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No. 1103094

let it all out
previous: >>>/ot/1094760

No. 1103100

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I feel like I’m gonna throw up

No. 1103101

>be a neet fujo
>talk to no one, only draw my shitty gay boys
>get invited to a roleplay
>"oh that sounds like fun"
>all the characters who want to M/M ship with mine have trans headcanons
>all the people who roleplay them are also trans
>so valid uwu!!! we stan!!!

When did this shit become a thing? I literally don't care about you and your character being trans or their pronouns or whatever. I'd rather write with AIs than write with these fucking people.

No. 1103105

I got fired and this sucks ass I was gonna save up to move out of this shit ass town that is hard to find a place to work in!!!

No. 1103106

God I would do ANYTHING for a fibre community with the same attitude as lolcow. Fucking local comms are overrun with trannies and non-binary retards reeeeeeeing about how luxury yarn is racist. I would do anything
reposted to add that I know about the thread on /g/, it's so slow moving though. I use it though

No. 1103108

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it annoys me that so much of online ableism discussion is held by people who honestly have relative small problems, like they have enough easy lives to focus on what words people use like do you say lame, crazy, etc useless discourse that doesn't actually help anyone, they're successful content creators, go to work, go to school etc

like these people have no idea how restricted life you can have if you're actually mentally disabled, or severely mentally ill and so on. they don't get it and think that their adhd or anxiety makes them authorized voices for mental health, neurotypical etc activism. like personally i consider myself extremely lucky person that i have been able to avoid ending up in a institution even though social workers etc have told me i should be in one and that i shouldn't live alone, i have wanted to work but have been told that it is not realistic for me to because i'm too sick for it and so on but since i have been healthy enough to avoid involuntary treatment i am able to live free life even though i am not high functioning by all means.

from this perspective i just thing about freedom that is granted yo people, what you get, do you have people dictating your life and what if you lose your freedom and these idiots wanna talk about if someone uses the word "crazy"

i don't know it is just so tiresome

No. 1103110

>>1103108
i mean obviously having anxiety or adhd is difficult but if i hear another idiot living normal life saying that they are disablility authority while they go to work and live relatively normal life i wanna punch someone

No. 1103111

>>1103108 Feeing this rn. Hope you stay free and find peace and success.

No. 1103113

>>1103111
yeah despite social workers telling me i am not able to work or study i have had jobs and i am applying to university

i am aware i am more fucked up than average person but it annoys me that people think i am lost cause or my life is lost cause and some people who have normal lives wanna act like they are like that? it's not a nice thing to hear really

No. 1103114

>>1103108
>>1103110
kek I just saw an anon the other day complaining about people like us who think mild depression or adhd aren’t a big deal. Glad I’m not the only gatekeeping bitch around.

No. 1103116

>>1103108
I’m with you, nonita.

No. 1103117

>>1103114
like sure i guess they can be big deal for the people who experience them but it annoys me when people who have most of their life together act like they're legit retarded or the same as severely mentally ill annoy me like do they have any idea how free lives they have

No. 1103118

>>1103117
my post was also inspired by a person who has ibs and calls herself "gut retarded" like c'mon, really, you have diarrhea sometimes

you are not "retarded" jesus

No. 1103123

>>1103118
I feel bad for finding that so funny. Let her be gut-retarded, I'm sure it helps her with accruing good opportunities and job prospects, kek.

No. 1103126

I am never allowed to complain and I always have to please others or be at their mercy or super thankful when they offer me empathy or advice. Most people's advice does not help me and it is condescending or out of touch with my reality. I have already considered all of my options and such. I am actually mentally ill and I was severely abused. I don't have to justify myself in front of you all the time while nobody justifies themselves In front of me. Bad socio-economical circumstances will lead to odd behaviors/mental illness in adulthood. People have begun to fetishize what mental illness means. It's even worse if you have mental illness and you don't have resources. It could have been worse… I am glad that I'm not addicted to drugs and that I'm trying to correct my behaviors and I won't stop speaking the truth, even if nobody listens

No. 1103127

You reminded me of the time my just diagnosed as adhdtard friend told me, an endometriosisfag who hadn't been able to get out of bed due to pains for a few days, that we are the same because disability amirite! Bitch, you can't focus but can when you pop a pill, I've had to have my organs removed yet I'm not complaining about it 247

No. 1103129

>>1103117
kek yeah I’m physically disabled but also have some problems from trauma and anxiety but those two are the least of my problems, I get really annoyed seeing people with similar anxiety level to me acting like huge victims

No. 1103131

>>1103129
yeah honestly that too, while i am way worse mentally than most people at least i am physically fine to be free too

like idk for me it feels like the difference comes from do you have your freedom restricted or not, nowadays i just stopped all services and lied to fucking everyone like ppl from different services ask if i am being taken care by someone else and i was just like "yeah yeah" and just dropped it all because i want to be left alone lol and can have a free life, and same with physically, can you have easily free life or not

like if you haven't had to battle with freedom you just don't get it

No. 1103134

I have started to write a revenge story about the man who cheated on me. I have not done anything remotely like this ever since I was a 13 year old with anger issues. I hope it will at least turn out kind of good (I have not written in years and years, I have completely forgotten how to write. I have the ending lines figured out I just don't know how to begin. It's frustrating in a way.) Anyhow I feel like it's going to be my immortal tier but who cares. Whatever it takes to get over that retard. The only way he knows to treat women is by treating them like meat. Like a TV he turns on when he's bored or horny. I have not been this angry since I was an actual child. When I first discovered this website I thought the man-hate was a bit over the top but I really do get it now. Men are scum. Absolute scum. They deserve nothing.

No. 1103135

>>1103131
(idk sorry if that sounded insensitive to you >>1103129 i'm not physically disabled so i propaly say stupid things about that)

No. 1103138

I live in a not-so-good area and spent the whole day doing chores. Now that it's nearly 11pm, all I wish I could do is go for a brisk walk in the fresh air. I wish I was a dude at night, like being a werewolf but having a penis, protective muscles and a weapon instead. I would become the night menace instead of fearing it.

No. 1103140

Found out that two people in my cohort had a joint birthday party and it sounds like almost everyone (within our age range at least) in our cohort was invited. I think my friends talked about it because they assumed I had been invited, but I had absolutely no idea this party had even happened until they brought it up. I felt really shitty but I guess it’s partially my fault for not being more open with people. I’m graduating in two months too so I don’t know what else to do, but I already feel pretty isolated here and it sucks to hear that everyone else seems to have found support within each other. I guess I do have my friends so I should be grateful but damn that kind of hurt my feelings when I found out.

No. 1103141

>>1103135
No, it makes sense!

No. 1103154

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I've been feeling depressed and lonely ever since I was 11 and I'm in my mid 20's now can this shit stop pleeeeease

No. 1103155

Family be living with you all your life and then don't know shit about you

No. 1103158

Only 2 fucking seeders so it's taken me all day to DL only four episodes. I wanted to finish this tomorrow god dammit.

No. 1103161

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I’m kind of annoyed but I’m also sad. I’m annoyed because we don’t have money, so I can’t meet with my best friend, so I’m sad, because I miss her, I want to hug her tightly and kiss her face.
I just want to get a job already but nobody wants to hire me, specially because I have to finish with my internships.
I’m just so demotivated, I stopped drawing, I barely sing, I barely have the drive to workout at least once a week, I have so many issues to connect to my French classes so that also demotivates me even more.
I just want to sleep and sleep and sleep forever.

No. 1103162

I hate how fake you have to be in life. I just want to be myself share my opinions, analysis, personal likes without playing chess games with others in a power hierarchy. People are so fake keeping a mask on and such, grabbing onto movements and such trying to identify themselves. It's like we're all social media influencers in a fake reality. Fuck this fake ass shit.

No. 1103163

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I wish I had a crush on somebody. I haven't had one since 13 and now I'm 19. I just really want somebody to fantasize about and look forward to seeing every day.

No. 1103166

>>1103163
Get a husbando or waifu, get the excitement of a crush but never get the disappointment that having a crush brings to the table.

No. 1103168

>>1103134
Keep at it nonnie! I want to get back into writing again my therapist said it would be good for me to express my bottled up emotions lol and I also have a revenge story I want to write about a rapist ex. How far in are you?

No. 1103169

>>1103162
share with us, we love you.

No. 1103174

I know I complained in the last thread, but I can't take it anymore. Gonna stop talking to yet another male "nice guy" loser "friend." I fucking hate these men obsessed with relationships and nothing else in life. I don't mind men who at least admit all their fucking faults and that they're losers, but I hate these fucking stupid, shitty ass "nice guys" who think they deserve good women and who disguise themselves as good guys when they have no redeeming qualities. And they still wanna get with me and think just because we're "friends" now that they have the audacity to tell me their stupid, superficial issues about relationship troubles/woes that don't matter when I am going through so much worse. Before anyone says anything, yes, I have stopped talking to these people. I'm done.

No. 1103175

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>>1103169
No. I am the most hated anon. I unironically love this post in Luna's thread. I want to be liberated from this hell. I wish I were born rich, I Just want to make art and help other people. The way society is organized makes it very hard to make a real change in the world and help others unless you are very rich and the rich are not willing to redistribute their capital. Everything is so soul crushing and living a somewhat decent life relies on lucking out when you are born.

No. 1103176

>>1103174
Good for you for standing your ground and not putting up with that shit

No. 1103179

>>1103175
Nonnie, even if all of the rich people gave away all of their money to the rest of the population, that would solve nothing. Specially since moids are retarded greedy fucks who would rather sell off their relatives than get a job as long as they can get drunk/high/fuck 24/7.

No. 1103180

>>1103175
I truly want to help other people. If I had a million I would buy myself a small apartment and live a very modest life and I would give everything else to poor children struggling. Rich people are so greedy, especially the communist grifters like Hasan Abi who should be the ones redistributing capital. I could actually make a change in the world. I cannot stand thinking about how much suffering could be solved through proper social organization and capital redistribution

No. 1103181

>>1103179
I think that if we gave money to the poor and had forced education and therapy since childhood everyone would improve and then in such organized utopian society we could remove aggressive scrotes that are resistent to treatment, the ones that are pathological

No. 1103183

>>1103181
I was like you, dreaming about the wonders of cleaning up the world’s population with just some simple deaths, more meat if it’s still soft, but thinking about such things will only drain you mentally and emotionally, nonnie.

No. 1103186

>>1103168
Thanks nonna, I'm so sorry that happened to you and hope you find some relief in writing ♥ It's not really a story yet, more of a small poem. Just describing my feelings the best I can. At first I felt like there were demons inside me clawing their way out of my heart and throat. Now I feel cold towards him. I'm trying to translate it into a story but I don't think I'm long winded enough to write more than half a page lol. I'd just say the same thing over and over again in a different way. He's dead to me. I hate him, and could phrase it a million different ways but it comes down to the same thing. He's a piece of shit and I want him to feel the pain he made me feel but I don't know how. He does not care about me, he's a scrote so him having any emotional attachment to anyone is out of the question. I could not possibly hurt him and I hate it. Men are nothing more than apes. Parasites. They feed off you, then leave you to rot.

No. 1103187

>>1103183
I don't care about deaths. I want a system which assures maximum efficiency for the human species and in which individuals face less suffering. If, in a hypothetical system in which you are offered enough money to live, empathy, psychological counseling, you cannot limit your violent urges and you cannot stop yourself from hurting and exploiting others than you must be removed from humanity

No. 1103202

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>>1103094
i will kill moid

No. 1103205

>>1103187
What could possibly go wrong kek

No. 1103209

>>1103205
lol everything

No. 1103212

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i have had a significant amount of people tell me i’m pretty. the only people who have ever called me ugly to my face are my sister and men i reject or make fun of. but then i look at a photo of my dead dad and i’m convinced everyone is lying to me. this man was so disgusting and i do resemble him in some ways. would people actually go out of their way to compliment me when it’s not true or am i delusional? i have no idea.

No. 1103216

One of my friends went on a tirade about respecting trans people and their stupid ass pronouns and god I’m so fucking tired of this. Every day I debate our friendship but I hold out because we are good friends who truly get along and she makes my life better and I also don’t want to let politics destroy our relationship but at the same time I think it’s stupid bullshit. I’m left leaning and don’t mind or really care about trans rights one way or another, but she’s gone off the deep end and if she found out I’m more moderate then I know she’d fucking lose it. Man I just don’t fucking care and this shit is stupid and ridiculous. “uwu respect their pronouns!!!!!!” shut the fuck up, I dealt with that shit but the moment I was asked to respect fucking chris chan’s pronouns is when I realized she’s too far gone.

No. 1103217

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I just wanna poop!

No. 1103228

>>1103212
Kek same here, anon. What the hell.

No. 1103231

Why do men always tell you jarring information in such a lackadaisical tone? I fucking hate it

No. 1103240

>>1103216
you can peak her i believe in you

No. 1103250

Working at a movie theater or a very high volume retail store is more physical than serving. People in the service industry act like they’re the fucking martyrs of blue collar workers but have no idea they’re being exploited. I have no idea why the US restaurant industry, specifically servers, has no interest in fair wages. Making $2.50 an hour and no guarantee of more than that or obligation from your employer to pay you a living wage if you don’t make it in tips is JUST INSANE TO ME. Whenever I bring up unionizing to my server/bartender friends they derail the convo or act ignorant of what that means to the point of being painful

No. 1103254

>>1103250
Are you kidding? You must be kidding.

No. 1103258

>tries to watch something entertaining and enriching to soften my mood
>end up crying
>turn it off
>walk out to park and write garbage nobody will ever read in journal
>do daily evening mundanities
>decide to start watching thing again
>end up crying again after I finish it
>ask how my life could get like this
>cry so hard entire body is shaking
>"I should watch something else, it'll make me feel better"
>passes out instead

a day in the life of me falling farther and farther down the doomer tube, I think

todays
>cried once when cop pulled up behind me in traffic
>feel reverberations of anger and fear throughout my entire body for hours
>watch remaining half of a different movie from yesterday
>can't focus on 2.5 hour slogfest I wanted to watch
>once again give up and alternate between dancing around the house like an autist and sinking into couch cushions

No. 1103262

>>1103250
Servers are entitled AF, every single one I knew made plenty after tips and bragged about it too but the moment you mention jobs with a lot more manual labor involved like housekeeping (which most people don't even tip despite people leaving pig disgusting messes) they get defensive and won't admit they have it better than anyone

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>>1103216
I totally feel you anon, I have a similar relationship with a really good friend, we've literally been friends for a little over a decade and I really don't want to risk ruining our relationship over politics but I want to peak her so bad. She's even dated your classic fujo fakeboy once. She seemed to be pushing back a little when I brought up the issue of transwomen in women's sports being a grey area I disagree with (while pretending I support trannies) so I don't think I'll be trying anytime again. She's smart and I know it I think she's just afraid of getting backlash or feel bad being intolerant towards trannies or something. I've been thinking of linking her Magdalen's videos but I really don't want her to cut me off…

No. 1103264

>>1103212
You're over thinking it and essentially nitpicking yourself. One of the things men love to do is to attack your looks when you don't reciprocate their advancements. As for your sister, it's a potshot. Please don't torture yourself over their frivolous comments.

No. 1103265

this is so fucking embarrassing but after moving back in with my mom awhile ago I havent been able to sleep by myself. I just get so fucking paranoid at night and scared and I can only really calm down with another person. I've never had a good relationship with sleep in general. I just feel so fucking dumb and like a little kid with a nightmare. I want to be able to sleep by myself again.

No. 1103278

>>1103265
think happy thoughts.
rainbows and ice cream, unicorns, whatever you want really.

No. 1103279

I just feeling weird and demotivated today. Like some days the fact that I'm ugly, fat and dumb weighs more than others. I hope I get somewhere in life.

No. 1103283

I know it's a joke but god I hate this thread picture

No. 1103286

>>1103283
Really?? I love it.

No. 1103287

>>1103118
Lol she's right though

No. 1103295

>>1103283
Same
It’s very “trauma core”

No. 1103297

>>1103295
That's the point kek, it's making fun of traumacore

No. 1103302

>>1103254
No I’m not. I’ve consistently been better off than anyone I’ve known in the service industry since I was 15. It’s either I make more money, have benefits, can take a day off, consistent scheduling etc. just people working as waiters and bartenders are so entitled bc they’ll randomly make $700 one night but then blow $500 of it getting drunk and buying coke. It’s sad

No. 1103316

Nonnies do you believe people can actually change? I have always believed that men, specially abusive men never change. They got claim go have changed so people will pity them and forgive them for all the shit they've done without actually having done anything about it. My abuser got married recently. I was 14 and he 18 when we started dating. I was on a foster home, so you already know I was in an awful situation, and that made me vulnerable to him. I was young, stupid, and naive, and I actually believed that he was someone I could depend on when I didn't have anyone; and he abused that trust by sexually abusing me multiple times and beating me. His wife knows the shit he did to me, she used to be her friend when we were dating. She claims shes the happiest woman on earth, while the guy keeps pretending he didn't do anything to me. The last time he approached me, he claimed he "wasn't even that bad". I was almost interned into a psych ward last year. My psychiatrist told me I had a very bad case of PTSD and if they couldn't manage it with meds, they would eventually intern it due to concern of my wellbeing. I'm so incredibly mad. He gets to go and do his life like he didn't do anything, they get to go and pretend I didn't even exist. I don't have that luck. I have nightmares, I'm scared of going outside. I cannot trust men, I'm even scared of my brother doing so much as hugging me. Why do I have to go through this? I was just a kid. What kind of monster abuses a kid like that and gets away like it was nothing? Why am I the one that has to pay for what he did? Why does everyone act like I'm the one who's overreacting? I honestly wish he died. At least that way I wouldn't have to be scared of encountering him on the street. At least that way I wouldn't be wondering every single day if he will contact me again, if he never deleted the nudes he took of me, if he will do the same to other girl. I know that's the kind of thought that made doctors want to intern me in the first place, but nobody does ever stop and considerate that he was the one that pushed me to that extreme on the first place. I don't believe men change, and if they did they would have realized long ago all the awful stuff they have done, and offed themselves out of guilt.

No. 1103321

>>1103134

Go nonnita, give us another gone girl story. I can never get enough of them.

No. 1103331

Who else thought the toykitchen in the threadpic was a nightmare creature at first

No. 1103335

>>1103316
i dont really think men like that can change, the only one ive known who seems to is my brother, who abused me and my mom because our dad was manipulating him, and even then hes gone back on apologizing to me so many times, the only reason he really changed the last time is because he almost died. i dont think he would do anything to make us hate him again, but its hard for me to tell sometimes because i think that any other man just wouldnt be able to help himself. i do think that men realize that if they keep doing that to women theyll all eventually leave, so sometimes they stop, but i think its really hard for them to not get physical with a woman, its like they feed off our fear. i hope you never have to see his face again anon, i cant imagine how hard this has all been for you, and i hope youll be okay eventually, you deserve more than this.

No. 1103338

>>1103331
I thought it was gore spam

No. 1103339

>>1103262
I was a server and a housekeeper at different points during my studies and they can't even compare. Serving is piss easy and they get paid so much better than housekeepers for maybe 1/4 of the work. I'm not even from a tipping culture so they don't make a lot more than a housekeeper, but their wages are still better than in housekeeping.

The abuse housekeepers endure on a daily basis is unreal, both from managers and shitty guests who treat them like dirt but you hear nothing about it compared to restaurant workers bitching about tips online.

No. 1103351

This is the second time my boyfriend's grandpa has made a comment about my breasts. My boyfriend and his grandma apologized for his behavior afterward but his grandpa said this in front of 10+ people and everyone just kind of awkwardly laughed it off. I wasn't even wearing anything revealing which obviously doesn't change anything but what I was wearing fit me practically like a garbage bag. I'm pissed at my boyfriend because I know he didn't call him out because he just gifted us with a trip and doesn't want to compromise that but idc if I wasn't so fucking embarrassed and shocked I would have called his grandpa out immediately. I think I might call his grandpa tomorrow and tell him how uncomfortable he made me. I usually like the man but I am so fucking pissed off. He's rich and generous and I feel like his family let's him get away with shit because of that.

No. 1103360

A WEBSITE JUST FORCED ME TO WAIT 20 SECONDS TO HAVE ME THINK THROUGH MY DECISION WHEN I REJECTED COOKIES WHAT IS THIS MADNESS

No. 1103366

>>1103339
I've never been a housekeeper but imo it's honestly one of the most respectable jobs in the world. It's a shame they're not treated with more respect. I'm a retarded NEET and simply just being treated like shit if I have a job like that makes me afraid to get one in the first place. It disgusted me how low boys in highschool treated staff like janitors or the dinner ladies. Really disgusting.

No. 1103367

>>1103360
There are websites in my first language that either make you accept cookies or make you pay a subscription to not have to accept cookies BUT you'll still see ads. And apparently it's not against the GDPR.

No. 1103368

>>1103351
That's horrible I'm so sorry anon. Pervy old men are the worst. You're so much younger than him and he has a wife! You're his grandson's girlfriend! Why are they like this? Doesn't he realise how disgusting he's being?

No. 1103379

>>1103316
They can but the percentage is very low. I can't remember the exact amount but Lundy Bancroft who's worked in many batterer reform programs said it was in the single digits (I want to say around 8%) and that also depends on the type of abuser they were. If they never feel guilt at all then it's not happening. Men like that have absorbed a negative belief system from the time they were children and just as it took years and continual societal input to build, it takes the reverse and lots of effort to overcome. Clearly your abuser is not showing remorse, not taking ownership of the pain he caused you and has moved on to his next victim who's just further reassuring him that his behavior wasn't so bad. I'm really sorry you're going through all this anon, but honestly if he pretends you don't exist that's for the best so you don't have to encounter or think about him as much as possible. It's not fair and it's not your fault, but you can heal if you give yourself the opportunity. I know when you're in the thick of things it just sounds like an empty platitude, but I hope you can slowly redirect your life to be about you and things that bring you happiness rather than the experiences a lesser man put you through. You deserve far better.

No. 1103428

Normies love bpd, schizo, paranoid and any personality disorder chan.. you’re like a source for their entertainment kek this is why i’m afraid to open my heart up again.. they’re so cruel

No. 1103430

>>1103351
You reminded me of my dad, he’s like in his 70s and he used to make disgusting comments about my body and how it looks good. I want to kill him brutally for making me scared as a teen.

No. 1103434

my siblings are fat lazy fucks who basically put off getting jobs until the last moment their saved money ran out and now they're trying to get money out of me. it pisses me off, i work my ass off on 6-12 hour shifts and put food last so my rent was paid for. there were two instances where i was about to pass out and underweight an alright amount. my siblings spend a fuck load of money on weed, food, take out, bars when they didnt NEED TO. they already have financial aid for a decent amount in food while i dont. it isnt my fucking problem one of them still doesnt have a job while sitting at the PC playing FPS games on discord. all my hobbies, passions, fun stuff, leisure time was shoved to the side so i can make ends meet. im at a point where i can finally save up money for my future, for doctors, teeth, eyes whatever i might need. sick of my siblings being such leeches. all i wanted the past few months was some financial security for things around my place and to make sure if i have any damn cavities they will get taken care of. it feels like basic level shit to have this but they were all things that were put off so my current bills were set.

all i want some day is a nice house, a wife, to oil paint, and actually have time for my hobbies when it's beautiful day light. god i hope one day i achieve it.

No. 1103449

>>1103101
I would be your gay non-trans roleplay fujo buddy nonna

Sort of a related vent, I run several successful discord servers and the way troons make everything about them is unfathomable, it ruins the mood every time when they drop the "ugh gender dysphoria I should just kill myself!!!" bomb in the middle of an ongoing discussion. Every time they open their mouth they talk about trans shit and how hard they have it due to being trans. Their whole lives revolve around muh gender dysphoria and how nobody understands their pain and suffering. Everyone has to gather up to pamper them because gender dysphoria is THE worst thing anyone could experience. Fuck you, your "gender dysphoria" is just you hating your body for not being thin enough, not having big enough breasts, smooth enough skin and men treating you like an object. You feeling uncomfortable with your breasts is because they don't look like fake plastic balls and because they're treated as the property of the male gaze. Grow the fuck up.

No. 1103452

This is just a tiny vent but since the weather's getting warmer I thought of all the times I put on a spaghetti strap top in the summer because it was obviously hot as hell and I completely forgot that I would have to deal with men looking at my cleavage and/or hitting on me (including my French teacher, a balding, fat, sweaty guy in his 50s). There was also one time when I put on a similar top when I was meeting a male friend and I didn't understand at the time why he was bringing up his girlfriend every second sentence, then I realized in retrospect that he must have thought I must have dressed for him instead for the weather or something. The way men make everything about themselves. Madness

No. 1103458

I'm reading the stalking thread and someone looked up how many sex offenders are in their area and I live in Canada so it doesnt have a proper registry in Province or something but I found an outdated site with most of the offenders and seeing their faces makes me feel so fucking sick I dont think I'm ever going to interact with a man again holy fuckkkk

No. 1103464

>>1103452
I hate when men do this, I cant be nice or have common decency without thinking they're interested. Someone at work asked me what I did in my spare time and I said watch american dad and go to the gym. He unironically started going off about how we had so much in common and how it's so hard to find anyone with similar interests and kept asking if I would give him number or socials. I threw up in my mouth a little, laughed and proceeded to ignore him for the rest of the interaction. Men are deluded and will do anything to convince themselves we're /made for them

No. 1103465

>>1103458
Also FUCK Canada, woman aren't safe here. The offenders are protected under the RCMP laws and none of their info is released, they also only hold the info for 10 years

Fuck FUCK FUCKKKKKKKK

No. 1103577

I went out today wearing shorts and strangers were staring at my legs because I have thick, long, black leg hair. What goes through people's heads when they judge unshaved legs? Because I honestly have never cared to check if a woman's legs were shaved or not… that is until I got a concerning amount of judgmental looks on my legs and I started observing the legs of every woman I came across… and they were all smooth and hairless. I thought I didn't care at all about what randos think but I've been researching about laser hair removal in the past few minutes reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I hate this so much

No. 1103598

>>1103577
Maybe you just have nice legs and that's why people are looking.

No. 1103603

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I posted the iknowwhatyoudownload site in my local reddit using a throwaway to spread awareness for people downloading CP and this moid downvoted me 2 minutes after posting and commented this:

I cant believe people fucking think like this

No. 1103605

I hate the purity police. I was following someone on social media because they had nice art and posted about video games I liked and eventually they started a shit ton of drama over some russian artist drawing Majima Goro as a demon or something for halloween. In comes retard internet user to go
>IMAGINE MAKING THE ONLY CHARACTER WITH A HOOKED NOSE A DEVIL FOR HALLOWEEN. COULDN'T BE ME!
and they dragged this shit out soooo long you can tell they were trying to get the artist to delete socials. They got their underage cohort to spam this person's twitter, JUST BECAUSE this retarded twitter user thought hooked nose=automatically jewish. They were of course ashkenazi jewish AND had multiple personalities AND also had adhd AND also was autistic for good measure AND of course was a gay he/it. The russian artist got really upset and I don't blame them. Fuck these retard kids, their parents need to throw all their electronics in a garbage bag and smash it with a baseball bat.

No. 1103608

I need to stop seething at meaningless things.

No. 1103610

>>1103603
TBH I think actual pedos have better opsec than have their naked IP on public torrent sites seeding cp

No. 1103611

I need a religion to believe in so that I can accept my suffering and situation that I cannot change. I need to find a way to be happy even now. But most people into religions/cults behave like crazy fuckers.

No. 1103614

>>1103608
If only everyone on the internet took this vow.

No. 1103615

>>1103577
Anon… you're a woman but you don't know that it's not socially acceptable to wear shorts with leg hair? People will stare and judge you, women are expected to be hairless and it's considered normal. I would also like to not shave but it would be humiliating to just go out with shorts and unshaven legs.

No. 1103620

>>1103603
He's one of the people that don't want the shit they download to be public. It's probably extreme porn. >>1103610
Most pedos that get caught are retarded and do actually do that shit. The professional ones have good opsec maybe but majority are dumb enough to get caught or leave teaces because men don't think when they're horny.

No. 1103623

>>1103615
Nta but in some countries women are expected to shave all of their bodyhair, even the ones that we can't see like back or cheek while in others a bit of hair isn't that much of an issue. Depends on where you live, honestly.

No. 1103624

>>1103611
God loves you, nonnie.

No. 1103628

>>1103623
>>1103615
Nta but I wish more women stopped giving a fuck and went outside with hairy legs. Scrotes are hairier anyway.

No. 1103630

>>1103628
i try my best, kek, never shaved, never will. and i'm indian-tier hairy.

No. 1103631

>>1103614
Somehow I feel like we have fought before.

No. 1103632

>>1103628
Ironically men think that since women are less hairy, hairless should be the female ideal. As someone that has more hair than most males I know, I think they are simply feel threatened when they see a hairy woman because it's emasculating, same as how some short manlets seethe at tall women or claim tall actresses are trannies.

No. 1103637

>>1103630
Go you!
>>1103631
???
>>1103632
It's a very new ideal. Somehow men managed to have sex with their completely hairy wives through human history.

No. 1103639

>>1103263
Yeah, I wish it was as easy as "just cut them off" but we rarely talk gender politics and outside of gender politics, I feel like my friend is one of those rare, life long friends who's personality just meshes so well with your own. We used to have similar interests and now there's very little overlap, but we are good friends so it doesn't matter if we don't have similar interests to talk about. I've also known my friend for around a decade, she's seen me at my worst and has stuck by me.

She's a normal person and confident in her being a cis woman, but capes so fucking hard for all of her genderspecial friends it's mind boggling to me. The only other people who I know cape tihs hard for trannies are usually genderspecials in their own right, but she's a sane person who actually doesn't play victim and doesn't tack on labels for victim points. I think that's what makes it harder to peak her. She's steadfast in her identity and her resolve to defend and fight for the rights of trannies. I've met one of her genderspecial friends and this person was the embodiment of aggressive twitter retards. Very much needed to put a million disclaimers on what you were about to say or she would definitely misconstrue it and yell at you for it (which she did at one point, not at me but someone else), and my friend defended her behavior! And was more concerned about "becoming a better ally" and caping even harder for trannies.

My friend is sane, but will go belligerent if I said anything remotely disagreeing with trans ideology. I didn't say I support JKR, but I was telling her about another friend of mine made a tiktok talking shit about JKR and all I said about it was "that was a stupid move, why would you do that if you knew everyone was going to shit talk you?? Normies love JKR, it's a futile fight" and she said "well some things are worth fighting for." Every time I think about it, I just think about cutting her off but I truly don't know if it's worth it. She knows I browse here and will probably just say "you need to get off LC" but no, I've always had the thought in the back of my head that this shit is going too far, I just kept my mouth shut about it because I thought I was wrong for thinking like this and needed to change my thinking (i.e. just brainwash myself further) until I found LC and realized that I wasn't crazy for thinking like this. I'm not as against trannies as some anons are, but there are a lot of things about the new culture surrounding gender that I think are stupid and ridiculous.

I can only hope that our friends will peak themselves. I don't want to lose her as a friend but I feel like I have lost a part of her already.

No. 1103644

>>1103603
>>1103620
It got fucking taken down.
The shitty moids in ny city took the fucking post down.

I honestly hope all men die, I'm never interacting with men again. I cant deal with this shit. People are soo fucked. I hate everyrhing. I will never have kids with anyone and if I do I'm never letting them interact with men. I hate to say it but I've actually gotten so afraid and pissed off with them over the past fee months. They're all deceitful and disgusting. I wonder how many are downloading CP or extreme porn and fucking cowarding as I post and hitting the report over and over. I dont care about your shitty nier downloads but when it comes to kids you dont care???I swear nonnies I'm going to lose it one day and you'll see me on national tv. I'm even more pissed is that in my country CANADA theres no fucking sex offender registry. You have no idea who's living next to you. Fuck MEN and FUCK OFFENDERS and fyck everyone but my fellow nonnys. I'm actually tilted as fuckkkkkekhwbsj

No. 1103646

>>1103644
Also it was up for fucking 8 MINUTES TOTAL BTW

No. 1103648

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New Year's was amazing; he's dead. I hope you remember my first post.

No. 1103649

>>1103637
Yeah. Since women have entered the workforce, men have kept finding stuff to waste our time. Makeup that takes hours to apply, haircare, hair removal and lately it's been plastic surgery. Throughout all of this, men never improved and we're supposed to be thankful if he spends an hour at gym while the average woman spends much more money and time on her looks yet still doesn't fit most male's standards so they try and change their wives to their preferences.

No. 1103651

>>1103646
Most reddit mods have cp stashes they spam whenever they want to get a subreddit banned. Don't use or support reddit, it's full of pedos.

No. 1103653

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THE WOMEN OF 90DAYFIANCEUNCENSORED ARE FUCKING UNHINGED I HATE THEM. A BUNCH OF STUPID PICKMES WHO HATE WOMEN, JESUS CHRIST

No. 1103661

>>1103649
I have never gone outside with make-up on, in fact I don't even own any make-up product. I was bullied and insulted for it a lot and I always felt bad about my bare face, but reading this post made me a little proud of what I do and I like to think that maybe I'm helping.

No. 1103663

>>1103661
I'm exactly the same as you, nona. I still get talked down relentlessly for not wearing makeup or shaving by my mother and family members but I still won't budge, kek. You're super cool.

No. 1103664

>>1103661
Nta but I'm thr exact opposite, tried makeup and got my friends to help me with it but I always hated how it looked. I like lipstick and blush when I look pale but find that foundation only highlights the skinflaws irl.

No. 1103666

I hate my religious society and upbringing and I hate feeling like a slut. A friend of mine just implied I was one because I confessed I've had sex but never been in a relationship and I am actually having an overdramatic episode over it, I spent the night in my toilet and I keep crying thinking about it, I hate this. I almost raged at her but I kept calm. I should've given her a piece of my mind. I'm not a slut.

No. 1103668

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I'm so angry/sad and for such a stupidy reason…
Last night we made picrel for dinner and as usual 30% of it became leftovers, by morning my bf eat the leftovers and made me a sandwich, after I asked for "a bit" he just say "no" and proceed to give me a spoon full of it, last time it was the same, but he just said to me "eat your sandwich".
I just wanted to eat the leftovers, he is such so entitled for everything and is so difficult for me to just ask for a bit of food bc he pays for all my food and living…
I'm so angry at myself…

No. 1103674

>>1103668
>bc he pays for all my food and living…
Why do you people let yourself get in these situations? I can see why it would be hard for you, even if he isn't holding it over you all the time, it will always be in the back of your mind.
Talk to him about it though, I'm sure he won't mind. Or make some extra for the morning or something.

No. 1103677

>>1103351
Imagine dating a spineless rich kid who cares more about some dumb trip than his girlfriend’s sense of security.

No. 1103679

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>>1103674
I fell in love with someone from another state, moved to be with him and decided not work bc i wanted to finish uni first..
I have some money from my previous works, but we decided he would pay for food & living while im unemployed focusing on finishing my uni..

No. 1103682

>>1103679
That's a big change, nona. Good luck with university. It's nothing too major, just tell him you wanna eat some of it forreal.

No. 1103683

>>1103666
A slut is a meaningless word. Nothing wrong with enjoying sex. Fuck her.

No. 1103685

>>1103644
What is I know what you download?

No. 1103693

>>1103458

link to website and or stalking thread? read up on pat carson a alberta man whose a multiple times sex offender who constantly is trying to lure young woman out to his ranch and then they have to find ways to leave, there's a website dedicated to him. apparently the rcmp cant do anything. fuck canada

No. 1103694

Please someone convince me to not move to another state to be with some rich guy I've known online for years while I'm just trying to start my career.

No. 1103695

>>1103694
Can't you do both.

No. 1103697

>>1103694
what if hes like super annoying irl

No. 1103698

>>1103682
thanks!!
i texted him about it to relieve my conscience, wouldn't do this if it wasn't for your message,
lots of love!

>>1103694
i did it, just make sure to have enough money to run away if everything goes bad.

No. 1103699


No. 1103706

>>1103694
How can you trust someone you only met online? A rich guy could do anything to you and get away eith it too, it's so dangerous.

No. 1103712

>>1103694
If you've been texting for years and never felt the need to meet and be close, that's your subconscious warning you. You will never feel attracted to him that way and you're only looking for an easier option as you have anxiety before your big life change.

No. 1103714

>>1103694
That’s how women get killed or trafficked.

No. 1103717

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>>1103683
U sure about that?

No. 1103727

>>1103717
That's just experience and understanding how shit goes down.
>Noo, women you can't fuck anyone but me ree. This is why I no have gf.

No. 1103728

>>1103717
More divorce is a good thing, dumb ass. Women are finally able to free themselves from their shitty partners and have more freedom.

No. 1103729

I am absolutely fucking useless. No one looks for me, no one listens to me, no one thinks about me. I've never had a real friendship and I've felt inferior my whole life. I will never feel better. I will never trust anyone again. Even if the perfect person came to me and told me that they'll love me forever, I wouldn't accept them. I'm too stupid, too ugly, too weird, too disgusting and dirty. I want to rot on the floor alone.

No. 1103730

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>job placement away from current hometown
>book hotel room because all temp rentals are filled with refugees from ukraine
>expensive but own bathroom and tiny kitchen all to myself
>mom books a cheaper room for me
>cheaper room doesn't have a kitchen
>tell her to cancel the reservation because i can't live without a kitchen for a month
>"but anon it's cheaper that way"
>tell her that i need to eat breakfast, prepare lunch for work, and have dinner every day
>"but they serve breakfast at the hotel"
>tell her that i will be very exhausted after work every day and that i just wanna go to my room, cook some pasta and go to bed, and not sit in a restaurant for another hour or two after a 10 hour work day
>"but your room is more expensive!"
>rinse and repeat

i don't wanna cause a fuss because she's very supportive and tries to help whenever she can, but goood do i get stressed whenever i look at my phone and i have a new message from her and it's this kind of exhausting shit.

No. 1103731

>>1103727
>>1103728
stop responding to scrote bait

No. 1103735

>>1103730
Is she gonna pay for the room she reserved for you? What's she gonna do if you take the more expensive room anyway, it's not like she can cancel the reservation she made for yourself right? Or does she have access to your stuff?

No. 1103747

>>1103735
nah, i would pay for it since i gave her my credit card details because i assumed she wouldn't book a room without a kitchen. but she finally understood what my problem was and she's going to cancel her reservation. crisis averted.

No. 1103763

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I'm going to cry. I was so excited to play this stupid fucking game and now it WON'T EVEN OPEN.

No. 1103764

Oh boy, making a call to my gyno on monday because I found a lump in my breast and idk I feel like it's not because of my period like always and I wish I could jump out of body right now because I'm def NOT interested in having cancer and all that bullshit that comes with it. Anxiety through the roof right now.

No. 1103765

>>1103764
If it makes you feel better, I had a lump in my boob last year and it was painful, but it went away after a few months after I went back to eating healthy. So there’s a chance it’s not cancer!

No. 1103769

>>1103764
Just know that they are often caused by something harmless like a non-cancerous tissue growth or a build-up of fluid

No. 1103778

>>1103769
>>1103765
I try to tell me that it's a hormonal thing because I tend to get "lumpy" breasts around my period but this time it's only in the left and my guts tell me that it's different this time around. I already had ones that disappeared but as said, I do not feel good about this one tho. I hope I get an appointment the next day.

No. 1103825

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I feel like I wasted my day today, I hate it so much. I spent the day at home, which wasn't planned, but I didn't even take that opportunity to get some rest because my sleep schedule is fucked and I got woken up at 7am by my family screaming as hard as possible in front of my room's door. I accidentally took a nap this after noon too, and in-between I was just lurking lc and fujochan. I think I need holidays somewhere.

No. 1103850

>>1103778
Have you had breast ultrasound before? I'm getting it annually for some time already and there were occurrences in which some lump would appear just to be gone after some time, it happens, breast tissue is like that, for some women more than others. It's important to see a gyno asap anytime you're worried of course, and to have regular checkups but most likely it will turn out it's nothing, so no need to panic!

No. 1103856

My eating disorder is going to kill me and there’s nothing I can do lmao

No. 1103877

My goal for 2022 is to get back to 55kg like I used to be before I started taking Zoloft but it fr feels impossible because I'm a fatass who can't dedicate herself to stay under 1500kcal. Like ofc I'm stuck at 75kg if I eat like 2300 a day, but I'm also too incompetent to just EAT LESS

No. 1103879

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why is my crush such a social autist? he never talks to me or to anyone really, he listens to music all day and it makes me so frustrated because he’s a really handsome guy. i’ve been trying for months to talk to him but he never initiates and doesn’t know how to say no. just this week i was at the park and it was a really clear day and i saw people rowing boats on the lake and i couldn’t stop thinking about how i wanted to do that with him and i wanted to see his eyes in the natural light bc they’re a really pretty color (sounds weird i know). and look at the birds and the flower garden with him. it makes me want to cry bc i’m moving away in a few months and time is running out.

No. 1103883

>>1103879
Sounds like me except I love kayaking

No. 1103892

>>1103879
If you're moving away then you have literally nothing to lose, even if things end up being awkward soon you'll be gone from that place anyway so no need to worry about it. Just invite him out, don't be vague, see what happens

No. 1103893

I fucking hate being so anxious and socially retarded i just want to do and enjoy normal people things!!!

No. 1103940

i’m preparing mentally for s word this month, i never realized how spiritual i was in that sense… i want it to be like specific numbers and specific time i’m excited and daydreaming about what happens afterwards. i grew up neglected and not realizing how the world works i was lost in my own head for years since i was a child so when 2020 came about things like the concept of time baffled me, it was like a cultural shock. sometimes i feel like i’m not a human being seeing how disconnected i am from concepts like this (maybe its not as romantic as saying “im not a human” i’m just a retard and navigating the world as a retard feels that way) I genuinely believe that i had a bad start in life. I have talents and all but i feel like because of who i am i don’t i deserve to unleash them, it’s like yes you’re good at this but remember how you are also x,y, and z? I have a habit of deleting accounts, getting rid of things, diaries etc when i’m upset and now i feel like i’m projecting that onto my own life
Sorry for long ass rant

No. 1103951

>>1103639
Nonnie I'm going to give you some advice. Don't just "cut her off". Losing a long, loving friendship over troons is not worth it and will isolate her in that echo chamber even further. Unless they swallow the horse piss pill in full and decide to get medical intervention, they still have hope and won't let their minds be consumed by gender brainrot. Even though it's frustrating I'd say just stay there and leave the door of possibility open when she peaks. Eventually she'll get tired of walking on eggshells with her genderspecial friends with their endless demands. Eventually she'll find out about the perverted AGP horrocows and the misogyny. That's when she starts to question the whole trans ideology little by little, and that's also when you're needed there to let her know that she's not a bigot for having these thoughts. She needs friends who aren't into the gender bullshit in order not to be dragged down with those people. Drop in hints in various conversations but never pressure her about it.

No. 1103960

>>1103094
I'm so sick of holding it together. I'm an autist. I started college early, I've worked consistently since I entered adulthood. I'm so exhausted, always, from trying to adjust my personality to make others comfortable. I have no meaningful friendships, and trying to entertain socialization to the point which is acceptable of most "neurotypical" people is so exhausting to me that any friendships that I do develop fall apart. I've never been in a romantic relationship despite deeply wanting to. People who have no deep interest in me consistently use me for emotional or sexual gratification. I have been sexually assaulted and harassed as a result of my naivete. I don't want to be a burden upon my parents; I don't want to leech off of the system. I don't even want for people to exert an extreme amount of effort into accommodating me. But it's so painful that I feel this urge to appear outwardly like a "productive member of society" when I know that I cannot depend upon others to be kind to me. Obviously, I cannot expect for others to baby me or slave over me, but I wish that I could have understanding at least. I'm so sick of being perceived as standoffish for just being quiet. What's the point? What's the point of my trying so hard to accommodate others when I think that I will never have anything of worth from it. I will be 40 years old with the pathetic sort of job given to a worm who can't raise her voice. No friends. No romantic partner. Dead parents. I can't see the point anymore. I want to drop out of society or kill myself.

No. 1103980

>>1103960
Reading this was like someone putting my thoughts and feelings into words. I'm unironically on the spectrum as well and my entire adult life has been an exhausting, rocky path of consistently having to evaluate my words and actions if I pass as "normal" enough and breaking my back working to escape the feeling of inadequacy while also being abused and exploited by the people around me for my naivete and social retardation. Only I'm not really the quiet type of sperg, I'm the one who blabbers and two hours later realizes the dumb shit that I said.
>it's so painful that I feel this urge to appear outwardly like a "productive member of society" when I know that I cannot depend upon others to be kind to me
Hits hard anon, hits hard.

No. 1103984

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Been trying to date again after leaving a bad relationship and it's nightmarish. Hate being Japanese. All I attract is weebs and troons. Doesn't help that I'm afraid to connect to people now or have sex with someone new. Where is my tall protective gf who doesn't mind all my stupid trauma and baggage lol

No. 1103989

>>1103984
Find a normie who doesn't obsess about asian media or asian women. Though normies wouldn't endure emotional baggage and stuff like that.

No. 1104008

i like reading episode discussions on reddit but i hate those people that ask the dumbest questions because they're too baked to follow the story line. even worse when they miss obvious details and then go "hurdur did anyone notice x, what a weird thing to put in the show!" it's been there since episode 1, you stupid fucking pothead. the last show i watched actually had people in the comments ask if everyone was constantly high while watching the show because they would miss the most in your face details and then complain about not understanding things that really aren't that hard to grasp.

No. 1104018

I've started to browse lolcow in public. At work, on public transport and frankly I don't care because I'm so sick of browsing niche subreddits to get my internet fix throughout the day. The discourse here is MUCH better. Godddd redditors suck so fucking much and the lame jokes just eat away at you.

No. 1104019

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Kinda upset I missed some of the cool movies anons were streaming, especially the gothic ones. reeeeee

No. 1104021

>>1103628
I don't shave and someone asked me if it's because my boyfriend likes it wtf

No. 1104024

>>1104019
Haxan is worth seeing but there's maybe like, twenty minutes of fun witchy special effects stuff interspersed between a lot of documentary style footage of an old woman being tortured by Catholics. It's pretty heavy.

No. 1104026

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this gives me joy

No. 1104027

Does anyone else feel like they’re just wasting their life? I look back on all the years I’ve lived and don’t think I’ve done anything. I’m not talking about actual accomplishments, but I don’t have any strong interests or people in my life who have made an impact on me and it’s been this way forever. All I do is work, study for school, or lie around because I’m exhausted. I don’t feel like I’m actually living life. How do I get to the point where it feels like I am?

No. 1104035

>>1104027
Learn to love yourself and you won't care about fulfilling someone else's expectations on what living your life is supposed to look like. It's all random, we're not really meant to do or achieve anything, do things you like, or nothing, as long as you're not harming anyone it is going to be life lived enough.

No. 1104036

>>1104027
You have go try to switch up your daily routine. Like take a new path to school, try a new food or something you haven't done before.

No. 1104037

>>1104016
How I feel while watching cytube with you farmers

No. 1104039

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I hate what a fucking struggle it is to upload webms to 4chin. Let me post awful tranny tiktoks in peace

No. 1104042

I am on vacation with my family and looked at the pictures we took and almost cried. I look fat in every picture. My boyfriend has also been saying that I should watch my weight more

No. 1104044

>work in call center
>09:57pm, 3min before shift end
>angry dude calls
>keeps bitching why he got a call center instead of his CoUNtRy MeN
>refuses to identify himself
>doesn't want to cooperate
>keeps making fun of my accent
>keeps telling me how my education is shit
>he doesn't even know whit which device he has problems with
>hang up on him

I want my 6 minutes of life back. Good luck waiting for someone to amswer your call retard, you'll get lots of help by screeching and bitching I'm sure of it.

I hate that I can't talk back to cunts like these

No. 1104045

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Over the pandemic my male acquaintance has been growing out his hair, shaving his face, talking about wanting to be more GNC and to be dominated in bed, using a small amount of makeup and switched to using only avatars with drawn, smoothed out cartoon versions of himself. He also obsesses over hyperfeminine e-girls in their late teens/early 20's despite being around 35 himself. I predict that he will fully troon out in a year's time and the thought mortifies me because there's no way I'm going to see this hulking moid as anything else but a man with an early onset midlife crisis and terminal coomerism.

No. 1104048

>>1104042
Jfc dump your boyfriend immediately

No. 1104052

>>1104045
Hope he dies

No. 1104057

>>1104045
>He also obsesses over hyperfeminine e-girls in their late teens
Gross. How do you know this? Does he talk about it?

No. 1104058

on one hand i'm glad my mother is anti-trans shit on the other i hate that it's on the basis of religion – e.g. "god put them in their body for a reason and to change it is against His Will" or whatever – and not something that comes from her own opinions but whatever it's none of my business. listening to her talk shit about lia thomas was based

No. 1104060

>>1104059
then eat him so he can shut up

No. 1104064

all the moids who visit this shop are so ugly. both young and old. i can't even look most of them in the eyes, they're all so fucking hideous. why did I have to be born in a state where all the men are literally the opposite of my physical type or most men are ugly as sin, the fuck is wrong that we can't have well groomed virtually decent looking men come in if they're going to be spending this much money? it's a small shop with not cheap product, not fucking walmart, fuck the south

No. 1104065

>>1104057
He's the reply guy kind of douchebag who replies to every social media post the girls make with sometimes inappropriate comments and he also jumps at any chance to meet them at parties and other events. He's moderately attractive so he's not immediately branded as a creep, but from an outsider's perspective it's fairly suspicious. Especially because he has a fiancé.

He also knows I'm a cryptoterf and I was wondering why he had suddenly become so weirdly hostile towards me, but after he started coming out with these new traits it definitely made sense. Ladies, never trust a moid.

No. 1104072


No. 1104098

I made a new friend online because I was lonely and we have similar interests but I am slowly learning that she is exhausting and slightly dumb

No. 1104100

I've got a close group of female friends but I'm starting to hate a solid 50% of them. This is going to sound really fucking mean but i can't take it anymore lol. I'd like to preface this by saying that all of these people are actually autistic, I am not just calling them autistic as an insult. one 'came out' as nonbinary a couple of years ago and she's slowly become more and more repulsive to me. she doesn't look after herself at all anymore; she's really unhealthy, she's gained loads of weight, she wears the ugliest cheapest trends whilst touting sustainability 24/7, she posts infographics on Instagram about the most retarded things ever (things like helping transwimmin in ukraine not like. the actual fucking war), and she will monologue about her transness for fucking hooours to people who could not care less. Now another one is trooning out but she's clearly just fucking autistic and uncomfortable in her body because she constantly talks about hating her tits and hating being a woman. Another one has started calling herself a lesbian and i genuinely think it's just bc shes really autistic and hates all physical affection and she thinks that makes her a lesbian. but surprise surprise shes been 'lesbian' for years now and hasnt made any effort to get with any women. And like 3 of the other women call themselves queer bc they just think girls are soooo cute despite all only being in relationships with men. but i can't fucking SAY THIS TO ANYONE BECAUSE THEY'LL SAY IM BIGOTED when i'm actually just right. i feel so embarrassed when i'm out in public with them and they're all quoting tiktoks and talking about how we should get iced coffee because we're all soooo gay. we're in our fucking mid 20s can they not act like literal 13 year olds. i wish tiktok was never invented.

No. 1104103

>>1104098
In what way

No. 1104106

>>1104100
I think you could be a little bit more charitable to your self proclaimed lesbian friend. It's really hard for some people to start dating. I don't think there's any real "proof" she is or isn't a lesbian so I'm more inclined to let it slide. But the other people sound annoying, maybe you should get friends through a new hobby kek.
Also this is the second time in this board I've seen something saying "iced coffee is gay" (at least among current kweer girls). Where did that come from? I thought everybody outright called it a basic bitch thing.

No. 1104107

I greatly hate having to talk to my dad or relying on him for anything. I really hate that he's my dad and I hate that I have to be around him, I want to move out badly. I had to talk to him about phone plans because I'm getting a new phone and it's just so confusing and he doesn't help at all I don't get it aaa I hate talking to him, I always get so annoyed he's just always confusing and just isn't straight forward. I can't wait for the day I never have to deal with him ever for anything. I'm definitely a retard too I mean I'm his daughter but he's so much worse than me in every way. He's so stupid it genuinely hurts my head

No. 1104109

>>1104059
Stay with him and suffer then, I guess

No. 1104110

FUCK THIS FUCKING ASSBLASTED BACKWARDS WORLD THAT HAS LOST IT'S ABILITY TO THINK IN ANY OTHER WAY BUT BLACK/WHITE AND HOW YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO HAVE THESE HOMOGENEOUS OPINIONS AND THOUGHTS IN THE YEAR OF FUCKING 2022
FUCK TWITTER AND TUMBLR FOR CREATING A CULTURE WHERE ANY SORT OF CRITICAL THOUGHT IS FROWNED UPON TO THE POINT OF FUCKING DEMONIZING EITHER THE SOURCE OF MEDIA OR PERSON
FUCK THIS WORLD WHERE ONE WRONG MOVE YOU AND YOU WILL BE OSTRACIZED
FUCK THIS ENTIRE SHIT WHERE HAVING A THOUGHT THAT DOESN'T LINE UP WITH WHAT IS POLITICALLY CORRECT IN TODAYS WACKED STANDARDS ENDS UP WITH DEMONIZING YOU AND YOU BEING PERSECUTED FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE BUT ACTUAL FUCKING CRIMINALS AND SEXUAL PREDATORS ARE EXCUSED BECAUSE THEY'RE THE PEOPLE'S PROBLEMATIC FAVS
FUCK I'M CRYING BECAUSE I'M SO DONE WITH ALL THIS AND I'M SO DONE WITH PEOPLE NOW APPLYING POLITICS TO LITERALLY EVERY FUCKING THING WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR PEOPLE TO JUST ENJOY SOMETHING FOR THE SAKE OF IT FUCK

No. 1104112

>>1104106
ur definitely right that she isn't on the same level as the others, but i'm a lesbian myself which is why it feels particularly grating to me. ik it sounds really shitty but honestly just the way she talks about her sexuality makes it so clear that she has seen love and romance in media and wants that for herself but irl she is deeply uncomfortable with any emotional or physical connection. it's not even like sexuality related at this point its just that she is deeply in denial about having these other issues to work through and is just like 'i want to fuck because it feels like i should and i hate men too much to fuck them so i must be a lesbian!' it doesnt seem to come from a place of desire but more of a process of elimination. tbh she probably just needs to come out of her shell more and grow up a bit (which is fine) but in combination with the rest of the group dynamic it drives me insane

No. 1104114

>>1104107
Samefag but I think what bothers me the most is that he ALWAYS seems confused and unsure, like whenever he speaks not all information is being conveyed for some reason. He's always very unclear. Even my bf agrees. He's my parent, I should be able to rely on him and have him be the more knowledgeable one but I can't and I hate that. He's my only parent and I hate that. Whenever I talk to him no matter what about I come back being more confused than I was before. I really hate talking to him I just want to be completely rid of him for the rest of my life and I don't know how to get that, I'm so tired, he makes me so tired. Why do I have to have an autistic robot who knows nothing for a father, of course with him as my only parent I'm now a retarded autistic NEET myself and I just feel so confused on everything in the world because no one ever taught me and I don't know how to learn what everyone seems to already know. He's so frustrating and embarrassing to be around and whenever I talk to him even for just a minute it really depresses me and completely ruins my day because now that I'm older I've come to the realisation that I have THAT for a parent and only that. Please I want to move houses so badly and never see him again but it's so hard why is it so hard why can't it be easier like how it was when he was my age, I don't know how to do it I don't know how to be independent but I need to be for my own happiness because I can't stand him. Never talking to him again and having him and the rest of my family completely out of my life would be an amazing fresh start for me and I'd be a lot happier

No. 1104115

nothing on the internet feels real to me. it's like solipsism to me. i sorta hate bc i didn't always feel this way. but i think with so much exposure to it ive just lost all empathy on it. idk i just wish i could think of other people on the internet as real.

No. 1104117

>>1104112
samefag and i sound like such a massive cunt lol even typing this out made me realise how unfair i'm being towards her. she's clearly just discovering her sexuality after being repressed for so long and whatever it ends up being isnt rly my business, it's just the process of maturing and growing into your sexuality is always going to be cringy and it should be my place to support her. love her really. the other two can fuck off tho.

No. 1104120

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hi nonnies. I don't know if this is an appropriate place, but i'm hoping that it is because this thread has been safe to me before. I have been going back and forth about breaking up with my boyfriend, and I have ultimately decided theres no way I can stay with him without sacrificing my wellbeing… I haven't broken up with him yet but I told him today that I resent him. He is a coomer and the reason why we are having trouble is because of boundaries he broke with porn use (i even talked to him a month ago and told him that it's always on my mind/i don't trust him etc) and found out he was on that website just a week ago. at first i broke up with him, but i got weak and said we would be okay if he goes to therapy. but i've realized that solves nothing for me. today we had a fun day together and i caught a glimpse of his phone and what looked like only fans in his web history (but i didnt see clearly) and it just ruined my day. and that has been consistent for like a year now, me constantly feeling insecure that he's doing that shit. it's not fair to me and i know that, and when those moments happen i wish that we weren't together.
at the same time, i am SO codependent that it's just hard for me to break up and be final. I haven't been alone with just myself for 3 years. Without him i might be houseless in a few months (living in my car is an option i have considered). I don't have a home to go to - I live far away from home. I could stay with friends but don't want to be a burden.
can someone please convince me that i need to leave? how do you go through a break up that hurts even though you know it is right? i am pretty OK when I have work to do but otherwise i just want to go back to him. PLEASE nonnies it would be so easy for me to explain why the relationship is doomed if it was someone else. I have female friends to talk to but I am just feeling like it would be more exhausting than therapeutic to talk to somebody IRL right now, but eventually i want to.

No. 1104122

>>1104117
Nah I get it. I try to take people at their word for my own sanity, but sexuality is definitely being used for clout right now and there are people like that one fantasy novelist (Something Muir?) who are obviously faking.

No. 1104124

>>1104120
Since he’s not abusing you, you should try to tough it out until you have definite place/can take care of yourself. Are there steps you can take to becoming self sufficient?

No. 1104125

>>1104115
because it's not, it's a business

No. 1104129

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it’s so insane to me that people are entirely convinced body hair on a woman is disgusting and unnatural. other women will tell me shit like “i just like it”, “i’m choosing to shave it”, like my legs to be smooth” yeah i’m not buying it. women who get defensive when you suggest that these decisions are not really their own made me worry that we’re never making it out of patriarchy. i miss the whole smash the patriarchy, male tears mug, pussy hat wave of feminism. i fear that women living in the west are in too deep and it’s only going to get worse.

No. 1104135

>>1104129
With another quarantine a bunch of more women would understand that you don’t need to shave 24/7, it helped me a lot.

No. 1104137

>>1104120
Leave him and stay with friends until you find a new place, Nona. You'll miss him at first, but you'll quickly realize what a relief it is to not have to worry about his pornsick coomer bullshit.

No. 1104138

>>1104129
tbh shaving or waxing or whatever is so annoying and painful, also i enjoy having body hair

No. 1104142

>>1104129
i'm lucky that i live in such a bubble that pretty much none of the women i know shave and none of the men have anything to say about it. i sometimes forget its even a thing until i go on the train with my pits out and someone stares at me, or someone i have to work with says some shit like "oh wow you're so brave, it's such a hassle shaving but i could never go out like that!". i definitely think lockdown made it a lot more normal in my country, but i pity the people who still see it as 'dirty' or whatever.

No. 1104144

>>1103763
I got it to work! See you bitches later, I'm gonna be living out my country life fantasies for the rest of the weekend.

No. 1104146

Why do scrotes, especially tw*tter ones, seem to get off at being offensive and love it/find it hilarious when they get blocked because of their comments? Genuine question. I just don't get it. Why do they always expect to be catered to, especially by women? Bad parenting? I'm so tired. Why can they never keep their fetishes to themselves? Why do they feel the need to tell the world what they get off to instead of keeping it behind closed doors? Why are they so obsessed with rape and women being young?

No. 1104148

>>1104120
you deserve a partner who understands what is important to you and is willing to make compromise to make you comfortable. asking him to stop watching porn is such a low bar, and if he can't do that, he's not worth your time. in fact, if he has any compassion for women at all, he should understand WHY you're so against it to the point that he doesn't even want to consume it anymore. the fact that he lied about it is also a major issue, because you know it's likely not the first time he lied, and it won't be the last. having similar values to someone is such an important aspect of a relationship. it feels intense now, but the more time you put between yourself and the relationship, the more you will understand that it isn't meant to be. no matter how deep the infatuation feels now, it will pass.

if you think he'll take it ok, and you would be able to share a living space for a bit longer whilst wyou find somewhere new, you should discuss it with him. if you're worried about his reaction, talk to your friends first and make sure you'll have somewhere to stay if you need to. and you will be ok by yourself. you have a strong enough identity that you know what you want and what you deserve. your friends will not see you as a burden. they care about you, and will want to help. the mere fact that you're worried about being a burden tells me that you would be an excellent house guest lol. just offer to pay a little money towards them, cook for them a few times to say thank you, whatever makes you feel a bit more comfortable.

No. 1104151

>>1104129
I do know that some women have sensory issues with it but I honestly don't buy it for the most part. It's like when I hear them say "I wear makeup for me" but we all know part of that reason is down to the fact you're not treat as well if you have stuff like eye bags, acne or just a bare face on show. If you dont either have makeup on or just super clear skin then you get stared at like you're a weirdo to even dare go outside with acne or textured skin as a woman. It's the same with body hair imo.

I struggle with my body hair being seen by others especially as I'm not confident in my self image, but I'm not gonna cope and pretend that I shave my legs and armpits sometimes because "Its my empowered choice" no I just don't want sweaty old men to look at me like I've just spat on their shoes for simply existing with body hair. More women need to be upfront about the reason behind it, whether we like it or not most of us have grown up with the subconscious knowledge that body hair on women is "unsanitary, masculine, smelly" etc. Liberal feminism will ignore every single thing girls are brainwashed into thinking from a young age and just pretend that all of this shit is just "my choice<3"

No. 1104154

Was twitter stalking my ex and found my ex best friend in his likes da hell
It doesn't matter I just wonder how she even got there
I wish she did not have BPD she was much more fun until she sperged out at me for nothing

No. 1104155

>>1104146
>Why are they so obsessed with rape and women being young?
As much as scrotes are bad about this on their own, the particular need to bring it up over and over again is due to getting memed into it by incel culture. Like any internet subculture they have topics and buzz words that they must prattle on about over and over. To the point it doesn't even serve a purpose to them other than a fleeting feeling of "ha! gotcha! I hurt woman who hurt me!" You can see this where it's most concentrated ie in their communities, their discussions are circular and don't evolve much beyond reacting to handpicked depictions of us and adding new insults against women fueled by their own hurt egos. In the real world women barely feel the effect of "the wall" when it comes to relationships, don't get me wrong though there is definitely a major societal problem of devaluing older women, but most of the ones I meet are doing fine despite that. As for rape, again the jokes are another way to take a jab at women even though the brief offense a joke causes before being forgotten doesn't compare to the misery of these men's own pathetic lives. As such they have to keep using them, it's a cope. Especially guys on 4chan who go beyond talking about just women, every one of their opinions is adopted because it's the opposite of the status quo, that's why they often contradict. I understand disliking the status quo on certain things but instead of actually forming a nuanced worldview and helping yourself, they make themselves retarded.

No. 1104169

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>>1104151
I feel you, when people tell me: stop wearing makeup just be yourself I’m like shut the fuck being myself is not looking ugly, I care about peoples perception of me. Is that so bad? Its not as deep as people think it is

No. 1104179

>>1104169
but like what if you look ugly with makeup on too?

No. 1104194

>>1104179
Idk, I guess it’s more the _idea_ that you think you look good to others. It’s all false and shallow but it has worked for my esteem so far in life.

No. 1104206

>>1104120
Leave him nonnie and chat with your irl girlfriends about it! Find solstice in your sisters and realize female friendships can be just as and if not more fulfilling than having a boyfriend who doesn't respect you boundaries. It's ok if you still have feelings and want to talk to him nonnie but porn-sick men don't change unless they want to. (I was an ex porn addict before going anti-porn, I thought it would be hard but I was lazy and found it easy, I didn't care how much I was hurting my relationships around me with my use)

No. 1104216

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Poniko's room is the saddest and loneliest part of Yume Nikki to me. I imagine that Poniko was someone very dear to Mado, but for whatever reason is no longer in her life. Maybe Poniko grew to dislike Mado, and that's why Poniko is always looking away. Nevertheless, Mado wants to keep Poniko safe, so she imagined a quaint and nice room in a pretty snow area for Poniko, who she wants to be happy.
Even if it's just in her head, Mado wants Poniko to be safe and comfy forever. Whenever I hear snow world or the lights on/off music it just makes me think about Poniko and who she may be to Mado. She feels very special and out of place in a bittersweet way.

No. 1104218

I have mental illness, I cannot stand this anymore, I have been suicidal for 10 years

No. 1104219

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i miss him…
my otome game husbando

No. 1104222

I'm tired of capitalism. I'm tired of luck. I wish I had been born in a normal family and I wish I weren't mentally ill

No. 1104224

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I want to kiss XQCOW and I am tired of pretending that I don't!!!!

No. 1104268

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>>1104224
Based I also want to tickle him

No. 1104270

Hate moids.

No. 1104289

I miss being able to draw without giving a shit about whether or not it looked good. I don't even upload my art anywhere. It's all just me hating my own stuff. So stupid.

No. 1104299

I know I really shouldn't be comparing and that caring about my appearance is kind of feeding into and reinforcing the male gaze, but sometimes when I see girls who are really cute or pretty I feel so ugly and disgusting in comparison. I know that I'm literally feeding into the idea that a woman's worth is based on her appearance and I constantly remind myself that just because I'm not cute or whatever it doesn't mean I deserve any less. But in certain moments, especially when I see a girl (not a celebrity but just like a normal person) who looks so close to my ideal of how I wish I could look, I truly don't think there's any hope for me because who would ever want to date me over them? Literally none of this matters because I'm not even interested in dating in the first place, but somehow it crushes my self-worth so much when I feel ugly. I feel torn between figuring out how to glow up (maybe lose weight, get a haircut, elevate my current wardrobe) so that I'm satisfied with my appearance or just accepting myself for the way I am (which is what I've been trying to do, though evidently it hasn't worked yet).

No. 1104341

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I don't really know where or how to find happiness. I'm just kind of…existing. There should definitely be more to life than what I'm experiencing, yeah? But it feels like I'm in a nicely padded cage. I feel the same when I'm outdoors. Maybe I just need to do my hair and check on my packages. Maybe I just need to eat more vegetables. I don't know.

No. 1104345

>>1103951
Sorry for replying late, but thank you for the advice anon! Yes that's very true. I don't know if it will happen because she has always been this sort of person who advocates heavily for social justice (before trannies it was minority rights etc) but I'm hoping it will. She's a smart person.

No. 1104350

I’ve changed myself around different groups of people to fit in better and now those two groups are colliding and I have no idea how to present myself. Neither of them are a (wholly) untrue me. I just omitted things that a side wouldn’t like so that I wouldn’t be kept at a distance. I wish I was stubborn about my beliefs like everyone on this earth is. I hate that I am constantly stuck on a fucking fence. I don’t know what to do now, I want to bring one side over and get closer to them but that’s at the risk of losing the other side. I have zero self-identity. I just mould myself to other people. Does doing that make me “me”? I’ve tried finding “me” (true) but nothing feels like me and everything feels like I’m putting on an act. I think it’s too late to discover myself. I’m damaged and my natural state is this. You can’t heal a damaged brain like you heal injuries. You can’t undo the inadequacy I have imprinted into my bones.

No. 1104353

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My first thought today was, "wow, I'm alive", because I wasn't sure whether I should've gone to A&E. I got random pain shoots which had me shoot up half a meter in the air from my bed.
>>1104129
I hate that shaving is used by doctors as an indicator of your mental health. Even when you're ill, you're expected to shave body hair, because it's seen as part of personal care. I'm happy I get to keep my body hair at this point, body hair is part of a healthy adult female body.

No. 1104361

>>1104216
Aww
But why she become UBOAAAAAA

No. 1104362

>>1104129
I was thinking about this too, I kinda miss the "mansplaining", "manspreading", mwn are dildos who din't even vibrate lol, that type of stuff. It was funny and in ways, much more positive than how it is now.

No. 1104390

It's nearly 3am and my stupid husband won't leave his stupid friends house so im trapped here to ughhhhhhhh

No. 1104395

>>1104362
I genuinely believe women were bullied into silence by moids in 2016 and after because i miss those terms but they were tied to unreasonable troons… sometimes i wonder if men do this on purpose

No. 1104397

>>1104353
>shaving is used by doctors as an indicator of your mental health
What? I've never heard of this.

No. 1104401

>>1104397
Happened to me actually, I was at the doctors for something unrelated but she saw my unshaved legs and started inquiring about it in a way that made it seem that because of my poor health at the time, I was neglecting hygiene by not shaving and stuff when it wasn't the case because I don't shave anyhow.

No. 1104402

I’ve seen art I made of lolcow tan set as profile pics on two separate random accounts already. I’m flattered they liked my art enough to do that but it’s always strange seeing people publicly associate themselves with this site.

No. 1104403

>>1104401
That's so weird. I've gone to the doctor without shaving and was actually shy about it but she lectured me and told me it was natural and nothing to be ashamed of. Maybe it depends on the practitioner?

No. 1104405

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so confused over my sexuality. i now have 0 chance of sleeping with anyone irl to figure it out, but in my youth i did have sexual experiences with other girls, i did seek out porn of women, and i enjoyed making my barbie dolls kiss. i had that sims game for the ds and i was so pissed when i couldn't marry priscilla (did any straight women do any this in their youth? please let me know). also unsure if i have some sort of unresolved, forgotten trauma relating to sex from how sexual i was as a kid, but that's kind of unrelated. anyway, now that i'm OLDER i wonder if all that wasn't some…i don't know, childish urge manifesting in me. kind of like bonobo monkeys. i could definitely make out with a woman now, but i don't know if i'd want to touch her pussy. on that note – i don't think i want to handle a dick either?

i also loathe men for numerous reasons after taking the pink pill, so the thought that i might actually be straight or bi grosses me out. but i don't want to call myself a lesbian if i do have actual attraction to men (and don't actually have attraction for women). i wish i could get a brain scan or something to just TELL me what i'm wired to prefer.

No. 1104406

>>1104404
What do you mean you have no choice? You absolutely do… if you don’t like babies then don’t have them.

No. 1104408

>>1104405
It sounds like you are straight but know men kind of suck a lot, so you don't want to interact with them. Which is pretty understandable. And yeah, I know quite a few straight women who did the same things you did when they were younger. Don't sweat it, in any case. Hope you find a cute guy, if it is what you want.

No. 1104412

I'm tired of playing a character that is happy, well-adjusted, and stable. I have anxiety (trichotillomania and buccarum morsicatio included), depression with suicidal ideation, and ptsd. My family is retarded especially with mental illnesses. You're basically suppose """"pull yourself up by your bootlaces"""" and shove your feelings down. It's asinine. I had a hiccup few years ago, and it's been hard to recover. I'm finding it 100x times harder to function. I hate that these expectations have been thrusted onto me yet no one else has to follow them. It's baffling and it hurts. I'm thankful I have my cat. She's the only good thing. Fuck everyone else.

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>>1104403
NTA, but the ultrasound technician decided to comment on my "lack of personal care" when she saw my unshaved armpits, still after what she saw. Not like I shaved before I got ill, but shaving my armpits would be the last thing on my mind now atm anyway. Or it should be the last thing on a woman's mind when she's really ill. Idk if others are crazy enough to still do that even when really ill.

No. 1104414

>>1104404
Time to leave your husband fool.

No. 1104417

>>1104408
>Hope you find a cute guy, if it is what you want.
i don't really know if it is, though. i do find some men attractive, but i don't think i'd like to wake up to one every day.

but even then is that just years of ~pinkpill~ ideology clouding my view of guys or is it my actual preference? shit's confusing

No. 1104419

>>1104417
Its up to u to figure out

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>>1104413
Ntayrt but damn do I hate this. Men can get away with looking like shite, but god forbid if a woman doesn't shave. Why does body hair on a woman warrant these responses? Like, hello, we have body hair too. It has a purpose or why else would we grow it? Why do we get shamed for it but a man can grow a shitty patchy beard or not tweeze eyebrows and that's okay? Double standards fucking suck.

No. 1104423

I’m financially dependent on my bf and tbh I totally do not love him that much, he stares at whores

No. 1104425

>>1104423
you need to get out of there girl, it's not worth it

No. 1104430

>>1104425
I plan to I’m looking for a job rn. I hate feeling like I’m not good enough

No. 1104440

>>1104423
Your bf is the whore

No. 1104442

I want to die. I just feel like if I was to become myself, everyone would hate me. I hate social media. I just feel like a sinner everyday.

No. 1104467

>>1104440
He is not even a whore, he’s just a pervert disgusting beast and I can’t believe I was lulled into a false sense of feeling loved. Really I am just nothing to him, how could he? Moreover how could I? I am starting to think true romantic love isn’t even real. I don’t know it makes me so sad

No. 1104473

I'm so angry holy shit I just can't financially recover.

There is constantly something coming up that eats up a fuckton of my savings. I was saving up for a car or courses so I can switch careers and now my mother comes up with the bill for my fathers headstone. We're splitting the bill but it'll wipe 50% of my fucking savings and I'm back to 0. I'm almost 30 and I can't afford shit because it just keeps happening or the rest of my family keeps using my stuff and they keep being late with paying the bills so I have to do it. I'd move out but rent is 3 times more than the monthly bills I pay now. I'm so fucking tired of this.

No. 1104475

I hate pedophiles. Bump for CP

No. 1104487

>>1104475
The fuck?

No. 1104547

My period came, time to live on painkillers for the next 4 days

No. 1104555

I have had to move back in with my mother, it was inevitable, the dorm was temporary. I am already tired, I thought she was going to stop but it seems to have gotten worse. I got used to not wearing a bra at the dorm, now I am back to wearing it all the time because everytime she sees me, she looks at my tits first, comments on them, then addresses the rest of me. It's so uncomfortable, I don't know why she feels the need to comment on them all the time. I know they are big and saggy, she started actually crying and screaming when I came out the shower without a bra in a tshirt, it was insanity. I am turning crazy too, it's not just her. I am going back to my habits of being too close (physically) to her, emotionally we are miles apart. I am not sure what to do, she cannot listen to me at all. I have to live with her, I don't hate her at all, I love her so much, I know she does too. I am just uncomfortable with everything. I got hit by her too over something so stupid. I feel like a baby again, and I was finally feeling like a grown person. I wish I could just be out all the time.

No. 1104558

I wanna read bl fuck college fuck the bitch that decided to sit next to me i wanted to enjoy assfucking at the back of the class in peace

No. 1104566

>>1104289
>I miss being able to draw without giving a shit about whether or not it looked good.
Me too nonna… I kinda wish I could have a art friend like you, I have hard time relating to people who show off and share their art easily so I imagine with a similar-minded person maybe there would be a way we'd both build each other's courage to enjoy art again?

No. 1104574

>>1104558
My friend used to read hardcore gay fics in class at some point because she stopped caring, but my other friend and I were next to her usually. I wonder if anyone behind her saw that though.

No. 1104587

>>1104558
gross, focus on your class.

No. 1104605

starting to feel trapped by my own job and city. everything but mainly rent has sky rocketed. im lucky to have this job but its high stress, long hours, they started scheduling me 5 days instead of 4. they approved the days i wanted off then straight up ignored them. i need to find the same job type but…better managed. all i wanted was the dayshift but instead im still given a few 12 hour shifts each week. i just want my life back instead of working to stay above water, to live decent, but im barely eating because im working so much and enjoying nothing from being at work all the time. what the hell is the point of income if you never get to enjoy it? i have a coworker whos been there 5+ years working every single day for 5-10 hours. sure hes a good salesman but theres nothing to do or enjoy with all that money when he literally eats fast food and never takes vacation. i dont get it i dont want to work just to barely be home enjoying the food or house goods i was finally able to buy. that all my free times just gone.

No. 1104622

Women are so cute i love women. I wish they loved me back

No. 1104623

>>1104622
Samefag im a loveless friendless woman i feel like i sounded like a troon so just to clarify

No. 1104631

>>1104622
others can smell your weird desperation, probably.

No. 1104633

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Immigrating is so damn stressful

No. 1104634

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I’m sick of my stupid asshole cat pissing everywhere despite me placing numerous litter box, deep cleaning the carpets she’s ruined, supervising her, rewarding her when she goes go in the litter box, redirecting her when she doesn’t, yet she continues to piss all over the fucking place. She pisses so fucking much I’m starting to fucking hate her. When she dies I’m never getting another cat, ever. She’s such a sweetie and so loving and affectionate but she relentlessly pisses everywhere and I just want her to fucking die. She’s an outdoor cat as well, she has the entire world to piss on but she chooses to do it behind the sofa, all over the stairs, underneath furniture, on the skirting boards, on the dining room chairs. just fucking everywhere. She’s scent marking. I’ve seen her piss up to four times in the space of half an hour. She knows she gets treats when she pisses in the litter box so she will try and do that as many times as possible while you’re looking, getting lots of treats, and she waits until you’re NOT looking and just pisses wherever she wants. She fucking KNOWS she’s not allowed to go anywhere except the litter boxes, and shows it in her behaviour. What’s the point in having a perfect “lap cat” if this is what she does? I’d take a timid cat that hardly pays attention at all rather than this clingy piss machine. She does have her good sides, we all love ehr. She’s not going anywhere she’s staying with us for her whole life because she’s family but sometimes I just hate her and wish she’d be different like one of our old cats that didn’t piss everywhere.

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>>1104555
Your mother is a stupid fucking cunt and deserves to be kicked in the tits.

No. 1104641

I hate the general mindset of my country. We have this self-flagellating tendency and hate ourselves and envy those who managed to 'get out' and emigrate. I noticed people here also either kiss up to foreigners or just straight up hate anyone who's a foreigner, there's no inbetween

No. 1104643

>>1104634
This is probably a dumb question but are you sure she isn't sick?

No. 1104646

>>1104643
I don’t know if it is a dumb question nonny. She seems healthy and energetic, nose is wet. Energy good, appetite good. She went for her yearly checkup and we where told she was extremely healthy. She’s 8 so just reached middle age. Maybe I should take her to the vet and demand answers.

No. 1104651

God fuck, some stuttering and ugly guy kept asking me about my name and where I live and work etc. and he said he lives near me and he put a piece of paper with his number next to me and told me to call him kek. Situations like this make me cringe because I don't know how to deal with them because of my autism and I'm also totally stunned by the audacity of men. Maybe he was slightly retarded and even didn't notice how cringe that was? I had nice looking guys showing interest in me but they always behaved normally, you know like cultured people, it's always the ugly guys who literally jump at me and ponce around me and ask me questions even though I'm visibly unresponsive and uninterested. They're not aware or what? I don't get it. I literally feel dirty now. How to get rid of this feeling

No. 1104653

>>1104555
Fuck her, I'm your mother now, I'm adopting you.

No. 1104656

>>1104631
I agree anon, i am desperate

No. 1104657

>>1104633
where are you immigrating from and to?

No. 1104661

>>1104640
No, it's not like that, it sounds much worse than it is. But I can't exactly talk to a friend about it, I've already bothered lc too much about it as well.

No. 1104667

>>1104661
Sorry the concept of a mother obsessing over her daughters tits like that makes me very angry. I get that I don’t know the full story and I’m sorry.

No. 1104669

>>1104558
Reading/viewing adult material in public is weird anon, stop it.

No. 1104671

>>1104667
It's okay, I know how it's coming across as and I hate it because I feel like I am villainizing my mom too much and it makes me feel horrible and guilty. I just… I want her to stop being so weird, it's barely been a few weeks of us together again and I'm not ready.

No. 1104674

>>1104669
Yeah, this.

No. 1104684

>>1104623
I am desperate too anon, maybe we should befriend each other…

No. 1104687

>>1104558
fujos stop being cringe and creepy challenge

No. 1104696

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I hate men so much it's unreal, they take away our freedoms bit by bit, and I just wish we could live on an island free from moid's.

No. 1104716

I hate the movie MASH. I watched most of it but at some point, I couldn’t concentrate anymore through the intense, blinding rage. I felt so bad for “hot lips”. she’s characterised as being a hysterical shrew with a stick up her butt even when she’s exposed naked to the camp against her will and continuously harassed by the “heroes” of the story. it’s just hilarious goofball shenanigans apparently. they really do their best to beat you over the head with the same misogynistic jokes too. there are a few small parts of the movie which, separate from the rest of it, are funny, but it’s only because, in their infinitely sheltered lives, men are in a position of such extreme ignorance that they are able to find humour in the film as a whole. i know it's just a movie, but it's still a reflection to some degree.

men are incapable of empathy. men, almost without exception, are not able to look beyond their narcissistic bubble of existence, instead focused on the sole goal of self-gratification. that’s why media like this exists – because nothing gets a man off like the abuse and sexual exploitation of women, and, because the brain of a man is just a pseudo-penis, whatever forms of “art” he creates reflect these simple base desires. with no capacity for critical thought, their attitudes reflect a false reality. they are not even aware of true reality, because they don’t know what it is to feel genuine distrust and fear like we feel towards them. some might say that we are paranoid or take things too seriously, but what we know we have learnt from experience. we don’t have the privilege of not being paranoid. and yet even in this bleak waking nightmare, I would rather be dead than be a man. and if I were to be reborn, and for my transgressions, I were to be reborn as a cockroach, then I would still want to be a female one.

No. 1104729

>>1104657
UK to US

No. 1104732

At the risk of sounding pretentious, I feel like online people are becoming more and more illiterate. Maybe they purposely misread things, maybe the internet has ruined attention spans for good, but I keep seeing people just miss such obvious things that they would have gotten simply from reading.
Maybe they're too used to Twitter shortening, I have no clue.

No. 1104736

>>1103892
he would probably just say no, laugh it off or not really respond at all
it makes me so angry how such a good looking guy is so socially retarded and shut in. i hardly even know him but i fantasised about him all through summer, christmas and up to now

it makes me wonder how much he actually thinks of me bc i think so much about him, maybe its my fault for being shallow and going after him based on how he looks and not how he acts

No. 1104737

>>1104732
Go outside

No. 1104738

>>1104737
Read a book

No. 1104744

>>1104743
Drink some tea

No. 1104745

>>1104732
I think it's more that every imbecile now uses the internet. It used to be mostly sort of bookish and introverted people.

I'm actually shocked when I leave my social bubble filled with what I thought are normal people and run into absolute hordes of mentally deficient idiots who can't think straight or write coherently. Yet those hordes exist and ARE probably far more normal than my little social circle. It makes me feel blessed that I keep finding gems of communities that have no social media addicts or political activists or braindead NPCs.

>>1104744
I put a cup in the microwave.

No. 1104748

>>1104744
Do some math

No. 1104749

>>1104745
>I put a cup in the microwave.
you don't boil water in a kettle?

No. 1104751

>>1104749
The tea cooled down so I reheated it.

No. 1104752

>>1104749
cant you tell, hes a npc

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No. 1104789

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Feeling the most depressed and demotivated I've felt in a long time this month and I'm not sure how to get out of it

No. 1104801

>>1104752
Hmm… reported.

No. 1104835

>>1104752
men should always use apostrophes

No. 1104910

>>1103175
Your pic rel is dangerously based.
To the point that even mods banned that anon kek.

No. 1104916

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im so miserable and i just want to binge eat some tasty food to feel better butim looking after my grandmother and i have to cook her something good for dinner. ive been binging on disgusting boring food all day i wish i could at least eat something tasty and hate myself instead of eating dry ryvita crackers and hating myself.

No. 1104924

im constipated bc i have had too many sedatives recently. i just want to have a nice big shit. why must the best things in life lead to the worst.

No. 1104958

Those compilations of people faking mental illnesses are misogynistic cuz people only show women in them. Then youll have a retarded moid saying “AKSHUALLY THEYRE FAKING IT”.
People truly believe only men have autism or adhd or tourette syndrome and men are complaining women are apparently “faking” them.

No. 1104959

I am so tired of my mentally ill family. I can't always be here picking up pieces then also being told I am the most dramatic, rudest bitch in the house when I don't even do anything and mind my business, while others are breaking doors, breaking glass, screaming and shit over the stupidest things. I am so tired of always having to console others while no one even cares to ask if I am ok or what do I feel yet I have to keep others in mind. Now my sister's locked herself in her room for the nth time this weekend and I can hear her screaming and breaking shit and I don't have the energy to give a single fuck because she does this every fucking day. Overdramatic fucks. Over some stupid argument between her and our mom, I know she is pent up and needs an excuse to blow up every other day, but I have no energy. I am tired of always trying to keep peace. Whatever, go fuck yourselves.

No. 1104960

>>1104558
Just read them anon. Who cares

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I just overheard my mom spending 10 minutes trying to politely ask my 27 y/o brother to mow our lawn (it’s 4pm and he’s been asleep all day) and then she busts into my room asking why I haven’t started ironing her clothes yet. It’s so easy being a moid.

No. 1104963

>>1104961
women who are nice to their male children but treat their daughters like shit are the fucking worst, fuck her and your stupid lazy brother

No. 1104964

>>1104961
physical labor is the one thing they are good for and they can't even do that

No. 1104966

>>1104961
Tell her why there's such a difference between how she treats you bro and you.

No. 1104989

>>1104961
To be fair to your mom, you're a lot less likely to freak out and murder her because she asked you to do a simple chore. Still fucking bullshit, but moids are psychotic.

No. 1104993

Im tired of my neighbor and her pitbull yapping at 5am. I live in a poor place and everything was fine until she moved in. She smokes a lot so everyone in my family smells it 24/7, she doesnt care if her dogs attack people and theres so many drug addicts to come to her house im so scared. At night i can hear men yelling they want sex like wtf? Im so fucking done with this shit. Even my little sister is scared sometimes. Fuck her i hope she moves out. We complained so many times and nothing has changed cuz canada doesnt give a fuck about poor people

No. 1105010

>>1104993
Anon I'm also in Canada and reporting to your city for noise is usually gets more done than the police, I hope this helps? The police did nothing for me but my harassing my city worked

No. 1105033

Im half asian half white and I think its so disgusting old ass white men with import brides think my parents were anything like them and try to talk to me about their import bride and poor children. No I cant relate, my mom grew up here in a way richer family than my dads, he wasn't some old loser in his 50's exploiting a vulnerable 20 something girl who wanted to provide for her family and escape poverty. Fuck off.

No. 1105124

>>1103879
Girls with a crush think cute things like this. Guys with a crush only think about sex.

No. 1105161

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TW unwanted physical advances. I went barhopping last night for the first time with my friend from highschool and really wish I hadn't. Tried to get out of it before going cause I had a feeling it wasn't for me but she was really insistent that we try it. Throughout the night she invited her gay friend to join and so I invited a long-time guy friend that I had been meaning to meet up with. Immediately regretted it because he kept hugging me and holding my hand. I hit my drink limit hard and ended up getting drunk to the point of wanting to pass out at some overly crowded bar. The last bar we went to had a dancefloor so we were dancing there and that's when the guy friend started grinding up on me and pressing his boner against me. I felt so uncomfortable thank god we left after that but not before he also kissed me. made it home safe via gay friend but just really wish I hadn't gone. I didn't like the whole experience of loud music staying out after midnight and being pressured to do things out of my comfort zone. Now I'm just sitting at my desk trying to drink my tea and calm down and do something productive but can't get out of my head how incompetent I am at advocating for and protecting myself such a preventable situation.

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>Look at Granddad's WWII record
>Has his wrong age listed, meaning he lied to get into the merchant navy, he was seventeen at the time
>Every second week he has a write up for poor conduct, drinking on service or getting into fights
>always written up for "fraternizing with the locals" in Japan and the Philippines.

Was my granddad raping girls?

No. 1105171

>>1104669
Its literally drawings and i didn’t view them in public because someone sat next to me you act like i was getting off on people seeing me watching some hardcore porn

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No. 1105175

>>1105171
You were looking at anal sex porn drawings in class….? Stop that shit weirdo.

No. 1105176

>>1105175
Fucking kek i’m not gonna entertain this anymore

No. 1105187

>>1105171
Coward. I flex on moids during zoom meetings by reading my xxx hardcore uncensored bareback yaoi during unfruitful meetings. I'm making the best of my time on my boss's dime.

No. 1105191


No. 1105216

I don't know what to do and how to hold on, and whether I even want to.
A month ago, I've broken up with my bf. That was a right decision as he's been taking me for granted for the longest time and basically fell into the behavioral pattern of a loser redditor despite endless communication from my side. Coincidentally, a week after we broke up he fell madly in love with a dating profile and is now doing all the self-improvement I've begged him to do for years (wear nice clothes, get a hair cut, clean the house… etc). We are still friends and living together, though that's going to change rapidly.
In order to gain back independence (haven't been working for a few months due to health issues), I had to accept my old job. It pays enough for me to be able to support myself and rent a flat alone, but it makes me want to kill myself every day. I will have to rent a flat soon and possibly move out to another city to afford my own place. I'm incapable of living with random flatmates (it's like being unable to escape uncaring coworkers even at home), going back to my parents also isn't an option… But I'm horrified that I really will kill myself if I end up living alone. Honestly, I'm one bad day at work (which is any, honestly) away from attempting suicide and most likely succeeding. Every day my ex has to calm me down which is exhausting for him and unfair overall, since he shouldn't be responsible for my mental health.
I don't know where to go or how to survive. My life is so fucking empty that I don't see a point in going on — spending 40 hours in a job that I hate and where I feel dehumanized only to keep myself afloat. The mental damage just keeps on piling on and on despite therapy, medication etc. I'm haunted by wasting years on someone who hasn't loved me as much as I thought and finding out that once more, I wasn't good enough (my looks 'weren't bad enough to reconsider getting into a relationship', turns out my ex has been into 1,5 tiny uguu women). I desperately want to love and be loved, but honestly, what's the point? The chances of me finding someone worthy of me (and me being worthy of them) is nill zero. Anything that I will do to survive now will make me even less lovable than I already am.
I wish I had anger in myself to live despite my lack of reason, but I really don't. I don't feel like I have anything to live for and the future looks bleak.
I want to kill myself but also I don't and yet I do and I'm scared of wasting my chance to finally off myself and having to live with the consequences

No. 1105220

>>1105216
Girl don't worry, men only improve until they "trap" a woman, he'll go back to his old ways and you can find a man that doesn't need you to force him to improve himself so he's a normal functioning person.

No. 1105226

I vented about something similar but holy shit scrotes really like trying to put you down when they feel like your career is more prestigious than theirs. Just today an IT guy I'm kind of seeing (first few dates) tried to insinuate being a doctor is a very average and mentally quite easy job while he's doing a lot of work being a QA tester. Trying to flex while putting me down. Jesus. Fuck you, honestly. Yeah I bet your job is hard but fuck you for shitting on my career just because you obviously feel insecure about yourself (self-admitted anxiety and so on). Not only that, guys like this will make faces at every single hobby and talent I mention when they themselves usually don't do anything but game in spare time. He'd even pick on shit like my hands not being smooth enough - yeah man, I have to use shitton of disinfection on them daily. And it's funny how they think they're making me insecure and apologise for that. No, I know my worth, you just made me see you as an asshole and totally lost me mentally, that's why I stop being nice. Does this negging shit actually work on someone? It just makes me angry. And they also always try so hard to make it up to me when they realise it failed but if that's a trial of a relationship with you, no thanks. You're supposed to give compliments and lift me up (as I will do for you). I see no point in seeing someone investing time in making me feel small. Honestly the below-average guys are meaner, good looking accomplishedcand sporty guys tend to be much more caring and praise you a lot. Makes you think, huh.

No. 1105240

>>1105226
Qa tester is one of the most braindead jobs there is kek that scrote is so pathetic

No. 1105244

>>1105220
I sure as hell don't want him back, but im miserable with the hellscape that is my life. I have nothing good going on in it and my mind is too broken to be fixed. I don't know why I should continue living. I guess a therapist could help me out with that, but im afraid i will just get brainwashed

No. 1105246

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wasting an entire day tomorrow to go to a viewing for an apartment that i'm not gonna get anyways. iiii dooon't wannaaaaa

No. 1105248

>>1105226
This reminds me of the time a friend tried to hook me up with a guy she thought I’d like. First words out of his mouth “I thought you’d be prettier”. My response “I thought you’d be taller” and walked away.
Like where did he think that exchange was going to go!? I don’t get it. Same with another guy I’d briefly dated, didn’t want to engage in a particular sex act with him and he immediately goes on about how fat and ugly he thinks I am, so I blocked him and he was baffled as to why.
I wonder how many women would view these exchanges as reasonable on my part vs how many men would think I was an unrepentant misandrist man hater. It’s never ok to insult a man but it’s always open season on a woman.

No. 1105255

A guy who I've been chatting with on Discord just "thanked" me because he jerked off to us joking around today. I am so disgusted wtf.

No. 1105263

>>1105255
Block immediately anon that is terminal coomer behavior.

No. 1105268

I’m so angry at the logical side of myself, i’m having schizo moments where i think i’ll die peacefully and look forward to things like reincarnation or some sort of heavenly place i’ll chill in but this bitch thinks we only have this life and ruins it for me

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No. 1105273

>>1105263
>>1105272

Yeah I did because I was just so appaled. We were texting on Discord for like 2 months but it was never weird or sexual stuff and all of a sudden he was like "Anyway nonna, thank you so much for today, I came when we were talking about xy" OUT. OF. NOWHERE.

No. 1105278

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>most likely had covid at the beginning of the pandemic while I was in another country to start working
>was sick for three months, got first symptoms when masks, hand gel, latex gloves and paper toilet were in constant shortage all over the world and only bloodwork could tell whether you were infected or not
>local hospital told me to not come until my symptoms got worse
>mom gets worried and harasses me on the phone to make me come back home while openly making fun of me for not being able to speak loudly enough on the phone and to not have enough strength to hold my phone properly
>goes back to my country way earlier than planned because of this because I need some rest and the pandemic ruined a lot of job opportunities anyway
>mom says she's glad I was severely sick because now I'm back
>despite seeing that I was about to pass out several times and that I weighted 35kg because of constant diarrhea not even a hyperbole, no idea how I dragged my suitcases to the airport in that state
>whenever I'm worried about potentially being exposed to covid after that my entire family makes fun of me and treat me like a hypocondriac
>literally just this Friday my mom talks about how hilarious it was when I couldn't even speak properly on the phone while I was still sick, with tears in her eyes
>she starts coughing
>uses a kit from the nearby pharmacy at 3am to test for covid, she's infected, and I'm not
>won't stop coughing and complaining about trembling, diarrhea and constant headaches
I know I'm really petty, but serves her right. Maybe she'll stop exaggerating when talking about it to her friends and the rest of our family and insulting me for not wanting to be sick again. Stupid bitch even told everyone, including the embassy, that I had to come back to our country because I didn't know how to budget and spent all my money on rent when it was really just because I was really sick and thought I'd die at the other side of the planet.

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No. 1105283

just blocked a best friend and i feel a lot better. Shes too invasive and im over this friendship.

No. 1105286

A guy I know on twitter said the anti-porn movement doesn't focus enough on the real victims… the men who can't coom

No. 1105296

>>1105278
>told everyone, including the embassy, that I had to come back to our country because I didn't know how to budget and spent all my money on rent
Jfc, that's super bitchy.

No. 1105325

>>1105286
i think i’m probably plagiarizing valeria solanas rn or something but men aren’t the ones who keep our species alive, they just fertilize the egg. you can literally drive to a building and buy the fertilizer, while buying a woman’s reproductive capabilities is contractual slavery. ultimately, cooming is the reason for their existence, so empathy doesn’t come naturally to them. if their right to get off is jeopardized then they are victims because their dicks are all they have.

No. 1105327

>>1105296
Yeah, she called the embassy, then called me and used both the home phone and her cellphone to make me talk to the woman at the embassy like the retard she is. She lied to the woman before she called me and made her think I didn't want to come back for some stupid reason and omitted that I arrived before the epidemic turned into a pandemic and that I had a working holiday visa. The woman from the embassy tried to make me feel bad for getting "stuck" there while also giving me info that I already knew on the very few plane trips that were maintained.

For context, I've posted in the previous thread about my mother calling my siblings once or twice a day because they're not living at home anymore, and making me think something truly terrible happened to my big sister just because she turned off her phone to take a nap one afternoon and was impossible to call for a few hours.

No. 1105343

Prices are going to rocket where I live because of everything that’s going on in the world right now. I’m so tired nonnas. I’m already broke. Been so for years. Just when I think I might make my way out of this mess this shit happens. I don’t think I’ll be able to even afford meat anymore. Or anything for that matter.

No. 1105353

>>1105286
I dared the most hardcore Chad wannabe military tough guy I knew who bragged that he'd totally withstand torture to not masturbate for as long as possible and he didn't make it past day 3.

No. 1105383

>mom always emphasised cleaning your genitals properly after using the toilet while growing up
>one day i realize brother A (30) doesn't wipe, rinse or wash hands after pissing
>only does a quick wipe when he shits
>make fun of him behind his back with brother B (27)
>few days later, i notice brother B finished pissing really quick and didn't use any tissue or water while waiting for my turn
This sly motherfucker.

I'm a little in shock because it was something my mother always taught us. The thought to NOT wipe and rinse has never crossed my mind in my entire life. How did they reach this point? If men who are raised to clean themselves are like this, am I doomed no matter who I end up dating? How do women give blowjobs unless you shower before sex every time??

No. 1105423

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fighting game of my husbando came out and it pisses me off to see obvious moids play as him. i know he's not property of girls but still. pisses me off

No. 1105428

It's been getting so warm here and I hate it because I have a big chest and moids always stare at it when I wear tops. I want to dress in the things I like because I'm at a point where I feel good about my body but I can't stand how much we're being objectified. Looking sexy makes me feel so uncomfortable because men are so predatory. Can't even wear regular Jeans without scrotes looking at your ass. And I know I'm not just imagining it. Even the guys in my circle of friends admitted to checking women's butts out, even those of their female friends. I wish scrotes didn't exist.

No. 1105435

>>1105383
Thats so disgusting wtf i hate men

No. 1105439

>>1105428
Dress however you want anon and ignore moids. Dont let moids have this control over you. Your body isn’t inherently sexual. You cannot control their perverse thoughts. I have big boobs too and i wear tank tops in summer. I stopped caring at moids staring because its too hot asf to even think about moids anyway. Just remember the problem is them and not you

No. 1105440

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So my best friend had a mental breakdown because of the situation in Europe and it feels like everything has shifted in our relationship. She’s almost unrecognizable, both online and real life. She just looks so utterly mopey and can barely hold conversations with her. I just don’t know what to say except giving all possible resources for help which I already did.

The worst thing is I feel I just don’t need this shit in my life right now, because I was there once too and it just reminds me how pathetic I was. The only person who could help me was ME and I did just that. She just goes on about nukes and is annoyed we don’t get upset about the world and it’s like YES ITS ABSOLUTELY FUCKING TERRIFYING AND AWFUL BUT THEN LET MY TRY TO PRETEND TO HAVE A NORMAL LIFE BEFORE THE WORLD ENDS.

I just don’t know what to do with her and I’m afraid this will tear us apart

No. 1105450

>>1104555
Are you the anon who got frequent headaches then tried to start not wearing bras but your mum became a weird fuck about it?

No. 1105457

>>1105440
I am an immigrant of one of these countries and im mad when people that are not related nor are going to be affected by war are making it about themselves. It's okay to feel anxious but when person goes "me me me" I just… I can't stand it. If these people care so much they can go help others. But no… It's always about -them-.
And anon, to be fair, it's only normal to want to distance yourself from stress. Don't feel guilty about it. We all feel overwhelmed from our friends at least once in awhile.

No. 1105461

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My pomeranian mix dog passed away today. She's the sweetest and cleverest dog me and my family ever had. She has been with us for around 8 or so years since she was a puppy and I was a middle schooler. It's gonna be hard for me to get used to not seeing her around anymore but I'll never forget her. I love you Lily.

No. 1105466

>>1105457
That was my first thought like “how do you think the people directly affected by this feel while you’re here living your cushy life”? We all have to try keep living, that’s the only thing we can do but no, she wants to hyperobsess over Putin and cry about it, fuck.

No. 1105468

has anyone seen the trend of teenage boys fantasizing about femicide on tiktok? it's really horrifying. I stumbled across one earlier today and the guy had his whole name on his account, I found his mom on instagram and commented on a photo she posted with him asking if she's aware that her son is fantasizing about killing women online

https://twitter.com/DotterOfAlice/status/1505044193915412485

No. 1105480

>>1105461
I'm so sorry nonnie!! Losing a pet is like losing a friend or family. I really hope everything gets better for you in your week. It will take a long time to heal, but you will keep them alive in your memories.

No. 1105483

>>1105461
I'm so sorry nonna. I hope your sweet pup is in a good place now. I always tell anons this, but I always mean it, I hope Lily is up in puppy heaven having the time of her life with every other anons dog. There will be lots of food and endless pats, only the cushiest beds, and the best toys around there for them. She'll have plenty to keep her busy while she waits for you up there. I'm sure she knows that she was loved, and that she also loved you dearly.

I am very fortunate that my dog is still here with me, but I always hope the same for my dog as I do for others. I want to believe that there is a heaven, if only to believe that their souls have somewhere to wait for us. Thank you for opening up your heart and home to your pup. Having a pet is a truly special experience, and it's awful that they get taken away from us so soon, but for the short time they're with us, the love and joy they bring into our lives is worth it. I hope that your heart will heal soon. Take time for yourself. May we all meet them our beloved pets again one day. ♥

No. 1105490

Feeling like shit bc I don't have a degree. I went back to community college for a few years to get some work certificates and now I'm applying to jobs. Nearly every job that I went to school for requires a Bachelor's and I'm probably going to get auto-rejected everywhere. It sucks because I know I can do the career I trained to do. My professors have been giving glowing recommendations about me to their network, but I haven't heard back from any of them and it's already been 3 months. I wish there will be somewhere that will take a chance on me.

No. 1105505

growing up poor will affect you forever. Life is all about lucking out and being given resources to make your dreams come true

No. 1105509

I'm so mad nonas. My mom come to visit me this weekend because I'm sick and while I obviously appreciate it she accidentally drank my cold medicine yesterday and now I realize she took my sleeping pills (we take the same brand). Why she have to be so scatterbrained? My cold just got worse so I probably gonna be awake all night and I have work tomorrow. I want to call sick but since I work from home I don't know it my old fart boss would accept it.

No. 1105510

>>1105468
>telling his mom
Based, nonna. Tell us if she responds. You’re doing God’s work

No. 1105515

>>1105468
a guy i dated posted one of these and our university took no action. i have his mom’s instagram actually, haven’t said anything tho. if i hear “not all men” one more time i will lose my goddamn mind. the fact that this is an actual trend is so disturbing. i hate tiktok.

No. 1105520

>>1105461
She had a very happy life with you, anon. When you remember her, make sure you don't forget that, either. She loves you!

No. 1105523

>>1105468
Good thing that men kill themselves, each other and die earlier than we do. No need for elaborate murder fantasies when they're biologically inclined for self-removal

No. 1105525

>>1105428
I still remember that time when I was topless on my own damn house, in the second floor and I catched I moid that was working on a neighbor roof looking at me.

No. 1105528

So you can write suicide bait on your Facebook wall about how you're being abandoned, but you won't message me becaaause? Because you want me to give in. You've treated me like crap for years and I've decided I don't have time for it anymore, and now you're "crying every day". Pretty pathetic. I thought you grew up.

No. 1105550

i have this irrational fear that i'm going to become a fakeboi eventually, even though i know that the issues i have with being a woman are 100% tied to my ptsd and bdd. it doesn't help that i have woke friends who joke that i'll do it one day just because i'm vaguely gnc and call me a they even though i've never asked them to do that. maybe i'm being paranoid or reading too far into it but the jokes also feel backhanded in a way, like just because i don't perform femininity as well as you do means that i'm destined to troon out one day? idk i just want to make peace with myself and my body, which is hard enough as is without interference from others

No. 1105558

>>1105550
How old are you? I would probably have the same fear when I was younger but luckily in my case I didn't have woke friends nor I lived in a liberal place. Honestly if my friends joked about me like that I would have dropped them eons ago.

No. 1105571

>>1105550
Tell them that it’s rude to missgender you. Sometimes they do that, they refer to you as what they want you to believe you are and in a blink they will try to make you get a double mastectomy. My best friend is constantly getting groomed by the people at her workplace and our old Uni friends because she’s gnc and socially awkward.

No. 1105574

>>1105550
> it doesn't help that i have woke friends who joke that i'll do it one day just because i'm vaguely gnc and call me a they even though i've never asked them to do that.
This is super rude and you need new friends.

No. 1105579

>>1105558
i'm 21 and my main friend group where this is a problem are all around the same age. they're all woke libfem types and most people in my area are the same way unfortunately. i'm just glad i didn't meet them a few years back when i would have been a lot more susceptible to it
>>1105571
maybe if i word it that way they'll actually listen to me. i'm sorry your friend is going through that, it's so fucked up

No. 1105581

I wish I could have a closer relationship with my sister, but she makes it hard to be around her. Her anger, arrogance, and arrested development make it so you can feel the tension increase in a room full of family when she’s there vs when she isn’t. I kind of forget this because we’ve lived in separate states for years and there’s only so much interaction you can have over the phone, then when she comes to visit it’s this lowkey disappointment because you’re forced to realize that she hasn’t grown at all while she’s been away.
Tonight I’m sticking a bandaid on my knuckle that had the skin chopped off it by her slamming the door on my hand. She did that because I asked her to replace the hand towel in the bathroom when she runs off with it, which happens daily for some reason.

No. 1105604

>>1105450
Yes, that was me as well. I've had to move back in with my mom again and it's like I completely forgot how it was like.

No. 1105618

I wish furry culture wasn't a thing. I just wanna draw animal characters without being associated with them. I really hate so much about furry culture, the coomerism, the consoomerism, the mentally ill troons.
Why are cartoon animals even its own distinct subculture? People who like western cartoons of human characters don't have their own subculture. People who like fantasy or sci fi don't make it into an identity nowadays. Various niches have their own fandoms but only furries really build their whole lives around it. Why do people even "identify" as furries, like its a meaningful part of your personhood? Is it a mass case of autism? I just don't wanna be fucking associated with these people but every time I draw like some totally innocent shit of an animal character I get people with pfps of frogs with massive tits and vore headers in my Twitter mentions, I just wanna be dissociated from these freaks.

No. 1105625

I think my dog is truly my emotional support dog, I just love him, I feel like I can do anything when he’s by my side biting my feet and growling when he wants to play. I’m so worried, I don’t know what made him get sick, I never give him human food and only give him what he needs for the day, but he suddenly got super sick. My stupid brother didn’t want to take him to the vet because our dad is a vet but he’s living in fucking Africa right now with mom and we’re living here in latam, like, just take him to the vet you little bitch, it’s his health, not just a play date with the doctor. He ended up taking him after he threw up a bunch of times because our aunt convinced him but he still thought our dog was just fine and while the vet did tell him that he’s okay, I’m still worried because last year he got really, really sick, throwing up and with diarrhea with blood, so I took him to the vet and they also told me he was fine, they gave him some stuff and got better almost instantly. But like, I don’t like taking my dog to the doctor when he’s basically whimpering like how our father says that most people takes their pets to the vet like, it’s just so inhumane, pets can’t talk and they get distressed as fuck, I’m not going to wait for my dog to get all weak and such to take him to the vet, I will never wait for him to have diarrhea with blood again, if he throws up I’m taking him to the vet right there.

No. 1105630

I wish we were required to sleep less and to work less. I'm always doing one or the other. I want to do so many other things in this life, too, you know? But I can't. I always have to work or to sleep.

No. 1105665

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I've fallen off the wagon wrt to diet sooooo hard I've been eating so much junkfood and sweets fuck nonnies it's disgusting but it's so good. Idk. Every time I fall off the wagon I start thinking that I may as well keep eating like a pig because it's "too late" FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK AHHHHHH

No. 1105667

>>1105665
Start watching amberlynn reid videos

No. 1105668

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My period should've come three weeks ago and now that it's finally here it's making up for lost time by making me suffer. I can't eat, I can't sleep, and nothing helps. Fml.

No. 1105671

>>1105665 you need to allot some calories in your diet for junkfood if you have that much of a sweet tooth. it's unlikely you will just flat out not eat junk for weeks/months and if you make space for junk it may save you a spiral because you didnt ruin anything, it's part of the plan.

No. 1105678

people really do tell on themselves sometimes. my normie friends balked at the idea of a young boy in feminine attire (found some gnc kid on tiktok and sent the video to them out of curiosity).

they automatically assumed the parents were letting their boy dress up in gowns, wear MILD makeup (reminiscent of my own mother giving me the blandest shade of lipstick she had as a kid to make me feel included in her daily routine), and play with dolls for sexual reasons. like…okay. what are your thoughts on little girls then? retards

No. 1105679

>>1105678
i see this with sexy costumes for women too. a woman in a string bikini doesn't look ridiculous – if she's hot, y'know – she's either sexy or a whore. men in string bikinis look dumb as hell though. and with modern "feminism" it's considered powerful to wear shit like string bikinis as a woman. why is that?

No. 1105686

>>1105679
i think it comes from the 2013-2016 era of feminism where slut walks took place and their whole point was that no matter what a woman wore it shouldn't equate to her being raped because realistically men will rape regardless of an outfit. it was brave to wear something so revealing that would show more skin especially if the woman wasn't super skinny and conventionally attractive. now its just men taking advantage of the 'brave woman' not scared of showing her body for them to oogle at.

No. 1105690

Kinda a vent about how misogynistic the general internet is, but whatever.

One of the main things that bothers me these days is seeing men complain about women in online dating spheres. Even outside of them thinking women are somehow sitting there sipping wine thinking they are gods for getting matches from every dude who wants to use them as a fleshlight.
The way they talk about it is as if all women go after hot guys only and men don't have standards which is why women can get what they want. Which just…. makes zero logical sense. Like the same guys that talk about how much they care about logic, somehow refuse to comprehend that the male/female ratio is pretty much 1:1. So either as many women are single as they are, or they have to realize that non 6ft tall 8 pack guys also are in relationships and that it means they just are shit at trying to engage with women.

No. 1105696

>>1105665
you might not be eating enough nonny, at meal times do you eat until you just aren't hungry anymore or do you eat until you feel full? if you eat something satisfying and nutrient dense you won't feel the urge to snack as much.
also idk if it helps but when i eat enough fruit it kills my craving for junk food sweets entirely

No. 1105698

>>1105678
because for grown men it's often a fetish (if they're straight) and makes you wonder about pedophiles, this is just the reality of the sad world

No. 1105701

I hate school, I hate psychiatry, all my classmates are so fucking annoying, I haven't slept all night, I just want to stay hoooooooome

No. 1105703

>>1105678
Because it's abnormal. (Normal) adults don't sexualize little girls, they just see it as normal for girls and women to wear makeup and do all that shit. It's done without a second thought. A mother puts makeup on her daughter because it's expected that she'll wear it as a teen, then as an adult anyway. There's nothing perceived as wrong in her wanting a taste of what she'll "inherit" (for better or worse). When you do it to (or for) a boy, you're consciously making the effort to go against "normal" society's conception of what a boy is, what he wants (and what he should want), and what he'll grow up to be. You're deliberately crossing into "strange" waters, and sadly, a lot of the time, adults who do that have some sort of sexual motive

I don't necessarily agree with your friends, but I do understand their POV. There's a maybe 1% chance that kid's parents are just open-minded about having a GNC child and not trying to troon him out, pull a Lactatia or otherwise use him to get views/revenue from creepy gay scrotes. I would've defended it in the past, but the world we live in just isn't that innocent

No. 1105707

I hate happy people and couples. It just make me miserable. I want to be happy too. Idgaf

No. 1105708

>>1105703
It shouldn't be normal for little girls either.

No. 1105709

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>>1105690
Moids always reeee about how women have it easy in the dating world. Truth is they only acknowledge hot women, average and ugly women are invisible, so to them all women are living life on easy mode because hot women get advantages. Looks matching is beyond their comprehension.

No. 1105715

>>1105708
I don't think it should be, either, but that's just how it is and where they're coming from

No. 1105716

>>1105703
Nta but you said it perfectly, thanks nonna
>I would've defended it in the past, but the world we live in just isn't that innocent
Same, exactly. I noticed it's common for women when we are younger to have a more trusting and naive view of society/men at first. Then you grow up and see enough shit to notice the patterns. Sad how our idealism crumbles, but that's reality. A lot of the movements happening right now come from holding onto idealism in rejection of unpleasant truths. That doesn't mean there's no room for gnc people or others to thrive but certain guards that are up in people's minds exist for a reason. Instead of rejecting real human patterns or alternately reverting to the restrictive old ways, we should admit things as they are and go from there, this whole trend of creating our own paradigm has done damage to the progress it's aiming for

No. 1105726

I had PPD and I hate it. I'm self aware my delusions are messed and hurt others around me, but, I can't help but to think they're real and everyone else is lying to me, even the doctors. I just end up hurting my bf and parents but they're so understanding and patient with me and I can never explain how much I appreciate them. Somedays I feel like they're fake and out to get me, and at my worst, I think someone has replaced them with imposters. I know I sound psychotic and I have done therapy, it's just very scary feeling like I'm questioning everything 24.7. I feel like have alzheimers or something.. I forget that they're still them even when I don't recognize them. /sigh

No. 1105744

>>1103960
>>1103980
ik this is old but this really hits home. I wish so hard to find autistic women who aren't larping or fucking nuts. Our brains are wired differently and I can't relate to NT people. Plus I despise a lot of them anyways, they treat people like us like garbage (me included) and I'm fucking sick and tired of either being annoyed, or treated like a circus sidepiece.
Wishing you nonners the best…

No. 1105753

I feel really broken with how bad I am with relationships. I didn't have my first irl one until I was in early 20s. I've always been a late blooming autistic NEET trying to get my life together which is what lead to most issues. First bf I really loved, similar life position, but a few years ahead of my school-wise and ended up abroad and we grew apart. Second one had a career but didn't work out cuz of religion. Third was rich programmer type but wasn't compatible emotionally. Now I'm stuck again with someone at my level with no direction whom I do love, but having a career and stability is a long shot. I don't see it working out. I've been trying to gain my own independence somehow without relying on others for years now but circumstances made my goals even further off. Won't get into specifics but I have a lot more hurdles now that prevent it from happening. I'm honestly jealous of all the NEETs here who don't really have any goals but bag a rich husband somehow. Or people who can date the same person for years without anything bad happening and then marriage happens. Especially on their first try. I don't feel I'm pretty enough or worthy enough at this point in my life. I was already disinterested in normal dating before and after this one falls apart I don't see myself trying again. Maybe that's for the best.
I know I sound like such a loser right now but had to let it out.

No. 1105757

I'm sick abloo bloo

No. 1105759

>>1105701
Nona I'm doing my psychiatry course too right now. Are you slav perhaps?

No. 1105762

>>1105753
>Or people who can date the same person for years without anything bad happening and then marriage happens. Especially on their first try.
I know a few couples like that and I'm so envious of what they have, it must feels so good and safe; knowing how much energy and emotional work is dating and getting into a relationship, and trying to make it work and then losing it and all this over and over… people who don't have to go through all that have no idea how lucky they are. I feel you anon, 100%.

No. 1105763

>>1105709
There was a small discussion about femcels not being real here yesterday and this kind of thing was exactly what I had in mind saying that femcels definitely exist, moids try to pursue women leagues above their own, then throw a fit it doesn't work out and blame all women.

No. 1105773

My life is so hard. I was abused my entire childhood, have had shit parents, one of my parents is dead and the other one is a NEET and I have severe mental illness I cannot afford to treat. I'm pretty sure I have C PTSD. I cannot work a normal job and I will probably have to resort to doing weird things on the internet to make money. I just want to make art and I want a supportive environment. I wish I had the guts to kill myself, life has just been torture for me

No. 1105799

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Ever since I was fired, the days are a blur. I don't feel like I'm ever going to get employed again. Noone would rationally want me. I just get out of my bed to eat and then lie back down. I can't make myself to start looking for jobs, but I can't even make myself to watch a movie or read a book, even. I just lie in bed and go through everything I did and/or said wrong at my previous workplace. I don't know how people do anything so easily and consistently. Lose a job than find another one, keep said job, get into a relationship, get out of it then get a new one, get new friends, maintain existing friendships, do hobbies consistently, etc. I don't understand.

No. 1105805

>>1105678

Because usually when boys wear makeup it their parents trying to force it on them. Tbh as a girl makeup kind of got forced on me too

No. 1105813

>>1105799
Anon, you're allowed to feel awful and depressed but in a weeks time get your shit together and at least do something you didn't have the time for before. Then start looking for jobs, tough love, nonny.

No. 1105817

>>1105753
One in two/three marriages ends in divorce where I'm from so I can't relate to being envious. 50% chance it won't work out along the way and being single in your 50s is imo worse than now in your late 20s where you still have a lot of people to choose from.

No. 1105822

>>1105817
But if it's 50% chance it won't work out doesn't it imply that being in your 50s you'll have plenty of other divorced people to chose from? lol

No. 1105828

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I'm so fucking tired nonnies. PMS is kicking my ass this month and my period is late (impossible for me to be pregnant thank god). I feel like a fat exhausted slug, I can't even work or barely get out of bed, I have no appetite and just find myself stuck in a cloud of brain fog. It's horrible and I hate it. My nipples feel so fucking sore and I'm waking up with that "oh I just got my period" wet feeling then I go to the bathroom and wow it's just discharge. I'm praying for my period to come asap, yes I be pooping and have bad cramps but I'd gladly take that over this zombie like state I'm in for a week of every month. I had almost 12 hours of sleep today and I still feel like shit.

No. 1105833

i cannot stand it anymore work is my biggest issue and im losing my life I can't get out of bed

No. 1105839

>>1105759
No, I'm from Sweden. Hope you're doing better than I am, Nona.

No. 1105845

My boyfriends parents asked us to go on holiday with them again and it's making me feel sick after last time. They're pretty old so understandably don't enjoy exploration or hiking a lot like I do on holiday so every year they just go to Spain and get drunk like all old British people do. I had a fucking terrible time last year and dont even know why I went, I'm quite sensitive to the sun due to s genetic illness, my hands swell up and itch horribly when it's hot and sunny, and i get tired easily in hot weather and i also have BDD so the last thing i want to do is look at all the beautiful thin women while i look like a pasty fridge. I also got called boring because I didnt want to drink as I dont like drinking, they apologised for that but it's just left a sour taste in my mouth because I just honestly hate hot countries unless it's somewhere with lots of interesting history, places to walk and be active etc. We weren't even in an area of Spain like that it was just a shitty British tourist area and it was in July so it was fucking roasting and everyone was drunk and just lazing about. Obviously they can do what they want but I feel like i made a bad impression and I barely wanted to do anything because I just wasnt comfortable there, plus I had no money and they offered to pay for everything and I hate when people do that. My boyfriend understands this and didn't have the best time because of me, so I've always wanted to go somewhere like Italy, Greece or Iceland, Amsterdam etc where there's actually stuff going on beyond just eating and drinking. His parents said theyd be up for going "anywhere" but I highly doubt they will honestly, I have completely different interests to them and its probably going to end up in me not going on holiday at all, they also dont know about my BDD so they probably just think I'm being lazy and boring. I get that vibe every time I say to people that no I actually don't enjoy sitting in 30c heat getting pissed at 2pm and lazing about for a week.

No. 1105847

holy shit i cant believe i almost fucking died from a gas leak today my heartbeat is still so loud

No. 1105853

>>1105847
Glad you're okay, nonny.

No. 1105855

>>1105847
Bitch, u ok?

No. 1105856

>>1105813
Thank you for your post nonna, I appreciate your love (even if it's tough)

No. 1105857

>>1105855
>>1105853
thanks sister i'm good. god, my momma and i would've been toast today. literally. holy shit

No. 1105858

>>1105847
Details, how did that happen? Glad you're okay btw

No. 1105861

>>1105858
we fell asleep last night and we typically lock all doors and windows, woke up to the smell of gas but i didn't think anything of it and was going to turn on the stove to with a match to make some tea for breakfast, mom wakes up just that second and says she is naseous, it smells like gas, we see that one of our gaspipes was like leaking really bad, you could hear actually hear it leaking, it must've been like that all night. god… i had the match in my hands, i literally was going to cause an explosion in my sleepiness.

No. 1105862

I knew not to buy from Depop again but I did it anyway. I hate how easy it is to find cool stuff, but the app and the sellers are all scammers and it’s not worth it.
Recently bought a cardigan that I couldn’t find anywhere else. I used Depop payments instead of PayPal, because for some stupid reason if something happens and you have to get refunded through PayPal, you won’t get a full refund (they keep the fee money you paid).
Of course I get a damn scammer. All the reviews were 5 stars, so I thought it was fine (I should’ve known that everyone hands out 5 stars because the review system is broken and no one wants a revenge review). Communicating with this asshole was like pulling teeth, and then they eventually ghosted and haven’t been on the app for weeks. Almost wonder if the seller died. Anyways, I waited for over a week because I just really wanted the cardigan. I finally file a dispute, but for some fucking reason, Depop wants to wait an additional 7 days during the dispute “or more depending on the seller’s situation” (Depop’s words) for the seller to respond or ship. This after nearly 2 weeks of no shipping or communication. It seems like common sense to just issue a refund after 2 weeks, but I guess Depop wants to play the “cool guy” and wait for a seller that hasn’t even been on the app for a week. I just had to rant because this is so annoying.

No. 1105863

>>1105856
Forehead kiss to you anon, it's gonna be okay eventually

No. 1105864

I envy women who grew up with a single mother (who’s not crazy) or no brothers so much… how does it feel to not have parasites influence your life?

No. 1105867

>>1105861
Holy shit that's so scary. I hope you're doing alright.. I would have probably lit it accidentally eek

Also much love to all the nonnas struggling rn!

No. 1105868

My entire closet fell.. again. It's one of those wooden shelf ones built into the closet. My bf stacked up shit too much on his side and I blame him. Now we have to go buy wood AGAIN, I have to move all my clothes AGAIN, we have to nail it back together AGAIN. I told him this wouldn't fucking happen if he put shit away in his drawers and didn't keep every piece of clothing since highschool (he's 31) while he only wears a handful of new shit. That's why the fucking closet fell, my side has 1/4 the amount of stuff

No. 1105872

I'm so tired of how people think I'm 17-18 when I'm actually 27. I work as a substitute teacher and whenever I come to a new school staff always look at me weird and students ask me my age not because they are interested, but because they think I look like a teen. I don't get respect, I get harassed for my looks (comments like nice ass and other shit) and I'm not that tall either (5'5) so I have no idea how to assert my role as a teacher. I'm graduating soon and I feel like I've chosen the wrong profession -.- I really like my subjects and some students are really inspiring to teach but I have such a major issue with staff and other teachers. They are so rude and always question my competence when I probably got more education than them. It's always some yellow toothed Karen that has to ask me something condescending in the break room then laugh.

No. 1105873

Wtached a family guy video on yotuube and went to the comments and its full of moids living in a fantasy world where women are evil.
Men commit most crimes on earth yet they dont give a fuck.
One commenter even said being a sex object is a role for women until theyre married. What the fuck? I hate how men create this fake narrative that female victims are even believed. Males are so fucking privileged. How am i supposed to let misandry go when males are evil?

No. 1105878

>>1105872
Have you considered/tried changing how you dress/do your make-up/style your hair? Maybe even get a haircut? Those things could make a big difference.

No. 1105885

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This is the stupidest fucking vent but whenever I type something out in here, it leaves my brain after being permanently etched here so here we go.

Back when I was in college, my dad called and asked if it was okay if my mom's friend came to my graduation too. I know exactly why they wanted her to tag along. My school was a few hours drive from where my family home is, but it's also close to a major shopping outlet that my parents like to frequent. Whenever they drove me back up to school, they would stop by there on the way back. The friend wasn't coming along to celebrate my graduation (not that I wanted her there anyway), she was coming along for the inevitable shopping trip that would happen afterwards. I instantly said no, and I got really angry about it too. It's my college graduation, I worked four years for this degree. Let me have my 2 minute moment in the spotlight, surrounded only by people I want to be surrounded by! My dad also called specifically because he didn't want me to yell at my mom over this, so they both already knew I would say no! So why did you bother asking?! He literally told me "see, this is why I called." You think you can talk me into giving that bitch one of my graduation tickets?! My dad hates talk back/disrespect but he already knew he was in the wrong to ask because he didn't even give me shit about yelling at him over it.

She did not end up coming to my graduation but I'm still angry at their audacity to ask lol. I love the little town my college is in, and I was hoping to take my parents around the town after the ceremony because they've never really left campus to see more of it. There's tons of cool mom and pop shops and restaurants, and so much charm to the place. I really wanted to share it with them because it's a place I hold very dear to my heart. Where did we go after? Straight to the shopping outlet.

It's been like 5 years since I've graduated but I'm still really bitter about it. Also I still hate my mom's friend, she's an annoying bitch ass.

No. 1105886

>>1105872
Seconding >>1105878. If you wear business suits you won't get mistaken for a teenager.
I know it's retarded but you could also try fake glasses that are a mature style if you don't have an rx already. In my experience, whenever I wear my glasses people think im smarter and respect me more. Won't help you look older unless you change your clothes too though.

No. 1105887

>>1105872
It’s common for all young female teachers to be treated this way i feel like, my class acted like retards with any 20 something teacher we had back in school because we’re used to older ones especially if theyre chatty and let their guard down. Immediately get disrespected

No. 1105888

>>1105872
Punish the students for acting out of line. Give them extra homework or some shit

No. 1105889

>>1105885
Your parents are dicks. I would have refused to go to the shopping center. What was it anyway? Costco or something?

No. 1105891

>>1105868
> Now we have to go buy wood AGAIN, I have to move all my clothes AGAIN, we have to nail it back together AGAIN.
No no no. HE will go buy the wood and HE will nail it back together again. Do not fucking do it for him. Don't coddle him, you're only training him to be more retarded later down the line.
He broke it so he should fix it by himself.

No. 1105893

>>1105868
(You're not a mother taking care of her 5 year old. A 31 year old adult can clean up after himself)

No. 1105895

>>1105862
Depop will take your side just be patient nonna

No. 1105902

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>>1105889
fucking KEK if it was costco I'm not sure if I would've lost my mind even more or been happy because I could've stacked up the cart with useless snacks as revenge.

Nah it was one of those shopping centers with the luxury outlet stores.

No. 1105906

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Blogpost time I deleted twitter months and months ago but I got the random urge to check up on some people I know in real life so I did end up checking (as a reward for staying away for so long) and I found out that my furry friend from high school who trooned out gained a lot of weight (from testosterone and lazy lifestyle no doubt) but even though she's been on T for a few years, the extra weight makes her look extrememly womanly, like there's no way you could mistake her for a man. Anyway it was kind of sad to see. I feel like maybe for a regular nerdy woman who id's as a man it would be easier to detrans as opposed to a nerdy woman who's also a furry who id's as a man. Being stuck in a trans furry hugbox sounds horrible and exhausting and entirely removed from reality.
Had to put this in the vent thread because I'm so tired of troons. She used to be a really good friend, it's sad. She had the typical rough childhood with childhood SA so it's no wonder she trooned. What's also sad is that I know that she and another fakeboi I used to know are really stubborn and headstrong and I can foresee this lasting well past its expiration date. I'm looking forward to when I no longer have to worry about preferred pronouns or unknowingly committing gender microaggressions against someone. I wish she could work out her trauma instead of pretending to be a man. I miss her but I think I'll have to wait until she's given up this nonsense to reach out again. Very sad.

No. 1105907

When will scrotes learn that vaginas are designed for penises to penetrate them? Our bodies are literally made to have sex with theirs? So his erect penis will definitely fit? And it simply isn’t fitting because the woman isn’t aroused? It’s a bit retarded to me sometimes that I have to explain it so in depth and repeat myself each time it happens. Sex is natural and normal, it will fit perfectly and feel good when the time is right. It’s not like either of us have abnormally small or large bodies. Yeah yeah whatever I’m “tight”” and you’re just soooo big. ugh

No. 1105911

>>1105906
is fatfur becoming a popular trend or some shit?

No. 1105921

MY HAIRDRESSER WON'T FUCKING TEXT ME BACK FOR AN APPOINTMENT REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

No. 1105926

Having a middle eastern family is fucking hell, they put up cameras to see where i come and go and what i do. I hate it here

No. 1105928

>>1105926
Jesus anon. I'm sorry you have to live like that. I hope you can free yourself soon and live a happy life away from that insanity.

No. 1105930

stop reading my fucking mail you psychos jfc

No. 1105932

>>1105928
It’s so annoying anon, i ordered some bananas and cigs from the supermarket and they found out about the cigs. I’m a grown 22 year old women. Let me try to off myself by getting cancer in peace.

No. 1105939

My good coworker called off this morning and now I'm working with a girl that while she's pretty shes incredibly lazy. This isnt how I wanted to start the day at all when I didnt get much sleep….

No. 1105941

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>>1105932
Here u go queen, have one on me

No. 1105944

>>1105926
anon as another middle eastern with cameras in her house I feel you sm it feels suffocating I hope we can both escape and live out our independent lives

No. 1105959

I JUST WANT A GOODLOOKING GUY. Why did the world curse me to live with the most ugliest motherfuckers around? They look so ugly, none of the guys around me are my type. College is a dark, tragic area filled with ugly guys who are not putting in any effort. I just want a cute guy, my requirements for a boyfriend is that he must be cute and polite. That is it. Yet men continue to fail me. Where are the cute guys? I am NOT dating some fugly ugly. I cry thinking about how I'll never find someone my type because he just doesn't live here… I am so fucking sad. I wish I lived somewhere with cuter guys. Men of my nationality/ethnicity are buttfug 9 times out of 10 and our culture makes it so men don't even try.

No. 1105985

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I can't believe my mother, she was emotionally and physically abusive during my childhood. she once punched in the face by my mom in elementary. Anyways, I talk to my mom about that shit and she goes " I never did that". I was like "Get the fuck out of here. Did you really think I was going to forget all that shit you did" Now she leaves me messages crying about how I never call her. Oh, I wonder why I don't call you mom! It's a big mystery, unsolvable in her eyes.

No. 1105987

Being an artist who suffers from shitty things planted in my head sucks… for example i want to make cute sculptures and paintings of men and shit but i have no definite male archetypes to refer to in my mental library.. i lived my life up to this point worrying about female aesthetics from a male perspective because of how i was brought up… basically not really paying attention to the thought behind why male characters are stylized the way they are in movies and art, and not only that but because of growing up worrying about style and beauty as a girl myself. my visual library is filled with female poses, female aesthetics, female looking creatures and ideas but nothing about men… i have no idea where to even start… i tried to consume a lot of bl recently to get a feel for what other female creators find attractive and cute and some old movies for women but it’s not clicking for me because of how much my brain was marinated in the male gaze

No. 1105988

There's no freedom of expression in our world

No. 1105989

>>1105926
My father for some reason has security cameras hooked throughout the house. I'm as white as hell. He's obsessed with keeping his retarded amount of expensive apple products "safe" not realizing the occupants of his house (read: me) are paranoid and don't like being filmed. I've told him multiple times it skeezes me out. That people can hack the cameras, that he only needs them near the door and in his tech room. Not in the living room or anything. he says "I don't check the cameras unless necessary", but I've seen him doing it.

This and the combination of him having multiple Alexa and Google dots. Way to invite the government in on my mental breakdowns I have when I'm alone, you fucking weirdo. And he calls me paranoid for saying I'm creeped out by all this surveillance when he's the one who put this crap up in the first place out of his own paranoia

No. 1105991

Don't like how finding friends in my 20's feels like job applications.

No. 1106012

I don't want to need human interaction. I want to live in isolation but at the same time being skillful at communication. I hate how my social skills disappeared ever since I lost my friends and been living alone. And I also hate how happy it makes me when a random person texts me every now and then. I just don't want to need people

No. 1106026

It's so awful and sad but I wish my dad would just put our family home into a trust so I can sit back and breathe a little easier that debt collectors won't try to take it from me after they pass. I know I sound selfish whenever I try to bring it up, but it's my inheritance and the only thing I want. I'm an only child so it's not a question of who gets what as much as it is wrangling shit out of the jaws of debt collectors. My dad insists on just transferring the property to me, but I'm afraid that won't be enough to keep debt collectors from going after it. The property is the only thing of monetary value that my parents have to their name. My friend works at a real estate law firm and suggests the idea of having it put in a trust because she's seen too many probate cases that are long and costly. I tried to convince my dad of it, said I'd even pay the costs to get everything set up and worked out, and his stupid ass refuses. He says "I'll take care of it" but I know he's fucking retarded as hell and his idea of taking care of it is thinking laws don't apply to him.

No. 1106031

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I was thinking of a really interesting place to go on vacation with my bf and I love Egypt for its rich history and culture, so I google what it's like around Cairo or Egypt in general and I get immediately bombarded with how you shouldn't even go there if you're a woman, especially a fair skinned one. Why the fuck do moids have to ruin everything? Even their own women in Egypt aren't safe from rape and harassment, it's not just a gullible tourist thing. I fucking hate men for thinking they can buy and use women as they see fit. A lot of people answer that "if men didnt exist what would you do" question with going for a walk at night but I'd honestly just go straight to Egypt, feed all the stray cats and then go and see everything and all the pyramids knowing I wouldn't get harassed or attacked and groped by males there. Imagine how peaceful that would be, imagine an Egypt, or any country, without men, and how free we would all be. I honestly have fantasy-like dreams about it, nonnies.

No. 1106032

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My friend's husband is trooning out and leaving her and their two daughters to go e-fuck kids and men in VRchat. I'm livid. She is such a hardworking and dedicated wife and mother. She's shattered and can't wrap her mind around the man she loves just being tossed away for a fetish monster. He left home to avoid any conversation or confrontation by her or her friends. Everyone wants him to get into real therapy and on medication for his bipolar disorder but he just won't go. He swears destroying his life and trooning out is his only way to deal with it. I fucking hate him. His wife is beautiful, like perfect American girl next door and she doesn't have to try type thing. Every scrotes dream and he's just ruining their lives for VRchat. I don't know what to do for her but go and see her and tell her that it's okay to feel chumped and lied to. She's really angry but being gaslit by the men and troons in her husband's life and it's making each passing day more irritating. I'm really the only person in her life that is peaked and knows what's up and I feel so lost. She has NO clue what dangers like within troonery especially towards her own daughters. He flirts with anime girls who are god knows how old and watches lolicon anime. My friend isn't into any of that so it's all Greek to her. She sees no red flags. God help me. HELP ME NONNAS I THOUGHT LIVING IN BUTT FUCK NOWHERE WOULD KEEP ME FROM THIS MOID BS. UGH. I want to crack his head open for doing this. Extra salt in the wound is that his avatar in VRchat looks like her but anime…

No. 1106033

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>>1106032
I hate men so fucking much

No. 1106036

>>1106031
I saw a tourist woman in a hotel parking lot in Egypt killed in a WebM on 4chan, a group of Egyptian schoolgirls followed and harassed by their male classmates in a documentary on YouTube about Egyptian scrotery, that place is a shithole

No. 1106038

>>1106032
Peak her. Explain the shit he's doing in vrchat. Explain who he's hanging out with. Explain why it is dangerous. Do it for her children and for her own sake.

No. 1106040

>>1106036
>group of Egyptian schoolgirls followed and harassed by their male classmates in a documentary on YouTube about Egyptian scrotery
I'm curious, could you link it ?

No. 1106048

>>1106038
I am going to this weekend. I found a documentary on YouTube that some guy made showing the explicit side of VRchat and how the file sharing / hosting works. It's the perfect place to share CP and other porn without consequence and funny enough, her husband even remarked that you could get away with a lot in private rooms. It's well past the time for her to know the worst of it. I think she's already peaking from this alone. Hopefully giving her an inside view and the language to understand it will complete her peak. I'm so scared for her daughters. Nobody knows what he's really doing aside from us knowing he's doing ERP cause he boasted about it to his coworker (another friend of mine we both know.)
>>1106033
Yeah, everyone in our town knows them and many many people are very upset and shocked he would do this to her. Of course he's playing victim saying "it cost his life and safety" to come out. It's absolutely maggot moid behavior.

No. 1106050

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>>1106032
this is absolutely horrible and I really hope that your friend will be able to restart her life as soon as possible
>watches lolicon anime
jesus, how did the wife learn about that ? She needs to take the kids away from him asap, can this piece of information be use in court to discredit him ?
>Extra salt in the wound is that his avatar in VRchat looks like her but anime
every fucking time ! I wonder what is the psychology behind that

No. 1106051

I hate my coworker and I hope she quits so I don’t have to see her fat ugly face again. I’ve tried being nice and polite, but she’s just an asshole. We haven’t really talked much, and in only a week of me being at this job, she ignores me and has talked shit about me. She’s only nice to the coworkers that grovel at her feet.
She’s a horrible person in general too. She was saying how she hated her baby daddy’s dog, so she tried to leave the gate open and make it look like the dog “ran away”, but that the dog didn’t want to leave. The piece of shit didn’t care what happened to someone else’s animal. It could’ve gotten run over.
Not to mention she’s bragged about barfing in other people’s yards (and not cleaning up) and is generally gross at work. I don’t get why people are friends with her. Is she sleeping with them or something? Has blackmail against them? I don’t know.
She sucks at her job and is lazy. She’s mentioned thinking of quitting and I hope the shit bag does.

No. 1106052

Fucking shit, what do you do when you have a cavity that hurts and legitimately can't go to the dentist?

The worst thing is, I did spend the gratuituous amount of money to get a filling there, between 2 teeth, but the dentist did such a botch job that first time I tried flossing it (which turns out is like a basic test to see if the filling holds up that she didn't do!) it fell to pieces. And now it hurts. It's sensitive and it hurts. The soonest I can actually see a dentist (both time and money wise) is July. What do I do? Really what do I do. It's in such an awkward place I don't think I can do the at home fillings. Why the actual fuck is dental care not a part of health care, huh? I get cosmetic whitening stuff but a cavity is a health issue, shit.

No. 1106054

>>1106052
I mean if you cannot go to the dentist, buy a fluoride toothpaste, apply it on the cavity before going to bed and just leave it there for overnight. Fluoride can heal smaller cavities I've been told. Even if it's big it's your best shot

No. 1106059

I just hate all males and hope that they will all suffer

No. 1106060

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This is from the tinfoil thread nonnie but it helped peak my BF from watching anime and participating in weeb culture. I talked about how it correlates with pedophilia, new wave activism and troonism

No. 1106063

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>>1105604
I don't want to be cheeky but what makes you so sure your mum loves you if she hits you and is obsessed like that? It's so abusive. Honestly it all sounds so fucked, i'm sorry. My mum used to nitpick about any spots I had, she scrutinised my face and would point it out and in hindsight it's like wtf, even 15 years later I don't see spots as a normal thing and damage my skin further trying to get rid as soon as possible, I hope it doesn't turn out the same for you. She also idn't listen to a word I said and honestly the only solution was moving away and keeping any visits to her 2 days tops, or her behavior would start to get to me again.

On a more pragmatic note, maybe elastic bras like these could help you? I have exactly these and i'm an F cup, they keep my tits lifted and separated. I usually sleep in them because my nips are too sensitive to be in a loose top, but nobody notices a difference if I go out with one, and they definitely would if I went out braless.

No. 1106071

>>1106060
not gonna lie reading this made me want to shoot myself because of how likely and realistic it is

No. 1106089

>>1106050
She doesn't know, I saw his wall scrolls of anime I know has gross pedo undertones and he knows lolis from other suspect shows. I'm familiar with what anime is absolutely indefensibly degenerate and he heavily leans towards moe/erotic school aged slice of life. I have 0 doubts about him looking at degenerate hentai and doujins in private. With men like that, they just spiral into worse media. The taboo wears off and they need something heavier to be satisfied. Just like addiction to real life porn.

No. 1106100

>>1106060
The fact that this is probably going to happen if troonism becomes a normal thing in schools and such makes me want to kill myself.

No. 1106107

>>1105878
I tried the mature clothing look (blazers, dress pants, hair with side part) and I look even more dumb because they think I'm trying too hard so they act more shitty. I usually wear a fleece jacket and jeans, that's ironically the outfit I get most respect in because they think I'm some autist. The jacket covers my waist and ass and I tuck my hair inside the jacket so I don't get harassed as much.
>>1105886
Thanks nonna, I'm going try this.

No. 1106112

>buy weed for the first time for edibles
>illegally cause eurofag
>need to give 70€
>think i gave it all
>realize i only gave 60€
>"haha dealer kun i have one 10€ bill left look if i gave you the right amount"
>have to fucking walk 200m to give 10 fucking euros
>he looks slightly annoyed but takes it
>now worried i gave it to the wrong guy
>they have my aproximate address
>abuses xanny to stop thinking abt it
Why am i so retarded

No. 1106126

I have intense vaginismus and will probably never manage to have sex because of the extreme fear of pregnancy. The 2% chance of pregnancy you have while on the pill still freaks me out. I don't want any children and having to squeeze a watermelon sized baby through my genitals gives me nightmares. Also the kids would probably inherit depression and panic attacks and the chance that they could go through the school bullying that I experienced makes me anxious. Also life isn't even that great you have to study for pointless shit till you are allowed to work yourself to death until you are old and sick. Also having kids means that I won't ever have the option to commit suicide if it gets too bad because I have to be a responsible adult and feed them and not give them unnecessary trauma. Seeing my parents hate every second of their lives and their work while letting all of their frustration out on me and my brother was enough. NO PENISES ALLOWED TILL I CAN GET MY UTERUS REMOVED WHEN I'M 50 OR I WILL CHOP ALL PEENS INTO TINY PIECES WITH MY NAIL SCISSORS

No. 1106141

>>1105872
I have the exact same problem because of an endocrine disorder during my childhood/teenage years, and I remember thinking about being a teacher and I gave up quickly just because I knew nobody would take me seriously. I dodged a bullet because the pay is shit where I'm from if you teach in primary school, middle school and high school.

No. 1106142

>wants to communicate clearly
>spends a few minutes writing email to HR because my check was incorrect(the 2nd time in a row)
>3 small paragraphs and a photo
>they respond with a 3 word sentence.
>still unclear- didn’t answer my questions
>write back with a small paragraph
>they respond: sure

I know it’s a stupid vent but I feel brushed off and it’s frustrating when it’s my money being fucked with.

No. 1106147

>>1106112
Kek I do this all the time in like every store. How did you find the dealer? I would love to try weed as well but have no idea where to look for it (also eurofag and it's also illegal here)

No. 1106151

I just want to get in my car and drive to the mountains until I run out of gas in a remote area where I will walk in a random direction through the woods until I collapse from exhaustion and let the land take me

No. 1106154

>>1106151
I get that

No. 1106157

>>1106147
The sister of my best friend sometimes get some weed from him. And you can only get weed if you get recommended by one of his other clients.
I recomend you first try it as a low dosed edible and with a friend in case you do a panick attack! But weed is mostly harmless tbh.
And yeah it sometimes happens to me in regular stores, but tbh doing some stupid error like that in an illegal situation to a guy that could bust your kneecaps is fucking cringe omfg

No. 1106179

>>1106151
Before the war (I'm Amerifat) my suicide plan was to take the trans Siberian railroad in the winter and find a cozy spot to wander off in and drink myself to death

No. 1106209

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i’ve been trying to lose weight for nearly two years and somehow despite working out and switching to pescatarian i’ve been maintaining exactly 130 pounds at 4’6 which just looks really fucking weird on me. i’m heavily pear shaped and my torso is really short so you can imagine how even the tiniest bit of extra weight would look on me. i think i look okay, not fat or anything, just not great and i didn’t work out for nearly a full year which is when i stopped looking as toned. i was basically trying to lose the extra weight i had put on after being on medication for two years, i stopped the meds and lost a good chunk of weight but then i stopped last june and gained a few extra pounds back (122 to 130)

today for the first time in my life i counted my daily calories because i was convinced i was overeating or something and i had eaten just over 600 calories for the whole day, and that was after doing a 25 minute workout. i eat the exact same way every day meaning this is how i’ve been eating for a long ass time now. all day i’ve been lamenting how hard i’ve been on myself for the last 2/3 years i’ve been losing weight, and basically now i have to force feed myself despite my autistic eating habits (i eat healthy i just need textures and dumb shit like that and i usually have one big meal a day and then just graze on snacks) because apparently with the amount i’ve been eating my body has been storing it because it thinks i’m starving so i have to train myself to eat 1200 calories a day in order to start actually losing weight from my diet and workouts. i know this sounds like anachan shit but i’ve always kind of eaten this way apart from when i was in a shit relationship for three years at 17/18 years old (i’m 23 now) and it’s really bummed me out that i've made no progress in my weight loss/health improvements over something so dumb. even googling and seeing the anorexic weirdos baiting people to tell them they’re soooo smol and frail uwu was just embarrassing to see and to know that i’ve been eating literal ana portions and that it’s affected my progress and how much effort i’ve been putting in to be healthier. any advice would be great, part of my brain is telling me that eating more doesn’t make sense even though it absolutely does lmao, i think having an anachan mother constantly giving me her anachan-fuelled advice on weight loss has made me think that i’m over-indulging in food when i’m actually not eating enough of it.

No. 1106219

>>1106209
i believe in you anon ♥ you got this! have you tried eating more calorically dense foods? it can take a while to stretch your stomach out to accommodate normal amounts of food so that might help whike youre working your way up to eating the full 1200

No. 1106220

samefag, i also wouldnt stress too much about hitting 1200 every single day because at your height you can probably get by on a little less and i mean you already know how taxing and damaging it can be to become obsessed with food from your mother im sure

No. 1106221

I dont get why people moralfag so much in the anime fandoms. Yeah i like problematic characters, who gives a shit? Its so funny how people get triggered when you like villains. It should be illegal for kids to have twitter or instagram theyre so fucking sensitive

No. 1106233

>>1106179
There's no war in Russia, transsiberian train still operates, you can go for it. I imagine you taking off the train in one of these tiny villages it passes, thinking you'll die here, but you'll become friends with local babushkas and live happily ever after in deep russian wilderness

No. 1106249

>>1106221
Because anime was never meant for the consumption of normies, normies think they HAVE to consume anime now because it’s cool and trendy even though it makes most of them uncomfortable half the time, they have to sit down and actively suspend their beliefs to enjoy one episode. There are also the genuine enjoyers who larp as normies and do this because of their normie filled environment they feel guilty and ashamed for the fact that they genuinely enjoy the fucked up actions because everyone else is aware of those tropes now whereas back then rarely anyone watched it or cared so those same otakus would enjoy it peacefully in secret or with communities that are equally autistic about it

No. 1106251

i think i’m going to kill myself when my dog dies. i only have her and my family and i don’t even think they like me. maybe my life will be better when i lose her but i really don’t know how i’ll ever heal from all of the shit i’ve been through. it just keeps getting worse.

No. 1106252

>>1105480
>>1105483
>>1105520
Thank you nonnies.

No. 1106272

I hate it when my cat’s claw gets stuck inside of my skin

No. 1106291

>>1106272
I'm so glad my boy lets me clip his nails.

No. 1106292

I just paid 75 fucking dollars for a nutritionist my dr recommended to tell me my diet was great and i don't need to change anything. what a bullshit waste of money and time

No. 1106306

>>1106272
i take my cat to a cute asian animal salon to get her claws trimmed. the chubby chinese vet who does them always calls her cat cat. very good cat cat!

No. 1106307

im slowly losing myself and no one notices. Im so depressed im cutting off people i care a lot about. Why? Because im ashamed im so depressed and no one even notices it

No. 1106313

>>1104729
Oh I feel for you, its a pain and takes fucking years. The USCIS is useless and scheduled our immigration interview appointment in the wrong place (literally half the country away) twice and then when we got an interview at the correct location they "hadn't transferred the paperwork over yet so they can't do the interview, will reschedule in 6 months oops". Only took literally 2 years to get a green card and took 8 months to get a fucking work permit god I hate the USCIS.

No. 1106315

I can’t shake the feeling I’m being excluded? There’s no proof I just have the same feeling as an adult that I had at 14. There’s fuck all context to this, I just can’t seem to make friends in my workplace and it feels like I’m being excluded for being gay in an all girls school again. Like an unspoken consensus that I don’t belong where I am. I’ve been making friends fine in other jobs. It was easier in school because you’d get called dyke to your face so you’d know why they didn’t like you. In this particular workplace I just don’t know what I did wrong. A person with less experience than me got offered a position I wanted, and I don’t have the money to go drinking with the employees every weekend. I fell out with my friend a few years back over her substance abuse and I miss her so much nonnies. I can’t help but feel my life would have been better had I been born with money. Like maybe I could have focused on my career in college instead of struggling to pay the bills. I could have gotten therapy about my friend passing away instead of just ignoring it to the point where it’s still affecting me years later. I could move somewhere far away from the man who did his best to ruin my life and not think twice about it. I could have saved my bestie from a drug problem. I know it’s not true because I’m not in a war zone or anything but I feel like I was born into a life on hard mode,.Thanks for listening.

No. 1106319

im so fucking tired of women not getting to have anything. and im fucking tired of trans shit and im tired of men and its all so fucking stupid and enraging. i saw a screenshot on here, i cant remember where, but it was like a compilation of all the different porn subs on reddit dedicated to painful and humiliating sex acts like painal, and in the sub rules for all of them it clearly said this is for biological women no transexuals allowed, and the person who posted it was talking about how the gender critical sub got deleted and but this shit, and some of these subs had like 100k members, gets to remain? its just so so sad and unbelievable. is there really a xx board on here can someone link me to it or tell me how to find it? i loved the pinkpill threads. also, i literally dont even hate trans people, real trans people not agps, idgaf about like the 0.01 percent of the population that is truly trans but the transwomen male entitlement, over sports and any female space literally any female space online its just so fucking annoying. why dont women get to have things? can someone tell me how to see the xx board? are there like forums or any other websites where i can read gender critical stuff aside from tumblr

No. 1106321

>>1106319
Im the anon above you and trans shit has definitely contributed to my ennui, I feel u gal x

type 2X where the ot is in the url bar to find it

No. 1106324

A few years ago, I made a catfish account where I was an agoraphobic, autistic, chubby Romanian girl. All of my photos were of my boyfriends limbs/feet with the hair just baaarely blurred out, and we ended up attracting the interest of this really creepy dude from my city. Of course he was all down to meet up with a disabled woman who would never want to meet his friends or be in public. This dude used to follow me home when I was a kid, so I knew he was creepy but I wanted concrete evidence, not just a feeling. Anyway, now he's promoting anti-condom usage, psychedelics, and Jonny Craig music on his very public, well-known social medias. He looks like if the rapist from The Lovely Bones had waist-length bright red hair and dressed like a skeezy porn producer in the late 1970s. He scares the absolute fuck out of me. He moved like 40+ hours away by car but it still freaks me out that he's always surrounded by so many women- now ones on drugs. Just fucks me up. I seriously pray to god that he dies because I know he's a danger.

No. 1106401

>>1106307
Guess what, no one ever will

No. 1106407

I hate twitterfags man this girl next to me on public transport took a picture of us below the torso sitting down and started frantically typing. It doesnt help that i was late and feel awful forgot to put on perfume and look human

No. 1106437

Tired of my brother acting like he's had it the hardest whenever he comes home to visit.
He cries because he feels like my parents didn't give him enough affection growing up along with feeling like a failure bc he grew up a soyboy when my dad wanted someone who played sports. He also had extreme anger issues growing up and had (has?) abusive violent traits.
My sister grew up with my mom always criticizing her appearance and my parents didn't do anything regarding my brothers abuse aimed at me.
Yet every time, he comes and cries to me about how much he dislikes our parents as if that's my fucking problem when all they wanna do is spend time with him.
Fuck that guy.

No. 1106442

gosh i just want some goddarned friends to meet up with, consume an unnecessarily sweet cake or beverage, gossip, talk shit, fangirl and just hit it off with like at least once a week. i want to fucking cry now because it's so hard to make friends as an adult. i almost wish i would have travelled back to my corona ridden country when it was better because at least i had one friend that liked hanging out there.

No. 1106443

>>1106407
Did she think you didn't notice? omg

No. 1106458

>>1106442
I know it's not the same, but you got us, anon! See you at Tuesday Tunesday tonight??

No. 1106470

>>1106458
yeah, fuck it, i'll make snacks and listen to some tunes

No. 1106471

I never want to touch drugs again but I'm just so weak. Even weed gives me brain rot.

No. 1106474

>>1106471
weed's actually really bad for you. it messes with your estrogen and dopamine production. it's not harmless like everyone thinks, especially vapes or stronger strains.

No. 1106481

>>1106474
I was abused as a child and made to take drugs at 8 which made me have a non stop urge of doing drugs. I smoked datura at 13 and for the past 4 years I've been smoking weed, I've dropped acid. I hate all of them and they give me anxiety, I find it much harder to communicate with people, which I already have an issue with. Is not that I don't understand social cues or people or how society works, I just cannot properly word my thoughts or express knowledge that I have accumulated or ideas that I have. The only drug that makes me feel at ease are benzos because anxiety is one of my biggest issues. It actually feels like I am human for a moment when I take benzos. There aren't thousands of tangential thoughts that stand in the way of my real thoughts, normal things do not feel impossible anymore, my brain feels normal. I have such an extreme level of anxiety. Either way, weed is definitely worse than people make it out to be. Now I am socially addicted to benzos. Our brains form patterns and I have always had social anxiety and now I have literally conditioned myself to have to take benzos when interacting with people and I have panic attacks if I don't. I can sit at home for weeks without benzos but if I have to interact with a stranger I will have to take one. No, therapy doesn't work and I cannot get help. The best help I can get is forcing myself to never touch weed again and doing activities that rewire my brain

No. 1106484

>>1106481
Why do you take every opportunity to blog about yourself romania? You're not even anon at this point, just go make a tumblr and sperg about your abuse there. It's not all about you.

No. 1106485

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No. 1106486

>>1106484
it's the vent thread and I can vent whenever I want. If you don't like reading my posts you can skip them or follow your own advice, leave lolcow and go to Tumblr. I barely even post either way.

No. 1106487

>>1106486
Go fuck yourself, spaz

No. 1106488

I began using retinoid on my skin and noticed an increase in irritability and depression. Thought it was coincidence, but stopped, waited a few days, tried it again, felt it again. Makes no sense. Anything I googled about it said it only applies to if it's taken orally. Who the fuck does that? There was one article from the 90s where it did affect woman but it's buried. And I can't ask about this anywhere because I'll get called a hypochondriac or a psycho munchie by better than you Redditor types. My body is sensitive to fucking everything and I hate it. Any drugs, natural or normal, you name it. I feel insane when I talk about this even though I never want these things to happen. They just do. Oh well, guess I'll just have shit skin forever

No. 1106492

>>1106488
My mom has always emphasized simplicity when it comes to taking care of skin, a gentle cleanser and a light moisturizer are really all a person needs. The moisture is the most important part. Do you drink a lot of water? I basically dropped all other drinks but water, which I drink like a fish, and my skin has improved and cleared up a lot. Not just my face, but on the back of my biceps as well, where I usually get that textured "chicken skin" type of irritation.

No. 1106495

>>1106484
>>1106487
tinfoil: romania-chan is a psyop to kill our empathy toward our fellow women, especially sexual abuse victims. To what end? IDK. Maybe to be able to point a finger and say that actually women are cruel and incapable of supporting each other? Or that lolcow is somehow the most evil place on the net.

No. 1106496

>>1106495
Most believable tinfoil I saw on this website

No. 1106497

>>1106495
Or maybe some people just hate cat killers and people who desperately grasp for attention by dumping their most personal details without prompt.

No. 1106500

>>1106495
maybe it's not a psyop and it literally shows the reality you have presented. Now shut up. I made the orignial post and I vented about my abuse as a child and drug issue. Move on. You just want to take your anger out on me and have that last word of telling me to fuck myself after you bring out the attention on me, harass me accuse me of avatar fagging and it's still me in the end who's at fault for women harassing me. You're just proving your own theory that women can be as unempathetic and psychopathic as men.
>>1106497
I made the original post and then anon replied so I replied back. It seems that cats are more important than women who have been raped, beaten and lived in abuse their entire life because female empathy stops at cats. Women don't matter. You acted like a retard for me replying to a post that was adressed to me. Now shut the fuck up and stop clogging up the vent thread with your stupid shit and then projecting it on me. Look in the mirror.

No. 1106501

>>1106497
Imo her cat killing and blogposting isnt what makes her annoying, it's how she acts towards anons who try to help her and how she never tries to better her situation. Most kids unfortunately hurt animals because they're dumb and have bad parents, especially in countries like the one she's in, you'd see kids playing with animals too rough very often.

No. 1106502

>>1106492
I drink water like a fish and moisturize. My skin just hates me and I have bad genes I think. If I wash too much my oil production gets thrown off, if I wash not enough my pores get clogged. Which seems to happen no matter what I do. It's just a matter of it happening quickly or slowly.Its now turned to a bumpy texture that never goes away and has gotten worse over the years. A retinoid was really my last ditch effort but affecting my mental health isn't worth it. Also I'm in my late 20s so my collagen is waning so I have some loose skin. I don't go tanning or any of that either. Sigh

No. 1106503

>>1106500
Women aren't harassing you and even when they make fun of you, they'll never be as bad as the pedophile that raped you or the incels that you paid to see you humiliate yourself as a camwhore. Stop defending males.

No. 1106504

>>1106500
That wasn't the same anon you're replying to, pretty sure she's on your side.

No. 1106505

>>1106502
I'm sorry anon, that's so frustrating. I have a big skin picking problem so I can understand your pain. I know it's not much to just hope, but I do hope our skin improves for both of us!

No. 1106506

>>1106501
did you know that if you are in a bad enough situation and if you stand a certain amount of abuse it becomes impossible to get out of your situation. I am not asking for advice here and go get help does not improve my situation and is very unempathetic. I'm in the vent thread, not the advice thread. You're more annoying than me making it all about me and not being able to see through your own hypocrisy. When someone has gone through incredible amounts of abuse and they are poor too with no support system It will become very hard for that person to help themselves. Advice I get here most often times is not advice nor empathy it is literal sociopathy or simply lack of social understanding or lack of common sense. Now, can we please get the vent thread back and not make it about romanianon while accusing me of making it about me?

No. 1106507

>>1106481
Write a book.

No. 1106508

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a big ass spider just appeared out of nowhere when I moved the courtain separating my kitecchen and my bedroom. like it was MMASSIVE INVREDIIBLY MASSIVE. I facetime my boyfriend cause he is at his hometoen for his baby sister birthday, is literally 1am there but I just can'y deal with them motherfucker spiders. so I fave time him and I say "what do I do???" and his like "hit it with the chancla or a broom" and I'm like WHAT. the brrom is outside and the chancla like I gotta get close to kill the mfkrs. I began hyperventilating, hes like " u ok??" am like NIGGA DO I LOOK OKAY==??? anyway I took a million breaths and threw my whole chancla at it, I scream and run and cry my botfriend is all "WHY U THREW IT AT IT???? U ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO THROW IT AT TIT!!" LIKE THAT FUCK U MEAN NOT THROW IT I AINT GETTING CLOSE TO THAT SHIT. so I cry a little in my bed but I gotta go back cause I know I missed cause ofcourse. So I grab my other chancla but the bitch is ON THE WALL, I yell "SHES ON THE WALL""!!! and throw my other chancla, this time not missing. The how is dead, I'm sobbing. my dog ass boyfriend is like "u okay now?" bitch do I SOUND OKAY???????? ffs I hung up. anyway I'm still scared as hell so I go aand get my fly swatter and beat the fuck outta it just in case she wanna come back to life. I'm sleeping with my lights on tonight ain't no creepy ass spider getting my ass, not today not tomorrow, men are fucking useless.

No. 1106509

>>1106506
Again, you're replying to more than one person. Someone contributing to the conversation isn't her making it all about you and being a hypocrite.

No. 1106510

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>>1106505
Thanks nonnie, here's to hoping

No. 1106511

>>1106503
what about the woman that sexually trafficked me or you a stranger woman that harasses me on a random bottle cap collecting forum simply because I decided to make some post about being a child hood abuse victim today. Wow you are surely showing me that women are great. Can't you see the irony? I don't think so. You're telling me to stop defending males when you're literally harassing me out of the blue. Yea, sure shows me women are great empaths. I never defended males either way.

No. 1106512

>>1106508
Jesusfuckingchrist spiders are the spawn of the devil and not one will ever convince me otherwise

No. 1106513

>>1106511
No one is harassing you, here on our bottle cap collecting website, with posts that you are free to ignore.

No. 1106514

>>1106511
>Yea, sure shows me women are great empaths.
I'll never be fully convinced you aren't just some moid troll

No. 1106517

>>1106506
You get upset when someone acts nice towards you and gives you advice but also have a fit when someone tells you to get over yourself or ignores your posts. You call women sociopathic when all of your "abuse" was inflicted by men. Women didn't rape you. Women didn't pay and support camsites you worked at. Women aren't the reason your country's economy is fucked or you're broke. Stop. Get a job. Most women get assaulted or sexually abused, I live in a shit country too and 1/3 women get raped, mostly when they're very young but still try their best to live a good life. You're only letting the abusers win if you dwell on it, why don't you do something and maybe help the girls who went through the same thing as you? You could work and donate some money to charities or homeless women, it'll make you feel much better than posting your story on here. You can't ever fully move on from your abuse, that's true, but deciding to become a neet and give everything up is what men who abuse you want, they want to feel that they have the power to destroy a woman's well-being and I know you're smart enough to not let them win.

No. 1106518

>>1106512
Girl I know, I got indigestion from the whole ordeal. demonic shit

No. 1106521

>>1106514
If she hadn't doxxed herself I'd have believed this was just stvn's larping.

No. 1106522

>>1106517
This, a thousand million times this.

No. 1106523

>>1106151
I get it. How I feel anymore. I unironically live in a mountainous area.

No. 1106524

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Nonas I'm scared, the other nonnies are infighting and it makes me so stressed out when I go on this site and our nonnies are fighting each other. I know sisters dont agree all the time but a bitch just wants to read the vent thread n feel something- but not this

No. 1106525

>>1106508
Men really are the most useless alive. Based

No. 1106528

>>1106517
I WAS SEXUALLY TRAFFICKED BY A WOMAN SHUT THE FUCK UP WITH YOUR IDEOLOGY I WAS BEATEN BY WOMEN TOO AND WOMEN ASSISTED MY ABUSE. I was nice to anons actually being nice to me. Women can be perpetuators of abuse and mysoginy too. I do not excuse men and for the same reason I won't excuse women either. I never actually hurt other women and I see plenty of women in society actually hurt other women. You're also making a false premise about my beliefs that I believe my suffering is solely due to other women. I do not think my suffering is because of women, I think it is because I had bad luck in life, I was born in an incredibly bad family, went through tremendous amounts of abuse (inflicted by both men and women) and I find it really hard to function in the current structure of society and in this unfair form of capitalism, I think the main reason of my suffering is nor women or men but capitalism and luck. I see others that went through less abuse than I did be unable to work or refuse to go to work and so on. Stop acting like I am blaming women for my suffering. Me making the statement I was sexually trafficked by a woman does not translate to me blaming women as a collective or thinking women are the main cause of my suffering. Did you even read my post today? I did not complain about being a NEET. Everything I said was that I have been struggling with drug abuse because I have been given drugs in my childhood. It's really easy to tell someone get a job do this do that but that isn't actually empathy, it is the opposite of it. Empathy is listening to someone and understanding why they are in the situation that they are in. There's just so many different nuances to things and everything is a different argument. Yes, as a social class women commit less horrors than men, I never contested that, but women commiting less horrors than men does not make ALL WOMEN angels who are fond of morality. Society is just a cruel place for some people. If you are not born with some luck the life that is supposed to be a gift can just be a nightmare and society is organized in such way nobody helps you, it is all just useless advice, most often times lacking empathy and you're the one having to do things for yourself and only you know your struggle. And maybe my posts can help others to understand that if you were born in a bad environment life is just cruel and capitalism is cruel and maybe it is not your fault for being a depressed piece of shit, maybe the world is just shit and maybe you do have the right to complain and if others make fun of you for sharing something absolutely horrible about your life it isn't your fault. Stop telling me what it will make me feel much better or not because if it did I wouldn't be posting here and now you will twist this into me not accepting advice when your post literally contains 0 advice.

No. 1106536

I hate schedules. Eat at this exact hour, go to sleep and wake up at this one, it's only acceptable to do certain activities at a certain time and if you do it outside of a quite rigid timetable you're weird and undisciplined.
If I'm not hungry at 1pm, I'm not going to force myself to eat. Same thing with sleeping. So many times I'll have to wake up even though I am still exhausted because my mother thinks that if you're still in bed by 10, you're a lazy bitch who is depressed and suicidal. No, I just didn't get a good night of sleep and I'm tired, it's not that deep.
Aah, maybe when I find a job I'll have a more clear schedule, but for now I'd like to enjoy the freedom neetdom gives me kek

No. 1106540

>>1106528
No one actually blames you romanianon i feel like you are on alert because someone blamed you from childhood up to this point (you’re still young too) and now you feel the need to rant non stop at any provocation, explaining yourself constantly is like a drug to you at this point probably i know how you feel, i’m a thirdie too and i’ve been through third world shit forgive yourself

No. 1106542

Stop interacting with Romaniananon already, it leads to infighting and derailing everytime. Time to accept neither side is ever going to agree with the other and that's OK.

No. 1106545

>>1106536
agree with you. following a schedule that's not fitted to our lifestyle is bullshit. when i worked evening shifts, my family still expected me to wake up at 8. when i got home after 1 am. what the fuck. they think i am like a robot that hits the bed right after getting home, smelling like fries? i stay up 1 hour to finish basic hygiene tasks and decompress. sometimes they saw me lights on when going for their 3 am piss and yelled at me to go sleep. i guess they were jealous that i could sleep in, kek. maybe just stop drinking water before sleep then? how about that water schedule.

No. 1106557

All the anons interacting with Romanianon are profoundly retarded

No. 1106558

I have fully accepted the fact my future husband is not going to be a pretty, elegant man like I imagined back in junior high, but a man who looks like the embodiment of what you imagine when describing someone who goes fishing with his buddies every other weekend and just wants to grill, it is also the mid 90s.
These types of guys have the most compatible sense of humor and taste in various media. The elegant bishonen types of guys have usually boring personalities. A disappointing realization gathered throughout the years, but as long as I know what'll make me genuinely happy.

No. 1106561

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told me bf i feel unloved and he told me to stfu. Im not even mad. I just want to kill myself

No. 1106562

>>1106528
Your posts on an anonymous gossip forum don't help anyone or make any change. Get a job. I hate seeing you rage so much whenever you someone gives you advice, I only told you how you can change your situation for the better and you wrote paragraphs filled with unrelated crap. Getting raped or being poor doesn't mean you can't get a job or have a normal life. I was sexually assaulted when I was 6 myself and a few time after that too so I sympathized with you but you can't just blame everything on a trauma. Most women in third world countries get raped when they're minors, don't let those rapists ruin your life or they'll have accomplished their mission. Go on and fix your life and then support other women the way you'd want someone to support you now.

No. 1106564

>>1106558
Don't give up. I think my husband looks like an prince and he's the funniest person I know, and our taste in music and other media is super compatible. You don't have to settle for less if you don't wanna, nona.

No. 1106565

>>1106561
I thought i was on cc for a second

No. 1106566

>>1106561
I love you, anon.

No. 1106567

>>1106562
She won't listen no matter how much sense you make, kind of like >>1106542 said, it's basically pointless

No. 1106569

>>1106524
I'm sorry nonners.

No. 1106570

>>1106567
You're right but I wish I could help her sometimes, I also have a similar past and an ok life now, I've come to terms with my past and realized that crying about it all the time just hurt me more and gave more power to the rapists, now I see it as something that unfortunately happened to me but isn't going to stop me from enjoying my life. I wish she would be able to live her life and become independent too, growing up and building yourself to be strong is the best way to cope with trauma.

No. 1106572

>>1106561
Come spend time with your nonas tonight and listen to sad songs

No. 1106574

>>1106561
i'd give you a hug if i could nona

No. 1106575

>>1106564
Honestly, I'm not disappointed with the way these guys look. There's a certain type of dorky, jolly cuteness they have in them. They're also very good at upkeeping in their looks, very hygienic and sharp shaven. I, too, would also like to grill lmao. I need me an outdoorsy man like that.

No. 1106577

it's getting harder and harder everyday as a closet terf when all your friends are slowly but surely trooning out. I used to have a bunch of normal friends but now they're all they/thems or AGP trannies calling themselves "uwu lesbians." I'm left-leaning so it's only expected that all of my social circles are turning into degenerates. As the only female and real woman I feel so weird and singled-out, they won't shut up about 'girldick' and keep retweeting ugly ass trannies onto my timeline. I'm a social outcast myself so I can't really afford to call them out for their bullshit, so I'm stuck in this hellhole that I also depend on for miniscule amounts of socialization.

No. 1106579

I'm scared that I might have bpd. I want to get an official diagnosis but I have no money.

No. 1106596

>>1106574
>>1106572
>>1106566

I love you nonas. I wish i could hug you nonas too

No. 1106600

>>1106497
FYI, I wasn't blaming anyone for being pissed at romanianon. If someone saw her post and the replies it got for the first time, they would think that nonnies are heartless. Meanwhile Romanianon is as insufferable, egocentric and cunty as possible - and that's not even getting into the "I will murder my cat tonight, you western whores" thing. She is a victim of things that shouldn't happen to any woman - and she is fucking awful. Both things are true at the same time.

No. 1106611

>>1106600
You're right

No. 1106619

>>1106600
Yet at the same time she blames everything that happened to her on women and hates on women here more than she does to the men that brought her where she is.

No. 1106639

>>1106600
>>1106611
>>1106619
I want to add that even ignoring the nastiness, there is such a thing as empathy fatigue and it's what a constant stream of her posts does to everyone.

No. 1106646

>>1106600
Isnt that the same anon who said an homeless anon had it easy?

No. 1106649

>>1106619
The way she talks about women sickens me. Im sure romanianon is a moid larping. Moids love to larp here as victims to shit on women. If shes not a moid then i wonder what started this whole thing?

No. 1106654

Does this really have to happen twice a week minimum?

No. 1106659

>>1106654
hilarious that you could be talking about any from lolcow's groundhog day topics kek

No. 1106660

Fuck it. I’m tired of some people who experienced trauma that I didn’t during childhood or teenagehood taking it out on me. I have empathy for them and understand that not everyone can get the proper help they need to redirect whatever they have going on but I’m still a human. I’m not something to take anger out on. I try to relate as much as I can because I do have some minor trauma and be there for them but it always gets thrown back in my face. “You didn’t go through xyz so you don’t fully understand.” They’re right, I don’t. Never pretended like I did. All I can say is I tried to be there for people but just ended up feeling used and abused.

No. 1106663

>>1106209

good work anon <3 you've got this, also, I really wish there was a eating disorder support and harm reduction thread, like for basic information and support a lot of women struggle with and want to lose weight and exercise without damaging their hearts or ~dying to be thin~ and it can be hard to find reliable information.

No. 1106666

>>1106649
I thought this was true but as I said above, she doxxed herself and her naked pictures were on this site too so she does exist.

No. 1106667

>>1106649
>The way she talks about women sickens me
Kek this comes from the same site where some anons call straight/bi women cockbreaths and where anons wished romanianon to get killed and eaten by dogs, they ain't any better, like at all

No. 1106668

>>1106667
Yeah, a few baiters, who were probably moids, mocked other anons so romanianon is right and all women are heartless sociopaths, right? Quit defending yourself, romani-chan.

No. 1106674

>>1106667
then theyre all disgusting. Now what? It doesnt make her any less insufferable. I hope jannies ban her sperging and all the derailling it causes. Its annoying seeing autists shit up threads because “IVE EXPERIENCED WORSE!! YOU WHORES DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RAPE”. Get therapy or stfu. Its basically trolling and im convinced many anons who reply to thai mess are moids who are basically laughing at this shit

No. 1106676


No. 1106680

romanifag doesn't have to say she was sexually trafficked because she was not. she was manipulated into camwhoring, i was too, and it is seriously not the same as actual sex trafficking. you don't have to use big words like that, getting manipulated into camming when you were in a bad state is horrible enough and your truthful story is not dull.
>>1106667
those incelbians are so fucking annoying.

No. 1106683

>>1106674
She was already banned countless times.
>>1106680
They're not lesbians, dumbass, it's moids who are trying to make women fight. Moid-trolls always try and make anons take sides and infight, mostly the sides are sexual things that turn moids on like this one where one side represents lesbians they sexualize and the other sides represent the women they wannw fuck.

No. 1106687

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I'm constantly begging my father not to buy certain foods because I'll binge on them, and almost every day he goes out of his way to get huge amounts of them on purpose and encourages me to eat them. And today he said I need to lose weight. Literally what the fuck have I done to deserve this

No. 1106689

>>1106683
i know most are moids but some of them are actual lesbians. not on lc but on another ib i was called weird, degrading things for fucking dudes, it was surreal. i knew they were actual girls, too. vast majority aren't like that, but some are incel-y weirdos. i digress.

No. 1106691

>>1106680
I was threatened, beaten and kept at a studio against my consent for one year by a woman and her pimp boyfriend, but yeah sure. Some moid or a sex worker convincing you to get naked is the same thing as me literally having my life signed away by a mafia. You Don't know how eastern European camming studios work

No. 1106694

>>1106687
Being overweight or obese is mostly genetic, even overeating is which means he's most likely just like you. Try to explain why you don't want those foods and if it doesn't work, tell him you should both work together and diet next time he does this. Also have some self control and visit a therapist, you either have a health problem or eating disorder. I wish you the best, anon. I'm thin but I do the same with certain foods and my father always overbuys them because he thinks I love them when in reality it's terrible for both of our health.

No. 1106697

>>1106689
why are you letting these retards convince you the women saying those horrible things about lesbians are moids? This place is horrible. Look at the sort of shit women post in /snow/ and /w/ about other women. The vast majority of the users that frequent the cow boards also come here. When women on here obviously say horrible shit it always gets brushed under the rug as just moids larping

No. 1106699

>>1106691
Romanianon you change your story so many times no one believes you wt this point. You used to say you didn't even get naked yet there are naked pictures of you. Now you're saying you were kept against your will but I don't believe they'd let you keep your clothes on if that was the truth. Which one is true?

No. 1106700

>>1106697
Because cock-breath sounds like an insult a male would say since moids are more likely to insult women for having sexual needs and being sexually active.

No. 1106701

>>1106691
girl, way to show any empathy for me for being manipulated into it, i was underaged at the time. anyways, i take back what i said, that is trafficking legally i think, one year is a long time, you said you were barely 18 at the time as well so the first year of adulthood passed in a studio completely? or were you allowed to go to your father to not raise suspicion?

No. 1106703

>>1106691
Get a journal and get therapy and fuck off. The constant oppression olympics is annoying as fuck.

No. 1106708

>>1106691
You need to stop piling this information onto us and find someone to talk to. I'm sick of reading your excuses. Do you need me to write a novel length detailed post of every assault and abuse I've experienced over my life time before you actually read what's being said to you, and for you to understand that you are in control of your own life and how you live it from this point on? You are not being held back by anything but yourself, other women are not your problem, and you need to stop coming to this site because it obviously isn't good for you. No one is going to pick you up and put you back together again for you, you have to do that yourself.

No. 1106709

>>1106697
>the women saying those horrible things about lesbians
i was saying the lesbians were calling me degrading things for fucking dudes. it's not a big deal in the grand scheme of things since lesbians are already dealt a shit hand but please dude, you really waved away when i said i was manipulated into online sexwork, so i'm not hearing this from you.

No. 1106710

>>1106691
You keep mocking women who obviously have it worse than you but get triggered when everyone doesn't treat you like the most oppressed poor broken little girl. I find it hard to believe this isn't a moid jerking off while he writes his schizo-whore tale.

No. 1106712

>>1106697
>The vast majority of the users that frequent the cow boards also come here
This is just not true. I've talked to dozens of anons in the movie room and most of the /ot/ anons don't even go on the cow boards, or even /g/.

No. 1106713

>>1106708
>You are not being held back by anything but yourself, other women are not your problem
FINALLY. It's so annoying how she cries about how much she suffered in the hands of men but goes to compliment men and trash on women. Seriously sounds like a moid.

No. 1106714

I am interested in eastern european mafias. Romanianon's life signed away by them… I kinda need to know more. Are they still after you? Any more info?

No. 1106717

>>1106694
I'm not overweight, he is but I'd rather die than diet with him lol. He would tell me I looked fat or to lose weight even at 17 when bmi was like 20. I do have an eating disorder (bulimia) but I'd be mortified discussing with him, he's seen my weight fluctuate all over the place for years and never cared not even when I was underweight and visibly starving myself so it wouldnt make a difference he'd probably just tell me I'm gross

No. 1106718

>>1106710
This is just moid fanfiction at this point. Im tired of moid larpers coming up with stories to shame women who experienced abuse but not “enough abuse like them”. The obsession with playing oppression olympics is just weird.
>>1106712
Agreed. I mostly go on /ot/ and /g/ because i find cows arent milky anymore.

No. 1106725

>>1106718
That lack of milk and the lack of interesting discussion. It's a lot of nitpicking and sharing shit that isn't even milky. The MtF thread isn't lacking in milk and moves very fast but it's also just depressing to read it. I'm glad it's peaking so many people though.

No. 1106727

>>1106710
>You keep mocking women who obviously have it worse than you
>""most oppressed poor broken little girl""
Love me some hypocrisy on lolcow.dotcom. Next you're going to say is that you're actually a thirdie poc too, right?
>>1106718
>The obsession with playing oppression olympics is just weird
Then get off of this site, everyone here likes to pretend to be a victim and there's always someone in a worse situation

No. 1106729

>>1106701
why should I show you empathy when you didn't show me empathy you literally said I lied about being sexually trafficked and Im supposed to kiss your ass after you said I lied about that?

No. 1106730

>>1106729
>>1106727
No one cares about your fanfiction. Gtfo

No. 1106731

>>1106701
sorry anon you experienced that.

No. 1106732

>>1106727
Yes, there is someone who always has it worse, that's how the world works. It's not a personal attack on you. Just like there will always be someone who is better than you at something even if you've trained at it.

No. 1106739

>>1106729
Fighting fire with fire is a real empath move, romani

No. 1106741

>>1106729
even in that post i said what happened, or what i thought happened, was horrible, later i admitted i was wrong and took back my statement since you explained your situation. clearly for you, empathy is conditional since you won't spare any if someone is, idk, mean.

No. 1106742

>>1106732
she told me I was not sex trafficked when I repeatedly said I was and then expected empathy from me and I'm being told all my stories are made up lies and that this is the great empathy women shower me with and that I am unthankful for

No. 1106746

>>1106742
She implied that perhaps sex trafficking wasn't the proper term for what you experienced. Afaik she would be right, too. People who are trafficked are usually transported across boarders.

No. 1106747

>>1106741
>clearly for you empathy is conditional

like it is for every fucking one including you? like you got offended when I did not acknowledge you being groomed and you retracted your empathy

No. 1106749

>>1106742
No one cares just leave. Why arent you banned yet?

No. 1106752

>>1106747
no, i never retracted my feelings.

No. 1106753

>>1106747
You're so upset right now you can't even keep the order of events in your mind anymore. They're right in front of you, you can scroll up and re-read them. She wasn't even rude to you.

No. 1106754

>>1106730
I'm not same anon you retard
>>1106732
I already know that and I don't question it, you should say that to anons itt who are mostly Amerifats who can't even start imagining what is like to live in the third world, I'm poorer than them and I still see where Romanianon is coming from but of course they don't like it when someone is actually disadvantaged and fucked in life

No. 1106755

>>1106746
not necessarily, domestic trafficking exists. what happened can be technically considered trafficking since she was coerced into performing like, commercial sexwork.

No. 1106756

>>1106754
Don't try and convince me you aren't her when your typing style is literally the same and you never fucking sage. The audacity.

No. 1106758

ITT: moid fanfiction and “BBUT I HAVE ITT WORSE WAHHH”-ism. Another thread ruined by retards i guess

No. 1106759

This makeup girl I used follow has turned into the most grotesque themby hellhole I've ever seen, what the fuck happened. She used to be a cool bi bitch, amazing makeup, was seemingly doing okay and then she met some, might I say, smelly looking they/he lesbian bitch and now she's a themlet as well. Calls her gf a bf but they are lesbians, okay. They both do disgusting looking "drag" and it's just baffling to first see someone e-beg for breast amputation only to then put on fake boobs for gigs. This sounds so stupid and it is but the they he gf is especially disgusting looking, it annoys me haha

No. 1106761

>>1106755
Ohh okay, I'm just not sure of the terminology I guess, thank you anon

No. 1106762

>>1106753
>she wasn't even rude to you
she told me that an incredibly traumatic even I had experienced was not real and that I was lying about it and that my experience must been like hers

No. 1106763

>>1106756
>saging in /ot/

No. 1106764

>>1106759
>they he gf
the state.

No. 1106766

>>1106759
This shit is so depressing. Things are falling apart from every angle.

No. 1106767

>>1106759
Damn, I wanted to scream into the void about ugly drag makeup degenerate and I didn't even read the room, nonnas get your shit together

No. 1106768

>>1106763
I'm not saying that as a point of minimodding, I'm saying it as a point of identification. She has never saged a single post.

No. 1106772

>>1106762
She didn't say you were lying, she said that she thought it would be called something else and then when you clarified she took back what she said and said yes that is trafficking, more importantly, she also said what happened to you was horrible and should not have happened. It is right in front of you to read

No. 1106774

>>1106762
i admitted i was wrong easily when you explained it.

No. 1106775

>>1106764
Thank you, if it weren't for that and the "bfs" shit makeup, I would be keeping my mouth shut but how the fuck do you even rationalize this shit. I know it sounds very mean girl of me to harp on about someone's looks but my god.

No. 1106782

I'm manifesting horrible things in the lives of everyone that uses this website. I am manifesting the end of humanity. I hope humanity ends soon and that everyone gets to suffer as much as possible.

No. 1106784

>>1106782
Oh, grow up.

No. 1106786

>>1106782
top kek isnt your life supposedly worse anyway? Also you do realize you use this website? Once again no one cares abour your autistic fanfiction. Go post it on 4chan.

No. 1106789

>>1106756
>>1106768
Hey, you retard, mods can check I'm not her so cut it out, not everyone who disagrees with you and agrees with her is Romanianon, we aren't a hivemind

No. 1106790

>>1106789
Romania-whore always uses vpns since she's banned so this doesn't work. Retard.

No. 1106791

>>1106786
you will have an absolutely horrible day and the rest of your life will be filled with misfortune and suffering

No. 1106792

>>1106782
I've been talking to God every night for years and my good vibes combat all your bad ones and I'll ask for God to share his comfort with you but bitch, get fucked.

No. 1106793

>>1106790
oh noo romanianon is so mysoginistic and calls other women whores

No. 1106794

>>1106789
It doesnt matter if you agree with her or not. Im tired of fake stories from anons who supposedly live in 3rd world countries who love to shit on women who experience rape or abuse in 1st world countries. Bragging about having it worse is pathetic. Go back to twitter with this autism. You dont tive a fuck about rape or abuse or sex work or anything. You just want to shit on women and be treated like a poor little victim.

No. 1106796

>>1106792
too bad you talk with god when you only hurt others and look for discord and that is affecting your life but you are not even aware of it since you think you are perfect

No. 1106800

>>1106790
>Romanianon couldn't possibly be right about some of the things she said that's why everyone who agrees with her is just Romanianon samefagging, I'm very smart

No. 1106801

>>1106794
nobody wants to shit on women, you shit on women constantly and then project it on others unaware of your own hypocrisy, you are shitting on women right now, while accusing other women of shitting on other women but oh excuse me since apparently you are the morally superior one

No. 1106804

>>1106782
God doesn't like whores. Did you even read the bible? You're like the antichrist lmao.

No. 1106806

>>1106796
come on, she literally said she wants comfort for you kek.

No. 1106808

>>1106796
Bitch you don't know what I talk to the Lord about, if I had to keep praying to Him to tell him I'm fucking up he obviously doesn't have my back. You have no clue. You're just a pessimist. Who hurt you? You can forgive them with the help of our Lord and saviour

No. 1106809

>>1106804
god doesn't like little hypocritical bitches that look for discord and go to imageboards to call other whores. God also wants you to marry your husband as a virgin. God is paying you with what you deserve, which is being miserable for your actions and hypocrisy

No. 1106810

>>1106794
Someone always has it worse than you, I'm a thirdie and I know there are people that have it way worse even when my life is absolute shit, why can't you do the same?

No. 1106811

Pretty sure she's just samefagging like crazy right now.

No. 1106812

My gym is fucking retarded but I have to stay here as it's the only one within walking distance that has a decent weightlifting section and isn't incredibly scruffy. But they have so many different classes going on and now theyve introduced this Body Sculpting 9am-11am bs class where they get like 10 people to take up all the fucking free space for like 2 hours. You have nowhere else to lift or work out for 2 hours unless you want to be stood right next to grunting bloated moids who let out protein farts like it's chemical warfare. I fucking hate it. When I joined it said on the website there was a "ladies only" section but it turns out it's just the studio that's already booked for most of the day? And moids are just allowed to walk in anyway. All I want to do is not be near anyone and focus on my health by myself in a safe corner of the gym where I can kill off my body dysmorphia in peace, I planned to go at 9am today and then found out this useless class had taken up half the fucking space in the gym when the studio could have been used instead. They're so fucking annoying, if I had the money and space I'd just build a home gym but unfortunately I can't do that and I also enjoy the walk there. I always try and pick the furthest corner of the room to just put down my weights and get stuff done but I just still hate being around moids. The women in the gym are all nice and considerate obviously, but the men make me want to kill myself.

No. 1106813

>>1106809
Romani-chan pretends to be religious while doing sexwork and killing innocent animals, lmao. Where does it say on bible that discord and imageboards are sinful? Yeah, didn't think they'd be mentioned as much as torturing innocent animals or sexwork/prematiral sex are.

No. 1106815

>>1106811
There's always one person that defends her but weirdly enough, once you mention her past or trigger her enough, she can't keep her larp and reveals she was samefagging all along. Always the same shit.

No. 1106816

>>1106804
>why can't you do the same?
nta but do what? not once has someone said they have it worse than 3rdworldfags or something.

No. 1106817

>>1106809
Based, how the hell are they flexing morality on Romani while calling her a whore?
>>1106811
>I'm very smart
>>1106813
Are you deadass going to pretend discord isn't the degenerated cesspool it is? you guys are lame

No. 1106821

>>1106817
Nonnie I'm like 95% sure romani is calling herself a whore in samefags just to stir up shit and make anons look bad.

No. 1106822

your life is becoming cursed and you cannot escape it. You gaze over women you criticize daily, you make fun of sex trafficking victims, you make fun of everyone while expecting others to have empathy for you over every little thing. You are a fake feminist. Everything in your life is performative just like any other twitter fag zoomer liberal. You lack self awareness. You have a lot of resources but your life will forever be miserable because you are cursing yourself. You are driven by the evil forces within you. You laugh at the misfortune of others and you drag their negative energy with you everywhere. You can become rich, skinny, pray to god, get surgery but you will forever be miserable due to your hypocritical nature, due to seeking negative things and wanting to hurt others

No. 1106823

>>1106817
romanianon is a discordfag but i agree. i recommend everyone itt to just delete their discord account, trust me. it's a mess.

No. 1106824

>>1106821
yes nonnie everything bad on this website is made by romanianon and said by romanianon she samefags calling herself a whore 1000 times and then samefags whiteknighting herself. I don't have schizophrenia romanianon does I dont I dont.

No. 1106825

>>1106822
This should be a copypasta LMFAOO

No. 1106826

>>1106812
What time does the place open nona, would you be able to go really early? Maybe it would be worth finding in on a bus route that is bigger/ more convenient.

No. 1106827

>>1106825
Add it to the thread nonnie kek

No. 1106828

>>1106822
Again, unfathomably based

No. 1106829

>>1106822
a meltdown sometime ago also consisted of mocking the other party and imitating them while emphasizing 'their' want for skinniness.

No. 1106830

>>1106824
You don't need to be sarcastic, it's just the posting style is similar. Damn, you're really up her ass, aren't you?

No. 1106832

>>1106828
Do you know how many times she's called users here whores and tried to dox others and so on and for fucks sake get off your high horse.

No. 1106833

>>1106827
Just did kek im surprised she doesnt have a thread here.

No. 1106835

>>1106824
This, shit doesn't make sense

No. 1106836

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it’s been 2 days. vc with me you son of a bitch

No. 1106837

>>1106822
wow, you really have rest of us down while we can't even begin to imagine what it is like for you. we are too shallow and 2d for it, i'm pretty sure.

No. 1106841

>>1106836
I can't stop laughing at this gif. That poor door.

No. 1106842

>>1106835
you do realize that post is made by me, romanianon being sarcastic? Right? You are proving my point. There are countless of anons calling me a whore non stop and then there are other anons who stand up for me but when it's not me you think it's me and when I am clearly being sarcastic you think it's not me. You are turning me into the boogeyman. Ah, to hell with this place. There is no actual intelligent space left on the internet. This place is filled with ex liberal zoomers that LARP as radfems while making fun of sex trafficking victims and calling other whores then they proceed to morality fag just like twitter tards. A buch of women stabbing each other in the back, watching the downfall of other women and then morality fagging.

Rot

No. 1106843

>>1106832
>Do you know how many times she's called users here whores
Meh, some here do the same
>and tried to dox others and so on
She's batshit for this one but again, that doesn't negate her points, that would be an ad hominem
>get off your high horse.
You should first, y'all ain't no better than her and that posts has zero lies

No. 1106844

>>1106843
I haven't called her anything, I don't have to get down from nothin

No. 1106845

>>1106842
Pretty sure she was agreeing with you, that's why there was a comma. You're freaking out over nothing.

No. 1106846

>>1106842
that poster was on your side agreeing that the tinfoils where schizo.

No. 1106847

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my sister's dog sounds like he's possessed by unholy forces. the repeated and random bouts of howling start to drill into your psyche. i want to exorcise the evil out of this grotesque attention mongering two pound creature. i usually love dogs but he actually makes me want to hurt an animal. shut the fuck up you ugly little two pound demon

No. 1106848

>>1106842
>waahh you're all evil, you women are evil because you say mean things to me and that makes you bad people and fake feminists unlike me
>rot in hell I hope you all die amerifats I hope your lives are awful

No. 1106849

>>1106847
Get that boy some training

No. 1106851

Romanianon blogposts her entire life for the upteenth time. Okay, whatever. People always get on her ass instead of ignoring it and it obviously ticks her off everytime. Okay. Then the inevitable "just admit other people have it worse", no one said otherwise but okay, whatever. Romanianon says we are all hypocrite priviliged moralfags who like to dwell in negativity. Okay, that's fair.
See you guys next time.

No. 1106852


No. 1106853

>>1106848
>you say mean things to me
Care to elaborate what those "mean" things were or are you just going to pretend you guys just called her a "dummy" while still pretending to be better than her? you guys ain't fooling no one

No. 1106854


No. 1106855

>>1106853
>>1106843
>>1106842
Why doesnt this bitch have a thread yet? This is more milky than half of cows on /w/ kek
Still convinced a moid is behind this fake story but kek

No. 1106856

>>1106852
what? as i said. you really have us down to a t, got us all figured out. i will continue to rot.

No. 1106859

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>>1106853
Hope you got all your good girl points today

No. 1106861

So, where do we start? Hmph so I do get that romani anon decided to become a whore at 18 years old in Romania which is not a 3rd world country and Ceaușescu gives you free borscht and a 3 roomed communist apartment if you go to România, so realistically not a 3rd world country.

I don't care paki anon lives in one of the harshest religions in the world. I don't know how to say this…but my type of feminism radical feminism is just not for them. I think radical feminism should only welcome women like me, from 1st world countries, complaining about our jobs and trannies, enbies and twitter tards. I don't care you were sexually trafficked, it makes my suffering feel invalidated, it makes my complaints feel insignificant since it is all about me and it gives my brain a tiny bit of compulsory self awareness which I hate and for a couple of seconds hearing the misfortune of others and how worse I could have it, I get a glimpse which makes me feel thankful for my privilege, but that's just bullshit! I don't want to feel gratitude for the things I do have or give some 3rd world country whores empathy when they slightly disagreed with me over a matter. I don't know how to put this to you darling but radical feminism only accepts you if you are born in a socio privileged situation so you can obsess over trannies and internet rethoric. I am tired of how mysoginistic these 3rd world anons are. It is not opression Olympics over here. How can this bitch be so unthankful for my empathy and advice? I remember that I told her to get a job, that should be enough. These 3rd world posters are also super mysoginistical towards first world women and I am tired.

>>1106481 today romanianon posted this which is completely unrelated but since I knew it was her I had to tell her off and tell her to not use the thread meant for it which is the vent thread and go to Tumblr, if I didn't know it was her. I would have felt a bit uncomfortable and thought to myself wow this person has it worse than me I will give them a nice reply

Anyway, as a rad fem I am tired of all these mysoginistical whores

No. 1106862

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The hospital lost my referral, do I have to go Breaking Bad on everyone's asses to get any help around here?

No. 1106864

>>1106861
Oh wow it's so cute how you schizo LARP as the evil nonnie living in your mind.

No. 1106865

>>1106862
Do it, cause a fucking ruckus

No. 1106866

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>>1106861
tl;dr
“Im a moid and i write stories cuz im bored”

No. 1106867

>>1106861
where do i fit in this universe in your head as a thirdworldfag from a muslim country who finds you annoying a little?

No. 1106868

>>1106817
Hey! Discord is the platform romanianon met the scrote she kept feeding attention to and dating! Don't trash on it!

No. 1106870

>>1106859
That gif is just amplifying the cringe and autism that irradiates from your post, very punchable

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>>1106865
I'll see what I can do

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No. 1106877

>>1106872
Yall are cracking me up at work, bless the nonnas

No. 1106878

>>1106866
what part of her post sounds like a moid? Or are you just talking shit?
>>1106867
It's clear she's not talking about people like you, you are not the majority

No. 1106881

can you all stop

No. 1106882

>>1106861
I hate being born a woman. Ideologicly and socially as a woman you are not allowed to thrive in society as a genius masculine autist. I am a genius masculine autist and my humor and mind are very masculine but not in the edgy sense necessarily but in the truly rational sense. I think as a woman you are always expected to perform femininity or literally be a prostitute to be accepted socially. The moment you truly turn based society will reject you as a woman. You have to do something sexual or pander to men constantly as a woman. Pander to their opinions or be the "cool girl" that doesn't believe in feminism or simply allign with the stereotype of what women should believe in like magic and astrology. While I do believe in magic to some extent I do it in a rational way. Being a woman fucking suckssssss assss, as a scrote you're so much more respected and have so many opportunities and can truly express yourself. As a woman you need to pull some pick me persona in any field or be a literal prostitutes and show your tits or lick the ears of middle aged strangers on the internet and if you are in academia or have a real job you still have to be a pick me. There is no true liberation. I want to escape to the forest or I want an unlimited suplly of capital so I can live life however I want but I don't want to sacrifice my own ambitions and my own system of values for that capital. I don't want to have to keep a consistent persona or pander to people to get them to like me, I want to be truly free.

At soul I am someone like Slavoj Zizek, a revolutionary philosopher and I would totally be socially allowed to express my inner being as a male and be accepted socially but I am not allowed to be my true self as a woman since my true self is abrasive and the only advantage I have as a woman is being able to get men enslaved to my coochie and get them to pay me for stuff but I don't want to do that. I don't want to play some stupid game to make -100 IQ scrotes like me and pay for.my stuff

No. 1106883

>>1106878
Its a moid reeing about how women are privileged to be raped in america + he writes schizo stories that probably turn him on. No one here is a radfem and assuming every anon here is a radfem to insult them is moid behavior. Its funny and entertaining though.

No. 1106885

>>1106882
this is based

No. 1106886

>>1106883
oh so when called on your bullshit suddenly nobody here is a radfem anymore

No. 1106888

>>1106878
she believes anyone annoyed at her is some firstworlder, as she wrote in her post.

No. 1106890

>>1106889
it's romanianon(inception romanion)

No. 1106891

>>1106886
Imageboards aren't a monolith and not everyone who is tired of you is a American radfem.

No. 1106893

>>1106890
the person you're replying to probably also is.

No. 1106894

>>1106892
She has her clear moments though.

No. 1106896

>>1106882
This is a copy pasta I posted, retards. Romaniaonon wrote and deleted this a while ago. Just another proof she wishes to be a moid. Ew.

No. 1106898

can someone explain to me what the fuck a "non-binary lesbian" is
literally all genderists say is that "non binary lesbians are valid uwu"
how the fuck can you be a lesbian and not a woman???

No. 1106900

>>1106892
no it is literally me. I am obsessed with Slavoj Zizek and I hate perfomrative feminity and I do think women have to make themselves very likeable in society. I am very masculine personality wise. I do not fit in the stereotype of what a woman is supposed to be. I piss everyone off. Women are supposed to be agreeable and empathetic

>>1106896
men have it much easier.

No. 1106901

>>1106886
What bullshit? Im the anon who keeps pointing out this is a moid creating fake stories kek also if you think most feminists would even go on lolcow to begin with then youre deeply autistic. Hes probably jerking off to his stories

No. 1106904

>>1106898
Its a biological woman who doesnt want to seem like a terf so she says shes non binary but shes still a lesbian bc she only likes women.

No. 1106908

>>1106900
How can someone have a masculine personality? Most women aren't uwu agreeable empaths irl, only men who have never met women irl or incels think all women are like that.

No. 1106909

>>1106898
It refers to people like Leslie Feinberg or Ivan E Coyote. They don't want to go the full TiF route (or they detransitioned), nor do they want to cut all ties with the lesbian community, because that is where their friends groups are usually. It's also kinda like the new "butch", most young lesbians don't even know about the concept of "butch", so they end up identifying as "non-binary" and think they aren't women. Though they also don't necessarily want to actually become men and transition. For some it's just a phase until they find out about the concept of "butch".

No. 1106911

Personally, this is when I have the most fun.

No. 1106912

>>1106882
this is so gross… imagine holding men, their personalities, in such high esteem.

No. 1106922

>>1106912
Based.

No. 1106936

>>1106700
cockbreath is fucking hilarious though
t. straightie

No. 1106941

So far today on the farms has not been a particularly good day, but it's great fodder for emo night, don't you think?

No. 1106968

I can't wait to move out. It wont be for many many years but I hold onto that vision of living alone, away from my family, and doing everything I want to do every day.

No. 1106978

>>1106699
It's all very weird and confused. She lived with her father during her teens and went to school normally, albeit she smoked weed and did benzos? Then she had some sort of mental breakdown and went to the loony bin where she a Ukrainian camwhore who recruited her. She said she was doing amazing intellectual camwhoring without getting naked, but the Ukrainian stole her thing. But there's pictures of her naked camwhoring and I looked up the Ukrainian woman's streams and she just poses and maybe says a few meaningless words every couple minutes. Strange.
She now claims she was abducted and kept locked up during this time period. But right after that she went to university and got a bachelor's degree in philosophy. After she was done with that she moved back home where she lives rent free. She claims she is abused by being asked to do chores.
At some point she also worked some entry level service jobs, but stopped quickly. She now says work she is qualified to do is beneath her, so she won't do it.
Her main issue with "capitalism" seems to be that people have to work for a living, which is… the case for every system ever. Food and shelter doesn't magically appear out of nowhere.

She was also obsessed with orthodox Christian nuns a coupe weeks ago. I think because she saw it as a way to avoid having to work a real job. But nuns work in their convent, don't they?

I wish I had the time to go through all her posts and compile the information. There's so many side stories, like her weird claims about youtube riches (thousands of dollars a month from adsense as of last summer).

No. 1106983

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I made the mistake of joining what I thought was a legit feminist page on Facebook as they always posted solely about WOMEN of different cultures nationalities etc…today I saw them post an article about how "Lia Thomas" should be included in female sports. They disabled comments because they're too cowardly to see what their own followers think of this shit. When will this insanity end? They also said I should go follow "JK Rawling" kek I fucking hate this shit

No. 1106984

>>1106908
She spends a lot of time with incels and their pickme orbiters, I bet she posts on r9k and pol and lit.

No. 1106986

>>1106978
good lord, i love her. i think she could unironically thrive as like a twitter or youtube personality and make money like that. not even kidding. her association with lc might get her cancelled and the troonhate but she could say she hated lc anyways, idk about the troonstuff though… but she could find a way.

No. 1106995

>>1106882
I hate to break it to you but genius and autist don’t go together

No. 1107005

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>>1106978
>But nuns work in their convent, don't they?
Definitely. Orthodox nuns tend to live off the land, so they have to garden/farm, tend to their chickens, preserve food for the winter and to sell, making candles, painting icons and other cottage industries to be able to pay the bills and have food on the table. Younger nuns also have to take care of the older ones. It's definitely a nice peaceful way to live, but you don't get to be lazy.

No. 1107009

>>1107005
I stayed at a monastery for 2 months and sang in the choirs and worked there. I'm not actually lazy, I've been taking care of myself since I was a kid because I didn't have parents and I'm good at cleaning and cooking

No. 1107011

>>1107005
They also make unforgettably delicious wine from their vineyard to drink, sell and offer to guests like me

No. 1107021

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>>1107014
You can pet bears? Bears like to get petted? Why weren’t bears domesticated? I want to pet a bear and give it some salmon, I want to call it bearbie and go out on walks with it to meet other bears.

No. 1107023

I just feel so lonely and worthless all the time. I'm great at making friends, but I struggle at keeping them. I always end up having fallouts with them for some reason or the other.

And i have BPD and that's not improving my life either. (i can hear everyone laughing at me rn) Being abused most of my life by my parents, even being sexually abused, all fucked me up. Being a lesbian in a shithole homophobic country isn't helping. Online relationships are useless for me because I'm a very touch-starved person. And here I'm not going to find anyone irl to date ever. I haven't self harmed in over six months, and the suicidal thoughts and depression were subsiding too but idk, everything is coming back.
Usually when I feel like shit I talk to my therapist but obviously I can't tell her about my sexuality.

I just wish I was bisexual or straight so I wouldn't have problems finding someone to date me.

No. 1107025

>>1106849
he's 16 years old he just needs to be put down at this point
he has two teeth, a loose bladder, and half a braincell

No. 1107027

>>1107014
That chain looks painful and the bear looks malnourished.

No. 1107029

I wish I had a clothesmaking friend. It'd be nice to message her and be like "Hey, did you feel like going to the fashion district and looking at fabrics today? It's beautiful outside."
I'm too afraid to go alone, I don't like being in public alone or being approachable by strangers.

No. 1107030

>>1106481
No one asked lmaooo
You're so fucking weird

No. 1107031

>>1107029
Aw anon that sounds lovely, I'd love to do something like that but I make doll clothes

No. 1107033

>>1107030
we were talking about drugs

No. 1107035

>>1107030
it's also the vent thread retard go eat a borger your brain is rotting

No. 1107037

>>1107031
I just started making doll clothing and I have so much respect for you! Such tiny details and hems, that shit is incredible

No. 1107043

>>1107031
What kind of dolls do you make clothes for?

No. 1107071

So I've just been made aware that for child checkup and vaccination sessions here fathers get priority over mothers on the list. When I asked why I was told "that's just the policy". Fuck policy. Everyone is getting served in the order they came.

No. 1107099

I'm so glad I didn't pick a basement bedroom where all the spiders are coming out of their holes are INFESTING now.

No. 1107103

Watching a nexpo video and it’s actually driving me insane, he talks like someone who’s had a fucking stroke, just inane rambling

No. 1107105

>>1107103
I think his content has taken a serious nosedive since befriending that Mamamax retard. His script writing has always been kinda subpar except now he puts really stupid filters over his words to sound cool and his videos are just him huffing his own farts now.

No. 1107125

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I have never had such dislike for a person than my professor in this one class. He does not reply to my emails, he does not leave comments on my work, and now he told me to redo two five-page essays with ALTERED prompts within this week???? Hello, I already submitted these essay requirements! They were well-written, well researched, and I submitted them within deadline! I wish he would just acknowledge and reply to my emails because I deserve an explanation. What's worse is that he's making me redo these essays on top of two other essay requirements for his class that are also due this week. I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am a really stoic person but now I just want to scream! Punch a wall! I'm doing really well in the laboratory portion of this class (because a different professor handles it, a female btw) but if I weren't I would drop this class in a heartbeat because I just cannot stand this professor. Honestly I just AAAAAAAAAAGRRFHHG okay whatever. whatever. I'm cool. I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS. I've been sleep deprived for days so many times before. I can do this. I have caffeine. I have antidepressants. I have energy drinks. I have a working brain. I have good music. Time to get off lolcow and any other website and WRITE.

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The best friend of my friend added me so we can group time together and we'll "get along" but she shared a tranny post why do I have a handmaiden in my circle now I swore to never let that shit happen

No. 1107147

>>1107103
I can't fucking stand him either, how come most horror channels sound like the narrator has a speech impediment? His content is so bad now too, he always has to take a story that's already clear or an arg/creepypasta and make shit up to make it more than it is.

No. 1107159

>>1107103
He takes forever to get to the point and I hate him he’s just making his videos as long as possible to squeeze in as many ads as he can.

No. 1107174

>>1107105
I absolutely agree, I swear he never used to be this bad. Now it's like he and other similar channels have adopted the ickiness of Mamamax in some way when horror youtube as a whole was better before he was on the scene

No. 1107196

buying a home and trying to get them this earnest money is so stressful im literally crying over it. ive called my bank 5 times today trying to get everything set and i just feel like i fucked up and im gonna blow it even tho im trying so fucking hard to do everything right

No. 1107198

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I'm feeling really really really hopeless. I just don't see the point in doing anything. Thinking back on life, the only times I was really happy and carefree was when I was in escapist mode and I was either in my head and fantasizing about stuff of just consuming tv shows or games. I can't do reality. I can't do adult things. I can't do jobs. I can't do relationships or friendships. I feel inadequate to do anything important.

I've always been moody and every now and then I have this intense hopelessness and suicidal desire. Assuming that it must be hormonal, my gyno told me to get a blood test, which I did and now I'm supposed to get back to her so she can analyze the results but I'm afraid. What if they are normal?? If my feelings of hopelessness are not hormonal, I must be just naturally broken and there's literally not going to be any reason for me not to off myself. None.
I'm crying rn. I just want to have that drive and optimism that other people seem to have. To be able to get up after losing a job or breaking up with someone and be like, whatever, I'm fine, let's go on. To be able to look forward to things in reality, not just things related to escapism. I just don't know how they fucking do it. The smallest obstacle triggers my helplessness and makes me feel like a failure.

No. 1107201

>>1106983
based terf anon

No. 1107218

I was thinking of positives in my life because shit has been a nightmare, cancer sucks, waiting for treatment sucks, everything sucks except for the fact that I can be openly pretty fucking terfy and no one can say shit. I talk about women's parts, how this shit affects women only and none of my woke friends dare to say anything, thank you failing health.

No. 1107222

>>1106978
Romanianon keeps making stuff up. I think she just got therapy and a girl in there suggested camwhoring. That's all. How can a very poor woman with mental problems study and graduate college? Most poor women are wed very well young and have to work so can't get proper education. She also kept saying she didn't get naked but a mafia would've forced her to.

No. 1107244

Finally officially broke up with the guy I’ve been dating for two years. I blocked him on everything and changed my number too. We broke up because he really wants kids and I don’t. I want to move out of state for my career and he’s very insistent on staying where he’s at. He’s also somewhat religious and wants me to convert to Catholicism which doesn’t really work for me. It sucks because I genuinely loved him and he loved me but I can’t see it going anywhere long term when we disagree on such fundamental issues. I’m taking this as an opportunity to better myself, I enrolled back in college to get a secondary degree and have started jogging 40 minutes a day pushing for one hour as my goal. I’m also planning on moving out of state as soon as I can, kind of getting a fresh start. I’m still fucking heartbroken though and feel like I will be for a long time. That’s it lol thanks for listening

No. 1107256

last year i broke up with my terrible ex and i'm so happy to be finally free, yet i find myself holding on to our old pics and videos and shared property, etc. not because i look at it or enjoy the memories, but because i feel like i should keep it just in case there's a legal issue, or for archival purposes, or something. really i just want to delete all of it and forget we were ever together. why is this so difficult? anynonnie please tell me it's okay to scrub it all clean.

No. 1107258

>>1107256
You can consider if you want to keep it or not. I kept some things from an ex because they were mementos of what I also want thru in terms of a house and stuff. I put photos on a external hard drive so they're still accessible but I can put it in storage too. Ime I don't take a lot of photos of myself when I'm not with someone so I want to also remember how I looked.

No. 1107269

i had a personal cow that i followed from edtwt but she moved accounts for a "fresh start" and i cant fucking find her anywhere, she wasnt even that interesting but the fact i cant find her is keeping me UP AT NIGHT

No. 1107272

>>1107269
i asked on one of her old friends tellonyms too and she said she has a new account but they arent friends anymore so shes not going to "promote it" FUCKING HELL

No. 1107274

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>no friends
>no family due to aboose
>socially retarded and make a fool out of myself every time i try to take the initiative to talk to people
>loneliness getting more painful by the day and I'm slowly becoming fucking crazy
I wish I could pinpoint where exactly I went wrong in life

No. 1107277

>>1107256
>because i feel like i should keep it just in case there's a legal issue,
I mean if you have legitimate reason to believe you may need it for that reason in the future, I'd keep it. Alternatively you could store it on a hard drive (I assume they're all digital files) and have someone else keep it, like store it at your parent's house or something. That way it's out of sight out of mind and can't be easily accessed, but you can access it if you really need to.

No. 1107308

He's so handsome he makes me want to scream.

No. 1107318

Think girl at work is cute, she says shes bi and I'm lesbian, one week in shes making out with our male coworker in the back. Does this shit just write itself? What is even the point of saying you're bisexual if you dont have intentions of dating the same sex? I worry the friend I like who's also bi, despite saying she loves me, will run off for a man because I cant give her PIV sex or kids. Fuck maybe I'm just a lonely lesbian.

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>>1107308
>He's so handsome he makes me want to scream.

No. 1107358

>>1107318
>What is even the point of saying you're bisexual if you dont have intentions of dating the same sex
Because that's her sexuality, anon and it doesn't mean that she doesn't have any intentions of dating the same sex.

No. 1107359

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Please rate my story and sufferings, thanks

I was born with autism. People always liked me in my early life, I was a loner that used to pace back and forth, but I was affable and had friends I hung out with on the weekends. I grew up in a single mother household, and lived a pretty normal white trash life, apart from the fact that I sat around playing video games and reading books all day.

Then when I was eighteen, my dad came and said I was going to live with him and work and become a man. And something instinctual came into effect, I was like, yeah okay, and fanatically I did everything he said. The hypersensitivity drove me insane, every slam of the hammer, every touch of steel drove into me and weared me down. I was soon psychotic and hearing voices, and he'd nutter off at me and call me attention seeking, saying I was just like my mother and shame me constantly. So I ended up loading up on anti-psychotic medication to make the sensations not felt, and in between visits to institutions I worked as a demolition man and a scaffolder, with earmuffs and gloves the hypersensitivity wasn't felt, and the psychotic episodes passed, and I could function somewhat normal.

Then the SNRI and anti-psychotics stopped working. And I started patrolling the streets, slitting tires and getting into fights. I got into trouble with gangs, punched over, robbed. Now here I am, violent and unstable. Alone, with no friends, pining for my high school life where I could play Halo 3 with my friends and all this scary shit didn't happen.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 1107361

>>1107359
sounds like you should kill yourself and hope you won't be born with chromosome damage in your next life

No. 1107362

>>1107361
ignore the moid ok thanks

No. 1107364

>>1107359
>>1107362
I honestly thought I was in the copypasta thread

No. 1107369

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I miss him so bad. I wasn't ready to break up but I feel like I was forced to. I know that moids are not worth hurting over but I really feel like I lost my best friend. Every day gets a little easier but I still have a cry at least 3x a day

No. 1107370

>>1107361
>Chromosome damage

I said I have autism, not that I'm a woman.

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No. 1107379

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We as a society must begin aggressively slut shaming men. I am weary of male whores. Of man sluts. Of fuckboys. Only through constant and consistent vitriol to their slutty lifestyles may we one day be free of their filth. If elected I promise mandatory castration for all men who have acted in a manner one could define as slutty. Does that castrations for all? Probably, yeah, but think of what we gain in a society free of male whoreism.

Slutty women, I respect you. Keep fucking, but preferably not men.

No. 1107381

>>1107359
50/50 kill yourself, not your fault
maybe some of jeez grow up and be a man
but at the same time I know not all have it easy

take proactive action in your life and it'll all be alright, go boxing or play some tenis, you'll meet someone too

No. 1107383

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>>1106866
here, have this nonny

No. 1107385

>>1107379
We should just shame moids in general for being unable to be decent humans

No. 1107388

>>1106561
hahahahahahhahahahahha
if he's the sort of guy that can he's totally cheating on you too sadface

No. 1107392

>>1107025
his apparent connection to the devil will grant him an extended lifespan, if you don't take things into your own hands he'll outlast both you and your bloodline

No. 1107396

>>1106561
Pay some thugs to beat the shit out of him and if he tells you about it and wants sympathy, tell him to stfu, then dump his ass

No. 1107397

>>1106983
he's actually not doing too good, after he took the anti muscle drug, estrogen, his performance dropped to normal lvls

ppl are really blowing this out of proportion, the only real point is about making girls uncomfy in the changing room but that could be argued away to be biggotry anyway, you just won't win :(

No. 1107400

>>1106694
if you want to call overwaightness genetic the entire concept of free will comes into question, it also validates the incels (which tbh are completely valid anyway)

No. 1107401

>>1107396
she's clearly not that kinda girl, just shows some people are destined for being dormats

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No. 1107405

are the farmers alright?

No. 1107408

>>1107318
Femcel

No. 1107409

>>1106687
tough luck you know what you should do?
whenever you have enough willpower, throw away the entire thing, you can keep one box to yourself to reward urselv, throw it so it actually makes contact, in such a way you won't touch it out of desperation

No. 1107410

>>1107405
No, I'm sad i completely missed the whole SpongeBob bl (?) discussion

No. 1107412

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No. 1107414

>>1107385

I love you, I respect you, I agree with you, I hope you have an exceptional day in a wonderful life!

No. 1107415

>>1107414
You too, nonnie.

No. 1107416

>>1106687
throw them out and get pleasure out of knowing your dad is trying to fuck you over

No. 1107418

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>>1107379
you know what we'll gain as a whole?
a male population composed entirely of guys who couldn't act slutty even if they wanted, do you really wanna have their babies?

slutty women are bad too, slutism is the worst, we should come back to the 1800 before the pill and feminism, I just want to start a cute family with a lumberjack husband in the alps, don't want to be political about it

No. 1107420

>>1107385
well we HAVE been doing that and all it gave was nothing or maybe incels…

No. 1107422

>What is even the point of saying you're bisexual
its for the lols and good girl points, somehow normies got it into their head that being degenerate is a personality trait, no offense

No. 1107424

>>1107274
you sound hecking cute tho

No. 1107427

>>1107420
actually incels exist because society does not shame men enough

No. 1107429

This isn't so much a vent as it is a rambling but I am thinking back on my favorite childhood pop songs and how much they meant to me but then how each artist inevitably went down the sex sells route. I'll think about I'm Like a Bird by Nelly Furtado, but how years later she got big with her song about being a slut. Or Christina Aguilera going the same route when Genie in a Bottle was literally about not giving into sexual pressure. I know it's just what happens, and that with industry pressure plus adulthood it's natural to go the sexual liberation route, but it still upsets me. I don't listen to pop music anymore, haven't since I was a pre-teen but I imagine it's still the same, if not worse. This is such a dumb thing to complain about but whatever kek. I'm a typical millennial who refuses to grow up

No. 1107430

>>1107420
We obviously didn't do it enough, since they're still unapologetically and proudly voicing their most disgusting traits, thinking anyone cares. Case on point the mass replying retard above.

No. 1107436

>>1106577
These are the consequences of an all moid friend group nona. Cut and run

No. 1107441

>>1107418
I respect your choices but personally I would rather die in an inferno blast than raise some scrotes baby, slutty or not. That's how you wind up a broke single mother working three jobs to feed the kids who silently resent you for not being around enough while your scumbag ex husband tries to hit on teenagers.

I am not projecting a traumatic childhood full of subhuman males, I am objective and not insane. Please elect me.

No. 1107443

>>1106577
I'm in the same position as you anon. I am one of few women and the rest of them are TRA and it's hard to blend in now when every single male of the group is trooning out. They never shut up about their HRT or their tits growing. None of the female members of the group ever talked about being a girl or insisted upon it. Funny how it works, same hivemind behavior everywhere. I also can't really afford to lose friends at this point so I just stay quiet to get along with them.
LC, ironically enough, feels like the only place I'm safe anymore, but I don't think I could ever join the discord.

No. 1107444

>>1107274
ok so how would your policy of slutty male castration help society?
I'm curious nonny

No. 1107448

>>1107441
You're responding to a larping scrote

No. 1107452

I work as a server at a family-own casual seafood restaurant and it irks me that some people don't tip for dine-ins. It's been coming from California dime-looking sluts sometimes with their street swag boyfriends that I can barely understand what they're saying, picky people that would return their food and taken off from their order if they don't like it and ask for a bunch of extra stuff, and scowled face penny-pinching fat ladies and old women. People who don't tip are stingy assholes even when given good service.

No. 1107457

>>1107444
If you knew a government sponsored unit would break down your door and lop off your cock and balls with a pair of scissors would you keep toying with women? No. You wouldn't fuck around to find out because all you would find out is that you no longer get to have your cock and balls. This would lead to men having to treat the women they have sex with like human beings. Also it would scare men and I think that sounds funny because I don't like them.

>>1107448
Like any good leader I am autistic. Thank you for your vote, citizen.

No. 1107460

>>1107457
Kek ily nona

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No. 1107462

>>1107457
I would commit repeated mass voter fraud for you

No. 1107463

oh no new coworker is hot. I don’t need this!

No. 1107532

>>1106911
I agree nonny, it's fun to watch anons sperg over Romanianon literally every time she posts, complaining that she's posting but also fuelling the fire so she posts even more. I like reading her schitzo rants, just never respond to them and let her live her depressing life.

No. 1107550

>>1107545
AYRT it's been one of my all time fantasies and it's slowly but surely coming together

No. 1107552

>>1107550
Samefag, deleted my comment because it's probably better in the confessions thread

No. 1107555

>>1107552
one day I'll get there, one day

No. 1107558

Brian Jordan Alvarez got me hooked on that "So Hot You're Hurting My Feelings" song and the lyrics are so fucking embarrassing, but it's too catchy to resist

No. 1107577

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I'm a sinner. That's who I am. I will leave this current persona and become her. Her, the person who I truly am. The unapologetical one. I'm pathetic. She's not. She's authentic. She's insane. She can only see light. I'm mundane, compared to her.

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i am so sad the moisturizer i got for 18 bucks is breaking me out. I stopped using it for a fee days to see if it’s really making me break out, put it on yesterday and now I’m pimply all over. Too bad I loved the way it felt on but my skin disagrees

No. 1107585

>>1107577
cool. does she smoke weed

No. 1107590

>>1107379
Men have gotten too comfortable with their sluttiness recently. Mommy this, piss kink that. Talk about something other than your pee pee for two seconds, scrote

Kant was right

No. 1107593

>>1107318
Just bc she doesn’t want YOUR pussy doesn’t mean she doesn’t want ANY pussy.

Just take the rejection and go nonnie. It will be alright

No. 1107597

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I'm so sick of having to monitor my speech or over explain things in front of autists who do not understand jokes, irony, or sarcasm. I can't show anything funny or say more than a sentence without needing to backtrack and explain shit to someone or start an entire conversation with them based on them not understanding the humor in something. Especially when the um akshully type moid autists surface and try to debunk something that I am being light hearted about. My god, take a fucking joke.

No. 1107601

>>1107597
sounds like you need new friends

No. 1107605

I went through the subway drive thru when I got off work. when you pay with a card they hold out a card reader to you and there's an option to tip. I always leave a tip but the guy held the card reader out and it didn't have the option to tip and the total was higher than what he read me. I looked at the receipt later and he did indeed choose for me to leave a tip. like I said I was gonna leave a tip anyway but the fact that he did that without even asking really annoyed me. I guess it's possible that he did it on accident but I doubt it.

No. 1107607

>>1107601
seconded. get better friends. you'll probably a little lonely for a bit, but waiting for the perfect friends where you don't have to explain yourself is totally worth it.

No. 1107609

>>1107318
Just date lesbians. Others will call you femcel or whatever but there are a lot of straight girls larping as bi because they're just pornsick or like tits and a lot of actual bi girls who will dump you for a man because hetero relationships are easier.

No. 1107625

I wish I could go back to 2013 but with my current salary, stable mental health and the healthy friend circle I have now.
>tumblr still fun
>internet, politics and sports not yet taken over by trannies and coomers
>vine is released
>22 but still young and selfish enough to not really care about what's going on in the world except when it affected my closest circles
>no fucking pandemic
>just partying and having fun

I know it's just my rose tinted glasses making me miss it and that I've gotten more aware of the state of the world that makes me long for the old, more naive days. But still.

No. 1107641

im pretty sure i have BPD (yeah, I fucking know) its actually hell and I wish I could just STOP OBSESSING and STOP BEING AN ANXIOUS WRECK when my partner ignores my messages

logically I know I have to just wait for them to reply but my brain absolutely tortures me and my impulsiveness ramps to 1000

he accidentally set half of his work place including merchandise on fire yesterday and told me this but seen'd my messages and refuses to give further details

like what the hell? im supposed to just chill on that? i know hes anxious as shit and trying not to talk to me to stay sane and not say anything that could start an argument as we just got out of a large one (unrelated to the fire) and thats fucking great for him but not me

I have hobbies I guess, Im writing a book (fuck writing, its largely unhelpful to write down a situation you are obsessed with) I just dont have the mental/physical energy to do anything. I dont even know what exactly to do to pass the time. I have friends but they arent replying either and what are they gonna say anyway? just let it go?

HOW THE FUCK DO YOU JUST LET IT GO I WOULDNT HAVE THIS PROBLEM IF I COULD DO THAT

LOGICALLY I understand time will pass and this feeling will pass but for now its like my whole body is in flight or fight and my nerves are fried from the past couple of days and knowing I have work early tomorrow

im so alone anons so so alone believe me if I had dudes around me to validate me and give me the attention im missing my stupid bitch ass would be talking to them but I dont

im just gonna make a tinder and bumble catfish and try and see if my boyfriend or exes are on it

I wish I wasnt like this. someone please help me god

No. 1107642

>>1107381
Shut the fuck up you pickme. People like you would never bother to reply to a woman but you fall over yourself to talk to a moid who shouldn’t even be here.

No. 1107647

I had a friend who used to advocate for women’s rights online (we’re third world) anyway, she would go on and on about rights and mental health on twitter, i at the time was going through abuse at home not any abuse, its sex based abuse so i would vent to her and she would tell me my family loved me and that i was overreacting (i used to show up to school with bruises) she would laugh behind my back and call me names even though i genuinely loved her. I loved drawing but she would discourage it and seethe whenever i tried to branch out from the cesspool that is my home and find joy again. i was also extremely lost in life at the time and had all doubts in myself so this pushed me out of loop even further. I cut her off recently but moments like this really bring me so much anguish, i don’t think i can trust again

No. 1107650

>>1107625
same, I really wish I could go back to the 2011-2015 era of my life, especially if I could have my current wisdom/knowledge. I also really wish I would have done everything differently.

No. 1107652

>>1107650
You sound like me it’s insane

No. 1107653

>>1107642
Nta and didn't reply but I thought that was a copypasta, moids really can't be taken seriously, kek.

No. 1107661

The anons that participate in the draw thread are very good and based
Proud of u all

No. 1107666

saw a gay thrist trap with thousands of likes on twitter that made me puke and pray for eyebleach. i cant believe i let faggots in ariana grande stan twitter get into my head and convince me that the average female form is ugly when the very object of their desire is just revolting to me. like, why did i hold their opinion on such high regard in terms of female beauty when the actual thing they find sexually appealing is just so disgusting.

No. 1107669

I hate collectivistic cultures, specifically being the woman/daughter in it. Everything is about marriage, if you don't help around the house you're useless while your brothers are too pathetic to empty the dishwasher. Serve your brothers. If you rebel against traditions you get shunned. You can only leave the house when you're married or if you're in a more liberal family when you have a job, or else you're a disgrace. This shit needs to die out.

No. 1107671

>>1107666
I'm very curious now what you saw, do tell us satan

No. 1107672

>>1107666
fags have the most revolting taste when it comes to things they find “sexy”, i had a conversation a while back with someone about how you can tell when a gay man has drawn a certain piece of art of an attractive man because of their blatant and recognizable fetishes that are so prominent in the gay community now especially online and with “woke” gays.

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I WILL GIVE UP MY MUNDANE SELF, I WILL GIVE UP MY ADDICTED SELF, I WILL GIVE UP MY CONCERNED SELF, I WILL GIVE UP THE LOOKS OF OTHERS, I WILL GIVE UP SOCIETY, I WILL GIVE UP MASTURBATION, I WILL GIVE UP EVERY SINGLE THING THAT KEEPS ME IN THIS EARTH, AND I WILL BECOME THE SOUL THAT IS TRYING TO COME OUT, AND I WILL CLOSE MY EYES, AND SHE WILL ARISE, BECAUSE SHE IS UNBOTHERED, BECAUSE SHE IS VALUABLE, BECAUSE SHE IS HERSELF, SHE ISNT BOUND TO EARTHLY DESIRES, SHE SEES VIRTUE, SHE IS VIRTUE, SHE IS CRAZY, SHE IS ME

THERE IS NO MORE OUTSIDER EYES
THERE IS NO MORE CORNY SITUATIONS
THERE IS NO MORE MUNDANE
SHE IS AN INWARD HERMIT LIVING INSIDE A DREAM AND IN THAT BUBBLE SHE IS FREE

No. 1107690

I had a revolutionary thought just now after talking to my newly acquired female friend and i felt unworthy like i didn’t deserve to be with her, this really unpacked years of pickme syndrome and now i understand why i went from a sane feminist little tween to a pick me mess and reminded me of times i pushed women because i felt like i was a stain on their lives and it manifested in hatred. The reason i was sucking up to moids was because i thought they’d love me even if it was for my body but that didn’t work. This string of information just ran through my head like someone installed it from the heavens. But now how do i even deal? I still feel unworthy of her presence

No. 1107692

>>1107690
Stop feeling unworthy, you literally just said that's the root of your problem, accept that people want to be near you and appreciate the moment

No. 1107694

>>1107641
Did you consider therapy anon? Even if not, you can start out by reading about attachment styles, maybe you will find something helpful there - for a some people being in relationship may launch a whole lot bpd-like behaviors they didn't know they have, or at least didn't know they have to that extent. Something that's helpful for anxiety in general is meditation and adjacent stuff like breathing exercises and guided relaxations - it can be really helpful in your case, when things are so overwhelming you can't bear with how slow the time is passing.
Lastly, your moid sucks, who tf does something like that
>he accidentally set half of his work place including merchandise on fire yesterday and told me this but seen'd my messages and refuses to give further details
So yeah, consider dropping the whole dude out, or at least confront him on this being unacceptable.

No. 1107695

>>1107690
she's also just a simple human being with her flaws and problems, just like you are. you are not "undeserving" of being with her, she's just a normal woman. just put women down from the pedestal, you won't be a stain in lives, that's dramatic.

No. 1107696

>>1107695
I wasn’t saying shes on a pedestal i just feel guilty and unworthy of normal friends in general

No. 1107699

>>1107696
That's dumb, you deserve friends, everyone does
You making yourself feel lesser and your bad self image is sabotaging your relationships, you're not worse than anyone else, you're just human like them. Don't go back to being a pickme though, pickmes have very bad self esteem.

No. 1107701

>>1107696
don't. they're just regular people like you and think of them as such, not some overlords thinking if you are worthy, and they can decide for themselves if they want to be with you for not.

No. 1107703

>>1107699
>>1107701
Ty anons i have major shame issues but you made me feel better..

No. 1107707

It is literally dangerous to talk to men who are way below your league. They won't leave you alone, they suddenly think they can treat you like shit, they will fantasize and keep following you. Commenting and liking everything, staring at you in person, always trying to seem very close with you, bragging to other people about knowing you and lying about their relationship with you.
I understand now why women were mean to men and strangers so often. Because when we don't do this, they will think we secretly want them. That we are just playing hard to get. They don't evaluate themselves in leagues, they genuinely think a smart, beautiful, rich, popular, healthy woman will fall into their lap, simply because they are men and that somehow makes them deserving of a dream wife who loves them without any effort, falling off the sky like a manic pixie dream girl drone delivery.

No. 1107710

Holy fuck, how do you even deal with someone so manipulative? I really think I will go crazy. She makes me doubt like actual real things. I am seriously at my wits ends but I know if I lose it, only I will be blamed.
Take this instance that happened today, she made self-indulgent plans which included me keeping her company without asking me, I got upset and was like 'so i can't enjoy one day off how i want to' to which she said that "yes, you have no right to" I was like what's that supposed to mean? to which she said she meant nothing with it, she just said it and that I am always looking for a fight and am always angry and negative and take what she says the wrong way, that I am always on edge and just look for an excuse to get angry at her. When I KNOW that is not true. I am trying to hard to not react because it will be blamed on me somehow. I am so tried, she refuses to listen. This is not one instance, she does things like this always. She literally makes up fake events where I am the bad party.

No. 1107711

>>1107707
This. I had a guy who was somehow older but still in highschool and he grew obsessed with me because I dared treating him like a person. He'd beat up my other male friends and stalk me, even tried following me to my house and he'd keep following me everywhere in school.

No. 1107716

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Why why whyyyy is my mother so convinced that I’m fat. I’m above average height, can fit a medium with room to spare and my BMI is well within the healthy range. But tonight while we discussed me preparing for a move she looked me up and down and said “and I suppose you’ll be needing a new wardrobe… since you’ve gained so much weight.” Maybe if you were so worried about having fat daughters you shouldn’t have had children to pass your defective fatass genes on to bitch. Fuck I’m so angry I might just become an ana-chan out of spite. I love her but then she has to say dumb shit like this that ruins my day. We’ve had this conversation so many times and I was just so tired tonight that I looked down at myself and said “I just don’t see what you’re so convinced is wrong with me.” My big sister was fighting an ED all through senior high but she still thinks these things are necessary to say. I’m so fucking tired nonnas. If she wants me to hate myself again like I did when I was a teenager then she’s doing all the right things.

No. 1107717

>>1107716
Please don't starve yourself for someone who is obnoxious as your mother. Tbh you should stop spending so much time with her. She's toxic as fuck.

No. 1107718

>>1107694
apparently he fell asleep and thats why he seened my messages but I just found out the fire made the news and im now convinced the curse I placed on him the night of our argument is the culprit because it happened at the same time

and all I can do is laugh anons

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Fuck me, myself and I. I really gotta learn to start eating a proper meal in the evening even if I'm not hungry if I'm gonna do this intermediate fasting shit long term. I'm so hungry I can eat my own hand but I'm not "allowed" to eat until 2 hours from now

No. 1107720

>>1107711
That's terrible. I had pedo stalkers online from anime groups. At least they didn't hurt anyone in real life. Once a guy with a fucking tracker on his ankle at the bus stop, would not leave me alone, asking me if I am going home or to work? After that I pretended to be deaf to any male.
I used to talk to guys from 4chan, and when they found out I am not male or amerifat, they would get weird. One said I was cute, then later on backtracked that I am definitely not his type and he would never. Then, he would keep mentioning other girls, saying they sent him nudes and wanted to date him. Random girls from 4chan, not anyone near him lmao. He also made fakes to confess or call me ugly on. Another one kept sending me paragraphs on why we can't be friends anymore because he is so in love with me. Then, after I didn't have his dream reaction I guess, he was okay with being friends again. He seems like a sweet guy but he is so gross, he has told me about his weird fetishes, makes jokes about disgusting things, scat and rape, and thinks I am just like him because I haven't blocked his ass out of fear.

No. 1107721

>>1107716
you probably look great and she's taking her own insecurities out on you nonna, don't take it personally. you know that you're healthy and that's all that matters. i don't even support fatties but something about commenting on your kid's body/weight pisses me off unless they're big enough for it to start causing health issues, and even then there are much better ways of going about it

No. 1107726

>>1107720
Yeah. The guy I mentioned also said he wanted to fuck 11 year old girls and he liked girls who were younger than me as if it was a flex after I turned him down. I'm happy I rejected and distanced myself from him, can't even imagine how he'd be like if we dated.

No. 1107737

I made the mistake of eating a small bag of prunes last night and about 2 hours later proceeded to have the most debilitating shits. This morning I've been so gassy, might go for round 2 soon. I can't imagine trying to gracefully handle this if I lived with someone else on top of the sheer suffering that diarrhea brings. No idea how IBS nonnies have roommates and boyfriends, I'd die.

No. 1107739

>>1107737
I feel you, I can't eat plums at all, fresh or dried, they make my stomach hurt so much I think I'm dying. Plums are only good for making alcohol.

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>>1107739
I love plums, love coffee. But both make my ass explode within minutes. Still hasn't stopped me, but I hate being the way I am.

No. 1107744

>>1107726
>i can’t imagine what he would be like if we dated
Not judging you or anything you talk about him as if hes a normal everyday functional human being its a pedophile, theres no “if we dated” theres thank god you didnt date

No. 1107755

I've been living in a new town the last couple years and there's a local man who is blind and walks around with a guide dog. I pass by him regularly and he says hi. I kind of got the impression he's partially sighted. Like he must be legally blind in order to have the dog but I feel like he see's the outline of people at least. A lil while into seeing him around I started to get this gut feeling about him. That skin crawling feeling where there's no obvious reason to particularly distrust a man (beyond the normal amount) but you just feel it nagging at you in their presence. And of course I felt like an asshole for feeling this way cos.. disability. I would pass by him, say hi back, feel my insides crawling and then tell myself off. Dudes old and blind ffs..

Up until now the only thing I'd really noticed was that he talks to women almost exclusively. I never see him chatting with men but if women are gathered around talking he'll insert himself into the group. There's a local cafe with all (young) female staff and he used to hang around there too much and I got the feeling it was a real drag for the staff having to entertain him for hours. What is there to talk about for hours when these women are a few decades behind you. Again though I felt like an asshole for getting that impression.

Well today I saw him on the opposite side of the street and he was about to pass a group of women standing in line outside of a daycare when he interrupted them mid conversation and shouts to one of them "you should'nt be leaving the house looking that good, I'm sorry but I'm just here to protect you!" .. and he carried on with that spiel for an uncomfortably long time. I stood and pretended to be checking my phone just so I could listen lol. Obnoxious talk about how she's drawing attention to herself but he's a protector of women?? They giggled like it wasn't gross but he delivered it in the most disgusting way.. totally oblivious to the fact that he sounds like the creep women need protecting from. The absurdity of a fucking blind man being that creepy about a woman all because yes she had a skirt and heels on I guess. So he can kind of see and I should stop beating myself up about my gut feelings on particular scrotes. No exceptions for your disabilty. If anything that's just how he gets women to tolerate his creep vibes.

No. 1107773

>>1107726
hOLY SHIT one pedo did this flex. After I turned 14 he kept asking how flat am I. When I turned 16 he said things about how girls get uglier after 15. Then, he would find it waaay tooo interesting that I was a babysitter. He complimented and flirted with me the most when I was 13. Don't ask why we talked so long despite him being creepy, I was too lonely to stop and autistic enough to believe these comments from him were ironic pedobear jokes.

No. 1107805

My sister has been pointing out everything in me recently and it’s driving me insane. She’s obsessed with prettiness, and she’s projecting her insanity unto me. If I’m talking weird she has to correct me to sound more “feminine” and appealing. If I’m raising my eyebrows she freaks out and tells me that I’m getting wrinkles. She keeps pointing out premature white hairs in my hair and telling me I’m growing old early and I’m not even 22 yet kek. She wants to get botox and fillers already. And she’s serious, too. I used not to care at all about aging and growing old until she kept pointing out all of these things and man it’s so fucking dehumanizing. My forehead, my voice, how I look. Constant comments on my appearance. It’s just dehumanizing. It reminded me of this type of fear is memetic, too, and women who have it spread it around because the can’t contain their neuroticism. It leaks like a virus. It’s kind of my fault, in a sense, because if I had a good filter I would be 1000% immune to this type of bullshit. But as of now, I don’t. Will have to work on that one.

No. 1107810

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i hate being MPDG'd more than a guy just being normally shitty. People will always say "oh they loved you and treated you okay" No they didnt! They loved the IDEA of me not ME and there is a difference! I'm tired of being romanticized and not romanced. It's so difficult to explain to people.

No. 1107813

I’m tired i’m so tired my brain wouldn’t stop comparing every aspect of my identity and life to that of my abusers
>we had the same phase we must be the same
>i believe x y z and they do too i must off myself
>i was mean once like they were i should off myself
Tired. TIRED

No. 1107814

>>1107810
Im sorry anon, I understand what you mean. Men tend to build an idea of a woman in their mind before they really know her only to become upset when they realize we are humans with our own personalities and beliefs that don’t fit their idealized version of us.

No. 1107817

>>1107650
Big same nonnie, big same

No. 1107818

>>1107666
honestly i’ve been feeling this way about straight men too, men just have shit taste overall methinks

No. 1107827

>>1107810
I have only had a relationship with one man, so what does it mean to be MPG'd ?

No. 1107828

Last night, my bf's cat had to be euthanised. When he left in the morning the cat was fine and we he came back home at night the cat was very sick, he looked almost dead. On the way to the ER I couldn't even tell if the cat was still alive. I can still hear his death rattles. It breaks ny heart to see my boyfriend devasted, I couldn't sleep. His cat was only 6yo and seemed healthy. He blames himself for not seeing it coming. I will miss him very much. I don't know what I would do if it happened to one of my cats. I've had to deal with cats dying but I already knew they were sick and it wasn't so sudden.

No. 1107829

I overshared with my parents and now theyre nagging me i’m so retarded i’m having a crisis right now over how dumb i was why am i dumb

No. 1107851

>>1107828
shit nonna, i'm so sorry. it sounds like your cat got poisoned? does your cat go outside on his own? maybe you should talk to neighbors that have cats and warn them that someone might be out leaving out poisoned snacks.

No. 1107857

>>1107856
You're mom is scum and deserves everything bad that ever happens to her. Don't try to cope with cognitive dissonance, it will only ruin your mental health.

No. 1107859

How do I justify my mom making jokes about me and the man who was molesting me for years? He was my tutor and taught me my religion ages 8 to 11, and he touched me every single day for those years, while my mom used to make jokes about us being a couple and him marrying me and asked if we did romantic things together… I felt so confused at the time that maybe it was normal, and when I finally told her what was happening, she didn't do anything except tell him off, and he continued to see me as he did previously and obviously didn't stop. I don't want to bring this up with my mom, I've never really talked to her about it and I don't want to dig up old corpses and make her feel bad. I just want to justify it to myself so I can be at peace and don't blame her for an extra year of being with him. There must've been a reason. Maybe it was her way of coping?
Edit: Sorry for so many posts about my mom, I know we are anonymous, I don't want to stand out, I just moved back in again with her recently and it's just making me feel many things.

No. 1107863

>>1107851
It was my boyfriend's cat, not mine thank god. The vet said it was probably his kidneys. My boyfriend noticed that he had been eating less in the past few weeks but he was not really losing any weight. Cats rarely show that they are sick until it's too late. I will miss the cat a lot, he was a Cornish Rex so he was very affectionate and energetic/annoying all the time and would sneek under the covers to sleep with you.

No. 1107872

>>1107863
That's the gamble with outdoor cats, sadly.

No. 1107874

>>1107859
I would move out as soon as I could cut my mom out of my life. What the fuck is wrong with her!? Even if he wasn't touching you, her jokes were completely inappropriate and creepy.

If you aren't able to move out yet, I would not bring this up to her. You have to realize that there's no justifying her behaviour. It was horrible and her fault that it continued for a year more than it did. She's supposed to protect you, and failed. The only way you'll be at peace will be to accept that your mom doesn't deserve to be a part of your life anymore and make sure she doesn't ever see you again. You can tell her why, if you want to, but not before you have a safe space of your own where she can't manipulate and guilt you with whatever bullshit excuses she'll come up with. Trust me on this, anon. Leave.

No. 1107875

>>1107859
You can't justify it and shouldn't have to deal with the emotional burned that comes with every joke she makes. Next time she makes a joke like that, tell her (don't ask) to no longer make jokes about the subject and then drop it. You don't have to go into the whole why and how it makes you feel, just tell her to stop it. That's all you have to do, you can get over it in 1 sentence.

No. 1107879

>>1107859
If it hadn’t been for the laws of this world nonna i would’ve killed both your mom and your tutor

No. 1107884

>>1107879
Same. We gotta stop letting bad parents get away with not doing the one job they're supposed to do - protect their kid. I hope that tutor dies a slow and painful death.

No. 1107888

sought out and paid top dollar for a rare squishmallow my girlfriend wanted for her cabinet case collection only for her to relinquish it without fight to her toddler daughter who has already gotten sticky food all over it and gnaws on its horn/ear. nothing against the kiddo, she's awesome and these plushes were intended for children anyways. but I feel like many lessons were learned lol

No. 1107895

bdd is insane i lost over 40 lbs last year and didn't think i looked any different until i found an old picture of me in a swimsuit on my phone. i feel a lot better and now i have proof that there was an improvement but i didn't realize my perception was that bad until now

No. 1107898

I participate in a unique form of self-harm which is stalking my ex's social media account. It's awfully painful and fills me up with anger, anxiety and dread. I've learned to stop doing it for the past few days, and I've been less depressed. However part of me itches to know what's on his mind.

But mostly, I've stopped the participation. I'm glad, but also anxious.

I just wish he was miserable most of the time.

No. 1107899

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I'm starting to see a pattern when it comes to my friends. The ones that think I'm intelligent and relies on me for advice are my more normal and well-adjusted friends, while the ones that think I'm a bit dumb and dense are the ones that tends to swallow twitter virtue calling hook, line and sinker.
I have no clue what any of it means though.

No. 1107912

I can't believe you seriously think our city is unfriendly and that the population ignores everyone. I've never experienced this coldness you keep bitching about. I've had both men and women randomly compliment me or rush to help me when I looked like I was having trouble. Maybe it's just because you're ugly and dress like shit?

No. 1107921

>>1107912
i sympathize with whoever you're talking to

No. 1107928

I'm finally going on vacation for more than a week and I'm worried once it starts, I won't want to go back to work. Working really is such a fucking drag, I wish $10,000 would just materialize in my bank account every month so I wouldn't have to work ever again

No. 1107932

On the rare occasion I post in the vent thread some moid always comes shitting up the thread and my stuff gets buried. Not even sure if the weird response I got was him or not kek

No. 1107933

>>1107912
I feel you, one of my friends would constantly whine about how the city she was living at was soo cooold and everyone was sooo mean but whenever I went there people would be kind with me and I’m not even pretty.

No. 1107940

>i am almost 6 ft tall (still shortest in family)
> my arms are so long most coats dont work
>E cup boobs
AFTER WEEKS OF THRIFTING I FINALLY FOUND A RAIN COAT THAT ZIPS OVER MY BOOBS! AND I FOUND A WINTER COAT FOR NEXT YEAR! Both thrifted brand name coats.
Also got my bf one and the retail value is 500 for all 3 coats; got them for 50 dollars WHY DONT THEY MAKE MORE OPTIONS FOR BIG TIDDY LADIES THAT ARENT PLUS SIZE?
Im so tired of battling retail to find quality clothes that fit. Taking that saved 450 and putting it in my savings for a rainy day (pun intended)
Bless the thift lords for looking over me today.

No. 1107948

>>1107940
Damn anon, Amazonians are real

No. 1107950

>>1107940
I'm happy for you nonnie! I understand your struggle partially as I'm 6 ft too but with small boobs rip. you sound hot tho

No. 1107951

>>1107872
He was an indoor cat

No. 1107954

>>1107874
I don't want to leave her all alone, she's already so lonely. Besides I don't really have that option, not for a long time. I just wish I could understand why she did that but I think you're right, she let it go on for a whole more year, I gathered up so much fucking courage to tell her what was happening, all for it to mean nothing, she could've just let him not get near me, it was so simple. I just know my mom isn't actually evil, she's had a rough life herself and she's done so much for me… she really has. I feel like the most ungrateful daughter harping on these past issues, plus the current even more stupid ones.
>>1107875
I didn't mean that she still makes those jokes, sorry. She only made them while he was teaching me.

No. 1107957

>>1107948
>>1107950
Thank you guys! My brother was 6’11 when he was alive. I love being taller than most men, especially in platform boots. It made my ex so mad i was taler than him in my docs, so i just kept buying taller and taller boots
Lets all take a walk in the rain and ill show off my coat

No. 1107958

I hate having so many goddamn stretchmarks everywhere, they are EVERYWHERE. Despite me never having been anything other than skinny in my life. My knees, butt, thigh, shoulder, boobs, knees, everywhere.

No. 1107959

>>1107958
You can get them from growing taller rapidly during your puberty too, perhaps that's what happened to you.

No. 1107960

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>>1107958
They are natural nonnie. Even the sexiest celebs have them.

No. 1107963

>>1107954
You're wrong, but I don't blame you. Like women in abusive relationships it's not going to dawn on you before it's too late. I'm sorry, anon. Your mom is evil, end of story. I hope you have some close friends who will tell you the same.

No. 1107965

>>1107951
Oh shit, I trough by "he" you meant the cat not your boyfriend

No. 1107968

>>1107960
whats the point when they edit that out in music videos and pictorials.

No. 1107970

>>1107968
i mean, they edit practically everything and make them look plastic (which looks bad imo and will look very dated in like 10 years probably like how the heavy color filtration of early 2010s videos look so bad nowadays)

my point is that everyone has them so it’s not that big of a deal. Most people don’t even notice them irl once they fade.

No. 1108014

>>1107960
that looks so uncomfortable, if it was supposed to look cool i feel disgust instead

No. 1108022

I don't think anyone can ever be genuinely attracted to me when there are so many women so much better than I am. I am ugly and I have an ugly personality. I made an account on a dating app and felt like the world's biggest retard seeing girls on there who seemed so much prettier, stable and interesting while I am the complete opposite. I felt disgusting for even making a profile, having to subject those women to me. Think about it, among so many better women, why would a girl want me? It's unfathomable. I seriously don't think another woman will ever actually find me desirable. Even in my imagination, I don't include myself, I feel so ashamed and gross. I wish I could share my space with another person but no one is interested, kek. I stooped so low as to agree to be a unicorn for a couple, since the only times anyone is interested in me seems to be for sex and even then, I'm just a body. They obviously do not care about me. I am so goddamn cringe.

No. 1108024

>>1108022
she want you because you are you not them nonna

No. 1108032

>>1108024
Nonnie, trust me. No one wants me. I've gotta stop putting myself out there because I feel like a stupid little clown and I also get ignored way too much and it hurts my stupid little clown self. It's ogre.

No. 1108041

>>1108022
Yknow not all women will look at another woman and just jump to thinking "damn she ugly lol", there are women out there that actually attempt to get to know someone if they spike their interest with a similar hobby. I don't mean this to seem like a brag, but I myself am like that so I know that it's possible for you to find love. No one is "better" than you for being pretty or more likeable. Such a sad myth. Learn to love yourself too, nonna.

No. 1108057

I was a tran a few years ago. I didn't go too far with it so I've no real regrets to cry about (single year on hormones) but lastnight I racked my brain to try and remember the names of ftm youtubers I used to watch back then. The number one person I predicted detranning got there at the beginning of this year and I feel like shit upon seeing my prediction come true. I saw it a mile off.. several years before she did and that is a haunting thought right now. I remember she was always rushing through appointments and crying suicidal feelings when waiting lists were even a few months long. I still knew what would happen someday though. She more than anyone else gave me that vibe. Seeing how late she left it is what's painful though. She was also wearing the heaviest make up I've seen on anyone outside of halloween or a drag show, a total 180 after that many years of pushing for the opposite. Well done you finally totally pass as male… oh no wait welcome to the detrans club instead. What took you so long?

I know she was often pretty obnoxious in her views and wrapped up in her own struggles but I still feel a form of survivors guilt when I see this shit. I got out relatively unscathed and the people I used to watch (and somehow even relate to) are only coming around now. There's no easy road for them at this late stage. Gonna clear my watch history so I'm not recommended more of the same, I can't.

No. 1108061

Why do genderfags have to ruin everything? I can't even read this translation of Wotakoi in peace because of the translators calling Kou-kun a they/them. Kou-kun is just a boyish girl. Why do themby fags have to exist. Just kys

No. 1108062

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>>1108057
If youtube recommends you a video from a channel you never want to see again, you can click the three dots underneath the video and select the "don't recommend channel" option. It has worked for me so far.

No. 1108068

>>1107805
Anon she needs a smack. See to it won’t you?

No. 1108077

>>1103154
Same nona…except I'm actually legit alone.

No. 1108082

>>1108022
i struggled with this same level of self-hatred for many years. i had few hopes for the future and any time i imagined a happy scenario for myself (always playing it extremely safe, nothing more "outlandish" than having two (2) friends (maximum!) who might enjoy my company), i would be so moved by the possibility that i'd burst into tears. i'm sorry you're feeling this way nonette, lesbian loneliness is a very heavy burden. what helped improve my self esteem the most was forming female friendships without any romantic intent. i needed to prove to myself that i'm a nice, likable person so i made the effort to get along with all my coworkers and chat with strangers. maybe that approach could help you too?

either way i hope that you won't say such mean things about yourself again. that's just negative reinforcement, and it will only make your ""ugly"" personality stick

No. 1108086

My boyfriends mom molested him when he was a child and he doesn’t even do anything about it. I live with my boyfriend and his mom and I can’t really take it knowing what she did to my boyfriend. And the worst thing is my boyfriend literally doesn’t see a problem with it at all. He keeps making excuses saying that “she was drunk” or “it’s in the past”. I know forgiveness is the best thing to do in these situations but I don’t understand how even wants to be around her when she’s extremely unstable and is a literal pedo! I don’t really know what to do because I feel like if I bring it up it’s going to make him feel really bad and nothing will change. It’s not really my place either, what should I do?

No. 1108087

I just finished watching We Need to Talk About Kevin for the first time and thought it was a great movie. Googled some stuff about what people think and I'm unsurprisingly disappointed to see so many people blame the mom for how he turned out?

Obviously she didn't want him in the first place and she did end up resenting him but did people forget this freak literally masturbated in front of his mother and killed people with a bow? How is that her fault? It feels like mothers are the first to blame even when their kids do horrific inexcusable shit. Ik it's just fiction but it pisses me off, it doesn't matter how fucked up your relationship with your mother is, you don't go around killing people because of it even if you get the autistic diaper freak in tiny clothes pass.

No. 1108088

>>1107379
Lel I shamed a man earlier when he texted me that he was "on that tindr grind". I told him he's a whore with no self respect with a used up, expired dick. He blocked me.

No. 1108089

I want to AWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO so hard rn omg anons….

No. 1108090

>>1108086
Maybe he made it up to manipulate you against his mom, pretty nice of her to let you live there with them. I'm a pessimist, though

No. 1108091

>>1108090
Get off the internet, retard

No. 1108092

>>1107198
Holy shit are you me? The only time I feel happy is fantasizing about things. I struggle immensely as an adult to do real things. I can't hold a fucking job because I hate it and get bored (plus they really are just not fucking paying enough these days). I hate everything. I want to be a rich bitch with no responsibility and get anything I want.

No. 1108095

>>1108087
that movie is terrifying. The mother did all she could an the father did nothing. I only feel for the mother and little sister. He's a disgusting psychopath.

No. 1108096

>>1108088
Based.

No. 1108101

>>1108086
I would dump because I'd either question his judgment or if he actually processed what happened to him in a healthy way, or leave due to feeling uncomfortable living with a child molester.

No. 1108106

>>1108087
i haven't seen the movie but they talk about this in the book. the mom struggles a lot, wondering if she really is at fault because everyone around her has already blamed her. i think her biggest issue is finding out if her son blames her, and iirc he accepts responsibility for his actions so his mom can move on. lionel shriver is a great writer so i encourage you to read the book too if you liked the movie

No. 1108109

>>1106031
Uh yeah don't go there. You should watch a video on youtube about the men at the pyramids who follow tourists and scam you of your money, including the camel ride men. They up the price of rides to foreigners who don't know any better. hey are all over and will ruin your experience of the pyramids anyway. Also that country circumsizes their women. Don't go there.

No. 1108119

>>1107198
>I must be just naturally broken
Bullshit, no one is born depressed and unhappy. I'm no therapist, but it sounds like you had shitty parents who set you up to feel this way.

No. 1108120

The line between distinguishing scrotes from radfems that post on LC is paper thin at this point. Both hate mothers, both hate whores, both think they know what’s best for women but really sound like sanctimonious bell ends most of the time. Cheers!

No. 1108124

>>1108120
wtf are you talking about

No. 1108126

>>1108124
They sound psychotic. "cheers" why do people insist on talking like that. it's so gross and weird.

No. 1108137

>>1108126
Saying 'cheers' like that is a British thing. I do agree with the poster though that some 'radfems' here love to bash women instead of understanding their circumstance. Gives the vibe of girls who got bullied by girls in school, and either became pickmes or radfems who like to rant about 'libfem sluts'.

And to clarify, if you're a genuine radfem, who wants to lift up other females, who cares about women's autonomy, who speaks up, I deeply respect and appreciate you.

No. 1108142

>>1108137
>>1108120
Anons those are not radfems, those are just tradthots larping as radfems, they don't know shit about the actual ideology they just want to be cool but they're still conservative so shit on women every time they can. Anyone who says shit like "slut" unironically is not a radfem

No. 1108144

>>1108137
I know it's a british thing, I'm not retarded. Saying it randomly like that is what makes it gross and weird.

No. 1108147

>>1108144
God, take the stick out your ass. It’s so gRoSs AnD wEiRd to use a common turn of phrase!

No. 1108149

>>1108147
You sound retarded.

No. 1108151

I LOVE POTATOES I LOVE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH BUT I CANNOT EAT THEM BECAUSE THEY GIVE ME CRAMPS I WANT TO OFF MYSELF I CAN'T TAKE THIS NO MO

No. 1108152

>>1108147
chill out gen z lol go say darling and honey like a weirdo

No. 1108153

>>1108149
Is this your first time using boards and need to cram in as much “retard” as possible or something?

No. 1108154

>>1108153
Is this your first time? Plenty of anons say the word retard here. Go back to tumblr.

No. 1108156


No. 1108157

>>1108153
kek she literally just said it twice

No. 1108159

I feel very broken and damaged. I didn't have a stable upbringing and my mum always beat me and took out all her anger on me. I changed from a confident outgoing child to an anxious depressed teen. I started smoking weed around 21 and was able to sleep for the first time in my life peacefully and all the optimistic thoughts I had were able to surface above all the depressing shit and I felt happy. It was the happiest I had ever been. I had good friends and a stable partner. I started to think about my furture and made plans. I was engaged, had a house lined up and a change of career in mind. Everything fell through apart from the career and I went back to school. After my engagement ended, I lost all of my friends. I can't even remember when or how some drifted away, but they're all gone. 8 years later I'm in my new field. That's the only thing I've progressed. I got into a 6 year relationship during that period with a man that mirrored my abusive mother plus a wealth of addiction issues. The only people I had for support were my parents and it wasn't great. They were angry at me and I felt ashamed. I became withdrawn and felt like I was a teenager again hiding from the world. I have one friend that I don't want to bother when I feel down, which is a lot of the time so I barely stay in touch. I speak with my coworkers but I don't like to get close to anyone because I'm embarrassed that after work all I do is go home. And my home looks very teenagery I think. I have stuffed animals and colours everywhere. My brother always told me I like bright visuals cause my mind is broken. I feel like who I am is wrong. I took a week off work and I want to donate a lot of my stuff and I want to stop being so ashamed of how I'm living. I have savings and I want my own place that's mine. And I want to make that house a home. A proper one that I'm proud to have people over if I ever have real friends again. In my early 20s I use to love when all my friends would designate my house as our HQ. I use to never worry what people thought of my house to such a degree, people always seemed happy and would spend days. Shit feels lonely these days.

No. 1108161

>>1108154
Yah, no shit. She just keeps bleating “retard” after claiming the word cheers is “gross and weird” like that isn’t completely retarded

No. 1108169

i just feel empty

No. 1108170

>>1108144
Fanks luv! Do u want anything from Greggs? Xx

No. 1108181

>>1108151
Ok can you have mashed swedes or something that's close to potato? Also why are you yelling you baka
anyway i hope you get a good substitute soon

>>1108170
awright oi will have a cheese n onion pasty simple as
corrie is on the telly in five xx

No. 1108188

>>1108159
I really wish I could give you a hug right now. It sounds like you had the odds stacked against you and thrived regardless. And I promise you will thrive again. More than your home, your body and mind are your home. Don't let people into your space if they make you feel drained. Do let yourself have stuff around your house that makes you smile. If you need a space to make friends there are some decent workout groups and churches to go to. But yeah. You're not broken, you've gone through some stuff. I hope you relax in your week off. I hope you see this as another chapter in your life. There are lonely women out there too, really. Please be kind to yourself nonna.

No. 1108198

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How have I become so socially retarded?? I befriended two people (one guy and one girl) in one of my uni classes and the girl asked me today why I never go for drinks with them after class even though they never asked me? Like, they'd head in one direction and I'll tell them that I have to go in the other to head home and then we say "goodbye until next time" . How am I supposed to know if people want me to come with them if they don't ask me??? Same thing today. And apparently the guy was a bit upset because he likes me and I think he's cute too but now I feel like things are too weird because I'm to stupid to make friends or socialize like a normal human being. Apparently I'm not autistic either so I don't know what my problem is. I never had any issues with that when I was a kid or back in high school. Maybe this whole do-everything-online-because-of-rona thing has messed me up because I don't know how to even keep a conversation going irl.

No. 1108199

dumb fucking old woman karen ass bitch yelling at me from her car for walking my dog thru a massive ass lawn of a public high school (which i attended btw)
the audacity of some ppl i swear. hope she gets in a car accident and dies.

No. 1108202

>>1108199
Go back to Twitter, tranny.

No. 1108207

>>1108202
???????????????? wtf are you even talking about ? how did my vent post out of everything here trigger u? actually kill yourself

No. 1108211

>>1108207
Take your meds and stop wishing death to women that disagree with you as if you're a moid.

No. 1108217

>>1108211
>disagree
LMAOing @ you. this is a vent thread. kill
https://voca.ro/1hFisiIro0vo

No. 1108218

>>1108207
You type like a twitterfag, learn 2 integrate sweaty

No. 1108222

>>1108218
no fuck you retard i'm going to type how i want to type. who the fuck cares???
now i'm venting about you retards having some secret elite club. so cringe

No. 1108223

>>1108199
Old people are getting way too fucking comfortable just saying whatever they want. It's because they think they are immune from consequences. I had one screech at me in a parking lot for wearing a jacket in too warm of weather. I wanted to knock her teeth in. Fucking hag thinks she has a right to speak to me. She needs to learn

No. 1108224

>>1108217
You straight up sounds like an 12 year old retarded mouth breather raging at his mother, lmao. Imagine being proud of wishing death on an "old woman".

No. 1108225

>>1108223
>>1108222
>>1108218
>>1108217
>>1108207
>>1108199
Why do all of these have the same specific unhinged newfag writing style? Is this because of that Tumblr that posted about lolcow and directed people here?

No. 1108226

okay okay i know i will be made of for saying this to anyone but i get really sad when i think about the fact i will never see most of my favorite bands live during their prime. there’s some i plan to see when they come to town but most of them aren’t as good as they used to be, retired, or dead. i love watching concert footage on youtube but it’s not the same, i usually end up binge watching them and feeling even sadder at the end of it than i was to begin with. sometimes i get jealous that my mother (dead now, didn’t raise me) was born in 1982 and i wasn’t. plus there’s no diy punk scene near me because i don’t live in new york, philadelphia, or d.c. there are some newer bands i like but the majority were active in the 80s or 90s. oh well.

No. 1108228

>>1108225
Don't you have something better to do than tone police the vent thread?

No. 1108231

>>1108217
>post voice to destroy baseless moid accusations
>weak anons can only respond "Y-You sound like a 12 year old" and get pissy about people being crude
Based

No. 1108233

>>1108228
We're shitposting in an imageboard, relax.

No. 1108234

>>1108224
https://voca.ro/1arMQTCcS899
imagine being you.and imagine thinking i'm wrong. die bitch

No. 1108236

>>1108234
Tragic you're probably going to off yourself before she dies with how obsessed you're about suicide. Get therapy.

No. 1108237

>>1108202
It's vent thread you retard.

No. 1108239

>>1108231
stop samefagging

No. 1108242

>>1108236
LMFAO its a fucking vent thread and you dumb tranny. enjoy your future as the bitter old woman who yells out of her car tho

No. 1108243

>>1108242
Jealous other women are going to have a future, suicidal whore? Get your nose and jaw fixed, your little deformed voice makes you sound like a discord mod.

No. 1108244

>>1108242
You're trying way too hard, Lolcow is a 18+ website.

No. 1108245

>>1108243
stop samefagging

No. 1108246

>>1108239
>everyone who disagrees with me is the same person
https://voca.ro/1awGwTGpGZIb
If you can't reply to this with your own voice, you lose

No. 1108247

>>1108246
I don't give a shit about your sister or gf, go back to 4chan.

No. 1108249

>>1108247
4chan is a moid website, so maybe you should return there

No. 1108251

>>1108246
>>1108245 wasn't even me, you oxygen deficient little cunt.

No. 1108253

>>1108226
i know how you feel anon, my favorite band was active in the 80s but half the band was dead by the 90s. they're unfortunately not well known so barely any live performances are available on youtube. it's sad, but if i ever discover time travel, i'll contact you and we can have a glorious concert day!

No. 1108254

>>1108249
What did I say that semed moidy?

No. 1108256

>>1108251
Are you braindead? I replied to >>1108239, not you. I don't know who the fuck you're arguing with

No. 1108257

>>1108256
No but you are if you don't get orthodontics and fix your breathing issues.

No. 1108258

>>1108251
>>1108256
Why are you responding in my place and pretend my posts are yours?

No. 1108259

how does a vent thread get derailed seriously, explain it to me.

No. 1108260

>>1108257
I don't have breathing issues, and my teeth are straight. Weird projection. That on top of confusing obviously different posts/posters for each other might mean you need both orthodontics and brain surgery

No. 1108262

>>1108259
Because some newfag from Tumblr came and said she wanted to kill a Karen. Then got mad when other anons didn't support her.

No. 1108263

>>1108260
xir's pissed because he can't post his voice without us all knowing he's a tranny immediately

No. 1108264

>>1108259
In this case, moid getting mad and lashing out with insults that show his bad integration.

No. 1108266

>>1108254
>What did I say
Exactly, you can't say anything because it'd blow your cover

No. 1108267

>>1108263
>xir
Please go back to tumblr.

No. 1108268

>>1108259
It wasn't like that just two years ago. I wonder what happened…

No. 1108269

>>1108262
i didn't say i wanted to kill her i just wished that she would die, which she should btw.
anyway, all old boomer women should just die already they bring nothing to this world expect hate

No. 1108270

>>1108258
What do you mean? I'm >>1108246 and >>1108256

No. 1108271

>>1108266
You're so fucking lame

No. 1108272

>>1108269
>all old women should die
And you wonder why you were accused of being a moid? What do you bring to this world, pickme skank?

No. 1108273

>>1108269
This is definitely a moid.

No. 1108274

>>1108267
NTA, how is making fun of trannies a Tumblr thing?

No. 1108275

>>1108272
i'm venting you dumb bitch, this is a vent thread

No. 1108276

>>1108271
At least I'm actually female

No. 1108277

>>1108273
She posted a voice record, she has a basic ugly neet voice. Probably hates women because shes an uggo. Kek.

No. 1108278

>>1108276
Pretending to be a woman on an anonymous board to hate on women more openly doesn't make you one.

No. 1108279

I'm lost, isn't >>1108246
clearly a girl? Why are you guys calling her a tranny? You mean fakeboi?

No. 1108280

>>1108277
>specifically hate one old woman for acting like a bitch irl for no reason
>NONONO U HATE ALL WOMEN
post your voice moid

No. 1108281

>>1108276
An unhinged pickme, at that. You should go to reddit, they'd love a fat whore cussing at women she deemed unfuckable and old.

No. 1108282

>>1108279
I'm pretty sure they think I'm the OP who said something harsh about a rude old lady, and now they're coping hard (mysteriously, without being able to prove that they themselves are female)

No. 1108283

>>1108280
Telling you that you shouldn't wish death on women and that it's wrong for you to hope the old ones die because they're useless… Means I'm the moid? Girl…

No. 1108284


No. 1108285

>>1108246
What is this anon saying in the voice recording?

No. 1108287

>>1108283
i'll wish death on anyone i want in my vent post in a vent thread. and while we're at it, kill yourself too.

No. 1108288

>>1108277
Moids do this shit all the time and just get female relatives, in fact they used to do this often in the lc discord. The fact that he instantly brought up vocaroo already speaks for itself, since no one but 4channers really use it on top of sounding like a moid straight out of the most cancerous parts.

No. 1108289

>>1108269
Why only old women? What do old men bring?

No. 1108291

>>1108285
I'm saying "chinga tu madre". I don't defend the OP's actions, but I support smashing scrote accusations and I'll never apologize for that

No. 1108293

>>1108288
Tumblrtards use vocaroo too btw.

No. 1108294

>>1108289
>why x? why not y?
theres no logic in your post. i only came to this thread to vent about some old karen bitch. if it was an old man who yelled at me from their car i would be here venting the very same way

No. 1108295

>>1108287
Your obsession on suicide is worrying.

No. 1108296

>>1108281
Yeah, all women you dislike are fat whores, we've heard it before, 300lb neckbeard. I know you want me on Reddit so you can send me dick pics.
>pickme
If you can't tell the difference between my voice and >>1108234, you must be deaf

No. 1108298

>>1108294
>old karen bitch
>if it was an old man I'd vent the same
Clearly not kek

No. 1108299

>>1108278
>pretending
Nope, I've proven I'm a woman. You haven't, because you can't

No. 1108300

>>1108296
>wish death on women because they're useless and old
>get triggered when someone thinks you're ugly and fat
Kek.

No. 1108302

>>1108298

?????? because it didn't happen? are you actually retarded?

No. 1108303

u ever look at ur old photos and realise you didn't take that many and you view a lot of ur past thru rose coloured glasses and if that's the best than holy fuck u need to sort it out. i need a change in attitude. hopefully tomorrow ill get weed too which will make everything easier. i really need to figure out what parts of my personality and interests can be unleashed into the world. i always look for things that remind me of past people or places i need an overhaul of everything. i need to find people that i don't find predictable. maybe there's people out there that also want to make new friends!

No. 1108306

>>1108300
I didn't wish death on any woman, though. Deaf, male and unable to understand posting on imageboards. What a sad life

No. 1108307

>>1108294
>>1108269 here you explicitly said you wished all older women would die because they only bring hatered and have no use.

No. 1108308

>>1108302
Hope you choke on and old man's cock and die, dumb tumblr pickme. Kys.

No. 1108310

>>1108307
ok?? and? what about it? i'm venting remember, its a vent thread. ppl who take things at face value are so lame. its no wonder none of you have friends

>>1108308
seething lmao

No. 1108311

>>1108299
I don't care about proving anything because I know I am, but keep annoying random women to record for you.

No. 1108313

>>1108281
>>1108308
>they'd love a fat whore
>Hope you choke on and old man's cock
Kill yourself you worthless, disgusting male

No. 1108314

ngl this whole exchange has been very cathartic for me after getting yelled at by an old woman irl. feel much better. ty vent thread

No. 1108315

>>1108311
There are a lot of misogynistic women, mostly ugly ones, who defend and put males on pedestal. This is probably an underaged Tumblrina who would romanticize older men while being disgusted by older women because she sees her future and fears aging since she'll lose the little male attention she has the moment she loses her youth. This is why women shouldn't depend on men, it only turns them onto each other.

No. 1108316

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No. 1108318

>>1108314
Did you come from tumblr or twitter? Whichever it was go back.

No. 1108319

>>1108316
I hate yaoi but based fujo-fag.

No. 1108320

>>1108315
when did i defend a man? delusional. i'm mad at one old lady for acting like a karen in a VENT THREAD and suddenly i'm misogynistic. you're all mentally ill

No. 1108321

>>1108311
https://voca.ro/1htJUzNg54OD
Type some more to prove you're a man

>>1108315
Here's the thing: I didn't defend any scrote and never will, I said nothing to defend what the anon said about the old woman. I just think voiceposting is the best way to eliminate scrotal influence, because they can never prove they belong here

No. 1108323

>>1108321
that anon deluded themselves into thinking i'm a man with a voice changer or something. but they still have yet to post their voice so, probably they're the man

No. 1108324

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No. 1108325

>>1108321
Girl the thing is, no matter how much you use a woman's voice, no one is going to believe it's a woman when an anon is wishing all old women death simply because they're old. It's incel think, that women decay or hit a wall and should be wiped afterwards.

No. 1108328

>>1108326
Yeah and she keeps telling only women to kill themselves.

No. 1108330

>>1108323
I can't believe you're still at this, can you please get over it. You don't need to reply to every single anon to defend yourself at the Mongolian basket weaving factory. We all get it, you want the dumb old lady to die and you've been on this website for like 2 days, good for you. You're shitting up the thread. And if we were in such a need for mods your ass would have been banned a while ago.

No. 1108331

>>1108326
i didn't call anyone a cunt, i've never even used that word in my life i'm american. i called the old woman a bitch bc she WAS a bitch for yelling at me completely unprovoked and simply bc she had a power trip in her car.

No. 1108332

>>1108324
This really isn't helping, can you spam cats instead? I don't think there are even any moids here.

No. 1108334

I think it's a self diagnosed bpdchan from tumblr or twitter or something. Their typing style is so obnoxious and telling.

No. 1108335

>>1108330
i mean it is a vent thread thats why i came here

No. 1108336

>>1108331
Go take a fucking nap you spaz

No. 1108339

>>1108334
This. That's why we should justice ignore her.

No. 1108340

>>1108334
>>1108339
guys i'm actually from tiktok

No. 1108341

>>1108325
Did that anon say any of those things about hitting the wall? It sounds like we're having two different conversations. She was just angry at an old lady for yelling at her. Yes, she a-logged, but whatever, women can be rude, especially in a vent thread. It doesn't make them men, especially when they prove they're women
No moid has his sister or gf on post to reply to everybody in a Lolcow thread, especially not in detail with obvious emotion

>>1108323
They ones who keep sperging will never post their voices because they're scared

No. 1108343

>>1108335
No one gives a single fuck that "its the vent thread" you keep fucking saying that as if it excuses you from being such an annoying shit brained loser. People are allowed to reply to your garbage vents as much as they want. You saw someone get into an argument once here and thought posting a vocaroo would get you some points but there is no clout here, sweetie. No one cares about you or your shitty vent.

No. 1108344

Whoever you are, go away. Anons won't stop engaging because they're equally retarded and no better, just go away

No. 1108345

I have a teams interview tomorrow and I am very scared and afraid

No. 1108347

What are you guys even fighting about? I can't keep up.

No. 1108348

>>1108341
>because they're scared
Maybe because this is an anonymous imageboard and anons are weary about posting their voices as proof in such a retarded infight.

No. 1108349

>>1108343
???? i only posted a vocaroo bc someone accused me of being a man. same person who never proved that there were women either btw

No. 1108350

>>1108341
stop talking in 3rd person

No. 1108351

>>1108344
This. Don't reply to the newfag who's obviously baiting for attention.

No. 1108352

>>1108345
I bet it will go great, the anticipation is always more stressful than the event I find.

No. 1108356

this thread is a lot of fun ngl

No. 1108358

>>1108352
thank you nona, i do hope so!

No. 1108359

>>1108349
No one has to prove anything on an anonymous image board, you're only looking for ass pats.

No. 1108362

>>1108359
ok moid

No. 1108364

>>1108359
Don't engage with her, she loves the attention.

No. 1108367

>>1108343
I don't even like that anon but this post sounds unhinged as fuck

No. 1108368

>>1108365
See >>1108217

No. 1108369

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>>1108350
You're still at it? Alright bet

No. 1108370

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No. 1108371

>>1108367
You do realize people can tell you're samefagging because of how you type, right?

No. 1108372

>>1108370
>soijack post
obvious moid

No. 1108374

>>1108347
>>1108367
Some anons are caping for a rude ass old lady. I swear some people get pissy on here when something "sounds mean" intentionally missing the point of the post. I tried to make fun of some girl for doing something dumb and got all these anons defending her and accusing me of having hidden reasons for attacking her. Like, no, it's just the reason I said

No. 1108375

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>>1108369
wait a minute..

No. 1108376

oh mein gott what is happening over here

No. 1108378

>>1108369
ahh anon why would you post this I was reading a real book with heterosexual characters but now I want to read shitty slash fic

No. 1108379

>>1108374
people here are terminally online, so it makes sense. they get social anxiety when they have to order food in public, so no wonder they can't understand being yelled at by some old bat, since they rarely go outside

No. 1108380

>>1108367
I sound unhinged? How old are you. Look at her posts
>>1108199
>>1108269
>>1108242
Yes anon, I am totally off the rails and she is just very unlikeable

No. 1108384

I can't hold it anymore anons
AWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

No. 1108389

>>1108372
That isn't a gotcha, faggot

No. 1108390

>>1108379
Honestly how is wanting a rude old lady to die not terminally online behavior?

No. 1108391

>>1108348
Proof of what? Genuinely, how many people do you know that will be able to clock you by your voice? And why would they care, especially if you don't do it regularly?
No one cares if you argued about ice cream soda or knitting needles on a chinese cartoon forum one day in 2022
And to add, if you're so paranoid about being identified over a retarded infight, maybe it's a sign that you shouldn't get into one in the first place. If you suspect someone of being a moid, report it and let the jannies handle it. If you'd rather reply saying they're one and start an argument, it makes no sense to chimp out if they verify that they aren't, but still continue the infight regardless (on top of never proving you're not a moid yourself)

No. 1108392

>>1108388
so the alternative is i just get called a moid without defending myself? ok dummy

No. 1108394

>>1108392
You don't need to defend yourself

No. 1108395

>>1108391
Why are you wanting to die on this hill? You're seriously surprised to find that there are paranoid schizos on an anonymous imageboard that don't want to risk the 0.0000000001% of being recognized by posting a recording of their voice?

No. 1108397

>>1108390
terminally online behavior is calling someone a moid bc they decided to VENT about an irl exchange that happened involving a rude old woman

No. 1108398

>>1108388
Is a vocaroo that bad? No
But a vocaroo that consists of an girl screeching about how she thinks elderly women and other women who didn't praise her to die? That's weak shit.

No. 1108399

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>>1108384
Let it out I guess

No. 1108400

>>1108371
I don't even type like her she goes "?????" All the time and redditspaces a lot
>>1108380
>How old are you huur dur
Older than you obviously, you try hard, you're as cringie as her

No. 1108401

>>1108395
Because she wants to drag it out and enjoys the little crumb of attention.

No. 1108402

>>1108397
they got called a moid because they sound and infight like a 4chan moid

No. 1108403

>>1108400
There's another little clue but I won't tell you because you'll switch it up.

No. 1108404

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>>1108384
Let it out I guess

No. 1108405

>>1108398
old women who have the audacity to go out of there way to yell at people for no reason and act like a karen deserve to die. simple as

No. 1108406

>>1108403
Kek I understand you anon.

No. 1108407

>>1108395
I really just don't care. It's a baseless fear. Why get into a sperg match if you're so terrified it'll come back to haunt you in real life? In the first place, anonymity is a complete illusion on a site where your post history can apparently be dug up. If you're not retarded, you'll be fine

No. 1108409

>>1108403
shut the fuck up with your psyop

No. 1108410

>>1108405
What about a young woman who goes out of her way to call you a seething fattie? Should I die too? Or do I get to live on because I'm not expired and useless yet?

No. 1108411

>>1108407
What's wrong with people protecting their online privacy

No. 1108412

>>1108409
I can tell.

No. 1108414

>>1108411
He wants us to post our voices so he can moid out to them.

No. 1108415

>>1108407
You can just use a vpn and avoid using cookies to ensure privacy but once you use your voice, you expose your identity. Thats why only bpd attention-whores love to post their screamfits.

No. 1108416

>>1108410
that never happened. why are you making up imaginative stories in your head?
you must be a karen

No. 1108418

>>1108401
This is the most basic deflection tactic used on women whenever they say things someone doesn't like, but can't actually argue with. If it is about crumbs of attention (as if any woman can't get attention on the internet for much, much less), you sure are giving them to me. Next the argument will be that I'm jealous of someone, probably

>>1108411
Nothing, voices just aren't some huge personal ID, no one's going to doxx you over an infight using your voice, and if you actually know how to protect yourself, the whole thing's a non-issue

No. 1108419

>>1108416
You've been called a seething fattie right here in the fish market at least twice in the last hour

No. 1108420

>>1108416
I called you a fattie and yer you told me to kill myself even though I'm not expired yet! How mean!

No. 1108421

>>1108414
She already posted her voice, is not a moid

No. 1108423

>>1108420
>>1108419
this isn't reality lol we're online guys hellooooooo

No. 1108424

>>1108415
How does your voice expose your identity, unless you're posting selfies, specifying where you're from or giving very detailed accounts of your life (which might actually make someone an attention whore)?
There's probably like 300 other women who sound like me or you, it's not that deep

No. 1108425

>>1108400
>hurr durr
Oh yeah, you're ancient.

No. 1108426

>>1108421
no no no no you don't understand he used a voice changer and got his sister to talk for him reeeeeeeeeeee

No. 1108429

>>1108424
You're not going to convince anyone.

No. 1108432

>>1108421
Can be literally anyone, moids on the lolcow discord constantly smuggled through the voice verification.

No. 1108433

>>1108384
AWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

No. 1108434

>>1108405
I will let little old boomer women yell at me as much as they want, they've lived their entire lives being beaten down by the world around them and I expect their bitterness and take it with understanding.

No. 1108435

>>1108424
Can you post more seething voice records, please? The last two made me laugh the hardest I did today.

No. 1108438

>>1108421
Bitch fucking get rid of your identifiable writings style if you're going to samefag.

No. 1108439

my family is bankrupted and it's gotten so much worse since COVID, it sucks so much not having money in a 3rd world country. everything sucks so much.
if at least was good at drawing and had more twitter followers i could fake a struggle to overcharge simple art commissions…

No. 1108441

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>>1108433
It me and you

No. 1108442

>>1108429
I'm not trying, but it seems like you sure are. Takeaway: Maybe don't infight, just report. If you're a paranoid schizo, don't infight and then make accusations you yourself would be too scared to prove
The only people who'd disagree with something so simple either infight and call people scrotes so often that they'd make a name for themselves as board spergs, or they're just men mad that their psyops are falling apart

No. 1108444

>>1108438
I'm not her for fucks sake, what's the point of accusing someone of being a male if they sound like every fakeboi?

No. 1108445

>>1108434
she wasn't little and old, like some cute grandma. she was a dumb old entitled white trash bitch in her fucking ford mustang.

No. 1108447

>>1108435
Only if you ask in a Vocaroo nonny

No. 1108448

>>1108442
I wish reporting actually helped, it feels like the dark ages

No. 1108449

>>1108442
You are defending obvious bait, why don't you report?

No. 1108452

>>1108442
>derails thread over 20 posts with his sperging and responds to every anon
>Takeaway: Maybe don't infight
lmao

No. 1108453

>>1108452
thread was derailed when someone called me a moid. no cap fr fr

No. 1108456

>>1108453
Do you like trannies?

No. 1108457

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No. 1108458

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>>1108452
I hope you know I'm for the takin'
You know this cookie is for the baking (ugh)
Kitty, kitty, baby give that thing some rest
'Cause you done beat it like the '68 Jets
Diamonds ain't nothing when I'm rockin' with ya

No. 1108459

>>1108456
never met one b4, honestly.

No. 1108460

>>1108439
Hey nonners! Drawing is really approachable and anyone can learn, but also it takes a hell of a long time and twitter is oversaturated with artists. What if maybe you got into a hand craft like crochet or even, a lot cheaper to make, basket weaving? I make baskets out of old news papers and they sell really well on Etsy. You can learn easily how to make baskets out of a lot of different materials on youtube and it's something that is very easy to get good at. People will pay good money for a nice and cute basket!

No. 1108461

>>1108459
You're a tiktokfag and you've never met a tranny?

No. 1108462

>>1108461
that was a joke lmao

No. 1108463

>>1108453
Exactly, it was derailed from the start, might as well enjoy it. There's a transparent moid coping and seething from his keyboard and calling everyone he/him kek

No. 1108464

>>1108462
So you're a tumblr/twitterfag and you've never met a tranny?

No. 1108467

>>1108445
You don't know her life, dude, she's still another woman and who knows what she's gone through. Seems to me like you're just jealous that this woman was driving a nice car and living her life while you loiter on school property waiting for you weed dealer.

No. 1108469

>>1108448
It does IME, but you have to be patient

No. 1108470

>>1108453
At least you're honest about it.

>>1108458
Bitch you can't beat me at my own weapons.

No. 1108471

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I know there's a 100 posts left but, I kinda want this to be the next threadpic

No. 1108474

>>1108469
I wish I had applied when the applications were still up, I didn't realize we were in such a need.

No. 1108475

>>1108467
>loiter
i was walking my dog LOL

No. 1108476

>>1108471
Same, I'm obsessed with it also, my current PC background

No. 1108477

>>1108463
The only one seething is the moid getting called out

No. 1108479

>>1108475
I'm gonna need a vocaroo of the dog to confirm.

No. 1108480

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>>1108449
In this particular case, I don't really see anything to report anymore, it's too late and now half the thread is like this. Anon turned out to not be a man, she was just abrasive. The site was far worse in the earlier days too, that shit was kind of tame

>>1108470
Don't call me bitch if you have a dick

No. 1108481

>>1108464
never. i remember there was this one girl who started wanting to be called a guys name in hs. but she didn't even do anything to change her appearance.

only time ive seen trannies irl is on public transport, never met one personally tho

No. 1108483

>>1108477
Yeah, that's what I said

No. 1108485

>>1108481
So, you can still have an opinion about them. I'm not asking about how many trannies you know, I'm asking how you feel about them.

No. 1108486

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>>1108480
Well it's not a problem then, but I might call you retard instead anyway.

No. 1108489

>>1108485
personally i think they are mentally ill, but its none of my business since it has no effect on my life whatsoever.

No. 1108491

>>1108489
>but its none of my business since it has no effect on my life whatsoever.
Kek

No. 1108496

>>1108491
what am i supposed to be up an arms openly shaming trannies 24/7? ridiculous. its not politically correct and i have a job

No. 1108497

>>1108480
>>1108486
>the anon wishing death upon women turns out to be a fujo
Kek

No. 1108501

>>1108489
>it has no effect on my life whatsoever.
kek moid confirmed

>>1108497
Why are you quoting me, I was shitting on them

No. 1108502

>>1108496
It's not politically correct kekkkk

No. 1108503

>>1108497
You're still lost? Two different people have posted their voices ITT

No. 1108508

>>1108503
*one person

No. 1108511

>>1108496
Well, considering you're on an anonymous imageboard with zero chance of being found out, it's weird how you're so cool with them since they're fucking with women's rights but to each their own I guess tumblrtard.

No. 1108512

>>1108502
>>1108501
t. unemployed, terminally online moids
please log off and you'll find that trannies are a non-factor in day to day life(autistic meltdown)

No. 1108513

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>>1108486
Cope

>>1108508
Oh, my bad, didn't realize you were the angry scrote
>Nooo femoids!! Don't ruin my LARP!!!!

No. 1108515

>>1108512
>can't even fathom how tranny shit affects women
holy shit you really are a moid after all, kys XY cripple

No. 1108518

>>1108512
Your assumptions about my life aren't rattling me the way you want them too, but either way, my best friend works with two trannies at a toy store. Wowie, surrounded by children all day long, too. So I guess you're wrong.

No. 1108519

>>1108515
>>1108515
>affects women
they don't affect me because i literally never see or interact with them. when did we start talking about women as a whole? you're trying to start an entirely diff argument with me lol

No. 1108521

>>1108519
>it doesn't happen to me, so it doesn't happen
The willful ignorance, it's gross.

No. 1108523

SHUT THE FUCK UP, BOTH SIDES OF THIS.

I'm 95% certain everyone involved is sitting in some retarded discord and you decided to annoy people with this, the whole argument was idiotic from the first reply onwards.

No. 1108524

>>1108513
Idk what's happening with this stuff over here but it's making me kek

No. 1108527

>>1108511
i don’t really see how it’s at all relevant to any of the posts i made previously tbh
or do i need to vehemently disapprove of trannies to gain the approval of ppl in this thread???

No. 1108529

>>1108527
You should just disapprove of them anyway.

No. 1108531

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>>1108513
You seem to be very confused.

No. 1108532

>>1108521
what doesn’t happen?? what’s happening ??? you’re a schizo. log off
everything your talking about is even more offtopic than when the thread was initially derailed

No. 1108533

>>1108529
i said they are mentally ill what more do you want

No. 1108538

>>1108523
Not me, I just decided to jump in because it looked fun, but now I guess it's about trannies (btw fuck trannies, 41%, YWNBAW, etc)

No. 1108539

Someone make the new thread already this one's as good as dead.

No. 1108541

>>1108519
They don't affect you because they don't shit up your spaces and institutions commited to your gender. kys moid

No. 1108545

>>1108541
stop pretending that you have a job or go outside. dumb neet

No. 1108546

I'm seriously thinking about quitting my job. I've complained for years about getting a job that I liked, that was full-time, remote, with regular pay and insurance so I feel guilty about even considering it. On top of that, a very good friend of mine was hired by them for part-time work on my recommendation last year and was recently brought on full-time. I don't want her employment to be jeopardized because they don't like that I've left.


I'm the fucking glue of this org, making sure shit runs as smoothly as possible to the best of my ability, and even had to take on additional work after they cut two positions. I've burnt out three times because of the stress this job gives me. Despite that –and for the third employee meeting in a row– c-suite (three people) has acted as if there's no one in my position. I'm one of five of the original employees, they paid for my professional development class & certification last year, I've worked my way up from Shit Shoveling Grunt to Zoo Facility Manager. THEY are the ones that created, reviewed, sent, reviewed again, and signed my employment contract hiring me in my current position – they KNOW they have an employee in that position. To rub salt in the wound, one added that they're stepping back and will fill the role of Zoo Facility Manager (only taking on the 'evangelist' aspect of the position mind you, and not the unglamorous day-to-day work or the time-sucking check-in meetings) until they can find someone that can fill the position and join them in c-suite. I broke inside.

Then, they topped that salt off with a bit of shit and followed it up with how the VP of Zoo Experience that we've had for six months is now a part of the c-suite team. She boasts about how she's worked with major corporate zoos that everyone knows of and has years of experience helping 'smaller zoos like our's grow,' but from working with her on a day-to-day basis, the extent of her expertise is of someone who took an EdX class and watched a couple of webinars. No critical thinking skills and not enough intellectual curiosity or common sense to learn about the zoo so she's not constantly nagging me to answer visitor questions, ultimately monopolizing my time by weaponizing her incompetence. Stop saying you're the "new kid on the block," you've been here for SIX FUCKING MONTHS YOU SHOULD KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A GODDAMNED LEMUR AND A GORILLA. No one who was even in consideration for the c-suite team should need that much handholding.

And constant over talking me specifically in meetings with visitors, OMFG. You require me to be in check-in meetings with the visitors because apparently telling them the same information I told you in our regular one on one meetings or that you 'don't have an answer to their question and will need to touch base with your team' is too difficult for you. But you make the experience worse by attempting to overtalk me when I try to understand why Little Susie Prisspot is upset with the leopard enclosure. I've been in my current position longer than you've been here and I've been in your position longer than you've been here. That "stellar" visitor experience that c-suite constantly brags about when acquiring new animals, that's because of the hard work I put in when I was in your position. I don't need to be gently guided into saying the correct thing to the visitor like some glue-sniffing moid. I NEED the visitor to know that I understand what they're communicating and let them know that we'll discuss the issue and possible solutions internally. You're adding unnecessary confusion in an attempt to be noticed. You can butt in when you figure out how many legs a spider has.


But back to the meeting, the c-suite member that's filling the position of Zoo Facility Manager asked if anyone had any announcements, shoutouts, kudos, etc they wanted to share. No one volunteered, so I gave a shout out to the team of existing group of Zookeepers and the new Zookeepers (roughly half the meeting) that were brought on to make the acquisition of thousands of wildlife into updated enclosures successful and are directly responsible for the positive experiences visitors had during that period. This asshole followed up with basically 'Yes, that acquisition was very successful. A newsletter that's typically critical agreed that this is a great new experience. I think everyone here took part in that. Good job team!' NO MOTHERFUCKER! "Everyone here" didn't take part in that. All you and one of the other c-suiters had to do was sign a new fucking contract. The third c-suiter, Head of Zookeeping, spearheaded all of the work to support the ridiculously detailed specifications needed to support the new animals in their enclosures which resulted in a shiny new contract wherein you get more money. The rest of the Zookeeping department and I worked overtime over the holiday season to make sure this acquisition ran smoothly – one of whom had a father damn near dying of covid over Christmas, which is something that asshole should be sensitive to given their mother died of it. I said the Zookeepers deserved kudos for what they pulled off and I fucking meant it.


So, yes, I cried and drank myself to sleep later that night after realizing my personal & emotional investment into that company isn't appreciated and that I'm an idiot for not realizing that. I tried soothing myself with the cope that maybe they just wanted someone with more experience, someone who was more senior level, you know. Then I remembered the first employee meeting where they said they brought on 22 y/o Jim Bob Burger Flipper with NO EXPERIENCE in this field and who JUST graduated that year to fill the position. I proceeded to cry and drink myself to sleep that night, too. I realized that the REAL reason I broke down was because this is just another example in my life of people broadcasting that they like what I do and how I do it but they don't like or even want ME. THAT is what fucking hurts. I always struggled with the persistent feeling that there's something wrong with ME and that no one would ever truly want me and I could never pinpoint why, but it's shit like this. It's been decades of struggling with these feelings and I'm fucking tired of giving myself pep talks and encouraging words about how it's all in my head and people don't actually see me this way.


I have a diagnostic medical procedure coming up for some disconcerting physical pains I'm having. I know this will make me sound like an asshole, but I honestly hope it's something terminal. I hope I'm one of those people that got their mysterious pains checked out too late and died as a result. I've only held on this long because I don't want my mother losing a second child but god am I'm tired of this shit. I'm tired of continuing to put one foot in front of the other on the off chance that I could truly, sincerely be happy at some point in my life instead of just content. I'm fucking exhausted and can't see my self continuing to do this for another 30, 40, 50 years.

No. 1108547

>>1108545
I will accept any neet over you XY abominations.

No. 1108549

AWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

No. 1108551

>>1108547
you’re really trying so hard to bait me into posting another vocaroo huh lmao
you’re nasty

No. 1108552

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>>1107899
Same, except for me it's because I pretend to be slightly dumber around my twitard friends, so that I can feign ignorance if they get pissed that i slipped while walking on all those eggshells

No. 1108554

>>1108551
No, I'm trying to bait you into the 41% or whatever the statistics for the whole disposable half of the population is.

No. 1108555

>>1108553
idk what language that is please speak american. also how is saying trannies are mentally ill defending them….

No. 1108556

>>1108553
Why do you make that disgusting baby voice?

No. 1108559

>>1108554
get a job

No. 1108563

>>1108559
>point out the impact troons have on women
>somehow this must mean I'm a neet
You will never be a woman and will always be part of the inferior, disposable and less human gender. Why not end t already?(let it go)

No. 1108565

>>1108558
>>1108555
>>1108556
The link they deleted:
https://voca.ro/18zD56n98B5f

No. 1108567

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walked through a park with a friend and some guy took creepshots of us. We only realized because he had flash on. all scrotes should be banned from public spaces.

No. 1108568

>>1108565
Thanks. What language is that?

No. 1108569

>>1108556
It's from /int/, I thought it was funny(autism)

No. 1108570

>>1108563
Tumblrchan really thinks only loser retards without a job care about women's rights kek

No. 1108571

Amazon is a bunch of blood suckers. It takes weeks to even start a damn fba account, paying 55 a month and then even more time to get approved. Any other selling platforms

No. 1108573

>>1108563
im not falling for that bait moid. you will not hear me on vocaroo again.

anyway let’s get back to the main point that rude old karen’s who yell at ppl for no reason should die.

No. 1108575

>>1108567
this happened to me and i scared the shit out of the guy because i'm tall. i love scaring shitty moidlets.

No. 1108577

>>1108570
i think you’re derailing things even further to find a way to attack me despite me not being obsessed about trannies like y’all(sperging)

No. 1108581

My mum is an annoying bitch that didn't go to any of my graduations or even has real conversations with me. She has already got her husband to text me about mothers day and that I'm hopefully making an effort since the kid she actually loves moved country. She's getting a moon pig card. I can not be fucked visiting her.

No. 1108584

>>1108575
i wish that was me. looking back i should have probably done something but i was too creeped out at the moment.

No. 1108588

Fuck all the UK banks that have stopped letting account holders purchase crypto. This is so fucking annoying. PayPal let's you buy but you can't transfer coins to wallets so what's the fucking point?? I have been using Mercuryo and I can't figure out what platform to now use or my wallet details since mercuryo is some third party platform that doesn't retain details of you wallet or whatever the fuck. Does anyone in UK use bitcoin and how do you use them? I miss being able to buy weed online I'm sick of using dealers

No. 1108593

>>1108588
You mean your bank doesn't let you deposit money into an account with a crypto markets?

No. 1108598

>>1108546
Quit. Your. Job. Your health and mental state are the most important things in the world. With how insane everything is right now, wasting your time on a job that stresses you out isnt worth it. I'm taking a week off of mine to do doctor's appointments. I'm exhausted and having stomach issues on and off. I really hope you are okay, nonnie and i really hope you put yourself first.

No. 1108601

>>1108593
I can't purchase crypto using funds from my bank account cause the bank blocks the transaction. So I tried to use PayPal to deposit funds from my bank to my PayPal and then to buy crypto that way but then I read that you can't actually transfer bitcoin you purchase on PayPal to another wallet. It just either gains or losses value and you can sell it.

So I either need to get a different bank account with a bank that allows me to purchase crypto or a platform where I can use PayPal to purchase crypto

For example, using mercuryo I use to be able to buy coins using my bank card on their site but now my bank blocks it everytime, and mercuryo doesn't let you use PayPal to purchase the coins. Only bank cards

No. 1108610

>>1108601
I'm not British, but I wire money to kraken or coinbase to buy monero or bitcoin, but my bank auto-refuses international transactions as scam protection, so I need to call them to unlock it for the day. Maybe you can call them too? How does the block actually work for you, did they blacklist certain bank accounts as belonging to crypto markets?

No. 1108615

>>1108610
I got a notification through my bank they were doing this but I was able to make a few transactions until the end of Feb last year and everything is just getting blocked. A couple of banks in UK are blocking cryptocurrancy purchases. I blame all those YouTube cunts that were promoting all the stupid trendy coins for a while to their child or mentally handicapped audiences and now fraud is up and wah wah wah. I had a really good thing going for a while. Buying weed in bulk at a discount to my local market. Now I have to pay more for less and that takes more money out of the regulated markets, I'm trying to do the right thing ffs

No. 1108616

>>1108615
*end of Feb this year. My bank is santander. They've got a thing about crypto now. I had a go at mercuryo and they said the issue was with the bank or the card holder. https://www.santander.co.uk/personal/support/fraud-and-security/cryptocurrency

No. 1108625

>>1108615
>>1108616
That's crazy, straight up not allowing people to wire money to a completely legal business. They don't even seem to list all the exchanges they block, since they only name Binance.

I'm sorry that happened to you. Do you maybe know anyone who has a different bank who could buy crypto for you and you give them money? Switching banks because of this is probably too much hassle.

This makes me want to stock up just in case lol.

No. 1108651

Landlord is selling the house so I’m getting evicted. Can’t stay in this town because he was giving me below market rate rent and normal rent prices are INSANE due to the housing crisis and I literally can’t afford anything else. Moving back in with my dad so I can save money but he lives in a different town so I need to get a new job and everything too. I had a plan to go back to school in a year or two because my current town has lots of good support programs for low-income people so I might have been able to get funding to learn a trade. That’s gone now. I want to die. I wanted to improve my life and it really felt like I was gonna be able to get out of retail hell but now that’s gone.

No. 1108655

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I'm hungry but I need to prepare food in order to eat because I don't have the money for takeout and I don't want to eat raw meat but I HATE cooking. I just fucking hate it, it's the most pointless, boring, annoying activity in adult life. I wish it was like a video game where I just throw all the ingredients in an oven and it magically pops out perfectly cooked and plated in 30 seconds. I am so envious of psychopaths that actually enjoy cooking. Maybe I need to invest in a slow cooker so I can literally just slop a bunch of shit together and it'll be ready for consumption in a few hours. It's the only time in the world I wish more of society's misogynistic programming worked on me as a kid and I grew up just looooving Easy Bake Oven and other mommy household cooking bullshit. But no, the actually useful hobbies eluded me

No. 1108670

>>1108655
Same. I'll start to eat more vegetables, since they're easier and faster to cook, and to pack meals for the week. Cooking is such a time-consuming and mentally draining activity.

No. 1108696

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>>1108655
Look up "One Pot"/"One Pan" meals. Also, get an Instant Pot instead of just a traditional crock pot.

No. 1108707

How retarded do you have to be to post yourself breastfeeding with your FULL NIPPLE OUT and your kid is a freaking TODDLER on a platform where MANY DISGUSTING MEN LURK and sexualize every single little thing. "Normalize breastfeeding" that's what every single one of them has said. I don't know how many videos I've reported on TikTok that end up on my fyp of this same thing and it makes me nauseous thinking about the sickos saving these type of videos and there's always guys commenting things like "me next", "lucky kid". What the fuck is wrong with people

No. 1108718

>>1108655
Same. I'm like the autist from Convenience Store Woman. All i eat is from the corner shop and now most of my cells in my body are sustained by prepackaged burritos. I am burrito.

No. 1108724

I can't stand eating meat right now. It makes me want to throw up. While I am having a problem with eating in general, I can at least eat fruits and vegetables without feeling sick. This has been happening for around 2 weeks now. It's reminding me of when I got really sick in December. I lost my sense of taste and smell for almost a month. The only issue I have going is my depression. It's tiring.

No. 1108732

I can't get over all the cringey posts I've made on forums over the years and even recently, knowing they're up there forever. I've been trying to be more thoughtful about what I post recently and also have a journal for my random stupid thoughts but still. Cringe attacks hit me multiple times per day.

No. 1108739

>>1108732
Be proud of your cringe. If not, pretend it was a sperg-devil on your shoulder influencing you and not the real you who wrote it. Come up with a name for it and blame all the cringey shit on this cringe demon.

No. 1108741

Ladies, I let a stranger in the telegram app talk to me and sell me weed, he sent me a dick photo but he couldn't spell a lot of words and said he was 29 (I'm older) so I figured it would be easy to get smoke off him. I just never addressed him when he asked me to kiss him or "way wud I like him to do". Literally within 2 hours of chatting I drove to meet him. I'm pretty sure he is a gypsy, he scared me and I think he was physically handicapped
I kept my car locked anthr scene where d had the window up high. Imagine Dennis and dee from always sunny buying crack for the first time. I didn't get raped but I feel like crying because I know he wanted more from me but he sold me a really shit deal so he got my money so I shouldn't feel bad for not getting raped. He was just very ugly and I think majority of my bfs are always ugly because I always feel sorry for them and the way this man looked at me when I rolled the window up, I had it down fully then I got scared he was going to unlock my car from the inside. Whatever I'm going to get high now I hope he finds someone to love

No. 1108752

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Seeing all the lolitas from my comm join the discord with “they/them” pronouns, I can’t stand these genderspecials.
I deleted fb so I can’t find out about meets any other way but they don’t seem to update it on discord so it’s not like it matters. Nothing lost.

No. 1108756

>>1108741
Retard

No. 1108760

>>1108756
The weed ain't hitting right either. Hope I don't get covid. He works at a travelling fair. Guess which fair I won't be going to this weekend

No. 1108770

hate all my friends after they become licensed stylists. all of them parrot the same dumb shit of "if you want ME to make a LIVING WAGE and actually CARE then you should be GRATEFUL for the opportunity to pay me $200/hour chair fees!! Nowhere else will you find rates cheaper than this, I'm charging the MINIMUM" and just go on soddy miserable rants in the IG stories all day about their clients while also getting the luxury of working 15 hour weeks because they charge so much for the same dumb they/them mullet cut with ugly shades of mauve

No. 1108773

I've been really angry lately and I'm not sure why

No. 1108775

>>1108773
I'm going to check the planets because I've been feeling off lately too and my period cycle is all fucked up.

No. 1108777

OK we entered Aries season so maybe there's been a build up of tension for everyone. And Mars, venus and saturn are all in aquarius so everyone probably just feels odd and out of sorts with themselves. Welcome to my life as an aquarius rising.

No. 1108779

Just realised (having an annoying night realising things like Kylie Jenner) that if my ex was talking about me to his ex, he has definitely since kept all our chat logs and showed others because the man lives for show and tell situations. And I stand by every God damn fucking thing I've said. Fuck you.

No. 1108780

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I love my fiancé, very much, but sometimes i get really sad i'll never live my personal fantasy of being the manic pixie dream girl to a socially awkward STEM virgin from an ivy league school, who may not be the most attractive but the smarts and nice personality make up for it.(Yes its a moid-like fantasy shhh)
Should I write a romance novel or what?

No. 1108782

>>1108777
I'm an aquarius rising as well. Aries in sun and taurus in moon. I feel like a ticking time bomb.

No. 1108812

>>1108779
In the early days my last ex would show me the texts his 'crazy' ex sent him after their break up. Looking back it was weird that he dragged that shit up to show me. She sounded angry but not necessarily crazy. I didn't take a side or automatically bash her which visibly annoyed him. Wish I'd payed more attention to that behaviour and what it indicates.

..After he cheated on me and left me for another woman I made sure to never send any text with even a hint of emotion in it. He can make up stories of me being crazy if he wants but I refused to provide texts to play into that. He cheated and expected me to just not get angry.. so I didn't. No winning with people like that.

No. 1108819

>>1108812
I'm definitely an angry texter. We also lived some distant apart so there were arguments over text. I once texted him while we were at his scummy friends house something like "when are we leaving this shit hole" the whole evening was unpleasant and so was my exes behaviour and he was drunk and he read out the text to everyone. And I just went I didn't mean literal shit hole and then we left. I think my texts have definitely been read out to everyone who was there

No. 1108829

Holy shit anons. I feel so sick like I'm going to throw up, I don't know what to do. My ex just blamed me for another guy taking advatnage of me and molesting me. He doesn't want to be with me anymore. I really want to die. I just feel so sick. My ex also by choice looked at pictures of other naked women while we were together years ago and I stuck by him. He told me he didn't think that was a problem.
I don't know if I have bad luck or what but I feel so ill and alone. I have nothing.

No. 1108830

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No. 1108838

>>1108777
>>1108782
I’m Aquarius rising too! Awhile ago nonnies were saying there’s a lot of us here but I’m not sure how accurate that is. Hope all goes well for you two

No. 1108929

Man I wish people were just straight up with me. I really can't tell if people are just lying to be nice to me or if they're genuine, and I feel like a tard for misreading any cues I might not be getting. I wanted to do an art collab with my friend as a fun project and they seemed to hype me up at first, but after sending messages and ideas and doodles I came up with it was just radio silence after awhile. Didn't use anything I had made for them either. They have a pretty big following, wasn't even trying to clout chase, just thought our styles and tastes matches up and it'd be fun to do something together. I tried to talk to them about it but they only replied to one part and ignored the rest. Naturally, as I'm messaging them months later about something else, they reply right away and don't beat around the bush, and still haven't brought up any of the stuff before. Just fucking say it to my face instead of getting me all excited. I feel like an idiot now.

No. 1108955

I feel so fucking tired even after a walk wtf. Doctors keep telling me to move more but I've been doing excercise daily for years now and it's still horrible. I feel like puking and fainting. I'll never get used to it.

No. 1108957

>>1108955
Exercise can be harmful to people with chronic fatigue.

No. 1108981

i work in special education and early childhood and i’m really fucking sick of men saying that they have it harder then women in these jobs. my male coworkers are lauded as these heroic noble men who just love their students and want so shape them to be good people! when in reality, their students are frightened of them and flinch or find a female teacher for comfort when one of them busts their balls because a kid started having a meltdown from being overwhelmed. meanwhile, my female coworkers are overworked like shit and are constantly being shit-talked by one of the male principals and working till late at night, just to be scolded by the kids’ parents for anything under the sun. i’m so tired nonnas. and surprise surprise, every other time my male coworkers bitch and moan about their workload (which doesn’t include childcare btw, only female teachers do that) while being interviewed and praised by countless people for their ‘humble dedication to the profession’. fuck, nonnas, my coworkers are pissing me off.

No. 1108993

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I can’t believe I couldn’t go to my internships today because the 27 years old baby didn’t have enough sleep last night.
Seriously, I’m worried about my dog, I didn’t want to go today anyways, but I was being responsible and thinking that maybe, maybe he would be able to give him water throughout the 6 hours of the day I would be gone, to handle some kids that are sick of their home lives and spend the day at school shouting, hitting each other and throwing tantrums.
But no, the baby had a bad night of sleep, he couldn’t get his 9 hours of sleep because of allergies so he threw a moid tantrum shouting like a fucking sped because he didn’t want to take me to school.
But this is always always the fucking same, I’m always inconveniencing every fucking one no matter what I do
>I don’t have friends
>Geez You need some friends
>I want to go out with my friends
>But I’m buuuuuuusy even though I told you last week I would take you there
>I don’t go out
>you have to go out!
>I go out
>Stop going out!
>I don’t have a job
>get a goddamm job!!
>I get a job
>You don’t have time to do other stuff like cooking and it’s annoying that you have to go to the office every month!
>I’m not studying
>you do nothing all day!
>I’m studying
>Why don’t you graduate already!!
>try to learn how to drive
>taking you to your driving lessons is annoying!
>I don’t take driving lessons because I know it’s annoying to take me there
>why don’t you learn how to drive?!?!
And even if I knew how to drive, it would be annoying because the only car we can really use to drive around is the one he uses to go out all of the time, the other car is a truck and it’s a fancy one so it’s dangerous to drive around the city with it.
>inb4 public transport
I’ve used it, it won’t reach the school I go to and my family doesn’t want me to use the public transport anymore because of the pandemic and because they’re afraid of me getting murdered in the middle of the day.
I mean, I’m not eye catching enough to be targeted by anyone, I’m not pretty either so it’s not like I’m, again, eye catching at all, I dress comfortably but take care of myself so I don’t look like a slob, I’m just the definition of an average person living an average life.
Taxis are also expensive as fuck, so it’s not like I can just pay like 20 dollars to go there and 20 dollars to go back home.
I think that I wouldn’t mind dying right now, honestly, I’ve been going to sleep for almost a year just constantly thinking that I would like to not wake up, I love my dog, my family and my friends, but it’s exhausting not being able to do anything right because everything I do annoys everyone.

No. 1109436

>>1108253
ugh it’s the worst. i believe in you, anon. looking forward to the day you figure it out!



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