses you out isnt worth it. I'm taking a week off of mine to do doctor's appointments. I'm exhausted and having stomach issues on and off. I really hope you are okay,
nonnie and i really hope you put yourself first.
No. 1108601
>>1108593I can't purchase crypto using funds from my bank account cause the bank blocks the transaction. So I tried to use PayPal to deposit funds from my bank to my PayPal and then to buy crypto that way but then I read that you can't actually transfer bitcoin you purchase on PayPal to another wallet. It just either gains or losses value and you can sell it.
So I either need to get a different bank account with a bank that allows me to purchase crypto or a platform where I can use PayPal to purchase crypto
For example, using mercuryo I use to be able to buy coins using my bank card on their site but now my bank blocks it everytime, and mercuryo doesn't let you use PayPal to purchase the coins. Only bank cards
No. 1108625
>>1108615>>1108616That's crazy, straight up not allowing people to wire money to a completely legal business. They don't even seem to list all the exchanges they block, since they only name Binance.
I'm sorry that happened to you. Do you maybe know anyone who has a different bank who could buy crypto for you and you give them money? Switching banks because of this is probably too much hassle.
This makes me want to stock up just in case lol.
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I'm hungry but I need to prepare food in order to eat because I don't have the money for takeout and I don't want to eat raw meat but I HATE cooking. I just fucking hate it, it's the most pointless, boring, annoying activity in adult life. I wish it was like a video game where I just throw all the ingredients in an oven and it magically pops out perfectly cooked and plated in 30 seconds. I am so envious of psychopaths that actually enjoy cooking. Maybe I need to invest in a slow cooker so I can literally just slop a bunch of shit together and it'll be ready for consumption in a few hours. It's the only time in the world I wish more of society's misogynistic programming worked on me as a kid and I grew up just looooving Easy Bake Oven and other mommy household cooking bullshit. But no, the actually useful hobbies eluded me
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>>1108655Look up "One Pot"/"One Pan" meals. Also, get an Instant Pot instead of just a traditional crock pot.
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Seeing all the lolitas from my comm join the discord with “they/them” pronouns, I can’t stand these genderspecials.
I deleted fb so I can’t find out about meets any other way but they don’t seem to update it on discord so it’s not like it matters. Nothing lost.
No. 1108780
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I love my fiancé, very much, but sometimes i get really sad i'll never live my personal fantasy of being the manic pixie dream girl to a socially awkward STEM virgin from an ivy league school, who may not be the most attractive but the smarts and nice personality make up for it.(Yes its a moid-like fantasy shhh)
Should I write a romance novel or what?
No. 1108812
>>1108779In the early days my last ex would show me the texts his 'crazy' ex sent him after their break up. Looking back it was weird that he dragged that shit up to show me. She sounded angry but not necessarily crazy. I didn't take a side or automatically bash her which visibly annoyed him. Wish I'd payed more attention to that behaviour and what it indicates.
..After he cheated on me and left me for another woman I made sure to never send any text with even a hint of emotion in it. He can make up stories of me being crazy if he wants but I refused to provide texts to play into that. He cheated and expected me to just not get angry.. so I didn't. No winning with people like that.
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I can’t believe I couldn’t go to my internships today because the 27 years old baby didn’t have enough sleep last night.
Seriously, I’m worried about my dog, I didn’t want to go today anyways, but I was being responsible and thinking that maybe, maybe he would be able to give him water throughout the 6 hours of the day I would be gone, to handle some kids that are sick of their home lives and spend the day at school shouting, hitting each other and throwing tantrums.
But no, the baby had a bad night of sleep, he couldn’t get his 9 hours of sleep because of allergies so he threw a moid tantrum shouting like a fucking sped because he didn’t want to take me to school.
But this is always always the fucking same, I’m always inconveniencing every fucking one no matter what I do
>I don’t have friends
>Geez You need some friends
>I want to go out with my friends
>But I’m buuuuuuusy even though I told you last week I would take you there
>I don’t go out
>you have to go out!
>I go out
>Stop going out!
>I don’t have a job
>get a goddamm job!!
>I get a job
>You don’t have time to do other stuff like cooking and it’s annoying that you have to go to the office every month!
>I’m not studying
>you do nothing all day!
>I’m studying
>Why don’t you graduate already!!
>try to learn how to drive
>taking you to your driving lessons is annoying!
>I don’t take driving lessons because I know it’s annoying to take me there
>why don’t you learn how to drive?!?!
And even if I knew how to drive, it would be annoying because the only car we can really use to drive around is the one he uses to go out all of the time, the other car is a truck and it’s a fancy one so it’s dangerous to drive around the city with it.
>inb4 public transport
I’ve used it, it won’t reach the school I go to and my family doesn’t want me to use the public transport anymore because of the pandemic and because they’re afraid of me getting murdered in the middle of the day.
I mean, I’m not eye catching enough to be targeted by anyone, I’m not pretty either so it’s not like I’m, again, eye catching at all, I dress comfortably but take care of myself so I don’t look like a slob, I’m just the definition of an average person living an average life.
Taxis are also expensive as fuck, so it’s not like I can just pay like 20 dollars to go there and 20 dollars to go back home.
I think that I wouldn’t mind dying right now, honestly, I’ve been going to sleep for almost a year just constantly thinking that I would like to not wake up, I love my dog, my family and my friends, but it’s exhausting not being able to do anything right because everything I do annoys everyone.