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No. 2079391
Becky Lilley aka catholica_pandam on Instagram is a 22-year old ''autistic'' tradcath influencer, mom-to-be, stoner, addict and student from Fredericton, Canada. She's married to Ian, an autistic man of Scottish descent. She has amassed a following on IG after her autistic catholic wedding pictures went viral, but has been increasinly scrutinized due to her erratic, attention-seeking behavior, oversharing, inconsistencies, self-infantilization and speculation that her ''autism'' is in reality a badly managed case of BPD. She loves posting about her dog, God, housewife duties, autism, how catholicism saved her from a troubled adolescence and how much she actually hates parasocial relationships and e-fame.
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IG:
https://www.instagram.com/catholica_pandam/Fan reddit:
https://www.reddit.com/r/catholicpandam/Snark reddit (featuring archived lives):
https://www.reddit.com/r/catholicpanda/Her mother's IG:
https://www.instagram.com/old_lady_trudge_/Ian's IG:
https://www.instagram.com/ianswoodworking/Recent milk
>Has taken several breaks from social media due to mental health emergencies, only to return very quickly afterwards. Kept posting through it via her husband and mom's accounts>Was admitted to a psychiatric facility after discussing suicide on IG, checked out to access her opiate medication for her endo period>Has behaved strangely duing her IG lives, prompting speculation about drug use>Now using a walker part-time, supposedly for her severe grade 4 endometriosis>Was hacked by some Turkish cryptobro, her account was recovered since>She's pregnant! Despite regularly complaining about having no money and ''stage 4'' endometriosis (for which she's not seeing a specialist)>Is already milking her tiny barely existent baby for content>Her fans and snarkers alike are worried about her ability to be a mother and a possible miscarriage, prompting more suspicions about the severity of her conditions No. 2079429
>>2079426Yeah she's unassuming until you start to see the cracks. She was holding herself together before the last couple months
>bpd theory seems like a tinfoilIt's a solid tinfoil imo because she has explained, unprompted, that her BPD diagnosis was her autism 'with a stressed nervous system' (something of that order) and this is such a classic BPD malingerer thing to say. They love to reframe their past diagnosis as another condition entirely, Jill does this aswell. Her telling on herself + her frequent breakdowns + her child LARP point towards BPD, though you can't be 100% sure yet
No. 2079986
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She seems to be setting the stage for another health crisis saga.
No. 2079992
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>>2079986Isn’t she like 4 weeks pregnant? She doesn’t seem mentally sufficient to have a baby tbh - unless this is all just for clicks. Don’t ask me how telling the entire world that you’re 4 weeks pregnant is what’s “best” for anyone.
No. 2080132
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I can't say I'm that surprised that she has a thread here, the pregnancy saga is definitely going to yeild some milk. She's only a week (ish) into announcing this pregnancy and nearly every video is about her baby. Picrel is her blessing her baby by rubbing holy water over her stomach.
I thought it was pretty insane that she announced her pregnancy as soon as she found out?! I've never been pregnant myself but I thought that the first trimester can be touch and go and a lot of things can go wrong. I know a few close family members have been through miscarriages and I can't imagine how hard that is. But yeah let's announce your pregnancy of 4 weeks to your 130k followers as soon as you find out. It feels like jinxing it kek
No. 2080136
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>>2079986why is she pretending to have a baby bump at 4 weeks KEK. is she pushing out her stomach in the photos where she’s showing off her “bump”?
No. 2080259
>>2080232it's literally endo belly, can spot that shit a mile off
cannot believe she had a get out of pregnancy free card r.e her catholicism by taking birth control to treat endo….AND CHOSE PREGNANCY ANYWAY…girl get a stable HOME lol
No. 2080311
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For anyone curious, picrel is her husband.
As mentioned in the thread OP, he's an autistic scrote named Ian. He works a labour-type job, and is usually on shift for 12-13 hours. I'm not sure how old he is, but I'd reckon that they're similar in age. He is balding.
No. 2080314
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This is old milk, but it's an example of how she does stick to her poorfag LARP pretty hard.
She's frequently begged her followers to buy her fast food in the past, and some of them have obliged her requests. For those not familiar, Smokes is a Canadian chain of fast food restaurants that specialize in selling poutines. The cost of 2 poutines from there is around 30 dollars. She says that she hasn't had it in a year, but she did in fact have it only 2 months before this incident occurred.
No. 2080322
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It's not mentioned in the OP, but to confirm: Becky and Ian did go semi-viral on Twitter in early 2024 after uploading photographs of their "autism friendly traditional Catholic wedding." If Becky looks familiar to you, it's most likely because you saw these photos somewhere on Twitter or Tumblr.
No. 2080357
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>>2080355>i need his ageian is 25. this article from last year confirms becky and ian’s ages, its paywalled so i capped relevant parts:
https://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2024/09/04/tiktok-traditional-trad-catholic-trend/the veil living business was short lived and i believe she never completed most of the orders, saying it was too stressful for her to try to make money like an adult, due to her autism and endo, and her husband was coming home from 12 hour shifts and doing all the housework while she lay in bed for weeks.
No. 2080358
>>2080322followed her too and she’s cringe to me now. I haven’t kept up with anything she’s been doing more recently at all but it always rubbed me the wrong way that this autistic(?) woman is hardcore larping as a christian and got married so young, and is simultaneously grifting off of it. i had no idea she was a stoner lol, i always got the impression that she was some cutesy mega autist who literally couldn’t do anything, that’s how she portrayed it.
i’ll go look myself for more milk after posting this.
>>2080311i need his age, i’ve been wondering for so long now. i think that they’re fairly close to eachothers iirc but he is aging very poorly.
in this
>>2080322picrel he’s really reminding me of an actor but i can’t place it for the life of me kek
No. 2080359
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samefagging got this from the snark sub, ian is a retard. canadian moid celebrating an abortion ban that doesn’t even affect his country
No. 2080361
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becky is also anti vaxx. there’s a lot on the subreddits. i wish the milk was better summarized and catalogued, bc it’s there for sure
No. 2080364
File: 1737494261201.jpeg (670.22 KB, 1080x2400, civil war to ira music.jpeg)
>>2080355>>2080356>>2080358Most people close to her agree that she's faking autism.
As for the stoner bit, most of her posts from that time period were wiped when she last checked out of rehab, but from them we learned that she consumes cannabis everyday with specifically high-concentrations of THC (70-90%). Her preferred method of consumption is to smoke shatter (i.e., dabbing or hot-knifing). She also does drink alcohol, but I'm not sure how often or how much she drinks.
>i’ll go look myself for more milk after posting this.I'm trying to type out a timeline of events, since (no offense to the OP) the OP recap is kind of shit. She definitely has way more milk out there, but it's hard to gleam it now because of all the un-archived posts that were wiped from her account. She seems to be in the habit of periodically deactivating her social media, purging a lot of posts and content, then reactivating. It should be recommended that any anons that want to milk this cow should be prepared to archive things as they come, in case they get deleted later on.
>>2080357To add, I believe that he's from Ottawa, ON, too. I saw this a few times on the snark reddit page, but I'm not sure where this information was revealed.
>>2080359>>2080361I've been trying to go through the snark reddit to compile a more accurate summary of the milk, but it's genuinely quite difficult because redditards are so bad at this sort of thing. There definitely is milk to her, it's just buried beneath a bunch of random off-topic bullshit that we have to shovel through.
No. 2080365
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stuff on her drug use
No. 2080373
>>2080369I never said he was 25 in my post, you're thinking of this anon's post
>>2080357 which was published a year ago. In that article, it says he's 24, so this year he should be 25 unless Catholics age differently.
No. 2080474
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Oldish milk but found her being super normal on her mom’s instagram - accompanied by a video of her saying her “hacker” edited an email she sent to ask people for money? Honestly sounds like junkie behavior to me. Also the way she looks like and lisps like grimes.
No. 2080514
>>2080171Kek
>>2080322Okay ngl the photo itself is kind of cool if the moid wasn't in it, and if she wasn't larping autism. Also her moid looks old and schizophrenic.
No. 2080515
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becky posted on threads her crouching on the floor, peeling potatoes into a filled trash can with old food/takeout bags in it, so gross lmao.
>>2080474>the way she lisps and looks like grimes kek nonna i couldn’t put my finger on who she reminded me of but, you’re so right. they share the autism larp too. what’s in the water in canada?
No. 2080660
>>2080515>shes a potato girlwhat
also does she constantly live in like oodies and pjs bcs shes a stoner? i imagine shes super lazy and doesn’t help out much.
i still can’t get over her fucking headphones everywhere thing, even though at the time i found her endearing it’s so unbelievably cringe
No. 2080772
>>2080364>(no offense to the OP) the OP recap is kind of shitKekk no offense taken, i couldn't confidently remember her old milk in detail and she nuked her account so i just did a recap of a few key events. And yup, archiving is needed with her.
>>2080411>the symptoms she seems to express like sensory overloadSensory overload is the symptom of choice for tiktok malingerers and the like. You're basically correct, it must come down to infantilism and having no ego and "absorbing" her husband's personality.
>>2080456>One of her ex-boyfriends was a neo-nazi and she leaned hard into being super edgy when they dated.KEKKK what, i had no idea
>>2080654Yep, i'm genuinely worried for her kid, no child deserves a bippie mom. She's dabbing too, that's one of the most intense ways to be a stoner, i hope she never goes further than this with drugs
No. 2081145
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The "big feed" phrasing that she's so fond of really irks me. Her husband looks like a gnarly autistic beast. I think the only thing that she eats is poutine.
No. 2081226
>>2081145Yea the 'big feed' thing is annoying af. The poutine and the Tater Tots with a load of cheese; not super nutritious but ngl it makes me want it every time.
Is Ian diagnosed with autism? Does he know he has it? (If he does). It seems like he got a raw deal if he actually has a condition that his wife is faking and he has to care for her, do all the driving,(even though she says they each gave their own cars and she can drive), bring in all the money, and now apparently build them a house from scratch. He's doing basically everything whilst actually having autism and who knows what else? That's a lot.
No. 2081253
>>2081145It makes my skin crawl. Everyone has a retarded private vocabulary but 'feed' sounds especially stupid and you know it's part of her little girl LARP, she loves to drag it when she speaks
>>2081226I believe that he's diagnosed, he sure seems actually autistic next to her. I've always wondered how he feels about Becky's so-called autism
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>>2081229please post this if you have them i believe the mod of the snark subreddit is looking for them to create a timeline which might also be a good database for the next op
but yeah lmao the woman with these routines (og posted in oct) is now having a child
No. 2082004
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>>2082002there's also this from when she left the supposed rehab she was in for her thc addiction (lol) in rural canada (Double lol) while she was taking heacy painkillers like opiods and they wouldn't let her take them for her endo pain and she left on her own accord (Triple lol)
No. 2082129
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>>2080411Didn't she get a whole autism cake for her official diagnosis? If so that screams BPD… Although I'm not entirely sure I remember correctly, I may just be conflating her with Jill (I wonder why).
Reposting to add wtf is this kek?
No. 2082221
File: 1737905819555.jpg (239.63 KB, 749x1165, 1000045366.jpg)
Posting what I can dredge up from my phone that I kept because I found it milky. From Fall 2024.
No. 2082222
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>>2082221These are end of Oct 2024 I believe. I don't know why I cut the date off of them: that was annoying of me.
No. 2082223
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>>2082221I missed whatever the erratic behaviour was but it seems everything she does is erratic anyway.
No. 2082224
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>>2082221I've never seen yellows before.
No. 2082226
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>>2082221It really irks me when people call it 'grippy sock vacation'.
No. 2082232
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>>2082221I know I have more but I'll have to go back through some stuff later. I have th autism cake for sure but can't find some stuff right now.
No. 2082233
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>>2082221It keeps saying I'm flooding anyway. I'll have to go through some stuff and come back later.
No. 2082236
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Random though: why did she edit out whatever brand or slogan was on her toque here?
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No. 2082238
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>>2082237From Jan 2025.
Not sure about this whole 'gay slug' thing and her views on gay people in general.
No. 2082243
>>2082223this was a part of that erratic behavior saga
i believe she was also posting about going on a manic drive to the middle of nowhere, posting then deleting a bunch of things and i think captioned a post with some suidical song lol
No. 2082245
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>>2082243sorry i dropped the image lol
No. 2082249
>>2082245Ahh I missed a bunch of this.
(Please charge your phone Nonna! kek)!
No. 2082251
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>>2082249here is some more from the mental breakdown that caused someone to call the cops on her lol. thanks for all you've posted btw
No. 2082252
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>>2082251another personal favourite
No. 2082258
>>2082252>>2082251You're welcome. I liked the Moses one too. I have more from when I first started following her out of interest, before I knew she was a cow. I just thought she would be a wholesome and interesting addition to my feed, as a change from cows. KEK!
I will have to go scrolling back on my stuff later….
No. 2082267
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>>2082247Found the image from the Cluster Bitches 6 thread, nonnies
No. 2082335
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2021 which is probably before she started to base her entire personality around ian - she looks so much better! her hair is clean!
No. 2082351
>>2082129This made me realize fakers create the
exact same kind of content exhausted moms make to show what severe autism is, but starring themselves as an actor kekkkkk
>>2082183Stigma, age regression, nonexistent sense of self leading to LARPing various identities like a teenager
>>2082335Thanks so much nona. Yeah she looks different, i can't believe even the greasy hair is a LARP
No. 2082366
>>2082183high functioning autism and bpd share some superficial similarities but autism isn't "bad" per se and can't be cured. so bippies will decide that they're autistic so that they no longer have to work on themselves or take any accountability for what they do. also, people with bpd love to have a pre-set identity to take on, and acting autistic fulfills that need.
>>2082000your icon is showing, be careful next time.
No. 2082371
>>2082366it's a repost from her subreddit like some of the other screenshots on here, don't worry, thanks though
>>2082364she just apparently really likes pandas, hence "pandam". she carries around a stuffed panda as part of the tism larp.
No. 2082397
>>2082371She carries that panda around everywhere. I don't think she's ever gone to any class or lecture without that stupid panda. It looks gross too, like she needs to wash it more frequently.
>>2082388She doesn't need to go to a doctor to get weed. In NB, it's legal for everyone over 19 to buy weed from weed stores. Even though she's pregnant, I'm pretty sure she still uses her dab pen.
No. 2082543
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Wasn’t she recently just too poor to afford a thermometer?
No. 2082622
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she has deleted all known accounts (instagram, threads and facebook) once again kek
betting she will be back in less than a week or so
No. 2082623
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>>2082622naturally no one the snark subreddit actually archived the posts in question but here is what she supposedly posted before deleting
No. 2082637
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>>2082633i was thinking that to be honest, she has 100% been lurking in her snark sub as she has alluded to things like "keeping the drama on reddit" when she posted the pro ira reel. she has posted in her own fan reddit before - picrel. looks like she did not delete the reddit account.
i would not be surprised if someone did cowtip but would be equally unsurprised if something upset her on her snark reddit as it is quite active for what it is. or if she just had a mental breakdown for no reason. who knows. shes nuts
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>>2082637went through her reddit in case that gets deleted, just archiving
here is her weird response to a follower who sent her a gift to her po box that she just… never opened - this was posted 4 months ago (sept) and she did not even care enough to open fan mail and gifts from "the summer". she had mail at least a month old she could not be bothered enough to open, which just seems insensitive for a relatively small account who probably does not get a ton of mail!
No. 2082645
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>>2082641it gets weirder - OP said they sent a gift in june (!) after Becky got married, and again it was not opened as of september
No. 2082929
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>>2082914She will definitely be back as she constantly deactivates and reactivates. I'm pretty sure she was also lurking in her subreddit(s) as she alluded to drama being contained there after she posted her weird IRA reel. Sorry for the bad image quality
No. 2083250
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>>2082929Aaand she's back as of an hour ago, at first glance it doesn't seem like anything on her profile was deleted
No. 2083252
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I found these comments interesting. I was wondering too about the “gay slug” and how it’s not against her faith. And kek at her admitting to being lazy
No. 2083290
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>>2083283>>2083285>>2083286Idk how to say this, she looks special needs? There are so many posts that confirm she's legitimately mentally challenged it's confusing
>>2080007I wouldn't put any of this past a diagnosed BPD and after lurking slightly moar, I concede tbh.
Tbf
>>2080322 they genuinely look like a special needs couple (like what you would see in an adult group home). It stressed me out to see that they're having kids knowing that
No. 2083297
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Not milk but when she posted about 'cooking up feeds' (urgh) in a reel, one of the screen shots I got was this and it just made me think of hot knifing, KEK.
No. 2083298
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>>2083290I agree she looks special needs but she didn't in the past. She doesn't take care of herself anymore to play into the larp imho.
Also see
>>2082335 No. 2083304
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>>2082521I can certainly believe she's faking autism but she does have some pictures of her doing slightly autistic looking things when she's a little kid. But TBF kids are weird, kek.
Her obsession with this song is really grating on me thought.
No. 2083319
>>2083290She looks special needs because she's portraying herself that way. In
>>2083302 and older photos, she looks completely normal. And again, she has a stoner past before presenting herself as a tradcath aspie, she hasn't always been this way.
No. 2083325
File: 1738171764468.mp4 (2.98 MB, 720x1280, 1000004542.mp4)
new reel
No. 2083513
>>2083329I just meant the hand fidgetting as a kid, which she claims is her stimming her whole life. But of course lots of people do stuff like that at any age, especially if they're a bit nervous in a public setting like the picture (from her first c
Communion apparently…..Which brings me to another point: that first Communion makes it seem like she's been Catholic her whole life, but she only got into it a couple of years ago…)
No. 2083687
>>2082521posting shit on her snapchat crying pretty much every single day about one thing or the other (nigel broke up with me i wanna kms. i failed this test i wanna kms. type shit). IRL she would go between having this really pouty face so people would ask her what's wrong and flip to being very happy. i cant even describe it but the stereotypical mopey GIVE ME ATTENTION thing to fake happy facade BPD people do at the drop of a hat - it's that. she would tell people about her psych ward visits all the time, i kinda remember one time she was telling me her mom was gonna pick her up to take her there and she didn't wanna go because she felt fine. i genuinely believe a lot of this is just her being endlessly enabled and coddled by friends+family. a lot of her friends are retarded pushovers who just go along with anything and have no backbone so it's no surprise she'd be like "i'm autistic!" and they'd all nod their head and agree.
her fixation before the whole autism LARP was self harm and anorexia; she would talk about wanting to become a nutritionist (is that still a thing?) and would journal shit in class like "what i ate today: nothing" for multiple days in a row and calorie counted religiously pun intended. people tried bringing it up to her but she'd flip her shit and deny it
but also keep trying to do "subtle" hints that she was starving herself like getting weird around food in an obvious way. kinda forget how she acted about her self harm but i just remember it was an open secret somehow. she didn't show it off or wear short sleeves or anything.
it's hard to come up with things because back then she wasn't one of those absolutely batshit crazy BPD girls who would have a freakout every day but after talking to her for more than a week you'd get this sense that she wasn't quite all there. pretty much everyone i've met who has talked to her has said without prompting that she's nuts so there's that too.
she's probably like this cause almost all her grandparents died of cancer when she was young, everyone taking her then-teenage histrionics WAY too seriously and having schizo catholic parents/family, that would do a number to anyone, let alone someone predisposed to actual BPD or mental issues. she feels guilt over her "party life" (lol, like 40% of our high school did weed/cigs and drank, and that's NOT including the ones who fell into crack and heroin.) and deep down feels like she's going to hell and just went crazy doubling down on trying to redeem herself, but it will never be enough for her, because she's just fucking crazy. she needs help but i don't know if she can be helped if that makes sense.
OT but also, she was never THAT into pandas? she likes them just like most everyone has a favourite animal but it's not like she was constantly sperging about them or always wearing clothes with pandas on them or anything like that. i have never once seen that panda plushie in my life until this moment, it's not like she brought it anywhere. sorry if this isn't much but it's all i can remember ATM, sorry if any of this is known info
>>2083286BINGO. BEYOND spot on behavior
No. 2083696
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That tradwife bedsheet dress with that ugly apron looks so LARPy and unflattering.
Also the 'mustard seed' thing is getting annoying.
No. 2083715
>>2083513blogging but i grew up in a similar area as her and everyone had a first holy communion, confirmation, baptism etc but like no one went to church except the elderly, not even like parents etc, but you'd have a first holy communion to appease grandma and grandpa kek
>>2083687ayrt- thanks so much! yeah this totally tracks, I'm not surprised she was like that back then. I imagine the panda thing might just be part of the autism larp, like it's cute and childish and fits her online persona. I guess she could have picked literally any other animal though lel how weird
No. 2083755
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this was one of the posts she made before she deleted her accounts for 48 hours to "focus on her mental health" … definitely lurking
No. 2083757
File: 1738255371212.mp4 (2.63 MB, 720x1280, 1000015411.mp4)
has anyone mentioned her awful fake baby voice yet?
No. 2083819
>>2083755Not the semi colon! Ugh.
I noticed that she uses the puzzle piece quite a lot when talking about autism but I'm pretty sure that that symbol was introduced by people who were not autistic, and the autistic community as a whole generally rejects the puzzle piece thing and does not like it because it implies that they have a piece missing and are 'less than'.
No. 2084069
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She has claimed she will absolutely not have meltdowns due to a baby crying by the way. Yet other people making noise causes her grief I guess.
No. 2084273
>>2084228she's professionally diagnosed with bpd and she definitely has it. also whatever typical substance abuse/depression/anxiety comes along with that. i don't know about the eating disorder because i didn't know her in high school.
>>2084214she's 'functional' in that she can take care of herself and do normal activities. she is just insanely emotionally unstable and can't maintain relationships, so typical bpd stuff. i don't think there are group homes for raging personality disorders, kek. like i said, she was diagnosed with bpd, so that wasn't missed. it's easy to find autism specific clinics that basically only do diagnosis and if you google the symptoms it's not hard to fake the tests or whatever. i'm sure she is actually 'diagnosed' autistic at this point.
No. 2084402
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>>2084399>>2084369Her mom can attest that she's constantly doing this?
(And there is the weird commenter too).
No. 2084412
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>>2084402Apparently her and Ian live in their own 1 bedroom apartment but I think she is still very close to her mom. They don't even have room for a nursery lol I imagine she just hangs out with her mom
No. 2084837
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her $200 sensory swing came today and they put it inside the papal nursery kek
No. 2084904
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>>2084856yes, the type of idiot to make like 4 separate posts about the swing itself, including this reel of her sperg cackling like an idiot over making a joke about it being a sex swing.
I sincerely hope she is faking the pregnancy or something because these two should literally not be trusted alone with a child.
No. 2084993
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I can't make out any lines on her pregnancy test and she capped it to make it appear that it's been used. I do think she's pregnant it's just weird that she posted this to begin with.
No. 2085129
>>2084904Did anyone see her Live just now, praying in the swing? I've never heard her speak much but wow her voice is odd. I know she's far East coast but it's not that. It's the 'De' and 'Dare' instead of 'the' and 'there.'
Sorry to nitpick but it's weird.
No. 2085204
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Her merch is so fucking ugly
No. 2085206
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No. 2085208
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Also yet another meltdown
No. 2085209
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No. 2085210
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I find this weird. The most basic quote ever and she has the audacity to put her name on it? and only Becky and not her last name? kek
No. 2085238
>>2085210I can't get over the suicidal semi colon paired with the autistic puzzle piece
Reads like she was suicidal but decided to keep going to larp being an autist instead. How brave!
No. 2085240
>>2085208>>2085209The lady doth protest too much methinks.
Who knew acting like an incompetent sped on the internet for attention would rope in a critical crowd, what an idiot.
I feel bad for the baby.
No. 2085338
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She is such a cow. She says she is keeping her baby off social media but I don't think she can help herself. This post was just annoyingly stupid.
No. 2085442
>>2085371Autism Speaks are also cows and they support all kinds of bullshit treatments that have no scientific basis
every side of autism debates is full of complete flailing idiots
No. 2085462
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Not the hospital band left on from the night before kek
No. 2085875
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What the fuck is Halsey doing in her comment section? Lmfao I guess it's fitting since Halsey is a munchie too. I wonder what she is messaging her about.
No. 2086080
>>2086008Aww
Nonnie he's just a dog! And he has to put up with a lot!
No. 2086209
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>>2086080NTA but, a lot of food?
No. 2086243
>>2085537>>2085625am i the only one who genuinely believes she is not pregnant at all, she’s a munchie that lies about everything and either the other people she interacts with are duped too or they’re placating her because she’s mentally handicapped, nothing she’s saying makes any sense and she probably wouldn’t even know she was pregnant before 6 weeks that’s basically just have like one kind of late period, the fake posing with a nonexistent bump is
sus too, she’s probably just planning to announce a miscarriage for extra pity points before it becomes too obvious she was never pregnant
No. 2086257
>>2086243It's hard to fake an ultrasound, i
feel it's legit but i want your theory to be real nona
No. 2086259
>>2086257Has anyone reverse image searched this
>>2085338 ? I would if i wasn’t scrolling at work kek but its literally a generic ass ultrasound pic with the supposed fetus covered up for ‘privacy’ even though it’s a misshapen bean at this stage which honestly feels like an elaborate parody / self troll to me, even if it isn’t taken from somewhere else she could have had an ultrasound at any point for something unrelated to being pregnant, wasn’t she just claiming to have stage 4 endo? Which would make it almost impossible to get pregnant anyways the ultrasound could be from something related to that.
No. 2086434
>>2086326She might have minimal endometriosis that she's exaggerating for attention.
If she's not pregnant now she's going to keep trying to make a baby with her sperg husband, Catholics are supposed to be 'open to life' after all.
No. 2086499
>>2086401 Oh I remember her claiming that she was going to get her miraculous healing validated by the Vatican. It was right after she left the detox centre because she “needed” to take opiate medication and the detox centre wouldn’t let her. Soon after she got home she went to the emergency room for her endometriosis pain, looking for more pills. She posted about getting a transvaginal ultrasound that didn’t show any endometriosis. First she was pissed saying she disagrees with the doctor and she knows her body better, and then flipped the script and said it was a miraculous healing. This is probably right around the time she conceived.
She also claimed that Jesus healed her Borderline Personality Disorder.
She’s presenting a narrative that she is Saint-like and refers to her Instagram page as a “ministry”.
Before she deactivated her old account because of a “stalker” (imo realizing she just broadcast to the world that she is an opiate addict) she posted a prayer to Saint Dymphna, the patron saint of the survivors of incest and the sufferers of mental illness. Not sure if she was vague-posting that she is a survivor of incest as there are other saints of mental illness she could have posted instead.
No. 2086780
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She’s a housewife but can only cook slop and eats it out of a kiddy tray? This looks disgusting, surely the whole point of being a trad wife is to get cook at household skills like cooking
No. 2086824
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"anxiety meds" ???
also the carrying around of puke bags gives me munchie vibes
No. 2086843
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>>2086840Good catch lel I'm pretty sure they're literally these aliexpress dog poo bags just in pink. Nasty
No. 2086884
>>2086843>>2086824I am pretty sure they're dog shit bags but those things are not always super easy to open quickly; they stick together. Not the best things for a sudden puke emergency. People in the comments were telling her to get emesis bags: the ones with a circular/ring top and someone I know did carry those in her bag during pregnancy because she really was puking so much. Grim.
Also I was wondering what she's doing about her psych meds if she's throwing up that much.
No. 2086911
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>>2086780It's a hungry man Nonna kek
No. 2087150
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hey nonnas can we not namedrop the farms in her subreddit? she totally lurks there and it's just a matter of time before she discovers here as it is, let alone before some whiteknight redditor tips her off or whatever. be careful
No. 2087261
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>>2084081tinfoiling that she reads these threads and posted this to look more normal
No. 2087266
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She makes this performative video about finding a user in her comment section promoting child porn. She can make this cringe video but is so sick that she can't lay in her bed and report them to the FBI on her phone. I seriously can't stand her anymore.
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No. 2087268
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No. 2087319
>>2087269ayrt. Hopefully that nonna comes here because there is no way becky won't see it imho it is basically cowtipping
plus it will lead a bunch of sensitive redditors to the thread as a mod already posted in reply that she'd have to check it out
No. 2087332
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So nauseous she apparently passed out and had a seizure or whatever but can swing around like a monkey all day.
Also posting bare feet .. so gross
No. 2087344
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>>2087343Sorry im retared and dropped image.
No. 2087371
>>2087332Are the barefeet gross because feet gross you out? Or because of perverts online?
The imagery of her inside of this pink thing wearing a different color of pink thing makes this look like a vagina and her head is the clitoris.
No. 2087380
>>2087371They're gross because she can't even keep her hair clean so I can only imagine how nasty her feet are.
It really does look like a vagina though kek
No. 2087382
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She's back in the hospital, admits to being a frequent flyer and mentions having a past ED (which I don't think she has done publicly in quite a while?)
1/?
No. 2087384
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>>20873833/3 - she's now just posting about the various foods she puked which I won't post because that's nasty kek
No. 2087460
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She has deactivated again.
Hopefully it's not due to the nonna who mentioned the farms on her subreddit
No. 2087663
>>2087518sorry for blog and i’ll take my ban kek, but i took zoloft and my dr advised me to stop them before getting pregnant because the small risk of fetal heart malformations was simply not worth it. so yeah, she’s definitely highrisk if they’re fine with her taking psych meds throughout pregnancy. even pretty standard/first line of treatment psych meds have been shown to increase risks of certain birth defects in babies. im pretty sure some antipsychotics are considered teratogens (thalidomide, BPA, mercury, lead, alcohol and tobacco are also considered teratogens)
she is literally insane, im shocked that nobody close to her is telling her how irresponsible this is.
No. 2087682
>>2087663Content
Antipsychotic use during pregnancy and risk of specific neurodevelopmental disorders and learning difficulties in children: a multinational cohort study
Bruno, Claudia et al.
eClinicalMedicine, Volume 70, 102531
I can't find anything to say antipsychotics are dangerous in pregnancy. This study and others all found no increase in birth defects or neurodevelopmental conditions in children whose mothers took antipsychotics. They're certainly not teratogens
No. 2087694
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To add to the tinfoiling about what meds she's on, I forgot to post this yesterday from the subscriber chat. She confirmed it's not an SSRI but a ton of drugs interact with Zofran
No. 2087715
>>2087708Even the mod and another girl who replied to that moron deleted their posts mentioning us (one girl asked what the farms was and the mod said she'd check us out) but the OP still has the post up…
Plus Becky deactivated while at the hospital waiting for some testing so what better time than to check out your snark reddit? Kinda tinfoily of me but it's just way too much of a coincidence
No. 2087722
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>>2087721this single comment made her deactivate kek
No. 2087725
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No more tinfoiling needed about her medications
No. 2087771
>>2086401>she was gonna get her local priest to help her write a book and have her miracle validated by the pope and everything, she claimedKEKKKK wow
>>2086499>Not sure if she was vague-posting that she is a survivor of incest This is plausible, it would track with her BPD diagnosis and the fact that her father is absent from her socmed and her mother's socmed, IIRC
>>2087150What a retard
No. 2087804
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Ana queen.
No. 2087840
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Uurrgghh people.
No. 2087847
>>2087841I don't know where her height info came from so that could be completely wrong. Also when did she have her ed? Doesn't really matter though. 15 or 16 is a BMI that would give an AN DX.
But all this came from a random woman saying she lost 25lb and Becky grabbed into that number. It ended up telling us her CW and LW but other than that it means nothing. Doesn't mean she's going to lose 25lb just because that woman did. Maybe the other woman was bigger than Becky to start with. Probably since Becky is quite petite anyway.
No. 2088380
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Why tell this to 100 strangers?
No. 2088399
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This is totally how medmal works right kek (1/2)
No. 2088400
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>>2088399(2/2) also more number dropping regarding her weight loss
No. 2088825
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In what universe is this the bump of a 100 lb, 8 weeks pregnant woman claiming to lose 6lbs a week?
No. 2088836
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Autistic meltdown medication on top of the other two meds she said she was on I guess? Does anyone know what they prescribe for that?
No. 2088905
>>2088836I love how she always omits to say it's for BPD meltdowns (probably a mood stabilizer)
>>2088846Cutewashing
No. 2089219
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She’s just bloated.
No. 2090052
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is becky softlaunching a pregnancy complications/miscarriage arc? i think we are seeing her transition more into munchie content, possibly by proxy with the kid eventually.
No. 2090100
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This is nasty as fuck, how do you leave the puke bucket long enough for your dog to try eating it?
No. 2090176
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I know we had some anons in here who said they knew her as a teen or in uni. She's recently revealed she was a 4chan user and I'm really curious if anyone might known any social media username she used outside of the b3ckymccann or whatever Twitter account. Like a discord or something as /soc/ is archived quite nicely.
No. 2090292
>>2090184i also really highly doubt she’s just dropped those behaviours and beliefs, especially after seeing some of the screenshots from her twitter posted ITT and on reddit
>>2080361she’s a catholic (albeit a bad one), she got married and pregnant super early, her opinions on gay people are literally “it’s not for me personally!!!”, as someone who was once unfortunately in alt-right spaces also, i said that shit too. in my opinion/my tinfoil, she likely still consumes that content and has those beliefs, maybe even engages with it through alt accounts. twitter is absolutely rife with “tradcath” housewives who are legitimate neonazis and married to them
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becky is claiming that she almost died from alcoholism previously as well
>>2080470adding this to the list too kek
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she’s also already preparing the first baby related merch drop
No. 2090899
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(the subscriber chat screenshots are all from the reddit) and she’s saying she never reported her stalker to the police because she can’t help but contradict her own lies. i distinctly remember she said she reported the very real stalker, and her mom posted (or her on her mom’s account?) saying they were at the fredericton police station about the stalker situation.