She told me that after we went through something intense together. I think she knows it makes me jealous, I even mention it and she then keeps pushing these discussions but keeps mentioning how they aren't me.
What I can't makes sense of, is whether she had feelings and if I read her right. We both have a touch of autism, or at least I do.
Maybe she is an emotional vampire. she seems to care sometimes but then jokingly call herself an 'uncaring' dad. I don't know. I can't stop thinking about her, trying to figure out how to interpret her.
We had one hangout and then like 1 month later before her show, she said she loved me and was gonna marry me at her show, maybe the context was a joke but prior message was me just congratulating her on her show.