/snow/ - flakes & mistakes

(Names used here are fake names from SecondLife but they know who they are. SamanthaPrater is a FAKE name and not my real name. it's just the name most people know me as. )

Dear people who took me seriously, I know this may come off odd on this website, but I don't know a better place for this that'll get people's attention. I'm doing this so I can stop repeating myself.


Please understand a few things.

One.

I am not stupid enough to admit to age playing Online. I was being sarcastic, and they took me seriously. Why did you not realizing I was simply messing with you? Sarcasm is hard to comprehend through texting. Yes, I get that, but why in the right mind would I STUPIDLY admit to age playing when it's against the rules? also at the time, I was of age and therefore not breaking any rules. I actually find Age Play creepy, and refuse to participate in it. People would know this if they SIMPLY GOT TO KNOW WHO I ACTUALLY AM WITHOUT TROLLING ME OR BEING MEAN ABOUT IT.

I realize that trolling people is wrong, but I got tired of people telling me I'm a troll, coming up with rumors about me, that are just not in my character at all. If you wanted to get to know who I actually am, why not contact me? I am sick of people thinking I'm "Fearful." and "Dangerous" based on rumors without ANY proof at all that I'm actually this. PLEASE understand there are two sides to every story. I have proof against them.


I promise I'm not as scary as they say I am.


Two.

Ketsui needs to know that I don't want her man OOCLY. it was just IC. Ketsui needs to learn when to separate In Character (IC) relationships from Real One's and she'd be fine by me. If she isn't comfortable with Kieran dating others ICLY she should've communicated with her boyfriend at the time, instead of being paranoid.


Three.

You called the cops on me for supposedly having Child ** stuff on my computer, which turned out to be false. Please don't follow this rumor, all I want is for people to realize that I don't even draw children because of what I do online.


Four.

I want people to realize the reason I started trolling people in the first place. People treated me like I was an idiot, they didn't think highly of me, they didn't pay attention to the fact there may be another side to the story. They didn't even ASK me my side of the story, so I'm giving it. Some of you don't even know me personally, you do know my name (S) though.


Five.

To answer your question, I don't know who ANY of the top trolls are because I wasn't supposed to be here Adam, Kitsune, etc, are all new to me, the one troll I was aware of, is My Immortal's troll, and I was consistently compared to her. I'm sick of it, I had nothing to do with that fanfiction even if my hallucination at the time said otherwise.

All I wanted was left alone, to live my life, and people consistently treated me like I was a helpless baby because of what I have, I am NOT and I currently live as far away as I could get, so I could continue to get help. I also have a Case Manager, a Therapist, and more that have helped me thrive and even gained weight properly, as well as eating properly.

Six.

MY. ROLE-PLAY.CHARACTER'S. ARE. FAKE.

I DO NOT THINK THEY ARE REAL LIKE PREVIOUSLY REPORTED.
it just helps me cope. that's all roleplay does for me.


Seven.

People should just get to know who I am instead of following Rumors online that actually don't make any sense.
How the heck should I know about a Veteran's bill when I'm not a veteran?

I also can't even afford a Hacker, etc, you realize they get paid a lot if you GOOGLE the information? ( Googling the information isn't illegal, participating in the act of it, is.)


Eight.

I apologize for acting bratty and egotistical, I have been HONESTLY working on myself, and hope people can see that I'm trying my best to show a different side of me. I wish the site admins had a section for people like me to "Clear the air." if they do, point me in the right direction.



Nine.

When someone insult's me, I will do what it takes to stand up to them, I am not someone who will sit there and take it. They crossed a line when they made fun of me in a video on youtube. That is what started this entire thing. I had NO clue about the rumors, the troll sites, none of it, I was off roleplaying on Secondlife, etc, doing my own thing when this started in 2018. The reason I keep bringing this up, is because almost all of what "She." said, is a lie and I have posted proof against that.


Ten.

The Crazy phone calls have another side to them and if anyone wants, I'd be happy to give them through Discord. You should hear how he openly calls me out for "Getting into his defense account."WHICH I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT. how could I know about it? I'm not a veteran.


Eleven.

Yes, some of this was on purpose, I got tired of being told I'm a troll, so I decided to troll them. it eventually caused them to leave me alone. The real trollerists are the people who didn't leave me alone, caused me to have a few mental breakdowns, and triggered my disorders. The reason you didn't find me on this website before this issue, is because certain things can trigger me, and I want to stay calm, etc. it's why I moved.



Twelve.

The CONSISTENT NAME CHANGES WERE NOT MEANT TO TROLL PEOPLE BUT TO HIDE FROM THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO LIE ABOUT ME AND HARM ME! I WANTED NOTHING TO DO WITH IT. I have NO reason to lie online, not for attention, nor money nor fame, etc. if I get famous, I'll earn it on my own terms. I don't want to be a liar within the communities I'm supportive of.



Thirteen.

I get it. I'm no Size two.
But I like food, and that gives me bigger bones, weight, etc. I walk everywhere, that's where I get my legs from.

I have heard EVERY INSULT IN THE BOOK.

If you feel the need to insult me, please come up with new insults? it's to the point they don't even bother me anymore. What's bothering me is you can't even be creative with your insults. I'm going to enjoy my "Fat Arse." ^_^ I know I'm no model, but I like who I am. if you don't like that I like myself, well that just show's you being insecure now doesn't it? I enjoy food, I'm going to continue eating food. 🖕


Fifteen.

I DO NOT TRACE MY ARTWORK! They didn't realize I had a youtube at the time. My art isn't the best, but I don't trace it. :|

Youtube proof attached.


Sixteen.

I DO NOT HAVE DID ( ALTERS) IT IS A FALSE REPORT. THE PERSON REPORTING MY MEDICAL STUFF SHOULD BE IGNORED AS THEY DO NOT EVEN HAVE RIGHTS OR GUARDIANSHIP OVER ME. I AM IN ANOTHER STATE! THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE ACCESS TO MY MEDICAL FILES UNLESS I PRESENT IT TO THEM. SOCIOPATHIC ISN'T EVEN LISTED!ALL THEY MIGHT HAVE IS VERY OLD PAPERWORK AND DIAGNOSES CHANGE OVER TIME!


PLEASE DO NOT BE AFRAID TO CONTACT ME FOR FURTHER INFORMATION.




These are the repeated question's I get, so I decided to post this is where people can see them at. I DO have a blog, but it seems you aren't getting it.I can't link it though sadly.




I apologize if this is the wrong area for this, but I'd really like a section of the website where we can "Clear the air." I tried to keep this short. Can we get a "Proof" section?

All I do Online is Roleplay, some Adult stuff, etc. I just want to have fun, is that so much to ask?

Thanks for reading.