/ot/ - off-topic

It feels real lonely being this type of degenerate. I don't engage in it because I hate the community, I know it's an unhealthy coping mechanism, and I would freak out if a guy was down to entertain this kink of mine. The urge or whatever just keeps getting stronger though and I find myself acting babyish even when I'm not horny and in public. It's really embarrassing how I just sort of zone out. Sometimes I will go months or a year without regressing and then someone will mention how young I look and I'm back at square one(shit thread)