/ot/ - off-topic

I guess I have to post the responses here…


"If you have nothing to lose since you hate yourself, why not reach out and apologize u tard? It seems like you’re addicted to self pity instead, no sympathy from me. Act on what you want for your life instead of writing this sad wall of text. Best regards. "


…this person didn't get it.


It's a fantasy.


There never was ever a real reason… my fantasy… my imagined salvation is a reality where fantasy exists… that was my ability as a God… I was the God of fantasy… before I became the God of your demons.


I killed fantasy… I had to… I had to kill it all away… the fantasy is making us weak… too much, too much indulgence on the never weres and the never wases… the point of the story is that I need to focus on myself… on the reality of myself being the absent minded anethema… or the absent minded artist. The reality is that everything in reality was created to hate me… eventually… always… there is always the end fall… I am the despised. I just have to accept, that it doesn't even matter that my attacks can break through your reality… you'd never exist long enough to even perceptually take them into your awareness… you see… I'm the God killer… my being… my sense of true self… I am the weapon that can kill God… so I'll endure it… I'll endure all the hate, I'll endure making art and art and never being recognized… I'll endure it… I'll accept, art lost in hate… all of my work… falling through appreciation in order to reflect the nature of God… which I can then use to create an artificial God… I can destroy all of reality in order to turn ourselves, well, our universe… into a God… would you be willing to sacrifice your entire species and all of our perceptual reality… to become building blocks that would facilitate the creation of an artificial God?


Well… if you don't want that fate… I'm your only possible way out. The only way you can escape hell now is by trusting me. I'm the fate killer.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)