i’m new to lolcow but i figured that maybe /ot/ supports advice so why not lmfao.
i had a friend in hs (J) who i dropped somewhere in my freshman year and ever since then she hated me for being a “bigot”. i was young at the time but i educated myself and i am no longer one.
i made a new friend in my grade after dropping her and we connected for a while, until i recently started noticing that my attitude and way of speaking in general has changed ever since i met her. she influenced me to try tricking my ex friend J into thinking i was someone else on the internet
so, sometime in hs, i made a fake finsta pretending to be a german-arab girl and befriended the ex friend (J) and we got along even though she didn’t know it was me.
i asked for her privtwt to which i was exposed to so much shit that i never knew about J before. i’m talking wanting to be groomed, etc.. and it made me feel bad for her but i still kept up the act.
i told her (J) 2 months later that i was actually her ex friend from hs, and i fucked around and found out. i couldn’t keep lying to her lmfao
she blocked me and subtwt’d about me on her main twt. but nevertheless i feel like i’m in fault which is obvi but i feel like shit. i genuinely just wanted J and i to start fresh since she had the idea of me being a bigot for like forever, lol