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couldn't agree more. you're going to feel embarrassed, don't beat yourself up about it, just keep going.
ime most of the embarrassing awkward shit i said was because i said something that wasn't really how i feel, but something i said out of anxiety or trying too hard. being direct and honest makes some people avoid me but when people like me i know it's legit.
before saying something i give myself a second to give it a final "approval." Saves me the embarrassment of blurting out some untimely shit out of confused eagerness to please.
because i'm a shut in and i know that's not true from experience? yeah some people will never be social butterflies with tons of friends but going from shut in with no social skills to someone who's able to get along with people and make friends here and there is extremely fucking possible. she's a shut in, not genie the feral child.
your attitude is actually kind of snowflakey if you think basic self improvement towards interacting with others is something only for extrovert stacy.