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Mishkali (Nikki) and her fiance Svatti (Rae) are cosplayers, youtubers, and tik tokers who typically make content on anime, manga, disney movies, and general pop culture. They reportedly support themselves from patreon and youtube alone. Nikki has over 400k followers on youtube, but only gets decent traction on their My Hero Academia content.
Nikki has been suspected of lying about a severe brain injury
recently, which has allegedly made her lose all of her memories from the past 3-7 years. She apparently forgot her name, her fiance, her dogs, her job, past and current friendships, her entire college experience, and any of her own content/interests.
She now goes by "L" which was the last character she cosplayed before "losing" her memories.Condensed milk/order of events>On November 24th, 2020, Rae tweeted that Nikki lost her memories so they’d be rewatching Full Metal Alchemist and doing a live-reaction thread.>On November 25th, Rae announced via a twitter thread that she accidentally hit Nikki on the head with her trunk door, and gave her “retrograde amnesia.”>Doctors diagnosed her with a concussion and she either spent a night or went home the same day.>Rae announced the same day that doctors have declared her physically fine and to have no brain damage.>By November 28th, Nikki was already using tik tok to discuss her amnesia>On December 1st, 2020, less than a week after losing memories, Nikki posted a 6 part tik tok series as a Q&A on her amnesia.>On February 3rd, 2021, Nikki posts a “I have amnesia” vlog where it shows the first (same) night she’s back home, and Rae tours her through the house, which comes off as completely staged and fake. She asks questions like “Do we have children?” >On February 12th, Rae said in a youtube video that Nikki never even passed out or lost consciousness. >In the same video, Nikki apparently also mentions that she forgot her own name but regained memory of it.>February 17th, they both posted a video on Nikki's channel where they stated that they wanted to make “Amnesiac” content because they believe it’s a rare opportunity. >She now wants to go by L (a Death Note character she cosplays often)>Claims she sometimes thinks her fiance Rae is "Light Yagami," because of previous “cosplay memories”>Is now reinventing her identity because she feels like she doesn't know who she is anymore. >Is now “pronoun indifferent” >They have made four videos on the topic of having amnesia. >People are starting to question the validity of it in their own joint fan community, so Nikki took to twitter to “dispel” rumors.Some things about Nikki>25 years old>Has a design/Art degree>Diagnosed with autism>Had a falling out behind the scene with one of their MHA cosplayer friends but no details were posted>Adopted from Russia>Possibly wealthy parents, both her and her fiance live in a large house with an income that doesn’t match>Says she has been on cognitive rest from screens, but the timeline of her likes/interactions on social media says otherwiseSome things about Rae>23 years old>Couple cosplays with Nikki>Has been absolutely giddy about the circumstances regarding amnesia>immediately started vlogging in the aftermath>has shown zero remorse or sadness about accidentally making her fiance lose 7 years??>First order of business the day after was rewatching old anime instead of alerting friends/family (some found out via twitter)Links/Social Media
Nikki's new “L” identity twitterhttps://twitter.com/l_lawlishit
“I Have Retrograde Amnesia” Vloghttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YdVih2VgR_4&ab_channel=L
"I Forgot My GF Tag"https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N4AdL63j4po&t=55s&ab_channel=Mishkali
"I Have Retrograde Amnesia | GRWM"https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G47M4-1KW1Y&t=224s&ab_channel=Mishkali
"Updates and What to Expect"https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oTb-wyy8DzA&t=1s&ab_channel=Mishkali
this topic might lead to some medfaggotry, so I’ll let mods decide if it’s ok to list a link/summary on what retrograde amnesia is/isn’t.
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Rae's first mention of the amnesia
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and is now relapsing into her ED again because she "forgot" her recovery
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Samefagging to add,>>140834
If this was all a ploy to cash in on the Death Note fandom resurgance… I have no words.
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don't mean to keep samefagging/adding to the thread, but there's just a lot of shit showing their asses.
>I have chosen to have an eating disorder
cannot tell if this is a typo.
This is the part makes it obvious that she's lying and I don't see why people aren't calling her on it more.
Even if her last memory was of cosplaying L, her memory should be of cosplaying the character. Cosplaying. Amnesia doesn't alter your old memories. Why would she suddenly think that she IS L or confuse her gf with Light when she had no 2013 "memories" of living her life as this fictional character? This is some dumb ass movie bullshit.
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like I said before I don't wanna medfag, but the uwu mental-health-is-quirky crowd seems to think smacking the word "spectrum" onto something suddenly means that there aren't any hard fast rules in medicine.
No nikki, you cannot forget 7 years of your life and not even pass out. And immediately post onto your social media the next day.
Also after rewatching the "I have amnesia | GRWM" video, I'm realizing now that the "house tour" amnesia vlog was the same
day of the incident and they hadn't gone to the ER yet…so literally vlogging WAS the first priority.
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same ayrt, adding on. It smells of some dumbass movie shit because she really wants it to be. this was posted three days after the incident
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Her amnesia GRWM video popped up on my recommended. The format in which they decided to elaborate on the matter was suspicious enough, but on top of that they seem like complete scammers. Nikki especially. Must be the greasy bangs.
I don't have any milk per sé, just a couple money hungry tweets from Nikki. Waiting for the autistic cosplay content on onlyfans.
I was so confused to see that they had been playing up this charade for months now and that they haven't had a thread yet.
This is for sure circa 2009-2010 antics, and the weirdest part is that they haven't gotten much pushback?? The fact that they are saying people are accusing them of lying is at least an indicator that there is some, but I can't find it in comments sections. They must be deleting shit.
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money must be drying up because they pulled this stuff right after they were attempting to shift to Deathnote content, and they were getting annoyed by MHA content requests.
Their typical video gets 20-50k views while their MHA videos get hundreds of thousands to millions of views. Just search terming MHA and her twitter, you can see so many tweets of her getting pissed that people want more mha.
making a correction to what I wrote in the order of events, and confirming what I said here >>140861
:The Amnesia vlog/house tour IS the day nikki hit her head and she had
*not* actually been to the hospital yet
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forgot to add the rest of this twitter thread. It just keeps sounding more mentally ill.
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So after watching the amnesia GRWM Youtube keeps pushing her GRWM videos in my feed and good god is she a munchy. I skipped through the video because now way in hell am I listening to her blabber on about her period while doing her makeup for 20 minutes. This video is about endometriosis, and evidently she had a hystorectomy because of it? I've heard of only a few cases where the condition led to a hystorectomy. She also says that her ovaries and fallopian tubes are still there. I'm not a doctor but seems like bullshit to me.
She also mentioned being homeschooled, which explains a lot.
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Our amnesiatic, autistic, endometric cosplay kween
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there's several types of hysterectomy's, she's probably describing a partial one.
that being said, I HIGHLY doubt she's had one because of endo. They won't usually do it for that. That and she's so young, they'd go out of their way to make sure she kept it.
If there’s no reason to remove the fallopian tubes, they will usually be left in because they help with hormonal balance. That being said, I still highly doubt she had a hysterectomy done. Doctors are extremely misogynistic and will do everything to keep your baby factory open. You could be rolling on the ground in pain, screaming for them to take out your uterus and they’d be like “nah.”
I know several people irl and online with endo and out of all of them, only one has had a hysterectomy. In her case, the endo was extremely advanced, she was in almost constant pain, and she was also in her mid to late 30s by the time a doctor agreed to take it (it really only even happened then because she would have died otherwise)
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Spoiled milk, but I didn't know that Nikki was originally known as RetardedJackSparrow (still visible on her Youtube link in her Twitter bio). Wonder how she hasn't gotten cancelled for it by her sjw extremist follower base.
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You’d think she would make a new link for her YouTube channel this looks so bad in her bio
I noticed that and I’m so confused her fans haven’t gotten pissed yet>>141284
Not gonna lie I kinda believe the autism, because faking amnesia is preying autistic, also she was diagnosed as a kid.
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>If I named myself after a death note character
She is cosplaying the character that is now literally her name. She didn’t choose Elle, but she chose “L”
She has to think people are dumb to not see the link
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it's sooo strange to think that a person's first thought while being in a home she doesn't remember is "haha this dog is ugly"
Even if she wants to use the "I was disoriented" excuse, she still has been overall jovial about this, especially rae.
Also she says in her "I have amnesia grwm" video that she knew that she couldn't remember anything, and that she was "analyzing" everyone to see how to act??? Like as if it's a fucking jason bourne movie lol>>141427
Them both having their profile pictures as death note characters is killing me. The proof is right there.
& basically everyone else.
Your healthcare system must suck.
I had a hysterectomy due to endo - it wasn’t severe but the pain was pretty intense, they took everything but my ovaries - they’re what cause the hormonal imbalance when removed and is the only reason they kept mine - being in my late 20s and hitting menopause doesn’t sound fun, neither does HRT to try and counteract that.
Not saying that this girl isn’t full of shit, but it’s actually pretty common. It’s just not a topic people often discuss because you go through so many emotions after having it done - loss of baby factory makes some women feel less .. valuable I guess.
Agreeing with what >>141482
. Nikki is a munchie in her own right about a lot of things, but this might not be one of them. She mentioned in a patreon vlog (I'll try to get it on here later) that she was getting a pregnancy test removed from her hospital bill's itemized list because they took it from her blood and they didn't ask her if she could get pregnant. That seems like a bit too in depth of a lie to off-hand mention in a vlog.
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I've been combing through/search terming twitter and comment sections, and other things when they post, and I have never ever seen anyone refer to Nikki as being fat. She is literally thin and petite with an ED. And sure she might be getting DMs but I just don't buy it.
She started to push this idea that people were calling her fat in the MHA cosplay vids, after they started doing really well. And Rae was the cosplayer everyone was there to see..
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Last thing for now, but also she keeps retweeting and liking memes that are dated during the time she "lost her memories"
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sa. Found youtube comments from a few days ago combatting her, and she's now saying she had previous head conditions? She's never claimed this before.
I didn't post the person she was responding to because I smell cowtipping, but if y'all want to find it, it's at the end of her comment section on the video "I Forgot My GF GF Tag"
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might be cow-tipping but they made some decent points that aren’t in this thread so I think it’s worth it. Also she replied more
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adding nikki’s response after. also noticed that all of the comments that are confused or questioning are at the bottom of the comment section, these were posted only a few days ago?
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Aren’t hospitals super liable for discharging potentially serious injuries without insisting they stay? Knowing her she absolutely would have stayed, and she said in her vlog that she’s lucky to have good insurance from her dad .
A hospital wouldn’t let someone with a chopped off leg go home even if the person insisted, because they’d essentially be assisting in suicide.
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she has multiple videos talking about her medical conditions and never mentioned head injuries in any.. Clearly a quick lie lol
Hope I’m not flooding but i can’t believe more people aren’t on this, I really hope more people look at her and rachel. Rachel in particular kinda seems like a driving force from what I’ve watched. Also her tiktok is a treasure trove, check the caption
An American hospital can and will keep you if you have major head trauma. The only way they would let her out was if they determined she was capable of intelligently and knowingly signing paperwork that released her on her own reconnaissance . This is why if someone has you committed for suicidal ideation you can't chose to leave but if you check yourself in you can.
Her fiance has no legal power to do it and they wouldn't allow her it if she had no idea who/where/when she was. She lost 7 years, meaning she would fail a basic cognition test which asks what year it is. Her doctor would be committing medical malpractice letting am amnesiac just go like that. If she did leave of her own reconnaissance somehow (like the her 7 years ago knows how to press for the right to be released and would really cause issues for staff) she would not only know the term for leaving against doctor's orders, but she would also be making a major mistake that would follow her medically for the rest of her life insurance wise.
interestingly enough, she said in her GRWM video that she only remembered that it was "2020"
Very fucking convenient.
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I am starting to get the vibe that she is using this amnesia shit to age herself down. What's with the terminology here? It's almost like she's a teen in the mid 2010s… oh wait, that would be exactly 7 years ago. She's 25 now.
Also she has stopped referring to Rae as her fiance, and seems to be using girlfriend/boyfriend to refer to Rae. Cause you know, she forgot the engagement.. This could also be a way to have grounds for a break up in the future. Also Rae is NOT
trans, she is a slightly butch girl, so Idk why nikki keeps calling her "boyfriend"…
I'm almost pissed rae is in all of this shit because rae actually is hot with a talent for cosplay.
I think the motive is attention, simple as. There's literally nothing to hint at pretending to be younger in the tweet you capped or in her public communication on social media.
Also, Rae isn't that hot and cosplay isn't a talent. whereas patternmaking, sewing, makeup and grooming are.
maybe it was a nitpick, but I was referring to the use of the word "smutty" I just haven't met someone in their mid 20s using such a dated word.
ok if you don't find rae hot then that's your opinion? I think she is, and liking her cosplay is subjective. >>142198
I think she then claimed that she had some tik toks saved from before the "incident." But it doesn't make sense because why would that even be a priority?? like nikki, if you really lost your memory, maybe go to therapy? call your parents? get offline??
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she’s been posting a lot of artistic Tik toks with music that came out 7ish years ago (marina and the diamonds FROOT album and Lana del rey stuff). She is definitely trying to come off as 7 years younger (mentally)
check this caption
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I feel like they’re gonna speed up to her remembering everything. Or, she gets “hit” on the head again and suddenly remembers the last 7 years lol
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Tweeting this on her main acct? Is she not embarrassed? I’m not for always making adults turn their personal spaces into pure kid friendly spaces, but her audience is mostly made up of teens …
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sage for being off topic, but I can't believe she cosplays for a living and nikki continues to have mud streaks for contours. She already has a super horse face, and L has a V shaped face so I don't get why she's even going in this direction.
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I am not including the person's reply because they're definitely being really suspect for talking to her about stuff from this thread, but her response here really shows what >>142199
is talking about in regards to the healthcare system. There's no way they'd let a 7 year
memory loss amnesiac out after a few hours
She has NO clue what severe amnesia actually entails
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Good points. I initially wasn't going to post this because I thought I'd give her the benefit of the doubt and assume she picked up on some modern lingo in the few months since her accident, but it also struck me as discordant with her amnesia that she used the term "fit" to refer to her birthday outfit. Didn't that only come into popular use a year or two ago?
It's not completely unbelievable but it is a bit odd for her to be so quickly and casually "with the times" and all the nuance that entails.
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I agree with >>143258>>143260
unfortunately yes, it's embarrassing seeing the difference in cosplay accuracy between her and rae. But rae also just has a better suited face for it.
And here we go with the fake boi/enBy journey! The name change to "L" being because of her favorite boy character is just undeniable at this point.
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so they're spending hundreds (maybe even more??) to fly to the pacific northwest a year from now, to do a deathnote/twilight skit??? There was a twilight nostalgia resurgence on like tik tok and twitter earlier in the pandemic, but that wave completely ended… They are severely behind the trends
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I don’t think they’re doing this to be trendy, I think this is them frivolously living out their middle school fantasy
I looked into it and apparently the house is an Airbnb. Reading the description, the owner typically requires a two night minimum. And while this screenshot says $379, the description says $450 for Friday/Saturday bookings so depending on what days of the week they booked, they may have spent $750-$900 minimum to book the house
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true, but what's weird is the fact that they're living out their middle school fantasy to double as making cosplay content that will then pay* when that's definitely not gonna happen. Her next few tweets are followed by her complaining about not having enough money for insurance?? spending 750-900 when you're about to be completely uninsured soon is mighty steep (she's aging out of her parents plan)
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they appear to be oh so traumatized at losing nearly a decade of memories…
that's what's killing me the most, like you'd think they would have read at least ONE medical journal on the topic? One of the first videos that are recommended on the topic of amnesia is a Crash Course Science video that covers some of the very very
basics, but I can already tell this is what they most likely watched.
Forgetting years worth of people, places, things, entire events, is rare. People usually forget shit like how to type quickly, how to get to school, a buildings layout that they once knew quite well. But forgetting your fiance was seriously the move she decided to make?
I can't quite tell if this is an orchestrated effort, or if nikki started pretending and Rachel is rolling with it? I am leaning toward the latter, because it really does tie in with typical middle school chuunibyou/weeb actions.
I'm wondering how long the "USA healthcare won't help me" plot will last since it's easily debunked by >>143635
of her being still on her parents plan during her 'accident' Plus head injuries are monitored if there's even a chance of injury to the brain, let alone 7 year memory loss. Let's hope one of their fans has medical professional parents and asks them, the blowout after will be the stuff of cosplay cringe hall of fame. Maybe even above the homestucker who tried dying her skin with a sharpie bath.
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It only gets worse. They are both really getting into their deathnote identity crises.
Adding more pics
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Followed by this.
Rachel truly didn’t seem like she’d be on the non-binary train, when she’s been comfortable being feminine outside of (and inside of) cosplay up until now. They are all one step away from kinning.
Also something to point out, there’s an entire AMNESIA Arc in deathnote…. it’s caused by supernatural circumstances, and not a bump on the head, but still. Way too much of a coincidence.
I completely forgot about that part in Deathnote, that's a great point.
At this point they're just LARPing. I guarantee there will be a new saga in this whole thing, likely when they want to jump fandom to something else.
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following up on the "amnesiac content" because it looks like they're finally bringing their big audience grab into the mix. post attached is from their patreon. This is just full on larping
also erin is their third wheel assistant
I think it’s more about how the “amnesia” in deathnote was probably a point of inspiration/influence for Nikki and Rae, because they were rewatching the series + cosplaying for days at a time before the incident occurred.
It’s just too much of a coincidence in some ways, even if the characters don’t match.
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>I have body dysmorphia but not facial dysmorphia, I know I’m conventionally attractive.
Yeah I don’t think so. I’m sorry but her bang situation is really not suiting her horse face and jutted chin
ngl she kinda just has an unfortunate face. She looks nice with a middle part and embracing her natural lines/elongated face and headshape, but the hime bangs are so not suited, and weirdly ages her. Makes her look like a 35 year kpop fan>>144898
last thing I wanna tack on and say is that this >>142236
is confirmed by this video. She does think she's "mentally" a teenager.
The only real issue is the gummy smile. Though I wouldn't also call her "conventionally attractive". She's just very normal looking. Not ugly but not girl next door either. The Korean hairstyle doesn't work for her either. Something shorter would be better.
TBI are weird and can seem inconsistent and come with weird personality changes like impulsiveness so I don't know what to say about that assuming her injury was real.
Whether or not she's lying about amnesia, naming yourself after an anime character is peak cringe. Especially one like L. Very narc like.
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Her amnesia story immediately became a lie when Rae’s first reaction to nikki waking up (not even after a hospital visit, this was two hours after the incident) was to vlog her getting an “amnesia” house tour. No one can tell me any of that is real if she seriously lost 7 years.
Yeah I honestly would say she just doesn’t have the face for cosplay in particular, and it really brings out her worst features.
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More “I’m mentally a teenager now” fodder