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No. 793250

Similar to the OCD, Autism and BPD thread, a thread for everyone who has some form of anxiety!

Discuss anything pertaining to your anxiety, including:
>What kind of anxiety you have
>Physical vs Mental anxiety
>Intrusive or rumminating thoughts
>How to cope with anxiety
>How to get better
>Therapy and other similar options
>etc

No. 793333

Living with anxiety sucks

No. 793338

Ever since COVID started, my anxiety has worsened. I used to be able to go on walks, walk to the grocery store, talk to strangers without my words coming out distorted because I'm so anxious. I actually could hold down a job and do well. Now, I can't even go outside to take trash out without feeling the whole world is collapsing on me. I know I should go see a therapist and/or take meds, but it feels useless.

No. 793382

Not to flex or anything but I've become really good at making phone calls and reaching out to people I have to talk to.

No. 793493

what do you nonnas do when you feel like anxiety is coming near you?

No. 793538

>>793493
I take deep breaths and go outdoors if possible. I also shake my shoulders a little bit to get rid of any tension!

No. 793577

>>793493
guided meditation helps me a lot

No. 793587

>>793493
box breathing. breathe in for 4 counts, hold in for 4 counts, breathe out for 4 counts, hold out for 4 counts. may have to do it for a few minutes but it always works. just focus on the 4x4 box.

No. 793650

>>793587
Seconding this. Funnily I'd never heard of it until I started stammering in a therapy session and my therapist taught it to me. Helps me at night as well when I can't sleep because I'm thinking too much about upsetting things. Sometimes you can even feel/heard your heartbeat slowing.

>>793493
I also self-soothe by hugging myself and rubbing up and down my arms like I'm cold.

No. 794100

school is ending and they want us to take photos of ourselves through cams. and i'm sitting here for hour trying to take it, but i can't smile without looking like i want to off myself

No. 794212

>>794100
Big mood

No. 794223

What are your experiences with medication? I'm becoming tempted by it because I feel like I can't control myself anymore. I always thought I was going to be able to keep my anxiety at bay, by myself, but I'm exhausted and so sad. I feel so impotent.
I might start the day well and then at some point I just get, I don't know if it's an actual anxiety attack, but I manifest it through nail biting. To the point of bleeding, everyday. And my mind can't concentrate for shit, it feels like I can't do anything well for hours, if not for the rest of the day and I'm just zoned out

No. 794227

>>794223
I'mma take xanax soon ish, got a prescription. It helped me feel chill and calm once, so I'm hoping it helps with my stupid intrusive and rumminating thoughts and I stop being a nervious ocd wreck.

No. 796109

I've been having extreme anxiety everyday, but I'm learning to manage. It's been gradually decreasing.

No. 796322

>>796109
Very proud of you nonnie !

No. 796341

>>793493
I have to leave the room the attack started in to change the environment and try to think about other things while taking deep breaths. I've only had two major ones luckily and the second I could actually identify as an attack, so it ended better than the first, which unfortunately, was in public. Now that I'm aware of the warning signs for attacks, I haven't had a major one since. As silly as it is, a quote from John Mulaney really helps me: "Do my friends hate me or do I just need to go to sleep?"
I guess my best advice is to study yourself and be aware of what your mindset is before an attack. I tend to ignore my feelings, so it's difficult for me.

No. 797762

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I used to have some extreme social anxiety and agoraphobia, to the point where I didn't leave my room or interact with my family until after dark. Now I can comfortably leave the house and even go shopping alone (I really like going grocery shopping at night w/headphones) I never went to therapy for it, so I can only offer what helped me.

One of the things that really helped me was recognizing when I felt anxiety was coming on. I used to feel like there had to be a reason for me getting really freaked out in the middle of the day (or depressed for that matter) It gave me more anxiety trying to figure out why I had anxiety when nothing was wrong with my life when it's just the chemicals in my brain being stupid. Writing down my rambling/depressive thoughts when they come up though I am afraid if anyone found these they'd commit me, I mention suicide quite a lot
Had to cut out some coffees bc the caffeine would make it worse. If I'm in a situation that is too overwhelming or stressful I try to remove myself from it and sit alone in the dark for a while (even if it's just a bathroom or my car)
Another thing is reminding myself in public that no one is really paying attention to you, in fact most people are worrying about themselves the same way you are.

Just want to give some hope for the nonnies out there still struggling, it can get better eventually.

No. 797787

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I struggle with really bad social anxiety to the point that after almost any interaction, no matter with who or how objectively fine it went, I spend hours on end worrying about it.
For me what helped was writing myself a long ass note on my phone, basically talking to myself going 'hey I know what you're going through right now but trust me, you didn't act weirdly and nobody is suddenly going to hate you for no reason. Your dumbass thinks like this every time and there hasn't been a single instance where your worries were justified, and I'm not just saying that, because I'm you and I know exactly where you're coming from. Try to distract yourself because I promise in a couple hours you'll totally agree with me'. Well, longer in practice, but basically telling myself it's bullshit, because if there's anyones opinion or advice I can trust to not be sugarcoated it's my own.
I can't say it's a perfect fix but it's helped me get out of anxious thought loops a couple times already. Basically just kick your own ass to stop wallowing.

>>797762
>One of the things that really helped me was recognizing when I felt anxiety was coming on.
This is also a huge one. It gradually gets worse so if I can feel it coming on way from the start when it's still subtle I can consciously tell myself not to fall for it before it gets too bad and I can't think rationally anymore.

No. 797828

>>797787
wow, that's a really great picture (even if it's a Lucky Star fanart?)

No. 797838

>>797828
Agreed! This artist has done a ton of other really weird and creative pieces with the Lucky Star theme, they're all really cool.
I can't find the artist right now but I did find this old forum post with a whole bunch of their art that's worth checking out. forums.somethingawful.com/showthread.php?noseen=0&threadid=3683299&pagenumber=430&perpage=40#post462219858

No. 799660

So I got prescribed xanax. How is it going to affect my ability to do online studying, pay attention, do work? Actually, how is it going to affect me in general.

No. 799662

>>799660
Wouldn't your doctor answer these questions better? I've never had xanax but took diazepam recreationally a few times and it gave me a euphoric feeling but didn't impede me but I wasn't trying to study while on it.

No. 799753

I developed hypochondria a year ago and it's absolutely ruined my life. I wish I could write down all the things that I have felt these past few months because I am so tired of keeping it together by myself, but I am also exhausted at the thought of all the overwhelming things I feel. I feel irreparably broken.

No. 799758

>>799753
Did the pandemic play a part in developing or exacerbating the condition?

No. 799763

>>799758
The timing is convenient, and it certainly didn't help, but my (genuine) health issues started almost a year before the pandemic, and then it all spiraled from there. I have some kind of a neuropathy that has never been identified as to the source and the symptoms are all over the place. But at this point, I am at peace with this neuropathy thing, it's everything else I'm worried about. I literally imagine the worst case scenario about everything but I'm oddly the least worried about COVID, I guess I am in the covid fatigue phase, but that does nothing for me when I am constantly terrified of everything else. A few months ago i cried for hours because I wasn't sure if there was a tiny splinter in my finger and I kept imagining it entering my bloodstream and killing me. Anons are gonna laugh, but this is a miserable life.

No. 799772

>>799763
There's nothing funny about living in constant fear. I'm sorry you have to deal with that.

No. 811011

Does anyone else feel like they can't be upset with anyone anymore lest that person die before we make up? My own anxieties are preventing me from fully feeling emotions and I hate it.

No. 811012

>>811011
Forgot to mention most of the time I don't even feel like being forgiving but anxiety/ocd whatever makes it happen

No. 823367

Does anyone else feel guilty for their thoughts? Here I was obsessing over minute details of my life like how stupid I sounded on Discord call last night, considering myself a freak of nature and a failure and doomsday shitposting in my head because I made mistakes in a video game and then this morning I get a call saying my coworker died. It just puts things into perspective…none of my issues fucking matter but it's like my brain is constantly working overtime for no reason. I obsess over stupid shit like sounding dumb in a meeting and someone not replying to my text…while people are literally dropping dead from COVID, facing terrible violations of human rights, abuse, starvation etc. I hate myself and I want to change. I want to stop being so selfish all the damn time.

No. 823384

>>823367
Please nonna stop treating yourself like shit. You deserve better. Listen to this

No. 823395

>>823367
Honestly I didn't realize it until recently, but it really is just a different way of being conceited. If you're going to be conceited, at least let it be in a way that highlights your strong points rather than your missteps.

No. 823458

>>823395
Self disgust is self-obsession honey and I do as I please

No. 825002

Any UK anons know how I could potentially get on medication? I self referred to IAPT for CBT but it didn’t do much. Should I just go up to my GP and ask? It’s kind of scary.

No. 825122

>>793250
I've been having a rough time lately anons. I've had anxiety and stomach problems (GERD) since I was a kid and it's gotten so bad this year that I've lost nearly 10 pounds and I'm underweight now. I feel so disgusted with how skinny I look and it just feels so hopeless. I try my best to eat enough but I'm so nauseous all the time it feels impossible to eat a single meal. I'm just so tired lol. Going to a doctor tomorrow and hopefully they can prescribe me something because I am reaching my breaking point. Any anons have any medications they've tried that have helped?

No. 825152

>>825122
>I'm so nauseous all the time it feels impossible to eat a single meal
I have emetophobia and I take Zofran for my nausea (also GERD related for me but sometimes just anxiety related), it helps me get through eating without having a panic attack when I'm feeling particularly shitty. You also need to find GERD friendly foods that you like of course.

No. 825194

>>825152
Thanks anon, I'll suggest that to my doctor tomorrow.

No. 835554

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My anxiety sometimes gets so bad I can no longer hold down food and water. I've ended up in the hospital multiple times for this and the doctor usually says there's nothing we can do for you since it's psychosomatic. They make sure I'm not going to die and send me on my way. It's happening again, and I really don't want to have to go to the hospital, because last time the doctor was super rude and made me have a 1 on 1 to make sure I wasn't making myself throw up. Any advice on how to get over this?

No. 835601

I just wanted to say that even though I used to hate the idea, exposure therapy is the best treatment for anxiety ime (social and generalized)

No. 838358

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Social phobia is such a frustrating and stupid condition to have. After all of evolution, how come I'm programmed to freeze up around other human beings and feel suffocated in wave after wave of terror and shame? I wish I could exist and navigate the world like a normal person. I hate being like this. My self-hatred and shame multiplies before, during and after every social interaction, which only makes it get worse

No. 838365

I have basically no close friends at this point. Tried to hang out with a female acquaintance to hopefully become closer friends a few weeks ago, and I was shaking and awkward the whole time. She noticed I had anxiety and pointed it out, and the rest of the hangout session turned into her being really gentle and kind to me and she was telling me good things about myself. It was really sweet, but I felt really shitty for being so visibly retarded that she had to baby me like that. I really hope I won't make a fool of myself next time, but I probably will. Social anxiety been ruining my life for as long as I can remember and I'm exhausted and lonely. I just want friends again.

I started Paxil a month or so ago, and my psych upped my dose two weeks ago and I've noticed a small improvement. I really hope I can find an SSRI that works because I have addiction issues with benzos. Sucks that the drug class that immediately turns anxiety off is the one I can't control myself around.

No. 838494

>>838358
Really feel this. As a kid, despite being around people, I never actually felt connected to those around me, every interaction I had I would feel embarrassed/hate myself for it and would further push me to not interact with groups- I thought of it/was told that it was all just a phase and that it would go away, so I never much worried about it and just focused on school. But as an adult it’s gotten so much worse, to the point I have nobody to talk to or hang out with, in a way that is meaningful despite being known as the “nice person” at work. I’ve thought of committing so often, yet haven’t attempted because I’m afraid of, if successful, being known as not the person I am, but the “friend” or the dead person that people talk about when saying that they know someone who died

No. 838514

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I have anxiety about having panic attacks or shitting myself (bc of my IBS). it has been better lately because I just force myself to do things, but I can pretty much cause myself to have a panic attack. all I can do is remind myself that I am fine and that if I need to leave I can. there are little things I do to help, like sit near an exit or bathroom and have basically a first aid kit with me at all times lol.
does anyone get really bad PMS anxiety?

No. 838654

>>838514
>PMS anxiety
yeah. right before my current period I broke down in tears that wouldn't stop coming, all because I feel crushed under the weight of my constant all-consuming anxiety. I hoped getting it out in a cry would've alleviated things but no, now I just start tearing up in public from how cripplingly anxious I am.

No. 838668

>>838514
it's good you have a good exit plan for when the symptoms arise. have you considered wearing adult diapers just to expose yourself and get used to the sensation of having a panic attack?
also, yes PMS anxiety sucks ass. i have a mood tracking calendar where i just document when my period starts and ends and some days i'll document my mood. it really helps figuring out when to expect the anxiety rather than anticipating it. i've even opened my window of expectation from a few days before my period to about two weeks.

No. 838908

>>838668
>get used to the sensation of having a panic attack
nta but is it possible to get used to this feeling at all?

No. 839324

>>838908
not entirely, yet, at least for me. i have been able to more quickly point out the moment i recognize i'm having a panic attack and not assuming the worst. at that moment, everything calms down faster and i'm almost completely recovering from one in a few minutes and all those sensations and distortions clear from my mind.

No. 839327

>>838908
nta but yes, it takes a lot of times, but eventually you get used to it and you can kind of just white-knuckle your way through it
Like above anon said, once you start recognizing the beginning, you can keep yourself grounded by at least knowing what's going on with you

No. 885813

Anyone else struggle with over-compensating after anxiety? I struggled with social anxiety for most of my youth. Now every interaction I have I always have in the back of my mind to make sure to not appear anxious. I'm always focused on preventing to appear timid or shy, quiet, poor social skills etc. Nowadays I force myself to be outgoing and talkative because otherwise I'm scared I'll be perceived as the grey mouse again, I take leadership during groupprojects because I don't want people to think that I'm a shy quiet follower, people shove me when someone needs to present something "because anon you're good at talking in front of people" if I don't already vollunteer myself because I don't want people to think too shy or scared to do it and I've even been told that I have a "strong personality" despite always having been an anxious doormat, always letting people walk over me. Everything I do is focused on not appearing like the anxious doormat I used to be. How do I find balance?

No. 885817

>>885813
Honestly anon I feel like you facing your fears and going out of your comfort zone like you have will help you overcome a lot of that anxiety. I think maybe what you need are just some healthy ways of coping in the moment, like breathing exercises and stuff. If people are perceiving you as being outgoing and great at speaking then you should take that as a good sign. Fake it til you make it isn't at all bullshit, and my councillor encourages me to step out of my comfort zone as well. Sounds like you're doing a lot better than me at it!

No. 886612

My anxiety is so bad lately, I don't know how to adapt. Xanax works ok, but when I wake up the next day I know I'm going to have to deal with my troubles again. I have no appetite and eat because I have to. I just worry and worry and worry so much. This isn't a life. I feel like a burden and a bother to everyone. I don't reach out to people anymore. I don't even know how to anymore. I just hate everything. This isn't a life.

No. 901746

Do you guys ever feel so anxious that even the things that usually comfort you on a normal day (listening to music or podcasts) put you even more on edge? Sometimes it gets to the point where hearing another human's voice makes me feel sick.

No. 1447534

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It’s so embarrassing being terrified of doing completely normal things that other people don’t give a second thought to. Going to the store alone is an accomplishment for me. I hate new things and places. I need to know the layout of a place and know exactly where to go and what to say, like I need a script to follow or it’s too overwhelming. Just frustrated because there’s things I really need to take care of but my stupid brain just warps everything into an impossible horrifying monster.
I was getting therapy and taking zoloft a year or two ago but I was a neet during that time so there weren’t really any challenging situations for me to face, and i didn’t like my therapist so i just canceled and stopped going and taking my meds. I just want to be normal, this shit is so ridiculous.

No. 1447574

How to deal with obsessive thoughts? How to overcome the feelings of shame when you realize you reacted a certain way due to anxiety?
I tend to focus on little things to pick apart my boyfriend, such as him muting his mic when he's in a call with his friends to tell me he loves me and give me kisses. My mind went on an absolute raid when I noticed that.
The unsure thoughts creeped up and took over and created a scenario that wasn't true. I planned an elaborate conversation to ready myself with my boyfriend, with the sure idea he was keeping me a secret from all his friends.
When I asked him the question I was sure to catch him, he didn't know what to say. I thank the Lord my boyfriend understands I have anxiety and he didn't get upset at me for suggesting these things.
Looking at his confused face, I started to realize these assumptions were all made up in my head and I started to apologize to him and hide my face and self deprecate myself out loud.
He told me not to be sorry and it was fine for me to assume this because of the past relationships I've had and I have to stop putting myself down when I notice the obsessive thoughts have taken over. He's right, I really don't want to be ashamed. Or if I do, it's me just pointing it out and not me also adding the opinion of how stupid I feel for thinking that.
That's really the big thing for me. It's getting better, but realizing I'm getting caught up in distorted thoughts stresses me the fuck out.

No. 1461255

I quit smoking last May and had borderline panic attacks at random for like 5-6 months while I used nicotine lozenges and wellbutrin to help me quit. Stopped wellbutrin months ago (you don't take it very long for smoking cessation) and weaned off the nicotine lozenges mid November. I just realized I have been far, far less anxious since I stopped eating the lozenges.

I've heart that nicotine makes you more anxious not less anxious, contrary to popular belief. It was true.



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