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I have PNES, which are non-epileptic seizures caused by stress. There's not much I can do about them except try to chill the fuck out. My doctor gave me a script for Xanax, which helped a bit, but I had to move and don't have insurance, so no more Xanax.
They definitely aren't as bad as they were a year ago, but even now, particularly bad ones can last 25-30 mins. and although I'm conscious the whole time, I'm pretty much just locked inside my body and can't do anything except wait until it's over.
I can't drive so I have to take Uber everywhere and I worry about how I'll handle getting a job this month. Sometimes, having an orgasm and even exercise can trigger them for some weird reason. Shit sucks but I guess it's good that they aren't epileptic seizures.
Nah, I have those too but these are actual seizures. I didn't really know what the fuck they were for a long time though until I wound up in the ER after having one in public and they did a CT scan to rule out epilepsy.
Video related is pretty much what PNES looks like.
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That's what I figured. Being poor does suck ass. Thanks to that and not even being able to afford the cheapest health insurance plan, I'm thousands of dollars in debt (that I can't even pay) because of PNES sending me to the ER 5-6 times.