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No. 1149842
I do trust therapists but I've had very bad ones in the past. One of them told me that if I wanted to kill myself I should just do it and stop pussyfooting. Guess who attempted suicide one day after kek
>>1149841I think it fits!
No. 1149858
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Not really a horrible experience but in high school I went to this random therapist and she literally listened to me talk about my problems then went "This is an ancient native story… Inside you there are two wolves." I couldn't believe it, I never went back. It was so funny.
No. 1149862
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>>1149843Where do I even begin with this? Kek.
I was in the market for a new therapist and this one woman stood out to me as a black woman. I liked the practice message on her psychologytoday profile but after a little digging I ran for the hills. So many bad reviews, and she responds to each one personally, either gaslighting the reviewer or leaving Bible verses. She uploads selfies to her Google business profile and got a fucking fiber optic statue of herself made, as you can see in picrel. There were so many red flags that scream narc to me. She served in the military and brings it up constantly and signs all her posts with her rank. I feel bad for the people who had to put up with her shitty practice but looking into her has been one wild ride and I'm happy I get to finally share it here
No. 1149880
>>1149863they can be helpful in the capacity as possibly a wise friend (if they are good, which they usually are not, at all), pointing out potential behaviors of others that are detrimental to you, or for mediation purposes or highlighting certain events that may unknowingly have lead to trauma, but for 98% of them their advice is usually horrible and to act like it's such serious science is a load of BS. i think it can be helpful for mediation purposes primarily or mending relationships, mostly to help with healthy communication, boundaries, and expectations, or for people who have no common sense and need their shit spelled out for them, or for those who just want to vent, but that's mostly it. but for most of them, they train women to have no boundaries. a lot of them reinforce really bad female socialization and offer a lot of scrote apologia.
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>>1149868>>1149872I also suspect she is the only one running her own Facebook page and compliments her own posts about herself
No. 1149940
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Not completely about therapy per say, but when I was in high school I had to deal with a therapist who was toxic positivity incarnate. I was dealing with the fact that I was essentially an outcast and possibly autistic. Her solution was for me to ignore the fact that everyone hated me and behave in a cartoonish gleeful manner. She also made me do a session about domestic violence that I had no business being a part of. I did not want a bf at the time and at a my current age still do not desire a relationship. It was incredibly awkward and I couldn't understand why she thought I needed to be there since I will be at risk of domestic violence for the fact that I do not date and I have a habit of cutting people off over small thing. There was also this one time where she had me do a drawing and I randomly decided to do a crappy anime drawing and she was very aggressive in trying to get me to explain my thought process behind it and insisted there was a meaning behind it.
No. 1149967
>>1149880This is exactly how I feel about it, anon. Like, exactly. Just read a cbt work book honestly.
>to act like it's such serious science is a load of BSSeriously!
No. 1150083
I haven't been to a therapist in years even though I need it because last time I tried to go to a new therapist, the lady ignored all of what I told her about my mental health experiences and was convinced I was having hallucinations because I said I don't always feel like myself (when my depressive episodes are bad).
>>1150027He sounds like a crackpot but I guess as long as you're not getting medical advice from him and it feels like it helps you by talking to him it's fine….? Personally I would have dropped him a long time ago, but yeah its a struggle to find someone new.
No. 1150088
I never went to a therapist, becaue I can not trust them. Due to some stuff from friends.
this is going to be super long so brace yourselfs.
I know some people with mental health problems. BPS, shizo, depression, some are asperger and some have problems but refuse to get a diagnosis.
One Boderline "friend" who was a chronological liar, abused her "boyfriend" and talked shit of everyone behind their back.
She told us that she only got together with her boyfriend because she was bored and that she did not love him. That she liked to act upsed and angry with him so he feels bad and then go to bed, becaus he can't sleep when they had an unsolved argument.
She dropped him as soon as she found a different guy, but instead of being cruel she was obsessed over him. It was so weird. We kicked her out of our group pretty quickly.
I know many of her action was due to her borderline, but she told us she learned how to handle it and she does not need help anymore.
From another friend who worked with her told me, that her boss ordert her to see a therapist, who had to decide if she could still work there. Apparently there were lots of weird incident. The therapist told her she was fine and all was good.
Guess what it wasn't.
Another BPS one had multiple suicide attempts after her therapist let her go, because she was healed…
She is very unstable, hypersexual and a drug addict. She stopped going to a therapist because "It does not help anyway." I lost contact with her after that.
I am aware that BPS is one of the most difficult illnes to handle as an therapist. But for crying out loud. There should be at least somewhere were these people can go.
The friend with schizophrenia, had a really long way and many medication, that destroyed her. Many therapist told her she does not try enough. One sayed that: "She can go kill herself right now, if she does not want try."
Years later she went to a neurologist and they found out what she has at some degree. No therapist did that. Later she told me: "I tried my whole life to get better, to be free of this. Now I know that I can not be completely healed. I have to live with that. It was not me who did not try enough. It was the therapists."
She is now under the right medication and very happy with a family.
One friend with asperger told me that she went to 13 therapists until she found one that was good. It took half her lifetime until she found one. She still goes to them. So that is kind of a good ending?
these are the most extreme cases that I know. I do not want to make this more longer that it needs to be.
Just these and some more are the reasons for my decision to not see one.
No. 1150094
>>1149837I've tried therapy twice in my life, once I basically made a deal with my high school where they'd ignore all my missed classes if I started working with a therapist after I've been skipping them for over a month. My parents found me a creepy bald man with a snakesoilsalesman demeanor and the fakest smile I've seen, and he was extremely condescending after my parents left, obviously unhappy he was dealing with a school girl instead of the epic military training he'd done in the past and talked about for like half an hour.
The second time I took advantage of the hours universal healthcare provides, but the dude was obviously fucking zoning out and was only interested in my past relationships even though I went there to talk about my anxiety about uni and my future. Then he convinved me to go to one of his drama-acting therapies, which obviously cost a pretty penny and all the people there were working on serious abuse and trauma, so I felt out of place and left him. He kept sending me texts for another two weeks to come back.
No. 1150273
I'm biased against it, not because of bad experiences but because of the replication crisis. The data doesn't seem that strong to favor it outside of specific therapies (like exposure therapy). Lots of people are depressed due to external factors the therapist can't help with. Therapy is a way of papering over social injustices and a way of avoiding people giving people the help they really need. Like telling beleaguered workers to meditate instead of giving them better hours or pay. This is an interesting article:
https://www.theguardian.com/global-development-professionals-network/2015/feb/05/mental-health-aid-western-talking-cure-harm-good-humanitarian-anthropologist>>1150221I'm so sorry anon.
No. 1150336
I've been in therapy half my life at this point, 15 years. I've had a few good therapists that I felt were capable and good at their jobs, but I've also met a lot of nightmare therapists. A lot of them take things personally and have obvious bias that influence how they work. I feel like therapy doesn't work. 15 years and if anything my mental health has just gotten worse. Maybe it works if your problems are less complex or if it's something that can be easily medicated, but at this point I feel like I'm just going to therapy so someone checks I haven't offed myself yet.
>>1149913I had something similar happened to me a couple of years back. I was into dying my hair pastel colors at the time and the therapist I was seeing told me I probably didn't like myself because I was dying my hair. Fair enough I guess if I was there for self esteem issues or something, but I was there to learn to manage my PTSD better. I like experimenting with hair and makeup as a way to be creative, and I don't feel like my "true self" is tied to what hair color I have. Not to mention I could clearly see the roots in her own bleach blonde hair, I should have thrown it back at her lol.
No. 1150363
I've had about 20 therapists over the past 10 years or so and they were all mostly shit (i'm a sperg, hence the need for therapy)
- My first therapist who was male kept pressing teenage me to talk about sex and romance even though that wasn't relevant at all and I was clearly uncomfortable
- Several have broken the law to talk about me to other people outside of the session without my consent, one time with the excuse that it was just to my mom (who went behind my back to ask them, and I was in my 20s and legally an adult)
- one male therapist also broke the law, he was constantly complimenting me and one day suggested I contact him in private "not as a therapist".
- One kept calling me a "kid" and saying "when you grow up" despite me being in my mid 20s
- One agreed that I should kill myself, when I was a suicidal teen
- One (male) visibly held back laughter and looked very amused when I talked about how much I hated my body to the point of self harming and wanting to die
- One kept me from treating my social anxiety because I "failed" their test of "proving I wanted to get better" by forcing me to do something I literally couldn't do because of the anxiety, before I had received any kind of treatment for it.
- Been told I'm wrong "because you're autistic", when I didn't want to take sus medicines with bad side effects
- I asked for written proof that I was receiving therapy (needed it to be absent from school, for the therapy sessions) and the therapist straight up told me she thinks I wanted it just to be lazy and not got to school
- One (male) put my sessions in the middle of the "male only"-hours meant to encourage young boys to seek therapy, but since I was a girl I literally had to hide, and they made me leave through the back door so I wouldn't intimidate the boys. Made me feel like an unwanted freak, thanks.
No. 1150389
>>1150383That's terrible and a therapist also diagnosed my friend with bipolar randomly too, without even giving her information.
My own experience wasn't much better. She tried to set me up with her male patients and then tried to get me to download tinder. I'm sure there'd be a lot of men willing to use already unstable women on dating apps so I have no idea why she thought that was somehow smart.
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>>1149858God damn, I would have laughed out loud.
No. 1150416
>>1150383I've been dealing with agoraphobia for a long time and I was so put off getting help. Any time I finally dragged myself out to go to an appt (feels like a big ordeal) They speak over you, insert talk of random disorders that don't match your symptoms or they act like it's so weird that an agorphobic is nervous at an appt?
When I was at my worst there was just no option to have cam appts and there was a 'home team' in my area that did home visits but they wouldn't add me to that service. I later befriended a woman with bpd who had regular home visits when she wasn't housebound in any way so why was I denied them at a time when I was very much housebound and in need of that specific type of appt? I fell between the cracks for years with no services offering anything I could engage with at my worst.
>Hi, I haven't left my house in over a year, I've probably left it a handful of times in the last 5 years, I need help >ok just come to this clinic in a few months time and we'll sit you in a busy waiting room for a couple hours to steam first, if you ask to wait outside in a quiet spot we'll just pretend we didn't get your request, you need to suffer first or no appointment basically lolSomeone in the height of agoraphobia cannot do that. That's the whole problem in the first place. It made no sense to me that a mental health service had no clue how to approach it. Like you I've mostly just helped myself when I can but some of muh 'best years' I just wasted away between four walls.
No. 1150457
What is it about these therapists? Why are they so bad?
Therapy is a job that requires you to talk to people. People-oriented persons would logically be the most interested in this field. However, in my experience, these are the types of people that are extremely annoying to deal with. They range from normal gal who likes to meet new people to thot
>>1150389.
As a therapist, you get to hear people's stories and their deepest secrets. If you had to listen to difficult things all day, wouldn't you be drained? It seems as if the therapists in this thread aren't put together.
>>1150094 greasy ex military guy,
>>1150097 narcissist afraid of dogs, I could go on. Do you think these people who misdiagnose at every turn have a safe way of processing their emotions? These are not healthy people.
If you have sensitive information, narcissists want to know it. Self righteousness is on a spectrum, from religious zealout to genderspecial. The internet age has worsened this problem because people can easily get into social media bubbles, and if you're a narcissist, you're Always Right.
Cities have a problem; because they are more crowded, you get a higher population of crazy people.
My question is how much money do therapists make? And if they try and diagnose you with a disorder and get you to do testing, does that get them more money?
No. 1150767
>>1150554> 2. people with control issues who want to feel important and “better” than other peopleAccurate. The anons mentioning
toxic people in their personal lives becoming mental health professionals, I'm right there with you.
I have anxiety, PTSD, bit of an autist. I had a friend who had no patience for me. She'd mock me pretty badly, especially since I was further behind her in life and had trouble coping. I always got narcissist vibes from her. She cheated on her boyfriend with no regret, social media brags in the same way a lot of cows do, blame shifts when called out. She'd flip and ghost me for extended periods over nothing. Did a lot of volunteer work but it seemed more like for clout than for helping people. She's admitted as such a few times to me. She now works with autistic kids, actually using that one therapy that most of the ASD community hates so much, guess it's fitting kek.
I know people in personal lives are different than clients who you just see for work, but I feel like you need to be a patient, non-judgmental person for this job. I guess if you have your own issues it takes one to know one, but there are types of people who just should not be in this field imo.
My sister's ex was also a true cluster B mess and yet he was a social worker and worked with homeless shelters, and I heard stories of him cutting support off of people for no reason. Another particularly scummy ASPD I knew would use his psych degree to reassure people that he understood them to get closer to them and use their issues against them. And I'm still not even mentioning the awful psychiatrists I've dealt with. It's not uncommon that these types want to be in positions of power over vulnerable people so they can feel like they're in control of someone's fate. Guess you never know who is really in it for the right or wrong reasons. Stay safe, anons.
No. 1150782
>>1150767My friends' mom is a therapist, and every time that fact is brought up, my friend and I laugh and laugh.
I'm not exaggerating when I say she's one of the most judgmental, hypocritical, bitchy people I've ever met.
She's like an actual living cliche of the boomer/"Karen" memes, a total busybody who constantly gossips, gets into everyone's business, and then immediately talks crap or makes fun of people's appearances, clothes or hair once they leave the room. Actual mean girl shit coming from a middle-aged woman.
She'll say absolutely vile things to her family and then turns around and posts on social media about being an 'empath' and how rewarding it is to help people, haha. I couldn't imagine ever being her patient/client.
No. 1150792
>>1150782AYRT sorry for editing so much kek.
That's just awful. I try to be understanding of others but I'm a gossip too, I'm on lolcow for fucks sake. And that's a big reason why I had no interest in pursuing therapy when I was going to get a psych degree. I felt like I wouldn't be unbiased going into it. It really does sound like she's just in it to fuel her nosiness and need for personal info and that's super fucked up. Wonder if you can leave a review tipping other people off
No. 1151057
>>1150360If this is a new issue for you, then yeah it's not childhood trauma. But if it is an older issue, do you think reading about complex PTSD could help you? My home life had issues and I found Pete Walker's Complex PTSD: From Surviving to Thriving a good read, like how he describes 4F responses.
>>1150088>One friend with asperger told me that she went to 13 therapists until she found one that was good. This is why as an autist with a complicated history I have mostly given up on therapy and stuck to reading psychology and self-help books. Most therapists won't get me and I will struggle to explain myself.
No. 1151088
>>1151039I'm
>>1150097All of the clinical psychologists/therapists were contracted by the state mental health care service and covered by insurance. Both psychiatrists I've seen had a doctorate, one was an idiot misogynistic scrote who prescribed meds willy nilly, the other was a based woman who was really into trials and really up-to-date on research, she genuinely geeked out at things.
No. 1151102
>>1150894Same for me. I had been in therapy for so long and on dozens of drugs. Nothing really helped and out of all those I had like one good therapist. Meds made me worse, but doctors didn't believe me. Finally quitting it all made me feel so much better. Learning hard life lessons and finding healthier coping mechanisms, and healthier relationships, was enough for me.
Bad news is I'm working on applying for disability benefits for something else. It's not by choice or laziness, I'm actually disabled. But getting proof for my particular disease is difficult so I have to use the mental health card, which means I have to go back into therapy and get back on meds just so I can have some documentation that I'm receiving 'treatment'. I'm not looking forward to it and I can guarantee that I will come out of it more angry, and probably with more issues from med side effects, but it's what I need to do to appease the system. I don't really know how I'm gonna handle it this time around. My trust in these shmucks is damaged.
I'm a believer that it works for some, especially if they've never opened up about feelings before, but it's not for everyone and it totally can make people worse. It sucks that it's accepted as the only solution and outsiders just parrot the same thing about getting help when they've never been through the system themselves.
No. 1151383
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>>1149884>I never pulled another hair againI don't know
nonny, seems like it was decisive therapeutical success on her part
No. 1152753
>>1151151Holy fuck, I feel seriously infuriated with all the shit you went through. I'm sorry
nonny.
No. 1152872
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i have a friend who's a (literal) autist with a questionable grasp on reality and a general victim complex. she went to see a therapist and came back with a bunch of "repressed memories" about various terrible events that i'm 99% sure didn't happen
No. 1153061
I was misdiagnosed as having anorexia nervosa and after giving in and going through the rehab process (because they threatened to put me in the psychiatric ward if I didn't comply, which in my country is hard to get out of and stains your life forever) I was assigned a therapist for 5 months. Other than the fact that she kept asking me questions about a disorder I didn't have, she would act very arrogant at times and like she was looking at a piece of shit. She would laugh at the fact that I had no friends, she would focus on useless details instead of the problem I was trying to tell, I had to repeat so many things because she would forget and not write them down, laugh at my hobbies, laugh at what I wanted to do or try. At some point I told her my father and brother had violent outbursts (yelling, breaking things) and that it was taking a toll on me, and she told me to "just ignore it" and that my family's problems were not my problems. Then during one session she had me close my eyes and imagine a landscape, which honestly felt embarassing because it had no purpose (she never brought it up again) and it felt like a joke. I was supposed to draw it too but I never did, fuck that.
One day she told me something like "Oh you know, you don't actually have an ED, so it's not my job anymore" and just… told me to go somewhere else… when she and her collegues were the ones diagnosing me in the first place.
No. 1153062
>>1150363>One agreed that I should kill myself, when I was a suicidal teenA psychiatrist basically told me the same thing when I was 22. He said it as part of pitching Buddhism to me though. As in, "Might as well kill yourself if you don't believe in a higher power."
>One (male) visibly held back laughter and looked very amused when I talked about how much I hated my body to the point of self harming and wanting to dieHe probably found you sexually attractive and was laughing at the irony, the piece of shit.
So many of your stories are awful. Are you still in therapy, or did you decide it isn't worth it?
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i had a moid therapist recommend acupuncture to help deal with csa after having really shitty boundaries for the entire session and whining to me about his teenaged stepdaughter who'd tried to kill herself over a boy. that was fucking awkward. gave up on psychiatry altogether after that and now i just pretend it never happened and i was raised with amazing parents that i have backstories for kek and i've been really happy. i treat myself a lot better, my imagination parents raised me right. reading man's search for meaning helped, too but that's not as schizo
No. 1153070
>>1150457>And if they try and diagnose you with a disorder and get you to do testing, does that get them more money?Kind of. In the USA at least, billing insurance often requires a diagnosis code for the billing to go through. I'm not sure how/if the system can be gamed, but there is 100% a motivation for them to diagnose you with
something. For example, a therapist treating a fairly normal person with anxiety caused by life stress might bill for Generalized Anxiety Disorder, but if they were ethical, they wouldn't tell the patient the diagnosis, since it isn't a true diagnosis.
Testing done at another clinic shouldn't earn the psychiatrist any money. Pretty sure that's illegal. In-house testing might pose a conflict of interest though.
>>1151383She must've gone to a reverse psychologist.
No. 1153370
>>1153334psychology is good when identifying male behavorial patterns, abusers, rapists, murderers, cult leaders etc
not so much with helping a female teenager in need (because gasp, we never were important to them in the first place)
No. 1154968
>>1154960I can get a little weird sometimes. The last instance was I hit my face with my shoe repeatedly and bled, but that was due to
valid reasons and pms. There are other things but well under control, trust me. I just dislike the get therapy/seek help """"""advice"""""""". It also feels dismissive imo.
No. 1154995
>>1154968Kek anon, there’s no
valid reason to beat yourself with a shoe.
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I have a couple really bad experiences with therapy that kind of fuck me up still to this day.
I started seeing an older (65+) woman many years ago. She would haphazardly send me home with "homework," which was usually something like, "Journal how you feel and email it to me," or "Do 3 versions of the processes (something like picrel) we talked about in therapy today and email it to me." The "assignments" were informal, she would kind of throw it in as and afterthought the end of the sessions.
I struggled multiple times with the processes (I literally couldn't think of a way to "Comfort my younger part" because I had no idea how to! That's why I was there in the first place…). I told her so in the next session(s), ask for clarification and guidance, only to be told "What homework? I don't remember anything" or "Don't worry about doing that this week." She would tell me to just randomly journal and email it to her instead, which I diligently did. I received no replies, and ultimately she never saw them or remembered she told me to send them. Eventually she stops assigning homework after I had asked her a few times for help and she pushed the issue off. Okay, fine. She knows best, right?
One day I come in and she's asking me why I haven't been doing the homework. I tried explaining to her that I had sent her emails of journaling and I attempted the process-work (?) and reminded her that she told me "Don't worry about doing the homework" and reminded her that she told me to forget "homework" altogether. She literally wouldn't believe me as I was trying to explain to her everything I just explained above, and I started to involuntarily hyperventilate into a panic attack (Getting "in trouble" and not being listened to/heard while the person gets angrier because they think you're manipulating them, building to a fucking frenzy of wanting to be heard and approved of, to feel so inferior and desperate… is shockingly similar to the way my father treated me as a girl and the reason I was in therapy.) I said, "I think I am having a panic attack," and she just goes, "Yep I think you are too." in the most cold and unfeeling, almost triumphant, way.
I can't remember if it was the same session, it might have been right after all this, I remember her saying "I know you want me to be this nice, sweet, older woman who will be kind to you. I can tell by the way you are; I can tell by the way you have your head tilted to the side right now (I didn't realize I did this and to this day I am self-conscious about it), you want me to be sweet, soft, Kathy." (name changed ofc). It was just so mean nonnas. I'm sobbing now as I remember this. When she said, with such disgust, that my head was tilted to the side to show deference and eagerness to listen, I felt like even the people that I come to for help think I am pathetic and are angry with me for things I am not aware of. I 100% understand what her point was and I understand that therapy isn't a place for coddling. I was not asking to be coddled, I just needed help with completing a therapeutic process that I had never done before (perhaps we could have gone through some examples together) and she forgot all the times she herself put off the homework and then blamed it all on me.
I came across the emails that I sent her a while ago (there were 5 total assignments that I attempted to complete or journal entries that I wrote that went without replies or acknowledgement, even after I tried telling her that I had in fact sent them and done the work she asked me to) and it ignited the memory again and I was able to feel angry for myself instead of sad and scared that an "adult" (I am a fucking adult too) "yelled at me."
Looking at my emails right now, she also sent a weird fucking email to both of my parents (I WAS FUCKING 25 YEARS OLD) about the nature of my care that at the time I didn't realize was completely inappropriate (it's kind of funny in the context of lolcow and all us crazy bitches though, I'll post a redacted version for keks [even though it's kinda sad too but w/e]). ALSO looking back right now, I put effort into the hw assignments, even though I was lost and confused by them. SMGDHHHHHHH
Why did this lady want to beat me down so much??? I eventually stopped seeing her, I forget why, it may very well have been because she realized we were incompatible (aka she probably thought I was fucking pathetic) and she sent me to see a different therapist, blah blah blah.
I hope everyone is doing well today, I am miles from where I was back then and so thankful. I'm still a huge loser by almost any standards but I'm not quite in the same hell now that I was back then. This post might seem retarded or maybe it sounds like no big deal but it was to me and it made me feel like shit.
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>>1155092samefag, I guess she sent this because my parents were paying for my therapy but I still think it's inappropriate. None of this info was news to them, btw.
No. 1155171
>>1154985 >When I said I'd also like to get referred to some sort of therapy for my anxiety, he laughed and asked "You have a boyfriend, how anxious can you be?"I've had some pretty life affecting anxiety since a young age, it ramped up in my teens and my life was at a standstill from agoraphia, social phobia etc.. The biggest mistake I've made in my years since my semi-recovery is that whenever I'm dating someone I tend to take a few step backwards in my recovery without realizing it. I don't keep challanging myself enough, I don't go to therapy enough, I assume life is good because 'well I have someone' and that way of thinking is so dangerous. It can set you up for abuse sometimes. And it's bad because romantic partners can also just walk out of your life again… and then what? You've gone into a slow decline and then you get dumped one day and you realize you've isolated yourself and getting help will be that much harder.You can really set yourself back that way.
Having a partner isn't everything. They shouldn't be your social crutch or life crutch and you still have to maintain your own sense of wellbeing whether you have a relationship or not. That's so fucked.
No. 1158005
>>1153062I kept going for about 10 years and just gave up on therapy last year. People always told me to keep going and that I was just unlucky, that I "can't just give up" and yada yada. But I figured if I haven't found the "right" therapist after 10 years then I doubt I'll ever find one that's good enough. It honestly felt like I was in an
abusive relationship and whenever I wanted to leave everyone around me went "aw no you gotta stay with him, he'll get better!".
Last year I decided to instead slowly try to get better on my own, and for the first time ever I feel like I've had some progress. Granted, it's not a lot of progress but I've overcome some small things my anxiety wouldn't allow me to do, so I'm still proud of myself.
No. 1167818
>>1164986That makes sense. I need there needs to be a bigger focus on bedside manner in doctor training in general as so many seem to be so bad at it.
For therapy and psychiatrists I feel like they need to screen out the people who are going into it trying to solve their issues and prioritize people who have already overcome related problems. Someone who can't solve their own problems should absolutely not be put in a place to give advice to others.
I think setting a minimum age would help too as young people are stupid, even if they have a fancy degree, they are still stupid. Older people have a bigger chance of being less stupid because of life experience, though not guaranteed.
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Did you know there are non binary therapist options on psychologytoday? This is what the mental health field looks like now, kek
Also I found multiple fakeboi therapists named Elliot. So typical
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>>1184253They have weird framed deviantart pictures as decor and also funko pops kek
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>>1184245I just want to find a therapist who won't try to convince me to transition, but also won't do conversion therapy practices. It's interesting how both conservative and progressive therapists always want to blame gender expression for all your issues.
No. 1184733
>>1184439This is
very off. Is this person an actual psychologist or just a "life coach" or whatever?
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>>1150027The woo woo your therapist is spouting came from this book titled The Secret. You can thank Oprah for popularizing the pseudoscientific drivel that is Law of Attraction. So yeah I think you need to move on.
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>start seeing a cbt therapist privately after being fed up with nhs waiting lists/previous experience in therapy on nhs
>after a few weeks of cbt therapy it seems to be working really well and I'm learning how to cope a lot better. therapist does say some weird stuff like telling me hitting myself when I'm upset is actually a good thing and might be helpful, but I'm naïve and I let it slide.
>I go to see her in my next appointment. she starts talking about this "EFT" tapping technique we're going to try in this session.
>tells me to tap these "energy pressure points" on my body when I’m having a panic attack or thinking negatively and repeat a mantra like "I'm not anxious" over and over. I have to rate how I feel on the scale before and after doing it.
>needless to say I did not like the idea of the whole touching thing due to my history of SA, even though I would just be touching myself but still it sounded fucking weird.
>"I know it all sounds nonsense or like pseudo-science but it’s not anon!"
>the whole time I'm thinking this is stupid and I look like a fool.
>I tried it out. only did the tapping sometimes when I'm having flashbacks to ground myself (which only helps for a few seconds then they would just come back anyway) and I try to avoid doing it other than that. therapist wants me to do it on the train to uni when I feel anxious, but only tapping my thumb or collar bone instead of from my forehead down to my chest so that I don’t look weird to the other passengers kek.
>go to next session. do tapping. don't feel any different after doing the tapping so I pick the same number on the scale and say I feel the same.
>"but anon you do seem a lot better than when we started the tapping. you feel more relaxed right? So since you feel better maybe we should change the score to a 5 or 6?" then she smiles at me. I can tell I’m being manipulated.
>change the score just to please her but it made me really uncomfortable and I'm more suspicious than before.
>continue cbt therapy for a few more months then we both part ways
>the tapping stuff keeps playing on my mind, so I do a google search for it
>any scholarly articles supporting it have a small sample size and were written by people who sell books and courses on EFT certification.
that's my story nonnies, at least the cbt worked well for me. And yes, I’m dumb for not researching it beforehand, but I was desperate and all I cared about was the cbt. Some people say it works but I personally believe it’s bogus and any effect it has is a placebo. Gary Craig, the founder of EFT, apparently says tapping can cure anything, even cancer. His website design is also an eyesore. The Guild of Energists website is even worse.
No. 1185803
>>1185770I've been told to do tapping by a nutritionist and I could never get into it, I am not surprised it's pushed forwards by crazies. But it seems the tapping solution website appears to be more popular. I think anybody who has had success with it is primarily because it makes you think about why you feel the way you do and you create thoughts in your head to counter your negative thoughts. You can achieve this without tapping, it's literally just a gimmick.
Funnily enough, I feel like it was far more effective for me than cbt which I saw on the nhs. The therapist I had was not qualified to deal with somebody like me whose issues who routed in situations I cannot ignore and the fact that my issues were so heavily intertwined with my eating and also my failure to be socially successful.
No. 1186321
>>1150554>The psychiatric field must attract at least 2 types of peopleAbsolutely true. An ex friend of mine has warned multiple people about me being 'A psycho on psycho meds' (I have delusional disorder and was on latuda, which she pressured me to tell her after I stepped out of the room to take my meds.) is now studying psychology in University. It drives me crazy because she's a diagnosed BPD hypersexual weirdo and thinks that she deserves to have authority over other's mental health. Ugh.
And, I hate therapy. It has never helped me, in fact I felt worse after going to my sessions. I've had 3 therapists and all of them have insisted on CBT, which i find completely ineffective. Delusions are irrational, so how am I supposed to rationalise my emotions surrounding them?! I also have issues with numbness so how the fuck am I supposed to even be able to name these emotions? All my interactions with the field of psychology has turned me mildly Anti Psychiatry…lol.
No. 1186733
>>1185294Please report him and mention all those things. The escorting thing is especially worrying because it's very easy for women who have had
abusive parents to fall into another
abusive situation, most escorts are in one (even if they don't show it on social media etc).
No. 1186783
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>>1184267This is hysterical, can you imagine talking about your deep traumas with the Aziraphale & Crowley alcohol marker art on the wall behind you. I'm laughing so hard right now, what the hell ?
No. 1216206
>>1216194I'd love to but I cancelled the sub in April and I feel like it'd be too late now. Ugh. After reading what was said here I looked at BBB with a ton of people complaining but it was stuff like fraudulent charges.
I only did it because one of my friends told me to and said she had good luck with it. I didn't even know about this until after even though it felt like such a bad deal. Extra scummy too that they probably took advantage of the pandemic to shill it too
No. 1216318
>>1216314your fault for seeing a scrote ask for a woman if you ever decide to go back lel
jokes aside he was 100% pornsick himself and was projecting onto your bf. So unprofessional.
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his dude I know is going into psychology and he… isn't great at empathy. like, has obvious narcissistic tendencies. he's really deep into theory and seems to care more about being some sort of Esteemed Professional(tm) scholarly Freud figure than actually helping people… sometimes I have to stop myself from straight up asking if he's sure he should become a therapist. he's even specializing in one of the most abusive and sketchy methods!
worst part is he'll probably succeed no matter how shit a therapist he would turn out to be, since the industry is so in demand and already filled with unsavoury people. it's very high status so it attracts people who want to be big shots - but man, I wish there was more rigorous testing specifically for filtering out those who want power over others. especially after reading your stories, and having some lovely experiences myself.
like someone said above, better support can be found in a random person off the street who's had their own struggles. I think the big thing is humility, honestly. and many people who choose to enter the psychology field seem to greatly lack it. but again, being a deeply compassionate person might be a weakness if you have to face misery every. single. day.
thinking about how many slimy people are drawn to psychology makes me doubt the entire concept tbh
No. 1216483
>>1216314>he goes into a tirade about how its normal and sex work is REAL work! and what about the poor uwu men who are paraplegic and can never have normal sex and its just like bartending andI had a therapist try and push their views about sex onto me too. I don't understand how they can think this is ok. I've never studied therapy and can count the number of sessions I've had one one had, but it's obvious to me that therapy should focus on getting the patient situation they are happy with, whether their viewpoint is "right" or not (provided they are not harming themselves or anyone else). The therapist should never enter their own views or outside views into the discussion unless the patient directly asks for it, and even then, the therapist should redirect the discussion towards the patient.
My therapist actually made me feel much worse about myself and even though I've managed to get over my original issue many years ago, I still have the thing that they scolded me over hanging over me, enough though my views remain the same. It basically created doubt where I had none before. Objectively I know I'm not wrong but having had someone tell me to my face I'm wrong still stings.
No. 1217785
>>1185294JFC this is why I’d never go to a male therapist. Even by moid standards this is just too much, he is there to be a fucking professional. I don’t know if it was “just” an inappropriate joke but it’s something that’s never meant to be said by a mental healthcare professional.
I live in Japan and one of my friends had a terrible with a misogynistic male therapist in Tokyo as well. Males never surprise. He’s sort of notorious in Tokyo and lures the unassuming English speakers all the time, he has kept his business alive for years now. He will threaten people with lawsuits if they dare leave a negative comment on Reddit.
I see a female therapist at a small clinic who has actual qualifications, and so far she’s okay & highly empathetic. She actually gave me good insight and listened to my personal history. I’m glad I listened to my gut instinct and avoided moid therapists.
No. 1217801
>>1216314I'd be so disgusted. I hope you find a real therapist nonna.
>>1216318I bet even if it was a woman she'd say that it was too controlling (especially if she has a scrote who watches porn). Women are just as brainwashed as men unfortunately.
No. 1217836
Back when I worked for a call center straight out of college (lol) I was on the verge of a nervous breakdown from the stress and being broke. Additionally, I was gaining a fuckton of weight because I was binging and emotionally eating on cheap junk food. Of course my ex was an unsupportive piece of shit to boot.
Quickly I found myself from overweight back into obesity, which seriously depressed me because I had worked so hard in college to drop all that weight to be average only to have gained it back and then some. Even medications prescribed by my physician that were supposed to address my anxiety and hunger weren't really working.
So I sought a therapist through my insurance, found an office that assured me they could match me with someone based on my problems. Cue me sitting in an office with a 500 pound bitch trying to explain my ~small fat~ problems.
I felt so self-conscious and like I couldn't be honest about my feelings towards my body because this woman was a planet compared to me. And maybe had she been engaging I could have gotten more utility out of the session or built up mutual trust to have been more honest, but this bitch could not have acted more uninterested and disengaged. To this day I have no idea if her having her face down in her laptop was her legitimately taking notes while I gave background about myself, or if she was leaving a Yelp review. I suspect the latter because she did the same thing during our second session and it was as if she retained nothing about me during the first.
For the third appointment she had called and left a voicemail the day prior to cancel. Being that I was mentally fogged, stressed, overworked, and in a constant state of anxiety I missed her call and assumed all was well. My phone did not notify me of the voicemail. So I rolled up to the office and waited inside in a half-daze of sleep (I worked 2nd to 3rd shift at call center so I woke up early to especially drive out for these appointments) for about an hour before any of the staff bothered to acknowledge me. When one finally did, I told her who I was waiting for and she assured me the warthog would be back soon.
Almost an hour later (and bear in mind it was a couple hours prior to my shift so I was almost in tears) she waddles in with A BUCKET OF KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN and acts shocked that I was there. Of course she wouldn't see me and mentioned the voicemail. I was so distraught that I left that office in tears and never went back. When I manually checked my voicemail her reason for canceling was "double-booking" and her other client was the fucking colonel! That's why she had an oh shit look on her face because she's a lying tubba blubba.
I resolved to never go back, but I had forgotten that they had booked me for a 4th session that I forgot about because I never got my 3rd. Of course they billed me a no-show fee but of course when I called to complain there was ~nothing they could do about it~ even though thay bitch no-showed me for fried chicken and wasted my damn time.
Of course thanks to that experience I gave up reaching out for help and suffered for years. Finally I went into different work which vastly improved my situation and then I was able to support myself to get into the right state of mind to address my issues. I just wonder if my life would have went differently had I received a competent professional at the time who would have at least feigned empathy and gave me tools for my disordered eating. But whatever. The majority of therapists are parasitic hacks IMO.
No. 1225021
I was diagnosed with major depression and was able to get free therapy through a public program in my town. My first therapist who I was with for a year was amazing and really helped. Then he moved out of the free therapy circuit (because he was actually good) and got a job with an extremely expensive private service.
My new therapist had such weird energy, it's so hard to describe. She was a really small woman around 5 years older than me and she just sat there and looked terrified through the whole session. She never said anything, just sat looking at me with huge, wide eyes. Blinking slowly and sometimes shifting nervously. When she talked, she spoke in a high, timid voice like she was afraid of upsetting me. I know this might come off as sexist but her behavior seemed really unusual and questionable. I was talking about mundane stuff like feeling sad, and relationship issues, and it felt like she was scared of me. It felt absolutely terrible and triggered all this stuff that I had previously worked through. I went to 3 sessions and came out of each one feeling extremely unbalanced, confused, and "off." I didn't come back after the third one. My depression is a lot more under control, but only thanks to the first guy.
No. 1225077
>>1225021Sorry to hear that anon. A lot of therapists don’t get a lot of training or believe that clients only need someone to talk at and will eventually talk themselves around to solutions for their problems themselves.
Can you ask to see someone else? It’s normal that not everyone clicks with every therapist. You can say you are looking for someone who you can have a dialogue with instead of things being one sided.
No. 1225757
>>1225755Like he blamed me for not having enough sex with him, and that's why he was going after TEENS
So I had to have sex with this pedophile to try to appease him
But no, I'm the abuser
No. 1225769
>>1225735That's terrifying, the worst part is that these fake memories and fake trauma will cause the same mental health issues as real trauma, this isn't a joke, your friend needs to somehow get out of that.
Can you maybe make her watch documentaries about the Satanic Panic era """""uncovering""""" memories scandals? Like something that explains how it works and why it's bullshit and is dangerous?
No. 1225779
>>1225762No idea but I really want to know how much of a cow she is lmao
>>1225769She's very into spirituality so I'm gonna show her the new docuseries about Teal Swan which includes the Satanic Panic so she can see how insane it looks from a third person perspective.
No. 1225843
>>1225825The whole theory (emphasis) of DID is that the multiple personalities are formed when someone goes through repeat instances of trauma growing up. So it's an unnatural coping mechanism through-and-through and it's crazy how some people push that it can be inborn or healthy. I actually read about a form of therapy that claims "multiplicity" is natural and basically forces you to split yourself into roles, which is so messed up, I wonder if that's what that
nonny's friend is doing
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>>1225843Yeah it’s called the Internal Family Systems model. It’s not the same as like, forcing DID on someone. It’s basically personifying certain parts of your personality, like the inner child or whatever, and identifying how they work as a system.
No. 1226146
>>1225755>My ex's therapist told him I was an abuser.This is a big issue with therapy, in my opinion. The therapist only has one side of the story and I’m sure plenty of patients withhold or twist information to make themselves look like the
victim, even in therapy, to save face or gain sympathy. An abuser can have their imagined version of events reinforced and someone else agree with them that the real
victim is the bad guy. I don’t think most therapist are trained enough to pick up in this either.
No. 1228917
>>1228885that's not what therapy is. or do you tell your friends about your childhood trauma before they give you cbt worksheets?
ot but subscribing/donating to twitch streamers is paying someone to pretend to be your friend, especially if it gets you access to a special discord server. change my mind
No. 1228952
>>1228885Therapists aren't your friends any more than your physician or dentist is. If you go into therapy expecting a compassionate friend who genuinely cares about your problems, you are a retard sure.
And likewise, if you're treating your friends like you would treat a therapist then you must be a fucking exhausting friend.
No. 1229122
>>1228878this is why women should be wary of going to psychologists. it SHOULD be helpful for women and
victims. in actuality, it's not, and having a record of illnesses that people know about (namely men) is extremely harmful, plus, if women disclose any coping mechanisms for trauma -> BPD, no ifs, ands, or buts.
No. 1229701
>>1228917>>1228952>>1228961t. has no real friends
Yes you’re so caring for distrusting your „friends” and being closed to them. You’re right though in your approach. If your only friends are women I wouldn’t trust them with sensitive information either. Especially if you assume they’re as much gossiper as you are.
No. 1229728
>>1229701So you suggest trusting…
moid friends with the information cause the sooper catty wiminz will mean girl me? Only women I dont trust with sensitive info is pickmes like you
nonny but I just dont befriend them kekw.
No. 1229734
>>1229703Yeah shame on anon for looking for help and getting
victim blamed, right? Her fault for looking into a service for its intended use? Fuck off
No. 1229743
>>1229734See
>>1229732 It was spamming retarded cringy memes and incredibly basic "shock" porn all morning and then switched to just trying to covertly bait in every thread.
Of course it isn't her fault.
No. 1230375
>>1230326Oh I know I'm borderline, I was treated for it for several years at a different clinic and I've improved a lot aside from self harming behavior and mood swings.
I'm just annoyed that I was given the diagnosis when I can't even receive treatment for it and I was going to this clinic for ADHD treatment, never mentioned BPD at all. It's like he wanted to add a red flag to my file so other psych workers I interact with there would know.
C-PTSD is not a diagnosis in burgerland, I believe but I was diagnosed with PTSD before. And I was told I don't have symptoms of autism when I was screened for ADHD, even though I'm 80% sure I am autistic. If I press on it more I feel like I'll just be looked at as a lying BPD wanting a different diagnosis.
Both my main therapist and psychiatrist are male and I feel like neither take me seriously, they treat me and talk to me like a little girl.
No. 1231540
>>1231181I had an Indian scrote psychiatrist at one point (they are the worst) who did something very similar to me. He'd ask me the same questions again and again or just forget small details about me that I thought he'd know by now. Or say things that didn't apply to me at all. I have a rushed bipolar diagnosis stained on my record that was given to me at a psych ward even though there is no evidence of me having manic-depressive shifts and he was trying to still insist I had it and milk it for all its worth. He also tried to imply I was schizo at one point because I had a brief period of paranoid delusions as a teenager.
He kept putting me on mood stabilizers and I'd always report back that they made me worse and he'd just say that that made no sense and that I was imagining things, then would increase the dose or put me on another. He would also get on my case for sleep hygiene all the time even though I worked a night shift job and got a full 8 hours after. I told him forcing myself to be a morning person makes me function like shit but he just denied it and went on about muh vitamin D and melatonin production. I wouldn't doubt his notes say I'm non compliant and unwilling to accept help too.
No. 1231546
>>1231181You should have reported both of them. Mixing up patient’s files when he is able to prescribe drugs could end up killing someone, either due to pre-existing conditions or suicide from a bad reaction, same for pushing you to take drugs that reacted badly with you.
Even if it has been years since you saw, please consider reporting them. Ignore that they said about no one else having issues, that doesn’t matter.
No. 1249952
>>1150256I only found out recently that the whole concept of "codependency" is an offshoot of Alcoholics Anonymous therapy. Women are raised from birth to be servants and offer unconditional love to men. Then, when lazy,
abusive scrotes STILL can't function as adults, women get blamed for enabling them. Women get blamed for not knowing what to do, and repeatedly getting hurt, when their husbands turn into emotional black holes. Of course everything is the fault of individual mistreated women, and not men who demand servants and unwavering mommy love from women who aren't their mommies.
No. 1250316
I tried out that free therapy they offer in university. The first therapist didn't help at all, she was just someone to talk to and she would nod and not say much at all. Eventually she left without notice, so I got another therapist.
The second therapist I talked to was a little better, although we didn't talk long enough to get any diagnosis. She just gave me some advice for my social anxiety and hyper-vigilance, which, not sure if it was the best advice, because it was basically just "ignore everyone else and be by yourself", when I was already very much avoidant. After the third visit, she ghosted me. Ignored my phone calls and emails. The therapist ignored my friend too, even when we tried contacting her about my friend's suicidal thoughts and bad panic attacks.
>>1230567Seriously. I thought about trying therapy again, but it's so expensive. I also live in an area where therapy and psychiatry in general is scarce, so options are limited. There are actually 0 psychologists in my area (the closest is hours away), so I can't even get any medicine prescribed unless I talk to them online. I can only do talk therapy.
No. 1250430
>>1249606I had a PsyD psychologist call me "sexy" and talked about how I had 'dark energy' or someshit when I was twelve (12) years old. Needless to say I'll never seek a male therapist again
>>1249952Codependency and enablement are 100% real. Obviously when a shithead does something wrong then they're responsible for their own decisions, but if someone was helping them along the way then they deserve scrutiny too. The family of that one school shooter in WI or some other great lakes state is a good example.
No. 1250513
>>1249974Ok so while it's pretty common to dedicate a few first sessions for the patient to explain their problems and go deeper into life story without therapist interfering, this
>She also said I was one of the worst most fucked up cases she’s ever hadis messed up. Even if true, it's totally unethical for a therapist to say that to the patient. I'm sorry it happened to you anon, she was totally unprofessional.
>>1250508 is right about that therapists should put more effort in explaining how they are intending to work with you; I had a few not do that and it always kinda fizzled out with me getting no help and then the one I'm seeing right now explained exactly how she works, and then after listening to me, outlined how she sees our work together for the future, I suppose this is a great therapy green flat to look out for.
No. 1250576
>>1250547To be fair, it did work a bit for one person I know but their issue was a recent one and something they could fix themselves. They are also very strong willed so I imagine the therapy sessions just allowed them to sort through their thoughts out loud and then push themselves to do what needed to be done. I wouldn’t say it completely solved their issues though and I think they still could benefit from someone pointing out patterns in their behaviour.
I imagine that the majority of people who go to therapy are not in this type of situation and it doesn’t make sense to have this style of therapy as the default.
Clearly someone who has had an
abusive childhood or has been brainwashed by an
abusive relationship or such like isn’t going to be able to see things objectively without outside help. I don’t see how it’s supposed to work for people who are introverts or autistic and just don’t talk much in general either.
No. 1250618
>>1250547Yes. There are a lot of people out there who have no one to talk to, and not
too big problems. So getting to talk to someone who is actively listening is very helpful to those types of people.
It wasn't helpful to me personally, though.
No. 1269544
>>1269529Meds aren't reliable but make the mentally ill easier to stand.for people around them. They also make the mentally ill manage life easier for a short amount if they're a medicine like antidepressants, helping the person keep a stable mood so they won't lose their job, friends and family for the time being.
An unmeditated mental patient is much worse than one who's too drugged to lash out and suicidebait 24/7.
>>1269397If your "friends" think it's traumadumping, they're acquaintances and you shouldn't talk about personal stuff to them.
I know some autists have issues understanding friendships and get shocked when someone gets more support for being depressed than they do but you actually have to help your friends through shit for them to help you back. You can't say it's trauma dumping when people vent and then turn around to complain when no one cares about your issues or even asks you what's wrong.
Normal people talk about their problems with friends or family on the other hand, some mentally ill autists who frequent this board go to psychologists for their issues and cry themselves to sleep because becky's friends actually ask her what's wrong when she's down whereas anons get ignored.
No. 1723511
I'm glad this topic was bumped. I had a really bad experience with a couples therapist that I've never been able to get out.
I went to couples therapy a few years ago and it was a terrible experience. We tried to find a sex positive psychologist but the guy we found turned out to be a coomer apologist and quack. He was young and seemed to prioritize being a "bro" with my husband while trivializing my concerns. They'd both gaslight me and make it seem like I was unreasonable and crazy, while ignoring everything my husband did and saying it was normal.
According to this guy, my husband needed to be free enough to explore his sexualty and I had to stop being insecure and let him do whatever he wanted or else I was being controlling. Also the problems in our relationship were me taking issue and reacting to my husband's bs instead of doing and saying nothing. Excuse me?
Im bipolar, have anxiety and adhd, while my husband has ocd, adhd(both barely diagnosed at the time) and anxiety, yet this scrote refused to acknowledge that at all. I get the idea that people are not their mental illness and not to use it as an excuse, but to act like they have absolutely no impact on other people, your relationships or your reaction to other people at all is insane to me. At one point the guy also tried using an analogy basically saying its wrong to judge pedos for being pedos and for not wanting them around your kid even though they haven't hurt anyone. Literally what the fuck?? By that logic why not give your kid a cocked and loaded gun since it hasn't hurt anyone yet?
We were on the brink of divorce and this guy absolutely didn't help. I'd probably be turned off from ever trying another psychologist if my personal one wasnt so good.
Thankfully, as bad as things were, my husband agreed that there was something off about the guy and we stopped seeing him. We were able to mend things after trying out some relationship self help books and getting him to understand how defensive and childish he got during arguments and how much that hurt me. I still get angry sometimes remembering that shitty therapist.
No. 1723753
When I was in an abusive relationship 6 years ago, I tried to kill myself, and I was hospitalized. They diagnosed me with bipolar disorder, and put me on 3 medications. I was inpatient for a month. After I left, I was set up with a therapist and a psychiatrist who kept switching around my meds and upping them and adding more. Eventually I was at the highest amounts of each med, and I was on a cocktail of 5 of them to take every morning. I was miserable. I left that relationship shortly after hospitalization, thankfully. However, I've been unmotivated, sad, and extremely low energy until 4 months ago. 4 months ago I went off all my meds cold turkey. I was tired of the side effects and suddenly had started losing my hair. I was terrified it was from medication so I just stopped it all in the hopes it would stop the hair loss. This is what I noticed in those three months since stopping medication. I am happier, I have more energy, my sleep is higher quality, and I am excited to do my hobbies and be social again. I feel like I have actual thoughts again and am not a zombie. It feels like I woke up. And I'm heart broken that in 6 years, all my therapy and psychiatrist appointments, all they wanted to do was just keep giving me more drugs to fix the sad. Therapy somewhat helped, but there wasn't any conclusions I came to that my therapist gave me. No insight or advice. I really grew and matured and came to realize some tough truths all by myself. just want to clarify here: it is extremely dangerous to go off meds. Especially the way I did, I know that. I did it out of fear. I also don't think all medication is bad or anything. Sometimes, people need it, especially in really tough times. I definitely did sometimes. But the reason I'm making this giant blog post is just to highlight how scary it is how extremely drugged up I was for so long. I am now questioning my bipolar diagnosis. I was traumatized and in an extremely turbulent relationship with attachment issues. I'm sure a lot of my behaviors and emotions imitated bipolar disorder, but that does not mean that's what I had. I don't know. I have a lot to think about, and will be of course heavily monitoring my thoughts and emotions for the months and years to come. But… I feel sooo much more at peace, and happy now, off medication. And I'm sad that I was trapped in the system. But relieved that I'm free for the foreseeable future.
No. 1723867
>>1723834I won't blog about all my problems in this thread but my own mental health problems are certainly not helping my marriage and it's getting rough. I kind of already did the whole "write an angry letter and don't send it" thing but they aren't really that angry just my feeling towards people or myself in the moment I'm upset. This helps me cry things out sometimes but I end up so mentally exhausted after and I don't think it helps my overall mental health in any way…
Other people mentioned therapists that seem to talk about themselves too much and this lady also has like 10 kids (even an adopted Chinese one) and is always bragging to me about them. Like I'm literally paying her to discuss my problems and she's wasting my money talking about her kids. She's also always complaining about her crappy phone and it blows my mind that someone who's career is talking to people wont invest in proper means of communication. Idk I have a couples session set up this Friday and it might be my last one. I'll see if me husband thinks she's as weird as I do.
No. 1723946
>>1723907>fry your brain with these drugs and you'll be so much better, pinky promiseI was on meds as a teenager and they ruined me forever. You can't medicate terrible environments and familial abuse. The problem won't go away if you throw drugs at it, if anything it'll make things worse. In many countries medicating patients against everything is exactly the problem.
Sure, some therapists are narcissistic cows but therapy is a necessary part of recovery so go fuck yourself.
No. 1723975
>>1723947One is cheaper and less time-consuming than the other, so pick your poison.
Ever thought why 'therapy' is mainly a thing in the US, but a niche in Europe? Socialised health systems want the cheapest, most effective solution, so that their money pools don't get drained by quackery.
No. 1723984
>>1723975>pick your poisonthe only actual poison is the medication
>cheapest, most effective solutioncheapest? for sure, but not effective at all. just creating new shit to deal with, as in side effects, to keep people hooked on the chemicals, like drug addicts.
No. 1724011
>>1723975>Therapy is a niche in EuropeAs an european, ma che cazzo stai dicendo diocane, se avessi un euro per ogni stronzata detta da un americano che non è mai uscito dall'america sarei ricca.
Therapy is not only a thing, but some countries make it even free due to some mental health programs.
No. 1724082
>>1723733He felt the guy wasn't understanding either of our problems, focused on non-issues, and his advice was extremely questionable. A few times he'd give some advice that sounded like it'd come from a terminally online twitter user and made us side-eye each other. He encouraged my husband to think about trying an open relationship multiple times, even though he wasn't interested in having an open relationship at all. When my husband expressed frustration and said he was almost ready to give up on the relationship and therapy because he was tired of the arguments, the guy took that as my husband being ready to commit DV and kill me/us both, which was absolutely not the case and seemed so overly dramatic. My husband was actually offended because the guy looked at him like he was a risk of killing me then shooting up a mall or something like that, which again, was completely wrong.
During solo sessions my husband would mention some of the hurtful, mean-spirited things he'd said during arguments and the guy waved them off as non-issues. My husband knew that he was completely wrong for some of the nasty things he said, so having the therapist dismiss it entirely made him think less of the guy. He started admitting there was a bias there.
At one point porn use/wandering eyes came up in a solo session. His advice to my husband was that I only had a problem with it because I was overweight and insecure, and my husband should think about how him looking at skinny girls hurts my feelings. While that's a real thing that happens, that was absolutely NOT the case with us and even my husband knew it. At that point he mentioned wanting to stop couples therapy because the guy just didn't understand us and wasn't helping.
On top of that we were paying him out of pocket so my husband got mad we were wasting so much money on couples therapy that was just making things worse.
No. 1724428
>>1724147We looked through a lot of self help books to see if anything seemed helpful. Most of them were bad but one of them helped. It was Hold me tight by Dr. Sue Johnson. We didnt do a hard read but took the concept of figuring out what
triggers us when an argument starts and leads to a negative feedback loop. We use that to figure out what reassurance we are expecting and not getting from that conversation, then vocalizing it to get that reassurance.
In our case, my husband couldn't have hard conversations when he was unhappy with something in the relationship (or in general) so he'd deny there was a problem while building resentment, then become defensive and avoidant. I'd see him become defensive and avoidant and it'd
trigger my fear of abandonment so I'd push for us to talk about it, which would make him get angry and withdraw more, making me feel angry and pushing to talk more and on and on. We both perceived slights that weren't there or weren't intentional.
I needed reassurance that he wasnt ignoring my concerns and wasnt going to abandon me, while he needed reassurance that he could talk to me safely and I wasnt going to get angry or pushy. It turned out that he felt like I was attacking him during those conversations even though I wasn't. He felt like I had a holier than thou attitude and judged him for every shortcoming in comparison, so he got defensive preemptively and needed reassurance there. We had to learn to talk to each other and listen without getting too emotional, without taking things personally, and while giving reassurance. I had to learn to give him space to think and talk on his own time instead of pushing him for immediate answers.
Not related to the book, but we also realized just how out of control our mental illnesses were. We had to come to terms with being retarded and not being able to regulate emotions or handle stress. The stress would affect our moods and we'd lash out at each other without noticing why. We're more aware of it now and remind each other to destress and rest before it gets bad.
Things are a lot better now that we learned to communicate. We definitely got through it. We haven't argued since that period and we talk things out before they become problems, even if its just anxiety or if it feels like a silly concern.
No. 1724470
My mother and grandmother are munchies. Starting when I was around 5, my mom started taking me to psychiatrists. I think it was court ordered, because my family was under investigation from cps around the time. It quickly became my life. We moved states to escape the investigation, and ended up under investigation again because I missed over a year of school and was bouncing off the walls from the side effects of medication and possibly large doses of benadril. Mom doctor shopped me into a bipolar diagnosis at 8 and I was put on Lithium, in addition to adderall and an antidepressant. The meds caused physical side effects, so she doctor shopped those and had them medicated as well. We moved again, this time to an extremely rural area with almost no government services. There I was put on antipsychotics, diagnosed with schizophrenia, and repeatedly institutionalized based on mom's stories. On the way to appointments, she would scream at me the entire way there about whatever she'd found in my room or on my computer. When we got there I would be an emotional wreck, and would still be trying to figure out what what she was accusing me of when I'd have to explain myself to the psych. If I told the doctors anything, I was a compulsive liar whose out to ruin my saintly mother and grandmother. I was a zombie from 12-20. I recently learned I am allergic to caffeine (we only drank coke and mt dew, they think water is gross) and severely anemic, and that's what was causing the "symptoms". That and what's likely childhood ptsd from munchausen's by proxy. I know I need to go on disability, but I'm so terrified of interacting with the system again. My husband convinced me to try last year when my grandmother munchie'd herself to death and the whole family was harassing me for not being there to take care of her; but it made everything so much worse. It felt like no one I interacted with believed me, even when I was showing them proof of the harassment. A social worker told me as much and made me get a job so she wouldn't put me back in their care. I held it for 5 months before I had to quit from anxiety and the physical toll it was taking on me, which tis how the anemia and caffeine allergy got diagnosed. Now I'm seeing a medical doctor who is treating me for the health issues caused by the medication I was on over the years, but she can't officially diagnose ptsd and start the disability process. Sorry if this is incoherent, talking about this can be overwhelming.
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>male therapist, supposedly specializing in child psychology
>suicidal at 13
>see this psychologist
>vibe is wrong, feels untrustworthy
>asks what i'm there for, what i want to get out of it
>fuck if i know, i'm 13 and suicidally depressed, i want to not be depressed
>no attempts at teaching coping mechanisms, just asks why i feel how i do as if a 13 year old's going to be able to describe all that without help
>go for a few sessions, he gives up and tells my parents there's nothing he can do because i'm a friendless loner
It could have been a lot worse but it felt like such a waste of time and money. Worse my parents couldn't be bothered to take me even and my grandma had to take me. I've had better therapists since then but that one was so weird. I went to family therapy after my sibling tried to kill herself and that was hilariously bad, the therapists immediately pointed out my parents needed couples' therapy before engaging with family therapy which was soundly ignored.
My boyfriend's sister is a child psychologist too and yet her children are the ultimate tablet children with horrible behaviour sat in front of a screen all the time to get them to stop being annoying. I don't get it.
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I cringe-loled in real life multiple times. It's just so fucking bad, especially if you ever had a ltr with an "I don't owe you anything" millennial scrote.
>Men’s childhood experiences of feeling responsible for caring for their mothers set them up as adults to be hyperfocused on any indication that their partner is dissatisfied with them or just unhappy.
No. 1724835
Due to the fact that this thread has been gaining some attention again and also the fact that not many nonas took it upon themselves to suggest alternatives to bad therapy, I want to share something that helped me personally. Pros: It's free and it won't fuck you up like a bad therapist potentially could.
A lot can be achieved with self-help oriented content, what you need to have is the time for it and not be scared to "diagnose" yourself. If you suspect you have a disorder, there is a very big chance that you do, and even if you don't, content oriented to helping people with that disorder
will be beneficial to you, assuming that there is a reason why you suspected having the disorder to begin with.
There are two Youtube channels that I want to recommend that could end up just as good (or better if the therapist is shit) than therapy. Both of them are critical of therapy (one of them used to be therapist himself and the other one was failed by mental health specialists as their patient) so that should give you an affirmation that your experiences are far from being unique or just unlucky, it's a very wide-cast net of incompetence on the part of these so-called professionals.
First one is Crappy Childhood Fairy (
https://www.youtube.com/@CrappyChildhoodFairy).
>From her bio: "I’m someone who grew up with several alcoholics in the family, and all the dynamics that tend to go with that – poverty, neglect, violence, and an environment of chronic, deep stress. In adulthood, the telltale signs of Childhood PTSD were all there – health problems, depression and anxiety, relationship struggles–but traditional therapies never seemed to help.">She is not a professional but has first-hand experience with CPTSD and many of her videos are centered around that. If you know anything about CPTSD you will know that it is often the pool source of some of the most common disorders (including depression, anxiety, BPD, eating disorders).>Shares her own experiences with how she dealt with dysregulation (this is a big one and the "core" of CPTSD), triggers by otherwise innocuous situations, feelings of inferiority, and toxic shame among others>Has a handy technique she calls "The Daily Practice" where every morning and every evening you take 15 minutes to write down every resentment and fear you feel (some people report having written 2 pages the first time they sat down to do this so, really, pour your heart out) and then dispose of the paper. This keeps your thoughts freer from the baggage of living with trauma.>She often repeats key points throughout her videos and it's easy to pick up on her style of relaying information, so you can start watching her channel with whichever video catches your eye first.And second one is Daniel Mackler (
https://www.youtube.com/@dmackler58)
>A former psychotherapist who is highly critical of therapy due to the negligence of (particularly) USAmerican therapists in regards to their patients. BPD was mentioned in this thread a good number of times, so I want to leave this here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pk8PRAKBEaQ. In the video he talks about how therapists diagnose patients with BPD if the patient is too difficult, so that the therapist can then justify neglecting the patient in various ways. It's not about help for many of them, it's about how profitable you are as a patient (and BPD patients are infamously a drain on their wages).>Outside of videos about working in the therapy field, he also shares a lot about how his seemingly "normal" family had very particular and insidious ways of traumatizing him. This was mostly done through emotional trauma, with the parents playing tug-of-war with each other and similar things, which I know for a fact that many people can relate to >If wanting to feel understood or listening to someone who talks about very common experiences you know to be traumatic that get tucked under the rug as "not THAT bad" is what helps you, I couldn't recommend this guy enough. He goes into detail about his personal life (including about how the family unit is a meatgrinder for kids and how it affected him and the kids of other people he knows).>He's comfy to listen to. I was playing an mmorpg and having him in the background used to prompt me to reflect a lot. Despite him being male and me being highly critical of what moids say with their hundred methods of projection, he exceeded my expectations. I hope this serves someone well. I feel sorry that so many people even need a therapist, this is a sign of an extremely unhealthy society. I got really lucky finding a format that helps me because I probably would've bent years ago if I listened to what the shitty therapists in my hometown or the "mature experienced elders" in my life advised me to do.
No. 1725451
I spent almost a decade, from the end of highschool through 7 years of college and starting work, severely depressed and suicidal and was even practicing wrapping rope around my neck and hanging from the support beams in my garage for long and longer periods of time but I only went to a therapist one time and never got on any meds and honestly I'm so thankful I didn't. My depression stemmed from the social isolation and compete lack of experience and direction in life I had and while I was able to get out of that almost entirely because of luck, I honestly think if I had gone to therapy and got on ssris I would have just become a zombie, spent a lot of time talking about my problems but not actually improving, and been stuck in that same rut I was in forever. I still struggle a lot in life and I still have a lot of permanent damage when it comes to dealing with others, making and keeping friends, making decisions, and getting a fulltime permanent job, and sometimes I toy with the idea of try therapy to work on some of those things, but I'm always scared off because I will never, ever take any type of meds and I know a bad therapist will fuck me over even more than just dealing with things on my own.
No. 1725534
>>1724835those seem interesting I'll check them out
by the way, I thought the "C" in CPTSD stood for "Complex" post-traumatic stress disorder, not "childhood"?
No. 1725536
>>1725534It does stand for complex. People are trying to co-opt CPTSD by saying it’s purely childhood stuff and then everyone and their mom claims to have if because of course they were ofc muh
r/raisedbynarcissists Crappy Childhood Fairy is a fake ass shill btw. A bunch of stuff she talks about has nothing to do with either form of PTSD she doesn’t understand the experience at all
No. 1725938
>>1724473I really hate therapists who just ask “why do YOU think that is?” with zero guidance, especially if the patient is a child or someone who obviously isn’t going to be able to work everything out by themselves.
All 6 psychologists I saw between the ages of 10 and 21 did this. They would repeat “Well why do YOU think you have these problems?” until I shut down because I genuinely didn’t know, and then stared at me for the remaining 30+ minutes in complete silence while I cried. The handful of times I responded that I wasn’t a psychologist and I was hoping they could help me figure it out, they would get snippy and complain that I wasn’t respecting their process. They didn’t give up, either. They all milked the full 12 sessions/year that our insurance would pay for, only admitting around session 11 that we weren’t getting anywhere “but let’s give it one more chance”. I went along with it every time because I thought this was normal and the fact that I didn’t feel better after therapy was because I was doing it wrong.
In my early 20’s I was finally diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome, which I had never heard of before. So for over a decade all these educated mental health professionals had been sitting there rolling their eyes at a child for not diagnosing herself with a condition she didn’t know existed.
>>1725529>>1725785Crocodile tears. If they actually felt bad about their behaviour then they would try to change their behaviour. They feel bad that their behaviour has consequences, so they blame and guilt trip the people who they see as responsible for the consequences.
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Anon who recommended Crappy Childhood Fairy here.
>>1725534It is "complex" not "childhood"! The reason why there is a big focus on childhood experiences is because for the majority of people that's when they develop CPTSD. If you grow up with a healthy family and a security net, you will be a lot more resilient towards traumas that may occur in adulthood, as well. In picrel I highlight which criteria applies the most (or exclusively) to children. Traumas that are specific to one situation get funneled into PTSD (without the C). The word complex gets added when the cause of the trauma isn't one event. CPTSD is not a separate diagnosis, it just clears things up a bit. Didn't think this would upset so many anons but oh well.
>>1725541>I am very turned off by the aggressive marketingI was, too. She makes a living off of making these videos, so that should explain why. I wouldn't recommend buying her courses or whatever she offers for money, because I haven't tried that, only the advice she gives for free. As with everything else, navigate her content in a way that suits you.
>>1725552Videos where she addresses people who have written letters to her are a hit or miss. Many of the situations weren't very relatable for me, and a danger is that she is one of those women who deem having a family as one of the best life goals one can have. But other than that, she's competent. The harshness is necessary because most people write in talking about limerence and asking for help how to let go of their limerent object, so giving them a good reality check ("tough love" as she calls it) or being categorical is quite literally what they're there for.
No. 1736332
>>1736284You may have to bite the bullet and go see an off-campus and/or faith-based counselor, so sorry
nonny. I know how crappy it feels to have no one to talk to about troon partners/exes
No. 1836331
I'm so angry at my therapist, he's so useless. The main problem? He keeps ghosting me.
I had a big breakdown 2.5 years ago and decided I need professional help. I thought that by now I'd be cured already but instead I'm worse than ever. From fall 2021 to spring 22 he suddenly went mia. I already thought his old anti-vax ass died from covid but instead he suddenly got a different office. In 2022 I then went somewhat regularly but in 2023 I only saw him twice! I know that I should have tried calling him more but he is my doctor and I am ill, he knows that I already struggle with daily life, so being annoying and persistent by calling is just too difficult for me.
Thinking back to our sessions he also made me mad so often. He kept pestering me about never having had sex, when this was a non-issue for me, I have bigger things to worry about. He also talked down on my family (e.g. because they're religious) to a point I felt like I needed to defend them. We kept getting into arguments about e.g. whether children are essential for happiness in life. Bitch I just told you that I need to stop myself from steering into a tree each drive to work and you think me having babies is relevant now?
He also kept belittling my problems, saying he would feel sorry if I was a short dumb little girl but because I'm tall, not bad looking and educated, he doesn't have to worry about me, I'm gonna make it somehow, as if looks determine mental health. (Plus more intelligent people tend to overthink more imo?) But at the same time he always weirdly pointed out that I gained weight.
Those 2 years he just kept pushing me from enduring one thing to another ("finish your exams then we'll see, take on this job offer and then we'll figure what's next"), when I came to him in the first place because I feel so clueless.
Typing that out made me realize that I accepted way too much from him, he really wasted my time.
Now I haven't seen him since july and I haven't taken meds for months either, so I'm really bad now. But searching for a new one seems impossible… back then I called at least 50 and kept getting rejected, I can't do that again
No. 1930365
>>1836365I just ditched my very young and seemingly green therapist myself for this reason. She basically agreed with everything I said and made out everyone in my personal life to be narcissists,
abusive, and so on. Like as someone with BPD traits myself, you can't just secondhand diagnose people in my life like that, when I'm most likely taking shit the wrong way to begin with. Kissing my ass isn't helping. She also just repeated everything back to me to do that whole active listening validation, which I can't stand. I'm honestly wary of younger therapists, it seems this is common with them
No. 1930505
>>1930412God I wish I'd had your old therapist. I tried to tell a therapist about my body image issues and she immediately tried to "affirm" me and asked my pronouns and it was so confusing and horrible. I've had a lot of therapists and they've all just mindlessly yassed at everything I did and thought. I had therapists that were highly rated and recommended, therapists that specialized in different things, but they all had that "therapyspeak" style of talking that I can't stand where they were encouraging me to have my friends "make space" and shit and I felt like they all tried to be too friendly. It didn't feel like a detached doctor/patient relationship, it felt like they were trying to coddle me.
>>1930500I sometimes feel like the people who shill talk therapy the hardest are just people who want someone to vent to, and I suspect that's become a huge clientele base. Which I get, especially because so many women have emotionally retarded husbands and no time to make close friendships, but I feel like they need something totally different than I do. CBT was honestly not helpful for me at all, and EMDR especially wasn't, but DBT was. Therapy feels like a huge YMMV thing, and the more inconvenient/messy your problems are, the harder it will be to find a good therapist.
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I've been made privy to our city's admittedly small psychologist's community due to my friend who is a therapist now. It's just a hellhole, I cannot imagine any of those idiots ever helpful someone. Sheltered, obtuse, self-important idiots who cannot be bringing anything of substance to the therapy clinic. My friend herself is a prime example as a self-dx'd everything who has an oversharing problem and the worst main character syndrome, she is unable to grasp other people's troubles. I've known her for more than a decade. To her patients, I can only say "good luck charlie". She is also a huge gossip so she shared her clients' stories with me, her fellows therapists' stories with me. It's all such a sham. Not to say things born out of psych are all useless, I've gotten great help from psych books and I think it can be a useful tool, though far, far from perfect or fully reliable. Therapy though, stupid.